by the million book project. the three black pennys the three black pennys a novel joseph hergesheimer grosset & dunlap publishers _by arrangement with alfred a. knopf_ copyright, , by alfred a. knopf printed in the united states of america _a dedication_ _dear john hemphill_ _this is a record and act of memory of you at dower house--of june nights on the porch, with the foliage of the willow tree powdered against the stars; the white-panelled hearth of the yellow room in smouldering winter dusks; dinner with the candles wavering in tepid april airs; and the blue envelopment of late september noons. a quiet reach like the old grey house and green fields, the little valleys filled with trees and placid town beyond the hill, where the calendar of our days and companionship is set._ _joseph hergesheimer_ contents i the furnace ii the forge iii the metal i the furnace i a twilight like blue dust sifted into the shallow fold of the thickly wooded hills. it was early october, but a crisping frost had already stamped the maple trees with gold, the spanish oaks were hung with patches of wine red, the sumach was brilliant in the darkening underbrush. a pattern of wild geese, flying low and unconcerned above the hills, wavered against the serene, ashen evening. howat penny, standing in the comparative clearing of a road, decided that the shifting, regular flight would not come close enough for a shot. he dropped the butt of his gun to the ground. then he raised it again, examining the hammer; the flint was loose, unsatisfactory. there was a probability that it would miss firing. he had no intention of hunting the geese. with the drooping of day his keenness had evaporated; an habitual indifference strengthened, permeating him. he turned his dark, young face toward the transparent, green afterglow; the firm eyebrows drawn up at the temples, sombre eyes set, too, at a slight angle, a straight nose, impatient mouth and projecting chin. below him, and to the left, a heavy, dark flame and silvery smoke were rolling from the stack of shadrach furnace. figures were moving obscurely over the way that led from the coal house, set on the hill, to the top and opening of the furnace; finishing, howat penny knew, the charge of charcoal, limestone and iron ore. shadrach furnace had been freshly set in blast; it was on that account he was there, to represent, in a way, his father, who owned a half interest in the furnace. however, he had paid little attention to the formality; his indifference was especially centred on the tedious processes of iron making, which had, at the same time, made his family. he had gone far out from the furnace tract into an utterly uninhabited and virginal region, where he had shot at, and missed, an impressive buck and killed a small bear. now, that he had returned, his apathy once more flooded him; but he had eaten nothing since morning, and he was hungry. he could go home, over the nine miles of road that bound the furnace to myrtle forge and the penny dwelling; there certain of whatever supper he would elect. but, he decided, he preferred something now, less formal. there were visitors at myrtle forge, abner forsythe, who owned the other half of shadrach, his son david, newly back from england and the study of metallurgy, and a mr. winscombe, come out to the provinces in connection with the maryland boundary dispute, accompanied by his wife. all this howat penny regarded with profound distaste; necessary social and conversational forms repelled him. and it annoyed his father when he sat, apparently morose, against the wall, or retired solitary to his room. he would get supper here; they would be glad to have him at the house of peter heydrick, the manager of the furnace. half turning, he could see the dwelling at his back--a small, grey stone rectangle with a narrow portico on its solid face and a pale glimmer of candles in the lower windows. the ground immediately about it was cleared of brush and little trees, affording peter heydrick a necessary, unobstructed view of the furnace stack while sitting in his house or when aroused at night. the dwelling was inviting, at once slipping into the dusk and emerging by reason of the warm glow within. mrs. heydrick, too, was an excellent cook; there would be plenty of venison, roast partridge, okra soup. afterwards, under a late moon, he could go back to myrtle forge; or he might stay at the heydricks all night, and to-morrow kill such a buck as he had lost. the twilight darkened beneath the trees, the surrounding hills lost their forms, in the east the distance merged into the oncoming night, but the west was still translucent, green. there was a faint movement in the leaves by the roadside, and a grey fox crossed, flattened on the ground, and disappeared. howat penny could see the liquid gleam of its eyes as it watched him. from the hill by the coal house came the heavy beating of wild turkeys' wings. he could go to peter heydrick's, where the venison would be excellent, and mrs. heydrick was celebrated for her guinea pickle with cucumbers; but ... the heydricks had no daughter, and the gilkans had. thomas gilkan was only a founderman; his house had one room below and a partition above; and mrs. gilkan's casual fare could not be compared to mrs. heydrick's inviting amplitude. yet there was fanny gilkan, erect and flaming haired, who could walk as far as he could himself, and carry her father's clumsy gun all the way. his thoughts, deflected by fanny gilkan, left the immediate present of supper, and rested upon the fact that his--his appreciation of her was becoming known at the furnace; while dan hesa must be circulating it, with biting comments, among the charcoal burners. dan hesa, although younger than howat, was already contracting for charcoal, a forward young german; and, fanny had said with a giggle, he was paying her serious attention. howat penny had lately seen a new moroseness among the charcoal burners that could only have come from the association of the son of gilbert penny and the potential owner of myrtle forge with the founderman's daughter. charcoal burners were lawless men, fugitive in character, often escaped from terms of indenture; dan hesa was, he knew, well liked by them; and the hazard created by his attraction to fanny gilkan drew howat penny irresistibly away from the superior merits of the heydrick table. that was his character: denial as a child had filled him with slow-accumulating rage; later discipline at school had found him utterly intractable. something deep and instinctive within him resisted every effort to make him a part of any social organization, however admirable; he never formed any personal bonds with humanity in particular. he had grown into a solitary being within whom were immovably locked all the confidences, the spontaneous expressions of self, that bind men into a solidarity of common failings and hopes. he never offered, nor, apparently, required, any marks of sympathy; as a fact, he rarely expressed anything except an occasional irrepressible scorn lashing out at individuals or acts that conspicuously displeased him. this had occurred more than once at myrtle forge, when assemblymen or members of the provincial council had been seated at dinner. it was after such a scene that his mother had witnessed perhaps his only attempt at self-explanation. "i am sorry you were disturbed," he had pronounced, after standing and regarding her for a silent, frowning space; "but for me there is something unendurable in men herding like cattle, protecting their fat with warning boards and fences. i can't manage the fiddling lies that keep up the whole silly pretence of the stuffy show. if it gets much thicker," he had threatened, waving vaguely toward the west, "i'll go out to the ohio, or the french forts." that this was not merely a passive but an active state of mind was amply expressed by his resolute movement toward thomas gilkan's house. he had, ordinarily, an unusual liking for the charcoal burners, and had spent many nights in their huts, built, like the charring stacks, of mud and branches. but, organized by dan hesa into an opposition, a criticism of his choice of way, they offered an epitome of the conditions he derided and assailed. his feeling for fanny gilkan was in the greater part understood, measured; there was a certain amount of inchoate, youthful response to her sheer physical well being, a vague blur of pleasant sensation at her proximity; but beyond that he felt no attraction except a careless admiration for her endurance and dexterity in the woods, a certain relief in the freedom of her companionship. he had never considered her concretely as a possible source of physical pleasure. he was not easily excited sexually, and had had few adventures with women; something of his contempt, his indifference, removed him from that, too. his emotions were deep, vital; and hid beneath a shyness of habit that had grown into a suspicious reserve. all bonds were irksome to him, and instinctively he avoided the greater with the lesser; instinctively he realized that the admission of cloying influences, of the entanglements of sex, would more definitely bind him than any generality of society. it had, he thought, grown dark with amazing rapidity. he could now see a feeble light at the gilkans, ahead and on the right. at the same moment a brighter, flickering radiance fell upon the road, the thick foliage of the trees. the blast was gathering at shadrach furnace. a clear, almost smokeless flame rose from the stack against the night-blue sky. it illuminated the rectangular, stone structure of the coal-house on the hill, and showed the wet and blackened roof of the casting shed below. the flame dwindled and then mounted, hanging like a fabulous oriflamme on a stillness in which howat penny could hear the blast forced through the furnace by the great leather bellows. he turned in, over the littered ground before the gilkan house. fanny was standing in the doorway, her straight, vigorous body sharp against the glow inside. "here's mr. howat penny," she called over her shoulder. "is everything off the table? there's not much," she turned to him, "but the end of the pork barrel." a meagre fire was burning in the large, untidy hearth; battered tin ovens had been drawn aside, and a pair of wood-soled shoes were drying. the rough slab of the table, pushed back against a long seat made of a partly hewed and pegged log, was empty but for some dull scarred pewter and scraps of salt meat. on the narrow stair that led above, a small, touselled form was sleeping--one of the cast boys at the furnace. a thin, peering woman in a hickory-dyed wool dress moved forward obsequiously. "mr. penny!" she echoed the girl's announcement; "and here i haven't got a thing fit for you. thomas gilkan has been too busy to get out, and fanny she'll fetch nothing unless the mood's on her. if i only had a fish i could turn over." she brushed the end of the table with a frayed sleeve. "you might just take a seat, and i'll look around." fanny gilkan listened to her mother with a comprehending smile. fanny's face was gaunt, but her grey eyes were wide and compelling, her mouth was firm and bright; and her hair, her father often said, resembled the fire at the top of shadrach. howat knew that she was as impersonal, as essentially unstirred, as himself; but he had a clear doubt of mrs. gilkan. the latter was too anxious to welcome him to their unpretending home; she obviously moved to throw fanny and himself together, and to disparage such suits as honest dan hesa's. he wondered if the older woman thought he might marry her daughter. and wondering he came to the conclusion that the other thing would please the mother almost as well. she had given him to understand that at fanny's age she would know how to please any mr. howat penny that chance fortune might bring her. that some such worldly advice had been poured into fanny's ears he could not doubt; and he admired the girl's obvious scorn of such wiles and surrenders. she sat frankly beside him now, as he finished a wretched supper, and asked about the country in regions to which she had not penetrated. "it's a three days' trip," he finished a recital of an excursion of his own. "i'd like to go," she returned; "but i suppose i couldn't find it alone." he was considering the possibility of such a journey with her--it would be pleasant in the extreme--when her mother interrupted them from the foot of the stair. "a sensible girl," she declared, "would think about seeing the sights of a city, and of a cherry-derry dress with ribbons, instead of all this about tramping off through the woods with a ragged skirt about your naked knees." fanny gilkan's face darkened, and she glanced swiftly at howat penny. he was filling a pipe, unmoved. such a trip as he had outlined, with fanny, was fastening upon his thoughts. it would at once express his entire attitude toward the world, opinion, and the resentful charcoal burners. "you wouldn't really go," he said aloud, half consciously. the girl frowned in an effort of concentration, gazing into the thin light of the dying fire and two watery tallow dips. her coarsely spun dress, coloured with sassafras bark and darker than the yellow hickory stain, drew about her fine shoulders and full, plastic breast. "i'd like it," she repeated; "but afterward. there is father--" she had said father, but howat penny determined that she was thinking of dan hesa; dan was as strong as himself, if heavier; a personable young man. he would make a good husband. but that, he added, was in the future; dan hesa apparently didn't want to marry fanny to-morrow, that week. meanwhile a trip with him to the headwaters of a creek would not injure her in the least. his contempt of a world petty and iron-bound in endless pretence, fanning his smouldering and sullen resentment in general, flamed out in a determination to take her with him if possible. it would conclusively define, state, his attitude toward "men herding like cattle." he did not stop to consider what it might define for fanny gilkan. in the stir of his rebellious self there was no pause for vicarious approximations. if he thought of her at all it was in the indirect opinion that she was better without such a noodle as dan hesa threatened to become. "i'd get two horses from the forge," he continued, apparently to his mildly speculative self; "a few things, not much would be necessary. that gun you carry," he addressed fanny indirectly, "is too heavy. i'll get you a lighter, bound in brass." she repeated sombrely, leaning with elbows on the table, her chin in her hands, "and afterwards--" "i thought you were free of that," he observed; "it sounds like the town women, the barnyard crowd. i thought you were an independent person. certainly," he went on coldly, "you can't mistake my attitude. i like you, but i am not in the least interested in any way that--that jour mother might appreciate. i am neither a seducer nor the type that marries." "i understand that, howat," she assured him; "and i think, i'm not sure but i think, that what you mean wouldn't bother me either. anyhow it shouldn't spoil the fun of our trip. but no one else in the world would believe that simple truth. if you could stay there, in those splendid woods or a world like them, why, it would be heaven. but you have to come back, you have to live on, perhaps for a great while, in the world of shadrach and myrtle forge. i'm not sure that i'd refuse if you asked me to go, howat. i just don't know if a woman can stand alone, for that's what it would come to afterward, against a whole lifeful of misjudgment. it might be better in the end, for everybody, if she continued home, made the best of things with the others." "you may possibly be right," he told her with a sudden resumption of indifference. after all, it was unimportant whether or not fanny gilkan went with him to the source of the stream he had discovered. every one, it became more and more evident, was alike, monotonous. he wondered again, lounging back against the wall, about the french forts, outposts in a vast wilderness. there was an increasing friction between the province and france, the legacy of king george's war, but howat penny's allegiance to place was as conspicuous by its absence as the other communal traits. beside that, beyond kaskaskia, at st. navier and the north, there was little thought of french or english; the sheer problem of existence there drowned other considerations. he would, he thought, go out in the spring ... leave myrtle forge with its droning anvil, the endless, unvaried turning of water wheel, and the facile, trivial chatter in and about the house. david forsythe, back from england in the capacity of master of fluxing metals, might acquire his, howat's, interest in the penny iron. fanny gilkan said, "you'll burn a hole in your coat with that pipe." he roused himself, and she moved across the room and pinched the smoking wicks. the embers on the hearth had expired, and the fireplace was a sooty, black cavern. fanny, at the candles, was the only thing clearly visible; the thin radiance slid over the turn of her cheek; her hovering hand was like a cut-paper silhouette. it was growing late; thomas gilkan would soon be back from the furnace; he must go. howat had no will to avoid gilkan, but the thought of the necessary conversational exchange wearied him. the sound of footsteps approached the house from without; it was, he thought, slightly annoyed, the founderman; but the progress deflected by the door, circled to a window at the side. a voice called low and urgent, "seemy! seemy!" it was repeated, and there was an answering mutter from the stair, a thick murmur and a deep sigh. the cast boy slipped crumpled and silent in bare feet across the floor. "yes," he called back, rapidly waking. the voice from without continued, "they're going to start up the oley." "what is it?" fanny demanded. "the raccoon dogs," the boy paused at the door. "a lot of the furnacemen and woodcutters from round about are hunting." fanny gilkan leaned across the table to howat, her face glowing with interest. "come ahead," she urged; "we can do this anyhow. i like to hear the dogs yelping, and follow them through the night. you can bring your gun, i'll leave mine back, and perhaps we'll get something really big." howat himself responded thoroughly to such an expedition; to the mystery of the primitive woods, doubly withdrawn in the dark; the calls of the others, near or far, or completely lost in a silence of stars; the still immensity of a land unguessed, mythical--endless trees, endless mountains, endless rivers with their headwaters buried in arctic countries beyond human experience, and emptying into the miraculous blue and gilded seas of the tropics. fanny gilkan would follow the dogs closely, too, with infinite swing and zest. she knew the country better than himself, better almost than any one else at the furnace. he stirred at her urgency, and she caught his arm, dragging him from behind the table. she tied a linsey-woolsey jacket by its arms about her waist, and put out the candles. outside the blast was steadily in progress at the stack; the clear glow of the flame shifted over the nearby walls, glinted on the new yellow of more distant foliage, fell in sharp or blurred traceries against the surrounding night. they could hear the short, impatient yelps of the dogs; but, before they reached them, the hunt was away. a lantern flickered far ahead, a minute blur vanishing through files of trees. fanny turned to the right, mounting an abrupt slope thickly wooded toward the crown. a late moon, past full, shed an unsteady light through interlaced boughs, matted grape vines, creepers flung from tree to tree; it shone on a hurrying rill, a bright thread drawn through the brush. fanny gilkan jumped lightly from bank to bank. she made her way with lithe ease through apparently unbroken tangles. it was fanny who went ahead, who waited for howat to follow across a fallen trunk higher than his waist. she even mocked him gaily, declared that, through his slowness, they were hopelessly losing the hunt. however, the persistent barking of the dogs contrived to draw them on. they easily passed the stragglers, left a group gathered about a lantern and a black bottle. they caught up to the body of men, but preferred to follow a little outside of the breathless comments and main, stumbling progress. they stirred great areas of pigeons and countless indifferent coveys of partridges barely moved to avoid the swiftly falling feet. but no deer crossed near them, and the crashing of a heavy animal through the bushes diminished into such a steep gulley that they relinquished thought of pursuit. the chase continued for an unusual distance; the moon sank into the far, unbroken forest; the stars brightened through the darkest hour of the night. fanny gilkan and howat proceeded more slowly now, but still they went directly, without hesitation, in the direction they chose. they crossed a log felled over a shallow, hurrying creek; the course grew steeper, more densely wooded. "ruscomb manor," fanny pronounced over her shoulder. "since a long way back," he agreed. finally a sharper, stationary clamour announced that the object of the hunt had been achieved, and a raccoon treed. they made their way to the dim illumination cast on moving forms and a ring of dogs throwing themselves upward at the trunk of a tree. there was a concerted cry for "ebo," and a wizened, grey negro in a threadbare drugget coat with a scarlet handkerchief about his throat came forward and, kicking aside the dogs, commenced the ascent of the smooth trunk that swept up to the obscure foliage above. there was a short delay, then a violent agitation of branches. a clawing shape shot to the ground, struggled to its feet, but the raccoon was instantly smothered in a snarling pyramid of dogs. howat penny was overwhelmingly weary. he had tramped all day, since before morning; while now another dawn was approaching, and the hunters were at least ten miles from the furnace. he would have liked to stay, sleep, where he was; but the labour of preparing a proper resting place would be as great as returning to shadrach. besides, fanny gilkan was with him, with her new, cautious regard for the world's opinion. they stood silent for a moment, under a fleet dejection born of the hour and a cold, seeping mist of which he became suddenly conscious. the barrel of his gun was wet, and instinctively he wiped off the lock. two men passing brushed heavily against him and stopped. "who is it," one demanded, "john rajennas? by god, it's a long way back to old shadrach with splintering shoes." a face drew near howat, and then retreated. "oh, mr. penny! i didn't know you were up on the hunt." it was, he recognized, one of the coaling men who worked for dan hesa. the other discovered fanny gilkan. "and fanny, too," the voice grew inimical. the men drew away, and a sharp whispering fluctuated out of the darkness. "come," howat penny said sharply; "we must get back or stay out here for the rest of the night. i don't mind admitting i'd like to be where i could sleep." she moved forward, now tacitly taking a place behind him, and he led the return, tramping doggedly in the shortest direction possible. the hollows and stream beds were filled with the ghostly mist, and bitterly chill; the night paled slightly, diluted with grey; there was a distant clamour of crows. they entered the furnace tract by a path at the base of the rise from where they had started. on the left, at a crossing of roads, one leading to myrtle forge, the other a track for the charcoal sleds, a blacksmith's open shed held a faint smoulder on the hearth. the blast from shadrach furnace rose perpendicular in the still air. fanny gilkan slipped away with a murmur. howat abandoned all thought of returning to myrtle forge that night. but it was, he corrected the conclusion, morning. the light was palpable; he could see individual trees, the bulk of the cast-house, built directly against the furnace; in the illusive radiance the coal house on the hill seemed poised on top of the other structures. a lantern made a reddish blur in the cast-house; it was warm in there when a blast was in progress, and he determined to sleep at once. thomas gilkan, with a fitful light, was testing the sealing clay on the face of the furnace hearth; two men were rolling out the sand for the cast over the floor of the single, high interior, and another was hammering on a wood form used for stamping the pig moulds. the interior was soothing; the lights, blurred voices, the hammering, seemed to retreat, to mingle with the subdued, smooth clatter of the turning wheel without, the rhythmic collapse of the bellows. howat penny was losing consciousness when an apparently endless, stuttering blast arose close by. he cursed splenetically. it was the horn, calling the furnace hands for the day; and he knew that it would continue for five minutes. others had entered; a little group gathered about thomas gilkan's waning lantern. far above them a window glimmered against the sooty wall. howat saw that dan hesa was talking to gilkan, driving in his words by a fist smiting a broad, hard palm. the group shifted, and the countenance of the man who had recognized howat penny in the woods swam into the pale radiance. his lassitude swiftly deserted him, receding before the instant resentment always lying at the back of his sullen intolerance--they were discussing him, mouthing some foul imputation about the past night. hesa left the cast-house abruptly, followed by the charcoal burner; and howat rose, the length of his rifle thrust forward under his arm, and walked deliberately forward. the daylight was increasing rapidly; and, as he approached, thomas gilkan extinguished the flame of the lantern. he was a small man, with a face parched by the heat of the furnace, and a narrowed, reddened vision without eyebrows or lashes. he was, howat had heard, an unexcelled founder, a position of the greatest importance to the quality of metal run. there was a perceptible consciousness of this in the manner in which gilkan moved forward to meet gilbert penny's son. "i don't want to give offence," the founderman said, "but, mr. penny, sir--" he stopped, commenced again without the involuntary mark of respect. "mr. penny, stay away from my house. there is more that i could say but i won't. that is all--keep out of my place. no names, please." howat penny's resentment swelled in a fiery anger at the stupidity that had driven thomas gilkan into making his request. a sense of humiliation contributed to an actual fury, the bitterer for the reason that he could make no satisfactory reply. gilkan was a freedman; while he was occupying a dwelling at shadrach furnace it was his to conduct as he liked. howat's face darkened--the meagre fool! he would see that there was another head founder here within a week. but there were many positions in the province for a man of gilkan's ability, there were few workmen of his sensitive skill with the charge and blast. not only howat's father, but abner forsythe as well, would search to the end all cause for the founderman's leaving. and, in consequence of that, any detestable misunderstanding must increase. he determined, with an effort unaccustomed and arduous, to ignore the other; after all gilkan was but an insignificant mouthpiece for the familiar ineptitude of the world at large. thomas gilkan might continue at the furnace without interference from him; fanny marry her stupid labourer. howat had seen symptoms of that last night. he would no longer complicate her existence with avenues of escape from a monotony which she patently elected. "very well, gilkan," he agreed shortly, choking on his wrath. he turned and tramped shortly from the interior. a sudden, lengthening sunlight bathed the open and a sullen group of charcoal burners about dan hesa. their faces seemed ebonized by the grinding in of particles of blackened wood. some women, even, in gay, primitive clothes, stood back of the men. as howat passed, a low, hostile murmur rose. he halted, and met them with a dark, contemptuous countenance, and the murmur died in a shuffling of feet in the dry grass. he turned again, and walked slowly away, when a broken piece of rough casting hurtled by his head. in an overpowering rage he whirled about, throwing his rifle to his shoulder. a man detached from the group was lowering his arm; and, holding the sights hard on the other's metal-buttoned, twill jacket, howat pulled the trigger. there was only an answering dull, ineffectual click. the rifle slid to the ground, and howat stared, fascinated, at the man he had attempted to kill. the charcoal burners were stationary before the momentary abandon of howat penny's temper. "right at me," the man articulated who had been so nearly shot into oblivion. "--saw the hammer fall." a tremendous desire to escape possessed howat; a violent chill overtook him; his knees threatened the loss of all power to hold him up. he stepped backward, his gun stock trailing over the inequalities of the ground; then he swung about, and, in an unbroken silence, stumbled away. he was not running from anything the charcoal burner might say, do, but from a terrifying spectacle of himself; from the vision of a body shot through the breast, huddled in the sere underbrush. he was aghast at the unsuspected possibility revealed, as it were, out of a profound dark by the searing flash of his anger, cold at the thought of such absolute self-betrayal. howat saw in fancy the bald triumph of a society to which his act consummated would have delivered him; a society that, as his peer, would have judged, condemned, him. hundreds of faces--faces mean, insignificant, or pock-marked--merged into one huge, dominant countenance; hundreds of bodies, unwashed or foul with disease, or meticulously clean, joined in one body, clothed in the black robe of delegated authority, and loomed above him, gigantic and absurd and powerful, and brought him to death. deeper than his horror, than any fear of physical consequences, lay the instinctive shrinking from the obliteration of his individual being, the loss of personal freedom. ii he was possessed by an unaccustomed desire to be at myrtle forge; usually it was the contrary case, and he was escaping from the complicated civilisation of his home; but now the well-ordered house, the serenity of his room, appeared astonishingly inviting. howat progressed rapidly past the smithy, and turned to the right, about the furnace dam, a placid and irregular reach of water holding the reflection of the trees on a mirror still dulled by a vanishing trace of mist, above which the leaves hung in the motionless air, in the aureate wash of the early sun, as if they had been pressed from gold foil. beyond the dam the path--he had left the road that connected forge and furnace for a more direct way--followed the broad, rippling course of the canary, the stream that supplied the life of myrtle forge. he automatically avoided the breaks in the rough trail; his mind, a dark and confused chamber, still lighted by appalling flashes of memory. a thing as slight, as incalculable, as a loose flint had been all that prevented.... he wondered if fanny and thomas gilkan were right in their shared conviction; fanny half persuaded, but the elder with a finality stamped with an accent of the heroic. whether or not they were right didn't concern him, he decided; his only problem was to keep outside all such entanglements. and at present he wanted to sleep. the path left the creek and joined the road that swept about the face of the dwelling at myrtle forge. the lawn, squarely raised from the public way by a low brick terrace, showed the length of house behind the dipping, horizontal branches, the beginning, pale gold, of a widespread beech. it was a long structure of but two stories, built solidly out of a dark, flinty stone with an indefinite pinkish glow against the lush sod and sombre, flat greenery of a young english ivy about a narrow, stiff portico. howat crossed the lawn above the house, where a low wing, holding the kitchen and pantries, extended at right angles from the dwelling's length. a shed with a flagging of broad stones lay inside the angle, where a robust girl with an ozenbrigs skirt caught up on bare legs and feet thrust into wooden clogs was scrubbing a steaming line of iron pots. he quickly entered the centre hall from a rear door, and mounted, as he hoped, without interruption to his room. that interior was singularly restful, pleasant, after the confused and dishevelling night. the sanded floor, patterned with a broom, held no carpet, nor were the walls covered, but white and bare save for a number of small, framed engravings--a view of boston harbour, queene anne's tomb, and some black line satirical portrait prints. a stone fireplace, ready for lighting, had iron dogs and fender, and a screen lacquered in flowery wreaths on a slender black stem. at one side stood a hinge-bound chest, its oak panels glassy with age; on the other, an english set of drawers held a mirror stand and scattered trifles--razors and gold sleeve-buttons, a barcelona handkerchief, candlesticks and flint, a twist of common, pig-tail tobacco; while from a drawer knob hung a banian of bright orange chinese silk with a dark blue cord. by the side of his curled black walnut bed, without drapery, and set, like a french couch, low on three pairs of spiral legs, was a deep cushioned chair into which he sank and dragged off his sodden buckskin breeches. the room wavered and blurred in his weary vision--squat, rush-bottomed dutch chairs seemed to revolve about a table with apparently a hundred legs, a bearskin floated across the floor.... he secured the banian; and, swathing himself in its cool, sibilant folds, he fell, his face hid in an angle of his arm, into an immediate profound slumber. the shadows of late afternoon were once more gathering when he woke. he lay, with hands clasped behind his head, watching a roseate glow disperse from the room. from without came the faint, clear voice of marta appletofft, across the road at the farm, calling the chickens; and he could hear the querulous whistling of the partridges that invariably deserted the fringes of forest to join the domesticated flocks at feed time. a sense of well-being flooded him; the project of st. xavier, the french forts, drew far away; never before had he found myrtle forge so desirable. he was, he thought, growing definitely older. he was twenty-five. a light knock fell on his door, and he answered comfortably, thinking that it was his mother. but it was caroline, his oldest sister. "how you have slept," she observed, closing the door at her back; "it was hardly nine when you came in, and here it is five. mother heard you." caroline penny was a warm, unbeautiful girl with a fine, slender body, two years younger than himself. her colouring was far lighter than howat's; she had sympathetic hazel eyes, an inviting mouth, an illusive depression in one cheek that alone saved her from positive ugliness, and tobacco brown hair worn low with a long, turned strand. she had on a pewter-coloured, informal wrap over a black silk petticoat, lacking hoops, with a cut border of violet and silver brocade; and above low, green kid stays with coral tulip blossoms worked on the dark velvet of foliage were glimpses of webby linen and frank, young flesh. she came to the edge of the bed, where she sat with a yellow morocco slipper swinging from a silk clocked, narrow foot. he liked caroline, howat lazily thought. although she did not in the least resemble their mother in appearance--she could not pretend to such distinction of being--caroline unmistakably possessed something of the other's personality, far more than did myrtle. she said generally, patently only delaying for the moment communications of much greater interest than himself, "where were you last night?" he told her, and she plunged at once into a rich store of information. "did you know that mr. and mrs. winscombe are staying on? it's so, because of the fever in the city. david and his father stopped all night, too, and only left after breakfast. he's insane about london, but i could see that he's glad to get back to the province. mr. forsythe is very abrupt, but ridiculously proud of him--" "these winscombes," howat interrupted, "what about them? the forsythes are a common occurrence." "david's been gone more than three years," she replied. "and you should hear him talk; he's got a coat with wired tails in his box he's dying to wear, but is afraid of his father. oh, the winscombes! well, he's rather sweet, sixty or sixty-five years old; very straight up the back, and wears the loveliest wigs. his servant fixes them on a stand--he turns the curls about little rolls of clay, ties them with paper, and then bakes it in the oven like a pudding. the servant is an italian with a long duck's bill of a nose and quick little black eyes. he makes our negro women giggle like anything. it's evident he is fearfully impertinent. and, what do you think?--he hooks mrs. winscombe into her stays! mother says that that isn't anything, really; mrs. winscombe is a lady of the court, and the most extraordinary happenings go on there. you see, mother knows a lot about her family, and it's very good; she's part polish and part english, and her name's ludowika. she's ages younger than her husband. "myrtle doesn't like her,--" she stopped midway in her torrent of information. "i came in to talk to you about myrtle," she went on in a different voice; "that is, partly about myrtle, but more of myself and of--" "how long are the others going to stay?" he cut in heedlessly. "i don't know," she again repressed her own desire; "perhaps they will have to go back to annapolis--don't ask me why--but they hope to sail from philadelphia in a week or so. she has marvellous clothes, and i asked her if she would send me some babies from london. you know what they are, howat--little wooden dolls to show off the fashion; but she made a harrowing joke, right in front of father and mrs. forsythe. the things she says are just beyond description; it seems that it's all right to talk anyway now if you call it classic. and she has fans with pictures and rhymes on, honestly--" words apparently failed her. howat laughed. "little innocence," he said. he fell silent, thinking of their mother. the court, he knew, had been her right, too, by birth; and he wondered if, with the reminder of mrs. winscombe and her reflections of st. james, she regretted her marriage and removal to the province. she was essentially lady, while gilbert penny had been the son of a small country squire. he had seen a profile of his father as a young man, at the time he had first met isabel kingsfrere howat. it was a handsome profile, perhaps a shade heavy, but admirably balanced and stamped with decisive power. he had characteristically invested almost his last shilling in a tract of eight hundred acres in pennsylvania and the passage of himself and his bride to the province. it was natural for men so to adventure, but howat thought of isabel penny with, perhaps, the only marked admiration he felt for any being. there had been a period, short but strenuous, of material difficulties, in which the girl--she had been hardly a woman in years--entirely unprepared for such a different activity, had been finely competent and courageous. this had not endured long because gilbert penny had been successful almost from the first day of his landing in a new world. chance letters had enlisted the confidence of david forsythe, a quaker merchant of property and increasing importance; the latter became a part owner of an iron furnace situated not far from the penny holding; he assisted gilbert in the erection of a forge; and in less than twenty years gilbert penny had grown to be a half proprietor in the furnace, with-- "howat," caroline broke in on his thoughts sharply, "i came in, as i said, to talk about something very important to me, and i intend to do it." even after that decided announcement she hesitated, a deeper colour stained her dear cheeks. "you mustn't laugh at me," she warned him; "or think i'm horrid. i can talk to you like this because you seem a--a little outside of things, as if you were looking on at a rather poorly done play; and you are entirely honest yourself." he nodded condescendingly, his interest at last retrieved from the contemplation of his mother as a young woman. "it's about david," caroline stated almost defiantly. "howat, i think i'm very fond of david. no, you mustn't interrupt me. when he went away i liked him a lot; but now that he is back, and quite grown up, it's more than liking ... howat. his father brought him out here right away he returned, and for a special reason. he was very direct about it; he wants david to marry--myrtle. i heard father--yes, i listened--and him talking it over, and our old darling was pleased to death. it's natural, mr. forsythe is one of the most influential men in the city; and father adores myrtle more than anything else in the world." she paused, and he studied her in a growing wonder; suddenly she seemed older, her mouth was drawn in a hard line: a new caroline. "you know myrtle," she added. he did, and considered the youngest penny with a new objectivity. myrtle was an extremely pretty, even a beautiful girl. "you know myrtle," she repeated; "and why father is so blind is more than i can understand. she doesn't care a ribbon for truth, she never thinks of anything but her own comfort and clothes, and--and she'd make david miserable. myrtle simply can't fancy anybody but herself. that's very different from me, howat; or yourself. you would be a burning lover." he laughed incredulously. "and i, well, i know what i feel. "it's practically made up for david to marry myrtle, that is, to urge it all that's possible; and she will never care for him, while all he thinks of now is how good looking she is. i want david, terribly," she said, sitting erect with shut hands; "and i will be expected to step aside, to keep out of the way while myrtle poses at him. oh, i know all about it. i see her rehearsing before the glass. or i will be expected to act as a contrast, a plain background, for myrtle's beauty. "you see, there is no one i can talk to but yourself. even mother wouldn't understand, completely; and she couldn't be honest about myrtle. the best of mothers, after all, are women; and, howat, there is always a curious formality between women, a little stiffness." "well," he demanded, "what do you want me to say, or what did you think i might do?" "i don't know," she admitted, her eyes bright with unshed tears. "i suppose i just wanted a little support, or even some encouragement. i don't propose to let myrtle walk off with david and not turn my hand. of course i am not a beauty, but then i'm not a ninny, either. and i have a prettier figure; that is, it will still be pretty in ten or fifteen years; myrtle's soft." "good heavens," he exclaimed, half serious, "what indians you all are!" "i'm quite shameless," she admitted, "and this is really what i thought--you can, perhaps, help me sometimes, i don't know how, but he will be out here a lot, men talk together--" "and i can tell him that myrtle is an utterly untrustworthy person who would make him ultimately miserable. i'll remind him that her beauty is no deeper than he sees it. but that caroline there, admirable girl, seething with affection in a figure warranted against time or accident--" her expression brought his banter to an end. he studied her seriously, revolved what she had said. she was right about myrtle, who was undoubtedly a vain and silly little fish. his father's immoderate admiration for her had puzzled him as well as the elder sister. he remembered that never had he heard their mother express a direct opinion of myrtle; but neither had isabel penny shown the slightest question of her husband's high regard for their youngest child. she was, he realized with a warming of his admiration, beautifully cultivated in the wisdom of the world. caroline was vastly preferable to myrtle, he felt that instinctively; and he was inclined to give her whatever assistance he could. but this would be negligible, and he said so. "you will have to do the trick by yourself," he advised her. "i wouldn't pretend to tell you how. as you said, you're not a ninny. and myrtle's none too clever, although she will manage to seem so. it's wonderful how she'll pick up a hint or two and make a show. you see--she will be talking iron to david as if she had been raised in a furnace." "men are so senseless!" caroline exclaimed viciously. she rose. "it's been a help only to talk to you, howat. i knew you'd understand. supper will be along soon. make yourself into a charmer for mrs. winscombe. i'm certain she thinks the men out here are frightful hobs." the light had dimmed rapidly in the room, and he moved over to the chest of drawers, where he lit the candles, settling over them their tall, carved glass cylinders. iii he dressed slowly, all that caroline had said, and he thought, tangling and disentangling deliberately in his mind. mrs. winscombe ... thinking there were no presentable men in the provinces. his hand strayed in the direction of a quince-coloured satin coat; but he chose instead a commonplace, dun affair with pewter buttons, and carelessly settled his shoulders in an unremarkable waistcoat. then, although he could hear a concerted stir of voices below that announced impending supper, he slipped into a chair for half a pipe. he was indifferent, not diffident, and there was no hesitation in the manner in which he finally approached the company seated at supper. his place was, as usual, at his mother's side; but opposite him where myrtle usually sat was a rigid, high shouldered man in mulberry and silver, jewelled buckles, and a full, powdered wig. he had thin, dark cheeks, a heavy nose above a firm mouth with a satirical droop, and small, unpleasantly penetrating eyes. an expression of general malice was, however, corrected by a high and serene brow. "mr. winscombe," howat penny's mother said, "my son." the former bowed with formal civility, but gave a baffling effect of mockery which, howat discovered, enveloped practically every movement and speech. he was, he said, enchanted to meet mr. penny; and that extravagant expression, delivered in a slightly harsh, negligent voice, heightened the impression of a personality strong and cold; a being as obdurate as an iron bar masquerading in coloured satin and formulating pretty phrases like the sheen on the surface of a deep november pool. gilbert penny echoed the introduction at the other end of the table. howat saw, in the yellow candlelight, a woman not, he decided, any better looking than caroline, in an extremely low cut gown of scarlet, with a rigid girdle of saffron brocade, a fluted tulle ruff tied with a scarlet string about a long, slim neck, and a cap of sheer cambric with a knot of black ribbons. her eyes were widely opened and dark, her nose short, and her mouth full and petulant. she, too, was conventionally adequate; but her insincerity was clearer than her husband's, it was pronounced quickly, in an impertinent and musical voice, without the slightest pretence of the injection of any interest. howat penny felt, in a manner which he was unable to place, that she vaguely resembled himself; perhaps it lay in her eyebrows slanting slightly toward the temples; but it was vaguer, more elusive, than that. he considered it idly, through the course of supper. at intervals he heard her voice, a little, high-pitched laugh with a curious, underlying flatness: not of tone, her modulations were delicate and exact; but deeper. again he was dimly conscious of an aspect of her which eluded every effort to fix and define. he could not even comprehend his dwelling upon the immaterial traits of a strange and indifferent woman; he was at a loss to understand how such inquiries assailed him. he grew, finally, annoyed, and shut his mind to any further consideration of her. mrs. penny was talking with charming earnestness to the man on her other hand. the amber radiance flickered over the beautiful curves of her shoulders and cast a warm shadow at the base of her throat. she smiled at her son; and her face, in spite of its present gaiety, held a definite reminder of her years, almost fifty; but when she turned again her profile, with slightly tilted nose and delightfully fresh lips and chin, was that of a girl no older than caroline. howat had often noticed this. it was amazing--with that slight movement she would seem to lose at once all the years that had accumulated since she was newly married. in a second she would appear to leave them all, her mature children, the heavy, palpably aging presence of gilbert penny, the house and obligations that had grown about her, and be remotely young, a stranger to the irrefutable proof that her youth had gone. at such moments he was almost reluctant to claim her attention, to bring her again, as it were, into the present, with so much spent, lapsed: at times he almost thought, in that connection, wasted. she had, in addition to her profile, a spirit of youth that had remained undimmed; as if there were within her a reserve warmth, a priceless gift, which life had never claimed; and it was the contemplation of that which gave howat the impression that isabel penny's life had not fully flowered. he had never known her to express a regret of the way she had taken; he had never even surprised her in a perceptible retrospective dejection; but the conviction remained. gilbert penny had been an almost faultless husband, tender and firm and successful; but his wife had come from other blood and necessities than domestic felicities; she had been a part of a super-cultivation, a world of such niceties as the flawless courtesy of mr. winscombe discussing with her the unhappy passion of the princess caroline for lord hervey. howat penny thought sombrely of love, of the emotion that had brought--or betrayed?--isabel howat so far away from her birthright. it had gripped his sister no less tyrannically; stripping them, he considered, of their essential liberty. the thing was clear enough in his mind--nothing more than an animal instinct, humiliating to the human individual, to breed. it was the mere repetition of nature through the working of an automatic law. no such obscure fate, he determined, should overtake, obliterate, him. yet it had involved his mother, a person of the first superiority. a slight chill, as if a breath of imminent winter had touched him, communicated itself to his heart. a trivial conversation was in progress across the table between mrs. winscombe and myrtle. the latter was an embodiment of the familiar saxon type of beauty; her hair was fair, infinitely pale gold, her complexion a delicately mingled crimson and white, her eyes as candidly blue as flowers. her features were finely moulded, and her shoulders, slipping out from azure lutestring, were like smooth handfuls of meringue. her voice was always formal, and it sounded stilted, forced, in comparison with mrs. winscombe's easy periods. the supper ended, and the company trailed into a drawing room at the opposite end of the house from the kitchen wing. howat delayed, and caroline, urged forward by mr. winscombe's sardonically ubiquitous bow, half lingered to cast back a glance of private understanding at her brother. when he decided reluctantly to follow he was kept back by the sound of a familiar explanation in his father's decisive, full tones. "howat," he pronounced, obviously addressing the elder winscombe, "is a black penny. that is what we call them in our family. you see, the pennys, some hundreds of years back, acquired a strong welsh strain. i take it you are familiar with the welsh--a solitary-living, dark lot. unamenable to influence, reflect their country, i suppose; but lovers of music. i have a touch of that. now any one would think that such a blood, so long ago, would have spread out, been diluted, in a thick english stock like the pennys; or at least that we would all have had a little, here and there. but nothing of the sort; it sinks entirely out of sight for two or three and sometimes four generations; and then appears solid, in one individual, as unslacked as the pure, original thing. the last one was burned as a heretic in mary's day; although i believe he would have equally stayed catholic if the affair had been the other way around. opposition's their breath. this boy--" "you must not figure to yourself, mr. winscombe," mrs. penny's even voice admirably cut in, "that the black is a word of reproach. i think we are both at times at a loss with howat, he is so different from us, from the girls; but he is truly remarkable. i have an unusual affection for him; really, his honesty is extraordinary." he ought, he knew, either follow the others into the drawing room or move farther away. his father's explanation repelled him; but his mother's capital defence--it amounted to that--made it evident to him that he should, by his presence, give her what support he could. at the fireplace gilbert penny was lost in conversational depths with mr. winscombe. about the opening, now closed for the introduction of a hearth stove, were tiles picturing in gay glazes the pastoral history of ruth, and above the mantel a long, clear mirror held a similitude of brilliant colour--the scarlet of mrs. winscombe's gown, myrtle's azure lutestring on a petticoat of ruffled citron spreading over her hoops and little white kid slippers with gilt heels, caroline's flowered chinese silk. the room was large and square, with a turkey floor carpet, and walls hung with paper printed in lavender and black perspectives from copper plates. a great many candles had been lighted, on tables and mantel, and in lacquer stands. one of the latter, at mrs. winscombe's side, showed her features clearly. howat penny saw that while she was actually no prettier than caroline she was infinitely more vivid and compelling. her face held an extraordinary potency; her bare arms and shoulders were more insistent than his sister's; there was about her a consciousness of the allurement of body, frankness in its employment. she made no effort to mask her feeling, which at present was one of complete indifference to her surroundings; and, not talking, a shadow had settled on her vision. caroline was seated on a little sofa across from the fireplace, and she moved her voluminous skirt aside, made a place for him. "almost nothing of annapolis," mrs. winscombe replied to a query of what she had seen in maryland. "we were there hardly two weeks, and i hadn't recovered from the trip across the sea. when i think of returning god knows i'd almost stay here. you wouldn't suppose one person could vent so much. i believe felix went to a jockey club, there were balls and farces; but i kept in bed." mrs. penny asked, "and london--how are you amused there now?" the other retied the bow of a garter. "fireworks, roman candles to mr. handel's music, and italian parties, villeggiatura. covent garden with paper lanterns among the trees, seductions--" gilbert penny smote his hands on the chair arms. "this hectoring of our commerce will have to rest somewhere!" he declared; "taking the duty from pig iron, and then restricting its market to london, is no conspicuous improvement. it is those enactments that provide our currency with spanish pieces instead of english pounds. the west indies are too convenient to be overlooked." mr. winscombe replied stiffly, "the government is prepared to meet infractions of its law." mr. penny muttered a period about germany in england, with a more distant echo of hanoverian whores and deformed firebrands. his guest sat with a harsh, implacable countenance framed in the long shadows of his elaborate wig, his ornate coat tails falling stiffly on either side of his chair. howat, bred in the comparative simplicity of the province, found the foppery of the aging man slightly ridiculous; yet he was aware that mr. winscombe's essential character had no expression in his satin and powder; his will was as rugged and virile as that of any adventuring frontiersman clad in untanned hides. he was, howat decided, at little disadvantage with his young wife. he wondered if any deep bond bound the two. their personal feelings were carefully concealed, and in this they resembled isabel howat, rather than gilbert, her husband. the latter had a habit of expressing publicly his affectionate domestic relations. and howat penny decided that he vastly preferred the others' reserve. an awkward silence had developed on top of the brief political acerbities. there was no sound but the singing of the wood in the open stove. myrtle had an absent, speculative gaze; caroline was biting her lip; mrs. winscombe yawned in the face of the assembly. gilbert penny suggested cards, but there was no reply. howat left the room by a door that opened on a rock threshold set in the lawn. the night was immaculate, still and cold, with stars brightening in the advance of winter. he walked about the house. the counting room of the forge was a separate stone structure back of the kitchen; and to the right, and farther away, was a second small building. the ground fell rapidly down to the forge on the water power below. he could barely discern the towering bulk of the water wheel and roofs of the sheds. he felt uneasy, obscurely and emotionally disturbed. already fanny gilkan seemed far away, to have dropped out of his life. he would give some gold to the charcoal burner he had attempted to shoot. mrs. winscombe annoyed him by her attitude toward myrtle forge, her unvarnished air of condescension. how old was she? a few years more than himself, he decided. the italian hooked her into her stays. a picture of this formed in his thoughts and dissolved, leaving behind a faint stinging of his nerves. he recalled her bare--naked--arms ... the old man, her husband. she had spoken of italian parties; he had seen a picture on a fan labelled villeggiatura--a simpering exquisite in a lascivious embrace with a frail beauty on the bank of a stream, and a garland of stripped loves reeling about a slim, diapered harlequin. it was a different scene, a different world, from the province; and its intrusion in the person of mrs. winscombe was like an orris-scented air moving across the face of great trees sweeping their virginal foliage into the region of strong and pure winds. he was dimly conscious of the awakening in him of undivined pressures, the stirring of attenuated yet persisting influences. he was saturated in the space, the sheer, immense simplicity of the wild, hardly touched by the narrow strip of inhabited coast. he had given his existence to the woods, to hunting cunning beasts, the stoical endurance of blinding fatigue; he had scorned the, to him, sophistications of bricks and civilization. but now, in the length of an evening, something invidious and far different had become sentient in his being. italian parties, and covent garden with lanterns among the trees ... trees clipped and pruned, and gravel walks; seductions. a falling meteor flashed a brilliant arc across the black horizon, dropping into what illimitable wilderness? fireworks set to the shrill scraping of violins. one mingled with the other in his blood, fretting him, spoiling the serene and sure vigour of youth, binding his feet to the obscure past. yet colouring all was the other, the black welsh blood of the pennys. ever since his boyhood he had heard the fact of his peculiar inheritance explained, accepted. in the past he had been what he was without thought, self-appraisal. but now he recognized an essential difference from his family; it came over him in a feeling of loneliness, of removal from the facile business of living in general. for the first time he wondered about his future. it was unguarded by the placid and safe engagements of the majority of lives. he would, he knew, ultimately possess myrtle forge, a part of shadrach, and a considerable fortune. that was his obvious inheritance. but, suddenly, the material thing, the actual, grew immaterial, and the visionary assumed a dark and enigmatic reality. howat abruptly quitted the night of the lawn, his sombre questioning, for the house. the candles had been extinguished in the drawing room. a square, glass lamp hung at the foot of the stairs; and there he encountered a man in a scratch wig, with a long nose flattened at the end. he bowed obsequiously--a posturing figure in shirtsleeves with a green cloth waistcoat and black legs. the italian servant, howat concluded. he passed noiselessly, leaving a reek of pomatum and the memory of a servile smile. howat penny experienced a strong sense of distaste, almost depression, at the other's silent proximity. it followed him to his room, contaminated his sleep with unintelligible whispering, oily and disturbing gestures, and fled only at the widening glimmer of dawn. iv the sun had almost reached the zenith before mrs. winscombe appeared from her room. and at the same moment david forsythe arrived on a spent grey mare. he had come over the forty rough miles which separated myrtle forge from the city in less than five hours. he was a year older than howat, but he appeared actually younger--a candid youth with high colour and light, simply tied hair. he had, he told howat, important messages from his father to mr. winscombe. the latter and gilbert penny were conversing amicably in the lower room at the right of the stairway--a chamber with a bed that, nevertheless, was used for informal assemblage. mr. winscombe wore an enveloping banian of russet brocade with deep furred cuffs, and a turban of vermilion silk comfortably replacing a wigged formality. under that brilliant colour his face was as yellow as an orange. the written messages were delivered, and david returned to the lawn. the day was superb--a crystal cold through which the sun's rays filtered with a faintly perceptible glow. caroline was standing at howat's side, and she gave his hand a rapid pressure as david forsythe approached. "where's myrtle?" the latter asked apparently negligently. howat replied, "still in the agony of fixing her hair--for dinner; she'll be at it again before supper." david whistled a vague tune. caroline added, "you've got fearfully dressy yourself, since london." he replied appropriately, and then became more serious. "i wish," he told them, "that we belonged to the church of england; you know the penns have gone back. it's pretty heavy at home after--after some other things. the quakers didn't use to be so infernally solemn. you should see the swells about the court; the greatest fun. and old george with a face like a plum--" "don't you find anything here that pleases you?" caroline demanded with asperity. "myrtle's all right," he admitted; "not many of them are as pretty." "i'll tell her you've come," caroline promptly volunteered; "she won't keep you waiting. there she is! no, it's mrs. winscombe." she was swathed in a ruffled lilac cloak quilted with a dull gold embroidery; satin slippers were buckled into high pattens of black polished wood; and her head, relatively small with tight-drawn hair, was uncovered. she was not as compelling under the sun as in candle light, he observed. her face, unpainted, was pale, an expression of petulance discernible. yet she was more potent than any other woman he had encountered. "isn't that the garden?" she asked, waving beyond the end of the house. "i like gardens." she moved off in the direction indicated; and--as he felt she expected, demanded--he followed slightly behind. a short, steep terrace descended to a formally planted plot, now flowerless, enclosed by low privet hedges. there were walks of rolled bark, and, against a lower, denser barrier, a long, white bench. the ground still fell away beyond; and there was a sturdy orchard, cleared of underbrush, with crimson apples among the grey limbs. beyond, across a low, tangled wild, an amphitheatre of hills rose against the sky, drawn from the extreme right about the façade of the dwelling. they seemed to enclose myrtle forge in a natural domain of its own; and, actually, gilbert penny owned most of the acreage within that immediate circle. mrs. winscombe sank on the garden bench, where she sat with a hand resting on either side of her. above them a column of smoke rose from the kitchen against the blue. a second, heavier cloud rolled up from the forge below. "they have been repairing the forebay," howat explained; "the forge has been closed. i'm supposed to be in the counting house." "you work?" she demanded surprised. "at the ledger, put things down--what the men are paid, mostly in tobacco and shoes, ozenbrigs and molasses and rum; or garters and handkerchiefs for the women. then i enter the pig hauled from shadrach, and the carriage of the blooms." "i don't understand any of that," she announced. "it probably wouldn't interest you; the pig's the iron cast at the furnace. it's worked in the forges, and hammered into blooms and anconies, chunks or stout bars of wrought iron. we do better than two tons a week." the sound of a short, jarring blow rose from the forge, it was repeated, became a continuous part of the serene noon. "that's the hammer now," he explained. "it goes usually all day and most nights. we're used to it, don't hear it; but strangers complain." "mr. forsythe said your father was an ironmaster, one of the biggest in the province, and i suppose you'll become that too." she gazed about at the hills, sheeted in scarlet and yellow, at the wide sunny hollow that held myrtle forge. "here," she added in a totally unexpected accent of feeling, "it is very beautiful, very big. i thought all the world was like st. james or versailles. i've never been to poland, my mother's family came from there to paris, but i'm told they have forests and such things, too. this is different from annapolis, that is only an echo of london, but here--" she gazed far beyond him into the profound noon. he recovered slowly from the surprise of her unlooked for speech, attitude. howat studied her frankly, leaning forward with his elbows on his knees. her discontent was paramount. it was deeper than he had supposed; like his there were disturbing qualities in her blood, qualities at a variance with the obvious part of her being. a sense of profound intimacy with her pervaded him. "this," she continued, "is like a cure at a bath, a great bath of air and light. i should like to stay, i think.... are you content?" "it always seemed crowded to me," he admitted. "usually i get as far away as possible, into the woods, the real wilderness. but you heard my father last night--i'm a black penny, a solitary, dark lot. you couldn't judge from what i might feel." "your father and you are not sympathetic," she judged acutely. "he is practical, solid; but it isn't easy to say, even with an explanation, what you are. in london--but i'm sick of london. myrtle forge. it's appalling at night. i'd like to go into the real wilderness, leave off my hoops and stays, and bathe in a stream; a water nymph and you ... but that's only watteau again, with a cicisbeo holding my shift and stockings. in london you'd be that, a lady's servant of love; but, in the province, i wonder?" he sat half comprehending her words mingling in his brain with the pounding of the trip hammer at the forge, one familiar and one unfamiliar yet not strange sound. above them, on the lawn, he could see myrtle--through the middle of the day the sun had increased its warmth--with skirts like the petals of a fabulous tea rose. the sun glinted on the living gold of her hair and bathed an arm white as snow. david was there no doubt. his thoughts dwelt for a moment on caroline, then returned to mrs. winscombe, to himself. his entire attitude toward her, his observations, had been upset, disarmed, by her unexpected air of soft melancholy. in her lavender wrap she resembled a drooping branch of flowering lilac. she seemed very young; her air of sophistication, her sensuality of being, had vanished. traces of her illness on shipboard still lingered darkly under her eyes. asleep, he suddenly thought, her face would be very innocent, purified. this came to him involuntarily; there was none of the stinging of the senses she had evoked in him the night before. his instinct for preservation from any entanglements with life lay dormant before her surrender to influences that left her crumpled, without the slightest interest in any exterior fact. a sententious black servant in maroon livery and a bright worsted waistcoat announced dinner from the foot of the terrace, and they moved slowly toward the house. there was a concerted interest in the faces they found already about the table. howat took his seat at his mother's side, gilbert penny assisted mrs. winscombe. david was placed between caroline and myrtle. mr. winscombe, again formally wigged and coated, was absorbed in thought. he said to his hostess, "it's the uncertainty that puts me in doubt. ogle thought the thing thoroughly reviewed, when now hamilton comes out with his damned indians and maryland rum. forsythe suggests my presence in council to-morrow, and it's barely possible that there will be a return to annapolis. while ludowika--" "i can't travel another ell over the atrocities they call roads here," mrs. winscombe declared. "i expect to die returning to england as it is, and i won't put up with any more preliminary torment. you'll have to leave me." "at myrtle forge," gilbert penny added at once; "at myrtle forge as long as you like. unless," he added with a smile, "you prefer the gaiety at abner forsythe's." a hot colour suffused david's cheeks. mr. winscombe bowed over the table, "i am inclined to take advantage of that. ludowika would be the better without even quaker gaiety for a little." he stopped, turned toward her. "i'd like it immensely," she replied simply. "i am sure it would give me back all that i've lost in passage. perhaps," she leaned forward, smiling at howat, "i could see something of what's behind those hills, go into the real arcadia." "out there," said mr. penny, "are the endless mountains." the faint, involuntary chill again invaded howat; suddenly an unfamiliar imagery attached to the commonplace phrase uttered by his father--the endless mountains! it brought back his doubt, his questioning, of life. it was the inconceivable term endless, without any finality of ultimate rest, without even the arbitrary peace of death, that appalled him. he thought of life going on and on, with nothing consummated, nothing achieved nor final. he thought of the black penny who had been burned as a heretic to ashes years before; yet howat was conscious of the martyr's bitter stubbornness of soul, alive, still alive and unquenched, in himself. he wondered about the heritage to come. there was a further belief that it followed exclusively the male line. the pennys, like many another comparatively obscure name, went far back into the primeval soil of civilization. if he had no issue the endlessness might be confounded; a fatality in his long, dangerous excursions would have vanquished the ineradicable welsh blood. he might have no children; yesterday he would have made such a decision; but now he was less sure of himself, of his power to will. he was dimly conscious of vast exterior forces and traitorous factors within. it was as if momentarily he had been lifted to a cloud beyond time, from which he saw the entire, stumbling progress of humanity, its beginning hid in humid mist, moving into a nocturnal shadow like a thunder bank. he sat with chin on breast and sombre eyes until his mother laid her hand on his shoulder. "howat," she protested, "you are too glum for the comfort of any one near you. i think you must make a pose of being black. i'd almost called one of the servants to fiddle in your ear." howat smiled at her; he returned slowly to the actual, the particular. mr. winscombe had pushed back his chair, excusing himself in the pressure of necessary preparations. his wife disappeared with him, leaving behind the echo of a discussion about cecco, the italian servant. the women followed, with david at myrtle's shoulder, leaving howat and gilbert penny. the latter was still a handsome man, with his own hair silvered on a ruddy countenance, and a careful taste in clothes. his nose was predominant, with a wide-cleft mouth above a square chin. "i had thought," he said deliberately, "that you were employed in the counting house, but schwar tells me that it has been a week since you were seen there." he raised a broad hand to silence howat's reply. "while i can afford to keep you merely at hunting, the result to the table is so meagre that i'm not justified. there is no st. james here, in pennsylvania, no gentlemen supported by the crown for the purpose of amusement. you will have to sail for england if you expect that sort of thing." he rose, "you owe an intelligent interest in myrtle forge, to your sisters and mother, toward all that i have accomplished. it's a rich property, and it's growing bigger. already young forsythe has a list of improvements to be instituted at the furnace--clerks and a manager and new system for carrying on the blast." "i'm not an iron man," howat penny told him, "i'm not a clerk. david can take all that over for you, particularly if he marries one of the girls." "what are you?" the elder demanded sharply. "you ought to know. you explained it fully enough to the winscombes." "if it wasn't for that you'd have been dumping slag five years ago. what i hoped was that with maturity some sense of obligation would be born into you. what is this pretended affection for your mother worth if you are unwilling to conserve, make safe, her future, in case i die?" all that his father said was logical, just; but it only brought him a renewed sense of his impotence before very old and implacable inner forces. "i'll try again," he briefly agreed. "but i warn you, it will do little good. there is no pretence in the affection you spoke of, but--but something stronger--" he gave up as hopeless the effort to explain all that had swept through his mind. gilbert penny abruptly left the room. it transpired that the italian servant was to be left at myrtle forge; he was now assisting the servants in strapping a box behind the chaise that was to carry mr. winscombe and david to the city. howat pictured the long, supple hands of the italian hooking mrs. winscombe into her clothes, and a sudden, hot revulsion clouded his brain. when the carriage had gone, and he stood in the contracted space of the counting room, before a long, narrow forge book open on a high desk, he was still conscious of a strong repulsion. it was idiotic to let such an insignificant fact as the winscombes' man persistently annoy him. but, in a manner entirely unaccountable, this cecco had become a symbol of much that was dark, potentially threatening, in his conjectures. the hammer fell with a full reiteration through the afternoon; the sun, at a small window, shifted a dusty bar across inkpots and quills and desk to a higher corner. he could hear the dull turning of the wheel and the thin, irregular splash of falling water. other sounds rose at intervals--the tramping of mules dragging pig iron from shadrach, the rumble of its deposit by the forge. emanuel schwar entered with a piece of paper in his hand. "eleven hundred weight of number two," he read; "at six pounds, and a load of charcoal. jonas hupp charged with three pairs of woollen stockings, and shoes for minnie, four shillings more." howat mechanically entered the enumerated items, his distaste for such a petty occupation mounting until it resembled a concrete power forcing him outside into the mellow end of the day. a figure darkened the doorway; it was caroline. "i hardly saw him," she declared hotly. "myrtle hung like a sickly flower in his buttonhole." her hoops flattened as she made her way through the narrow entrance. "there's one thing about myrtle," she continued, "she's frightfully proper in her narrow little ideas. myrtle's a prude. and i promise you i won't be if i get a chance at david." she stood with vivid, parted lips, bright eyes; almost, howat thought, charming. such a spirit in caroline amazed him; he hadn't conceived of its presence. he recognized a phase of his own contempt for customary paths, accepted limitations and proprieties. "remember david's quaker training," he told her in his habitual air of jest. "david's been to london," she replied. "i saw him pinch the appletofft girl at the farm." again in his room, he changed into more formal clothes than on the evening previous; he did this without a definite, conscious purpose; it was as if his attitude of mind required a greater suavity of exterior. he wore a london waistcoat, a gift from his mother, of magenta worked with black petals and black stone buttons; his breeches were without a wrinkle, and the tails of his coat, even if they were not wired like those david was said to have brought from england, had a not unsatisfactory swing. at supper mrs. winscombe sat at his left, caroline and myrtle had taken their customary places opposite, the elders had not been disturbed. mrs. winscombe had resumed the animation vanished at noon. she wore green and white, with plum-coloured ribbons, and a flat shirred cap tied under her chin. the fluted, clear lawn of her elbow sleeves was like a scented mist. he was again conscious of the warm seduction, the rare finish, of her body, like a flushed marble under wide hoops and dyed silk. she was talking to myrtle about the court. "i am in waiting with the princess amelia sophia," she explained; "i have her stockings. there is a frightful racket of music and parrots and german, with old handel bellowing and the king eternally clinking one piece of gold on another." gilbert penny listened with a tightening of his well shaped lips. "it's into that chamber pot we pour our sweat and iron," he asserted. ludowika winscombe studied him. "in england," she said, "the american provinces are supposed to lie hardly beyond the channel, but here england seems to be at the other end of the world." myrtle added, "i'd like it immensely." and howat thought of ludowika--he thought of her tentatively as ludowika--in the brilliant setting of tropical silks and birds. he considered the change that had overtaken his father, english born, in the quarter century he had lived in america; the strong allegiance formed to ideas fundamentally different from those held at st. james; and he wondered if such a transformation would operate in ludowika if she could remain in the province. it was a fantastic query, and he impatiently dismissed it, returning to the contemplation of his mother's problematic happiness. he determined to question the latter if a permissible occasion arose; suddenly his interest had sharpened toward her mental situation. he compared the two women, what he could conjecture about isabel howat and ludowika winscombe; but something within him, automatic and certain, whispered that no comparison was possible. his mother possessed a quality of spirit that he had never found elsewhere; he could see, in spite of their resemblance of blood and position, that the elder could never have been merely provocative. such distinctions, he divined, were the result of qualities mysterious and deeply concealed. love, that he had once dismissed as the principle of blind procreation, became more complex, enigmatic. he had no increased desire to experience it, with the inevitable loss of personal liberty; but he began to be conscious of new depths, unexpected complications, in human relationship. he was not so sure of himself. they had moved to the less formal of the rooms used as places of gathering. the bed in a corner was hung in blue shalloon over ruffled white muslin, and there was blue at the windows. against the wall a clavichord, set aside as obsolete, raised its dusky red ebony box on grooved legs. myrtle was seated at it picking out an air from belshazzar. she held each note in a silvery vibration that had the fragility of old age. ludowika was by the fire, quartered across a corner; there was no stove, and the wood burning in the opening sent out frequent, pungent waves of smoke. she coughed and cursed. "positively," she declared, "i'll turn salt like a smoked herring." she rose, her gaze resting on howat. "i must go out," she continued; "breathe." he was strangely reluctant to accompany her, his feet were leaden. nevertheless, in a few moments he found himself at her side on the lawn. her sophistication had again disappeared, beneath the stars drawn across the hills, over myrtle forge. there was a pause in the hammering below. "take me down there," she commanded. he led the way on a beaten path that dropped sharply to a bridge of hewn logs crossing the spent water. the forge, a long shed following the stream, was open on the opposite side; an enclosure of ruddy, vaporous gloom with pools of molten colour, clangorous sounds. the bubbling, white cores of three raised and hooded hearths were incessantly agitated with long rods by blackened and glistening shapes. at intervals a flushing rod was withdrawn from a fire and plunged in a trough of water; a cloud of ghostly steam arose, a forgeman's visage momentarily illuminated like a copper mask. a grimy lantern was hung above the anvil, its thin light falling on the ponderous head of the trip hammer suspended at right angles from a turning cogged shaft projection through the wall. the hearths, set in a row beyond the anvil, had at their back an obscure, mechanical stir, accompanied by the audible suction of squat, drum bellows. the labour was halted at a fire; half naked anatomies, herculean shoulders and incredible arms, gathered about its mouth with hooked bars. an incandescent mass was lifted, born, rayed in an intolerable white heat, into the air. a hammer was swung upon it; and, as if the metal were sentient, a violet radiance scintillated where the blow had fallen. the pasty iron was carried to the anvil, the hooks dropped for wide-jawed tongs; the trip hammer moved up and fell. the hardening metal darkened to a carnation from which chips scattered like gorgeous petals. the carnation faded under ringing blows; the petals, heaping in the penumbra under foot, were as vividly blue as gentians. the colour vanished from the solidifying bloom ... it was ashen, black. the hammering continued. a sense of the vast and antique simplicity of the forging, a feeling of hammering the earth itself into the superior purposes of man, enveloped howat. he forgot for the moment his companion, lost in a swelling pride of myrtle forge, of his father's fibre--the iron of his character like the iron he successfully wrought. he could grasp gilbert penny's accomplishment here, take fire at its heroic quality; a thing he found impossible in the counting room above, recording such trivial details as wool stockings for jonas rupp. he could be a forgeman, he thought, but never a clerk; and in that limitation he realized that he was inferior to his father. there were aspects of himself beyond such discipline and control. ludowika winscombe grasped his arm. "come away," she begged; "it's--it's savage, like vulcan and dreadful, early legends." she hurried him, clinging to his arm, over the ascent to the orderly lawn, the tranquil shine of candle-lit windows. there, with her hood fallen from her head, she sat on a stone step. "you frighten me, a little," she confessed. "are you at all like--like that below inside of you? i have a feeling that you might be. if you were one of the men about vauxhall you'd be kissing me now ... if i liked you. but, although i do like you, i wouldn't kiss you for an emerald buckle." he recognized that she spoke seriously; her voice bore no connective suggestion. kisses, it appeared, were no more to her than little flowers which she dealt out casually where she pleased. yet the idea, with its intimate sensual implications, stayed in his thoughts. he considered kissing her, holding her mouth against his; and he was conscious of a sharp return of his stinging sense of her bodily seductiveness. at the same time an obscure uneasiness, rebellion, possessed him; it was the old, familiar feeling of revolt, of distaste for imprisoning circumstance. it came to him acutely, almost as if a voice had whispered in his ear, warning him, urging him into the wild, to escape threatening catastrophe. he determined to leave myrtle forge in the morning, to return to the stream he had followed into the serene heart of the woods. there he would stay until--until ludowika winscombe had gone. howat had no especial sense of danger from her; only for the moment she typified the entire world of trivial artifice. he gazed at her with a conscious detachment possible because of the rarity in his existence of such figures as hers. she had risen, and her cloak fallen upon the grass. howat could see her face beneath hair faintly powdered with silver dust and the ruffled patch of white tied pertly under her chin. her smoothly turning shoulders, filmed in lawn, and low bodice crowned an extravagant circumference of ruffled silk and rosettes. against the night of the province, the invisible but felt presence of immutable hills, she was like a puppet, a grotesque figure of comedy. he regarded her sombrely from the step, his chin cupped in a hand. but, again, she surprised him, speaking entirely out of the character he had assigned her, in a spirit that seemed utterly incongruous, but which was yet warm with conviction. "i want to explain a great deal to you," she said, "that really isn't explainable. it isn't sensible, and yet it is the strongest feeling i remember. it's about here and you and me. you can't picture my life, and so you don't know how strange this is, how different from all i've ever lived. "i think i told you i was born in paris--you see some of us came to france when louis took a polish princess, and there my mother married an english gentleman. well, it was always the court, in france and in england. always the court--do you know what that means? it's a place where women are pretty pink and white candies that men are always picking over. it's a great bed with a rose silk counterpane and closed draperies. champagne and music and scent and masques. little plays with the intrigue in the audience; favours behind green hedges. i was in it when i was fourteen, and i had a lover the first year. he showed me how to make pleasure. don't think that i was indifferent to this," she added directly; "that i wanted to escape it. i wasn't; i didn't. only beneath everything i had a feeling of not being completely satisfied; i wanted--oh, not very strongly--something else, for an hour. at times the air seemed choking; and inside of me, but not in my body, i seemed choking too. i used to think about the polish forests, and that would help a little." she resumed the place at his side, with her silk billowing against his knee. "this is it," she declared, her face set against the illimitable, still dark. "i recognized it only a little while ago. i think unconsciously i came to america hoping to find it; there was nothing at annapolis, but here--" she drew a breath as deep, he noted, as her stays would permit. "it includes you, somehow," she continued; "as if you were the voice. what i said coming away from the forge, about dreading you, was only momentary. i have another feeling, premonition--" she broke off, her manner changed. "all the court believes in signs: protestantism and vampires. "it seems unreal here; i mean st. james and all that was so tremendously important; incredibly stupid--the princess amelia's stockings. but you can't imagine the jealousy. every bit of it shall go out of my thoughts. you'll help me, a harmless magic. i'll be as simple as that girl across the road, with the red cheeks, in a single slip. you must call me ludowika; ludowika and howat. i'm not so terribly old, only twenty-nine." "i am going away to-morrow," he informed her; "i won't be back before you leave." a slight frown gathered about her eyes. her face was very close to his. "but i don't like that either," she replied. "you were to be a part of it, its voice; excursions in the woods. is it necessary, your absence?" he knew that it was not; and suddenly he was seized with the conviction that he would not go. it was as if, again, a voice outside him had informed him of the fact. but if there were no reason for his going there was as little for his remaining at myrtle forge; that was, so far as ludowika winscombe was concerned. he had been untouched by all that she had said; untouched except for a faint involuntary shiver as she had spoken of premonition. and that had vanished instantaneously. there was his duty in the counting house. but he was forced to admit to himself the insufficiency of that reason; it was too palpably false. he had not been moved by the intent of what she had said, but his imagination had been stirred, as if by the touch of delicate, pointed fingers, at her description of court--a bed with a silk counterpane ... behind clipped greenery. he recalled the fan with its painted villeggiatura, the naked, wanton loves. "something different," she half repeated, with a sigh, an accent, of longing. howat heard her with impatience; it was absurd to try to picture her tramping in the wilderness, breaking her way hour after hour through thorned underbrush, like fanny gilkan. she wouldn't progress a hundred yards in her unsteady pattens and fragile clothes. suddenly the italian servant appeared absolutely noiselessly at her side, speaking a ridiculous, oily gibberish. "at once," she replied. she turned to howat. "my bed has been prepared. are you going to-morrow?" "no," he answered awkwardly. she turned and left without further words. the servant walked behind her, resembling an unnatural shadow. the metallic clamour at the anvil rose and fell, diminished by the interposed bulk of the dwellings, ceaselessly forging the penny iron, the penny gold. he thought of himself as metal under the hammer; or rather ore at the furnace: he hadn't run clear in the casting; there were bubbles, bubbles and slag. endless refinements--first the furnace and then the forge and then the metal. a contempt for the lesser degrees possessed him, for a flawed or clumsy forging, for weakness of the flesh, the fatality of easy surrender. an overwhelming, passionate emotion swept him to his feet, clenched his hands, filled him with a numbing desire to reach the last purification. the mood sank into an inexplicable nostalgia; he dragged the back of a hand impatiently across his vision. his persistent indifference, the inhibition that held him in a contemptuous isolation, again possessed him, howat, a black penny. a last trace of his emotion, caught in the flood of his paramount disdain, vanished like a breath of warm mist. he entered the house and mounted to his room; the stairs creaked but that was the only sound audible within. his candles burned without their protecting glasses in smooth, unwavering flames. when they were extinguished the darkness flowed in and blotted out familiar objects, folded him in a cloak of invisibility, obliterated him in sleep. as he lost consciousness he heard the trip hammer dully beating out penny iron, penny gold; beating out, too, the penny men ... slag and metal and ruffled muslin, roman candles and stars. v there came to him in the counting house, the following afternoon, rumours and echoes of the day's happenings. david forsythe had arrived after dinner, and there had been word from mr. winscombe; he would be obliged to return to maryland, and trusted that ludowika would not be an onerous charge. david was to take myrtle and caroline back with him to the city, for an exemplary quaker party. "there's no good asking you," he told howat, lounging in the door of the counting room. david was flushed, his sleeve coated with dust. "caroline," he exclaimed, "is as strong as a forgeman; she upset me on the grass as quickly as you please, hooked her knee behind me, and there i was. she picked me up, too, and laughed at me," he stopped, lost in thought. "myrtle's really beautiful," he said again; "caroline's not a thing to look at, and yet, do you know, a--a man looks at her. she is wonderfully graceful." howat gave caroline the vigorous stamp of his brotherly approval. "she understands a lot, for a girl," he admitted. "of course myrtle's a particular peach, but i'd never go to her if a buckle--" he stopped abruptly as myrtle appeared at david's side. "isn't he industrious?" she said indifferently. "you'd never guess how father's at him. have you heard, howat--mrs. winscombe will be here perhaps a month. it's a wonder you haven't gone away, you are so frightfully annoyed by people. last night you were with her over an hour on the lawn. i could see that father thought it queer; but i explained to him that court women never thought of little things like, well, husbands." howat gazed at her coldly, for the first time conscious that he actually disliked myrtle. he made up his mind, definitely, to assist caroline as far as possible. she was absurd, criticizing mrs. winscombe. "where," he demanded, "did you get all that about courts? and your sudden, tender interest in husbands? that's new, too. you're not thinking of one for yourself, are you? he'd never see you down in the morning." a bright, angry colour flooded her cheeks. "you are as coarse as possible," she declared. "i'm sure i wish you'd stay away altogether from myrtle forge; you've never been anything but a bother." she left abruptly. "sweet disposition." howat grinned. "you are seeing family life as it's actually lived." later his thoughts returned to what she had said about ludowika winscombe; he recalled the latter's speech, seated on the doorstep; some stuff about a premonition. myrtle had suggested that he was interested in her. what ridiculous nonsense! if his father said anything on that score the other would discover that he was no longer a boy. besides, such insinuations were a breach of hospitality. how mrs. winscombe would laugh at them if she suspected myrtle's cheap folly. she had asked him to call her ludowika. he decided that he would; really he couldn't get out of it now. it would do no harm. ludowika! it was a nice name; undoubtedly polish. he thought again about what she had said of polish forests, the dissatisfaction that had followed her for so many years. a lover at fourteen. a surprising sentence formed of itself in his brain.--she had never had a chance. that pasty court life had spoiled her. it had no significance for himself; he was simply revolving a slightly melancholy fact. felix winscombe was a sere figure, yet he was extraordinarily full of a polished virility, rapier-like. howat could see the dark, satirical face shadowed by the elaborate wig, the rigid figure in precise, foppish dress. he heard winscombe's slightly harsh, dominant voice. his position in england was, he knew, secure, high. ludowika had been very sensible in marrying him. that was the way, howat penny told himself, that marriage should be consummated. he would never marry. david schwar appeared with a sheaf of papers, which he himself proceeded to docket, and howat left the counting room. he met ludowika almost immediately; she advanced more simply dressed than he had ever seen her before. she pointed downward to the water flashing over the great, turning wheel. "couldn't we walk along the rill? there's a path, and it's beautiful in the shadow." the stream poured solid and green through the narrow, masoned course of the forebay, sweeping in a lucent arc over the lip of the fall. an earthen path followed the artificial channel through a dense grove of young maples, seeming to hold the sun in their flame-coloured foliage. myrtle forge was lost, the leaves shut out the sky; underfoot some were already dead. the wilderness marched up to the edges of the meagre clearings. ludowika walked ahead, without speech; irregular patches of ruddy light slid over her flared skirt. suddenly she stopped with an exclamation; the trees opened before them on the broad canary sweeping between flat rocks, banks bluely green. above, the course was broken, swift; but where they stood it was tranquil again, and crystal clear. yellow rays plunging through the unwrinkled surface gilded the pebbles on the shallower bottom. a rock, broad and flat, extended into the stream by the partial, diagonal dam that turned the water into myrtle forge; and ludowika found a seat with her slippers just above the current. howat penny sat beside her, then dropped back on the rocks, his hands clasped behind his head. a silence intensified by the whispering stream enveloped them. he watched a hawk, diminutive on the pale immensity above. "heavens," ludowika finally spoke, "how wonderful ... just to sit, not to be bothered by--by things. just to hear the water. far away," she said dreamily; "girl." from where he lay he could see her arms, beautiful and bare, lost in soft holland above the elbows; he could see the roundness of her body above the lowest of stays. suddenly she fascinated him; he visualized her sharply, as though for the first time--a warm, intoxicating entity. he was profoundly disturbed, and sat erect; the stream, the woods, blurred in his vision. he felt as if his heart had been turned completely over in his body; the palms of his hands were wet. he had a momentary, absurd impulse to run, beyond shadrach furnace, beyond any distance he had yet explored, farther even than st. xavier. ludowika winscombe gazed in serene, unconscious happiness before her. he felt that his face was crimson, and he rose, moved to the water's edge, his back toward her. he was infuriated at a trembling that passed over him, damned it in a savage and inaudible whisper. what particularly appalled him was the fact that his overmastering sensation came without the slightest volition of his own. he had had nothing to do with it, his will was powerless. he was betrayed like a fortified city whose gate had been thrown open by an unsuspected, a concealed, traitor inside. in an instant he had been invaded, his being levelled, his peculiar pride overthrown. he thought even that he heard a dull crash, as if something paramount had irremediably fallen, something that should have been maintained at any cost, until the end of life. howat felt a sudden hatred of his companion; but that quickly evaporated; he discovered that she had spread, like a drop of carmine in a goblet of water, through his every nerve. by god, but she had become himself! in the space of a breath she was in his blood, in his brain; calling his hands about her, toward her smooth, beautiful arms. she was the scent in his nostrils, the sound a breeze newly sprung up stirred out of the leaves. a profound melancholy spread over him, a deep sadness, a conviction of loss. ludowika was singing softly: "last sunday at st. james's prayers --dressed in all my whalebone airs." he had come on disaster. the realization flashed through his consciousness and was engulfed in the submerging of his being in the overwhelming, stinging blood that had swept him from his old security. yet he had been so detached from the merging influences about him, his organization had been so complete in its isolation, his egotism so developed, that a last trace of his entity lingered sentient, viewing as if from a careened but still tenable deck the general submergence. his thoughts returned to the automatic operation of the consummation obliterating his person, the inexorable blind movement of the thing in which he had been caught, dragged into the maw of a supreme purpose. it was, of course, the law of mere procreation which he had before contemptuously recognized and dismissed; a law for animals; but he was no longer entirely an animal. already he had considered the possibility of an additional force in the directing of human passion, founded on something beyond the thirst of flesh, founded perhaps on soaring companionships, on--on--the condition, the term, he was searching for evaded him. he thought of the word love; and he was struck by the vast inaccuracy of that large phrase. it meant, howat told himself, literally nothing: what complex feeling isabel penny might have for her husband, caroline's frank desire for david forsythe, myrtle's meagre emotion, fanny gilkan's sense of hesa and life's necessary compromises, his own collapse--all were alike called love. it was not only a useless word but a dangerous falsity. it had without question cloaked immense harm, pretence; it had perpetuated old lies, brought them plausibly, as if in a distinguished and reputable company, out of past superstitions and credulity; the real and the meaningless, the good and the evil, hopelessly confused. they were seated at supper, four of them only; isabel and gilbert penny, and, opposite him, ludowika. occasionally he would glance at her, surreptitiously; his wrists would pound with an irregular, sultry circulation; longing would harass him like the beating of a club. she, it seemed to him, grew gayer, younger, more simple, every hour. happiness, peace, radiated in her gaze, the gestures of her hands. howat wondered at what moment he would destroy it. reprehensible. a moment must come--soon--when emotion would level his failing reserve, his falling defences. he thrilled at the thought of the inevitable disclosure. would she fight against it, deny, satirize his tumult; or surrender? he couldn't see clearly into that; he didn't care. then he wondered about the premonition of which she had spoken, deciding to ask her to be more explicit. an opportunity occurred later. gilbert penny had gone down to the forge store, his wife had disappeared. ludowika winscombe and howat were seated in the drawing room. only a stand of candles was lit at her elbow; her face floated like a pale and lovely wafer against the billowing shadows of the chamber. the wood on the iron hearth was charring without flame. he questioned her bluntly, suddenly, out of a protracted silence. she regarded him speculatively, delaying answer. then, "i couldn't tell you like this, now; it would be too silly; you would laugh at me. i hadn't meant to say even what i did. i'd prefer to ignore it." "what did you mean, what premonition came to you?" he insisted crudely. she seemed to draw away from him, increase in years and an attitude of tolerant amusement. only an immediate reply would save them, he realized. he leaned forward unsteadily, with clenched hands. "i warned you," she proceeded lightly; "and if you do laugh my pride will suffer." in spite of her obvious determination to speak indifferently her voice grew serious, "i had a feeling that you mustn't kiss me, that this--america, the province, myrtle forge, you, were for something different. you see, i had always longed for a peculiar experience, release, and when it came, miraculously, i thought, it must not be spoiled, turned into the old, old thing. that was all. it was in my spirit," she added almost defiantly, as if that claim might too be susceptible of derision. he settled back into his chair, turning upon her a gloomy vision. whatever penalty threatened them, he knew, must fall. nothing existing could keep him from it. he felt a fleet sorrow for her in the inevitable destruction of the release for which she had so long searched, her new peace, so soon to be smashed. all sorrow for himself had gone under. isabel penny returned to the drawing room, and moved about, her flowered silk at once gay and obscure in the semidarkness. "the fire, howat," she directed; "it's all but out." he stirred the logs into a renewed blaze. a warm gilding flickered over ludowika; she smiled at him, relaxed, content. he was surprised that she could not see the tumultuous feeling overpowering him. he had heard that women were immediately aware of such emotion. but he realized that she had been lulled into a false sense of security, of present immunity from "the old, old thing," by her own placidity. he did not know when his mother left the room. he wondered continuously when it would happen, when the bolt would fall, what she would do. howat was hot and cold, and possessed by a subtle sense of improbity, a feeling resembling that of a doubtful advance through the dark, for a questionable end. this was the least part of him, insignificant; his passion grew constantly stronger, more brutal. in a last, vanishing trace of his superior consciousness he recognized that the thing must have happened to him as it did; it was the price of his more erect pride, his greater contempt, his solitary and unspent state. she rose suddenly and announced that she was about to retire. it saved them for the moment, for that day; he muttered something incomprehensible and she was gone. isabel penny returned and took mrs. winscombe's place before the fire. she spoke trivially, at random intervals. a great longing swept over him to tell his mother everything, try to find an escape in her wise counsel; but his emotion seemed so ugly that he could not lay it before her. besides, he had a conviction that it would be hopeless: he was gone. she was discussing ludowika now. "really," she said, "they seem very well matched, a good arrangement." she was referring, he realized, to the winscombes' experience. he never thought of felix winscombe as married, ludowika's husband; he had ceased to think of him at all. the present moment banished everything else. "she has a quality usually destroyed by life about a court," the leisurely voice went on; "she seems quite happy here, for a little, in a way simple. but, curiously enough, she disturbs your father. he can't laugh with her as he usually does with attractive women." it was natural, howat thought, that gilbert penny should be uneasy before such a direct reminder of the setting from which he had taken isabel howat. it was a life, memories, in which the elder had no part; that consciousness dictated a part of his father's bitterness toward st. james, the royal government. but gilbert penny had never had serious reason to dread it. his wife had left it all behind, permanently, without, apparently, a regret. he had a sudden, astonishing community of feeling with the older man; a momentary dislike of st. james, versailles, the entire, treacherous, silk mob. a lover at fourteen! howat damned such a betrayal with a bitterness whose base lay deeply buried in sex jealousy. "i am glad," the other continued, "that you are not susceptible; i suppose you'll be off hunting in a day or more; mrs. winscombe is bright wine for a young man. women like her play at sensation, like eating figs." he thought contemptuously what nonsense was talked in connection with feminine intuition; it was nothing more than a polite chimera, like all the other famous morals and inhibitions supposed to serve and direct mankind. he wondered once more about his mother, what the course of her life had been--happily occupied, filled, or merely self-contained, hiding much in a deep, even flow? her head was turned away from him, and he could see the girlish profile, the astonishing illusion of youth renewed. howat wanted to ask her how she had experienced, well--love, since there was no other word. it had come to her quickly, he knew; her affair with gilbert penny had been headlong, or else it would not have been at all; yet he felt she had not been the victim of such a tyranny as mastered himself. but, perhaps, after all, secretly, every one was--just animal-like. he repudiated this firmly, at once. he himself had felt that he was not entirely animal. "the girls," isabel penny said, "will be gallopading now. myrtle has a new dress, her father gave it to her, an apricot mantua." "he's really idiotic about myrtle," howat declared irritably. his mother glanced swiftly at him. she made no comment. "now caroline! it's caroline who ought to marry david forsythe." "such things must fall out as they will." god, that was true enough, terribly true! he rose and strode into the farther darkness of the drawing room, returning to the fireplace, marching away again. he saw the white glimmer of ludowika's arms; he had a vision of her tying the broad ribbon about her rounded, silken knee. "... a man now," his mother's voice was distant, blurred. "responsibilities; your father--" he had heard this before without being moved; but suddenly the words had a new actuality; he was a man now, that was to say he stood finally, irrevocably, alone, beyond assistance, advice. he had never heeded them; he had gone a high-handed, independent way, but the others had been there; unconsciously he had been aware of them, even counted on them. now they had vanished. caroline and myrtle, bringing david with them again, returned on the following morning. it seemed to howat that the former was almost lovely; she had a gayer sparkle, a clearer colour, than he had ever seen her possess before. on the other hand, myrtle was dull; the dress, it seemed, had not been the unqualified success she had hoped for. something newer had arrived in the meantime from london. ludowika, it developed, had one of the later sacques in her boxes; but that, she said indifferently, must be quite dead now. it seemed to howat that she too regarded myrtle without enthusiasm. ludowika and myrtle had had very little to say to each other; myrtle studied mrs. winscombe's apparel with a keen, even belligerent, eye; the other patronized the girl in a species of half absent instruction. the sky was flawless, leaden blue; the sunlight fell in an enveloping flood over the countryside, but it was pale, without warmth. there was no wind, not a leaf turned on the trees--a sinuous sheeting of the country-side like red-gold armour. but howat knew that at the first stir of air the leaves would be in stricken flight, the autumn accomplished. caroline dragged him impetuously down into the garden, among the brown, varnished stems of the withered roses, the sere, dead ranks of scarlet sage. "he hugged me," she told him; "i was quite breathless. it was in a hall, dark; but he didn't say anything. what do you think?" there was nothing definite that he might express; and he patted her shoulder. he had a new kinship with caroline; howat now understood her tempest of feeling, concealed beneath her commonplace daily aspect. myrtle and david joined them, and he left, resumed his place at the high desk in the counting house. strangely his energy of being communicated itself to the prosaic work before him. it was, he suddenly felt, important for him to master the processes of myrtle forge; it would not do for him to remain merely irresponsible, a juvenile appendage to the penny iron. he would need all the position, the weight, he could assume; and money of his own. he found a savage pleasure in recording every detail put before him. he compared the value of pig metal, the cost of charcoal, wages, with the return of the blooms and anconies they shipped to england. howat experienced his father's indignation at the manner in which london limited the province's industries. for the first time he was conscious of an actual interest in the success of myrtle forge, a personal concern in its output. he had always visualized it as automatically prosperous, a cause of large, inexact pride; but now it was all near to him; he considered the competition rapidly increasing here, and the jealous menace over seas. his final trace of careless youth had gone; he felt the advent of the constant apprehension that underlies all maturity, a sense of the proximity of blind accident, evil chance, disaster. at last he was opposed to life itself, with an immense stake to gain, to hold; in the midst of a seething, treacherous conflict arbitrarily ended by death. there was no cringing, absolutely no cowardice, in him. he was glad that it was all immediately about him; he was arrogant in pressing forward to take what he wanted from existence. he forgot all premonitions, doubt was behind him; he no longer gauged the value of his desire for ludowika winscombe. she was something he would, had to, have. david forsythe sat across the back of a chair in howat's room as the latter dressed in the rapidly failing light. david had smuggled his london coat with the wired tails out to myrtle forge, and had the stiffened portion now spread smoothly out on either side. his cheerful, freshly-coloured face was troubled; he seemed constantly on the point of breaking into speech without actually becoming audible. howat was thinking of ludowika. it would happen to-night, he knew. he was at once apprehensive and glad. "you knew," david ventured finally, "that i'm supposed to ask myrtle to marry me. that is, your father and mine hoped i would. well," he drew a deep breath, "i don't think i shall. of course, she is one of the prettiest girls any one ever saw, and she's quite bright--it's wonderful what she has picked up about the furnace, but yet--" his speech suddenly ran out. with an effort howat brought himself back from his own vastly more important concern. "yes?" he queried, pausing with his fingers in the buttonholes of a mulberry damask coat. "i have decided to choose, to act, for myself," david announced; "this is a thing where every man must be absolutely free.--caroline can have me if she likes." howat could not avoid a momentary, inward flicker of amusement at david forsythe's absolute freedom of choice. he felt infinitely older than the other, wiser in the circuitous mysteries of being. he pounded david on the back, exclaimed, "good!" "i don't know whether to speak to abner," the other proceeded unfilially, "or the great penny first. i don't care too much for either job. it would be pleasanter to go to caroline. i have an idea she doesn't exactly dislike me." "perhaps i oughtn't to tell you," howat replied gravely; "but caroline thinks a lot of you. she has admitted it to me--" david forsythe danced agilely about the more serious figure; he kicked howat gaily from behind, ironically patted his cheek. "hell's buttons!" he cried. "why didn't you tell me that before? you cast iron ass! i'll marry caroline if i have to take her to a charcoal burner's hut. she would go, too." howat penny gripped the other's shoulder, faced him with grim determination. "do you fully realize that myrtle forge, shadrach, will be us? they will be ours and our wives' and childrens'. we must stand together, david, whatever happens, whatever we may, personally, think. the iron is big now, but it is going to be great. we mustn't fail, fall apart. we'll need each other; there's going to be trouble, i think." david put out his hand. "i didn't know you felt like that, howat," he replied, the effervescent youth vanished from him too. "it's splendid. we'll hammer out some good blooms together. and for the other, nothing shall ever make a breach between us." vi they went down to the supper table silently, absorbed in thought. david was placed where mr. winscombe had been seated, on mrs. penny's right, and next to myrtle. gilbert penny maintained a flow of high spirits; he rallied every one at the table with the exception of, howat noted, ludowika. her hair was simply arranged and undecorated, she wore primrose with gauze like smoke, an apparently guileless bodice with blurred, warm suggestions of her fragrant body. howat was conscious of every detail of her appearance; she was stamped, as she was that evening, indelibly on his inner being. he turned toward her but little, addressed to her only the most perfunctory remarks; he was absorbed in the realization that the most fateful moment he had met was fast approaching. his father's cheerful voice continued seemingly interminably; now it was a london beauty to which he affected to believe david had given his heart. the latter replied stoutly: "i brought that back safely enough; it's here the danger lies. humiliating to cross the ocean and then be lost in canary creek." gilbert penny shot an obvious, humorous glance at myrtle. she did not meet it, but sat with lowered gaze. caroline made a daring "nose" at howat; but he too failed to acknowledge her message. david's affair had sunk from his thoughts. the drawing room was brilliantly lighted: there was a constant stir of peacock silk, of yellow and apple green and coral lutestring, of white shoulders, in the gold radiance of candles like stiff rows of narcissi. caroline drifted finally into the chamber back of the dining room, and they could hear the tenuous vibrations of the clavichord. soon david had disappeared. the elder penny discovered myrtle seated sullenly at her mother's side; and, taking her arm, he escorted her in the direction of the suddenly silenced music. ludowika sat on a small couch away from the fireplace. she smiled at howat as he moved closer to her. she never did things with her hands, he noticed, like the women of his family, embroidery or work on little heaps of white. she sat motionless, her arms at rest. his mother seemed far away. the pounding recommenced unsteadily at his wrists, the room wavered in his vision. ludowika permeated him like a deep draught of intoxicating, yellow wine. he had a curious sensation of floating in air, of tea roses. it was clear that, folded in happy contentment, she still realized nothing.... she must know now, any minute. howat saw that his mother had gone. he rose and stood before ludowika, leaning slightly over her. she raised her gaze to his; her interrogation deepened. then her expression changed, clouded, her lips parted; she half raised a hand. her breast rose and fell, sharply, once. howat picked her up by the shoulders and crushed her, silk and cool gauze and mouth, against him. ludowika's skirts billowed about, half hid, him; a long silence, a long kiss. her head fell back with a sigh, she drooped again upon the sofa. she hadn't struggled, exclaimed; even now there was no revolt in her countenance, only a deep trouble. "howat," she said softly, "you shouldn't have done that. it was brutal, selfish. you--you knew, after all that i told you; the premonition--" she broke off, anger shone brighter in her eyes. "how detestable men are!" she turned away from him, her profile against the brocade of the sofa. unexpectedly he was almost cold, and self-contained; he saw the gilded angle of a frame on the wall, heard the hickory disintegrating on the hearth. he had kissed her as a formal declaration; what must come would come. "i was an imbecile," she spoke in a voice at once listless and touched with bitterness; "arcadia," she laughed. "i thought it was different here, that you were different; that feeling in my heart--but it's gone now, dead. i suppose i should thank you. but, do you know, i regret it; i would rather have stayed at st. james all my life and kept that single little delusion, longing. the premonition was nonsense, too; nothing new, unexpected, can happen. kisses are almost the oldest things in the world, kisses and their results. what is there to be afraid of? you see, i learned it all quite young. "i am an imbecile; only it came so suddenly. you would laugh at me if you knew what i was thinking. i can even manage a smile at myself." she appeared older, the mrs. winscombe who had first come to myrtle forge; her mouth was flippant. "the eternal suzanna," she remarked, "the monotonous elders or younger." he paid little heed to her words; the coldness, the indifference, were fast leaving him. his heart was like the trip hammer at the forge. yellow wine. he was still standing above her, and he took her hands in his. she put up her face with a movement of bravado, of mockery, which he ignored. "i didn't choose it," he told her; "it's ruined all that i was. now, i don't care; there is nothing else. one thing you are wrong about--if there had been another in your life like myself you wouldn't be here with--as you are. i'm certain of that. it's the only thing i do know. my feeling may be a terrible misfortune; i didn't make it; i can't see the end. there isn't any, i think." he pressed her hands to his throat with a gesture that half dragged her from the sofa. a deeper colour stained her cheeks, and her breath caught. "endless," he repeated, losing the word on her lips. she wilted into a corner of the sofa, and he strode over to the fire, stood gazing blindly at the pulsating embers. howat returned to her almost immediately, but she made no sign of his nearness. the bitterness had left her face, she appeared weary, pallid; she sat heedlessly crumpling her flounces, a hand bent back on its wrist. "i think it is something in myself," she said presently; "something a little wrong that i'm dreadfully tired of. always men. out here a howat penny, just like any fribble about the court. god, i'd like to be that girl across the road, in the barnyard." he was back at the fire again when gilbert penny entered the room. the latter dropped a palm on howat's shoulder. "schwar says the last sow metal was faulty," he declared; "the furnace'll need some attention with abner forsythe deeper in the provincial affairs. splendid thing david's back. look for a lot from david." howat hoped desperately that ludowika would not leave, go to her room, while his father was talking. "david says you have an understanding, will do great things. i hope so. i hope so. i won't damn him as an example but he will do you no harm. that is, if he touches your confounded person at all. a black penny, mrs. winscombe," he said, turning to the figure spread in pale silk on the sofa. "fortunate for you to have no such confounded, stubborn lot on your hands. although," he added laughingly, "felix winscombe's no broken reed. but this boy of mine--you might think he had been run out of shadrach," he tapped a finger on howat's back. "not like those fellows about the court, anyway. they tell me he'll go fifty miles through the woods in a day. now if we could only keep that at the iron trade--" his father went on insufferably, without end. howat withdrew stiffly from the other's touch. irresistibly he drifted back, back to ludowika. she had not moved; her bent hand seemed dislocated. an immense tenderness for her overwhelmed him; his sheer passion vapourized into a poignant sweetness of solicitous feeling. he was protective; his jaw set rigidly, he enveloped her in an angry barrier from all the world. he had a sensation of standing at bay; in his mulberry damask, in brocade and silver buttons, he had an impression of himself stooped and savage, confronting a menacing dark with ludowika flung behind him. inexplicable tremors assailed him, vast fears. his father's deliberate voice destroyed the illusion; he saw the candles about him like white and yellow flowers, the suave interior. the others had returned. he heard ludowika speaking; she laughed. his tension relaxed. suddenly he was flooded with happiness, as if he had been drenched in sparkling, delightful water. he joined in the gay, trivial clamour that arose. isabel penny gazed at him speculatively. there would, it appeared, be no other opportunity that evening for him to declare himself to ludowika. he was vaguely conscious of his mother's scrutiny; he must avoid exposing ludowika to any uncomfortable surmising. his thoughts leaped forward to a revelation that he began to feel was inevitable; he got even now a tangible pleasure from the consideration of an announcement of his passion for ludowika winscombe, a sheer insistence upon it in the face of an antagonistic world. but for the present he must be careful. this, the greatest event that had befallen him, summed up all that he innately was; it expressed him, a black penny, absolutely; howat felt the distance between himself, his convictions, and the convictions of the world, immeasurably widening. his feeling for ludowika symbolized his isolation from the interwoven fabric of the plane of society; it gave at last a tangible bulk to his scorn. as he had feared, presently she rose and went to her room. myrtle took her place on the sofa. gilbert penny vanished with a broad witticism at the well known preference of youth, in certain situations, for its own council. david forsythe made a wry face at howat. caroline gaily laid her arm across her mother's shoulder and propelled her from the room. david stood awkwardly in the middle of the floor; and howat, hardly less clumsy, took his departure. he found caroline awaiting him in the shadow of his door; she followed him and stood silent while he made a light. her face was serious, and her hands clasped tightly. "howat," she said in a small voice, "it's--it's, that is, david loves me. whatever do you suppose father and myrtle will say?" "what do you think david is saying to myrtle now?" he asked drily. "i am glad, caroline; everything worked out straight for you. david is a damned good quaker. for some others life isn't so easy." she laid a warm hand on his shoulder. "i wish you were happy, howat." a slight irritation seized him at the facile manner in which she radiated her satisfaction, and he moved away. "david's going back to-night. i wish he wouldn't," she said troubled. "that long, dark way. anything might happen. but he has simply got to be at his father's office in the morning. he is going to speak to him first, see what will be given us at the furnace." "it should be quite a family party at breakfast," howat predicted. vii he was entirely right. ludowika rarely appeared so early; myrtle's face seemed wan and pinched, and her father rallied her on her indisposition after what should have been an entrancing evening. she declared suddenly, "i hate david forsythe!" gilbert penny was obviously startled. caroline half rose, as if she had finished breakfast; but she sat down again with an expression of determination. howat looted about from his removed place of being. "i do!" myrtle repeated. "at first he seemed to like--i mean i liked him, and then everything changed, got horrid. some one interfered." resentment, suspicion, dominated her, she grew shrill with anger. "i saw him making faces at howat, as if he and howat, as if howat had, well--" "don't generalize," said howat coolly; "be particular." "as if you had deliberately spoiled any chance, yes," she declared defiantly, "any chance i had." "that's ridiculous," gilbert penny declared. "what," he asked his wife, "are they all driving at?" she professed herself equally puzzled. "howat would say nothing disadvantageous to young forsythe. he knows what we all hope." caroline suddenly leaned forward, speaking in a level voice: "this has nothing to do with howat, but with me. i am going to tell you at once, so that you can all say what you wish, get as angry as you like, and then accept what--what had to be. david and i love each other; we are going to be married." gilbert penny's surprise slowly gave place to a dark tide suffusing his countenance. "you and david," he half stuttered, "getting married--like that." myrtle was rigid in an indignation that left her momentarily without speech. mrs. penny, howat saw, drew into the slight remoteness from which she watched the conflicts of her family. "i know i'm fearfully bold, yes, indecent," caroline went on, "and undutiful, impertinent. i'm sorry, truly, for that. perhaps you'll forgive me, later. but i won't apologize for loving david." "incredible," her father pronounced. "a girl announcing, without the slightest warrant or authority, that she intends to marry. and trampling on her sister's heart in the bargain." howat expostulated, "what does it matter which he marries? the main affair is to consolidate the families." the elder glared at him. "be silent!" he commanded. howat penny's ever present resentment rose to the surface. "i am not a girl," he stated; "nor yet a nigger. and, personally, i think david was extremely wise." "i was sure of it," myrtle cried; "he--he has talked against me, helped caroline behind my back." she sobbed thinly, with her arm across her eyes. "if i thought anything like that had occurred," their father asserted, "howat would--" he paused, gazing heavily about at his family. howat's ill temper arose. "yes--?" he demanded with a sharp inflection. "be still, howat," his mother said unexpectedly. "this is all very regrettable, gilbert," she told her husband; "but it is an impossible subject of discussion." gilbert penny continued hotly, "he wouldn't stay about here." she replied equably, "on the contrary, howat shall be at myrtle forge until he himself chooses to leave." howat was conscious of a surprise almost as moving as that pictured on his father's countenance. he had never heard isabel penny speak in that manner before; perhaps at last she would reveal what he had long speculated over--her true, inner situation. but he saw at once that he was to be again disappointed; the speaker was immediately enveloped in her detachment, the air that seemed almost one of a spectator in the penny household. she smiled deprecatingly. how fine she was, howat thought. gilbert penny did not readily recover from his consternation; his surprise had notably increased to that. his mouth was open, his face red and agitated. "before the children, isabel," he complained. "don't know what to think. surely, surely, you don't uphold howat? outrageous conduct if it's true. and myrtle so gentle, never hurt any one in her life." myrtle circled the table, and found a place in his arms. "if they had only told me," she protested. "if caroline--" he patted her flushed cheeks. "don't give it another thought," he directed; "a girl as pretty as you! i'll take you to london, where you'll have a string of men, not quakers, fine as peacocks." he bent his gaze on his son. "didn't i tell you last evening that the cast metal has been light?" he demanded. "must i beg you to go to the furnace? or perhaps that too conflicts with your mother's fears for you. there are stumps in the road." there was a whisper of skirts at the door, and ludowika winscombe stood smiling at them. myrtle turned her tear-swollen face upon her father's shoulder. howat wondered if ludowika had slept. he endeavoured in vain to discover from her serene countenance something of her thoughts of what had occurred. he had a sudden inspiration. "i can go to shadrach as soon as adam saddles a horse," he told his father. "you were curious about the furnace," he added to ludowika, masking the keen anxiety he felt at what was to follow; "it's a sunny day, a pleasant ride." she answered without a trace of feeling other than a casual politeness. "thank you, since it will be my only opportunity. i'll have to change." she was gazing, howat discovered, lightly at isabel penny. "i must get the figures from schwar," his father said. before he left the room he moved to his wife's side, rested his hand on her shoulder. she looked up at him with a reassuring nod. howat saw that, whatever it might be, the bond between them was secure, stronger than any differences of prejudices or blood, more potent than time itself. the group, the strain, about the table, broke up. the horses footed abreast over the road that crossed the hills and forded the watered swales between myrtle forge and the furnace. ludowika, riding astride, enveloped and hooded in bottle green, had her face muffled in a linen riding mask. he wondered vainly what expression she bore. speech he found unexpectedly difficult. his passion mounted and mounted within him, all his being swept unresistingly in its tide. howat said at last: "are you still so angry at life, at yourself?" "no," she replied; "i slept that foolishness away. i must have sounded like a character in _the lying valet._" her present mood obscurely troubled him; he infinitely preferred her in the pale crumpled silk and candle light of the evening before. "i wish i could tell you what i feel," he said moodily. "why not?" she replied. "it's the most amusing thing possible. you advance and i seem to retreat; you reach forward and grasp--my fan, a handful of petticoat; you protest and sulk--" "perhaps in vauxhall," he interrupted her savagely, "but not here, not like that, not with me. this is not a gavotte. i didn't want it; i tried to get away; but it, you, had me in a breath. at once it was all over. god knows what it is. call it love. it isn't a thing under a hedge, i tell you that, for an hour. it's stronger than anything else that will ever touch me, it will last longer.... like falling into a river. perhaps i'm different, a black penny, but what other men take like water, a woman, is brandy for me. i'm--i'm not used to it. i haven't wanted kate here and mary there; but only you. i've got to have you," he said with a marked simplicity. "i've got to, or there will be a bad smash." ludowika rode silently, hid in her mask. he urged his horse closer to her, and laid a hand on her swaying shoulder. "i didn't choose this," he repeated; "the blame's somewhere else." he felt a tremor run through her. "why say blame?" she finally answered. "i hate moralities and excuses and tears. if you are set on being gloomy, and talking to heaven about damnation, take it all away from me." a shadow moved across the countryside, and he saw clouds rising out of the north. a sudden wind swept through the still forest, and immediately the air was aflame with rushing autumn leaves. they fell across howat's face and eddied about the horses' legs. the grey bank deepened in space, the sun vanished; the wind was bleak. it seemed to howat penny that the world had changed, its gold stricken to dun and gaunt branches, in an instant. the road descended to the clustered stone houses about shadrach furnace. the horses were left under the shed of the smithy at the primitive cross roads. thomas gilkan had gone to the river about a purchase of casting sand, but expected to be back for the evening run of metal. fanny was away, howat learned, visiting dan hesa's family. they would, of course, have dinner at the heydricks; and the latter sent a boy home to prepare his wife. ludowika and howat aimlessly followed the turning road that mounted to the coal house. a levelled and beaten path, built up with stone, led out to the top of the stack, where a group of sooty figures were gathered about the clear, almost smokeless flame of the blast. below they lingered on the grassy edge of the stream banked against the hillside and flooding smoothly to the clamorous fall and revolving wheel by the wood shed that covered the bellows. pointed downward the latter spasmodically discharged a rush of air with a vast creasing of their dusty leather. a procession of men were wheeling and dumping slag into a dreary area beyond. there was a stir of constant life about the furnace, voices calling, the ringing of metal on metal, the creak of barrows, dogs barking. the plaintive melody of a german song rose on the air. behind a blood red screen of sumach howat again kissed ludowika. her arms tightened about his neck; she raised her face to him with an abandon that blinded him to the world about, and his entire being was drawn in an agony of desire to his lips. she sank limply into his rigid embrace, a warm sensuous burden with parted lips. at the heydricks he ate senselessly whatever was placed before him. the house, solidly built of grey stone traced with iron, had two rooms on the lower floor. the table was set before a fireplace that filled the length of the wall, its mantel a great, roughly squared log mortared into the stones on either side. small windows opened through deep embrasures, a door bound with flowering, wrought hinges faced the road, and a narrow flight of stairs, with a polished rail and white post, led above. mrs. heydrick, a large woman in a capacious holland apron and worsted shoes, moved about the table with steaming pewter trenchards while heydrick and their guests dined. howat penny's face burned as if from a violent fever; his veins, it seemed, were channels through which ran burning wine. he was deafened by the tumult within him. heydrick's voice sounded flat and blurred. they were conscious at shadrach of the thin quality of the last metal. the charge had been poorly made up; he, heydrick, had said at once, when the cinders had come out black, that the lime had been short. his words fled through howat's brain like racing birds; the latter's motions were unsteady, inexact. the clouds had now widened in a sagging plain across the sky, some scattered rain pattered coldly on the fallen leaves. it was pleasant before the hickory burning in the deep fireplace; the heydricks had taken for granted that they would wait there for thomas gilkan, and they protested when howat and ludowika moved toward the door. but howat was restless beyond any possibility of patiently hearing mrs. heydrick's cheerful, trivial talk. he was so clumsy with ludowika's cloak that she took it from him, and, with a careless, feminine scorn in common with mrs. heydrick, got into it without assistance. they stood for a while in the cast house, watching a keeper rolling and preparing the pig bed for the evening flow. they were pressed close together in a profound gloom of damp warmth rising from the wet sand and furnace. an obscure figure moved a heavy and faintly clanging pile of tamping bars. the sound of rain on the roof grew louder, continuous. a poignant and then strangling emotion clutched at howat penny's throat. silently they turned from the murky interior. a grey rain was plastering the leaves on the soggy ground; puddles accumulated in the scarred road; the smoke from the smithy hung low on the roof. at the left a small, stone house had a half opened door. ludowika looked within. "for storing," howat told her. inside were piled sledges and cinder hooks, bars and moulds, and bales of tanned hides. ludowika explored in the shadows. a sudden eddy of wind slammed to the door through which they had entered. they drew together irresistibly, and stood for a long while, crushed in each other's arms; then ludowika stepped back with her cloak sliding from her shoulders. she rested against precarious steps leading aloft through a square opening in the ceiling. "for storage," he said again. he thought his throat had closed, and that he must suffocate. a mechanical impulse to show her what was above set his foot upon the lower step, and he caught her waist. "you see," he muttered; "things for the store ... the men, wool stockings, handkerchiefs ... against their pay." the drumming rain was scarcely a foot above their heads; an acrid and musty odour rose from the boxes and canvas-sewed bales about the walls. "ludowika," howat said. he stopped--she had shut her eyes. all that was howat penny, that was individually sentient, left him with a pounding rush. a faint sound, infinitely far removed, but insistent, penetrated his blurred senses. it grew louder; rain, rain beating on the roof. voices, somewhere, outside. ringing blows on an anvil, a blacksmith, and horses waiting. myrtle forge. ludowika. ludowika winscombe. no, by god, never that last again! he stood outside with his head bare and his face lifted to the cool shock of the rain. ludowika was muffled in her cloak. howat could see a renewed activity in the cast house; a group of men were gathered about the furnace hearth, in which he saw thomas gilkan. he moved forward to call the latter; but a tapping was in progress, and he was forced to wait. gilkan swung a long bar against a low, clay face, and instantly the murky interior was ablaze with a crackling radiance against which the tense figures wavered in magnified silhouettes. the metal poured out of the furnace in a continuous, blinding white explosion hung with fans of sparkling gold; the channels of the pig bed rapidly filled with the fluid iron. finally howat penny lifted ludowika to her saddle and swung himself up at her side. the rain had stopped; below the eastern rim of cloud an expanse showed serenely clear. their horses soberly took the rise beyond shadrach furnace and merged into the gathering dusk of the forest road. a deep tranquillity had succeeded the tempest of howat's emotions; it would not continue, he knew; already the pressure of immense, new difficulties gathered about him; but momentarily he ignored them. he searched his feelings curiously. the fact that struck him most sharply was that he was utterly without remorse for what had occurred; it had been inevitable. he experienced none of the fears against which ludowika had exclaimed. he lingered over no self-accusations, the reproach of adultery. he was absolutely unable then to think of felix winscombe except as a person generally unconcerned. if he repeated silently the term husband it was without any sense of actuality; the satirical individual in the full bottomed wig, now absent in maryland, had no importance in the passionate situation that had arisen between ludowika and himself. felix winscombe would of course have to be met, dealt with; but so would a great many other exterior conditions. ludowika, in her linen mask, was enigmatic, a figure of mystery. a complete silence continued between them; at times they ambled with his hand on her body; then the inequalities of the road forced them apart. the clouds dissolved, the sky was immaculate, green, with dawning stars like dim white flowers. a faint odour of the already mouldering year rose from the wet earth. suddenly ludowika dragged the mask from her face. quivering with intense feeling she cried: "i'm glad, howat! howat, i'm glad!" he contrived to put an arm about her, crush her to him for a precarious moment. "we have had an unforgettable day out of life," she continued rapidly; "that is something. it has been different, strangely apart, from all the rest. the rain and that musty little store house and the wonderful iron; a memory to hold, carry away--" "to carry where?" he interrupted. "you must realize that i'll never let you go now. i will keep you if we have to go beyond the endless mountains. i will keep you in the face of any man or opposition created." a wistfulness settled upon her out of which grew a slight hope. "i am afraid of myself, howat," she told him; "all that i have been, my life--against me. but, perhaps, here, with you, it might be different. perhaps i would be constant. perhaps all the while i have needed this. howat, do you think so? do you think i could forget so much, drop the past from me, be all new and happy?" he reassured her, only half intent upon the burden of her words. he utterly disregarded anything provisional in their position; happiness or unhappiness were unconsidered in the overwhelming determination that she should never leave him. no remote question of that entered his brain. the difficulties were many, but he dismissed them with an impatient gesture of his unoccupied hand. gilbert penny would be heavily censorious; he had, howat recognized, the moral prejudices of a solid, unimaginative blood. but, lately, his father had sunk to a place comparatively insignificant in his thoughts. this was partly due to the complete manner in which isabel penny had silenced the elder at breakfast. his mother, howat gladly felt, would give him the sympathy of a wise, broad understanding. david and caroline would interpose no serious objection. felix winscombe remained; a virile figure in spite of his years; a man of assured position and a bitter will. he determined to speak on the day that felix winscombe returned from annapolis; there would be no concealment of what had occurred, and no hypocrisy. a decent regret at winscombe's supreme loss. the other would not relinquish ludowika without a struggle. who would? it was conceivable that he would summon the assistance of the law, conceivable but not probable; the situation had its centre in a purely personal pride. nothing essential could be won legally. a physical encounter was far more likely. howat thought of that coldly. he had no chivalrous instinct to offer himself as a sop to conventional honour. in any struggle, exchange of shots, he intended to be victorious.... he would have the naming of the conditions. "it's beautiful here," ludowika broke into his speculations; "the great forests and myrtle forge. i can almost picture myself directing servants like your mother, getting supplies out of the store, and watching the charcoal and iron brought down to the forge. the sound of the hammer has become a part of my dreams. and you, howat--i have never before had a feeling like this for a man. there's a little fear in it even. it must be stronger than the other, than europe; i want it to be." they could see below them the lighted windows at myrtle forge. the horses turned unguided into the curving way across the lawn. a figure stood obsequiously at the door; it was, howat saw with deep automatic revulsion, the italian servant. he wondered again impatiently at the persistently unpleasant impression the other made on him. gilbert penny was waiting in the hall, and howat told him fully the result of his investigation. his father nodded, satisfied. "you are taking hold a great bit better," he was obviously pleased. "we must go over the whole iron situation with the forsythes. it's time you and david stepped forward. i am getting bothered by new complications; the thing is spreading out so rapidly--steel and a thousand new methods and refinements. and the english opposition; i'm afraid you'll come into that." ludowika did not again appear that evening, and howat sat informally before a blazing hearth with his mother, gilbert penny and caroline. myrtle had retired with a headache. howat felt pleasantly settled, almost middle-aged; he smoked a pipe with the deliberate gestures of his father. he wondered at the loss of his old restlessness, his revolt from just such placid scenes as the present. never, he had thought, would he be caught, bound, with invidious affections, desires. howat, a black penny! he had been subjugated by a force stronger than his rebellious spirit. suddenly, recalling ludowika's doubt, he wondered if he would be a subject to it always. all the elements of his captivity lay so entirely outside of him, beyond his power to measure or comprehend, that a feeling of helplessness came over him. he again had the sense of being swept twisting in an irresistible flood. but his confusion was dominated by one great assurance--nothing should deprive him of ludowika. an intoxicating memory invaded him, touched every nerve with delight and a tyrannical hunger. his fibre seemed to crumble, his knees turn to dust. years ago he had been poisoned by berries, and limpness almost like this had gone softly, treacherously, through him. viii they entered into a period of secret contentment and understanding. ludowika displayed a grave interest in the details of the house and iron at myrtle forge; he explained the processes that resulted in the wrought blooms despatched by tons in the lumbering, mule-drawn wagons. they explored the farm, where she listened approvingly to the changes he proposed making, kitchen gardens to be planted, the hedges of roses and gravelled paths to be laid--for her. she suggested an italian walk, latticed above, with a stone seat, and was indicating a corner that might be transformed into a semblance of an angle of versailles, when, suddenly, she stopped, and clasped his wrist. "no! no!" she exclaimed, with surprising energy. "we'll have no france, no court, here, but only america; only you and myself, with no past, no memories, but just the future." how that was to be realized neither of them considered; they avoided all practical issues, difficulties. they never mentioned felix winscombe's name. however, a long communication came from him for his wife. she read it thoughtfully, in the drawing room, awaiting dinner. no one else but howat was present, and he was standing with his hand on her shoulder. "felix hasn't been well," she remarked presently. "for the first time he has spoken to me of his age. the maryland affair drags, and that has wearied him." "what does he say about returning?" howat bluntly asked. "shortly, he hopes; that is, in another ten days. he says there is a good ship, the _lindamira_, by the middle of november." howat said, "excellent." ludowika gazed at him swiftly. "it will be difficult." his face became grim, but he made no direct reply. a silence fell on the room through which vibrated the blows of the trip hammer at the forge. the day was grey and definitely cold; a small cannon stove glowed in the counting house; but ludowika kept mostly to her room. she sent him a note by the italian, and howat eyed the fellow bowing in the doorway. a flexibility that seemed entirely without bones. his eyes were jet slits, his lips shaven and mobile; a wig was repulsively saturated with scented grease. yet it was not in actual details that he oppressed howat; but by the vague suggestion of debasing commendations, of surreptitious understanding, insinuations. he seemed, absurdly, unreal, a symbol the intent of which howat missed; he suppressed an insane movement to touch the italian, discover if he was actually before him. he reread ludowika's note whenever he was not actually employed in recording, until he was obliged to conceal it in the forge book. later abner forsythe arrived with david, and there was a stir of preparing rooms and communication with the farm. david's mother was dead, and abner conducted the wedding negotiations with the pennys. "i thought it would be the pretty little one," he said at the table, with a quaker disregard of small niceties of feeling; "but, gilbert, any girl of yours would be more than the young men of the present deserve." it was a difficult conversation for every one but ludowika and abner forsythe. a greater ease appeared after supper. david and caroline disappeared in the direction of the clavichord, from which sounded some scattered, perfunctory measures. the two elder men returned, over a decanter of french spirits, to the inevitable and engrossing subject of iron and the crown regulations; myrtle sat stiffly before the fireplace with isabel penny; and howat moved up and across the room, his gaze lying on ludowika, spread in an expanse of orange chiffon and bold silver tracery on the small sofa. she smiled at him once, but, for the most part, she was lost in revery. ludowika had a fan, to hold against the fire; and her white fingers were playing with its polished black sticks and glazed paper printed with an ornamental bar of music. a faint colour stained her cheeks as he watched her, and set his heart tumultuously beating. he told himself over and over, with an unabated sense of wonder, that she was his. he longed for the moment when they could discard all pretence and be frankly, completely, together. that must happen after felix winscombe arrived. meanwhile he was forced to content himself with a look, a quick or lingering contact of fingers, the crush of her body against his momentarily in a passage. they had returned once to the rock where he had first been intoxicated by her; in a strangling wave of emotion he had taken her into his arms; but she had broken away. the width of the stream and screen of trees had apparently disconcerted ludowika, and she contrived to make him feel inexcusably young, awkward. but usually he dominated her; there was a depth to his passion that achieved patience, the calmness of unassailable fortitude. she gazed at him often with a surprise that bordered on fear; again she would delight in his mastery, beg him to hold her forever safe against the past. he reassured her of his ability and determination to accomplish that; there was not the shadow of a doubt in his own mind. he was more troubled now than formerly; but he was eager for the climax to pass, impatient to claim his own. as if a dam had been again thrown across the flood of his emotions he felt them mounting, growing more and more irrepressible. he slept in feverish snatches, with gaps in which he stared wide-eyed into the dark, trying to realize his coming joy, visualizing ludowika, a brilliant apparition of flowing silk, on the night. he thought of the store house at the furnace, of the rain beating on the roof, and ludowika ... god, if that old man would only return, go, leave them! the clouds vanished and left the nights emerald clear, the constellations glittered in frosty immensities of silence. he stood at the open window with his shoulders bare, revelling in the cold air that flowed over him, defying winter, death itself. the moon waned immutably. david was now at shadrach furnace, living with the heydricks, and the necessities that brought him to myrtle forge were endless. he was absolutely happy, and howat watched him with mingled longing and envy. his affair, darker, more tragic in spite of a consummation that must be joyous, seemed infinitely more mature. caroline was a nice enough girl, but ludowika was supremely fascinating. david amused him: "caroline is a miracle. of course there are prettier, and mrs. winscombe has more air; but none has caroline's charming manner. of course, you have noticed it. even a thick-headed brother couldn't miss that. we have plans for you, too. and it's no good your looking glum; we'll glum you." the amusement faded from howat's countenance, and he listened sullenly to the end of the raillery. his temper was growing daily more uneven, the delight had largely left his reflections. his passion had become too insistent for happy conjecturing; the visions of ludowika now only tormented him. her eyes were like burning sapphires, her warm palms caressed his face; he was increasingly gaunt and shadowed. once he gave a note for her to the italian servant, loathing the hand that adroitly covered the folded sheet, the other's oblique smile; but she sent back word that she was suffering from a headache. he began to plan so that he would intercept her in unexpected places. she, too, was passionate in her admissions; but, somehow, some one always stumbled toward them, or they were summoned from beyond. he began to feel that this was not mere chance, but desired, deliberately courted, by ludowika. very well, he would end it all, as it were, with a shout when felix winscombe came back. when felix winscombe came back! he was, too, increasingly aware of his mother's scrutiny. howat was certain that isabel penny had surmised a part of his feeling for ludowika. he didn't greatly care; any one might know, he thought contemptuously. it had destroyed his sympathetic feeling for his mother, the only considerate bond that had existed with his family. unconsciously he placed her on one side of a line, the other held only ludowika and himself. he explained this to her in a sere reach of the garden. it was afternoon, the sun low and a haze on the hills. ludowika had on a scarlet wrap, curiously vivid against the withered, brown aspect of the faded flower stems. "you and me," he repeated. she gazed, without answering, at the barrier of hills that closed in myrtle forge. from the thickets came the clear whistling of partridges, intensifying the unbroken tranquillity that surrounded the habitations. howat was suddenly conscious of the pressure of vast, unguessed regions, primitive forces, illimitable wildernesses. it brought uppermost in him a corresponding zest in the sheer spaciousness of the land, a feeling always intensified by the thought of england. "the province," he said disjointedly, "a place for men. did you see those that followed the road this morning? perhaps five with their women, some pack horses, kitchen tins and hide tents. the men wore buckskin, and furred caps, and the women's skirts were sewed leather. one was tramping along with a feeding baby. well, god knows where they have been, how many days they have walked; their shoes were in shreds. and their faces, thin and serious, have looked steadily over rifles at death. the women, too. you'll only get them here, in a big country, a new--" "they were terrible," ludowika declared; "savage. i was glad when they were by. the baby at the woman's great breast!" she shuddered at the memory. "like animals." he gazed at her with a slight surprise; he had never heard her speak so bitterly. he saw her more clearly than ever before; as if her words had illuminated her extraordinary delicacy of being, had made visible all the infinite refinements of which she was the result. he had a recurrence of his sense of her incongruity here, balanced on polished black pattens, against the darkening hills. the sun disappeared, there was a cool flare of yellow light, and a feeling of impending evening. the hills were indigo, the forest a dimmer gold, a wind moved audible in the dry leaves. ludowika gasped. "it's so--so huge," she said, "all the lonely miles. at times i can't bear to think of it." a faint dread invaded him. "last night, when i couldn't sleep, a thing howled in the woods. and i got thinking of those naked men at the forge, with their eyes rimmed in black, and--and--" he disregarded the publicity of their position and put an arm about her shoulders, in an overwhelming impulse to calm and reassure her; but she slipped away. "i'll be all right again," she promised; "but i think it's more cheerful with the candles. we'll get your sister to play belshazzar and pretend we're across the green from st. james." a mood darker than any he had lately known settled over him. it was natural for ludowika to be lonely, at first; but in a little she would grow to love the wild like himself. she must. the province was to be her life. he was standing before the fire in the informal chamber beyond the dining room, watching his mother's vigorous hands deftly engaged in embroidery. there was no one present, and a sudden, totally desperate recklessness possessed him. isabel penny said: "mr. winscombe will be here shortly." "i wish it would be to-night," he declared. she raised her calm gaze with brows arched in inquiry. "there is something--" he broke off. "she belongs to me," he said in a low, harsh voice, "and not to that old man." mrs. penny secured her needle, and put the colourful web aside. she was, as he had been sure she would be, entirely composed, admirable. her questioning look grew keener. "i was afraid of that," she admitted simply; "after the first. it is very unpleasant and difficult. this is not london, and your father will make no allowances. you are not any easier to bend, howat. with mrs. winscombe--" she paused, "i am not certain. but there is no doubt about the husband." "she belongs to me," he reiterated sullenly. "there is no need for you to make yourself offensively clear. i know something of details of that kind. i told you once that they might mean only a very little to--to certain women. i am not prepared to judge about that. but i know you, what bitter feeling you are capable of. you are a very pure man, howat; and for that reason such an occurrence would tear you up and across. there is no use in begging you to be cautious, diplomatic. mr. winscombe, too, is very determined; he has many advantages--maturity, coldness, experience. he won't spare you, either. it's excessively unfortunate." "i'll get it over as quickly as possible. i didn't want the thing to happen, it wasn't from any choice; it hit me like a bullet. nothing else is of the slightest importance. i've gone over this again and again; i'll tell him and let him try what he can. ludowika's gone from--from the fireworks and fiddles and stinking courts; i've got her, and, by god, i'll keep her!" "talk quietly; you can't shout yourself into this. are you certain that mrs. winscombe really finds the courts--stinking? i remember, at first," she stopped. even in the midst of his passion he listened for what revelation she might make; but none followed. she was silent for a minute. "they become a habit," she said finally; "love, loves, become a habit. only men brought up in the same atmosphere can understand. at first felix winscombe will be infuriated with you for speaking, then he will realize more, and the trouble will follow. are you certain that you have comprehended? it would be stupid to mistake an episode, you would succeed only in making yourself ridiculous." he lifted up both his hands and closed them with a quivering, relentless force. "truly," isabel penny remarked, "truly i begin to be sorry for her. there is something she has yet to learn about men. nothing can be said; and that is what your father will not penetrate. howat, i am even a little afraid ... now. that, i believe, is unusual for me. it's your blackness, like powder. the explosion can kill. nothing may be said. life drags us along by the hair." her questions about ludowika joined to the memory of the latter's revulsion from the primitive conditions of the province and added to the heaviness of his heart. he mentally denied his mother's suggestions, drove them from him, but they left a faint enduring sting, a vague unrest. his passion for ludowika swelled, dominated, him; he forgot everything but his own, supreme desire. nothing else stood before its flood; all thought of ludowika's final happiness was lost with the other detritus. the tense closing of his hands had symbolized his feeling, his intent. he held her in a manner as nakedly primitive as the inchoate sexuality of the emotion that had engulfed him. ludowika did not appear for supper, and he was possessed by a misery of vague apprehensions. he must know something of her thoughts, have a token from her of some feeling like his own; and, waiting, he stopped the italian on the stairs. the latter knew his purpose immediately, without a spoken word; and he followed howat's brusque gesture to his room. he hastily wrote a note; and the latter brought him back a reply, only partly satisfactory, with an air of relish. for the first time the affair had the hateful appearance of an intrigue, like a court adventure. it was the italian servant, howat decided; and immediately he recognized why he disliked the other--it was because he expressed an aspect of slyness that lay over ludowika and himself. he put that from him, too; but it was like brushing away cobwebs. his hunger for ludowika increased all the while; it became more burningly material, insatiable and concrete. on the day following she clung to him, when opportunity offered, with a desperate energy of emotion. "you must hold me tighter," she told him. her mood rapidly changed, and she complained of the eternal, pervasive fall of the forge hammer. "it will drive me mad," she declared almost wildly. "i can't bear to think of its going on and on, year after year; listening to it--" he heard her with sombre eyes. she had come to the counting house, empty for the moment but for themselves, and stood with her countenance shadowed by a frown. "if the hammer stops," he replied, waving his hand largely, "all this, the pennys, stop, too. i'm afraid that sound of beating out iron will be always wrought through our lives. you will get accustomed to it--" her expression grew petulant, resentful. "do you mean that we couldn't, perhaps, go to england, if--if i wanted?" he moved closer to her, brushing the circumference of her skirt. "you asked me to hold you, to keep you from the past; and i am going to do it. london is all that you wish to forget; it must go completely out of your life ... never finger you again." a faint dread that deepened almost to antagonism was visible on her countenance. "i suppose to men talk like that seems a sign of strength, of possession; but it doesn't impress women, really. you see, women give, or else--there is nothing." "i had no thought of impressing you," he said simply; "i only repeated what came into my mind, what i mean. it would be a mistake for me to take you to england, and make both of us miserable. beside, there is more to tend here than i'll ever accomplish." she objected, "but other people, workmen, will do the actual labour. surely you are not going to keep on with anything so vulgar--" she indicated the office and desks. her features sharpened with contempt. "i'll not be a clerk," he told her gravely. "but i am responsible for a great deal. you should understand that for you showed it to me. most of what i am now has been you." he reached out his hands to her in a wave of tenderness, but she evaded him. she stood irresolute for a moment and then abruptly turned and disappeared. a white rim of new moon grew visible at the edge of dusk, and he stood gazing at it before he entered the dwelling. a dull unrest had become part of his inner tumult, a premonition falling over him like an advancing shadow. but above all his vague fears rose the knowledge that he would never let ludowika go from him; that was the root of his being. now she could never leave him. it was natural, he assured himself again, that she should feel doubts at first; everything here was so different from the life she had known; and women were variable. he would have to understand that, learn to accommodate himself to changing, surface moods, immovable underneath. she had put on for supper, he saw, a daring dress; and her expression was that which he had first noted, indifferent, slightly scoffing. her shoulders and arms gleamed under fragile gauze, her bodice was hardly more than a caress of silk. he watched her every movement, and got a sort of satisfaction from the knowledge that she grew increasingly disturbed at his unwavering scrutiny. his mother's attitude toward mrs. winscombe had not changed by a shade, an inflection; she was correctly cordial in her slightly distant manner. in the ebb and flow of the evening howat was left with ludowika for a little, and he bent over her, kissing her sharply. she was coldly unresponsive; and he kissed her again, trying vainly to bring some warmth to her lips. she did not avoid him actually, but he felt that something in her, essential, slipped aside from his caress. his emotion changed to a mounting anger. "you will have to get over this now or later," he asserted. she said surprisingly, "felix will be home this week." he stood with an arm half raised, his head turned, as he had been arrested by her period. "well?" he demanded stupidly. her tone had been beyond his comprehension. "felix," she went on, apparently at random, "is very satisfactory." something of her intent penetrated his stunned faculties. he advanced toward her dark with rage. "and if he is," he replied, "it will do him no good. it will do you no good, if you think--" he broke off from an accession of emotion. "what damned thing are you thinking of?" "the princess amelia's stockings," she answered pertly. "you'll never put them on her again, like any dirty chamber maid." "felix, the end of this week," she repeated. "i'll kill him," howat whispered; "if he lifts a hand i'll shoot him through the head. this was forced on me; some one else, responsible, can pay." her chin was up, her expression mocking. "ridiculous, like any cloddish countryman." she walked deliberately away, seated herself in a graceful eddy of panniered silk. a cold torment succeeded his rage; he had the feeling of being hopelessly trapped, stifling in his passion. he followed her. "ludowika, this is horrible, so soon. i am willing to think that i am to blame; stupid; no experience. you will have to be patient with me. naturally everything, now--" he broke off and wandered to a window, holding aside the draperies, gazing out into the night. the sky was so luminous that the barriers of surrounding hills were printed clearly against starry space. the forest swept about in a dark veil; nowhere could be seen a glimpse of habitation. he heard the wavering cry of an owl. the province, immense, secretive! paper lanterns strung in parks, hid music, provocative smiles only playing with the heart! it was tremendously unfortunate. why must they suffer so unreasonably? something, he was certain, had gone wrong; it lay both within them and outside; a force diverted, a purpose unaccomplished. it bent, broke, them like two twigs; they were no more than two bubbles, momentarily reflecting the sky, on a profound depth. a wind stirred, oppressed them, and they were gone. a great pity for ludowika took its place in his feelings. he was sorry for himself. suddenly the rustle of her skirts approached. an infinitely seductive, warm arm crept about his neck; she abandoned herself to a ruthless embrace. "it's been wonderful, howat; and--and it isn't over, yet. nothing lasts, it's a mistake to demand too much. we must take what we may. perhaps, even, later--in london. no, don't interrupt me. after all, i'm wiser than you are. i was swept away for a little. impossibilities. i am what i am. i was always that, inside of me. if the longing i told you about had been stronger, it, and not the court, would have made me; but it was no more than a glimpse seen from a window, a thing far away. i'd never reach it. this, now, has been the best of me, all." he had a mingled sense of the truth and futility of her words. it was as if his passion stood apart from them, dominating them, lashing him with desire. nothing she might say, no necessity nor effort, could free them. the uselessness of words smote him. she spoke again, an urgent flow of dulcet sound against his ear; but it was without meaning, lost in the drumming of his blood. the stir of feet approached, and he released her, moving to the fireplace. it was caroline. she stopped awkwardly, advancing a needless explanation of a trivial errand from the doorway, and vanished. his position at myrtle forge was fast becoming impossible. there would be an explosion now at any moment. he took the fire tongs and idly rearranged the wood on the hearth. the flames blazed more brightly, their reflection squirmed over the lacquer frames on the walls, gleamed richly on polished black walnut, and fell across the turkey floor carpet. it even reached through the pale candle light and flickered on ludowika's dull red gown, flowered and clouded with blue. she was turned away from him, against the window; her shoulders drooped in an attitude of dejection. the flames died away again. ix ludowika's manner toward him became self-possessed, even animated; and, howat thought, preoccupied. she was expectant, with a slightly impatient air, as if she were looking beyond his shoulder. the cause occurred to him in a flash that ignited his anger like a ready-charged explosive. she was waiting, desiring, the return of her husband. felix winscombe, she thought, would mean--escape. he used the word deliberately, realizing that that now expressed her attitude toward the province, toward him. it made no difference in his feeling for her, his determination that nothing should take her from him. his power of detachment vanished; he became utterly the instrument of his passion. he didn't press upon her small expressions of his emotion; somehow, without struggle, she had made them seem foolish; beyond that they were inadequate. he was conscious of the approach of a great climax; his feeling was above the satisfaction of trivial caresses. soon, he told himself, soon he would absolutely possess her, for as long as they lived. ultimately she must be happy with him. he thought the same things in a ceaseless round; he walked almost without sight, discharging mechanically the routine of daily existence; answering inevitable queries in a perfunctory, dull voice. myrtle forge made a distant background of immaterial colours and sounds for the slightly mocking figure of ludowika. in mid-afternoon david arrived with a face stung scarlet by beating wind, and a clatter of hoofs. he immediately found gilbert penny, and the two men sat together with grave faces, lowered voices. howat, who had left the counting house at the sound of the hurried approach, caught a few words as he drew near the others: "... a bad attack, crumpled him up. coming out from the city now." they were talking about felix winscombe, who, it appeared, had been assaulted by a knife-like pain; and was returning to myrtle forge. "watlow saw no reason why it should be dangerous," david continued; "he thinks perhaps it came from unusual exertions, entertaining. a little rest, he says. he thinks the winscombes will be able to sail on the _lindamira_ as they planned." ludowika listened seriously to gilbert penny's few, temperate words of preparation. "he has had a pain like that before," she told them. "it always passes away. felix is really very strong, in spite of his age. he won't ordinarily go to bed, but i'll insist on that now, simply for rest." felix winscombe appeared at the supper hour. he was helped out of abner forsythe's leather-hung chaise, and assisted into the house. howat saw him under the hanging lamp in the hall; with a painful surprise he realized that he was gazing at the haggard face of an old man. before he had never connected the thought of definite age with mr. winscombe. the man's satirical virility had forbidden any of the patronage unconsciously extended to the aged. a trace of his familiar, mocking smile remained, but it was tremulous; it required, howat saw, great effort. an involuntary admiration possessed him for the other's unquenchable courage. the latter protested vehemently against being led to his room by ludowika; but she ignored his determination to go into supper, swept him away with a firm arm about his waist. the house took on the slightly strange and disordered aspect of illness; voices were grave, low; in the morning howat learned that felix winscombe had had another vicious attack in the night. dr. watlow arrived, and demanded assistance. howat penny, in the room where ludowika's husband lay exhausted in a bed canopied and draped in gay india silk, followed watlow's actions with a healthy feeling of revulsion. the doctor bared winscombe's spare chest, then filled a shallow, thick glass with spirits; emptying the latter, he set fire to the interior of the glass; and, when the blue flame had expired, clapped the cupped interior over the prostrate man's heart. there was, it seemed, little else that could be done; bleeding was judged for the once unexpeditious. an effort at commonplace conversation was maintained at dinner. ludowika openly discussed the arrangements for their return to london. felix winscombe had rallied from the night; his wife said that it was difficult to restrain him. the most comfortable provisions, she continued, had been made for their passage on the _lindamira_. howat heard her without resentment. he had no wish to contradict her needlessly even in thought; he was immovably fixed. mr. winscombe's debilitated return had completely upset his intentions. an entirely different proceeding would now be demanded, but with an identical end. what pity he felt for the elder had no power to reach or alter his passion. he returned to the counting house, and worked methodically through the afternoon, with an increasing sense of being involved in an irresistible movement. this gave him a feeling almost of tranquillity; from the beginning he had not been responsible. in the face of illness the italian servant proved utterly undependable; he cringed, stricken with dread, from the spectacle of suffering. and when late in the day mr. winscombe, partially drugged with opium, grew consciously weaker, howat's assistance was required. ludowika now remained in the room with her husband, and there was a discreet movement in and out by various members of the household. isabel penny remained for an hour, caroline took her place, myrtle fluttered uncertainly in the doorway. through the evening felix winscombe lay propped on pillows, his head covered by a black gros de naples cap. his keen personality waned and revived on his long, yellow countenance. at one side wigs stood in a row on blocks, a brilliant, magenta coat lay in a huddle on a chair. at intervals he spoke, in a thinner, higher voice than customary, petulantly uneasy, or with a familiar, sardonic inflection. at the latter ludowika would grow immensely cheered. she entirely ignored howat on the occasions when he was in the room. he saw her mostly bent over leather boxes, into which disappeared her rich store of silk and gold brocades, shoes of purple morocco, soft white shifts. howat watched her without an emotion visible on his sombre countenance. occasionally mr. winscombe's tenuous fingers dipped into a snuff box of black enamel and brilliants, and he lifted his hand languidly. the man's vitality, his sheer determination, were extraordinary. even now he was far from impotence. he had, howat had learned, completely dominated the provincial councils, forced a mutual compromise and agreement on them. he spoke of still more complicated affairs awaiting him in england. he damned the italian's "white liver," and threatened to leave him in america. dr. watlow had been forced to return to the city. through the unaccustomed stir howat was ceaselessly aware of his feeling for ludowika; he thought of it with a sense of shame; but it easily drowned all other considerations. he continued to speculate about their future together. whatever his father might conclude about his personal arrangements, the elder would see that he was necessary to the future of the penny iron. they might live in one of the outlying stone dwellings at the forge ... for the present. he was glad that gilbert penny, that he, was rich. ludowika could continue to dress in rare fabrics, to step in elaborate pattens over the common earth. that could not help but influence, assuage, her in the end. the pennys' position in the province, too, was high; the most exclusive assemblies were open to them. he regarded his satisfaction in these details with something of mr. winscombe's bitter humour. in the past he had repudiated them with the utmost scorn. in the past--dim shapes, scenes, that appeared to have occurred years before, but which in reality reached to last month, trooped through his mind. youth had vanished like a form dropping behind a hill. he looked back; it was gone; his feet hurried forward into the unguessed future; anxiety joined him; the scent that was ludowika accompanied him, an illusive figure. he reached toward it. he was standing at the foot of the bed where felix winscombe lay. the latter was restless, and complained of pains in his arms, reaching down to his fingers. ludowika bent over him, her face stamped with concern. she regarded howat with a new expression--narrowed eyes and a glimmer of flawless teeth: a look he had never foreseen there; but it was impotent before the thing that was. it had, however, the effect of intensifying his desire, his passion for her fragility of silk and flesh. he would kiss her hate on her mouth. she sat by the bedside, and howat took a place opposite her. candles burned on a highboy, on a table at his back; and their auriferous light flowed in about the bedstead. the latter was draped from the canopy to the bases of the posts in a bright printing of pheasants and conventional thickets--cobalt and ruby and orange; and across a heavy counterpane half drawn up stalked a row of panoplied indians in clipped zephyr. it was a nebulous enclosure with the shadows of the hangings wavering on the coloured wool and cold linen, on the long, seamed countenance of the prostrate man. a clock in the hall struck slowly--it needed winding--ten blurred notes. felix winscombe took a sip of water. a minute snapping sounded from the hearth. a window stirred, and there was a dry turning of leaves without; wind. one of the indians, howat saw, had his arm raised, flourishing a blade; a stupid effigy of savage spleen. beyond the drapery ludowika's face was dim and white. it was like an ineffable may moon. ludowika ... penny. for the first time howat thought of her endowed with his name, and it gave him a deep thrill of delight. he repeated it with moving but soundless lips--ludowika penny. her husband lay with his eyes closed, his head bowed forward on his chest, as if in sleep. at irregular intervals small, involuntary contractions of pain twitched at his mouth. at times, too, he muttered noiselessly. extraordinary. ludowika and felix winscombe and himself, howat penny. a world peopled only by them; the silence of the room dropped into infinite space, bottomless time. a sudden dread of such vast emptiness seized howat; he felt that he must say something, recreate about them the illusion of safe and familiar spaces and walls. it seemed that he was unable to speak; a leaden inhibition lay on his power of utterance. he made a harsh sound in his throat, loud and startling. felix winscombe raised his head, and ludowika cried faintly. then silence again folded them. howat fastened his thoughts on trivial and practical affairs--the furnishing of the house where he would take ludowika, what david and himself intended to do with the iron, and then his last, long talk with his mother. she was astonishingly wise; she had seen far into ludowika and himself, but even her vision had stopped short of encompassing the magnitude of his passion; she had not realized his new patience and determination. he found himself counting the gorgeous birds in the bed-hangings--twenty-six, twenty-seven, twenty-eight, and stopped abruptly. it had grown chilly in the room, and ludowika had an india cashmere shawl about her shoulders. the sombre garnets and blues hid the tinsel gaiety of her gown and her bare shoulders. she appeared older than he had ever seen her before. her face, carefully studied, showed no trace of beauty; her eyes were heavy, her lips dark; any efforts of animation were suspended. she showed completely the effect of her life in courts and a careless prodigality of hours and emotions. howat, seeing all this, felt only a fresh accession of his hunger for her; she was far more compelling than when romantically viewed as a moon. he sat with his chin propped on a palm; she was rigidly upright with her arms at her sides; felix winscombe moved higher on the pillows. his eyes glittered in a head like a modelling in clay; his arms stirred ceaselessly with weaving fingers. howat could almost feel ludowika's hatred striking at him across the bed. he smiled at her, and she faced him with an expression of stony unresponse. he thought luxuriantly of her in his arms, with the rain beating on the store house roof; he caught the odours of the damp, heaped merchandise, the distant clamour in the casting shed. he had a brutal impulse to lean forward and remind her of what had occurred, of the fact that she was his; he wanted to fling it against her present detachment, to mock her with it. then he would crush her against his heart. felix winscombe raised up on an elbow, distorting the row of sanguinary indians. ludowika moved to the edge of the bed, and put a firm, graceful arm about him. a grey shadow of pain fell on mr. winscombe's features. the silence was absolute. he seemed to be waiting in an attitude of mingled dread and resolution. he whispered an unintelligible period, the pain on his face sharpened, and he released himself from ludowika's support. she sank back on her chair, gazing at her husband with wide, concerned eyes. slowly the lines in his face deepened, and a fine, gleaming sweat started out on his brow. his face contorted in a spasm of voiceless suffering, and he drew a stiff hand down either arm. howat watched him in a species of strained curiosity, with a suspension of breath. something, he felt, should be done to relieve the oppression of agony gathering on felix winscombe's countenance, but a corresponding sense of complete helplessness settled like a leaden coffin about him. the other became unrecognizable; his face seemed to be set in an unnatural grin. his head drew back on a thin, corded neck, and a faint gasping for air stirred in the shadows. even howat felt the pain to be unendurable, and ludowika, white as milk, had risen to her feet. she stood with a hand half raised beneath a fringed corner of the india shawl. it was incredible that the sufferer's agony should increase, but it was apparent that it did remorselessly. all humanity was obliterated in an excruciating spasm over which streamed some meagre tears. mr. winscombe's arms raised and dropped; and, suddenly relaxed, he slipped down upon the pillows. immediately the torment vanished from his countenance; it became peaceful, released. the familiar mockery of the mouth came back. the head, slightly turned, seemed to regard ludowika with contentment and interrogation. howat was conscious of a relief almost as marked as that on the face before him. he had gripped his hands until they ached. the tension in the room, too, seemed spent. he was about to address a reassuring period to ludowika, when, at a glimpse of her expression, the words died on his lips. he bent over the bed, with his hand on a ridged, still chest; he gazed down at flaccid eyes, a dropped chin. felix winscombe was dead. howat raised up slowly, facing the woman through the draperies. she was gazing in an incredulous, shocked surprise at the limp, prostrate body capped in black gros de naples. a shuddering fear passed over her, and then her eyes met those of howat penny. even separated from him by the bed she drew away as if from his touch. he saw that she had forgotten the dead man in a sharp realization of the portent of the living. she glanced about the room in the panic of a trapped lark, an abject fright, searching for an escape. he realized that there was none; ludowika now belonged to him absolutely; he was as remorseless as the pain that had killed felix winscombe. below the automatic sensations of the moment howat was conscious of utter satisfaction. a miracle had given ludowika to him; in the passing of a breath all his difficulty had been ended. she was alone with him in a province of forests and iron and stars. he would make her forget the gardens of fireworks and scraping violins; but forget or not she was his ... ludowika penny. ii the forge x jasper penny stood at a window of his bed room, his left arm carried in a black silk handkerchief, gazing down at the long, low roof of myrtle forge, built by his great, great grandfather gilbert over a hundred and ten years before. it was february, and he could hear the ringing blows of axes, cutting the ice out of the forebay to liberate the water power for the completion of a forging of iron destined to be rolled into tracks for the slowly lengthening columbia steam railway system. it was midday, a grey sky held a brighter, diffused radiance where the veiled sun hung without warmth, and the earth was everywhere frozen granite-like. he could see beyond the forge shed heaped charcoal, and the black mass seemed no more dead than the ground or bare, brittle trees sweeping down and up to where, on encircling hills, they were lifted sharply against the cloudy monotony. he was ordinarily impervious to the influence of weather, the more depressing aspects of nature; but now he was conscious of a dejection communicated, in part at least, he felt, by the bleak prospect without. another, and infinitely more arresting, reason for this feeling had just stirred his thoughts--for the first time he was conscious of the invidious, beginning weariness of accumulating years. he was hardly past forty, and he impatiently repudiated the possibility that he was actually declining; in fact he had not yet reached the zenith of his capabilities, physical or mental; yet his broken arm, slow in mending, the pain, had unquestionably depleted him more than a similar accident ten years ago. not only this, but, during the forced inaction, his mind had definitely taken a different cast; considerations that had seemed to constitute the main business of existence had lately faded before preoccupations and feelings ignored until now. jasper penny saw, objectively, not so much the surrounding circumstance as his own former acts and emotions; detached from his habitual being by hardly more than a month his past was posed before his critical judgment. looked at in this manner his life appeared crowded with surprisingly meaningless gestures and words, his sheer youth an incomprehensible revolt. a greater part of that had been lately expressed by his mother, when he had returned to myrtle forge with an arm broken by a fall in a railroad coach travelling to philadelphia. she had said, shaking her head with tightened lips: "i warned you plenty against those train brigades. it isn't safe nor sensible with a good horse service convenient. but then you have always been a knowing, head-strong boy and man.... a black penny." how she would get along without that last phrase he was at a loss to conjecture, from his first consciousness he recalled it, now a term of reproach and now extenuation. only a few weeks before she had repeated it in precisely the same tone of mingled admonition and complaint that had greeted his most boyish mishaps. he had grown so accustomed to it, not only from gilda penny but from every one familiar with the pennys and their history, that it had become part of his automatic entity. jasper--a black penny. the course of his thoughts turned back to the earliest episodes remembered in that connection, to a time in which the especial quality had necessarily freest play. now he characterized it as mere uninformed wildness; but he still recalled the tremendous impatience with which he had met the convenient enclosure of a practicable, organized society. even at myrtle forge, where--in contrast to dwelling in the confines of a city--he had had a rare amount of actual freedom, a feeling of constriction had sent him day after day into the woods, hunting or merely idle along the upper reaches of still unsullied streams. yet it had been an especial kind of wildness; he owed that recognition to his vanished youth. the term generally included champagne parties and the companionship of various but similar ladies of the circus or opera house. but nothing of that had then entered into his deep-rooted rebellion. he had had merely a curious passion for complete independence, an innate turning from street-bound affairs and men to the isolation and physical accomplishment of arduous excursions on horses or foot. he had, then, avoided, even dreaded, women. and that instinct, he told himself, shifting his injured arm to a more comfortable position, had been admirably founded. the ax blows ceased; from his position he could just see the top of the great wheel that drove the forge trip hammer; and slowly the rim blurred, commencing to turn. the forebay was open. a pennant of black smoke, lurid with flaming cinders, twisted up in the motionless air. the hammer fell once, experimentally, with a faint jar, and a grimy figure shovelled charcoal into a barrow. his mind soon returned to the point where it had been deflected by the movement at the forge; he could even visualize his mature boyhood--a straight, arrogant figure, black certainly, with up-sloping brows and an outthrust chin. and that, he thought, not without complacency, was not very far from a description of himself at present. there were, of course, the whiskers, severely trimmed on his spare face, and showing, in certain lights, a glimmer of silver; but he was as upright, as comfortably lean, now as then. he was still capable of prolonged physical exertion.... it was ridiculous to think of himself as definitely aging. yet he was past forty, and the years seemed to go far more swiftly than at twenty-one. women! the silent pronouncement included the smallest plural possible--only two; but it seemed to jasper penny that they comprised all the variations, the faults and virtues, of their entire sex. with a certain, characteristic formality, propriety, he considered his wife first, now a year dead. he wondered if she had found the orthodox and concrete heaven in the frequent ecstatic contemplation of which so much of her life had been spent. it had been that fine superiority to the material that had first attracted him to her, a quality of shining enthusiasm, of reflected inspiration from a vision, however trite, of eternal hymning; and it had been that same essence which finally held them apart through the greater number of their married years. phebe's health, slowly ebbing, had drawn her farther and farther from the known world in general and the affairs and being of her husband in particular; her last strength had gone in the hysteria of protracted religious emotion, during which she had become scarcely more to jasper penny than an attenuated, rapt invalid lingering in his house. her pale, still presence was usurped by a far different, animated and colourful, figure. he thought of essie scofield, of all that she paramountly held and expressed, with a reluctance that had lately, almost within the past week, grown to resemble resentment, if not actual irritation. yet, however, casting back through the years, in his present remoteness, he was able to recreate her and his emotions as they had first, irresistibly moved together. the absolute opposite of phebe, already withdrawing into her religious, incorporeal region, essie scofield had immediately swept him into the whirlpool of her vivid, physical personality. before her the memory of his wife faded into insignificance. but there was no mere retrospect in the considering of essie; very much alive she presented, outside the penny iron, the one serious preoccupation, complication, of his future. at the time when he had first admitted, welcomed, her claim on him, he had felt a sudden energy in which he had recognized a play of the traits of a black penny. here was a satisfactory, if necessarily private, exercise of his inborn contempt for the evident hypocrisy, the cowardice, of perfunctory inhibitions and safe morals. that, however, had been speedily lost in his rocketing passion, flaring out of a quiet continence into giddy spaces of unrestraint. essie, after a momentary surrender, had attempted retreat, expressing a doubt of the durability of their feeling; she had, in fact, made it painfully clear that she wished to escape from the uncomfortable volume of his fervour; but he had overborne her caution--her wisdom, he now expressed it. that, more than anything else, brought before him the undeniable passage of time, the fact that he was rapidly accomplishing middle age--the total extinguishing of an emotion which he had felt must outlast life. it had gone, and with it his youth. of course, he had recognized that he was no longer thirty; he had been well aware of his years, but only during the last few weeks had there been the slight, perceptible dragging down.... on the black walnut dressing stand past the window lay a letter he had received from essie that morning; it contained her usual appeal for an additional sum of money--he gave her, formally, six thousand dollars a year; and the manner of the demand, for the necessities of their daughter, showed his sharpened perceptions that she had never really experienced the blindness of a generous emotion. eunice, the child, was incontrovertible proof of that--no more than an additional lever for her to swing. his face darkened, and he moved his shoulder impatiently, as if to throw off a burden grown unendurable. but it was fastened immovably--his responsibility was as baldly apparent as the february noon, its greyness now blotted by a wind-driven, metallic shift of snow. he had been criminally negligent of eunice. this realization was accompanied by no corresponding warmth of parenthood; there was no quickening of blood at the thought of his daughter, but only a newborn condemnation of his neglected, proper pride. he had, thoughtlessly, descended to a singularly low level of conduct. and it must abruptly terminate. jasper penny had not seen eunice for seven, nine, months; he would remedy this at once, supervise advantages, a proper place, for her. afterward essie and himself could make a mutually satisfactory agreement. xi throughout an excellent dinner, terrapin and bass, wild turkey with oysters and fruit preserved in white brandy, he maintained a sombre silence. his mother, on the right, her sister opposite--phebe's place seemed scarcely emptier than when she had actually occupied it--held an intermittent verbal exchange patently keyed to jasper penny's mood. they were women with yellow-white, lace-capped hair, blanched eyebrows and lashes, and small, quick eyes on hardy, reddened faces. gilda penny was slightly the larger, more definite; amity merken had a timid, almost furtive, expression in the opulence of the penny establishment, while gilda was complacent; but otherwise the two women were identical. their dresses were largely similar--amity's a dun, gilda penny's grey, moire silk, high with a tight lace collar, and bands of jet trimming from shoulder to waist, there spreading over crinoline to the floor. lace fell about their square, capable hands, and gilda wore broad, locked bracelets checked in black and gold. sherry, in blue cut decanters stoppered with gilt, gave place to port. an épergne of glass and burnished ormolu, in the form of supporting oak leaves, with numerous sockets for candles, was set, filled with fruit, in the centre of the table; silver lustre plates were laid; but jasper penny heedlessly fingered the stem of a wine glass. he said suddenly, "i'm going to the city this afternoon." "is it safe yet?" his mother queried doubtfully. "hadn't you better wait till to-morrow, when you can drive easily, or without stopping at a tavern?" he looked up impatiently. "i shall go by the railroad," he stated decisively. "can't you understand that, with the future of iron almost dependent on steam, it is the commonest foresight for me to patronize such customers as the columbia railway! i have no intention of adding to the ignorant prejudice against improved methods of travelling." "there's your arm," she insisted with spirit. "an untried engine. the hecla works along smoothly at twenty miles an hour." amity cast a glance of swift appeal at her sister, but gilda penny persisted. "ungodly," was the term she selected. jasper ignored her. he had decided to straighten the tangled affair of eunice at once; he would see essie that evening, arrive at an understanding about the child's future. it would be even more difficult to terminate his connection with essie herself. that, he now recognised, was his main desire. the affair had actually died before phebe; but its onerous consequences remained, blighting the future. the future! it was that, he now discovered, which occupied him, rather than the past. a new need had become apparent, a restless desire analogous to the urge of seeking youth. jasper penny was aware of a great dissatisfaction, a vast emptiness, in his existence; he had a feeling of waste growing out of the sense of hurrying years. somehow, obscurely, he had been cheated. he almost envied the commonality of men, not, like himself, black pennys, impatient of assuaging relationships and beliefs. yet this, too, turned into another phase of his inheritance--his need was not material, concrete, it had no worldly, graspable implications, and his general contempt was not less but greater. he wished to bring a final justification to his isolation rather than lose himself in the wide, undistinguished surge of living. "you'll stop at the jannans?" his mother queried. "i think not, probably sanderson's hotel, stephen is giving a ball to-night for graham and his wife. i have some important transactions." not an echo of his affair with essie scofield had, he knew, penetrated to myrtle forge. it was a most fortunate accident. the vulgarity consequent upon discovery would have been unbearable. stephen jannan, his cousin, a lawyer of wide city connections, must have learned something of the truth; but stephen, properly, had said nothing; a comfortable obscurity had hid him from gabbled scandal. now, soon, it would all be over. unconsciously he drew a deeper breath of relief, of prospective freedom. the hecla, a wooden barrelled engine with a tall, hinged stack, drew its brigade of canary-coloured chariot cars forward with a rapid bumping over inequal rails. jasper penny's seat, number nineteen, was fortunately in the centre, close by the stove, where a warmth hung that failed to reach to the doors. lost in speculation the journey was both long and vague. twilight deepened within the car, and two flickering candles were lit at either end, their pallid light serving only to cast thin, climbing shadows over the rocking, box-like interior. at irregular intervals the train stopped with a succession of subsiding crashes, and started again at the blowing of a horn; passengers would leave or enter; or it would prove to be merely a halt to take on cut and piled wood fuel for the engine. finally the train brigade reached the inclined plane leading to the river and city; the engine was detached, and the cars, fastened to a hemp cable, were lowered spasmodically to where a team of mules drew them through a gloomy, covered bridge echoing to the slow hoof falls and creaking of loose planks. jasper penny fastened the elaborate frogs of his heavily furred overcoat over his injured arm, and with a florid bandanna wiped the cinders from his silk hat. the coaches rolled into the station shed, where he changed, taking a swaying mulberry street omnibus to fourth, and sanderson's hotel. it was a towering, square structure of five stories, with a columned white portico, and high, divided steps. the clerk, greeting him with a precise familiar deference, directed him to a select suite with a private parlour, a sombre chamber of red plush, dark walls and thickly draped, long windows. there he sat grimly contemplating a distasteful prospect. he knew the casual, ill-prepared dinners presided over by essie, the covertly insolent man servant; and an overpowering reluctance came upon him to sit again at her table. but the confusion of the hotel ordinary repelled him too: he had seen in passing a number of men who would endeavour to force his opinion on the specie situation or speculation in canals. he rose and pulled sharply at the tasselled bell rope, ordering grilled pheasant, anchovy toast and champagne to be served where he sat. jasper penny ate slowly, partly distracted by the market reports in the _u.s. gazette_. ninety-two and a half had been offered for schuylkill navigation, only fifteen for the west chester railroad, but philadelphia and trenton had gone to ninety-eight; while a three and a half dividend had been declared on the french town turnpike and railway company. he was annoyed afresh by the persistent refusal of the government to award the mail to the reading steam system. his thoughts returned to eunice, his daughter, the coming scene--it would at least be that--with essie scofield. it was but a short distance from the hotel to where essie lived, over fourth street to cherry; and almost immediately he turned by the three story brick dwelling at the corner and was at her door. the servant, in an untidy white jacket, stood stupidly blocking the narrow hall, until jasper penny with an angry impatience waved him aside. there were other silk hats and coats, and a woman's fringed wrap, on the stand where he left his stick and outer garments; and from above came a peal of mingled laughter. the presence of others, now, was singularly inopportune; it would be no good waiting for their departure--here such gatherings almost invariably drew out until dawn; and he abruptly decided that, after a short interval, he would give essie to understand that he wished to talk to her privately. a young woman with a chalk-white face and oleaginous bandeaux of dead black hair, in scarlet and green tartan over an extravagant crinoline, was seated on a sofa between two men, each with an arm about her waist and wine glasses elevated in their free hands. essie was facing them from a circular floor hassock, in a blue satin, informal robe over mussed cambric ruffles, heelless nonchalants, and her hair elaborately dressed with roses, white ribbons and a short ostrich feather. her body, at once slim and full, was consciously seductive, and her face, slightly swollen and pasty in the shadows, bore the same, heedless unrestraint. her dark, widely-opened eyes, an insignificant nose and shortly curved, scarlet lips, held almost the fixed, painted impudence of a cynically debased doll. she turned and surveyed jasper penny with a petulant, silent inquiry, and whatever gaiety was in progress abruptly terminated as he advanced into the room. "you never let me know you'd be here," essie complained; "but i suppose i ought to be glad to see you anyway--after four months without a line. jasper, mr. daniel culser." the younger of the men on the sofa, a stolidly handsome individual with hard, blue eyes, rose with an over-emphasized composure. "mr. penny, extremely pleased." jasper penny was irritated by the other's instant identification, and he nodded bluntly. "lambert babb and myrtilla lewis," essie continued indifferently. babb, an individual of inscrutable age, with ashen whiskers and a blinking, weak vision in a silvery face, was audibly delighted. myrtilla lewis smiled professionally over her expanse of bewildering silk plaid. "wine in the cooler," essie added, and daniel culser moved to where a silver bucket reposed by a tray of glasses and broken, sugared rusks. jasper penny refused the offered drink, and found a chair apart from the others. a moody silence enveloped him which he found impossible to break, and an increasing uneasiness spread over the room. "well," essie scofield commanded, "say something. you look as black as an egyptian. what'll my friends think of you? i suppose it doesn't matter any more what it is to me; but you might play at being polite." "don't chip at a man like that," myrtilla advised. "mr. penny has a right to talk or not." she smiled more warmly at him, and he saw that she had had too much champagne. the room reeked with the thin, acrid odour of the wine, and a sickly perfume of vanilla essence. essie, as usual, had a glass of her favourite drink--orange juice and french brandy--on the floor beside her, the brandy bottle and fresh oranges conveniently near. his repulsion for her deepened until it seemed as if actual fingers were compressing his throat, stopping his breath. he wondered suddenly how far he was responsible for her possible degeneration. but he had not been the first; her admission of that fact had in the beginning attracted him to an uncommon frankness in her peculiar make-up. he was willing to assume his fault, to pay for it, whatever payment was possible, and escape.... not only from her, but from all that she embodied, from himself--what he had been--as much as anything else. "you are an ironmaster," mr. babb finally announced; "in fact, one of our greatest manufacturers. now, mr. penny, what is your personal opinion of engine as against the public coach? will the railroad survive the experimental stage, and are such gentlemen as yourself behind it?" "i saw in the _ledger_ some days back," daniel culser added, "that your arm had been broken travelling by steam." "one had nothing to do with the other," jasper stated tersely, ignoring babb's query, "but was entirely my own fault." the conversation lagged painfully again, during which essie skilfully compounded another mixture of spirits and thick, yellow juice. she grew sullen with resentment at jasper penny's attitude, and exchanged enigmatic glances with culser. the liquor brought a quick flush to her slightly pendulous cheeks, and she was enveloped in an increasing bravado. "penny's a solemn old boy," she announced generally. lambert babb attempted to embrace myrtilla, but, her gaze on the newcomer, she pushed him away. "you got to be a gentleman with me," she proclaimed with a patently unsteady dignity. "my grandfather was a french noble." "what i'd like to know," essie remarked, "is what's his granddaughter?" "better'n you!" myrtilla heatedly asserted; "one who'd appreciate a real man, and not be playing about private with a tailor's dummy." daniel culser's face grew noticeably pinker. "i'm going," myrtilla continued, rising. "mr. penny, i'd be happy to meet you under more social conditions. here i cannot remain for--for reasons. i might be tempted to--" mr. babb caught her arm under his, and, at an imperious gesture from essie, piloted her from the room. culser rose. "don't go, dan," essie scofield told him defiantly. but jasper penny maintained a silence that forced the younger man to make a stiff exit. "well," essie demanded, flinging herself on the deserted sofa, "now you've spoiled my evening. why did you come at all if you couldn't behave genteel?" "where, exactly, is eunice?" he asked abruptly. she glanced at him with an instant masking of her resentment. "i've told you a hundred times--in the house of a very respectable clergyman. my letter was clear enough; she's had bronchitis, and there's the doctor, and--" "just where is eunice?" he repeated, interrupting her aggrieved recital. "where i put her," her voice grew shrill. "you haven't asked to see her for near a year, you haven't even pretended an interest in--in your own daughter. i've done the best i could; you know i don't like children around; but i have attended to as much of my duty as you. now you come out and insist on being unpleasant all in an hour. why didn't you write? i'd had her here for you. come back in two or three days." "to-morrow," he replied. "i am going to see her in the morning." "you just ain't. i did the best i knew, but, if it isn't all roses, you'll blame everything on me. i will have eunice fetched--" "where is she?" he asked still again, wearily. every instinct revolted against the degradation into which he had blindly walked. his youth had betrayed him, involving him, practically a different man, in a payment which he realized had but commenced.... to escape. he had first thought of that with the unconscious conviction that the mere wish carried its fulfilment. in fact, it would be immensely difficult; a man, he saw, could not sever himself so casually from the past; it reached without visible demarcation into the present, the future. all was a piece, one with another; and essie scofield was drawn in a vivid thread through the entire fabric of his being. yet the need, the longing forward, so newly come into his consciousness, persisted, grew--it had become the predominate design of his weaving. through this he recognized a reassertion of his pride, the rigid pride of a black penny, which, in the years immediately past, had been overwhelmed by a temporary inner confusion. beyond forty men returned to their inheritance, their blood; this fact echoed vaguely among his memories of things heard; and he felt in himself its measure of truth. his distaste for a largely muddled, pandering society, for men huddled, he thought, like domestic animals, returned in choking waves. in the maculate atmosphere of flat wine and stale cologne he had a sharp recurrence of the scent of pines, lifting warmly in sunny space. he produced a morocco bound note book, a gold pencil; and, with the latter poised, directed a close interrogation at essie. her face flushed with an ungovernable anger, and she pressed a hand over her labouring heart. "get her then; out fourth street, camden; the reverend mr. needles. but afterwards don't come complaining to me. you ought to have seen to her; you've got the money, the influence. and you have done nothing, beyond some stinking dollars ... wouldn't even name her. eunice scofield, a child without--" all that she had said was absolutely true, just. "i suppose you'll even think i didn't give her the sums you sent; that damned needles has been bleeding me, suspects something." she stopped from a lack of breath; her darkened face was purplish, in the shadows. "i haven't been well, either--a fierce pain here, in my heart." it was the brandy, he told her; she should leave the city, late wine parties, go back into the country. "go back," she echoed bitterly. "where? how?" he winced--the past reaching inexorably into the future. jasper penny made no attempt to ignore, forget, his responsibility; he admitted it to her; but at the same time the tyrannical hunger increased within him--the mingled desire for fresh paths and the nostalgia of the old freedom of spirit. but life, that had made him, had in the same degree created essie; neither had been the result of the other; they had been swept together, descended blindly in company, submerged in the passion that he had thought must last forever, but which had burned to ashes, to nothing more than a vague sense of putrefaction in life. "thank you," he said formally, putting away the note book. "something, of course, must be done; but what, i can only say after i have seen eunice. i am, undoubtedly, more to blame than yourself." "i suppose, in this holy strain, you'll end by giving her all and me nothing." "... what you are getting as long as you live?" "that's little enough, when i hear how much you have, what all that iron is bringing you. why, you could let me have twenty, thirty thousand, and never know it." "if you are unable to get on, that too will be rectified." "you are really not a bad old thing, jasper," she pronounced, mollified. "at one time--do you remember?--you said if ever the chance came you would marry me. ah, you needn't fear, i wouldn't have you with all your iron, gold. i--" she stopped abruptly, uneasily. "not a bad old thing," she repeated, moving to secure a half-full glass. "why do you call me old?" he asked curiously. "i hadn't thought of it before," she admitted; "but, this evening, you looked so solemn, and there is grey in your hair, that all at once you seemed like an old gentleman. now dan culser," she hesitated, and then swept on, "he's what you'd name young." at daniel culser's age, he told himself, he, jasper penny, could have walked the other blind; and now essie scofield was calling him old; she had noticed the grey in his hair. he rose to go, and she came close to him, a clinging, soft thing of flesh faintly reeking with brandy. "i have a great deal to pay, where money goes i don't know, even a little would be a help." he left some gold in her hand, thankful to purchase, at that slight price, a momentary release. outside cherry street was blackly cold, a gas lamp at the corner shed a watery, contracted illumination. he made his way back toward the hotel, but a sudden reluctance to mount to his lonely chambers possessed him. before the glimmering marble façade he took out his watch, a pale gold efflorescence in the gloom, and rang the hour in minute, clear notes. the third quarter past ten. he recalled the ball, but then commencing, at stephen jannan's; there it would be indescribably gay, a house flooded with the music of quadrilles, light, polite-chatter; and he determined to proceed and have a cigar with stephen. he walked briskly up mulberry street to sixth and there turned to the left. jasper penny soon passed the shrouded silence of independence square, with the new corinthian doorway of the state house showing vaguely through the irregularly grouped ailanthus trees. beyond, the brick wall with its marble coping and high iron fence reached, on the opposite side, to the jannan corner. the length of the brick dwelling, with white arched windows and coursings faced the vague emptiness of washington square, closed for the winter. inside the hall was bright and filled with the pungent warmth of fat hearth coal. a servant, with a phrase of recognition, directed him above, to a room burdened with masculine greatcoats and silk hats. there an attendant told him that mr. jannan was below. jasper penny had no intention of becoming a participant in the hall, but neither did he propose to linger among wraps, listening to the supercilious chatter of young men in the extreme mode of bright blue coats, painfully tight black trousers with varnished pumps and expanses of ankle in grey silk. one, inspecting him through an eyeglass on a woven hair guard, expressed a pointed surprise at jasper penny's informal garb. "christoval!" he ejaculated. "it approaches an insult to the da-da-darlings." another commenced to sing a popular minstrel air: "blink--a--ho--dink! ah! ho! "roley boley--good morning ladies all!" jasper penny abruptly descended to a small room used for smoking. young men, he thought impatiently, could no longer even curse respectably. they lisped like females at an embroidery frame. when he was young, younger, he corrected himself, he could have outdrunk, outridden.... his train of thought was abruptly terminated by a group unexpectedly occupying the smoking room. he saw stephen jannan, his wife liza, the newly married young jannans, and a strange woman in glacé muslin and a black spanish lace shawl about her shoulders. stephen greeted him cordially. "jasper, just at the moment for a waltz with--with susan." the stranger blushed painfully, made an involuntary movement backward, and liza jannan admonished her husband. "do you know miss brundon, jasper?" she asked. jasper penny bowed, and miss brundon, with an evident effort, smiled, her shy, blue eyes held resolutely on his countenance. she at once slipped into the background, talking in a low, clear voice to graham jannan's wife; while the older men enveloped themselves in a fragrant veil of cigars. "come, mary, susan," mrs. jannan directed, "out of this horrid, masculine odour." accompanied by her son the women left, and stephen turned to his cousin. "thought, of course, you knew susan brundon," he remarked. "a school mistress, but superior, and a lady. has a place on spruce street, by raspberry alley, for select younger girls; unique idea, and very successful, i believe." jasper penny said comfortably, "humm!" the other continued, "i want graham to get out to shadrach furnace as soon as may be. that old stone house the foremen have occupied is nearly fixed for him. i am very well content, jasper, to have him in the iron trade, with you practically at its head. no deliberate favours, remember, and i have told him to look for nothing. but, at the same time--you comprehend: folly not to push the boy on fast as possible. no reason for us all to go through with the hardships of the first gilbert and his times. must have been fatiguing, the wilderness and english troubles and all that." "splendid, i should say," jasper penny replied. he repeated satirically the conversation he had heard above. "makes me ill. you will remember there was a howat, son of our original settler--now he must have been a lad! married some widow or other; wild at first, but made iron in the end." "a black penny, jasper; resembled you. personally, i like it better now." jasper penny surveyed with approbation stephen's full, handsome presence. jannan was a successful, a big, man. well, so was he too. but he thought with keen longing of the time when he was twenty-one, and free, free to roam self-sufficient. he thought of that howat penny of which they had spoken, black as he was black in the family tradition; he had seen hesselius's portrait of the other; and, but for the tied hair and continental buff, it might have been a replica of himself. it was curious--that dark strain of welsh blood, cropping out undiminished, concrete, after generations. the one to hold it before howat had been burned in mary's time, in the sixteenth century, dead almost three hundred years. jasper had a sudden, vivid sense of familiarity with the howat who had married some widow or other. his mind returned to his own, peculiar problem, to essie scofield, to the burden with which he had encumbered himself, the payment that faced him for--for his sheer youth. he said abruptly, belated: "you fit the present formal ease of society, stephen; you like it and it likes you. in a superficial way i have done well enough, but underneath--" his voice sank into silence. a profound, familiar dejection seized him; incongruously he thought of miss brundon's delicate shrinking from the mere contact of the amenities of speech. super-sensitive. "i must go," he announced, and refused stephen jannan's invitation for the night. "stay for some supper, anyhow," the other insisted, and, a hand on his arm, led him past the doors open upon the dancing. chandeliers, great coruscating pendants of glass prisms and candles, glittered above the expanse of whirling crinoline and blue coats, vermilion turbans, gilt feathers and flowered hair. the light fell on shoulders as white and elegantly sloping as alabaster vases, draped in rose and citron, in blanched illusion frosted and looped with silver; on bouquets of camellias swinging from jewelled chains against ruffled and belled skirts swaying about the revealed symmetry of lacy silk stockings and fragile slippers. "ah, jasper," stephen jannan said; "in our time, what! do you remember your first wellington boots? the gambling room and veranda at saratoga? tender eyes, old boy, and little tapering hands." jasper penny replied, "it seems my hair is grey." silence fell on them as they entered the dining room. a long table was burdened with elaborate pagodas of spun barley sugar topped with sprigs of orange blossom, the moulded creams of a charlotte polonaise, champagne jelly valanced with lemon peel, pyramids of glazed fruits on lacquered plates; with faintly iridescent belleek and fluted glass and ormolu; and, everywhere, the pale multitudinous flames of candles and the fuller radiance of astral lamps hung with lustres. jasper penny idly tore open a bon bon wrapped in a verse on fringed paper, "viens! viens! ange du ciel, je t'aime! je t'aime! et te le dire ici, c'est le bonheur supreme." love and the great hour of life! he had missed both; one, perhaps, with the other. his marriage to phebe, except for a brief flare at the beginning, had been as empty as the affair with essie scofield. god, how hollow living seemed! he had missed something; or else existence was an ugly deception, the false lure of an incomprehensible jest. the music beat in faint, mocking waves on his hearing, the lights of the supper shone in the gold bubbles of his wine glass. he drained it hurriedly. outside the night, lying cold on deserted squares, blurred with gas lamps, was like a vain death after the idle frivolity of stephen jannan's ball. in an instant, in the shutting of a door, the blackness had claimed him; the gaiety of warm flesh and laughter vanished. death ... and he had literally nothing in his hands, nothing in his heart. a duty, eunice, remained. the sound of his footfalls on the bricks, thrown back from blank walls, resembled the embodied, stealthy following of the injustice he had wrought. xii the following morning he made his way past the continuous produce arcade that held the centre of market street to the camden ferry. at the river the fish stall, with its circular green roof and cornucopias, reached almost to the gloomy ferry-house with its heavy odour of wet wood. the boat clattered through broken ice, by a trim packet ship, the _susquehanna_, and into the narrow canal through windmill island. camden was a depressing region of low, marshy land, its streets unpaved and without gas, the gutters full of frozen, stagnant water. he inquired the way to the reverend mr. needles', passed a brick meeting house, and, turning into fourth street, isolated frame dwellings, coming at last to a dingy wooden house with broken panes in the upper windows and a collapsing veranda at the edge of a blackened, skeleton wood. a tall, gaunt woman in a ravelled worsted shawl answered his summons, and informed him, interrupted by a prolonged coughing, that mr. needles was away on circuit. "i came for a child staying with you," jasper penny explained shortly, suppressing an involuntary repulsion at the degraded surroundings. "she's not well," the woman replied, with instant suspicion. "i don't just like to let a chancy person see her." he discarded all subterfuge. "i am her father," he stated. the other shifted to a whining self-defence. "and her in this sink!" she exclaimed, gazing at jasper penny's furred coat, his glossy hat and gloves and ebony cane. "i did all for her i could, considering the small money i was promised, and then half the time i didn't get that, neither. the lady owes for three weeks right now. i suppose you'll have to come in," she concluded grudgingly. they entered a dark hall, clay cold. beyond, in a slovenly kitchen hardly warmer, he found eunice, his daughter; a curiously sluggish child with a pinched, hueless face and a meagre body in a man's worn flannel shirt and ragged skirt and stockings. "here's your father," mrs. needles ejaculated. eunice stood in the middle of the bare floor, staring with pallid, open mouth at the imposing figure of the man. she said nothing; and jasper penny found her silence more accusing than a shrill torrent of reproach. "she's kind of heavy like," mrs. needles explained. "i have come to take you away," jasper penny said. then, turning to the woman: "are those all the clothes she has?" she grew duskily red. "there are some others about, but i don't just know where, and then she spoils them so fast." "that's a lie," the child announced, with a faint patch of colour on either thin cheek. "mr. needles sold them." the man decided to ignore such issues; his sole wish now was to take eunice away as speedily as possible. "well," he directed impatiently, "get a shawl, something to wrap her in." he regretted vainly that he had not come for the child in a carriage. he paid without a question what the woman said was owing; and, with eunice folded in a ragged plaid, prepared to depart. "i guess," the child decided, in a strangely mature voice, "we'd better take my medicine." she turned toward a mantel, mrs. needles made a quick movement in the same direction, but the small shape was before her. jasper penny took a bottle from the diminutive, cold hand. the label had been obliterated; but, impelled by a distrustful curiosity, he took out the cork. laudanum! he was at the point of an indignant condemnation when the words perished without utterance--not the haggard woman before him, but himself, jasper penny, was entirely guilty. he, in reality, had given the drug to his daughter, placed her in this sorry and bitter poverty. "come, eunice," he said, taking her by the hand, his face grey and stony. once more in the city he walked with the child to the ferry and foot of chestnut street, where they found places in the reaper, a stage brightly painted with snowy ships and drawn by four sorrel horses. his first concern was to purchase proper clothes for his daughter; then he would face the problem of her happier disposal. they passed the columned façade of the philadelphia bank, the custom house with its wide steps set back from the street, hedged dwellings, and the united states hotel to independence square and sixth street, where he lifted the child from the stage. they stopped before an entrance between bowed windows which had above it the sign, the misses dunlop, millinery. jasper penny had had no idea that it would be so difficult to procure clothes for a girl of seven. at first he was told that the necessary garments could not be furnished, when discussion revealed the fact that a nearly complete, diminutive wardrobe, especially ordered from paris and neglected by the customer, was to be had. in a surprisingly short while a sentimental saleswoman had apparelled eunice in black velvet with rows of small bows and gold buckles and a lace collar, cambric pantaloon ruffles swinging about her ankles, a quilted pink satin bonnet tied, like those of her elders', with a bow under her right cheek, and a muff and tippet of ermine. other articles--a frock of rose gros de chine, with a flounced skirt, a drab velvet bonnet turned in green smocked silk, and sheer underthings--he ordered delivered at sanderson's hotel. the effect of what laudanum eunice had taken faded, and her lethargy was replaced by an equally still, incredulous amazement. she followed jasper penny about with the mechanical rigidity of a minute sleepwalker. they went into a jewelry store beyond, with a square low bow window and white trimming, where he purchased a ring with a ruby, and small gold bracelets with locks and chains. his restless desire was to clothe eunice in money, to overwhelm her with gifts; yet, although an evident delight struggled through her stupefaction, he failed to get from the expenditure the release he sought. a leaden sense of blood guiltiness persisted in him. at parkinson's, the confectioner opposite the state house, he bought her syllabubs, a frozen rose cordial and black cake. on leaving, he paused at the marble steps with a lantern on either side and awning drawn out over the pavement, considering the next move. it should be toys--a german doll, slate and coloured crayons and jumping-figures. then he took her back to his rooms at the hotel. sitting in a stiff crimson chair opposite him, the doll clasped in straining fingers, and a flush of excitement on her sharp features, she presented an enormous difficulty. what, justly, was he to do with her? how could he provide for a reasonable happiness, a healthy, normal existence? he decided coldly that he would prevent essie scofield's influence from ever touching the child again. essie, he knew, was utterly without any warmth of motherhood. she had solely and callously used their daughter to extort money from him. but, he admitted to himself, neither had he any feeling of parentage for the small, lonely figure before him; nothing but a burning self-accusation, a lacerated pride. his act proceeded entirely from his head in place of his heart. for that very reason, jasper penny thought, he could give his daughter a greater measure of security. he would see stephen jannan to-morrow and with the lawyer's assistance get complete control of eunice's future. he must alter his will. none of this, however, assisted in solving the actual immediate necessity. there was, certainly, myrtle forge; his mother, however she might silently suffer, protest, would ultimately accede in his wishes. but it was a dreary place for a child, with only the companionship of old women. he was, for the greater part, away in the interest of his widely scattered activities, forges, furnaces, nail factories and rolling mills. he felt in anticipation the censure of the penny connections that would rise like a wall and shut eunice from the companionship of the other children, of the family, embittering her at what he had somewhere heard described as the formative period of growth. his home, he decided, for the present at least, was an undesirable place for his daughter. it was, he discovered, past two, and he remorsefully summoned a servant. he gazed with bewilderment at the list of dinner dishes tended him; bear's meat, he felt, canvas back duck or terrapin, was not a diet proper to seven; but he solved the perplexity by ordering snipe, rolled and sugared cakes filled with whipped cream and preserved strawberries, and a deep apple pandowdy. after this, and a block of nougat, eunice discovered herself to be sleepy. as she lay with tossed arms and pale streaming hair under the feather coverlet of a great hotel bed he saw with a sharp uneasiness that, in a subtle but unmistakable accent, she resembled her mother, essie scofield. xiii his thoughts darkened with the falling day; he supposed them to be solely addressed to the problem of eunice; but, in reality, they constantly evaded his will, following countless trivialities, and returned to his own, peculiar need. he made some small changes of dress for the evening, replacing brown with glazed black boots, and struggled, with one hand, through the ordeal of tying a formal neckcloth. he had purposely left behind his negro servant as a possible source of unguarded chatter. when jasper penny had finished he went in to eunice and found her awake. the new clothes lay in their open boxes; and, lighting candles, he wondered if he had better have some one in to assist her. "can you fix yourself up in these?" he asked, indicating the purchases. "oh, yes," she assured him gravely; "that is except the very backest buttons." she stood by the folded piles of shirred muslin, the elaborate velvets and silks and ribbons, obviously at a loss before such an unparalleled choice; and he was once more disturbed by the attenuation of her small body. but that could be soon remedied; she had suffered other, far greater, irremedial, oppressions; her very birth had confronted her, in the puritanical self-righteousness of his world, with an almost insuperable barrier to happiness. still back of that, even before the birth of himself and essie scofield, back, back in the unguessed past, eunice had been shaped, condemned. her fate had only culminated in his own unbalanced passion, in a desire that had blinded him like a flash of ignited powder, leaving him with a sense of utter void, of inexplicable need. "for what?" he demanded unconsciously and bitterly aloud. eunice, startled, dropped the garment in her hands. she gazed at him with a shrinking dread. "come," he told her gently, "that will be very pretty; and, don't you think, the velvet bonnet with green?" after supper he questioned her. "what time do you usually go to bed?" she answered promptly, "when it got too cold to stay up, at mr. needles', but i wouldn't know here." "we might go to the circus," he suggested, half doubtful of the propriety of such a course. however, they went. she clung tightly to his sleeve before the illuminated, high-pillared façade of welches' circus, where jasper took seats in a box. eunice was breathless before the gleaming white and gold of the interior, the fabulous, glittering chandelier, the crimson draperies and great curtain with its equestrienne on a curvetting steed. the orchestra, with a blare of trombones, announced the raising of the curtain and appearance of mr. john mays, the celebrated clown. he was followed by chinese sports, the vision of cupid and zephyr, and the songs, the programme stated, of lowrie and williams. these gentlemen, in superb yellow satin, emphasized harmoniously the fact that "and joy is but a flower, the heart with sorrow meeting will wither 'neath its power." jasper penny wondered abstractedly what was to be done with the tense, excitable child at his side? a voice from the wings announced: "mouse and harebell, the lilliputian ponies, with infant jockies, the smallest schooled racers in existence." and the word "schooled" recalled to him the diffident woman he had met at stephen jannan's, the night before. miss ... brundon. a place for the education of younger girls. he could send eunice there, for the present at any rate; and decide later upon her ultimate situation. miss brundon had a sensitive, yes, distinctly, a fine face. her school, he remembered, was at raspberry alley, far out spruce street, close to tenth. he drew a deep breath of relief at this bridging of the immediate complications the child presented. the next morning, again in the reaper coach, they rolled west over chestnut street, past a theatre with elevated statues of comedy and tragedy, the arcade with its outside stairs mounting across the front, stone mansions set back in gardens with gravelled paths, and the moorish bulk of masonic hall half hid by stores. beyond the circus they proceeded on foot to a four square brick dwelling with weeping willows and an arched wood sign above the entrance painted with the designation, "miss brundon's select academy." jasper penny found miss brundon in a small, bare, immaculate office. she was sitting at a table; and, as he entered, with eunice dragging desperately at his hand, she half rose, with a quick, faint blush. "mr. penny," she exclaimed, in a low, charming surprise. "i didn't expect, so soon, to have the pleasure ... here, at my school." he firmly moved eunice from her position at his back. "an unexpected pleasure for me," he replied. "i came to consult with you about this little girl--the daughter of a friend of mine. a friend, i may add, in difficult circumstances, and for whom i am prepared to do a great deal. i had hoped--stephen jannan told me about your exceptional establishment--that you could take her. she needs just the supervision that i am certain you offer." "of course," she replied immediately, "i'd be glad to have any one recommended by you. i do think my school is unusual. you see, there is almost no provision for the supervision of such young ladies. and i have been very fortunate in my girls; i try not to be snobbish, mr. penny; but, indeed, if a place like this is to be useful, some care is required. probably you would like an assurance of their studies and deportment." "no," he stopped her hastily; "it is quite enough to have seen you." a deeper, painful colour suffused her cheeks. he had, he thought, been inexcusably clumsy. he had unconsciously given voice to the conviction that miss brundon, like her establishment, was exceptional. she was, ordinarily, too pale for beauty; her countenance, with high, cheek bones, was irregular; yet her eyes, tranquil blue, held a steady quality almost the radiance of an inward light. her diffidence, it was clear, co-existed with a firm, inviolable spirit. he said, later: "you will discover that there are many things eunice requires, and i would be obliged if you would procure them without stint, and send the accounts to my philadelphia office. the child has been in circumstances of considerable poverty; but i wish to give her whatever advantages money can bring. yes--eunice scofield. and--" he hesitated, "in view of this...." "i understand, oh, completely," susan brundon interrupted him warmly. "you don't wish your charity exposed; and not only on your own account, but from consideration for the susceptibilities of the parents, parent--a mother, i gather." it had been, he thought, leaving, ridiculously simple. his meeting with miss brundon was a fortunate chance. a fine, delicate, unworldly woman; a fineness different from phebe's, submerged in the pursuit of her own salvation. the former, he realized, was close to forty. if she had been sympathetic with a strange child such as eunice how admirably she would attend any of her own. unmarried. the blindness of men, their fatuous choice, suddenly surprised him. he determined to proceed directly to stephen jannan, and put into motion at once the solving of his daughter's future. never, he repeated, should eunice fall again into the lax hands of essie scofield. stephen would advise him shrewdly, taking advantage of the law, or skilfully overcoming its obstacles. he had unbounded faith in the power of money where essie was concerned; at the same time he had no intention of laying himself open to endless extortion, threats, almost inevitable, ultimate scandal. what a bog he had strayed into, a quagmire reaching about him in every direction. he must discover firmer ground ahead, release from the act of that other man, his youth. the memory of the serene purity of miss brundon's office recurred to him like a breath from the open spaces where he had first known the deep pleasure of an utter freedom of spirit. jasper penny, revolving the complications of his position, made his way directly over the uneven sidewalk of spruce street to fourth; there, passing the high, narrow residences of society hill, he proceeded to stephen's office, beyond chestnut. it was in a square brick edifice of an earlier period, with a broad marble step and door and wide windows coped in scoured white stone. the lawyer's private chamber was bare, with snowy panelling and mahogany, the high sombre shelves of a calf-bound law library, a ponderous cabriolet table, sturdy, rush-seated dutch chairs, and a franklin stove with slender brass capitols and shining hod. "a chair, jasper," stephen jannan directed. "you ought to know them, they came out of myrtle forge--some of old gilbert's. your mother gave them to me when she did over the house in this new french fancy." jasper penny was momentarily at a loss for an adequate opening of the subject that had brought him there. finally he plunged directly into his purpose. "you must know, stephen," he said, "that i am decidedly obligated to a mrs. scofield." jannan nodded shortly. "the thing dragged on for a number of years, but is quite dead now; in fact, it has been for a considerable number of months. that, in itself, doesn't bother me; it is comparatively simple; but there is a child, a girl, stephen." "i didn't know that," the other acknowledged. "it is an ugly difficulty. do you wish to legitimatize your--the child? there is marriage of course." "i have no intention of marrying essie scofield," jasper penny said coldly. "and i am almost certain she wouldn't consent if i had. i am quite willing to assume a proper responsibility; but there is a limit to my conception of that. there was never any serious question of marriage; there is none now. i simply wish to get complete control of eunice; by adoption, perhaps; she is seven years old." "there are no laws of adoption, as such, in pennsylvania," jannan told him. "the only state with that provision is louisiana; there, by an act of legislature, the thing can be legalized. i could arrange it through correspondence, a certain residence within the state. it would be cumbersome and expensive, but possible." he paused, frowning. "devilish awkward," he muttered; "make a stench in a family such as ours. however," he added, "a contract practically to the same effect can be drawn. this, with her consent, would be entirely binding on mrs. scofield. if the child can write it would be well to have her signature on the deed. bring them here; she should have counsel." "after that, i suppose, the name could be arranged." "exactly. the child, of course, would have no legal status as your heir. anything she got would have to be willed direct." the other nodded. it was all far more simple than he had hoped. he almost saw a definite lightening of the future. "is the girl with her mother now?" jannan queried. "i took her away yesterday," jasper penny replied negligently. "we went to the circus, and at present she is at miss brandon's academy." he was surprised by the sudden concern on his cousin's handsome, florid countenance. "by heaven, jasper," the lawyer exclaimed, "am i to understand that you took a--well, an illegitimate child, to miss brundon, left her in the school? it's--it's incredible." "why not?" "if such a thing were known it would ruin susan brundon over night. haven't you a conception of how this is regarded? she would be stripped of pupils as if the place reeked of malignant fever. a most beastly egotistical and selfish act." "never thought of that," jasper penny admitted. he saw again the fine, sensitive face of miss brundon, presiding over the establishment that was like an emanation of her diffident and courageous spirit; the last person alive he would harm. and people were exactly as stephen had said, particularly women. they would destroy susan brundon ruthlessly, without a moment's hesitation. he thought of her as suffering incalculably, betrayed by his implied lie; he saw her eyes stricken with pain, her hands twisting together.... he rose sharply. "a blind, infernal fool!" he ejaculated, grasping his hat. "i'm glad i saw you when i did. put it right at once. obliged, stephen; come to you later about changing my will and the rest." he was in such haste to remove the danger of eunice from susan brundon that not until he again stood at the door of the academy did he realize what a difficult explanation lay before him. unconsciously he had reached a point where he would do his utmost to avoid hurting her. already she occupied an unusual elevation in his thoughts, an unworldly plane bathed in a white radiance. she was not in the office, but soon appeared, with a questioning gaze; and, he felt, an appealing lessening of her reserve. he hesitated, casting vainly about for an acceptable expression of his errand. another lie, he thought, acutely distressed, must be necessary. "i am extremely sorry, miss brandon," he told her, "but unexpected developments in the last hour make it necessary for me to remove eunice from your school." a slow flush invaded her countenance lifted to meet his troubled gaze. "mr. penny!" she exclaimed, in a faint dismay. "oh, i hope it is because of nothing--nothing derogatory you have heard. please tell me directly--" "absolutely no," he replied, his voice carrying a vibrating reassurance. "you are entirely without the need of recommendation, far beyond any unfavourable report. i am profoundly disturbed by causing you inconvenience, and i only hope to offer you sufficient apology; but i shall have to take eunice away with me, at once." "perhaps her mother can't bear separation." "it is not that," he said grimly, a tangible hurt sharpening within; "but something that cannot be gone into, with you." she turned away immediately. "i will send for her," she replied. they stood facing but mutually avoiding each other's gaze while eunice was being fetched. "her things have already come from the hotel," miss brundon proceeded. "where shall i send them?" eunice broke in with a shrill protest. "do i have to go? i don't want to." her face was scarlet with revolt. "i can walk up and down the room with a book on my head, while another little girl had to be all done with a board to her back." jasper penny wondered if he would see miss brundon again soon. the last was an afterthought bred by the realization that he could not permit her to depart absolutely from his life. there was a great deal that he, a rich and influential man of practical affairs, might do for her. he was certain that susan brundon needed exactly the assistance he could give; probably people robbed her, traded callously on her unsuspicious nature. yet, when the moment came to leave, he could think of nothing to say beyond the banality of looking for her at the jannans'. "i go out very little," she told him; "the work here absorbs me; and, unfortunately, my eyes are not strong. they require constant rest." he expressed regret once more for any disturbance he might have caused; and, after hesitating awkwardly, left with eunice hanging fretfully at his hand. what, in god's name, was he to do with the child? he walked slowly, his face half lost in the fur of his overcoat, oblivious, in his concentration on the difficulties of her situation, of eunice progressing discontentedly at his side. a petulant complaint rose at intervals to an audible sob. looking down, as the sobs threatened to become a continuous crying, he saw the top of the velvet bonnet and her diminutive hands in scarlet knitted mitts. he would have to stop dragging her from place to place; a suitable position for the present was all he hoped for now. there must be other institutions, larger and farther away, to which eunice could be sent. he had a vague memory of such a place somewhere on the delaware, was it at burlington? but he could not continue living with his daughter at sanderson's hotel. jasper penny decided that he would take her that afternoon to the house of the head machinist of his nail works at jaffa, the town that, its beginning growing largely out of the penny industries, lay a scant mile from myrtle forge. speever was a superior man; his wife, a robust cornish woman in a crisp apron, would give eunice an energetic and proper care. a thin, flexible mantle of snow lay over the drab earth, sweeping up to a grecian marble edifice, making more dreary the bulk of the eastern penitentiary and foundation of girard college, and emphasizing the winter desertion of the reaches of the fairmount water works. she soon grew absorbed in the various aspects of their transportation--the echo of the whip cracking over the mules that drew the coaches across the covered viaduct, the labouring stationary engine and their slow ascent beyond. they saw, lining the river, a cemetery elevated starkly against the sky; and followed a canal by a broken, black flood between snowy banks. past a town with impressive residences and manufactories with low spreading veils of smoke, they came on a confusion of canals and canal boats, lock dams and bridges, mules and raffish crews with tanned faces and brightly coloured jackets and boots. again crossing the river and a shallow, tranquil valley, the train brigade rolled into the main street of jaffa. it was a town of small brick dwellings, spaced in orderly yards, echoing to the diminished clamour of the penny rolling mills on the outskirts. beyond the walls, starkly red against the snow, the blackened main street, the river was spotted with ice. edgar speever's wife accepted eunice with an immediate and unquestioning capability, and jasper penny turned away with a momentary but immense relief. in a few days, after the deed for the possession of the child had been executed, he could place her more permanently. he walked out to the miscellaneous group of buildings and cluttered yards that held his inherited activity; and in the small single-roomed building of the main office discussed with his superintendent the changes, improvements of process, then under way. the old nail machines, propelled by the feet and hands of an operator, and producing but one nail at a time, had been replaced by a high power engine, self-heading machinery. the superintendent complained of the pig from the new hot blast furnaces. "impure," he declared. "and this new stone coal firing, too, makes but poor stuff. it'll never touch the old charcoal forging. hammered bar's at ninety, and i'm glad to get it then. the puddling furnaces will do something with the grey pig; we have eight in blast now, turning out the railroad and heavier bars. this year will see forty-five hundred tons of iron worked, and close to four thousand kegs of nails." jasper penny listened attentively; it was his intention soon to dispense entirely with all the time-honoured methods of iron manufacture. water power, with its unequal flow, any large employment of charcoal, growing increasingly expensive with the rapid diminishment of the forests, must give place to the steam blast machine and anthracite. if his manager was unable to change, develop, with the changing times he would find another, more scientific. outside the early twilight made more grey the dingy sheds and buildings, the heaped slag; the long brick rectangle of the rolling mill, with its triple imposed, ventilated roof and the high, smoking stacks of the puddling furnaces, rising four from either length, gave out an undiminished, deafening uproar, the clamour of the bars falling out from the rollers, the spatter of hammers and dull dragging of heavy weights. the engine of the nail works rent all other sound with an unaccustomed, harsh blast.... jasper penny was conscious of a deep, involuntary relief when he reached the comparative tranquillity, the secession of vexatious problems, accomplished by myrtle forge. xiv there was, as always, an elaborate, steaming supper, with his mother, in a pelisse of black silk ruching, and amity merken at their places. he noted that an empty chair had been put, as customary, at the opposite end of the table, and with a trace of impatience ordered its removal. he wondered momentarily at his petty act; and then his thoughts returned to susan brundon. jasper penny saw her blue gaze lifted to his face, the hesitating smile; he felt again the pervading influence of her delicate yet essentially unshrinking spirit. she would possess an enormous steadfastness of purpose, he decided; a potentiality of immovable self-sacrifice. yet she was the gentlest person alive. an unusual and resplendent combination of traits, rare possibilities. she had told him that she seldom went about--her school absorbed her, and her eyes needed care, rest. he must ask stephen jannan further about her. they were sitting, jasper penny, his mother and her sister, in the parlour; a large, square chamber hung with dark maroon paper and long, many tasselled and corniced window curtains in sombre green plush. a white wedgewood mantel with ornaments in olive and blue, above a brass-fretted closed stove, supported a high mirror, against which were ranged a pair of tall astral lamps shining in green and red spars of light through their pendants, a french clock--a crystal ball in a miniature ionic pavilion of gilt--and artificial bouquets of coloured wax under glass domes. a thick carpet of purplish black velvet pile covered the floor from wall to wall; stiff adam chairs and settee with wheelbacks of black and gold were upholstered in dusky ruby and indigo. ebony tables of framed, inlaid onyx held tortoise shell and lacquer ornaments, an inlaid tulip-wood music-box, volumes in elaborately tooled morocco, and a globe where, apparently, metallic fish were suspended in a translucent, green gloom. the light from the multiple candelabras of ormolu and cut lustres streamed from the walls over jasper penny, sunk forward in profound absorption, and his mother's busy, fat hands working with gay worsteds. at her side a low stand of rubbed chinese vermilion held her spilling yarns. her face was placid, dryly pinkish and full. an irreproachable, domestic female. herself the daughter of a successful pennsylvania german ironmaster, her wealth had doubled the penny successes. there had been other children; jasper could only faintly remember two, mostly in the form of infantile whimpering. the inevitable termination of the evening was readied by the appearance of a pitcher of steaming, spiced mulled wine. a cupful was formally presented to amity merken; gilda penny sipped hers with an audible satisfaction, and jasper penny absently drank the fragrant compound of cinnamon bark and lemon, cloves, sugar and claret. a measure of that, before retiring, could not but be beneficial to susan brundon, fatigued by the duties of her academy. he thought of the sharper breath of the brandy and oranges compounded by essie scofield. a thin odour of foxglove clung to the memory of his wife. xv jasper penny supplemented jannan's letter to essie scofield, asking for an appointment with his client at the law office, with a short communication laying before her the condition in which he had found eunice, his knowledge of her neglect to provide their daughter with the funds he had sent for that purpose, and definite plans for his complete control of the child. at the despatch of this he felt that his duty, where essie as a formal parent resided, was ended. it was now only a question of an agreement on terms. he got no reply, other than a notification from stephen jannan that a meeting had been arranged for the following week. and, at eleven o'clock, on a clear, thin blue winter morning, he mounted, with eunice, to the entrance of jannan's offices on fourth street. essie scofield, in widespread mulberry silk with tight sleeves and broad steel buttons, a close brimmed blue bonnet filled with lilacs and tied with an old rose ribbon, was more compelling than jasper penny had remembered her for, actually, years. a coffee-coloured india shawl, with a deep fringe and trace of a lining checkered in cherry and black slipping from her shoulders, toned her appearance to a potential dignity. "eunice," she exclaimed, as the child entered, "do come here at my side!" a small, cold mouth was silently raised for a straining embrace. stephen jannan proceeded at once, addressing essie scofield. "mr. penny informs me that he has written you explaining our purpose. i have already instructed you of the law in such a connexion, and there remains only your signatures to these papers. i begged you, if you will remember, to come with counsel, but since you have not done that it will be best for you to read this deed, which is quite clear in its intent." essie gazed dramatically at the paper the lawyer tended her. "it means," she said, "that i am to lose eunice, and because i cannot offer her any advantages beyond those of a slim purse. i am a most unfortunate creature." jasper penny scraped his chair back impatiently, but stephen enforced his silence with a gesture. "while my client understands that no monetary consideration can compensate for the breaking of ties of affection," stephen jannan went on smoothly, "and while he offers none in payment to that end, still we feel that some material recognition should be due you. have you anything to say, suggest, at this point?" essie scofield's arm was about eunice's waist. "i am to be parted from my little daughter," she exclaimed; "and my tears are to be stopped with gold--an affectionate breast, a heart-wrung appeal, stilled by a bribe. that is the price paid by a trusting, an unsuspicious, female. long ago, when a mere girl, dazzled by--" "we won't go into that," jannan interrupted, "but confine ourselves to the immediate development. by signing the paper in question, and accepting a sum of money, you surrender all claim to this child, known as eunice scofield." "how will that affect my--my position in other ways?" she demanded, in a suddenly shrewd, suspicious tone. "not at all," the lawyer assured her. she sobbed once, emotionally; and eunice regarded her with a wide, unsparing curiosity. "a stranger to me," she gasped, with a paper white face and fluttering eyelids. jasper penny ejaculated sharply, "how much, essie?" in a moment, he judged, familiar with a potential hysteria, she might faint, scream; there were clerks, people, in the next rooms. on the brink of collapse she hesitated, twisting her purple kid gloves. "ten thousand dollars," she said. stephen jannan glanced swiftly at his cousin, and the latter nodded. "that is satisfactory," jannan announced. "a mere formality--witnesses." essie scofield traced her signature in round, unformed characters; jasper penny followed with a hasty, small script; and eunice, seated at the impressive table, printed her name slowly, blotting it with a trailing sleeve. the lawyer swung back the door of a heavy safe, and took out a package of white bills of exchange on the bank of pennsylvania. essie counted the notes independently, thrust the money into a steel-beaded reticule with silk cords, and rose, gathering together her cashmere shawl. she ignored eunice totally in the veiled gaze she directed at jasper penny. "it is better," she told him, "if you write first when you expect to visit me. really, the last time, with some friends there, you were impossible." he bowed stiffly. "don't let a sense of duty bring you," she concluded boldly. "i get on surprisingly well as it is, as it is," she reiterated, and, he thought, her voice bore almost a threat. when she had gone the two men sat gazing in a common perplexity at the child. stephen jannan's lips were compressed, jasper penny's face was slightly drawn as if by pain. eunice was investigating a thick stick of vermilion sealing wax and a steel die. "well?" jannan queried, nodding toward the table. "i thought something of burlington," penny replied, "but decided to place her in new york. want to give her all the chance possible. i intend, at what seems the proper time, to secure her my own name." he stopped the objection clouding his cousin's countenance. "we won't argue that, please. now about the will; the provision must be explicit and generous. there, at least, i am able to meet a just requirement." jasper penny's will was produced, a codicil projected, appended, and witnesses recalled. "i wanted to inquire about miss brundon," jasper said finally, the business despatched. "she seems to me very fragile for the conducting of an academy. is there no family, men, to support her? and her institution--does it continue to progress well?" "very." jannan replied to the last question first. "her children come from the best families in the city; and, under my advice, her charges are high. she has a brother, i believe, a cotton merchant of new orleans, and quite prosperous. but he has a large family, and susan will not permit him to deprive it of a dollar for her benefit. as you say, she is not strong; but in spite of that she needs no man's patronage. the finest qualities, jasper, the most elevated spirit. a little too conscientious, perhaps; and, although she is thirty-nine, curiously ignorant of the world; but rare ... rare. it almost seems as if there were a conspiracy to keep ugly truths away from her." truths, jasper penny thought bitterly, such as had just been revealed in stephen's office. there was, it seemed, nothing he could do for susan brundon. he envied the lawyer his position of familiar adviser, the ease with which the other spoke her name: susan. he rose, fumbling with a jade seal. "come, eunice," he said, the lines deepening about his mouth and eyes. stephen jannan assisted him into the heavy, furred coat. "well, jasper," he remarked sympathetically, "if we could but look ahead, if we were older in our youth, yes, and younger in our increasing age, the world would be a different place." he held out to eunice a newly minted brazilian goldpiece. "good-bye," he addressed her; "command me if i can be of any use." she clutched the gold tightly, and jasper penny led her out into the winter street. "we must have dinner," he said gravely. "with some yellow rock candy," she added, "and syllabubs." xvi he returned to myrtle forge from new york with a mingled sense of pleasure and the feeling that his place was unsupportably empty. the loneliness of which he had been increasingly conscious seemed to have its focus in his house. the following morning he walked restlessly down the short, steep descent to the forge, lying on its swift water diverted from canary creek. unlike a great many iron families of increasing prosperity, the pennys had not erected the unsightly buildings of their manufacturing about the scene of their initial activity and mansion. jasper's father, daniel barnes penny, under whose hand their success had largely multiplied, had grouped their first rolling mill and small nail works by the canal at jaffa, preserving the pastoral aspect of myrtle forge, with its farmland and small, ancient, stone buildings. jasper had only made some unimportant changes at the forge itself--the pigs were subjected to the working of two hearths now, the chafery, where the greater part of the sulphur was burned out, and the finery. the old system of bellows had been replaced by a wood cylinder, compressing air by piston into a chamber from which the blast was regulated. a blacksmith's shed had been added in the course of time, and a brick coke oven. he stopped at the forge shed, filled with ruddy light and shadow, the ringing of hammers, and silently watched the malleable metal on the anvil. flakes of glowing iron fell, changing from ruby to blue and black. the penny iron! the forge had been operated continuously since seventeen twenty-seven, hammering out the foundation of his, jasper's, position. he had taken a not inconsiderable place in the succession of the men of his family; in him the pennys had reached their greatest importance, wealth. but after him ... what? he was, now, the last penny man. the foothold gilbert had cut out of the wild, which howat and casimir--an outlandish name obviously traceable to his mother, the foreign widow--had, in turn, increased for daniel and jasper, would be dissipated. his great, great aunt, caroline, marrying a solid quaker, had contributed, too, to the family stamina; while her granddaughter, wedding a jannan, had increased the social prestige and connections of the family. the jannans, bankers and lawyers, had already converted the greater part of their iron inheritance into more speculative finance; and the burden of the industry rested on jasper penny's shoulders. at his death the name, the long and faithful labour, the tangible monument of their endurance and rectitude, except for the tenuous, momentary fact of eunice, would be overthrown, forgot. he was conscious of a strong inner protest against such oblivion. he had, of course, often before lamented the fact that he had no son; but suddenly his loss became a hundred times more poignant, regrettable. jasper penny caught again the remembered, oppressive odour of foxglove, the aromatic reek of brandy and oranges; one, in its implications, as sterile as the other. he was possessed by an overwhelming sense of essential failure, a recurrence of the dark mood that had enveloped him in leaving the jannans' ball. yet, he thought again, he was still in the midstride of his life, his powers. his health was unimpaired; his presence bore none of the slackening aspect of increasing years. these feelings occupied him, speeding in a single cutter sleigh over the crisp snow of the road leading from his home to shadrach furnace, where graham jannan and his young wife had been newly installed in the foremens' dwelling. there was a slight uneasiness about graham's lungs, in consequence of which he had been taken out of the banking house of an uncle, jannan and provost, and set at the more robust task of picking up the management of an iron furnace. it was early afternoon; the sky was as dryly powdered with unbroken blue as was the earth with white. the silver bells and scarlet pompons of the harness crackled in the still, intense cold; and a blanched vapour hung about the horse's head. jasper penny, enveloped in voluminous buffalo robes and fur, gazed with an increased interest at the familiar, flowing scene; nearby the forest had been cut, and suave, rolling fields stretched to a far mauve haze of trees; the ultramarine smoke of farmhouse chimneys everywhere climbed into the pale wash of sunlight; orderly fence succeeded fence. how rapidly, and prosperous, the country was growing! even he could remember wide reaches of wild that were now cultivated. the game, quail and wild turkey and deer, was fast disappearing. the country was growing amazingly, too, extending through the louisiana purchase, state by state, to mexico and the texan border. the era of the greatness of the united states had hardly begun, while it was more than probable that the greatness, the power, of the penny family faced an imminent destruction. his revolt at this, joining the more personal sense of the emptiness of his existence, filled him with a bitter energy, a determination to conquer, somehow, the obdurate facts hemming him in. the sleigh dropped over a rise into a shallow fold of hills, with a collection of structures on a slope, and a number of solid, small grey stone dwellings. he glanced subconsciously at the stack of shadrach furnace, and saw that it was in blast--a colourless, lively flame, with a thin, white smoke like crumpled muslin, playing about its base. the metallic ring of a smithy rose at a crossing of roads, and, from the cast house, drifted the refrain of a german song. he turned in by the comparatively long, low façade of the house where the jannans were living. a negro led the horse and sleigh back to a stable; and, briskly sounding the polished iron doorknocker, he let himself into the dining room, a chamber with a wide, pot-hung fireplace and plain mahogany consul tables with wood chairs brightly painted with archaic flowers and scrolls in gold. standing at the far side of the room, delicately outlined against a low, deeply embrasured window, was susan brundon. a slow tide of colour rose to her ordinarily pale cheeks, corresponding with a formless gladness permeating his own being. she wore ruffled lavender with a clear lace pelerine caught at her breast by a knot of straw-coloured ribbon and sprig of rose geranium. "mr. penny," she said, with a little gasp of surprise; but her gaze was unwavering, candid. "why not?" he replied lightly. "i have a small interest in shadrach. you are surprising--so far from that absorbing academy." "it's my eyes again," she explained. "i am obliged to rest. there is a very good assistant at the school; and mary sweetly thought the country would do me good." "it is really miraculous," mary jannan stated, entering from the kitchen; "she'll almost never. weren't we lucky?" she was a small woman with smooth brown hair and an air of quiet capability. "and it's splendid to see you," she continued to jasper penny. "don't for a minute think you'll get off before to-morrow, perhaps not then. graham is out, chop-chopping wood. actually--the suave graham." she indicated a high row of pegs for jasper penny's furs. "everything is terribly primitive. most of the furniture was so sound that we couldn't bring ourselves to discard it all, however old-fashioned. little by little." graham jannan entered, a tall, thin young man with crisp, pale yellow hair and a clean shaven, sanguine countenance with challenging light blue eyes. he greeted the older man with a firm, cold hand clasp. "i suppose you've come out to discover what i have learned about iron. well, i know now that a sow is not necessarily a lady, and that some blooms have no bouquet. good rum has, though, after sleighing." upon alternately burning his fingers and throat with a steaming glass of st. croix, jasper penny and graham jannan proceeded to the furnace where, in the cast house, they watched the preparations for a flow of metal. the head founder, mcquatty, bearded to the eyes and swathed in a hide apron, stood at the ironmaster's side. "the charcoal you'd get's not worth a bawbee," he complained; "soft stuff would hardly run lead. and where they'd cut six thousand cords of wood will no longer show more than four. shadrach ought to put out twenty-eight tons of pig in a week; and you see the statements." "stone coal," jasper penny replied; "and a hot blast." he turned to describe the latter to jannan. "it'll come," the founder agreed, "and the quality will go." he went forward to tap the clay-sealed hearth. the liquid iron poured into the channels of its sand bed, sputtering and slowly fading to dingy grey. "i'd like you to take hold of this," jasper penny told the younger man; "great changes, improvements, are just over the hill. i'll miss them--a link between the old and the new. but you would see it all. the railroad will bring about an iron age; and then, perhaps, steel. i look for trouble, too--this damned states rights. the south has been uneasy since the carolina nullification act. it will be a time for action." he gazed keenly at graham jannan. a promising young man, he thought, with a considerable asset in his wife. a woman, the right woman, could make a tremendous difference in a man's capabilities. he elaborated this thought fantastically at dinner, sitting opposite susan brundon. mary jannan wore orange crêpe, with black loops of ball fringe and purple silk dahlias; and, beside her, miss brundon's dress was noticeably simple. she volunteered little, but, when directly addressed, answered in a gentle, hesitating voice that veiled the directness, the conviction, of her replies. the right woman, jasper penny repeated silently. ten, fifteen, years ago, when he had been free, he would have acted immediately on the feeling that susan brundon was exactly the wife he wanted. but no such person had appeared at that momentous period in his life. however, then he had been a totally different being; perhaps the appreciation of miss brundon, her actual reality, lay for him entirely in his own perceptions. but if she would not have been the woman for him then, by heaven, she was now! he expressed this unaware of its wide implications, unconscious of the effect it would instantly have. the thing silently uttered bred an enormously increased need, the absolute determination that she was necessary to his most perfunctory being. the thought of her alone, he discovered, had been sufficient to give him a new energy, a sense of rare satisfaction. shortly expressed, he wanted to marry her; he had not, he told himself oddly, ever been married. the word had a significance which heretofore he had completely missed. a strange emotion stirred into being, a longing thrown out from his new desire, the late-born feeling of dissatisfaction; it was a wish for something in susan brundon which he experienced but could not name. roughly stated it was a hunger to surround her with security, comfort, to fortify the, at best, doubtful position of life in death for her. yet he acknowledged to himself that this regard for her safety was mostly the result of his own inner, blind striving. her happiness had magically become his. beyond that he was unable to penetrate. after supper they gathered in the chamber beyond the dining room. here jasper penny found an incongruous mingling of old and new furniture. there was a high, waxed walnut desk and cabinet, severely simple, and before it a chair with a back of elaborately carved and gilded tulips tufted in plum-coloured velvet. the thick carpet was a deep rose, and the drapery of the mantel and windows garnet. a painted hood of brilliant chinese colours had been fastened before what was evidently an open hearth, for which a coal stove was substituted. on the middle of the floor was an oriental hassock in silver brocade; while a corner held a spinet-piano decorated in roseate cupids, flower sprays and gold leaf. again, an old clock in spanish mahogany, with a rudely painted glass door, had been left on the wall. mary jannan, at the piano, wove a delicate succession of arpeggios. she sang, in a small and graceful voice, a cavatina, _tanti palpiti_. then, "ah, que les amours ... de beaux heurs." jasper penny listened with an unconscious, approving pretence of understanding. but when, in the course of her repertoire, she reached _sweet sister fay_, and _the horn of my loved one i hear_, his pleasure became active. susan brundon, on the hassock, lifted her sensitive face to the mild candle light, and its still pallor gave him a shock of delight. her hands were folded in the voluminous sweep of her crinoline; the ribbons at her breast rose and fell softly. jasper penny and graham were smoking long, fragrant cigars that the former had produced from a lacquered case, and jannan had the ingredients of the hot punch at his elbow. it amused the young man to persuade susan brandon to take a sip from his glass; and they all laughed at her subsequent gasping. jasper penny was astoundingly happy; his being radiated a warmth and contentment more potent than that of the st. croix rum. it was accompanied by an extraordinary lightness of spirit, a feeling of the desirability of life. the memory of his greying hair had left him; not, it was true, to be replaced by the surging emotions of youth, but by a deep satisfaction. susan brundon, susan ... the right woman. he marvelled again at the brightness of spirit that shone in her--like a flame through a fine paper lantern. susan, at myrtle forge. his thought became concrete; he knew now, definitely, that he had determined to marry her. his peace of mind increased. there was no need for hurry, the mere idea was irradiating; yet there must be no unnecessary delay. incontrovertibly he had passed forty. the best period in a man's life. they would go to the west indies, he decided. a ring with a square emerald, and roses of pearls. it was, almost immediately, time to retire. his room, narrow with a sloping wall, had a small window giving on a flawless rectangle of snow like the purity of susan brundon. as he lay in bed, staring wakefully against the dark, another memory crept into his thoughts--the echo of a small, querulous voice, "yellow rock candy and syllabubs." eunice! a sudden consternation seized him as he realized the necessity of telling susan fully about his daughter. no escape, evasion, was possible. if she discovered the existence, the history, of the child afterward--he lingered over the happiness that term implied--it would destroy her. this, he told himself, was not merely melodrama; he was thinking of her delicate spirituality, so completely shielded from the bald fatality of facts. an increasing dread seized him at the thought of the hurt his revelation would inflict on her. the interweaving of life in life, consequence on consequence, the unbroken intricacy of the whole fabric of existence, realized anew, filled him with bitter rebellion. the blind commitment of a vanished youth, potent after years, still hung in a dark cloud over susan brundon. he was conscious of the past like an insuperable lead weight dragging at his attempted progress. the secret errors of all the pasts that had made him rose in a haggard, shadowy troop about his bed, perpetuated, multiplied, against his aspirations of tranquil release. yet, he told himself, dressing in the bright flood of morning, if nothing perished but the mere, shredding flesh, one quality persisted equally with the other--the symbol of essie scofield was no more actual than susan. he had breakfast early, with graham jannan; and, in a reviving optimism, arranged for the jannans to bring miss brundon to myrtle forge for a night before her departure. he whirled away, in a sparkling veil of flung snow crystals, before the women appeared. susan brundon would, naturally, shrink from what he must tell her; but he was suddenly confident of his ability to convince her of the superior importance of the actuality of what they together might make of the future. he was accustomed to the bending of circumstance to his will; in the end he would prove stronger than any hesitancy she might, perhaps, reveal. his desire to have her had grown to such proportions that he could not, for an instant, think of existence without her as an intimate part. he even mentally determined when he should go to the city, the jeweller's, for the square emerald and flowered pearls. he would do over the rooms where he had lived in the thin formality of his marriage with phebe, settle an amount on essie ... shredding flesh. it would do the living woman no more injury than the dead. oranges and brandy, satin and gold and ease. he wrote, through stephen jannan, to essie scofield that afternoon, stating the generous terms of his final arrangement with her, making it plain that all personal contact between them had reached an end. hereafter she must exclusively address any unavoidable communications to mr. jannan. she disregarded this in a direct, inevitably complaining, laborious scrawl. however, he could read through it her obvious relief at complete independence. she would, she thought, stay where she was for a little ... a period of perfunctory sentimentality followed. he destroyed the letter, turning with deep pleasure to the message from graham jannan that he would bring susan brundon and mary to myrtle forge the following day. his mother, with amity merken like a timid and reduced replica at her back, greeted the jannans and miss brundon at the door. jasper penny came forward from the smoking room, to the right of the main entrance; where the men retired for an appetizer of gin and bitters. the older man was garbed with exact care. his whiskers were closely trimmed on either side of his severe mouth and shapely, dominant chin; and his sombre eyes, under their brows drawn up toward the temples, held an unusual raillery. amity merken, he learned, had desired to stay away from the supper table; but, to her distress, he forced her into a chair set by himself. susan sat at the other end of the table, in the place that had been phebe's. he gazed at her with a satisfaction without surprise; for it seemed to him that the woman beyond him had always occupied the fore of his existence. she wore pale grey, the opening at her neck filled with soft lace and pinned with a garnet brooch, and a deep-fringed, white silk shawl. the conversation was ambling, but, to jasper penny, pitched in a key of utter delight. he said little through supper; and, at its end, with graham jannan, immediately followed the others into the parlour. there mary jannan repeated her songs, french, english and italian; and jasper penny listened with a poignant, emotional response. graham and his wife had arranged to sleigh back to shadrach furnace that evening; but susan brundon was to stay at myrtle forge, and take the train from jaffa to-morrow. the jannans, finally, departed; and jasper penny, showing susan through the chambers of the lower floor, succeeded in delaying her, seated, in the smoking room. xvii now that the moment which he had so carefully planned had arrived he was curiously reluctant to precipitate susan and himself into the future. the lamps on a mantel, hooded in alabaster, cast a diffused radiance over susan's silvery dress, on her countenance faintly flushed above the white folds of the shawl. "what is that sound?" she suddenly queried. "i heard it all through supper and before. it seems to live in the walls, the very air, here." "the trip hammer of myrtle forge," he replied gravely. "i suppose it might, fancifully, be called the beating of the penny heart; it does pound through every associated stone; and i have a notion that when it stops we shall stop too. the penny men have all been faithful to it, and it has been faithful to us, given us a hold in a new country, a hold of wrought iron." "how beautiful," she murmured; "how strong and safe!" "it pleases me that you feel that," he plunged directly into his purpose; "for i intend to offer you all the strength and safety it contains." her hands fluttered to her cheeks; a sudden fear touched her, yet her eyes found his unwaveringly. "if that were all," he continued, standing above her, "if i had only to tell you of the iron, if the metal were flawless, i'd be overwhelmed with gladness. but almost no iron is perfect, the longest refining leaves bubbles, faults. men are like that, too ... susan." she grew troubled, sensitively following his mood; her hands were now pressed to her breast, her lips parted. she was so bewilderingly pure, in her dim-lit, pearly haze of silk, that he paused with an involuntary contraction of pain at what must follow. "the child, eunice," he struggled on; "i couldn't leave her at the academy because it might injure you. i had brought her in a most blind egotism; and so i took her away. she is my daughter." he saw that at first she totally missed the implication of his words. "but," she stammered, "i was told you had no ... how would that--?" then she stopped as sharply as if a hand had compressed her throat. a vivid mantle of colour rose in her face; she made a motion of rising, of flight, but sank back weakly. "it is criminally indelicate to speak to you of this," he said, "but it was absolutely necessary. i want to marry you; in that circumstance a lie would be fatal, later or sooner." she attempted to speak, her lips quivered, but only a low gasp was audible. it was worse, even, than he had feared. now, however, that he had told her, he felt happier, more confident. surely, after a little, she would forgive, forget, "i want to marry you," he repeated, torn with pity at her fragility, her visible suffering. "all that might hurt you has been put out of my life, out of our future. the way is open before us, the refining. i would do anything to spare you, believe that; but the truth, now, best." "always," she said in a faint voice. "i am trying to--to realize. oh! i suppose such things do occur; but the child herself, you--don't see how that, so near--" she broke off, gazing wide-eyed out of her misery. he was conscious of the dull, regular beat of the forge hammer. god, how the imperfections persisted! but, he told himself savagely, in the end the metal was steadfast. he would, certainly, overcome her natural revulsion from what she had just heard. the colour had left her cheeks, violet shadows gathered about her eyes; she seemed more unsubstantial than ever. he would repay again and again the suffering he had brought her. having declared himself he was almost tranquil; there was a total absence of the impetuous emotionalism of youth, the blind tyranny of desire. his feeling was deeper, and accompanied by a far more involved philosophy of self-recognition. at the same time, while acutely conscious of his absolute need of susan brundon, he was at a loss to discover its essence, shape. before he had known her he had been obsessed by a distaste for his existence; he had desperately wanted something without definition ... and susan was that desire, delicate, clear-eyed susan. yet, still, the heart of her escaped him. jasper penny had told himself that his new dissatisfaction was merely the result of his accumulating years; but, beyond the fact that such an increase might have brought him different and keener perceptions, that explanation was entirely inadequate. he wanted a quality beyond his experience, beyond, he realized, any material condition--susan brundon, yes; but it was no comparatively simple urge of sex, the natural selection of the general animal creation. there was no question of passionate importunities; those, here, would be worse than futile; all that he desired was beyond words, moving in obedience to a principle of which he had not caught the slightest glimpse. yet, confident of his ultimate victory, he maintained the dominating presence of a black penny. susan brundon had sunk back into the depths of her capacious chair; she seemed utterly exhausted, as if she had been subjected to a prolonged brutal strain. but still her eyes sought him steady in their hurt regard. "there is so much that i can give you," he blundered, immediately conscious of the sterility of his phrase. "i mean better things--peace and attention and--and understanding. i won't attempt any of the terms usual, commonplace, at such moments, you must take them, where they are worthy, for granted. i only tell you a lamentable fact, and ask you to marry me, promise you the tenderest care--" "i know that," she replied, with obvious difficulty, hesitation. "i'll not thank you. it is terribly difficult for me. i'd like to answer you as you wish, i mean reply to--to your request. but the other, the child, dragged about; there was such a distrust, a wariness, in her face." "there is no good in thinking of that alone," he stated, with a return of his customary decision. "no one can walk backwards into the future. try to consider only the immediate question, what i have asked you--will you marry me?" "is that all you have to explain?" she asked. "is there, now, no one else that counts?" the edge of a cold dread entered his hopes. "if you refer to the child's mother," he said stiffly, "she is amply well taken care of, you need waste no sentimental thoughts on her." "ah!" susan exclaimed, shrinking. her hands closed tightly on the wide silk of her skirt. the fear deepened within him; it would be impossible to explain essie to the woman before him. essie, falsely draped in conventional attributes, defied him to utter the simple truth. he raged silently at his impotence, the inhibition that prevented the expression of what might be said for himself. essie scofield had, like every one else, lived in the terms of her being, attracting to herself what essentially she was; it was neither bad nor good, but inevitable. his contact with her had been the result of mutual qualities, qualities that were no longer valid. yet to say that would place him in a damnable light, give him the aspect of the meanest opportunist. susan breathed, "that poor woman." it was precisely what he had expected, feared--the adventitious illusion! he had an impulse to describe to her, even at the price of his own condemnation, the condition in which he had found eunice; but that too perished silently. jasper penny grew restive under the unusual restraint of his position. "do you mind--no more at present." susan brundon said. "i am upset; please, another time; if it is necessary. i feel that i couldn't answer anything now, i must go up; no, your mother will show me." she rose, and he realized that she would listen no further. there was an astonishing strength of purpose behind her deprecating presence. she was more determined than himself. he watched her walk evenly from the room, heard the low stir of voices beyond, with a feeling that he had been perhaps fatally clumsy. all that he had said had been wrong, brutally selfish. he had deliberately invited failure; he should have been patient, waited; given her a chance to know and, if possible, value him, come to depend on him, on his judgment, his ability in her welfare. but, in place of making himself a necessity, he had launched at once into facts which she must find hideous. she had said, "another time, if necessary." his mouth drew into a set line--there would be another and another, until he had persuaded, gained, her. he lit a cigar, and walked discontentedly up and across the room. the sound of the forge hammer again crept into his consciousness: the penny iron--the fibre, the actuality, of the penny men! he repeated this arrogantly; but the declaration no longer brought reassurance; the certainty even of the iron faded from him; he had failed there, too, digging a pit of oblivion for all that their generations of toil had accomplished. the past inexorably woven into the pattern of the future! eunice, so soon wary, distrustful, susan had seen that immediately, would perpetuate all that he wished dead--essie and himself bound together, projected in an undesirable immortality through endless lives striving, like himself, to escape from old chains. if he failed with susan his existence would have been an unmitigated evil; the iron, his petty, material triumphs, would rust, but the other go on and on. his thoughts became a maze of pity for eunice, infinite regret of the past, a bitter energy of hope for what might follow. he turned with pride to his forging--long-wrought charcoal iron; the world would know no better. still, with his penetration of the future, he realized that the old, careful processes were doomed. he had difficulty in assembling enough adequate workmen to fill the increasing contracts for bar iron and rails now; and the demand, with the extension of steam railways, would grow resistlessly. more wholesale methods of production were being utilized daily; he was one of the foremost adherents of "improvement"; but suddenly he felt a poignant regret at the inevitable passing of the old order of great ironmasters, the principalities of furnaces and forges. he was still, he felt, such a master of his men and miles of forests and clearings, lime pits and ore banks, coal holes, mills, coke ovens, hearths and manufactories. he might still drive to virginia through a continuous line of his interests; his domination over his labourers, in all their personal and industrial implications, was patriarchal; he commanded, through their allegiance and his entire grasp on every iota of their living, their day's journey; but, he told himself, he was practically the last of his kind. new and different industrial combinations were locking together in great agglomerations of widely-separated activities; the human was superseded by the industrial machine, where men were efficient, subservient cogs in a cold and successful automaton of business. a system of general credit was springing up; the old, old payments in kind, in iron or even meal and apparel, or gold, had given place to reciprocal understandings of deferred indebtedness. the actual thousands of earlier commerce were replaced by theoretical millions. his own realty, his personal property, because of such understandings, were outside computation. they were, he knew, reckoned in surprising figures; but in a wide-spread panic, forced liquidation, the greater part of his wealth would break like straw. it was the same with the entire country. his thoughts returned to susan, to the longing for the peace, the inviolable security, she would bring to the centre, the heart, of his life. no material catastrophe could shape, deplete, her richness of spirit. fragile as she was, with her need of rest, her diffidence and pallor, she yet seemed to jasper penny the most--the only--secure thing in the world. she defied, he murmured, death itself. wonderful. he moved slowly to his sombre bed room, with its dark velour hangings and ponderous black walnut furniture, precisely scrolled with gilt. the interior absorbed the light of a single lamp, robbing it of radiance. a clock deliberately struck the hour with an audible whirring of the spring. jasper penny took out from a drawer a tall, narrow ledger, its calf binding powdering in a yellow dust, with a blurring label, "forgebook. myrtle forge, ." he sat, opening it on the arm of an old windsor reading chair he had insisted on retaining among the recent upholstery, and studied the entries, some written in a small script with ornamental capitals and red lined day headings, others in an abrupt manner with heavy down strokes. the latter, he knew, had been made by his great grandfather, howat. "jonas rupp charged with three pair of woollen stockings ... shoes for minnie." howat had been young when minnie's shoes were new; twenty something--five or six. he must have married not long after. howat--like himself--a black penny. the special interest jasper penny felt for this particular ancestor grew so vivid that he almost felt the other's presence in the room at his shoulder. he consciously repressed the desire to turn suddenly and surprise the shadowy and yet clear figure in the gloom. the features of the youth so long gone, and yet, too, he felt, the replica of his own young years, were plain; the dark eyes, slanted brows, the impatient mouth. his community of sympathy with the other, who was still, in a measure, himself, was inexplicable; for obviously howat had escaped jasper's blundering--an early marriage, a son, the son whose name, like his mother's, made such an exotic note in a long, sound succession of isabels and carolines and gilberts, was a far different tale from his own. yet it persisted. it seemed to him that the silence of the room grew strained, there was the peculiar tension of a muteness desperately striving for utterance. he waited, listened, in a rigidity of which he was suddenly ashamed; ridiculous. he relaxed; the memory of his own youth flooded back, rapt him in visions, scents, sounds. the premonitory whirring of the clock spring sounded once more, followed by the slow, increasing strokes ... again. his body wavered, on the verge of sleep, and he straightened himself sharply; then he rose and, putting back the forgebook, undressed. susan, at breakfast, her shoulders wrapped in a serious-toned pelerine, said little. jasper penny instinctively excluded her from a trivial conversation. she was, he decided, paler than usual, the shadows under her eyes were indigo. he was filled with self-condemnation. mrs. penny, gazing at her with a beady discernment, asked if her rest had been interrupted. "i am always an indifferent sleeper," susan brundon replied evasively. he followed her into the carriage that was to take her to the station at jaffa; and, ignoring her slight gasp of protest, grasped the reins held by the negro coachman. however, they proceeded over the short distance to the town without speech. he was torn between a wish to spare her and the desire to urge his own purpose. but more immediately he wanted to make secure the near hour of his seeing her again. he asked, finally, "will you be at the jannans' this week, or are visitors received at the academy?" "no," she replied to the first; "and i have very little time between classes. you see, they fill the whole day, tasks and pleasures. it is difficult for me to--to talk on a generality of themes with callers." "i have no intention of being diffuse," he replied pointedly. "i could confine my entire conversation to one request--" "please," she interrupted pitiably. "i am utterly wretched now. the simplest gentility--" she paused, but her wish was clear. he restrained himself with difficulty. drifting slowly across the scattered roofs of the town was the leaden smoke of his mills and fires; as they drove into the main street the thin crash of his iron was audible. men everywhere bowed to him with marked respect. but the woman at his side sat erect, drawn away from him, unmoved by all that, to the world, he was. there was an appalling quality in her aloofness from what, materially, he might advance in extenuation; the things so generally potent here were no more than slag. he searched within for what might bend, influence, her, for whatever he might have of value in her eyes. he found nothing. it was a novel and painful experience; and it bred in him a certain anger; he became merely stubborn. he declared to himself, with an oath, that he would gain her; and he pulled up his horses viciously at the station rack. this, too, hurt her; she exclaimed faintly at the brutally drawn bits. a man hurried forward to take her bag, and then, in a blowing of horn, a harsh exhaust of steam, she was gone. a last, hurried impression of her delicate profile on a small pane of glass accompanied him back to myrtle forge. there his mother regarded him with an open concern. "something's on your mind," she declared. "i passed your door at midnight, and there was light under it. i've often told you about sitting up late." "i'm getting along," he replied lightly. "you fail to do justice to the weight of my increasing majority. but, in a little, you'll be astonished at my renewed youth." he became serious in speaking, conscious of the new life susan would, must, bring into his existence. xviii since he had declared himself so decidedly and at once, no hesitation was possible; he must, he was aware, move remorselessly forward in assault. to sweep susan brundon into his desire, overwhelm her defences--he called them prejudices but immediately after withdrew that term--offered the greatest, the only promise of success. an obliterating snow fell for the following thirty hours, and a week went by in the readjustment to ordinary conditions of living and travel. but at the end of that period jasper penny left myrtle forge for the city, with a determined, an almost confident, mouth, and a bright, hard gaze. late afternoon, he decided, would be the best time for his appearance at the academy. and the western sky was a luminous, bright red when he passed under the stripped, uneasy branches of the willow trees to the school door. miss brundon's office, rigorous as the corridor of a hospital, had a table and uncompromising wooden chairs on a rectangle of bluish-pink carpet; a glowing, round stove held a place on a square of gleaming, embossed zinc, while the remaining surfaces were scrubbed oak flooring and white calcimine. a large geographer's globe, a sphere of pale, glazed yellow traced in violet and thin vermilion and cobalt, rested on an involuted mahogany stand; and a pile of text books covered in gay muslin made a single, decisive note of colour. she kept him waiting, he felt uneasily, a long while; perhaps she had a class; but he felt that that was not the reason for her delay. when she finally appeared in soft brown merino, with a deep fichu of old, dark lace, and black ribbons, she courageously held out a delightfully cool, smooth hand. "at first," she said directly, "i thought it would be better not to see you at all. yet that wasn't genteel; and i felt, too, that i must speak to you. even at the danger, perhaps, of trespassing into your privacy." "i have given you the absolute right to do that," he told her. "it will only bring me pleasure, to--to suppose i interest you enough--" "ah, but you do," she cried with clasping fingers. "it has made my work here very difficult; the quiet has gone before echoes that i think every child must hear, echoes from spaces and things that appall me. here, you see, i have lived so apart from others, perhaps selfishly, that i had grown accustomed to a false sense of peace. only lessons and little questions, little hands. it seems now that i have been outside of life itself, in a cowardly seclusion. yet it had always been that way; i didn't know." her face was deeply troubled, the clear depths of her eyes held a new questioning doubt. "it's because of that, mainly, i ask you to marry me," he replied, standing before the table at which, unconsciously, she had taken her place; "it is because of your astonishing purity. you are so beautiful; and this quiet, peace--you must have it all your life; it is the air, the garden air, for you to flower in. i can give it to you, miles of it, farther than you can see. all that you care for heaped about you. but not that only," he insisted, "for i realized that no one lives to whom such things are less; i can give you something more, not to be talked about; whatever my life has been it has at least brought me to your feet. i have learned, for you, that there is a thing men must have, god knows exactly what--a craving to be satisfied, a--a reaching. and that itself, the knowledge of such need, is not without value. because of it i again, and shall again, if necessary, ask you to marry me." she replied in a low voice. "you must marry the child's mother." for the first time she avoided him; bright blood burned in her cheeks; a hand on the edge of the table was straining, white. a sudden feeling of helplessness came over him, with, behind it, the ever-present edge of anger, of impatience. he took a step forward, as if to crush, by sheer insistence, her opposition; but he stopped. he lost entirely the sense of her fragile physical being; she seemed only a spirit, shining and high, and insuperably lovely. then all feeling was lost but the realization that he could not--in any true sense--live without her. "susan," he said, leaning forward, "you must marry me. do you care for me at all?" her breast rose and fell under the delicate contour of her wool gown. "the child's mother," she repeated, "you should marry her. how can you do differently? what can it matter if i care about you?" she raised a miserable face. "how can i?" she asked. he could think of no other answer than to repeat his supreme necessity for her. he struggled to tell her that this was an altogether different man from essie scofield's companion; but his words were unconvincing, limited by the inhibition of custom. a transparent dusk deepened in the room accompanied by a pause only broken by the faint explosions of the soft coal. the power of persuasion, of speech, appeared to have left him. there must be some convincing thing to say, some last, all-powerful, argument. it eluded him. the exasperation returned, spreading through his being. "surely," she said laboriously, "there is only one course for you, for us all." "i'll never marry essie scofield!" he declared bluntly. his voice was unexpectedly loud, unpleasant; and it surprised him only less than susan brundon. she drew back, and the colour sank from her cheeks; an increasing fear of him was visible. "in the first place," he continued, "essie probably wouldn't hear of it. and if i managed that it would be only to make a private hell for us both. it would not, it couldn't, last a month. there is nothing magical in marriage itself, there's no general salvation in it, nothing to change a man or woman. why, by heaven, that's what you have taught me, that is the heart of my wanting you. you must feel it to understand." he circled the table and laid a hand on the back of her chair. "susan." her head was bowed, and he could see only her smooth, dark bands of hair and the whiteness of her neck. "susan," he said again. "a second wrong will not cure the first. if one was inexcusable the other would be fatal. married--to some one else, with yourself always before me--surely you must see the impossibility of that. and am i to come to nothing, eternally fail, because of the past? isn't there any escape, any hope, any possibility? you don't realize how very much will go down with me. i am a man in the middle of life, and haven't the time, the elasticity, of youth. a few more years to the descent. but, with you, they could be splendidly useful, happy; happy, i think, for us both. i know that a great many people would say as you have, but it is wrong in every aspect, absolutely hopeless. essie's values are totally different from yours; she has her own necessities; one measure will not do for all women." she rose and stood facing him, very near, her crinoline swaying against him, and said blindly, "you shall marry her." "i'll be damned if i do," jasper penny asserted. "i will marry you, you," he whispered, with his lips against the fineness of her ear. her hands were on his shoulders; but she neither drew herself into his embrace nor repulsed him. he wanted to crush her softness in his arms, to kiss her still face into acquiescence. the quality, the kind, of his need made it impossible. she slipped back without a sound into her chair, drooping forward over the table. a sharp pity invaded him, holding him back from her, silencing the flow of his reasoning and appeal. it defeated, in the stirring tenderness of its consideration, his purpose. he could not continue tormenting her, racking her delicate, taut sensibilities by a hard insistence. he withdrew quietly, to where his hat and stick rested on a chair, and gathered them up. still she didn't move, raise her head, break the low fumbling of the soft coal. he could no longer distinguish her clearly, she was blurring in a dusk deeping so imperceptibly that it seemed a gradual failing of his vision. the geographer's globe appeared to sway slightly, like a balloon tied to a string; the gay muslin of the piled text books had lost their designs. suddenly the room without motion, the approaching night, the desirable presence of the woman growing more immaterial, more shadow-like to elude his reaching hands, presented a symbol, an epitome, of himself. day fading swiftly into dark; dissolving the realities of table and flesh and floor; leaving only the hunger, the insuperable inner necessity and sense of loss. "good-bye," he breathed. jasper penny saw that she raised her head, he caught the glimmering pallor of her face. but she said nothing, and sank back into the crumpled position on the table. he went out, closing the door of the office, shutting her into the loneliness of her resolve, her insistence. in the familiar rooms at sanderson's hotel he revolved again and again all that she had said. for a little he even endeavoured to inspect calmly the possibility of a marriage with essie scofield. steeped in susan's spirit he thought of it as a reparation, to eunice, perhaps to essie, but more certainly to an essence within himself. but immediately he saw the futility of such a course; the inexorable logic of existence could not be so easily placated, its rhyming of cause and effect defeated. all that he had told susan brundon recurred strengthened to an immovable conviction. the thought of marrying essie was intolerable, farcical; to the woman herself it would mean utter boredom. such a thing must lead inevitably to a greater misfortune than any of the past. susan, in her resplendent ignorance of facts, failed to realize the impossibility of what she upheld. no, no, it was out of the question. he wondered if he had progressed in the other, his supreme, wish. and he felt, with a stirring of blood, that he had. susan cared for him; her action had made that plain. that was a tremendous advantage; with another he would have thought it conclusive; but not--not quite with susan brundon. he had a deep regard for her determination, so surprising in the midst of her fragility. yet, if pity had not prevented him, this afternoon, in her office, he might have forced her to a sharper realization of a more earthly need, the ache for sympathy, consolation, the imperative cry of self. that was his greatest difficulty, to overcome her lifelong habit of thinking of others before herself. such, he knew, was the root of her appeal for essie, rather than a cold, dogmatic conception. self-effacement. at this a restive state followed; personally he had no confidence in the sacrifice of individual aims and happiness. any course of that sort, he told himself, in the management of his practical affairs, would have resulted in his failure. there were a hundred men in the country plotting for his overthrow, anxious to take his position, scheming to undersell him, to discover the secret of the quality of his iron rails. others he had deliberately, necessarily, ruined. no good would have been served by his stepping aside, allowing smaller men to flourish and annoy him, cut down his production by inconsiderable sales. he, and his family, had built a great, yes, and beneficial, industry by ruthlessly beating out a broad and broader way for their progress. it was needful to gaze fixedly at the end desirable and move in the straightest line possible. susan stopped by the way. a thousand little acts of alleviation, at best temporary, interrupted her living. children, not hers, dragged at her skirt. how much better for her to have a child of her own. their child! a great deal that had been vague in his thoughts became concrete at that last period; not only the possible succession of the iron, but the comprehension that a child now, before the increasing sterility of multiplying years, would be an image of all his inmost craving and which must else be lost. eunice was different. pity, mingled with a rigid sense of his duty and a faint accent of parenthood, comprehended his feeling for her. he stated this to himself clearly, admitting what delinquency it carried. it was, simply, an incontrovertible fact; and it was his habit to meet such things squarely. a black penny, he had no impulse to see existence in imposed sentimental or formally moral conceptions. from all this he returned with a feeling of delight to his personal longing for susan brundon; he saw her bowed over the table in an exhaustion almost an attitude of surrender. a slender, pliable figure in soft merino and lace. he saw her beyond the candles of graham jannan's supper table, a rose geranium at her breast. the motto of the bon bon partially returned: "... ange du ciel ... je t'aime! ... le bon heur supreme!" xix in the morning he walked over to stephen jannan's office on fourth street. the day was unexpectedly warm, and a mist rose about the wet bricks of the city. he proceeded directly into stephen's private enclosure. "i was about to write you," the latter stated. "it's well enough for you to direct mrs. scofield to confine her pleas to me, and comparatively simple to picture her drawing a quarterly sum in an orderly manner; but how you are going to realize that happy conception is increasingly beyond me. i have to point out to her daily--a great nuisance it is--that she cannot have her income before it is due. heaven knows what she has done with the other money in so short a while. she hasn't moved, apparently increased her establishment; at your direction the bills were settled, and heaven knows she had no reluctance in presenting all that were permissible and a number doubtful. there is, of course, one probability." jasper penny's thoughts returned to the stony, handsome youth he had seen in the company of essie's friends, to the insinuations of the woman who had been removed protesting her superiority and warning him against a "tailor's dummy." well, it was no longer his affair what essie did with her money, what in her affections remained unimpaired. rather it was reassuring that she had so promptly found solace; it enlarged his own feeling of freedom. "it got worse, yesterday," stephen jannan continued; "she came to the office, insisted on seeing me. luckily i was busy with a mastership that kept me over three hours. but she left, i was told, with the air of one soon to return. she was brandied with purpose. there is no end, jasper, to what i am prepared to do for you; but, my dear fellow, neither of us can have this. she wept. my young gentlemen were pierced with sympathetic curiosity. you must realize, jasper, that you are not a sparrow, to float unnoticed from ledge to ledge." an angry impotence seized jasper penny. he was tempted to have stephen jannan turn over to essie, at once, a conclusive sum of money. that would put an end to any communication between them, provide her with the power of self-gratification which for essie scofield spelled forgetfulness.... for a little, he was obliged, wearily, to add. together with such a young man as he had seen in her house her capacity for expenditure would be limitless. she would come back to him with fresh demands, perhaps at an inconceivably awkward time, in a calculated hysteria--he had cause to know--surprisingly loud and convincing. susan must be absolutely secured against that possibility. he could not help but think of the latter as yielding in the end, married to him. he gazed at stephen jannan in a sombre perplexity. "a nuisance," the other nodded. "only time, i suppose, and the most rigid adherence to your statements will convince the lady of what she may expect. in the meanwhile, frankly, we had better put it in some other hands; not so much on my account as your own--the sympathetic young gentlemen, you see. that can be easily arranged." jasper penny was not thinking of the material essie, the present, concrete problem; but he was once more absorbed in the manner in which her influence followed, apparently shaped, his existence. he was again appalled by the vitality of the past; the phrase itself was an error, there was no past. all that had gone, that was to come, met ceaselessly in the present, a confusion of hope and regret. it was evident that he would have to see essie again, and explain that what she had from him depended entirely on her reciprocal attitude. this could only be satisfactory in person. he would go to her at once, to-day. an enormous reluctance to enter her house again possessed him. the mere act had the aspect of an acknowledgment of her continued potency, her influence over him. he put it off as long as possible, and it was past five when he finally walked slowly toward her door. she was in; and he saw, on the hall stand, a silk hat and overcoat cut in an extreme of current fashion. the servant preceded him above, toward the room usual for casual gatherings; and he heard a sudden low murmur, expostulation, follow the announcement of his name. essie scofield appeared at the top of the stairs. "come up," she said in a hesitating, sullen voice. he mounted without reply. as he had expected daniel culser was present, and rose to greet him negligently, from a lounging attitude on the sofa. his coat, cut back to the knees, was relentlessly tapered, the collar enormously rolled and revered, and a white marseilles waistcoat bore black spots as large as a bolivian half dollar; while a black scarf, it was called the du casses, fell in an avalanche of ruffles. he moved toward the door, fitting his coat carefully about his slim waist, "i'm away, essie," he proclaimed. "when will you come again, daniel?" she asked with an oppressive humility. she gazed at jasper penny with a momentary delay; then, with an utter disregard of his presence, laid her hands on the younger man's shoulders. "soon," she begged. obviously ill at ease he abruptly released himself. "i don't care," she cried defiantly; "i'll tell the whole world you are the sweetest man in it. jasper's nothing to me nor i to him. and i'm not afraid of him, of what he might threaten, either. stay, daniel, and you'll see. i will look out for us, dan." her unexpected frankness was inevitably followed by an awkward silence. daniel culser finally cursed below his breath, avoiding jasper's cold inquiring gaze. "i'm glad i said it," essie proceeded; "now he knows how things are." she went up again to the younger, and laid a clinging arm about his shoulders. "i'm mad about you, daniel, you know it; there's nothing i wouldn't do for you, give you if i could. isn't he beautiful?" she fatulously demanded of jasper penny. "you are making a fool of yourself and me," the subject of her adulation roughly declared. he removed her arm so forcibly that the scarlet print of his fingers was visible on her soft, dead white skin. "probably you have gone and spoiled everything. and remember what i said. i am a man of my word." jasper penny dryly thought that the term man was singularly inappropriate in any connection with the meticulously garbed figure before him. essie would have a difficult time with that stony youth. she regarded him with eyes of idolatry, drawing her fingers over the sleeve impatiently held aside from her touch. "i'm going," he stated once more, impolitely; but she barred him at the door. "i want you to stay," she cried excitedly; "hear what i am going to say, what i am going to do for you." she advanced toward jasper penny. "i asked that jannan for more money because i had given daniel all i had, and i wanted still more, to give him. i'll demand things all my life for him; everything i have is his." she gasped, at the verge of an emotional outburst. her heart pounded unsteadily beneath an adventitious lace covering; her face was leaden with startling daubs of vermilion paint. "give me a great deal of money, now, at once ... so that i can go to daniel with my hands full." "that is why i came here," jasper penny replied; "to tell you that you must not use up your income at once, on the first week, almost, of its payment; because you will be able to get no more until another instalment is due. i haven't the slightest interest in where your money goes, it is absolutely your own; but i cannot have you after it every second day. the administration will be put in a different quarter, rigidly dispensed; and any continued inopportunities will only result in difficulties for yourself." she cursed him in a gasping, spent breath. essie looked ill, he thought. daniel culser, listening at the door, made a movement to leave, but the woman prevented him, hanging about his neck. "no! no!" she exclaimed. "it will be all right, i can get it ... more. be patient." jasper penny walked stiffly to the exit, where he paused at the point of repeating his warning. essie scofield was lifting a quivering, tear-drenched face to the vexation of the fashionable youth. he was attempting to repulse her, but she held him with a desperation of feeling. the elder descended the stairs without further speech. outside, the warmth of the day had continued into dusk. the mist had thickened, above which, in a momentary rift, he could see the stars swimming in removed constellations. he was wrapped in an utter loathing of the scene through which he had passed, his undeniable part in it. it was all hideous beyond words. his late need, his sense of void and illimitable longing, tormented him ceaselessly. he was sick with rebellion against life, an affair of cunning traps and mud and fog. above the obscured and huddled odium of the city the distances were clear, serene. above the degradation ... susan. a tyrannical desire to see her possessed him, an absolute necessity for the purification of her mere presence. unconsciously he quickened his step, charged with purpose; but he couldn't go to the academy now; it was six o'clock. he must delay an hour at least. habit prompted him to a supper which he left untried on its plates, the lighting of a cigar, quickly cold, forgot. at seven he hurried resolutely over the dark streets with the dim luminosity of occasional gas lamps floating on the unstirring white gloom. the bricks under foot were soggy, and the curved sign above her entrance, the bare willows, dropped a pattering moisture. she saw him immediately, not in the familiar office, but in a hall laid with cold matting and nearly filled by a stairway, lit with a lamp at the further end. "i am sorry," she told him; "i have no place to take you. the rhetoric mistress is correcting papers there," she indicated the shut door. he made no immediate answer, content to gaze at her sensitive, appealing countenance. "it is so warm," she said finally, colouring at his intentness, "and i have been indoors all day. i might get my things. we could, perhaps ... a walk," she spoke rapidly, her head bent from him. she drew back, then hesitated. "very well," he replied. susan disappeared, but she quickly returned, in a little violet bonnet bound and tied with black, and a dark azure velvet cloak furred at her wrists and throat. she held a muff doubtfully; but, in the end, took it with her. outside, the mist and night enveloped them in a close, damp veil. they turned silently to the right, passing the narrow mouth of currant alley, and quince street beyond. the bricks became precarious, and gave place to a walk of boards; the corners about a broad, muddy way were built up; but farther on the dwellings were scattered--lighted windows showed dimly behind bare catalpas, iron fences enclosed orderly patches between sodden flats, gas lamps grew fewer. a deep, all-pervading contentment surrounded jasper penny, an unreasoning, happy warmth. he said nothing, his stick now striking on the boards, now sinking into earth, and gazed down at susan, her face hid by the rim of her bonnet. this companionship was the best, all, that life had to offer. he felt no need to importune her about the future, their marriage; curiously it seemed as though they had been married, and were walking in the security, the peace, of a valid and enduring bond. there was no necessity for talk, laborious explanation, periods infinitely more empty than this silence. they walked as close to each other as her skirt would permit; and at times her muff, swinging on a wrist, would brush softly against him. how strangely different the actual values of existence were from the emphasized, trite moments and emotions. in the middle of his life, at the point of his greatest capability for experience, his most transcendent happiness came from the present, the deliberate, unquestioning walk with susan, the aimless progress through an invisible city and under a masked clear heaven of stars. no remembered thrill compared with it, reached the same height, achieved a similar dignity of consummation. the way became more uneven; low clustered sheds rose out of the darkness against a deeper black beyond, and they came to the river. the bank was marshy, but a track of pounded oyster shells, visible against the mud, led to a wharf extending into the solid, voiceless flow of the water. jasper penny stood with susan gazing into the blanketing gloom. a wan, disintegrated radiance shone from a riding light in the rigging of a vessel, and a passing warm blur flattened over the wet deck as a lantern was carried forward. no other lights, and no movement, rose from the river; no sound was audible at their back. the city, from the evidence of jasper penny's sensibilities, did not exist; it had fallen out of his consciousness; suddenly its bricked miles, its involved life stilled or hectic, stealthy in the dark, seemed a thing temporary, adventitious; he had an extraordinary feeling of sharing in a permanence, a continuity, outlasting stone, iron, human tradition. he had been swept, he thought, into a movement where centuries were but the fretful ticking of seconds. "outside death," he said fantastically, unconsciously aloud. a remarkable sentence recurred to him, the most profound, he told himself, ever written: "before he was i am." its vast implications easily evaded his finite mind, just as the essence of his present rapture--it was no less--lay beyond his grasp. he lingered over it; gave it up ... returned to susan. "wonderful," she said gravely, with a comprehensive wave of her muff. and her simplicity thrilled him the more with the knowledge that she shared his feeling. she drew up the fur collar of her cloak, shivered; and, in the wordless harmony that pervaded them, they turned and retraced their way. the rhetoric mistress had left the office with a low turned lamp, and jasper penny stopped, taking the furred wrap from susan's shoulders. she slowly untied the velvet strings of her bonnet, and laid it on the table. she extended her hands toward him, and, taking their cool slightness, he drew her to him. she rested with the fragrance of her cheek against his face, with her hands pressed to his breast. they stood motionless; he closed his eyes, and she was gone. he was confused in the dimness empty except for himself, and fumbled with, his gloves. susan's wrap lay limply over a chair; the damp bonnet ribbons trailed toward the floor. he looked slowly about, noting every object--a pile of folded yellow papers, the stove, the globe bearing a quiver of light on its varnished surface. the willow trees and board above the entrance were dripping ceaselessly; the lights of the city, increasing at its centre, like the discs of floating sunflowers. if he slept he was unaware of it, the magic joy so equally penetrated his waking and subconscious hours, the feeling of an elevation higher than years and mountains was so strong. the morning, he found, was again cold, and clear. he must go out to jaffa, where new blast machines demanded attention; but, the day after-- his thoughts were broken by a sharp rap on the outer door. mr. stephen jannan was below, and demanded to see him immediately. stephen's appearance at the hotel at that early hour, he recognized, was unusual. but a glance at his cousin's serious aspect showed him at once that the reason was urgent. stephen jannan, as customary, was particularly garbed; and yet he had an expression of haste, disturbance. he said at once, in the bedroom where jasper penny was folding his scarf. "that young waster, culser, daniel culser, was shot and killed in mrs. scofield's house last evening." the ends of the scarf fell neglected over the soft, cambric frills of his shirt. jasper penny swallowed dryly. "at what time?" he asked. "he was seen in the old white bear tavern at about seven, then apparently he went back to the woman's. the servant said he found the body at something past nine, and that there had been no other caller but yourself." his hearer expressed a deep, involuntary relief. "i was there late in the afternoon," he acknowledged; "but i left around six." stephen jannan, too, showed a sudden relaxation. "i have already sent a message to the mayor," he continued; "confident that you would clear yourself without delay. mrs. scofield's history is, of course, known to the police. you have only to establish your alibi; she, essie scofield, can't be found for the moment. she may have taken an early stage out of the city; but it is probable that she has only moved into another police district. just where were you, jasper?" the latter said stupidly, "walking with susan brundon." a swiftly augmented concern gathered on stephen jannan's countenance. "you were walking with susan," he repeated increduously. "yes," jasper asserted, with a sharp inner dread. "you don't know, but i want to marry her." stephen jannan faced him with an exclamation of anger. "you want to marry her, and, in consequence, drag her, susan, into the dirtiest affair the city is like to know for years. susan brundon, with her academy; all she has, all her labour, destroyed, ruined, pulled to pieces by slanderous tongues! by god, jasper, what a beast you look! the most delicate woman, alive, the one farthest from just this sort of muck, being sworn in the mayor's office, testifying in an obscene murder case, before the sheriff and constable, and heaven knows what police and vilely curious!" a sickening feeling of utter destruction seized on jasper penny, a dropping of his entire being from the heights of yesterday to the last degradation. he felt the blood leave his heart and pound dizzily in his brain, and then recede, followed by an icy coldness, a wavering of the commonplace objects of the room. he raised his fingers to his collar, stared with burning eyes at stephen jannan. "everything spoiled," the latter said again; "her pupils will positively be taken from her at once by all the nice females. her name will be pronounced, smiled over, in every despicable quarter of the city, printed in the daily sheets. i--i can't forgive you for this. susan, our especial joy!" jasper penny saw in a flash, as vivid and remorseless as a stab of lightning, that this was all true. the fatality of the past, sweeping forward in a black, strangling tide, had overtaken not only himself but susan, too; susan, in soft merino, in an azure velvet cloak; her face against his. "i shall go away at once," he said hoarsely. "i'll never appear, and they can think what they will. then there will be no necessity for her to come forward. she shall be spared that, no matter what it costs." "romantic and youthful folly," jannan declared; "loud-sounding and useless. how little you understand susan--immediately it is known culser was killed between seven and nine, whether you stay or go, she will come forward with the truth, free you from any suspicion. i tell you every detail will be canvassed, familiar to the boys on the street. a man important as yourself, with all your industries and money, and such salacity, together with susan brundon, will make a pretty story. if i had a chance, jasper, i'm almost certain i'd sacrifice you without a quiver. how could you? susan brundon! never telling her--" "on the contrary, she knew everything. i am not so low as you seem to think." "that has no importance now!" stephen jannan exclaimed impatiently. "all that matters is to make it as easy as possible for her, i have, i think, enough position, influence, to keep the dregs out. but there will be enough present, even then. damnable insinuations, winks, cross-questioning." his excitement faded before the exigencies of the unavoidable situation; he became cold, logical, legal. jasper penny listened, standing, to his instructions, the exact forecasting of every move probable at the hearing in the mayor's chamber. "after that," stephen added, "we can face the problem of susan's future. she thinks tremendously of her school. it will fall to pieces in her hands. there can be no question of material assistance; refused her own brother. "now, understand--stay in these rooms until i send for you. see no one. i'll get on, go to susan. the thing itself should be short; her character will assist you there. what a mess you have made of living, jasper." xx in the silence of the sitting room jasper penny heard diverse and yet mingled inner voices: essie's younger, exuberant periods, her joy at presents of gold and jewelled trifles; changing, rising shrilly, to her last imploring sobs, her frantic embrace of the man that, beyond any doubt, she had herself killed. running through this were the strains of a quadrille, the light sliding of dancing feet, and the sound of a low, diffident voice, susan brundon at the jannans' ball. the voice continued, in a different surrounding, and woven about it was the thin complaint of a child, of eunice, taken against her will from the academy. these three, essie and susan and eunice, combined, now one rising above the other, yet inexplicably, always, the same. back of them were other, less poignant, echoes, flashes of place, impressions of associated heat or cold, darkness or light: he saw the features of howat penny, in the canvas by gustavus hesselius, regarding him out of a lost youth; he recalled, and again experienced, the sense of howat's nearness; integral with himself; merging into his own youth, no less surely lost, yet enduring. his mother joined the immaterial company, accents, rigid with pride in him. and penetrating, binding, all was the dull beat of the trip hammer at myrtle forge. he had mechanically finished dressing, and stood absently twisting the drapery at a window. a fine tracery of lines had suddenly appeared about his eyes; the cold rays of the winter sun, streaming over his erect figure, accentuated the patches of grey plentiful in his hair. he saw, on the street below, a parade of firemen, in scarlet tunics and brass helmets, dragging a glittering engine. the men walked evenly abreast, at cross ropes. a leader blew a brilliant fanfare on an embossed, silver horn. women passed, foreshortened into circular bells of colour, draped with gay pelerines and rich india shawls. he saw all and nothing. the horn of the firemen sounded without meaning on his distracted hearing. the flood of his suffering rose darkly, oppressing his heart, choking his breath. perhaps if, as he had desired, he had gone away, susan would be spared. but stephen was right; nothing could keep her from the pronouncement of the words that would free him and bind herself in intolerable ill. her uprightness was terrible. it would take her fearful but determined into the pits of any hell. his hands slowly clenched, his muscles tightened, in a spasm of anguish. god, why hadn't he recognized the desperation in essie's quivering face! it would have been already too late, he added in thought; it went back, back-- a knock sounded discreetly on the door: and, opening it, he saw a young man, remembered as a law student in stephen's office. "they are ready for you, sir, at the city hall," he stated, in an over-emphasized, professional calm. xxi the restrained curiosity and inaudible comments which greeted his passage through the lower floor of the hotel gave place to a livelier interest when he was readily recognized on the street. the news of the murder had, evidently, already become city property. he was indicated to individuals unaware of his identity, with a rapid sketch of the crime, of fabulous ascribed possessions, and hinted oriental indulgence. he strode on rapidly, his shoulders squared, his expression contemptuous, challenging; but within he was possessed by an apprehension increasing at every step. it was not, fortunately, far from sanderson's hotel to the city hall; west on chestnut street they reached their destination at the following corner. the loungers from the trees before the state house had gathered, with an increasing mob aware of the hearing within, at the entrance to the municipal offices. the windows on either side of the marble steps were crowded with faces, ribald or blank or censorious, and jasper penny had to force his way into the building. he tried to recall if there was another, more private, ingress, through which susan might be taken; but his thoughts evaded every discipline; they whirled in a feverish course about the sole fact of the public degradation he had brought on susan brundon. they passed the doors of civic departments, he saw their signs--water, city treasurer, and then entered the mayor's chamber. the latter was seated at a table facing the room with his back to a wide window, opening on the blank brick wall of the philosophical society building; and at one side the high constable of the district in which the murder had been committed was conversing with the sheriff. beside them, jasper penny saw, there were only some clerks present and three policemen. the mayor spoke equably to the ironmaster, directed a chair placed for his convenience, and resumed the inspection of a number of reports. he had a gaunt, tight-lipped face framed in luxuriant whiskers, a severely moral aspect oddly contradicted by trousers of tremendous sporting plaid, a waistcoat of green buckskin cassimere, while his silk hat held a rakish, forward angle. the constable and sheriff punctuated their converse by prodigious and dexterous spitting into a dangerously far receptacle, and the clerks and police murmured together. the mayor, finally glancing at a watch enamelled, jasper penny saw, with a fay of the ballet, spoke to the room in general. "ten and past. well! well! where are the others? who is to come still, hoffernan?" "mr. jannan, sir; and a witness," a clerk answered. the other gazed at the paper before him. "susan brundon," he read in a loud, uncompromising tone. jasper penny's eyes narrowed belligerently; he would see that these pothouse politicians gave susan every consideration possible. he was, with stephen, a far from negligible force in the city elections. "school mistress," the mayor read on. "never heard of her or her school. ah--" stephen jannan had entered with susan. jasper rose as she came forward, and the mayor had the grace to remove his hat. she wore, he saw, the familiar dress of wool, with a sober, fringed black silk mantle, black gloves and an inconspicuous bonnet. she met his harried gaze, and smiled; but beneath her greeting he was aware of a supreme tension. there was, however, no perceptible nervousness in the manner of her accepting an indicated place; she sat with her hands quietly folded in her lap, the mantle drooping back over the chair. stephen jannan, facing the mayor, made a concise statement in a cold, deliberate voice. "i now propose to show your honour," he finished, "that, between the hours in which daniel culser is said to have been shot to death, my client was peacefully in the company of miss brundon, strolling in an opposite quarter of the city." "hoffernan," the mayor pronounced, waving toward the seated woman. the clerk advanced with a bible; and, rising, susan followed the words of the oath in a low, clear voice. to jasper penny the occasion seemed intolerably prolonged, filled with needless detail. never had susan brundon appeared more utterly desirable, never had his need to protect, shield, her been stronger. he--protect her, he added bitterly; rather he had betrayed her, dragged her immaculate sweetness down into the foul atmosphere of a criminal hearing. his attention, fastening on the trivialities of the interior, removed him in a species of self-hypnotism from the actualities of the scene. he heard, as if from a distance, the questioning of the mayor, "at what time, exactly, did you say? how did you know that?" susan said, "i saw the clock at the back of the hall. i noticed it because i wondered if the younger children had retired." "you say you walked with mr. penny--where?... how long did you remain at the river? no way of knowing. seemed surprisingly short, i'll venture." why didn't stephen put an end to such ill-timed jocularity? "and mr. penny had spoken to you of his--his relations with mrs. scofield, the woman in whose house culser was killed. did he refer to her on this particular evening, standing by the river's brink?" susan replied in the negative. "did he seem ill at ease, worried about anything? was he hurried in manner?" to all of this susan brundon answered no, in a voice that constantly grew lower, but which never faltered, hesitated. the mayor turned aside for a whispered consultation with the high constable. the former nodded. "have you any--shall we say--proprietary interest in mr. penny's affairs?" her reply was hardly audible in the room stilled for what might be revealed. "no," she breathed, her gloved fingers interlacing. jasper penny's lips were drawn in a hard line; stephen gazed fixedly at the floor. the mayor gesticulated affably toward the lawyer. "that'll do," he declared. "pleasure, mr. penny, to have you so completely cleared. i shall have to demand your assistance further, though--knowledge of mrs. scofield. and, in the case of her apprehension and trial, you will, of course, be called. communication will be made through mr. jannan. no doubt in our mind now of the facts." a policeman opened the door and a surge of the curious pressed in. "take her away," jasper penny whispered to jannan; "this is damnable." susan rose, gathering up her mantle, and moved to stephen jannan's side. he offered his arm with a formal courtesy, and together they made their way out through the corridor. jasper, lost in a moody abstraction, waited until they had vanished; and then, with a lowered head, walked rapidly over chestnut street in the direction of the terminus of the railroad for jaffa. a brigade of cars was made up; he took a place and was immediately dragged on and over the viaduct to the plane and waiting engine beyond. he could see, from the demeanour of the loungers on the jaffa platform, that the news of the murder, his connection with it, had preceded him. to-morrow's papers would provide them with full accounts, the name of susan brundon among the maculate details.... the meanest cast boy in his works would regard him, the knowledge of essie, with a leer. his mother was at the main door of myrtle forge, pale but composed. "take mr. penny's overcoat," she brusquely directed a servant. he had never seen a more delectable supper than the one awaiting him; and he tasted most of what found its way to his plate--he owed that to the maternal solicitude secretly regarding him, hastily masked as he met his mother's gaze. sitting later in accustomed formality the dulness of a species of relief folded him. the minor sounds of his home, the deliberate loudness of an old clock, the minute warring of his mother's bone needles, her sister's fits of coughing, painfully restrained, soothed his harried being; subjected to an intolerable strain his overwrought nerves had suddenly relaxed; he sank back in a loose, almost somnolent, state. a mental indolence possessed him; the keen incentives of life appeared far, unimportant, his late rebellions and desires inexplicable. even the iron was a heavy load; the necessity of constantly meeting new conditions with new processes, of uprooting month by month most with which the years had made him familiar, seemed beyond his power. a faint dread crept into his consciousness; he roused himself sharply, straightened his shoulders, glanced about to see if his tacit surrender had been noticed--this lassitude creeping over him, the indifference, was, at last, the edge of the authentic shadow of age, of decay; it was the deadening of the sensibilities preceding death. he banished it immediately, and all his desire, his need, his sense of the horror of the past day, surged back, reanimated him, sent the blood strongly to its furthest confines. but, none the less, a vague, disturbing memory of the other lingered at the back of his perceptions; he had a fresh realization of the necessity for him to make haste, to take at once--before the hateful anodyne of time had betrayed his vigour--what life still, and so fully, held. his desire for susan increased to an intensity robbing it of a greater part of the early joy; it had, now, a fretful aspect drawing him into long and painfully minute rehearsals of his every contact with her, and of the disgraceful publicity brought upon her by his past. at the usual hour the hot wine appeared; the glassful was pressed on amity merken; his mother drank hers with the familiar, audible satisfaction. an old custom, an old compound, brought from germany many years ago, binding, in its petty immortality, distant times, places, beings. he saw that his mother was noticeably less able than she had been the week before; her hands fumbled at her knitting, shook holding the glass. her lined face quivered as she said good night. he bent and kissed a hot, dry brow, conscious of the blanched skull under her fading colour, her ebbing warmth. he had done this, too--hastened her death; she must have suffered inordinately in her prideful affection. she said nothing, beyond the repeated admonition that he must not sit up into the night. the next day he forced himself to read to the end the report of the murder in the _gazette_. the references to susan brundon were as scant as, evidently, stephen jannan could arrange; but her name, her academy, were invested with an odious publicity. jasper penny saw again that he was a person of moment; his part in the affair gave it a greatly augmented importance. yet now the worst, he told himself, was at an end; the publicity would recede; after a decent interval he could see susan. this mood was interrupted by an imperative communication from stephen--he must be in the other's office at eleven o'clock to-morrow. nothing more definite was said; but jasper penny was not wholly surprised to see essie scofield huddled in a chair at the lawyer's table. she had made an attempt at the bravado of apparel, but it had evidently failed midway; her hair hung loosely about a damp brow, the strings of her bonnet were in disarray, a shawl partially hid a bodice wrongly fastened. her face was apathetic, with leaden shadows and dark lips ceaselessly twisting, now drawn into a petulant line, now drooping in childish impotence. she glanced at him fleetly as he entered, but said nothing. robbed of the pretensions of pride, stripped of feminine subterfuge, she was appalling. he involuntarily recalled the essie who had swept him into a riot of emotion--a vivid and palpitating creature radiating the exuberance of careless health and youth. she could not, he calculated, be beyond thirty-seven now. he abruptly ceased his speculation, turned from her, with a feeling of impropriety. stephen jannan said shortly: "al schimpf will be here. it seemed to me he was the best man to retain. it's obvious that i can't defend her. you will, of course, require everything possible done." essie scofield shivered. "i don't want to go into court," she articulated, "and answer all the dreadful questions." there was a stir without, and a hugely fat man in a black cape fastened with a silver chain and velvet collar entered. al schimpf's face was so burdened with rolling chins that he disregarded the customary fashion of whiskers, but a grizzled moustache lay above his well-formed lips, and an imperial divided his heavy, aggressive chin. he was, evidently, fully informed of the case before him; for, after saluting jannan and jasper penny, he, seated himself directly before essie scofield, fastening upon her an unwavering, glacial gaze. "now, pay attention," he proceeded at once. "i'll go over a few facts--this daniel culser, you were in love with him; no length you wouldn't go, lost your senses completely; and he--all he cared about was the money he could wring out of you. as soon as you were paid the sums that mr. penny allowed you, this culser got it from you; he took every cent and wanted more. said he would leave you unless you got hold of something really worth while. then, of course, you carried on, promised to get him more and more; said you could force a fortune from mr. penny, anything to keep the young man. hey?" he demanded suddenly. the woman looked up with a haggard wonder, an irrepressible shudder; her hands raised and fell, and she nodded dumbly. "then, while culser was in the house, mr. penny unexpectedly turned up and said--perhaps before daniel himself--that you could expect nothing more, and made it plain that he was not to be intimidated. daniel culser was for leaving you, didn't intend to hang around for a bloody little quarterly; and, when you realized that he meant, or you thought he meant, what he said, you went crazy and shot him.... what!" he got no response from her now; she cowered away from him, hiding behind an updrawn shoulder, a fold of the shawl. "but listen to this," al schimpf shot at her, leaning forward, "here's what happened, and you must remember every fact: "the fellow had been around the house day after day. you had encouraged him at first; but then you got frightened; he beat you--hear that?--struck you with his fist, and threatened worse if you didn't go through old penny's pocket for him. he even hinted at something you might do together, and then get away with a mint. culser was at it when mr. penny called, and took it up when he left, at about six o'clock. he said he wanted money bad, debts were hounding him; and he was going to get it out of penny, out of you. there's where you said you would warn jasper penny; and remember how he struck you, in the back, because you turned, and it hurts yet--there up by the left shoulder, the left shoulder, the left! then, he had been drinking in your house and at a tavern, he threatened to kill you if you didn't do what he wanted. you honestly thought he'd do it, and snatched a pistol out of a table drawer, and.... do you understand? that's what happened, and it's all you know. said he would kill you, apparently commenced then, and you acted in self-protection. now, repeat that." she gazed at him in a trembling confusion. "but," she objected, "he was only--he said. oh! i was afraid i'd lose him." the lawyer moved closer to her, his unwinking, grey-green eyes like slate. "he said he'd kill you," he reiterated; "remember that, if you don't want to hang. he struck you; where?" after a long pause she replied haltingly, "in the back." al schimpf nodded, "good. and he said you both were to get away with a mint. he told you it would be easy; the old man would gladly buy silence; and, by heaven, if he didn't--" jasper penny stonily watched the intolerable degradation of the woman bullied into the safety of a lie. this was worse than anything that had gone before; he fell deeper and deeper into a strangling, humiliating self-loathing. stephen jannan's handsome countenance was fixed and pale; one hand lay on the table, empty and still. in the silence between schimpf's insistent periods jasper penny could hear essie's sobbing inspirations; he was unable to keep his gaze from her countenance, jelly-like and robbed of every trace of human dignity. he wondered vaguely at an absence of any sense of responsibility for what essie scofield had become; he felt that an attitude of self-accusation, of profound regret for the way they had taken together, should rest upon him; but the thought, the effort, were perfunctory, obviously insincere. if now he had a different, perhaps deeper, sense of responsibility, he had known nothing of it in the first months of his contact with her.... a different man, he reiterated; and one as faithfully representative as he was to-day. but totally another; men changed, evolved, progressed. jasper penny was convinced that it was a progression; but in a broad manner beyond all hope of his comprehension, and entirely outside dogmatic good and evil. the germ of it must have been in him from the first; his burning necessity for susan, he told himself, had been born in him, laid dormant until, yes--it had been stirred into activity by essie scofield, by the revulsion which had followed that natural development. he was suddenly conscious that al schimpf had ceased domineering essie. the lawyer swung about, facing them with an expression of commonplace satisfaction. "it's all in fine order," he declared. "i want, if possible, to study our jury through a preliminary case or so. we shall, of course, surrender our client at once, without making any difficulty about moving her from one police district to another. i can produce a witness to the fact that this culser openly said that he expected shortly to come into more money. and he had dishonoured debts all about. you will have to appear, mr. penny; no way out of that, but our defence should go like a song. now, mrs. scofield, i have a carriage outside." when they had gone jasper penny and jannan sat in a lengthening silence. stephen's hand moved among the papers on the table; the other drew a deep breath. "i regret this tremendously for you," stephen jannan said at last. he spoke with feeling; his momentary anger at the entanglement of susan vanished. "but it will pass, jasper. you are too solid a man to be hurt permanently by private scandal. and you have no concrete political position to invite mud slinging. yes, it will drop out of mind, and your iron will continue to support enterprise, extension." "but susan," jasper penny demanded, "what about her? where is she?" "with graham at shadrach. she was badly torn, and i insisted on her retreating for a week or more. there is a very capable assistant at the academy. it's too early to speak conclusively, but i am afraid that susan's usefulness is ended there. have you seen the cheaper sheets? every one, of course, is buying them. rotten! the assistant, i understand, is anxious to procure the school, and i am considering allowing her the capital. something might be arranged paying susan an income.... if she would accept; confoundly difficult to come about." "i am going to marry her," jasper penny asserted once more. "what was the initial trouble?" the other asked, tersely. "essie." stephen frowned. "she would hit on that," he agreed; "stand until the last gasp of some fantastic conception of right." jasper explained: "she thinks i ought to marry essie, mostly on account of the child. she likes me, too, stephen; i think i may tell you that. well, i'll keep at her and at her. in the end she will get tired of refusal." the other shook his head doubtfully. "i've known susan a good many years, and i have never seen her lose an ideal, or even an idea, yet." jasper penny rose. "meanwhile i'll have to go through with this trial. thank god, susan has no part in it." he warmly gripped stephen's palm. "you're worth something in a life, immovable. thank you, stephen." xxii it was early in april, an insidiously warm morning with the ailanthus trees in bud before the state house, when jasper penny left the court room where essie had been freed. provision had been made for her--she had had a severe collapse during the trial--and a feeling almost of renewed liberty of spirit permeated jasper, as, with his overcoat on an arm, he turned to the left and walked over the street in the blandly expanding mildness. a train left shortly for jaffa, and he was bound directly home, to myrtle forge, anxious to steep himself in the echo of the trip hammer mingled with the poignant harmony of spring sounds drifting from the farm and woods. he was possessed by a sharpened hunger for all the--now recognized--beauty of the place of his allegiance and birth, the serenity of the acres gilbert penny had beaten out of the wild of the province. he was astonishingly conscious of himself as a part of the whole penny succession, proud of gilbert, of howat, who had always so engaged his fancy, of casimir, and daniel, his own father. theirs was a good heritage; their part of the earth, the ring of their iron, his particular characteristic of a black penny, formed a really splendid entity. the low, horizontal branches of the beech tree on the lawn, older than the dwelling, opposed a pleasant variety on the long façade, built of stone with an appearance of dark pinkish malleability masking its obduracy. his mother was awaiting him on the narrow portico, and he at once told her of essie's release. they stood together, gazing out across the turf, faintly emerald, over the public road, at the grey, solid group of farm buildings beyond. the farmer's daughter, in a white slip, emerged against the barnyard, and called the chickens in a high, musical note, scattering grain to a hysterical feathery mob. the air was still with approaching twilight; the sun slipped below the western trees and shadows gathered under the lilac bushes; the sky was april green. "your father has been dead twelve years," gilda penny said unexpectedly. he looked down and saw that she was decrepit, an old woman. her mouth had sunken, her ears projected in dry folds from her scant strands of hair. he recalled daniel barnes penny; the earliest memories of his mother, a vigorous, brown-faced woman with alert, black eyes, quick-stepping, dictatorial in the sphere of her house and dependents. one after the other, like the sun, they were slipping out of the sight of myrtle forge; vanished and remained; passed from falling hand to hand the unextinguished flame of life. gilda penny was merging fast into the formless dark. she clung with pathetically tense fingers to his arm as they turned into the house. he had ordered a carriage immediately after an early supper; and, informing his coachman of his wish to proceed alone, drove quickly away through the dusk. he was going to shadrach furnace, to meet susan for the first time since the unhappy occasion in the mayor's chamber. he had decided, stifling his increasing impatience, not to see her until essie's trial was over. susan had been at graham jannan's house for nine weeks. her sight, he had learned, had almost completely failed in a general exhaustion; but, with rigorous care, she had nearly recovered. the academy had been sold to the assistant mistress; and there was an expressed uncertainty about susan's near future. it had, however, no existence in jasper penny's thoughts, plans--she must marry him; any other course would now be absurd. the track from myrtle forge to the furnace was bound into his every thought and association; its familiarity, he mused, had been born in him; his horses, too, took correctly, without pressure, every turning of the way. the road mounted, and then dropped between rounded hills to the clustering buildings, where lighted, pale yellow windows floated on the dusk, crowned by the wide-flung radiance of the furnace stack. the air was potent in the valley with the indeterminate scent of budding earth--the premonitory fragrance of blossoms; and, hardly less delicate, stars flowered whitely in blue space. he paused for a moment before entering graham jannan's house, saturated with the pastoral tranquillity, listening to the flutter of wings under the eaves. then he went in. they had finished supper, but were lingering at the table, with the candles guttering in an air from the open door. his greeting was simple and glad, and without restraint. susan wore a dress like a white vapour, sprigged with pale buds, her throat and arms bare. she smiled the familiar, hesitating smile, met his questioning gaze with her undeviating courage. jasper penny took a chair opposite her. little was said. peace deepened about his spirit. graham, he saw, had a new ruddiness of health; he laid a shawl tenderly about his wife's shoulders; and jasper remembered that a birth was imminent. later he drifted with susan to the door, and they passed out into the obscurity beyond. even now he was reluctant to speak, to break with importunities the serene mood. "all the iron making," she spoke at last, "lovely. i have stood night after night in the cast house watching the metal pour out in its glorious colours. and, when i wake, i go to my window and see the reflections of the blast on the trees, on the first leaves. the charcoal burners come down like giants out of the mythology of the forest. and, when i first came, there was a raccoon hunt, with a great stirring of lanterns and barking dogs in the dark ... all lovely." "it is yours," he said, bending over her. "you can come here at your will. a house built. and myrtle forge, too; whatever i have, am." he paused; but, without reply, continued more rapidly. "it's over, the--the misery of the past weeks; the mistakes are dead; they are paid, susan. now we may take what is left and make it as beautiful as possible. after suffering, reparation, happiness, is every one's due. and i am certain i can make you happy." a longer pause followed, in which he regarded her with an increasing anxiety. her face was turned away, her progress grew slower until they stood by the shadowy bulk of a small stone structure. the door was open, and it seemed to him that she looked within. "a store house," he explained. nothing was visible in the interior gloom but some obscure shapes, bales, piled against the walls, and the scant tracery of a rude stair leading up to a greater blackness above. she stopped, as if arrested by his period, laying a hand on the door frame. "why don't you answer me, susan?" he proceeded. "you know that i want to marry you; surely it is all right now. everything possible has been done. a great deal of life remains." her answer was so low that it almost escaped him; the faintest breath of pain, of longing and regret. "i can't," she whispered; "not with her, the child. i can't." "that," he replied gently, "is a mistaken idea of responsibility, a needless sacrifice. i could never urge you into an injustice, a wrong; at last i have got above that; what i want is the most reasonable thing imaginable, the best, in every conceivable way, for yourself and--any other. you are harming, depriving, no one. you are taking nothing but your own, what has been yours, and only yours, from the first moment i saw, no--from my birth. what has happened brought me in a straight road to you, the long road i have never, really, left." "i can't," she said still again. "i want to, jasper. oh, with a heart full of longing; i am so tired that i would almost give the rest of my life for another secure hour with you. and i would pay that to give you what you want, what you should have. but something stronger than i am, more than all this, holds me; i can't forget that miserable woman, nor her child and yours, so thin and suspicious. i am not good enough to be her mother myself, even if i felt i had the right. inside of me i am quite wicked, selfish. i want my own. but not with the other woman outside. she'd be looking in at the windows, jasper, looking in at my heart. i would hear her." she leaned against her arm, her face hid, her shoulders trembling. the musty odour of the stores floated out and enveloped him. he was suddenly annoyed. susan herself lost some of her beauty, her radiance. he muttered that she was merely stubborn, blind to reality, to necessity. his attitude hardened, and he commenced to argue in a low, insistent voice. she made no reply, but remained supported in the doorway, a vague form against the inner dark. "you must change your mind," he asserted; "you can't be eternally so foolish. there is absolutely no question of my marrying essie scofield." "i don't want you to, really," she admitted in an agonized whisper. "i shall never again ask you to do that. ah, god, how low i am." he saw, in an unsparing flash of comprehension, that it was useless. she would never marry him as long as the past stayed embodied, actual, to peer into their beings. a return of his familiar irritability, spleen, possessed him. "you are too pure for this world," he said brutally. she turned and stood facing him, meeting his scorn with an uplifted countenance. a shifting reflection from the furnace stack fell over her in a wan veil, over the vaporous, sprigged white of her dress, her bare throat and arms, her cheeks wet with tears. out of it her eyes, wide with pain, steadily met his angry scrutiny. out of it she smiled at him before the reflection died. iii the metal xxiii in the warm, subdued light of a double lamp with apricot glass shades howat penny was turning over the pages, stiff with dry paste, of an album filled with opera programmes. the date of the brief, precisely penned label on the black cover was - ; it was the first of a number of such thick, recording volumes he had gathered; and the operas, the casts, were of absorbing interest. at once a memento of the heroic period of american music and of his first manhood, the faded crudely embellished strips of paper, bearing names, lyric tenors and sopranos of limpid, bird-like song long ago lost in rosy and nebulous clouds of fable and cherished affection, roused remembered pleasures sharper than any calm actuality of to-day. he paused with a quiet exclamation, the single glass adroitly held in his left, astigmatic, eye fastened on the announcement of a famous evening, a famous name. his sense of the leaf before him blurred in the vivid memory of patti, singing martha in the campaign brought by mapleson in the old academy of music against the forces of the new metropolitan opera house. he had been one of a conservative number that had supported the established opera, declaring heatedly that the diva and mapleson were an unapproachable musical combination, before which the shoddier magnificence of its rival, erected practically in a few summer months, would speedily fade. nevertheless, he recalled, the widely heralded performance had been coolly received. patti, although she had not perceptibly failed in voice, had been unable to inspire the customary enthusiasm; and the scene at the evening's end, planned to express her overwhelming triumph and superiority, when the horses had been taken from her carriage and it had been dragged by hand to the portal of the windsor hotel, had been no better than perfunctory. the wily mapleson had arranged that beforehand, howat penny realized, with a faint, reminiscent smile on his severe lips--the "enthusiastic mob" had been coldly recruited, at a price, from the choristers. another memory of patti, and of that same performance, flooded back--the dinner given her in the brunswick. he saw again the room where, on a divan, she had received her hosts, the seventy or more men of fashion grouped in irreproachable black and white, with her suave manager, the inevitable tea rose in his lapel, on a knee before adelina, kissing her hand. the dinner had been laid in the ball room, lit with a multitude of wax candles. the features, appearance, of the more prominent men, of mahun stetson and daly and william steinway, were clear still. the original plan had been to include ladies at the dinner, but the latter, affecting outrage at the diva's affair with the marquis de caux, had refused to lend their countenance to the singer's occasion. his smile broadened--this was so characteristic of new york in the eighties. how different it had been; but it was no better, he added silently, now. it was mid-august, and the air floating in through an open door was ladened with the richness of ultra-luxuriant vegetation, the persistent, metallic whirring of locusts, the mechanical repetition of katydids. one of the owls that inhabited the old willow tree before the house cried softly.... how different! he straightened up from the book open on his knees, and the glass fell with a small clatter over his formal, starched linen, swinging for an instant on its narrow ribbon. the unwavering lamp light was deflected in green points through the emeralds of his studs. the thought of bygone, gala nights of opera fastened on him with a peculiar significance--suddenly they seemed symbolic of his lost youth. such tides of impassioned song, such poignant, lyric passion, such tragic sacrifice and death, were all in the extravagant key of youth. the very convention of opera, the glorified unreality of its language, the romantic impossibility of its colour, the sparkling dress like the sparkling voices and blue gardens and gilded halls, were the authentic expression of the resplendent vagaries of early years. the winter of eighty three and four; his first season of new york music. the autumn before he had returned from the five years spent in europe, in paris practically, with bundy provost, related to him by a marriage in the past generation, through the jannans. he had gone abroad immediately after his graduation as a lawyer; and in the indolent culture of the five parisian years, he now realized, he had permanently lost all hold on his profession. at his return he had drifted imperceptibly into an existence of polite pleasure. it had been different with bundy; he had gone into the banking house of provost, lately established in new york; and, with the extraordinary pertinacity and acumen sometimes developed by worldly and rich young men, he had steadily risen to a place of financial importance. an opening had, of course, been offered to howat penny when he had definitely decided not to settle in philadelphia, where the pennys had always been associated, and pursue the law. and, at first, he had occupied a desk in the provost counting rooms. but he had soon grown discontented, he disliked routine and a clerk's condition; and, after two years of annoyed effort, withdrew to lead a more congenial existence on a secure, adequate income. "it was a mistake," he said aloud, in a decided, clearly modulated voice, gazing blankly into the warm stillness of the room. it had come partly from his innate impatience with any inferior state whatever, and part from the old inability to identify himself with the practicalities of existence. he had always viewed with distaste the apparently necessary compromises of successful living; the struggle for money, commercial supremacy, seemed unendurably ugly; the jargon and subterfuges of financial competition beneath his exacting standard of personal dignity. that had been his expression at the time--permeated by an impatient sense of superiority; but now he felt that there was something essential lacking in himself. an absence of proper balance. solely concerned with the appearance, the insignificant surface, of such efforts as bundy provost's, their moving, masculine spirit had evaded him. yes, it had been a mistake. he had missed the greatest pleasure of all, that of accumulating power and influence, of virile achievement. well, it was over now; he was old; his life, his chance, had gone; and all that remained were memories of patti smiling disdainfully in the flare of oil torches about her carriage; the only concrete record of so many years the scrap books such as that on his knees. it had been an error; yet there had been, within him, no choice, no intimation of a different, more desirable, consummation. bundy had gone one way and himself another in obedience to forces beyond their understanding or control. they had done, briefly, what they were. there was no individual blame to attach, no applause; spare moralizing to append. he returned to the pages before him, to the memories of the radiant ambre and marimon, the sylvan echoes of campanini singing elvino. now his recovered glass was intent on a programme of the rapidly successful metropolitan forces, of the new german opera, with seidl-krauss singing elizabeth, and brandt in _fidelio_. even here, after so long, he vibrated again to the exquisite beauty of lenore's constancy and love. then dr. damrosch dead, the sonorous funeral in the opera house ... that had been changed with the rest; the baignoires were gone, the tiers of boxes newly curved; gone the chandeliers and turkey red carpet and gold threaded brocade that had seemed the final expression of luxury. lehmann in the premier of _tristan und isolde_, with the vast restrained enthusiasm and tensity when, at the end of the third act, niemann bared his wounded breast. eames' rise; but that, and what followed, were in successive books. he closed the one under his hand. as the years drew nearer the present their features became larger, more indistinct, their music grew louder, dissonant. he had retired further and further from an opera, a life, with which he was increasingly out of harmony. or rather, he added, life moved away from the aging. it was as if the surrounding affair became objective; as if, once a participant in a cast--a production, however, less than grand--he had been conducted to a seat somewhere in the midst of a great, shadowy audience, from which he looked out of the gloom at the brilliant, removed spectacle. the final fact that had taken him from the setting of so many of his years had been the increasing expense of a discriminating existence in new york. again his distaste for anything short of absolute nicety had dictated the form and conditions of his living. when the situation of his rooms had definitely declined, and the cost of possible locations--he could not endure a club--became prohibitive; when his once adequate, unaugmented income assumed the limitations of a mere sufficiency; and when, too, the old, familiar figures, the swells of his own period and acquaintance had vanished one by one with their vanishing halls of assembly--he had retreated to the traditional place of his family. he had gone back to the home of the pennys in america. not, however, to myrtle forge itself, the true centre of his inheritance. the house there had been uninhabited since his father's early years; it was a closed and melancholy memento; he had reanimated a comfortable stone dwelling at shadrach furnace; its solid grey façade drawn out by two happy additions to the original, small square. it had been, traditionally, at first, the house of the head furnacemen; sometime after that, perhaps a hundred years, graham jannan, newly married, had lived there while occupied with the active manufacture of iron; and three summers back he, howat penny, the last penny now, had returned to the vicinity of jaffa. xxiv the room in which he sat had two windows, set in the deep recesses of heavy stone walls, and three doors, two leading into opposite rooms and the third opening without. the double lamp stood on a low, gate-legged table of fibrous, time-blackened oak, together with an orderly array of periodicals--the white, typographical page of the _saturday review_ under the dull rose of _the living age_ and chocolate-coloured bulk of the _unpopular, gil blas_, the mid-week _boston transcript_ and yesterday's _new york evening post_. the table bore, in addition, a green morocco case of dominoes; a mahogany box that, in a recess, mysteriously maintained a visible cigarette; a study of beethoven, in french; an outspread volume by anatole france, _jacques tournebroche_, in a handsome paper cover; a set of copper ash trays; and a dull red figurine, holding within its few inches the deathless spirit of a heroic age. an angle of the wall before him was filled by a white panelled fireplace, the mantel close against the ceiling; and on the other side of a doorway, through which he could see rudolph noiselessly preparing the dinner table, was a swan-like sofa, in olive wood and pale yellow satin, from the venice of the _ottocento_. at his right, beyond a window, mounted a tall, austere secretary in waxed walnut; and behind him, under the white chair rail, bookcases extended across the width of the room. gustavus hesselius' portrait of the first howat penny hung on a yellow painted wall, his gilt-braided major's facings still vivid, his dark, perceptible scorn undimmed. there were, too, framed in oak, a large photograph of tamagno, as othello, with a scrawled, cordial message; another of a graceful woman in the page's costume of _les huguenots_, signed "sempre ... scalchi"; a water colour drawing by jan beers; and a victorian lithograph in powdery foliage and brick of _the penny rolling mills. jaffa_. a black-blue rug, from myrtle forge, partly covered the broad, oak boards of the floor; and there was a comfortable variety of chairs--sturdy, painted dutch, winged windsors and a slatted hunterstown rocker. howat penny's gaze wandered over the familiar furnishing, come to him surviving the generations of his family, or carefully procured for his individual dictates. a sense of tranquillity, of haven, deepened about him. "rudolph," he inquired, "has honduras gone for miss jannan?" the man stopped in the doorway, answering in the affirmative. he was slight, almost fragile, with close, dark hair that stood up across his forehead, and dry, high-coloured cheeks. rudolph hesitated, with a handful of silver; and then returned to his task. mariana would be along immediately, howat penny thought. he put the album aside and rose, moving toward the door that led without. he was a slender, erect figure, with little to indicate his age except the almost complete silvering of his hair--it had, evidently, been black--and a rigidity of body only apparent to a sharp scrutiny. a porch followed that length of the house, and doubled the end, where he stood peering into the gathering dusk. the old willow tree, inhabited by the owls, spread a delicate, blurred silhouette across a darkened vista of shorn wheat fields, filled, in the hollows, with woods; and a lamp glimmered from a farm house on a hill to the left. his lawn dropped to the public road, the hedged enclosure swimming with fireflies; and beyond he saw the wavering light shafts of his small motor returning from the insignificant flag station on the railroad, a mile distant. the noise of the engine increased, sliding into a lower gear on the short curve of the driveway; and he met mariana jannan at the entrance directly into the dining room. she insisted, to his renewed discomfort, on kissing him. "it's wonderful here, after the city," she proclaimed; "and i've had to be in town three sweltering days. i'll dress right away." honduras, his coloured man, as indispensable outside as rudolph was in, followed with her bag up the narrow flight of steps to the floor above. he waited through, he thought, a reasonable interval, and then called. an indistinguishable reply floated down, mingled with the filling of a tub; and another half hour passed before mariana appeared in white chiffon, securing a broad girdle of silver oak leaves, about her slight waist. "do you mind?" she turned before him; and, with an impatience half assumed and half actual, he fastened the last hooks of her dress. "as you know," he reminded her, "i don't attempt cocktails. will you have a gin and bitters?" she wouldn't, frankly; and they embarked on dinner in a pleasant, unstrained silence. mariana was, he realized, the only person alive for whom he had a genuine warmth of affection. she was a first cousin; her aunt elizabeth had married james penny, his father; but his fondness for her had no root in that fact. it didn't, for example, extend to her brother kingsfrere. he speculated again on the reason for her marked effect. mariana was not lovely, as had been the charmers of his own day; her features, with the exception of her eyes, were unremarkable. and her eyes, variably blue, were only arresting because of their extraordinary intensity of vision, their unquenchable and impertinent curiosity. a girl absolutely different from all his cherished mental images; but, for howat penny, always potent, always arousing a response from his supercritical being, stirring his aesthetic heart. everything he possessed--his pictures, the albums, the moderate income, although she had little need of that--had been willed to her. it would be hers then just as it was, practically, now. and he was aware that her feeling generously equalled his own. his speculation, penetrating deeper than customary, rewarded him with the thought that she was unusual in the courage of her emotions. that was it--the courage of her emotions! there was a total lack of any penurious trait, any ulterior thought of appraising herself against a possible advantageous barter. she was never concerned with a conscious prudery in the arrangement of her skirt. mariana was aristocratic in the correct sense of the term; a sense, he realized, now almost lost. and he rated aristocracy of bearing higher than any other condition or fact. he wondered a little at her patent pleasure in visiting him, an old man, so frequently. hardly a month passed but that, announced by telegram, she did not appear and stay over night, or for a part of the week. she would recount minutely the current gaiety of her polite existence. he knew the names of her associates, a number of them had been exhibited to him at shadrach; the location of their country places; and what men temporarily monopolized her interest. none of the latter had been serious. he was, selfishly, glad of that; and waited uneasily through her every visit until she assured him that her affections had not been possessed. however, this condition, he knew, must soon come to an end; mariana was instinct with sex; and a short while before he had sent his acknowledgment of her twenty-sixth birthday. she sat occupied with salad against the cavernous depths of a fireplace that, between the kitchen door and a built-in cupboard, filled the side of the dining room. the long mantel above her head was ladened with the grey sheen of pewter, and two uncommonly large, fluted bowls of blue stiegel glass. in the centre of the table linen, the sheffield and crystal and pictorial staffordshire, was a vivid expanse of rose geraniums. she broke off a flower and pinned it with the diamond bar on her breast. "howat," she said, "to-morrow's saturday, and i've asked two people out until sunday night. eliza provost and a young man. do you mind?" "tell rudolph," he replied. it was not until after dinner, when they were playing sniff, that he realized that she omitted the young man's name. he intended to ask it, but, his mind and hand hovering over an ivory domino, he forgot. "twenty," he announced, reaching for the scoring pad. "oh, hell, howat!" she protested. "that's the game, almost." she emptied her coffee cup, and speculatively fingered one of the thin cigars in the box at his hand. "it's the customary thing in peru," she observed, pinching the end from the cigar and lighting it. he watched her absently, veiled in the fragrant, bluish smoke. automatically his thoughts returned to the women that, at a breath of scandal, had refused to attend the dinner to patti. so much changed; the years fled like birds in a mist. "i feel like a politician," she told him. "eliza provost would pat me on the back. she's talking from a soap box on the street corners now, winging men for such trifles as forced birth. i'm fond of eliza; she's got a splendid crust. i wish you'd get excited about my rights; but your interest really goes no further than a hat from camille marchais. you are deleterious, howat. isn't that a lovely word! which was the first double?" he blocked and won the game. "fifty-five," she announced; "and ninety-five before. i owe you a dollar and a half." she paid the debt promptly from a flexible gold mesh bag on the table; then stooped and wandered among his books. howat penny turned to yesterday's _evening post_, and mariana settled beyond the lamp. outside the locusts were desperately shrill, and the heavy ticking of an old clock grew audible. "i don't like george moore!" she exclaimed. he raised surprised, inquiring eyebrows. "he is such a taster," she added, but particularized no more. she sat, with the scarlet bound book clouded in the white chiffon of her lap, gazing at the wall. her lips were parted, and a brighter colour rose in her cheeks. her attitude, her expression, vaguely disturbed him; he had never seen her more warmly, dangerously, alive. a new reluctance stopped the question forming in his mind; she seemed to have retreated from him. "moore is a very great artist," he said instead. "that's little to me," she replied flippantly, rising. "i think i'll go up; and i almost think i will kiss you again." he grumbled a protest, and watched her trail from the room, the silver girdle and chiffon emphasizing her thin, vigorous body, the lamplight falling on her bare, sharp shoulders. howat penny had early acquired a habit of long hours, and it was past one when he put aside his papers, stood for a moment on the porch. the fireflies were gone, the locusts seemed farther away, and the soft, heavy flight of an owl rose from the warm grass. below, on the right, he could vaguely see the broken bulk of what had been shadrach furnace, the ruined shape of the past. the pennys no longer made iron. his father had marked the last casting. they no longer listened to the beat of the trip hammer, but to the light rhythm of a conductor's baton; they heard, in place of ringing metal, a tenor's grace notes. soon they would hear nothing. they went out, for all time, with himself. it was fitting that the last, true to their peculiar inheritance, should be a black penny. he, howat, was that--the ancient welsh blood finally gathered in a cup of life before it was spilled. old influences quickened within him; but, attenuated, they were no more than regrets. they came late to trouble his remnant of living. he was like the furnace, a sign of what had been; yet, he thought in self-extenuation, he had brought no dishonour, no dragging of the tradition through the muck of a public scandal. not that ... nor anything else. now, when it was absurd, he was resentful of the part he had played in life; like a minor, cracked voice, he extended a former figure with a saving touch of humour, importuning the director because he had not been cast in the great rôles. the night mist came up and brushed him; he was conscious of a sudden chill, an aching of the wrists. "cracked," he repeated, aloud, and retreated into the house; where, rudolph gone up, he put out the lights and stiffly retired. xxv they accomplished little the following morning. mariana, in a scant brown linen skirt, a sheer waist through which were visible precarious incidentals and narrow black ribbon, and the confoundedest green stockings he had ever seen, lounged indolently in a canvas swing. the heat increased in a reddish haze through which the sun poured like molten copper. "you'd better come inside," he said from the doorway; "the house, shut up, is quite comfortable." within the damp of the old, stone walls made a comparative coolness. the shades were drawn down, and they sat in an untimely twilight. "when i think of how energetic eliza will be," mariana asserted, "i am already overwhelmed. but you never look hot, howat; you are always beautiful." his flannels and straw-coloured silk coat were crisply ironed; his hair, his scarf and lustrous yellow shoes, precise. "howat," she continued almost anxiously, "you put a lot on, well--good form. you think that the way a man knots his tie is tremendously significant--" "perhaps," he returned cautiously. "a good many years have shown me that the right man usually wears the right things." "couldn't that be just the smallest bit unfair? aren't there, after all, droves of the right men in rubber collars? i don't know any," she added hastily; "that is, not exactly the same. but it seems to me that you have lived so exclusively in a certain atmosphere that you might have got blinded to--to other things." "perhaps," he said again, complacently. "i can only judge by my own feeling and experience. now mapleson, never was a finer conductor of opera--you didn't catch him in a pink tie in the evening. and some of those others, who failed in a couple of weeks, i give you my word, dress shirts with forgetmenots." she regarded him with a frowning, half closed vision. "it sounds wrong," she commented. "it's been your life, of course." he grew resentful under her scrutiny, the implied criticism. a sudden suspicion entered his mind, connected with her expression last evening, the young man whose name he had omitted to ask. his reluctance to question her returned. but if mariana had attached herself to some rowdy, by heaven, he would.... he fixed the glass in his eye, and, pretending to be occupied with a periodical, studied her. he realized that he would, could, do nothing. she was a woman of determination, and, her father dead, a very adequate income of her own. his fondness for mariana resided principally in a wish to see her free from the multitudinous snares that he designated in a group as common. he was fearful of her entanglement in the cheap implications of the undistinguished democracy more prevalent every year. all that was notable, charming, in her, he felt, would be obliterated by trite connection; he had no more patience for the conventional fulfilment of her life than he had for the thought of women voting. howat penny saw mariana complete, fine, in herself, as the _orpheo_ of christopher gluck was fine and complete. he preferred the contained artistry of such music to the cruder, more popular and moral, sounds. early in the afternoon she went to her room, although honduras had no occasion to go to the station for considerably more than an hour, explaining that she must dress. howat penny sat with his palms on his white flannelled knees, revolving, now, himself in the light of his aspirations for mariana. he wondered if, in the absence of any sympathy for the mass of sentiment and living, he was blind, too, to her greatest possibilities; if, in short, he was a vicious influence. perhaps, as the old were said to do, he had hardened into a narrow and erroneous conception of values. such doubts were both disturbing and unusual; ordinarily he never hesitated in the exact expression of his vigorously held opinions and prejudices; he seldom relaxed the critical elevation of his standards. he was, he thought contemptuously, growing soft; senility was diluting his fibre, blurring his inner vision. nothing of this was visible as he rose on mariana's reappearance; there was not a line relaxed; his handsome, dark profile was as pridefully clear as if it had been stamped on a bronze coin. mariana wore, simply, blue, with an amber veiling of tulle about her shoulders, and a short skirt that gave her a marked youthful aspect. she seemed ill at ease; and avoided his gaze, hurrying out to meet the motor as it noisily turned sharply in at the door. howat penny heard eliza provost's short, impatient enunciation, and a rapid, masculine utterance. eliza entered, a girl with a decided, evenly pale face and brown eyes, in a severe black linen suit and a small hat, and extended a direct hand, a slightly smiling greeting. mariana followed, for a moment filling the doorway. "we'll go up, eliza," she said, moving with the other to the stair, a few feet distant. a man followed into the house, and mariana half turned on the bottom step. "howat," she proceeded hurriedly, "this is james polder." then she ascended with eliza provost. an expression of amazement, deepening almost to dismay, was momentarily visible on howat penny's countenance. his face felt hot, and there was an uncomfortable pressure in his throat, such as might come from shock. surely mariana wouldn't ... without warning him--! he was conscious of the necessity, facing a tall, spare young man with an intent expression, of a polite phrase; and he articulated an adequate something in a noticeably disturbed tone. but, of course, he had made a mistake. james polder's intensity increased, concentrated in a gaze at once belligerent and eager. he said: "then miss jannan didn't tell you. it was a mistake. it may be i am not exactly desirable here," his voice sharpened, and he retreated a step toward the door. "no," howat penny replied; "she didn't." he found himself studying a face at once youthful and lined, a good jaw contradicted by a mouth already traced with discontent, and yellow-brown eyes kindling with a surprising energy of resentment. "you are byron polder's son?" he said in a manner that carried its own affirmation. "eunice scofield's grandson." "eunice penny's," the other interjected. "your own grandfather saw to that." his hand rested in the doorway, and he stopped honduras, carrying in the guests' bags. howat penny's poise rapidly returned. "go right up, honduras," he directed; "the windmill room, i think. i had never seen you," he said to james polder, as if in apology. "but your father has been pointed out to me." he waved the younger man into the room beyond, and moved forward the cigarettes. james polder took one with an evident relief in the commonplace act. he struck a match and lit the cigarette with elaborate care. "will you sit for a little?" the elder proceeded. "or perhaps you'd rather change at once. i've no doubt it was sticky in the city." "thank you; perhaps i'd better--the last." rudolph appeared, and conducted the young man above. howat penny sat suddenly, his lips folded in a stubborn line. mariana had behaved outrageously; she must be familiar with the whole, miserable, past episode; she had given him some very bad moments. he had a personal bitterness toward that old, unhappy affair, the dereliction of his dead grandfather--it had been, he had always felt, largely responsible for his own course in life; it had, before his birth even, formed his limitations, as it had those of his father. the latter had been the child of a dangerously late marriage, a marriage from which time and delay had stripped both material potency and sustaining illusion. jasper penny had been nearing fifty when his son was born; and that act of deliberate sacrifice on the part of his wife, entering middle age, had imposed an inordinate amount of suffering on her last years. their child, it was true, had been of normal stature, and lived to within a short space of a half century. but then he had utterly collapsed, died in three days from what had first appeared a slight cold; and, throughout his maturity, he had been a man of feverish mind. his disastrous, blind struggle against the great, newly discovered iron deposits of the middle west was characteristic of his ill balance. and, in his own, howat penny's, successive turn, the latter told himself again, he had paid part of the price of his grandfather's indulgence. it was incorporated in the penny knowledge that susan brundon had refused to marry jasper while the other woman was alive. the latter had died, some years after the disgraceful publicity of the murder and trial; the wedding had then taken place; but it seemed to howat penny to have been almost perfunctory. yes, he had paid too, in the negative philosophy, the critical sterility, of his existence. he recognized this in one of the disconcerting flashes of perception that lately illuminated him as if from without. some essential proportion had been disturbed. he looked up, at a slight sound, and saw mariana standing before him. his expression, he knew, was severe; he had been quite upset. "i can see," she proceeded slowly, "that i have been very wicked. i didn't realize, howat, that it might affect you; how real all that old stir might be. i am tremendously sorry; you must know that i am awfully fond of you. it was pure, young selfishness. i was afraid that if i spoke first you wouldn't let him come. and it was important--i must see him and talk to him and think about it. you can realize mother and kingsfrere!" "where did you meet him?" he demanded shortly. "with eliza, at a meeting," she went on more rapidly. "he's terribly brilliant, and a steel man. isn't it funny? the pennys were steel, too; or iron, and that's the same. i wish you could be nice to him or just decent, until--until i know." "mariana!" he exclaimed, rising. "you don't mean that you are really--. that you--" "perhaps, howat," she answered gravely. "i have only seen him twice; and he has said nothing; but, you see, i am an experienced young woman. no other man has made the same impression." "that," he declared coldly, "is unthinkable. you can't know all the facts." "i do; but, somehow, i don't care." "everything about him is impossible--his history, family ... why, eunice scofield, well, penny, married a man from behind a counter, a fellow who sold womens' gloves; yes, and more than half jew. and this man's mother was delia mullen, a daughter of the dirty ward leader. all this aside from--from his bad blood." "it's partly yours, you know," she said quietly. "after all, there are other places i can see him." she turned away. "eliza provost is insane," he muttered. "no," mariana returned, "only superior to narrow little prejudices. she can see life, people, as they are. jim polder is one of the most promising men in the steel mills. he is going up and up. that is enough for eliza, it is enough for me; and if it won't do for my family--" she made an opening gesture with her fingers. her expression had hardened; she gazed at him with bright, contemptuous eyes. in a moment the affectionate bonds between them seemed to have dissolved. his feeling was one of mingled anger and concern; but he endeavoured to regain his self-control, conscious that a hasty word more might do irreparable harm. "of course, i can't have you meeting him about the streets," he stated. "it is better here, if necessary. i am very much displeased," a note of complaint appeared, and she immediately returned to him, laid a hand on his shoulder. "nothing is certain," she assured him. "i wanted to be sure, that is all. i don't want to make a mess out of things." it was a part of the very quality of emotional courage he had so lately defined, extolled; a part of her disdain for ordinary prudence and conventional approbation. a direct dislike for this james polder invaded him, a determined attitude of hyper-criticism. when the younger man reappeared howat penny found justification for this attitude. the details of polder's apparel, although acceptable in the main, were without nicety. his shoes were a crude tan, and his necktie from the outer limbo. his hands, too, had a grimy surface and the nails were broken, unkempt. but it was evident that all the criticism was not to be limited to his own. james polder regarded the single glass with a scoffing lip, as if it were the appendage of a ludicrous anglomania. he glanced with indifference at howat penny's pictures, books, the collected emblems of his cultivated years. his brows raised at the photograph of scalchi in the page's trunks--as if, the elder thought, she had been a "pony" in the _black crook_--and was visibly amused at the great mapleson, posed in a dignified attitude by a broken column. an irrepressible and biting scorn, howat penny saw, was, perhaps, the young man's strongest attribute. he had violent opinions expressed in sudden, sharp movements, gestures with his shoulders, swift frowns and fragmentary sentences. howat penny had never seen a more ill-ordered youth, and he experienced an increasing difficulty in keeping a marked asperity from his speech and conduct. eliza provost shortly came down, and the three strolled out into the ruddy light of late afternoon. howat penny consumed a long time dressing for the evening; and, in the end, irritably summoned rudolph. "i can't get these damned studs in," he complained; "whatever do you suppose women use for starch now?" rudolph dexterously fixed the emeralds, then held the black silk waistcoat. "and coats won't hang for a bawbee," he went on. "gentlemen like gary dilkes used to go regularly to london, spring and fall, for their things. no doubt then about a man of breeding. you didn't see the other kind around. wouldn't have 'em." rudolph murmured consolingly. "sat in the pit but never got into the boxes," his voice grew thin, querulous. "i'm moving along, rudolph," he admitted suddenly; "the manners, and, by thunder, the music too, don't suit me any more. give me the old academy days in irving place." he hummed a bar from _ernani_. through dinner he maintained a severe silence, listening with a frowning disapproval to eliza provost's tranquil, subversive utterances. howat penny couldn't think what her father was about, permitting her to harangue loafers by the streets and saloons. she was, in a cold way--she had peter jannan provost's curious grey colouring--a handsome piece of a girl, too. "a fine figger," he told himself. later, mariana and james polder had gone out on the porch, he faced with reluctance the task of furnishing her with entertainment; but, to his extreme relief, she procured a leather portfolio, and addressed herself to a sheaf of papers. but that, in itself, was a peculiar way for a young woman to spend an evening. she would have done it, he felt, if he had been half his actual age. god help the man with a fancy for her! charming visions were woven on his memory from the fading skeins of the past--a ride in a dilapidated, public fiacre after a masked ball in paris ... at dawn. confetti tangled in coppery hair, a wilful mouth, fragrantly painted, and phantomlike swans on a black lake. his silk hat had been telescoped in the process of smacking a frenchman's eye. perhaps, they had told each other, there would be cards later in the day, an affair of honour. he forgot what, exactly, had happened; but there had been no duel. he looked up with a sudden concern, as if his thoughts might have been clear to eliza provost, in irreproachable evening dress and shell rimmed glasses, intent on statistical pages. mariana and james polder appeared; the former, howat penny thought, disturbed. polder's intense countenance was sombre, his brow corrugated. mariana, accompanied by eliza, soon after went up; and left the two men facing each other across a neutral silence. "you manufacture steel, i believe," the elder finally stated. "the company does," polder replied more exactly. "i've been in the open hearth since i left school," he went on; "it was born in me, i've never thought of anything else." his tone grew sharp, as if it might occur to the other to contradict the legitimacy of his pursuit. "i have done well enough, too," he said pridefully. "most of them come on from college. i went from shovelling slag in the pit, the crane, to second helper and melter; they gave me the furnace after a year and now i am foreman. it will be better still if a reorganization goes through. not many men have a chance at the superintendent's office under thirty-five." "that is very admirable," howat penny said formally. he wondered, privately, at the far channel into which the original penny ability had flowed. there could be no doubt, however objectionable, that james polder was the present repository of the family tradition. he had had it from the source; and the iron had not, apparently, been corroded by tainted blood. he was forced to admit that a coarser strain had, perhaps, lent it endurance. all this failed to detract from his initial dislike of young polder. there was a lack of breeding in the manner in which he sat in his chair, thrust forward on its edge, in his arrogant proclamation of ability, success. james polder was anxious, he realized, to impress him, howat penny, with the fact that he was not negligible. such things were utterly unimportant to him. he was unable to justify, or even explain to himself, his standards of judgment. they were not founded on admirable conduct, on achievement, what was known as solid worth; but on vague accents, intuitive attitudes of mind visible in a hundred trivial, even absurd, signs. the "right things" were more indispensable to him than the sublimest attributes. on the following morning mariana, eliza and polder disappeared in his car--it seemed that the latter was an accomplished mechanic in addition to his other qualities--and howat penny faced the disagreeable possibilities of the near future. mariana would, he knew, meet this fellow promiscuously if necessary. as she had indicated, it was impossible to conceive of him in charlotte jannan's house. the latter was a rigidly correct woman. she would, too, and properly, be nasty if she learned that such meetings had taken place at shadrach. the only thing to do was to bring mariana to what he designated as her senses. and, at the start, he had a conviction that he might fail. she did not accompany eliza provost and polder, when, late sunday afternoon, they departed; but sat absorbed in thought through the evening meal. he found his affection for her increasing to an annoying degree; he was almost humble in his anxiety not to wound her. "life is so messy," she said with sudden violence. "you can't think, howat, how i hate myself; the horridest things go round and round through my mind. we're all wrong--i'm more like you than i admitted--born snobs. i mean the kind who look down on people different from themselves. i can't help being on--on edge. i can tell you this, though, i care more for jim polder than for any other man i've ever met. i'm mad about him; and yet, somehow, i can't quite think of marrying him. he's asked me already. but i knew he would." "you must wait," he temporized; "such things clear up after a little." "and if they don't?" she demanded. "what if they are choked by a hundred cowardly or selfish thoughts? it can be too late so terribly soon, howat. you must know that. you see, i can't decide what really is the most valuable, what should be held tight on to, or let go. there are two me's, it seems--one what i want and the other what i am. i want jim and i'm mariana jannan. all that about eunice or essie, or whatever her name was, doesn't matter a bawbee, as you say. i hate it because i think at times it makes him unhappy. really, i believe i am fonder of him because of it. we owe him something--the superior jannans and pennys. why, howat, he's your own blood, and you looked at him as if he were a grocer's assistant. and i watched hatefully for the little expressions that seemed common. of course, out in those mills, he would pick up a lot that wouldn't touch us; and, after all, he could drop them." "if you have any thought of reforming him," he commented dryly, "you might as well see a wedding stationer." "i could influence him," she insisted; "i'd at least count for as much as those shovellers and furnace men." "but not," he proceeded relentlessly, "against the essie scofield you dismissed so easily. i don't doubt for a minute the unhappiness you spoke of; it would he a part of his inheritance; and you'd never charm it out of him. damn it, mariana," he burst out, "he's inferior! that's all, inferior." anger and resentment destroyed his caution, his planned logic, restraint. "i can see what your life would be, if you can't. you would live in a no-man's land; and all the clergymen in the world couldn't make you one." "it wouldn't be the clergymen, howat," she said simply. "and you mustn't think i am only a silly with her first young man. i have kissed them before, howat; yes, and liked it. i am not happy with jim; it's something else, like tearing silk. he is so confident and so helpless; he's drinking now, too." "i suppose that is an added attraction," he commented. she chose to ignore this. "i half promised him," she continued, "to take dinner with his family. he will be in the city next week. i said i thought you'd bring me." "well, i won't," he replied in a startled energy. "mariana, you're out of your head. go to byron polder's house! me!" in his excitement he dropped a lighted cigarette on the chinese rug. "i have no one else," she told him. "perhaps i'll marry jim, and go away ... i thought you might want to be with me, at the last." he fumbled for his glass, fixed it in his eye, and then dropped it out, clearing his throat sharply. he rose and crossed the room, and looked out through the open door at the night. the stars were hazy, and there was a constant reflection of lightning on the horizon. howat penny swore silently at his increasing softness, his betrayal by his years. yet it might be a good thing for her to see the polder family assembled, byron--he was a pretentious looking fool--at one end of the table and delia mullen polder at the other. there were more children, too. but if it became necessary, heaven knew how he would explain all this to charlotte. "i believe," he said, apparently innocently, "that they live in the north end of the city." "it won't damage you," she replied indirectly. already, he thought with poignant regret, a part of the old mariana had gone; her voice was older, darker with maturity. xxvi howat penny arrived in town late on the day when he was to dine with mariana at the polders. he entered a taxicab, and was carried smoothly through the thick, hot air; open electric cars, ladened with damp, pallid salespeople, passed with a harsh ringing; and the foliage in rittenhouse square hung dusty and limp and still. the houses beyond, on nineteenth street, where the jannans' winter dwelling stood, were closed and blankly boarded. the small, provisional entrance before which he stopped opened, and a servant, out of livery, appeared. "shall i tell the driver to return, sir?" he queried; "the telephone is disconnected." he issued instructions, and, with howat penny's bag, followed him into the darkened house. the windows of a general chamber on the second floor had been thrown open; and there he found mariana's brother. kingsfrere jannan was a young man with a broad white face, shadowed in pasty green, and leaden eyes. his countenance, howat knew, masked a keen and avaricious temperament. he did uncommonly well at auction bridge in the clubs. kingsfrere, in a grey morning coat with white linen gaiters and a relentless collar, nodded and lounged from the room; and mariana soon appeared. "perhaps, howat," she said, "it would be better if you didn't dress. i have an idea the polder men don't." at the stubborn expression which possessed him she exclaimed sharply, "if you tell me that the colonel or gary dilkes were always formally dressed at dinner i think i'll scream." nevertheless, he had no intention of relinquishing a habit of years for the polders, or the north end of the city; and when, later, he came down into the hall, where the man stood with his silk hat and cape, mariana put an arm about his shoulders. "i wish every one could he as beautiful as yourself," she told him. they passed the square, bathed in dusk and the beginning shimmer of arc lights, went through the flattened and faintly thunderous arch of a railway, and turned into a broad asphalt street, on which wide, glistening bulk windows gave place to sombre shops with lurid, flame-streaked vistas, and continuous residences beyond. howat penny gazed curiously at the tall, narrow dwellings, often a continuous, similar façade from street corner to corner, then diversified in elaborate, individual design. all, however, had deep stone steps leading to the sidewalk, thronged with figures in airy white dresses, coatless men smoking contentedly; there was a constant light vibration of laughing voices and subdued calling, and the fainter strains of mechanical music, the beat of popular marches and attenuated voices of celebrated singers. the motor turned suddenly in to the curb, and they got out. the house before them, like its fellows, was entered from a high flight of red sandstone steps, and was built of a smooth, soapy green stone, with red coursings, an elaborate cornice and tiled italian roof. no one was sitting outside, although there was a pile of circular, grass-woven cushions; and howat sharply rang the bell. a maid in aproned black admitted them into a narrow hall, from which stairs mounted with a carved rail terminating in a newel post supporting an almost life-sized bronze nymph, whose flowing hair was encircled by a wreath of electrically lit flowers, and who held a dully shining sheaf of jonquils. there was no other illumination, and howat penny discovered in the obscurity a high mirror bristling with elk horns, on which hung various hats and outer garments. he stood helpless, apparently, in an attitude he found impossible to deny himself, waiting to be relieved of his coverings, when mariana whispered angrily, "don't be so rotten, howat." finally the maid secured his cape, and he was conscious of a stir at the head of the stairs. immediately after, a shrill, subdued voice carried to where he stood. "i told you," it said violently, "... dress suit." there was an answering murmur, in which he could distinguish, james polder's impatient tones. the latter descended, and flooded the hall with, light from a globe in the ceiling. he was garbed in blue serge and flannels. "isabella," he stated directly, belligerently even, "thinks we ought to change our clothes; but we never do, and i wouldn't hear of--of lying for effect." howat penny's dislike for him pleasantly increased. mariana, in rose crêpe with a soft, dull gold girdle and long, trumpet-like sleeves of flowered gauze, smiled at him warmly. "it is a harmless pose of howat's," she explained: "a concession to the ghosts of the past." she patted the elder on the shoulder. above, james polder ushered them into a room hung with crimson and gilt stamped paper, an elaborately fretted cherry mantel about the asbestos rectangle of an artificial hearth, and a multitude of chairs and divans shrouded in linen. there was an upright, ebonized piano draped in a fringed, roman scarf and holding a towering jar of roses, a great, carved easel with a painstaking, smooth oil painting of a dark man in an attitude of fixed dignity, and an expensively cased talking machine. the original, evidently, of the portrait, and a small, rotund woman in mauve brocade, advanced to meet them. young polder said, "my mother and father. this is miss jannan and mr. howat penny." the latter saw that mrs. byron polder was distinctly nervous; she twisted the diamonds that occupied a not inconsiderable portion of her short fingers, and smiled rigidly. "i am very pleased to meet you, miss jannan," she proceeded; "and mr. penny too." she held out a hand, then half withdrew it; but mariana captured it in her direct palm. "thank you," she replied. byron polder had a more confident poise; in reality there was a perceptible chill in his manner. he was a handsome man, with a cleanly-shaven face, introspective brown eyes and a petulant, drooping mouth. "you have succeeded in finding your way to my house," he pronounced enigmatically, gazing at howat penny. it was, howat thought, just such an ill-bred utterance as he had looked for from byron polder; and he made no effort to mitigate it. he was conscious of, and resolutely ignored, mariana's veiled entreaty. "you don't know my girls," mrs. polder continued rapidly. "here is isabella, and kate will be along for dinner." a tall, bony woman of, perhaps, thirty-five, in an appalling complication of ribbons and silk, moved forward with a conventional sentence. in her, howat's appraisements went on, virginity had been perpetuated in a captious obsession. they stood awkwardly silent until james polder exclaimed, "good heavens, this isn't a wax works! why don't we sit down?" the older woman glanced with a consuming anxiety at isabella, and nodded violently toward an exit, "it's a quarter after seven," she said in a swift aside. isabella, correctly disposed on a chair of muffled and mysterious line, resolutely ignored the appeal. "i didn't suppose you'd be in the city," she addressed mariana; "i read in the paper that you had gone to watch hill with mrs. ledyard b. starr." "you can see that i'm back," mariana smiled. "the family, of course, are at andalusia, but we have all been in town the past days. i am really staying with howat at shadrach." "the former location of shadrach furnace, i believe," byron polder stated. "now in ruins." howat penny accurately gathered that the other inferred the collapse not only of the furnace. he secured the single glass in his eye and looked deliberately around. isabella watched him with a tense interest. mrs. polder gave a short, perturbed giggle. "just like george arliss," she told her son. james polder, on the edge of a chair, was twitching with repressed uneasiness; he frowned antagonistically and then gazed appealingly at mariana. "i have been introduced to your cousin, miss provost," isabella again took up her social thread. "a dear friend of mine, a talented actress, gave a recitation at miss provost's request, for suffrage." "eliza's splendid," mariana pronounced. "peter jannan provost's daughter," byron polder added fully. but his voice indicated that even more, darkly unfavourable, might be revealed. "miss provost has been under arrest." damn the solemn ass, howat penny thought. "she's been in the jug twice now," mariana went on cheerfully; "kingsfrere had to put up a bond the last time." mrs. polder was rapidly regaining her ease. "wasn't her mamma scared?" she inquired. "i'd go on if isabella was taken up." "imagine isabella!" jim polder exploded. "it's quite the thing," that individual asserted. "isabella," her mother declared, "it is twenty-five past seven. i wish you'd go out and see where dinner is." she rose with an expression of mingled surprise and pain. "really, mother," she said, "that is an extraordinary request." her brother snorted. there was a sudden muffled clamour of chimes from below, and mrs. polder gave a sigh of relief. "i didn't want it spoiled," she explained, descending; "jim would be wild after all his eagerness to have things nice." the dining room, resembling all the interior, was long and narrow, and had a high ceiling in varnished light wood. byron polder faced his wife at the opposite end of the table. howat penny sat beside mariana, with jim polder across; isabella was on her mother's right; and a waiting place was filled by a dark, surprisingly beautiful girl. "this is kate," mrs. polder said proudly. howat thought he had not seen such a handsome female for years. she wore a ruffled, transparent crêpe de chine waist that clung in frank curves to full, graceful shoulders; her hair was a lustrous, black coil, and she had sultry, topaz eyes and a mouth drooping like her father's, but more warmly bowed. kate polder met the direct pleasure of his inspection with a privately conveyed admission that she understood and subscribed to it. here, at last, was a girl up to the standard of old days, the divinity of scalchi herself. she would have created a sensation in delmonico's, the real delmonico's. gary and the colonel-- "we think they're elegant," mrs. polder's voice broke in on his revery. he looked up and saw a great fish on a huge platter before his host, a fish in surprising semblance to life, had it not been for the rosettes of lemon, the green bed, which surrounded it. "gracious, no," she answered mariana's query; "we don't do it home. mr. polder has them sent from a rathskeller down town. he'll make a meal off one." the latter was plainly chagrined at this light thrown on his petty appetites. he assumed an air of complete detachment in the portioning of the dish; but, at the same time, managed to supply himself liberally. the conversation was sporadic. howat penny found the dinner lavish, and divided his attention between it and kate polder. james and mariana addressed general remarks to the table at succeeding intervals. mr. polder gloomed, and isabella went through the gestures, the accents, of the occasion with utter correctness. howat studied mariana, but he was unable to discover her thoughts; she was smiling and cordial; and apologized for losing her slipper. "i always do," she explained. james polder hastily rose, and came around to assist her. the dinner was at an end, and she stood with a slim, silken foot outheld for him to replace the fragile object of search. they reassembled above, and mrs. polder suggested music. "my son says you are very fond of good music," she addressed howat penny. "i can tell you it is a lovely taste. we have the prettiest records that come. isabella, put on _hark, hark, the lark_." she obediently rose, and, revolving the handle of the talking machine, fixed the grooved, rubber disk and needle. howat listened with a stony countenance to the ensuing strains. such instruments were his particular detestation. mrs. polder waved her hand dreamily. "now," she said, "the _sextette_, and _the end of a perfect day_. no, mr. penny would like to hear _salome_, i'm sure, with all those cymbals and creepy eastern tunes." an orgy of sound followed, applauded--perversely, he was certain--by mariana. james, he saw, was as uneasy as himself; but for a totally different reason. he gazed at mariana with a fierce devotion patent to the most casual eye; his expression was tormented with concern and longing. "when do you return to harrisburg?" byron polder inquired. "my son," he went on to howat penny, "is a practical iron man. i say iron, although that is no longer the phrase, because of natural associations. the present system of the manufacture of steel, as you doubtless know, evolved from the old ironmasters, of whose blood james has a generous share. we look to him to re-establish, er--a departed importance. i need say no more." his women's anxiety at this trend of speech became painful. "play a right lively piece," mrs. polder interjected, and an intolerable cacophony of banjoes followed, making conversation futile. the evening, howat penny felt, was a considerable success; by heaven, mariana would never get herself into this! byron polder's innuendoes must have annoyed her nicely. when the mechanical disturbance ceased, mrs. polder said, "i believe that's the bell." evidently she had been correct, for, immediately after, a young woman with bright gold hair, and a mobile, pink countenance unceremoniously entered the room. "oh!" she exclaimed, in an instinctively statuesque surprise; "i didn't know you were entertaining company." "come right in, harriet," mrs. polder heartily proclaimed. "miss jannan, mr. penny, this is isabella's friend, harriet de barry, a near neighbour and a sweet girl. she's an actress, too; understudies vivian blane; and is better, lots say, than the lead." harriet de barry made a comprehensive gesture. "i wanted to say good-bye to you all," she announced. "i am going on tour. leave at midnight. just had a wire from mrs. blane." there were polite polder exclamations, regret, congratulations; through which the son of the house moodily gazed at the carpet. "haven't you anything to say to hatty?" his mother demanded. "and after all the passes she sent you." howat penny saw mariana's gaze rest swiftly on the latest comer's obvious good looks; and the scrutiny, he was certain, held a cold feminine appraisal. as they descended to leave mariana lingered on the stairs with jim. the latter closed the door of the public motor with a low, intense mutter; and, moving away, howat penny lit a cigarette with a breath of audible relief. "i don't know which i detest most," mariana declared viciously, "you or myself." "you might include that fish," he added plaintively. she gazed at him in cold contempt, with an ugly, protruding lip. nothing else was said until they were in the opened room at the jannans. mariana flung herself on a broad divan, with her narrowed gaze fixed on the points of her slippers. "comfortable, isn't it," she addressed him; "this feeling of superiority?" he placidly nodded, inwardly highly pleased. "i wish i'd married jim the first week i knew him, without trying to be so dam' admirable. howat, what is it that makes people what they are, and aren't?" it was, he told her, difficult to express; but it had to do with inherited associations. "mrs. polder is as kind as possible," she asserted; "and i could see that you were absorbed in kate." "really, mariana," he protested, "at times you are a little rough. she is a very fine girl; in fact, reminds me of scalchi. old byron, though, what--a regular catafalque!" a blundering step mounted to the stair; kingsfrere entered and stood wavering and concerned, the collar wilted and a gaiter missing. "ought to do something about the front door," he asserted; "frightful condition, no paint; and full of splinters. very plump splinters," he specified, examining a hand. mariana surveyed him coolly, thoroughly. "sweet, isn't he?" she remarked. "kingsfrere gilbert todd jannan." "that's absolutely all," that individual assured her. "except if you want to add sturgeon; some do. hullow, howat! grand old boy, howat," he told her. "but if he says i'm drunk, i will tell you one of bundy's stories about him. this--this elegant deception tremendous noise with the song birds." he sat abruptly on a providentially convenient chair. there, limply, he hiccoughed. "sweet," mariana repeated. kingsfrere finally rose, and, with a friendly wave, wandered from the room. "it was good of you to take me, howat," she told him wearily. "although, now, i can see that you went willingly enough. you thought it would cure me. but of what, howat--of love? of a feeling that, perhaps, i'd found a reason for living?" a decidedly uncomfortable feeling, doubt, invaded him. he had an unjustified sense of meddling, of blundering into a paramount situation to which he lacked the key. he had done nothing debatable, he assured himself; mariana's inherent, well--prejudices, couldn't be charged to him. in the room where he was to sleep the uneasiness followed him. she was his greatest, his only concern. howat penny reviewed his desire for her, his preference for a mariana untouched by the common surge of living. he recalled the discontent, the feeling of sterility, that had lately possessed him; the suspicion that his life had been in vain. all his philosophy, his accumulated convictions, were involved; and, tie in hand, he sat endeavouring to pierce the confusion of his ideas. he was conscious of a slow change gathering within him; and, in itself, that consciousness was disturbing. it had a vaguely dark, chill aspect. he shivered, in the room super-heated by summer; his blood ran thinner and cold. howat penny had a sudden, startling sense of his utter loneliness; there was absolutely no one, now, to whom he could turn for the understanding born of long and intimately affectionate association. mariana was lost to him in her own poignant affair ... no children. so many, so much, dead. his countenance, however, grew firm with the determination that age should not find him a coward. he had always been bitterly contemptuous of the men that, surfeiting their appetites, showed at the impotent last a cheap repentance. but he had done nothing pointedly wrong; he had--the inversion repeated itself--done nothing. xxvii at shadrach his customary decision returned; he went about, or sat reading, well-ordered, cool-appearing, dogmatic. he learned from the _evening post_ that mariana was at warrenton. she had carefully described to him the virginia country life, the gaiety and hard riding of the transplanted english colonies; and he pictured her at the successive horse shows, in the brilliant groups under the doric columns of the porticoes. then, he saw, she had gone north; he found her picture in a realistic egyptian costume with bare, painted legs at an extravagant ball. he studied her countenance, magnifying it with a reading glass; but he saw nothing beyond a surface enjoyment of the moment. then, to his utter surprise, on an evening after dinner, when he was seated in the settling dusk of the porch, intent on the grey movements of his familiar owls, a quick step mounted the path, and james polder appeared. "i wanted to ask about miss jannan," the latter stated frankly and at once. howat penny cleared his throat sharply. "i believe she is well," he stated formally. "you will find it cooler here." it struck him that the young man was not deficient in that particular. more, of still greater directness, followed. "i suppose you know," polder stated, "that i want to marry her ... and she won't." "i had gathered something of the sort," the other admitted. "it's natural, in a way." polder proceeded gloomily: "i'd take her away from so much. and, yet, look here--you can shut me up if you like--what's it all about? can you tell me that?" howat penny couldn't. "i'm not to blame for that old mess any more than you. and it's not my fault if something of--of which you think so much came to me by the back door. i've always wanted what mariana is," he burst out, "and i have never been satisfied with what i could get. and when i saw her, hell--what's the use! "any one in harrisburg will tell you i am a good man," he reiterated, at a slightly different angle. "when you kick through out of that racket of hunkies and steel you've done something. soon i'll be getting five or six thousand." he paused, and the other said dryly, "admirable." the phrase seemed to him inadequate; it sounded in his ear as unpleasantly as a false note. yet he was powerless to alter it, change its brusque accent. the personal tone of polder's revelations was inherently distasteful to him. he said, rising, "if you will excuse me i'll tell rudolph you will be here." "but i won't," polder replied; "there's a train back at eleven. i have to be at the mills for the day shift to-morrow. i came out because i had to talk a little about mariana." he had deserted the more formal address. "and i wanted to tell some one connected with her that i have gimp of my own. i know why she won't marry me, and it's a small reason; it would be small in--" "hold up," howat penny interrupted, incensed. "am i to understand that you came here to complain about miss jannan's conduct? that won't do, you know." "it's a small reason," the other insisted hotly. "hardly more than the idiotic fact that i'm not in the social register. i am ashamed of her, and i said so. it was so little that i told her i wouldn't argue. she could go to the devil." "really," the other observed, "really, i shall have to ask you to control your language or leave." "i wonder if she will?" the surprising james polder sombrely speculated. "i wonder if i am? but there are other women, with better hearts." "are we to construe this as a threat?" howat asked in a delicately balanced tone. "for god's sake," he begged, "can't you be human!" the other suddenly recalled mariana's imploring anger at the polders. "don't be so rotten, howat." the confusion of his valuations, his habitual attitudes of thought, returned. his gaze strayed to the obscured ruin of shadrach furnace, at once a monument of departed vigour and present disintegration. perhaps, just as the energy had expired in the furnace, it had seeped from him. it might be that he was only a sere husk, a dry bundle of inhibitions, insensible to the green humanity of life. "i couldn't go on my knees to anything," the younger took up his burden. "wrong or not it is the way i'm made. i'd not hang about where i wasn't wanted. although you mightn't think it. and i am sorry i came here. i do things like that all the time; i mean i do, say, exactly the opposite of what i plan. you'll think i am a braying ass, of course." "stop for a breath," howat penny recommended; "a breath, and a cigarette." he extended his case; and, in place of taking a cigarette, polder examined the case resentfully. "there is it," he declared; "correct, like all the rest of you. and it's only old leather. but mine would be different. i could sink and mariana wouldn't put out a hand just on account of that. it's wrong," he insisted. expressed in that manner it did seem to howat penny a small reason for the withholding of any paramount salvation. yet, he told himself, he had no intention, desire, to undertake the weight of any reformation. a futile effort, he added, with his vague consciousness of implacable destiny, his dim sense of man moved from without, in locked progression. polder was young, rebellious; but he could grow older; he would grow older and comprehend; or else beat himself to death on obdurate circumstance. what concerned howat was the hope that mariana would be no further involved in either process. she too had this to learn--that, in the end, blood was stronger than will; the dead were terribly potent. he had, even, no inclination to say any of this to the man frowning in the dusk at his side. it would be useless, a mere preaching. an expression, too, of a slight but actual sympathy for james polder would be misleading. in the main howat was entirely careless of what might happen to the other; it was only where, unfortunately, he touched mariana that he entered into the elder's world. he would sacrifice him for mariana in an instant. polder rose. "i must leave," he announced. howat penny expressed no regret, and the other hesitated awkwardly. "it's no use!" he finally exclaimed. "i can't reach you; as if one of us spoke patagonian. hellish, it seems to me." he turned and disappeared, as violently as he had come, over the obscurity of the lawn. a reddish, misshapen moon hung low in the sky, and gave the aging man an extraordinarily vivid impression of dead planets, unthinkable wastes of time, illimitable systems and spaces. james polder's passionate resentment, his own emotion, were no more articulate than the thin whirring of the locusts. he went quickly into the house, to the warm glow of his lamp, the memories of his pictures, the figurine in baked clay with hermes' wand of victory. xxviii the heat dragged through the remainder of august and filled september with steaming days and heavy nights, followed by driving grey storms and premonitory, chill dawns. a period of sunny tranquillity succeeded, but crimson blots of sumach, the warmer tone of maples, made it evident that summer had lapsed. honduras mulched the strawberries, and set new teeth in his lawn rakes. the days passed without feature, or word from mariana, and howat penny fell into an almost slumberous monotony of existence. it was not unpleasant; occupied with small duties, intent on his papers, or wandering in a past that seemed to grow clearer, rather than fade, as time multiplied, he maintained his erect, carefully ordered existence. then, among his mail, he found a large, formal-appearing envelope which he opened with a mild curiosity. his attitude of detachment was soon dispelled. mrs. corinne de barry desired the pleasure of his attendance at the wedding of her daughter, harriet, to james polder. details, a church and hour, were appended. the headlong young man, he thought, with a smile, mariana was well out of that. he had been wise in saying nothing to charlotte; the thing had expired naturally. but, irrationally, he thought of polder with a trace of contempt--a man who had, unquestionably, possessed mariana jannan's regard marrying the pink-faced understudy to a second-rate emotional actress! in a way it made him cross; the fellow should have shown a--a greater appreciation, delicacy. "commonplace," he said decisively, aloud. the following day mariana herself appeared, with a touch of sable and a small, wickedly becoming hat. he was at lunch; and, without delay, she took the place smilingly laid for her by rudolph. it was characteristic that she made no pretence of concealing the reason that had brought her to shadrach. "jim's going to marry that harriet de barry," she said at once, nicely casual. "i had a card," he informed her. "it's to be on the thirtieth," mariana proceeded, "at eight o'clock and in church. of course you are going." "not at all of course," he replied energetically. "and you'll stay away for the plainest decency." "we will go together," she proceeded calmly. "i want to see jim married, happy." she gazed at him with narrowed eyes. "mariana," he told her, "that's a shameful lie. it is cold, feminine curiosity. it's worse--the only vulgar thing i can remember your considering. i won't hear of it." he debated the wisdom of recounting james polder's last visit to shadrach and decided in the negative. "let the young man depart with his harriet in peace." "it's sickening, isn't it?" she queried. "and yet it is so like jim. he had a very objectional idea of his dignity; he was sensitive in a way that made me impatient. he couldn't forget himself, you see. that helped to make it difficult for me; i wasn't used to it; his feelings were always being damaged." howat penny nodded. "you'll recall i emphasized that." mariana looked worn by her gaiety, he decided, white; for the first time in his memory she seemed older than her actual years. her friends, he knew, her existence, bore the general appellation, fast; howat had no share in the condemnatory aspect of the term, but he realized that it had a literal application. their pace was feverish, and mariana plainly showed its effects. her voice, already noted as more mature, had, he was sure, hardened. she dabbled her lips thickly with a rouge stick. "mariana," he said querulously, "i wish, you'd stop this puppet dance you're leading. i wish you would marry." "i tried to," she coolly replied, "but you spoiled my young dream of happiness." "that isn't true," he asserted sharply, perturbed. "anything that happened, or didn't happen, was only the result of yourself, of what you are. i am extremely anxious to have you settled, and your legs out of the sunday papers. i--i am opposed to your present existence; it's gone on too long. i believe i'd rather see you orating on the streets, like eliza provost. and, by thunder, i never thought i should come to that! champagne and those damnable syncopated tunes played by hysterical niggers make a poor jig." he spoke impetuously, unconscious of any reversal of previous judgments, opinions. "you are so difficult to please, howat," she said wearily; "you were aghast at the thought of my marrying james, and now you are complaining of the natural alternative. the truth is," she added brutally, "you are old-fashioned; you think life goes on just as it did when the academy of music was the centre of your world. and nothing is the same." she rose, and, with a lighted cigarette and half-shut eyes, fell into a rhythmic step of sensuous abandon. "you see," she remarked, pausing. an increasing dread for her filled his heart. he felt, in response to her challenge, a sudden bewilderment in the world of to-day. things, howat penny told himself, were marching to the devil. he said this irritably, loud, and she laughed. "i'm going in by an early train," she proceeded. "we have left the country. will you stop for me on the thirtieth? early, howat, so we can be sure of a good place." his helplessness included the subject of her remarks; he would, he realized, be at james polder's wedding, but he persisted in his opinion. "a low piece of business," howat declared. when she had gone he felt that he had not penetrated her actual attitude toward polder's deflection. he had not for a moment got beneath her casual manner, her lightness, pretended or actual. he wished vehemently that he were back again in the past he comprehended, among the familiar figures that had thronged the notable dinner to patti, the women who had floated so graciously through the poetry of departed waltzes. he got out his albums once more, scrutinized through his polished glass the programmes of evenings famous in song. but he went to bed a full two hours earlier than customary; his feet positively dragged up the stairs; above he sat strangely exhausted, breathing heavily for, apparently, no reason whatever. he retraced, with mariana, the course over the broad, asphalt way into the north end of the city early on the evening of the thirtieth. they found the church easily, by reason of a striped canvas tunnel stretched out to the curb; and a young man with plastered hair and a gardenia led them, mariana on his arm, to a place on the centre aisle. the church had a high nave newly vaulted in maple, and stained glass windows draped with smilax, garish in colour against electric lights. above the altar a great illuminated cross maintained an unsteady flickering; and--it was unseasonably cold--heating steam pipes gave out an expanding racket. the pews through the centre filled rapidly; there was a low, excited chatter of voices, and a spreading tropical expanse of the dyed feathers and iridescent foliage of womens' hats. an overpowering scent of mingled perfumes rose and filled the interior. the strains of an organ grew audible, contesting with the rattle of the steam pipes. howat penny was detached, critical. mariana, in a dull, black satin wrap of innumerable soft folds and wide paisley collar slipping from a sheath-like bodice of gleaming, cut steel beading, was silent, incurious. he turned to her, to point out an extravagant figure, but he said nothing. she was, evidently, in no mood for the enjoyment of the ridiculous. this disturbed him; he had not thought that she would be so--so concerned. he suppressed an impatient exclamation, and returned to the scrutiny of the culminating ceremony. here was a sphere, vastly larger than his own, to the habits and prejudices of which he was complete stranger. it was as james polder had said--as if one or the other spoke patagonian. he had no wish to acquire the language about him; a positive antagonism to his surrounding possessed him, beyond reason. he thought--how different mariana is from all this, and was annoyed again at her serious bearing. then he was surprised by his presence there at all; confound the girl, why didn't she play with her own kind! yet only the other day the glimpse she had given him of her natural associates had filled him with dread. his mind, striving to encompass the problem of mariana's existence, failed to overcome the walls built about him by time, by habit. he gave it up. the louder pealing of the organ announced immediate developments. there was a stir in the front of the church, a clergyman in white vestment advanced; and, at a sudden murmurous interest, a twisting of heads, the wedding procession moved slowly up the aisle. the ushers, painstakingly adopting various lengths of stride to the requirements of the organ, passed in pairs; then followed an equal number of young women, among whom he instantly recognized the handsome presence of kate polder, in drooping blue bonnets, with prodigious panniers of celestial-hued silk, carrying white enamelled shepherd's crooks from which depended loops of artificial buttercups. an open space ensued, in the centre of which advanced a child with starched white skirts springing out in a lacy wheel about spare, bare knees, her pale yellow hair tied in an overwhelming blue bow; and holding outstretched, in a species of intense and quivering agony, a white velvet cushion to which were pinned two gold wedding bands. after that, howat penny thought, the prospective bride could furnish only the diminished spectacle of an anti-climax. led by the virginal presence of isabella polder she floated forward in a foam of white tulle and dragging satin attached below her bare, full shoulders. a floating veil, pinned with a wreath of orange blossoms, manifestly wax, covered the metallic gold of her hair. her countenance was unperturbed, statuesque, and pink. as the sentimental clamour of the organ died the steam pipes took up, with renewed vigour, their utilitarian noise. "why don't they turn them off?" mariana exclaimed in his ear. personally he enjoyed such an accompaniment to what he designated as the performance. he cast the participants in their inevitable rôles--the bride as prima donna, james polder the heroic tenor. mrs. corinne de barry, a thin, concerned figure in glistening lavender, supported a lamenting mezzo, the bulky, masculine figure at her side, with an imposing diamond on a hand like two bricks, was beautifully basso-- his train of thought was abruptly upset by james polder's familiar, staccato utterance. the precipitant young man! it stamped out all howat penny's humorous condescension; his sensitive ear was conscious of a note, almost, of desperation. he avoided looking at mariana. damn it, the thing unexpectedly cut at him like a knife. james polder said, "i will." the clear, studied tones of harriet de barry, understudy to vivian blane, were spoiled by the crackling of steam. howat moved uneasily; he had an absurd sense of guilt; he hated the whole proceeding. what was that polder, whose voice persisted so darkly in his hearing, about, getting himself into such a snarl? he recalled what the younger had said on his porch--"women with better hearts." he had implored him, howat penny, to be "more human." the memory, too, of the shaken tone of that request bothered him. now it appeared that he might have been, well, more human. he composed himself, facing such sentimental illusions, into a savage indifference to what remained of the ceremony; he ignored the passage of polder, with harriet polder on his arm; the relief of the unspeakable child carrying the white velvet cushion no longer in the manner of a hot plate; the united bridesmaids and ushers. "thank heaven, that's over!" he ejaculated in the deeply-comfortable space of the jannan's motor laundalet. "but it isn't," mariana said briefly. she sat silent, with her head turned from him, through the remainder of the short drive about rittenhouse square. then she went abruptly to her room. charlotte jannan and her oldest child, sophie lewis, were above in the living room. the former was handsome in a rigid way; her countenance, squarely and harshly formed, with grey hair exactly waved and pinned, had an expression of cold firmness; her voice was assertive and final. sophie, apparently midway in appearance between kingsfrere and mariana, was gracefully proportioned, and gave an impression of illusive beauty by means of a mystery of veils, such as were caught up on her hat now. they were discussing, he discovered, the family. "it's an outrage, howat," charlotte told him, "you never married, and that the name will go. here's mariana at twenty-seven, almost, and nothing in sight; and sophie flatly refuses, after only one, to have another child. i wish now i'd had a dozen. it is really the duty of the proper people. and eliza provost won't hear of a man! i tell sophie it's their own fault when they complain about society to-day. it's the fault of this charity work and athletics, too; both extremely levelling. hundreds of women wind bandages or go to the hunt races and gabble about votes for no reason under heaven but superior associates." "howat will feelingly curse the present with you," sophie said rising. "i must go. borrow the motor, if you don't mind. i saw in the paper a polder was married." howat penny lit a cigarette, admirably stolid. "a name i never repeat," charlotte jannan said when her daughter had left. he heard again the echo of james polder's intense voice, "i will." something of his dislike for him, he discovered, had evaporated. howat thought of mariana, in her room--alone with what feelings? he realized that charlotte would never have forgiven her for any excursion in that direction. he himself had been, was, entirely opposed to such a connection. however, he could now dismiss it into the past that held a multitude of similarly futile imaginings. charlotte, he inferred, had no elasticity; it was a quality the absence of which he had not before noted. she was a little narrow in her complacency. her patent satisfaction in sophie was a shade too--too worldly. sam lewis was, of course, irreproachably situated; but he was, at the same time, thick-witted, an indolent appendage for his name. suddenly he felt poignantly sorry for mariana; in a way she seemed to have been trapped by life. james polder resembled her in that he had been caught in an ugly net of circumstance. a great deal had been upset since his day, when the boxes and pit had been so conveniently separated; old boundaries no longer defined, limited, their content; social demarcations were being obliterated by a growing disaffection. it was very unfortunate, for, as he was seeing, unhappiness ensued. it was bound to. an irritability seized him at being dragged into such useless conjecturing; into, at his age, confusing complications; and he greeted with relief the long, low front of his dwelling at shadrach, its old grey stone a seeming outcropping of the old green turf, the aged, surrounding trees. xxix mariana, however, followed him almost immediately. she stood before him in an informal, belted black wool sweater, a ridiculously inadequate skirt, and the solid shoes he detested on women. but he soon forgot her garb. "howat," she told him, "i have made a cowardly and terrible mistake. i was meant to marry jimmy, and i didn't. perhaps i have ruined his life. mine will be nothing without him." they were in the middle room, and a fire of hickory was burning in the panelled hearth. she dropped on a chair, and sat gazing into the singing flames. here it's all to do over, he thought, with a feeling of weariness. "he may get along very well with his harriet," he remarked, resentful of his dissipated contentment. "you know he won't," she replied sharply. "he loves me; and i love him, howat. i never knew how much, or how little anything else mattered, until i was in my room, after his wedding. it wasn't a wedding, really," she declared. "all that doesn't make one. he'll find it out, too. jimmy will be desperate, and i'm afraid he will drink harder. he told me they were getting frightfully strict about that at the works. and there's that reorganization; it will embitter him if he isn't made superintendent. he has worked splendidly for it. that woman he--he went off with is a squash," she said vindictively. "she will be in bed when he goes away in the morning, and in crêpe de chine negligee when he gets back. perhaps it won't last," she added thoughtfully. the sense of future security generated in howat penny by the marriage abruptly departed. he fumbled with his glass, directed it at mariana. "what do you mean by that?" he demanded. "i would go to him like a shot, if he needed me," she coolly returned. the dreadful part of it was that he was sure she would. "nonsense," he asserted, hiding his concern; "there will be no fence climbing." all this came from the letting down of conversational bars, the confounded books he found about on tables. words, like everything else, had lost their meanings. in his day a bad woman was bad, a good, likewise, good; but the lord couldn't tell them apart now. it was the dancing, too. might as well be married to a man, he thought. mariana was haggard, the paint on her face crudely--paint. he saw that there were tears in her eyes, and he turned away confused, rose. the slot in his cigarette box refused to open, and he shook it violently, then put it back with a clatter. "tell rudolph you're here," he said disjointedly; and, miserable, left the room. dressing he stood at a window; the west held a narrow strip of crimson light under a windy mass of cloud. the ruin of shadrach furnace was sombre. within, the room was almost bare. there was a large, high-posted bed without drapings, a vermilion lacquered table, dark with age, supporting a glass lamp at its side; a set of drawers with old brass handles; a pair of stiff adam chairs with wheel backs; and a modern mahogany dressing case, variously and conveniently divided, a clear mirror in the door. the day failed rapidly, and he lit a pair of small lamps on the set of drawers. the sun sank in no time at all. mariana, crying. the girl ought to go to her mother, and not come out to him, an old man, with her intimate troubles. "a name i never repeat," charlotte had said. that was just like her. small sympathy there, and no more understanding. he knotted his tie hurriedly, askew; and gathered the ends once more. it tired him a little to dress in the evening; often he longed to stay relaxed, pondering, until rudolph called him to dinner. but every day something automatic, tyrannical, dragged him up to his room, encased him in rigid linen, formal black. mariana, against the fireplace, ate listlessly; and, later, he beat her with shameful ease at sniff. "you can't do that," he pointed out with asperity, when she thoughtlessly joined unequal numbers. "why not?" she asked. she must be addled. "it's against the rule." mariana said, "i'm tired of rules." she always had put away the dominoes, but to-night she ignored them, and he returned the pieces to their morocco case. she relapsed into silence and a chair; and he sat with gaze fixed on the hickory in the fireplace, burning to impalpable, white ash. what a procession of logs had been there reduced to dust, warming generations of men now cold. the thought of all those lapsed winters and lives soothed him; the clamour of living seemed to retreat, to leave him in a grey tranquillity. his head sank forward, and his narrow, dark hands rested in absolute immobility on the arms of his chair. he roused suddenly to discover that mariana had gone up, and that there were only some fitful, rosy embers of fire left. in november it had been his custom to go into town for the winter; and it was time for him to make such arrangement; but, all at once, he was overwhelmingly reluctant to face the change, the stir, of moving. the city seemed intolerably noisy, oppressive; the thought of the hurrying, indifferent crowds disconcerted him. at shadrach it was quiet, familiar, spacious. he had had enough of excursions, strange faces, problems.... he would speak to rudolph. stay. xxx the countryside, it appeared to howat penny, flamed with autumn and faded in a day. throughout the night he heard the crisp sliding of dead leaves over the roof, the lash of the wind swung impotently about the rectangular, stone block of his dwelling. at the closing of shutters the december gales only penetrated to him in a thin, distant complaint. the burning hickory curtained the middle room with a ruddy warmth. it was a period of extreme peace; he slept for long hours in a deep chair, or sat lost in a simulation of sleep, living again in the past. the present was increasingly immaterial, unimportant; old controversies occupied him, long since stilled; and among the memories of opera, of eames as a splendid girl, forgotten rôles, were other, vaguer associations, impressions which seemed to linger from actual happenings, but persistently evaded definition. at times, his eyes closed, the glow of his fireplace burned hotter, more lurid, and was filled with faintly clamorous sounds; at times there was, woven through his half-wakeful dreaming, a monotonous beat ... such as the fall of a hammer. he saw, too, strange and yet familiar faces--a girl in silk like an extravagant tea rose; a countenance seamed and glistening with pain floated in shadow; and then another mocked and mocked him. once he heard the drumming of rain, close above; and the illusion was so strong that he made his way to the door; a black void was glistening with cold and relentless stars.... now he was standing by a dark, hurrying river, nothing else was visible; and yet he was thrilled by a sense of utter rapture. he developed a feeling of the impermanence of life, his hold upon it no stronger than the tenuous cord of a balloon straining impatiently in great, unknown currents. the future lost all significance, reality; there were only memories; the vista behind was long and clear, but the door to to-morrow was shut. looking into his mirror the reflection was far removed; it was hollow-cheeked and silvered, unfamiliar. he half expected to see a different face, not less lean, but more arrogant, with a sharply defined chin. the actual, blurred visage accorded ill with his trains of thought; it was out of place among the troops of gala youth. a wired letter, a customary present of cigarettes, came from mariana on christmas, gifts from charlotte and bundy provost. there was champagne at his place for dinner; and he sealed crisp money in envelopes inscribed rudolph, honduras, and the names of the cook and maid. he drank the wine solemnly; the visions were gone; and he saw himself as an old man lingering out of his time, alone. there was, however, little sentimental melancholy in the realization; he held an upright pride, the inextinguishable accent of a black penny. his disdain for the commonality of life still dictated his prejudices. he informed rudolph again that the present opera was without song; and again rudolph gravely echoed the faith that melody was the heart of music. the winds grew even higher, shriller; the falls of snow vanished before drenching, brown rains, and the afternoons perceptibly lengthened. there was arbutus on the slopes, robins, before he recognized that april was accomplished. a farmer ploughed the vegetable garden behind the house; and honduras dragged the cedar bean poles from their resting place. mariana soon appeared. "i wouldn't miss the spring at shadrach for a hundred years of hibiscus," she told him. he gathered that she had been south. she brought him great pleasure, beat him with annoying frequency at sniff, and was more companionable than ever before. she had, he thought, forgot james polder; and he was careful to avoid the least reference to the latter. mariana was a sensible girl; birth once more had told. she was better looking than he had remembered her, more tranquil; a distinguished woman. it was incredible that a man approximately her equal had not appeared. then, without warning--they were seated on the porch gazing through the tender green foliage of the willow at the vivid young wheat beyond--she said: "howat, i am certain that things are going badly with jimmy. he wrote to me willingly in the winter, but twice since then he hasn't answered a letter." he suppressed a sharp, recurrent concern. "it's that harriet," he told her, capitally diffident. "you are stupid to keep it up. what chance would he have had answering her letters married to you?" "this is different," she replied confidently. he saw that he had been wrong--nothing had changed, lessened. howat swore silently. that damnable episode might well spoil her entire existence. but he wisely avoided argument, comment. a warm current of air, fragrant with apple blossoms, caught the ribbon-like smoke of his cigarette and dissipated it. she smiled with half-closed eyes at the new flowering of earth. her expression grew serious, firm. "i think we'd better go out to harrisburg," she remarked, elaborately casual, "and see jimmy for ourselves." he protested vehemently, but--from experience in that quarter--with a conviction of futility. "she'll laugh at you," he told mariana. "haven't you any proper pride?" she shook her head. "not a scrap. it's just that quality in jim that annoyed me, and spoiled everything. i'd cook for them if it would do any good." irritation mastered him. "this is shameful, mariana," he declared. "don't your position, your antecedents, stand for anything? if i had jasper penny here i would tell him what i thought of his confounded behaviour!" he rose, and walked the length of the porch and back. "the first part of next week?" she queried. "i won't go a mile," he stated, in sheer bravado. "then," said mariana, "i must do it alone." he muttered a period in which the term hussy was solely audible. "which of us?" she asked, calmly. "actually," he exploded, "i feel sorry for that harriet. i sympathize with her. she got the precious james fair enough, and the decent thing for you is to keep away." "but i'm not decent either," mariana continued. "if you could know what is in my head you'd recognize that. i seem to have no good qualities. i don't want them, howat," her voice intensified; "i want jim." he was completely silenced by this desire persisting in spite of every established obstacle. it summoned an increasing response at the core of his being. such an attitude was, more remotely, his own; but in him it had been purely negative, an inhibition rather than a challenge; he had kept out of life instead of actively defying it. in him the family inheritance of blackness was subsiding with the rest. howat maintained until the moment of their departure his protest, his perverse community with harriet polder. "you'll find a happy house," he predicted, "and come home like a fool. i hope you do. it ought to help make you more reasonable. she will tell james to give you a comfortable chair, and apologize for not asking you to dinner." she gazed through the car window without replying. he realized that he had never seen mariana more becomingly dressed--she wore a rough, silver-coloured suit with a short jacket, a pale green straw hat, like the new willow leaves, across the blueness of her eyes, and an innumerably ruffled and flounced waist of thinnest batiste. a square, deep emerald hung from a platinum chain about her neck; and a hand, stripped of its thick white glove, showed an oppressive, prismatic glitter of diamonds. the morning was filled with dense, low, grey cloud, under which the river on their left flowed without a glimmer of brightness. howat was aware of an increasing sulphurous pall, and suddenly the train was passing an apparently endless confusion of great, corrugated iron sheds, rows of towering, smoking stacks, enormous, black cylinders, systems of tracks over which shrilling locomotives hauled carloads of broken slag, or bumped strings of trucks, with reckless energy, in and out of the grimy interiors. the overpowering magnitude of the steel works--howat penny needed no assurance of its purpose--exceeded every preconception. shut between the river and an abrupt hillside, where scattered dwellings and sparse trees and ground were coated with a soft monotony of rose-brown dust, the mills were jumbled in mile-long perspectives. above the immediate noise of the train he could hear the sullen, blended roar of an infinity of strident sounds--the screaming of whistles, a choked, drumming thunder, rushing blasts of air, the shattering impact of steel rails, raw steam, and a multitudinous clangour of metal and jolting wheels and connective power. he passed rusting mountains straddled by giant gantries, the towering lifts of mammoth cranes, banks of chalk-white stone, dizzy super-structures mounted by spasmodic skips. as the train proceeded with scarcely abated speed, and the vast operation continued without a break, mill on mill, file after file of stacks, howat penny's senses were crushed by the spectacle of such incredible labour. suddenly a column of fire, deep orange at the core, raying through paler yellow to a palpitating white brilliancy, shot up through the torn vapours, the massed and shuddering smoke, to the clouds, and was sharply withdrawn in a coppery smother pierced by a rapid, lance-like thrust of steel-blue flame. these stupendous miles were, to-day, the furnaces and forges that gilbert penny had built and operated in the pastoral clearings of the province. howat recalled the single, diminutive shed of myrtle forge, the slender stream, the wheel, its sole power; the solitary stack of shadrach furnace, recreated in his vision, opposed its insignificant bulk against the living greenery of overwhelming forests. now the forests were gone, obliterated by the mills that had grown out of gilbert's energy and determination, his pioneer courage. his spirit, the indomitable will of a handful of men, a small, isolated colony, had swept forward in a resistless tide, multiplying invention, improvement, with success until, as howat had seen, their flares reached to the clouds, their industry spread in iron cities. james polder had a part in this. here, under the ringing walls of the steel mills, he got a fresh comprehension of the bitter, restless virility of the younger man. out of the station mariana furnished the driver of a public motor with james polder's address, and they twisted through congested streets, past the domed capitol, rising from intense green sod, flanked by involved groups of sculpture, to a quieter reach lying parallel with the river. they discovered polder's house occupying a corner, one of a short row of yellow brick with a scrap of lawn bound by a low wall, and a porch continuous across the face of the dwellings. the door opened after a long interval, and a woman with bare arms and a spotted kitchen apron admitted them to an interior faintly permeated with the odours of cooking. there were redly varnished chairs, upright piano, a heavily framed saccharine print of loves and a flushed, sleeping divinity; a table scarred by burning cigarettes, holding cerise knitting on needles one of which was broken, glasses with dregs of beer, a photograph in a tarnished silver frame of harriet de barry polder with undraped shoulders and an exploited dimple, and a copy of a technical journal. a fretful, shrill barking rose at their heels; and howat penny swung his stick at a diminutive, silky white dog with matted, pinkish eyes, obsessed by an impotent fury. an indolent voice drifted from above. "cherette!" and a low, masculine protest was audible. mariana jannan's face was inscrutable. the woman continued audibly, "how can i--like this? you will have to see what it is." a moment later james polder, drawing on a coat, descended the stairs. he saw mariana at once, and stood arrested with one foot on the floor, and a hand clutching the rail. a sudden pallor invaded his countenance and howat turned away, inspecting the print. but he could not close his hearing to the suppressed eagerness, the stammering joy, of polder's surprise. "and you, too," he said to the elder, with a crushing grip. howat immediately recognized that the other was marked by an obvious ill health; his eyes were hung with shadows, like smudges of the iron dust, and his palm was hot and wet. "harriet," he called up the stair, "here's miss jannan and mr. howat penny to see us." a complete silence above, then a sharp rustle, replied to his announcement. "harriet will be right down," he continued; "fixing herself up a little first. have trouble finding us? second street is high for a foreman, but we're moving out against the future." the dog maintained a stridulous barking; and james polder carried her, in an ecstasy of snarling ill-temper, out. "cherette doesn't appreciate callers," he stated, with an expression that contradicted the mildness of his words. his gaze, howat thought, rested on mariana with the intensity of a fanatic arab at the apparition of mohammed. and mariana smiled back with a penetrating comprehension and sympathy. the proceeding made howat penny extremely uncomfortable; it was--was barefaced. he hoped desperately that something more appropriately casual would meet the appearance of harriet. mariana said: "you haven't been well." polder replied that it was nothing. "i get a night shift," he explained, "and i've never learned to sleep through the day. we're working under unusual pressure, too; inhuman contracts, success." he smiled without gaiety. "you didn't answer my letter," the outrageous mariana proceeded. howat withered mentally at her cool daring, and polder, now flushed, avoided her gaze. the necessity of answer was bridged by the descent of his wife. her face, as always, brightly coloured, was framed in an instinctively effective twist of gold hair; and she wore an elaborately braided, white cloth skirt, a magenta georgette crêpe waist, with a deep, boyish collar, drawn tightly across her full, soft body. "isn't it fierce," she demanded cheerfully, "with jim out as many nights as he's in bed?" she produced a pasteboard package of popular cigarettes and offered them to howat penny and mariana. "sorry, i can't smoke any others," she explained, striking a match. "i heard you saying he doesn't look right," she addressed mariana. "and it's certainly the truth. who would with what he does? i tell him our life is all broke up. one night stands used to get me, but they're a metropolitan run compared with this. honest to god," she told them good naturedly, "i've threatened to leave him already. i'd rather see him a property man with me on the road." "it must be a little wearing," mariana agreed; "but then, you know, your husband is a steel man. this is his life." howat penny could see the cordiality ebbing from the other woman's countenance. positively, mariana ought to be ... "i can get that," harriet polder informed her. "we are only hanging on till jim's made superintendent. then we'll be regular inhabitants. any other small thing?" at the sharpening note of her voice james polder hurriedly proceeded with general facts. "you'll want to see the works, as much as i can show you. hardly any of the public are let through now. it will interest you, sir, to see what the penny iron trade has become. i can take you down this afternoon. harriet will find us some lunch." the latter moved in a sensuous deliberation, followed by a thin, acidulous trail of smoke, into inner rooms. "when do you have to go back?" polder asked. "this evening," howat told him; "we just stopped to--" "to see how you were," mariana interrupted him baldly, studying the younger man with a concerned frown. "you ought to rest, you know," she decided. "that's possible," he returned. "i thought of asking for a couple of weeks. i hurried back right after i was married. they are coming to me." she enigmatically regarded howat penny; he saw that she was about to speak impetuously; but, to his great relief, she stopped. "it's been pretty hard on harriet," he said instead. "after the stage and audiences, and all that." mariana's expression was cold. confound her, why didn't she help the fellow! howat penny fidgeted with his stick. what a stew polder had gotten himself into. this was worse, even, than the marriage threatened. lunch was a spasmodic affair of cutlets hardening in grease, blue boiled potatoes, sandy spinach and blanched ragged bread. there was more beer; but jim, his wife proceeded, liked whiskey and water with his meals. the former glanced uneasily at mariana, tranquilly cutting up her cutlet. the diamonds on her narrow, delicate hand flashed, the emerald at her throat was superb. their surroundings were doubly depressing contrasted with her fastidious dress and person. before her composure harriet polder seemed over-florid; a woman of trite phrases, commonplace, theatrical attitudes and emotions. as lunch progressed the latter relapsed into a sulky silence; she glanced surreptitiously at mariana's apparel; and consumed cigarettes with a straining assumption of easy indifference. howat penny was acutely uncomfortable, and polder scowled at his plate. the whiskey and water shook in a tense, unsteady hand. he rose from the table with a violent relief. he proposed almost immediately that they go over to the works, and mariana turned pleasantly to his wife. "shall you get a hat?" the other hesitated, then asserted defiantly, "i've always said i wouldn't go into that rackety place, and i won't now. it's bad enough to have it tramped back over things." mariana extended a hand. "then good-bye," she proceeded. "i think we won't get back here. we're tremendously obliged for the lunch. it has been interesting to see where jim lives." harriet polder's cheeks were darker than pink as they moved out to the sidewalk. "jim," she called, with an unmistakably proprietary sounding of the familiar diminution; "don't forget my cigarettes, and a half pound of liver for cherette." xxxi james polder conducted them to the river, sweeping away in a wide curve beneath solid grey stone bridges into a region of towering hills. they turned to the left, and, walking on a high embankment, passed blocks of individually pretentious dwellings, edifices of carved granite, alternating with the simpler brick faces of an older period. a narrow, whitely dusty sweep of green park was followed by a speedy degeneration of the riverside; the houses shrunk to rows of wood marked by the grime of steel mills. soon after they reached a forbidding fence; and, passing a watchman's inspection, entered into a clamorous region of sheds, tracks and confusing levels such as howat penny had viewed from the train. "i'm in the open hearth," polder told them, leading the way over a narrow boardwalk, still skirting the broad expanse of the river. "it's a process, really, but the whole mill is called after it. we make steel from iron scrap; that's our specialty in the medial works; and our stuff's as good as the best. the bigger concerns mostly use pig. turn in here." they were facing the towering end of an iron shed, and mounted a steep ascent to gain the upper entrance. the multiplication of noises beat in an increasing volume about howat penny. below him a locomotive screeched with a freight of slag; beyond was a heap of massive, broken moulds; and a train of small trucks held empty iron boxes beside an enormous bank of iron scrap dominated by a huge crane swinging a circular magnet that dispassionately picked up ton loads and bore them to the waiting cars. inside he gazed through a long vista under a roof lost in tenebrious shadow. on one side were ranged the furnaces, a continuous bank of brick bound in iron; each furnace with five doors, closed with black slides in which a round opening emitted an intolerable, dazzling white glare. but few men, howat thought, were visible in proportion to the magnitude of the work; deliberately engaged, with leather shields hanging from their wrists and blue spectacles pushed up on their grimy brows. a crane advanced with the shrill racket of an electric gong, its operator caged in midair, and herculean grappling chains swinging. a grinding truck, filling the width of floor, moved forward to where howat stood. it was, polder told him, the charging machine. an iron beam projected opposite the furnace doors, and it was locked into one of the charging boxes, filled with scrap metal, standing on the rails against the furnaces. a man behind him dragged forward a lever, the slide which covered a door rose ponderously on a blinding, incandescent core, and the beam thrust forward into the blaze, turning round and round in the emptying of the box. it was withdrawn, the slide dropped, and the machine retreated, its complex movements controlled by a single engineer at crackling switches where the power leaped in points of light like violets. at another furnace, an opened door, where the heat poured out in a constricting blast, workmen were shovelling in powdery white stone; moving up with their heads averted, and quickly retreating with shielding arms. "that's dolomite," james polder's explanations went rapidly forward. "they are banking up the furnace. the other, in the bins, is ferro manganese." he procured a pair of spectacles; and, with a protected gaze, howat looked into a furnace, an appalling space of apparently bubbling milk over which played sheets of ignited gases. the skin on his forehead shrivelled like scorching paper. "i particularly wanted you to see a heat tapped," polder told mariana. "and they're making a test at number four." they followed him to where a small ladle of metal had been dipped out of a furnace. it was poured, with a red-gold shower of sparks, into a mould, then dropped in a trough of water. the miniature ingot, broken under the wide sweep of a sledge, was examined by a lean, grizzled workman--"the melter"--who nodded. "we must get back of the furnace," polder continued, indicating a narrow opening between brick walls through the unstopped chinks of which seethed the scorifying blaze. howat penny stood at a railing, looking down into an apparent confusion of slag and cars, pits and gigantic ladles and upright moulds set upon circular bases. a crane rumbled forward, grappled a hundred-ton ladle, a fabulous iron pot, and petulantly deposited it under a channel extending out from the base of the furnace where they had been stationed. a workman steadied himself below their level and picked with a long iron bar at a plugged opening. it was, james polder went on, the most dangerous moment of the process--"sometimes the furnace blows out." the labour of tapping was prolonged until howat was conscious of an oppressive tension. workmen had gathered, waiting, in the pit. more appeared along the railing above. this was, he felt, the supreme, the dramatic, height of steel making. the men suddenly seemed puny, insignificant, before the stupendous, volcanic energy they had evoked. the tapping stopped. polder commenced, "it will be rammed out from the front--" a stunning white flare filled the far roof with a dazzling illumination; and, in a dull explosion, a terrific billowing of heat, a cataract of liquid steel burst out through lambent orange and blue flames. it poured, searing the vision, into the ladle, over which rosy clouds accumulated in a bank drifting through the great space of the shed. nothing, howat thought, could contain, control, the appalling expansion, the furious volume, of seething white metal. he was obliged to turn away, blinded by sheets of complementary green hanging before his eyes. the uproar subsided, the flooding steel became bluer, a solid stream curving into the black depths of the ladle. vapours of green and sulphur and lilac shivered into the denser ruby smoke and rising silver spray. polder called a warning into mariana's ear, they drew back as a lump of coal was heaved up from the pit, into the ladle. a dull vermilion blaze followed, and howat penny partly heard an explanation--"recarburizing." he could now see the steel bubbling up to the rim of the container. men, polder said shortly, had fallen in.... utterly unthinkable. with a sudorific heat that drove them still farther back the slag boiling on the steel flowed in a gold cascade over a great lip into a second receptacle below. that was soon filled, and gorgeous streams and pools widened across the riven ground. the steel itself escaped in a milky incandescence. "a wild heat," james polder told them, pleased. "the bottom of a furnace may drop out. i was almost caught in the pit at cambria." the crane chains swung forward, picked up the ladle of molten metal, and shifted it through the air to a position over a circular group of moulds. there, a valve opened, the steel poured into a central pipe. "bottom-filled," polder concluded, assisting mariana over the precarious flooring; "the metal rises into the ingot forms." they descended again, by the blackened brick, box-like office of the superintendent, to the level of the pit, retraced the way over the boardwalk. they passed a cavernous interior, filled with a continuous crashing, where a great sheet of flushing steel was propelled over a system of rollers through a black, dripping compression. "i can take you to the senate," james polder told them, once more outside; "or the engineers' society. dinner will be ready at the club." he conducted them into the serious interior of a large, solidly constructed dwelling that had been transformed into a club. the dining room was already filling but they secured a small table against the wall. across the floor ten or twelve men were gathered in a circle. some, howat thought, were surprisingly young for the evident authority in their manner, pronouncements; others were grey, weatherworn, men with immobile faces often lost, in the middle of a gay period, in a sudden gravity of thought, silent calculation. he saw the smooth, deft hands of draughtsmen, and scarred, powerful hands that, like james polder's, had laboured through apprenticeship in pit and mill shop. he recognized that polder was more drawn than he had first observed. he was sapped by the crushing entity of the steel works, the enormous heat and energy and strain of the open hearth. if the younger did not lay off he would, unquestionably, break. nevertheless, howat was totally unprepared for the amazing suggestion quietly advanced by mariana. "jimmy," she said, "couldn't you come to shadrach for those two weeks? you'd find the quiet there wonderful. and any doctor will advise you to leave your family for a proper rest. i'm certain howat would be as nice as possible." a sudden, patent longing leaped to james polder's countenance. actually he stuttered with a surprised delight. damn it, there was nothing for him, howat, to do but stare like a helpless idiot. he ought to say something, second mariana's impudent invitation, at once. she ignored him, gazing intently at the younger man. he, too, meeting mariana's eyes, had apparently totally forgot the unimportant presence of howat penny. and he had been married to his harriet for a scant half year! howat penny thought mechanically of the polders' depressing house, the odours of old cooking and cheap cigarettes, the feverish yapping of the silky animal, cherette, with matted, pinkish eyes. the precipitant, prideful, young fool! why hadn't he held onto the merest memory, the most distant chance in the world, of mariana, rather than fling himself, his injured self-opinion, into this stew? "don't say it can't be managed," she persisted. "anything may. it's absolutely necessary; you can get a prescription--two weeks of green valley and robins and country eggs. howat will take your money from you at penny sniff, and i'll--i'll come out for dinner." "harriet thought of going back to the family," he replied; "but it might--" he turned at last to howat penny. "would you have me?" he asked directly. what, in thunder, choice of reply did he have? howat couldn't point out the shamelessness of such an arrangement. harriet, it seemed, was not to be considered; just as if she were a merely disinterested connection. he issued a belated period to the effect that shadrach was spacious and rudolph a capable attendant. it was, he saw, sufficient. "we can write," said mariana. she endeavoured to caress howat's hand, but he indignantly frustrated her. "i'll have to get back to the hearth," james polder announced regretfully. "it's been wonderful," he told mariana jannan. howat scraped his chair at the baldness of polder's pleasure. "your work is tremendous, jim," she replied; "the only stirring thing i have ever known in a particularly silly world. but you mustn't let it run you, too, into steel rails. president polder," she smiled brilliantly at him. "why not?" queried james, the sanguine, at once defiant, haggard and intense. xxxii the following day howat penny was both weary and irritable. mariana declared, remorsefully, that she had selfishly dragged him away from shadrach; and proposed countless trivial amends, which he fretfully blocked. he had no intention of affording her such a ready escape from a sense, he hoped, of error and responsibility. before dinner, however, he found himself walking with her over the deep green sod that reached to the public road below. a mock orange hedge enclosed his lawn, bounding the cross roads, the upper course leading to myrtle forge; and beyond they passed, on the left, the collapsed stone walls and fallen shingles of what, evidently, had been a small blacksmith's shed. farther along they came to the sturdy shell of an old, single-room building, erected, perhaps, when shadrach furnace was new, with weeds climbing through the rotten floor, and a fragment of steps, rising to the mouldering peak of a loft, still clinging to a wall. without definite purpose they turned from the public way into an overgrown path, banked with matted blackberry bushes, and were soon facing the remains of the furnace. it had been solidly constructed of unmasoned stone, bound by iron rods, and its bulk was largely unaffected by time. the hearth had fallen in, choked by luxuriant greenery; but the blank sides mounted to meet the walled path reaching out to its top from the abrupt hill against which it had been placed. before it foundations could still be traced; and above, a rectangle of windowless stone walls survived, roofless and desolate. an abandoned road turned up the hill, and they followed it to where they could gaze into the upper ruin and the furnace top below. everywhere nature had marked or twisted aside cut stone and wood with its living greenery. farther down a pathlike level followed the side of the hill, ending abruptly in a walled fall, and a confusion of broken beams, iron braces, and section of a large, wheel-like circumference. out beyond were other crumbling remains of old activity--a stone span across the dried course of a water way, and a wide bank, showing through a hardy vegetation the grey-brown inequalities of slag. the stillness, broken only by the querulous melody of a robin, and a beginning, faint piping of frogs, was amazingly profound after the roaring energy of the medial works. the decay of shadrach furnace showed absolute against the crashing miles of industry on the broad river. a breath of honeysuckle lifted to howat penny; the sky was primrose. mariana moved closer to him and took his arm. they said nothing. a warm light was spilling across the darkening grass from the lower windows of his dwelling, blurring in a dusk under the high leafage of aged maples. the white roses were already in bud on the vine climbing the lattices at his door, and mariana fixed one in his buttonhole. "howat," she said, "it isn't as if you were doing it just for jim, but for a man, any man, really sick. i'll not even ask you to think of it for me. he can sit on the porch and converse with your owls, and poke about over the hills." howat considered the advisability of attempting to extract a promise from her that she would stay away from shadrach if james polder was there. he considered it--very momentarily. the possibility, he asserted to himself, was without any alleviating circumstance. what, in heaven's name, would charlotte think if, as it well might, the knowledge came to her that mariana and a polder--that name she never repeated--a married polder without his wife, were poking over the hills together at shadrach? she would have him, howat, examined for lunacy. mariana demanded too much. he told her this with the dessert. "it's only the commonest charity," she repeated. her attack rapidly veered. "howat," she asked, "do you really dislike jimmy?" certainly, he asserted, he--he disapproved of him ... altogether. a headstrong young donkey who had made a shocking mess of his life. he would have to make the best of a bad affair for which no one was to blame but himself. "it is terrific," she agreed, almost cheerfully; and he had a vague sense of having, somehow, delivered himself into her hands. "perhaps something can still be done," she said, frowning, increasing the dangers of his position. he managed, by a stubborn silence, to check further conversation in that direction; hoping, vainly, that james polder couldn't come, that harriet, sensibly, would insist on his accompanying her, or that byron would solemnly intervene. mariana, later displaying a letter, dispelled his wishes. "it's been arranged quite easily," she told him. "harriet will go home. i'd like to be here when he arrives, but i can't. you'll be a dear, howat, won't you?" she begged. "i'm certain james will give you no trouble. and do send him to bed early." at this he grew satirical, and she laughed in an unaccustomed, nervous manner that upset him surprisingly. honduras drove her to the station the next morning; and, three days later, deposited james polder on the worn stone threshold under the climbing rose. after dinner the younger man faced him squarely across the apricot glow of the lamp in the middle room. "this is the third time i've come here without an invitation from you," he said directly. "it was mariana this last. i shut my mouth on what i'd once have crammed down your throat, and came like any puppy. it wasn't on account of my health, there are miles of quiet country; it wasn't--" he hesitated, then went on--"altogether because of mariana. i wanted to watch you closer; i want to find out what you are like inside, so i might understand some--some other things better. i can get out if it's a rank failure." howat issued a polite, general dissent. "now, right there," polder stated; "you don't want me; you'd rather i was a thousand miles away, dead. well--why don't you say so?" he had not the least conception of a decent reticence of address, howat penny thought, resentfully, at the discomfort aroused by the young man's sharp attack. "certain amenities," he observed coldly, "have been accepted as desirable, as obligations for--" he hesitated, casting about for a phrase that would not too conspicuously exclude james polder. "say it," the latter burst out rudely, "gentlemen. and you all stand about with one thing to say and another in your head." "a degree of perception is always admirable," howat penny instructed him. "that's a nasty one," polder acknowledged; "but i got into it myself. i can see that." his hand, seared with labour, was pressed on the table; and the elder realized that, since he had witnessed a heat tapped, he was not so censorious of the broken nails, the lines of indelible black. he caught james polder's gaze, and turned from its intense questioning. young cheeks had no business to be so gaunt. polder picked up the figurine in red clay, studied it with a troubled brow, and replaced it with a gesture of hopelessness. "possibly," howat penny unexpectedly remarked, "possibly you find beauty in a piece of open hearth steel." "it's useful," polder declared; "it has a tensile strength. i know what it will do. this," he indicated the fragment of a grace razed over twenty-three hundred years before, "is good for nothing that i see." now, howat told himself, it was merely a question of tensile strength. his old enthusiasms, his passionate admiration for the operas of christopher gluck, the enthusiasms and admirations of his kind, were being pushed aside for things of more obvious practicality. the very term that had distinguished his world, men of breeding, had been discarded. individuals like james polder, blunt of speech, contemptuous, labour scarred, were paramount to-day. his thoughts, he realized, were a part of the questioning thrust on him by the intrusion of mariana's unfortunate affair into his old age. she was always dragging him to a perplexing spectacle for which he had neither energy nor inclination. but he'd be damned if he would allow the importunities of the young man beyond the table to complicate further his difficulties, and he retired abruptly behind the _saturday review_. "you'd better get along up," he said brusquely, after a little. breakfast at an end, they settled into a not uncomfortable, mutual silence. they smoked; james polder unfolded newspapers which he neglected to read; howat went through the periodicals with audible expressions of displeasure. he wondered when mariana would appear. mariana made a fool of him, that was evident; however, he would put his foot on any philandering about shadrach. he could be as blunt as james polder when the occasion demanded. after lunch the latter fell asleep in his chair on the porch, pallidly insensible of the sparkling flood of afternoon. howat rose and went into the house. it was indecent to see a countenance so wearily unguarded, shorn of all protective aggression. mariana walked in unannounced. "why didn't you telephone for honduras?" he complained. "always some infernal difference in what you do." she frowned. "suddenly," she admitted, "i wasn't in a hurry to get here. i almost went back. idiotic." "sensible, it seems to me," he commented. "that polder is asleep on the porch." she nodded, "splendid. and you needn't try to look fierce. i can see through you and out the back." he lit a cigarette angrily. "going to stay for the night?" he demanded. "several," she replied coolly. "three can play sniff." "look here, mariana," he proclaimed, "i won't have any nonsense, do you understand?" "we can keep a photograph of harriet on the table." james polder entered, and put a temporary end to his determined speech. when the former saw mariana his shameless pleasure, howat thought, was beyond credence. positively neither of them paid any more attention to him than they did to rudolph. his irritation gave place to a deeper realization that an impossible situation threatened. there was nothing, obviously, that he could do to-day; but he would speak seriously to mariana to-morrow; one or both of them would have to leave shadrach. this determination took the present weight from his conscience; and, pottering about small concerns of his own, he ignored them comfortably. they appeared late, dirty and hot, for dinner; and it was eight o'clock before mariana came down in a gown like a white-petalled flower. she wore no rings, but about her throat was a necklace of old-fashioned seed pearls in loops and rosettes. "it's family," she told them; "it belonged to caroline penny. and she married a quaker, too; a david forsythe." she stopped suddenly, and howat penny recalled the tradition that caroline penny, gilbert's daughter, had appropriated her sister myrtle's suitor. mariana favoured him with a fleet glance, the quiver of a reprehensible wink. he glared back at her choking with suppressed wrath. "i have a wonderful idea for to-morrow," she proceeded tranquilly; "we'll take lunch, and leave honduras, and go to myrtle forge for the day." her design was unfolded so rapidly, her directions to rudolph so explicit, that he had no opportunity to oppose his plan of sending her away in the morning; and his impotence committed him to her suggestion. she could go in the evening almost as well. after dinner he rattled the dominoes significantly, but mariana, smiling at him absently, went through the room and out upon the porch. polder, with an obscure sentence, followed her. a soft rain sounded on the porch roof; but there was no wind; the night was warm. howat glanced at his watch, after a period of restful ease, and saw that it was past ten. he moved resolutely outside. mariana was banked with cushions in the canvas swing, and polder sat with his body extended, his hands clasped behind his head, in a gloomy revery. the night, apparently, had robbed her countenance of any bloom; more than once in the past year howat had seen her stamped with the premonitory scarring of time. polder rose as he approached, and mariana struggled upright. "good night," she said ungraciously, to them both, and flickered away through the dark. james polder was savagely biting his lips; his hands, the elder saw, were clenched. "your wife," howat proceeded, "how is she?" polder gazed at him stonily, without reply. "i asked after your wife," howat repeated irritably. "no," the other at last said, "you reminded me of her. i suppose you are right." he turned and walked abruptly from the porch, into the slowly dropping rain. xxxiii the road to myrtle forge mounted between rolling cultivated fields, the scattered, stone ruins of walls erected in the earliest iron days; and, after a pastoral course, came to the forge dwelling, its shuttered bulk set in a tangle of bushes and rank grass. an ancient beech tree swept the ground with smooth, grey limbs, surrounded by long-accumulated dead leaves. james polder shut off the motor by the low, stone wall that supported the lawn from the roadway; he crossed to the farm, where the house keys were kept, and howat and mariana moved slowly forward. a porch, added, the former said, in jasper penny's time, extended at the left; and they stood on the broken flooring and gazed down at a featureless tangle once a garden and the gnarled remainder of a small apple orchard beyond. polder soon returned, and they proceeded to a door on the further side, where the kitchen angle partly enclosed a flagging of broad stones. inside, the house, empty of furnishing, was a place of echoes muffled in dust; the insidious, dank odours of corrupting wood and plaster; walls with melancholy, superimposed, stripping papers; older, sombrely blistered paint and panelled wainscoting varnished in an imitation, yellow graining. it was without a relic of past dignity. mariana was unable to discover a souvenir of the generations of pennys that had filled the rooms with the stir of their living. once more outside they sat on the stone threshold of an office-like structure back of the main dwelling and indulged in cigarettes. the disturbing tension of last night, howat thought comfortably, had vanished. mariana was flippant, james polder enveloped in indolent ease. "the forge," howat penny told them, "was below." a path descended across a steep face of sparse grass; and, at the bottom, polder's interest revived. "it stood there," he indicated a fallen shed beyond a masoned channel, choked with the broken stones of its walls and tangled shrubbery. "you don't suppose a joke that size was the great gilbert's plant. here's the drop for the water power; yes, and the iron pinions of the overshot wheel." he climbed down a precarious wall, and stood perhaps twelve feet below them. securing a rough bolt, he brought it up for their inspection. "look at that forging," he cried; "after it has lain around for a century and a half. like silk. charcoal iron, and it was hammered, too. metal isn't half worked any more. we could turn that into steel at almost nothing a ton." he showed them in the mouldering shed the foundation of the anvil, traced the probable shafting of the trip hammer, marked the location of the hearths. "three," he decided; "and a cold trickle of air. a nigger pumping a bellows, probably. no, they could get that from the wheel," he drew an explanatory diagram in the blackened dust. with the lunch basket on the running board of the motor they ate sitting on the low boundary wall of the lawn. the heat increased through the late may noon, and howat remained while mariana and james polder wandered in the direction of the orchard. finally the sun forced the former to move; and he, too, proceeded in a desultory manner, entering the shade of a grove of old maples. the trees, their earliest red leafage already emerald, followed the dry channel cut back from canary creek to the forge, and he soon emerged at the broad, flashing course of the stream. a flat rock jutted into the hurrying water by an overthrown dam, its sun-heated expanse now in shadow; and he stayed, listening to the gurgling flow. far above him a hawk wheeled in ambient space; a mill whistle sounded remotely from jaffa. the thought of mariana hovered at the back of his lulled being; all he desired, he told himself, was her complete happiness. he might even have become reconciled to james polder. his first, unfavourable opinion of the latter, he realized, had been modified by--by time. he had judged polder solely in the light of an old standard. the fellow was painfully honest; good stuff there, iron ... the iron of the pennys. but the other strain had betrayed him. a cursed shame. the material of the present, moulded, perhaps, into seemingly new forms, was always that of the past. this polder was essie scofield and jasper ... byron. he, howat penny, was penny and jannan and penny--daniel, james, casimir, and howat once more, the older howat who had married the widow of felix winscombe. black again. he wondered what the blackness, not spent like his own, had brought the other. a headstrong, dark youth with the characteristic sloping eyebrows and slender, vigorous, carriage. the traditional rebellious spirit had involved jasper in disgrace; it had thinned his own blood. footfalls approached through the trees, and the others joined him. james polder extended himself on the rock, and mariana sat with her hands clasped about her slim knees. a silence intensified by the whispering stream enveloped them. the hawk circled above, and howat had an extraordinary sense of the familiarity of the bird hanging in limitless space, of the warm stone and water choking in a smooth eddy. he had, as a boy, fished there. but his brain momentarily swam with a poignant, unrecognizable emotion, different from the sensation of childhood. he rose, confused and giddy. with old age, he muttered. mariana followed. "it's all over," she announced, decisively. "we'll drive back and leave to-day." she sighed. "that's gone already," james polder showed her the sun slipping toward the western hills. she moved up to him, laid her hand on his arm. howat penny went ahead. he must speak to her after dinner. as the motor slowly gathered momentum he turned and looked back at the dark, pinkish dwelling in its tangle of grass and bushes run wild. dusk appeared to have already gathered over it, although the sun still shone elsewhere in lengthening dusty gold bars; the wide-spread beech was sombre against blank shutters, the chimneys broken and cold. xxxiv a letter for james polder was at shadrach, and he opened it immediately, glancing over its scrawled sheet. howat saw a curious expression overspread the other's countenance. he called, "mariana!" in a sharp tone. she appeared from the foot of the steps. "harriet never went home," he told her; "this is from pittsburgh. she's back on the stage." a premonitory dread filled howat penny. mariana stood quietly, her gaze lifted to polder. "she never went home," he repeated; "but writes that suddenly she--she didn't want to, and couldn't stand harrisburg another week. she saw some one and had a part, that ought to be good, offered to her; and, so--" "is that all, jim?" "no," he replied; "there is more, absolutely unjustified. i think i'd like you to read it. it would be best." mariana took the letter, and followed its irregular course. "it's true enough," she said quietly, at the end. "but i don't in the least mind, jim. she had a perfect right to something of the sort. that is--i'm not annoyed about what she says of me, but it will upset you terribly. and it has been my fault, from the first." he protested vehemently, but she stopped him with a gesture; then walked to the door opening on the porch; where, her head up, she stood gazing out into the serene, failing light. james polder followed her, and howat heard the screen softly close. he was about to light a cigarette, but, his hand shaking, he laid it on the table. he put up his glass, without purpose, and then let it drop. rudolph was placing the silver for dinner; old forks faintly marked with a crest that isabel howat had brought to her husband. a recurrence of the afternoon's sense of the continuity of all living flowed over him, whispering with old voices, old longing and sorrow and regret, mingled dim features, and the broken clasping of hands. he saw mariana sweeping in a pale current--a remote, eternal passion winding through the transient body of life. she smiled, her subdued, mocking gaiety infinitely appealing, and vanished. they came in to dinner without changing the informal garb of the day. james polder was silent, disturbed, but mariana was serenely commonplace. her voice, clear and high, went unimportantly on; until, turning to howat penny, she said without the changing of a tone. "i want james to take me back to harrisburg with him, but he won't." howat endeavoured to meet this insanity with the silence usually opposed to mariana's frequent wildness of statement. his knife scraped sharply against a plate; but, in the main, he successfully preserved an unmoved countenance. "now that harriet has surrendered mm," she persisted, "i don't see why i can't be considered. it is the commonest sense--jim can't live alone, properly, in that house; i can't exist properly without him. you see, howat, how reasonable it seems." what he did perceive was that his attitude of inattention must be sharply deserted. "your words, mariana," he said coldly, "'proper' and 'reasonable,' in the connection you have used them, would be ridiculous if they weren't disgraceful. i have been patient with a certain amount of rash talk, yes--and conduct, but this must be the end. i had intended to have you leave shadrach this morning, then later. either that or i'll be forced to make my excuses to james polder." he glanced with a veiled anxiety at the latter but could read nothing from the lowered, pinched countenance. "we could leave together if you are tired of us," mariana continued. "it's james, really, who is making all the trouble. he has some stupid idea about nobility of conduct and my best good. but the real truth is that he's afraid, for me, of course, and so he won't listen." "won't you show her that it is impossible?" the younger man cried at howat penny. "i can't take advantage of her heavenly courage. she doesn't realize the weight of opinion. it would make--" "stuff," she interrupted. "you'd make steel, and i would make an occasional dessert. you must be told, jimmy, that the afternoon calling you have confused with life really isn't done any more. you have been brought up in rather a deadly way. you ought to be saved from yourself. i am a very mature person, and i am advising you calmly." the dinner had come to an end; a decanter, in old-fashioned blue and gold cutting, of brandy, a silver basket of oranges, the coffee cups and glasses, were all that remained; and james polder played with the cut fruit, the half-full cordial glass before him. "i am going to be brutally frank, jimmy," she said again. "you know that is a habit of mine, too. you are a very brilliant young man, but you are not omnipotent--you require stiffening, like a collar. and i would be a splendid laundress for you. harriet is a long shot too lenient. i might not be so comfortable to live with, but i'd be bracing. i'd have you in that dirty little superintendent's box in no time." he made no reply; and, obviously tormented, automatically squeezed a half orange into his goblet. then he took a sip of brandy. "together, james," mariana asserted, "we would go up like a kite. by yourself--forgive me--you haven't enough patience, enough balance; you wouldn't fly steadily. you might break all your sticks on the ground." he moodily emptied what remained of his brandy into the goblet and orange juice, and pushed it impatiently away. "i'd rather do that," he answered, "than try to carry you with me on such a flight." howat penny was conscious of a diminution of his fears. he had entirely underrated james polder; the latter was an immense sight steadier than mariana. his thoughts strayed momentarily to harriet, back again in her public orbit. he could imagine that she had found harrisburg insuperably dull, the hours with only cherette empty after the emotional debauches of the plays elected by vivian blane. yes, this young polder would stand admirably firm. mariana frowned at the cobalt smoke of her cigarette. "i am in a very bad temper," she told them. "no one for a minute thinks of what my feeling may be. you are both entirely concerned with your own nice sense of virtue." "not at all, but of your future," howat penny asserted. her lower lip assumed the contempt of which it was pre-eminently capable. she made no immediate reply. james polder's fingers absently clasped the goblet before him; he drew it toward his plate, tipped the thick liquid it contained. "just what do you recommend me to do?" mariana challenged howat. "go through with a lifeful of winters like the last! marry another sam lewis! i am not celebrated for reliability; it is only with jimmy--" she broke off. howat penny recalled her callous expression, photographed in egyptian dress at a period ball, her description of the hard riding and reckless parties of the transplanted english colonies in the south. polder lifted the goblet to his lips, but set it back untasted. howat looked away from mariana's scornful interrogation, unable to reply. finally, "i am old, as you once reminded me," he stated; "i'm out of my time, don't understand, i can only remember, and remembering isn't any longer of use. the men i knew, the kind, i hope, i was, would ruin themselves a hundred times before compromising a woman. polder appears to understand that. and women i had the privilege of meeting sacrificed themselves with a smile for what you dismiss as mere stupidity. god knows which is right. they looked the loveliest of creatures then. there was a standard, we thought high.... things a man couldn't do. but i don't know--it seems so long ago." he stopped to watch james polder take a sip of the mixture in his hand. the latter tasted it slowly, and then emptied the goblet. his face was blank, with eyes nearly closed. "i could carry jimmy up in my hands," mariana said. "don't," she added vaguely, as he squeezed out the remaining half of his orange and poured fresh brandy into it. "it's curious," he told her; "not at all bad." they moved out of the dining room, and mariana and polder continued to the porch. howat stood with a hand resting on the mahogany cigarette box; he had the feeling of a man unexpectedly left by a train thundering into the distance. it would not stop, back, for him now; he was dropped. he sank relaxed into an accustomed chair; his brain surrendered its troubling; the waking somnolence settled over him. he was conscious of his surrounding, recognized its actuality; yet, at the same time, it seemed immaterial, like the setting of a dream. he roused himself after a little and smoked, nodding his head to emphasize the points of his thought. this polder had shown the instinct of breeding; while mariana was--just what she was he couldn't for the life of him determine. a hussy, he decided temporarily. after all, his own time, when black and white had been distinguishable, was best. howat penny relinquished, with a sigh, the effort to penetrate to-day; he was content to be left behind; out of the grinding rush, the dizzy speed, of progression. his day, when black had been black, was immeasurably superior; the women had been more charming, the men erect, clothed in proper garb and pride. where, now, could be seen such an audience as dr. damrosch had gathered for his first season of german opera? not, certainly, at the performance he had heard with mariana two, no--three, winters ago. a vulgarized performance in the spirit of a boulevard café. the whole present air, he told himself, was wrong. he looked at his watch, and was surprised to see that it was past ten. not a sound came from the porch; and he determined to go outside, exercise the discretion which mariana had cast to the winds. however, he didn't stir; he could not summon the energy necessary for the combating of their impetuous youth. he unfolded a paper, but it drooped on his knees, slid, finally, to the floor. then mariana appeared, walked swiftly, without a word, through the room, and vanished upstairs. not even a civil period at the end of the evening. after another, long wait james polder entered. the latter stood uneasily by the table, with a furrowed brow, a ridiculous, twitching mouth. polder went out into the dining room; where, through the doorway, howat penny could see him hovering over the silver basket of oranges, placed upon the sideboard. "if you don't mind," he called back, and there were a rattle of knives, a thin ring of glass. the light was dim beyond, and he stood in the doorway with the brandy decanter and orange juice. he drained the mixture and leaned, absorbed, against the woodwork. "this is a hell of a world!" he exclaimed suddenly. "everything worth having is fenced off. a woman won't understand. does any one suppose that i don't want mariana! it's the responsibility. she's right--i am afraid of it. and she laughed at me. nothing cowardly in her," his voice deepened. "it is ignorance," howat stated. "i thought so, for a minute; you are wrong. she's had more experience than we'd get in a thousand years. the life she knows would fix that. she talked me into a tangled foolishness in five minutes; made me look like a whiskered hypocrite. nothing i said sounded real, and yet i must be right. suppose harriet should turn nasty, suppose--oh, a thousand things." "it isn't arguable," howat penny agreed. this afforded the other no consolation. "what is she to do?" he demanded. "mariana won't settle quietly against a wall. she told you that. she's full of--of a sort of energy that must be at something. mariana hasn't the anchor of most women--respectability." "am i to gather that that is no longer considered admirable?" the elder inquired. "if you gather anything you are lucky," polder replied gloomily. "i'm not sure about my own name. good-night," he disappeared abruptly. above, howat slowly made his preparations for retiring, infinitely weary. waking problems fell from him like a leaden weight into the sea of unconsciousness. he was relieved, at breakfast, to see mariana come down in a hat, with the jacket of her suit on an arm. he waited for her to indicate the train by which she was leaving, so that he could tell honduras to have the motor ready; but she sat around in a dragging silence. polder walked up and down the room in which they were gathered. howat wished he would stop his clattering movement. an expression of ill-nature deepened in mariana; she looked her ugliest; and james polder was perceptibly fogged from a lack of sleep. finally he said: "look here, we can't go on like this." he stopped in front of mariana, with a quivering face. she raised her eyebrows. "come outside," he begged. "what's the use?" she replied; but, at the same time, she rose. "don't get desperate, howat," she said over her shoulder. "even i can't do any more; i can only take my shamelessness back to andalusia." polder held open the screen door; and as, without her jacket, she went out, howat penny had a final glimpse of the man bending at her side. like two fish in a net, he thought ungraciously. he was worn out by their infernal flopping. with a determined movement of his shoulders, a fixing of his glass, he turned to the accumulation of his papers. later he heard the changing gears of a motor. he thought for a moment that it was honduras at his own car; then he recognized the stroke of a far heavier engine. the powerful, ungraceful bulk of an english machine was stopping at his door. immediately after he distinguished the slightly harsh, dominating voice of peter provost. the latter entered, followed by kingsfrere jannan. peter provost, a member of the new york family and connection of the jannans, had, since the elder jannan's death, charge of the family's interest in the banking firm of provost, jannan and provost. he occupied, howat knew, a position of general advisor to charlotte and her children. he was a large man who had never lost the hardness of a famous university career in the football field, with a handsome, cold countenance and spiked, grey moustache. he shook hands with howat penny, and plunged directly into his present purpose. "kingsfrere," he said, "has heard some cheap stuff in the city, principally about that young polder married last fall. personally, i laughed at it, but charlotte seemed upset. this polder's wife, an actress, has left her husband, and gone back to the stage because--so byron asserted; you know byron--mariana had broken up their home." "old polder said just that," kingsfrere affirmed. "and that wasn't all--he added that mariana was out here with the fellow." provost laughed. "well," howat penny replied, "james polder is staying at shadrach. he was asked here because his health was threatening. he had two weeks leave; and, although i wasn't really anxious, i said he might recuperate with me." "and mariana?" provost inquired. "came out day before yesterday, late; leaving this morning." howat penny was conscious of a growing anger. there was no reason for his submitting to an interrogation by peter provost; he didn't have to justify his actions, the selection of his guests; and he had no intention of explaining his attitude toward mariana. but provost, it became evident, had no inclination to be intrusive. it was, he made that clear, wholly charlotte. but kingsfrere jannan was increasingly impatient. "where is polder?" he demanded. howat surveyed him with neither favour nor reply. suddenly he understood the feeling of both men--they considered that he was too old to have any grip or comprehension of life. they were quietly but obviously relegating him to the back of the scene. his anger mounted; he was about to make a sharp reply, when he paused. there was a possibility that they were right; he was, undoubtedly, old; and he had been unable to influence, turn, mariana, in the slightest degree. he didn't approve of her present, head-strong course ... only a few hours ago he had voluntarily, gladly, relinquished all effort to comprehend it. "perhaps," provost suggested, "since we are here we'd better talk to him. i suppose they're out about the place. you could send rudolph." howat replied that he would find them himself. he wanted, now, to prepare james polder for any incidental unpleasantness. the latter, he knew, had a hasty temper, a short store of patience. after all, he had acted very well in a difficult situation. it had been mariana. howat penny was aware of a growing sympathy for young polder. his was a more engaging person than kingsfrere's pasty presence and sharp reputation at cards. he got his hat, and went out over the thick, smooth sod, into the slumberous, blue radiance of the early summer noon. he found mariana and james polder sitting on a bank by the furnace. "peter provost's here with kingsfrere," he told them quietly. "they want to see.... james, about some nonsense bantered around town." polder rose quickly, instantly antagonistic. "at the house?" he demanded, already moving away. mariana stopped him with a hand on his shoulder. "don't pay any attention to what they may say, jimmy," she commanded. "it isn't peter provost's affair, and kingsfrere in a fatherly pose is a scream." they moved forward together. "i'll see them," she added cuttingly. "i will attend to this," james polder told her. "i don't want any woman explaining my actions. they haven't a whisper on me. i'm glad enough of an opportunity to talk to a man." "if you lose your temper--" howat commenced, but mariana impatiently interrupted him. "why shouldn't jim lose his temper?" she demanded. "i would. personally, i'd be glad if he did, although it mightn't be fortunate for kingsfrere. he's a good deal of a dumpling. but i will be furious if you look guilty. tell them we're mad about each other and that i am waiting for the smallest encouragement to go with you." howat penny left mariana at the door, and went in with polder. provost was seated, with an open paper; kingsfrere studying the photograph of scalchi. "this," said howat generally, "is my guest, james polder." peter provost extended his square, powerful hand; but the other, jannan, made no movement. "well?" polder demanded aggressively. howat penny proceeded through the room to the porch, where he met mariana. they walked to the further end and found chairs. "what makes me sick," mariana proceeded, "is the way men calmly take everything into their own hands; as if women were still tied up, naughty bundles. jim will have all the fun, and he has only said 'no' in horrified tones." again he could think of no adequate reply. he listened in vain for the sound of raised voices within. "what, in heaven's name, brought them?" howat told her what he had heard. "i'm glad i did break up that mess they called a home," she asserted. "it was rotten with stale beer and half pounds of liver for that disgusting animal!" the heat increased in waves; a wagon passing on the road below was enveloped in a cloud of dust. "i wish they'd hurry," mariana said sharply. howat penny thought he heard kingsfrere speaking in abrupt periods. then a chair scraped, and peter provost's deliberate voice became audible. it was, however, impossible to distinguish his words; but suddenly polder exclaimed, "say something i can pound into you." mariana rose, her hands clenched. "go back to your mouldy little life!" james polder continued. "i'm not surprised miss jannan wants to get out of it. i am sorry i hesitated. it seemed to me i couldn't offer her anything good enough; but that was before i'd listened to you.... and if you in particular come worming about me again i'll smash your flat face." the screen door was wrenched violently open, and james polder strode up to mariana. "suppose we get out of this slag pit," he said, his chest labouring; "i can't breathe here." "i am ready, jimmy," she replied quietly; "perhaps howat will look up a train and let honduras drive us to the station." she laid her hand on his arm. "now we can forget them," she said. they turned, and, together, vanished into the house. howat penny followed them slowly. he found peter provost apparently undisturbed. "nothing to be done," the latter commented. "i saw that immediately he turned up. kingsfrere made a short effort, but it wasn't conspicuously successful; i imagine it rather worse than failed. god knows what's getting into these young women, howat--eliza and the rest of 'em--it's a gamble they don't. all right, kingsfrere." jannan lingered with a dark mutter, but the other unceremoniously drove him into the waiting car. mariana soon descended, with polder carrying two bags. "one seven," howat told them. in the extraordinary situation he found nothing adequate to say. mariana might have been going unremarkably to charlotte and her home; she was absolutely contained. james polder had a dazed expression; without his companion, howat thought, he would blunder into the walls. he stood, holding the bags until told to put them down. honduras was soon at the door. mariana moved forward, and mechanically howat penny made his customary pretence of avoiding her kiss. the warm fragrance of her lips remained long after she had gone. a pervasive stillness settled upon shadrach; outside the sunlight lay on the hills in a thick, yellow veil; the cool interior held only the familiar crepitation of the old clock above. now, he told himself, he could read the papers peacefully; but he sat with empty hands. mariana had gone. "outrageous conduct," he said aloud, without conviction. his voice sounded thin, unfamiliar. his dreams of her continued superiority to the commonplace, of her fine aloofness like the elevation of the strains of _orfeo_, had been utterly destroyed. he could not imagine a greater descent than the one which had overtaken her. as he rehearsed its details they seemed increasingly disgraceful. he could not forgive james polder for his relapse, his shocking failure to maintain the standards, the obligations, bred into himself, howat penny, by so many years, and by blood. it was that miserable old business of jasper's once more, blighting the present, betraying mariana. this wheeled in his brain throughout summer. he had, as he expected, no word from her. charlotte, too, sent no line; he was isolated in the increasing and waning heat, in a sea of greenery growing heavy and grey with dust, then swept by rain, and touched with the scarlet finality of frost. rudolph lit again the hickory fires in the middle hearth; the days shortened rapidly; sitting before the glow of the logs he could see, through a western window, the afternoon expiring in a sullen red flame. the leaves streamed sibilantly by the eaves and accumulated in dry, russet heaps in angles and hollows; they burned in crackling fires, filling the air with a drifting haze rich with suggestion and memories. he saw the first snow on a leaden morning when the flexible and bald white covering, devoid of charm, held the significance of barrenness, death. all day this chilling similitude lingered in his mind. he walked about the house slowly, unpleasantly conscious of the striking of his feet on the wood floors. at christmas a revival of spirit overtook him; a long letter came from mariana, bundy provost sent him a tall silver tankard, with a lid, for his night table. howat, polishing his glass with a maroon bandanna, read mariana's letter in the yellow light of the lamp and burning logs. "i have been to see a new steel process," she wrote; "the duplex, with immense tilting furnaces and the bessemer blast. i know a great deal about iron now; far more than a howat penny who should be an authority. jim is frightfully busy, but lately he has been able to sleep after the night shift, which makes it better for every one. he is one of the best men here, and that comes from the works, and the reorganization is slowly but surely progressing, and we are progressing with it. i am not a particle lonely, with only one servant; really don't want another, and make a great deal more than desserts. you have no idea how absorbing it is to have a lot of things that must be done. the days simply fade. you mustn't worry about me, howat; i always hated polite affairs and parties and people; even when i was young as possible i was more than anything else a hell in the corner." he smiled, recognizing an old flippant phrase, and let his hand drop while he recalled mariana--turning to him to hook her gown, constructing annoying towers with the dominoes, reprehensible and amusing. he resumed reading: "it would be wonderful if--no, it is wonderful! but howat, i can tell only you this, i wish oranges had never been invented." he drew his mouth into a compressed line. james was drinking. he remembered when the other first made the concoction of orange juice and brandy; he saw him clearly, leaning in the doorway to the dining room, with the emptied goblet, and a curious, introspective expression on his mobile countenance. "he ought to be hung!" he exclaimed sharply. the fellow should see himself as a mat for mariana's feet. but that wasn't life, he realized; existence seemed to become more and more heedless of the proprieties, of the simplest concessions to duty. he saw the world as a ship which, admirably navigated a score or more years ago, had jammed its rudder. no one could predict what rocks the unmanageable sphere might be driving for. the significance born by that sentence robbed the remainder of the letter of pleasure. he read that mariana had ordered the customary gift of cigarettes, and hoped they would last him longer than everybody knew they would. the implied affection of all the paragraphs was visible in the last words. he put the letter carefully away. the cigarettes were sufficient for a considerable time beyond customary. something of his appetite had gone; the periods of half wakeful slumber in his chair drew out through whole evenings. the actual world retreated; his memories, as bright as ever, became a little confused; the years, figures, mingled incongruously; famous arias were transposed to operas in which they had not been sung. winter retreated, but the latter part of march and april were bitterly cold; no leaves appeared; the ground remained barren; he seldom got out. the albums of programmes were brought from their place on the low shelves, but now, more than often, they were barely opened, scanned. then, on an evening when belated snow was sifting through the cracks of the solid shutters, he came on an oblong package, wrapped in strong paper. he opened it, in a momentary revival of interest, of life. it was a tall ledger, bound in crumbling calf, with stained and wrinkled leaves. howat had not seen it for twenty years, but he recalled immediately that it was a forge book kept in gilbert penny's day; then myrtle forge had been new, that other howat alive. he opened it carefully, powdered his knees with leather dust, and studied the faded entries; what flourishing, pale violet initials, what rubicund lines and endings! there were two handwritings, listing commonplace transactions now invested by time with an accumulated, poignant significance, one smooth and clerkly, the other abrupt, with heavy, impatient strokes. youth, probably, held at an unwelcome task; and, more than likely, howat ... october, in seventeen fifty. years of virility, of struggle and conquest, of iron--iron, james polder had shown him, still uncorrupted, better than the metal of to-day--and iron-like men. the ledger slipped to the floor, tearing the spongy leather and crumbling the sere leaves. he recovered it, dismayed at the damage wrought. a sheet apparently had come loose, and he bent forward with difficulty, a swimming head. howat made an attempt to find its place, when he discovered that it was not a part of the volume. it was, he saw, a note, obliterated by creases but with some lines still legible, hurriedly scrawled, by a woman: "you must be more careful ... your mother. so hot-headed, howat. i can't do what you ask. i have a headache now thinking about felix and you and myself. no one must find out." what followed was lost, then came a signature that, with the aid of a reading glass, he barely deciphered--"ludowika." that was the name of the woman, a widow, gilbert's son had married. her first husband, felix winscombe, had died at myrtle forge during a diplomatic mission from england.... an old man with a young wife! his confusion, slowly resolving into a comprehension of what the note implied, filled him with an increasing revolt. the earlier howat, too, like jasper, in the tangle of an intrigue--not a public scandal and shame, as had been the later, but no less offensive. in a flare of anger howat penny crumpled the paper and flung it into the fire. there it instantly blackened, burst into flame and wavered, a shuddering cinder, up the chimney. he put the ledger, loosely wrapped in its covering, on the table, and sat breathing rapidly, curiously disturbed. the old fault, projected so unexpectedly out of the faithless burial of the past, struck at him with the weight of a personal affront. the heat subsided in the hearth, with the nightly ebbing of steam in the radiator; the hickory, disintegrating into blocks, faded from cherry red to pulsating, and finally dead, ash. lost in the bitterness of his thoughts he made no movement to replenish the fire. he wondered if the explored histories of other families would show such scarring records as his own. were there everywhere, back of each heart, puddles, sloughs, masked in the deceiving probity maintained for public view? and now--mariana! yet, somehow, her affair did not appear as ugly as these others. stated coldly, in conventional terms, it was little different. why, in plain words she had ... but mariana evaded plain words, her challenging courage forbade them. here was more than could be arraigned, convicted, by a stereotyped judgment. or perhaps this was only his affection for her, blinding him to the truth. the first howat and jasper, striking contemptuously across the barriers of social morals, lived in mariana, alone with james polder in illegitimate circumstance, and in himself--an old man without family, without the supporting memory of actual achievement; the negative decay of a negative existence. his mind, confronted by a painful complexity of unanswerable problems, failed utterly. he was conscious of his impotence chilling his blood, deadening his nerves. thin tears fell over his hollow cheeks; and he rose shakily, fiercely dragging at his bandanna. but he discovered that his hand was numb with cold. the fire lay black and dead. the shrilling wind, ladened with snow, wrenched at the shutters. the room was bitter. he must get up to bed ... warm blankets. a chill touched him with an icy breath. it overtook him midway on the stair, and he clung to the railing, appalled at its violence in his fragile being. he got, finally, to his room, to the edge of his bed, where he sat waiting for the assault to subside. he wanted rudolph, but the effort to move to the door, call, appeared insuperable. the chill left him; and blundering, hideously delayed, he wrapped himself in the bed covering. not all the wool in the world, he thought, would be sufficient to drive the cold from his body. he fell into a temporary exhaustion of sleep; but was waked later by sharp and oppressive pains in his chest, deepening when he breathed. the suffering must be mastered, and he lay with gripping hands, striving by force of will to overcome what he thought of as the brutal play of small, sharp knives. he conquered, it seemed; the pain grew less; but it had left an increasing difficulty in his breathing; it was a labour to absorb sufficient air even for his small, aged demands. sleep deserted him; and he waited through seeming years for the delayed appearance of dawn. he had hoped that the new day would be sunny, warm; it was overcast, he could see the snow drifted in the lower window panes. rudolph usually knocked at the door at half past eight; but, apparently, to-day he had forgot. howat penny's watch lay on the table, at his hand, yet it was far distant; he couldn't face the heavy effort of its inspection. at last the man came in with his even morning greeting. howat was so exhausted that he could make no reply; and rudolph moved silently to the bedside. his expression, for an instant, was deeply concerned. "i have a cold, or something of the sort," the other said. he raised his head, but sank back, with a thin, audible inspiration. "it would be best, sir, to have the doctor from jaffa," the servant suggested. howat, in the midst of protest, closed his eyes; the pain had returned. when he had again defeated it rudolph was gone. the room blurred, lost its walls, became formless space; out of which, to his pleasurable surprise, he saw the carefully garbed figure of colonel mapleson walking toward him. he never forgot that tea rose! confound him--probably another benefit for one of his indigent song birds. as howat was about to speak the colonel disappeared. it was scalchi, in street dress, a yellow fur about her throat, warm, seductive. he had sent the divine page the bouquet in paper lace. but she too vanished. he heard the strains of an orchestra; lingering he had missed the overture, and it might be the first duet--with geister in superb voice. he was waiting for mariana, that was it ... always late. then her hand was under his arm. but it was the doctor from jaffa. rudolph was at the foot of the bed, and the two men moved aside, conversed impolitely in hushed tones. i'm sick, he thought lucidly. one word reached him--oxygen. it all melted away again, into a black lake with ghostly swans, a painted mouth and showering confetti; one of the supreme waltzes that johann strauss alone could compose. later a woman in a folded linen cap was seated beside him, a chimera. but she laid cool fingers on his wrist, held a brownish, distasteful mixture to his lips. a draught of egg nog was better, although it wasn't as persuasive as some he had had: bundy provost's, for example. bundy was a galliard youth, but he was clear as ice underneath. he wouldn't have let them put that thing over his, howat's, face. he tried to turn aside, but a cap of darkness descended upon him. afterward his breathing was easier. a blue iron tank was standing nearby, and the nurse was removing a rubber mask attached to a flexible tube. the latter led from a glass bottle, with a crystal pipe into the tank; the bottle held water; and the water was troubled with subsiding, clear bubbles. more of the dark, unpleasant mixture, more egg nog. why did they trouble and trouble him--already he was late getting to irving place. the opera, as he had feared, had commenced; and it was at once strange and familiar. the chorus and orchestra were singing in a deep ground tone; the stage was set with a row of great, seething furnaces; glaring white bars of light cut through vaporous, yellow gases and showered steel sparks where coppery figures were labouring obscurely in a flaming heat that rolled out over the audience. there was a shrilling of violins, and then a deafening blare of brass, an appalling volume of sound pouring out like boiling metal.... but here was rudolph; the performance was at an end; it was time to go home. "i took the liberty of searching for--for miss jannan's address," the other told him. well, and why not! "mr. provost and mrs. jannan are away for a week." howat hoped that kingsfrere would not turn up with his flat face. he was conscious of smiling at a memory the exact shape of which escaped him--something humorous that had happened to the pasty youth. a refreshing air came in at the open windows, and he struggled for a full, satisfying breath. the relief of what he dimly recognized as oxygen followed. the nurse moved to the door and mariana entered. "howat," she exclaimed, sitting beside him, "how silly of you! a cold now with winter done. the snow is running away. and these soda-watery tanks." he felt a warmth communicated by her actual presence. "it's just my breathing," he told her; "it gets stopped up. a damned nuisance! did honduras meet you?" she assured him that she had been correctly received, and vanished to remove her hat. mariana must not sit in here, with the windows open, he told the nurse; but then, he added, it was no good giving mariana advice. she wouldn't listen to it, except to do the opposite. she came back, in one of her eternal knitted things, this one like a ripe banana, and sat in the nurse's place. there was a great deal he wanted to know, in a few minutes, when he felt less oppressed. the night came swiftly, lit by his familiar lamps; rudolph moved about in the orderly disposition of fresh white laundry. a coat needed pressing. it would do to-morrow. the doctor hurt him with a little scraping stab at the bottom of his ear. "mariana," he at last made the effort of speech, questioning: "i have been bothered about your--your temporary arrangement. that harriet, you know ... make trouble." "why, howat," she replied, admirably detached; "you don't read the important sheets of the papers! harriet has made a tremendous success with what was supposed to be a small part. a new york manager has engaged her in letters of fire, for an unthinkable amount. james and i sent her our obscure compliments, but we were virtuously rebuked by a legal gentleman. harriet, it seems, is going to cast us off." of all that she had said only the word obscure remained in his mind; and it roused in him an echo of his old, dogmatic pride. "mariana," he demanded, "didn't the reorganization come about; isn't james polder superintendent?" she hesitated, then replied in a low, steady voice. "yes, howat, it did; but they didn't move jim up. an older, they said steadier, man was chosen." it was the oranges, he told himself, the oranges and brandy; the cursed young fool. "you must come away, mariana," he continued more faintly; "fair trial, failure--something to yourself, our family." "leave jimmy because he wasn't made superintendent!" she replied in an abstracted impatience. then, "i wonder about a smaller plant? won't you understand, howat," she leaned softly over him; "i need jim as badly as he needs me; perhaps more. if i had any superior illusions they have all gone. i can't tell us apart. of course, i'd like him to get on, but principally for himself. jim, every bit of him, the drinking and tempers, and tenderness you would never suspect, is my--oxygen. i can see that you want to know if i am happy; but i can't tell you, howat. perhaps that's the answer, and i am--i have a feeling of being a part of something outside personal happiness, something that has tied jim and me together and gone on about a larger affair. you see, howat, i wasn't consulted," she added in a more familiar impudence; "whether i was pleased or not didn't appear to matter. in a position like that it's silly to talk about happiness as if it were like the thrill at your first ball." he drifted away from her through the nebulous haze deepening about him. an occasional, objective buzzing penetrated to his removed place; but all the while he realized that he was getting farther and farther from such interruptions of an effort to distinguish a vaguely familiar, veiled shape. he saw, at last, that it was howat, a black penny. it was at once himself and that other howat, yes, and jasper. all three unremarkably merged into one. and the acts of the first, a dark young man with an erect, impatient carriage, a countenance and gaze of vigorous scorn, accumulated in a later figure, hardly less upright, slender, but touched with grey--a man in the middle of life. he paid with an anguished spirit for what had taken place; and at last an old man lingered with empty hands, the husk of a passion that had burned out all vitality. mariana, too, had been drawn into the wide implications of this mingled past and present. but now, clearly, he recognized in her the meeting of spirit and flesh that had been denied to him. that was life, he thought, that was happiness. in the absence of such consummation he had come to nothing. in jasper, in susan brundon who had married him over late, the two had warred. life took the spirit to itself, mysteriously; wove the gold thread into its design of scarlet and earth and green, or else ... a hearth soon cold, the walls of a furnace crumbled and broken, a ruin covered from memory by growing leafage and grass throbbing with the song of robins, the shrilling of frogs in the meadow. the doctor and nurse, rudolph and mariana, moved about him in a far, low stir. at times they approached on a lighter flood of oxygen. mariana wiped his lips--an immaterial red stain. but what was that confounded opera the name of which he had forgot? it would be in his albums; in the first, probably. downstairs. he had a sudden view of mariana's face as she returned with the volume. an expression of piercing concern overwhelmed the reassuring smile she had for him. howat understood at last, he was dying. an instinctive shuddering seized him; not in fear of the obliterating fact; but from a physical revulsion bred by his long years of delicate habit. yet it wouldn't do to expose mariana to the terrors; and, after a sharp, inward struggle, he said almost fretfully, "further on." she turned the pages slowly; but no one could read without a decent light. he moved his head, in an infinity of labour, toward the clear, grey opening of the window, and saw a pattern of flying geese wavering across the tranquil sky. the end note: project gutenberg also has an html version of this file which includes the original illustrations. see -h.htm or -h.zip: (http://www.gutenberg.net/dirs/ / / / / / -h/ -h.htm) or (http://www.gutenberg.net/dirs/ / / / / / -h.zip) the soldier of the valley by nelson lloyd illustrated by a. b. frost [frontispiece: they called to me as a boy.] charles scribner's sons new york ------------ copyright, , by charles scribner's sons published, september, list of illustrations they called to me as a boy . . . . . . _frontispiece_ "welcome home--thrice welcome!" tim and i had stopped our ploughs to draw lots and he had lost "well, old chap!" josiah nummler he did not stop to hear my answer swearing terrible oaths that he will never return no answer came from the floor above the tiger story he had a last look at black log "he pumped me dry" "nanny is likely to get one of her religious spells and quit work" i was back in my prison "'at my sover-sover-yne's will'" perry thomas stands confronting the english warrior "you'll begin to think you ain't there at all" i saw a girl on the store porch aaron kallaberger leander "her name was pinky binn, a dotter of the house of binn, the binns of turkey walley" william had felt the hand of "doogulus" "aren't you coming?" young colonel seemed to say sat little colonel, wailing the main thing was proper nursing well, ain't he tasty "but there are no ghosts," i argued "of course it hurts me a bit here" "an seein' a light in the room, i looked in" tip pulsifer leaned on my gate the horse went down "and i'm his widder" then tim came old captain when we three sit by the fire the soldier of the valley i i was a soldier. i was a hero. you notice my tenses are past. i am a simple school-teacher now, a prisoner in black log. there are no bars to my keep, only the wall of mountains that make the valley; and look at them on a clear day, when sunshine and shadow play over their green slopes, when the clouds all white and gold swing lazily in the blue above them, and they speak of freedom and of life immeasurable. there are no chains to my prison, no steel cuffs to gall the limbs, no guards to threaten and cow me. yet here i stay year after year. here i was born and here i shall die. i am a traveller. in my mind i have gone the world over, and those wanderings have been unhampered by the limitations of mere time, for i know my india of the first century as well as that of the twentieth, and the china of confucius is as real to me as that of kwang su. without stirring from my little porch down here in the valley i have pierced the african jungles and surveyed the arctic ice-floes. often the mountains call me to come again, to climb them, to see the real world beyond, to live in it, to be of it, but i am a prisoner. they called to me as a boy, when wandering over the hills, i looked away to them, and over them, into the mysterious blue, picturing my india and my china, my england and my russia in a geographical jumble that began just beyond the horizon. then i was a prisoner in the dungeons of youth and my mother was my jailer. the day came when i was free, and forth i went full of hope, twenty-three years old by the family bible, with a strong, agile body and a homely face. i went as a soldier. for months i saw what is called the world; i had glimpses of cities; i slept beneath the palms; i crossed a sea and touched the tropics. marching beneath a blazing sun, huddling from the storm in the scant shelter of the tent, my spirits were always keyed to the highest by the thought that i was seeing life and that these adventures were but a fore-taste of those to come. but one day when we marched beneath the blazing sun, we met a storm and found no shelter. we charged through a hail of steel. they took me to the sea on a stretcher, and by and by they shipped me home. then it was that i was a hero--when i came again to black log--what was left of me. my people were very kind. they sent henry holmes's double phaeton to the county town to meet my train, and as i stumbled from the car, being new to my crutches, i fell into the arms of a reception committee. tim was there. and my little brother fought the others off and picked me up and carried me, as i had carried him in the old days when he was a toddling youngster and i a sturdy boy. but he was six feet two now and i had wasted to a shadow. perry thomas had a speech prepared. he is our orator, our prize debater, our township statesman, and his frock-coat tightly buttoned across his chest, his unusually high and stiffly starched collar, his repeated coughing as he hovered on the outskirts of the crowd, told me plainly that he had an address to make. henry holmes, indeed, asked me to stand still just one minute, and i divined instantly that he was working in the interest of oratory; but tim spoiled it all by running off with me and tossing me into the phaeton. so in the state-coach of black log, drawn by isaac bolum's lemon-colored mules, with the committee rattling along behind in a spring wagon, politely taking our dust, i came home once more, over the mountains, into the valley. sometimes i wonder if i shall ever make another journey as long as that one. sometimes i have ventured as far as the gap, and peeped into the broad open country, and caught the rumble of the trains down by the river. there is one of the world's highways, but the toll is great, and a crippled soldier with a scanty pension and a pittance from his school is wiser to keep to the ways he knows. and how i know the ways of the valley! that day when we rode into it every tree seemed to be waving its green arms in salute. as we swung through the gap, around the bend at the saw-mill and into the open country, checkered brown and yellow by fields new-ploughed and fields of stubble, a flock of killdeer arose on the air and screamed a welcome. in their greeting there seemed a taunting note as though they knew they had no more to fear from me and could be generous. i saw every crook in the fence, every rut in the road, every bush and tree long before we came to it. but six months had i been away, yet in that time i had lived half my life, and now i was so changed that it seemed strange to find the valley as fat and full as ever, stretched out there in the sunshine in a quiet, smiling slumber. "things are just the same, mark, you'll notice," said tim, pointing to a hole in the flooring of the bridge over which we were passing. the valley had been driving around that same danger spot these ten years. there was a world of meaning to the returning wanderer in that broken plank, and it was not hard to catch the glance of my brother's eye and to know his mind. henry holmes on the front seat, driving, caught the inflection of tim's voice and cried testily: "you are allus runnin' the walley down. why don't you tell him about the improvements instead of pintin' out the bad spots in the road?" "improvements?" said i, in a tone of inquiry. "theop jones has bought him a new side-bar buggy," replied the old man. "then the kallabergers has moved in from the country and is fixin' up the harmon house at the end of the town." "and a be-yutiful place they're makin' of it," cried isaac bolum; "be-yutiful!" "they've added a fancy porch," henry explained, "and are gittin' blue glass panes for the front door." "we've three spring-beds in town now," put in isaac in his slow, dreamy way. "if i mind right the spikers bought theirs before war was declared, so you've seen that one. well, piney martin he has got him one--let me see--when did he git it, henery?" old holmes furrowed his brow and closed one eye, seeking with the other the inspiration of the sky. "july sixth," he answered. "don't you mind, ike, it come the same day and on the wery same stage as the news of the sinkin' of the spaynish fleet?" "nonsense," retorted isaac. "you're allus mixin' dates, henery. you're thinkin' of tip pulsifer's last baby. he come july six, for don't you mind how they called him cevery out of pity and generosity for the spayniards? piney's spring-bed arrived the same day and on the same stage as brung us the news of mark here havin' his left leg shot off." "mebbe--mebbe--mebbe," muttered henry, shaking his head dubiously. "it certainly do beat all how things happens all at once in this world. come to think of it, the wery next day six of my sheep was killed by dogs." "it's good you're gittin' your dates cleared," snapped old bolum. "on history, henery holmes, you are the worst." henry retorted with an angry protest against the indictment, declaring that he was studying history when bolum was being nourished on "soft food." that was true. isaac admitted it frankly. he wasn't his mother's keeper, that he could regulate his own birthday. had that been in his power he would certainly have set it a half century earlier or later to avoid being constantly annoyed by the "onreasonablest argeyments" six stars had ever heard. this made old holmes smile softly, and he turned and winked at me. the one thing he had ever been thankful for, he said, was that his life had fallen with that of isaac bolum. whenever he done wrong; whenever the consciousness of sin was upon him and he needed the chastisin' rod, he just went to the store and set and listened to ike. to this isaac retorted that it was a wonder the rod had not worn out long ago; it was pleasing to know, at least, that he was made of tough old hickory. henry admitted this to be a "good 'un" on him--an unusual one, considering the source--but that did not settle the exact date of the arrival of piney martin's spring-bed. it was time for me to protest that it mattered little whether the event occurred on july sixth or a week later, since what really interested me was the question as to who was the owner of the third of these luxuries. isaac's serious, self-conscious look answered me, but i pressed the inquiry to give him an opportunity to sing the praises of this newest of his household gods. mr. bolum's pleasure was evident. once launched into an account of the comfort of springs as compared to a straw-tick on ropes, he would have monopolized our attention to the end of the journey, but the sagacious henry blocked him rudely by a tug at the reins which almost threw the lemon-colored mules on their haunches. we were at the foot of the slope where the road to buzzards glory branches from the pike. the arkers had spied us coming, and ran down from the tannery to greet us. arnold, after he had a dozen times expressed his delight at my return, asked if i had seen any shooting. his son sam's wife nudged him and whispered in his ear, upon which he apologized abruptly, explaining that he had dropped his spectacles in the tanning vat. sam sought to extricate his father from these imaginary difficulties by demanding that i go coon-hunting with him on the next night. this set sam's wife's elbow going again very vigorously, and the further embarrassment of the whole family was saved by henry holmes swinging the whip across the backs of the mules. on went the state-coach of black log. we clattered quickly over the last level stretch. we dragged up the last long hill, and from its brow i looked on the roofs of six stars rising here and there from the green bed of trees. i heard the sonorous rumble of the mill, and above it a shrill and solitary crow. on the state-coach went, down the steep, driving the mules madly before it. their hoofs made music on the bridge, and my journey was ended. home again! even tip pulsifer was dear to me then. he was between the wheels when we stopped, and i planted a crutch on one of his bare feet and embraced him. he grinned and cried, "mighty souls!" that embrace, that grin and that heart-born exclamation marked the entrance of the pulsifer family into my life. theretofore i had regarded them with a suspicion born of a pile of feathers at the door of their shanty on the ridge, for they kept no chickens. now the six little pulsifers, all with the lower halves of their faces washed and their hair soaped down, were climbing around me, and the latest comer, that same cevery who arrived with piney martin's spring-bed, was hoisted into kissing distance by his mother, who was thinner and more wan than ever, but still smiling. but this was home and these were home people. my heart was open then and warm, and i took the seven little pulsifers to it. i took old mrs. bolum to it, too, for she tumbled the clamoring infants aside and in her joy forgot the ruffles in the sleeves of her wonderful purple silk. at her elbow hovered the tall, spare figure of aaron kallaberger. mindful of the military nature of the occasion he appeared in his old army overcoat, in spite of the heat. rare honor, this! and better still, he hailed me as "comrade," and enfolding my hand in his long horny fingers, cried "all's well, mark!" the mill ceased its rumbling. already the valley was rocking itself to sleep. out of the darkening sky rang the twanging call of a night-hawk, and the cluck of a dozing hen sounded from the foliage overhead. a flock of weary sheep pattered along the road, barnward bound, heavy eyed and bleating softly. the blue gate was opened wide. my hand was on tim's shoulder and tim's arm was my support. "all's well!" i cried. for i was hobbling home. ii perry thomas still had his speech to deliver. he hovered around the rocking-chair in which they had enthroned me, and with one hand he kept clutching violently at his throat as though he were suppressing his eloquence by muscular effort. his repeated coughing seemed a constant warning that at any moment he might be vanquished in the struggle for becoming silence. there was a longing light in his eyes and a look of appeal whenever our glances met. my position was embarrassing. he knew that i realized his predicament, but how could i interrupt the kindly demonstrations of the old friends who pressed about me, to announce that the local orator had a formal address of welcome that was as yet unspoken? and an opportunity like this might never again occur in perry's life! here were gathered not only the people of the village, but of the valley. his words would fall not alone on the ears of a few choice spirits of the store forum, or the scoffing pedants of the literary society, for crowded into that little room were old men whose years would give weight to the declaration that it was the greatest talking they had ever heard; were young children, who in after years, when a neglected gravestone was toppling over all that was left of the orator, would still speak of the wonders of his eloquence; were comely women to whom the household was the world and the household task the life's work, but who could now for the moment lift their bent forms and have their dulled eyes turned to higher and better things. moreover, there were in that room a score of deep eyes that could not but quicken at the sight of a slender, manly figure, clad in scholastic black, of a thin, earnest face, with beetled brows and a classic forehead from which swept waves of black hair. little wonder perry was restless under restraint! little wonder he grew more melancholy and coughed louder and louder, as the light without faded away, and the faces within were dimmed in the shadow! from the kitchen came the clatter of dishes and pans and a babel of women's voices, the shrill commands of old mrs. bolum rising above them. the feast was preparing. its hour was at hand. apollo never was a match for bacchus, and perry thomas could not command attention once mrs. bolum appeared on the scene. he realized this. her cries came as an inspiration to action. in the twilight i lost him, but the lamp-light disclosed him standing over henry holmes, who had been driven into a corner and was held prisoner there by a threatening finger. there was a whispered parley that ended only when the old man surrendered and, stepping to the centre of the room, rapped long and loud on the floor with his cane. henry is always blunt. he has a way of getting right at the heart of things with everyone except bolum. for isaac, he regards circumlocution as necessary, taking the ground that with him the quantity and not the quality of the words counts. so when he had silenced the company, and with a sweep of his cane had driven them into close order about the walls, he said: "mr. thomas is anxious to make an address." at this moment mr. thomas was about to step into the zone of fire of a hundred eyes. there was a very audible titter in the corner where three thoughtless young girls had squeezed themselves into one rocking-chair. the orator heard it and brought his heels together with a click. "mind what i told you, henery," he whispered very loud, glaring at mr. holmes. "oh, yes," henry returned in a casual tone. he thumped the floor again, and when the tittering had subsided, and only the snuffling of cevery pulsifer broke the silence, he said: "in jestice to mr. thomas, i am requested to explain that the address was originally intended to be got off at the railroad. it was forgot by accident, and him not havin' time to change it, he asks us to make believe we are standin' alongside of the track at pleasantville just as the train comes in." isaac bolum had fixed himself comfortably on two legs of his chair, with the projecting soles of his boots caught behind the rung. feet and chair-legs came to the floor with a crash, and half rising from the seat, one hand extended in appeal, the other at his right ear, forming a trumpet, he shouted: "mr. chairman! mr. chairman!" "this ain't a liter'ry meetin', mr. bolum. the floor is mr. thomas's, i believe," said henry with dignity. "but i didn't catch the name of the station you said we was to imagine." "i said pleasantville," cried henry angrily. "i apologize," returned isaac. "i thought you said meadowville, and never havin' been there, i didn't see how i could imagine the station." "it seems to me, isaac bolum," retorted henry with dignified asperity, "that with your imagination you could conjure up a whole railroad system, includin' the freight-yard. but mr. thomas has the floor." "see here, henery holmes," cried isaac, "it's all right for us old folks, but there's the children. how can they imagine pleasantville station when some of 'em ain't yet seen a train?" this routed even henry holmes. at the store he would never have given in, but he was not accustomed to hearing so loud a murmur of approval greet the opposition. he realized that he had been placed in a false position by the importunities of mr. thomas, and to him he now left the brunt of the trouble by stepping out of the illumined circle and losing himself in the company. the fire-swept zone had no terrors for perry. with one hand thrust between the first and second buttons of his coat, and the other raised in that gesture with which the orator stills the sea of discontent, he stepped forward, and turning slowly about, brought his eyes to bear on the contumacious bolum. he indicated the target. every optic gun in the room was levelled at it. the upraised hand, the potent silence, the solemn gaze of a hundred eyes was too much for the old man to bear. slowly he swung back on two legs of his chair, caught the rungs again with the projecting soles, turned his eyes to the ceiling, closed them, and set himself to imagining the station at pleasantville. the rout was complete. perry wheeled and faced me. the hand was lowered slowly; four fingers disappeared and one long one, one quivering one, remained, a whip with which to chastise the prisoner at the bar. "mark hope," he began, in a deep, rich, resonant voice, "we welcome you home. we have come down from the valley, fourteen mile through the blazin' noonday sun, fourteen mile over wind-swept roads, that you, when agin you step on the soil of our beloved county, may step into lovin' hands, outstretched to meet you and bid you welcome. welcome home--thrice welcome--agin i say, welcome!" [illustration: "welcome home--thrice welcome!"] both of the orator's hands swung upward and outward, and he looked intently at the ceiling. he seemed prepared to catch me as i leaped from a second-story window. the pause as he stood there braced to receive the body of the returning soldier as it hurtled at him, gave isaac bolum an opportunity to be magnanimous. he clapped his hands and cheered. in an instant his shrill cry was drowned in a burst of applause full of spirit and heart, closing with a flourish of wails from cevery pulsifer and the latest of the kallabergers. perry's arms fell gracefully to his side and he inclined his head and half closed his eyes in acknowledgment. then turning to isaac, measuring every word, in a voice clear and cutting, his long forefinger shaking, he cried: "from the bloody battlefields of cuby, from her tropic camps where you suffered and bled, you come home to us to-day. you have fought in the cause of liberty. to your country you have give a limb--you----" poor bolum! awakened from the gentle doze into which he had fallen the instant cevery pulsifer relieved him of the duty of leading the applause, he brought his chair down on all four legs, and slapped both knees violently. satisfied that they were still there, he looked up at the orator. "you have give a limb," repeated perry, emphasizing the announcement by shaking his finger at the old man. isaac's mouth was half open for a protest, when he remembered, and leaning over seized the toe of each boot in a hand and wriggled his feet. when we saw his face again he was smiling gently, and swinging back, he nestled his head against the wall and closed his eyes once more. "you would have give your life," cried perry. but the only sign old bolum made was to twirl the thumbs of his clasped hands. "six months ago, six short, stirrin' months ago you left us, just a plain man, at your country's call." perry was thundering his rolling periods at us. "to-day, a moment since, standin' here by the track, we heard the rumblin' of the train and the engyne's whistle, and we says a he-ro comes--a he-ro in blue!" had perry looked my way, he might have noticed that i was clad in khaki, but he was addressing henry holmes, whose worthy head was nodding in continual acquiescence. the old man stood, with eyes downcast and hands clasped before him, a picture of humility. the orator, carried away by his own eloquence, seemed to forget its real purpose, and in a moment, sitting unnoticed in my chair with tim at my side, i became a minor figure, while half a hundred were gathered there to do honor to henry holmes. once i even forgot and started to applaud when perry raised his hand over the gray head as though in blessing and said solemnly: "he-ro in blue--agin we bid you welcome!" a little laugh behind me recalled me to my real place, and with a burning face i turned. i have in my mind a thousand pictures of one woman. but of them all the one i love most, the one on which i dwell most as i sit of an evening with my pipe and my unopened book, is that which i first saw when i sought the chit who noticed my ill-timed applause and laughed at me. i found her. i saw that she laughed with me and for me, and i laughed too. we laughed together. an instant, and her face became grave. the orator, now swelling into his peroration, was forgotten. the people of the valley--tim--even tim--all of them were forgotten. i had found the woman of my firelight, the woman of my cloudland, the woman of my sunset country down in the mountains to the west. she, had always been a vague, undefined creature to me--just a woman, and so elusive as never to get within the grasp of my mind's eye; just a woman whom i had endowed with every grace; whose kindly spirit shone through eyes, now brown, now blue, now black, according to my latest whim; who ofttimes worn, or perhaps feigning weariness, rested on my shoulder a little head, crowned with a glory of hair sometimes black, and sometimes golden or auburn, and not infrequently red, a dashing, daring red. sometimes she was slender and elf-like, a chic and clinging creature. again she was tall and stately, like the women of the romances. again she was buxom and blooming, one whose hand you would take instead of offering an arm. she had been an elusive, ever-changing creature, but now that i had looked into those grave, gray eyes, i fixed the form of my picture, and fixed its colors and fired them in to last for all my time. now she is just the woman that every woman ought to be. her hair is soft brown and sweeps back from a low white forehead. she has tried to make it straight and simple, as every woman should, but the angels seem to have curled it here and mussed it there, so that all her care cannot hide its wanton waves. her face is full of life and health, so open, so candid, that there you read her heart, and you know that it is as good as she is fair. she stood before me in a sombre gown, almost ugly in its gray color and severe lines, but to me she was a quaint figure such as might have stepped out of the old world and the old time when men lived with a vengeance, and godliness and ugliness went arm in arm, for satan had preempted the beautiful. against her a homely garb failed. she was beautiful in spite of her clothes and not because of them. but this is generally true with women. this one, instead of sharing our admiration with her gown, claimed it all for herself. her face had no rival. i did not turn away. i could not. the gray eyes, once flashing with the light of kindly humor, now softened with sympathy, now glowed with pity. pity! the thought of it stirred me with anger. the justice of it made me rage. she saw in the chair a thin, broken figure, a drawn brown face, a wreck of a man. yesterday--a soldier. to-day--a hero. to-morrow--a crippled veteran, and after that a pensioner drifting fast into a garrulous dotage. she, too, was looking into the future. she knew what i had lost. she saw what i dreaded. her eyes told me that. she did not know what i had gained, for she came of a silly people whose blood quickened only to the swing of a german hymn and who were stirred more by the groans of a penitent sinner than the martial call of the bugle. so it came that i struggled to my crutches and broke rudely in on perry thomas's peroration. i had gathered all my strength for a protest against the future. the people of the valley were to know that their kindness had cheered me, but of their pity i wanted none. i had played a small part in a great game and in the playing was the reward. i had come forth a bit bruised and battered, but there were other battles to be fought in this world, where one could have the same fierce joy of the conflict; and he was a poor soldier who lived only to be toted out on decoration days. i was glad to be home, but gladder still that i had gone. that was what i told them. i looked right at the girl when i said it, and she lifted her head and smiled. they heard how in the early spring in the meadow by the mill-dam tim and i had stopped our ploughs to draw lots and he had lost. he had to stay at home, while i went out and saw the world at its best, when it was awake to war and strife, and the mask that hid its emotion was lifted. they heard a very simple story and a very short one, for now that i came to recount it all my great adventure dwindled to a few dreary facts. but as best i knew i told them of the routine of the camp and of the endless drills in the long spring days down there at tampa before the army took to sea. i spoke of the sea and the strange things we saw there as we steamed along--of the sharks that lolled in our wake, of the great turtles that seemed to sun themselves on the wave-crests, of the pelicans and the schools of flying fishes. elmer spiker interrupted to inquire whether the turtles i had seen were "black-legs, red-legs, or yaller-legs." i had not the remotest idea, and said that i could not see how the question was relevant. he replied that it was not, except that it would be of interest to some of those present to learn that there were three distinct kinds of "tortles"--red-legs, black-legs, and "yaller-legs." they were shipped to the city and all became "tarripine." this annoyed me. elmer is a great scholar, and it was evident that he was simply airing his wisdom, and rather than give him a second opportunity i tried to hurry to land; but isaac bolum awoke and wanted to know if he had been dreaming. "i thot i heard some one speakin' of flyin' fishes," he said. [illustration: tim and i had stopped our ploughs to draw lots and he had lost.] it was reckless in me to mention these sea wonders, for now in defence of my reputation for truthfulness, i had to prove their existence. the fabric of my story seemed to hang on them. elmer spiker declared that he had heard his grandfather tell of a flying sucker that inhabited the deep hole below the bridge when he was a boy, but this was the same grandfather who had strung six squirrels and a pigeon on one bullet in the woods above the mill in his early manhood. there elmer winked. isaac bolum allowed that they might be trout that had trained themselves in the use of wings, but he did not believe that any ordinary fish such as a chub or a pike or a sunny would care to leave its natural element to take up with the birds. perry thomas began to cough. that cough is always like a snake's warning rattle. before he had time to strike, i blocked the discussion by promising that if the company suspended judgment i would in the near future prove the accuracy of my statements on flying fishes by the encyclopaedia. this promise met with general approval, so i hurried over the sea to the dry land where i knew the ways better and was less likely to arouse higher criticism. i told them of the stirring times in cuba, till the day came when we stormed the hill, and they had to carry me back to the sea. i told them how lucky i was to get to the sea at all, for often i had closed my eyes, worn out by the pain and the struggle for life, little caring whether ever again i opened them to the light. then strength came, and hope, and i turned my face to the north, toward the valley and home. it was hard to come back on crutches, but it was better than not to come at all. it was best, to have gone away, else i had never known the joy of the return, and i was pretty sure to stay, now that i was home, but if they fancied me dozing away my life at the store stove they were mistaken; not that i scorned the learned discussion there, but the frosts were coming soon to stir up sluggish blood, and when the guns were barking in the woods, and the hounds were baying along the ridges, i would be with them. i looked right at the girl when i said it. i was boasting. she knew it. she must see, too, what a woful figure i should make with strong-limbed fellows like tim there, and strong-limbed hounds like old captain, who was lying at my side. but somehow she liked my vaunting speech. i knew it when our eyes met. iii the gate latch clicked. from the road henry holmes called a last good-night, and tim and i were alone. we sat in silence, watching through the window the old man's lantern as he swung away toward home. then the light disappeared and without all was black. the village was asleep. by the stove lay my hound, captain, snoring gently. he had tried to keep awake, poor beast! for a time he had even struggled to hold one eye open and on his master, but at last, overcome by weariness, his head snuggled farther and farther down into his fore paws, and the tired tail ceased its rhythmic beating on the floor. what is home without a dog! captain is happy. he smiles gently as he sleeps, and it seems that in that strange dog-dreamland he and i are racing over the ridges again, through the nipping winds, on the trail of a fox or a rabbit. his master is home. he has wandered far to other hunting grounds, but now that the tang is in the air that foretells the frost and snow, he has come again to the dog that never misses a trail, the dog that never fails him. the hound raised his head and half opened one eye. he was sure that i was really there, and the gleam of white teeth showed a broadening dog-smile. and once more we were away on the dreamland trail--captain and i. "he's been counting the days till you got home, mark," said tim, holding a burning match over my pipe. "it was a bit lonely here, while you were gone, so captain and i used to discuss your doings a good deal after the rest of the place had gone to bed. and as for young colonel, why he's heard so much of you from captain there, i'm afraid he'll swallow you when he gets at you in the morning." young colonel was the puppy the returning soldier had never seen. he had come long after i had gone away, and as yet i knew him only by his voice, for i had heard his dismal wails down in the barn. in the excitement of the evening i had forgotten him, but now i raised a warning finger and listened, thinking that i might catch the appealing cry. and is there any cry more appealing than that of a lonely puppy? there was not a sound outside, and i turned to tim. my brother lighted his pipe, and leaned back in his chair, and looked at me. i looked at him very, very hard. then we both began to blow clouds of smoke in each other's faces. hardly a word had tim and i passed since that day in the field when i drew the long twig that sent me away and left him behind to keep our home. what a blessing a pipe is at a time like this! tim says more by the vigor of his smoking than perry thomas could express in a year's oration. so we enshrouded our emotions in the gray cloud; but if he did not speak, i knew well what he would be saying, and the harder i puffed the easier did he divine what was uppermost in my mind. for we were brothers! this was the same room that for years had been our world; this the same carpet over which we had tumbled together at our mother's feet. there was the same cupboard that had been our mountain; here the same chairs that formed our ridges and our valleys. at the table by my side, by the light of this very lamp, we sat together not so very long ago, boys, spelling out with our father, letter by letter, word by word, the stories of the bible. here we had lived our little lives; here we were to live what was to come; and where life is as simple as it is with us we grow a bit like the animals about us. we sit together and smoke; we purr, as it were, and know each other's mind. tim and i purred. incident by incident, year by year, we travelled down the course of our lives again, over the rough ways, over the smooth ways, smoking and smoking, until at last we brought up together at the present. not a word had either of us spoken, but at last when our reminiscent wanderings were over and we paused on the threshold of the future, tim spoke. "attractive?" he said in a tone of inquiry. he was looking at me with eyebrows arched, curiously, and there was a faint suggestion of hostility in the set of his mouth. poor tim! he has seen so little of women! we have them in our valley, of course. but he and i lived much in the great book-land beyond the hills. we had read together of all the heroines of the romances, and we knew their little ways and their pretty speeches as well as if we had ourselves walked with them through a few hundred pages and lived happily ever after. they had been the women of our world as distinct from the women of our valley. the last we knew as kindly, honest persons with a faculty for twisting their english and a woful ignorance of well-turned speeches. they never said "fair sir" nor "master." but i had gone from that book-world and had seen the women of the real world. here i had the advantage of my brother. into his life a single woman had come from the real world. she was different from the women of our valley. i had known that the moment our eyes met, and by the way tim smoked now, and by the tone of his terse inquiry, i knew that he had met a woman who had said "fair sir" to him, and i feared for him. it was disturbing. i felt a twinge of jealousy, but whether for the tall, strong young fellow before me, to whom i had been all, or for the fair-faced girl, i could not for the life of me tell. it seemed to be a bit of both. "i remarked that she was attractive," said tim aggressively, for i had kept on smoking in silence. "rather," i answered carelessly. "but who is she--a stranger here?" "rather," repeated tim hotly. "well, you are blind. i suppose you judged her by that ugly gray gown. you thought she was some pious dunkard." "i am no enemy of piety," i retorted. "in fact, i hardly noticed her clothes at all, except to think that their simplicity gave her a sort of priscilla air that was fetching." tim softened. "that's it exactly," he said. "but, mark, you should have seen mary warden when she came here." "from where?" i asked. "from kansas. she lived in some big town out west, and when her mother died there was no one left to her but luther warden, her uncle. he sent for her, and now she is living with him. the old man sets a great store by her." luther warden is rich. he has accumulated a fine lot of property above six stars--several good farms, a mill and a tannery; but even the chance of inheriting all these did not seem fair compensation for being his niece and having to live with him. he was good to a fault. he exuded piety. six days of the week he worked, piling up the passing treasures of this world. one whole day he preached, striving for the treasures in that to come. you could not lay a finger on a weak spot in his moral armor, but tip pulsifer protected from the assaults of satan only by a shield of human skin, always seemed to me the better of the two. tip wore leaky boots all last winter, but when spring came he bought mrs. pulsifer a sewing machine. have you ever worn leaky boots when the snow was banked fence high? luther warden's boots never leak. they are always tight and well tallowed. his horses and his cows waddle in their fat, and the wool of his flocks is the longest in the valley. luther gets up with the sun and goes to bed with it. some in our valley think his heavy crops come from his six days of labor, and some from his one day of preaching. he says that the one day does it all; but he keeps on getting out with the sun on the other six. i knew that the poor girl from kansas must get up with the sun, too, for her uncle was not the man to brook any dawdling. i knew, further, that sunday could not be a day of rest for her, for of all his people she would have to listen to his preaching. that was why i murmured in a commiserative tone, "luther's niece--poor girl!" "you needn't pity her," tim snapped. "she knows a heap more about the world than you or i do. she--" "she is not a dunkard, then?" i interrupted. "not a bit," tim answered. "i don't know what she was in kansas, but luther has preached so much on worldliness and the vanity of fine clothes that it wouldn't look right for his niece to go flaunting frills and furbelows about the valley. that plain gray gown is a concession to the old man. he'd like her to wear a prayer-cap and a poke bonnet, i guess, but she has a mind of her own. i think she drew the line there." she had not given up so much, i thought. perhaps in her self-denial there was method, and her simple garb became her best. even a prayer-cap might frame her face the fairest; but she must know. and i had seen that in the flash of her eye and the toss of her head that told me that a hundred luther wardens, a hundred dunkard preacher uncles, could not abate her beauty one jot. "she's rich," said tim. he blurted it out. as long as i had seen her and found her beautiful, this announcement seemed uncalled for. had she been plain of face and figure it might have served a purpose, were my brother endeavoring to excuse the sentimental state of mind he had disclosed to me. he knew that the place he held in my heart was first. this had always been true, and in our lonely innocence we had promised it should be true to the end. there was to be a fair return. he had promised it, and now he was learning how hard it was to keep faith. his attitude was one of half penitence, half defiance. had i not seen the girl, had he told me that she was beautiful, and even rich and good, all our boyish pledges would have been swept aside, and i should have cheered him on. but i had seen her. she had laughed with me. somehow we had understood each other. and now i cared not so much what he felt for her as how she looked on him. for once in our lives tim and i were fencing. "she's pretty, tim," said i, "and rich, you say?" "mary has several thousand dollars," he answered. "besides that, she'll get all old man warden has to leave, and that's a pretty pile." "little wonder she wears that dunkard gown," said i with the faintest sneer. it angered tim. "that's not fair," he cried. "she's not that kind. luther warden is all she has of kin, and if it makes him any happier to see her togged out in that gawky dunkard gown-----" "gawky?" said i. "why, man, on a woman like that a plain dress is simply quaint. she looks like an old dutch picture. you must not let her change it." the insinuation of his authority made tim pound the table with his pipe. he was striving to be angry, but i knew what that furious flush of his face meant. he tried to conceal it by smoking again, but ended in a laugh. "oh, nonsense!" he said. then he laughed again. "tell me," i went on, following up my advantage, "when is she coming here, or when are you going to move up there?" my brother recovered his composure. "it's all silly, mark. there is no chance of a girl like that settling down here with a clumsy fellow like me--a fellow who doesn't know anything, who's never been anywhere, who's never seen anything. why, she's travelled; she's from kansas; she's lived in big cities. this is nothing but a lark for her. she'll go away some day, and she'll leave us here, grubbing away on our bit of a farm and spending our savings on powder and shot--until we get to the happy hunting grounds." tim laughed mournfully. "i've been just a little foolish," he went on, "but i couldn't help it, mark. it doesn't amount to anything; it never did and never will, and now that you're here and the rabbit season will soon be in, we'll have other things to think of. but you must remember i'm not the only man in the world who's been a bit of a fool in his time." "no," said i. "may i be spared myself, but see here, tim, how does it feel?" "how does what feel?" snapped tim. "to be in love the way you are," i answered. "oh!" he exclaimed. he had been taken back, and hesitated between anger and amusement. when tim hesitates he loses his temper as a sensible man should lose it--he buries it, and his indomitable good humor wins. "tip pulsifer says it's like religion," he answered. "at first it makes you feel all low-down like, and miserable, and you don't care. then you either get over it entirely or become so used to it you don't feel it at all." "may i be spared!" i cried, "and may you get over it." but the youngster refused to commit himself. he just smiled and smoked, and it seemed as though in his suffering he was half happy. i smoked, too. we smoked together. the silence startled captain, for the clock struck, and yawning, he arose, trotted to my side, and with one leap he brought his ponderous paws into my lap. you can trust your dog. he never fails you. "well, old chap," i said, as i scratched his nose ever so gently, "you at least have no one to think of but me and tim there, eh?" [illustration: "well, old chap!"] "no," cried captain heartily. that was not the exact word that he used, but he expressed it by beating his tail against the table and giving a long howl. "and if tim, there, goes dawdling after a woman, we shall stick to the ridges, and the foxes, and the rabbits. we can't go as fast as we used to, captain, but we can go together, eh?" "the same as ever and the same forever," cried captain. those were not his exact words, but i saw his answer in his eyes, for he had climbed higher and they were close to mine. he seemed ready to swallow me. "and when he brings her home, captain," said i, "and fills the whole house with young ones who'll pull your tail and tickle your ears and play horse with my crutches, we shall sit outside and smoke our pipes alone, in peace and quiet, eh, captain?" "oho!" cried captain. "that we will, and you never need want, mark, for i've many a fine bone buried away against old age and rainy weather." "spoken like a man," said i, slapping the hound on the back. tim had lighted a candle. now he blew out the lamp and stood over me in the half-light, holding out a hand. "come," he said. "that's right, put your hand on my shoulder, for the stairs are steep and will trouble you. that's the way. come along, captain; to-night we'll all go up together. and when she comes--that woman--we'll go to your house--all three of us--the same as now--eh, captain?" iv "i love soldiers--just love 'em," she said. "the sentiment is an old one with women," said i. "were it not so, there would be no soldiers." "and for that reason you went to war?" she said. "in part, yes," i answered. "how i should like to see the woman!" she cried. "how proud she must be of you!" "of me?" i laughed. "the woman? why, she doesn't exist." "then why did you turn soldier?" "i feared that some day there might be a woman, and when that day came i wished to be prepared. i thought that the men who fought would be the men of the future. but i have learned a great deal. they will be the men of the past in a few months. the memory of a battle's heroes fades away almost with the smoke. in a little while, to receive our just recognition we old soldiers will have to parade before the public with a brass band, and the band will get most attention. would you know that aaron kallaberger was a hero of gettysburg if he didn't wear an army overcoat?" "oh, yes," she said. "i have heard about it so often. he has told me a hundred times." "i suppose you have told a hundred other persons of aaron's prowess?" said i. "no-o-o," she answered. "and so," said i, "when perry thomas finished his oration last night, i had to catch it up; and if my soldiering is to result in any material good to me i must keep that oration moving to the end." "but will you?" she asked. how i liked the way she put it! it was flattering--subtly so. she seemed to imply that i was a modest soldier, and if there is a way to flatter a man it is to call him modest. modesty is one of the best of policies. to call a man honest is no more than to call him healthy or handsome. these are attributes of nearly everyone at some time in his life. but to do a great deed or a good deed, and to rejoice that it has been done and the world is better for it, and not because you did it and the world knows it, that is different. so often our modesty consists in using as much effort to walk with hanging head and sloping shoulders as we should need for a majestic strut. she called me modest. yet there i sat in my old khaki uniform. it was ragged and dirty, and i was proud of it. it was a bit thin for a chilly autumn day, but in spite of tim's expostulation i had worn it, refusing his offers of a warmer garb. i was clinging to my glory. while i had on that old uniform, i was a soldier. when i laid it aside, i should become as aaron kallaberger and arnold arker. a year hence people would ask me if i had been a railroad man in my time. she called me modest. that very morning tim told me she was coming. she had made some jellies, so she said, for the soldier of the valley. they were her offering to the valley's idol. she thought the idol would consume them, for bachelor cooking was never intended for bachelor invalids. tim had mentioned this casually. i suspected that he believed that the visit to me was simply a pretence and that she knew he was to be working in the field by the house. but i took no chances. in the seclusion of my room i brushed every speck off the uniform and made sure that every inch of it fitted snugly and without an unnecessary wrinkle. then when my hair had been parted and smoothed down, i crowned myself with my campaign hat at the dashingest possible tilt. thus arrayed i fixed myself on the porch, to be smoking my pipe in a careless, indifferent way when she came. an egotist, you say--a vain man. no--just a man. for who when she comes would not look his best? we prate a lot about the fair sex and its sweet vanities. yet it takes us less time to do our hair simply because it is shorter. when mary comes! the gate latch clicked and i whistled the sprightliest air i knew. down in the field tim appeared from the maze of corn-stalks and looked my way beneath a shading hand. there were foot-falls on the porch. had they been light i should have kept on whistling in that careless way; but now i looked up, startled. before me stood not mary, but josiah nummler. [illustration: josia nummler.] it was kind of josiah to come, for he is an old man and lives a full mile above the village, half way up the ridge-side. he is very fat, too, from much meditation, and to aid his thin legs in moving his bulky body he carries a very long stick, which he uses like a paddle to propel him; so when you see him in the distance he seems to be standing in a canoe, sweeping it along. really he is only navigating the road. he had a clothes-prop with him that day, and pausing at the end of the porch, he leaned on it and gasped. i ought to have been pleased to see josiah. "well, mark," he said, "i am glad you're home. mighty! but you look improved." he gasped again and smiled through his bushy beard. "thank you," said i, icily, waving him toward a chair. josiah sat down and smiled again. "it just does me good to see you," he said, having completely recovered his power of speech. "i should have come down last night, mark. i 'pologize for not doin' it, but it's mighty troublesome gittin' 'round in the dark. the last time i tried it, i caught the end of my stick between two rocks and it broke. there i was, left settin' on the red hill with no way of gittin' home. i was in for comin' down here to receive you--really i was--but my missus says she ain't a-goin' to have me rovin' 'round the country that 'ay agin. 'gimme an extry oar,' i says. and she says: 'does you 'spose i'll let you run 'round lookin' like a load of wood?' and i says----" the gate latch clicked. again tim appeared from the maze of corn and stood shading his eyes and gazing toward the house. now the footfalls were light. and mary came! but how could i look careless and dashing, with josiah nummler in the chair i had fixed so close to mine? rising, i bowed as awkwardly as possible. i insisted on her taking my own rocker, while i fixed myself on the floor with a pillar for a back-rest. not a word did the girl say, but she sat there clutching the little basket she held in her lap. "eggs?" inquired josiah. she shook her head, but did not enlighten him. "i should judge your hens ain't layin' well, figurin' on the size of the basket," said the old man, ignoring her denial. "there's a peculiarity about the hens in this walley--it's somethin' i've noticed ever since i was a boy. i've spoke to my missus about it and she has noticed the same thing since she was a girl--so it must be a peculiarity. the hens in this walley allus lays most when the price of eggs is lowest." this was a serious problem. it is not usual for josiah to be serious, either, for he is generally out of breath or laughing. now he was wagging his head solemnly, pulling his beard, and over and over repeating, "but hens is contrary--hens is contrary." mary contrived to drop the basket to her side, out of the old man's sight. "speakin' of hens," he went on. "my missus was sayin' just yesterday how as----" tim was shouting. he was calling something to me. i could not make out what it was, for the wind-was rustling the corn-shocks, but i arose and feigned to listen. "it's tim," said i. "he's calling to you, josiah. it's something about your red heifer." "red heifer--i haven't no red heifer," returned the old man. "did i say heifer? i should have said hog--excuse me," said i, blandly. "but i have killed all my hogs," josiah replied, undisturbed. tim shouted again, making a trumpet of his hands. to this day i don't know what he was calling to us, but when this second message reached josiah's ears, it concerned some cider we had, that tim was anxious to know if he would care for. at the suggestion josiah's face became very earnest, and a minute later he was hurrying down the field to the spot where tim's hat and tip pulsifer's shaggy hair showed above the wreck of a corn-shock. "how could you hear what tim was saying?" mary asked. it was almost the first word she had spoken to me, and i was in my chair again, and she was where i had planned so cunningly to have her. "i know my brother's voice," i answered gravely. "i couldn't make out a word," said she, "but it isn't like him to let an old man go tottering over fields to see him. he would have come up here." "i guess he would." there was a twinkle in her eyes and i knew it was useless to dissemble. "tim and i are different. i never hesitate to use strategy to get my chair, even at the expense of a feeble old man." "how gallant you are," she said with a touch of scorn. "you must not scold," i cried. "remember i had reason, after all. you did not come to see josiah nummler." she was taken by surprise. it was brutal of me. but somehow the old reckless spirit had come back. i was speaking as a soldier should to a fair woman, bold and free. that's what a woman likes. she hates a man who stutters love. and while i did not own to myself the least passion for the girl, i had seen just enough of her on the evening before and i had smoked just enough over her that morning to be in a sentimental turn of mind that was amusing. and i gained my point. she turned her head so as almost to hide her face from me, and i heard a gentle laugh. "all's fair in love and war," i said, "and were josiah twice as old, i should be justified in using those means to this end." then i rocked. there is something so sociable about rocking. and i smoked. there is something so sociable about smoking. for a moment the girl sat quietly, screening her face from me. then she began rocking too, and i caught a sidelong glance of her eye, and the color mounted to her cheeks, and we laughed together. so it came that she suddenly stopped her rocking, and dropping the little basket at my feet, exclaimed: "i love soldiers--just love them!" then i told her that i must keep perry thomas's oration going to the end, and she leaned toward me, her hands clasped, her eyes fixed on mine and asked: "but will you?" "i can make no promises," i answered. "they say our bodies change entirely every seven years. mark hope, age fifty, will be a different man from mark hope, age twenty-three. he may have nothing to boast about himself, and his distorted mind may magnify the deeds of the younger man. now the younger man refuses to commit himself. he will not be in any way responsible for his successors." "how wise you are!" she cried. "wise?" i exclaimed, searching her face for a sign of mockery. but there was none. "i mean you talk so differently from the others in the valley. either they talk of crops or weather, or they sit in silence and just look wise. i suppose you have travelled?" "as compared to most folks in black log i am a regular gulliver," i answered. "my father was a much-travelled man. he was an englishman and came to the valley by chance and settled here, and to his dying day he was a puzzle to the people. that an englishman should come to six stars was a phenomenon. that isaac bolum and henry holmes should be born here was no mere chance--it was a law of nature." "and this english father?" "he married, and then tim and i came to black log." "like isaac bolum and henry holmes?" "exactly; and we should have grown like them, but our father was a bookish man, and with him we travelled; we went with dickens and thackeray and those fellows, and as we came to different places in the books, he told us all about them. he'd seen them all, so we got to know his country pretty well. once he took us to harrisburg, and by multiplying everything we saw there, tim and i were able to picture all the great cities of the world--for instance, london is five hundred times harrisburg." "but why didn't you go to see the places yourself?" "why doesn't everybody in black log go to florida in winter or take the waters at carlsbad? we did plan a great trip--father and mother and tim and i--we were going to england together when the farm showed a surplus. we never saw that surplus. i went to philadelphia once. it's a grand place, but i had just enough of money to keep me there two days and bring me home. then the war came. and now tim thinks i've been around the world. he's jealous, for he has never been past harrisburg; but i've really gone around a little circle. i've seen just enough of flying fishes to hanker after mandalay, just enough of spaniards to long for a sight of spain. but they've shipped me home and here i am anchored. here i shall stay until that surplus materializes; and you know in our country we have neither coal nor oil nor iron." "but they tell me that you are to teach the school," she said. "for which i am grateful," i answered. "twenty dollars a month is the salary, and school keeps for six months, so i shall earn the large sum of $ a year." "but your pension?" "with my pension i shall be a nabob in six stars. anywhere else i should cut a very poor figure. but after all, this is the best place, for is there any place where the skies are bluer; is there any place where the grass is greener; is there any place where the storms are wilder than over our mountains?" "sometimes i would say in kansas," the girl answered. "here the world seems to end at the top of the mountain. it is hard to picture anything beyond that. out there you raise yourself on tiptoe, and you see the world rolling away for miles and miles, and it seems to have no ending." "i suppose you will not be able to endure your imprisonment. some day you will go back to kansas." "some day--perhaps," she laughed. "but now i am a true black logger. look at my gown." it was the gray dunkard dress--the concession to her uncle's beliefs on worldliness. it was the first time i had noticed it. "that is not the garb of black log," i said. "it was designed long ago in germany, after patterns from heaven." "and designed by men," said mary, laughing; "forced by them on a sex which wears ribbons as naturally as a bird does feathers." "in other words, when you came to live with your pious uncle, he picked you?" "exactly," she said; "but i submitted humbly. i came here, as i supposed, a fairly good christian, with an average amount of piety and an average number of faults. my worldliness shocked my uncle, and being a peaceful person, i let him pick me. but i rebelled at the bonnet--spare me from one of those coal-scuttles--i'll go to the stake first." in her defiance she swung her own straw hat wildly around on the string. pausing, she smoothed out the gray gown and eyed it critically. "was such a thing ever intended for a woman to wear!" she exclaimed. "for most women, surely not," said i. "few could carry that handicap and win. but after all, your uncle means it kindly. he acts from interest in your soul's welfare." mary's face became serious. "yes," she said, "he has paid me the highest compliment a man can pay to a woman--he wants to meet me in heaven." how could i blame luther warden? i had forgotten my uniform and my glory, my hair and my hat, and was leaning forward with my eyes on the girl. and she was leaning toward me and our heads were very close. the rebellious brown hair was almost in the shade of my own dashing hat-brim. then i said to myself in answer to the poet, "here's the cheek that doth not fade, too much gazed at." for its color was ever changing. and again i said to myself and to the poet, when my glance had met hers, and the color was mounting higher: "here's the maid whose lip mature is ever new; here's the eye that doth not weary." and now aloud, forgetfully, leaning back in my chair and gazing at her from afar off--"here's the face one would meet in every place." mary's chair flew back, and it was for her to gaze at me from afar off. "what were you saying?" she demanded in a voice not "so very soft." "was i saying anything?" i answered, feigning surprise. "i thought i was only thinking. but you were speaking of luther warden." "was i?" she said, more quietly, but in an absent tone. "you said he had paid you a great compliment, but do you know----" i paused, being a bit nervous, and flushed, for she was looking right at me. not till she turned away did i finish. "do you know," i went on, "last night when i saw you, i thought we must have met before, and i thought if i had met you anywhere before, it must have been in heaven." i had expected that at a time like this josiah nummler would appear. in that i was disappointed. in his place, with a bark and a bound, came a lithe setter, a perfect stranger to me, and mary seized the long head in her hands and cried: "why, flash--good flash." she completely ignored my last remark, and patted the dog and talked to him. "isn't he a beauty?" she cried. "he is mr. weston's." "whose?" i asked, concealing my irritation. "mr. weston--and who is mr. weston?" mary held up a warning finger. there were footfalls on the gravel walk around the house. "sh," she whispered, "here he comes--no one knows who he is." to this day robert weston's age is a mystery to me; i might venture to guess that it is between thirty and fifty. past thirty all men begin to dry up or fatten, and he was certainly a lean person. his face was hidden beneath a beard of bristling, bushy red, and he had a sharp hook nose and small, bright eyes. from his appearance you could not tell whether he was a good man or a bad one, wise or stupid, kind-hearted or a brute. he seemed of a neutral tone. his clothes marked him as a man of the city, for we do not wear shooting jackets, and breeches and leather leggings in our valley. in the way he wore them there was something that spoke the man of the world, for in such a costume we of black log should feel dressed up and ill at ease; but his clothes seemed a part of him. they looked perfectly comfortable and he was unconscious of them. this is where the city men have an advantage over us country-breds. i can carry off my old clothes without being awkward. i could enter a fine drawing-room in the patched blouse i wear a-hunting with more ease than in that solemn-looking frock-coat i bought at the county town five years ago. in that garment i feel that "i am." no one could ever convince me that i am a mere thought, a dream, a shadow. every pull in the shoulders, every hitch in the back, every kink in the sleeves makes me a profound materialist. but i don't suppose weston would bother spreading the tails out when he sat down. i doubt if he would know he had it on. he is so easy in his ways. i saw that as he came swinging around the house, and i envied him for it. "well, i am in luck!" he cried cheerfully. "here i came to see the valley's soldier and i find him holding the valley's flower." this to me was rather an astounding thing to say, and if he intended to disable me in the first skirmish he succeeded admirably, for my only answer was a laugh; and the more i laughed the more foolish and slow-witted i felt. i wanted to run to mary's aid, but i did not know how, and while i was rummaging my brain for some way to meet him, she was answering him valiantly. "almost, but not quite," she said. "but he has earned the right to hold the valley's flower entirely--whoever she may he. it's a pity, mr. weston, you have not been doing so, too, instead of loafing around the valley all summer long." she did not speak sharply to him, and that angered me. she was smiling as she spoke, and he did not seem to mind it at all. "i came to see the veteran," he said, "and not to be scolded." "you may have my chair then." mary was rising. "i shall leave you to the veteran--if he does not object." she was moving away. "then i shall have to go with you," said the stranger calmly, "if the veteran doesn't object. he knows a woman should not go unattended around the valley. he'd rather see me doing my duty than having a sociable pipe with him and hearing about the war. how about it, hope?" he did not stop to hear my answer. had he waited a moment instead of striding after the girl, with his dog at his heels, he might have seen my reply. [illustration: he did not stop to hear my answer.] i raised my pipe above my head and hurled it against the fence, where it crashed into a score of pieces. v "who is robert weston?" i asked of tim. "if you can answer that question theophilus jones will give you a cigar," replied my brother. "he has tried to find out; he has cross-questioned every man, woman, and child that comes to his store, and he admits that he is beaten." "when theop can't find out, the mystery is impenetrable." i recalled our suave storekeeper and his gentle way of drawing from his customers their life secrets as he leaned blandly over the counter with his sole thought apparently to do their commands. theophilus had known that i was going to enlist long before i had made up my own mind. he had told tim that i was coming home before he had handed him the postal card on which i had scrawled a few lines announcing my return. so when i heard that weston was still a puzzle to him i knew that six stars had a mystery. for six stars to have a mystery is unusual. occasionally we are troubled with ghosts and such supernatural demonstrations, which cause us to keep at home at night, but we soon forget these things if we do not solve them. but for our village to number among its people a man whose whole history and whose family history was not known was unheard of. for such a man to be here six weeks and not enlighten us was hardly to be dreamed of. robert weston had dared it. even tim regarded the matter as serious. "it is suspicious," he said, shaking his head gravely. he was cleaning up the supper dishes at the end of the table opposite me. by virtue of my recent return i had not fallen altogether into our household ways as yet, and sat smoking and watching him. "it's mighty odd," he went on. "at noon one day, about six weeks ago, weston rode up to the tavern on a bicycle and told elmer spiker he was going to stay to dinner. he loafed about all that afternoon, and stayed that day and the next, and ever since. first there came a trunk for him, and then a dog. you see him about all the time, for when he isn't walking, he's loafing around the tavern, or is over at the store, arguing with henry holmes or isaac bolum. yet all we know about him is that he's undecided how long he'll stay and that he has lived in new york." "has no one asked him point-blank what he is doing here?" "no. isaac bolum declares every day that he is going to, but when the time comes he breaks down. every other means of finding out has been taken." "josiah nummler told me to-day he believed weston was a detective." "that was elmer spiker's theory. but, as theop says, who is he detecting?" theophilus settled that theory conclusively, in my mind, at least, for i knew every man, woman, and child in the valley; and taking a mental census, i could find no one who seemed to require watching by a hawkshaw. "perry thomas guessed he was an embezzler," said tim, putting the last dish in the cupboard and sitting down to his pipe. "perry says weston is the best-learned man he ever met, and that embezzlers are naturally educated or they would not be in places where they could embezzle." "a truly perryan argument," said i; "and after all, a reasonable one, for no one would think of looking here for a fugitive." "that's just what perry says," rejoined tim. "but theop has read every line in the papers for weeks, and he swears that no embezzlers are missing now." "perhaps his crime is still concealed," i ventured. "that was just what isaac bolum thought," tim answered. "but henry holmes says no missing criminal is likely to have a setter dog shipped to him. he says such a man might send for his clothes, but he would draw the line on dogs." "perhaps he has deserted his wife," i said, seeing at last a possible solution of the mystery. "that's what arnold arker suggested just a few days ago," returned tim; "but tip pulsifer allowed that no fellow would have to come so far to desert his wife." "tip ought to know," said i, "for he deserts his once a year, regularly." "he always comes back the next day," retorted tim stoutly. my brother has always been tip's champion in his matrimonial disagreements, and whenever pulsifer flees across the mountain, swearing terrible oaths that he will never return, tim goes straight to the clearing on the ridge and talks long and seriously to the deserted wife about her duty. [illustration: swearing terrible oaths that he will never return.] but there was reason in tip's contention regarding weston. indeed, from tim's account of events, i could see that the store had very thoroughly threshed out the whole case and that the problem was not one that could be solved by abstract reasoning. there was only one person to solve it, and that was robert weston himself. i knew enough of the world to know that it was not an unheard-of thing for a man to settle for a time in an out-of-the-way village. i knew enough of men to understand that he might consider it nobody's business why he cared to live among us. i had enough sense of humor to see that he might find amusement in enveloping himself in mystery and sparring with the sly sages of the store and tavern. by right i should have stood by and watched the little game; i should have encouraged isaac bolum and henry holmes to apply the interrogating probe; i should have warned weston of the plotting at the store to lay bare the secret of his life; i should have brought the contending parties together and enjoyed the duello. instead, i had to admit to myself a curiosity as to the stranger's identity that equalled, if it did not surpass, that of theophilus jones. his was curiosity pure and simple; mine was something more. weston had come quietly into my own castle, had taken complete possession of it for a moment, and then calmly walked away with the fairest thing it held--and all so quietly and with an air that in a thousand years of practice, i or none other in the valley could have simulated. the picture was still sharp in my mind as i sat there smoking and drawing tim out; for when i had vented my anger on my pipe that morning i had hurried to the gate to watch my departing visitors as they swung down the village street. weston, lanky and erect, moved with a masterful stride, not unlike the lean and keen-witted setter that flashed to and fro over the road before him. at his side was the girl, a slender body in drab, tossing her hat gayly about at the end of its long string. they passed the store and the mill, and at the bend were lost to my view. they seemed to find themselves such good company! even tim, so fine and big, had in this homely, lanky man a rival well worth watching. and who was the quiet, lanky man? over and over i asked myself the question, and when i touched its every phase i found that henry holmes or isaac bolum, some one of the store worthies, had met defeat there before me. at last i gave up, and by a sudden thought arose and pulled on my overcoat, and got my hat. tim was surprised. "you are not going out?" he said. "i think i'll stroll down to the tavern and see this stranger," i replied carelessly. "no, you needn't come. i can find my way alone all right, for the moon will be up and it's only a step." it did seem to me that tim might insist on bearing me company, knowing as he did that i was still a bit rickety; but he saw fit to take my one refusal as final, and muttered something about reading. then, i left him. it has been years since they have had a license at our tavern, so there was a solitary man in the bar-room when i entered. elmer spiker, mine host of the inn, was huddled close to the stove, and was reading by the light of a lamp. pausing at the threshold before opening the door, the sonorous mumble sounding through the deal panels misled me. believing the spiker family at prayers, i stood reverently without until the service seemed to last too long to be one of devotion. then i opened a crack and peeked in. seeing a lone man at the distant end of the room, i entered. elmer's back was toward me and my presence was unnoticed. his eyes were on the paper before him. "w. j. mandelberger, of martins mills, was among us last friday," he read, slowly, distinctly, measuring every word. "he paid his subscription for the year and informed us that mrs. mandelberger had just presented him with a bouncing baby boy. congratulations, w. j." i coughed apologetically, but elmer rattled the paper just then, and did not notice me. he went rumbling on: "william arker, of popolomus, and miss myrtle mcgee, of turkey valley, were united in the holy bonds of matrimony on the sixth ultimo." "elmer," i said sharply, thumping the floor with a crutch. spiker turned slowly. "oh," he exclaimed, "is that you? excuse me; i was reading the news. everybody ought to keep up with what's happenin'. the higher up we gits on the ladder of human intelligence, the more news we have--we can see furder." having evolved this sage remark, elmer twisted back to his old position and raised the paper. "now mind this," he said. "jonas parker and his wife and four of his children were----" "see here," i cried, pounding the floor again. "i don't care for jonas parker and all of his children. where is mr. weston?" "oh," said elmer, "excuse me. i thought you had come to see me. it's weston, eh? well, his room's just there at the head of the stairs." he pointed to the door which gave an entrance to the rear hall, but as i wished to be a bit formal in my call on the stranger, i suggested that mr. spiker might oblige me by seeing if the gentleman was at home. this seemed entirely unnecessary to mine host, and he wanted to argue the point. but i insisted, and he arose with a sigh, and taking the lamp in his hand, disappeared, leaving me in utter darkness. the door banged shut behind him and i heard him at the foot of the stairs roaring "ho-ho-there-ho!" no answer came from the floor above. again sounded the stentorian tones. "mark says as if you are there, you're to come down; he wants to see you." a last "ho-there-ho"; a long silence; the door opened. there was light again and elmer was before me. "he ain't there, i guess," he said. "still, if you want me to make sure, i'll go up." [illustration: no answer came from the floor above.] inasmuch as mine host's cries must still be echoing in the uttermost parts of the house, it seemed needless to compel him to take the climb. spiker agreed with me. it was not surprising that weston was out, for he was an odd one, always spooking around somewhere, investigating everything, and asking questions. his room was full of books in various languages, and when he wasn't wandering about the valley, he would be sitting reading far into the night--sometimes as late as half-past ten. there was a fellow named goth, who seemed to be weston's favorite writer. this goth was a pennsylvania dutchman, and as elmer's own ancestors were from allentown, he thought he'd like to take up the language, so he'd borrowed from his guest a book called "the sorrows of werther." of all the rubbish that was ever wrote, them "sorrows" were the poorest. elmer had only figured out a page and a half, but that gave him enough insight into their character to convince him that a man who could set reading them till half-past ten was--here mine host tapped his forehead and winked. curious chap, weston. elmer had seen a heap of men in his time and never met the like. there's no way to get to see men and understand them like keeping a hotel. when you've "kept" for about forty years, there's hardly a man comes along that you can't set right down in his particular class before he's even registered. but weston had blocked him at every turn. elmer knew no more of the man now than on the day he came. in fact, he was getting more and more tangled up about him all the time. for instance, why should one who could read goth and understand the "sorrows," want to set around the store and argue with such-like ignoramuses as ike bolum and hen holmes? spiker was willing to bet that right now weston was over the way trying to prove to them that two and two was four. the suggestion seemed a likely one, so i interrupted the flow of elmer's troubled thoughts to say good-night, and went out. i paused a moment on the porch. a lamp was blazing in the store and i could plainly see everyone gathered along the counter. henry holmes was standing with his back to the stove, one hand wagging up and down at the solemn line of figures on the bench. but weston was not there. and in our valley, when a man is not at home o'night he should be at the store, else there is a mystery to be solved. to solve this one i stopped on the tavern steps, leaned against a pillar, and gazed through the dozing village. at the head of the street where our house stood a bright light burned. there tim was and there i should be also. a hundred times down south on my post at night, with my back on the rows and rows of white tents, i had sought to pierce the black gloom before me as if there i could see that same light--the home light. often i fancied i saw it, and in its bright circle tim was bending over his book. here it was in truth, calling me, but i turned from it and looked away over the flats, where another light was winking on the hillside. behind that hill, on the eastward ridge, a great ball is glowing, fiery red. higher and higher it rises, into the tree-tops, then over them; higher and higher, bathing the valley in soft, white light, uncovering the gray road that climbs the ridge-side; higher and higher, until the pines on the ridge-top stand out boldly, fringing into the sky; higher and higher, casting mysterious shadows over the meadows, touching with light the hillside, new-ploughed and naked; clear and white lies the road over the flats to the hill there--clear and white and smooth. on the hillside the light is burning. it is only a short half mile, and the way is easy. in the old house at the end of the street another light is blinking solemnly. beneath it tim is waiting. he misses me. he wonders why i am so long. soon he will be coming. base deserter, truly! but for once--this once--for the white road over the flat and up the hillside leads to the light! vi "why, mark, but you did give me a start!" cried luther warden, laying down his book and hurrying forward to greet me. it was not surprising that the good man should be taken back, for in all the years we had lived together in the valley this was my first evening visit. so unusual an occurrence required an explanation, so i said that i just happened to be taking a stroll and dropped in for a minute. i glanced at mary to see if she understood my feeble subterfuge, but i met only a frank smile, as though, like her uncle, she believed that i was likely to go hobbling about on moonlight nights this way. luther never doubted me. "it's good of you to drop in," he said, after he had fixed me in his own comfortable chair and drawn up the settee for himself. "when i was livin' alone up here i often used to wish some of you young folks would come in of an evenin' and keep me company and join me in readin' the good book. it used to be lonely sometimes, but since i've got mary it ain't so bad. but i hope her bein' here won't make no difference, and now as you've started you'll come just the same as if i was alone." i assured him that i would come just the same. that made mary laugh. she had been sitting in the lamp-lit circle, and now she rocked back into the shade, so, craning my neck, i could just see the dark outline of her face. she made some commonplace but kindly speech of welcome, and i was about to engage her, seeking to draw her from the shadow, when her uncle suddenly interposed himself between us and took a book from the table. drawing the settee closer to the light, he opened the great volume across his knees and adjusted his spectacles. throwing back his head and looking at me benignly from under his glasses, he said: "it's peculiarly fortunate you come to-night, mark. when you knocked i was readin' aloud to mary. we read together every night now, her and me, and most instructin' we find it." i told luther that it was too much for me to allow him to wear out his eyes reading to me; much as i should enjoy it, i could not hear of it, but i would ask him to let me have the volume when he had finished with it. it did seem that this should bring mary into the light again, and that she would support my protests; but calmly and quietly she spoke from the darkness, like a voice from another world, "go on, uncle luther; i want mr. hope to hear this." now had mary warden called me by my christian name she would have followed the custom of our valley and it would have passed unnoticed; but when she used that uncalled-for "mister" her uncle looked around sharply. first he tried to pierce the shadows and see her, but she drew farther and farther into the darkness. so he gazed at me. he was beginning to suspect that after all i had not come to see him. had mark hope become proud? was mary falling again into the ways of the wicked world from which he was striving so hard to wean her, that she should thus address one of the humblest of god's creatures, a mere man? old luther rubbed his spectacles very carefully and slowly; blowing on them and rubbing them again; finally adjusting them, he leaned forward and tried to study the girl's face, to find there some solution of the puzzle. "read to mr. hope," she said clearly, and with just a touch of defiance. had she used some endearing term the old man could not have frowned harder than when he turned on me then, and eyed me through his great spectacles. "yes, read to us, luther," said i calmly; "miss warden and i will listen." "god has been very good to me," said the old man solemnly, "and i've not yet heard him call me mister luther warden. i s'pose with you and your kind, when he comes to you, he calls you mister mark hope." this rather took me back, and i stammered a feeble protest, but he did not heed me. turning to mary, he went on: "and you, mary warden, i s'pose at such times you are 'miss.' what wanity! what wanity! politeness, they calls it. politeness? well, in the great eternity, up above, where they speaks from the heart, you'll be just mark and just mary. but down yander--yander, mind ye--the folks will probably set more store by titles." the old preacher was pointing solemnly in the direction of the cellar. there was a long pause, an interval of heavy silence. then from mary in the darkness came, "well, uncle, let us hope that when we reach that great eternity, mark and i will be good enough friends to lay aside such vanities." "right!" cried luther, smiling again, and speaking real heartily. "right," said i; "and we'll begin eternity to-day, won't we, mary?" "we will," said she. and in my heart i blessed luther warden. guilelessly, the old man, in a few words, had swept away the barrier mary and i had raised between us. he had added years to our friendship. so had he stopped there it would have been wonderfully well; but he had to go floundering innocently on. he was laughing softly. "do you know, mark," he said, rubbing his spectacles nervously, "she made me jealous of you when she talked that way. i thought she'd set her cap for you, i did. whenever a man and woman gits polite, whenever they has to bow and scrape that way, a-misterin' and a-missin' one another, they're hiding somethin'; they ain't actin' open. so i was beginnin' to think mebbe she wanted to marry you and----" "go on reading--please read to us," pleaded mary. "yes, do read to us," i echoed, for the position was a new one to me, and at best i am awkward and slow-witted where women are concerned. i could not adroitly turn the old man's wandering speculation into a general laugh as weston would have done. my best was to break in rudely. "well--if i must," luther said, opening the great book across his knees. a long silence followed. i heard the solemn ticking of the clock on the mantel behind me; i heard mary laughing softly in her retreat beyond the table; i heard luther, now bending over his book, mumbling to himself a few words of the text. "it is about the faymine in injy," he said at last, holding his place on the page with a long, thin forefinger, and looking up at me. "there are three volumes, and this is the second. the third is yit to come. i pay a dollar a year and every year i gits a new volume. it's a grand book, too, mark. it was wrote by one of our brethren, brother matthias pennel, who went to injy in charge of a shipload of grain gathered by our people for the sufferin' heathen. the first volume tells all about the gittin' up of the subscription and the sailin' of the wessel. brother matthias is a grand writer, and he tells all about injy and the heathen, and how the wessel reached the main place there--what's the place, mary?--you're allus good on geography!" "calcutta," prompted mary. "yes, i mind now--calcutty. well, from there brother matthias went up into the country called--i can't just mind the exact name--oh, here it is--b-a-l-l-e-r-r-a-d ballerrad--e-r-a-d--ballerraderad." luther paused and sighed. "them names--them names!" he exclaimed. "if there is one thing that convinces me that the story of the tower of babel is true, it is the names of the towns in injy." it seemed to me that perhaps from the viewpoint of the east indian, the same thing might be said of our "villes" and "burgs," and i was about to raise my voice in behalf of the maligned heathen, when my host resumed his discourse. "when you come in, i was readin' about a poor missionary woman in baller--baller--ballerraderad--whose sunday-school had been largely eat up by taggers. her name was flora martin, brother matthias says, and she was one of the saintliest women he ever seen. he tells how the month before he come to baller--baller--baller-daddad--an extry large tagger had been sneakin' around the mission-house, a-watchin' for scholars, and how one day, when, according to brother matthias, this here flora martin, armed only with a rifle and girded about with the heavenly sperrit--how this here flora----" there was a ponderous knock on the door, and then the knob began to rattle violently. the bolt had been shot, so luther had to rise in haste to admit the new-comer, leaving flora martin with nothing but the rifle and the heavenly spirit. perry thomas stepped in. "i just happened to be passin' and thought i'd drop in for a spell," he said, with a profound bow to mary, who arose to greet him. this apology of perry's was as absurd as mine had been, for he lived a mile on the other side of the village; and as the next house was over the ridge, a good three miles away, it was odd that he should be wandering aimlessly about thus. besides, he had on his new prince albert, and there was a suspicion of a formal call in the smoothly oiled hair and tallowed boots. he carried his fiddle, too. there was to my mind every evidence that the visit had been preconceived, and to this point had been carried out with an eye on every detail. had the contrary been true, there would have been no cause for perry to glare at me as he did. the he-ro in blue was anything but welcome now. indeed, it seemed that could perry's wish have been complied with, i should be back on the "lead-strewn fields of cuby." mary was most cordial. she seized his fiddle and his hat and stowed them carefully away together, while luther, pushing the latest visitor to a place at his side on the settee, told him how fortunate he was to drop in just at that time, as he would hear a few interesting things about the famine in india. perry was positively ungrateful. he declared that he could only stay a minute at the most, and that it was really not worth luther's while to begin reading. mary said that she would not hear of him leaving. she had hidden his hat and would insist on his playing; that was, if i did not mind and her uncle gave his permission. perry smiled. there was less fire in his eyes when i vowed that not till i had listened again to the song of his beloved violin would i stir from my chair. so he settled back to pay the price and hear the story of flora martin and the tiger. luther repeated his account of the book and the story of brother matthias pennel. he told perry of sister flora and her saintly character, and of the devastation by the fierce king of the bengal jungle. he brought us again to where the frail little woman determined to fight death with death. and here, in low, rumbling tones, letter by letter, word by word, we took up the narrative of the adventurous dunker brother. "thus armed with only a heavy elephant rifle, the property of the foreign missionary society, and clad only in grace, flora martin began her lonely vigil on the roof of the mission-house, which is used both as a dwelling and sunday-school by those who are carrying light to the heathen in ballerraderad, which, we must remember, is one of the most populous provinces in all injy. this combined dwelling and church edifice stands at the far end of the little village, and as the lonely indian moon was just rising above the horizon, sister flora heard a series of catlike footsteps along the veranda beneath her--for we must remember that in this part of our globe the nights are strangely still and the sounds therefore carry for a great distance. breathlessly flora martin, mindful of the slumbering innocent charges sleeping below her, and over whom she was watching, leaned out over the roof, rifle in hand. the footsteps came nearer and nearer and----" there was a gentle rat-tat-tat on the door. it was so gentle that luther thought his ears were deceiving him, for while he stopped reading, he made no motion to rise, but sat listening. again they came, three polite taps, seeming to say, "i should like to get in, but pray don't disturb yourself." "come in," shouted the old preacher, not even looking around, for he still seemed to doubt his sense of hearing. the door opened quietly and mr. robert weston appeared before us. mary had slipped from her place to meet him, and in weston's greeting to her i had my first lesson in what the world calls manner. how clumsy seemed my own excuses for coming at all, compared to his pleasure at finding her at home! he had been looking forward all afternoon to seeing her again. as he shook hands with luther, he was so hearty that the old man took his guest by the shoulders and declared fervidly that he was rejoiced that he had come. weston did not glare at perry thomas, nor at me either. we but added to his pleasure. truly his cup of joy was overflowing! and the famine in india--indeed--indeed! the subject was one which interested him deeply, and if mr. warden cared for it, he would send him several books on the far east which he had in his library at home. he hoped that in return he might some time have the pleasure of reading carefully, cover to cover, the fat volume that luther had spread across his knees. meantime, he would insist on not interrupting. but mary must be comfortably seated before he could take the place on the settee that luther had arranged for him, and he must hear all over again the story of the book, of brother matthias pennel and sister flora martin. how i envied him! what must perry and i seem beside this lanky man with his kindly, easy ways! perry, of course, did not see it. he was smiling, for weston was telling him that he had stood at the thomas gate for a half hour the very evening before, listening to the strains of a violin. he hoped to hear that melody again, when mr. warden had finished the story of the brave missionary of ballerraderad. the dunker preacher was beaming. he forgot the great doctrine of humility, and declared that "mister" weston should have the volume that very night. there was nothing better to give a clear view of the character of the work than brother matthias pennel's account of the heroism of sister flora. so we composed ourselves again to hear of the battle to the death between the noble missionary woman and the mighty bengal. "nearer and nearer came the footsteps," read luther, pausing at each word to make sure of it. "furder and furder out over the top of the mission-house leaned sister flora, and as she leaned she thought how much depended on her that night; for she must remember that there were sleeping within the walls of the mission-house forty-seven children, thirty of which were females under the age of eleven years, and seventeen males, of whom not one-half had reached the age of nine years. next she saw a dark object crouching below her. she saw two fiery eyes; she saw the tiger gather himself preparatory to springing. she----" perry thomas's knock had been ponderous, thunderous, and clumsy. weston's had been self-assured, but polite. now came a series of raps, now loud, now low, now quick, now slow, keeping time to a martial air. evidently there was a rollicking fellow outside. no one moved. we sat there, all five of us, eyes wide open in surprise, trying to guess, who this could be playing tunes on the door, and never seeking to solve the simple problem by turning the knob. it was tim. there was a sudden oppressive silence. then he entered, gravely bowing. "good evening, mr. warden," he said mockingly. "you have a delightful way here of greeting the stranger at your gate, closing your ears to his appeals and letting him break in. and miss warden too--why, this is a surprise. i had supposed you'd be at a ball. and mr. weston--delighted--i'm sure----" "what, mark?" there was genuine surprise in tim's voice as he saw me sitting quietly in the shadow. his mock elegance disappeared, and he stood gaping at me. "i thought you'd gone to see mr. weston," he blurted out. "he came to see me instead," said mary laughing. "and so did mr. weston and mr. thomas, and so i hope you did. and if you sit down there by uncle luther and be quiet, you shall hear about the famine in india." tim just filled the settee. in my dark corner, in my comfortable chair, i could smile to myself as i watched his plight and that of his companions. i could not see mary well, for the lamp and the long table separated us, but i fancied that in her retreat she, too, was laughing. poor tim had the end of the bench. he sat very erect, with his head up, his eyes on the wall before him, his folded hands resting on his knees, after the company manner of black log. mr. perry thomas, at the other end, was his counterpart, only the orator drew his chin into his collar, furrowed his brow, and gazed wisely at the floor. he was where mary could see him! weston had none of our stiff, formal ways, but was making himself as much at home as possible in such trying circumstances. he spread out all over the narrow space allotted him between luther and my brother. but curiously enough, he really seemed interested. it was he who told, in greatest detail, to tim the story of brother matthias pennel and of the trials of the saintly flora martin. when he had recounted her adventures to the very instant she caught the gleam of the tiger's eyes, he calmly swung one lank leg over the knee of the other, slid down in his seat so he could hook his head on the hard back, and said, cheerily, "now, mr. warden, go on reading and let no one interrupt." perry was coughing feebly, as he always does when he is plotting to speak. "no, no," cried weston in protest; "i insist, mr. thomas, that you stay and play the violin to us when we have heard the end of this interesting story." it was with mingled feelings that i regarded brother matthias pennel. as i had stood on the tavern porch that night, looking up the white road that led to mary's home, i had dared to picture to myself a different scene from the one before me. from that scene luther warden had been removed entirely. of robert weston, of perry thomas, of tim, i had taken no account. they had not even been dreamed of, for mary and i were to sit alone in the quiet of the evening. the flash of her eyes was to be for me--for me their softer glowing. at my calling the rich flames would blaze on her cheeks. i was to light those flames. i was to fan them this way and that way. i was to smother them, kindle them, quench them. playing with the fire of a woman's face! dangerous work, that! and up the white road i had hobbled to the fire, as a simple child crawls to it. but luther warden was there to guard me with brother matthias pennel, and in my inmost heart i hated them both for it. then perry thomas blundered in, and compared to him, old luther and his learned brother were endurable. as to robert weston, i knew that beside him matthias pennel was my dearest friend. then tim came! and as i looked at the long settee where luther was droning on and on through the story of sister flora, where perry thomas seemed to sit beneath the judgment seat, where weston shifted wearily to and fro, where tim was suffering the tortures of the thumb-screw, i cried to my inmost self, "verily, brother matthias, thou art a mighty joker!" it took a long time to kill that tiger. there was so much recalling to be done, so much remembering needed, and reviewing of statistics concerning the flora and the fauna of the far east, that when at last the rifle's cry rang out on the still night air, which, as we had learned, in india carries sound to a much greater distance than in our cold, northern climes; when the mighty bengal reeled and fell dying, and sister flora sprang from her hiding place on the roof to sing a hymn of praise; when all this had been told, luther warden banged the book shut, arose, and looked at the clock. [illustration: the tiger story.] "mighty souls!" he cried. "it's long past bed-time. it's half-past nine." back over the white road we went, weston and perry, tim and i. "good-night, boys!" called the strange man cheerily from the gloom of the tavern porch. it was the first word he had spoken on our walk home. "is it two million five hundred and sixty thousand, or two hundred and fifty-six thousand persons that are bitten annually by snakes in india?" cried tim, suddenly awaking from his moody silence. "you can go back to-morrow and find out," came from the porch. "good-night, mr. weston," returned my brother sharply. perry thomas parted from us at the gate, and we stood watching his retreating figure till we lost it at the bend. then we went in. standing at the foot of the stairs, with a lighted candle in his hand, tim turned suddenly to me and said, "i thought you were going to see weston." "i thought you were sitting at home waiting for me to get back," i retorted. "can i help you upstairs?" he said. "no, i'm going to sit awhile and smoke," i answered jauntily, "and talk--to captain." vii tim was leaving the valley. we tied his tin trunk on the back of the buggy and he climbed to the seat beside me. tip pulsifer handed him a great cylindrical parcel, bound in a newspaper, and my brother held it reverently in his lap; for it was a chocolate cake, six layers high, that mrs. tip had baked from the scanty contents of the pulsifer flour barrel. tim was going to the city, and all the city people mrs. tip had ever seen were lean, quick-moving and nervous, a condition which she concluded was induced by starvation. so she had done her best to provide tim against want. her mind was the mind of six stars. all the village was about the buggy. josiah nummler had rowed down from his hill-top, and the bulge in tim's pocket was caused by the half dozen fine pippins which the old man had brought as his farewell gift. even theophilus jones left the store unguarded, and hurried over when the moment arrived that the village was to see the last of its favorite son. mrs. tip pulsifer is always red about the eyes, and no way was left her to show her emotion but to toss her apron convulsively over her face and swing cevery wildly to and fro, so that the infant's cries arose above the chorus of "good-bys" as we drove away. "farewell, comrade." we heard aaron kallaberger's stentorian tones as we clattered around the bend. "head up--eyes front--for'a'd!" tim turned and waved his hat to the little company at the gate, to all the friends he had ever known, to the best he ever was to know; to mrs. bolum and her isaac, feebly waving the hands that had so often helped him in time of boyish trouble; to nanny pulsifer and tip; to all the worthies of the store. tim was off to war. he was going to take part in a greater battle than i had ever seen, for i had been one of thousands who had marched together on a common enemy. he was going forth as did launcelot and galahad, alone, to meet his enemies at every turn, to be sore pressed, and bruised and wounded; not to be as i was, a part of a machine, but to be the machine and the god in it, too. how i envied him! he was going forth to encounter many strange adventures, and while he was in the press, laying about him in all the glory of his strength, fighting his way against a mob, to fame and fortune, i should be dozing life away with captain. "did it feel that way when you left?" said tim. he spoke for the first time when we passed the tannery lane, and his voice was a wee bit husky. "i suppose it's the same with everybody when they turn the bend," i answered. "that's it exactly--at the turn in the road--when you can't see home any more--when you'd give all the world to turn back, but dare not." tim had faced about and was looking over the valley as we climbed the long slope of the ridge. "it's just like being torn in two, isn't it?" he said. "naturally," said i. "home and home people are as much a part of you as head and limbs. when i dragged you away, binding you here in the buggy with your tin trunk and your ambition, something had to snap." "and it snapped at the bend," tim said grimly; "when i saw the last of the house and the rambo tree at the end of the orchard." my brother took to whistling. he started away bravely with a rollicking air, keeping time to the creaking of the buggy and the slow crunching of the horse's feet on the gravel road. even that failed him. we were at the crest of the hill; we were turning another bend; we were in the woods, and through the trees he had a last look at black log. and it's such a little valley, too, that it would hardly seem worth looking back on when the rich fields of kishikoquillas roll away before one! the lone pine on the stone cap of gander knob waved its farewell, and we clattered down the long slope into the great world. [illustration: he had a last look back at black log.] "it's all over at last," said tim, smiling, "and now i am glad i've come; for black log is a good place, but it's so little, after all." "i'm afraid you will find it bigger than a desk in western's office, and a tiny room on a cramped city street," said i. my brother recovered his old spirit and refused to be discouraged by my pessimistic view of his expedition. he laughed gayly and pointed across the country where half a dozen spires of smoke were rising. there was the railroad. there was the great highway where his real journey was to start. there was the beginning of his great adventure. i was the last outpost of the friendly land, and he was going into the unknown. there we were to part! it was my turn to whistle and to watch the wheels as, mile by mile, they measured off the road to that last bend, where i should see no more of tim. * * * * * * there was something strange in my brother's resolve to leave six stars and try his fortunes in the city. just as i had settled down to the old easy ways which my absence had made doubly dear to me, when we should have been drawn closer to each other than ever, and my dependence on him was greatest, he announced his purpose. it was only yesterday. i returned from my accustomed afternoon visit to the wardens to find him rummaging the house for a few of his more personal belongings and stowing them away in a small, blue tin trunk that a little while before had adorned the counter in the store. "i am going to new york," he said, not giving me time to inquire into his strange proceeding. i laughed. tim was joking. this was some odd prank. he had borrowed the tin trunk and was giving me a travesty on tip pulsifer fleeing over the mountain from his petulant spouse: for last night tim and i had had a little tiff. for the first time i had forgotten the post-prandial pipe, and undismayed by the horrors of the famine in india or the tribulations of sister flora martin, journeyed up the road to sit at mary's side. "over the mountain, eh, tim?" i laughed. "and is tip going?" my brother caught my meaning, but he did not smile. "honest," he said. "i am going to new york." "to new york!" i cried. my crutches clattered to the floor as i sank into my chair. "yes," said tim, speaking so quietly that i knew it was the truth. "mr. weston has given me a position in his store. it's a tea importing concern, and he owns it, though he doesn't spend much time at his business." "i didn't think you'd leave me alone." the words were hardly spoken till i regretted them. i had spoken in spite of my better self, for what right had i to stand between my brother and a broader life? when i had gone away to see the world, he had plodded on patiently in the narrow valley to keep a home for me. now that i was back, it was justly his turn to go beyond the mountains and learn something more than the dull routine of the farm and the sleepy village. "i hate to leave you, mark," he said. "but you have felt as i feel about getting away and seeing something. still, if you really want me to stay, i'll give it up. but you are a good deal to blame. you have told me of what you saw when you were in the army. you have showed me that there are bigger things in this world than plodding after a plough, and more exciting chases than those after foxes. i want to do more than sit on a nail-keg in the store and discuss big events. i want to have a little part in them myself--you understand." "yes, tim," said i, "you are right, and i'll get along first rate." "that's the way to talk," he cried cheerfully, slapping me on the shoulder. "you won't be half as lonely here as i shall down there in a strange city; and when you clean away the supper dishes and light your pipe and think of me, i'll be lighting mine and thinking of you and----" he stopped. captain had trotted in, and was sitting close by, looking first at one and then at the other of us quizzically. "you'll have captain," added tim, laughing, "and then by and by, when i am making money, you and captain will come down to the city and we'll all smoke our pipes together--eh, captain?" the hound leaped up and tim caught his forepaws and the two went dancing around the room until a long-drawn howl warned us that such bipedic capers were not to the dog's liking. "captain isn't going to leave home, tim," i cried. "you mustn't expect him to take so active a part in your demonstrations of joy." "it wasn't the delight of leaving home made me dance," returned the boy. "it was the contemplation of the time we'll have when we get together again." "then why go away at all?" "there you are. a minute ago you agreed with me; you were right with me in my plan to do something in this world. now you are using your cunning arguments to dissuade me. but you can't stop me, mark. i've accepted the place. mr. weston has sent word that i am coming, and there you are. i must keep to my bargain." "when did weston arrange all this for you?" "this morning. we were on blue gum ridge hunting squirrels, and we got to talking over one thing and another. i guess i kind of opened up--for he's a clever man, mark. why, he pumped me dry. we hadn't sat there on a log very long till he knew the whole family history and about everything i had ever learned or thought of. he asked me if i intended to spend all my life here, and i said it looked that way, and then i told him how i wanted to go and do something and be somebody." [illustration: "he pumped me dry."] tim stopped suddenly, and winked at captain. "i told him i wanted to go away and see something as you had done, for i was weary of listening to your accounts of things you'd seen. it's awful to have to listen to another's travels. it must be fine to tell about your own." "well, is it my talking that's driving you away, or is it weston's alluring offers?" "alluring?" tim laughed. "i'll say for weston, he is frank. he told me that to his mind business was worse than death. he was born to it. his father left it to him and he has to keep it going to live; but he lets his partner look after it mostly, and he is always worrying lest his partner should die and leave him with the whole thing on his hands. he told me i'd have to drudge in a dark office over books for ten hours a day, and that it would be years before i began to see any rewards. by that time i would probably decide that the old-fashioned scheme of having kings born to order was more sensible than making men wear their lives out trying to become rulers. a cow was contented, he said, because it was satisfied to stand under a tree and breathe the free air, and look up into the blue skies and over the green fields, and chew the cud. as long as the cow was satisfied with one cud it would be contented; but once the idea got abroad in the pasture that two cuds were required for a respectable cow, peace and happiness were gone forever." "our lanky stranger seems a wise man," said i. "in the face of all that, what did you say?" "i told him i wasn't a cow," tim answered. there was no controverting such a reply, and though my sympathies were with the pessimistic weston, i dared not raise my voice in defence of his logic as against this young brother. tim seemed to think that the fact that he was not a cow turned from him all the force of weston's philosophy, and insisted on going blindly on in search of another cud. "he laughed when i said that," tim continued, "and he said he guessed there was no sense in using figures of speech to me, but he was willing to bet that some time i would come to his way of thinking. i told him that perhaps i would when i had seen as much of men and things as he had; but now i looked about me with the mind and the eye of a yokel. that was just what i wanted to escape. he was himself talking to me from a vantage-point of superior knowledge, and the consciousness of my own inferiority was one of the main things to spur me on." "at that he gave you up?" said i. "he gave me up," tim answered; "and after all, mark, old weston is a fine fellow. he said that there was just one thing for me to do, and that was to see and learn for myself. so he wrote to his partner to-day, and i go in the morning." "but must you go on a day's notice?" "the quicker the better, mark; and you see i haven't been letting any grass grow under my feet. when weston and i reached our conclusion, i went to the store and got the trunk. in the interval of packing, i've gone over to pulsifer's and arranged for tip to work regularly for you this winter, looking after the farm. he wanted to go up to snyder county and dig for gold. he knows where there's gold in snyder county and you may have trouble there; but when you see any signs of a break you are to tell mrs. tip. she says she'll head him off all right. nanny pulsifer, by the way, will come every day and straighten up the house. i saw mrs. bolum, and she said she would keep an eye on nanny pulsifer, for nanny is likely to get one of her religious spells and quit work. when you hear her singing hymns around the house, you are to tell mrs. bolum." [illustration: "nanny is likely to get one of her religious spells and quit work."] "who will look after mrs. bolum? to whom must i appeal when i see signs there?" "when mrs. bolum fails you, mark, write to me," tim answered. "when you see signs of her neglecting you, drop me a line and i'll be home in three days." "i may have to appeal to you to save me from my friends," i said, "if tip pulsifer goes digging gold and nanny pulsifer gets religion and old mrs. bolum belies her nature and forgets me. but anyway, if captain and i sit here at night knee-deep in dust and cobwebs, at least we can swell our chests and talk about our brother in the city, who is making--how much?" "seven dollars a week!" cried tim. "think of it, mark, seven dollars a week. that's more than you made as a soldier." * * * * * * "we are near the last bend, tim. yes--i'll say good-by to mary for you. i'll tell her that in the hurry you forgot her. and she will believe me! why didn't you go up the hill last night, instead of sneaking off this way?--for you know you didn't forget her. that last smoke--that's right--you and captain and i, and our pipes. i fear she did pass from our minds, but we had many things to talk over in those last hours. i promise you i will go up to-night and explain. tell weston about that fox on gander knob--of course i shall. school starts tomorrow, else i'd be after him myself; but on saturday we'll hie to the mountain, weston and captain and i. you, tim, shall have the skin, a memento of the valley. i'll say good-by to captain again, and i'll keep the guns oiled, and piney carter shall have the rifle whenever he wants it--provided he cleans it every hunting night. and i'll tell old mrs. bolum--but the train is going to start. are you sure you have your ticket, and your check, and your lunch? yes, i'll say good-by to mary for you.--good-by, tim!" and tim went around the bend. viii books! books! eternal, infernal books! the sun was printing over the floor the shadow skeleton of the juniper-tree by the westerly window. that always told me it was one o'clock. and one o'clock meant books again--three long hours of wrangling with dull wits, of fencing with sharper ones; three long hours of a-b-abs, of two-times-twos and three-times-threes; hours of spelling and of parsing, hours of bounding and describing. with it all, woven through it, now swelling, now dying away, now broken by a shrill cry of pain or anger, was the ceaseless buzzing of the school. there was no rest for the eye, even. the walls were white, their glare was baneful, and through the chalk-dust mist the rustling field of young heads suggested anything but peace and repose to one of my calling. that was the field i worked in. i had been with tim. his letter from new york was in my hands, and over and over i had read it, until i knew every twist in the writing. in the reading i had been carried away from myself, and seemed to be beside him in his battle in the world, laying about with him right lustily. then by force of habit i had looked up and had seen the shadow of the juniper-tree. i was back in my prison. and it was books! [illustration: i was back in my prison.] "brace up there, daniel arker, and quit your blubbering!" i cried. daniel was a snuffler. whenever i had a companion in the schoolhouse at the noon recess, it was generally this lad, and when he was there he was nursing a wound and snuffling. if there was any trouble to be got into, if there was a flying ball to come in contact with, ice to break through or a limb to snap, daniel never failed to be on hand. then he would burst rudely into my solitude and while i sopped cold water over his injured members, he would blubber. when i turned from him to my own corner by the window, the blubber would die away into a snuffle, and there he would sit, his head buried in his hands, snuffling and snuffling until books. now i spoke sharply to the boy. he raised his head and fixed one red eye on me, for the other was hidden by his hand. "i guesst you was never hit on the eye by a ball, was ye?" he stuttered. "i guess i have been," was my reply. "i was a good round-town player, and you never saw me crying like that, either." "i was playin' sock-ball," snuffled the boy, and a solitary tear rolled down his snub nose. he flicked it away with his right hand, and this act disclosed to me a great bluish swelling, from under which a bit of eye was twinkling mournfully at me. the boy was hurt; my heart went out to him, for the memory of my own sock-ball and tickley-bender days came back to me. "come, come," i said more kindly, laying a hand on the black head. "brace up, daniel, for i must call the others in, and you don't want them to see you crying. dare to be like the great daniel, who wasn't even afraid of the wild beasts." "but dan'el in the lion's den never played sock-ball," whimpered the boy, covering each eye with a chubby fist as he rubbed away the traces of his tears. beware, daniel arker! form not in my mind such a picture as that of the mighty prophet in his robes being "it." over the mantel in our parlor we have a picture of the lion's den, and it is one of the choicest of our family treasures. whence it came, we do not know. even my mother, familiar as she was with the minutest detail of our family history as far back as my grandfather's time, could not tell me that; but we always believed it to be one of the world's great pictures that by some strange chance had come into our possession. how well i remember my keen disappointment on learning that it was not a photograph. it took years to convince tim of that, and we consoled ourselves that at least it had been drawn by one who was there. else how could he have done it so accurately? for the likeness of daniel was splendid. the great prophet of babylon must have looked just like that. he must have sat on a boulder in the middle of the rocky chamber, his eyes fixed on the ceiling, one hand resting languidly on the head of a mighty lion, a sandalled foot using another hoary mane as a footstool. there were lions all around him, and how they loved him! you could see it in their eyes. tip pulsifer once told me that daniel had them charmed, and that he was looking so intently at the ceiling because he was repeating over and over again the mystic words--probably dutch--that his grandfather had taught him. one slip--and i should see the fiery flash return to the eyes of the beasts! one slip--and they would be upon him! to tip i replied that this was preposterous, as babylon lived before there was any dutch, and there being no dutch, how could there be effective charms? daniel was saved by a miracle. but tip is slow-witted. charms were originally called miracles, he said. the miracle was the father of the charm. folks would say there were no charms to-day, yet they would believe in charms that were worked a few thousand years ago, only they called them miracles. it was useless to argue with a thick fellow like tip. i had always preferred to think of daniel stilling the wild beasts by the grandeur of his soul, and the suggestion that i drag him from his throne, king of men and king of beasts, and picture him playing sock-ball, doing a double shuffle with his sandalled feet, tossing his long robe wildly about, now leaping, now dodging, to avoid the flying sphere--it was too much. it angered me. "you should be ashamed of yourself, daniel arker!" i cried. "the idea of a boy that comes of good church folks like yours talking that way about one of the prophets! i'll dally with you no more. the boys shall see you as you are. it's books!" i threw the window open and shouted, "books!" i pounded on the ledge with my ruler and shouted, "books!" for a minute the boys feigned not to see me, and played the harder, trying to drown my cries in their yells to the runners on the bases. but the girls took up my call and came trooping schoolward. the little boys began to break away, and soon the school resounded with the shuffle of feet, the clatter of empty dinner pails, and the banging of desk tops. "it's books, william; hurry," i cried to the last laggard. i knew this boy well. he was the biggest in the school, and to hold his position among his fellows he had to defy me. as long as i watched him, he must lag. the louder i called, the deafer he must seem to be. his post was hemmed around by tradition. it was his by divine right, and it involved on its holder duties sometimes onerous, often dangerous; but for him to abate one iota of his privileges would be a reflection on his predecessors, an injustice to his heirs. it would mean scholastic revolution. he knew that i must yell at him. my position also was hemmed about by tradition. to appear not to fear the biggest boy was one of the chief duties of a successful pedagogue. we understood each other. so i yelled once more and closed the window. the moment my back was turned he ran for the door. "it is," daniel arker was shouting. "it ain't," samuel carter retorted, sticking out his tongue. "boys, be quiet!" i commanded. "he said his eye was swole worse 'an mine oncet," cried daniel. his good eye was blazing, his shoulders were squared back, and his fists were clenched. there was no sign of a snuffle about him now. heaven, but he looked fine! all this time i had wronged daniel. i had only known him as he crawled to me broken and bruised after the conflict. i had never known the odds he had encountered, for when i questioned him he just snuffled. now i saw him before the battle, ready to defend his honor against a lad of more than his years and size, and the wickedest fighter in the school. i believed that had i let him loose there he would have whipped. but one in my position is hemmed in by tradition, so in my private capacity i was patting the boy's head with the same motion that i used in my public capacity to push him into his seat, while with a crutch i made a feint at samuel that sent him scurrying to his place. the biggest boy in the school sauntered in. he carefully upset three dinner pails from the shelves in the rear as he hung up his hat. i reprimanded him most severely, but i finished my lecture before he had replaced the cans. then he shuffled to his place and got out a book as a sign that school might begin. now, i always liked that biggest boy. he knew his position so well. he knew just how far it was proper for him to go, and never once did he overstep those bounds. he held the respect and fear of his juniors without making any open breach with the teacher. but in one way william bellus had been peculiarly favored. his predecessors had to deal with perry thomas, and in spite of his gentle ways and intellectual cast, perry is active and wiry. he is a blacksmith by trade, and is the leading tenor in the methodist choir. this makes a combination that for staying powers has few equals. my biggest boy's predecessor had been utterly broken. even the girls jeered at him until he quit school entirely. but william had another problem. it was the disappointment of his life that perry thomas retired just as he came into power. he had declared at a mass-meeting behind the woodshed that it was a gross injustice on the part of the directors to put a crippled teacher in charge of the school. where now was glory to be gained? they would have a school-ma'am next, like they done up to popolomus, and none but little boys, and girls not yet out of plaits, would be so servile as to suffer such domination. mark hope, the soldier, he honored! mark hope, the veteran, he revered! mark hope, the teacher, he despised; for his crutches made him a safe barricade against which no biggest boy with a spark of honor would dare to hurl himself. there might be in the school boys base enough to charge that he lacked spirit in his attitude of armed neutrality. let those traducers step forward, whether they be two or a dozen. what would follow, the biggest boy did not say; but he had pulled off his coat, and there was none to dispute him. his position was established. thereafter he assumed toward me a calm indifference. he was never openly offensive. he always kept within certain carefully laid bounds of supercilious politeness. at first he was exasperating, and i longed to have him forget himself and overstep those bounds, that i might make up for his disappointment in being cheated out of perry thomas. but he never did. to-day william bellus really opened the school, for not till he had buried his face in his book did the general buzz begin. that buzz was maddening. for three long hours i had to sit there and listen to the children as they droned over and over their lessons. yet this was my life's work. to my care six stars had intrusted her young, and i should be proud of that trust and earnest in its fulfilment. but tim's letter was in my pocket. it was full of the big things of this life. it told of great struggles for great prizes, and the chalk dust choked me when i thought of him, and then turned to myself as i stood there, trying to demonstrate to half a dozen girls and boys that the total sum of a single column of six figures was twenty-four. tim had been promoted and was a full-fledged clerk now. there were many steps ahead for him, but he was going to climb them rung by rung; and what joy there is in drawing one's self up by one's own strength! i was at the top of my ladder--at the very pinnacle of learning in black log. even now i was unfolding to the marvelling eyes of the children of the valley the mysteries of that great science, physical geography. i was explaining to them the trend of the rockies and the himalayas, and of other mountains i should never see; i was telling them why it snowed, and unfolding the phenomena of the aurora borealis. alexander with no more worlds to conquer was a sorry spectacle. we pedagogues who have mastered physical geography are alexanders. but if i was bound to the pinnacle of learning so that i could neither fly nor fall, i could at least watch tim as he struggled higher and higher. and mary was watching with me! that was what made my work that day seem doubly irksome and the hours trebly long; for she was waiting to hear from him, and when the sun seemed to rest on the mill gable i should be free to go to her. so the minutes dragged. it made me angry. ordinarily i speak quietly to the scholars, but now i fairly bellowed at chester holmes, who was reading in such a loud tone that he disturbed me and called me to the real business of the moment. "don't say dooglas!" i cried. "that's the way teacher thomas used to say it," retorted chester, sitting down on the long bench where the fifth reader class was posted. "d-o-u-g--dug--douglas," i snapped. "'douglas round him drew his cloak.' now, ira snarkle, you may read five lines, beginning with the second stanza." ira was very tall for his sixteen years. his clothes had never caught up to him, for his trousers always failed by two inches to grasp his shoe-tops, and his coat had a terrible struggle to touch the top of his trousers. for the shortness of the sleeves he partly compensated with a pair of bright red worsted wristers. when he bent his elbows the sleeves flew up his arms, and these wristers became the most conspicuous thing in his whole attire. ira was holding his book in the correct position now, so i saw a length of bare arms embraced at the wrists by brilliant bands of red. "'my manors, halls, and bowers shall still be open at my soveryne's will,'" chanted the boy. he paused, and to illustrate the imperious humor of the scot, he waved his fingers and a red wrister at me. the gesture unnerved him for a moment, and he had to go thumbing over the page to find his place. he caught it again and chanted on--"'at my sover-sover-yne's will. to each one whom he lists, however unmeet to be the owner's peer.'" again the boy waved the fingers and the red wrister at me. again he paused, gathering himself for the climax. that gesture was abominable, but at such a time i dared not interrupt. "'my castles are my king's alone from turret to foundation stone,'" he cried. the red wrister flashed beneath my eye. ira had even forgotten his book and let it fall to his side. he took a step forward; paused with one knee bent and the other stiff; extended his right arm and shouted, "'the hand of dooglas is his own, and never shall in friendly grasp the hand of sech as marmyyon clasp.'" [illustration: "'at my sover-sover-yne's will.'"] well done, ira! the proud marmion must indeed have trembled until his armor rattled if the scot bellowed at him in that way and shook a red wrister so violently under his very nose. excellent, ira; you put spirit in your reading. one can almost picture you beneath tantallion's towers, drawing your cloak around you and giving cold respect to the stranger guest. but why say "dooglas"? "s-o-u-p spells soup," answered ira loftily to my question. "then d-o-u-g must spell doog." "i tell you it's douglas. 'the hand of douglas is his own,'" i cried. at the mention of the doughty scot i pounded the floor with my crutch and repeated "dug--dug--dug." "but teacher thomas allus said doog," exclaimed chester holmes. "i don't care what teacher thomas said," i retorted. "you must say dug--dug--douglas." "but teacher thomas is the best speaker they is," piped in lulu ann nummler from the end of the bench. "i don't care if teacher thomas can recite better than demosthenes himself," i snapped. "in this school we say douglas." my crutch emphasized this mandate, but i could not see how it was received, for every scholar's face was hidden from me by a book. "now, abraham, six lines." abraham lincoln spiker was two years younger than ira snarkle, but he seemed much taller and correspondingly thinner. in our valley the boys have a fashion of being born long, and getting shorter and fatter as they grow older. abraham's mother in making his clothes had provided against the day when he would weigh two hundred pounds, and consequently his garments hung all around him, giving him an exceedingly dispirited look. his hair relieved this somewhat, for it was white and always stood gaily on end, defying brush and comb. daniel arker, a sturdy black-haired lad, would have done fuller justice to the passage that fell to abraham, for the spiker boy with his gentle lisp never shone in elocution; but our reading class is a lottery, as we go from scholar to scholar down the line. the lot falling to him, abraham pushed himself up from the bench, grasped his book fiercely with both hands, and fixed his eyes intently on the ceiling. "go on," i commanded kindly. "'fierth broke he forth,'" lisped the boy. "louder. put some spirit in it," i cried. "'fierce broke he forth!'" and my crutch beat the floor. "'fierth broke he forth, and durtht thou then to bared----" "to beard," i corrected. "'bared the lion in hith den--the doog-dug-lath----'" abraham stopped and took a long breath. i just gazed at him. "'in hith hall,'" he shouted. "'and h-o-p-hop-e-s-t-hopest thou then unthscathed to go?'" the boy's knees began to bend under him, and he was reaching a long, thin arm out behind hunting for the bench. he was fleeing. i knew it. i warned him. "no--go on--read on." abraham sighed and drew his sleeve across his mouth from the elbow to the tips of his fingers. then he sang: "'noby--thent bride--ofboth--wellno--updraw--bridgegrooms--whatward--erho --lettheportculluthfall!'" young spiker collapsed. "'lord marmion turned; well was his need,'" i cried, "if douglas ever addressed him in that fashion." "now watch me, boys," i added. and with as much fire as i could kindle in so short a time and under conditions so dampening, i thundered the resounding lines: "'no, by st. bride of bothwell, no! up drawbridge, grooms--what, warder, ho!'" "'let the portcullis fall!'" this last command rang from the back of the room. perry thomas stood there smiling. "i couldn't have done it better myself, mark," he said. "it's a splendid piece--that manny-yon--ain't it--grand--noble. i love to say it." "teacher thomas, teacher thomas," came in the shrill voice of chester holmes, "ain't it dooglas?" perry was at my side, smiling benignly on the school. he really seemed to love the scholars; but perry is a pious man, and seeks to follow the letter of the scriptures, and the command is to love our enemies. "doogulus--doogulus," he said. "of course, boys, it's doogulus." the word seemed to taste good, he rolled it over and over so in his mouth. "teacher hope says you ain't such a fine speaker after all," cried lulu ann nummler from the distant end of the bench. she is fifteen and should have known better, but the people of our valley are dreadfully frank sometimes, and this girl spoke in the clear, sharp voice of truth that cut through one. perry turned quick as a flash and eyed me. for a moment all i could do was to thump the floor and cry "order! silence! lulu ann nummler, when you want to speak, you must hold up three fingers." the three fingers shot up at once and waved at me, but i pretended not to see them and turned to my guest. "i said, perry, that you were not quite so great a speaker as demosthenes," i stammered. chester holmes had three fingers up and ira snarkle was waving both hands, but i went calmly on: "they were telling me how beautifully you recited, and i was trying to instil into the piece a little of your spirit. but now that we have you here, i insist on your showing me and the school just how it is done." perry frowned fiercely on lulu ann nummler, and the three fingers disappeared. on me he smiled. "it's a great pleasure to me to be able to recite," he said. "to be able to repeat great po-ems at will, is to have a treasure you can allus carry with you while your voice lasts." all this was to the scholars. "there are three great arts in this world--singin', hand-paintin', and last but not least, speakin'. i try my hand at all of them except hand-paintin', and i wish to impress on all you scholars what a joy it is to oneself and one's friends to have mastered one of these muses. singin' and speakin' are closely allied, startin' from the same source. and hand-painting it allus seemed to me, is really elocution in oils; for a be-yutiful picture is a silent talker. what suggestions it brings to us as we look upon a paintin' of a wreath of flowers, or fruit, or a handsome lady! this art is lastin'. speakin' and singin' is over as soon as they is done. so i have often thought that had i only time i'd hand-paint; but bein' a busy man i've had to content myself with but two of the muses." perry paused a moment to rub his hands and smile. i did not miss this opportunity to break in, for i had no intention of listening to a dissertation on art as well as to a recitation. "now let us have your 'marmion,'" i said. he had forgotten all about "marmion," and came back to the knight with a start and a cough. then he gazed long at the floor. the school buzz died away, and you could hear the ticking of my little clock. perry coughed again and i knew that he was started, so i settled down in my chair and gazed out of the window. "'but doogulus round him drew his cloak,'" perry was buttoning the two top buttons of his prince albert as his voice rang out. "'folded his arms and thus he spoke.'" annagretta holmes is only three years old. they send her to school to keep her warm and out of mischief. she sat on the very front row, right under perry's eye. the poor child didn't understand why teacher thomas should stare so at her, and she let out one long, unending bleat. this gave me a chance to send lulu ann nummler out of the room in charge of the infant, and i rested easier when perry drew his prince albert around him once more and spoke. a grand figure perry would have made in tantallion's towers. i forgot the school, and the village and the valley, as i sat there looking out of the window into the sky. i am in those towers when marmion stops to bid adieu, but in place of the proud scottish noble, perry thomas stands confronting the english warrior. what a pair they make--the knight armed cap-a-pie, at his charger's side, and perry in that close-fitting, shiny coat that has seen so many great occasions in the valley. there is a gracious bigness about the englishman forgetting the cold respect with which he has been treated and offering a mailed hand in farewell. but perry buttons his prince albert, waves his brown derby under the very vizor of the departing guest, rests easily on his right leg, bends the left knee slightly, folds his arms and speaks. "burned marmion's swarthy cheek like fire." little wonder! if perry thomas spoke to me like that i'd cleave his head. but marmion spares proud angus. he beards the doogulus in his hall. he dashes the rowels in his steed, dodges the portcullis, and gallops over the draw. and perry thomas is left standing with folded arms, gazing through the chalk-dust haze into the solemn, wide open eyes of the children of six stars. [illustration: perry thomas stands confronting the english warrior.] ix perry's head was close to mine, over my table. the school was studying louder than ever, and our voices could not have gone beyond the platform; but my friend was cautious. the scholars might well have thought that the whispered conference boded them ill; that the new teacher and the old teacher were hatching some conspiracy against them. it must have looked like it. perry's elbows were on the table, and my elbows were on the table. my chin rested in my hands, but his hands were waving beneath my chin as he unfolded to me the plot he had just discovered against his hopes and his happiness. but the school was good. the second grammar class had been relieved from a recitation by this confab, and somehow perry had a subduing influence. even the biggest boy opened his desk quietly and never once looked up from his geography except for a cautious glance out of the corner of his left eye. "there was a pile of 'em that high, mark," said perry, waving his hands about a foot above the table. "there was some books of po-ems and novels and such. he'd sent them all to her in one batch--all new, mind ye, too--and it pleased her most to death. well, it made me feel flat, i tell you--so flat that when she asked me if i didn't think it was lovely of him, i burst right out and said it was really. what i should 'a' done was kind of pass it off as if it didn't amount to much." "who is the young woman?" i asked. "i ain't mentionin' names," perry replied, "and i ain't givin' the name of the other man; but i have an idee you could guess if you kep' at it." our valley does not bloom with beautiful young women. we always have a few, but those few can be counted on one's fingers. our valley does not number among its men many who can supplement their sentimental attentions with gifts of books. i knew of one. so it did not require much guessing on my part to divine the cause of perry's heart-sickness; but as long as the other persons in his drama were anonymities, he would speak freely, so i relieved him by declaring solemnly that never in the world could i guess. i had always supposed him a lover of all women, a slave of none. perry smiled. "i have kep' a good deal of company," he said. "on account of my fiddlin', and singin', and recitin' i've always had things pretty much my own way. it's opposition that's ruination. that's what shatters a man's heart and takes all his sperrit. as long as the game's between just a man and a girl there's nothin' very serious. one or the other loses, and you can begin a new game somewheres else. but when two men and one girl get a playin' three handed, then it is serious; then it's desperate. a man has to th'ow his whole heart and mind into it, if he'd whip, and he gets so worked up he thinks his whole happiness to the end of time depends on his drivin' the other fellow to drownin' himself in the mill-dam." "in other words, if you had not found another laying piles of books and such gifts at the feet of this fair one, whose name i can never guess, you would have fiddled to her and sung to her and recited to her until she said 'i love you.' then you would have sought new heavens to conquer." "that's about it," said perry, smiling feebly. his face brightened. "you know how it is yourself, mark. mind how you kep' company once with emily holmes and nothin' come of it. she went off to normal school in desperation--you mind that, don't ye?--and she married a school-teacher from snyder county--you mind that, don't ye? now supposin' you and that snyder county chap had been opposin' one another instead of you and emily holmes--i allow her name would have been changed to emily hope long ago, or you'd 'a' drownded yourself." "but i never had any intention of marrying emily holmes," i protested. "i know you didn't," perry replied, thumping the table in triumph. "that's just the pint. if the world was popilated by one man and one woman, they'd be a bachelor and an old maid. if there was two men and one woman, then one of the men would marry the old maid sure." "your meaning is more clear," i said. though perry did not know it, i was meeting the same opposition that so aroused his ire. in part there was truth in what he said, for while opposition does not increase one's love, it surely quickens it. i doubt if i should have been making a journey nightly up the hill if i had not expected to find weston there. of perry i had no fear, and it was not egotism in me to be indifferent to him. he lives so far down the valley. it's a long walk from buzzards glory to six stars, and the road has many chuck-holes. perry is our man-about-the-valley _par excellence_, but he is discreet, so it had chanced we met but once at warden's, and that was on the night when we heard the story of flora martin and the famine in india. he knew me still as a friend, and not regarding him as a rival, i treated him as a companion in arms. to be sure, i could not see where he could be of much assistance; but we had a common aim and a common foe. that made a bond between us. with that common foe disposed of, the bond might snap. till then i was perry's friend. "i agree with you partly," i said. "still, it seems to me a man should love a woman for herself--wholly, entirely for herself, and not because some other fellow has set his heart on her." "you are right there, in part," perry answered. "i have set my heart on a particular young lady, but the fact that another--a lean, cadaverous fellow with red whiskers and no particular looks or brains--is slowly pushing himself between us makes it worse. it aggravates me; it affects my appetite." perry smiled grimly. "it drives away sleep. you know how it 'ud have been if that snyder county teacher had been livin' in six stars when you was keepin' company with emily holmes." "i don't know how it would have been at all," i retorted hotly. "well, s'posin' when you'd walked four miles to set up with her, and thought you had her all to yourself, s'pose this snyder county teacher with red whiskers, and little twinklin' eyes, and new clothes, come strollin' in, and stretched out in a chair like he owned her, and begin tellin' about all the countries he'd seen--about england and rome, injy and africa--and she leaned for'a'd and looked up into his eyes and just listened to him talk, drank it all in like--s'pose all that, and then s'pose----" "i'll suppose anything you like," said i, "except that i am in love with emily holmes and that the snyder county teacher is cutting me out. for example, let us put me in your place. i am enamored of this fair unknown--of course i can't guess her name--and this second man, also unknown--he of the red whiskers, is my rival. let us suppose it that way." "if you insist," perry replied. "well then, you are settin' up with her. you've invited her to be your lady at the next spellin' bee between six stars and turkey walley, and she has said she'll think about it. then you've told her that there is something wrong with you. you don't know what it is, 'ceptin' you feel all peekit like for no special reason; you can't eat no more, and sleep poorly and has sighin' spells. then she kind of peeks at you outen the corner of her eye and smiles. s'posin' just then in comes this man and bows most polite, and tells you he is so delighted to see you, and makes her move from the settee where you are, to a rocker close to him; and leans over her and asks about the health of all the family as if they was his nearest and dearest; inquires about her dog; tells her she looks just like the portrates of his great-grandma. s'posin' she just kind of looks at the floor quiet-like or else up to him--you'll begin to think you ain't there at all, won't you? then you'll concide that you are there but you oughtn't to be, and kind of slide out without your hat and forget your fiddle. i tell you, mark, it's then love becomes a consumin' fire." [illustration: "you'll begin to think you ain't there at all."] perry looked at me appealingly. men hesitate to speak of love--except to women. he had already shown a frankness that was surprising, but then with a certain deftness he had placed me in the position of the sentimental one with a problem to solve. he was seeking for himself a solution of that problem, and was appealing to me to help him. "suppose again," said i, "that going another day to see the girl, i found her poring over a pile of books--all new books--just given her by this same arrogant interloper." perry was silent, but when i paused and looked at him, i saw in his face that i was arguing along the right line. "then the question arises, what shall i do?" perry nodded. "what would you do?" he said. "that's it exact." "i'd meet him at his own game," i answered. "with what?" he asked. "with what?" i repeated. there was the rub! with what? i sat with my head clasped between my hands trying to answer him. "with what?" i repeated, after a long silence. "s'posin' i got her a wreath." perry offered the suggestion, and in his enthusiasm he forgot that in our premise i was the person concerned; but i was not loath to let him take on himself the burden of our perplexity. "is she dead?" i asked. "i needn't get one of that kind," he solemnly replied. "somethin' in autumn leaves ought to be nice." "you might do better." "a hand-paintin', then," he ventured timidly. i smiled on this with more approval. "they have some be-yutiful ones at hopedale," he said with more heart. "the last time i was down i was lookin' at 'em. they've fine gold frames and----" "why send her a picture of a tree when the finest oak in the valley is at her door?" i protested. "why send her a picture of a slate-colored cow when a herd of durhams pastures every day right under her eye?" "that's true," perry answered. "hand-paintin's is meant for city folks. but what can a fellow get? a statue!" his eyes brightened. "that's just the thing--a statue of washington or lincoln or general grant--how's that for an idee, mark?" "excellent, if you are trying to make an impression on her uncle," i answered. perry shook his hands despairingly. "you have come to a poor person at such business, perry," said i. "what little i know of courting i have from books, and it seems to me that the usual thing is flowers--violets--roses." my friend straightened up in his chair and gazed at me very long and hard. from me his eyes wandered to the calendar that hung behind my desk. "november--november," he muttered. "a touch of snow too--and violets and roses." he leaned toward me fiercely. "violets come in may," he said. "this here is a matter of weeks." "i'm serious, perry," said i. "books are the thing, and flowers; not wreaths and statues and paintings. you must send something that carries some sentiment with it." he saw that i was in earnest, and his countenance became brighter. "geraniums," he muttered; thumping the table. "i'll get mrs. arker to let me have one of them window-plants of hers, and i'll put it in a new tomato-can and paint it. how's that for a starter?" "i've never read about men sending geraniums," i replied. "it's odd, but i never have. i suppose the can makes them seem a little unwieldly. still----" "i had thought of forty-graph album." perry spoke timidly again. i had no mind to let him venture any more suggestions. his was too fickle a fancy, and i had settled on an easy solution of the problem. he was to send her a geranium. somehow, i knew deep down in my own heart, ill versed as i was in such things, that i should never send her such a gift myself. i would climb to the top of gander knob for a wild rose or rhododendron; i would stir the leaves from the gap to the river in search of a simple spray of arbutus for her. but step before her with my arms clasping a tin can with a geranium plant r heaven forbid! perry was different. the suggestion pleased him. he was rubbing his hands and smiling in great contentment. "i might send a po-em with it," he said. "i've allus found that poetry kind of catches ahold of a girl when you are away. it keeps you in her mind. it must be sing-song, though, kind of gettin' into her head like quinine. it must keep time with the splashin' of the churn and the howlin' of the wind. i mind when i was keepin' company with rhoda spiker--she afterward married ulysses g. harmon, of hopedale--i sent her a po-em that run somethin' like this: 'i live, i love, my life, my light; long love i thou, sweetheart so bright'----" perry's po-em never got into my brain, for as he repeated the captivating lines, i was gazing over his shoulder, out of the window, down the road to the village. i saw a girl on the store porch, standing by the door a moment as if undecided which way to go. then she turned her head into the november gale and came rapidly up the road. in a minute more she would be passing the school-house door. tim's letter was in my pocket and the sun was still high over the gable of the mill. [illustration: i saw a girl on the store porch.] "rhoda sent me a postal asking me to write her a po-em full of ks or xs or ws, just so as she could get the ls out of her head, and----" "perry!" i broke right into his story and seized the lapel of his waistcoat as though he were my dearest friend. "my girl is going by the school-house door this very minute. now you help me. take the school for the rest of the afternoon." "your girl?" cried perry. his voice broke from the smothered conference tone and the school heard it and tittered. he recovered himself and poked me in the chest. "oh!" he said, "widow spoonholler--i seen you last sunday singin' often the same book--i seen you. hurry, mark, hurry; and luck to you! you've done me most a mighty good turn." x mary sat knitting. beware of a woman who knits. the keenest lawyer in our county is not so clever a cross-examiner as his sister when she sits with her needles and yarn. questions directed at one can be parried. you expect them and dodge. the woman knits and knits, and lulls you half to sleep, and then in a far-away voice asks questions. they come as a boon, a gracious acknowledgment that you exist, and though in her mind your place is secondary to the flying needles and the tangled worsted, still you are there and she is half listening to what you have to say. so you tell her twice as much as is wise. you have no interest for her. her eyes are fixed on her work. she asks you the secret of your life, and then bends farther over, seeming to forget your existence. desperate, you shout it at her, and she looks up and smiles, a wondering, distraught smile; then goes on knitting. there were some things in tim's letter that i did not intend to tell mary. he had written to me in confidence. a man does not mind letting one of his fellows know that he is in love with a woman, but to let a woman know it is different. she will think him a fool, unless she is his inspiration. i knew tim. i knew that he was no fool, and i did not wish her to get such an impression. i loved a pretty woman. so did tim. but mary would not understand it in tim's case. that was why i folded the letter when i had read the first four pages. but mary was knitting. "it is fine to think he is getting along so well," she said. she looked up, but not at me. her face was turned to the window; her eyes were over the valley which was growing gray, for the sun was down. what she saw there i could not tell. a drearier sight is hard to find than our valley when the chill of the november evening is creeping over it as the fire in the west goes out. night covers it, and it sleeps. but the winter twilight raises up its shadows. in the darkness all is hidden. in the half-light there is utter loneliness. i turned from the window to the letter, and mary looked at me for the first time in many minutes. "are you going to read the rest of the letter?" she demanded. "you have heard 'most all of it," i replied evasively. "and the rest?" she said. "is of no interest," i answered. "it's just a few personal, confidential things. perhaps some time i can tell you." "oh," she exclaimed carelessly, and went on knitting, drawing closer to the lamplight. "how long is it since he left?" she asked at last, reaching down to untangle the worsted from the end of the rocker. "six weeks," said i. "it's just six weeks coming to-morrow since tim and i parted at pleasantville. to think he has been promoted already! at that rate he should be head of the firm in a year or two." "mr. weston has been very kind," said she. "of course he has seen that tim had every chance. he is the most thoughtful man i ever knew. he----" weston's excellent qualities were well known to me. i had discovered them long ago, and i did not care to hear mary descant on them at length. he had done much for tim, but it was what tim had done for himself that i was proud of, so i interrupted her rather rudely. "yes, he got tim his place; but you must remember mr. weston has hardly been in new york a day since the boy left. he doesn't bother much about business, so, after all, tim is working his way alone." "yes," said mary. she had missed a stitch somewhere, and it irritated her greatly. that was evident by the way she picked at it. she remedied the trouble somehow, recovered her composure, and went on knitting. "is it eight dollars he is making, did you say?" she asked. "yes, eight," i replied, verifying the figure with a glance at the letter. "a week or a month?" "a week. just think of it--that is more than i got in the army." but mary was not a bit impressed. i remembered that she came from kansas, and in kansas a dollar is not so big as in our valley. "living is so expensive in the city," she said absently. "with eight dollars a week here tim would be a millionaire. but in new york--" a shrug of the shoulder expressed her meaning. "true," said i, a bit ruefully. i had expected her to clasp her hands, to look up at me and listen to my stories of tim's success, and hear my dreams for his future. instead, she went on knitting, never once raising her eyes to me. it exasperated me. in sheer chagrin i took to silence and smoking. but she would not let me rest long this way, though i was slowly lulling myself into a state of semi-coma, of indifference to her and calm disdain. "of course tim has made some friends," she said, glancing up from her work very casually. "of course he has," i snapped. "that's nice," she murmured--knitting, knitting, knitting. i expected her to ask who his friends were, and how he had made them. that was all in the letter. moreover, it was in the part i had not read to her. but she abruptly abandoned this line of inquiry. she did not care. she let me smoke on. suddenly she dropped her work and asked, "is that a footstep on the porch?" "footsteps! no--why, who did you think was coming?" i said. "mr. weston promised to drop in on his way home from hunting--but i guess he'll disappoint me. i hoped it was he." she fell to her task again, only now she began to hum softly, thus shutting me off entirely. for a very long while i endured it, but the time came when action of some kind was called for. we were not married, that i could sit forever smoking while she hummed. even in black log, etiquette requires that a man talk to a woman when in her company; and when the woman ceases to listen, the wise man departs. that was just what i did not want to do, and only one alternative was left me. i got out the letter and held it under the light. "you were asking about tim's friends, mary," said i. "was i?" she returned. "i had forgotten. what did i say?" "you asked if he had made any friends," i replied, as calmly as i could. "i was going to read you what he said." "oh!" she cried. and at last she dropped her knitting, and resting her elbows on her knees, clasping her chin in her hands, she looked up at me from her low chair. "i thought it was forbidden," she said. "tim didn't say anything about not reading it," i answered. "at first, though, it seemed best not to; but you'll understand, mary. of course, we mustn't take him too seriously, but it does sound foolish. poor tim!" "poor tim!" repeated the girl. "he must be in love." "he is," said i. "then don't read it!" she cried. "surely he never intended you to read it to me." "of course he did," i laughed, for at last i had aroused her, and now her infernal knitting was forgotten; she no longer strained her ears for weston's footfalls. her eyes were fixed on me. "poor old tim! well, let's wish him luck, mary. now listen." so i read her the forbidden pages. "'you should see edith parker, mark. she is so different from the girls of black log. her father is head book-keeper in the store, and he has been very good to me. last week he took me home to dinner with him. he has a nice house in brooklyn. his wife is dead, and he has just his daughter. we have no women in black log that compare to her. she is tall and slender and has fair hair and blue eyes.'" "i hate fair-haired women," broke in mary with some asperity. "they are so vain." "i agree with you," said i. "that is invariably the case, and dark hair is so much more beautiful; but we must make allowance for tim. let us see--'fair hair and blue eyes and the sweetest face'--i do believe that brother of mine is out of his head to write such stuff." "he certainly is," said mary, very quietly. "poor tim! but go on." "'we played cards together for a while, till old mr. parker went asleep in his chair, and then edith and i had a chance to talk. you know, mark, i've always been a bit afraid of women, and awkward and ill at ease around them. but edith is different from the girls of black log. we were friends in a minute. you don't know what it is to talk to these girls who have been everywhere, and seen everything, and know everything. they are so much above you, they inspire you. for a girl like that no sacrifice a man can make is too great. to win a girl like that a man must do something and be something. now up in black log----'" "yes, up in black log the women are different," said mary in a quiet voice. "they have to work in black log, and it's the men they work for. if they sat on thrones and talked wisdom and looked beautiful, the kitchen-fires would die out and the children go naked." "tim doesn't say anything disparaging to the people of our valley," i protested. "he says, 'in black log the girls don't understand how to dress. they deck themselves out in gaudy finery. now edith wears the simplest things. you never notice her gown. you only see her figure and her face.'" "do i deck myself out in gaudy finery, mark?" mary's appeal was direct and simple. a shake of the head was my only answer. i wanted to tell her that tim was blind. i wanted to tell her the boy was a fool; that edith, the tall, thin, pale creature, was not to be compared to one woman in our valley; that i know who that woman was; that i loved her. i would have told her this. with a sudden impulse i leaned toward her. as suddenly i fell back. my crutches had clattered to the floor! a battered veteran! a pensioner! a back-woods pedagogue! that i was. that i must be to the end. my place was in the school-house. my place was on the store bench, set away there with a lot of other broken antiquities. that i should ask a woman to link her life with mine, was absurd. a fair ship on a fair sea soon parts company with a derelict--unless it tows it. a score of times i had fought this out, and as often i had found but one course and had set myself to follow it, but there was that in mary's quiet eyes that shook my resolution. there was an appeal there, and trust. "i am glad, anyway, i am not so much above you, mark," she said, now laughing. i gathered up my crutches and the letter. i gathered up my wits again. "there's where i feel like tim, indeed," i said. "i don't think i should like this lofty edith," the girl exclaimed. "what a pompous word it is--edith! tim is ambitious. i suppose he rolls that name over and over in his mind." it seemed that mary was unnecessarily sharp toward a young woman she had never seen and of whom she had as yet heard nothing but good. while for myself i felt a certain resentment at tim for his praise of this girl and the condescending references to my misfortune in never having seen her like, i had for him a certain keen sympathy and hope for his success. i had a certain sympathy for edith, too, for a man in love, if unrestrained in his praise, will make a plain, sensible, motherly girl look like a frivolous fool. perhaps in this case edith was the victim. i suggested this to mary, and she laughed softly. "perhaps so," she said. "but i must admit it irritates me to see our tim lose his head over a stranger. i can only picture her as he does--a superior being, who lives in brooklyn, whose name is edith, and who wears her hair in a small knot on top of her head. can you conceive her smile, mark, if she saw us now--if this fine brooklyn girl with her city ways dropped down here in black log?" "that's all in tim's letter," i cried. "listen. 'she asked all about my home and you. i told her of the place and of all the people, of mary and captain. last night i took over that picture of you in your uniform, and i won't tell you all the nice things she said about you, and----'" "she's a flatterer," cried mary. "i am beginning to love her myself," said i. "but listen to tim. 'she told me she hoped to see black log some day, and to meet the soldier of the valley. i said that i hoped she would, too, but i didn't tell her that a hundred times a day, as i worked over the books in the office, i vowed that soon i'd take her there myself.'" "as mrs. tim," mary added, for i was folding up the letter. "as mrs. tim, evidently," said i. "poor old tim! it's a very bad case." "poor old tim!" said mary. she took up her needles and her work, and fell to knitting. "i suppose they must be very rich--the parkers, i mean." this was offered as a wedge to break the silence, for the needles were going very rapidly now, and the stitches seemed to call for the closest watching. "yes," said mary. i lighted my pipe again. "what a grand man tim will be when he comes back home." i suggested this after a long silence. "he'll look fine in his city clothes, for somehow those city men do dress differently from us country chaps. now just picture tim in a--in a----" mary was humming softly to herself. xi the county paper always comes on thursday. this was thursday. elmer spiker sat behind the stove, in a secluded corner, the light of the lamp on the counter falling over his left shoulder on the leading column of locals. elmer was reading. there was a store rule forbidding him to read aloud, which caused him much hardship, for as he worked his way slowly down the column, his right eye and left ear kept twitching and twitching as though trying to keep time with his lips. josiah nummler's long pole rested on the counter at his side, and his great red hands were spread out to drink in the heat from the glowing bowl of the stove. "it's a-blowin' up most a-mighty, ain't it?" he said, cheerfully. "any news, elmer?" "oh now, go home," grunted mr. spiker, rolling his pipe around so the burning tobacco scattered over his knees. "see what you've done!" he snapped angrily, brushing away the sparks. "i didn't notice you was in the middle of a word, elmer, really i didn't," pleaded old mr. nummler. "i wasn't in the middle of a word," retorted elmer, as he drove his little finger into his pipe in an effort to save some of the tobacco. "i was just beginnin' a new piece. things is gittin' so there ain't a place left in this town for a man to read in peace and comfort. here i am, tryin' to post up on the local doin's, on polytics and religion, and ringin' in my ears all the time is 'lickin' the teacher, lickin' the teacher, lickin' the teacher.' s'pose every man here did lick the teacher in his time--what of it, i says, what of it?" "yes, what of it?" said i, closing the door with a bang. i was plodding home from mary's. she had hummed me out at last, and i had tucked tim's letter in my pocket and hobbled back to the village. the light in the store had drawn me aside and i stopped a moment just to look in. the store is always a fascinating place. there is always something doing there, and i opened the door a crack to hear what was under discussion. catching the same refrain that troubled elmer spiker, i entered. "what of it?" i demanded, facing the company. "i don't believe there is a man here who ever thrashed the teacher." theophilus jones raised himself from the counter on which he was leaning, and waved a lighted candle above his head. "here comes the teacher--make way for the teacher!" josiah nummler pounded the floor with his long pole. "see the conquerin' hero comes," he cried. "a place for him--a place for him!" and with the point of his stick he drove the six men on the bench so close together as to give me an excellent seat. "thrice welcome, noble he-ro, as perry thomas says!" shouted aaron kallaberger, thrusting his hand into his bosom in excellent imitation of the orator. "he's lookin' pretty spry yet, ain't he, boys?" said isaac bolum. he stood before me, leaning over till his hands clasped his knees, and peered into my face, smiling. "the teacher ain't changed a bit." "thank you for the reception," said i. "but explain. what's this all about?" elmer spiker folded the county paper and came around to our side of the stove. there he struck his favorite attitude, which was always made most effective by the endless operation of putting his spectacles in their case--pulling them out--waving them--_ad infinitum_. for in our valley spectacles are the sceptre of the sovereign intellect. "they was talkin' about lickin' the teacher," elmer said, "and sech talkin' i never heard. it was the nonsensicalest yet. the way them boys was tellin' about the teachers they had knowed made me feel for your life when i seen you come in. i thought they'd fall on you like so many wolves." "now see here, elmer spiker," shouted henry holmes, "that's an injestice. i never said i'd licked the teacher when i was a boy. i only said i'd tried it." "you give me to understand that the teacher was dead now," returned elmer severely. "he is," cried henry. "and you claim you done it." "i done it," shouted mr. holmes, pounding the floor with his cane. "i done it! you think i'm a murderer? why, old gilbert spoonholler was ninety-seven year old when he went away. he was only forty when him and me had it out." "that's different," said elmer calmly. "i understood from your original account that he died in battle." "i tho't so too, henery," put in isaac bolum. "you misled me, complete. 'here,' says i, 'at last i have met a man who has licked the teacher.' and all the time you was tellin' about it, we was admirin' you--joe nummler and me--and now we finds gil spoonholler lived fifty-seven year after that terrible struggle." "i can't just fetch my memory back to that particular incident, henery," said josiah, "but my recollection is that gil spoonholler held the school-house agin all comers, and that's sayin' a good deal, for we was tough as hickory when we was young." "the modern boys is soft," aaron kallaberger declared. "they regards the teacher in a friendlier light than they used to. they are weakenin'. the military sperrit's dyin' out. the spectacle is conquerin' the sword." [illustration: aaron kallaberger.] this was too direct a slap at elmer spiker to pass unnoticed; elmer was too old an arguer to use any ponderous weapon in return. he even smiled as he punctuated his sentences with his battered spectacle-case. "you never said a truer word, aaron. it allus was true. it allus will be true. it's just as true to-day as when henery holmes tackled old gilbert spoonholler, as when isaac bolum yander argyed with luke lampson that five times eleven was forty-five; as when you refused to admit to the same kind teacher that harrisburg was the capital of pennsylwany." "and as to-day when william belkis--" theophilus jones was acting strangely. he was bowing politely at me. i was mystified. why at a time like this i should be treated as a subject of so much distinction was a puzzle, and i was about to demand an explanation, when josiah nummler interrupted. "it's true," he said. "teachers ain't changed and the boys ain't changed. i'm eighty year old within a week, and all my life i've heard boys blowin' about how they was goin' to lick the teacher, and i've heard old men tell how they done it years and years before--but i've never seen an eye-witness--what i wants is an eye-witness." "you've been talkin' to elmer spiker," said henry holmes, plaintively. "he's convinced you. he'd convince anybody of anything. he's got me so dad-twisted i can't mind no more whether i went to school even." "you never showed no signs, henery." isaac bolum spoke very quietly. "i guess you otter know it as well as anybody," henry retorted angrily. "your ma was allus askin' me to take care of you, and you was a nuisance, too, you was, isaac. you was allus a-blubberin' and a-swallerin' somethin'. you mind the time you swallered my copper cent, don't you? you mind the fuss your ma made to my ma about it, don't you? why, she formulated regular charges that i 'tempted to pizon you--she did, and----" "don't rake up them old, old sores," said josiah nummler soothingly, "ike'll give you back your copper cent, henery." "all ike's property to-day ain't as val'able to me now as that cent was then," mr. holmes answered solemnly. "it was the val'ablest cent i ever owned. i never expect to have another i'd hate so to see palpitatin' in isaac bolum's th'oat between his adam's apple and his collar-band." "we're gittin' away from the subject," said josiah. "you're draggin' up a personal quarrel between you and isaac bolum, when we was discussin' the great problem that confronts every scholar in his day--that of thrashin' the teacher." "it's a problem no scholar ever solved in the history of this walley, anyway," declared elmer spiker. "it ain't on the records," said kallaberger. "there are le-gends," isaac bolum said. he pointed at henry holmes with his thumb. "sech as his." "yes," said josiah nummler, "we have sech le-gends, comin' mostly from the indians and henery holmes. but there's one i got from my pap when i was a boy, and i allus thought it one of the most be-yutiful fairy stories i ever heard--of course exceptin' them in the bible. it was about six stars school, here, and the boy's name was ernest, and the teacher's leander. it was told to my pap by his pap, so you can see that as a le-gend it was older than them of henery holmes." "it certainly sounds more interestin'," exclaimed isaac bolum. old mr. holmes started to protest, but aaron kallaberger quieted him with an offering of tobacco. by the time his pipe was going, josiah was well into his story. "of all the teachers that ever tot in six stars this here leander was the most fe-rocious. he was six foot two inches tall in his stockin's, and weighed no more than one hundred and thirty pound, stripped, but he was wiry. his arms was like long bands of iron. his legs was like hickory saplin's, and when he wasn't usin' them he allus kept them wound round the chair, so as to unspring 'em at a moment's notice and send himself flyin' at the darin' scholar. his face was white and all hung with hanks of black hair; his eyes was one minute like still intellectual pools and the next like burnin' coals of fire--that was my pap's way of puttin' it. ernest was just his opposite. he was a chunky boy with white hair and pale eyes. he was a nice boy when let alone, but in the whole fifteen years of his life he'd never had no call to bound kansas or tell the capital of californy outside of school hours, so he regarded leander with a fierce and childlike hatred. but ernest had a noble streak in him, too. for himself he would 'a' suffered in silence. it was the constant oppression of the helpless little ones that saddened him. it was maddenin' to have to sit silent every day while tiny girls, no older than ten, was being hounded from one end of the g'ography to the other. he seen small boys, shavers under eight, scratchin' holes in their heads with slate-pencils, tryin' to make out why two and two was four; he seen girls, be-yutiful young girls of his own age, drove almost to distraction by black-boards full of diagrams from the grammar-book. and allus before him, the inspirin' note of the whole systematic system of torturin' the young, was the rod; broodin' over it all, like a black cloud, was leander's repytation, was the memory of the boys as had gone before. for years ernest bore all this. then come a time when he was called to a position of responsibility in the school. one after another, the biggest boys had fallen. a few had gradyeated. others had argyed with the teacher and become as broken reeds, was stedyin' regular and bein' polite like. in them years, whether he wanted it or not, ernest had rose up. his repytation was spotless. his age entitled him to the fifth reader class, but he was still spellin' out words in the third; fractions was only a dream to him, and he couldn't 'a' told you the difference between a noun and a wild carrot. but through it all he'd been so humble and polite that leander looked on him as a kind of half-witted lamb." [illustration: leander.] "this here is the longest fairy story i ever heard tell of," said elmer spiker, "we haven't even had a sign of the prin-cess." "and there is a prin-cess in this here le-gend," returned josiah. "she was a be-yutiful one, too. her name was pinky binn, a dotter of the house of binn, the binns of turkey walley. she had the reddish hair of the binns and the pearl-blue eyes of the rummelsbergers from over the mountains. her ma was a rummelsberger. she wasn't too spare, nor was she too fleshy; she was just rounded right; and when she smiled--ah, boys, when pinky binn smiled at ernest from behind her g'ography his heart went like its spring had broke. yet he never showed it. it would have been ruination for him to let it be known by sign or act that pinky binn was other than the general class of weemen; for is there anything worse than weemen in general? it's the exceptions, allus the exceptions, raises trouble with a man. pinky binn was ernest's exception. but the time of his great trial come, and he was true. he stepped forth in his right light before all the school; he showed himself what he was--the gentle lover, the masterful fighter, the heroic-est scholar six stars school had ever seen." [illustration: "her name was pinky binn, a dotter of the house of binn, the binns of turkey walley."] "he whipped the teacher, i know," cried henry holmes. "i told you, ike--he licked the teacher." "this here is a fairy story, henery," returned isaac reprovingly. "even in a fairy story it 'ud be ridiculous to let a boy of fifteen beat a trained teacher," said josiah nummler. "he didn't quite, and it come this way. leander asked pinky binn if he had eleven apples and multiplied them by five how many was they left. she says sixty-five. 'figure it out agin,' he says, wery stern. so she works her fingers and her lips a-while, like she was deef and dumb. 'five-timsone is five,' she says, 'and five-timsone agin is five and one to carry is six--sixty-five,' she says. 'well, i'll be scotch-irished,' says leander gittin' wery angry. 'sech obtusety' (leander allus used fancy words) 'is worthy of ernest yander.' he pinted his long finger at ernest and says, 'how much is five times eleven apples? ernest gits up and faces the teacher, wery ca'am and wery quiet. 'sixty-five,' says he. 'it's fifty-five,' leander shouts. then says ernest, wery cool, 'pinky binn says it's sixty-five, and pinky binn ain't no storyteller, and you hadn't otter call her one.' that takes all the talk out of the teacher. he just sets there wrappin' his legs round the chair and glarin'. ernest's voice rings clear above the school now, like the declaration of independence. 'in turkey walley, teacher,' he says, 'five times eleven apples is sixty-five. they raises bigger apples there.' "leander's legs unsprung. he ketched ernest by the hair and lifted him to the platform. boys, you otter 'a' seen it. it was david and goliath all over agin, only fightin' fair. havin' leander holdin' his hair give the boy an advantage--it was two hands agin one. leander had but the one to operate his stick with, while ernest was drivin' both fists right into the darkness in front of him. the stick was making no impression, and some of the small boys that didn't know no better begin to cheer. boys, you otter 'a' been there. you'd have enjoyed it, henery. leander seen what he needed was tactics, and his regular tactics was to hold the scholar at arm's length by the hair. he tried it and it didn't work. ernest was usin' tactics too. he wasn't wastin' strength and beatin' his arms around. he just smiled. that smile aroused the teacher in leander agin. he couldn't stand it. he had never had a boy do that before; he forgot himself and sailed in. boys, that was fightin' then. you'd have enjoyed it, henery. still, i guess it couldn't have been much to watch, for there was nothin' to see but dust--a rollin', roarin' cloud of it, backward and forward over the platform. i don't know just what happened. pap couldn't tell. leander couldn't 'a' told you. ernest couldn't 'a' told you. there was war--real war, and after it come peace." "ernest whipped, i know," cried henry holmes. "the teacher was licked--good--good!" shouted isaac bolum. "no, boys," said josiah solemnly, "that couldn't have been. even in fairy stories sech things couldn't happen. but when the dust cleared away, leander's body lay along the floor, and towerin' over him, one foot on his boosom, stood the darin' scholar. i guess the teacher had been took ill." "mebbe it was appleplexy," suggested elmer spiker. "mebbe it was," said josiah. "it must have been somethin' like that; but whatever it was, there stood the boy. 'you is free,' he says, addressin' the scholars. and the children broke from the seats and started for'a'd to worship him. and pinky binn was almost on her knees at his feet, when a strange thing happened. "there was music. it come soft first, and hushed the school, and froze the scholars like statutes. louder it come and louder--a heavenly choir--the melodium, the cordine, and the fiddle. then a great white light flooded the school-room. it blinded the boys, and it blinded the girls. the music played softer and softer--the melodium, the cordine, and the fiddle--and with it, keepin' time with it, the light come softer, too; so lookin' up the scholars seen there in the celestial glow, a solemn company gethered round the boy--the he-roes of old--hercules and general grant, joshuay and washington--all the mighty fighters of history. just one glimpse the scholars had, for the music struck up louder, and the light glowed brighter and brighter till it blinded them. softer and softer the music come--the melodium, the cordine, and the fiddle. it sounded like marchin', they said, and they heard the tramp, tramp, tramp of the sperrit soldiers. then there was quiet--only the roarin' of the stove and the snuffin' of the little ones. and when they looked up leander was alone--settin' there on the platform, kind of rubbin' his eyes--alone." there was silence in the store. josiah nummler's pipe was going full blast, and while the white cloud hid him from the others, i could see a gentle smile on his fat face. "mighty son's!" cried henry holmes, "that there's unpossible." josiah planted his pole on the floor and lifted himself to his feet. "it's only a fairy story, henery," he said. "what does it illustrate?" cried aaron kallaberger. "nothin', i says. we was talkin' about mark and william bellus, and you switches off on leander and ernest. to a certain pint your story agrees with what my boy told me of the doin's in the school this afternoon." "what doing's?" i exclaimed. this talk puzzled me, and i was determined to get to the bottom of the mystery. "why, wasn't you there?" cried isaac bolum. "wasn't it you and william?" "no," i fairly shouted. "perry thomas had the school." josiah nummler's pole clattered to the floor, and he sank into a chair. "i see--i see," he gasped. "poor william!" "i see--i see," said i. "poor william!" for william had felt the hand of "doogulus!" [illustration: william had felt the hand of "doogulus."] xii it was young colonel's first day of life. he had been born six months before, but for him that had been simply the beginning of existence. now he was to live. he was to go with captain, and with betsy his mother, with arnold arker's mike and major, the best of his breed, to learn to take the trail and follow it, singing as he ran. it was young colonel's first day of life. he was out in the great dog world, and about him were the mighty hunters of the valley. arnold arker was there with his father's rifle, once a flint-lock, always a piece of marvellous accuracy, and a hero as guns go, and the old man patted the puppy and pulled his silky ears. tip pulsifer approved of him. tip shut one eye and gazed at him long and earnestly; he ran his bony fingers down the slender back to the very end of the agitated tail. one by one he took the heavy paws in his hands and stroked them. then tip smiled. murphy kallaberger smiled too, and declared that the young un took after his pa; clarifying this explanation he pointed his fat thumb over his shoulder to old captain, beating around the underbrush. it was young colonel's first day of life. and what a day to live, i thought, as i stroked his head and wished him luck! he could not get it into his puppy brain that i was to wait there while the others went racing down the slope into the wooded basin below, so he lingered, to sit before me on his haunches, his head cocked to one side, eyeing me inquisitively. there was a tang in the air. the wind was sweeping along the ridge-top and the woods were shivering. all about us rattled nature's bones, in the stirring leaves, in the falling pig-nuts, in the crash of the belated birds through the leafless branches. the sun was over us, and as i looked up to drink with my eyes of the warm light, i was taking a draught of god's best wine from off yonder in the north, of the wine that quickens the blood and drives away the brain-clouds. a day of days this was to race over the ridges while the music of the hounds rang through them; a day of days to dash from thicket to thicket, over the hills and through the hollows, leaping logs and vaulting fences, with every sense keyed to the highest; for the fox is a clever general. so young colonel was puzzled, for there i was on a log, at the crest of the ridge, with my crutches at one side and my gun at the other, when i should be away after old captain, the real leader of the sport, after arnold and tip and betsy. this was the best i could do, to sit here and listen and hope--listen as the chase went swinging along the ridges; hope that a kind fate and an unwise reynard would bring them where i could add the bark of my rifle to the song of the hounds. you can't explain everything to a dog. with a puppy it is still harder. so colonel was restless. he looked anxiously down the hill; then he lifted those soft, slantwise eyes to mine very wistfully. "go, colonel," i commanded, pointing to the hollow. instead, he came to me and lifted to my knee one of those ponderous feet of his, and tried to pull me from my log. "aren't you coming?" he seemed to say. "no, old chap," i answered, pulling the long ears gently till he smiled. "i prefer it here where i can look over the valley, and from here i can see where mary lives--down yonder on the hillside; that's the house by the clump of oaks, where the smoke is curling up so thick." the slantwise eyes became grave, and the long tail paused. the second ponderous paw came crashing on my knee. "aren't you coming?" young colonel seemed to say. [illustration: "aren't you coming?" young colonel seemed to say.] i was flattering myself that the puppy was choosing my company to the hunt, for i always value the approval of a dog. now i found myself hoping that with a little coddling the young hound would forget the great doings down in the hollow and would stay with me on the ridge-top. but i should have known better. there is an end even to a dog's patience. the place for the strong-limbed is in the thick of the chase. you can't interest a puppy in scenery when his fellows are running a fox. "look, colonel," said i, pointing over the valley, "yonder's where mary lives, and i suspect that at this very minute she is looking out of the window to this very spot, and----" the call of a hound floated up from the hollow. old captain was on a trail. with a shrill cry young colonel answered. this was no time to loaf with a crippled soldier. with a long-drawn yelp, a childish imitation of his father's bay, he was off through the bushes. young colonel was living. and i was left alone on my log. but this was my first day of life, too. some twenty-four years before i had been born, but those years were simply existence. now i was living. i had a secret. i had hinted at it to young colonel. had he stayed, i would have told him more, but like a fool he had gone jabbering off through the bushes, cutting a ludicrous figure, too, i thought, for his body had not yet grown up to his feet and ears, and he carried them off a bit clumsily. had he stayed i might have told him all, and there never was a bit of news quite so important as that the foolish puppy missed; never a story so romantic as that he might have heard; never in the valley's history an event of such interest. he had scorned it. now he was with the dog mob down there in the gulch. i could hear them giving tongue, and i knew they were on an old trail. soon they would be in full cry, but i did not care. it was fine to be in full cry, of course, but from my post on the ridge-top, i could at least keep in sight of the house by the clump of oaks on the hillside. last week i should have moped and fumed here, and cursed my luck in being bound to a log on a day like this. now i turned my face to the sunlight and drank in the keen air. now i whistled as merry a tune as i knew. "you seem to take well with solitude," came a voice behind me. looking about, i saw robert weston fighting his way through the thicket. "i take better to company," i said. "why have you deserted the others?" weston sat down at my side with his gun across his knees. "arnold arker says there is a fox in that hollow," he answered. "you can hear the dogs now, and he thinks if they start him, this is as good a place as any, as he is likely to run over on buzzard ridge, and double back this way, or he'll give us a sight of him as he breaks from the gully. then as we went away, i looked back and saw you sitting here and i envied you, for yours is the most comfortable post in all the ridges." "when you could be somewhere else, yes," said i. "having to sit here, i should prefer running closer to the dogs." "as you have to stay here, i'd rather sit with you, and after all what could be better?" weston laughed. "you know, mark, in all the valley you are the man i get along with best." "because i've never tried to find out why you were here." "for that reason i told you," said he. "how simple it was, too. there was no cause for mystery." "it would still be a mystery to elmer spiker, say. he can't conceive a man living in the country by choice." "to elmer spiker--indeed, to most of the folks around here, the city is man's natural environment. it's just bad luck to be country-born." "exactly," said i. weston is a keen fellow. there was a quiet, cynical smile on his face as he sat there beating a tattoo on his leggings with a hickory twig. "look at your brother," he exclaimed after a while. "i always told tim that if he knew what was best he'd stay right here and----" "if you told him that now, he would laugh at you," i interrupted. weston looked surprised. "does he like work?" he exclaimed. "the boy is in love," i answered. weston dropped the hickory twig, and turning, gazed at me. "i knew that," he said. "i knew that long ago." "with edith parker," i hastened to explain. "you know her?" "oh--oh," he muttered. he pulled out a cigar-case and a box of matches and spent a long time getting a light. then with a glance of inquiry, he said, "edith parker?" "why, don't you know her?" i asked. "i know a half a hundred parkers," he replied. "i may know edith parker, but i can't recall her." "this one is your book-keeper's daughter," i said with considerable heat. "indeed," said he calmly. "parker--parker--i thought our book-keeper's name was smyth. yes--i'm quite sure it's smyth." "but tim says it's parker," said i. "tim ought to know." "tim should know," laughed weston. "i guess he does know better than i. a minute ago i would have sworn it was smyth; but to tell the truth, i never gave any attention to such details of business. well, edith is my book-keeper's daughter." "she lives in brooklyn," said i, "and she is very beautiful. every letter i get from tim, the more beautiful she becomes, for in all my life i never heard of a fellow as frank as he is. usually men hide what sentiment they have except from a few women, but his letters make me blush when i read them." "they are so full of gush," said weston, calmly smoking. he seemed very indifferent, and to be more listening to the cries of the dogs working around the hollow than to the affairs of the hope family. "gush is the word for it," i answered. "tim never gives me a line about himself. it's all edith--edith--edith." "and he is engaged to miss smyth?" weston struck his legging a sharp blow with his stick. "confound it!" he cried, "i can't get it out of my head that our book-keeper's name is smyth." "but tim knows, surely," said i. "yes--he must," answered weston. "of course i'm wrong. but this miss parker--are they engaged?" "i can't tell from his last letter," i replied. "it seems that they must be pretty near it--that's what mary says, too." weston started. then he rose to his feet very slowly, and wheeling about looked down on me and smoked. "mary says so too," he repeated. "how in the world does mary know?" "i read her the letter," said i, apologetically. it did seem wrong to read tim's letter that way. from my standpoint it was all right now, but weston did not know that, so he whistled softly to himself. from the hollow came the long-drawn cry of the hound. it was old captain. betsy joined in, then mike; and now the ridges rang with the music of the chase. they were on a fresh trail; they were away over hill and hollow, singing full-throated as they ran. "they've found him," i cried, rising to hear the song of the hounds. weston sat down on the log. "they are making for the other ridge," said i, pointing over the narrow gully. "hark! there's young colonel." but weston went on smoking. "poor tim!" i heard him say. full and strong rang the music of the dogs, as they swung out of the hollow, up the ridge-side. for a moment, in the clearing, i had a glimpse of them, captain leading, with betsy at his haunches, and mike and major nose and nose behind them. far in the rear, but in the chase, was little colonel. a grand puppy, he! all ears and feet. but he runs bravely through the tangled brush. many a stouter dog comes from it with flanks all torn and bloody. i waved my hat wildly, cheering him on. i called to him loudly, in the vain hope he might look back, as though at a time like this a hound would turn from the trail. on he went into the woods--nose to the ground and body low--all feet and ears--and a stout heart! "now we must wait," i said, "and watch, and hope." already they had turned the crest of the hill, and fainter and fainter came the sound of the chase. "mark," weston began, "i hope this affair of tim's turns out all right. what little i can do shall be done, and to-night i'm going to write to the office that they must help him along. he deserves it." "but the poorer men are, the greater their love," i laughed. "with money to marry, tim might think that after all he'd better look around more--take a choice." "but tim is the most serious person that ever was," returned weston. "i have found that out. once he makes up his mind, there is no changing it. he is full of ideas. he actually thinks that a man who is in business is doing something praiseworthy; that a man who has bought and sold merchandise at a profit all his life can fold his hands when he dies and say; 'i have not lived in vain.' he does not know yet that the larger estate a man leaves to his relatives the more useful his life has been. now i suppose he hopes some day to be a tea-king. perhaps he will. i hope so. i don't want the job. but once he has picked out his queen, you can't change him by making marriage a financial impossibility." "well, i'm certainly not protesting against your raising his salary," said i. "you needn't. to tell the truth, it's too late. i wrote to the office about that yesterday." it was of no use to thank weston for anything. i tried to, but he brushed it aside airily and told me to attend to my own affairs and light one of his cigars. when we were smoking together, his mood became more serious, and as he spoke of tim and tim's ambition, and of his interest in the boy, he was carried back to his own earlier life. so for the first time i came to understand his prolonged stay in the valley. like elmer spiker, in my heart weston's conduct puzzled me. when he told me that he had come here simply because he liked the country i believed him that far, but i suspected some deeper reason to keep a man of his stamp dawdling in a remote valley. now it was so simple. the foundation of weston's fortunes had been laid in one small saloon; its bulk had been built on a chain stretching from end to end of the city. its founder had been a coarse, uneducated man, but his success in the liquor trade had been too great to be forgotten, even years after he had abandoned it and built up the great commercial house that bore his name. his ambition for his son had been boundless. he had spared nothing to make him a better man in the world's eye than his father. he had succeeded. but the world had persisted in remembering the parental bar. robert weston had never seen that bar, for he had entered on the scene when there was a chain of them, and his father had brought him up almost in ignorance of their very existence. even at the university he had little reason to be ashamed of them. it was after he had spent years in rounding out his education abroad, and had returned to take his place in those circles which he believed he was entitled to enter, that he found that the world persisted in pointing to the large revenue stamp that seemed to cling to him. a stronger man would have fought against odds like those and won for himself a place that would suffer no denial. but weston was physically a delicate man. by nature he was retiring, rather than aggressive. if those who were his equals would have none of him because of his father's faults, then he would not seek them. equally distasteful were those who equalled him in wealth alone, for by a strange contradiction, the very fact that the rumshop did not jar on their sensibilities, marked them for him as coarse and uncongenial. weston had turned to himself. it is the study of oneself that makes cynics. the study of others makes egotists. then a woman had come. of her weston did not say much, except that she had made him turn from himself for a time to study her. he had become an egotist and so had dared to love her. she had loved him, he thought, for she said so, and promised to become his wife. things were growing brighter. but they met an officious friend. they were in venice at the time, he having joined her there with her family. the officious friend joined the family too, and he held up his hands in horror when he heard of it. didn't the family know? oh, yes, bob was himself a fine fellow; but he was whiskey weston! "of course, no good woman wants to be mrs. whiskey weston," said my friend grimly. "still, i think she did care a bit for me; but it was all up. back i came, and here i am, mark, just kind of stopping to stretch my legs and rest a little and breathe. i came on a wheel, for i had ridden for miles and miles trying to get my mind back on myself the way it used to be." then he smoked. "is that the dogs again?" i said, to break the oppressive silence. weston did not heed me, but pointed down the valley to the house by the clump of oaks. "do you know sometimes i think that mary there, with all her bringing up, would edge away from me if she knew that my father had kept saloons and gambling places and all that." weston spoke carelessly, puffing at his cigar, for he had recovered his easy demeanor. "i think a world of mary, mark. she is beautiful, and good, and honest. sometimes i suspect that i've stayed here just for her. sometimes i think i will not leave till she goes--" weston sprang to his feet. "it's the dogs! hear them!" he cried. i was up too. away down the ridge we heard the bay of the hounds again. "i want to tell you something," i said, pointing to the house by the clump of oaks. "i wish for your sake that there were two marys, weston. but there is only one, and she is good and beautiful, and for some reason--heaven only knows why--she is going to be my wife." weston stepped hack and gazed at me. i did not blame him. he seemed to study me from head to foot, and i knew that he was trying to find some reason why the girl should care for me. it was natural. i had puzzled over the same problem and i had not solved it. now i did not care. "stare on," i cried, laughing. "you can't think it queerer than i do. it's hard for me to convince myself that it is true." "i am glad," he said, taking my hand in a warm grasp. "it isn't strange at all, mark, for mary is a wise woman." "there are the dogs," said i; "they are getting nearer." "they are coming our way at last," he returned quietly. "but what's that to us when you are to be married? i wish you joy and i shall be at the wedding, and it must be soon, too, and tim shall be here." he was speaking very rapidly; his face was pale and his hand trembled in mine. "i'll send for him. tim must have a holiday, and perhaps he'll bring miss--miss smyth." weston laughed. "parker," he corrected. "he'll bring miss parker or mrs. tim." full and strong the bay of the hounds was ringing along the ridges. nearer and nearer they were coming. now i could hear old captain's deep tones, and the shorter, sharper tongue of betsy, mike, and major. the fox was keeping to the ridge-top and in a few moments he would be sweeping by us. i pointed through the woods to a bit of clearing made by a charcoal burner. if he kept his course the fox would cross it, and that meant a clear shot. weston knew the place, and without a word he picked up his gun and hurried through the woods. nearer and nearer came the hounds. the woods were ringing with their music, and the sound of the chase swung to and fro, from ridge to ridge. now i could hear the crashing of the underbrush. weston fired. the report rattled from hill to hill. my own gun sprang to the shoulder, but it was too late. the fox, seeing me, veered down the slope, and swept on to safety or to death, for six more anxious hunters were watching for him somewhere in those woods. the dogs swept by, old captain as ever leading, with betsy at his haunches and mike and major neck and neck behind. i watched for little colonel. a minute passed and he did not come. poor puppy! he had learned that to live was to suffer. somewhere in these woods he must be lying, resting those ponderous paws and licking his bloody flanks. the hollow was alive with the bay of dogs; the ridges were ringing with the echoes of a gunshot; but above them all i heard a plaintive wail over there in the charcoal clearing. i called for weston and i got no answer, only the cry of the little hound. i called again and i got no answer. through the hushes i tore as fast as my crutches would take me, calling as i ran and hearing only the wail of the puppy, till i broke from the cover into the open. on his haunches, his slantwise eyes half closed, his head lifted high in the bright sunlight, sat little colonel, wailing. he heard me call. he saw me. and when i reached him he was licking the white face of whiskey weston. [illustration: sat little colonel, wailing.] xiii hindsight is better than foresight. a foolish saying. by foresight we do god's will. by hindsight we would seek to better his handiwork. things are right as they are, i say, as i sit quietly of an evening smoking my pipe on my porch, watching the mountains in the west bathe in the gold and purple of the descending sun. what might have been, might also have been all wrong. a foolish saying, says tim, for if what might have been should actually be, then we should have the realization of our fondest dreams. and with that realization might come a dreadful awakening from our dreams, say i. you might have become a tea-king, tim, and measure your fortune in millions. i might have turned lawyer instead of soldier; i might have made a great name for myself in congress by long speeches full of dry facts and figures, or short ones puffed up with pompous phrases. the fact that six stars existed might have gone beyond our valley because here you and i were born, and for a time we honored the place with our presence. suppose all that had been, and you the tea-king and i the great lawyer sat here together as we sit now, smoking, could you add one note to the evening peace; would the night-hawk pay us homage by a single added ring as he circles among the clouds; would the bull-frogs in the creek sing louder to our glory; would the bleating of the sheep swing in sweeter to the music of the valley? and look at god's fireplace, i cry, pointing to the west, where the sun is heaping the glowing cloud coals among the mountains. god's fireplace? says tim, with a queer look in his eyes. yes, say i, and the valley is the hearthstone. the mountains are the andirons. over them, piled sky high, the cloud-logs are glowing, and never logs burned like those, all gold and red. night after night i can sit here and warm my heart at that fireside. could you, tea-king, buy for my eyes a picture more wonderful? the fire is dying. the cloud coals grow fainter--now purple; and now in ashes they float away into the chill blue. but they will come again. could your millions, tea-king, buy for me a sweeter music than the valley's heart throb as it rocks itself to sleep? "no," tim answers, "but suppose----" "and could i have better company to watch and listen with?" i exclaim. "for with you a tea-king, tim, and i a lawyer, it would be just the same, would it not?" "that's just what i was trying to get at," says tim. "suppose that day of the fox-hunt you had not carried weston----" i hold up my hand to check him. "were it to happen a hundred times over, i would take him to mary's," i cry. "else he would have died." "you are right, mark," tim says. * * * * * * i took weston to mary's house that day when i found him lying in the charcoal clearing, with little colonel standing over him wailing. tearing open his coat and shirt, i stanched his wound as best i could. then i called the others to me. tip and arnold picked him up and carried him, while murphy kallaberger and i broke a path through the bushes, and aaron ran on to warden's to tell them of the accident and have them prepare for the wounded man. warden's was the nearest house, but that was a mile from the clearing, and in the woods our progress was slow. once free of the ridges and in the open fields the way was easy, and murphy could lend a hand to the others. "he's monstrous light," tip said. "he doesn't seem no more than skin and bones in fancy rags." it is strange how even our clothes go back on us when we are down. weston i had always known as a lanky man, but about his loosely fitting garments there had been an air of careless distinction. now that he was broken, they hung with such an odd perversion as to bring from its hiding-place every sharp angle in the thin frame. the best nine tailors living could not have clothed him better for that little journey, nor lessened a whit the pathos of the thin arms that lay limply across the shoulders of tip and arnold. "he's a livin' skelington," old arker whispered, as i plodded along at his side. "poor devil!" "poor devil!" said i. for looking at the almost lifeless man i thought of my own good fortune. this morning i had envied him. now he had nothing but his wealth, and his hold on that was weakening fast. i had everything--life and health, home and friends--i had mary. as we parted a few minutes before, up there in the woods, i had pitied him. he had seemed so lonely, so bitter in his loneliness, and yet at heart so good. now his eyes half opened as they carried him on, his glance met mine in recognition, and it seemed to me that he smiled faintly. but it was the same bitter smile. "poor devil!" i said to myself. and we carried him into mary's house. she was waiting for us, and without a word led us upstairs to a room where we laid him on a bed. "i stumbled, mark, i stumbled," he whispered, as i leaned over him. "the fox came and i ran for it--then i fell--and then the little hound came, and then----" mary was bathing his forehead, and for the first time he saw her. "i stumbled, mary," he whispered. "i swear it." * * * * * * it was nearly ten o'clock when i left weston's room. the doctor was with him and was preparing to bivouac at the patient's side. he was a young man from the big valley. luther warden had driven to the county town and brought him back to us. the first misgivings i had when i caught sight of his youthful, beardless face were dispelled by the business-like way in which he went about his work. he had been in a volunteer regiment, he told me, as an assistant surgeon, but had never gone past the fever camps, as this was his first case of a gunshot wound. he had made a study of gunshot wounds, and deemed himself fortunate to be in when mr. warden called. truly, said i to myself, one man's death is another man's practice. but it was best that he was so confident, and i found my faith in him growing as he worked. the wound was a bad one, he said, and the ball had narrowly missed the heart, but with care the man would come around all right. the main thing was proper nursing. the young doctor smiled as he spoke, for standing before him in a solemn row were half the women of six stars. mrs. bolum was there with a tumbler of jelly; mrs. tip pulsifer had brought her "paytent gradeated medicent glass," hoping it would be useful; mrs. henry holmes had no idea what was needed, but just grabbed a hot-water bottle as she ran. elmer spiker's better half was there to demand her injured boarder at once; he paid for his room at the tavern; it was but right that he should occupy it and that she should care for him. when she found that she could not have him entirely, she compromised on the promise that she would be allowed to watch over him the whole of the next day. in spite of the jar of jelly, the doctor chose mrs. bolum to help him that night, and when i left them the old woman was sitting in a rocker at the bedside, her eyes watching every movement of the sleeping patient's drawn face. [illustration: the main thing was proper nursing.] outside, the wind was whistling. the steady heating of an oak branch on the porch roof told me it was blowing hard. it sounded cold. mary stood tiptoe to reach my collar and turn it up. then she buttoned me snug around the neck. it was the first time a woman had ever done that for me. how good it was! i absently turned the collar down again and tore my coat open. then i smiled. again she raised herself tiptoe before me, and with a hand on each shoulder, she stood looking from her eyes into mine. "you fraud!" she cried. then i laughed. lord, how i laughed! twenty-four years i had lived, and until now i had never known a real joke, one that made the heart beat quicker, and sent the blood singing through the veins; that made the fingers tingle, the ears burn, and brought tears to the eyes. i don't suppose that other people would have thought this one so amusing. the young doctor upstairs might not have feigned a smile, for instance. that was what made it all the better for me, for it was my own joke and mary's, and in all the world i was the only man who could see the fun of it. "when you turn that collar up again i am going," said i. so she sprang away from me, laughing, and quick as i reached out to seize her, she avoided me. "you know i can't catch you," i cried, taunting her, "so i must wait." as she stood there before me quietly, her hands clasped, her eyes looking up into mine, i saw how fair she was, and i wondered. the picture of weston in the woods, standing off there gazing at me, came back then, and with it a vague feeling of fear and distrust. i saw myself as weston saw me, and i marvelled. "mary," i said, "this morning up there in the woods i told robert weston everything, and he stood off just as you are standing now. it seemed to me he wondered how it could be true, and now i wonder too. maybe it's all a mistake." "it's not a mistake, mark," the girl said, and she came to me again and put a hand on each shoulder and looked up. "if i did not care for you i'd never have given you the promise i did last night. but i do care for you, mark, more than for anyone else in the world. you are big and strong and good--that's why--it's all any woman can ask. you are true, mark--and that's more than most men----" "but, mary, there's tim," i protested, for i did not care to usurp to myself the sum of all the virtues allotted to my sex. "tim?" said she lightly, as though she had never heard of him. "yes, tim," i said shortly. "why did you choose me instead of a lad like tim?" "mark, i care for you more than anyone else in the world," said mary. "but do you love me?" i asked quickly. "i think i do," she said. but reaching up, she turned my collar again and buttoned my coat against the storm. xiv tim was home in three days. his few months of town life had wrought many changes in him, and they were for the better. i was forced to admit that, but i could not help being just a little in awe of him. he was not as heavy as of old, but there was more firmness in his face and figure. perhaps it was his clothes that had given him a strange new grace, for in the old days he was a ponderous, slow-moving fellow. now there was a lightness in his step and quickness in his every motion. had i not known him, i should have seen in the scrupulous part in his hair a suggestion of the foppish. but i knew him, and while i liked him best with his old tousled head, and tanned face, and homely hickory shirt, i felt a certain pride that he had taken so well with the world and was learning the ways of the town as well as those of the field and wood. his gloves did seem foolish, for it was a bitter december day when the blood had best had full swing in the veins, but he held out to me a hand pinched in a few square inches of yellow kid. the grasp was just as warm though, and i forgave that. when he threw aside his silly little overcoat and stood before me, so tall and strong, so clean-cut and faultless, from the part in his hair to the shine on his boot-tips, i cried, "heigh-ho, my fine gentleman!" then he blushed. i suspected that it pleased him vastly. "do you think it an improvement?" he faltered, standing with his back to the fireplace and lifting himself to his full height. before i could reply, the door flew open without the formality of a knock, and old mrs. bolum ran in. when she saw him, she stopped and stared. "well, ain't he tasty!" she cried. [illustration: well, ain't he tasty.] then she courtesied most formally. "how do you do, mr. hope?" she said. "and how is mrs. bolum?" returned tim gravely, advancing toward her with his hand outstretched. the old woman rubbed her own hand on her apron, an honor usually accorded only to the preacher, and held it out. tim seized it, but he brought his other arm around her waist and lifted her from the floor in one mighty embrace. "you'll spoil your sunday clothes," panted mrs. bolum, when she reached the floor again. stepping back, she eyed him critically. "you look handsomer than a drummer," she cried admiringly. "thank you, ma'am," said tim very meekly. "i'm so sorry i left my spectacles at home," she went on. "my eyes ain't as good as they used to be and i can't see you plain as i'd like. mebbe it's my sight as is the trouble, but it seems to me, as i see you now without my glasses, you're just about the prettiest man that ever come to six stars." "lord, ma'am," protested tim. "and how is mr. bolum?" "and such a lovely suit," continued the old woman, cautiously approaching and moving her hand across my brother's chest. "why, tim, you must have on complete store clothes--dear, oh, dear--to think of tim hope gittin' so fine and dressy! now had it 'a' been mark i wouldn't 'a' been so took back, for he allus was uppy and big feelin'. but tim!" mrs. bolum shook her head and held her hands up in astonishment. "and how is mr. bolum?" shouted tim. "never was better, 'ceptin' for his rheumatism and asphmy," was the answer, but the good woman was not to be turned aside that way. "and a cady," she cried, for her eyes had caught tim's hat and the silly yellow overcoat on the chair where i had thrown them. "a cady, too! now just put it on and let me see how you look." tim obeyed. mrs. bolum stepped hack to get a better effect. "it ain't as pretty as your coon-skin," she said critically; "you'd look lovely in that suit with your coon-skin cap--but hold on--don't take it off--i want bolum to see you." she ran from the room and we heard her calling from the porch: "bo-lum--bo-lum--isaac bo-oh-lum." isaac was at the store. it seemed to me that his wife should have known that without much research. the little pile of sticks by the kitchen-door showed that his day's work was done, for when he had split the wood for the morrow it was the old man's custom to put aside all worldly care and start on a tour of the village, which generally ended on the bench at henry holmes's side. it was almost dusk. tim had come on a mission to robert weston. i had sent word to him of the accident, that weston's friends might know, and the first thought of the injured man's partner was to hurry to six stars, but my second despatch, announcing that our friend was well on the road to recovery, led to the change in plans that brought tim to us. mrs. bolum did not succeed in alarming the village before he and i were well up the road, past the school-house and climbing the hill to warden's. tim had a great deal to tell me in that short walk. i had much to tell him, but i was silent and let him chatter on, giving but little attention to what he said, for i was planning a great surprise. the simplest thing would have been to tell him my secret then, but i had pictured something more dramatic. i wanted mary to witness his dumfounding when he heard the news. i wanted her to be there when its full import broke upon him; then the three of us, mary and tim and i, would do a wild jig. what boon companions we should be--we three--to go through life together! and edith? four of us--so much the better! i had never seen this edith, but tim is a wonderful judge of women. so i let him talk, on and on about the city and his life there, until we reached the house. we found that mrs. spiker had secured her rights, and was on duty that day as nurse. the young doctor was there, too, as were mrs. tip pulsifer and a half dozen others, a goodly company to greet us. "hello, mary!" tim cried, breaking through the others, when he caught sight of her, standing at the foot of the stairs with a lighted candle in her hand. "hello, tim!" cried mary. "and where is edith?" "edith?" tim exclaimed, stopping as if to collect the thoughts her sudden taunting question had scattered. "i left her behind this time, but when i come again you shall see her." tim, with arms akimbo, stood there laughing. "we country girls, i understand, cannot compare with her," said mary, tilting her chin. she had started up the stairs, and now paused, looking down on us. and i looked up at her face showing out of the darkness in the half light, and i laughed, wondering what tim thought, wondering if he was blind, or was this edith really bewildering. "did i say that?" cried tim. "then i must have meant it when i said it. to-night i have learned better, mary, but you know i never saw you standing that way before--on the stairs above me--kind of like an angel with a halo----" "indeed!" retorted mary; "but we women of black log deck ourselves out in gaudy finery, mr. tim, i believe. we women of black log do not inspire a man, like your edith." "confound my edith!" tim exclaimed hotly. "why, mary, can't you see i was joking? the idea of comparing edith with you--why, mary----" tim in his protest started to mount the stairs, and there was an earnestness in his tone that made me think it high time he knew our secret, for his own sake and for edith's. it seemed to me unfair of him to desert her so basely in the presence of an enemy. he should have stood by her to the very end, and had he boldly declared that as compared to her mary was a mummy i should have admired him the more; i should have understood; i should have known he was mistaken, but endured it. now i seized him by the coat and pulled him back. "tim," i said solemnly, "i have something to tell you." my brother turned and gave me a startled look. "mary and i have something to tell you," i went on. that should have given him a clew. i had expected that at this point he would embrace me. but he didn't. "i suppose you think i've been a fool about edith?" he muttered ruefully. "no, it isn't that," i laughed. "mary, will you tell him?" but we were in darkness! she had dropped the candle, and down the stairs the stick came clattering. it landed on the floor and went rolling across the room. tim made a dive for it. he groped his way to the corner where its career had ended. then he lighted it again. behind us stood the doctor, and mrs. tip pulsifer, and elmer spiker's much better half. mary was at the head of the stairs. "come, tim," she called. "mr. weston wants to see you." "weston does want to see you very much, tim," the wounded man said smiling, lifting a thin hand from the bed for my brother; "i heard you chattering downstairs, and i thought you were never coming." "it was mary's fault," tim said. "i came back as soon as i could, sir. mr. mills sent me up on the night train--out this afternoon in a livery rig--here afoot just as fast as mark would let me--then mary blocked the way. mark was going to tell me something when she dropped the candle." "why, don't you know--" began weston. but over my brother's shoulders i shook my head sternly at him and he stopped and broke into a laugh. mrs. elmer spiker was standing by him; the young doctor was moving about the room, apparently very busy; mrs. tip pulsifer was peeping in at the door. "didn't you know," said weston, "how i'd shot myself all to pieces, and how there's a live fox in the hollows across the ridge?" "mark told me of it," answered the innocent tim, "and i'm glad to find it is not serious. they were worried at the store. mr. mills was for coming right away, but we got word you were better, and he thought i should run up anyway for a day to see if we could do anything. i'm to go back to-morrow." "it was good of you to come," weston said, "but there is nothing to be done. just tell mills the whole valley is nursing me; tell him that i've one nurse alone who is worth a score." mrs. spiker looked very conscious, but weston smiled at mary. then he quickly added: "tell him that mrs. bolum and mrs. spiker and mrs. pulsifer--" he paused to make sure that none was missed--"and mark here are a hospital corps, taken singly or in a body." "i've told him that already," said tim. "he knows everybody in six stars, i guess, and he says as soon as you get well and come back to the office, he will take a holiday himself, fox hunting." "poor little colonel!" murmured weston. "he'll have a melancholy career. and mary, too, she'll----" "but it was when i told him about mary that he made up his mind to come," tim said. "indeed." the girl spoke very quietly. "and, perhaps, tim, you'll send edith along to help us. we women of black log are so clumsy." "a good idea," said weston. "capital. you must bring miss smyth up, too, tim." "parker," i corrected, "edith parker." "but is it parker?" weston appealed to my brother. "mark tells me she's the book-keeper's daughter. has old smyth gone?" "no," tim stammered, very much confused. "i guess you don't know parker. he's come lately." "that explains it, then," said weston. but he turned and looked away from us, his brow knitted. something seemed to puzzle him, for he was frowning, but by and by the old cynical smile came back. he said suddenly: "tim, i wish you luck. i'm glad anyway it isn't smyth's daughter. that was what i couldn't understand. ever see smyth's daughter? no. well, you needn't bemoan it. i dare say miss parker is all you picture her, and i hope you'll win." "don't you think you'd better rest now?" asked tim, with sudden solicitation. though he addressed himself to weston, his eyes were appealing to the doctor. "i think i had," weston answered, not waiting for the physician to interpose any order. "i get tuckered out pretty easily these days, with this confounded bullet-hole in me--but stay a moment, tim. they've got a letter from me at the office by this time. it may surprise them; it may surprise you, but i wanted you to know i'd fixed it all right for you, my boy. i did it for edith's sake." tim, with face flushed and hands outstretched in protest, arose from his chair and went to the bedside. "but don't you see it's all a joke," he cried. "i can't take it. won't you believe me this time? there isn't any edith!" "i knew that long ago, tim," weston answered quietly. "but there may be some day." he turned his back to us. "please go," he said brusquely. "i want to rest. don't stand over me that way, tim. why, you look like little colonel!" * * * * * * at the school-house door tim halted suddenly. "i'm going back, mark," he whispered, "just for a minute. weston will think i'm a fraud and i want to tell him something. now that the others have left i may have a chance. confound these kind-hearted women that overrun the house! why, a fellow couldn't say a word without a dozen ears to hear it." "i'll go back with you," said i. we had fallen a few steps behind the others, but somehow they divined our purpose and stopped, too. "you needn't," said tim. "i'll only be a minute." "but i've something to tell you--a secret--and mary----" he was gone. "i'll be back in a minute," he called. "go on home." he was lost in the darkness, and i started after him. "ain't you comin'?" cried nanny pulsifer. "i must go back to warden's," i answered. "then we'll go with you," said mrs. spiker firmly. "can't you go on home?" i said testily. "there's no use of your troubling yourself further." "does you think we'll walk by that graveyard alone?" demanded the tavern-keeper's wife. "but there are no ghosts," i argued. [illustration: "but there are no ghosts," i argued.] "we know that," returned mrs. pulsifer. "everybody knows that, but it's never made any difference." "a graveyard is a graveyard even if there is no bodies in it," said mrs. spiker, planting herself behind me so as to cut off further retreat. tim must have caught some echoes of the argument on the spirit world, for down the hill, through the darkness, came his call. "go on home, mark--i'll be back in a minute." i believed him, and i obeyed. xv tim's minute? god keep me from another as long! i had my pipe in my chair by the fire, and knocking the ashes out, i went to the door, and with a hand to my ear listened for his footsteps. tim's minutes are long! another pipe, and the clock on the mantel marked nine. still i smoked on. he had had a long talk with weston, perhaps, and had stopped downstairs for a minute with mary. she had told him all. how astounded the boy must be! why, it would take her a half hour at least to convince him that she spoke the truth when she told him she was to marry his wreck of a brother; then when he believed it, another half hour would hardly be enough for him to welcome her into the family of hope, and to talk over the wonderful fortunes of its sons. doubtless he had felt it incumbent on himself to sing my praises, for he had always been blind to my faults. in this possibility of his tarrying to display my virtues there was some compensation for my sitting alone, with old captain and young colonel, both sleeping, and only my pipe for company. of course, i should really be there with tim, but nanny pulsifer and mrs. spiker had decreed otherwise. who knows how great may be my reward for bringing them safely past the graveyard! the third pipe snuffled out. i opened the door and listened. tim's minutes are long, for the last light in the village is out now. i went to the gate and stood there till i caught the sound of foot-falls. then i whistled softly. there was no reply, but in a moment perry thomas stepped into the light of our window. "good-evening," he said cheerfully. "it's rather chilly to be swinging on the gate." "i was waiting for tim," i answered. perry gave a little dry cackle. "let's go in," he said. "it's too cold out here to discuss these great events." i did not know what he meant, neither did i much care, for perry always treated the most trivial affairs in the most elegant language he knew. but now that he stood there with his back to the fire, warming his hands, he made himself more clear. "well, mark," he said, "i congratulate you most heartily." i divined his meaning. it did not seem odd that he had learned my secret, for i was lost in admiration of his having once weighed an event at its proper value. so i thanked him and returned to my chair and my pipe. "of course it hurts me a bit here," said he, laying his hand on his watch-pocket. "i had hopes at one time myself, but i fear i depended too much on music and elocution. do you know i'm beginnin' to think that a man shouldn't depend so much on art with weemen. i notice them gets along best who doesn't keep their arms entirely occupied with gestures and workin' the fiddle." [illustration: "of course it hurts me a bit here."] perry winked sagely at this and cackled. he rocked violently to and fro on his feet, from heel to toe and toe to heel. "yet it ain't a bit onreasonable," he went on. "the artist thinks he is amusin' others, when, as a matter of fact, he is gettin' about ninety per cent. of the fun himself. we allus enjoys our own singin' best. i see that now. i thought it up as i was comin' down the road and i concided that the next time i seen a likely lookin' mrs. perry thomas, she could do the singin' and the fiddlin' and the elocution, and i'd set by and look on and say, 'ain't it lovely?'" "you bear your disappointments bravely," said i. "not at all," perry responded. "i'm used to 'em. why, i don't know what i'd do if i wasn't disappointed. some day a girl will happen along who won't disappoint me, and then i'll be so set back, i allow i won't have courage to get outen the walley. had i knowd yesterday how as all the courtin' i've done since the first of last june was to come tumblin' down on my head to-night like ceilin' plaster, not a wink of sleep would i 'a' had. now i know it. does i look like i was goin' to jump down the well? no, sir. 'perry,' i says, 'you've had a nice time settin' a-dreamin' of her; you've sung love-songs to her as you followed the plough; you've pictured her at your side as you've strayed th'oo fields of daisies and looked at the moon. now in the natural course of events she's goin' to marry another. when she's gettin' peekit like trying to keep the house goin' and at the same time prevent her seven little ones from steppin' into the cistern or fallin' down the hay-hole, you can make up another pretty pickter with one of the nine hundred million other weemen on this globe as the central figger!'" at the conclusion of this philosophic speech my visitor adjusted his thumbs in his waistcoat pockets, brought himself to rest with a click of his heels and smiled his defiance. "but i congratulate you truly, heartily," he added. "thank you, perry," i answered. "in spite of your trifling way of regarding women, i hope that some day you may find another as good as mary warden." "the same to you, mark," said he. "the same to me?" i cried, with a touch of resentment. "of course," he replied. "i says to myself to-night, 'i hope mark is as fortunate,' i says, when i saw them two a----" "what two?" i exclaimed, lifting myself half out of my chair in my eagerness. "why, tim and her," perry answered. "ain't you heard it yet, mark? am i the first to know?" "tim and her," i cried. "tim and mary?" "yes," said perry. he saw now that he was imparting strange news to me. in my sudden agitation he divined that that news had struck hard home, and that i was not blessed with his own philosophic nature. the smile left his face. he stepped to me, as i sat there in the chair staring vacantly into the fire, and laid a hand on my shoulder. "i thought of course you knowd it," he said gently. "i thought of course you knowd all about it, and when i seen them up there to-night, her a-holdin' to him so lovin', says i to myself, 'how pleased mark will be--he thinks so much of tim and mary.'" tim's minute! i knew now why it was so long. i should have known it long ago. i feared to ask perry what he had seen. i divined it. i had debated with myself too much the strangeness of mary's promise, and often in the last few days there had come over me a vague fear that i was treading in the clouds. she had told me again and again that she cared for me more than for anyone else in the world. but that night when i had asked her if she loved me, she had turned my collar up. i believed that when she spoke then it was what she thought the truth. she had pledged herself to me and i had not demanded more. i had been selfish enough to ask that she link herself to my narrow life, and she had looked at me clear in the eye. "you are strong, mark, and good, and true," she had said, "and in all the world there is none i trust more. i'll love you, too. i promise." on that promise i had built all my hopes and happiness, and it had failed me. it was not strange. i had been a fool, a silly dreamer, and now i had found it out. a soldier? paugh! away back somewhere in the past, i had gone mad at a bugle-call. a hero? for a day. for a day i had puffed myself up with pride at my deeds. and now those deeds were forgotten. i was a veteran, a crippled pensioner, an humble pedagogue, a petty farmer. this was the lot i had asked her to share. she had made her promise, and that promise made and broken was more than i deserved. from a heaven she had smiled down on me, and i had climbed to the clouds, reaching out for her. then her face was turned from me, and down i had come, clattering to common earth, cursing because i had hurt myself. i turned to my pipe and lighted it again. old captain came and rested his head on my knee and looked up at me, as i stroked it slowly. "poor dog," i said. it was such a relief, and perry misunderstood. "has he been hurt?" he asked sympathetically. "yes," i answered, still stroking the old hound's head. "very badly. but he'll be all right in a few days--and we'll go on watching the mountains--and thinking--and chasing foxes--to the end--the end that comes to all poor dogs." "it's curious how attached one gets to a dog," said perry sagely, resuming his rocking from heel to toe and toe to heel. "it is curious," i said, smoking calmly. i even forced a grim smile. now that i could smile, i was prepared to hear what perry had to tell me, for after all i had been drawing conclusions from what might prove to be but inferences of his. but he had been so positive that in my inmost heart i knew the import of all he had to say. "well, perry," i said, "you did give me a surprise. i didn't know it, and, to tell the truth, was taken back a bit, for it hurt me here." i imitated his effective waistcoat-pocket gesture, which caused him much amusement. "i had hopes myself--you know that, and as i neither fiddled nor recited poetry your own conclusions may be wrong." "but tim didn't do nothin'," perry cackled. "he just goes away and lets her pine. when he comes back she falls right into his arms and gazes up into his eyes, and--" perry stopped rocking and looked into the fire. "you know, mark," he said after a pause, "it must be nice not to be disappointed." "it must be very nice," said i, smoking harder than ever. "that's what i said to myself as i looked in the window and seen them." "you looked in the window--you peeped!" i fairly shouted, making a hostile demonstration with a crutch. "why, yes" said perry, looking hurt that i should question his action in the least. "i didn't mean to. comin' from over the ridge i passed warden's and thought i'd stop in and warm up and see how weston was. so i stepped light along the porch, not wantin' to disturb him, and seein' a light in the room, i looked in before i knocked. but i never knocked, for i says to myself, 'i'll hurry down and tell mark; it'll please him.'" [illustration: "and seein' a light in the room, i looked in."] "and you saw tim and mary," said i. "i should say i did," said perry, "till i slipped away. but says i to myself, 'it must be nice not to be disappointed.'" "you said you saw tim and mary," said i, a trifle angrily. "i should say i did," perry answered, chuckling and rocking again on his feet. "the two of 'em, standin' there in the lamplight by the table, him a-lookin' down like he was dyin', her a-lookin' up like she was dyin' and holdin' on to him like he was all there was left for her in the world. it made me swaller, mark, it made me swaller." there was a lump in perry's throat at that moment, and he stopped his rocking and turned to the fire, so his back was toward me. "of course you knocked," said i, after a silence. "of course i didn't," he snapped. "do you suppose i was wanted then? 'no, sir,' i says, 'for them there is only two people in all the world--there's tim and there's mary.'" perry was putting on his overcoat, winding his long comforter about his neck and drawing on his mittens. "to tell the truth," he said, with a forced laugh, "i don't feel as chipper as i usually do under such like circumstances. it seems to me you ain't so chipper as you might be, either, mark." "good-night, perry," i said, smoking very hard. "good-night," he answered. at the door he paused and gazed at me. "say, mark," he said, "them two was just intended for one another--you know it--i see you know it. god picked 'em out for one another. i know it. you know it, too. but it's hard not to be picked yourself--ain't it?" tim's minute! god keep me from such another! * * * * * * it was all so plain now. the fire was dying away. the hands of the clock were crawling off another hour, and still he did not come. but what did i care? all in the world that i loved i had lost--mary and my brother--and tim had taken both. he who had so much had come in his strength and robbed me, left me to sit alone night after night, with my pipe and my dogs and my crutches. had he told me that night when i came back to the valley that he loved the girl in all truth, i should have stood aside and cheered him on in his struggle against her, but i had not measured the depth of his mind nor given him credit for cunning. perry thomas saw it. he had gone away from her and wounded her by his neglect. in the fabrication of the other girl, the beautiful edith, whose charms so outshone all other women, he had hit at the heart of her vanity; and now he had come back so gayly and easily to take from me what i might not have won in a lifetime. losing her, i cared little that what he had done had been in ignorance that i loved her and that she was plighted to me. losing her, i had no thought of blame for the girl, for when she told me that in all the world she cared for none so much as me, she meant it, for she believed that he had passed out of her life. by the fireplace, so close that i could put my hand upon the arm, was the rocking-chair i had placed for her, and many a night had i sat there watching it and smiling, and picturing it as it was to be when she came. there would mary be, sewing beneath the lamplight; there the fire burning, with old captain and young colonel, snuggling along the hearthstone; here i should be with my pipe and my book, unread, in my lap, for we should have many things to talk of, mary and i. we should have tim. as he played the great game, we should be watching his every move. and when he won, how she and i would smile over it and say "i told you so!" when he lost--tim was never to lose, for tim was invincible! tim was a man of brain and brawn. his arm was the strongest in the valley; in all our country there was no face so fine as his; in all the world few men so good and true. now he had come! the chair there was empty. so it would always be. but here i should always be with my pipe and my crutches, and the dogs snuggling by the fire. tim had come! the clock hands were crawling on and on. his minute had better end. i hurled my pipe into the smouldering coals; i tossed a crutch at little colonel, and the dog ran howling from the room. old captain sat up on his haunches, his slantwise eyes wide open with wonder. aye, captain, men are strange creatures. their moods will change with every clock-tick. one moment your master sits smoking and watching the flames--the next he is tearing hatless from the house; and it is cold outside and the wind in the chimney is tumbling down the soot. when the wind sings like that in the chimney, it is sweeping full and sharp down the village street, and across the flats by the graveyard, whither he goes hobbling. little colonel comes cautiously into the room, hugging the wall till he is back at the fireside. with his head between his fore-paws and one eye closed, he watches the tiny tongue of flame licking up the last coal. there are worse lives than a dog's. xvi tim came whistling down the road. he whistled full and clear, and while he was still at the turn of the hill the wind brought me a bit of his rollicking tune as i huddled on the school-house steps, waiting. the world was going well with him. he had all that the wise count good; he was winning what the foolish count better. with head high and swinging arms he came on, the beat of his feet on the hard road keeping time to his gay whistling. tim was winning in the game. while his brother was droning over the reader and the spelling-book with two-score leather-headed children, he was fighting his way upward in the world of commerce. while his brother was wringing a living from a few acres of niggardly soil and a little school, he was on the road to riches; while his brother was wrangling with the worthies of the store over the momentous problems of the day, he was where those problems were being worked out and standing by the men who were solving them. all in this world worth having was tim's, and now even what was his brother's he had taken. to him that hath! from him that hath not! he had all. i had nothing. now as he came swinging on so carelessly, i knew that i had lost even him. never once had there come to my mind the thought of doing my brother any bodily harm. my emotions were too conflicting for me to know just why i had come at all into the night to meet him. now it was against him that the violence of my anger would vent itself. now it was against myself, and i cursed myself for an idle, dreaming fool. then came over me, overwhelming me, a sense of my own utter loneliness, and against it tim stood out so bold and clear-cut and strong; that i felt myself crying out to him not to desert me and let a woman take him from me. i thought of the old days when he and i had been all in all to each other, and i hated the woman who had come between us, who had lured me from him, who had lured him from me. then as against my misery, she stood out so bold and good, so wholly fair, that i cursed tim for taking her from me. i wanted to see him in the full heat of my anger to tell him to his face how he had served me; to stand before him an accuser till he slunk from me and left me alone, as i would be alone from now to the end. so i had quickened my pace, hobbling up the starlit road to the school-house. there i was driven by sheer exhaustion to the shelter of the doorway, and in the narrow refuge i huddled, waiting and listening. the keen wind found me out and seemed to take joy in rushing in on me in biting gusts and then whirling away over the flat. by and by it brought me the rollicking air my brother whistled, and then came the sound of foot-falls. in a moment he would be passing, and i arose, intending to hail him. it was easy enough when i heard only his whistling to picture myself confrating him in anger, but now that in the starlight i could see his dark form coming nearer and nearer; now that he had broken into a snatch of a song we had often sung together, my courage failed me and i slunk farther into my retreat. so tim passed me. he went on toward the village, singing cheerfully for company's sake, and i stood alone, in the shadow of the school-house woods, listening. his song died away. i fancied i heard the beat of his stick on the bridge; then there was silence. i turned. through the pines on the eastward ridge the moon was climbing, and now the white road stretched away before me. it was the road to her house. the light that gleamed at the head of the hill was her light, and many a night in this same spot i had stopped to take a last look at it. it used to wink so softly to me as i waved a hand in good-night. now it seemed to leer. the friendly beacon on the hill had become a wrecker's lantern. a battered hulk of a man, here i was, stranded by the school-house. as the ship on the beach pounds helplessly to and fro, now trying to drive itself farther into its prison, now struggling to break the chains that hold it, so tossed about my love and anger, i turned my face now toward the hill, now toward the village. the same impulse that caused me to draw into the darkness of the doorway instead of facing tim made it impossible for me to follow him home. angry though i was, i wanted no quarrel, yet i feared to meet him lest my temper should burst its bounds. but i had a bitter wind to deal with, too, and if i could not go home, neither could i stand longer in the road, turning in my quandary from the beacon on the hill, where she was, to the light that gleamed in our window in the village, where he was. the school-house gave me shelter. i groped my way to my desk and there sank into my chair, leaned my head on my hands, and closed my eyes. i wanted to shut out all the world. here in the friendly darkness, in the quiet of the night, i could think it all out. i could place myself on trial, and starting at the beginning, retracing my life step by step, i would find again the course my best self had laid down for me to follow. for the moment i had lost that clear way. blinded by my seeming woes, i had been groping for it, and i had searched in vain. but now the dizziness was going, and as i sat there in the darkness, my eyes closed to shut out even the blackness about me, the light came. after a long while i looked up to see the moon high over the pines on the eastward ridge, and its yellow light poured into the room, casting dim shadows over the white walls, and bringing up before me row on row of spectre desks. the chair i sat in, the table on which i leaned were real enough. they were part of my to-day, but that dim-lighted room was the school-house of my boyhood. the fourth of those spectre desks measuring back from the stove, was where tim and i sat day after day together, with heads bowed over open books and eyes aslant. that was not the same tim who had passed me a while before, swaggering and singing in the joy of his conquest; that was not the same tim who had stood before me that very afternoon in all the pomp of well-cut clothes, drawing on his whitened hands a pair of woman's gloves; that was not the same tim who by his artful lies had won what had been denied my stupid, blundering devotion. my tim was a sturdy little fellow whose booted legs scarce touched the floor, whose tousled black head hardly showed above the desk-top. his cheeks would turn crimson at the thought of woman's gloves on those brown hands. his tongue would cleave to his mouth in a woman's presence, let alone his lying to her. that was the real tim--the rare tim. to my eyes he was but a small boy; to my mind he was a mighty man. the first reader that presented such knotty problems to his intellectual side was but part of the impedimenta of his youth, and was no fair measure of his real size. that very day he had fought with me and for me; not because i was in the right, but because i was his brother. a lean, cadaverous boy from along the mountain, a born enemy of the lads of the village, had dared me. i endured his insults until the time came when further forbearance would have been a disgrace, and then i closed with him. in the front of the little circle drawn about us, right outside there in the school-yard, tim stood. as we pitched to and fro, the cadaverous boy and i, tim's shrill cry came to me, and time and again i caught sight of his white face and small clinched hands waving wildly. i believe i should have whipped the cadaverous boy. i had suffered his foul kicks and borne him to the ground; in a second i should have planted him fairly on his back, but his brother, like him a lank, wiry lad and singly more than my match, ran at me. my head swam beneath his blows, and i released my almost vanquished enemy to face the new foe with upraised fists. then tim came. a black head shot between me and my towering assailant. it caught him full in the middle; he doubled like a staple and with a cry of pain toppled into the snow. this gave me a brief respite to compel my fallen enemy to capitulate, and when i turned from him, his brother was still staggering about in drunken fashion, gasping and crying, "foul!" tim did not know what he meant, but was standing alert, with head lowered, ready to charge again at the first sign of renewed attack. he knew neither "fight foul" nor "fight fair"; he knew only a brother in trouble, and he had come to him in his best might. that was the real tim! "i guess me and you can whip most anybody, mark," he said, as he looked up at me from his silly spelling-book that day. "as long as we stick together, tim," i whispered in return. he laughed. of course we would always stand together. that was long ago. life is an everlasting waking up. we leave behind us an endless trail of dreams. the real life is but a waking moment. after all, it was the real tim who had gone singing by as i crouched in the shadow of the school-house. the comrade of my school-days, who had fought for me with eyes closed and with the fury of a child, the companion of the hunt, racing with me over the ridges with captain singing on before us, the brother at the fireside at night, poring over some rare novel--he was only a phantom. between me and the real man there was no bond. he had grown above the valley; i was becoming more and more a part of it, like the lone pine on gander knob, or the piebald horse that drew the stage. his clothes alone had made wider the breach between us. at first i had admired him. i was proud of my brother. but solomon in all his glory was dressed in his best; from dives to lazarus is largely a matter of garments. tim had made himself just a bit better than i, when he donned his well-fitting suit and pulled on his silly gloves. beside him i was a coarse fellow, and to me he was not the old tim. this fine man had come back to the valley to take from me all that made life good. he had struck me over the heart and stunned me and then gone singing by. in mary's eyes he was the better man of the two. to my eyes he was, and i hated him for it. he could go his way and i should go mine, for we must stand alone. in the morning he would go away and leave me with the tim i loved, with the boy who sat with me at yonder desk, who raced with me over the ridges, who read with me at the fireside. the shadows deepened in the school-room, for a curtain of clouds was sweeping across the moon. peering through the window, over the flats, i saw a light gleaming steadily at the head of the village street. it was my light burning in the window, and i knew that tim was there, waiting for me. all the past rose up to tell me that he was still the comrade of my school-days, my companion of the hunt, my brother of the fireside. my head sank to the table and my hands clasped my eyes to shut out the blackness. but the blackness came again. xvii tip pulsifer leaned on my gate. crowning the post at his side was his travelling bandanna, into which he had securely clasped by one great knot all his portable possessions. it was very early in the morning, in that half-dark and half-dawn time, when the muffled crowing begins to sound from the village barns and the dogs crawl forth from their barrels and survey the deserted street and yawn. tip was not usually abroad so early, but in his travelling bandanna and solemn face, as he leaned on his elbows and smoked and smoked, i saw his reason for getting out with the sun. he was taking flight. the annual pulsifer tragedy had occurred; the head of the house had tied together his few goods, and, vowing never to trouble his wife again, had set his face toward the mountain. but on my part i had every reason to believe that tip would show surprise when i hobbled forth from the misty gloom. [illustration: tip pulsifer leaned on my gate.] just a few minutes before i had awakened. i had lifted my head from my desk, half-dazed, and gazed around the school-room. i had rubbed my eyes to drive away the veils that hid my scholars from me. i had pounded the floor with a crutch and cried: "it's books." the silence answered me. i had not been napping in school, nor was i dreaming. the long, miserable night flashed back to me, and i stamped into the misty morning. weary and dishevelled, i was crawling home, purposeless as ever, now vowing i would break with my brother, now quickening my steps that i might sooner wish him all the joy a brother should. a few dogs greeted me and then tip, calmly smoking as though it were my usual time to be about of a morning. "you are going over the mountain, tip?" said i. "yes," he answered, throwing open the gate. "this is the last six stars will see of me. i'm done. the missus was a-yammerin' and a-yammerin' all day yesterday. if it wasn't this, it was that she was yammerin' about. says i, 'i'm done. i'm sorry,' says i, 'but i'm done.' at the first peek of day i starts over the mountain. this is as fur as i've got. you've kep' me waitin'." "me--i've kept you waiting?" i cried. "do you think i'm going over the mountain, too?" "no," said tip, with a grim chuckle. "you ain't married. you've nothin' to run from, 'less you've been yammerin' at yourself; then the mountain won't do you no good. i didn't figure on your company, but tim kep' me." "is tim out at this hour?" i asked. "at this hour?" tip retorted. "you'll have to get up earlier to catch him. he's gone--up and gone--he is." i sat down very abruptly on the door-step. "tim gone?" i said. "gone--and he told me to wait and say good-by to you--to tell you he'd set late last night for you, till he fell asleep. he was sleepin' when i come, mark. i peeped in the window and there he was, in that chair of yours, fast asleep. i rapped on the window and he woke up with a jump. he was off on the early train, he said, and had just time to cover the twelve mile with that three-legged livery horse that brought him out. he was awful put out at not findin' you. he thought you was in bed, but you wasn't, and i told him mebbe you'd gone up to the warden's to lend a hand with weston." for the first time tip eyed me inquisitively. "i was up the road," i said evasively. "but tell me about tim--did he leave no word?" "he left me," said tip, grinning. "he hadn't time to leave nothin' else. we figgered he'd just cover that twelve mile and make the train. that's why i'm here. as we was hitchin' he told me particular to wait till you come; to tell you good-by; to tell you he'd watched all night--waited and waited till he fell asleep." "and overslept in the morning so he had no time to drop me even a line--i understand," said i. "and now, tip, having performed your duty, you are going over the mountain?" "to happy walley," tip cried, lifting the stick he always carried in these nights and pointing away toward thunder knob. "i'm done with black log. i'm goin' where there is peace and quiet." "you lead the life of a hermit?" i suggested. "a what?" tip exclaimed. "you live in a cave in the woods and eat roots and nuts and meditate," i explained. "you think i'm a squirrel," snapped the fugitive. "no, sir, i live with my cousin john shadrack's widder." "ah!" i cried. "it's plain now, tip, you deceiver. so there's the attraction." "the attraction?" tip's brow was furrowed. "mrs. john shadrack," i said. the fugitive broke into a loud guffaw. he leaned over the gate and let his pipe fall on the other side and beat the post violently with his hands. "i allow you've never seen john shadrack's widder," said he. "i'd like to, tip. will you take me with you to happy valley?" the smile left tip's face, and he gazed at me, open-mouthed with astonishment. "you would go over the mountain?" he said, drawling every word. over the mountain there is peace! it is cold and gray there in the early morning, and the hills are bleak and black, but i remember days when from this same spot i've watched the deep, soft blue and green; i've sat here as the hills were glowing in the changing evening lights and our valley grew dark and cold. what a fair country that must be where the sun sets! and we stay here in our dim light, in our dull monotones, when, to the westward, there's a land all capped with clouds of red and gold. there is tip's valley of peace. john shadrack's widow may not be a celestial being, but that is my sunset country. in journeying to it, i shall leave myself behind; in the joy of the road, in the changing landscape and skyscape, in the swing of the buggy and the rattle of the wheels, i shall forget myself and mary and tim for a time, and when i come back it will be with wound unhealed, but the throbbing pain will have passed, and i can face them with eyes clear and speech unfaltering. "i'll go with you to happy valley, tip," i said, rising and turning to the door. "you hitch the gray colt in the buggy and----" "we are goin' to ride," cried tip. he had always made his flights afoot before that, and the prospect of an easy journey caused him to smile. "do you think i'll walk?" i growled. "get the gray colt and i'll give you a lift over the mountain, but i'll bring you back on monday, too." tip shook his head sullenly at this threat. "while you hitch, i'll drop a line to perry thomas to take the school. now hurry." tip shuffled away to the barn, and i went into the house, and, after making a hasty breakfast and getting together a few clothes, sat down at the table, where tim had rested his drowsy head all night. i wrote two notes. one was to perry and was very brief. the other was brief, but it was to mary. when i took up the pen it was to tell her all i knew and felt. when at last i sealed the envelope it was on a single sheet of paper, bearing a few formal words, while the scuttle by the fireplace held all my fine sentiments in the torn slips of paper i had tossed there. i told mary that i knew that she did not care for me and had found herself out. if it was her wish, we would begin again where we were that night when i saw her first, and i would guide myself into the future all alone, half happy anyway in the knowledge that it was best for her and best for tim. was i wrong, a single word would bring me back. i was to be away for three days, and when i returned i should look by the door-sill for her answer. if none was there, it was all i had a right to expect. if one was there--i quit writing then--it seemed so hopeless. * * * * * * tip and i crossed thunder knob at noon. as we turned the crest of the hill and began the descent into the wooded gut, my companion looked back and waved his hand. "good-by to black log," he cried. "it's the last i'll ever see of you." he turned to me and tried to smile, but a deep-set frown took possession of his face, and he hung his head in silence, watching the wheels as we jolted on and on. we wound down the steep way into the gut, following a road that at times seemed to disappear altogether, and leave us to break our way through the underbrush. then it reappeared in a broken corduroy that bridged a bog for a mile, and lifted itself plainly into view again with a stony back where we began to climb the second mountain. the sun was ahead of us when we reached the crest of that long hill. behind us, thunder knob lifted its rocky head, hiding from us the valley of our troubles. before us, miles away, all capped with clouds of gold and red was the sunset country, but still beyond the mountains. the gray colt halted to catch his breath, and with the whip i pointed to the west, glowing with the warm evening fires. "yonder's happy valley, tip," i said, "miles away still. it will take us another day to reach it." "it will take you forever to reach it," was the half-growled retort. "i ain't chasin' sunsets. here's happy walley--my happy walley, right below us, and the smoke you see curlin' up th'oo the trees is from the john shadrack clearin'." a great wall, hardly a mile away, as the crow flies, the third mountain rose, bare and forbidding. below us, a narrow strip of evergreen wound away to the south as far as our eyes could reach, and at wide intervals thin columns of smoke sifting through the trees marked the abodes of the dwellers of tip's elysium. peace must be there, if peace dwells in a land where all that breaks the stillness seems the drifting of the smoke through the pine boughs. the mountain's shadow was over it and deepening fast, warning us to hurry before the road was lost in blackness. but away off there in the west, where a half score of peaks lifted their summits above the nearer ranges, all purple and gold and red, a heap of cloud coals glowed warm and beautiful over the sunset land. my heart yearned for that land, but i had to turn from the contemplation of its distant joys to the cold, gloomy reality below me. the whip fell sharply across the gray colt's back, and he jumped ahead. down the steep slope, over rocks and ruts we clattered, the buggy swinging to and fro, and tip holding fast with both hands, muttering warnings. the gray colt broke into a run. all my strength failed to check him. faster and faster we went, and now tip was swearing. i prayed for a level stretch or a bit of a hill, for the wagon had run away too, and where the wagon and the horse join in a mad flight there must come a sudden ending to their career. the mountain-road offered me no hope. steeper and steeper it was as we dashed on. tip became very quiet. once i glanced from the fleeing horse to him, and i saw that his face was white and set. "get out, tip," i cried. "jump back, over the seat." "not me," said he, grimly. "we come to happy walley together, me and you, and together we'll finish the trip." he lent a hand on the reins, but it was useless, for the wagon and the horse were running away together, and there was nothing to do but to try to guide them. "pull closer to the bank at the bend ahead," tip cried. almost before the warning passed his lips we had shot around the projecting rock, where the road had been cut from the mountain-side. we were near our journey's end then, for at the foot of the embankment that sheered down at our left we heard the swish of a mountain-stream. the horse went down. there was a cry from tip--a sound of splintering wood--something seemed to strike me a brutal blow. then i lay back, careless, fearless, and was rocked to sleep. [illustration: the horse went down.] xviii she sat smoking. had i never heard of her before, had i opened my eyes as i did that day to see her sitting before me, i should have exclaimed, "it's john shadrack's widder!" so, with the crayon portrait, gilt-framed, that hung on the wall behind her, i should have cried, "and that is john shadrack!" this crayon "enlargement" presented john with very black skin and spotless white hair. his head was tilted back in a manner that made the great bushy beard seem to stick right out from the frame, and gave the impression that the old man was choking down a fit of uproarious laughter. i knew, of course, that he had been posed that way to better show his collar and cravat. though tip had described him to me as a rather gloomy, taciturn person, the impression gained in the long contemplation of his picture as i lay helpless on the bed never changed. to me he was the ideal citizen of happy valley, and the acquaintance i formed then and there with his wife served only to endear him to me. she sat smoking. i contemplated her a very long while and she gazed calmly back. a score of times i tried to speak, but something failed me, and when i attempted to wave my hand in greeting to her i could not lift it from the bed. at last strength came. "this is john shadrack's house?" i said. "yes," said she, "and i'm his widder." [illustration: "and i'm his widder."] she came to my side and stood looking down at me very hard. i saw a woman in the indefinable seasons past fifty. in my vague mental condition, the impression of her came slowly. first it was as though i saw three cubes, one above the other, the largest in the middle. then these took on clothing, blue calico with large polka dots, and the topmost one crowned itself with thin wisps of hair, parted in the middle and plastered down at the side. so, little by little, john shadrack's widow grew on me, till i saw her a square little old woman, with a wrinkled, brown face, a perpetual smile and a pipe that snuffled in a homely, comfortable way. i smiled. you couldn't help smiling when mrs. john shadrack looked down at you. "it's been such a treat to have you," she cried. "i've been enjoyin' every minute of your visit." this was puzzling. how long mrs. john shadrack had been entertaining me, or i had been entertaining her, i had not the remotest idea. a very long while ago i had seen a spire of smoke curling through the trees in happy valley, and i had been told that it was from her hearth. then we had gone plunging madly down the hill to it, tip, the gray colt and i. we had turned a sharp bend, we had heard the swish of a mountain-stream. there my memory failed me. i had awakened to find myself helpless on a bed, strangely hard, but, oh, so restful! then she had appeared, sitting there smoking. "you are the first stranger as has been here since the tax collector last month," she said, beginning to clear away the mystery. "i love strangers." "how long have i been here?" i asked. "since last wednesday," she answered. "and this is what?" "the next saturday. i've had you three days. you was a bit wrong here sometimes." she tapped her head solemnly. "but i powwowed." "you powwowed me," i cried with all the spirit i could muster, for such treatment was not to my liking. i never had any faith in charms. "of course," she replied. "does you think i'd let you die? why, when me and tip pulled you out of the creek you was a sight, you was, and you was wrong here." again she tapped her head. "you needn't complain. ain't you gittin' well agin? didn't the powwow do it?" hardly, i thought. i must have recovered in spite of it. but the old woman spoke with pride of her skill, and if she had not saved me by her occult powers, she had at least helped to drag me from the creek. for that i was grateful, so i smiled to show my thanks. "what did you powwow for?" i asked, after a long while. she had seated herself on the edge of the bed and was contemplating me gravely. "everything," she answered. "i never had a case like yours. i never had a patient who was run away with, and kicked on the head, and drownded. so i says to tip, i says, 'i'll do everything. i'll treat for asthmy, erysipelas and pneumony, rheumatism and snake-bite, for the yallers and----'" "hold on," i pleaded. "i haven't had all that." "you mought have had any one of 'em," she said firmly. "you should 'a' seen yourself when we found you down there in the creek. can't you feel that bandage?" she lifted my hand to my head gently. i seemed to have a great turban crowning me. "that's where you was kicked," she went on. "you otter 'a' seen that spot. i used my modern miracle salve there. it's worked wonderful, it has. i was sorry you had no bones broken so i could 'a' tried it for them, too." "i'm satisfied with what i have," said i quietly. "it was pretty lucky i got off as well as i did after a runaway, and the creek and the kick." then, to myself, i added, "and the powwowing and the salve." i tried to lift my head, but could not. at first i thought it was the turban, but a sharp pain told me that there was a spot there that might be well worth seeing. for a long time i lay with my eyes closed, trying not to care, and when i opened them again, john shadrack's widow was still on the edge of the bed, smoking. "feel better now?" she asked calmly. "yes," i answered. "the ache has gone some." "i was powwowin' agin!" she said. "couldn't you hear me saying dutch words? them was the charm." "i guess i was sleeping," i returned a bit irritably. how the store would have smiled could it have seen me there on the bed, in that bare little room in john shadrack's widow's clutches! many a night, around the stove, isaac bolum, and henry holmes and i had had it tooth and nail over the power of the powwow. in the store there was not always an outspoken belief in the efficacy of the charm, but there was an undercurrent of sentiment in favor of the supernatural. against this i had fought. perhaps it was merely for the joy of the argument that so often i had turned a fire of ridicule on the dearest traditions of the valley. time and again, when some credulous one had lifted his voice in honest support of a silly superstition, i had jeered him into a grumbled, shamefaced disavowal. once i sat in the graveyard at midnight, in the full of the moon, just to convince ira spoonholler that his grandfather was keeping close to his proper plot. and here i was, prone and helpless, being powwowed not for one ailment, but for all the diseases known in happy valley. how i blessed tip! when we started he should have told me of the powers of our hostess. i would rather have undergone a hundred runaways than one week with that old woman muttering her dutch over my senseless form. but i liked the good soul. her intentions were so excellent. she was so cheery. even now she was offering me a piece of gingerbread. i ate it ravenously. then i asked, "where is tip?" "he's gone down the walley to my brother-in-law, harmon shadrack's. he's tryin' to borry a me-yule." "a what?" "a me-yule. the colt was dead beside you in the creek. him and me fixed up the buggy agin, and he's gone to borry harmon's me-yule so as you uns can git back to black log." "tip's left black log forever," i said firmly. then john shadrack's widow laughed. she laughed so hard that she blew the ashes out of her pipe, and they showered down over my face, and made me wink and sputter. "there--there," she said solicitously, dusting them away with her hand. "but it tickled me so to hear you say tip wasn't goin' back. why, he's been most crazy since you come. he's afraid his wife'll marry agin before he gits home. i've been tellin' him how nice it was to have you both, and that jest makes him roar. he's never been away so long before." "he thinks maybe nanny will give him up this time?" "exact." the old woman smoked in silence a long while. then she said suddenly, "she must be a lovely woman." "who?" i asked. "tip's wife." "who told you?" i demanded. "tip." this was strange in a fugitive husband, one who had fled across the mountains to escape a perpetual yammering. "tip!" i said. "yes, tip," she answered. "him and me was settin' there in the kitchen last night, and you was sleepin' away in here, and he told me all about black log. it must be a lovely place--black log--so different from happy walley. there's no folks here, that's the trouble. there's harmonses a mile down the walley, and below him there's the spinks a mile, and up the walley across the run there's my brother, joe smith, and his family--but we don't often have strangers here. the tax collector, he was up last month, and then you come. you have been a treat. i ain't enjoyed anything so much for a long time. there's nothin' like company." "even when it can't talk?" i said. "but i could powwow," she answered cheerily. "between fixin' up the buggy, and cookin' and makin' you and tip comfortable and powwowin' you, i ain't had a minute's time to think--it's lovely." "what has tip been doing all this while?" "talkin' about his wife. she _must_ be nice. did you ever hear her sing?" "i should say i had," i answered. the whining strains of "jordan's strand" came wandering out of the past, out of the kitchen, joining with the sizzle of the cooking and the clatter of the pans. "i should say i had," i said again. "she must be a splendid singer," john shadrack's widow exclaimed with much enthusiasm. "tip says she has one of the best tenor voices they is. he says sometimes he can hear her clean from his clearin' down to your barn." "farther," said i. "all the way to the school-house." "indeed! now that's nice. i allow she must be very handsome." "handsome?" said i, a bit incredulous. "why, tip says she's the best-lookin' woman in the walley, and that she's a terrible tasty dresser." "terrible," i muttered. "indeed! now that's nice. and is she spare or fleshy?" "medium," i said. "just right." "that's nice. but what'll she run to? it makes a heap of difference to a woman what she runs to. now i naterally take on." "i should say nanny pulsifer would naturally lose weight," i answered. "that's nice. it's so much better to run to that--it's easier gittin' around. tip says she has a be-yutiful figger. there's nothin' like figger. if there's anythin' i hate to see it's a first-class gingham fittin' a woman like it was hung there to air. but about tip's wife agin--she must have a lovely disposition?" "splendid," i said. "that's what tip says. he told me that oncet in a while when he was kind of low-down she'd git het-up and spited like, but ordinarily, he says, she's jest a-singin' and a-singin' and makin' him comf'table and helpin' the children. and them children! i'm jest longin' to see 'em. they must be lovely." "from what tip says," i interjected. "from what tip says," she went on. "he was tellin' me about earl and alice eliza, and pearl and cevery and the rest of 'em. he says it's jest a pickter to see 'em all in bed together--a perfect pickter." "a perfect picture," said i sleepily. "tip must have a lovely home. why, he tells me they have a sewin'-machine." "lovely," said i. "and a spring-bed." "and a double-heater stove," said she. "and an accordion," said i. "and a washin'-machine," said she. "and two hogs." "and he tells me he's going to git her a melodium." "indeed," said i. "why, i thought he was never going back." "to sech a lovely home?" the old woman held up her hands. "he's goin' jest as soon as he gets that me-yule and you're able." she laid her hand on my forehead. "there," she cried, "it's painin' you again, poor thing--that terrible spot." it was hurting, despite the modern miracle, and i closed my eyes to bear it better. over me, away off, as if from the heavens, i heard a sonorous rumble of mystery words. i felt a hand softly stroking my brow. but i didn't care. it was only dutch, a foolish charm, a heritage of barbarity and ignorance, but i was too weary to protest. it entertained john shadrack's widow, and i was going to sleep. tip was waiting for me to awake. "i've got the mule," he said, when i opened my eyes, "and i thought you was never goin' to quit sleepin'; i thought the widder was joshin' me when she said you was all right; i thought mebbe she had drumpt it, she sees so much in dreams." "what day is this?" i asked. "sunday," tip answered. "i 'low we'll start at daybreak to-morrow, and by sundown we'll be in six stars." "in six stars!" said i. "i thought you'd left six stars forever." "that ain't here nor there," he snapped. "i've got to git you back." "then you won't go to-morrow," said i. "look here--i can just lift my hands to my head--that's all. it'll take a whole week's powwowing to get me to sit up even." "what did i tell you, tip?" cried john shadrack's widow. she handed me a piece of gingerbread just to chew on till she got some breakfast for me, and while i munched it, tip and i argued it out. "nanny'll think i've left her," tip said. "you did, tip," said i. "you ran away forever." "she'll be gittin' married agin," pleaded tip. "serves you right," said i. then, to myself, "not unless the other man's an utter stranger." "she hasn't enough wood chopped to last a week," said tip. "she chopped the last wood-pile herself," said i. "there's cevery," pleaded tip. "cevery never done me no harm, and who'll dandle him?" "the same good soul that dandled him the day you rode over the mountain," i answered. "but it's a good half mile from our house to the spring," tip said, "and who'll carry the water?" "earl and pearl and alice eliza," i replied. "they've always done it; why worry now?" "well, i don't care nohow," tip cried, stamping the floor. "i want to go back to black log." "so do i, tip," i said; "but--there's that bad spot on my head again." "now see what you've done with your argyin', tip pulsifer," cried the old woman, running to me. "poor thing--ain't the miracle workin'?" "i guess it is, but that's an awful bad spot--that's right, widow, powwow it." * * * * * * for ten long days more mrs. tip pulsifer chopped her own wood, cevery went undandled, and earl and pearl and alice eliza carried the water that half mile from the spring. for nine long days more john shadrack's widow entertained the two strangers who had sought a refuge in happy valley, and found it. rare pleasure did john shadrack's widow have from our visit. there seemed no way she could repay us. it did her old heart good to have someone to whom she could recount the manifold virtues of her john--and a wonderful man john was, i judge. had i not come, she might have lost the heaven-given gift of powwowing, for there is no sickness in happy valley--the people die without it. it was a pleasure to have mark settin' around the kitchen; it was elevatin' to hear tip tell of his home and his wife and children; and as for cooking, it was no pleasure to cook for just one. "you must come agin," she cried, on the morning of that ninth day, as she stood in the doorway of her little log-house and waved her apron at us. "it's been a treat to have you." so we went away, tip and i, with harmon shadrack's mule and the battered buggy. our backs were turned to the sunset land. our faces were toward the east and the red glow of the early morning. when we saw thunder knob again, happy valley was far below us, and only the thin spire of smoke drifting through the pines marked the shadrack clearing. i kissed my hand in farewell salute to it. perhaps john's widow saw me--she sees so much in her dreams. "there's no place like black log," said tip, as we turned the crest of thunder knob. "mind how pretty it is--mind the shadders on the ridge yon--and them white barns. mind the big creek--there by the kivered bridge--ain't it gleamin' cheerful? there's no place like our walley." xix it was dark when i reached home. opening the door, i groped my way across the room till i found the lamp and lighted it. then i sat down a minute to think. two weeks is a very short time, but when you have been over the mountains and back, when you have hovered for days close to the banks of the styx, when you have huddled for days close to the shadrack stove, listening to the widow's stories of her john and tip's praise of his wife, then a fortnight seems an age. but everything was as i had left it. even the pen leaned against the inkwell and the scraps of paper littered the floor where i had tossed them that morning, when tip and i started over the mountain. those scraps were part of the letter i did not send to mary. they flashed to me the thought of the one i had sent, and of the answer i never expected. it was foolish to look, but i had told her to slip her note under the door, if she did send it, and i was taking no chances. seizing the lamp, i hobbled to the kitchen, and laughing to myself at the whole absurd proceeding, leaned over and swept the floor with the light. right on the sill it lay, a small white envelope! i did not waste time hobbling back to my chair and the table. i sat right down on the floor with the lamp at my side, and tore open the note and read it. "dear mark. please come to me." that was all she said. it was enough. it was all i wanted in the world. once i had been disappointed, but now there was no mistaking it. upside down, backward and forward i read it, right side up and criss-cross, rubbing my eyes a half a hundred times, but there was her appeal--no question of it. after all, all was well. and when mary calls i must go, even if i have crossed two mountains and am supperless. all the bitterness had gone. all those days of brooding were forgotten, for i could go again up the road, my white road, to the hill, and the light there would burn for me. then tim came! [illustration: then tim came.] i was still sitting on the floor when he came, reading the note over and over, with the lamp beside me. with captain and colonel at his heels he burst in upon me. "well, mark, you scoundrel," he cried, laughing, as he caught me by the arm and lifted me up. "where have you been?" "travelling," i answered grimly. "and you--what are you doing here?" "i came to find you," he said. "do you suppose you can disappear off the face of the earth for two weeks and that i will not be worried? why, i came from new york to hunt you up--just got here this afternoon and was over at bolum's when we saw the light. now give an account of yourself." "it isn't necessary," said i, smiling complacently. i put the lamp on the table and picked up my hat. "i'll be back in a while," i said. "i'm going up to see mary." "to see mary?" tim cried. "yes, to see mary," i answered. then, with a little flourish of triumph, i handed him her note. tim read it. his face became very grave, and he looked from it to me, and then turned and, with an elbow resting on the mantel, stood gazing down into the empty fireplace. "well?" i exclaimed, angered by his mood. "this is two weeks old, mark," he said, handing me the paper. "what of it?" i cried querulously, putting on my hat and moving to the door. my hand was on the knob turning it, when tim said, "mary has left the valley." it did not bother me much when he said that. i was getting so used to being knocked about that a blow or two more made little difference. the knob was not turned though. it shot back with a click, and i leaned against the door, staring at my brother. "and when did she go?" i asked. "and where--back to kansas?" "to new york," tim answered, "and with weston--she has married weston." i was glad the door was there, for that trip over the mountain, with the creek, and the powwowing and all that, had left me still a little wobbly. tim's announcement was not adding to my spirit. long i gazed at his quiet face; and i knew well enough that he was speaking the truth. and, perhaps, after all, the truth was best. it was all over, anyway, and we were just where we started before she came to the valley. i was just where i was before i found that note lying on the door-sill. i had been foolish, sitting there on the floor reading that message of hers that she had belied. but that was only for a minute, and i would never be foolish again. trust me for that. "she has married weston," i said. "well, the little flirt!" tim got down on the hearth and began piling paper and kindling and logs in the fireplace. he started the blaze, and when it was going cheerily he looked up to find me in my old chair by the table, with captain beside me, his head on my knee as i stroked it. "the little flirt!" i said again, bound that he should hear me. he heard. he took his old chair, and resting his elbows on the table, resting his chin in his hands, a favorite attitude of his, he sat there eying me quietly. "the little what, mark?" he said at last. "flirt," i snapped. it was simply a braggart's way. i knew it. tim knew it, too. he seemed to look right through me. i was angry with him, i was jealous of him, because she had cared for him. i knew she had. i knew why she had. tim and i were far apart. but he had made the breach. all the wrong wrought was his, and yet he sat there, calmly eying me, as though he were a righteous judge and i the culprit. "why did you say flirt?" he asked quietly. "she promised to marry me," i said. "yes." "she loved you, tim." "yes--and how did you know it?" "perry thomas saw you that night when you went to stay a minute." the color left tim's face and he leaned back in his chair, away from the light into the shadow, and whistled softly. "you knew it, then," he said, after a long while. "i didn't intend you should, mark. i didn't intend you ever should." "naturally," said i in an icy tone. "naturally," said he. his face came into the light again, and he leaned there on the table, watching me as earnestly as ever. "naturally," he said again. "i was going away, mark, never to bother you nor her. did i know then that you loved her? had you ever told me? was i to blame for that moment when i knew i loved the girl and that she loved me?" "no. i never told you--that's true," i said. "and yet i knew you cared for her, mark. i could see that. i saw it all those nights when you would leave me to go plodding up the hill. that's why i went away." "why did you go away?" i cried. "you went to see the world and make money----" "i went because i loved the girl and you did, too," said tim. and looking into those quiet eyes, i knew that he spoke the truth and i had been blind all this time. "weston knew it," he went on. "he saw it from the first. that's why he helped me." "you are not at all an egotist," i sneered, trying to bear up against him. "entirely so," he said calmly. "i even thought that i might win, mark. but then i had so much and you so little chance, i went away to forget. weston knew that. he knew, too, that there was no edith parker." "and what has edith parker to do with all this?" i asked more gently, for he was breaking down my barriers. "she might have done much for you had i not come back when weston was shot. couldn't you see, mark, how angry mary was with me for forgetting her? but weston knew it. and that night--that minute--i only wanted to explain to mary, and she saw it all, mark, and i saw it all--and we forgot. then she told me of you." "she told you rather late," said i. "but she would have kept her promise. couldn't you forgive her, mark, for that one moment of forgetting? it was just one moment, and i left her then forever. we thought you'd never know." "and thinking that, you came whistling down the road that night," i sneered. "you came whistling like a man mightily pleased with his conquest--or, perhaps you sang so gayly from sheer joy in your own goodness. it seems to me at times like that a man would----" "a man would whistle a bit for courage," tim interrupted. "couldn't he do that, mark? couldn't he go away with his head up and face set, or must he totter along and wail simply because he is doing a fair thing that any man would do?" "why, in heaven's name, couldn't you keep her for yourself?" i cried, pounding the floor with my crutch. then, in my anger i arose and went stamping up and down the room, while tim sat there staring at me blankly. at last i halted by the fireplace and stood there looking down at him very hard. i looked right into his heart and read it. he winced and turned his face from me. i was the righteous judge now and he the culprit. "you left her, tim," i said hotly. "you might have known the girl could never marry me after that minute. you might have known she was not the girl to deceive me--she would have told me; and then, tim, do you think that i would have kept her to her promise? why didn't you come to me and tell me?" "for your sake, mark, i didn't," tim answered, looking up. "and for my sake you left the girl there--you turned your back on her and went away. then in her perplexity she looked to me again, and i had gone. i didn't know. i went away for her sake, and when she sent for me i had forsaken her, too. that's a shabby way to treat a woman. do you wonder she turned to weston?" "no," tim said, "for weston is a man of men, he is--and he cared for her--that's why he stayed in the valley." "i knew that," said i, "for i saw it that day when he went away from me to the charcoal clearing." "then think of the lonely girl up there on the hill, mark," tim said. he joined me at the fireplace, and we stood side by side, as often we had stood in the old days, warming our hands, and watching the crackling flames. "do you blame her? i had gone, vowing never to come back again till she kept her promise to you; you had fled from her--she wrote, and no word came. and weston is a wise man and a kind man, and when she turned to him she found comfort. do you blame her?" "no," i said, half hesitating. "after all, it's better, too," tim went on. "what could you have given her, mark--or i, compared to what his wealth means to a woman like mary?" wealth was not happiness. money was not peace. etches were a delusion. now she had them. that was what weston would give her, and i wished her joy. true, he loved the girl. true, he offered her just what i did, and with it he gave those fleeting joys that wealth brings. she should be happy--just as much so as if she had made herself a fellow-prisoner with me here in the little valley. for what had i to offer her? the love of a crippled veteran; the wealth of a petty farmer; the companionship of a crotchety pedagogue. what joy it would give her ambitious soul as the years went on to watch her husband develop; to see him growing in the learning of the store; to have him ranking first among the worthies of the bench; to greet him as he hobbled home at night after a busy day at nothing! it was better as it was--aye--a thousand times. but there was tim. what a man tim was, and how blind i had been and selfish! he stood before me tall and strong, watching me with his quiet eyes, and as i looked at him i thought of weston, the lanky cynic, with his thin, homely face and loose-jointed, shambling walk. then i wondered at it all. then i said to myself, "is it best?" "what makes you so quiet, mark?" asked tim. "i was wishing, tim," i answered, laying a hand on each of his broad shoulders, "i was wishing you had kept her when you had her." tim laughed. it was his clear, honest laugh. "it is best as it is," he said. "it's best for her and best for us, for she'll be happy. but supposing one of us had won--would it have been the same--the same as it was before she came--the same as it is now?" "no," i answered. "no," he cried. "now for supper--then our pipes--all of us together--you in your chair and i in mine--and captain and colonel--just as it used to be." xx tim has gone back to the city after his first long vacation and here i am alone again. he wants me to be with him and live down there in a brick and mortar gulch where the sun rises from a maze of tall chimneys and sets on oil refineries. i said no. some day i may, but that day is a long way off. in the fall i am to go for a week and we are to have a fine time, tim and i, but captain and colonel will have to be content to hear about it when i get back. surely it will give us much to talk of in the winter nights, when we three sit by the fire again--captain and colonel and i. [illustration: old captain.] tim says it is lonely for me here. lonely? pshaw! i know the ways of the valley, and there is not a lonely spot in it from the bald top of thunder knob to the tall pine on the gander's head. i would have tim stay here with me, but he says no. he wants to win a marble mausoleum. i shall be content to lie beneath a tree. tim is ambitious. just a few nights ago, we sat smoking in the evening, warming our hearts at the great hearth-stone. thunder knob was all aglow, and the cloud coals were piled heaven-high above it, burning gold and red. down in the meadow captain and colonel raced from shock to shock on the trail of a rabbit, and a flock of sheep, barnward bound, came bleating along the road. [illustration: when we three sit by the fire.] tim began to suppose. he was supposing me a great lawyer and himself a great merchant and all that. i lost all patience with him. suppose it all, tim, i said. suppose that you, the great tea-king, and i, the statesman, sat here smoking. would the cloud coals over there on thunder knob blaze up higher in our honor? and the quail, perched on the fence-stake, would she address herself to us or to mr. robert white down in the meadow? would the night-hawk, circling in the clouds, strike one note to our glory? could the bleating of the sheep swing in sweeter to the music of the valley as she is rocked to sleep? transcriber's note the punctuation and spelling from the original text have been faithfully preserved. only obvious typographical errors have been corrected. dedication. to the surviving sufferers of the appalling calamity at johnstown and neighboring villages this work which relates the thrilling story of the great disaster is dedicated. the johnstown horror!!! or valley of death, being a complete and thrilling account of the awful floods and their appalling ruin, containing graphic descriptions of the terrible rush of waters; the great destruction of houses, factories, churches, towns, and thousands of human lives; heartrending scenes of agony, separation of loved ones, panic-stricken multitudes and their frantic efforts to escape a horrible fate. comprising thrilling tales of heroic deeds; narrow escapes from the jaws of death; frightful havoc by fire; dreadful sufferings of survivors; plundering bodies of victims, etc. together with magnificent exhibitions of popular sympathy; quick aid from every city and state; millions of dollars sent for the relief of the stricken sufferers. by james herbert walker, the well known author. fully illustrated with scenes of the great calamity. h.j. smith & co., south sixth st., philadelphia chicago, ill.: nos. - dearborn st. kansas city, mo.: no. east sixth st. oakland, cal. no. telegraph ave. copyrighted, . preface the whole country has been profoundly startled at the terrible calamity which has swept thousands of human beings to instant death at johnstown and neighboring villages. the news came with the suddenness of a lightning bolt falling from the sky. a romantic valley, filled with busy factories, flourishing places of business, multitudes of happy homes and families, has been suddenly transformed into a scene of awful desolation. frightful ravages of flood and fire have produced in one short hour a destruction which surpasses the records of all modern disasters. no calamity in recent times has so appalled the civilized world. what was a peaceful, prosperous valley a little time ago is to-day a huge sepulchre, filled with the shattered ruins of houses, factories, banks, churches, and the ghastly corpses of the dead. this book contains a thrilling description of this awful catastrophe, which has shocked both hemispheres. it depicts with graphic power the terrible scenes of the great disaster, and relates the fearful story with masterly effect. the work treats of the great storm which devastated the country, deluging large sections, sweeping away bridges, swelling rivulets to rivers, prostrating forests, and producing incalculable damage to life and property; of the sudden rise in the conemaugh river and tributary streams, weakening the dam thrown across the fated valley, and endangering the lives of , people; of the heroic efforts of a little band of men to stay the flood and avert the direful calamity; of the swift ride down the valley to warn the inhabitants of their impending fate, and save them from instant death; of the breaking away of the imprisoned waters after all efforts had failed to hold them back; of the rush and roar of the mighty torrent, plunging down the valley with sounds like advancing thunder, reverberating like the booming of cannon among the hills; of the frightful havoc attending the mad flood descending with incredible velocity, and a force which nothing could resist; of the rapid rise of the waters, flooding buildings, driving the terrified inhabitants to the upper stories and roofs in the desperate effort to escape their doom; of hundreds of houses crashing down the surging river, carrying men, women and children beyond the hope of rescue; of a night of horrors, multitudes dying amid the awful terrors of flood and fire, plunged under the wild torrent, buried in mire, or consumed in devouring flames; of helpless creatures rending the air with pitiful screams crying aloud in their agony, imploring help with outstretched hands, and finally sinking with no one to save them. whole families were lost and obliterated, perishing together in a watery tomb, or ground to atoms by floating timbers and wreck; households were suddenly bereft--some of fathers, others of mothers, others of children, neighbors and friends; frantic efforts were made to rescue the victims of the flood, render aid to those who were struggling against death, and mitigate the terrors of the horrible disaster. there were noble acts of heroism, strong men and frail women and children putting their own lives in peril to save those of their loved ones. the terrible scene at johnstown bridge, where thousands were consumed was the greatest funeral pyre known in the history of the world. it was ghastly work--that of recovering the bodies of the dead; dragging them from the mire in which they were imbedded, from the ruins in which they were crushed, or from the burning wreck which was consuming them. hundreds of bodies were mutilated and disfigured beyond the possibility of identifying them, all traces of individual form and features utterly destroyed. there were multitudes of corpses awaiting coffins for their burial, putrefying under the sun, and filling the air with the sickening stench of death. there were ghouls who robbed the bodies of the victims, stripping off their jewels--even cutting off fingers to obtain rings, and plundering pockets of their money. summary vengeance was inflicted upon prowling thieves; some of whom were driven into the merciless waters to perish, while others were shot or hanged by the neck until they were dead. the burial of hundreds of the known and unknown, without minister or obsequies, without friend or mourner, without surviving relatives to take a last look or shed a tear, was one of the appalling spectacles. there was the breathless suspense and anxiety of those who feared the worst, who waited in vain for news of the safety of their friends, and at last were compelled to believe that their loved ones had perished. the terrible shock attending the horrible accounts of the great calamity, was followed by the sudden outburst and exhibition of universal grief and sympathy. despatches from the president, governors of states, and mayors of cities, announced that speedy aid would be furnished. the magnificent charity that came to the rescue with millions of dollars, immense contributions of food and clothing, personal services and heroic efforts, is one impressive part of this graphic story. rich and poor alike gave freely, many persons dividing their last dollar to aid those who had lost their all. these thrilling scenes are depicted, and these wonderful facts are related, in the johnstown horror, by eye-witnesses who saw the fatal flood and its direful effects. no book so intensely exciting has ever been issued. the graphic story has an awful fascination, and will be read throughout the land. contents. page chapter i. the appalling news, chapter ii. death and desolation, chapter iii. the horrors increase, chapter iv. multiplication of terrors, chapter v. the awful work of death, chapter vi. shadows of despair, chapter vii. burial of the victims, chapter viii. johnstown and its industries, chapter ix. a view of the wreck, chapter x. thrilling experiences, chapter xi. new tales of horror, chapter xii. pathetic scenes, chapter xiii. digging for the dead, chapter xiv. hairbreadth escapes, chapter xv. terrible pictures of woe, chapter xvi. stories of the flood, chapter xvii. one week after the great disaster, chapter xviii. a walk through the valley of death, chapter xix. a day of work and worship, chapter xx. millions of money for johnstown, [illustration: recovering the bodies of victims.] [illustration: the break in the south forks dam.] [illustration: in the pack-saddle, on the conemaugh, pennsylvania railroad.] [illustration: ruins in main street, johnstown.] [illustration: a gravel-train runs away from the advancing flood.] [illustration: immense gap in the broken dam, as seen from the inside.] [illustration: frightful struggles for life.] [illustration: the flood strikes the cambria iron works.] [illustration: houses and human beings lost in the flood.] [illustration: tearing down houses in johnstown.] [illustration: soldiers guarding a hungarian thief.] [illustration: distributing relief at the pennsylvania railroad station.] [illustration: identifying the dead.] [illustration: relief corps crossing the rope bridge.] [illustration: searching for lost relatives.] [illustration: main street, johnstown, in front of merchant's hotel.] the johnstown horror or valley of death. chapter i. the appalling news. on the advent of summer, june st, the country was horror-stricken by the announcement that a terrible calamity had overtaken the inhabitants of johnstown, and the neighboring villages. instantly the whole land was stirred by the startling news of this great disaster. its appalling magnitude, its dreadful suddenness, its scenes of terror and agony, the fate of thousands swept to instant death by a flood as frightful as that of the cataract of niagara, awakened the profoundest horror. no calamity in the history of modern times has so appalled the civilized world. the following graphic pen-picture will give the reader an accurate idea of the picturesque scene of the disaster: away up in the misty crags of the alleghanies some tiny rills trickle and gurgle from a cleft in the mossy rocks. the drippling waters, timid perhaps in the bleak and lonely fastness of the heights, hug and coddle one another until they flash into a limpid pool. a score of rivulets from all the mountain side babble hither over rocky beds to join their companions. thence in rippling current they purl and tinkle down the gentle slopes, through bosky nooks sweet with the odors of fir tree and pine, over meads dappled with the scarlet snap-dragon and purple heath buds, now pausing for a moment to idle with a wood encircled lake, now tumbling in opalescent cascade over a mossy lurch, and then on again in cheerful, hurried course down the appalachian valley. none stays their way. here and there perhaps some thrifty pennsylvania dutchman coaxes the saucy stream to turn his mill-wheel and every league or so it fumes and frets a bit against some rustic bridge. from these trifling tourneys though, it emerges only the more eager and impetuous in its path toward the towns below. the fatal river. coming nearer, step by step, to the busy haunts of men, the dashing brook takes on a more ambitious air. little by little it edges its narrow banks aside, drinks in the waters of tributaries, swells with the copious rainfall of the lower valley. from its ladder in the alleghanies it catches a glimpse of the steeples of johnstown, red with the glow of the setting sun. again it spurts and spreads as if conscious of its new importance, and the once tiny rill expands into the dignity of a river, a veritable river, with a name of its own. big with this sounding symbol of prowess it rushes on as if to sweep by the teeming town in a flood of majesty. to its vast surprise the way is barred. the hand of man has dared to check the will of one that up to now has known no curb save those the forest gods imposed. for an instant the waters, taken aback by this strange audacity, hold themselves in leash. then, like erl-king in the german legends, they broaden out to engulf their opponent. in vain they surge with crescent surface against the barrier of stone. by day, by night, they beat and breast in angry impotence against the ponderous wall of masonry that man has reared, for pleasure and profit, to stem the mountain stream. the awful rush of waters. suddenly, maddened by the stubborn hindrance, the river grows black and turgid. it rumbles and threatens as if confident of an access of strength that laughs at resistance. from far up the hillside comes a sound, at first soft and soothing as the fountains of lindaraxa, then rolling onward it takes the voluminous quaver of a distant waterfall. louder and louder, deeper and deeper, nearer and nearer comes an awful crashing and roaring, till its echoes rebound from the crags of the alleghanies like peals of thunder and boom of cannon. on, on, down the steep valley trumpets the torrent into the river at jamestown. joined to the waters from the cloud kissed summits of its source, the exultant conemaugh, with a deafening din, dashes its way through the barricade of stone and starts like a demon on its path of destruction. into its maw it sucks a town. a town with all its hundreds of men and women and children, with its marts of business, its homes, its factories and houses of worship. then, insatiate still, with a blast like the chaos of worlds dissolved, it rushes out to new desolation, until nature herself, awe stricken at the sight of such ineffable woe, blinds her eyes to the uncanny scene of death, and drops the pall of night upon the earth. destruction descended as a bolt of jove. a fair town in a western valley of pennsylvania, happy in the arts of peace and prospering by its busy manufactures, suddenly swept out of existence by a gigantic flood and thousands of lives extinguished as by one fell stroke--such has been the fate of johnstown. never before in this country has there happened a disaster of such appalling proportions. it is necessary to refer to those which have occurred in the valleys of the great european rivers, where there is a densely crowded population, to find a parallel. the horrors unestimated. at first the horror was not all known. it could only be imperfectly surmised. until a late hour on the following night there was no communication with the hapless city. all that was positively known of its fate was seen from afar. it was said that out of all the habitations, which had sheltered about twelve thousand people before this awful doom had befallen, only two were visible above the water. all the rest, if this be true, had been swallowed up or else shattered into pieces and hurled downward into the flood-vexed valley below. what has become of those twelve thousand inhabitants? who can tell until after the waters have wholly subsided? of course it is possible that many of them escaped. much hope is to be built upon the natural exaggeration of first reports from the sorely distressed surrounding region and the lack of actual knowledge, in the absence of direct communication. but what suspense must there be between now and the moment when direct communication shall be opened! heedless of fate. the valley of the conemaugh in which johnstown stood lies between the steep walls of lofty hills. the gathering of the rain into torrents in that region is quick and precipitate. the river on one side roared out its warning, but the people would not take heed of the danger impending over them on the other side--the great south fork dam, two and a half miles up the valley and looming one hundred feet in height from base to top. behind it were piled the waters, a great, ponderous mass, like the treasured wrath of fate. their surface was about three hundred feet above the deserted town. if noah's neighbors thought it would be only a little shower the people of johnstown were yet more foolish. the railroad officials had repeatedly told them that the dam threatened destruction. they still perversely lulled themselves into a false security. the blow came, when it did, like a flash. it was as if the heavens had fallen in liquid fury upon the earth. it was as if ocean itself had been precipitated into an abyss. the slow but inexorable march of the mightiest glacier of the alps, though comparable, was not equal to this in force. the whole of a pyramid, shot from a colossal catapult, would not have been the petty charge of a pea shooter to it. imagine niagara, or a greater even than niagara, falling upon an ordinary collection of brick and wooden houses. an inconceivable force. the south fork reservoir was the largest in the united states, and it contained millions of tons of water. when its fetters were loosened, crumbling before it like sand, a building or even a rock that stood in its path presented as much resistance as a card house. the dread execution was little more than the work of an instant. the flood passed over the town as it would over a pile of shingles, covering over or carrying with it everything that stood in its way. it bounded down the valley, wreaking destruction and death on each hand and in its fore. torrents that poured down out of the wilds of the mountains swelled its volume. all along from the point of its release it bore débris and corpses as its hideous trophies. in a very brief time it displayed some of both, as if in hellish glee, to the horrified eyes of pittsburg, seventy-eight miles west of the town of johnstown that had been, having danced them along on its exultant billows or rolled them over and over in the depths of its dark current all the way through the conemaugh, the kiskiminitas and the allegheny river. it was like a fearful monster, gnashing its dripping jaws in the scared face of the multitude, in the flesh of its victims. one eye-witness of the effects of the deluge declares that he saw five hundred dead bodies. hundreds were counted by others. it will take many a day to make up the death roll. it will take many a day to make up the reckoning of the material loss. if any pen could describe the scenes of terror, anguish and destruction which have taken place in conemaugh valley it could write an epic greater than the "iliad." the accounts that come tell of hairbreadth escapes, heartrending tragedies and deeds of heroism almost without number. a climax of horror. as if to add a lurid touch of horror to the picture that might surpass all the rest a conflagration came to mock those who were in fear of drowning with a death yet more terrible. where the ruins of johnstown, composed mainly of timber, had been piled up forty feet high against a railroad bridge below the town a fire was started and raged with eager fury. it is said that scores of persons were burned alive, their piercing cries appealing for aid to hundreds of spectators who stood on the banks of the river, but could do nothing. western pennsylvania is in mourning. business in the cities is virtually suspended and all minds are bent upon this great horror, all hearts convulsed with the common sorrow. heartrending scenes and heroic struggles for life. another eye-witness describes the calamity as follows: a flood of death swept down the alleghany mountains yesterday afternoon and last night. almost the entire city of johnstown is swimming about in the rushing, angry tide. dead bodies are floating about in every direction, and almost every piece of movable timber is carrying from the doomed city a corpse of humanity, drifting with the raging waters. the disaster overtook johnstown about six o'clock last evening. as the train bearing the writer sped eastward, the reports at each stop grew more appalling. at derry a group of railway officials were gathered who had come from bolivar, the end of the passable portion of the road westward. they had seen but a small portion of the awful flood, but enough to allow them to imagine the rest. down through the packsaddle came the rushing waters. the wooded heights of the alleghanies looked down in wonder at the scene of the most terrible destruction that ever struck the romantic valley of the conemaugh. the water was rising when the men left at six o'clock at the rate of five feet an hour. clinging to improvised rafts, constructed in the death battle from floating boards and timbers, were agonized men, women and children, their heartrending shrieks for help striking horror to the breasts of the onlookers. their cries were of no avail. carried along at railway speed on the breast of this rushing torrent, no human ingenuity could devise a means of rescue. with pallid face and hair clinging wet and damp to her cheek, a mother was seen grasping a floating timber, while on her other arm she held her babe, already drowned. with a death-grip on a plank a strong man just giving up hope cast an imploring look to those on the bank, and an instant later he had sunk into the waves. prayers to god and cries to those in safety rang above the roaring waves. the special train pulled into bolivar at half-past eleven last night, and the trainmen were there notified that further progress was impossible. the greatest excitement prevailed at this place, and parties of citizens are out all the time endeavoring to save the poor unfortunates that are being hurled to eternity on the rushing torrent. attempts at rescue. the tidal wave struck bolivar just after dark, and in five minutes the conemaugh rose from six to forty feet and the waters spread out over the whole country. soon houses began floating down, and clinging to the débris were men, women and children shrieking for aid. a large number of citizens at once gathered on the county bridge, and they were reinforced by a number from garfield, a town on the opposite side of the river. they brought a number of ropes and these were thrown over into the boiling waters as persons drifted by in efforts to save some poor beings. for half an hour all efforts were fruitless, until at last, when the rescuers were about giving up all hope, a little boy, astride a shingle roof, managed to catch hold of one of the ropes. he caught it under his left arm and was thrown violently against an abutment, but managed to keep hold, and was successfully pulled on to the bridge amid the cheers of the onlookers. his name was hessler and his rescuer was a trainman named carney. the lad was at once taken to the town of garfield and was cared for. the boy was aged about sixteen. his story of the frightful calamity is as follows: the alarm. "with my father i was spending the day at my grandfather's house in cambria city. in the house at the time were theodore, edward and john kintz, and john kintz, jr.; miss mary kintz, mrs. mary kintz, wife of john kintz, jr.; miss treacy kintz, mrs. rica smith, john hirsch and four children, my father and myself. shortly after five o'clock there was a noise of roaring waters and screams of people. we looked out the door and saw persons running. my father told us to never mind, as the waters would not rise further. "but soon we saw houses being swept away, and then we ran up to the floor above. the house was three stories, and we were at last forced to the top one. in my fright i jumped on the bed. it was an old fashioned one, with heavy posts. the water kept rising and my bed was soon afloat. gradually it was lifted up. the air in the room grew close and the house was moving. still the bed kept rising and pressed the ceiling. at last the posts pushed against the plaster. it yielded and a section of the roof gave way. then suddenly i found myself on the roof, and was being carried down stream. saved. "after a little this roof began to part, and i was afraid i was going to be drowned, but just then another house with a shingle roof floated by, and i managed to crawl on it, and floated down until nearly dead with cold, when i was saved. after i was freed from the house i did not see my father. my grandfather was on a tree, but he must have been drowned, as the waters were rising fast. john kintz, jr., was also on a tree. miss mary kintz and mrs. mary kintz i saw drown. miss smith was also drowned. john hirsch was in a tree, but the four children were drowned. the scenes were terrible. live bodies and corpses were floating down with me and away from me. i would see persons, hear them shriek, and then they would disappear. all along the line were people who were trying to save us, but they could do nothing, and only a few were caught." this boy's story is but one incident, and shows what happened to one family. no one knows what has happened to the hundreds who were in the path of the rushing water. it is impossible to get anything in the way of news save meagre details. an eye-witness at bolivar block station tells a story of unparalleled heroism that occurred at the lower bridge which crosses the conemaugh at this point. a. young, with two women was seen coming down the river on a part of the floor. at the upper bridge a rope was thrown down to them. this they all failed to catch. between the two bridges he was noticed to point towards the elder woman, who, it is supposed, was his mother. he was then seen to instruct the women how to catch the rope that was lowered from the other bridge. down came the raft with a rush. the brave man stood with his arms around the two women. unavailing courage. as they swept under the bridge he seized the rope. he was jerked violently away from the two women, who failed to get a hold on the rope. seeing that they would not be rescued, he dropped the rope and fell back on the raft, which floated on down the river. the current washed their frail craft in toward the bank. the young man was enabled to seize hold of a branch of a tree. he aided the two women to get up into the tree. he held on with his hands and rested his feet on a pile of driftwood. a piece of floating débris struck the drift, sweeping it away. the man hung with his body immersed in the water. a pile of drift soon collected and he was enabled to get another insecure footing. up the river there was a sudden crash, and a section of the bridge was swept away and floated down the stream, striking the tree and washing it away. all three were thrown into the water and were drowned before the eyes of the horrified spectators just opposite the town of bolivar. early in the evening a woman with her two children was seen to pass under the bridge at bolivar clinging to the roof of a coal house. a rope was lowered to her, but she shook her head and refused to desert the children. it was rumored that all three were saved at cokeville, a few miles below bolivar. a later report from lockport says that the residents succeeded in rescuing five people from the flood, two women and three men. one man succeeded in getting out of the water unaided. they were taken care of by the people of the town. a child's faith. a little girl passed under the bridge just before dark. she was kneeling on a part of a floor and had her hands clasped as if in prayer. every effort was made to save her, but they all proved futile. a railroader who was standing by remarked that the piteous appearance of the little waif brought tears to his eyes. all night long the crowd stood about the ruins of the bridge which had been swept away at bolivar. the water rushed past with a roar, carrying with it parts of houses, furniture and trees. the flood had evidently spent its force up the valley. no more living persons were being carried past. watchers with lanterns remained along the banks until daybreak, when the first view of the awful devastation of the flood was witnessed. along the bank lay remnants of what had once been dwelling houses and stores; here and there was an uprooted tree. piles of drift lay about, in some of which bodies of the victims of the flood will be found. rescuing parties are being formed in all towns along the railroad. houses have been thrown open to refugees, and every possible means is being used to protect the homeless. wrecking trains to the rescue. the wrecking trains of the pennsylvania railroad are slowly making their way east to the unfortunate city. no effort was being made to repair the wrecks, and the crews of the trains were organized into rescuing parties, and an effort will be made to send out a mail train this morning. the chances are that they will go no further east than florence. there is absolutely no news from johnstown. the little city is entirely cut off from communication with the outside world. the damage done is inestimable. no one can tell its extent. the little telegraph stations along the road are filled with anxious groups of men who have friends and relatives in johnstown. the smallest item of news is eagerly seized upon and circulated. if favorable they have a moment of relief, if not their faces become more gloomy. harry fisher, a young telegraph operator who was at bolivar when the first rush began, says:--"we knew nothing of the disaster until we noticed the river slowly rising and then more rapidly. news then reached us from johnstown that the dam at south fork had burst. within three hours the water in the river rose at least twenty feet. shortly before six o'clock ruins of houses, beds, household utensils, barrels and kegs came floating past the bridges. at eight o'clock the water was within six feet of the road-bed of the bridge. the wreckage floated past without stopping for at least two hours. then it began to lessen, and night coming suddenly upon us we could see no more. the wreckage was floating by for a long time before the first living persons passed. fifteen people that i saw were carried down by the river. one of these, a boy, was saved, and three of them were drowned just directly below the town. it was an awful sight and one that i will not soon forget." hundreds of animals lost their lives. the bodies of horses, dogs and chickens floated past. the little boy who was rescued at bolivar had two dogs as companions during his fearful ride. the dogs were drowned just before reaching the bridge. one old mule swam past. its shoulders were torn, but it was alive when swept past the town. saved from a watery grave to perish by flames. after a long, weary ride of eight or nine miles over the worst of country roads new florence, fourteen miles from johnstown, was reached. the road bed between this place and bolivar was washed out in many places. the trackmen and the wreck crews were all night in the most dangerous portions of the road. the last man from johnstown brought the information that scarcely a house remained in the city. the upper portion above the railroad bridge had been completely submerged. the water dammed up against the viaduct, the wreckage and débris finishing the work that the torrent had failed to accomplish. the bridge at johnstown proved too stanch for the fury of the water. it is a heavy piece of masonry, and was used as a viaduct by the old pennsylvania canal. some of the top stones were displaced. the story reached here a short time ago that a family consisting of father and mother and nine children were washed away in a creek at lockport. the mother managed to reach the shore, but the husband and children were carried out into the conemaugh to drown. the woman is crazed over the terrible event. a night of horror. after night settled down upon the mountains the horror of the scenes was enhanced. above the roar of the water could be heard the piteous appeals from the unfortunate as they were carried by. to add also to the terror of the night, a brilliant illumination lit up the sky. this illumination could be plainly seen from this place. a message received from sang hollow stated that this light came from a hundred burning wrecks of houses that were piled upon the johnstown bridge. a supervisor from up the road brought the information that the wreckage at johnstown was piled up forty feet above the bridge. the startling news came in that more than a thousand lives had been lost. this cannot be substantiated. by actual count one hundred and ten people had been seen floating past sang hollow before dark. forty-seven were counted passing new florence and the number had diminished to eight at bolivar. the darkness coming on stopped any further count, and it was only by the agonizing cries that rang out above the waters that it was known that a human being was being carried to death. an irresistible torrent. the scenes along the river were wild in the extreme. although the water was subsiding, still as it dashed against the rocks that filled the narrow channel of the conemaugh its spray was carried high up on the shore. the towns all along the line of the railroad from johnstown west had received visitations. many of the houses in new florence were partially under water. at bolivar the whole lower part of the town was submerged. the ride over the mountain road gave one a good idea of the cause of this disaster. every creek was a rushing river and every rivulet a raging torrent. the ground was water soaked, and when the immense mountain district that drains into the conemaugh above south fork is taken into consideration the terrible volume of water that must have accumulated can be realized. gathering, as it did, within a few minutes, it came against the breast of the south fork dam with irresistible force. the frightened inhabitants along the conemaugh describe the flood as something awful. the first rise came almost without warning, and the torrent came roaring down the mountain passes in one huge wave, several feet in height. after the first swell the water continued to rise at a fearful rate. daylight brings no relief. the gray morning light does not seem to show either hope or mitigation of the awful fears of the night. it has been a hard night to everybody. the overworked newspaper men, who have been without rest and food since yesterday afternoon, and the operators who have handled the messages are already preparing for the work of the day. there has been a long wrangle over the possession of a special train for the press between rival newspaper men, and it has delayed the work of others who are anxious to get further east. even here, so far from the washed-out towns, seven bodies have been found. two were in a tree, a man and a woman, where the flood had carried them. the country people are coming into the town in large numbers telling stories of disaster along the river banks in sequestered places. floating houses. john mccarthey, a carpenter, who lives in johnstown, reached here about four o'clock. he left johnstown at half-past four yesterday afternoon and says the scene then was indescribable. the people had been warned early in the morning to move to the highlands, but they did not heed the warning, although it was repeated a number of times up to one o'clock, when the water poured into cinder street several feet deep. then the houses began rocking to and fro, and finally the force of the current carried buildings across streets and vacant lots and dashed them against each other, breaking them into fragments. these buildings were full of the people who had laughed at the cry of danger. mccarthey says that in some cases he counted as many as fifteen persons clinging to buildings. mccarthey's wife was with him. she had three sisters, who lived near her. they saw the house in which these girls lived carried away, and then they could endure the situation no longer and hurried away. the husband feared his wife would go crazy. they went inland along country roads until they reached here. it is said to be next to impossible to get to johnstown proper to-day in any manner except by rowboat. the roads are cut up so that even the countrymen refuse to travel over them in their roughest vehicles. the only hope is to get within about three miles by a special train or by hand car. the dead cast up. nine dead bodies have been picked up within the limits of this borough since daylight. none of them has yet been recognized. five are women. one woman, probably twenty-five years old, had clasped in her arms a babe about six months old. the body of a young man was discovered in the branches of a huge tree which had been carried down the stream. all the orchard crops and shrubbery along the banks of the river have been destroyed. the body of another woman has just been discovered in the river here. her foot was seen above the surface of the water and a rope was fastened about it. a roof as a raft. john weber and his wife, an old couple, michael metzgar and john forney were rescued near here early this morning. they had been carried from their home in cambria city on the roof of the house. there were seven others on the roof when it was carried off, all of whom were drowned. they were unknown to weber, having drifted on to the roof from floating débris. weber and wife were thoroughly drenched and were almost helpless from exposure. they were unable to walk when taken off the roof at this place. they are now at the hotel here. hundreds of people from johnstown and up river towns are hurrying here in search of friends and relatives who were swept away in last night's flood. the most intense excitement prevails. the street corners are crowded with pale and anxious people who tell of the calamity with bated breath. squire bennett has charge of the dead bodies, and he is having them properly cared for. they are being prepared for burial, but will be held here for identification. four boys have just come from the river bank above here. they say that on the opposite side a number of bodies can be seen lying in the mud. they found the body of a woman on this side badly bruised. r.b. rodgers, justice of the peace at nineveh, has wired the coroner at greensburg that one hundred dead bodies have been found at that place, and he asks what is to be done with them. from this one can estimate that the loss of life will reach over one thousand. a report has just been received that twenty persons are on an island near nineveh and that men and women are on a partly submerged tree. a report has just reached here that at least one hundred people were consumed in the flames at johnstown last night, but it cannot be verified here. the air is filled with thrilling and most incredible stories, but none of them have as yet been confirmed. it is certain, however, that even the worst cannot be imagined. warnings remembered too late. it is very evident that more lives have been lost because of foolish incredulity than from ignorance of the danger. for more than a year there have been fears of an accident of just such a character. the foundations of the dam were considered to be shaky early last spring and many increasing leakages were reported from time to time. according to people who live in johnstown and other towns on the line of the river, ample time was given to the johnstown folks by the railroad officials and by other gentlemen of standing and reputation. in dozens, yes, hundreds of cases, this warning was utterly disregarded, and those who heeded it early in the day were looked upon as cowards, and many jeers were uttered by lips that now are cold among the rank grass beside the river. there has grown up a bitter feeling among the surviving sufferers against those who owned the lake and dam, and damage suits will be plentiful by and by. the dam in stony creek, above johnstown, broke about noon yesterday and thousands of feet of lumber passed down the stream. it is impossible to tell what the loss of life will be, but at nine o'clock the coroner of westmoreland county sent a message out saying that bodies had been recovered at nineveh, halfway from here to johnstown. sober minded people do not hesitate to say that , is moderate. fire's awful work. "how can anybody tell how many are dead?" said a railroad engineer this morning. "i have been at long hollow with my train since eleven o'clock yesterday, and i have seen fully five hundred persons lost in the flood." j.w. esch, a brave railroad employee, saved sixteen lives at nineveh. the most awful culmination of the awful night was the roasting of a hundred or more persons in mid-flood. the ruins of houses, old buildings and other structures swept against the new railroad bridge at johnstown, and from an overturned stove or some such cause the upper part of the wreckage caught fire. there were crowds of men, women and children on the wreck, and their screams were soon heard. they were literally roasted on the flood. soon after the fire burned itself out other persons were thrown against the mass. there were some fifty people in sight when the ruins suddenly broke up and were swept under the bridge into the darkness. the latest news from johnstown is that but two houses could be seen in the town. it is also said that only three houses remain in cambria city. the first authentic news was from w.n. hays, of the pennsylvania railroad company, who reached new florence at nine o'clock. he says the valley towns are annihilated. destruction at blairsville. the flood in the conemaugh river at this point is the heaviest ever known here. at this hour the railroad bridge between here and blairsville intersection has been swept away, and also the new bridge at coketon, half a mile below. it is now feared that the iron bridge at the lower end of this town will go. a living woman and dead man, supposed to be her husband, were seen going under the railroad bridge. they were seen to come from under the bridge safely, but shortly disappeared and were seen no more. a great many families lose their household goods. the river is running full of timber, houses, goods, etc. the loss will be heavy. the excitement here is very great. the river is still rising. there are some families below the town in the second story of their houses who cannot get out. it is feared that if the water goes much higher the loss of life will be very great. the railroad company had fourteen cars of coal on their bridge when it went down, and all were swept down the river. the town bridge has just succumbed to the seething floods, whose roar can be heard a long distance. the water is still rising and it is thought that the west pennsylvania railroad will be without a single bridge. it is reported that a man went down with the blairsville bridge while he was adjusting a headlight. havoc about altoona. the highest and most destructive flood that has visited this place for fifty years occurred yesterday. it has been raining continuously for the past twenty-four hours. the juniata river is ten feet above low water mark and is still rising. the lower streets of gaysport bordering on the river bank are submerged, and the water is two feet deep on the first floors of the houses there. the water rose so rapidly that the people had to be removed from the houses in boats and wagons. three railroad trestles and a number of bridges over the streams have been carried away, and railroad travel between this place and the surrounding towns has been interrupted. property of all kinds was carried off. the truck gardens and grain fields along the river were utterly destroyed, and the fences carried away. the iron furnaces and rolling mills at this place and duncanville were compelled to shut down on account of the high water. keene & babcock lost , brick in the kiln ready to burn, g.w. rhodes , , and joseph hart , . it is estimated that the flood has done over $ , damage in this vicinity. the fences of the blair county agricultural society were destroyed. alarm at york. last night was one of great alarm here. it rained steadily all day, some of the showers being severe. the great flood of is forcibly recalled. many families are moving out. at half-past one a.m. a general alarm was sounded on the bells of the city. the flood in the susquehanna river here reached its greatest height about six o'clock this morning, when all bridges save one were under water. business places and residences in the low section were flooded to a great extent, and the damage in this city alone amounts to $ , so far. the injury to the spring grove paper mills near this city is heavy. by noon the water had fallen sufficiently to restore travel over nearly all the bridges. a number of bridges in the county have been swept away, and the loss in the county exclusive of the city is estimated at $ , . in attempting to catch some driftwood james mcilvaine lost his balance and fell into the raging current and was drowned. seven bodies have been taken from the water and débris on the river banks at new florence. one body has also been taken from the river at this point, that of a young girl. none of them have been identified. the whole face of the country between here and new florence is under water, and houses, bridges and buildings fill the fields and even perch upon the hillside all the way to johnstown. great flocks of crows are already filling the valley, while buzzards are almost as frequently seen. the banks of the river are lined with people who are looking as well for booty as for bodies. much valuable property was carried away in the houses as well as from houses not washed away. the river has fallen again into its channel, and nothing in the stream itself except its red, angry color shows the wild horror of last night. it has fallen fully twenty feet since midnight, and by to-night it will have attained its normal depth. painful scenes. at all points from greensburg to long hollow, the limit of the present trouble, scores of people throng the stations begging and beseeching railroad men on the repair trains to take them aboard, as they are almost frenzied with anxiety and apprehension in regard to their friends who live at or near johnstown. strong men are as tearful as the women who join in the request. pitiable sights and scenes multiply more and more rapidly. the conemaugh is one great valley of mourning. those who have not lost friends have lost their house or their substance, and apparently the grief for the one is as poignant as for the other. they were warned. the great volume of water struck johnstown about half-past five in the afternoon. it did not find the people unprepared, as they had had notice from south fork that the dam was threatening to go. many, however, disregarded the notice and remained in their houses in the lower part of the city and were caught before they could get out. superintendent pitcairn, of the pennsylvania railroad, who has spent the entire day in assisting not only those who were afflicted by the flood, but also in an attempt to reopen his road, went home this morning. before he left he issued an order to all pennsylvania railroad employees to keep a sharp lookout for bodies, both in the river and in the bushes, and to return them to their friends. assistant superintendent trump is still on the ground near lone hollow directing the movements of gravel and construction trains, which are arriving as fast as they can be fitted up and started out. the roadbeds of both the pennsylvania and the west pennsylvania railroads are badly damaged, and it will cost the latter, especially from the bolivar junction to saltsburg, many thousands of dollars to repair injuries to embankments alone. in pittsburg there was but one topic of conversation, and that was the johnstown deluge. crowds of eager watchers all day long besieged the newspaper bulletin boards and rendered streets impassable in their vicinity. many of them had friends or relatives in the stricken district, and "names!" "names!" was their cry. but there were no names. the storm which had perhaps swept away their loved ones had also carried away all means of communication and their vigil was unrewarded. it is not yet known whether the telegraph operator at johnstown is dead or alive. the nearest point to that city which can be reached to-night is new florence, and the one wire there is used almost constantly by orders for coffins, embalming fluid and preparing special cars to carry the recovered dead to their homes. along the banks of the now turbulent allegheny were placed watchers for dead bodies, and all wreckage was carefully scanned for the dead. the result of this vigilance was the recovery of one body, that of a woman floating down on a pile of débris. seven other bodies were seen, but could not be reached owing to the swift moving wreckage by which they were surrounded. a heartrending sight. a railroad conductor who arrived in the city this morning said:--"there is no telling how many lives are lost. we got as far as bolivar, and i tell you it is a terrible sight. the body of a boy was picked up by some of us there, and there were eleven bodies recovered altogether. i do not think that anyone got into johnstown, and it is my opinion that they will not get in very soon. no one who is not on the grounds has any idea of the damage done. it will be at least a week before the extent of this flood is known, and then i think many bodies will never be recovered." assistant superintendent wilson, of the west pennsylvania railroad, received the following despatch from nineveh to-day:-- "there appears to be a large number of people lodged in the trees and rubbish along the line. many are alive. rescuing parties should be advised at every station." another telegram from nineveh said that up to noon bodies had been taken from the river at that point. the stage of water in the allegheny this afternoon became so alarming that residents living in the low-lying districts began to remove their household effects to a higher grade. the tracks of the pittsburgh and western railroad are under water in several places, and great inconvenience is felt in moving trains. criminal negligence. it was stated at the office of the pennsylvania railroad early this morning that the deaths would run up into the thousands rather than hundreds, as was at first supposed. despatches received state that the stream of human beings that was swept before the floods was pitiful to behold. men, women and children were carried along frantically shrieking for help. rescue was impossible. husbands were swept past their wives, and children were borne along at a terrible speed to certain death before the eyes of their terrorized and frantic parents. it was said at the depot that it was impossible to estimate the number whose lives were lost in the flood. it will simply be a matter of conjecture for several days as to who was lost and who escaped. the people of johnstown were warned of the possibility of the bursting of the dam during the morning, but very few if any of the inhabitants took the warning seriously. shortly after noon it gave way about five miles above johnstown, and sweeping everything before it burst upon the town with terrible force. everything was carried before it, and not an instant's time was given to seek safety. houses were demolished, swept from their foundations and carried in the flood to a culvert near the town. here a mass of all manner of débris soon lodged, and by evening it had dammed the water back into the city over the tops of many of the still remaining chimneys. the dam always a menace. assistant superintendent trump, of the pennsylvania, is at conemaugh, but the officials at the depot had not been able to receive a line from him until as late as half-past two o'clock this morning. it was said also that it will be impossible to get a train through either one way or the other for at least two or three days. this applies also to the mails, as there is absolutely no way of getting mails through. "we were afraid of that lake," said a gentleman who had lived in johnstown for years, "we were afraid of that lake seven years ago. no one could see the immense height to which that artificial dam had been built without fearing the tremendous power of the water behind it. i doubt if there was a man or woman in johnstown who at some time or other had not feared and spoken of the terrible disaster that has now come. "people wondered and asked why the dam was not strengthened, as it certainly had become weak, but nothing was done, and by and by they talked less and less about it as nothing happened, though now and then some would shake their heads as though conscious that the fearful day would come some time when their worst fears would be transcended by the horror of the actual occurrence. converted into a lake. "johnstown is in a hollow between two rivers, and that lake must have swept over the city at a depth of forty feet. it cannot be, it is impossible that such an awful thing could happen to a city of ten thousand inhabitants, and if it has, thousands have lost their lives, and men are to blame for it, for warnings have been uttered a thousand times and have received no attention." the body of a welsh woman, sixty years of age, was taken from the river near the suspension bridge, at ten o'clock this morning. four other bodies were seen, but owing to the mass of wreckage which is coming down they could not be recovered, and passed down the ohio river. a citizens' meeting has been called to devise means to aid the sufferers. the pennsylvania railroad officials have already placed cars on liberty street for the purpose of receiving provisions and clothing, and up to this hour many prominent merchants have made heavy donations. anxiety of the people. the difficulty of obtaining definite information added tremendously to the excitement and apprehension of the people in pittsburgh who had relatives and friends at the scene of the disaster. members of the south fork club, and among them some of the most eminent men in the pittsburgh financial and mercantile world, were in or near johnstown, and several of them were accompanied by their wives and families. there happened to be also quite a number of residents of johnstown in pittsburgh, and when the news of the horror was confirmed and the railroads bulletined the fact that no trains would go east last night the scene at union depot was profoundly pathetic and exciting. but two trains were sent out by the pennsylvania road from the union station at pittsburgh. a despatch states that the cambria iron company's plant on the north side of the conemaugh river at johnstown is a complete wreck. until this despatch was received it was not thought that this portion of the plant had been seriously injured. it was known that the portion of the plant located on the south bank of the river was washed away, and this was thought to be the extent of the damage to the property of that immense corporation. the plant is said to be valued at $ , , . [illustration] chapter ii. death and desolation. the terrible situation on the second day after the great disaster only intensifies the horror. as information becomes more full and accurate, it does not abate one tittle of the awful havoc. rather it adds to it, and gives a thousand-fold terror to the dreadful calamity. not only do the scenes which are described appear all the more dreadful, as is natural, the nearer they are brought to the imagination, but it seems only too probable that the final reckoning in loss of life and material wealth will prove far more stupendous than has even yet been supposed. the very greatness of the destruction prevents the possibility of an accurate estimate. beneath the ghastly ruins of the once happy towns and villages along the pathway of the deluge, who shall say how many victims lie buried? amid the rocks and woods that border the broad track of the waters, who shall say how many lie bruised and mangled and unrecognizable, wedged between boulders or massed amid débris and rubbish, or hidden beneath the heaped-up deposits of earth, and whether all of them shall ever be found and given the last touching rites? already the air of the little valley, which four days ago was smiling with all the health of nature and the contentment of industrious man, is waxing pestiferous with the awful odor of decaying human bodies. buzzards, invited by their disgusting instinct, gather for a promised feast, and sit and glower on neighboring perches or else circle round and round in the blue empyrean over the location of unfriended corpses, known only to their keen sense of smell or vision. but another kind of buzzard, more disgusting, more hideous, more vile, has hastened to this scene of woe and anguish and desolation to exult over it to his profit. thugs and thieves in unclean hordes have mysteriously turned up at johnstown and its vicinity, as hyenas in the desert seem to spring bodily out of the deadly sand whenever the corpse of a gallant warrior, abandoned by his kind, lies putrefying in the night. there is a cry from the afflicted community for the policing of the devastated region, and there is no doubt it is greatly needed. happily, nemesis does not sleep this time in the face of such provocation as is given her by these atrociously inhuman human beings. it is a satisfaction to record that something more than a half dozen of them have been dealt with as promptly and as mercilessly as they deserve. for such as they there should be no code of pity. there is an inexhaustible store of pathos and heroism in the tale of this disaster. of course, in all of its awful details it never can be fitly written. one reason is that too many of the witnesses of its more fearful phases "sleep the sleep that knows not waking." but there is a greater reason, and that is that there is a point in the intenser actuality of things at which all human language fails to do justice to it. yet--as simply told as possible--there are many incidents of this great tragedy which nothing has ever surpassed or ever can surpass in impressiveness. it is a consolation, too, that human nature at such times does betray here and there a gleam of that side of it which gives forth a reflection of the ideal manhood or womanhood. bits of heroism and of tender devotedness scattered throughout this dark, dismal picture of destruction and despair light it up with wonderful beauty, and while they bring tears to the eyes of the sternest reader, will serve as a grateful relief from the pervading hue of horror and blackness. there is the very gravest need of vigorous relief measures in favor of the survivors of the flood. a spontaneous movement in that direction has been begun, but as yet lacks the efficiency only to be derived from a general and organized co-operation. complete annihilation. when superintendent pitcairn telegraphed from johnstown to pittsburgh friday night that the town was annihilated he came very close to the facts of the case, although he had not seen the ill-fated city. to say that johnstown is a wreck is but stating the facts of the case. nothing like it was ever seen in this country. where long rows of dwelling houses and business blocks stood forty-eight hours ago, ruin and desolation now reign supreme. the losses, however, are as nothing compared to the frightful sacrifices of precious human lives. during sunday johnstown has been drenched with the tears of stricken mortals, and the air is filled with sobs that come from breaking hearts. there are scenes enacted here every hour and every minute that affect all beholders profoundly. when brave men die in battle, for country or for principle, their loss can be reconciled to the stern destinies of life. when homes are torn asunder in an instant, and the loved ones hurled from the arms of loving and devoted mothers, there is an element of sadness connected with the tragedy that touches every heart. _the loss of life is simply dreadful. the most conservative people declare that the number will reach , while others confidently assert that or , have perished._ how johnstown looks after flood and fire have done their worst. an eye-witness writing from pittsburgh says:--we have just returned from a trip through what is left of johnstown. the view from beyond is almost impossible to describe. to look upon it is a sight that neither war nor catastrophe can equal. house is piled upon house, not as we have seen in occasional floods of the the western rivers, but the remains of two and four storied buildings piled upon the top of one another. the ruins of what is known as the club house are in perhaps the best condition of any in that portion of the town, but it is certainly damaged beyond possibility of repair. _on the upper floor five bodies are lying unidentified._ one of them, a woman of genteel birth, judging by her dress, is locked in one of the small rooms to prevent a possibility of spoliation by wreckers, who are flocking to the spot from all directions and taking possession of everything they can get hold of. here and there bodies can be seen sticking in the ruins. some of the most prominent citizens are to be seen working with might and main to get at the remains of relatives whom they have located. _there is no doubt that, wild as the estimates of the loss of life and damage to property have been, it is even larger than there is any idea of._ close on to , residences lie in kindling wood at the lower end of the town. freaks of the flood. an idea of the eccentricity of the flood may be gathered from the fact that houses that were situated at woodvale and points above johnstown are piled at the lower end of the town, while some massive houses have been lifted and carried from the lower end as far as the cemetery at the extreme upper portion of the town. all through the ruins are scattered the most costly furniture and store goods of all kinds. thieves are busy. i stood on the keyboard and strings of a piano while i watched a number of thieves break into the remnants of houses and pilfer them, while others again had got at a supply of fine groceries and had broken into a barrel of fine brandy, and were fairly steeping themselves in it. i met quite a number of pittsburghers in the ruins looking for friends and relatives. if the skiffs which were expected from pittsburgh were there they would be of vast assistance in reaching the ruins, which are separated by the stream of water descending from the hills. a great fear is felt that there will be some difficulty in restoring the stream to its proper channel. its course now lies right along main street, and it is about two hundred yards wide. something should be done to get the bodies of the dead decently taken care of. the ruins are reeking with the smell of decaying bodies. right at the edge of the ruins the decaying body of a stout colored woman is lying like the remains of an animal, without any one to identify and take care of it. lynching the ghouls. a number of hungarians collected about a number of bodies at cambria which had been washed up and began rifling the trunks. after they had secured all the contents they turned their attention to the dead. the ghastly spectacle presented by the distorted features of those who had lost their lives during the flood had no influence upon the ghouls, who acted more like wild beasts than human beings. they took every article from the clothing on the dead bodies, not leaving anything of value or anything that would serve to identify the remains. after the miscreants had removed all their plunder to dry ground a dispute arose over a division of the spoils. a pitched battle followed and for a time the situation was alarming. knives and clubs were used freely. as a result several of the combatants were seriously wounded and left on the ground, their fellow countrymen not making any attempt to remove them from the field of strife. johnstown, pa., june , a.m. _they have just hung a man over near the railroad to the telegraph pole for cutting the finger off of a dead woman in order to get a ring._ vengeance, swift and sure. the way of the transgressor in the desolated valley of the conemaugh is hard indeed. each hour reveals some new and horrible story of suffering and outrage, and every succeeding hour brings news of swift and merited punishment meted out to the fiends who have dared to desecrate the stiff and mangled corpses in the city of the dead, and torture the already half crazed victims of the cruelest of modern catastrophes. as the roads to the lands round about are opened tales of almost indescribable horror come to light, and deeds of the vilest nature, perpetrated in the darkness of the night, are brought to light. followed by avenging farmers. just as the shadows began to fall upon the earth last evening a party of thirteen hungarians were noticed stealthily picking their way along the banks of the conemaugh toward sang hollow. suspicious of their purpose, several farmers armed themselves and started in pursuit. soon their most horrible fears were realized. the hungarians were out for plunder. lying upon the shore they came upon the dead and mangled body of a woman upon whose person there were a number of trinkets and jewelry and two diamond rings. in their eagerness to secure the plunder, the hungarians got into a squabble, during which one of the number severed the finger upon which were the rings, and started on a run with his fearful prize. the revolting nature of the deed so wrought upon the pursuing farmers, who by this time were close at hand, that they gave immediate chase. some of the hungarians showed fight, but being outnumbered were compelled to flee for their lives. nine of the brutes escaped, but four were literally driven into the surging river and to their death. the inhuman monster whose atrocious act has been described was among the number of the involuntary suicides. another incident of even greater moment has just been brought to notice. anxious to be a murderer. at half-past eight this morning an old railroader who had walked from sang hollow stepped up to a number of men who were congregated on the platform stations at curranville and said:--"gentlemen, had i a shotgun with me half an hour ago i would now be a murderer, yet with no fear of ever having to suffer for my crime. "two miles below here i watched three men going along the banks _stealing the jewels from the bodies of the dead wives and daughters of men who have been robbed of all they held dear on earth._" he had no sooner finished the last sentence than five burly men, with looks of terrible determination written on their faces, were on their way to the scene of plunder, one with a coil of rope over his shoulder and another with a revolver in his hand. in twenty minutes, so it is stated, they had overtaken two of the wretches, who were then in the act of cutting pieces from the ears and fingers from the hands of the bodies of two dead women. brutes at bay. with revolver leveled at the scoundrels the leader of the posse shouted, "throw up your hands or i'll blow your heads off!" with blanched faces and trembling forms they obeyed the order and begged for mercy. they were searched, and as their pockets were emptied of their ghastly finds the indignation of the crowd intensified, and when _a bloody finger of an infant, encircled with two tiny gold rings_, was found among the plunder in the leader's pocket, a cry went up "_lynch them! lynch them!_" _without a moment's delay ropes were thrown around their necks and they were dangling to the limbs of a tree, in the branches of which an hour before were entangled the bodies of a dead father and son._ after the expiration of a half hour the ropes were cut, and the bodies lowered and carried to a pile of rocks in the forest on the hill above. it is hinted that an allegheny county official was one of the most prominent actors in this justifiable homicide. another case of attempted lynching was witnessed this evening near kernville. the man was observed stealing valuable articles from the houses. he was seized by a mob, a rope was placed around his neck and he was jerked up into the air. the rope was tied to the tree and his would-be lynchers left him. bystanders cut him down before he was dead. the other men did not interfere and he was allowed to go. the man was so badly scared that he could not give his name if he wanted to do so. two colored men were shot while robbing the dead bodies, by the pittsburgh police, who are doing guard about the town. fiends in human form. to one who saw bright, bustling johnstown a week ago the sight of its present condition must cause a thrill of horror, no matter how callous he might be. i doubt if any incident of war or flood ever caused a more sickening sight. wretchedness of the most pathetic kind met the gaze on every side. _unlawfulness runs riot._ if ever military aid was needed now is the time. _the town is perfectly overrun with thieves_, many of them from pittsburgh. the hungarians are the worst. they seem to operate in regular organized bands. in cambria city this morning they entered a house, drove out the occupants at the point of revolvers and took possession. they can be constantly seen carrying large quantities of plunder to the hills. the number of drunken men is remarkable. whiskey seems marvelously plenty. men are actually carrying it around in pails. barrels of the stuff are constantly located among the drifts, and men are scrambling over each other and fighting like wild beasts in their mad search for it. at the cemetery, at the upper end of the town, i saw a sight that rivals the inferno. a number of ghouls had found a lot of fine groceries, among them a barrel of brandy, with which they were fairly stuffing themselves. one huge fellow was standing on the strings of an upright piano singing a profane song, every little while breaking into a wild dance. a half dozen others were engaged in a hand-to-hand fight over the possession of some treasure stolen from a ruined house, and the crowd around the barrel were yelling like wild men. the cry for help increases every hour. something must be done to get the bodies decently taken care of. the ruins are reeking with the smell of decaying bodies. at the very edge of the ruins the body of a large colored woman, in an advanced state of decomposition, is lying like the body of an animal. watched their friends die. the fire in the drift above the bridge is still burning fiercely and will continue to do so for several days. the skulls of six people can be seen sticking up out of the ruins just above the east end of the bridge. nothing but the blackened skulls can be seen. they are all together. the sad scenes will never all be written. one lady told me this morning of seeing her mother crushed to pieces just before her eyes and the mangled body carried off down the stream. william yarner lost six children and saved a baby about eighteen months old. his wife died just three weeks ago. an aged german, his wife and five daughters floated down on their house to a point below nineveh, where the house was wrecked. the five daughters were drowned, but the old man and his wife stuck in a tree and hung there for twenty-four hours before they could be taken off. died kissing her babe. one of the most pitiful sights of this terrible disaster came to my notice this afternoon, when the body of a young lady was taken out of the conemaugh river. the woman was apparently quite young, though her features were terribly disfigured. nearly all the clothing except the shoes was torn off the body. the corpse was that of a mother, for although cold in death the woman clasped a young male babe apparently not more than a year old tightly in her arms. the little one was huddled close up to its mother's face, who when she realized their terrible fate, had evidently raised the babe to her lips to imprint upon its little lips the last motherly kiss it was to receive in this world. the sight was a pathetic one and turned many a stout heart to tears. among the miraculous escapes to be recorded in connection with the great disaster is that of george j. leas and his family. he resided on iron street. when the rush of water came there were eight people on the roof. the little house swung around off its moorings and floated about for nearly half an hour before it came up against the bank of drift above the stone bridge. a three-year-old girl with sunny golden hair and dimpled cheeks prayed all the while that god would save them, and it seemed that god really answered the prayer of this innocent little girl and directed the house against the drift, enabling every one of the eight to get off. mrs. leas carried the little girl in her arms, and how she got off she doesn't know. every house around them, she said, was crushed, and the people either killed or drowned. thugs at their work. one of the most dreadful features of this catastrophe has been the miserable weakness displayed by the authorities of johnstown and the surrounding boroughs. johnstown needed them sadly for forty-eight hours. there is supposed to be a burgess, but like most burgesses he is a shadowy and mythical personage. if there had been concerted and intelligent action the fire in the débris at the dam could have been extinguished within a short time after it started. too many cooks spoiled this ghastly broth. even now if dynamite or some other explosive was intelligently applied the huge mass of wreckage which has up to the present time escaped the flame, and no doubt contains a number of bodies, could be saved from fire. this, however, is a matter of small import compared with the immunity granted the outrageous and open graveyard robbery and disgusting thievery which have thriven bravely since friday morning. foreigners and natives carrying huge sacks, and in some instances even being assisted by horses and carts, have been busily engaged hunting corpses and stealing such valuables as were to be found in the wreckage. dozens of barrels of strong liquor have been rescued by the hungarian and polish laborers from among the ruins of saloons and hotels and the contents of the same have been freely indulged in. this has led to an alarming debauchery, which is on the increase. all day the numbers of the drunken crowd have been augmented from time to time by fresh arrivals from the surrounding districts. those who have suffered from the tidal wave have become much embittered against the law breakers. there have been many small fights and several small riots in consequence. this has been regarded with apprehension by the state authorities, and adjutant general hastings has arrived at johnstown to examine into the condition of affairs and to guard the desolated district with troops. the eighteenth regiment, of pittsburgh, has tendered its services to this work, but has received no reply to its tender. general hastings estimates that the loss of life is at least eight thousand. an employee of j.l. gill, of latrobe, says he and thirty-five other men were in a three-story building in johnstown last night. they had been getting out logs for the johnstown lumber company. the man says that the building was swept away and all the men were drowned except gill and his family. handling the dead. the recovery of bodies has taken up the time of thousands all day. the theory now is that most of those killed by the torrent were buried beneath the débris. to-day's work in the ruins in a large degree justifies this assumption. i saw six bodies taken out of one pile of rubbish not eight feet square. the truth is that bodies are almost as plentiful as logs. the whirl of the waters puts the bodies under and the logs and boards on top. the rigidity of arms standing out at right angles to the bloated and bruised bodies show that death in ninety-nine out of a hundred cases took place amid the ruins--that is after the wreck of houses had closed over them. dr. d.g. foster, who has been here all day, is of the opinion that most of the victims were killed by coming into violent contact with objects in the river and not by drowning. he found many fractured skulls and on most heads blows that would have rendered those receiving them instantly unconscious, and the water did the rest. _not fewer than three hundred bodies have been taken from the river and rubbish to-day._ it has been the labor of all classes of citizens, and marvellous work has been accomplished. the eastern end of main street, through which the waters tore most madly and destructively, and in which they left their legacy of wrecked houses, fallen trees and dead bodies in a greater degree than in any other portion of the city, has been cleared and the remains of over fifty have been taken out. all over town the searchers have been equally successful. as soon as a body is found it is placed on a litter and sent to the morgue, where it is washed and placed on a board for several hours to await identification. [illustration: interior of the morgue.] the morgue is the fourth-ward school house, and it has been surrounded all day by a crowd of several thousand people. at first the crowd were disposed to stop those bearing the stretchers, uncover the remains and view them, but this was found to be prolific not only of great delay, also scenes of agony that not even the bearers could endure. now a litter is guarded by a file of soldiers with fixed bayonets, and the people are forced aside until the morgue is reached. it is astonishing to find how small a number of injured are in the city. few survived. it was death or nothing with the demon of the flood. now that an adequate idea of what has befallen them has been reached, and the fact that a living has still to be made, that plants must be taken care of, that contracts must be filled, the business people of the city are giving their attention to the future. vice president and director james mcmillan, of the cambria iron company, says their loss has been well nigh incalculable. they are not daunted, but will to-morrow begin the work of clearing up the ruins of their mills preparatory to rebuilding and repairing their works. they will also immediately rebuild the gautier iron works. this is the disposition of all. "our pockets are light," they say, "but if nothing happens all of us will be in business again." the central portion of johnstown is as completely obliterated as if it had never had foundation. the river has made its bed upon the sites of hundreds of dwellings, and a vast area of sand, mud and gravel marks the old channel. it is doubtful whether it will be possible even to reclaim what was once the business portion of the city. the river will have to be returned to its old bed in order to do this. among the lost is h.g. rose, the district attorney of cambria county, whose body was among the first discovered. governor foraker, of ohio, this afternoon sent five hundred tents to this city. they will be pitched on the hillside to-morrow. they are sadly needed, as the buildings that are left are either too damp or too unsafe for occupancy. burying the dead. the work of burying the dead began this morning and has been kept up till late this evening. the bruising of the bodies by logs and trees and other débris and other exposure in the water have tended to hasten decomposition, which has set in in scores of cases, making interment instantly necessary. bodies are being buried as rapidly as they are identified. the work of pittsburgh undertakers in examining the dead has rendered it possible to keep all those embalmed two or three days longer, but this is desirable only in cases where identification is dubious and no claimants appear at all. to-day the cars sent out from pittsburgh with provisions for the living were hastily cleared in order to contain the bodies of the dead intended for interment in suburban cemeteries and in graveyards handy to the city. formality is dispensed with. in some instances only the undertaker and his assistants are present, and in others only one or two members of the family of the dead. the dead are more plentiful than the mourners. death has certainly dealt briefly with the stricken city. "let the dead bury the dead" has been more nearly exemplified in this instance than in any other in this country's history. the magnitude of the horror increases with the hours. it is believed that not less than two thousand of the drowned found lodgment beneath the _omnium gatherum_ in the triangle of ground that the conemaugh cut out of the bank between the river and the pennsylvania railroad bridge. the greatest funeral pyre in history. the victims were not upon it, but were parts of it. whole houses were washed into the apex of the triangle. hen coops, pigstys and stables were added to the mass. then a stove ignited the mass and the work of cremation began. it was a literal breast of fire. the smoke arose in a huge funnel-shaped cloud, and at times it changed to the form of an hour glass. at night the flames united would light up this misty remnant of mortality. the effect upon the living, both ignorant and intelligent, was the same. that volume of smoke with its dual form, produced a feeling of awe in many that was superior in most cases to that felt in the awful moment of the storm's wrath on friday. hundreds stood for hours regarding the smoke and wondering whether it foreboded another visitation more dire than its predecessor. the people hereabouts this morning awoke to find that nothing was left but a mass of ashes, calcined human bones, stoves, old iron and other approximately indestructible matter, from which only a light blue vapor was arising. general hastings took precautions to prevent the extension of the fire to another huge pile, a short distance away, and this will be rummaged to-day for bodies of flood victims. the pittsburgh undertakers have contributed more to facilitate the preparation of the dead for the graves than all others besides. there was a disposition on the part of many foreigners and negroes to raid the houses, and do an all around thieving business, but the measures adopted by the police had a tendency to frighten them off in nearly every case. one man was caught in the act of robbing the body of an old woman, but he protested that he had got nothing and was released. he immediately disappeared, and it was found afterward that he had taken $ from the pocket of the corpse. a half-breed negro yesterday and this morning was doing a thriving business in collecting hams, shoulders, chickens and even furniture. he had thieves in his employ, and while to some of them he was paying regular salaries, others were doing the work for a drink of whiskey. the authorities stopped this thing very suddenly, but not until a number of the people threatened to lynch the half breed. in one or two instance very narrow escapes from the rope were made. thousands of coffins and rough boxes have already arrived, and still the supply is short. they are brought in marked to some undertaker, who has a list of his dead, and as fast as the coffins come he writes the name of its intended tenant and tells the friends (when there are any) where to find it. how a funeral takes place. two of them go after it, and, carrying it between them to the morgue or to their homes, place the body in it and take it to the burial grounds. one unfortunate feature of the destruction is the fact that some one has been drowned from nearly every house in the city, and teams are procurable only with the greatest difficulty. dead horses are seen everywhere. in one stable two horses, fully harnessed, bridled and ready to be taken out, stand dead in their stable, stiff and upright. in a sand pile near the pennsylvania railroad depot a horse's hind feet, rump and tail are all that can be seen of him. he was caught in the rapidly running waters and had been driven into the sand. the following telegram from johnstown has been received at pittsburg: "for god's sake tell the sight-seers to keep away from johnstown for the present. what we want is people to work, not to look on. citizen's committee." three trains have already been sent out with crowded cargoes of sight-seers. at every station along the road excited crowds are waiting for an opportunity to get aboard. that's what would have happened to the owners of south fork if they had put in an appearance. there is great indignation among the people of johnstown at the wealthy pittsburghers who own south fork. they blame them severely for having maintained such a frightfully dangerous institution there. the feeling among the people was intense. if any of the owners of the dam had put in an appearance in johnstown they would have been lynched. the dam has been a constant menace to this valley ever since it has been in existence, and the feeling, which has been bitter enough on the occasion of every flood hitherto, after this horrible disaster is now at fever heat. without seeing the havoc created no idea can be given of the area of the desolation or the extent of the damage. only one left to mourn. an utterly wretched woman stood by a muddy pool of water, trying to find some trace of a once happy home. she was half crazed with grief, and her eyes were red and swollen. as i stepped to her side she raised her pale and haggard face, crying: "they are all gone. oh god be merciful to them. my husband and my seven dear little children have been swept down with the flood and i am left alone. we were driven by the raging flood into the garret, but the waters followed us there. inch by inch it kept rising until our heads were crushing against the roof. it was death to remain. so i raised a window and one by one placed my darlings on some drift wood, trusting to the great creator. as i liberated the last one, my sweet little boy, he looked at me and said: 'mamma, you always told me that the lord would care for me; will he look after me now?' "i saw him drift away with his loving face turned toward me, and with a prayer on my lips for his deliverance he passed from sight forever. the next moment the roof crashed in and i floated outside to be rescued fifteen hours later from the roof of a house in kernville. if i could only find one of my darlings, i could bow to the will of god, but they all are gone. i have lost everything on earth now but my life, and i will return to my old virginia home and lay me down for my last great sleep." a handsome woman, with hair as black as a raven's wing, walked through the depot, where a dozen or more bodies were awaiting burial. passing from one to another, she finally lifted the paper covering from the face of a woman, young and with traces of beauty showing through the stains of muddy water. with a cry of anguish she reeled backward, to be caught by a rugged man who chanced to be passing. in a moment or so she had calmed herself sufficiently to take one more look at the features of her dead. she stood gazing at the unfortunate as if dumb. finally turning away with another wild burst of grief she said:-- "and her beautiful hair all matted and her sweet face bruised and stained with mud and water." the dead woman was the sister of the mourner. the body was placed in a coffin a few minutes later and sent away to its narrow house. these incidents are but fair samples of the scenes familiar to every turn in this stricken city. [illustration: the awful rush of waters.] chapter iii. the horror increases. during the night thirty-three bodies were brought to one house. as yet the relief force is not perfectly organized and bodies are lying around on boards and doors. within twenty feet of where this was written the dead body of a colored woman lies. provision has been made by the relief committee for the sufferers to send despatches to all parts of the country. the railroad company has a track through to the bridge. the first train arrived about half-past nine o'clock this morning. a man in a frail craft got caught in the rapids at the railroad bridge, and it looked as if he would increase the already terrible list of dead, but fortunately he caught on a rock, where he now is and is liable to remain all day. the question on every person's lips is--will the cambria iron company rebuild? the wire mill is completely wrecked, but the walls of the rolling mill are still standing. if they do not resume it is a question whether the town will be rebuilt. the hungarians were beginning to pillage the houses, and the arrival of police was most timely. word had just been received that all the men employed by peabody, the pittsburgh contractor, have been saved. the worst part of this disaster has not been told. indeed, the most graphic description that can be written will not tell half the tale. no pen can describe nor tongue tell the vastness of this devastation. i walked over the greater part of the wrecked town this morning, and one could not have pictured such a wreck, nor could one have imagined that an entire town of this size could be so completely swept away. a.j. haws, one of the prominent men of the town, was standing on the hillside this morning, taking a view of the wreck. he said: "i never saw anything like this, nor do i believe any one else ever did. no idea can be had of the tremendous loss of property here. it amounts up into the millions. i am going to leave the place. i never will build here." i heard the superintendents and managers of the cambria iron works saying they doubted if the works will be rebuilt. this would mean the death blow to the place. mr. stackhouse, first vice-president of the iron works, is expected here to-day. nothing can be done until a meeting of the company is held. preparations for burial. adjutant general hastings, who is in charge of the relief corps at the railroad station, has a force of carpenters at work making rough boxes in which to bury the dead. they will be buried on the hill, just above the town, on ground belonging to the cambria iron company. the graves will be numbered. no one will be buried that has not been identified without a careful description being taken. general hastings drove fifty-eight miles across the country in order to get here, and as soon as he came took charge. he has the whole town organized, and in connection with l.s. smith has commenced the building of bridges and clearing away the wrecks to get out the dead bodies. [illustration: preparations for burial.] general hastings has a large force of men clearing private tracks of the cambria iron company in order that the small engines can be put to work bringing up the dead that have been dragged out of the river at points below. the bodies are being brought up and laid out in freight cars. mr. kittle, of ebensburg, has been deputized to take charge of the valuables taken from the bodies and keep a registry of them, and also to note any marks of identification that may be found. a number of the bodies have been stripped of rings or bracelets and other valuables. over six hundred corpses have now been taken out on the south side of stony creek, the greater portion of which have been identified. send us coffins. preparations for their burial are being carried on as rapidly as possible, and "coffins, coffins," is the cry. no word has been received anywhere of any being shipped. even rough boxes will be gladly received. those that are being made, and in which many of the bodies are being buried, are of rough unplaned boards. one hundred dead bodies are laid out at the soap factory, while two hundred or more people are gathered there that are in great distress. boats are wanted. people have the greatest difficulty in getting to the town. struggling for order. another account from johnstown on the second day after the disaster says: the situation here has not changed, and yesterday's estimates of the loss of life do not seem to be exaggerated. six hundred bodies are now lying in johnstown, and a large number have already been buried. four immense relief trains arrived last night, and the survivors are being well cared for. adjutant general hastings, assisted by mayor sanger, has taken command at johnstown and vicinity. nothing is legal unless it bears the signature of the former. the town itself is guarded by company h, sixth regiment, lieutenant leggett in command. new members were sworn in by him, and they are making excellent soldiers. special police are numerous, and the regulations are so strict that even the smoking of a cigar is prohibited. general hastings expresses the opinion that more troops are necessary. mr. alex. hart is in charge of the special police. he has lost his wife and family. notwithstanding his great misfortune he is doing the work of a hercules in his own way. firemen and soldiers arriving. chief evans, of the pittsburgh fire department, arrived this evening with engines and several hose carts, with a full complement of men. a large number of pittsburgh physicians came on the same train. a squad of battery b, under command of lieutenant brown, the forerunners of the whole battery, arrived at the improvised telegraph office at half-past six o'clock. lieutenant brown went at once to adjutant general hastings and reported for duty. a portion of the police force of pittsburgh and alleghany are on duty, and better order is maintained than prevailed yesterday. communication has been restored between cambria city and johnstown by a foot bridge. the work of repairing the tracks between sang hollow and johnstown is going on rapidly, and trains will probably be running by to-morrow morning. not less than fifteen thousand strangers are here. the unruly element has been put down and order is now perfect. the citizen's committee are in charge and have matters well organized. a proclamation has just been issued that all men who are able to work must report for work or leave the place. "we have too much to do to support idlers," says the citizen's committee, "and will not abuse the generous help that is being sent by doing so." from to-morrow all will be at work. money now is greatly needed to meet the heavy pay rolls that will be incurred for the next two weeks. w. c. lewis, chairman of the finance committee, is ready to receive the same. fall of the wall of water. mr. crouse, proprietor of the south fork fishing club hotel, came to johnstown this afternoon. he says:-- "when the dam of conemaugh lake broke the water seemed to leap, scarcely touching the ground. it bounded down the valley, crashing and roaring, carrying everything before it. for a mile its front seemed like a solid wall twenty feet high." freight agent dechert, when the great wall that held the body of water began to crumble at the top sent a message begging the people of johnstown for god's sake to take to the hills. he reports no serious accidents at south fork. richard davis ran to prospect hill when the water raised. as to mr. dechert's message, he says just such have been sent down at each flood since the lake was made. the warning so often proved useless that little attention was paid to it this time. "i cannot describe the mad rush," he said. "at first it looked like dust. that must have been the spray. i could see houses going down before it like a child's play blocks set on edge in a row. as it came nearer i could see houses totter for a moment, then rise and the next moment be crushed like egg shells against each other." to rise phoenix-like. james mcmillin, vice-president of the cambria iron works, was met this afternoon. in a conversation he said: "i do not know what our loss is. i cannot even estimate, as i have not the faintest idea what it may be. the upper mill is totally wrecked--damaged beyond all possibility of repairs. the lower mill is damaged to such an extent that all machinery and buildings are useless. "the mills will be rebuilt immediately. i have sent out orders that all men that can must report at the mill to-morrow to commence cleaning up. i do not think the building was insured against a flood. the great thing we want is to get the mill in operation again." [illustration: the bridge, where a thousand houses, jambed together, caught fire.] [illustration: in the valley of death.] [illustration: a mother and child perish together.] [illustration: swept away by the torrent.] [illustration: lynching and drowning thieves.] [illustration: distributing supplies to the destitute.] [illustration: a crazed soldier commits suicide.] [illustration: made orphans by the flood.] [illustration: a father's despair at the loss of his family.] [illustration: valley of the conemaugh near johnstown.] [illustration: meeting of friends and relatives after the flood.] [illustration: mother and babe cast up by the waters.] [illustration: relief for johnstown-pennsylvania railroad station, philadelphia.] [illustration: the militia at rest.] the gautier wire works was completely destroyed. the buildings will be immediately rebuilt and put in operation as soon as possible. the loss at this point is complete. the land on which it stood is to-day as barren and desolate as if it were in the midst of the sahara desert. the cambria iron company loses its great supply stores. the damage to the stock alone will amount to $ , . the building was valued at $ , , and is a total loss. the company offices which adjoins the store was a handsome structure. it was protected by the first building, but nevertheless is almost totally destroyed. the dartmouth club, at which employees of the works boarded, was carried away in the flood. it contained many occupants at the time. none were saved. estimates of the losses of the cambria iron company given are from $ , , to $ , , . but little of this can be recovered. history of the works. the cambria iron works at johnstown were built in . it was the second largest plant of its kind in the country, and was completely swept away. its capacity of finished steel per annum was , net tons of steel rails and , net tons of steel in other shapes. the mill turned out steel rails, spike bars, angles, flats, rounds, axles, billets and wire rods. there were nine siemens and forty-two reverbatory heating furnaces, one seven ton and two , pound hammers and three trains of rolls. the bessemer steel works made their first blow july , , and they contained nine gross ton converters, with an annual capacity of , net tons of ingots. in two fifteen gross tons siemens open-hearth steel furnaces were built, with an annual capacity of , net tons of ingots. the cambria iron company also owns the gautier steel works at johnstown, which were erected in . the rolling mill produced annually , net tons of merchant bar steel of every size and for every purpose. the wire mill had a capacity alone of , tons of fence wire. there are numerous bituminous coal mines near johnstown, operated by the cambria iron company, the euclid coal company and private persons. there were three woolen mills, employing over three hundred hands and producing an annual product valued at $ , . awful work of the flames. fifty acres of town swept clean. one thousand two hundred buildings destroyed. eight thousand to ten thousand lives lost. that is the record of the johnstown calamity as it looked to me just before dark last night. acres of the town were turned into cemeteries, and miles of the river bank were involuntary storage rooms for household goods. from the half ruined parapet at the end of the stone railroad bridge, in johnstown proper, one sees sights so gruesome that none but the soulless hungarian and italian laborers can command his emotions. _at my right is a fiery pit that is now believed to have been the funeral pyre of almost a thousand persons._ streets obliterated. the fiercest rush of the current was straight across the lower, level part of johnstown, where it entirely obliterated cinder, washington, market, main and walnut streets. these streets were from a half to three-quarters of a mile in length, and were closely crowded along their entire course with dwellings and other buildings, and there is now no more trace of streets or houses than there is at low tide on the beach at far rockaway. in the once well populated boroughs of conemaugh and woodvale there are to-night literally but two buildings left, one the shell of the woodvale woolen mill and the other a sturdy brick dwelling. the buildings which were swept from twenty out of the thirty acres of devastated johnstown were crowded against the lower end of the big stone bridge in a mass yards wide, yards broad and from to feet deep. they were crushed and split out of shape and packed together like playing cards. when you realize that in nearly every one of these buildings there were at least one human being, while in some there were as many as seventy-five, it is easy to comprehend how awful it was when this mass began to burn fiercely last night. it was known that a large number of persons were imprisoned in the débris, for they could be plainly seen by those on shore, but it was not until people stopped to think and to ask themselves questions, which startled them in a ghastly way, that the fact became plain that instead of a pitiful hundred or two of victims at least a thousand were in that roaring, crackling, loathsome, blazing mass upon the surface of the water and in the huge, inaccessible arches of the big bridge. charred bodies. charred bodies could be seen here and there all through the glowing embers. there was no attempt to check the fire by the authorities, nor for that matter did they try to stop the robbing of the dead, nor any other glaring violation of law. the fire is spreading toward a large block of crushed buildings further up the stream. there is a broad stretch of angry water above and below, while over there, just opposite the end of the bridge, is the ruin of the great cambria iron works, which have been damaged to the extent of over $ , , . the gautier steel works have been wiped away, and are represented by a loss of $ , , and a big hole. the holbert house, owned by renford brothers, has entirely disappeared. it was a five story building, was the leading hotel of johnstown, and contained a hundred rooms. of the seventy-five guests who were in it when the flood came, only eight have been saved. most of them were crushed by the fall of the walls and flooring. hundreds of searching parties are looking in the muddy ponds and among the wreckage for bodies and they are being gathered in ghastly heaps. in one building among the bloated victims, i saw a young and well-dressed man and woman, still locked in each other's arms, a young mother with her babe pressed with delirious tenacity to her breast, and on a small pillow was a tiny babe a few hours old, which the doctors said must have been born in the water. it is said that bodies have so far been recovered, or have been located. the coroner of westmoreland county is ordering coffins by the carload. in the raging waters. a dispatch from derry says: in this city the poor people in the raging waters cried out for aid that never came. more than one brave man risked his life in trying to save those in the flood. every hour details of some heroic action are brought to light. in many instances the victims displayed remarkable courage and gave their chances for rescue to friends with them. sons stood back for mothers, and were lost while their parents were taken out. many a son went down to a watery grave that a sister or a father might be saved. such instances of sacrifice in the face of fearful danger are numerous. the force of the waters. one can estimate the force of the water when it is known that it carried locomotives down the mountain side and turned them upside down where they are now lying. long trains of cars have been derailed and carried great distances from the railroads. the first sight that greeted the men at nine this morning was the body of a beautiful woman lying crushed and mangled under the ponderous wheels of a gondola car. the clothing was torn to shreds. dr. berry said that he never saw such intense pain pictured on a face before. terrible stories. at this time of writing it is impossible to secure the names of any of the lost. every person one meets along the road has some horrible tale of drowned and dead bodies recovered. one thousand people or more were buried and crushed in the great fire. the flats below conemaugh are full of cars with many dead bodies lying under them. at sang hollow a man named duncan sat on the roof of a house and saw his father and mother die in the attic below him. the poor fellow was powerless to help them, and he stood there wringing his hands and tearing his hair. a man was seen clinging to a tree, covered with blood. he was lost with the others. long after dark the flames of fire shot high above the burning mass of timber, lighting the vast flood of rushing waters on all sides. the dead. dead bodies are being picked up. the train master, e. pitcairn, has been working manfully directing the rescuing of dead bodies at nineveh. in a ten acre field seventy-five bodies were taken out within a half mile of each other. of this number only five were men, the rest being women and children. many beautiful young girls, refined in features and handsomely dressed, were found, and women and young mothers with their hair matted with roots and leaves are constantly being removed. the wrecking crew which took out these bodies are confident that bodies are lying buried in the sand and under the débris on those low-lying bottom lands. some of the bodies were horribly mangled, and the features were twisted and contorted as if they had died in the most excrutiating agony. others are found lying stretched out with calm faces. many a tear was dropped by the men as they worked away removing the bodies. an old lady with fine gray hair was picked up alive, although every bone in her body was broken. judging from the number of women and children found in the swamps of nineveh, the female portion of the population suffered the most. a fatal tree. mr. o'conner was at sang hollow when the flood began. he remained there through the afternoon and night, and he states that there was a fatal tree on the island against which a number of people were dashed and instantly killed. their bodies were almost tied in a knot doubled over the tree by the force of the current. mr. o'conner says that the first man who came down had his brains knocked out against this obstruction. in fact, those who hit the tree met the same fate and were instantly killed under the pile of driftwood collected there. he could give no estimate of the number lost at this point, but says that it is certainly large. braves death for his family. one of the most thrilling incidents of the disaster was the performance of a.j. leonard, whose family reside in morrellville, a short distance below this point. he was at work here, and hearing that his house had been swept away determined at all hazards to ascertain the fate of his family. the bridges having been carried away he constructed a temporary raft, and clinging to it as close as a cat to the side of a fence, he pushed his frail craft out in the raging torrent and started on a chase which, to all who were watching, seemed to mean an embrace in death. heedless of cries "for god's sake go back, you will be drowned," and "don't attempt it," he persevered. as the raft struck the current he threw off his coat and in his shirt sleeves braved the stream. down plunged the boards and down went leonard, but as it rose he was seen still clinging. a mighty shout arose from the throats of the hundreds on the banks, who were now deeply interested, earnestly hoping he would successfully ford the stream. down again went his bark, but nothing, it seemed, could shake leonard off. the craft shot up in the air apparently ten or twelve feet, and leonard stuck to it tenaciously. slowly but surely he worked his boat to the other side of the stream, and after what seemed an awful suspense he finally landed amid ringing cheers of men, women and children. the last seen of him he was making his way down a mountain road in the direction of the spot where his house had lately stood. his family consisted of his wife and three children. an angel in the mud. the pennsylvania railroad company's operators at switch corner, which is near sang hollow, tell thrilling stories of the scenes witnessed by them on friday afternoon and evening. said one of them: "in order to give you an idea of how the tidal wave rose and fell, let me say that i kept a measure and timed the rise and fall of the water, and in forty-eight minutes it fell four and a half feet. "i believe that when the water goes down about seventy-five children and fifty grown persons will be found among the weeds and bushes in the bend of the river just below the tower. "there the current was very strong, and we saw dozens of people swept under the trees, and i don't believe that more than one in twenty came out on the other side." "they found a little girl in white just now," said one of the other operators. "good god!" said the chief operator, "she isn't dead, is she!" "yes; they found her in a clump of willow bushes, kneeling on a board, just about the way we saw her when she went down the river." turning to me he said:-- "that was the saddest thing we saw all day yesterday. two men came down on a little raft, with a little girl kneeling between them, and her hands raised and praying. she came so close to us we could see her face, and that she was crying. she had on a white dress and looked like a little angel. she went under that cursed shoot in the willow bushes at the bend like all the rest, but we did hope she would get through alive." "and so she was still kneeling," he said to his companion, who had brought the unwelcome news. "she sat there," was the reply, "as if she were still praying, and there was a smile on her poor little face, though her mouth was full of mud." all agreed in saying that at least one hundred people were drowned below nineveh. direful incidents. the situation at johnstown grows worse as fuller particulars are being received in pittsburgh. this morning it was reported that three thousand people were lost in the flood. in the afternoon this number was increased to six thousand, and at this writing despatches place the number at ten thousand. it is the most frightful destruction of life that has ever been known in the united states. vampires at hand. it is stated that already a large gang of thieves and vampires have descended on and near the place. their presumed purpose is to rob the dead and ransack the demolished buildings. the tenth regiment of the pennsylvania national guard has been ordered out to protect property. a telegram from bolivar says lockport did not suffer much, but that sixty-five families were turned out of their homes. the school at that place is filled with mothers, fathers, daughters and children. noble acts of heroism. edward dick, a young railroader living in the place, saw an old man floating down the river on a tree trunk whose agonized face and streaming gray hair excited his compassion. he plunged into the torrent, clothes and all, and brought the old man safely ashore. scarcely had he done this when the upper story of a house floated by on which mrs. adams, of cambria, and her two children were borne. he plunged in again, and while breaking through the tin roof of the house cut an artery in his left wrist, but, although weakened with loss of blood, succeeded in saving both mother and children. george shore, another lockport swimmer, pulled out william jones, of cambria, who was almost exhausted and could not possibly have survived another twenty minutes in the water. john decker, who has some celebrity as a local pugilist, was also successful in saving a woman and boy, but was nearly killed in a third attempt to reach the middle of the river by being struck by a huge log. the most miraculous fact about the people who reached bolivar alive was how they passed through the falls halfway between lockport and bolivar. the seething waters rushed through that barrier of rock with a noise which drowned that of all the passing trains. heavy trees were whirled high in the air out of the water, and houses which reached there whole were dashed to splinters against the rocks. a tale of horror. on the floor of william mancarro's house, groaning with pain and grief, lay patrick madden, a furnace man of the cambria iron company. he told of his terrible experience in a voice broken with emotion. he said: "when the cambria iron company's bridge gave way i was in the house of a neighbor, edward garvey. we were caught through our own neglect, like a great many others, and a few minutes before the houses were struck garvey remarked that he was a good swimmer, and could get away no matter how high the water rose. ten minutes later i saw him and his son-in-law drowned. "no human being could swim in that terrible torrent of débris. after the south fork reservoir broke i was flung out of the building and saw, when i rose to the surface of the water, my wife hanging upon a piece of scantling. she let it go and was drowned almost within reach of my arm and i could not help or save her. i caught a log and floated with it five or six miles, but it was knocked from under me when i went over the dam. i then caught a bale of hay and was taken out by mr. morenrow." a despatch from greensburg says the day express, which left pittsburgh at eight o'clock on friday morning was lying at johnstown in the evening at the time the awful rush of waters came down the mountains. we have been informed by one who was there that the coach next to the baggage car was struck by the raging flood, and with its human freight cut loose from the rest of the train and carried down the stream. all on board, it is feared, perished. of the passengers who were left on the track, fifteen or more who endeavored to flee to the mountains were caught, it is thought, by the flood, and likewise carried to destruction. samuel bell, of latrobe, was conductor on the train, and he describes the scene as the most appalling and heartrending he ever witnessed. a special despatch from latrobe says:--"the special train which left the union station, pittsburgh, at half-past one arrived at nineveh station, nine miles from johnstown, last evening at five o'clock. the train was composed of four coaches and locomotive, and carried, at the lowest calculation, over nine hundred persons, including the members of the press. the passengers were packed in like sardines and many were compelled to hang out upon the platform. a large proportion of the passengers were curiosity seekers, while there was a large sprinkling of suspicious looking characters, who had every appearance of being crooks and wreckers, such as visit all like disasters for the sole purpose of plundering and committing kindred depredations." when the train reached nineveh the report spread through it that a number of bodies had been fished out of the water and were awaiting identification at a neighboring planing mill. i stopped off to investigate the rumor, while the balance of the party journeyed on toward sang hollow, the nearest approach to johnstown by rail. i visited mumaker's planing mills and found that the report was true. [illustration: taking dead bodies from a roof.] all day long the rescuers had been at work, and at this writing (six o'clock) they have taken out seventy-eight dead bodies, the majority of whom are women and children. the bodies are horribly mutilated and covered with mud and blood. fifteen of them are those of men. their terribly mutilated condition makes identification for the present almost impossible. one of the bodies found was that of a woman, apparently about thirty-five years of age. every conveyance that could be used has been pressed into service. latrobe is all agog with excitement over the great disaster. almost every train takes out a load of roughs and thugs who are bent on mischief. they resemble the mob that came to pittsburgh during the riots. measures of relief. pittsburgh is in a wild state of excitement. a large mass meeting was held yesterday afternoon and in a short space of time $ , was subscribed for the sufferers. the pennsylvania company has been running trains every hour to the scene of the disaster or as near it as they can get. provisions and a large volunteer relief corps have been sent up. the physicians have had an enthusiastic meeting at which one and all freely offered their services. the latest project is to have the wounded and the survivors who fled to the hillsides from the angry rush of waters brought to pittsburgh. the exposition society has offered the use of its splendid new building as a temporary hospital. all the hospitals in the city have also offered to care for the sufferers free of charge to the full limit of their capacity. word has been received at allegheny junction, twenty-two miles above pittsburgh, from leechburg that a woman and two children were seen floating past there at five o'clock yesterday morning on top of some wreckage. they were alive, and their pitiful cries for help drew the attention of the people on the shore. some men got a boat and endeavored to reach the sufferers. as they rowed out in the stream the woman could be heard calling to them to save the children first. the men made a gallant effort. it was all without avail, as the strong current and floating masses of débris prevented them from reaching the victims, and the latter floated on down the stream until their despairing cries could no longer be heard. mrs. chambers, of apollo, was swept away when her house was wrecked during the night. she had gone to bed when the flood came and she had not time to dress. fortunately she managed to secure a hold on some wreckage which was being carried past her. she kept her hold until her cries were heard by some men a short distance above leechburg. they got out a boat and succeeded in reaching her, and took her to a house near the bank of the river. when they got her there it was found that she was badly bruised and all her clothing had been torn off by the débris with which she had come in contact, leaving her entirely naked. she was also rescued at natrona. a lucky change of residence. mr. f.j. moore, of the western union office in this city, is giving thanks to-day for the fortunate escape of his wife and two children from the devastated city. as if by some foreknowledge of the impending disaster, mr. moore had arranged to have his family move yesterday from johnstown and join him in this city. their household goods were shipped on thursday, and yesterday just in time to save themselves, the little party departed in the single train which made the trip between johnstown and pittsburgh. i called on mrs. moore at her husband's apartments, no. webster avenue, and found her completely prostrated by the news of the final catastrophe, coupled with the dangerous experience through which she and her little ones had passed. "oh, it was terrible," she said. "the reservoir had broken, and before we got out of the house the water filled the cellar, and on the way to the depot it was up to the carriage bed. our train left at a quarter to two p.m., and at that hour the flood had commenced to rise with terrible rapidity. houses and sheds were carried away, and two men were drowned almost under our very eyes. people gathered on the roofs to take refuge from the water which poured into the lower rooms of their dwellings, and many families took fright and became scattered beyond hope of being reunited. just as the train pulled out i saw a woman crying bitterly. her house had been flooded and she had escaped, leaving her husband behind, and her fears for his safety made her almost crazy. our house was in the lower part of the town, and it makes me shudder to think what would have happened had we remained in it an hour longer. so far as i know we were the only passengers from johnstown on the train, and therefore i suppose we are the only persons who got away in time to escape the culminating disaster." mrs. moore's little son told me how he had seen the rats driven out of their holes by the flood and running along the tops of the fences. mr. moore endeavored to get to johnstown yesterday, but was prevented by the suspension of traffic and says he is very glad of it. what the eye hath seen. the scenes at heanemyer's planing mill at nineveh, where the dead bodies are lying, are never to be forgotten. the torn, bruised and mutilated bodies of the victims are lying in a row on the floor of the planing mill which looks more like the field of bull run after that disasterous battle than a work shop. the majority of the bodies are nude, their clothing having been torn off. all along the river bits of clothing--a tiny shoe, a baby dress, a mother's evening wrapper, a father's coat, and in fact every article of wearing apparel imaginable may be seen hanging to stumps of trees and scattered on the bank. one of the most pitiful sights of this terrible disaster came to my notice this afternoon when the body of a young lady was taken out of the conemaugh river. the woman was apparently quite young, though her features were terribly disfigured. nearly all the clothing excepting the shoes was torn off the body. the corpse was that of a mother, for although cold in death she clasped a young male babe, apparently not more than a year old, tightly in her arms. the little one was huddled close up to the face of the mother, who when she realized their terrible fate had evidently raised it to her lips to imprint upon its lips the last kiss it was to receive in this world. the sight forced many a stout heart to shed tears. the limp bodies, with matted hair, some with holes in their heads, eyes knocked out and all bespattered with blood were a ghastly spectacle. story of the first fugitives. the first survivors of the johnstown wreck who arrived in the city last night were joseph and henry lauffer and lew dalmeyer, three well known pittsburghers. they endured considerable hardship and had several narrow escapes with their lives. their story of the disaster can best be told in their own language. joe, the youngest of the lauffer brothers, said:-- "my brother and i left on thursday for johnstown. the night we arrived there it rained continually, and on friday morning it began to flood. i started for the cambria store at a quarter past eight on friday, and in fifteen minutes afterward i had to get out of the store in a wagon, the water was running so rapidly. we then arrived at the station and took the day express and went as far as conemaugh, where we had to stop. the limited, however got through, and just as we were about to start the bridge at south fork gave way with a terrific crash, and we had to stay there. we then went to johnstown. this was at a quarter to ten in the morning, when the flood was just beginning. the whole city of johnstown was inundated and the people all moved up to the second floor. mountains of water. "now this is where the trouble occurred. these poor unfortunates did not know the reservoir would burst, and there are no skiffs in johnstown to escape in. when the south fork basin gave way mountains of water twenty feet high came rushing down the conemaugh river, carrying before them death and destruction. i shall never forget the harrowing scene. just think of it! thousands of people, men, women and children, struggling and weeping and wailing as they were being carried suddenly away in the raging current. houses were picked up as if they were but a feather, and their inmates were all carried away with them, while cries of 'god help me!' 'save me!' 'i am drowning!' 'my child!' and the like were heard on all sides. those who were lucky enough to escape went to the mountains, and there they beheld the poor unfortunates being crushed among the débris to death without any chance of being rescued. here and there a body was seen to make a wild leap into the air and then sink to the bottom. "at the stone bridge of the pennsylvania company people were dashed to death against the piers. when the fire started there hundreds of bodies were burned. many lookers-on up on the mountains, especially the women, fainted." mr. lauffer's brother, harry, then told his part of the tale, which was not less interesting. he said:--"we had the most narrow escapes of anybody, and i tell you we don't want to be around when anything of that kind occurs again. "the scenes at johnstown have not in the least been exaggerated, and indeed the worst is to be heard. when we got to conemaugh and just as we were about to start the bridge gave way. this left the day express, the accommodation, a special train and a freight train at the station. above was the south fork water basin, and all of the trains were well filled. we were discussing the situation when suddenly, without any warning, the whistles of every engine began to shriek, and in the noise could be heard the warning of the first engineer, 'my god! rush to the mountains, the reservoir has burst.' then, with a thundering like peal came the mad rush of waters. no sooner had the cry been heard than those who could with a wild leap rushed from the train and up the mountains. to tell this story takes some time, but the moments in which the horrible scene was enacted were few. then came the tornado of water, leaping and rushing with tremendous force. the waves had angry crests of white and their roar was something deafening. in one terrible swath they caught the four trains and lifted three of them right off the track, as if they were only a cork. there they floated in the river. think of it, three large locomotives and finely varnished pullmans floating around, and above all the hundreds of poor unfortunates who were unable to escape from the car swiftly drifting toward death. just as we were about to leap from the car i saw a mother, with a smiling, blue eyed baby in her arms. i snatched it from her and leaped from the train just as it was lifted off of the track. the mother and child were saved, but if one more minute had elapsed we all would have perished." beyond the power of words. during all of this time the waters kept rushing down the conemaugh and through the beautiful town of johnstown, picking up everything and sparing nothing. the mountains by this time were black with people, and the moans and sighs from those below brought tears to the eyes of the most stony hearted. there in that terrible rampage were brothers, sisters, wives and husbands, and from the mountain could be seen the panic stricken marks in the faces of those who were struggling between life and death. i really am unable to do justice to the scene, and its details are almost beyond my power to relate. then came the burning of the débris near the pennsylvania railroad bridge. the scene was too sickening to endure. we left the spot and journeyed across country and delivered many notes, letters, etc., that were intrusted to us. we rode thirty-one miles in a buckboard, then walked six miles, reached blairsville and journeyed again on foot to what is called the "bow," and from thence we arrived home. on our way we met mr. f. thompson, a friend of ours, who resides in nineveh, and he stated that rescuing parties were busy all day at annom. one hundred and seventy-five bodies were recovered at that place. an old couple about sixty years of age were rescued from a tree, on which they came floating down the stream. they were clasped in each other's arms. president harrison's private secretary, elijah halford, and wife, were on the train which was swept away, but escaped and were in the mountains when i left. among the lost are colonel john p. linton and his wife and children. colonel linton was prominent in the grand army of the republic and in the knights of pythias and other orders. he was formerly auditor general of pennsylvania. [illustration: nineveh station, where two hundred bodies were found.] chapter iv. multiplication of terrors. the handsome brick high school building is damaged to such an extent that it will have to be rebuilt. the water attained the height of the window sills of the second floor. its upper stories formed a refuge for many persons. all saturday afternoon two little girls could be seen at the windows frantically calling for aid. they had spent all night and the day in the building, cut off from all aid. without food and drinking water their condition was lamentable. late in the evening the children were removed to higher ground and properly cared for. a number of persons had been taken from this building earlier in the day, but in the excitement the children were forgotten. their names could not be obtained. death in many forms. morrell institute, a beautiful building and the old homestead of the morrell family, is totally ruined. the water has weakened the walls and foundations to such an extent that there is danger of its collapsing. many families took refuge in this building and were saved. now that the waters have receded there is danger from falling walls. all day long the crashing of walls could be heard across the river. before daybreak this morning the sounds could not but make one shudder at the very thought of the horrible deaths that awaited many who had escaped the devastating flood. library hall was another of the fine buildings of the many in the city that is destroyed. of the episcopal church not a vestige remains. where it once stood, there is now a placid lake. the parsonage is swept away, and the rector of the church, rev. mr. diller, was drowned. buried under falling buildings. the church was one of the first buildings to fall. it carried with it several of the surrounding houses. many of them were occupied. the victims were swept into the comparatively still waters at the bridge, and there met death either by fire or water. james m. walters, an attorney, spent the night in alma hall and relates a thrilling story. one of the most curious occurrences of the whole disaster was how mr. walters got to the hall. he has his office on the second floor. his home is at no. walnut street. he says he was in the house with his family when the waters struck it. all was carried away. mr. walters' family drifted on a roof in another direction. he passed down several streets and alleys until he came to the hall. his dwelling struck that edifice and he was thrown into his own office. long, dark night of terror. about two hundred persons had taken refuge in the hall, and were on the second, third and fourth stories. the men held a meeting and drew up some rules, which all were bound to respect. mr. walters was chosen president. rev. mr. beale was put in charge of the first floor, a.m. hart of the second floor, doctor matthews of the fourth floor. no lights were allowed, and the whole night was spent in darkness. the sick were cared for. the weaker women and children had the best accommodations that could be had, while the others had to wait. the scenes were most agonizing. heartrending shrieks, sobs and moans pierced the gloomy darkness. the crying of children mingled with the suppressed sobs of the women. under the guardianship of the men all took more hope. no one slept during all the long dark night. many knelt for hours in prayer, their supplications mingling with the roar of the waters and the shrieks of the dying in the surrounding houses. in all this misery two women gave premature birth to children. here is a hero. dr. matthews is a hero. several of his ribs were crushed by a falling timber and his pains were most severe, yet through all he attended the sick. when two women in a house across the street shouted for help he with two other brave young men climbed across the drift and ministered to their wants. no one died during the night, but women and children surrendered their lives on the succeeding day as a result of terror and fatigue. miss rose young, one of the young ladies in the hall, was frightfully cut and bruised. mrs. young had a leg broken. all of mr. walters' family were saved. while the loss of property about brookville, the lumber centre of pennsylvania, by the great flood has been enormous, variously estimated at from $ , to $ , , not a single life has been lost. at least there have been none reported so far, and i have travelled over the line from red bank, on the valley road, to dubois, on the low grade division. every creek is swollen to many times its natural size. a great deal of the low-lying farm lands and roads in places have water enough over them to float an ordinary steamboat. leaving pittsburgh saturday morning on the valley road, we ran past millions and millions of feet of lumber. from the city to the junction opposite freeport the river was almost choked with débris of broken and shattered houses. in places the river was fairly black with floating masses of lath, shingles, roofs, floors and other lumber that had formerly been houses. the sight was appalling and spoke louder than any pen can describe. at red bank the river was filled with a different kind of lumber, including huge saw logs ready for cutting. from the estimates of an old lumber man who was on the train i was told that between the stations named we passed at least ten million feet of lumber, which means a loss of fully $ , to the owners. a big portion of this came out of the clarion river, the estimated money loss from that section alone being anywhere from $ , to $ , . all along the allegheny river were gathered people trying to catch the logs, risking their lives, for the logs swept down the river in a current that was running fully ten miles an hour. the work was very hazardous. the catchers are allowed by law six and a quarter cents for each log captured, and the river was almost lined with people trying to save the property. at red bank, which we left at noon, there were at least six feet of water expected from oil city, and with it, according to the reports from up the river, was an immense amount of lumber. leaving the valley road at red bank we went up the low grade division to bryant, where immense sawmills, the largest in the vicinity are located. the current was rushing along at a rate anywhere from twelve to fifteen miles an hour, tossing the huge logs around like so many toothpicks and carrying everything before them. so great was the current and mass of logs that the big iron bridge at reynoldsville, sixteen miles above brookville, was swept away, as were two wagon bridges and several small foot bridges. hundreds homeless and suffering. many houses here and there along red bank creek were turned upside down, some of them floating clear away, while the more secure ones were flooded with water clear into the second floors. many of the smaller cottages and shanties were covered, leaving only the peaks of the roofs sticking out to show the spots that families had but a few hours before called home. all along the railroad track was piled the few household effects, furniture, bedding, tables and clothes which the poor owners had saved before they were forced out on the high ground. these same people had gone to bed last evening thinking themselves safe from the high water, only to be wakened about midnight by the noise of the rushing floods and the huge saw logs bumping against their homes. the very narrow escapes that some of them made while getting their families into places of safety would fill many pages of this book. floating to safety on saw logs. one man had to mount the different members of his family on logs. the mother and children alike sat astride of them, and then, with the father on the other end, were poled across to the high ground. another man, whose house was in a worse place, swam ashore and, throwing a rope back to the mother, who was surrounded on the porch of the house by the children, yelled for her to tie one end to the little ones so he could pull them over the fast running water. this operation was continued until the entire family was rescued. willing workers from the neighborhood were not long in getting huge bonfires started, and with the aid of these and dry clothing brought in haste by people whose homes stood on higher ground the family were soon warmed. the same willing hands hastily constructed sheds, and with immense bonfires the people were kept warm till daylight. others, more fortunate, were able to save enough from their houses to make themselves comfortable for a short season of camping. one poor family i noticed had saved enough carpet to make a tent out of, and under this temporary shelter the mother was doing her best to prepare a meal and attend to her other household duties. sheltered by friendly neighbors. in brookville a great many houses were submerged, but no lives were lost. while the people were driven from their homes, they were more fortunate than the people of bryants, because they could at once find shelter under the roofs of the neighbors' houses. all of the saw mills, the chief industry of the town, were closed down. some because the water was over the first floor, and others because their entire working force were on the creek trying to construct temporary booms, by which they expected to save at least a portion of the property from being swept away. one man rigged a boom with the aid of a cable , feet long and thick enough to hold the heaviest steamer. about fifty logs were chained together for further protection. this arrangement for a time checked the mass of logs, but just when everybody was thinking it would stop the output a small dam gave way, bringing down with it another half million feet of lumber. when this struck the temporary boom it parted, as if the huge cable was a piece of thread, and the logs shot past. just at bryants, however, a gorge formed shortly after two o'clock friday afternoon, and within a remarkably short time there was a pile of logs wedged in that stretched back fully a quarter of a mile and the top of which was more than ten feet high. this of course changed the course of the stream a little, but the natural gorge had saved enough logs to amount to more than $ , in money. the following comments by one of our journals sum up the situation after receiving the dreadful news of the three preceding days: the great calamity. the appalling catastrophy which has spread such awful havoc through the teeming valley of the conemaugh almost surpasses belief and fairly staggers imagination. without yet measuring its dire extent, enough is known to rank it as the greatest calamity of the natural elements which this country has ever witnessed. nothing in our history short of the deadly blight of battle has approached this frightful cataclysm, and no battle, though destroying more life, has ever left such a ghastly trail of horror and devastation. it seems more like one of those terrible convulsions of nature from which we have hitherto been happily spared, but which at rare intervals have swallowed up whole communities in remote south american or oriental lands. ingenious and masterful as the human intellect is in guiding and controlling the ordinary forces of nature, how impotent and insignificant it appears in the presence of such a transcendent disaster! it is well nigh inconceivable that a great section throbbing with populous towns, and resonant with the hum of industry, should be wiped out in the twinkling of an eye by a mighty, raging torrent, more consuming than fire and more violent than the earthquake. the suddenness of the blow and the impossibility of communicating with the scene add to the terror of the event. the sickening spectacle of ruin and death which will be revealed when the veil of darkness is lifted is left to conjecture. the imagination can scarcely picture the dread realities, and it would be difficult to overdraw the awful features of a calamity which has every element of horror. the river and lake. nature is so framed at the fated point for such a disaster that man was called upon for unceasing vigilance. the conemaugh makes its channel through a narrow valley between high ranges. numerous streams drain the surrounding mountains into its current. along its course swarm frequent hamlets busy with the wealth dug from the seams of the earth. the chief of these towns, the seat of an immense industry, lies in a little basin where the gap broadens to take in a converging stream and then immediately narrows again, no outlet save the constricted waterway. high above stands a great lake which is held in check only by an artificial barrier, and which, if once unchained, must pour its resistless torrent through this narrow gorge like a besom of destruction overwhelming everything before it. there were all the elements of an unparalleled disaster. years of immunity had given a feeling of security for all time without some extraordinary and unexpected occasion. but the occasion appeared when in unforseen force the rains descended and the floods came, and to-day desolation reigns. a direful calamity. it is impossible yet to measure the extent of the calamity. but the destruction of life and property must be something that it is appalling to think of, and the sorrow and suffering to follow are incalculable. a solemn obligation devolves upon the people of the whole country. we can not remedy the past but we can alleviate the present and the future. thousands of families are homeless and destitute; thousands are without means of support; perchance, thousands are bereft of the strong arms upon which they have relied. there is an instant, earnest demand for help. let there be immediate, energetic, generous action. let us do our part to relieve the anguish and mitigate the suffering of a community upon whom has fallen the most terrible visitation in all our history. an historic catastrophe. when an american charles reade wishes in the future to weave into the woof of his novel the account of some great public calamity he will portray the misfortune which overwhelmed the towns and villages lying in the valley of the conemaugh river. the bursting of a reservoir, and the ensuing scenes of death and destruction, which are so vividly described in "put yourself in his place," were not the creatures of mr. reade's imagination, but actual occurrences. the novelist obtained facts and incidents for one of the most striking chapters in all of his works from the events which followed the breaking of the dale dyke embankment at sheffield, england, in march, , when lives were lost and property valued at millions was destroyed. it will need even more vivid and vigorous descriptive powers than mr. reade possessed to adequately delineate the scene of destruction and death now presented in johnstown and the adjacent villages. the sheffield calamity, disastrous as it proved to be, was a small affair when compared with this latest reservoir accident. the mill river reservoir disaster of may, , with its lives lost and $ , , of property destroyed, almost sinks into insignificance beside it. the only recorded calamity of the kind which anywhere approaches it occurred in estrecho de rientes, in spain, in april, , when a dam burst and drowned persons and swept $ , , worth of property away. but above all these calamities in sad pre-eminence will stand the conemaugh disaster. but dark as the picture is, it will doubtless be relieved by many acts of heroism. the world will wait to learn if there was not present at conemaugh some myron day, whose ride on his bareback steed before the advancing wall of water that burst from mill river dam in , shouting to the unsuspecting people as he rode: "the reservoir is breaking! the flood is coming! fly! fly for your lives," was the one mitigating circumstance in that scene of woe and destruction. when the full story of the conemaugh calamity is told it will, doubtless, be found that there were many deeds of heroism performed, many noble sacrifices made and many an act as brave as any performed on the field of battle. already we are told of husbands and mothers who preferred to share a watery grave with their wives and children sooner than accept safety alone. such a calamity, while it makes the heart sick with its story of death and suffering, always serves to bring out the better and higher qualities in men and women, and to illustrate how closely all mankind are bound together by ties of sympathy and compassion. this fact will be made evident now by the open-handed liberality which will quickly flow in to relieve the suffering, and, as far as possible, to repair the loss caused by this historic calamity. chapter v. the awful work of death. the record of june rd continues as follows: the horror of the situation does not lessen. the latest estimate of the number of dead is an official one by adjutant general hastings, and it places the number between , and , . the uncovering of hundreds of bodies by the recession of the waters has already filled the air with pestilential odors. the worst is feared for the surviving population, who must breathe this poisoned atmosphere. sharp measures prompted by sheer necessity have resulted in an almost complete subsidence of cowardly efforts to profit by the results of the disaster. thieves have slunk into places of darkness and are no longer to be seen at their unholy work. all thoughts are now fixed upon the hideous revelation that awaits the light of day, when the waters shall have entirely quitted the ruins that now lie beneath them, and shall have exposed the thousands upon thousands of corpses that are massed there. a sad and gloomy sky, almost as sad and gloomy as the human faces under it, shrouded johnstown to-day. rain fell all day and added to the miseries of the wretched people. the great plain where the best part of johnstown used to stand was half covered with water. the few sidewalks in the part that escaped the flood were inches thick with black, sticky mud, through which tramped a steady procession of poor women who are left utterly destitute. the tents where the people are housed who cannot find other shelter were cold and cheerless. a great tomb. the town seemed like a great tomb. the people of johnstown have supped so full of horrors that they go about in a sort of a daze and only half conscious of their griefs. every hour, as one goes through the streets, he hears neighbors greeting each other and then inquiring without show of feeling how many each had lost in his family. to-day i heard a gray haired man hail another across the street with this question. "i lost five; all are gone but mary and i," was the reply. "i am worse off than that," said the first old gentleman. "i have only my grandson left. seven of us gone." and so they passed on without apparent excitement. they and everyone else had heard so much of these melancholy conversations that somehow the calamity had lost its significance to them. they treat it exactly as if the dead persons had gone away and were coming back in a week. the ghastly search. the melancholy task of searching the ruins for more bodies went on to-day in the soaking rain. there were little crowds of morbid curiosity hunters around each knot of workingmen, but they were not residents of johnstown. all their curiosity in that direction was satiated long ago. even those who come in from neighboring towns with the idea of a day's strange and ghastly experiences did not care to be near after they had seen one body exhumed. there were hundreds and thousands of these visitors from the country to-day. the effect of the dreadful things they saw and heard was to drive most of them to drink. by noon the streets were beginning to be full of boisterous and noisy countrymen, who were trying to counteract the strain on their nerves with unnatural excitement. then the chief of police, foreseeing the unseemly sights that were likely to disgrace the streets, drove out and kept out all the visitors who had not some good reason for their presence. after that and far into the evening all the country roads were filled with drunken stragglers, who were trying to forget what they had seen. one thing that makes the work of searching for the bodies very slow is the strange way that great masses of objects were rolled into intricate masses of rubbish. horrible masses. as the flood came down the valley of the south fork it obliterated the suburb of woodvale, where not a house was left, nor a trace of one. the material they had contained rolled on down the valley, over and over, grinding it up to pulp and finally leaving it against an unusually firm foundation or in the bed of an eddy. the masses contain human bodies, but it is slow work to pick them to pieces. in the side of one of them i saw the remnants of a carriage, the body of a harnessed horse, a baby cradle and a doll, a tress of woman's hair, a rocking horse, and a piece of beefsteak still hanging on a hook. [illustration: the remains of cambria city.] the city is now very much better patrolled than it has been at any time since the flood occurred. many members of the police force of pittsburgh came in and offered their services. one of them showed his spirit during the first hour by striking a man, whom he saw opening a trunk among the rubbish, a tremendous blow over the head which knocked him senseless. several big trunks and safes lie in full sight on the desolate plain in the lower part of the town, but no one dared to touch them after that. the german catholic church at cambria city, a short distance west of johnstown, is almost a complete wreck. rather a singular coincidence in connection with the destruction of the above is that the immaculate conception, that stood in the northwest corner of the lecture rooms, stands just as it was when last seen. the figure, which is wax, was not even scratched, and the clothes, which are made of white silk and deep duchess lace, were spotless. this seems strange, when the raging water destroyed everything else in the building. hundreds of persons visited the place during the day. ten bodies an hour. bodies are now being brought in at lower cambria at the rate of ten per hour. a man named dougherty tells a thrilling story of a ride down the river on a log. when the waters struck the roof of the house on which he had taken shelter he jumped astride a telegraph pole, riding a distance of some twenty-three miles, from johnstown to bolivar, before he was rescued. many inquiries have been made as to why the militia did not respond when ordered out by adjutant general hastings. "in the first place it is beyond the general's authority to order troops to a scene of this kind unless the governor first issues a proclamation, then it becomes his duty to issue orders." the general said he was notified that the pittsburgh troops, consisting of the fourteenth and eighteenth regiments, had tendered their services, and no doubt would have been of great service. the general consulted with the chief burgess of johnstown and sheriff of cambria county in regard to calling the troops to the scene, but both officials strenuously objected, as they claimed the people would object to anything of this kind. as a proof of this not a breach of peace was committed last night in johnstown and vicinity. it has not been generally believed that the district in the neighborhood of kernville would be so extremely prolific of corpses as it has proven to be. i visited that part of the town where both the river and stony creek have done their worst. i found that within the past twenty-four hours almost one thousand bodies had been recovered or were in sight. the place is one great repository of the dead. the total may never be known. the developments of every hour make it more and more apparent that the exact number of lives lost in the johnstown horror will never be known. all estimates made to this time are conservative, and when all is known will doubtless be found to have been too small. over one thousand bodies have been found since sunrise to-day, and the most skeptical concede that the remains of thousands more rest beneath the débris above the johnstown bridge. the population of johnstown, the surrounding towns and the portion of the valley affected by the flood is, or was, from , to , . numerous leading citizens of johnstown, who survived the flood, have been interviewed, and the concensus of opinion was that fully thirty per cent of the residents of johnstown and cambria had been victims of the continued disasters of fire and water. if this be true, the total loss of life in the entire valley cannot be less than seven or eight thousand and possibly much greater. of the thousands who were devoured by the flames and whose ashes rest beneath the smoking débris above johnstown bridge, no definite information can ever be obtained. hundreds carried miles away. as little will be learned of hundreds that sank beneath the current and were borne swiftly down the conemaugh only to be deposited hundreds of miles below on the banks and in the driftwood of the raging ohio. probably one-third of the dead will never be recovered, and it will take a list of the missing weeks hence to enable even a close estimate to be made of the number of lives that were lost. that this estimate can never be accurate will be understood when it is remembered that in many instances whole families and their relatives were swept away, and found a common grave beneath the wild waste of waters. the total destruction of the city leaves no data to even demonstrate that the names of these unfortunates ever found place on the pages of eternity's history. "all indications point to the fact that the death list will reach over five thousand names, and in my opinion the missing will reach eight thousand in number," declared general d.h. hastings to-night. at present there are said to have been twenty-two hundred bodies recovered. the great difficulties experienced in getting a correct list is the great number of morgues. there is no central bureau of information, and to communicate with the different dead houses is the work of hours. the journey from the pennsylvania railroad morgue to the one in the fourth ward school house in johnstown occupies at least one hour. this renders it impossible to reach all of them in one day, particularly as some of the morgues are situated at points inaccessible from johnstown. at six o'clock in the evening the th body had been recovered at the cambria depository for corpses. none left to care for the dead. kernville is in a deplorable condition. the living are unable to take care of the dead. the majority of the inhabitants of the town were drowned. a lean-to of boards has been erected on the only street remaining in the town. this is the headquarters for the committee that controls the dead. as quickly as the dead are brought to this point they are placed in boxes and then taken to the cemetery and buried. a supply store has opened in the town. a milkman who was overcharging for milk narrowly escaped lynching. the infuriated men appropriated all his milk and distributed it among the poor and then drove him out of the town. the body of the hungarian who was lynched in an orchard was removed by his friends during the night. there is but one street left in the town. about one hundred and fifty-five houses are standing where once there stood a thousand. none of the large buildings in what was once a thriving little borough have escaped. one thousand people is a low estimate of the number of lives lost from this town, but few of the bodies have been recovered. it is directly above the ruins and the bodies have floated down into them, where they burned. a walk through the town revealed a desolate sight. only about twenty-five able-bodied men have survived and are able to render any assistance. men and women can be seen with black eyes, bruised faces and cut heads. useless calls for help. the appearance of some of the ladies is heartrending. they were injured in the flood, and since that have not slept. their faces have turned a sickly yellow and dark rings surround the eyes. many have succumbed to nervous prostration. for two days but little assistance could be rendered them. the wounded remained uncared for in some of the houses cut off by the water, and died from their injuries alone. some were alive on sunday, and their shouts could be heard by the people on the shore. a man is now in a temporary jail in what is left of the town. he was caught stealing a gold watch. a shot was fired at him but he was not wounded. the only thing that saved him from lynching was the smallness of the crowd. his sentence will be the heaviest that can be given him. services in the chapel from which the bodies were buried consisted merely of a prayer by one of the survivors. no minister was present. each coffin had a descriptive card on it, and on the graves a similar card was placed, so that bodies can be removed later by friends. there are about thirty catholic priests and nuns here. the sisters are devoting themselves to the cure of the sick and injured in the hospitals, while the priests are doing anything and everything and making themselves generally useful. bishop phelan, who reached here on sunday evening, returned to pittsburgh on the three o'clock train yesterday afternoon. he has organized the catholic forces in this neighborhood, and all are devoting themselves to hard work assiduously. mr. derlin, who heeded the warning as to the danger of the dam, had hurried his wife and two children to the hills, but returned himself to save some things from his house. while in the building the flood struck it and swept it away, jamming it among a lot of other houses and hurling them all around with a regular churning motion. mr. derlin was in a fix, but went to his top story, clambered to the roof and escaped from there to solid structures and then to the ground. his property was entirely ruined, but he thinks himself fortunate in saving his family. where woodvale once stood there is now a sea of mud, broken but rarely by a pile of wreckage. i waded through mud and water up the valley to-day over the site of the former village. as has been often stated, nothing is standing but the old woollen mills. the place is swept bare of all other buildings but the ruins of the gautier wire mill. the boilers of this great works were carried one hundred yards from their foundations. pieces of engines, rolls and other machinery were swept far away from where they once stood. the wreck of a hose carriage is sticking up out of the mud. it belonged to the crack company of johnstown. the engine house is swept away and the cellar is filled with mud, so that the site is obliterated. a german watchman was on guard at the mill when the waters came. he ran for the hillside and succeeded in escaping. he tells a graphic story of the appearance of the water as it swept down the valley. he declares that the first wave was as high as the third story of a house. the place is deserted. no effort is being made to clean off the streets. the mire has formed the grave for many a poor victim. arms and legs are protruding from the mud and it makes the most sickening of pictures. general hastings' report. in answer to questions from governor beaver, adjutant-general hastings has telegraphed the following: "good order prevailed throughout the city and vicinity last night. police arrangements are excellent. not one arrest made. no need of sending troops. the mayor of johnstown and the sheriff of cambria county, with whom i am in constant communication, request that no troops be sent. i concur in their judgment. there is a great outside clamor for troops. do not send tents. have nine hundred here, which are sufficient. i advise you to make a call on the general public for money and other assistance. "about two thousand bodies have been rescued and the work of embalming and burying the dead is going on with regularity. there is plenty of medical assistance. we have a bountiful supply of food and clothing to-day, and the fullest telegraphic facilities are afforded and all inquiries are promptly answered. "have you any instructions or inquiries? the most conservative estimates here place the number of lives lost at fully , . the prevailing impression is that the loss will reach from , to , . there are many widows and orphans and a great many wounded--impossible to give an estimate. property destroyed will reach $ , , . the popular estimate will reach $ , , to $ , , . "i will issue a proclamation to-night to the people of the country and to all who sympathize with suffering to give aid to our deeply afflicted people. tell them to be of good cheer, that the sympathies of all our people, irrespective of section, are with them, and wherever the news of their calamity has been carried responses of sympathy and aid are coming in. a single subscription from england just received is for $ , ." grand view cemetery has three hundred buried in it. all met death in the flood. they have thirty-five men digging graves. seven hundred dead bodies in the hospital on bedford street, conneaut. one hundred dead bodies in the school-house hospital, adam street, conneaut. three hundred bodies found to-day in the sand banks along stony creek, vicinity of the baltimore and ohio; bodies at nineveh. [illustration: on a mission of mercy.] chapter vi. shadows of despair. another graphic account of the fearful calamity is furnished by an eye-witness: the dark disaster of the day with its attendant terrors thrilled the world and drew two continents closer together in the bonds of sympathy that bind humanity to man. the midnight terrors of ashtabula and chatsworth evoked tears of pity from every fireside in christendom, but the true story of johnstown, when all is known, will stand solitary and alone as the acme of man's affliction by the potent forces to which humanity is ever subject. the menacing clouds still hover darkly over the valley of death, and the muttering thunder that ever and anon reverberates faintly in the distance seems the sardonic chuckle of the demon of destruction as he pursues his way to other lands and other homes. the waters receding. but the modern deluge has done its worst for johnstown. the waters are rapidly subsiding, but the angry torrents still eddy around ararat, and the winged messenger of peace has not yet appeared to tell the pathetic tale of those who escaped the devastation. it is not a hackneyed utterance to say that no pen can adequately depict the horrors of this twin disaster--holocaust and deluge. the deep emotions that well from the heart of every spectator find most eloquent expression in silence--the silence that bespeaks recognition of man's subserviency to the elements and impotence to avert catastrophe. the insignificance of human life is only fully realized by those who witness such scenes as johnstown, chatsworth and ashtabula, and to those whose memory retains the picture of horror the dread experience cannot fail to be a fitting lesson. a dreary morning. this morning opened dark and dreary. great drops of rain fell occasionally and another storm seems imminent. every one feels thankful though that the weather still remains cold, and that the gradual putrefaction of the hundreds of bodies that still line the streams and lie hidden under the miles of driftwood and débris is not unduly hastened. the peculiar stench of decaying human flesh is plainly perceptible to the senses as one ascends the bank of stony creek for a half mile along the smouldering ruins of the wreck, and the most skeptical now conceive the worst and realize that hundreds--aye, perhaps thousands--of bodies lie charred and blackened beneath this great funeral pyre. searchers wander wearily over this smoking mass, and as occasionally a sudden shout comes over the waters, the patient watchers on the hill realize that another ghastly discovery has been added to that long list of revelations that chill every heart and draw tears to the eyes of pessimists. from the banks many charred remains of victims of flames and flood are plainly visible to the naked eye, as the retreating waters reluctantly give up their dead. beneath almost every log or blackened beam a glistening skull or the blanched remnants of ribs or limbs mark all that remains of life's hopes and dreams. since ten o'clock last night the fire engines have been busy. water has been constantly playing on the burning ruins. at times the fire seems almost extinguished, but fitful flames suddenly break out afresh in some new quarter, and again the water and flames wage fierce combat. the count is still lacking. as yet there is no telling how many lives have been lost. adjutant general hastings, who has charge of everything, stated this morning that he supposed there were at least two thousand people under the burning débris, but the only way to find out how many lives were lost was to take a census of the people now living and subtract that from the census before the flood. said he, "in my opinion there are any way from twelve thousand to fifteen thousand lost." up to this morning people living here who lost whole families or parts of families hardly seemed to realize what a dreadful calamity had befallen them. to-day, however, they are beginning to understand the situation. agony is stamped on the faces of every one, and it is truly a city of mourning. the point of observation is on the hillside, midway between the woolen mills of woodvale and johnstown proper, which i reached to-day after a journey through the portions of the city from which the waters, receding fast, are revealing scenes of unparalleled horror. from the point on the hillside referred to an excellent view of the site of the town can be obtained. here it can be seen that from the line of the pennsylvania railroad, which winds along the base of prospect hill, to a point at which st. john's catholic church formerly stood, and from the stone bridge to conemaugh, on the conemaugh river, but twelve houses by actual count remain, and they are in such a condition as to be practically useless. to any one familiar with the geography of the iron city of cambria county this will convey a vivid idea of a swarth averaging one-half mile in width and three miles in length. in all the length and breadth of the most peaceful and costly portion of johnstown not a shingle remains except those adhering to the buildings mentioned. houses upside down. but do not think for an instant that this comprehends in full the awfulness of the scene. what has just been mentioned is a large waste of territory swept as clean as if by a gigantic broom. in the other direction some few of the houses still remain, but they are upside down, piled on top of each other, and in many ways so torn asunder that not a single one of them is available for any purpose whatever. it is in this district that the loss of life has been heartrending. bodies are being dug up in every direction. on the main street, from which the waters have receded sufficiently to render access and work possible, bodies are being exhumed. they are as thick as potatoes in a field. those in charge seem to have the utmost difficulty in securing the removal of bodies after they have been found. the bodies are lying among the mass of wrecked buildings as thick as flies. the fire in the drift above the bridge is under control and is being rapidly smothered by the pittsburgh firemen in charge of the work. about seven o'clock this morning a crowd of battery b boys discovered a family of five people in the smoking and burned ruins above the bridge. they took out father, mother and three children, all terribly burned and mutilated. the little girl had an arm torn off. finding the dead. the work of rescuing the bodies from the mud and débris has only fairly begun, and yet each move in that direction reveals more fully the horrible extent of the calamity. it is estimated that already , corpses have been found in all parts of the valley and given some little attention. many of them were so mangled as to be beyond identification. a regularly organized force of men has been at work most of the day upon the mass of débris about the stone bridge. early in the forenoon ten bodies were found close together. there was nothing to identify them, as they were burnt almost to a crisp. several of them must have belonged to one household, as they were taken from under the blackened timbers of a single roof. [illustration: the village of johnstown before the flood.] soon after a man, woman and child were taken from the ruins. the child was clasped in the arms of the woman, and the trio were evidently husband, wife and child. it is a most distressing sight to see the relatives of people supposed to be lost standing around and watching every body as it is pulled out, and acting more like maniacs than sensible people. as the work progressed the number of the ghastly finds increased. the various parties of workmen turned out from ten to fifteen bodies and fragments of bodies an hour all day long. many of the corpses found had valuables still clasped in their hands. one woman taken from the mill this morning had several diamond rings and earrings, a roll of government bonds and some money clasped in her hands. she was a widow, and was very wealthy. her body has been embalmed and is at the house of relatives. suicide brought relief. from under the large brick school-house bodies were taken last night and to-day, and in every corner and place the bodies are being found and buried as fast as possible. the necessity for speedy burial is becoming manifest, and the stench is sickening. a number of bodies have been found with a bullet hole in them, showing conclusively that in their maddening fright suicide was resorted to by many. work was commenced during the day on the south side of the town. it is supposed that five hundred or six hundred bodies will be found in that locality. about twelve o'clock ten bodies were taken out of the wreck near the cambria library. on account of the bruised and mangled condition, some having faces crushed in, it was impossible to identify them. it is supposed they were guests at the hurlbert house, which is completely demolished. eight bodies were recovered near the methodist church at eleven o'clock. it is said that fully one hundred and fifty bodies were found last evening in a sort of pocket below the pennsylvania railroad signal tower at sang hollow, where it was expected there would be a big find. kernville one vast morgue. over one thousand bodies have been taken from the river, dragged from the sluggish pools of mud or dug out of the sand about kernville during the day. three hundred of them were spread out upon the dry sand along the river's bank at one time this afternoon. the sight is one that cannot be described, and is one of the most distressing ever witnessed. a crowd of at least five hundred were gathered around, endeavoring to find the bodies of some friends or relatives. there were no coffins there at the time and the bodies had to be laid on the ground. however, five hundred coffins are on the way here, and the undertakers have sent for five hundred additional ones. kernville from now on will be the place where most of the bodies will be found. the water has fallen so much that it is possible to get at the bodies. however, all the bodies have to be dug out of the sand, and it causes no end of work. it is thought that most of the bodies that will be found at kernville are under a large pile of débris, about an acre in length. this is where most of the buildings drifted, and it is natural to suppose that the bodies floated with them. a rain is now falling, but this does not interfere with the work. most of the rescuing party have been up for two days, yet they work with a determination that is wonderful. nineveh, the city of the dead. nineveh is literally a city of the dead. the entire place is filled with corpses. at the depot eighty-seven coffins were piled up and boxed. on the streets coffin boxes covered the sidewalks. improvised undertaking shops have embalmed and placed in their shrouds persons. the dead were strewn about the town in all conceivable places where their bodies would be protected from the thoughtless feet of the living. most of the bodies embalmed last night had been taken out of the river in the morning by the people at nineveh, who worked incessantly night and day searching the river. the bodies when found were placed in a four-horse wagon, frequently twelve at a time, and driven away. of the bodies taken out near moorhead fully three-fourths are women and the rest children. but few men are found there. in one row at the planing mill to-day were eighteen children's bodies awaiting embalming. next to them was a woman whose head had been crushed in so as to destroy her features. on her hand were three diamond rings. dr. graff, of the state board of health, stationed at nineveh, states that up till ten o'clock this morning they had embalmed about two hundred bodies, and by noon to-day would about double that number, as they were fishing bodies out of the river at this point at the rate of one every five minutes. in the driftwood and débris bodies are being exhumed, and an additional force of undertakers has been despatched to this place. in a charnel house. at the public school-house the scene beggars description. boards have been laid from desk to desk, and as fast as the hands of a large body of men and women can put the remains in recognizable shape they are laid out for possible identification and removed as quickly as possible. seventy-five still remain, although many have been taken away, and they are being brought in every moment. it is something horrifying to see one portion of the huge school taken up by corpses, each with a clean white sheet covering it, and on the other side of the room a promiscuous heap of bodies in all sorts of shapes and conditions, looking for all the world like decaying tree trunks. among the number identified are two beautiful young ladies named respectively mrs. richardson, who was a teacher in the kindergarten school, and miss lottie yost, whose sister i afterwards noticed at one of the corners near by, weeping as if her very heart was broken. not a single acquaintance did she count in all of the great throng who passed her by, although many tendered sincere sympathy, which was accentuated by their own losses. lost and found. at the station of johnstown proper this morning the following names were added to the list of bodies found and identified: charles marshall, one of the engineers cambria company. a touching incident in connection with his death is that he had been married but a short time and his widow is heartbroken. order at any cost. ex-sheriff c.l. dick, who was at one time burgess of johnstown, has charge of a large number of special deputies guarding the river at various points. he and a posse of his men caught seven hungarians robbing dead bodies in kernville early this morning, and threw them all into the river and drowned them. he says he has made up his mind to stand no more nonsense with this class of persons, and he has given orders to his men to drown, shoot or hang any man caught stealing from the dead. he said the dead bodies of the huns can be found in the creek. sheriff dick, or "chall" as he is familiarly called, is a tall, slim man, and is well known in pittsburgh, principally to sportsmen. he is a first-class wing shot, and during the past year he has won several live bird matches. he is slow to anger, but when forced into a fight his courage is unfailing. shooting looters on the wing. dick wears corduroy breeches, a large hat, a cartridge belt, and is armed with a winchester rifle. he is a crack shot and has taken charge of the deputies in the wrecked portion of the city. yesterday afternoon he discovered two men and a woman cutting the finger from a dead woman to get her rings. the winchester rifle cracked twice in quick succession, and the right arm of each man dropped, helplessly shattered by a bullet. the woman was not harmed, but she was so badly frightened that she will not rob corpses again. some five robbers altogether were shot during the afternoon, and two of them were killed. the lynchings in the johnstown district so far number from sixteen to twenty. treasure lying loose. notwithstanding this, and the way that the town is most thoroughly under martial law, the pilfering still goes on. the wreck is a gold mine for pilferers. a hungarian woman fished out a trunk down in cambria city yesterday, and on breaking it open found $ , in it. another woman found a jewel box containing several rings and a gold watch. in one house in johnstown there is $ , in money, but it is impossible to get at it. hanged and riddled with bullets. quite an exciting scene took place in the borough of johnstown last night. a hungarian was discovered by two men in the act of blowing up the safe in the first national bank building with dynamite. a cry was raised, and in a few minutes a crowd had collected and the cry of "lynch him!" was raised, and in less time than it takes to tell it the man was strung up to a tree in what was once about the central portion of johnstown. not content with this the vigilance committee riddled the man's body full of bullets. he remained hanging to the tree for several hours, when some person cut him down and buried him with the other dead. the stealing by hungarians at cambria city and points along the railroad has almost ceased. the report of several lynchings and the drowning of two italians while being pursued by citizens yesterday, put an end to the pilfering for a time. while deputy sheriff rose was patrolling the river bank he found two hungarians attempting to rob several bodies, and at once gave chase. the men started for the woods when he pulled out a pistol and shot twice, wounding both men badly. from the latest reports the men are still living, but they are in a critical condition. cutting off a head for a necklace. it is reported that two hungarians found the body of a lady between woodvale and conemaugh who had a valuable necklace on. the devils dragged her out of the water and severed her head from her body to get the necklace. at eleven o'clock to-day the woods were being scoured for the men who are supposed to be guilty of the crime. pickets set, strangers excluded. up till noon to-day general hastings has had his headquarters on the east side of the river, but this morning he came over to the burning débris, followed by about one hundred and twenty-five men carrying coffins. he started to work immediately, and has ordered men from philadelphia, harrisburg, and all eastern towns to do laboring work. the citizen's committee are making desperate efforts to preserve peace, and the hungarians at cambria city are being kept in their houses by men with clubs, who will not permit them to go outside. there seems considerable race prejudice at cambria city, and trouble may follow, as both the english and hungarians are getting worked up to a considerable extent. the sheriff has taken charge of johnstown and armed men are this morning patrolling the city. the people who have been properly in the limits are permitted to enter the city if they are known, but otherwise it is impossible to get into the town. the regulation seems harsh, but it is a necessity. troops sent home. battery b, of pittsburgh, arrived in the city this morning under command of lieutenant sheppard, who went to the quarters of adjutant-general hastings in the railroad watch tower. the general had just got up, and as the officer approached the general said:-- "who sent you here?" "i was sent here by the chamber of commerce," replied the lieutenant. "well, i want to state that there are only four people who can order you out, viz.:--the governor, adjutant-general, major general and the commander of the second brigade. you have committed a serious breach of discipline, and my advice to you is to get back to pittsburgh as soon as possible, or you may be mustered out of service. i am surprised that you should attempt such an act without any authority whatever." this seemed to settle the matter, and the battery started back to pittsburgh. in justice to lieutenant sheppard it might be stated that he was told that an order was issued by the governor. general hastings stated afterwards that the sending down of the soldiers was like waving a red flag, and it would only tend to create trouble. he said everything was quiet here, and it was an insult to the citizens of johnstown to send soldiers here at present. extortioners held in check. a riot was almost caused by the exorbitant prices that were charged for food. one storekeeper in millville borough was charging $ a sack for flour and seventy-five cents for sandwiches on sunday. this caused considerable complaint and the citizens grew desperate. they promptly took by force all the contents of the store. as a result this morning all the stores have been put under charge of the police. an inventory was taken and the proprietor was paid the market price for his stock. a strong guard is kept at the office of the cambria iron company. saturday was pay day at the works, and $ , is in the safe. this became known, and the officials are afraid that an attempt would be made to rob the place. sheriff dick and a posse of his men got into a riot this afternoon with a crowd of hungarians at cambria city. the hungarians got the better of him, and he called on a squad of battery b boys, who charged with drawn sabres, and soon had the crowd on the run. men hard at work. order is slowly arising out of chaos. the survivors are slowly realizing what is the best course to pursue. the great cry is for men. men who will work and not stand idly by and do nothing but gaze at the ruins. the following order was posted on a telegraph pole in johnstown to-day:-- "notice--during the day men who have been idle have been begged to aid us in clearing the town, and many have not refused to work. we are now so organized that employment can be found for every man who wants to work, and men offered work who refuse to take the same and who are able to work must leave johnstown for the present. we cannot afford to feed men who will not work. all work will be paid for. strangers and idlers who refuse to work will be ejected from johnstown. "by order of citizens' committee." turning away the idlers. officers were stationed at every avenue and railroad that enters the town. all suspicious looking characters are stopped. but one question is asked. it is, "will you work?" if an affirmative answer is given a man escorts him to the employment bureau, where he is put to work. if not, he is turned back. the committee has driven one or two men out of the town. there is a lot of idle vagabond negroes in johnstown who will not work. it is likely that a committee will escort them out of town. they have caused the most trouble during the past terrible days. it is a fact, although a disagreeable one to say, that not a few of the relief committees who came to this city, came only out of curiosity and positively refused to do any work, but would hang around the cars eating food. the leaders of the committee then had to do all the work. they deserve much credit. begging for help. an old man sat on a chair placed on a box at the intersection of two streets in johnstown and begged for men. "for god's sake," he said, "can we not find men. will not some of you men help? look at these men who have not slept for three days and are dropping with fatigue. we will pay well. for god's sake help us." tears rolled down his cheeks as he spoke. then he would threaten the group of idlers standing by and again plead with them. every man it seems wants to be a policeman. chapter vii. burial of the victims. hundreds have been laid away in shallow trenches without forms, ceremonies or mourners. all day long the work of burial has been going on. there was no time for religious ceremonies or mourning and many a mangled form was coffined with no sign of mourning save the honest sympathy of the brave men who handled them. as fast as the wagons that are gathering up the corpses along the stream arrive with their ghastly loads they are emptied and return again to the banks of the merciless conemaugh to find other victims among the driftwood in the underbrush, or half buried in the mud. the coffins are now beginning to arrive, and on many streets on the hillside they are stacked as high as the second and third story windows. at kernville the people are not so fortunate. it would seem that every man is his own coffin maker, and many a man can be seen here and there claiming the boards of what remains of his house in which perhaps he has found the remains of a loved one, and busily patching them together with nails and hoops or any available thing to hold the body. when the corpses are found they are taken to the nearest dead house and are carefully washed. they are then laid out in rows to await identification. cards are pinned to their breasts as soon as they are identified, and their names will be marked on the headboards at the graves. wholesale funerals. there were many rude funerals in the upper part of the town. the coffins were conveyed to the cemeteries in wagons, each one carrying two, three or more. at long view cemetery and at one or two other points long trenches have been dug to receive the coffins. the trenches are only about three feet deep, it being thought unnecessary to bury deeper, as almost all the bodies will be removed by friends. nearly three hundred bodies were buried thus to-day. there will be no public ceremony, no funeral dirge, and but few weeping mourners. the people are too much impressed with the necessity of immediate and constant work to think of personal grief. the twenty-six bodies taken to the hose house in minersville were buried shortly after ten o'clock yesterday morning. of the twenty-six, thirteen were identified. eight women, a baby and four men were buried without having been identified. all day yesterday men were engaged in burying the dead. they ran short of coffins, and in order to dispose of the rapidly decomposing bodies they built rough boxes out of the floating lumber that was caught. in this way they buried temporarily over fifty bodies in the cemetery just above the town. putrefaction of dead bodies threatens the health of the whole region. now that the waters are fast shrinking back from the horrid work of their own doing and are uncovering thousands of putrid and ill-smelling corpses the fearful danger of pestilence is espied, stalking in the wake of more violent destruction. the air is already reeking with infectious filth, and the alarm is widespread among the desolated and overwrought population. cremation best. incident to this phase of the situation the chief sensation of the morning was the united remonstrance of the physicians against the extinguishment of the burning wreck of the demolished town which is piled up against the bridge. they maintain, with a philosophy that to anxious searchers seems heartless, that hundreds, if not thousands, of lifeless and decaying bodies lie beneath this mass of burning ruins. "it would be better," they say, "to permit nature's greatest scavenger--the flames--to pursue his work unmolested than to expose to further decay the horde of putrefying bodies that lie beneath this débris. there can be but one result. days will elapse before the rubbish can be sufficiently removed to permit the recovery of these bodies, and long before that every corpse will be a putrid mass, giving forth those frightful emanations of decaying human flesh that in a crowded community like this can have but one result--the dreadful typhus. every battlefield has demonstrated the necessity of the hasty interment of decaying bodies, and the stench that already arises is a forerunner of impending danger. burn the wreck, burn the wreck." sorrow rejects safety. a loud cry of indignation arose from the lips of the vast multitude and the warnings of science were lost in the eager demands of those that sought the remains of the near and dear. the hose was again turned upon the hissing mass, and rapidly the flames yielded to the supremacy of water. it is almost impossible to conceive the extent of these smoking ruins. an area of eight or ten acres above the dam is covered to a depth of forty feet with shattered houses, borne from the resident centre of johnstown. in each of these houses, it is estimated, there were from one to twenty or twenty-five people. this is accepted as data upon which to estimate the number that perished on this spot, and if the data be correct the bodies that lie beneath these ruins must run well up into the thousands. members of the state board of health arrived in nineveh this morning and determined to proceed at once to dredge the river, to clean it of the dead and prevent the spreading of disease. to this end they have wired the state department to furnish them with the proper appliances. drinking poisoned water. from other points in this and connecting valleys the same fear of pestilence is expressed. the cities of pittsburgh and allegheny, which have a population of three hundred and fifty thousand and drink the waters of the allegheny river, down which corpses and débris from johnstown must flow unless stopped above, are in danger of an epidemic. the water is to-day thick with mud, and bodies have been found as far south of here as beaver, a distance of thirty miles below pittsburgh. to go this distance the bodies followed the conemaugh from johnstown to the kiskiminetas, at blairsville, joining the allegheny at freeport, and the ohio here, the entire distance from this point being about one hundred and fifty miles. "this is a very serious matter," said a prominent pittsburgh physician who is here to me to-day, "and one that demands the immediate attention of the board of health officials. the flood of water that swept through johnstown has cleaned out hundreds of cesspools. these and the barnyards' manure and the dirt from henneries and swamps that were swept by the waters have all been carried down into the allegheny river. in addition to this there are the bodies of persons drowned. some of these will, in all likelihood, be secreted among the débris and never be found. hundreds of carcasses of animals of various kinds are also in the river. typhus dreaded. "these will decay, throwing out an animal poison. this filth and poisonous matter is being carried into the allegheny, and will be pumped up into the reservoir and distributed throughout the city. the result is a cause for serious apprehension. take, for example, the town of hazleton, pa. there the filth from some outhouse was carried into the reservoir and distributed through the town. the result was a typhoid fever epidemic and hundreds of people lost their lives. the water that we are drinking to-day is something fearful to behold." the municipal authorities of pittsburgh have issued a notice embodying the above facts. sanitary work. a message was received by the relief committee this morning confirming the report that for the health of the cities of pittsburgh and allegheny it is absolutely necessary that steps be taken immediately to remove the bodies and drift from the river, and begging the committee to take early action. the contract for clearing the river was awarded to captain jutte, and he will start up the allegheny this afternoon as far as freeport, and then work down. his instructions are to clear the river thoroughly of anything that might in any way affect the water supply. helping hands. the work of relief at the scene of the great disaster is going on rapidly. the alliance (ohio) relief committee arrived here this morning on a special train with five carloads of provisions. the party is composed of the most prominent iron and steel merchants of alliance. they have just returned from a tour of the ruined town. they have been up to stony creek, a distance of five miles and up the conemaugh river toward south fork, a distance of two miles. [illustration: distributing supplies from the relief train.] in describing their trip, one of their number said:--"i tell you the half has never been told. it is impossible to tell the terrible tale. i thought i had seen horrible sights, and i served five years in the war of the rebellion, but in all my life it has never been my lot to look upon such ghastly sights as i have witnessed to-day. "while making the circuit of the ruined places we saw bodies taken out of the débris along the bank of the river and stony creek. of this number, we identified six of the victims as our friends." [illustration: scene on south clinton street.] chapter viii. johnstown and its industries. at this point of our narrative a sketch of johnstown, where the most frightful havoc of the flood occurred, will interest the reader. the following description and history of the cambria iron company's works, at johnstown, is taken from a report prepared by the state bureau of industrial statistics: the great works operated by the cambria iron company originated in a few widely separated charcoal furnaces, which were built by pioneer iron workers in the early years of this century. it was chartered under the general law authorizing the incorporation of iron manufacturing companies, in the year . the purpose was to operate four old-fashioned charcoal furnaces, located in and about johnstown, some of which had been erected many years before. johnstown was then a village of inhabitants. the pennsylvania railroad had only been extended thus far in , and the early iron manufacturers rightly foresaw a great future for the industry at this point. immense furnaces. coal, iron and limestone were abundant, and the new railroad would enable them to find ready markets for their products. in the construction of four coke furnaces was commenced, and it was two years before the first was completed, while some progress was made on the other three. england was then shipping rails into this country under a low duty, and the iron industry, then in its infancy, was struggling for existence. the furnaces at johnstown labored under greater difficulties in the years between and than can be appreciated at this late day. had it not been for a few patriotic citizens in philadelphia, who loaned their credit and means to the failing company, the city of johnstown would possibly never have been built. notwithstanding the protecting care of the philadelphia merchants, the company in johnstown was unable to continue in business, and suspended in . among its heaviest creditors in philadelphia were oliver martin and martin, morrell & co. more money was subscribed, but the establishment failed again in . d. j. morrell, however, formed a new company with new credit. recovery from a great fire. the year of , the first after the lease was made, was one of great financial depression, and the following year was worse. to render the situation still more gloomy a fire broke out in june, , and in three hours the large mill was a mass of ruins. men stood in double ranks passing water from the conemaugh river, yards distant, with which to fight the flames. so great was the energy, determination and financial ability of the new company that in one week after the fire the furnaces and rolls were once more in operation under a temporary structure. at this early stage in the manufacturing the management found it advisable to abandon the original and widely separated charcoal furnaces and depend on newly constructed coke furnaces. as soon as practicable after the fire a permanent brick mill was erected, and the company was once more fully equipped. when the war came and with it the morrill tariff of a broader field was opened up. industry and activity in business became general; new life was infused into every enterprise. in the lease by which the company had been successfully operated for seven years expired, and by a reorganization the present company was formed. advent of steel rails. a new era in the manufacture of iron and steel was now about to dawn upon the american people. in this year there were , tons of steel produced in the united states, while in the production was , , tons. open hearth steel, crucible steel and blister steel, prior to this, had been the principal products, but were manufactured by processes too slow and too expensive to take the place of iron. the durability of steel over iron, particularly for rails, had long been known, but its cost of production prevented its use. in one steel rail was sent to derby, england, and laid down on the midland railroad, at a place where the travel was so great that iron rails then in use had to be renewed sometimes as often as once in three months. in june, , after sixteen years of use, the rail, being well worn, was taken out. during its time , , trains, not to speak of the detached engines, etc., had passed over it. this was the first steel rail, now called bessemer rail, ever used. [illustration: map of the conemaugh valley.] about ten years ago the cambria iron company arranged with dr. j.h. gautier & sons, of jersey city, to organize a limited partnership association under the name of "the gautier steel company, limited," to manufacture, at johnstown, wire and various other forms of merchant steel. within less than a mile from the main works extensive mills were erected and the business soon grew to great proportions. in a few years so much additional capital was required, owing to the rapidly increasing business, that dr. gautier, then far advanced in life, wished to be relieved of the cares and duties incident to the growing trade, and the cambria iron company became the purchaser of his works. "the gautier steel company, limited," went out of existence and the works are now known as the "gautier steel department of cambria iron company." description of the works. the blast furnaces, steel works and rolling mills of the company are situated upon what was originally a river flat, where the valley of the conemaugh expanded somewhat just below the borough of johnstown, and now forming part of millville borough. the arrangement of the works has been necessarily governed by the fact that they have gradually expanded from the original rolling-mill and four old style blast furnaces to their present character and capacity of which some idea may be obtained by the condensed description given below. the johnstown furnaces, nos. , , and , form one complete plant, with stacks seventy-five feet high, sixteen feet diameter of bosh. steam is generated in forty boilers, fired by furnace gas, for eight vertical direct-acting blowing engines. nos. and blast furnaces form together a second plant with stacks seventy-five feet high, nineteen feet diameter of bosh. no. has iron hot blast stoves and no. has four whitwell fire-brick hot blast stoves. the furnaces have together six blowing engines exactly like those at nos. , , and furnaces. the engines are supplied with steam by thirty-two cylinder boilers. marvelous machinery. the bessemer plant was the sixth started in the united states (july, ). the main building is feet in width by feet in length. the cupolas are six in number. blast is supplied from eight baker rotary pressure blowers driven by engines sixteen inches by twenty-four inches, at revolutions per minute. the cupolas are located on either side of the main trough, into which they are tapped, and down which the melted metal is directed into a ten-ton ladle set on a hydraulic weighing platform, where it is stored until the converters are ready to receive it. there are two vessels of eight and a half tons capacity each, the products being distributed by a hydraulic ladle crane. the vessels are blown by three engines. the bessemer works are supplied with steam by a battery of twenty-one tubular boilers. the best average, although not the very highest work done in the bessemer department is heats of eight and a half tons each for twenty-four hours. the best weekly record reached , tons of ingots, the best monthly record of , tons, and the best daily output, tons ingots. all grades of steel are made in the converters from the softest wire and bridge stock to spring steel. all the special stock, that is other than rails, is carefully analyzed by heats, and the physical properties are determined by a tension test. ponderous steam-hammers. the open hearth building, feet in width by feet in length, contains three pernot revolving hearth furnaces of fifteen tons capacity each, supplied with natural gas. a separate pit with a hydraulic ladle crane of twenty tons capacity is located in front of each pan. in a portion of the mill building, originally used as a puddle mill, is located the bolt and nut works, wherein are made track bolts and machine bolts. this department is equipped with bolt-heading and nut making machines, cutting, tapping and facing machines, and produces about one thousand kegs of finished track bolts, of pounds each, per month, besides machine bolts. near this, also, are located the axle and forging shops, in the old puddle mill building. the axle shop has three steam hammers to forge and ten machines to cut off, centre and turn axles. the capacity of this shop is finished steel axles per day. all axles are toughened and annealed by a patented process, giving the strongest axle possible. in the forging plant, located in the same building, there is an , pound bement hammer, and a ten-ton traveling crane to convey forgings from the furnaces to the hammer. there are two furnaces for heating large ingots and blooms for forgings. a ventilating fan supplies fresh air to the mills through pipes located overhead, and having outlets near the heating furnaces. one hundred thousand cubic feet of fresh air per minute is distributed throughout the mills. the mill has in addition to its boilers, over the heating-furnaces, a brick and iron building, located near the rail mill, feet long and feet wide, containing twenty-four tubular boilers, aggregating about horse-power. tons of barbed wire. the "gautier steel department" consists of a brick building feet by feet, where the wire is annealed, drawn and finished; a brick warehouse feet by feet; many shops, offices, etc.; the barb wire mill, feet by feet, where the celebrated cambria link barb wire is made; and the main merchant mill, feet by feet. these mills produce wire, shafting, springs, plowshare, rake and harrow teeth and other kinds of agricultural implement steel. in they produced , tons of this material, which was marketed mainly in the western states. grouped with the principal mills are the foundries, pattern and other shops, drafting offices, time offices, etc., all structures being of a firm and substantial character. the company operates about thirty-five miles of railroad tracks, employing in this service twenty-four locomotives, and it owns cars. in the fall of natural gas was introduced into the works. building up johnstown. anxious to secure employment for the daughters and widows of the employees of the company who were willing to work, its management erected a woolen mill which now employs about persons. amusements were not neglected, and the people of johnstown are indebted to the company for the erection of an opera house, where dramatic entertainments are given. the company owns houses, which are rented exclusively to employees. the handsome library erected by the company and presented to the town was stocked with nearly volumes. the cambria hospital is also under the control of the beneficial association of the works. the cambria clubhouse is a very neat pressed brick building on the corner of main and federal streets. it was first operated in , and is used exclusively for the entertainment of the guests of the company and such of their employees as can be accommodated. the store building occupied by wood, morrell & co., limited, is a four-story brick structure on washington street, with three large store rooms on the first floor, the remainder of the building being used for various forms of merchandise. including the surrounding boroughs, kernville, morrellville and cambria city, all of which are built up solidly to johnstown proper, the population is about , . the cambria iron company employs, in johnstown, about people, which would certainly indicate a population of not less than , depending upon the company for a livelihood. a large proportion of the population of johnstown are citizens of foreign birth, or their immediate descendants. those of german, irish, welsh and english birth or extraction predominate, with a few swedes and frenchmen. as a rule the working people and their families are well dressed and orderly; in this they are above the average. most of the older workmen of the company, owing largely to its liberal policy, own their houses, and many of them have houses for rent. chapter ix. view of the wreck. each visitor to the scene of the great disaster witnessed sights and received impressions different from all others. the following graphic account will thrill every reader: the most exaggerative imagination cannot too strongly picture the awful harvest of death, the wreck which accompanied that terrible deluge last friday afternoon. i succeeded in crossing from the north side of the little conemaugh, a short distance above the point, to the sandy muddy desert strewn with remnants of the buildings and personal property of those who know not their loss. it is almost an impossibility to gain access to the region, and it was accomplished only after much difficulty in crossing the swiftly running stream. standing at a point in this abode of thousands of dead the work of the great flood can be more adequately measured than from any one place in the devastated region. here i first realized the appalling loss of life and the terrible destruction of property. it was about ten o'clock when the waters of stony creek rose, overflowed their banks and what is known as the "flats," which includes the entire business portion of the city of johnstown. the little conemaugh was running high at the same time, and it had also overreached the limit of its banks. the water of both streams soon submerged the lower portion of the town. up to this time there was no intimation that a terrible disaster was imminent. the water poured into the cellars of the houses in the lower districts and rose several inches in the streets, but as that had occurred before the people took no alarm. shortly after twelve o'clock the first drowning occurred. this was not because of the deluge, it was simply the carelessness of the victim, who was a driver for the cambria iron company, in stepping into a cellar which had been filled with water. the water continued to rise, and at twelve o'clock had reached that part of the city about a block from the point between stony creek and the little conemaugh. topography of the place. the topography of johnstown is almost precisely like that of pittsburgh, only in a diminished degree. stony creek comes in from the mountains on the northeast, and the little conemaugh comes in from the northwest, forming the conemaugh at johnstown, precisely as the allegheny and monongahela form the ohio at pittsburgh. on the west side of stony creek are mountains rising to a great height, and almost perpendicularly from the water. on the north side of the conemaugh river mountains equally as high as those on stony creek confine that river to its course. the hills in johnstown start nearly a half mile from the business section of the city. this leaves a territory between the two rivers of about four hundred acres. this was covered by costly buildings, factories and other important manufactories. when the waters of south fork and little conemaugh broke over their banks into that portion of the city known as the "flats," the business community turned its attention to putting endangered merchandise in a place of safety. first alarm. in the homes of the people the women began gathering household articles of any kind that may have been in the cellar. little attention was paid to the water beyond this. looking from the "flats" at johnstown toward and following the pennsylvania railroad tracks, which wind along the little conemaugh, the village of woodville stands, or did stand, within sight of the "flats," and is really a continuation of the city at this point. the mountains on the south side of the little conemaugh rise here and form a narrow valley where woodville was located. next joining this, without any perceptible break in the houses, was the town of east conemaugh. the extreme eastern limit of east conemaugh is about a mile and a half from johnstown "flats." a narrow chasm. the valley narrows as it reaches eastward, and in a narrow chasm three miles from johnstown "flats" is the little settlement of mineral point. a few of the houses have found a place on the mountain side out of harm's way, and so they still stand. at east conemaugh there is located a roundhouse of the pennsylvania railroad, for the housing of locomotives used to assist trains over the mountains. the inhabitants of this place were all employees of the pennsylvania and the gautier steel works, of the cambria iron company. the inhabitants numbered about , people. like east conemaugh, , or , people, who lived at woodville, were employees of the same corporation and the woolen mills located there. just below woodville the mountains upon the south bank of the conemaugh disappear and form the commencement of the johnstown "flats." the gautier steel works of the cambria iron company are located at this point, on the south bank. the pennsylvania railroad traverses the opposite bank, and makes a long curve from this point up to east conemaugh. timely warning to escape. at what is known as the point where stony creek and the little conemaugh form the conemaugh the mountains followed by stony creek take an abrupt turn northward, and the waters of the little conemaugh flow into the conemaugh at right angles with these mountains. a few hundred feet below this point the pennsylvania railroad bridge crosses the conemaugh river. the bridge is a massive stone structure. from the east end of the bridge there is a heavy fill of from thirty to forty feet high to johnstown station, a distance of a quarter of a mile. within a few feet of the station a wagon bridge crosses the little conemaugh, five hundred feet above the point connecting the "flats" and the country upon the north side of the river. the cambria iron company's bessemer department lies along the north bank of the conemaugh, commencing at the fill, and extends for over two miles down the conemaugh river upon its northern bank. below the cambria iron company's property is millville borough, and on the hill back of millville borough is minersville properly--the second ward of millville borough. the first ward of millville was washed away completely. while the damage from a pecuniary sense was large, the loss of life was quite small, inasmuch as the people had timely warning to escape. below the pennsylvania railroad bridge at johnstown, upon the south bank of the conemaugh, was the large settlement of cambria. it had a population of some five thousand people. at cambria the mountain retreats for several hundred feet, leaving a level of two or three hundred acres in extent. just below the bridge the conemaugh river makes a wide curve around this level. about eight or nine hundred houses stood upon this level. below cambria stands morrellville, a place about equal in size to cambria. from this description of the location of johnstown and neighboring settlements the course of the waters may be better understood when described. it was about ten minutes to three o'clock friday afternoon when mr. west, of the local office of the pennsylvania railroad at johnstown, received a dispatch from the south fork station, advising him to notify the inhabitants that the big dam in the south fork, above the city, was about to break. he at once despatched couriers to various parts of the city, and a small section was notified of the impending danger. the messenger was answered with, "we will wait until we see the water." others called "chestnuts!" and not one in fifty of the people who received the warning gave heed to it. the débris of three towns. with the waters standing several inches deep in the streets of the "flats" of the city the deluge from south fork lake, burst the dam and rushed full upon johnstown shortly after five o'clock on friday afternoon the last day of may. first it swept the houses from mineral point down into east conemaugh. when the flood reached east conemaugh the town was wiped out. this mass of débris was borne on to johnstown, reinforced by the material of three towns. the gautier steel department of the cambria iron company was the first property attacked in the city proper. huge rolls, furnaces and all the machinery in the great mills, costing $ , , , were swept away in a moment, and to-day there is not the slightest evidence that the mill ever stood there. swept from the roofs. westward from this point the flood swept over the flats. the houses, as soon as the water reached them, were lifted from their foundation and hurled against their neighbors'. the people who at the first crash of their property managed to reach the roof or some other floating material were carried on until their frail support was driven against the next obstruction, when they went down in the crash together. the portion of the "flats" submerged is bounded by clinton street to the little conemaugh river, to the point at stony creek, then back to clinton street by way of bedford. this region has an area of one mile square, shaped like a heart, and in this district there are not more than a dozen buildings that are not total wrecks. ten per cent. of this district is so covered with mud, stones, rocks and other material, where costly buildings once stood, that it will require excavating from eight to twenty feet to reach the streets of the city. remnants of the city. of the houses standing there is the methodist church, the club house, james mcmillen's residence, the morrell mansion, dr. lohman's house and the first ward school building. the fourth ward school house and the cambria iron works' general office building are the only buildings standing on the north side of the river from the pennsylvania railroad bridge to the limits of the "flats." the pennsylvania railroad, from its station in johnstown city nearly to wilmore, a distance of seven miles, had a magnificent road bed of solid rock. from east conemaugh to the point in johnstown opposite the gautier steel works, this road bed, ballast and all are gone. only a few rails may occasionally be seen in the river below. freaks of the flood. when the crash came in johnstown the houses were crushed as easily by the huge mass as so many buildings of sand, making much the same sound as if a pencil were drawn over the slats of a shutter. houses were torn from their foundations and torn to pieces before their occupants realized their danger. hundreds of these people were crushed to death, while others were rescued by heroic men; but the lives of the majority were prolonged a few minutes, when they met a more horrible death further down the stream. there is a narrow strip extending from the club house to the point which, in some singular manner, escaped the mass of filling that was distributed on the flats. this strip is about feet wide, long and from to feet deep. what queer turn the flood took to thus spare this section, when the surrounding territory was covered with mud, stones and other material, is a mystery. it is, however, one of the remarkable turns of the flood. the german catholic church is standing, but is in an exceedingly shaky condition and may fall at any minute. this and dr. lohman's residence are the only buildings on the plot standing between main street, clinton street, railroad street and the little conemaugh. the destruction of life in this district was too awful to contemplate. it is estimated that not more than one thousand people escaped with their lives, and it is believed that there were fully five thousand persons remaining in the district when the flood came down. the flood wiped out the "flat" with the exception of the buildings noted. the water was twenty feet high here and hurled acres upon acres of houses against the pennsylvania railroad bridge which held it and dammed the water up until it was forty feet high. the mass accumulated until the weight became so great that it broke through the fill east of the bridge and the débris started out of the temporary reservoir with an awful rush. it was something near five o'clock when the fill broke. the water rushed across the cambria flats and swept every house away with the exception of a portion of a brewery. there is nothing else standing in this district which resembles a house. the johnstown post office building, with all the office money and stamps, was carried away in the flood. the postmaster himself escaped with great difficulty. the dam broke in the centre at three o'clock on friday afternoon, and at four o'clock it was dry. that great body of water passed out in one hour. park & van buren, who are building a new draining system at the lake, tried to avert the disaster by digging a sluiceway on one side to ease the pressure on the dam. they had about forty men at work and did all they could, but without avail. the water passed over the dam about a foot above its top, beginning at about half-past two. whatever happened in the way of a cloud burst took place during the night. there had been but little rain up to dark. when the workmen woke in the morning the lake was very full and was rising at the rate of a foot an hour. it kept on rising until at two o'clock it first began breaking over the dam and undermining it. men were sent three or four times during the day to warn people below of their danger. the break two hundred feet wide. when the final break came, at three o'clock, there was a sound like tremendous and continued peals of thunder; rocks, trees and earth were shot up into mid-air in great columns, and then the wave started down the ravine. a farmer, who escaped, said that the water did not come down like a wave, but jumped on his house and beat it to fragments in an instant. he was safe upon the hillside, but his wife and two children were killed. at the present time the lake looks like a cross between the crater of a volcano and a huge mud puddle with stumps of trees and rocks scattered over it. there is a small stream of muddy water running through the centre of the lake site. the dam was seventy feet high and the break is about two hundred feet wide, and there is but a small portion of the dam left on either side. no damage was done to any of the buildings belonging to the club. the whole south fork is swept, with not a tree standing. there are but one or two small streams showing here and there in the lake. a great many of the workmen carried off baskets full of fish caught in the mud. three millions indemnity. it is reported that the sportsman's association, which owned the south fork dam, was required to file an indemnity bond of $ , , before their charter was issued. when the bill granting them these privileges was before the legislature the representatives from cambria and blair counties vigorously opposed its passage and only gave way, it is said, upon condition that such an indemnifying bond was filed. this bond was to be filed with the prothonotary of cambria county. father boyle, of ebensburg, said the records at the county seat had no trace of such a bond. he found the record of the charter, but nothing about the bond. as the association is known to be composed of very wealthy people, there is much talk here of their being compelled to pay at least a part of the damages. the rain did it. it begins to dawn on us that the catastrophe was brought about not merely by the bursting of the dam of the old canal reservoir, but by a rainfall exceeding in depth and area all previously recorded phenomena of the kind. the whole drainage basin of the kiskiminetas, and more particularly that of the conemaugh, was affected. an area of probably more than square miles poured its precipitation through the narrow valley in which johnstown and associate villages are located. it is easy to see how, with a rainfall similar to that which caused the butcher run disaster of a few years ago, fully from thirty to fifty times as much water became destructive. the whole of the water of the lake would pass suspension bridge at pittsburgh inside of from seven to ten minutes, while the gorge at johnstown, narrowed by the activity of mines for generations past, was clearly insufficient to allow a free course for stony creek alone, which is a stream heading away up in somerset county, twenty-five or thirty miles south of johnstown. that the rainfall of the entire allegheny mountain system was unprecedented is clearly demonstrated to any one who has watched the allegheny and monongahela rivers for the past three days, and this view may serve to correct the impression in the public mind that would localize the causes of the widespread disaster to the bursting of any single dam. danger was anticipated. charles parke, of philadelphia, the civil engineer in the employ of the south fork fishing club, in company with george c. wilson, ex-united states district attorney, and several other members of the club, reached johnstown and brought with them the first batch of authoritative news from conemaugh lake, the bursting of which, it is universally conceded, caused the disaster. mr. parke was at first averse to talking, and seemed more interested in informing his friends in the quaker city that he was still in the land of the living. on being pressed he denied most emphatically that the dam had burst, and proceeded to explain that he first commenced to anticipate danger on friday morning, when the water in the lake commenced to rise at a rapid rate. immediately he turned his force of twenty-five italians to opening an extra waste sluiceway in addition to the one that had always answered before. the five members of the club on hand all worked like horses, but their efforts were in vain, and at three o'clock the supporting wall gave way with a sound that seemed like distant thunder and the work was done. the governor's appeal. harrisburg, pa., june , .--the governor issued the following:-- "commonwealth of pennsylvania, } "executive chamber, } "harrisburg, pa., june , . } "to the people of the united states:-- "the executive of the commonwealth of pennsylvania has refrained hitherto from making any appeal to the people for their benefactions, in order that he might receive definite and reliable information from the centres of disaster during the late floods, which have been unprecedented in the history of the state or nation. communication by wire has been established with johnstown to-day. the civil authorities are in control, the adjutant general of the state cooperating with them; order has been restored and is likely to continue. newspaper reports as to the loss of life and property have not been exaggerated. "the valley of the conemaugh, which is peculiar, has been swept from one end to the other as with the besom of destruction. it contained a population of forty thousand to fifty thousand people, living for the most part along the banks of a small river confined within narrow limits. the most conservative estimates place the loss of life at , human beings, and of property at twenty-five millions. [the reader will understand that this and previous estimates were the first and were far too small.] whole towns have been utterly destroyed. not a vestige remains. in the more substantial towns the better buildings, to a certain extent, remain, but in a damaged condition. those who are least able to bear it have suffered the loss of everything. "the most pressing needs, so far as food is concerned, have been supplied. shoes and clothing of all sorts for men, women and children are greatly needed. money is also urgently required to remove the débris, bury the dead, and care temporarily for the widows and orphans and for the homeless generally. other localities have suffered to some extent in the same way, but not in the same degree. "late advices seem to indicate that there is great loss of life and destruction of property along the west branch of the susquehanna and in localities from which we can get no definite information. what does come, however, is of the most appalling character, and it is expected that the details will add new horrors to the situation. generous responses. "the responses from within and without the state have been most generous and cheering. north and south, east and west, from the united states and from england, there comes the same hearty, generous response of sympathy and help. the president, governors of states, mayors of cities, and individuals and communities, private and municipal corporations, seem to vie with each other in their expressions of sympathy and in their contributions of substantial aid. but, gratifying as these responses are, there is no danger of their exceeding the necessities of the situation. organized distribution. "a careful organization has been made upon the ground for the distribution of whatever assistance is furnished. the adjutant general of the state is there as the representative of the state authorities and giving personal attention, in connection with the chief burgess of johnstown and a committee of relief to the distribution of the help which is furnished. "a large force will be employed at once to remove the débris and bury the dead, so as to avoid disease and epidemic. "the people of the commonwealth and others whose unselfish generosity is hereby heartily appreciated and acknowledged may be assured that their contributions will be made to bring their benefactions to the immediate and direct relief of those for whose benefit they are intended. "james a. beaver. "by the governor, charles w. stone, secretary of the commonwealth." alive to the situation. the masonic relief committee which went from pittsburgh to johnstown telegraphed president harrison, urging the appointment of a national commission to take charge of sanitary affairs at the scene of the disaster. it was urged that the presence of so many decaying corpses would breed a pestilence there, besides polluting the water of the streams affecting all the country between pittsburgh and new orleans. the disasters in pennsylvania were the subject of a conference at the white house between the president, general noble, the secretary of the interior, and surgeon general hamilton. the particular topic which engaged their attention was the possibility of the pollution of the water-supply of towns along the conemaugh river by the many dead bodies floating down the stream. the president was desirous that this new source of danger should be cut off, if any measures which could be taken by the government could accomplish it. it was suggested that the decomposition of so much human flesh and the settling of the decomposing fragments into the bed of the stream might make the water so foul as to breed disease and scatter death in a new form among the surviving dwellers in the valley. not afraid of a plague. surgeon general hamilton expressed the opinion that the danger was not so great as might be supposed. there would be no pollution from those bodies taken from the river before decomposition set in, and the force of the freshet would tend to clear the river bed of any impurities in it rather than make new deposits. the argument which had the most weight, however, with the president was the efficiency of the local authorities. pennsylvania has a state board of health and is a state with ample means at her disposal, both in money and men, and if there is any danger of this sort her local officials were able to deal with it. this was practically the decision of the conference. the gentlemen will meet again, if necessary, and stand ready to render every assistance which the situation calls for, but they will leave the control of the matter with the commonwealth of pennsylvania until it appears that she is unable to cope with it. governor beaver to the president. the following telegram was received by president harrison from governor beaver, who made his way from york to harrisburg:-- "harrisburg, pa., june , . "to the president, washington:-- "the sheriff of cambria county says everything is quiet and that he can control the situation without the aid of troops. the people are fairly housed and good order prevails. the supply of food so far is equal to the demand, but supplies of food and clothing are still greatly needed. "conservative estimates place the loss of life at from five thousand to ten thousand, and loss of property at from $ , , to $ , , . the people are at work heroically, and will have a large force to-morrow clearing away the débris. "the sympathies of the world are freely expressed. one telegram from england gives $ , . i will issue a general appeal to the public to-night. help comes from all quarters. its universality greatly encourages our people. i will communicate with you promptly if anything unusual occurs. "james a. beaver." chapter x. thrilling experiences. johnstown, pa., june , .--innumerable tales of thrilling individual experiences, each one more horrible than the others, are told. frank mcdonald, a conductor on the somerset branch of the baltimore and ohio, was at the pennsylvania railroad depot in this place when the flood came. he says that when he first saw the flood it was thirty feet high and gradually rose to at least forty feet. "there is no doubt that the south fork dam was the cause of the disaster," said mr. mcdonald. "fifteen minutes before the flood came decker, the pennsylvania railroad agent read me a telegram that he had just received saying that the south fork dam had broken. as soon as he heard this the people in station, numbering six hundred, made a rush for a hill. i certainly think i saw one thousand bodies go over the bridge. the first house that came down struck the bridge and at once took fire, and as fast as the others came down they were consumed. saw a thousand persons burn. "i believe i am safe in saying that i saw one thousand bodies burn. it reminded me of a lot of flies on fly paper struggling to get away, with no hope and no chance to save them. [illustration: the wrecked houses burning at the pennsylvania railroad bridge.] "i have no idea that had the bridge been blown up the loss of life would have been any less. they would have floated a little further with the same certain death. then, again, it was impossible for any one to have reached the bridge in order to blow it out, for the waters came so fast that no one could have done it. "i saw fifteen to eighteen bodies go over the bridge at the same time. "i offered a man $ to row me across the river, but could get no one to go, and finally had to build a boat and get across that way." it required some exercise of acrobatic agility to get into or out of the town. a slide, a series of frightful tosses from side to side, a run and you had crossed the narrow rope bridge which spanned the chasm dug by the waters between the stone bridge and johnstown. crossing the bridge was an exciting task. yet many women accomplished it rather than remain in johnstown. the bridge pitched like a ship in a storm. within two inches of your feet rushed the muddy waters of the conemaugh. there were no ropes to guide one and creeping was more convenient than walking. one had to cross the conemaugh at a second point in order to reach johnstown proper. this was accomplished by a skiff ferry. the ferryman clung to a rope and pulled the load over. confusion worse confounded. it is impossible to describe the appearance of main street. whole houses have been swept down this one street and become lodged. the wreck is piled as high as the second story windows. the reporter could step from the wreck into the auditorium of the opera house. the ruins consists of parts of houses, trees, saw logs, reels from the wire factory. many houses have their side walls and roofs torn up, and you can walk directly into what had been second story bedrooms, or go in by way of the top. further up town a raft of logs lodged in the street and did great damage. the best way to get an idea of the wreck is to take a number of children's blocks, place them closely together and draw your hand through them. at the commencement of the wreckage, which is at the opening of the valley of the conemaugh, one can look up the valley for miles and not see a house. nothing stands but an old woolen mill. as seen by an eye-witness. charles luther is the name of the boy who stood on an adjacent elevation and saw the whole flood. he said he heard a grinding noise far up the valley, and looking up he could see a dark line moving slowly toward him. he saw that it was made up of houses. on they came like the hand of a giant clearing off his tables. high in the air would be tossed a log or beam, which fell back with a crash. down the valley it moved sedately and across the little mountain city. for ten minutes nothing but moving houses were seen, and then the waters came with a roar and a rush. this lasted for two hours, and then it began to flow more steadily. the pillaging of the houses in johnstown is something awful to contemplate and describe. it makes one feel almost ashamed to call himself a man and know that others who bear the same name have converted themselves into human vultures, preying on the dead. men are carrying shotguns and revolvers, and woe betide the stranger who looks even suspiciously at any article. goods of great value were being sold in town to-day for a drink of whiskey. a supply store has been established in the fourth ward in johnstown. a line of men, women and children, extending for a square, waited patiently to have their wants supplied. an improvised morgue. the school house has been converted into a morgue, and the dead are being buried from this place. a hospital has been opened near by and is full of patients. one of the victims was removed from a piece of wreckage in which he had been imprisoned three days. his leg was broken and his face badly bruised. he was delirious when rescued. in some places it is said the railroad tracks were scooped out to a depth of twenty feet. a train of cars, all loaded, were run on the conemaugh bridge. they, with the bridge, now lie in the wreckage at this point. the pennsylvania railroad loses thirty-five engines and many cars. fire still raging. the cling-cling-clang of the engines has a homelike sound. the fire has spread steadily all day and the upper part of the drift is burning to-night. the fire engine is stationed on the river bank and a line of hose laid far up the track to the coal mine. the flames to-night are higher than ever before, and by its light long lines of the curious can be seen along the banks. [illustration: firemen on duty at the bridge.] the natural gas has been shut off, owing to the many leaks in johnstown. no fire is allowed in the city. the walls of many houses are falling. their crash can be heard across the river, where the newspaper men are located. in the walk through the town to-day the word "danger," could be noticed, painted by the rescuers on the walls. cremated. one of the catholic churches in the town was burned on saturday. a house drifted down against it and set it on fire. a funeral was being held at the church at the time of the flood. the congregation deserted the church and the body was burned with the building. two large trees passed entirely through a brick catholic church located near the centre of the town. the building still stands, but is a total wreck. colonel norman m. smith, of pittsburgh, while returning from johnstown after a visit to adjutant general hastings, was knocked from the temporary bridge into the river and carried down stream a couple of hundred yards before he was able to swim ashore. he was not hurt. a lucky escape. o.j. palmer, travelling salesman for a pittsburgh meat house, was on the ill-fated day express, one car of which was washed away. he narrowly escaped drowning, and tells a horrible tale of his experience on that occasion. the engineer, the fireman and himself, when they saw the flood coming, got upon the top of the car, and when the coach was carried away they caught the driftwood, and fortunately it was carried near the shore and they escaped to the hills. mr. palmer walked a distance of twenty miles around the flooded district to a nearby railroad station on this side. freaks of the disaster. a novel scene was witnessed yesterday near johnstown borough. some women who managed to escape from the town proper had to wear men's clothes, as their own had been torn off by the flood. the force of the flood can be estimated by the fact that it carried three cars a mile and a half and the tender of an engine weighing twelve tons was carried fourteen miles down the river. a team of horses which was standing on main street just before the flood was found a mile and a quarter below the town yesterday. the damage to the cambria iron works was not so great as at first reported. the ends of the blooming mill and open hearth furnace buildings were crushed in by the force of the flood. the water rushed through the mill and tore a great pile of machinery from its fastenings and caused other damage. the bessemer steel mill is almost a ruin. the rolling and wire mills and the six blast furnaces were not much damaged. this morning the company put a large force of men at work and are making strenuous efforts to have at least a portion of the plant in operation within a few weeks. this has given encouragement to the stricken people of johnstown, and they now seem to have some hope, although so many of their loved ones have met their death. the mill yard, with its numerous railroad tracks, is nothing but a waste. large piles of pig metal were scattered in every direction. all the loose débris is being gathered into heaps and burned. hurled to a place of safety. a pitiful sight was that of an old, gray haired man named norn. he was walking around among the mass of débris, looking for his family. he had just sat down to eat his supper when the crash came, and the whole family, consisting of wife and eight children, were buried beneath the collapsed house. he was carried down the river to the railroad bridge on a plank. just at the bridge a cross-tie struck him with such force that he was shot clear upon the pier and was safe. but he is a mass of bruises and cuts from head to foot. he refused to go to the hospital until he found the bodies of his loved ones. heroism in bright relief. a paul revere lies somewhere among the dead. who he is is now known, and his ride will be famous in history. mounted on a grand, big bay horse, he came riding down the pike which passes through conemaugh to johnstown, like some angel of wrath of old, shouting his warning: "run for your lives to the hills! run to the hills!" a cloud of ruin. the people crowded out of their houses along the thickly settled streets awe-struck and wondering. no one knew the man, and some thought he was a maniac and laughed. on and on, at a deadly pace, he rode, and shrilly rang out his awful cry. in a few moments, however, there came a cloud of ruin down the broad streets, down the narrow alleys, grinding, twisting, hurling, overturning, crashing--annihilating the weak and the strong. it was the charge of the flood, wearing its coronet of ruin and devastation, which grew at every instant of its progress. forty feet high, some say, thirty according to others, was this sea, and it travelled with a swiftness like that which lay in the heels of mercury. on and on raced the rider, on and on rushed the wave. dozens of people took heed of the warning and ran up to the hills. poor, faithful rider, it was an unequal contest. just as he turned to cross the railroad bridge the mighty wall fell upon him, and horse, rider and bridge all went out into chaos together. a few feet further on several cars of the pennsylvania railroad train from pittsburgh were caught up and hurried into the caldron, and the heart of the town was reached. the hero had turned neither to right nor left for himself, but rode on to death for his townsmen. he was overwhelmed by the current at the bridge and drowned. a party of searchers found the body of this man and his horse. he was still in the saddle. in a short time the man was identified as daniel periton, son of a merchant of johnstown, a young man of remarkable courage. he is no longer the unknown hero, for the name of daniel periton will live in fame as long as the history of this calamity is remembered by the people of this country. a devoted operator. mrs. ogle, the manager of the western union, who died at her post, will go down in history as a heroine of the highest order. notwithstanding the repeated notifications which she received to get out of reach of the approaching danger, she stood by the instruments with unflinching loyalty and undaunted courage, sending words of warning to those in danger in the valley below. when every station in the path of the coming torrent had been warned she wired her companion at south fork, "this is my last message," and as such it shall always be remembered as her last words on earth, for at that very moment the torrent engulfed her and bore her from her post on earth to her post of honor in the great beyond. another hero. a telegraph operator at the railroad station above mineral point, which is just in the gorge a short distance below the dam, and the last telegraph station above conemaugh, had seen the waters rising, and had heard of the first break in the dam. two hours before the final break came he sent a message to his wife at mineral point to prepare for the flood. it read: "dress the three children in their best sunday clothes. gather together what valuables you can easily carry and leave the house. go to the stable on the hillside. stay there until the water reaches it; then run to the mountain. the dam is breaking. the flood is coming. lose no time." his wife showed the message to her friends, but they laughed at her. they even persuaded her to not heed her husband's command. the wife went home and about her work. meanwhile the telegraph operator was busy with his ticker. down to conemaugh he wired the warning. he also sent it on to johnstown, then he ticked on, giving each minute bulletins of the break. as the water came down he sent message after message, telling its progress. finally came the flood. he saw houses and bodies swept past him. his last message was: "the water is all around me; i cannot stay longer, and, for god's sake, all fly." then he jumped out of his tower window and ran up the mountain just in time to save himself. a whole town came past as he turned and looked. great masses of houses plunged up. he saw people on roofs yelling and crying, and then saw collisions of houses, which caused the buildings to crush and crumble like paper. racing with death. all the time he felt that his family were safe. but it was not so with them. when the roar of approaching water came the people of mineral point thought of their warning. the wife gathered her children and started to run. as she went she forgot her husband's advice to go to the mountain and fled down the street to the lowlands. suddenly she remembered she had left the key of her home in the door. she took the children and ran back. as she neared the house the water came and forced them up between the two houses. the only outlet was toward the mountain, and she ran that way with her children. the water chased her, but she and the children managed to clamber up far enough to escape. thus it was that an accident saved their lives. only three houses and a school-house were saved at mineral point. a dangerous venture. one of the most thrilling incidents of the disaster was the performance of a.j. leonard, whose family reside in morrellville. he was at work, and hearing that his house had been swept away determined at all hazards to ascertain the fate of his family. the bridges having been carried away he constructed a temporary raft, and clinging to it as close as a cat to the side of a fence, he pushed his frail craft out into the raging torrent and started on a chase which, to all who were watching, seemed to mean an embrace in death. heedless of cries "for god's sake go back, you will be drowned." "don't attempt it," he persevered. as the raft struck the current he pulled off his coat and in his shirt sleeves braved the stream. down plunged the boards and down went leonard, but as it arose he was seen still clinging. a mighty shout arose from the throats of the hundreds on the banks, who were now deeply interested, earnestly hoping he would successfully ford the stream. down again went his bark, but nothing, it seemed, could shake leonard off. the craft shot up in the air apparently ten or twelve feet, and leonard stuck to it tenaciously. slowly but surely he worked his boat to the other side of the stream, and after what seemed an awful suspense he finally landed amid ringing cheers of men, women and children. the last seen of him he was making his way down a mountain road in the direction of the spot where his house had lately stood. his family consisted of his wife and three children. a thrilling escape. henry d. thomas, a well-known dry goods merchant, tells the following story: "i was caught right between a plank and a stone wall and was held in that position for a long time. the water came rushing down and forced the plank against my chest. i felt as if it were going through me, when suddenly the plank gave way, and i fell into the water. i grabbed the plank quickly and in some unaccountable way managed to get the forepart of my body on it, and in that way i was carried down the stream. all around me were people struggling and drowning, while bodies floated like corks on the water. some were crying for help, others were praying aloud for mercy and a few were singing as if to keep up their courage. a large raft which went by bore a whole family, and they were singing, 'nearer my god to thee.' in the midst of their song the raft struck a large tree and went to splinters. there were one or two wild cries and then silence. the horror of that time is with me day and night. it would have driven a weak-minded person crazy. "the true condition of things that night can never be adequately described in words. the water came down through a narrow gorge, which in places was hardly two hundred feet wide. the broken dam was at an elevation of about five hundred feet above johnstown. the railroad bridge across the conemaugh river is at the lower side of johnstown, and the river is joined there by another mountain stream from the northeast. it was here that the débris collected and caught fire, and i doubt if it will ever be known how many perished there. the water came down with the speed of a locomotive. the people there are absolutely paralyzed--so much so that they speak of their losses in a most indifferent way. i heard two men in conversation. one said: 'well, i lost a wife and three children.' 'that's nothing,' said the other; 'i lost a wife and six children.'" the sudden break. a man named maguire was met on his way from south fork to johnstown. he said he was standing on the edge of the lake when the walls burst. the waters were rising all day and were on a level with a pile of dirt which he said was above the walls of the dam. all of a sudden it burst with a report like a cannon and the water started down the mountain side, sweeping before it the trees as if they were chips. bowlders were rolled down as if they were marbles. the roar was deafening. the lake was emptied in an hour. at the time there were about forty men at work up there, building a new draining system at the lake for messrs. parke and van buren. they did all they could to try and avert the disaster by digging a sluiceway on one side to ease the pressure on the dam, but their efforts were fruitless. "it was about half-past two o'clock when the water reached the top of the dam. at first it was just a narrow white stream trickling down the face of the dam, soon its proportions began to grow with alarming rapidity, and in an extremely short space of time a volume of water a foot in thickness was passing over the top of the dam. "there had been little rain up to dark. whatever happened in the way of a cloud burst took place during the night. when the workmen woke in the morning the lake was very full and was rising at the rate of a foot an hour. "when at two o'clock the water began to flow over the dam, the work of undermining began. men were sent three or four times during the day to warn the people below of their danger. at three o'clock there was a sound like tremendous and continued peals of thunder. the earth seemed to shake and vibrate beneath our feet. "there was a rush of wind, the trees swayed to and fro, the air was full of fine spray or mist: then looking down just in front of the dam we saw trees, rocks and earth shot up into mid-air in great columns. it seemed as though some great unseen force was at work wantonly destroying everything; then the great wave, foaming, boiling and hissing, dashing clouds of spray hundreds of feet in height as it came against some obstruction in the way of its mad rush, clearing everything away before it, started on its terrible death-dealing mission down the fatal valley." engineer henry's awful race. engineer henry, of the second section of the express train, no. , which was caught at conemaugh, tells a thrilling story. his train was caught in the midst of the wave and were the only cars that were not destroyed. "it was an awful sight," he said. "i have often seen pictures of flood scenes, and i thought they were exaggerations, but what i witnessed last friday changes my former belief. to see that immense volume of water, fully fifty feet high, rushing madly down the valley, sweeping everything before it, was a thrilling sight. it is engraved indelibly on my memory. even now i can see that mad torrent carrying death and destruction before it. "the second section of no. , on which i was, was due at johnstown about . in the morning. we arrived there safely, and were told to follow the first section. when we arrived at conemaugh the first section and the mail were there. washouts further up the mountain prevented our going, so we could do nothing but sit around and discuss the situation. the creek at conemaugh was swollen high, almost overflowing. the heavens were pouring rain, but this did not prevent nearly all the inhabitants of the town from gathering along its banks. they watched the waters go dashing by and wondered whether the creek could get much higher. but a few inches more and it would overflow its banks. there seemed to be a feeling of uneasiness among the people. they seemed to fear that something awful was going to happen. their suspicions were strengthened by the fact that warning had come down the valley for the people to be on the lookout. the rains had swelled everything to the bursting point. the day passed slowly, however. "noon came and went, and still nothing happened. we could not proceed, nor could we go back, as the tracks about a mile below conemaugh had been washed away, so there was nothing for us to do but to wait and see what would come next. "some time after o'clock friday afternoon i went into the train despatcher's office to learn the latest news. i had not been there long when i heard a fierce whistling from an engine away up the mountain. rushing out i found dozens of men standing around. fear had blanched every cheek. the loud and continued whistling had made every one feel that something serious was going to happen. in a few moments i could hear a train rattling down the mountain. about five hundred yards above conemaugh the tracks make a slight curve and we could not see beyond this. the suspense was something awful. we did not know what was coming, but no one could get rid of the thought that something was wrong at the dam. "our suspense was not very long, however. nearer and nearer the train came, the thundering sound still accompanying it. there seemed to be something behind the train, as there was a dull, rumbling sound which i knew did not come from the train. nearer and nearer it came; a moment more and it would reach the curve. the next instant there burst upon our eyes a sight that made every heart stand still. rushing around the curve, snorting and tearing, came an engine and several gravel cars. the train appeared to be putting forth every effort to go faster. nearer it came, belching forth smoke and whistling long and loud. but the most terrible sight was to follow. twenty feet behind came surging along a mad rush of water fully fifty feet high. like the train, it seemed to be putting forth every effort to push along faster. such an awful race we never before witnessed. for an instant the people seemed paralyzed with horror. they knew not what to do, but in a moment they realized that a second's delay meant death to them. with one accord they rushed to the high lands a few hundred feet away. most of them succeeded in reaching that place and were safe. [illustration: an engineer's terrific race in the valley of death.] "i thought of the passengers in my train. the second section of no. had three sleepers. in these three cars were about thirty people, who rushed through the train crying to the others 'save yourselves!' then came a scene of the wildest confusion. ladies and children shrieked and the men seemed terror-stricken. i succeeded in helping some ladies and children off the train and up to the highlands. running back, i caught up two children and ran for my life to a higher place. thank god, i was quicker than the flood! i deposited my load in safety on the high land just as it swept past us. "for nearly an hour we stood watching the mad flood go rushing by. the water was full of débris. when the flood caught conemaugh it dashed against the little town with a mighty crash. the water did not lift the houses up and carry them off, but crushed them one against the other and broke them up like so many egg shells. before the flood came there was a pretty little town. when the waters passed on there was nothing but few broken boards to mark the central portion of the city. it was swept as clean as a newly brushed floor. when the flood passed onward down the valley i went over to my train. it had been moved back about twenty yards, but it was not damaged. about fifty persons had remained in the train and they were safe. of the three trains ours was the luckiest. the engines of both the others had been swept off the track and one or two cars in each train had met the same fate. "what saved our train was the fact that just at the curve which i mentioned the valley spread out. the valley is six or seven hundred yards broad where our train was standing. this, of course, let the floods pass out. it was only twenty feet high when it struck our train, which was about in the middle of the valley. "this fact, together with the elevation of the track, was all that saved us. we stayed that night in the houses in conemaugh that had not been destroyed. the next morning i started down the valley and by o'clock in the afternoon had reached conemaugh furnace, eight miles west of johnstown. then i got a team and came home. "in my tramp down the valley i saw some awful sights. on the tree branches hung shreds of clothing torn from the unfortunates as they were whirled along in the terrible rush of the torrent. dead bodies were lying by scores along the banks of the creeks. one woman i helped drag from the mud had tightly clutched in her hand a paper. we tore it out of her hand and found it to be a badly water-soaked photograph. it was probably a picture of the drowned woman." over the bridge. frank mcdonald, a railroad conductor, says: "i certainly think i saw , bodies go over the bridge. the first house that came down struck the bridge and at once took fire, and as fast as they came down they were consumed. i believe i am safe in saying i saw , bodies burn. it reminded me of a lot of flies on fly-paper struggling to get away, with no hope and no chance to save them. i have no idea that had the bridge been blown up the loss of life would have been any less. they would have floated a little further with the same certain death. then, again, it was impossible for any one to have reached the bridge in order to blow it up, for the waters came so fast that no one could have done it. i saw fifteen to eighteen bodies go over the bridge. at the same time i offered a man twenty dollars to row me across the river, but could get no one to go, and i finally had to build a boat and get across that way." nothing seems to have withstood the merciless sweep of the mighty on-rush of pent-up conemaugh. as for the houses of the town a thousand of them lie piled up in a smouldering mass to the right of conemaugh bridge. at the present moment, away down in its terrible depths, this mass of torn and twisted timbers and dead humanity is slowly burning, and the light curling smoke that rises as high almost as the mountain, and the sickening smell that comes from the centre of this fearful funeral pile tell that the unseen fire is feeding on other fuel than the rafters and roofs that once sheltered the population of johnstown. a ghastly scene. the mind is filled with horror at the supreme desolation that pervades the whole scene. it is small wonder that the pen cannot in the hands of the most skillful even pretend to convey one-hundredth part of what is seen and heard every hour in the day in this fearful place. at the present moment firemen and others are out on that ghastly aggregation of woodwork and human kind jammed against the unyielding mass of arched masonry. round them curls the white smoke from the smouldering interior of the heaped up houses of johnstown. every now and then the gleam of an axe and a group of stooping forms tell that another ghastly find has been made, and a whisper goes round among the hundreds of watchers that other bodies are being brought to light. how many hundreds or thousands there are who found death by fire at this awful spot will never be known, and the people are already giving up hopes of ever reaching the knowledge of how their loved and lost ones met their doom, whether in the fierce, angry embrace of the waters of conemaugh, or in the deadly grip of the fire fiend, who claimed the homes of johnstown for his own above the fatal bridge. every hour it becomes more and more apparent that the exact number of lives lost will never be known. up to the present time the disposition has been to under rather than overestimate the number of lives sacrificed. a mother rescued by her daughter. a daughter of john duncan, superintendent of the johnstown street car company, had an awful struggle in rescuing her mother and baby sister. mrs. duncan and family had taken refuge on a roof, when a large log came floating down the river, striking the house with immense force, knocking mrs. duncan and daughter into the fast running river. seeing what had happened, alvania, her fifteen-year-old daughter, leaped into the water, and after a hard struggle landed both on the roof of the house. the members of the cambria club tell of their battle for life in the following manner: they were about to sit down to dinner when they heard the crash, and knowing what had occurred they started for the attic just as the flood was upon them. when the members were assured of their safety they at once commenced saving others by grasping them as they floated by on tree tops, houses, etc. in this manner they saved seventy persons from death. the clock stopped at . . one of the queerest sights in the centre of the town is a three-story brick residence standing with one wall, the others having disappeared completely, leaving the floors supported by the partitions. in one of the upper rooms can be seen a mantel with a lambrequin on it and a clock stopped at twenty minutes after five. in front of the clock is a lady's fan, though from the marks on the wall-paper the water has been over all these things. in the upper part of the town, where the back water from the flood went into the valley with diminished force, there are many strange scenes. there the houses were toppled over one after another in a row, and left where they lay. one of them was turned completely over and stands with its roof on the foundations of another house and its base in the air. the owner came back, and getting into his house through the windows walked about on his ceiling. out of this house a woman and her two children escaped safely and were but little hurt, although they were stood on their heads in the whirl. every house has its own story. from one a woman shut up in her garret escaped by chopping a hole in the roof. from another a hungarian named grevins leaped to the shore as it went whirling past and fell twenty-five feet upon a pile of metal and escaped with a broken leg. another is said to have come all the way from very near the start of the flood and to have circled around with the back water and finally landed on the flats at the city site, where it is still pointed out. chapter xi. new tales of horror. the accounts contained in the foregoing chapters bring this appalling story of death down to june th. we continue the narrative as given from day to day by eye-witnesses, as this is the only method by which a full and accurate description of johnstown's unspeakable horror can be obtained. on the morning of june th one of the leading journals contained the following announcements, printed in large type, and preceding its vivid account of the terrible situation at johnstown. death, ruin, plague! threatened outbreak of disease in the fate stricken valley. awful effluvia from corpses! swift and decisive means must be taken to clear away the masses of putrefying matter that underlie the wreck of what was once a town. proposed use of explosives. crowds of refugees are already attacked by pneumonia and the germs of typhus pervade both air and water. victims yet unnumbered. dreadful discoveries hourly made! heaps of the drowned, the mangled and the burned are found in pockets between rocks and under packed accumulations of sand! pennsylvania regiments ordered to the scene to keep ward over an afflicted and heartbroken people. blame where it belongs. the ears of the inhabitants were dulled to fear by warnings many times repeated--forty-two years ago the dam broke--vivid stories of witnesses of the great tragedy--the owners of the lake must bear a gigantic burden of remorse--sufferings of survivors! these were the terrible headings in a single issue of a newspaper. a registry of the living who were residents of johnstown prior to the flood was begun to-day. out of a total population of , the names of only , have been recorded. this may give an approximate idea of the number of those who lost their lives. gaunt menace of pestilence. the most important near fact of to-day is the increasing danger of pestilence. as the work of disengaging the bodies of the dead progresses the horrible peril becomes more and more apparent. there is need of the speediest possible measures to offset the gravity of the sanitary situation. from every part of the stricken valley the same cry of alarm arises, for at every point where the dead are being discovered, as the waters continue to abate, the same peril exists. the use of explosives, especially dynamite, has been discussed. there is some opposition to it, but it may yet be resorted to. the great mass of ruins at the pennsylvania railroad bridge, which is still smoking and smouldering, is a ghastly mine of human flesh and bones in all sorts of hideous shapes, and unless desperate means are employed, cannot be cleared away in weeks to come. [illustration: reading the horrible news.] still, vigorous work in that direction is being performed, and explosives will be used in a limited degree to further it. this great work may be divided into two parts--the clearing away of the mass of débris lodged against the pennsylvania railroad bridge, and the examination and removal of the many wrecked buildings which mark the site of johnstown. order out of chaos. slowly something like order is beginning to appear in the chaos of destruction. enough militia came to-day to put the town under strict martial law. four hundred men of the fourteenth regiment, of pittsburgh, are here. there will be no more tramping over the ruins by ungoverned mobs. there will be no more fears of rioting. the supplies of food are constantly growing. the much needed money is beginning to come in, though not at all needless relief committees are beginning to go out. better quarters for the sufferers are being provided. better arrangements for systematic relief are made. something of the deep gloom has been dispelled, though johnstown is still the saddest spot on earth. the systematic attempt to clear up the ruins at the gorge and get out the bodies imprisoned there began to-day. the expectations of ghastly discoveries were more than realized. scores of burned and mangled bodies were removed. freaks of the torrent. the great waste where the city stood looked a little different to-day. some attempt was made to clear up the rubbish, and fires were burning in a dozen places to get rid of it. tents for the soldiers and some of the sufferers were put up in the smooth stretch of sand where a great, five story hardware store used to stand. the dead animals that were here and there in the débris were removed, to the benefit of the towns-people's health. curious things come to light where the rubbish was cleared away. the solid cobblestone pavement had been scooped up by the force of the water and in some places swept so far away that there was not a sign of it. behind a house that was resting on one corner was found a wickerwork baby carriage full of mud, but not injured or scratched in the least nor yet buried in the mud, but looking as if it had been rolled there and left. very close to it was a piece of railroad iron that must have been carried half a mile, bent as it it were but common wire. exactly on the site of a large grocery store was a box of soap and a bundle of clothespins, while of all the brick and stone, of which the store was built, and all the heavy furniture it contained there was not the slightest trace. many articles of wearing apparel were found here, but no bodies could be discovered in the whole stretch of the plain, from which it is inferred that most of the deaths occurred at the gorge or else the flood swept them far away. reminders of a broken home. one of the few buildings that are left in this part of town is the fine house of mr. geranheiser, of the cambria iron company. it presents a queer spectacle--that is common here but has not often been seen before. the flood reached almost to the second floor and was strong enough to cut away about half the house, leaving the rest standing. the whole interior of the place can be seen just as the frightened inmates left it. the carpets are torn up from the first floor, but the pictures are still hanging on the walls and an open piano stands against the wall full of mud; a brussels carpet being halfway out of the second story on the side where the wreck was and showing exactly how high the water came. there was a centre table in the room and an open book on it. chairs stood about the room and the pictures were on the walls, and half of the room was gone miles away. seven acres of wreckage. just below the bare plain where the business block of johnstown stood, and above the stone arch bridge on which the pennsylvania railroad crossed the river, are seven acres of the wreckage of the flood. the horrors that have been enacted in that spot, the horrors that are seen there every hour, who can attempt to describe? under and amid that mass of conglomerate rubbish are the remains of at least one thousand persons who died the most frightful of deaths. this is the place where the fire broke out within twenty minutes after the flood. it has burned ever since. the stone arch bridge acted as a dam to the flood, and five towns were crushing each other against it. a thousand houses came down on the great wave of water, and were held there a solid mass in the jaws of a cyclopean vise. a kitchen stove upset. the mass took fire. a thousand people were imprisoned in these houses. a thousand more were on the roofs. for most of them there was no escape. the fire swept on from house to house. the prisoners saw it coming and shrieked and screamed with terror, and ran up and down their narrow quarters in an agony of fear. sights to freeze their blood. thousands of people stood upon the river bank and saw and heard it all and still were powerless to help. they saw people kneeling in the flames and praying. they saw families gathered together with their arms around each other and waiting for death. they saw people going mad and tearing their hair and laughing. they saw men plunge into the narrow crevices between the houses and seek death in the water rather than wait its coming in the flames. some saw their friends and some their wives and children perishing before them, and some in the awful agony of the hour went mad themselves and ran shrieking to the hillsides, and stronger men laid down on the ground and wept. all that night and all the next day, and far into the morning of monday, these dreadful shrieks resounded from that place of doom. the fire burned on, aided by the fire underneath, added to by fresh fuel coming down the river. all that time the people stood helpless on the bank and heard those heartrending sounds. what could they do? they could not fight the fire. every fire engine in the town lay in that mass of rubbish smashed to bits. for hours they had to wait until they could get telegraph word to surrounding towns, and hours more until the fire engines arrived at noon on monday. wrecks of five iron bridges. the shrieks ceased early in the morning. men had began to search the ruins and had taken out the few that still lived. the fire engines began to play on the still smouldering fire. other workmen began to remove the bodies. the fire had swept over the whole mass from shore to shore and burned it to the water. a great field of crushed and charred timbers was all that was left. the flood had gorged this in so tightly that it made a solid bridge above the water. a tremendous, irresistible force had ground and churned and macerated the débris until it was a confused, solid, almost welded, conglomerate, stretching from shore to shore, jammed high up against the stone bridge and extending up the river a quarter of a mile, perhaps half as wide. in this tangled heap and crush of matter were the twisted wrecks of five iron bridges, smashed locomotives, splintered dwellings and all their contents; human beings and domestic animals, hay and factory machinery; the rich contents of stores and brick walls ground to powder--all the products of human industry, all the elements of human interests, twisted, turned, broken in a mighty mill and all thrown together. a sickening spectacle. i walked over this extraordinary mass this morning and saw the fragments of thousands of articles. in one place the roofs of forty frame houses were packed in together just as you would place forty bended cards one on top of another. the iron rods of a bridge were twisted into a perfect spiral six times around one of the girders. just beneath it was a woman's trunk, broken up and half filled with sand, with silk dresses and a veil streaming out of it. from under the trunk men were lifting the body of its owner, perhaps, so burned, so horribly mutilated, so torn from limb to limb, that even the workmen, who have seen so many of these frightful sights that they have begun to get used to them, turned away sick at heart. i saw in one place a wrecked grocery store--bins of coffee and tea, flour, spices and nuts, parts of the counter and safe mingled together. near it was the pantry of the house, still partly intact, the plates and saucers regularly piled up, a waiter and a teapot, but not a sign of the woodwork, not a recognizable outline of a house. in another place a halter, with a part of a horse's head tied to a bit of a manger, and a mass of hay and straw about, but no other signs of the stable in which the horse was burned. two cindered towels, a cake of soap in a dish, and a bit of carpet were taken to indicate the location of a hotel. i saw a child's skull in a bed of ashes, but no sign of a body. recognized by fragments. in another place was a human foot and crumbling indications of a boot, but no signs of a body. a hay rick, half ashes, stood near the centre of the gorge. workmen who dug about it to-day found a chicken coop, and in it two chickens, not only alive but clucking happily when they were released. a woman's hat, half burned; a reticule, with a part of a hand still clinging to it; two shoes and part of a dress told the story of one unfortunate's death. close at hand a commercial traveller had perished. there was his broken valise, still full of samples, fragments of his shoes and some pieces of his clothing. scenes like these were occurring all over the charred field where men were working with pick and axe and lifting out the poor, shattered remains of human beings, nearly always past recognition or identification, except by guesswork, or the locality where they were found. articles of domestic use scattered through the rubbish helped to tell who some of the bodies were. part of a set of dinner plates told one man where in the intangible mass his house was. in one place was a photograph album with one picture recognizable. from this the body of a child near by was identified. a man who had spent a day and all night looking for the body of his wife, was directed to her remains by part of a trunk lid. dead bodies caressed. poor old john jordan, of conemaugh! many a tear ran over swarthy cheeks for him to-day. all his family, his wife and children, had been swept from his sight in the flood. he wandered over the gorge yesterday looking for them, and last night the police could not bring him away. at daylight he found his wife's sewing machine and called the workmen to help him. first they found a little boy's jacket that he recognized and then they came upon the rest of them all buried together, the mother's burned arms still clinging to the little children. then the white headed old man sat down in the ashes and caressed the dead bodies and talked to them just as if they were alive until some one came and led him quietly away. without a protest he went to the shore and sat down on a rock and talked to himself, and then got up and disappeared on the hills. to blow up the gorge. was this the only such scene the day saw? there were scores like it. people worked in ruins all day to find their relatives and then went home with horrible uncertainty. people found what they were looking for and fainted at the sight. people looked and cried aloud and came and stood on the banks all day, afraid to look and still afraid to go away. the burned bodies are not the only ones in the gorge. under the timbers and held down in the water there must be hundreds that escaped the fire, but were drowned. to get at these the gorge is to be blown up with dynamite. the sanitary reasons for such a step are becoming hourly more apparent. it is the belief of the physicians that a pestilence will be added to the other horrors of the place if such a thing is not done. all day the bodies have been brought to shore. those that were not recognized were carried on stretchers to the morgue. one hundred and twenty of the identified bodies were carried over the bridge in one procession. relief work for the suffering goes on at the headquarters of the relief committee on that little, muddy, rubbish-filled street which escaped destruction at the edge of the flood. the building is a wretched shanty, once a hungarian boarding-house, and a long line of miserable women stretches out in front of it all day waiting for relief. they are the unfortunate who have lost everything in the flood. quarters for five thousand of these people are provided in tents on the hillside. for provisions they are dependent on the charity of the country. bread and meat are served out to them on the committee's order. they are the most mournful and pitiable sight. there was not one in the line who had not lost some one dear to her. most of them were the wives of merchants or laborers who went down in the disaster. they were the sole survivors of their families. very few had any more clothes than they wore when their houses were washed away. they stood there for hours in the rain yesterday without any protection, soaked with the drizzle, squalid and utterly forlorn--a sight to move a heart of stone. silent sufferers. they did not talk to one another as women generally do even when they are not acquainted. they got no words of sympathy from any one, and they gave none. not a word was spoken along the whole line. they simply stood and waited. in truth there is nothing about the survivors of the disaster that strikes one so forcibly as their evident inability to comprehend their misfortune and the absence of sympathetic expressions among them. it is not because they are naturally stolid, but the whole thing is so vast and bears upon them so heavily they cannot grasp it. people in california know much more about the disaster than any resident of johnstown knows; more information about it can be gotten from towns-people forty miles away than from those who saw it. the people here are not at all lacking in sympathy or kindliness of heart, but what words of sympathy would have any meaning in such a tremendous catastrophe? every person of johnstown has lost a relative or a friend, and so has every other resident he meets. they seem to see instinctively that condolence would be meaningless. famine happily averted. on the west side of the lower town one or two little streets are left from the flood. they are crowded all the time with the survivors. as i have gone among them i have heard nothing but such conversations as this, which is literally reproduced:-- "hello, will! where's jim?" "he's lost." "is that so! goodby." another was:-- "good morning, mr. holden; did you save mrs. holden?" "no; she went with the house. you lost your two boys, didn't you?" "yes. good morning." two women met on the narrow rope bridge which spans the creek. as they passed one said:-- "how about aunt mary?" "oh, she's lost; so is cousin hattie." it gives an outside listener a strange sensation to hear people talk thus with about as little emotion as they would talk about the weather. but the people of johnstown had so much to do with death that they think about nothing else. i will undertake to say that half the people have not the slightest idea what day of the week or month this is. a rope bridge of sighs. to get from one part of the town to another it is necessary to cross the river or creek which is now flowing over the sites of business blocks. of course every vestige of a bridge was swept far away, and to take their places two ropes have been hung from high timbers built upon the sandy island that was the city's site. on these ropes narrow boards are tied. the whole structure is not more than four feet wide, and it hangs trembling over the water in a way that makes nervous people shudder. over this frail thing hundreds of people crowd every hour, and why there has not been another disaster is something no one can understand. the river is rising steadily, and all the afternoon the middle of the bridge sagged down into the water, but the people kept on struggling across. many of them carried coffins containing bodies from the morgue. there are no express wagons, no hearses--scarcely any vehicles of any kind in the town--and all the coffins have to be carried on the shoulders of the men. coffins are a dreadfully common sight. it is impossible to move a dozen steps in any direction without meeting one or very likely a procession of of them. one hundred of them were piled up in front of the morgue this morning. twice as many more were on the platform of the pennsylvania station. carloads of coffins were being unloaded from freight cars below town and carried along the roads. almost every house has a coffin in it. every boat that crosses the river carries one, and rows of them stood by the bank to receive the bodies. merely a mud plain. there is a narrow fringe of houses on each side of the empty plain, which escaped because they were built on higher ground. fine brick blocks and paved streets filled the business part of the town, which was about a mile long and half a mile wide. where these blocks stood mud is in some places six feet deep. over and through it all is scattered an extraordinary collection of rubbish--boilers, car wheels, fragments of locomotives, household furniture, dead animals, clothing, sewing machines, goods from stores, safes, passenger and street cars, some half buried in the sand, some all exposed, helter-skelter. it is simply impossible to realize the tremendous force exercised by the flood, though the imagination is assisted by the presence of heavy iron beams twisted and bent, railroad locomotives swept miles away, rails torn up, the rocks and banks slashed away, and brick walls carried away, leaving no traces of their foundations. the few stone houses that resisted the shock were completely stripped of all their contents and filled four feet deep with sand and powdered débris. a glimpse from a window. as i write this, seated within a curious circular affair, which was once a mould for sewer pipe, are two operators busy with clicking instruments. the floor is a foot deep with clay. there are no doors. there are no windows which boast of glass or covering of any kind. the lookout embraces the bulk of the devastated districts. just below the windows are the steep river banks, covered with a miscellaneous mass thrown up by the flood. the big stone bridge is crowded with freight cars loaded with material for repairing the structure and with people who are eager to see something horrible. that funeral pyre. the further half of the bridge which was swept away has been replaced by a trembling wooden affair, wide enough only for two persons to walk abreast. to the left of the bridge and across the river are the great brick mills of the cambria iron and steel company, crushed and torn out of a semblance to workshops. just in front of the office is what has been called the "funeral pyre," and which threatens to become a veritable breeding spot of pestilence. just before me a group of red-capped firemen are directing a stream of water upon such portions of the mass as can be reached from the shore. where death was busiest. over to the right, at the edge of a muddy lagoon which marks the limit of the levelling rush of the mad torrent, there are dozens and dozens of buildings leaning against each other in the oddest sort of jumble. the spectacle would be ludicrous if it were not so awfully suggestive of the tragic fate of the inmates. behind this border land are the regions where death was wofully busy. in some streets a mile from any railroad track locomotives and cars are scattered among the smouldering ruins. in the river the rescuers are busy, and so are the hungarians and native born thieves. men take queer souvenirs away sometimes. one came up the bank a short time ago with a skull and two leg bones, all blackened and burned by the fire. there is, of course, no business done, and those who have been spared have little to do save watch for a new phase of the greatest tragedy of the kind in modern history. on prospect hill is a town of tents where the homeless are housed and fed, and where also a formidable city of the dead has been just prepared. such are some of the scenes visible from the window. the skeleton of its former self. the water has receded in the night almost as rapidly as it came, and behind it remains the sorriest sight imaginable. the dove that has come has no green leaf of promise, for its wings are draped with the hue of mourning and desolation. there now lies the great skeleton of dead johnstown. the great ribs of rocky sand stretch across the chest scarred and covered with abrasions. acres of mud, acres of wreckage, acres of unsteady, tottering buildings, acres of unknown dead, of ghastly objects which have been eagerly sought for since friday; acres of smoky, streaming ruin, of sorrow for somebody, lie out there in the sunshine. like unto arcadia after the fire. the awful desolation of the scene has been described often enough already to render a repetition of the attempt here unnecessary. these descriptions have been as truthful and graphic as it is possible for man to make them; but none have been adequate--none could be. where once stood solid unbroken blocks for squares and squares, with basements and subcellars, there is now a level plain as free from obstruction or excavation as the fair fields of arcadia after they had been swept by the british flames. the major and prettier portion of the beautiful city has literally been blotted from the face of the earth. disease succeeds to calamity. up the ragged surface of prospect hill, whither hundreds of terrified people fled for safety friday night, i scrambled this afternoon. i came upon a pneumonia scourge which bids fair to do for a number of the escaped victims what the flood could not. death has pursued them to their highest places, and terror will not die. every little house on the hill--and there are a hundred or two of them--had thrown its doors open to receive the bruised, half-clad fugitives on the dark day of the deluge, and every one was now a crude hospital. half the women who had scaled the height were so overcome with fright that they have been bedridden ever since. there had been pneumonia on the hill, but only a few cases. to-day, however, several fresh cases developed among the the flood fugitives, and a local physician said the prospects for a scourge are all too promising. the enfeebled condition of the patients, the unhealthy atmosphere pervading the valley and the necessarily close quarters in which the people are crowded render the spread of the disease almost certain. the military called out. at the request of the sheriff, adjutant general hastings called out the fourteenth regiment of pittsburgh, who are to be stationed at johnstown proper, to guard the buildings and against emergencies. other reasons are known to exist for this precaution. bodies were recovered to-day that have been robbed by the ghouls. it is known that one lady had several hundred dollars in her possession just before the disaster, but when the body was recovered there was not a cent in her pocket. the hungarians attacked a supply wagon between morrellville and cambria city to-day. the drivers of the wagon repulsed them, but they again returned. a second fight ensued, but after lively scrambling the hungarians were again driven away. after that drivers and guards of supply wagons were permitted to go armed. general hastings was seen later in the day, and when asked what caused him to order the militia said: "there is no need of troops to quell another disturbance, but now there are at least two thousand men at work in johnstown clearing up the débris, and i think that it will not hurt to have the fourteenth regiment here, as they can guard the banks and all valuables. the sheriff consulted me in the matter. he stated that his men were about worn out, and he thought that we had better have some soldiers. so i ordered them." the people, aroused by repeated outrages, are bitterly hounding the hungarians, and a military force is essential to see that both sides preserve order. indignant battery b. a number of the members of battery b and the washington infantry, who were ordered back from johnstown, are very indignant at adjutant general hastings, who gave the order. they claim that general hastings not only acted without a particle of judgment, but when they offered to act as picket, do police duty or anything else that might be required of them, they state that they were treated like dogs. they also insist that their services are badly needed for the reason that the hills surrounding johnstown are swarming with tramps, who are availing themselves of every opportunity to secure plunder from the numerous wrecks or dead bodies. they told the general that they came more as private citizens than as soldiers, and were willing to do what they could. the general abruptly ordered them back to pittsburgh. lieutenant gammel, who had charge of the men, said: "we would like to have stayed but we had to obey orders and we took the first train for home. even the short time we were there the fifty-five men had pulled out thirty-five bodies." members of the battery said: "this is a fine governor we have, and as for hastings, the least said about his actions the better." the adjutant general's order calling out the fourteenth regiment and ordering them to this place is not looked upon as being altogether a wise move by many citizens. narrow escape from lynching. about eleven o'clock this morning, captain w.r. jones, of braddock, and his men discovered a man struggling in the hands of an angry crowd on main street. the crowd were belaboring the man with sticks and fists, and captain jones entered the house where the disturbance occurred, and the man shouted: "i have a right here, and am getting what belongs to my folks!" the crowd then demanded that he show what he had in his possession. he reluctantly produced a handful of jewelry from his pocket, among which was a gold watch, which was no sooner shown than a gentleman who was standing nearby claimed it as his own, saying that the house where they were standing was the residence of his family. he then proceeded to identify clearly the property. the crowd, convinced of the thief's guilt, wanted to lynch him, but after an exciting scene captain jones pacified them. the man was escorted out of town by officers, released and ordered not to return. johnstown succored. there will be no more charity except for the helpless. the lengthening of the death roll has fearfully shortened the list to be provided for. there is now an abundance of food and clothing to satisfy the present necessities of all who are in need. beginning to-morrow morning, june th, aid will not be extended to any who are able to work except in payment for work. all the destitute who are able and willing will be put to work clearing up the wreck in the river and the wastes where the streets stood. they will be paid $ . and $ . per day for ordinary laboring work, and thus obtain money with which to buy provisions, which will be sold to them at reduced prices. those who will not work will be driven off. the money collected will be paid out in wages, in defraying funeral expenses and in relieving those whose bread providers have been taken away. dainties not wanted. the supplies of food and clothing are far in excess of the demand to-day. the mistake of sending large quantities of dainties has been made by some of the relief committees. bishop phelan has been on the ground all day in company with a number of catholic priests from pittsburgh. he has ordered provisions for all the sufferers who have taken shelter in the buildings over which he has placed the little sisters of the poor. there are several hundred people now being cared for by the relief corps, and as the work of rescue goes on the number increases. bent on charity. mrs. campbell, president of the allegheny woman's christian temperance union, arrived this morning, and with miss kate foster, of johnstown, organized a temporary home for destitute children on bedford street. on the same train came a delegation from the smithfield methodist episcopal church. they began relieving the wants of the suffering methodists. committees from the masonic and odd fellows from pittsburgh are looking after their brethren. mr. moxham, the iron manufacturer, is mayor pro. tem. of johnstown to-day. he is probably the busiest man in the united states; although for days without sleep, he still sticks nobly to his task. hundreds of others are like him. men fall to the earth from sheer fatigue. there are many who have not closed an eye in sleep since they awoke on friday morning; they are hollow-eyed and pitiful looking creatures. many have lost near relatives and all friends. shylocks. men and horses are what are most needed to-day. some of the unfortunates who could not go to the relief trains endeavored to obtain flour from the wrecked stores in johnstown. one dealer was charging $ a sack for flour, and was getting it in one or two cases. suddenly the crowd heard of the occurrence. several desperate men went to the store and doled the flour gratuitously to the homeless and stricken. another dealer was selling flour at $ . a sack. he refused to give any away, but would sell it to any one who had the money. otherwise he would not allow any one to go near it, guarding his store with a shotgun. masons on the field. the special train of the masonic relief association which left pittsburgh at one o'clock yesterday afternoon on the baltimore and ohio railroad did not reach here until just before midnight, at which time it was impossible to do anything. under the circumstances, the party concluded to pass the night in the cars, making themselves as comfortable as possible with packing boxes for beds and candle boxes for pillows. they spent the morning distributing the food and clothing among the masonic sufferers. in addition to a large quantity of cooked food, sandwiches, etc., as well as flour and provisions of every description, the relief committee brought up outfits of clothing for women and a similar number for girls, and a miscellaneous lot for men and boys. the women's outfits are complete, and include underwear, stockings, shoes, dresses, wraps and hats. they are most acceptable in the present crisis, and much suffering has already been relieved by them. the knights of pythias have received a large donation of money from pittsburgh lodges. appeal to president harrison. adjutant general hastings yesterday afternoon telegraphed to president harrison requesting that government pontoons be furnished to enable a safe passageway to be made across the field of charred ruins above johnstown bridge for the purpose of prosecuting search for the dead. late last night an answer was received from the president stating that the pontoons would be at once forwarded by the secretary of war. a despatch of sympathy has been received by adjutant general hastings from the mayor of kansas city, who states that the little giant of the west will do her duty in this time of need. fraternities uniting. the various fraternities, whose work has been referred to in various despatches, have established headquarters and called meetings of surviving local members. these meetings are held in alma hall, belonging to the odd fellows, which, owing to its solid construction, withstood the pressure of the flood. from the headquarters at alma hall most of the committees representing the various secret societies are distributing relief. the first hopeful view of the situation taken by the odd fellows' committee has been clouded by the dismal result of further investigations. at last night's meeting at the old school-house on prospect hill definite tidings were received from but thirty members out of a total of . cambria lodge, with a membership of eighty-five, mostly germans, seems to have been entirely wiped out, not a single survivor having yet reported. call for workers. last night robert bridgard, a letter carrier of johnstown, marched at the head of three hundred men to the corner of morrell avenue and columbia street, where he mounted a wagon and made a speech on the needs of the hour. chiefest of these, he considered, was good workmen to clear away the débris and extract the bodies from the wreckage. he closed with a bitter attack on the lazy huns and poles, who refused to aid in the work of relief and yet are begging and even stealing the provisions that are sent here to feed the sufferers. the crowd numbered nearly one thousand, and greeted bridgard's words with cheers. another resident of the city then mounted a barrel and made a ringing speech condemning the slothful foreigners, who have proven themselves a menace to the valley and its inhabitants. the feelings of the crowd were aroused to such an alarming extent that it was feared it would culminate in an attack on the worthless poles and hungarians. the following resolution was adopted with a wild shout of approval, and the meeting adjourned:-- "_resolved_, that we, the citizens of johnstown, in public meeting assembled, do most earnestly beg the relief corps of the johnstown sufferers to furnish no further provisions to the hungarians and poles of this city and vicinity except in payment of services rendered by them for the relief of their unfortunate neighbors. "_resolved_, further, that in case of their refusal to render such service they be driven from the doors of the relief trains and warned to vacate the premises." hospitals and morgues. those who doubt that many thousands lost their lives in this disaster have not visited the morgues. there are three of these dreadful places crowded so full of the unidentified dead that there is scarcely room to move between the bodies. to the largest morgue, which i visited this morning, one hundred and sixty bodies have been brought for identification. when it is remembered that most of the bodies were swept below the limits of johnstown, that many more found here have been identified at once by their friends and that it is certain that many bodies were consumed entirely in the fire at the gorge, the fact gives some idea of the extent of the calamity. the largest morgue is at the fourth ward school-house, a two-story brick building which stands just at the edge of the high mark of the flood. the bodies were laid across the school children's desks until they got to be so numerous that there was not room for them, excepting on the floor. soldiers with crossed bayonets keep out the crowd of curious people who have morbid appetites to gratify. none of these people are of johnstown. people of johnstown do not have time to come to look for friends, and they give the morgue a wide berth. those who do come have that dazed, miserable look that has fallen to all the residents of the unhappy town. they walk through slowly and look at the bodies and go away looking no sadder nor any less perplexed than when they came in. one of the doctors in charge at the morgue told me that many of these people had come in and looked at the bodies of their own fathers and brothers and gone away without recognizing them, though not at all disfigured. "that's jim." in some instances it had been necessary for other persons, who knew the people, to point out the dead to the living and assure them positively of the identification before they could be aroused. i saw a railroad laborer who had come in to look for a friend. he walked up and down the aisles like a man in a trance. he looked at the bodies, and took no apparent interest in any of them. at last he stopped before one of them which he had passed twice before, muttered, "that's jim," and went out just as he had come in. two other identifications i saw during the hour i was there were just like this. there was no shedding of tears nor other showing of emotion. they gazed upon the features of their dead as if they were totally unable to comprehend it all, and reported their identification to the attendants and watched the body as it was put into a coffin and went away. many came to look for their loved ones, but i did not see one show more grief or realization of the dreadful character of their errand than this. arrangements with the morgues are complete and efficient. the bodies are properly prepared and embalmed and a description of the clothing is placed upon each. hospital arrangements. the same praise cannot be given the hospital arrangements. the only hospital is a small wooden church, in which apartments have been roughly improvised, with blankets for partitions. only twenty patients can be cared for here, and the list of wounded is more than two hundred. the rest have been taken to the private houses that were not overcrowded with the homeless survivors, to farmers in the country and to outlying towns. two have died. it did not occur to any one until lately to get any nurses from other places to take care of the patients, and even now most of the nurses are johnstown people who have lost relatives and have their own cares. these persons sought out the hospital and volunteered for the work. a procession of coffins. a sight most painful to behold was presented to view about noon to-day, when a procession of fifty unidentified coffined bodies started up the hill above the railroad to be buried in the improvised cemetery there. not a relation, not a mourner was present. in fact, it is doubtful if these dead have any surviving relatives. the different graveyards are now so crowded that it will take several days to bury all the bodies that have been deposited in them. this was the day appointed by the citizens' committee for burying all the unidentified dead that have been laying in the different morgues since sunday morning, and about three hundred bodies were taken to the cemeteries to-day. it was not an unusual sight to see two or three coffins going along, one after another. it is impossible to secure wagons or conveyances of any kind, consequently all funeral processions are on foot. several yellow flags were noticed sticking up from the black wreckage above the stone bridge. this was a new plan adopted by the sanitary corps to indicate at what points bodies had been located. as it grows dark the flags are still up, and another day will dawn upon the imprisoned remains. people who had lost friends, and supposed they had drifted into this fatal place, peered down into the charred mass in a vain endeavor to recognize beloved features. unrecognizable victims of fire. there are now nearly two thousand men employed in different parts of the valley clearing up the ruins and prosecuting diligent search for the undiscovered dead, and bodies are discovered with undiminished frequency. it becomes hourly more and more apparent that not a single vestige will ever be recognized of hundreds that were roasted in the flames above the bridge. a party of searchers have just unearthed a charred and unsightly mass from the smouldering débris. the leader of the gang pronounced the remains to be a blackened leg, and it required the authoritative verdict of a physician to demonstrate that the ghastly discovery was the charred remains of a human being. only the trunk remained, and that was roasted beyond all semblance to flesh. five minutes' search revealed fragments of a skull that at once disintegrated of its own weight when exposed to air, no single piece being larger than a half dollar, and the whole resembling the remnants of shattered charcoal. within the last hour a half dozen discoveries in no way less horrifying than this ghastly find have been made by searchers as they rake with sticks and hooks in the smouldering ruins. so difficult is it at times to determine whether the remains are those of human beings that it is apparent that hundreds must be burned to ashes. the number that have found a last resting place beneath these ruins can at the best never be more than approximated. a vast charnel house. every moment now the body of some poor victim is taken from the débris, and the town, or rather the remnants of it, is one vast charnel house. the scenes at the extemporized morgue are beyond powers of description in their ghastliness, while the moans and groans of the suffering survivors, tossing in agony, with bruised and mangled bodies, or screaming in a delirium of fever as they issue from the numerous temporary hospitals, make even the stoutest hearted quail with terror. nearly two thousand bodies have already been recovered, and as the work of examining the wreckage progresses the conviction grows that the magnitude of the calamity has not yet been approximated. the pile of débris still burning. the débris wedged against the big pennsylvania railroad stone bridge is still burning, and the efforts of the firemen to quench or stay the progress of the flames are as futile as were those of gulliver's lilliputian firemen. the mass, which unquestionably forms a funeral pyre for thousands of victims who lie buried beneath it, is likely to burn for weeks to come. the flames are not active, but burn away in a sullen, determined fashion. there are twenty-six firemen here now--all level-headed fellows--who keep their unwieldy and almost exhausted forces under masterful control. although they were scattered all over the waste places to-day, the heavy work was done in the point district, where a couple hundred mansions lie in solid heaps of brick, stone and timbers. one corpse every five minutes. here the labors of the searchers were rewarded by the discovery of a corpse about every five minutes. as a general thing the bodies were mangled and unrecognizable unless by marks or letters on their persons. in every case decomposition has set in and the work of the searchers is becoming one that will test their stomachs as well as their hearts. wherever one turns pittsburghers of prominence are encountered. they are busy, determined men, rendering valuable service. chief evans, of the pittsburgh fire department, was hustling around with a force of twenty-four more firemen, just brought up to relieve those who have been working so heroically since saturday. morris m. mead, superintendent of the bureau of electricity, headed a force of sixteen sanitary inspectors from pittsburgh, who are doing great work among the dead. how bodies are treated. there are six improvised morgues now in johnstown. they are in churches and school-houses, the largest one being in the fourth ward school-house, where planks have been laid over the tops of desks, on which the remains are placed. a corpse is dug from the bank. it is covered with mud. it is taken to the anteroom of the school, where it is placed under a hydrant and the muck and slime washed off. with the slash of a knife the clothes are ripped open and an attendant searches the pockets for valuables or papers that would lead to identification. four men lift the corpse on a rude table, and there it is thoroughly washed and an embalming fluid injected in the arm. with other grim bodies the corpse lies in a larger room until it is identified or becomes offensive. in the latter case it is hurried to the large grave, a grave that will hereafter have a monument over it bearing the inscription "unknown dead." the number of the latter is growing hourly, because pestilence stalks in johnstown, and the bloated, disfigured masses of flesh cannot be held much longer. levelled by death. bodies of stalwart workmen lie beside the remains of refined ladies, many of whom are still decked with costly earrings and have jewels glittering on the fingers. rich and poor throng these quarters and gaze with awe-struck faces at the masses of mutilations in the hope of recognizing a missing one, so as to accord the body a decent burial. from death's gaping jaws. we give here the awful narrative of george irwin's experience. irwin is a resident of hillside, westmoreland county, and was discovered in a dying condition in a clump of bushes just above the tracks of the pennsylvania railroad, about a mile below johnstown. when stretched upon two railroad ties near the track his tongue protruded from his mouth and he gasped as if death was at hand. with the assistance of brandy and other stimulants he was in a degree revived. he then told the following story: "i was visiting friends in johnstown on friday when the flood came up. we were submerged without a moment's warning. i was taken from the window of the house in which i was then a prisoner by mr. hay, the druggist at johnstown, but lost my footing and was not rescued. i clung to a saw log until i struck the works of the cambria iron company, when i caught on the roof of the building. i remained there for nearly an hour, when i was knocked again from my position by a piece of a raft. i floated on top of this until i got down here and i stuck in an apple tree. preferred death to such sights. "i saw and heard a number of other unfortunate victims when swept by me appealing for some one to save them. one woman and two children were floating along in apparent safety; then they struck the corner of a building and all went down together. "i would rather have died than have been compelled to witness that sight. "i have not had a bit to eat since friday night, but i don't feel hungry. i am afraid my stomach is gone and i am about done for." he was taken to a hospital by several soldiers and railroad men who rescued him. a young lady's experiences. miss sue caddick, of indiana, who was stopping at the brunswick hotel, on washington street, and was rescued late friday evening, returned home to-day. she said she had a premonition of danger all day and had tried to get mrs. murphy to take her children and leave the house, but the lady had laughed at her fears and partially dissipated them. miss caddick was standing at the head of the second flight of stairs when the flood burst upon the house. she screamed to the murphys--father, mother and seven children--to save themselves. she ran up stairs and got into a higher room, in which the little children, the oldest of whom was fourteen years, also ran. the mother and father were caught and whirled into the flood and drowned in an instant. the waters came up and the children clung to the young lady, who saw that she must save herself, and she was compelled to push the little ones aside and cling to pieces of the building, which by this time had collapsed and was disintegrating. all of the children were drowned save the oldest boy, who caught a tree and was taken out almost unhurt near blairsville. miss caddick clung to her fraction of the building, which was pushed into the water out of the swirl, and in an hour she was taken out safe. she said her agony in having to cut away from the children was greater than her fear after she got into the water. an old lady's great peril. mrs. ramsey, mother of william ramsey and aunt of lawyer cassidy, of pittsburgh, was alone in her house when the flood came. she ran to the third story, and although the house was twisted off its foundation, it remained intact, and the old lady was rescued after being tossed about for twenty-four hours. james hines, jr., of indiana, one of the survivors, to-day said that he and twelve of the other guests took refuge on the top of the merchants' hotel. they were swept off and were carried a mile down the stream, then thrown on the shore. one of the party, james ziegler, he said, was drowned while trying to get to the top of the building. one hundred and seventy-five of the corpses brought to nineveh by the flood were buried this afternoon and to-night on the crest of a hill behind the town. three trenches were dug two hundred feet long, seven feet wide and four feet deep. the coffins were packed in very much as grocers' boxes are stored in a warehouse. of the two hundred bodies picked up in the fields after the waters subsided were unidentified and were buried marked "unknown." twenty-five were shipped to relatives at outside points. in many cases friends of those who were recognized were unable to do anything to prevent their consignment to the trenches. altogether twenty-seven were identified to-day. the bodies as fast as they were found were taken to the storehouse of theodore f. nimawaker, the station agent here, and laid out on boards. it was impossible on account of their condition to keep them any longer. the county commissioners bought an acre of ground for $ , out of which they made a cemetery. by locomotive headlights. it was sad to see the coffins going up the steep hill on farm wagons, two or three on each wagon. no tender mourners followed the mud-covered hearses. enough laborers sat on each load to handle it when it reached its destination. the commissioners of cumberland county have certainly behaved very handsomely. the coffins ordered were of the best. some economical citizens suggested that they buy an acre of marsh land by the river, which could be had for a few dollars, but they declared that the remains should be placed in dry ground. the lifeless clay reposes now far out of the reach of the deadly waters which go suddenly down the conemaugh valley. it is a pretty spot, this cemetery, and one that a poet would choose for a resting place. mountains well wooded are on every hand; no black factory smoke defaces the sky line. two locomotive headlights shed their rays over the cemetery to-night and gave enough light for the men to work by. they rapidly shoveled in the dirt. no priests were there to consecrate the ground or say a prayer over the cold limbs of the unknown. upon the coffins i noticed such inscriptions as these: "no. , unknown girl, aged eight years, supposed to be sarah windser." "no. , unknown man, black hair, aged about thirty-five years, smooth face." some of the bodies were more specifically described as "fat," "lean," and to one i saw the term "lusty" applied. chapter xii. pathetic scenes. some of the really pathetic scenes of the flood are just coming to the public ear. john henderson, his wife, his three children, and the mother of mrs. henderson remained in their house until they were carried out by the flood, when they succeeded in getting upon some drift. mr. henderson took the babe from his wife, but the little thing soon succumbed to the cold and the child died in its father's arms. he clung to it until it grew cold and stiff and then, kissing it, let it drop into the water. his mother-in-law, an aged lady, was almost as fragile as the babe, and in a few minutes mr. henderson, who had managed to get near to the board upon which she was floating saw that she, too, was dying. he did what little he could to help her, but the cold and the shock combined were too much. assuring himself that the old lady was dead, mr. henderson turned his attention to his own safety and allowed the body to float down the stream. in the meantime mrs. henderson, who had become separated from her husband, had continued to keep her other two children for some time, but finally a great wave dashed them from her arms and out of her sight. they were clinging to some driftwood, however, and providentially were driven into the very arms of their father, who was some distance down the stream quite unconscious of the proximity of his loved ones. another whirl of the flood and all were driven over into some eddying water in stony creek and carried by backing water to kernville, where all were rescued. mrs. henderson had nearly the same experience. dr. holland's awful plunge. dr. holland, a physician who lived on vine street, saw both of his children drown before his eyes, but they were not washed out of the building. he took both of them in his arms and bore them to the roof, caring nothing for the moment for the rising water. finally composing himself, he kissed them both and watched them float away. his father arrived here to-day to assist his son and take home with him the bodies of the children, which have been recovered. dr. holland, after the death of his children, was carried out into the flood and finally to a building, in the window of which a man was standing. the doctor held up his hands; the man seized them and dextrously slipping a valuable ring from the finger of one hand, brutally threw him out into the current again. the physician was saved, however, and has been looking for the thief and would-be murderer ever since. crushed in his own house. david dixon, an engineer in the employ of the cambria iron works, was with his family in his house on cinder street, when the flood struck the city. the shock overturned his house against that of his neighbor, evans, and he, with his infant daughter, edith, was pinned between the houses as a result of the upturning. both houses were carried down against the viaduct of the pennsylvania railroad and there, in sight of his wife and children, excepting a -year-old lad, he was drowned, the water rising and smothering him because of his inability to get from between the buildings. his wife was badly crushed and it is thought will be an invalid the remainder of her days. the children, including the babe in its father's arms, were all saved, and the other boy, joe, one of the brightest, bravest, handsomest little fellows in the world, was in his news-stand near the pennsylvania passenger station, and was rescued with difficulty by edward decker, another boy, just as the driftwood struck the little store and lifted it high off its foundation. babies who died together. this morning two little children apparently not over three and four years old, were taken from the water clasped in each other's arms so tightly that they could not be separated, and they were coffined and buried together. a bright girl, in a gingham sun-bonnet and a faded calico dress came out of the ruins of a fine old brick house next the catholic church on jackson street this afternoon. she had a big platter under her arm and announced to a bevy of other girls that the china was all right in the cupboard, but there was so much water in there that she didn't dare go in. she chatted away quite volubly about the fire in the catholic church, which also destroyed the house of her own mother, mrs. foster. "i know the church took fire after the flood," she said, "for mother looked out of the window and said: 'my god! not only flood, but fire!'" it was a burning house from conemaugh that struck the house the other side of the church and set it on fire. aunt tabby's trunk. "i didn't think last tuesday i'd be begging to-day, emma," interrupted a young man from across the stream of water which ran down the centre of main street. "i'm sitting on your aunt tabby's trunk." the girl gave a cry, half of pained remembrance, half of pleasure. "oh, my dear aunt tabby!" she cried, and, rushing across the rivulet, she threw herself across the battered leather trunk--sole surviving relic of aunt tabby; but aunt tabby and the finding thereof was a light among other shadows of the day. nothing but a baby. gruesome incidents came oftener than pathetic ones or serio-comic. general axline, the adjutant general of ohio, was walking down the station platform this afternoon, when a boy came sauntering up from the viaduct with a bundle in a handkerchief. the handkerchief dripped water. "what have you there, my boy?" asked the general. the boy cowered a minute, though the general's tone was kindly, for the boy, like every one else in johnstown, was prepared for a gruff accostal every five minutes from some official, from adjutant general to constable. finally he answered: "nothing but a baby, sir," and began to open his bundle in proof of the truth of his statement. but the big soldier did not put him to the proof. he turned away sick at heart. he did not even ask the boy if he knew whose baby it was. how the coffins were carried. a strangely utilitarian device was that of a pittsburgh sergeant of battery b. with one train from the west came several hundred of the morbidly curious, bent upon all the horrors which they could stomach. a crowd of them crossed the viaduct and stopped to gaze round-eyed upon a pile of empty coffins meant for the bodies of the identified dead found up and across the river in the ruins of johnstown proper. as they gazed the sergeant, seeking transportation for the coffins, came along. a somewhat malicious inspiration of military genius lighted his eye. with the best imitation possible of a regular army man, he shouted to the idlers, "each of you men take a coffin." the idlers eyed him. "what for?" one asked. "you want to go into town, don't you?" replied the sergeant. "well, not one of you goes unless he takes a coffin with him." in ten minutes time way was made at the ticklish rope bridge for a file of sixteen coffins, each borne by two of the sergeant's unwilling conscripts, while the sergeant closed up the rear. some of the scenes witnessed here were heartrending in the extreme. in one case a beautiful girl came down on the roof of a building which was swung in near the tower. she screamed to the operator to save her and one big, brave fellow walked as far into the river as he could and shouted to her to try to guide herself into the shore with a bit of plank. she was a plucky girl, full of nerve and energy, and stood upon her frail support in evident obedience to the command of the operator. she made two or three bold strokes and actually stopped the course of the raft for an instant. then it swerved and went out from under her. she tried to swim ashore, but in a few seconds she was lost. something hit her, for she lay quietly on her back, with face pallid and expressionless. men and women in dozens, in pairs and singly; children, boys, big and little, and wee babies were there in among the awful confusion of water, drowning, gasping, struggling and fighting desperately for life. two men on a tiny raft shot into the swiftest part of the current. they crouched stolidly, looking at the shores, while between them, dressed in white and kneeling with her face turned heavenward was a girl seven years old. she seemed stricken with paralysis until she came opposite the tower and then she turned her face to the operator. she was so close they could see big tears on her cheeks and her pallor was as death. the helpless men on shore shouted to her to keep up courage, and she resumed her devout attitude and disappeared under the trees of a projection a short distance below. "we could not see her come out again," said the operator, "and that was all of it." "do you see that fringe of trees?" said the operator, pointing to the place where the little girl had gone out of sight. "well, we saw scores of children swept in there. i believe that when the time comes they will find almost a hundred bodies of children in there among those bushes." floated to their death. a bit of heroism is related by one of the telegraph operators at bolivar. he says: "i was standing on the river bank about . last evening when a raft swept into view. it must have been the floor of a dismantled house. upon it were grouped two women and a man. they were evidently his mother and sister, for both clung to him as though stupefied with fear as they were whirled under the bridge here. the man could save himself if he had wished by simply reaching up his hand and catching the timber of the structure. he apparently saw this himself, and the temptation must have been strong for him to do so, but in one second more he was seen to resolutely shake his head and clasp the women tighter around the waist. "on they sped. ropes were thrown out from the tree tops, but they were unable to catch them, though they grasped for the lines eagerly enough. then a tree caught in their raft and dragged after them. in this way they swept out of view." still finding bodies by scores in the burning débris; still burying the dead and caring for the wounded; still feeding the famishing and housing the homeless, and this on the fourth day following the one on which johnstown was swept away. the situation of horror has not changed; there are hundreds, and it is feared thousands, still buried beneath the scattered ruins that disfigure the v-shaped valley in which johnstown stood. a perfect stream of wagons bearing the dead as fast as they are discovered is constantly filing to the improvised morgues, where the bodies are taken for identification. hundreds of people are constantly crowding to these temporary houses, one of which is located in each of the suburban boroughs that surround johnstown. men armed with muskets, uniformed sentinels, constituting the force that guard the city while it is practically under martial law, stand at the doors and admit the crowd by tens. in the central dead house. in the central dead house in johnstown proper, as early as o'clock to-day there lay two rows of ghastly dead. to the right were twenty bodies that had been identified. they were mostly women and children and they were entirely covered with white sheets, and a piece of paper bearing the name was pinned at the feet. to the left were eighteen bodies of the unknown dead. as the people passed they were hurried along by an attendant and gazed at the uncovered faces seeking to identify them. all applicants for admission if it is thought they are prompted by idle curiosity, are not allowed to enter. the central morgue was formerly a school-house, and the desks are used as biers for the dead bodies. three of the former pupils yesterday lay on the desks dead, with white pieces of paper pinned on to the white sheets that covered them, giving their names. looking for their loved ones. but what touching scenes are enacted every hour about this mournful building. outside the sharp voices of the sentinels are constantly shouting: "move on." inside, weeping women and sad-faced, hollow-eyed men are bending over loved and familiar faces. back on the steep grassy hill which rises abruptly on the other side of the street are crowds of curious people who come in from the country round about to look at the wreckage strewn around where johnstown was. "oh, mr. jones," a pale-faced woman asks, walking up, sobbing, "can't you tell me where we can get a coffin to bury johnnie's body?" "do you know," asks a tottering old man, as the pale-faced woman turns away, "whether they have found jennie and the children?" "jennie's body has just been found at the bridge," is the answer, "but the children can't be found." jennie is the old man's married daughter, and she was drowned, with her two children, while her husband was at work over at the cambria mills. they ran for their lives. miss jennie paulson, who was on the chicago day express, is dead. she was seen to go back with a companion into the doomed section of the day express in the conemaugh valley, and is swept away in the flood. last evening, after the evening train had just left johnstown for pittsburgh, it was learned that quite a number of the survivors of the wrecked train, who have been at altoona since last saturday, were on board. after a short search they were located, and quite an interesting talk was the result. probably the most interesting interview, at least to pittsburghers, was that had with mrs. montgomery wilcox, of philadelphia, who was on one of the pullman sleepers attached to the lost express train. she tells a most exciting tale and confirms beyond the shadow of a doubt the story of miss jennie paulson's tragic death. a fatal pair of rubbers. she says: "we had been making but slow progress all the day. our train laid at johnstown nearly the whole day of friday. we then proceeded as far as conemaugh, and had stopped for some cause or other, probably on account of the flood. miss paulson and a miss bryan were seated in front of me. miss paulson had on a plaid dress with shirred waist of red cloth goods. her companion was dressed in black. both had lovely corsage bouquets of roses. i had heard that they had been attending a wedding before they left pittsburgh. the pittsburgh lady was reading a novel. miss bryan was looking out of the window. when the alarm came we all sprang toward the door, leaving everything behind us. i had just reached the door when poor miss paulson and her friend, who were behind me, decided to return for their rubbers, which they did. chased as by a serpent. "i sprang from the car into a ditch next the hillside in which the water was already a foot and a half deep and with the others climbed up the mountainside for our very lives. we had to do so as the water glided up after us like a huge serpent. any one ten feet behind us would have been lost beyond a doubt. i glanced back at the train when i had reached a place of safety, but the water already covered it and the pullman car in which the ladies were was already rolling down the valley in the grasp of the angry waters. quite a number of us reached the house of a mr. swenzel, or some such name, one of the railroad men, whom we afterward learned had lost two daughters at johnstown. we made ourselves as comfortable as possible until the next day, when we proceeded by conveyances as far as altoona, having no doubt but what we could certainly proceed east from that point. we found the middle division of the pennsylvania railroad was, if anything, in a worse condition than the western, so we determined to go as far as ebensburg by train, whence we reached johnstown to-day by wagon." mrs. g.w. childs' escape. mrs. george w. childs, of philadelphia, was also a member of the party. she was on her way west, and reached altoona on friday, after untold difficulties. she is almost prostrated by the severe ordeal through which she and many others have passed, and therefore had but little to say, only averring that mrs. wilcox and her friends, who were on the lost train, had passed through perils beside which her own sank into insignificance. [illustration: swept away on the train.] assistant superintendent crump telegraphs from blairsville junction that the day express, eastbound from chicago to new york, and the mail train from pittsburgh bound east, were put on the back tracks in the yard at conemaugh when the flooded condition of the main tracks made it apparently unsafe to proceed further. when the continued rise of the water made their danger apparent, the frightened passengers fled from the two trains to the hills near by. many in their wild excitement threw themselves into the raging current and were drowned. it is supposed that about fifteen persons lost their lives in this way. after the people had deserted the cars, the railroad officials state, the two pullman cars attached to the day express were set on fire and entirely consumed. a car of lime was standing near the train. when the water reached the lime it set fire to the car and the flames reaching the sleepers they were entirely consumed. exhuming the dead. three hundred bodies were exhumed to-day. in one spot at main and market streets the workmen came upon thirty, among whom were nine members of the fitzparis family--the father, mother, seven children and the grandfather. only one child, a little girl of nine years, is left out of a family of ten. she is now being cared for by the citizens' committee. the body of a beautiful young girl was found at the office of the cambria iron company. when the corpse was conveyed to the morgue a man entered in search of some relatives. the first body he came to he exclaimed: "that's my wife," and a few feet further off he recognized in the young girl found at the cambria iron company's office his daughter, theresa downs. both bodies had been found within a hundred yards of each other. a dozen instances have occurred where people have claimed bodies and were mistaken. this is due to the over-zeal of people to get their relatives and bury them. nine children walked into one of the relief stations this morning, led by a girl of sixteen years. they said that their father, mother and two other children had been swallowed up by the flood, the family having originally comprised thirteen persons in all. their story was investigated by officer fowler, of pittsburgh, and it was found to be true. near main street the body of a woman was taken out with three children lying on her. she was about to become a mother. nursing their sorrows. the afflicted people quietly bear their crosses. the calamity has been so general that the sufferers feel that everybody has been treated alike. grouped together, the sorrows of each other assist in keeping up the strength and courage of all. in the excitement and hurry of the present, loss of friends is forgotten, but the time will come when it is all over and the world gradually drifts back to business, forgetful that such a town as johnstown ever existed. then it is that sufferers will realize what they have lost. hearts will then be full of grief and despair and the time for sympathy will be at hand. michael martin was one of those on the hillside when the water was rushing through the town. the spectacle was appalling. women on the hills were shrieking and ringing their hands--in fact, people beyond reach of the flood made more noise than those unfortunate creatures struggling in the water. the latter in trying to save themselves hadn't time to shriek. michael martin said: "i was on the hillside and watched the flood. you ask me what it looked like. i can't tell. i never saw such a scene before and never expect to again. on one of the first houses that struck the bridge there was standing a woman wearing a white shawl. when the house struck the bridge she threw up her hands and fell back into the water. a little boy and girl came floating down on a raft from south fork. the water turned the raft toward the kernville hill and as soon as it struck the bank he jumped on the hill, dragging his little sister with him. both were saved. "i saw three men and three women on the roof of a house. when they were passing the cambria iron works the men jumped off and the women were lost. mr. overbeck left his family in mcm. row and swam to the club house, then he tried to swim to morrell's residence and was drowned. his family was saved. at the corner of the company's store a man called for help for two days, but no one could reach him. the voice finally ceased and i suppose he died. a brave girl. "rose clark was fastened in the débris at the bridge. her coolness was remarkable and she was more calm than the people trying to get her out. she begged the men to cut her leg off. one man worked six hours before she was released. she had an arm and leg broken. i saw three men strike the bridge and go down. william walter was saved. he was anchored on main street and he saw about two hundred people in the water. he believes two-thirds of them were drowned. a frightened woman clung to a bush near him and her long hair stood straight out. about twenty people were holding to those in the neighborhood, but most of them were lost. "john reese, a policeman, got out on the roof of his house. in a second afterward the building fell in on his wife and drowned her. she waved a kiss to her husband and then died. two servant girls were burned in the catholic priest's house. the church was also consumed." along the valley of death. fifteen miles by raft and on foot along the banks of the raging conemaugh and in the refugee trains between johnstown and pittsburgh. such was the trip, fraught with great danger, but prolific of results, which the writer has just completed. all along the line events of thrilling interest mingled with those of heartrending sadness transpired, demonstrating more than ever the magnitude of the horrible tragedy of last friday. just as the day was dawning i left the desolate city of johnstown, and, wending my way along the shore of the winding conemaugh to sheridan, i succeeded in persuading a number of brave and stout-hearted men, who had constructed a raft and were about to start on an extended search for the lost who are known to be strewn all along this fated stream, to take me with them. the river is still very high, and while the current is not remarkably swift, the still flowing débris made the expedition one of peril. between the starting point and nineveh several bodies were recovered. they were mostly imbedded in the sand close to the shore, which had to be hugged for safety all the way. indeed the greater part of the trip was made on foot, the raft being towed along from the water's edge by the tireless rescuers. just above sang hollow the party stopped to assist a little knot of men who were engaged in searching amid the ruins of a hut which lay wedged between a mass of trees on the higher ground. a man's hat and coat were fished out, but there was no trace of the human being to whom they once belonged. perhaps he is alive; perhaps his remains are among the hundreds of unidentified dead, and perhaps he sleeps beneath the waters between here and the gulf. who can tell? died in harness. a little farther down we came across two horses and a wagon lying in the middle of the river. the dumb animals had literally died in harness. of their driver nothing is known. at this point an old wooden rocker was fished out of the water and taken on shore. here three women were working in the ruins of what had once been their happy home. when one of them spied the chair it brought back to her a wealth of memory and for the first time, probably, since the flood occurred she gave way to a flood of tears, tears as welcome as sunshine from heaven, for they opened up her whole soul and allowed pent-up grief within to flow freely out and away. one touch of nature. "where in the name of god," she sobbed, "did you get that chair? it was mine--no, i don't want it. keep it and find for me, if you can, my album; in it are the faces of my dead husband and little girl." when the rough men who have worked days in the valley of death turned away from this scene there was not a dry eye in the crowd. one touch of nature, and the thought of little ones at home, welded them in heart and sympathy to this niobe of the valley. at sang hollow we came up with a train-load of refugees en route for pittsburgh. as i entered the car i was struck by two things. the first was an old man, whose silvered locks betokened his four-score years, and the second was a little clump of children, three in number, playing on a seat in the upper end of the coach. judge potts' escape. the white-haired patriarch was judge james potts, aged , one of the best known residents of johnstown, who escaped the flood's ravages in a most remarkable manner. beside him was his daughter, while opposite sat his son. there was one missing to complete the family party, jennie, the youngest daughter, who went down with the tide and whose remains have not yet been found. the thrilling yet pathetic story of the escape of the old judge is best told in his own language. said he: "you ask me how i was saved. i answer, god alone knows. with my little family i lived on walnut street, next door to the residence of president mcmillan, of the cambria iron company. when the waters surrounded us we made our way to the third floor, and huddled together in one room, determined, if die we must, to perish together. encircled by water. "higher and higher rose the flood, while our house was almost knocked from its foundations by the ever-increasing mountain of débris floating along. at last the bridge at woodvale, which had given way a short time before, struck the house and split it asunder, as a knife might have split a piece of paper. "the force of the shock carried us out upon the débris, and we floated around upon it for hours, finally landing near the bridge. when we looked about for jennie (here the old man broke down and sobbed bitterly) she was nowhere to be seen. she had obeyed the master's summons." a miraculous escape. the three little girls, to whom i have referred, were the children of austin lountz, a plasterer, living back of water street. they were as happy as happy could be and cut up in childish fashion all the way down. their good spirits were easily accounted for when it was learned that father, mother, children and all had a miraculous escape, when it looked as if all would be lost. the entire family floated about for hours on the roof of a house, finally landing high upon the hillside. elmer g. speck, traveling salesman of pittsburgh, was at the merchants' hotel when the flood occurred, having left the hurlburt house but a few hours before. he said: "with a number of others i got from the hotel to the hill in a wagon. the sight from our eminence was one that i shall never forget--that i can never fully describe. the whole world appeared to be topsy-turvy and at the mercy of an angry and destroying demon of the elements. people were floating about on housetops and in wagons, and hundreds were clinging to tree-trunks, logs and furniture of every imaginable description. "my sister, miss nina, together with my step-brother and his wife, whom she was visiting, drifted with the tide on the roof of a house a distance of two blocks, where they were rescued. with a number of others i built a raft and in a short time had pulled eleven persons from the very jaws of death. continuing, mr. speck related how a number of folks from woodvale had all come down upon their housetops. mr. curtis williams and his family picked their way from house to house, finally being pulled in the catholic church window by ropes." three of a family drowned. william hinchman, with his wife and two children, reached the stone bridge in safety. here one of the babies was swept away through the arches. the others were also swept with the current, and when they came out on the other side the remaining child was missing, while below mrs. hinchman disappeared, leaving her husband the sole survivor of a family of four. "did your folks all escape alive?" i asked of george w. hamilton, late assistant superintendent of the cambria iron company, whom i met on the road near new florence. "oh, no" was his reply. "out of a family of sixteen seven are lost. my brother, his wife, two children, my sister, her husband and one child, all are gone; that tells the tale. i escaped with my wife by jumping from a second story window onto the moving débris. we landed back of the morrell institute safe and sound." hairbreadth escapes. the stories of hairbreadth escapes and the annihilation of families continue to be told. here is one of them. j. paul kirchmann, a young man, boarded with george schroeder's family in the heart of the town, and when the flood came the house toppled over and went rushing away in the swirling current. there were seven in all in the party and kirchmann found himself wedged in between two houses, with his head under water. he dived down, and when he again came to the surface succeeded in getting on the roof of one of them. the others had preceded him there, and the house floated to the cemetery, over a mile and a half away, where all of them were rescued. kirchmann, however, had fainted, and for seven or eight hours was supposed to be dead. he recovered, and is now assisting to get at the bodies buried in the ruins. saloon-keeper fitzharris and his family of six had the lives crushed out of them when their house collapsed, and early this morning all of them, the father, mother and five children were taken from the wreck, and are now at the morgue. emil young, a jeweler, lived with mother, wife, three sons and daughter over his store on clinton street, near main. they were all in the house when the wild rush of water surrounded their home, lifted it from its foundation and carried it away. young and his daughter were drowned and it was then that his mother and wife showed their heroism and saved the life of the other members of the family. the mother is years of age, but her orders were so promptly given and so ably executed by the younger mrs. young that when the house floated near another in which was a family of nine all were taken off and eventually saved. even after this trying ordeal the younger woman washed the bodies of her husband and nineteen others and prepared them for burial. the whole family escaped. another remarkable escape of a whole family was that of william h. rosensteel, a tanner, of woodvale, a suburb of johnstown. his house was in the track of the storm, and, with his two daughters, tillie and mamie, his granddaughter and a dog, he was carried down on the kitchen roof. they floated into the bon ton clothing house, a mile and a half away, on main street. here they remained all night, but were taken off by mrs. emil young and went to pittsburgh. jacob i. horner and his family of eight had their house in hornerstown thrown down by the water and took refuge in a tree. after awhile they returned to their overturned house, but again got into the tree, from which they were rescued after an enforced stay of a number of hours. charles barnes, a real estate dealer on main street, was worth $ , last friday and had around him a family of four. to-day all his loved ones are dead and he has only $ in his pockets. the family of john higson, consisting of himself, wife, and young son, lived at walnut street. miss sarah thomas, of cumberland, was a visitor, and a hired man, a swede, also lived in the house. the water had backed up to the rear second-story windows before the great wave came, and about o'clock they heard the screaching of a number of whistles on the conemaugh. rushing to the windows they saw what they thought to be a big cloud approaching them. before they could reach a place of safety the building was lifted up and carried up stony creek for about one-quarter of a mile. as the water rushed they turned into the river and were carried about three-quarters of a mile further on. all the people were in the attic and as the house was hurled with terrific force against the wreckage piled up against the pennsylvania railroad bridge higson called to them to jump. they failed to do so, but at the second command miss thomas leaped through the window, the others followed, and after a dangerous walk over fifty yards of broken houses safely reached the shore. [illustration: child found thumping on a wrecked piano.] chapter xiii. digging for the dead. a party started in early exploring the huge mass of débris banked against the pennsylvania railroad bridge. this collection, consisting of trees, sides of houses, timber and innumerable articles, varies in thickness from three or four feet to twenty feet. it is about four hundred yards long, and as wide as the river. there are thousands of tons in this vast pile. how many bodies are buried there it is impossible to say, but conservative estimates place it at one thousand at least. the corps of workmen who were searching the ruins near the methodist church late this evening were horrified by unearthing one hundred additional bodies. the great number at this spot shows what may be expected when all have been recovered. when the mass which blazed several days was extinguished it was simple to recover the bodies on the surface. it is now a question, however, of delving into the almost impenetrable collection to get at those lodged within. the grinding tree trunks doubtless crushed those beneath into mere unrecognizable masses of flesh. those on the surface were nearly all so much burned as to resemble nothing human. meanwhile the searchers after bodies, armed with spikes, hooks and crowbars, pry up the débris and unearth what they can. bodies, or rather fractions of them, are found in abundance near the surface. tracing bodies by the smell. i was here when the gang came across one of the upper stories of a house. it was merely a pile of boards apparently, but small pieces of a bureau and a bed spring from which the clothes had been burned showed the nature of the find. a faint odor of burned flesh prevailed exactly at this spot. "dig here," said the physician to the men. "there is one body at least quite close to the surface." the men started in with a will. a large pile of underclothes and household linen was brought up first. it was of fine quality and evidently such as would be stored in the bedroom of a house occupied by people quite well to do. shovels full of jumbled rubbish were thrown up, and the odor of flesh became more pronounced. presently one of the men exposed a charred lump of flesh and lifted it up on the end of a pitchfork. it was all that remained of some poor creature who had met an awful death between water and fire. the trunk was put on a cloth, the ends were looped up making a bag of it, and the thing was taken to the river bank. it weighed probably thirty pounds. a stake was driven in the ground to which a tag was attached giving a description of the remains. this is done in many cases to the burned bodies, and they lay covered with cloths upon the bank until men came with coffins to remove them. then the tag was taken from the stakes and tacked on the coffin lid, which was immediately closed up, as identification was of course out of the question. there is a stack of coffins by the railroad bridge. sometimes a coffin is carried to the spot on the charred débris where the find is made. prodding corpses with canes. the searchers by thrusting down a stick or fork are pretty sure to find a corpse. i saw a man run a cane in the débris down to the hilt and it came up with human flesh sticking to it. another ran a stick into the thoroughly cooked skull of a little boy two feet below the surface. there are bodies probably as far down as seventy feet in some cases, and it does not seem plain now how they are to be recovered. one plan would be to take away the top layers of wood with derricks, and of course the mass beneath will rise closer to the surface. the weather is cold to-day, and the offensive smell that was so troublesome on the warm days is not noticeable at a distance. saved from disfiguration. the workers began on the wreck on main street just opposite the first national bank, one of the busiest parts of the city. a large number of people were lost here, the houses being crushed on one side of the street and being almost untouched on the other, a most remarkable thing considering the terrific force of the flood. twenty-one bodies were taken out in the early morning and removed to the morgue. they were not very much injured, considering the weight of lumber above them. in many instances they were wedged in crevices. they were all in a good state of preservation, and when they were embalmed they looked almost lifelike. in this central part of the city examination is sure to result in the unearthing of bodies in every corner. cottages which are still standing are banked up with lumber and driftwood, and it is like mining to make any kind of a clear space. i have seen relations of people who are missing, and who are supposed to be in the ruins of their homes, waiting patiently by the hour for men to come and take away the débris. when bodies are found, the location of which was known, there are frequently two or three friends on the spot to see them dug up. four and five of the same family have been taken from a space of ten feet square. in one part of the river gorge this afternoon were found the bodies of a woman and a child. they were close together and they were probably mother and infant. not far away was the corpse of a man looking like a gnarled and mis-shapen section of a root of a tree. the bodies from the fire often seem to have been twisted up, as if the victims died in great agony. rapidly burying the dead. the order that was issued last night that all unidentified dead be buried to-day is being rapidly carried out. the rev. mr. beall, who has charge of the morgue at the fourth ward school-house, which is the chief place, says that a large force of men has been put at work digging graves, and at the close of the afternoon the remains will be laid away as rapidly as it can be done. in the midst of this scene of death and desolation, a relenting providence seems to be exerting a subduing influence. six days have elapsed since the great disaster, and the temperature still remains low and chilly in the conemaugh valley. when it is remembered that in the ordinary june weather of this locality from two to three days are sufficient to bring an unattended body to a state of decay and putrefaction that would render it almost impossible to prevent the spread of disease throughout the valley, the inestimable benefits of this cool weather are almost beyond appreciation. the emanations from the half mile of débris above the bridge are but little more offensive than yesterday, and should this cool weather continue a few days longer it is possible hundreds of bodies may yet be recovered from the wreck in such a state of preservation as to render identification possible. many hundreds of victims, however, will be roasted and charred into such shapeless masses as to preclude a hope of recognition by their nearest relative. getting down to systematic work. the work of clearing up the wreck and recovering the bodies is now being done most systematically. over six thousand men are at work in the various portions of the valley, and each little gang of twenty men is directed by a foreman, who is under orders from the general headquarters. as the rubbish is gone over and the bodies and scattered articles of value are recovered, the débris is piled up in one high mass and the torch applied. in this way the valley is assuming a less devastated condition. in twenty-four hours more every mass of rubbish will probably have been searched, and the investigations will be confined to the smoking wreck above johnstown bridge. the westmoreland relief committee complained of the indiana county authorities for not having a committee to search the shores on that side for bodies. they say that all that is being done is by parties who are hunting for anything valuable they can find. up to two o'clock this afternoon only eight bodies had been taken out of the drift above the bridge. none of them was recognized. the work of pulling it out goes on very slowly. it has been suggested that a stationary engine should be planted on the east side of the pile and a rope and pulley worked on it. the keystone hotel, a huge frame structure, was rapidly being pulled to pieces this morning, and when this has been done the work of taking out the bodies will be begun at this point. the immense wreck will most undoubtedly yield up many bodies. the bodies of a woman and three children were taken from the débris in front of the first national bank at ten o'clock this morning. the woman was the mother of the three children, ranging in age from one to five years, and she had them all clasped in her arms. booth & flinn, the pittsburgh contractors, have just put to work another large force of men. they have divided the town into districts, and the work is being conducted in a systematic manner. main street is being rapidly opened up, and scores of bodies have been taken out this morning from under the hurlburt house. only found one of her family. the first body taken from the ruins was that of a boy named davis, who was found in the débris near the bridge. he was badly bruised and burned. the remains were taken to the undertaking rooms at the pennsylvania railroad station, where they were identified as those of william davis. the boy's mother has been making a tour of the different morgues for the past few days, and was just going through the undertaking rooms when she saw the remains of her boy being brought in. she ran up to the remains and demanded the child. she seemed to have lost her mind, and caused quite a scene by her actions. she stated that she had lost her husband and six children in the flood, and that this was the first one of the family that had been recovered. at the first presbyterian church, which is being used as a morgue, seventeen bodies taken from the débris and river have been brought in. the relief corps from altoona found a body near stony bridge this morning. on his person was found a gold watch and chain, and $ in money, which was turned over to the proper authorities. this corps took out some thirty-two bodies or more from the ruins yesterday. a.j. hayes, whose wife's body was taken out of the river last night, had the body taken up into the mountains where he dug her grave and said:--"i buried all that is dear to me. as for myself i don't care how soon death overtakes me." at quarter past one this afternoon, fifty bodies had been taken from the débris in front of the catholic church in johnstown borough. about forty of the bodies were those of women. they were immediately removed to the morgue for identification. dr. beall, who has the supervision of the morgues in johnstown, said that so far , bodies had been recovered in johnstown proper, most of which had been identified and buried. dynamite and derricks used. at one o'clock this afternoon the use of dynamite was resumed to burst the logs so that the débris in the dam at the bridge can be loosened and floated down the river. the dynamite is placed in holes bored into the massive timbers. when the log has been broken a chain is attached to its parts and it is then hoisted by a machine on the bridge and dropped into the current of the river. contractor kirk has abandoned the idea of constructing a dam to overflow the mass of ruins at the bridge. the water has fallen and cannot be raised to a serviceable height. a powerful windlass has been constructed at a point about one hundred feet below the bridge, and a rope attached to it is fastened to logs at the edge of the débris. in this way the course between one of the six spans of the railroad bridge has been cleared out. where dynamite has been used to burst the logs another span has been freed of the débris, a space of about twenty by forty feet being cleared. the men are now well supplied with tools, but the force is not large enough to make rapid headway. it is believed that many more bodies will be found when the débris is loosened and started down the river. dynamite tears the bodies. thirteen bodies were taken from the burning débris at the stone bridge at one time this afternoon. none of the bodies were recognizable, and they were put in coffins and buried immediately. they were so badly decomposed that it was impossible to keep them until they could be identified. during a blast at the bridge this afternoon two bodies were almost blown to pieces. the blasting has had the effect of opening the channel under the central portion of the bridge. in unwholesome company. i came up here from nineveh last night with the most disreputable crowd i ever traveled with. they were human buzzards flocking to the scene of horrors. there was danger of a fight every moment, and if one had been started there is little doubt that it would have been short and bloody, for the conduct of the rowdy portion of the travellers had enraged the decent persons, to whom the thought of drunkenness and ribaldry at such a time was abhorrent, and they were quite ready to undertake the work of pitching the demoralized beings off the cars. wedged in here and there between intoxicated ruffians, who were indulging in the foulest jests about the corpses on which they were about to feast their eyes, were pale faced women, sad and red eyed, who looked as if they had had little sleep since the horrible collapse of the dam. some of them were bound for johnstown to claim and bring back bodies already identified, while others were on a trip for the ruins to commence a long and perhaps fruitless search for whatever might be left of their relatives. some of those who misbehaved were friends of the lost, who, worn out with loss of sleep, had taken to drink and become madmen, but the greater part were merely sight-seers or robbers of the dead. avaricious tramps. there were many tramps whose avarice had been stimulated by hearing of diamond rings and watches found on the dead. there was one little drunken hunchback who told those in the car who listened to him that years ago he had quarrelled with his parents in johnstown and had not seen them since. he was on the way now to see if anything was left of them. one moment he was in maudlin tears and the next he was cracking some miserable joke about the disaster. he went about the car shaking dice with other inebriated passengers, and in the course of half an hour had won $ . over this he exhibited almost the glee of a maniac, and the fate of his people was lost sight of. then he would presently forget his gains and go sobbing up the aisle looking for listeners to his pitiful story. there were two sinister looking hungarians in the smoking car and their presence excited the anger of a handful of drunken maniacs. they made loud speeches, denouncing the conduct of hungarians who robbed the johnstown dead, levelling their remarks at the particular two. as they grew more excited they demanded that the passengers make a move and lynch the fellows. a great deal of trouble would have ensued, doubtless, if the train had not at that moment stopped at sang hollow, four miles from johnstown. the conductor shouted out that the passengers must leave the car and walk along the track the remainder of the distance. a strange procession. we started out in the fast gathering darkness and the loiterers who held back made a long string. the drunken ruffians staggered along the tracks, howling with glee and talking about corpses, showing what their object was in coming. the tired out and disheartened women crowded under the shelter of the more respectable men. there was one member of the pennsylvania national guard in the troop with his bayonet, and he seemed to be the rallying point for the timid. [illustration: map of the district swept by the flood.] when the mob reached the outskirts of johnstown they came across a little camp of military with outposts. i had been told that soldiers were keeping people who had no business there out of the lost city, and to insure my passage through the lines i had procured an order from mr. mccreery, chairman of the chamber of commerce committee at pittsburgh, stating that i was entitled to go through. i knew that the drunken lunatics behind me could have no such documents, and i imagined the soldiers would stop them. nothing of the kind happened. whole troops surged through the line. no passes were asked from them and they showed none. they only quieted down for a moment when they saw the uniforms of the national guard. reinforcing disorder. the mob merely helped to swell the host of thieves, cutthroats and pickpockets with which the region is infested. the trains which had passed us, going from johnstown to pittsburgh looked as if they might be made up of joyous excursionists. the cars were crowded to the platforms, and for some reason or other dozens of the inebriated passengers thought it appropriate to cheer and yell, though god knows the whole surroundings were calculated to make a human being shed tears of anguish. the sight of the coffins in the baggage cars, some of them containing the dead, had no dampening effect upon the spirit of these roysterers. the reaction from debauches and excitement is terrible, and there can be little doubt that many minds will give way under the strain. one of the wonders of the disaster is the absence of suicide and the apparently calm way in which the most wofully bereaved support themselves under their terrible loss. it must be an unnatural calm. men have quietly told me that they have lost their entire families and then have suddenly changed the subject and talked of some absurdly trivial matter with an air of great interest, but it was easy to see that there was some numbing influence over the mechanism of the mind. it is unnatural and awful. it is almost impossible to realize that the troops of workmen leisurely digging in the ruins as if engaged in everyday employment are really digging for the dead, and it is only in the actual sight of death and its emblems that one can persuade one's self that it is all true. the want of sleep conduces to an unnatural condition of the mind, under which these awful facts are bearable to the bereaved. picketing the ruins. it was like a military camp here last night. so many citizens have been knocked down and robbed that the soldiers had special instructions to see that no queer characters got through to the centre of the town. i had an excellent chance of seeing how impossible it was for an unauthorized person to move about the town easily, although he could get into the interior. i had been kindly invited to sleep on a wisp of hay in a neighboring barn, but being detained late in the valley reached the press headquarters after my host had left. it was a question of hunting shelter or sleeping on the ground. a gentleman whom i met told me that he was living in a baltimore and ohio day passenger coach about a mile out, and that if we could find our way there i was welcome to a soft place on the floor. we spoke to the nearest picket. he told us that it would be madness to try to cross one part of the ground unless we had revolvers, because a gang of huns were in hiding ready to knock down passengers and hold up any one who seemed defenceless. however, after a little cogitating, he said that he would escort us to general hastings' headquarters, and we started, picking our way over the remains of streets and passing over great obstructions that had been left by the torrent. ruin and wreck were on every hand. you could not tell where one street began and another left off, and in some places there was only soft mud, as devoid of evidence of the former presence of buildings as a meadow is, though they had been the sites of business blocks. it was washed clean. a weird journey. our guide told us the details of the capture of five marauders who had been robbing the dead. they had cut off the head of a woman found in the débris to get her earrings. he said that a number of deputy sheriffs had declared that at dawn they would march to the place where the prisoners were and take them out and hang them. my military friend said that he and his comrades would not be particularly anxious to interfere. the scene as we picked our way was lighted up by camp fires, around which sat groups of deputy sheriffs in slouch hats. they were a grim looking set, armed with clubs and guns. a few had rifles and some wore revolvers in their belts in regular leather cowboy pockets. the camp fires were about two hundred yards apart and to pass them without being challenged was impossible. at the adjutant general's office we got a pass entitling us to pass the pickets, and bidding our guardsman good-night we started off escorted by a deputy sheriff. there were long lines of camp fires and every few rods we had to produce credentials. it was a pretty effect that was produced by the blazing logs. they lighted up the valley for some distance, throwing in relief the windowless ruins of what were once fine residences, bank buildings or factories. embedded in the mud were packages of merchandise, such as sugar in barrels, etc., and over these we stumbled continually. a muddy desert. streams were running through the principal streets of the city. in some parts all that was left of the thoroughfares were the cobble stones--by which it was possible to trace streets for a short distance--and the street railway tracks remaining in places for spaces of a hundred feet or so. there were some buildings outside of the track of the full force of the torrent, the roofs of which seemed not to have been reached. others had been on fire and had lost parts of their walls. it was a dismal sight, this desolation, as shown up by the fitful camp fires. it was only after climbing over perilous places, crossing streams and narrowly escaping with our necks, that we came within sight of the car at two o'clock this morning. we passed by a school house used as a morgue. several people were inside gazing by lamp light at the silent bodies in a hunt for lost ones. piles of coffins, brown and white, were in the school playground, which resounded not many days ago with the shouts of children, some of whom lie there now. there are heaps of coffins everywhere throughout the city. conversation with the deputy sheriffs showed a deep-rooted hatred against the huns, and a determination to shoot them down like dogs if they were caught prowling about near the exposed property. while we were toiling over débris we heard three shots about a quarter of a mile off. we could learn nothing of their report. the service done by the deputy sheriffs was excellent. mistaken identification. at st. columba's catholic church the scenes were striking in their individual peculiarities. one woman came in and identified a body as that of katie frank. the undertakers labeled it accordingly, but in a few moments another woman entered the church, raised the lid of the coffin, scanned the face of the corpse, and then tore the label from the casket. the undertakers were then warned by the woman to be more careful in labelling coffins in the future. she then began to weep, and left the church in despair. she was katie's mother, and katie is yet among the wreck in the river below. the lot of bodies held and coffined at morrellville presented a different feature. the mud was six inches deep, and the drizzling rain added gloom to the scene. here and there could be seen, kneeling in the mud, broken hearted wives and mothers who sobbed and prayed. the incidents here were heartrending. at the fourth ward school-house morgue a woman from erie, whose name could not be learned, went to the morgue in search of some one, but fainted on seeing the long line of coffins. at the kernville morgue one little boy named elrod, on finding his father and mother both dead, seized a hatchet, and for some time would let no one enter the place, claiming that the people were lying to him and wanted to rob him of his father and mother. one sad incident was the sight of two coffins lying in the gautier graveyard with nobody to bury them. a solitary woman was gazing at them in a dazed manner, while the rain beat on her unprotected head. chapter xiv. hairbreadth escapes. so vast is the field of destruction that to get an adequate idea from any point level with the town is simply impossible. it must be viewed from a height. from the top of kernville mountain just at the east of the town the whole strange panorama can be seen. looking down from that height many strange things about the flood that appear inexplicable from below are perfectly plain. how so many houses happened to be so queerly twisted, for instance, as if the water had a whirling instead of a straight motion, was made perfectly clear. the town was built in an almost equilateral triangle, with one angle pointed squarely up the conemaugh valley to the east, from which the flood came. at the northerly angle was the junction of the conemaugh and stony creeks. the southern angle pointed up the stony creek valley. now about one-half of the triangle, formerly densely covered with buildings, is swept as clean as a platter, except for three or four big brick buildings that stand near the angle which points up the conemaugh. course of the flood. the course of the flood from the exact point where it issued from the conemaugh valley to where it disappeared below in a turn in the river and above by spreading itself over the flat district of five or six miles, is clearly defined. the whole body of water issued straight from the valley in a solid wave and tore across the village of woodvale and so on to the business part of johnstown at the lower part of the triangle. here a cluster of solid brick blocks, aided by the conformation of the land, evidently divided the stream. the greater part turned to the north, swept up the brick block and then mixed with the ruins of the villages above down to the stone arch bridge. the other stream shot across the triangle, was turned southward by the bluffs and went up the valley of stony creek. the stone arch bridge in the meantime acted as a dam and turned part of the current back toward the south, where it finished the work of the triangle, turning again to the northward and back to the stone arch bridge. the stream that went up stony creek was turned back by the rising ground and then was reinforced by the back water from the bridge again and started south, where it reached a mile and a half and spent its force on a little settlement called grubbtown. work of the water. the frequent turning of this stream, forced against the buildings and then the bluffs, gave it a regular whirling motion from right to left and made a tremendous eddy, whose centrifugal force twisted everything it touched. this accounts for the comparatively narrow path of the flood through the southern part of the town, where its course through the thickly clustered frame dwelling houses is as plain as a highway. the force of the stream diminished gradually as it went south, for at the place where the currents separated every building is ground to pieces and carried away, and at the end the houses were only turned a little on their foundations. in the middle of the course they are turned over on their sides or upside down. further down they are not single, but great heaps of ground lumber that look like nothing so much as enormous pith balls. to the north the work of the waters is of a different sort. it picked up everything except the big buildings that divided the current and piled the fragments down about the stone bridge or swept them over and soon down the river for miles. this left the great yellow, sandy and barren plain so often spoken of in the despatches where stood the best buildings in johnstown--the opera house, the big hotel, many wholesale warehouses, shops and the finest residences. in this plain there are now only the baltimore and ohio railroad train, a school-house, the morrell company's stores and an adjoining warehouse and the few buildings at the point of the triangle. one big residence, badly shattered, is also standing. houses changed base. these structures do not relieve the shocking picture of ruin spread out below the mountain, but by contrast making it more striking. that part of the town to the south where the flood tore the narrow path there used to be a separate village which was called kernville. it is now known as the south side. some of the queerest sights of the wreck are there, though few persons have gone to see them. many of the houses that are there, scattered helter skelter, thrown on their sides and standing on their roofs, were never in that neighborhood nor anywhere near it before. they came down on the breast of the wave from as far up as franklin, were carried safely by the factories and the bridges, by the big buildings at the dividing line, up and down on the flood and finally settled in their new resting places little injured. a row of them, packed closely together and every one tipped over at about the same angle, is only one of the queer freaks the water played. i got into one of these houses in my walk through the town to-day. the lower story had been filled with water, and everything in it had been torn out. the carpet had been split into strips on the floor by the sheer force of the rushing tide. heaps of mud stood in the corners. there was not a vestige of furniture. the walls dripped with moisture. the ceiling was gone, the windows were out, and the cold rain blew in and the only thing that was left intact was one of those worked worsted mottoes that you always expect to find in the homes of working people. it still hung to the wall, and though much awry the glass and frame were unbroken. the motto looked grimly and sadly sarcastic. it was:-- "there is no place like home." a melancholy wreck of a home that motto looked down upon. a tree in a house. i saw a wagon in the middle of a side street sticking tongue, and all, straight up into the air, resting on its tail board, with the hind wheels almost completely buried in the mud. i saw a house standing exactly in the middle of napoleon street, the side stove in by crashing against some other house and in the hole the coffin of its owner was placed. some scholar's library had been strewn over the street in the last stage of the flood, for there was a trail of good books left half sticking in the mud and reaching for over a block. one house had been lifted over two others in some mysterious way and then had settled down between them and there it stuck, high up in the air, so its former occupants might have got into it again with ladders. down at the lower end of the course of the stream, where its force was greater, there was a house lying on one corner and held there by being fastened in the deep mud. through its side the trunk of a tree had been driven like a lance, and there it stayed sticking out straight in the air. in the muck was the case and key board of a square piano, and far down the river, near the débris about the stone bridge, were its legs. an upright piano, with all its inside apparatus cleanly taken out, stood straight up a little way off. what was once a set of costly furniture was strewn all about it, and the house that contained it was nowhere. the remarkable stories that have been told about people floating a mile up the river and then back two or three times are easily credible after seeing the evidences of the strange course the flood took in this part of the town. people who stood near the ruins of poplar bridge saw four women on a roof float up on the stream, turn a short distance above and come back and go past again and once more return. then they went far down on the current to the lower part of the town and were rescued as they passed the second story window of a school house. a man who was imprisoned in the attic of his house put his wife and two children on a roof that was eddying past and stayed behind to die alone. they floated up the stream and then back and got upon the roof of the very house they had left, and the whole family was saved. at grubbtown there is a house that came all the way from woodvale. on it was a man who lived near grubbtown, but was working at woodvale when the flood came. he was carried right past his own house and coolly told the people at the bridge to bid his wife good-bye for him. the house passed the bridge three times, the man carrying on a conversation with the people on shore and giving directions for his burial if his body should be found. the third time the house went up it grounded at grubbtown, and in an hour or two the man was safe at home. three girls who went by on a roof crawled into the branches of a tree and had to stay there all night before they could make any one understand where they were. at one time scores of floating houses were wedged in together near the ruins of poplar street bridge. four brave men went out from the shore, and, stepping from house roof to house roof, brought in twelve women and children. starvation overcomes modesty. some women crawled from roofs into the attics of houses. in their struggles with the flood most of their clothes had been torn from them, and rather than appear on the streets they stayed where they were until hunger forced them to shout out of the windows for help. at this stage of the flood more persons were lost by being crushed to death than by drowning. as they floated by on roofs or doors the toppling houses fell over upon them and killed them. nineveh was spared. the valley of death, twenty-three miles long, practically ends at nineveh. it begins at woodvale, where the dam broke, and for the entire distance to this point the mountains make a canyon--a water trap, from which escape was impossible. the first intimation this city had of the impending destruction was at noon on friday, when station agent nunamaker got this despatch:-- "we just received word from south fork that water is coming over dam at conemaugh lake, and is liable to burst at any moment. notify people to look out." "j.c. waukemshaw, despatcher at conemaugh." nunamaker started on a dead run to the water front, along which most of the houses are situated, crying:-- "the dam is breaking. run for your lives!" every spring, the station agent tells me, there have been a score of such alarms, and when the people heard nunamaker they laughed and called him an old fogy for his pains. they had run too often to the mountains to escape some imaginary flood to be scared by anything less than the actual din of the torrent in their ears. two hours and a half later a despatch came saying that the dam had indeed broken. again the station agent went on a trot to the residential part of the town. that same despatch had gone thundering down the whole valley. johnstown heard the news and so did conemaugh. no one believed it. it was what they called "a chestnut." but the cry had put the people a little on the alert. one hour after the despatch came the first warning note of the disaster. mr. nunamaker tells me that it took really more than that time for the head of the leaping cataract to travel the twenty-three miles. if that is so the people of johnstown must have had half an hour's warning at least, for johnstown is half way between here and the fatal dam. awful scenes. nineveh is very flat on the river side where the people live, though, fortunately, the main force of the current was not directed on this side of the stream. in a second the river rose two feet at a jump. it then reared up like a thing of life, then it steadily rose inches at a time, flooding the whole town. but the people had had warning and saved themselves. pitiful cries were heard soon from the river. people were floating down on barrels, roofs, beds, anything that was handy. there were pitiful shrieks from despairing women. the people of nineveh could do nothing. no boat could have stemmed the cataract. during the night there were shrieks heard from the flooded meadows. next morning at nine o'clock the flood had fallen three feet. bodies could be seen on the trees by the nineveh people, who stayed up all night in the hope of being able to do some act of humanity. the living and the dead. only twenty-five were taken alive from the trees and drift on this side. across the stream a score were secured and forty-seven corpses taken out. this, with the corpses here, makes a total of people who are known to have come down to this point. there are perhaps a hundred and fifty bodies within a mile. only a few were actually taken from the river bed. they sank in deep water. it is only when they have swollen by the effect of the water that they rise to the surface. most of those recovered were found almost on dry land or buried in drift. there are tons of wood, furniture, trees, trunks, and everything that is ever likely to float in a river, that must be "dug over." it will be work of the hardest kind to get at the remaining corpses. i went over the whole ground along the river bank between here and johnstown to-day. the force of the flood. the trees on the banks were levelled as if by battering rams, telegraph poles were snapped off as a boy breaks a sugar stick, and parts of the pennsylvania railroad track were wrenched, torn and destroyed. jerry mcneilly, of this place, says he was at the johnstown station when the flood came down, preceded by a sort of cloud or fog. he saw people smoking at their windows up to the last moment, and even when the water flooded their floors they laughed and seemed to think that the river had risen a few feet and that was all. jerry, however, ran to the hills and saved himself while the water rose and did its awful work. some houses were bowled over like ninepins. some floated to the surface and started with the flood; others stood their ground and were submerged inch by inch, the occupants climbing from story to story, from the top story to the roof, only to be swept away from their foothold sooner or later. the dam's history. i asked a gathering of men here in what light they had been accustomed to look upon the dam. they say that from the time it was built, somewhere about , by the commonwealth of pennsylvania to collect water for the canals, it has been the "bogie" of the district. babies were frightened when naughty by being told the dam would break. time and time again the people of nineveh have risen from their beds in the night and perched upon the mountains through fear. a body of water seven miles or more long, from eighty to one hundred and twenty feet deep, and about a mile wide, was indeed something to be dreaded. this lake had a circumference of about eighteen miles, which gives some idea of the volume of water that menaced the population. the dam was thick enough for two carriages to drive abreast on its top, but the people always doubted the stability of that pile of masonry and earth. morrellville was for a few days in a state of starvation, but sheridan, sang hollow and this town are in no distress. nineveh has lost no life, although wild rumors said it had. though the damage to property is very great, the huns have been kept away, and robbers and marauders find nothing to tempt them. what "chal" dick saw. "i'll kill the first man that dares to cross the bridge." "chal" dick, lawyer, burgess and deputy sheriff and sportsman, sat upon his horse with a winchester rifle across his saddle and a thousand or two of fiends dancing a war dance in his eyes. down in johnstown proper they think "chal" dick is either drunk or crazy. two newspaper men bunked with him last night and found he was not afflicted in either sense. he is the only recognized head in the borough of kernville, where every man, woman and child know him as "chal," and greet him as he passes by. "yes," he said to me last night, "i saw it all. my house was on somerset street. on thursday night it rained very hard. my wife woke me and called my attention to the way the water was coming down. i said nothing, but i got up about five o'clock and took a look around. in a little while stony creek had risen three feet. i then knew that we were going to have a flood, but i did not apprehend any danger. the water soon flooded the streets, and boards and logs began coming down. sport before sorrow. "a lot of us turned in to have some sport. i gave my watch and what money i had to a neighbor and began riding logs down the stream. i had lots of company. old men acted like boys, and shouted and shouted and splashed about in the water like mad. finally the water began to rise so rapidly that i became alarmed. i went home and told my wife that it was full time to get out. she was somewhat incredulous, but i made her get ready, and we took the children and we went to the house of mr. bergman, on napoleon street, just on the rise of kernville. i got wet from head to foot fooling in the water, and when i got to bergman's i took a chill. i undressed and went to bed and fell asleep. the first thing i knew i was pulled out of bed on to the floor, by mr. bergman, who yelled, 'the dam has burst.' i got up, pulled on my pantaloons and rushed down stairs. i got my youngest child and told my wife to follow with the two others. this time the water was three feet in the house and rising rapidly. we waded up to our waists out through it, up the hill, far beyond the reach of danger. a stupendous sight. "from the time i left bergman's till i stopped is a blank. i remember nothing. i turned and looked, and may my eyes never rest on another such sight. the water was above the houses from the direction of the railroad bridge. there came a wave that appeared to be about twelve feet high. it was perpendicular in its face and moved in a mist. i have heard them speak of the death mist, but i then first appreciated what the phrase meant. it came on up stony creek carrying on its surface house after house and moving along faster than any horse could go. in the water there bobbed up and down and twisted and twirled the heads of people making ripples after the manner of shot dropped into the water. the wave struck houses not yet submerged and cut them down. the frames rose to the surface, but the bricks, of course, were lost to sight. when the force of the water spent itself and began retracing its course, then the awfulness of the scene increased in intensity. i have a little nerve, but my heart broke at the sight. houses, going and coming, crashed up against each other and began grinding each other to pieces. the buildings creaked and groaned as they let go their fastenings and fairly melted. "at the windows of the dwellings there appeared the faces of people equally as ill-fated as the rest. god forbid that i should ever again look upon such intensity of anguish. oh, how white and horror-stricken those faces were, and such appeals for help that could not come. the woman wrung their hands in their despair and prayed aloud for deliverance. down stream went houses and people at the rate of twenty-five miles an hour and stopped, a conglomerate mass, at the stone abutment of the railroad bridge. the first buildings that struck the bridge took fire, and those that came after were swept into a sea of flame. i thought i had already witnessed the greatest possible climax of anguish, but the scene that followed exceeded in awfulness anything i had before looked upon. the flames grew, hundreds of people were wedged in the driftwood and imprisoned in the houses. rapidly the fire approached them, and then they began to cry for aid, and hundreds of others stood on the bank, powerless to extend a single comfort. judgment day. "as the fire licked up house after house and pile after pile, i could see men and women bid each other good-by, and fathers and mothers kiss their children. the flames swallowed them up and hid them from my view, but i could hear their shrieks as they roasted alive. the shrieks mellowed into groans, and the groans into silence, only to be followed by more shrieks, more groans and more silence, as the fire caught up and destroyed its victims. heavens! but i was glad when the end came. my only anxiety was to have it come quickly, and i prayed that it might come, oh! so quick! it was a splendid realization of the judgment day. it was a magnificent realization of the impotency of man in a battle with such a combination of fire and flood." some have cause for joy. in the midst of the confusion of the disaster and the strain of excitement which followed it was but natural that every one who could not readily be found was reported dead. amid the throng of mourners now an occasional soul is made happy by finding that some loved one has escaped death. to-day a few of the living had time to notify their friends throughout the country of their safety. general lew wallace, now at west point, telegraphed president harrison, in response to an inquiry last night, that his wife was "coming out of the great calamity at johnstown safe." several reports have been sent out from johnstown, one as late as last night, to the effect that mrs. wallace was believed to be among the victims of the disaster. private secretary halford received a telegram this afternoon from his wife at altoona, announcing that mrs. lew wallace was with her and safe. did not lose their presence of mind. a dispatch from carthage, ill., says:--"mrs. m.j. smith, a traveling saleslady for a book concern in new york city, was at johnstown at the time of the flood and was swept away with others. her brothers, lieutenant p. and james mckee, received the following telegram at carthage yesterday from johnstown: "escaped with my life on housetop; am all right. "m.j. smith. "the lady is well known in this county." rich made poor. john kelly, the prominent odd fellow of conemaugh, who was supposed to be lost, escaped with his entire family, though his house and store were swept down the river. john rowley, who stands high among the masons and odd fellows, tells me that out of $ , worth of property which he could call his own on friday last he found just two bricks on the site of his residence this morning. he counts himself wealthy, however, in the possession of his wife and children who were all saved. his wife, who was very ill, was dragged through the water in her nightclothes. she is now in a critical condition, but has the best of medical attendance and may pull through. in a frame house which stood at no. union street, johnstown, were mrs. o.w. byrose, her daughters elsie, bessie and emma, and sons samuel and ray. when the flood struck the house they ran to the attic. the house was washed from its foundation and carried with the rushing waters. mrs. byrose and her children then clung to each other, expecting every minute to meet death. as the house was borne along the chimney fell and crashed through the floors, and the bricks were strewn along the course of the river. the house was caught in the jam and held about two hundred feet above the bridge and one hundred and fifty feet from the shore. the terrified inmates did not lose all presence of mind, and they made their escape to the hole made by the fallen chimney. they were seen by those on shore, and after much difficulty each was rescued. a few minutes later the house caught fire from the burning buildings, and was soon consumed. swept from his side. at ten o'clock this morning an old gray bearded man stood amid the blackened logs and ashes through which the polluted water of the conemaugh made its way, wringing his hands and moaning in a way that brought tears to the eyes of all about him. he was w.j. gilmore, whose residence had stood at the corner of conemaugh and main streets. being on low ground the house was flooded by the first rush of water and the family, consisting of mr. gilmore, his brother abraham, his wife, four children and mother-in-law, ran to the second story, where they were joined by frances, the little daughter of samuel fields, and grandmother maria prosser. when the torrent from south fork rushed through the town the side of the house was torn out and the water poured into the second floor. mr. gilmore scrambled upon some floating débris, and his brother attempted to pass the women and children out to him. before he could do so, however, the building sank and mr. gilmore's family was swept from his side. his brother disappeared for a moment under the water, but came to the surface and was hauled upon the roof. the brothers then strove frantically to tear a hole in the roof of the house with their bare hands, but their efforts were, of course, unavailing, and they were soon struggling for their own lives in the wreck at the viaduct. both finally reached the shore. the body of mrs. gilmore, when taken from the ruins this morning, was but little mutilated, although her body was bloated by the water. two of the children had been almost burned to cinders, their arms and legs alone being something like their original shape. statue of the virgin. st. mary's german catholic church, which is badly wrecked, was temporarily used as a morgue, but a singular circumstance connected with the wrecking having been noticed, the duty of becoming a receptacle for the dead is transferred to the church of st. columba. the windows of st. mary's are all destroyed. the floor for one-third of its extent on st. mary's side is torn up to the chancel rail in one piece by the water and raised toward the wall. one-half the chancel rail is gone, the mud is eighteen inches deep on the floor, st. joseph's altar is displaced and the statue gone. the main altar, with its furniture for easter, is covered with mud, and some fine potted flowers are destroyed. nearly all the other ornaments are in place, even to the candlesticks. strange to relate, the statue of the virgin in her attire is unsoiled; the white vestments with silken embroidery are untarnished. this discovery led to the change of morgue. the matter being bruited abroad the desolated women of cambria and johnstown, as well as those who had not been sufferers from the flood, visited the church, and with most affecting devoutness adored the shrine. some men also were among the devout, and not one of those who offered their prayers but did it in tears. for several hours this continued to be the wonder of the parishioners of the catholic churches. the entire family of mr. howe, the wealthiest man in cambria, with some visitors from pittsburgh and ohio, were hurried to death by the collapse of their residence on that fatal friday night. in the rubbish heaped high on the shore near the stone arch bridge is a flat freight car banged and shattered and with a hole stove in its side. one of the workmen who were examining the débris to-day got into the car and found a framed and glazed picture of the saviour. it was resting against the side of the car, right side up. neither frame nor glass were injured. when this incident got noised about among the workmen they dropped their pickaxes and ran to look at the wonderful sight with their hats off. saved his mother and sister. a man who came up from lockport to-day told this:--"on the roof of a house were a young man, his mother and a young girl apparently his sister. as they passed the lockport bridge, where the youth hung in an eddy for a moment, the men on the bridge threw them a rope. the young man on the house caught and tried to make it fast around his mother and then around his sister. they were afraid to use it or they were unwilling to leave him, for they would not take the rope. they tried to make him take it, but he threw it away and stayed on the roof with them. the house was swept onward and in another moment was lodged against a tree. the youth seized his mother and sister and placed them in safety among the branches. the next instant the house started again. the young man's foot slipped. he fell into the water and was not seen again." where death lay in wait. a great deal has been written and published about the terrible disaster, but in all the accounts nothing has been said about south fork, where in proportion to its size as much damage has been done as at any other point. for the purpose of ascertaining how the place looked which in the annals of history will always be referred to as the starting point of this great calamity, i came here from johnstown. i left on monday morning at half-past six, and being unable to secure a conveyance of any character was compelled to walk the entire distance. thinking the people of johnstown knew whereof they spoke, i started over the edensburg turnpike, and tramped, as a result, six more miles than was absolutely necessary. after i left johnstown it began raining and continued until i reached south fork. two miles out from johnstown i passed the altoona relief committee in carriages, with their supply train following, and from that until i reached fair view, where i turned off toward the conemaugh river, it was a continuous line of vehicles of all kinds, some containing supplies, others passengers, many of whom were ladies. i followed a cow-path along the mountain until i reached mineral point. here is where the flood did its first bad work after leaving south fork. there had been thirty-three dwelling houses, a store and a large sawmill in the village, and in less than one minute after the flood struck the head of the place there were twenty-nine of these buildings wiped out; and so sudden had been the coming of the water that but a few of the residents succeeded in getting away. as a boy would marbles. jacob kohler, one of the residents of the place, said he had received a telegram stating that the flood was coming, but paid no attention to it as they did not understand its significance. "i saw it coming," he said, "with the water reaching a height of at least twenty-five feet, tearing trees up by the roots and dashing big rocks about as a boy would marbles. i hardly had time to grab a child and run for the hills when it was upon us, and in less time than it takes for me to tell it our village was entirely wiped out and the inhabitants were struggling in the water and were soon out of sight. i never want to see such a sight again." from mineral point another cow-path was taken over the mountains. i came just below the viaduct within about one mile of south fork, and here the work of destruction had been as complete as it was possible for it to be. the entire road-bed of the pennsylvania railroad had been washed away. at this point a freight train had been caught and all the men on it perished, but the names could not be learned. the engine was turned completely upside down and the box cars were lifted off the track and carried two hundred feet to the side of the hill. fifteen of them are there with the trucks, about one hundred feet from the old road-bed, and turned completely upside down. another freight train just ahead of it was also swept away in the same manner, all excepting two cars and the engine. one of the cars was loaded with two heavy boilers from the works of james witherow, newcastle. rails twisted double. coming in to south fork the work of destruction on the railroad was found to be even greater, the rails being almost bent double. the large iron bridge over the river at this point is gone, as is also one of the piers. the lower portion of this place is completely wiped out, and two men were lost. this is all the loss of life here, excepting two italians who were working at the lake proper. the loss in individual property to the people of this place will reach $ , , and at mineral point $ , . for the purpose of seeing how the lake looked after all the water was out of it, a trip was taken to it, fully three miles distant. the driveway around it is fully thirty-five feet wide, and that was the width at the point of the dam where the break occurred. like a thunderbolt. imagine, if you can, a solid piece of ground, thirty-five feet wide and over one hundred feet high, and then, again, that a space of two hundred feet is cut out of it, through which is rushing over seven hundred acres of water, and you can have only a faint conception of the terrible force of the blow that came upon the people of this vicinity like a clap of thunder out of a clear sky. it was irresistible in its power and carried everything before it. after seeing the lake and the opening through the dam it can be readily understood how that outbreak came to be so destructive in its character. the lake had been leaking, and a couple of italians were at work just over the point where the break occurred, and in an instant, without warning, it gave way, and they were down in the whirling mass of water and were swept into eternity. the people of this place had been told by some of those who had been to the lake that it was leaking, but paid no attention any more than to send telegrams to johnstown and mineral point. here's another paul revere. the first intimation the people had of the approach of the water was from the seventeen-year-old son of john baker. he was on the road on horseback and noticed the water coming out of a cavity about five feet in diameter, and not waiting to see any more he put spurs to his horse and dashed for the town at breakneck speed. some of the people of this place saw him coming at great speed, waving his hat, and knowing something was wrong at once gave the alarm, and grabbing their children started for the high parts. when he arrived almost at railroad street, his own home, the water was already in the roadway, and in less than one minute its whole bulk was coming, twisting trees and rolling rocks before it. [illustration: rescues at the signal tower.] in just eight minutes from the time he first saw it the water had carried away the bridge and was on its career of death and destruction. a train of pullman cars for the east, due at south fork at . , was standing on the track on the west side of the bridge waiting to pull into the station. at first the engineer paid no attention to the wild gesticulations of the station agent, but finally started out, pulling slowly into the station, and not one moment too soon, for had he remained where he was a minute longer all would have been swept away. thrilling escapes. a local freight train with a passenger coach attached, standing on the east side of the track, was compelled to run into the rear end of the passenger train so as to get out of the way of the flood. a young man who was on the rear end of the train grabbed a young lady who was floating by and thus saved her life. the house of an old man, eighty-two years of age, was caught in the whirlpool, and he and his aged wife climbed on the roof for safety. they were floating down the railroad track to certain death, when their son-in-law, from the roof of the pennsylvania railroad station-house, pulled them off and saved their lives as the house was dashed to pieces. mr. brown, a resident of this place, said: "i was just about opposite the mouth of the lake when it broke. when i first saw it the water was dashing over the top of the road just where it broke about a foot high, and not eight or ten feet, as has been stated, and i told mr. fisher, who lived there, that he had better get his family out at once, which he did, going to the hillside, and it was lucky for him that he did, because in a half minute after it broke his home was wiped away." no safety outlet. mr. burnett, who was born and raised a mile from the lake, and is now a resident of hazelwood, and who was at south fork, said: "when the state owned this lake they had a tower over the portion that gave way and a number of pipes by which they were enabled to drive off the surplus water, and had the present owners had an arrangement of that kind this accident would not have occurred. the only outlet there was for the water was a small waterway around to the right of the lake, which is totally inadequate. the people of this valley have always been afraid of this thing, and now that it is here it shows that they had every reason for their fears." in company with mr. burnett i walked all over the place, and am free to confess that it looks strong, but experience shows the contrary. mr. moore, who has done nearly all the hauling for the people who lived at the lake in summer, said:--"about eight years ago this dam broke, but there was not as much water in it as now, and when it broke they were working at it and hauled cart load after cart load of dirt, stone and logs, and finally about ten tons of hay, and by that means any further damage was prevented. that was the time when they should have put forth strenuous efforts to have that part strengthened where the break occurred. this lake is about three miles long and about a mile wide and fully ninety feet deep, and of course when an opening of any kind was forced it was impossible to stop it. thirsting for vengeance. "the indignation here against the people who owned that place is intense. i was afraid that if the people here were to hear that you were from pittsburgh they would jump to the conclusion that you were connected with the association, and i was afraid they would pull you from the carriage and kill you. that is the feeling that predominates here, and we all believe justly." mr. ferguson, of the firm of j.p. stevenson & co., said: "it is a terrible affair, and shows the absolute necessity of people not fooling with matters of that kind. we sent telegrams to mineral point, johnstown and conemaugh, notifying them that the lake was leaking and the water rising and we were liable to have trouble, and two minutes before the flood reached here a telegram was sent to mineral point that the dam had broken. but you see for the past five years so many alarms of that kind have been sent that the people have not believed them." broke forty-one years ago. mrs. mcdonald, who lives between johnstown and south fork, said: "i am an old woman and lived in johnstown forty-two year ago, when there but two or three houses here. i have always contended, ever since this club of dudes took charge of this place, that it would end in a terrible loss of life. it broke about forty-one years ago, and i was in my house washing and it actually took my tub away and i only saved myself after a desperate struggle. at that time there were no lives lost. on friday night, when it was raining so hard, i told my son not to go near johnstown, as it was sure, from the telegrams i heard of, which had come in the afternoon, that there would be a terrible disaster. "i was told that when the viaduct went a loud report was heard just as a couple of freight cars were dashing against it, and the people say that they were loaded with dynamite." the pennsylvania railroad officials are rushing in all the men at this point possible to repair the road and are working day and night, having electric lights all along the road; but with all of that it looks as though it will be utterly impossible to have even a single track ready for business before ten days or two weeks, as there is not the slightest vestige of a railroad track to be seen. the railroad people around here are of the opinion that it will take as long as that. the railroad men say that it is the most complete destruction of the kind that they have ever witnessed. wealth borne away. i had an interview to-night with colonel james a. mcmillan, the consulting director and principal owner of the cambria iron works. he said:-- "what will be the total loss sustained by the cambria company is rather hard to state with perfect accuracy just yet, but from the examinations already made of our works i would place our loss at from $ , , to $ , , . that includes, of course, the loss of our gautier steel department, above johnstown, which is completely swept away. "day before yesterday i took the liberty of determining the action which the company will pursue in the matter of reconstruction and repairs. i accordingly telegraphed for mr. lockhart, the secretary of the company. he arrived here to-day and said to me: 'mcmillan, i'm glad to see you intend to stand by the company and push the work of repairs at once.' "i think his words voice the sentiment of all the stockholders of the company. reconstruction begun. "all day we have had at least eight hundred men cleaning away the débris about our works, and we have made so much progress that you can say we will have our entire clerical force at work to-morrow evening. our large pieces of machinery are uninjured, and we will have to send away for only the smaller pieces of our machines and smaller pipes, which compose an enormous system of pipe connections through the works. in from ten to twelve days we will have our works in operation, and i feel confident that we will be making rails at our works inside of fifty days. as we employ about five thousand men, i think our renewal of operations will give the people more encouragement than can be imagined. besides, we have half the amount of cash needed on deposit in our local bank here, which was brought over by the adams express company on monday to pay our men. this will be paid them as soon as we can get access to the bank. "our immediate work of reconstruction and repair will, of course, be confined to the company's cambria iron works proper, and not extended to the gautier steel works above." twelve millions more. the colonel was then asked his estimate of the total loss sustained by the towns of mineral point, franklin borough, woodvale, conemaugh, johnstown, cambria city, coopersdale and morrellville. he said: "i should place it at nothing lower than $ , , , besides the loss sustained by our company. that is only an estimate, but when you take the different towns as they were before the flood, and knowing them as i do, you could not fail to see that this is a very reasonable estimate of the loss." as to the south fork dam, he said: "for the present i don't care to be interviewed on that question as representing any one but myself. personally, i have always considered it a dangerous trap, which was likely at any time to wipe us out. for the last ten years i have not hesitated to express this opinion in regard to the dam, and i guess it is pretty well understood that all of our leading citizens held similar views. there is not a man in johnstown who will deny that he has lived for years in constant dread of its bursting down on us." fifteen years to recover. "what do you think will be the time required for the conemaugh valley to recover from the shock of the flood?" "at least fifteen years, and vigilant efforts will be required at that. i speak now from a financial stand-point. of course we will never recover fully from the terrible loss of life which is now being revealed in its dreadful entirety." survivors in camp. there are two camps on the hillside to the north of johnstown, and they are almost side by side. one is a camp for the living, for the most woebegone and unfortunate of the refugees from the conemaugh valley of the shadow of death, and the other is for the dead. the camp of the living is camp hastings and the ministering spirits are members of the americus republican club of pittsburgh. the camp for the dead is the new potters' field that was laid out on monday for the bodies of unknown victims. the former is populous and stirring, but the latter has more mounds already than the other has living souls. the refugees are widely scattered; some are in the hospital, some are packed as closely as the logs and dead bodies at the stone bridge in the houses yet tenable, and the rest are at camp hastings. in the despairing panic and confusion of saturday the first thought that presented itself to those who were hurried in to give relief was to prepare shelter for the survivors. the camp has been in operation ever since, and will be for days and may be weeks to come. gloomy pictures of despair. it looked desolate enough to-day after the soaking downpour of last night, and groups of shivering mothers, with their little ones, stood around a smoky fire at either end of the streets. the members of the americus committee, for the time being cooks, waiters, grocery dealers and dry goods men, were in striking contrast to their usual appearance at home. major w. coffey, one of the refugees, who was washed seven miles down the conemaugh, was acting as officer of the guard, and limped up and down on his wooden leg, which had been badly damaged by the flood. palefaced women looked out through the flaps of tents on the scene, and the only object that seemed to be taking things easy was a lean, black dog, asleep in front of one of the fires. in one of the tents a baby was born last night. the mother, whose husband was lost in the flood, was herself rescued by being drawn up on the roof of the union schoolhouse. one of the doctors of the altoona relief corps at the cambria hospital attended her, and mother and babe are doing better than thousands of the flood sufferers who are elsewhere. there are other babies in camp hastings, but none of them receive half of the attention from the people in the camp that is bestowed upon this little tot, whose life began just as so many lives were ended. the baby will probably be named johnstown camp o'connor. the refugees who are living along the road get their supplies from the camp. they pour into the wretched city of tents in a steady stream, bearing baskets and buckets of food. he wanted tobacco or nothing. an old irishman walked up to the tent early in the day. "well, what can we do for you?" was asked. "have yez any tobaccy?" "no, tobacco don't go here." "i want tobaccy or nothin'. this is no relief to a mon at all, at all." the aged refugee walked away in high dudgeon. just down the row from the clothing tent are located two little girls, named johnson, who lost both father and mother. they had a terrible experience in the flood, and were two of the forty-three people pulled in on the roof of the house of the late general campbell and his two sons, james and curt. "how do you fare?" one of the little girls was asked. "oh, very well, sir; only we are afraid of catching the measles," she answered; and with a grimace she tossed her head toward a tent on the other side and further up. a baby in the tent indicated has a slight attack of the measles, but is getting better, and is next door to a tent in which is a young woman shaking with the ague. a multitude to be fed. in the houses along the road above the camp are several hundreds of refugees. in one of them are thirty or forty people rendered homeless by the flood. these are all supplied with food from the camp. some idea of the number of people who have to be fed can be gathered from the fact that pounds of coffee have been given out since yesterday. in the hills back of cambria there are many hundreds of survivors. dr. findley, of the altoona relief corps, went there to-day and found that they were without a physician. one from baltimore had been there, but had gone away. he found many people needing medical care, and they will be looked after from day to day. "wherever we go," said one of the doctors yesterday, "we find that there is an alarming spread of pneumonia." of the refugees at the cambria hospital but two have died. bayonets in control. the ruined city lies to-night within a girdle of steel--the bayonets of the th regiment. the militia has captured johnstown and to-night over the desolate plain where the city proper stood, through the towering wrecks and by the river passes, marches the patrol, crying "halt" and challenging vagabonds, vandals and ghouls, who cross their path. general hastings, being the highest officer in rank, is in command, and when the survivors of the flood awake to-morrow morning, when the weary pickets are relieved at sunrise a brigade headquarters will be fully established on the slope of prospect hill overlooking the hundreds of white tents of the regiments that will lie down below by the german catholic church. [illustration: encampment of relief parties.] first this afternoon arrived governor beaver's staff, mostly by way of harper's ferry on the baltimore and ohio. all the officers in brilliant uniform and trappings reported to general hastings. they found their commander in a slouch hat, a rough-looking cutaway and rubber boots. the th regiment, reinforced this morning until it is now strong, is still camped in freight cars beyond the depot, opposite the late city proper. space is being rapidly cleared for its tents, however, over by the german catholic church, and near the ruins of the irish catholic church, which was on fire when the deluge came. early this morning the th regiment went into service, but it was a volunteer service of two young officers and three privates when at noon they dragged gently from the rushing conemaugh the body of a beautiful young girl. she was tenderly borne through the lines by regimental headquarters to the church house morgue, while the sentinels stood aside with their bayonets and the corporal ordered "halt!" guards were placed at the johnstown stations and all the morgues. marched out of camp. during the day many people of questionable character, indeed all who were challenged and could not satisfactorily explain their business here, had a military escort to the city limits, where they were ordered not to return. every now and then two of the national guard could be seen marching along with a rough fellow between them to the post where such beings are made exiles from the scene of desolation. to-night the picket lines stretch from brigade headquarters down prospect hill past general hastings' quarters even to the river. the patrol across the river is keeping sharp vigilance in town. at the eastern end of the pennsylvania railroad's stone bridge you must stop and give the countersign. if you don't no man can answer for your safety. a lieutenant's disgrace. down the cambria road, past which the dead of the river conemaugh swept into nineveh in awful numbers, was another scene to-day--that of a young officer of the national guard in full uniform and a poor deputy sheriff, who had lost home, wife, children and all, clinched like madmen and struggling for the former's revolver. if the officer of the guard had won, there might have been a tragedy, for he was drunk. the homeless deputy sheriff with his wife and babies swept to death past the place where they struggled was sober and in the right. the officer of the national guard came with his regiment into this valley of distress to protect survivors from ruffianism and maintain the peace and dignity of the state. the man with whom he fought for the weapon was peter fitzpatrick, almost crazy in his own woe, but singularly cool and self-possessed regarding the safety of those left living. a man who had suffered. it was one o'clock this afternoon when i noticed on the cambria road the young officer with his long military coat cut open leaning heavily for support upon two privates of company g, hawthorn and stewart (boys). he was crying in a maudlin way, "you just take me to a place and i'll drink soft stuff." they entreated him to return at once to the regimental quarters, even begged him, but he cast them aside and went staggering down the road to the line, where he met the grave-faced deputy face to face. the latter looked in the white of his eyes and said: "you can't pass here, sir." "can't pass here?" he cried, waving his arms. "you challenge an officer? stand aside!" "you can't pass here," this time quietly, but firmly; "not while you're drunk." "stand aside," yelled the lieutenant. "do you you know who i am? you talk to an officer of the national guard." "yes; and listen," said the man in front of him so impatiently that it hushed his antagonist's tirade; "i talk to an 'officer' of the national guard--i, who have lost my wife, my children and all in this flood no man has yet described; we, who have seen our dead with their bodies mutilated and their fingers cut from their hands by dirty foreigners for a little gold, are not afraid to talk for what is right, even to an officer of the national guard." a big man's honest rage. while he spoke another great, dark, stout man, who looked as if he had suffered, came up, and upon taking in the situation every vein in his forehead swelled purple with rage. "you dirty cur," he cried to the officer; "you dirty, drunken cur, if it was not for the sake of peace i'd lay you out where you stand." "come on," yelled the lieutenant, with an oath. the big man sent out a terrible blow that would have left the lieutenant senseless had not one of the privates dashed in between, receiving part of it and warding it off. the lieutenant got out of his military coat. the privates seized the big man and with another, who ran to the scene, held him back. the lieutenant put his hand to his pistol pocket, the deputy fitzpatrick seized him and the struggle for the weapon began. for a moment it was fierce and desperate, then another private came to the deputy's assistance. the revolver was wrested from the drunken officer and he himself was pushed back panting to the ground. the victor was magnanimous. deputy fitzpatrick seized the military coat he had thrown on the ground, and with it and the weapon started to the regimental headquarters. then the privates got around him and begged him, one of them with tears in his eyes, not to report their officer, saying that he was a good man when he was sober. he studied a long while, standing in the road, while the officer slunk away over the hill. then he threw the disgraced uniform to them, and said: "here, give them to him; and, mind you, if he does not go at once to his quarters, i'll take him there, dead or alive." sanitarians at work. dr. benjamin lee, secretary of the state board of health, has taken hold with a grip upon the handle. when he surveyed the ground to-day he found that there were no disinfectants in town, and no utensils in which to distribute them had there been any disinfectants, so he sent a squad across the river to the supply train, below the viaduct, and had all the copperas and chloride of lime to be had carried across the bridges in buckets. he sent another squad hunting the ruins for utensils, and in the wreck of a general store on main street they discovered pails, sprinkling pots and kettles. the copperas and chloride were promptly set heating in the kettles over the streets and in a short time a squad was out sprinkling the débris which chokes main street almost to the housetops for three squares. the reason of this was that a brief inspection had satisfied dr. lee that under the wreckage were piled the bodies of scores of dead horses. meantime other men were at work collecting the bodies of other dead horses, which were hauled to the fire and with the aid of rosin burned to the number of sixty. a large number of dead horses were buried yesterday, but this course did not meet the state board's approval and dr. lee has ordered their exhumation for burning. dr. r. lowrie sibbett, of carlisle, was made medical inspector and sent up through the boroughs up the river. to-morrow a house-to-house inspection will be made of the remaining and inhabited portion of the cities and boroughs. the overcrowding makes this necessary. "it will take weeks of unremitting labor and thousands of men," said dr. lee, "to remove the sources of danger to the public health which now exist. the principal danger to people living here is, of course, from the contamination of putrifying flesh. they have an excellent water-supply from the hills, but there is a very grave danger to the health of all the people who use the allegheny river as a water-supply. it is in the débris above the viaduct, which is full of decomposing animal matter. every ripple of water that passes through or under it carries the germs of possible disease with it." at the schoolhouse morgue. away from the devastation in the valley and the gloomy scenes along the river, on prospect hill, stands the school-house, the morgue of the unidentified dead. people do not go there unless they are hunting for a friend or relative. they treat it as a pest house. they have seen enough white faces in the valley and the living feel like fleeing from the dead. this afternoon at sunset every desk in every classroom supported a coffin. each coffin was numbered and each lid turned to show the face within. on the blackboard in one of the rooms, between the pretty drawing and neat writing of the school children, was scrawled the bulletin "hold no. ' ' as long as possible; supposed to be mrs. paulson, of pittsburgh." "but ' ' wasn't mrs. paulson," said a little white-faced woman. "it is miss frances wagner, of market street, johnstown." her brother found her here. "fifty-nine" has gone--one of the few identified to-day, and others had come to take its place. strongly appealing to the sympathies of even those looking for friends and relatives was the difference in the size of the coffins. there were some no larger than a violin case hidden below large boxes, telling of the unknown babies perished, and there were coffins of children of all years. on the blackboards were written such sentences as "home sweet home;" "peace on earth, good will toward men." for all the people who looked at their young faces knew, they might have stood by the coffin of the child who helped to write them. the bodies found each day are kept as long as possible and then are sent away for burial with their numbers, where their names should be, on rough boards, their only tombstones. just as a black storm-cloud was driving hard from the west over the slope of the hills yesterday the body of young henry g. rose, the district attorney of cambria county, was lowered into a temporary grave beside unknown victims. three people attended his burial--his father-in-law, james a. lane, who saw him lost while he himself was struggling for life in their floating house; the rev. dr. h.l. chapman, of the methodist episcopal church, and the rev. l. maguire. dr. chapman read the funeral services, and while he prayed the thunder rumbled and the cloud darkened the scene. the coffins are taken there in wagonloads, lowered quickly and hidden from sight. miss nina speck, daughter of rev. david speck, pastor of the first united brethren church of chambersburg, was in johnstown visiting her brother last week and narrowly escaped death in the flood. she arrived to-day clad in nondescript clothing, which had been furnished by an old colored washer-woman and told the following story of the flood: "our house was in kernville, a part of johnstown, through which stony creek ran. although we were a square from the creek, the backwater from the stream had flooded the streets in the morning and was up to our front porch. at o'clock on friday afternoon we were sitting on the front porch watching the flood, when we heard a roar as of a tornado or mighty conflagration. "we rushed upstairs and got out upon the bay-window. there an awful sight met our eyes. down the conemaugh valley was advancing a mighty wall of flame and mist with a terrible roar. before it were rolling houses and buildings of all kinds, tossing over and over. we thought it was a cyclone, the roar sounding like a tempest among forest trees. at first we could see no water at all, but back of the mist and flames came a mighty wall of water. we started downstairs and through the rear of the house to escape to the hillside nearby. but before we could get there the water was up to our necks and we could make no progress. we turned back and were literally dashed by the current into the house, which began to move off as soon as we were in it again. from the second-story window i saw a young man drifting toward us. i broke the glass from the frames with my hands and helped him in, and in a few moments more i pulled in an old man, a neighbor, who had been sick. miraculous escape. "our house moved rapidly down the stream and fortunately lodged against a strong building. the water forced us out of the second story up into the attic. then we heard a lot of people on our roof begging us for god's sake to let them in. i broke through the roof with a bed slat and pulled them in. soon we had thirteen in all crouched in the attic. "our house was rocking, and every now and then a building would crash against us. every moment we thought we would go down. the roofs of all the houses drifting by us were covered with people, nearly all praying and some singing hymns, and now and then a house would break apart and all would go down. on saturday at noon we were rescued, making our way from one building to the next by crawling on narrow planks. i counted hundreds of bodies lying in the débris, most of them covered over with earth and showing only the outlines of the form." a sad hospital story. on a cot in the hospital on prospect hill there lies at present a man injured almost to death, but whose mental sufferings are far keener than his bodily pains. his name is vering. he has lost in the flood his whole family--wife and five children. in an interview he said: "i was at home with my wife and children when the alarm came. we hurried from the house, leaving everything behind us. as we reached the door a gentleman friend was running by. he grasped the two smaller children, one under each arm, and hurried on ahead of us. i had my arm around my wife, supporting her. behind us we could hear the flood rushing upon us. in one hurried glance, as i passed a corner, i could see the fearful crunching and hear the crackling of the houses in its fearful grasp. i then could see that there was no possibility of our escape, as we were too far away from the hillside. in a few moments it was upon us. in a flash i saw the three dear children licked up by it and they disappeared from sight as i and my wife were thrown into the air by the vanguard of the rushing ruins. we found ourselves in a lot of drift, driving along with the speed of a race-horse. in a moment or two we were thrown with a crash against a frame building whose walls gave way before the flood as easily as if they were made of pie-crust, and the timbers began to fall about us in all directions. "up to this time i had retained a firm hold upon my wife, but as i found myself pinned between two heavy timbers the agony caused my senses to leave me momentarily. i recovered instantly in time to see my wife's head just disappearing under the water. like lightning i grasped her by the hair and as best i could, pinioned as i was above the water by the timber, i raised her above it. the weight proved too much and she sank again. again i pulled her to the surface and again she sank. this i did again and again with no avail. she drowned in my very grasp, and at last she dropped from my nerveless hands to leave my sight forever. as if i had not suffered enough, a few moments after i saw some objects whirling around in an eddy which circled around, until, reaching the current again, they floated past me. my god, man, would you believe me? it was three of my children, dead. their dear little faces are before me now, distorted in a look of agony that, no matter what i do, haunts me. o, if i could only have released myself at that time i would have willingly died with them. i was rescued some time after, and have been here ever since. i have since learned that my friend who so bravely endeavored to save two of the children was lost with them." chapter xv. terrible pictures of woe. the proportion of the living registered since the flood as against the previous number of inhabitants is even less than was reported yesterday. it was ascertained to-day that many of the names on the list were entered more than once and that the total number of persons registered is not more than , out of a former population of between , and , . a new and more exact method of determining the number of the lost was inaugurated this morning. men are sent out by the relief committee, who will go to every abode and obtain the names of the survivors, and if possible those of the dead. the lack of identification of hundreds of bodies strengthens the inference that the proportion of the dead to the living is appalling. it is argued that the friends who might identify these unclaimed bodies are themselves all gone. another significant fact is that so large a number of those whom one meets in the streets or where the streets used to be are non-residents, strangers who have come here out of humane or less creditable motives. the question that is heard very often is, "where are the inhabitants?" the town does not appear to have at present a population of more than , . it is believed that many of the bodies of the dead have been borne down into the ohio, and perhaps into the mississippi as well, and hence may finally be deposited by the waters hundreds of miles apart, perhaps never to be recovered or seen by man again. the general situation. under the blue haze of smoke that for a week has hung over this valley of the shadow of death the work which is to resurrect this stricken city has gone steadily forward. here and there over the waste where johnstown stood in its pride black smoke arises from the bonfires on which shattered house-walls, rafters, doors, broken furniture and all the flotsam and jetsam of the great flood is cast. adjutant general hastings, who believes in heroic measures, has been quietly trying to persuade the "dictator"--that is, the would-be "dictator"--to allow him to burn up the wrecked houses wholesale without the tedious bother of pulling them down and handling the débris. the timorous committees would not countenance such an idea. nothing but piecemeal tearing down of the wrecked houses tossed together by the mighty force of the water and destruction by never-dying bonfires would satisfy them. yet all of them must come down. most of the buildings reached by the flood have been examined, found unsafe and condemned. can the job be done safely and successfully wholesale or not? that is the real question for the powers that be to answer, and no sentiment should enter into it. four thousand workmen are busy to-day with ropes and axe, pick and shovel. but the task is vast, it is herculean, like unto the cleaning of the augean stables. "to clean up this town properly," said general hastings to-day, "we shall need twenty thousand workmen for three months." the force of the swollen river upturned the town in a half hour. these same timorous managers weakened to-day, after having the facts before their eyes brought home to their understanding by constant iteration. they have found out that they have, vulgarly speaking, bitten off more than they can chew. poisons of the foulest kind pollute the water which flows down the turgid conemaugh into the allegheny river, whence is pittsburgh's water-supply, and thence into the ohio, the water-supply of many cities and towns. fears of a pestilence are not to be pooh-poohed into the background. it is very serious, so long as the river flows through the clogged and matted mass of the bridge so long it will threaten the people along its course with pestilence. the committee confess their inability to do this needed work, and to-day voted to ask the governors of the several states to co-operate in the establishment of a national relief committee to grapple with the situation. action cannot and must not be delayed. hope out of despair. the fears of an outbreak of fever or other zymotic diseases appear to be based on the alleged presence of decomposed animal matter, human and of lower type, concealed amid the débris. the alleged odor of burnt flesh coming from the enormous mass of conglomerated timber and iron lodged in the cul-de-sac formed by the pennsylvania railroad bridge is extremely mythical. there is an unmistakable scent of burnt wood. it would not be strange if the carcasses of domestic animals, which must be hidden in the enormous mass, were finally to be realized by the olfactory organs of the bystanders. [illustration: general hastings directing the police.] blasting continues. all day long the blast of dynamite resounded among the hills. cartridges were let off in the débris, and a cloud of dust and flying spray marked the result of the mining operation. the interlaced timbers in the cul-de-sac yielded very slowly even to the mighty force of dynamite. there were no finds of especial import. at the present rate of clearing, the cul-de-sac will not be free from the wreckage in two months. there was a sad spectacle presented this morning when the laborers were engaged in pulling over a vast pile of timber and miscellaneous matter on main street. a young woman and a little puny baby girl were found beneath the mass, which was as high as the second story windows of the houses near by. together in death. the girl must have been handsome when in the flush of youth and health. she had seized the helpless infant and endeavored to find safety by flight. her closely cut brown hair was filled with sand, and a piece of brass wire was wound around the head and neck. a loose cashmere house-gown was partially torn from her form, and one slipper, a little bead embroidered affair, covered a silk-stockinged foot. each arm was tightly clasped around the baby. the rigidity of death should have passed away, but the arms were fixed in their position as if composed of an unbendable material instead of muscle and bone. the fingers were imbedded in the sides of the little baby as if its protector had made a final effort not to be separated and to save if possible the fragile life. the faces of both were scarred and disfigured from contact with floating débris. the single garment of the baby--a thin white slip--was rent and frayed. the body of the young woman was identified, but the babe remained unknown. probably its father and mother were lost in the flood, and it will never be claimed by friendly hands. a strange discovery. this is only one among the many pathetic incidents of the terrible disaster. there were only nine unidentified bodies at the adams street morgue this afternoon, and three additions to the number were made after ten o'clock. two hundred and eight bodies have been received by the embalmers in charge. the yard of the school house, which was converted into a temporary abode of death, contains large piles of coffins of the cheaper sort. they come from different cities within two or three hundred miles of johnstown, and after being stacked up they are pulled out as needed. coffins are to be seen everywhere about the valley, ready for use when a body is found. a trio of bodies was found near the hurlburt house under peculiar circumstances. they were hidden beneath a pile of wreckage at least twenty-five feet in height. they were a father, a mother and son. around the waist of each a quarter inch rope was tied so that the three were bound together tightly. the hands of the boy were clasped by those of the mother, and the father's arms were extended as if to ward off danger. the father probably knotted the rope during the awful moments of suspense intervening between the coming of the flood and the final destruction of the house they occupied. the united strength of the three could not resist the mighty force of the inundation, and like so many straws they were swept on the boiling surge until life was crushed out. child and doll in one coffin. i beheld a touching spectacle when the corpse of a little girl was extricated and placed on a stretcher for transportation to the morgue. clasped to her breast by her two waxen hands was a rag doll. it was a cheap affair, evidently of domestic manufacture. to the child of poverty the rag baby was a favorite toy. the little mother held fast to her treasure and met her end without separating from it. the two, child and doll, were not parted when the white coffin received them, and they will moulder together. i saw an old-fashioned cupboard dug out of a pile of rubbish. the top shelf contained a quantity of jelly of domestic manufacture. not a glass jar was broken. indeed there have been some remarkable instances of the escape of fragile articles from destruction. in the débris near the railroad bridge you may come upon all manner of things. the water-tanks of three locomotives which were borne from the roundhouse at conemaugh, two miles away, are conspicuous. amid the general wreck, beneath one of these heavy iron tanks, a looking glass, two feet by one foot in dimensions, was discovered intact, without even a scratch on the quicksilver. johnstown people surviving the destruction appear to bewail the death of the fisher family. "squire" fisher was one of the old time public functionaries of the borough. he and his six children were swept away. one of the fisher girls was at home under peculiar circumstances. she had been away at school, and returned home to be married to her betrothed. then she was to return to school and take part in the graduating exercises. her body has not yet been recovered. something to be thankful for. there is much destitution felt by people whose pride prevents them from asking for supplies from the relief committees. i saw a sad little procession wending up the hill to the camp of the americus club. there was a father, an honest, simple german, who had been employed at the cambria works during the past twelve years. behind him trooped eight children, from a girl of fourteen to a babe in the arms of the mother, who brought up the rear. the woman and children were hatless, and possessed only the calico garments worn at the moment of flight. forlorn and weary, they ranged in front of the relieving stand and implored succor. "we lost one only, thank god!" exclaimed the mother. "our second daughter is gone. we had a comfortable house which we owned. it was paid for by our savings. now all is gone." then the unhappy woman sat down on the wet ground and sobbed hysterically. the children crowded around their mother and joined in her grief. you will behold many of these scenes of domestic distress about the ruins of johnstown in these dolorous days. saw a flood of helpless humanity. mr. l.d. woodruff, the editor and proprietor of the johnstown _democrat_, tells his experiences during the night of horrors. he was at the office of the paper, which is in the upper portion of the baltimore and ohio railway station. this brick edifice stands almost in the centre of the course of the flood, and its preservation from ruin is one of the remarkable features of the occasion. a pile of freight cars lodged at the corner of the building and the breakwater thus formed checked the onslaught of floating battering rams. mr. woodruff, with his two sons, remained in the building until the following day. the water came up to the floor of the second story. all night long he witnessed people floating past on the roofs of houses or on various kinds of wreckage. a number of persons were rescued through the windows. a man and his wife with three children were pulled in. after a while the mother for the first time remembered that her baby of fifteen months was left behind. her grief was violent, and her cries were mingled with the groans of her husband, who lay on the floor with a broken leg. the next day the baby was found, when the waters subsided, on a pile of débris outside and it was alive and uninjured. during the first few hours mr. woodruff momentarily expected that the building would go. as the night wore away it became evident the water was going down. not a vestige of mr. woodruff's dwelling has been found. the newspapers of johnstown came out of the flood fairly well. the _democrat_ lost only a job press, which was swept out of one corner of the building. the flood's awful spoil. in the broad field of débris at the pennsylvania railroad viaduct, where the huge playthings of the flood were tossed only to be burned and beaten to a solid, intricate mass, are seen the peculiar metal works of two trains of cars. the wreck of the day express east, running in two sections that fatal friday, lie there about thirty yards above the bridge. one mass of wreckage is unmistakably that of the pullman car section, made up of two baggage cars and six pullman coaches, and the other shows the irons of five day coaches and one pullman car. these trains were running in the same block at johnstown and were struck by the flood two miles above, torn from their tracks and carried tumbling down the mighty torrents to their resting place in the big eddy. railroad men suppressing information. the train crew, who saw the waters coming, warned the passengers, escaped, and went home on foot. conductor bell duly made his report, yet for some unknown reasons one of superintendent pitcairn's sub-ordinates has been doing his best to give out and prove by witnesses, to whom he takes newspaper men, that only one car of that express was lost and with it "two or three ladies who went back for overshoes and a very few others not lively enough to escape after the warnings." that story went well until the smoke rolled away from the wreckage and the bones of the two sections of the day express east were disclosed. another very singular feature was the apparent inability of the conductor of the express to tell how many passengers they had on board and just how many were saved. it had been learned that the first section of the train carried passengers and the second . it may be stated as undoubtedly true that of the number fifty, at least, swell the horrible tale of the dead. from the wreck where the trains burned there have been taken out fifty-eight charred bodies, the features being unrecognizable. of these seven found together were the gilmore family, whose house had floated there. the others, all adults, which, with two or three exceptions, swell the list of the unidentified dead, are undoubted corpses of the ill-fated passengers of the east express. the church loses a missionary. to-day another corpse was found in the ruins of a pullman car badly burned. it was fully identified as that of miss anna clara chrisman, of beauregard, miss., a well-developed lady of about twenty-five years, who was on her way to new york to fill a mission station in brazil. between the leaves of her greek testament was a telegram she had written, expecting to send it at the first stop, addressed to the methodist mission headquarters, no. east twelfth street, new york, saying that she would arrive on "train " of the pennsylvania railroad, the day express east. in her satchel were found photographs of friends and her bible, and from her neck hung a $ gold piece, carefully sewn in a bag. is it possible that the pennsylvania railroad is keeping back the knowledge in order simply to avoid a list of "passengers killed" in its annual report, solely to keep its record as little stained as possible? it can hardly be that they fear suits for damages, for the responsibility of the wreck does not rest on them. two hundred bodies were recovered from the ruins yesterday. some were identified, but the great majority were not. this number includes all the morgues--the one at the pennsylvania railroad station, the fourth ward school, cambria city, morrellville, kernville and the presbyterian church. at the latter place a remarkable state of affairs exists. the first floor has been washed out completely and the second, while submerged, was badly damaged, but not ruined. the walls, floors and pews were drenched, and the mud has collected on the matting and carpets an inch deep. walking is attended with much difficulty, and the undertakers and attendants, with arms bared, slide about the slippery surface at a tremendous rate. the chancel is filled with coffins, strips of muslin, boards, and all undertaking accessories. lying across the tops of the pews are a dozen pine boxes, each containing a victim of the flood. printed cards are tacked on each. upon them the sex and full description of the enclosed body is written with the name, if known. the nameless dead. the great number of bodies not identified seems incredulous and impossible. some of these bodies have lain in the different morgues for four days. thousands of people from different sections of the state have seen them, yet they remain unidentified. at nineveh they are burying all the unidentified dead, but in the morgues in this vicinity no bodies have been buried unless they were identified. the first presbyterian church contains nine "unknown." burials will have to be made to-morrow. this morning workmen found three members of benjamin hoffman's family, which occupied a large residence in the rear of lincoln street. benjamin hoffman, the head of the family, was found seated on the edge of the bedstead. he was evidently preparing to retire when the flood struck the building. he had his socks in his pocket. his twenty-year-old daughter was found close by attired in a night-dress. the youngest member of the family, a three-year-old infant, was also found beside the bed. [illustration: carrying children to burial.] where the dead are laid. i made a tour of the cemeteries to-day to see how the dead were disposed in their last resting place. there are six burying grounds--two to the south of this place, one to the north, and three on morrellsville to the west. the principal one is grand view, on the summit of kernville hill. but the most remarkable, through the damage done by the flood, is sandy vale cemetery, at hornersville, on stony creek, and about half a mile from the city of johnstown. it is a private institution in which most of the people of the city buried their dead until two years ago, when the public corporation of grand view was established. its grounds are level, laid out in lots, and were quite picturesque, its dense foliage and numerous monuments attracting the eyes of every passenger entering the city by the baltimore and ohio railroad, which passes along one side the creek forming its other boundary. the banks of the creek are twenty feet high, and there was a nice sandy beach through its entire length. a sorry scene. when the floods came the first of the wreckage and the backwater sent hundreds of houses, immense quantities of logs and cut lumber over it and into the borough of hornersville. as the angry waters subsided the pretty cemetery was wrecked as badly as was the city, a portion of the débris of which has destroyed its symmetry. to make way for the burial of the numerous bodies sent there by the town committees it became necessary to burn some of the débris. this was commenced at the nearest or southern end, and at the time of my visit i had, like the corpses, to pass through an avenue of fire and over live ashes to make my inspection. there were no unknown dead sent here, consequently they were interred in lots, and here and there, as the cleared spots would allow, a body was deposited and the grave made to look as decently as four or five inches of mud on the surface and the clay soil would allow. masses of débris. scarcely a monument was left standing. tall columns were broken like pipe-stems, and fences and evergreen bowers were almost a thing of the past. whole houses on their sides, with their roofs on the ground, covered the lots, the beach, or blocked up the pathways, while other houses in fragments strewed the surface of the ground from one end to the other of the cemetery, once the pride of johnstown. i found that some of the trees which were standing had feather beds or articles of furniture up in their boughs. here and there a dead cow or a horse, two or three wagons, a railroad baggage car. add to this several thousand logs, heaps of lumber, piled just as they left the yards, and still other single planks by the hundred thousand of feet, and some idea of the surroundings of the victims of the flood placed at rest here can be obtained. on kernville hill. grand view cemetery, a beautiful spot, was started as a citizens' cemetery and incorporated two years ago, and is now the finest burying place in this section of pennsylvania. it is situated on the summit of kernville hill, between six hundred and seven hundred feet above the town. it is approached by a zigzag roadway about one mile and a half in length, and a magnificent view of the valley is obtained from the grounds, making it well worth a visit under any circumstances. here those whose relatives did not hold lots are to be buried in trenches four feet deep, sixty bodies to a trench. at present the trenches are not complete, and their encoffined bodies are stored in the beautiful stone chapel at the entrance. of the other bodies they are entombed in the lots, where more than one were buried together. a wide grave was dug to hold them side by side. a single grave was made for squire fisher's family, one grave and one mound holding eight of them. snatched from the flood. one of the most thrilling incidents of narrow escapes is that told by miss minnie chambers. she had been to see a friend in the morning and was returning to her home on main street, when the suddenly rising waters caused her to quicken her steps. before she could reach her home or seek shelter at any point, the water had risen so high and the current became so strong that she was swept from her feet and carried along in the flood. fortunately her skirts served to support her on the surface for a time, but at last as they became soaked she gave up all hope of being saved. just as she was going under a box car that had been torn from its trucks floated past her and she managed by a desperate effort to get hold of it and crawled inside the open doorway. here she remained, expecting every moment her shelter would be dashed to pieces by the buildings and other obstructions that it struck. through the door she could see the mass of angry, swirling waters, filled with all manner of things that could be well imagined. an ark of refuge. men, women and children, many of them dead and dying, were being whirled along. several of them tried to get refuge in the car with her, but were torn away by the rushing waters before they could secure an entrance. finally a man did make his way into the car. on went the strange boat, while all about it seemed to be a perfect pandemonium. shrieks and cries from the thousands outside who were being driven to their death filled the air. miss chambers says it was a scene that will haunt her as long as she lives. many who floated by her could be seen kneeling on the wreckage that bore them, with clasped hands and upturned faces as though in prayer. others wore a look of awful despair on their faces. suddenly, as the car was turned around, the stone bridge could be seen just ahead of them. the man that was in the car called to her to jump out in the flood or she would be dashed to pieces. she refused to go. he seized a plank and sprang into the water. in an instant the eddying current had torn the plank from him, and as it twisted around struck him on the head, causing him to throw out his arms and sink beneath the water never to reappear again. miss chambers covered her face to avoid seeing any more of the horrible sight, when with an awful crash the car struck one of the stone piers. the entire side of it was knocked out. as the car lodged against the pier the water rushed through it and carried miss chambers away. again she gave herself up as lost, when she felt herself knocked against an obstruction, and instinctively threw out her hand and clutched it. here she remained until the water subsided, when she found that she was on the roof of one of the cambria mills, and had been saved by holding on to a pipe that came through the roof. a night of agony. all through that awful night she remained there, almost freezing to death, and enveloped in a dense mass of smoke from the burning drift on the other side of the bridge. the cries of those being roasted to death were heard plainly by her. on saturday some men succeeded in getting her from the perilous position she occupied and took her to the house of friends on prospect hill. strange to say that with the exception of a few bruises she escaped without any other injuries. another survivor who told a pathetic story was john c. peterson. he is a small man but he was wearing clothes large enough for a giant. he lost his own and secured those he had on from friends. "i'm the only one left," he said in a voice trembling with emotion. "my poor old mother, my sister, mrs. ann walker, and her son david, aged fourteen, of bedford county, who were visiting us, were swept away before my eyes and i was powerless to aid them. "the water had been rising all day, and along in the afternoon flooded the first story of our house, at the corner of twenty-eighth and walnut streets. i was employed by charles mun as a cigarmaker, and early on friday afternoon went home to move furniture and carpets to the second story of the house. "as near as i can tell it was about four o'clock when the whistle at the gautier steel mill blew. about the same time the catholic church bell rang. i knew what that meant and i turned to mother and sister and said, 'my god, we are lost!' here's a hero. "i looked out of the window and saw the flood, a wall of water thirty feet high, strike the steel works, and it melted quicker than i tell it. the man who stopped to blow the warning whistle must have been crushed to death by the falling roof and chimneys. he might have saved himself, but stopped to give the warning. he died a hero. four minutes after the whistle blew the water was in our second story. "we started to carry mother to the attic, but the water rose faster than we could climb the stairs. there was no window in our attic, and we were bidding each other good-by when a tall chimney on the house adjoining fell on our roof and broke a hole through it. we then climbed out on the roof, and in another moment our house floated away. it started down with the other stuff, crashing, twisting and quivering. i thought every minute it would go to pieces. "finally it was shoved over into water less swift and near another house. "i found that less drift was forced against it than against ours, and decided to get on it. i climbed up on the roof, and in looking up saw a big house coming down directly toward ours, i called to sister to be quick. she was lifting mother up to me. i could barely reach the tips of her fingers when her arms were raised up while i lay on my stomach reaching down. at that moment the house struck ours and my loved ones were carried away and crushed by the big house. it was useless for me to follow, for they sank out of sight. i floated down to the bridge, then back with the current and landed at vine street. "i saw hundreds of people crushed and drowned. it is my opinion that fully fifteen thousand people perished." when the whistles of the gautier steel mill of the cambria iron company blew for the shutting down of the works at o'clock last friday morning nearly men walked out of the establishment and went to their homes, which were a few hours later wiped off the face of the earth. when the men to-day answered the notice that all should present themselves ready for work only reported. that shows more clearly than anything else that has yet been known the terrible nature of the fatality of the conemaugh. the mortality wrought among these men in a few hours is thus shown to have been greater than that in either of the armies that contended for three days at gettysburg. "report at o'clock to-morrow morning ready for work," the notice posted read. it did not say where, but everybody knew it was not at the great gautier mill that covered half a dozen acres, for the reason that no mill is there. by a natural impulse the survivors of the working force of the steel plant began to move from all directions, before the hour named, toward the general office of the company. what the superintendent saw. this office is located in johnstown proper and is the only building in that section of the town left standing uninjured. it is a large brick building, three stories high, with massive brick walls. l.l. smith, the commercial agent of the company, arrived at eight o'clock to await the gathering of the men, pausing a minute in the doorway to look at two things. one was an enormous pile of débris, bricks, iron girders and timbers almost in front of the office door which swarmed with men engaged in clearing it away. this is the ruins of the johnstown free library, presented to the town by the cambria iron company, the late i.v. williamson and others, and beneath it mr. smith knew many of his most intimate friends were buried. the other thing he looked at was his handsome residence partly in ruins, a few hundred yards away. when he entered the office he found that the men who had been shoveling the mud out of the office had finished their work and the floor was dark and sticky. a fire blazed in the open grate. a table was quickly rigged up and with three clerks to assist him, mr. smith prepared to make up the roster of the gautier forces. the survivor's advance corps. soon they began to come like the first reformed platoon of an army after fleeing from disaster. the leader of the platoon was a small boy. his hat was pulled down over his eyes and he looked as if he were sorely afraid. after him came half a dozen men with shambling gait. one was an irishman, two were english, one was a german and one a colored man. two of them carried pickaxes in their hands, which they had been using to clear away the wreckage across the street. "say, mister," stammered the abashed small boy, "is this the place?" "are you a gautier man?" asked mr. smith kindly. "yes, sir, me and me father, but he's gone." "give us your name, my boy, and report at the lower works at o'clock. now, my men, we want to get to work and pull each other out of the hole, this dreadful calamity has put us in. it's no use having vain regrets. it's all over and we must put a good face to the front. at first it was intended that we should go up to the former site of the gautier mill and clean up and get out all the steel we could. mr. stackhouse now wants us to get to work and clear the way from the lower mills right up the valley. we will rebuild the bridge back of the office here and push the railroad clear up to where it was before." not anxious to turn in. the men listened attentively, and then one of them asked: "but, mr. smith, if we don't feel just like turning in to-day we don't have to, do we?" "nobody will have to work at all," was the answer, "but we do want all the men to lend a hand to help us out as soon as they can." while mr. smith was speaking several other workmen came in. they, too, were gautier employees, and they had pickaxes on their shoulders. they heard the agent's last remark, and one of them, stepping forward, said: "a good many of us are working cleaning up the town. do you want us to leave that?" "it isn't necessary for you to work cleaning up the town," was the reply. "there are plenty of people from the outside to do that who came here for that purpose. now, boys, just give your names so we can find out how many of our men are left, and all of you that can, go down and report at the lower office." all the time the members of the decimated gautier army were filing into the muddy-floored office. they came in twos and threes and dozens, and some bore out the idea of an army reforming after disaster, because they bore grievous wounds. one man had a deep cut in the back of his head, another limped along on a heavy stick, one had lost a finger and had an ugly bruise on his cheek. j.n. short, who was the foreman of the cold-rolled steel shafting department, sat in the office, and many of the men who filed past had been under him in the works. mutual congratulations. there were handshakes all the more hearty and congratulations all the more sincere because of what all had passed through. when the wall of water seventy-five feet high struck the mill and whipped it away like shot mr. short was safe on higher ground, but many of the men had feared he was lost. "i tell you, mr. short," said j.t. miller, "i'm glad to see you're safe." "and how did you make out, old man?" "all right, thank god." then came another man bolder than all and apparently a general favorite. he rushed forward and shook mr. smith's hand. "mr. smith," he exclaimed, "good morning, good morning." "so you got out of it, did you, after all?" asked mr. smith. "indeed i did, but lord bless my soul, i thought the wife and babies were gone." the man gave his name and hurried away, brushing a tear from his eye. mr. shellenberger, one of the foremen, brought up the rear of the next platoon to enter. he caught sight of mr. smith and shouted: "oh, mr. smith: good for you. i'm glad to see you safe." "here to you, my hearty," was the answer. "did you all get off?" "every blessed one of us," with a bright smile. "we were too high on the hill." he was tired of johnstown. a little bit later another man came in. he looked as if he had been weeping. he hesitated in front of the desk. "i am a gautier employee," he said, speaking slowly, "and i have reported according to orders." "well, give us your name and go to work down at the lower works," suggested mr. smith. "no, sir, i think not," he muttered, after a pause. "i am not staying in this town any longer than i can help, i guess. i've lost two children and they will be buried to-day." "all right, my man, but if you want work we have plenty of it for you." the reporting of names and these quiet mutual congratulations of the men went on rapidly, but expected faces did not appear. this led mr. smith to ask, "how about george thompson? is he alive?" "i do not know," answered the man addressed. "i do not think so." "who do you know are alive?" asked mr. smith, turning to another man. mr. smith never once asked who was dead. "well," answered the man speaking reflectively, "i'm pretty sure frank smith is alive. john dagdale is alive. tom sweet is alive, and i don't know any more, for i've been away--at nineveh." the speaker had been at nineveh looking for the body of his son. not another word was said to him. "say, boys," exclaimed mr. smith suddenly, a few minutes after he had looked over the list, "pullman hasn't reported yet." "but pullman's all right," said a man quickly, "i was up at his sister's house last night and he was there. that's more than i can say of the other men in pullman's shift though," added the speaker in a low tone. mr. short took this man aside, "that is a fact," said he, "yesterday i knew of a family in which five out of six were lost. to-day i find out there were twenty people in the house mostly our men and only three escaped." each thought the other dead. just then two men met at the door and fairly fell on each other's necks. one wore a grand army badge and the other was a young fellow of twenty-three or thereabouts. they had been fast friends in the same department, and each thought the other dead. they knew no better till they met at the office door. "well, i heard your body had been found at nineveh," said the old man. "and i was told you had been burned to death at the bridge," answered the other. then the two men solemnly shook hands and walked away together. a pale-faced woman with a shawl over her shoulders entered and stood at the table. "my husband cannot report," she said simply, in almost a whisper. "he worked for the gautier mill?" she was asked. she nodded, bent forward and murmured something. the man at the desk said: "make a note of that; so-and-so's wife reports him as gone, and his wages due are to be paid to her." the work of recording the men went on until nearly one o'clock. then, after waiting for a long time, mr. smith said, "out of men we now have . it may be there are who either did not see the notice or who are too busy to come. anyway, i hope so--my god, i hope so." all afternoon the greater part of the men were swinging pickaxes and shovels, clearing the way for the railroad leading up to the gautier steel works of the future. the morbidly curious. to-day the order "halt!" rang out in earnest at the footbridge over the rushing river into johnstown. it was the result of a cry as early as the reveille, that came from among the ruins and from the hoarse throats of the contractors--"for god's sake, keep the morbid people out of here; they're in the way!" general hastings ordered the picket out on the high embankment east of the freight depot, where every man, woman and child must pass to reach the bridge. colonel perchment detailed captain hamilton, of g company, there with an ample guard, and all who came without general hastings' pass in the morning were turned aside. this afternoon a new difficulty was encountered. when you flashed your military pass on the sentinel who cried "halt!" he would throw his gun slantwise across your body, so that the butt grazed your right hip and the bayonet your left ear and say: "no good unless signed by the sheriff." the civil authorities had taken the bridge out of the hands of the militia, and the sheriff sat on a camp stool overlooking the desolate city all the forenoon making out passes and approving the general's. no conflict of authority. the military men say there was no conflict of authority, and it was deemed proper that the civil authorities should still control the pass there. the sheriff came near getting shot in cambria city this morning during a clash with one of his deputies over a buggy. yet he looked calm and serene. some beg him for passes to hunt for their dead. one man cried: "i've just gotten here, and my wife and children are in that town;" another said, "i belong in conemaugh and was carried off by the flood," while an aged, trembling man behind him whispered, "sheriff, i just wanted to look where the old home stood." when four peaceful faced sisters in convent garb, on their mission of mercy, came that way the sentinels stood back a pace and no voice ordered "halt!" at noon the crane belonging to the pennsylvania railroad was taken away from the débris at the bridge, and mr. kirk had to depend on dynamite alone. later it was ordered back, and after that the work went on rapidly. an opening feet long, which runs back in some places fifty feet, was made during the afternoon. a relief party yesterday found a ladies' hand satchel containing $ in cash, deeds for $ , in property and about $ , in insurance policies. mrs. lizzie dignom was the owner, and both she and her husband perished in the flood. remembering the orphans. miss h.w. hinckley and miss e. hanover, agent of the children's aid society and bureau of information of philadelphia, arrived here this morning, and in twenty minutes had established a transfer agency. miss hinckley said: "there are hundreds of children here who are apparently without parents. we want all of them given to us, and we will send them to the various homes and orphanages of the state, where they shall be maintained for several months to await the possibility of the reappearance of their parents when they will be returned to them. if after the lapse of a month they do not reclaim their little ones, we shall do more than we ordinarily do in the way of providing good homes for children in their cases. think of it, in the house adjoining us are seven orphans, all of one family. we have been here only a half hour, but we have already found scores. we shall stay right here till every child has been provided for." there is no denying that a great deal of ill-feeling is breeding here between the survivors of the flood over the distribution of the relief supplies. the supplies are spread along the railroad track down as far as morrellville in great stacks; provisions, clothing, shoes, and everything else. the people come for them in swarms with baskets and other means of conveyance. lines are drawn, which are kept in trim by the pickets, and in this way they pass along in turn to the point where the stock is distributed. it was not unusual yesterday to hear women's tongues lashing each other and complaining that the real sufferers were being robbed and turned away, while those who had not fared badly by flood or fire were getting lots of everything from the committee. one woman made this complaint to a corporal. "prove it; prove it," he said, and walked away. she cried after him, "the pretty women are getting more than they can carry." twice the line of basket-carriers was broken by the guard to put out wranglers, and all through the streets of cambria city could be heard murmurs of dissension. there is no doubt but that a strong guard will be kept in the town day and night, for in their deplorable condition the husbands may take up the quarrel of their wives. danger of insanity. the _medical news_, of philadelphia, with rare enterprise, despatched a member of its staff to johnstown, and he telegraphed as follows for the next issue of that paper: "the mental condition of almost every former resident of johnstown is one of the gravest character, and the reaction which will set in when the reality of the whole affair is fully comprehended can scarcely fail to produce many cases of permanent or temporary insanity. most of the faces that one meets, both male and female, are those of the most profound melancholia, associated with an almost absolute disregard of the future. the nervous system shows the strain it has borne by a tremulousness of the hand and of the lip, in man as well as in woman. this nervous state is further evidenced by a peculiar intonation of words, the persons speaking mechanically, while the voices of many rough-looking men are changed into such tremulous notes of so high a pitch, as to make one imagine that a child, on the verge of tears, is speaking. crying is so rare that your correspondent saw not a tear on any face in johnstown, but the women that are left are haggard, with pinched features and heavy, dark lines under their eyes. "the state board of health should warn the people of the portions of the country supplied by the conemaugh of the danger of drinking its waters for weeks to come." the women and children. new johnstown will be largely a city of childless widowers. one of the peculiar things a stranger notices is the comparatively small number of women seen in the streets. of the throngs who walked about the place searching for dear friends there is not one woman to ten men. occasionally a little group of two or three women with sad faces will pick their way about looking for the morgues. there are a few sisters of charity--their black robes the only instance in which the conventional badge of mourning is seen upon the streets--and in the parts of the town not totally destroyed the usual number of women are seen in the houses and yards. but, as a rule, women are a rarety in johnstown now. this is not a natural peculiarity of johnstown nor a mere coincidence, but a fact with a terrible reason behind it. there are so many more men than women among the living in johnstown now because there are so many more women than men among the dead. of the bodies recovered there are at least two women to every one man. besides the fact that their natural weakness made them an easier prey to the flood, the hour at which the disaster came was one when the women would most likely be in their homes and the men at work in the open air or in factory yards, from which escape was easy. an almost childless city. children also are rarely seen about the town and for a similar reason. they are all dead. there is never a group of the dead discovered that does not contain from one to three or four children for every grown person. generally the children are in the arms of the grown persons, and often little toys and trinkets clasped in their hands indicate that the children were caught up while at play and carried as far as possible toward safety. johnstown, when rebuilt, will be a city of many widowers and few children. in turning a school-house into a morgue, the authorities probably did a wiser thing than they thought. it will be a long time before the school-house will be needed for its original purpose. the flood on the flat. the flood, with a front of twenty feet high, bristling with all manner of débris, struck straight across the flat, as though the river's course had always been that way. it cut off the outer two-thirds of the city with a line as true and straight as could have been drawn by a survey. on the part over which it swept there remains standing but one building, the brewery. with this exception, not only the houses and stores, but the pavements, sidewalks and curbstones, and the earth beneath for several feet are washed away. the pavements were of cinders from the iron works; a bed six inches thick and as hard as stone and with a surface like macadam. over west of the washed-out portion of the city not even the broken fragments of these pavements are left. aside from the few logs and timbers left by the afterwash of the flood, there is nothing remaining upon the outer edge of the flat, including two of the four long streets of the city, except the brewery mentioned before and a grand piano. the water-marks on the brewery walls show the flood reached twenty feet up its sides and it stood on a little higher ground than buildings around it at that. thieves had rifled his safe. mr. steires, who on last friday was the wealthiest man in town, on sunday was compelled to borrow the dress which clothed his wife. when the flood began to threaten he removed some of the most valuable papers from his safe and moved them to the upper story of the building to keep them from getting wet. when the dam burst and conemaugh lake came down these, of course, went with the building. he got his safe monday, but found that thieves had been before him, they having chiseled it open and taken everything but $ in a drawer which they overlooked. mr. steires said to-day: "i am terribly crippled financially, but my family were all saved and i am ready to begin over again." rebuilding going on apace. oklahoma is not rising more quickly than the temporary buildings of the workmen's city, which includes , men at least, and who are mingling the sounds of hammers on the buildings they are putting up for their temporary accommodation, with the crash of the buildings they are tearing down. it seemed almost a waste of energy two days ago, but the different gangs are already eating their way towards the heart of the great masses of wreckage that block the streets in every direction. a dummy engine has already been placed in position on what was the main street, and all the large logs and rafters that the men can not move are fastened with ropes and chains, and drawn out by the engine into a clear space, where they are surrounded by smaller pieces of wood and burned. carloads of pickaxes, shovels and barrows are arriving from baltimore for the workmen. first store opened. the first store was opened to-day by a grocer named w.a. kramer, whose stock, though covered with mud and still wet from the flood, has been preserved intact. so far the greater part of his things have been bought for relics. the other storekeepers are dragging out the débris in their shops and shoveling the mud from the upper stories upon inclined boards that shoot it into the street, but with all this energy it will be weeks before the streets are brought to sight again. as a proof of this, there was found this morning a passenger car fully half a mile from its depot, completely buried beneath the floor and roofs of other houses. all that could be seen of it by peering through intercepting rafters was one of the end windows over which was painted the impotent warning of "any person injuring this car will be dealt with according to law." curious finds of workmen. the workmen find many curious things among the ruins, and are, it should be said to their credit, particularly punctilious about leaving them alone. one man picked up a baseball catcher's mask under a great pile of machinery, and the decorated front of the balcony circle of the opera house was found with the chairs still immediately about its semi-circle, a quarter of a mile from the theatre's site. the mahogany bar of a saloon, with its nickel-plated rail, lies under another heap in the city park, and thousands of cigars from a manufactory are piled high in vine street, and are used as the only dry part of the roadway. those of the people who can locate their homes have gathered what furniture and ornaments they can find together, and sit beside them looking like evicted tenants. the grand army of the republic, represented by department commander thomas j. stewart, have placed a couple of tents at the head of main street for the distribution of food and clothing. a census of the people will be taken and the city divided into districts, each worthy applicant will be furnished with a ticket giving his or her number and the number of the district. the post-office uniforms. across the street from the grand army tents is the temporary post-office, which is now in fairly good working order. one of the distributing clerks hunted up a newspaper correspondent to tell him that the post-office uniforms sent from philadelphia by the employees of that city's office have arrived safely and that the men want to return thanks through this paper. the red cross army people from philadelphia have decided to remain, notwithstanding general hastings' cool reception, and they have taken up their quarters in kernville, where they say the destitution is as great as in what was the city proper. the tale the clocks tell. the clocks of the city in both public and private houses tell different tales of the torrent that stopped them. some of them ceased to tick the moment the water reached them. in dibert's banking-house the marble time-piece on the mantel stopped at seven minutes after o'clock. in the house of the hon. john m. rose, on the bank of stony creek, was a clock in every room of the mansion from the cellar to the attic. mr. rose is a fine machinist, and the mechanism of clocks has a fascination for him that is simply irresistible. he has bronze, marble, cuckoo, corner or "grandfather" clocks--all in his house. one of them was stopped exactly at o'clock; still another at . ; another at . , and one was not stopped till p.m. the "grandfather" clock did not stop at all, and is still going. the town clocks, that is the clocks in church towers, are all going and were not injured by the water. the mantel piece clocks in nearly every house show a "no tick" at times ranging from . to . . dead in the jail. this morning a man, in wandering through the skirts of the city, came upon the city jail, and finding the outer door open, went into the gloomy structure. hanging against the wall he found a bunch of keys and fitting them in the doors opened them one after another. in one cell he found a man lying on the floor in the mud in a condition of partial decomposition. he looked more closely at the dead body and recognized it as that of john mckee, son of squire mckee, of this city, who had been committed for a short term on decoration day for drunkenness. the condition of the cell showed that the man had been overpowered and smothered by the water, but not till he had made every effort that the limits of his cell would allow to save himself. there were no other prisoners in the jail. heroes of the night. thomas magee, the cashier of the cambria iron company's general stores, tells a thrilling story of the manner in which he and his fellow clerks escaped from the waters themselves, saved the money drawers and rescued the lives of nineteen other people during the progress of the flood. he says: it was . o'clock when the flood struck our building with a crash. it seemed to pour in from every door and window on all sides, as well as from the floors above us. i was standing by the safe, which was open at the time, and snatched the tin box which contained over $ , in cash, and with other clerks at my heels flew up the stairs to the second floor. in about three minutes we were up to our waists in water, and started to climb to the third floor of the building. here we remained with the money until saturday morning, when we were taken out in boats. besides myself there were in the building michael maley, frank balsinger, chris mintzmeyer, joseph berlin and frank burger, all of whom escaped. all friday night and saturday morning we divided our time between guarding the money, providing for our own safety and rescuing the poor people floating by. we threw out ropes and gathered logs and timbers together until we had enough to make a raft, which we bound together with ropes and used in rescuing people. during the night we rescued henry weaver, his wife and two children; captain carswell, wife and three children, and three servant girls; patrick ravel, wife and one child; a.m. dobbins and two others whose names i have forgotten. besides this we cut large pieces of canvas and oilcloth and wrapped it around bread and meat and other eatables and threw it or floated it out to those who went by on housetops, rafts, etc., whom we could not rescue without getting our raft in the drift and capsizing. we must have fed people in this way alone. when we were rescued ourselves we took the money over to prospect hill, and sent to the justice of the peace, who swore us all in to keep guard over our own money and that taken by paymaster barry from the cambria iron company's general offices, amounting to $ , under precisely the same circumstances that marked our escape. we remained on guard until monday night, when the soldiers came over and escorted us back to the office of the cambria iron company, where we placed the money in the company's vault. so far as known at this hour only eighteen bodies have been this morning recovered in the conemaugh valley. one of these was a poor remnant of humanity that was suddenly discovered by a teamster in the centre of the road over which his wagons had been passing for the past forty-eight hours. the heavy vehicles had sunk deeply in the sand and broken nearly every bone in the putrefying body. it was quite impossible to identify the corpse, and it was taken to the morgue and orders issued for its burial after a few hours' exposure to the gaze of those who still eagerly search for missing friends. only the hardiest can bear to enter the morgue this morning, so overwhelming is the dreadful stench. the undertakers even, after hurriedly performing their task of washing a dead body and preparing it for burial, retreat to the yard to await the arrival of the next ghastly find. a strict order is now in force that all bodies should be interred only when it becomes impossible to longer preserve them from absolute putrefaction. there is no iron-clad rule. in some instances it is necessary to inter some putrid body within a few hours, while others can safely be preserved for several days. every possible opportunity is afforded for identification. four bodies were taken from the ruins at the cambria club house and the company's store this morning. the first body was that of a girl about seventeen years of age. she was found in the pantry and it is supposed that she was one of the servants in the house. she was terribly bruised and her face was crushed into a jelly. a boy about seven years of age was taken from the same place. two men and a woman were taken from in front of a store on main street. the remains were all bruised and in a terrible condition. they had to be embalmed and buried immediately, and it was impossible to have any one identify them. only fifty saved at woodville. the number of people missing from woodville is almost incredible, and from present indications it looks as if only about fifty people in the borough were saved. mrs. h.l. peterson, who has been a resident at woodville for a number of years, is one of the survivors. while looking for miss paulsen, of pittsburg, of the drowned, she came to a coffin which was marked "mrs. h.l. peterson, woodville borough, pa., age about forty, size five feet one inch, complexion dark, weight about two hundred pounds." this was quite an accurate description of mrs. peterson. she tore the card from the coffin and one of the officers was about to arrest her. her explanations were satisfactory and she was released. in speaking of the calamity afterward she said: "the people of woodville had plenty of time to get out of the town if they were so minded. we received word shortly before two o'clock that the flood was coming, and a pennsylvania railroad conductor went through the town notifying the people. i stayed until half-past three o'clock, when the water commenced to rise very rapidly, and i thought it was best to get out of town. i told a number of women that they had better go to the hills, but they refused, and the cause of this refusal was that their husbands would not go with them and they refused to leave alone." terrific experience of a pullman conductor. mr. john barr, the conductor of the pullman car on the day express train that left pittsburgh at eight o'clock, may , gave an account of his experience in the conemaugh valley flood: "i was the last one saved on the train," he said. "when the train arrived at johnstown last friday, the water was up to the second story of the houses and people were going about in boats. we went on to conemaugh and had to halt there, as the water had submerged the tracks and a part of the bridge had been washed away. two sections of the day express were run up to the most elevated point. "about four o'clock i was standing at the buffet when the whistle began blowing a continuous blast--the relief signal. i went out and saw what appeared to be a huge moving mountain rushing rapidly toward us. it seemed to be surmounted by a tall cloud of foam. sounding the alarm. "i ran into the car and shouted to the passengers, 'for god's sake follow me! stop for nothing!' "they all dashed out except two. miss paulsen and miss bryan left the car, but returned for their overshoes. they put them on, and as they again stepped from the car they were caught by the mighty wave and swept away. had they remained in the car they would have been saved, as two passengers who stayed there escaped. [illustration: wreck of the day express.] "one was miss virginia maloney, a courageous, self-possessed young woman. she tied securely about her neck a plush bag, so that her identity could be established if she perished. imprisoned in the car with her was a maid employed by mrs. mccullough. they attempted to leave the car, but the water drove them back. they remained there until john waugh, the porter, and i waded through the water and rescued them. "the only passengers i lost were the two unfortunate young ladies i have named. i looked at the corpses of the luckless victims brought in during the two days i remained in johnstown, but the bodies of the two passengers were not among them. "at conemaugh the people were extremely kind and hospitable. they threw open their doors and provided us with a share of what little food they had and gave us shelter. stripped of her clothing. "while at conemaugh, miss wayne, of altoona, who had a miraculous escape, was brought in. she was nude, every article of her clothing having been torn from her by the furious flood. there was no female apparel at hand, and she had to don trousers, coat, vest and hat. "we had a severe task in reaching ebensburg, eighteen miles from conemaugh. we started on sunday and were nine hours in reaching our destination. at ebensburg we boarded the train which conveyed us to altoona, where we were cared for at the expense of the pennsylvania railroad company. "i had a rough siege. i was in the water twelve hours. the force of the flood can be imagined by the fact that seven or eight locomotives were carried away and floated on the top of the angry stream as if they were tiny chips." chapter xvi. stories of the flood. war, death, cataclysm like this, america, take deep to thy proud, prosperous heart. e'en as i chant, lo! out of death, and out of ooze and slime, the blossoms rapidly blooming, sympathy, help, love, from west and east, from south and north and over sea, its hot spurr'd hearts and hands humanity to human aid moves on; and from within a thought and lesson yet. thou ever-darting globe! thou earth and air! thou waters that encompass us! thou that in all the life and death of us, in action or in sleep. thou laws invisible that permeate them and all! thou that in all and over all, and through and under all, incessant! thou! thou! the vital, universal, giant force resistless, sleepless, calm, holding humanity as in the open hand, as some ephemeral toy, how ill to e'er forget thee! _walt whitman._ "are the horrors of the flood to give way to the terrors of the plague?" is the question that is now agitating the valley of the conemaugh. to-day opened warm and almost sultry, and the stench that assails one's senses as he wanders through johnstown is almost overpowering. sickness, in spite of the precautions and herculean labors of the sanitary authorities, is on the increase and the fears of an epidemic grow with every hour. "it is our impression," said dr. t.l. white, assistant to the state board of health, this morning, "that there is going to be great sickness here within the next week. five cases of malignant diphtheria were located this morning on bedford street, and as they were in different houses they mean five starting points for disease. all this talk about the dangers of epidemic is not exaggerated, as many suppose, but is founded upon all experience. there will be plenty of typhoid fever and kindred diseases here within a week or ten days in my opinion. the only thing that has saved us thus far has been the cool weather. that has now given place to summer weather, and no one knows what the next few days may bring forth." fresh meat and vegetables wanted. even among the workmen there is already discernible a tendency to diarrhoea and dysentery. the men are living principally upon salt meat, and there is a lack of vegetables. i have been here since sunday and have tasted fresh meat but once since that time. i am only one of the many. of course the worst has passed for the physicians, as our arrangements are now perfected and each corps will be relieved from time to time. twenty more physicians arrived from pittsburgh this morning and many of us will be relieved to-day. but the opinion is general among the medical men that there will be more need for doctors in a week hence than there is now. sanitary work. dr. r.l. sibbel, of the state board of health, is in charge of sanitary headquarters. "we are using every precaution known to science," said he this morning, "to prevent the possibility of epidemic. our labors here have not been confined to any particular channel, but have been extended in various directions. disinfectants, of course, are first in importance, and they have been used with no sparing hand. the prompt cremation of dead animals as fast as discovered is another thing we have insisted upon. the immediate erection of water-closets throughout the ruins for the workmen was another work of the greatest sanitary importance that has been attended to. they, too, are being disinfected at frequent intervals. we have a committee, too, that superintends the burial of the victims at the cemeteries. it is of the utmost importance in this wholesale interment that the corpses should be interred a safe distance beneath the surface in order that their poisonous emanations may not find exit through the crevices of the earth. "another committee is making a house-to-house inspection throughout the stricken city to ascertain the number of inhabitants in each standing house, the number of the sick, and to order the latter to the hospital whenever necessary. one great danger is the overcrowding of houses and hovels, and that is being prevented as much as possible by the free use of tents upon the mountain side. so far there is but little contagious disease, and we hope by diligent and systematic efforts to prevent any dangerous outbreak." dodging responsibility. it is now rumored that the south fork hunting and fishing club is a thing of the past. no one admits his membership and it is doubtful if outside the cottage owners one could find more than half a dozen members in the city. even some of the cottage owners will repudiate their ownership until it is known whether or not legal action will be taken against them. if it were not for the publicity which might follow one could secure a transfer of a large number of shares of the club's stock to himself, accompanied by a good sized roll of money. it is certain that the cottage owners cannot repudiate their ownership. none of them, however, will occupy the houses this summer. the club found guilty. coroner hammer, of westmoreland county, who has been sitting on the dead found down the river at nineveh, concluded his inquests to-day. his trip to south fork dam on wednesday has convinced him that the burden of this great disaster rests on the shoulders of the south fork hunting and fishing club of pittsburgh. the verdict was written to-night, but not all the jury were ready to sign it. it finds the south fork hunting and fishing club responsible for the loss of life because of gross, if not criminal negligence, and of carelessness in making repairs from time to time. this would let the pennsylvania railroad company out from all blame for allowing the dam to fall so badly out of repair when they got control of the pennsylvania canal and abandoned it. the verdict is what might have been expected after wednesday's testimony. mr. a.m. wellington, with p. burt, associate editor of the _engineering news_, of new york, has just completed an examination of the dam which caused the great disaster here. mr. wellington states that the dam was in every respect of very inferior construction, and of a kind wholly unwarranted by good engineering practices of thirty years ago. both the original and reconstructed dams were of earth only, with no heart wall, but only riprapped on the slopes. the original dam, however, was made in dammed and watered layers, which still show distinctly in the wrecked dam. the new end greatly added to its stability, but it was to all appearances simply dumped in like an ordinary railroad fill, or if rammed, the wreck shows no evidence of the good effect of such work. much of the old part is standing intact, while the adjacent parts of the new work are wholly carried off. there was no central wall of puddle or masonry either in the new or old dam. it has been the invariable practice of engineers for thirty or forty years to use one or the other in building high dams of earth. it is doubtful if there is a single dam or reservoir in any other part of the united states of over fifty feet in height which lacks this central wall. ignorance or carelessness. the reconstructed dam also bears the mark of great ignorance or carelessness in having been made nearly two feet lower in the middle than at the ends. it should rather have crowned in the middle, which would have concentrated the overflow, if it should occur, at the ends instead of in the centre. had the break begun at the ends the cut of the water would have been so gradual that little or no harm might have resulted. had the dam been cut at the ends when the water began running over the centre the sudden breaking would have been at least greatly diminished, possibly prolonged, so that little harm would have resulted. the crest of the old dam had not been raised in the reconstruction of . the old overflow channel through the rock still remains, but owing to the sag of the crest in the middle of the dam only five and a half feet of water in it, instead of seven feet, was necessary to run the water over the crest. and the rock spillway, narrow at best, had been further contracted by a close grating to prevent the escape of fish, capped by a good-sized timber, and in some slight degree also as a trestle footbridge. the original discharge pipe indicates that it was made about half earth and half rock, but if so there was little evidence of it in the broken dam. the riprapping was merely a skin on each face with more or less loose spauls mixed with the earth. the dam was seventy-two feet above water, two to one inside slope, one and a half to one outside slope and twenty feet wide on top. the rock throughout was about one foot below the surface. the earth was pretty good material for such a dam, if it was to be built at all, being of a clayey nature, making good puddle. to this the fact of it standing intact since must be ascribed, as no engineer of standing would have ever tried to so construct it. the fact that the dam was a reconstructed one after twenty years' abandonment made it especially hard on the older part of the dam to withstand the pressure of the water. elder thought it was safe. cyrus elder, general counsel for the cambria iron company and a wealthy and prominent citizen of johnstown, lost a wife and daughter in the recent disaster and narrowly escaped with his own life. "when the rebuilding of the dam was begun some years ago," he said, "the president of the cambria iron company was very seriously concerned about it, and wished, if possible, to prevent its construction, referring the matter to the solicitor of the company. a gentleman of high scientific reputation, who was then one of the general engineers, inspected the dam. he condemned several matters in the way of construction and reported that this had been changed and that the dam was perfectly safe. my son, george r. elder, was at that time a student in the troy polytechnic university. "his professor submitted a problem to the class which he immediately recognized as being the question of the safety of the south fork dam. he sent it to me at the time in a letter, which, of course, is lost, with everything else i possessed, in which he stated that the verdict of the class was that the dam was safe. the president of the cambria iron company being still anxious, thought it might be good policy to have some one inside of the fishing and hunting corporation owning the dam. the funds of the company were therefore used to purchase two shares of its stock, which were placed in the name of d.j. morrell. after his death these shares were transferred to and are still held by me, although they are the property of the cambria iron company. they have not been sold because there was no market for them." untold volumes of water. so far as the signal service is concerned, the amount of rainfall in the region drained by the conemaugh river cannot be ascertained. the signal service authorities here, to whom the official there reported, received only partial reports last friday. there had been a succession of rains nearly all of last week. the last rain commenced thursday evening and was unusually severe. mrs. h.m. ogle, who had been the signal service representative in johnstown for several years and also manager of the western union office there, telegraphed at eight o'clock friday morning that the river marked feet, rising; a rise of feet in twenty-four hours. at eleven o'clock she wired: "river feet and rising, higher than ever before; water in first floor. have moved to second. river gauges carried away. rainfall, - inches." at twenty-seven minutes to one p.m., mrs. ogle wired: "at this hour north wind; very cloudy; water still rising." nothing more was heard from her by the bureau, but at the western union office here later in the afternoon she commenced to tell an operator that the dam had broken, that a flood was coming, and before she had finished the conversation a singular click of the instrument announced the breaking of the current. a moment afterward the current of her life was broken forever. sergeant stewart, in charge of the bureau, says that the fall of water on the conemaugh shed at johnstown up to the time of the flood was probably - inches. he believes it was much heavier in the mountains. the country drained by the little conemaugh and stony creek covers an area of about one hundred square miles. the bureau, figuring on this basis and - inches of rainfall, finds that , , cubic feet of water was precipitated toward johnstown in its last hours. this is independent of the great volume of water in the lake, which was not less than , , cubic feet. water enough to cover the valley. it is therefore easily seen that there was ample water to cover the conemaugh valley to the depth of from ten to twenty-five feet. such a volume of water was never known to fall in that country in the same time. colonel t.p. roberts, a leading engineer, estimates that the lake drained twenty-five square miles, and gives some interesting data on the probable amount of water it contained. he says:--"the dam, as i understand, was from hill to hill about one thousand feet long and about eighty-five feet high at the highest point. the pond covered above seven hundred acres, at least for the present i will assume that to be the case. we are told also that there was a waste weir at one end seventy-five feet wide and ten feet below the comb or top of the dam. now we are told that with this weir open and discharging freely to the utmost of its capacity, nevertheless the pond or lake rose ten inches per hour until finally it overflowed the top, and, as i understand, the dam broke by being eaten away at the top. calculating the amount of water. "thus we have the elements for very simple calculation as to the amount of water precipitated by the flood, provided these premises are accurate. to raise acres of water to a height of ten feet would require about , , cubic feet of water, and while this was rising the waste dam would discharge an enormous volume--it would be difficult to say just how much without a full knowledge of the shape of its side walls, approaches and outlets--but if the rise required ten hours the waste river might have discharged perhaps , , cubic feet. we would then have a total of flood-water of , , cubic feet. this would indicate a rainfall of about eight inches over the twenty-five square miles. as that much does not appear to have fallen at the hotel and dam it is more than likely that even more than eight inches were precipitated in the places further up. these figures i hold tentatively, but i am much inclined to believe that there was a cloud burst." six thousand men were at work on the ruins to-day. they are paid two dollars a day, and have to earn it. the work seems to tell very little, however, for the mass of débris is simply enormous. the gangs have cleaned up the streets pretty thoroughly in the main part of the city, from which the brick blocks were swept like card houses before a breeze. the houses are pulled apart and burned in bonfires. nowhere is anything found worth saving. it is not probable that the mass of débris at the bridge, by which the water is tainted, can be removed in less than thirty days with the greatest force possible to work on it. that particular job is under the control of the state board of health. every day adds to its seriousness. the mass is being cleared by dynamite at the bridge where the current is strongest, and the open place slowly grows larger. not infrequently a body is found after an explosion has loosened the wreckage. so-called relief corps are still moving to and fro in the city, but the most serious labor of many of the members is to carry a bright yellow badge to aid them in passing the guards while sight-seeing. the militia men are little better than ornamental. the guards do a good deal of changing, to the annoyance of workers who want to get into the lines, but they rarely stop any one. the soldiers do a vast deal of loafing. a photographer who had his camera ready to take a view among the ruins was arrested to-day and made to work for an hour by general hastings' order. when his stint was done he did not linger, but went at once. signs of improvement. "what is the condition of the valley now?" i asked colonel scott. "it is improving with every hour. the perfect organization which has been effected within the past day or two has gradually resolved all the chaos and confusion into a semblance of order and regulation." "are many bodies being discovered now?" "very few; that is to say, comparatively few. of course, as the waters recede more and more between the banks, we have come upon bodies here and there, as they were exposed to sight. the probabilities are that there will be a great many bodies yet discovered under the rubbish that covers the streets, and our hope and expectation is that the majority of all the dead may be recovered and disposed of in a christian manner." "how about the movement to burn the rubbish, bodies and all?" "i do not think that will be done--at least only as a last extremity. while there is great anxiety in regard to the sanitary condition, all possible precautions are being taken, and we hope to prevent any disease until we shall have time to thoroughly overhaul the wreck. consideration for the dead. "the greatest consideration is being given to this matter of the recovery of the dead and treatment of the bodies after discovery. i think an impression has gone abroad that the dead are being handled here very much as one would handle cord wood, but this is a great mistake. as soon as possible after discovery they are borne from public gaze and taken to the morgue, where only persons who have lost relatives or friends are admitted. of course the general exclusion is not applied to attendants, physicians and representatives of the press, but it is righteously applied to careless sight-seers. we have no room for sight-seers in johnstown now. it is earnest workers and laborers we want, and of these we can hardly have too many." speculating in disaster. some long headed men are trying to make a neat little stake quietly out of the disaster. a syndicate has been formed to buy up as much real estate as possible in johnstown, trusting to get a big block as they got one to-day, for one-third of the valuation placed on it a week ago. the members of the syndicate are keeping very much in the background and conducting their business through a local agent. i asked adjutant general hastings to-day what he thought of the situation. "it is very good so far as reported," was the reply. "bodies are being gradually recovered all the time, but of course not in the large number of the first few days. last night we arrested several ghouls that were wandering amid the wreck on evil intent, and they were promptly taken to the guard house. this morning they were given the choice of imprisonment or going to work at two dollars a day, and they promptly chose the latter. we are getting along very well in our work, and very little tendency to lawlessness, i am happy to say, is observed." succor for the living. the red cross flag now flies over the society's own camp beside the baltimore and ohio tracks, near the bridge to kernville. the tents were pitched this morning and the camp includes a large supply tent, mess tent and offices. miss clara barton, of washington, is, of course, in charge, and the work is being rapidly gotten into shape. i found miss barton at the camp this morning. "the red cross society will remain here," she said, "so long as there is any work to do. there is hardly any limit to what we will do. much of the present assistance that has been extended is, of course, impulsive and ephemeral. when that is over there will still be work to do, and the red cross society will be here to do it. we are always the last to leave the field. "we need and can use to the greatest advantage all kinds of supplies, and shall be glad to receive them. money is practically useless here as there is no place to buy what we need." dr. j. wilkes o'neill, of philadelphia, surgeon of the first regiment, is here in charge of the philadelphia division of the red cross society. he is assisted by a corps of physicians, nurses and attendants. within two hours after establishing the camp this morning about forty cases, both surgical and medical, were treated. diphtheria broke out in kernville to-day. eleven cases were reported, eight of which were reported to be malignant. the epidemic is sure to extend. there are also cases of ulcerated tonsilitis. the patients are mostly those left homeless by the flood and are fairly well situated in frame houses. the doctors do not fear an epidemic of pneumonia. the red cross society has established a hospital camp in grubbtown for the treatment of contagious diseases. an epidemic of typhoid fever is feared, two cases having appeared. the camp is well located in a pleasant spot near fine water. it is supplied with cots, ambulances and some stores. they have an ample supply of surgical stores, but need medical stores badly. serving out the rations. at the commissary station at the pennsylvania railroad depot there was considerable activity. a crowd of about one thousand people had gathered about the place after the day's rations. the crowd became so great that the soldiers had to be called up to guard the place until the relief committee was ready to give out the provisions. several carloads of clothing arrived this morning and was to be disposed of as soon as possible. the people were badly in need of clothing, as the weather had been very chilly since saturday. b.f. minnimun, a wealthy contractor of springfield, ohio, arrived this forenoon with a despatch from governor foraker offering , trained laborers for johnstown, to be sent at once if needed. the despatch further stated that if anything else was needed ohio stood ready to respond promptly to the call. what clara barton said. "it is like a blow on the head; there are no tears, they are stunned; but, ah, sir, i tell you they will awake after awhile and then the tears will flow down the hills of this valley from thousands of bleeding hearts, and there will be weeping and wailing such as never before." that is what clara barton, president of the national red cross, said this afternoon as she stood in a plain black gown on the bank of stony creek directing the construction of the red cross tents, and she looked motherly and matronly, while her voice was trembling with sympathy. "you see nothing but that dazed, sickly smile that calamity leaves," she went on, "like the crazy man wears when you ask him, 'how came you here?' something happened, he says, that he alone knows; all the rest is blank to him. here they give you that smile, that look and say 'i lost my father, my mother, my sisters,' but they do not realize it yet. the red cross intends to be here in the conemaugh valley when the pestilence comes to them, and we are making ready with all our heart, with all our soul, with all our strength. the militia, the railroad, the relief committees and everybody is working for us. the railroad has completely barricaded us so that none of our cars can be taken away by mistake." when the great wave of death swept through johnstown the people who had any chance of escape ran hither and thither in every direction. they did not have any definite idea where they were going, only that a crest of foaming waters as high as the housetops was roaring down upon them through the conemaugh and that they must get out of the way of that. some in their terror dived into the cellars of their houses and clambered over the adjoining roofs to places of safety. but the majority made for the hills, which girt the town like giants. of the people who went to the hills, the water caught some in its whirl. [illustration: a woman's body lodged in a tree.] the others clung to trees and roots and pieces of débris which had temporarily lodged near the banks, and managed to save themselves. these people either stayed out on the hills wet, and in many instances walked all night, or they managed to find farmhouses which sheltered them. there was a fear of going back to the vicinity of the town. even the people whose houses the water did not reach abandoned their homes and began to think of all of johnstown as a city buried beneath the water. but in the houses which were thus able to afford shelter there was not food enough for all. many survivors of the flood went hungry until the first relief supplies arrived from pittsburgh. struggling to live again. from all this fright, destitution and exposure is coming a nervous shock, culminating in insanity, pneumonia, fever and all the other forms of disease. when these people came back to johnstown on the day after the wreck of the town they had to live in sheds, barns and in houses which had been but partially ruined. they had to sleep without any covering, in their wet clothes, and it took the liveliest kind of skirmishing to get anything to eat. pretty soon a citizen's committee was established, and nearly all the male survivors of the flood were immediately sworn in as deputy sheriffs. they adorned themselves with tin stars, which they cut out of pieces of the sheets of metal in the ruins, and pieces of tin with stars cut out of them are now turning up continually, to the surprise of the pittsburgh workmen who are endeavoring to get the town in shape. the women and children were housed, so far as possible, in the few houses still standing, and some idea of the extent of the wreck of the town may be gathered from the fact that of prominent buildings only are uninjured. for the first day or so people were dazed by what had happened, and for that matter they are dazed still. they went about helpless, making vague inquiries for their friends, and hardly feeling the desire to eat anything. finally the need of creature comforts overpowered them and they woke up to the fact that they were faint and sick. refugees in their own city. now this is to some extent changed by the arrival of tents and by the systematic military care for the suffering. but the daily life of a johnstown man who is a refugee in his own city is still aimless and wandering. his property, his home, in nine cases out of ten, his wife and children, are gone. the chances are that he has hard work to find the spot where he and his family once lived and were happy. he meditates suicide, and even looks on the strangers who have flocked in to help him and to put him and his town on their feet again with a kind of sullen anger. he has frequent conflicts with the soldiers and with the sight-seers, and he is crazy enough to do almost anything. the first thing that johnstown people do in the morning is to go to the relief stations and get something to eat. they go carrying big baskets, and their endeavor is to get all they can. there has been a new system every day about the manner of dispensing the food and clothing to the sufferers. at first the supplies were placed where people could help themselves. then they were placed in yards and handed to people over the fences. then people had to get orders for what they wanted from the citizens' committee and their orders were filled at the different relief stations. now the matter has been arranged this way, and probably finally. the whole matter of receiving and dispensing the relief supplies has been placed in the hands of the grand army of the republic men. women too proud to beg. the grand army men have made the adams street relief station a central relief station and all the others at kernville, the pennsylvania depot, cambria city and jackson and somerset streets, sub-stations. the idea is to distribute supplies to the sub-stations from the central station and thus avoid the jam of crying and excited people at the committee's headquarters. the grand army men have appointed a committee of women to assist in their work. the women go from house to house ascertaining the number of people lost from there in the flood and the exact needs of the people. it was found necessary to have some such committee as this, for there were women actually starving who were too proud to take their places in lines with the other women with bags and baskets. some of these people were rich before the flood. now they are not worth a dollar. one man who was reported to be worth $ , before the flood now is penniless and has to take his place in the line along with others seeking the necessaries of life. though the adams street station is now the central relief station, the most imposing display of supplies is made at the pennsylvania railroad freight and passenger depots. here on the platform and in the yards are piled up barrels of flour in long rows three and four barrels high. biscuits in cans and boxes by the carload, crackers under the railroad sheds in bins, hams by the hundred strung on poles, boxes of soap and candles, barrels of kerosene oil, stacks of canned goods and things to eat of all sorts and kinds are here to be seen. no fear of a food famine. the same sight is visible at the baltimore and ohio road and there is now no fear of a food famine in johnstown, though of course everybody will have to rough it for weeks. what is needed most in this line are cooking utensils. johnstown people want stoves, kettles, pans, knives and forks. all the things that have been sent so far have been sent with the evident idea of supplying an instant need, and that is right and proper. but it would be well now if instead of some of the provisions that are sent, cooking utensils should arrive. fifty stoves arrived from pittsburgh this morning, and it is said more are coming. at both the depots where the supplies are received and stored a big rope line encloses them in an impromptu yard so as to give room to those having the supplies in charge to walk around and see what they have got. on the inside of this line, too, stalk back and forth the soldiers with their rifles on their shoulders, and by the side of the lines pressing against the ropes there stands every day from daylight until dawn a crowd of women with big baskets who make piteous appeals to the soldiers to give them food for their children at once before the order of the relief committee. where death rules. the following letters from a young woman to her mother, written immediately after the disaster at johnstown from her home in new florence, a few miles west of that place, though not intended for publication, picture in graphic manner the agony of suspense sustained by those who escaped the flood, and give side pictures of the scenes following the disaster. they were received in philadelphia: hours of suspense. new florence, pa.--my darling mother: i am nearly crazed, and thought i would try and be quiet and write to you, as it always comforts me to feel you are near your child, though many miles are now between us. i have said my prayers over and over again all day long, and to-night i am going to spend in the watch-tower, and am trying to be quiet and brave, although my heart is just wrung with anguish. andrew sent me word from johnstown this afternoon about half-past three he was safe and would be home shortly. well, he has never come, and i have had many reports of the work train, but no one seems to know anything definite about him. i have telegraphed and telegraphed, but no news yet, and all i can find out is he was seen on the bridge just before it went down. i am trying to be brave. good news at last. sunday morning. you see, dearest mother, i could not write, and now i am happy, though tired, for andrew is home and safe, and i thank god for the great mercy he has shown his child. i won't dwell on my anxiety, it can better be imagined than described. from the letter i had from him at johnstown, written at a.m. friday, until . last evening, i never knew whether he was living or dead. thomas, our man, brought the news. god bless him, and it nearly cost him his life to do it, poor man. andrew got separated from the party, and was close to the bridge when it was carried away, but escaped by going up the mountain. he tried to signal to his men he was safe, but could not make them see him, nor could those men that were with him; all communication was impossible. thomas left him at nine o'clock friday night on the mountain and tried to get home. he got a man to ferry him across the river above johnstown, and the boat was upset, but all managed to get ashore, and thomas walked all night and all yesterday, and came straight to me and told me my husband was safe, and an hour later i had a telegram from andrew. he had walked from the conemaugh side to bolivar. the bridge at nineveh was the only bridge left standing. he took the first train home from bolivar and got home about . . i telegraphed you in the morning, or rather uncle clem, that i was safe and andrew reported safe, though now they tell me every one here thought he was lost and thomas with him. thomas's wife was met at the station and informed of his death by some of the men, and six hours afterwards thomas came home, yet more dead than alive, poor man. it is very hard to write, as all the country people and men have been here to tell me how glad they are "i got my husband safely back, and that i am a powerful sight lucky young woman." well, mother darling, make your mind easy about your children now. andrew is safe and well, though pretty well exhausted, and his feet are so sore and swollen he can hardly stand, and can't wear anything but rubbers, as his mountain shoes he cut to pieces. he left early this morning, but will be back to-night. i cannot begin to tell you of the horrors, as the papers do not half picture the distress. new florence was not flooded, though some of the people left the place on friday night and went up on squirrel hill. scenes at the river. i went down to the river once, and that was enough, as i knew andrew would not like me to see the sorrow, for which there was no help. i went just after the bridge fell, saw centreville flooded and the people make a dash for the mountain. yesterday two hundred and three bodies were taken from the river near here, and yet every train takes away more. the freight cars have taken nothing but human freight, and wagon load after wagon load of dead bodies have been right in front of the house. there was a child about nellie's age, with light hair, dead in the wagon, with her hands clasped, saying her prayers, and her blue eyes staring wide open. by her side lay a man with a pipe in his mouth, naked children, and a woman with a baby at her breast. oh, the terror on their faces. two women and three men were rescued here, and a german family of mother, four children and father. i had them all on my hands to look after; no one could make them understand, and how i ever managed it i don't know, but i did. they lost two children and their home, but had a little money and were going to his brother's, at hazleton. they got here in the night and left at noon, and it would have done your heart good to see them eat. one was a baby five weeks old. help needed. now, mother, i want you to go around among the family and get me everything in the way of clothes you possibly can, and get uncle clem to express them to me. i should also like money, and as much as you can get can be used. i am pretty well cleaned out of everything, as all the cattle and stock have been lost and nothing can be bought here, and all i have in the way of provisions is some preserves, chocolate, coffee, olives and crackers. we can't starve, as we have the chickens. i got the last meat from the butcher's yesterday, and he said he didn't expect to have any more for a week, so i told uncle clem i would not mind having two hams from pittsburgh, and was very grateful for his telegram. i telegraphed him in the morning; also, uncle white at germantown, so that they might know i was all right, but from auntie's telegram i judge uncle clem's telegrams were the only ones that got through. if i find i need provisions i will let you know, but do not think i will need anything for myself, and the poor are being fed by the relief supplies, and what is needed now is money and clothes. helpers. there's not a house in the place that is not in trouble from the loss of some dear one, nor one that does not hold or shelter some one or more of the sufferers. tell everybody anything you can get can be used, and by the time you get this letter i will know of more cases to provide for, so take everything you can get, and don't worry about me, for i am all right now that andrew is safe. this letter has been written by instalments, as i have been interrupted so many times, so pardon the abruptness of it, and please send it to germantown, as i have too much to do now. my hands and heart are both full. milk is as scarce as wine, as the pasturage was all on the other side, and cows were lost, and bread is as scarce as can be, and, instead of a dozen eggs, we only get one a day. i am proud of new florence, as all it has done to help the sufferers no one knows, and as for mr. bennett, he is one in a thousand. mr. hay's son has worked like a trojan. tell cousin hannah that the new tracks will be sure to be straight, as andrew will superintend the whole business. with heart full of love to one and all and a kiss to the children. lovingly, bett. the awful after scenes. new florence, sunday night. my darling mother: this is my second letter to you to-day. it is after o'clock, and one of the men has just brought me word that andrew will be home, he thought, by o'clock; so i am waiting up for him, so as to give him his dinner, and i have been through so much i cannot go to bed until i know he is safe home again. i put him up a good lunch, and know he cannot starve. oh the horrors of to-day! i have only had one pleasant sunday here, and that was the one after we were married. i have had a very busy day, as i have been through our clothes, and routing out everything possible for the sufferers and the dead, and the cry to-day for linen sheets, etc., was something awful. i have given away all my underclothes, excepting my very best things--and all my old ones i made into face-cloths for the dead. to-day they took five little children out of the water; they were playing "ring around a rosy," and their hands were clasped in a clasp which even death did not loosen, and their faces were still smiling. one man identified his wife among those who came ashore here, and rose said that he was nearly crazy, and that her face was the most beautiful thing she ever saw, and that she had very handsome pearls in her ears and was so young looking. the dead are all taken from here to johnstown and nineveh and other places, where they will be most likely to be identified; about thirty have been identified here and taken away. i feel hardened to a great deal, and feel god has been so merciful to me i must do all i can for the unfortunate ones. i hope soon to have some help from you all, for i have given willingly of my little and my means are exhausted. i expect we will have to live on ham and eggs next week, but we are thankful to have that, as i would rather live low and give all i can, than not to give. all i care about is that andrew gets enough to eat, as he needs a great deal to keep his strength up, working as hard as he does. now i will close as it is nearly time for him to be home. lovingly, bett. feeding the hungry. there are over , people at johnstown who must be fed from the outside world. of these , are natives of the town that a week ago had , inhabitants; all the others are dead or have gone away. over , people are here clearing the streets, burying the dead, attending the sick, and feeding and sheltering the homeless; all these people have to be fed at least three times a day, for days are very long in johnstown just now. they begin at five o'clock in the morning, two hours before the whistles in the half-mired cambria iron company's building blow, and end just about the time the sun is going down. if the people who are on the outside and who are engaged in the labor of love of sending the food that is keeping strength in johnstown's tired arms and the clothing that is covering her nakedness could understand the situation as it is they would redouble their efforts. johnstown cannot draw on the country immediately around about her, for that was drained days ago. to be safe, there should be a week's supply of food ahead. at no time has there been a day's supply or anything like it. a crisis in the commissary. twice within the last forty-eight hours the commissary department at the pennsylvania railroad depot, where nearly , people are furnished with food, have been in a state of mind bordering on panic. they had run out of food; people who had trudged down the hill with expectant faces and empty baskets had to trudge back again with hearts heavy and baskets still empty. that was the case on wednesday night. then the citizens' committee had to send to the refugee camp, the smallest food station in the city, and take away loaves of bread. the bread supply in the central portion of the town had suddenly given out and there was a clamoring crowd demanding to be fed. the same thing happened again last night. it was not so bad as on the night before, but there were anxious faces enough among the men under the direction of major spangler, who realized the awful responsibility of providing the mouths of the thousands with food. the supply had given out, but fortunately not until almost everybody had been supplied. telegrams announced that eight carloads of provisions had been shipped from the west and were somewhere in the line between pittsburgh and johnstown. at midnight nothing could be heard of them. the delay was maddening. if the food did not arrive it meant fully , breakfastless and possibly dinnerless people in johnstown to-day, with consequent suffering and possible disorder among the rough and rowdy element. the danger tided over. before daylight the expected cars came in from ohio and pittsburgh and the danger was over for the time being. this serves, however, to show the perilous condition the town is in, living as it is in a hand-to-mouth fashion. it should be remembered that the only direct access to johnstown from the west is by way of the pennsylvania, which is handicapped as she has never been before, and from the east and south, of the baltimore and ohio. if the pennsylvania were opened through to the east a steady stream of cars already loaded for the sufferers would pour over the alleghenies, but the pennsylvania does not see light ahead much more clearly than yesterday. the terrible breaks and washouts will require days yet to repair, and supplies that come from the interior of the state must come by means of wagons. crowding in the supplies. the baltimore and ohio is piling the supplies in to-day faster than the men can unload them. in the neighborhood of carloads were received. the pennsylvania during to-day has handled something like twenty-eight carloads all told. in the way of food the articles most needed are fresh, salt meats, sugar, rice, coffee, tea, and dried and canned fruits. the supply of sugar gave out entirely to-day. twenty thousand pounds of cincinnati hams arrived to-day and they melted like , pounds of ice beneath the scorching heat of this afternoon's sun. much of the clothing that is received here is new and serviceable, but thousands of pieces are so badly worn that, to use the words of general axline, of ohio, who is doing noble service here with the thousands of other self-sacrificing men, "it is unfit to be worn by tramps." many old shoes with the soles half torn off have been received. shoes are badly needed at once or all johnstown will be barefooted. eighteen carloads of relief. even in the rush of distribution the officials who have it in charge can find time to say a hearty word of praise for those towns which have contributed to the sufferers. philadelphia's first installment was the first to arrive from the east, and more goods have been coming in steadily ever since. w.h. tumblestone, the president of the retail grocers' association of pennsylvania, who was appointed first lieutenant of the philadelphia relief by the mayor, arrived here first. he set at work handling coffins, but as soon as the first freight car of goods arrived he was put in charge of their distribution and has been working like threemen ever since. the eight freight cars from philadelphia which arrived with the relief party on monday, at o'clock, were distributed from a great storehouse at the terminus of the baltimore and ohio railroad. the goods are carried in bulk from the cars to the warehouse by a gang of twenty-eight men, who are identified by red flannel hat-bands. when they fail to enthuse over their work mr. tumblestone gets off his coat and shoves boxes himself. [illustration: distributing clothing and other supplies.] distributing supplies. inside the warehouse a score of volunteers and pittsburgh policemen break open the boxes and pile the goods in separate heaps; the women's clothing, the men's, the children's and the different sizes being placed in regular order. then the barriers are opened and the crowd surges in like depositors making a run on a savings bank. the police keep good order and the ubiquitous tumblestone and his assistants dole out the goods to all who have orders. special orders call for stoves, mattrasses and blankets. if the philadelphians could see the faces of the people they are helping before and after they have passed the distribution windows they would feel well repaid for their visible sympathy. chairman scott says the class of goods from philadelphia have been of the highest quality. "we have been delighted with the thought and excellence of the selections and amiable nature of the contributions. the two miles of track lying between here and morrellville are still blocked with cars stretched from one end to the other, and fresh arrivals are coming in daily over the baltimore and ohio." although it is impossible to say how much has been received from philadelphia, mr. tumblestone says that so far as many as eighteen freight cars, each filled from the sides to the roof, have arrived from the quaker city, and their contents have been distributed. how rival hotels were crushed together. the principal hotels of the town were bunched in a group about the corner of main and clinton streets. they were the merchants', a large old-fashioned, three-story tavern, with a stable yard behind, a relic of staging days; the hurlburt house, the leading hotel of the place, a fine four-story brick structure with a mansard roof and all the latest wrinkles in furnishing inside and out; the fritz house, a narrow, four-story structure, with an ornate front, and the keystone, a smaller hotel than any of the others. these few inns stood in the path of the flood. the hurlburt, the largest and handsomest, was absolutely obliterated. the keystone's ruin was next in completion. it stood across clinton street from fritz's, and landlord charles west has not yet recovered from the surprise of seeing the rival establishment thrown bodily across the street against his second story front, tearing it completely out. after the water subsided it fell back upon the pavement in front of its still towering rival, and in the meantime landlord west had saved mine host of the keystone and his family from the roof which was thrust in his windows. back of fritz's there was a little alley, which made a course for a part of the torrent. fully half a dozen houses were sent swimming in here. they crushed their way through the small hotel's outhouses straight to the rear of the merchants', and sliced the walls off the old inn as a hungry survivor to-day cut a philadelphia cheese. you can see the interior of the rooms. the beds were swept out into the flood, but a lonesome wardrobe fell face downward on the floor and somehow escaped. there are bodies under the rear wall. how many is not known, but landlord west, of fritz's, says he is certain there were people on the rear porch of the merchants'. the story of landlord west's rival being thrown into his front windows has its parallels. colonel higgins, the manager of the cambria club house, was in the third story of the building with his family. suddenly a man was hurled by the torrent rapidly through the window. he was rescued, then fainted, and upon inspection was found to have a broken leg. the leg was bandaged and the man resuscitated, and when this last act of kindness was accomplished he said faintly: "this ain't so bad. i've been in a blow-up." a cool request. this remark showed the greatest sang-froid known to be exhibited during the flood, but the most irreverent was that of an old man who was saved by e.b. entworth, of the johnson works. on saturday morning mr. entworth rowed to a house near the flowing débris at the bridge, and found a woman, with a broken arm, and a baby. after she had got into the boat she cried: "come along, grandpap." whereupon an old man, chilled but chipper, jumped up from the other side of the roof, slid down into the boat, and ejaculated: "gentlemen, can any of you give me a chew of tobacco?" scenes amid the ruins. one of the curious finds in the débris yesterday was two proofs from cabinet-size negatives of two persons--a man and a woman. the prints were found within two feet of each other in the ruins near the merchants' hotel. they were immediately recognized as portraits of mamie patton, formerly a johnstown girl, and charles deknight, once a pullman palace car conductor. the two were found dying together in a room in a pittsburgh hotel several months ago, the woman having shot the man and then herself. she claimed that he was her husband. the dress in which the picture showed her was the same that she wore when she killed deknight. tracks that were laid in a hurry. if pennsylvania railroad trains ever ran over tougher-looking tracks than those used now through johnstown it must have been before people began to ride on it. the section from the north end of the bridge to the railroad station has a grade that wabbles between and feet to the mile and jerks back and forth sideways as though laid by a gang of intoxicated men on a dark night. when the first engine went over it everybody held his breath and watched to see it tumble. these eccentricities are being straightened out, however, as fast as men and broken stones can do it. the railroad bridge at johnstown deserves attention beyond that which it is receiving on account of the way it held back the flood. it is one of the most massive pieces of masonry ever set up in this country. in a general way it is solid masonry of cut sandstone blocks of unusual size, the whole nearly feet long, forty wide, and averaging about forty deep. seven arches of about fifty feet span are pierced through it, rising to within a few feet of the top and leaving massive piers down to the rock beneath. as the bridge crosses the stream diagonally, the arches pierce the mass in a slanting direction, and this greatly adds to the heavy appearance of the bridge. there has been some disposition to find fault with the bridge for being so strong, the idea being that if it had gone out there would have been no heaping up of buildings behind it, no fire, and fewer deaths. this is probably unfair, as there were hundreds of persons saved when their houses were stopped against the bridge by climbing out or being helped out upon the structure. if the bridge had gone, too, the flood would have taken the whole instead of only half of cambria city. photographers forced to work. the camera fiend has about ceased his wanderings. an order was issued yesterday from headquarters to arrest and put to work the swarms of amateur photographers who are to be found everywhere about the ruins. those who will not work are to be taken uptown under guard. this order is issued to keep down the number of useless people and thus save the fast diminishing provisions for the workers. a man who stood on the bluff and saw the first wave of the flood come down the valley tried to describe it. "i looked up," he said, "and saw something that looked like a wall of houses and trees up the valley. the next moment johnstown seemed coming toward me. it was lifted right up and in a minute was smashing against the bridge and the houses were flying in splinters across the top and into the water beyond." a -year-old girl, pretty and with golden hair, wanders about from morgue to morgue looking for ten of a family of eleven, she being the sole survivor. there were half a dozen bulldogs in one house that was heaped up in the wreck some distance above the bridge. they were loose among the débris, and it is said by those who claim to have seen it that after fighting among themselves they turned upon the people near them and were tearing and biting them until the flames swept over the place. slow time to pittsburgh. irregular is a weak word for the manner in which passenger trains run between this place and pittsburgh. the distance is seventy miles and the ordinary time is two hours. the train that left here at . yesterday afternoon reached there at midnight. this is ordinarily good time nowadays. a passage in five hours is an exceptional one. engine , the one that faced the flood below conemaugh and stood practically unharmed, backed down to the station as soon as the tracks were laid up to where it stood and worked all right. only the oil cups and other small fittings, with the headlight, were broken. the superintendent of the woodvale woolen mills, one of the cambria iron company's concerns, was one of the very few fortunate ones in that little place. he and all his family got into the flouring mill just below the woolen mill and upon the roof. the woolen mill was totally wrecked, though not carried away, and the flouring mill was badly damaged, but the roof held and all were saved. these two parts of the mill were the only buildings left standing in woodvale. a man in kernville, on friday last, had jet black hair, moustache and beard. that night he had a battle with the waters. on saturday morning his hair and beard began to turn gray, and they are now well streaked with white. he attributes the change to his awful friday night's experience. wounds of the dead. it is the impression of the medical corps and military surgeons who arrived here early in the week that hundreds, maybe thousands of men, women and children were insensible to all horror on that awful afternoon, just a week ago, before the waters of the valley closed in over them. their opinion is based on the fact that hundreds and hundreds of the bodies already brought to light are terribly wounded somewhere, generally on the head. in many instances the wounds are sufficient in themselves to have caused death. the crashing of houses together in the first mad rush of the flood with a force greater than the collision of railroad trains making fast time, and the hurling of timbers, poles, towers and boulders through the air is believed to have caused a legion of deaths in an instant, before the lost knew what was coming. even the survivors bear testimony to this. surgeon foster, of the th regiment, who was first to have charge of the hospital, tells how he treated long lines of men, women and children for wounds too terrible to mention and they themselves know not how it happened only that they fell in a moment. in connection with his experience he speaks of the tender, yet heroic, work of four sisters of mercy, two from pittsburgh and two here, who went ahead of him down the ranks of the wounded with sponges, chloroforming the suffering, before his scalpel aid reached them. sometimes there were a dozen victims ahead of his knives. once these sisters stopped, for the first time showing horror, by a great pile of dead children and infants on the river bank laid one on top of the other. by one man each little body was seized and the clothing quickly cut from it. then he passed it to another, who washed it in the river. then a third man took it in the line of the dead. but the sisters of mercy saw they were too late there, and passed on among the living. most of the pennsylvania railroad passengers who left pittsburgh for the east last friday and were caught in the flood in the conemaugh valley reached philadelphia in a long special train at o'clock friday morning, june th, after a week of adventure, peril and narrow escapes which none of them will ever forget. a few of their number who lost presence of mind when the flood struck the train were drowned. the survivors are unanimous in their appreciation of the kindness shown them by pennsylvania officials, and in their praise of the hospitality and generosity of the country folk, among whom they found homes for three days. the escapes in some instances seem miraculous. an hour before the flood the first section of the day express stopped at conemaugh city, about ten miles below the dam at south fork, on account of a washout farther up the valley. the second section of the express and another passenger train soon overtook the first and half an hour before the dam broke all these trains stood abreast on the four-track road. the positions now occupied seems providential. if the railroad men had foreseen the disaster they could not have shown greater prudence, for the engine of the first section of the express, on the track nearest the mountain side, stood about a car's length ahead of the second. the engine of the third train came to a stop a car's length behind the second and on the outer track, which was within a few feet of the swollen conemaugh river, stood a heavily laden freight train. when the flood came it struck the slanting front of the four locomotives. most of the passengers had, in the meantime, escaped up the mountain side. three of the locomotives were carried down by the irresistible torrent, but the fourth turned on its side and was soon buried under sand, tree trunks and other débris. this served as a breakwater for the flood and accounts for the fact that the trains of cars were not reduced to kindling wood while the railroad roundhouse and its twelve locomotives, a little farther down the valley, was taken up bodily, broken into fragments and its mighty inmates carried like chips for miles down the valley. weary passengers. from end to end of the train, upon its arrival at philadelphia, there was an aspect of absolute exhaustion, varied in its expression according to the individual. phlegmatic men lay upon their backs, across the seats, with their legs dangling in the aisles. one might send them spinning round or toss their feet out of the passage, and their worn faces showed no more sign than if they were lifeless. women lay swathed in veils and wraps, sometimes alone, sometimes huddled together, and sometimes guarded by the arms of their husbands--husbands who themselves had given way and slept as heavily as if dosed with narcotics. but here and there is the typical american girl, full of nerve. she is worn out, too, but sleeps only fitfully, starting up at every sound and dropping uneasily off again. now and then one encountered the man and woman of restless temperament, whose sleepless eyes looked out thinking, thinking--thinking on the trees and grass and bushes, faintly showing form now in the gray light of the very earliest dawn. childhood's peaceful sleep. in the midst of it all a girl of six or seven, with a light shawl thrown over her figure, slept as peacefully as if she lay in the comfortable embrace of her own crib at home. she was little bertha reed, who had been sent out from chicago in the care of the conductor on a trip to brooklyn, where she was to meet her aunt. at pittsburgh she was taken in charge by a miss harvey, a relative. she was a passenger on the chicago limited, the last train to get safely across the bridge at south fork. she was a model of patience and cheerfulness through all the discomforts and drawbacks of the voyage, and her innocent prattle made every man and woman love her. it might have been supposed that if one were to waken any of these sleeping passengers to obtain their names and ask them of the disaster they might surlily have resented it. but they didn't. now and then one of them would half-sleepily hand out his ticket under the mistaken notion that the reporter was the conductor. another shake brought them round and they answered everything as kindly as if the unavoidable breaking in upon their comfort were a matter of no concern whatever. sometimes it would seem that great sorrow must have a chastening effect upon everyone. from all parts of the world. it was a strange gathering altogether, and made one think again of the remark so often repeated in "no thoroughfare," "how small the world is." all the ends of the earth had sent their people to meet at the disaster, and the tide of human life flows on as recklessly as the current of any sea or river. here weary, sleepy and sad, was jacob schmidt, of aspen, col. he had been a passenger on the pittsburgh day express. he was standing on the platform when the flood came and by a lurching of the car he was thrown into the boiling torrent. he managed to seize a floating plank and was saved, but all his money and other valuables were lost. that was a particularly hard loss to him, because he was on his way to south africa to seek his fortune. behind him was r.b. jones, who had come from the other side of the globe; in particular from sydney, australia, and met the others at altoona. he was on the way for a visit to his parents in york county. he was on the chicago limited and just escaped the danger. in a front car was peter sherman, of pawtucket, r.i. he was tall and broad shouldered and his sun-browned face was shaded by a big soft hat. he was on his way from texarkana, way down in texas, and he too was at conemaugh. he was a passenger on the first section of the day express. he had not slept a wink on the way down from altoona, and he told his story spiritedly. he said: "i heard a voice in the car crying the reservoir is burst; run for your lives! i got up and made a rush for the door. a poor little cripple with two crutches sat in front of me and screamed to me to save him or he would be drowned. i grabbed him up under one arm and took his crutches with my free hand. as we stepped from the car the water was coming. i made my way up the hill toward a church. the water swooped down on us and was soon up to my knees. i told the cripple i could not carry him further; that we should both be lost. he screamed to me again to save him, but the water was gaining rapidly on us. he had a grip of my arm, but finally let go, and i laid him, hopefully, on the wooden steps of a house. i managed to reach the high land just in time. i never saw the cripple afterwards, but i learned that he was drowned." a great loss. a tall, heavily built man, with tattered garments, walked along the platform with the help of a cane. his face was covered with a beard, and his head was bowed so that his chin almost touched his breast. one foot was partially covered by a cut shoe, while on the other foot he wore a boot from which the heel was missing. this was stephen johns, a foreman at the johnson steel rail works at woodvale. he was a big, strong man, but his whole frame trembled as he said: "yes, i am from johnstown. i lost my wife and three children there, so i thought i would leave." it was only by the greatest effort that mr. johns kept the tears back. he then told his experience in this way: "i was all through the war. i was at fair oaks, at chancellorsville, in the wilderness, and many other battles, but never in my life was i in such a hot place as i was on friday night. i don't know how i escaped, but here am i alone, wife and children gone. i was at the office of the company on friday. we had been receiving telephonic messages all morning that the dam was unsafe. no one heeded them. i did not know anything about the dam. the bookkeeper said there was not enough water up there to flood the first floor of the office. i thought he knew, so i didn't send my family to the hills. "i don't know what time it was in the afternoon that i saw the flood coming down the valley. i was standing at the gate. looking up the valley i saw a great white crowd moving down upon us. i made a dash for home to try to get my wife and children to the hills. i saw them at the windows as i ran up to the house. that is the last time i ever saw their faces. no sooner had i got into the house than the flood struck the building. i was forced into the attic. it was a brick house with a slate roof. i had intended to keep very cool, but i suppose i forgot all about that. swept down the stream. "it seemed a long time, but i suppose it was not more than a second before the house gave way and went tumbling down the stream. it turned over and over as it was washed along. i was under the water as often as i was above it. i could hear my wife and children praying, although i could not see them. i did not pray. they were taken and i was left for some purpose, i suppose. my house finally landed up against the stone railway bridge. i was then pinned down to the floor by a heavy rafter or something. somehow or other i was lifted from the floor and thrown almost out upon the bridge. then some people got hold of me and pulled me out and took me over to a brickyard. my eyes and nose were full of cinders. after i reached the brickyard i vomited fully a pint of cinders which i had swallowed while coming through that awful stream of water. i can't tell you what it was like. no one can understand it unless he or she passed through it." "did you find your wife and children?" "no. i searched for them all of saturday, sunday and monday, but could find no trace of them. i think they must have been among those who perished in the fire at the bridge. i would have staid there and worked had it not been the place was so near my old home that i could not stand it. i thought i would be better off away from there where i could not see anything to recall that horrible sight." how the survivors live. with a view of showing the character of living in and about johnstown, how the people pass each day and what the conveniences and deprivations of domestic life experienced under the new order of things so suddenly introduced by the flood are, an investigation of a house-to-house nature was made to-day. as a result, it was noted that the degrees of comfort varied with the people as the types of human nature. as remarked by a visitor: "the calamity has served to bring to the surface every phase of character in man, and to bring into development traits that had before been but dormant. generally speaking all are on the same footing so far as need can be concerned. whether houses remain to them or not, all the people have to be fed, for even should they have money, cash is of no account, provisions cannot be bought; people who still have homes nearly all of them furnish quarters for some of the visitors. militia officers, committeemen, workmen, &c., must depend upon the supply stations for food." at prospect. the best preserved borough adjoining johnstown is prospect, with its uniformly built gray houses, rising tier upon tier against the side of the mountain, at the north of johnstown. there are in the neighborhood of homes here, and all look as if but one architect designed them. they are large, broad gabled, two-story affairs, with comfortable porches, extending all the way across the front, each being divided by an interior partition, so as to accommodate two families. the situation overlooked the entire shoe-shaped district, heretofore described. nearly every householder in prospect is feeding not only his own family, but from two to ten others, whom he has welcomed to share what he has. said one of these "we are all obliged to go to the general department for supplies, for we could not live otherwise. our houses have not been touched, but we have given away nearly everything in the way of clothing, except what we have on. there were two little stores up here, but we purchased all they had long ago. it does not matter whether the people are rich or poor, they are all compelled to take their chances. in prospect are the quarters of the americus club, of pittsburgh, an organization which is widely spoken of as having distinguished itself by furnishing meals to any and every hungry person who applied." an incident. as two newspaper men were about to descend the hill, after visiting a number of points, a little woman approached and made an inquiry about the running of trains. she was one of the survivors and wished to reach clearfield, where her grown-up sons were. "i'd walk it if i could," she said, "but it's too far, and i'm too old now." she was living with her friends, who have taken care of her since her home was swept away. a distributing point. at the base of the long flight of wooden steps that lead to prospect is the path extending across to the pennsylvania railroad station. here is one of the principal distributing points. three times each day a remarkable sight is here to be witnessed. along the track at the eastern end, from the station platform back as far as the freight house, standing upon railroad ties, resting upon piles of lumber, and trying to hold their places in the line of succession in any position possible, crowds of people wait to be served. aged, decrepit men and women and little girls and boys hold baskets, boxes, tin cans, wooden buckets, or any receptacle handy in which they may carry off provisons for the day. sad sights. the women have, many of them, tattered or ill-fitting clothing, taken at random when the first supply of this character arrived, their heads covered with thin shawls or calico sun shades. they stand there in the chilly morning wind that blows through the valley along the mountains, patiently waiting their turn at the provision table, making no complaint of cold feet and chilled bodies. in the line are people who, ten days ago, had sufficient of this world's goods to enable them to live comfortably the remainder of their lives. they are massed in solidly. guards of soldiers stand at short intervals to keep them back and preserve the lines, and sentries march up and down the entire length of the station challenging the approach of any one who desires to pass along the platform. for a distance of about one hundred feet to the railroad signal tower are piled barrels of flour, boxes of provisions, and supplies of all descriptions. under the shed of the station an incongruous collection of clothing is being arranged to allow of convenient distribution. while they waited for the signal to commence operations, a guard entered into conversation with a woman in the line. she was evidently telling a story of distress, for the guard looked about hastily to a spot where canned meats and bread were located and made a movement as if to obtain a supply for the woman, but the eyes of brother soldiers and a superior officer were upon him and he again assumed his position. it is said to be not unusual for the soldiers, under cover of dusk, to overstep their duty in order to serve some applicant who, through age or lack of physical strength, is poorly equipped to bear the strain. all sorts of provisions are asked for. one woman asks boldly for ham, canned chicken, vegetables and flour. another approaches timidly and would be glad to have a few loaves of bread and a little coffee. no discrimination. before complete system was introduced complaint was made of discrimination by those dealing out supplies, but under the present order of things the endeavor is made to treat everybody impartially. provisions are given out in order, so that imposition is avoided. it would seem that there could be no imposition in any case, however. the people who are here, and who are able to get within the lines at all, have a reason for their presence, and this is not curiosity. they are here for anything but entertainment, and there is no possibility of purchasing supplies. all must needs apply at the commissary department. a big distributing point for clothing is at the baltimore and ohio railroad station, in the fourth ward, known as harpville, on the east bank of the stony creek. a rudely constructed platform extends over a washed-out ditch, partially filled with débris. in the vicinity is a large barn and several smaller outhouses, thrown in a tumble-down condition. piled against them are beams and rafters from houses smashed into kindling wood. all about the station are boxes, empty and full, scattered in confusion, and around and about these crowds are clustered as best they can. a big policeman stands upon a raised platform made of small boxes, and as he is supplied with goods from the station he throws about in the crowds socks, shoes, dresses, shirts, pantaloons, etc., guessing as rapidly as possible at proportion and speedily getting rid of his bundle. around the corner, on a street running at right angles with the tracks, is the provision department. these two are sample stations. they are scattered about at convenient points, and number about ten in all. chapter xvii. one week after the great disaster. by slow degrees and painful labor the barren place where johnstown stood begins again to look a little like the habitations of a civilized community. daily a little is added to the cleared space once filled with the concrete rubbish of this town, daily the number of willing workers who are helping the town to rise again increases. to-day the great yellow plain which was filled with the best business blocks and residences before the flood is covered with tents for soldiers and laborers and gangs of men at work. the wrecks are being removed or burned up. those houses which were left only partially destroyed are beginning to be repaired. still, it will be months, very likely years, before the pathway of the flood ceases to be perfectly plain through the town. its boundaries are as plainly marked now as if drawn on a map; where the flood went it left its ineffaceable track. nearly one-half of the triangle in which johnstown stood is plainly marked, one angle of the triangle pointing to the east and directly up the conemaugh valley, from which the flood descended. its eastern side was formed by the line of the river. the second angle pointed toward the big stone arch bridge, which played such an important part in the tragedy. the western ran along the base of the mountain on the bank of stony creek, and the third angle was toward stony creek valley. miles of buildings in the wreck. imagine that before the flood this triangle was thickly covered with houses. the lower or northern part was filled with solid business blocks, the upper or southern half with residences, for the most part built of wood. picture this triangle as a mile and a half in its greatest length and three-quarters of a mile in its greatest breadth. this was the way johnstown was ten days ago. now imagine that in the lower half of this triangle, where the business blocks were, every object has been utterly swept away with the exception of perhaps seven scattered buildings. in their places is nothing but sand and heaps of débris. imagine that in the upper portion of this triangle the pathway of destruction has been clearly cut. along the pathway houses have been torn to pieces, turned upside down, laid upon their sides or twisted on their foundations. put into the open space on the lower end of the triangle the tents and the fires of burning rubbish and you will have the picture of johnstown to-day. unheeded warnings. the people had been warned enough about the dangers of their location. they had been told again and again that the dam was unsafe, and whenever the freshets were out there were stories and rumors of its probable breaking. the freshets had been high for many days before that fatal friday. all the creeks were over their banks and their waters were running on the streets. cellars and pavements were flooded. reports from the dam showed that it was holding back more water than at any other time in its history. a telegraph despatch early in the afternoon gave startling information about the cracks in the dam, but it was the old story of the wolf. they had heard it so often that they heard it this time and did not care. the first warning that the people had of their coming doom was the roar of the advancing wave. it rushed out of the valley at four o'clock in the afternoon with incredible swiftness. those who saw it and are still alive say that it seemed to be as high as an ordinary house. it carried in its front an immense amount of battered wreckage, and over it hung a cloud of what seemed to be fog, but was the dust from the buildings it had destroyed. straight across the river it rushed upon the apex of the triangle. it struck the first houses and swept them away in fragments. the cries and shrieks of the frightened people began to be heard above the roar of the floods, and a few steps further the great wave struck some unusually solid structure. its force right in the centre was already diminished. on these houses it split and the greater part of it went on diagonally across the triangle, deflecting somewhat toward the north and so on down to the stone arch bridge. nothing could withstand the flood. wherever it went the houses tumbled down as if they were built of cards. it was not alone the great volume of water, but the immense revolving mass of lumber it carried, that gave it an additional and terrific force, and houses, five bridges, railroad trains, boilers and factories were whirling furiously about. what could stand against such an instrument of destruction as this? it swept the triangle as clean as a board. it tore up pavements. it dug out railroad tracks, and twisted them into strange and fantastic shapes. it carried with it thousands of human beings, crushing them against the fragments, and drove their bodies into the thick mass of mud and sand which it carried at the bottom. it went on and on straight as an arrow, and piled masses of all it had gathered against and over the solid arches of the stone bridge. the bridge sustained the shock. how it did it engineers who have seen the effects and the marvellous strength of the flood in other places wonder. an immense raft of houses and lumber and trees and rubbish of every kind, acres in extent, collected here. roasted in the débris. in these houses were imprisoned people still alive, in numbers estimated at two or three thousand, tossed about in the whirling flood which was turned into strange eddies by the obstruction it had met. in some way not explained a fire broke out. the frame structures packed in closely together were like so much tinder wood. those who had escaped drowning died in their prisons a more horrible death. while this was going on that part of the divided stream which turned to the south continued on its way. at first its violence was undiminished, but as it went on the inclination of the land and the obstacles it met somewhat broke its force. it swept across the triangle, inclining toward the south, and was turned still further in that direction by the bed of stony creek, at the foot of the mountain which forms the western barrier of the basin in which johnstown lies. its course is plainly visible now, as it was two hours afterward. where it started everything is cleared away. a little further along the houses are still standing, but they are only masses of lumber and laths. still further to the north they are overturned or lying upon their sides or corners, some curiously battered and as full of great holes as if they had been shot at with cannon. they are surrounded by driftwood and timbers, ground into splinters, railroad cars, ties and beams, all in a wild, untraceable jumble. the wave reached to the north at least a distance of a mile from the point where it was divided. then it swept backward. it carried with it many houses that had come from every part of the river. at the mercy of the waves. upon them and upon flooded roofs and doors and timbers were men, women and children crying, beseeching and praying for help. those on the shore who were watching this never to be forgotten spectacle saw the sufferers in the river go sweeping by, saw them come down again and still were unable to give them the slightest assistance. the flood proceeded half a mile or more, and then was met and reinforced by a wave started backward from the eddy formed at the stone arch bridge. with redoubled force it turned once more to the south and then it went half a mile further, toppling over the houses, wrecking some and adding some to those which it had brought down from other places. for the second time it spent its force and turned back, swept to the south and to destruction those who had four times been within sight of safety. this time the whole mass of flooded wreckage was carried down to the stone arch bridge and added to the collection there and at last to the fire that was raging. hundreds will never be found. the blackened timber left from this fire, wedged in tightly above the bridge, is the only gorge at which workmen have labored all this week with dynamite and monstrous cranes. in it and below it are unnumbered hundreds of bodies. how many perished in that frightful fire will never be known. only a small proportion of the bodies can ever be found. some were burned so that nothing but a handful of ashes remained, and that was swept away long ago with the torrent. some were buried deep in the sand, and some have been carried down and hidden in sand banks and slews. many will be destroyed by dynamite, and some will have disappeared long before the great flood of rubbish can be removed. of all the horrible features of this dreadful story none is more heartrending than the story of that fire. it began about five o'clock that afternoon and went on all night and all the next day, and smouldered until monday noon. its progress was retarded somewhat by the rain and by the soaking of the material in the water, but this was only an added horror, for it prolonged the anguish for those imprisoned in the great raft who plainly saw their approaching death. those who saw this sight from the shore cannot speak of it now and will hardly be able to speak of it as long as they live without tears. imagination could not picture a situation more harrowing to human feeling than to stand there and watch that horrible scene without being able to rescue the prisoners or even alleviate their sufferings. ruins left to tell the tale. just below the stone bridge are the great works of the cambria iron company. they occupy the eastern bank of the stream for a distance of half a mile. the flood, tearing over the bridge, descended upon these works and tore the southernmost end of them to pieces. the rest of the buildings escaped, but none of the works were swept away in the torrent. an iron bridge used jointly by the public and by the iron company to transport its coal from the mines across the river was caught by the very front of the flood and tossed away as if built of toothpicks. looking from the stone arch bridge, the iron company's buildings, the lower town school house, three of the buildings which divided the flood, a church, part of a brick residence and a little cluster of brick business houses, is all that can be seen above the yellow waste. why these buildings are left it is impossible to say. the school house, except for most of the windows being battered in and the scars and dents driven into it from the passing wreckage, is almost uninjured, although it stands directly in the centre of the flood. locomotives swimming in the torrent. it is plain from the appearance of the buildings that the direction of the flood in many places was rotary, and the houses which still stand may have escaped between the eddies. no other explanation seems possible, for the force of the torrent was tremendous. it carried five locomotives, with their tenders, several miles, and piled them up against the stone bridge as easily as it carried a box of clothespins. at the head of the iron company's works was a great pile of iron in pieces eight feet long and a foot and a half thick either way. the flood toppled these over. in the half charred raft above the bridge are found great boilers, masses of iron, twisted beams and girders from bridges, heavy safes, pieces of railroad track, a hundred car wheels, mixed with every conceivable object of household use--pianos, sofas, dressing cases, crockery, trunks and their contents. yet in all that mass it is impossible to find any trace of that pile of bricks built into the business houses of the town; nor yet upon the banks, nor in the heaps of sand which, when the flood went down, were left here and there, is there any trace of the material of the building except the lumber. in the opinion of experts, all this stuff must have been ground into powder and swept down the river. johnstown will never resume its former importance. a curse will hang over this beautiful valley as long as this generation lasts. the sanitary experts who have examined the place say that in all probability it will be plague ridden for years and years. decomposing bodies in the wreck. the massive stone bridge of the pennsylvania railroad, opposite the cambria iron works, marks the point of demarcation between the borough of johnstown and that of cambria city. the changes in the situation which have occurred since the eventful friday have not been numerous. the wreckage impacted beneath the arches has been removed from three of them, leaving four, which are closed by masses of timber and drift material. i climbed over the débris in the famous cul-de-sac and reached the second from the johnstown side after half an hour's labor. the appearance was singular. beneath the conglomeration of timber which filled the cavity of the arch to a distance of twenty-five feet from the top the waters of the conemaugh flowed swiftly. there was a network of telegraph wires, iron rods and metal work of pullman cars stretched across from stone work to stone work on either side. the gridiron, as it were, penetrated far down into the water, and it had proved sufficiently strong to resist the onward rush of the lighter flotsam which swept before the onrolling wave. lodged in this strange pile was the body of a horse. deep among the meshes a terrible spectacle presented itself. there were the bodies of three people--a woman, a child and a laborer with hobnailed shoes. they were beyond the reach of the workers who are clearing the wreck near to the bridge and the latter will be unable to reach the corpses until a considerable amount of blasting with dynamite has been done. there was a faint odor of decomposition and another day will cause the vicinity of the viaduct to suggest a charnel house to the olfactory senses. there are many other bodies, no doubt, beneath the débris and prevented from floating down the stream by the ruins. cambria city paralyzed. conemaugh city was connected with the cambria iron works, on the opposite side of the conemaugh, by a temporary suspension bridge of steel wire. the bridge was originally for two railways--a narrow and a broad gauge--and a footway. it was swept away before the reservoir burst, according to all accounts. cambria city, or rather a fringe of houses along the higher ground of the bank, the remaining portion of a once prosperous town, is absolutely paralyzed by the stunning blow which has befallen it. there are but few people at work among the débris. the clean sweep of the flood left little wreckage behind. a few sad-faced women wandered about and poked in the sand and among the broken stone which now covers the location of their former homes. the men who were saved have returned to their work at the cambria mills, and the survivors among their families are stowed in the houses which remain intact. there must have been at least one thousand lives lost from cambria city. there has been no attempt to replace the bridge at "ten acre," as the point below cambria city is called. the banks of the conemaugh remain covered with débris. in many places the masses are piled twenty-five feet high. the people are clearing their land by burning the unwonted accumulations. only an occasional body is found. most of the corpses which have been buried at nineveh were found in the bushes which fringe the river. all the way to freeport the accumulation of débris may be seen. kindly care for the helpless. there is to-day no lack of supplies, save at cambria city, which has been overlooked and neglected, but where the destitution is great. the people there are in great want of food. bread has given out, and ham is about the only food to be obtained. in only one of the wrecked houses left untouched by the flood i found from twenty to twenty-five refugees. the commissary at the pennsylvania railroad depot is heaped so high with stores that distribution goes on with difficulty. the grubbtown commissary is in the same condition. the red cross people got fairly to work in their supply tent to-day, and during the morning alone distributed five hundred packages of clothing. their hospital on the hill, back of kernville, is in excellent order, and the patients quartered in the village houses are comfortably situated. there have been no deaths at the cambria hospital. the doctors there have cared for cases indoors and out. even grandma teeter is doing well. she was taken out of the wreck at the bridge on saturday with her right arm crushed. it had to be amputated, and the old woman--she is eighty-three years of age--stood the operation finely. miss hinckley, of philadelphia, is busy in kernville making known the plans of the children's aid society. she does an immense amount of running about and visiting houses. many children made orphans by the flood are now being cared for. there are a hundred or more of them; just how many no one knows. "i have great difficulty," said miss hinckley to me to-day, "to persuade the people who have taken children to care for that our society can be trusted to take charge of what will surely be a burden to them. all my work now is to inspire confidence. we have received hundreds of letters from people anxious to adopt children. they are ready now in the first flush of sympathy, but i am afraid that they will not be willing to take the children when we are ready to place them." many dead still in the ruins. the ruins still shelter a ghastly load of dead. every hour at least one new body is uncovered and borne on a rough stretcher to some one of the many morgues. the sight loses none of its sadness and pathos by its commonness; only the horror is gone, giving place to apathy and stupor. stalwart men, in mud-stained, working clothes, bring up the body, the face covered with a cloth. the crowds part and gaze at the burned corpse as it passes. at the morgue it is examined for identification, washed and prepared for burial. not more than half of these recovered now are identified. the vast majority fill nameless but numbered graves, and the descriptions are much too indefinite to hope for identification after burial. what can you expect from a description like this, picked out at random: "woman, five feet four inches tall, long hair?" the body of eugene hannon, twenty-two, found yesterday near the first presbyterian church, was identified to-day by his father. he was a member of the league of american wheelmen, and his bicycle was found within a few yards of his body. the father will lay the wrecked bicycle on the coffin of his son. just now a woman, still young and poorly dressed, went by the shed where i am writing, sobbing most pitifully. she lost her husband and children in the flood and is on the verge of insanity. finding solace in work. the day opened with heavy rain and an early morning thunder storm. the hillside streams were filled to the banks and everything was dripping. the air was chilly and damp, and daylight was slow in coming to this valley of desolation and death. at an early hour the valley, where so many have gone to rest, presented a most dismal scene. it looked, indeed, like the valley of the dead. nothing was moving, and all remained within the meagre shelter offered them till the day had fairly begun. as the day advanced, the tented hills began to show signs of life, smoke arose from many a camp fire, and on every eminence surrounding this valley of desolation could be seen the guards moving among the tented villages. the weather was most unpleasant for any one to be outdoors, but it apparently had no effect on the people here, for as soon as the early breakfast was over the thousands of workmen could be seen going to their work, and soon the whole valley that in the early morning hours was asleep was a teeming throng of life and activity. while the rain was far from pleasant to the workers and many helpers, it was certainly providential that the cool weather is continuing in order to prevent the much-dreaded decomposition of the hundreds of human bodies yet unrecovered and the thousands of animals that perished in the flood. the air this morning, while tainted to some extent with the fumes arising from the decaying bodies, was not near so bad as it would have been had the morning been hot and sultry. working on the stone bridge débris. by seven o'clock the whole valley was full of people and the scene was a most animated one. the various sections of the flooded territory were full of men busy in searching for the dead, removing and burning the débris. at eight o'clock this morning five bodies had been taken from the mass at the stone bridge. a large force of men have been working all day on this part of the wreck, but so great is the quantity of wreckage to be gone over and removed that while much work is done very slow progress is being made. the continued falling of the river renders the removal of the débris every day more arduous, and where a few days ago the timbers when loosened would float away, now they have to be moved by hand, making the work very slow. a most welcome arrival this morning was dr. b. bullen of disinfectant fame. he brought with him fifty barrels more of his disinfectant. the doctor will take charge of the disinfecting of the dangerous sections of the flooded district and notably at the stone bridge. twenty-five barrels have already been used with most favorable results. dr. bullen was a former resident of johnstown and lost thirty relatives in the flood, among them three brothers-in-law, three uncles and two aunts. clearing the cambria iron works. the cambria iron company's works presented a busy scene to-day. at least nine hundred men are at work, and most rapid progress is being made in clearing away the wreck. it is said that the works will start up in about three weeks. there is little change in the situation. every one is working with the one end in view, to clear away the wreckage and give the people of johnstown a chance to rebuild. the laborers working at the cambria iron works and on the pennsylvania railroad seem to be making rapid progress. this is no doubt for the reason that these men are more used to this kind of work. about ten o'clock the rain was over and the sun came out with its fierce june heat. a number of charges of dynamite were fired during the day, and each time with good effect. the channels through to the bridge are almost clear of débris, and each charge of dynamite has loosened large quantities of the wreckage. this is the eighth day since the demon of destruction swept down the valley of the conemaugh, but the desolation that marks its angry flight is still visible in all its intensity and horror. the days that have been spent by weary toilers whose efforts were steeled by grief have done little to repair the devastation wrought in one short hour by the potent fury of the elements. to the watchers on the mountain side all seems yet chaos and confusion. the thousand fires that spot the valley show that the torch is being used to complete the work of annihilation where repair is impossible and the smoke curls upward. it reminds one of the peace offerings of ancient babylon. uncle sam's men on hand. the corps of government engineers that arrived last night has already demonstrated the valuable assistance which it is capable of rendering in these times of emergency. with but a few hours rest, those men were up ere sunrise this morning, and by eight o'clock a pontoon bridge had been stretched across the river at kernville. acting in conjunction with the pennsylvania military authorities they are pursuing their labors at various other points, and by sundown it is confidently expected that pontoon bridges will be erected at all places where the necessities of traffic demand. it is the fact, probably not generally known, that the great government of the united states owns only feet of pontoon bridges, and that these are the same that were used by the federal forces in the civil war, twenty-five years ago. the bridges that are to be used at johnstown were brought from west point and willet's point, where they have been for years used in the ordinary course of instruction in the military and engineer corps. secret society relief. the following official announcements have been made: a masonic relief committee has been organized and solicits aid for distressed freemasons and their families. william a. donaldson, chairman. office of supreme commander, knights of the mystic chain, wilmington, del., june , .--in view of the great calamity that has befallen our brothers at johnstown, pa., and vicinity, i, h.g. rettes, supreme commander, request that wherever the order of the knights of the mystic chain exists there be liberal donations made for our afflicted brothers. affairs at the tremendous stone bridge wreckage pile seem to have resolved themselves into a state of almost hopelessness. it is amazing the routine into which everything has fallen in this particular place. every morning at seven o'clock a score of lilliputs come mechanically from huts and tents or the bare hillside, and wearily and weakly go to work clearing away this mass, and at the rate they are now proceeding it will actually be months before the débris is cleared away and the last body found. fortunately the wind is blowing away from us or we would have olfactory evidence that what is not found is far worse than what has been exposed. then it may be good business and good policy to have these few workers fool around the edge of the wreckage for five or ten minutes adjusting a dynamite blast, then hastily scramble away and consume as much more time before a tremendous roar announces the ugly work is done, but the onlookers doubt it. sometimes, when an extra large shot is used, the water, bits of wood and iron, and other shapes more fearfully suggestive, fly directly upward in a solid column at least three hundred feet high, only to fall back again in almost the same spot, to be tugged and pulled at or coaxed to float down an unwilling current that is falling so rapidly now that even this poor mode of egress will soon be shut entirely off. the fact of the matter is simply this: they are not attempting to recover bodies at the bridge, but as one blast tears yards of stuff into flinders it is shoved indifferently into the water, be it human or brute, stone, wood or iron, to float down toward pittsburgh or to sink to the bottom, may be a few yards from where it was pushed off from the main pile. up in the centre of the town the débris is piled even higher than at the stone bridge, but the work is going on fairly well. the men seem to be working more together and enter into the spirit of the thing. besides this, horses and wagons can get at the wrecks, and it really looks as if this part of the ruins has been exaggerated, and some of the foremen there say that at the present rate of work going on through the town all the bodies that ever will be recovered will be found within the next ten days. as to the condition these bodies are in, that has become almost a matter of indifference, except as to the effect upon the health of the living. compared with other calamities. an eye-witness writes as follows: the scene is one that cannot be described in outline--it must be told in detail to become intelligible. never before in this country, at least, was there a disaster so stupendous, so overwhelming, so terrible in its fierce and unheralded onset and so sorrowful in its death-dealing work. i traversed the mill river valley the day after the bursting of the mill river dam. i went over wallingford, in connecticut, a few hours after that terrible cyclone had swept through the beautiful new england village. i stood on the broken walls of the brooklyn theatre and looked down upon hecatombs of dead sacrificed in that holocaust to momus. each of these was in itself a terrible calamity, but here is not only what was most terrible in all these, but every horrifying feature of the mill river flood, the wallingford cyclone and the brooklyn theatre fire is here magnified tenfold, nay, a hundred fold. and what is even more terrible than the scenes of devastation, the piles of dead that have been unearthed from the ruins and the mangled human bodies that still remain buried in the débris, is the simple but startling fact that this disaster ought not to have happened. the flood was not due to the rains. this calamity is not the work of the unprovoked fury of the angry elements. this fair town and the populous valley above it, all the varied industries of this thriving city, all these precious lives are a sacrifice to the selfishness of a few men whose purses were bigger than their hearts. there would have been no flood if these rich men had not built an artificial pond in which to catch fish. the now famous dam was only a mud bank. for years it was a constant menace to johnstown and the conemaugh valley. it has long been only a question of time when the calamity that has befallen these people should befall them. it came at last because the arrogance of the purse and the pleasure-seeking selfishness of wealth were blind to the safety of a populous community. the cause of the johnstown disaster was wholly due to the south fork fishing and hunting club. this club was specially chartered by the legislature, and notwithstanding there was some opposition at the time, it was accorded the privilege of making an artificial lake and fish pond by means of an embankment. the site chosen was the old dam on south fork creek, about two miles above the village of south fork, on the conemaugh river. this dam was built by the pennsylvania canal in as a feeder to the canal below johnstown. when the canal was finally abandoned, after passing into the hands of the pennsylvania railroad company, the dam was sold to a private buyer for the very reasonable sum of $ . by him it was afterwards conveyed to the fishing and hunting club for $ , . this was about twenty years ago. the club spent $ , in rebuilding the dam and erected a beautiful club house on the west bank of the artificial lake. beside the club house there are from twelve to fifteen cottages, the summer residences of members of the club, all built since the acquisition of the property twenty years ago. ten of these cottages are visible from the embankment where the break occurred. it was a beautiful spot before the disaster, but this artificial lake in its placid beauty was a menace to the lives and property of the people in the conemaugh valley from its completion to its destruction. the south fork fishing and hunting club was a very aristocratic and exclusive organization. not even tuxedo puts on more airs. it was composed of about seventy members, a baker's dozen of them pittsburgh millionaires. these wealthy gentlemen and their associates never so much as recognized the existence of the common clay of south fork, except to warn all intruders to keep off the land and water of the south fork fishing and hunting club. their placards still stare sight-seers in the face. one of these reads: private property. all trespassers found hunting or fishing on these grounds will be prosecuted to the full extent of the law. another is as follows: private property. no fishing or hunting on these premises, under penalty of the law, $ . south fork hunting and fishing club. only an earthwork. strenuously as the club insisted upon exacting the full penalties and extent of the law for encroachments upon its privileges, it was quite heedless of the rights of others. there probably never was in the world a case of such blind fatuity as that of the south fork fishing and hunting club in building and maintaining its dam. from the first it must have been known to every member of the club, as it certainly was to every resident of the south fork and conemaugh valleys, that if the water ever began to run over the breast of the dam the dam itself would give way. the dam was only a clay embankment. there was no masonry whatever--at least there is none visible in the break. the bottom was of brushwood and earth--some people in the south fork valley say hay and sand. in consequence, the people below the dam who knew how it was built have always regarded it as a menace to their safety. indeed, one man employed in its construction was discharged by the club or its contractor for protesting against the dam as insecure. his crime consisted in declaring that an embankment made in that way could not resist the force of an overflow. he was telling the simple truth, which was clear to every one except men disposed to take chances. chapter xviii. a walk through the valley of death. in the following graphic narrative one of the eye-witnesses of the fearful ruin and slaughter represents himself as a guide, and if the reader will consider himself as the party whom the guide is conducting, a vivid impression of the scene of the great destruction may be obtained. "hello, where on earth did you come from? and what are you doing here, anyhow? oh! you just dropped in to see the sights, eh? well, there are plenty of them and you won't see the like of them again if you live a century. what's that? you have been wandering around and got tangled up in the ruins and don't know where you are? well, that's not strange. i have been lost myself a dozen times. it's a wonder you haven't got roasted by some of those huge bonfires. but here, you come with me. let me be your guide for the afternoon and i'll put you in the way of seeing what is left of johnstown. "first, let's climb up this bluff just before us and we shall have a first-rate view of things. skip across this little temporary bridge over this babbling brook and now--climb! whew! that takes your breath, doesn't it? but it is worth the trouble. now you see we are standing on an embankment perhaps thirty feet high. we are in the midst, too, of a lot of tents. it is here that the soldier boys are encamped. off to one side you see the freight depot of the pennsylvania railroad and the tracks, you notice, run along on the top of this embankment. it is in that freight depot that adjutant general hastings has his headquarters. we will walk over there presently, but first let's take a look at our surroundings. prospect hill. "you notice, i suppose, that this flat spreading out before us at the bottom of the embankment is inclosed on all sides by mountains. they are shaped something like a triangle and we are standing at the base. here, let me make a rough sketch of it on the back of this envelope. it will help us out a little. there! that figure is the freight depot, near which we are standing. towering up above us are houses and up there a canvas city for refugees. there is a temporary hospital there, too, and a graveyard, where many a poor victim of the flood lies. the background is a high hill. the people here call it prospect hill. the flood! gracious! what a view the people up the hill must have had of it as it whirled, and eddied, and roared and rushed through the town, for this great flat before us was where the main portion of johnstown stood. [illustration] "you notice that there are gaps in the mountain chains which form the sides of the triangle. through the gap at our left comes the conemaugh river, flowing from the mountain on its way westward. river, did i say? i don't wonder you smile. it doesn't look much like a river--that little bubbling stream. can you imagine it swelling into a mighty sea, that puny thing, that is smiling in its glee over the awful havoc it has created? now you are beginning to understand how it is that johnstown proper lies within the forks of two streams. the conemaugh runs by us at our feet to the right. see, there is a wrecked and overturned car down there. if thrown across the stream it would almost bridge it. that is stony creek on the other side of the flat, running down through that gap which forms the apex of the triangle. it skirts the mountains on the right and the two streams meet. you can't see the meeting point from here, for our embankment curves, but they do meet around that curve, and then the united rivers flow under the now famous stone bridge, which was built to carry this railroad across the stream. oh! yes, we will go down there, for that bridge formed the gorge which proved so destructive. savage fury. "i would like to take you away up to the dam if we had time and point out the destruction all along down the valley until the flood rushed through that gap to the left and then spread over johnstown. but it is too late in the day for that, and the walk is a most tiresome one, so you will have to take my word for it. of course, you have read that the dam was constructed in a most outrageous manner. well, that is true. it is a wonder the valley wasn't swept long ago. no, the loss of life wasn't great in the upper part of the valley because the people took the warning which the johnstonians refused and mostly escaped. the little town of south fork was badly shattered and mineral point was swept away. "but the real fury of the flood is seen in its marks on the soil. gracious! how it leveled forests, swept away bowlders, cut out new channels and destroyed everything in its path. i cannot begin to give you even an idea of the wonderful power of that flood. at east conemaugh not a vestige of the place was left. where once stood a row of houses the river now runs, and the former river-bed is now filled with dirt and stones. it was in this vicinity, you know, where so many engines and cars were wrecked--smashed, twisted, broken and scattered along the valley for half a mile. it was here, too, where the passengers in the two trains met such a thrilling experience, and where so many of them were killed. the body of one of the passengers, miss bryan, of germantown, was found away down here in johnstown. "it took but a few minutes for the flood to rush down upon woodvale and sweep it out of existence, and then it made a mad break through that gap over there on the extreme left. the houses which you see on the hillside over there--figure --belong to conemaugh borough, a different place from east conemaugh, you understand. the borough also extended down over the flat. by the way, there is something very funny about all these separate boroughs. most all of them are naturally parts of johnstown--such as conemaugh, kernville, cambria city, prospect and the like, but there have been so many petty jealousies that they have refused to unite. but that is neither here nor there now, for in the common calamity they are one. laughing at danger. "now you would have thought that the people on the johnstown flat would have got out of the way when warned of danger, wouldn't you? but they simply laughed. you must remember that a good portion of the place was flooded long before the dam broke. the rise of the two rivers did that. the water ran from two to five or six feet high in some of the houses. but, bless you, that was nothing. the place had been flooded so many times and escaped that everybody actually howled down all suggestions of danger. telegrams had been coming into town all the afternoon and they were received by miss ogle, the brave lady operator, who stuck to her post to the last, but they might as well never have been sent for all the good they did. "well, now with johnstown spread out before you you can readily understand what happened when the flood burst through the gap. there was no time to run then. no time to pray, even. you notice the river makes a sharp curve, and naturally enough the impetus of the water spread it over a wide territory. the conemaugh houses on the flat went down like so many pasteboard houses. a portion of the flood followed the stream and the other portion went tearing along the line of the hills which form the left side of the triangle. wiped out of existence. "now look away over to the left and then away over to the hills on the right, and what do you see? that distance is how great? two miles, do you say? yes, fully that and probably more. well, now for two or three squares inland from this stream at our feet there is nothing but a barren waste of sand--looks like a desert, doesn't it? can you imagine that all that immense strip was covered with stores, business houses and dwellings? where are they now? why, just look at that circular hole just beneath us on the other side of the stream. that was the gas works once. the great iron receiver, or whatever you call it, went rolling, dashing, crashing away before the flood, and not a vestige of it has been found yet. can you ask, then, what became of the houses? simply wiped out of existence. "there! i put down the figure on the map. it is a brick building, as you see, but there is a big hole knocked in it. that is the b. and o. depot. figure --two more brick buildings with one end completely gone. these are the cambria iron company's offices and the company's stores. what else can you see? just around the curve where i mark down figure is another brick building--the millvale school-house. it is out of range from this point, but you shall see it by and by. these buildings are actually the only ones left standing in all that desert of sand, a covering four or five feet deep left by the flood and hiding whatever is underneath as effectually as the ashes of mt. vesuvius blotted out pompeii. there may be a thousand bodies under that sand for all that anybody knows. just ahead of us in the great area roughly shown by this figure lie the tents of the workmen engaged in putting johnstown in order. now, if you draw a line from the conemaugh hills right down back of the b. and o. depot through the camp of the workmen, and thence to stony creek, the only buildings you will find standing between us and that imaginary line are these i have already marked with figures as , and on the map. did you ever see anything so destructive in your life? a famous morgue. "you say you see a good many buildings in what appears to be the centre of the town. so you do, but just wait until you stroll among them. there are many there, it is true, but after all, how many are good for anything? oh! the water has been doing a tremendous amount of damage. why, over there, up to the very foot of the hills--i will mark the spot no. --behind the buildings which you see, it has simply torn things up by the roots. that is the fourth ward, and the ruins are full of the dead, and the fourth ward morgue has had more bodies in it than any of the others. "you remember that i told you that one current swept over that way. it caught up houses and they began to drift all over the place, crashing into each other and grinding people between the timbers. all this time the houses down here by the conemaugh had been floating toward the bridge. logs, boards, lumber and houses from the banks of stony creek had been coming down, too, and thus formed that tremendous jam above the stone bridge, which actually turned the current of the creek back upon itself. some of the houses from the centre of the city and from the fourth ward got into stony creek and actually went up the stream. others floated all over town in circles and finally, having reached the conemaugh, got caught in the jam at last and were destroyed by the fire which broke out there. after a time, too, the pressure at the bridge became so tremendous that the river burst a new channel for itself and then many houses came down again. [illustration: selling damaged goods.] "but i am anticipating. let us walk down to the bridge--it is not far--for the bridge is the key to the situation. we must pass the freight depot, for we follow the track. you see it is a busy place. you know we have had a change of administration here, and adjutant general hastings is in command. we are all heartily glad of it, too, for the worst kind of red tapeism prevailed under the pittsburgh regime. "and then the deputies--a lot of brutes appointed by the sheriff. what an ignorant set they were. most of them couldn't even read. they were the only toughs in town. they had captured all the tomato cans left over from the great flood which the bible tells about and had cut out tin stars to decorate themselves with. anybody who could find a piece of tin could be a deputy. and how they did bulldoze. "but all this is changed now. the deputies--we called them the tin policemen--have been bounced and the place is now guarded by the soldiers. business has taken the place of red tape, and general hastings has turned the freight depot into offices for his various departments, for a system has been established which will reach all the victims, bury all the dead, discover all the living and clean up the town. there is now a central bureau, into which reports are turned, and the old haphazard way of doing things has been swept as clean as the sand before us. there is general hastings' horse standing at the steps, for the general is in the saddle most of the time, here, there, everywhere, directing and ordering. "dinner! hello, dinner is ready. now you will see how the officers at headquarters live. you see, the table has been spread on the platform facing the railroad tracks. ah! there is hastings himself--white slouch hat, white shirt, blue flannel trousers, and boots. he looks every inch a soldier, doesn't he? there! he is beckoning to us. what do you suppose he wants. oh! he wants us to dine with him. shall we? it will be plain fare, but as good as can be found. a dudish society reporter from philadelphia dropped into town the other morning. he met a brother reporter from the same paper. "'oh!' he groaned. 'where can i find a restaurant?' "'restaurant!' shrieked the other. 'where do you think we are? restaurant! you come with me and i'll try to steal you a ham sandwich, and you'll be mighty lucky to get that.' "'oh! but i am so hungry. can you direct me to the nearest hack stand?' "the brother reporter turned and fled in dismay, and the society man hasn't been seen around here since. but it illustrates the time the boys have been having getting anything to eat. so we had better accept the general's invitation. what have we here? oh! this is fine. you don't mind tin plates and spoons and coffee cups, of course, especially as we have ham and potatoes, bread and coffee for dinner. that's a right good meal; but i tell you i have eaten enough ham to last me for a year, and when i get out of johnstown and get back to philadelphia i am going to make a break for the bellevue and eat. and there won't be any ham in that dinner, you can bet. a renowned building. "now, have you had enough? then we will continue our walk along the tracks to the bridge. first we pass the pennsylvania railroad passenger station. what a busy place it is! the tracks are filled with freight cars packed with supplies, and the platform is filled with men and women ready to take them. in this station a temporary morgue was established. it has been moved now to the school-house, no. , you know, on the map. now, as we round the curve you see it. that is the famous building that saved so many lives--the only one left in the great barren waste of sand. you know the water formed an eddy about it, and thus, as house after house floated and circled about it men and women would clutch the roof and climb upon it. the water reached half way to the ceiling on the second floor on a dead level. "now you can see where the two rivers come together. what a jam that was. it extended from the fork down to the bridge--no. . when the flames began to demolish it the pile towered far above the bridge. now it is level with the water, but so thickly is it packed that the river runs beneath it. let us stand here on the railroad embankment at the approach to the bridge, and watch the workmen. you notice how high the approaches are on either side, and you can readily understand how these high banks caught the drift. the stone arches of the bridge are low, you perceive. when the flood was at its height houses were actually swept over the bridge. from the débris left in the river and on the sides you can imagine what an immense dam it was that was formed, and just how it happened that the rivers turned back on themselves. i met a woman up stony creek early this morning. she was laughing over the adventure she and her children had. they floated down the creek to the bridge and then floated back again, and were finally rescued in boats. i asked her how she could joke about it. "'oh!' she said, 'i am never bothered about anything. i was as cool then as i am now, and rather enjoyed it.' "but she wasn't very cool. she was bordering on the hysterical. she and her children are now living with friends, for their house was completely wrecked. a telegraph office. "a good many people had experiences similar to hers before the river broke through the railroad embankment just above the bridge here and swept tracks and everything else down upon the cambria iron works. there they are, just behind us. i will mark them on the map--no. . then the flow rushed through cambria city, just below. that place is in a horrible condition--houses wrecked and streets full of débris. but there is no necessity of going there. you can see all the horrors you want right here. "look across the bridge, up the hill a little way. do you see that old, tumble-down coal shed? it is where the western union established its office, and in that neighborhood most of the reporters have been living--sleeping in brick-kilns, hay lofts, tents, anywhere in fact. what a nice time they have had of it. they have suffered as much as the flood victims. "phew! what a stench. it comes from the débris in the river. it is full of the dead bodies of horses, dogs; yes, and of human beings. we hear stories occasionally of women being taken from that mass alive. they are false, of course, but there was one instance that is authentic. a woman was found one week after the flood still breathing. she had been caught in some miraculous way. she was taken to pittsburgh, where she died. i was kicking about over the débris a day or two ago, and heard a cat mewing under the débris somewhere. i know half a dozen people who have rescued kittens and are caring for them tenderly. a flood cat will command a premium before long, i have no doubt. "ha! what's that? yes, it is a body. the sight is so common now that people pay no attention to it. we have been living in the midst of so much death, of so many scenes of a similar character, that i suppose the sensibilities have become hardened to them. there, they are placing the body on a window shutter and are carrying it up to the school-house. it will be laid on a board placed over the tops of the children's desks. you will notice coffins piled up all about the school-house. of course, the body is awfully disfigured and cannot be identified. the clothing will be described and the body hurried away to its nameless grave. fragment of a bible. "have you enough? then let us walk back toward headquarters and go down upon the flat into the centre of the town. what is that you have there? a piece of a bible? yes, you will find lots of leaves lying around. there is a story--i don't know how true it is--that many people have thrown their bibles away since the flood, declaring that their belief, after the horrors they have witnessed, is at an end. i can hardly credit this. but there is one curious thing that is certain, and everybody has noticed it. books and bibles have been found in the rubbish all over the town, and in a great many instances they are open at some passage calling attention to flood and disaster. i have found these myself a dozen times. it is a remarkable coincidence, to say the least. "some people may find a warning in all this. i don't pretend to say, but as we walk along here let me tell you of a conversation i had with a man who was worth nearly $ , before the flood. he has lost every cent, and is glad enough to get his daily meals from the supplies sent here. "'i don't know what to think of johnstown,' he said. 'we have been called a wicked place. perhaps all this is a judgment. just when we have been most prosperous some calamity has come upon us. we were never more prosperous than when this flood overwhelmed us.' "well here we are back at general hastings' headquarters. now we will go down the embankment, cross the river and plunge ahead into town. "over this loose sand we will trudge and strike in by the baltimore and ohio depot. now we are in the camp of the workingmen. here are the stalls for the horses, too. the men, you see, live in tents. there are not as many of them as there will be; probably not over fifteen hundred to-day, but there will be twice that to-morrow, and five thousand men will be employed here steadily for a long time to come. now let us jump right into main street. it is the worst one in town. just see! there is the post-office, looking as if it never would be able to pull itself out of the wreck. across the street is the bank, with the soldiers guarding it. there, just ahead, you see a tall brick building lifting its head out of the midst of a pile of ruins. there is where many people were saved. the current carried scores of men, women and children past it, and those who had strength deserted their rafts and wrecks of houses and crawled into its windows. "now our progress is blocked. that immense pile of wreckage is by no means as high as it was; but you don't want to crawl over it yet. phew! let's get out of this. how those piles of rubbish do smell. you know the board of health says there is nothing the matter with johnstown, but if the board of health would only take the trouble to nose about a bit it might learn a thing or two. you notice there have been grocery stores and markets around here, and you notice, too, the pile of decaying vegetable matter from them. these are worse than the dead bodies. horrible scenes. "are there bodies under these ruins? lots of them. there! what do you see this minute? those workmen have discovered one in the ruins of the merchants' hotel. poor fellow. he was pinned by falling walls, probably. a man was found there the other day with his pockets full of money. he had tried to save his fortune and lost his life. near by a man was found alive after an experience of a week in the débris. he called for water, but never drank it. his tongue was too stiff, and he had not strength to move a muscle. he died almost as soon as he was found. "well, did you ever see such a mass of wreckage? it doesn't look as if there were twenty houses fit to live in all over this flat. but a good many will be patched up after a fashion, no doubt. and this is only one street out of several in the same condition. "hello! those workmen are digging out of a cellar some barrels of whisky. that liquor will be guarded, for the old policemen and the 'tin' deputies have been having high old times with the liquor they have unearthed. there were formerly forty-five saloons in this town. do you know how many there are left? three. that's all. one saloon-keeper found $ , in the ruins of his place. "gracious! there is a freight car. it was caught up half a mile or more away and dumped down in this street. and there is a piano sticking out. hello! what have you found there? oh, a looking glass. yes, you find plenty of them in the rubbish almost as good as new. a friend of mine pulled out a glass pitcher and two goblets from that terrible mass at the bridge, and there wasn't a crack upon them. queer, isn't it? but so it goes. fragile things are not injured and stoves and iron are twisted and broken. the vagaries of this flood are many. 'i thought you were dead.' "turn this corner. now, will you look at that? there is a house with the back all knocked out. the furniture has disappeared, but on the wall you see a picture hanging, and as i am alive it is a picture of a flood. what did i tell you a little while ago? here is a house with its walls nearly intact. next it is nothing but a heap of rubbish. here is nothing but a cellar full of débris. next it is a wooden dwelling. a man sits on the piazza with his clothing hung about him for an airing. and so it goes right here in the neighborhood of the main street, but if we pull out a bit from this place we shall see that the damage is a great deal greater. through this break you can see the presbyterian church. it is about ruined, but it still stands. if you go up stairs, what do you think you will see in that cold, dark, damp room? stretched upon the tops of the pews are long boards, and stretched upon the boards are corpses. they have been embalmed, and are awaiting identification. but we won't go in there. all the morgues are alike, and we shall find another before long. "hark! there are two women greeting each other. let's hear what they say. "'why, eliza, i thought you were dead. how's all the folks? are they all saved?' "'yes; they are all saved--all but sister and her little girl.' "well, that was cool, wasn't it? but you hear that on every corner. as i told you, in the presence of so much death the sensibilities are blunted. people do not yet realize their great grief. "there, we are safely by the main street with its dangers of pestilence, for you noticed that it was reeking with filth and bad smells, and safely by the falling walls, for the workmen are tearing down everything shaky. look out, there, or you will get scorched by that huge bonfire. they are burning all over town. everything that the men can lift is dragged to these fires and burned. this is the plan for clearing the town. you noticed it at the bridge and you notice it here. men with axes and saws are cutting timbers too big to be moved, and men with ropes and horses and even stationary engines are pressed into service to tug at the ruins. slowly the débris is yielding to the flames. an awful sepulchre. "ha! now we are getting over by the hills into what is known as the fourth ward. here it is on our map--no. . what a sight! most of the bodies are taken from the ruins here. as far as you can see there is nothing but wreckage--yes, wreckage, from which the foulest odors are continually rising and in the midst of which countless big fires are burning. are you not almost discouraged at the idea of clearing so many acres up? well, it does look like an endless task. "there, you see that brick building? it is called the fourth ward school house. do you want to go in? piled up at one side are coffins--little coffins, medium sized coffins, large coffins--coffins for children, women and men. oh! what a gloomy, horrible place. stretched on these boards in this dismal room--what do you see? corpses dragged from the river and from the débris. see how distorted and swollen are the faces. they are beyond recognition. some have great bruises. some are covered with blood. some are black. turn your head away. such a sight you never saw before and pray god that you may never see it again. nearly bodies have been handled in this school house. outside once more for a breath of air! oh! the delightful change. but you are not yet away from the horrors. there is a tent in the school yard. what do you see? more coffins. yes, and each one has a victim. each is ready for shipment or burial. , to be fed. "let's hurry along. here on this corner is the temporary post-office. over there is a supply station. there are eleven such departments now under the new management, and people are given not only provisions but clothing. you ought to see the women coming down from the hills in the morning for the supplies. think of it! there are at least twenty thousand people in the flooded district to be fed for many weeks to come. you know there has been some comment because in the past all the money has not been used for food. i think it is a mistake. where is charity to cease? in my opinion, the thing to do is to clean this town up, and give the business men and mills a chance to start up again. when this is done people can earn their own living, and charity ceases. i am backed up in this statement by irwin hurrell, who is a burgess of johnstown, and knows everybody. let me read you something from my note book that he said to me: "'the people up in the hills have never had a better time. they won't work. they go around and get all the clothing they can and fill their houses with provisions.' thieves and idlers. "the burgess speaks the exact truth. some of these houses are packed with flour and potatoes. the hungarians and colored men and the 'tin' deputies, now out of a job, have been the real thieves. they pulled trunks from the river, cut the locks and rifled them. there have been no professional thieves here. the thieves live here. most of the respectable people were swept away by the flood, but nearly all the 'toughs' were left. now if i had my way i would make the survivors work. some one said the other day: 'why talk of sufferers? there are no sufferers. they are all dead.' this is true in a great measure. it is not charity to keep in idleness people who have lost nothing and won't work. i'd hunt them out and put them at it. "well, we will pass this supply depot, strike the baltimore and ohio track, and go up stony creek a bit. notice the long lines of freight cars loaded with supplies. on our right runs the little river. on our left is ward . i will note it as no. on the map. you see there is a little stretch of plateau and then the ground rises rapidly. see what ravages the flood made on the plateau. the houses are wrecked and filled with mud. the local name of this place is hornertown. one man here had $ , in his house. it was wrecked. he dug away at the ruins and found $ , . if we followed the stream up a mile or so we would come to the stonyvale cemetery. it is covered with logs and wrecks of houses. it was in one of these houses that the body of a woman was found last saturday. she was sitting at a table. the house had floated here on the back water from down the river. red cross tents. "there, i guess we have walked far enough. here are the tents of the red cross society, and by the side of them are those of the united states engineers. the engineers have thrown a pontoon bridge over the river, you see, to a place called kernville. here you are, no. on our little map. let us cross. by george! there is an old man on the bridge i have seen before. he lost his wife and two children in the flood, but he isn't crying for them. what bothers him most is the loss of a clock, but in the clock was $ , . "you see there is nothing new in kernville. it is the same old story. many lives have been lost here and the wreckage is something awful. the houses that remain are filled with mud and the ceilings still drip with water. people seem to have lost their senses. they are apparently paralyzed by their troubles. they sit around waiting for some one to come and clear the wreckage away. "well, it is a terrible sight and we will hurry through the place and cross to johnstown flat, over another pontoon bridge further down. it brings us out, as you see, near the main street again. hello! there is a man; there is his name on the sign--kramer, isn't it? who is getting his grocery store open, the first in town. he was flooded, but carried some of his goods to an upper floor and saved them. lucky kramer! here is a man selling photographs on the porch of a doctor's office. dr. brinkey. oh, yes, he was drowned. his body was found last monday. "well, we'll hurry by and get up to headquarters once more. it is o'clock. see, the workmen are knocking off and are going to the river to wash up. now, out comes the baseball, for recreation always follows work here. "once more on the platform of the freight station. dusk settles down over the valley. an engine near by begins to throb and electric lights spring up here and there. all over the town the flames of the great bonfires leap out of the gloom. from the camps of the workmen come ribald songs and jests, the presence of death has no effect on the living. "the songs gradually die away and the singers drop off into a deep sleep. the town becomes as silent as the graveyards which have been filled with its victims. not a sound is heard save the crackling of the flames and the challenges of the sentries to some belated newspaper man or straggler. "and thus another day draws to a close in ill-fated johnstown." chapter xix. a day of work and worship governor beaver has assumed the command. he arrived in johnstown yesterday, the th, and will take personal charge of the work of clearing the town and river. for that purpose $ , , from the state treasury will be made available immediately. this action means that the state will clear and clean the town. it was a day of prayer but not a day of rest in johnstown. faith and works went hand in hand. the flood-smitten people of the conemaugh, though they met in the very path of the torrent that swept their homes and families into ruin, offered up their prayers to almighty god and besought his divine mercy. but all through the ruin-choked city the sound of the pick and the shovel mingled with the voice of prayer, and the challenge of the sentinel rang out above the voice of supplication. there was no cessation in the great task the flood has left them with its legacy of woe. four charges of dynamite last night completed the wreck of the catholic church of st. john, which had been left by the flood in a worthless but dangerous condition. the thousands of laborers continued their work just as on any week day, except that there was no dynamite used on the gorge and that the cambria iron works were closed. there was the usual reward of the gleaners in the harvest-field of death, fifty eight bodies having been recovered. the most of those have been in stony creek, up which they were carried by the back rush of the current after the bridge broke the first wave. roman catholic services were held in the open air. father smith's exhortation. when the mass was over and father troutwine, who conducted it, had retired, father smith stood before them. "we have had enough of death lately," he said in a voice full of sympathy, "the calamity that has visited us is the greatest in the history of the united states. you must not be discouraged. other places have been visited by disaster at times, yet we know that they have risen again. you must not look on the fearful past. the lives of the lost cannot be restored." here he paused because they were weeping around him, and his own voice was broken, but continuing with an effort, he told them to reflect for consolation upon the manner in which their friends had gone to death. they had looked to god, he said, and wafted in prayers and acts of contrition, their souls had left their bodies and appeared at the throne in heaven. "surely never such prayers fell save from the lips of saints, and the lost of the valley are saints to-day while you mourn for them. god, who measures the acts of men by their opportunities, had pardoned their sins. you who are left living must go to work with a will. be men, be women. the eyes of the world are upon you, the eyes of all civilized nature. they listen, they wait to see what you are going to do." father smith closed by telling them that the coming fast days of this week need not be observed in the midst of such destitution as this, and they might eat without sinning any food that would give them life and strength. when the father had finished the congregation filed slowly out past the high pile of coffins, for st. columba's was a morgue in the days just passed. the protestant services. chaplain maguire held service in the camp of the th to-day. his pulpit was a drygoods box with the lid missing. it had been emptied of its freight into the wide lap of suffering. before him stood the blue-coated guardsmen in a deep half circle. there was a shed at his back and a group of flood survivors, some in old clothing of their own, some in the new garments of charity. they were for the most part members of the methodist congregation of johnstown to which he had preached for three years. "i hunted a long time yesterday for the foundations of my little home," he said, "but they were swept away, like the dear faces of the friends who used to gather around my table. but god doesn't own this side alone; he owns the other side too, and all is well whether we are on this side or the other. are your dear ones saved or lost? the only answer to that question is found in whether they trusted in god or not. trust in the lord and verily ye shall dwell in the land and be fed." it was not a sermon. nobody had words or voice for preaching. others spoke briefly and prayed. they sang, "jesus, lover of my soul." a song in the waters. the shrill treble of the weeping women in the shed was almost lost in the strong bass of the soldiers. "cora moses, who used to sing in our church choir, sang that beautiful hymn as she drifted away to her death amid the wreck," said the chaplain. "she died singing it. there was only the crash of buildings between the interruption of the song of earth and its continuation in heaven." dr. beale's address. dr. beale, whose own presbyterian church was one of the first morgues opened and who has lived among dead bodies ever since is the cheeriest man in johnstown. he made a prayer and an address. it was all straight-from-the-shoulder kind of talk, garbed in homely phrase. in the address he said: "i have been asked to say something about this disaster and its magnitude, but i haven't the heart. besides i haven't the words. if i was the biggest truth teller in the world i could not tell the tale." then the preacher went hammer and tongs at the practical teachings of the flood. "that night in alma hall when we thought we would all die i heard men call on god in prayer and pledge themselves to lead better lives if life was given them. since then i heard those same men cursing and swearing in these streets. brethren, there was no real prayer in any of those petitions put up by those of godless lives that night. they were merely crying out to a higher power for protection. they were like the death-bed fears of the infidel, for i have seen seventeen infidels die and everyone showed the white feather. nay, those prayers were unsanctified by the spirit, but let us who are here now living, dedicate ourselves to the service of almighty god. there were those who were to be dedicated that night. i know one who, when it came, sent his family up the staircase, and taking up his bible from his parlor table, opened at the th psalm, first verse, and, following them, read, and the waters followed him closely. and through the flood he read the word of god and there was peace in that house while terror was all around it." mothering the orphans. dr. beale announced that miss walk wanted twenty-five children for the northern home and then began shaking hands with his congregation and pressing on them the lessons of his sermon. "ah, old friend," he said, to a sandy moustached man in the grand army uniform, "you came safe out of the flood, now give that big heart of yours to jesus." the baptist congregation also held an open-air service. the unfortunate episcopal congregation is quite disorganized by the loss of their church and rector. they held no service, yet in a hundred temporary houses of the homeless the beautiful old litany of the faith was read by the devout churchmen. the soldiers' sunday. sunday brought to the soldiers of the th no rest from the guard and police work which makes the johnstown tour of duty everything but holiday soldiering. even those who were in camp fared no better than those who were mounted guards over banks, stores and supply trains, or driving unwilling italians to work down at cambria city. there was no shade nor a blade of grass in sight. the wreck of the city was all their scenery, and the sun beat down upon their tents till they were like ovens. they policed the camp thoroughly, sweeping the bare ground until it was as clean as a dutch kitchen. the boys had heard that chaplain maguire was to preach and they didn't leave a straw or a chip in his way. a young guardsman's suicide. a sun-browned young soldier of c company, th regiment, sat on the river bank in front of the camp this afternoon and watched across the valley the fire-scarred tower of the catholic church, blown to complete ruin under the force of dynamite. after the front had sunk into a brick heap, he arose, looked down once at the sunny river and the groups of many soldiers doing there week's washing at the foot of the bank, and then strode slowly to his tent. a moment later there seemed to be a lingering echo of the fall of the tower in c company's street. captain nesbitt, dozing in his quarters, heard the sound, and running in the direction of it found that private william b. young, aged , of oakdale, had placed the muzzle of his rifle against his left temple and gone to swell by one the interminable list of the conemaugh valley's dead. [illustration: a railroad train delayed by the flood.] despondency, caused by a slight illness and doubtless intensified by a night's guard duty among the gloomy ruins, is the only known cause of the soldier's act. he had been somewhat blue for a day, but there seemed to be no special weight upon his mind. his brother-in-law, private stimmler, of the same company, said that he was always despondent when ill, but had never threatened or attempted his life. he was a farmhand, and leaves a wife and two children. the dinner "shad" jones cooked. the sunday dinner was a great success. the bill of fare was vegetable soup, cold ham, beans, canned corn, pickled tripe and black coffee. it is worthy of note that the table in the officers' quarters did not have a delicacy upon it which was not shared by the men. the commissary ran short and had to borrow from the workmen's supplies. the dinner to-day was cooked by "shad" jones, a colored man known to every traveling man who has ever stopped at johnstown for his ability to hold four eggs in his mouth and swallow a drink of water without cracking a shell. he lost his wife in the flood and the th has adopted him. on this, the ninth day, the waters began to give up their dead. stony creek first showed their white faces and lifeless bodies floating on the surface, and men in skiffs went after them with their grappling rods. several of them were taken ashore during the afternoon and carried to the presbyterian church morgue, which was the nearest. then, too, the dead among the wreckage on shore came to light just the same as on other days. their exhumation excites no notice here now. dr. beale, keeper of the records of morgues, counted the numbers on his finger tips and said there were more than fifty found to-day in johnstown alone. in one dead man's pocket was $ , . . he was christopher kimble, an undertaker and finisher, who, when he saw the water coming, rushed down stairs to the safe to save his gold and there he was lost. several bodies were taken from the human raft burned beyond all recognition. the body of miss bessie bryan, the young philadelphian, was identified to-day as it lay in a coffin by a grave from which it had been exhumed in grand view cemetery. "returning home from a wedding in pittsburgh with her friend, miss paulsen, caught by the flood on the day express, found dead and buried twice," will be the brief record of her wild sad fate. whiskey and rioting. lieutenant wright, company i, with a detail of ninety-eight men, was called to the banks of stony creek over the raft to-night, to protect the employees of the philadelphia gas company. there they found a gang of rioters. the rioters this afternoon found a barrel of whiskey in the field of débris, and before the militia could destroy it they had managed to take a large quantity of it up on the mountain. to-night they came down to the camp intoxicated, attacked the cook, cleared the supper table and were managing things with a high hand when a messenger was despatched for the guard. before lieutenant wright's men reached there they had escaped. the beaver falls gang was surprised this afternoon by the militia, and gallons of whiskey, which they had hidden, were destroyed. a dozen saloons were swept into the creek at the bridge, and it is supposed that a hundred or more barrels are buried beneath the raft. among the most interesting relics of the flood is a small gold locket found in the ruins of the hurlbut house yesterday. the locket contains a small coil of dark brown hair, and has engraved on the inside the following remarkable lines: "lock of george washington's hair, cut in philadelphia while on his way to yorktown, ." mr. benford, one of the proprietors of the house, states that the locket was the property of his sister, who was lost in the flood, and was presented to her by an old lady in philadelphia, whose mother and herself cut the hair from the head of the "father of his country." chapter xx. millions of money for johnstown. never before in our country has there been such a magnificent exhibition of public sympathy and practical charity. as the occasion was the most urgent ever known, so the response has been the greatest. all classes have come to the rescue with a generosity, a thoughtfulness and heartfelt pity sufficient to convince the most stubborn misanthrope that religion is not dead and charity has not, like the fabled gods of greece, forsaken the earth. the following lines, cut from one of our popular journals, aptly represents the public feeling, and the warm sympathy that moved every heart: i. i stood with a mournful throng on the brink of a gloomy grave, in a valley where grief had found relief on the breast of an angry wave! i heard a tearful song that told of an orphan's love-- 'twas a song of woe from the valley below, to the father of heaven above! ii. 'twas the wail of two lonely waifs-- two children who prayed for bread! 'twas a pitiful cry--a mournful sigh-- from the home of the silent dead! 'twas a sad and soulful strain; it made the teardrops start; 'twas an echo of pain--a weird refrain-- and a song that touched my heart. iii. poor, fatherless, motherless waifs, come, dry your tearful eyes! not in vain, not in vain, have ye sung your refrain; it's echo has pierced the skies! the angels are watching you there, for your "home" is now above, and your father is he who forever shall be a father of infinite love! iv. blest be the noble throng, with generous impulse stirred, who are bringing relief to the valley of grief, where the orphan's song was heard! peace to them while they live, peace when their souls depart, for a friend in need is a friend indeed and a friend that reaches my heart! among the first to start a fund for the sufferers was the new york _herald_. the following is a specimen of the announcement made by that journal from day to day: great interest is being taken in the _herald_ fund for the johnstown sufferers. in the city, employees of all sorts of business houses, and of railroad, steamboat and other companies, are striving to see who can collect the most money. in the country, ministers, little girls, school children and busy workers are all collecting for the fund. it is being boomed by rich and poor, far and near. with the checks for hundreds of dollars yesterday came this note, enclosing a dime: "new york, june , . "mr. editor: "i am a little orphan girl. i saved ten cents, it is all i have, but i should like to send it to the sufferers of the flood. "annie abel." another letter written in a lady's hand read this way: "brookyn. "dear herald:-- "enclosed please find $ . left by little hame buckler in his purse when he died last september. also twenty-five cents from albert buckler and twenty-five cents from paul d. buckler. hoping their mites will help to feed or clothe some little ones, i am, with sympathy for the sufferers, "s.a.b." felix simonson, a twelve-year-old schoolboy, took it into his head on friday to go among his friends and get help for the sufferers. here is what he wrote on the top of his subscription paper: "i am very sorry for the poor people who have lost everything by the flood, and i am trying to collect some money to send to them. would you like to give something to help them?" how felix succeded is shown by a collection of $ . the first day. a large amount of clothing for men, women and children is being sent to the _herald_ office, as well as liberal contributions of money. the same story was, in effect, repeated from day to day. it only indicated what was going on throughout the country; in fact, throughout the world. london, paris, and other european towns, were only a few hours behind our american cities in starting funds for relief. the enthusiasm with which these responses were made is indicated by the following from one of the new york dailies: charity running rampant. everybody's business seems to be raising funds for pennsylvania. the mayor's office has been transformed into a counting room. more than a dozen clerks are employed in acknowledging the receipt of money for the pennsylvania sufferers. a large number, many of them of the poorer class, bring their own contributions. up to noon $ , . had been subscribed. this does not include sums subscribed but not paid in. all the city departments are expected to respond nobly. the executive committee of the conemaugh valley relief association met in the governor's room at the city hall yesterday, with general w.t. sherman in the chair. treasurer j. edward simmons announced that the fund in the fourth national bank amounted to $ , and that governor beaver's draft for $ , had been honored. john t. crimmins reported that more than $ , had been received at the mayor's office during the morning. he also reported that the leake and watts orphan asylum had offered, through the rev. dr. morgan dix, to take twenty-five of johnstown's orphans, between the ages of five and twelve, and care for them until they were sixteen and then provide them with homes. h.c. miner reported that many packages of clothing had been sent to johnstown and that the theatrical guild was arranging for benefit performances. under date of paris, june th, the following despatch conveyed intelligence of the gratifying response of americans in that city: duty nobly done. a meeting of americans was held to-day at the united states legation on a call in the morning papers by mr. whitelaw reid, the united states minister, to express the sympathy of the americans in paris with the sufferers by the johnstown calamity. in spite of the short notice the rooms of the legation were densely packed, and many went away unable to gain admittance. mr. reid was called to the chair and mr. ernest lambert was appointed secretary. the following resolutions were offered by mr. andrew carnegie and seconded by mr. james n. otis: a sympathetic message. "resolved, that we send across the atlantic to our brethren overwhelmed by the appalling disaster at johnstown our most profound and heartfelt sympathy. over their lost ones we mourn with them, and in every pang of all their misery we have our part. "resolved, that as american citizens we congratulate them upon and thank them for the numerous acts of noble heroism displayed under circumstances calculated to unnerve the bravest. especially do we honor and admire them for the capacity shown for local self-government upon which the stability of republican institutions depends, the military organizations sent from distant points to preserve order during the chaos that supervened having been returned to their homes as no longer required within forty-eight hours of the calamity. in these few hours the civil power recreated and asserted itself and resumed sway without the aid of counsel from distant authorities, but solely by and from the inherent power which remains in the people of johnstown themselves." brief and touching speeches were made by general layton, late united states minister to austria; mr. abram s. hewitt, general meredith read and others. a flow of dollars. the resolutions were then unanimously adopted and a committee was appointed to receive subscriptions. about , f. were subscribed on the spot. the american bankers all agreed to open subscriptions the next day at their banking houses. "buffalo bill" subscribed the entire receipts of one entertainment to be given under the auspices of the committee. as a sequel to the foregoing the following will be of interest to the reader: new york, june .--john monroe & co. have received cable instructions from united states minister reid, at paris, to pay messrs. drexel & co., of philadelphia, an additional sum of $ , , received from the treasurer of the paris johnstown relief committee. of this sum $ are the proceeds of a special performance by the wild west show, and with the previous contribution from paris makes a total of $ , . the pathetic story of sympathy and generous aid from every town and hamlet in the land can never be told; there is too much of it. philadelphia alone contributed over a million dollars, and new york showed equal generosity. in philadelphia it was not uncommon to see glass jars in front of stores and at other places to receive contributions from passers-by. in one of these an unknown man deposited $ one day; this is indicative of the feeling pervading the whole community that stricken johnstown must not suffer for houses, clothing, nor bread. [illustration: contributing to the relief fund in philadelphia.] so rapidly did gifts pour in that within eight days after the disaster the following statement was made from harrisburg: the governor's fund for the relief of the survivors of the flood in the conemaugh valley and other portions of the state is assuming large proportions and the disposition to contribute appears to be on the increase. to-day letters and telegrams were received requesting the governor to draw for $ , additional, swelling the aggregate sum at his disposal to about $ , , . many of the remittances are accompanied with statements that more may be expected. governor beaver telegraphed as follows from johnstown: "the situation is simply indescribable. the people have turned in with courage and heroism unparalleled. a decided impression has been made on the débris. the next week will do more, as they have many points opened for work. everything is very quiet. people are returning to work again and gaining courage and hope as they return. there need be no fear of too much being contributed for the relief of the people. there is a long, steady pull ahead requiring every effort and determination on the part of the people here, which is already assured, and the continued systematic support and benefactions of this generous people." feeding the hungry. three car loads of tents, enough to accommodate four thousand people, were sent to johnstown to-day from the state arsenal at the request of general hastings. the following special dispatch bears date of june th: car loads of provisions and clothing are arriving hourly and being distributed. the cynic who said that charity and gratitude were articles seldom to be met with in republics and among corporations would have had ample reason afforded him to-day to alter his warped philosophy several degrees had he been in this erstwhile town and seen train after train hourly rolling in, on both the baltimore and ohio and the pennsylvania railroads, laden with clothing and provisions from every point of the compass. each train bore messengers sent especially to distribute funds and provisions and clothing, volunteer physicians in large numbers, trained nurses and a corps of surgeons equipped with all needed instruments and medicines. fortunately the latter are not needed. philadelphia's quota consists of clothes, boots, shoes, cotton sheeting, hard breads, salt fish, canned goods, etc., all of which will be gratefully received and supply the most pressing needs of the stricken people. relief systematized. the relief work has been so systematized that there is no danger of any confusion. at the several distributing depots hundreds assemble morning, noon and night, and, forming in line, are supplied with provisions. men and women with families are given bread, butter, cheese, ham and canned meats, tea or coffee and sugar, and unmarried applicants sliced bread and butter or sandwiches. the army tents brought on by adjutant-general axline, of ohio, have been divided, and two white-walled villages now afford shelter to nearly six thousand homeless people. at the main commissary. at the johnstown station, on the east side of the river, everything is quiet, and considerable work is being done. this is the chief commissary station, and this morning by two o'clock , people were fed and about six hundred families were furnished with provisions. five carloads of clothing were distributed, and now almost every one is provided with clothing. the good work done by the relief committees in caring for the destitute can never be fully told. it was ready, generous and very successful. the scenes at the distributing points through the week have been most interesting. monday and tuesday saw lines of men, women and children in the scantiest of clothing, blue with cold, unwashed and dishevelled, so pitifully destitute a company as one would wish to see. since the clothing cars have come the people have assumed a more presentable appearance and food has brought life back to them and warmth, but their condition is still pitiful. the destitute ones are almost altogether from the well-to-do people of johnstown, who have lost all and are as poor as the poorest. altoona to the rescue. altoona has been so hemmed in by floods and the like, and her representatives have been so busy, that they had but little to say of the prompt action and excellent work done by open-handed citizens of that beautiful interior pennsylvania city. altoona first became alarmed by the non-arrival and reported loss of the day express east on the pennsylvania railroad friday afternoon. soon the station was thronged with an anxious crowd, and the excitement became intense as the scant news came slowly in. saturday the anxiety was relieved by a telegram from ebensburg, which a blundering telegraph operator made "three hundred lost," instead of "three thousand." that was soon corrected by later news, and the citizens immediately were called upon to meet for action. the mayor presided, and at once $ , was subscribed and provisions offered. by three o'clock that afternoon a car had been loaded and started for ebensburg, thirty-two miles away in charge of a committee. at ebensburg that evening ten teams were secured after much trouble and the supplies sent overland seventeen miles to the desolated valley. the night was an awful one for the committee in charge. the roads were badly washed and all but impassible. the hours dragged on. at last, sunday morning, the wagons drove into desolate conemaugh. there were no cheers to greet them, no cries of pleasure. the wretched sufferers were too wretched, too dazed for that. they simply crowded around the wagons, pitifully begging for bread or anything to eat. the committee report: "impostors have not bothered us much, and, singular enough, the ones that have were chiefly women, though to-day we sent away a man who we thought came too frequently. on questioning he owned up to having fifteen sacks of flour and five hams in his house. on tuesday we began to keep a record of those who received supplies, and we have given out supplies to fully families, representing , homeless people. our district is only for one side of the river. on the other is a commissary on adams street, near the baltimore and ohio railway station, another at kernville, a third at cambria city, a fourth at morrellville and a fifth at cambria. the people are very patient, though, of course, in their present condition they are apt to be querelous. wanted a better dress. "one woman who came for a dress indignantly refused the one i offered her. 'i don't want that,' she said. 'i lost one that cost me $ , $ for the cloth and $ for making, and i want a $ dress. you said you would make our losses good;' and she did not take the dress. "a clergyman came to me and begged for anything in the shape of foot covering. i had nothing to give him. men stand about ready to work, but barefooted. the clothing since the first day or two, when we got only worn stuff, fit only for bandages, has been good, and is now of excellent quality. most of the children's garments are outgrown clothes, good for much service. pittsburgh has sent from thirty to forty car loads of supplies, all of good quality and available, and in charge of local commissary men who had sense enough to go home when they turned over their supplies and did not stay and eat up the provisions they brought. ohio's timely work. "but above all, i want to praise the supplies sent by the ohio people in cleveland and columbus. these cities forwarded eight cars each. these were stocked with beautiful stuff, wisely chosen, and were in charge of adjutant general axline, sent by governor foraker, who worked like a wise man." grave mental conditions. the mental condition of almost every former resident of johnstown is one of the gravest character, and the reaction which will set in when the reality of the whole affair is fully comprehended can scarcely fail to produce many cases of permanent or temporary insanity. most of the faces that one meets, both male and female, are those of the most profound melancholia, associated with an almost absolute disregard of the future. the nervous system shows the strain it has borne by a tremulousness of the hand and of the lip in man as well as in woman. this nervous state is further evidenced by a peculiar intonation of words, the persons speaking mechanically, while the voices of many rough looking men are changed into such tremulous notes of so high a pitch as to make one imagine that a child on the verge of tears is speaking. crying is so rare that i saw not a tear on any face in johnstown, but the women that are left are haggard, with pinched features and heavy, dark lines under their eyes. indeed the evidence of systemic disturbance is so marked in almost every individual who was present at the time of the catastrophe that it is possible with the eye alone to separate the residents from those outside. everything required in the way of surgical appliances seem to be on hand, but medicines are scarce, and will probably be needed more in the next few days than heretofore. a fact in favor of the controlling of any malady is to be found in the very general exodus of the town's people, who crowd the platforms of departing trains. there can be no doubt that this movement should be encouraged to the greatest possible extent, and it would be well if places away from johnstown, at no too great distance, could be opened for the reception of those who, while not entirely disabled, are useless at home. the scarcity of pure spring water which is not tainted by dead animal matter is a pressing evil for consideration, but we doubt if this is as important a fact at johnstown as it is further down the river, owing to the large amount of decomposing flesh in the water at this latter point. no disinfectant can reach such a cause of disease save the action of the large volume of water which dilutes all poisonous materials. the torch for safety. there is a strong movement on foot in favor of applying the torch to the wrecked buildings in johnstown, and although the suggestion meets with strong opposition at this time, there is little doubt the ultimate solution of existing difficulties will be by this method. an army of men have been for two days employed in clearing up the wreck in the city proper, and although hundreds of bodies have been discovered, not one-fifth of the ground has yet been gone over. in many places the rubbish is piled twenty or thirty feet high, and not infrequently these great drifts cover an area of nearly an acre. narrow passages have been cut through in every direction, but the herculean labor of removing the rubbish has yet hardly begun. at a meeting of the central relief committee this afternoon general hastings suggested the advisability of drawing a cordon around the few houses that are not in ruins and applying the torch to the remaining great sea of waste. he explained briefly the great work yet to be accomplished if it were hoped to thoroughly overhaul every portion of the débris, and insisted that it would take , men to complete the task. of the hundreds of bodies buried beneath the rubbish, sand and stones, the skeleton or putrid remains of many was all that could be hoped to be recovered. a motion was made that after forty-eight hours' further search the débris of the city be consumed by fire, the engines to be on hand to play upon any valuable building that despite previous precautions, might become ignited by the general conflagration. this motion was debated pro and con for nearly half an hour. those whose relatives or friends still rest beneath the wreck remonstrated strongly against any such summary action. they insisted that all the talk of threatened epidemic was only the sensation gossip of fertile brains and that the search for the bodies should only be abandoned as a last extremity. the physicians in attendance warned the committee that the further exposure of putrid bodies in the valley could have but one result--the typhus or some other epidemic equally fatal to its victims. it was a question whether the living should be sacrificed to the dead, or whether the sway of sentiment or the mandate of science should be the ruling impulse. although the proposition to burn the wreck was defeated, it was evident that the movement was gaining many adherents, and the result will doubtless be that in a few days the torch will be applied, not only to the field of waste in johnstown, but also to the avalanche of débris that chokes the stream above the pennsylvania bridge. produced from images generously made available by the digital & multimedia center, michigan state university libraries.) _the colonial architecture of philadelphia_ nine hundred and seventy-five copies of =the colonial architecture of philadelphia=, of which nine hundred and fifty are for sale, have been printed from type and the type distributed. this copy is number [illustration: plate i.--doorway, cliveden, germantown.] _the colonial architecture of philadelphia_ _by_ _frank cousins and phil m. riley_ _illustrated_ [illustration] _boston_ _little, brown, and company_ _ _ _copyright, ,_ by little, brown, and company. _all rights reserved_ _foreword_ so many books have been published which are devoted wholly or in part to the fine old colonial residences and public buildings of philadelphia, including germantown, that it might seem almost the part of temerity to suppose there could be a place for another one. a survey of the entire list, however, discloses the fact that almost without exception these books are devoted primarily to a picture of the city in colonial times, to the stories of its old houses and other buildings now remaining, or to an account of the activities of those who peopled them from one to two centuries ago. some more or less complete description of the structures mentioned has occasionally been included, to be sure, but almost invariably this has been subordinate to the main theme. the narrative has been woven upon a historical rather than an architectural background, so that these books appeal to the tourist, historian and antiquary rather than to the architect, student and prospective home builder. interesting as was the provincial life of this community; absorbing as are the reminiscences attaching to its well-known early buildings; important as were the activities of those who made them part and parcel of our national life, the colonial architecture of this vicinity is in itself a priceless heritage--extensive, meritorious, substantial, distinctive. it is a heritage not only of local but of national interest, deserving detailed description, analysis and comparison in a book which includes historic facts only to lend true local color and impart human interest to the narrative, to indicate the sources of affluence and culture which aided so materially in developing this architecture, and to describe the life and manners of the time which determined its design and arrangement. such a book the authors have sought to make the present volume, and both mr. riley in writing the text and mr. cousins in illustrating it have been actuated primarily by architectural rather than historic values, although in most instances worthy of inclusion the two are inseparable. for much of the historic data the authors acknowledge their indebtedness to the authors of previous philadelphia books, notably "philadelphia, the city and its people" and "the literary history of philadelphia", ellis paxon oberholtzer; "old roads out of philadelphia" and "the romance of old philadelphia", john thomson faris; "the history of philadelphia" and "historic mansions of philadelphia", t. westcott; "the colonial homes of philadelphia and its neighborhood", harold donaldson eberlein and horace mather lippincott; "colonial mansions ", thomas allen glenn; "the guide book to historic germantown", charles francis jenkens; "germantown road and its associations", townsend ward. ph. b. wallace, of philadelphia, photographed some of the best subjects. the original boundaries of philadelphia remained unchanged for one hundred and seventy-five years after the founding of the city, the adjoining territory, as it became populated, being erected into corporated districts in the following order: southwark, ; northern liberties, ; moyamensing, ; spring garden, ; kensington, ; penn, ; richmond, ; west philadelphia, ; and belmont, . in all these districts, together with the boroughs of germantown, frankford, manayunk, white hall, bridesburg and aramingo, and the townships of passyunk, blockley, kingsessing, roxborough, germantown, bristol, oxford, lower dublin, moreland, byberry, delaware and penn were abolished by an act of the state legislature, and the boundaries of the city of philadelphia were extended to the philadelphia county lines. such of these outlying communities as had been settled prior to the revolution were closely related to philadelphia by common interests, a common provincial government and a common architecture. for these reasons, therefore, it seems more logical that this treatise devoted to the colonial architecture of the first capitol of the united states should embrace the greater city of the present day rather than confine itself to the city proper of colonial times. otherwise it would be a problem where to draw the line, and much of value would be omitted. the wealth of material thus comprehended is so great, however, that it is impossible in a single book of ordinary size to include more than a fractional part of it. an attempt has therefore been made to present an adequate number of representative types chosen with careful regard, first, to their architectural merit, and second, to their historic interest. exigencies of space are thus the only reason for the omission of numerous excellent houses without historic association and others rich in history but deficient in architecture. frank cousins and phil m. riley. april , _contents_ chapter page foreword v i. philadelphia architecture ii. georgian country houses of brick iii. city residences of brick iv. ledge-stone country houses v. plastered stone country houses vi. hewn stone country houses vii. doorways and porches viii. windows and shutters ix. halls and staircases x. mantels and chimney pieces xi. interior wood finish xii. public buildings index _list of plates_ i. doorway, cliveden, germantown _frontispiece_ page ii. old mermaid inn, mount airy; old red lion inn iii. camac street, "the street of little clubs"; woodford, northern liberties, fairmount park. erected by william coleman in iv. stenton, germantown avenue, germantown. erected by james logan in v. hope lodge, whitemarsh valley. erected by samuel morris in ; home of stephen girard vi. port royal house, frankford. erected in by edward stiles vii. blackwell house, pine street. erected about by john stamper; wharton house, spruce street. erected prior to by samuel pancoast viii. morris house, south eighth street. erected in by john reynolds ix. wistar house, fourth and locust streets. erected about ; betsy ross house, arch street x. glen fern, on wissahickon creek, germantown. erected about by thomas shoemaker; grumblethorpe, germantown avenue, germantown. erected in by john wister xi. upsala, germantown avenue and upsala streets, germantown. erected in by john johnson; end perspective of upsala xii. the woodlands, blockley township, west philadelphia. erected in by william hamilton; stable at the woodlands xiii. wyck, germantown avenue and walnut lane, germantown. erected by hans millan about ; hall and entrance doorways, wyck xiv. mount pleasant, northern liberties, fairmount park. erected in by captain james macpherson; the main house, mount pleasant xv. deschler-perot-morris house, germantown avenue, germantown. erected in by daniel deschler; vernon, vernon park, germantown. erected in by james matthews xvi. loudoun, germantown avenue and apsley street, germantown. erected in by thomas armat; solitude, blockley township, fairmount park. erected in by john penn xvii. cliveden, germantown avenue and johnson street, germantown. erected in by benjamin chew xviii. detail of cliveden façade; detail of bartram house façade xix. the highlands, skippack pike, whitemarsh. erected in by anthony morris xx. bartram house, kingsessing, west philadelphia. erected in - by john bartram; old green tree inn, germantown avenue, germantown. erected in xxi. johnson house, germantown avenue, germantown. erected in - by dirck jansen; billmeyer house, germantown avenue, germantown. erected in xxii. hooded doorway, johnson house, germantown; hooded doorway, green tree inn xxiii. pedimental doorway, league street; pedimental doorway, germantown avenue xxiv. doorway, germantown avenue; doorway, morris house, south eighth street xxv. doorway, germantown avenue; doorway, spruce street xxvi. doorway, germantown avenue; doorway, frankford avenue xxvii. doorway, powel house, south third street; doorway, wharton house, spruce street xxviii. doorway, south seventh street xxix. doorway, grumblethorpe, germantown avenue; doorway, germantown avenue xxx. doorway, doctor denton's house, germantown xxxi. west entrance, mount pleasant, fairmount park; east entrance, mount pleasant xxxii. doorway, solitude, fairmount park; doorway, perot-morris house, germantown avenue xxxiii. entrance porch and doorway, upsala, germantown; elliptical porch and doorway, fisher's lane, wayne junction xxxiv. doorway, south eighth street; doorway, stenton xxxv. doorway and ironwork, southeast corner of eighth and spruce streets xxxvi. doorway and ironwork, northeast corner of third and pine streets; stoop with curved stairs and iron handrail, south third street xxxvii. stoop and balustrade, wistar house; stoop and balustrade, race street xxxviii. detail of iron balustrade, south ninth street; stoop with wing flights, la grange alley xxxix. iron newel, fourth and liberty streets; iron newel, walnut street xl. footscraper, wyck; old philadelphia footscraper; footscraper, third and spruce streets; footscraper, dirck-keyser house, germantown xli. footscraper, south third street; footscraper, south third street; footscraper, vernon, germantown; footscraper, pine street xlii. iron stair rail and footscraper, south seventh street (section); iron stair rail and footscraper, south fourth street (section); iron stair rail and footscraper, seventh and locust streets (section); iron stair rail and footscraper, seventh and locust streets (section) xliii. detail of window and shutters, morris house xliv. window and shutters, free quakers' meeting house, fifth and arch streets; second story window, free quakers' meeting house xlv. detail of window, combes alley; window and shutters, cliveden; window, bartram house xlvi. window, stenton; window and shutters, race street xlvii. dormer, witherill house, north front street; dormer, germantown avenue, germantown; foreshortened window, morris house; dormer, stenton; window and shutters, witherill house; window and blinds, germantown avenue xlviii. shutter fastener, cliveden; shutter fastener, wyck; shutter fastener, perot-morris house; shutter fastener, germantown avenue xlix. detail of round headed window, congress hall; detail of round headed window, christ church l. fenestration, chancel end, st. peter's church li. details of round headed windows, christ church lii. chancel window, christ church; palladian window and doorway, independence hall liii. palladian window, the woodlands liv. great hall and staircase, stenton lv. hall and staircase, whitby hall; detail of staircase, whitby hall lvi. hall and staircase, mount pleasant; second floor hall archway and palladian window, mount pleasant lvii. hall and staircase, cliveden; staircase detail, cliveden lviii. detail of staircase balustrade and newel, upsala; staircase balustrade, roxborough lix. staircase detail, upsala; staircase balustrade, gowen house, mount airy lx. detail of stair ends, carpenter house, third and spruce streets; detail of stair ends, independence hall (horizontal section) lxi. chimney piece in the hall, stenton; chimney piece and paneled wall, great chamber, mount pleasant lxii. chimney piece and paneled wall, parlor, whitby hall lxiii. chimney piece, parlor, mount pleasant; chimney piece, parlor, cliveden lxiv. chimney piece and paneled wall on the second floor of an old spruce street house; detail of mantel, cypress street lxv. parlor mantel, upsala; detail of parlor mantel, upsala lxvi. mantel at upsala; mantel at third and delancy streets lxvii. mantel, rex house, mount airy; mantel at walnut street lxviii. parlor, stenton; reception room, stenton lxix. dining room, stenton; library, stenton lxx. pedimental doorway, first floor, mount pleasant; pedimental doorway, second floor, mount pleasant lxxi. doorways, second floor hall, mount pleasant; doorway detail, whitby hall lxxii. inside of front door, whitby hall; palladian window on stair landing, whitby hall lxxiii. window detail, parlor, whitby hall; window detail, dining room, whitby hall lxxiv. ceiling detail, solitude; cornice and frieze detail, solitude lxxv. independence hall, independence square side. begun in lxxvi. independence hall, chestnut street side lxxvii. independence hall, stairway; liberty bell, independence hall lxxviii. stairway landing, independence hall; palladian window at stairway landing lxxix. declaration chamber, independence hall lxxx. judge's bench, supreme court room, independence hall; arcade at opposite end of court room lxxxi. banquet hall, second floor, independence hall; entrance to banquet hall lxxxii. congress hall, sixth and chestnut streets. completed in ; congress hall from independence square lxxxiii. stair hall details, congress hall lxxxiv. interior detail of main entrance, congress hall; president's dais, senate chamber, congress hall lxxxv. gallery, senate chamber, congress hall lxxxvi. carpenters' hall, off chestnut street between south third and south fourth streets. erected in ; old market house, second and pine streets lxxxvii. main building, pennsylvania hospital. erected in lxxxviii. main hall and double staircase, pennsylvania hospital lxxxix. custom house, fifth and chestnut streets. completed in ; main building, girard college. begun in xc. old stock exchange, walnut and dock streets; girard national bank, south third street xci. christ church, north second street near market street. erected in - ; old swedes' church, swanson and christian streets. erected in - xcii. st. peter's church, south third and pine streets. erected in ; lectern, st. peter's church xciii. interior and chancel, christ church; interior and lectern, st. peter's church xciv. interior and chancel, old swedes' church; st. paul's church, south third street near walnut street xcv. mennonite meeting house, germantown. erected in ; holy trinity church, south twenty-first and walnut streets _the colonial architecture of philadelphia_ chapter i philadelphia architecture philadelphia occupies a unique position in american architecture. few of the early settled cities of the united states can boast so extensive or so notable a collection of dwellings and public buildings in the so-called colonial style, many of them under auspices that insure their indefinite perpetuation. these beautiful old structures are almost exclusively of brick and stone and of a more elaborate and substantial character than any contemporary work to be found above the mason and dixon line which later became in part the boundary between the north and the south. erected and occupied by the leading men of substance of the province of pennsylvania, the fine old countryseats, town residences and public buildings of the "city of brotherly love" not only comprise a priceless architectural inheritance, but the glamour of their historic association renders them almost national monuments, and so object lessons of material assistance in keeping alive the spirit and ideals of true americanism. much of the best colonial domestic architecture in america is to be found in this vicinity, a great deal of it still standing in virtually its pristine condition as enduring memorials of the most elegant period in colonial life. just as men have personality, so houses have individuality. and as the latter is but a reflection of the former, a study of the architecture of any neighborhood gives us a more intimate knowledge of contemporary life and manners, while the history of the homes of prominent personages is usually the history of the community. such a study is the more interesting in the present instance, however, in that not merely local but national history was enacted within the colonial residences and public buildings of old philadelphia. men prominent in historic incidents of colonial times which profoundly affected the destiny of the country lived in philadelphia. the fathers of the american nation were familiar figures on the streets of the city, and philadelphians in their native city wrote their names large in american history. philadelphia was not settled until approximately half a century later than the other early centers of the north,--plymouth, new york, salem, boston and providence. georgian architecture had completely won the approval of the english people, and so it was that few if any buildings showing elizabethan and jacobean influences were erected here as in new england. although several other nationalities were from the first represented in the population, notably the swedish, dutch and german, the british were always in the majority, and while a few old houses, especially those with plastered walls, have a slightly continental atmosphere, all are essentially georgian or pure colonial in design and detail. to understand how this remarkable collection of colonial architecture came into being, and to appreciate what it means to us, it is necessary briefly to review the early history of philadelphia. although some small trading posts had been established by the swedes and dutch in the lower valley of the delaware river from onward, it was not until that philadelphia was settled under a charter which william penn obtained from charles ii the previous year, providing a place of refuge for quakers who were suffering persecution in england under the "clarendon code." the site was chosen by penn's commission, consisting of nathaniel allen, john bezan and william heage, assisted by penn's cousin, captain william markham, as deputy governor, and thomas holme as surveyor-general. the swedes had established a settlement at the mouth of the schuylkill river not later than , and the site selected by the commissioners was held by three brothers of the swaenson family. they agreed, however, to take in exchange land in what is now known as the northern liberties, and in the summer of , holme laid out the city extending from the delaware river on the east to the schuylkill river on the west--a distance of about two miles--and from vine street on the north to cedar, now south street, on the south,--a distance of about one mile. penn landed at new castle on the delaware, october , , and probably came to his newly founded city soon afterward. a meeting of the provincial council was held march , , and from that time philadelphia was the capital of pennsylvania until , when lancaster was chosen. not only did penn obtain a grant of land possessed of rare and diversified natural beauty, extreme fertility, mineral wealth and richness of all kinds, but he showed great sagacity in encouraging ambitious men of education and affluence, and artisans of skill and taste in many lines, to colonize it. to these facts are due the quick prosperity which came to philadelphia and which has made it to this day one of the foremost manufacturing centers in the united states. textile, foundry and many other industries soon sprang up to supply the wants of these diligent people three thousand miles from the mother country and to provide a basis of trade with the rest of the world. shipyards were established and a merchant marine built up which soon brought to philadelphia a foreign and coastwise commerce second to none in the american colonies. local merchants engaged in trade with europe and the west indies, and these profitable ventures soon brought great affluence and a high degree of culture. by the time of the revolution philadelphia had become the largest, richest, most extravagant and fashionable city of the american colonies. society was gayer, more polished and distinguished than anywhere else this side of the atlantic. among the skilled artisans attracted by the promise of penn's "sylvania" were numerous carpenters and builders. penn induced james portius to come to the new world to design and execute his proprietary buildings, and portius was accompanied and followed by others of more or less skill in the same and allied trades. while some of the building materials and parts of the finished woodwork were for a time brought from england, local skill and resources were soon equal to the demands, as much of their handiwork still existing amply shows. as early as the master carpenters of the city organized the carpenters' company, a guild patterned after the worshipful company of carpenters of london, founded in . portius was one of the leading members, and on his death in laid the foundation of a valuable builders' library by giving his rare collection of early architectural books to the company. toward the middle of the eighteenth century american carpenters and builders everywhere, philadelphia included, were materially aided by the appearance of handy little ready reference books of directions for joinery containing measured drawings with excellent georgian detail. such publications became the fountainhead of colonial design. they taught our local craftsmen the technique of building and the art of proportion; instilled in their minds an appreciation of classic motives and the desire to adapt the spirit of the renaissance to their own needs and purposes. in those days some knowledge of architecture was considered essential to every gentleman's education, and with the aid of these builders' reference books many men in other professions throughout the country became amateur architects of no mean ability as a pastime. in and about philadelphia their georgian adaptations, often tempered to a degree by the quaker preference for the simple and practical, contributed much to the charm and distinction of local architecture. to such amateur architects we owe independence hall, designed by andrew hamilton, speaker of the pennsylvania assembly, and christ church, designed mainly by doctor john kearsley. [illustration: plate ii. --old mermaid inn, mount airy; old red lion inn.] [illustration: plate iii.--camac street, "the street of little clubs"; woodford, northern liberties, fairmount park. erected by william coleman in .] during the whole of the eighteenth century philadelphia was the most important city commercially, politically and socially in the american colonies. for this there were several reasons. owing to its liberal government and its policy of religious toleration, philadelphia and the outlying districts gradually became a refuge for european immigrants of various persecuted sects. nowhere else in america was such a heterogeneous mixture of races and religions to be found. there were swedes, dutch, english, germans, welsh, irish and scotch-irish; quakers, presbyterians, episcopalians, catholics, reformed lutherans, mennonites, dunkers, schwenkfelders and moravians. until the seven years' war between france and england from to the quakers dominated the pennsylvania government, and quaker influence remained strong in philadelphia long after it had given way to that of the more belligerent scotch-irish, mostly presbyterians, in the rest of pennsylvania, until the failure of the whiskey insurrection in . this scotch-irish ascendancy was due not only to their increasing numbers, but to the increasing general dissatisfaction with the quaker failure to provide for the defense of the province. the penns lost their governmental rights in and three years later had their territorial rights vested in the commonwealth. its central location among the american colonies, and the fact that it was the largest and most successful of the proprietary provinces, rendered pennsylvania's attitude in the struggle with the mother country during the revolution of vital importance. the british party was made strong by the loyalty of the large church of england element, the policy of neutrality adopted by the quakers, dunkers and mennonites, and the general satisfaction felt toward the free and liberal government of the province, which had been won gradually without such reverses as had embittered the people of massachusetts and some of the other british provinces. the whig party was successful, however, and pennsylvania contributed very materially to the success of the war of independence, by the important services of her statesmen, by her efficient troops and by the financial aid rendered by robert morris, founder of the bank of north america, the oldest financial institution in the united states. meanwhile philadelphia became the very center of the new republic in embryo. the first continental congress met in carpenters' hall on september , ; the second continental congress in the old state house, now known as independence hall, on may , ; and throughout the revolution, except from september , , to june , , when it was occupied by the british, and the congress met in lancaster and york, pennsylvania, and then in princeton, new jersey, philadelphia was virtually the capital of the american colonies and socially the most brilliant city in the country. in philadelphia the second continental congress adopted the declaration of independence, which the whole pennsylvania delegation except franklin regarded as premature, but which was afterward well supported by the state. the national convention which framed the constitution of the united states sat in philadelphia in , and from to , when the seat of government was moved to washington, philadelphia was the national capital. here the first bank in the colonies, the bank of north america, was opened in , and here the first mint for the coinage of united states money was established in . here benjamin franklin and david rittenhouse made their great contributions to science, and here on september , , washington delivered his farewell address to the people of the united states. here lived robert morris, who managed the finances of the revolution, stephen girard of the war of and jay cooke of the civil war. not only in politics, but in art, science, the drama and most fields of progress philadelphia took the lead in america for more than a century and a half after its founding. here was established the first public school in ; the first paper mill in ; the first botanical garden in ; the first masonic lodge in ; the first subscription library in ; the first volunteer fire company in ; the first magazine published by franklin in ; the first american philosophical society in ; the first religious magazine in ; the first medical school in ; the first fire insurance company in ; the first theater in ; the first school of anatomy in ; the first american dispensary in ; the first water works in ; the first zoölogical museum in ; the first american art school in ; the first academy of natural sciences in ; the first school for training teachers in ; the first american building and loan association in ; the first american numismatic society in . from the germantown friends' meeting, headed by francis daniel pastorius, came in the first protest against slavery in this country. in philadelphia was published the first american medical book in ; here was given the first shakespearean performance in this country in ; the first lightning rod was erected here in ; from philadelphia the first american arctic expedition set forth in ; on the schuylkill river in were made the first steamboat experiments; the earliest abolition society in the world was organized here in ; the first american piano was built here in ; here in the protestant episcopal church was formally established in the united states; the first carriage in the world propelled by steam was built here in ; the oldest american playhouse now in existence was built here in ; the first american locomotive, "ironsides", was built here in ; and the first daguerreotype of the human face was made here in . the bible and testament, shakespeare, milton and blackstone were printed for the first time in america in philadelphia, and thackeray's first book originally appeared here. during the latter half of the eighteenth century philadelphia became noted throughout the american colonies for its generous hospitality of every sort, and this trait was reflected in the domestic architecture of the period, which was usually designed with that object in view. for the brilliance of its social life there were several reasons. above all, it was the character of an ever-increasing number of inhabitants asserting itself. moreover, the tendency was aided by the fact that as the largest, most important and most central city in the colonies, it became the meeting place for delegates from all the colonies to discuss common problems, and therefore it was incumbent upon philadelphians to entertain the visitors. and this they did with a lavish hand. from the visit of the virginia commissioners in until the seat of the united states government was moved to washington in , every meeting of men prominent in political life was the occasion of much eating, drinking and conviviality in the best philadelphia homes and also in the inns, where it was the custom of that day to entertain considerably. the old red lion inn at north second and noble streets, a picturesque gambrel-roof structure of brick with a lean-to porch along the front, is an interesting survival of the inns and taverns of colonial days, as was also the old mermaid inn in mount airy, until torn down not long ago. at such gatherings were represented the most brilliant minds this side of the atlantic, and scintillating wit and humor enlivened the festive board, as contrasted with the bitter religious discussions which had characterized american gatherings in the preceding century when tolerance had not been so broad. [illustration: plate iv.--stenton, germantown avenue, germantown. erected by james logan in .] [illustration: plate v.--hope lodge, whitemarsh valley. erected by samuel morris in ; home of stephen girard.] but the brilliancy of social life in philadelphia was by no means confined to the entertainment of visitors. despite its importance, philadelphia was a relatively small place in those days. everybody knew everybody else of consequence, and social exchanges were inevitable among people of wealth and culture, prominent in public life and successful in commerce, of whom there were a larger number than in any other american city. while there were two separate and distinct social sets, the staid and sober quakers and the gay "world's people", they were ever being drawn more closely together. the early severity of the quakers had been greatly tempered by the increasing worldly influences about them. they were among the richest inhabitants and prominent in the government, holding the majority in the house of assembly. this brought them into constant association with and under the influence of men in public life elsewhere, demonstrating the fact that, like the "world's people", they dearly loved eating and drinking. one has but to peruse some of the old diaries of prominent friends which are still in existence to see that they occasionally "gormandized to the verge of gluttony", and even got "decently drunk." toward the outbreak of the revolution, life among most quakers had ceased to be as strict and monotonous as many have supposed. there were fox hunting, horse racing, assembly dances, barbecues, cider frolics, turtle and other dinners, tea parties and punch drinking, both under private auspices and among the activities of such clubs as the colony in schuylkill and the gloucester fox hunting club, in which the first city troop originated. at the time of monthly, quarterly and yearly meetings whole families of friends often visited other families for several days at a time, a custom which became an important element in the social intercourse of the province. cock fighting and bull baiting were among the frequent pastimes of philadelphians, although frowned upon by the strict quaker element. the same was true of theatrical entertainments, which began in and continued occasionally thereafter. following the first shakespearean performance in america at philadelphia in , a storehouse on water street near pine street, belonging to william plumstead, was fitted up as a theater, and in april, , the drama was really introduced to philadelphia by a series of plays given by william hallam's old american company. in the first theater in philadelphia purposely erected for the exhibition of plays was built at the southwest corner of vernon and south (then cedar) streets, and was opened by david douglass, the manager of the company started by hallam. a few years later, in , was built the old southwark or south street theater in south street above fourth, where major john andré and captain john peter de lancy acted during the british occupation of the city, and which after twenty years of illegal existence was opened "by authority" in . none of these now remains, but the walnut street theater, erected in , is said to be the oldest playhouse in the united states. taking all these facts into consideration, it is not surprising that, except for some of the earliest houses now remaining and others built with less ample fortunes, little difference is distinguishable between the homes of quakers and "world's people", and that the distinctive characteristics of the colonial architecture of philadelphia are more or less common to all buildings of the period. shortly after the revolution the built-up portion of the city was bounded by the delaware river on the east and seventh street on the west, and by poplar street on the north and christian street on the south. while houses in blocks were the rule, numerous unoccupied lots made many trees and gardens in the rear and at the sides of detached houses quite common. this was regarded as not entirely sufficient by the wealthier families, which considered country living essential to health, comfort and pleasure, and so maintained two establishments,--a town house for winter occupancy and a countryseat as a summer retreat. others desiring to live more nearly in the manner of their english forbears in the mother country chose to make an elaborate countryseat their year-round place of residence. thus the surrounding countryside--but especially to the northwestward along the high, wooded banks of the schuylkill river and wissahickon creek--became a community of great estates with elegant country houses which have no parallel in america other than the manorial estates along the james river in virginia. the philadelphia of to-day, therefore, has not only a distinctive architecture in its brick, stone and woodwork, but a diversified architecture embracing both the city and country types of design and construction. chapter ii georgian country houses of brick throughout the colonial period, and to a degree during the early years of the american nation, philadelphia clung to the manners and customs of the mother country as did few other communities in the new world. in architecture, therefore, it is not surprising to find the oldest houses and public buildings of the american metropolis of those days reflecting the tendencies of the times across the water. wood had already ceased to be a cheap building material in england, and although it was abundantly available in america, brick and stone were thought necessary for the better homes, despite the fact that for some years, until sources of clay and limestone were found, bricks and lime for making mortar had to be brought at great expense from overseas. so we find that in , the year following the founding of the "city of brotherly love", william penn erected for his daughter letitia the first brick house in the town, which was for several years occupied by penn and his family. it was located in letitia court, a small street running from market to chestnut streets between front and second streets. although of little architectural value, it was of great historic interest, and when in the encroachments of the wholesale district threatened to destroy it, the house was removed to fairmount park by the city and rebuilt on lansdowne drive west of the girard avenue bridge. it is open to the public and contains numerous penn relics. [illustration: plate vi.--port royal house, frankford. erected in by edward stiles.] [illustration: plate vii.--blackwell house, pine street. erected about by john stamper; wharton house, spruce street. erected prior to by samuel pancoast.] thus from the very outset brick construction has been favored in preference to wood in philadelphia. homes in the city proper were built of it chiefly, and likewise many of the elegant countryseats in the neighboring townships, now part of the greater philadelphia of to-day. the wealthier residents very early set the fashion of both city and country living, following in this custom the example of william penn, the founder, who not only had his house in town, but a country place, a veritable mansion, long since gone, on an island in the delaware river above bristol. british builders had forsaken the jacobean manner of the early renaissance and come completely under the spell of the english classic or so-called georgian style. correspondingly, american men of means were erecting country houses of brick, with ornamental trim classic in detail, and of marble and white-painted wood. marked by solidity, spaciousness and quiet dignity, they are thoroughly georgian in conception, and as such reminiscent of the manorial seats of virginia, yet less stately and in various respects peculiar to this section of the colonies. like the bricks, the elaborate interior woodwork was at first brought from overseas, but later produced by resident artisans of whom there was an ever increasing number of no mean order. almost without exception the colonial brickwork of philadelphia was laid up with wide mortar joints in flemish bond, red stretcher and black header bricks alternating in the same course. the arrangement not only imparts a delightful warmth and pleasing texture, but the headers provide frequent transverse ties, giving great strength to the wall. with this rich background the enlivening contrast of marble lintels and sills and white-painted wood trim, in which paneled shutters play a prominent part, form a picture of rare charm, rendered all the more satisfying by an appearance of obvious comfort, permanence and intrinsic worth which wood construction, however good, cannot convey. many of the splendid old pre-revolutionary country houses of brick no longer remain to us. some are gone altogether; others are remodeled almost beyond recognition; a few, hedged around by the growing city, have been allowed to fall into a state of hopeless decay. woodford, however, located in the northern liberties, fairmount park, at york and thirty-third streets, is fairly representative of the type of georgian countryseat of brick, so many of which were erected in the suburbs of philadelphia about the middle of the eighteenth century. it is a large square structure, two and a half stories in height, with a hipped roof rising above a handsome cornice with prominent modillions and surmounted by a balustraded belvedere. two large chimneys, much nearer together than is ordinarily the case, emerge within the inclosed area of the belvedere deck. a heavy pediment springs from the cornice above the pedimental doorway, and this repetition of the motive imparts a pleasing interest and emphasis to the façade. the subordinate cornice at the second-floor level is most unusual and may perhaps reflect the influence of the penthouse roof which became such a characteristic feature of the ledge stone work of the neighborhood. few houses have the brick pilaster treatment at the corners with corresponding cornice projections which enrich the ornamental trim. six broad soapstone steps with a simple wrought-iron handrail at either side lead up to a fine doorway, tuscan in spirit, with high narrow doors. above, a beautiful palladian window is one of the best features of the façade. an interesting fenestration scheme, with paneled shutters at the lower windows only, is enhanced by the pleasing scale of twelve-paned upper and lower window sashes having broad white muntins throughout. opening the front door, one finds himself in a wide hall with doorways giving entrance to large front rooms on each side. beyond, a beautifully detailed arch supported by pilasters spans the hall. the stairway is located near the center of the house in a hall to one side of the main hall and reached from it through a side door. interior woodwork of good design and workmanship everywhere greets the eye, especially noticeable features being the rounding cornices, heavy wainscots and the floors an inch and a half in thickness and doweled together. each room has a fireplace with ornamental iron back, a hearth of square bricks and a well-designed wood mantel. in the south front room blue tiles depicting elizabethan knights and their ladies surround the fireplace opening. brass handles instead of door knobs lend distinction to the hardware. woodford was erected in by william coleman, a successful merchant, eminent jurist and a friend of franklin. he was a member of the common council in , justice of the peace and judge of the county courts in and judge of the supreme court of pennsylvania from until his death ten years later. coleman's executors sold the place to alexander barclay, comptroller of his majesty's customs at philadelphia, and the grandson of robert barclay of ury, the noted quaker theologian and "apologist." [illustration: plate viii.--morris house, south eighth street. erected in by john reynolds.] [illustration: plate ix.--wistar house, fourth and locust streets. erected about ; betsy ross house, arch street.] on barclay's death in , woodford became the home of david franks, a wealthy jewish merchant and one of the signers of the non-importation resolutions of by which a large body of leading american merchants agreed "not to have any goods shipped from great britain until after the repeal of the stamp act." he was prominent both socially and politically, a member of the provincial assembly in and the register of wills. prior to the outbreak of the revolution, he was the agent of the crown in philadelphia and was then made commissary of the british prisoners in the american lines. in , however, he was arrested by general benedict arnold for attempting to transmit a letter harmful to the american cause, deprived of his commission and property, and obliged to remove to new york two years later. one of franks' daughters, abigail, married andrew hamilton of the woodlands, afterwards attorney-general of pennsylvania. another daughter, rebecca, married general sir henry johnson, who was defeated and captured by general anthony wayne at stony point. rebecca franks was one of the most beautiful and brilliant women of her day. well educated, a gifted writer and fascinating conversationalist, witty and winsome, she was popular in society and one of the belles of the celebrated "mischianza", which was given may , , by the british officers in honor of general lord howe upon his departure for england. this was a feast of gayety with a tournament somewhat like those common in the age of chivalry, and was planned largely by major john andré, who was later hanged by order of an american military commission for his connection with the treason of general benedict arnold. following the confiscation of franks' property in , woodford was sold to thomas paschall, a friend of franklin. later it was occupied for a time by william lewis, a noted advocate, and in was bought by isaac wharton, son of joseph wharton, owner of walnut grove in southwark at about fifth street and walnut avenue, where the "mischianza" was held. a son, francis rawle wharton, inherited the place on his father's death in and was the last private owner. in the estate was made part of fairmount park, and since it has been used as a guardhouse. a country house typical of the time, though unlike most other contemporary buildings in the details of its construction, is hope lodge in whitemarsh valley on the bethlehem pike just north of its junction with the skippack pike. it is thoroughly georgian in conception, and most of the materials, including all of the wood finish, were brought from england. the place reached a deplorable state of decay several years ago, yet the accompanying photograph shows enough remaining to be of considerable architectural interest. it is a large, square house two and a half stories high, its hipped roof broken by handsome pedimental dormers with round-topped windows. the front is of brick laid up in characteristic flemish bond, while the other walls are of plastered rubble stone masonry, the brickwork and stonework being quoined together at the front corners. a broad plaster coving is the principal feature of the simple molded cornice, and one notes the much used double belt formed by two projecting courses of brick at the second-floor level. the fenestration differs in several respects from that of similar houses erected a quarter century later. the arrangement of the ranging windows is quite conventional, but instead of marble lintels above them there are nicely gauged flat brick arches, while the basement windows are set in openings beneath segmental relieving arches with brick cores. the latter are reflected in effect by the recessed elliptical arches above all the windows in the walls of plastered rubble masonry. the windows themselves, with nine-paned upper and lower sashes having unusually heavy muntins, likewise the shutters on the lower story and the heavy paneled doors, are higher and narrower than was the rule a few years later. the entrance, with its characteristic double doors, is reached by a porch and four stone steps, its low hip roof with molded cornice being supported by two curious, square, tapering columns. porches were an unusual circumstance in the neighborhood, and this one is so unlike any others of colonial times which are worthy of note as to suggest its having been a subsequent addition. above, a round-arched recess with projecting brick sill replaces the conventional palladian window. indoors, an exceptionally wide hall extends entirely through the house from front to back, opening into spacious rooms on both sides through round-topped doorways with narrow double doors heavily paneled. an elliptical arch supported by fluted pilasters spans the hall about midway of its length, and a handsome staircase ascends laterally from the rear part after the common english manner of that day. throughout the house the woodwork is of good design and execution, the paneled wainscots, molded cornices, door and window casings all being very heavy, and the broad fireplaces and massive chimney pieces in complete accord. deep paneled window seats, very common in contemporary houses, are a feature of the first-floor rooms. the kitchens and the servants' quarters are located in a separate building to the rear, a brick-paved porch connecting the two. this custom, as in the south, was characteristic of the locality and period. [illustration: plate x.--glen fern, on wissahickon creek, germantown. erected about by thomas shoemaker; grumblethorpe, germantown avenue, germantown. erected in by john wister.] [illustration: plate xi.--upsala, germantown avenue and upsala streets, germantown. erected in by john johnson; end perspective of upsala.] hope lodge was erected in by samuel morris, a quaker of welsh descent, who was a justice of the peace in whitemarsh and an overseer of plymouth meeting. morris built it expecting to marry a young englishwoman to whom he had become affianced while on a visit to england with his mother, susanna heath, who was a prominent minister among the friends. the wedding did not occur, however, and samuel morris died a bachelor in , leaving his estate to his brother joshua, who sold hope lodge in to william west. in west's executors conveyed it to the life interest of colonel james horatio watmough with a reversion to his guardian, henry hope, a banker. it was colonel watmough who named the place hope lodge as a compliment to his guardian. one of his daughters married joseph reed, son of general joseph reed, and another married john sargent, the famous lawyer. both the reeds and sargents occupied hope lodge at various times, and it eventually passed into the wentz family. no other colonial country house of brick that now remains holds an interest, either architectural or historic, quite equal to that of stenton, which stands among fine old oaks, pines and hemlocks in a six-acre park, all that now remains of an estate of five hundred acres located on germantown avenue on the outskirts of germantown near the wayne junction railroad station. one of the earliest and most pretentious countryseats of the neighborhood, it combines heavy construction and substantial appearance with a picturesque charm that is rare in buildings of such early origin. this is due in part to the brightening effect of the fenestration, with many small-paned windows set in white-painted molded frames, and quite as much to the slender trellises between the lower-story windows supporting vines which have spread over the brickwork above in the most fascinating manner. both features impart a lighter sense of scale, while the profusion of white wood trim emphasizes more noticeably the delightful color and texture of the brickwork. the house is a great, square, hip-roofed structure two and a half stories high with two large square chimneys and severely plain pedimental dormers. servants' quarters, kitchens and greenhouses are located in a separate gable-roof structure a story and a half high, extending back more than a hundred feet from the main house, and connected with it by a covered porch along the back. in the kitchen the brick oven, the copper boiler and the fireplace with its crane still remain. the walls of the house consist of characteristic brickwork of red stretchers and black headers laid up in flemish bond, with square piers at the front corners and on each side of the entrance, and there is the more or less customary projecting belt at the second-floor level. on the second story the windows are set close up under the heavy overhanging cornice, with its prominent modillions, while on the lower story there are relieving arches with cores of brick instead of stone lintels so common on houses a few decades later. there are similar arches over the barred basement windows set in brick-lined areaways. interesting indeed is the scheme of fenestration. although formal and symmetrical on the front, the windows piercing the other walls frankly correspond to the interior floor plan, although ranging for the most part. unlike the usual arrangement, there are two widely spaced windows above the entrance, while the narrow flanking windows either side of the doorway may be regarded as one of the earliest instances of side lights in american architecture. the severely simple entrance with its high narrow paneled doors without either knob or latch is reached from a brick-paved walk about the house by three semicircular stone steps such as were common in england at the time, the various nicely hewn pieces fastened securely together with iron bands. the front door opens into a large square hall with a brick-paved floor and walls wainscoted to the ceiling with white-painted wood paneling. there is a fireplace on the right, and beyond an archway in the rear a staircase ascends to the second floor. to the right of the hall is the parlor, also with paneled walls, and a fireplace surrounded by pink tiles. in the wainscoted room back of this the sliding top of a closet offers opportunity for a person to conceal himself and listen through a small hole to the conversation in the adjoining hall. to the left of the hall is the dining room, beautifully wainscoted and having a built-in cupboard for china and a fireplace faced with blue tiles. the iron fireback bears the inscription "j. l. ." back of this through a passageway is a small breakfast room, whence an underground passage for use during storms or sieges leads from a trap door in the floor to the barns. the second-story floor plan is most unusual. the library, a great long room, extends entirely across the front of the house, with its range of six windows and two fireplaces on the opposite wall, one faced with blue tiles and the other with white. here, with the finest private collection of books in america at that time, the scholarly owner spent his declining years, the library going to the city of philadelphia on his death. two small bedrooms, each with a fireplace, were occupied by his daughters. a little back staircase leads to the third floor, where the woodwork of the chambers was unpainted. [illustration: plate xii.--the woodlands, blockley township, west philadelphia. erected in by william hamilton; stable at the woodlands.] [illustration: plate xiii.--wyck, germantown avenue and walnut lane, germantown. erected by hans millan about ; hall and entrance doorways, wyck.] stenton was erected in by james logan, a scholar, philosopher, man of affairs, the secretary and later the personal representative of william penn, the founder, and afterwards chief justice of the colony. descended from a noble scottish family, his father a clergyman and teacher who joined the society of friends in , james logan himself was for a time a teacher in london, but soon engaged in the shipping trade. in he came to america with william penn as his secretary, and on penn's return to england he was left in charge of the province. thereafter logan became a very important personage, much liked and fully trusted by all who knew him, including the indians, with whom he maintained friendly relations. for half a century he was a mighty factor in provincial affairs, and to read his life is to read the history of pennsylvania for that period, for he was chief justice, provincial secretary, commissioner of property, surveyor-general and president of the council. his ample fortune, amassed in commerce with edward shippen, in trade with the indians, and by the purchase and sale of lands, enabled him to live and entertain at stenton in a princely manner many distinguished american and european personages of that day. when logan died in , he was succeeded by his son william, who continued faithful to the proprietary interests and carried on the indian work. his son, doctor george logan, was the next proprietor during the revolutionary period. educated in england and scotland, he traveled extensively in europe; after his return to america he became a member of the agricultural and philosophical societies and was elected a senator from pennsylvania from to . during doctor logan's occupancy washington, jefferson, franklin and many other distinguished american and european personages were entertained at stenton. it was washington's headquarters on august , , while he was on his way to the brandywine from hartsville. ten years later, on july , , he came again as president of the constitutional convention, then sitting in philadelphia, to see a demonstration of land plaster on grass land that had been made by doctor logan. sir william howe occupied stenton as his headquarters during the battle of germantown, october , , and on november ordered it destroyed, along with the homes of other "obnoxious persons." the story of its narrow escape is interesting. two dragoons came to fire it. meeting a negro woman on their way to the barn for straw, they told her she might remove the bedding and clothing. meanwhile a british officer and several men happened along, inquiring for deserters, whereupon the negro servant with ready wit said that two were hiding in the barn. despite their protests, the men were carried away and the house was saved, as the order to fire it was not repeated. after doctor logan's death in , stenton was occupied by his widow, deborah logan, until her death in , when it passed to her son albanus, an agriculturalist and sportsman. his son gustavus was the last private owner, as the house was acquired by the city and occupied as their headquarters by the colonial dames, the descendants of the logan family removing to loudoun near by. no account of the colonial houses of philadelphia would be reasonably complete which failed to include the home of stephen girard. although of scant architectural distinction, it is of interest through its association with one of the chief outstanding figures of a city noted for its celebrated residents. it is a two-story hip-roofed structure, rather narrow but of exceptional length, taking the form of two plaster-walled wings on opposite sides of a central portion of brick having a pediment springing from the main cornice and a circular, ornamental window. as at hope lodge a broad plaster coving is the principal feature of the simple cornice. the windows and chimneys differ in various parts of the house, and the doors are strangely located, all suggesting alterations and additions. the central part of the house has casement sashes with blinds as contrasted with georgian sashes with paneled shutters elsewhere, and all second-story windows are foreshortened. stephen girard, a wealthy and eccentric philadelphia merchant, financier, philanthropist and the founder of girard college, was born near bordeaux, france, in , the son of a sea captain. he lost the sight of his right eye when eight years old and had only a meager education. beginning a seafaring life as a cabin boy, he in time became master and part owner of a small vessel trading between new york, new orleans and port au prince. in may, , he was driven into the port of philadelphia by a british fleet and settled there as a merchant. gradually he built up a fleet of vessels trading with new orleans and the west indies, and by the close of the revolution, girard was one of the richest men of his time, and he used his wealth in numerous ways to benefit the nation and humanity. in he utilized about a million dollars deposited with the barings of london to purchase shares of the much depreciated stock of the bank of the united states, which materially assisted the government in bolstering european confidence in its securities. when the bank was not rechartered, girard bought the building and cashier's house for a third of their original cost, and in may, , established the bank of stephen girard. in , when the government needed money to bring the second conflict with england to a successful conclusion, he subscribed for about ninety-five per cent of the war loan of five million dollars, of which only twenty thousand dollars besides had been taken, and he generously offered to the public at par shares which, following his purchase, had gone to a premium. [illustration: plate xiv.--mount pleasant, northern liberties, fairmount park. erected in by captain james macpherson; the main house, mount pleasant.] [illustration: plate xv.--deschler-perot-morris house, germantown avenue, germantown. erected in by daniel deschler; vernon, vernon park, germantown. erected in by james matthews.] girard showed his public spirit personally as well as financially. during the yellow fever epidemic in philadelphia in and in - he took the lead in relieving the poor and caring for the sick. he volunteered to act as manager of the hospital at bush hill and with the assistance of peter helm he cleansed the place and systemized the work. on his death in , girard's estate, the greatest private fortune in america, was valued at about seven and a half million dollars, and his philanthropy was again shown in his disposition of it. being without heirs, as his child had died soon after its birth and his beautiful wife had died after many years in an insane asylum, his heart went out to poor and orphan children. in his will he bequeathed $ , to various philadelphia charities; $ , to the city for improvement of the delaware river front, streets and buildings; $ , to pennsylvania for internal improvements, especially canals, and the bulk of the estate to philadelphia, chiefly for founding and maintaining a non-sectarian school or college, but also for providing a better police system, making municipal improvements and lessening taxation. the college was given for the support and education of poor white male orphans, of legitimate birth and character, between the ages of six and ten; and it was specified that no boy was to be permitted to stay after his eighteenth year, and that as regards admission, preference was to be shown, first to orphans born in philadelphia, second to orphans born in any other part of pennsylvania, third to orphans born in new york city, and fourth to orphans born in new orleans. work upon the buildings was begun in , and the college was opened with five buildings in . the central one, an imposing structure in the corinthian style of architecture designed by thomas ustick walter, has been called "the most perfect greek temple in existence." to it in were removed the remains of stephen girard and placed in a sarcophagus in the south vestibule. the college fund, originally $ , , , has grown to more than thirty-five million dollars; likewise the college has become virtually a village in itself. some twenty handsome buildings and residences, valued at about three and a half million dollars, and more than forty acres of land accommodate about two thousand students, teachers and employes. under the provisions of the girard trust fund nearly five hundred dwelling houses have been erected by the city in south philadelphia, all heated and lighted by a central plant operated by the trustees, and more than seventy million tons of coal have been mined on property belonging to his estate. few philanthropists have left their money so wisely or with such thoughtful provisions to meet changing conditions. [illustration: plate xvi.--loudoun, germantown avenue and apsley street, germantown. erected in by thomas armat; solitude, blockley township, fairmount park. erected in by john penn.] [illustration: plate xvii.--cliveden, germantown avenue and johnson street, germantown. erected in by benjamin chew.] perhaps the brick mansion most thoroughly representative of the type of georgian country house, of which so many sprang up about philadelphia from to , is port royal house on tacony street between church and duncan streets in frankford. this great square, hip-roofed structure with its quoined corners and projecting stone belt at the second-floor level; its surmounting belvedere, ornamental dormers and great chimney stacks; its central pediment springing from a heavy cornice above a projecting central portion of the façade in which are located a handsome palladian window and characteristic doric doorway; its large, ranging, twenty-four-paned windows with keyed stone lintels and blinds on the lower story, is in brick substantially what mount pleasant is in plastered stone, as will be seen in chapter v. as in the latter, a broad central hall extends entirely through the house, and the staircase is located in a small side hall. the rooms throughout are large and contain excellent woodwork and chimney pieces. port royal house was erected in by edward stiles, a wealthy merchant and shipowner, who like many others emigrated from bermuda to the bahama island of new providence and thence to philadelphia about the middle of the eighteenth century, to engage in american commerce. he was the great-grandson of john stiles, one of the first settlers of bermuda in , and the son of daniel stiles, of port royal parish, a vestryman and warden of port royal church and a member of the assembly of bermuda in . commerce between the american colonies and bermuda and the west indies was extensive, and stiles' business prospered. he had a store in front street between market and arch streets, and a town house in walnut street between third and fourth streets. in summer, like other men of his station and affluence, he lived at his countryseat, surrounded by many slaves, on an extensive plantation in oxford township, near frankford, that he had purchased from the waln family. to it he gave the name port royal after his birthplace in bermuda. to edward stiles in befell the opportunity to carry relief to the people of bermuda, then in dire distress because their supplies from america had been cut off by the non-importation agreement among the american colonies. in response to their petition to the continental congress, permission was granted to send stiles' ship, the _sea nymph_ (samuel stobel, master), laden with provisions to be paid for by the people of bermuda either in gold or arms, ammunition, saltpeter, sulphur and fieldpieces. during the occupation of philadelphia by the british in and , frankford became the middle ground between the opposing armies and subject to the depredations of both. port royal house, like many other estates of the vicinity, was robbed of its fine furniture, horses, slaves and provisions. under the will of edward stiles his slaves were freed and educated at the expense of his estate. in the lukens family bought port royal house and for several years a boarding school was conducted there. as the manufacturing about frankford grew, the locality lost its desirability as a place of residence. the house was abandoned to chance tenants and allowed to fall into an exceedingly delapidated condition. the accompanying photograph, however, depicts enough of its former state to indicate that in its day it was among the best brick country residences of the vicinity. chapter iii city residences of brick as the city of philadelphia grew and became more densely populated, land values increased greatly, and the custom developed of building brick residences in blocks fronting directly on the street, the party walls being located on the side property lines. like the country houses already described, these were laid up in flemish bond with alternating red stretcher and black header bricks, and thus an entire block presented a straight, continuous wall, broken only by a remarkably regular scheme of doorways and fenestration, and varied only by slight differences in the detail of doors and windows, lintels, cornices and dormers. these plain two-or three-story brick dwellings in long rows, in street after street, with white marble steps and trimmings, green or white shutters, each intended for one family, have been perpetuated through the intervening years, and now as then form the dominant feature of the domestic architecture of the city proper. for the most part these were single-front houses, that is to say, the doorway was located to the right or left with two windows at one side, while on the stories above windows ranged with the doorway, making three windows across each story. there were exceptions, however, the so-called morris house at number south eighth street being a notable example of a characteristic double-front house of the locality and period. they were gable-roof structures with high chimneys in the party walls, foreshortened, third-story windows and from one to three dormers piercing the roof. at the end of the block the wall was often carried up above the ridge between a pair of chimneys and terminated in a horizontal line, imparting greater stability to the chimney construction and lending an air of distinction to the whole house, which was further enhanced by locating the entrance directly beneath in the end wall rather than in the side of the building. the famous old wistar house at the southeast corner of fourth and locust streets is a case in point. pedimental dormers were the rule, sometimes with round-headed windows. elaborate molded wood cornices were a feature, often with prominent, even hand-tooled modillions. slightly projecting belts of brick courses, marble or other stone marked the floor levels, and keyed stone lintels were customary, although in some of the plainer houses the window frames were set between ordinary courses of brickwork, without decoration of any sort. most of the windows had either six-or nine-paned upper and lower sashes with third-story windows foreshortened in various ways. there were paneled shutters at the first-story windows and often on the second story as well, although blinds were sometimes used on the second story and rarely on the third. the high, deeply recessed doorways, with engaged columns or fluted pilasters supporting handsome entablatures or pediments, and beautifully paneled doors, often with a semicircular fanlight above, were characteristic of most philadelphia entrances. before them, occupying part of the sidewalk, was a single broad stone step, or at times a stoop consisting of a flight of three or four steps with a simple wrought-iron handrail, sometimes on both sides, but often on only one side. other common obstructions in the sidewalk were areaways at one or two basement windows and a rolling way with inclined double doors giving entrance from the street to the basement. [illustration: plate xviii.--detail of cliveden façade; detail of bartram house façade.] [illustration: plate xix.--the highlands, skippack pike, whitemarsh. erected in by anthony morris.] many of these city residences were of almost palatial character, built by wealthy merchants and men in political life who thought it expedient to live near their wharves and countinghouses or within easy distance of the seats of city, provincial and later of national government. beautiful gardens occupied the backyards of many such dwellings, affording veritable oases in a desert of bricks and mortar, yet many of the more affluent citizens maintained countryseats along the schuylkill or elsewhere in addition to their town houses. the location of many of these early city dwellings of brick was such that as the city grew they became undesirable as places of residence. business encroached upon them more and more, so that, except for houses which have remained for generations in the same family or have historic interest sufficient to have brought about their preservation by the city, relatively few still remain in anything like their original condition. of the quaint two-and three-story dwellings of modest though delightfully distinctive character, which once lined the narrow streets and alleys, most have become squalid tenements and small alien stores, or else have been utilized for commercial purposes. to walk through combes alley and elfret alley is to sense what once was and to realize the trend of the times, but there is much material for study in these rapidly decaying old sections that repay a visit by the architect and student. happily, however, one of these typical little streets is to be perpetuated in something like its pristine condition. camac street, "the street of little clubs", has become one of the unique features of the city,--a typically american "latin quarter." to enter this little, narrow, rough-paved alley, running south from walnut street between twelfth and thirteenth streets, is like stepping back a century or more. the squatty little two and a half story houses with picturesque doorways and dormer windows have become the homes of numerous clubs representing the best art interests of the city. poor richard club, plastic club, sketch club, coin d'or and franklin inn are among the names to be seen painted on the signs beside the doors. the houses and their gardens in the rear have been restored and provide excellent club, exhibition and lecture rooms, at the same time preserving some fine examples of a rapidly passing type of early american architecture. would that a similar course might be taken by local societies in every large american city where a wealth of colonial architecture exists! among the fine old single-front houses of particular interest which have suffered through the encroachment of business upon the former residential sections of the city are the blackwell house, number pine street, and the wharton house, number spruce street. the former was in many respects the most elegant residence in philadelphia, built almost without regard to cost by a man of great wealth, whose taste and refinement called for luxurious living and a beautiful home. the interior woodwork surpassed in design and execution anything to be found elsewhere in the city. many of the doorways had fluted pilasters, heavily molded casings and carved broken pediments. the doors were of mahogany as was likewise the wainscoting of the staircases. the sides of the rooms where fireplaces were located were completely paneled to the ceiling, and above the fireplace openings were narrow panels on which were hunting scenes done in mastic. some years ago much of this beautiful woodwork was removed, and to-day, despoiled of its former architectural splendor, dingy and dilapidated, the shell of the building is used as a cigar factory. the house was built about by john stamper, a wealthy english merchant, who had been successively councilman, alderman and finally mayor of philadelphia in . he bought the whole south side of pine street from second to third from the penns in , and for many years the house was surrounded by a garden containing flowers, shrubs and fruit trees. later the house passed into the hands of stamper's son-in-law, william bingham, senior, and afterwards to bingham's son-in-law, the reverend doctor robert blackwell. doctor blackwell was the son of colonel jacob blackwell, of new york, who owned extensive estates on long island along the east river, blackwell's island being included. after graduating from princeton, robert blackwell studied first medicine and then theology. after several years of tutoring at philipse manor, he was ordained to the ministry and served the missions at gloucester and st. mary's, colestown, new jersey. when both congregations were scattered by the revolution, he joined the continental army at valley forge as both chaplain and surgeon. in he married hannah bingham, whose considerable fortune, added to the estate of his father which he soon after inherited, made him the richest clergyman in america and one of the richest men in philadelphia. the following year he was called to assist doctor white, the rector of christ church and st. peter's, and to the latter doctor blackwell chiefly devoted himself until his resignation in due to failing health. it was the services of these united parishes which washington, his cabinet and members of congress attended frequently. on doctor blackwell's death in the house passed into the willing family and has since changed owners many times. the wharton house, number spruce street, was built in by samuel pancoast, a house carpenter, who sold it to mordecai lewis, a prominent merchant in the east india trade, shipowner, importer and one-time partner of william bingham, the brother-in-law of doctor blackwell, and whose palatial mansion in third street above spruce was one of the most exclusive social centers of the city. mordecai lewis was a director of the bank of north america, the philadelphia contributorship for the insurance of houses from loss by fire, the philadelphia library, and the treasurer of the pennsylvania hospital. much of the currency issued by the continental congress of bore his name. although a member of the volunteer military company, he was never in active service. following his death in the house was sold by his executors in to his son, samuel n. lewis, also a successful merchant of great public spirit. in the younger lewis sold the house to samuel fisher, another merchant and prominent friend noted for his hospitality and his charity, especially toward negroes and indians. because of his neutrality during the revolution, he was exiled to virginia from until , when he was arrested because of a business letter to his partner in new york which was regarded as antagonistic to the government. he was committed to the "old gaol", and after refusing bail was tried and because of the clamor of the mob was sentenced to imprisonment for the duration of the war. soon afterward, however, a pardon was offered him, which he refused, and two years later he left prison by invitation without terms, his health broken. his wedding gift to his daughter, deborah, on her marriage to william wharton in , was the spruce street house, which has ever since borne wharton's name. william wharton was the son of charles wharton, who, with his wife, hannah, devoted themselves to a religious life among the friends. deborah wharton, william wharton's wife, became a prominent minister of the society of friends, traveling extensively in the interests of indian welfare and giving generously of her ample means to various philanthropic causes. she was one of the early managers of swarthmore college, as has been a descendant in each generation of the family since that time. of her ten children, joseph wharton, also a prominent friend, was owner of the bethlehem steel works and one of the most successful ironmasters in the country. a liberal philanthropist, he founded the wharton school of finance and economy at the university of pennsylvania and was for many years president of the board of managers of swarthmore college. on his mother's death in the spruce street house came into his possession and is still owned by his estate. although rented as a rooming house, it remains in a fair state of preservation. [illustration: plate xx.--bartram house, kingsessing, west philadelphia. erected in - by john bartram; old green tree inn, germantown avenue, germantown. erected in .] [illustration: plate xxi.--johnson house, germantown avenue, germantown. erected in - by dirck jansen; billmeyer house, germantown avenue, germantown. erected in .] the wistar house, at the southwest corner of fourth and locust streets, to which architectural reference has previously been made, was built about and for nearly three quarters of a century thereafter was the scene of constant hospitality and lavish entertainment. here lived doctor william shippen, whose marriage to alice, the daughter of thomas lee, of virginia, and the sister of richard henry and arthur lee, was one of the numerous alliances which drew the county families of virginia and maryland into close relationship with philadelphia families. doctor shippen's home quickly became the resort of the virginia aristocracy when visiting the national capital, and in consequence there was a constant succession of balls and dinners during the winter season. in the house was occupied by doctor caspar wistar, the eminent anatomist, known to the élite of the city and nation for his brilliant social gatherings and as the man for whom that beautiful climbing plant, the _wistaria_, was named. doctor wistar's geniality, magnetism, intellectual leadership and generous hospitality made his home a gathering place for the most distinguished personages of his day in the professions, arts, sciences, letters and politics. since he held a chair at the university of pennsylvania and carried on an extensive private practice, the demands upon his time were great, but sunday evenings, and later on saturday evenings, he was at home to his friends, who formed the habit of calling regularly in numbers from ten to fifty and often bringing new-found friends, sure of a hearty welcome, brilliant conversation and choice refreshments. and so began one of the cherished institutions of philadelphia, the wistar parties, which were continued after the doctor's death in by wistar's friends and their descendants. the civil war brought an interruption, but in the gatherings were again resumed; few of the distinguished visitors to the city failed to be invited to attend, and, having attended, to praise most highly the exceptional hospitality shown them. during doctor wistar's lifetime the personnel of the parties gradually became substantially the membership of that world-famous scientific organization, the philosophical society, and later membership in that society became requisite to eligibility for the wistar parties. by far the handsomest old city residence of brick that remains in anything like its original condition is the so-called morris house at number south eighth street between walnut and spruce streets. although not built until very shortly after the struggle for american independence had been won, it is pre-revolutionary in character and colonial in style throughout. in elegance and distinction the façade is unexcelled in early american city architecture. unlike most houses of the time and locality, it has a double front with two windows each side of a central doorway, a range of five windows on the second and third floors and three simple dormers in the gable roof above. the windows have twelve-paned upper and lower sashes with paneled shutters on the first and second stories, and foreshortened eight-paned upper and lower sashes without shutters on the third story. the brickwork is of characteristic flemish bond with alternating red stretcher and black header bricks. two slightly projecting courses, two courses apart, form horizontal belts at the second-and third-floor levels, while the first thirteen courses above the sidewalk level project somewhat beyond the wall above and are laid up in running bond, every sixth course being a tie course of headers. beautifully tooled, light stone lintels with fine-scale radial scorings greatly enhance the beauty of the fenestration. each lintel appears to consist of seven gauged or keyed pieces each, but is in reality a single stone, the effect being secured by deep scorings. a heavy molded cornice and handsome gutter spouts complete the decorative features apart from the chaste pedimental doorway with its fluted pilasters and dainty fanlight, which is mentioned again in another chapter. a rolling way and areaways at the basement windows pierce the wall at the sidewalk level after the manner of the time. indoors, the hall extends entirely through the house to a door in the rear opening upon a box-bordered garden with rose trees and old-fashioned flowers. there is a parlor on the right of the hall and a library on the left. back of the latter is the dining room, while the kitchen and service portion of the house are located in an l extension to the rear. as indicated by two marble date stones set in the third-story front wall just below the cornice, this house was begun in and finished in by john reynolds. some years later it was purchased at a sheriff's sale by ann dunkin, who sold it in to luke wistar morris, the son of captain samuel morris. since that time it has remained in the morris family, and its occupants have maintained it in splendid condition. much beautiful old furniture, silver and china adorn the interior, most of the pieces having individual histories of interest; in fact, the place has become a veritable museum of morris and wistar heirlooms. within a few years the two old buildings that formerly adjoined the house to the right and left were removed so that the house now stands alone with a garden space at each side behind a handsome wrought-iron fence. an enthusiastic horseman and sportsman, samuel morris was until his death in president of the gloucester fox hunting club in which originated in november, , the philadelphia troop of light horse, better known as the city troop, the oldest military organization in the united states. in morris was a member of the committee of safety, and throughout the revolution he served as captain of the city troop and as a special agent for washington, in whose esteem he stood high. later he was a justice of the peace and a member of the pennsylvania assembly from to . a handsome china punch bowl presented to captain samuel morris by the members of the gloucester fox hunting club is one of the most prized possessions in the morris house. any book devoted to the colonial houses of philadelphia might perhaps be considered incomplete that failed to include the quaint little two and a half story building at number arch street, with its tiny store on the street floor and dwelling on the floors above. devoid of all architectural pretension and showing the decay of passing years, it is nevertheless typical of the modest shop and house of its day, and it interests the visitor still more as the home of betsy ross, who for many years was popularly supposed to have made the first american flag. betsy ross was the widow of john ross, a nephew of one of the signers of the declaration of independence, who had conducted an upholsterer's business in the little shop. for a time after his death she supported herself as a lace cleaner and by continuing the business of her husband. the romantic tradition goes, unsupported by official record, that, congress having voted in june, , for a flag of thirteen stripes, alternate red and white, with thirteen white stars in a blue field, the committee in charge consulted with washington, then in philadelphia, concerning the matter. knowing mrs. ross, washington led the way to her house and explained their mission. in her little shop under their eyes she cut and stitched together cloths of the three colors we love so well and soon produced the first version of the stars and stripes. the tale is a pretty one, and it is a pity that it should not be based on some good foundation, especially as the records show that subsequently betsy ross did make numerous flags for the government. how the story started is unknown, but none of the historians who have given the matter any attention believe it. john h. flow in "the true story of the american flag" condemns it utterly, and the united states government refused to adopt the betsy ross house as a national monument after a thorough investigation. notwithstanding the facts, however, this ancient little building still continues to be a place of interest to many tourists every year. [illustration: plate xxii.--hooded doorway, johnson house, germantown; hooded doorway, green tree inn.] [illustration: plate xxiii. pedimental doorway, league street; pedimental doorway, germantown avenue.] chapter iv ledge-stone country houses the use of natural building materials available on or near the site, when they are suitable or can be made so, always elicits hearty commendation; it gives local color and distinctive character. and so we look with particular admiration at the fine old countryseats of local rock-face and surfaced stone which abound in the neighborhood of philadelphia, especially at germantown, finding among them the most homelike and picturesque stone dwellings of the past and the best prototypes for present-day adaptation. nowhere can one discover better inspiration for rock-face stonework, and nowhere have the architects of to-day more successfully preserved and developed the best local traditions of colonial times. wherein lies the superlative picturesque appeal of the typical ledge stonework of germantown? as distinguished from surfaced stonework, it possesses that flexibility in use so essential to the many and varied requirements of domestic architecture imposed by the personality and mode of living of the owner. in a measure this ready adaptability is due to the irregular lines and rock face of the stone itself, so pleasing in scale, color and texture, and so completely in harmony with the natural landscape. but to a far greater extent it is due to the fact that its predominant lines are horizontal, the line of repose and stability. ledge stone, long and narrow, laid up in broken range, with the top and bottom beds approximately level, but with end joints as the stone works naturally, has an even more marked horizontal effect than brick, clap-boarded or shingled walls that tends to a surprising degree to simulate the impression of greater breadth of the entire mass. such matters as color, surface texture and the bond or pattern formed by the shape of the stones and their arrangement in the wall are the refinements of stonework; the essentials are strength and durability of the stone itself and stability of the wall. and this stability should be apparent as well as actual. the integrity of stonework depends upon its ability to stand alone, and nothing except high-cost surfaced stone is so readily conducive to handsome, honest masonry as the natural ledge stone of greater philadelphia. a consistent wall should be of sound construction without the aid of mortar, the mission of which is to chink the joints and make the structure weather-tight. many different examples of stonework, both the pointed and unpointed, stand virtually side by side for comparison about philadelphia. several methods of pointing have been employed. there is the flush pointing and the ridge or weathered type commonly known as colonial or "barn" pointing. of them all, however, a method of laying and pointing generally referred to as the germantown type has been most widely favored. it lends itself particularly well to the colonial style of house now so popular, the broad lines of the white pointing bringing the gray stone into pleasing harmony with the white woodwork. the pointing itself is much like the colonial or "barn" pointing already referred to,--the wide open joints being filled with mortar brought well to the surface of the stones and smoothed off by the flat of the trowel with little regard to definiteness of line, after which about one-fourth of the width of the pointing is cut sharply away at the bottom so as to leave a sloping weathered edge considerably below the center of the joint. this is sometimes left as cut, in order to preserve a difference in texture, or is gone over with a trowel, either free hand or along a straightedge, to give a more finished appearance or more pronounced horizontal line effect. generally gray in effect, a ledge-stone wall provides a delightful neutral background against which trellises of roses, wistaria, honeysuckle and other flowering climbers delight the eye, and to which the spreading english ivy clings in the most charming intimacy. white-painted woodwork, however, furnishes its prime embellishment,--doors, windows, porches, dormers and such necessary appurtenances of comfortable living punctuating its various parts with high lights which brighten the effect, balance the form and mass and lend distinctive character. one has but to examine the accompanying illustrations of a few notable homes of the colonial period to appreciate the undeniable charm of white-painted woodwork in a setting of ledge stone. in the midst of virgin forest at the end of livezey's lane in germantown on the banks of wissahickon creek, stands glen fern, more commonly known as the livezey house, with numerous old buildings near by which in years past were mills, granaries and cooper shops. the house is of typically picturesque ledge-stone construction and interesting arrangement, consisting of three adjoining gable-roof structures in diminishing order, each with a single shed-roof dormer in its roof. it is located on a garden terrace with ledge-stone embankment wall and steps leading up to the door, which originally had seats at each side, while a balcony above was reached by the door in the second story. two and a half stories high and having a chimney at each end, the main house attracts attention chiefly for its quaint fenestration, with two windows on one side of the door and one on the other, the foreshortened twelve-paned windows of the second story placed well up under the eaves, the first-story windows having six-paned upper and nine-paned lower sashes. as usual, there are shutters for the first-and blinds for the second-story windows. [illustration: plate xxiv.--doorway, germantown avenue; doorway, morris house, south eighth street.] [illustration: plate xxv.--doorway, germantown avenue; doorway, spruce street.] a winding stairway leads upward from a rather small hall. white-paneled wainscots and fireplaces surrounded by dark marble adorn each of the principal rooms, while the great kitchen fireplace, in an inglenook with a window beside a seat large enough to accommodate several persons, was the "courtin' corner" of three generations of the livezey family. the old grist mill on wissahickon creek, originally a considerable stream, was built by thomas shoemaker, and in conveyed by him to thomas livezey, junior, who operated it the rest of his life and lived at glen fern near by. the builder's father, jacob shoemaker, who gave the land upon which the germantown friends' meeting house stands at coulter and main streets, came to this country with pastorius in the ship _america_ in and became sheriff of the town in . thomas livezey, the progenitor of the livezey family, and the great-grandfather of thomas, junior, came from england in , and the records show that he served on the first grand jury of the first court held in the province, january , . thomas livezey, junior, the miller, was a public-spirited and many-sided man. something of a wag and given to writing letters in verse, his life also had its more serious side. besides being one of the founders and a trustee of the union schoolhouse of germantown, now germantown academy, he was a justice of the peace and a provincial commissioner in . being a friend, he took no part in the struggle for independence, although his provocation was great. for safety's sake the girls of the family, with the eatables and drinkables, were often locked up in the cellars during the occupancy of germantown by the british. on one occasion british soldiers came to the house and demanded food, and being told by one of the women that after cooking all day she was too weary to prepare it, one of the soldiers struck off the woman's ear with his sword. an officer appeared presently, however, demanded to know who had done so dastardly a thing and instantly split the culprit's head with his saber. livezey cultivated a large farm on the adjoining hillsides, and a dozen bottles of wine from his vineyard, forwarded by his friend robert wharton, elicited praise from benjamin franklin. farmers brought their grain hither for miles around, and the mill prospered. gradually a large west indian trade was built up in flour contaminated with garlic and unmarketable in philadelphia, the ships returning with silk, crêpes and beautiful china, so that livezey's son john became a prominent philadelphia merchant. another son, thomas, continued to run the mill, which about the time of the civil war was converted to the manufacture of linseed oil. in the entire property was purchased for fairmount park, and glen fern is now occupied by the valley green canoe club, which has restored it under the direction of john livezey. opposite the famous chew house on germantown avenue, amid a luxurious setting of splendid trees, clinging ivy and box-bordered gardens, stands upsala, one of the finest examples of the colonial architecture of philadelphia. a great, square two and a half story house with a gable roof, three handsome dormers in front, a goodly sized chimney toward either end, and an l in the rear, it speaks eloquently of substantial comfort. like many houses of the time and place, the façade is of faced stone carefully pointed, while the other walls are of exceptionally pleasing ledge stone, the two kinds of masonry being quoined together at the corners. the pointing of the stonework is a very informal variation of the modern germantown type,--flat-trowel pointed with little regard to definiteness of line. the wide joints are more appropriate in scale and taste than the ridge or weathered type, in that they harmonize better with the generally broad effect of the house and the white-painted wood trim of numerous windows and doors. keyed lintels and window sills of marble accentuate the fenestration, and the façade is further enriched by a handsome cornice and marble belt at the second-floor level. four marble steps give approach to the high, pedimental porch before a door of delightful grace and dignity. as was often the case, there are white-painted shutters at the lower windows and green-painted blinds at the upper. the gable ends of the house are interesting in their fenestration, with a fanlight of delightful pattern above and between two ordinary windows; one notices with interest that the returns of the eaves are carried entirely across the ends of the house from front to back, after the manner of the characteristic penthouse roof. within, a broad hall extends through the house, an archway at the foot of the winding staircase being its most striking feature. two rooms on each side contain handsome mantels, paneled wainscots and other beautiful wood finish. as indicated by the date stone in one of the gables, upsala was begun in by john johnson, junior, who inherited the land from his grandfather, also named john johnson, and was some three years in the building. it is located near the corner of upsal street on part of a tract of land that originally extended from germantown avenue, then germantown road, to the township line at wissahickon avenue. the house stands on the spot where the fortieth regiment of the british army was encamped, and where later general maxwell's cannon were planted to assail the chew house at the battle of germantown. it has been successively occupied by norton johnson, doctor william n. johnson and miss sallie w. johnson, all descendants of the builder. [illustration: plate xxvi.--doorway, germantown avenue; doorway, frankford avenue.] [illustration: plate xxvii.--doorway, powel house, south third street; doorway, wharton house, spruce street.] like upsala, grumblethorpe, at number main street, germantown, opposite indian queen lane, displays ledge-stone walls except for its façade, which is plastered, and it has the same returns of the eaves like a penthouse roof across the gables. this large two and a half story house stands directly on the sidewalk and has areaways at the sunken basement windows like many modern houses. a sturdy chimney at either end and two dormers with segmental topped windows are the features of the roof. the high recessed doorway, with its broad marble lower step in the brick sidewalk, is located so that there are three windows to the left and only two to the right. an interesting feature of the fenestration is the use of wide twelve-paned windows on the first story and of narrower and higher eighteen-paned windows on the second. again there are shutters on the lower story and blinds above. this variation in the windows of different stories is by no means an uncommon feature of philadelphia houses, and, as in this instance, often came about as the result of alterations. grumblethorpe was built in by john wister, who came to philadelphia from germany in and developed a large business in cultivating blackberries, making and importing wine in market street west of third. "wister's big house" was the first countryseat in germantown. originally it differed materially from its present outward appearance. there were no dormers, and the garret was lighted only at the ends. across the front and sides of the house the second-floor level was marked by a penthouse roof, broken over the entrance by a balcony reached by a door from the second story. to the right of the entrance there were two windows, as at present; to the left there was a smaller door with a window at each side of it. both doors were divided into upper and lower sections and had side-long seats outside. in the course of repairs and alterations in the penthouse roof and balcony, also the front seats, were removed, the upper and smaller lower doors were replaced by windows, and the front of the house was pebble dashed. a long wing extends back from the main house, and beyond is a workshop with many old tools and a numerous collection of interesting clocks in various stages of completion. still farther back is an observatory with its telescope, also a box-bordered formal garden in which still stands a quaint rain gauge. indoors, the hall and principal rooms are spacious but low studded, with simple white-painted woodwork, and in the kitchen a primitive crane supporting ancient iron pots still remains in the great fireplace. much fine old furniture, many rare books and numerous curios enhance the interest and beauty of the interiors. many men illustrious in art, science and literature shared wister's hospitality. his frequent visitors included gilbert stuart, the artist; christopher sower, one of the most versatile men in the colonies; thomas say, the eminent entomologist and president of the philadelphia academy of natural sciences; parker cleveland, author of the first book on american mineralogy; james nichol, the celebrated geologist and writer, and many other famous personages. quite as many unknown persons came to grumblethorpe, however, for bread was baked every saturday for distribution to the poor. during the battle of germantown, grumblethorpe was the headquarters of general agnew of the british army, and in the northwest parlor he died of wounds, staining the floor with his blood, the marks of which are still visible. in the same room major lenox, who occupied the house in , was married. major lenox was at various times marshal of the united states for the district of pennsylvania, director and president of the united states bank, and the representative of the united states at the court of st. james. john wister's eldest son, daniel, a prosperous merchant, inherited the property, and it was his daughter who wrote sally wister's well-known and charming "journal", the original manuscript of which is among the many treasures of this charming old house. it was daniel wister's son, charles j. wister, who built the observatory and developed the beautiful formal garden back of the house. upon retiring from business in he devoted himself to science, notably botany and mineralogy, upon which subjects he lectured at the germantown academy, of which he was secretary of the board of trustees for thirty years. in the place came into the hands of charles j. wister, junior, an artist, writer and friend of high repute, who, like his father, was for many years identified with germantown academy. on his death in grumblethorpe was shared by his nephews, owen wister, the novelist, and alexander w. wister, neither of whom resides there. [illustration: plate xxviii.--doorway, south seventh street.] [illustration: plate xxix.--doorway, grumblethorpe, germantown avenue; doorway, germantown avenue.] one of the noblest old ledge-stone mansions of the vicinity is the woodlands, located on high ground along the bank of the schuylkill river in blockley township, west philadelphia. it was formerly the countryseat of the hamilton family, from which a district of west philadelphia east of fortieth street and south of market street took the name of hamilton village. many years ago the grounds of the woodlands became a cemetery, and the house is now occupied by the superintendent and contains the cemetery offices. while the gay society of a century and a quarter ago is lacking the place still retains much of its former beauty and state. of essentially georgian character, the house is still more strongly reminiscent of many plantation mansions of the south. it has an entrance front to the north and a river or garden front to the south, while the kitchen arrangements are well concealed. between two semicircular bays that project from the ends of the building on the entrance front, six ionic pilasters support a broad and elaborately ornamented pediment, its chief features being the notching of the shingles, the circular window and the frieze with groups of vertical flutings in alternation with large round flower ornaments. a broad paved terrace three steps above the drive extends across the front from one bay to the other and gives approach to a round-arched central doorway with handsome leaded fanlight beneath a segmental hood supported by round engaged ionic columns. this doorway leads into the hall. on the river front a lofty pedimental-roofed portico centrally located and supported by six great smooth pillars is of distinctly southern aspect. another round-arched doorway flanked by two round-topped windows opens directly into an oval-shaped ballroom. the beautiful palladian windows on either side of this façade and recessed within an arch in the masonry are among the chief distinctions of the house. an examination of them indicates as convincingly as any modern work the delightful accord that may exist between gray stone and white woodwork, and draws attention to the masonry itself. the use of relatively small stones has resulted in an unconventional though pleasing wall effect, due to the prominence and rough character of the pointing which has been brought well out to the edges of the stones. a word may well be said in passing in regard to the stable at the woodlands, which, while rightly unassuming, lives in complete accord with the house, as every outbuilding should. a hip-roofed structure with lean-to wings, it is essentially a georgian conception. its walls are of ledge stone like the house, broken by a symmetrical arrangement of recessed arches in which the various doors and windows are set, and further embellished by a four-course belt of brick at the second-floor level. the woodlands was built in by william hamilton on an estate purchased in by his grandfather, andrew hamilton, the first of that name in america. it is the second house on the site, the first having made way for the present spacious structure which was designed to give expression to the tastes and desires of its builder. william hamilton was one of the wealthiest men of his day and loved display and the rôle of a lavish host. maintaining a large retinue of servants and living in a style surpassing that of most of his neighbors, his dinner parties and other social gatherings were attended by the most eminent personages of the time. a man of culture and refinement, he accumulated many valuable paintings and rare books, and his gardens, greenhouse and grounds were his particular pride and joy. to a large collection of native american plants and shrubs he added many exotic trees and plants. to him is credited the introduction of the ginkgo tree and the lombardy poplar to america. william hamilton was a nephew of governor james hamilton, by whose permission, granted to william hallam and his old american company of strolling players, the drama was established in philadelphia in , despite the strong opposition of the friends. william hamilton raised a regiment in his neighborhood to assist in the revolution, but being opposed to a complete break with the mother country, resigned his commission upon the signing of the declaration of independence. following the evacuation of philadelphia by the british he was arrested, charged with assisting the british forces and tried for high treason, but was acquitted and allowed to retain possession of his estates, which were duly inherited by his family on his death in . these charming old ledge-stone mansions, and others of lesser architectural merit and historical association, too numerous for description here, constitute the chief distinction of philadelphia architecture. whereas the city residences of brick differ little from those of several other not far distant places, and the country houses of that material recall many similar ones in delaware, maryland and even virginia, the ledge-stone house of greater philadelphia is a thing unto itself. it has no parallel in america. of substantial character and possessed of rare local color, it combines with picturesque appearance those highly desirable qualities of permanence and non-inflammability. it is the ideal construction for suburban philadelphia where the necessary building material abounds and new homes can live in accord with the old. [illustration: plate xxx.--doorway, doctor denton's house, germantown.] [illustration: plate xxxi.--west entrance, mount pleasant, fairmount park; east entrance, mount pleasant.] chapter v plastered stone country houses it is quite possible to preserve random shapes and rock faces in stonework that is structurally good, yet still fail in a measure to please the eye and satisfy the artistic sense. a house built of stones which, although irregular and of variable size, are generally cubical in shape and set with obvious painstaking to simulate a casual yet remarkably systematic arrangement, never fails to be clumsy and patchy. a case in point is waynesborough in easttown township, chester county, erected in by captain isaac wayne. greame park, erected in horsham township, montgomery county, by sir william keith five years after he was appointed governor of penn's colony in , instances another unsuccessful use of stonework and effectively explodes the pet notion of the indiscriminate that everything which is old is therefore good. the promiscuous use of rough, long, quarried stones, square blocks and narrow strips on end results in an utterly irrational effect, a confusing medley of short lines. going to the other extreme, the use of stones so small and irregular as to suggest a "crazy-quilt" mosaic rather than structural stonework is equally displeasing. this scheme unquestionably lends texture to the wall, but it attracts too much attention to itself to the detriment of such architectural features as doors, windows and other wood trim intended to provide suitable embellishment as well as to fulfill the practical requirements of daily use. inasmuch as rubble used in this manner becomes merely an aggregate in a concrete wall, the consistent thing to do is to consider it as such and give the wall an outside finish or veneer of rough plaster. this fact was recognized and often acted upon by the early philadelphia builders wherever the stone readily available did not make an attractive wall. a few of the best examples extant serve to indicate that houses of this sort have all the charm of the modern stucco structure built over hollow tile. perhaps the most picturesque of the old houses of this type is wyck at germantown avenue and walnut lane, germantown, a long, rambling structure of rubble masonry with an outside veneer of rough white plaster standing end to the street. although colonial in detail and partaking to a degree of the general character of its neighbors, the ensemble presents a rare blending of european influences with american construction. vine-clad trellises on the entrance front, a long arbor on the garden front, box-bordered flower beds and a profusion of shade trees and shrubs all help to compose a picture of rare charm in which leading american architects have often found inspiration for modern work. wyck is probably the oldest building in germantown and certainly quaint of appearance, considering its age, for it has been preserved as nearly as possible in its early condition. the oldest part was built about by hans millan. later another house was built near by on the opposite side of an old indian trail, and subsequently the two were joined together, a wide, brick-paved wagon way running beneath the connecting structure. this passage has since been closed in to form a spacious hallway with wide double doors and a long transom above, the outer doors being wood paneled and the inner ones glazed. of romantic interest is the use of this great hall of wyck as a hospital and operating room after the battle of germantown, and later, in , as the scene of a reception tendered to la fayette, following his breakfast at cliveden, when the townspeople were presented to him by charles j. wister. the doorway to the right, with its molded jambs, plain, four-paned transom and paneled door divided in the middle like many of the neighborhood, is of the most modest order, yet its simple lines and good proportions, together with the green of the climbing vines about it, in contrast with the white plaster walls, makes a strong appeal to everybody of artistic appreciation. the position of the knob indicates the size of the great rim lock within, while the graceful design of the brass knocker is justly one of the most popular to-day. wyck has never been sold, but has passed from one owner to another by inheritance through the jansen and wistar families to the haines family, in which it has since remained. one of its owners, caspar wistar, in established the first glassworks in america at salem, new jersey. the most notable house of plastered stone masonry, and one of the noblest countryseats in the vicinity of philadelphia, is clunie, later and better known as mount pleasant, located in the northern liberties, fairmount park, on the east bank of the schuylkill river only a little north of the girard avenue bridge. to see it is to appreciate more fully the princely mode of country living in which some of the most distinguished citizens of the early metropolis of the colonies indulged. [illustration: plate xxxii.--doorway, solitude, fairmount park; doorway perot-morris house, germantown avenue.] [illustration: plate xxxiii.--entrance porch and doorway, upsala, germantown; elliptical porch and doorway, fisher's lane, wayne junction.] standing on high ground and commanding broad views both up and down the stream, the house is of truly baronial mien and georgian character. two flanking outbuildings, two and a half stories high, hip-roofed and dormered, some forty feet from each end of the main house and corresponding with it in character and construction, provide the servants' quarters and various domestic offices. beyond the circle formed by the drive on the east or entrance front of the house and at some distance to either side are two barns. thus the house becomes the central feature in a strikingly picturesque group of buildings having all the manorial impressiveness of the old virginia mansions along the james river. the main house rises two and a half stories above a high foundation of hewn stone with iron-barred basement windows set in stone frames. it is of massive rubble-stone masonry, coated with yellowish-gray rough-cast and having heavy quoined corners of red brick, also a horizontal belt of the same material at the second-floor level, the keyed lintels of the large ranging windows, however, being of faced stone. above a heavy cornice with prominent modillions springs the hipped roof, pierced on both sides by two handsome dormers and surmounted by a long, beautifully balustraded belvedere. two great brick chimney stacks, one at each end of the building, with four arched openings near the top, lend an aspect of added dignity and solidity. the principal feature of the façade on both the east and west or river front is the slightly projecting central portion with its quoined corners, surmounting corniced pediment springing from the eaves, ornate palladian windows in the second story and superb pedimental doorway in harmony with the pedimental motive above. although the detail is heavy, and free use has been made of the orders, the work is american georgian at its best and altogether admirable. the doorways of the two sides are similar but not the same, and a comparison, as found in another chapter, is most interesting. within, a broad hall extends entirely through the house from one front to the other, as likewise does a spacious drawing-room on the north side with an elaborate chimney piece in the middle of the outside wall. the dining room occupies the west front, and back of it, in an l extension from the hall, a handsome staircase with gracefully turned balustrade leads to the bedrooms on the second floor. throughout the interior the wood finish is worthy of the exterior trim. beautifully tooled cornices, graceful pilasters, nicely molded door and window casings, heavy pedimental doorheads,--all are of excellent design and more carefully wrought than in average colonial work. finest of all, perhaps, is a chamber on the second floor overlooking the river that must, according to the very nature of things, have been the boudoir of the mistress of mount pleasant. the architectural treatment of the fireplace end of this room, with exquisite carving above the overmantel panel and above the closet doors at each side, is greatly admired by all who see it. the erection of mount pleasant was begun late in by john macpherson, a sea captain of clunie, scotland, who amassed a fortune and lost an arm in the adventurous practice of privateering. here he lived in manorial splendor, entertaining the most eminent personages of the day with munificent hospitality and employing himself with numerous ingenious inventions, notably a practical device for moving brick and stone houses intact. he wrote on moral philosophy, lectured on astronomy and published the first city directory in , a unique volume giving the names in direct house-to-house sequence and having such notations as, "i won't tell you", "what you please", and "cross woman" against street numbers where he found the occupants suspicious or unresponsive to his queries. meeting reverses in some of his financial affairs and longing for further adventures at sea, macpherson sought the chief command of the american navy at the outbreak of the revolution. this being denied him he leased mount pleasant to don juan de merailles, the spanish ambassador. but to be near general washington, merailles had to remove to morristown and there he soon died. in the spring of macpherson sold mount pleasant to general benedict arnold, of unhappy memory, whose remarkable and traitorous career is known to every american. arnold had been placed in command of philadelphia by washington, following its evacuation by the british, and in acquiring the most palatial countryseat in the vicinity he gratified his fondness for display and apparently saw in it a means of retaining or increasing his influence and power. it was his marriage gift to his bride, peggy shippen, the daughter of edward shippen, a moderate loyalist, who eventually became reconciled to the new order and was chief justice of the state from to . at mount pleasant arnold and his wife remained for more than a year, living extravagantly and entertaining lavishly. arnold's financial embarrassments and bitter contentions with persistent enemies became ever more deeply involved. here in bitterness, and not without some provocation, he conceived the dastardly plan of obtaining from washington command of west point, the key to the hudson river valley, in order that he might betray it to the british. following the discovery of the plot and arnold's flight to the british lines, his property was confiscated, and mount pleasant was leased for a short period to baron von steuben, after which it passed through several hands to general jonathan williams, of boston, in whose family the place remained until the middle of the nineteenth century, when it was acquired by the city as a part of fairmount park. at number germantown avenue, standing directly on the sidewalk as was often the case, and with a beautiful box-bordered garden of old-fashioned flowers about one hundred by four hundred feet along the south end, is one of the most interesting old plastered houses in philadelphia. well known in history, it is no less notable architecturally. in general arrangement it differs little from numerous other gable-roof structures of the vicinity, two and a half stories high with chimneys at each end and handsome pedimental dormers with round-topped windows between. it is in the excellent detail and nice proportion of the wood trim, both without and within, that this house excels. interest focuses upon the deeply recessed doorway with its sturdy tuscan columns and pediment, and the great, attractively paneled door. the fenestration is admirable with twenty-four-paned windows set in handsome frames with architrave casings and beautifully molded sills, the lower windows having shutters and the upper ones blinds. a notable feature is the heavy cornice with large modillions, and beneath a relatively fine-scale, double denticulated molding or grecian fret. within, a wide hall extends through the middle of the house, widening at the back where a handsome winding staircase with landings ascends to the floor above. opposite the staircase is a breakfast room overlooking the garden. the parlor and dining room on opposite sides of the hall, the bedrooms above and also the halls all have beautifully paneled wainscots. there are handsome chimney pieces in each room with dark pennsylvania marble facings about the fireplaces and ornamental panels so nicely made that no joints are visible. throughout the house the woodwork is of unusual beauty and unexcelled in workmanship. the house was built in by david deschler, a wealthy west india merchant, the son of an aide-de-camp to the reigning prince of baden, and margaret, a sister of john wister and caspar wistar. after the retreat of the american forces at the conclusion of the battle of germantown, sir william howe, the british commander, moved his headquarters from stenton to the deschler house. while there he is said to have been visited by prince william henry, then a midshipman in the royal navy, but afterward king william iv of england. upon deschler's death in the house was bought by colonel isaac franks, a new yorker who had served his country well in the continental army and filled several civil commissions after the conclusion of peace with england. he it was who rented the house to washington for a short period in the early winter of and again for six weeks in the following summer because of the yellow fever epidemic in philadelphia. here met the president's cabinet--jefferson, hamilton, knox and randolph--to discuss the president's message to congress and the difficulties with england, france and spain. aside from mount vernon, it is the only dwelling now standing in which washington lived for any considerable time. [illustration: plate xxxiv.--doorway, south eighth street; doorway, stenton.] [illustration: plate xxxv.--doorway and ironwork, southeast corner of eighth and spruce streets] in the property was purchased by elliston and john perot, two frenchmen who conducted a prosperous mercantile business in philadelphia. on the death of the former in , the place was purchased by his son-in-law, samuel b. morris, of the shipping firm of waln and morris, in whose family it has since remained. the interiors remain as in washington's time, and much of the furniture, silver and china used by him are still preserved, together with his letter thanking captain samuel morris for the valuable services of the first city troop during the revolution. although not erected until a few years after the treaty of peace following the revolution, vernon is so thoroughly colonial in architecture and of such merit as to warrant mention here. it stands in extensive grounds on the west side of germantown avenue, germantown, above chelton avenue. the main house is a hip-roofed structure two and a half stories in height of rubble masonry, the front being plastered and lined off to simulate dressed stone and the other walls being pebble dashed. a wing in the rear connects the main house with a semi-detached gable-roof structure in which were located the kitchen and servants' rooms. the principal features of the symmetrical façade with its ranging twelve-paned windows, shuttered on the lower story, are the central pediment with exquisite fanlight between flanking chimneys and handsomely detailed dormers, and a splendid doorway alluded to later in these pages. a fine-scale denticulated molding in the cornice, repeated elsewhere in the exterior wood trim, lends an air of exceptional richness and refinement. vernon was built in by james matthews, a whipmaker of the firm of mcallister and matthews. in it was purchased by john wistar, son of daniel wistar, and a member of the countinghouse of his uncle, william wistar. upon his uncle's death he conducted the business with his brother charles and became well known in mercantile circles and prominent in the society of friends. a bronze statue of him in quaker garb has been erected in front of the house. some years after his death in the place passed under the control of the city for a park and was occupied for a time by the free library. since the erection of a building near by for this latter purpose, it has housed the museum of the site and relic society, and contains much of interest to the student of early germantown. another house in the colonial spirit erected shortly after the close of the revolution is loudoun, at germantown avenue and apsley street, germantown, its grounds embracing the summit of neglee's hill. the house is two and a half stories high with additions which have somewhat altered its original appearance; it has a gambrel roof, hipped at one end after the mansard manner with excellent dormers on both the front and end just mentioned. its plastered rubble masonry walls are clothed with clinging ivy. the architectural interest centers chiefly in the fenestration and the pillared portico reminiscent of plantation mansions farther south. this portico, with its simple pediment and wooden columns surmounted by pleasingly unusual capitals of acanthus-leaf motive, was added some thirty years after the house was erected. the great twenty-four-paned ranging windows have heavy paneled shutters on the first floor and blinds on the second. tall, slender, engaged columns supporting a nicely detailed entablature frame a typical philadelphia doorway, the paneled door itself being single with a handsome leaded fanlight above. loudoun was built in by thomas armat as a countryseat for his son, thomas wright armat. the elder armat originally settled in loudoun county, virginia, and hence the name of the estate. coming to philadelphia about the time of the revolution, his family moved to germantown during the yellow fever epidemic of and found it such a pleasing place of residence that the building of loudoun some years later came as a natural consequence. it stands at the very outskirts of germantown, now the twenty-second ward of philadelphia, where germantown avenue starts its winding course toward chestnut hill. at the original lottery distribution of the land of the frankford company in the cave of francis daniel pastorius, there being no permanent houses at that time, the site fell to thomas kunders, in whose house at number germantown avenue the first meeting of friends was held in germantown. after the battle of germantown the hill was used as a hospital, and many dead were buried there. from to loudoun was rented to madam greland as a summer school for young women, and it was during this period, probably about , that the pillared portico was added. a successful philadelphia merchant and well-known philanthropist, thomas armat, gave the site for st. luke's church in germantown and assisted in its erection, also setting aside a chamber at loudoun which was known as the minister's room. he was among the first to suggest the use of coal for heating, and one of the early patentees of a hay scales. armat's daughter married gustavus logan, great-great-grandson of james logan and grandson of john dickinson, whose "farmer's letters", addressed to the people of england, are said to have brought about the repeal of the stamp act. loudoun still remains in the logan family. no stranger house can be found in all philadelphia than solitude on the west bank of the schuylkill in blockley township, fairmount park. it is a boxlike structure of plastered rubble masonry twenty-six feet square and two and a half stories high, with a hip roof having simple pedimental dormers and two oppositely disposed chimneys. the wood trim is severely simple throughout, from the heavy molded cornice under the eaves to the pedimental recessed doorway with its ionic columns and entablature. two slightly projecting courses of brick, one some ten inches or so above the other, form an unusual belt at the second-floor level, while a distinctive feature of the fenestration is seen in the fact that most of the windows have nine-paned upper and six-paned lower sashes. within, the entrance doorway leads into a hall some nine feet wide and extending entirely across the house from side to side. the remainder of the first floor consists of a large parlor with windows opening on a portico overlooking the river. a beautiful stucco cornice and ceiling and a carved wood surbase are its best features. in one corner a staircase with wrought-iron railing rises to the second floor, where there is a library about fifteen feet square with built-in bookcases, two connecting bedrooms, one with an alcove and secret door where the owner might shut himself away from intrusive visitors, and a staircase leading to more bedrooms on the third floor. the cellar is deep and roomy, with provision for wine storage, and an underground passage communicates with the kitchen located in a separate building about twenty-five feet distant. solitude was built in by john penn, a grandson of william penn, the founder of philadelphia, and a son of thomas penn, whose wife was a daughter of the earl of pomfret. a much traveled, scholarly man, poet, idealist and art patron, he came to philadelphia in to look after proprietary interests in pennsylvania and intending to become an american. but his claims were made under hereditary rights, and as the state was not disposed to honor them he concluded to remain an englishman. vexed with the perversity of human nature, he built solitude and named it for a lodge belonging to the duke of württemburg. there he lived somewhat the life of a recluse with his books and trees for three years. he was on friendly terms with his neighbors, however, who included his cousin, governor john penn, and judge richard peters. gay week-end parties also came in boats to enjoy his hospitality, and washington once spent a day with him during the sitting of the constitutional convention in philadelphia. in penn suddenly returned to england, built a handsome residence at stoke and embarked on a notable career in public life, becoming sheriff of bucks in , a member of parliament in , and royal governor of the island of portland in dorset for many years after . the university of cambridge made him an ll.d. in , and he won promotion to a lieutenant-colonelcy in the royal bucks yeomanry. later in his declining years he formed the outinian society to encourage young men and women to marry, although he inconsistently died a bachelor in . [illustration: plate xxxvi.--doorway and ironwork, northeast corner of third and pine streets; stoop with curved stairs and iron handrail, south third street.] [illustration: plate xxxvii.--stoop and balustrade, wistar house; stoop and balustrade, race street.] solitude then passed by inheritance to penn's youngest brother, granville, and on his death ten years later to a nephew, granville john penn, great-grandson of william penn, and the last penn at solitude. coming to philadelphia in middle life about he was lionized by society and in acknowledgment gave a grand "fête champêtre" and collation. following his death in , solitude and its grounds were made part of fairmount park, and after several years without tenancy the house in its original condition was made the administration building of the zoölogical society. the fine old plastered stone houses of philadelphia comprise one of the distinctive and most admired types of its colonial architecture. those with pebble-dashed walls which seek to simulate no other building material or form of construction possess the added charm of frank sincerity. fire-proof in character, pleasing in appearance, and readily adaptable to varied home requirements, they point the way wherever rubble stone incapable of forming an attractive wall is cheaply available. many modern dwellings in the colonial spirit are being built in this manner. chapter vi hewn stone country houses cost was not an object in building many of the larger old countryseats about philadelphia, for their owners were men of wealth and station, prominent in the affairs of the province and sharing its prosperity. influenced by the builders of the georgian period in england, and often under their personal supervision, the buildings on numerous great estates about the early metropolis of the american colonies were constructed of quarried stone, whether sawed in the form of "brick" stone or hammered to a relatively smooth surface. surfaced stone, however, especially when cut into rectangular blocks, is to be recommended only for public work or for very large and pretentious residences of formal character and arrangement. in small buildings, and unless handled with skill and discretion in larger work, its psychological effect upon the mind is that of uncompromising and somewhat repellent austerity; it suggests the prison-like palace rather than the domestic atmosphere of a true home,--an atmosphere to be had in stone only by preserving the greater spontaneity of irregular shapes and rock faces characteristic of germantown ledge stone. that the early builders of this vicinity were skilled stone masons and employed this form of building construction with sympathy and intelligence is indicated by the splendid old mansions that still remain as monuments to their genius,--stately, elegant, enduring, yet withal pleasing, comfortable and eminently livable. the use of "brick" stone for several of them has given a lighter scale, and by repetition of many closely related and prominent horizontals has simulated a greater breadth of façade and a lesser total height, both beneficial to the general appearance. as in ordinary brickwork, the vertical pointing is as wide as the horizontal, but the joints break, whereas the course lines are continuous, thus emphasizing the horizontals of light mortar. unquestionably the most notable mansion of hewn stone in greater philadelphia is cliveden, the countryseat of the chew family, located in extensive grounds at germantown avenue and johnson streets, germantown. one of the most substantial and elaborate residences of that day, it is two and a half stories in height and built of heavy masonry, the front illustrating well the pleasing use of surfaced germantown stone, flush pointed, the other walls being of rubble masonry, plastered and marked off to simulate dressed stone. two wings, one semi-detached and the other entirely so, extend back from the main house and contain the kitchen, servants' quarters and laundry. the classic front entrance opens into a large hall with small rooms on each side which were originally used as offices. beyond and above are many spacious rooms with excellent woodwork and handsome chimney pieces. no handsomer colonial façade is to be found in america. classic in feeling and symmetrical in arrangement, it is excellently detailed in every particular. above a slightly projecting water table the repeated horizontals of the limestone belt at the second-floor level, the heavy cornice with prominent modillions and the roof line impart a feeling of repose and stability quite apart from the character of the building material itself. the ranging windows, shuttered on the lower floor, are distinguished by their keyed limestone lintels and twelve-paned upper and lower sashes, while the roof is elaborated by two great chimney stacks, a like number of well-designed dormers with round-topped windows, and five handsome stone urns mounted on brick piers at the corners and over the entrance. the central portion of the façade projects slightly under a pediment in harmony with the splendid doric doorway beneath, of which more elsewhere. [illustration: plate xxxviii.--detail of iron balustrade, south ninth street; stoop with wing flights, la grange alley.] [illustration: plate xxxix.--iron newel, fourth and liberty streets; iron newel, walnut street.] cliveden was erected in by benjamin chew, a friend of washington and a descendant of one of the oldest and most distinguished virginia families, his great-grandfather, john chew, having settled at james citie about , and, like benjamin chew's grandfather and father, who resided in maryland, having been prominent in the courts and public affairs generally. benjamin chew studied law with andrew hamilton, and at the age of nineteen entered the middle temple, london, the same year as sir william blackstone. removing to philadelphia in , he was provincial counselor in , attorney general from to , recorder of the city from to , a member of the pennsylvania-maryland boundary commission in , register general of the province in , and in succeeded william allen as chief justice of the supreme court of pennsylvania. following the revolution he served as a judge and president of the high court of errours and appeals until it was abolished in . justice chew was brought up a quaker and his attitude coincided with that of many others who manifested sympathy for the american cause, yet hesitated at complete independence. in defining high treason to the april grand jury of , the last held under the crown, he stated that "an opposition by force of arms to the lawful authority of the king or his ministry is high treason, but in the moment when the king, or his ministers, shall exceed the authority vested in them by the constitution, submission to their mandate becomes treason." it is not surprising, therefore, that in august, , judge chew and john penn, the late proprietary, were arrested by the city troop and on refusing parole were imprisoned at the union iron works until sometime in . with fourteen attractive and accomplished children, two sons and twelve daughters, things were always lively at cliveden, and it was the scene of lavish entertainment of washington, adams and other members of the first continental congress. around its classic doorway the battle of germantown raged most fiercely. the house had been occupied by the british under colonel musgrave, the chew family being away at the time; and so effective a fortress did it prove that the center of washington's advance was checked and the day lost to the american arms. great damage was done inside and out by cannon balls, some of it being still visible, although several workmen spent the entire following winter putting the house in order. during his triumphal farewell tour of the twenty-four american states in , a breakfast was tendered to la fayette at cliveden on the day of his reception at wyck. in , justice chew sold cliveden to blair mcclenahan, a director of the bank of pennsylvania, for nine thousand dollars, but bought it back again in for twenty-five thousand dollars. since that time it has remained in the family and is still occupied part of the year. chew's woods, formerly part of the estate, have been presented to the city as a public park, but the stable behind the house, and connected with it by an underground passage, still remains much as ever; and therein reposes the curious old family coach. second only to cliveden in architectural interest is the highlands, located on the skippack pike overlooking the whitemarsh valley from a lofty site among giant old oaks, pines and sycamores. it is a splendid example of american architecture after the late georgian manner, and although not built until after the revolution, its character is such that it deserves to be included among the colonial houses of the vicinity. the south or entrance front is built of squared and nicely surfaced stones laid up with joints breaking much like brickwork, the pointing being of the ridge or weathered type. the sides are of ordinary rubble but plastered and lined off to simulate hewn stone. the central section of the façade projects slightly, two ionic pilasters of white marble supporting a pediment within which a semicircular fanlight ventilates and lights the attic. marble belts at the first-and second-floor levels, marble window sills and keystones in the lintels relieve and brighten the effect, while an unusual diamond fret lends distinction to the cornice. the windows have six-paned upper and lower sashes with blinds on all stories, as in the case of most of the later colonial houses. ornamental wrought-iron fire balconies at the second-story windows are a picturesque feature. the entrance porch, one of the few of consequence in philadelphia, is characterized by its chaste simplicity, the fine-scale reeded columns and wrought-iron balustrade of the marble steps being its chief features. but for the double doors characteristic of philadelphia, the doorway itself, of excellent proportions and having a handsome elliptical fanlight and side lights with leaded glass, would suggest salem design. within, a great hall extends through the house to a wide cross hall at the rear, where a broad and handsome staircase with wing flights above a gallery landing is located. a beautiful palladian window in the west end of the house lights this landing and the entire cross hall. much excellent woodwork adorns the spacious rooms, but the splendid adam mantels with their delicate applied stucco designs were long ago replaced by less pleasing creations of black marble. [illustration: plate xl.--footscraper, wyck; old philadelphia footscraper; footscraper, third and spruce streets; footscraper, dirck-keyser house, germantown.] [illustration: plate xli.--footscraper, south third street; footscraper, south third street; footscraper, vernon, germantown; footscraper, pine street.] the highlands was completed in by anthony morris, son of captain samuel morris, and a friend of jefferson, monroe and madison, and was some two years in the building. morris was admitted to the bar in and soon went into politics, later engaging extensively in the east india trade. representing the city of philadelphia in the state senate, he was in , at the age of twenty-seven, elected speaker, succeeding samuel powel. in this capacity he signed a bill providing for troops to suppress the whiskey rebellion, for which act he was disowned by the friends' meeting of which he was a member. dolly madison makes friendly references to morris in her memoirs and letters, and for nearly two years during madison's administration morris represented the united states at the court of spain. through his efforts an adjustment was effected in the boundary dispute over the florida cession. in morris sold the highlands to one hitner, who conveyed it in to george sheaff, in whose family it has since remained. nothing quite like bartram house is to be found anywhere in america. situated on the schuylkill river at kingsessing, west philadelphia, just to the south of what was once the lower or gray's ferry, this curious structure was begun in , and the main part of it was completed the following year, as indicated by a stone in one of the gables bearing the inscription in greek, "may god save", followed in english by "john and ann bartram, ." successive additions and alterations have changed the inside arrangement more than the exterior appearance, and it can hardly be said that the house now has any particular floor plan. probably the latest important changes were made when a stone bearing the following inscription was placed over the study window: it is god above almyty lord the holy one by me ador'd. john bartram, . in outward appearance bartram house is a simple gable-roof structure two and a half stories in height, of large, roughly hewn stones with east and west fronts and three dormers lighting the attic. the east or entrance front has a characteristic trellis-shaded doorway with quaint dutch seats at each side, while the west front has an odd, recessed porch between rude ionic columns of native stone, the same as the walls and built up like them. crudely chiseled, elaborately ornamental window casings, lintels and sills form a curious feature of this façade. clothed as it is with clinging ivy and climbing roses, the house suggests an effect of both stateliness and rusticity. bartram was a farmer, but his interest in plants, shrubs and trees was such that he became one of the greatest botanists of his day. in autumn, when his farm labors were finished for the year, he journeyed extensively about the colonies, gathering specimens with which to beautify his grounds. his greatest enjoyment in life was to make his collection of rare species ever more complete, and his remarkable accomplishments in this direction, despite many handicaps, entitle him to be known as the father of american botanists. after bartram's death his son william, also an eminent botanist, carried on the work, and later his son-in-law, colonel carr, did likewise until the place became one of the most interesting botanical gardens in the country. in the estate was purchased by andrew eastwick, a railway builder just returned from an extended commission in russia, who erected a large residence in another part of the grounds. in the city bought bartram house and its immediate grounds and in acquired the balance of the estate, the whole being converted into a public park and the old house being furnished and put in excellent condition by the descendants of the bartram family. undoubtedly the most notable instance of the use of "brick" stone with the so-called colonial or "barn" pointing is the johnson house at number germantown avenue, germantown. typical of the first homes that lined the street of this historic old town for nearly two miles, it is solidly built of dark native ledge stone, the front being of dressed rectangular blocks considerably smaller, somewhat rougher and hence less formal than the surfaced blocks of cliveden, for example. it is a single gable-roofed structure two and a half stories high with ranging windows throughout, a large chimney at each end and two dormers in the front between them. like many others of the time it had a small penthouse roof at the second-floor level which, with the overhanging eaves of the roof above, afforded protection from rainy weather for the joints of the stonework which was at first laid up in clay. lime for making more permanent mortar was far from plentiful for many years after america was first settled, and numerous makeshifts had to be resorted to unless the builder could afford to import lime from england at great expense. over the doorway, with its simple flanking seats, there is the familiar pedimental and slightly projecting hood, while the door itself is of the quaint divided type, permitting the upper half to be opened while the lower half is closed. on the first floor the windows have nine-paned sashes, both upper and lower, together with nicely paneled shutters, while on the second floor the upper sashes are foreshortened to six panes, and there are neither shutters nor blinds. this excellent example of the pennsylvania farmhouse type was built by dirck jansen, one of the original settlers of germantown, for his son john johnson at the time of his marriage to rachael livezey. the work was begun in and completed in , as indicated by a date stone in the peak of one of the gables. it was one of the largest and most substantial residences in the town and for that reason gave much concern to the society of friends of which the johnsons were members. during the battle of germantown it was in the thick of the fight, and following the warning of an officer john johnson and his entire family took refuge in the cellar. bullet holes through three doors are still visible, also the damage done to the northwest wall by a cannon ball. the backyard fence, riddled with bullets, was removed in to the museum of the site and relic society at vernon. since the death of john johnson in , the house has passed through many hands, all descendants of the builder, however. during the civil war it became a station of the "underground railway" for conducting fugitive slaves to canada, and mrs. josiah reeve, a great-great-granddaughter of the builder, used to tell how, when a child, she often wondered why so many colored people lived in the attic, staying only a day or so, when others would appear. generally similar to the johnson house is the old green tree inn, number germantown avenue, germantown, erected in . its principal distinctions lie in the three small, plain dormers with segmental topped windows; the coved cornice; the elliptical carving in the pediment of the hood over the door; the enriched ovolo molding of the penthouse roof, consisting of a ball and disk in alternation, and the arched openings of the basement windows. in this building on december , , then the home of daniel mackinett, the public school of germantown, the germantown academy, was organized, its building being erected the following year. in revolutionary times this old house was known as "widow mackinett's tavern", and it was a famous resort for driving parties from the city. many persons of note were entertained at the green tree inn, and when la fayette visited germantown in it was the intention to tender him a dinner there. it was concluded, however, that the tavern could not accommodate the party, and a breakfast at cliveden was given instead, to which reference has already been made. the old billmeyer house, also on germantown avenue, germantown, interests the student of architecture primarily as a rare instance of the early germantown two-family house. apart from its two front entrance doorways and the absence of a hood in the penthouse roof, it is much like the johnson house in general arrangement. the "brick" stones are larger and less pleasing, however, and the high elevation of the structure is evidently due to a subsequent change in the grade of the street. this, however, has given opportunity for a quaint double flight of wing steps with simple wrought-iron balustrades in the characteristic philadelphia manner. the seats, back to back, one for each doorway, recall those of the johnson house. one notices with admiration the beautifully detailed pedimental dormers with their round-topped windows, and with interest the unusual use of shutters on both the first and second stories. both upper and lower sashes on the first floor are twelve-paned, as are also the upper sashes on the second floor, the foreshortening of these upper windows being accomplished by means of eight-paned lower sashes. [illustration: plate xlii.--iron stair rail and footscraper, south seventh street (section); iron stair rail and footscraper, south fourth street (section); iron stair rail and footscraper, seventh and locust streets (section); iron stair rail and footscraper, seventh and locust streets (section).] [illustration: plate xliii.--detail of window and shutters, morris house.] erected in as a single dwelling, this house was occupied during the battle by the widow deshler and her family. at that time there was no building of any sort between the billmeyer and chew houses. it was in front of this house that washington stopped in his march down germantown avenue on october , , having discovered that the chew house was occupied by the british. there he conferred with his officers, ordered the attack and directed the battle. the tradition is that washington stood on a horse block, telescope in hand, trying in vain to penetrate the smoke and fog and discover the force of the enemy intrenched within the chew mansion. the stone cap of the horse block is still preserved, and the telescope is in the possession of germantown academy. the house suffered greatly at the hands of the british soldiers who were quartered there, and its woodwork still bears the marks of bullets and attempts to set it on fire. in it became the home of michael billmeyer, a celebrated german printer who carried on his trade there. homes such as the johnson and billmeyer houses and numerous similar ones, two and a half stories high with gable roofs, dormer windows and a penthouse roof at the second-floor level, are characteristic examples of the best pennsylvania farmhouse type which architects of the present day are perpetuating to a considerable extent. whether of dressed local or ledge stone, they are distinct from anything else anywhere that comes within the colonial category. in their design and construction sincerity of purpose is manifest; their sturdy simplicity and frank practicability give them a rare charm which appeals strongly to all lovers of the colonial style in architecture. chapter vii doorways and porches invariably one associates a house with its front entrance, for the doorway is the dominant feature of the façade, the keynote so to speak. truly utilitarian in purpose, and so lending itself more logically to elaboration for the sake of decorative effect, the doorway became the principal single feature of a colonial exterior. when designed in complete accord with the house it lends distinction and charm to the building as a whole. like men, doorways have character and individuality. indeed, in their individuality they reflect the character of those who built them. they symbolize the house as a whole and usually the mien of its occupants; they create the first impressions which the guest has of his host, and foretell more or less accurately the sort of welcome to be expected. the houses of philadelphia and vicinity, perhaps more than those of any other american city, possess the charm of architectural merit combined with historic interest. to appreciate more fully the important part played by philadelphians in early american affairs, we study their houses and home life, and as the primary index to the domestic architecture of the vicinity we direct our attention to the doorways and porches. like the houses, the doorways range in architectural pretension from the unaffected simplicity of wyck to the stately elaboration of cliveden and mount pleasant, and possess distinctive characteristics not seen elsewhere. wealth made philadelphia the most fashionable american city of the time, with all the attendant rivalries and jealousies of such a condition. desiring to put the best foot foremost, elaboration of the doorway provided a ready means to display the self-esteem, affluence and social position of the owner. naturally the quaker severity of former years was reflected in many of these outward manifestations of home life, and it is a study of absorbing interest to note the proportions and resulting spirit, so unlike new england doorways, which the local builders gave to their adaptations from the same renaissance motives. summed up in a sentence, the high, narrow doorways of philadelphia, for the most part without the welcoming side lights of new england, speak truly of quaker severity and the exclusiveness of the old aristocratic families. [illustration: plate xliv.--window and shutters, free quakers' meeting house, fifth and arch streets; second story window, free quakers' meeting house.] [illustration: plate xlv.--detail of windows, combes alley; window and shutters, cliveden; window, bartram house.] as to the doors themselves, four distinct types were common throughout the colonial period. single and double doors were equally popular, high, narrow double doors being favored for the more pretentious houses, although instances are not lacking of single doors in the mansions of colonial times. with very few exceptions molded and raised panels with broad bevels were used in all, and it is according to the arrangement of these panels that the different types of doors are best classified. one of the earliest and simplest was the six-panel single door with three stiles of about equal width, top and frieze rail about the same, bottom rail somewhat wider and lock rail about double the width of the frieze rail. the upper pair of panels were not quite high enough to be square, while the middle and lower pairs were oblong in shape, the middle one being higher than the lower. rarely this relation was reversed, and the lower pair was higher than the middle pair, the door at number germantown avenue being an example. as found in the farmhouses of germantown and thereabouts, notably wyck, glen fern, the green tree inn and the johnson and billmeyer houses, these six-panel doors were split horizontally through the lock rail, dividing them into an upper and lower part. this arrangement made it possible to open the upper part for ventilation while keeping the lower part closed to prevent stray animals and fowls from entering the house. numerous examples of undivided six-panel doors are shown by accompanying illustrations and referred to in detail in succeeding paragraphs. of these the door of grumblethorpe is unique in having a double stile in the middle, giving almost the appearance of double doors. three-panel double doors, such as those of mount pleasant, solitude and port royal house, were less common than any of the four principal types mentioned, and were little used except for a few decades after the middle of the eighteenth century. like six-panel single doors, the upper panel was often almost square, and the middle oblong panel higher than the bottom one of the same shape. at mount pleasant the middle and lower panels were of the same size. eight-panel single doors were employed extensively throughout the eighteenth century, and this is one of the most picturesque and distinctive of philadelphia types. for the most part the panels were arranged as shown by the doors of the perot-morris, powel and wharton houses with a pair of small and large panels in alternation. other notable instances are to be seen at loudoun, chalkley hall and the blackwell house. the top or first and third pairs were about half as high as their width, while the second and fourth pairs were oblong and usually of the same size, their height about one and one-half times their width. the door at upsala is a rare instance of the fourth pair of panels lower than the second, whereas that at number south seventh street shows this type with molded flat panels. as is well shown by the door of the perot-morris house, the fourth rail was the broad lock rail, and as in those days the latch was often separate, it was frequently placed on the rail above, and hence often referred to as the latch rail. another less common type of eight-panel single door is shown in accompanying illustrations by doors at number germantown avenue, number fisher's lane, wayne junction and number south eighth street. the panel arrangement consisted of three pairs of nearly square panels above the lock rail and one pair twice as high below. of the doors mentioned, that at wayne junction is unique in its flat molded panels. a corresponding panel arrangement of double doors is to be seen at the highlands. usually, however, four-panel double doors took the alternate small and large panel arrangement and were virtually halves of the more common type of eight-panel single door. such doors at stenton, cliveden and the morris house are illustrated in detail, and similar ones gave entrance to hope lodge, woodford and vernon. the woodford doors are interesting for their glazed quatrefoil openings in the top pair of panels, the vernon doors for a handsome brass knocker on the second panel of each one. for the most part philadelphia doorways were deeply recessed in connection with stone construction because of the great thickness of the walls. paneled jambs were let into the reveals of the opening, and whatever the panel arrangement of the door, a corresponding arrangement was followed in paneling the jambs and the soffit of the arch or flat lintel above. such a distinctive and pleasing feature did this become that it was widely adapted to brick construction, the outward projection of pilasters and engaged columns, often both, supporting pediments and entablatures which had the effect of increasing the depth of brick walls. the simplest type of philadelphia doorway is that common to the ledge and "brick" stone farmhouses of germantown, of which the doorway of the johnson house is perhaps the best example. these houses usually had a penthouse roof along the second-floor level, and as in this instance a pediment springing from this roof usually formed a hood above the doorway. although this doorway with its molded casings, four-paned horizontal transom and single door with six molded and raised panels is of the most modest character, its simple lines and good proportions present an effect of picturesque charm. the door is divided horizontally into two parts, after the dutch manner, like many farmhouse doors of the neighborhood. the position of the drop handle replacing the usual knob indicates the size of the great rim lock within, and the graceful design of the brass knocker is justly one of the most popular to-day. the seats flanking the entrance are unique and unlike any others in philadelphia, although those between the two doors of the billmeyer house near by are similar. [illustration: plate xlvi.--window, stenton; window and shutters, race street.] [illustration: plate xlvii.--dormer, witherill house, north front street; dormer, germantown avenue, germantown; foreshortened window, morris house; dormer, stenton; window and shutters, witherill house; window and blinds, germantown avenue.] substantially the same sort of doorway without the seats is to be seen at the old green tree inn, number germantown avenue, germantown, erected in . here, however, the effect is slightly enriched by a nicely hand-tooled ovolo molding in the cornice of the penthouse roof that is repeated with an elliptical fan design in the pediment of the hood. another type of philadelphia doorway only a little more elaborate than the foregoing is well illustrated at number league street and number germantown avenue. above the architrave casing across the lintel of these deeply recessed doorways a frieze and pediment form an effective doorhead. the pedimental league street doorhead is supported by hand-carved consoles at opposite ends, that of the germantown avenue doorhead by fluted pilasters. an oval shell pattern adorns the frieze of the former, while a denticulated molding enriches the latter. as contrasted with the plain cased frame of the former, the latter has paneled jambs and soffit, the spacing corresponding with that of the door. both doors are of the popular six-panel type with nicely molded and raised panels, and both doorheads are elaborated by short, broader sections of the vertical casings near the top. in refinement of detail and proportion, and in precision of workmanship the germantown avenue doorway surpasses that on league street. but the characteristic type of pedimental door trim in philadelphia takes a different form. about the middle of the eighteenth century the plain horizontal transom above outside doors was generally replaced by the more graceful semicircular fanlight, the glass area of which was divided by sash bars or leaded lines into numerous radiating patterns of more or less grace and beauty. by omitting the entablature of the common horizontal doorhead and breaking the base of the pediment, the round arch of the fanlight was made to fit very nicely within the sloping sides of the pediment, the keystone of the arched casing occupying the upper angle beneath the peak of the gable. pilasters or engaged columns support the pediment, their upper molded portion above the necking being carried across the horizontal lintel of the door frame. from the capitals up to the short cornice returns, replacing the usual base of the pediment, the spirit of the entablature is retained by pilaster projections molded after the manner of cornice, frieze and architrave. excellent doorways such as this with fluted pilaster casings, single doors with six molded and raised panels of familiar arrangement and paneled jambs and soffit to correspond are to be seen at number germantown avenue, germantown, and number pine street. the former is of considerable breadth, as philadelphia doorways go, and the fanlight is of rather too intricate pattern and heavy scale. the latter is exceptionally narrow, with pilasters in accord and a fanlight of chaste simplicity. like many others the door itself is dark painted and in striking contrast to the other white wood trim. one notices at once the strange placing of the knob at the top rather than in the middle of the lock rail, and the footscraper in a separate block of marble in the sidewalk at one side of the marble steps, the inference being that one should scrupulously wipe his feet before approaching the door. similar to these, but showing better proportion and greater refinement of detail, is the entrance to the morris house, one of the best known doorways in philadelphia and notable as one of the relatively few pedimental doorways of this type having the high four-panel double doors. the pediment framing the simple but very graceful fanlight is enriched by cornice moldings, hand-tooled to fine scale, the soffit of the corona being fluted, the bed-molding reeded and the dentil course being a familiar grecian fret. flutings also adorn the short architraves each side of the fanlight, and the abacus of the pilaster columns which is carried across a supplementary lintel in front of the lintel proper, the latter being several inches to the rear because of the deeply recessed arrangement of the door. the detail combines doric and ionic inspiration. an attractive knocker, simple brass knob and exceptionally large key plate indicating the great rim lock within, lend a quaint charm to a doorway distinctly pleasing in its entirety. two excellent doorways of this general type having paneled instead of fluted pilaster casings may be seen at number germantown avenue, germantown, and number south seventh street. the former is broad and has a six-panel door much like that at number germantown avenue, but the fanlight is of simpler pattern and withal more pleasing. a fine-scale dentil course lends interest to the pedimental cornice, while the frieze portions of the entablature section of the pilasters are elaborated by flutings and drillings, the latter suggestive of a festoon. a knocker of slender grace is the best feature of the hardware. the south seventh street entrance, higher and narrower, presents another example of the dark-painted door rendered the more interesting by reason of its eight-panel arrangement, the spacing being that usually employed for double doors. the wood trim, molded but nowhere carved, commends itself for effective simplicity. two marble steps, the upper one very deep, with an attractive iron rail on the buttresses at each side, complete a doorway picture that is typically philadelphian. [illustration: plate xlviii.--shutter fastener, cliveden; shutter fastener, wyck; shutter fastener, perot-morris house; shutter fastener, germantown avenue.] [illustration: plate xlix.--detail of round headed window, congress hall; detail of round headed window, christ church.] surpassing both of the foregoing, however, is the doorway at number spruce street. indeed, it is among the best of its type in the city. it has the simple excellence in detail of the south seventh street doorway, with better proportion, less height of pediment and greater apparent breadth, owing to the six-panel arrangement of the door and the fact that it is white like the wood trim about it. the only carved molding is the grecian fret of the dentil course in the pedimental cornice. here again another favorite knocker pattern greets the eye. engaged round columns, usually smooth and standing in front of wide pilasters, were often pleasing features of these pedimental doorways. in such instances the projection was so great that the entablature sections above the columns were square, and the soffit of the corona in the pediment was paneled. two notable instances may be cited at number germantown avenue, germantown, and number frankford avenue. both have the familiar six-panel doors with corresponding paneled jambs and arch soffit, attractively simple fanlights and much fine-scale hand carving in the pedimental cornice and architrave casing of the keyed arch. the former displays better taste. effective use is made of a reeded ovolo, and the fascia of the architrave bears a pleasing hand-tooled band of vertical flutes with a festooned flat fillet running through it. the most distinctive feature, however, is the double denticulated molding of the pedimental cornice with prominent drilled holes in each dentil alternately at top and bottom. although representing a high degree of the wood-carvers' art, the other doorway is rather over-ornate in its detail. the reeded ovolo is again prominent, and the fascia of the architrave of the arch bears a familiar decorative motive consisting of groups of five flutes in alternation with a conventionalized flower. the dentil course of the pedimental cornice takes the form of a peculiar reeded h pattern which is repeated in much finer scale on the edge of the corona, the abacus of the capitals and its continuation across the lintel of the door. least pleasing of all is the fluting of the frieze portion of the entablature sections with three sets of drillings suggestive of festoons. another admirable type of doorway, of which there are many examples in philadelphia, frames the high, round-headed arch of the doorway with tall, slender engaged columns supporting a massive entablature above the semicircular fanlight over the door. almost without exception the entablature is some variation of the ionic order with denticulated bed-mold in the cornice, plain flat frieze and molded architrave, the latter sometimes enriched by incised decorative bands. the columns are doric and smooth. they stand in front of more widely spaced pilasters, which are virtually a broadening of the casings of the door frame, and which support a second entablature back of the first and somewhat wider. the two combined form a doorhead with projection almost equal to a hood, but the effect is far more stately. such a doorway in its simplest form, with columns tapering considerably toward the top, in accordance with a prevalent local custom of the time, is to be seen on the powel house, number south third street. the sash divisions of the fanlight are unique, suggesting both gothic tracery and the lotus flower. the single, high eight-panel door recalls many having a similar arrangement of molded and raised panels, but differs from most of them in that the lock rail is about double the width of the two rails above. narrower, with more slender columns, and thus seemingly higher, is the doorway of the wharton house, number spruce street. while the entablature is generally similar, the moldings adhere less closely to the classic order, and the same is true of the exceptionally slender columns. an enriched ovolo suggesting a quarter section of a cylinder and two disks in alternation lends added refinement to the paneled jambs and the architrave casing of the arch with its hand-carved keystone. the fanlight is of simple but pleasing pattern, and the eight-panel door is of characteristic design. at number south seventh street the doorway itself strongly resembles that of the powel house, except that it is higher, narrower and rather lighter in scale. however, the wing flights of stone steps on the sidewalk leading to a broad landing before the door and the handsome wrought-iron rail lend individuality and rare charm to this notable example of a familiar type. the doorway of grumblethorpe, number germantown avenue, germantown, differs little in general appearance, if considerably in detail, from that of the powel house. one notices first how deeply recessed it is because of the thickness of the stone walls. with the projecting entablature it affords almost as much shelter as a porch. the single door next attracts attention. of six-panel and familiar arrangement, it differs from most of this sort in having a double stile in the middle, the effect simulating double doors. a simple, hand-tooled ovolo ornaments the jambs and architrave casings of the keyed arch. it is also repeated above the double denticulated member of the cornice, the latter enriched by a hole drilled in each dentil alternately above and below. daintiness and simplicity characterize the fanlight pattern set in lead lines. the doorway at number germantown avenue, germantown, may be regarded as one of the best of the more ornate examples of this type. [illustration: plate l.--fenestration, chancel end, st. peter's church.] [illustration: plate li.--details of round headed windows, christ church.] it has fluted columns, an intricately hand-tooled dentil course in the cornice, richly incised architraves and carved ovolo moldings. the denticulated molding has fluted dentils with horizontal connecting members forming a sort of continuous h pattern. an incised band of dainty grace adorns the architrave of the entablature. it consists of groups of five vertical flutes in alternation with drillings forming upward and downward arcs or double festoons. the architrave of the arch and lintel has a slightly different incised pattern. there are the same fluted groups with oval ornaments composed of drillings between. the door itself is of the regulation six-panel arrangement. few doorways in the corinthian order are to be found in what may properly be termed the colonial architecture of philadelphia, for this order was little used by american builders until early in the nineteenth century. the doorway of doctor denton's house in germantown instances its employment in a somewhat original manner. the entablature follows the classic order closely, except for the tiny consoles of the dentil course and the incised decoration of the upper fascia of the architrave, consisting of a band of elongated hexagons which is repeated across the lintel of the door and the imposts of the arch. a latin quotation, "procuc este profans", meaning "be far from here that which is unholy", is carved in the architrave casing over the fanlight. the columns are fluted, but have the doric rather than the usual corinthian capitals. double blind doors such as are a feature of this entrance were the predecessor of the modern screen door. arbor vitæ trees in square wooden tubs on the broad top step each side of the doorway complete a formal treatment of dignity and attractiveness. rarely occurred a doorway having a complete entablature above a fanlight surmounted by a pediment. the east and west entrances of mount pleasant offer two splendid examples, massive and dignified. while much alike in several respects, they differ sufficiently in detail to afford an interesting comparison. in size and general arrangement in their double three-panel doors and smooth columns, they greatly resemble each other. although not pure, the doorway of the west or river front is essentially tuscan and of the utmost simplicity. its chief distinction lies in the rustication of the casings, jambs and soffit, simulating stonework, and the heavy fanlight sash with its openings combining the keystone and arch in outline. the doorway of the east front, which is the entrance from the drive, is doric and has the customary triglyphs, mutules and guttæ. there is the same rustication of casings and jambs up to the height of the doors, but molded spandrils occupy the spaces each side of the round arch with its wide ornate keystone. exceptionally broad tapering and fluted mullions lend distinction to the heavy fanlight sash with its round-ended openings. neither of these doorways has the double projection of those previously described. the background pilasters are omitted, and the engaged columns stand directly against the stone masonry. a beautiful palladian window in the second-story wall above each doorway forms a closely related feature, the two being virtually parts of the same effect. oftener, where an entablature supported by engaged columns was surmounted by a pediment, the fanlight over the door was omitted. of the several instances in philadelphia, the best known is undoubtedly the classic doorway of cliveden, about which the battle of germantown raged most fiercely. the damage done by cannon balls to the stone steps may still be plainly seen. this doorway is one of the finest specimens of pure mutulary doric in america, very stately and somewhat severe. every detail is well-nigh perfect, and the proportions could hardly be better. a similar arrangement of the high, narrow, four-panel double doors is found elsewhere in philadelphia, while the blinds used instead of screen doors recall those of doctor denton's house, although divided by two rails respectively toward the top and bottom into three sections, the middle section being the largest. two small drop handles with pendant rings comprise the entire visible complement of hardware on the doors. as compared with the east entrance of mount pleasant, the cliveden detail is richer in the paneled soffits of the corona and the paneled metopes in alternation with the triglyphs of the frieze. one notices also that it is not deeply recessed according to the prevailing custom in the case of stone houses. another doorway of this general character and having double doors is the entrance to solitude. conventionally ionic in detail, with smooth columns and voluted capitals, it pleases the eye but lacks the impressiveness of the doorway at cliveden. the three-panel double doors are narrower, and this fact is emphasized by the deep recess with paneled jambs. there is but one broad step, which also serves as the threshold. the doorway of the perot-morris house, deeply recessed because of the thick stone walls, presents at its best another variation of this sturdiest of philadelphia types with a single, eight-panel, dark-painted door and a very broad top stone step before it. virtually a pure tuscan adaptation, it differs in a few particulars from others of similar character, notably in the pronounced tapering of the columns toward the top and the recessing of the entablature above the door to form pilaster projections above the columns. in other words, the recessed entablature of this doorhead replaces the fanlight of another type already referred to and of which the doorways at number germantown avenue and number frankford avenue are examples. the brass knob, the heavy iron latch and fastenings inside are the ones washington, jefferson, hamilton, knox and randolph handled in passing in and out during washington's occupancy. [illustration: plate lii.--chancel window, christ church; palladian window and doorway, independence hall.] [illustration: plate liii.--palladian window, the woodlands.] above the pediment is to be plainly seen the picturesque, cast-iron, hand-in-hand fire mark about a foot high, consisting of four clasped hands crossed in the unbreakable grasp of "my lady goes to london" of childhood days. this ancient design, to be seen on the morris, betsy ross and numerous other houses, was that of the oldest fire insurance company in the united states, organized in under franklin's leadership. this and other designs, such as the green tree, eagle, hand fire engine and hose and hydrant still remain on many old philadelphia buildings, indicating in earlier years which company held the policy. for a long time it was the custom to place these emblems on all insured houses, the principal reason for doing so being that certain volunteer fire companies were financed or assisted by certain insurance companies and consequently made special efforts to save burning houses insured by the company concerned. porches were the exception rather than the rule in the early architecture of philadelphia. only a few old colonial houses now remaining have them, and for the most part they are entrances to countryseats in the present suburbs rather than to residences in the city proper. the highlands and hope lodge have such porches to which reference has already been made in connection with the houses themselves. of scant architectural merit, the porch at hope lodge may possibly be of more recent origin than the house. except for the narrow double doors the entrance to the highlands is strongly reminiscent of new england doorways and porches. both have hipped roofs so low as to be almost flat. a splendid example of the gable roof or pedimental porch more typical of philadelphia architecture is that at upsala. although displaying free use of the orders, it is regarded as one of the best in america. on a square stone platform reached by three broad stone steps, slender, fluted doric columns, with engaged columns each side of the doorway, support a roof in the form of a pediment of generally ionic character, the architrave and cornice being notable for fine-scale hand tooling. it will be noticed that the motive of the cornice with its jig-sawed modillions, rope molding and enriched dentil course suggests ionic influence; that of the architrave, with its groups of five vertical flutings in alternation with an incised conventionalized flower, doric. the same entablature is carried about the inside of the roof, projecting over the doorway to form a much favored philadelphia doorhead supported by flanking engaged columns. the doorway itself is distinctly of philadelphia type, high, relatively narrow, and deeply recessed, with the soffit of the arch and the cheeks of the jambs beautifully paneled and a handsome semicircular fanlight above the single eight-panel door but with no side lights. the effect of the keystone and imposts, also the enrichment of the semicircular architrave casings are characteristic. the paneling of the door consists of pairs of small and large panels in alternation, the upper pair of large panels being noticeably higher than the lower pair. of far more modest character is the porch of the old henry house, number germantown avenue, long occupied by doctor w. s. ambler. it is much smaller, extremely simple in its detail and of generally less pleasing proportions. two slender, smooth columns and corresponding pilasters on the wall of the house support a pediment rather too flat for good appearance. except for the ionic capitals, the detail is rather nondescript as to its order. the round-arched, deeply recessed doorway has the usual paneled jambs and soffit, but the reeded casings and square impost blocks are of the sort that came into vogue about the beginning of the nineteenth century. the single door with its eight molded and raised panels is of that type, having three pairs of small panels of uniform size above a single pair of high panels, the lock rail being more than double the width of the rails above and wider than the bottom rail. unlike the usual fanlight, this one is patterned after a much used palladian window with sash bar divisions suggested by gothic tracery. at number fisher's lane, wayne junction, in connection with a doorway much like the above, is an elliptical porch much like those of salem, massachusetts, although devoid of their excellent proportion and nicety of detail. both the porch platform and steps are of wood, but the slender, smooth columns supporting the roof, which takes the form of an entablature, stand on high stone bases. only simple moldings have been employed, and the detail can hardly be said to belong to any particular order of architecture. the door itself is unusual in having molded flat rather than raised panels, while the fanlight is of more conventional pattern than that of the henry house. side lights and elliptical fanlights, so characteristic of new england doorways, are as rare as porches in the colonial architecture of philadelphia. the entrance of the highlands is thus unique in combining the three. the doorway at number south eighth street has the new england spirit in its breadth and general proportion; in the beauty of its leaded side lights and fanlight, but the broad stone steps on the sidewalk and the iron rails are typically philadelphian. so, too, is the paneling of the wide single door. the ornate woodwork of the frame and casings, however, especially the frieze across the lintel, with its oval and elliptical fluted designs elaborately hand-tooled, suggests the dutch influence of new york and new jersey. the iron rails of the steps present an interesting instance of the adaptation of gothic tracery, arches and quatrefoils. [illustration: plate liv.--great hall and staircase, stenton.] [illustration: plate lv.--hall and staircase, whitby hall; detail of staircase, whitby hall.] the front doorway at stenton may be regarded as the earliest instance of side lights in philadelphia, and one of the earliest in america. the width of the brick piers or munions is such, however, that there are virtually two high narrow windows rather than side lights in the commonly accepted sense of the term. indeed, they are treated as such, being divided into upper and lower sashes like those of the other windows, only narrower. neither door nor windows have casings, the molded frames being let into the reveals of the brickwork and the openings, as in most early colonial structures, having relieving arches with brick cores. a six-paned, horizontal toplight above the doors corresponds in scale with the windows. this simple entrance, with its high, narrow, four-panel doors having neither knob or latch, is reached from a brick-paved walk about the house by three semicircular stone steps, such as were common in england at the time, the various nicely hewn pieces being fastened securely together with iron bands. severity is written in every line, yet there is a picturesque charm about this quaint doorway that attracts all who see it. in this the warmth and texture of the brickwork play a large part, but much is also due to the flanking slender trellises supporting vines which have spread over the brickwork above in the most fascinating manner. toward the beginning of the nineteenth century and for a few decades thereafter, under the influence of the greek revival, a new type of round-arched doorway was developed in philadelphia,--broader, simpler, heavier in treatment than most of the foregoing. there were no ornamental casings, the only woodwork being the heavy frame let into the reveals of the brick wall. above a horizontal lintel treated after the manner of an architrave the semicircular fanlight was set in highly ornamental lead lines forming a decorative geometrical pattern. double doors were the rule, most of them four-panel with a small and large panel in alternation like many earlier doors, but the panels were molded and sunken rather than raised. in a few instances there was a single vertical panel to each door, sometimes round-topped as on the doors of the randolph house, number south fourth street. the most distinctive of these doorways is that at the southeast corner of eighth and spruce streets, where elliptical winding flights lead to a landing before the door. the ironwork is undoubtedly among the most graceful and best preserved in the city. this low, broad entrance resembles southern doorways rather than the philadelphia type, although there are a few others of similar character near by. the wide, flat casings and single-panel doors seem severe indeed by comparison with most of the earlier doorways with their greater flexibility of line. generally similar, the doorway of the old shippen mansion, number walnut street, with its straight flight of stone steps unadorned in any way, is less attractive except in the paneling of the doors. it lacks the grace of the winding stairs and the charm of the iron balustrade so much admired in the former. the fanlight pattern, good as it is, fails to make as strong an appeal as that of the other doorway. at the northeast corner of third and pine streets is to be found a very narrow doorway of this character, its double doors paneled like those of the shippen mansion and its graceful fanlight pattern more like that of the doorway at eighth and spruce streets, though differing considerably in detail. like many others in philadelphia this doorway is reached by four stone steps leading to a square stone platform, the entire construction being on the brick-paved sidewalk. the simple, slender rail of wrought iron, its chief decoration a repeated spiral, is the best feature. philadelphia, perhaps more than any other american city, is famous for the profusion and beauty of its ironwork, wrought and cast. for the most part it took the form of stair rails or balustrades, fences and foot scrapers, and many are the doorways of little or no architectural merit which are rendered beautiful by the accompanying ironwork. on the other hand, accompanying illustrations already discussed show the rare beauty of architecturally notable doorways enriched by the addition of good ironwork. fences were the exception rather than the rule in colonial times, although rarely employed along the front of a house to prevent passers from accidentally stepping into areaways in the sidewalk in front of basement windows. the danger of such a catastrophe was remote, however, for philadelphia sidewalks were very broad in order to make room for the customary stoop before the doorway and the frequent rolling way or basement entrance. these sidewalk obstructions being the rule, people formed the habit of walking near the curb, and accidents were thus avoided. it was not until late in the nineteenth century, when basement entrances with an open stairway along the front of the house began to be provided, that fences came into vogue, except in the suburbs, where a small front yard was sometimes surrounded by an iron fence. [illustration: plate lvi.--hall and staircase, mount pleasant; second floor hall archway and palladian window, mount pleasant.] [illustration: plate lvii.--hall and staircase, cliveden; staircase detail, cliveden.] stoops divide themselves into four principal classes, of which the first, consisting only of a single broad stone step before the doorway, perhaps hardly warrants the term. as at grumblethorpe and the morris house, these broad stone steps often had no ironwork other than a foot scraper set in one end or in the sidewalk near by. again, as at the entrance to the wistar house, there were iron handrails or balustrades at both sides. less common, though by no means infrequent, were the stoops of this sort with a single handrail at one side. these handrails or balustrades, replacing the stone parapets so common in other american cities, are patterned after the cathedral grilles and screens of the middle ages and consist of both gothic and classic detail utilized with ingenuity and good taste. most of the earlier designs are hand wrought. later, cast iron came into use, and much of the most interesting ironwork combines the two. the balustrade at the wistar house just referred to is a typical example of excellent cast-iron work, the design consisting of a diaper pattern of gothic tracery with harmonious decorative bands above and below. the germantown farmhouse presents another variant of this first and simplest type of stoop with a hooded penthouse roof above and quaint side seats flanking the doorway. as at the johnson house, the broad stone step was sometimes flush with the sidewalk pavement. the second type of stoop consists of a broad stone step or platform before the door with a straight flight of stone steps leading up to it. cliveden, mount pleasant and doctor denton's house are notable instances of such stoops without handrails of any sort. the powel house stoop of this type has one of the simplest wrought-iron rails in the city, while that of the house at number south eighth street, with its effective gothic detail, combines wrought and cast iron. two very effective wrought-iron handrails for stoops of this type, depending almost entirely upon scroll work at the top and bottom for their elaboration, are to be seen at number race street and number south ninth street, the handsome scroll pattern of the latter being the same as at the southeast corner of seventh and spruce streets, already referred to, and the former being given a distinctive touch by two large balls used as newels. sometimes, as at number south seventh street, there was only one step between the platform of the stoop and the sidewalk, when its appearance was essentially the same as a stoop of the first type such as that of the wistar house. the third type of stoop has the same broad platform before the door, but the flight of steps is along the front of the house at one side rather than directly in front. while these were oftener straight, as in the case of the doorway at the northeast corner of third and pine streets, already referred to, they were frequently curved, as at number south third street. both have a wrought-iron rail with the same scroll pattern of effective simplicity, a pattern much favored in modern adaptation. another stoop of this type at number south american street is high enough to permit a basement entrance beneath the platform. the ironwork is beautifully hand-wrought in the florentine manner, its elaborate scroll pattern beneath an evolute spiral band combining round ball spindles with flat bent fillets, and the curved newel treatment at each side adding materially to the grace of the whole. the fourth type of stoop has double or wing flights each side of the platform before the door. the doorway at number south seventh street, already referred to, is the most notable instance of straight flights in philadelphia, while that at the southeast corner of eighth and spruce streets occupies the same position in respect to curved flights. the wrought ironwork of the latter is superb. rich in effect, yet essentially simple in design, it has grace in every line, is not too ornate and displays splendid workmanship. again a spiral design is conspicuous in the stair balustrades, and the curved newel treatment recalls that of the foregoing stoop. the balustrade of the platform consists of a simple diaper pattern of intersecting arcs with the familiar evolute band above and below. the wing flight was a convenient arrangement for double houses, as instanced by the old billmeyer house in germantown, with its exceedingly plain iron handrail and straight spindles. of more interest is the balustrade at number la grange alley with its evolute spiral band and slender ball spindles beneath. during the nineteenth century more attention was given to newels in ironwork, and elaborate square posts combining cast and wrought pieces were constructed, such as that at fourth and liberty streets. in the accompanying balustrade are to be seen motives much employed in the other examples here illustrated. scroll work is conspicuous, as are rosettes, but a touch of individuality is given by a grecian band instead of the more common evolute spiral above the diaper pattern. the pineapple, emblem of hospitality, was attractive in cast iron and as utilized at number walnut street provided a distinctive newel. [illustration: plate lviii.--detail of staircase balustrade and newel, upsala; staircase balustrade, roxborough.] [illustration: plate lix.--staircase detail, upsala; staircase balustrade, gowen house, mount airy.] the roads on the outskirts of all colonial cities were very bad, and many of the less important streets of philadelphia had neither pavements nor sidewalks. after rains shoes were bemired in walking, and as rubbers were then unknown it was necessary to remove the mud from the shoes before entering a house. foot scrapers on the doorstep or at the foot of the front steps were a necessity and became ornamental adjuncts of the doorways of early colonial homes. for the most part of wrought iron, some of the later ones were cast in molds, that at wyck being a particularly interesting example. it consists of two grotesque griffins back to back, their wings joined tip to tip forming the scraper edge, and the whole being mounted in a large tray with turned-up edges. this scraper can thus be moved about as desired, and the tray catches the scrapings, which can be emptied occasionally without sweeping the entire doorstep. some of the earlier and simpler scrapers, such as that at third and spruce streets, consisted merely of two upright standards with a sharp-edged horizontal bar between them to provide the scraper proper. this horizontal part was made quite broad to take care of anticipated wear, which in this particular instance has been great during the intervening years. similar to this, except for the well-wrought tops of the standards and the curved supplementary supports, is the scraper of the dirck keyser doorway, number germantown avenue, germantown. regarded as a whole this design suggests nothing so much as the back and arms of an early english armchair. on the same page with these is shown another strange philadelphia scraper. apart from its outline it has no decoration, and what the origin of the design may be it is difficult to determine. to a degree, however, it resembles two crude, ancient battle-axes, the handles forming the scraper bar. a favorite design consisted of a sort of inverted oxbow with the curved part at the top and the scraper bar taking some ornamental pattern across the bottom from side to side. at the top, both outside and inside the bow, and sometimes down the sides, spiral ornaments were applied in the florentine manner. accompanying illustrations show two scrapers of this type at number south third street and another one elsewhere on the same street. the use of a little urn-shaped ornament at the top of the latter scraper is most effective. at number pine street is seen a scraper employing two large spirals themselves as supports for the scraper bar. the turn of the spiral is here outward as contrasted with the inward turn of the scrapers at upsala. a scraper of quaint simplicity standing on one central standard at vernon, germantown, suggests the heart as its motive, although having outward as well as inward curling spirals at the top. another clever device of philadelphia ironworkers was to make the foot scraper a part of the iron stair rail. usually in such a scheme it was also made part of the newel treatment on the lower step of the stoop, but at seventh and locust streets, for example, it stands on the second step beside and above the ornate round newel with its surmounting pineapple. here, as in the case of the simpler handrail in south seventh street, one of the iron spindles of the rail is split about a foot from the bottom, and the two halves bent respectively to the right and left until they meet the next spindle on each side, the scraper bar of ornamental outline being fastened across from one to the other of these spindles below. the principal charm of the south seventh street rail lies in its extreme simplicity, the twisted section of the spindles near the bottom being a clever expedient. the pleasing effect of the design at seventh and locust streets is largely due to appropriate use of the evolute spiral band. only a little more ornate than the south seventh street stair rail is that in south fourth street. a special spiral design above the foot scraper, however, virtually becomes a newel in this instance. the same is true of another much more elaborate stair rail at seventh and locust streets with its attractive diaper pattern between an upper and lower grecian band, the whole grille being supported by a graceful three-point bracket. chapter viii windows and shutters philadelphia windows and window frames during the colonial period were not so much a development as a perpetuation of the initial types, although of course some minor changes and improvements were made with passing years. from the very beginning sliding georgian sashes were the rule. penn's house has them and so have all the other historic homes and buildings of this vicinity now remaining. there are none of the diamond paned casement sashes, such as were employed in the first new england homes half a century earlier, for builders in both the mother country and the colonies had ceased to work in the elizabethan and jacobean manner and were completely under the influence of the renaissance. in the earlier houses the upper sash was let into the frame permanently, only the lower sash being movable and sliding upward, but in later years double-hung sashes with weights began to be adopted. stiles, rails and sash bars were all put together with mortise and tenon joints and even the sash bars were pegged together with wood. the glass was set in rabbeted edges and held in place by putty according to the method still in use. [illustration: plate lx.--detail of stair ends, carpenter house, third and spruce streets; detail of stair ends, independence hall (horizontal section).] [illustration: plate lxi.--chimney piece in the hall, stenton; chimney piece and paneled wall, great chamber, mount pleasant.] at first the panes were very small, and many were required in large windows, but as glass making advanced, the prevailing size was successively enlarged from about five by seven inches to six by eight, seven by nine, eight by ten, and nine by twelve. as the size of individual panes of glass was increased, their number in each sash was in some instances correspondingly decreased, although oftener larger sashes with the same number of panes resulted. philadelphia architects always manifested a keen appreciation of the value of scale imparted by the sash bar divisions of their windows, and for that reason small-paned sashes never ceased to be popular. although numerous variations exist, the custom of having an equal number of panes in both upper and lower sashes predominated. six, nine and twelve-paned sashes forming twelve, eighteen and twenty-four paned windows were all common throughout the colonial period. twelve-paned sashes were used chiefly in public buildings and the larger private mansions, six-paned sashes in houses of moderate size. while there are several notable instances of nine-paned upper and lower sashes, particularly hope lodge, cedar grove in harrowgate, northern liberties, and the wharton house at number spruce street, this arrangement frequently, although not always, resulted in a window rather too high and narrow to be pleasing in proportion. a comparison of the accompanying photographs of the window of a combes alley house with that of a house at number race street well illustrates the point. sometimes, where used on the lower story, six-paned upper and lower sashes are found in the windows of the second story. waynesborough, in easttown township, chester county, not far from philadelphia, is a well-known case in point. grumblethorpe presents the anomalous reverse arrangement of six-paned sashes on the first story and nine-paned sashes on the second story. still oftener six-and nine-paned sashes were combined in the same window, the larger sash being sometimes the upper and again the lower. bartram house and the johnson house are instances of nine-paned upper and lower sashes on the first story and nine-paned lower and six-paned upper sashes on the second story. greame park in horsham, montgomery county, not far from philadelphia, has nine-paned upper and lower sashes on the lower story and twelve-paned lower and nine-paned upper on the second floor. penn's house in fairmount park and glen fern are instances of nine-paned lower and six-paned upper sashes on the first story and six-paned upper and lower sashes on the second story. solitude and the blackwell house, number pine street, exemplify the reverse arrangement of nine-paned upper and six-paned lower sashes on both stories. six-paned upper and lower sashes on both the first and second floors were, perhaps, more common on houses of moderate size and some large mansions throughout the colonial period than any other window arrangement. notable instances are the highlands; upsala; vernon; wynnestay in wynnefield, west philadelphia; carlton in germantown; the powell house, number south third street; the evans house, number de lancy street; and the wistar house, fourth and locust streets. among the more pretentious countryseats and city residences having twelve-paned upper and lower sashes on both the first and second stories may be mentioned cliveden, stenton, loudoun, woodford, whitby hall, the morris house, the perot-morris house, chalkley hall and port royal house in frankford. twelve-paned sashes were also used in various ways in combination with six, eight and nine paned sashes. for example, the waln house, number south second street, has twelve-paned upper and lower sashes on the first story with six-paned upper and lower sashes on the second story, whereas mount pleasant has the reverse arrangement. laurel hill, in the northern liberties, fairmount park, has twelve-paned upper and lower sashes on the first story and eight-paned upper and lower sashes on the second story, whereas the billmeyer house has all twelve-paned sashes except the lower ones on the second story, which are eight-paned. wyck, consisting as it does of two buildings joined together, probably has the most heterogeneous fenestration of any house in philadelphia. on the first floor are windows having nine-paned lower and six-paned upper sashes, while on the second story are windows having twelve-paned lower and eight-paned upper sashes and others having six-paned upper and lower sashes. the free quakers' meeting house at fifth and arch streets has twelve-paned upper and lower sashes on the first story and eight-paned upper and twelve-paned lower sashes on the second floor. [illustration: plate lxii.--chimney piece and paneled wall, parlor, whitby hall.] [illustration: plate lxiii.--chimney piece, parlor, mount pleasant; chimney piece, parlor, cliveden.] to reduce their apparent height, three-story houses were foreshortened with square windows. two-piece sashes were used, and the number of panes differed considerably. while a like number in both upper and lower sashes was the rule, the blackwell house, number pine street, and the powel house, number south third street, are notable instances of foreshortened windows having three-paned upper and six-paned lower sashes. the wharton house, number spruce street, and the evans house, number de lancy street, have foreshortened windows with six-paned upper and lower sashes. the waln house, number south second street, the stocker house, number south front street, and pen rhyn in bensalem township, bucks county, have foreshortened windows with three-paned upper and lower sashes. such foreshortened windows as all the above were usually employed with six-and nine-paned sashes on the stories below. where eight-and twelve-paned sashes were used for the principal windows of the house, the foreshortened windows of the third story usually had eight-paned upper and lower sashes, as on the morris house, the wistar house at fourth and locust streets, whitby hall and chalkley hall in frankford. most philadelphia houses, whether gable or hip-roofed, have dormers to light the attic. two or three on a side were the rule, although a few small houses have only one. for the most part they were pedimental or gable-roofed. segmental topped dormers were rare, although a row of them is to be seen in camac street, "the street of little clubs", and occasional individual instances are to be found elsewhere. lean-to or shed-roof dormers never found favor, the only notable instances about philadelphia being at glen fern, cedar grove in harrowgate, northern liberties, and greame park in horsham, montgomery county. an accompanying illustration of a dormer on the witherill house, number north front street, shows the simplest type of gable-roof dormer with square-headed window and six-paned upper and lower sashes. similar dormers, differing chiefly in the detail of the moldings employed, are features of the morris house; wistar house, fourth and locust streets; wynnestay, wynnefield, west philadelphia; wyck; the johnson house; carlton, germantown; and chalkley hall, frankford. grumblethorpe and bartram house have dormers of this sort with a segmental topped upper window sash. solitude has this sort of dormer with three-paned upper and six-paned lower sashes, while stenton and the evans house, number de lancy street, have eight-paned upper and lower sashes. houses usually of somewhat later date and notable for greater refinement of detail had gable-roof dormers with round-headed palladian windows extending up into the pediment. as in the accompanying illustration showing a dormer on the house at number germantown avenue, germantown, the casings usually take the form of fluted pilasters, supporting the pediment with its nicely molded cornice, often, as in this instance, with a prominent denticulated molding. narrower supplementary pilasters supported a molded and keyed arch, forming the frame within which the window is set. the lower sash is six-paned, while the upper one has six rectangular panes above which six ornamental shaped panes form a semicircle. similar dormers, differing chiefly in ornamental detail, are features of loudoun, vernon, upsala, hope lodge, port royal house, the perot-morris house, the billmeyer house, the wharton house, number spruce street; the powel house, number south third street; and the stocker house, number south front street. the dormers of cliveden and mount pleasant are of this type but further elaborated by projecting ornamental scrolls at the sides. as the architecture of philadelphia is almost exclusively in brick and stone, there were none of the architrave casings and ornamental heads consisting of a cornice above the architrave and often of a complete entablature which characterized much contemporary new england work in wood. brick and stone construction require solid rather than cased wood frames let into the reveals of the brick wall and have no projections other than a molded sill, as on the morris house, while a stone lintel or brick arch must replace the ornamental head, often such a pleasing feature of wood construction. the frames were of heavy construction held together at the corners by large dowel pins and were ornamented by suitable moldings broken around the reveals of the masonry and by molded sash guides in the frame. in the earlier brick houses the square-headed window openings had either gauged arches, as at hope lodge, or relieving arches of alternate headers and stretchers with a brick core, as at stenton. later, as in the case of hewn stonework, prominent stone lintels and window sills were adopted. marble was much favored for this purpose because it harmonizes with the white-painted woodwork, brightens the façade and emphasizes the fenestration. most of the lintels take the shape of a flat, gauged arch with flutings simulating mortar joints that radiate from an imaginary center below and mark off voussoirs and a keystone. usually there is no surface ornamentation, the shape of the parts being depended upon to form a decorative pattern, the shallow vertical and horizontal scorings on the lintels of the morris house being exceptional. these, the lintels of cliveden and of the free quakers' meeting house, exemplify the three most common types. [illustration: plate lxiv.--chimney piece and paneled wall on the second floor of an old spruce street house; detail of mantel, cypress street.] [illustration: plate lxv.--parlor mantel, upsala; detail of parlor mantel, upsala.] unquestionably the most distinctive feature of the window treatment of this neighborhood was the outside shutters. colonial times were troublous, and glass was expensive. in the city, protection was wanted against lawlessness at night, and in the country there was for many years the ever-present possibility of an indian attack, despite the generally friendly relations of the quakers with the tribes of the vicinity. there were also some british soldiers not above making improper use of unshuttered windows at night. except for a relatively few country houses which had neither outside shutters nor blinds--notably stenton, solitude, mount pleasant, bartram house and the woodlands--the use of shutters on the first story was the rule. above that the custom varied greatly. where outside shutters were totally absent, inside hinged, folding and sometimes boxed shutters were almost invariably present. only a few important instances of old colonial houses having blinds on the lower story now remain. port royal house, for example, two and a half stories high, has blinds on the first story and none above. the highlands has blinds on both the first and second stories, while chalkley hall in frankford has blinds on all three of its stories. often there are shutters on the lower story and none above. three-story instances of this are the waln house, number south second street; the blackwell house, number pine street; and the wistar house, fourth and locust streets. two and a half story instances are cliveden, hope lodge, vernon, woodford, the johnson house and laurel hill in the northern liberties, fairmount park. less common are three-story houses having shutters on the first and second stories and none on the third. whitby hall, the morris house and the wharton house, number spruce street, are examples. rare are two and a half story houses having shutters on both the principal stories. wyck, cedar grove in harrowgate, northern liberties, and wynnestay in wynnefield, west philadelphia, are good examples. most two and a half story houses have shutters on the first story and blinds on the second, as instanced by upsala, grumblethorpe, loudoun, glen fern and the perot-morris house. the powel house, number south third street, is a rare instance of shutters on all three stories, while the evans house, number de lancy street, and pen rhyn in bensalem township, bucks county, are rare instances of shutters on the first story and blinds on the second and third stories. [illustration: plate lxvi.--mantel at upsala; mantel at third and de lancey streets.] [illustration: plate lxvii.--mantel, rex house, mount airy; mantel at walnut street.] these outside shutters are of heavy construction like doors, the stiles and rails having mortise and tenon joints held together by dowel pins and the panels being molded and raised. usually frieze and lock rails divide the shutter into three panels, the two lower ones being the same height and the upper one square. accompanying illustrations show eighteen-paned windows having shutters arranged in this manner at number race street and in combes alley. at cliveden the upper panel is not quite high enough to be square, and the same is true of the morris house shutters, which are also notable for the fact that the lower panel is not quite so high as the middle one. sometimes an opening of ornamental shape was cut through the top panel to admit a little light, as for instance the crescent in the shutters at wynnestay, wynnefield, west philadelphia. on a relatively few houses the shutters had four panels, the most common arrangement being a small and a large panel in alternation from the top downward. such shutters were features of loudoun, the wistar house, fourth and locust streets; the blackwell house, number pine street; the powel house, number south third street; the evans house, number spruce street; and the wharton house, number spruce street. an accompanying illustration shows an unusual four-panel arrangement on the witherill house, number north front street, the three upper almost square panels being of the same size and the lowest one being about twice as high as one of the small ones. top, frieze and lock rails are usually the same width as the stiles, and the bottom rail is about double width. the meeting stiles and sometimes those on the opposite side have rabbeted joints, the latter fitting the jambs of the window frame. as indicated by an accompanying illustration showing the typical treatment of a second-floor twelve-paned window at number germantown avenue, germantown, most blinds were strengthened by a lock rail about midway of the height, or slightly below, dividing the blind into an upper and lower section. blinds of this sort are to be seen at loudoun, grumblethorpe, upsala, the highlands and port royal house. at waynesborough in easttown township, chester county, this division is considerably below the middle, making the upper section much the larger. less common are blinds divided into three sections by two lock rails, such as those of the perot-morris house. the evans house, number de lancy street, has two-section blinds on the third story and three-section blinds on the second story. unusual indeed are blinds having only top and bottom rails. they are found now and then on small upper windows, as at glen fern. chalkley hall in frankford is a rare instance of such blinds on all three stories of a large countryseat. all of these blinds are of heavy construction, having top and lock rails about the same width as the stiles, and bottom rails about double width. except for heavy louvers instead of panels, they are much like shutters. the frame is of the same thickness, with mortise and tenon joints doweled together. a picturesque feature of philadelphia window treatment is the quaint wrought-iron fixtures with which shutters and blinds are hung and fastened. as clearly shown by the accompanying detail photograph of a window of the morris house, outside shutters are generally hung by means of hinges to the frame of the window. as these frames are set back in the reveal of the masonry, these hinges are necessarily of special shape, being of large projection to enable the shutters to fold back against the face of the wall. they were strap hinges tapering slightly in width, corresponding in length to the width of the shutter and fastened to it by means of two or three bolts. small pendant rings on the inside of the meeting stiles were provided for pulling the shutters together and closing them. they were fastened together by a long wrought-iron strap, usually bolted to the left-hand shutter, that projects to overlap the opposite shutter five or six inches when the shutters are closed. near the projecting end of the strap a pin at right angles to it sticks through a hole in an escutcheon plate in the lock rail of the opposite shutter, and an iron pin, suspended by a short length of chain to prevent loss, is inserted through a vertical drilling in the pin. later, sliding bolts were used, as seen on the shutters at number race street and the blinds at number germantown avenue, germantown. shutters and blinds were held back against the face of the wall in an open position by quaint wrought-iron turn buckles or gravitating catches and other simple fasteners. that on the shutters of the perot-morris house is the most prevalent pattern. the scroll at the bottom is longer and heavier than the round, flattened, upper portion, so that the fixture is kept in position by gravity. in this instance it is placed in the masonry wall near the meeting stile of the shutter. a similar fastener on the chew house is placed in the window sill near the outer stile of the shutter. another type of turning fastener that was quite popular is seen at number germantown avenue, germantown. it is held in place by a long iron strap screwed to the window sill, and the weight of the gravitating catch consists of a casting representing a bunch of grapes. more primitive and less satisfactory in use and appearance is the spring fastener bearing against the edge of the shutter seen at wyck. crude as these fixtures were, they have hardly been improved upon in principle, and similar designs of more finished workmanship are still used in modern work. twelve appears to be the largest number of panes employed in a sliding sash in philadelphia architecture, even in public buildings, except a few churches. there are such sashes in independence hall, congress hall, carpenters' hall, the free quakers' meeting house at fifth and arch streets and the main building of the pennsylvania hospital. in congress hall and carpenters' hall there are also round-topped windows with twelve-paned lower sashes and upper sashes having ten small ornamental panes to make up the semicircle above twelve rectangular panes. a few similar windows with seven ornamental panes in the round top are to be seen in christ church. [illustration: plate lxviii.--- parlor, stenton; reception room, stenton.] [illustration: plate lxix.--dining room, stenton; library, stenton.] the old swedes' church has a few rectangular windows with fifteen-and sixteen-paned upper and lower sashes, while over the front entrance there is a window having a twelve-paned upper and a sixteen-paned lower sash. in christ church are to be seen two windows having ten-paned upper and fifteen-paned lower sashes set in a recessed round brick arch. for the most part, however, the church windows of this period were round-topped, the upper sash being higher than the lower. most of the windows of st. peter's protestant episcopal church have fifteen-paned lower sashes, the upper sashes consisting of twenty rectangular panes above which twelve keystone-shaped panes and one semicircular pane form the round top. the windows of christ church are larger still and particularly interesting because of the heavy central muntin to strengthen the sash. on the first story the lower sashes have twenty-four panes and the upper ones eighteen rectangular panes with sixteen keystone-shaped and two quarter-round panes to form the semicircular top. on the second floor the windows are the same except for the eighteen-paned lower sashes. each side of the steeple on the lower story is a window of this size, notable for the ornamental spacing of twenty-one sash bar divisions, the sweeping curves of which form spaces for glass reminiscent of the gothic arch. these windows slide in molded frames set in the reveals of the brickwork under plain arches with marble or other stone imposts, keystone and sill. the imposts and keystone were often molded and otherwise hand-tooled, as on christ's church, and the sills were sometimes supported by a console at each end, as on st. peter's protestant episcopal church. some of the windows of both of these churches illustrate the frequent employment of slightly projecting brick arches and pilaster casings at the sides. the great palladian chancel windows of renaissance churches were often much larger. usually they were stationary, especially the central section, although sometimes, as in christ's church, the two side windows had sliding sashes. the central section of this window has ninety-six rectangular panes with twenty-four keystone-shaped and two quarter-round panes forming the round top. the narrow side windows have fifteen-paned upper and twelve-paned lower sashes. the treatment of this chancel end with heavy brick piers and pilasters, stone entablature, projecting brick spandrels and the bust of george ii, king of england, between them, above the arch of the palladian window, is most interesting. the chancel window of st. peter's protestant episcopal church has one hundred and eight rectangular panes in its central section with twenty-eight keystone-shaped panes and a semicircular pane forming the round top. each side of this end of the church, with four smaller round-headed windows ranged about the chancel window and a circular window in the pediment above, is a superb example of symmetrical arrangement. although large and more ornate, the palladian window above the entrance to independence hall on the independence square side is more like that found in domestic architecture. all three of its lower sashes are sliding. the central window consists of a twenty-four-paned lower sash and an upper sash with twenty-one ornamental-shaped panes forming the round top above twenty-four rectangular panes. the narrow side windows have six-paned upper and twelve-paned lower sashes. owing to its good proportion, the chaste simplicity of the detail and the pleasing combination of brick pilasters with wood trim, this has been referred to by architects as the best palladian window in america. the use of such a window in the ionic order above a doric doorway adds another to the many notable instances of free use of the orders by colonial builders. in domestic architecture palladian windows were employed chiefly to light the stairway landing, as at whitby hall; to light the upper hall, as at mount pleasant; and rarely to light the principal rooms each side of the front entrance, as at the woodlands. they not only charm the eye as interior features, but when viewed outdoors relieve the severity of many ranging square-headed windows and provide a center of interest in the fenestration, lending grace and distinction to the entire façade. no palladian windows in philadelphia so thoroughly please the eye or so convincingly indicate the delightful accord that may exist between gray ledge-stone masonry and white woodwork as those set within recessed arches at the woodlands. the proportion and simple, clean-cut detail throughout are exquisite. the engaged colonnettes of the mullions contrast pleasingly with the pilasters of the frame, each of the two supporting an entablature notable for its fine-scale dentil course, and these two in turn supporting a keyed, molded arch. the central window has twelve-paned upper and lower sliding sashes with an attractively spaced fanlight above. the narrow ten-paned side windows are stationary. unusual as is the use of these palladian windows, their charm is undeniable, and they are among the chief distinctions of the house. [illustration: plate lxx.--pedimental doorway, first floor, mount pleasant; pedimental doorway, second floor, mount pleasant.] [illustration: plate lxxi.--doorways, second floor hall, mount pleasant; doorway detail, whitby hall.] chapter ix halls and staircases the hall is of particular moment in the design of a house. there guests are welcomed to the fireside, and there their first impressions of the home are formed. the architectural treatment of the hall sets the keynote of the entire home interior, so to speak. its doorways and open arches frame vistas of the principal adjoining rooms, and its staircase, usually winding, affords a more or less complete survey of the whole house from various altitudes and angles. it is the place where the master puts his best foot foremost, as the expression goes, and happily the recognized utilitarian features of the typical colonial hall permit a notable degree of elaboration at once consistent and beautiful. throughout the feudal period of the middle ages the hall was the main and often the only living, reception and banquet room of castles, palaces and manor houses. it was the common center of home activities. there the lord and family retainers, servants and visitors were accommodated, and all the common life of the household was carried on. in early times there were, besides the hall, only a few sleeping rooms, even in the greatest establishments. later, more retired rooms were added, and gradually the hall became more and more an entranceway or passageway in the house, communicating with its different parts. when houses began to be built more than a single story in height, the staircase became an important feature of the hall, and balconies were also introduced overlooking this great room, which was often the full height of the building. in fact, balconies were for a time more conspicuous than staircases, which were frequently located in any convenient secluded place. however, as builders came to appreciate more fully the attractiveness of this utilitarian structure, when embellished with suitable ornament, the staircase was accorded a more prominent position. eventually it became the most important architectural feature of the hall, for the most part supplanting the balcony, which was in a measure replaced by the broad landings of broken, winding and wing flights. throughout the georgian period of english architecture, the hall of the better houses retained something of the size and aspect of the great halls of feudal days, while at the same time accommodating the staircase and serving as a passageway leading to the principal rooms on the various floors. in the more pretentious houses of the period they were the scene of dancing and banqueting on special occasions, and for that reason were of spacious size, often running entirely through the building from front to back with the staircase located in a smaller side hall adjoining. where space or expense were considerations, or where spacious parlors and drawing-rooms rendered the use of the hall for social purposes unnecessary, the staircase ascended in various ways at the rear of the main hall, usually beyond a flat or elliptical arch, where it added very materially to the effectiveness of the apartment without detracting at all from the use of the front portion as a reception room. such halls as the latter are as typical of the better provincial mansions of philadelphia, especially its countryseats, as of the plantation houses of virginia and the early settled communities farther south. in the city residences of philadelphia, built in blocks as elsewhere, the halls were of necessity narrower, mere passageways notable chiefly for their well-designed staircases, which consisted for the most part of a long straight run along one side with a single turn near the top to the second-floor passageway directly above that to the rear of the house on the floor below. in a few of the earlier country houses there are, however, halls reminiscent of medieval times, for the influences of the mother country were very strong in philadelphia, and its colonial architecture displays marked georgian tendencies, some of it the very earliest georgian characteristics still somewhat influenced by the life and manners of the elizabethan and jacobean periods. at stenton, the countryseat of james logan, to which detailed reference has been made in a previous chapter, there is a hall and staircase arrangement such as can be found only in some of the earliest eighteenth-century country houses. this great brick-paved room wainscoted to the ceiling, with a fireplace across the right-hand corner, reflects the hall of the english manor house, which was a gathering place for the family and for the reception of guests, as instanced by the reception tendered to lafayette in the great hall at wyck on july , . [illustration: plate lxxii.--inside of front door, whitby hall; palladian window on stair landing, whitby hall.] [illustration: plate lxxiii.--window detail, parlor, whitby hall; window detail, dining room, whitby hall.] admirable bolection molded wood paneling of the dado and wall space above, a heavy molded cornice and high, fluted and slightly tapering pilasters standing on pedestals flanking the entrances on all four sides indicate more eloquently than words the charm of white-painted interior woodwork. as in many houses of equally early date, the absence of a mantel over the fireplace is characteristic, yet it seems a distinct omission in beauty and usefulness. through the high arched opening in the rear, with its narrow double doors, is seen the winding staircase in a smaller stair hall beyond. in this hallway stands an iron chest to hold the family silver, the cumbrous old lock having fourteen tumblers. above there are wooden pegs in the wall on which to hang hats. the broad staircase with its plain rectangular box stair ends is one of unusually simple stateliness, yet typical of the sturdy lines of philadelphia construction, the window with its built-in seat on the landing being an ever pleasing arrangement. severely plain square newels support an exceptionally broad and heavy handrail capped with dark wood, while attractive turned balusters of distinctive pattern complete a balustrade of more than ordinarily substantial character. a nicely paneled dado with dark-capped surbase along the opposite wall greatly enriches the effect. about the middle of the eighteenth century wide halls leading entirely through the center of the house from front to back were common in large american houses. where country houses had entrance and garden fronts of almost equal importance, with a large doorway at each end of the hall, the staircase was usually located in a small stair hall to one side of the main hall and at the front or back, as happened to be most convenient with respect to the desired floor plan. where a small door at the rear opened into a secluded garden, the staircase was located at the rear of the main hall with the door under the staircase. in either case the staircase took the form of a broken flight, with a straight run along one wall rising about two-thirds of the total height to a broad landing across the hall where the direction of the flight reversed. the landing was usually lighted by a large round-topped palladian window which provided one of the most charming features of the interior as well as the exterior of the house. inside it was often graced by the "clock on the stairs", a handsome mahogany chair or a tip-table with candlesticks for lighting guests to their rooms. whitby hall at fifty-eighth street and florence avenue, kingsessing, west philadelphia, offers a notable instance of this latter type of hall and staircase. the wide hall extends entirely through the western wing, the main entrance being on the flag-paved piazza of the south front. on the north front there is a tower-like projection in which the staircase ascends with a broad landing across the rear wall and a low outside door beneath. this unusual arrangement permits side windows on the landing in addition to the great palladian window in the middle, so that both the upper and lower halls are flooded with light. a great beam architecturally embellished with a complete entablature with pulvinated frieze, the soffit of the architrave consisting of small square molded panels, spans the hall over the foot of the stairs along the line of the rear wall of the western wing. it is supported on opposite sides by well-proportioned fluted pilasters with nicely tooled ionic capitals and heavy molded bases. thus the staircase vista from the front end of the hall is framed by an architectural setting of rare beauty. the heavy cornice of the beam, with its molded and jig-sawed modillions, continues all around the hall ceiling, the turned and molded drops of the newels on the floor above tying into it very pleasingly over the stairs. a molded surbase and skirting, with a broad expanse of plastered wall between, provides an effective dado all around the hall. where it follows up the stairs, it corresponds to the handrail of the balustrade opposite. the molding is the same; there is the same upward sweep of the ramped rail, and it is also capped with dark wood. on the landing dainty little fluted pilasters support the surbase, their fine scale lending much grace and refinement. one notices there also the beautiful beveled paneling of the window embrasures, the paneled soffit of the palladian window and its built-in seat. the balustrade is of sturdy conventional type characteristic of the period. two attractively turned balusters grace each stair, their bases alike and otherwise differing only in the length of their tapering shafts. the newel treatment is especially appropriate, inasmuch as it reflects the ionic order, the balustrade winding scroll-fashion about a slender fluted colonnette, and the first stair tread taking the outline of the rail above. graceful scroll brackets adorn the stair ends beneath the molded projections of the treads. altogether this is one of the most notable halls of this type in philadelphia. the oldest part of whitby hall as it now stands was erected in by james coultas, wealthy merchant, shipowner, soldier and enthusiastic promoter of many public and philanthropic enterprises. in he established himself in a house then existing on the plantation that corresponds to the present east wing, which was reconstructed with rare fidelity in to match the western wing erected by colonel coultas. the walls of the entire present house all around are of nicely squared and dressed native gray stone, and to afford extra protection against prevailing winds a penthouse with coved cornice runs along the northern and western ends at the second-floor level. the gables of the west wing face north and south with quaint oval windows to light the attic. a flag-paved piazza extends across the south front, forming part of the main entrance, while in a tower projection on the north front is located the staircase already described. both the hall doorway and windows in this tower have brick trim, an unusual feature, while the bull's-eye light in the tower pediment, also set in brick trim, was a porthole glass from one of colonel coultas' ships. [illustration: plate lxxiv.--ceiling detail, solitude; cornice and frieze detail, solitude.] [illustration: plate lxxv.--independence hall, independence square side. begun in .] as a merchant and in numerous other private enterprises, colonel coultas amassed a substantial fortune. from to he was the lessee of the middle ferry, where market street bridge now stands, and it was chiefly due to his initiative that steps were first taken to make the schuylkill river navigable. he was one of the commissioners who surveyed the stream and the first to demonstrate that large boats could be taken above the falls. in he was a captain of the associates, a battery for the defense of philadelphia against french insolence, and in during the indian uprisings he became lieutenant-colonel of the county regiment. he was repeatedly justice of the peace, high sheriff of the county from to , and in was appointed judge of the orphans' court, quarter sessions, and common pleas. he carried on a farm in blockley, operated a sawmill on cobb's creek north of the blue bell inn, was a devout vestryman and enthusiastic huntsman. he it was who laid the corner stone of the church of st. james in , and as a member of the colony in schuylkill and the gloucester fox hunting club he was also prominently identified with the more convivial activities of the community. on colonel coultas' death in , whitby hall was inherited by his niece, martha ibbetson gray, and later passed by inheritance to her great-great-grandchildren in the thomas family, in whose hands it still remains. eloquently typical of the broad hall running entirely through the house from front to back, with the staircase located in a smaller side hall, is the arrangement at mount pleasant to which reference has already been made in a previous chapter. it is one which affords delightful vistas through the outside doorways at each end and an ample open space for dancing on occasion. handsome doorways along the sides open into the principal rooms and are notable for their beautifully molded architrave casings and nicely worked pedimental doorheads. in fact, the woodwork here, as well as that throughout the house, is heavier and richer in elaboration of detail than usual in georgian houses of the north, the classic details of the fluted pilasters and heavy, intricately carved complete entablature being pure mutulary doric and more ornate than the ionic detail of whitby hall. however, this was quite in keeping with the larger and more pretentious character of the former. the entablature is a positive triumph in cornice, frieze and architrave. the moldings are of good design and carefully worked; the guttæ of the mutules, the triglyphs with paneled metopes between, and the guttæ of the architrave all closely follow the classic order and exemplify the finest hand tooling of the period. so similar as a whole yet so different in detail are the staircase hall of mount pleasant and the staircase end of the main hall at whitby hall that they invite comparison. in general arrangement they are much the same, except that the staircases are reversed, left for right. as at whitby hall a flat arch frames the staircase vista, a great beam bearing the entablature surrounds the hall at the ceiling, spanning the entrance to the staircase hall and being supported by square, fluted columns. in this smaller hall a simple, though only a molded cornice in harmony with that of the main hall suffices. unlike the plain dado of the main hall, however, elaborated only by a molded surbase and skirting, a handsome paneled wainscot runs around the staircase hall and up the stairs. the spacing and workmanship displayed in this heavily beveled and molded paneling could hardly be better. at the foot of the flight, on the landing and at the head of the stairs, the ramped surbase with its dark wood cap, corresponding to the handrail opposite, is supported by slender fluted pilasters which materially enrich the effect. the space under the lower run of the staircase is entirely paneled up with a small diagonal topped door opening into the little closet thus afforded. the scroll-pattern stair ends, balustrade and spiral newel treatment are much the same as at whitby hall. although similar in pattern the balusters are more slender and placed three instead of two on each stair. on the second floor, as below, the hall extends entirely through the house, and following a frequent custom of the time was finished in a different order of architecture, the pulvinated ionic being chosen, no doubt, for its lighter grace and greater propriety adjoining bedchambers. in furtherance of this thought, only the cornice with its jig-sawed modillions was employed at the ceiling and the flat dado was paneled off by the application of moldings to give it a lighter scale. the complete entablature was used only over the archway at the head of the stairs, where it was supported by square, fluted columns with beautifully carved capitals. another mannerism of the time is the variation in the treatment of the doorways, the pedimental doorheads on one side being broken, whereas the others are not. but the handsomest features of this upper hall are the palladian windows, admitting a flood of light at each end, with their rectangular sashes each side of a higher, round-arched central window and a delightful arrangement of curved sash bars at the top. the many small panes lend a pleasing sense of scale, while the architectural treatment of the frames adds to the charm of the interior woodwork quite as materially as to the exterior façade. in working out the scheme, the entire ionic order is utilized on a small scale. both the casings and the mullions take the form of fluted square columns with typical carved capitals. these support two complete entablatures forming the lintels of the rectangular windows and being carried around into the embrasure of the central window, the keyed arch of which springs from the entablatures. it is a design which has never been improved upon. [illustration: plate lxxvi.--independence hall, chestnut street side.] [illustration: plate lxxvii.--independence hall, stairway; liberty bell, independence hall.] the hall and staircase at cliveden combine distinctive characteristics of the halls at stenton and mount pleasant. as at stenton, the hall itself consists of a large reception room centrally located, and about which the other principal rooms of the house are grouped. through an archway at the rear is a slightly narrower though spacious staircase hall extending through to the back of the house, where the broken staircase rises to a broad landing and the direction of the run reverses. the architecture is as pure doric as at mount pleasant, but of the denticulated rather than the mutulary order, and altogether more satisfactory for interior trim in wood. the cornice only is carried around the room at the ceiling, and in the staircase hall only the cymatium and corona of the cornice; but over the archway, supported by a colonnade of four fluted round columns, a complete entablature with nicely worked classic detail is employed and given added emphasis by several inches' projection into the reception hall. the columns are spaced so as to form a wide central archway flanked by two narrow ones, the effect being a staircase vista unexcelled in the domestic architecture of philadelphia. the picture is enriched by a heavily paneled wainscot and handsome, deeply embrasured doorways with architrave casings, paneled jambs and soffits. except for the single, simple turned newel, the staircase is much like that at mount pleasant. there is the similar ramped balustrade and paneled wainscot with ramped surbase and dark wood cap rail along the wall opposite. little pilasters likewise support this rail, but they are paneled rather than fluted. there are similar scroll-pattern stair ends and paneling under the stairs. in this instance the under side of the upper run is paneled in wood rather than plastered. the turned balusters are slightly more elaborate than at mount pleasant, but are used in the same manner, three to the stair. not built until nearly the dawn of the nineteenth century, upsala belongs to a later period than most of the notable houses in philadelphia. the lighter grace of adam design had begun to dominate american building and is to be seen in the staircase as well as in the mantels and other interior woodwork at upsala. the staircase combines features of the broken flight with a midway landing, such as the foregoing examples, and of the later development in long halls where the direction of the flight was reversed by a curved portion of the run instead of a landing. the breadth and length of the hall made landings possible and desirable, but instead of one wide midway landing between the upper and lower runs of the flight, there were two square landings separated by three steps, the stair stringers, balustrade and wainscot swinging upward in broad-sweeping curves. the wainscot consists of a charmingly varied paneling, while the balustrade is lighter in treatment than was usually the case. a simple dark wood handrail, slender, square molded balusters and stairs having a low rise and broad treads lend grace of appearance rarely equaled. jig-sawed outline brackets of unusually harmonious scroll pattern placed under the molded overhang of the treads provide additional ornamentation of a refined character. the spiral newel is but a simpler form of those already alluded to. altogether it is a staircase that charms the eye through its unaffected simplicity, a quality that never loses its power of appeal whether found inside the house or out. two other stairways with balustrades of slender grace are worthy of note, especially as instances of a single, small turned newel on the lower step, the handrail terminating in a round cap on the top. the simpler of these is at roxborough and has balusters of unique contour standing not on the stair treads but on the cased-up stair stringer. the staircase in the gowen house, mount airy, has a balustrade with three slender, but more or less conventional, balusters on each step, the treads, like the handrail and newel, being painted dark. a graceful jig-sawed bracket of scroll pattern adorns each stair end under the overhang of the tread, and the space under the stairs is closed in by well-spaced molded and raised paneling. another distinctive scroll outline bracket for stair ends forms the principal feature of a graceful staircase in the carpenter house, third and spruce streets. the pattern manifests great refinement and has excellent proportion. in contrast with these lighter designs for domestic architecture, it is interesting to examine the stair-end treatment in independence hall, which is equally pleasing as an example of heavier, richer detail for public work. the brackets are solid, of evolute spiral outline and beautifully hand carved. chapter x mantels and chimney pieces in colonial times fireplaces were a necessity. they supplied the only means of heating the house, and much of the cooking was done by them also. indeed, the hanging of the crane was regarded as a signal event in establishing a new home, and often a cast-iron fireback bore the date of erection of the house and the name or initials of its owner. each of the principal rooms had its fireplace and often a large parlor, drawing-room or library had two fireplaces, usually at opposite ends or sides, though rarely on the same side, as in the library at stenton. the hearthstone was the center of family life, and architects, therefore, very properly made the mantels and chimney pieces with which they embellished the fireplace the architectural center of each room,--the gem in a setting of nicely wrought interior woodwork. then came the franklin stove, throwing more heat out into the room and less up the chimney. fireplaces were accordingly bricked up to accommodate it, a pipe was run into it, and presently the air-tight stove supplanted franklin's open grate. later central heating plants for hot air, steam and hot water were developed in the basement and connected by pipes with registers and radiators in the various rooms above. they gave greater and more even heat, consumed less fuel and were more easily taken care of than several fires in various parts of the house. for a time houses were built for the most part without fireplaces, but gradually a sense of loss began to be generally felt. these registers and radiators warmed the flesh, but they left the spirit cold; there was no poetry or sentiment whatever about them. the outcome was obvious. the central heating plant has of course remained, but recent years have witnessed the general reopening of bricked-up fireplaces in old houses large and small, and to-day few new houses are built without a fireplace in the living room at least. to a degree it is a luxury, perhaps, though not a very expensive one, yet it is something for which all able to do so are very glad to pay. besides, on chilly spring and autumn days and rainy summer evenings it provides a cheap and convenient auxiliary heating plant. but an open fire warms more than the hands and feet; it reaches the heart. its appeal goes back to the tribal camp-fire and stirs some primitive instinct in man. "hearth and home" are synonymous; there is a whole ritual of domestic worship which centers around an open fire. a blaze on a hearth is more than a luxury, more than a comfort; it is an altar fire. [illustration: plate lxxviii.--stairway landing, independence hall; palladian window at stairway landing.] [illustration: plate lxxix.--declaration chamber, independence hall.] and so in building the modern colonial home we find ourselves ever going back to study the creations of the master builders of provincial times in america, when fireplaces meant even more than they do to-day, and finding in their achievements ideas and inspiration of great beauty and practical value. the neighborhood of philadelphia is as rich in its collection of fine old mantels and chimney pieces as in its splendid interior woodwork generally. like the latter they are for the most part of the early georgian period, mostly chimney pieces, many without shelves, and usually somewhat heavy in scale and detail. as in other important architectural features the development of mantels and chimney pieces in america followed to a degree the prevailing mode in the mother country. for many years after the italian classic orders were brought to england by inigo jones, early in the seventeenth century, chimney pieces usually consisted merely of a mantel shelf and classic architraves or bolection moldings about the fireplace opening, the chimney breast above being paneled like the rest of the room. toward the end of that century, and for several decades following, the shelf was omitted and the paneling on the chimney breast took the form of two horizontally disposed oblongs, the upper broader than the lower. such an arrangement in its simplest form is to be seen in the great hall at stenton, where a fireplace is located across one corner. the elliptical arch of the white pilastered brickwork and the height of the horizontal architrave above this arch impart a touch of quaint distinction. one notices with admiration the beautiful brass andirons and fire set, and with interest the floreated cast-iron fireback. going to the other extreme we find in the parlor at whitby hall a magnificently ornate example of the chimney piece without a mantel shelf which, as in many colonial houses, has been made the central feature of one side of the room, symmetrically arranged and architecturally treated with wood paneling throughout. a heavy cornice with prominent double denticulated string course or crenelated molding runs entirely around the room, tying the fireplace end of the room into the general scheme. the chimney piece projects slightly, lending greater emphasis, and at each side the wall space is given over to high round-topped double doors of closets divided into upper and lower parts, beautifully flush-paneled and hung with quaint iron h hinges. like those of the other doors and windows, the casings are of architrave pattern and in the center of the round arch is a keystone-shaped ornament hand-tooled in wood. the fireplace opening is faced beautifully with cut black marble brought from scotland and outlined with a nicely chiseled ovolo molding in wood similar to the familiar egg and dart pattern, but incorporating the richer lesbian leaf instead of the dart, a closely related reed-like motive replacing the conventional bead and reel. two handsomely carved consoles resting on the fillet of this ovolo molding support the superb molded panel of the overmantel some three by five feet, in which to this day not a joint is to be seen. a band of exquisite floreated carving in high relief fills the long, narrow, horizontal panel between the consoles. the precision of the tooling in this intricate tracery is indeed remarkable. nicely worked but simple parallel moldings with the favorite grecian fret sharply delineated between them and lesbian leaf ornaments in the square projections at the corners compose a frame of exceptional grace of detail and proportion. rarely is an ensemble so elaborate accompanied by such a marked degree of good taste and restraint. in the great chamber on the second floor, which is believed to have been the boudoir of the mistress of mount vernon, there is a very similar, though even more elaborate, architectural treatment of the fireplace and of the room. closets with round-topped doors again occupy the spaces each side of the fireplace; the cornice surrounding the entire room with its conspicuous grecian fret motive again ties the paneled end of the room into the general scheme, and in this instance the relation is made closer by the paneled wainscot which is carried about all four walls. in this wainscot two panel sections under each closet are hung as double doors opening into small supplementary closets. owing to the loftiness of the room, the closet doors have been elaborated by ornate broken pedimental heads repeating the cornice on a smaller scale, and which are supported by paneled pilasters and large consoles superbly carved with an acanthus leaf decoration. beautiful as these doorways are in themselves, they are so much heavier in treatment than the overmantel as to detract from it; they do not occupy an unobtrusive subordinate position, as do the closet doors of the parlor at whitby hall. moreover, the trim of each door occupies such a breadth of wall space that the fireplace and overmantel are narrowed, the latter taking the form of a vertical rather than a horizontal oblong. in fact, the dominant lines throughout are here vertical as contrasted with the dominant horizontal lines at whitby hall. the loftiness and stateliness of the room are thereby emphasized, but the effect is less restful. [illustration: plate lxxx.--judge's bench, supreme court room, independence hall; arcade at opposite end of court room.] [illustration: plate lxxxi.--banquet hall, second floor, independence hall; entrance to banquet hall.] in architectural detail the fireplace and overmantel recall that of the whitby hall chimney piece. there are similar black marble facings about the fireplace opening outlined by a hand-tooled molding, and similar elaborately carved consoles supporting a handsomely molded panel with projecting ornamental corners, but in this instance the panel is surmounted by a highly ornamental top, consisting of a swag or broken pediment with an exquisitely hand-carved floreated design in high relief between the volutes which imparts a charming lightness and grace to the ensemble. pilaster projections bearing nicely delineated leaf ornaments above the corners of the overmantel panel tie into corresponding projections in the cornice and unify the whole construction. otherwise the chimney piece differs from that of whitby hall chiefly in its moldings, in which the lesbian leaf is prominent. the ovolo about the marble facings of the fireplace bears the conventional bead and reel and egg and dart motives, the latter having a leaf design in alternation with the egg. the ogee molding outlining the overmantel panel is enriched with a larger and a smaller leaf motive in alternation, while the torus of the inner molding of this panel bears a little conventionalized flower in alternation with crossed flat fillets. altogether more pleasing is the chimney piece in the parlor at mount pleasant. in fact, it is regarded as one of the handsomest chimney pieces without a mantel shelf in america. its excellence is due not to superiority of detail, but to better proportion, the breadth of the chimney breast being sufficient to make the overmantel panel practically square. this great fireplace construction for burning four-foot logs projects into the room some eighteen inches, with wood-paneled sides, the adjoining walls being plastered. around it are carried the chaste ionic cornice with its prominent dentil course; and the paneled wainscot below corresponds to the pedestal of the order. in the general arrangement of the design, this chimney piece follows closely that of the one above, except that top, sides and bottom of the overmantel panel frame are alike. as at whitby hall the familiar grecian fret very acceptably occupies the space between the inner and outer moldings of this frame and obviates the need of any elaborate carved decoration above the panel. contrasting pleasingly with this fret and on opposite sides of it are a plain molded ovolo outlining the panel and a small floreated torus supplemented by a molded cymatium within. the pilaster projections tying the panel treatment to the cornice bear three nicely tooled vertical flower designs in a row, an unusual conception. an ovolo of conventional egg and dart motive with the customary bead and reel astragal outlines the black marble facings of the fireplace opening. the console ornamentation is strongly reminiscent of that at whitby hall. the mantel shelf proper was far too practical and attractive a feature of the fireplace to be long abandoned, however. it furnished a convenient place for clocks, candlesticks, china and other ornaments, and it appealed to the eye because of the homelike, livable appearance these articles of decoration gave to the room. about the middle of the eighteenth century the shelf of former times was reinstated and the overmantel was developed into a single large and elaborately framed panel over the chimney breast in which often hung a family portrait, a gilt-framed mirror or girandole. such a chimney piece is to be seen in the parlor at cliveden, its fireplace opening partly closed up to convert it for use with the coal grate shown by the accompanying illustration. in this instance the carved consoles support the shelf rather than the panel of the overmantel, which engages neither the shelf nor the cornice with its prominent double denticulated molding. otherwise, the chimney piece is essentially the same in arrangement as that in the parlor at mount pleasant. it has the same pleasing breadth and generally good proportions, but is severely simple in detail, the conventional ovolo of egg and dart motive without the astragal which outlines the black marble fireplace facings being the only enriched molding. as was customary, the shelf takes the form of a cymatium, and the projections above the consoles and central panel are characteristic details. much like this, though simpler in the absence of any enriched moldings and having less projection, is the chimney piece on the second floor of an old spruce street house shown by an accompanying illustration. it has substantially the same overmantel frame and mantel treatment. incidentally it furnishes an excellent example of the complete paneling of one end of a room with the familiar six-panel ordinary inside doors each side of the fireplace. the architrave casings of the doors with their horizontal projections over the lintel are in pleasing accord with the corresponding projections of the overmantel frame and of the facing of the fireplace opening. toward the end of the eighteenth century and for some years thereafter, mantels with a shelf, but without any overmantel treatment of the chimney breast, became the rule. the whole construction was usually projected from twelve to eighteen inches into the room, however, and as the surbase and skirting or a paneled wainscot and the cornice above was carried around it, the effect was much like that of a chimney piece, especially when a large, ornamental framed mantel mirror occupied the space over the chimney breast. the mantel itself took the form of a complete entablature above the fireplace opening, supported by pilasters at each side, the pilasters usually being carried up through the entablature by projections in architrave, frieze and cornice respectively, and the cymatium of the cornice forming the mantel shelf. the classic orders supplied much of the ornamental detail with which these mantels were embellished, and the work gave full scope to the genius of english and american wood-carvers, of whom there were many of marked ability in america. the thriving condition of the ship-building industry in the colonies was instrumental in attracting and developing skilled wood-carvers. many of them became apt students of architecture and proficient in executing hand-tooled enriched moldings and other ornament for mantels and chimney pieces. not content with the conventional detail of the classic orders, they varied it considerably to suit their purposes, using familiar motives in new ways, securing classic effects with detail of their own conception, and at times departing far from all precedent. for the most part their achievements displayed that good taste and restraint combined with a novelty and an ingenuity which have given our best colonial architecture its principal charm and distinction. numerous examples of this sort of hand-carved mantels are to be found in philadelphia, but none elicits greater admiration than those in two rooms at upsala which are shown by accompanying illustrations. enriched with a wealth of intricate, fine-scale hand-tooling of daintiness and precision, they indicate the influence of adam design and detail, although quite unlike the typical adam mantel. they form an especially interesting study for comparison because of the marked similarity of the general scheme in all three and the difference in effect resulting from variations in detail. the simplest of the three is a mantel for an iron hob grate with dark marble facings outlined by simple moldings. familiar fluted pilasters support a mantel board entablature of rare beauty. beneath a conventional cymatium and corona, with projections above the pilasters and central panel of the frieze, is a nicely worked dentil course,--a band of vertical flutes with a drilled tooth in the upper half of each alternate flute. the pilaster projections of the frieze are fluted in dots and dashes arranged in vertical lines, while a similar treatment of the central panel is so arranged that a pattern suggesting four festoons and five straight hanging garlands is produced. the upper fascia is enriched with groups of five vertical flutes in alternation with an incised conventionalized flower. [illustration: plate lxxxii.--congress hall, sixth and chestnut streets. completed in ; congress hall from independence square.] [illustration: plate lxxxiii.--stair hall details, congress hall.] resembling the foregoing, but more elaborate, is the mantel in the parlor with its richer moldings and intricate carving. an astragal with the customary bead and reel separates the cymatium and the corona, while a drilled rope supplies the bed molding above the dentil course. the latter consists of a continuous pattern of vertical and shorter horizontal flutes, the alternate vertical half spaces above and below the cross line of the h being cut out flat and deeper. the pilaster projections of the frieze, the central panel and the pilasters at each side of the fireplace opening supporting the entablature are vertical fluted in short sections which break joints like running bond in brickwork. in both the pilaster projections and the central panel the carving has been done in such a manner as to leave four-sided decorative figures with segmental sides in slender outline flush with the surface. the upper fascia of the architrave is adorned by shallow drillings suggesting tiny festoons and straight hanging garlands with a conventionalized flower above each festoon. a cavetto molding, enriched with a bead and reel astragal and another drilled rope torus, outlines the dark marble facings about the fireplace opening. handsome brass andirons, fender and fire set, together with the large gilt-framed mirror above, combine with the mantel to make this one of the most beautiful fireplaces in philadelphia. the third example in another room at upsala is virtually the same as the mantel just described, except for the greater elaboration of the pilasters, pilaster projections of the frieze and central panel. apart from these three features, the only essential differences are a dentil course in the cornice like that of the first upsala mantel described and a vertical fluted belt in the capital of the pilasters and associated moldings. in the pilaster projections of the frieze there are flush outline ornaments taking the form of a shield, while other graceful outline patterns running through the flutings adorn the upper half of the pilasters proper. the lower half is fluted in the short running bond sections. the central panel of the frieze retains and elaborates the motive of festoons and straight hanging garlands, the space above the festoons in this instance being left flush except for an incised conventionalized flower design in each of the three sections. rarely are three mantels of such attractive design, good proportion, distinctive detail and dainty appearance to be found in a single house. seldom are three mantels to be found which are so similar and yet so different. they present an eloquent illustration of the infinite possibilities of minor variation in architectural design. the same influences were at work elsewhere, however, and two other mantels shown by accompanying illustrations, one in a house at third and delancy streets and another in the rex house, mount airy, show numerous variations of similar motives. in both, vertical flutings are depended upon chiefly for decoration, ornamental patterns being formed by flush sections where the cutting of the flutes is interrupted. in both instances the original fireplace opening has been partially closed up, in one case for a franklin stove, and in the other for a hob grate, both for burning coal. the mantel at number cypress street, with its well-proportioned entablature and paneled pilasters, displays a central panel in the frieze similar to the foregoing examples, but possesses a more distinct adam character in the human figures in composition applied to the pilaster projections of the frieze, and in the drillings of the upper fascia of the architrave, simulating festoons. a reeded ovolo and deeply cut and drilled denticulated member lend sufficient emphasis to the string course of the cornice. at number walnut street is to be seen a typically adam mantel of exceptional grace and beauty. instead of the usual pilasters the entablature is supported by two pairs of slender reeded colonnettes, and the fireplace opening is framed by moldings in which a torus enriched with a rope motive is prominent. the shelf or cymatium of the entablature has round corners and is supported by pilaster projections above the colonnettes at each end and by a projecting central panel, all of these projections being vertical fluted in the frieze portion. both the central panel and the sunken panels each side of it bear graceful festoons and straight hanging garlands suspended from flower ornaments, the central space of both sunken panels being occupied by a small, sharply delineated medallion in white, suggestive of wedgewood. this composition work was nicely detailed and is still well preserved. below, the upper fascia of the architrave is enriched in accord with the adam spirit. drillings forming festoons with a tiny ornament above alternate with groups of seven vertical dotted lines. the fireplace opening has been closed up with stone slabs to inclose a franklin stove for burning coal, the effect being much the same as a hob grate. in terms of dainty grace and chaste simplicity this is one of the best mantels in philadelphia. chapter xi interior wood finish mantels and staircases, the most important architectural features of interiors, were very properly elaborated considerably beyond the somewhat negative character of background accessories by the builders of colonial times. virtually furnishings as well as necessary parts of the house, the application of tasteful ornamentation to them seems amply justified. each is a subject in itself, as indicated by the fact that stair building and mantel construction still remain independent trades quite apart from ordinary joinery. for that reason two separate chapters of this book have been devoted to these important subjects, the present chapter being devoted to interior woodwork in general. what the interior wood trim of the average eighteenth-century philadelphia house consists of is shown by accompanying photographs, especially those in stenton, mount pleasant and whitby hall. it is found that the principal rooms of pretentious mansions, such as the hall, parlor and reception room at stenton, were sometimes entirely paneled up on all sides. about this time, however, hand-blocked wall paper began to be brought to america, and a favorite treatment of colonial interiors, including halls, parlors, dining rooms and even the principal bedrooms of large houses, combined a cornice, or often a cornice and frieze, and sometimes a complete entablature, with a paneled wainscot or a flat dado with surbase and skirting, the wall between being papered. sometimes a dado effect was secured by means of a surbase above the skirting, the plaster space between being left white as in the parlor at cliveden or in the hall and dining room at whitby hall, or papered like the wall above, as in the parlor at whitby hall and in some of the chambers at upsala. later the skirting only was frequently employed with a simple cornice or picture mold, even in the principal rooms of the better houses, as in the dining room at whitby hall. several accompanying illustrations show it with the dado, while a few interiors of mount pleasant, upsala and cliveden show it with the paneled wainscot. this general scheme constitutes a pleasing and consistent application of the classic orders to interior walls, the dado, the wall above it and whatever portion of the entablature happens to be employed corresponding to the pedestal, shaft and entablature of the complete order respectively. in a room so treated the dado becomes virtually a continuous pedestal with a base or skirting and a surbase above the die or plane face of the pedestal. usually this surbase is molded to resemble the upper fascia or the complete architrave of the various orders. again it may be hand-carved with vertical flutings, continuous, as in the parlor at upsala, or in groups of three or more in alternation with an incised flower pattern, as in the rex house. for the most part the surmounting cornice and frieze of the room was of wood, beautifully molded and often hand-carved, the architrave usually being omitted. in the library at solitude, however, is to be seen a handsome cornice and frieze entirely of plaster or composition work in the adam manner, including familiar classic detail in which enriched cavetto and ogee moldings, festoons, flower ornaments and draped human figures are prominent. when chandeliers for candles began to be used in private houses they were hung from ornamental centerpieces of plaster on the ceiling, the motives usually being circles, ovals, festooned garlands and acanthus leaves. such a centerpiece and ornamental treatment of the ceiling is also a feature of this room. in most of the better houses during the provincial period, important rooms had paneled wainscots, papered walls and molded cornices, as in the parlor and second-story hall at mount pleasant and in the parlor at upsala. sometimes the plaster walls were left white or painted, as in the hall at cliveden and the library at stenton. a fireplace with paneled chimney piece was an important feature of most rooms, and the entire wall including it was often completely paneled up, closely relating the fireplace, doors or windows in a definite architectural scheme, as already shown by examples in stenton, whitby hall and mount pleasant. embrasured windows with two-part paneled folding shutters and seats jutting somewhat into the room were customary in early brick and stone houses, as at stenton. these were fastened by bars of wood thrust across from side to side and fitting into slots in the jambs. later, outside shutters came into vogue, and the jambs and soffit of the embrasures were paneled, as at whitby hall, the treatment of the palladian window on the staircase landing in this house being an especially fine example. the parlor at stenton is among the most notable instances in philadelphia of this architectural treatment of the fireplace in a room with wood paneling throughout. along georgian lines and decidedly substantial in character, it is essentially simple in conception and graceful in form and proportion, the spacing of the large bolection molded raised panels being excellent. first attention properly goes to the wide chimney piece with its unusual, but attractive overmantel paneling, low arched and marble-faced fireplace opening, beautiful brass fender and andirons. the symmetrical arrangement of two flanking china closets, with round-headed double doors recalling those shown at whitby hall and mount pleasant, is most effective. the work is executed in a masterly manner, the proportions being well calculated and the precision of the hand tooling remarkably well maintained. both the doors and embrasured windows of this room merit careful study. of more modest, but generally similar treatment, is the paneling of the reception room at stenton, the fireplace opening here having been closed for installation of a franklin stove. at whitby hall there are two interesting and characteristic examples of embrasured windows with paneled jambs and soffits, and molded architrave casings. in the dining room the embrasures are cased down to the window seats, while in the parlor the casings with their broader sections at top and bottom do not extend below the surbase, although the embrasure continues to the floor. in this latter room one of the colonial builder's favorite motives, ever recurring with minor variations throughout many houses, occupies the string course of the cornice. this double denticulated member or grecian fret band is formed by vertical cross cuttings, alternately from top and bottom of a square molding, the plain ogee molding beneath giving it just the proper emphasis. conforming to the characteristic panel arrangement of the time, most of the inside doors of philadelphia have six panels, the upper pair being not quite square and the two lower pairs being oblong, the middle pair being longer than the lower. like outside doors they were for the most part molded and raised with broad bevels, although occasionally, as on the second floor at mount pleasant, they were flat and bolection molded, giving the door a considerably different aspect. generally speaking, the workmanship was excellent, the beveling of the panels and the molding of the stiles and rails manifesting the utmost painstaking. a simple knob and key-plate, usually of brass, completed the complement of hardware, apart from the h hinges of early years and the butts which soon followed. it will be noted that all of these six-panel doors have stiles and muntins of virtually equal width, any variation being slightly wider stiles. top and frieze rails are alike and about the same width as the muntin, but the bottom rail is somewhat broader and the lock rail the broadest of the four. moldings are very simple and confined to the edge of the panels, with the splayed or beveled panels of earlier years gradually being abandoned in favor of plain, flat surfaces. [illustration: plate lxxxiv.--interior detail of main entrance, congress hall; president's dais, senate chamber, congress hall.] [illustration: plate lxxxv.--gallery, senate chamber, congress hall.] architrave casings were the rule, sometimes extending to the floor and often standing on heavy, square plinth blocks the height of the skirting beneath its molding. there are instances of both types at mount pleasant and whitby hall. the thickness of the walls in houses of brick and stone encouraged the custom of paneling the jambs and soffit of doorway openings to correspond with the paneling of the doors, the effect being rich and very pleasing. generally the architrave casing was miter-joined across the lintel, as at upsala, but in many of the better houses this horizontal part of the casing was given an overhang of an inch or two to form the doorhead. how pleasing this simple device was, especially when a rosette of stucco was applied to each jog of the casing, is well exemplified by the doors on the first floor at whitby hall. very similar door trim without the rosette is to be seen at cliveden and in numerous other houses. at mount pleasant, and in several of the more pretentious old colonial mansions of philadelphia, this type of door trim was elaborated by a surmounting frieze and heavy pediment above the architrave casing. the first floor hall at mount pleasant presents the interesting combination of a pulvinated ionic pediment with a mutulary doric cornice and frieze about the ceiling. here one notices the flat dado and doors with raised and molded panels as contrasted with the paneled wainscot and bolection-molded, flat-paneled doors of the second-story hall. in this latter, also, some of the pediments are complete, others broken, illustrating another whim of the early american builders. here the cornice is also ionic with jig-sawed modillions, and the ensemble is generally more pleasing. in proportion and precision of workmanship this woodwork is hardly excelled in philadelphia. the simple, carefully wrought dentil course of the doorheads lends a refining influence and pleasing sense of scale that seems to lighten the design very materially. philadelphia has no handsomer example of the enriched pedimental doorhead than the interior treatment of the entrance doorway of the blackwell house, number pine street. above the horizontal overhang of the architrave casing across the lintel two beautifully carved consoles, the width of the frieze in height, support a cornice which is the base of a broken pediment. the familiar grecian band or double denticulated molding in the string course gives character to the cornice, while an attractive leaf decoration in applied composition adorns the recessed frieze panel. projections of the cornice above the consoles lend an added touch of refinement. this elaboration of the white wood trim is further emphasized by the dark red-brown painting of the door to simulate old mahogany, which became a frequent feature of the houses of this period. round-headed doorways here and there, not only at the front entrance, but elsewhere, as in the hall at hope lodge, provided a welcome variation from the customary square-headed types and have been a pleasing feature of colonial interiors since early times. as framing the glazed doorways of china closets already referred to, they were a charming feature of the interior wood finish. at the front entrance the round-headed doorway was utilized to provide an ornamental yet practical fanlight transom over the door which admitted considerable light to brighten the hall. as contrasted with this more graceful arrangement, the broad front entrance to whitby hall, with its severely plain unmolded four-panel double doors and wrought-iron strap hinges, bolts, latch and great rim lock, is of quaint interest. the accompanying photograph shows well the dado effect secured by a surbase and skirting, and one notes with interest the cornice with its prominent modillions and the heavy plinth blocks on which the architrave casings of the doors stand. round-headed windows were employed for landing windows in stair halls, as at whitby hall, and in the central part of the palladian windows over entrances, as at mount pleasant, where they became decorative interior features of the front end of the second-floor halls. elliptical-headed openings are rare in philadelphia, and in most instances were arches across the main hall, as at hope lodge. sometimes they framed the staircase vista at the head or foot of the flight, where they became one of the most charming features of the best colonial interiors. the illustrations of interiors at stenton accompanying this chapter, serve, as might many others, to show that white-painted interior woodwork, although one of the greatest charms of the colonial house, finds its principal mission in providing the only architectural background that sets off satisfactorily the warmth of color and grace of line possessed by eighteenth-century furniture in mahogany and other dark woods. bright and cheerful, chaste and beautiful, it emphasizes the beauties of everything before it, yet seldom forces itself into undue prominence. it is a scheme of interior treatment which has stood the test of time and indicates what excellent taste the colonial builders manifested in resorting to its subtle influence to display their rare pieces of furniture brought from england and the continent. the admirable work of philadelphia joiners indicates conclusively the many possibilities of white-painted soft woods. unlike hardwood finish, the natural grain of the wood is concealed by painting, so that broad flat surfaces and simple moldings would be monotonous. beauty of form is therefore substituted for the beauty of wood grain. classic motives and detail are brought to bear upon the interior woodwork in such a manner as to delight the eye, yet not to detract unduly from the furnishings of the room. and the charm of much of the resulting woodwork indicates an early realization by american craftsmen of the fact that a nice balance between plain surface and decoration is as important as the decoration itself. it was by their facility in the design and execution of this woodwork that skilled wood-carvers were able to impart that lightness, grace and ingenuity of adaptation to which the colonial style chiefly owes its charm. chapter xii public buildings as in its domestic architecture of colonial times, philadelphia is so rich in its fine old public buildings that a readable and instructive book could be made about them alone. intended for religious, political and commercial purposes, erected from one to two centuries ago and ranging from the frugal simplicity of the mennonite meeting house in germantown to the stately beauty of independence hall, these noble edifices of bygone days were the scenes of momentous events in the most glorious and troublous period of the world's first republic. their histories are inspiring and likewise their architecture. exigencies of space in a book of this sort render it impossible to include all worthy examples, but an effort has been made to present a representative collection that does justice to the annals and building genius of this remarkable city. [illustration: plate lxxxvi.--carpenter's hall, off chestnut street, between south third and south fourth streets. erected in ; old market house, second and pine streets.] [illustration: plate lxxxvii.--main building, pennsylvania hospital. erected in .] probably the most famous historical monument in the united states is independence hall, on chestnut street between fifth and sixth streets. here the american nation really came into being and began to function, and here come thousands of visitors annually to view in awed admiration the greatest patriotic shrine of a free people. the building, designed by andrew hamilton, speaker of the assembly, and built under his direction for the state house, was used for that purpose until . the foundations were laid in , and the main building was ready for occupancy in , although the wings and steeple were not completed until . the steeple was taken down in , but was restored to its original condition by william strickland in , and further restorations of the building to its original condition were effected later by the city government. the east, or "declaration" chamber, still appears substantially as it did when that famous document was signed, but the restoration of certain other rooms has been less satisfactory. the building has been set apart by the city, which purchased it from the state in , as a museum of historical relics, and during the past century has been used by various public offices and societies. many famous buildings of colonial times were the work of amateur architects, but this is without exception the finest contemporary administrative building in america; a noble building rich in glorious memories; nobler even than the bulfinch state house at boston or the maryland state house at annapolis. it is an enduring monument to hamilton's versatility, showing that with his genius he might have won distinction as an architect no less than as a barrister. his sense of design, mass and proportion, his appreciation of the relative value and most effective uses of classic detail and his ability to harmonize the exigencies of the floor plan with attractive appearance were second to those of no professional architect of his time. independence hall is a stately structure of exceptionally well-balanced symmetrical arrangement, beautiful alike in its general mass and minutest details, and presenting a delightful appearance from whatever viewpoint it is seen,--dignified, spacious and picturesque, a building that seems to typify the serenity of mind and steadfastness of purpose of those sturdy patriots who made it famous. the structure comprises three parts; a large central building with hip-roofed wings for offices connected with the main building by open arcaded loggias. the present wings are restorations. beyond the wings are two buildings erected after the close of the revolution, but forming part of the group. that at the corner of fifth and chestnut streets was erected as the philadelphia county court house, while that at the corner of sixth and chestnut streets was the city hall. the entire group is of characteristic philadelphia brick construction, delightfully mellowed by age, with marble and white-painted wood trim. the main building is two stories high with a decked gable roof, heavily balustraded between large, arched quadruple chimney stacks at each end, corners heavily quoined with marble and ends without fenestration other than a round bull's-eye window in each. across the one hundred and seven feet of the chestnut street façade there is a range of nine broad, high, twenty-four-paned windows with flat gauged brick arches and high marble keystones, the central window being replaced by a simple, very high and deeply recessed doorway with a broad stone stoop before it. tying into the keystones is a horizontal belt of marble across the entire front. a similar belt is located immediately beneath the window sills of the second story, and between the two belts and ranging with the windows are nine oblong marble panels set into the brickwork. on the independence square façade everything is subordinated to the great square steeple-like clock tower, centrally located, which stands its entire height outside but adjoining the walls of the main building. in construction the lower two stories of the tower correspond to those of the building itself, and the cornice of the latter is effectively carried around the tower. above, the tower rises two more stories of brick with pedimented and pilastered walls in the ionic order and surmounted with classic urns and flame motives. above this level the construction of the clock tower is of white-painted wood, one story with corinthian pilasters and another balustraded, rising in four-sided diminutions to the octagonal, open arched belfry and superstructure, above which is a tapering pinnacle and gilt weathervane. it is a tower of grace, dignity and repose, a tower suggestive of ecclesiastical work, perhaps, yet withal in complete harmony with its situation and purpose. in the base of this tower is the main entrance, a simple and dignified pillared doorway in the mutulary doric order with double four-panel doors, and a magnificent palladian window in the ionic order above, to which reference was made in a previous chapter. thus three distinct orders of architecture are used in this tower alone, presenting another instance of the great freedom with which early american architects utilized their favorite motives. entering this doorway one comes into a great, square, lofty, brick-paved hall in the base of the tower where now reposes the liberty bell at the foot of what has often been called the finest staircase in america. and where, indeed, is to be found a more splendid combination of nicely worked white wood trim with touches of mahogany and dark green stairs? done in the ionic order, with a heavy cornice having carved modillions and a prominent dentil course, deeply embrasured windows with paneled jambs and broad sills supported by beautifully hand-tooled consoles, and a nicely spaced paneled wainscot, this entrance is a fitting frame for the broad winding staircase. rising ramp after ramp by broad treads and low risers, it leads first to a broad landing in front lighted by the palladian window over the entrance, and thence upward and around to a gallery across the opposite wall, where a broad double doorway with delightful fanlight above leads into the main hall of the second floor. to the right a narrow staircase rises to the belfry. the classic balustrade, with its mahogany-capped rail and simple landing newels is heavy but well proportioned; the paneled wainscot along the wall follows the contour of the ramped rail opposite, and the under side of the landings, gallery and upper runs are nicely paneled. elaborately carved scroll brackets adorn the stair ends, and a harmonious floreated volute spiral band runs along the edge of the gallery; while the pilaster casings of the upper doorway and of the palladian window are enriched with straight hanging garlands. at the foot of the staircase the newel treatment takes the scroll form of the ionic volute, the rail and balusters on the circular end of the broad lower step winding around a central column like the landing newels. hanging from its original beam, but within an ornamental frame erected in the center of this staircase hall, is the best-known relic of the building, the famous liberty bell, which is supposed, without adequate evidence, to have been the first bell to announce the adoption of the declaration of independence. it was cast in england early in and bears the following inscription: "by order of the assembly of the province of pennsylvania for the state house in philadelphia, ", and underneath: "proclaim liberty throughout all the land unto all the inhabitants thereof, lev. xxv, v, x." in august, , the bell was received in philadelphia, but was cracked by a stroke of the clapper the following month. it was recast, but the work being unsatisfactory, it was again recast with more copper, in philadelphia during may, , and in june was hung in the state house steeple, where it remained until taken to allentown, pennsylvania, in , to prevent it from falling into the hands of the british. in the bell was lowered and the steeple removed. in a new steeple was erected, and a new bell put in place, the liberty bell being given a place in an upper story of the tower to be rung only on occasions of great importance. on july , , it suddenly cracked again while being tolled in memory of chief justice john marshall, and on february , , this crack was so increased as nearly to destroy its sound. in it was placed in the east or declaration room, but in , the centennial year, it was again hung in the tower by a chain of thirteen links. from the time of its second recasting in , until it lost its sound in , the liberty bell was sounded on all important occasions, both grave and gay. it convened town meetings and the assembly, proclaimed the national anniversary, ushered in the new year, welcomed distinguished men, tolled for the honored dead, and on several occasions was muffled and tolled as an expression of public disapproval of various acts of british tyranny. passing through a high, round-headed arch with paneled jambs and soffit one enters the central hall, a magnificent apartment in the mutulary doric order, extending through the building to the chestnut street entrance. fluted columns standing on a high, broad pedestal which runs about the walls like a wainscot, support a heavy complete entablature enriched with beautifully hand-carved moldings, notably an egg and dart ovolo between cornice and frieze and foliated moldings about the mutules and the panels of the soffit and metopes. it is a hall of charming vistas in a noble architectural frame,--straight ahead to the chestnut street entrance; back through the great single arch to the staircase; to the left through an arcade of three pilastered arches into the west or supreme court chamber; to the right through a broad, double doorway into the east or "declaration" room, the original assembly chamber. the treatment of the latter wall of the hall is most elaborate. three cased arches correspond to the open arches opposite. on the wall within the two end ones are handsome, pedimental-topped, inscribed tablets, while in the middle one is located the doorway with an ornate, broken, pedimental doorhead taking the form of a swag. like the hall, the supreme court chamber is doric with fluted pilasters instead of engaged columns, and walls entirely paneled up. there are three windows at each end and two back of the judge's bench with its paneled platform and rail, and balustraded staircases at each end. in this room the convention to form a new constitution for pennsylvania met july , , and unanimously approved the declaration of independence, and pledged the support of the state. delegates to congress were elected who were signers of the declaration. in this room now stands the statue of washington carved out of a single block of wood by colonel william rush, after stuart. across the hall is the declaration chamber, forty feet and two inches long, thirty-nine feet and six inches wide and nineteen feet and eight inches high. as in size, its architecture is substantially the same as the chamber opposite, and like it the two corners near the hall are rounding. also it is of spacious appearance, light, beautiful and cheerful, a room to inspire noble deeds. instead of the high judge's bench at the side opposite the entrance, there is a relatively small platform or dais of two steps on which stands the presiding officer's desk in front of a large, elaborate, pedimental-topped frame with exquisitely enriched carved moldings, within which is a smaller frame containing a facsimile of the declaration of independence. to either side, between fluted pilasters, are segmental arched fireplaces with heavy mantel shelves above, supported by carved consoles, while beyond these are single doors with pedimental heads. otherwise the room is substantially like that across the hall. they are regarded as the best of the restored rooms of the building, and of the two the courtroom is perhaps rather the better in its greater simplicity. in the east or so-called declaration chamber, the second continental congress met may , ; george washington was chosen commander in chief of the continental army june , ; and the declaration of independence was adopted july , . the american officers taken prisoners at the battle of brandywine, september , and of germantown, october , , were held here as prisoners of war, and on july , , the articles of confederation and perpetual union between the states were signed here by representatives of eight states. the room contains much of the furniture of those days. the table and high-backed chippendale chair of mahogany used by the presidents of the continental congress and occupied by john hancock at the signing still remain, and on the table is to be seen the silver ink-stand with its quill box and sand shaker, in which the delegates dipped their pens in autographing the famous document. there are also fourteen of the original chairs used by delegates. on the walls hang portraits of forty-five of the fifty-six signers, also a portrait of washington by rembrandt peale. in fact, the collection of portraits is largely based on canvases secured from the famous peale museum which at one time occupied the upper floors of the building. there are also valuable paintings by benjamin west, gilbert stuart, edgar pine, thomas sully and allan ramsay. the bronze statue of washington standing in front of independence hall on chestnut street is a replica of the original one in white marble by bailey, which was removed on account of its disintegration. forty-five crayons and pastels by john sharpless, purchased by the city in , form a notable collection estimated to be worth half a million dollars. what is supposed to be the earliest exhibition of paintings ever held in america was that of robert edge pine, which occurred in independence hall in . [illustration: plate lxxxviii.--main hall and double staircase, pennsylvania hospital.] [illustration: plate lxxxix.--custom house, fifth and chestnut streets. completed in ; main building, girard college. begun in .] on the second floor the principal room is a great banqueting hall extending across the entire building on the chestnut street side with its range of nine windows and having a fireplace at each end. there are smaller rooms on each side of the broad entrance corridor; its wide, flat arch has four fluted columns supporting a heavy pedimental head with elliptical fanlight. architecturally the restoration of the second floor is less happy than that of the first. it is not in the spirit of the work below; nor does it accord with typical colonial work of pre-revolutionary days. it lacks that simple, straight-forward dignity of design; that fine sense of proportion; that refinement and appropriateness of detail. the spacing of the paneling of both the wainscot and the fireplace mantels is not characteristic; the detail of the latter is poorly chosen and assembled, and the whole aspect, especially the entrance arch, suggests a studied effort to achieve picturesque effect. on the northwest corner of independence square, which is the southeast corner of sixth and chestnut streets, is old congress hall, erected in , in which congress sat from to , and in which washington was inaugurated in for a second term with adams as vice-president, and in which adams, in , was inaugurated president with jefferson as vice-president. here washington presented his famous message concerning jay's treaty with england; here, toward the close of his second administration, he pronounced his farewell address, which is still regarded as a model of dignity and farsightedness. here, too, was officially announced the death of washington, when john marshall offered a resolution that a joint committee of the house and senate consider "the most suitable manner of paying honor to the memory of the man first in war, first in peace and first in the hearts of his countrymen", thus originating a phrase never to be forgotten in america. for some years after the building was occupied by the criminal courts, now located in the city hall. were it not so near the more pretentious independence hall, this demure little building would receive much more attention, for it is architecturally a gem of the colonial period, and such of its interior woodwork as has been restored has been more happily treated than is often the case. it is an oblong structure of brick, with marble and white wood trim, two stories high, hip-roofed and surmounted in the center by a well-proportioned, octagonal open cupola. on the front a pediment springs from the cornice over a slightly projecting central section of the façade, while a three-sided bay breaks the rear wall and enlarges the building. the stoop and doorway are of simple dignity, the double doors having the appearance of being four separate, very narrow four-panel doors, and the graceful fanlight above being in accord with the round-headed windows of the lower story. these windows are set effectively in brick arches with marble sills, keystones and imposts. on the upper story the windows are twenty-four-paned and square-headed with gauged brick arches and marble keystones. under the central front window over the entrance there is a handsome wrought-iron fire balcony. the best exterior feature of the building is the beautifully hand-tooled cornice with its coved member having a series of recessed arches and the well-known grecian band or double denticulated molding beneath. at the second-floor level a white marble belt accords well with the general scheme. no less interesting than the outward appearance of the entrance is its inward aspect, with its deeply paneled embrasures and soffit, its quaint strap hinges and rim lock. the arrangement of the double staircases with a halfway landing in this lofty, airy stair hall compels admiration for effective simplicity. the stair ends are unadorned, but the spaces under the lower run of both flights are nicely paneled up. the balusters are of good, though familiar pattern, and the lines of the dark ramped rail gracefully drawn. interest centers in the senate chamber with its barrel ceiling and panel-fronted galleries along both sides supported by slender round columns. here momentous business was transacted during the early years of the american nation, and many relics of those troublous times are here preserved. in the bay at the rear end the president's dais has been restored from remains found beneath an old platform. it is of graceful design with free-flowing curves and an elliptical swell front where the balustrade has a solid three-panel insert. the turned balusters are of slender grace, while the paneled pilasters or newels at the ends and corners are adorned with straight hanging garlands in applied work. there is also a festooned border in applied work above the opening into the bay that is carried about the room above the galleries. the central decoration of the ceiling and the eagle over the president's dais furnish excellent examples of eighteenth-century frescoes. a short distance east of independence square, in a narrow court off chestnut street, between south third and south fourth streets, hedged about by high modern office buildings that dwarf its size, is carpenters' hall, in which the first continental congress assembled, september , , and in which the national convention, in , framed the present constitution of the united states. the building was also the headquarters of the pennsylvania committee of correspondence; the basement was used as a magazine for ammunition during the revolution, and from to the whole of it was occupied by the first united states bank. [illustration: plate xc.--old stock exchange, walnut and dock streets; girard national bank, south third street.] [illustration: plate xci.--christ church, north second street near market street. erected in - ; old swedes' church, swanson and christian streets. erected in - .] the carpenters' company, established in , was patterned after the worshipful company of carpenters of london, which dates back to , and the early organization of such a guild in america indicates the large number and high character of the colonial builders of philadelphia and explains the excellence of the architecture in this neighborhood. the present building was begun in , but was not completed until , so that throughout the revolutionary period it was used in a partly finished condition. since it has been preserved wholly for its historic associations. here was conceived that liberty which had its birth in independence hall, so that its claim to fame is second only to the latter. like it, too, there are many interesting relics of those glorious days to be seen within. an inscription on a tablet outside very properly reads, "within these walls, henry, hancock, and adams inspired the delegates of the colonies with nerve and sinew for the toils of war." the building is in the form of a greek cross with four projecting gable ends and an octagonal cupola of graceful design and proportions at the center of the roof. it is of characteristic philadelphia brickwork, with handsomely cased twenty-four-paned windows shuttered on the lower floor. the entrance façade, with its broad, high stoop and pedimental doorway, double doors and fanlight above; its pleasing fenestration, especially the round-headed, palladian windows of the second floor, above balustrade sections resting on a horizontal belt of white at the second-floor level, and its pediment with a handsome hand-tooled cornice in which an always pleasing grecian band is prominent, does credit to its design, and altogether the structure was worthy of its purpose. within, the meeting room is of surprisingly generous size, considering the small impression given by the exterior aspect of the building. the restored woodwork is unfortunate, yet the general effect of bygone years remains. for two centuries philadelphia has been justly famous for its public markets, numerous and readily accessible to the entire community. marketing has ever been one of the duties of the thrifty housewife, to which philadelphia women have given particular attention, and everything possible has been done to make the task easy and satisfactory to them. when the city was first laid out its few wide streets, with the exception of broad street, were laid out for the convenience of markets, which in those days were placed in their center. a few of these old-time markets still remain, notably that at second and pine streets, its market house or central building of quaintly interesting design embracing features such as the octagonal cupola, marble lintels, sills and belt, and the elliptical and semicircular fanlights which are typically colonial. to benjamin franklin, philadelphia is largely indebted for the pennsylvania hospital fronting on pine street between south eighth and south ninth streets, the first hospital in the united states, which was projected in , erected in and still continues to be the foremost of some one hundred institutions in the city. the main building was designed by samuel rhodes, mayor of philadelphia, and in architectural excellence is regarded as second only to independence hall. individuals gave funds freely for its erection; the british parliament turned over to it some funds unclaimed by a land company; bishop whitefield gave a considerable sum; benjamin west painted a replica of his famous work, "christ healing the sick", now in the entrance hall, which was exhibited and earned four thousand pounds sterling in admissions; some players gave "hamlet" for the benefit of the hospital, and money was raised in numerous other ways. the building is a large and beautiful one of noble appearance, three stories high, having long, balanced wings two and a half stories high, with dormers and an octagon tower over the cross wings at each end. the total frontage is some two hundred and seventy-five feet. it is of reddish-brown brick, faced on the front of the first story of the main building with gray marble, and pierced by two large round-topped windows each side of a central doorway with a balustraded stoop and handsome semicircular fanlight and side lights. above, six corinthian pilasters support a beautifully detailed entablature at the eaves, from which springs a pediment with ornamental oval window. surmounting the hip roof is a square superstructure of wood, paneled and painted white, above which is a low octagonal belvedere platform with a huge, round balustrade. brick walls and an ornamental wistaria-clad iron fence surround the grounds, and no visitor has entered the central gate since la fayette. within the building there is much splendid interior wood finish. its best feature, however, is the high, broad hall, with fluted ionic columns supporting a mutulary doric entablature, leading back to a double winding staircase, which is a marvelous work of art, combining the simplicity and purity as well as the beauty of the middle georgian period. there are two landings on each flight, and from the spiral newels at the bottom the balustrades with ramped rails and heavy, turned balusters swing upward, as do the staircases, to the third floor. one notes with interest the unusual outline of the brackets under the overhang of the stair treads. a few important public buildings of philadelphia that were not erected until early in the nineteenth century had their inception directly or indirectly in the outgrowth of the war of independence, and their omission would render any treatise of the public buildings of the city noticeably incomplete. their inclusion here finds still further justification in the fact that they are of classic architecture and so to a degree in accord with colonial traditions. the custom house, a classic stone structure, on the south side of chestnut street between fourth and fifth streets, was built for the second united states bank, authorized by congress in april, , because of the bad financial condition into which the government had fallen during the war of . the building was designed by william strickland, in his day the leading american architect, being modeled after the parthenon of athens. it was completed in and was put to its present use in . the main building of girard college on girard avenue between north th and north th streets, of which thomas ustick walter, a pupil of strickland's, was the architect, is one of the finest specimens of pure greek architecture in america. indeed, this imposing corinthian structure of stone has been called "the most perfect greek temple in existence." work upon it was begun in , and the college was opened january , . to a sarcophagus in this main building were removed the remains of stephen girard in . the building is feet wide and feet long, and is surrounded by thirty-four fluted columns fifty-six feet high and seven feet in diameter at the base, which cost thirteen thousand dollars each. the total height of the building is ninety-seven feet, and it is arched throughout with brick and stone, and roofed with marble tiles. the weight of the roof is estimated at nearly one thousand tons. the old stock exchange at third and walnut and dock streets, facing a broad open space once an old-time market, is also the work of william strickland, who likewise designed st. paul's church, st. stephen's church, the almshouse and the united states naval asylum. it is an impressive round-fronted classic structure of gray stone in the corinthian order, with a semicircular colonnade above the first story supporting a handsomely executed entablature with conspicuous antefixes about the cornice. instead of a central flight of steps leading to a main entrance, there were two well-designed flights at each side. surmounting the whole is a daring, tall, round cupola, its roof supported by engaged columns and the spaces between pierced by classic grilles. the structure is notable throughout for excellence in mass and detail. [illustration: plate xcii.--st. peter's church, south third and pine streets. erected in ; lectern, st. peter's church.] [illustration: plate xciii.--interior and chancel, christ church; interior and lectern, st. peter's church.] at number south third street stands the oldest banking building in america, and withal one of the handsomest of such buildings. erected in by the first bank of the united states, this beautiful stone and brick structure in the corinthian order, with its fine pedimental portico bearing in high relief a modification of the seal of the united states, was owned and occupied by stephen girard from to , and since by the girard bank and the girard national bank. it is one of those classic structures which by reason of nicety in proportion and precision in detail still compares favorably with the best modern buildings of the city. the high, fluted columns and pilasters with their nicely wrought capitals lend an imposing nobility that immediately arrests attention, while the refinement of detail throughout well repays careful scrutiny. in this latter respect its best features are the cornice with its beautifully enriched moldings and modillions, the balustrade above, the window heads supported by hand-tooled consoles and the insert panels under the portico. the first bank of the united states was incorporated in with a capital of ten million dollars. it was the first national bank of issue essential to the system of banking built up by alexander hamilton in organizing the finances of the federal government under the constitution of . it issued circulating notes, discounted commercial paper and aided the government in its financial operations. although the government subscribed one-fifth of the capital, it was paid for by a roundabout process which actually resulted in the loan of the amount by the bank to the treasury. other loans were made by the bank to the government, until by the end of its obligations had reached $ , , . in order to meet these obligations, the government gradually disposed of its bank stock and by had sold its entire holdings at a profit of $ , . a statement submitted to congress january , , by albert gallatin, then secretary of the treasury, showed resources of $ , , , of which $ , , was in loans and discounts, $ , , in united states stock and $ , , in specie. the expiration of the charter of the bank, in , was the occasion for a party contest which prevented renewal and added greatly to the financial difficulties of the government during the war of . although foreign stockholders were not permitted to vote by proxy, and the twenty-five directors were required to be citizens of the united states, the bank was attacked on the ground of foreign ownership, and it was also claimed that congress had no constitutional power to create such an institution. thereupon the bank building and the cashier's house in philadelphia were purchased at a third of the original cost by girard, who, in may, , established the bank of stephen girard and thereafter assisted the government very materially. he was, in fact, the financier of the war of . no less interesting than the governmental and commercial public buildings of philadelphia are its churches, of which several of noble architecture date back to the colonial period. on north second street, just north of market, is located christ church, protestant episcopal, the first diocesan church of pennsylvania. it is a fine old building designed mainly by doctor john kearsley, a vestryman and physician. the corner stone was laid in , and the building was completed in , but the steeple, in part designed by benjamin franklin and containing a famous chime of eight bells, was not erected until . franklin was one of the managers of a lottery in for raising funds for the steeple and bells, the latter being imported at a cost of five hundred pounds sterling. on july , , after the declaration of independence had been read, these bells "rang out a merry chime." this imposing edifice eloquently indicates what architectural triumphs can be achieved in brickwork in the colonial style. apart from the spire, interest centers in the fenestration, which has already been treated in chapter viii, and in the wood trim. as in much contemporary architecture, the woodwork is conspicuous for the free use of the orders. for example, one immediately notes the mutulary doric cornice and frieze along the sides, and the pulvinated ionic entablature across the chancel gable above the palladian window. the roof is heavily balustraded in white-painted wood with the urns on the several pedestals holding torches with carved flames. a brick belfry rises square and sturdy above the roof and then continues upward in diminishing construction of wood, first virtually four-sided, then octagonal and finally in a low, tapering spire surmounted by a weather-vane. a distinctive feature is the simple iron fence along the street with two wrought-iron arched gates, as beautiful as any in america, hung from high, ball-topped stone posts. imposing in its simplicity, the interior is generally doric in character, but the ionic entablatures over the side sections of the beautiful palladian chancel window reflect the treatment outside. fluted columns standing on high pedestals, with square, doric entablature sections above, support graceful, elliptical arches, which separate the nave from the aisles in which are panel-fronted galleries. the organ loft over the main entrance is bow-fronted and highly ornate. [illustration: plate xciv.--interior and chancel, old swedes' church; st. paul's church, south third street near walnut street.] [illustration: plate xcv.--mennonite meeting house, germantown. erected in ; holy trinity church, south twenty-first and walnut streets.] certain alterations to the interior were made in , and in it was restored to its ancient character, but the high old-fashioned wineglass pulpit of remains, as does the font. a silver bowl, weighing more than five pounds, presented in by colonel quarry of the british army, is still in use, while a set of communion plate presented by queen anne in is brought forth on special occasions. the brass chandelier for candles has hung in its central position since . bishop white officiated as rector during revolutionary days, and his body lies under the altar. many well-known figures of american history worshiped here, both washington and franklin maintaining pews which are still preserved. that in which washington sat was placed in independence hall in . in the churchyard adjoining are buried a number of noted patriots, including benjamin franklin, robert morris, the financier of the revolution, james wilson, the first justice of the state and a signer of the declaration and constitution, brigadier general john forbes, john penn, peyton randolph, francis hopkinson, doctor benjamin rush, generals lambert, cadwalader, charles lee and jacob morgan of the continental army, and commodores truxton, bainbridge and dale of the navy. in the southeast part of the city, at swanson and christian streets, just east of front street, is located the ivy-clad old swedes' church, one of the most venerable buildings in america. it stands on the site of a blockhouse erected by the swedish settlers in . the present structure of brick was begun in and finished two years later. for one hundred and forty-three years it remained a worshiping place of the swedish lutherans, and for one hundred and thirty years it was in charge of ministers sent over from sweden. the baptismal font is the original one brought from sweden, and the communion service has been in use since . in the adjoining churchyard the oldest tombstone bearing a legible epitaph is dated . here alexander wilson, the celebrated naturalist, was buried at his own request, saying that the "birds would be apt to come and sing over my grave." although generally colonial in external appearance, and frankly so in the detail of its wood trim, the arrangement of the structure and its proportions, especially the peaked gable over the entrance and the small, low and square wooden belfry, give it a somewhat foreign aspect which is by no means surprising in the circumstances. indeed, it may be said to have decided norse suggestion. the interior, with its severely simple galleries, straight-backed wooden pews and high pulpit under the chancel window, has that quaintness to be seen in the earliest country churches of america. two big-eyed, winged cherubim on the organ loft are interesting examples of early swedish wood carving probably taken from an old swedish ship. st. peter's at south third and pine streets, the second protestant episcopal church in the city, was an offshoot of christ church, and for many years both were under the same rectorship. washington, during his various sojourns in philadelphia, attended sometimes one and again the other, and pew number in st. peter's is pointed out as his. the building was erected in and still retains its colonial characteristics. it is a brick structure two and a half stories in height, having pedimental ends and corners quoined with stone. the fenestration with many round-headed windows is excellent and has already been alluded to in chapter viii. at one end a massive, square, vine-clad belfry tower of brick rises to a height of six stories, above which there is a tall, slender wooden spire surmounted by a ball and cross. within are the original square box pews with doors, and seats facing both ways, those of the galleries being similarly arranged. the whole aspect is one of great plainness and simple dignity, yet withal pleasing. a unique feature is the location of the organ and altar at the eastern end and the reading desk and lofty wineglass pulpit, with sounding board overhead, at the western end. this compels the rector to conduct part of the service at each end of the church and obliges the congregation to change to the other seat of the pews in order to face in the opposite direction. in the adjoining churchyard are buried many distinguished early residents of the city, including commodore stephen decatur. trinity church, oxford, stands on the site of a log meetinghouse where church of england services were held as early as . the present brick structure was erected in . standing among fine old trees in the midst of a picturesque churchyard, it has an appearance rather english than american. the detail of the wood trim is obviously colonial, however, and the brickwork corresponds to the best in philadelphia. the influence of flemish brickwork is seen in the large diamond patterns each side of the semicircular marble inscription tablet above the principal doorway. st. paul's protestant episcopal church, south third and walnut streets, was designed by william strickland and built some years later than st. peter's. the exterior remains the same, but the interior has been considerably altered. it is a simple gable-roof structure of plastered rubble masonry, and its façade with broad pilasters, handsome round-topped windows and simple doorway is heavily vine-clad. a handsome fence with highly ornamental wrought-iron gates and large ball-topped posts lends a touch of added refinement to the picture. edwin forrest, the eminent american actor, is buried in one of the vaults of the church. although the friends were the first sect to erect a meetinghouse of their own in germantown, about , the mennonites built a log meetinghouse in , the first of this sect in america, and their present stone church on germantown avenue, near herman street, in , a modest one-story gable-roof structure of ledge stone. it would be impossible to conceive anything simpler than the tall, narrow, double doors with the little hood above a stone stoop with plain, iron handrail on one side. in the churchyard in front of it lie the remains of the man who shot and mortally wounded general agnew during the battle of germantown. index abacus, , acanthus leaf, , adam, mantels, , , ; design, in american building, ; cornice and frieze, agnew, general, allen, nathaniel, ambler, doctor w. s., american flag, the first, tradition concerning the making of, , andirons, , andré, major john, , arch street, house at no. 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reference books on joinery the fountainhead of, ; more or less common to all buildings of the period in philadelphia, colonnettes, , columns, of hope lodge, ; of city blocks, ; engaged ionic, of the woodlands, ; tuscan, of house no. germantown avenue, ; of loudoun, ; ionic, of solitude, ; reeded, of the highlands, ; of bartram house, ; engaged, supporting pediment, ; engaged, supporting massive entablature, ; of wharton house, ; fluted, of house no. germantown avenue, ; fluted, of dr. denton's house, ; of upsala, ; fluted, in independence hall, ; engaged, in independence hall, combes alley, combes alley house, windows of, ; shutters of, congress hall, windows of, ; history and description of, - consoles, hand-carved, , , , , , ; of dental course, ; of mount pleasant, ; of independence hall, constitution of united states, setting of convention which framed, continental congresses in philadelphia, , , corinthian, doorways, ; capitals, ; pilasters, , , ; girard college, ; stock exchange, cornices, of woodford, , ; of hope lodge, , ; of girard house, ; of port royal house, ; of city blocks, ; of morris house, ; of upsala, ; of mount pleasant, , , , , ; of house no. germantown avenue, ; of vernon, ; of solitude, ; of cliveden, , ; of the highlands, ; of green tree inn, ; of house no. germantown avenue, ; of house no. spruce street, ; of house no. germantown avenue, ; of house no. frankford avenue, ; of grumblethorpe, ; of stenton, ; of whitby hall, , ; of mount vernon, ; as usually used, , ; of house no. pine street, ; with prominent modillions, ; of independence hall, , ; of congress hall, ; in girard national bank building, corona, coultas, colonel, , coultas, james, country houses, georgian, of brick, - ; ledge-stone, - coving, of hope lodge, ; of girard house, ; of green tree inn, cupolas, , custom house, cymatium, , , , cypress street, house no. , mantel of, dado, , , , , dais, president's, in congress hall, , dale, commodore, decatur, commodore stephen, declaration of independence, signing of, , de lancy, captain john peter, dentil course, of morris house, ; of house no. germantown avenue, ; of house no. frankford avenue, ; of house no. germantown avenue, ; of dr. denton's house, ; of upsala, ; of the woodlands, ; of mount pleasant, , ; and mantel, , ; of independence hall, denton, dr., his house, , deschler, david, deschler, widow, dickinson, john, dirck, keyser house, footscraper of, door-casings, of hope lodge, ; of blackwell house, ; of mount pleasant, ; molded, ; of houses no. league street and no. germantown avenue, ; rusticated, ; of whitby hall, doorheads, pedimental, , , , ; elaborated, door trim, doors, paneled, of hope lodge, , ; paneled, of stenton, ; of girard house, ; paneled, of city blocks, ; of blackwell house, ; of upsala, ; of grumblethorpe, ; of wyck, ; paneled, of house no. germantown avenue, ; paneled, of loudoun, ; of the highlands, ; of johnson house, ; four types common in colonial period, ; single and double, ; types classified according to arrangement of panels ; six-panel, , , , ; three-panel, ; four-panel, ; eight-panel, , ; of morris house, ; of house no. south seventh street, ; of house no. spruce street, ; of house no. germantown avenue, ; of house no. frankford avenue, ; of powel house, ; of wharton house, ; of grumblethorpe, ; of house no. germantown avenue, ; double blind, ; of mount pleasant, ; of cliveden, ; of solitude, ; of perot-morris house, ; of upsala, ; with molded flat panels, ; in round-arched doorways, , ; closet, ; by the side of the fireplace, doorways, of woodford, ; doric, of port royal house, ; of city blocks, ; of blackwell house, ; pedimental, of morris house, ; of grumblethorpe, ; of the woodlands, ; of house no. germantown avenue, ; of vernon, ; of loudoun, ; of solitude, ; doric, of cliveden, ; of the highlands, ; of bartram house, ; the dominating feature of façade, ; have character and individuality, ; broad range of, in philadelphia houses, ; unlike those of new england, ; high and narrow, and speak of quaker severity, ; recessed, ; the simplest type of, , ; of houses no. league street and no. germantown avenue, ; the characteristic type of pedimental door trim, ; of houses no. germantown avenue and no. pine street, , ; of morris house, ; of houses no. germantown avenue and no. south seventh street, ; of house no. spruce street, ; of house no. germantown avenue, ; of house no. frankford avenue, , ; of the powel house, , ; of house no. south seventh street, ; of grumblethorpe, ; of house no. germantown avenue, , ; of corinthian order, ; of dr. denton's house, ; of mount pleasant, ; having complete entablature above fanlight surmounted by pediment, ; tuscan, ; doric, ; of cliveden, , ; fine specimen of mutulary doric, ; of solitude, ; of perot-morris house, , ; of upsala, ; of henry house, ; of house no. south eighth street, , ; of stenton, earliest instance of side lights in philadelphia, , ; round-arched, ; examples of round-arched, , ; of mount vernon, ; round-headed, , ; of congress hall, doric, doorway, , , , , , ; inspiration, in morris house, ; columns, , ; capitals, ; architrave, ; entablature, , ; cornice, , ; apartment, , ; frieze, ; mutulary, , , , , , dormers of hope lodge, ; of stenton, ; of port royal house, ; pedimental, of city blocks, ; of morris house, ; shed-roof, of livezey house, ; of upsala, ; of grumblethorpe, ; of mount pleasant, ; of house no. germantown avenue, ; of vernon, ; of loudoun, ; of solitude, ; of cliveden, ; of bartram house, ; of the johnson house, ; of green tree inn, ; of the billmeyer house, ; pedimental or gable-roofed, segmental topped, lean-to or shed-roofed, - dots and dashes, douglass, david, drama, introduced into philadelphia, drilled rope, , drop handles, , drops, dunkin, ann, dutch seats, eastwick, andrew, eaves, , , egg and dart motive, , , , eighth and spruce streets, house at, doorway of, ; stoop of, elfret alley, english classic style of architecture. _see_ georgian entablature, ; of loudoun, ; ionic, , ; corinthian, ; above fanlight, ; recessed, ; doric, , ; of mount pleasant, , ; at cliveden, ; at upsala, ; at house no. walnut street, ; at independence hall, entrances, of hope lodge, ; of stenton, ; characteristic, ; of upsala, ; of grumblethorpe, ; of the woodlands, ; of the billmeyer house, ; house associated with, ; of the morris house, . _see_ doorways, porches. estates of the countryside of philadelphia, evans house, windows of, , ; dormers of, ; shutters and blinds of, , , façade, of woodford, ; of hope lodge, ; of morris house, ; of upsala, , ; of grumblethorpe, ; of mount pleasant, ; of vernon, ; of cliveden, ; of the highlands, ; of bartram house, ; of independence hall, fanlights, used in philadelphia entrances, ; of house no. south eighth street, ; of upsala, , ; of the woodlands, , ; of vernon, ; of loudoun, ; of the highlands, , ; transom replaced by, ; of house no. germantown avenue, ; of house no. pine street, ; of house no. germantown avenue, ; of house no. germantown avenue, ; of house no. frankford avenue, ; a frequent type of doorway with, ; of the wharton house, ; of grumblethorpe, ; a rare type of, ; patterned after a much-used palladian window, ; of house no. fisher's lane, ; of house no. south eighth street, ; in round-headed doorways, ; of independence hall, , ; of congress hall, ; of the pennsylvania hospital, farmhouse type, pennsylvania, characteristic examples of, farmhouses, fascia, , , , , , fences, , , , fenestration. _see_ windows festoons, , , , "fête champêtre", firebacks, , , fire balconies, , fire marks, fireplaces, of woodford, ; of hope lodge, ; of livezey house, ; of mount pleasant, ; the significance and the history of, - ; segmental arched, fisher, deborah, . _see_ wharton, deborah fisher, samuel, fisher's lane, house no. , eight-panel door of, ; porch of, fixtures, wrought-iron, for hanging and fastening shutters and blinds, flemish bond, , , , , floors, of woodford, florentine manner, iron work wrought in, florida cession, the, flow, john h., and the tradition of the first american flag, flush pointing, flutings, , - footscrapers, , , - forbes, brigadier general john, foreshortening, of windows, of girard house, ; of city blocks, , ; of morris house, ; of livezey house, ; of johnson house, ; of the billmeyer house, ; in three-story houses, , forrest, edwin, fourth and liberty streets, house at, frankford, frankford avenue, house no. , doorway of, franklin, benjamin, , , , , franklin inn, franks, abigail, franks, david, franks, isaac, franks, rebecca, free quakers' meeting house, windows of, , ; lintels of, frieze, of the woodlands, ; of house no. league street, ; of house no. germantown avenue, ; of whitby hall, ; of house no. cypress street, ; of house no. walnut street, ; of solitude, front, double, of morris house, , furniture, old, , , , gable ends, gable roofs, ; of livezey house, ; of upsala, , ; of house no. germantown avenue, ; of vernon, ; of bartram house, ; of the johnson house, ; of independence hall, ; of st. paul's protestant episcopal church, gambrel roof, gardens, of city houses, ; of morris house, ; of grumblethorpe, , ; of the woodlands, , ; of house no. germantown avenue, ; of john bartram, , gates, georgian countryhouses of brick, - georgian fireplace, georgian sashes, , georgian style, , , ; of brick houses, ; woodford, ; hope lodge, ; the woodlands, , ; clunie, , ; of brick houses, ; the highlands, germantown, battle of, , , , , , , , germantown, ledge-stone houses at, germantown academy, the, , germantown avenue, house no. , description of, - ; history of, , ; six-panel door of house no. , ; eight-panel door of house no. , ; house no. , doorway of, ; house no. , doorway of, ; house no. , doorway of, ; house no. , doorway of, ; house no. , doorway of, , ; house no. , dormers of, ; house no. , blinds of, , ; house no. , shutter fasteners of, germantown stone, germantown type of pointing, ginkgo tree, the, girard, stephen, - ; his will, , girard college, , , , girard (stephen) house, glass, glen fern. _see_ livezey house gothic, tracery, , ; detail, ; arch, curves reminiscent of, gowen house, gravitating catches, gray, martha ibbetson, greame park, ; windows of, ; dormers of, grecian band, , , , grecian fret, , , , , , , greek architecture, girard college a fine specimen of, green tree inn, , ; six-panel door of, ; doorway of, haines family, hallam's (william) old american company, , halls, of wyck, ; an important interior feature, ; in early times, ; development of, ; staircases and balconies introduced into, ; in the georgian period of english architecture, , ; in provincial mansions of philadelphia, ; of stenton, , ; from back to front of the house, ; of whitby hall, - , - ; of mount pleasant, - ; of cliveden, , ; of upsala, , hamilton, alexander, hamilton, andrew, designer of independence hall, , , ; married abigail franks, ; the first of the name in america, ; benjamin chew studied law with, hamilton, governor james, hamilton, william, - hancock, john, handles, brass, of woodford, handrail, wrought-iron, of woodford, ; wrought-iron, of city blocks, ; of wistar house, ; patterned after cathedral grilles and screens, ; other examples of, - , , headers, , , , heage, william, heath, susanna, heating, methods of, - henry house, hewn stone country houses, - highlands, the, description of, , ; history of, , ; door of, ; porch of, ; unique in having porch, side-lights, and elliptical fanlight, ; windows of, ; blinds of, hinges, , , hipped roof, of woodford, ; of hope lodge, , ; of stenton, ; of girard house, ; of port royal house, ; of the stable of the woodlands, ; of mount pleasant, , ; of vernon, ; of loudoun, ; of solitude, ; of the highlands, ; of congress hall, hitner, purchaser of the highlands, holme, thomas, , hoods, , , hope, henry, hope lodge, description of, - ; history of, , ; door of, ; porch of, ; windows of, , ; dormers of, ; shutters of, ; round-headed doorway of, ; arch across main hall of, hopkinson, francis, horse block, howe, sir william, , , independence hall, designed by andrew hamilton, ; meeting of second continental congress in, ; windows of, , ; stair-end treatment of, ; history and description of, - inns and taverns of colonial days, , interior wood-finish, of the average eighteenth-century philadelphia house, - ; in the better houses of the provincial period, , ; of stenton, , ; of whitby hall, ; doors and doorways, - ; white-painted, , ; of congress hall, ; of carpenters' hall, interiors, colonial, a favorite treatment of, ionic, pilasters, , ; columns, , ; entablature, , , ; doorway, ; pediments, , ; window, ; newel, ; pulvinated, , ; cornice, ; walls of tower, ; palladian window, ; hall in independence hall, ; volute, ironwork, - jambs, molded, ; paneled, , , , , , , , , ; rusticated, jansen, dirck, jansen family, jefferson, thomas, johnson house, description of, , ; history of, , ; six-paneled door of, ; doorway of, ; windows of, ; dormers of, ; shutters of, johnson, general sir henry, johnson, john, , johnson, john, jr., johnson, norton, johnson, sallie w., johnson, doctor william n., joinery, reference books on, jones, inigo, kearsley, doctor john, , keith, sir william, key plate, keyed arch, keyed lintels, , , , keystones, , , kitchen, of stenton, ; of grumblethorpe, knobs, , , knockers, , , , , knox, henry, kunders, thomas, la fayette, , , la grange alley, house no. , balustrade of, lambert, general, landings, staircase, , , , , , laurel hill, windows of, ; shutters of, leaded glass, league street, house no. , doorway of, ledge-stone country houses, - ledge stonework, of germantown, its picturesque appeal, ; its adaptability, , ; has marked horizontal effect, ; is conducive to handsome, honest masonry, ; in combination with white-painted woodwork, , , ; mansions, the chief distinction of philadelphia architecture, lee, alice, lee, arthur, lee, general charles, lee, richard henry, lee, thomas, lenox, general, lesbian leaf ornaments, , lewis, mordecai, , lewis, samuel n., lewis, william, liberty bell, - library, of stenton, lime, makeshift for, lintels, of port royal house, ; keyed, of city blocks, ; of morris house, ; keyed, of upsala, ; keyed, of mount pleasant, ; keyed, of cliveden, ; of the highlands, ; of bartram house, ; stone, livezey, john, livezey, rachael, livezey, thomas, livezey, thomas, jr., , livezey, thomas, son of thomas, jr., livezey house, description of, , ; history of, - ; six-panel door of, ; windows of, ; dormers of, ; shutters and blinds of, , logan, albanus, logan, deborah, logan, doctor george, logan, gustavus, , logan, james, , , logan, william, lombardy poplar, the, loudoun, description of, , ; history of, , ; eight-panel door of, ; windows of, ; dormers, ; shutters and blinds of, , lukens family, mackinett, daniel, macpherson, john, , madison, dolly, mahogany, mansard roof, mantel shelves, , - mantels, of woodford, ; of upsala, , - ; of the highlands, ; development of, ; of stenton, ; of whitby hall, , ; of mount vernon, - ; of mount pleasant, , ; of cliveden, ; of old spruce street house, ; with shelf, ; of form of complete entablature, ; hand-carved ornaments for, ; for hob grate, ; elaborate, , ; of house at third and delancy streets, ; of the rex house, ; of house no. cypress street, ; of house no. walnut street, marble, houses of, ; pennsylvania, of house no. germantown avenue, ; use of, in trimmings, , , , , , , , , , markets, markham, captain william, marshall, chief justice john, , mastic, matthews, james, mcclenahan, blair, medallion, mennonites, church of, , merailles, don juan de, mermaid inn, in mount airy, metopes, , millan, hans, "mischianza", modillions, of woodford, ; of stenton, ; hand-tooled, of city blocks, ; of mount pleasant, ; of house no. germantown avenue, ; of cliveden, ; of upsala, ; of whitby hall, ; of mount pleasant, , ; of independence hall, ; of the girard national bank building, molding, denticulated, , , , , , , , , ; ovolo, , , , , ; cornice, , ; of classic order, ; rope, ; bolection, , , , , ; of mount pleasant, ; crenelated, ; of panel, ; bed, ; cavetto, , ; ogee, , ; of inside doors, morgan, general jacob, morris, anthony, morris, joshua, morris, luke wistar, morris, robert, services of, ; lived in philadelphia, ; grave of, morris, samuel, , morris, captain samuel, , morris, samuel b., morris house, description of, , , ; history of, , ; door of, ; doorway of, , ; windows of, , , , ; dormers of, ; shutters of, , , mount pleasant, description of, - ; history of, - ; three-panel door of, ; doorway of, ; stoop of, ; windows of, ; dormers of, ; with neither outside shutters nor blinds, ; palladian window of, ; hall of, - ; chimney-piece of, , ; interior wood finish of, , , , , , , ; round-headed windows of, mount vernon, - mullions, fluted, muntins, of woodford, ; of hope lodge, ; of christ church, ; of six-panel doors, musgrave, colonel, mutules, newels, , , , , , , nichol, james, northern liberties, the, observatory, , ogee, old swedes' church, , , , openings, elliptical-headed, outinian society, oval shell pattern, overmantel, , , ovolo, reeded, , ; enriched, ; hand-tooled, ; with bead and reel and egg and dart motive, ; molded, ; with egg and dart motive, , paintings, first exhibition of, palladian window, of woodford, ; of port royal house, ; of the woodlands, ; of mount pleasant, , , ; of the highlands, ; gable-roof dormers with, ; chancel, ; of independence hall, ; in domestic architecture, , ; on landing, ; of whitby hall, , , ; of independence hall, ; of carpenters' hall, ; of christ church, , pancoast, samuel, paneling, in shutters of woodford, ; in doors of hope lodge, ; in wainscots of hope lodge, ; of window-seats of hope lodge, ; of doors of stenton, ; of wainscoting of stenton, ; of walls of stenton, ; in shutters of girard house, ; of shutters of city blocks, ; of doors of city blocks, ; of sides of rooms and fireplace openings, ; of shutters of morris house, ; of wainscots of upsala, , ; of doors of wyck, ; of door and wainscots of house no. germantown avenue, ; of shutters of loudoun, ; of door of loudoun, ; of shutters of johnson house, ; doors classified according to, ; six-panel doors, , , , ; three-panel doors, ; eight-panel doors, , ; of jambs, , , , ; of door of morris house, ; of door of house no. south seventh street, ; of door of house no. spruce street, ; of door of house no. germantown avenue, ; of door of house no. frankford avenue, ; of door of powel house, ; of jambs of wharton house, ; of door of wharton house, ; of door of grumblethorpe, ; of door of house no. germantown avenue, ; of door of mount pleasant, ; of doors of cliveden, ; of soffits, ; of doors of solitude, ; of door of perot-morris house, ; of door of upsala, ; of jambs and soffit of henry house, ; molded flat, ; of doors in round-arched doorways, , ; of shutters, , ; of dado of stenton, ; of wainscot of cliveden, ; of wainscot of mount vernon, ; of wainscot of mount pleasant, ; of mantels, with shelf, ; of hall, parlor, and reception room, ; of wainscot, ; of chimney-piece, ; of overmantel, ; of reception room at stenton, ; of inside doors, ; of jambs and soffits, ; of door of independence hall, ; in independence hall, , , panes, size, , ; number, - , - ; rectangular, ; keystone-shaped, ; quarter-round, paschall, thomas, pastorius, francis daniel, peale, rembrandt, peale museum, pediments, of woodford, ; of port royal house, ; of city blocks, ; of blackwell house, ; of the woodlands, ; of house no. germantown avenue, ; of vernon, ; of loudoun, ; of cliveden, ; of the highlands, ; forming hood above doorway, ; of doorhead, ; of morris house, ; ionic, pen rhyn house, windows of, penn, granville, penn, granville john, penn, john, - , , penn, governor john, penn, letitia, , penn, thomas, penn, william, , , , , , penn's house, windows of, pennsylvania, importance of attitude of, in the revolution, pennsylvania hospital, , - penthouse roof, influence of, , , ; characteristic feature of ledge stonework, , ; of grumblethorpe, ; of house no. germantown avenue, ; of green tree inn, , ; of billmeyer, ; of whitby hall, perot, elliston, perot, john, perot-morris house, eight-panel door of, , ; doorway of, , ; windows of, ; dormers of, ; shutters and blinds of, , , peters, judge richard, philadelphia, unique position of, in american architecture, ; old buildings of, of brick and stone, and substantial in character, ; much of best colonial domestic architecture to be found in neighborhood of, ; history enacted in buildings of, ; georgian and pure colonial styles in, ; review of early history of, ; laid out by thomas holme, ; character of early settlers of, ; early commerce of, ; at the time of the revolution, ; importance of, in eighteenth century, ; a refuge for immigrants of persecuted sects, ; quaker influence in, ; scotch-irish ascendancy in, ; center of the new republic in embryo, ; the meeting of the continental congresses in, , ; the sitting of the convention for framing the constitution in, ; the national capital, ; famous men associated with, ; list of first things established or done at, - ; noted for its generous hospitality, ; brilliancy of its social life, - ; theaters in, ; estates of the countryside, ; has distinctive architecture in brick, stone, and woodwork, and diversified architecture of city and country types, ; clung to the manners and customs of the mother country, ; brick favored in, , ; the dominant feature of the domestic architecture of the city proper, ; houses of, possess charm of architectural merit combined with historic interest, philosophical society, the, piers, of stenton, ; of cliveden, pilasters, of woodford, ; of hope lodge, ; fluted, of city blocks, ; fluted, of blackwell house, ; fluted, of morris house, ; of the woodlands, ; of mount pleasant, ; of the highlands, ; supporting pediment, ; of house no. germantown avenue, ; fluted, of whitby hall, , ; of mount vernon, ; of upsala, , , ; paneled, of house no. cypress street, , ; fluted, of independence hall, , pillars, pine, edgar, pine, robert edge, pine street, house no. , footscraper of, pine street, house no. , doorway of, pineapple, the, plastered stone country houses, - ; one of the distinctive types of philadelphia architecture, plastic club, pointing, methods of, ; of upsala, ; of the woodlands, ; of hewn stone houses, ; flush, of cliveden, ; of the highlands, pomfret, earl of, poor richard club, porch, to servants' quarters and kitchen, of hope lodge, ; of stenton, porches, of hope lodge, , ; pedimental, of upsala, , ; of the highlands, ; not common, ; of the highlands, ; of the henry house, ; elliptical, of house no. fisher's lane, port royal house, description of, , ; history of, - ; three-panel door of, ; windows of, ; dormers of, ; blinds of, , portico, , , portius, james, induced by penn to come to the new world, ; a leading member of the carpenters' company, ; laid foundation of builders' library, ports, powel house, eight-panel door of, ; doorway of, ; stoop of, ; windows of, , ; dormers of, ; shutters of, , public buildings, of philadelphia, historically and architecturally inspiring, ; discussion of, - quakers, philadelphia a place of refuge for, ; influence of, in philadelphia, ; loved eating and drinking, , ; other distractions of, ; little difference between homes of "world's people" and, quoining, , , , , , race street, house no. , windows of, ; shutters of, , race street, house no. , stoop of, railing, wrought iron, , ; adaptation of gothic tracery, rails, of blinds, , ; of doors, , ; of shutters, , ; of windows, rain gauge, ramsey, allan, randolph, edmund, randolph, peyton, randolph house, doorway of, red lion inn, survival of inns of colonial days, reed, general joseph, reed, joseph, reeded casings, reeded ovolo, , reeve, mrs. josiah, rex house, mantel of, ; interior wood finish of, reynolds, john, rhodes, samuel, ridge or weathered pointing, rim lock, , , rittenhouse, david, rock-face stonework, rolling ways, , roofs, balustraded, ; gable, , (livezey house), , (upsala), (no. germantown avenue), (vernon), (bartram house), (johnson house), (independence hall), (st. paul's protestant episcopal church); gambrel, ; hipped, (woodford), (hope lodge), (stenton), (home of stephen girard), (port royal house), (stable of the woodlands), , (mount pleasant), (loudoun), (solitude), (independence hall); mansard, rosettes, ross, betsy, , ross, john, roxborough, rubble masonry, , , , , , , , rush, doctor benjamin, rush, colonel william, st. luke's church, st. paul's protestant episcopal church, st. peter's protestant episcopal church, , , , sargent, john, sash bars, sashes, three-paned, , ; six-paned, , , , , , - , ; seven-paned, ; eight-paned, , , , , ; nine-paned, , , , , , - ; ten-paned, , ; twelve-paned, , , , , - , - ; fifteen-paned, , ; sixteen-paned, , ; eighteen-paned, ; twenty-paned, ; twenty-four-paned, ; with blinds, ; sliding georgian, ; upper and lower, adjustment of, ; double-hung, ; sliding, say, thomas, scotch-irish, in philadelphia, scroll work, , , , _sea nymph_, the, seats, doorway, , , , ; window, , , seventh and locust streets, house at, footscraper of, ; handrail of, sharpless, john, sheaff, george, shingles, shippen, edward, shippen, peggy, shippen, doctor william, shippen house, shoemaker, jacob, shoemaker, thomas, shutters, paneled, ; of woodford, ; of hope lodge, ; paneled, of girard house, ; paneled, of city blocks, ; paneled, of morris house, ; of livezey house, ; of upsala, ; of grumblethorpe, ; of house no. germantown avenue, ; of vernon, ; paneled, of loudoun, ; of cliveden, ; paneled, of johnson house, ; of the billmeyer house, ; use of, - ; boxed, ; paneling of, , ; methods of hanging and fastening, - side lights, of stenton, , ; of the highlands, ; rare, ; earliest instance of, in philadelphia, ; of pennsylvania hospital, site and relic society, , sketch club, skirting, soffits, paneled, , , , , , , , ; fluted, ; rusticated, solitude, description of, , ; history of, - ; three-paneled door of, ; doorway of, ; windows of, ; dormers of, ; with neither outside shutters nor blinds, ; interior finish of, south american street, house no. , stoop of, south eighth street, house no. , eight-paneled door of, ; doorway of, , ; stoop of, south ninth street, house no. , stoop of, south seventh street, house no. , eight-paneled door of, , ; doorway of, ; stoop of, ; handrail of, , south seventh street, house no. , doorway of, ; stoop of, south third street, house no. , porch of, south third street, house no. , footscrapers of, southwark, or south street, theater, sower, christopher, spandrils, molded, spindles, spruce street, house no. , doorway of, spruce street, old house on, chimney-piece of, stable, of the woodlands, staircases, wainscoted, ; hall, , , , ; of stenton, , ; of whitby hall, - , - ; of mount pleasant, - ; of cliveden, , ; of upsala, , ; of independence hall, ; of pennsylvania hospital, stair rail, footscraper combined with, , stairway, of hope lodge, ; balustraded, of mount pleasant, ; of the highlands, stamper, john, state house, the old (independence hall), , steeples, , , , stenton, description of, - ; history of, - ; door of, ; doorway of, , ; windows of, , ; with neither outside shutters nor blinds, ; hall of, , ; fireplace of, ; interior wood finish of, , , , steps, of woodford, ; of hope lodge, ; of stenton, ; single, of city blocks, ; of upsala, ; of grumblethorpe, ; of the highlands, ; of house no. south seventh street, ; on various classes of stoops, - steuben, baron von, stiles, of doors, , ; of doors, double, ; of windows, ; of shutters, , ; of blinds, stiles, daniel, stiles, edward, - stiles, john, stocker house, windows of, ; dormers of, stonework, surfaced and ledge, ; the refinements and the essentials of, ; pointed and unpointed, ; not always pleasing, , ; plastered, - ; surfaced, to be recommended only for large and pretentious residences or for public work, . _see_ ledge-stone stoops, , - , stretchers, of blocks, , ; of stenton, ; of morris house, strickland, william, , string course, stuart, gilbert, , sully, thomas, surbase, , , , , , swaenson family, swag, swedes, at the mouth of the schuylkill river, theaters, in philadelphia, third and delancy streets, house at, mantel of, third and pine streets, house at, doorway of, ; porch of, third and spruce streets, house at, footscraper of, tiles, of woodford, ; of stenton, , torus, , , tower, , , transom, four-paned, , triglyphs, , , trinity church, , truxton, commodore, turn buckles, tuscan, doorway, , , ; columns, two-family house, underground passage, , "underground railway", upsala, description of, , ; history of, , ; eight-panel door of, ; porch and doorway of, , ; footscraper of, ; windows of, ; dormers of, ; shutters and blinds of, , ; hall and staircase of, , ; mantels of, - ; chambers of, , ; interior woodwork of, urns, vernon, description of, , ; history of, ; door of, ; footscraper of, ; windows of, ; dormers of, ; shutters of, wainscots, of woodford, ; of hope lodge, ; of stenton, , ; of blackwell house, ; of livezey house, ; of upsala, , ; of house no. germantown avenue, ; of cliveden, ; of mount vernon, ; of mount pleasant, ; paneled, , ; of independence hall, wall paper, hand-blocked, walls, of city blocks, , waln house, windows of, ; shutters of, walnut street, house no. , walnut street theater, walter, thomas ustick, , washington, george, his farewell address in philadelphia, ; at stenton, ; at house no. germantown avenue, ; at billmeyer house, ; statues of, , ; portrait of, ; associations of congress hall with, , ; at st. peter's church, water table, watmough, colonel james horatio, wayne, captain isaac, waynesborough, ; windows of, ; blinds of, wentz family, west, benjamin, , west, william, wharton, charles, wharton, deborah (fisher), , wharton, francis rawle, wharton, hannah, wharton, isaac, wharton, joseph, , wharton, robert, wharton, william, wharton house, , - ; eight-panel door of, ; doorway of, ; windows of, , ; dormers of, ; shutters of, , whiskey rebellion, the, whitby hall, windows of, , ; shutters of, ; palladian window of, , ; hall and stairway of, - , - ; history of, , ; chimney-piece of, , ; interior wood finish of, , , , , ; round-headed windows of, white, bishop, white, doctor, whitefield, bishop, "widow mackinett's tavern", william iv, king, william henry, prince, williams, jonathan, willing family, wilson, alexander, wilson, james, window-casings, , , window embrasures, , , , window frames, of stenton, ; of city blocks, ; of house no. germantown avenue, ; during the colonial period, a perpetuation of the initial types, ; of heavy type, ; molded, window seats, , , window sills, of upsala, ; of house no. germantown avenue, ; of the highlands, ; of bartram house, ; stone, ; in independence hall, windows, ; of hope lodge, ; of stenton, , ; of the girard house, ; of port royal house, ; of city blocks, , ; of morris house, , ; of livezey house, , ; of upsala, ; of grumblethorpe, , ; of the woodlands, ; of mount pleasant, ; of house no. germantown avenue, ; of vernon, ; of loudoun, ; of solitude, ; of cliveden, ; of the highlands, , ; of the johnson house, , ; of green tree inn, ; of the billmeyer house, ; during the colonial period, a perpetuation of the initial types, ; treatment of, , ; of independence hall, ; of congress hall, ; of carpenters' hall, ; of pennsylvania hospital, , ; ten-paned, ; twelve-paned, , , , ; eighteen-paned, , ; twenty-four-paned, , , , , , , ; ranging, , , , , , , , , ; round-topped, , , , , , , , , , , ; square-headed, ; segmental-topped, , . _see_ dormers, palladian, sashes wing steps, , , wissahickon creek, mill on, - wistar, doctor caspar, , , wistar, daniel, wistar, john, wistar, william, wistar house, , - ; balustrade of, ; windows of, , ; dormers of, ; shutters of, , wistar parties, , _wistaria_, wister, alexander w., wister, charles j., , wister, charles j., jr., wister, daniel, wister, john, , , wister, margaret, wister, owen, wister, sally, "wister's big house." _see_ grumblethorpe witherill house, dormers of, ; shutters of, wood, white-painted, houses of, wood carvers, wood finish. _see_ interior woodford, description of, - ; history of, - ; door of, ; windows of, ; shutters of, woodlands, the, description of, - ; history of, - ; with neither outside shutters nor blinds, ; palladian windows of, , woods, white-painted soft, the possibilities of, woodwork brought from overseas, but later produced in the colonies, ; interior, of woodford, ; of hope lodge, ; of stenton, , ; of blackwell house, , ; white-painted, in combination with ledge stone, , , ; of upsala, ; of grumblethorpe, , ; of mount pleasant, ; of house no. germantown avenue, , ; of vernon, ; of solitude, ; of cliveden, ; of the highlands, ; of the billmeyer house, ; of house no. south seventh street, ; suggesting dutch influence, ; of mount vernon, ; of christ church, "world's people", the, , , wyck, - ; door of, ; footscraper of, ; windows of, ; dormers of, ; shutters of, , wynnestay, windows of, ; dormers of, ; shutters of, , luther and the reformation: the life-springs of our liberties. by joseph a. seiss, d.d., pastor of the church of the holy communion, philadelphia author of "a miracle in stone," "voices from babylon," etc. etc. [illustration: joseph a. seiss.] charles c. cook, nassau street, new york. copyright, , by porter & coates. preface. the first part of this book presents the studies of the author in preparing a memorial oration delivered in the city of new york, november , , on the four hundredth anniversary of the birth of martin luther. the second part presents his studies in a like preparation for certain discourses delivered in the city of philadelphia at the bi-centennial of the founding of the commonwealth of pennsylvania. there was no intention, in either case, to make a book, however small in size. but the utterances given on these occasions having been solicited for publication in permanent shape for common use, and the two parts being intimately related in the exhibition of the most vital springs of our religious and civil freedom, it has been concluded to print these studies entire and together in this form, in hope that the same may satisfy all such desires and serve to promote truth and righteousness. throughout the wide earth there has been an unexampled stir with regard to the life and work of the great reformer, and these presentations may help to show it no wild craze, but a just and rational recognition of god's wondrous providence in the constitution of our modern world. and to him who was, and who is, and who is to come, the god of all history and grace, be the praise, the honor, and the glory, world without end! thanksgiving day, . contents. luther and the reformation pp. - . human greatness, .--_the papacy_, .--efforts at reform, .--time of the reformation, .--frederick the wise, .--reuchlin, .--erasmus, .--ulric von hütten, .--ulrich zwingli, .--melanchthon, .--john calvin, .--luther the chosen instrument, .--his origin, .--early training, .--_nature of the reformation_, .--luther's spiritual training, .--development for his work, .--visit to rome, .--elected town-preacher, .--made a doctor, .--his various labors, .--collision with the hierarchy, .--the indulgence-traffic, .--tetzel's performances, .--luther on indulgences, .--sermon on indulgences, .--appeal to the bishops, .--_the ninety-five theses_, .--effect of the theses, .--tetzel's end, .--luther's growing influence, .--appeal to the pope, .--citation to rome, .--appears before cajetan, .--cajetan's failure, .--progress of events, .--_the leipsic disputation_, .--results of the debate, .--luther's excommunication, .--answer to the pope's bull, .--_the diet of worms_, .--doings of the romanists, .--luther summoned to the diet, .--luther at the diet, .--refuses to retract, .--his condemnation, .--carried to the wartburg, .--_translation of the bible_, .--his conservatism, .--growth of the reformation, .--_luther's catechisms_, .--protestants and war, .--_the confession of augsburg_, .--league of smalcald, .--luther's later years, .--_his personale_, .--his great qualities, .--his alleged coarseness, .--his marvelous achievements, .--his impress upon the world, .--his enemies and revilers, . the founding of pennsylvania, pp. - . i. the history and the men. beginning of colonization in america, .--movements in sweden, .--swedish proposals, .--was penn aware of these plans? .--the swedes in advance of penn, .--_the men of those times_, .--gustavus adolphus, .--axel oxenstiern, .--peter minuit, .--william penn, .--estimate of penn, .--penn and the indians, .--penn's work, .--the greatness of faith, . ii. the principles enthroned. man's religious nature, .--_our state the product of faith_, .--gustavus and the swedes, .--the feelings of william penn, .--_recognition of the divine being_, .--enactments on the subject, .--importance of this principle, .--_religious liberty_, .--persecution for opinion's sake, .--spirit of the founders of pennsylvania, .--constitutional provisions, .--_safeguards to true liberty_, .--laws on religion and morals, .--forms of government, .--_a republican state_, .--the last two hundred years, . luther and the reformation. a rare spectacle has been spreading itself before the face of heaven during these last months. millions of people, of many nations and languages, on both sides of the ocean, simultaneously engaged in celebrating the birth of a mere man, four hundred years after he was born, is an unwonted scene in our world. unprompted by any voice of authority, unconstrained by any command of power, we join in the wide-ranging demonstration. in the happy freedom which has come to us among the fruits of that man's labors we bring our humble chaplet to grace the memory of one whose worth and services there is scarce capacity to tell. human greatness. some men are colossal. their characters are so massive, and their position in history is so towering, that other men can hardly get high enough to take their measure. an overruling providence so endows and places them that they affect the world, turn its course into new channels, impart to it a new spirit, and leave their impress on all the ages after them. even humble individuals, without titles, crowns, or physical armaments, have wrought themselves into the very life of the race and built their memorials in the characteristics of epochs. history tells of a certain saul of tarsus, a lone and friendless man, stripped of all earthly possessions, forced into battle with a universe of enthroned superstition, encompassed by perils which threatened every hour to dissolve him, who, pressing his way over mountains of difficulty and through seas of suffering, and dying a martyr to his cause, gave to europe a living god and to the nations another and an everlasting king. we likewise read of a certain christopher columbus, brooding in lowly retirement upon the structure of the physical universe, ridiculed, frowned on by the learned, repulsed by court after court, yet launching out into the unknown seas to find an undiscovered hemisphere, and opening the way for persecuted liberty to cradle the grand empire of popular rule amid the golden hills of a new and independent continent. and in this category stands the name of martin luther. he was a poor, plain man, only a doctor of divinity, without place except as a teacher in a university, without power or authority except in the convictions and qualities of his own soul, and with no implements save his bible, tongue, and pen; but with him the ages divided and human history took a new departure. two pre-eminent revolutions have passed over europe since the beginning of the christian era. the one struck the rome and rule of emperors; the other struck the rome and rule of popes. the one brought the dark ages; the other ended them. the one overwhelmed the dominion of the cæsars; the other humiliated a more than imperial dominion reared in cæsar's place. alaric, rhadagaisus, genseric, and attila were the chief instruments and embodiment of the first; _martin luther_ was the chief instrument and embodiment of the second. the one wrought bloody desolation; the other brought blessed renovation, under which humanity has bloomed its happiest and its best. the papacy. since phocas decreed the bishop of rome the supreme head of the church on earth there had grown up strange power which claimed to decide beyond appeal respecting everybody and everything--from affairs of empire to the burial of the dead, from the thoughts of men here to the estate of their souls hereafter--and to command the anathemas of god upon any who dared to question its authority. it held itself divinely ordained to give crowns and to take them away. kings and potentates were its vassals, and nations had to defer to it and serve it, on pain of _interdicts_ which smote whole realms with gloom and desolation, prostrated all the industries of life, locked up the very graveyards against decent sepulture, and consigned peoples and generations to an irresistible damnation. it was omnipresent and omnipotent in civilized europe. its clergy and orders swarmed in every place, all sworn to guard it at every point on peril of their souls, and themselves held sacred in person and retreat from all reach of law for any crime save lack of fealty to the great autocracy.[ ] the money, the armies, the lands, the legislatures, the judges, the executives, the police, the schools, with the whole ecclesiastical administration, reaching even to the most private affairs of life, were under its control. and at its centre sat its absolute dictator, unanswerable and supreme, the alleged vicar of god on earth, for whom to err was deemed impossible. think of a power which could force king henry iv., the heir of a long line of emperors, to strip himself of every mark of his station, put on the linen dress of a penitent, walk barefooted through the winter's snow to the pope's castle at canossa, and there to wait three days at its gates, unbefriended, unfed, and half perishing with cold and hunger, till all but the alleged vicar of jesus christ were moved with pity for his miseries as he stood imploring the tardy clemency of hildebrand, which was almost as humiliating in its bestowal as in its reservation. think of a power which could force the english king, henry ii., to walk three miles of a flinty road, with bare and bleeding feet, to canterbury, to be flogged from one end of the church to the other by the beastly monks, and then forced to spend the whole night in supplications to the spirit of an obstinate, perjured, and defiant archbishop, whom four of his over-zealous knights, without his orders, had murdered, and whose inner garments, when he was stripped to receive his shroud, were found alive with vermin! think of a power which, in defiance of the sealed safe-conduct of the empire, could seize john huss, one of the worthiest and most learned men of his time, and burn him alive in the presence of the emperor! think of a power which, by a single edict, caused the deliberate murder of more than fifty thousand men in the netherlands alone! footnotes: [ ] many assumed the clerical character for no other reason than that it might screen them from the punishment which their actions deserved, and the monasteries were full of people who entered them to be secure against the consequences of their crimes and atrocities.--rymer's _foedera_, vol. xiii. p. . efforts at reform. to restrain and humble this gigantic power was the desideratum of ages. for two hundred years had men been laboring to curb and tame it. from theologians and universities, from kings and emperors, from provinces and synods, from general councils, and even the college of cardinals--in every name of right, virtue, and religion--appeal after appeal and solemn effort after effort were made to reform the roman court and free the world from the terrible oppression. wars on wars were waged; provinces on provinces were deluged with blood; coalitions, bound by sacred oaths, were formed against the giant tyranny. and yet the hierarchy managed to maintain its assumptions and to overwhelm all remedial attempts. whether made by individuals or secular powers, by councils or governments, the result was the same. the pontificate still triumphed, with its claims unabridged, its dominion unbroken, its scandals uncured. a general council sat at constance to reform the clergy in head and members. it managed to rid itself of three popes between whom christendom was divided, when the emperor moved that the work of reform proceed. but the cardinals said, how can the church reform itself without a head? so they elected a pope who was to lead reform. yet a day had hardly passed before they found themselves in a traitor's power, who reaffirmed all the acts of the iniquitous john xxiii., who had just been deposed for his crimes, and presently endowed him with a cardinal's hat! when this pope, martin v., died, the cardinals thought to remedy their previous mistake. they would secure their reforms before electing a pope. so they erected themselves into a standing senate, without which no future pope could act. and they each took solemn oath, before god and all angels, by st. peter and all apostles, by the holy sacrament of christ's body and blood, and by all the powers that be, if elected, to conform to these arrangements and to use all the rights and prerogatives of the sublime position to put in force the reforms conceded to be necessary. but what are oaths and fore-pledges to candidates greedy for office? the tickets which elected the new pope had hardly been counted when he absolved himself from all previous obligations, disowned the senate of cardinals he had helped to erect, began his career with violence and robbery, plundered the cities and states of italy, religiously violated all compacts but those which favored his absolute supremacy, brought to none effect the reform council of basle, deceived germany with his specious and hollow concessions, averted the improvements he had sworn to make, and by his perfidy and cunning managed to retain in subordination to the old régime nearly the whole of that christendom which he had outraged! in spite of the efforts of centuries, this super-imperial power held by the throat a struggling world. to break that gnarled and bony hand, which locked up everything in its grasp; to bring down the towering altitude of that olden tyranny, whose head was lifted to the clouds; to strike from the soul its clanking chains and set the suffering nations free; to champion the inborn rights of afflicted humanity, and conquer the ignorance and imposture which had governed for a thousand years,--constituted the work and office of the man the four hundredth anniversary of whose birth half the civilized world is celebrating to-day. time of the reformation. it has been said that when this tonsured augustinian came upon the stage almost any brave man might have brought about the impending changes. the reformers before the reformation, though vanquished, had indeed not lived in vain. the european peoples were outgrowing feudal vassalage, and moving toward nationalization and separation between the secular and ecclesiastical powers. travel, exploration, and discovery had introduced new subjects of human interest and contemplation. schools of law, medicine, and liberal education were being established and largely attended. the common mind was losing faith in the professions and teachings of the old hierarchy. free inquiry was overturning the dominion of authority in matters of thought and opinion. the intellect of man was beginning to recover from the nightmare of centuries. a mightier power than the sword had sprung up in the art of printing. in a word, the world was gravid with a new era. but it was not so clear who would be able to bring it safely to the birth. there were living at the time many eminent men who might be thought of for this office had it not been assigned to luther. reuchlin, erasmus, hütten, sickingen, and others have been named, but the list might be extended, and yet no one be found endowed with the qualities to accomplish the work that was needed and that was accomplished. frederick the wise. the saxon elector, frederick the wise, was the worthiest, most popular, and most influential ruler then in europe. he could have been emperor in place of charles v. had he consented to be. the history of the world since his time might have been greatly different had he yielded to the general desire. his principles, his attainments, his wisdom, and his spirit were everything to commend him. he founded the university of wittenberg in hope that it would produce preachers who would leave off the cold subtleties of scholasticism and the uncertainties of tradition, and give discourses that would possess the nerve and power of the gospel of god. he sought out the best and most pious men for his advisers. he was the devoted friend of learning, truth, and virtue. by his prudence and foresight in church and state he helped the reformation more than any other man then in power. had it not been for him perhaps luther could not have succeeded. but it was not in the nature of things for the noble elector to give us such a reformation as that led by his humble subject. it is useless to speculate as to what the reformation might have become in his hands; but it certainly could never have become what we rejoice to know it was, while the probabilities are that we would now be fighting the battles which luther fought for us three and a half centuries ago. reuchlin. reuchlin was a learned and able man, and deeply conscious of the need of reform. when the greek argyrophylos heard him read and explain thucydides, he exclaimed, "greece has retired beyond the alps." he was the first hebrew scholar of germany, and served to restore the hebrew scriptures to the knowledge of the church. he held that popes could err and be deceived. he had no faith in human abnegations for reconciliation with god. he saw no need for hierarchical mediations, and discredited the doctrine of purgatory and masses for the dead. he bravely defended the cause of learning against the ignorant monks, whom he hated and held up to merciless ridicule. he was a brilliant and persuasive orator. he was an associate and counselor of kings. he gave melanchthon to the reformation, and did much to promote it. luther recognized in him a great light, of vast service to the gospel in germany. but reuchlin could never have accomplished the reformation. the vital principles of it were not sufficiently rooted in him. he was a humanist, whose sympathies went with the republic of letters, not with the wants of the soul and the needs of the people. when he got into trouble he appealed to the pope. and though he lived to see luther in agonizing conflict with the hierarchy of rome, he refrained from making common cause with him, and died in connection with the unreformed church, whose doctrines he had questioned and whose orders he had so unsparingly ridiculed. erasmus of rotterdam. erasmus was a notable man, great in talent and of great service in preparing the way for the reformation. he turned reviving learning to the study of the word. he produced the first, and for a long time the only, critical edition of the new testament in the original, to which he added a latin translation and notes. he paraphrased the epistle to the romans--that great epistle on which above all, the reformation moved. though once an inmate of a monastery, he abhorred the monks and exposed them with terrible severity. he had more friends, reputation, and influence than perhaps any other private man in europe. and he was deep in the spirit of opposition to the scandalous condition of things in the church. but he never could have given us the reformation. he said all honest men sided with luther, and as an honest man his place would have been by luther's side; but he was too great a coward. "if i should join luther," said he, "i could only perish with him, and i do not mean to run my neck into the halter. let popes and emperors settle matters."--"your holiness says, come to rome; you might as well tell a crab to fly. if i write calmly against luther, i shall be called lukewarm; if i write as he does, i shall stir up a hornet's nest.... send for the best and wisest men in christendom, and follow their advice."--"reduce the dogmas necessary to be believed to the smallest possible number. on other points let every one believe as he likes. having done this, quietly correct the abuses of which the world justly complains." so wrote erasmus to the pope and to the archbishop of mayence. such was his ideal of reformation--a thing as impossible to bring into practical effect as its realization would have been absurd. it is easy to tell a crab to fly, but will he do it? as well propose to convert infallibility with a fable of Æsop as to count on bringing regeneration to the hierarchy by such counsels. the waters were too deep and the storms too fierce for the vacillating erasmus. he did some excellent service in his way, but all his counsels and ideas failed, as they deserved. once the idol of europe, he died a defeated, crushed, and miserable man. "hercules could not fight two monsters at once," said he, "while i, poor wretch! have lions, cerberuses, cancers, scorpions, every day at my sword's point.... there is no rest for me in my age, unless i join luther; and that i cannot, for i cannot accept his doctrines. sometimes i am stung with desire to avenge my wrongs; but my heart says, will you in your spleen raise hand against your mother who begot you at the font? i cannot do it. yet, because i bade monks remember their vows; because i told persons to leave off their wranglings and read the bible; because i told popes and cardinals to look to the apostles and be more like them,--the theologians say i am their enemy." thus in sorrow and in clouds erasmus passed away, as would the entire reformation in his hands. ulric von hÜtten. ulric von hütten, soldier and knight, equally distinguished in letters and in arms, and called the demosthenes of germany, was a zealous friend of reform. he had been in rome, and sharpened his darts from what he there saw to hurl them with effect. all the powers of satire and ridicule he brought to bear upon the pillars of the papacy. he helped to shake the edifice, and his plans and spirit might have served to pull it down had he been able to bring europe to his mind; but it would only have been to bury society in its ruins. ulrich zwingli. ulrich zwingli is ranked among reformers, and he was energetic in behalf of reform. but he fell a victim to his own mistakes, and with him would have perished the reformation also had it depended upon him. even had he lived, his radical and rationalistic spirit, his narrow and fiery patriotism, his shallow religious experience, and his eagerness to rest the cause of reformation on civil authority and the sword, would have wrecked it with nine-tenths of the european peoples. melanchthon. philip melanchthon was a better and a greater man, and did the reformation a far superior service. luther would have been much disabled without him, and germany has awarded him the title of its "preceptor." but no reformation could have come if the fighting or directing of its battles had been left to him. even with the great luther ever by his side, he could hardly get loose from rome and retain his wholeness, and when he was loose could hardly maintain his legs upon the ground that had been won. calvin. john calvin was a man of great learning and ability. marked has been his influence on the theology and government of a large portion of the reformed churches. but the reformation was twelve years old before he came into it. it had to exist already ere there could be a calvin, while his repeated flights to avoid danger prove how inadequate his courage was for such unflinching duty as rendered luther illustrious. he was a cold, hard, ascetic aristocrat at best, more cynical, stern, and tyrannical than brave. the organization for the church and civil government which he gave to geneva was quite too intolerant and inquisitorial for safe adoption in general or to endure the test of the true gospel spirit. under a régime which burnt servetus for heresy, threw men into prison for reading novels, hung and beheaded children for improper behavior toward parents, whipped and banished people for singing songs, and dealt with others as public blasphemers if they said a word against the reformers or failed to go to church, the cause of the reformation could never have commanded acceptance by the nations, or have survived had it been received. the famous "blue laws" of the new england colonies have had to be given up as a scandal upon enlightened civilization; but they were largely transcribed from calvin's code and counsels, including even the punishing of witches. for the last two hundred years the calvinistic peoples have been reforming back from calvin's rules and spirit, either to a better foundation for the perpetuation and honor of the church or to a rationalistic skepticism which lets go all the distinctive elements of the genuine christian creed--the natural reaction from the hard and overstrained severity of a legalistic style of christianity. with all the great service calvin has rendered to theological science and church discipline, there was an unnatural sombreness about him, which linked him rather with the middle ages and the hierarchical rule than with the glad, free spirit of a wholesome christian life. at twenty-seven he had already drawn up a formula of doctrine and organization which he never changed and to which he ever held. there was no development either in his life or in his ideas. the evangelic elements of his system he found ready to his hand, as thought out by luther and the german theologians. they did not originate or grow with him. and had the reformation depended upon him it could never have become a success. so too with any others that might be named. luther the chosen instrument. we may not limit providence. the work was to be done. every interest of the world and of the kingdom of god demanded it. and if there had been no luther at hand, some one else would have been raised up to serve in his place. but there _was_ a luther, and, as far as human insight can determine, he was the only man on earth competent to achieve the reformation. and he it was who did achieve it. looked at in advance, perhaps no one would have thought of him for such an office. he was so humbly born, so lowly in station, so destitute of fortune, and withal so honest a papist, that not the slightest tokens presented to mark him out as the chosen instrument to grapple with the magnitudinous tyranny by which europe was enthralled. but "god hath chosen the weak things of the world to confound the things that are mighty." moses was the son of a slave. the founder of the hebrew monarchy was a shepherd-boy. the redeemer-king of the world was born in a stable and reared in the family of a village carpenter. and we need not wonder that the hero-prophet of the modern ages was the son of a poor toiler for his daily bread, and compelled to sing upon the street for alms to keep body and soul together while struggling for an education. it has been the common order of providence that the greatest lights and benefactors of the race, the men who rose the highest above the level of their kind and stood as beacons to the world, were not such as would have been thought of in advance for the mighty services which render their names immortal. and that the master spirit of the great reformation was no exception all the more surely identifies that marvelous achievement as the work of an overruling god. luther's origin. luther was a saxon german--a german of the germans--born of that blood out of which, with but few exceptions, have sprung the ruling powers of the west since the last of the old roman emperors. he came out of the bosom of the freshest, strongest, and hardiest peoples then existing--the direct descendants of those wild cimbrian and teutonic tribes who, even in their heathenism, were the most virtuous, brave, and true of all the gentiles. nor was he the offspring of enfeebled, gouty, aristocratic blood. he was the son of the sinewy and sturdy yeomanry. though tradition reports one of his remote ancestors in something of imperial place among the chieftains of the semi-savage tribes from which he was descended, when the period of the reformation came his family was in like condition with that of the house of david when the christ was born. his father and grandfather and great-grandfather, he says himself, were true thuringian peasants. luther's early training. in the early periods of the mediæval church her missionaries came to these fiery warriors of the north and followed the conquests of charlemagne, to teach them that they had souls, that there is a living and all-knowing god at whose judgment-bar all must one day stand to give account, and that it would then be well with the believing, brave, honest, true, and good, and ill with cowards, profligates, and liars. it was a simple creed, but it took fast hold on the germanic heart, to show itself in sturdy power in the long after years. this creed, in unabated force, descended to luther's parents, and lived and wrought in them as a controlling principle. they were also strict to render it the same in their children. _hans luther_ was a hard and stern disciplinarian, unsparing in the enforcement of every virtue. _margaret luther_[ ] was noted among her neighbors as a model woman, and was so earnest in her inculcations of right that she preferred to see her son bleed beneath the rod rather than that he should do a questionable thing even respecting so small a matter as a nut. from his childhood luther was thus trained and attempered to fear god, reverence truth and honesty, and hate hypocrisy and lies. possibly his parents were severer with him than was necessary, but it was well for him, as the prospective prophet of a new era, to learn absolute obedience to those who were to him the representatives of that divine authority which he was to teach the world supremely to obey. but no birth, or blood, or parental drilling, or any mere human culture, could give the qualities necessary to a successful reformer. the church had fallen into all manner of evils, because it had drifted away from the apostolic doctrine as to how a man shall be just with god; which is the all-conditioning question of all right religion. there could then be no cure for those evils except by the bringing of the church back to that doctrine. but to do anything effectual toward such a recovery it was pre-eminently required that the reformer himself should first be brought to an experimental knowledge of what was to be witnessed and taught. on two different theatres, therefore, the reformation had to be wrought out: first, in the reformer's own soul, and then on the field of the world outside of him. footnotes: [ ] the maiden name of margaret luther, the mother of martin, was _margaret ziegler_. there has been a traditional belief that her name was margaret lindeman. the mistake originated in confounding luther's grandmother, whose name was _lindeman_, with luther's mother, whose name was _ziegler_. prof. julius köstlin, in his _life of luther_, after a thorough examination of original records and documents, gives this explanation. what the reformation was. it is hard to take in the depth and magnitude of what is called the great reformation. it stands out in history like a range of himalayan mountains, whose roots reach down into the heart of the world and whose summits pierce beyond the clouds. to bossuet and voltaire it was a mere squabble of the monks; to others it was the cupidity of secular sovereigns and lay nobility grasping for the power, estates, and riches of the church. some treat of it as a simple reaction against religious scandals, with no great depths of principle or meaning except to illustrate the recuperative power of human society to cure itself of oppressive ills. guizot describes it as "a vast effort of the human mind to achieve its freedom--a great endeavor to emancipate human reason." lord bacon takes it as the reawakening of antiquity and the recall of former times to reshape and fashion our own. whatever of truth some of these estimates may contain, they fall far short of a correct idea of what the reformation was, or wherein lay the vital spring of that wondrous revolution. its historic and philosophic centre was vastly deeper and more potent than either or all of these conceptions would make it. many influences contributed to its accomplishment, but its inmost principle was unique. the real nerve of the reformation was religious. its life was something different from mere earthly interests, utilities, aims, or passions. _its seat was in the conscience._ its true spring was the soul, confronted by eternal judgment, trembling for its estate before divine almightiness, and, on pain of banishment from every immortal good, forced to condition and dispose itself according to the clear revelations of god. it was not mere negation to an oppressive hierarchy, except as it was first positive and evangelic touching the direct and indefeasible relations and obligations of the soul to its maker. only when the hierarchy claimed to qualify these direct relations and obligations, thrust itself between the soul and its redeemer, and by eternal penalties sought to hold the conscience bound to human authorities and traditions, did the reformation protest and take issue. had the inalienable right and duty to obey god rather than man been conceded, the hierarchy, as such, might have remained, the same as monarchical government. but this the hierarchy negatived, condemned, and would by no means tolerate. hence the mighty contest. and the heart, sum, and essence of the whole struggle was the maintenance and the working out into living fact of this direct obligation of the soul to god and the supreme authority of his clear and unadulterated word. spiritual training. how luther came to these principles, and the fiery trials by which they were burnt into him as part of his inmost self, is one of the most vital chapters in the history. his father had designed him for the law. to this end he had gone through the best schools of germany, taken his master's degree, and was advancing in the particular studies relating to his intended profession, when a sudden change came over his life. religious in his temper and training, and educated in a creed which worked mainly on man's fears, without emphasizing the only basis of spiritual peace, he fell into great terrors of conscience. several occurrences contributed to this: ( ) he fell sick, and was likely to die. ( ) he accidentally severed an artery, and came near bleeding to death. ( ) a bosom friend of his was suddenly killed. all this made him think how it would be with him if called to stand before god in judgment, and filled him with alarm. then ( ) he was one day overtaken by a thunderstorm of unwonted violence. the terrific scene presented to his vivid fancy all the horrors of a mediæval picture of the last day, and himself about to be plunged into eternal fire. overwhelmed with terror, he cried to heaven for help, and vowed, if spared, to devote himself to the salvation of his soul by becoming a monk. his father hated monkery, and he shared the feeling; but, if it would save him, why hesitate? what was a father's displeasure or the loss of all the favors of the world to his safety against a hopeless perdition? call it superstition, call it religious melancholy, call it morbid hallucination, it was a most serious matter to the young luther, and out of it ultimately grew the reformation. false ideas underlay the resolve, but it was profoundly sincere and according to the ideas of ages. it was wrong, but he could not correct the error until he had tested it. and thus, by what he took as the unmistakable call of god, he entered the cloister. never man went into a monastery with purer motives. never a man went through the duties, drudgeries, and humiliations of the novitiate of convent-life with more unshrinking fidelity. never man endured more painful mental and bodily agonies that he might secure for himself an assured spiritual peace. romanists have expressed their wonder that so pure a man thought himself so great a sinner. but a sinner he was, as we all; and to avert the just anger of god he fasted, prayed, and mortified himself like an anchorite of the thebaid. and yet no peace or comfort came. a chained bible lay in the monastery. he had previously found a copy of it in the library of the university. day and night he read it, along with the writings of st. augustine. in both he found the same pictures of man's depravity which he realized in himself, but god's remedy for sin he had not found. in the earnestness of his studies the prescribed devotions were betimes crowded out, and then he punished himself without mercy to redeem his failures. whole nights and days together he lay upon his face crying to god, till he swooned in his agony. everything his brother-monks could tell him he tried, but all the resources of their religion were powerless to comfort him or to beget a righteousness in which his anguished soul could trust. it happened that one of the exceptionally enlightened and spiritual-minded monks of his time, _john staupitz_, was then the vicar-general of the augustinians in saxony. on his tour of inspection he came to erfurt, and there found luther, a walking skeleton, more dead than alive. he was specially drawn to the haggard young brother. the genial and sympathizing spirit of the vicar-general made luther feel at home in his presence, and to him he freely opened his whole heart, telling of his feelings, failures, and fears--his heartaches, his endeavors, his disappointments, and his despair. and god put the right words into the vicar-general's mouth. "look to the wounds of jesus," said he, "and to the blood he shed for you, and there see the mercy of god. cast yourself into the redeemer's arms, and trust in his righteous life and sacrificial death. he loved you first; love him in return, and let your penances and mortifications go." the oppressed and captive spirit began to feel its burden lighten under such discourse. god a god of love! piety a life of love! salvation by loving trust in a god already reconciled in christ! this was a new revelation. it brought the sorrowing young luther to the study of the scriptures with a new object of search. he read and meditated, and began to see the truth of what his vicar said. but doubts would come, and often his gloom returned. one day an aged monk came to his cell to comfort him. he said he only knew his creed, but in that he rested, reciting, "_i believe in the forgiveness of sins_."--"and do i not believe that?" said luther.--"ah," said the old monk, "you believe in the forgiveness of sins for david and peter and the thief on the cross, but you do not believe in the forgiveness of sins _for yourself_. st. bernard says the holy ghost speaks it to your own soul, _thy_ sins are forgiven _thee_." and so at last the right nerve was touched. the true word of god's deliverance was brought home to luther's understanding. he was penitent and in earnest, and needed only this great gospel hope to lift him from the horrible pit and the miry clay. as a light from heaven it came to his soul, and there remained, a comfort and a joy. the glad conclusion flashed upon him, never more to be shaken, "if god, for christ's sake, takes away our sins, then they are not taken away by any works of ours." the foundation-rock of a new world was reached. luther saw not yet what all this discovery meant, nor whither it would lead. he was as innocent of all thought of being a reformer as a new-born babe is of commanding an army on the battlefield. but the gospel principle of deliverance and salvation for his oppressed and anxious soul was found, and it was found for all the world. the anchor had taken hold on a new continent. in essence the great reformation was born--born in luther's soul. luther's development. more than ten years passed before this new principle began to work off the putrid carcass of mediæval religion which lay stretched over the stifled and suffocating church of christ. there were yet many steps and stages in the preparation for what was to come. but from that time forward everything moved toward general regeneration by means of that marrow doctrine of the gospel: _salvation by loving faith in the merit and mediation of jesus alone_. staupitz counseled the young monk to study the scriptures well and whatever could aid him in their right understanding, and gave orders to the monastery not to interfere with his studies. on may , , he was consecrated to the priesthood. within the year following, at the instance of staupitz, frederick the wise appointed him professor in the new university of wittenberg. may , , he took his degree of bachelor of divinity. from that time he began to use his place to attack the falsehoods of the prevailing philosophy and to explore and expose the absurdities of scholasticism, dwelling much on the great gospel treasure of god's free amnesty to sinful man through the merits and mediation of jesus christ, on which his own soul was planted. staupitz was astounded at the young brother's thorough mastery of the sacred word, the minuteness of his knowledge of it, and the power with which he expounded and defended the great principles of the evangelic faith. so able a teacher of the doctrines of the cross must at once begin to preach. luther remonstrated, for it was not then the custom for all priests to preach. he insisted that he would die under the weight of such responsibilities. "die, then," said staupitz; "god has plenty to do for intelligent young men in heaven." a little old wooden chapel, daubed with clay, twenty by thirty feet in size, with a crude platform of rough boards at one end and a small sooty gallery for scarce twenty persons at the other, and propped on all sides to keep it from tumbling down, was assigned him as his cathedral. myconius likens it to the stable of bethlehem, as there christ was born anew for the souls which now crowded to it. and when the thronging audiences required his transfer to the parish church, it was called the bringing of christ into the temple. the fame of this young theologian and preacher spread fast and far. the common people and the learned were alike impressed by his originality and power, and rejoiced in the electrifying clearness of his expositions and teachings. the elector was delighted, for he began to see his devout wishes realized. staupitz, who had drunk in the more pious spirit of the mystic theologians, shared the same feeling, and saw in luther's fresh, biblical, and energetic preaching what he felt the whole church needed. "he spared neither counsel nor applause," for he believed him the man of god for the times. he sent him to neighboring monasteries to preach to the monks. he gave him every opportunity to study, observe, and exercise his great talents. he even sent him on a mission to rome, more to acquaint him with that city, which he longed to see, than for any difficult or pressing business with the pope. luther's visit to rome. luther performed the journey on foot, passing from monastery to monastery, noting the extravagances, indolence, gluttony, and infidelity of the monks, and sometimes in danger of his life, both from the changes of climate and from the murderous resentments of some of these cloister-saints which his rebukes of their vices engendered. when rome first broke upon his sight, he hailed it reverently as the city of saints and holy martyrs. he almost envied those whose parents were dead, and who had it in their power to offer prayers for the repose of their souls by the side of such holy shrines. but when he beheld the vulgarities, profanities, paganism, and unconcealed unbelief which pervaded even the ecclesiastical circles of that city, his soul sunk within him. there was much to be seen in rome; and the roman catholic writers find great fault with luther for being so dull and unappreciative as to move amid it without being touched with a single spark of poetic fire. they tell of the glory of the cardinals, in litters, on horseback, in glittering carriages, blazing with jewels and shaded with gorgeous canopies; of marble palaces, grand walks, alabaster columns, gigantic obelisks, villas, gardens, grottoes, flowers, fountains, cascades; of churches adorned with polished pillars, gilded soffits, mosaic floors, altars sparkling with diamonds, and gorgeous pictures from master-hands looking down from every wall; of monuments, statues, images, and holy relics; and they blame luther that he could gaze upon it all without a stir of admiration--that he could look upon the sculpture and statuary and see nothing but pagan devices, the gods demosthenes and praxiteles, the feasts and pomps of delos, and the idle scenes of the heathen forum--that no gleam from the crown of perugino or michael angelo dazzled his eyes, and no strain of virgil or of dante, which the people sung in the streets, attracted his ear--that he was only cold and dumb before all the treasures and glories of art and all the grandeur of the high dignitaries of the church, seeing nothing, feeling nothing, exclaiming over nothing but the licentious impurities of the priests, the pagan pomps of the pontiff, the profane jests of the ministers of religion, the bare shoulders of the roman ladies. luther was not dead to the æsthetic, but to see faith and righteousness thus smothered and buried under a godless epicurean life was an offence to his honest german conscience. it looked to him as if the popes had reversed the saviour's choice, and accepted the devil's bid for christ to worship him. from what his own eyes and ears had now seen and heard, he knew what to believe concerning the state of things in the metropolis of christendom, and was satisfied that, as surely as there is a hell, the rome of those days was its mouth.[ ] footnotes: [ ] bellarmine, an honored author of the roman church, one competent to judge concerning the state of things at that time, and not over-forward to confess it, says: "for some years before the lutheran and calvinistic heresies were published there was not (as contemporary authors testify) any rigor in ecclesiastical judicatories, any discipline with regard to morals, any knowledge of sacred literature, any reverence for divine things: there was almost no religion remaining."--_bellarm._, concio xviii., opera, tom. vi. col. , edit. colon., , apud _gerdesii hist. evan. renovati_, vol. i. p. . luther as town-preacher. on his return the senate of wittenberg elected him town-preacher. in the cloister, in the castle chapel, and in the collegiate church he alternately exercised his gifts. romanists admit that "his success was great. he said he would not imitate his predecessors, and he kept his word. for the first time a christian preacher was seen to abandon the schoolmen and draw his texts and illustrations from the writings of inspiration. he was the originator and restorer of expository preaching in modern times." the elector heard him, and was filled with admiration. an old professor, whom the people called "the light of the world," listened to him, and was struck with his wonderful insight, his marvelous imagination, and his massive solidity. and wittenberg sprang into great renown because of him, for never before had been heard in saxony such a luminous expositor of god's holy word. luther made a doctor. on all hands it was agreed and insisted that he should be made a doctor of divinity. the costs were heavy, for simony was the order of the day and the pope exacted high prices for all church promotions; but the elector paid the charges. on the th of october, , the degree was conferred. it was no empty title to luther. it gave him liberties and rights which his enemies could not gainsay, and it laid on him obligations and duties which he never forgot. the obedience to the canons and the hierarchy which it exacted he afterward found inimical to christ and the gospel, and, as in duty bound, he threw it off, with other swaddling-bands of popery. but there was in it the pledge "to devote his whole life to the study, exposition and defence of the holy scriptures." this he accepted, and ever referred to as his sacred charter and commission. nor was it without significance that the great bell of wittenberg was rung when proclamation of this investiture was made. as the ringing of the bell on the old state-house when the declaration of independence was passed proclaimed the coming liberties of the american colonies, so this sounding of the great bell of wittenberg when luther was made doctor of divinity proclaimed and heralded to the nations of the earth the coming deliverance of the enslaved church. god's chosen servant had received his commission, and the better day was soon to dawn. * * * * * henceforth luther's labors and studies went forward with a new impulse and inspiration. hebrew and greek were thoroughly mastered. the fathers of the church, ancient and modern, were carefully read. the systems of the schoolmen, the book of sentences, the commentaries, the decretals--everything relating to his department as a doctor of theology--were examined, and brought to the test of holy scripture. in his sermons, lectures, and disquisitions the results of these incessant studies came out with a depth of penetration, a clearness of statement, a simplicity of utterance, a devoutness of spirit, and a convincing power of eloquence which, with the eminent sanctity of his life, won for him unbounded praise. the common feeling was that the earth did not contain another such a doctor and had not seen his equal for many ages. envy and jealousy themselves, those green-eyed monsters which gather about the paths of great qualities and successes, seemed for the time to be paralyzed before a brilliancy which rested on such humility, conscientiousness, fidelity, and merit. luther's labors. years of fruitful labor passed. the decalogue was expounded. paul's letter to the romans and the penitential psalms were explained. the lectures on the epistle to the galatians were nearly completed. but no book from luther had yet been published. in he was chosen district vicar of the augustinian monasteries of meissen and thuringia. it was a laborious office, but it gave him new experiences, familiarized him still more with the monks, brought him into executive administrations, and developed his tact in dealing with men. one other particular served greatly to establish him in the hearts of the people. a deadly plague broke out in wittenberg. citizens were dying by dozens and scores. at a later period a like scourge visited geneva, and so terrified calvin and his ministerial associates that they appealed to the supreme council, entreating, "mighty lords, release us from attending these infected people, for our lives are in peril." not so luther. his friends said, "fly! fly!" lest he should fall by the plague and be lost to the world. "fly?" said he. "no, no, my god. if i die, i die. the world will not perish because a monk has fallen. i am not st. paul, not to fear death, but god will sustain me." and as an angel of mercy he remained, ministering to the sick and dying and caring for the orphans and widows of the dead. collision with the hierarchy. such was luther up to the time of his rupture with rome. he knew something of the shams and falsities that prevailed, and he had assailed and exposed many of them in his lectures and sermons; but to lead a general reformation was the farthest from his thoughts. indeed, he still had such confidence in the integrity of the roman church that he did not yet realize how greatly a thorough general reformation was needed. humble in mind, peaceable in disposition, reverent toward authority, loving privacy, and fully occupied with his daily studies and duties, it was not in him to think of making war with powers whose claims he had not yet learned to question. but it was not possible that so brave, honest, and self-sacrificing a man should long pursue his convictions without coming into collision with the roman high priesthood. though far off at wittenberg, and trying to do his own duty well in his own legitimate sphere, it soon came athwart his path in a form so foul and offensive that it forced him to assault it. either he had to let go his sincerest convictions and dearest hopes or protest had to come. his personal salvation and that of his flock were at stake, and he could in no way remain a true man and not remonstrate. driven to this extremity, and struck at for his honest faithfulness, he struck again; and so came the battle which shook and revolutionized the world. the selling of indulgences. luther's first encounter with the hierarchy was on the traffic in indulgences. it was a good fortune that it there began. that traffic was so obnoxious to every sense of propriety that any vigorous attack upon it would command the approval of many honest and pious people. the central heresy of hierarchical religion was likewise embodied in it, so that a stab there, if logically followed up, would necessarily reach the very heart of the oppressive monster. and providence arranged that there the conflict should begin. leo x. had but recently ascended the papal throne. reared amid lavish wealth and culture, he was eager that his reign should equal that of solomon and the cæsars. he sought to aggrandize his relatives, to honor and enrich men of genius, and to surround himself with costly splendors and pleasures. these demanded extraordinary revenues. the projects of his ambitious predecessors had depleted the papal coffers. he needed to do something on a grand scale in order adequately to replenish his exchequer. as early as the eleventh century the popes had betimes resorted to the selling of pardons and the issuing of free passes to heaven on consideration of certain services or payments to the church. from urban ii. to leo x. this was more or less in vogue--first, to get soldiers for the holy wars,[ ] and then as a means of wealth to the church. if one wished to eat meat on fast-days, marry within prohibited degrees of relationship, or indulge in forbidden pleasures, he could do it without offence by rendering certain satisfactions before or after, which satisfactions could mostly be made by payments of money.[ ] in the same way he could buy remission of sins in general, or exemption for so many days, years, or centuries from the pains of purgatory. bulls of authority were given, in the name of the father, son, and holy ghost, to issue certificates of exemption from all penalties to such as did the service or paid the equivalent. immense incomes were thus realized. even to the present this facile invention for raising money has not been entirely discontinued. papal indulgences can be bought to-day in the shops of spain and elsewhere. leo seized upon this system with all the vigor and unscrupulousness characteristic of the medici. had he been asked whether he really believed in these pardons, he would have said that the church always believed the pope had power to grant them. had he spoken his real mind in the matter, he would have said that if the people chose to be such fools, it was not for him to find fault with them. and thus, under plea of raising funds to finish st. peter's, he instituted a grand trade in indulgences, and thereby laid the capstone of hierarchical iniquity which crushed the whole fabric to its base. the right to sell these wares in germany was awarded to albert, the gay young prince-archbishop of mayence. he was over head and ears in debt to the pope for his pallium, and leo gave him this chance to get out.[ ] half the proceeds of the trade in his territory were to go to his credit. but the work of proclaiming and distributing the pardons was committed to _john tetzel_, a dominican prior who had long experience in the business, and who achieved "a forlorn notoriety in european history" by his zeal in prosecuting it. footnotes: [ ] in the famous bull of gregory ix., published in , that pope exhorts and commands all good christians to take up the cross and join the expedition to recover the holy land. the language is: "the service to which mankind are now invited is an effectual atonement for the miscarriages of a negligent life. the discipline of a regular penance would have discouraged many offenders so much that they would have had no heart to venture upon it; but the holy war is a compendious method of discharging men from guilt and restoring them to the divine favor. even if they die on their march, the intention will be taken for the deed, and many in this way may be crowned without fighting."--given in collier's _eccl._, vol. i. [ ] the roman chancery once put forth a book, which went through many editions, giving the exact prices for the pardon of each particular sin. a deacon guilty of murder was absolved for twenty pounds. a bishop or abbot might assassinate for three hundred livres. any ecclesiastic might violate his vows of chastity for the third part of that sum, etc., etc.--see robertson's _charles v._ [ ] the pallium, or pall, was a narrow band of white wool to go over the shoulders in the form of a circle, from which hung bands of similar size before and behind, finished at the ends with pieces of sheet lead and embroidered with crosses. it was the mark of the dignity and rank of archbishops. albert owed pope leo x. forty-five thousand thalers for his right and appointment to wear the archbishop's pallium. it was in this way that the roman church was accustomed to sell out benefices as a divine right. even _expectative graces_, or mandates nominating a person to succeed to a benefice upon the first vacancy, were thus sold. companies existed in germany which made a business of buying up the benefices of particular sections and districts and retailing them at advanced rates. the selling of pardons was simply a lower kind of simoniacal bartering which pervaded the whole hierarchical establishment. tetzel's performances. tetzel entered the towns with noise and pomp, amid waving of flags, singing, and the ringing of bells. clergy, choristers, monks, and nuns moved in procession before and after him. he himself sat in a gilded chariot, with the bull of his authority spread out on a velvet cushion before him. the churches were his salesrooms, lighted and decorated for the occasion as in highest festival. from the pulpits his boisterous oratory rang, telling the virtues of indulgences, the wonderful power of the keys, and the unexampled grace of which he was the bearer from the holy lord and father at rome. he called on all--robbers, adulterers, murderers, everybody--to draw near, pay down their money, and receive from him letters, duly sealed, by which all their sins, past and future, should be pardoned and done away. not for the living only, but also for the dead, he proposed full and instantaneous deliverance from all future punishments on the payment of the price. and any wretch who dared to doubt or question the saving power of these certificates he in advance doomed to excommunication and the wrath of god.[ ] catholic divines have labored hard to whitewash or explain away this stupendous iniquity; but, with all they have said or may say, such were the presentations made by the hawkers of these wares and such was the text of the diplomas they issued. a dispensation or indulgence was nothing more nor less than a pretended letter of credit on heaven, drawn at will by the pope out of the superabundant merits of christ and all saints, to count so much on the books of god for so many murders, robberies, frauds, lies, slanders, or debaucheries. as the matter practically worked, a more profane and devilish traffic never had place in our world than that which the roman hierarchy thus carried on in the name of the triune god. footnotes: [ ] many of the sayings which tetzel gave out in his addresses to the people have been preserved, and are amply attested by those who listened to his harangues. "i would not," said he, "exchange my privileges for those of st. peter in heaven. he saved many by his sermons; i have saved more by my indulgences." "indulgences are the most precious and sublime of all the gifts of god." "no sins are so great that these pardons cannot cover them." "not for the living only, but for the dead also, there is immediate salvation in these indulgences." "ye priests, nobles, tradespeople, wives, maidens, young men! the souls of your parents and beloved ones are crying from the depths below: 'see our torments! a small alms would deliver us; and you can give it, and you will not.'" "o dull and brutish people, not to appreciate the grace so richly offered! this day heaven is open on all sides, and how many are the souls you might redeem if you only would! your father is in flames, and you can deliver him for ten groschen, and you do it not! what punishment must come for neglecting so great salvation! you should strip your coat from your back, if you have no other, and sell it to purchase so great grace as this, for god hath given all power to the pope." "the bodies of st. peter and st. paul, with those of many blessed martyrs, lie exposed, trampled on, polluted, dishonored, and rotting in the weather. our most holy lord the pope means to build the church to cover them with glory that shall have no equal on the earth. shall those holy ashes be left to be trodden in the mire?" "therefore bring your money, and do a work most profitable to departed souls. buy! buy!" "this red cross with the pope's arms has equal virtue with the cross of christ." "these pardons make cleaner than baptism, and purer than adam was in his innocence in paradise." in the certificates which tetzel gave to those who bought these pardons he declared that "by the authority of jesus christ, and of his apostles peter and paul, and of the most holy pope, i do absolve thee first from all ecclesiastical censures, in whatever manner they have been incurred, and then _from all thy sins, transgressions, and excesses, however enormous soever they may be_. i remit to you all punishment which you deserve in purgatory on their account, and i restore you to the holy sacraments of the church, union with the faithful, and to that innocence and purity possessed at baptism; _so that when you die the gates of punishment shall be shut and the gates of the happy paradise shall be opened; and if your death shall be delayed, this grace shall remain in full force when you are at the point of death_." the sums required for these passports to glory varied according to the rank and wealth of the applicant. for ordinary indulgence a king, queen, or bishop was to pay twenty-five ducats (a ducat being about a dollar of our money); abbots, counts, barons, and the like were charged ten ducats; other nobles and all who enjoyed annual incomes of five hundred florins were charged six ducats; and so down to half a florin, or twenty-five cents. but the commissioner also had a special scale for taxes on particular sins. sodomy was charged twelve ducats; sacrilege and perjury, nine; murder, seven or eight; witchcraft and polygamy, from two to six; taking the life of a parent, brother, sister, or an infant, from one to six. luther on indulgences. luther was on a tour of inspection as district vicar of the augustinians when he first heard of these shameful doings. as yet he understood but little of the system, and could not believe it possible that the fathers at rome could countenance, much less appoint and commission, such iniquities. boiling with indignation for the honor of the church, he threatened to make a hole in tetzel's drum, and wrote to the authorities to refuse passports to the hucksters of these shameful deceptions. but tetzel soon came near to wittenberg. some of luther's parishioners heard him, and bought absolutions. they afterward came to confession, acknowledging great irregularities of life. luther rebuked their wickedness, and would not promise them forgiveness unless contrite for their sins and earnestly endeavoring to amend their evil ways. they remonstrated, and brought out their certificates of plenary pardon. "i have nothing to do with your papers," said he. "god's word says you must repent and lead better lives, or you will perish." his words were at once carried to the ears of tetzel, who fumed with rage at such impudence toward the authority of the church. he ascended the pulpit and hurled the curses of god upon the saxon monk. * * * * * thus an honest pastor finds some of his flock on the way to ruin, and tries to guide them right. he is not thinking of attacking rome. he is ready to fight and die for holy mother church. his very protests are in her behalf. he is on his own rightful field, in faithful pursuit of his own rightful duty. here the erring hierarchy seeks him out and attacks him. shall he yield to timid fears and weak advisers, keep silence in his own house, and let the souls he is placed to guard become a prey to the destroyer? is he not sworn to defend god's holy word and gospel? what will be his eternal fate and that of his people should he now hold his peace? sermon on indulgences. without conferring with flesh and blood his resolve was made--a resolve on which hung all the better future of the world--a resolve to take the pulpit against the lying indulgences. for several days he shut himself in his cell to make sure of his ground and to elaborate what he would say. with eminent modesty and moderation his sentences were wrought, but with a perspicuity and clearness which no one could mistake. a crowded church awaited their delivery. he entered with his brother-monks, and joined in all the service with his usual voice and gravity. nothing in his countenance or manner betrayed the slightest agitation of his soul. it was a solemn and momentous step for himself and for mankind that he was about to take, but he was as calmly made up to it as to any other duty of his life. the moment came for him to speak; _and he spoke_. "i hold it impossible," said he, "to prove from the holy scriptures that divine justice demands from the sinner any other penance or satisfaction than a true repentance, a change of heart, a willing submission to bear the saviour's cross, and a readiness to do what good he can. "that indulgences applied to souls in purgatory serve to remit the punishments which they would otherwise suffer is an opinion devoid of any foundation. "indulgences, so far from expiating or cleansing from sin, leave the man in the same filth and condemnation in which they find him. "the church exacts somewhat of the sinner, and what it on its own account exacts it can on its own account remit, but nothing more. "if you have aught to spare, in god's name give it for the building of st. peter's, but do not buy pardons. "if you have means, feed the hungry, which is of more avail than piling stones together, and far better than the buying of indulgences. "my advice is, let indulgences alone; leave them to dead and sleepy christians; but see to it that ye be not of that kind. "indulgences are neither commanded nor approved of god. they excite no one to sanctification. they work nothing toward salvation. "that indulgences have virtue to deliver souls from purgatory i do not believe, nor can it be proven by them that teach it; the church says nothing to that effect. "what i preach to you is based on the certainty of the holy scriptures, which no one ought to doubt." so luther preached, and his word went out to the ends of the earth. it was no jest, like ulric von hütten's _epistles of obscure men_, or like the ridicule which reuchlin and erasmus heaped upon the stupid monks. it raised no laugh, but penetrated, like a rifle-shot, into the very heart of things. those who listened were deeply affected by the serious boldness of the preacher. the audience was with him in conviction, but many trembled for the result. "dear doctor, you have been very rash; what trouble may come of this!" said a venerable father as he pulled the sleeve of luther's gown and shook his head with misgivings. "if this is not rightly done in god's name," said luther, "it will come to nothing; if it is, let come what will." it was honest duty to god, truth, and the salvation of men that moved him. cowardly policy or timid expediency in such a matter was totally foreign to his soul. in a few days, the substance of the sermon was in print. tetzel raved over it. melanchthon says he burnt it in the market-place of jüterbock. in the name of god and the pope he bade defiance to its author, and challenged him by fire and water. luther laughed at him for braying so loud at a distance, yet declining to come to wittenberg to argue out the matter in close lists. appeal to the bishops. anxious to vindicate the church from what he believed to be an unwarranted liberty in the use of her name, luther wrote to the bishop of brandenburg and the archbishop of mayence. he made his points, and appealed to these his superiors to put down the scandalous falsities advanced by tetzel. they failed to answer in any decisive way. the one timidly advised silence, and the other had too much pecuniary interest in the business to notice the letter. thus, as a pastor, luther had taken his ground before his parishioners in the confessional. as a preacher he had uttered himself in earnest admonition from the pulpit. as a loyal son he had made his presentation and appeal to those in authority over him. was he right? or was he wrong? no commanding answer came, and there remained one other way of testing the question. as a doctor of divinity he could lawfully, as custom had been, demand an open and fair discussion of the matter with teachers and theologians. and upon this he now resolved. the ninety-five theses. he framed a list of propositions on the points in question. they were in latin, for his appeal was to theologians, and not yet to the common heart and mind of germany. to make them public, he took advantage of a great festival at wittenberg, when the town was full of visitors and strangers, and nailed them to the door of the new castle church, october , . these were the famous _ninety-five theses_. they were plainly-worded statements of the same points he had made in the confessional and in his sermon. they contained no assault upon the church, no arraignment of the pope, no personal attack on any one. neither were they given as necessarily true, but as what luther believed to be true, and the real truth or falsity of which he desired to have decided in the only way questions of faith and salvation can be rightly decided. the whole matter was fairly, humbly, and legitimately put. "i, martin luther, augustinian at wittenberg," he added at the end, "hereby declare that i have written these propositions against indulgences. i understand that some, not knowing what they affirm, are of opinion that i am a heretic, though our renowned university has not condemned me, nor any temporal or spiritual authority. therefore, now again, as often heretofore, i beg of one and all, for the sake of the true christian faith, to show me the better way, if peradventure they have learned it from above, or at least to submit their opinion to the decision of god and the church; for i am not so insane as to set up my views above everything and everybody, nor so silly as to accept the fables invented by men in preference to the word of god." it is from the nailing up of these _theses_ that the history of the great reformation dates; for the hammer-strokes which fixed that parchment started the alpine avalanche which overwhelmed the pride of rome and broke the stubborn power which had reigned supreme for a thousand years. effect of the theses. as no one came forward to discuss his theses, luther resolved to publish them to the world. in fourteen days they overspread germany. in a month they ran through all christendom. one historian says it seemed as if the angels of god were engaged in spreading them. at a single stroke, made in modesty and faith, luther had become the most noted person in germany--the man most talked of in all the world--the mouthpiece of the best people in christendom--the leader of a mighty revolution. reuchlin read, and thanked god. erasmus read, and rejoiced, only counseling moderation and prudence. the emperor maximilian read, and wrote to the saxon elector: "take care of the monk luther, for the time may come when we will need him." the bishop of wurzburg read, and was filled with gladness, and wrote to the elector frederick to hold on to luther as a preacher of the truth of god. the prior of steinlausitz read, and could not suppress his joy. "see here," said he to his monks: "the long-waited-for has come; he tells the truth. _berg_ means mountain, and _wittenberg_ is the mountain whither all the world will come to seek wisdom, and will find it." a student of annaberg read, and said, "this luther is the reaper in my dream, whom the voice bade me follow and gather in the bread of life;" and from that hour he was a fast friend of luther and his cause, and became the distinguished myconius. the pope himself read the theses, and did not think unfavorably of their author. he saw in luther a man of learning and brilliant genius, and that pleased him. the questions mooted he referred to a mere monkish jealousy--an unsober gust of passion which would soon blow over. he did not then realize the seriousness which was in the matter. his sphere was heathen art and worldly magnificence, not searching into the ways of god's salvation. the great german heart was moved, and the brave daring of him whose voice was thus lifted up against the abominations which were draining the country to fill the pope's coffers was hailed with enthusiasm. had luther been a smaller man he would have been swept away by his vast and sudden fame. but not all was sunshine. erasmus wittily said, luther committed two unpardonable sins: he touched the pope's crown and the monks' bellies. such effrontery would needs raise a mighty outcry. prierias, the master of the sacred palace, pronounced luther a heretic. hochstrat of cologne, reuchlin's enemy, clamored for fire to burn him. the indulgence-venders thundered their anathemas, promising a speedy holocaust of luther's body. the monasteries took on the form of so many kennels of enraged hounds howling to each other across the spiritual waste. and even some who pronounced the theses scriptural and orthodox shook their heads and sought to quash such dangerous proceedings. but luther remained firm at his post. he honestly believed what he had written, and he was not afraid of the truth. if the powers of the world should come down upon him and kill him, he was prepared for the slaughter. in all the mighty controversy he was ever ready to serve the gospel with his life or with his death. tetzel's end. tetzel continued to bray and fume against him from pulpit and press, denouncing him as a heresiarch, heretic, and schismatic. by wimpina's aid he issued a reply to luther's sermon, and also counter-theses on luther's propositions. but the tide was turning in the sea of human thinking. luther's utterances had turned it. the people were ready to tear the mountebank to pieces. two years later he imploringly complained to the pope's nuncio, miltitz, that such fury pursued him in germany, bohemia, hungary, and poland that he was nowhere safe. even the representative of the pope gave the wretch no sympathy. when luther heard of his illness he sent him a letter to tell him that he had forgiven him all. he died in leipsic, neglected, smitten in soul, and full of misery, july , . luther's growing influence. six months after the nailing up of the theses, luther was the hero of a general convention of the augustinians in heidelberg. he there submitted a series of propositions on philosophy and theology, which he defended with such convincing clearness and tact that he won for himself and his university great honor and renown. better still, four learned young men who there heard him saw the truth of his positions, and afterward became distinguished defenders of the reformation. his cause, meanwhile, was rapidly gaining friends. his replies to tetzel, prierias, hochstrat, and eck had gone forth to deepen the favorable impression made by the ninety-five theses. truth had once more lifted up its head in europe, and rome would find it no child's play to put it down. the skirmish-lines of the hierarchy had been met and driven in. the tug of serious battle was now to come. his appeal to the pope. luther made the advance. he wrote out explanations (or "_resolutions_") of his theses, and sent them, with a letter, to the pope. with great confidence, point, and elegance, but with equal submissiveness and humility, he spoke of the completeness of christ for the salvation of every true believer, without room or need for penances and other satisfactions; of the evilness of the times, and the pressing necessity for a general reform; of the damaging complaints everywhere resounding against the traffic in indulgences; of his unsuccessful appeals to the ecclesiastical princes; and of the unjust censures being heaped upon him for what he had done, entreating his holiness to instruct his humble petitioner, and condemn or approve, kill or preserve, as the voice of christ through him might be. he then believed that god's sanction had to come through the high clergy and heads of the church. many good christians had approved his theses, but he did not recognize in that the divine answer to his testimony. he said afterward: "i looked only to the pope, the cardinals, the bishops, the theologians, the jurisconsults, the monks, the priests, from whom i expected the breathing of the spirit." he had not yet learned what a bloody dragon claimed to impersonate the lamb of god. citation to answer for heresy. while, in open frankness, luther was thus meekly committing himself to the powers at rome, _they_ were meditating his destruction. insidiously they sought to deprive him of the elector's protection, and answered his humble and confiding appeal with a citation to appear before them to answer for heresy. things now were ominous of evil. wittenberg was filled with consternation. if luther obeyed, it was evident he would perish like so many faithful men before him; if he refused, he would be charged with contumacy and involve his prince. one and another expedient were proposed to meet the perplexity; but to secure a hearing in germany was all luther asked. to this the pope proved more willing than was thought. he was not sure of gaining by the public trial and execution of a man so deeply planted in the esteem of his countrymen, and by bringing him before a prudent legate he might induce him to retract and the trouble be ended; if not, it would be a less disturbing way of getting possession of the accused man. orders were therefore issued for luther to appear before cardinal cajetan at augsburg. luther before cajetan. on foot he undertook the journey, believed by all to be a journey to his death. but maximilian, then in the neighborhood of augsburg, gave him a safe-conduct, and cajetan was obliged to receive him with civility. he even embraced him with tokens of affection, thinking to win him to retraction. luther was much softened by these kindly manifestations, and was disposed to comply with almost anything if not required to deny the truth of god. the interviews were numerous. luther was told that it was useless to think that the civil powers would go to war for his protection; and where would he then be? his answer was: "i will be, as now, under the broad heavens of the almighty." remonstrances, entreaties, threatenings, and proposals of high distinction were addressed to him; but he wanted no cardinal's hat, and for nothing in rome's power would he consent to retract what he believed to be the gospel truth till shown wherein it was at variance with the divine word. cajetan's arguments tripped and failed at every point, and he could only reiterate that he had been sent to receive a retraction, not to debate the questions. luther as often promised this when shown from the scriptures to be in the wrong, but not till then. cajetan's mortification. foiled and disappointed in his designs, and astounded and impatient that a poor monk should thus set at naught all the prayers and powers of the sovereign of christendom, the cardinal bade him see his face no more until he had repented of his stubbornness. at this the friends of the reformer, fearing for his safety, clandestinely hurried him out of augsburg, literally grappling him up from his bed only half dressed, and brought him away to his university. he had answered the pope's summons, and yet was free! cajetan was mortified at the result, and was upbraided for his failure. in his chagrin he wrote angrily to the elector not to soil his name and lineage by sheltering a heretic, but to surrender luther at once, on pain of an interdict. the elector was troubled. luther had not been proven a heretic, neither did he believe him to be one; but he feared collision with the pope. luther said if he were in the elector's place he would answer the cardinal as he deserved for thus insulting an honest man; but, not to be an embarrassment to his prince, he agreed to leave the elector's dominions if he said so. but frederick would not surrender his distinguished subject to the legate, neither would he send him out of the country. it is hard to say which was here the nobler man, luther or his illustrious protector. progress of events. the minds of men by this time were much aroused, and luther's cause grew and strengthened. the learned melanchthon, reuchlin's relative and pupil, was added to the faculty at wittenberg, and became luther's chief co-laborer. the number of students in the university swelled to thousands, including the sons of noblemen and princes from all parts, who listened with admiration to luther's lectures and sermons and spread his fame and doctrines. and the feeling was deep and general that a new and marvelous light had arisen upon the world.[ ] it was now that maximilian died (jan. , ), and charles v., his grandson, a spanish prince of nineteen years, succeeded to his place. the imperial crown was laid at the feet of the elector frederick, luther's friend, but he declined it in favor of charles, only exacting a solemn pledge that he would not disturb the liberties of germany. civil freedom is one of the glorious fruits of the reformation, and here already it began to raise barricades against despotic power. footnotes: [ ] a writer of the roman church, in a vein of somewhat mingled sarcasm and seriousness, remarks: "the university had reason to be proud of luther, whose oral lectures attracted a multitude of strangers; these pilgrims from distant quarters joined their hands and bowed their heads at the sight of the towers of the city, like other travelers before jerusalem. wittenberg was like a new zion, whence the light of truth expanded to neighboring kingdoms, as of old from the holy city to pagan nations." the leipsic disputation. up to this time, however, there had been no questioning of the divine rights claimed by the hierarchy. luther was still a papist, and thought to grow his plants of evangelic faith under the shadow of the upas of ecclesiasticism. he had not yet been brought to see how his augustinian theology concerning sin and grace ran afoul of the entire round of the mediæval system and methods of holiness. it was only the famous leipsic disputation between him and dr. john eck that showed him the remoter and deeper relations of his position touching indulgences. this otherwise fruitless debate had the effect of making the nature and bearings of the controversy clear to both sides. eck now distinctly saw that luther must be forcibly put down or the whole papal system must fall; and luther was made to realize that he must surrender his doctrine of salvation through simple faith in christ or break with the pope and the hierarchical system. accepting the pontifical doctrines as true, eck claimed the victory, because he had driven luther to expressions at variance with those doctrines. on the other hand, luther had shown that the pontifical claims were without foundation in primitive christianity or the holy scriptures; that the papacy was not of divine authority or of the essence of the church; that the church existed before and beyond the papal hierarchy, as well as under it; that the only head of the universal christian church is christ himself; that wherever there is true faith in god's word, there the church is, whatever the form of external organization; that the popes could err and had erred, and councils likewise; and that neither separately nor together could they rightfully decree or ordain contrary to the scriptures, the only infallible rule. to all this eck could make no answer except that it was hussism over again, which the council of constance had condemned, and that, from the standpoint of the hierarchy, luther was a heretic and ought to be dealt with accordingly. results from the debate. luther now realized that the true gospel of god's salvation and the pontifical system were vitally and irreconcilably antagonistic; that the one could never be held in consistency with the other; and that there must come a final break between him and rome. this much depressed him. he showed his spiritual anguish by his deep dejection. but he soon rose above it. if he had the truth of god, as he verily believed, what were the pope and all devils against jehovah? and so he went on lecturing, preaching, writing, and publishing with his greatest power, brilliancy, and effectiveness. some of the best and most telling products of his pen now went forth to multitudes of eager readers. the glowing energy of his faith acted like a spreading fire, kindling the souls of men as they seldom have been kindled in any cause in any age. his _address to the nobility_ electrified all germany, and first fired the patriotic spirit of ulrich zwingli, the swiss reformer. his book on _the babylonian captivity of the church_ sounded a bugle-note which thrilled through all the german heart, gave bugenhagen to the reformation, and sent a shudder through the hierarchy.[ ] already, at maximilian's diet at augsburg to take measures against the turk, a latin pamphlet was openly circulated among the members which said that the turk to be resisted was living in italy; and miltitz, the pope's nuncio and chamberlain, confessed that from rome to altenberg he had found those greatly in the minority who did not side with luther. footnotes: [ ] glapio, the confessor of charles v., stated to chancellor brück at the diet of worms: "the alarm which i felt when i read the first pages of the _captivity_ cannot be expressed; they might be said to be lashes which scourged me from head to foot." luther's excommunication. but the tempest waxed fiercer and louder every day. luther's growing influence the more inflamed his enemies. hochstrat had induced two universities to condemn his doctrines. in sundry places his books were burned by the public hangman. eck had gone to italy, and was "moving the depths of hell" to secure the excommunication of the prejudged heretic. and could his bloodthirsty enemies have had their way, this would long since have come. but leo seems to have had more respect for luther than for them. learning and talent were more to him than any doctrines of the faith. the monks complained of him as too much given to luxury and pleasure to do his duty in defending the church. perhaps he had conscience enough to be ashamed to enforce his traffic in paper pardons by destroying the most honest and heroic man in germany. perhaps he did not like to stain his reign with so foul a record, even if dangerous complications should not attend it. whatever the cause, he was slow to respond to these clamors for blood. eck had almost as much trouble to get him to issue the bull of luther's excommunication as he had to answer luther's arguments in the leipsic discussion. but he eventually procured it, and undertook to enforce it. and yet, with all his zealous personal endeavors and high authority, he could hardly get it posted, promulged, or at all respected in germany. his parchment thunder lost its power in coming across the alps. miltitz also was in his way, who, with equal authority from the pope, was endeavoring to supersede the bull by attempts at reconciliation. it came to wittenberg in such a sorry plight that luther laughed at it as having the appearance of a forgery by dr. eck. he knew the pope had been bullied into the issuing of it, but this was the biting irony by which he indicated the character of the men by whom it was moved and the pitiable weakness to which such thunders had been reduced. but it was a bull of excommunication nevertheless. luther and his doctrines were condemned by the chief of christendom.[ ] multitudes were thrown into anxious perturbation. if the strong arm of the emperor should be given to sustain the pope, who would be able to stand? adrian, one of the faculty of wittenberg, was so frightened that he threw down his office and hastened to join the enemy. amid the perils which surrounded luther powerful knights offered to defend him by force of arms; but he answered, "_no_; by _the word_ the world was conquered, by _the word_ the church was saved, and by _the word_ it must be restored." the thoughts of his soul were not on human power, but centred on the throne of him who lives for ever. it was christ's gospel that was in peril, and he was sure jehovah would not abandon his own cause. germany waited to see what he would do. nor was it long kept in suspense. footnotes: [ ] the bull was issued june , . it specified forty-one propositions out of luther's works which it condemned as heretical, scandalous, and offensive to pious ears. it forbade all persons to read his writings, upon pain of excommunication. such as had any of his books in their possession were commanded to burn them. he himself, if he did not publicly recant his errors and burn his books within sixty days, was pronounced an obstinate heretic, excommunicated and delivered over to satan. and it enjoined upon all secular princes, under pain of incurring the same censure, to seize his person and deliver him up to be punished as his crimes deserved; that is to be burnt as a heretic. luther and the pope's bull. in a month he discharged a terrific volley of artillery upon the papacy by his book _against the bull of antichrist_. in thirteen days later he brought formal charges against the pope--_first_, as an unjust judge, who condemns without giving a hearing; _second_, as a heretic and apostate, who requires denial that faith is necessary; _third_, as an antichrist, who sets himself against the holy scriptures and usurps their authority; and _fourth_, as a blasphemer of the church and its free councils, who declares them nothing without himself. this was carrying the war into africa. appealing to a future general council and the scriptures as superior to popes, he now called upon the emperor, electors, princes, and all classes and estates in the whole german empire, as they valued the gospel and the favor of christ, to stand by him in this demonstration. and, that all might be certified in due form, he called a notary and five witnesses to hear and attest the same as verily the solemn act and deed of martin luther, done in behalf of himself and all who stood or should stand with him. rome persisted in forcing a schism, and this was luther's bill of divorcement. nay, more; as rome had sealed its condemnation of him by burning his books, he built a stack of fagots on the refuse piles outside the elster gate of wittenberg, invited thither the whole university, and when the fires were kindled and the flames were high, he cast into them, one by one, the books of the canon law, the decretals, the clementines, the papal extravagants, and all that lay at the base of the religion of the hierarchy! and when these were consumed he took leo's bull of excommunication, held it aloft, exclaiming with a loud voice, "since thou hast afflicted the saints of god, be thou consumed with fire unquenchable!" and dashed the impious document into the flames. well done was that! luther considered it the best act of his life. it was a brave heart, the bravest then living in this world, that dared to do it. but it was done then and for ever. wittenberg looked on with shoutings. the whole modern world of civilized man has ever since been looking on with thrilling wonder. and myriads of the sons of god and liberty are shouting over it yet. the miner's son had come up full abreast with the triple-crowned descendant of the medici. the monk of wittenberg had matched the proudest monarch in the world. henceforth the question was, which of them should sway the nations in the time to come? the diet of worms. the young emperor sided with the religion of the pope. the venerable elector frederick determined to stand by luther, at least till his case was fairly adjudged. he said it was not just to condemn a good and honest man unheard and unconvicted, and that "_justice must take precedence even of the pope_." conferences of state now became numerous and exciting, and the efforts of rome to have luther's excommunication recognized and enforced were many and various, but nothing short of a diet of the empire could settle the disturbance.[ ] such a diet was convoked by the young emperor for january, . it was the first of his reign, and the grandest ever held on german soil. philip of hesse came to it with a train of six hundred cavaliers. the electors, dukes, archbishops, landgraves, margraves, counts, bishops, barons, lords, deputies, legates, and ambassadors from foreign courts came in corresponding style. they felt it important to show their consequence at this first diet, and were all the more moved to be there in force because the exciting matter of reform was specified as one of the chief things to be considered. the result was one of the most august and illustrious assemblies of which modern history tells, and one which presented a spectacle of lasting wonder that a poor lone monk should thus have moved all the powers of the earth. footnotes: [ ] audin, in his _life of luther_, says: "a monk who wore a cassock out at the elbows had caused to the most powerful emperor in the world greater embarrassments than those which francis i., his unsuccessful rival at frankfort, threatened to raise against him in italy. with the cannon from his arsenal at ghent and his lances from namur, charles could beat the king of france between sunrise and sunset; but lances and cannon were impotent to subdue the religious revolution, which, like some of the glaciers which he crossed in coming from spain, acquired daily a new quantity of soil."--vol. i. chap. . again, in chap. , he says of the emperor: "the thought of measuring his strength with the hero of marignan was far from alarming him, but a struggle with the monk of wittenberg disturbed his sleep. he wished that they should try to overcome his obstinacy." doings of the romanists. for three months the diet wrangled over the affair of luther without reaching anything decided. the friends of rome were the chief actors, struggling in every way and hesitating at nothing to induce the diet and the emperor to acknowledge and enforce the pope's decree. but the influence of the german princes, especially that of the elector frederick, stood in the way; charles would not act, as he had no right to act, without the concurrence of the states, and the princes of germany held it unjust that luther should be condemned on charges which had never been fairly tried, on books which were not proven to be his, and especially since the sentence itself presented conditions with reference to which no answer had been legally ascertained. to overcome these oppositions different resorts were tried. leo issued a second bull, excommunicating luther absolutely, anathematizing him and all his friends and abettors. the pope's legate called for money to buy up influence for the romanists: "we must have money. send us money. money! money! or germany is lost!" the money came; but the reformer's friends could not be bought with bribes, however much the agents of rome needed such stimulation. trickery was brought into requisition to entrap luther's defenders by a secret proposal to compromise. luther was given great credit and right, except that he had gone a little too far, and it was only necessary to restrain him from further demonstrations. rome compromise with a man she had doubly excommunicated and anathematized! rome make terms with an outlaw whom she had infallibly doomed to eternal execration! yet with these proposals the emperor's confessor approached chancellor brück. but the chancellor's head was too clear to be caught by such treachery. then it was moved to refer the matter to a commission of arbitrators. this met with so much favor that the pope's legate, aleander, was alarmed lest luther should thereby escape, and hence set himself with unwonted energy to incite the emperor to decisive measures. charles was persuaded to make a demonstration, but demanded that the legate should first "convince the diet." aleander was the most famous orator rome had, and he rejoiced in his opportunity. he went before the assembly in a prepared speech of three hours in length to show up luther as a pestilent heretic, and the necessity of getting rid of him and his books and principles at once to prevent the world from being plunged into barbarism and utter desolation. he made a deep impression by his effort. it was only by the unexpected and crushing speech of duke george of saxony, luther's bitter personal enemy, that the train of things, so energetically wrought up, was turned. not in defence of luther, whom he disliked, but in defence of the german nation, he piled up before the door of the hierarchy such an overwhelming array of its oppressions, robberies, and scandals, and exposed with such an unsparing hand the falsities, profligacies, cupidity, and beastly indecencies of the roman clergy and officials, that the emperor hastened to recall the edict he had already signed, and yielded consent for luther to be called to answer for himself. luther summoned. in vain the pope's legate protested that it was not lawful thus to bring the decrees of the sovereign pontiff into question, or pleaded that luther's daring genius, flashing eyes, electric speech, and thrilling spirit would engender tumult and violence. on march th the emperor signed a summons and safe-conduct for the reformer to appear in worms within twenty-one days, to answer concerning his doctrines and writings. so far the thunders of the vatican were blank. with all the anxious fears which such a summons would naturally engender, luther resolved to obey it. the pope's adherents fumed in their helplessness when they learned that he was coming--coming, too, under the safe-conduct of the empire, coming to have a hearing before the diet!--_he_ whom the infallible vicar of heaven had condemned and anathematized! whither was the world drifting? luther's friends trembled lest he should share the fate of huss; his enemies trembled lest he should escape it; and both, in their several ways, tried to keep him back. placards of his condemnation were placed before him on the way, and spectacles to indicate his certain execution were enacted in his sight; but he was not the man to be deterred by the prospect of being burnt alive if god called for the sacrifice. lying fraud was also tried to seduce and betray him. glapio, the emperor's confessor, who had tried a similar trick upon the elector frederick, conceived the idea that if von sickingen and bucer could be won for the plot, a proposal to compromise the whole matter amicably might serve to beguile him to the château of his friend at ebernburg till his safe-conduct should expire, and then the liars could throw off the mask and dispose of him with credit in the eyes of rome. the glib and wily glapio led in the attempt. von sickingen and bucer were entrapped by his bland hypocrisy, and lent themselves to the execution of the specious proposition. but when they came to luther with it, he turned his back, saying, "if the emperor's confessor has anything to say to me he will find me at worms." but even his friends were alarmed at his coming. it was feared that he would be destroyed. the elector's confidential adviser sent a servant out to meet him, beseeching him by no means to enter the city. "go tell your master," said luther, "i will enter worms though as many devils should be there as tiles upon its houses!" and he did enter, with nobles, cavaliers, and gentry for his escort, and attended through the streets by a larger concourse than had greeted the entry of the emperor himself.[ ] footnotes: [ ] "the reception which he met with at worms was such as he might have reckoned a full reward of all his labors if vanity and the love of applause had been the principles by which he was influenced. greater crowds assembled to behold him than had appeared at the emperor's public entry; his apartments were daily filled with princes and personages of the highest rank; and he was treated with all the respect paid to those who possess the power of directing the understanding and sentiments of other men--a homage more sincere, as well as more flattering, than any which pre-eminence in birth or condition command."--robertson's _charles v._, vol. i. p. . luther at the diet. charles hurried to convene his council, saying, "luther is come; what shall we do with him?" a chancellor and bishop of flanders urged that he be despatched at once, and this scandalous humiliation of the holy see terminated. he said sigismund had allowed huss to be burned, and no one was bound to keep faith with a heretic. but the emperor was more moral than the teachings of his church, and said, "not so; we have given our promise, and we ought to keep it." on the morrow luther was conducted to the diet by the marshal of the empire. the excited people so crowded the gates and jammed about the doors that the soldiers had to use their halberds to open a way for him. an instinct not yet interpreted drew their hearts and allied them with the hero. from the thronged streets, windows, and housetops came voices as he passed--voices of petition and encouragement--voices of benediction on the brave and true--voices of sympathy and adjuration to be firm in god and in the power of his might. it was germany, scandinavia, england, scotland, and holland; it was the americas and hundreds of young republics yet unborn; it was the whole world of all after-time, with its free gospel, free conscience, free speech, free government, free science, and free schools,--uttering themselves in those half-smothered voices. luther heard them and was strengthened. but there was no danger he would betray the momentous trust. that morning, amid great rugged prayers which broke from him like massive rock-fragments hot and burning from a volcano of mingled faith and agony, laying one hand on the open bible and lifting the other to heaven, he cast his soul on omnipotence, in pledge unspeakable to obey only his conscience and his god. whether for life or death, his heart was fixed. a few steps more and he stood before imperial majesty, encompassed by the powers and dignitaries of the earth, so brave, calm, and true a man that thrones and kings looked on in silent awe and admiration, and even malignant scorn for the moment retreated into darkness. since he who wore the crown of thorns stood before pontius pilate there had not been a parallel to this scene.[ ] footnotes: [ ] a romanist thus describes the picture: "when the approach of luther was heard there ensued one of those deep silences in which the heart alone, by its hurried pulsations, gives sign of life. attention was diverted from the emperor to the monk. on the appearance of luther every one rose, regardless of the sovereign's presence. it inspired werner with one of the finest acts of his tragedy.... heine has glorified the appearance at worms. the catholic himself loves to contemplate that black gown in the presence of those lords and barons caparisoned in iron and armed with helmet and spear, and is moved by the voice of 'that young friar' who comes to defy all the powers of the earth."--audin's _life of luther_. "all parties must unite in admiring and venerating the man who, undaunted and alone, could stand before such an assembly, and vindicate with unshaken courage what he conceived to be the cause of religion, of liberty, and of truth, fearless of any reproaches but those of his own conscience, or of any disapprobation but that of his god."--roscoe's _life of leo x._, vol. iv. p. . luther himself, afterward recalling the event, said: "it must indeed have been god who gave me my boldness of heart; i doubt if i could show such courage again." luther's refusal to recant. a weak, poor man, arraigned and alone before the assembled powers of the earth, with only the grace of god and his cause on which to lean, had demand made of him whether or not he would retract his books or any part of them, _yes_ or _no_. but he did not shrink, neither did he falter. "since your imperial majesty and your excellencies require of me a direct and simple answer, i will give it. to the pope or councils i cannot submit my faith, for it is clear that they have erred and contradicted one another. therefore, unless i am convinced by proofs from holy scripture or by sound reasons, and my judgment by this means is commanded by god's word, _i cannot and will not retract anything_: for a christian cannot safely go contrary to his conscience." and, glancing over the august assembly, on whose will his life hung, he added in deep solemnity, those immortal words: "here i stand. i can do no otherwise. so help me god! amen."[ ] simple were the facts. luther afterward wrote to a friend: "i expected his majesty would bring fifty doctors to convict the monk outright; but it was not so. the whole history is this: are these your books? _yes._--will you retract them? _no._--well then, begone." he said the truth, but he could not then know all that was involved in what he reduced to such a simple colloquy. with that _yes_ and _no_ the wheel of ages made another revolution. the breath which spoke them turned the balances in which the whole subsequent history of civilization hung. it was the _yes_ and _no_ which applied the brakes to the juggernaut of usurpation, whose ponderous wheels had been crushing through the centuries. it was the _yes_ and _no_ which evidenced the reality of a power above all popes and empires. it was the _yes_ and _no_ which spoke the supreme obligation of the human soul to obey god and conscience, and started once more the pulsations of liberty in the arteries of man. it was the _yes_ and _no_ which divided eras, and marked the summit whence the streams began to form and flow to give back to this world a church without a pope and a state without an inquisition. charles had the happiness at worms to hear the tidings that fernando cortes had added mexico to his dominions. the emancipated peoples of the earth in the generations since have had the happiness to know that at worms, through the inflexible steadfastness of martin luther, god gave the inspirations of a new and better life for them! footnotes: [ ] "with this noble protest was laid the keystone of the reformation. the pontifical hierarchy shook to its centre, and the great cause of truth and regenerate religion spread with electric speed. the marble tomb of ignorance and error gave way, as it were, of a sudden; a thousand glorious events and magnificent discoveries thronged upon each other with pressing haste to behold and congratulate the mighty birth, the new creation, of which they were the harbingers, when, with a steady and triumphant step, the peerless form of human intellect rose erect, and, throwing off from its freshening limbs the death-shade and the grave-clothes by which it was enshrouded, ascended to the glorious resurrection of that noontide lustre which irradiates the horizon of our own day, rejoicing like a giant to run his race."--john mason good's _book of nature_, p. . luther's condemnation. after luther and his friends left worms the emperor issued an edict putting him and all his adherents under the ban of the empire, forbidding any one to give him food or shelter, calling on all who found him to arrest him, commanding all his books to be burned, and ordering the seizure of his friends and the confiscation of their possessions. it was what germany got for putting an austro-spanish bigot on the imperial throne. luther in the wartburg. but the cause of rome was not helped by it. luther's person was made safe by the elector, who arranged a friendly capture by which he was concealed in the wartburg in charge of the knights. no one knew what had become of him. his mysterious disappearance was naturally referred to some foul play of the romanists, and the feeling of resentment was intense and deep. indeed, germany was now bent on throwing off the religion of the hierarchy. no matter what it may once have been, no matter what service it may have rendered in helping europe through the dark ages, it had become gangrened, perverted, rotten, offensive, unbearable. the very means rome took to defend it increased revolt against it. it had come to be an oppressive lie, and it had to go. no bulls of popes or edicts of emperors could alter the decree of destiny. and a great and blessed fortune it was that luther still lived to guide and counsel in the momentous transition. but providence had endowed him for the purpose, and so preserved him for its execution. what was born with the theses, and baptized before the imperial diet at worms, he was now to nourish, educate, catechise, and prepare for glorious confirmation before a similar diet in the after years. translation of the bible. while in the wartburg he was forbidden to issue any writings. leisure was thus afforded for one of the most important things connected with the reformation. those ten months he utilized to prepare for germany and for the world a translation of the holy scriptures, which itself was enough to immortalize the reformer's name. great intellectual monuments have come down to us from the sixteenth century. it was an age in which the human mind put forth some of its noblest demonstrations. great communions still look back to its confessions as their rallying-centres, and millions of worshipers still render their devotions in the forms which then were cast. but pre-eminent over all the achievements of that sublime century was the giving of god's word to the people in their own language, which had its chief centre and impulse in the production of luther's _german bible_. well has it been said, "he who takes up that, grasps a whole world in his hand--a world which will perish only when this green earth itself shall pass away." it was the word that kindled the heart of luther to the work of reformation, and the word alone could bring it to its consummation. with the word the whole church of christ and the entire fabric of our civilization must stand or fall. undermine the bible and you undermine the world. it is the one, true, and only charter of faith, liberty, and salvation for man, without which this race of ours is a hopeless and abandoned wreck. and when luther gave forth his german bible, it was not only a transcendent literary achievement, which created and fixed the classic forms of his country's language,[ ] but an act of supremest wisdom and devotion; for the hope of the world is for ever cabled to the free and open word of god. footnotes: [ ] chevalier bunsen says; "it is luther's genius applied to the bible which has preserved the only unity which is, in our days, remaining to the german nation--that of language, literature, and thought. there is no similar instance in the known history of the world of a single man achieving such a work." luther's conservatism. up to the time of luther's residence in the wartburg nothing had been done toward changing the outward forms, ceremonies, and organization of the church. the great thing with him had been to get the inward, central doctrine right, believing that all else would then naturally come right in due time. but while he was hidden and silent certain fanatics thrust themselves into this field, and were on the eve of precipitating everything to destruction. tidings of the violent revolutionary spirit which had broken out reached him in his retreat and stirred him with sorrowful indignation, for it was the most damaging blow inflicted on the reformation. it is hard for men to keep their footing amid deep and vast commotions and not drift into ruinous excesses. storch, and münzer, and carlstadt, and melanchthon himself, were dangerously affected by the whirl of things. even good men sometimes forget that society cannot be conserved by mere negations; that wild and lawless revolution can never work a wholesome and abiding reformation; that the perpetuity of the church is an historic chain, each new link of which depends on those which have gone before. there was precious gold in the old conglomerate, which needed to be discriminated, extracted, and preserved. the divine foundations were not to be confounded with the rubbish heaped upon them. there was still a church of christ under the hierarchy, although the hierarchy was no part of its life or essence. the zwickau prophets, with their new revelations and revolts against civil authority; the wittenberg iconoclasts, with their repudiation of study and learning and all proper church order; and the sacramentarians, with their insidious rationalism against the plain word,--were not to be entrusted with the momentous interests with which the cause of the reformation was freighted. and hence, at the risk of the elector's displeasure and at the peril of his life, luther came forth from his covert to withstand the violence which was putting everything in jeopardy. grandly also did he reason out the genuine gospel principles against all these parties. he comprehended his ground from centre to circumference, and he held it alike against erring friends and menacing foes. the swollen torrent of events never once obscured his prophetic insight, never disturbed the balance of his judgment, never shook his hold upon the right. with a master-power he held revolutions and wars in check, while he revised and purified the liturgy and order of the church, wrought out the evangelic truth in its applications to existing things, and reared the renewed habilitation of the pure word and sacraments. growth of the reformation. it was now that pope leo died. his glory lasted but eight years. his successor, adrian vi., was a moderate man, of good intentions, though he could not see what evil there was in indulgences. he exhorted germany to get rid of luther, but said the church must be reformed, that the holy see had been for years horribly polluted, and that the evils had affected head and members. he was in solemn earnest this time, and began to change and purify the papal court. to some this was as if the voice of luther were being echoed from st. peter's chair, and adrian suddenly died, no man knows of what,[ ] and clement vii., a relative of leo x., was put upon the papal throne. in a diet was convened at nuremberg with reference to these same matters. campeggio, the pope's legate, thought it prudent to make his way thither without letting himself be known, and wrote back to his master that he had to be very cautious, as the majority of the diet consisted of "great lutherans." at this diet the edict of worms was virtually annulled, and it was plain enough that "great lutherans" had become very numerous and powerful. luther himself had become of sufficient consequence for henry viii., king of england, to write a book against him, for which the pope gave him the title of "defender of the faith," and for which luther repaid him in his own coin. erasmus also, long the prince of the whole literary world, was dogged into the writing of a book against the great reformer. poor erasmus found his match, and was overwhelmed with the result. he afterward sadly wrote: "my troops of friends are turned to enemies. everywhere scandal pursues me and calumny denies my name. every goose now hisses at erasmus." in , luther's friend and protector, the elector frederick, died. this would have been a sad blow for the reformation had there been no one of like mind to take his place. but god had the man in readiness. "frederick the wise" was succeeded by his brother, "john the constant." in hesse, in holland, in scandinavia, in prussia, in poland, in switzerland, in france, _everywhere_, the reformation advanced. duke george of saxony raged, got up an alliance against the growing cause, and beheaded citizens of leipsic for having luther's writings in their houses. eck still howled from ingolstadt for fire and fagots. the dukes of bavaria were fierce with persecutions. the archbishop of mayence punished cities because they would not have his priests for pastors. the emperor from spain announced his purpose to crush and exterminate "the wickedness of lutheranism." but it was all in vain. the sun had risen, the new era had come! luther now issued his _catechisms_, which proved a great and glorious aid to the true gospel. henceforth the children were to be bred up in the pure faith. matthesius says: "if luther in his lifetime had achieved no other work but that of bringing his two catechisms into use, the whole world could not sufficiently thank and repay him." a quarrel between the emperor and the pope also contributed to the progress of the reformation. a diet at spire in had interposed a check to the persecuting spirit of the romanists, and granted toleration to those of luther's mind in all the states where his doctrines were approved. the respite lasted for three years, until charles and clement composed their difference and united to wreak their wrath upon luther and his adherents. footnotes: [ ] the death of adrian vi., on the th of september, , was a subject of general rejoicing in rome. there was a crown of flowers hung to the door of his physician, with a card appended which read, "_to the savior of his country_." protestants and war. a second diet at spire, in , revoked the former act of toleration, and demanded of all the princes and estates an unconditional surrender to the pope's decrees. this called forth the heroic _protest_ of those who stood with luther. they refused to submit, claiming that in matters of divine service and the soul's salvation conscience and god must be obeyed rather than earthly powers. it was from this that the name of _protestants_ originated--a name which half the world now honors and accepts. the signers of this protest also pledged to each other their mutual support in defending their position. zwingli urged them to make war upon the emperor. he himself afterward took the sword, and perished by it. calvin, cranmer, knox, and even the puritan fathers as far as they had power and occasion, resorted to physical force and the civil arm to punish the rejecters of their creed. luther repudiated all such coercion. the sword was at his command, but he opposed its use for any purposes of religion. all the weight of his great influence was given to prevent his friends from mixing external force with what should ever have its seat only in the calm conviction of the soul. he thus practically anticipated roger williams and william penn and the most lauded results of modern freedom--not from constraint of circumstances and personal interests, but from his own clear insight into gospel principles. bloody religious wars came after he was dead, the prospect of which filled his soul with horror, and to which he could hardly give consent even in case of direst necessity for self-defence; but it is a transcendent fact that while he lived they were held in abeyance, most of all by his prayers and endeavors. he fought, indeed, as few men ever fought, but the only sword he wielded was "the sword of the spirit, which is the word of god." the confession of augsburg. and yet another imperial diet was convened with reference to these religious disturbances. it was held in augsburg in the spring of . the emperor was in the zenith of his power. he had overcome his french rival. he had spoiled rome, humbled the pope, and reorganized italy. the turks had withdrawn their armies. and the only thing in the way of a consolidated empire was the reformation in germany. to crush this was now his avowed purpose, and he anticipated no great hardship in doing it. he entered augsburg with unwonted magnificence and pomp. he had spoken very graciously in his invitation to the princes, but it was in his heart to compel their submission to his former edict of worms. it behoved them to be prepared to make a full exhibit of their principles, giving the ultimatum on which they proposed to stand. luther had been formulating articles embodying the points adhered to in his reformatory teachings. he had prepared one set for the marburg conference with the swiss divines. he had revised and elaborated these into the seventeen articles of schwabach. he had also prepared another series on abuses, submitted to the elector john at torgau. all these were now committed to melanchthon for careful elaboration into complete style and harmony for use at the diet. luther assisted in this work up to the time when the diet convened, and what remained to be done was completed in augsburg by melanchthon and the lutheran divines present with him. luther himself could not be there, as he was a dead man to the law, and by command of his prince was detained at coburg while the diet was in session. the first act of the emperor was to summon the protesting princes before him, asking of them the withdrawal of their protest. this they refused. they felt that they had constitutional right, founded on the decision of spire, to resist the emperor's demand; and they did not intend to surrender the just principles put forth in their noble protest. they celebrated divine service in their quarters, led by their own clergy, and refused to join in the procession at the roman festival of corpus christi. this gave much offence, and for the sake of peace they discontinued their services during the diet. at length they were asked to make their doctrinal presentation. melanchthon had admirably performed the work assigned him in the making up of the confession, and on the th day of june, , the document, duly signed, was read aloud to the emperor in the hearing of many. the effect of it upon the assembly was indescribable. many of the prejudices and false notions against the reformers were effectually dissipated. the enemies of the reformation felt that they had solemn realities to deal with which they had never imagined. others said that this was a more effectual preaching than that which had been suppressed. "christ is in the diet," said justus jonas, "and he does not keep silence. god's word cannot be bound." in a word, the world now had added to it one of its greatest treasures--the renowned and imperishable augsburg confession. luther was eager for tidings of what transpired at the diet. and when the confession came, as signed and delivered, he wrote: "i thrill with joy that i have lived to see the hour in which christ is preached by so many confessors to an assembly so illustrious in a form so beautiful." even reformed authors, from calvin down, have cheerfully added their testimony to the worth and excellence of this magnificent confession--the first since the athanasian creed. a late writer of this class says of it that "it best exhibits the prevailing genius of the german reformation, and will ever be cherished as one of the noblest monuments of faith from the pentecostal period of protestantism." the romanists attempted to answer the noble confession, but would not make their confutation public. compromises were proposed, but they came to naught. the imperial troops were called into the city and the gates closed to intimidate the princes, but it resulted in greater alarm to the romanists than to them. the confessors had taken their stand, and they were not to be moved from it. the diet ended with the decision that they should have until the following spring to determine whether they would submit to the roman church or not, and, if not, that measures would then be taken for their extermination. the league of smalcald. the emperor's edict appeared november th, and the protestant princes at once proceeded to form a league for mutual protection against attempts to force their consciences in these sacred matters. it was with difficulty that the consent of luther could be obtained for what, to him, looked like an arrangement to support the gospel by the sword. but he yielded to a necessity forced by the intolerance of rome. a convention was held at smalcald at christmas, , and there was formed the _league of smalcald_, which planted the political foundations of religious liberty for our modern world. by the presentation of the great confession of augsburg, along with the formation of the league of smalcald, the cause of luther became embodied in the official life of nations, and the new era of freedom had come safely to its birth. long and terrible storms were yet to be passed, but the ship was launched which no thunders of emperors or popes could ever shatter.[ ] when the months of probation ended, france had again become troublesome to the emperor, and the turks were renewing their movements against his dominions. he also found that he could not count on the catholic princes for the violent suppression of the protestants. luther's doctrines had taken too deep hold upon their subjects to render it safe to join in a war of extermination against them. the zwinglians also coalesced with the lutherans in presenting a united front against the threatened bloody coercion. the smalcald league, moreover, had grown to be a power which even the emperor could not despise. he therefore resolved to come to terms with the protestant members of his empire, and a peace--at least a truce--was concluded at nuremberg, which left things as they were to wait until a general council should settle the questions in dispute. footnotes: [ ] "the reformation of luther kindled up the minds of men afresh, leading to new habits of thought and awakening in individuals energies before unknown to themselves. the religious controversies of this period changed society, as well as religion, and to a considerable extent, where they did not change the religion of the state, they changed man himself in his modes of thought, his consciousness of his own powers, and his desire of intellectual attainment. the spirit of commercial and foreign adventure on the one hand and, on the other the assertion and maintenance of religious liberty, having their source in the reformation, and this love of religious liberty drawing after it or bringing along with it, as it always does, an ardent devotion to the principle of civil liberty also, were the powerful influences under which character was formed and men trained for the great work of introducing english civilization, english law, and, what is more than all, anglo-saxon blood, into the wilderness of north america."--daniel webster, _works_, vol. i. p. . luther's later years. luther lived nearly fifteen years after this grand crowning of his testimony, diligently laboring for christ and his country. the most brilliant part of his career was over, but his labors still were great and important. indeed, his whole life was intensely laborious. he was a busier man than the first napoleon. his publications, as reckoned up by seckendorf, amount to eleven hundred and thirty-seven. large and small together, they number seven hundred and fifteen volumes--one for every two weeks that he lived after issuing the first. even in the last six weeks of his life he issued thirty-one publications--more than five per week. if he had had no other cares and duties but to occupy himself with his pen, this would still prove him a very hercules in authorship.[ ] but his later years were saddened by many anxieties, afflictions, and trials. under god, he had achieved a transcendent work, and his confidence in its necessity, divinity, and perpetuity never failed; but he was much distressed to see it marred and damaged, as it was, by the weaknesses and passions of men. his great influence created jealousies. his persistent conservatism gave offence. those on whom he most relied betimes imperiled his cause by undue concessions and pusillanimity. the friends of the reformation often looked more to political than christian ends, or were more carnal than spiritual. threatening civil commotions troubled him. ultra reform attacked and blamed him. the agitations about a general council, which rome now treacherously urged, and meant to pack for its own purposes, gave him much anxiety. it was with reference to such a council that one other great document--_the articles of smalcald_--issued from his pen, in which he defined the true and final protestant position with regard to the hierarchy, and the fundamental organization of the church of christ. his bodily ailments also became frequent and severe. prematurely old, and worn out with cares, labors, and vexations--the common lot of great heroes and benefactors--he began to long for the heavenly rest. "i am weary of the world," said he, "and it is time the world were weary of me. the parting will be easy, like a traveler leaving his inn." he lived to his sixty-third year, and peacefully died in the faith he so effectually preached, while on a mission of reconciliation at the place where he was born, honored and lamented in his death as few men have ever been. his remains repose in front of the chancel in the castle church of wittenberg, on the door of which his own hand had nailed the ninety-five theses.[ ] footnotes: [ ] "never before was the human mind more prolific." "luther holds a high and glorious place in german literature." "in his manuscripts we nowhere discover the traces of fatigue or irritation, no embarrassment or erasures, no ill-applied epithet or unmanageable expression; and by the correctness of his writing we might imagine he was the copyist rather than the writer of the work."--so says _audin_, his roman catholic biographer. hallam's flippant and disparaging remarks on luther, contained in his _introduction to the literature of europe_, are simply outrageous, "stupid and senseless paragraphs," evidencing a presumption on the part of their author which deserves intensest rebuke. "hallam knows nothing about luther; he himself confesses his inability to read him in his native german; and this alone renders him incapable of judging intelligently respecting his merits as a writer; and, knowing nothing, it would have been honorable in him to say nothing, at least to say nothing disparagingly. and, by the way, it seems to us that writing a history of european literature without a knowledge of german is much like writing a history of metals without knowing anything of iron and steel.... luther's language became, through his writings, and has ever since remained, the language of literature and general intercourse among educated men, and is that which is now understood universally to be meant when _the german_ is spoken of. his translation of the bible is still as much the standard of purity for that language as homer is for the greek."--_dr. calvin e. stowe._ [ ] "nothing can be more edifying than the scene presented by the last days of luther, of which we have the most authentic and detailed accounts. when dying he collected his last strength and offered up the following prayer: 'heavenly father, eternal, merciful god, thou hast revealed to me thy dear son, our lord jesus christ. him i have taught, him i have confessed, him i love as my saviour and redeemer, whom the wicked persecute, dishonor, and reprove. take my poor soul up to thee!' "then two of his friends put to him the solemn question: 'reverend father, do you die in christ and in the doctrine you have constantly preached?' he answered by an audible and joyful '_yes_;' and, repeating the verse, 'father, into thy hands i commend my spirit,' he expired peacefully, without a struggle."--_encyc. britannica._ personale of luther. the personal appearance of this extraordinary man is but poorly given in the painted portraits of him. written descriptions inform us that he was of medium size, handsomely proportioned, and somewhat darkly complected. his arched brows, high cheek-bones, and powerful jaws and chin gave to his face an outline of ruggedness; but his features were regular, and softened all over with benevolence and every refined feeling. he had remarkable eyes, large, full, deep, dark, and brilliant, with a sort of amber circle around the pupil, which made them seem to emit fire when under excitement. his hair was dark and waving, but became entirely white in his later years. his mouth was elegantly formed, expressive of determination, tenderness, affection, and humor. his countenance was elevated, open, brave, and unflinching. his neck was short and strong and his breast broad and full. though compactly built, he was generally spare and wasted from incessant studies, hard labor, and an abstemious life. mosellanus, the moderator at the leipsic disputation, describes him quite fully as he appeared at that time, and says that "his body was so reduced by cares and study that one could almost count his bones." he himself makes frequent allusion to his wasted and enfeebled body. his health was never robust. he was a small eater. melanchthon says: "i have seen him, when he was in full health, absolutely neither eat nor drink for four days together. at other times i have seen him, for many days, content with the slightest allowance, a salt herring and a small hunch of bread per day." mosellanus further says that his manners were cultured and friendly, with nothing of stoical severity or pride in him--that he was cheerful and full of wit in company, and at all times fresh, joyous, inspiring, and pleasant. honest naturalness, grand simplicity, and an unpretentious majesty of character breathed all about him. an indwelling vehemency, a powerful will, and a firm confidence could readily be seen, but calm and mellowed with generous kindness, without a trace of selfishness or vanity. he was jovial, free-spoken, open, easily approached, and at home with all classes. audin says of him that "his voice was clear and sonorous, his eye beaming with fire, his head of the antique cast, his hands beautiful, and his gesture graceful and abounding--at once rabelais and fontaine, with the droll humor of the one and the polished elegance of the other." in society and in his home he was genial, playful, instructive, and often brilliant. his _table-talk_, collected (not always judiciously) by his friends, is one of the most original and remarkable of productions. he loved children and young people, and brought up several in his house besides his own. he had an inexhaustible flow of ready wit and good-humor, prepared for everybody on all occasions. he was a frank and free correspondent, and let out his heart in his letters, six large volumes of which have been preserved. he was specially fond of music, and cultivated it to a high degree. he could sing and play like a woman.[ ] "i have no pleasure in any man," said he, "who despises music. it is no invention of ours; it is the gift of god. i place it next to theology." he was himself a great musician and hymnist. handel confesses that he derived singular advantage from the study of his music; and coleridge says: "he did as much for the reformation by his hymns as by his translation of the bible." to this day he is the chief singer in a church of pre-eminent song. heine speaks of "those stirring songs which escaped from him in the very midst of his combats and necessities, like flowers making their way from between rough stones or moonbeams glittering among dark clouds." _ein feste burg_ welled from his great heart like the gushing of the waters from the smitten rock of horeb to inspirit and refresh god's faint and doubting people as long as the church is in this earthly wilderness. there is a mighty soul in it which lifts one, as on eagles' wings, high and triumphant over the blackest storms. and his whole life was a brilliantly enacted epic of marvelous grandeur and pathos.[ ] footnotes: [ ] mattähus ratzenberger, in a passage of his biography preserved in the _bibliotheca ducalis gothana_, says: "lutherus had also this custom: as soon as he had eaten the evening meal with his table companions he would fetch out of his little writing-room his _partes_ and hold a _musicam_ with those of them who had a mind for music. greatly was he delighted when a good composition of the old master fitted the responses or _hymnos de tempore anni_, and especially did he enjoy the _cantu gregoriana_ and chorale. but if at times he perceived in a new song that it was incorrectly copied he set it again upon the lines (that is, he brought the parts together and rectified it _in continenti_). right gladly did he join in the singing when _hymnus_ or _responsorium de tempore_ had been set by the _musicus_ to a _cantum gregorianum_, as we have said, and his young sons, martinus and paulus, had also after table to sing the _responsoria de tempore_, as at christmas, _verbum caro factum est_, _in principio erat verbum_; at easter, _christus resurgens ex mortuis_, _vita sanctorum_, _victimæ paschali laudes_, etc. in these _responsoria_ he always sang along with his sons, and in _cantu figurali_ he sang the alto." the alto which luther sang must not be confounded with the alto part of to-day. here it means the _cantus firmus_, the melody around which the old composers wove their contrapuntal ornamentation. luther was the creator of german congregational singing. [ ] luther's first poetic publication seems to have been certain verses composed on the martyrdom of two young christian monks, who were burned alive at brussels in for their faithful confession of the evangelical doctrines. a translation of a part of this composition is given in d'aubigné's _history of the reformation_ in these beautiful and stirring words: "flung to the heedless winds or on the waters cast, their ashes shall be watched, and gathered at the last; and from that scattered dust, around us and abroad, shall spring a plenteous seed of witnesses for god. "jesus hath now received their latest living breath, yet vain is satan's boast of victory in their death. still, still, though dead, they speak, and trumpet-tongued proclaim to many a wakening land the one availing name." audin, though a romanist, says: "the hymns which he translated from the latin into german may be unreservedly praised, as also those which he composed for the members of his own communion. he did not travesty the sacred word nor set his anger to music. he is grave, simple, solemn, and grand. he was at once the poet and musician of a great number of his hymns." his great qualities. luther's qualities of mind, heart, and attainment were transcendent. though naturally meek and diffident, when it came to matters of duty and conviction he was courageous, self-sacrificing, and brave beyond any mere man known to history. elijah fled before the threats of jezebel, but no powers on earth could daunt the soul of luther. even the apparitions of the devil himself could not disconcert him. roman catholic authors agree that "nature gave him a german industry and strength and an italian spirit and vivacity," and that "nobody excelled him in philosophy and theology, and nobody equaled him in eloquence." his mental range was not confined to any one set of subjects. in the midst of his profound occupation with questions of divinity and the church "his mind was literally world-wide. his eyes were for ever observant of what was around him. at a time when science was hardly out of its shell he had observed nature with the liveliest curiosity. he studied human nature like a dramatist. shakespeare himself drew from him. his memory was a museum of historical information, anecdotes of great men, and old german literature, songs, and proverbs, to the latter of which he made many rich additions from his own genius. scarce a subject could be spoken of on which he had not thought and on which he had not something remarkable to say."[ ] in consultations upon public affairs, when the most important things hung in peril, his contemporaries speak with amazement of the gigantic strength of his mind, the unexampled acuteness of his intellect, the breadth and loftiness of his understanding and counsels. but, though so great a genius, he laid great stress on sound and thorough learning and study. "the strength and glory of a town," said he, "does not depend on its wealth, its walls, its great mansions, its powerful armaments, but in the number of its learned, serious, kind, and well-educated citizens." he was himself a great scholar, far beyond what we would suspect in so perturbed a life, or what he cared to parade in his writings. he mastered the ancient languages, and insisted on the perpetual study of them as "the scabbard which holds the sword of the spirit, the cases which enclose the precious jewels, the vessels which contain the old wine, the baskets which carry the loaves and the fishes for the feeding of the multitude." his associates say of him that he was a great reader, eagerly perusing the church fathers, old and new, and all histories, well retaining what he read, and using the same with great skill as occasion called. melanchthon, who knew him well, and knew well how to judge of men's powers and attainments, said of him: "he is too great, too wonderful, for me to describe. whatever he writes, whatever he utters, goes to the soul and fixes itself like arrows in the heart. _he is a miracle among men._" nor was he without the humility of true greatness. newton's comparison of himself to a child gathering shells and pebbles on the shore, while the great ocean of truth lay all undiscovered before him, has been much cited and lauded as an illustration of the modesty of true science. but long before newton had luther said of himself, in the midst of his mighty achievements, "only a little of the first fruits of wisdom--only a few fragments of the boundless heights, breadths, and depths of truth--have i been able to gather." he was a man of amazing _faith_--that mighty principle which looks at things invisible, joins the soul to divine omnipotence, and launches out unfalteringly upon eternal realities, and which is ever the chief factor in all god's heroes of every age. he dwelt in constant nearness and communion with the eternal spirit, which reigns in the heavens and raises the willing and obedient into blessed instruments of itself for the actualizing of ends and ideals beyond and above the common course of things. with his feet ever planted on the promises, he could lay his hands upon the throne, and thus was lifted into a sublimity of energy, endurance, and command which made him one of the phenomenal wonders of humanity. he was a very samson in spiritual vigor, and another hannah's son in the strength and victory of his prayers. dr. calvin e. stowe says: "there was probably never created a more powerful human being, a more gigantic, full-proportioned man, in the highest sense of the term. all that belongs to human nature, all that goes to constitute a man, had a strongly-marked development in him. he was a _model man_, one that might be shown to other beings in other parts of the universe as a specimen of collective manhood in its maturest growth." as the guide and master of one of the greatest revolutions of time we look in vain for any one with whom to compare him, and as a revolutionary orator and preacher he had no equal. richter says, "his words are half-battles." melanchthon likens them to thunderbolts. he was at once a peter and a paul, a socrates and an Æsop, a chrysostom and a savonarola, a shakespeare and a whitefield, all condensed in one. footnotes: [ ] froude supplemented. his alleged coarseness. some blame him for not using kid gloves in handling the ferocious bulls, bears, and he-goats with whom he had to do. but what, otherwise, would have become of the reformation? his age was savage, and the men he had to meet were savage, and the matters at stake touched the very life of the world. what would a chesterfield or an addison have been in such a contest? erasmus said he had horns, and knew how to use them, but that germany needed just such a master. he understood the situation. "these gnarled logs," said he, "will not split without iron wedges and heavy malls. the air will not clear without lightning and thunder."[ ] but if he was rough betimes, he could be as gentle and tender as a maiden, and true to himself in both. he could fight monsters all day, and in the evening take his lute, gaze at the stars, sing psalms, and muse upon the clouds, the fields, the flowers, the birds, dissolved in melody and devotion. feared by the mighty of the earth, the dictator and reprimander of kings, the children loved him, and his great heart was as playful among them as one of themselves. if he was harsh and unsparing upon hypocrites, malignants, and fools, he called things by their right names, and still was as loving as he was brave. since king david's lament over absalom no more tender or pathetic scene has appeared in history or in fiction than his outpouring of paternal love and grief over the deathbed, coffin, and grave of his young and precious daughter madeleine. "i know of few things more touching," says carlyle, "than those soft breathings of affection, soft as a child's or a mother's, in this great wild heart of luther;" and adds: "i will call this luther a true great man; great in intellect, in courage, affection, and integrity; one of our most lovable and precious men. great not as a hewn obelisk, but as an alpine mountain, so simple, honest, spontaneous; not setting up to be great at all; there for quite another purpose than being great. ah, yes, unsubduable granite, piercing far and wide into the heavens; yet, in the clefts of it, fountains, green, beautiful valleys with flowers. a right spiritual hero and prophet; once more, a true son of nature and fact, for whom these centuries, and many that are yet to come, will be thankful to heaven." footnotes: [ ] "it must be observed that the coarse vituperations which shock the reader in luther's controversial works were not peculiar to him, being commonly used by scholars and divines of the middle ages in their disputations. the invectives of valla, filelfo, poggio, and other distinguished scholars against each other are notorious; and this bad taste continued in practice long after luther down to the seventeenth century, and traces of it are found in writers of the eighteenth, even in some of the works of the polished and courtly voltaire."--_cyclopædia of soc. for diffus. of useful knowledge._ his marvelous achievements. a lone man, whose days were spent in poverty; who could withstand the mighty vatican and all its flaming bulls; whose influence evoked and swayed successive diets of the empire; whom repeated edicts from the imperial throne could not crush; whom the talent, eloquence, and towering authority of the roman hierarchy assailed in vain; whom the attacks of kings of state and kings of literature could not disable; to offset whose opinions the greatest general council the church of rome ever held had to be convened, and, after sitting eighteen years, could not adjourn without conceding much to his positions; and whose name the greatest and most enlightened nations of the earth hail with glad acclaim,--necessarily must have been a wonder of a man.[ ] to begin with a minority consisting of one, and conquer kingdoms with the mere sword of his mouth; to bear the anathemas of church and the ban of empire, and triumph in spite of them; to refuse to fall down before the golden image of the combined nebuchadnezzars of his time, though threatened with the burning fires of earth and hell; to turn iconoclast of such magnitude and daring as to think of smiting the thing to pieces in the face of principalities and powers to whom it was as god--nay, to attempt this, _and to succeed in it_,--here was sublimity of heroism and achievement explainable only in the will and providence of the almighty, set to recover his gospel to a perishing race.[ ] footnotes: [ ] "in no other instance have such great events depended upon the courage, sagacity, and energy of a single man, who, by his sole and unassisted efforts, made his solitary cell the heart and centre of the most wonderful and important commotion the world ever witnessed--who by the native force and vigor of his genius attacked and successfully resisted, and at length overthrew, the most awful and sacred authority that ever imposed its commands on mankind."--a letter prefixed to luther's _table-talk_ in the folio edition of . [ ] "to overturn a system of religious belief founded on ancient and deep-rooted prejudices, supported by power and defended with no less art than industry--to establish in its room doctrines of the most contrary genius and tendency, and to accomplish all this, not by external violence or the force of arms, are operations which historians the least prone to credulity and superstition ascribe to that divine providence which with infinite ease can bring about events which to human sagacity appear impossible."--robertson's _charles v._ his impress upon the world. to describe the fruits of luther's labors would require the writing of the whole history of modern civilization and the setting forth of the noblest characteristics of this our modern world.[ ] on the german nation he has left more of his impress than any other man has left on any nation. the german people love to speak of him as the creative master of their noble language and literature, the great prophet and glory of their country. there is nothing so consecrated in all his native land as the places which connect with his life, presence, and deeds. but his mighty impress is not confined to germany. "he grasped the iron trumpet of his mother-tongue and blew a blast that shook the nations from rome to the orkneys." he is not only the central figure of germany, but of europe and of the whole modern world. take luther away, with the fruits of his life and deeds, and man to-day would cease to be what he is. frederick von schlegel, though a romanist, affirms that "it was upon him and his soul that the fate of europe depended." and on the fate of europe then depended the fate of our race. michelet, also a romanist, pronounces luther "the restorer of liberty in modern times;" and adds: "if we at this day exercise in all its plenitude the first and highest privilege of human intelligence, it is to him we are indebted for it." "and that any faith," says froude, "any piety, is alive now, even in the roman church itself, whose insolent hypocrisy he humbled into shame, is due in large measure to the poor miner's son." he certainly is to-day the most potently living man who has lived this side of the middle ages. the pulsations of his great heart are felt through the whole _corpus_ of our civilization. "four potentates," says the late dr. krauth, "ruled the mind of europe in the reformation: the emperor, erasmus, the pope, and luther. the pope wanes; erasmus is little; the emperor is nothing; but luther abides as a power for all time. his image casts itself upon the current of ages as the mountain mirrors itself in the river which winds at its foot. he has monuments in marble and bronze, and medals in silver and gold, but his noblest monument is the best love of the best hearts, and the brightest and purest impression of his image has been left in the souls of regenerated nations." many and glowing are the eulogies which have been pronounced upon him, but frederick von schlegel, speaking from the side of rome, gives it as his conviction that "few, even of his own disciples, appreciate him highly enough." genius, learning, eloquence, and song have volunteered their noble efforts to do him justice; centuries have added their light and testimony; half the world in its enthusiasm has urged on the inspiration; but the story in its full dimensions has not yet been adequately told. the skill and energy of other generations will yet be taxed to give it, if, indeed, it ever can be given apart from the illuminations of eternity.[ ] footnotes: [ ] "from the commencement of the religious war in germany to the peace of westphalia scarce anything great or memorable occurred in the european political world with which the reformation was not essentially connected. every event in the history of the world in this interval, if not directly occasioned, was nearly affected, by this religious revolution, and every state, great or small, remotely or immediately felt its influence."--schiller's _thirty years' war_, vol. i. p. . [ ] "luther was as wonderful as he was great. his personal experience in divine things was as deep as his mind was mighty, large, and unbounded. though called by the most high, and continued by his appointment, in the midst of papal darkness, idolatry, and error, with no companions but the saints of the bible, nor any other light but the lamp of the word to guide his feet, his heaven-taught soul was ministerially furnished with as rich pasture for the sheep of christ, as awful ammunition for the terror and destruction of the enemies by which he and they were perpetually surrounded. the sphere of his mighty ministry was not bounded by his defence of the truth against the great and powerful. no! he was as rich a pastor, as terrible a warrior. he fed the sheep in the fattest pastures, while he destroyed the wolves on every side. nor will those pastures be dried up or lost until time, nations, and the churches of god shall be no more."--dr. cole's _pref. to luther on genesis_. his enemies and revilers. rome has never forgotten nor forgiven him. she sought his life while living, and she curses him in his grave. profited by his labors beyond what she ever could have been without him, she strains and chokes with anathemas upon his name and everything that savors of him. her children are taught from infancy to hate and abhor him as they hope for salvation. many are the false turns and garbled forms in which her writers hold up his words and deeds to revenge themselves on his memory. again and again the oft-answered and exploded calumnies are revived afresh to throw dishonor on his cause. even while the free peoples of the earth are making these grateful acknowledgments of the priceless boon that has come to them through his life and labors, press and platform hiss with stale vituperations from the old enemy. and a puling churchism outside of rome takes an ill pleasure in following after her to gather and retail this vomit of malignity. luther was but a man. no one claims that he was perfection. but if those who sought his destruction while he lived had had no greater faults than he, with better grace their modern representatives might indulge their genius for his defamation. at best, as we might suppose, it is the little men, the men of narrow range and narrow heart--men dwarfed by egotism, bigotry, and self-conceit--who see the most of these defects. nobler minds, contemplating him from loftier standpoints, observe but little of them, and even honor them above the excellencies of common men. "the proofs that he was in some things like other men," says lessing, "are to me as precious as the most dazzling of his virtues."[ ] and, with all, where is the gain or wisdom of blowing smoke upon a diamond? the sun itself has holes in it too large for half a dozen worlds like ours to fill, but wherein is that great luminary thereby unfitted to be the matchless centre of our system, the glorious source of day, and the sublime symbol of the son of god? if luther married a beautiful woman, the proofs of which do not appear, it is what every other honest man would do if it suited him and he were free to do it. if he broke his vows to get a wife, of which there is no evidence, when vows are taken by mistake, tending to dishonor god, work unrighteousness, and hinder virtuous example and proper life, they ought to be broken, the sooner the better. and, whatever else may be alleged to his discredit, and whoever may arise to heap scandal on his name, the grand facts remain that it was chiefly through his marvelous qualities, word, and work that the towering dominion of the papacy was humbled and broken for ever; that prophets and apostles were released from their prisons once more to preach and prophesy to men; that the church of the early times was restored to the bereaved world; that the human mind was set free to read and follow god's word for itself; that the masses of neglected and downtrodden humanity were made into populations of live and thinking beings; and that the nations of the earth have become repossessed of their "inalienable rights" of "life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness." "and let the pope and priests their victor scorn, each fault reveal, each imperfection scan, and by their fell anatomy of hate his life dissect with satire's keenest edge; yet still may luther, with his mighty heart, defy their malice. far beyond _them_ soars the soul they slander. from his tomb there still comes forth a magic which appalls them by its power; and the brave monk who made the popedom rock champions a world to show his equal yet!" footnotes: [ ] "it was by some of these qualities which we are now apt to blame that luther was fitted for accomplishing the great work which he undertook. to rouse mankind when sunk in ignorance and superstition, and to encounter the rage of bigotry armed with power, required the utmost vehemence of zeal as well as temper daring to excess."--robertson's _charles v._ the founding of pennsylvania. i. the history and the men. it was in , just nine years after luther's birth, that the intrepid genoese, christopher columbus, under the patronage of ferdinand, king of spain, made the discovery of land on this side of the atlantic ocean. a few years later the distinguished florentine, americus vespucius, set foot on its more interior coasts, described their features, and imprinted his name on this western continent. but it was not until more than a century later that permanent settlements of civilized people upon these shores began to be made. during the early part of the seventeenth century several such settlements were effected. a company of english adventurers planted themselves on the banks of the james river and founded virginia ( ). the dutch of holland, impelled by the spirit of mercantile enterprise, established a colony on the hudson, and founded what afterward became the city and state of new york ( ). then a shipload of english puritans, flying from religious oppression, landed at plymouth rock and made the beginning of new england ( ). a little later lord baltimore founded a colony on the chesapeake and commenced the state of maryland ( ). but it was not until - that the first permanent settlement was made in what subsequently became the state of pennsylvania. movements in sweden. from the year to there was upon the throne of sweden one of the noblest of kings, a great champion of religious liberty, the lamented and ever-to-be-remembered gustavus adolphus. in his profound thinking to promote the glory of god and the good of men his attention rested on this vast domain of wild lands in america. he knew the sorrows and distresses which thousands all over europe were suffering from the constant and devastating religious wars, and the purpose was kindled in his heart to plant here a colony as the beginning of a general asylum for these homeless and persecuted people, and determined to foster the same by his royal protection and care. "to this end he sent forth letters patent, dated stockholm, d of july, , wherein all, both high and low, were invited to contribute something to the company according to their means. the work was completed in the diet of the following year ( ), when the estates of the realm gave their assent and confirmed the measure. those who took part in this company were: his majesty's mother, the queen-dowager christina, the prince john casimir, the royal council, the most distinguished of the nobility, the highest officers of the army, the bishops and other clergymen, together with the burgomasters and aldermen of the cities, as well as a large number of the people generally. for the management and working of the plan there were appointed an admiral, vice-admiral, chapman, under-chapman, assistants, and commissaries, also a body of soldiers duly officered."[ ] and a more beneficent, brilliant, and promising arrangement of the sort was perhaps never made. the devout king intended his grand scheme "for the honor of god," for the welfare of his subjects and suffering christians in general, and as a means "to extend the doctrines of christ among the heathen." but when everything was complete and in full progress to go into effect, king gustavus adolphus was called to join and lead the allied armies of the protestant kingdoms of germany against the endeavors of the papal powers to crush out the cause of evangelical christianity and free conscience.[ ] for the ensuing five years the attention and energies of sweden were preoccupied, first with the polish, and then with these wars, and the colonization scheme was interrupted. then came the famous battle of lützen, , bringing glorious victory over the gigantic wallenstein, but death to the victor, the royal adolphus.[ ] only a few days before that dreadful battle he spoke of his colonization plan, and commended it to the german people at nuremberg as "the jewel of his kingdom;" but with the king's death the company disbanded. we could almost wish that gustavus had lived to carry out his humane and magnificent proposals with reference to this colony as well as for europe; but his work was done. what america lost by his death she more than regained in the final success and secure establishment of the holy cause for which he sacrificed his life. footnotes: [ ] acrelius's _history_, p. . [ ] "when he now beheld that the cause of protestantism was menaced more seriously than ever throughout the whole of germany, he took the decisive step, and, formally declaring war against the emperor, he, on the th of june, , landed on the coast of pomerania with fifteen thousand swedes. as soon as he stepped upon shore he dropped on his knees in prayer, while his example was followed by his whole army. truly he had undertaken, with but small and limited means, a great and mighty enterprise." "the swedes, so steady and strict in their discipline, appeared as protecting angels, and as the king advanced the belief spread far and near throughout the land that he was sent from heaven as its preserver."--_history of germany_, by kohlrausch, pp. , . "bavaria and the tyrol excepted, every province throughout germany had battled for liberty of conscience, and yet the whole of germany, notwithstanding her universal inclination for the reformation, had been deceived in her hopes: a second imperial edict seemed likely to crush the few remaining privileges spared by the edict of restitution.... gustavus, urged by his sincere piety, resolved to take up arms in defence of protestantism and to free germany from the yoke imposed by the jesuits."--menzel's _history of germany_, vol. ii. pp. , . "the party of the catholics were carrying all before them, and everything seemed to promise that ferdinand (the roman catholic emperor) would become absolute through the whole of germany, and succeed in that scheme which he seemed to meditate, of entirely abolishing the protestant religion in the empire. but this miserable prospect, both of political and religious thraldom, was dissolved by the great gustavus adolphus being invited by the protestant princes of germany to espouse the cause of the reformed religion, being himself of that persuasion."--tytler's _univ. hist._, vol. ii. p. . [ ] the death of gustavus adolphus is thus described by kohlrausch: "the king spent the cold autumnal night in his carriage, and advised with his generals about the battle. the morning dawned, and a thick fog covered the entire plain; the troops were drawn up in battle-array, and the swedes sang, accompanied with trumpets and drums, luther's hymn, _ein feste burg ist unser gott_ ('a mighty fortress is our god'), together with the hymn composed by the king himself, _verzage nicht, du häuflein klein_ ('fear not the foe, thou little flock'). just after eleven o'clock, when the sun was emerging from behind the clouds, and after a short prayer, the king mounted his horse, placed himself at the head of the right wing--the left being commanded by bernard of weimar--and cried, 'now, onward! may our god direct us!--lord, lord! help me this day to fight for the glory of thy name!' and, throwing away his cuirass with the words, 'god is my shield!' he led his troops to the front of the imperialists, who were well entrenched on the paved road which leads from lützen to leipsic, and stationed in the deep trenches on either side. a deadly cannonade saluted the swedes, and many here met their death; but their places were filled by others, who leaped over the trench, and the troops of wallenstein retreated. "in the mean time, pappenheim came up with his cavalry from halle, and the battle was renewed with the utmost fury. the swedish infantry fled behind the trenches. to assist them, the king hastened to the spot with a company of horse, and rode in full speed considerably in advance to descry the weak points of the enemy; only a few of his attendants, and francis, duke of saxe-lauenberg, rode with him. his short-sightedness led him too near a squadron of imperial horse; he received a shot in his arm, which nearly precipitated him to the ground; and just as he was turning to be led away from the tumultuous scene he received a second shot in the back. with the exclamation, 'my god! my god!' he fell from his horse, which also was shot in the neck, and was dragged for some distance, hanging by the stirrup. the duke abandoned him, but his faithful page tried to raise him, when the imperial horsemen shot him also, killed the king, and completely plundered him." pappenheim was also mortally wounded, wallenstein retreated, and the victory was with the swedes, but their noble king was no more. the swedish proposal. the plan of this illustrious king was to found here upon the delaware a free state under his sovereign protection, where the laborer should enjoy the fruit of his toil, where the rights of conscience should be preserved inviolate, and which should be open to the whole protestant world, then and for long time engaged in bloody conflict with the papal powers for the maintenance of its existence. here all were to be secure in their persons, their property, and their religious convictions. it was to be a place of refuge and peace for the persecuted of all nations, of security for the honor of the wives and daughters of those fleeing from sword, fire, and rapine, and from homes made desolate by oppressive war. it was to be a land of universal liberty for all classes, the soil of which was never to be burdened with slaves.[ ] and in all the colonies of america there was not a more thoroughly digested system for the practical realization of these ideas than that which the great gustavus adolphus had thus arranged. nor did it altogether die with his death. his mantle fell upon one of the best and greatest of men. axel oxenstiern, his friend and prime minister, and his successor in the administration of the affairs of the kingdom, was as competent as he was zealous to fulfill the wise plans and ideas of the slain king, not only with reference to sweden and europe, but also with regard to the contemplated colony in america. having taken the matter into his own hands, on the th of april, , only a few months after gustavus's death, oxenstiern renewed the movement which had been laid aside, and repeated the offer to germany and other countries, inviting general co-operation in the noble enterprise. peter minuit, a member of a distinguished family of rhenish prussia, who had been for years the able director and president of the dutch mercantile establishment on the hudson, presented himself in sweden, and entered into the matter with great energy and enthusiasm. and by the end of or early in two ships were seen entering and ascending the delaware, freighted with the elements and nucleus of the new state, such as gustavus had projected. these ships, under minuit, landed their passengers but a few miles south of where philadelphia now stands, and thus made the first beginning of what has since become the great and happy commonwealth of pennsylvania. this was _six years before penn was born_. footnotes: [ ] the description of the features of this plan is taken from geijer's _svenska folkets historia_, vol. iii. p. , given by dr. reynolds in his introduction to israel acrelius's _history of new sweden_, published by the historical society of pennsylvania. it was first propounded by gustavus adolphus in . also referred to in _argonautica gustaviana_, pp. and . was penn aware of these plans? how far william penn was illuminated and influenced by the ideas of the great and wise gustavus adolphus in reference to the founding of a free state in america as an asylum for the persecuted and suffering people of god in the old world, is nowhere told; but there is reason to believe that he knew of them, and took his own plans from them. a few facts bearing on the point may here be noted. one peculiarly striking is, that the same plan and principles with reference to such a colonial state which penn brought hither in the _welcome_ in were already matured and widely propounded by the illustrious swedish king more than half a century before they practically entered penn's mind. another is, that these proposals and principles were generally promulgated throughout europe--first by gustavus and those associated with him in the matter, and then again by oxenstiern, in germany, holland, and other countries. still another is, that in penn made a special tour of three months through holland and various parts of germany, visiting and conferring with many of the most pious and devoted people, including distinguished men and women, and clergy and laity of high standing, information, and influence. he made considerable stay in frankfort, where he says both calvinists and lutherans received him with gladness of heart. he visited mayence, worms, mannheim, mulheim, düsseldorf, herwerden, embaden, bremen, etc., etc., concerning which the editor of his _life and writings_ says he had "interesting interviews with many persons eminent for their talents, learning, or social position." among them were such as elizabeth, princess palatine, niece of charles i. of england and the daughter of the king of bohemia, the special friend of gustavus adolphus, who died of horror on hearing that gustavus was slain; anna maria, countess of hornes; the countess and earl of falkenstein and brück; the president of the council of state at embaden; the earl of donau, and the like; among all of which it is hardly possible that he should have failed to meet with the proposals which had gone out over all protestant europe from the throne of sweden. nor is there any evidence that william penn had thought of founding a free christian state in america until immediately after his return to england from this tour on the continent. furthermore, the plans of gustavus respecting his projected colony on the delaware were well understood in official circles in england itself, especially in london, from . john oxenstiern, brother of the great chancellor, was at that time swedish ambassador in london, and in that year he obtained from king charles i. a renunciation and cession to sweden of all claims of the english to the country on the delaware growing out of the rights of first discovery, and for the very purposes of this colonial free state and asylum first projected by the swedish king. the swedes in advance of penn. we are left to our own inferences from these facts. but, however much or little penn may have been directly influenced and guided by what gustavus adolphus had conceived and elaborated on the subject, the wise and noble conception which he brought with him for practical realization in was known to the european peoples for more than fifty years before he laid hold on it. the same had also been one of the chief sources of the inspiration of lord baltimore in the founding of the colony of maryland, of which penn was not ignorant. and the same, not unknown to him, had already begun to be realized here in what is now called pennsylvania full forty-four years before his arrival. shipload after shipload of sturdy and devoted people, mostly swedes, animated with the same grand ideas, had here been landed. and so successfully had they battled with the perils and hardships of the wilderness, and so justly had they treated and arranged to dwell in peace and love with the wild inhabitants of the forests, that when penn came he found everything prepared to his hand. the swedes alone already numbered about one thousand strong. they had conquered the wild woods, built them homes, and opened plantations; and "the eye of the stranger could begin to gaze with interest upon the signs of public improvement, ever regularly advancing, from the region of wilmington to that of philadelphia." when penn landed he found a town and court-house at new castle, and a town and place of public assemblage at upland, and a christian and free people in possession of the territory, with whom it was necessary for him to treat before his charter could avail for the planting of his colony. the land to which the swedes had acquired title (by england's release to sweden of all claim from right of discovery, by charter from sweden, by purchase from the indians, first under minuit, the first governor, and then under his successor, governor printz, and by other purchases or agreements) was the west bank of the delaware river from cape henlopen to trenton falls, and thence westward to the great fall in the susquehanna, near the mouth of the conewaga creek, which included nearly the whole of eastern pennsylvania and delaware. the fortunes of war, in europe and between the colonies, in course of time complicated the titles to one and another portion of this territory, but the swedes and dutch occupied and held the most prominent parts of it by right of actual possession when and after penn's charter was granted. penn's charter and arrival. but when penn arrived he brought with him letters patent from charles ii., king of england, to this same district of country and the wilds indefinitely beyond it, having also obtained from his friend, the king's brother, the duke of york, full releases of the claims vested in him to the "lower counties," which now form the state of delaware. penn was accompanied by from sixty to seventy colonists--all that survived the scourge which visited them in their passage across the sea. he landed first at new castle, of which the dutch of new york had by conquest obtained possession. to them he made known his grants and his plans, and succeeded in securing their acquiescence in them. thence he came to upland (chester), the head-quarters of the swedes, who "received their new fellow-citizens with great friendliness, carried up their goods and furniture from the ships, and entertained them in their own houses without charge." his proposals with regard to the establishment of a united commonwealth they also received with much favor. and immediately thereupon he convened a general assembly of the citizens, which sat for three days, by which an act was passed for the consolidation of the various interests and parties on the ground, a code of general regulations adopted, and the necessary features of a common government enacted; all of which together formed the basis of our present commonwealth. how pennsylvania was named. the name which penn had chosen for the territory of his grant was _sylvania_, but the king prefixed the name of penn and called it _penn's_ silvania (_penn's woods_), in honor of the recipient's father, sir william penn, a distinguished officer in the british navy. penn sought to have the title changed so as to leave his own name out, as he thought it savored too much of personal vanity; but his efforts did not avail. and thus our great old commonwealth took the name of _pennsylvania_, and the city of philadelphia was laid out and named by penn himself as its capital. the men of those times. in dwelling upon the founding of our happy commonwealth it is pleasant to contemplate how enlightened and exalted were the men whom providence employed for the performance of this important work. many are apt to think ours the age of culminated enlightenment, dignity, wisdom, and intelligence, and look upon the fathers of two and three hundred years ago as mere pigmies, just emerging from an era of barbarism and ignorance, not at all to be compared with the proud wiseacres of our day. never was there a greater mistake. the shallowness and flippancy of the leaders and politicians of this last quarter of the nineteenth century show them but little more than school-boys compared with the sturdy, sober-minded, deep-principled, dignified, and grand-spirited men who discovered and opened this continent and laid the foundations of our country's greatness. and those who were most concerned in the founding of our own commonwealth suffer in no respect in comparison with the greatest and the best. gustavus adolphus. i have named the illustrious gustavus adolphus as the man, above all, who first conceived, sketched, and propounded the grand idea of such a state. what other colonies reached only through varied experiments and gradual developments, pennsylvania had clear and mature, in ideal and in fact, from the very earliest beginning; and the royal heart and brain of sweden were its source. gustavus adolphus was born a prince in the regular line of sweden's ancient kings. his grandfather, gustavus vasa, was a man of thorough culture, excellent ability, and sterling moral qualities. when in germany he was an earnest listener to luther's preaching, became his friend and correspondent, a devout confessor and patron of the evangelic faith, and the wise establisher of the reformation in his kingdom. adolphus inherited all his grandfather's high qualities. he was the idol of his father, charles ix., and was devoutly trained from earliest childhood in the evangelic faith, educated in thorough princely style, familiarized with governmental affairs from the time he was a boy, and developed into an exemplary, wise, brave, and devoted christian man and illustrious king. he ascended the throne when but seventeen years of age, extricated his country from many internal and external troubles, organized for it a new system, and became the hero-sovereign of his age. he was one of the greatest of men, in cabinet and in field as well as in faith and humble devotion. he was a broad-minded statesman and patriot, one of the most beloved of rulers, and a philanthropist of the purest order and most comprehensive views. that evangelical christianity which luther and his coadjutors exhumed from the superincumbent rubbish of the middle ages was dearer to him than his throne or his life. the pure gospel of christ was to him the most precious of human possessions. for it he lived, and for it he died. one of his deep-souled hymns, sung along with luther's _ein feste burg_ at the head of his armies in his campaigns for christian liberty, has its place in our church-book to-day. and the bright peculiar star which appeared in the heavens at the time he was born fitly heralded his royal career. cut off in the midst of a succession of victories in the thirty-eighth year of his age, the influence of his mind nevertheless served to give another constitution to the germanic peoples, established the right and power of evangelical christianity to be and to be unmolested on the earth, and confirmed a new element in the development and progress of the european races and of mankind. with the loftiest conceptions of human life, a thorough acquaintance with the agencies which govern the world, a mind in all respects in thorough subjection to an enlightened christian conscience, a magnanimity and liberality of sentiment far in advance of his age, and an untarnished devotion which marked his history to its very end, his name stands at the head of the list of illustrious christian kings and human benefactors.[ ] footnotes: [ ] count galeazzo gualdo, a venetian roman catholic, who spent some years in both the imperial and the swedish armies, says of gustavus adolphus that "he was tall, stout, and of such truly royal demeanor that he universally commanded veneration, admiration, love, and fear. his hair and beard were of a light-brown color, his eye large, but not far-sighted. eloquence dwelt upon his tongue. he spoke german, the native language of his mother, the swedish, the latin, the french, and the italian languages, and his discourse was agreeable and lively. there never was a general served with so much cheerfulness and devotion as he. he was of an affable and friendly disposition, readily expressing commendation, and noble actions were indelibly fixed upon his memory; on the other hand, excessive politeness and flattery he hated, and if any person approached him in that way he never trusted him." axel oxenstiern. axel oxenstiern, his friend, companion, and prime minister, was of like mind and character with himself. he was high-born, religiously trained, and thoroughly educated in both theology and law in the best schools which the world then afforded. he was sweden's greatest and wisest counselor and diplomatist, liberal-minded, true-hearted, dignified, and devout. in religion, in patriotism, in earnest doing for the profoundest interests of man, he was one with his illustrious king. he negotiated the peace of kmered with denmark, the peace of stolbowa with russia, and the armistice with poland. he accompanied his king in the campaigns in germany, having charge of all diplomatic affairs and the devising of ways and means for the support of the army in the field, whilst the king commanded it. he won no victories of war, but he was a choice spirit in creating the means by which some of the most valuable of such victories were achieved, and conducted those victories to permanent peace. when gustavus adolphus fell at lützen a sacrifice to religious liberty, the whole administration of the kingdom was placed in oxenstiern's hands. the congress of foreign princes at heilbronn elected him to the headship of their league against the papal power of austria; and it was his wisdom and heroism alone which held the league together unto final triumph. bauer, torstensson, and von wrangle were the flaming swords which finally overwhelmed that power, but the brain which brought the fearful thirty years' war to a final close, and established the evangelical cause upon its lasting basis of security by the peace of westphalia ( ), was that of axel oxenstiern, the very man who sent to pennsylvania its original colonists as the founders of a free state. peter minuit. a kindred spirit was peter minuit, the man whom oxenstiern selected and commissioned to accompany these first colonists to the west bank of the delaware, and to act as their president and governor. he too was a high-born, cultured, large-minded christian man. he was an honored deacon in the walloon church at wesel. removing to holland, his high qualities led to his selection by the dutch west india company as the fittest man to be the first governor and director-general of the dutch colonies on the hudson. his great efficiency and public success in that capacity made him the subject of jealousies and accusations, resulting in his recall after five or six years of the most effective administration of the affairs of those colonies. oxenstiern had the breadth and penetration to understand his real worth, and appointed him the first governor of the new sweden which since has become the great state of pennsylvania. he lived less than five years in this new position, and died in fort christina, which he built and held during his last years of service on earth. he was a wise, laborious, and far-seeing man, consecrated with all his powers to the formation of a free commonwealth on this then wild territory. his name has largely sunk away from public attention, as the work of the swedes in general in the founding and fashioning of our commonwealth; but he and they deserve far better than has been awarded them. a few years ago ( ) some movement was for the first time made to erect a suitable monument to the memory of minuit. surely the founder of the greatest city in this western world, and of the colonial possessions of two european nations, and the first president and governor of the two greatest states in the american union, ranks among the great historic personages of his period; and his high qualities, noble spirit, and valuable services demand for him a grateful recognition which has been far too slow in coming. there is a debt owing to his name and memory which new york, pennsylvania, and the american people have not yet duly discharged. and to these grand men, first of all, are we under obligation of everlasting thanks for our free and happy old commonwealth. william penn. but without william penn to reinforce and more fully execute the noble plans, ideas, and beginnings which went before him, things perhaps never would have come to the fortunate results which he was the honored instrument in bringing about. this man, so renowned in the history of our state, and so specially honored by the peculiar society of which he was a zealous apostle, was respectably descended. his grandfather was a captain in the english navy, and his father became a distinguished naval officer, who reached high promotion and gave his son the privileges of a good education. penn was for three years a student in the university of oxford, until expelled, with others, for certain offensive non-conformities. he was not what we would call religiously trained, but he was endowed with a strong religious nature, even bordering on fanaticism, so that he needed only the application of the match to set his whole being aglow and active with the profoundest zeal, whether wise or otherwise. and that match was early applied. when england had reached the summit of delirium under her usurping protector, oliver cromwell, there arose, among many other sects full of enthusiastic self-assertion, that of the quakers, who were chiefly characterized by a profound religious, and oft fanatical, opposition to the established church, as well as to the crown. coming in contact with one of their most zealous preachers, young penn was inflamed with their spirit and became a vigorous propagator of their particular style of devotion. as the quaker tenets respected the state as well as religion, the bold avowal of them brought him into collision with the laws, and several times into prison and banishment. but, so far from intimidating him, this only the more confirmed him in his convictions and fervency. by his familiarity with able theologians, such as dr. owen and bishop tillotson, as well as from his own studies of the scriptures, he was deeply grounded in the main principles of the evangelic faith. indeed, he was in many things, in his later life, much less a quaker than many who glory in his name, and all his sons after him found their religious home in the church of england, which, to quakers generally, was a very babylon. but he was an honest-minded, pure, and cultured christian believer, holding firmly to the inward elements of the orthodox faith in god and christ, in revelation and eternal judgment, in the rights of man and the claims of justice. if some of his friends and representatives did not deal as honorably with the swedes in respect to their prior titles to their improved lands as right and charity would require, it is not to be set down to his personal reproach. and his zeal for his sect and his genuine devotion to god and religious liberty, together with a large-hearted philanthropy, were the springs which moved him to seize the opportunity which offered in the settlement of his deceased father's claim on the government to secure a grant of territory and privilege to form a free state in america--first for his own, and then for all other persecuted people. an estimate of penn. it may be that penn has been betimes a little overrated. he has, and deserves, a high place in the history of our commonwealth, but he was not the real founder of it; for its foundations were laid years before he was born and more than forty years before he received his charter. he founded pennsylvania only as americus vespucius discovered america. neither was he the author of those elements of free government, equal rights, and religious liberty which have characterized our commonwealth. they were the common principles of luther and the reformation, and were already largely embodied for this very territory[ ] long before penn's endeavors, as also, in measure, in the roman catholic colony of maryland from the same source. nor was he, in his own strength, possessed of so much wise forethought and profound legislative and executive ability as that with which he is sometimes credited. but he was a conscientious, earnest, and god-fearing man, cultured by education and grace, gifted with admirable address, sincere and philanthropic in his aims, and guided and impelled by circumstances and a peculiar religious zeal which providence overruled to ends far greater than his own intentions or thoughts. footnotes: [ ] see sketch of the plan of gustavus adolphus for his colony, page , and the instructions given to governor printz in . penn and the indians. what is called penn's particular policy toward the indians, and the means of his successes in that regard, existed in practical force scores of years before he arrived. his celebrated treaties with them, as far as they were fact, were but continuations and repetitions between them and the english, which had long before been made between them and the swedes, who did more for these barbarian peoples than he, and who helped him in the matter more than he helped himself. we are not fully informed respecting all the first instructions given to governor minuit when he came hither with pennsylvania's original colony in - , but there is every reason to infer that they strictly corresponded to those given to his successor, governor printz, five years afterward, on his appointment in , about which there can be no question. minuit entered into negotiations with the indians the very first thing on his landing, and purchased from them, as the rightful proprietors, all the land on the western side of the river from henlopen to trenton falls; a deed for which was regularly drawn up, to which the indians subscribed their hands and marks. posts were also driven into the ground as landmarks of this treaty, which were still visible in their places sixty years afterward. in the appointment and commission of governor printz it was commanded him to "bear in mind the articles of contract entered into with the wild inhabitants of the country as its rightful lords." "the wild nations bordering on all other sides the governor shall understand how to treat with all humanity and respect, that no violence, or wrong be done them; but he shall rather at every opportunity exert himself that the same wild people may gradually be instructed in the truths and worship of the christian religion, and in other ways brought to civilization and good government, and in this manner properly guided. especially shall he seek to gain their confidence, and impress upon their minds that neither he, the governor, nor his people and subordinates, are come into those parts to do them any wrong or injury." this policy was not a thing of mere coincidence. it was the express stipulation and command of the throne of sweden, august , , which was two years before william penn was born; and "this policy was steadily pursued and adhered to by the swedes during the whole time of their continuance in america, as the governors of the territory of which they had thus acquired the possession; and the consequences were of the most satisfactory character. they lived in peace with the indians, and received no injuries from them. the indians respected them, and long after the swedish power had disappeared from the shores of the delaware they continued to cherish its memory and speak of it with confidence and affection."[ ] governor printz arrived in this country in , and with him came rev. john campanius as chaplain and pastor of the swedish colony. his grandson, thomas campanius holm, many years after published numerous items put on record by the elder campanius, in which it appears that the commands to printz respecting the indians were very scrupulously carried out. according to these records, the indians were very familiar at the house of the elder campanius, and he did much to teach and christianize them. "he generally succeeded in making them understand that there is one lord god, self-existent and one in three persons; how the same god made the world, and made man, from whom all other men have descended; how adam afterward disobeyed, sinned against his creator, and involved all his descendants in condemnation; how god sent his only-begotten son jesus christ into the world, who was born of the virgin mary and suffered for the saving of men; how he died upon the cross, and was raised again the third day; and, lastly, how, after forty days, he ascended into heaven, whence he will return at a future day to judge the living and the dead," etc. and so much interest did they take in these instructions, and seemed so well disposed to embrace christianity, that campanius was induced to study and master their language, that he might the more effectually teach them the religion of christ. he also translated into the indian language the catechism of luther, perhaps the very first book ever put into the indian tongue. campanius began his work of evangelizing these wild people four years before eliot, who is sometimes called "the morning star of missionary enterprise," but who first commenced his labors in new england only in . hence dr. clay remarks that "the swedes may claim the honor of having been the first missionaries among the indians, at least in pennsylvania."[ ] "it was, _in fact, the swedes who inaugurated the peaceful policy of william penn_. this was not an accidental circumstance in the swedish policy, but was deliberately adopted and always carefully observed."[ ] when mr. rising became governor of the swedish colony he invited ten indian chiefs, or kings, to a friendly conference with him. it was held at tinicum, on the delaware, june , , when the governor saluted them, in the name of the swedish queen, with assurances of every kindness toward them, and proposed to them a firm renewal of the old friendship. campanius has given a minute account of this conference, and recites the speech in which one of the chiefs, named naaman, testified how good the swedes had been to them; that the swedes and indians had been in the time of governor printz as one body and one heart; that they would henceforward be as one head, like the calabash, which has neither rent nor seam, but one piece without a crack; and that in case of danger to the swedes they would ever serve and defend them. it was at the same time further arranged and agreed that if any trespasses were committed by any of their people upon the property of the swedes, the matter should be investigated by men chosen from both sides, and the person found guilty "should be punished for it as a warning to others."[ ] this occurred when william penn was but ten years of age, and twenty-eight years before his arrival in america. and upon the subject of the help which the swedes rendered to penn in his dealings with these people in the long after years, acrelius writes: "the proprietor ingratiated himself with the indians. the swedes acted as his interpreters, especially captain lars (lawrence) kock, who was a great favorite among the indians. he was sent to new york to buy goods suitable for traffic. he did all he could to give them a good opinion of their new ruler" (p. ); and it was by means of the aid and endeavors of the swedes, more than by any influence of his own, that penn came to the standing with these people to which he attained, and on which his fame in that regard rests. footnotes: [ ] introduction to acrelius's _history_. [ ] _swedish annals_, p. . [ ] dr. reynolds's _introduction to acrelius_, p. . [ ] see acrelius's _history_, pp. , , and clay's _swedish annals_, pp. , . penn's work. but still, as a man, a colonist, a governor, and a friend of the race, we owe to william penn great honor and respect, and his arrival here is amply worthy of our grateful commemoration. the location and framing of this goodly city, and a united and consolidated pennsylvania established finally in its original principles of common rights and common freedom, are his lasting monument. if he was not the spring of our colonial existence, he was its reinforcement by a strong and fortunate stream, which more fully determined the channel of its history. if the doctrine of liberty of conscience and religion, the principles of toleration and common rights, and the embodying of them in a free state open to all sufferers for conscience' sake, did not originate with him, he performed a noble work and contributed a powerful influence toward their final triumph and permanent establishment on this territory. and his career, taken all in all, connects his name with an illustrious service to the cause of freedom, humanity, and even christianity, especially in its more practical and ethical bearings. the greatness of faith. such, then, were the men most concerned in founding and framing our grand old commonwealth. they were men of faith, men of thorough culture, men of mark by birth and station, men who had learned to grapple with the great problem of human rights, human happiness, human needs, and human relations to heaven and earth. they believed in god, in the revelation of god, in the gospel of christ, in the responsibility of the soul to its maker, and in the demands of a living charity toward god and all his creatures. and their religious faith and convictions constituted the fire which set them in motion and sustained and directed their exertions for the noble ends which it is ours so richly to enjoy. had they not been the earnest christians that they were, they never could have been the men they proved themselves, nor ever have thought the thoughts or achieved the glorious works for ever connected with their names. we are apt to contemplate christian faith and devotion only in its more private and personal effects on individual souls, the light and peace it brings to the true believer, and the purification and hope it works in the hearts of those who receive it, whilst we overlook its force upon the great world outside and its shapings of the facts and currents of history. we think of luther wrestling with his sins, despairing and dying under the impossible task of working out for himself an availing righteousness, and rejoice with him in the light and peace which came to his agonized soul through the grand and all-conditioning doctrine of justification by simple faith in an all-sufficient redeemer; but we do not always realize how the breaking of that evangelic principle into his earnest heart was the incarnation of a power which divided the christian ages, brought the world over the summit of the water-shed, and turned the gravitation of the laboring nations toward a new era of liberty and happiness. and so we refer to the spiritual training of a gustavus adolphus and an axel oxenstiern in the simple truths of luther's catechism and the restored gospel, and to the opening of the heart of a william penn to the exhortations of friend loe to forsake the follies of the corrupt world and seek his portion with the pure in heaven, and mark the unfoldings of their better nature which those blessed instructions wrought; whilst we fail to note that therein lay the springs and germs which have given us our grand commonwealth and established for us the free institutions of church and state in which we so much glory and rejoice. ah, yes; there is greatness and good and blessing untold for man and for the world in the personal hearing, believing, and heeding of the word and testimony of god. no man can tell to what new impulses in human history, or to what new currents of benediction and continents of national glory, it may lead for souls in the school of christ to open themselves meekly to the inflowings of heaven's free grace. it was the sowing of god's truth and the planting of god's spirit in these men's hearts that most of all grew for us our country and our blessed liberties. ii. the principles enthroned. the religious element in man is the deepest and most powerful in his nature. it is that also which asserts and claims the greatest independence from external constraints. it is therefore the height of unwisdom, not to say tyranny, for earthly magistracy to interfere by penalty and sword with the religious opinions and movements of the people, so long as civil authority and public order are not invaded and the rights of others are not infringed. in such cases it is always best to combat only with the word of god. if of men it will come to naught, and if of god it cannot be suppressed. reaction against wrongs done to truth and right is sure to come, and will push through to revolution and victory in spite of all unrighteous power. it is vain for any human governments to think to chain up the honest convictions of the soul. god made it free, and sooner or later it will be free, in spite of everything. it was largely the weight and current of such reaction against arbitrary interference with the religious convictions and free conscience of man that furnished the impulse to the original peopling of our state and country, and gave shape to the constitution and laws of this commonwealth for the last two hundred years. nor will our inquiries and showings with regard to the founding of pennsylvania be complete without something more respecting the leading principles which governed in that fortunate movement. our state the product of faith. i. it is a matter of indisputable fact that the founding of our commonwealth was one of the direct fruits of the revived gospel of christ. but a little searching into the influences most active in the history is required to show that it was religious conviction and faith, more than anything else, that had to do with the case. changes had come. luther had found the bible chained, and set it free. apostolic christianity had reappeared, and was re-uttering itself with great power among the nations. its quickening truths and growing victories were undermining the gigantic usurpations and falsehoods which for ages had been oppressing our world. conscience, illuminated and revived by the word of god, had risen up to assert its rights of free judgment and free worship, and resentful power had drawn the sword to put it down. continental europe was being deluged with blood and devastated by relentless religious wars to crush out the evangelic faith, whose confessors held up the bible over all popes and secular powers, and would not consent to part with their inalienable charter from the throne of heaven to worship god according to his word. and amid these woeful struggles the good providence of the almighty opened up to the attention of the nations the vast new territories of this western world. from various motives, indeed, were the several original colonies of america founded. some of the colonists came from a spirit of adventure. some came for territorial aggrandizement and national enrichment. some came as mercantile speculators. and each of these considerations may have entered somewhat into the most of these colonization schemes. but it was mainly flight from oppression on account of religious convictions which influenced the first colony of new england, and a still freer religious motive induced the colonization of pennsylvania. all the men most concerned in the matter were profoundly religious men and thorough and active believers in revived christianity; and it was most of all from these religious feelings and impulses that they acted in the case. gustavus and the swedes. the first presentation to the king of sweden, by william usselinx, touching the planting of a colony on the west bank of the delaware, looked to the establishment of a trading company with unlimited trading privileges; and the argument for it was the great source of revenue it would be to the kingdom. but when gustavus adolphus entered into the subject and gave his royal favor to it, quite other motives and considerations came in to determine his course. as the history records, and quite aside from the prospect of establishing his power in these parts of the world, "the king, whose zeal for the honor of god was not less ardent than for the welfare of his subjects, _availed himself of this opportunity to extend the doctrines of christ among the heathen_,"[ ] and to this end granted letters patent, in which it was further provided that a free state should be formed, guaranteeing all personal rights of property, honor, and religion, and forming an asylum and place of security for the persecuted people of all nations. and when these gracious intentions of the king were revived after his death, the same ideas and provisions were carefully maintained, specially stipulating ( ) for every human respect toward the indians--to wit, that the governors of the colony should deal justly with them as the rightful lords of the land, and exert themselves at every opportunity "that the same wild people may be instructed in the truths and worship of the christian religion, and in other ways brought to civilization and good government, and in this manner properly guided;" ( ) "above all things to consider and see to it that divine service be duly maintained and zealously performed according to the unaltered augsburg confession;" and ( ) to protect those of a different confession in the free exercise of their own forms.[ ] it is plain, therefore, that the spirit of religion, the spirit of evangelical missions, the spirit of christian charity, and the spirit of devotion to the protection of religious liberty and freedom of conscience were the dominating motives on the part of those who founded the first permanent settlement on the territory of pennsylvania. footnotes: [ ] _history of new sweden_, by israel acrelius, p. . [ ] rehearsed in the commission to governor printz, , sections and . the feelings of william penn. bating somewhat the missionary character of the enterprise, the same may be said of william penn and his great reinforcement to what had thus been successfully begun long before his time. he was himself a very zealous preacher of religion, though more in the line of protest against the world and the existing church than in the line of positive christianity and the conversion and evangelization of the heathen. he had himself been a great sufferer for his religious convictions, along with the people whose cause he had espoused and made his own. his controlling desire was to honor and glorify god in the founding of a commonwealth in which those of his way of thinking might have a secure home of their own and worship their creator as best agreed with their feelings and convictions, without being molested or disturbed; offering at the same time the same precious boon to others in like constraints willing to share the lot of his endeavors. the motives of charles ii. in granting his charter were, first of all, to discharge a heavy pecuniary claim of penn against the government on account of his father; next, to honor the memory and merits of the late admiral penn; and, finally, at the same time, to "favor william penn in his laudable efforts to enlarge the british empire, to promote the trade and prosperity of the kingdom, and to reduce the savage nations by just and gentle measures to the love of civilized life and the christian religion." penn's idea, as stated by his memorialist, was "to obtain the grant of a territory on the west side of the delaware, in which he might not only furnish an asylum to friends (quakers), and others who were persecuted on account of their religious persuasion, but might erect a government upon principles approaching much nearer the standard of evangelical purity than any which had been previously raised." his own account of the matter is: "for my country i eyed the lord in obtaining it; and more was i drawn inward to look to him, and to owe it to his hand and power, than to any other way. i have so obtained it, and desire to keep it, that i may not be unworthy of his love, but do that which may answer his kind providence and serve his truth and people, that an example may be set up to the nations. there may be room there, though not here, for such an holy experiment." "i do therefore desire the lord's wisdom to guide me and those that may be concerned with me, that we may do the thing that is truly wise and just." and with these aims and this spirit he invited people to join him, came to the territory which had been granted him, conferred with the swedish and dutch colonists already on the ground, and together with them established the commonwealth of pennsylvania. recognition of the divine being. ii. accordingly, also, the chief corner-stone in the constitutional fabric of our state was the united official acknowledgment of the being and supremacy of one eternal and ever-living god, the judge of all men and the lord of nations. the self-existence and government of almighty god is the foundation of all things. nothing _is_ without him. and the devout and dutiful recognition of him and the absolute supremacy of his laws are the basis and chief element of everything good and stable in human affairs. he who denies this or fails in its acknowledgment is so far practically self-stultified, beside himself, outside the sphere of sound rationality, and incapable of rightly understanding or directing himself or anything else. nor could those who founded our commonwealth have been moved as they were, or achieved the happy success they did, had it not been for their clear, profound, and practical acknowledgment of the being and government of that good and almighty one who fills immensity and eternity, and from whom, and by whom, and to whom are all things. some feel and act as if it were an imbecility, or a thing only for the weak, timid, and helpless, to be concerned about an almighty god. but greater, braver, and more manly men did not then exist than those who were most prominent and active in founding and framing our commonwealth; and of all men then making themselves felt in the affairs of our world, they were among the most honest and devout in the practical confession of the eternal being and providence of jehovah. the great gustavus adolphus and the equally great axel oxenstiern held and confessed from their deepest souls and in all their thoughts and doings that there is an eternal god, infinite in power, wisdom, and goodness, the creator, preserver, and judge of all things, visible and invisible, and that on him and his favor alone all good and prosperity in this world and the next depends. this they ever formally and devoutly set forth in all their state papers and in all their undertakings and doings, whether as men or as rulers. the sound of songs and prayers to this almighty and ever-present god was heard at every sunrise through all the army of gustavus in the field, as well as in the tent and closet of its great commander. and all the instructions given to the governors of the colony on the delaware were meekly conditioned to the will of god, with specific emphasis on the provision: "above all things, shall the governor consider and see to it that a true and due worship, becoming honor, laud, and praise be paid to the most high in all things." the same is true of william penn. from early life he was always a zealous exhorter to the devout worship of almighty god as the only illuminator and helper of men. what he averred in his letter to the indians was the great root-principle of his life: "there is a great god and power, which hath made the world and all things therein, to whom you and i and all people owe their being and well-being, and to whom you and i must one day give an account for all that we have done in this world." and what was thus wrought into the texture of his being he also wove into the original constitution of our state. enactments on the subject. all the articles of government and regulation ordained by the first general assembly, held at upland (chester) from the seventh to the tenth day of december, , were fundamentally grounded on this express "whereas, the glory of almighty god and the good of mankind is the reason and end of government, and therefore government itself is a valuable ordinance of god; and forasmuch as it is principally desired to make and establish such laws as shall best preserve true christian and civil liberty, in opposition to all unchristian, licentious, and unjust practices, whereby god may have his due, cæsar his due, and the people their due, from tyranny and oppression on the one side, and insolence and licentiousness on the other; so that the best and firmest foundation may be laid for the present and future happiness of both the governor and the people of this province and their posterity;" for it was deemed and believed on all hands that neither permanence nor happiness, enduring order nor prosperity, could come from any other principle than that of the recognition of the supremacy and laws of him from whom all things proceed and on whom all creatures depend. on this wise also ran the very first of the sixty-one laws ordained by that assembly: "almighty god being the lord of conscience, father of lights, and the author as well as object of all divine knowledge, faith, and worship, who alone can enlighten the mind and convince the understanding of people in due reverence to his sovereignty over the souls of mankind," the rights of citizenship, protection, and liberty should be to every person, then or thereafter residing in this province, "who shall confess one almighty god to be the creator, upholder, and ruler of the world, and profess himself obliged in conscience to live peaceably and justly under the civil government;" provided, further, that no person antagonizing this confession, or refusing to profess the same, or convicted of unsober or dishonest conversation, should ever hold office in this commonwealth. and so entirely did this, and what else was then and there enacted and ordained, fall in with the teachings, feelings, and beliefs of the hardy and devoted swedish lutherans, who had here been professing and fulfilling the same for two scores of years preceding, that they not only joined in the making of these enactments, but sent a special deputation to the governor formally to assure him that, on these principles and the faithful administration of them, they would love, serve, and obey him with all they possessed. importance of this principle. nor can it ever be known in this world how much of the success, prosperity, and happy conservatism which have marked this commonwealth in all the days and years since, have come directly from this planting of it on the grand corner-stone of all national stability, order, and happiness. surely, a widely different course and condition of things would have come but for this secure anchoring of the ship on the everlasting rock. and a thousand pities it is that the influence of french atheism was allowed to exclude so wholesome a principle from the declaration of our national independence and from our national constitution. whilst such recognition of jehovah's supremacy and government abides in living force in the hearts of the people, the absence of its official formulation may be of no material disadvantage; but for the better preservation of it in men's minds, and for the obstruction of the insidious growth of what strikes at the foundation of all government and order, it would have been well had the same been put in place as the grand corner-stone of our whole national fabric, as it was in the original organization of the commonwealth of pennsylvania, and kept in both clear and unchangeable for ever. we might then hope for better things than are indicated by the present drift, and the outlook for those to come after us would be less dark and doubtful than it is. but, since weakenings and degeneration in these respects have come into the enactments of public power, it is all the more needful for every true and patriotic citizen to be earnest and firm in witnessing for god and his everlasting laws, that the people may be better than the later expressions of their state documents. the example of the fathers makes appeal to the consciences of their children not to let go from our hearts and lives the deep and abiding recognition and confession of that almighty governor of all things from whose righteous tribunal no one living can escape, and before whom no contemner of his authority can stand. religious liberty. iii. another great and precious principle enthroned in the founding of our commonwealth was that of religious liberty. one of the saddest chapters in human history is that of persecution on account of religious convictions--the imposition of penalties, torture, and death by the sword of government on worthy people because of their honest opinions of duty to almighty god. for the punishment of the lawless, the wicked, and the intractable, and for the praise, peace, and protection of them that do well, the civil magistrate is truly the authorized representative of god, and fails in his office and duty where the powers he wields are not studiously and vigorously exercised to these ends. but god hath reserved to himself, and hath not committed to any creature hands, the power and dominion to interfere with realm of conscience. as he alone can instruct and govern it, and as its sphere is that of the recognition of his will and law and the soul's direct amenability to his judgment-bar, it is a gross usurpation and a wicked presumption for any other authority or power to undertake to force obedience contrary to the soul's persuasion of what its maker demands of it as a condition of his favor. it is a principle of human action and obligation recognized in both testaments, that when the requirements of human authority conflict with those of the father of spirits we must obey god rather than man. the rights of conscience and the rights of god thus coincide, and to trample on the one is to deny the other. and when earthly governments invade this sacred territory they invade the exclusive domain of god and make war upon the very authority from which they have their right to be. the plea of its necessity for the support of orthodoxy, the maintenance of the truth, and the glory of god will not avail for its justification, for god has not ordained civil government to inflict imprisonment, exile, and death upon religious dissenters, or even heretics; and his truth and glory he has arranged to take care of in quite another fashion. what justin martyr and tertullian in the early church and luther in the reformation-time declared, must for ever stand among the settled verities of heaven: that it is not right to murder, burn, and afflict people because they feel in conscience bound to a belief and course of life which they have found and embraced as the certain will and requirement of their maker. we must ward off heresy with the sword of the spirit, which is the word of god, and not with the sword of the state and with fire. persecution for opinion's sake. and yet such abuses of power have been staining and darkening all the ages of human administration, and, unfortunately, among professing christians as well as among pagans and jews. intolerance is so rooted in the selfishness and ambition of human nature that it has ever been one of the most difficult of practical problems to curb and regulate it. those who have most complained of it whilst feeling it, often only needed to have the circumstances reversed in order to fall into similar wickedness. the puritans, who fled from it as from the dragon himself, soon had their star-chamber too, their whipping-posts, their death-scaffolds, and their sentences of exile for those who dissented from their orthodoxy and their order. even infidelity and atheism, always the most blatant for freedom when in the minority, have shown in the philosophy of hobbes and in the reign of terror in france that they are as liable to be intolerant, fanatical, and oppressive when they have the mastery as the strongest faith and the most assured religionism. and the quakers themselves, who make freedom of conscience one of the chief corner-stones of their religion, have not always been free from offensive and disorderly aggressions upon the rightful sphere of government and the rightful religious freedom of other worshipers. even so treacherous is the human heart on the subject of just and equal religious toleration. spirit of the founders. it is therefore a matter of everlasting gratitude and thanksgiving that all the men most concerned in the founding of our commonwealth were so clear and well-balanced on the subject of religious liberty, and so thoroughly inwove the same into its organic constitution. gustavus adolphus and axel oxenstiern were the heroes of their time in the cause of religious liberty in continental europe. though intensely troubled in their administration by the roman catholics and the anabaptists, the most intolerant of intolerants in those days, they never opposed force against the beliefs or worships of either; and when force was used against the papal powers, it was only so far as to preserve unto themselves and their fellow-confessors the inalienable right to worship god according to the dictates of their own consciences without molestation or disturbance. in their scheme of colonization in this western world, first and last, the invitation was to all classes of christians in suffering and persecution for conscience' sake, who were favorable to a free state where they could have the free enjoyment of their property and religion, to cast in their lot. in the first charter, confirmed by all the authorities of the kingdom and rehearsed in the instructions given by the throne for the execution of the intention, special provision was made for the protection of the convictions and worship of those not of the same confession with that for which the government provided. though a lutheran colony, under a lutheran king, sustained and protected by a lutheran government, the calvinists had place and equal protection in it from the very beginning; and when the quakers came, they were at once and as freely welcomed on the same free principles, as also the representatives of the church of england. as to william penn, though contemplating above all the well-being and furtherance of the particular society of which he was an eminent ornament and preacher, consistency with himself, as well as the established situation of affairs, demanded of him the free toleration of the church, however unpalatable to his society, and with it of all religious sects and orders of worship. from his prison at newgate he had written that the enaction of laws restraining persons from the free exercise of their consciences in matters of religion was but "the knotting of whipcord on the part of the enactors to lash their own posterity, whom they could never promise to be conformed for ages to come to a national religion." again and again had he preached and proclaimed the folly and wickedness of attempting to change the religious opinions of men by the application of force--the utter unreasonableness of persecuting orderly people in this world about things which belong to the next--the gross injustice of sacrificing any one's liberty or property on account of creed if not found breaking the laws relating to natural and civil things. hence, from principle as well as from necessity, when he came to formulate a political constitution for his colony, he laid it down as the primordial principle: "i do, for me and mine, declare and establish for the first fundamental of the government of my province that every person that doth and shall reside therein shall have and enjoy the free possession of his or her faith and exercise of worship toward god, in such way and manner as every such person shall in conscience believe is most acceptable to god. and so long as such person useth not this christian liberty to licentiousness or the destruction of others--that is, to speak loosely and profanely or contemptuously of god, christ, the holy scriptures, or religion, or commit any moral evil or injury against others in their conversation--he or she shall be protected in the enjoyment of the aforesaid christian liberty by the civil magistrate." constitutional provisions. this was in exact accord with the principles and provisions under which the original colony had been formed, and had already been living and prospering for more than forty years preceding. everything, therefore, was in full readiness and condition for the universal and hearty adoption of the grand first article enacted by the first general assembly, to wit: "that no person now or hereafter residing in this province, who shall confess one almighty god to be the creator, upholder, and ruler of the world, and profess himself obliged in conscience to live peaceably and justly under the civil government, shall in any wise be molested or prejudiced on account of his conscientious persuasion or practice; nor shall he be compelled to frequent or maintain any religious worship, place, or ministry contrary to his mind, but shall freely enjoy his liberty in that respect, without interruption or reflection." in these specific provisions all classes in the colony at the time heartily united. and thus was secured and guaranteed to every good citizen that full, rightful, and precious religious freedom which is the birthright of all americans, for which the oppressed of all the ages sighed, and which had to make its way through a red sea of human tears and blood and many a sorrowful wilderness before reaching its place of rest. safeguards to true liberty. iv. but the religious liberty which our fathers thus sought to secure and to transmit to their posterity was not a licentious libertinism. they knew the value of religious principles and good morals to the individual and to the state, and they did not leave it an open matter, under plea of free conscience, for men to conduct themselves as they please with regard to virtue and religion. to be disrespectful toward divine worship, to interfere with its free exercise as honest men are moved to render it, or to set at naught the moral code of honorable behavior in human society, is never the dictate of honest conviction of duty, and, in the nature of things, cannot be. it is not conscience, but the overriding of conscience; nay, rebellion against the whole code of conscience, against the foundations of all government, against the very existence of civil society. liberty to blaspheme almighty god, to profane his name and ordinances, to destroy his worship, and to set common morality at naught, is not religious liberty, but disorderly wickedness, a cloak of maliciousness, the licensing of the devil as an angel of light. it belongs to mere brute liberty, which must be restrained and brought under bonds in order to render true liberty possible. wild and lawless freedom must come under the restraints and limits of defined order, peace, and essential morality, or somebody's freedom must suffer, and social happiness is out of the question. and it is one of the inherent aims and offices of government to enforce this very constraint, without which it totally fails of its end and forfeits its right to be. where people are otherwise law-abiding, orderly, submissive to the requisites for the being and well-being of a state, and abstain from encroachments upon the liberties of others, they are not to be molested, forced, or compelled in spiritual matters contrary to their honest convictions; but public blasphemy, open profanity, disorderly interference with divine worship and reverence, and the hindrance of what tends to the preservation of good morals, it pertains to the existence and office of a state to restrain and punish. severity upon such disorders is not tyrannical abridgment of the rights of conscience, for no proper citizen's conscience can ever prompt or constrain him to any such things. and everything which tends to weaken and destroy regard for the eternal power on which all things depend, to relax the sense of accountability to the divine judgment, and to trample on the laws of eternal morality, is the worst enemy of the state, which it cannot allow without peril to its own existence. on the other hand, the state is bound for the same reasons to protect and defend religion in general and the cultivation of the religious sentiments, in so far, at least, as the laws of virtue and order are not transgressed in the name of religion. it may not interfere to decide between different religious societies or churches, as they may be equally conscientious and honest in their diversities; but where the tendency is to good and reverence, and the training of the community to right and orderly life, it belongs to the office and being of the state not only to tolerate, but to protect them all alike. in the fatherly care of its subjects, the people consenting, the state may also recommend and provide support for some particular and approved order of faith and worship, just as it provides for public education. and though the civil power may not rightfully punish, fine, imprison, and oppress orderly and honest citizens for conscientious non-conformity to any one specific system of belief and worship, it may, and must, provide for and protect what tends to its rightful conservation, and also condemn, punish, and restrain whatsoever tends to unseat it and undermine its existence and peace. these are fundamental requirements in all sound political economy. laws on religion and morals. our fathers, in their wisdom, understood this, and fashioned their state provisions and laws accordingly. the thing specified as the supreme concern of the public authorities in the original settlement of this territory by the swedes was, to "consider and see to it that a true and due worship, becoming honor, laud, and praise be paid to the most high god in all things," and that "all persons, but especially the young, shall be duly instructed in the articles of their christian faith." but if public worship and religious instruction are to be fostered and preserved by the state, there must be set times for it, the people released at those times from hindering occupations and engagements, and whatever may interfere therewith restrained and put under bonds against interruption. in other words, the lord's proper worship demands and requires a protected lord's day. such appointed and sacred times for these holy purposes have been from the foundation of the world. under all dispensations one day in every seven was a day unto the lord, protected and preserved for such sacred uses, on which secular occupations should cease, and nothing allowed which would interfere with the public worship of almighty god and the handling of his word. and "because it was requisite to appoint a certain day, that the people might know when they ought to come together, it appears that the christian church [and so all christian states] did for that purpose appoint the lord's day," our weekly sunday. this william penn found in existence and observance by the swedes and the dutch on this territory when he arrived. he therefore advised, and the first general assembly of pennsylvania justly ordained, "that, according to the good example of the primitive christians and the ease of the creation, every first day of the week, called the lord's day, people shall abstain from their common daily labor, that they may the better dispose themselves to worship god according to their understandings"--a provision so necessary and important that the statute laws of our commonwealth have always guarded its observance with penalties which the state cannot in justice to itself allow to go unenforced, and which no good citizen should refuse strictly to obey. and to the same end was it provided and ordained by the first general assembly that "if any person shall abuse or deride another for his different persuasion or practice in religion, such shall be looked upon as disturbers of the peace, and be punished accordingly." and in the line of the same wholesome and necessary policy it was also further provided and ordained that "all such offences against god as swearing, cursing, lying, profane talking, drunkenness, obscene words, revels, etc. etc., which excite the people to rudeness, cruelty, and irreligion, shall be respectively discouraged and severely punished." such were the good and righteous provisions made for the restraint of the licentiousness and brutishness of man in the primeval days of our commonwealth; and wherein it has since sunk away from these original organic laws the people have only weakened and degraded themselves, and hindered that virtuous and happy prosperity which would otherwise in far larger degree than now be our inheritance. forms of government. v. and yet again, as the fathers of our commonwealth gave us religion without compulsion, so they also gave us a state without a king. there is nothing necessarily wrong or necessarily right in this particular. monarchy, aristocracy, republicanism, or pure democracy cannot claim divine right the one over against the other. either may be good, or either may be bad, as the situation and the chances may be. there has been as much bloody wrong and ruin wrought in the name of liberty as in the establishment of thrones. there have been as good and happy governments by kings as by any other methods of human administration. civil authority is essential to man, and the power for it must lie somewhere. the only question is as to the safest depository of it. the mere form of the government is no great matter. it has been justly said, "there is hardly a government in the world so ill designed that in good hands would not do well enough, nor any so good that in ill hands can do aught great and good." governments depend on men, not men on governments. let men be good, and the government will not be bad; but if men are bad, no government will hold for good. if government be bad, good men will cure it; and if the government be good, bad men will warp and spoil it. nor is there any form of government known to man that is not liable to abuse, prostitution, tyranny, unrighteousness, and oppression. the best government is that which most efficiently conserves the true ends of government, be the form what it may. anything differing from this is worthless sentimentalism, undeserving of sober regard. and to meet the true ends of government there must be power to enforce obedience, and there must be checks upon that power to secure its subjects against its abuse; for "liberty without obedience is confusion, and obedience without liberty is slavery." but there may be liberty under monarchy, as well as reverence and obedience under democracy, whilst there may be oppression and bloody tyranny under either. amid the varied experiments of the ages the human mind is more and more settling itself in favor of mixed forms of government, in which the rights of the people and the limitations of authority are set down in fixed constitutions, taking the direct rule from the multitude, but still holding the rulers accountable to the people. such were more or less the forms under which the founders of our commonwealth were tutored. a republican state. but they went a degree further than the precedents before them. they believed the safest depository of power to be with the people themselves, under constitutions ordained by those intending to live under them and administered by persons of their own choice. "where the laws rule, and the people are a party to those laws," was believed to be the true ideal and realization of civil liberty--the way "to support power in reverence with the people, and to secure the people from the abuse of power, that they may be free by their just obedience, and the magistrates honorable for their just administration." and with these ideas, "with reverence to god and good conscience to men," the first general assembly in enacted a common code of sixty-one laws, in which the foundation-stones of the civil and criminal jurisprudence of this broad commonwealth were laid, and a style of government ordained so reasonable, moderate, just, and equal in its provisions that no one yet has found just cause to deny the wisdom and beneficence of its structure, whilst montesquieu pronounces it "an instance unparalleled in the world's history of the foundation of a great state laid in peace, justice, and equality." the last two hundred years. two hundred years have gone by since this completed organization of our noble commonwealth. her free and liberal principles then still remained in large measure to be learned by some of the other american colonies. from the very start she was the chief conservator of what was to be the model for all this grand union of free states--a character which she has never lost in all the history of our national existence. six generations of stalwart freemen has she reared beneath her shielding care to people her own vast territory and that of many other states, no one of which has ever failed in truthfulness to the great principles in which she was born. always more solid than noisy, and more reserved than obtrusive, she has ever served as the great balance-wheel in the mighty engine of our national organization. her life, commingled with other lives attempered to her own, now pulsates from ocean to ocean and from the frozen lakes to the warm gulf waters, all glad and glorious in the unity and sunshine of constitutional government in the hands of a free people. with her population drawn from all nationalities to learn from her lips the sacred lessons of independent self-rule, she has sent it forth as freely to the westward to build co-equal states in the beauty of her own image, whilst four millions of her children still abide in growing happiness under her maternal care. verily, it was the spirit of prophecy which said, two hundred years ago, "_god will bless that ground_." that blessing we have lived to see. may it continue for yet many centennials, and grow as it endures! may the faith and spirit of the men through whose piety and wisdom it has come still warm and animate the hearts of their successors to the latest generations! may no careless or corrupt administration of justice or "looseness" or infidelities of the people come in to bring down the wrath of heaven for its interruption! may the sterling principles of our happy freedom be made good to us and our posterity by the good keeping of them in honest virtue and obedience, and in due reverence of him who gave them, and who is the god and judge of nations! may those sacred conditions of the divine favor "which descend not with worldly inheritances" be so embedded in the training and education of our youth that the spirit of the children may not be a libel on the faith and devotion of their fathers! centuries have passed, but the god of gustavus adolphus, of the pilgrims of plymouth rock, of william penn, and of the hero-saints of every age and country still lives and reigns. men may deny it, but that does not alter it. his government and gospel are the same now that they have ever been. what he most approved and blessed in their days he most approves and blesses in ours. and may their fear and love of him be to us and our children a copy and a guide, to steer in safety amid the dangerous rapids of these doubtful times! "and thou, philadelphia, the virgin settlement of this province, named before thou wert born! what love, what care, what service, and what travail has there been to bring thee forth and preserve thee from such as would abuse and defile thee! my soul prays to god for thee, that thou mayest stand in the day of trial, that thy children may be blessed of the lord, and thy people saved by his power." the end. an old chester secret [illustration] books by margaret deland an old chester secret the promises of alice the awakening of helena richie the rising tide around old chester the hands of esau old chester tales an encore dr. lavendar's people partners the iron woman the voice where the laborers are few * * * * * harper & brothers, new york established [illustration: [see p. "what! insult this lady by asking for a 'promise'?"] an old chester secret by margaret deland _author of_ "old chester tales" "the iron woman" "around old chester" etc. _illustrations by_ f. walter taylor [illustration] harper & brothers publishers new york and london an old chester secret ---- copyright, , by harper & brothers printed in the united states of america published october, to lorin-- for this book, too, is his. kennebunkport august , illustrations "what! insult this lady by asking for a 'promise'?" _frontispiece_ "i will not give any of my apples back. they're mine" _facing p._ "if i saw him once i might want to see him again" " "hearts don't answer when reason whistles to them," he said " an old chester secret chapter i there was not a person in old chester less tainted by the vulgarity of secretiveness than miss lydia sampson. she had no more reticence than sunshine or wind, or any other elemental thing. how much of this was due to conditions it would be hard to say; certainly there was no "reticence" in her silence as to her neighbors' affairs; she simply didn't know them! nobody ever dreamed of confiding in lydia sampson! and she could not be reticent about her own affairs because they were inherently public. when she was a girl she broke her engagement to mr. william rives two weeks before the day fixed for the wedding--and the invitations were all out! so of course everybody knew _that_. to be sure, she never said why she broke it, but all old chester knew she hated meanness, and felt sure that she had given her william the choice of being generous or being jilted--and he chose the latter. as she grew older the joyous, untidy makeshifts of a poverty which was always hospitable and never attempted to be genteel, stared you in the face the minute you entered the house; so everybody knew she was poor. years later, her renewed engagement to mr. rives, and his flight some ten minutes before the marriage ceremony, were known to everybody because we had all been invited to the wedding, which cost (as we happened to know, because we had presented her with just exactly that amount) _a hundred dollars_! at the sight of such extravagance the thrifty william turned tail and ran, and we gave thanks and said he was a scoundrel to make us thankful, though, with the exception of doctor lavendar, we deplored the extravagance as much as he did! as for doctor lavendar, he said that it was a case of the grasshopper and the ant; "but lydia is a gambling grasshopper," said doctor lavendar; "she took tremendous chances, for suppose the party _hadn't_ scared william off?" so, obviously, anything which was personal to miss lydia was public property. she simply couldn't be secretive. then, suddenly, and in the open (so to speak) of her innocent candor, a secret pounced upon her! at first old chester didn't know that there was a secret. we merely knew that on a rainy december day (this was about eight months after william had turned tail) she was seen to get into the mercer stage, carrying a carpetbag in one hand and a bandbox in the other. this was surprising enough--for why should lydia sampson spend her money on going to mercer? yet it was not so surprising as the fact that she did not come back from mercer! and even that was a comparative surprise; the superlative astonishment was when it became known that she had left her door key at the post office and said she didn't know when she would return! "where on earth has she gone?" said old chester. but only mrs. drayton attempted to reply: "it certainly looks _very_ strange," said mrs. drayton. it was with the turning of her front-door key that miss lydia made public confession of secrecy--although she had resigned herself to it, privately, three months before. the secret had taken possession of her one hazy september evening, as she was sitting on her front doorstep, slapping her ankles when a mosquito discovered them, and watching the dusk falling like a warm veil across the hills. the air was full of the scent of evening primroses, and miss lydia, looking at a clump of them close to the step, could see the pointed buds begin to unfurl, then hesitate, then tremble, then opening with a silken burst of sound, spill their perfume into the twilight. except for the crickets, it was very still. once in a while some one plodded down the road, and once, when it was quite dark, mr. smith's victoria rumbled past, paused until the iron gates of his driveway swung open, then rumbled on to his big, handsome house. he was one of the new smiths, having lived in old chester hardly twenty years; when he came he brought his bride with him--a norton, she was, from new england. a nice enough woman, i suppose, but not a pennsylvanian. he and his wife built this house, which was so imposing that for some time they were thought of, contemptuously, as the _rich_ smiths. but by and by old chester felt more kindly and just called them the new smiths. mrs. smith died when their only child, mary, was a little girl, and mr. smith grew gradually into our esteem. the fact was, he was so good-looking and good-humored and high-tempered (he showed his teeth when he was in a rage, just as a dog does) old chester had to like him--even though it wished he was a better landlord to miss lydia, to whom he rented a crumbling little house just outside his gates. in matters of business mr. smith exacted his pound of flesh--and he got it! in lydia's case it sometimes really did represent "flesh," for she must have squeezed her rent out of her food. yet when, after her frightful extravagance in giving that party on money we had given her for the rebuilding of her chimney, mr. smith rebuilt it himself, and said she was a damned plucky old bird.--"looks like a wet hen," said mr. smith, "but plucky! plucky!"--after that, our liking for him became quite emphatic. not that old chester liked his epithets or approved of his approval of miss lydia's behavior (she bought kid gloves for her party, if you please! and a blue-silk dress; and, worse than all, presents for all old chester, of canary birds and pictures and what not, _all out of our hundred dollars_!)--we did not like the laxity of mr. smith's judgments upon the grasshopper's conduct, but we did approve of his building her chimney, because it saved us from putting our hands in our own pockets again. in the brown dusk of the september evening, miss lydia, watching her landlord roll past in his carriage, gave him a friendly nod. "he's nice," she said, "and so good-looking!" her eyes followed him until, in the shadows of the great trees of the driveway, she lost sight of him. then she fell to thinking about his daughter, a careless young creature, handsome and selfish, with the smith high color and black eyes, who was engaged to be married to another handsome young creature, fatter at twenty-three than is safe for the soul of a young man. miss lydia did not mind carl's fat because she had a heart for lovers. apparently her own serial and unhappy love affair had but increased her interest in happier love affairs. to be sure, mary's affair had had the zest of a little bit of unhappiness--just enough to amuse older people. the boy had been ordered off by his firm in mercer, at a day's notice, to attend to some business in mexico, and the wedding, which was to have been in april, had to be postponed for six months. carl had been terribly down in the mouth about it, and mary, in the twenty-four hours given them for farewells, had cried her eyes out, and even, at the last minute, just before her young man started off, implored her father to let them get married--which plea, of course, he laughed at, for the new mr. smith was not the sort of man to permit his only daughter to be married in such hole-and-corner fashion! as it happened, carl got back, quite unexpectedly, in september--but his prospective father-in-law was obdurate. "it won't hurt you to wait. 'anticipation makes a blessing dear!' december first you can have her," said the new mr. smith, much amused by the young people's doleful sentimentality. miss lydia, now, slapping the mosquitoes, and thinking about the approaching "blessing," in friendly satisfaction at so much young happiness being next door to her, hugged herself because of her own blessings. "i don't want to brag," she thought, "but certainly i am the luckiest person!" to count up her various pieces of luck (starting with the experience of being jilted): she had a nice landlord who looked like zeus, with his flashing black eyes and snow-white hair and beard. and she had so many friends! and she believed she could manage to make her black alpaca last another winter. "it is spotted," she thought, "but what real difference does a spot make?" (miss lydia was one of those rare people who have a sense of the relative values of life.) "it's a warm skirt," said miss lydia, weighing the importance of that spot with the expense of a new dress; "and, anyway, whenever i look at it, it just makes me think of the time i spilled the cream down the front at harriet hutchinson's. what a good time i had at harriet's!" after that she reflected upon the excellent quality of her blue silk. "i shall probably wear it only once or twice a year; it ought to last me my lifetime," said miss lydia. . . . it was just as she reached this blessing that, somewhere in the shadows, a quivering voice called, "miss sampson?" and out of the darkness of the smith driveway came a girlish figure. the iron gates clanged behind her, and she came up the little brick path to miss lydia's house with a sort of rush, a sort of fury; her voice was demanding and frightened and angry all together. "miss lydia!" miss lydia, startled from her blessings, screwed up her eyes, then, recognizing her visitor, exclaimed: "why, my dear! what is the matter?" and again, in real alarm, "what _is_ it?" for mary smith, dropping down on the step beside her, was trembling. "my dear!" miss lydia said, in consternation. "miss sampson, something--something has happened. a--a--an accident. i've come to you. i didn't know where else to go." she spoke with a sort of sobbing breathlessness. "you did just right," said miss lydia, "but what--" "you've got to help me! there's nobody else." "of course i will! but tell me--" "if you don't help me, i'll die," mary smith said. she struck her soft clenched fist on her knee, then covered her face with her hands. "but you must promise me you won't tell? ever--ever!" "of course i won't." "and you'll help me? oh, say you'll help me!" "have you and he quarreled?" said miss lydia, quickly. her own experience flashed back into her mind; it came to her with a little flutter of pride that this child--she was really only a child, just nineteen--who was to be married so soon, trusted to her worldly wisdom in such matters, and came for advice. "she hasn't any mother," miss lydia thought, sympathetically. "if you've quarreled, you and he," she said, putting her little roughened hand on mary's soft, shaking fist, "tell him you're sorry. kiss and make up!" then she remembered why she and her william had not kissed and made up. "unless"--she hesitated--"he has done something that isn't nice?" ("nice" was miss lydia's idea of perfection.) "but i'm sure he hasn't! he seemed to me, when i saw him, a very pleasing young man. so kiss and make up!" the younger woman was not listening. "i had to wait all day to come and speak to you. i've been frantic--_frantic_--waiting! but i couldn't have anybody see me come. they would have wondered. if you don't help me--" "but i will, mary, i will! don't you love him?" "_love_ him?" said the girl. "my god!" then, in a whisper, "if i only hadn't loved him--_so much_. . . . i am going to have a baby." it seemed as if miss lydia's little friendly chirpings were blown from her lips in the gust of these appalling words. mary herself was suddenly composed. "they sent him off to mexico at twenty-four hours' notice; it was cruel--cruel, to send him away! and he came to say good-by-- and. . . . and then i begged and begged father to let us get married; even the very morning that he went away, i said: 'let us get married to-day. please, father, _please_!' and he wouldn't, he wouldn't! he wanted a big wedding. oh, what did i care about a big wedding! still--i never supposed-- but i went to mercer yesterday and saw a doctor, and--and found out. i couldn't believe it was true. i said i'd die if it was true! and he said it was. . . . so then i rushed to carl's office. . . . he was frightened--for me. and then we thought of you. and all day to-day i've just walked the floor--waiting to get down here to see you. i couldn't come until it was dark. father thinks i'm in bed with a headache. i told the servants to tell him i had a headache. . . . we've got to manage somehow to make him let us get married right off. but--but even that won't save me. it will be known. it will be known--in january." miss lydia was speechless. "so you've got to help me. there's nobody else on earth who can. oh, you must--you must!" "but what can i do?" miss lydia gasped. "carl and i will go away somewhere. out west where nobody knows us. and then you'll come. and you'll take--_it_. you'll take care of it. and you can have all the money you want." "my dear," miss lydia said, trembling, "this is very, very dreadful, but i--" the girl burst into rending crying. "don't you--suppose _i_ know that it's--it's--it's dreadful?" "but i don't see how i can possibly--" "if you won't help me, i'll go right down to the river. oh, miss lydia, help me! please, _please_ help me!" "but it's impos--" mary stopped crying. "it isn't. it's perfectly possible! you'll simply go away to visit some friends--" "i haven't any friends, except in old chester--" "and when you come back you'll bring--_it_ with you. and you'll say you've adopted it. you'll say it's the child of a friend." miss lydia was silent. "if you won't help me," mary burst out, "i'll--" "does anybody know?" said miss lydia. "no." "oh, my dear, my dear! you must tell your father." "my _father_?" she laughed with terror. then miss lydia sampson did an impossible thing--judging from old chester's knowledge of her character. she said, "he's got to know or i won't help you." mary's recoil showed how completely, poor child! she had always had her own way; to be crossed now by this timid old maid was like going head-on into a gray mist and finding it a stone wall. there was a tingling silence. "then i'll kill myself," she said. miss lydia gripped her small, work-worn hands together, but said nothing. "oh, please help me!" mary said. "i will--if you'll tell your father or doctor lavendar. i don't care which." "neither!" said the girl. she got on her feet and stood looking down at little shabby miss lydia sitting on the step with her black frizette tumbling forward over one frightened blue eye. then she covered her face with those soft, trembling hands, all dimpled across the knuckles. "carl wanted to tell. he said, 'let's tell people i was a scoundrel--and stand up to it.' and i said, 'carl, i'll die first!' and i will, miss lydia. i'll die rather than have it known. nobody must know--ever." miss lydia shook her head. "somebody besides me must know." then very faintly she said, "_i'll_ tell your father." there was panic in her voice, but mary's voice, from behind the dimpled hands, was shrill with panic: "you mustn't! oh, you promised not to tell!" miss lydia went on, quietly, "he and i will decide what to do." "no, no!" mary said. "he'll kill carl!" "i shouldn't think carl would mind," said miss lydia. the girl dropped down again on the step. "oh, what shall i do--what shall i do--what shall i do? he'll hate me." "he'll be very, very unhappy," said miss lydia; "but he'll know what must be done. i don't. and he'll forgive you." "he won't forgive carl! father never forgives. he says so! and if he won't forgive carl he mustn't forgive me!" she hid her face. there was a long silence. then she said, in a whisper, "when will you . . . tell him?" "to-night." again she cringed away. "not to-night! please not to-night. oh, you promised you wouldn't tell! i can't bear-- let me think. i'll write to carl. no! no! father _mustn't_ know!" "listen," said lydia sampson; "you must get married right off. you can't wait until december. that's settled. but your father must manage it so that nobody will suspect--anything. understand?" "i mean to do that, anyway, but--" "unless you tell a great many small stories," said little, truthful miss lydia, "you can't manage it; but your father will just tell one big story, about business or something. gentlemen can always tell stories about business, and you can't find 'em out. the way we do about headaches. mr. smith will say business makes it necessary for him to hurry the wedding up so he can go away to--any place. see?" mary saw, but she shook her head. "he'll kill carl," she said again. "no, he won't," said miss lydia, "because then everything would come out; and, besides, he'd get hanged." again there was a long silence; then mary said, suddenly, violently: "well--_tell him_." "oh, my!" said miss lydia, "my! my!" but she got up, took the child's soft, shrinking hand, and together in the hazy silence of the summer night they walked--miss lydia hurrying forward, mary holding back--between the iron gates and up the driveway to the great house. talk about facing the cannon's mouth! when miss sampson came into the new mr. smith's library he was sitting in a circle of lamplight at his big table, writing and smoking. he looked up at her with a resigned shrug. "wants something done to her confounded house!" he thought. but he put down his cigar, got on his feet, and said, in his genial, wealthy way: "well, my good neighbor! how are you?" miss lydia could only gasp, "mr. smith--" (there was a faint movement outside the library door and she knew mary was listening). "mr. smith--" "sit down, sit down!" he said. "i am afraid you are troubled about something?" she sat down on the extreme edge of a chair, and he stood in front of her, stroking his white beard and looking at her, amused and bored, and very rich--but not unkind. "mr. smith--" she faltered. she swallowed two or three times, and squeezed her hands together; then, brokenly, but with almost no circumlocution, she told him. . . . there was a terrible scene in that handsome, shadowy, lamplit room. miss lydia emerged from it white and trembling; she fairly ran back to her own gate, stumbled up the mossy brick path to her front door, burst into her unlighted house, then locked the door and bolted it, and fell in a small, shaking heap against it, as if it barred out the loud anger and shame which she had left behind her in the great house among the trees. while mary had crouched in the hall, her ear against the keyhole, miss lydia sampson had held that blazing-eyed old man to common sense. no, he must _not_ carry the girl to mercer the next day, and take the hound by the throat, and marry them out of hand. no, he must _not_ summon the scoundrel to old chester and send for doctor lavendar. no, he must _not_ have a private wedding. . . . "they must be married in church and have white ribbons up the aisle," gasped miss lydia, "and--and rice. don't you understand? and it isn't nice, mr. smith, to use such language before ladies." it was twelve o'clock when miss lydia, in her dark entry, went over in her own mind the "language" which had been used; all he had vowed he would do, and all she had declared he should not do, and all mary (called in from the hall) had retorted as to the cruel things that had been done to her and carl "which had just driven them _wild_!" and then the curious rage with which mr. smith had turned upon his daughter when she cried out, "father, make her promise not to tell!" at that the new mr. smith's anger touched a really noble note: "what! insult this lady by asking for a 'promise'? good god! madam," he said, turning to miss sampson, "is this girl mine, to offer such an affront to a friend?" at which miss lydia felt, just for an instant, that he _was_ nice. but the next moment the thought of his fury at mary made her feel sick. remembering it now, she said to herself, "it was awful in him to show his teeth that way, and to call mary--_that_." and again, "it wasn't gentlemanly in him to use an indelicate word about the baby." miss lydia's mind refused to repeat two of the new mr. smith's words. the dreadfulness of them made her forget his momentary chivalry for her. "mary is only a child," she said to herself; "and as for the baby, i'll take care of the little thing; i won't let it know that its own grandfather called it--no, it wasn't nice in mr. smith to say such words before a young lady like mary, or before me, either, though i'm a good deal older than mary. i'm glad i told him so!" (miss lydia telling zeus he wasn't "nice"!) this september midnight was the first secret which pounced upon miss lydia. the next was the new mr. smith's short and terrible interview with his prospective son-in-law: "you are never to set foot in this town." and then his order to his daughter: "nor you, either, unless you come without that man. and there are to be no letters to or from miss sampson, understand that! i am not going to have people putting two and two together." certainly no such mental arithmetic took place at the very gay smith wedding in the second week in september--a wedding with white ribbons up the aisle! yes, and a reception at the big house! and rice! and old slippers! but when the gayety was over, and the bride and groom drove off in great state, miss lydia waved to them from her front door, and then stood looking after the carriage with strange pitifulness in her face. how much they had missed, these two who, instead of the joy and wonder and mystery of going away together into their new world, were driving off, scarcely speaking to each other, tasting on their young lips the stale bitterness of stolen fruit! after the carriage was out of sight miss lydia walked down the road to the rectory, carrying, as was the habit of her exasperatingly generous poverty when calling on her friends, a present, a tumbler of currant jelly for doctor lavendar. but when the old man remonstrated, she did not, as usual, begin to excuse herself. she only said, point-blank: "doctor lavendar, is it ever right to tell lies to save other people?" doctor lavendar, jingling the happy bridegroom's two gold pieces in his pocket, said: "what? what?" "not to save yourself," said miss lydia; "i know you can't tell lies to save yourself." doctor lavendar stopped jingling his gold pieces and frowned; then he said: "miss lydia, the truth about ourselves is the only safe way to live. if other folks want to be safe let them tell their own truths. it doesn't often help them for us to do it for 'em. my own principle has been not to tell a lie about other folks' affairs, but to reserve the truth. understand?" "i think i do," said miss lydia, faintly, "but it's difficult." doctor lavendar looked at his two gold pieces thoughtfully. "lydia," he said, "it's like walking on a tight rope." then he chuckled, dismissed the subject, and spread out his eagles on the table. "look at 'em! aren't they pretty? you see how glad mary's young man was to get her. i'll go halves with you!" her recoil as he handed her one of the gold pieces made him give her a keen look; but all she said was: "oh _no_! i wouldn't touch it!" then she seemed to get herself together: "i don't need it, thank you, sir," she said. when she went away doctor lavendar, looking after her, thrust out his lower lip. "_lydia_ not 'need' an eagle?" he said. "how long since?" and after a while he added, "now, what on earth--?" old chester, too, said, "what on earth--?" when, in december, miss lydia turned the key in her front door and, with her carpetbag and bandbox, took the morning stage for mercer. and we said it again, a few weeks later, when mrs. barkley received a letter in which miss lydia said she had been visiting friends in indiana and had been asked by them to take care of a beautiful baby boy, and she was bringing him home with her, and she hoped mrs. barkley would give her some advice about taking care of babies, for she was afraid she didn't know much--("'much'?" mrs. barkley snorted. "she knows as much about babies as a wildcat knows about tatting!")--and she was, as ever, mrs. barkley's affectionate lyddy. the effect of this letter upon old chester can be imagined. mrs. drayton said, "what i would like to know is, _whose baby is it_?" mrs. barkley said in a deep bass: "where will lyddy get the money to take care of it? as for advising her, i advise her to leave it on the doorstep of its blood relations!" doctor lavendar said: "ho, hum! do you remember what the new mr. smith said about her when she gave her party? well, i agree with him!" which (if you recall mr. smith's exact words) was really a shocking thing for a minister of the gospel to say! mrs. william king said, firmly, that she called it murder, to intrust a child to miss lydia sampson. "she'll hold it upside down and never know the difference," said mrs. king; and then, like everybody else, she asked mrs. drayton's question "whose baby is it?" there were many answers, mostly to the effect that lydia was so scatterbrained--as witness her "party," and her blue-silk dress, and her broken engagements, etc., etc., that she was perfectly capable of letting anybody shove a foundling into her arms! mrs. drayton's own answer to her question was that the whole thing looked queer--"not that i would imply anything against poor lydia's character, but it looks _queer_; and if you count back--" miss lydia's reply--for of course the question was asked her as soon as she and the baby, and the bandbox and the carpetbag got off the stage one march afternoon--miss lydia's answer was brief: "a friend's." she did emerge from her secrecy far enough to say to mrs. barkley that she was to receive "an honorarium" for the support of the little darling. "of course i won't spend a cent of it on myself," she added, simply. "is it a child of shame?" said mrs. barkley, sternly. miss lydia's shocked face and upraised, protesting hands, answered her: "my baby's parents were married persons! after they--passed on, a friend of theirs intrusted the child to me." "when did they die?" miss lydia reflected. "i didn't ask the date." "well, considering the child's age, the mother's death couldn't have been very long ago," mrs. barkley said, dryly. and miss lydia said, in a surprised way, as if it had just occurred to her: "why, no, of course not! it was an accident," she added. "for the mother?" "for both parents," said miss sampson, firmly. and that was all old chester got out of her. "well," said mrs. drayton, "_i_ am always charitable, but uncharitable persons might wonder. . . . it was last may, you know, that that rives man deserted her at the altar." "only fool persons would wonder anything like that about lydia sampson!" said mrs. barkley, fiercely. . . . but even in old chester there were two or three fools, so for their especial benefit mrs. barkley, who had her own views about miss sampson's wisdom in undertaking the care of a baby, but who would not let that drayton female speak against her, spread abroad the information that miss lydia's baby's parents, who had lived out west, had both been killed at the same time in an accident. "what kind?" "carriage, i believe," said mrs. barkley; "but they left sufficient money to support the child. so," she added, "old chester need have no further anxiety about lydia's poverty. their names? oh--smith." she had the presence of mind to tell lydia she had named the baby, and though miss lydia gave a little start--for she had thought of some more distinguished name for her charge--"smith," and the western parents and the carriage accident passed into history. chapter ii during the first year that the "smith" baby lived outside the brick wall of mr. smith's place, the iron gates of the driveway were not opened, because business obliged mr. smith to be in europe. (oh, said old chester, so that was why mary's wedding had to be hurried up?) when he returned to his native land he never, as he drove past, looked at the youngster playing in miss lydia's dooryard. then once johnny (he was three years old) ran after his ball almost under the feet of the smith horses, and as he was pulled from between the wheels his grandfather couldn't help seeing him. "don't do that tomfool thing again!" the old man shouted, and johnny, clasping his recovered ball, grinned at him. "he sinks johnny 'f'aid," the little fellow told miss lydia. a month or two afterward johnny threw a stone at the victoria and involuntarily mr. smith glanced in the direction from which it came. but, of course, human nature being like story books, he did finally notice his grandson. at intervals he spoke to miss lydia, and when johnny was six years old he even stopped one day long enough to give the child a quarter. mr. smith had aged very much after his daughter's marriage--and no wonder, old chester said, for he must be lonely in that big house, and mary never coming to see him! such behavior on the part of a daughter puzzled old chester. we couldn't understand it--unless it was that mr. smith didn't get along with his son-in-law? and mary, of course, didn't visit her father because a dutiful wife always agrees with her husband! a sentiment which places old chester chronologically. the day that mr. smith bestowed the quarter upon his grandson he spoke of his daughter's "dutifulness" to miss lydia. driving toward his house, he overtook two trudging figures, passed them by a rod or two, then called to the coachman to stop. "i'll walk," he said, briefly, and waited, in the dust of his receding carriage until miss lydia and her boy reached him. johnny was trudging along, pulling his express wagon, which was full of apples picked up on the path below an apple tree that leaned over the girdling wall of the smith place. as miss lydia approached her landlord her heart came up in her throat; it always did when she saw him, because she remembered the olympian thunders he had loosed on that awful night six years ago. "how do?" said mr. smith. his dark eyes under bristling, snow-white eyebrows blazed at her. he didn't notice the little boy. "how do you do?" said miss lydia, in a small voice. she looked tousled and breathless and rather spotted, and so little that mr. smith must have felt he could blow her away if he wanted to. apparently he didn't want to. he only said: "you--ah, never hear from--ah, my daughter, i suppose, miss sampson?" "no, sir," said miss lydia. "she doesn't care to visit me without her husband, and i won't have him under my roof!" his lip lifted for an instant and showed his teeth. "i see her when i go to philadelphia, and she writes me duty letters occasionally, but she never mentions--" "doesn't she?" said miss lydia. "i don't, either. but i just want to say that if you ever need any--ah, extra--" "i don't, thank you." then, reluctantly, the flashing black eyes looked down at johnny. "doesn't resemble--anybody? well, young man!" "say, 'how do you do?' johnny," miss lydia commanded, faintly. "how do?" johnny said, impatiently. he was looking over his apples and, discovering some bruised ones, frowned and threw them away. "where did you get your apples?" said mr. smith. "on the road," said johnny; "they ain't yours when they drop on the road." "say 'aren't,' johnny," said miss lydia. "it isn't nice to say 'ain't.'" "why aren't they mine?" said the old man. he was towering up above the two little figures, his feet wide apart, his hands behind him, switching his cane back and forth like a tail. "'cause i've got 'em," johnny explained, briefly. "ha! the nine-tenths! you'll be a lawyer, sir!" his grandfather said. "suppose i say, 'give me some'?" "i won't," said johnny. "oh, you won't, eh? you'll be a politician!" mr. smith said. "it isn't right to say, 'i won't,'" miss lydia corrected johnny, panting. mr. smith did not notice her nervousness; the boy's attitude, legs wide apart, hands behind him, clutching the tongue of his express wagon, held his eye. "he's like me!" he thought, with a thrill. "isn't it right to say, 'i won't say i won't'?" johnny countered. "jesuit!" mr. smith said, chuckling. "the church is the place for him, miss sampson." "anyway," johnny said, crossly, "i _will not_ give any of my apples back. they're mine." "how do you make that out?" said mr. smith. (and in an undertone to miss lydia, "no fool, eh?") "because i picked 'em up," said johnny. "well, here's a quarter," said his grandfather, putting his hand in his pocket. johnny took the coin with an air of satisfaction, but even as he slid it into his pocket he took it out again. "looky here," he said. "i thought i'd buy a pony with it, but i don't mind paying you for your apples--" and he held out the quarter. mr. smith laughed as he had not laughed for a long time. "you're a judge of horseflesh!" he said, and walked off, switching his tail behind him. [illustration: "i will not give any of my apples back. they're mine"] the story-book plot should begin here--the rich grandfather meets the unacknowledged grandchild, loves him, and makes him his heir--and, of course, incidentally, showers his largess upon the poor and virtuous lady who has cared for the little foundling; so everybody lives happy and dies wealthy. this intelligent arrangement of fiction might have been carried out if only miss lydia had behaved differently! but about two years later her behavior-- "she's put a spoke in my wheel!" mr. smith told himself, blankly. it was when johnny was eight that the spoke blocked the grandfather's progress. . . . he had gradually grown to know the boy very well, and, after much backing and filling in his own mind, decided to adopt him. he did not reach this decision easily, for there were risks in such an arrangement; resemblances might develop, and people might put two and two together! however, each time he decided that the risk was too great, a glimpse of johnny--stealing a ride by hanging on behind his grandfather's victoria, or going in swimming in deeper water than some of the older boys were willing to essay, or, once, blacking another fellow's eye--such a glimpse of his own flesh and blood gave him courage. courage gained the day when his grandson had scarlet fever and william king, meeting him after a call at miss lydia's, happened to say that johnny was a pretty sick child. the new mr. smith felt his heart under his spreading white beard contract sharply. "sick! very sick? good god! the wet hen won't know how to take care of him!" his alarm was so obvious that doctor king looked at him in surprise. "you are fond of the little fellow?" "oh, i see him playing around my gate," mr. smith said, and walked off quickly, lest he should find himself urging more advice, or a nurse, or what not. "king would wonder what earthly difference it could make to me!" he said to himself, in a panic of secrecy. it made enough difference to cause him to write to his daughter: "i hear the child is very sick and may die. congratulations to robertson." mary, reading the cruel words and never guessing the anxiety which had dictated them, grew white with anger. "i will never forgive father!" she said to herself, and went over to her husband and put her soft hands on his shoulders and kissed him. "carl," she said, "the--the little boy is sick"; his questioning look made her add, "oh, he'll get well"--but she must have felt some unspoken recoil in her husband, for she cried out, in quick denial, "of course i don't want anything to--to happen to him!" they did not speak of johnny's illness for two or three days; then mary said, "if anything had happened, we should have heard by this time?" and carl said, "oh, of course." when johnny was well again his grandfather's fear that doctor king might "wonder," ebbed. "it's safe enough to take him," he said to himself; "he doesn't look like anybody. and if i adopt him i can see that he's properly educated--and it will scare robertson to death!" he added, viciously, and showed his teeth. he even discussed adopting his grandchild with doctor lavendar: "mary hasn't done her duty," he said. "i've no grandchildren! i've a great mind to adopt some youngster. i'm fond of children." "good idea," said doctor lavendar. "i've taken a fancy to that little rascal who lives just at my gate. bright youngster. not a cowardly streak in him! quick-tempered, i'm afraid. but _i_ never blame anybody for that! i've thought, once or twice, that i'd adopt him." "and miss lydia, too?" doctor lavendar inquired, mildly. "oh, i should look after her, of course," said mr. smith. but it was still another six months before he really made up his mind. "i'll do it!" he said to himself. "but i suppose," he reflected, "i ought to tell mary--and the skunk." he went on to philadelphia for the purpose of telling mary, but he did it when carl was not present. mary blenched. "father, _don't_! people might--" "damn people! i like the boy. you're a coward, mary, and so is--robertson." "no! he isn't! carl isn't. i am." "i won't compromise you," he ended, contemptuously. "tell robertson i mean to do it. if he has anything to say he can say it in a letter." then he kissed her perfunctorily and said, "goo'-by--goo'-by," and took the night train for mercer. he lost no time when he got back to old chester in putting his plan through. the very next afternoon, knowing that johnny would be at doctor lavendar's collect class, he called on miss lydia. miss sampson's little house was more comfortable than it used to be; the quarterly check which came from "some one" patched up leaky roofs, and bought a new carpet, and did one or two other things; but it did not procure any luxuries, either for johnny or for herself, and it never made miss lydia look like anything but a small, bedraggled bird; her black frizette still got crooked and dipped over one soft blue eye, and she was generally shabby--except on the rare occasions when she wore the blue silk--and her parlor always looked as if a wind had blown through it. "i wouldn't _touch_ their money for myself!" she used to think, and saved every cent to give to johnny when he grew up. into her helter-skelter house came, on this saturday afternoon, her landlord. he had knocked on her front door with the gold head of his cane, and when she opened it he had said, "how do? how do?" and walked ahead of her into her little parlor. it was so little and he was so big that he seemed to fill the room. miss lydia said, in a fluttered voice, "how do you do?" "miss sampson," he said--he had seated himself in a chair that creaked under his ruddy bulk and he put both hands on the top of his cane; his black eyes were friendly and amused--"i've had it in mind for some time to have a little talk with you." "yes, sir," said miss lydia. "i need not go back to--to a painful experience that we both remember." miss lydia put her head on one side in a puzzled way, as if her memory had failed her. "you will know that i appreciated your attitude at that time. i appreciated it deeply." miss lydia rolled her handkerchief into a wabbly lamplighter; she seemed to have nothing to say. "i have come here now, not merely to tell you this, but to add that i intend to relieve you of the care of--ah, the little boy." miss lydia was silent. "there are things i should like to give him. he says he wants a pony. and i mean to educate him. it would seem strange to do this as an outsider; it might cause--ah, comment. so i am going to take him." "any grandfather would want to," said lydia sampson. mr. smith raised his bushy eyebrows. "well, we won't put it on that ground. but i like the boy, though i hear he gets into fights; i'm afraid he has the devil of a temper," said mr. smith, chuckling proudly. "but i've watched him, and he's no coward and no fool, either. in fact, i hear that he is a wonder mathematically. god knows where he got his brains! well, i am going to adopt him. but that will make no difference in your income. that is assured to you as long as you live. i am indebted to you, miss sampson. profoundly indebted." "not at all," said miss lydia. "i shall have a governess for him," said mr. smith; "but i hope you will not be too much occupied"--his voice was very genial, and as he spoke he bore down hard on his cane and began to struggle to his feet--"not too much occupied to keep a friendly eye upon him." he was standing now, a rather jove-like figure, before whom miss lydia looked really like a little brown grasshopper. "yes, i trust you will not lose your interest in him," he ended. "i won't," she said, faintly. "i have made all the arrangements," said johnny's grandfather. "i simply told--ah, the people who know about him, that i was going to take him." he was standing, switching his cane behind him; it hit an encroaching table leg and he apologized profusely. "mary was badly scared. as if i could not manage a thing like that! i like to scare--him"--the new mr. smith lifted his upper lip, and his teeth gleamed--"but, of course, i told her not to worry. well, i hope you will see him frequently." "i shall," said miss lydia. "of course you and i must tell the same story as to his antecedents. so if you will let me know how you have accounted for him, i'll be a very good parrot!" "i haven't told any stories. i just let people call him smith, and i just said--to johnny, and everybody--that i was a friend of his mother's. that's true, you know." "it is true, madam; it is, indeed!" said mary's father. he bowed with grave courtliness. "there was never a better friend than you, miss sampson." "i've been very careful not to tell anything that wasn't true," said miss lydia. "i told johnny his father and mother had lived out west; they did, you know, for four months. johnny began to ask questions when he was only five; he said he wished _he_ had a mother like other little boys. i had to tell him something, so i told him her name had been norton. that is true, you know. mary's middle name is norton. and i said i didn't know of any cousins or uncles; and that's true. and i said 'i had been told' that his father and mother had been killed in a carriage accident. i _was_ told so; people made it up," said miss lydia, simply, "so i just let 'em. i never said his parents had died that way. well, it made johnny cry. he used to say: 'poor mamma! poor mamma!' i haven't told what you'd call lies; i have only reserved the truth." "pathetic, his 'wanting' a mother," said mr. smith. "damn my son-in-law! excuse me, madam." "it would be nice if you would forgive him," miss lydia suggested, timidly. he shrugged his shoulders. "i never forgive. . . . well, i will keep up the geographical fiction and the runaway horses. and now i must not detain you further. i will take the boy to-morrow." he put out his big hand, and miss lydia, putting her little one into it, said: "who is going to adopt him?" "who?" said mr. smith. "why, i! who did you suppose was going to--robertson? my dear miss sampson, reassure yourself on that point! that hound shall never get hold of him!" "of course," miss lydia agreed, nodding, "johnny's parents, or his grandfather, have a right to him." mr. smith was just leaving the room, but he paused on the threshold and flung a careless word back to her: "his parents could never take him. the thing would come out." "if his _grandfather_ takes him it will come out," said miss lydia, following him into the hall. "yes, but his 'grandfather' won't take him," the old man said, with a grunt of amusement; "it is 'mr. smith' who is going to do that." "'mr. smith' can't." her caller turned and stared at her blankly. "his 'grandfather' can have him," said miss lydia. "_what!_" "his relations can have johnny." "but i--" "if you are a relation," miss lydia said--her voice was only a little whisper--"you can have him." they stood there in the hall, the big man, and the small, battling gambler of a woman, who was staking her most precious possession--a disowned child--on the chance that the pride of the man would outweigh his desire for ownership. their eyes--misty, frightened blue, and flashing black--seemed to meet and clash. "he won't dare," she was saying to herself, her heart pounding in her throat. and johnny's grandfather was saying to himself, very softly, "the devil!" he bent a little, as an elephant might stoop to scrutinize a grasshopper which was trying to block his way, and looked at her. then he roared with laughter. "well, upon my word!" he said. he put his cane under his arm, fumbled for his handkerchief, and wiped his eyes. "miss sampson," he said, "you are a bully. and you would be a highly successful blackmailer. but you are no coward; i'll say that for you. you are a damned game little party! i'll see to you, ma'am, i'll see to you!--_and i'll get the child_. but i like you. damned if i don't!" chapter iii the gambler went on her trembling legs back to her cluttered parlor and sat down, panting and pallid. the throw of the dice had been in her favor! it was curious that she had no misgiving as to what she was doing in thus closing the door of opportunity to johnny--for of course, the new mr. smith's protection would mean every sort of material opportunity for him! if it had been his "grandfather's" protection which had been offered, perhaps she might have hesitated, for that would have meant material opportunity plus a love great enough to tell the truth; and miss lydia's own love--which was but a spiritual opportunity--could not compete with that! as it was, she tested opportunities by saying, "his _grandfather_ can have him." of course it was just her old method of choosing the better part. . . . all her life this gallant, timid woman had weighed values. she had weighed the reputation of being a jilt as against marriage to a man she did not respect--and she found the temporary notoriety of the first lighter than the lifelong burden of the second. she weighed values again, when she put her hundred dollars' worth of generosity on one side of the scales, and william's meanness on the other--and when generosity kicked the beam she was glad to be jilted. she had even weighed the painful unrealities of concealed poverty as against open shabbiness, and she saw that a dress she couldn't afford was a greater load to carry than the consciousness of the spot on her old skirt--especially as the spot was glorified by the memory of a friend's hospitality! so now, when the new mr. smith considered adopting her boy, this simple soul weighed values for johnny: mr. smith--or johnny's grandfather? pride--or love? and pride outweighed love. miss lydia put her hands over her face and prayed aloud: "god, keep him proud, so i can keep johnny!" apparently god did, for it was only "mr. smith" who made further efforts to get her child. they were very determined efforts. miss lydia's landlord saw her again, and urged. she met what he had to say with a speechless obstinacy which made him extremely angry. when he saw her a third time he offered her an extraordinary increase in the honorarium--for which he had the grace five minutes later to apologize. he saw her once more, and threatened he would "take" johnny, anyhow! "how?" said poor, shaking miss lydia. then, as a last resort, he sent his lawyer to her, which scared her almost to death. but the interview produced, for mr. smith, nothing except legal assurance that he could doubtless secure the person of his grandson by appealing to the courts _in the character of a grandfather_--for miss lydia had never taken out papers for adoption. "the lady has nine-tenths of the law," said mr. smith's legal adviser, who had been consulted, first, as to a hypothetical case, and then told the facts. "the other one-tenth won't secure a child whom you don't claim as a relative. and the law means publicity." "the hussy!" said mr. smith. "she's put a spoke in my wheel." "she has," said the lawyer, and grinned behind his hand. mr. smith glared at him. "that little wet hen!" well! after one or two more efforts, he swallowed his defeat, and, though for nearly a year he would not recognize miss lydia when he met her in the street, he made fast friends with the freckled, very pugnacious boy at his gates. he used to stop and speak to him and tell him to say his multiplication table, and then give him a quarter and walk off, greatly diverted. sometimes when he saw his daughter in philadelphia, he would tell her, sardonically, that "that child" had more brains than his father and mother put together! "not than his father," poor, cowering mary would protest. and her father, looking at her with unforgiving eyes, would say, "i wish i owned him." ("i like to scare 'em!" he added to himself.) he certainly scared mary. scared her, and made her feel a strange anger, because he had something which did not belong to him; "after all, the boy is _ours_," she told her husband. she always went to bed with a headache after one of mr. smith's visits. as for carl, his face would grow crimson with helpless mortification under the gibes of his father-in-law as mary repeated them to him. once, when she told him that her father had "taken the boy home to supper with him," he swore under his breath, and she agreed, hurriedly: "father was simply mad to notice him! people will guess--" but carl broke in: "oh, i didn't mean _that_. no one would ever suspect anything. i meant, what right has _he_ to get fond of--the boy?" "not the slightest!" mary said. and they neither of them knew that they were beginning to be jealous. the occasion of mr. smith's "madness" was one winter afternoon when, meeting johnny in the road, he took him into his carriage, then sent word to miss lydia that he was keeping the child to supper. he put him in a big chair at the other end of the table and baited him with questions, and roared with laughter and pride at his replies. also, he gave him good advice, as a grandfather should: "i hear you are a bad boy and get into fights. never fight, sir, never fight! but if you do fight, lick your man." "yes, sir," said johnny. "and don't be afraid to tackle a bigger man than yourself. only cowards are afraid to do that!" "yes, sir," said johnny. "but of course i don't approve of fighting. only bad boys fight. remember that!" "yes, sir," said johnny, and scraped his plate loudly to attract the attention of old alfred, his grandfather's man, who, familiar and friendly from thirty years' service, said, as he brought the desired flannel cakes, "the little man holds his fork just as you do, sir!" at which mr. smith stopped laughing, and said: "miss sampson ought to teach him better manners." he did not invite johnny to supper again, which would have been a relief to mary if she had known it; and was just as well, anyhow, for miss lydia, quaking at her own supper table (while johnny was "holding his fork" in his grandfather's fashion!) had said to herself, "i'll tell him to say, 'no, thank you, sir,' if mr. smith ever asks him again." it was about this time that miss lydia's landlord softened toward her sufficiently to bow to her as he passed her house. once he even stopped her in the street to ask the particulars of one of johnny's escapades: it appeared that a boy--one of the mack boys, as it happened, who was always in hot water in old chester--got the credit of a smashed sash in mr. steele's greenhouse, which was really johnny's doing; and in spite of sniffling denials, the (for once) innocent mack boy was just about to get what the irate owner of the sash called a walloping, when johnny smith, breathless, and mad as a hatter, rushed into the greenhouse to say, "it was me done it!"--upon which the richly deserved walloping was handed over to the real culprit. later, for some private grudge, johnny paid it all back to young mack, but for the moment--"i take my medicine," said johnny, showing his teeth. "i don't hide behind another feller. but you bet i'll smash andy steele's hotbed sashes every chance i get!" poor little miss lydia was frightened to death at such a wicked remark, and prayed that god would please forgive johnny; and she was very bewildered to have mr. smith, listening to this dreadful story, chuckle with delight: "he'll come to a bad end, the scoundrel! tell him i say i expect he'll be hanged. i'll give him a quarter for every pane he broke." after this interview mr. smith used to call on miss lydia occasionally just to inquire what was johnny's latest crime, and once he invited his tenant to supper, "with your young scamp," his invitation ran. she went, and wore her blue silk, and sat on the edge of her chair, watching the grandfather and grandson, while the vein on her thin temple throbbed with fright. but it took another year of longing for his own flesh and blood before the new mr. smith reached an amazing, though temporary, decision. "i'll have him," he said to himself; "i _will_ have him! i'll swallow the wet hen, if i can't get him any other way. i'll--i'll marry the woman." . . . but he hesitated for still another month or two, for, though he wanted his grandson, he did not hanker to make a fool of himself; and a rich man in the late seventies who marries an impecunious spinster in the fifties looks rather like a fool. but when he finally reached the point of swallowing miss lydia he lost no time in walking out from his iron gates one fine afternoon and banging on her front door with his stick. when she opened it he announced that he had something he wanted to say. in his own mind, the words he proposed to speak were to this effect: "i'm going to marry you--to get the boy." to be sure, he would not express it just that way--one has to go round robin hood's barn in talking to females! so he began: "i have been planning more comfortable quarters for you, ma'am, than this house. more suitable quarters for my--for the boy; and i--" then he stopped. somehow or other, looking at miss lydia, sitting there so small and frightened and brave, he was suddenly ashamed. he could not offer this gallant soul the indignity of a bribe! "if i can't get the boy by fair means, i won't by foul," he told himself; so instead of offering himself, he talked about the weather; "and--and i want you to know that johnny shall be put down for something handsome in my will. it won't be suspicious. everybody in old chester knows that i like him--living here at my gates; though he has the devil of a temper! bad thing. very bad thing. he should control it. i've always controlled mine." miss lydia felt a sudden wave of pity; he was so helpless, and she was so powerful--and so lucky! all she said, in her breathless voice, was that he "was very kind--about the will." johnny's grandfather, looking into her sweet, blue eyes, suddenly said--and with no thought whatever of johnny--"i wish i was twenty years younger!" the wistful genuineness of that was the nearest he came to asking her to marry him. he went home feeling, as he walked up to his great, empty house, very old and forlorn, and yet relieved that he had not offered an affront to miss lydia nor, incidentally, made a fool of himself. then he thought with the old, hot anger, of carl robertson, and with a dreary impatience of his daughter; it was their doing that he couldn't own his own grandson! "well, the boy shall have his grandfather's money," he said to himself, stumbling a little as he went up the flight of granite steps to his front door. "every bit of it! i don't care whether people think things or not. damn 'em, let them think! what difference does it make? robertson can go to hell." he was so dulled that, for the moment, he forgot that if robertson went to hell mary would have to go, too. later that night his tired mind cleared, and he knew it wouldn't do to let johnny have his "grandfather's" money, and that even mr. smith's money must be bestowed with caution. "i'll leave a bequest that won't compromise mary, but she and robertson must somehow do the rest. i'll send for her next week and tell her what to do; and then i'll fix up a codicil." but next week he said _next_ week; and after that he thought, listlessly, that he wasn't equal to seeing her. "she's fond of robertson--i can't stand that! i never forgive." so he didn't send for his daughter. but a week later william king did. . . . "i suppose i've got to go?" mary told her husband, looking up from the doctor's telegram with scared eyes. "it wouldn't be decent not to," he said. "but _he_ is right there, by the gate! i might see him. oh--i don't dare!" "women are queer," johnny's father ruminated. "i should think you'd like to see him. i guess all this mother-love talk is a fairy tale"; then, before she could retort, he put his arms around her. "i didn't mean it, dear! forgive me. only, mary, i get to thinking about him, and i feel as if i'd like to see the little beggar!" "but how can i 'love' him?" she defended herself, in a smothered voice; "i don't know him." "stop and speak to him while you're at your father's," he urged; "and then you will know him." "oh, i couldn't--i couldn't! i'd be afraid to." "but why? nobody could possibly suppose--" "because," she said, "if i saw him once _i might want to see him again_." carl frowned with bewilderment, but johnny's mother began to pace up and down, back and forth--then suddenly flew out of the room and upstairs, to fall, crying, upon her bed. however, she obeyed doctor king's summons. the day the stage went jogging and creaking past miss lydia's door the lady inside looked straight ahead of her, and some one who saw her said she was very pale--"anxious about her father," old chester said, sympathetically. then old chester wondered whether carl was so unchristian as to refuse to come and see his father-in-law--"on his deathbed!"--or whether old mr. smith "on his death bed" was so unchristian as to refuse to see his son-in-law. "what _did_ they quarrel about!" old chester said. "certainly mr. smith seemed friendly enough to the young man before mary married him." [illustration: "if i saw him once i might want to see him again"] when mary--she was in the early thirties now, and johnny was thirteen--came into her father's room and sat down beside him, the old man opened his eyes and looked at her. "pleasant journey?" he said, thickly. "yes, father. i hope you are feeling better?" his eyes closed and he seemed to forget her. later, looking up at her from the pillows of his great carved rosewood bed--the headboard looked like the gothic doors of a cathedral--he said, "tell your husband"--he lifted his upper lip and showed his teeth--"to educate him." mary said, "who?"--then could have bitten her tongue out, for of course there was only one "him" for these three people! she gave a frightened glance about the room, but there was no one to hear that betraying pronoun. she said, faintly: "yes, father. now try to rest and don't talk. you'll feel better in the morning." "he hates a coward as much as i do," mr. smith mumbled. "and he has brains; doesn't get 'em from you two. guess he gets 'em from me." "father! please--_please_!" she said, in a terrified whisper. "somebody might hear." "they're welcome. mary . . . he handed me back my own quarter for my own apples. no fool." he gave a grunt of laughter. "he said, 'twelve times twelve' like lightning--when he was only ten! . . . last year he took his own licking, though the mack boy was in for it. . . . i'm going to give him a pony." after that he seemed to forget her and slept for a while. a day or two later he forgot everything, even johnny. the last person he remembered, curiously enough, was miss lydia sampson. it was when he was dying that he said, suddenly opening those marvelous eyes and smiling faintly: "little wet hen! damned game little party. stood right up to me. . . . wish i'd married her thirteen years ago. then there'd have been no fuss about my grandson." "_grandson?_" said doctor king, in a whisper to mrs. robertson. and she whispered back, "he is wandering." when mary's husband arrived for the funeral and for the reading of the will (in which there was nothing "handsome" for johnny!) the doctor told him of the new mr. smith's last words; and mr. robertson said, hurriedly, "delirious, of course." "i suppose so," said doctor king. but when he walked home with doctor lavendar, after the funeral, he said, "have you any idea who johnny smith belongs to, doctor lavendar?" "miss lydia," said doctor lavendar, promptly. to which william king replied, admiringly, "i have never understood how anybody _could_ look as innocent as you, and yet be so chock-full of other people's sins! wonder if his mother will ever claim him?" "wonder if miss lydia would give him up if she did?" doctor lavendar said. "she'd have to," william said. "on the principle that a 'mother is a mother still, the holiest thing alive'?" doctor lavendar quoted. "on the principle of ownership," said william king. "as to a mother being a 'holy thing,' i have never noticed that the mere process of child-bearing produces sanctity." "william," said doctor lavendar, "mrs. drayton would say you were indelicate. also, i believe you know that two and two make four?" "i have a pretty good head for arithmetic," said william king, "but i only added things up a day or two ago." chapter iv after mr. smith's death the robertsons stayed on in old chester to close the house. mary hardly left it, even to walk in the garden behind the circling brick wall. but she sent her husband on innumerable errands into old chester, and when he came back she would say, "did you see--_him_?" and sometimes johnny's father would say, "yes." "you didn't speak to him?" she would ask, in a panic. "of course not! but he's an attractive boy." once he added, "why don't you go and call on miss lydia--and see him yourself?" she caught her soft hands together in terror. "go to miss lydia's? i? oh, i couldn't! oh, carl, don't you see--_i might like him_!" "you couldn't help it if you saw him." "that's just it! i don't want to like him. nothing would induce me to see him." yet there came a moment when the urge of maternity was greater than the instinct of secrecy, greater even than the fear of awakening in herself that "liking" which would inevitably mean pain. she and johnny's father were to leave old chester the next day; for a week she had been counting the hours until they would start, and she could turn her back on this gnawing temptation! but when that last day came, she vacillated: "i'll just walk down and look at miss lydia's; he might be going in or coming out. . . . no! i won't; he might see me, and think-- . . . i must--i must. . . . oh, i _can't_, i won't!" yet in the late afternoon she slipped out of the house and went stealthily down the carriage road, and, standing in the shadow of one of the great stone gateposts, stared over at miss lydia's open door. as she stood there she heard a sound. her heart leaped--and fell, shuddering. just once in her life had she felt that elemental pang; it was when another sound, the little, thin cry of birth pierced her ears. now the sound was of laughter, the shrill, cracking laughter of an adolescent boy. she crept back to the big house, so exhausted that she said to old alfred, "tell mr. robertson that i have a headache, and am lying down." later, when her husband, full of concern at her discomfort, came upstairs to sit on the edge of her bed and ask her how she felt, she told him what had happened. "i wouldn't see him for anything," she said, gasping; "even his voice just about killed me! oh, carl, suppose i were to like him? oh, what shall i do?--_i don't want to like him._" "why, my dear, it would be all right if you did," he tried to reassure her. "there's no reason why you shouldn't see him once in a while--and like him, too. _i_ like him, though i haven't spoken to him. but i'm going to." "oh, carl, don't--" she besought him. but he said: "don't worry. you know i would never do anything rash." and the next day he stopped boldly at miss lydia's door, and talked about the weather, and gave johnny a dollar. "go downstreet and buy something," he said. and johnny said, "thank you, sir!" and went off, whistling. "he's a promising boy," mr. robertson said, in a low voice. miss lydia was extremely nervous during this five minutes. she had been nervous during the weeks that mary and carl were up there in the big house. suppose they should see just how "promising" johnny was--and want him?--and say they would take him? then she would reassure herself: "they can only take their son--and they don't want _him_!" yet she was infinitely relieved when, the next day, the smith house was finally closed and the "for sale or to let" sign put up on the iron gates that shut the graveled driveway from old chester's highroad. "they'll sell the house and never come back," she told herself. and indeed johnny was a year older, a year more plucky and high-tempered and affectionate, before miss lydia had any further cause for uneasiness. then, suddenly, mr. carl robertson appeared in town; he came, he said, to make sure that the still unsold smith house was not getting dilapidated. while he was looking it over he took occasion to tell several people that that boy who lived with the old lady in the house by the gate was an attractive youngster. "i suppose," said mr. robertson, "mary ought to sell that house to settle the estate, but she says she won't turn the old lady out. the little beggar she takes care of seems a nice little chap." then he said, casually, "who were his father and mother?" "that's what nobody knows," some one said; then added, significantly, "lydia is very secretive." and some one else said, "there _is_ a suspicion that the child is her own." "her _own_?" carl robertson gaped, open-mouthed. and when he turned his back on this particular gossip his face was darkly red. "somebody in this town needs a horse-whipping!" he told himself; "god forbid that miss sampson knows there are such fools in the world!" he was so angry and ashamed that his half-formed wish to do something for the child crystallized into purpose. but before he made any effort to carry his purpose out he discounted public opinion. "nothing like truth to throw people off the track," he reflected. so, with the frankness which may be such a perfect screen for lack of candor, he put everybody he met off the track by saying he was going to give miss lydia a hand in bringing up that boy of hers. "very generous," said mrs. barkley, and told old chester that the fat mr. robertson was an agreeable person, and she did wonder why his father-in-law had not got along with him! "the reason i spoke of it to mrs. barkley," carl robertson told miss lydia, "was that i knew she'd inform everybody in town. so that if, later on, i want to see the--the boy, once in a while, it won't set people gossiping." it was the night before he was leaving old chester that he said this. they were in miss lydia's parlor; the door was closed, for johnny was in the dining room, doing his examples, one leg around the leg of his chair, his tongue out, and breathing heavily: "farmer jones sold ten bushels of wheat at--" "i do want to see more of him," mr. robertson said; "and i want mary to." "do you?" said miss lydia. "well, he's ours, and--" "he's his father's and mother's," she conceded; "they would naturally want to see him." "yes," carl robertson said; "but of course we could never do more than that. we could never have him." miss lydia felt her legs trembling, and she put her hands under her black silk apron lest they might tremble, too. "no," she agreed, "i suppose you couldn't." he nodded. "it would be impossible; people must never suspect--" he stopped through sheer shame at the thought of all the years he had hidden behind this small, scared-looking woman, who had had no place to hide from a ridiculous but pursuing suspicion. when he got back to philadelphia and told his wife about the boy, he said, "some of those old cats in old chester actually thought he was--her own child." "what!" "fools. but, mary, she never betrayed us--that little old woman! she never told the truth." "she never knew it was said." "god knows, i hope she didn't. . . . we ought to have kept him." "carl! you know we couldn't; it would have been impossible!" "well, we cared more for our reputations than for our--son," he said. for a moment that poignant word startled mary into silence; then she said, breathlessly: "but, carl, that isn't common sense! what about--the boy himself? would it have been a good thing for him that people should know?" "it might have been a good thing for us," he said; "and it couldn't be any worse for him than it is. everybody thinks he's illegitimate." he paused, and then he said a really profound thing--for a fat, selfish man. "mary, i believe there isn't any _real_ welfare that's built on a lie. if it was to do over again i'd stand up to my own cussed folly." "you don't seem to consider me!" she said, bitterly. but he only said, slowly, "he's the finest little chap you ever saw." "pretty?" she said, forgetting her bitterness. "oh, he's a boy, a real boy. freckled. and when he's mad he shows his teeth, just as your father used to; i saw him in a fight. no; of course he's not 'pretty.'" "i'd like to see him--if i wasn't afraid to," she said. she was thirty-four now, a sad, idle, rich woman, with only three interests in life: eating and shopping and keeping the secret which made her cringe whenever she thought of it, which, since the night she heard johnny laugh, was pretty much all the time. it was the shopping interest that by and by united with the interest of the secret; it occurred to her that she might give "him" something. she would buy him a pair of skates! "but you must send them to him, carl." "why don't you do it yourself?" "it would look queer. people might--think." "well, they 'thought' about that poor little woman." "idiots! she's a hundred years old!" mary said, jealously. "she wasn't when he was born," her husband said, wearily. he probably loved his wife, but since that day when she had flung away the lure of mystery, her mind had ceased to interest him. this was cruel and unjust, but it was male human nature. "why don't you get acquainted with the youngster?" carl said, yawning. "_carl!_ you know it wouldn't do. besides, how could i?" "we could take the house ourselves next summer. there's some furniture in it still. it would come about naturally enough. and he would be at our gates." "oh no--_no_! maybe he looks like me." "no, he doesn't. didn't i tell you he isn't particularly good-looking?" "maybe he looks like you?" she objected, simply. and he laughed, and said, "thank you, my dear!" but mary didn't laugh. she got up and stood staring out of the window into the rainy street; "you send him the skates," she said; "you've seen him, so it wouldn't seem queer." the skates were sent, and johnny's mother was eager to see johnny's smudgy and laborious letter acknowledging "mr. robertson's kind present." "that's a very nice little letter!" she said; "he must be clever, like you. i'll buy some books for him." that was in january. by april johnny and his books and his multiplication table and his freckles were almost constantly in her mind. it was about the middle of april that she said to her husband: "if you haven't a tenant, i suppose we might open father's house for a month? perhaps being there would be better than--giving presents? if i saw him just once i shouldn't want to give him things." "i'm afraid you'd want to more than ever," he demurred, which, of course, made her protest: "oh no, i shouldn't! do let's do it!" "well," he conceded, in triumphant reluctance--for it was what he had wanted her to say--"if you insist. but i don't believe you'll like it." so that was how it happened that the weatherworn "for sale or to let" sign was taken down, and the rusty iron gates were opened, and the weedy graveled driveway made clean and tidy as it used to be in johnny's grandfather's time. johnny himself was immensely interested in all that went on in the way of renovation, and in the beautiful horses that came down before mr. and mrs. robertson arrived. "aunty, they must be pretty rich," he said. "they are," said miss lydia. "i guess if they had a boy they'd give him a pony," johnny said, sighing. "very likely," miss lydia told him. and she, too, watched the opening up of the big house with her frightened blue eyes. "lydia, you're losing flesh," mrs. barkley said in an anxious bass. indeed, all old chester was anxious about miss sampson's looks that summer. "what _is_ the matter?" said old chester. but miss lydia, although she really did grow thin, never said what was the matter. "i do dislike secretiveness!" said mrs. drayton; "i call it vulgar." "i wonder what she calls curiosity?" doctor lavendar said when this remark was repeated to him. miss lydia may have been vulgar, but her vulgarity did not save her from terror. when mary drove past the little house, the grasshopper's heart was in her mouth! would johnny's mother stop?--or would mrs. robertson go by? there came, of course, the inevitable day when the mother stopped. . . . it was in june, a day of white clouds racing in a blue sky, and tree tops bending and swaying and locust blossoms showering on the grass. johnny was engaged in trying to lure his cat out of a pear tree, into which a dog had chased her. "stop!" mary robertson called to the coachman; then, leaning forward, she tried to speak. her breath came with a gasp. "are you the--the boy who lives with miss sampson?" "yes'm," johnny said. "kitty, kitty!" then he called: "say, aunty! let's try her with milk!" miss lydia, coming to the door with a saucer of milk, stood for a paralyzed moment, then she said, "how do you do, mary?" "you haven't forgotten me?" mrs. robertson said. "well, no," said miss lydia. "lovely day," mary said, breathing quickly; then she waved a trembling hand. "good-by! go on, charles." charles flicked his whip and off she rumbled in the very same old victoria in which her father had rolled by miss lydia's door in the september dusk some fifteen years before. that night johnny's mother said to her husband, almost in a whisper, "i--spoke to him." he put a kindly arm around her. "isn't he as fine a boy as you ever saw?" after that mrs. robertson spoke to johnny smith frequently and miss lydia continued to lose flesh. the month that mr. and mrs. robertson were to spend in old chester lengthened into two--into three. and while they were there wonderful things happened to johnny in the way of presents--a lathe, a velocipede, a little engine to turn a wheel in the run at the foot of old mr. smith's pasture. also, he and his aunt lydia were invited to take supper with mr. and mrs. robertson. "we'll have to ask _her_," johnny's mother had said to johnny's father, "because it would look queer to have him come by himself. oh, carl, i am beginning to hate her!" "you mustn't, dear; she's good to him." "_i_ want to be good to him!" however, miss lydia, in her once-turned and twice-made-over blue silk, came and sat at the big table in the new mr. smith's dining room. she hardly spoke, but just sat there, the vein on her temple throbbing with fright, and listened to johnny's mother pouring herself out in fatuous but pathetic flattery and in promises of all sorts of delights. "mary, my _dear_!" carl robertson protested, but he felt the pain of the poor, child-hungry woman at the other end of the table. when miss lydia and johnny walked home together in the darkness her boy said: "a fellow'd be lucky with a mother like that, wouldn't he? she'd give him everything he wanted. she'd give him a pony," johnny said, wistfully. "yes," said miss lydia, faintly. "wish i had a mother who'd gimme a pony," johnny said, with the brutal honesty of his sex and years. and miss lydia said again, "yes." "maybe mrs. robertson'll gimme one," johnny said, hopefully; "she's always giving me things!" however, though johnny's gratitude consisted of a lively hope of benefits to come, he had some opinions of his own. "she kisses me," he said to miss lydia, wrinkling up his nose. "i don't like kissing ladies." poor mary couldn't help kissing him. the fresh, honest, ugly young face had become more wonderful to her than anything else on earth! but sometimes she looked at him and then at his father, and said to herself, "his eyes are not like carl's, but his mouth is as carl's used to be before he wore a beard; but nobody would know it now." mr. robertson looked pleased when she told him, anxiously, that "it _was_ showing--the likeness. he has your mouth. and people might--" "i wish to god i could own him," said carl robertson. "carl, he wants a pony! buy one for him." but johnny didn't get his pony, because when mr. robertson told miss lydia he was thinking of buying a horse for his boy, she said: "no; it isn't good for him, please, to have so many things." "the idea of her interfering!" mary told her husband. chapter v "i'm going to invite him to visit us next winter," mary said. this was at the end of the summer, and the prospect of saying good-by to johnny for almost a year was more than she could bear. "my dear!" her husband protested, "if you got him under your own roof you wouldn't be able to hold on to yourself! i could, but you couldn't. you'd tell him." "i wouldn't! why, i _couldn't_. of course he can never know. . . . but i'm going to see--that woman, and tell her that i shall have him visit us." "she'll not permit it." "'permit'!" mary said. "upon my word! my own child not '_permitted_'!" "it's hard," carl said, briefly. "you want him, too," she said, eagerly; "i can see you do! think of having him with us for a week! i could go into his room and--and pick up his clothes when he drops them round on the floor, the way boys do." she was breathless at the thought of such happiness. "i'll tell her i'm going to have him come in the christmas vacation. oh, carl"--her black, heavy eyes suddenly glittered with tears--"i want my baby," she said. the words stabbed him; for a moment he felt that there was no price too great to pay for comfort for her. "we'll try it," he said, "but we'll have to handle miss lydia just right to get her to consent to it." "'consent'?" she said, fiercely. "carl, i just hate her!" the long-smothered instinct of maternity leaped up and scorched her like a flame; she put her dimpled hands over her face and cried. he tried to tell her that she wasn't just. "after all, dear, we disowned him. naturally, she feels that he belongs to her." but she could not be just: "he belongs to us! and she prejudices him against us. i know she does. i said to him yesterday that her clothes weren't very fashionable. i just said it for fun; and he said, 'you shut up!'" "_what!_" johnny's father said, amused and horrified. "i believe she likes him to be rude to me," mary said. her jealousy of miss lydia had taken the form of suspicion; if johnny was impertinent, if that shabby miss lydia meant more to him than she did--the rich, beneficent, adoring mrs. robertson!--it must be because miss lydia "influenced" him. it was to counteract that influence that she planned the christmas visit; if she could have him to herself, even for a week, with all the enjoyments she would give him, she was sure she could rout "that woman" from her place in his heart! "i sha'n't ask for what is my own," she told carl; "i'll just say i'm going to take him for the christmas holidays. she won't dare to say he can't come!" yet when she went to tell miss lydia that johnny was coming, her certainty that the shabby woman wouldn't "dare," faded. miss lydia was in the kitchen, making cookies for her boy, and she could not instantly leave her rolling-pin when his mother knocked at the front door. mary had not been at that door since the september night when she had crouched, sobbing, on the steps. and now again it was september, and again the evening primroses were opening in the dusk. . . . as she knocked, a breath of their subtle perfume brought back that other dusk, and for an instant she was engulfed in a surge of memory. she felt faint and leaned against the door, waiting for miss lydia's little running step in the hall. she could hardly speak when the door opened. "good--good evening," she said, in a whisper. miss lydia, her frightened eyes peering at her caller from under that black frizette, could hardly speak herself. mary was the one to get herself in hand first. "may i come in, miss sampson?" "why, yes--" said miss lydia, doubtfully, and dusted her floury hands together. "i came to say," mary began, following her back to the kitchen, "i came--" "i'm making cookies for johnny," miss lydia said, briskly, and mary's soft hands clenched. why shouldn't _she_ be making cookies for johnny! "i've got a pan in the oven," said miss lydia, "and i've got to watch 'em." mary was silent; she sat down by the table, her breath catching in her throat. miss lydia did not, apparently, notice the agitation; she bustled about and brought her a cooky on a cracked plate--and watched her. "i want--" mary said, in a trembling voice, and crumbling the cooky with nervous fingers--"i mean, i am going to have johnny visit me this winter." "oh," said miss lydia, and sat down. "i'll have him during the holidays." "no." "why not?" mary said, angrily. "he'd guess." "you needn't be afraid of _that_!" miss lydia silently shook her head; instantly mary's anger turned to fright. "oh, miss lydia--please! i promise you he shall never have the dimmest idea--why, he _couldn't_ have! it wouldn't do, you know. but i want him just to--to look at." miss lydia was pale. she may have been a born gambler, but never had she taken such a chance as this--to give johnny back, even for a week, to the people who once had thrown him away, but who now were ready to do everything for him, give him anything he wanted!--and a boy wants so many things! "no," she said, "no." mary gave a starved cry, then dropped on her knees, clutched at the small, rough, floury hand and tried to kiss it. "a mother has a claim," she said, passionately. miss lydia, pulling her hand away, nodded. "yes, a mother has." "then let him come. oh, let him come!" "_are you his mother?_" mary fell back, half sitting on the floor, half kneeling at miss lydia's feet. "what do you mean? you know--" "sometimes," said miss lydia, "i think _i'm_ his mother." mary started. "she's crazy!" she thought, scared. "he is mine," miss lydia said, proudly; "some foolish people have even thought he was mine in--in your way." "absurd!" mary said, with a gasp. "you have never understood love, mary," miss lydia said; "never, from the very beginning." and even as johnny's mother recoiled at that sword-thrust, she added, her face very white: "but i'll chance it. yes, if he wants to visit you i'll let him. but i hope you won't hurt him." "hurt him? hurt my own child? he shall have everything!" "that's what i mean. it may hurt him. he may get to be like you," miss lydia said. . . . "oh, my cookies! they are burning!" she pushed johnny's mother aside--she wanted to push her over! to trample on her! to tear her! but she only pressed her gently aside and ran and opened the oven door, and then said, "oh _my_!" and raised a window to let the smoke out. . . . "i'll let him go," she said. but when mary tried to put her arms around her, and say brokenly how grateful she was, miss lydia shrank away and said, harshly, "_don't!_" "i couldn't bear to have her touch me," she told herself afterward; "she didn't love him when he was a baby." however, it was arranged, and the visit was made. it was a great experience for johnny! the stage to mercer, the railroad journey across the mountains, the handsome house, the good times every minute of every day! barnum's! candy shops! new clothes (and old ones dropped about on the floor for mrs. robertson to pick up!) and five five-dollar bills to carry back to old chester! then the week ended. . . . mrs. robertson, running to bring him his hat and make sure he had a clean handkerchief, and patting the collar of his coat with plump fingers, cried when she said good-by; and johnny sighed, and said he had a stomach ache, and he hated to go home. his mother glanced triumphantly at his father. "(do you hear that?) do you love me, johnny?" she demanded. "yes'm," johnny said, scowling. "as much as miss lydia?" johnny stared at her. "course not." "she doesn't give you so many presents as i do." "_mary!_" johnny's father protested. but johnny was equal to the occasion. "i'd just as leaves," said he, "give you one of my five dollars to pay for 'em"--which made even his mother laugh. "goo'-by," said johnny. "i guess i've eaten too much. i've had a fine time. much obliged. no, i do' want any more candy. o-o-o-h!" said johnny, "i wish i hadn't eaten so much! i hate going home." but he went--bearing his sheaves with him, his presents and his five five-dollar bills and his stomach ache. and he said he wished he could go right straight back to philadelphia! "do you?" said miss lydia, faintly. "but she's--funny, aunt lydia." "how 'funny'?" "well," said johnny, scrubbing the back of his hand across his cheeks, "she's always kissing me and talking about my liking her. oh--i don't really mind her, much. she's nice enough. but i _don't_ like kissing ladies. but i like visiting her," he added, candidly; "she takes me to lots of places and gives me things. i like presents," said johnny. "i hope she'll gimme a gun." . . . that night, the kissing lady, pacing up and down like a caged creature in her handsome parlor, which seemed so empty and orderly now, said suddenly to her husband, "why don't we adopt him?" "h-s-s-h!" he cautioned her; then, in a low voice, "i've thought of that." at which she instantly retreated. "it is out of the question! people would--think." chapter vi johnny would have had his gun right off, and many other things, too, if miss lydia hadn't interfered. "please don't send him so many presents," she wrote mrs. robertson in her scared, determined way. and mary, reading that letter, fed her bitterness with the memory of something which had happened during the visit. "it's just what i said," she told johnny's father; "she influences him against us by not letting us give him presents! i know that from the way he talks. i told him, after i bought the stereopticon for him, that i could give him nicer things than she could, and--" "mary! you mustn't say things like that!" "and--and--" mary said, crying, "he said, 'i like aunty without any presents.' you see? influence! the idea of her daring to say we mustn't give him a gun. he's _ours_!" "no, he's hers," johnny's father said, sadly; "she has the whip hand, mary--unless we tell the truth." "of course we can't do that," she said, sobbing. but after that philadelphia experience miss lydia--a fragile creature now, who lived and breathed for her boy--was obliged every winter to let johnny visit these people who had disowned him, cast him off, deserted him!--that was the way she put it to herself. she had to let him go because she couldn't think of any excuse for saying he couldn't go. she even asked doctor lavendar for a reason for refusing invitations, which the appreciative and frankly acquisitive johnny was anxious to accept. with a present of a bunch of lamplighters in her hand she went to the rectory, offering, as an explanation of her call, the fact that johnny had got into a fight with the youngest mack boy and rubbed his nose in the gutter, and mrs. mack was very angry, and said her boy's nose would never be handsome again; and she, miss lydia, didn't know what to do because johnny wouldn't tell her what the fight was about and wouldn't apologize. "johnny's fifteen and the mack boy is seventeen; and a boy doesn't need a handsome nose," said doctor lavendar. "i'd not interfere, if i were you." then she got the real question out: didn't doctor lavendar think it might be bad for johnny to visit mr. and mrs. robertson? "they're very rich, you know," miss lydia warned him, piteously. "they've taken a fancy to him, have they?" doctor lavendar asked. she nodded. the old man meditated. "lydia," he said at last, "you are so rich, and they're so poor, i'd be charitable, if i were you." so she was charitable. and for the next three or four years johnny went away for his good times, and old miss lydia stayed at home and had very bad times for fear that mr. and mrs. robertson might suddenly turn into johnny's father and mother! then the father and mother would come to old chester in the summer and have their bad times, for fear that miss lydia would "influence" johnny against mr. and mrs. robertson. (we got to quite like the robertsons, though we didn't see much of them. "pity they had no children," said old chester; "all that smith money going begging!") the smith money certainly went begging, so far as johnny was concerned. every time his father and mother tried to spend it on him miss lydia put her little frightened will between the boy and his grandfather's fortune. "boys can't accept presents, johnny, except from relations, you know," she would tell him; "it isn't nice." and johnny, thinking of the gun or the pony or what not, would stick out his lips and sigh and say no, he "s'posed not." as a result of such remarks he developed as healthy a pride as one could hope for in a lad, and by the time he was eighteen he was hot with embarrassment when mrs. robertson tried to force things upon him. "no, ma'am," he would say, awkwardly. "i--i can't take any presents." "why not?" she would demand, deeply hurt. "well, you know, you are not a relation," johnny would say; and his mother would rush up to her room and pace up and down, up and down, and cry until she could hardly see. "she's robbed us of our own child!" she used to tell her husband. as for johnny, he told miss lydia once that mrs. robertson was kind, and all that, but she was a nuisance. "oh, johnny, i wouldn't say _that_, dear. she's been nice to you." "what makes her?" said johnny, curiously. "why is she always gushing round?" "well, she likes you, johnny." johnny grinned. "i don't see why. i'm afraid i'm not awfully polite to her. she was telling me she'd give me anything on earth i wanted; made me feel like a fool!" said johnny, "and i said, 'aunty gives me everything i want, thank you'; and she said, 'she doesn't love you as much as i do.' and i said (all this love talk makes me kind of sick!) i said, 'oh yes, she does; she loved me when i was a squealing baby! you didn't know me then.'" "what did she say?" miss lydia asked, breathlessly. "oh, she sort of cried," said johnny, with a bored look. but his perplexity about mrs. robertson's gush lingered in his mind, and a year or two later, on his twentieth birthday, as it happened, he asked miss lydia again what on earth it meant? . . . the robertsons had braved the raw old chester winter and come down to the old house to be near their son on that day. they came like the greeks, bearing gifts, which, it being johnny's birthday, they knew could not be refused--and old miss lydia, unlike the priest of apollo, had no spear to thrust at them except the forbidden spear of truth! so her heart was in her mouth when johnny, who had gone to supper with his father and mother, came home at nearly midnight and told her how good they were to him. but he was preoccupied as he talked, and once or twice he frowned. then suddenly he burst out: "aunty, why does mr. robertson bother about me?" "does he?" miss lydia said. "well, yes; he says he wants me to go into his firm when i leave college. he says he'll give me mighty good pay. but--but he wants me to take his name." "_oh!_" said miss lydia. she looked so little and pretty, lying there in her bed, with her soft white hair--the frizette had vanished some years ago--parted over her delicate furrowed brow, and her blue eyes wide and frightened, like a child's, that johnny suddenly hugged her. "as for the name part of it," he said, "i said my name was smith. not handsome or distinguished, but my own. i said i had no desire to change it, but if i ever did it would be to sampson." a meager tear stood in the corner of miss lydia's eye. "that was very nice of you, johnny," she said, quaveringly. "i'd like the business part of it all right," said johnny. . . . "say, aunt lydia--what _is_ all the milk in the coconut about me? course i'm not grown up for nothing; i know i'm--queer. i got on to that when i was fifteen--i put the date on eddy mack's nose! but i'd like to know, really, who i am?" "you're my boy," said miss lydia. "you bet i am!" said johnny; "but who were my father and mother?" "they lived out west, and--" "i know all that fairy tale, aunty. let's have the facts." miss lydia was silent; her poor old eyes blinked; then she said: "they--deserted you, johnny. but you mustn't mind." the young man's face reddened sharply. "they weren't married, i suppose, when i was born?" he said, in a husky voice. "they--got married before you were born." he frowned, but he was obviously relieved; then he looked puzzled. "yet they deserted me? were they too poor to take care of me?" "well, no," miss lydia confessed. "not poor, yet they dumped me onto your doorstep?" he repeated, bewildered, but with a slow anger growing in his face. "well, i guess i'm well rid of 'em if they were that kind of people! cowards. i'd rather have murderers 'round, than cowards!" "oh, my dear, you mustn't be unjust. they gave me money for your support." "money!" he said. "they paid you to take me off their hands?" he paused; "aunt lydia," he said--and as he spoke his upper lip lifted and she saw his teeth--"aunt lydia, i'll never ask you about them again. i have no interest in them. they are nothing to me, just as i was nothing to them. but tell me one thing, is smith my name?" "yes," said miss lydia (it's his _middle_ name, she assured herself truthfully). but johnny laughed: "i guess you just called me smith. well, that's all right, though i'd rather you'd made it sampson. but smith will do. i said so to mrs. robertson. i said that my name was the same as her father's, and i thought he was the finest old man i'd ever known, and, though i was no relation, i hoped my smith name would be as dignified as his." "what did she say?" said miss lydia. "oh, she got weepy," said johnny, good-naturedly; "she's always either crying or kissing. but she's kind. look at those!" he said, displaying some sleeve links that his mother's soft, adoring fingers had fastened into his cuffs. "well, i don't take a berth with a new name tacked on to it, at robertson & carey's. he'll have to get some other fellow to swap names for him!" he went off to his room, his face still dark with the deep, elemental anger which that word "deserted" had stirred in him, but whistling as if to declare his entire indifference to the deserters. old miss lydia, alone, trembled very much. "take their name! _what will they do next?_" she said to herself. the robertsons were asking each other the same question, "what can we do now to get him?" the lure of a business opportunity had not moved the boy at all, and what he had said about being called sampson had been like a knife-thrust in their hearts. it made mary robertson so angry that she sprang at a fierce retaliation: "she _couldn't_ keep him--he wouldn't stay with her--if we told him the truth!" she said to johnny's father. "but we never can tell him," carl reminded her. "sometimes i think she'll drive me to it!" said mary. "no," robertson said, shortly. "no one would know it but the boy himself. and if he knew it he'd let us adopt him. and that would mean taking his own name." "no!" carl broke out, "it won't do! you see, i--don't want him to know." he paused, then seemed to pull the words out with a jerk: "i won't let him have any disrespect for his mother, and--" he got up and tramped about the room. "damn it! _i_ don't want to lose his good opinion, myself." her face turned darkly red. "oh," she cried, passionately, "'opinion'! what difference does his 'opinion' make to me? a mother is a mother. and i love him! oh, i love him so, i could just _die_! if he would put his arms around me the way he does to that terrible miss lydia, and kiss me, and say"--she clenched her hands and closed her eyes, and whispered the word she hungered to hear--"'_mother! mother!_' if i could hear him say _that_," she said, "i could just lie down and die! couldn't you?--to hear him say 'father'?" robertson set his teeth. "and what kind of an idea would he have of his 'father'? no, i won't consent to it!" "we can't get him in any other way," she urged. "then we'll never get him. i can't face it." "you don't love him as much as i do!" "i love him enough not to want to risk losing his respect." but this sentiment was beyond johnny's mother; all she thought of was her aching hunger for the careless, good-humored, but bored young man. the hunger for him grew and grew; it gnawed at her day and night. she urged carl to take a house in princeton while johnny was in college, and only johnny's father's common sense kept this project from being carried out. "you're afraid!" she taunted him. "dear," he said, kindly, "i'm afraid of being an ass. if he saw us tagging after him he'd hate us both. he's a man!" carl said, proudly. "no, i've no fancy for losing the regard of"--he paused--"my son," he said, very quietly. his wife put her hand over her mouth and stared at him; the word was too great for her; it was her baby she thought of, not her son. in johnny's first vacation, when she had rushed to old chester in june to open the house, she was met by the information that he was going off for the summer on a geological expedition. mary's disappointment made her feel a little sick. "what _shall_ i do without you!" "oh, if aunty can do without me, i guess outsiders can," said johnny, with clumsy amiability. "we'll be here when you get back in september," she said. he yawned, and said, "all right." then he strolled off, and she went upstairs and cried. johnny, walking home after this embarrassing interview, striking at the roadside brambles with a switch and whistling loudly, said to himself: "how on earth did mr. robertson fall in love with her? _he's_ got brains." a day or two later he went off for his geological summer, leaving in his mother's heart that rankling word, "outsiders." as the weeks dragged along and she counted the days until he would be back, she brooded and brooded over it. it festered so deeply that she could not speak of it to johnny's father. but once she said: "he's ungrateful! see all we've done for him!"--and carl realized that bitterness toward miss lydia, who had "robbed" her, was extending to the boy himself. and again--it was in august, and johnny was to be at home in a fortnight--she said, "he ought to be _made_ to come to us!" her husband looked at her in surprise. "you can't 'make' anybody love you, mary. we are just outsiders to him." she cried out so sharply that he was frightened, not knowing that he had turned a dagger-word in the wound. perhaps it was the intolerable pain of knowing that she was helpless that drove her one day, without carl's knowledge, to the rectory. "i'll put it to doctor lavendar as--as somebody else's story--the trouble of a 'friend,' and maybe he can tell me how i can make johnny feel that we are _not_ outsiders! oh, he owes it to us to do what we want! i'll tell doctor lavendar that the father and mother lived out west and are friends of mine. . . . he'll never put two and two together." she walked past the rectory twice before she could get her courage to the point of knocking. when she did, it was willy king who opened the door. "oh--is doctor lavendar ill?" she said. and doctor king answered, dryly, that when you are eighty-two you are not particularly well. "i thought i'd just drop in and ask his advice on something--nothing important," said johnny's mother, breathlessly. "i'll go away, and come some other time." upon which, from the open window overhead, came a voice: "i won't be wrapped up in cotton batting! send mary robertson upstairs." "haven't i any rights?" willy called back, good-naturedly, and doctor lavendar retorted: "maybe you have, but i have many wrongs. come along, mary." she went up, saying to herself: "i'll not speak of it. i'll just say i've come to see him." she was so nervous when she entered the room that her breath caught in her throat and she could hardly say, "how do you do?" the old man was in bed with a copy of _robinson crusoe_ on the table beside him. he held out a veined and trembling hand: "william's keeping me alive so he can charge me for two calls a day. well, my dear, what can i do for you?" mrs. robertson sat down in a big armchair and said, panting, that--that it was terribly hot. doctor lavendar watched her from under his heavy, drooping eyelids. "there was something i was going to ask you about," she said, "but it's no matter. doctor king says you are sick." "don't believe all doctor king tells you." "i just wanted to get advice for--for somebody else. but it's no matter." "let's hear about the 'somebody else.'" "they are not old chester people--so you won't mind if i don't name names?" "not in the least," said doctor lavendar, genially. "call 'em smith; that's a somewhat general title." "oh--no, that's not their name," she said, panic-stricken--then saw that he had meant it as a joke, and said, trying to smile, yes, there _were_ a good many smiths in the world! then suddenly her misery rose like a wave, and swept her into words: "these people are terribly unhappy, at least the mother is, because--" she paused, stammered, felt she had gone too far, and stumbled into contradictions which could not have misled anyone, certainly not doctor lavendar. "they, these people, had let their child be adopted--oh, a great many years ago, because they--they were not so situated that they could bring him--it--up. but they could, now. and they wanted him, they wanted him--her, i mean," said mary; "i believe it was a little girl. but the little girl didn't want to come back to them. and the person who had taken her influenced her against her parents, who had done _everything_ for her!--given her everything a child could want. it's cruel," said mary. "cruel! i know the parents, and--" "mary," said doctor lavendar, gently, "so do i." she recoiled as if from a blow. "no--oh no! you are mistaken, sir. you couldn't know them. his--his relatives don't live here. they live in another city. you couldn't possibly know them!" she was white with terror. what would carl say? oh, she must lie her way out of it! how mad she had been to come here and hint at things! "i have known johnny smith's parentage for several years, mary." "i didn't say the child was johnny smith!" "_i_ said so." "i don't know what you're talking about! the father and mother lived out west, but _i_ don't know the child. he is nothing to me." "i wonder," said doctor lavendar, half to himself, "do we all deny love thrice?--for you do love him, mary, my dear; i know you do." she tried, in panic denial, to meet his quiet eyes--then gave a little moan and bent over and hid her face on her knees. "oh, i do love him--i do," she said in a whisper. "but he doesn't love me. . . . and yet he is _mine_--carl's and mine." then anger flared up again: "who told you? oh, it was miss lydia, and she promised she wouldn't! how wicked in her!" "no one told me." there was a moment's silence, then doctor lavendar said, "there were people in old chester who thought he was miss lydia's." "fools! fools!" she said, passionately. "no one came forward to deny it." she did not notice this; the flood of despair and longing broke into entreaty; how could she get her child--her own child--who considered her just an outsider! "that's miss lydia's influence!" she said. doctor lavendar listened, asked a question or two, and then was silent. "i am dying for him!" she said; "oh, i am in agony for him!" the old man looked at her with pitying keenness. was this agony a spiritual birth or was it just the old selfishness which had never brooked denial? and if indeed it was a travail of the spirit, would not the soul be stillborn if her son's love should fail to sustain it? yet why should johnny love her? . . . mary was talking and trying not to cry; her words were a fury of pain and protest: "miss lydia won't give him up to people who haven't any claim upon him,--i mean any claim that is known. of course we have a claim--the greatest! but johnny doesn't know, so he won't consent to take our name--though it is our _right_! he doesn't know any reason for it. you see?" "i see." "i suppose if we told him the truth we could get him. but i'm afraid to tell him. yet without telling him i can't make him love me! he said i was an 'outsider.' _i!_ his mother! but if he knew there was a reason--" doctor lavendar looked out of the window into the yellowing leaves of the old jargonelle-pear tree, and shook his head. "hearts don't come when reason whistles to 'em," he said. "oh, if i could just hear him say 'mother'!" "why should he say 'mother'? you haven't been a mother to him." "i've given him everything!" doctor lavendar was silent. "he _ought_ to come to us. he is ours; and he owes us--" "just what you've earned, mary, just what you've earned. that's what children 'owe' their parents." "oh, what am i to do? what am i to do?" "how much do you want him, mary?" [illustration: "hearts don't answer when reason whistles to them," he said.] she was stammering with sobs. "it's all i want--it's my life--" "_perhaps_ publicity would win him. he has a great respect for courage. so perhaps--" she cringed. "but that couldn't be! it couldn't be. don't you understand?" "poor mary!" said doctor lavendar. "poor girl!" "doctor lavendar, make him come to us. _you_ can do it. you can do anything!" "mary, neither you nor i nor anybody else can 'make' a harvest anything but the seed which has been sowed. my child, you sowed vanity and selfishness." . . . by and by he put his hand on hers and said: "mary, wait. wait till you love him more and yourself less." it was dark when she went away. when doctor king came in in the evening he said to himself that mary robertson and the whole caboodle of 'em weren't worth the weariness in the wise old face. "william," said doctor lavendar, "i hope there won't be any conundrums in heaven; i don't seem able to answer them any more." then the whimsical fatigue vanished and he smiled. "lately i've just said, 'wait: god knows.' and stopped guessing." but he didn't stop thinking. chapter vii as for johnny's mother, she kept on thinking, too, but she yielded, for the moment, to the inevitableness of her harvest. and of course the devotion, and the invitations to philadelphia, and the summers in old chester continued. johnny's bored good humor accepted them all patiently enough; "for she is kind," he reminded himself. "and i like _him_," he used to tell his aunt lydia. once he confided his feelings on this subject to william king: "they are queer folks, the robertsons," johnny said. "why do they vegetate down here in old chester? they don't seem to know anybody but aunt lydia." william and the big fellow were jogging along in the doctor's shabby buggy out toward miss lydia's; she was very frail that summer and johnny had insisted that william king should come to see her. "the robertsons know _you_, apparently," the doctor said. "well, yes," john said, "and they've been nice to me ever since i can remember." "g'on!" doctor king told his mare, and slapped a rein down on jinny's back. "but, doctor king, they _are_ queer," johnny insisted. "what's the milk in the coconut about 'em?" "maybe a thunderstorm soured it." johnny grinned, then he looked at jinny's ears, coughed, and said, "i'd like to ask you a question, sir." "go ahead." "when people are kind to you--just what do you owe 'em? i didn't ask them to be kind to me--i mean the robertsons--but, holy peter!" said johnny, "they've given me presents ever since i was a child. they even had a wild idea of getting me to take their name! i said, 'no, thank you!' why should i take their name? . . . mrs. robertson always seems sort of critical of aunty. think of that! course she never says anything; she'd better not! if she did i'd raise cain. but i _feel_ it," johnny said, frowning. "well, what i want to know is, what do you owe people who do you favors? mind you, _i_ don't want their favors!" "well," william ruminated, "i should say that we owe people who do us favors, the truth of how we feel about them. if the truth wouldn't be agreeable to them, don't accept the favors!" "well, the 'truth' is that i get mad when mrs. robertson looks down on aunty! think of what she's stood for me!" the boy said, suddenly very red in the face. "when i was fifteen one of the fellows told me i was--was her son. i rubbed his nose in the mud." "oh, that was how mack got his broken nose, was it?" doctor king inquired, much interested. "well, i'm glad you did it. i guess it cured him of being _one_ kind of a fool. there was a time when i wanted to rub one or two female noses in the mud. however, they are really not worth thinking of, johnny." "no," john agreed, "but anybody who looks cross-eyed in my presence at aunt lydia will get his head punched." "amen," said william king, and drew jinny in at miss lydia's gate. it cannot be said that william king's opinion as to what we owe people who do us favors was very illuminating to johnny. "i like 'em--and i don't like 'em," he told miss lydia, with a bothered look. "but i wish to heaven she'd let up on presents!" on the whole he liked them more than he failed to like them; perhaps because they were, to a big, joyous, somewhat conceited youngster, rather pitiful in the way in which they seemed to hang upon him. he said as much once to his aunt lydia; mrs. robertson had asked him to come to supper, but had not asked miss lydia. "i suppose i've got to go," he said, scowling, "but they needn't think i'd rather have supper with them than with you! i just go because i'm sorry for 'em." "i am, too, johnny," she said. she had ceased to be afraid of them by this time. yet she might have been just a little afraid if she had known all that this special invitation involved. . . . mary robertson no longer shared her longing for her son with her husband. she had not even told him of that day when her misery had welled up and overflowed in frantic words to doctor lavendar. but she had never resigned herself to reaping what she had sowed. she was still determined, _somehow_, to get possession of her boy. occasionally she spoke of this determination to doctor lavendar, just because it was a relief to put it into words; but he never gave her much encouragement. he could only counsel a choice of two things: secrecy--and fortitude; or truth--and doubtful hope. little by little hope gained, and truth seemed more possible. and by and by a plan grew in her mind: she would get doctor lavendar to help her to tell johnny the truth, and then, supported by religion (as she thought of it), she would tell her son that it was his duty to live with her;--"nobody will know _why_! and he can't say 'no,' if doctor lavendar says, 'honor thy father and thy mother'!" that doctor lavendar would say this, she had no doubt whatever, for was he not a minister, and ministers always counseled people to obey the commandments. "but when i get him here, with johnny, we must be by ourselves," she thought; "i won't speak before _her_!" so that was why miss lydia was not invited to supper when johnny was--johnny and doctor lavendar! mary robertson was so tense all that september day when her two guests were expected that her husband noticed it. "you're not well, mary?" he said. "oh yes, yes!" she said--she was pacing up and down, up and down, like a caged creature. "carl, doctor lavendar is coming this evening." "my dear, i think that is about the tenth time you have mentioned it! i should not call the old gentleman a very exciting guest." "and johnny is coming." "well, what of it? i hope doctor lavendar won't ask him to say his catechism!" as it happened, johnny came first, and his mother was so eager to see him and touch him that, hearing his step, she ran to help him off with his coat--to his great embarrassment; then she came into the library clinging to his arm. father and son greeted each other with, "hello, youngster!" and, "hello, sir!" and johnny added that it was beginning to rain like blazes. "i sent the carriage for doctor lavendar," mrs. robertson said. "he coming?" johnny asked. "yes," she said; "he's very, very good, johnny, and"--she paused, then said, breathlessly, "_you must do whatever he wants you to do_." the young man looked faintly interested. "what's she up to now?" he asked himself; then began to talk to his father. but remembering his aunt lydia's parting injunction, "now, johnny, be nice to mrs. robertson," he was careful to speak to his mother once in a while. happening to catch the twinkle of her rings, he tried to be especially "nice." "when i get rich i'm going to buy aunty a diamond ring like yours, mrs. robertson." "i'll give you one of mine, if you'll wear it," she said, eagerly. johnny's guffaw of laughter ended in a droll look at his father, who said: "my dear mary! this _cub_, and a diamond ring?" she was too absorbed in loving her child to be hurt by his bad manners, and, besides, at that moment doctor lavendar arrived, and she ran out into the hall to welcome him; as she took his hand she whispered: "doctor lavendar, you will help me with johnny? _i am going to tell him._ i'm going to tell him to-night!--and i depend on you to make him come to us." the old man's face grew very grave; he looked closely at mary, standing there, clasping and unclasping her hands, but he did not answer her. later, when they went out to the dining room, he was still silent, just watching mary and listening to johnny,--who laughed and talked (and was "nice" to his mother), and ate enormously, and who looked, sitting there at his grandfather's old table, as much like the new mr. smith as twenty-three can look like seventy-eight. "well," the young fellow said, friendly and confidential to the company at large, "what do you suppose? it's settled--my 'career'!" "i hope that means robertson and carey?" mr. robertson said. he glanced over at his son with a sort of aching pride in his strength and carelessness. "i've offered this youngster a place in my firm," he explained to doctor lavendar, who said: "have you, indeed?" "no," johnny said, "it doesn't mean carey and robertson, though you're mighty kind, mr. robertson. but you see i can't leave old chester. it would pull aunt lydia up by the roots to go away. and of course i couldn't go without her." mary's plump hand, with its shining rings, clenched sharply on the tablecloth; she drew in her breath, but she said nothing. "well, what are you going to do?" carl said, not daring to meet his wife's eyes. "aunt lydia got a job for me in mr. dilworth's hardware store." his mother cried out--then checked herself. "miss lydia ought not to have thought of such a thing!" she tried to speak quietly, but she had to bite her lip to keep it steady. "mary!" her husband warned her. john's face darkened. "aunty ought always to do whatever she does do," he said. "of course," his father agreed, soothingly. "i only meant," mary explained, in a frightened voice, "that a hardware store isn't much of a chance for a man like you." "it means staying in old chester with aunty," he explained; "she's not very well now, mrs. robertson," he said, and sighed; "it would be too much for her, to move. she's not equal to it." his strong, rather harsh face softened and sobered. "and as for a hardware store not being a chance for _me_--i mean to make rome howl with a mercer branch! you see, aunty bought a half-interest for me. the lord knows where she got the money! saved it out of her food all these years, i guess." "she didn't, apparently, save it out of your food," doctor lavendar said, dryly; "i believe you weigh two hundred, johnny." "only a hundred and eighty-four," the young man assured him. mary, listening, was tingling all over; she had planned a very cautious approach to the truth which was to give her son back to her. she meant first to hint, and then to admit, and then to declare her _right_ to his love. but that miss lydia, without consulting johnny's father and mother, should have put him into such a business--"_my son_ in a hardware store!" mary thought;--that miss lydia should have dared! "he's mine--he's mine--he's mine! . . . of course," she was saying to herself as they went back to the library after dinner--"of course, he'll give it up the minute he knows who he is. but i hate her!" the room, in the september dusk, was lighted only by a lamp on the big desk; the windows opening on the garden were raised, for it was hot after the rain, and the air blew in, fragrant with wet leaves and the scent of some late roses. johnny's father, sinking down in a great leather chair, watched the young, vigorous figure standing in front of the mantelpiece, smoking and, after the fashion of his years, laying down the law for the improvement of the world. doctor lavendar did not look at johnny, but at his mother, who stood clutching the corner of the big desk--that desk at which, one september night twenty-three years ago, johnny's grandfather had been sitting when miss lydia came into the library. . . . "mary, my dear, aren't you going to sit down?" said doctor lavendar. she did not seem to hear him. "look here," she said, harshly; "i can't stand it--i won't stand it--" carl sprang up and laid his hand on her arm. "mary!" he said, under his breath. "_please_," he besought her; "for god's sake don't--don't--" "johnny, you belong to me," mary said. john smith, his cigar halfway to his lips, paused, bewildered and alarmed. "isn't she well?" he said, in a low voice to doctor lavendar. "i'm perfectly well. but i'm going to speak. doctor lavendar will tell you i have a right to speak! tell him so, doctor lavendar." "she has the right to speak," the old man said. "you hear that?" said the mother. "he says i have a right to you!" "i didn't say that," said doctor lavendar. "mary," her husband protested, "i will not allow"--but she did not hear him: "miss lydia sha'n't have you any longer. you are _mine_, johnny--_mine_. i want you, and i'm going to have you!" john smith's face went white; he put his cigar down on the mantelpiece, went across the long room, closed the door into the hall, then came back and looked at his mother. no one spoke. doctor lavendar had bent his head and shut his eyes; he would not watch the three struggling souls before him. johnny slowly turned his eyes toward mr. robertson. "and you--?" "yes," his father said. "john, you'll make the best of us, won't you?" silence tingled between them. then, unsteadily, and looking always at his father, john began to speak. "of course it makes no difference to me. aunt lydia and i have our own life. but--i'm sorry, sir." he put his shaking hands into his pockets. "you and mrs. robertson--" "oh, say 'mother'! say 'mother'!" she cried out. "--have been very kind to me, always,"--he paused, in a sudden, realizing adjustment: their "kindness," then, had not been the flattery he had supposed? it was just--love? "awfully kind," he said, huskily. "once i did wonder . . . then i thought it couldn't be, because--because, you see, i've always liked you, sir," he ended, awkwardly. carl robertson was dumb. "i've told you," his mother said, trembling--her fingers, catching at the sheet of blotting paper on desk, tore off a scrap of it, rolled it, twisted it, then pull off another scrap--"i've told you, because you are to come to us. you are to take our name--your name." she paused, swallowing hard, and struggling to keep the tears back. "you are _ours_, not hers. people thought you were hers, and it just about killed me." instantly the blood rushed into john smith's face; his eyes blazed. "what!" he stammered; "what! you knew that?" . . . his upper lip slowly lifted, and doctor lavendar saw his set teeth. "you _knew_ that some damned fools thought _that_, of my aunt lydia? are you my mother, and yet you could allow another woman-- my god!" he said, softly. she did not realize what she had done; she began to reassure him frantically. "no one shall ever know! no one will ever guess--" doctor lavendar shook his head. "mary," he warned her, "we must be known, even as also we know, before we enter the kingdom of heaven." they did not listen to him. "you mean," john said, "that you won't let it be known that you are--my mother?" "no, never! never! it couldn't be known--i promise you." "thank you," said john smith, sardonically,--and doctor lavendar held up protesting hands. but no one looked at him. "it would only be supposed," carl said, "that, being childless people, we would make you our son. nothing, as your mother says, would need be known." "how could you 'make me your son' and not have it known?" "i mean by law," his father explained. "there was a 'law' that made me your son twenty-three years ago. that's the only law that counts. you broke it when i was born. can i be born again?" "yes," said doctor lavendar. "you deserted me," johnny said, "and aunt lydia took me. shall i be like you, and desert her? little aunt lydia!" he gave a furious sob. "i'm not _your_ sort!" he said. the words were like a blow in mary's face. "doctor lavendar, tell him--tell him, 'honor thy father and thy mother'!" "'honor'?" her son said. "did i understand you to use the word '_honor_'?" again doctor lavendar raised an admonishing hand. "careful, john." "he means," carl said to his wife, quietly, though his face was gray--"he means he wants us to acknowledge him. mary, i'm willing. are you?" doctor lavendar lifted his bowed head, and his old eyes were suddenly eager with hope. johnny's mother stood looking at her child, her face twisted with tears. "_must_ i, to get him?" she gasped. "no," johnny said; "it is quite unnecessary." he smiled, so cruelly that his father's hands clenched; but mary only said, in passionate relief, "oh, you are good!" and the hope in doctor lavendar's eyes flickered out. "nothing will ever be known?" her son repeated, still smiling. "well, then, mrs. robertson, i thank you for 'nothing.'" doctor lavendar frowned, and mary recoiled, with a sort of moan. carl robertson cried out: "stop! you shall not speak so to your mother! i'm ashamed of you, sir!" but the mother ran forward and caught at her son's arm. "oh, but i will make it known! i will say who you are! i'll say you are mine! i will--i will--" "you can't, for i'm not," he said. she was clinging to him, but he looked over her head, eye to eye with his father. "how can i be her son, when she let people here in old chester believe that aunt lydia--" "johnny," said doctor lavendar, "it didn't make the slightest difference to miss lydia." the young man turned upon him. "doctor lavendar, these two people didn't own me, even when a pack of fools believed--" he choked over what the fools believed. "they let them think _that_ of aunt lydia! as for this--this lady being my 'mother'-- what's 'mother' but a word? aunt lydia may not be my mother, but i am her son. yes--yes--i am." "you are," doctor lavendar agreed. john turned and looked at his father. "i'm sorry for _him_," he said to doctor lavendar. "we will acknowledge you to-morrow," carl robertson said. "i won't acknowledge you," his son flung back at him. "all these years you have hidden behind aunty. stay hidden. i won't betray you." mary had dropped down into her father's chair; her face was covered by her hands on the desk. they heard her sob. her husband bent over her and put his arms about her. "mary," he said, in a whisper, "forgive me; i brought it on you--my poor mary!" then he stood up and looked at his son in suffering silence. "i don't blame you," he said, simply. at that, suddenly, john smith broke. the pain of it all had begun to penetrate his passionate loyalty. for a moment there was silence, except for mary's sobs. then johnny said, hoarsely, "mr. robertson, i'm--sorry. but . . . there isn't anything to do about it. i--i guess i'll go home." "john," said doctor lavendar, "your aunt lydia would want you to be kind." carl robertson shook his head. "we don't want kindness, doctor lavendar. i guess we don't want anything he can give. good-by, boy," he said. his son, passing him, caught at his hand and wrung it. "goo'-by," he said, roughly. there were tears in his eyes. then, without a look at his mother, he walked quickly down the room, and out into the hall. they could hear him putting on his hat and coat. . . . carl robertson pressed his clenched hand against his lips, and turned his back to the other two. mary was silent. doctor lavendar covered his eyes for a moment; then, just as johnny's hand was on the knob of the front door he called out: "john, wait a minute, will you? give me an arm; i'm going to walk home." the young man, out in the hall, frowned, and set his jaw. "all right," he called back, briefly. there was no detaining word or cry from the library while doctor lavendar shuffled silently into his coat,--and a minute later the door of the new mr. smith's house closed upon his grandson and the old minister. it had begun to rain again, and the driveway was very dark--darker even than on that september night when johnny's mother had cringed back from miss lydia's little leading hand and they had hurried along under the big trees. it was her son who hurried now. . . . "not so fast, johnny," said doctor lavendar. "excuse me, sir." he fell into step with the old man, but he was tense with the effort to walk slowly. . . . they were nearly at the gate before there was any speech between them. then johnny said, violently: "there's no use saying anything to me, doctor lavendar! not a particle of use!" "i haven't said anything, john." "they got you here to--to influence me! i saw through it the minute--she began. but i never forgive," johnny said; "i want you to understand that!" he was hurrying again. the old man pressed a little on his arm. "i'm sorry to be so slow, johnny." "oh--excuse me, sir; i didn't realize. . . . she threw me away. i've thrown her away. there's no use talking to me!" doctor lavendar was silent. "i tell you, i won't have anything to do with them--with her, i mean. he's not so bad. i--i like him--in spite of--of everything. but she deserted me when i was born." "it is certainly cruel to desert a newborn thing," said doctor lavendar. john smith agreed, furiously--and his upper lip lifted. "i think," said doctor lavendar, "something has been born to-night--" he was very much out of breath. "i'm walking too fast again? i beg your pardon, sir," the boy said. "suppose we stand still for a minute," said doctor lavendar. they stood still; the rain fell heavily on doctor lavendar's shoulders and dripped from the brim of his old felt hat. "she deserted me," john said. "there is nothing to be said in excuse. nothing." "no, desertion can never be excused," the old man agreed; "and, as you say, when your body was born, she left it. to-night her soul has been born. do you mean to desert it, john?" "even a dog doesn't leave her pups!" john said. ("his grandfather over again!" doctor lavendar thought.) yet it was to that inherited brutality that he made his appeal: "no; a mother has to be higher than an animal, to desert her young," doctor lavendar said. the young man's violent agreement broke off in the middle:--"what do you mean by that?" "shame is a strange thing," said doctor lavendar; "it can lift us up to heaven or push us down to hell; it gives us courage or it makes us cowards. an animal doesn't know shame." "you mean that--that woman--?" "i mean your mother was ashamed, john--" the young man was silent. "she tried to get away from shame by getting away from you. now she knows that only by staying with you could she really get away from it." "i will _never_ call her 'mother'!" johnny burst out. "miss lydia didn't stop to consider what she was going to call you; she just took care of you. yet you weren't as helpless as that poor woman back there in that empty house. johnny, her little weak soul, just born to-night, will die unless you take care of it." the young man stood still, his hands clenched. doctor lavendar took off his soaking wet hat, shook it, put it on again, and waited. there was only the sound of the rain and the drip-drip from the big trees along the driveway. then the boy said: "you said desertion could not be excused. i am ashamed to be known as belonging to her!" "that's just how she felt about you--_so she deserted you_." silence, except for john smith's panting breath. down the road, through the lilac bushes, came the twinkle of a lamp in miss lydia's window. "john," said doctor lavendar, "go to your mother. if you don't, you will be doing just what she did. be kind to her helpless soul, as miss lydia was kind to your helpless body." still silence. then suddenly mary's son flung doctor lavendar's hand from his arm, and turned back, almost running, to vanish in the shadows of his grandfather's driveway. but as he ran, he threw over his shoulder some broken, passionate words that sounded like--"i _won't_ be like her--" doctor lavendar stood still for a minute; then he drew a great breath of relief and plodded on slowly into the rainy darkness. the end * * * * * transcriber's notes: the repeated book title before chapter one was deleted to avoid redundancy. obvious punctuation errors repaired. page , "stomache" changed to "stomach" (stomach ache, and) note: project gutenberg also has an html version of this file which includes the original illustrations. see -h.htm or -h.zip: (http://www.gutenberg.net/dirs/ / / / / / -h/ -h.htm) or (http://www.gutenberg.net/dirs/ / / / / / -h.zip) a full description of the great tornado in chester county, pa. by richard darlington, jr., principal of "ercildoun seminary." west chester, pa.: f. s. hickman, printer & publisher. . the unprecedented destruction of property by the tornado which passed through the western part of our county on the first of july last, created in the minds of many a desire to have a full account of the movement, conduct, and origin of the storm cloud, together with such scientific explanation as would throw some light upon this remarkable phenomenon. after some weeks had elapsed, i gave the subject considerable attention, and have prepared this pamphlet, which i trust will meet some of the wants of intelligent inquirers upon this subject, and will also be the means of enabling the people to have a better knowledge of the loss sustained by those living along the route of the storm. this account has been prepared at the suggestion of a number who are interested in the subject. r. d. _west chester, aug. , ._ the great tornado. the summer of has been remarkable in some localities for the severity of its storms. these, in several instances, have partaken of the character of tornadoes. mt. carmel, in illinois, was nearly destroyed about the th of june last; pensaukee, in wisconsin, was nearly ruined on the th of july, and pittston, in massachusetts, suffered terribly from a tornado on the same day. while these great moving storm-clouds occur occasionally in some of the southern states, they generally move through sparsely settled districts, and the damage inflicted excites but little attention elsewhere. in the west indies, and in other tropical regions, these tornadoes are of frequent occurrence, and the damage is often fearful, whole towns being completely swept away. in the east indies, and on the coast of india, these storms are known as cyclones, because of their rotary motion--the greek word _ruklos_, from which "cyclone" is derived, meaning "_a whirl_". a cyclone frequently extends across a great belt, and is from fifty to five hundred miles in width. it may last for hours, and if it occurs on the ocean it destroys most of the vessels within its reach. in the dreadful hurricane that fell upon coringa, in india, in , the town was destroyed and twenty thousand people lost their lives. cyclones or hurricanes of this class, do not occur in our northern states; tornadoes, however, do in rare instances. these extend in width not more than a few hundred yards, or even feet, and come and go within the space of one or two minutes. in power and violence, however, they are as destructive as the cyclones. in tornadoes the storm-cloud, in nearly all instances, has a rotary motion; the wind also sweeping forward progressively at the rate of from five to twenty miles an hour. science has shown that in the latitude where these rare visitors come, they nearly always proceed from south-west to north-east. in the great illinois hurricane in may, , that passed over cook county, it is said that a family of nine persons was carried up in the air in a frame house, four of the nine being killed outright and the remainder severely injured. the house went to pieces amid the fury of the storm. generally these great storms are accompanied by peculiar electrical phenomena, though not in all instances. rain and hail often go with them. the storm-cloud of a tornado is nearly always funnel-shaped, the small end of the funnel extending downward. it looks like an immense balloon, and revolves on its axis with fearful rapidity. the air beyond the limits of this cloud is also in rapid motion, but merely partakes of the character of a very high wind and is not particularly destructive. the death-dealing and destructive power of the storm is confined to the limit of the conical cloud. all movements for personal safety must extend entirely beyond the circumference established by the rotary motion. the primary cause of these tornadoes is probably due to a low barometric condition of the atmosphere accompanied by a high temperature, and spreading over an area of very irregular shape. an area of high barometer, accompanied by a low temperature, encroaches upon the former, and then comes the mighty effort to equalize these two different conditions of the atmosphere and restore the equilibrium, which is the constant effort of nature. the more diverse these two conditions are, the greater will be the struggle of the giants in the contest. of course the electrical condition of the atmosphere existing at the time may form a very important factor in the tornado which may follow. what was the character and condition of the atmosphere on the memorable first of july last, when the storm-cloud which spread desolation over a narrow belt of not more than two hundred yards at most, swept across the western half of chester county, penn'a? the middle part of the day was hot and oppressive; the thermometer stood at about and the barometer about . . the atmosphere seemed very close, and the inhaling of air in the lungs was attended with rather more difficulty than usual. i remarked to a friend that there was a peculiar condition of the atmosphere, and yet who could have foretold the terrible results of that afternoon? the oldest inhabitant had never heard of a tornado in this section of country, and yet one was at hand. to give a faithful and accurate description of the movements and conduct of this storm-cloud, made it necessary for me to pass over the route of the moving mass and observe critically its results, and also to inquire of those living along and near its track what was its appearance, what was the direction of its sweep through the forest trees, how far the _debris_ were carried, what amount of life was destroyed, what was the width of its track, and how the rotary motion of the cloud seemed to affect the buildings and obstacles that vainly attempted to resist its march in a direction a little south of east. the first point of interest in connection with the tornado was about one mile south-east of the gap station, on the penn'a rail road, and about two miles west of the boundary line between chester and lancaster counties. from this point the storm-cloud proceeded for about two miles in a direction south degrees east, or about degrees south of a line running due east. about three-fourths of a mile east of sadsbury meeting house a slight change of direction occurred in the movement of the cloud, and it took a direction a little to the north, running south degrees east. it proceeded, with slight local variations, for about eight miles in a direct line, and cutting a track about yards wide, until it reached the property of william hamill, in east fallowfield township, near newlin's mill, and here it widened to about yards, destroying the fences, crops, etc., on his property. at this point a slight change of direction occurred towards the south, bringing it into contact with the timber tracts of e. phipps and thos. shields, in which a terrible destruction of forest trees occurred. it now veered to the north about ten degrees, and passed through the southern half of the village of ercildoun in a line south degrees east, or in a direction nearly due east, and continued thence until it arose in the air about half-a-mile east of ercildoun, and proceeded, at a higher elevation, for about seven miles, relieving the farms and property of the intervening country from destruction. as it approached broad run, about a mile west of marshallton, it descended sufficiently long to unroof and almost destroy the barns and out-buildings of two properties, owned respectively by richard baily and joseph marshall, of west bradford township. here it came to an end in its mad and reckless career. the two opposing currents of air had no doubt now become thoroughly blended and partook of the character of a high wind, fully relieved of its devastating properties. the storm-cloud was dissolved, or had permanently taken a higher elevation over a still greater amount of territory. the whole route of the tornado, as measured by its effects, was about miles. the width of its track was from to yards, averaging generally about yards. the following points also have been pretty clearly established by the use of the compass, and also by careful observation along the route of the storm: _first._ that the general direction of the storm-cloud during the first half of its journey, to a point near newlin's mill, one mile west of ercildoun, was south deg. east, but at that point it changed and its course afterwards was south deg. east, or nearly due east. _second._ that the destruction of property was generally greater as the cloud moved across a valley. _third._ that the velocity of the moving mass varied at different periods from to miles an hour, but twelve miles an hour would be considered a fair average. _fourth._ that the trees along the southern side of the track of desolation were generally thrown with their tops towards the north, or at right angles to the direction of the progressive motion of the cloud, while those on the northern side were thrown in the opposite direction. _fifth._ that in some instances houses and buildings near the _centre_ of the track were but slightly injured. these cases, however, were rare. _sixth._ that from local and other causes, the lower part of the conical cloud frequently moved out of a straight course, while the upper or larger part of the cone kept in a line very nearly direct. _seventh._ that as soon as the cloud was formed, a roaring sound commenced, which continued without interruption during its entire course. this sound was not unlike continuous thunder. _eighth._ that the movement of the storm-cloud was unaccompanied with much rain or hail, though one or the other fell at some distance north or south of the track, the sun frequently shining at the time. to explain some of these phenomena, even with the aid of science, is difficult. the storm-cloud itself was an entirely exceptional phenomenon in this latitude. such an event had never occurred before in eastern pennsylvania, and we are without the benefit of previous observation and experience. the great destruction of property in crossing valleys has excited marked attention. the cloud undoubtedly required an immense amount of air to feed it as it went along. persons near its track say that they breathed with the greatest difficulty. the surrounding air must have been very rare; in fact, a partial exhaustion must have resulted from the absorption of air by the moving mass. in crossing a valley at right angles, or nearly so, the dense air up and down on either side, would be at hand to furnish it with the necessary material, thus increasing its power and devastation; this is one explanation. another theory, which is probably the correct one, could safely be advanced upon plausible grounds. supposing electricity to be the primal cause of the cloud itself, in passing across deep and irregular valleys with rugged surface, more electricity would be developed, and greater power would be infused into the revolving cone as it moved forward. when passing over a smooth, level plateau, it would excite less of the electrical fluid, and would hence be disarmed of a portion of its ability to destroy buildings and fences. the second important point that we must consider is the increased destruction of property and great violence exhibited on the right side of the centre of the revolving axis of the storm-cloud, and a corresponding diminution of destructive power on the left side. the movement of the whirl was undoubtedly from right to left; the fallen trees indicate it. the forward motion of the hurricane would create a great inrushing of wind on the right side, and greater damage would result than upon the other side where the wind was returning to complete the rotary movement. while it is true the trees were overthrown to some extent in all directions, yet they mostly fell in the direction in which the wind struck them as it moved around in its whirling motion. the southern side of the track of desolation, however, presents evidence of the greatest power. the maple and other forest trees were frequently twisted entirely off, showing conclusively, that while they were first struck by the progressive motion, the rotary motion was sufficiently quick to locate the falling trunk. the great power of the storm-cloud was due to its revolution. in fact, this marks the difference between the high wind and the hurricane or tornado. the phenomena observed in connection with the storm of july first, are almost identical with those of similar character in the southern states and west indies. the third subject presented for our consideration is the upward and downward currents which seemed to exist within the cloud. objects were thrown upward to an immense distance, and the distance to which some objects were driven into the earth must convince us that there was a force downward of great power. it is true that a falling body, when influenced by gravity alone, will descend with great force, especially if started from a high point, but the deep excavations found in the track of the storm can only be accounted for by a downward current. the funnel-shaped cloud enlarging its circumference towards the top, would, with its centrifugal force resulting from its revolution, hurl bodies to a great distance, and we find the _debris_ of this tornado hundreds of yards outside of its track, proving that when an object was carried up in the whirl, it was often thrown off, laterally for a great distance. a remarkable feature in connection with the tornado is the preservation of buildings in the track of the storm. property on both sides of a house was sometimes destroyed, and yet the building itself was scarcely injured. this gap in the storm must have occurred from local causes, and from the gradual elevation and descent of the progressive movement of the cloud, thus carrying it over and beyond some of the objects in its track. some cases of this character will be mentioned in the subsequent pages of this book. the color and appearance of the storm cloud is worthy of consideration. by some who viewed it as it passed along, it is represented as being an immense balloon, extending to the height of several hundred feet, spreading out at the top, forming a funnel. it moved along at times with great rapidity, and at other times it seemed to halt, as if gathering strength for another effort. the color was variegated, the whole presenting rather a luminous appearance. missiles of every kind could be distinctly seen in and through the body of the cloud. at first sight it seemed to be a barn on fire--the burning embers flying in every direction; but a closer inspection proved it not to be fire, but dirt and hay and timbers, intermingled with leaves and other light substances, giving it the appearance of an immense wind storm, which was the correct conclusion. those who had a side view of the cloud state that it was quite light in appearance as it passed over grass fields and timber tracts, but when it reached a plowed field or a potato patch, it gathered up the dirt and loose material and became a very dark mass of matter, and presented a frightful appearance as it traveled forward with a velocity of a mile in four or five minutes. such was its character as it approached the village of ercildoun. jos. brinton, who resides at newlin's station, on the penn'a and delaware rail road, states that he observed the storm carefully as it came from the west. he was standing on his barn bridge at the time, and on looking over the high hill at the west of his residence his eyes were directed to a point just above the funnel of the cloud. he saw the clouds rise up at the circumference to a great height, and then pour over into the central cavity from all sides; this continued for some time. the funnel next appeared in full view, after the space of ten minutes. then the body of a tree appeared above; it appeared motionless, and grew larger and larger as the cloud approached--the tree being carried with the storm; finally it disappeared. the body of the storm-cloud was now full of missiles, having the appearance of millions of birds sailing through the air, the whole moving mass being of a very dark color. as it moved forward these missiles were discharged in every direction. the conical column now became very tall, and was of a white color, in appearance not unlike the under cloud of a great rain storm. as clouds of smoke and dirt rolled up through the mass and were carried around by the rotary motion, the appearance was that of an immense building on fire. he pronounces the sight to have been awfully grand, and terrible beyond description. [illustration: appearance of the storm-cloud while moving through joseph brinton's field.] with a view of having correct data of the tornado, and placing the same upon record, in company with my friend and schoolmate edwin walton, of highland township, i passed along the route of the storm-cloud. the first point of observation was near the residence of jos. d. pownell, lancaster co., pa. he gave us a short account of the cloud, and of the movement of the currents of air which formed it. as he sat upon the front porch of his residence, he saw a strong current of air blowing from the south-west. to the north a storm had just passed, and a powerful current set in from that direction and blew directly across, coming in conflict with the current from the south-west. the whirl commenced on their coming together, and was set in motion about half-a-mile from his house and one mile south-east of the gap station. this rotary motion or "whirl" probably resulted from the resistance encountered by these opposing currents of air, in their attempt to ascend vertically, there being less resistance in a lateral than in a vertical direction. the first movements of the cloud thus formed were of a decided character. some children that were playing in a field near by, saw the danger ahead and fled to a lime-kiln, thus saving their lives. the cloud now reached a stream of water, and mr. pownell says the water was taken up and carried into the funnel of the cloud, leaving the bed of the stream dry. it now approached his house with a continuous roaring sound, and he fled within. it passed along the north side of his house, overthrew his orchard, destroyed part of his corn crop, carried an apple tree fifty yards, and cut a track yards wide and proceeded in the direction of sadsbury meeting house. his loss was about $ . the first building struck was a tenement house on the property of elwood pownell. it was located on the top of a hill that overlooked the surrounding country; an old colored man named robert johnston occupied it. the building was leveled to the ground. he stated that he was coming up the hill as the cloud approached, and sought safety by leaning against the bank and holding firmly to the fence; he was not injured. he is now living in the _cellar_ of the house and crawls out into daylight when it is necessary; no movement is being made towards rebuilding his dwelling. loss, $ . the storm-cloud next passed over elwood pownell's property. his wagon shed and carriage house are gone, and a large number of his apple trees was overthrown. his farming utensils were swept away, and the barn itself was moved fourteen inches from its foundation. the fences on the property were more or less demolished, but his whole loss was not very great. he states that his father-in-law was paying him a visit on that afternoon, but was unable to get home in the evening as his carriage was seized by the storm and carried away. mr. pownell further states that he saw the wind coming, and with the greatest difficulty reached the house, being unable to find the door-latch after he got there. he also experienced great difficulty in breathing. his loss was estimated at about $ . the storm now passed in the direction of a property on which thomas bonsall, jr., resides, distant about one mile from christiana. two-thirds of the roof of his barn was carried off, and the eastern gable end fell with a crash, as the wind struck it. his orchard was destroyed, and also many of the fences on his property. the loss sustained on this property was about $ . about a mile distant from mr. bonsall's buildings was a barn, said to be owned by a building association of west chester. the roof of this building was carried off, and about $ damage was sustained. the storm-cloud had now acquired rapid motion and passed with great violence over the property of frank paxson, who lives almost directly east from the other properties mentioned. mr. paxson is quite an old man, and told his story with considerable frankness. he was lying down on that sabbath afternoon and had his attention suddenly called to a great roaring sound without. he had scarcely time to go to his front door and examine the situation, when his large stone structure encountered a tremendous blast of wind, and all was over in a moment. he then looked out upon the scene: his barn was entirely demolished, and also all his out-buildings. the trap door of his house was carried off, and all his carriages and farming utensils were gone. the trees near his dwelling, strange to say, were saved, while his orchard was uprooted from one end to the other. i observed one of his large apple trees, not only blown over, but carried about fifty feet from its proper place. mr. paxson evidently felt his loss deeply, but was cheerful. we asked him if he had received assistance from any source? he replied--"not any." he was slowly beginning the work of "reconstruction," but his place looked desolate indeed. his grain was stacked, and bore evidence of having been severely handled by the storm. his loss was estimated at about two thousand dollars. the next property in the track of the storm was that of madison irvin. part of the roof of his barn was gone, and his wagon shed was overthrown; a few fences and trees also were swept away. one hundred dollars would probably cover his loss. we were now beginning to advance up the north valley hill, and were about three miles from parkesburg. this hill, on its north side, is heavily wooded, and a great number of small properties is located along that section. some of these men are poor, but had succeeded in securing for themselves small homes and residences. stables here and there dotted the hillside, and a long line of forest trees extended in a northeasterly direction as far as the eye could reach. the great storm-cloud, in its onward movement, traveled over several of these properties. wayne woodland owns a farm of about seventy acres as the rise of the hill was reached. he had a full force of mechanics at work on a new barn, the old one having been a victim of the storm. the roof had been carried off his house and fifty-one of his apple trees were prostrate. the spring house had lost its roof, and his carriages and wagons were not to be found; in fact, the work of destruction had been nearly complete. his house, it is true, was standing, but he informed us that sixty panes of glass had been swept out of it. mr. woodland was about one hundred yards from his residence when he saw the storm approaching; he ran for his life and barely saved it. he estimated his loss at fifteen hundred dollars, and the estimate did not appear unreasonable. some small properties were now encountered, in the following order, viz: robert bradford, stable down, loss about fifty dollars. william cephas, roof off his house and stable, loss one hundred dollars. henry miller, stable destroyed, loss about fifty dollars. next came michael m. mcguigan and john murphy, whose losses were of a similar character, amounting, respectively, to about fifty and one hundred dollars. we were now at the top of the north valley hill, and on looking over the broad expanse of country to the east and to the south, we could distinctly see the track of desolation, as it extended across fields, over dwellings and barns, and through forests. the line of its course was almost direct, and no obstacle seemed to sway it much from its direct track. we traveled slowly down the hill, and then along the road that leads to parkesburg. the farm and residence of ezekiel young gave conclusive evidence that he had not been spared from the terrors of that july day. his land was made fenceless, his barn destroyed, (a good stone structure,) his slaughter house, wagon shed, and three tenement houses were unroofed, three stables were overthrown, his spring house was uncovered, and his carriages, wagons, and farming implements were wrecked. part of the orchard was destroyed, and on looking over into the meadow, towards the south, a huge tree, about eight feet in diameter, was prostrate. mr. young is a good farmer, keeps his buildings in fine repair, and was thoroughly overmatched for once by this monster that traveled over his premises. he was cheerful, but was deeply impressed by the immense mischief it had done him. his buildings were all being repaired. his loss may safely be put down at two thousand dollars. a remarkable incident occurred on the strasburg road, near mr. young's buildings. a german by the name of jacob eisinberger, was leisurely walking along the road; he was almost unconscious of the approach of the storm; on looking around he saw the fence blow away, and immediately found himself in the whirl. he was carried along for about two hundred yards in an unconscious state, and was then left in an adjoining field, his jaw being broken, his shoulder blade fractured, and various minor injuries were experienced. he was taken to the hospital at lancaster, and remained there for a time under treatment. this was probably the only instance in which the tornado carried a human being along with it. in all other instances personal safety was sought within dwellings, and in most cases with good success. the track of the storm now extended through the southern part of the borough of parkesburg; only the extreme south-western portion of the village, however, was destroyed. first came the new residence of mr. geo. paxson, superintendent of the penn'a and delaware r. r. this was a building of rather modest pretensions, long and narrow, and constructed of frame. it had been finished, and his family were preparing to move in on the following day. the dwelling was said to have been erected by contract, the cost to be about fifteen hundred dollars. the cloud on encountering the building, entirely demolished it; a pump stood on the north or kitchen end, solitary and alone, and it was evident that the structure had been near the centre of the storm track. several dwellings were now encountered towards the east in the following order: first, was mrs. fulton's; her house was so badly injured that it will probably have to be built again from the foundation. the loss, which it is said falls partly upon the parkesburg building association, cannot fall much below eight hundred dollars. next was charles hennings's residence; the east end of it was destroyed, with the loss of between one and two hundred dollars. vincent rice, who came next in order, and had a house in course of erection, sustained a loss of probably two hundred dollars. this includes, i believe, most, if not all the destruction within the immediate limits of parkesburg. we now saw ahead of us, and a little to the south of the main road, the residence of samuel jackson. his barn was gone, his house unroofed and otherwise injured; his orchard was overthrown, and all his out-buildings, some of which contained a large amount of grain, were entirely missing; his fences were nowhere to be seen, and there was the usual story of the destruction of farming implements, carriages, etc. the injury done to mr. jackson's property was very great indeed. he informed us that he was standing next to the door in one of the front rooms, and the great blast of wind blew the door off its hinges, striking him a blow which fractured several of his ribs, and left him entirely senseless. for several hours he remained in that condition, finding himself, eventually, in one of the neighbor's houses, and under medical treatment. mr. jackson's buildings were again in course of erection, though he stated that he hesitated considerably when he came to consider the question, whether or not he should re-erect them. he seemed very much surprised that _he_ should have received such an unfortunate overthrow, while his neighbors, of some of whom he spoke very highly, were passed by entirely. his loss will amount in the aggregate, to about two thousand dollars, which will fall upon himself, as no assistance, up to the time of his repairing, had been rendered him. the track of the storm-cloud now extended along the southern side of buck run valley, mounting the hill as it approached stottsville, and cutting a road through the forest trees south of the buildings on the property of mr. thomas hoffman. it then came down squarely into the valley, which turns abruptly to the right south of stottsville, and struck the track of the pomeroy and delaware city rail road, removing the rails for a considerable distance; the substantial bridge that crosses buck run, near the same point, was then demolished, the water in the bed of the stream being raised up _en masse_ by the whirl. the loss to the rail road company is probably six hundred dollars. the storm, on its northern border, had caught the barn, orchard, etc., of a property owned by dr. murphy, of parkesburg; it ran through a portion of his farm and did damage to the amount of six or seven hundred dollars. the next property that felt the fury of the hurricane as it proceeded in its course towards ercildoun, is owned and managed by william hamill, and is within the limits of east fallowfield township. here the storm-cloud widened to about three hundred yards, extending across the valley, running east and west through his farm, reaching his barn, and on its northern border, unroofing it and destroying the gable ends, inflicting a damage to the extent of three hundred dollars on the barn, and on the property itself of about twice that amount. we now approach the locality known as newlin's mills. these were not quite reached by the southern border of the storm track, but the timber tract of e. phipps, a quarter of a mile north, was absolutely destroyed, and as the cloud poured into the valley that divides the properties of mr. phipps and thos. shields, a destruction of timber occurred that absolutely beggars description. forest trees by the thousand were overthrown, many of which were broken off about half-way down the trunk, and others were uprooted; others again were twisted and interwoven in every conceivable shape. this mighty mass of material lies there to-day untouched, and thousands of people have visited the spot, amazed at the immense power which wind exerts when under the influence of rotary and progressive motion. such a sight was never before seen in this latitude. in the valley that divides these tracts of timber, was a humble frame dwelling two stories high, occupied by a family of colored people named hopkins. they heard the roaring of the storm as it approached from the west; the mother of the family, mary hopkins, rushed up stairs to close the windows, and as her hand was upon the sash, the house was overturned and the joists of the upper floor fell upon her, and she was found dead, having been crushed to death between the joists of the upper story and the rafters. the children below, or rather above her, as was the case at this time, were uninjured. this was the only person whose life was taken by the tornado, though a great number of narrow escapes was made. the loss sustained by messrs. phipps and shields would amount to about twelve hundred dollars each. the entire amount of timber destroyed on these two properties, and also on the property of joseph brinton, south east of them, is about thirty acres. from some cause not fully explainable, the cloud of wind, after striking this forest tract, changed its course about eight deg. to the north, proceeding in a line south deg. east, or nearly due east. this change brought the storm directly into the southern half of the village of ercildoun, one mile distant. before reaching that point, however, the property of joseph brinton had to be traveled over. his loss was heavy. his barn, carriage-house, and the north porch of his dwelling were destroyed; the house, from some cause, was not much injured. this was rather a strange circumstance, as the large trees on both sides of it were overthrown, and also the fences. there appeared to be two storm tracks at this point, but it was probably the same cloud that had divided for a few moments from some local cause. the hurricane also went through the orchard and wheat field on this property, destroying the trees, the whole of the wheat crop, and the fences in every direction. mr. brinton estimated his loss at twenty-five hundred dollars, and his estimate was not an extravagant one. i now come to that locality over which my own observation extended, and concerning which--"_haud ignota loquor_"--i can speak with a good degree of accuracy. the southern half of the village of ercildoun came next in the track of the storm-cloud. as this is the only village over which the tornado traveled, a brief description would not be inappropriate. this village contains about twenty dwellings. twenty-five years ago it had considerable reputation as a manufacturing locality--large quantities of agricultural implements being made every year, and in addition a foundry was kept in full operation. it had at that time a daily mail, a valuable library, and many other attractions not then found in many villages of like size. two friends' meeting houses are located here, one in the centre and the other at the western extremity of the place. in the days when the anti-slavery agitation was beginning to rouse the people to a sense of the great evil of our country, and when it required something akin to heroism to feed and protect the fugitive slave on his road to the north, this little settlement of friends did its whole duty in the cause of humanity, and was pretty widely known as a safe place for those fleeing from bondage. a public hall was erected in , and dedicated to free discussion. the motto, "let truth and error grapple," was emblazoned on its front in bold letters, and the lecturers and leading reformers of the day often held discussions there which would have been a credit to towns and villages of much greater pretensions. in "ercildoun seminary for young men and boys," was established, with smedley darlington as principal. it was a four-story structure, of good dimensions, and could accommodate about fifty pupils. as such, it was conducted for about three years, when the proprietor changed it to a boarding school for girls, and continued it thus for seven years, when it passed into the hands of its present proprietor, and afterwards was known as "ercildoun seminary for young ladies," and was kept in full operation to the present time. this institution was remodeled in , and additional wings were added to it. nearly two thousand pupils have received instruction here, and its patronage extended over a wide extent of country, including all the adjoining states, and many others. almost unvarying success attended the school in its efforts to promote the cause of education. with this brief description of the place and of its leading features, it will now fall to my lot to tell the story of the terrible damage inflicted upon it by the great tornado of july st. [illustration: seminary buildings of richard darlington, jr., at ercildoun, after the tornado.] my school had been vacated three days before, and all the pupils, together with their baggage, had gone. we felt, on that sabbath afternoon, a full sense of relief from responsibility and care. about o'clock in the afternoon, while engaged in reading, i was informed by my wife that an unusual rumbling and loud noise could be heard in the west. i remarked that it must be a thunderstorm and nothing more. the loud roar, however, continued, and became clearer and more distinct. i arose hastily, took a position and listened to the sound. in a few moments my mother-in-law, who resides with us, called to me in a loud voice to come to the west window on the main hall of the second story. i hurried thither, and on looking toward the west saw the great storm-cloud approaching, distant at that time perhaps half a mile, and coming over the level plain of the intervening fields. it was a novel and terrible sight to behold. the great conical mass seemed to be carrying along with it the timbers and burning embers of a barn on fire; vast masses of dirt and other dark objects appeared to be also in motion and coming directly towards my school buildings. no time must be lost; the whole establishment _might_ blow away, but in any event the safest place seemed to be the basement story. thither i asked my family to go immediately; they did so. on reaching the story immediately above the basement i halted, passed to the front porch, and took a position for observation, thinking that possibly our plans for safety would have to be modified. in a few moments the cloud struck the building; it came apparently with the force of two or three batteries of artillery, and the question was about to be decided whether the brick walls could stand the shock; if they could not, our lives must be sacrificed. it was all over in less than one minute. i had withdrawn to a front room on the first heavy fall of brick through the porch roof, for the upper story seemed to be coming down bodily upon the lower floors. after it was over i stepped to the east end of that part of the porch which was remaining, and viewed the situation; it was enough to sadden the stoutest heart. not a solitary building without was standing; the fourth story of the seminary was completely gone. our new dwelling house was in course of erection and was nearly completed. although it was a large structure, thirty-six by fifty feet, not a vestige of it remained above the cellar walls; even these were partially overthrown. my barn, carriage-house and stable, together with every other out-building, were nowhere to be seen. such a sight was never witnessed in this part of the country. the horses were still alive, though one of them, which had been in the barn, was gasping for life more than fifty yards from the building, and was badly mutilated; the other appeared unhurt, having kept just outside of the storm track. the cow, which had been grazing in the pasture field adjoining, had been lifted up bodily by the revolving mass and was thrown over a hedge twenty feet high, and was dead--the fall having probably killed her. the three hogs upon the premises looked as though they had crawled out of the earth, for they were covered with dirt; they seemed to breathe with the greatest difficulty and one of them soon died. about fifty chickens were lying around dead. the beautiful lawn in front of the seminary, containing thirty varieties of trees and ornamental shrubbery, was badly damaged, more than half of the trees being either twisted off or uprooted. not a fence could be seen anywhere. i turned away from the sad and sickening scene. the storm had broken nearly everything; the ground in all directions was covered with timber and with the _debris_ of buildings and of trees. some strange incidents occurred in connection with the destruction of property. three carriages within the same building had their wheels deposited at different points of the compass, more than one hundred yards distant from the building and from each other. the spokes and axles were mostly gone. the buildings had been covered with tin, and this tin roof was found in every direction at an almost equal radius from its former location. in several instances the roofing material was interwoven with the branches of trees, and was wound around the same two or three times. a large apple tree had been carried more than one hundred yards. a chestnut tree of huge dimensions in the front lawn had been stripped of nearly all its foliage, but had not been overthrown. over a hundred quilts and blankets from the seminary were lodged in the neighboring forests, torn into shreds. the upper section of a pump at the new dwelling had been lifted bodily into the air and deposited without the building. the grain in the barn, used for feeding the horses, was sown by the storm over more than half an acre of ground, and asserted its presence by a new and rapid growth. most of the evergreen trees on the lawn were broken off and the tops carried away. the apple trees in every case, however, were uprooted. the growing potatoes in one of my fields lost their green tops, the bare ground alone remaining. five hundred dollars' worth of school furniture in the upper story of the seminary, was carried away and entirely destroyed. an immense quantity of letters that had been stored, immediately under the roof of the building, were blown away, many of which were read by persons living ten miles distant. a hedge along the northern side of the seminary property, nearly twenty feet high, had the appearance, after the storm, of having been overrun by an immense flood. about a hundred loads of material of every character and description, were strewn around the premises, and were gathered up after the storm. several tons of hay that had been stored away in the barn, were blown away, and not a vestige of it could be seen anywhere. the timbers of the new dwelling were not only scattered around, but were shattered so effectually that an entire piece of lumber could with difficulty be found. pillars of brick weighing several tons were rolled out of their places near the top of the seminary, and were buried in the earth to a considerable depth. some of the school books were carried away for four miles or more, and were safely deposited near the farm houses in the surrounding country. other incidents might be given of the effects of the storm on this property. but it is unnecessary. the damage was immense. the loss in real and personal property, and every kind of damage inflicted upon the ercildoun seminary property, cannot fall much below ten thousand dollars. let us now consider the injury done to the remaining part of the village. cyrus coates resides immediately to the north of the school buildings. he owns a small farm, and a very fine orchard is located on the southern side of it. the northern part of the storm track passed over a portion of his property. his barn was demolished. a good wagon house was carried away, and all his carriages and wagons went with it. the greater part of his farming utensils were either missing or destroyed. two-thirds of his orchard, including about fifty trees, were overthrown. the fences in the track were carried away, and a large quantity of old grain that had been stored in his barn, was missing. mr. coates estimates his loss at over two thousand dollars. a house and barn, and a small lot of land immediately to the east of the seminary, are owned by elizabeth meredith, an aged woman, who resides there most of the time in company with her grand-daughter--a little girl of eight years. with some difficulty this young girl induced her aged grand-parent to descend from her room to the lower floor, as the storm was approaching. she accomplished her purpose and the lives of both of them were thus saved. the house was a stone and frame one, one-half being built of each. the storm-cloud passed almost directly over this dwelling and completely dismantled it. the slate roof was carried off, and the upper story went with it--the eastern part of the frame structure being blown forward into the adjoining road. the barn was completely blown away, and the fences shared the same fate. her loss, including house, barn and fences, cannot fall below eight hundred dollars. a row of houses, owned and occupied by several families of colored people next encountered the fury of the storm. lewis miller, who resides at the southern extremity, sustained a loss of about one hundred dollars. james richardson, who is next in order, had his house badly damaged, and was himself struck by missiles, and disabled for several weeks. his property was damaged to the extent of about two hundred dollars. a double building belonging to james and william long, shared a similar fate. it was unroofed and nearly torn to pieces. their loss will be near three hundred dollars. the last building, at the north end of the row, belongs to wm. harvey, a blacksmith. it encountered the full force of the northern track of the storm, and was unroofed, and fearfully injured. the shed adjoining was nowhere to be found. his whole loss was about four hundred dollars. the fallowfield meeting house property was now reached. a beautiful grove of trees in the western part was nearly destroyed, the trees lying in every direction. some of the oaks were very large, but were completely twisted off by the furious blast. the sheds for the protection of horses were all overthrown, and the upper part of the grave-yard wall was blown away, roof and all. the damage sustained by this property was not less than three hundred dollars. george walton, who owns a farm to the south of the meeting house, sustained some loss in the destruction of a portion of his oats crop, and of his fences. he estimates the damage inflicted upon him at near three hundred dollars. another property located on the south side of the road, passing through the place from east to west, was that of priscilla walton. her buildings were untouched, but nearly every tree of a thriving young apple orchard on the premises, was destroyed beyond reparation. her fences in the track of the storm were overthrown, and her loss cannot fall short of three hundred dollars. on leaving the village the tempest of wind made a complete wreck of all the buildings on the property of jacob carter, a colored man residing thereon. he was absent from home at the time of the storm, and on returning found that his new house, erected of gravel and cement, was nowhere to be seen. he loses by the storm about seven hundred dollars. we now leave the village of ercildoun, the damage to which i have enumerated with considerable care. we are also reaching a point at which the storm-cloud arose to a higher elevation, and passed above the farms and buildings, extending from susan pierce's property to a point near broad run, one mile west of marshallton. mrs. pierce was also a loser by the tornado. the east gable end of her barn, and also part of one side, though built of stone, fell to the ground when the cloud struck it. her loss, including fences and growing crops, amounts to about two hundred dollars. we now find that the storm-cloud passes to a higher elevation, or disappears, and for eight miles no buildings are touched. it descended in a modified form near broad run, and overturned and destroyed the barn of richard bailey, and leveled his fruit trees, inflicting a damage of about twelve hundred dollars. only one more property was encountered. the buildings of jos. marshall to the north of the strasburg road, were struck. his barn was destroyed and a portion of his house was demolished. he sustained a loss of near eighteen hundred dollars. the end of the track of desolation is now reached. the storm is at an end. the cloud has disappeared, and the story is nearly finished. the loss of property sustained by the persons living along the route of the storm-cloud is put in tabular form at the end of this work. it amounts to over thirty-five thousand dollars. edwin walton, of highland township, who had a good lateral view of the movement and appearance of the tornado, gives the following account of it: as the cyclone or tornado is a phenomenon of such rare occurrence in this part of the country, and having an excellent opportunity of witnessing the one which commenced in the eastern border of lancaster county, and passed through portions of sadsbury, highland, and east fallowfield townships, in chester county, pennsylvania, on the afternoon of july st, , i will endeavor to give as correct a description of it as possible, as it appeared to me. about two o'clock on the afternoon above mentioned, after arousing from a nap, i observed that clouds were gathering and distant thunder was muttering to the north-west. the day was warm, the thermometer indicating a temperature of about deg. fahrenheit, though no heated term (as it is sometimes called) had been experienced; the weather for several days previous having been rather cool and moist for the season. a strong wind was blowing from the south-west, producing (as i have been accustomed to term it) an active condition of the atmosphere, when storms quickly gather, move rapidly, and are apt to be severe, though not of long duration. i walked out into one of the fields and occupied an elevated position that afforded a good opportunity of witnessing what was, unexpectedly, soon to take place. i had been there from a half to three-quarters of an hour, when the gust, which had been gathering to the north-west presented a threatening appearance, a heavy rain apparently passing round to the northward. suddenly, a dark cloud made its appearance to the south-west, forming rapidly from the atmosphere, and moving with the lower current of air, to the northward. as soon as it reached the vicinity of the gust, the usual play of electricity commenced, which is frequently observed when clouds of unequal temperature meet. my attention was soon directed to a constant roaring or boiling noise that suddenly commenced at a point in the heavens to the north-west of me, and near the western extremity of the two clouds, a noise not quite resembling thunder, which, however, i supposed it to be, and said to myself, "can it be that the main body of the storm is in that direction when it looks so much darker and more threatening farther to the north?" for the clouds in the immediate vicinity of the noise were of a light appearance. the constant roaring, however, continued for probably five to eight minutes, when i first observed in the direction whence it proceeded, a dark cloud of smoky appearance rising from the earth and whirling in a terrible manner, with streams of lightning darting in quick succession from different directions into it, and a whitish, funnel-shaped cloud suspended over it. i was considerably startled, remarked that a cyclone was coming, halted a moment to ascertain the direction in which it was traveling, which appeared to be towards me, and started in haste to the house. i soon found that it would pass a little to the north, and would not strike us, though the air was thick with objects nearly overhead, many of which, to an observer at a considerable distance, closely resembled buzzards sailing round. i immediately took my stand on the upper porch at the east end of the house, when an almost uninterrupted view could be had all the way to the village of ercildoun, and here the grandest and most terrible sight that i ever beheld, suddenly burst into view, as the tornado passed from behind the hill north of the house, and crossed the narrow-wooded valley near brinton's mill, on the road leading to coatesville. this spot was heavily set with white-oak timber of good growth, but the moment it was struck by the whirlwind, the sturdy oaks, which had been standing for probably a century, were instantly thrown to the ground, many of them raising tons of earth and stones upon their roots, while others, not willing to leave the soil that had nourished them so long, were broken off at different heights and scattered around in confusion, or carried up in the winding funnel to be dashed from the earth far from where they grew. it is needless to attempt a description of the power exerted by the storm at this point, as many visitors who have been there declare that no description they had of it previously, conveyed any clear idea of the reality, and the mind is utterly powerless to conceive how any force can be generated to move an element so light and soft as the atmosphere we breathe, with such tremendous velocity as that required to produce the effect seen here, and many other places along its line of travel. as it passed from this valley over the hill, in the direction of ercildoun, at a distance of about three-eights of a mile from where i stood, i could distinctly see the branches of trees flying rapidly as they were thrown off by the centrifugal force of the whirl, the center being so densely filled with dust, leaves, etc., and the motion so rapid, that in it nothing could be recognized. it now moved across a cornfield but lately cultivated, belonging to joseph brinton, and here the most terrible-looking sight yet beheld presented itself, for the astonishing quantities of dust rolling upward, together with the dreadful roaring, and the sun almost shining, presented the appearance of a great moving fire, and such many supposed it to be. our nearest neighbors left their house terror-stricken, and came towards ours, believing, the world was on fire and the judgment day had surely come, a belief maintained by others as well as by them, while the horses ran as far as they could get from the frightful object. it could now be distinctly seen that ercildoun lay directly in its pathway, and i was almost horrified to think of such a destructive power moving through a village, for it seemed to a beholder as though no structure erected by human hands could, for a moment, stand before it, and it seems marvellous, considering the destruction done at this place, that not a single human life was lost, and only one in its whole line of about miles travel. the new dwelling house being erected by richard darlington, was about the first in the vicinity to share the fate of destruction, and the moment it was struck the timbers could be seen flying high in the air and scattering in all directions. the next instant the school building was obscured from view, but in a moment reappeared again, showing it to be on the outside of the center, and not in the full force of the storm. after passing through the town and completely destroying many of the buildings, the cone or funnel, which had accompanied the tornado like a dreaded omen, disappeared, showing that the whirling motion of the air had ceased, and the storm for the time being was spent. the rotary movement was to the left, which may be shown by standing upon one heel and turning around in that direction. this was evident from the fact that being on the south side, objects flying off from the center were thrown forward, while to a beholder on the north side, as the storm moved eastward, they were thrown backward. the cone appeared to be a cloud of vapor, nearly white, connecting at the base or upper end with a smooth surface of cloud somewhat darker, and tapering in a slightly concave manner for about two-thirds of its whole length, terminating in a tail of nearly equal thickness, about one-third of the whole length and at a height varying, probably, from to feet from the ground. the upper portion of the cone appeared to move nearly in a straight line, and at a uniform rate of speed, while the tail or lower end was frequently seen to bend considerably in different directions, showing that the storm was somewhat swayed from its true course in passing around the hills or crossing valleys at oblique angles, a fact verified by observation. sometimes it would seem to stop entirely for a few minutes, and then move on faster than before, and was quite as destructive on low ground and in narrow valleys as elsewhere. the appearance of fire frequently spoken of, especially by those toward whom the storm was approaching, i am satisfied was produced by the sunlight against the constantly rising dust, the light being partly transmitted and partly reflected. no rain fell in the track of the storm, but hail stones of large size and in considerably quantity fell in some localities on the north side of it. one remarkable feature observed by those near its passage, was the difference between the wind then blowing and that of ordinary winds, the tornado acting with a drawing or sucking force, trees and other objects seemed to give way more readily than if acted upon by the pushing force of the wind behind them. the size of the central portion, or that in which the power of the storm seemed to be generated, did not appear to be more than to feet in width. one person towards whom it was approaching, and but a short distance off, thought it about the size of a large balloon, though trees, buildings, and other objects, were prostrated for the width of to feet. the tornado of july st has assumed so much importance because of its novelty, and of the scientific points involved in its movements, that its history would be incomplete without some reference to the events which followed it, and which had direct connection with it. the suffering among the poorer classes in the village of ercildoun was of so decided a character, that a meeting was organized and a committee of relief was appointed, composed of the following persons, viz: abraham gibbons, margaretta walton, r. b. ramsey, david young, william webster, charles huston, jr., and b. fredd. this committee undertook the task of raising a sum of money to repair and rebuild the houses of those unable of themselves to do so. after considerable effort, in which the people of the borough of coatesville, and also of west chester and other places, made generous contributions, the sum of nearly two thousand dollars was raised for that purpose. this amount of money was generously distributed among the sufferers in sums varying from one to four hundred dollars, and most of the dwellings of the class referred to have been repaired, or are in course of erection, and erelong the desolate appearance of the place will not exist, and these people will be placed in a position as favorable as they were in before the storm. no relief has been rendered to any of the sufferers from insurance companies, or from any public corporation. after the storm had passed through the village of ercildoun on that sabbath afternoon, a tide of visitors set in, entirely unprecedented in this part of the country. the sun shone out beautifully; a terrible scene of desolation was spread out in every direction, buildings on every hand having been either blown away or overthrown; fences nowhere; the grass apparently parched and destroyed; trees filling all the roads and pathways; the _debris_ of dwellings spread over all the fields; animals gasping for breath or dying; crops shorn to a level with the ground, and human beings running in every direction. before evening had come, upwards of a thousand people were gazing with astonishment at the scene; carriages and vehicles of all descriptions were to be seen. on the following day, in fact, during the whole of the next three weeks, the number of visitors did not seem to diminish. on july th, the sabbath after the storm, it is estimated that the number was swelled to five thousand. all the roads leading to ercildoun were absolutely obstructed with vehicles. reporters for the press, artists for the illustrated papers, and photographers, were busily attending to their duties. some of these visitors came in the interest of science, others to extend sympathy and aid to the sufferers, but the great mass of them came with no such purpose. they gazed upon the scene as they would upon a great natural curiosity, and gave the subject little profound thought. they regarded it as a grand "show," and were certainly well repaid for their many miles of travel thither. the citizens of the village kept watch for a few days to prevent pilfering, but were not entirely successful, as many valuables were stolen. it is estimated that about fifteen thousand people visited the ruins in and around ercildoun. the damage done to the seminary property at ercildoun--amounting to one-fourth of the injury along the whole track of the storm--was so great, and the general outlook upon the lawn--in which most of the trees were either overthrown, broken off, or otherwise injured--was of so unfavorable a character, that it was deemed best by the proprietor to change its location. he purchased a valuable property containing twenty-six acres of land and very fine improvements, in the vicinity of the borough of west chester, twelve miles east of its former location. additional buildings of the most approved character were erected thereon, and its capacity for a young ladies' seminary or boarding school, is greater than it was at ercildoun, and it is believed that some advantages of a decided character will accrue to it in consequence of it being more easy of access, and of its close proximity to one of the most beautiful towns in the state of pennsylvania. the story of the great storm seems now to be fully told. it is one of the phenomena of the century. it has no rival or parallel in this latitude. its track was extremely narrow, not more than two hundred yards in width, yet it destroyed nearly forty thousand dollars worth of property, principally in buildings. we may never see the like again, but those of us that endured its terrors and suffered its losses, will never forget it. the storm-cloud, in its long journey of twenty-two miles, killed but one person and severely injured three others, but it imperiled the lives of several hundred, who are justly thankful for their narrow escape from death. we have not been accustomed to fear much the thunder, the lightning and the storms of heaven. that calm sabbath july afternoon has, however, reminded us that a passing cloud may be lashed into the wildest fury and deal out death and destruction on every hand. whilst we cannot foolishly regard this storm as a dispensation of providence, as some have said, but rather the wild fury of the elements, acting according to fixed laws, we are, nevertheless, impressed with the dangers to human life on every hand, and with the power of god as he carries out his laws, irrespective of man's wishes or expectations. estimated loss from the tornado. jos. d. pownell, $ elwood pownell, robert johnston, thos. bonsall, jr., building association of w. c., frank paxson, madison irvin, wayne woodland, robert bradford, william cephas, henry miller, michael mcguigan, john murphy, ezekiel young, geo. paxson, mrs. fulton, chas. hennings, vincent rice, samuel jackson, dr. murphy, penn'a & del. r. r., william hamill, joseph brinton, elisha phipps, thomas shields, richard darlington, jr., cyrus coates, elizabeth meredith, lewis miller, junius richardson, jas. & wm. long, william harvey, fallowfield meeting house, geo. walton, priscilla walton, jacob carter, susan pierce, richard bailey, joseph marshall, --------- $ produced from scans of public domain material produced by microsoft for their live search books site.) [illustration: chester rand horatio alger jr.] chester rand or the new path to fortune by horatio alger, jr. author of "andy grant's pluck," "sink or swim," "adrift in new york." new york hurst & company publishers transcriber's note: minor typographical errors have been corrected without note. dialect spellings, contractions and discrepancies have been retained. the table of contents was not contained in the book and has been created for the convenience of the reader. contents chapter i. silas tripp ii. out of work iii. a noteworthy evening iv. a dying gift v. chester's first success vi. robert ramsay vii. silas tripp makes a discovery viii. a scene in the grocery store ix. new plans for chester x. a railroad acquaintance xi. chester's first experiences in new york xii. a real estate office xiii. mr. mullins, the bookkeeper xiv. the tables turned xv. a plot against chester xvi. prof. hazlitt at home xvii. chester takes a lesson in boxing xviii. dick ralston xix. mr. fairchild leaves the city xx. paul perkins, of minneapolis xxi. mr. perkins makes an acquaintance xxii. dick ralston's father xxiii. chester is discharged xxiv. introduces mr. sharpleigh, the detective xxv. chester meets another artist xxvi. a stranger in new york xxvii. mr. tripp is disappointed xxviii. prof. nugent xxix. mr. fairchild's telegram xxx. the attempted robbery xxxi. a day of surprises xxxii. edward granger xxxiii. a friend from oregon xxxiv. after a year xxxv. preparing for the journey xxxvi. a great surprise xxxvii. david mullins again xxxviii. abner trimble's plot xxxix. making a will xl. an unexpected surprise xli. conclusion chester rand. chapter i. silas tripp. probably the best known citizen of wyncombe, a small town nestling among the pennsylvania mountains, was silas tripp. he kept the village store, occasionally entertained travelers, having three spare rooms, was town treasurer, and conspicuous in other local offices. the store was in the center of the village, nearly opposite the principal church--there were two--and here it was that the townspeople gathered to hear and discuss the news. silas tripp had one assistant, a stout, pleasant-looking boy of fifteen, who looked attractive, despite his well-worn suit. chester rand was the son of a widow, who lived in a tiny cottage about fifty rods west of the presbyterian church, of which, by the way, silas tripp was senior deacon, for he was a leader in religious as well as secular affairs. chester's father had died of pneumonia about four years before the story commences, leaving his widow the cottage and about two hundred and fifty dollars. this sum little by little had melted, and a month previous the last dollar had been spent for the winter's supply of coal. mrs. rand had earned a small income by plain sewing and binding shoes for a shoe shop in the village, but to her dismay the announcement had just been made that the shop would close through the winter on account of the increased price of leather and overproduction during the year. "what shall we do, chester?" she asked, in alarm, when the news came. "we can't live on your salary, and i get very little sewing to do." "no, mother," said chester, his own face reflecting her anxiety; "we can't live on three dollars a week." "i have been earning two dollars by binding shoes," said mrs. rand. "it has been hard enough to live on five dollars a week, but i don't know how we can manage on three." "i'll tell you what i'll do, mother. i'll ask mr. tripp to raise my pay to four dollars a week." "but will he do it? he is a very close man, and always pleading poverty." "but i happen to know that he has ten thousand dollars invested in pennsylvania railroad stock. i overheard him saying so to mr. gardner." "ten thousand dollars! it seems a fortune!" sighed mrs. rand. "why do some people have so much and others so little?" "it beats me, mother. but i don't think either of us would exchange places with silas tripp with all his money. by the way, mother, mr. tripp is a widower. why don't you set your cap for him?" mrs. rand smiled, as her imagination conjured up the weazened and wrinkled face of the village storekeeper, with his gray hair standing up straight on his head like a natural pompadour. "if you want mr. tripp for a stepfather," she said, "i will see what i can do to ingratiate myself with him." "no, a thousand times no!" replied chester, with a shudder. "i'd rather live on one meal a day than have you marry him." "i agree with you, chester. we will live for each other, and hope for something to turn up." "i hope the first thing to turn up will be an increase of salary. to-morrow is new year's day, and it will be a good time to ask." accordingly, that evening, just as the store was about to close, chester gathered up courage and said: "mr. tripp." "well, that's my name," said silas, looking over his iron-bowed spectacles. "to-morrow is new year's day." "what if 'tis? i reckon i knew that without your tellin' me." "i came here last new year's day. i've been here a year." "what if you have?" "and i thought perhaps you might be willing to raise my salary to four dollars a week," continued chester, hurriedly. "oho, that's what you're after, is it?" said silas, grimly. "you think i'm made of money, i reckon. now, don't you?" "no, i don't; but, mr. tripp, mother and i find it very hard to get along, really we do. she won't have any more shoes to bind for three months to come, on account of the shoe shop's closing." "it's going to hurt me, too," said silas, with a frown. "when one business suspends it affects all the rest. i'll have mighty hard work to make both ends meet." this struck chester as ludicrous, but he did not feel inclined to laugh. here was silas tripp gathering in trade from the entire village and getting not a little in addition from outlying towns, complaining that he would find it hard to make both ends meet, though everyone said that he did not spend one-third of his income. on the whole, things did not look very encouraging. "perhaps," he said, nervously, "you would raise me to three dollars and a half?" "what is the boy thinkin' of? you must think i'm made of money. why, three dollars is han'some pay for what little you do." "why, i work fourteen hours a day," retorted chester. "i'm afraid you're gettin' lazy. boys shouldn't complain of their work. the fact is, chester, i feel as if i was payin' you too much." "too much! three dollars a week too much!" "too much, considerin' the state of business, and yourself bein' a boy. i've been meanin' to tell you that i've got a chance to get a cheaper boy." "who is it?" asked chester, in dismay. "it's abel wood. abel wood is every mite as big and strong as you are, and he come round last evenin' and said he'd work for two dollars and a quarter a week." "i couldn't work for that," said chester. "i don't mind bein' generous, considerin' you've been working for me more than a year. i'll give you two dollars and a half. that's twenty-five cents more'n the wood boy is willin' to take." "abel wood doesn't know anything about store work." "i'll soon learn him. sitooated as i am, i feel that i must look after every penny," and mr. tripp's face looked meaner and more weazened than ever as he fixed his small, bead-like eyes on his boy clerk. "then i guess i'll have to leave you, mr. tripp," said chester, with a deep feeling of disgust and dismay. "do just as you like," said his employer. "you're onreasonable to expect to get high pay when business is dull." "high pay!" repeated chester, bitterly. "three dollars a week!" "it's what i call high pay. when i was a boy, i only earned two dollars a week." "money would go further when you were a boy." "yes, it did. boys wasn't so extravagant in them days." "i don't believe you were ever extravagant, mr. tripp," said chester, with a tinge of sarcasm which his employer didn't detect. "no, i wasn't. i don't want to brag, but i never spent a cent foolishly. do you know how much money i spent the first three months i was at work?" "a dollar?" guessed chester. "a dollar!" repeated mr. tripp, in a tone of disapproval. "no, i only spent thirty-seven cents." "then i don't wonder you got rich," said chester, with a curl of the lip. "i ain't rich," said silas tripp, cautiously. "who told you i was?" "everybody says so." "then everybody is wrong. i'm a leetle 'forehanded, that's all." "i've heard people say you could afford to give up work and live on the interest of your money." silas tripp held up his hands as if astounded. "'tain't so," he said, sharply. "if i gave up business, i'd soon be in the poorhouse. well, what do you say? will you stay along and work for two dollars and a half a week?" "i couldn't do it," said chester, troubled. "all right! it's jest as you say. your week ends to-morrow night. if you see abel wood, you can tell him i want to see him." "i will," answered chester, bitterly. as he walked home he felt very despondent. wouldn't it have been better, he asked himself, to accept reduced wages than to give up his job? it would have been hard enough to attempt living on two dollars and a half a week, but that was better than no income at all. and yet, it looked so mean in silas tripp to present such an alternative, when he was abundantly able to give him the increase he asked for. "i must tell mother and see what she thinks about it," he said to himself. chapter ii. out of work. chester had a talk with his mother that evening. she felt indignant at silas tripp's meanness, but advised chester to remain in the store for the present. "i'd rather work anywhere else for two dollars," said chester, bitterly. it would be humiliating enough to accept the reduction, but he felt that duty to his mother required the sacrifice. he started on his way to the store in the morning, prepared to notify mr. tripp that he would remain, but he found that it was too late. just before he reached the store, he met abel wood, a loose-jointed, towheaded boy, with a stout body and extraordinarily long legs, who greeted him with a grin. "i'm goin' to work in your place monday mornin'," he said. "has mr. tripp spoken to you?" asked chester, his heart sinking. "yes, he said you was goin' to leave. what's up?" "mr. tripp cut down my wages," said chester. "i couldn't work for two dollars and a half." "he's only goin' to give me two and a quarter." "you can afford to work for that. your father's got steady work." "yes, but all the same i'll ask for more in a few weeks. where are you goin' to work?" "i don't know yet," answered chester, sadly. "it's awful hard to get a place in wyncombe." "i suppose it is. i hope something will turn up." he tried to speak hopefully, but there was very little hope in his heart. he went about his work in a mechanical way, but neglected nothing. when the time came for the store to close, silas tripp took three dollars from the drawer and handed it to him, saying: "there's your wages, chester. i expect it's the last i'll pay you." "yes, sir, i suppose so." "i don't know how i'll like the wood boy. he hain't no experience." "he'll get it, sir." "if you want to stay for two and a quarter--the same i'm going to give him--i'll tell him i've changed my mind." "no, sir; it wouldn't be right to put him off now. i guess i'll get something else to do." he turned and left the store, walking with a slower step than usual. his heart was heavy, for he felt that, poorly as they lived hitherto, they must live more poorly still in the days to come. he reached home at last, and put the three dollars in his mother's hands. "i don't know when i shall have any more money to give you, mother," he said. "it looks dark, chester, but the lord reigns. he will still be our friend." there was something in these simple words that cheered chester, and a weight seemed lifted from his heart. he felt that they were not quite friendless, and that there was still one, kinder and more powerful than any earthly friend, to whom they could look for help. when monday morning came he rose at the usual hour and breakfasted. "i'll go out and take a walk, mother," he said. "perhaps i may find some work somewhere." almost unconsciously, he took the familiar way to the store, and paused at a little distance from it. he saw abel come out with some packages to carry to a customer. it pained him to see another boy in his place, and he turned away with a sigh. during the night four or five inches of snow had fallen. this gave him an idea. as he came to the house of the misses cleveland, two maiden sisters who lived in a small cottage set back fifty feet from the road, he opened the gate and went up to the front door. miss jane cleveland opened it for him. "good-morning, chester," she said. "good-morning, miss cleveland. i thought you might want to get a path shoveled to the gate." "so i would; hannah tried to do it last time it snowed, but she caught an awful cold. but ain't you working up at the store?" "not now. mr. tripp cut down my wages, and i left." "do tell. have you got another place?" "not just yet. i thought i'd do any little jobs that came along till i got one." "that's right. what'll you charge to shovel a path?" chester hesitated. "fifteen cents," he answered, at last. "i'll give you ten. money's skerce." chester reflected that he could probably do the job in half an hour, and he accepted. it cheered him to think he was earning something, however small. he worked with a will, and in twenty-five minutes the work was done. "you're spry," said jane cleveland, when he brought the shovel to the door. "it took hannah twice as long, and she didn't do it as well." "it isn't the kind of work for ladies," replied chester. "wait till i fetch the money." miss cleveland went into the house, and returned with a nickel and four pennies. "i'm reely ashamed," she said. "i'll have to owe you a cent. but here's a mince pie i've just baked. take it home to your ma. maybe it'll come handy. i'll try to think of the other cent next time you come along." "don't trouble yourself about it, miss cleveland. the pie is worth a good deal more than the cent. mother'll be very much obliged to you." "she's very welcome, i'm sure," said the kindly spinster. "i hope you'll get work soon, chester." "thank you." chester made his way homeward, as he did not care to carry the pie about with him. his mother looked at him in surprise as he entered the house. "what have you there, chester?" she asked. "a pie from miss cleveland." "but how came she to give you a pie?" "i shoveled a path for her, and she gave me a pie and ten cents--no, nine. so you see, mother, i've earned something this week." "i take it as a good omen. a willing hand will generally find work to do." "how are you off for wood, mother?" "there is some left, chester." "i'll go out in the yard and work at the wood pile till dinner time. then this afternoon i will go out again and see if i can find some more paths to shovel." but chester was not destined to earn any more money that day. as a general thing, the village people shoveled their own paths, and would regard hiring such work done as sinful extravagance. chester did, however, find some work to do. about half-past three he met abel wood tugging a large basket, filled with groceries, to the minister's house. he had set it down, and was resting his tired arms when chester came along. "give me a lift with this basket, chester, that's a good fellow," said abel. chester lifted it. "yes, it is heavy," he said. "the minister's got some company," went on abel, "and he's given an extra large order." "how do you like working in the store, abel?" "it's hard work, harder than i thought." "but remember what a magnificent salary you will get," said chester, with a smile. "it ain't half enough. say, chester, old tripp is rich, ain't he?" "i should call myself rich if i had his money." "he's a miserly old hunks, then, to give me such small pay." "don't let him hear you say so." "i'll take care of that. come, you'll help me, won't you?" "yes," answered chester, good-naturedly; "i might as well, as i have nothing else to do." between the two the basket was easily carried. in a short time they had reached the minister's house. they took the basket around to the side door, just as mr. morris, the minister, came out, accompanied by a young man, who was evidently a stranger in the village, as chester did not remember having seen him before. "chester," said the minister, kindly, "how does it happen that you have an assistant to-day?" "i am the assistant, mr. morris. abel is mr. tripp's new boy." "indeed, i am surprised to hear that. when did you leave the store?" "last saturday night." "have you another place?" "not yet." "are you at leisure this afternoon?" "yes, sir." "then perhaps you will walk around with my friend, mr. conrad, and show him the village. i was going with him, but i have some writing to do, and you will do just as well." "i shall be very happy to go with mr. conrad," said chester, politely. "and i shall be very glad to have you," said the young man, with a pleasant smile. "come back to supper, chester," said the minister; "that is, if your mother can spare you." "thank you, sir. i suppose you will be able to carry back the empty basket, abel," added chester, as his successor emerged from the side door, relieved of his burden. "i guess so," answered abel, with a grin. "i was never in wyncombe before," began mr. conrad, "though i am a second cousin of your minister, mr. morris. i have to go away to-morrow morning, and wish to see a little of the town while i am here." "where do you live, mr. conrad?" "in the city of new york." "are you a minister, too?" "oh, no!" laughed the young man. "i am in a very different business. i am an artist--in a small way. i make sketches for books and magazines." "and does that pay?" "fairly well. i earn a comfortable living." "i didn't know one could get money for making pictures. i like to draw, myself." "i will see what you can do this evening; that is, if you accept my cousin's invitation." before the walk was over chester had become much interested in his new friend. he listened eagerly to his stories of the great city, and felt that life must be much better worth living there than in wyncombe. chapter iii. a noteworthy evening. chester enjoyed his supper. mr. morris, though a minister, had none of the starched dignity that many of his profession think it necessary to assume. he was kindly and genial, with a pleasant humor that made him agreeable company for the young as well as the old. mr. conrad spoke much of new york and his experiences there, and chester listened to him eagerly. "you have never been to new york, chester?" said the young artist. "no, sir, but i have read about it--and dreamed about it. sometime i hope to go there." "i think that is the dream of every country boy. well, it is the country boys that make the most successful men." "how do you account for that, herbert?" asked the minister. "generally they have been brought up to work, and work more earnestly than the city boys." when the supper table was cleared, mr. conrad took from his valise two or three of the latest issues of _puck_, _judge_ and _life_. he handed them to chester, who looked over them eagerly. "do you ever contribute to these papers, mr. conrad?" he asked. "yes; here is a sketch in _judge_, and another in _life_, which i furnished." "and do you get good pay for them?" "i received ten dollars for each." chester's eyes opened with surprise. "why," he said, "they are small. it couldn't have taken you long to draw them." "probably half an hour for each one." "and you received ten dollars each?" "yes, but don't gauge such work by the time it takes. it is the idea that is of value. the execution is a minor matter." chester looked thoughtful. "i should like to be an artist," he said, after a pause. "won't you give me a specimen of your work? you have seen mine." "i have not done any comic work, but i think i could." "here is a piece of drawing paper. now, let me see what you can do." chester leaned his head on his hand and began to think. he was in search of an idea. the young artist watched him with interest. at last his face brightened up. he seized the pencil, and began to draw rapidly. in twenty minutes he handed the paper to mr. conrad. the latter looked at it in amazement. "why, you are an artist," he said. "i had no idea you were capable of such work." "i am glad you like it," said chester, much pleased. "how long have you been drawing?" "ever since i can remember. i used to make pictures in school on my slate. some of them got me into trouble with the teacher." "i can imagine it, if you caricatured him. did you ever take lessons?" "no; there was no one in wyncombe to teach me. but i got hold of a drawing book once, and that helped me." "do you know what i am going to do with this sketch of yours?" chester looked an inquiry. "i will take it to new york with me, and see if i can dispose of it." "i am afraid it won't be of much use, mr. conrad. i am only a boy." "if a sketch is good, it doesn't matter how old or young an artist is." "i should like very much to get something for it. even fifty cents would be acceptable." "you hold your talent cheap, chester," said mr. conrad, with a smile. "i shall certainly ask more than that for it, as i don't approve of cheapening artistic labor." the rest of the evening passed pleasantly. when chester rose to go, mr. conrad said: "take these papers, chester. you can study them at your leisure, and if any happy thoughts or brilliant ideas come to you, dash them off and send them to me. i might do something with them." "thank you, sir. what is your address?" "number one ninety-nine west thirty-fourth street. well, good-by. i am glad to have met you. sometime you may be an artist." chester flushed with pride, and a new hope rose in his breast. he had always enjoyed drawing, but no one had ever encouraged him in it. even his mother thought of it only as a pleasant diversion for him. as to its bringing him in money, the idea had never occurred to him. it seemed wonderful, indeed, that a little sketch, the work of half an hour, should bring ten dollars. why compare with this the hours of toil in a grocery store--seventy, at least--which had been necessary to earn the small sum of three dollars. for the first time chester began to understand the difference between manual and intelligent labor. it was ten o'clock when chester left the minister's house--a late hour in wyncombe--and he had nearly reached his own modest home before he met anyone. then he overtook a man of perhaps thirty, thinly clad and shivering in the bitter, wintry wind. he was a stranger, evidently, for chester knew everyone in the village, and he was tempted to look back. the young man, encouraged perhaps by this evidence of interest, spoke, hurriedly: "do you know," he asked, "where i can get a bed for the night?" "mr. tripp has a few rooms that he lets to strangers. he is the storekeeper." the young man laughed, but there was no merriment in the laugh. "oh, yes. i know silas tripp," he said. "then you have been in wyncombe before?" "i never lived here, but i know silas tripp better than i want to. he is my uncle." "your uncle!" exclaimed chester, in surprise. "yes, i am his sister's son. my name is walter bruce." "then i should think your uncle's house was the place for you." "i have no money to pay for a bed." "but, if you are a relation----" "that makes no difference to silas tripp. he has no love for poor relations. you don't know him very well." "i ought to, for i have worked for him in the store for a year." "i didn't see you in there this evening." "i left him last saturday evening. there is another boy there now." "why did you leave him?" "because he wanted to cut down my wages from three dollars to two dollars and a quarter." "just like uncle silas. i see you know him." "have you seen him since you came to wyncombe?" "i was in the store this evening." "did you make yourself known to him?" "yes." "didn't he invite you to spend the night in the house?" "not he. he saw by my dress that i was poor, and gave me a lecture on my shiftless ways." "still he might have taken care of you for one night." "he wouldn't. he told me he washed his hands of me." chester looked sober. he was shocked by silas tripp's want of humanity. "you asked me where you could find a bed," he said. "come home with me, and i can promise you shelter for one night, at least." "thank you, boy," said bruce, grasping chester's hand. "you have a heart. but--perhaps your parents might object." "i have no father. my mother is always ready to do a kind act." "then i will accept your kind offer. i feared i should have to stay out all night." "and without an overcoat," said chester, compassionately. "yes, i had to part with my overcoat long since. i could not afford such a luxury. i suppose you understand!" "you sold it?" "no, i pawned it. i didn't get much for it--only three dollars, but it would be as easy for me to take the church and move it across the street as to redeem it." "you appear to have been unfortunate." "yes. fortune and i are at odds. yet i ought to have some money." "how's that?" "when my mother died uncle silas acted as executor of her estate. it was always supposed that she had some money--probably from two to three thousand dollars--but when uncle silas rendered in his account it had dwindled to one hundred and twenty-five dollars. of course that didn't last me long." "do you think that he acted wrongfully?" asked chester, startled. "do i think so? i have no doubt of it. you know money is his god." "yet to cheat his own nephew would be so base." "is there anything too base for such a man to do to get money?" the young man spoke bitterly. by this time they had reached chester's home. his mother was still up. she looked up in surprise at her son's companion. "mother," said chester, "this is mr. bruce. do you think we can give him a bed?" "why, certainly," replied mrs. rand, cordially. "have you had supper, sir?" "i wouldn't like to trouble you, ma'am." "it will be no trouble. i can make some tea in five minutes. chester, take out the bread and butter and cold meat from the closet." so before he went to bed the homeless wayfarer was provided with a warm meal, and the world seemed brighter and more cheerful to him. chapter iv. a dying gift. in the morning walter bruce came down to breakfast looking pale and sick. he had taken a severe cold from scanty clothing and exposure to the winter weather. "you have a hard cough, mr. bruce," said mrs. rand, in a tone of sympathy. "yes, madam; my lungs were always sensitive." when breakfast was over he took his hat and prepared to go. "i thank you very much for your kind hospitality," he began. then he was attacked by a fit of coughing. "where are you going. mr. bruce?" asked chester. "i don't know," he answered, despondently. "i came to wyncombe to see my uncle silas, but he will have nothing to say to me." chester and his mother exchanged looks. the same thought was in the mind of each. "stay with us a day or two," said mrs. rand. "you are not fit to travel. you need rest and care." "but i shall be giving you a great deal of trouble." "we shall not consider it such," said mrs. rand. "then i will accept your kind offer, for indeed i am very unwell." before the end of the day the young man was obliged to go to bed, and a doctor was summoned. bruce was pronounced to have a low fever, and to be quite unfit to travel. mrs. rand and chester began to feel anxious. their hearts were filled with pity for the young man, but how could they bear the expense which this sickness would entail upon them? "silas tripp is his uncle," said mrs. rand. "he ought to contribute the expense of his sickness." "i will go and see him," said chester. so he selected a time when business would be slack in the store, and called in. he found mr. trip in a peevish mood. "how are you, chester?" he said. "i wish you was back." "why, mr. tripp? you've got abel wood in my place." "he ain't of much account," grumbled silas. "what do you think he done this mornin'?" "i don't know, sir." "he smashed two dozen eggs, and eggs twenty-two cents a dozen. but i'll take it out of his salary. he's dreadful awkward, that boy!" "poor abel!" thought chester. "i am afraid he won't have much salary coming to him at the end of the week." "you never broke no eggs while you was here, chester." "no; i don't think i did." "you'd ought to have stayed." "i couldn't stay on the salary you offered. but, mr. tripp, i've come here on business." "hey? what about?" "your nephew, walter bruce, is staying at our house." "is he?" returned silas tripp, indifferently. "and he is sick." "i don't feel no interest in him," said silas, doggedly. "are you willing to pay his expenses? he has no money." "no, i ain't," snarled silas. "ef you take him you take him at your own risk." "you wouldn't have us turn him into the street?" said chester, indignantly. "you can do as you like. it ain't no affair of mine. i s'pose he sent you here." "no, he didn't; and i wouldn't have come if we had been better fixed. but we haven't enough money to live on ourselves." "then tell him to go away. i never wanted him to come to wyncombe." "it seems to me you ought to do something for your own nephew." "i can't support all my relations, and i won't," said silas, testily. "it ain't no use talkin'. walter bruce is shif'less and lazy, or he'd take care of himself. i ain't no call to keep him." "then you won't do anything for him? even two dollars a week would help him very much." "two dollars a week!" ejaculated silas. "you must think i am made of money. why, two dollars a week would make a hundred and four dollars a year." "that wouldn't be much for a man of your means, mr. tripp." "you talk foolish, chester. i have to work hard for a livin'. if i helped all my shif'less relations i'd end my days in the poorhouse." "i don't think you'll go there from that cause," chester could not help saying. "i guess not. i ain't a fool. let every tub stand on its own bottom, i say. but i won't be too hard. here's twenty-five cents," and silas took a battered quarter from the money drawer. "take it and use it careful." "i think we will try to get along without it," said chester, with a curl of the lip. "i'm afraid you can't afford it." "do just as you like," said silas, putting back the money with a sigh of relief, "but don't say i didn't offer to do something for walter." "no; i will tell him how much you offered to give." "that's a queer boy," said mr. tripp, as chester left the store. "seems to want me to pay all walter bruce's expenses. what made him come to wyncombe to get sick? he'd better have stayed where he lived, and then he'd have had a claim to go to the poorhouse. he can't live on me, i tell him that. them rands are foolish to take him in. they're as poor as poverty themselves, and now they've taken in a man who ain't no claim on them. i expect they thought they'd get a good sum out of me for boardin' him. there's a great many onrasonable people in the world." "i will go and see mr. morris, the minister," decided the perplexed chester. "he will tell me what to do." accordingly he called on the minister and unfolded the story to sympathetic ears. "you did right, chester," said mr. morris. "the poor fellow was fortunate to fall into your hands. but won't it be too much for your mother?" "it's the expense i am thinking of, mr. morris. you know i have lost my situation, and mother has no shoes to bind." "i can help you, chester. a rich lady of my acquaintance sends me a hundred dollars every year to bestow in charity. i will devote a part of this to the young man whom you have so kindly taken in, say at the rate of eight dollars a week." "that will make us feel easy," said chester gratefully. "how much do you think his uncle offered me?" "i am surprised that he should have offered anything." "he handed me twenty-five cents, but i told him i thought we could get along without it." "and you will. silas tripp has a small soul, hardly worth saving. he has made money his god, and serves his chosen deity faithfully." "i wouldn't change places with him for all his wealth." "some day you may be as rich as he, but i hope, if you are, you will use your wealth better." at the beginning of the third week walter bruce became suddenly worse. his constitution was fragile, and the disease had undermined his strength. the doctor looked grave. "do you think i shall pull through, doctor?" asked the young man. "while there is life there is hope, mr. bruce." "that means that the odds are against me?" "yes, i am sorry to say that you are right." walter bruce looked thoughtful. "i don't think i care much for life," he said. "i have had many disappointments, and i know that at the best i could never be strong and enjoy life as most of my age do--i am resigned." "how old are you, walter?" asked chester. "twenty-nine. it is a short life." "is there anyone you would wish me to notify if the worst comes?" "no, i have scarcely a relative--except silas tripp," he added, with a bitter smile. "you have no property to dispose of by will?" asked the doctor. "yes," was the unexpected answer, "but i shall not make a will. a will may be contested. i will give it away during my life." chester and the doctor looked surprised. they thought the other might refer to a ring or some small article. "i want everything to be legal," resumed bruce. "is there a lawyer in the village?" "yes, lawyer gardener." "send for him. i shall feel easier when i have attended to this last duty." within half an hour the lawyer was at his bedside. "in the inside pocket of my coat," said walter bruce, "you will find a document. it is the deed of five lots in the town of tacoma, in washington territory. i was out there last year, and having a little money, bought the lots for a song. they are worth very little now, but some time they may be of value." "to whom do you wish to give them?" asked mr. gardner. "to this boy," answered bruce, looking affectionately toward chester. "he and his have been my best friends." "but your uncle--he is a relative!" suggested chester. "he has no claim upon me. lawyer, make out a deed of gift of these lots to chester rand, and i will sign it." the writing was completed, bruce found strength to sign it, and then sank back exhausted. two days later he died. of course the eight dollars a week from the minister's fund ceased to be paid to the rands. chester had not succeeded in obtaining work. to be sure he had the five lots in tacoma, but he who had formerly owned them had died a pauper. the outlook was very dark. chapter v. chester's first success. chester and his mother and a few friends attended the funeral of walter bruce. silas tripp was too busy at the store to pay this parting compliment to his nephew. he expressed himself plainly about the folly of the rands in "runnin' into debt for a shif'less fellow" who had no claim upon them. "if they expect me to pay the funeral expenses they're mistaken," he added, positively. "i ain't no call to do it, and i won't do it." but he was not asked to defray the expenses of the simple funeral. it was paid for out of the minister's charitable fund. "some time i will pay you back the money, mr. morris," said chester. "i am mr. bruce's heir, and it is right that i should pay." "very well, chester. if your bequest amounts to anything i will not object. i hope for your sake that the lots may become valuable." "i don't expect it, mr. morris. will you be kind enough to take care of the papers for me?" "certainly, chester. i will keep them with my own papers." at this time tacoma contained only four hundred inhabitants. the northern pacific railroad had not been completed, and there was no certainty when it would be. so chester did not pay much attention or give much thought to his western property, but began to look round anxiously for something to do. during the sickness of walter bruce he had given up his time to helping his mother and the care of the sick man. the money received from the minister enabled him to do this. now the weekly income had ceased, and it became a serious question what he should do to bring in an income. he had almost forgotten his meeting with herbert conrad, the young artist, when the day after the funeral he received a letter in an unknown hand, addressed to "master chester rand, wyncombe, new york." as he opened it, his eyes opened wide with surprise and joy, when two five-dollar bills fluttered to the ground, for he had broken the seal in front of the post office. he read the letter eagerly. it ran thus: "dear chester:--i am glad to say that i have sold your sketch for ten dollars to one of the papers i showed you at wyncombe. if you have any others ready, send them along. try to think up some bright, original idea, and illustrate it in your best style. then send to me. "your sincere friend, herbert." chester hardly knew whether he was standing on his head or his heels. it seems almost incredible that a sketch which he had dashed off in twenty minutes should bring in such a magnificent sum. and for the first time it dawned upon him he was an artist. fifty dollars gained in any other way would not have given him so much satisfaction. why, it was only three weeks that he had been out of a place, and he had received more than he would have been paid in that time by mr. tripp. he decided to tell no one of his good luck but his mother and the minister. if he were fortunate enough to earn more, the neighbors might wonder as they pleased about the source of his supplies. the money came at the right time, for his mother needed some articles at the store. he concluded to get them on the way home. silas tripp was weighing out some sugar for a customer when chester entered. silas eyed him sharply, and was rather surprised to find him cheerful and in good spirits. "how's your mother this mornin', chester?" asked the grocer. "pretty well, thank you, mr. tripp." "are you doin' anything yet?" "there doesn't seem to be much work to do in wyncombe," answered chester, noncommittally. "you was foolish to leave a stiddy job at the store." "i couldn't afford to work for the money you offered me." "two dollars and a quarter is better than nothin'. i would have paid you two and a half. i like you better than that wood boy. is your mother workin'?" "she is doing a little sewing, but she had no time for that with a sick man in the house." "i don't see what made you keep a man that was no kith or kin to you." "would you have had us put him into the street, mr. tripp?" "i'd have laid the matter before the selec'-men, and got him into the poorhouse." "well, it is all over now, and i'm not sorry that we cared for the poor fellow. i would like six pounds of sugar and two of butter." "you ain't goin' to run a bill, be you?" asked silas, cautiously. "i can't afford to trust out any more." "we don't owe you anything, do we, mr. tripp?" "no; but i thought mebbe----" "i will pay for the articles," said chester, briefly. when he tendered the five-dollar bill silas tripp looked amazed. "where did you get so much money?" he gasped. "isn't it a good bill?" asked chester. "why, yes, but----" "i think that is all you have a right to ask," said chester, firmly. "it can't make any difference to you where it came from." "i thought you were poor," said mr. tripp. "so we are." "but it seems strange that you should have so much money." "five dollars isn't much money, mr. tripp." then a sudden idea came to silas tripp, and he paused in weighing out the butter. "did my nephew leave any money?" he asked, sharply. "yes, sir." "then i lay claim to it. i'm his only relation, and it is right that i should have it." "you shall have it if you will pay the expense of his illness." "humph! how much did he leave?" "thirty-seven cents." mr. tripp looked discomfited. "you can keep it," he said, magnanimously. "i don't lay no claim to it." "thank you," returned chester, gravely. "then this five-dollar bill didn't come from him?" "how could it? he hadn't as much money in the world." "he was a shif'less man. 'a rolling stone gathers no moss,'" observed mr. tripp, in a moralizing tone. "you haven't been a rolling stone, mr. tripp." "no; i've stuck to the store year in and year out for thirty-five years. i ain't had more'n three days off in that time." "if i had your money, mr. tripp, i'd go off and enjoy myself." "what, and leave the store?" said silas, aghast at the thought. "you could hire some one to run it." "i wouldn't find much left when i came back; no, i must stay at home and attend to business. do your folks go to bed early, chester?" "not before ten," answered chester, in some surprise. "then i'll call this evenin' after the store is closed." "very well, sir. you'll find us up." the idea had occurred to mr. tripp that mrs. rand must be very short of money, and might be induced to dispose of her place at a largely reduced figure. it would be a good-paying investment for him, and he was not above taking advantage of a poor widow's necessities. of course neither mrs. rand nor chester had any idea of his motives or intentions, and they awaited his visit with considerable curiosity. about fifteen minutes after nine a shuffling was heard at the door, there was a knock, and a minute later chester admitted the thin and shriveled figure of silas tripp. "good-evening, mr. tripp," said mrs. rand, politely. "good-evenin', ma'am, i thought i'd call in and inquire how you were gettin' along." "thank you, mr. tripp, for the interest you show in our affairs. we are not doing very well, as you may imagine." "so i surmised, ma'am. so i surmised." "it can't be possible he is going to offer us a loan," thought chester. "you've got a tidy little place here, ma'am. it isn't mortgaged, i rec'on." "no, sir." "why don't you sell it? you need the money, and you might hire another house, or pay rent for this." "do you know of anyone that wants to buy it, mr. tripp?" "mebbe i'd buy it myself, jest to help you along," answered silas, cautiously. "how much would you be willing to give?" put in chester. "well, i calculate--real estate's very low at present--three hundred and fifty dollars would be a fair price." mrs. rand looked amazed. "three hundred and fifty dollars!" she ejaculated. "why, it is worth at least seven hundred." "you couldn't get it, ma'am. that's a fancy price." "what rent would you charge in case we sold it to you, mr. tripp," asked chester. "well, say five dollars a month." "about sixteen or seventeen per cent. on the purchase money." "well, i'd have to pay taxes and repairs," explained tripp. "i don't care to sell, mr. tripp," said mrs. rand, decisively. "you may have to, ma'am." "if we do we shall try to get somewhere near its real value." "just as you like, ma'am," said silas, disappointed. "i'd pay you cash down." "if i decide to sell on your terms i'll let you know," said mrs. rand. "oh, well, i ain't set upon it. i only wanted to do you a favor." "we appreciate your kindness," said mrs. rand, dryly. "women don't know much about business," muttered silas, as he plodded home, disappointed. chapter vi. robert ramsay. mrs. rand was as much amazed as chester himself at his success as an artist. "how long were you in making the drawing?" she asked. "twenty minutes." "and you received ten dollars. it doesn't seem possible." "i wish i could work twenty minutes every week at that rate," laughed chester. "it would pay me better than working for silas tripp." "perhaps you can get some more work of the same kind?" "i shall send two more sketches to mr. conrad in a day or two. i shall take pains and do my best." two days later chester sent on the sketches, and then set about trying to find a job of some kind in the village. he heard of only one. an elderly farmer, job dexter, offered him a dollar a week and board if he would work for him. he would have eight cows to milk morning and night, the care of the barn, and a multitude of "chores" to attend to. "how much will you give me if i board at home, mr. dexter?" asked chester. "i must have you in the house. i can't have you trapesing home when you ought to be at work." "then i don't think i can come, mr. dexter. a dollar a week wouldn't pay me." "a dollar a week and board is good pay for a boy," said the farmer. "it may be for some boys, but not for me." chester reflected that if he worked all day at the farmer's he could not do any artistic work, and so would lose much more than he made. the sketch sold by mr. conrad brought him in as much as he would receive in ten weeks from farmer dexter. "wyncombe people don't seem very liberal, mother," said chester. "i thought mr. tripp pretty close, but job dexter beats him." in the meantime he met abel wood carrying groceries to a family in the village. "have you got a place yet, chester?" he asked. "no; but i have a chance of one." "where?" "at farmer dexter's." "don't you go! i worked for him once." "how did you like it?" "it almost killed me. i had to get up at half past four, work till seven in the evening, and all for a dollar a week and board." "was the board good?" inquired chester, curiously. "it was the poorest livin' i ever had. mrs. dexter don't know much about cookin'. we had baked beans for dinner three times a week, because they were cheap, and what was left was put on for breakfast the next mornin'." "i like baked beans." "you wouldn't like them as mrs. dexter cooked them, and you wouldn't want them for six meals a week." "no, i don't think i should," said chester, smiling. "how do you get along with silas tripp?" "he's always scoldin'; he says i am not half as smart as you." "i am much obliged to mr. tripp for his favorable opinion, but he didn't think enough of me to give me decent pay." "he's awful mean. he's talkin' of reducin' me to two dollars a week. he says business is very poor, and he isn't makin' any money." "i wish you and i were making half as much as he." "there's one thing i don't understand, chester. you ain't workin', yet you seem to have money." "how do you know i have?" "mr. tripp says you came into the store three or four days ago and changed a five-dollar bill." "yes; mr. tripp seemed anxious to know where i got it." "you didn't use to have five-dollar bills, chester, when you were at work." "this five-dollar bill dropped down the chimney one fine morning," said chester, laughing. "i wish one would drop down my chimney. but i must be gettin' along, or old tripp will give me hail columbia when i get back." about nine o'clock that evening, as chester was returning from a lecture in the church, he was accosted by a rough-looking fellow having very much the appearance of a tramp, who seemed somewhat under the influence of liquor. "i say, boss," said the tramp, "can't you give a poor man a quarter to help him along?" "are you out of work?" asked chester, staying his step. "yes; times is hard and work is scarce. i haven't earned anything for a month." "where do you come from?" "from pittsburg," answered the tramp, with some hesitation. "what do you work at when you are employed?" "i am a machinist. is there any chance in that line here?" "not in wyncombe." "that's what i thought. how about that quarter?" "i am out of work myself and quarters are scarce with me." "that's what you all say! there's small show for a good, industrious man." chester thought to himself that if the stranger was a good, industrious man he was unfortunate in his appearance. "i have sympathy for all who are out of work," he said. "mother and i are poor. when i did work i only got three dollars a week." "where did you work?" "in mr. tripp's store, in the center of the village." "i know. it's a two-story building, ain't it, with a piazza?" "yes." "has the old fellow got money?" "oh, yes; silas tripp is rich." "so? he didn't pay you much wages, though." "no; he feels poor. i dare say he feels poorer than i do." "such men ought not to have money," growled the tramp. "they're keepin' it out of the hands of honest men. what sort of a lookin' man is this man tripp? is he as big as me?" "oh, no, he is a thin, dried-up, little man, who looks as if he hadn't had a full meal of victuals in his life." "what time does he shut up shop?" "about this time," answered chester, rather puzzled by the tramp's persistence in asking questions. "what's your name?" "chester rand." "can't you give me a quarter? i'm awful hungry. i ain't had a bit to eat since yesterday." "i have no money to give you, but if you will come to our house i'll give you some supper." "where do you live?" "about five minutes' walk." "go ahead, then; i'm with you." mrs. rand looked up with surprise when the door opened and chester entered, followed by an ill-looking tramp, whose clothes were redolent of tobacco, and his breath of whisky. "mother," said chester, "this man tells me that he hasn't had anything to eat since yesterday." "no more i haven't," spoke up the tramp, in a hoarse voice. "he asked for some money. i could not give him that, but i told him we would give him some supper." "of course we will," said mrs. rand, in a tone of sympathy. she did not admire the appearance of her late visitor, but her heart was alive to the appeal of a hungry man. "sit down, sir," she said, "and i'll make some hot tea, and that with some bread and butter and cold meat will refresh you." "thank you, ma'am, i ain't overpartial to tea, and my doctor tells me i need whisky. you don't happen to have any whisky in the house, do you?" "this is a temperance house," said chester, "we never keep whisky." "well, maybe i can get along with the tea," sighed the tramp, in evident disappointment. "you look strong and healthy," observed mrs. rand. "i ain't, ma'am. looks is very deceiving. i've got a weakness here," and he touched the pit of his stomach, "that calls for strengthenin' drink. but i'll be glad of the victuals." when the table was spread with an extemporized supper, the unsavory visitor sat down, and did full justice to it. he even drank the tea, though he made up a face and called it "slops." "where did you come from, sir?" asked mrs. rand. "from chicago, ma'am." "were you at work there? what is your business?" "i'm a blacksmith, ma'am." "i thought you were a machinist and came from pittsburg," interrupted chester, in surprise. "i came here by way of pittsburg," answered the tramp, coughing. "i am machinist, too." "his stories don't seem to hang together," thought chester. after supper the tramp, who said his name was robert ramsay, took out his pipe and began to smoke. if it had not been a cold evening, mrs. rand, who disliked tobacco, would have asked him to smoke out of doors, but as it was she tolerated it. both chester and his mother feared that their unwelcome visitor would ask to stay all night, and they would not have felt safe with him in the house, but about a quarter past ten he got up and said he must be moving. "good-night, and good luck to you!" said chester. "same to you!" returned the tramp. "i wonder where he's going," thought chester. but when the next morning came he heard news that answered this question. chapter vii. silas tripp makes a discovery. when silas tripp went into his store the next day he was startled to find a window in the rear was partially open. "how did that window come open, abel?" he asked, as abel wood entered the store. "i don't know, sir." "it must have been you that opened it," said his employer, sternly. "i didn't do it, mr. tripp, honest i didn't," declared abel, earnestly. "then how did it come open, that's what i want to know?" "i am sure i can't tell." "somebody might have come in during the night and robbed the store." "so there might." "it's very mysterious. such things didn't happen when chester was here." abel made no answer, but began to sweep out the store, his first morning duty. when silas spoke of the store being robbed he had no idea that such a robbing had taken place, but he went to the money drawer and opened it to make sure all was safe. instantly there was a cry of dismay. "abel!" he exclaimed, "i've been robbed. there's a lot of money missing." abel stopped sweeping and turned pale. "is that so, mr. tripp?" he asked, faintly. "yes, there's--lemme see. there's been burglars here. oh, this is terrible!" "who could have done it, mr. tripp?" "i dunno, but the store was entered last night. i never shall feel safe again," groaned silas. "didn't they leave no traces?" "ha! here's a handkerchief," said mr. tripp, taking the article from the top of a flour barrel, "and yes, by gracious, it's marked chester rand." "you don't think he took the money?" ejaculated abel, in open-eyed wonder. "of course it must have been him! he knew just where i kept the money, and he could find his way about in the dark, he knew the store so well." "i didn't think chester would do such a thing." "that's how he came by his five-dollar bill. he came in bold as brass and paid me with my own money--the young rascal!" "but how could he do it if the money was took last night? it was two or three days ago he paid you the five-dollar bill." this was a poser, but mr. tripp was equal to the emergency. "he must have robbed me before," he said. "you haven't missed money before, have you?" "not to my knowledge, but he must have took it. abel, i want you to go right over to the widow rand's and tell chester i want to see him. i dunno but i'd better send the constable after him." "shall i carry him his handkerchief?" "no, and don't tell him it's been found. i don't want to put him on his guard." abel put his broom behind the door and betook himself to the house of mrs. rand. the widow herself opened the door. "is chester at home?" asked abel. "yes, he's eating his breakfast. do you want to see him?" "well, mr. tripp wants to see him." "possibly he wants chester to give him a little extra help," she thought. "won't you come in and take a cup of coffee while chester is finishing his breakfast?" she said. "thank you, ma'am." abel was a boy who was always ready to eat and drink, and he accepted the invitation with alacrity. "so mr. tripp wants to see me?" said chester. "do you know what it's about?" "he'll tell you," answered abel, evasively. chester was not specially interested or excited. he finished his breakfast in a leisurely manner, and then taking his hat, went out with abel. it occurred to him that mr. tripp might be intending to discharge abel, and wished to see if he would return to his old place. "so you don't know what he wants to see me about?" he asked. "well, i have an idea," answered abel, in a mysterious tone. "what is it, then?" "oh, i dassn't tell." "look here, abel, i won't stir a step till you do tell me. you are acting very strangely." "well, somethin' terrible has happened," abel ejaculated, in excited tones. "what's it?" "the store was robbed last night." "the store was robbed?" repeated chester. "what was taken?" "oh, lots and lots of money was taken from the drawer, and the window in the back of the store was left open." "i'm sorry to hear it. i didn't know there was anybody in wyncombe that would do such things. does mr. tripp suspect anybody?" "yes, he does." "who is it?" "he thinks you done it." chester stopped abruptly and looked amazed. "why, the man must be crazy! what on earth makes him think i would stoop to do such a thing?" "'cause your handkerchief was found on a flour barrel 'side of the money drawer." "my handkerchief! who says it was my handkerchief?" "your name was on it--in one corner; i seed it myself." then a light dawned upon chester. the tramp whom he and his mother had entertained the evening before, must have picked up his handkerchief, and left it in the store to divert suspicion from himself. the detective instinct was born within chester, and now he felt impatient to have the investigation proceed. "come on, abel," he said, "i want to see about this matter." "well, you needn't walk so plaguy fast, wouldn't if i was you." "why not?" "'cause you'll probably have to go to jail. i'll tell you what i'd do." "well?" "i'd hook it." "you mean run away?" "yes." "that's the last thing i'd do. mr. tripp would have a right to think i was guilty in that case." "well, ain't you?" "abel wood, i have a great mind to give you a licking. don't you know me any better than that?" "then why did you leave the handkerchief on the flour barrel?" "that'll come out in due time." they were near the store where mr. tripp was impatiently waiting for their appearance. he did not anticipate abel's staying to breakfast, and his suspicions were excited. "i'll bet chester rand has left town with the money," he groaned. "oh, it's awful to have your hard earnin's carried off so sudden. i'll send chester to jail unless he returns it--every cent of it." here abel entered the store, followed by chester. chapter viii. a scene in the grocery store. "so you've come, have you, you young thief?" said silas, sternly, as chester entered the store. "ain't you ashamed of yourself?" "no, i'm not," chester answered, boldly. "i've done nothing to be ashamed of." "oh, you hardened young villain. give me the money right off, or i'll send you to jail." "i hear from abel that the store was robbed last night, and i suppose from what you say that you suspect me." "so i do." "then you are mistaken. i spent all last night at home as my mother can testify." "then how came your handkerchief here?" demanded silas, triumphantly, holding up the article. "it must have been brought here." "oho, you admit that, do you? i didn't know but you'd say it came here itself." "no, i don't think it did." "i thought you'd own up arter a while." "i own up to nothing." "isn't the handkerchief yours?" "yes." "then you stay here while abel goes for the constable. you've got to be punished for such doin's. but i'll give ye one chance. give me back the money you took--thirty-seven dollars and sixty cents--and i'll forgive ye, and won't have you sent to jail." "that is a very kind offer, mr. tripp, and if i had taken the money i would accept it, and thank you. but i didn't take it." "go for the constable, abel, and mind you hurry. you just stay where you are, chester rand. don't you go for to run away." chester smiled. he felt that he had the key to the mystery, but he chose to defer throwing light upon it. "on the way, abel," said chester, "please call at our house and ask my mother to come to the store." "all right, chester." the constable was the first to arrive. "what's wanted, silas?" he asked, for in country villages neighbors are very apt to call one another by their christian names. "there's been robbery and burglary, mr. boody," responded mr. tripp. "my store was robbed last night of thirty-seven dollars and sixty cents." "sho, silas, how you talk!" "it's true, and there stands the thief!" "i am sitting, mr. tripp," said chester smiling. "see how he brazens it out! what a hardened young villain he is!" "come, silas, you must be crazy," expostulated the constable, who felt very friendly to chester. "chester wouldn't no more steal from you than i would." "i thought so myself, but when i found his handkerchief, marked with his name, on a flour barrel, i was convinced." "is that so, chester?" "yes, the handkerchief is mine." "it wasn't here last night," proceeded silas, "and it was here this morning. it stands to reason that it couldn't have walked here itself, and so of course it was brought here." by this time two other villagers entered the store. "what do you say to that, chester?" said the constable, beginning to be shaken in his conviction of chester's innocence. "i agree with mr. tripp. it must have been brought here." at this moment, mrs. rand and the minister whom she had met on the way, entered the store. "glad to see you, widder," said silas tripp, grimly. "i hope you ain't a-goin' to stand up for your son in his didoes." "i shall certainly stand by chester, mr. tripp. what is the trouble?" "only that he came into my store in the silent watches of last night," answered silas, sarcastically, "and made off with thirty-seven dollars and sixty cents." "it's a falsehood, whoever says it," exclaimed mrs. rand, hotly. "i supposed you'd stand up for him," sneered silas. "and for a very good reason. during the silent watches of last night, as you express it, chester was at home and in bed to my certain knowledge." "while his handkerchief walked over here and robbed the store," suggested silas tripp, with withering sarcasm, as he held up the telltale evidence of chester's dishonesty. "was this handkerchief found in the store?" asked mrs. rand, in surprise. "yes, ma'am, it was, and i calculate you'll find it hard to get over that evidence." mrs. rand's face lighted up with a sudden conviction. "i think i can explain it," she said, quietly. "oh, you can, can you? maybe you can tell who took the money." "i think i can." all eyes were turned upon her in eager expectation. "a tramp called at our house last evening," she said, "at about half-past nine, and i gave him a meal, as he professed to be hungry and penniless. it was some minutes after ten when he left the house. he must have picked up chester's handkerchief, and left it in your store after robbing the money drawer." "that's all very fine," said silas, incredulously, "but i don't know as there was any tramp. nobody saw him but you." "i beg your pardon, mr. tripp," said the minister, "but i saw him about half-past ten walking in the direction of your store. i was returning from visiting a sick parishioner when i met a man roughly dressed and of middle height, walking up the street. he was smoking a pipe." "he lighted it before leaving our house," said mrs. rand. "how did he know about my store?" demanded silas, incredulously. "he was asking questions about you while he was eating his supper." silas tripp was forced to confess, though reluctantly, that the case against chester was falling to the ground. but he did not like to give up. "i'd like to know where chester got the money he's been flauntin' round the last week," he said. "probably he stole it from your store last night," said the constable, with good-natured sarcasm. "that ain't answerin' the question." "i don't propose to answer the question," said chester, firmly. "where i got my money is no concern of mr. tripp, as long as i don't get it from him." "have i got to lose the money?" asked silas, in a tragical tone. "it's very hard on a poor man." all present smiled, for silas was one of the richest men in the village. "we might take up a contribution for you, silas," said the constable, jocosely. "oh, it's all very well for you to joke about it, considerin' you didn't lose it." at this moment abel wood, who had been sweeping the piazza, entered the store in excitement. "i say, there's the tramp now," he exclaimed. "where? where?" asked one and another. "out in the street. constable perkins has got him." "call him in," said the minister. a moment later, constable perkins came in, escorting the tramp, who was evidently under the influence of strong potations, and had difficulty in holding himself up. "where am i?" hiccoughed ramsay. "where did you find him, mr. perkins?" asked rev. mr. morris. "just outside of farmer dexter's barn. he was lying on the ground, with a jug of whisky at his side." "it was my jug," said silas. "he must have taken it from the store. i didn't miss it before. he must have took it away with him." "there warn't much whisky left in the jug. he must have absorbed most of it." now mr. tripp's indignation was turned against this new individual. "where is my money, you villain?" he demanded, hotly. "whaz-zer matter?" hiccoughed ramsay. "you came into my store last night and stole some money." "is zis zer store? it was jolly fun," and the inebriate laughed. "yes, it is. where is the money you took?" "spent it for whisky." "no, you didn't. you found the whisky here." ramsay made no reply. "he must have the money about him," suggested the minister. "you'd better search his pockets, mr. perkins." the constable thrust his hand into the pocket of his helpless charge, and drew out a roll of bills. silas tripp uttered an exclamation of joy. "give it to me," he said. "it's my money." the bills were counted and all were there. not one was missing. part of the silver could not be found. it had probably slipped from his pocket, for he had no opportunity of spending any. mr. tripp was so pleased to recover his bills that he neglected to complain of the silver coins that were missing. but still he felt incensed against the thief. "you'll suffer for this," he said, sternly, eying the tramp over his glasses. "who says i will?" "i say so. you'll have to go to jail." "i'm a 'spectable man," hiccoughed the tramp. "i'm an honest man. i ain't done nothin'." "why did you take my handkerchief last night?" asked chester. the tramp laughed. "good joke, wasn't it? so they'd think it was you." "it came near being a bad joke for me. do you think i robbed your store now, mr. tripp?" to this question silas tripp did not find it convenient to make an answer. he was one of those men--very numerous they are, too--who dislike to own themselves mistaken. "it seems to me, mr. tripp," said the minister, "that you owe an apology to our young friend here for your false suspicions." "anybody'd suspect him when they found his handkerchief," growled silas. "but now you know he was not concerned in the robbery you should make reparation." "i don't know where he got his money," said silas. "there's suthin' very mysterious about that five-dollar bill." "i've got another, mr. tripp," said chester, smiling. "like as not. where'd you get it?" "i don't feel obliged to tell." "it looks bad, that's all i've got to say," said the storekeeper. "i think, mr. tripp, you need not borrow any trouble on that score," interposed the minister. "i know where chester's money comes from, and i can assure you that it is honestly earned, more so than that which you receive from the whisky you sell." silas tripp was a little afraid of the minister, who was very plain-spoken, and turned away muttering. the crowd dispersed, some following constable perkins, who took his prisoner to the lockup. chapter ix. new plans for chester. two days later chester found another letter from mr. conrad at the post office. in it were two bills--a ten and a five. mr. conrad wrote: "i have disposed of your two sketches to the same paper. the publisher offered me fifteen dollars for the two, and i thought it best to accept. have you ever thought of coming to new york to live? you would be more favorably placed for disposing of your sketches, and would find more subjects in a large city than in a small village. the fear is that, if you continue to live in wyncombe, you will exhaust your invention. "there is one objection, the precarious nature of the business. you might sometimes go a month, perhaps, without selling a sketch, and meanwhile your expenses would go on. i think, however, that i have found a way of obviating this objection. i have a friend--mr. bushnell--who is in the real estate business, and he will take you into his office on my recommendation. he will pay you five dollars a week if he finds you satisfactory. this will afford you a steady income, which you can supplement by your art work. if you decide to accept my suggestion come to new york next saturday, and you can stay with me over sunday, and go to work on monday morning. "your sincere friend, "herbert conrad." chester read this letter in a tumult of excitement. the great city had always had a fascination for him, and he had hoped, without much expectation of the hope being realized, that he might one day find employment there. now the opportunity had come, but could he accept it? the question arose, how would his mother get along in his absence? she would be almost entirely without income. could he send her enough from the city to help her along? he went to his mother and showed her the letter. "fifteen dollars!" she exclaimed. "why, that is fine, chester. i shall begin to be proud of you. indeed, i am proud of you now." "i can hardly realize it myself, mother. i won't get too much elated, for it may not last. what do you think of mr. conrad's proposal?" "to go to new york?" "yes." mrs. rand's countenance fell. "i don't see how i can spare you, chester," she said, soberly. "if there were any chance of making a living in wyncombe, it would be different." "you might go back to mr. tripp's store." "after he had charged me with stealing? no, mother, i will never serve silas tripp again." "there might be some other chance." "but there isn't, mother. by the way, i heard at the post office that the shoe manufactory will open again in three weeks." "that's good news. i shall have some more binding to do." "and i can send you something every week from new york." "but i will be so lonely, chester, with no one else in the house." "that is true, mother." "but i won't let that stand in the way. you may have prospects in new york. you have none here." "and, as mr. conrad says, i am likely to run out of subjects for sketches." "i think i shall have to give my consent, then." "thank you, mother," said chester, joyfully. "i will do what i can to pay you for the sacrifice you are making." just then the doorbell rang. "it is mr. gardener, the lawyer," said chester, looking from the window. a moment later he admitted the lawyer. "well, chester," said mr. gardener, pleasantly, "have you disposed of your lots in tacoma yet?" "no, mr. gardener. in fact, i had almost forgotten about them." "sometime they may prove valuable." "i wish it might be soon." "i fancy you will have to wait a few years. by the time you are twenty-one you may come into a competence." "i won't think of it till then." "that's right. work as if you had nothing to look forward to." "you don't want to take me into your office and make a lawyer of me, mr. gardener, do you?" "law in wyncombe does not offer any inducements. if i depended on my law business, i should fare poorly, but thanks to a frugal and industrious father, i have a fair income outside of my earnings. mrs. rand, my visit this morning is to you. how would you like to take a boarder?" chester and his mother looked surprised. "who is it, mr. gardener?" "i have a cousin, a lady of forty, who thinks of settling down in wyncombe. she thinks country air will be more favorable to her health than the city." "probably she is used to better accommodations than she would find here." "my cousin will be satisfied with a modest home." "we have but two chambers, mine and chester's." "but you know, mother, i am going to new york to work." "that's true; your room will be vacant." mr. gardener looked surprised. "isn't this something new," he asked, "about you going to new york, i mean?" "yes, sir; that letter from mr. conrad will explain all." mr. gardener read the letter attentively. "i think the plan a good one," he said. "you will find that you will work better in a great city. then, if my cousin comes, your mother will not be so lonesome." "it is the very thing," said chester, enthusiastically. "what is your cousin's name, mr. gardener?" asked the widow. "miss jane dolby. she is a spinster, and at her age there is not much chance of her changing her condition. shall i write her that you will receive her?" "yes; i shall be glad to do so." "and, as miss dolby is a business woman, she will expect me to tell her your terms." "will four dollars a week be too much?" asked mrs. rand, in a tone of hesitation. "four dollars, my dear madam!" "do you consider it too much? i am afraid i could not afford to say less." "i consider it too little. my cousin is a woman of means. i will tell her your terms are eight dollars a week including washing." "but will she be willing to pay so much?" "she pays twelve dollars a week in the city, and could afford to pay more. she is not mean, but is always willing to pay a good price." "i can manage very comfortably on that sum," said mrs. rand, brightening up. "i hope i shall be able to make your cousin comfortable." "i am sure of it. miss dolby is a very sociable lady, and if you are willing to hear her talk she will be content." "she will keep me from feeling lonesome." when mr. gardener left the house, chester said: "all things seem to be working in aid of my plans, mother, i feel much more comfortable now that you will have company." "besides, chester, you will not need to send me any money. the money miss dolby pays me will be sufficient to defray the expenses of the table, and i shall still have some time for binding shoes." "then i hope i may be able to save some money." during the afternoon chester went to the store to buy groceries. mr. tripp himself filled the order. he seemed disposed to be friendly. "your money holds out well, chester," he said, as he made change for a two-dollar bill. "yes, mr. tripp." "i can't understand it, for my part. your mother must be a good manager." "yes, mr. tripp, she is." "you'd orter come back to work for me, chester." "but you have got a boy already." "the wood boy ain't worth shucks. he ain't got no push, and he's allus forgettin' his errands. if you'll come next monday i'll pay you two dollars and a half a week. that's pooty good for these times." "i'm sorry to disappoint you, mr. tripp, but i am going to work somewhere else." "where?" asked silas, in great surprise. "in new york," answered chester, proudly. "you don't say! how'd you get it?" "mr. conrad, an artist, a friend of the minister, got it for me." "is your mother willin' to have you go?" "she will miss me, but she thinks it will be for my advantage." "how's she goin' to live? it will take all you can earn to pay your own way in a big city. in fact, i don't believe you can do it." "i'll try, mr. tripp." chester did not care to mention the new boarder that was expected, as he thought it probable that mr. tripp, who always looked out for his own interests, would try to induce miss dolby to board with him. as mr. tripp had the reputation of keeping a very poor table, he had never succeeded in retaining a boarder over four weeks. chester found that his clothing needed replenishing, and ventured to spend five dollars for small articles, such as handkerchiefs, socks, etc. saturday morning he walked to the depot with a small gripsack in his hand and bought a ticket for new york. chapter x. a railroad acquaintance. the distance by rail from wyncombe to new york is fifty miles. when about eight years of age chester had made the journey, but not since then. everything was new to him, and, of course, interesting. his attention was drawn from the scenery by the passage of a train boy through the cars with a bundle of new magazines and papers. "here is all the magazines, _puck_ and _judge_." "how much do you charge for _puck_?" asked chester, with interest, for it was _puck_ that had accepted his first sketch. "ten cents." "give me one." chester took the paper and handed the train boy a dime. then he began to look over the pages. all at once he gave a start, his face flushed, his heart beat with excitement. there was his sketch looking much more attractive on the fair pages of the periodical than it had done in his pencil drawing. he kept looking at it. it seemed to have a fascination for him. it was his first appearance in a paper, and it was a proud moment for him. "what are you looking at so intently, my son?" asked the gentleman who sat at his side. he was a man of perhaps middle age, and he wore spectacles, which gave him a literary aspect. "i--i am looking at this sketch," answered chester, in slight confusion. "let me see it." chester handed over the paper and regarded his seat mate with some anxiety. he wanted to see what impression this, his maiden effort, would have on a staid man of middle age. "ha! very good!" said his companion, "but i don't see anything very remarkable about it. yet you were looking at it for as much as five minutes." "because it is mine," said chester, half proudly, half in embarrassment. "ah! that is different. did you really design it?" "yes, sir." "i suppose you got pay for it. i understand _puck_ pays for everything it publishes." "yes, sir; i got ten dollars." "ten dollars!" repeated the gentleman, in surprise. "really that is very handsome. do you often produce such sketches?" "i have just begun, sir. that is the first i have had published." "you are beginning young. how old are you?" "i am almost sixteen." "that is young for an artist. why, i am forty-five, and i haven't a particle of talent in that direction. my youngest son asked me the other day to draw a cow on the slate. i did as well as i could, and what do you think he said?" "what did he say?" asked chester, interested. "he said, 'papa, if it wasn't for the horns i should think it was a horse.'" chester laughed. it was a joke he could appreciate. "i suppose all cannot draw," he said. "it seems not. may i ask you if you live in new york--the city, i mean?" "no, sir." "but you are going there?" "yes, sir." "to live?" "i hope so. a friend has written advising me to come. he says i will be better placed to do art work, and dispose of my sketches." "are you expecting to earn your living that way?" "i hope to some time, but not at first." "i am glad to hear it. i should think you would find it very precarious." "i expect to work in a real estate office at five dollars a week, and only to spend my leisure hours in art work." "that seems sensible. have you been living in the country?" "yes, sir, in wyncombe." "i have heard of the place, but was never there. so you are just beginning the battle of life?" "yes, sir." "it has just occurred to me that i may be able to throw some work in your way. i am writing an ethnological work, and it will need to be illustrated. i can't afford to pay such prices as you receive from _puck_ and other periodicals of the same class, but then the work will not be original. it will consist chiefly of copies. i should think i might need a hundred illustrations, and i am afraid i could not pay more than two dollars each." a hundred illustrations at two dollars each! why, that would amount to two hundred dollars, and there would be no racking his brains for original ideas. "if you think i can do the work, sir, i shall be glad to undertake it," said chester, eagerly. "i have no doubt you can do it, for it will not require an expert. suppose you call upon me some evening within a week." "i will do so gladly, sir, if you will tell me where you live." "here is my card," said his companion, drawing out his case, and handing a card to chester. this was what chester read: "prof. edgar hazlitt." "do you know where lexington avenue is?" asked the professor. "i know very little about new york. in fact, nothing at all," chester was obliged to confess. "you will soon find your way about. i have no doubt you will find me," and the professor mentioned the number. "shall we say next wednesday evening, at eight o'clock sharp? that's if you have no engagement for that evening," he added, with a smile. chester laughed at the idea of his having any evening engagements in a city which he had not seen for eight years. "if you are engaged to dine with william vanderbilt or jay gould on that evening," continued the professor, with a merry look, "i will say thursday." "if i find i am engaged in either place, i think i can get off," said chester. "then wednesday evening let it be!" as the train neared new york chester began to be solicitous about finding mr. conrad in waiting for him. he knew nothing about the city, and would feel quite helpless should the artist not be present to meet him. he left the car and walked slowly along the platform, looking eagerly on all sides for the expected friendly face. but nowhere could he see herbert conrad. in some agitation he took from his pocket the card containing his friend's address, and he could hardly help inwardly reproaching him for leaving an inexperienced boy in the lurch. he was already beginning to feel homesick and forlorn, when a bright-looking lad of twelve, with light-brown hair, came up and asked: "is this chester rand?" "yes," answered chester, in surprise. "how do you know my name?" "i was sent here by mr. conrad to meet you." chester brightened up at once. so his friend had not forgotten him after all. "mr. conrad couldn't come to meet you, as he had an important engagement, so he sent me to bring you to his room. i am rob fisher." "i suppose that means robert fisher?" "yes, but everybody calls me rob." "are you a relation of mr. conrad?" "yes, i am his cousin. i live just outside of the city, but i am visiting my cousin for the day. i suppose you don't know much about new york?" "i know nothing at all." "i am pretty well posted, and i come into the city pretty often. just follow me. shall i carry your valise?" "oh, no; i am older than you and better able to carry it. what street is this?" "forty-second street. we will go to fifth avenue, and then walk down to thirty-fourth street." "that is where mr. conrad lives, isn't it?" "yes; it is one of the wide streets, like fourteenth and twenty-third, and this street." "there are some fine houses here." "i should think so. you live in wyncombe, don't you?" "yes; the houses are all of wood there." "i suppose so. mr. conrad tells me you are an artist," said rob, eying his new friend with curiosity. "in a small way." "i should like to see some of your pictures." "i can show you one," and chester opened his copy of _puck_ and pointed to the sketch already referred to. "did you really draw this yourself?" "yes." "and did you get any money for it?" "ten dollars," answered chester, with natural pride. "my! i wish i could get money for drawing." "perhaps you can some time." bob shook his head. "i haven't any talent that way." "what house is that?" asked chester, pointing to the marble mansion at the corner of thirty-fourth street. "that used to belong to a. t. stewart, the great merchant. i suppose you haven't any houses like that in wyncombe?" "oh, no." "we will turn down here. this is thirty-fourth street." they kept on, crossing sixth and seventh avenues, and presently stood in front of a neat, brownstone house between seventh and eighth avenues. "that is where mr. conrad lives," said rob. chapter xi. chester's first experiences in new york. the bell was rung, and a servant opened the door. "i will go up to mr. conrad's room," said rob. the servant knew him, and no objection was made. they went up two flights to the front room on the third floor. rob opened the door without ceremony and entered, followed by chester. he found himself in a spacious room, neatly furnished and hung around with engravings, with here and there an oil painting. there was a table near the window with a portfolio on it. here, no doubt, mr. conrad did some of his work. there was no bed in the room, but through an open door chester saw a connecting bedroom. "this is a nice room," he said. "yes, cousin herbert likes to be comfortable. here, give me your valise, and make yourself at home." chester sat down by the window and gazed out on the broad street. it was a pleasant, sunny day, and everything looked bright and attractive. "you are going to live in new york, aren't you?" asked rob. "yes, if i can make a living here." "i guess cousin herbert will help you." "he has already. he has obtained a place for me in a real estate office at five dollars a week." "i think i could live on five dollars a week." "i suppose it costs considerable to live in new york." chester felt no apprehension, however. he was sure he should succeed, and, indeed, he had reason to feel encouraged, for had he not already engaged two hundred dollars' worth of work?--and this sum seemed as much to him as two thousand would have done to mr. conrad. an hour glided by rapidly, and then a step was heard on the stairs. "that's cousin herbert," said rob, and he ran to open the door. "hello, rob. did you find chester?" "yes, here he is!" "glad to see you, chester," said the artist, shaking his hand cordially; "you must excuse my not going to meet you, but i was busily engaged on a large drawing for _harper's weekly_, and, feeling in a favorable mood, i didn't want to lose the benefit of my inspiration. you will find when you have more experience that an artist can accomplish three times as much when in the mood. "i am glad you didn't leave off for me. rob has taken good care of me." "yes, rob is used to the city; i thought you would be in safe hands. and how do you like my quarters?" "they are very pleasant. and the street is so wide, too." "yes, i like thirty-fourth street. i lodge, but i don't board here." chester was surprised to hear this. in wyncombe everyone took his meals in the same house in which he lodged. "and that reminds me, don't you feel hungry? i don't ask rob, for he always has an appetite. how is it with you, chester?" "i took a very early breakfast." "so i thought," laughed conrad. "well, put on our coats, and we'll go to trainor's." they walked over to sixth avenue and entered a restaurant adjoining the standard theater. it was handsomely decorated, and seemed to chester quite the finest room he was ever in. ranged in three rows were small tables, each designed for four persons. one of these was vacant, and conrad took a seat on one side, placing the two boys opposite. "now," he said, "i had better do the ordering. we will each order a different dish, and by sharing them we will have a variety." there is no need to mention of what the dinner consisted. all three enjoyed it, particularly the two boys. it was the first meal chester had taken in a restaurant, and he could not get rid of a feeling of embarrassment at the thought that the waiters, who were better dressed than many of the prominent citizens of wyncombe, were watching him. he did not, however, allow this feeling to interfere with his appetite. "do you always eat here, mr. conrad?" asked chester. "no; sometimes it is more convenient to go elsewhere. now and then i take a table d'hote dinner." "i don't think i can afford to come here often," chester remarked, after consulting the bill of fare and the prices set down opposite the different dishes. "no; it will be better for you to secure a boarding place. you want to be economical for the present. how did you leave your mother?" "very well, thank you, mr. conrad. we have been very fortunate in securing a boarder who pays eight dollars a week, so that mother thinks she can get along for the present without help from me." "that is famous. where did you get such a boarder in wyncombe?" "it is a lady, the cousin of mr. gardener, the lawyer. she will be company for mother." "it is an excellent arrangement. now, boys, if you have finished, i will go up and settle the bill." as they left the restaurant, mr. conrad said: "in honor of your arrival, i shall not work any more to-day. now, shall we go back to my room, or would you like to take a walk and see something of the city?" the unanimous decision was for the stroll. mr. conrad walked down broadway with the boys, pointing out any notable buildings on the way. chester was dazzled. the great city exceeded his anticipations. everything seemed on so grand a scale to the country boy, and with his joyous excitement there mingled the thought: "and i, too, am going to live here. i shall have a share in the great city, and mingle in its scenes every day." rob was used to the city, and took matters quietly. he was not particularly impressed. yet he could not help enjoying the walk, so perfect was the weather. as they passed lord & taylor's, a lady came out of the store. "why, mother," said rob, "is that you?" "yes, rob. i came in on a shopping excursion, and i want you to go with me and take care of me." rob grumbled a little, but, of course, acceded to his mother's request. so chester was left alone with mr. conrad. "how do you feel about coming to new york, chester?" asked his friend. "you are not afraid of failure, are you?" "no, mr. conrad, i feel very hopeful. something has happened to me to-day that encourages me very much." "what is it?" chester told the story of his meeting with prof. hazlitt, and the proposition which had been made to him. "why, this is famous," exclaimed conrad, looking pleased. "i know of prof. hazlitt, though i never met him. he was once professor in a western college, but inheriting a fortune from his uncle, came to new york to pursue his favorite studies. he does not teach now, but, i believe, delivers an annual course of lectures before the students of columbia college. he is a shrewd man, and the offer of employment from him is indeed a compliment. i am very glad you met him. he may throw other work in your way." "i hope i can give him satisfaction," said chester. "it makes me feel rich whenever i think of the sum i am to receive. two hundred dollars is a good deal of money." "to a boy like you, yes. it doesn't go very far with me now. it costs a good deal for me to live. how much do you think i have to pay for my room--without board?" "three dollars a week," guessed chester. mr. conrad smiled. "i pay ten dollars a week," he said. chester's breath was quite taken away. "why, i did not think the whole house would cost as much--for rent." "you will get a more correct idea of new york expenses after a while. now, let me come back to your plans. you had better stay with me for a few days." "but i am afraid i shall be putting you to inconvenience, mr. conrad." "no; it will be pleasant for me to have your company. on monday morning i will go with you to the office of the real estate broker who is to employ you." chester passed sunday pleasantly, going to church in the forenoon, and taking a walk with mr. conrad in the afternoon. he wrote a short letter to his mother, informing her of his safe arrival in the city, but not mentioning his engagement by prof. hazlitt. he preferred to wait till he had an interview with the professor, and decided whether he could do the work satisfactorily. "your future employer is clement fairchild," said the artist. "his office is on west fourteenth street, between seventh and eight avenues." "what sort of a man is he?" asked chester. "i don't know him very well, but i believe he does a very good business. you will know more about him in a week than i can tell you. there is one comfort, and that is that you are not wholly dependent upon him. i advise you, however, to say nothing in the office about your art work. business men sometimes have a prejudice against outside workers. they feel that an employee ought to be solely occupied with their interests." "i will remember what you say, mr. conrad." chester looked forward with considerable curiosity and some anxiety to his coming interview with mr. fairchild. chapter xii. a real estate office. about eight o'clock on monday morning chester, accompanied by his friend conrad, turned down fourteenth street from sixth avenue and kept on till they reached an office over which was the sign: "clement fairchild, real estate." "this is the place, chester," said the artist. "i will go in and introduce you." they entered the office. it was of fair size, and contained a high desk, an office table covered with papers, and several chairs. there was but one person in the office, a young man with black whiskers and mustache and an unamiable expression. he sat on a high stool, but he was only reading the morning paper. he turned lazily as he heard the door open, and let his glance rest on mr. conrad. "what can i do for you?" he asked, in a careless tone. "is mr. fairchild in?" asked the artist. "no." "when will he be in?" "can't say, i am sure. if you have any business, i will attend to it." "i have no special business, except to introduce my young friend here." "indeed!" said the clerk, impudently. "who is he?" "he is going to work here," returned mr. conrad, sharply. "what?" queried the bookkeeper, evidently taken by surprise. "who says he is going to work here?" "mr. fairchild." "he didn't say anything to me about it." "very remarkable, certainly," rejoined conrad. "i presume you have no objection." "look here," said the bookkeeper, "i think there is some mistake about this. the place was all but promised to my cousin." "you'll have to settle that matter with your employer. apparently he doesn't tell you everything, mr. ----" "my name is mullins--david mullins," said the bookkeeper, with dignity. "then, mr. mullins, i have the pleasure of introducing to you chester rand, late of wyncombe, now of new york, who will be associated with you in the real estate business." "perhaps so," sneered mullins. "he will stay here till mr. fairchild makes his appearance." "oh, he can sit down if he wants to." "i shall have to leave you, chester, as i must get to work. when mr. fairchild comes in, show him this note from me." "all right, sir." chester was rather chilled by his reception. he saw instinctively that his relations with mr. mullins were not likely to be cordial, and he suspected that if the bookkeeper could get him into trouble he would. after the artist had left the office, mr. david mullins leisurely picked his teeth with his pen-knife, and fixed a scrutinizing glance on chester, of whom he was evidently taking the measure. "do you knew mr. fairchild?" he at length asked, abruptly. "no, sir." "it's queer he should have engaged you as office boy." chester did not think it necessary to make any reply to this remark. "how much salary do you expect to get?" "five dollars a week." "who told you so?" "the gentleman who came in with me." "who is he?" "mr. herbert conrad, an artist and draughtsman." "never heard of him." mr. mullins spoke as if this was enough to settle the status of mr. conrad. a man whom he did not know must be obscure. "so, mr. fairchild engaged you through mr. conrad, did he?" "yes, sir." "do you know anything about the city?" "not much." "then i can't imagine why mr. fairchild should have hired you. you can't be of much use here." chester began to feel discouraged. all this was certainly very depressing. "i shall try to make myself useful," he said. "oh, yes," sneered mr. mullins, "new boys always say that." there was a railing stretching across the office about midway, dividing it into two parts. the table and desk were inside. the remaining space was left for the outside public. a poor woman entered the office, her face bearing the impress of sorrow. "is mr. fairchild in?" she asked. "no, he isn't." "i've come in about the month's rent." "very well! you can pay it to me. what name?" "mrs. carlin, sir." "ha! yes. your rent is six dollars. pass it over, and i will give you a receipt." "but i came to say that i had only three dollars and a half toward it." "and why have you only three dollars and a half, i'd like to know?" said mullins, rudely. "because my jimmy has been sick three days. he's a telegraph boy, and i'm a widow, wid only me bye to help me." "i have nothing to do with the sickness of your son. when you hired your rooms, you agreed to pay the rent, didn't you?" "yes, sir; but----" "and you didn't say anything about jimmy being sick or well." "true for you, sir; but----" "i think, mrs. carlin, you'll have to get hold of the other two dollars and a half some how, or out you'll go. see?" "shure, sir, you are very hard with a poor widow," said mrs. carlin, wiping her eyes with the corner of her apron. "business is business, mrs. carlin." "if mr. fairchild were in, he'd trate me better than you. will he be in soon?" "perhaps he will, and perhaps he won't. you can pay the money to me." "i won't, sir, beggin' your pardon. i'd rather wait and see him." "very well! you can take the consequences," and mr. mullins eyed the widow with an unpleasant and threatening glance. she looked very sad, and chester felt that he should like to give the bookkeeper a good shaking. he could not help despising a man who appeared to enjoy distressing an unfortunate woman whose only crime was poverty. at this moment the office door opened, and a gentleman of perhaps forty entered. he was a man with a kindly face, and looked far less important than the bookkeeper. mr. mullins, on seeing him, laid aside his unpleasant manner, and said, in a matter-of-fact tone: "this is mrs. carlin. she owes six dollars rent, and only brings three dollars and a half." "how is this, mrs. carlin?" inquired mr. fairchild, for this was he. mrs. carlin repeated her story of jimmy's illness and her consequent inability to pay the whole rent. "when do you think jimmy will get well?" asked the agent, kindly. "he's gettin' better fast, sir. i think he'll be able to go to work by wednesday. if you'll only wait a little while, sir----" "how long have you been paying rent here?" asked mr. fairchild. "this is the third year, sir." "and have you ever been in arrears before?" "no, sir." "then you deserve consideration. mr. mullins, give mrs. carlin a receipt on account, and she will pay the balance as soon as she can." "thank you, sir. may the saints reward you, sir! shure, i told this gentleman that you'd make it all right with me. he was very hard with me." "mr. mullins," said the agent, sternly, "i have before now told you that our customers are to be treated with consideration and kindness." david mullins did not reply, but he dug his pen viciously into the paper on which he was writing a receipt, and scowled, but as his back was turned to his employer, the latter did not see it. when mrs. carlin had left the office, chester thought it best to introduce himself. "i am chester rand, from wyncombe," he said. "mr. conrad came round to introduce me, but you were not in." "ah, yes, you have come to be my office boy. i am glad to see you and hope you will like the city. mr. mullins, you will set this boy to work." "he told me he was to work here, but as you had not mentioned it i thought there must be some mistake. he says he doesn't know much about the city." "neither did i when i first came here from a country town." "it will be rather inconvenient, sir. now, my cousin whom i mentioned to you is quite at home all over the city." "i am glad to hear it. he will find this knowledge of service--in some other situation," added mr. fairchild, significantly. david mullins bit his lip and was silent. he could not understand why felix gordon, his cousin, had failed to impress mr. fairchild favorably. he had not noticed that felix entered the office with a cigarette in his mouth, which he only threw away when he was introduced to the real estate agent. "i'll have that boy out of this place within a month, or my name isn't david mullins," he said to himself. chester could not read what was passing through his mind, but he felt instinctively that the bookkeeper was his enemy. chapter xiii. mr. mullins, the bookkeeper. chester felt that it was necessary to be on his guard. the bookkeeper was already his enemy. there were two causes for this. first, mr. mullins was naturally of an ugly disposition, and, secondly, he was disappointed in not securing the situation for his cousin. at noon the latter made his appearance. he was a thin, dark-complexioned boy, with curious-looking eyes that somehow inspired distrust. he walked up to the desk where the book keeper was writing. "good-morning, cousin david," he said. "good-morning, felix. sit down for a few minutes, and i will take you out to lunch." "all right!" answered felix. "who's that boy?" he inquired, in a low voice. "the new office boy. wait till we go out, and i will tell you about it." in five minutes david mullins put on his hat and coat and went out with his cousin. "stay here and mind the office," he said to chester, "and if anybody comes in, keep them, if possible. if any tenant comes to pay money, take it and give a receipt." "all right, sir." when they were in the street, felix asked: "where did you pick up the boy? why didn't i get the place?" "you must ask mr. fairchild that. he engaged him without consulting me." "what sort of a boy is he?" "a country gawky. he knows nothing of the city." "is he a friend of mr. fairchild?" "fairchild never met him before. some beggarly artist interceded for him." "it is too bad i can't be in the office. it would be so nice to be in the same place with you." "i did my best, but fairchild didn't seem to fancy you. i think he took a prejudice against you on account of your smoking cigarettes. he must have seen you with one." "does the new boy smoke cigarettes?" "i don't know. that gives me an idea. you had better get intimate with him and offer him cigarettes. he doesn't know mr. fairchild's prejudice, and may fall into the trap." "how can i get acquainted with him?" "i'll see to that. i shall be sending him out on an errand presently, and you can offer to go with him." "that'll do. but you must buy me a package of cigarettes." "very well. my plan is to have the boy offend mr. fairchild's prejudices, and that may make a vacancy for you. by the way, never let him see you smoking." "i won't, but as he is not about, i'll smoke a cigarette now." "better wait till after lunch." about ten minutes after mr. mullins left the office, a man of forty--evidently a mechanic--entered. "is the bookkeeper in?" he asked. "he's gone to lunch." "he sent me a bill for this month's rent, which i have already paid." "please give me your name." "james long." "and where do you live?" the address was given--a house on east twentieth street. "haven't you the receipt?" asked chester. "no." "didn't mr. mullins give you one?" "yes; but i carelessly left it on the table. i suppose he found it and kept the money," he added, bitterly. "but that would be a mean thing to do," said chester, startled. "nothing is too mean for mullins," said long. "he's a hard man and a tricky one." "he will come in soon if you can wait." "i can't. i am at work, and this is my noon hour." "i will tell him what you say----" "perhaps i may have a chance to call in this afternoon. i feel worried about this matter, for, although it is only ten dollars, that is a good deal to a man with a family, and earning only twelve dollars a week." presently mr. mullins returned. "has anybody been in?" he asked. "yes," answered chester. "a man named james long." a curious expression came into the bookkeeper's eye. "well, did he pay his rent?" "no; he said he had paid it already." "oh, he did, did he?" sneered the bookkeeper. "in that case, of course he has the receipt." "no; he said he had left it here on the table, and did not think of it till some time afterwards." "a likely story. he must think i am a fool. even a boy like you can see through that." "he seemed to me like an honest man." "oh, well, you are from the country, and could not be expected to know. we have some sharp swindlers in new york." chester was quite of that opinion, but he was beginning to think that the description would apply better to david mullins than to james long. "by the way, chester," said mr. mullins, with unusual blandness, "this is my cousin, felix gordon." "glad to meet you," said felix, with an artificial smile. chester took the extended hand. he was not especially drawn to felix, but felt that it behooved him to be polite. "you boys must be somewhere near the same age," said the bookkeeper. "i will give you a chance to become acquainted. chester, i want you to go to number four seventy-one bleecker street. i suppose you don't know where it is?" "no, sir." "felix, go with him and show him the way." chester was quite amazed at this unusual and unexpected kindness on the part of a man whom he had regarded as an enemy. was it possible that he had misjudged him? the two boys went out together. when they were fairly in the street, felix produced his package of cigarettes. "have one?" he asked. "no, thank you; i don't smoke." "don't smoke!" repeated felix, in apparent amusement. "you don't mean that?" "i never smoked a cigarette in my life." "then it's high time you learned. all boys smoke in the city." "i don't think i should like it." "oh, nonsense! just try one for my sake." "thank you, felix. you are very kind, but i promised mother i wouldn't smoke." "your mother lives in the country, doesn't she?" "yes." "then she won't know it." "that will make no difference. i made the promise, and i mean to keep it," said chester, firmly. "oh, well, suit yourself. what a muff he is!" thought felix. "however, he'll soon break over his virtuous resolutions. do you know," he continued, changing the subject, "that you have got the situation i was after?" "i think i heard mr. mullins say something about it. i am sorry if i have stood in your way." "oh, if it hadn't been you it would have been some other boy. how do you think you shall like the city?" "very much, i think." "what pay do you get?" "five dollars a week." "you can't live on that." "i will try to." "of course, it is different with me. i should have lived at home. you'll have to run into debt." "i will try not to." "where do you live?" "i am staying with a friend--mr. conrad, an artist--just now, but i shall soon get a boarding place." "i live on eighty-sixth street--in a flat. my father is in the custom house." "how long has your cousin--mr. mullins--been in this office?" "about five years. he's awfully smart, cousin david is. it's he that runs the business. mr. fairchild is no sort of a business man." chester wondered how, under the circumstances, mr. mullins should not have influence enough to secure the situation of office boy for felix. they soon reached bleecker street. chester took notice of the way in order that he might know it again. he was sharp and observing, and meant to qualify himself for his position as soon as possible. at five o'clock the office was vacated. chester remained to sweep up. a piece of paper on the floor attracted his attention. he picked it up and found, to his surprise, that it was james long's missing receipt. it was on the floor of the clothes closet, and he judged that it had dropped from the bookkeeper's pocket. what should he do with it? chapter xiv. the tables turned. under ordinary circumstances, chester would have handed the receipt to the bookkeeper, but he was convinced that it was the purpose of mr. mullins to defraud the tenant out of a month's rent, and he felt that it would not be in the interest of the latter for him to put this power in the hands of the enemy. obviously the receipt belonged to james long, who had lost it. fortunately, chester had the address of the mechanic on east twentieth street, and he resolved, though it would cost him quite a walk, to call and give him the paper. in twenty minutes after locking the office he found himself in front of a large tenement house, which was occupied by a great number of families. he found that long lived on the third floor back. he knocked at the door. it was opened to him by a woman of forty, who had a babe in her arms, while another--a little girl--was holding onto her dress. "does mr. james long live here?" asked chester. "yes." "is he at home?" "no, but i am expecting him home from work every minute. will you come in, or shall i give him your message?" "perhaps i had better see him, if it won't inconvenience you." "oh, no, if you will excuse my poor rooms," said mrs. long, pleasantly. "i am poor myself, and am not used to fine rooms." "take the rocking-chair," said mrs. long, offering him the best chair in the room. "if you will excuse me, i will go on preparing my husband's supper." "certainly. shall i take the baby?" "oh, i wouldn't like to trouble you." "i like babies." chester had seen that the baby's face was clean, and that it looked attractive. babies know their friends instinctively, and this particular baby was soon in a frolic with its young guardian. "i guess you are used to babies," said the mother, pleased. "no, i am the only baby in my family, but i am fond of children." i may remark here that manly boys generally do like children, and i haven't much respect for those who will tease or tyrannize over them. in ten minutes a heavy step was heard on the stairs, and james long entered. his face was sober, for, after his interview with chester rand--he had not had time for a second call--he began to fear that he should have to pay his month's rent over again, and this to him would involve a severe loss. he looked with surprise at chester, not immediately recognizing him. "i come from mr. fairchild's office," explained chester. "oh, yes; i remember seeing you there. has the receipt been found?" he added, eagerly. "yes." james long looked very much relieved. "i am very glad," he sighed. "mr. mullins wouldn't have believed me. what does he say now?" "he doesn't know that the receipt is found." "how is that?" asked the mechanic, puzzled. "i found it after mr. mullins went away." "where did you find it?" "in the clothes closet, just under where mr. mullins hangs his coat," added chester, significantly. "and you bring it to me?" "yes, it belongs to you. besides, after what i heard, i didn't dare to trust it in the hands of the bookkeeper." "i see you think the same of him as i do." "i don't like him." "you think he meant to cheat me?" "it looks like it." "i am all right now. what do you think i had better do?" "come round to-morrow, but don't show the receipt unless mr. fairchild is in the office. he is a very different man from mr. mullins. the bookkeeper might still play a trick upon you?" "i believe you're right. shall i tell him how you found and gave me back the receipt?" "no; let mr. mullins puzzle over it. it is fortunate he didn't destroy the receipt, or you would have had no resource." "you're a smart boy, and i'll take your advice. how long have you been in the office?" "this is my first day," answered chester, smiling. "well, well! i couldn't have believed it. you will make a smart business man. you've been a good friend to james long, and he won't forget it. i say, wife, perhaps this young gentleman will stay to supper." "thank you," answered chester. "i would, but i am to meet a friend uptown at six o'clock. it is so late," he added, looking at the clock on the mantel, "that i must go at once." when chester met his friend the artist, he told him of what had happened. "that mullins is evidently a rascal, and a very mean one," said mr. conrad. "if i were going to defraud anyone, it wouldn't be a poor mechanic." "mr. mullins has already taken a dislike to me. if he should discover that i have found the receipt and given it to mr. long, he would hate me even worse." "you must look out for him. he will bear watching." "i wish he were more like mr. fairchild. he seems a fair, honorable man." "he is. i don't understand why he should employ such a fellow as mullins." "perhaps he hasn't found him out." "mullins will find it hard to explain this matter. let me know how it comes out. i suppose long will call at the office to-morrow?" "yes; i advised him to." the next day, about twenty minutes after twelve, james long entered the office. he looked about him anxiously, and, to his relief, saw that mr. fairchild was present. he went up to the table where the broker was seated. "i came about my rent," he said. "you can speak to mr. mullins," said the broker, going on with his writing. "i would rather speak with you, sir." "how is that?" asked mr. fairchild, his attention excited. "i will tell you, sir," said the bookkeeper, with an ugly look. "this man came here yesterday and declined to pay his rent, because, he said, he had paid it already." "and i had," said long, quietly. "i am a mechanic on small wages, and i can't afford to pay my rent twice." "did you pay the rent to mr. mullins?" "yes, sir." "when?" "day before yesterday." "then he gave you a receipt?" "he did, sir." "it seems to me that than settles the question. did you give him a receipt, mr. mullins?" "if i had, he could show it now. he says that he left it behind in the office here. of course, that's too thin!" "it is very important to take good care of your receipt, mr. long." "did you ever lose or mislay a receipt, sir?" "yes, i have on two or three occasions." "so that i am not the only one to whom it has happened." "mr. mullins, did mr. long come to the office on the day when he says he paid the rent?" "yes, sir." "and he didn't pay it?" "no, sir. he said he hadn't the money, but would bring it in a few days." james long listened in indignant astonishment. "that is untrue, sir. i made no excuse, but handed mr. mullins the amount in full." "there is a very extraordinary discrepancy in your statements. you say that he wrote out a receipt?" "yes, sir." "it is a pity that you can't produce it." "yes," chimed in mullins, with a sneer, "it is unlucky that you cannot produce it." then came a sensation. "i can produce it," said long. "the receipt has been found," and he drew out the slip of paper and passed it to mr. fairchild. the face of mullins was a study. his amazement was deep and genuine. "it must be a forgery," he said. "mr. long can't possibly have a receipt." "you are mistaken," said mr. fairchild. "the receipt and the signature are genuine, and it is written on one of our letter heads." mullins took the receipt and faltered: "i don't understand it." "nor do i," said the broker, sternly. "did you make any entry on the books?" "i--i don't remember." "show me the record." mr. fairchild opened the book, and saw an entry made, but afterward erased. when the bookkeeper found the receipt on the table, a promising piece of rascality was suggested to him. he would keep the money himself, and conceal the record. "mr. long," said the broker, "here is your receipt. it is clear that you have paid your rent. you will have no more trouble." then, as the mechanic left the office, the broker, turning to the bookkeeper, said, sternly: "another such transaction, mr. mullins, and you leave my employ." "but, sir----" stammered mullins. "you may spare your words. i understand the matter. if you had not been in my employ so long, i would discharge you at the end of this week." mullins went back to his desk, crushed and mortified. but his brain was busy with the thought, "where could james long have obtained the receipt?" he remembered having put it into the pocket of his overcoat, and it had disappeared. "i was a fool that i didn't destroy it," he reflected. chapter xv. a plot against chester. the more the bookkeeper thought of it, the more he was of the opinion that chester must have had something to do with the events that led to his discovery and humiliation. otherwise, how could james long have recovered the receipt? he, himself, had found it and kept it in his possession. chester must have chanced upon the receipt and carried it to long. though well convinced of it, he wished to find out positively. accordingly, he took his cousin felix into his confidence as far as was necessary, and sent him to the room of the mechanic to find out whether chester had been there. it was the middle of the forenoon when felix knocked at the door of james long's humble home. mrs. long, with the baby in her arms, answered the knock. "is this mrs. long?" asked felix. "yes, sir." "i am the friend of chester rand." "i don't think i know mr. rand," said mrs. long, who had not heard chester's name. "the boy from mr. fairchild's office. he called here, i believe, one day last week." "oh, yes and a good friend he was to me and mine." "in what way?" asked felix, his face lighting with satisfaction at the discovery he had made. "he brought my husband the receipt he had lost. didn't he tell you?" "oh, yes. i wasn't thinking of that. he asked me to inquire if he left his gloves here?" "i haven't found any. i should have seen them if he left them here." "all right. i will tell him. he thought he might have left them. good morning, ma'am." and felix hurried downstairs. he was not partial to poor people or tenement houses, and he was glad to get away. he reached the office in time to go out to lunch with the bookkeeper. "well?" asked mullins, eagerly. "did you go to long's?" "yes." "what did you find out?" "i found out that your office boy had been there and carried them the receipt." "the young--viper! so he is trying to undermine me in the office. well, he'll live to regret it," and the bookkeeper shook his head vigorously. "i'd get even with him if i were you, cousin david." "trust me for that! i generally pay off all debts of that kind." "how will you do it?" asked felix, curiously. "i don't know yet. probably i'll get him into some bad scrape that will secure his discharge." "and then you'll get me into the place?" "i am afraid i can't. i am not on good terms with mr. fairchild, and my recommendation won't do you much good, even if i do manage to get rid of chester." "then i don't see how i am going to be benefited by working for you," said felix, dissatisfied. "i'll pay you in some way. to begin with, here's a dollar. this is for your errand of this morning." "thank you, cousin david," said felix, pocketing the bill with an air of satisfaction. "i think i'll go to daly's theater to-night. father doesn't give me much spending money--only twenty-five cents a week, and what's a fellow to do with such a beggarly sum as that?" "it is more than i had at your age." "the world has progressed since then. a boy needs more pocket money now than he did fifteen years ago. how soon shall you try to get even with that boy?" "i think it will be prudent to wait a while. mr. fairchild may suspect something if i move too soon. the boy has been with us less than a week." "he has been with you long enough to do some harm." "that's true," said mullins, with an ugly look. "does he seem to suit mr. fairchild?" "yes; he appears to be intelligent, and he attends to his duties--worse luck!--but he's a thorn in my side, a thorn in my side! i'd give twenty-five dollars if he was out of the office." "do you want me to break off acquaintance with him?" "no; keep on good terms with him. let him think you are his intimate friend. it will give me a chance to plot against him--through you." chapter xvi. prof. hazlitt at home. chester did not forget his engagement to call upon prof. hazlitt on wednesday evening. he was shown at once into the professor's study. it was a large room, the sides lined with bookcases crowded with volumes. there seemed to be more books than chester had ever seen before. in the center of the room was a study table, covered with books, open as if in use. on one side was a desk, at which prof. hazlitt himself was seated. "good-evening, my young friend," he said, cordially, as chester entered the room. "you did not forget your appointment." "no, sir. i was not likely to forget such an engagement." "have you grown to feel at home in the city?" "not entirely, sir, but i am getting a little used to it." "i think you mentioned that you were going into a real estate office?" "yes, sir. i have commenced my duties there." "i hope you find them agreeable." "i might, sir, but that the bookkeeper seems to have taken a dislike to me." "i suspect that you would like better to devote yourself to art work." "i think i should, sir, but mr. conrad thinks it better that i should only devote my leisure to drawing." "no doubt his advice is wise, for the present, at least. now, suppose we come to business. i believe i told you i am writing a book on ethnology." "yes, sir." "i find a good deal of help in rare volumes which i consult at the astor library. these i cannot borrow, but i have the use of anything i find suited to my needs in the library of columbia college. then i import a good many books. i shall spare no pains to make my own work valuable and comprehensive. of course, i shall feel at liberty to copy and use any illustrations i find in foreign publications. it is here that you can help me." "yes, sir." "here, for instance," and the professor opened a french book, "are some sketches illustrating the dress and appearance of the natives of madagascar. do you think you can copy them?" "i have no doubt of it, sir," he answered. "sit down in that chair and try. you will find pencils and drawing paper before you. i will mention one or two particulars in which i want you to deviate from the original." chester sat down and was soon deep in his task. he felt that it was important for him to do his best. he could understand that, though the professor was a kind-hearted man, he would be a strict critic. he therefore worked slowly and carefully, and it was nearly an hour before he raised his head and said: "i have finished." "show the sketch to me," said the professor. chester handed it to him. he examined it with critical attention. gradually his face lighted up with pleasure. "admirably done!" he exclaimed. "you have carried out my wishes." "then you are satisfied, sir?" "entirely." "i am very glad," said chester, with an air of relief. he felt now he could do all that was required of him, and, as the contract would pay him two hundred dollars, this success to-night was an important one. "i won't ask you to do any more this evening, but i will give you some work to do at home. i believe i agreed to pay you two dollars for each sketch?" "yes, sir." "probably you are not over well provided with money, and i will pay you as you go on. or, rather, i will give you ten dollars as an advance for future work." "thank you, sir. you are very kind." "only considerate. i have seen the time when a ten-dollar-bill would have been welcome to me. now, thanks to a wealthy relative, who left me a fortune, i am amply provided for." at this moment the study door opened and a bright-looking boy of about fifteen entered. "may i come in, uncle?" he asked, with a smile. "yes. chester, this is my nephew, arthur burks. arthur, this is chester rand, a young artist, who is assisting me." arthur came forward and gave chester his hand cordially. "you ought to wear spectacles," he said, "like uncle edgar. you don't look dignified enough to be his assistant." "that may come in time," said chester, with a smile. "arthur, i am done with chester for this evening," said the professor. "you may carry him off and entertain him. you may bring me the other two sketches whenever you are ready." "come up to my den," said arthur. "i have the front room on the third floor." as they went upstairs, a prolonged, melancholy shriek rang through the house. chester stopped short in dismay, and an expression of pain succeeded the gay look on arthur's face. chapter xvii. chester takes a lesson in boxing. "that is my poor, little cousin," explained arthur. "is he sick or in pain?" asked chester, in quick sympathy. "he had a fever when he was three years old that left his mind a wreck. he is now eight. the most eminent physicians have seen him, but there seems little hope of his improvement or recovery." "does he suffer pain?" "you ask on account of the shriek you heard. as far as we can tell, he does not. the shriek comes, so the doctor tells us, from a nervous spasm. he would have been a bright boy if he had kept his health. would you like to see him?" chester shrank back. "i am afraid i should excite him," he said. he had, besides, an idea that a boy so afflicted would be repulsive in appearance. "no," said arthur, "it may relieve him to see you by diverting his thoughts." without further words, he opened the door of a room at the head of the staircase and entered, followed reluctantly by chester. "ernest," said arthur, in a soothing tone, "i have brought you a friend. his name is chester." chester was amazed at the sight of the boy. he was wonderfully handsome, especially when at arthur's words the look of pain left his face and it brightened into radiant beauty. he seemed to fall in love with chester at first sight. he ran up to him, seized his hand, kissed it, and said: "i love you." arthur, too, looked amazed. "he never took to anyone so before," he said. "you have fascinated him." "sit down. let me sit in your lap," pleaded ernest. all feeling of repugnance, all thoughts of the boy's malady were forgotten. chester sat in a low rocking-chair and ernest seated himself in his lap, touching his face and hair softly with a caressing hand. "what a charming boy he is!" thought chester. "did you come to see me?" asked ernest, softly. "yes, i came with arthur." "will you stay with me a little while?" "a little while, but i must soon go. why did you scream so loud a little while ago?" "i--don't know." "were you in pain?" "n--no," answered ernest, softly. "do you like to cry out in that manner?" "no, but--i have to do it. i can't help it." "i think he gives the right explanation," said arthur. "it is a nervous impulse, and has nothing to do with pain." "does he ever sit in your lap, like this?" "no; i think he likes me in a way, for i am always kind to him, but you seem to draw him to you irresistibly." at that moment the professor came in. when he saw ernest sitting in chester's lap, he stopped short in astonishment. "this is strange," he said. "isn't it, uncle? chester seems to fascinate my little cousin. no sooner did he enter the room than ernest ran up to him, kissed his hand, and caressed him." "i can't explain it," said the professor, "but chester seems to have a wonderful influence over my poor boy. i never saw him look so happy or contented before." all this while ernest continued to stroke chester's cheek and his hair, and regarded him with looks of fond affection. "i am afraid ernest annoys you," said the professor. "no; i am glad he likes me. i never had a little brother. i think i should enjoy having one." "if he could only be always like this," said the professor, regretfully. just then margaret entered. she was the nurse, who had constant charge of ernest. she paused on the threshold, and her looks showed her surprise. "ernest has found a friend, margaret," said the professor. "i never saw the like, sir. come here, ernest." the boy shook his head. "no, i want to stay with him," indicating chester. "did ernest ever see him before, sir?" "no; it seems to be a case of love at first sight." "he has cut me out," said arthur, smiling. "ernest, which do you like best, me or him?" "him," answered ernest, touching chester's cheek. "i must tell dr. gridley of this new manifestation on the part of my poor boy," said the professor. "perhaps he can interpret it." for twenty minutes chester retained ernest on his lap. then arthur said: "chester must go now, ernest." the boy left chester's lap obediently. "will you come and see me again?" he pleaded. "yes, i will come," said chester, and, stooping over, he kissed the boy's cheek. ernest's face lighted up with a loving smile, and again he kissed chester's hand. "now, chester, you can come to my den." arthur opened the door of a large room, furnished with every comfort. it was easy to see that it was a boy's apartment. on a table were boxing gloves. over a desk in a corner was hung the photograph of a football team, of which arthur was the captain. there was another photograph representing him with gloves on, about to have a set-to with a boy friend. "do you box, chester?" he asked. "no; i never saw a pair of boxing gloves before." "i will give you a lesson. here, put on this pair." chester smiled. "i shall be at your mercy," he said. "i am, perhaps, as strong as you, but i have no science." "it won't take you long to learn." so the two boys faced each other. before he knew what was going to happen, chester received a light tap on the nose from his new friend. "i must tell you how to guard yourself. i will be the professor and you the pupil." chester soon became interested, and at the end of half an hour his teacher declared that he had improved wonderfully. "we will have a lesson every time you come to see uncle," he said. "then i shall come to see two professors." "yes, an old one and young one. between uncle, ernest and myself, you will find your time pretty well occupied when you come here." "i think it a great privilege to come here," said chester, gratefully. "and i am glad to have you. i shall have some one to box with, at any rate. now," he added, with a comical look, "i can't induce my uncle to have a bout with me. indeed, i should be afraid to, for he is so shortsighted he would need to wear spectacles, and i would inevitably break them." chester could not forbear laughing at the idea of the learned professor having a boxing match with his lively, young nephew. "if you will make me as good a boxer as yourself, i shall feel very much indebted." "that will come in time. i am quite flattered at the opportunity of posing as a teacher. have you a taste for jewelry? just look in this drawer." arthur opened one of the small drawers in his bureau, and displayed a varied collection of studs, sleeve buttons, collar buttons, scarf pins, etc. "you might set up a jeweler's store," suggested chester. "where did you get them all?" "i had an uncle who was in the business, and he and other relatives have given me plenty." "i haven't even a watch." "no, really? why, how can you get along without one?" "i have to." "wait a minute." arthur opened another drawer, revealing two silver watches, one an open face, the other a hunting watch. "take your choice," he said. "do you really mean it?" "certainly." "but would your uncle approve of your giving me such a valuable present?" "my uncle doesn't bother himself about such trifles. i don't use either of these watches. i have a gold one, given me last christmas." "since you are so kind, i think i prefer the hunting watch." "all right! there it is. let me set it for you. the chain goes with it, of course." chester felt delighted with his present. he had hoped sometime--when he was eighteen, perhaps--to own a watch, but had no expectation of getting one so soon. "you are a generous friend, arthur," he said. "don't make too much of such a trifle, chester!" returned the other, lightly. when chester said he must go home, arthur put on his hat and proposed to walk with him part of the way, an offer which chester gratefully accepted. they walked over to broadway, chatting as they went. all at once, chester, who had not expected to see anyone he knew, touched arthur on the arm. "do you see that man in front of us?" he asked, pointing to a figure about six feet ahead. "yes. what of him?" "it is our bookkeeper, david mullins." "is it, indeed? do you know whom he is walking with?" chester glanced at a rather flashily dressed individual who was walking arm in arm with the bookkeeper. "no," he answered. "it is dick ralston," answered arthur, "one of the most notorious gamblers in the city." chapter xviii. dick ralston. chester was new to the city and a novice in worldly affairs, but the discovery that the bookkeeper was on intimate terms with a gambler astounded him. he felt that mr. fairchild ought to know it, but he shrank from telling him. of course, the presumption was that mullins was also a gambler, but this was not certain. chester decided to say nothing, but to be watchful. david mullins had been five years in his present place, and his services must have been satisfactory or he would not have been retained. there was one thing, however, that chester did not know. this gambler--dick ralston, as he was familiarly called--was only a recent acquaintance. mullins had known him but three months, but had already, through his influence, been smitten by the desire to become rich more quickly than he could in any legitimate way. he had accompanied dick to the gaming table, and tried his luck, losing more than he could comfortably spare. he was in debt to his dangerous friend one hundred and fifty dollars, and on the evening in question dick had intimated that he was in need of the money. "but how can i give it to you?" asked mullins, in a tone of annoyance. "you receive a good salary." "one hundred dollars a month, yes. but i can't spare more than thirty dollars a month toward paying the debt." "which would take you five months. that won't suit me. haven't you got any money saved up?" "no; i ought to have, but i have enjoyed myself as i went along, and it has taken all i earned." "humph! very pleasant for me!" "and for me, too. it isn't very satisfactory to pinch and scrape for five months just to get out of debt. if it was for articles i had had--in other words, for value received--it would be different. but it is just for money lost at the gaming table--a gambling debt." "such debts, among men of honor," said dick, loftily, "are the most binding. everywhere they are debts of honor." "i don't see why," grumbled mullins. "come," said ralston, soothingly, "you are out of sorts, and can't see things in their right light. i'll lend you fifty dollars more, making the debt two hundred dollars." "i don't see how that will help me." "i'll tell you. you must win the money to pay your debt at the gaming table. why, two hundred dollars is a trifle. you might win it in one evening." "or lose as much more." "there's no such word as fail! shall i tell you what i did once?" "yes," answered mullins, in some curiosity. "i was in nashville--dead broke! i was younger then, and losses affected me more. i was even half inclined--you will laugh, i know--to blow my brains out or to throw myself into the river, when a stranger offered to lend me ten dollars to try my luck again. well, i thought as you did, that it was of little use. i would lose it, and so make matters worse. "but desperation led me to accept. it was one chance, not a very good one, but still a chance. from motives of prudence i only risked five dollars at first. i lost. savagely i threw down the remaining five and won twenty-five. then i got excited, and kept on for an hour. at the end of that time, how do you think i stood?" "how?" asked mullins, eagerly. "i had won eight hundred and sixty-five dollars," answered dick ralston, coolly. "i paid back the ten dollars, and went out of the gambling house a rich man, comparatively speaking." now, all this story was a clever fiction, but david mullins did not know this. he accepted it as plain matter of fact, and his heart beat quickly as he fancied himself winning as large a sum. "but such cases must be rare," he ventured. "not at all. i could tell you more wonderful stories about friends of mine, though it was the luckiest thing that ever happened to me. now, will you take the fifty dollars i offered you?" "yes, but i don't want to play again to-night. i feel nervous." "very good. meet me to-morrow evening at the gambling house, and the money shall be ready for you." then they parted, and the bookkeeper, who had a headache, went home and to bed. he had that evening lost fifty dollars to dick ralston, and so increased his debt from one hundred to one hundred and fifty dollars. but his heart was filled with feverish excitement. the story told by ralston had its effect upon him, and he decided to keep on in the dangerous path upon which he had entered. why pinch himself for five months to pay his debt, when a single evening's luck would clear him from every obligation? if dick ralston and others could be lucky, why not he? this was the way mullins reasoned. he never stopped to consider what would be the result if things did not turn out as he hoped--if he lost instead of won. some weeks passed. the bookkeeper met with varying success at the gaming table. sometimes he won, sometimes he lost, but on the whole his debt to dick ralston didn't increase. there were reasons why the gambler decided to go slow. he was playing with mullins as a cat plays with a mouse. but our chief concern is with chester rand. he found a comfortable room on twelfth street, not far from the office, which, with board, only cost him five dollars per week. this, to be sure, took all his salary, but he was earning something outside. on account of so much time being taken up by his work for the professor, he did little for the comic weeklies. but occasionally, through his friend, the artist, a five or ten-dollar bill came into his hands. he bought himself a new suit, and some other articles which he found he needed, and wrote home to ask his mother if she wished any assistance. "thank you for your offer," she replied, "but the money miss dolby pays me defrays all my housekeeping expenses and a little more. she is certainly peculiar, but is good-natured, and never finds fault. she is a good deal of company for me. of course, i miss you very much, but it cheers me to think you are doing well, and are happy, with good prospects for the future. there is nothing for you in wyncombe, as i very well know; that is, nothing you would be willing to accept. "that reminds me to say that mr. tripp is having a hard time with boys. he discharged abel wood soon after you went to new york. he has tried two boys since, but doesn't seem to get suited. when i was in the store yesterday, he inquired after you. 'tell him,' he said, 'that if he gets tired of new york, he can come back to the store, and i will pay him three dollars a week!" he said this with an air of a man who is making a magnificent offer. i told him you were satisfied with your position in the city. i must tell you of one mean thing he has done. "he has been trying to induce miss dolby to leave me and take board with him, offering to take her for two dollars a week less. she told me of this herself. 'i wouldn't go there if he'd take me for nothing,' she said, and i believe she meant it. she is not mean, and is willing to pay a fair, even a liberal, price, where she is suited. you see, therefore, that neither you nor i need borrow any trouble on this point!" this letter relieved chester of all anxiety. all things seemed bright to him. what he did for the comic weeklies, added to his work for prof. hazlitt, brought him in ten dollars a week on an average. this, added to the five dollars a week from mr. fairchild, gave him an aggregate salary of fifteen dollars a week, so that he was always amply provided with money. "cousin david," said felix to the bookkeeper one day, "i don't see how it happens that chester is so well supplied with cash." "is he?" asked mullins. "yes; he has just bought a new suit, a new hat and new shoes. they must have cost him altogether as much as thirty dollars. how much wages do you pay him?" "five dollars a week." "and he pays all that for board, for he told me so." "it does seem a little mysterious. perhaps his friend the artist helps him." "no, he doesn't. i intimated as much one day, but he said no, that he paid his own way. one evening last week, i saw him going into daly's theatre with a young fellow handsomely dressed--quite a young swell. they had two-dollar seats, and i learned that chester paid for them. he doesn't have any chance to pick up any money in this office, does he?" asked felix, significantly. "i can't say as to that. i haven't missed any." "i wish he would help himself. of course, he would be discharged, and then you might find a place for me." "i may do so yet." "is there any chance of it?" asked felix, eagerly. "in about two weeks, mr. fairchild is going west on business. he will be gone for a month, probably. in his absence, i shall run the office." "i see." "and i shall probably find some reason for discharging chester rand," added the bookkeeper, significantly. "in that case, you will hold yourself ready to slip into his place." "bully for you, cousin david," exclaimed felix, in exultation. chapter xix. mr. fairchild leaves the city. about ten days later, chester found himself alone in the office with his employer, the bookkeeper having gone out to call upon a man who had commissioned the broker to buy him a house. "chester," said mr. fairchild, "has mr. mullins mentioned to you that i start next monday on a western trip?" "i heard him say so to a gentleman in here on business." "i shall have to leave mr. mullins to take charge of the office and run the business. the time was when i would have done so with confidence, but the affair of james long has made me distrustful. he thoroughly understands my business, and it would be difficult for me to supply his place. for the present, therefore, i feel obliged to retain him. during my absence, however, i wish, if you see anything wrong, that you would apprise me of it by letter. you may direct letters to palmer's hotel, chicago, and they will be forwarded to me from there. what is your address?" chester gave it, and mr. fairchild wrote it down. "it is rather unusual," continued mr. fairchild, "for a man in my position to make a confidant of his office boy, but i have observed you carefully, and i believe that you are not only intelligent, but are faithful to my interests." "thank you, sir," said chester, with genuine gratification. "i think i can promise you that you will not be disappointed in me." "of course mr. mullins must not know of the understanding between us. don't breathe a hint of what i have said." "no, sir, i will not." "in case you think it necessary you may telegraph to me. i hope, however, that no such emergency will arise." chester asked himself whether it was his duty to apprise mr. fairchild of his seeing mullins in intimate companionship with a gambler, but, on the whole, decided not to do so. he did not wish needlessly to prejudice his employer against the bookkeeper. on monday morning mr. fairchild left the office and took the sixth avenue elevated train to cortlandt street station, from which it is only five minutes' walk to the ferry connecting with the train on the pennsylvania railroad. "how long shall you be away, mr. fairchild?" asked the bookkeeper. "i cannot yet tell. it will depend on the success i meet with in my business. i am afraid i may be absent four weeks." "don't hurry back," said mullins. "i will keep things running." "i rely upon your fidelity," said the broker, not without significance. "you may be assured of that. i have been in your employ for over five years." "and of course understand all the details of my business. that is true. continue faithful to me and you will have no cause to repent it." "thank you, sir. you need have no anxiety." "chester," said mr. fairchild, "you may go with me as far as the station and carry my grip." when they were outside, the broker said: "i could have carried the grip myself, but i wished to have a parting word with you. mr. mullins is thoroughly acquainted with my business, but within the last six months i found myself distrusting him. in four weeks, for i shall be likely to be away that length of time, something may occur detrimental to my interests, and i heartily wish i had some one else in charge. i may rely upon you bearing in mind what i told you the other day?" "yes, sir; i won't forget." "i know that you are faithful, and i only wish you understood the business well enough to be placed in charge." "i wish so, too," said chester, frankly. "i think, however," mr. fairchild added, with a smile, "that it would be hardly prudent to trust my business to an office boy." "you are already trusting me very much, mr. fairchild." "yes; i feel safe in doing so." chester took the grip up the elevated stairway and parted with mr. fairchild at the ticket office. as he went down to the street he reflected that his own position during the broker's absence might not be very comfortable. still he had his employer's confidence, and that gave him much pleasure. he had reached harris' large store on his way home when a rakish-looking figure, springing from he knew not where, overtook and touched him on the arm. chester immediately recognized him as the gambler with whom he had seen the bookkeeper walking on the evening of his first visit to the house of prof. hazlitt. "i say, boy," said ralston, "you're employed by fairchild, the real estate man, ain't you?" "yes, sir," answered chester, coldly. "didn't i see him going to the elevated station with you just now?" "yes, sir." "with a grip in his hand?" "yes." "is he off for a journey?" "he has started for the west." "so? i had business with him, but i suppose i can transact it with mullins just as well." "you will find him in the office." "all right! i'll go there." chester turned his glance upon dick ralston and rapidly took note of his appearance. he was rather a stocky man, with a red, pimpled face, a broad nose, small, twinkling eyes and intensely black hair. he wore a "loud," striped sack suit, and on one of his pudgy fingers was a diamond ring. it was really a diamond, and he had often found it serviceable. when he was in very bad luck he pawned it for a comfortable sum, but invariably redeemed it when fortune smiled upon him again. he followed chester into the broker's office. mullins sat on a stool at the desk, picking his teeth. he looked like a man of leisure, with little upon his mind. "hello, mullins, old boy!" said dick, pushing forward with extended hand. "so you're promoted to boss?" "yes," answered the bookkeeper, showing his teeth in a complacent smile. "can i sell you a house this morning?" "well, not exactly. i'm not quite up to that in the present state of my funds. if you have on your list a one-story shanty on the rocks near central park i may invest." "cash down, or do you want to have part of the purchase money on mortgage?" then both laughed, and ralston made a playful dig at mullins' ribs. chester could not help hearing the conversation. he saw in it a proof of the friendly relations between the two. this, so far as he knew, was the first visit made by ralston to mr. mullins. it was clear that the bookkeeper felt that such a caller would injure him in the eyes of mr. fairchild. "i am glad old fairchild is gone," said dick ralston, lowering his tone. "now i can come in freely." "don't come in too often," replied mullins, with a cautioning look at chester. "it might----" chester lost the rest of the sentence. "send him out!" suggested dick, in a still lower tone, but chester caught the words. "chester," said the bookkeeper, "you may go up to the fifth avenue hotel and ask at the office if mr. paul perkins, of minneapolis, has arrived?" "yes, sir." after chester went out, ralston inquired, "is there a man named paul perkins?" "not that i know of," answered mullins, with a laugh. "i see. you're a sharp fellow. you only wanted to get rid of the kid." "exactly. now we can talk freely." "that's what i came about. do you know, mullins, you are owing me seven hundred and fifty dollars?" "is it so much as that?" asked the bookkeeper, anxiously. "yes; i can show you the account. now, to tell you the truth, mullins, i'm in a tight fix, and my bank account needs replenishing." "so does mine," returned mullins, with a sickly smile. dick ralston frowned slightly. "no joking, please!" he said, roughly. "i'm in earnest." "i don't see what i am going to do about it," muttered mullins, defiantly. "don't you. then perhaps i can help you by a suggestion." "i wish you would." "you are left in charge here during mr. fairchild's absence?" "well, suppose i am." "and you handle the funds?" "yes." "then," and dick ralston bent over and whispered something in the bookkeeper's ear. mullins started, and looked agitated. "what would you have me do?" he inquired. "borrow a little money from the office," answered dick, coolly. "but, good heavens, man, it would ruin me. must you have me risk prison?" "don't be alarmed! i only want you to borrow two or three hundred dollars. you can return it before fairchild gets back." "how am i to return it?" "you can win it back in one evening at the gaming table." "or lose more." there was considerable further conversation, dick ralston urging, and mullins feebly opposing something which the gambler proposed. then a customer came in, who had to receive attention. inside of an hour chester re-entered the office, accompanied by a sandy-complexioned stranger, his head covered with a broad, flapping, western sombrero, and wearing a long, brown beard descending at least eighteen inches. "i hear you want to see me," he said to mullins. "who are you?" asked the astonished bookkeeper. "i am paul perkins, of minneapolis," was the surprising reply. chapter xx. paul perkins, of minneapolis. if a bomb had exploded in the office david mullins and his friend ralston could not have been more astonished than by the appearance of paul perkins, whose name was invented without the slightest idea that any such person existed. before relating what followed, a word of explanation is necessary. chester went to the fifth avenue hotel without the slightest suspicion that he had been sent on a fool's errand. he imagined, indeed, that mr. mullins wanted to get rid of him, but did not doubt that there was such a man as paul perkins, and that he was expected to arrive at the fifth avenue hotel. he walked up broadway in a leisurely manner, feeling that his hasty return was not desired. he reached the fifth avenue, and entering--it was the first time he had ever visited the hotel--went up to the desk. the clerk was giving instructions to a bell boy, who was directed to carry a visitor's card to no. . when at leisure, chester asked: "has mr. paul perkins, of minneapolis, arrived at the hotel?" the clerk looked over the list of arrivals. finally his forefinger stopped at an entry on the book. "yes," he answered, "he arrived last evening. did you wish to see him?" about this chester was in doubt. he had only been asked to inquire if mr. perkins had arrived. he assumed, however, that the bookkeeper wished to see mr. perkins at the office. accordingly he answered, "yes, sir. i should like to see him." the clerk rang a bell and another bell boy made his appearance. "write your name on a card," said the clerk, "and i will send it up." "the gentleman won't know my name," said chester. "then give the name of your firm." so chester, after slight hesitation, wrote: "chester rand. from clement fairchild, real estate broker." "take that up to ," said the clerk to the bell boy. in five minutes the boy returned. "mr. perkins says you are to come upstairs to his room," he reported. chester followed the bell boy to the elevator. he had never before ridden in such a conveyance and the sensation was a novel one. they got off at one of the upper floors, and chester followed his guide to the door of a room near by. the bell boy knocked. "come in," was heard from the inside. chester entered and found himself in the presence of a man of fifty, with a sandy complexion and thick, brown beard. he held the card in his hand, and was looking at it. "are you chester rand?" he asked, in a high-pitched voice. "yes, sir." "and you come from clement fairchild?" "yes, sir." "this is very curious. i never heard the name before." chester looked surprised. "i can't explain it, sir," he said. "i was asked to come to the hotel and ask if you had arrived." "where is mr. fairchild's office?" "on west fourteenth street." "and he is a real estate broker?" "yes, sir." "i don't understand what he wants of me, or how in the name of all that is curious he ever heard of me. i don't own any real estate, except a three-story house in which i live." "perhaps, sir, if you will go to the office with me you will get an explanation." "precisely. that is a very practical and sensible suggestion. is it far off? i ask because i have never been in new york before." "it is only about ten minutes' walk." "then i'll go with you, that is, if you can wait fifteen minutes while i finish writing a letter to my wife, apprising her of my safe arrival." "yes, sir, i am in no especial hurry." "then sit down, and--you may look at this," handing him the last copy of _puck_. chester opened the paper eagerly, for _puck_ had accepted two of his sketches. he opened it at random, and his eye lighted up, for there was one of the two sketches handsomely reproduced. he uttered a little exclamation. "what have you found?" asked paul perkins, looking up from his letter. "this picture--is one of mine." "you don't mean it!" exclaimed the man from minneapolis, dropping his pen in surprise. "i thought you were an office boy." "so i am, sir, but--sometimes i sell sketches to the illustrated papers." "what did you get for this?" "seven dollars and a half. that is, i sold this and another for fifteen dollars." "by the great horn spoon! but this is wonderful." chester did not feel called upon to say anything. "how long did it take you to draw this picture?" "a little over half an hour." "jerusalem! that is at the rate of ten dollars an hour. i am contented to make ten dollars a day." "so should i be, sir. i don't draw all the time," said chester, with a smile. "i was going to ask if you wouldn't give me lessons in drawing and sketching." "i should be afraid to, sir," laughed chester. "you might prove a dangerous rival." "you needn't be afraid. i can play as well as i can sing." "i suppose you sing well, sir," said chester, roguishly. "you can judge. when i was a young man i thought i would practice singing a little in my room one night. the next morning my landlady said, in a tone of sympathy, 'i heard you groaning last night, mr. perkins. did you have the toothache?'" chester burst into a hearty laugh. "if that is the case," he said, "i won't be afraid of you as a rival in drawing." mr. perkins set himself to finishing his letter, and in twenty minutes it was done. "now, i am ready," he said. as they went downstairs, chester observed, "i will ask you as a favor, mr. perkins, not to refer to my work in _puck_, as it is not known at the office that i do any work outside." "all right, my boy. by the way, how much do they pay you at the office?" "five dollars a week." "evidently it isn't as good a business as drawing." "no, sir; but it is more reliable. i can't always satisfy the comic papers, and i am likely to have sketches left on my hands." "yes; that is a practical way of looking at it, and shows that you are a boy of sense. what sort of a man is mr. fairchild?" "a very kind, considerate man, but i forgot to say that you won't see him." "but i thought he sent you to call on me?" "no, sir; mr. fairchild started for the west this morning. it was mr. mullins, the bookkeeper, who sent me." "that complicates the mystery. is he a good friend of yours?" "no, sir; he dislikes me." mr. perkins looked curious, and chester, considerably to his own surprise, confided to him the story of his relations with the bookkeeper. "he's a scamp!" commented the man from minneapolis. "why does mr. fairchild keep him. i wouldn't! i'd bounce him very quick." "he has been with mr. fairchild five years and understands his business thoroughly." "well, there is something in that; but i wouldn't like to have in my employ a man whom i couldn't trust. have you ever been out west?" "no, sir." "you ought to come out there. the city i represent is a smart one and no mistake. of course you've heard of the rivalry between minneapolis and st. paul." "yes, sir." "i don't take sides, for i live in both, but i think business facilities in minneapolis are greater. i think you are a boy who would succeed at the west." "i should like to go there some day. i own some property in washington territory." "you do?" exclaimed paul perkins, in great surprise. "whereabouts?" "in tacoma. i own some lots there." "then let me tell you, my boy, that you will be a rich man." "but i thought prices of land in tacoma were small." "so they are--at present; but it is the future terminus of the northern pacific railroad. when it is completed there will be a boom. how many lots do you own?" "five." "take my advice and hold on to them. what square is this?" they had reached seventeenth street. "union square." "it's a pretty place. is tiffany's near here?" "yes, sir; only two blocks away. we shall pass it." "all right! point it out to me. i'm going to buy a gold watch for myself there. i've needed one for a long time, but i wanted the satisfaction of buying one at tiffany's. anything that is sold there must be a no. ." "i have no doubt of it, but i don't trade there much yet." "no; you must wait till you have realized on your western lots." they turned down fourteenth street, and soon stood in front of mr. fairchild's office. they entered, and this brings us to the point where the last chapter ends. chapter xxi. mr. perkins makes an acquaintance. dick ralston and the bookkeeper stared at their western friend in undisguised amazement. finally mr. mullins said, "what did i understand you to call yourself?" "paul perkins, of minneapolis." "and--you are staying at the fifth avenue hotel?" "certainly. didn't you send this boy with a message?" said mr. perkins, rather impatiently. "ye-es." "how did you know that i was coming to new york? that's what beats me." mullins began to appreciate the situation, and he was cudgeling his brains for an explanation. finally one came. "i may be misinformed, but i learned from a friend of yours that you were coming here with an intention of locating in our city. now, as we are in the real estate business, i thought we would offer our services to find you a suitable house." "some friend of mine notified you of my coming to new york? why, i started off on a sudden without consulting anyone. i don't see how anyone could give you the information." "i won't undertake to explain it," said the bookkeeper. "i will only say that i am glad to meet you." "thank you! you are very polite. what was the name of the friend who spoke about me and my plans?" "i have a poor memory for names, but i believe i have the gentleman's card in my desk." he opened the desk and made an elaborate search for what he knew he should not find. "it's no use," he said, after a pause. "it's disappeared." "what was the appearance of the person?" persisted mr. perkins. "he was--tall, and--yes, with a dark complexion and--and side whiskers." "about how old?" "i should say about forty." "i know plenty of people answering that description. but how did he happen to call on you?" "there you have me. he had some business with mr. fairchild, and unfortunately mr. f. started west this morning." "i see. i can get no clew to the mystery. however, i am glad to have made the acquaintance of this young man," indicating chester. "oh, you mean our office boy," returned mullins, coldly. just then dick ralston nudged the bookkeeper. "introduce me," he said, _sotto voce_. the bookkeeper did not incline favorably to this request, but did not dare to refuse. dick ralston's appearance was decidedly against him, and his "loud" attire was in keeping with his face and manners. "mr. perkins," said mullins, "allow me to introduce my friend, mr. ralston." "glad to meet you, mr. ralston," said the man from minneapolis, extending his hand, which dick seized and pressed warmly. "proud to make your acquaintance, mr. perkins," rejoined the gambler. "i always did like western people." "thank you. i am not western by birth, though i went out to minnesota when i was a mere boy." "and i have no doubt you have prospered," said ralston, who was really anxious to learn whether mr. perkins was well provided with money and was worth fleecing. "well, i don't complain," answered perkins, in a matter-of-fact tone. "i shall be glad to pay you any attentions," insinuated ralston. "i know the ropes pretty well, and i flatter myself i can show you the town as well as anyone, eh, mullins?" "oh, yes," assented the bookkeeper, not over cordially. "i have no doubt of it, mr. ralston, and i take your offer kindly, but i am afraid i won't have time to go round much." "won't you go out and take a drink? mullins, you go, too!" "thank you, but i don't drink--at any rate, when i am away from home. by the way, mr.----" and he stopped short, for he did not remember the bookkeeper's name. "mr. mullins," suggested that gentleman. "you are misinformed about my wanting to locate in this city. new york's a right smart place, i admit, but give me minneapolis. that suits me." "all right, sir. i am misinformed, that's all." "if you find my friend's card just write and let me know his name. i'd like to know who it is that knows so much about my plans." "i will. where shall i direct?" "oh, just direct to minneapolis. i'm well known there. a letter will be sure to reach me." "shall you be at the hotel this evening, mr. perkins?" added dick ralston, who found it hard to give up his design upon his new acquaintance. "i don't know. i haven't made any plans." "i was thinking i might call upon you." "don't trouble yourself, mr. ralston. probably you would not find me in." mr. perkins was a tolerably shrewd man. he had "sized up" the gambler, and decided that he did not care to become any better acquainted with him. "just as you say," returned dick ralston, looking discomfited. "i thought perhaps i could make it pleasant for you." "if i find i have time i can call at your place of business," said the man from minneapolis, with a shrewd glance at the gambler. "i have no place of business," returned ralston, rather awkwardly. "i am a--a capitalist, and sometimes speculate in real estate. don't i, mullins?" "of course. by the way, i forgot to tell you that i have four lots on ninety-sixth street which would make a good investment." "ninety-sixth street! ahem, rather far uptown. what's the figure?" "five thousand dollars." "i'll take a look at them as soon as i have time. you see, mr. perkins, i do all my real estate business through my friend, mr. mullins." "just so." neither mr. perkins nor chester was taken in by ralston's assumption of the character of a capitalist. the western man had already a shrewd suspicion of the gambler's real business, and being a cautious and prudent man, did not care to cultivate him. "good-morning!" said mr. perkins. "i must not take up any more of your time. will you allow chester to go out with me for five minutes?" "certainly." david mullins would have liked to refuse, but had no good excuse for doing so. "don't stay long!" he said, rather sharply. "i won't keep him long." when they were in the street mr. perkins said: "i don't like the looks of that bookkeeper of yours." "nor do i," returned chester. "i wouldn't trust him any further than i could see him. who was that ralston? have you ever seen him before?" "once. he doesn't come into the office when mr. fairchild is at home." "do you know anything about him?" "i know--that is, i have heard that he is a well-known gambler." "by the great horn spoon, if i didn't think so! he seemed very anxious to show me round the city." "he would probably have taken you to a gambling house." "not if i was in my senses. i don't gamble, and i hope you don't." "i shouldn't know how," answered chester, with a smile. "have you any engagement for this evening?" "no, sir." "what time do you leave the office?" "at five o'clock." "then come round to the hotel and take dinner with me. i don't know anyone in the city, and i shall be glad to have your company this evening. we will take a walk together, and you can show me what's worth seeing." "are you not afraid that i will take you to a gambling house?" asked chester, with a smile. "i'll risk it." "you would find mr. ralston a better guide." "but not so safe a one. i shall be satisfied with you." when chester returned to the office mullins asked, sharply: "what did perkins want to say to you?" "he asked me to dine with him to-night at the fifth avenue hotel." "speak a good word for me, chester," said ralston, with unusual affability. "i would like to become better acquainted with him." "what shall i say, mr. ralston?" "tell him i am a prominent man, and expect to be nominated for congress next fall." this he said with a wink. chester and the bookkeeper laughed. "i'll tell him," said chester. chapter xxii. dick ralston's father. when chester followed mr. perkins into the great dining room of the fifth avenue he was rather dazzled by its size and the glistening appearance of the tables. "i hope you have brought your appetite with you, chester," said his western friend. "the fifth avenue sets a good table." "my appetite is sure to be good. i was kept so busy to-day that i had hardly time to buy a sandwich for lunch." "all the better! you'll enjoy your meal. as for me, i don't have the appetite i do at home. there's nothing like a tramp on the open prairie to make a man feel peckish." "have you ever been in new york before, mr. perkins?" "not since i was a boy. i was born up albany way, and came here when i was about your age. but, lord, the new york of that day wasn't a circumstance to what it is now. there was no elevated railroad then, nor horse cars either, for that matter, and where this hotel stands there was a riding school or something of that sort." "are you going to stay here long?" "i go to washington to-morrow, stopping at philadelphia and baltimore on the way. no. i have no business in washington, but i think by the time a man is fifty odd he ought to see the capital of his country. i shall shake hands with the president, too, if i find him at home." "have you ever been further west than minneapolis?" "yes, i have been clear out to the pacific. i've seen the town of tacoma, where you've got five lots. i shall write out to a friend in portland to buy me as many. then we shall both have an interest there." "you think the lots are worth something?" "i know it. when the northern pacific railroad is finished, every dollar your friend spent for his lots will be worth thirty or forty." "i hope your predictions will come true, mr. perkins." "did i hear you speaking of tacoma?" asked a gentleman on chester's left hand. "yes, sir." "i can tell you something about it. i live at seattle." "am i right about there being a future for the place?" asked paul perkins. "you are. i may say that lots there are already worth twice what they were last week." "how's that?" "because work on the railroad has been resumed, and there is no doubt now that it will be pushed to completion." "that settles it. i must own property there. i won't wait to write, but will telegraph my friend in portland to go there at once at my expense, and buy five--no, ten lots. i got that idea from you, chester, and if i make a profit i shall feel indebted to you." "i shall be glad if it helps fill your pockets, mr. perkins." "come up to my room for a while, chester," went on the other, "and we will consider what to do. we might go to the theater, but i think i would rather walk about here and there using my eyes. there is plenty to see in new york." "that will suit me, mr. perkins." about eight o'clock the two went downstairs. near the entrance, just inside the hotel, chester heard himself called by name. looking up, he recognized felix gordon. "are you going to the theater, chester?" asked felix. "no, i think not." "won't you introduce me to your friend?" "mr. perkins, this is felix gordon, nephew of our bookkeeper," said chester, unwillingly. "hope you are well, mr. gordon," said paul. "are you fond of the theater?" "yes, sir," answered felix, eagerly. "there's a good play at palmer's. i think you'd like it." "no doubt, but i'd rather see the streets of new york. as you are a friend of chester, do me the favor to buy yourself a ticket," and mr. perkins drew a two-dollar bill from his pocket and tendered it to felix. "i am ever so much obliged," said felix, effusively. "as it is time for the performance to commence, i'll go at once, if you'll excuse me." "certainly. you don't want to lose the beginning of the play." as felix started off on a half run, mr. perkins said: "do you know why i was so polite to felix, who by all accounts isn't your friend at all?" "no, i was rather puzzled." "i wanted to get rid of him. he was probably sent here by his uncle as a spy upon us. now he is disposed of." "i see you are shrewd," said chester, laughing. "yes, i'm a little foxy when there's occasion," rejoined mr. perkins. "now, where shall we go?" i will not undertake to describe the route followed by the two. the city was pretty much all new to the stranger from minneapolis, and it mattered little where he went. about ten o'clock the two witnessed from a distance a scene between a man of forty and an old, infirm man, apparently seventy years of age. "the younger man is ralston, the gambler," said chester, in excitement, when they were near enough to recognize the figures of the two. "halt a minute, and let us hear what it is all about," returned mr. perkins. "i am hungry," said the old man, pitifully, "and i have no money for a bed. have pity on me, dick, and give me something." "you ought not to have come here," returned ralston, roughly. "why didn't you stay in the country, where you had a comfortable home?" "in the poorhouse," murmured the old man, sadly. "well, it's no worse for being a poorhouse, is it?" "but is it right for me to live there when you are rich and prosperous?" "how do you know i am rich and prosperous?" "by your dress. and there's a diamond in your shirt bosom. that must be valuable." "it's about all i own that is valuable. it was a fool's errand that brought you here. you had better go back," and ralston prepared to go on. "won't you give me a trifle, dick?" "well, take that." "a quarter?" "yes; it will give you some supper." "but what shall i do for a bed?" "go to the station house. they'll take in an old man like you." before the aged man could renew his application the younger one had disappeared round the corner of the next street. "follow me, chester," said paul perkins. "i'm going to speak to the old man." he touched him on the shoulder. "are you in trouble, my friend?" he asked. the old man, looking the picture of despondency in his ragged suit, and with his long, gray locks floating over his shoulders, turned at the words. "yes, sir," he said, "i am poor and in trouble, and my heart is sore." "is the man who has just left you related to you?" "he is my only son." "he doesn't seem kind to you." "no; he cares nothing for his old father." "how did you become so poor?" "he is the cause. when he was turned twenty-one i was worth ten thousand dollars. he forged my name, more than once, and to save him i paid the forged notes. so it happened that i was turned out in my old age from the farm and the home that had been mine for twenty-five years, and in the end i was sent to the poorhouse." "then he brought all this upon you?" "yes." "do you know what he is now?" "he tells me he is in business." "his business is carried on at the gambling house, so my young friend here assures me. you will get no help from him." "i begin to think so. perhaps i was foolish to leave my home, poor as it was, and come here to ask help." "how much money will take you home?" "two dollars." "here is a ten-dollar bill. take it, get a meal and a night's lodging and in the morning start for home. it is the best thing you can do. as for your son, you can only leave him to his own devices. a man who will treat his old father as he has treated you will never prosper." "thank you, sir. i will follow your advice." "i would rather be in your position, old and poor as you are, than in his." "chester," added mr. perkins, as they walked on, "this ralston is a more contemptible rascal than i thought. if my old father were living, i would give half the money i possess. while i had a dollar in my pocket he should share it." "i say the same, mr. perkins." when they reached the fifth avenue hotel, paul perkins shook hands with chester. "good-night," he said. "you won't see me for two weeks, perhaps, but i'll be sure to find you out when i return to the city. i hope you won't have any trouble with that scoundrel in the office." "thank you, mr. perkins, but i am afraid i shall." "don't mind it if you do. remember that you will always have a friend in paul perkins." chapter xxiii. chester is discharged. "well," said david mullins, addressing his cousin felix, "did you go to the fifth avenue hotel last evening?" "yes, cousin david." "did you see that man from minneapolis and chester?" "yes." "where did they go?" "i don't know." "you don't know?" frowned mullins. "and why not, i should like to know?" "because i went to palmer's theater." "so that is the way you spent the quarter i gave you?" exclaimed the bookkeeper, indignantly. "i couldn't go to palmer's on that." "did you go with them?" asked mullins, hopefully. "no, but mr. perkins gave me money to go." "what made him do it?" "he thought i was a friend of chester." "how much did he give you?" "i occupied a dollar seat," answered felix, noncommittally. he did not care to mention that the sum given him was two dollars, half of which he still had in his pocket. "humph! so he gave you a dollar. why didn't you take it and stay with them?" "because he gave it to me expressly for the theater. it would have looked strange if i had stayed with them after all." "i would have found a way, but you are not smart." felix did not make any reply, being content with having deceived his cousin as to mr. perkins' gift. "i say, cousin david, aren't you going to bounce that boy pretty quick and give me his place?" "yes, as soon as i get a good excuse." "will you do it to-day?" "no; it would look strange. you may be sure i won't keep him long." at this point chester came into the office and was surprised to see mr. mullins and felix already there. usually the bookkeeper did not show up till half an hour later. "good-morning," said mullins, smoothly. "did you dine with mr. perkins last evening?" "yes, sir." "i suppose you went to the theater?" "no; mr. perkins preferred to take a walk, as he has not been in new york since he was a boy. did you enjoy the play, felix?" "yes, thank you. it was very nice. i am ever so much obliged to mr. perkins for the money to go." "mr. perkins must be a rich man?" said mullins, interrogatively. "i think he is pretty well off," answered chester. "how long does he stay in the city?" "he was to leave this morning. he is going to washington." david mullins was glad to hear this. it would make it easier for him to discharge chester. he dispatched him on an errand, and was about to make some entries in the books when dick ralston strolled in. "how are you, dick? can i do anything for you this morning?" "yes; you can let me have a hundred dollars." "i can't do that," answered the bookkeeper, with a slight frown. "you'll have to settle up soon," said ralston, in a surly tone. "give me time, can't you? i can't do everything in a minute. what is the matter with you? you look as if you had got out of the wrong side of the bed." "i had a disagreeable thing happen last evening. who should appear to me on madison avenue but the old man." "your father?" "yes; he left a good, comfortable home up in the country, and came here to see if he couldn't get some money out of me." "did he?" "i gave him a quarter and advised him to go back. he seems to think i am made of money." "so he has a comfortable home?" "yes," answered ralston, hesitating slightly. "he's better off than i am in one way. he has no board to pay, and sometimes i haven't money to pay mine." "i suppose he is staying with friends or relatives," said mullins, who was not aware that mr. ralston, senior, was the inmate of a poorhouse. "it is an arrangement i made for him. i felt angry to see him here, and i told him so. however, he isn't likely to come again. have you heard from fairchild yet?" "no; it isn't time. he won't reach chicago till this evening or to-morrow morning." "meanwhile--that is, while he is away--you have full swing, eh?" "yes; i suppose so." "then you'll be a fool if you don't take advantage of it." david mullins did not answer. he repented, now that it was too late, that he had placed himself in the power of such a man as dick ralston. as long as he owed him seven hundred and fifty dollars there was no escaping him, and mullins felt very uncomfortable when he considered what steps the gambler wanted him to take to get free from his debts. at this moment a dignified-looking gentleman living on west forty-seventh street entered the office. he was the owner of a large building, of which mr. fairchild acted as agent. he looked askance at dick ralston, whose loud dress and general appearance left little doubt as to his character. "is mr. fairchild in?" the caller asked. "no, sir; he started for the west yesterday." "i am sorry." "i can attend to your business, mr. gray." "no, thank you. i prefer to wait. how long will mr. fairchild be absent?" "probably six weeks." the gentleman took his leave, with another side glance at ralston. when he had gone, ralston said, "who is that, mullins?" "mr. gray, a wealthy banker, living on forty-seventh street." "so? why didn't you introduce me to the old duffer? i might have made something out of him." "he is not your style, dick. he wouldn't care to be introduced to a stranger." "so he puts on airs, does he?" "no; but he is rather a proud, reserved man." "thinks himself better than his fellow men, i suppose," sneered the gambler. "i can't say, but it wouldn't have been policy to make you acquainted. if you won't be offended, dick, i will say that though i am personally your friend, i am afraid that it isn't best for you to be here so much." "so you are getting on your high horse, mullins, are you?" "no; but you are too well known, dick. if you were only an ordinary man, now, it would be different, but your striking appearance naturally makes people curious about you." dick ralston was not insensible to flattery, and this compliment propitiated him. he was about to go out when chester entered, returning from his errand. "how are you, kid?" inquired ralston. "very well, mr. ralston," answered chester, coldly, for he could not forget how the gambler had treated his old father. "well, did you pass the evening with that cowboy from minneapolis?" "i spent the evening with mr. perkins." "of course! that's what i mean. has he got money?" "he didn't tell me." "he gave felix money to go to the theater," interposed mullins. "is that so? he seems to be liberal. i'd like to cultivate his acquaintance. how long is he going to stay at the fifth avenue?" "he left for washington this morning." "i am sorry to hear it. another chance gone, mullins." the bookkeeper looked warningly at ralston. he did not care to have him speak so freely before the office boy. "i don't suppose we are likely to have any business with paul perkins," he said. "i offered to sell him a house, but he doesn't care to locate in new york." things went on as usual for the rest of the day. mr. mullins, if anything, treated chester better than usual, and the office boy began to think that he had done the bookkeeper injustice. felix spent considerable of his time in the office, spending his time in reading nickel libraries, of which he generally carried a supply with him. on the next day, about three o'clock in the afternoon, chester was sent downtown on an errand. he was delayed about ten minutes by a block on the sixth avenue car line. when he entered the office, mullins demanded, sharply, "what made you so long?" chester explained. "that's too thin!" retorted the bookkeeper. "i have no doubt you loitered, wasting your employer's time." "that isn't true, mr. mullins," said chester, indignantly. "you won't mend mattters by impertinence. it is clear to me that you won't suit us. i will pay you your wages up to this evening, and you can look for another place." "mr. fairchild engaged me, mr. mullins. it is only right that you should keep me till he returns, and report your objections." "i don't require any instructions from you. you are discharged--do you understand?" "yes," answered chester, slowly. "you needn't wait till evening. here is your money. felix will take your place for the present." "yes, cousin david," returned felix, with alacrity. "i protest against this sudden discharge," said chester, "for no fault of my own, mr. mullins." "you have said enough. i understand my business." there was nothing for chester to do but to accept the dismissal. it took him by surprise, for though he anticipated ill treatment, he had not expected to be discharged. "well, felix," said the bookkeeper, "you've got the place at last." "yes," smiled felix, complacently. "didn't chester look glum when you bounced him?" "i don't know and i don't care. i have no further use for him. he's too fresh!" chapter xxiv. introduces mr. sharpleigh, the detective. chester was not so much disturbed by his discharge, so far as it related to his own welfare, as by the thought that mr. fairchild's interests were threatened. he felt that his absent employer ought to be notified at once. accordingly he went to the fifth avenue hotel and telegraphed to chicago: "i am discharged. felix gordon is in my place. will write." a few hours later chester received the following message at his lodgings. "your telegram received. will write you instructions. fairchild." two days later chester received a letter requesting him to call at once on a well-known detective, give him all the available information and request him to keep careful watch of mr. mullins and his operations, and interfere if any steps were taken prejudicial to mr. fairchild's interests. chester called on the detective and was fortunate enough to find him in. he expected to see a large man of impressive manners and imposing presence, and was rather disappointed when he found a small personage under the average height, exceedingly plain and unpretentious, who might easily have been taken for an humble clerk on a salary of ten or twelve dollars a week. mr. sharpleigh listened attentively to chester's communication, and then proceeded to ask questions. "do you know anything of mr. mullins outside of the office?" he asked. "a little, sir." "has he any bad habits? is he extravagant? does he drink?" "i have never seen any evidence that he drank," answered chester. "perhaps he may drink a glass of wine or beer occasionally." "i don't mean that. he is not what may be called an intemperate man?" "no, sir." "any other objectionable habits?" "i think he gambles." "ha! this is important. what makes you think so?" "he seems to be intimate with a man who, i am told, is a well-known gambler." "who is it?" "dick ralston." "ralston is as well known as any gambler in the city. how is it that this has not excited the suspicions of mr. fairchild?" "i don't think mr. fairchild knows it." "then ralston doesn't come into the office?" "he did not when mr. fairchild was in town. as soon as mr. fairchild left he came at once, and now spends considerable time there." "probably mullins owes him money lost in gambling." "i think he does. i overheard him one day urging mr. mullins to give him money." "that makes it probable. do you know if they keep company outside?" "i have seen them walking late in the evening." "why do you think mr. mullins discharged you?" "he wanted the place for a cousin of his." "what name?" "felix gordon." "is he there now?" "yes; felix was taken on when i was discharged." "at once?" "yes. he was in the office, probably waiting for the vacancy." "the plan seems to have been cut and dried. what sort of a boy is felix?" "i don't know him very well. he seems on confidential terms with mr. mullins." "did the bookkeeper have any other reasons for disliking you?" "yes; i interfered to prevent his cheating a mechanic out of his month's rent." "state the circumstances." chester did so. "how long has mr. mullins been in mr. fairchild's employ?" "about five years, i think i have heard." "that speaks well for him. probably his acquaintance with ralston is recent, or he would have done something before this to insure his discharge." there was a short silence, and chester asked: "have you any more questions, mr. sharpleigh?" "not at present. will you give me your address?" chester did so. "i will send for you if i need you. i think you can help me materially. you seem to have a clear head, and are observing." it was the evening for chester to call at prof. hazlitt's. "i passed your office this morning, chester," said arthur burks, "and thought of calling in, but i was in haste." "you wouldn't have found me, arthur. i am discharged." "what!" exclaimed arthur, in surprise. "what complaint does mr. fairchild make of you?" "none at all. he is out of the city. the bookkeeper, who dislikes me, discharged me, and gave the place to his cousin." "i am awfully sorry. what will you do?" "i have some money saved up. besides, i shall devote more time to drawing. i made a sketch yesterday which mr. conrad thinks i will get ten dollars for." "that is fine. i never earned ten dollars in my life." "you have never felt obliged to work, except in school." "i take care not to injure my health in studying," said arthur, with a laugh. "i will speak to uncle edgar, and he will arrange to have you come four times a week instead of two. then you will earn more money from him." "thank you, arthur. i should like that." prof. hazlitt, on being spoken to, ratified this arrangement, so that chester's mind was easy. he knew now that he would be able to support himself and more, too. chester soon had something more to encourage him. he received at his lodgings the following letter: "mr. chester rand. "dear sir: we are about to establish a new comic weekly, which we shall call _the phoenix_. it is backed by sufficient capital to insure its success. our attention has been called to some illustrations which you have furnished to some of our successful contemporaries, and we shall be glad to secure your services. we may be able to throw considerable work in your way. please call at our office as soon as possible. "editors of the phoenix." chester was quite exhilarated by this letter. he felt that it was a proof of his growing popularity as an artist, and this was particularly gratifying. besides, his income would be largely, at any rate considerably, increased. he lost no time in presenting himself at the office of _the phoenix_. it was located in a large office building on nassau street. he took the elevator and went upstairs to the sixth floor. on the door of a room a little way from the elevator he saw the name, and knocked. "come in!" was the response. chester opened the door and found himself in the presence of a man of about forty, with a profusion of brown hair shading a pleasant countenance. he looked up inquiringly as chester entered. "is this the editor of _the phoenix_?" inquired chester, respectfully. "_the phoenix_ will have no existence till next week," answered the other, pleasantly. "i expect to be its editor." "i came in answer to your letter." "to my letter?" repeated the editor, puzzled. "yes; my name is chester rand." "what!" exclaimed the brown-haired man, almost incredulously. "you--a boy? how old are you?" "sixteen." "and you are a contributor to _puck_ and other papers?" "yes, sir." "you must be a smart boy. shake hands." chester shook hands with a smile. "will my being a boy make any difference?" he asked. "not if your work is satisfactory. are you willing to work exclusively for _the phoenix_?" "yes, sir; that is, if i may be allowed to complete a contract i have made." "what sort of a contract?" "i am illustrating prof. hazlitt's ethnological work. i think it may take me some months more, working evenings." "that won't interfere with us. i was afraid you might be under an engagement with a rival publication." "no, sir. so far as that goes i will confine myself to _the phoenix_ if----" "terms are satisfactory, i suppose." "yes, sir." "then i will agree to pay you twenty-five dollars a week for the first six months. i may be able to do better afterward." chester was dazzled. twenty-five dollars a week! what would silas tripp say to that or his enemy, the bookkeeper. "i accept," he answered, promptly. chapter xxv. chester meets another artist. "where do you wish me to work?" asked chester, after a pause. "you can work at home, but you can call at the office every day to leave your work and receive instructions." "all right, sir. when do you wish me to commence?" "at once. have you any work ready? i asked because we want to get out the first number as soon as possible." "i have one sketch and have several ideas jotted down." "good! deliver as much as possible to-morrow." chester returned home in a high state of exultation. he would be paid less for individual sketches, but, on the other hand, he would have a steady income and an assured market for all he might produce. it seemed a wonderful promotion from five dollars a week to twenty-five. to be sure, when in the real estate office he had picked up extra compensation for outside work, but this was precarious and could not be depended on. with twenty-five dollars a week he would feel rich. this set him to considering that he must have a better room if he was to do work at home. in the same house where he now occupied a hall bedroom was a large, square room well lighted with two windows, well furnished and having a good writing desk, left by some previous tenant in part payment of arrears of rent, which he could have for five dollars a week. he had often thought he would like to occupy it, and wished he might find an agreeable roommate who would share the expense with him. now he felt that he could bear the expense alone. he lost no time in securing it and moving his few belongings in. mrs. crosby, his landlady, was rather surprised. "you must be doing well," she said. chester smiled. "i have been discharged from my position in the real estate office," he said. "then," said the landlady, in some dismay, "isn't it imprudent to take a more expensive room?" "i have secured a much better place." "oh! that alters the case. is it likely to be permanent?" "if i lose it i will go back to my old room." "i am sure i am glad to hear of your good luck, mr. rand. it is very seldom that a young man of your age----" "call me a boy. i am not a young man yet." "you seem to be getting on as well as a young man. i think you are real smart." "you mustn't flatter me, mrs. crosby. you will make me vain. i forgot to say that i shall be a considerable part of the time in my room. that is why i want a larger one." "but when will you work?" asked the landlady, puzzled. "i shall work in my room." "but what work can you do there?" "i am an artist; that is, i am to make drawings for a new magazine." "you don't say so? will that pay?" "very handsomely." "i hope you will show me some of them. i never met an artist before." "i am afraid i am not much of an artist. i can show you one of my pictures now." chester took from the table a number of _puck_ and pointed out a sketch. "that's pretty good," said the landlady. "you wouldn't get more than thirty-five cents for such a picture, would you?" "i was paid five dollars for that." "do tell!" exclaimed mrs. crosby, who was brought up in a country town and still used some of the expressions which were familiar to her in early days. "i can't hardly believe it. it seems foolish to pay so much for such a little thing." "i don't think it foolish, mrs. crosby. it must pay them, or they wouldn't keep on doing it." chester moved into his new room and enjoyed his ample accommodations very much. the next day he went to the office of _the phoenix_ and carried in two sketches. they were fortunate enough to win the approval of the editor. "i see you are practical and understand what we want, mr. rand," he said. just behind chester was a man of fifty, rather shabby and neglectful in his personal appearance. he might be described as an artist going to seed. whatever talent he might have had originally had been dulled and obscured by chronic intemperance. "excuse me, sir," he said, deferentially, "but i would like to submit a couple of sketches. i am guy radcliff." "glad to see you, mr. radcliff. let me examine them." "i am afraid," said the editor, after a brief examination, "that these are not quite what we want." "is it possible?" exclaimed mr. radcliff, indignantly. "you scorn my work, yet accept the sketches of that boy!" pointing at chester with withering contempt. "because he has given me what i want." "i was a famous artist before he was born." "very likely, and had done good work. but this is not good work." "sir!" "my dear sir, don't be offended. i don't care for the age of any of my contributors. i know something of your famous successes, and i hope next time to approve and buy what you bring me." mr. radcliff seemed only half propitiated. he and chester went out together. "what is your name, boy?" asked the artist. "chester rand." "i never heard of you." "i am only a beginner," said chester, modestly. "you seem to have got in with fleming." "i may not keep in with him." "are you doing pretty well?" "yes, for a boy." "have you got a loose quarter about you? i haven't done much work lately, and am hard up." chester took half a dollar from his pocket and handed it to the elder man. his compassion was stirred as he felt for radcliff's humiliation in being obliged to make such an appeal to a boy like himself. "thank you. you're a gentleman. i'll return it soon," said radcliff, looking relieved. "good luck to you! you're a good fellow, after all." "i wish you good luck, too, mr. radcliff." chester did not need to be told what had brought the elder artist into such an impecunious condition. his face with its unnatural flush showed that his habits had been far from creditable. "if i needed anything to keep me from drinking, mr. radcliff's example would be sufficient," thought chester. he had before now been invited to take a drink at some convenient saloon, but he had never been tempted to do so. two days later chester was walking through union square when he came face to face with felix gordon. felix espied him first. "hello! chester," said his successor. "hello! i didn't see you." "i envy you." "why?" "you have nothing to do but to enjoy yourself," answered felix, significantly. "oh, that's it!" said chester, smiling. he saw that felix thought him to be out of employment. "that was the case with you before you succeeded me in the real estate office. how do you like it?" "pretty well, but i think i ought to get more salary. you got five dollars, didn't you?" "yes." "i will try and get six when mr. fairchild gets back." "i wish you success." "you don't feel any grudge against me for taking your place?" "no; it wasn't you who got me discharged." "i thought you'd be in to get a letter of recommendation from cousin david." "would he give me one?" "i don't know. are you trying to get a place?" "no." felix looked surprised. "you ain't rich, are you?" he asked. "no; what makes you ask?" "i don't see how you can live without any salary." "i couldn't. i ought to tell you that i have got a place." "you have?" exclaimed felix, in surprise, and it must be confessed, disappointment. "yes." "where is it?" "in the office of a new paper." "what is it?" "_the phoenix_, a comic paper just started." "where is the office?" "in nassau street." "then why are you not there?" "i don't have to be there all the time." "do you get good pay?" "yes." "how much?" "i get more than i did at the real estate office." "you don't say!" "yes. i was in luck." "do you get six dollars?" "more. i don't care to tell you just how much i get." "by the way, there was an old man in the office yesterday inquiring after you." "did he give his name?" "yes. he said his name was silas tripp." "what on earth brought mr. tripp to new york?" chester asked himself. this question will be answered in the next chapter. chapter xxvi. a stranger in new york. it was not often that silas tripp went to new york. the expense was a consideration, and again he found it difficult to leave his business. but he had received a circular from an investment company in wall street, offering ten per cent. interest for any money he might have to invest. high interest always attracts men who love money, and it so happened that silas had five hundred dollars invested. the difference between six and ten per cent. interest on this sum would make twenty dollars annually, besides a contingent share in extra profits promised in the circular, and on the whole he thought it would pay him to make the journey. he went at once to the office of messrs. gripp & co., on his arrival in the city. he found the financial agents occupying handsome offices, well furnished and covered with a thick turkey carpet. everything betokened prosperity, and mr. tripp was dazzled. the result was that he made the investment and laid away in his old-fashioned wallet five new bonds, assuring a dividend of ten per cent. "i calc'late it's safe," he said to mr. gripp, a stout man with a florid face, expensively dressed and sporting a large and showy diamond ring. "assuredly, my dear sir," said gripp, with suavity. "i congratulate you, mr. tripp, on making an unusually profitable investment. i venture to say that within the year, besides the regular dividend, there will be an extra dividend of five per cent., making fifteen per cent. in all. it is a pity you had not more invested." "mebby i'll bring you in some more bimeby," said mr. tripp, cautiously. "i trust you will, for your own sake. to us it is not important, as we have plenty of capital offered. indeed, we have had to limit investments to five thousand dollars for each person. why, a millionaire, whose name would be very familiar to you if i could venture to mention it, came here last week and wanted to invest fifty thousand dollars in our bonds, but i firmly refused to take more than five thousand." "i don't see why you should," said silas, puzzled. "i will tell you why. we wish to give a chance to smaller investors, like yourself, for instance. rich men have plenty of ways in which to invest their money to advantage, while you probably don't know where to get over six per cent." "no; i never got more'n that." "i dare say you have considerable invested at that small interest." "well, mebbe." "think how much it would be for your advantage to get four per cent. more." "to be sure, sartin! well, i'll think of it, mr. gripp. mebbe i'll come and see you ag'in soon." mr. gripp smiled to himself. he saw that the bait was likely to prove effective. "well, good-by, mr. gripp. you'll send me any information about the bonds?" "yes, mr. tripp, with pleasure. whenever you are in the city, even if you have no business with us, make our office your home. whenever you have any letters to write, we will furnish you a desk and all facilities." "thank you, mr. gripp; you're very obleeging." so the old man went out, feeling very complacent over his new investment, and much pleased with the handsome way he was treated by mr. gripp. "lemme see," he reflected. "i've got five thousand dollars invested. at ten per cent. it would amount to five hundred dollars, and with an extra dividend of two hundred and fifty dollars more. i'll have to think it over. all seems safe and square, and mr. gripp is a real gentleman." silas tripp looked at his watch. it was only half-past ten. how should he occupy his spare time? "i guess i'll go and see chester rand," he said. "his mother told me where he was working. perhaps he'll know of some cheap place where i can get dinner. the last time i was in the city it cost me forty cents. that's a terrible price." mr. tripp knew the location of mr. fairchild's office, and after some inquiry he found his way there. he felt so much like a stranger in the big city that he anticipated with pleasure seeing a familiar face. perhaps chester would invite him out to lunch, and mr. tripp, in his frugality, would not have declined the offer even of an office boy, as long as it would save him expense. felix gordon was just leaving the office on an errand. "is that mr. fairchild's office?" inquired silas. "yes," answered felix, with rather a disdainful glance at silas tripp's rusty garments. "much obleeged to ye," said silas. he entered the office and glanced about, expecting to see chester. david mullins came forward, and with some show of civility greeted the old country merchant. though he was not naturally polite, he knew that the size of a man's purse could not always be judged from the cut or quality of his garments, and he was just as ready to make money out of silas as out of any fashionably dressed customer. "is mr. fairchild in?" asked silas. "no; mr. fairchild is out west. i am mr. mullins, his bookkeeper, and represent him." "just so! have you a boy workin' for you named chester--chester rand?" "are you a friend of his?" asked the bookkeeper. "well, yes. i come from wyncombe, where he lives, and i know his folks. i was told he was workin' here." "yes, he was working here," answered mullins, emphasizing the past tense. "isn't he here now?" demanded silas, with surprise. "no." "how's that?" "it's rather a delicate matter, as you are a friend of his, but some days since i was obliged to discharge him." "you don't say!" ejaculated silas, in manifest surprise. "i am sorry to say it." "but what was the matter? what did he do?" "well, as to that, he did nothing very serious, but he wasted time when he was sent out on an errand, and i felt that it was injurious to the interests of mr. fairchild to retain him." "he used to be spry enough when he worked for me." "when he worked for you?" "yes. i keep a store out in wyncombe, and he was in my employ most a year. i used to think him quite a lively boy." "i dare say he would do very well in a country store, but in the city we want boys to be active and wide awake. i don't want to say anything against him. he was perfectly honest, so far as i know." "has he got another place?" "i don't think he has. it is difficult for a boy to get a place in this city--that is, a good place, and he wouldn't be likely to refer any employer to me." "i'm afraid he'll be put to it to live, for his mother was poor. how much wages did you pay him?" "five dollars a week." "that's pretty high pay." "so it is, and we expect a first-class boy for that." "have you got a better boy in his place?" "yes; i have taken in a cousin of mine who knows my ways and satisfies me." "was it the boy i saw just after i came in--a dark-complexioned boy with black hair?" "yes, that is felix." "and you find him better than chester?" "yes." silas tripp did not make any comments, but he had not been very favorably impressed by the little he had seen of chester's successor. "mebbe chester isn't adapted to the city," silas said. "i think you are right. it would be better for him to go back into your store, but country boys fancy they must come to the city and become city business men." "that's so. mebbe i wouldn't succeed in the city myself, though i'm doin' a tidy business in wyncombe. i'd like to see chester. can you tell me where he lives?" "no, i haven't his address." "i wonder he hasn't gone back home. mebbe he hasn't got the money." "i presume you are correct in your conjecture." "his mother hasn't said anything to me about chester bein' out of work. i'm surprised at that." "perhaps he did not like to tell her." "very like, very like! i'm really sorry to hear chester ain't done no better." "he isn't quite up to our mark, but i dare say he will do very well in the country or in some small business." "are you doin' a large business? you don't seem to have much stock here." "my dear sir, we can't get brownstone houses and country villas into an office like this." "is that what you sell?" "yes; i sold a fifty-thousand-dollar house this morning up on forty-fifth street, and yesterday i sold a summer hotel for forty thousand dollars. our commission in each case would be several hundred dollars." "sho! well, you be doin' a good business. can you tell where i can get a good dinner moderate?" felix came in at this moment. "felix," said his cousin, "you may keep the office while i go out to lunch. mr. ---- you didn't tell me your name." "silas tripp." "mr. tripp, it will give me pleasure if you will go out and take lunch with me." "well, i am sure you're very polite," said silas, pleased to think he would be saved expense; "i'm much obliged." so the two went out together. mullins continued to say considerable that was derogatory to chester, and left mr. tripp under the impression that he was a failure so far as new york business was concerned. chapter xxvii. mr. tripp is disappointed. silas tripp returned home full of the news he had heard in new york. "just as i thought," he said to himself, "chester rand ought never to have left wyncombe. he ain't calc'lated to succeed in the city. he'd orter have stayed in my store. in two or three years he might have been earnin' four or five dollars a week, and he could have boarded at home. it costs a sight to live in the city. i ain't sure that i could afford it myself." mr. tripp decided to offer chester his old place at two dollars and a half a week. abel wood was again in his employ, but he didn't like him as well as chester. the latter he had always found reliable, while abel was rather apt to forget what silas told him. once he had stopped in the street and played ball, losing ten or fifteen minutes in that way. mr. tripp was obliged to confess that he never had a more satisfactory boy than chester. the store closed at nine, and silas, instead of going into the house, walked over to mrs. rand's cottage. she was rather surprised when she saw who her visitor was. "good-evening, mr. tripp," she said, politely. "won't you come in?" "thank you, widder. it's rather late to call, but i thought you might like to hear about york, seein' chester is there." "have you been to new york to-day?" "yes; i went up on a little business." "did you see chester?" "no, i didn't see him," answered silas, significantly. "did you hear anything of him?" mrs. rand naturally asked. mr. tripp coughed. "well, yes, i heered somethin' about him." "is he--sick?" asked the mother, anxiously, made apprehensive by his tone. "not that i know of. hain't he writ anything special to you?" "i had a letter yesterday, but there was nothing special in it." "i suppose he didn't say nothin' about his place?" "yes; he likes it very much." "i don't like to say it, widder, but he's deceivin' you. i saw his employer myself, and he said that he had to discharge chester." somehow mrs. rand did not seem so much disturbed by this intelligence as the storekeeper thought she would be. "oh, you mean the real estate office," she said. "yes; i was treated quite handsome by mr. mullins, the bookkeeper, who is runnin' the business while mr. fairchild is away. he says chester wasn't spry enough, that he wasn't wide awake enough to work in the city." mrs. rand actually smiled. "so that is what he said," she returned. "i can tell you why chester was discharged. mr. mullins wanted to give the place to his nephew." "mebbe so," answered silas, dubiously. "anyhow, it's unfortunate for chester to lose his place. i feel for you, mrs. rand, as i always liked chester myself, and i came here to-night to say that i'm ready to take him back into the store, and give him two dollars and a half a week. he suits me." mr. tripp leaned back in the rocking-chair and looked as if he had made a very handsome proposal. "i see, mr. tripp," said mrs. rand, smiling, "that you think chester is out of a position." "so he is. wasn't he discharged? i know from what mr. mullins said he won't take him back." "chester would not be willing to go back. he has a new and better place." "you don't say!" ejaculated mr. tripp, surprised and, it must be confessed, disappointed. "what sort of a place is it?" "he is working for a new york paper or magazine." "sho! does he get as much pay as he did at the other place?" "considerably more," mrs. rand answered, with satisfaction. "more'n five dollars a week?" "yes; he offers to send me five dollars a week, but i can get along without assistance, since miss dolby pays me so liberally." "well, i am surprised. chester is very lucky. mebbe it won't last," he continued, hopefully. "it seems likely to be permanent." "well, i guess i must be goin'. if he should lose his place, tell him i will take him back any time." "i don't think he would be satisfied to come back to wyncombe after working in new york." silas tripp returned to his house rather disappointed. he had felt so sure of securing chester's services, and now his old boy seemed to be quite out of his reach. "offered to send his mother five dollars a week!" he soliloquized. "then he must be makin' as much as ten in his new place. mr. mullins didn't seem to know about it. i wonder what he can be doin' to get such a high salary." chapter xxviii. prof. nugent. chester still went three times a week to the house of prof. hazlitt. he was getting on fast with the professor's work. "i think i shall go to press with my book before the end of the year," said the professor, one evening, as chester was taking his leave. "in my preface i shall mention your name, chester, as my artistic collaborator." "couldn't you mention my name, too, uncle edgar?" asked arthur burks. "in what way?" inquired the professor smiling. "you can say that i supervised the illustrations," answered arthur, demurely. "i am afraid you will have to wait till you are better entitled to credit." "now, that's mean, uncle edgar. i know how i'll get even with you." "how?" "i will write a rival book, and get chester to illustrate it better than yours." "it would need better illustrations, since there would be nothing else in the work worthy of attention." "your uncle has got you there," said chester. "you'll illustrate my book, won't you?" "certainly; that is, if i can depend on prompt payment." chester and arthur burks were fast friends. arthur did not shine in scholarship, but he was fond of fun, and was a warm-hearted and pleasant companion, and a true friend. one afternoon he called on chester at his room. "i bring you an invitation to dinner," he said. "uncle has a friend from oregon visiting him, and as he is an interesting talker, you will enjoy meeting him. i believe he is a professor in williamette university." "thank you, arthur; i shall be very glad to come." "come with me now, if you have got through your day's work. you can have a little scientific conversation before dinner." "it will be the science of baseball and tennis, i suspect, arthur." "no doubt you will find me very instructive." "you always are, arthur." "thank you. i like to be appreciated by somebody." at the dinner table chester was introduced to prof. nugent. "this is chester rand, the young artist who is illustrating my ethnological work, brother nugent," said prof. hazlitt. "what--this boy?" prof. nugent exclaimed, in a tone of surprise. "yes. boy as he is, he is a salaried contributor to _the phoenix_." "you surprise me. how old are you, mr. rand?" "sixteen." "i suppose you began your art education early?" chester smiled. "no, sir," he answered. "four months ago i was the boy in a country grocery store." "this is wonderful. i shall subscribe to _the phoenix_ before i go back to my western home." "i am afraid, sir, it will be too light to suit your taste." "my dear young friend, don't suppose i am always grave. what says the latin poet: "_'dulce est desipere in loco.'_ "if you don't understand it, probably arthur can enlighten you." "what does it mean, arthur?" "it means, 'when all your serious work is done, 'tis best to have a little fun,'" answered arthur, promptly. "bravo, arthur," said prof. nugent, clapping his hands. "so we have a young poet as well as a young artist here." "oh, yes," answered arthur. "i'm pretty smart, but few people find it out." "you'd better ask the professor about tacoma," suggested arthur, during a pause in the conversation. chapter xxix. mr. fairchild's telegram. "tacoma!" repeated the professor. "who is interested in tacoma?" "i own five lots of land there," answered chester. "then i congratulate you. lots are rising there, and are destined to go to a still higher point." "how do you account for that?" asked prof. hazlitt. "in three months the northern pacific railroad will be completed, and that will give a great impetus to the growth of the town. i expect to live to see fifty thousand people there. let me ask how you became possessed of these lots?" "they were given to me by a friend now dead." "what was his name?" "walter bruce." "indeed! why, i own three lots adjoining the bruce lots. they are among the best located in the town." "would you advise me to keep them or sell if i have the chance?" "to keep them, by all means. i shall keep mine. if, however, you wish to sell, i will myself pay you five hundred dollars each." "then i may consider myself worth twenty-five hundred dollars," said chester, in a tone of satisfaction. "yes, and more if you are willing to wait." "i think mr. bruce only gave twenty-five dollars apiece for them." "very likely. mine only cost thirty dollars each." "i shall begin to look upon you as a rich man, chester," said arthur burks. "only a rich boy," corrected chester, laughing. "i haven't begun to shave yet." "i think i shall commence next week," remarked arthur, rubbing his cheek vigorously. "since you own property in our neighborhood, mr. rand," said prof. nugent, "why don't you make us a visit?" "i hope to some day when i can afford it," replied chester, "but i didn't know till you told me just now that my lots were worth more than a trifle." "if ever you do come, don't forget to call on me at the university. it is located in salem, oregon. i may be able to take a trip to tacoma with you." "thank you, sir. i should like nothing better." the next afternoon chester chanced to enter the fifth avenue hotel. he went through the corridor and into the reading room to buy a paper. what was his surprise to see his recent acquaintance, paul perkins, sitting in an armchair, reading a minneapolis journal. "why, chester!" exclaimed mr. perkins, cordially, as he rose and shook chester's hand vigorously. "it does my heart good to see you. i was intending to call at your office to-morrow." "you wouldn't have found me, mr. perkins." "how is that?" "i have been discharged." "by that rascal, mullins? it's a shame. i must see if i can't find you another position." "thank you, but it is not necessary. i have a place already." "good! is it in the real estate business?" "no, i am engaged on _the phoenix_, a new weekly humorous paper, as one of the regular staff of artists." "whew! that is good. do you get fair pay?" "twenty-five dollars a week." "you don't say so. that is surprising. how much did you get at the other place?" "five." "then this is five times as good. you ought to give mr. mullins a vote of thanks for bouncing you." "i don't think he meant to benefit me," said chester, smiling. "do you have to work hard? what are your hours?" "i have none. i work at home and select my own hours." "are you through work for the day?" "yes." "then you must stay and dine with me. it is four o'clock. we can chat for an hour, and then go to dinner." "thank you. i will accept with pleasure. did you have a pleasant journey?" "yes; but i should have enjoyed it better if you had been with me. i called at the white house and shook hands with the president." "did you tell him you wanted an office?" "no office for me. i would rather have my own business and be my own master. washington's a fine city, but give me minneapolis." "i may call on you in minneapolis sometime, mr. perkins." "i hope you will. you'll find it worth visiting. it's a right smart place, if i do say it." "i have seen a professor from a university in oregon, and he has given me good news of my lots in tacoma. i have five, as i think i told you. he offered me five hundred dollars apiece cash down." "don't you take it! they're going a good deal higher, now that the railroad is nearly completed." "so he told me." "i congratulate you on your good luck, chester. i am sure you deserve it. but you haven't told me why you were 'bounced.'" "mr. mullins said i wasted time in going his errands. it wasn't true, but it was only an excuse to get rid of me. he took his cousin felix in my place." the two friends went to dinner about six o'clock. at seven they came downstairs and sat in the lobby on a sofa near the door. through the portal there was a constant ingress and egress of men--a motley crowd--business men, politicians, professionals and men perhaps of shady character, for a great hotel cannot discriminate, and hundreds pass in and out who are not guests and have no connection with the house. "it is a wonderful place, chester," said mr. perkins. "everybody seems at home here. i suppose everybody--everybody, at least, who is presentable--in new york comes here sometime during the year." just then chester uttered a little exclamation of surprise. as if to emphasize mr. perkins' remark, two persons came in who were very well known to the young artist. they were david mullins and dick ralston. mullins heard the slight exclamation and turned his head in the direction of the sofa on which chester and his friend were sitting. so did ralston. "why, it's your old boy!" he said. mullins smiled a little maliciously. he had not heard that chester had a place. "i suppose you are boarding here," he said, with a little sarcasm. "no, mr. mullins, but i have just dined here--with my friend, mr. perkins." mullins inclined his head slightly. "has he adopted you?" he asked, in a tone bordering on impertinence. "no, sir," answered mr. perkins; "but if chester ever wants me to, i will. at present he is prosperous, and requires no help or adoption." "oh! have you got a place?" asked mullins, turning to chester. "yes." "in the same business?" "no; i am in the office of a weekly paper." "oh!" said the bookkeeper, disdainfully. "they pay beggarly salaries at such places." "then i am favored. i receive more than twice as much as i did in your office." chester did not care to just state how much he received. "that can't be possible!" "it is a fact, however. has mr. fairchild returned?" "no. why do you want to know?" "i have no wish to go back, mr. mullins. don't be apprehensive of that. i don't wish to disturb felix." dick ralston listened with some interest to the conversation. "it strikes me the kid has come to no harm from being discharged," he said. "i believe this is mr. perkins, of minneapolis?" "yes, sir," answered the westerner, eying the gambler with a penetrating glance. "i shall be glad to be your guide if you wish to see something of new york. will you join us this evening?" "you are very polite, but i have an engagement with chester." "a mere boy! he knows nothing about the city." "still i am satisfied with him." the two passed on and went into the bar-room, where they sat down at a table and ordered some liquid refreshment. "well, mullins," said the gambler, "i am getting impatient. the days are slipping by, and you have done nothing." "you know what i am waiting for. yesterday a check for a thousand dollars was paid in at the office, and deposited in the bank to-day." "good! and then?" "i will send felix to the bank and draw out sixteen hundred. will that satisfy you?" "i see, and, according to our arrangement, felix will hand it to me on his way back to the office, and then swear that it was taken from him by some unknown party. you have coached him, have you?" "yes. of course, i had to let him into the secret partially, promising him twenty-five dollars for himself." "ten would have been sufficient." "he would not have been satisfied. we can spare that." "how soon do you expect fairchild back?" "in three days." but on the morrow mullins was disconcerted by receiving the following telegram: "expect me back sometime to-day. fairchild." chapter xxx. the attempted robbery. dick ralston was in the real estate office when the telegram was received. indeed, he spent a good deal of his time there, so that it was supposed by some that he had a share in the business. "look at that, dick!" said the bookkeeper, passing the telegram to his confederate. "confusion! what sends him home so soon?" said ralston. "do you suppose he suspects anything?" "no. how can he? perhaps," said mullins, nervously, "we had better give up the whole thing. you see how i will be placed. i'm afraid i shall be suspected." "look here!" growled ralston, "i don't want to hear any such weak, puerile talk. how do you propose to pay me the nine hundred and sixty-odd dollars you owe me? do you expect to save it out of your salary?" he concluded, with a sneer. "i wish we had never met," said the bookkeeper, in a troubled tone. "thank you; but it is too late for that. there is nothing to do but to carry out our program. how much money is there on deposit in the bank?" "about twenty-four hundred dollars." "then we had better draw out more than eighteen hundred. as well be hanged for a sheep as for a lamb." "you forget, ralston, that such a wholesale draft will raise suspicion at the bank." "you're awfully cautious." "i don't want everything to miscarry through imprudence." "come, it is ten o'clock. better send felix to the bank." "better wait a little while. if we drew such a large amount just at the beginning of banking hours, the bank officers might suspect something." "cautious again. well, wait half an hour, if you must. call felix and give him his instructions." felix gordon came in at this moment, and was admitted to the conference. "felix," said the bookkeeper, "you remember the arrangement i made with you yesterday?" "yes, cousin david." "it is to be carried out to-day. i shall give you a check for eighteen hundred dollars, and you will receive the money and come from the bank here." "yes, cousin david." "you will carry the parcel in the left-hand pocket of your sack coat, and if it is taken you can appear to be unconscious of it." "yes." "and--that is all you will have to do, except to say that a tall, thin man"--ralston was short and sturdy--"jostled against you, and must have taken it." "all right! i see. and i am to have twenty-five dollars for----" "your trouble. yes." "give it to me now." "wait till you come back. don't be afraid. you will get it." "all right." when felix was on his way to the bank, he did not know that he was followed at a little distance by a small man with keen, black eyes, who, without appearing to do so, watched carefully every movement of the young office boy. when felix entered the bank, he also entered the bank, and stood behind felix in the line at the paying teller's window. he nodded secretly to the teller when that official read the check presented by felix. "eighteen hundred dollars?" the latter repeated, aloud. "yes, sir," answered felix, composedly. "i shall have to go back to get it. we haven't as much here." he went to another part of the bank and returned after a time with three packages. one was labeled one thousand dollars, another five hundred dollars and a third two hundred dollars. then he counted out from the drawer beside him a hundred dollars in bills. felix, with a look of relief, took the three parcels and dropped them carelessly in the side pocket of his sack coat, and put the bills in loose. then he started on his way back to the office. mr. sharpleigh, for it was he, as the reader has doubtless guessed, walked closely behind him. he was not quite sure as to the manner in which the money was to be taken, but guessed at once when he caught sight of dick ralston at a little distance with his eyes intently fixed upon felix. the office boy sauntered along, with nothing apparently on his mind, and finally stopped in front of a window on union square, which appeared to have considerable attraction for him. then it was that the detective saw ralston come up, and, while apparently watching the window also, thrust his hand into the pocket of the office boy and withdraw the package of money, which he at once slipped into his own pocket. mr. sharpleigh smiled a little to himself. "very neat!" he soliloquized, "but it won't go down, my cunning friend." felix gave a little side glance, seeing what was going on, but immediately stared again in at the window. sharpleigh beckoned to a tall man, dressed as a civilian, but really an officer in plain clothes. "go after him!" he said, in a low voice, indicating ralston. then he followed felix, who in about five minutes began to show signs of agitation. he thrust his hand wildly into his pocket, and looked panic-stricken. "what is the matter, my boy?" asked sharpleigh, blandly. "oh, sir, i have been robbed," faltered felix. "robbed--of what?" "i had eighteen hundred dollars in bank bills in my pocket, in four parcels, and--and they must have been taken while i was looking in at this window." "you seem to have been very careless?" said sharpleigh. "why were you not more careful when you knew you had so much money in your care?" "i--i ought to have been, i know it, sir, but i wasn't thinking." "where are you employed?" "at mr. fairchild's office, on fourteenth street." "the real estate agent?" "yes, sir." "i know the place." "my cousin is the bookkeeper. he will be so angry with me." "i think he will have reason. i saw a man following you rather closely, i presume he took the money." "oh, won't you come back to the office with me and tell my cousin that? i am afraid he will discharge me." "yes, i will go with you." so it happened that felix and mr. sharpleigh went together into the office where mullins was eagerly waiting for the return of his emissary. "what's the matter, felix?" he said, as the boy entered. "have you brought the money?" "oh, cousin david, i am so sorry." "so sorry? for what?" "i--i have lost the money. a pickpocket took it while i was looking in at a window. this gentleman was near and he saw a suspicious-looking man next to me." "this is a strange story, felix. we must notify the police at once. did you see anyone likely to commit the theft, sir?" this was, of course, addressed to mr. sharpleigh. "yes." "you will be willing to testify to this at the police office? you see, this boy is my cousin. mr. fairchild is away, and i shall be blamed for this terrible loss. why, there were eighteen hundred dollars in the parcel!" "there were three parcels, and a roll of bills, cousin david." mr. mullins looked surprised. "then it was not all put in one parcel?" he said. "no." "that is strange. i--i don't know what to do. mr. fairchild has telegraphed that he will be at home sometime during the day. probably i had better wait till he comes before notifying the police." this he said in a questioning sort of way, as if asking sharpleigh's advice. "that will give the thief a chance to escape," suggested the detective. "true. perhaps you will be kind enough to leave word at the nearest police office. i only wish mr. fairchild were here." "all right, sir," said the detective, "i will comply with your request." he left the office, but it is needless to say that he didn't go far away. "this is a very interesting comedy," he murmured, rubbing his hands, "a very interesting comedy, and apparently played for my benefit." "now, felix," said the bookkeeper, "tell me how it all came out. did the paying teller look suspicious when you presented the check?" "no. he said he hadn't as much money in the drawer, and went to the safe in the back part of the bank. he returned with three parcels of bills in brown paper, and a hundred dollars loose." "and then you put it in your pocket?" "yes, cousin david; i did exactly as you told me. i put them in my pocket and walked back in a leisurely way." "did you see anything of ralston?" "yes, i saw him out of the corner of my eye, while i was looking in at a window on union square." "he took the money?" "yes. now, cousin david, give me the twenty-five dollars." at that instant the door was opened suddenly, and dick ralston dashed into the office, looking very much excited. "mullins," he said, "we've been sold--sold--regularly sold. look at this!" and he showed one of the brown packages partly torn open. "well," said the bookkeeper, "what's the matter?" "matter? matter enough. here's a package marked one thousand dollars, and it contains only slips of green paper in place of bills. you can see for yourself." chapter xxxi. a day of surprises. the bookkeeper looked amazed. he turned to felix. "was this package given you at the bank?" he asked. "yes," answered felix. "i don't understand it. do you think they suspected anything?" he continued, turning to ralston. "what could they suspect?" growled dick. "it's a pretty trick for a respectable bank to play on a customer." "was all the money bogus?" asked mullins. "here are a hundred dollars in good bills." "have you opened any of the other packages?" "no, but i will." the gambler tore off a little of the outer paper from the five-hundred-dollar and two-hundred-dollar packages, only to discover that their contents were no more valuable than those of the first bundle. "i'd like to know what all this means," said ralston. "is it a trick of yours?" he demanded, looking suspiciously at mullins. "no. on my honor, no. it is very puzzling. they must have made a mistake at the bank." "send the boy back." "it won't do. he has already reported that he has been robbed. it's--it's very awkward." "you must do something," said dick ralston, harshly. "i'm not going to be swindled in this way." it was at this point that the office door was heard to open. mr. sharpleigh entered and fixed his glance on ralston. "mr. mullins," he said, "you wish to know who robbed your office boy of the money he drew from the bank?" "yes," faltered mullins. "there he stands!" answered sharpleigh, calmly, pointing to ralston. "it's a--lie!" exclaimed the gambler, but he turned pale. "i saw the robbery with my own eyes." went on the detective, "and----" he turned his eyes to the door, which opened to admit a stalwart policeman. "arrest that man!" said the detective. "he lay in wait for the office boy, and on his return from the bank robbed him of a large sum of money which he had just drawn out." "who are you?" demanded ralston, trying to brazen it out. "i am james sharpleigh, a detective." mullins listened in dismay, for sharpleigh's name was familiar to him as one of the cleverest detectives in the city. "and who authorized you to meddle in a matter that did not concern you?" the answer came from an unexpected quarter. mr. fairchild, valise in hand and dusty with travel, entered the office. he heard the question, and quickly comprehended the situation. "it is nearly two weeks," he said, "since i engaged mr. sharpleigh to watch what was going on in the office. chester rand telegraphed me that he had been discharged, and my suspicions were excited." "so it's that boy!" muttered the bookkeeper, spitefully. "i left all to the discretion of my friend sharpleigh, who has justified my confidence. i shall have to ask him to throw light on the present situation." this the detective did in a few brief sentences. "am i to arrest this man?" asked the policeman. "yes," answered the broker, sternly. "mr. sharpleigh, will you accompany the officer and prefer charges?" "see here," said ralston, with an ugly look, "i'm not going to be a scapegoat. your bookkeeper put up this job." mr. fairchild turned slowly and regarded david mullins attentively. "i will bear in mind what you say," he answered. "i took nothing of value," continued ralston, "and you can't hold me. here are three packages filled with green paper." "yes," said sharpleigh, "the bank teller was acting under my instructions. i took care, however, to have one roll of genuine bills." when the three had left the office mr. fairchild turned to the bookkeeper. "mr. mullins," he said, "what could induce you to engage in such a wicked plot?" "i don't admit any complicity in the affair," replied the bookkeeper, in a surly tone. "have you seen chester rand lately?" "i saw him last evening at the fifth avenue hotel." "why did you discharge him?" "i thought him unfit for his place." "there may be a difference of opinion on that point. this boy," he added, significantly, "is a relative of yours, i believe." "yes." "will you give me an idea of what has been done during my absence?" together the broker and the bookkeeper went over the books. then mr. fairchild went out to dinner. he was no sooner out of the office than mullins said: "felix, remain here till mr. fairchild returns. i am going out on an errand." he opened the safe, drew therefrom a small package and left the office. half an hour later he was on a cortlandt street ferryboat bound for the jersey shore. the package which he took with him contained four hundred dollars in bills, which he had drawn from the bank the day previous without the knowledge of his confederate. he had been providing for contingencies. when mr. fairchild returned felix delivered the message. the broker at once looked suspicious. "did mr. mullins say where he was going?" he asked. "yes, sir. he said he was going out on an errand." "did he take anything with him?" "i didn't observe, sir." when sharpleigh came in a little later he looked about him inquiringly. "where's mullins?" "i don't think we shall see him again very soon," and the broker told the detective what he knew about his disappearance. sharpleigh shrugged his shoulders. "he has been too sharp for us," he said. "do you want me to do anything?" "no; his loss of place and reputation will be a sufficient punishment." at the close of the day felix said: "i suppose you don't want me any more." "you can stay till the end of the week. i have not had time to form any plans." "do--do you think cousin david will come back?" "i think it very improbable," said the broker, seriously. "can you throw any light on the events of to-day?" "yes, sir." "go on. was the robbery planned?" "yes, sir. i was to receive twenty-five dollars for my share." "i believe you know chester rand?" "yes, sir." "do you know where he lives?" "yes, sir." "will you ask him to call here to-morrow?" "i will, sir; but he tells me he has a good place, and would not care to return." "i am aware of that. it is possible i may retain you----" "oh, sir, if you would!" "on condition that you agree to serve me faithfully." this was quite beyond the expectations of felix. "i will try to do so," he said, earnestly. "you have begun well by confessing your share in the plot which came so near being successful. as your day's work is ended, i will consider the errand on which i am sending you extra, and will pay you for it." the broker handed a half dollar to felix, which he accepted joyfully. "i don't much care if cousin david has gone away," he soliloquized. "mr. fairchild seems a good sort of man, and i'll do my best to please him." when felix was ushered into chester's presence the latter was just finishing a comic sketch for _the phoenix_. "what's that?" asked felix, in surprise, for he was quite unaware of chester's artistic gifts. chester showed it to him with a smile. "now you see how i am making my living," he said. "do you get pay for that?" "yes, certainly." then felix bethought himself of his errand. "there's a great row at the office," he said. "mr. fairchild has got home, cousin david has run away and mr. ralston is arrested." "that's a budget of news. when did mr. fairchild return?" "this forenoon. he wants you to call to-morrow." "all right. i will do so." "and if he offers you back your old place you won't take it?" said felix, anxiously. "if you don't, i think he'll keep me." "then i'll promise not to accept. i am better satisfied where i am. have you had supper, felix?" "no." "then come and take supper with me. i go out about this time." "it had certainly been a day of surprises," as felix reflected when he found himself seated opposite a boy whom he had always disliked, as his guest. chapter xxxii. edward granger. "i suppose you don't care to come back to the office, chester?" said mr. fairchild, when chester called upon him the next day at the office. "i like my present position better," answered chester; "besides, i suppose you are hardly prepared to offer me twenty-five dollars a week." "do you receive as much as that?" asked the broker, in amazement. "yes, sir." "i congratulate you heartily," said mr. fairchild. "it is clear that you are too high priced for the real estate business." "felix tells me you may retain him." "i will give him a chance. it depends upon himself whether he stays." "i am very glad of it, sir. felix has hardly been my friend, but now that his cousin is away he may improve. i certainly hope so." "what shall you do about ralston?" asked chester, presently. "i shall proceed against him. such a man is a curse to the community. it was through him that my bookkeeper lost his integrity and ruined his prospects. if he is locked up he will be prevented from doing any more harm." as dick ralston will not again figure in this story, it may be mentioned here that he was found guilty in the trial that soon followed, and was sentenced to a term of several years' imprisonment. the bitterest reflection he had when sentence was pronounced was that his confederate, mullins, had escaped and was a free man. rogues may work together, but it is seldom that any tie of friendship exists between them. chester was now able to save money. including what he received from prof. hazlitt, his income was about thirty-five dollars a week. his personal expenses were greater than they had been, on account of having a more expensive room. yet altogether they did not exceed twelve dollars per week, leaving him a balance of twenty-three. of this sum he proposed to send his mother a part, but she wrote that the liberal board paid by miss jane dolby covered all her expenses. "i hope if you have money to spare you will put it in some savings bank," she wrote. "at present we are well and prospering, but the time may come when our income will be diminished, and then it will be very comfortable to have some money laid aside." chester acted upon his mother's suggestion. he did not tell her how much he earned. he wished this to be an agreeable surprise at some future day. then chester moved into a larger room. the hall bedroom which he had hitherto occupied was taken by a young man of nineteen named edward granger. he was slender and looked younger than he was. he did not seem strong, and there was a sad expression on his face. sometimes he called on chester, but for several days they had not met. about six o'clock one afternoon chester knocked at his door. "come in!" he heard, in a low voice. entering, he saw edward lying on the bed face downward, in an attitude of despondency. "what's the matter, edward?" he asked. "are you sick?" "yes, sick at heart," was the sad reply. "how is that?" inquired chester, in a tone of sympathy. "i have lost my place." "when was that?" "three days since. my employer has engaged in my place a boy from the country--his nephew--and i am laid aside." "that is unfortunate, certainly, but you must try to get another place. your employer will give you a recommendation, won't he?" "yes, i have one in my pocket, but it is not easy to get a new place, and meanwhile----" he hesitated. "meanwhile you are out of money, i suppose," said chester. "yes; i couldn't save anything. i got only five dollars a week, and my room costs two. i suppose, when the week is up, mrs. randolph will turn me into the street." "not while you have a friend in the next room," said chester, cordially. edward looked up quickly. "will you really be my friend?" he asked. "try me. have you had supper?" "i have not eaten anything for two days," answered granger, sadly. "why didn't you call upon me? i wouldn't have seen you suffer." "i didn't like to ask. i thought you would consider me a beggar." "you will understand me better after a while. now put on your hat and come out with me." edward did so, but he was so weak from long fasting that he was obliged to lean upon chester in walking to the restaurant, which was luckily near by. "let me advise you to take some soup first," said chester. "your stomach is weak, and that will prepare it for heartier food." "i don't feel hungry," returned edward. "i only feel faint." "it may be well not to eat very much at first." "how kind you are! i must be two or three years older than you, yet you care for and advise me." "consider me your uncle," said chester, brightly. "now tell me how it happens that you didn't apply to some friend or relative." a shadow passed over the boy's face. "i have none in new york--except yourself." "then you are not a city boy." "no; i came from portland." "in maine?" "no; in oregon." "you have relatives there?" "a mother." "i suppose you hear from her?" edward granger was silent. "i don't wish you to tell me if you have an objection." "yes, i will tell you, for i think you are a true friend. my mother is married again, and my stepfather from the first disliked me. i think it is because my mother had money, and he feared she would leave it to me. so he got up a false charge against me of dishonesty. my mother became cold to me, and i--left home. i am of a sensitive nature, and i could not bear the cold looks i met with." "how long ago was this?" "about six months since." "you came to new york directly?" "yes." "where did you get the money to come?" "i came by it honestly," answered edward, quickly. "i had a deposit in a savings bank, put in during my own father's life. i felt i had a right to use this, and i did so. it brought me to new york, and kept me here till i got a place in an insurance office." "and you managed to live on five dollars a week?" "yes; it was hard, but i went to the cheapest eating houses, and i--got along." "but you had no money to buy clothing." "i brought a fair supply with me. now i am beginning to need some small articles, such as handkerchiefs and socks." "i wondered you would never go to supper with me." "i didn't want you to know how little i ordered. you might have thought me mean." "poor fellow!" said chester, pityingly. "you have certainly had a hard time. and all the while your mother was living in comfort." "yes, in luxury, for she is worth at least fifty thousand dollars in her own right." "i hope your stepfather has not got possession of it." "he had not when i came away. my mother is naturally cautious, and would not give it to him. he attributed this to my influence over her, but it was not so. she is of scotch descent, and this made her careful about giving up her property. she allowed him the use of the income, only reserving a little for herself." "have you had any communication with her since you left portland?" "i wrote her once, but received no answer." "the letter may not have reached her. it may have fallen into the hands of your stepfather. what is his name?" "trimble--abner trimble." "was he in any business?" "yes; he kept a liquor saloon, and patronized his own bar too much for his own good." "i shouldn't think your mother would like to have him in that business." "she asked him to change it, but he wouldn't. he had a set of disreputable companions who made his saloon their headquarters, and he did not wish to give them up, as he might have had to do if he had gone into another business." by this time supper was over, and the two walked to broadway. edward felt stronger, and his eye was brighter. suddenly he gripped chester's arm. "do you see that man?" he asked, pointing to a black-bearded man on the other side of the street. "yes; what of him?" "it is a gentleman from portland, a neighbor of ours. what can he be doing in new york?" chapter xxxiii. a friend from oregon. "go over and speak to him," suggested chester. "come with me, then." the two boys crossed the street and intercepted the man from portland. he was of medium height, with dark hair, and had a brisk, western way with him. "don't you remember me, mr. wilson?" said edward. "what! edward granger?" ejaculated the oregonian. "well, i am glad to see you. didn't know what had become of you. are you living here?" "yes, sir. let me introduce my friend, chester rand." "glad to meet you, mr. rand," said wilson, heartily. "so you are a friend of edward's." "indeed he is, an excellent friend!" exclaimed young granger. "have you--seen my mother lately?" "come over to my hotel and i'll answer all your questions. i'm stopping at the continental, on the next block." "all right! will you come, chester?" "yes; i shall be glad to." they were soon sitting in the office of the continental hotel, at the corner of broadway and twentieth street. "now i'll answer your questions," said nathaniel wilson. "yes, i saw your mother the day before i set out." "and is she well?" asked edward, anxiously. "she was looking somewhat careworn. she probably misses you." "she never writes to me," said edward, bitterly. "it may be because she doesn't know your address. then your stepfather keeps her prejudiced against you." "i suppose there is no change in him?" "no; except that he is drinking harder than ever. his business is against him, though he would drink even if he didn't keep a saloon." "does he treat my mother well?" "i think he does. i have never heard anything to the contrary. you see, he wouldn't dare to do otherwise, as your mother has the property, and he wants to keep in with her in order to get a share." "i have been afraid that she would give a part to him." "thus far i am confident she hasn't done it. she is scotch, isn't she?" "yes; her name was downie, and she was born in glasgow, but came to this country at an early age." "the scotch are careful and conservative." "she probably gives most of her income to trimble--indeed, he collects her rents--but the principal she keeps in her own hands. once i heard your stepfather complaining bitterly of this. 'my wife,' he said, 'treats me very badly. she's rolling in wealth, and i am a poor man, obliged to work early and late for a poor living.'" "he pays nothing toward the support of the house," said edward, indignantly. "mother pays all bills, and gives him money for himself besides." "i don't see how she could have married such a man!" "nor i. he seems coarse, and is half the time under the influence of drink." "i wonder whether he has induced your mother to make a will in his favor," said wilson, thoughtfully. "if he did, i think her life would be in danger." edward turned pale at this suggestion. "i don't care so much for the property," he said, "but i can't bear to think of my mother's life as being in danger." "probably your mother's caution will serve her a good turn here also," said wilson. "it isn't best to borrow trouble. i will keep watch, and if i see or hear of anything alarming i will write you. but now tell me about yourself. are you at work?" "not just at present," replied edward, embarrassed. "but i think i can get him another place in a day or two," said chester, quickly. "if you need a little money, call on me," added the warm-hearted westerner. "you know you used to call me your uncle nathaniel." "i wouldn't like to borrow," said edward, shyly. "when was your birthday?" "a month ago." "then i must give you a birthday present you can't object to that," and mr. wilson took a ten-dollar gold piece from his pocket and pressed it upon edward. "thank you very much. i can't decline a birthday gift." "that's what i thought. i am an old friend, and have a right to remember you. was mr. rand in the same office with you?" "no; chester is an artist." "an artist! a boy like him!" ejaculated the oregonian in surprise. chester smiled. "i am getting older every day," he said. "that's what's the matter with me," rejoined mr. wilson. "you haven't any gray hair yet, while i have plenty." "not quite yet," smiled chester. "what kind of an artist are you?" "i make drawings for an illustrated weekly. it is a comic paper." "and perhaps you put your friends in occasionally?" "not friends exactly, but sometimes i sketch a face i meet in the street." "you may use me whenever you want a representative of the wild and woolly west." "thank you, mr. wilson." "but in that case you must send me a copy of the paper." "i won't forget it." "how long are you staying in new york, mr. wilson?" asked edward. "i go away to-morrow. you must spend the evening with me." "i should like to do so. it seems good to see an old friend." "by and by we will go to delmonico's and have an ice cream. i suppose you have been there?" "no; office boys don't often patronize delmonico. they are more likely to go to beefsteak john's." "i never heard that name. is it a fashionable place?" "yes, with those of small pocketbooks. it is a perfectly respectable place, but people living on fifth avenue prefer the brunswick or delmonico's." edward brightened up so much owing to the presence of a friend from his distant home that chester could hardly believe that it was the same boy whom he had found but a short time before in the depths of despondency. about nine o'clock they adjourned to delmonico's and ordered ices and cake. "this seems a tiptop place," said the oregonian, looking about him. "we haven't got anything equal to it in portland, but we may have sometime. the western people are progressive. we don't want to be at the tail end of the procession. mr. rand, you ought to come out and see something of the west, particularly of the pacific coast. you may not feel an interest in it at present, but----" "i have more interest in it than you imagine, mr. wilson. i have some property at tacoma." "you don't mean it! what kind of property?" "i own five lots there." "then you are in luck. lots in tacoma are rising every day." "but it wouldn't be well to sell at present, would it?" "no; the railroad has only recently been completed, and the growth of tacoma has only just begun." "i hope to go west some day." "when you do you must call on me. perhaps you will come, too, edward?" edward granger shook his head. "it won't be worth while for me to go back while mr. trimble is alive. he seems to have such an influence over my mother that it would not be pleasant for me to go there and have a cold reception from her." "i will call on her and mention your name. then i can see how the land lays. how she can prefer such a man as abner trimble to her own son i can't understand." about ten o'clock the two boys left mr. wilson, who had been going about all day and showed signs of fatigue. "shan't i see you again, mr. wilson?" asked edward. "no; i must take an early start in the morning. you had better let me lend you a little money." "no, thank you, sir. your generous gift will help me till i get a place." so the farewells were said, and the boys walked home. "now," said edward, "i must try to get a place. this money will last me two weeks, and in that time i ought to secure something." he went from place to place, answering advertisements the next day, but met with no luck. he was feeling rather depressed when chester came into his room. "i have found a place for you," he said, brightly. "you don't mean it! where is it?" asked young granger. "at the office of _the phoenix_. you will be in the mailing department. the salary is small--only seven dollars a week--but----" "i shall feel rich. it is two dollars more than i received at my last place. when am i to go to work?" "to-morrow. the mailing clerk has got a better place, and that makes an opening for you." "and i owe this good fortune to you," said edward, gratefully. "how can i repay you?" "by being my friend!" "that i shall be--for life!" replied edward, fervently. chapter xxxiv. after a year. a year passed. chester remained in the service of _the phoenix_, which had become an established success. his artistic work was so satisfactory that his salary had been raised from twenty-five to thirty dollars per week. yet he had not increased his personal expenses, and now had nearly a thousand dollars deposited in different savings banks. he had concealed the extent of his prosperity from his mother, meaning in time to surprise her agreeably. about this period he received a letter from wyncombe. it was from his mother. it ran thus: "dear chester: i am sorry to write you bad news. miss jane dolby has decided to visit a sister in chicago and remain a year. of course this cuts off the liberal income i have received from her, and which has been adequate to meet my expenses. i may be able to earn something by sewing, but it will be only a little. i shall, therefore, have to accept the offer you made me sometime since to send me a weekly sum. i am sorry to be a burden to you, but it will only be for a year. at the end of that time miss dolby promises to come back and resume boarding with me. "i think we have reason to feel grateful for your continued success in new york. silas tripp called a few evenings since. he has had a great deal of trouble with boys. he says he has not had anyone to suit him since you left. he asked me if i thought you would come back for four dollars a week. this he seemed to consider a very liberal offer, and it was--for him. i didn't give him any encouragement, as i presume you prefer art to the grocery business. "you need not begin to send me money, at once, as i have been able to save a little from miss dolby's board. "your affectionate mother, "sarah rand." chester answered at once: "dear mother: don't feel any anxiety about your loss of income through miss dolby's departure, and don't try to earn any money by sewing. my income is larger than you suppose, and i will send you weekly as much as you have been accustomed to receive from your boarder. should it be more than you need, you can lay aside any surplus for future use. "tell mr. tripp i prefer new york to wyncombe as a place of business, and i am obliged to decline his generous offer. i cannot help thinking sometimes how fortunate it was that he declined over a year since to increase my pay, as in that case i might still have been working for him instead of establishing a reputation as an artist here. last week i received a larger offer from another publication, but as the publishers of _the phoenix_ have always treated me well, i didn't think that i would be justified in making a change. i mean in a week or two to come home to pass sunday. i shall feel delighted to see my friends in wyncombe, and most of all, my mother. "your loving son, chester ." mrs. rand protested against chester sending her eight dollars a week, but he insisted upon it, advising her to lay aside what she did not need. one evening about this time edward granger, who still occupied the small apartment adjoining, came into chester's room, looking agitated. "what is the matter?" asked chester. "have you had bad news?" "yes; i have had a letter from mr. wilson, of portland, whom you recollect we met about a year ago." "i remember him." "i will read you his letter. you will see that i have reason to feel anxious." the letter ran as follows: "dear edward: i promised to send you any news i might pick up about your mother and her premising husband. trimble is indulging in liquor more than ever, and i don't see how he can stand it unless he has a castiron constitution. from what i hear he has never given up trying to get your mother's property into his hands. she has held out pretty firm, but she may yield yet. i hear that he is circulating reports that you are dead. in that case he thinks she may be induced to make a will leaving her property to mr. trimble; having, as i believe, no near relatives, so that he would seem to be the natural heir. "i may be doing trimble an injustice, but i think if such a will were made she wouldn't live long. your stepfather is in great straits for money, it seems, and he might be tempted to do something desperate. as far as i can hear, abner trimble's plan is this: he took a pal of his around to the house who had been in new york recently, and the latter gave a circumstantial account of your dying with typhoid fever. evidently your mother believed it, for she seemed quite broken down and has aged considerably since the news. no doubt her husband will seize this opportunity to induce her to make a will in his favor. here lies the danger; and i think i ought to warn you of it, for your presence here is needed to defeat your stepfather's wicked plans. come out at once, if you can. "your friend, "nathaniel wilson." "what do you think of that, chester?" asked edward, in a troubled voice. "i think it very important. your mother's life and your interests both are in peril." "and the worst of it is that i am helpless," said edward, sadly. "i ought to go out there, but you know how small my salary is. it has required the utmost economy to live, and i haven't as much as five dollars saved up. how can i make such a long and costly journey?" "i see the difficulty, edward, but i need time to think it over. to-morrow afternoon come in and i may have some advice to give you." "i know that you will advise me for the best, chester." "there is a good deal in age and experience," said chester, smiling. when edward left the room chester took from his pocket a letter received the day previous, and postmarked tacoma. it was to this effect: "mr. chester rand. "dear sir: we learn that you own five lots on main street, numbered from to . we have inquiries as to three of those lots as a location for a new hotel, which it is proposed to erect at an early date. we are, therefore, led to ask whether you are disposed to sell, and, if so, on what terms. we should be glad to have a personal interview with you, but if it is impracticable or inconvenient for you to come on to tacoma we will undertake, as your agents, to carry on the negotiations. "yours respectfully, "dean & downie, "real estate agents." "why shouldn't i go to tacoma?" thought chester. "i can probably sell the lots to better advantage than any agents, and should be entirely unable to fix upon a suitable price unless i am on the ground. in case i go on, i can take edward with me, and trust to him to repay the money advanced at some future time." the more chester thought of this plan the more favorable it struck him. he went the next day to the office of _the phoenix_, and after delivering his sketches, said: "i should like leave of absence for two months. can you spare me?" "does your health require it, mr. rand?" asked the editor. "no," answered chester, "but i own a little property in tacoma, and there are parties out there who wish to buy. it is important that i should go out there to attend to the matter." the editor arched his brows in astonishment. "what!" he said. "an artist, and own real estate? this is truly surprising." "i didn't earn it by my art," replied chester, smiling. "it was a bequest." "that accounts for it. i suppose, under the circumstances, we must let you go; but why need you give up your work? probably ideas and suggestions may come to you while you are traveling. these you can send to us by mail." "but i can't do enough to earn the salary you pay me." "then we will pay according to the amount you do." "that will be satisfactory." "do you need an advance for the expenses of your journey?" "no; i have some money laid by." "another surprise! when do you want to start?" "as soon as possible. i will not come to the office again." "then good luck and a pleasant journey." when edward granger came into his room later in the day, chester said: "day after to-morrow we start for oregon. ask your employers to hold your place for you, and get ready at once." "but the money, chester?" gasped edward. "i will advance it to you, and you shall repay me when you can." chapter xxxv. preparing for the journey. no sooner had chester decided upon his western journey than he telegraphed to dean & downe, of tacoma: "i will call upon you within two weeks." mrs. rand was much surprised when chester, coming home unexpectedly, announced his intentions. "do you want me to take you with me, mother?" asked chester, with a smile. "i am afraid i could not help you much. but you are not used to traveling. you may take the wrong cars." again chester smiled. "i have spent over a year in the city, mother," he said. "i have got along pretty well in the last twelve months, haven't i?" "yes; but suppose you were to fall sick, with no one to look after you?" "i didn't tell you that i am going to have company. edward granger, who was born in oregon, and is three years older than myself, will go with me." "then i shall feel easier. he knows the way, and can look after you." chester was secretly of opinion that he was more competent to look after edward, but did not say so. he saw that his mother was easier in mind, and this relieved him. before he started from new york he called to see mr. fairchild. on fourteenth street he fell in with felix gordon. "how are you getting along, felix?" he asked. "pretty well. mr. fairchild has raised me to six dollars a week." "i am glad of it. that shows he is satisfied with you." "i try to please him. i began to think that is the best policy. that is why you have succeeded so well." "do you ever hear from mr. mullins?" "no; but i know where he is." "where? of course you know that i have no wish to injure him." "he is somewhere in oregon, or perhaps in washington territory." washington had not at that time been advanced to the dignity of a state. "that is curious." "why is it curious?" "because i am going to start for oregon and washington to-night." "you don't mean it! what are you going for?" "on business," answered chester, not caring to make a confidant of felix." "won't it cost a good deal of money?" "yes; but i expect to get paid for going." "what a lucky fellow you are!" said felix, not without a trace of envy. "i wish i could go. i like to travel, but i have never had a chance." mr. fairchild was equally surprised when told of chester's plans. "are you going as an artist?" he asked. "no; as a real estate man," answered chester. "i own a few lots in tacoma, and have a chance of selling a part of them." then he went into particulars. "i congratulate you. i have only one piece of advice to offer. make careful inquiries as to the value of property. then ask a fair price, not one that is exorbitant. that might drive the hotel people to seeking another site for their house." "thank you, mr. fairchild; i will remember your advice." "the journey is an expensive one. if you need two or three hundred dollars i will loan it to you cheerfully." "thank you very much, but i have more money saved up than i shall require." "i see you are careful and provident. well, chester, i wish you every success." "i am sure of that, mr. fairchild. by the way, i hear that your old bookkeeper is in oregon or washington." "who told you?" "felix. have you any message for him if i happen to meet him?" "say that i have no intention of prosecuting him. if he is ever able i shall be glad to have him return the money he took from me. as to punishment, i am sure he has been punished enough by his enforced flight and sense of wrongdoing." chapter xxxvi. a great surprise. from new york to tacoma is a long journey. over three thousand miles must be traversed by rail, but the trip is far from tiresome. chester and his companion thoroughly enjoyed it. all was new and strange, and the broad spaces through which they passed were full of interest. they stopped at niagara falls, but only for a few hours, and spent a day in chicago. then they were whirled onward to st. paul and minneapolis, and later on over the broad plains of north dakota and through the mountains of montana. "i never thought the country was so large before," said chester to edward. "you have been over the ground once before." "yes; but part of it was during the night, it is pleasant to see it once more. many of the places have grown considerably, though it is only two years since i came from portland." chester made some agreeable acquaintances. an unsociable traveler misses many of the profitable results of his journey, besides finding time hang heavily on his hands. just after leaving bismarck, in north dakota, chester's attention was called to an old man, whose white hair and wrinkled face indicated that he had passed the age of seventy years. the conductor came through the car, collecting tickets. the old man searched for his, and an expression of dismay overspread his face. "i can't find my ticket," he said. "that is unfortunate. where did you come from?" "from buffalo." "when did you last see your ticket?" "i stopped over one night in bismarck, and had to share my room with a young man, for the hotel was crowded. i think he must have picked my pocket of the ticket." "did you know the ticket was missing when you boarded the train?" "no, sir. i did not think to look." "your case is unfortunate. how far are you going?" "to tacoma. i have a son there." "i am afraid you will have to pay the fare from here. i have no discretion in the matter, and cannot allow you to ride without a ticket." "don't you believe my ticket was stolen?" asked the old man, in a state of nervous agitation. "yes, i believe it. i don't think a man of your age would deceive me. but i cannot let you travel without paying for another." "i haven't money enough," said the old man, piteously. "if you will wait till i reach tacoma my son will give me money to pay you." "i am not allowed to do that. i think you will have to get out at the next station." the old man was much agitated. "it is very hard," he sighed. "i--i don't know what to do." chester had listened to this conversation with great sympathy for the unfortunate traveler, on account of his age and apparent helplessness. "how much is the fare to tacoma from this point?" he asked. "in the neighborhood of fifty dollars," answered the conductor. "will your son be able to pay this?" asked chester. "oh, yes," answered the old man. "william has been doin' well. he is going to build a large hotel in tacoma--he and another man." "then," said chester, "i will advance you what money you need. you can give me a memorandum, so that i can collect it from your son." "heaven bless you, young man!" said the old man, fervently. "you are indeed a friend to me who am but a stranger. i am sure you will prosper." "thank you." "what a fellow you are, chester!" said edward. "you will make yourself poor helping others." "i shall sleep better for having aided the old man," answered chester. the rest of the journey was uneventful. the two boys went at once to tacoma, as chester felt that the gentlemen who were negotiating for his lots were probably in a hurry to arrange for the building of the hotel. after establishing themselves at a hotel and eating dinner, they went at once to the office of dean & downie, the real estate agents from whom chester had received a letter. here a surprise awaited him. standing at a desk in the rear of the office was a figure that looked familiar. the man turned as the door opened to admit chester, and the latter recognized to his great astonishment his old enemy--david mullins! chapter xxxvii. david mullins again. when david mullins saw chester enter the office he turned pale, and looked panic-stricken. "you here!" he exclaimed, in a hollow voice. "yes, mr. mullins. i am surprised to meet you." "then you didn't know i was here?" "i heard from felix that you were in this part of the country." "i am trying to earn an honest living," said mullins, in agitation. "my employers know nothing to my prejudice. do you come as a friend or an enemy?" "mr. mullins, i haven't the least intention of harming you. i will not even appear to know you. i came here to see dean & downie, with whom i have business." "heaven be praised! i will not soon forget your kindness. here comes mr. dean. remember your promise." at this moment mr. dean entered the office. david mullins had returned to his desk. "this young man wishes to see you, mr. dean," he said, formally, when his employer entered. mr. dean looked at chester, inquiringly. "i am chester rand, with whom you have had some correspondence," said chester, tendering his card. "i have just arrived from new york." the broker regarded him in surprise. "you chester rand?" he exclaimed. "why, you are a boy." "i must plead guilty to that indictment," said chester, smiling, "but i am the owner of the lots which i understand are wanted for the new hotel." david mullins, who heard this conversation, looked up in amazement. he had not known of the correspondence with chester, as mr. dean had written his letter personally, and it had not gone through the office. "can you furnish any evidence of this?" asked mr. dean. "here is the letter you sent me, and here is a copy of my reply." the broker took the letter from chester's hand and all doubt vanished from his countenance. "i am glad to see you here so soon, mr. rand," he said, "as the parties with whom i am negotiating are anxious to conclude matters as soon as possible. will you go over with me to mr. taylor's office? taylor and pearson are the parties' names." "i will go with pleasure." as they walked through the chief business street chester noticed with interest evidences of activity everywhere. tacoma he found was situated, like san francisco, on a side hill, sloping down toward puget sound. "what a fine location for a town," he said. "yes," answered mr. dean, "this is destined to be a large city. our people are enterprising and progressive. seattle is at present ahead of us, but we mean to catch up, and that ere many years." "at what price are lots selling on this street?" "i see you have business ideas," said the broker, smiling. "i suppose you want to know what price you can charge for your lots." "you are right." "of course it will not be right for me to advise you, being employed by the other party, but i will give you some idea. the lot adjoining your plot sold last week for two thousand dollars." "two thousand?" "yes." "probably it would be well for me to wait a year or two, as the lots would undoubtedly command more then." "that is one way of looking at it. let me point out another. you have five lots, have you not?" "yes, sir." "if you sell three to the hotel company you can hold the other two five years if you like. the proximity of the hotel will help to enhance their value." "i see that." "that is a point to be considered. if you ask a prohibitory price, the hotel will go elsewhere, and you may have to wait a good while before you have a chance to sell. but here is mr. taylor's office." the broker entered, followed by chester. here a surprise awaited him. sitting in an armchair was his venerable friend of the train, appearing very much at home. his face lighted up when chester came in. "william," he said to a stout man of middle age, "this is the young man who generously advanced money to meet my car fare when i was in danger of being put off the train." the younger man advanced and cordially offered his hand. "my boy," he said, "i shall not soon forget your kindness to my father. i will gladly repay you for the money you disbursed on his account." "i was very glad to stand his friend, sir," returned chester, modestly. "let me know to whom i am indebted." "mr. taylor," said the broker, "this young gentleman is chester rand, owner of the lots which you wish to buy." "is it possible?" ejaculated william taylor. "i didn't know that the owner of the lots was a boy." "the lots were a bequest to me from the original owner," said chester. "and you have never been out this way before?" "this is my first visit to tacoma." "you are hardly old enough to be in business." "i am an artist; that is, i furnish illustrations to a comic weekly paper in new york." "you have begun life early. i suspect you are better fitted for business than most young men of your age. here is my partner, mr. pearson." in the negotiation that followed the reader will not be interested. at length a mutually satisfactory arrangement was made. chester agreed to sell the three lots wanted for the hotel for eight thousand dollars, half cash and the balance on a year's time at twelve per cent. interest. when the business was concluded and papers signed, mr. dean said: "mr. rand, i think you have made a good bargain. you might have extorted more, but you have received a fair price and retained the good will of the purchaser. what do you propose to do with the four thousand dollars you will receive in cash?" "i have not had time to think." "i will venture to give you some advice. my partner, john downie, has made a specialty of city property, and he will invest any part for you in lower-priced city lots, which are sure to advance rapidly." "then i will put the matter in his hands and rely on his judgment. i will carry back with me a thousand dollars, and leave with him three thousand dollars for investment." "then come back to the office and i will introduce you to mr. downie, with whom you can leave instructions." chester was presented to mr. downie, a blond young man, who looked honest and reliable, and they soon came to an understanding. they walked about the town--it was not a city then--and chester picked out several lots which he was in favor of buying. he remained a week in tacoma, and before the end of that time all arrangements were perfected, and he found himself the owner of seven lots, more or less eligible, in addition to the two he had reserved in the original plot. on the evening of the second day, as he was taking a walk alone, he encountered david mullins. "good-evening, mr. mullins," he said, politely. "good-evening, chester," returned the bookkeeper, flushing slightly. "i want to thank you for not exposing my past misdeeds." "i hope, mr. mullins, you did not think me mean enough to do so." "i am sorry to say that according to my sad experience eight out of ten would have done so, especially if they had reason, like you, to complain of personal ill treatment." "i don't believe in persecuting a man." "i wish all were of your way of thinking. shall i tell you my experience?" "if you will." "when i left new york i went to chicago and obtained the position of collector for a mercantile establishment. i was paid a commission, and got on very well till one unlucky day i fell in with an acquaintance from new york. "'where are you working?' he asked. "i told him. "the next day my employer summoned me to his presence. "'i shall not require your services any longer,' he said. "i asked no questions. i understood that my treacherous friend had given me away. "i had a few dollars saved, and went to minneapolis. there i was undisturbed for six months. then the same man appeared and again deprived me of my situation." "how contemptible!" ejaculated chester, with a ring of scorn in his voice. "then i came to tacoma, and here i have been thus far undisturbed. when i saw you i had a scare. i thought my time had come, and i must again move on." "so far from wishing to harm you, mr. mullins," said chester, "if, through the meanness of others you get into trouble you can any time send to me for a loan of fifty dollars." "thank you," ejaculated mullins, gratefully, wringing chester's hand. "you are heaping coals of fire on my head." "you will always have my best wishes for your prosperity. if ever you are able, repay the money you took from mr. fairchild, and i will venture to promise that he will forgive you." "with god's help i will!" chapter xxxviii. abner trimble's plot. just off first street, in portland, ore., is a saloon, over which appears the name of the proprietor: "abner trimble." two rough-looking fellows, smoking pipes, entered the saloon. behind the bar stood a stout, red-faced man. this was trimble, and his appearance indicated that he patronized the liquors he dispensed to others. "glad to see you, floyd," said trimble. "that means a glass of whisky, doesn't it?" returned floyd. "well, not now. i want you to go up to the house again, to see my wife." "about the old matter?" "yes; she isn't quite satisfied about the kid's death, and she won't make a will in my favor till she is. she wants to ask you a few questions." floyd made a wry face. "she's as bad as a lawyer. i say, abner, i'm afraid i'll get tripped up." "you must stick to the old story." "what was it?" "don't you remember you said that the kid hired a boat to row in the harbor along with two other boys, and the boat was upset and all three were drowned?" "yes, i remember. it's a smart yarn, isn't it?" grinned floyd. "yes, but you mustn't let her doubt it. you remember how you came to know about the drowning?" "no, i forget." abner trimble frowned. "look here, floyd. you'd better remember, or you won't get the money i promised you. you were out in a boat yourself, and saw the whole thing. you jumped into the water, and tried to save the kid, but it was no use. he went to the bottom--and that was the end of him!" "a very pretty story," said floyd, complacently. "won't i get somethin' for tryin' to save the kid's life?" "as like as not. i'll suggest it to the old lady myself." "when do you want me to go up to the house?" "now. the lawyer's coming at four o'clock, and i want you to confirm mrs. t. in her belief in the boy's death." "it's dry talkin', abner," said floyd, significantly. "take a glass of sarsaparilla, then." "sarsaparilla!" repeated floyd, contemptuously. "that's only fit for children." "lemon soda, then." "what's the matter with whisky?" "are you a fool? do you think mrs. t. will believe your story if you come to her smelling of whisky?" "you're hard on me, abner. just one little glass." "you can put that off till afterward. here, take some lemon soda, or i'll mix you a glass of lemonade." "well, if i must," said floyd, in a tone of resignation. "you can have as much whisky as you like afterward." "then the sooner we get over the job the better. i'm ready now." "here, tim, take my place," said abner trimble, calling his barkeeper; "i'm going to the house for an hour. now come along." abner trimble lived in a comfortable dwelling in the nicer portion of the city. it belonged to his wife when he married her, and he had simply taken up his residence in her house. he would have liked to have lived nearer the saloon, and had suggested this to his wife, but she was attached to her home and was unwilling to move. trimble ushered his visitor into the sitting room and went up to see his wife. she was sitting in an armchair in the room adjoining her chamber, looking pale and sorrowful. "well, mary," said trimble, "i've brought floyd along to answer any questions relating to poor edward's death." "yes, i shall be glad to see him," answered his wife, in a dull, spiritless tone. "shall i bring him up?" "if you like." trimble went to the landing and called out: "you can come up, floyd." floyd entered the room, holding his hat awkwardly in his hands. he was not used to society, and did not look forward with much pleasure to the interview which had been forced upon him. "i hope i see you well, ma'am," he said, bobbing his head. "as well as i ever expect to be," answered mrs. trimble, sadly. "your name is----" "floyd, ma'am. darius floyd." "and you knew my poor son?" "yes, ma'am, i knew him well. ed and i was regular cronies." mrs. trimble looked at the man before her, and was mildly surprised. certainly edward must have changed, or he would not keep such company. but, prejudiced against her son as she had been by her husband's misrepresentations, she feared that this was only another proof of edward's moral decadence. "you have been in new york recently?" "yes; i was there quite a while." "and you used to see edward?" "'most every day, ma'am." "how was he employed?" this was not a question to which mr. floyd had prepared an answer. he looked to mr. trimble as if for a suggestion, and the latter nodded impatiently, and shaped his mouth to mean "anything." "he was tendin' a pool room, ma'am," said floyd, with what he thought a lucky inspiration. "he was tendin' a pool room on sixth avenue." "he must indeed have changed to accept such employment. i hope he didn't drink?" "not often, ma'am; just a glass of sarsaparilla or lemon soda. them are my favorites." abner trimble turned aside to conceal a smile. he remembered mr. floyd's objecting to the innocent beverages mentioned, and his decided preference for whisky. "i am glad that he was not intemperate. you saw the accident?" "yes, ma'am." "please tell me once more what you can." "i took a boat down at the battery to have a row one afternoon, when, after a while, i saw another boat comin' out with three fellers into it. one of them was your son, edward." "did you know edward's companions?" "never saw them before in my life. they was about as old as he. well, by and by one of them stood up in the boat. i surmise he had been drinkin'. then, a minute afterward, i saw the boat upset, and the three was strugglin' in the water. "i didn't take no interest in the others, but i wanted to save edward, so i jumped into the water and made for him. that is, i thought i did. but it so happened in the confusion that i got hold of the wrong boy, and when i managed to get him on board my boat, i saw my mistake. it was too late to correct it--excuse my emotion, ma'am," and mr. floyd drew a red silk handkerchief from his pocket and wiped his eyes; "but when i looked out and couldn't see either of the other young fellers, and realized that they were drowned, i felt awful bad." mrs. trimble put her handkerchief to her eyes and moaned. the picture drawn by mr. floyd was too much for her. "i wish i could see the young man whose life you saved," she said, after a pause, "have you his name and address?" "no, ma'am; he didn't even thank me. i didn't get even the price of a glass of--sarsaparilla out of him." mr. floyd came near saying whisky, but bethought himself in time. "i have been much interested by your sad story, mr. floyd," said the sorrow-stricken mother. "you seem to have a good and sympathetic heart." "yes, ma'am," replied floyd; "that is my weakness." "don't call it a weakness! it does you credit." mr. floyd exchanged a sly glance of complacency with abner trimble, who was pleased that his agent got off so creditably. he had evidently produced a good impression on mrs. trimble. "you see, my dear," he said, gently, "that there can be no doubt about poor edward's death. i have thought, under the circumstances, that you would feel like making a will, and seeing that i was suitably provided for. as matters stand your property would go to distant cousins, and second cousins at that, while i would be left out in the cold. "i know, of course, that you are younger than myself and likely to outlive me, but still, life is uncertain. i don't care much for money, but i wouldn't like to die destitute, and so i asked mr. coleman, the lawyer, to come round. i think i hear his ring now. will you see him?" "yes, if you wish it. i care very little what becomes of the property now my boy is no more." mr. trimble went downstairs, and returned with a very respectable-looking man of middle age, whom he introduced as mr. coleman. chapter xxxix. making a will. "mr. coleman," said trimble, with suavity, "this is my wife, mrs. trimble." the lawyer bowed. "i believe you wish to execute a will, mrs. trimble?" said he. "yes," answered the poor mother, in a spiritless tone. various questions were asked in relation to the property, and then the lawyer seated himself at a table and wrote the formal part of the will. "i understand you wish to leave the entire property to your husband?" he said, in a tone of inquiry. "in the event of my son's death," interpolated mrs. trimble. "but, my dear, he is dead," said abner trimble, with a slight frown. "i would prefer to have it expressed in this way." "i am sure," continued trimble, annoyed, "that mr. coleman will consider it unnecessary." "i see no objections to it," said the lawyer. "of course, the son being dead, it won't count." "mr. coleman," explained mrs. trimble, "i have no reason to doubt my poor son's death, but i didn't see him die, and there may have been a mistake." "how can there be?" demanded trimble, impatiently. "didn't my friend floyd see him drowned?" "he may have been mistaken. besides, he only says he did not see him after the boat upset. he may have been picked up by some other boat." for the first time trimble and floyd saw the flaw in the story, which had been invented by trimble himself. "was there any boat near, floyd?" asked trimble, winking significantly. "no, sir; not within a quarter of a mile." "edward could swim. he may have reached one by swimming." this was news to trimble. he had not been aware that his stepson could swim. "under the circumstances," said the lawyer, "i think mrs. trimble is right." trimble looked panic-stricken. knowing that edward granger was still living he recognized the fact that such a will would do him no good. "if he were alive he would let us know," he said, after a pause. "probably he would." "so that we may conclude he is dead." "it might be stipulated that if the missing son does not appear within three years from the time the will is made he may be regarded as dead?" suggested the lawyer. "one year would be sufficient, it seems to me," put in trimble. "i would rather make it three," said his wife. abner trimble looked disappointed, but did not dare object. the lawyer continued to write. "i understand, then," he observed, "that you bequeath all your estate to your husband, in the event of your son being decided to be dead." mrs. trimble paused to consider. "i think," she said, "i will leave the sum of five thousand dollars to charitable purposes as a memorial of edward." "i don't think much of charitable societies," growled trimble. "some of them do a great deal of good," said the lawyer. "are there any particular societies which you would wish to remember, mrs. trimble?" "i leave the choice to my executor," said the lady. "whom have you selected for that office?" "will you serve?" she asked. "then you don't care to appoint mr. trimble?" "no, i think not." "it is customary to appoint the husband, isn't it, mr. coleman?" asked abner. "it is quite often done." "i would prefer you," said mrs. trimble, decidedly. "if it will ease your mind, i will take the office, mrs. trimble." "now," said the lawyer, after a brief interval; "i will read the draft of the will as i have written it, and you can see if it meets your views." he had about half completed reading the document when there was heard a sharp ring at the doorbell. then there were steps on the stairs. a terrible surprise was in store for mrs. trimble. chapter xl. an unexpected surprise. the door of the sitting room was opened quickly, and two boys dashed into the room. they were edward granger and chester rand. abner trimble turned pale and uttered an imprecation. all his plans, so carefully laid, were menaced with ignominious defeat. floyd looked up in surprise, but did not comprehend the situation. in spite of the positive testimony he had given he did not even know edward granger by sight. mrs. trimble uttered a wild cry, but her face lighted up with supreme joy. "edward!" she exclaimed, and half rising, opened her arms. her son sprang forward and embraced his mother. "oh, edward!" she murmured, "are you really alive?" "very much alive, mother," answered edward, with a smile. "and i was mourning you as dead! i thought i should never see you again." "i have not died that i am aware of, mother. who told you i was dead?" "mr. trimble and--this gentleman," looking at floyd. "he told me he saw you drowned in new york bay." edward regarded floyd with curiosity. "i haven't any recollection of ever seeing the gentleman," he said. "i don't know him." "how do you explain this, mr. floyd?" asked mrs. trimble, suspiciously. floyd tried to speak, but faltered and stammered. he was in a very awkward position, and he realized it. abner trimble came to his assistance. "you must have been mistaken, floyd," he said. "the young man you saw drowned must have been a stranger." "yes," returned floyd, grasping the suggestion. "of course i must have been mistaken. the young man i saw bore a wonderful resemblance to mr. granger." "how long is it since you saw me drowned, mr. floyd?" asked edward. "about three weeks," answered floyd, in an embarrassed tone. "in new york bay?" "yes. you were out in a boat with two other young fellows--that is, a young man who was the perfect image of you was. the boat upset, and all three were spilled out. i saved the life of one, but the others were, as i thought, drowned. i am sorry that i was mistaken." "does that mean you are sorry i was not drowned?" "no; i am sorry to have harrowed up your mother's feelings by a story which proves to be untrue." "i suppose mr. trimble brought you here," said edward, quietly. he had in former days stood in fear of his stepfather, but now, backed up by chester, he felt a new sense of courage and independence. "of course i brought him here," growled trimble. "fully believing in my friend floyd's story, for i know him to be a gentleman of truth, i thought your mother ought to know it." "i was about to make my will at mr. trimble's suggestion, leaving him all my property," said mrs. trimble, regarding her husband suspiciously. "of course it was better to leave it to me than to second cousins whom you don't care anything about," interposed trimble, sourly. "come, floyd, our business is at an end. we will go over to the saloon." "shan't i get anything for my trouble?" asked floyd, uneasily, a remark which led the lawyer to regard him sharply. "your valuable time will be paid for," said trimble, sarcastically. he led the way out, and floyd followed. "mrs. trimble," said the lawyer, rising, "allow me to congratulate you on the happy event of this day. i am particularly glad that my services are not needed." "they will be needed, mr. coleman. will you do me the favor of drawing up a will leaving my entire property, with the exception of a thousand dollars, to my son, edward, and bring it here to-morrow morning, with two trusty witnesses, and i will sign it." "to whom will you leave the thousand dollars?" "to my--to mr. trimble," answered mrs. trimble, coldly. "i will not utterly ignore him." "very well, mrs. trimble. i will call at half-past ten o'clock to-morrow morning." the lawyer bowed himself out, leaving mrs. trimble and the boys together. "mother," said edward, "i have not yet had a chance to introduce to you my friend, chester rand, of new york." "i am very glad to welcome any friend of yours, edward." "you have reason to do so in this case, mother. but for chester i should not have had the money to come on from new york. he paid my traveling expenses." "he shall be repaid, and promptly, and he will accept my heartiest thanks, also. i hope, mr. rand, you will make your home with us while you are in portland." "thank you, mrs. trimble, but i have already secured lodgings at a hotel. at some future time i may accept your invitation." chester strongly suspected that he would not be a welcome guest to mr. trimble when that gentleman learned that he had been instrumental in bringing home his stepson in time to defeat his plans. but he called every day till, his business being concluded, he started on his return to new york. edward had expected to go back with him, but to this mrs. trimble would not listen. "we have been separated long enough, edward," she said. "henceforth your place is at my side. i feel that i have done you injustice, and i want to repair it. i made a mistake in marrying mr. trimble, but it is too late to correct that. i will not permit him, hereafter, to separate me from my son." "if you wish me to remain, mother, i will," rejoined edward. "i was not happy away from you. from this time forth i will stand by you and protect you from all that is unpleasant." edward spoke with a courage and manliness which he had not formerly shown. it was clear that adversity had strengthened and improved him. chapter xli. conclusion. let us go back to wyncombe. mrs. greene, living near mrs. rand, was a lady who made it her business to know all about her neighbors' affairs. she stepped into silas tripp's store to buy a pound of butter. mr. tripp himself waited upon her; mrs. greene generally had some item of news, and for this he possessed a keen relish. "any news, mrs. greene?" he asked, as he handed her the package of butter. "i suppose you've heard that the widder rand has lost her boarder?" "you don't say so!" returned silas, with genuine interest. "yes, it's so. i saw her go off myself yesterday afternoon, bag and baggage." "was she dissatisfied, do you think?" "like as not. the widder says she's comin' back, but i don't believe it. between you and me, mr. tripp, i wonder that she stayed so long. now, if she had been boardin' with you it would have been different." "so it would, mrs. greene; so it would. i would have been willing to take her just to oblige." "so would i, mr. tripp. the widder charged her a ridiculous price--eight dollars a week." "it was extortionate. i never charged such a price." "nor i. miss dolby's board ran the house, so that chester didn't need to send any home, and now chester's lost his place." "you don't say so!" ejaculated silas, eagerly. "yes. mrs. rand told me herself that he had left his work and gone out west in search of a place. i don't see, for my part, what the widder's goin' to do." "i'm sorry chester's been so unlucky. but he needn't have gone out west; i'm ready to take him back into my store." "that's very kind of you, mr. tripp." "i want to help along his mother, seein' she's a widder and in hard luck." "shall i tell her you will take chester back?" "no; i'll call round and see her about it. there may be some dickerin' about the salary. chester's got rather high notions, but i can't afford to pay extravagant prices." "just so. i'm sorry for the widder rand, but she's sot too much on that boy, and thought there wasn't no other boy in wyncombe that was equal to him. i'm sure my fred is just as smart as he." it was not till the next evening that mr. tripp found it convenient to call on mrs. rand. she was rather surprised by the visit, and a little curious to learn what it meant. "good-evenin', widder," said silas, coughing. "good-evening, mr. tripp. won't you step in for a few minutes?" "thank you. i don't care if i do. i heard yesterday from mrs. greene that you'd lost your boarder." "yes; miss dolby has gone to chicago for a year. she has a sister there." "do you expect her back?" "yes, after a year." "i wouldn't calc'late too much upon it if i were you. women folks is mighty onsartin when they make promises." mrs. rand smiled. "you may be right, mr. tripp," she said. "i hear, too, that chester's lost his place." "no; he has left it for a time, but he expects to go back." "that's onsartin, too. i'm sorry for you, widder." "thank you, mr. tripp, but there's no occasion." "you'll be rather put to it to get along, i reckon." "still, i have good friends in wyncombe," said mrs. rand, smiling mischievously. "now, if i were really 'put to it,' i am sure i could rely upon your assistance." "i'm very short of money," returned silas, alarmed at this suggestion. "still, i've got the will to help you. if chester's out of work, i'm ready to take him back into the store." "i will tell him that when i write." "where is he now?" "he's gone out west." "he's made a mistake. i knew a boy that went out west some years since, and nearly starved. he came home ragged and hungry." "i am not afraid chester will have that experience. he had saved up some money when at work in new york." "it won't last long, widder. it don't take long for fifty dollars to melt away. did he have that much?" "i think he did, mr. tripp." "he'd better have put it in a savings bank and come back to wyncombe to work for me. how soon do you expect him back?" "next week." "when he comes, send him round to see me." a few days later, mrs. greene went into silas tripp's store again. "well, mr. tripp," she said, "chester rand's got home." "you don't say! if you see him, tell him to come round and see me." "and i can tell you some more news. you know that half-acre lot that j'ins onto the widder's land?" "the apple orchard? yes." "well, chester's bought it." "you don't mean it! where on earth did he get the money? do you know what he paid?" "two hundred dollars." "he'll never be able to pay for it." "he has paid cash down. besides, he's got a new suit of clothes and a gold watch. i don't believe he will be willing to take a place in your store." silas tripp was amazed. nay, more, he was incredulous. but it so happened that chester himself came into the store in five minutes, and confirmed the news. "where did you get the money, chester?" asked mr. tripp, curiously, eying the boy with unwonted respect. "i saved it. i received high pay in new york." "but you've lost the place?" "oh, no! i go back to work next week." "how much pay do you get?" "thirty dollars a week." "don't try to fool me!" said silas, with asperity. "it ain't creditable to deceive a man old enough to be your grandfather." chester smiled. "do you want me to bring an affidavit from my employers?" he asked. "but it's ridiculous, payin' a boy such wages!" objected silas. "it would be foolish for you to pay it, mr. tripp; but they think me worth it." "what sort of work do you do?" "i make pictures. i will show you a couple," and chester produced a copy of _the phoenix_. "why, i didn't think they paid more'n a quarter apiece for such pictures." "it's lucky for me that they pay higher than that." "what was you doin' out west?" "i went partly to see the country." "i s'pose it cost you considerable money?" "yes, traveling is expensive." "you'd better have put the money in the bank." "i don't think so." "boys have foolish notions. i s'pose you was sorry to hear that miss dolby had gone away?" "no, i want mother to have a few months' rest." "your mother'll miss her board." "no, for i shall make it up to her." "you talk as if you was rich, chester." "i am not so rich as you, mr. tripp." "you seem to be spending more money; some day you'll be put to it to get along." but that has not yet come. two years have passed, and chester is still in the employ of _the phoenix_, but he now receives forty dollars per week. he has sold his other two lots in tacoma for five thousand dollars each, and still has the cheaper lots he bought as an investment. he could sell these at a handsome profit, but will hold them a while longer. about a year ago he received intelligence from edward granger that his stepfather had died suddenly of heart trouble, brought on by an undue use of alcoholic mixtures. edward concluded: "now there is nothing to mar my mother's happiness. i live at home and manage her business, besides filling a responsible place in a broker's office. we hope you will pay us a visit before long. we have never forgotten your kindness to me in my time of need." a month since mr. fairchild was surprised by receiving a remittance from tacoma. his old bookkeeper, david mullins, remitted to him the amount he had stolen at the time of his hurried departure from new york, with interest up to date. "i hope, mr. fairchild," he concluded, "you will now forgive me for my treachery. i feel great satisfaction in paying my debt. i have been assisted by a fortunate investment in outside lots. i am glad to hear that felix is doing well. you were kind to retain him." felix is really doing well, and bids fair to make a good business man. he was weak and influenced to evil by his cousin; but with good surroundings he is likely to turn out creditably. chester retains the friendship and good opinion of his first friend, carl conrad, and is a favorite visitor at the house of prof. hazlitt, whose great work has just appeared from the press of a subscription publisher. his nephew, arthur burks, is now in college, and he and chester remain intimate friends. silas tripp has ceased to expect to secure the services of chester in his store. he had never been able to understand the secret of chester's success, but has been heard to remark: "it does beat all how that boy gets along!" fortunately, prosperity has not spoiled chester. he is still the same modest and warm-hearted boy, or perhaps i should say young man, and his friends all agree that he deserves his success. the end. note: project gutenberg also has an html version of this file which includes the original illustrations. see -h.htm or -h.zip: (http://www.gutenberg.org/files/ / -h/ -h.htm) or (http://www.gutenberg.org/files/ / -h.zip) war from the inside [illustration: colonel frederick l. hitchcock] [illustration: monument of d regiment, p. v. erected by the state of pennsylvania on battle-field of antietam, md. dedicated sept. , it stands about two hundred yards directly in front of the battle line upon which this regiment fought, on the side of the famous "sunken road" occupied by the confederates. this road has since been widened and macadamized as a government road leading from "bloody lane" towards sharpsburg.] war from the inside the story of the nd regiment pennsylvania volunteer infantry in the war for the suppression of the rebellion - by frederick l. hitchcock late adjutant and major nd pennsylvania volunteers. published by authority of the nd regiment pennsylvania volunteer infantry association. press of j. b. lippincott company philadelphia copyright, by f. l. hitchcock preface this narrative was originally written without the least idea of publication, but to gratify the oft-repeated requests of my children. during the work, the ubiquitous newspaper reporter learned of it, and persuaded me to permit its publication in a local paper, where it appeared in weekly instalments. since then the demand that i should put it in more permanent form has been so persistent and wide-spread, that i have been constrained to comply, and have carefully revised and in part rewritten it. i have endeavored to confine myself to my own observations, experiences, and impressions, giving the inner life of the soldier as we experienced it. it was my good fortune to be associated with one of the best bodies of men who took part in the great civil war; to share in their hardships and their achievements. for this i am profoundly grateful. their story is my own. if these splendid gray-headed "boys"--those who have not yet passed the mortal firing-line--shall find some pleasure in again tramping over that glorious route, and recalling the historic scenes, and if the younger generation shall gather inspiration for a like patriotic dedication to country and to liberty, i shall be more than paid for my imperfect work. in conclusion, i desire to acknowledge my indebtedness to major james w. oakford, son of our intrepid colonel, who was the first of the regiment to fall, and to mr. lewis b. stillwell, son of that brave and splendid officer, captain richard stillwell, company k, who was wounded and disabled at fredericksburg, for constant encouragement in the preparation of the work and for assistance in its publication. scranton, pa., april , . contents chapter page i.--first lessons; or, doing the impossible ii.--the organization and make-up of the fighting machine called "the army" iii.--on the march iv.--drawing near the enemy--battle of south mountain--preliminary skirmishes v.--the battle of antietam vi.--the battle of antietam--continued vii.--harper's ferry and the leesburg and halltown expeditions viii.--from harper's ferry to fredericksburg ix.--the fredericksburg campaign x.--the battle of fredericksburg--continued xi.--why fredericksburg was lost xii.--lost colors recovered xiii.--the winter at falmouth xiv.--the winter at falmouth--continued xv.--the battle of chancellorsville xvi.--the battle of chancellorsville--continued xvii.--the muster out and home again appendix list of illustrations after the lapse of more than forty years, i hardly hoped to be able to publish pictures of all our officers, and have been more than pleased to secure so many. the others, i regret to say, could not be obtained. the youthful appearance of these officers will be remarked. all, i believe, with the exception of colonel oakford were below thirty years, and most between twenty and twenty-five. page colonel frederick l. hitchcock _frontispiece_ the monument _facing title-page_ groups of captains group, chaplain and surgeons colonel charles albright colonel vincent m. wilcox colonel richard a. oakford the silenced confederate battery the sunken road field hospital groups of lieutenants major frederick l. hitchcock don and i, and glimpse of camp of hancock's division, falmouth, va. reunion d regiment, p. v., , on battle-field of antietam. war from the inside chapter i first lessons; or, doing the impossible i was appointed adjutant of the one hundred and thirty-second regiment, pennsylvania volunteers, by our great war governor, andrew g. curtin, at the solicitation of colonel richard a. oakford, commanding the regiment, my commission dating the d day of august, . i reported for duty to colonel oakford at camp whipple, where the regiment was then encamped, on the d day of september, . this was immediately following the disasters of "chantilly" and "second bull run," and as i passed through washington to camp whipple, i found the greatest excitement prevailing because of these reverses, and a general apprehension for the safety of the capital in consequence. the wildest rumors were abroad concerning the approach of the victorious rebel troops, and an alarm amounting almost to a panic existed. being without a horse or other means of transportation, i was obliged to make my way, valise in hand, on foot from washington over the "long bridge" across the potomac, to camp whipple, some two miles up the river nearly opposite georgetown. from the wild rumors floating about washington, i did not know but i should be captured bag and baggage before reaching camp. undertaking this trip under those circumstances, i think, required almost as much nerve as "real work" did later on. getting beyond the long bridge there were abundant evidences of the reported disasters. straggling troops, army wagons, etc., were pouring in from the "front" in great disorder. i reached camp about three o'clock p.m. and found colonel oakford out with the regiment on battalion drill. an hour later i reported to his office (tent) as ready for duty. the colonel had been a lifelong personal friend, and i was received, as i expected, most cordially. i was assigned quarters, and a copy of the daily routine orders of camp was placed in my hands, and my attention specially called to the fact that the next "order of business" was "dress parade" at six o'clock. i inquired the cause of this special notice to me, and was informed that i was expected to officiate as adjutant of the regiment at that ceremony. i pleaded with the colonel to be allowed a day or so in camp to see how things were done before undertaking such difficult and important duties; that i knew absolutely nothing about any part of military service; had never served a day in any kind of military work, except in a country fire company; had never seen a dress parade of a full regiment in my life, and knew nothing whatever about the duties of an adjutant. my pleadings were all in vain. the only reply i received was a copy of the "army regulations," with the remark that i had two hours in which to study up and master the details of dress parade, and that i could not learn my duties any easier nor better than by actual practice; that my condition was no different from that of my fellow officers; that we were all there in a camp of instruction learning our duties, and there was not a moment to lose. i then began to realize something of the magnitude of the task which lay before me. to do difficult things, without knowing how; that is, to learn how in the doing, was the universal task of the union volunteer officer. i took up my "army regulations" and attacked the ceremony of dress parade as a life and death matter. before my two hours were ended, i could repeat every sentence of the ceremony verbatim, and felt that i had mastered the thing, and was not going to my execution in undertaking my duties as adjutant. alas for the frailty of memory; it failed me at the crucial moment, and i made a miserable spectacle of myself before a thousand officers and men, many of them old friends and acquaintances, all of whom, it seemed to me, were specially assembled on that occasion to witness my début, and see me get "balled up." they were not disappointed. things tactically impossible were freely done during that ceremony. looking back now upon that scene, from the long distance of forty years, i see a green country boy undertaking to handle one thousand men in the always difficult ceremony of a dress parade. (i once heard governor hartranft, who attained the rank of a major-general during the war, remark, as he witnessed this ceremony, that he had seen thousands of such parades, and among them all, only one that he considered absolutely faultless.) i wonder now that we got through it at all. think of standing to give your first command at the right of a line of men five hundred abreast, that is, nearly one thousand feet in length, and trying to make the men farthest away hear your small, unused, and untrained voice. i now can fully forgive my failure. the officers and men were considerate of me, however, and, knowing what was to be done, went through with it after a fashion in spite of my blunders. the regiment was one of the "nine months'" quota; it had been in the service barely two weeks at this time. it was made up of two companies, i and k, from scranton (captains james archbald, company i, and richard stillwell, company k), company a, danville, pa.; b, factoryville; c, wellsboro and vicinity; e, bloomsburg; f and g, mauch chunk, and h, catawissa. it numbered, officers and men, about one thousand. its field officers were colonel richard a. oakford, scranton; lieutenant-colonel vincent m. wilcox, scranton; major charles albright, mauch chunk; staff, frederick l. hitchcock, first lieutenant and adjutant, scranton; clinton w. neal, first lieutenant and quartermaster, bloomsburg; rev. schoonmaker, first lieutenant and chaplain, scranton. the transition from home life to that of an army in the field can only be appreciated from a stand-point of actual experience. from a well-ordered, well-cooked meal, served at a comfortable table with the accessories of home, howsoever humble, to a "catch as catch can" way of getting "grub," eating what, and when and where, you are fortunate enough to get to eat; and from a good, comfortable bed, comfortably housed in a comfortable home, to a blanket "shake down" under the beautiful sky, mark some of the features of this transition. [illustration: capt. martin m. brobst co. h] [illustration: capt. warner h. carnochan co. d] [illustration: capt. geo. w. wilhelm co. f] [illustration: capt. smith w. ingham co. b] [illustration: capt. chas. m'dougal co. c] [illustration: capt. richard stillwell co. k] [illustration: capt. james archbald, jr. co. i] [illustration: capt. charles c. norris co. a] [illustration: capt. jacob d. laciar co. f] [illustration: capt. jacob b. floyd co. k] [illustration: capt. robert a. abbott co. g] another feature is the utter change in one's individual liberty. to be no longer the arbiter of your own time and movements, but to have it rubbed into you at every turn that you are a very small part of an immense machine, whose business is to march and fight; that your every movement is under the control of your superior officers; that, in fact, you have no will of your own that can be exercised; that your individuality is for the time sunk, is a trial to an american freeman which patriotism alone can overcome. not the least feature of this transition is the practical obliteration of the lord's day. this is a great shock to a christian who has learned to love the lord's day and its hallowed associations. routine duty, the march, the fighting, all go right on, nothing stops for sunday. on the morning after reaching camp i had the pleasure of seeing major-general john pope, who commanded the union forces in the recent battles of chantilly and second bull run, and his staff, riding past camp into washington. he hailed us with a cheery "good-morning" in reply to our salute. he did not look like a badly defeated general, though he undoubtedly was--so badly, indeed, that he was never given any command of importance afterwards. on saturday, september , we received orders to join the army of the potomac--again under the command of "little mac"--at rockville, md., distant about eighteen miles. this was our first march. the day was excessively hot, and colonel oakford received permission to march in the evening. we broke camp about six o'clock p.m. it was a lovely moonlight night, the road was excellent, and for the first six miles the march was a delight. we marched quite leisurely, not making over two miles an hour, including rests, nevertheless the last half of the distance was very tiresome, owing to the raw and unseasoned condition of our men, and the heavy load they were carrying. we reached the bivouac of the grand army of the potomac, of which we were henceforth to be a part, at about three o'clock the next morning. three miles out from the main camp we encountered the outpost of the picket line and were duly halted. the picket officer had been informed of our coming, and so detained us only long enough to satisfy himself that we were all right. here we encountered actual conditions of war with all its paraphernalia for the first time. up to this time we had been playing at war, so to speak, in a camp of instruction. now we were entering upon the thing itself, with all its gruesome accessories. everything here was business, and awful business, too. here were parks of artillery quiet enough just now, but their throats will speak soon enough, and when they do it will not be the harmless booming of fourth of july celebrations. here we pass a bivouac of cavalry, and yonder on either side the road, in long lines of masses, spread out like wide swaths of grain, lie the infantry behind long rows of stacked guns. here were upward of seventy-five thousand men, all, except the cordon of pickets, sound asleep. in the midst of this mighty host the stillness was that of a graveyard; it seemed almost oppressive. halting the regiment, colonel oakford and i made our way to the head-quarters of major-general sumner, commanding the second army corps, to whom the colonel was ordered to report. we finally found him asleep in his head-quarters wagon. a tap on the canvas top of the wagon quickly brought the response, "hello! who's there? what's wanted?" colonel oakford replied, giving his name and rank, and that his regiment was here to report to him, according to orders. "oh, yes, colonel, that is right," replied the general. "how many men have you?" receiving the colonel's answer, general sumner said: "i wish you had ten times as many, for we need you badly. glad you are here, colonel. make yourselves as comfortable as you can for the rest of the night, and i will assign you to your brigade in the morning." here was a cordial reception and hospitality galore. "make yourselves comfortable"--in hotel "dame nature!" well, we were all weary enough to accept the hospitality. we turned into the adjacent field, "stacked arms," and in a jiffy were rolled up in our blankets and sound asleep. the mattresses supplied by madame nature were rather hard, but her rooms were fresh and airy, and the ceilings studded with the stars of glory. my last waking vision that night was a knowing wink from jupiter and mars, as much as to say, "sleep sweetly, we are here." the morning sun was well up before we got ourselves together the next morning. the "reveille" had no terrors for us greenhorns then. we found ourselves in the midst of a division of the bronzed old army of the potomac veterans. they were swarming all over us, and how unmercifully they did guy us! a regiment of tenderfeet was just taffy for those fellows. did our "ma's know we were out?" "get off those purty duds." "oh, you blue cherub!" etc., etc., at the same time accepting (?) without a murmur all the tobacco and other camp rarities they could reach. we were soon visited by brigadier-general nathan kimball, a swarthy, grizzly-bearded old gentleman, with lots of fire and energy in his eyes. he told the colonel our regiment had been assigned to his brigade. he directed the colonel to get the regiment in line, as he had something to say to the men, after which he would direct us where to join his troops. general kimball commanded a brigade which had achieved a great reputation under mcclellan in his west virginia campaign, and it had been named by him the "gibraltar brigade." it had also been through the peninsular and second bull run campaigns. it had comprised the fourth and eighth ohio, fourteenth indiana and seventh west virginia regiments, all of which had been reduced by hard service to mere skeleton regiments. the fourth ohio had become so small as to require its withdrawal from the army for recuperation, and our regiment was to take its place. to step into the shoes of one of these old regiments was business, indeed, for us. could we do it and keep up our end? it was certainly asking a great deal of a two weeks' old regiment. but it was the making of us. we were now a part of the old gibraltar brigade. our full address now was "one hundred and thirty-second pennsylvania volunteers, first brigade, third division, second army corps, army of the potomac." our own reputation we were now to make. we were on probation in the brigade, so to speak. these veterans were proud, and justly so, of their reputation. what our relation to that reputation was to be, we could see was a mooted question with them. they guyed us without measure until the crucial test, the "baptism of fire," had been passed. this occurred just ten days later, at the battle of antietam, the greatest battle of the war thus far, where for four bloody hours we held our section of the brigade line as stanch as a rock. here we earned our footing. henceforth we belonged to them. there was never another syllable of guying, but in its place the fullest meed of such praise and comradeship as is born only of brave and chivalrous men. chapter ii the organization and make-up of the fighting machine called "the army." we remained a day in bivouac after joining the gibraltar brigade at rockville, during which rations of fresh beef, salt pork, and "hardtack" (the boys' nickname for hard bread) were issued to the army, also ammunition. the method of issuing rations was as follows: colonels of regiments were directed to send in requisitions for so many days' rations, depending on the movements on hand, of hard bread and pork, and usually one day's rations of fresh beef. at brigade head-quarters these requisitions were consolidated, making the brigade requisition, and forwarded to division head-quarters. here they were again consolidated into a division requisition, and so on until the army head-quarters was reached. then the corps commissary received in bulk enough for his corps, and distributed it to the divisions in bulk, thence to brigades in bulk, thence to regiments, and finally from the regiment to the companies, and to the men. a long string of red tape, surely; and it might have been considerably shortened to the advantage of all, as it was later on. [illustration: rev. a. h. schoonmaker chaplain] [illustration: j. w. anawalt major and surgeon] [illustration: g. k. thompson first lieut. and ass't surgeon] an interesting feature of the issue of rations was the method of supplying the fresh beef. live cattle were driven to the army and issued alive to the several corps, from which details were made of men who had been butchers, who killed and dressed the beef. the animals were driven into an enclosure and expert marksmen shot them down as wanted. this seemed cruel work, but it was well done; the animal being hit usually at the base of its horns, death was instantaneous. this fresh meat, which we got but seldom after the march began, was cooked and eaten the day it was issued. enough for one day was all that was issued at a time, and this, after the non-eatable portions had been eliminated, did not overburden the men. the hard bread was a square cracker about the size of an ordinary soda cracker, only thicker, and very hard and dry. it was supposed to be of the same quality as sea biscuit or pilot bread, but i never saw any equal to that article. the salt pork was usually good for pork, but it was a great trial to us all to come down to camp fare, "hardtack and pork." sometimes the "hardtack" was very old and poor. i have seen many a one placed in the palm of the hand, a smart blow, a puff of breath, and mirabile! a handful of "squirmers"--the boys' illustration of a "full hand." it came to be the rule to eat in daylight for protection against the unknown quantity in the hardtack. if we had to eat in the dark, after a prolonged march, our protection then lay in breaking our cracker into a cup of boiling coffee, stir it well and then flow enough of the coffee over to carry off most of the strangers and take the balance on faith. on the march each man carried his own rations in haversacks. these were made of canvas and contained pockets for salt, sugar and coffee, besides room for about two days' rations of hard bread and pork. sometimes five, six, and seven days' rations were issued, then the balance had to be stowed away in knapsacks and pockets of the clothing. when, as was usual in the latter cases, there was also issued sixty to one hundred rounds of ammunition, the man became a veritable pack-mule. for the first month many of our men went hungry. having enormous appetites consequent upon this new and most strenuous mode of life, they would eat their five days' supply in two or three, and then have to "skirmish" or go hungry until the next supply was issued. most, however, soon learned the necessity as well as the benefit of restricting their appetites to the supply. but there were always some improvident ones, who never had a supply ahead, but were always in straights for grub. they were ready to black boots, clean guns, in fact, do any sort of menial work for their comrades for a snack to eat. their improvidence made them the drudges of the company. whatever may be said about other portions of the rations, the coffee was always good. i never saw any poor coffee, and it was a blessing it was so, for it became the soldiers' solace and stay, in camp, on picket and on the march. tired, footsore, and dusty from the march, or wet and cold on picket, or homesick and shivering in camp, there were rest and comfort and new life in a cup of hot coffee. we could not always have it on picket nor on the march. to make a cup of coffee two things were necessary besides the coffee, namely, water and fire, both frequently very difficult to obtain. on picket water was generally plentiful, but in the immediate presence of the enemy, fire was forbidden, for obvious reasons. on the march both were usually scarce, as i shall show later on. how was our coffee made? each man was provided with a pint tin cup. as much coffee as could comfortably be lifted from the haversack by the thumb and two fingers--depending somewhat on the supply--was placed in the cup, which was filled about three-fourths full of water, to leave room for boiling. it was then placed upon some live coals and brought to a boil, being well stirred in the meantime to get the strength of the coffee. a little cold water was then added to settle it. eggs, gelatin, or other notions of civilization, for settling, were studiously (?) omitted. sometimes sugar was added, but most of the men, especially the old vets, took it straight. it was astonishing how many of the "wrinkles of grim visaged war" were temporarily smoothed out by a cup of coffee. this was the mainstay of our meals on the march, a cup of coffee and a thin slice of raw pork between two hardtacks frequently constituting a meal. extras fell in the way once in a while. chickens have been known to stray into camp, the result of a night's foraging. among the early experiences of our boys was an incident related to me by the "boy" who was "it." he said he had a mighty narrow escape last night. i asked, "how was that?" "out hunting for chickens, struck a farmhouse, got a nice string, and was sneaking my way out. dark as tar. ran up against man, who grabbed me by the collar, and demanded 'what are you doing here?' i was mum as an owl. he marched me out where there was a flickering light, and sure as blazes it was old general kimball. i didn't know that house was brigade head-quarters. "'what regiment do you belong to?' "'dunno.' "'you've heard about the orders against marauding, eh?' "'dunno.' "'hand up those chickens, you rascal.' "i handed them out from behind my shaking legs. "'how many have you got?' "'dunno'--i had two pair of nice ones. the old man took out his knife and slowly cut out one pair, looking savagely at me all the time. "'there! you get back to camp as quick as your legs will carry you, and if i ever get my hands on you again you'll remember it.'" he said he thought he'd try and forage away from head-quarters next time. general kimball was a rigid disciplinarian, but withal a very kind-hearted man. he no doubt paid for those chickens rather than have one of his boys suffer for his foraging escapade. perhaps i ought to say a word about these foraging expeditions to eke out the boys' larder. these men were not thieves in any sense and very few attempted this dubious method, but the temptation was almost beyond the power of resistance. the best way to test this temptation is to diet yourself on "hardtack" and pork for just about one week. then the devil's argument--always present--was practically true there, "the chickens will be taken (not stolen) by some of the army, and you might as well have one as anybody." the following story of a neighboring regiment will show that even officers high in rank sometimes found that "circumstances alter cases." the troops were nearing bivouac at the close of the day, and, as usual, the colonel ordered the music to start up and the men to fall into step and approach camp in order (the march is usually in route step,--_i.e._, every man marches and carries his gun as he pleases). the fifes and the snare-drums promptly obeyed, but the big bass drum was silent. the men fell into cadence step in fine shape, including the bass drummer, but his big shell gave forth no sound. the colonel called out, "what's the matter with the bass drum?" still no response. a second ejaculation from head-quarters, a little more emphatic, fared no better. patience now exhausted, the colonel yelled, "what in h----l's the matter, i say, with----" when a sotto voice reached his ear, with "colonel, colonel, he's got a pair of chickens in his drum, and one is for you." "well, if the poor fellow is sick, let him fall out." a little explanation now about how the army is organized will probably make my story clearer. that an army is made of three principal arms, viz., artillery, cavalry, and infantry, is familiar to all; that the cavalry is mounted is also well known, but that in actual fighting they were often dismounted and fought as infantry may not be familiar to all. the cavalry and infantry--or foot troops--are organized practically alike, viz., first into companies of men and officers; second, into regiments of ten companies, or less, of infantry and twelve companies, more or less, of cavalry, two or more companies of cavalry constituting a "squadron," and a like number of companies of infantry a "battalion;" third, into brigades of two or more--usually four--regiments; fourth, divisions of two or more--usually three--brigades; fifth, army corps, any number of divisions--usually not more than three. logically, the rank of officers commanding these several subdivisions would be colonel, commanding a regiment; brigadier-general, his rank being indicated by one star, a brigade; a major-general, two stars, a division; a lieutenant-general, three stars, an army corps; and the whole army a general, his rank being indicated by four stars. this was carried out by the confederates in the organization of their armies. but not so with ours. with few exceptions--ours being one--the brigades were commanded by the senior colonels, and towards the end of the war this was sometimes temporarily true of divisions; the divisions by brigadiers, whilst we had no higher rank than that of major-general until general grant was made, first, lieutenant-general, and finally general. the artillery was organized into companies commonly called batteries. there were two branches, heavy and light artillery. the former were organized more like infantry, marched on foot and were armed with muskets in addition to the heavy guns they were trained to use. the latter were used against fortifications and were rarely brought into field work. the light artillery were mounted either on the horses or on the gun-carriages, and, though organized into a separate corps under the direction of the chief of artillery, were usually distributed among the divisions, one or two batteries accompanying each division. in addition to these chief branches of the service, there was the signal corps, the "eyes" of the army, made up mostly of young lieutenants and non-commissioned officers detailed from the several regiments. there were two such officers from scranton, namely, lieutenant fred. j. amsden, one hundred and thirty-sixth pennsylvania volunteers, and lieutenant frederick fuller, fifty-second pennsylvania volunteers, besides a number of enlisted men. another important branch of the service was the telegraph corps. it was remarkable the celerity with which wires would be run along the ground and on brush, day by day, keeping the several corps constantly in touch with the commanding general. there were comparatively few telegraph operators that could be detailed, and many had to be hired,--some boys who were too young to enlist. dr. j. emmet o'brien, of this city, was one of the most efficient of the latter class. it was dr. o'brien, then operating below petersburg, who caught the telegraphic cipher of the rebels and by tapping their wires caught many messages which were of material assistance to general grant in the closing movements of the war. it was he also who in like manner caught the movements of jeff davis and his cabinet in their efforts to escape, and put general wilson on his track, resulting in his final capture. mr. richard o'brien, the doctor's older brother, for many years superintendent of the western union telegraph lines in this end of the state, was at that time government superintendent of telegraphs, in charge of all its telegraphic operations in virginia and north carolina. he could tell many a hair-raising experience. he related to me the following incident, which occurred during grant's operations around petersburg, to illustrate the enterprise of the enemy in trying to get our telegrams, and the necessity of sending all messages in cipher. they never succeeded in translating the union cipher. but one day an operator at washington, either too lazy or too careless to put his message in cipher, telegraphed to the chief commissary at a place below city point that fifteen hundred head of beef cattle would be landed at that point on a certain day. the message was caught by the rebels. the beef cattle were landed on time, but in the meantime wade hampton had swept in with a division of rebel cavalry and was waiting to receive the cattle. with them were captured a handsome lot of rations and a number of prisoners, including all of mr. o'brien's telegraph operators at that post. mr. o'brien said he cared a good deal more about the loss of his operators than he did for the loss of the cattle and rations, for it was very hard to get competent operators at that time. there was at least one vacancy at washington following this incident. still another arm of the service was the pontoniers, whose duty it was to bridge non-fordable rivers. they were armed and drilled as infantry, but only for their own protection. their specialty was laying and removing pontoon bridges. a pontoon train consisted of forty to fifty wagons, each carrying pontoon boats, with plank and stringers for flooring and oars and anchors for placing. in laying a bridge these boats were anchored side by side across the stream, stringers made fast across them, and plank then placed on the stringers. every piece was securely keyed into place so that the bridge was wide enough and strong enough for a battery of artillery and a column of infantry to go over at the same time. the rapidity with which they would either lay or take up a bridge was amazing. if undisturbed they would bridge a stream two hundred yards wide in thirty minutes. they bridged the rappahannock at fredericksburg under fire on the th of december, , in a little over an hour, losing heavily in the act. having now given some account of the organization of this great human fighting machine, it will be proper to show how it was handled. for this purpose there were four staff departments, namely, the adjutant-general's, the quartermaster-general's, the commissary-general's, and the ordnance departments. the first named was the mouth-piece of the army. all orders were issued by and through that officer. it was the book-keeper of the army. each subdivision of the army had its adjutant-general down to the office of adjutant in the regiment, who was charged with issuing all orders, and with attending to their execution. he was secretary, so to speak, of the commanding officer, and his chief executive officer as well. extraordinary executive talent and tireless energy were required in these positions. the adjutant must be able at all times to inform his chief of the condition of every detail of the command whether an army corps or regiment, exactly how many men were fit for duty, how many sick or disabled, and just where they all are. in fact, he must be a walking encyclopædia of the whole command; added to this he was usually chief of staff, and must be in the saddle superintending every movement of the troops. always first on duty, his work was never finished. two of the best adjutants-general the world has produced literally wore themselves out in the service--seth williams and john b. rawlins. the first named was mcclellan's adjutant-general, the latter was grant's. mcclellan is credited with having organized the grand old army of the potomac, the main fighting force by which the rebellion was finally crushed. this was doubtless true, he being its first commanding officer. but the executive ability by which that magnificent machine was perfected was largely the work of seth williams, a very quiet, modest man, but a master of the minutest details of every department and an indefatigable worker. it was said his chief could wake him in the middle of the night and get from his memory a correct answer as to the number of men fit for duty in any one of the hundreds of regiments in the army, and just where it was, and what duty it was doing. when one remembers that this knowledge was acquired only by a daily perusal of the consolidated reports of the various regiments, brigades, divisions, and corps of the army, and that he could have found time for one reading only, it will be seen how marvellous his memory was. rawlins was said to possess much the same quality. it may truthfully be said that the army of the potomac was organized and began its remarkable career in the life blood of seth williams, and it completed its work in a blaze of glory, in the life blood of john b. rawlins. seth williams died in the service. rawlins came home with the victorious army only to die. a beautiful bronze equestrian statue was erected at washington under the influence of his beloved chief, grant, to commemorate the services of rawlins. so far as i know, seth williams shares the fate of most of his humbler comrades,--an unmarked grave. i have said all orders were sent out through the adjutant-general's office. this, of course, applies to all regular routine work only, for during the movements of troops on campaigns and in battle orders had in the nature of the case to be delivered verbally. for this purpose each general had a number of aides-de-camp. in sending such orders, the utmost courtesy was always observed. the formula was usually thus, "general kimball presents his compliments to colonel oakford and directs that he move his regiment to such and such a point." to which colonel oakford responds returning his compliments to general kimball and says "his order directing so and so has been received and shall be immediately obeyed." the quartermaster's department was charged with all matters connected with transportation; with the supplying of clothing, canvas, and equipage of all sorts. both the commissary and the ordnance departments were dependent upon the quartermaster for the transportation of their respective stores. the wagon trains required by the army of the potomac for all this service were prodigious. they were made up of four and six mule teams with heavy "prairie schooners" or canvas-covered wagons. i have seen two thousand of them halted for the night in a single park, and such trains on the march six to ten miles long were not unusual. it will readily be seen that to have them within easy reach, and prevent their falling into the hands of an alert enemy, was a tremendous problem in all movements of the army. the army mule has been much caricatured, satirized, and abused, but the soldier had no more faithful or indispensable servant than this same patient, plodding, hard-pulling, long-eared fellow of the roomy voice and nimble heels. the "boys" told a story which may illustrate the mule's education. a "tenderfoot" driver had gotten his team stalled in a mud hole, and by no amount of persuasion could he get them to budge an inch. helpers at the wheels and new hands on the lines were all to no purpose. a typical army bummer had been eying the scene with contemptuous silence. finally he cut loose: "say! you 'uns dunno the mule language. ye dunno the dilec. let a perfesser in there." he was promptly given the job. he doffed cap and blouse, marched up to those mules as if he weighed a ton and commanded the army. clearing away the crowd, he seized the leader's line, and distending his lungs, he shot out in a voice that could have been heard a mile a series of whoops, oaths, adjectives, and billingsgate that would have silenced the proverbial london fish vender. the mules recognized the "dilec" at once, pricked up their ears and took the load out in a jiffy. "ye see, gents, them ar mules is used to workin' with a perfesser." the commissary department supplied the rations, and the ordnance department the arms and ammunition, etc. still another branch of the service was the provost-marshal's department. this was the police force of the army. it had the care and custody of all prisoners, whether those arrested for crime, or prisoners of war--those captured from the enemy. in the case of prisoners sentenced to death by court-martial, the provost guard were their executioners. chapter iii on the march we are bound northward through maryland, the vets tell us, on a chase after the rebs. the army marches in three and four parallel columns, usually each corps in a column by itself, and distant from the other columns equal to about its length in line of battle, say a half to three-fourths of a mile. roads were utilized as far as practicable, but generally were left to the artillery and the wagon trains, whilst the infantry made roads for themselves directly through the fields. the whole army marches surrounded by "advance and rear guards," and "flankers," to prevent surprise. each column is headed by a corps of pioneers who, in addition to their arms, are provided with axes, picks and shovels, with the latter stone walls and fences are levelled sufficiently to permit the troops to pass, and ditches and other obstructions covered and removed. it is interesting to see how quickly this corps will dispose of an ordinary stone wall or rail fence. they go down so quickly that they hardly seem to pause in their march. we learn that the johnnies are only a couple of days ahead of us. that they marched rapidly and were on their good behavior, all marauding being forbidden, and they were singing a new song, entitled "my maryland," thus trying to woo this loyal border state over to the confederacy. we were told that lee hung two soldiers for stealing chickens and fruit just before they entered frederick city. much could be written about the discomforts of these marches, the chief of which was the dust more than the heat and the fatigue. no rain had fallen for some time, and the roads and the fields through which we passed were powdered into fine dust, which arose in almost suffocating clouds, so that mouth, lungs, eyes, and ears were filled with it. sometimes it became so dense that men could not be seen a dozen yards away. the different regiments took turns in heading the columns. there was comparative comfort at the head, but there were so many regiments that during the whole campaign our regiment enjoyed this privilege but once. another feature of the march was inability to satisfy thirst. the dust and heat no doubt produced an abnormal thirst which water did not seem to satisfy. the water we could get was always warm, and generally muddy and filthy. the latter was caused by the multitude of men using the little streams, springs, or wells. either of these, ordinarily abundant for many more than ever used them, were hardly a cup full apiece for a great army. hence many a scrimmage took place for the first dash at a cool well or spring. on our second or third day's march, such a scrap took place between the advanced columns for a well, and in the mêlée one man was accidentally pushed down into it, head first, and killed. he belonged to one of the connecticut regiments, i was told. we passed by the well, and were unable to get water, because a dead soldier lay at the bottom of it. his regiment probably got his body out, but we had to march on without stopping to learn whether they did or not. the problem of water for our army we found to be a troublesome one. immediately we halted, much of our rest would be taken up in efforts to get water. we lost no opportunity to fill our canteens. arriving in bivouac for the night, the first thing was a detail to fill canteens and camp kettles for supper coffee. we always bivouacked near a stream, if possible. but, then, so many men wanting it soon roiled it for miles, so that our details often had to follow the stream up three and four miles before they could get clean water. this may seem a strong statement, but if one will stop a moment and think of the effect upon even a good-sized stream, of a hundred thousand men, besides horses and mules, all wanting it for drinking, cooking, washing, and bathing (both the latter as peremptory needs as the former), he will see that the statement is no exaggeration. an interesting feature of our first two days' march was the clearing out of knapsacks to reduce the load. naturally each man was loaded with extras of various sorts, knicknacks of all varieties, but mostly supposed necessaries of camp life, put in by loving hands at home, a salve for this, a medicine for that, a keepsake from one and another, some the dearest of earth's treasures, each insignificant in itself, yet all taking room and adding weight to over-burdened shoulders. at the mid-day halt, on the first day knapsacks being off for rest, they came open and the sorting began. it was sad, yet comical withal, to notice the things that went out. the most bulky and least treasured went first. at the second halting, an hour later, still another sorting was made. the sun was hot and the knapsack was heavy. after the second day's march, those knapsacks contained little but what the soldier was compelled to carry, his rations, extra ammunition, and clothing. were these home treasures lost? oh, no! not one. our friends, the vets, gathered them all in as a rich harvest. they had been there themselves, and knowing what was coming, were on hand to gather the plums as they fell. the only difference was, that another mother's or sweetheart's "boy" got the treasures. on september we were approaching frederick city. our cavalry had a skirmish with the rebel cavalry, showing that we were nearing their army. and right here i ought to say that what an individual officer or soldier--unless perhaps a general officer--knows of events transpiring around him in the army is very little. even the movements he sees, he is seldom able to understand, his vision is so limited. he knows what his own regiment and possibly his own brigade does, but seldom more than that. he is as often the victim of false rumor as to movements of other portions of the army, as those who are outside of it. on this date we encamped near clarksville. it was rumored that the rebels were in force at frederick city. how far away that is we do not know. the only certainty about army life and army movements to the soldier is a constant condition of uncertainty. uncertainty as to where or when he will eat, sleep, or fight, where or when the end will come. one would almost doubt the certainty of his own existence, except for the hard knocks which make this impossible. the celebrated irish brigade, commanded by brigadier-general thomas francis meagher, was in richardson's division. they were a "free and easy" going crowd. general richardson impressed me as a man of great determination and courage. he was a large, heavy man, dressed roughly and spoke and acted very brusquely. french (who commanded our division) was also thick-set, probably upwards of sixty years old, quite gray and with a very red face. he had an affection of the eyes which kept him winking or blinking constantly, from which he earned the sobriquet, "old blink eye." i saw general burnside about this time. he was dressed so as to be almost unrecognizable as a general officer; wore a rough blouse, on the collar of which a close look revealed two much-battered and faded stars, indicating his rank of major-general. he wore a black "slouch" hat, the brim well down over his face, and rode along with a single orderly, without the least ostentation. the men of the other regiments knew him and broke out into a cheer, at which he promptly doffed his hat and swung it at the boys. his hat off, we recognized the handsome author of the "burnside" whiskers. he was not only very popular with his own corps--the ninth--but with the whole army, and chiefly, i think, because of his modest, quiet way of going about. this was so different from general mcclellan. on our third day's march we were halted for rest, when an orderly rode through the lines saying to the different colonels, "general mcclellan will pass this way in ten minutes." this meant that we were to be ready to cheer "little mac" when he came along, which, of course, we all did. he came, preceded by a squadron of cavalry and accompanied by a very large and brilliantly caparisoned staff, followed by more cavalry. he was dressed in the full uniform of a major-general and rode a superb horse, upon which he sat faultlessly. he was certainly a fine-looking officer and a very striking figure. but whether all this "fuss and feathers" was designed to impress the men, or was a freak of personal vanity, it did not favorably impress our men. many of the old vets, who had been with him on the peninsula, and now greeted him again after his reinstatement, were very enthusiastic. but notwithstanding their demonstrations, they rather negatived their praises by the remark, "no fight to-day; little mac has gone to the front." "look out for a fight when he goes to the rear." on the other hand, they said when "old man sumner"--our corps commander--"goes to the front, look out for a fight." general sumner was an old man--must have been nearly seventy--gray, and his color indicated advanced age, though he seemed quite vigorous. he went about very quietly and without display. he had a singular habit of dropping his under jaw, so that his mouth was partially open much of the time. we bivouacked on the th of september in front of frederick city, md., in a field occupied the night before by the rebels, so the people told us, and there was abundant evidence of their presence in the filth they left uncovered, for they had slaughtered beef for their troops and the putrid offal therefrom was polluting the air. still there we had to sleep. we marched the latter part of the day in the rain, and were soon well covered with mud. we managed to keep some of the water out with our gum blankets, and when we came to fix for the night, the men going in pairs made themselves fairly comfortable under their shelter tents. i should have explained that the only "canvas" supplied to the men on the march was shelter tents, which consisted of a square of stout muslin with button-holes on one side and buttons on the other. two of these buttoned together and stretched taut over a ridge-pole and made fast on the ground, would keep out the heaviest shower, provided the occupants were careful not to touch the muslin. a hand or elbow accidentally thrust against the tent brought the water through in streams. there is a knack in doing this, which the experience of the vets with whom we were brigaded soon taught us. choosing ground a little slanting, so the water would run away from them, they would sleep fairly dry and comfortable, even in a hard storm. as for us officers who were without shelter tents, we had to shift for ourselves as best we might. a favorite plan, when fences were available, was to place three or four rails endwise against the fence and make a shelter by fastening a gum blanket on top. this worked fairly well against a stone wall for a backing, but against an ordinary fence one side was unprotected, yet with another gum blanket, two of us could so roll ourselves up as to be comparatively water-proof. my diary states that in a driving rainstorm here i never slept better in my life. i remember awakening with my head thoroughly drenched, but otherwise comparatively dry. this night i succeeded in getting a "bang up" supper--a cooked meal--at a reb farm-house. it consisted of pork-steak, potatoes, and hot coffee with bread and butter. it was a great treat. i had now been without a square meal for nearly ten days. the old gentleman, a small farmer, talked freely about the war, not concealing his rebel sympathies. he extolled stonewall jackson and his men, who, he said, had passed through there only a day ahead of us. he firmly believed we would be whipped. he evidently had an eye for the "main chance," for he was quite willing to cook for us at twenty-five cents a meal, as long as he had stuff to cook and his good wife had strength to do the work. she seemed to be a nice old lady, and, hungry as i was, i felt almost unwilling to eat her supper, she looked so tired. i told her it was too bad. she smiled and said she was tired, but she couldn't bear to turn away these hungry boys. she said she had a son in the rebel army, and she knew we must be hungry and wet, for it was still raining hard. the officers at this time experienced difficulty in getting food to eat. the men were supplied with rations and forced to carry them, but rations were not issued to officers--though they might purchase of the commissary such as the men had, when there was a supply. the latter were supposed to provide their own mess, for which purpose their mess-kits were transported in a wagon supplied to each regiment. the field and staff usually made one mess, and the line or company officers another. sometimes the latter messed with their own men, carrying their rations along on the march the same as the men. this was discouraged by the government, but it proved the only way to be sure of food when needed, and was later on generally adopted. we had plenty of food with our mess-kit and cook, but on the march, and especially in the presence of the enemy, our wagons could never get within reach of us. indeed, when we bivouacked, they were generally from eight to ten miles away. the result was we often went hungry, unless we were able to pick up a meal at a farm-house--which seldom occurred, for the reason that most of these farmers were rebel sympathizers and would not feed us "yanks," or they would be either sold out, or stolen out, of food. the tale generally told was, "you 'uns has stolen all we 'uns had." this accounts for the entry in my diary that the next morning i marched without breakfast, but got a good bath in the monocacy--near which we encamped--in place of it. i got a "hardtack" and bit of raw pork about a.m. on the th of september, we passed through the city of frederick, md. it is a quaint old town, having then probably three thousand or more inhabitants and a decided business air. the rebels, they claimed, had cleaned them out of eatables and clothing, paying for them in confederate scrip, and one man told me they would not take the same scrip in change, but required union money; that this was demanded everywhere. general mcclellan passed through the streets while we were halted, as did general burnside shortly after. a funny incident occurred with the latter. general burnside, as usual, was accompanied by a single orderly, and had stopped a moment to speak to some officers, when a handsome, middle-aged lady stepped out of her house and approached. she put out her hand and, as the general clasped it, she raised herself up on her toes in an unmistakable motion to greet him with a kiss. the general so understood her, and, doffing his hat, bent down to meet her pouting lips, but, alas, he was too high up; bend as low as he might and stretch up as high as she could, their lips did not meet, and the kiss hung in mid-air. the boys caught the situation in a moment, and began to laugh and clap their hands, but the general solved the problem by dismounting and taking his kiss in the most gallant fashion, on which he was roundly cheered by the men. the lady was evidently of one of the best families. she said she was a stanch union woman, and was so glad to see our troops that she felt she must greet our general. there was "method in her madness," however, for she confined her favors to a general, and picked out the handsomest one of the lot. it is worthy of note, that during this incident, which excited uproarious laughter, not a disrespectful remark was made by any of the hundreds of our "boys" who witnessed it. general burnside chatted with her for a few moments, then remounted and rode away. approaching frederick city, the country is exceptionally beautiful and the land seemed to be under a good state of cultivation. in front of us loomed up almost against the sky the long ridge called the south mountain. it was evidently a spur of the blue ridge. another incident occurred soon after reaching bivouac, just beyond the city. we had arranged for our night's "lodging" and were preparing supper, when one of the native farmers came into camp and asked to see the colonel. colonel oakford and lieutenant-colonel wilcox were temporarily absent, and he was turned over to major albright, to whom he complained that "you 'uns" had stolen his last pig and he wanted pay for it. the major, who was a lawyer, began to cross-question him as to how he knew it was our men who had stolen it; there were at least fifty other regiments besides ours on the ground. but he would not be denied. [illustration: colonel charles albright] he said they told him they was "a hundred and thirty-two uns," and he also saw those figures on their caps. the major asked how long ago they took it. he replied that they got it only a little while ago, and offered to go and find it if the major would allow him. but the latter was confident he was mistaken in his men--that some of the old "vets" had got his pig. his chief argument was that our men were greenhorns and knew nothing about marauding; that some of the "vets" had doubtless made away with his pig and had laid it on our men. so persuasive was the major that the man finally went off satisfied that he had made a mistake in his men. the man was only well out of camp when one of our men appeared at the major's quarters with a piece of fresh pork for his supper, with the compliments of company----. now, the orders against marauding were very severe, and to have been caught would have involved heavy punishment. but the chief point of the incident, and which made it a huge joke on the major, lay in the fact that the latter who was a thoroughly conscientious man, had successfully fought off a charge against his men, whom he really believed to be innocent, only to find that during the very time he was persuading his man of their innocence, the scamps were almost within sound of his voice, actually butchering and dressing the pig. how they managed to capture and kill that pig, without a single squeal escaping, is one of the marvels of the service. certainly vets could have done no better. the man was gone, the mischief was done, the meat was spoiling, and we were very hungry. with rather cheerful sadness, it must be confessed, we became _particeps criminis_, and made a supper on the pork. chapter iv drawing near the enemy--battle of south mountain--preliminary skirmishes sunday, september , we broke camp at daylight and marched out on the hagerstown "pike." our division had the field this day. we crossed the ridge in rear of frederick city and thence down into and up a most beautiful valley. we made only about seven miles, though we actually marched over twelve. we were in the presence of the enemy and were manoeuvred so as to keep concealed. we heard heavy cannonading all day, and part of the time could see our batteries, towards which we were marching. towards night we heard the first musketry firing. it proved to be the closing of the short but sanguinary battle of south mountain. general reno, commanding the ninth corps, whose glistening bayonets we had seen across the valley ahead of us, had overtaken the rebel rear guard in south mountain pass and a severe action had ensued. general reno himself was killed. his body was brought back next morning in an ambulance on its way to washington. we reached the battle-ground about midnight, whither we had been hurried as supports. the batteries on both sides were still at work, but musketry firing had ceased. it had been a beautiful though very warm day, and the night was brilliantly moonlight, one of those exceptionally bright nights which almost equalled daylight. and this had been sunday--the lord's day! how dreadful the work for the lord's day! here i saw the first dead soldier. two of our artillerymen had been killed while serving their gun. both were terribly mangled. they had been laid aside, while others stepped into their places. there they still lay, horrible evidence of the "hell of war." subsequently i saw thousands of the killed on both sides, which made scarcely more impression on me than so many logs, but this first vision of the awful work of war still remains. even at this writing, forty years later, memory reproduces that horrible scene as clearly as on that beautiful sabbath evening. it was past midnight when we bivouacked for the little rest we were to have before resuming the "chase." being now in the immediate "presence of the enemy," we rested on "our arms," that is, every soldier lay down with his gun at his side, and knapsack and accoutrements ready to be "slung" immediately on the sounding of the "call." we officers did not unsaddle our horses, but dismounted and snatched an hour's sleep just as we were. bright and early next morning we were on our way again. it was a most beautiful morning. we soon passed the field where the musketry did its work the night before, and there were more than a hundred dead rebels scattered over the field, as the result of it. two or three were sitting upright, or nearly so, against stumps. they had evidently been mortally wounded, and died while waiting for help. all were dressed in coarse butternut-colored stuffs, very ugly in appearance, but admirably well calculated to conceal them from our troops. we rapidly passed over the mountain (south mountain) and down into the village of boonsborough. there was abundant evidence of the rebel skedaddle down the mountain ahead of our troops in the way of blankets, knapsacks, and other impedimenta, evidently dropped or thrown away in the flight. we passed several squads of rebel prisoners who had been captured by our cavalry and were being marched to the rear under guard. they were good-looking boys, apparently scarcely more than boys, and were poorly dressed and poorly supplied. some freely expressed themselves as glad they had been captured, as they were sick of the fighting. my own experiences this day were a taste of "the front," that is, the excitement attending a momentarily expected "brush" with the enemy. part of the time my heart was in my mouth, and my hair seemed to stand straight up. one can have little idea of this feeling until it has been experienced. any effort to describe it will be inadequate. personal fear? yes, that unquestionably is at the bottom of it, and i take no stock in the man who says he has no fear. we had been without food until late in the afternoon for reasons heretofore explained. towards night one of my friends in company k gave me a cup of coffee and a "hardtack." just before reaching boonsborough, a pretty village nestling at the foot of the south mountain, our cavalry had a sharp skirmish with the rebel rear-guard, in which captain kelley, of the illinois cavalry, was killed, i was told. at boonsborough we found the field hospitals with the rebel wounded from the fight of the day previous. their wounded men said their loss was over four hundred killed, among them two brigadiers-general, one colonel, and several officers of lesser rank. a rebel flag of truce came into our lines here to get the bodies of these dead officers and to arrange for burying their dead and caring for their wounded. the houses of boonsborough had been mostly vacated by the people on the approach of the rebel army and the fighting, and the latter had promptly occupied as many of them as they needed for their wounded. imagine these poor villagers returning from their flight to find their homes literally packed with wounded rebel soldiers and their attendants. whatever humble food supplies they may have had, all had been appropriated, for war spares nothing. some of the frightened people of the village were returning as we passed through, and were sadly lamenting the destruction of almost everything that could be destroyed on and about their homes by this besom of destruction,--war. food, stock, fences, bed and bedding, etc., all gone or destroyed. some of the houses had been perforated by the shells,--probably our own shells, aimed at the enemy. one man told me a shell had entered his house and landed on the bed in the front room, but had not exploded. had it exploded, he would have had a bigger story to tell. the rebels, we learned, had been gone but a few hours, and we were kept in pursuit. we marched out the shepherdstown road a few miles, reaching and passing through another village--keedysville. we were continuously approaching heavy cannonading. indeed, we had been marching for the past three days within hearing of, and drawing closer to, the artillery barking of the two armies. old vets said this meant a big fight within the next few hours. if so, i thought i shall better know how to diagnose similar symptoms in the future. a mile beyond keedysville we bivouacked for the night, after a hard, hot, and exciting day's chase. lieutenant-colonel wilcox came into camp with a great trophy, nothing less than a good old-fashioned fat loaf of home-made bread. he was immediately voted a niche in the future hall of fame, for two acts of extraordinary merit, namely, first, finding and capturing the bread, and, second, bringing it into camp intact, the latter act being considered supremely self-sacrificing. it was magnanimously divided by him, and made a supper for three of us. our mid-day meal had been made up of dust and excitement. all sorts of rumors were afloat as to the movements of the enemy, as well as of our own army. it was said jackson was across the potomac with a large force; that hooker was engaging him, and that we were likely to bag the balance of lee's army soon. one thing i learned, namely, that i could be sure only of what i saw, and that was very little, indeed, of the doings of either army. the soldier who professes to know all about army movements because he "was there," may be set down either as a bummer, who spent most of his time up trees, safely ensconced where he could see, or as a fake. [illustration: colonel vincent m. wilcox] my diary records a night of good rest september , , in this camp on the shepherdstown road. the morning was clear, beautiful, and cheery. this entry will look somewhat remarkable in view of that which follows, namely, "no breakfast in sight or in prospect." later one of our men gave me half his cup of coffee and a couple of small sweet potatoes, which i roasted and ate without seasoning. the "ball" opened soon after daylight by a rebel battery, about three-quarters of a mile away, attempting to shell our lines. our division was massed under the shelter of a hill. one of our batteries of -pounder brass guns promptly replied, and a beautiful artillery duel ensued, the first i had ever witnessed at close quarters. many of us crept up to the brow of the hill to see the "fun," though we were warned that we were courting trouble in so doing. we could see columns of rebel infantry marching in ranks of four, just as we marched, en route, and as shell after shell from our guns would explode among them and scatter and kill we would cheer. we were enjoying ourselves hugely until presently some additional puffs of smoke appeared from their side, followed immediately by a series of very ugly hissing, whizzing sounds, and the dropping of shells amongst our troops which changed the whole aspect of things. our merriment and cheering were replaced by a scurrying to cover, with blanched faces on some and an ominous, thoughtful quiet over all. this was really our first baptism of fire, for though at south mountain we had been in range and were credited with being in the fight as supports, none of the shells had actually visited us. several of these came altogether too close for comfort. colonel oakford, lieutenant-colonel wilcox, and i were sitting on our horses as close together as horses ordinarily stand, when one of these ugly missiles dropped down between us. it came with a shrieking, screeching sound, like the pitch of an electric car with the added noise of a dozen sky-rockets. it did not explode. it created considerable consternation and no little stir with horses and men, but did no damage further than the scare and a good showering of gravel and dust. another struck between the ranks of our brigade as they were resting under the hill with guns stacked,--only a few feet away from us. it also, happily, failed to explode, but we were sure some one must have been killed by it. it did not seem possible that such a missile could drop down upon a division of troops in mass without hitting somebody; but, strange as it may seem, it did no damage beyond knocking down a row of gun-stacks and tumbling topsy-turvy several men, who were badly bruised, but otherwise uninjured. the way the concussion tossed the men about was terrific. had these shells exploded, some other body would probably have had to write up this narrative. another shell incident occurred during this artillery duel that looked very funny, though it was anything but funny to the poor fellow who suffered. he, with others, had been up near our battery, on the knoll just above us, witnessing the firing, when one of these rebel shells came ricochetting along the ground towards him as he evidently thought, for he started to run down the hill thinking to get away from it, but in fact running exactly in front of the shell, which carried away one heel. he continued down the hill at greatly accelerated speed, but now hopping on one foot. had he remained where he was the missile would have passed him harmlessly. except when nearly spent, shells are not seen until they have passed, but the screeching, whizzing, hissing noise is sufficient to make one believe they are hunting him personally. veteran troops get to discount the terrors of these noises in a measure, and pay little attention to them, on the theory that if one is going to be hit by them he will be anyway, and no amount of dodging will save him, so they go right on and "take their chances." but with new troops the effect of a shell shrieking over or past them is often very ludicrous. an involuntary salaam follows the first sound, with a wild craning of the necks to see where it went. upon marching troops, the effect is like that of a puff of wind chasing a wave across a field of grain. returning to our artillery duel, so far as we could judge, our battery had the best of the practice, but not without paying the price, for the second rebel shell killed the major (chief of artillery of our division), who sat on his horse directing the fire, and besides there were a number of casualties among the battery men. i had seen many a battery practice on parade occasions with blank cartridges. how utterly different was the thing in war. infinitely more savage, the noise deafeningly multiplied, each gun, regardless of the others, doing its awful worst to spit out and hurl as from the mouth of a hell-born dragon these missiles of death at the enemy. the duel continued for upwards of two hours, until the enemy's battery hauled off, having apparently had enough. evidences of the conflict were sadly abundant. a number were killed, others wounded and several of the battery horses were killed. the work of the men in this hell of fire was magnificent. they never flagged for a moment, and at the conclusion were not in the least disabled, notwithstanding their losses. i think it was nimm's battery from pittsburg. this was the chief incident of the day. it was said the two armies were manoeuvring for position, and that a great battle was imminent. this from my diary. it proved to be true, and that all the skirmishes and "affaires" for the preceding ten days had been only preliminary to the great battle of antietam, fought on the next day, the th. we remained in bivouac here the remainder of the day and night. burnside's ninth corps passed to "the front" during the afternoon, a splendid body of veteran troops, whose handsome and popular general was heartily cheered. he was a large, heavily-built man, and sat his handsome horse like a prince. chapter v the battle of antietam never did day open more beautiful. we were astir at the first streak of dawn. we had slept, and soundly too, just where nightfall found us under the shelter of the hill near keedysville. no reveille call this morning. too close to the enemy. nor was this needed to arouse us. a simple call of a sergeant or corporal and every man was instantly awake and alert. all realized that there was ugly business and plenty of it just ahead. this was plainly visible in the faces as well as in the nervous, subdued demeanor of all. the absence of all joking and play and the almost painful sobriety of action, where jollity had been the rule, was particularly noticeable. before proceeding with the events of the battle, i should speak of the "night before the battle," of which so much has been said and written. my diary says that lieutenant-colonel wilcox, captain james archbald, co. i, and i slept together, sharing our blankets; that it rained during the night; this fact, with the other, that we were close friends at home, accounts for our sharing blankets. three of us with our gum blankets could so arrange as to keep fairly dry, notwithstanding the rain. the camp was ominously still this night. we were not allowed to sing or make any noise, nor have any fires--except just enough to make coffee--for fear of attracting the fire of the enemies' batteries. but there was no need of such an inhibition as to singing or frolicking, for there was no disposition to indulge in either. unquestionably, the problems of the morrow were occupying all breasts. letters were written home--many of them "last words"--and quiet talks were had, and promises made between comrades. promises providing against the dreaded possibilities of the morrow. "if the worst happens, jack." "yes, ned, send word to mother and to----, and these; she will prize them," and so directions were interchanged that meant so much. i can never forget the quiet words of colonel oakford, as he inquired very particularly if my roster of the officers and men of the regiment was complete, for, said he, with a smile, "we shall not all be here to-morrow night." now to resume the story of the battle. we were on the march about six o'clock and moved, as i thought, rather leisurely for upwards of two miles, crossing antietam creek, which our men waded nearly waist deep, emerging, of course, soaked through, our first experience of this kind. it was a hot morning and, therefore, the only ill effects of this wading was the discomfort to the men of marching with soaked feet. it was now quite evident that a great battle was in progress. a deafening pandemonium of cannonading, with shrieking and bursting shells, filled the air beyond us, towards which we were marching. an occasional shell whizzed by or over, reminding us that we were rapidly approaching the "debatable ground." soon we began to hear a most ominous sound which we had never before heard, except in the far distance at south mountain, namely, the rattle of musketry. it had none of the deafening bluster of the cannonading so terrifying to new troops, but to those who had once experienced its effect, it was infinitely more to be dreaded. the fatalities by musketry at close quarters, as the two armies fought at antietam and all through the civil war, as compared with those by artillery, are at least as to , probably much more than that. these volleys of musketry we were approaching sounded in the distance like the rapid pouring of shot upon a tinpan, or the tearing of heavy canvas, with slight pauses interspersed with single shots, or desultory shooting. all this presaged fearful work in store for us, with what results to each personally the future, measured probably by moments, would reveal. how does one feel under such conditions? to tell the truth, i realized the situation most keenly and felt very uncomfortable. lest there might be some undue manifestation of this feeling in my conduct, i said to myself, this is the duty i undertook to perform for my country, and now i'll do it, and leave the results with god. my greater fear was not that i might be killed, but that i might be grievously wounded and left a victim of suffering on the field. the nervous strain was plainly visible upon all of us. all moved doggedly forward in obedience to orders, in absolute silence so far as talking was concerned. the compressed lip and set teeth showed that nerve and resolution had been summoned to the discharge of duty. a few temporarily fell out, unable to endure the nervous strain, which was simply awful. there were a few others, it must be said, who skulked, took counsel of their cowardly legs, and, despite all efforts of "file closers" and officers, left the ranks. of these two classes most of the first rejoined us later on, and their dropping out was no reflection on their bravery. the nervous strain produced by the excitement and danger gave them the malady called by the vets, the "cannon quickstep." on our way into "position" we passed the "meyer spring,"--a magnificent fountain of sweet spring water. it was walled in, and must have been ten or twelve feet square and at least three feet deep, and a stream was flowing from it large enough to make a respectable brook. many of us succeeded in filling our canteens from this glorious spring, now surrounded by hundreds of wounded soldiers. what a godsend it was to those poor fellows. about eight o'clock we were formed into line of battle and moved forward through a grove of trees,[a] but before actually coming under musketry fire of the enemy we were moved back again, and swung around nearly a mile to the left to the base of a circular knoll to the left of the roulette farm-house and the road which leads up to the sharpsburg pike, near the dunkard church. the famous "sunken road"--a road which had been cut through the other side of this knoll--extended from the roulette lane directly in front of our line towards sharpsburg. i had ridden by the side of colonel oakford, except when on duty, up and down the column, and as the line was formed by the colonel and ordered forward, we dismounted and sent our horses to the rear by a servant. i was immediately sent by the colonel to the left of the line to assist in getting that into position. a rail fence separated us from the top of the knoll. bullets were whizzing and singing by our ears, but so far hitting none where i was. over the fence and up the knoll in an excellent line we went. in the centre of the knoll, perhaps a third of the way up, was a large tree, and under and around this tree lay a body of troops doing nothing. they were in our way, but our orders were forward, and through and over them we went. [illustration: colonel richard a. oakford killed at battle of antietam, september , ] reaching the top of the knoll we were met by a terrific volley from the rebels in the sunken road down the other side, not more than one hundred yards away, and also from another rebel line in a corn-field just beyond. some of our men were killed and wounded by this volley. we were ordered to lie down just under the top of the hill and crawl forward and fire over, each man crawling back, reloading his piece in this prone position and again crawling forward and firing. these tactics undoubtedly saved us many lives, for the fire of the two lines in front of us was terrific. the air was full of whizzing, singing, buzzing bullets. once down on the ground under cover of the hill, it required very strong resolution to get up where these missiles of death were flying so thickly, yet that was the duty of us officers, especially us of the field and staff. my duty kept me constantly moving up and down that whole line. on my way back to the right of the line, where i had left colonel oakford, i met lieutenant-colonel wilcox, who told me the terrible news that colonel oakford was killed. of the details of his death, i had no time then to inquire. we were then in the very maelstrom of the battle. men were falling every moment. the horrible noise of the battle was incessant and almost deafening. except that my mind was so absorbed in my duties, i do not know how i could have endured the strain. yet out of this pandemonium memory brings several remarkable incidents. they came and went with the rapidity of a quickly revolving kaleidoscope. you caught stupendous incidents on the instant, and in an instant they had passed. one was the brave death of the major of this regiment that was lying idle under the tree. the commanding officer evidently was not doing his duty, and this major was endeavoring to rally his men and get them at work. he was swinging his hat and cheering his men forward, when a solid shot decapitated him. his poor body went down as though some giant had picked it up and furiously slammed it on the ground, and i was so near him that i could almost have touched him with my sword. the inaction of this regiment lying behind us under that tree was very demoralizing to our men, setting them a bad example. general kimball, who commanded our brigade, was seated on his horse just under the knoll in the rear of our regiment, evidently watching our work, and he signalled me to come to him, and then gave me orders to present his compliments to the commanding officer of that regiment and direct him to get his men up and at work. i communicated this order as directed. the colonel was hugging the ground, and merely turned his face towards me without replying or attempting to obey the order. general kimball saw the whole thing, and again called me to him and, with an oath, commanded me to repeat the order to him at the muzzle of my revolver, and shoot him if he did not immediately obey. said general kimball: "get those cowards out of there or shoot them." my task was a most disagreeable one, but i must deliver my orders, and did so, but was saved the duty of shooting by the other officers of the regiment bravely rallying their men and pushing them forward to the firing-line, where they did good work. what became of that skulking colonel, i do not know. the air was now thick with smoke from the muskets, which not only obscured our vision of the enemy, but made breathing difficult and most uncomfortable. the day was excessively hot, and no air stirring, we were forced to breathe this powder smoke, impregnated with saltpetre, which burned the coating of nose, throat, and eyes almost like fire. captain abbott, commanding company g, from mauch chunk, a brave and splendid officer, was early carried to the rear, a ball having nearly carried away his under jaw. he afterwards told me that his first sensation of this awful wound was his mouth full of blood, teeth, and splintered bones, which he spat out on the ground, and then found that unless he got immediate help he would bleed to death in a few minutes. fortunately he found assistant surgeon hoover, who had been assigned to us just from his college graduation, who, under the shelter of a hay-stack, with no anæsthetic, performed an operation which dr. gross, of philadelphia, afterwards said had been but once before successfully performed in the history of surgery, and saved his life. lieutenant anson c. cranmer, company c, was killed, and the ground was soon strewn with the dead and wounded. soon our men began to call for more ammunition, and we officers were kept busy taking from the dead and wounded and distributing to the living. each man had eighty rounds when we began the fight. one man near me rose a moment, when a missile struck his gun about midway, and actually capsized him. he pulled himself together, and, finding he was only a little bruised, picked up another gun, with which the ground was now strewn, and went at it again. directly, a lull in the enemy's firing occurred, and we had an opportunity to look over the hill a little more carefully at their lines. their first line in the sunken road seemed to be all dead or wounded, and several of our men ran down there, to find that literally true. they brought back the lieutenant-colonel, a fine-looking man, who was mortally wounded. i shook his hand, and he said, "god bless you, boys, you are very kind." he asked to be laid down in some sheltered place, for, said he, "i have but a few moments to live." i well remember his refined, gentlemanly appearance, and how profoundly sorry i felt for him. he was young, lithely built, of sandy complexion, and wore a comparatively new uniform of confederate gray, on which was embroidered the insignia of the " th ga.,[b] c. s. a." he said, "you have killed all my brave boys; they are there in the road." and they were, i saw them next day lying four deep in places as they fell, a most awful picture of battle carnage. this lull was of very short duration, and like the lull of a storm presaged a renewal of the firing with greater fury, for a fresh line of rebel troops had been brought up. this occurred three times before we were relieved. [illustration: silenced confederate battery in front of dunker church sharpsburg road, antietam this little brick church lay between the opposing lines, and both union and confederate wounded were gathered in it] during the fiercest of the firing, another remarkable incident occurred, which well illustrated the fortunes of war. i heard a man shouting, "come over here men, you can see 'em better," and there, over the brow of the knoll, absolutely exposed, was private george coursen, of company k, sitting on a boulder, loading and firing as calmly as though there wasn't a rebel in the country. i yelled to him to come back under the cover of the hill-top, but he said he could see the rebels better there, and refused to leave his vantage-ground. i think he remained there until we were ordered back and did not receive a scratch. his escape was nothing less than a miracle. he seemed to have no idea of fear. a remarkable fact about our experience during this fight was that we took no note of time. when we were out of ammunition and about to move back i looked at my watch and found it was . p.m. we had been under fire since eight o'clock. i couldn't believe my eyes; was sure my watch had gone wrong. i would have sworn that we had not been there more than twenty minutes, when we had actually been in that very hell of fire for four and a half hours. just as we were moving back, the irish brigade came up, under command of general thomas francis meagher. they had been ordered to complete our work by a charge, and right gallantly they did it. many of our men, not understanding the order, joined in that charge. general meagher rode a beautiful white horse, but made a show of himself by tumbling off just as he reached our line. the boys said he was drunk, and he certainly looked and acted like a drunken man. he regained his feet and floundered about, swearing like a crazy man. the brigade, however, made a magnificent charge and swept everything before it. another incident occurred during the time we were under fire. my attention was arrested by a heavily built general officer passing to the rear on foot. he came close by me and as he passed he shouted: "you will have to get back. don't you see yonder line of rebels is flanking you?" i looked in the direction he pointed, and, sure enough, on our right and now well to our rear was an extended line of rebel infantry with their colors flying, moving forward almost with the precision of a parade. they had thrown forward a beautiful skirmish line and seemed to be practically masters of the situation. my heart was in my mouth for a couple of moments, until suddenly the picture changed, and their beautiful line collapsed and went back as if the d----l was after them. they had run up against an obstruction in a line of the "boys in blue," and many of them never went back. this general officer who spoke to me, i learned, was major-general richardson, commanding the first division, then badly wounded, and who died a few hours after. our regiment now moved back and to the right some three-quarters of a mile, where we were supplied with ammunition, and the men were allowed to make themselves a cup of coffee and eat a "hardtack." i was faint for want of food, for i had only a cup of coffee in the early morning, and was favored with a hardtack by one of the men, who were always ready and willing to share their rations with us. we now learned that our brigade had borne the brunt of a long and persistent effort by lee to break our line at this point, and that we were actually the third line which had been thrown into this breach, the other two having been wiped out before we advanced; that as a matter of fact our brigade, being composed so largely of raw troops--our regiment being really more than half the brigade in actual number--was designed to be held in reserve. but the onslaught of the enemy had been so terrific, that by eight o'clock a.m. our reserve line was all there was left and we had to be sent in. the other three regiments were veterans, old and tried. they had an established reputation of having never once been forced back or whipped, but the one hundred and thirty-second was new and, except as to numbers, an unknown quantity. we had been unmercifully guyed during the two preceding weeks, as i have said before, as a lot of "greenhorns," "pretty boys" in "pretty new clothes," "mamma's darlings," etc., etc., to the end of the vets' slang calendar. now that we had proved our metal under fire, the atmosphere was completely changed. not the semblance of another jibe against the one hundred and thirty-second pennsylvania volunteers. we did not know how well we had done, only that we had tried to do our duty under trying circumstances, until officers and men from other regiments came flocking over to congratulate and praise us. i didn't even know we had passed through the fire of a great battle until the colonel of the fourteenth indiana came over to condole with us on the loss of colonel oakford, and incidentally told us that this was undoubtedly the greatest battle of the war thus far, and that we probably would never have such another. after getting into our new position, i at once began to look up our losses. i learned that colonel oakford was killed by one of the rebel sharp-shooters just as the regiment scaled the fence in its advance up the knoll, and before we had fired a shot. it must have occurred almost instantly after i left him with orders for the left of the line. i was probably the last to whom he spoke. he was hit by a minie-ball in the left shoulder, just below the collar-bone. the doctor said the ball had severed one of the large arteries, and he died in a very few minutes. he had been in command of the regiment a little more than a month, but during that brief time his work as a disciplinarian and drill-master had made it possible for us to acquit ourselves as creditably as they all said we had done. general kimball was loud in our praise and greatly lamented colonel oakford's death, whom he admired very much. he was a brave, able, and accomplished officer and gentleman, and his loss to the regiment was irreparable. had colonel oakford lived his record must have been brilliant and his promotion rapid, for very few volunteer officers had so quickly mastered the details of military tactics and routine. he was a thorough disciplinarian, an able tactician, and the interests and welfare of his men were constantly upon his heart. my diary records the fact that i saw captain willard, of the fourteenth connecticut, fall as we passed their line on our way to the rear; that he appeared to have been hit by a grape-shot or piece of shell. i did not know him, only heard that he was a brother of e. n. willard, of scranton. the fourteenth connecticut men said he was a fine man and splendid officer. among the wounded--reported mortally--was sergeant martin hower, of company k, one of our very best non-commissioned officers. i saw him at the hospital, and it was very hard to be able to do nothing for him. it seemed our loss must reach upward of two hundred killed, wounded and missing. out of seven hundred and ninety-eight who answered to roll-call in the morning, we had with us less than three hundred at the close of the fight. our actual loss was: killed--officers, two (colonel oakford and lieutenant cranmer); men, twenty-eight; total, thirty. wounded--officers, four; men, one hundred and ten; total, one hundred and forty-four. to this should be added at least thirty of the men who died of their wounds within the next few days, which would make our death loss in this battle upward of sixty. of the missing, many of them were of those who joined the irish brigade in their charge, and who did not find us again for a day or so. it may seem strange that a man should not be able to find his regiment for so long a time, when really it is so close at hand. but when one remembers that our army of about seventy-five thousand men had upward of two hundred regiments massed within say two square miles, and that they were constantly changing position, it will be seen that looking for any one regiment is almost like looking for a needle in a hay-mow. chapter vi the battle of antietam--continued during the afternoon of this day we were again moved further to the right and placed as supports of a battery. we were posted about two hundred yards directly in front of the guns on low ground. the battery was evidently engaged in another artillery duel. we were in a comparatively safe position, so long as the rebel guns directed their firing at our battery; but after a time they began "feeling for the supports," first dropping their shells beyond our guns, then in front of them, until they finally got a pretty good range on our line and filled the air with bursting shells over our heads. one and another was carried to the rear, wounded, and the line became very restive. we were required to lie perfectly quiet. we found this very much more trying than being at work, and the line began to show symptoms of wavering, when general kimball, who with his staff had dismounted and was resting near us, immediately mounted his horse and, riding up and down the line, shouted: "stand firm, trust in god, and do your duty." it was an exceedingly brave act, and its effect was electric upon the men. there was no more wavering, and the rebel battery, evidently thinking they had not found the "supports," soon ceased firing upon us. it was now near night and the firing very perceptibly slackened in our vicinity, though a mile or more to the left it still continued very heavy. this, we afterwards learned, was the work at what has passed into history as "burnside's" bridge--the effort of burnside's corps to capture the stone bridge over antietam creek, near the village of sharpsburg, and the heights beyond. these were gallantly carried after a terrific fight quite late in the afternoon. our work, so far as this battle was concerned, was done. we rested "on our arms" where we were for the next forty-eight hours, expecting all the next day a renewal of the fighting; but nothing was done in our neighborhood beyond a few shots from the battery we were supporting. on the second day it became known that lee had hauled off, and there was no immediate prospect of further fighting. our companies were permitted to gather up their dead, and burying parties were organized. we were allowed to go over the field freely. it was a gruesome sight. our own dead had been cared for, but the rebel dead remained as they had fallen. in the hot sun the bodies had swollen and turned black. nearly all lay with faces up and eyes wide open, presenting a spectacle to make one shudder. the distended nostrils and thickened lips made them look like negroes, except for their straight hair. their limbs and bodies were so enlarged that their clothing seemed ready to burst. some ghouls had been among them, whether from their own lines or from ours, could not be known, but every man's pockets had been ripped out and the contents taken. in company with captain archbald i went over the position occupied by our regiment and brigade, the famous "sunken road,"--that is, the lane or road extending from near the "roulette house" towards sharpsburg. for some distance it had been cut through the opposite side of the knoll upon which we fought, and had the appearance of a sunken road. it was literally filled with rebel dead, which in some places lay three and four bodies deep. we afterwards saw pictures of this road in the illustrated papers, which partially portrayed the horrible scene. those poor fellows were the fifth[c] georgia regiment. this terrible work was mostly that of our regiment, and bore testimony to the effectiveness of the fire of our men. the position was an alluring one: the road was cut into the hill about waist high, and seemed to offer secure protection to a line of infantry, and so no doubt this line was posted there to hold the knoll and this sharpsburg road. it proved, however, nothing but a death-trap, for once our line got into position on the top of this crescent-shaped ridge we could reach them by a direct fire on the centre and a double flanking fire at the right and left of the line, and only about one hundred yards away. with nothing but an open field behind them there was absolutely no escape, nothing but death or surrender, and they evidently chose the former, for we saw no white flag displayed. we could now understand the remark of their lieutenant-colonel, whom our boys brought in, as already mentioned: "you have killed all my poor boys. they lie there in the road." i learned later that the few survivors of this regiment were sent south to guard rebel prisoners. [illustration: section of famous sunken road in front of line of d p. v., near roulette lane the dead are probably from the sixth georgia confederate troops] the lines of battle of both armies were not only marked by the presence of the dead, but by a vast variety of army equipage, such as blankets, canteens, haversacks, guns, gun-slings, bayonets, ramrods, some whole, others broken,--verily, a besom of destruction had done its work faithfully here. dead horses were everywhere, and the stench from them and the human dead was horrible. "uncle" billy sherman has said, "war is hell!" yet this definition, with all that imagination can picture, fails to reveal all its bloody horrors. the positions of some of the dead were very striking. one poor fellow lay face down on a partially fallen stone wall, with one arm and one foot extended, as if in the act of crawling over. his position attracted our attention, and we found his body literally riddled with bullets--there must have been hundreds--and most of them shot into him after he was dead, for they showed no marks of blood. probably the poor fellow had been wounded in trying to reach shelter behind that wall, was spotted in the act by our men, and killed right there, and became thereafter a target for every new man that saw him. another man lay, still clasping his musket, which he was evidently in the act of loading when a bullet pierced his heart, literally flooding his gun with his life's blood, a ghastly testimonial to his heroic sacrifice. we witnessed the burying details gathering up and burying the dead. the work was rough and heartless, but only comporting with the character of war. the natural reverence for the dead was wholly absent. the poor bodies, all of them heroes in their death, even though in a mistaken cause, were "planted" with as little feeling as though they had been so many logs. a trench was dug, where the digging was easiest, about seven feet wide and long enough to accommodate all the bodies gathered within a certain radius; these were then placed side by side, cross-wise of the trench, and buried without anything to keep the earth from them. in the case of the union dead the trenches were usually two or three feet deep, and the bodies were wrapped in blankets before being covered, but with the rebels no blankets were used, and the trenches were sometimes so shallow as to leave the toes exposed after a shower. no ceremony whatever attended this gruesome service, but it was generally accompanied by ribald jokes, at the expense of the poor "johnny" they were "planting." this was not the fruit of debased natures or degenerate hearts on the part of the boys, who well knew it might be their turn next, under the fortunes of war, to be buried in like manner, but it was recklessness and thoughtlessness, born of the hardening influences of war. having now given some account of the scenes in which i participated during the battle and the day after, let us look at another feature of the battle, and probably the most heart-breaking of all, the field hospital. there was one established for our division some three hundred yards in our rear, under the shelter of a hill. here were gathered as rapidly as possible the wounded, and a corps of surgeons were busily engaged in amputating limbs and dressing wounds. it should be understood that the accommodations were of the rudest character. a hospital tent had been hurriedly erected and an old house and barn utilized. of course, i saw nothing of it or its work until the evening after the battle, when i went to see the body of our dead colonel and some of our scranton boys who were wounded. outside the hospital were piles of amputated arms, legs, and feet, thrown out with as little care as so many pieces of wood. there were also many dead soldiers--those who had died after reaching the hospital--lying outside, there being inside scant room only for the living. here, on bunches of hay and straw, the poor fellows were lying so thickly that there was scarce room for the surgeon and attendants to move about among them. others were not allowed inside, except officers and an occasional friend who might be helping. our chaplain spent his time here and did yeoman service helping the wounded. yet all that could be done with the limited means at hand seemed only to accentuate the appalling need. the pallid, appealing faces were patient with a heroism born only of the truest metal. i was told by the surgeons that such expressions as this were not infrequent as they approached a man in his "turn": "please, doctor, attend to this poor fellow next; he's worse than i," and this when his own life's blood was fast oozing away. most of the wounded had to wait hours before having their wounds dressed, owing to insufficient force and inadequate facilities. i was told that not a surgeon had his eyes closed for three days after this battle. the doctors of neighboring towns within reach came and voluntarily gave their services, yet it is doubtless true that hundreds of the wounded perished for want of prompt and proper care. this is one of the unavoidable incidents of a great battle--a part of the horrors of war. the rebel wounded necessarily were second to our own in receiving care from the surgeons, yet they, too, received all the attention that was possible under the circumstances. some of their surgeons remained with their wounded, and i am told they and our own surgeons worked together most energetically and heroically in their efforts to relieve the sufferings of all, whether they wore the blue or the gray. suffering, it has been said, makes all the world akin. so here, in our lines, the wounded rebel was lost sight of in the suffering brother. we remained on the battle-field until september , four days after the fight. my notes of this day say that i was feeling so miserable as to be scarcely able to crawl about, yet was obliged to remain on duty; that lieutenant-colonel wilcox, now in command, and major shreve were in the same condition. this was due to the nervous strain through which we had passed, and to insufficient and unwholesome food. as stated before, we had been obliged to eat whatever we could get, which for the past four days had been mostly green field corn roasted as best we could. the wonder is that we were not utterly prostrated. nevertheless, i not only performed all my duties, but went a mile down the antietam creek, took a bath, and washed my underclothing, my first experience in the laundry business. we had been now for two weeks and more steadily on the march, our baggage in wagons somewhere en route, without the possibility of a change of clothing or of having any washing done. most of this time marching in a cloud of dust so thick that one could almost cut it, and perspiring freely, one can imagine our condition. bathing as frequently as opportunity offered, yet our condition was almost unendurable. for with the accumulation of dirt upon our body, there was added the ever-present scourge of the army, body lice. these vermin, called by the boys "graybacks," were nearly the size of a grain of wheat, and derived their name from their bluish-gray color. they seemed to infest the ground wherever there had been a bivouac of the rebels, and following them as we had, during all of this campaign, sleeping frequently on the ground just vacated by them, no one was exempt from this plague. they secreted themselves in the seams of the clothing and in the armpits chiefly. a good bath, with a change of underclothing, would usually rid one of them, but only to acquire a new crop in the first camp. the clothing could be freed of them by boiling in salt water or by going carefully over the seams and picking them off. the latter operation was a frequent occupation with the men on any day which was warm enough to permit them to disrobe for the purpose. one of the most laughable sights i ever beheld was the whole brigade, halted for a couple of hours' rest one hot day, with clothing off, "skirmishing," as the boys called it, for "graybacks." this was one of the many unpoetical features of army life which accentuated the sacrifices one made to serve his country. how did we ordinarily get our laundrying done? the enlisted men as a rule always did it themselves. occasionally in camp a number of them would club together and hire some "camp follower" or some other soldier to do it. officers of sufficient rank to have a servant, of course, readily solved the question. those of us of lesser rank could generally hire it done, except on the march. then we had to be our own laundrymen. having, as in the above instance, no change of clothing at hand, the washing followed a bath, and consisted in standing in the running water and rubbing as much of the dirt out of the underwear as could be done without soap, for that could not be had for love or money; then hanging them on the limb of a tree and sitting in the sun, as comfortable as possible, whilst wind and sun did the drying. a "snap-shot" of such a scene would no doubt be interesting. but "snap-shots" unfortunately were not then in vogue, and so a picture of high art must perish. we could not be over particular about having our clothes dry. the finishing touches were added as we wore them back to camp. my diary notes that there were nine hundred and ninety-eight rebel dead gathered and buried from in front of the lines of our division. this line was about a quarter of a mile long, and this was mostly our work (our division), although richardson's division had occupied part of this ground before us, but had been so quickly broken that they had not made much impression upon the enemy. our division had engaged them continuously and under a terrific fire from eight o'clock a.m. until . p.m. it may be asked why during that length of time and under such a fire all were not annihilated. the answer is, that inaccuracy and unsteadiness in firing on both sides greatly reduce its effectiveness, and taking all possible advantage of shelter by lying prone upon the ground also prevents losses; but the above number of rebel dead, it should be remembered, represents, probably, not more than twenty to twenty-five per cent. of their casualties in that area of their lines; the balance were wounded and were removed. so that with nine hundred and ninety-eight dead it can be safely estimated that their losses exceeded four thousand killed and wounded in that area. this would indicate what was undoubtedly true, that we were in the very heart of that great battle. [illustration: field hospital] here i wish to say that some chroniclers of battles have undertaken to measure the effectiveness and bravery of the different regiments, batteries, etc., by the numbers they have lost in certain battles; for example, one historian has made a book grading the regiments by the number of men they lost in action, assuming that the more men killed and wounded, the more brilliant and brave had been its work. this assumption is absolutely fallacious. heavy losses may be the result of great bravery with splendid work. on the other hand, they may be the result of cowardice or inefficiency. suppose, under trying circumstances, officers lose their heads and fail to properly handle their men, or if the latter prove cowardly and incapable of being moved with promptness to meet the exigency, great loss usually ensues, and this would be chargeable to cowardice or inefficiency. according to the loss way of estimating fighting regiments, the least deserving are liable to be credited with the best work. the rule is, the better drilled, disciplined, and the better officered, the less the losses in any position on the firing-line. one regiment i have in mind, with which we were afterwards brigaded, illustrates this principle. it was the first delaware volunteer infantry. it was a three years' regiment and had been in the field more than a year when we joined them. all things considered, it was the best drilled and disciplined regiment i saw in the service. it was as steady under fire as on parade. every movement in the tactics it could execute on the jump, and its fire was something to keep away from. the result was that, pushed everywhere to the front because of its splendid work, it lost comparatively few men. every man was a marksman and understood how to take all possible advantage of the situation to make his work most effective and at the same time take care of himself. this regiment, whose record was one unbroken succession of splendid achievements during its whole period of service, might never have gotten on a roll of fame founded on numbers of men lost. how much more glorious is a record founded on effective work and men saved! chapter vii harper's ferry and the leesburg and halltown expeditions neither side seemed anxious to resume the fighting on the th, though there was picket firing and some cannonading. we remained the next day where the darkness found us after the battle, ready and momentarily expecting to resume the work. all sorts of rumors were afloat as to the results of the battle, also as to future movements. whether we had won a great victory and were to press immediately forward to reap the fullest benefit of it, or whether it was practically a drawn battle, with the possibilities of an early retreat, we did not then know. we had no idea of what the name of the battle would be. my diary calls it the battle of "meyer's spring," from that magnificent fountain, on our line of battle, described in the last chapter. the confederates named it the battle of sharpsburg, from the village of that name on the right of their line. two days later, after the rebels had hauled off--which they did very leisurely the next day and night--we received "little mac's" congratulatory order on the great victory achieved at "antietam." so far as our part of the battle was concerned, we knew we had the best of it. we had cleaned up everything in our front, and the "chip was still serenely resting on our shoulder." but what had been the outcome elsewhere on the line we did not know. that our army had been terrifically battered was certain. our own losses indicated this. we were therefore both relieved and rejoiced on receiving the congratulatory order. i confess to have had some doubts about the extent of the victory, and whether, had lee remained and shown fight, we would not have repeated the old story and "retired in good order." as it was, the tide had evidently turned, and the magnificent old army of the potomac, after so many drubbings, had been able to score its first decisive victory. on the twenty-second day of september we were again on the march, our regiment reduced in numbers, from casualties in the battle and from sickness, by nearly three hundred men. lieutenant-colonel wilcox was now in command. the body of our late colonel had been shipped to scranton under guard of privates s. p. snyder and charles a. meylert, company k, the "exigencies of the service" permitting of no larger detail nor any officer to accompany it. we were told the army was bound for harper's ferry, distant some eight to ten miles. we passed through the village of sharpsburg--what there was left of it. it had been occupied by the rebels as the extreme right of their line on the morning of the battle. it presented abundant evidence of having been well in the zone of the fight. its buildings were riddled with shells, and confusion seemed to reign supreme. we learned that burnside, with the left wing of the army, had a very hot argument with lee's right during the afternoon for the possession of the stone bridge over antietam creek at the foot of the hill entering the village; that after two repulses with heavy loss, colonel hartranft (afterwards governor of pennsylvania) led his regiment, the fifty-first pennsylvania volunteers and the fifty-first new york, in a magnificent charge and carried the bridge and the heights above, and sharpsburg was ours. if any one would like to get an idea of what terrific work that charge was they should examine that bridge and the heights on the sharpsburg side. the latter rise almost perpendicularly more than three hundred feet. one of the "boys" who went over that bridge and up those heights in that memorable charge was private edward l. buck, fifty-first pennsylvania volunteers, formerly assistant postmaster of scranton, and ever since the war a prominent citizen of this city. that bridge is now known as "burnside's bridge." forty-one years afterwards, i passed over it, and was shown a shell still sticking in the masonry of one of the arches. it was a conical shell probably ten inches long, about half of it left protruding. little of special interest occurred on this march until we reached the potomac, a short distance above harper's ferry. here we were shown the little round house where john brown concealed his guns and "pikes" prior to his famous raid three years before. this was his rendezvous on the night before his ill-starred expedition descended upon the state of virginia and the south, in an insane effort to free the slaves. our division was headed by the fourteenth connecticut, and as we approached the river opposite harper's ferry its fine band struck up the then new and popular air, "john brown's body," and the whole division took up the song, and we forded the river singing it. slavery had destroyed the kansas home of old john brown, had murdered his sons, and undoubtedly driven him insane, because of his anti-slavery zeal. the great state of virginia--the "mother of presidents"--had vindicated her loyalty to the "peculiar institution," and, let it be added, her own spotless chivalry, by hanging this poor, crazy fanatic for high treason! was there poetic justice in our marching into the territory where these events transpired singing: "john brown's body lies a mouldering in the grave, his soul goes marching on?" this couplet, "we'll hang jeff davis to a sour apple-tree," was sung with peculiar zest, though i never quite understood what the poet had against the sour apple-tree. we marched through the quaint old town of harper's ferry, whose principal industry had been the government arsenal for the manufacture of muskets and other army ordnance. these buildings were now a mass of ruins, and the remainder of the town presented the appearance of a plucked goose, as both armies had successively captured and occupied it. we went into camp on a high plateau back of the village known as bolivar heights. the scenic situation at harper's ferry is remarkably grand. the town is situated on the tongue or fork of land at the junction of the potomac and shenandoah rivers. from the point where the rivers join, the land rises rapidly until the summit of bolivar heights is reached, several hundred feet above the town, from which a view is had of one of the most lovely valleys to be found anywhere in the world--the shenandoah valley. across the potomac to the east and facing harper's ferry rises maryland heights, a bluff probably a thousand feet high, while across the shenandoah to the right towers another precipitous bluff of about equal height called loudon heights. both of these bluffs commanded bolivar heights and harper's ferry. it was the sudden and unexpected appearance of stonewall jackson's batteries upon both of these supposed inaccessible bluffs that ten days before had forced the surrender of the garrison of ten thousand union troops which had been posted here to hold harper's ferry. it was said that the rain of shot and shell from those bluffs down upon our forces was simply merciless, and jackson had cut off all avenues of escape before opening his batteries. the cavalry, i believe, cut their way out, but the infantry, after twenty-four hours of that storm of shot and shell, were forced to hoist the white flag. how they could have lived half that time in such a hell of fire is a marvel. everything above ground bore evidence of this fire. there were unexploded shells lying about in great numbers. an incident that might have been anything but funny occurred the day after we encamped here. a new regiment joined the army and marched past our division to a point farther up the heights and went into camp. they were a fine-looking regiment, full in numbers, and with new, clean uniforms. their reception at the hands of the "vets" was very like our own three weeks before. our boys, however, were "vets" now, and joined in the "reception" with a zest quite usual under such circumstances. however, the "tenderfeet" incident had passed, and we were preparing our evening meal, when bang! bang! bang! bang! rang out a half-dozen shots in quick succession. every man jumped as though the whole rebel army was upon us. it was soon discovered that the explosions came from the camp of the "tenderfeet." some of those greenhorns had gathered a number of those unexploded shells, set them up on end for a fireplace, and were quietly boiling their coffee over them when they, of course, exploded. why none of them were seriously injured was a miracle. at the moment of explosion no one happened to be very near the fire. a moment before a dozen men had been standing over it. does providence graciously look out for the tenderfoot? some of them, i fear, were made to feel that they would rather be dead than take the guying they got for this evidence of their verdancy. camp life at bolivar heights soon resolved itself into the usual routine of drill and picket duty. how many corps of the army were encamped here i did not know, but we were a vast city of soldiers, and there was no end of matters to occupy attention when off duty. these included bathing expeditions to the shenandoah, a mile and a half away; the "doing" of the quaint old town of harper's ferry, and rambles up maryland and loudon heights, both of which were now occupied by our troops. this was our first experience in a large encampment in the field. one feature of it was exceedingly beautiful, and that was its system of "calls." the cavalry and artillery were encamped on one side of us. each battery of artillery and battalion of cavalry had its corps of "trumpeters" or "buglers," while the infantry regiments had their drum corps, whose duty it was to sound the various "camp calls." the principal calls were "reveille," the getting up or morning roll-call, at sunrise usually; the guard mount, the drill, the meal calls, the "retreat" (evening roll-call), and the "taps," the "turning in" or "lights out" call. the reveille, the retreat, and taps were required to be sounded by each battery, troop, and regiment in consecutive order, commencing at the extreme right. the firing of the morning gun was the signal for the first corps of cavalry buglers to begin the reveille, then in succession it was repeated first through the bugler corps and then by the drum corps back and forth through the lines until it had gone through the whole army. as a martial and musical feature it was exceedingly beautiful and inspiring. but as its purpose was to hustle out sleepy men to roll-call, it is doubtful if these features were fully appreciated; that its advent was an occasion for imprecation rather than appreciation the following story may illustrate. a group of "vets" were discussing what they would do when they got home from the war. several plans had been suggested--the taking into permanent camp of the soldier's sweetheart being the chief goal, of course. when pat's turn came to tell what he was going to do, he said: "i'll be takin' me girl and settling down wid her housekeepin' and thin i'll be hirin' of a dhrum corps to come an' play the ravalye iviry mornin' under me chamber windi." "what will you do that for? haven't you had enough of the reveille here?" "i'll just h'ist me windi, an' i'll yell, 'to h----l wid yer ravalye; i'll slape as long as i plase.'" many of these "calls" were parodied by the men. here is the reveille: i can't get 'em up, i can't get 'em up, i can't get 'em up at all, sir; i can't get 'em up, i can't get 'em up, i can't get 'em up at all. i'll go and tell the captain, i'll go and tell the captain, i'll go and tell the captain, i can't get 'em up at all. this is the sick call: get your quinine, get your quinine, and a blue pill too, and a blue pill too. get your quinine. and so on down the list. the retreat call at sundown was really enjoyed and was made more of. the day's work was then over, and each corps elaborated its music, the bands frequently extending it into an evening concert. the almost universal time-killer was cards. of course various games were played, but "poker" was king. a game of the latter could be found in almost every company street, officers as well as men took a "twist at the tiger." at the battle of chancellorsville i saw a game in full blast right under fire of the rebel shells. every screeching shell was greeted with an imprecation, while the game went on just the same. after our return home i was told of one man who made enough money at cards to successfully start himself in business. it was said he performed picket duty by hired proxies during the following winter in camp at falmouth, and gave his time wholly to the game. a new york city regiment lay adjoining our camp that winter, and a truer lot of sports, from colonel down, never entered the service. these men, officers and all, were his patrons. they came to "do the pennsylvania novice," but were themselves done in the end. on the d of october our brigade made what was termed a reconnoissance in force out through loudon county, virginia, to leesburg. it was reported that jeb. stuart was there with a force of cavalry and infantry. general kimball was sent with our brigade to capture him if possible. our orders on the evening of october were to report at brigade head-quarters at seven o'clock a.m., with three days' rations and sixty rounds of ammunition. this meant "business," and was a welcome change from the monotony of camp life. a regiment of cavalry and two batteries of artillery had been added to our brigade for this expedition. the morning dawned bright and beautiful, but the day proved a very hot one, and the first three or four miles of our march was around the base of loudon heights, close under the mountain over a very rocky road, and where there was not a breath of air stirring. we were delayed by the artillery in getting over this portion of the route, and then we were marched almost on the run to make up for the lost time. general kimball had gone forward with the cavalry, leaving his adjutant-general to bring up the balance of the column as rapidly as possible. in his efforts to hurry the men forward the latter overdid the matter. the result was the men dropped in scores utterly exhausted, so that within three hours our number had been reduced more than half, and at the end of the march in the evening there were just twenty-five officers and men of our regiment present for duty, and of the whole infantry force, three thousand strong at the start, there were less than two hundred present at the finish. this was due to an utter lack of judgment in marching. the distance covered had been twenty-three miles. the day had been hot, the road rough, and the men, in heavy marching order with three days' rations and sixty rounds of ammunition, had carried upwards of ninety pounds each. with such a load and under such conditions, to expect men to march any distance at the hurried pace required was criminal folly. it bore its natural fruit. our men were scattered on the route from harper's ferry to leesburg, a demoralized lot of stragglers. my diary mentions this experience with much indignation and attributes the folly to the effects of whiskey. of course, this was only a surmise. general kimball was not directly responsible for it. in his anxiety to capture jeb. stuart he had pushed ahead with the cavalry, and knew nothing of our condition until the forlorn party came straggling into his bivouac in the evening. he was very indignant, and said some words that cannot be recorded here. he was chagrined to find stuart gone, but now was greatly relieved that such was the fact. otherwise, said he, we would have stood an excellent chance for a journey south under rebel escort. on our way out we passed through several small villages, in none of which did we find evidence of decided union sentiment, except in waterford. this was a prosperous-looking town, and the people seemed hospitable, and manifested their union sentiments by furnishing us fruit and water freely. our cavalry caught four of stuart's men in a picture-gallery and marched them to the rear. i had the good fortune to secure a loaf of nice bread and a canteen of sweet milk. if any one wishes to know how good bread and milk is, let him step into my shoes on that weary night. conditions compelled us to remain at leesburg that night. we rested on our arms, fearing stuart might get an inkling of our plight and pounce upon us. my diary says i was unable to sleep because of suffering from a sprained knee and ankle, caused by my horse stumbling and falling on me just at dusk. the next morning we were off bright and early on the back track for camp, but by another route, so as to avoid being cut off by stuart. we had started out bravely to capture this wily rebel. now we were in mortal danger of being captured by him. a detail was made to go back over the route we came and gather up the stragglers. on our way back i was refused a canteen of water by the "missus" of one of the plantation dwellings; but on riding around to the rear, where the slaves lived, old "aunt lucy" supplied us freely with both milk and water. this was a sample of the difference between the aristocrat in the mansion and the slave in the hovel. the latter were always very friendly and ready to help us in every possible way, while as a rule we met with rebuff at the hands of the former. here we came in contact for the first time with plantation life under the institution of slavery. the main or plantation house was usually situated a quarter-mile or more back from the "pike." they were generally low, flat, one-story mansions, built of stone, while further to the rear, in the form of a square, were the wooden cabins of the slaves, each plantation a village by itself. we marched only about eight miles this day, and bivouacked near the village of hillsboro. this evening we officers of the field and staff caught on to a great treat in the way of stewed chicken and corn cake for supper at a union farmhouse, and thought ourselves very fortunate to be able to engage a breakfast at the same place for next morning. alas for the uncertainties of war! we had barely rolled ourselves in our blankets for the night when a staff officer from general kimball's head-quarters came and in a low tone of voice ordered us to arouse our men without the least noise and be off as quietly as possible; that scouts had reported that stuart was after us in hot haste. we were off almost in a jiffy. the night was cool and foggy. the former favored our rapid march, and the latter hid us from the enemy, who succeeded in capturing only a couple of men who fell out. we reached camp at harper's ferry shortly after sunrise, a thoroughly tired and battered crowd. the expedition proved absolutely fruitless, and had barely escaped being captured, owing to mismanagement. it was the most trying bit of service of our whole experience. some of our men never recovered from the exhaustion of that first day's march, and had to be discharged as permanently disabled. shortly after this another expedition relieved the monotony of camp life. general hancock, commanding the second division of our corps, had been sent to make a reconnoissance in force towards halltown, six to eight miles up the shenandoah valley. he had gone in the morning, and shortly after noon we had heard cannonading in that direction, showing that he had found "business." it was hancock's reputation to make "business," if the "johnnies" could be induced to tarry long enough for him to reach them. however, the firing shortly ceased, and the night set in with a terrific rain-storm. i remember, as i rolled myself in my blanket prepared for a good sleep in defiance of the rain, sympathizing with those poor fellows out on that reconnoissance in all this storm. my sympathy was premature. just then i heard an ominous scratch on my tent, and the hand of an orderly was thrust through the flaps with an order. in much trepidation i struck a light. sure i was of trouble, or an order would not have been sent out at such a time. my fears were realized. it directed our regiment to report at brigade head-quarters in heavy marching order with all possible despatch. here was a "state of things." was it ever so dark, and did it ever rain harder? not in my recollection. but that order left no time for cogitations. into boots, clothing, and gum blanket, out to the colonel's tent with the order, then with his orders to all the companies, the sounding of the long roll, the forming line, and away to brigade head-quarters in that inky blackness and drenching rain was the work of less than fifteen minutes. general kimball complimented us as being the first regiment to report, and we were honored with the head of the column which was to support hancock at halltown. french's division had been ordered out as supports, and kimball's brigade had the advance. we marched rapidly up the valley of the shenandoah, now as black as erebus. but soon the rain ceased, the clouds broke away, and the stars appeared, completely transforming the scene, and except for the mud and our wet and uncomfortable condition it would have been an enjoyable march. after going about six miles we were directed into a woods to rest until morning. inside the woods it was inky dark again, and we made headway with much difficulty. men and horses stumbled and floundered over fallen logs and through brush at imminent peril of limbs, until a halt was made, and after details for picket had been sent out we were allowed to rest until daylight. it was now about three o'clock. but to rest, soaking wet, almost covered with mud, in a woods that had been so drenched with rain that everything was like a soaked sponge, that was the problem. no fires were allowed, for no one knew how near the enemy might be. however, the men were tired enough to sleep, most of them, even under those conditions. i well remember the weary walking and stamping to keep warm until the sunshine came to our relief. but daylight revealed a condition of things relative to our position that, had the enemy known, we might again have been made an easy prey. our details for water, after going out some distance, as they supposed in our rear, suddenly found themselves uncomfortably near the enemy's outposts, and hurried back to camp with the information. it was found that in the darkness our picket line had actually gotten turned around, so that our rear had been carefully guarded, whilst our front was left wholly exposed. the denseness of the woods and the darkness of the night had been our salvation. we shortly learned that hancock had accomplished his purpose and was moving back to harper's ferry. we followed leisurely, reaching the camp about noon, thoroughly tired and bedraggled from the rain and mud. chapter viii from harper's ferry to fredericksburg we remained on bolivar heights, at harper's ferry, without further special incident until the st of october, . in the mean time lieutenant-colonel wilcox had been promoted to colonel to fill the vacancy caused by the death of colonel oakford at antietam. major albright had been promoted to lieutenant-colonel and the senior captain, shreve, company a, had been made major. colonel wilcox was on his back with a severe case of typhoid fever, and lieutenant-colonel albright had been some ten days absent on sick leave, during which time major shreve had been in command. lieutenant-colonel albright, hearing of the probable movement of the army, rejoined us in time to take command as we bade farewell to harper's ferry. to show how little a soldier can know of what is before him, i note the fact that we had just completed fixing up our quarters for cold weather at camp bolivar. this involved considerable labor and some expense. my diary records the fact that i had put up a "california stove" in my tent. this, if i remember rightly, was a cone-shaped sheet-iron affair, which had a small sliding door and sat on the ground, with a small pipe extending through the canvas roof just under the ridge-pole to the rear. it cost, i think, about four dollars, and required some skill in "setting up," chiefly in fixing the pipe so that it would not tumble about one's ears with every blast of wind that shook the tent, and in windy weather would at least carry some of the smoke outside. a special course of engineering was almost needed to be able to properly handle those stoves. a little too much fire, and you had to adopt pat's remedy when biddy's temper got up--sit on the outside until it cooled down. too little was worse than none, for your tent became a smoke-house. on the whole, they were much like the goose the aforesaid pat captured and brought into camp, "a mighty unconvanient burr'd, a little too big for one and not big enough for two." this fixing up of quarters had been done in contemplation of remaining here through the winter, and we had taken our cue from like actions of our brigade officers, who were supposed to know something about the movements of the army. when we got orders on the th of october to prepare for the march, i was assured by the adjutant-general of our brigade that it was nothing more than a day's reconnoissance, and that we were certainly not going to move our quarters. he knew as much about it as i did. within an hour after this order another came directing us to move in heavy marching order, with three days' rations and sixty rounds of ammunition. and so we moved out of harper's ferry on the st of october, leaving our fixed-up quarters, with my four-dollar stove, to geary's division, which succeeded to our camp. we crossed the shenandoah on a pontoon bridge and skirted the mountain under loudon heights over the same route south that we had taken on our way in from the leesburg raid. we marched very leisurely, making during the first four days only about twenty-five miles, to a village bearing the serious (?) name of snickersville. here we had the first evidence of the presence of the enemy. we were hurried through this village and up through the gap in the mountain called "snicker's gap" to head off the rebels. we soon came on to their scouts and pickets, who fled precipitately without firing a gun. part of our division halted on the top of the gap, while a couple of regiments skirmished through the woods both sides of the road down to the foot of the mountain on the other side. the enemy had taken "french leave," and so our men returned and our division bivouacked here for the night. we now learned that these giant armies were moving south in parallel columns, the mountain separating them. at every gap or pass in the mountain a bristling head or a clinched fist, so to speak, of one would be thrust through and the other would try to hit it. this was our mission, as we double-quicked it through this gap. when we got there the "fist" had been withdrawn, and our work for the time was over. but our bivouac here--how beautiful it was! the fields were clean and green, with plenty of shade, for right in the gap were some good farms. then the cavalry had not cleaned the country of everything eatable, as was usual, they being always in the advance. there was milk and bread to be had, and somehow--i never dared to inquire too closely about it--some good mutton came into camp that night, so that we had a splendid breakfast next morning. some fine honey was added to the bill of fare. the man who brought in the latter claimed that a rebel hive of bees attacked him whilst on picket duty, and he confiscated the honey as a measure of retaliation. but the special feature that makes that camp linger in my memory was the extraordinary beauty of the scene in the valley below us when the evening camp-fires were lighted. we were on a sort of table-land two or three hundred feet above the broad valley, which widened out at this point and made a most charming landscape. as the darkness drew on the camp-fires were lighted, and the scene became one of weird, bewitching beauty. almost as far as the eye could reach, covering three and possibly four square miles, were spread out the blazing camp-fires of that mighty host of our "boys in blue." no drums were beaten and the usual retreat call was not sounded, but the thousands of camp-fires told of the presence of our men. a martial city was cooking its evening coffee and resting its weary limbs in the genial camp-fire glow, whilst weary hearts were refreshed with the accompanying chat about friends and dearer ones at home. the scouting "johnny rebs" (and there were no doubt plenty of them viewing the scene) could have gotten from it no comforting information to impart as to our numbers. most of the army of the potomac, now largely augmented by new regiments, was there, probably not less than one hundred thousand men. it was a picture not of a lifetime, but of the centuries. it made my blood leap as i realized that i was looking down upon the grandest army, all things considered, of any age or time. its mission was to save to liberty and freedom the life of the best government the world ever saw. in its ranks was the best blood of a free people. in intelligence it was far superior to any other army that ever existed. scholars of all professions, tradesmen and farmers, were there, fighting side by side, animated by the same patriotic impulse. i said to myself, it is impossible that that army should be beaten. it is the strong right arm of the union, and under god it shall assuredly deal the death-blow to the rebellion. this it certainly did, though at a fearful cost, for it was fighting the same blood. the inspiration of that scene made me glad from the bottom of my heart that i had the privilege of being just one in that glorious army. after forty years, what would i take for that association with all its dangers and hardships? what for these pictures and memories? they are simply priceless. i only wish i could so paint the pictures and reproduce the scenes that they might be an inspiration to the same patriotism that moved this mighty host. one of our grizzly-headed "boys," after forty years, tells the following story of his experiences on a foraging expedition from the camp. three of them started out after beef. some young steers had been seen in the distance. they reached the field, a mile or more from camp. they found the game a mighty vigorous lot of young steers, and their troubles began when they tried to corral any one of them. both ends seemed to be in business at the same time, whilst a tail-hold proved to have more transportation possibilities than they had ever dreamed of. coaxing and persuasion proved utter failures, for the bovines seemed to have the same prejudices against our blue uniforms their owners had, and it would not do to fire a gun. however, after two hours of the hardest exercise they ever had, they succeeded in "pinching" their steer with nose, horn, and tail-holds. neither of them had ever undertaken to butcher a beef before, and a good-sized jackknife was all they had to work with. but beef they came for and must have, and one was selected to do the trick. here again they counted without their quarry. the latter evidently objected to being practised on by novices, for as the knife entered his neck he gave a jump which somehow nearly severed the would-be butcher's thumb. nevertheless, he completed his work without a word, and the animal was skinned and divided. just as they had him down a field officer rode almost on to them. they felt sure that their "fat was in the fire," for the officer--probably the field officer of the day--certainly saw them and saw what they were doing. but he turned and rode away without saying a word. it was evidently one of those things he did not want to see. well, the fun was not yet over. they backed their beef to camp, and this was about as uncomfortable a job as they ever had. no more tired trio ever rolled themselves in blankets than they were that night. but there was compensation. they had an abundant supply of "fresh" on hand and their sleep was sweet. alas for the uncertainties of camp life. notwithstanding they took the extra precaution to roll their several portions in their coats and placed them under their heads for pillows, some "sons of belial" from an adjacent regiment who had discovered them bringing their "game" into camp actually stole every ounce of the beef out from under their too soundly sleeping heads during the night and made off with it. after all their labor and trouble neither of them had a taste of that beef. their nostrils were regaled with the savory fumes of the cooking meat. they had no difficulty in discovering where it was. indeed, the whelps who stole it rather paraded their steal, knowing that the mouths of our men were sealed. they simply could not say a word, for marauding was punishable with death. the worst of the escapade was that the poor fellow whose thumb had been so nearly severed was made a cripple for life. he was never able to do another day's duty, and to shield him the other two--be it said to their everlasting honor--performed his picket duty in addition to their own until he was discharged. my diary notes the fact that fitz-john porter's corps passed us just before night, and i saw its commander for the first time. he was a small, slender, young-looking man, with full black whiskers and keen black eyes. he was dressed very modestly and wore the usual high black slouch hat, with a much battered gold-tassel band. a pair of silver stars on his shoulder, much obscured by wear and dust, indicated his rank of major-general. the next day, november , was cold and chilly and we were early on the march, still southward. we had now exhausted our supply of rations, and at a temporary halt wagon-loads of hardtack and pork were driven along our company lines and boxes of the bread and barrels of pork dumped out, and the men told to fill their haversacks. barrel heads and boxes were soon smashed with the butts of guns and contents appropriated, each man taking all he would. many a fine piece of the pork marched away on a bayonet, ready for the noon-day meal. i filled my own saddle-bags, as did the rest of us officers, preferring to take no further chances on the grub question. we bivouacked about four o'clock, after a thirteen-mile march in a raw and very chilly air. just going into bivouac i saw major-general john f. reynolds, who met such a tragic death at gettysburg the next july. his corps--the first--was in the advance of ours. our regiment was marching at the head of our brigade column. lieutenant-colonel albright was temporarily absent and i was directing the column. general reynolds's corps had passed into the field to the left and were already in bivouac; the other troops of our division were not visible at this point, and i was hesitating what direction to give the column. general reynolds was sitting on his horse looking at us, evidently with much interest, and noticing my dilemma, rode up to my assistance at once. addressing me as adjutant, he said: "part of your corps has moved in yonder," pointing out the place. "if i were you i would go in here and occupy this field to the right in column of divisions, and you may say general reynolds advised this, if you please." his manner and way of doing this little service were so pleasant that he captured me at once. had he chosen to do so, he could have given me orders, as the senior officer present, but with a gentle courtesy he accomplished his purpose without that, and to reassure me gave his name and rank in this delicate way. i shall never forget his pleasant smile as he returned my salute after thanking him for his suggestion. he was a superb-looking man, dark complexioned, wearing full black whiskers, and sat his fine horse like a centaur, tall, straight, and graceful, the ideal soldier. i do not remember to have ever seen this remarkable officer again. he was one of the few great commanders developed by the war. a quiet, modest man, he yet possessed a very decisive element of character, as illustrated by the following incident related to me by my friend colonel w. l. wilson, assistant adjutant-general of one of the divisions of reynolds's corps, and shows his unwearied vigilance and his indefatigable capacity for work. the corps was in the presence of the enemy, an attack was deemed highly probable. night had brought on a storm of rain and intense darkness. general reynolds had given the proper officers very explicit instructions about locating his picket lines, and colonel wilson, knowing the critical nature of the work and his division chief's anxiety over it, about midnight went out over their part of the line to make doubly sure that everything was right. among the first persons he encountered after reaching the outposts was general reynolds, all alone, making his way over the line in that drenching rain, to be assured that the pickets were properly posted and doing their duty. here is colonel wilson's account of the colloquy that ensued: "who are you, sir? where do you belong? what are you doing here?" he volleyed at me savagely. being apparently reassured by my reply, he continued in a less peremptory tone, "who ordered that line? how far out is it?" receiving my reply, he exclaimed, "push it out, push it out farther!" "how far, general?" i ventured to ask. "push it out until you feel something!" this was reynolds. we continued our march down what i was told was the valley of the catochin. november found us near upperville, where we bivouacked alongside an old graveyard, our head-quarters being established inside the enclosure, to get the protection of its stone wall from the cold wind that was blowing. the temperature had fallen during the past twenty-four hours, so that it was now decidedly chilly--good for marching, but cold in bivouac. my notes say that i was chilled through until my teeth chattered; that i slept in the hollow made by a sunken grave to get warm; that my dreams were not disturbed by any unsubstantial hobgoblins of the defunct member of an f. f. v. whose remains might have been resting below me. the letters f. f. v. meant much in those war days. they stood for "first family of virginia," an expression much in use by her slave-proud aristocracy, and, of course, much satirized by us of the north. on this day we passed several very handsome mansions with their slave contingents. one old "daddy" volunteered the information that his "mars was a pow'ful secesh;" that he had three sons in the rebel army. my diary notes with indignation that these rich plantations were carefully guarded by our cavalry to prevent our soldiers entering to get water as they passed. they would doubtless have helped themselves to other things as well, especially things eatable, but the owners were rebels and deserved to have their property taken, we all felt. the orders against marauding were punctuated by a striking example this day. the cavalry orderly of the general commanding our division, riding back to head-quarters after delivering a batch of orders, among them another on this hated subject, carried a pair of handsome turkeys strapped to his saddle. it is safe to say that entire flock came into our camp that night, and turkey was served at breakfast to some of the rank and file as well as to the general. verily, "consistency thou art a jewel." from upperville we moved by easy marching down to warrenton. the weather had grown much colder. on the th of november there was a fall of rain, succeeded by snow, and we marched in a very disagreeable slush. the bivouac in this snow was most trying. the result for myself was a severe attack of fever and ague. i had been much reduced in flesh from the fatigue and nervous strain of the strenuous life of the past two months. this attack prostrated me at once. i was placed in an ambulance, being unable to ride my horse. the shaking and jolting of that ambulance ride were something fearful. i can now sympathize with the wounded who were compelled to ride in those horrible vehicles. they were covered wagons, with seats on each side, and made with heavy, stiff springs, so as to stand the rough roads, which were frequently cut through the fields. this night general kimball had me brought to his head-quarters, a brick farm-house, for shelter. it was a kindness i greatly appreciated. the next night our chaplain succeeded in getting me into a farm-house some little distance from the regiment. he secured this accommodation on the strength of freemasonry. the owner's name i have preserved in my diary as mr. d. l. f. lake. he was one of mosby's "cavalry," as they called themselves. we in our army called them "guerillas." they were the terror of our army stragglers. they were "good union men" when our army was passing, but just as soon as the army had passed they were in their saddles, picking up every straggler and any who may have had to fall behind from sickness. in that way they got quite a few prisoners. this man did not hesitate to tell us the mode of their operations. he said his farm had been literally stripped of hay, grain, and cattle by our cavalry under general stoneman. all he had left was one chicken. this his wife cooked for the chaplain and me. he brought out richmond papers during the evening and freely discussed the issues of the war with the chaplain. i was too ill to pay much attention to what was said, only to gather that his idea of us northern people was that we were a miserable horde of invading barbarians, destined to be very speedily beaten and driven out. he admitted, however, that in financial transactions he preferred "greenbacks" to the confederate scrip, which i thought rather negatived his boasted faith in the success of the confederacy. his wife, who had, not many years gone, been young and pretty, occasionally chimed in with expressions of great hate and bitterness. perhaps the latter was not to be wondered at from their stand-point, and they had just now ample grounds for their bitter feelings in the fact that they had just been relieved of all their portable property by the union forces. he had receipts for what stoneman had taken, which would be good for their market value on his taking the oath of allegiance. but he said he would die rather than take that oath, so he considered his property gone. he no doubt thought better of this later on, and probably got pay for his stuff. his kindness to me on the score of our fraternal relations was generous to the full extent of his ability, and showed him to be a true man, notwithstanding his "secesh" proclivities. it was a great favor, for had i been compelled to remain out in that rough weather sick as i was, the consequences must have been most serious. on leaving i tried to pay him in gold coin for his hospitality, but he firmly declined my money, saying: "you know you could not have gotten into my house for money. pay in like manner as you have received when opportunity affords." for this fraternal hospitality i shall always remember my "secesh" masonic brother with gratitude, for i feel that it saved my life. another terrific day in that awful ambulance brought me to warrenton, where i got a room at a so-called hotel. here, upon the advice of our surgeon, i made application for leave of absence on account of sickness. the red tape that had to be "unwound" in getting this approved and returned almost proved my ruin. captain archbald was taken sick at this time, and his application for a like leave accompanied mine. the corps surgeon, dr. dougherty, called with our surgeon to examine us at the hotel, and said he would approve both applications; that it would be but a day or so before our leaves would be ready and returned to us. the next day orders for the army to move were issued, and we saw our men marching away. it made my heart ache not to be in my place with them. i was, however, barely able to sit up, so that was out of the question. now another possibility confronted us, namely, being picked up and carried off as prisoners by my late host's comrades, mosby's guerillas. the army was evidently evacuating warrenton and vicinity, and unless our leaves of absence reached us within a very few hours we would be outside of the "union lines" and transportation to washington unobtainable, for the railroad trains did not pretend to run beyond the union lines. the next day came, the last of our troops were moving out, and our leaves had not come. captain archbald and i resolved that we must cut that "red tape" rather than take the chances of going to richmond. this we did by securing suits of citizens' clothes and making our way as citizens through the lines to washington. from there we had no difficulty in reaching home in uniform. at washington i wrote colonel albright of our dilemma and the way we had solved it, and asked that our leaves of absence be forwarded to us at scranton. they came some two weeks later. had we remained at warrenton, they would never have reached us, unless in a rebel prison. yet i suppose we had committed an offence for which we could have been court-martialled. i should have mentioned that just at the time i was taken sick, on the th of november, whilst the army was approaching warrenton, the order relieving general mcclellan from the command of the army of the potomac was issued. he was ordered to report to his home in trenton, n. j., on waiting orders. great was the consternation among the veterans of that army on his retirement, for they really had a strong attachment for "little mac," as they fondly called him. he took his leave in an affectionate order, recounting the heroic deeds of this noble army. this was followed by a grand review, accompanied by battery salutes, and the military career of general george b. mcclellan passed into history. chapter ix the fredericksburg campaign i must pause long enough to speak of the days of that sick leave. just before reaching scranton i met on the train my old friend and employer, joseph c. platt, of the lackawanna iron & coal company, who insisted on taking me home with him. as i had no home of my own and no relations here, i accepted his kind hospitality. had i been their own son i could not have been cared for more tenderly. under the circumstances i am sure i was not a very prepossessing object to entertain. i well remember the warm bath and the glorious luxury of once more being actually clean, dressed in a civilized night-robe, and in a comfortable bed. it must be remembered that a soldier must habitually sleep in his clothes. i had not had my clothes off, except for a wash, since i entered the army. i had evidently been living beyond my strength, and now the latter gave way and i found myself unable to leave my bed for the next two weeks. dr. william frothingham gave me most excellent medical treatment, and with the motherly nursing of mrs. platt i was soon on the mend. on the th of december i started back for my regiment. i was by no means well, and the doctor was loath to let me go, as were all my kind friends; but a grand forward movement of the army was reported as in progress, and i felt that i must be at my post. i reached washington on the th, and it took the next two days to secure a pass and transportation to the front. the latter was somewhat difficult to obtain, owing to the fact that a movement of the army was in progress. what the character of the movement was no one seemed to know, not even the provost-marshal, who issued all passes. i took a boat leaving at six o'clock a.m. on the th for aquia creek and thence went by rail in a cattle-car to its terminus in the open field opposite fredericksburg. (the rebels were mean enough to refuse us depot privileges at the regular station in fredericksburg.) i arrived there about one o'clock p.m. a brisk cannonade was in progress between the union batteries posted on the heights back of falmouth and the confederate guns on marye's heights, back of fredericksburg. the problem now was to find my regiment. a stranger standing near said, in answer to my inquiry, that the union army had been encamped about a mile and a half back yonder, pointing to the hills in our rear, but that he was quite sure they had all gone across the river last night; that a big fight had taken place about laying the pontoon bridge over the river (the rappahannock), and the union forces had beaten the rebels back, laid the bridge and had crossed over and occupied the city. fredericksburg was a city of probably five or six thousand people, lying on the west bank of the rappahannock, which runs at this point nearly southeast. the river is probably one hundred and fifty to two hundred yards wide here, quite deep, with a rather swift current and high banks, so that one does not see the water until quite close to it. the railroad formerly ran from aquia creek to richmond via fredericksburg, the connection to washington being by boat from aquia creek. the war stopped its operation, but so much of it as was in the union lines had been seized by the government, and was being operated by the quartermaster's department for war purposes. the stations of the latter were wherever the troops were, and these were now operating against fredericksburg, hence i was dumped down in an open field opposite that city as stated above. i was fortunate enough to find a man who was going to hancock's old camp, and i concluded to go with him, believing that once there i could find our division camp belonging to the same corps. i chartered a burly "contraban" to carry my luggage, and we started. the ground was very soft from recent rains, and the mud was something terrible. if one has never encountered virginia mud, he can have no adequate idea of the meaning of the word. it gets a grip on your feet and just won't let go. every rise of your pedal extremities requires a mighty tug, as if you were lifting the earth, as indeed you are--a much larger share of it than is comfortable. a tramp of a mile and a half brought us to hancock's old camp. in my weak condition i was thoroughly exhausted, and so my "contraban" claimed to be, for he positively refused to go another step. i got my quartermaster friend to take care of my baggage, whilst i continued my search for our division camp. i was not successful in finding it that night, and was obliged to accept the invitation of a sick officer of the eighty-first pennsylvania volunteers to share his quarters for the night. i had eaten breakfast at five o'clock that morning in washington and had eaten nothing since, and it was now dusk. i was not only tired, but faint for want of food. this officer, whose name i regret i have forgotten, was a brother mason, and kindly divided his meagre rations with me, which consisted of boiled rice and hardtack. he had a little molasses, with which the former was lubricated, and a good strong cup of coffee was added. it was not waldorf-astoria fare, to be sure, and the explanation was that the boys had taken almost everything eatable with them. the next morning i picked up an old "crow-bait" of a horse, the only four-footed transportation possibly obtainable, and started for fredericksburg to find my regiment. the only directions i had about disposing of this frame of a horse was to "turn the bones loose when you get through with him." he could go only at a snail's pace, and when i reached fredericksburg it must have been nine o'clock. i crossed the pontoon bridge, which had been laid the morning before under circumstances of the greatest gallantry by howard's division of our corps. the "ball" was now well opened. marye's heights (pronounced marie, with the accent on the last letter, as if spelled maree), circling the city from the river above to a point below the city, was literally crowded with batteries of rebel artillery. these guns were firing at our batteries on the heights on the other side of the river, and also upon our troops occupying the city. the air was filled with screeching, bursting shells, and a deafening pandemonium was in progress. it was not a very inviting place to enter under these circumstances, but it was as safe for me as for my regiment, and my duty was to be with them. the trouble was to find it in that multitude of troops filling all the streets of the city. our corps alone numbered probably twelve thousand men at that time, and the ninth corps was there besides. however, i soon found kimball's brigade to my great delight, supposing our regiment was in it, as it was when i went away. general kimball greeted me with great cordiality; but when i asked where my regiment was, he said he was sorry he could not inform me; that they had that morning been transferred, much against his will, to general max weber's brigade, and where that was he did not know. it was probably somewhere in the city. said he: "you cannot possibly find it now, and it is a waste of time to try. i can give you plenty of work to-day. stay with me and serve as an aide on my staff." the officers of his staff, all of whom were personal friends, urgently joined in the general's invitation. but i felt that i must be with the regiment if it were possible to find it, and so declined what would have been a distinguishing service. some distance down the main street i ran on to the regiment just when i had abandoned all hope of finding it. my reception was exceedingly cordial, accompanied with the remark: "just in time, adjutant, just in time." i found lieutenant-colonel albright in command and with no help from our field and staff. colonel wilcox was still on sick leave. major shreve had returned to camp during the heavy cannonading of the day before, and colonel albright had lost his voice from a severe cold, so that i had to supply voice for him in the issuing of orders, in addition to my other duties. the situation was most portentous. we lay in the main street under the shelter of the houses, which were being bombarded by the rebel batteries in their efforts to reach our troops. the houses were all vacant; the people had fled on the approach of our army. not a soul did we see of the inhabitants of the city during the two days we occupied it. they had evidently left in great haste, taking but few things with them. i was told that in some houses the boys found and ate meals that had been prepared and left in their flight, and in all there was more or less food, which was appropriated. flour was plentiful, and the night after the battle there were army flapjacks galore. in some cases it might have been said these were fearfully and wonderfully made, but they went just the same. an incident connected with this occupation of fredericksburg comes to light after forty years. if general howard should see it the mystery of the sudden disappearance of his breakfast on that morning might be cleared up. our regiment happened to be quartered in the morning near his head-quarters. rations were scarce. general howard's servant had prepared him a most tempting breakfast from supplies found and confiscated from one of the houses. the sight of this repast and its savory fumes were too much for the empty stomachs of two of our men, who shall be nameless here. the trick was a neat one. one of them got the attention of the cook and held it until the other reached into the tent and dumped the contents of the main dish, hot and steaming, into his haversack and quietly sauntered away. when the cook discovered his loss the other fellow was gone. these rascals said it was the best dish of ham and eggs they ever ate. many houses had fine pianos and other musical instruments, and in some instances impromptu dances were on whilst confederate shells whanged through the house above their heads. it is safe to say that there was little left of valuable bric-à-brac to greet the fugitive people on their return. and it is highly probable that pianos and handsome furniture needed considerable repairing after the exodus of the "yank." this was not due to pure vandalism, although war creates the latter, but to the feeling of hatred for the miserable rebels who had brought on the war and were the cause of our being there. and it must be admitted there were some who pocketed all they could for the commercialism there might be in it, the argument again being, "somebody will take it, and i might as well have it as the other fellow." the first part of the argument was doubtless as true as the latter part was false. many trinkets were hawked about among the men after the fight as souvenirs. among them was a silver-plated communion flagon. some scamp had filched it from one of the churches and was trying to sell it. fortunately, he did not belong to our regiment. our chaplain took it from him and had it strapped to his saddle-bag. his purpose was to preserve it for its owner if the time should come that it could be returned. but in the meantime its presence attached to his saddle made him the butt of any amount of raillery from both officers and men. when i joined the regiment it was lying in front of the court-house, from the steeple of which some sixty or seventy feet high, the flags of our signal-corps were most actively wagging. it occurred to me that those signal-men were mighty nervy fellows. they were a beautiful mark for the rebel batteries, which were evidently doing their best to knock them out. the steeple was a plain, old-fashioned affair, having an open belfry, which seemed to be supported by four upright posts or timbers. i saw one of those uprights knocked out by a rebel shell. a couple more equally good shots and our signal-fellows would come ignominiously--no, gloriously--down, for there could be no ignominy with such pluck. but the wig-wagging went on, i fancied, with a little more snap and audacity than before, and they maintained their station there in the very teeth of the rebel batteries until the army was withdrawn. so much for "yankee nerve." i afterwards learned that the signal-officer there was none other than lieutenant frederick fuller, of scranton, one of my most intimate personal friends. lieutenant fuller told me that he was on duty at burnside's head-quarters on that morning; that a station was ordered opened in the belfry of that court-house, and another officer was despatched thither for that duty; that after waiting some time for the flags to appear he was ordered over to see what the trouble was. he found the other officer sitting under shelter, afraid to mount the belfry, nor could any persuasion induce him to face that storm of shell. lieutenant fuller thereupon climbed up into the belfry, opened the station himself, and ran it during the whole battle. about ten o'clock the command "forward" was sounded, and our brigade moved out towards marye's heights. some idea of the topography of fredericksburg and its rear i find is necessary to an understanding of what follows. marye's heights, which encircle the city back some five hundred yards, are the termination of a plateau which rises from one hundred and fifty to two hundred feet in an abrupt terrace from the plain upon which the city stands. these heights form a half-circle from the river above to a point below the city some little distance from the river, and are from a mile to a mile and a half long and are most admirably adapted for defensive purposes. the rebel batteries, numbering at least one hundred guns, were massed on these heights, and covered not only every street leading out from the city, but every square foot of ground of the plain below. a third of the way down the terrace was an earthwork filled with infantry, whilst at its foot ran the famous stone wall extending southward from the cemetery above the city, and was continued by an earthwork around the whole circle. behind this stone wall was massed a double line of confederate infantry. to enter either street leading out to those heights was to face the concentrated fire of that mass of artillery and the deadly work of those three lines of infantry. yet that was just what we had before us. our division (french's) led the assault. our regiment brought up the rear of our brigade column. as each regiment turned into the street leading out, it took up the run to cover this exposed ground as quickly as possible. lieutenant-colonel albright was leading our regiment and i was by his side. we passed rapidly up the street, already covered with the dead and wounded which had fallen from the regiments that had preceded us, until we reached the embankment of a railroad, which was nearly parallel with the enemy's works. a temporary halt was made here preparatory to moving forward in line of battle. turning to see that our men were in position, i was amazed to find that we had but one company with us. it was my duty as adjutant to go back and find and bring up the balance of the regiment. the distance was about four hundred yards. i can truthfully say that in that moment i gave my life up. i do not expect ever again to face death more certainly than i thought i did then. it did not seem possible that i could go through that fire again and return alive. the grass did not grow under my feet going back. my sprinting record was probably made then. it may be possible to see the humorous side at this distance, but it was verily a life and death matter then. one may ask how such dangers can be faced. the answer is, there are many things more to be feared than death. cowardice and failure of duty with me were some of them. i can fully appreciate the story of the soldier's soliloquy as he saw a rabbit sprinting back from the line of fire: "go it, cotton tail; if i hadn't a reputation at stake, i'd go to." reputation and duty were the holding forces. i said to myself, "this is duty. i'll trust in god and do it. if i fall, i cannot die better." without the help and stimulus of that trust i could not have done it, for i doubt if any man was ever more keenly susceptible to danger than i, and the experience of antietam had taught me the full force of this danger. the nervous strain was simply awful. it can be appreciated only by those who have experienced it. the atmosphere seemed surcharged with the most startling and frightful things. deaths, wounds, and appalling destruction everywhere. as fast as i was running back over that street, my eyes caught an incident that i can see now, which excited my pity, though i had no time to offer help. a fine-looking fellow had been struck by a shot, which had severed one leg and left it hanging by one of the tendons, the bone protruding, and he was bleeding profusely. some men were apparently trying to get him off the street. they had hold of his arms and the other leg, but were jumping and dodging at every shell that exploded, jerking and twisting this dangling leg to his horrible torture. i remember hearing him beseeching them to lay him down and let him die. they were probably a trio of cowards trying to get back from the front, and were using this wounded man to get away with, a not infrequent occurrence with that class of bummers. i found the balance of the regiment had passed our street and were in confusion further down the main street. as the second company was about turning to follow the column a shell had exploded in their faces, killing and wounding some ten men and throwing it into disorder. before it could be rallied the advancing column was out of sight. it was the work of but a few moments to straighten out the tangle and head them again for the front. no body of men could have more quickly and bravely responded, though they told me afterwards that they read in my pallid face the character of the work before them. back we went up that street on the run, having to pick our way to avoid stepping on the dead and wounded, for the ground was now blue with our fallen heroes. chapter x the battle of fredericksburg--concluded reaching the place in the rear of that railroad embankment, where i had left the brigade, i found it had just gone forward in line of battle, and a staff officer directed me to bring the rest of the regiment forward under fire, which i did, fortunately getting them into their proper position. the line was lying prone upon the ground in that open field and trying to maintain a fire against the rebel infantry not more than one hundred and fifty yards in our front behind that stone wall. we were now exposed to the fire of their three lines of infantry, having no shelter whatever. it was like standing upon a raised platform to be shot down by those sheltered behind it. had we been ordered to fix bayonets and charge those heights we could have understood the movement, though that would have been an impossible undertaking, defended as they were. but to be sent close up to those lines to maintain a firing-line without any intrenchments or other shelter, if that was its purpose, was simply to invite wholesale slaughter without the least compensation. it was to attempt the impossible, and invite certain destruction in the effort. on this interesting subject i have very decided convictions, which i will give later on. [illustration: first lieut. james a. rogers co. c] [illustration: first lieut. noah h. jay co. k] [illustration: first lieut. a. c. mensch co. e] [illustration: first lieut. charles e. gladding co. d] [illustration: first lieut. isaiah w. willitts co. h] [illustration: second lieut. d. r. mellick co. e] proceeding now with my narrative, we were evidently in a fearful slaughter-pen. our men were being swept away as by a terrific whirlwind. the ground was soft and spongy from recent rains, and our faces and clothes were bespattered with mud from bullets and fragments of shells striking the ground about us, whilst men were every moment being hit by the storm of projectiles that filled the air. in the midst of that frightful carnage a man rushing by grasped my hand and spoke. i turned and looked into the face of a friend from a distant city. there was a glance of recognition and he was swept away. what his fate was i do not know. that same moment i received what was supposed to be my death wound. whilst the men were lying down, my duties kept me on my feet. lieutenant charles mcdougal,[d] commanding the color company, called to me that the color-guard were all either killed or wounded. we had two stands of colors, the national and state flags. these colors were carried by two color-sergeants, protected by six color-corporals, which made up the color-guard. if either sergeant became disabled the nearest corporal took the colors, and so on until the color-guard were down. this was the condition when this officer called to me to replace these disabled men, so that the colors should be kept flying. he had one flag in his hand as i approached him, and he was in the act of handing it to me when a bullet crashed through his arm and wrist, spattering my face with his warm blood. i seized the staff as it fell from his shattered arm. the next instant a bullet cut the staff away just below my hand. an instant later i was struck on the head by the fragment of a shell and fell unconscious with the colors in my hand. how long i remained unconscious i do not know, possibly twenty minutes or more. what were my sensations when hit? i felt a terrific blow, but without pain, and the thought flashed through my mind, "this is the end," and then everything was black. i do not remember falling. it takes time to write this, but events moved then with startling rapidity. from the time we went forward from the embankment until the line was swept back could have been but a few minutes, otherwise all must have been killed. when i revived i was alone with the dead and wounded. the line of battle had been swept away. the field about me was literally covered with the blue uniforms of our dead and wounded men. the firing had very perceptibly decreased. i had worn into the battle my overcoat, with my sword buckled on the outside. i had been hit on the left side of my head, and that side of my body was covered with blood down to my feet, which was still flowing. my first thought was as to my condition, whether mortally wounded or not. i was perceptibly weakened from loss of blood, but lying there i could not tell how much strength i had left. i did not dare move, for that would make me a target for the guns that covered that terrible wall, the muzzles of which i could plainly see. many of them were still spitting out their fire with a venom that made my position exceedingly uncomfortable. what should i do? what could i do? to remain there was either to bleed to death or be taken prisoner and sent to libby, which i felt would mean for me a sure lingering death. to make a move to get off the field would draw the fire of those guns, which would surely finish me. these were the alternatives. i carefully stretched my legs to test my strength, and i made up my mind i had enough left to carry me off the field, and i resolved to take my chances in the effort. i determined that i would zigzag my course to the rear so as not to give them a line shot at me. so getting myself together i made a supreme effort and sprang up and off in jumps, first to the right, then to the left. as i expected, they opened on me, and the bullets flew thick and fast about me. the first turn i got a bullet through my right leg just above the ankle. it felt like the stinging cut of a whip and rather accelerated my speed. about fifty yards back was an old slab fence to my right, and i plunged headlong behind that, hoping to find shelter from those bullets. i fell directly behind several other wounded men, two of whom rolled over dead from bullets that came through the slabs and which were probably aimed at me. this flushed me again, and by the same zigzag tactics i succeeded in getting back to the railroad embankment, where, to my great joy, i found colonel albright with what remained of the regiment. colonel albright grasped me in his arms as i came over, with the exclamation, "we thought you were killed." sergeant-major clapp told me that he had rolled me over and satisfied himself that i was dead before they went back. as i reached cover under this embankment i remember noticing a field-officer rallying his men very near us on our right, and that instant his head was literally carried away by a shell. so intense was the situation that even this tragic death received only a passing thought. then came the irish brigade, charging over our line as they did at antietam. they came up and went forward in fine form, but they got but a few yards beyond the embankment, when they broke and came back, what was left of them, in great confusion. no troops could stand that fire. our division and the whole second corps, in fact, were now completely disorganized, and the men were making their way back to the city and the cover of the river-bank as best they could, whilst the splendid old ninth corps was advancing to take its place. profiting by our experience, they did not advance by those streets through which we came, but made their way through houses and yards and so escaped that concentrated fire on the streets. their advancing lines, covering the whole city front, looked magnificent, and it was dreadful to think that such a splendid body of men must march into such a slaughter-pen. their movement was a repetition of ours. with bayonets unfixed they moved forward and attempted to maintain a firing-line under marye's heights on the ground from which we had been driven, only to be hurled mercilessly back as we had been. our line had been the first to make this effort, and for some reason we had approached to within about one hundred yards of their main line of infantry, much closer than any of the troops that followed. the others had barely got beyond the embankment, when they were swept away. we, having approached nearer their line, were, of course, longer exposed to their fire and lost more heavily. i was always curious to know why we of the first line of that fateful movement succeeded in getting so much nearer their works than the equally brave and determined men who followed us. some years afterwards on revisiting this location i met an ex-confederate who commanded one of the rebel batteries on those heights that day. in answer to my questions, he said the first "yankee" line was permitted to approach much nearer than those that followed, for, said he, "we knew they were our meat, and when we finally opened on them with our full force, the slaughter was so awful it made me heart sick. but you kept coming with such persistency that we did not dare repeat those tactics." this may have been partially true so far as concerned their infantry fire, but a more potent reason, in my judgment, was that we had developed the utter hopelessness of the attempt, and men could not put heart into the effort. recurring to myself again, colonel albright stanched the flowing of blood from my wound in the head by making a strong compress of my large bandana handkerchief. the other wound in my leg did not give me much trouble then. in that condition, accompanied by another wounded man, i made my way back into the city. we found it one vast hospital. every house was literally crowded with wounded men. we were fortunate enough to run against our brigade surgeon, who had taken possession of a brick building on the main street for hospital purposes. the only thing he could give me to lie down upon was a wooden bench. we had dismounted and left our horses with a servant when we went forward, and our blankets, etc., were with them, and where they were now there was no means of knowing. i was therefore without those comforts. everything of that nature left by the rebels had long before been appropriated. the doctor hastily examined my wounds, pronounced them not dangerous, ordered the hospital steward to dress them, and was away. he, however, appropriated my red handkerchief. i had been presented by a friend on leaving scranton with two large old-fashioned red silk bandana handkerchiefs, and they were exceedingly useful. the doctor, seeing them, said, "i must have these to nail up over the outside door to show that this is a hospital," and, without so much as saying by your leave, carried them off. the effort was to secure as much protection as possible from the fire of the enemy, and to do this the red flag of the hospital must be displayed. it is against the rules of civilized warfare to fire upon a hospital. the doctor said my red silk handkerchiefs were the first red stuff of any kind he had been able to get hold of. of course i was glad to part with them for that purpose, though they were worth at that time $ each in gold. the wound in my head was fortunately a glancing blow from a fragment of a shell. it tore the scalp from the bone about three inches in length in the form of a v. it has never given me serious trouble, more than to be a barometer of changing weather. the wound in my leg nearly severed the big tendon. they both quickly healed, and i was off duty with them but the one day i took to get back to camp. after my wounds had been dressed i tried to sleep, being not only very weak from loss of blood, but almost in a condition of nervous exhaustion. i laid down on my bench, but shells were continually crashing through the building, and sleep was impossible. i went out on the street. it was crowded with wounded and straggling soldiers. the stragglers were hunting for their regiments, the wounded for hospital room. it seemed as if the army must have disintegrated. this was practically true of the second and ninth corps, which had made the assault. towards night general french rode down the street, accompanied by his staff. seeing me, he stopped his horse and exclaimed, "adjutant, where is my division? tell me where my men are. my god, i am without a command!" and the tears were flowing down his red, weather-beaten face. he was beside himself over the awful losses of his division. well he might be, for a great number of them were lying on yonder field in front of marye's heights, and the balance were scattered through the houses and on the river-bank practically disorganized. i was greatly alarmed for our safety that night. it seemed to me highly probable that general lee would come down upon us and capture all that were in the city, as he could easily have done. possibly he was satisfied with the damage already inflicted, and did not care to assume the care of our wounded, which that would have involved. i remained on my bench in that hospital through that long night without food or covering. i had eaten nothing since early morning. with the constant whanging of shells through ours and adjacent buildings and the moaning of the wounded lying all about me, sleep or rest was impossible. it was a night too dreadful to think of, and makes me shudder again as i write. we remained in the city the next day, sunday, and i rejoined our regiment, which, with other troops, was lying under the shelter of the river-bank. officers were getting their men together as far as possible and bringing order out of chaos. we had sunday about two hundred for duty out of three hundred and fifty taken into the battle. on monday, the th, we who were wounded were told to make our way across the river back to our old camps as best we could. i was now very weak, and my head and leg were very sore. the latter gave me much trouble in walking, nevertheless there was a three-mile tramp before us. lieutenant musselman, also wounded, went with me on this weary tramp. we did not reach camp that night, and so had to find shelter at a farm-house, already full of straggling and wounded soldiers. the owner was a widow, living with a grown-up daughter, and was a bitter rebel, although professing union sentiments whilst our army was there. she was, of course, greatly annoyed by the presence of these soldiers, most of whom were eating up her provisions without paying for them. some of them were "bummers," who had run away from the battle and had persuaded her to feed and shelter them for the protection they professed to afford her. she was in great wrath when we reached there and peremptorily forbade us entering. but i told her firmly that we were wounded men and must have shelter; that i would willingly pay for accommodations, but, permission or not, the latter we must have. this argument seemed to be convincing, and the daughter led us up to the garret, which, she said, was the only unoccupied room in the house. here she spread a blanket on the floor for us to sleep on. i suppose this was the best she could do. then, at our solicitation, she got us some supper, an exceedingly frugal meal, but we were glad to get that. the daughter did not seem to share her mother's bitterness, but as often as she could would interject a word in our favor, and really did all she could for us. i sincerely hope she was ultimately made a permanent prisoner by some good "boy in blue." here would have been an excellent opportunity to have woven into this narrative the golden thread of romance. this pretty secesh girl, with flashing blue eyes and golden hair, rebel to the core, yet befriending a wounded union soldier, etc. how readily it lends itself, but the truth must be told. the little arrow god had already driven home his shaft, and so the romance could not mature. during the evening general franz sigel and staff came to the house and demanded supper. our lady was very polite, assured him that it was impossible. "very well," said general sigel, "i think i shall want this place to-morrow for a hospital. madam, your kindness will be reciprocated." he spoke very emphatically, whereat the pretty daughter began to cry, and the mother to stammer apologies, and said she would do the best she could for them, but she really had nothing to cook. the general retired very indignant. whether or not his threat was carried out i do not know, for the next morning we were off without trying to get breakfast. on asking for her bill we were surprised to find her charges were evidently based on the highest war-time hotel rates. we had so poor a supper that we had no desire for breakfast there, and had slept on the garret floor. for this she demanded one dollar. we paid her fifty cents, which was more than double its worth, and left amidst a great volley of her choicest anathemas. we reached camp towards noon, and found we had tramped about five miles out of our way. the regiment was there ahead of us, the troops having evacuated fredericksburg on monday, two days after the battle, without opposition. we were actually under fire in this battle, that is, from the time the assault began until we were swept back, probably not more than thirty minutes as against four and one-half hours at antietam. yet our losses were proportionately much heavier. during my absence on sick leave, our regiment, after leaving warrenton, had been detailed on heavy "fatigue" duty, loading and unloading vessels and various kinds of laborer's work at belle-plain, and in consequence many were on the sick list, others were on various details, so that when we went into this battle we had only three hundred and fifty men for duty, against seven hundred and fifty at antietam. of this number my diary, written the th, says we lost: killed, ; wounded, ; missing, ; total, . lieutenant hoagland, company h, was killed. of the wounded, four were officers,--captain richard stillwell and first lieutenant john b. floyd, company k; first lieutenant musselman, company e, and first lieutenant mcdougal, commanding company c. lieutenant mcdougal's arm was shattered by a minie-ball whilst handing me the colors, detailed above. captain stillwell received a very singular wound. a bullet struck the side of his neck near the big artery and appeared to have gouged out a bit of flesh and glanced off. it bled more than this circumstance would have seemed to warrant, but the captain was sure he was not hurt and made light of it. swelling and pain speedily developed in his shoulder, and it was found that the missile, instead of glancing off, had taken a downward course and finally lodged near his shoulder-joint, a distance of ten or twelve inches from where it entered. he was given leave of absence on account of wounds, and the ball was cut out after his return home, and ultimately the whole channel made by the ball had to be opened, when it was found lined with whiskers which the ball had carried in with it. most of those computed above as missing were undoubtedly killed, but had not been so reported at that time. our loss in that half-hour was nearly one-third. one stand of our colors, the one whose staff was shot away in my hand, was missing, and the other was badly torn by shells and bullets. chapter xi why fredericksburg was lost i promised to give my convictions relative to the responsibility for the disaster of fredericksburg, and i might as well do it here. recalling the fact heretofore stated that we seemed to have been thrown against marye's heights to be sacrificed; that we were not ordered to charge their works, but to advance and maintain a line of battle-fire where such a thing was absolutely impossible, i come to the inquiry, what was the character and purpose of the movement and why did it fail? so thoroughly impressed was i that there was something radically wrong about it, that i determined to solve that question if possible, and so made a study of the subject at that time and later after my return home. i had personal friends in the first and sixth corps, which had operated on the extreme left, and i discussed with them the movements that day. finally, after my return home, i got access to covode's congressional reports on the conduct of the war covering that campaign, and from all these sources learned what i then and now believe to be substantially the facts about that campaign. the army was divided into three grand divisions, composed of two army corps each, namely, the second and ninth, the right grand division, commanded by sumner; the first and sixth, the left grand division, commanded by franklin, and the third and fifth, the centre, commanded by hooker. the plan of battle was to hold lee's army at fredericksburg by a "feint in force" (which means an attack sufficiently strong to deceive the enemy into the belief that it is the real or main attack) at that point, whilst the left grand division was to throw a pontoon bridge across the river three miles below and turn his flank (_i.e._, get behind them) in the rear of marye's heights. for this purpose the left grand division was to advance and attack vigorously. if successful, lee would then have been between franklin's forces on the left and our own on the right, with every possibility of being crushed. hooker was to hold his division in readiness to support either wing. had this plan been carried out, our work at the right would, at its conception, have been as it appeared to be, a mad sacrifice of men, but with an opportunity later on of pushing forward and reaping a victory. in that event, our position would have made us a tremendous factor in the result. now how was the plan carried out? the student will be puzzled on finding such a paucity of records concerning this disastrous movement. the official documents are remarkable for what they do not contain. a study of covode's reports on the conduct of the war will, i think, justify my conclusions, viz., that the disaster of fredericksburg was due not to accident, nor to a faulty plan of battle, but to a failure of the left grand division to perform the vital part assigned to it. my information gained at the time was that franklin was to remain concealed until the signal for our attack came; then he was to cross over and attack vigorously, a military expression, meaning to put all possible vigor and power into the movement. the signal was given as our attack began. whatever force may have crossed the river at that time, my information was that the division known as the pennsylvania reserve, now numbering probably not more than six thousand men, under general meade, was the only body of troops which made a determined attack on lee's right, in support of our work in front of marye's heights. realizing the opportunity, general meade pushed forward with his usual vigor and, though meeting strenuous opposition, soon found himself well in lee's rear, but without support. he sent back aide after aide to hurry forward the supporting lines, but without avail, finally galloping back himself. he found general birney resting near the bridge with his division. an eye-witness[e] to meade's interview with birney says the language of general meade as he upbraided birney for not coming to his support was enough to "almost make the stones creep;" that meade was almost wild with rage as he saw the golden opportunity slipping away and the slaughter of his men going for naught. he said birney responded that he agreed with general meade fully, and was ready and most anxious to come to his support, but that his orders were peremptory to await further orders in his present position: that he had been for an hour trying to find general franklin to obtain permission to move forward. this loss of time and want of support to meade's charge changed a possible victory into a fearful disaster. this was substantially the testimony of major-general reynolds, commanding the first corps, before the committee on the conduct of the war. burnside rode down to the left and vigorously expostulated with franklin for his failure to carry out his orders, and peremptorily ordered him to make the attack as originally directed, whilst he repeated the movement at the right. it was now considerably after noon, and this order was undoubtedly a mistake. the plan of battle had been revealed, and there was practically no hope of success. had the left grand division vigorously performed its part in the earlier movement, can any one doubt the result? i cannot think so. had meade, reynolds, or hancock been in command on the left that day, i feel confident that fredericksburg would have been recorded a glorious victory instead of a horrible slaughter. now, why did the left grand division fail to make the attack as ordered? halleck, in his report on the operations at fredericksburg, says "alleged misunderstanding of orders." here is his language: "it was intended that franklin's grand division, consisting of the corps of reynolds (first) and smith (sixth), should attack the enemy's right and turn his position on the heights in the rear of fredericksburg, while sumner and hooker attacked him in front. but by some alleged misunderstanding of orders franklin's operations were limited to a mere reconnoissance, and the direct attacks of sumner and hooker were unsupported." "rebellion records," vol. xxi., page . is the theory of a misunderstanding of orders tenable? the records show that on the th of december, two days before the battle, burnside ordered his division commanders to so dispose their troops as to bring them within easy reach of fredericksburg, and that on that day at twelve o'clock noon these officers were ordered to meet him personally at his head-quarters for final instructions. there are no records of what those instructions were, but is it credible that either general retired from that conference with a misunderstanding as to the plan of battle or of his own part in it? certain it is that neither sumner nor hooker misunderstood. and the excuse said to have been made by franklin, that he did not deem the attack on the left practicable, is not consistent with the idea of misunderstanding. otherwise, why did he attack at all? general halleck's guarded language clearly indicates where he placed the responsibility for that disaster, and that he did not credit the "misunderstanding of orders" theory. it is plainly evident burnside did not accept that excuse, as appears from his celebrated order no. , issued a month later, relieving franklin, smith, newton, cochran, and ferrero, and stating as his reason that "it being evident that these officers can be of no further service to this army,"--the first named being the commander of the left grand division, the second the commander of the sixth corps, and the others subordinate commanders in that wing of the army. general burnside explained to the committee on the conduct of the war[f] that in asking the president to approve this order, and making that a condition upon which he would consent to remain at the head of the army, he had explicitly stated, "that was the only condition on which he could command the army of the potomac." in other words, he could not command that army with those officers as his subordinates. the inference that there had been insubordination is inevitable. it was the current belief amongst us officers of the army that the battle of fredericksburg had been lost through a want of hearty co-operation, if not direct disobedience of orders, on the part of the officer commanding on the left that day, and some of his subordinates, and that this was due to a spirit of jealousy. mcclellan had but recently been removed from the command of the army, and the officers relieved were strong personal friends and partisans of the latter. again, burnside, his successor, was alleged to be junior in actual rank to franklin. whether either of these facts supplied the motives for the jealousy which lost that battle, if such was true, the judgment day alone will reveal. it is devoutly to be hoped that the light of that day will relieve the terrible disaster of fredericksburg of this awful shadow, and that nothing worse than a "misunderstanding of orders" was responsible for it. that order no. was disapproved at washington, and general burnside promptly tendered his resignation of the command of the army of the potomac. he felt that he had not received and was not likely to receive the cordial and hearty support of all his subordinate officers, and under those circumstances he did not want the responsibility of command. he expressed himself as anxious to serve his country and willing to work anywhere it might please the president to place him. he was not relieved, however, until a month or so later. in writing the foregoing i know that many brave men will take exception. i would say, however, that i have made a somewhat careful study of the subject from an absolutely unprejudiced stand-point, and such are the conclusions i reached, and they were shared by many of my fellow-officers who were in that campaign. the losses in this battle amount to nearly one-third the troops actually engaged, a most remarkable fact, and which stamps this engagement as one of the bloodiest in all history. burnside reports his loss as twelve hundred and eighty-four killed and nine thousand six hundred wounded, making a total loss, including the missing, of twelve thousand six hundred and fifty-three. of this loss the right grand division (the second and ninth corps) lost five thousand three hundred and eleven. the left grand division, franklin's (first and sixth corps, which numbered considerably more than the right grand division), lost three thousand four hundred and sixty-two, and most of this was sustained in the second attack in the afternoon. these facts sustain the belief above referred to in the army, that the main attack in the morning on the left was not what it should have been, and was the cause of the disaster. a remarkable fact connected with this loss is the great number of wounded as compared with the killed. usually the former exceeds the latter in the proportion of three and four to one, but at fredericksburg it was nearly nine to one. how this is to be explained i never understood, unless it be that most of the casualties were from exploding shells. the minute fragments of a shell scatter very widely and wound, whilst there are fewer of the large pieces which kill. for example, the shell that exploded in the front of our second company, as it was turning to enter the street leading out towards marye's heights, previously described, knocked out ten men, only one of whom was instantly killed. it is safe to estimate that of the nine thousand six hundred reported as wounded, one-third died or were permanently disabled therefrom. to show how quickly troops can recover from such a shock as the disaster of fredericksburg, the second corps had a grand review back of falmouth the second week after the battle. major-general edwin v. sumner, commanding the right grand division, was the reviewing officer. i have spoken before of this distinguished officer. this was his farewell to the second corps, which he had long commanded and to which he was greatly attached, a sentiment which was most cordially reciprocated by the men. he was now probably the oldest in years of all the officers in the army, yet still vigorous, intrepid, and efficient. he was relieved from active command in the field and assigned to the command of the department of the ohio, but a few months later died peacefully at his home in new york. is it not singular that this old hero should have escaped the numberless missiles of death in all the battles through which he had passed, so soon to succumb in the quietude of retirement? our regiment had present at this review but few over two hundred men, and the other regiments were proportionally small, so that the corps was scarcely larger than a good-sized division, yet it appeared in splendid condition. its depleted numbers and battle-scarred flags alone told the story of its recent experiences. the following week our regiment was detailed for a ten-days' tour of picket duty, and was encamped some distance above falmouth in a pretty grove. this change of service was a welcome one to the men in many respects, for there was better foraging opportunities, and there was also considerable excitement attending this service in the presence of the enemy. the rappahannock river was the dividing line of the two armies, and their respective pickets lined its banks. at this time the two lines were kept as far as possible concealed from each other, though there was practically no picket firing. later on the two lines were posted in full view of each other, and by agreement under a "flag of truce" all picket firing was strictly forbidden. thereafter, although forbidden, there was more or less conversation carried on between the two lines. chapter xii lost colors recovered in addition to our heavy loss of men at fredericksburg was the loss of our colors, the stand whose staff had been shot away in my hand as described in a former chapter. it can be well understood that we felt very keenly the loss of our flag, although we knew that it had been most honorably lost. it was known to have been brought off the field in the night by corporal william i. d. parks, company h, one of the color-guard, who was mortally wounded, and left by him in a church used as a temporary hospital. corporal parks was removed to a hospital at washington, where he died shortly afterwards, and the colors mysteriously disappeared. the act of this color-bearer in crawling off the field with his colors, wounded as he was to the death, was a deed of heroism that has few parallels. we made every effort to find the flag, but without success, and had concluded that it must have been left in fredericksburg, and so fallen into the hands of the enemy, when a couple of weeks after the battle, on returning from a ride down to falmouth, i noticed a regiment of our troops having dress parade. i rode near them, and my attention was at once attracted to the fact that they paraded three stands of colors, a most unusual circumstance. my suspicion was at once aroused that here were our lost colors. riding closer, my joy was great on recognizing our number and letters on their bullet-and shell-tattered folds, " p. v." anger immediately succeeded my joy as i saw that our precious colors were being paraded as a sort of trophy. this flag, under whose folds so many of our brave men had fallen, and which had been so heroically rescued from the field, exhibited to the army and the world as a trophy of the battle by another regiment! it was, in effect, a public proclamation of our cowardice and dishonor and of their prowess in possessing what we had failed to hold and guard, our sacred colors. it stung me to the quick. i do not remember ever to have been more beside myself with anger. it was with difficulty that i contained myself until their ceremony was over, when i rode up to the colonel, in the presence of all his officers, and in a voice which must have betrayed my emotion, demanded to know why he was parading our colors. his reply was, "those are the colors of a d----d runaway regiment which my men picked up on the battle-field of fredericksburg." my hair and whiskers were somewhat hot in color those days, and i have not kept a record of my language to that colonel for the next few minutes. i sincerely hope the recording angel has not. still, i am sure it was the explosion of a righteous indignation. full of wrath i galloped at topmost speed to camp and made known my discovery to colonel albright. if i was "hot," what shall be said of him? of a fiery, mercurial disposition, his temper flew in a moment. he mounted his horse and bade me lead him to this regiment. the brave heralds who carried "the good news from ghent to aix," did not gallop faster than did we two, and the wicked fellow who was hired to say two dollars' worth of "words" for the quaker did not do his work a bit more effectively than did my brave colonel in denouncing the man who had made that charge of cowardice against our regiment. well, he began to hedge immediately. he evidently saw that there was trouble ahead, and offered to give us the colors at once, but colonel albright peremptorily refused to accept them that way, and said he would demand a court of inquiry and would require full and complete vindication, cost what it might. a court of inquiry was at once asked for and granted. it was made up of officers outside of our division, and was directed to investigate the loss of our flag, and how it came into the possession of this other regiment. colonel albright was a good lawyer and conducted his own case before the court. it came out in the investigation that in making his report of the part his regiment took in the battle of fredericksburg this colonel had used substantially the same language he had to me concerning how he came into possession of the flag. here is the paragraph referring to our colors, taken from his report printed in the "rebellion records," vol. xxi., page : "i would also state that some cowardly members of a regiment unknown (?) abandoned their colors, which were recovered by captain northrup, of my regiment, and saved the disgrace of falling into the hands of the enemy." my diary notes that i interviewed this captain northrup, and he promptly stated that he took the colors from the hospital and brought them with him when their regiment left fredericksburg. he said he did not know how they got into the hospital, but supposed a wounded sergeant had left them there. he disclaimed any idea of their having been abandoned in a cowardly manner, and could not understand why his colonel had made such a declaration. the statement that his men rescued them from an unknown regiment was false upon its face, for our name was inscribed on its folds in plain letters, " d p. v." why he made such a statement, and why he treated the colors as he did, i could never understand, for had the statement been true it was outrageously unmilitary to proclaim to the world the cowardice of one of our own regiments. it was his duty to promptly send the colors to head-quarters, with a statement of the facts, so that the alleged runaways could be properly disciplined. as it was, it seemed a most contemptible effort to secure a little cheap, unearned glory. it was heartlessly cruel and unworthy of a brave soldier. the result of the court of inquiry was a full and complete vindication of our regiment, as shown by the following paragraph from an order issued by major-general o. o. howard, commanding the second corps: "the last color-bearer, badly wounded, left his regiment after dark, and in the town entered a church used as a hospital, taking his colors with him. he was carried away from this place and the colors left behind. the very fidelity of the color-bearer holding to his colors as long as he was conscious was the occasion of their loss to the regiment. not only no fault should be found with this regiment, but it should receive unqualified commendation." general french, commanding our division, published this order to the division, adding the following: "as the commander of the division, and knowing the character of the one hundred and thirty-second pennsylvania volunteers, which has fought under my eye in two of the bloodiest engagements of the war, and which has the highest encomiums from its brigade commander, general kimball, who knows what brave men are, i have deemed it my duty to make this record to go with whatever may have transpired in reference to this subject during my short absence." the above paragraphs were taken from bates's "history of pennsylvania volunteers." the colors were ordered returned to us with proper military honors. they were brought to general french's head-quarters by a military escort from that regiment, and i had the satisfaction of officially receiving them with a like escort from our regiment, commanded by first lieutenant j. d. laciar, of company g. the ceremony was to us a joyous and impressive occasion. it took place in the presence of general alfred sully, temporarily commanding the division, and staff, and our brigade officers. the two escorts were drawn up, facing each other. the order of major-general howard, above referred to, was read. this was followed by a little speech from general sully, in which we came in for some more praise; then both escorts presented arms, whilst their color-bearer transferred the colors to ours, and the ceremony was over. a happier escort never marched than was ours bearing home those restored colors. the weather was now getting very cold, and we set about making ourselves as comfortable as possible in camp. the men were allowed to fix up their tents as best they could without much regard for architectural beauty or regularity. some of them dug cellars four to five feet deep, made puncheon floors,--that is, floors made of split logs smoothed off and laid the flat side up,--whilst the sides were made of logs plastered up with mud. mud fireplaces were made with old barrels for chimneys. the roofs were canvas, of course, but fairly waterproof. a favorite bit of horse-play of the men at this time was to watch when the occupants of some tent were having a good time, and smoke them out by throwing a wet blanket over the top of their barrel chimney. in about a second the smoke would be almost dense enough to suffocate, and every fellow would pile out and hunt for the culprit. woe be unto him if they found him. a favorite ruse on the part of the culprit was to plunge into his tent and be placidly snoring when the victims began their hunt. sometimes the simulation would be too sonorous, and give him away, and then he had trouble on hand for the next hour. the ingenuity of these sons of belial in their pranks was beyond description. i have laughed until absolutely exhausted many a time. how did i know so much about them? well, i had two of the liveliest of these boys in my office as clerks, and, as they were generally in the fun, i was kept posted, and to tell the truth, as long as it did not seriously transgress, and there was fun in it, i knew nothing about it "officially." often have i seen these boys put up a job on some fellow quietly sleeping, by smoking out his next-door neighbors and then directing their attention to him as the culprit. to see him hauled out of a sound sleep and mauled for something he was entirely innocent of, vehemently protesting his innocence, yet the more he protested getting the more punishment, the rascals who put up the job doing most of the punishing, i have nearly split my sides. of course, no one was seriously hurt. the victim knew enough to keep his temper, and in the end enjoyed the lark as well as the rest. i speak of these things, for they were the oases in army life and drudgery. except for them it would have been unendurable. seldom were things so bad but that some bit of raillery would relieve the strain and get up a laugh, and everybody would feel better. we had a young fellow in one of the companies who was certainly the most comical genius i ever saw. he was known by a nickname only. no length of march and no severity of service could curb his spirits. when all were down in the dumps this fellow would perform some monkey-shine that would make even a horse laugh, and all would be in good spirits again. colonel albright used to say he was worth his weight in gold. he was with us until after fredericksburg, where he was either killed or wounded, and i do not remember to have seen him afterwards. i have spoken of the men's winter-quarters. we officers had our wall tents, and had them fixed up with puncheon floors also, and sheet-iron stoves, so that as long as we kept a fire burning all were fairly comfortable. but wood fires would last but an hour or so without replenishing, and so during the night we had great difficulty in keeping warm. some of the coldest nights my clerks and myself took turns in keeping up our fire. i rather prided myself on the construction of my bed. it was made of two springy poles held in place by crotched sticks driven into the ground. on the poles nailed crosswise was a bottom made of barrel-staves, the hollow side down, and on these was laid a bed of hay, kept in place by some old canvas sacking. on cold nights the only article of clothing we took off was our shoes or boots. then rolling ourselves in our blankets, with gum blanket outside tucked well around our feet and the whole surmounted with our overcoats, we managed to sleep pretty well. these puncheon floors were all the proceeds of foraging. no lumber of any kind was furnished by the government. the men cut the trees and split the logs wherever they could find them. most of them were "backed" into camp anywhere from one to four miles. after this little of note occurred in camp until christmas. we had made ourselves as comfortable as we could with the materials at hand, which were not in super-abundance. the weather was what we were told was characteristic of virginia winters,--rather mild, slush and mud, with its raw, disagreeable dampness, being the prevailing conditions. it was exceedingly trying to our men, and many, in consequence, were on the sick list. my diary notes that on christmas day we actually had a little sunshine, and that by way of adding good cheer to the occasion a ration of whiskey was issued to the men. the ration consisted of a gill for each man. each company was marched to the commissary tent, and every man received his gill in his cup or drank it from the measure, as he preferred. some of the men, who evidently were familiar with the intricacies of repeating in ward elections, managed in various ways to repeat their rations of this vile stuff until we had a good deal more than a gill of whiskey's worth of hilarity in camp. however, the noise was winked at, believing it would soon subside and pass off. all drills were suspended and the men were allowed passes freely out of camp, being required to be in quarters promptly at taps. the officers passed the day visiting and exchanging the compliments of the season. the wish for a "merry christmas" was about all there was to make it such. i remember our bill of fare for christmas dinner consisted of boiled rice and molasses, "lobskous" and stewed dried apples. the etymology of the euphonious word "lobskous" i am unable to give. the dish consisted of hardtack broken up and thoroughly soaked in water, then fried in pork fat. i trust my readers will preserve the recipe for a side dish next christmas. one of the boys, to show his appreciation of this extra fare for christmas dinner, improvised the following blessing: "good lord of love look down from above and see how a soldier's grub has mended,-- slushed rice, lobskous, and shoat, where only hardtack and hog were intended." the day was not without its fun, however. among other things, an impromptu foot-race was gotten up between the fourth new york and our regiment. the former regiment, with which we were now brigaded, was from new york city, and in its general make-up was decidedly "sporty." they had in their ranks specimens of almost all kinds of sports, such as professional boxers, wrestlers, fencers, and runners. one of the latter had been practising in the morning, and some of our boys had remarked that "he wasn't much of a runner," whereupon they were promptly challenged to produce a man who could beat him, for a cash prize of twenty dollars in gold. win or lose, our fellows were not to be bluffed, and so promptly accepted the challenge. back they came to camp with their "bluff," to look up a man to meet this professional. so far as our men were concerned, it was another case of the philistine defying the armies of israel. where was our david? all hands entered into the fun, from the colonel down. the race was to be a one-hundred-yard dash from a standing mark. we found our man in corporal riley tanner, of company i. he was a lithe, wiry fellow, a great favorite in his company, and in some trial sprints easily showed himself superior to all of the others. he, however, had never run a race, except in boys' play, and was not up on the professional tactics of such a contest. it was decided that the affair should take place at five o'clock p.m., on our regimental front, and should decide the championship of the two regiments in this particular. the course was duly measured and staked off, and was lined on both sides by a solid wall of the men, nearly our whole division being present, including most of the officers. if the championship of the world had been at stake, there could hardly have been more excitement, so much zest did every one put into it. on the minute the goliath of the bloody fourth appeared, clad in the most approved racing garb. he was a stockily built young irishman, and looked decidedly formidable, especially when our poor little david appeared a moment later, with no other preparation than his coat and cap off and pants rolled up. nevertheless, our boys thoroughly believed in him, and we all gave him a rousing cheer. the signal was given and away leaped our little champion like a frightened deer, literally running away from the professional from the start and beating him leisurely in the end by more than a dozen feet. great was the furore which followed. the victor was carried on the shoulders of his comrades of company i triumphantly back to his quarters, and afterwards through all the company streets, the victim of an immense popularity. corporal tanner, scarcely beyond his teens, was a good, brave, and true young man, popular with his comrades and faithful in all his duties. was this little race, so short and gloriously won, prophetic of his life's brief course? he came home to survive but a few years, and then die of injuries received in the service. he was as much a sacrifice upon the altar of his country as if he had been killed in battle. he was long ago laid to rest in a soldier's grave. but he still lives in the hearts of his comrades. here let me say a few words of our "friends, the enemy," we had just beaten, the fourth new york. its colonel was a scotchman named mcgregor, and he was a true mcgregor, a splendid officer. he was in command of the brigade after colonel andrews was wounded at fredericksburg, until himself disabled by a wound. his lieutenant-colonel was a captain in the new york police force when he entered the service, and after the war as inspector jameson he achieved a national reputation. he was a splendid fellow personally, and physically a king among men. he stood six feet two inches, beautifully proportioned, square, and straight as an indian, with heavy jet black hair and whiskers, and an eye that i imagine could almost burn a hole in a culprit. he could be both majestic and impressive when occasion required, and was more gifted in all these things than any man i ever knew. the following incident will illustrate his use of them. i met him in washington whilst returning to my regiment the day before the battle of fredericksburg. i joined him just before reaching the wharf where we were to take the boat. he had been up to washington on a day's pass, all any one could then get, and had for some reason overstayed his leave. i think he had missed his boat the day before. in consequence he could not get a pass through the lines to go back. i asked how he expected to get through the provost guard. "oh, that's easy," he said. "just watch me go through," and i did. there was a double guard at the entrance to the boat and a sergeant and lieutenant examining all passes. jameson threw his cape over his shoulders to conceal his shoulder-straps, put on one of his majestic airs, looked the officer through, as much as to say, you do not presume to question my rights here, and waved him and the guards aside, and deliberately stalked aboard, as though he commanded the army. i came meekly along behind, pass in hand. the officer had by that time recovered himself sufficiently to ejaculate, "who the h----l is that--general?" i repeated the ejaculation to the colonel afterwards to his great amusement. he was all right, and on his way to rejoin his regiment, where he was wounded next day, splendidly doing his duty. because he had overstayed his leave twenty-four hours, red tape would have required him to remain in washington, submit to a court-martial or court of inquiry, and probably after three or four weeks be sent back, duly excused, the country being deprived of his services in the mean time. well, to get back to christmas. after the foot-race the men were given free rein until ten o'clock p.m., and passes out of camp were not required. as the evening wore on, it became evident that john barleycorn had been getting in some extra work, from the character of the noise emanating from the company streets, and i became somewhat nervous about it. lieutenant-colonel albright's tent adjoined mine, and i could see that he was becoming a little exercised over this extra noise. the fear was that we might get a peremptory summons from division head-quarters to "explain immediately the causes of the unusual noises emanating from our regiment, and why it is not suppressed." just about ten o'clock there was an extra outburst, and i noticed colonel albright, with sword dangling, pass rapidly out of his tent and down towards the company streets from whence the noise came. i feared trouble, and slipped on my boots and followed as quickly as possible. but before i reached the scene, the colonel had drawn his sword and ordered all the men to their quarters, at the same time striking right and left with the flat of his sword, hitting two of the men. one proved to be a sergeant who was trying to quell the noise and get his men into quarters. the latter resented the blow and made a sharp retort to the colonel, who immediately repeated it, whereupon the sergeant struck him a terrible blow in the eye with his fist, knocking him down. i got there just in time to see the colonel fall, and immediately seized the sergeant and placed him in arrest. he was handed over to the division provost guard. the colonel was found to be seriously hurt. his eye swelled up and turned black and gave him great pain all night. and it was several days before he recovered the use of it. the most serious thing about this unfortunate culmination of our christmas festivities was not only the breach of discipline, but the present status of this sergeant. he was an exceptionally good non-commissioned officer, with a splendid record in both battles and in all service, yet he had now committed an offence the punishment for which, in time of war, was death,--viz., striking his superior commissioned officer. the next day colonel albright reported the affair to general french, commanding the division, who promptly advised him to prefer charges against the culprit and make an example of him. the matter was generally discussed by both officers and men in camp, and although it was felt that the sergeant had committed a grave offence, yet that the colonel was in a measure responsible for it. the latter was justly popular with all as a brave officer and good man, yet he had been guilty himself of an offence which had brought upon him the blow he had received. he had no right to strike a soldier as he did, even with the flat of his sword. nor was it the proper thing for him to take the place of his "officer of the guard" or "officer of the day" in enforcing his own orders regulating camp discipline. he should have sent for the latter and required them to do their duty in the matter. as a matter of fact, this was just what the officer of the day was doing when the colonel appeared. the colonel sent for me next morning, on his return from general french's head-quarters, and freely told me of the advice of the latter, and indicated his purpose to proceed. this splendid man has long since entered into rest. no truer man or braver officer entered the service than he, and it has been one of the greatest satisfactions of my life that i was able to possess his confidence to the fullest degree. he invited my views now and he afterwards thanked me for the service i then rendered him by opposing his contemplated action. he was still suffering very much from his injury and was in a poor mood to brook opposition. nevertheless i felt that if he subjected this man to the possible results of a court-martial, later on he would never forgive himself, and i so told him. i reminded him of the mistake he had made in assuming the duties of his "officer of the day," and of his graver error, if not offence, in striking the men; that such action would be very likely to produce similar results with almost any of the men upon whom it might be committed; that he had failed to respect the rights of his men even in matters of discipline, and that all this being true, it would be a mistake he would always regret if he failed to treat this affair in as manly and generous a way as discipline would permit. it was an occasion of keen regret that i had to differ with colonel albright, for i really loved the man. he dismissed me rather cavalierly with his thanks for my drastic frankness. by his direction a meeting of all the officers of the regiment was summoned to meet at his head-quarters in the afternoon to give their views as to the course to be pursued. the question, as submitted by the colonel being one purely of discipline, seemed to admit of but one treatment,--viz., court-martial; and this was the unanimous sentiment as expressed in this meeting, although outside, i well knew nearly all had expressed themselves differently. perhaps the way the colonel took to get their views was partly responsible for his failure to get their real feelings. he began with the youngest lieutenant and asked each officer up to the senior captain, what he thought the offence merited. the answer was, "i suppose court-martial." none seemed willing to accuse the colonel of his own error, and to have answered otherwise would have involved that, so they simply replied as above. the colonel said, after all had given their answers, that the adjutant did not agree with him nor them, and called on me to state my position, saying i was to be excused, as he supposed the sergeant was a personal friend. whilst it was true that i had known him at home, i disclaimed being influenced by that fact in this matter. the colonel, to my relief, adjourned the meeting without announcing his determination. i felt sure that a little more time would bring him to my way of thinking, and so it turned out. i saw the sergeant over at the provost-guard tent, and found him very anxious about his situation and thoroughly sorry for his hasty conduct towards the colonel, whom he sincerely respected. he said he felt terribly hurt at being so roughly treated. he was not to blame for the noise, but was actually doing his best to quiet the noisy ones and get them into quarters when the first intimation he had of the colonel's presence was the blow from his sword. he said this blow hurt him and roused his anger and he replied sharply, and on getting the second blow he struck without stopping to think of the consequences. i told the colonel of this conversation, and said if he would permit this man to express to him personally his sorrow for his conduct, and, under the circumstances, restore him to duty with no greater punishment than a loss of his rank as sergeant, i felt sure he would win the hearts of all the men and do an act he would always be glad of. two days later, to my great joy, he ordered me to prepare an order practically embodying my recommendations, the order to be read at dress parade that day, and the prisoner to be publicly released at that time. i think i never performed a more willing or difficult task than reading that order on parade that afternoon. just before the ceremony, the sergeant had been brought by the provost guard to the colonel's tent and had, in a manly way, expressed his sorrow for his act. the colonel had stated this fact to the regiment, and then directed me to read the order releasing the prisoner and restoring him to duty. the tears blinded my eyes and my emotions almost choked my voice as i tried to read, and i doubt if there was a dry eye in the ranks when i had finished. the outcome of the unfortunate affair was exceedingly satisfactory. the colonel, always popular, had now the hearts of all--officers and men. chapter xiii the winter at falmouth our brigade was now commanded by lieutenant-colonel marshall, tenth new york volunteers, who was the senior officer present for duty, colonels kruger, first delaware, and mcgregor, fourth new york, being absent on account of wounds received at fredericksburg, and colonel wilcox, of our regiment, absent, sick. i mention this to show how the exigencies of the service thrust upon junior officers the duties and responsibilities of much higher grades. here a lieutenant-colonel was discharging the duties appertaining to a general; sergeants frequently commanded companies, whilst a captain in command of a regiment was not an infrequent thing. these junior officers performing the duties of higher grades got no more compensation than the pay of their actual rank. on the th of january, colonel wilcox sent in his resignation, and lieutenant-colonel albright was commissioned colonel. major shreve was promoted to be lieutenant-colonel, and i had the honor to receive the rare and handsome compliment of an election to the office of major, although, being a staff-officer, i was not in the regular line of promotion. sergeant-major clapp succeeded to my position as adjutant, and private frank j. deemer, company k, who had been a clerk in my office, was appointed sergeant-major. just at this time i had a somewhat singular experience. i had received a three-days' leave of absence with permission to visit washington on business for the officers. this detail i mention because no leaves of absence other than for sickness or disability were obtainable at this time, except on urgent business for the officers of a regiment, and for but one officer to a regiment, and three days was the limit. to get to washington--only about sixty miles away--i had to start from camp before daylight in the morning, ride three miles to the railroad in a heavy, springless army wagon, across fields and over rutted roadways that were barely passable, the jolting of which was almost enough to shake one's bones loose; then ride twenty miles in a freight car, perched on whatever truck one could get a seat on, thence by boat to washington. the morning was exceptionally cold and i had to leave without breakfast; the result was i caught a severe cold, and when i reached my destination i was suffering terribly from an attack of dysentery. i was barely able to get to the ebbitt house, the clerk of which seeing my plight summoned a physician, who had me sent to the seminary hospital for officers at georgetown. here i received most excellent care. this institution was for officers only. there must have been upward of two hundred sick and wounded officers there at that time. it was under strict military rules. the surgeon in charge was its commanding officer, as absolute as though a general commanding a division in the field. when i reached the hospital i was registered, put to bed, and all clothing and personal effects taken from me. a warm bath followed with the assistance of a stalwart nurse and medicines were administered, and i soon found relief in a refreshing sleep. a couple of days later i had a remarkable visit. i was not allowed to sit up yet, but a fine-looking old gentleman, wearing the insignia of a major-general, appeared at my cot and extended his hand. his face was an exceedingly kind one and his voice, if possible, more so. his hair was white and he had the unmistakable appearance of advanced age, though he stood fully six feet high and was still square and unbent in form. he proceeded to say he had learned that a young officer bearing the name of hitchcock had been taken suddenly very ill and sent to this hospital, and inasmuch as his name was hitchcock, he was doubly interested to know, first how i was, and second who i was. my visitor was none other than major-general hitchcock, military attaché of president lincoln's cabinet and the first general commissioner for the exchange of prisoners of war. i think he was a retired regular army officer called from his retirement to special service as military adviser of the president and now in charge of the bureau for the exchange of prisoners of war. his call was very pleasant, and i learned from him that all of our name in this country were distantly related. that two brothers came to this country with the regicides and settled, one in new hampshire, the other at new haven. he was of the former stock, whilst i was from the latter. on retiring he bade me call on him when well. i greatly regret i never had the opportunity of returning his gracious visit. on the cot next mine lay an officer convalescing from a wound received at fredericksburg. i have forgotten his name, but we soon became well acquainted, and he proved a valuable and companionable acquaintance. he was the best posted man in military tactics i ever met, and was thoroughly familiar with all its branches from the school of the soldier to the grand tactics of a division. it was very profitable pastime for me to go over the tactics under his instruction, he illustrating each battalion movement by the use of matches on the coverlets of our cots. in that way i learned the various tactical movements as i had never been able to do before, and it was of immense value to me, having now been promoted to the position of a field-officer. this hospital was no better and in no wise different from those for private soldiers, except that we were charged a per diem for board, whereas there was no charge for the privates. i thought i could return at the end of a week, and asked to be discharged, but was rather curtly informed by the surgeon in charge that when the time came for my discharge he would inform me. the papers now contained rumors of another movement on foot, and, of course, i was very anxious to return. a few days later, after an examination, the doctor gave me my discharge. it was now ten days since i had left camp on a three-days' leave, but my discharge from the hospital operated as an extension, and i had no difficulty in getting transportation and passes through the lines to rejoin my regiment. i performed my errands for the officers of the regiment, which consisted in getting various articles for their comfort, and in several cases a bottle of something to "keep the cold out." as i write, i have before me, in perfect preservation, all the official papers covering that trip. here are copies of the papers required to get back to the regiment. they will give an idea of the conditions, getting in and out of washington at that time, as well as of the load i had to carry back: head-quarters military district of washington, washington, d. c., january , . lieutenant f. l. hitchcock, d p. v., with servant, has permission to proceed to falmouth, va., for the purpose of rejoining his regiment, and to take the following articles for officers and men: ( ) one drum, ( ) three express packages, carpet sack containing liquors, ( ) one box of provisions, ( ) one box of clothing. quartermaster please furnish transportation. by command of brigadier-general martindale, military governor of washington. john p. sherburne, _assistant adjutant-general_. no. . assistant-quartermaster's office, sixth street wharf, washington, d. c., january , . pass on government boat to aquia creek, three boxes and one drum, liquors and sutlers' stores strictly excluded. for adjutant f. l. hitchcock, pa. vols. j. m. robinson, _captain and a. q. m._ the word liquors above is erased with a pen. it is difficult at this day to realize that washington was surrounded with a cordon of sentries. all places of entrance and exit were under the strictest military surveillance. general martindale, as its military governor, was supreme in authority. no one could come or go, and nothing be taken in or out, without his permission. the servant included in the above pass was a "contraband," picked up in washington for the trip. there were hundreds of them clamoring for an opportunity to get down to the army. they were glad to do all one's drudgery for the chance of going, for once there, plenty of jobs could be found, besides the excitement and attractions of "uncle sam's" army were to them irresistible. i reached camp early in the evening and delivered my supplies, the officers being promptly on hand to receive them. the return of an officer from "civilization" was an event of no ordinary moment, and i had many calls that evening. the following anecdote of major-general howard was told that evening, apropos of the delivery of the "commissions" i had brought. the general was well known to be uncompromising in his opposition to the presence of liquor of any kind in camp, or elsewhere, and especially among the members of his official family. yet shortly after the battle of fredericksburg, one of his staff had a present of a bottle of "old rye." he put it away until some time during the general's absence he could safely bring it out and treat his fellow-members of the staff. the opportunity came one day when his chief announced his absence at army head-quarters for a couple of hours, and mounted and rode away. the hidden treasure was brought out and due preparation made for the delectation of all hands, and he was in the act of pulling the cork in front of his tent, when, suddenly hearing the clatter of horse's hoofs, he looked up just in time to see the general returning for a forgotten paper. he had barely time to swing the bottle behind his heels as he closed them in the position of a soldier, and arose and respectfully saluted. the position and salute were strictly according to army regulations, but with a general's own staff such formality was not usual. the general evidently caught the situation, for he was tantalizingly deliberate in acknowledging the salute, and finally remarked, with a twinkle in his eye, looking him full in the face: "mr.----, your position is faultless and your punctiliousness in saluting truly admirable. were you getting it ready to send to the hospital? very commendable, indeed; it will do so much good." and to the hospital, of course, it had to go, much to the chagrin of all the staff. the event of special interest at this time was the movement later known as the "mud march." troops had for three days been moving up the river, destination, of course, unknown to us, but now they were returning, a most sorry, mud-bedraggled looking crowd. we were glad enough not to have been with them. our corps had been for a week under marching orders, to move at a moment's notice, but the final order never came, and we were spared this experience. whatever the movement was designed to be, it was defeated by plain, simple mud. it should be spelled in the largest capitals, for it was all-powerful at this time. almost immediately after the movement began, it commenced to rain heavily. the ground was already soggy from previous rains, and it soon became a vast sea of mud. i have already spoken of virginia mud. it beggars description. your feet sink into it frequently ankle deep, and you lift them out with a sough. in some places it seemed as bottomless as a pit of quicksand. the old-established roads were measurably passable, but, as i have heretofore explained, most of the troops had to march directly across the fields, and here it proved absolutely impossible to move the wagon-trains and artillery any distance. this was the main reason why the movement had to be abandoned. i saw many wagons down over their hubs, stalled in the mire. and the guns and caissons of a battery of artillery were stalled near our camp, and had to be abandoned for the time. the horses were saved from miring with great difficulty. a few days later the guns and caissons were hauled out with ropes. there were dead mules and mired and broken wagons all along the route of the marching troops. the number of animals that perished in this futile march must have run up into thousands, killed by exposure over pulling or miring. it should be understood that when the army moves, and the mule trains of ammunition and rations are ordered to move, they must go as long as it is physically possible, mule or no mule. the lives of a thousand mules, more or less, is nothing compared with the necessity of having ammunition and rations at the proper place at the required time. i saw one mule team stalled in one of these sloughs. the heavy wagon was down so that the box was in the mud and the four mules were wallowing in a death struggle to get out. harness was cut and they were freed, all to no purpose. their struggles had made the slough like a stiff pudding, which was apparently bottomless; the more they struggled the deeper they got. finally a chain was hooked about the neck of one of the leaders and fastened to another wagon and the mule hauled out, but with a broken neck. the experiment was repeated in a modified way with the other leader, now over back in the mire, but with no better results. the others had ceased to struggle and were slowly sinking, and were mercifully killed and allowed to bury themselves in the mire, which they speedily did. it may be asked why more civilized methods were not employed to extricate these valuable animals. why fence rails or timbers were not placed under them as is usual? the answer is, there was not a fence rail nor anything of that nature probably within ten miles. everything of this kind had long ago been used for fire-wood for the soldiers' cooking. and as for timbers there probably was not a stick nearer than aquia creek, more than ten miles away. again it may be wondered why the chain was not passed around the mule's body rather than his neck. simply because the former was impossible without running the risk of miring the driver in the slough, and he was not disposed to run any risk of that kind. had this been practicable, it is doubtful if the result would have been any better, for without padding the chains would have killed or mangled the mule, and there were no means at hand for that purpose. the destruction of this class of property, always very severe under favorable circumstances in the army, was during this mud movement simply appalling. the loss of one or more mules meant an abandonment of the wagon and its contents to the weather in many instances, and the same was true where a team was mired. the rebels were evidently interested observers of this mud march, for their pickets taunted ours with such questions as "how d'ye like virginia mud?" "why don't you 'uns come over?" "how are you, mud?" etc., and they put up rude sign-boards on which were scrawled in large letters, "burnside stuck in the mud!" "burnside's name is mud!" etc. [illustration: major frederick l. hitchcock d p. v. a year later colonel th u. s. c. t.] the "mud march" had evidently settled it that there would be no further attempt to move until better weather conditions prevailed, which could not reasonably be looked for before april, and so we settled down for a winter where we were, back of falmouth. the several corps were spread out, occupying an area extending from within three miles of fredericksburg, nearly down to the potomac. our corps, the second, was located nearest to the latter city, and our picket lines covered its front to falmouth and some miles up the river. our division, the third (french's), had the line from the railroad bridge at fredericksburg to falmouth, something over two miles. being now a field-officer, my name was placed on the roster of picket field-officers of the day. my first detail on this duty came almost as soon as my commission. my duties had hitherto been confined almost exclusively to the staff or executive business of the regiment. further than making the necessary details of officers and men for picket duty, i had never had anything to do with that branch of the service. i had, therefore, only a smattering knowledge of the theory of this duty. it may well be judged, therefore, that i felt very keenly this lack, when i received my order to report for duty as division field-officer of the day, the following morning. here i was suddenly confronted with the responsibility of the command of the picket forces covering the dividing line between the two hostile armies. a demonstration of the enemy was to be looked for any moment, and it was most likely to occur on our front. i had hoped to have a few days to study up and by observing its practical work get some little idea of my new duties. but here was the detail, and it must be obeyed. it should be explained that the picket line consists of a cordon of sentinels surrounding the army, usually from two to three miles from its camp. its purpose is to watch the enemy, and guard against being surprised by an attack. except for this picket line, the main body of troops could never sleep with any degree of safety. to guard against attacks of the enemy would require it to remain perpetually under arms. whereas with its picket lines properly posted it may with safety relax its vigilance, this duty being transferred to its picket forces. this picket service being a necessity of all armies is a recognized feature of civilized warfare. hence, hostile armies remaining any length of time in position near each other usually make an agreement that pickets shall not fire upon each other. such agreement remains in force until a movement of one or the other army commences. notice of such a movement is, of course, never given. the other party finds out the fact as best it can. frequently the withdrawal or concealment of the picket line will be its first intimation. ordinarily, picket duty is not only of the very highest responsibility, but an exceedingly dangerous duty. until agreements to cease picket-firing are made, every sentinel is a legitimate target for the sentinels or pickets of the enemy, hence extreme vigilance, care, and nerve are required in the performance of this duty. the picket line in the presence of the enemy is generally posted in three lines,--viz., first, the line of sentries; second, the picket supports, about thirty yards in rear of the sentries, and third, the guard reserves, about three hundred yards farther in the rear, depending upon the topography of the country. each body constitutes one-third of the entire force, _i.e._, one-third is constantly on duty as sentinels, one-third as picket supports, and one-third as grand reserves. the changes are made every two hours, usually, so that each sentry serves two hours on "post" and four hours off. the latter four hours are spent half on grand reserve and half as picket supports. the supports are divided into companies, and posted in concealed positions, near enough to the sentry line to be able to give immediate support in case of attack, while the grand reserves, likewise concealed, are held in readiness to come to the assistance of any part of the line. ordinarily this part of the picket force is able to sleep during its two hours of reserve service. the supports, however, while resting, must remain alert and vigilant. it being the duty of the picket-line to prevent a surprise, it must repel any sort of attack with all its power. in the first instance the sentinel must promptly challenge any party approaching. the usual formula is: "halt! who comes there?" the approaching party failing to obey the command to halt, it is his duty to fire at once, even though he be outnumbered a hundred to one, and it cost him his life. many a faithful sentinel has lost his life in his fidelity to duty under such circumstances. for although the picket is there to prevent a surprise, the attacking party is equally bent on getting the advantage of a surprise, if possible, and many are the ruses adopted to capture sentinels before they can fire their guns. he must fire his gun, even though he be captured or run through with a bayonet the next instant. this gives the alarm, and the other sentries and picket supports open fire at once, and the reserves immediately join them, if necessary, to hold or impede the progress of the enemy. it is thus seen that in case of an attack the picket force finds itself maintaining a fight possibly against the whole opposing army, or whatever the attacking force may be. fight it must, cost whatever it may, so that time may be gained to sound the "long roll" and assemble the army. many of our picket fights were so saucy and stubborn that the attacks were nipped in the bud, the enemy believing the army was there opposing them. in the mean time, mounted orderlies would be despatched to army head-quarters with such information of the attack as the officer of the day was able to give. having now given some idea of picket service, i return to my own first experiences as field-officer of the day. i was fated to have several rather singular experiences on that first day. the first occurred in connection with my horse. i mounted and started for division head-quarters, about a half-mile away, in ample time to reach there a little before the appointed time--eight o'clock, but reaching the outer edge of our camp my horse balked, and in answer to my efforts to move him began to kick, rear, and plunge. he tried to throw me, and did nearly everything except roll over. every time i headed him forward, he would wheel around and start back for his stable. i coaxed him, then tried the spur, all to no purpose. i was losing valuable time, besides having a very uncomfortable kind of a fight on hand. i realized i must make him obey me or i could never handle him again. an orderly from general french came galloping over with the expected peremptory message. one minute's delay with him was almost a capital offence. i could only return word that i was doing my best to get there. the general and his staff then rode over to see my performance. he reassured me with the remark, "stick to him and make him obey you, or kill him." well, it took just about one hour to conquer him, at the end of which time i had ploughed up several acres of ground, my horse was in a white lather, and i was in the same condition. when he quit, he did so at once, and went on as cleverly as though nothing had happened. the cause of this freak i never understood, he never having done so before, and never did again. [illustration: don and i and a glimpse of the camp of hancock's division, second army corps, back of falmouth, va., winter of - . see page ] may i digress long enough to speak a little more of this remarkable horse. dr. holland says there is always hope for any man who has heart enough to love a good horse. army life was well calculated to develop the sterling qualities of both man and beast. hence, i suppose every man who had a good horse could safely regard him as "most remarkable." how many such have i heard cavalrymen talk about, descanting on the "remarkable" qualities of their half-human favorites, whilst the tears wet their cheeks. i had named this splendid animal "don fulano," after that superb horse in winthrop's "john brent," not because he was a magnificent black charger, etc.; on the contrary, in many respects he was the opposite of the original don fulano. raised upon an unromantic farm near scranton, an unattractive yellow bay, rather too heavy limbed and too stockily built to be called handsome, yet powerful, courageous, intelligent (he could almost talk), high spirited, with a heavy, shaggy mane and forelock, through which gleamed a pair of keen, fierce eyes, he had many of the qualities which distinguished his noble prototype. he had not the high honor to die carrying a slave to liberty, but when the final accounts come to be squared up in the horses' heaven, it is possible that the credit of having passed unflinchingly through the battles of fredericksburg and chancellorsville, and of having safely carried a wounded soldier off each field may prove to be a little something in favor of my splendid "don." as a saddler, he came to me practically unbroken. he was sold from the farm because he would jump all fences, yet under the saddle, when i took him, he would not jump the smallest obstacle. this is really as much of an art on the part of the rider as with the horse. an unskilled rider is liable to seriously injure both the horse and himself in jumping. if he is unsteady, the motion of the horse as he rises to make his leap is liable to pitch him over his head. on the other hand, if he clings back, a dead weight in his saddle, he is liable to throw the horse backward. i have seen both done. the secret of successful jumping is to give the horse his head as he rises, feel your knees against his sides firmly, rising with him as he rises and be again in your seat before his feet reach the ground. this helps him and saves both a killing jounce. i finally trained him so that as a jumper he was without a peer in our part of the army. i have had the men hold a pole fully a foot higher than my head, as i stood on the ground, and have jumped him back and forth over it as readily as cats and dogs are taught to jump over one's arm. and the men insisted that he cleared the pole at least a foot each jump. this jumping of horses was considered quite an accomplishment in the army, it being often a necessity on the march in getting over obstacles. one day i saw our general's son, a young west pointer, attached to his father's staff, trying to force his kentucky thoroughbred to jump a creek that ran past division head-quarters. the creek was probably ten to twelve feet wide and, like all virginia creeks, its banks seemed cut vertically through the soil and the water at the edges was about a foot deep. after repeated trials the best the young man's horse could do was to get his forefeet on the opposite bank. his hindfeet always landed in the water. mr. west pointer was way above noticing in any way a poor volunteer plebeian like myself mounted on an old plug like don. but don had taken in the situation as well as i, and when i said, "come, don, let's us try it," he just gathered himself and sailed over that creek like a bird, landing easily a couple of feet on the other side, and swung around for another try. the young fellow gathered up his thoroughbred and with an oath of disgust retired. don and i became great friends, and after our fight, above mentioned, in all our practice jumping or on the march, or riding about, i never had occasion to use the spur,--indeed, i seldom wore one. a simple "come, don," and he was quick to obey my every wish. he was kind and tractable with others, but it was a singular fact that, as for jumping or any other favors, he would do nothing for anybody but me, not even for my man who took care of him. others, including horse-trainers, repeatedly asked to try him, thinking they could improve his work, but he drew the line on all; not even a little jump would he make for any of them. i had been jumping him, one day, to the delight and admiration of the men. among them was a horse-trainer of the fourth new york, who asked the privilege of trying him. he mounted and brought him cantering up to the pole as though he was going over all right, but instead of making the leap he suddenly whirled, almost dumping the trainer, to the infinite amusement of the men; nor could he induce him to make the leap. i mounted again and he went over, back and forth, without the slightest hesitation. i brought him home from the war, and it was a great grief to me that i was unable to keep him as long as he lived. i secured him a good home, where he lived to a dignified old age. one of my household gods is a photograph of don and myself, with a section of the camp of hancock's division of the second corps for a background, taken at this time, whilst we lay back of falmouth. my second adventure that first day on picket duty occurred shortly after i reached the head-quarters of the picket at the lacey house, directly opposite the city of fredericksburg. i had seen the new line posted and the old line relieved, when a grizzly bearded old gentleman rode up and inquired for the "officer of the day." his dress was exceedingly plain. he wore a much-battered slouch hat down over his eyes, and on the shoulders of his blouse, scarcely discernible, was what had been the silver stars of a brigadier-general. i answered his inquiry by saluting, and then recognized general alfred sully, long famed as an indian fighter before the war. he introduced himself as "corps officer of the day" and my superior officer for this tour of picket duty. the peculiar thing about his presence was his treatment of me. he evidently saw that he had a greenhorn on hand, for the first question he fired at me was, "how many times have you served as picket officer of the day?" i candidly replied that this was my first experience. "your knowledge of the duties of officer of the day is somewhat limited?" i admitted the fact. "that is all right," said he with a pleasant smile. "you are just the man i want. you shall remain with me all day, and i will teach you all there is about it." i shall never forget that day's experience with this splendid old officer. i rode with him over the whole corps line in the morning, and after that he made his head-quarters at the lacey house with me. our division front, said he, is where an attack is most to be looked for, and then he went over it carefully with me, pointing out the most probable points of attack and how they should be met; what to do at this point and that, and so on, in a most intelligent and entertaining manner gave me the practical idea of a picket defence, out of his long and ample experience as a regular army officer. it was just what i needed and was of the greatest value to me. it was practical experience under a superb instructor. if all the regular army officers i came in contact with had been as kind and considerate as this superb indian fighter, i should have been equally grateful. unfortunately, this was not the case. my experience in this respect may have been exceptional, but the instance above narrated is the one solitary case in which my duties brought me in contact with regular army officers that i did not receive a rebuff, frequently most brutal and insulting. doubtless the lack of knowledge of army customs and routine on the part of us volunteer officers was calculated to try their patience, for they occupied all the higher executive staff positions, and routine business of all kinds had to pass their scrutiny. but what were they given west point education and training at the public expense for if not to impart it to those who should be called to fill volunteer positions in times of the country's need? and how should a volunteer, called into the service of his country without a particle of military education, be expected to understand the interminable routine of army red tape? i will dismiss this digression with a single instance of my experience in seeking information from one of the younger west pointers. it occurred while i was still adjutant and shortly before my promotion. some special detailed report was called for. there were so many of these wanted, with so many minute and intricate details, that i cannot remember what this particular one was, but they were enough almost to drive a man to drink. this one, i remember, utterly stumped me, and i rode over to captain mason, assistant adjutant-general of our brigade, a thoroughly competent officer, for information. he looked at it a moment, then said: "it beats me; but go down to corps head-quarters and you will find lieutenant----, a regular army officer, whose business it is to give just such information as you require." i rode there at once and inquired for lieutenant----, as directed. the reply was, "here he is. what in h----l do you want?" not specially reassured by this inquiry, i handed him the paper and made known my wishes for information. he literally threw it back at me with the reply, "go to h----l and find out." i replied that from his manner of speech i appeared to be pretty near there now. i went back to captain mason and recounted my experience, to his intense disgust, but that was all that ever came of it. we volunteers learned to avoid a regular officer, especially of the young west point type, as we would a pestilence. returning now to my picket duties of that day, a third incident occurred in the afternoon. the captain of the picket came into our office at the lacey house with the information that there was a hail from the opposite bank of the river with a flag of truce--a small white flag. we all rushed out, and general sully directed the captain to take a corporal's guard--a corporal and four men--from his reserve, and go down to the water's edge under a like flag and inquire what was wanted. this formality, he said, was necessary to properly recognize their flag of truce, and to guard against a possible fake or bit of treachery. the reply from the other side was that a young woman in fredericksburg was exceedingly desirous of reaching her home some distance within the union lines, and would the union commander receive a communication upon the subject. general sully replied that he would receive their communication and forward it to head-quarters, whereupon an orderly was sent over in a boat with the communication. he was unarmed, as were those who rowed him over. the letter was despatched to army head-quarters, whilst the orderly and his boatmen were detained at the landing under guard of our detail. they sat down and in an entirely easy and friendly way chatted with our guard. one would not have believed that these men would shed each other's blood instantly the little white flag was lowered. yet such was the fact. a half-hour brought a reply to the communication. we, of course, saw neither their letter nor the reply, but my lady was immediately brought over and escorted by a mounted guard to army head-quarters, an ambulance being utilized for the purpose. she was really a very pretty young woman, and evidently a thorough lady, though a spirit of hauteur made it apparent she was a southerner through and through. she maintained a perfect composure during the formality of her reception into our lines, for the officer from the rebel lines who escorted her required a receipt from the officer who had been sent down from head-quarters to receive her; and the appearance of a pretty woman in our lines was so unusual an event that uncle sam's boys may have been pardoned if they were all anxious to get a square view of the charming vision. this receipt had to be made in duplicate, one for each army, both officers, as well as the young woman, attesting it with their signatures. general sully more than half suspected she was a rebel spy. if she was, they wisely chose a beauty for the work. chapter xiv the winter at falmouth--continued during the remainder of the winter at falmouth, i was on as field-officer of the day about every fifth day, so that i was much of the time at the lacey house, and on the picket-line described in the foregoing chapter. the scenes here enacted constituted my chief experience at this time. the lacey house was famous during the war as being the head-quarters of either the picket lines between the two armies or of commanding officers of portions of both so frequently that it deserves more than a passing notice. it was a large old-time brick mansion, beautifully situated on the bank of the rappahannock, just opposite fredericksburg, and was, at the outbreak of the war, the private residence of colonel lacey, who was at the time i write a colonel in the rebel army. the house was very large; its rooms almost palatial in size, had been finished in richly carved hardwood panels and wainscoting, mostly polished mahogany. they were now denuded of nearly all such elegant wood-work. the latter, with much of the carved furniture, had been appropriated for fire-wood. pretty expensive fuel? yes, but not nearly so expensive as the discomfort of staying there without a fire, with the temperature just above the freezing-point, and your feet and body wet through from the rain and slush of the storm outside, in which you were doing picket duty. the only other fuel obtainable was a few soggy green logs; whether these had been cut from the old shade trees surrounding its ample grounds or not i do not know. i more than suspect they had, but the only way they could be made to burn in the old-fashioned open fireplaces was to assist the flames with an occasional piece of dry wood, the supply of which, as long as it lasted, was from the panels, wainscoting, and furniture of the house. later on the interior doors, all of heavy, elegant hardwood and finished in keeping with the other appointments of the place, had to go. this may seem at this distance as vandalism pure and simple. but if the would-be critic will place himself in the shoes of the soldier doing picket duty that winter, with all its hardships, and then remember that colonel lacey, the owner of the place, was not only in active rebellion against the government we were fighting to maintain, but was a colonel commanding a rebel regiment as a part of that great rebel army encamped not a rifle-shot away, which made it necessary for us to do this picket duty, he may reach the same conclusion as did our men, that it was not worth while to freeze ourselves in order to preserve this rebel's property. the large and ample grounds had been laid out with all the artistic care a landscape gardener could bestow upon them. rare plants, shrubs, and trees from all over the world had been transplanted here in great variety. they were now feeling the bitter blight of war. army wagons and artillery had made sad havoc of the beautiful grounds, and such of the rare trees and shrubbery as interfered with a good vision of the operations of the rebels in and around fredericksburg had been ruthlessly removed, and this included the larger part of them. the christian commission had its head-quarters in one wing of the house during this winter. it was presided over by mrs. john harris, of philadelphia, a most benevolent and amiable elderly lady. she was assisted by two or three young women, among whom was a daughter of justice grier, of the united states supreme court. these ladies were engaged in distributing supplies of various kinds, furnished by this association, to the sick and wounded soldiers in the various hospitals. they had an ambulance at their disposal, and one or two orderlies detailed to assist them. their work was most gracious and helpful, and they were entitled to the greatest credit for their hard and self-sacrificing labors. the red flag of the hospital floated over them, and such protection as it afforded they had; but it may be well understood that this location between two hostile armies, with active hostilities likely to be resumed any moment, and in the midst of a picket force keenly on the alert night and day, was not likely to be selected as a sanitarium for cases of nervous prostration. the men on picket had reason to remember mrs. harris, for those located at the lacey house daily partook of her bounty in the way of hot coffee, and frequently a dish of good hot soup; and the officers stationed there, usually three or four, were regularly invited to her table for all meals. these invitations were sure to be accepted, for they afforded an opportunity for a partially civilized meal. her meals were always preceded by a "grace" said by herself, while breakfast was followed by a worship service, at which a chapter from the bible was read and prayer offered by her. these prayers i shall never forget--their sweet fervency, in which the soldiers came in for a large share of her earnest requests. this large-hearted, motherly little woman made a host of friends among the boys in blue that winter. but her motherly kindness was occasionally taken advantage of by some of those sons of belial. one of them told this story of his former tour of duty: the weather was beastly uncomfortable, from rain and snow making a slush and mud, through which they had tramped until thoroughly soaked. they concluded they must have some hot whiskey punch. mother harris, they knew, had all the necessary ingredients, but how to get them was the question. one of them feigned a sudden attack of colic, and was all doubled up on the floor, groaning piteously. mother harris was told of it. of course, she rushed in to render assistance. in reply to her inquiries, the rascal could think of but one thing that would help him, and that was whiskey. a bottle was instantly produced, and a dose administered which gave partial relief; and now if he only had some hot water he was sure it would relieve him. a pitcher of steaming hot water was immediately sent in. then it was found that the strong liquor nauseated him, and one of the other scamps suggested that perhaps a lemon would relieve that, and a nice lemon was instantly produced. they had plenty of sugar themselves, and so from good mother harris's benevolent provision for the colic these rascals deliberately brewed a pitcher full of excellent hot whiskey punch. they had to invent a number of additional lies to keep her out of the room, but they were equal to it. she sent her orderlies in, one after the other, to inquire how the patient was progressing, and the boys secured a proper message back by letting them in for a swig. i hope the good old lady never discovered the fraud. i am sure she would not have believed anybody who might have undertaken to enlighten her, for her confidence in her "boys in blue" was so unbounded. almost every tour of picket duty revealed some new incident. our pickets were now posted in full view of those of the enemy, and the river was so narrow that conversation between the pickets could be carried on without difficulty. peremptory orders were issued forbidding our pickets from replying, or in any manner communicating with them, but it required the greatest care and vigilance on the part of all the officers of the picket to enforce this order. one of their sentries would hail one of ours with some friendly remark, and it was difficult to suppress the desire to reply. if a reply was not forthcoming, a nagging ejaculation, calculated to provoke, would follow, such as, "what's the matter, yank, are ye deaf?" "maybe ye are afeared o' those d----d officers." "we 'uns don't give a d---- for our officers," and so volley after volley would follow, whilst poor yank had to continue silently walking his beat. sometimes the "johnny" would wind up with a blast of oaths at his silent auditor. frequently our men would reply if they thought no officer was near to hear; they seemed to feel that it was only decent to be courteous to them. strange as it may seem, there was a strong disposition to fraternize whenever opportunity offered on the part of the men of both sides. this was manifested daily on this picket-line, not only in talk across the river, but in communication by means of miniature boats. our men were generally short of tobacco, and the johnnies had an abundance of this article of the very best quality; on the other hand, our men were "long" on coffee, of which commodity they were "short." so "johnny" would fix up a trade. "say, yank, if i send you over a boat-load of 'backy,' will ye send her back filled with coffee?" if he got an affirmative reply, which he often did, he would place his little boat in the stream with its rudder so fastened that the current would shoot it across a hundred yards or so further down. yank would watch his opportunity, get the boat, take out its precious cargo of tobacco, reload it with coffee, reverse the rudder, and send it back to "johnny," who was watching for it further down the stream. newspapers soon were called for by "johnny," and became a regular part of the cargo of these boats, for the rebels were wild to get our papers. the exchange of coffee and tobacco was a comparatively harmless matter and would probably have been winked at, but the sending of our northern papers into their line, containing news of every movement of our forces, was a thing that must be prohibited. a large part of the special instructions of all picket officers related to the suppression of this traffic. scarcely a day passed that we did not confiscate one or more of these boats. the tobacco our men were allowed to take, but the boat and all rebel newspapers had to be sent to army head-quarters. some of these miniature boats were marvels of beauty, and showed mechanical skill in construction of the highest order. others were rude "dugouts." they were generally about thirty inches long, six to ten inches wide, and about six inches deep. they were therefore capable of holding quite a quantity. it was a traffic very difficult to suppress, for our men wanted the tobacco and were unwilling to take that without sending back the proper _quid pro quo_. i doubt if it was ever altogether stopped that winter. the desire for tobacco on the part of our men was so great that they would break over, and some of the subordinate officers participated in it. these exchanges generally took place in the very early dawn, when the officer of the day and the officers of the picket were not supposed to be around. the officer of the day was required to make the "rounds" of his picket-line once after midnight, and then if everything was all right he could rest, his officers of the picket being responsible to him for their respective sections of the line. what is known in army regulations as the "grand rounds," a ceremonial visiting of the line by the officer of the day, accompanied by a sergeant and detail, was omitted on the picket-line as too noisy and ostentatious. in its place the officer of the day went over his line as quietly as possible, assuring himself that each man was in his proper place and was alert and doing his duty. the sleepy time was from two o'clock a.m. until daylight, and this was the time i found it necessary to be on the line. it took from two to four hours to get over the entire line and visit every sentry. the line, as i have stated heretofore, extended from the railroad bridge at fredericksburg to the village of falmouth, a distance of two and a half to three miles. in the daytime i could ride over it comfortably, but in the night i had to take it on foot. when these were dark as ink, and rainy, and the ground was slushy and muddy, as it usually was at that time, it was not a very agreeable duty. however, my duty was so much lighter than that of the men (who, though they were only two hours on post at a time, were out in the storm all the while), that i could not complain. the fidelity of our men to duty under these trying circumstances was most remarkable. twice only that winter did i find a man sleeping on post. in both of these cases the delinquent was scarcely more than a boy, who i really believed told the truth when they said they sat down because unable to stand up any longer, and, of course, instantly fell asleep. i had them relieved and sent back to camp, and did not report their offence. a disagreeable duty i had to perform occurred one morning just at break of day. i had just returned from my trip over the line and was about entering the lacey house, when i noticed a man running down towards the water's edge on the other side of the river. on these night tours of duty i wore a large cavalry overcoat with a long cape, which thoroughly concealed my rank and sword. i stepped out to the top of the bank to see what this man was doing, and he hailed me with: "hello, yank. i am going to send ye over a nice boat, with tobacco and newspapers. look out and get her, and send her back with coffee and newspapers, and don't let any of your d----d officers get hold of it. if they catch ye they'll raise h----l with you, and swipe the whole business." i did not say a word, but quietly walked down to where i saw the boat would touch the shore and waited for it. in the mean time he kept up a running fire of admonitions like the above, chiefly directed to the need of watching against the vigilance of our d----d officers. i picked up the boat, took it up the bank, and then threw my coat open, disclosing my sword and my sash as officer of the day. oh! the profanity and billingsgate that followed beggars description. i thought i had heard swearing before, but never anything to touch this fellow, and i really could not blame him very much. he had simply hailed the wrong man. the man he thought he was hailing, seeing my presence, kept out of the way. the boat was a little beauty, one of the handsomest i ever saw. it contained five or six pounds of the best virginia plug tobacco and several newspapers from richmond. i would have been glad to have kept the boat as a souvenir, but had to despatch it to head-quarters with all its contents at once. of course i never saw it again. the "johnnies" were not without their fun, as well as our boys. several times i was saluted by their pickets as officer of the day. army regulations require the sentry nearest the picket reserve, on seeing the officer of the day approach, to call out, "turn out the guard, officer of the day." thereupon the officer of the picket parades his reserves, which presents arms and is then inspected by the officer of the day. the red sash worn crosswise over the shoulder is the insignia of the officer of the day. several times that winter, as i was riding along our line, a rebel sentry yelled, "turn out the guard, officer of the day," and a sergeant paraded his guard, faced towards me across the river, and presented arms. of course, i lifted my cap in acknowledgment of the compliment, even though it was a bit of deviltry on their part. this indicated a grave want of discipline on the part of their troops. i am sure such an act would not have been thought of by our men. general burnside was relieved from command of the army on the th of january, , and was succeeded by major-general joseph hooker. "fighting joe," as he was familiarly called, was justly popular with the army, nevertheless there was general regret at the retirement of burnside, notwithstanding his ill success. that there was more than the "fates" against him was felt by many, and whether under existing conditions "fighting joe" or any one else was likely to achieve any better success was a serious question. however, all felt that the new commander had lots of fight in him, and the old army of the potomac was never known to "go back" on such a man. his advent as commander was signalized by a modest order announcing the fact, and matters moved on without a ripple upon the surface. routine work, drills, and picket duty occupied all our time. some of our men were required to go on picket duty every other day, so many were off duty from sickness and other causes. twenty-four hours on picket duty, with only twenty-four hours off between, was certainly very severe duty, yet the men did it without a murmur. when it is understood that this duty required being that whole time out in the most trying weather, usually either rain, sleet, slush, or mud, and constantly awake and alert against a possible attack, one can form an idea of the strain upon physical endurance it involved. the chief event preceding the chancellorsville movement was the grand review of the army by president lincoln and staff. the exact date of this review i do not remember, but it occurred a short time before the movement upon chancellorsville. owing to the absence of colonel albright and the illness of lieutenant-colonel shreve, the command of the regiment devolved upon me, and i had a funny experience getting ready for it. as a sort of preliminary drill, i concluded i would put the regiment through a practice review on our drill grounds. to do this properly, i had to imagine the presence of a reviewing officer standing before our line at the proper distance of thirty to forty yards. the ceremony involved opening the ranks, which brought the officers to the front of the line, the presenting arms, and dipping the colors, which the reviewing officer, usually a general, acknowledged by lifting his hat and gracefully bowing. i had reached the point in my practice drill where the "present arms" had been executed, and the colors lowered, and had turned to the front myself to complete the ceremony by presenting sword to my imaginary general, when lo! there rose up in front of me, in the proper position, a real reviewing officer in the shape of one of the worst looking army "bums" i ever saw. he assumed the position and dignified carriage of a major-general, lifted his dirty old "cabbage-leaf" cap, and bowed up and down the line with the grace and air of a wellington, and then he promptly skedaddled. the "boys" caught the situation instantly and were bursting with laughter. of course i didn't notice the performance, but the effort not to notice it almost used me up. this will illustrate how the army "bummer" never let an opportunity slip for a practical joke, cost what it might. this fellow was a specimen of this genus that was ubiquitous in the army. every regiment had one or more. they were always dirty and lousy, a sort of tramp, but always on hand at the wrong time and in the wrong place. a little indifferent sort of service could be occasionally worked out of them, but they generally skulked whenever there was business on hand, and then they were so fertile of excuses that somehow they escaped the penalty and turned up again when the "business" was over. their one specialty was foraging. they were born foragers. what they could not steal was not to be had, and this probably accounts in a measure for their being endured. their normal occupation was foraging and, incidentally, sancho panza like, looking for adventure. they knew more of our movements, and also of those of the enemy, than the commanding general of either. one of the most typical of this class that i knew was a young fellow i had known very well before the war. he was a shining light in society, occupying a high and responsible business position. his one fault was his good-fellowship and disposition to be convivial when off duty. he enlisted among the first, when the war broke out in , and i did not see him again until one day one of this genus "bummer" strayed into our camp. he stuck his head into my tent and wanted to know how "fred hitchcock was." i had to take a long second look to dig out from this bunch of rags and filth my one-time beau brummel acquaintance at home. his eyes were bleared, and told all too surely the cause of the transformation. his brag was that he had skipped every fight since he enlisted. "it's lots more fun," he said, "to climb a tree well in the rear and see the show. it's perfectly safe, you know, and then you don't get yourself killed and planted. what is the use," he argued, "of getting killed and have a fine monument erected over you, when you can't see it nor make any use of it after it is done? let the other fellows do that if they want to. i've no use for monuments." poor fellow, his cynical ideas were his ruin. better a thousand times had he been "planted" at the front, manfully doing his duty, than to save a worthless life and return with the record of a poltroon, despised by himself and everybody else. this review by president lincoln and the new commander-in-chief, general hooker, was, from a military, spectacular point of view, the chief event of our army experience. it included the whole of the great army of the potomac, now numbering upward of one hundred and thirty thousand men, probably its greatest numerical strength of the whole war. deducting picket details, there were present on this review, it is safe to say, from ninety thousand to one hundred thousand men. it was a remarkable event historically, because so far as i can learn it was the only time this great army was ever paraded in line so that it could be seen all together. in this respect it was the most magnificent military pageant ever witnessed on this continent, far exceeding in its impressive grandeur what has passed into history as the "great review," which preceded the final "muster out" at the close of the war in the city of washington. at the latter not more than ten thousand men could have been seen at one time, probably not nearly so many, for the eye could take in only the column which filled pennsylvania avenue from the capitol to the treasury building. whereas, upon our review the army was first drawn up in what is known as three lines of "masses," and one glance of the eye could take in the whole army. think of it! one hundred thousand men in one sweep of vision! if the word "selah" in the psalm means "stop! think! consider!" it would be particularly appropriate here. a word now about the formation in "lines of masses." each regiment was formed in column of divisions. to those unfamiliar with military terms, i must explain that this very common formation with large bodies of troops consists in putting two companies together as a division under the command of the senior officer, thus making of a regiment of ten companies a column of five divisions, each two-company front. this was known as "massing" the troops. when so placed in line they were called a line of "masses;" when marching, a column of "masses." it will be seen that the actual frontage of each regiment so formed was the width of two companies only, the other eight companies being formed in like manner in their rear. now imagine four regiments so formed and placed side by side, fronting on the same line and separated from each other by say fifty feet, and you have a brigade line of masses. the actual frontage of a brigade so formed would be considerably less than that of a single regiment on dress parade. now take three such brigades, separated from each other by say fifty feet, and you have a division line of masses. three divisions made up an army corps. the army was formed in three lines of masses, of two corps each, on the large open plain opposite fredericksburg, to the south and east of where the railroad crossed the river. each of these lines of masses contained from seventy to eighty regiments of infantry, besides the artillery, which was paraded on the several lines at different intervals. i do not remember seeing any cavalry, and my impression is that this branch of the service was not represented. some idea may be formed of the magnificence of this spectacle when i state that each of these lines of masses was more than a mile in length, and the depth of the three lines from front to rear, including the spaces between, was not less than four hundred yards, or about one-fifth of a mile. each of the regiments displayed its two stands of silk colors, one the blue flag representing the state from which it came, the other the national colors. there were here and there a brace of these flags, very conspicuous in their brilliant newness, indicating a fresh accession to the army, but most of them were tattered and torn by shot and shell, whilst a closer look revealed the less conspicuous but more deadly slits and punctures of the minie-balls. now place yourself on the right of this army paraded for review and look down the long lines. try to count the standards as the favoring wind lifts their sacred folds and caressingly shows you their battle scars. you will need to look very closely, lest those miniature penants, far away, whose staffs appear no larger than parlor matches protruding above lines of men, whose forms in the distance have long since merged into a mere bluish gray line, escape your eye. your numbering will crowd the five hundred mark ere you finish, and you should remember that each of these units represented a thousand men when in the vigor and enthusiasm of patriotic manhood they bravely marched to the front. only a fifth of them left? you say. and the others? ah! the battle, the hospital, the prison-pen, the h-ll of war, must be the answer. how can words describe the scene? this is that magnificent old battered army of the potomac. look upon it; you shall never behold its like again. there have been and may yet be many armies greater in numbers, and possibly, in all the paraphernalia of war, more showy. there can never be another army of the potomac, with such a history. as i gazed up and down those massive lines of living men, felt that i was one of them, and saw those battle-scarred flags kissed by the loving breeze, my blood tingled to my very finger-tips, my hair seemed almost to raise straight up, and i said a thousand confederacies can't whip us. and here i think i grasped the main purpose of this review. it was not simply to give the president a sight of his "strong right arm," as he fondly called the army of the potomac, nor general hooker, its new commander, an opportunity to see his men and them a chance to see their new chief,--though both of these were included,--but it was to give the army a square look at its mighty self, see how large and how strong it really was, that every man might thereby get the same enthusiasm and inspiration that i did, and know that it simply could not be beaten. the enemy, it is not strange to say, were intensely interested spectators of this whole scene, for the review was held in full view of the whole of their army. no place could have been chosen that would better have accommodated their enjoyment of the picture, if such it was, than that open plain, exactly in their front. and we could see them swarming over marye's heights and the lines to the south of it, intently gazing upon us. a scene more resplendent with military pageantry and the soul-stirring accessories of war they will never see again. but did it stir their blood? yes; but with bitterness only, for they must have seen that the task before them of successfully resisting the onslaughts of this army was impossible. here was disclosed, undoubtedly, another purpose of this grand review, viz., to let the enemy see with their own eyes how powerful the army was with which they had to contend. a remarkable feature of this review was the marvellous celerity of its formation. the various corps and subdivisions of the army were started on the march for the reviewing ground so as to reach it at about the same time. it should be remembered that most of them were encamped from four to eight miles away. aides-de-camp with markers by the score were already in position on the plain when the troops arrived, so that there was almost no delay in getting into position. as our column debouched upon the field, there seemed an inextricable mass of marching columns as far as the eye could see. could order ever be gotten out of it? yet, presto! the right of the line fell into position, a series of blue blocks, and then on down to the far left, block after block, came upon the line with unerring order and precision, as though it were a long curling whiplash straightening itself out to the tension of a giant hand. and so with each of the other two lines. all were formed simultaneously. here was not only perfection of military evolution, but the poetry of rhythmic movement. the three lines were all formed within twenty minutes, ready for the reviewing officers. almost immediately the blare of the trumpets announced the approach of the latter, and the tall form of the president was seen, accompanied by a large retinue, galloping down the first line. our division was formed, as i recollect, in the first line, about three hundred yards from the right. the president was mounted on a large, handsome horse, and as he drew near i saw that immediately on his right rode his son, robert lincoln, then a bright-looking lad of fourteen to fifteen years, and little "tad" lincoln, the idol of his father, was on his left. the latter could not have been more than seven or eight years old. he was mounted on a large horse, and his little feet seemed to stick almost straight out from the saddle. he was round and pudgy, and his jolly little body bobbed up and down like a ball under the stiff canter of his horse. i wondered how he maintained his seat, but he was really a better horseman than his father, for just before reaching our regiment there was a little summer stream ravine, probably a couple of yards wide, that had to be jumped. the horses took it all right, but the president landed on the other side with a terrific jounce, being almost unseated. the boys went over flying, little "tad" in high glee, like a monkey on a mustang. of course, a mighty cheer greeted the president as he galloped down the long line. there was something indescribably weird about that huzzah from the throats of these thousands of men, first full, sonorous, and thrilling, and then as it rolled down that attenuated line gradually fading into a minor strain until it was lost in the distance, only to reappear as the cavalcade returned in front of the second line, first the faintest note of a violin, then rapidly swelling into the full volume, to again die away and for the third time reappear and die away as the third line was reviewed. the president was followed by a large staff dressed in full uniform, which contrasted strongly with his own severely plain black. he wore a high silk hat and a plain frock coat. his face wore that peculiar sombre expression we see in all his photographs, but it lighted up into a half-smile as he occasionally lifted his hat in acknowledgment of the cheering of the men. about one hundred yards in rear of the president's staff came the new commanding general, "fighting joe." he was dressed in the full uniform of a major-general, and was accompanied by his chief of staff, seth williams--he who had held this position under every commander of the army of the potomac thus far--and a large and brilliant staff. there must have been fully twenty officers of various ranks, from his chief of staff, a general, down through all grades to a lieutenant, in this corps of staff officers. it was the first time i had seen general hooker to know him. his personal appearance did not belie his reputation. he had a singularly strong, handsome face, sat his superb horse like a king, broad-shouldered and elegantly proportioned in form, with a large, fine head, well covered with rather long hair, now as white as the driven snow and flowing in the wind as he galloped down the line, chapeau in hand; he was a striking and picturesque figure. it was evident the head of the army had lost nothing in personal appearance by its recent change. the same cheering marked the appearance of "fighting joe" which had greeted the president, as he and staff galloped down and up and down through the three long lines. both reviewing cavalcades moved at a brisk gallop, and occupied only about twenty minutes covering the three miles of lines; and then the president and staff took position, for the marching review, some distance in front and about midway of the lines. instantly the scene was transformed. the first line wheeled into column by brigades successively and, headed by general hooker and staff, moved rapidly forward. there were but few bands, and the drum corps had been consolidated into division corps. on passing the president, general hooker took position by his side and remained throughout the remainder of the ceremony. the troops marched in columns of masses, in the same formation they had stood in line; that is, in column of two companies front and only six yards between divisions. this made a very compact mass of troops, quite unusual in reviews, but was necessary in order to avoid the great length of time that in the usual formation would have been required for the passing of this vast body of men. yet in this close formation the balance of the day was nearly consumed in marching past the president. it must have been a trying ordeal to him, as he had to lift his hat as each stand of colors successively dipped in passing. immediately on passing the president, the several brigades were wheeled out of the column and ordered to quarters. i remember that we returned to our camp, over a mile distant, dismissed the men, and then several of us officers rode back to see the continuation of the pageant. when we got back the second line was only well on its way, which meant that only about half the army had passed in review. we could see from fifteen to twenty thousand men in column--that is to say, about one army corps--at a time. the quick, vigorous step, in rhythmical cadence to the music, the fife and drum, the massive swing, as though every man was actually a part of every other man; the glistening of bayonets like a long ribbon of polished steel, interspersed with the stirring effects of those historic flags, in countless numbers, made a picture impressive beyond the power of description. a picture of the ages. how glad i am to have looked upon it. i could not remain to see the end. when finally i was compelled to leave the third line was marching. i can still see that soul-thrilling column, that massive swing, those flaunting colors, that sheen of burnished steel! majestic! incomparable!! glorious!!! chapter xv the battle of chancellorsville an interesting item in the experience that winter at falmouth was the celebration of st. patrick's day by the irish brigade and their multitude of friends. they were encamped about a mile to the south of our brigade upon a beautiful, broad, open plain between the surrounding hills, which gave them a superb parade and drill-ground. upon this they had laid out a mile race track in excellent shape, and they had provided almost every conceivable sort of amusement that was possible to army life--matches in running, jumping, boxing, climbing the greased pole, sack races, etc. but the usual pig performance had to be omitted owing to the enforced absence of the pig. the appearance of a live porker would have stampeded the army in a wild chase for fresh meat. [illustration: on the battle-field of antietam fourth reunion of survivors of d regiment p. v., held sept. , , on the ground occupied by the regiment during the battle, in front of sunken road, near roulette house] the chief events were horse races. the army abounded in excellent thoroughbreds, private property of officers, and all were anxious to show the mettle of their steeds. everybody was invited to be present and take such part as he pleased in any of the events. it was a royal gala day to the army; from morning until night there were excitement and side-splitting amusement. nor was there, throughout the whole day, a thing, not even a small fight, that i heard of, to mar the wholesome fun, until towards night our old enemy, john barleycorn, managed to get in some of his work. the chief event of the day and the wind-up was a hurdle and ditch race, open to officers only. hurdles and ditches alternated the course at a distance of two hundred yards, except at the finish, where a hurdle and ditch were together, the ditch behind the hurdle. such a race was a hare-brained performance in the highest degree; but so was army life at its best, and this was not out of keeping with its surroundings. excitement was what was wanted, and this was well calculated to produce it. the hurdles were four and five feet high and did not prove serious obstacles to the jumpers, but the ditches, four and five feet wide and filled with water, proved a _bête noir_ to most of the racers. some twenty-five, all young staff-officers, started, but few got beyond the first ditch. many horses that took the hurdle all right positively refused the ditch. several officers were dumped at the first hurdle, and two were thrown squarely over their horses' heads into the first ditch, and were nice-looking specimens as they crawled out of that bath of muddy water. they were unhurt, however, and remounted and tried it again, with better success. the crowning incident of the day occurred at the finish of this race at the combination hurdle and ditch. out of the number who started, only three had compassed safely all the hurdles and ditches and come to the final leap. the horses were about a length apart each. the first took the hurdle in good shape, but failed to reach the further bank of the ditch and fell over sideways into it, carrying down his rider. whilst they were struggling to get out, the second man practically repeated the performance and fell on the first pair, and the rear man, now unable to check his horse, spurred him over, only to fall on the others. it was a fearful sight for a moment, and it seemed certain that the officers were killed or suffocated in that water, now thick with mud. but a hundred hands were instantly to the rescue, and in less time than it takes to tell it all were gotten out and, strange to say, the horses were unhurt and only one officer seriously injured, a broken leg only to the bad for the escapade. but neither officers nor horses were particularly handsome as they emerged from that ditch. the incident can be set down as a terrific finale to this first and last army celebration of st. patrick's day. the tedium of routine duty occupied our time without specially exciting incident until pleasanter weather towards the middle of april brought rumors of impending army movements again. about april we heard the cavalry under stoneman were on the move, and this was confirmed the next day, when i saw that general with quite a body of cavalry marching leisurely north. the horses appeared in excellent condition after a winter of partial rest. general stoneman was a large man, with short gray whiskers and gray hair and a strikingly bronzed red face. this story was told of him anent this movement, that hooker had told him to do something with his horses; to cross the river at one of the fords above and shake out his cavalry, that it was "about time the army saw a dead cavalryman." stoneman had replied, asking for materials to build bridges with, and "fighting joe" had impatiently replied that he wouldn't "give a d----n for a cavalryman who couldn't make a bridge without materials," meaning who could not cross a river without a bridge. soon orders came to supply ourselves with extra ammunition, and be prepared to move with six days' rations at a moment's notice. this settled it that "business" was about to commence again in earnest. what the contemplated movement was we had not the remotest idea, though we knew, of course, it was to be another whack in some form at the johnnies on the other side of the river. we set about disposing of all surplus baggage which had accumulated for winter quarters, and putting everything in trim for field living once more. we could now see columns of troops in the distance marching north. was the new movement, then, to be in that direction? this was the topic upon all lips. the desire to know something of what was being done with us was naturally very strong. where were we going? what were we going to do? yet a desire that in the nature of things could not be satisfied. one can have no conception of the feeling of going day after day blindly ahead, not knowing whither or why; knowing only that sooner or later you are going to fetch up against a fight, and calculating from your surroundings the probabilities of when. we felt one satisfaction, however, that this was to be our last campaign as a regiment. most of our men had enlisted in the july previous for nine months, and their time was now practically out; but, to their credit be it said, they would not raise this question during an active movement. there were troops who threw down their arms on the eve of battle and refused to go into action because their time was out. such action has been severely criticised, and i think uncharitably. after a man has honorably and patriotically served his full time and is entitled to his discharge, it would seem pretty hard to force him to go into battle and be killed or wounded. nevertheless, as a matter of fact, nearly this whole campaign was overtime for most of our regiment, yet the question was not raised. on april our corps broke camp and joined the column northward. the winter's rest had brought some accessions to our ranks from the sick and wounded, though the severe picket duty and the excessively damp weather had given us a large sick list. we had, to start with, upward of three hundred and seventy-five men, to which was added some twenty-five or thirty from the sick list, who came up to us on the march. it is a curious fact that many men left sick in camp, unable to march when the regiment leaves, will get themselves together after the former has been gone a few hours and pull out to overtake it. i saw men crying like children because the surgeon had forbidden them going with the regiment. the loneliness and homesickness, or whatever you please to call it, after the regiment has gone are too much for them. they simply cannot endure it, and so they strike out and follow. they will start by easy marches, and they generally improve in health from the moment they start. courage and nerve are both summoned for the effort, and the result is that at the end of the second or third day they rejoin the regiment and report for duty. this does not mean that they were not really sick, but that will power and exercise have beaten the disease. i have heard many a sick man say he would rather die than be left behind. we marched about six miles the first day, much of our route being through a wooded country, some of it so wet and spongy that corduroy roads had to be built for the wagons and artillery. the army can, as a rule, move as rapidly as it can move its artillery and supply trains, and no faster. of course, for short distances and special expeditions, where circumstances require, both cavalry and infantry move very rapidly, ignoring the wagon trains and artillery; but on a general campaign this is impossible, and so where the ground is bad these must be helped along. in a wooded country the usual method is by corduroy road. extra details are made to assist the pioneer corps, who cut down young saplings three to six inches in diameter and about six feet in length and lay them side by side on the ground, which is roughly levelled to receive them. they do not make a handsome road to speed over, but they bear up the artillery and army schooners, and that is all that is wanted of them. the second day we crossed the rappahannock at united states ford on a pontoon bridge. there had been a sharp skirmish here when the first troops crossed a couple of days before, and a battery of artillery was still in position guarding the crossing. we now began to experience once more the unmistakable symptoms of approaching battle,--sharp spurts of cannonading at irregular intervals some distance to the south and west of us, with the hurry of marching troops, ambulances and stretcher corps towards the front; more or less of army débris scattered about, and the nervous bustle everywhere apparent. we reached the famous chancellorsville house shortly after midnight. this was an old-time hostelry, situated on what was called the culpeper plank-road. it stood with two or three smaller houses in a cleared square space containing some twenty or thirty acres, in the midst of the densest forest of trees and undergrowth i ever saw. we had marched all day on plank and corduroy roads, through this wild tanglewood forest, most of the time in a drizzling rain, and we had been much delayed by the artillery trains, and it was after midnight when we reached our destination. the distance marched must have been twelve or more miles, and our men became greatly fatigued towards the last. it was my first experience with the regiment on the march in the field in my new position as major. as adjutant my place had been with the colonel at the head of the column. now my duties required me to march in the rear and keep up the stragglers. after nightfall it became intensely dark, and at each rest the men would drop down just where they were and would be instantly sound asleep. whether they dropped down into mud or not made little difference to many of them, for they were soaking wet and were so exhausted that they did not care. my troubles began when the "forward" was sounded, to arouse these seeming logs and get them on their feet once more and started. all who were practically exhausted had drifted to the rear and were on my hands. we had a provost guard in the rear, whose duty it was to bring up every man and permit no straggling, but they were in almost as bad a plight as the rest of the regiment. to arouse these sleeping men i had occasionally to resort to a smart blow with the flat of my sword and follow it up with the most energetic orders and entreaties. an appeal to their pluck and nerve was generally sufficient, and they would summon new courage and push manfully on. my own condition was scarcely better than that of the men. i rode that night considerable distances between our halts for rest, sitting bolt upright in my saddle fast asleep. i had all day alternated with some of the men in marching whilst they rode, and was not only thoroughly tired, but wet through. the march was much more trying to us because of our unseasoned condition owing to the long winter's exemption from this exercise. furthermore, we had been marching towards the firing, and were under the nervous strain always incident to operations in the presence of the enemy. nothing will quicker exhaust men than the nervous tension occasioned by the continued firing which indicates the imminence of a battle. at daylight we were aroused and under arms again. we found we were at the head-quarters of the army. the chancellorsville house, which had been vacated by its occupants, was used for office purposes, and much of the open space around it was occupied by the tents of general hooker and staff and hospital tents. of the latter there were three or four pitched so as to connect with each other, and over them was flying the yellow flag of the corps hospital. the first and third divisions of our second corps were massed in this chancellorsville square, beside pettit's battery. our brigade now consisted of the fourth new york, first delaware, and our regiment. the first named was sent off on some guard duty, which left colonel albright, of our regiment, the senior officer in command of the brigade. the ominous rattle of musketry not far away became momentarily more pronounced, and ambulances and stretcher-carriers were passing back and forth to the hospitals, carrying wounded men. the dead body of a regular army captain was soon brought back from the front, where sykes's division of regulars was sharply engaged. i do not know the name of this captain, but he was a fine-looking young officer. he had been killed by a minie-ball squarely through his forehead. we were marching out the plank-road as they brought this body in. passing out of the clearing, the woods and undergrowth each side the road was so dense that we could not see into it a half-dozen steps. we had gone possibly a quarter of a mile when we were overtaken by a staff-officer, who in whispers ordered us to turn back, regardless of orders from the front, and get back to the chancellorsville house as rapidly as possible, and to do so absolutely noiselessly; that a heavy force of rebels were in the woods on both sides of us, and we were in great danger of being cut to pieces and captured. we obeyed, and he rapidly worked his way to the front of the brigade and succeeded very quickly in getting us all safely out. we formed line near the chancellorsville house and were resting on our arms when i noticed another brigade going down that same road from which we had just been so hurriedly gotten out. the circumstance was so strange that i inquired what brigade it was, and learned that it was colonel (afterwards governor) james a. beaver's brigade of hancock's division of our corps. they had been gone but a short time when the rebels opened upon them from both sides of the road, and they were very roughly handled. colonel beaver was soon brought back, supposed mortally wounded. i saw him as he was brought to the rear. it was said he was shot through the body. afterwards, whilst he was governor, i mentioned the circumstance to him, and asked how he succeeded in fighting off the last enemy at that time. he said he then fully believed his wound was mortal. the bullet had struck him nearly midway of his body and appeared to have passed through and out of his back, and he was bleeding freely. he was brought to the hospital, where the corps surgeon--his own family physician at home--found him, and with an expression of countenance indicating the gravest fear proceeded to examine his wound. suddenly, with a sigh of relief, he exclaimed: "colonel, you are all right; the ball has struck a rib and followed it around and out." it was one of the hundreds of remarkable freaks performed by those ugly minie-balls during the war. why that brigade should have been allowed to march into that ambuscade, from which we had so narrowly escaped, i could not understand. it was one of the early _faux pas_ of that unfortunate comedy, rather tragedy of errors,--battle. in view of the events of the next two days, it will be interesting to recall the somewhat windy order published to the army by general hooker on the morning of the st of may, the date of the first day's battle, on which the events narrated in the last chapter occurred. this is the order: head-quarters army of the potomac, camp near falmouth, va., april , . it is with heartfelt satisfaction the commanding general announces to the army that the operations of the last three days have determined that our enemy must either ingloriously fly or come out from behind his defences and give us battle on our own ground, when certain destruction awaits him. * * * * * by command of major-general hooker. s. williams, _asst. adjt.-gen'l._ my recollection recalls a phrase in this order reading something like this: "we have got the enemy where god almighty can't save him, and he must either ingloriously," etc. i have been surprised not to find it in the records, and my memory is not alone in this respect, for a lieutenant-colonel of portland, me., in his account of this battle alludes to hooker's blasphemous order. the purpose of this order was to encourage the men and inspire them with the enthusiasm of forthcoming victory. but when we consider that the portion of the army operating around chancellorsville was at that very moment apparently as thoroughly caged up in a wilderness of almost impenetrable undergrowth, which made it impossible to move troops, and into which one could not see a dozen feet, as though they were actually behind iron bars, it will be seen how little ground there was for encouragement. i can think of no better comparison of the situation than to liken it to a fleet of ships enveloped in a dense fog endeavoring to operate against another having the advantage of the open. it will be remembered that when this movement commenced the army of the potomac numbered from one hundred and twenty thousand to one hundred and thirty thousand men, about double the opposing rebel force. hooker divided this army, taking with him four corps, numbering probably seventy thousand men, to operate from chancellorsville towards fredericksburg, and leaving three corps, about fifty thousand men, under sedgwick, to move upon the latter place from below. the purpose was to get lee's army between these two forces and crush him. all historians of this battle agree that up to a certain point hooker's strategy was most admirable. general pleasanton, who commanded our cavalry forces in that action, says that up to a certain point the movement on chancellorsville was one of the most brilliant in the annals of war. he put that point at the close of thursday, april . he had made a full reconnoissance of all that country and had informed general hooker of the nature of the ground, that for a depth of from four to five miles it was all unbroken tanglewood of the densest undergrowth, in which it was impossible to manoeuvre an army or to know anything of the movements of the enemy; that beyond this wilderness the country was open and well adapted to military movements, and he had taken occasion to urge upon him the importance of moving forward at once, so as to meet the enemy in open ground, but his information and advice, he tells us, fell upon leaden ears. lee had, up to this time, no information of the movement upon chancellorsville, having been wholly occupied with sedgwick at fredericksburg. the former was therefore a complete surprise to him. the "golden moment," according to pleasanton, to move forward and carry the battle out into the open, where the army could have been handled and would have had a chance, was on that day, as instantly the movement was disclosed, the enemy, being familiar with every foot of the country, would detach a sufficient force to operate in the open, and along the edge of the wilderness could keep us practically bottled up there and beat us in detail; and that is precisely what seems to have been done. the inexplicable question is, why did fighting "joe hooker," with seventy thousand as good troops as ever fired a gun, sit down in the middle of that tanglewood forest and allow lee to make a monkey of him while sedgwick was doing such magnificent work below? two distinguished participants in all these events holding high commands, namely, general alfred pleasanton, quoted above, and general doubleday, commanding first division, first army corps, have written articles upon this battle, agreeing on the feasibility and brilliancy of the movement, but by inference and things unsaid have practically left the same question suspended in the air. it is possible the correct answer should not now be given. to return to our own doings, on that friday, st of may, our division was drawn up in line of battle in front of the chancellorsville house, and we were permitted to rest on our arms. this meant that any moment we might be expected to move forward. the battle was now on in earnest. heavy firing was heard some miles below us, which was sedgwick's work at fredericksburg. nearer by there was cannonading and more or less severe musketry firing. ambulances and stretcher-carriers were constantly coming back from the front with wounded soldiers, taking them to the field hospital, which was just in our rear, and we could see the growing piles of amputated legs and arms which were thrown outside with as little care as if they were so many pieces of wood. we were evidently waiting for something, nobody seemed to know what. everything appeared to be "at heads." our corps and division commanders, couch, hancock, and french, with their staffs, were in close proximity to the troops, and all seemed to be in a condition of nervous uncertainty. what might be progressing in those black woods in front, was the question. a nearer volley of musketry would start everybody up, and we would stand arms in hand, as if expecting the unseen enemy to burst through the woods upon us. then the firing would slacken and we would drop down again for a time. in the mean time shells were screeching over us continually, and an occasional bullet would whiz uncomfortably near. the nervous strain under such conditions may be imagined. this state of affairs continued all through friday night and most of saturday. of course, sleep was out of the question for any of our officers. on thursday and friday nights the men got snatches of sleep, lying on their arms, between the times all were aroused against some fresh alarm. on saturday some beef cattle were driven up and slaughtered in the open square in front of our lines, and the details were progressing with the work of preparing the meat for issue when the storm of disaster of saturday afternoon burst upon us and their work was rudely interrupted. we had anxious premonitions of this impending storm for some hours. captain pettit, who commanded the famous battery of that name, which was posted immediately in our rear, had spent much of his time in the forenoon of saturday high up in a tall tree which stood just in front of the chancellorsville house and close to our line, with his field glass reconnoitring. several times he had come down with information that heavy bodies of the enemy were massing for a blow upon our front and where he believed they would strike. this information, we were told, he imparted to hooker's chief of staff, and begged permission to open at long range with his rifled guns, but no attention was paid to him. i saw him up the tree and heard some of his ejaculating, which indicated that he was almost wild with apprehension of what was coming. once on coming down he remarked to general hancock that we would "catch h----l in less than an hour." the latter seemed to be thoroughly alive to the situation and exceedingly anxious, as were couch and french, to do something to prepare for what was coming, yet nothing more was done until suddenly the firing, which had been growing in volume and intensity and gradually drawing nearer, developed in a storm of musketry of terrific fury immediately in our right front, apparently not more than three hundred yards away. we could not see a thing. what there might be between us and it, or whether it was the onslaught of the enemy or the firing of our troops, we knew not. but we had not long to wait. soon stragglers, few in numbers, began to appear, emerging from the woods into our clearing, and then more of them, these running, and then almost at once an avalanche of panic-stricken, flying men without arms, without knapsacks, many bareheaded, swearing, cursing, a wild, frenzied mob tearing to the rear. instantly they began to appear, general couch, commanding our corps, took in the situation and deployed two divisions to catch and hold the fugitives. part of the third corps was also deployed on our left. we were ordered to charge bayonets and permit no man to pass through our ranks. we soon had a seething, howling mob of dutchmen twenty to thirty feet in depth in front of our line, holding them back on the points of our bayonets, and still they came. every officer of our division, with drawn sword and pistol, was required to use all possible endeavor to hold them, and threatening to shoot the first man who refused to stand as ordered. general french and staff were galloping up and down our division line assisting in this work. in the mean time another line of battle was rapidly thrown in between these fugitives and the woods to stay the expected advance of the enemy. this was the famous break of the eleventh corps, starting with blenker's division and finally extending through the whole corps, some fifteen thousand men. it seemed as though the whole army was being stampeded. we soon had a vast throng of these fugitives dammed up in our front, a terrible menace to the integrity of our own line as well as of all in our rear. we were powerless to do anything should the enemy break through, and were in great danger of being ourselves swept away and disintegrated by this frantic mob. all this time the air was filled with shrieking shells from our own batteries as well as those of the enemy, doing, however, little damage beyond adding to the terror of the situation. the noise was deafening. pandemonium seemed to reign supreme in our front. our line, as well as that of the third corps on our left, was holding firm as a rock. i noticed a general officer, i thought it was general sickles, was very conspicuous in the vigor of his efforts to hold the line. a couple of fugitives had broken through his line and were rapidly going to the rear. i heard him order them to halt and turn back. one of them turned and cast a look at him, but paid no further attention to his order. he repeated the order in stentorian tones, this time with his pistol levelled, but it was not obeyed, and he fired, dropping the first man dead in his tracks. he again ordered the other man to halt, and it was sullenly obeyed. these men seemed to be almost stupid, deaf to orders or entreaty in their frenzy. an incident in our own front will illustrate. i noticed some extra commotion near our colors and rushed to see the cause. i found an officer with drawn sword threatening to run the color-sergeant through if he was not allowed to pass. he was a colonel and evidently a german. my orders to him to desist were answered with a curse, and i had to thrust my pistol into his face, with an energetic threat to blow his head off if he made one more move, before he seemed to come to his senses. i then appealed to him to see what an example he as an officer was setting, and demanded that he should get to work and help to stem the flight of his men rather than assist in their demoralization. to his credit be it said, he at once regained his better self, and thenceforth did splendid work up and down amongst these german fugitives, and later on, when they were moved to the rear, he rendered very material assistance. i did not learn who he was, but he was a splendid-looking officer and spoke both english and german fluently. one may ask why those men should have lost their heads so completely. to answer the question intelligently, one needs to put oneself into their place. the facts as we were told at the time were: that the eleventh corps, which contained two divisions of german troops, under schurz and blenker (i think steinwehr commanded the latter division in this action), was posted on the right of hooker's line in the woods, some distance in front and to the right of the chancellorsville house. that at the time stonewall jackson made his famous attack, above referred to, he caught one of those divisions "napping"--off their guard. they had stacked their guns and knapsacks, and were back some twenty yards, making their evening coffee, when suddenly the rebel skirmishers burst through the brush upon them, followed immediately by the main line, and before they realized it were between these troops and their guns. consternation reigned supreme in an instant and a helter-skelter flight followed. jackson followed up this advantage with his usual impetuosity, and although the other divisions of the eleventh made an effort to hold their ground, this big hole in the line was fatal to them and all were quickly swept away. of course, the division and brigade commanders were responsible for that unpardonable carelessness. no valid excuse can be made for such criminal want of watchfulness, especially for troops occupying a front line, and which had heard, or should have heard, as we a half mile farther in the rear had, all the premonitions of the coming storm. but it was an incident showing the utter folly of the attempt to maintain a line of battle in the midst of a dense undergrowth, through which nothing could be seen. it is exceedingly doubtful whether they could have held their line against jackson's onset under those conditions had they been on the alert, for he would have been on and over them almost before they could have seen him. to resist such an onset needs time to deliver a steady volley and then be ready with the bayonet. it was towards six o'clock in the evening when this flying mob struck our lines, and darkness had fallen before we were rid of them and something like order had been restored. in the mean time it certainly seemed as if everything was going to pieces. i got a little idea of what a panic-stricken army means. the fearful thing about it was, we knew it was terribly contagious, and that with all the uncertainties in that black wilderness from which this mob came and the pandemonium in progress all about us, it might seize our own troops and we be swept away to certain destruction in spite of all our efforts. it is said death rides on horseback with a fleeing army. nothing can be more horrible. hence a panic must be stopped, cost what it may. night undoubtedly came to our rescue with this one. one of the most heroic deeds i saw done to help stem the fleeing tide of men and restore courage was not the work of a battery, nor a charge of cavalry, but the charge of a band of music! the band of the fourteenth connecticut went right out into that open space between our new line and the rebels, with shot and shell crashing all about them, and played "the star-spangled banner," the "red, white, and blue," and "yankee doodle," and repeated them for fully twenty minutes. they never played better. did that require nerve? it was undoubtedly the first and only band concert ever given under such conditions. never was american grit more finely illustrated. its effect upon the men was magical. imagine the strains of our grand national hymn, "the star-spangled banner," suddenly bursting upon your ears out of that horrible pandemonium of panic-born yells, mingled with the roaring of musketry and the crashing of artillery. to what may it be likened? the carol of birds in the midst of the blackest thunder-storm? no simile can be adequate. its strains were clear and thrilling for a moment, then smothered by that fearful din, an instant later sounding bold and clear again, as if it would fearlessly emphasize the refrain, "our flag is still there." chapter xvi the battle of chancellorsville--continued recurring again to the incident of the band playing out there between the two hostile lines in the midst of that panic of the eleventh corps, it was a remarkable circumstance that none of them were killed. i think one or two were slightly wounded by pieces of exploding shells, and one or two of their instruments carried away scars from that scene. the rebels did not follow up their advantage, as we expected, probably owing to the effective work of our batteries, otherwise they would all have been either killed or captured. none of the enemy came into our clearing that i saw. we must have corralled upward of eight thousand of our demoralized men. some had their arms, most of them had none, which confirmed the story of their surprise narrated in the last chapter. they were marched to the rear under guard, and thus the further spread of the panic was avoided. it was now dark and the firing ceased, but only for a few moments, for the two picket-lines were posted so close together, neither knowing exactly where the other was, that both were exceedingly nervous; and the slightest movement, the stepping of a picket, the scurry of a rabbit, would set the firing going again. first it would be the firing of a single musket, then the quick rattle of a half-dozen, then the whole line with the reserves, for all were on the line together there; and then the batteries, of which there were now at least a half-dozen massed right around us, would open with terrific vigor, all firing into the darkness, whence the enemy was supposed to be coming. this continued at short intervals all night long. after the mob of fugitives had been disposed of, our division had formed in line of battle directly in front of the chancellorsville house, supporting the provisional line which had been hurriedly thrown in to cover the break of the eleventh corps, and we were "resting (?) on our arms." at each of these alarms every man was instantly on his feet, with guns at a "ready." general french and staff were close to us, and general couch and his staff only a few feet away. all were exceedingly nervous and keenly on the alert. it was a night of terrific experience long to be remembered. the nervous strain upon all was simply awful. we knew that the eleventh corps had been stampeded by the impetuous charge of stonewall jackson, and we felt sure he would seek to reap the fruits of the break he had made by an effort to pierce our centre, and this we would have to meet and repel when it came. we did not then know that in the general mix-up of that fateful afternoon that able and intrepid leader had himself fallen and was then dying. this fact, fortunate for us, undoubtedly accounts for the failure of the expected onset to materialize. we could probably have held him, for we had two divisions of the second corps and part of the third corps in double lines, all comparatively fresh, and before midnight the first corps was in position on our right. but the slaughter would have been horrible. after midnight these outbursts became less frequent, and we officers lay down with the men and tried to sleep. i do not think any of our general officers or their staffs even sat down that whole night, so apprehensive were they of the descent of the rebels upon our position. i said in the last chapter that on saturday morning some beef cattle were slaughtered near our line for issue to our division; that the work of distribution had not been completed before the panic came, and then these carcasses of beef were between ours and the rebel line on "debatable ground." this was too much for some of our men, and two or three crawled out to them during the night and helped themselves to such cuts as they could make from our side. one party next day told of being surprised by hearing cutting on the other side of the beef, and found, on investigating, that a "johnny" was there, when the following colloquy took place: "hello, johnny, are ye there?" "yes, yank; too bad to let this 'fresh' spoil. i say, yank, lend me your knife, mine's a poor one. we 'uns and you 'uns is all right here. yank, i'll help you if you'll help me, and we'll get all we want." the knife was passed over, and these two foes helped each other in that friendly darkness. how much actual truth there was in this story i do not know, but i do know that there was considerable fresh beef among the men in the morning, and it was not at all unlikely that the johnnies also profited by the presence of that "fresh" between the lines. soldiers of either army would run almost any risk to get a bit of fresh beef. the next morning we were ordered to pile up our knapsacks and make a breastwork of them for such protection as they might afford, in anticipation of the still expected attack. we managed to make a cup of coffee and eat a hardtack without getting off our guard for an instant, and about ten o'clock the first brigade, now carroll's, and ours, consisting of two regiments only, the first delaware and ours, under command of our colonel albright, were ordered forward into the woods to the right of the chancellorsville house. this was the opening of the third day's battle. we moved forward in excellent line until we struck the edge of the woods. the moment the crackling of the brush under our feet apprised the enemy of our advance we received a heavy volley, which must have been very hurriedly delivered, for it passed over our heads, not a man being hit, i think. the morning was lowering and misty and the air very light, so that the smoke made by the rebel volley, not more than fifty yards away, hung like a chalk line and indicated their exact position. the sudden retirement of our lieutenant-colonel at this point placed the command of the regiment on me, and i shouted to the men to aim below that line of smoke and then gave the order, fire by battalion, and we emptied our guns as one man, reloaded, and receiving no reply to our volley, moved forward through the thick brush and undergrowth. we soon came upon the rebel line, and a dreadful sight it was. the first officer i saw was a rebel captain, an irishman. he ejaculated, "we're all killed! we're all killed!" and offered to surrender. the commanding officer must have suffered the fate of his men. most of them were either killed or wounded. the hundred or so living promptly threw down their arms, and colonel albright sent them to the rear under guard. this irish captain vouchsafed the remark sotto voce that he was glad to be captured, that he'd been trying to get out of the d----n confederacy for a year. our battalion volley had exactly reached its mark and had done fearful execution. there must have been more than two hundred lying there either dead or wounded, marking their line of battle. this was the only instance in my war experience where we delivered a volley as a battalion. the usual order of firing in line of battle is by "file," each man firing as rapidly as he can effectively, without regard to any other man. the volley they had delivered at us was a battalion volley, and it would have effectively disposed of our advance had it been well delivered. fortunately for us, it was not, and their smoke-line gave us the opportunity to deliver a very effective counter-stroke. it had to be quickly done, we were so close together. there was no time to meditate. it was us or them. instantly i resolved to give them all we could, aiming well under their line of smoke, and take our chances with the bayonet if necessary. the order was calmly given and the volley was coolly delivered. i have never heard a better one. the value of coolness in delivering and the effectiveness of such a volley were clearly demonstrated in this instance. we again moved forward, working our way through the tangled undergrowth, and had gained probably five or six hundred yards when we encountered another line, and sharp firing began on both sides. we could see the enemy dodging behind trees and stumps not more than one hundred yards away. we also utilized the same shelter, and therefore suffered comparatively little. suddenly i found bullets beginning to come from our left and rear as well as from our front. two of these bullets had been aimed at me as i stood behind a small tree on our line. the first knowledge i had of them was from the splinters of bark in my face from the tree, first one and then the other in quick succession as the bullets struck, not more than three inches from my head. they were fairly good shots. i was thankful they were no better. but now i had to move a couple of companies to the left to meet this flank attack. it did not prove a serious matter, and the enemy was quickly driven back. the same thing was tried shortly after on our right flank, and was again disposed of the same way. they were probably groups of sharpshooters hunting for our officers. one of them, i happened to know, never went back, for i saw one of our sergeants kill him. i was at that moment standing by him, when he clapped his hand to his ear and exclaimed, "that was a 'hot one,'" as a bullet just ticked it. "there is the devil who did it. see him behind that bush?" and with that he aimed and fired. the fellow rolled over dead. we soon had the better of this fighting and our opponents withdrew. we seemed now to be isolated. we must have been nearly a half mile from where we entered the woods. we could not see nor hear of any troops on our immediate right or left. colonel albright came back to consult as to what was best to be done now. the brush and undergrowth were exceedingly dense. what there might be on our right or left we could not know without sending skirmishers out. the colonel said his orders were to advance and engage the enemy. no orders had come to him since our advance commenced, two hours and more before. we had met and beaten two lines of the enemy. should we continue the advance or retire and get further orders? my advice was to retire; that with our small force, not more than five hundred men, isolated in that dense wood, we were liable to be gobbled up. the colonel agreed with this view and ordered the line faced about and marched to the rear. i mention this consultation over the situation because here we were, two young men, who knew almost nothing about military matters beyond obeying orders, suddenly called upon to exercise judgment in a critical situation. bravery suggested push ahead and fight. to retire savored of over-prudence. nevertheless, it seemed to us we had no business remaining out there without connection with other troops on either right or left, and this decided the colonel to order the retreat. we moved back in line of battle in excellent order and quite leisurely, having no opposition and, so far as we knew, no troops following us. we came out into the clearing just where we had entered the woods two hours before. but here we met a scene that almost froze our blood. during our absence some half-dozen batteries, forty or more guns, had been massed here. hurried earthworks had been thrown up, covering the knapsacks our brigade had left there when we advanced. these guns were not forty yards away and were just waiting the order to open on those woods right where we were. as we emerged from the brush, our colors, fortunately, were a little in advance, and showed through before the line appeared. their timely appearance, we were told, saved us from being literally blown to pieces by those batteries. a second later the fatal order would have been given and our brigade would have been wiped out of existence by our own guns! as we came out of the woods an aide galloped down to us, his face perfectly livid, and in a voice portraying the greatest excitement shouted to colonel albright: "what in h----l and d-mnation are you doing here? get out of here! those woods are full of rebel troops, and we are just waiting to open on them." albright replied very coolly, "save your ammunition. there is not a rebel within a half mile, for we have just marched back that distance absolutely unmolested. why haven't you sent us orders? we went in here two hours ago, and not an order have we received since." he replied, "we have sent a dozen officers in to you with orders, and they all reported that you had been captured." albright answered, "they were a lot of cowards, for there hasn't been a minute since we advanced that an officer could not have come directly to us. there is something wrong about this. i will go and see general hooker." and directing me to move the troops away from the front of those guns, he started for general hooker's head-quarters, only a short distance away. as i was passing the right of that line of batteries a voice hailed me, and i turned, and there stood one of my old scranton friends, captain frank p. amsden, in command of his battery. said he, as he gripped my hand, "boy, you got out of those woods just in time. our guns are double-shotted with grape and canister; the word 'fire' was just on my lips when your colors appeared." i saw his gunners standing with their hands on the lanyards. after forty years my blood almost creeps as i recall that narrow escape. we now moved to the rear across the plank-road from the chancellorsville house in the woods, where we supported hancock's line. colonel albright soon returned from his visit to hooker's head-quarters. his account of that visit was most remarkable, and was substantially as follows: "i scratched on the flap of the hooker head-quarters' tent and instantly an officer appeared and asked what was wanted. i said i must see general hooker, that i had important information for him. he said, 'you cannot see general hooker; i am chief of staff; any information you have for the commanding general should be given to me.' i said, 'i must see general hooker,' and with that pushed myself by him into the tent, and there lay general hooker, apparently dead drunk. his face and position gave every indication of that condition, and i turned away sick and disgusted." it was subsequently stated that general hooker was unconscious at that time from the concussion of a shell. that he was standing on the porch of the chancellorsville house, leaning against one of its supports, when a shell struck it, rendering him unconscious. the incident narrated above occurred about one p.m. on sunday, may . the army was practically without a commander from this time until after sundown of that day, when general hooker reappeared and in a most conspicuous manner rode around between the lines of the two armies. if he was physically disabled, why was not the fact made known at once to the next officer in rank, whose duty it would have been to have assumed command of the army, and if possible stem the tide of defeat now rapidly overwhelming us? a half-day of most precious time would have been saved. that this was not done i happen to know from the following circumstances. in our new position we were only about fifty yards behind general hancock's line. the head-quarters at this time of general couch, commanding our corps; of general french, commanding our division, and of general hancock were all at the right of our regiment, behind our line. these generals and their staffs were resting, as were our troops, and they were sitting about, only a few feet away from us. we therefore heard much of their conversation. directly general howard joined them. i well remember his remarks concerning the behavior of his corps on the previous afternoon. his chagrin was punctured with the advice of old french to shoot a few dozen of them for example's sake. naturally, the chief subject of their conversation related to the present situation. it was perfectly clear they regarded it as very critical. we could hear heavy cannonading in the distance towards fredericksburg. several times hancock broke out with a savage oath as he impatiently paced up and down, swinging his sword. "they are knocking sedgwick to pieces. why don't we go forward?" or a similar ejaculation, and then, "general couch, why do you not assume command and order us forward? it is your duty." (the latter was next in rank to hooker.) to which general couch replied, "i cannot assume command." french and howard agreed with hancock, but couch remained imperturbable, saying, "when i am properly informed that general hooker is disabled and not in command, i shall assume the duty which will devolve upon me." and so hour after hour passed of inactivity at this most critical juncture. they said it was plain lee was making simply a show of force in our front whilst he had detached a large part of his army and was driving sedgwick before him down at fredericksburg. now, why this period of inactivity whilst sedgwick was being punished? why this interregnum in the command? when colonel albright returned from his call at hooker's tent, narrated above, he freely expressed his opinion that hooker's condition was as stated above. his views were then generally believed by those about head-quarters, and this was understood as the reason why the next officer in rank was not officially notified of his chief's disability and the responsibility of the command placed upon him. nothing was then said about the concussion of a shell. it is profoundly to be hoped that colonel albright's impression was wrong, and that the disability was produced, as alleged, by concussion of a shell. if so, there was a very grave dereliction of duty on the part of his chief of staff in not imparting the fact immediately to general couch, the officer next in rank, and devolving the command upon him. in our new position on the afternoon of sunday, the third day's battle, we were subjected to a continuous fire of skirmishers and sharpshooters, without the ability of replying. we laid up logs for a barricade and protected ourselves as well as we could. several were wounded during the afternoon, among them captain hall, of company i. his was a most singular wound. we were all lying prone upon the ground, when suddenly he spoke rather sharply and said he had got a clip on his knee. he said it was an insignificant flesh wound, but his leg was benumbed. he tried to step on it, but could not bear his weight on it, and very soon it became exceedingly painful, and his ankle swelled to double its natural size. he was taken back to one of the hospitals, where it was found a minie-ball had entered his leg above the knee and passed down between the bones to the ankle, where it was removed. this practically ended the service of one of the youngest of our captains, a brave and brilliant young officer. towards night a cold, drizzling rain set in, which chilled us to our bones. we could not have any fires, not even to make our coffee, for fear of disclosing our position to the enemy. for four days now we had been continuously under the terrible nervous strain incident to a battle and practically without any rest or sleep. during this time we had no cooked food, nothing but hardtack and raw pork and coffee but once. this condition began to tell upon us all. i had been under the weather when the movement began, and was ordered by our surgeon to remain behind, but i said no, not as long as i could get around. now i found my strength had reached its limit, and i took that officer's advice, with the colonel's orders, and went back to the division field hospital to get under cover from the rain and get a night's sleep if possible. i found a half-dozen hospital tents standing together as one hospital, and all full to overflowing with sick and wounded men. our brigade surgeon, a personal friend, was in charge. he finally found a place for me just under the edge of one of the tents, where i could keep part of the rain off. he brought me a stiff dose of whiskey and quinine, the universal war remedy, and i drank it and lay down, and was asleep in less time than it takes me to write it. about midnight the surgeon came and aroused me with the information that the army was moving back across the river, and that all in the hospital who could march were ordered to make their way back as best they could; that of the others the ambulances would carry all they could and the others would be left. this was astounding information. my first impulse was, of course, to return to my regiment, but the doctor negatived that emphatically by saying, "you are under my orders here, and my instructions are to send you all directly back to the ford and across the river; and then the army is already on the march, and you might as well attempt to find a needle in a haystack as undertake to find your regiment in these woods in this darkness." if his first reason had not been sufficient, the latter one was quite convincing. i realized at once the utter madness of any attempt to reach the regiment, at the same time that in this night tramp back over the river, some eight miles, i had a job that would tax my strength to the utmost. the doctor had found one of the men of our regiment who was sick, and bidding us help each other started us back over the old plank-road. how shall i describe the experiences of that night's tramp? the night was intensely dark and it was raining hard. the plank-road was such only in name. what few remnants remained of the old planks were rotten and were a constant menace to our footing. i must have had more than a dozen falls during that march from those broken planks, until face, arms, and legs were a mass of bruises. we were told to push forward as rapidly as we could to keep ahead of the great rabble of sick and wounded which was to follow immediately. this we tried to do, though the road was now crowded with the occupants of the other hospitals already on their way. these men were all either sick or wounded, and were making their way with the greatest difficulty, most of them in silence, but there was an occasional one whose tongue gave expression to every possible mishap in outbursts of the most shocking profanity. there were enough of these to make the night hideous. our road was a track just wide enough to admit a single wagon through the densest jungle of timber and undergrowth i ever saw. i cannot imagine the famed jungles of africa more dense or impenetrable, and it seemed to be without end as we wearily plodded on hour after hour, now stepping into a hole and sprawling in the mud, again stumbling against a stolid neighbor and being in turn jostled by him, with an oath for being in his way. many a poor fellow fell, too exhausted to rise, and we were too nearly dead to do more than mechanically note the fact. towards morning a quartette of men overtook us carrying a man on their shoulders. as they drew near us one of the forward pair stumbled and fell, and down came the body into the mud with a swash. if the body was not dead, the fall killed it, for it neither moved nor uttered a sound. with a fearful objurgation they went on and left it, and we did not have life enough left in us to make any investigation. it was like the case of a man on the verge of drowning seeing others perishing without the ability to help. it was a serious question whether we could pull ourselves through or should be obliged to drop in our tracks, to be run over and crushed or trampled to death, as many a poor fellow was that night. we had not an ounce of strength, nor had any of the hundreds of others in our condition, to bestow on those who could not longer care for themselves. here it was every man for himself. this night's experience was a horrible nightmare. it was long after daylight when we crawled out of those woods and reached united states ford. here a pontoon bridge had been thrown over, and a double column of troops and a battery of artillery were crossing at the same time. we pushed ourselves into the throng, as to which there was no semblance of order, and were soon on the other side. on the top of the bluff, some one hundred feet above the river, on our side, we noticed a hospital tent, and we thought if we could reach that we might find shelter and rest, for it was still raining and we were drenched to the skin, and so cold that our faces were blue and our teeth chattered. a last effort landed us at this hospital. alas for our hopes! it was crowded like sardines in a box with others who in like condition had reached it before us. i stuck my head in the tent. one glance was enough. the surgeon in charge, in answer to our mute appeal, said, "god help you, boys; i cannot. but here is a bottle of whiskey, take a good drink; it will do you good." we took a corking dose, nearly half the bottle, and lay down, spoon fashion, my comrade and i, by the side of that tent in the rain and slept for about an hour, until the stimulus of the liquor passed off and the cold began again to assert itself, when we had to start on again. i have never had any use for liquors in my life, and the use of them in any form as a beverage i consider as nothing else than harmful in the highest degree, yet i have always felt that this big dose of whiskey saved my life. could we have had a good cup of hot coffee at that time it would possibly have been better, but we might as well have looked for lodgings in the waldorf-astoria as for coffee at that time and place. imagine my feelings during all this night as i reflected that i had a good horse, overcoat, and gum blanket somewhere,--yes, somewhere, back, or wherever my regiment might be,--and here i was soaking wet, chilled to the bones and almost dead from tramping. we got word at the ford that the troops were to go back to their old camps, and there was nothing for us to do but to make our way back there as best we might. soon after we started colonel (afterwards judge dana, of wilkes-barre) dana's regiment passed. the colonel hailed me and kindly inquired why i happened to be there by myself on foot, said i looked most wretched, and insisted on my taking another bracer from a little emergency stock he had preserved. i had been but a few months out of his law office, from which i had been admitted to the bar. his kindly attentions under these limited circumstances were very cheering and helpful. we were all day covering the eight or more miles back to camp. but early in the day the rain ceased, the sun came out, we got warmed up marching, and after some hours our clothes became sufficiently dry to be more comfortable, so that when we reached camp in the evening our condition was much improved. this was due in part probably as much to the relief from the awful nervous strain of the battle and the conditions through which we had passed in that wilderness as to rest and the changed weather. when we reached this side of the river that nervous strain ceased. we were sure that fighting was over, at least for the present. we found the regiment had been in camp some hours ahead of us. our corps was probably on the march when we left the hospital, and had preceded us all the way back. i found my horse had brought back one of our wounded men, and this was some compensation for my own loss. we had been gone on this campaign from the th of april until the th of may, and such a week! how much that was horrible had been crowded into it. for variety of experiences of the many dreadful sides of war, that week far exceeded any other like period of our service. the fighting was boy's play compared with either antietam or fredericksburg, yet for ninety-six hours continuously we were under the terrible nervous strain of battle. our losses in this action were comparatively light, men killed, officers wounded (one of whom died a few days later), and men wounded, and one man missing; total loss, , or about fifteen per cent. of the number we took into action. this missing man i met at the recent reunion of our regiment. he was picked up from our skirmish line by that flanking party of rebels on the third day's fight described in my last. the circumstance will show how close the rebels were upon us before we discovered them. our skirmishers could not have been more than a dozen yards in advance of our main line, yet the thicket was so dense that the enemy was on him before he fairly realized it. he said he was placed with a lot of other prisoners and marched to the rear some distance, under guard, when a fine-looking confederate officer rode up to them. he was told it was general lee. he said he wore long, bushy whiskers and addressed them with a cheery,-- "good-morning, boys. what did you come down here for? a picnic? you didn't think you could whip us men of the south, did you?" one of the prisoners spoke up in reply,-- "yes, d----n you, we did, and we will. you haven't won this fight yet, and joe hooker will lick h----l out of you and recapture us before you get us out of these woods." the general laughed good-naturedly at the banter his questions had elicited, and solemnly assured them that there were not men enough in the whole north to take richmond. our man was probably misinformed as to who their interlocutor was. general lee did not wear long, bushy whiskers, and was at that time probably down directing operations against fredericksburg. this was probably jeb stuart, who had succeeded jackson in command of that wing of the rebel army. our prisoner fared much better than most prisoners, for it was his good fortune to be exchanged after twenty-three days' durance, probably owing to the expiration of his term of service. although the actual dates of enlistment of our men were all in july and their terms therefore expired, the government insisted upon holding us for the full period of nine months from the date of actual muster into the united states service, which would not be completed until the th of may. we had, therefore, eight days' service remaining after our return from the battle of chancellorsville, and we were continued in all duties just as though we had months yet to serve. our principal work was the old routine of picket duty again. our friends, the enemy, were now quick to tantalize our pickets with the defeat at chancellorsville. such remarks as these were volleyed at us: "we 'uns give you 'uns a right smart lickin' up in them woods." "how d'ye like virginny woods, yank?" and then they sang to us: "ain't ye mighty glad to get out the wilderness?" a song just then much in vogue. another volunteered the remark, as if to equalize the honors in some measure, "if we did wallop you 'uns, you 'uns killed our best general." "we feel mighty bad about stonewall's death," and so their tongues would run on, whether our men replied or not. chapter xvii the muster out and home again on the th of may we received orders to proceed to harrisburg for muster out. there was, of course, great rejoicing at the early prospect of home scenes once more. we walked on air, and lived for the next few days in fond anticipation. we were the recipients of any amount of attention from our multitude of friends in the division. many were the forms of leave-taking that took place. it was a great satisfaction to realize that in our comparatively brief period of service we had succeeded in winning our way so thoroughly into the big hearts of those veterans. the night before our departure was one of the gladdest and saddest of all our experience. the fourteenth connecticut band, that same band which had so heroically played out between the lines when the eleventh corps broke on that fateful saturday night at chancellorsville, came over and gave us a farewell serenade. they played most of the patriotic airs, with "home, sweet home," which i think never sounded quite so sadly sweet, and suggestively wound up with "when johnny comes marching home." most of the officers and men of the brigade were there to give us a soldier's good-by, and major-general couch, commanding our corps (the second), also paid us the compliment of a visit and made a pleasant little speech to the men who were informally grouped around head-quarters, commending our behavior in three of the greatest battles of the war. it had been our high honor, he said, to have had a part in those great battles, and though new and untried we had acquitted ourselves with great credit and had held our ground like veterans. he expressed the fervent hope that our patriotism would still further respond to the country's needs, and that we would all soon again be in the field. our honors were not yet complete. general french, commanding our division, issued a farewell order, a copy of which i would have been glad to publish, but i have not been able to get it. it was, however, gratifying in the extreme. he recounted our bravery under his eye in those battles and our efficient service on all duty, and wound up by saying he felt sure that men with such a record could not long remain at home, but would soon again rally around their country's flag. of general couch, our corps commander, we had seen but little, and were therefore very pleasantly surprised at his visit. of general french, bronzed and grizzly bearded, we had seen much; all our work had been under his immediate supervision. he was a typical old regular, and many were the cuffs and knocks we received for our inexperience and shortcomings, all, however, along the lines of discipline and for our good, and which had really helped to make soldiers of us. these incidents showed that each commanding general keeps a keen eye on all his regiments, and no one is quicker to detect and appreciate good behavior than they. we felt especially pleased with the praises of general french, because it revealed the other side of this old hero's character. rough in exterior and manner of speech, he was a strong character and a true hero. his position at the breaking out of the war will illustrate this. he was a southerner of the type of anderson and farragut. when so many of his fellows of the regular army, under pretext of following their states, went over into rebellion and treason, he stood firm and under circumstances which reflect great credit upon him. he had been in mexico and had spent a life on the frontier, and had grown old and gray in the service, reaching only the rank of captain. when the war finally came he was in command of a battery of artillery stationed some three hundred and fifty miles up the rio grande, on the border of mexico. he was cut off from all communication with washington, and the commander of his department, the notorious general david e. twiggs, had gone over to the confederacy. he was, therefore, thoroughly isolated. twiggs sent him a written order to surrender his battery to the rebel commander of that district. his characteristic reply was, that he would "see him and the confederacy in hell first;" that he was going to march his battery into god's country, and if anybody interfered with his progress they might expect a dose of shot and shell they would long remember. none of them felt disposed to test his threat, and so he marched his battery alone down through that rebel country those three hundred and fifty miles and more into our lines at the mouth of the rio grande, bringing off every gun and every dollar's worth of government property that he could carry, and what he could not carry he destroyed. he was immediately ordered north with his battery and justly rewarded with a brigadier-general's commission. early on the morning of the th we broke camp and bade farewell to that first of the world's great armies, the grand old army of the potomac. need i say that, joyous as was our home-going, there was more than a pang at the bottom of our hearts as we severed those heroic associations? a last look at the old familiar camp, a wave of the hand to the friendly adieus of our comrades, whose good-by glances indicated that they would gladly have exchanged places with us; that if our hearts were wrung at going, theirs were, too, at remaining; a last march down those falmouth hills, another and last glance at those terrible works behind fredericksburg, and we passed out of the army and out of the soldier into the citizen, for our work was now done and we were soldiers only in name. as our train reached belle-plain, where we were to take boat for washington, we noticed a long train of ambulances moving down towards the landing, and were told they were filled with wounded men, just now brought off the field at chancellorsville. there were upward of a thousand of them. it seems incredible that the wounded should have been left in those woods during these ten to twelve days since the battle. how many hundreds perished during that time for want of care nobody knows, and, more horrible still, nobody knows how many poor fellows were burned up in the portions of those woods that caught fire from the artillery. but such is war. dare any one doubt the correctness of uncle billy sherman's statement that "war is hell!" reaching washington, the regiment bivouacked a single night, awaiting transportation to harrisburg. during this time discipline was relaxed and the men were permitted to see the capital city. the lieutenant-colonel and i enjoyed the extraordinary luxury of a good bath, a square meal, and a civilized bed at the metropolitan hotel, the first in five long months. singular as it may seem, i caught a terrific cold as the price i paid for it. the next day we were again back in camp curtin, at harrisburg, with nothing to do but to make out the necessary muster rolls, turn in our government property,--guns, accoutrements, blankets, etc., and receive our discharges. this took over a week, so that it was the th of may before we were finally discharged and paid off. then the several companies finally separated. if it had been hard to leave our comrades of the army of the potomac, it was harder to sever the close comradeship of our own regiment, a relationship formed and cemented amidst the scenes that try men's souls, a comradeship born of fellowship in privation, danger, and suffering. i could hardly restrain my tears as we finally parted with our torn and tattered colors, the staff of one of which had been shot away in my hands. we had fought under their silken folds on three battle-fields, upon which we had left one-third of our number killed and wounded, including a colonel and three line officers and upward of seventy-five men killed and two hundred and fifteen wounded. out of our regiment of one thousand and twenty-four men mustered into the service august , , we had present at our muster out six hundred and eighteen. we had lost in battle two hundred and ninety-five in killed and wounded and one hundred and eleven from physical disability, sickness, etc., and all in the short space of nine months. of the sixteen nine-months regiments formed in august, , the one hundred and thirtieth and ours were the only regiments to actively participate in the three great battles of antietam, fredericksburg, and chancellorsville, and we lost more men than either of the others. i should mention a minor incident that occurred during our stay in harrisburg preparing for muster out. a large number of our men had asked me to see if i could not get authority to re-enlist a battalion from the regiment. i was assured that three-fourths of the men would go back with me, provided they could have a two weeks' furlough. i laid the matter before governor curtin. he said the government should take them by all means; that here was a splendid body of seasoned men that would be worth more than double their number of new recruits; but he was without authority to take them, and suggested that i go over to washington and lay the matter before the secretary of war. he gave me a letter to the latter and i hurried off. i had no doubt of my ability to raise an entire regiment from the great number of nine-months men now being discharged. i repaired to the war department, and here my troubles began. had the lines of sentries that guarded the approach to the armies in the field been half as efficient as the cordon of flunkies that barred the way to the war office, the former would have been beyond the reach of any enemy. at the entrance my pedigree was taken, with my credentials and a statement of my business. i was finally permitted to sit down in a waiting-room with a waiting crowd. occasionally a senator or a congressman would break the monotony by pushing himself in whilst we cultivated our patience by waiting. lunch time came and went. i waited. several times i ventured some remarks to the attendant as to when i might expect my turn to come, but he looked at me with a sort of far-off look, as though i could not have realized to whom i was speaking. finally, driven to desperation, after waiting more than four hours, i tried a little bluster and insisted that i would go in and see somebody. then i was assured that the only official about the office was a colonel----, acting assistant adjutant-general. i might see him. "yes," i said, "let me see him, anybody!" i was ushered into the great official's presence. he was a lieutenant-colonel, just one step above my own rank. he was dressed in a faultless new uniform. his hair was almost as red as a fresh red rose and parted in the middle, and his pose and dignity were quite worthy of the national snob hatchery at west point, of which he was a recent product. "young man," said he, with a supercilious air, "what might your business be?" i stated that i had brought a letter from his excellency, governor curtin, of pennsylvania, to the secretary of war, whom i desired to see on important business. "where is your letter, sir?" "i gave it up to the attendant four hours ago, who, i supposed, took it to the secretary." "there is no letter here, sir! what is your business? you cannot see the secretary of war." i then briefly stated my errand. his reply was,-- "young man, if you really desire to serve your country, go home and enlist." thoroughly disgusted, i retired, and so ended what might have saved to the service one of the best bodies of men that ever wore a government uniform, and at a time when the country was sorely in need of them. a word now of the personnel of the one hundred and thirty-second regiment and i am done. dr. bates, in his history of the pennsylvania troops, remarks that this regiment was composed of a remarkable body of men. this judgment must have been based upon his knowledge of their work. every known trade was represented in its ranks. danville gave us a company of iron workers and merchants, catawissa and bloomsburg, mechanics, tradesmen, and farmers. from mauch chunk we had two companies, which included many miners. from wyoming and bradford we had three companies of sturdy, intelligent young farmers intermingled with some mechanics and tradesmen. scranton, small as she was then, gave us two companies, which was scarcely a moiety of the number she sent into the service. i well remember how our flourishing young men's christian association was practically suspended because its members had gone to the war, and old nay aug hose company, the pride of the town, in which many of us had learned the little we knew of drill, was practically defunct for want of a membership which had "gone to the war." of these two scranton companies, company k had as its basis the old scranton city guard, a militia organization which, if not large, was thoroughly well drilled and made up of most excellent material. captain richard stillwell, who commanded this company, had organized the city guard and been its captain from the beginning. the other scranton company was perhaps more distinctively peculiar in its personnel than either of the other companies. it was composed almost exclusively of delaware, lackawanna & western railroad shop and coal men, and was known as the railroad guards. in its ranks were locomotive engineers, firemen, brakemen, trainmen, machinists, telegraph operators, despatchers, railroad-shop men, a few miners, foremen, coal-breaker men, etc. their captain, james archbald, jr., was assistant to his father as chief engineer of the road, and he used to say that with his company he could survey, lay out, build and operate a railroad. the first sergeant of that company, george conklin, brother of d. h. conklin, chief despatcher of the delaware, lackawanna & western, and his assistant, had been one of the first to learn the art of reading telegraph messages by ear, an accomplishment then quite uncommon. his memory had therefore been so developed that after a few times calling his company roll he dispensed with the book and called it alphabetically from memory. keeping a hundred names in his mind in proper order we thought quite a feat. forty years later, at one of our reunions, mr. conklin, now superintendent of a railroad, was present. i asked him if he remembered calling his company roll from memory. "yes," said he, "and i can do it now, and recall every face and voice," and he began and rattled off the names of his roll. he said sometimes in the old days the boys would try to fool him by getting a comrade to answer for them, but they could never do it, he would detect the different voice instantly. now, as i close this narrative, shall i speak of the gala day of our home-coming? i can, of course, only speak of the one i participated in, the coming home to scranton of companies i and k and the members of the field and staff who lived here. this, however, will be a fair description of the reception each of the other companies received at their respective homes. home-coming from the war! can we who know of it only as we read appreciate such a home-coming? that was forty-one years ago the th of last may. union hall, on lackawanna avenue, midway between wyoming and penn, had been festooned with flags, and in it a sumptuous dinner awaited us. a committee of prominent citizens, our old friends, not one of whom is now living, met us some distance down the road. a large delegation of scranton's ladies were at the hall to welcome and serve us, and of these, the last one, one of the mothers and matrons, has just passed into the great beyond. many of those of our own age, the special attraction of the returning "boys," have also gone, but a goodly number still remain. they will recall this picture with not a little interest, i am sure. if perchance cheeks should be wet and spectacles moistened as they read, it will be but a reproduction of the emotions of that beautiful day more than forty years ago. no soldier boys ever received a more joyous or hearty welcome. the bountiful repast was hurriedly eaten, for anxious mothers, wives, sisters, and sweethearts were there, whose claim upon their returning "boy in blue" for holier and tenderer relationship was paramount. amidst all these joyous reunions, were there no shadows? ah, yes. in the brief period of nine months our regiment had lost forty per cent. of its membership. company i had gone to the front with one hundred and one stalwart officers and men, and but sixty-eight came back with the company. of the missing names, daniel s. gardner, moses h. ames, george h. cator, daniel reed, richard a. smith, and john b. west were killed in battle or died of wounds soon after; orville sharp had died in the service. the others had succumbed to the hardships of the service and been discharged. of the same number company k took into the service, sixty-six came home with the company. sergeant martin l. hower, richard davis, jacob eschenbach, jephtha milligan, allen sparks, obadiah sherwood, and david c. young had been killed in battle or died of wounds; thomas d. davis, jesse p. kortz, samuel snyder, james scull, solon searles, and john w. wright had died in the service. the most conspicuous figure in the regiment, our colonel, richard a. oakford, had been the first to fall. so that amidst our rejoicings there were a multitude of hearts unutterably sad. will the time ever come when "the bitter shall not be mingled with the sweet" and tears of sorrow shall not drown the cup of gladness? let us hope and pray that it may; and now, as father time tenderly turns down the heroic leaf of the one hundred and thirty-second pennsylvania volunteers, let us find comfort in the truth, "_dulce et decorum est, pro patria mori._" appendix the following are copies of the muster-out rolls of the field and staff and the several companies of the one hundred and thirty-second regiment, pennsylvania volunteers, taken originally from bates's history, and compared and corrected from the original rolls in the adjutant-general's office, at harrisburg, pa. several corrections have been made from the personal recollections of officers and men whom i have been able to consult. there are doubtless errors in the original rolls, owing to the paucity of records in the hands of those whose duty it was to make them at the time of muster-out, owing to resignations and other casualties. some of these officers were new in the command, and complete records were not in their hands. it will be remembered that the whole period of service of the one hundred and thirty-second was occupied in the three strenuous campaigns of antietam, fredericksburg, and chancellorsville, during which regimental and company baggage, which included official records, were seldom seen, and in many cases were entirely lost. for example, at the battle of chancellorsville on the fateful d of may, we had lain in line of battle behind our knapsacks piled up in twos, as a little protection from bullets. when we were ordered forward, so quick was the movement, that these knapsacks, and officers' luggage as well, were ordered to be left. when, two hours later, on our return we reached this ground, we found our knapsacks were at the bottom of an earth-work which had been hurriedly thrown up during our absence, over which a line of batteries thrust the frowning muzzles of their guns. with one or two exceptions (where the officer commanding the company happened to have it in his pocket), the company rolls were lost in the knapsacks of the first sergeant, whose duty it was to carry it. thereupon new rolls had to be made up, and of course mostly from memory. under all these circumstances, the wonder is that there are not more errors in them. almost at the last moment did i learn that i could include these rolls in my book, without exceeding its limits under the contract price. during this time i have endeavored at considerable expense and labor to get them correct, but even so, i cannot hope that they are more than approximately complete. nothing can be more sacred or valuable to the veteran and his descendants than his war record. the difficulty with these rolls will be found i fear not so much in what is so briefly stated, but in what has been inadvertently omitted, and which was necessary to a complete record. there are a number of desertions. i have given them as they are on the rolls. it is possible that some of these men may have dropped out of the column from exhaustion on the march, fallen sick and had been taken to some hospital and died without identification. failing to report at roll-call and being unaccounted for, they would be carried on the company rolls as "absent without leave," until prolonged absence without information would compel the adding of the fearful word "deserted." there were instances where men taken sick made their way home without leave and were marked deserters. after recovering from a severe case of "army fever" they returned again to duty. this was in violation of discipline, and under the strict letter of the law they were deserters, but they saved the government the cost of their nursing, and, what is more, probably saved their lives and subsequent service by their going. i mention these things so that where the record appears harsh, the reader may know that possibly, if all the facts had been known, it might have been far different. field and staff. richard a. oakford, colonel, mustered in aug. , ; killed at antietam, sept. , . vincent m. wilcox, colonel, mustered in aug. , ; promoted from lieutenant-colonel september, ; discharged on surgeon's certificate jan. , . charles albright, colonel, mustered in aug. , ; promoted from major to lieutenant-colonel september, , to colonel jan. , ; mustered out with regiment may , . joseph e. shreve, lieutenant-colonel, promoted from captain co. a to major september, , to lieutenant-colonel jan. , ; mustered out with regiment may , . frederick l. hitchcock, major, mustered in aug. , ; promoted from adjutant jan. , ; twice wounded at fredericksburg dec. , ; mustered out with regiment may , . austin f. clapp, adjutant, promoted from corporal co. k to sergeant-major nov. , ; to adjutant jan. , ; mustered out with regiment may , . clinton w. neal, quartermaster, mustered in aug. , ; promoted from co. e aug. , ; mustered out with regiment may , . james w. anawalt, surgeon (major), mustered in sept. , ; mustered out with regiment may , . george k. thompson, assistant surgeon (first lieutenant), mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with regiment may , . george w. hoover, assistant surgeon (first lieutenant), mustered in sept. , ; mustered out with regiment may , . a. h. schoonmaker, chaplain (first lieutenant), mustered in sept. , ; mustered out with regiment may , . thomas maxwell, sergeant-major, promoted to sergeant-major from co. a aug. , ; promoted to first lieutenant co. a nov. , . (see co. a.) frank j. deemer, sergeant-major, mustered in aug. , ; promoted from co. k jan. , ; mustered out with regiment may , . elmore h. wells, quartermaster-sergeant, mustered in aug. , ; promoted from co. b aug. , ; owing to prolonged sickness in hospital returned to co. jan. , . (see co. b.) brooks a. bass, quartermaster-sergeant, mustered in aug. , ; promoted from co. i jan. , ; mustered out with regiment may , . john f. salmon, commissary-sergeant, mustered in aug. , ; promoted from co. g aug. , ; died at harper's ferry, va., oct. , . william w. coolbaugh, commissary-sergeant, mustered in aug. , ; promoted from co. k oct. , ; transferred to company dec. , . (see co. k.) alonzo r. case, commissary-sergeant, mustered in aug. , ; promoted from sergeant co. c dec. , ; mustered out with regiment may , . horace a. deans, hospital steward, mustered in aug. , ; promoted from co. i oct. , ; transferred to ranks april , . (see co. i.) moses g. corwin, hospital steward, mustered in aug. , ; promoted from co. k april , ; mustered out with regiment may , . company a.[g] joseph e. shreve, captain, mustered in aug. , ; promoted to major. see field and staff. charles c. norris, captain, mustered in aug. , ; promoted from second lieutenant nov. , ; mustered out with company may , . george w. vangilder, first lieutenant, mustered in aug. , ; discharged on surgeon's certificate oct. , . thomas maxwell, first lieutenant, mustered in aug. , ; promoted from sergeant-major nov. , ; mustered out with regiment. ed. w. roderick, second lieutenant, mustered in aug. , ; promoted from private; mustered out with company. david shutt, first sergeant, mustered in aug. , ; promoted from sergeant march , ; mustered out with company may , . j. m. hassenplug, sergeant, mustered in aug. , ; killed at antietam, md., sept. , . john s. ware, sergeant, mustered in aug. , ; promoted from corporal march , ; mustered out with company may , . isaac d. crewitt, sergeant, mustered in aug. , ; promoted from corporal march , ; mustered out with company may , . michael kessler, sergeant, mustered in aug. , ; promoted from private march , ; wounded at fredericksburg, va., dec. , ; mustered out with company may , . george lovett, sergeant, mustered in aug. , ; promoted from private feb. , ; mustered out with company may , . jacob h. miller, sergeant, mustered in aug. , ; discharged, jan. , , at washington, for wounds received at antietam, va., sept. , . joseph h. nevins, sergeant, mustered in aug. , ; discharged on surgeon's certificate march , , at baltimore, md. daniel vanrouk, sergeant, mustered in aug. , ; killed at antietam, md., sept. , . jacob redfield, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; promoted from private sept. , ; wounded at chancellorsville, va., may , ; mustered out with company may , . james williams, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; promoted from private oct. , ; mustered out with company may , . conrad s. aten, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; promoted from private dec. , ; mustered out with company may , . george snyder, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; absent, sick, at muster-out. alex. huntington, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; promoted from private feb. , ; mustered out with company may , . samuel stall, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; promoted from private feb. , ; mustered out with company may , . henry vincent, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; promoted from private march , ; mustered out with company may , . john harig, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; promoted from private march , ; mustered out with company may , . charles flick, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; discharged at baltimore, md., dec. , , of wounds received at antietam sept. , . nathan f. lightner, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; discharged at newark, n. j., on surgeon's certificate dec. , . wm. c. mccormick, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; discharged march , ; wounds received at fredericksburg, va., dec. , . henry l. shick, musician, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . amos appleman, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . sylvester w. arnwine, private, mustered in aug. , ; wounded at antietam, md., sept. , ; mustered out with company may , . henry adams, private, mustered in aug. , ; died sept. of wounds received at antietam, md., sept. , . arthur w. beaver, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . jacob j. bookmiller, private, mustered in aug. , ; wounded at chancellorsville, va., may , ; mustered out with company may , . franklin g. blee, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . jeremiah black, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . william h. carroll, private, mustered in aug. , ; wounded at chancellorsville, va., may , ; mustered out with company may , . samuel e. cooper, private, mustered in aug. , ; deserted oct. , ; left at bolivar heights, va.; sick, failed to return to company. franklin devine, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . william davis, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . samuel v. dye, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged at philadelphia on surgeon's certificate april , . william earp, jr., private, mustered in aug. , ; wounded at fredericksburg, va., dec. , ; mustered out with company may , . james s. easton, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . hiram eggert, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . joseph feidel, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . samuel flickinger, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . john b. a. foin, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . james foster, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . c. w. fitzsimmons, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . john l. fields, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . george francis, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged at harrisburg on surgeon's certificate nov. , . thomas goodall, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . samuel gulicks, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . john gibson, private, mustered in aug. , ; killed at antietam, md., sept. , . joseph hale, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . george e. hunt, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . adam hornberger, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . d. hendrickson, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . samuel hillner, private, mustered in aug. , ; killed at antietam, md., sept. , . hiram hummel, private, mustered in aug. , ; killed at antietam, md., sept. , . thomas jones, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . thomas james, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . w. j. w. klase, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . daniel j. p. klase, private, mustered in aug. , ; killed at antietam, md., sept. , . conrad lechthaler, private, mustered in aug. , ; left sick at warrenton, va., nov. , ; reported discharged; no official notice received. samuel langer, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . john leichow, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged oct. , , for wounds received at antietam, md., sept. , . jacob long, private, mustered in aug. , ; killed at antietam, md., sept. , . watkin morgan, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . levi m. miller, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . jacob w. moyer, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . leonard mayer, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . cornelius c. moyer, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . john morris, private, mustered in aug. , ; wounded at antietam, md., sept. , ; mustered out with company may , . john mccoy, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . james mckee, private, mustered in aug. , ; deserted aug. , , from harrisburg. wm. b. neese, private, mustered in aug. , ; wounded at antietam, md., sept. , ; mustered out with company may , . james m. phillips, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . john p. reaser, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . simon reidy, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . isaac rantz, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . david h. rank, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged on surgeon's certificate jan. , . wm. a. ringler, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged may , , for wounds received at antietam, md., september , . jonathan rice, private, mustered in aug. , ; killed at fredericksburg, va., dec. , . william stewart, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . edward d. smith, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . william sunday, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . august schriever, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . john stine, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . edwin l. smith, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . oliver b. switzer, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . sharp m. snyder, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . aaron sechler, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . archibald vandling, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged at harrisburg on surgeon's certificate nov. , . angus wright, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . andrew waugh, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . john wallace, private, mustered in aug. , ; left sick in hospital at harper's ferry, va.; reported discharged; no official notice received. samuel wote, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . matthew r. wright, private, mustered in aug. , ; killed at fredericksburg, va., dec. , . james d. wray, private, mustered in aug. , ; deserted sept. , . company b. smith w. ingham, captain, mustered in aug. , ; resigned on surgeon's certificate at georgetown, sem. hospital, feb. , . george h. eastman, captain, mustered in aug. , ; promoted from first lieutenant feb. , ; wounded at chancellorsville, va., may , ; mustered out with company may , . anson g. carpenter, first lieutenant, mustered in aug. , ; promoted from second lieutenant feb. , ; mustered out with company may , . dewitt c. kitchen, second lieutenant, mustered in aug. , ; promoted to first sergeant sept. , ; to second lieutenant feb. , ; mustered out with company may , . john d. smith, first sergeant, mustered in aug. , ; promoted to sergeant nov. , ; to first sergeant feb. , ; mustered out with company may , . george d. warner, sergeant, mustered in aug. , ; killed at antietam, md., sept. , ; buried in national cemetery, sec. , lot a, grave . jonas h. farr, sergeant, mustered in aug. , ; promoted from corporal sept. , ; mustered out with company may , . freeman h. dixon, sergeant, mustered in aug. , ; captured at antietam, md., sept. , ; promoted from corporal feb. , ; mustered out with company may , . julian w. stellwell, sergeant, mustered in aug. , ; promoted to corporal sept. , ; to sergeant feb. , ; mustered out with company may , . abner lewis, sergeant, mustered in aug. , ; promoted from private nov. , ; mustered out with company may , . john h. teneyck, sergeant, mustered in aug. , ; killed at antietam, md., sept. , ; buried in national cemetery, sec. , lot a, grave . john b. overfield, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; wounded at fredericksburg, va., dec. , ; mustered out with company may , . john w. reynolds, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; promoted to corporal sept. , ; mustered out with company may , . calvin l. briggs, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; promoted to corporal feb. , ; wounded at chancellorsville, va., may , ; mustered out with company may , . hansom h. carrier, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; promoted to corporal feb. , ; wounded at chancellorsville, va., may , ; mustered out with company may , . isaac polmatien, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; promoted to corporal feb. , ; wounded at chancellorsville, va., may , ; mustered out with company may , . daniel w. smith, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . george n. colvin, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; promoted to corporal feb. , ; mustered out with company may , . porter carpenter, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; promoted to corporal feb. , ; mustered out with company may , . james n. gardner, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; discharged on surgeon's certificate nov. , . otis gilmore, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; wounded at antietam, md., sept. , ; discharged at ascension hospital, washington, d. c., on surgeon's certificate december , . decatur hewett, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; deserted april , . andrew j. lewis, musician, mustered in aug. , ; prisoner of war from may to may , ; mustered out with company may , . robert l. reynolds, musician, mustered in aug. , ; prisoner of war from may to may , ; mustered out with company may , . elias aton, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . loren ball, private, mustered in aug. , ; prisoner of war from may to may , ; mustered out with company may , . john r. briggs, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . willard e. bullock, private, mustered in aug. , ; wounded at antietam, md., sept. , ; mustered out with company may , . joseph billings, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . samuel bishop, private, mustered in aug. , ; killed at fredericksburg, va., dec. , . thomas j. chase, private, mustered in aug. , ; absent in hospital since sept. , ; mustered out with company may , . levi conklin, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . thomas a. castle, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . george a. carney, private, mustered in aug. , ; wounded at antietam, md., sept. , ; mustered out with company may , . seth a. cobb, private, mustered in aug. , ; wounded at antietam, md., sept. , ; mustered out with company may , . oliver e. clark, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . adelbert colvin, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged at harwood hospital, washington, on surgeon's certificate sept. , . benjamin v. cole, private, mustered in aug. , ; killed at antietam, md., sept. , . jerome e. detrick, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . james c. degraw, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . ezra dean, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged at harwood hospital, washington, on surgeon's certificate sept. , . charles evans, private, mustered in aug. , ; killed at antietam, md., sept. , . john f. evans, private, mustered in aug. , ; died at acquia creek, va., dec. , ; buried in military asylum cemetery, washington, d. c. sylvester farnham, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . elisha farnham, private, mustered in aug. , ; wounded with loss of arm at antietam, md., sept. , ; discharged on surgeon's certificate jan. , . dennis d. gardner, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . alonzo e. gregory, private, mustered in aug. , ; killed at antietam, md., sept. , . philander grow, private, mustered in aug. , ; died near falmouth, va., dec. , . leslie e. hawley, private, mustered in aug. , ; left sick at harper's ferry oct. , , discharged but received no official notice. samuel hooper, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . thomas m. hines, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . harvey b. howe, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged at acquia creek hospital on surgeon's certificate feb. , . peter b. hanyon, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged at convalescent camp hospital on surgeon's certificate feb. , . george m. harding, private, mustered in aug. , ; wounded at fredericksburg, va., dec. , ; discharged at hospital, washington, on surgeon's certificate march , . benjamin h. hanyon, private, mustered in aug. , ; deserted sept. , ; left in smoketown hospital. stephen t. ingham, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . horace jackson, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . judson a. jayne, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . martin v. kennedy, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . silas g. lewis, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . francis m. lewis, private, mustered in aug. , ; wounded at fredericksburg, va., dec. , , and at chancellorsville, va., may , ; mustered out with company may , . ezra a. lawbert, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . alvah letteen, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged at fort wood hospital, n. y. harbor, on surgeon's certificate march , . albanus little, private, mustered in aug. , ; wounded at antietam, md., sept. , ; absent at muster-out. uriah mott, private, mustered out with company may , . emmet j. mathewson, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . charles w. martin, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged at hammond's hospital, point pleasant, md., on surgeon's certificate jan. , . wilson d. minor, private, mustered in aug. , ; wounded at antietam, md., sept. , ; discharged on surgeon's certificate nov. , . thomas s. moore, private, mustered in aug. , ; died at georgetown, d. c., oct. , . oliver c. newberg, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged at patent office, f, washington, d. c., on surgeon's certificate jan. , . horace o'neal, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . henry ornt, private, mustered in aug. , ; killed at antietam, md., sept. , . elisha pedrick, private, mustered in aug. , ; wounded at antietam, md., sept. , . byron prevost, private, mustered in aug. , ; wounded at antietam, md., sept. , ; mustered out with company may , . charles plattenburg, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . rufus f. parrish, private, mustered in aug. , ; wounded at antietam, md., sept. , ; discharged on surgeon's certificate feb. , . reuben plattenburg, private, mustered in aug. , ; died at washington, d. c., march , . william h. reynolds, private, mustered in aug. , ; wounded at antietam, md., sept. , ; deserted oct. , ; returned january , ; mustered out with company may , . albert g. reynolds, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . oliver e. reynolds, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . perry t. rought, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . washington l. rought, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged at washington on surgeon's certificate feb. , . milot roberts, private, mustered in aug. , ; died sept. of wounds received at antietam, md., sept. , . esick smith, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . jeremiah stanton, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . davis c. smith, private, mustered in aug. , ; left in hospital near falmouth may , ; absent at muster-out. william shoemaker, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . asa smerd, private, mustered in aug. , ; left sick at belle plains landing dec. , ; absent sick at muster-out. harman stark, private, mustered in aug. , ; wounded at antietam, md., sept. , ; mustered out with company may , . wesley j. stark, private, mustered in aug. , ; deserted nov. , ; returned march , ; mustered out with company may , . burton shoemaker, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged at new york on surgeon's certificate jan. , . john h. smith, private, mustered in aug. , ; killed at antietam, md., sept. , ; buried in national cemetery, sec. , lot a, grave . joseph w. stanton, private, mustered in aug. , ; left sick at harper's ferry oct. , ; deserted from hospital. jacob a. thomas, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . utley turner, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged at philadelphia on surgeon's certificate jan. , . henry b. turner, private, mustered in aug. , ; killed at antietam, md., sept. , . w. b. vanarsdale, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . andrew m. wandle, private, mustered in aug. , ; captured at sniker's gap, va., nov. , , prisoner of war from nov. to dec. , ; mustered out with company may , . john wall, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . elmore h. wells[h], private, mustered in aug. , ; promoted to quartermaster-sergeant of regiment aug. , ; returned to company jan. , ; mustered out with company. hiram e. worden, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . company c. herman townsend, captain, mustered in aug. , ; discharged on surgeon's certificate jan. , . charles m. mcdougal, captain, mustered in aug. , ; promoted from first lieutenant jan. , ; wounded at fredericksburg, va., dec. , ; mustered out with company may , . james a. rogers, first lieutenant, mustered in aug. , ; promoted from sergeant to first sergeant sept. , ; to first lieutenant jan. , ; mustered out with company may , . anson c. cranmer, second lieutenant, mustered in aug. , ; killed at antietam, md., sept. , . levi d. landon, second lieutenant, mustered in aug. , ; promoted from first sergeant sept. , ; mustered out with company may , . russell j. ross, first sergeant, mustered in aug. , ; promoted from corporal jan. , ; mustered out with company may , . dewitt teaver, sergeant, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . amos w. vanfleet, sergeant, mustered in aug. , ; promoted from corporal sept. , ; mustered out with company may , . andrew e. watts, sergeant, mustered in aug. , ; promoted to corporal sept. , ; to sergeant jan. , ; mustered out with company may , . samuel w. wilcox, sergeant, mustered in aug. , ; promoted from corporal oct. , ; mustered out with company may , . john c. craven, sergeant, mustered in aug. , ; discharged on surgeon's certificate feb. , . alonzo r. case, sergeant, mustered in aug. , ; promoted to commissary-sergeant dec. , . (see field and staff.) h. w. parkhurst, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; absent, sick, at muster-out. john a. bloom, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . john mcclure, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; promoted to corporal jan. , ; wounded at chancellorsville, va., may , ; mustered out with company may , . lucien bothwell, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; promoted to corporal jan. , ; mustered out with company may , . elijah r. hickok, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; promoted to corporal march , ; mustered out with company may , . wallace biddle, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; discharged on surgeon's certificate feb. , . samuel e. blanchard, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; discharged on surgeon's certificate feb. , . melville f. ephline, musician, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . william spencer, musician, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . allen m. ayres, private, mustered in aug. , ; wounded at antietam, md., sept. , ; absent sick at muster-out. harrison b. benson, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . george bennett, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . manning bailey, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . amos s. boothe, private, mustered in aug. , ; absent sick at muster-out. james a. barnes, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . jeremiah bailey, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged on surgeon's certificate nov. , . samuel h. bartlett, private, mustered in aug. , ; died at falmouth, va., feb. , . oliver blanchard, private, mustered in aug. , ; died sept. of wounds received at antietam, md., sept. , ; buried in national cemetery, sec. , lot a, grave . leroy j. cease, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . thomas d. cross, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . nathan s. denmark, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . lewis darling, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . simeon elliott, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . sylvester m. green, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . john grauteer, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . oscar c. griswold, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . ambrose s. gray, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . martin w. gray, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged on surgeon's certificate dec. , . henry h. hoagland, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . jasper n. hoagland, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . isaac n. harvey, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . george w. harvey, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . john j. howland, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . truman harris, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . solon j. hickok, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . stephen c. hickok, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . charles o. hazleton, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged on surgeon's certificate april , . william hamilton, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged on surgeon's certificate feb. , . francis harris, private, mustered in aug. , ; died at le roy, pa., jan. , . john c. hurlburt, private, mustered in aug. , ; killed at fredericksburg, va., dec. , . seth howland, private, mustered in aug. , ; killed at chancellorsville, va., may , . andrew e. hoagland, private, mustered in aug. , ; killed at fredericksburg, va., dec. , . william w. haxton, private, mustered in aug. , ; deserted sept. , . silick june, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . frederick kerrick, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged on surgeon's certificate feb. , . roscoe s. loomis, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . david p. lindley, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . samuel lindley, private, mustered in aug. , ; prisoner of war; date not given; mustered out with company may , . ira lindley, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged april , ; expiration of term. levi r. lester, private, mustered in aug. , ; died at washington, d. c., feb. , ; buried in military asylum cemetery. lewis m. leonard, private, mustered in aug. , ; killed at fredericksburg, va., dec. , . george mallory, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged on surgeon's certificate nov. , . charles l. miles, private, mustered in aug. , ; died near falmouth, va., may , . lyman r. newell, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged on surgeon's certificate feb. , . stephen a. randall, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . john h. newell, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged oct. , , on surgeon's certificate of disability. john randall, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . charles m. rogers, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . judson a. royse, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . dewitt c. robinson, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . jeremiah rockwell, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged on surgeon's certificate march , . lynds a. spencer, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . james soper, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . john b. streets, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . geo. c. shoemaker, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . john schnader, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . solomon stone, private, mustered in aug. , ; prisoner of war; mustered out with company may , . lewis sellard, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . william smith, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged on surgeon's certificate feb. , . daniel w. smith, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged on surgeon's certificate feb. , . nathan j. spencer, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged on surgeon's certificate april , . james m. snader, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged on surgeon's certificate nov. , . luke p. streeter, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged on surgeon's certificate oct. , . jeremiah smith, private, mustered in aug. , ; died near falmouth, va., jan. , . charles b. thomas, private, mustered in aug. , ; killed at fredericksburg, va., dec. , . george m. van dyke, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . e. g. van dyke, private, mustered in aug. , ; prisoner of war; mustered out with company may , . laning n. vargason, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . sevellon a. wilcox, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . jefferson a. witherall, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company aug. , . charles walter, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . chauncey w. wheeler, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . merton c. wright, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged sept. , , on surgeon's certificate. joseph n. wright, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged sept. , , on surgeon's certificate. roswell a. walker, private, mustered in aug. , ; died at belle plain, va., dec. , . company d. charles h. chase, captain, mustered in aug. , ; resigned dec. , . w. h. carnochan, captain, mustered in aug. , ; promoted from second lieutenant nov. , ; mustered out with company may , . charles e. gladding, first lieutenant, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company nov. , . j. w. brown, second lieutenant, mustered in aug. , ; discharged aug. , , to date aug. , . f. marion wells, second lieutenant, mustered in aug. , ; promoted from first sergeant dec. , ; wounded with loss of leg at chancellorsville, va., may , ; absent in hospital at muster-out; died a few days later. william c. cobb, first sergeant, mustered in aug. , ; promoted to first sergeant feb. , ; mustered out with company may , . alvah l. cooper, sergeant, mustered in aug. , ; promoted from corporal feb. , ; mustered out with company may , . lert ballard, sergeant, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . albert long, sergeant, mustered in aug. , ; promoted from corporal jan. , ; mustered out with company may , . albert s. cobb, sergeant, mustered in aug. , ; promoted from corporal feb. , ; mustered out with company may , . daniel grace, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; promoted to corporal april , ; mustered out with company may , . alonzo ross, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; promoted to corporal april , ; mustered out with company may , . albert preston, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; wounded at fredericksburg, va., dec. , ; promoted to corporal feb. , ; mustered out with company. james f. carman, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; promoted to corporal jan. , ; mustered out with company. albert o. scott, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; wounded at fredericksburg, va., dec. , ; promoted to corporal feb. , ; mustered out with company. furman bullock, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; promoted to corporal feb. , ; mustered out with company. samuel harkness, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . john c. mcmahon, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; discharged on surgeon's certificate oct. , . elihu b. chase, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; discharged on surgeon's certificate oct. , . l. n. burnham, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; died nov. , , of wounds received at antietam, md., sept. , ; buried at chester, pa. hubbard h. williams, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; deserted at washington, d. c., nov. , ; returned may , ; discharged by general order june , . nathaniel mattock, musician, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . daniel h. moore, musician, mustered in aug. , ; discharged on surgeon's certificate jan. , . stephen t. hall, wagoner, mustered in aug. , ; promoted to corporal aug. , ; reduced to ranks feb. , ; mustered out with company. john b. alexander, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . julian l. andrus, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . nathan e. bailey, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . charles boyce, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . darius bullock, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . joseph boughton, private, mustered in aug. , ; wounded at fredericksburg, va., dec. , ; mustered out with company. warren s. bixley, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . ellis h. best, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . george bennett, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . aaron w. bailey, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged on surgeon's certificate jan. , . oliver e. blakeslee, private, mustered in aug. , ; died at washington, d. c., jan. , ; pneumonia. orrin g. blakeslee, private, mustered in aug. , ; died at harper's ferry, va., nov. , . warren s. bailey, private, mustered in aug. , ; deserted oct. , , at harper's ferry. richard w. canedy, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . william m. clark, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . daniel carman, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . charles o. dark, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . christopher denmark, private, mustered in aug. , ; wounded at fredericksburg, va., dec. , ; mustered out with company may , . reuben dudley, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged on surgeon's certificate march , . peter fuller, private, mustered in aug. , ; wounded at chancellorsville, va., may , ; in hospital at muster-out. george fields, private, mustered in aug. , ; wounded at antietam, md., sept. , ; mustered out with company may , . leander l. gregory, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . george c. gerould, private, mustered in aug. , ; died oct. of wounds received at antietam, md., sept. , . richard m. howland, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . george w. howland, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . jerome s. hill, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . george w. hardy, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . martin harkness, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged on surgeon's certificate dec. , . benjamin f. jones, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . lewis w. jones, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . richard m. johnson, private, mustered in aug. , ; deserted sept. , . alvah m. kent, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . thomas lee, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . lewis laurent, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . festus lyon, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . william a. mores, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . joseph f. morley, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . gophar morgan, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged on surgeon's certificate nov. , . abner miller, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged on surgeon's certificate dec. , . john mcgregor, private, mustered in aug. , ; wounded at antietam, md., sept. , ; mustered out with company may , . george w. mcalister, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . james n. mcalister, private, mustered in aug. , ; deserted sept. , ; returned march , ; mustered out with company may , . michael e. mcintosh, private, mustered in aug. , ; prisoner of war from nov. to dec. , ; mustered out with company may , . orrin p. mcallister, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged on surgeon's certificate dec. , . samuel r. mcmahon, private, mustered in aug. , ; killed at fredericksburg, va., dec. , . isaac p. mcintyre, private, mustered in aug. , ; died near falmouth, va., dec. , of wounds received at fredericksburg, va., dec. , . william f. newell, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . henry a. newell, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . chester northrop, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . william peet, private, mustered in aug. , ; absent in hospital at muster-out. james patterson, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . richard w. phillips, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . homer t. rhodes, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . henry j. russell, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . s. cheney roby, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . nehemiah robinson, private, mustered in aug. , ; deserted at frederick city, md., sept. , . charles n. smith, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . byron b. slade, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . norman c. shepherd, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . edward c. strong, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged on surgeon's certificate feb. , . barlow smith, private, mustered in aug. , ; died at harper's ferry, va., nov. , . conrad schantz, private, mustered in aug. , ; deserted at harrisburg aug. , . j. o. van buskerk, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged on surgeon's certificate feb. , . joseph s. wilcox, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . barnum wilcox, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . norman wilcox, private, mustered in aug. , ; wounded at chancellorsville, va., may , ; mustered out with company may , . nathan wilcox, private, mustered in aug. , ; wounded at fredericksburg, va., dec. , , and at chancellorsville, va., may , ; mustered out with company may , . ira v. williams, private, mustered in aug. , ; wounded at chancellorsville, va., may , ; mustered out with company may , . charles w. whipple, private, mustered in aug. , ; wounded at fredericksburg, va., dec. , ; mustered out with company may , . charles williams, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged on surgeon's certificate oct. , . ezra h. welch, private, mustered in aug. , ; died at belle plain, va., dec. , . w. h. woodworth, private, mustered in aug. , ; died at falmouth, va., jan. , . martin west, private, mustered in aug. , ; deserted october, . company e. michael whitmoyer, captain, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . andrew c. mensch, first lieutenant, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . d. ramsey melick, second lieutenant, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . william a. barton, first sergeant, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . william h. gilmore, sergeant, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . william j. renn, sergeant, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . charles p. sloan, sergeant, mustered in aug. , ; promoted from corporal jan. , ; mustered out with company may , . isaac n. kline, sergeant, mustered in aug. , ; promoted from corporal jan. , ; mustered out with company may , . benjamin f. johnston, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . clark kressler, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . henry m. johnston, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . ephraim n. kline, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . edward c. green, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; promoted to corporal nov. , ; mustered out with company may , . john n. hughes, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; promoted to corporal jan. , .; mustered out with company may , . james b. fortner, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; promoted to corporal jan. , ; mustered out with company may , . samuel wood, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; promoted to corporal feb. , ; mustered out with company may , , . william c. robinson, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; discharged at harper's ferry on surgeon's certificate oct. , . james p. melick, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; died at washington, d. c., dec. , of wounds received at fredericksburg, va., dec. , . clinton w. neal, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; promoted to quartermaster aug. , . (see field and staff.) john staley, musician, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . azima v. hower, musician, mustered in aug. , ; discharged on surgeon's certificate jan. , . tillman faux, wagoner, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . lafaye applegate, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . leonard beagle, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . hiram h. brodt, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . jacob w. bomboy, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . james s. bomboy; private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . edward w. coleman, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . james w. cook, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . james cadman, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . peter o. crist, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . henry croop, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged on surgeon's certificate oct. , . thomas carothers, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged on surgeon's certificate feb. , . abel deily, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . john moore eves, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . john f. eck, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . moses j. french, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . clod'y s. m. fisher, private, mustered in aug. , ; wounded at antietam, md., sept. , ; mustered out with company may , . charles a. folk, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . robert gillaspy, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . john p. guilds, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . clinton c. hughes, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . henry c. hartman, sr., private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . c. h. hendershot, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . william h. hunter, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . henry c. hartman, jr., private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . samuel harder, private, mustered in aug. , ; prisoner from dec. , , to may , ; mustered out with company may , . adam heist, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . george w. howell, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . samuel harp, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged on surgeon's certificate feb. , . isaiah s. hartman, private, mustered in aug. , ; died oct. of wounds received at antietam, md., sept. , . jesse m. howell, private, mustered in aug. , ; died near falmouth, va., jan. , . joseph s. hayman, private, mustered in aug. , ; deserted aug. , . samuel r. johnson, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . hiram f. kline, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . thomas o. kline, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . samuel c. krickbaum, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . amos y. kisner, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . george m. kline, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . augustus m. kurtz, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . francis m. lutz, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . isaac m. lyons, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . joseph w. lyons, private, mustered in aug. , ; absent sick in hospital since oct. , ; mustered out with company may , . joseph lawton, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . john lawton, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . william lazarus, private, mustered in aug. , ; killed at antietam, md., sept. , . daniel markley, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . lemuel mood, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . charles muffley, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . clark price, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . levi h. priest, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . oliver palmer, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . joseph penrose, private, mustered in aug. , ; missed in action at fredericksburg, va., dec. , . david ruckle, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . josiah reedy, private, mustered in aug. , ; wounded at fredericksburg, va., dec. , ; mustered out with company may , . john roadarmel, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . isaac roadarmel, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . jeremiah reese, private, mustered in sept. , ; captured at chancellorsville, va.; prisoner from may to may , ; mustered out with company may , . jonathan w. snyder, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . charles w. snyder, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , .. josiah stiles, private, mustered in aug. , ; absent, sick in hospital since sept. , . frederick m. staley, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . george w. sterner, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . henry h. sands, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . william c. shaw, private, mustered in aug. , ; absent, sick, at muster-out. james f. trump, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . samuel m. vanhorne, private, mustered in aug. , ; died at washington, d. c., feb. , ; buried in harmony burial grounds, d. c. philip watts, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . amasa whitenite, private, mustered in aug. , ; wounded at antietam, md., sept. , ; mustered out with company may , . gottlieb wagoner, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . gaylord whitmoyer, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged on surgeon's certificate feb. , . samuel young, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . franklin j. r. zellars, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . company f. george w. wilhelm, captain, mustered in aug. , ; discharged dec. , . jacob d. laciar, captain, mustered in aug. , ; wounded at antietam, md., sept. , ; promoted from second lieutenant jan. , ; mustered out with company may , . thomas musselman, first lieutenant, mustered in aug. , ; wounded at fredericksburg, va., dec. , ; mustered out with company may , . john kerns, second lieutenant, mustered in aug. , ; promoted from corporal to sergeant sept. , ; to second lieutenant jan. , ; mustered out with company may , . oliver breneiser, first sergeant, mustered in aug. , ; wounded at antietam, md., sept. , and at fredericksburg, va., dec. , ; promoted to corporal sept. , , to first sergeant jan. , ; mustered out with company may , . jacob miller, sergeant, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . john hoff, sergeant, mustered in aug. , ; promoted from corporal nov. , ; mustered out with company may , . charles mack, sergeant, mustered in aug. , ; promoted from corporal march , ; mustered out with company may , . john sherry, sergeant, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . oliver f. musselman, sergeant, mustered in aug. , ; killed at antietam, md., sept. , . f. c. wintemute, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; promoted to corporal aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . david m. jones, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . albert e. sheets, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . william miner, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . william r. rex, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; promoted to corporal nov. , ; mustered out with company may , . lewis trainer, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; promoted to corporal nov. , ; mustered out with company may , . john schultz, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; wounded at antietam, md., sept. , ; promoted to corporal jan. , ; mustered out with company may , . joseph schadel, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; died at belle plain, va., nov. , . george w. duryea, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; deserted aug. , , from camp curtin. edwin seyfried, musician, mustered in aug. , ; discharged on surgeon's certificate feb. , . bar't armbruster, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . david arner, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . william allen, private, mustered in aug. , ; captured at fredericksburg, va., dec. , ; mustered out with company may , . august belsner, private, mustered in aug. , ; wounded at chancellorsville, va., may , ; mustered out with company may , . thomas baker, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . daniel bartley, private, mustered in aug. , ; deserted sept. , , near rockville, md. stephen cunfer, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . thomas christine, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . joseph l. clewell, private, mustered in aug. , ; died at harper's ferry, va., oct. of wounds received at antietam, md., sept. , . chas. s. dreisbach, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . joseph b. dreisbach, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . joseph drumbore, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged jan. , , for wounds received at antietam, md., sept. , . peter everts, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . william everts, private, mustered in aug. , ; wounded at fredericksburg, va., dec. , ; mustered out with company may , . jonathan eck, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . samuel everts, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged on surgeon's certificate feb. , . owen c. fullweiler, private, mustered in aug. , ; absent, sick, at muster-out. amon fritz, private, mustered in aug. , ; wounded at fredericksburg, va., dec. , ; mustered out with company may , . lewis frederick, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . william frantz, private, mustered in aug. , ; wounded at antietam, md., sept. , ; absent, sick, at muster-out. aaron h. gumbard, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . henry grow, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . george h. gearhard, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged march , , for wounds received at fredericksburg, va., dec. , . samuel grow, private, mustered in aug. , ; died dec. of wounds received at fredericksburg, va., dec. , ; buried at alexandria; grave . joseph hontz, private, mustered in aug. , ; wounded at antietam, md., sept. , ; mustered out with company may , . oliver hoff, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . frederick hosler, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . john w. hottenstein, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . george houser, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . sebastian hon, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . john hills, private, mustered in aug. , ; deserted aug. , , from camp curtin. alex. johnson, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . samuel keene, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . edwin kemmerer, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . john kistler, private, mustered in aug. , ; wounded, with loss of arm, at fredericksburg, va., dec. , ; discharged, date unknown. daniel kressley, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged on surgeon's certificate jan. , . samuel d. lynn, private, mustered in aug. , ; wounded at fredericksburg, va., dec. , ; mustered out with company may , . levi m. levy, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged on surgeon's certificate feb. , . john lents, private, mustered in aug. , ; died jan. , , of wounds received at fredericksburg, va., dec. , . francis h. moser, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . monroe martin, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . alexander mills, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged on surgeon's certificate sept. , . charles f. moyer, private, mustered in aug. , ; died sept. of wounds received at antietam, md., sept. , . samuel mccance, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . daniel mcgee, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . jacob notestein, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . valentine neumoyer, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . moses neyer, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . james e. nace, private, mustered in aug. , ; died jan. , , of wounds received at fredericksburg, va., dec. , . enos olwerstefler, private, mustered in aug. , ; wounded at fredericksburg, va., dec. , ; mustered out with company may , . chas. a. patterson, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . jacob rodfink, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . leopold rice, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . jacob ridler, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . aaron rex, private, mustered in aug. , ; wounded at antietam sept. , ; died at smoketown, md., nov. , . chas. w. ramaley, private, mustered in aug. , ; died at windmill point, va., jan. , . paul solt, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . william s. siegfried, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . josiah sandel, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . samuel steigerwalt, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . lewis steigerwalt, private, mustered in aug. , ; wounded at fredericksburg, va., dec. , ; mustered out with company may , . charles sinker, private, mustered in aug. , ; wounded at antietam, md., sept. , ; mustered out with company may , . jacob strouse, private, mustered in aug. , ; wounded at fredericksburg, va., dec. , ; mustered out with company may , . otto sterner, private, mustered in aug. , ; died march , , of wounds received at fredericksburg, va., dec. , . francis solt, private, mustered in aug. , ; died sept. , , at frederick city, md. henry wernstein, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . company g. robert a. abbott, captain, mustered in aug. , ; discharged jan. , , for wounds received at antietam, md., sept. , . isaac howard, captain, mustered in aug. , ; promoted from private to first sergeant jan. , , to captain jan. , ; mustered out with company may , . john c. dolan, first lieutenant, mustered in aug. , ; wounded at antietam, md., sept. , ; discharged on surgeon's certificate jan. , . william h. fulton, first lieutenant, mustered in aug. , ; promoted from sergeant march , ; mustered out with company may , . edmund h. salkeld, second lieutenant, mustered in aug. , ; discharged march , , for wounds received at fredericksburg, va., dec. , . john weiss, second lieutenant, mustered in aug. , ; promoted from sergeant march , ; mustered out with company may , . charles simons, first sergeant, mustered in aug. , ; promoted from corporal feb. , ; mustered out with company may , . theop. williams, first sergeant, mustered in aug. , ; promoted from private to sergeant, to first sergeant nov. , ; killed at fredericksburg, va., dec. , . john i. c. williams, sergeant, mustered in aug. , ; wounded at antietam, md., sept. , ; mustered out with company may , . joshua butler, sergeant, mustered in aug. , ; promoted from corporal jan. , ; mustered out with company may , . william radcliff, sergeant, mustered in aug. , ; promoted to corporal feb. , ; to sergeant march , ; mustered out with company may , . charles weiss, sergeant, mustered in aug. , ; promoted to corporal, to sergeant feb. , ; mustered out with company may , . john graver, sergeant, mustered in aug. , ; discharged on surgeon's certificate sept. , . george rase, sergeant, mustered in aug. , ; deserted sept. , , at camp whipple. john osborn, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; wounded, with loss of leg, at chancellorsville, va., may , ; discharged, date not given. david gabret, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . william j. springer, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . john leslie, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . hugh collan, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; promoted to corporal feb. , ; mustered out with company may , . peter leaser, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; promoted to corporal feb. , ; mustered out with company may , . william h. noble, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; discharged on surgeon's certificate feb. , . elijah youtz, musician, mustered in aug. , ; discharged on surgeon's certificate dec. , . charles abner, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . joseph backert, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . george buck, private, mustered in aug. , ; deserted august , , at camp curtin. joseph conley, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . peter cassady, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . william callahan, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . william davis, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . bernard dempsey, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . james derbyshire, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . michael dougherty, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . w. m. darlington, private, mustered in aug. , ; died at washington, d. c., of wounds received at fredericksburg, va., dec. , . patrick elliott, private, mustered in aug , ; mustered out with company may , . john earley, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged on surgeon's certificate jan. , . john ephlin, private, mustered in aug. , ; killed at fredericksburg, va., dec. , . patrick fleming, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . conrad fry, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged dec. for wounds received at antietam, md., sept. , . andrew floyd, private, mustered in aug. , ; died near falmouth, va., march , . charles holmes, private; mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . william hay, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . morgan jenkins, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . christian klingle, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . matthew kelley, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . william f. klotz, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . john f. klotz, private, mustered in aug. , ; captured dec. , ; absent, at camp parole, annapolis, md., at muster-out. bernard kelly, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . willoughby koons, private, mustered in aug. , ; wounded at antietam, md., sept. , ; absent at muster-out. john knauss, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged on surgeon's certificate feb. , . william f. krum, private, mustered in aug. , ; died at smoketown, md., of wounds received at antietam sept. , ; buried in national cemetery, sec. , lot b, grave . henry lange, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . william leed, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . jonas locke, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged on surgeon's certificate dec. , . henry mansfield, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . jonathan l. miller, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . mannes mayer, private, mustered in aug. , ; died at smoketown, md., of wounds received at antietam, sept. , . edward p. meelick, private, mustered in aug. , ; killed at antietam, md., sept. , . luke masterson, private, mustered in aug. , ; deserted aug. , , at camp curtin. john mcgovern, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged april , , for wounds received at antietam, md., sept. , . michael mccullough, private, mustered in aug. , ; killed at antietam, md., sept. , . james patterson, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . alfred poh, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . michael reily, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . hugh reily, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . hugo ronemus, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . jonathan c. ruch, private, mustered in aug. , ; died at smoketown, md., of wounds received at antietam, sept. , . thomas rigby, private, mustered in aug. , ; deserted sept. , , at boonsborough, md. paul sowerwine, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . david shaffer, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . jacob shingler, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . bernhard smith, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . thomas smitham, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . robert synard, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . john stacy, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . william schoonover, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . h. b. schoonover, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . john f. salmon, private, mustered in aug. , ; promoted to commissary-sergeant aug. , . thomas sproll, wagoner, mustered in aug. , ; wounded at antietam, md., sept. , ; absent at muster-out. john toner, private, mustered in aug. , ; deserted aug. , , camp curtin. john weisly, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . weaver tilghman, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . henry wintersteen, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged feb. , , for wounds received at antietam, md., sept. , . michael welsh, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged on surgeon's certificate march , . rufus walters, private, mustered in aug. , ; deserted aug. , , camp curtin. edward yemmons, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . company h. george w. john, captain, mustered in aug. , ; resigned dec. , . martin m. brobst, captain, mustered in aug. , ; promoted from first lieutenant dec. , ; mustered out with company may , . isaiah w. willits, first lieutenant, mustered in aug. , ; promoted from first sergeant dec. , ; mustered out with company may , . henry h. hoagland, second lieutenant, mustered in aug. , ; died dec. of wounds received at fredericksburg, va., dec. , . p. r. margerum, second lieutenant, mustered in aug. , ; promoted from corporal dec. , ; mustered out with company may , . a. h. sharpless, first sergeant, mustered in aug. , ; promoted from corporal dec. , ; mustered out with company may , . samuel f. savory, sergeant, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . george reedy, sergeant, mustered in aug. , ; promoted to corporal jan. , ; mustered out with company may , . hiram w. brown, sergeant, mustered in aug. , ; promoted to corporal jan. , ; mustered out with company may , . william mcneal, sergeant, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . theodore kreigh, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . rolandus herbine, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . samuel j. frederick, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . francis m. thomas, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; wounded at fredericksburg, va., dec. , ; mustered out with company may , . john p. hoagland, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; promoted to corporal nov. , ; mustered out with company may , . ephraim l. kramer, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; promoted to corporal jan. , ; mustered out with company may , . d. hollingshead, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; promoted to corporal jan. , ; mustered out with company may , . theobald fields, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; promoted to corporal jan. , ; wounded at chancellorsville, va., may , ; mustered out with company may , . george harber, musician, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . burton w. fortner, musician, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . morgan g. drum, wagoner, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . h. h. brumbach, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . john r. brobst, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . william h. berger, private, mustered in aug. , ; wounded at chancellorsville, va., may , ; mustered out with company may , . william beaver, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . joseph brumbach, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . john bell, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . julius a. barrett, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged on surgeon's certificate jan. , . john bates, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged on surgeon's certificate february, . william j. brumbach, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged feb. , . christian clewell, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . phineas cool, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged on surgeon's certificate january, . hiram cool, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged january, , for wounds received at antietam, md., sept. , . john dillon, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . william h. dyer, private, mustered in aug. , ; died at belle plain, va., december, . john derr, private, mustered in aug. , ; killed at fredericksburg, va., dec. , . albert erwine, private, mustered in aug. , ; died at belle plain, va., dec. , ; buried in military asylum cemetery, d. c. william fetterman, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . daniel fetterman, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . christopher m. fedder, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . henry b. fortner, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . samuel a. fields, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . lloyd w. b. fisher, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . jacob g. fisher, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . john d. fincher, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged on surgeon's certificate, date unknown. scott hite, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . john hampton, private, mustered in aug. , ; absent, sick, at muster-out. arthur harder, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . thomas e. harder, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . ethan hampton, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . w. h. h. hartman, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged on surgeon's certificate april , . clark harder, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged on surgeon's certificate jan. , . george h. hankins, private, mustered in aug. , ; died oct. ; bu. rec., oct. ; of wounds received at antietam, md., sept. , ; buried in national cemetery, sec. , lot b, grave . henry t. john, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . william e. john, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . jeremiah s. kreigh, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . edward kramer, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . ralph m. lashell, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . emanuel l. lewis, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . john ludwig, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . james p. margerum, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . william marks, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . joseph martz, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . adam r. mensch, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . comodore p. mears, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . charles maloney, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . isaiah w. mastellar, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . patrick mcgraw, private, mustered in aug. , ; died at warrenton, va., nov. , . john f. ohl, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . irvin c. payne, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . william j. d. parks, private, mustered in aug. , ; died dec. of wounds received at fredericksburg, va., dec. , ; buried in military asylum cemetery, d. c. david phillips, private, mustered in aug. , ; killed at fredericksburg, va., dec. , . tobias rinard, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . frederick reese, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . lloyd t. rider, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . elias c. rishel, private, mustered in aug. , ; wounded at chancellorsville, va., may , ; mustered out with company may , . henry j. robbins, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . jeremiah rhodes, private, mustered in aug. , ; absent, sick, at muster-out. wesley rider, private, mustered in aug. , ; died at belle plain, va., december, . james m. richards, private, mustered in aug. , ; killed at antietam, md., sept. , . josiah g. roup, private, mustered in aug. , ; died of wounds received at antietam, md., sept. , . benjamin b. schmick, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . charles s. schmick, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . jeremiah h. snyder, private, mustered in aug. , ; absent, sick, at muster-out. clark b. stewart, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . john h. stokes, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . jesse shoemaker, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . john m. sanks, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged by special order oct. , . george f. sterne, private, mustered in aug. , ; killed at antietam, md., sept. , . christian small, private, mustered in aug. , ; killed at chancellorsville, va., may , . lewis thiele, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . samuel m. thomas, private, mustered in aug. , ; died at falmouth, va., jan. , . john troup, private, mustered in aug. , ; died oct. of wounds received at antietam, md., sept. , . dennis waters, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . robert m. watkins, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . monroe c. warn, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . daniel l. yeager, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . company i. james archbald, captain, mustered in aug. , ; discharged on surgeon's certificate jan. , . philip s. hall, captain, mustered in aug. , ; promoted from second lieutenant jan. , ; wounded at chancellorsville may , ; absent in hospital at muster-out. robert r. meiller, first lieutenant, mustered in aug. , ; discharged jan. , , for disability. benjamin gardner, first lieutenant, mustered in aug. , ; promoted from sergeant jan. , ; mustered out with company may , . michael houser, second lieutenant, mustered in aug. , ; promoted from private jan. , ; mustered out with company may , . george a. wolcott, first sergeant, mustered in aug. , ; promoted from corporal jan. , ; mustered out with company may , . george w. conklin, first sergeant, mustered in aug. , ; discharged on surgeon's certificate jan. , . john m. miller, sergeant, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . john jones, sergeant, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . isaac cornell, sergeant, mustered in aug. , ; promoted from corporal jan. , ; mustered out with company may , . abram bittenbender, sergeant, mustered in aug. , ; promoted from corporal jan. , ; prisoner from may to may , ; mustered out with company may , . orlando taylor, sergeant, mustered in aug. , ; discharged on surgeon's certificate dec. , . alfred j. barnes, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . joseph sharpe, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; taken prisoner at hillsboro, va., nov. , , exchanged jan. , ; mustered out with company may , . owen j. bradford, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . william h. hagar, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; promoted to corporal jan. , ; mustered out with company may , . reed g. lewis, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; promoted to corporal april , ; mustered out with company may , . james a. sargent, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; promoted to corporal jan. , ; mustered out with company may , . robert gray, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; discharged on surgeon's certificate oct. , . daniel s. gardner, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; killed at antietam, md., sept. , . orrin c. hubbard, musician, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . theodore keifer, musician, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . joseph s. quinlain, wagoner, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . thomas allen, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . moses h. ames, private, mustered in aug. , ; killed at antietam, md., sept. , . george l. bradford, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . william bracy, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . john burnish, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . nathaniel d. barnes, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . james barrowman, private, mustered in aug. , ; wounded at chancellorsville, va., may , ; mustered out with company may , . thomas barrowman, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . brooks a. bass, private, mustered in aug. , ; promoted to quartermaster-sergeant jan. , . (see field and staff.) milton brown, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . lewis a. bingham, private, mustered in aug. , ; deserted jan. , ; returned march , ; mustered out with company may , . john berry, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged at fort wood hospital, n. y. harbor, on surgeon's certificate march , . abijah bersh, jr., private, mustered in aug. , ; deserted sept. , . burton j. capwell, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . thomas carhart, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged on surgeon's certificate, date unknown. george h. cator, private, mustered in aug. , ; died oct. of wounds received at antietam, md., sept. , ; buried in national cemetery, sec. , lot c, grave . horace a. deans, private, mustered in aug. , ; promoted to hospital steward oct. , ; returned to company april , ; mustered out with company may , . frederick m. ellting, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . h. l. elmandorf, private, mustered in aug. , ; deserted at warrenton, va., nov. , . edward ferris, private, mustered in aug. , ; wounded at chancellorsville, va., may , ; mustered out with company may , . john fern, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . george e. fuller, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . henry m. fuller, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . benton v. finn, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged on surgeon's certificate jan. , . john finch, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged on surgeon's certificate march , . william gunsauler, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . john gahn, private, mustered in aug. , ; wounded at fredericksburg, va., dec. , ; mustered out with company may , . elisha r. harris, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . samuel hubbard, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . j. hippenhammer, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . charles hamm, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . richard hall, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . william h. harrison, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . henry p. halstead, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged on surgeon's certificate jan. , . william hazlett, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged on surgeon's certificate jan. , . john l. hunt, private, mustered in aug. , ; deserted at acquia creek, va., feb. , . roderick jones, private, mustered in aug. , ; wounded at antietam, md., sept. , ; absent, in hospital, at muster out. john j. kilmer, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . h. l. krigbaum, private, mustered in aug. , ; wounded at fredericksburg, va., dec. , ; mustered out with company may , . michael kelly, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . george c. lanning, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . thomas z. lake, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . lyman milroy, private, mustered in aug. , ; prisoner from may to may , ; mustered out with company may , . george meuchler, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . james j. maycock, private, mustered in aug. , ; wounded at antietam, md., sept. , ; mustered out with company may , . stephen moomey, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . james h. miller, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . robert o. moscrip, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . james s. morse, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged on surgeon's certificate oct. , . joseph niver, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . aaron orren, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . john owen, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged on surgeon's certificate feb. , . john e. powell, private, mustered in aug. , ; captured at chancellorsville, va.; prisoner from may to may , ; mustered out with company may , . charles pontus, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . james a. parker, private, mustered in aug. , ; deserted at harper's ferry, va., oct. , . freeman j. roper, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . elezer raymond, private, mustered in aug. , ; wounded at fredericksburg, va., dec. , ; mustered out with company may , . nelson raymond, private, mustered in aug. , ; wounded at chancellorsville, va., may , ; absent, in hospital, at muster-out. james s. randolph, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged on surgeon's certificate jan. , . george w. ridgeway, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged on surgeon's certificate, date unknown. daniel reed, private, mustered in aug. , ; killed at antietam, md., sept. , . william h. smith, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . william h. seeley, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . laton slocum, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . michael sisk, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . john sommers, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . richard a. smith, private, mustered in aug. , ; died oct. of wounds received at antietam, md., sept. , . orvice sharp, private, mustered in aug. , ; died nov. , . reily s. tanner, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . james l. tuthill, private, mustered in aug. , ; prisoner from may to may , ; mustered out with company may , . henry vusler, private, mustered in aug. , ; deserted sept. , . david j. woodruff, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . samuel wiggins, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . daniel winnich, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . burr c. warner, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . john b. west, private, mustered in aug. , ; killed at antietam, md., sept. , . harrison young, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . company k. richard stillwell, captain, mustered in aug. , ; discharged march , , for wounds received at fredericksburg, va., dec. , . jacob b. floyd, captain, mustered in aug. , ; promoted from first lieutenant march , ; mustered out with company may , . noah h. jay, first lieutenant, mustered in aug. , ; promoted from second lieutenant march , ; mustered out with company may , . sylvester ward, second lieutenant, mustered in aug. , ; promoted from sergeant to first sergeant dec. , ; to second lieutenant march , ; mustered out with company may , . francis orchard, first sergeant, mustered in aug. , ; promoted from sergeant march , ; mustered out with company may , . george m. snyder, sergeant, mustered in aug. , ; promoted from corporal sept. , ; mustered out with company may , . john bottsford, sergeant, mustered in aug. , ; promoted from corporal sept. , ; mustered out with company may , . william c. keiser, sergeant, mustered in aug. , ; promoted from corporal march , ; mustered out with company may , . martin l. hower, sergeant, mustered in aug. , ; died oct. of wounds received at antietam, md., sept. , . philetus p. copeland, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; wounded at chancellorsville, va., may , ; mustered out with company may , . george coursen, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . george a. kent, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; wounded at antietam, md., sept. , ; mustered out with company may , . george w. johnson, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; promoted to corporal sept. , ; mustered out with company may , . john s. short, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; promoted to corporal sept. , ; wounded at fredericksburg, va., dec. , ; absent in hospital at muster-out. george h. taylor, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; promoted to corporal sept. , ; mustered out with company may , . emil haugg, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; promoted to corporal march , ; mustered out with company may , . austin f. clapp, corporal, mustered in aug. , ; promoted to sergeant-major nov. , . (see field and staff.) lorenzo d. kemmerer, musician, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . william silsbee, musician, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . john m. kapp, wagoner, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . augustus ashton, private, mustered in aug. , ; taken prisoner at fredericksburg, va., dec. , ; mustered out with company may , . david brooks, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . charles h. boon, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . lewis h. bolton, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . adolf bendon, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged on surgeon's certificate dec. , . charles a. bulmer, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged on surgeon's certificate oct. , . william h. carling, private, mustered in aug. , ; promoted to adjutant's clerk january , ; mustered out with company may , . william w. coolbaugh, private, mustered in aug. , ; wounded at chancellorsville, va., may , ; mustered out with company may , . harrison cook, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . jacob m. corwin, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . john coolbaugh, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . william h. coon, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged on surgeon's certificate nov. , . moses y. corwin, private, mustered in aug. , ; promoted to hospital steward april , . (see field and staff.) benjamin a. c. daily, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . francis j. deemer, private, mustered in aug. , ; promoted to sergeant-major jan. , . (see field and staff.) richard davis, private, mustered in aug. , ; died jan. , , of wounds received at fredericksburg, va., dec. , ; buried in military asylum cemetery, washington, d. c. thomas d. davis, private, mustered in aug. , ; died near washington, d. c, nov. , ; buried in military asylum cemetery, washington, d. c. jacob eschenbach, private, mustered in aug. , ; killed at antietam, md., sept. , . charles frederick, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . george gabriel, private, mustered in aug. , ; wounded at chancellorsville, va., may , ; mustered out with company may , . john c. higgins, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . peter harrabaum, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . james h. havenstrite, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . george hindle, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . edward f. henry, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged from emory hospital, washington, d. c, on surgeon's certificate jan. , . wilson hess, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged on surgeon's certificate feb. , . john p. heath, private, mustered in aug. , ; deserted on march from antietam to harper's ferry, sept. , . michael kivilin, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . robert kennedy, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . jesse p. kortz, private, mustered in aug. , ; died near falmouth, va., dec. , . george w. linn, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . andrew landsickle, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . john lindsey, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . george matzenbacher, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . samuel w. mead, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . william l. marcy, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . george b. mack, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . charles a. meylert, private, mustered in aug. , ; promoted to second lieutenant co. a, feb. , . jeptha milligan, private, mustered in aug. , ; killed at antietam, md., sept. , ; buried in national cemetery, sec. , lot a, grave . richard nape, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . daniel j. newman, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . john r. powell, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . joseph pellman, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . downing parry, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . john ryan, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . samuel ruple, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . simon p. ringsdorf, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged on surgeon's certificate feb. , . george smithing, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . henry m. seager, private, mustered in aug. , ; wounded at fredericksburg, va., dec. , ; mustered out with company may , . daniel w. scull, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . joseph snyder, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . simon p. snyder, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . william d. snyder, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . charles b. scott, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . peter seigle, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . john scott, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . walter a. sidner, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . martin l. smith, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . james stevens, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . john stitcher, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged nov. , , on account of wounds received at antietam sept. , . allen sparks, private, mustered in aug. , ; died sept. of wounds received at antietam, md., sept. , . obadiah sherwood, private, mustered in aug. , ; died nov. at smoketown, md., of wounds received at antietam sept. , . samuel s. snyder, private, mustered in aug. , ; died at philadelphia, pa., jan. , . james scull, private, mustered in aug. , ; died near falmouth, va., feb. , . solon searle, private, mustered in aug. , ; died at acquia creek, va., jan. , . alonzo l. slawson, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged, date unknown. leander j. smith, private, mustered in aug. , ; deserted from camp whipple sept. , . david vipon, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . george c. wilson, private, mustered in aug. , ; wounded at antietam, md., sept. , ; mustered out with company may , . martin wilmore, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . orestes b. wright, private, mustered in aug. , ; wounded at fredericksburg, va., dec. , ; mustered out with company may , . john westphall, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . henry c. whiting, private, mustered in aug. , ; discharged on surgeon's certificate nov. , . john w. wright, private, mustered in aug. , ; died at harper's ferry, va., oct. , . albert wheeler, private, mustered in aug. , ; deserted from walnut street hospital, harrisburg, dec. , . conrad young, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . william h. young, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . w. l. yarrington, private, mustered in aug. , ; mustered out with company may , . daniel c. young, private, mustered in aug. , ; died dec. of wounds received at fredericksburg, va., dec. , . footnotes: [a] now known as east woods. [b] this is from my diary, but investigations since the war make it evident that it must be a mistake; that the th ga. was not in that road, but it was the th ga., and this officer was probably lieutenant-colonel j. m. newton of that regiment. [c] probably the th ga. [d] lieutenant, afterwards captain, charles mcdougal was a methodist minister before he entered the army. if he could preach as well as he could fight, he was worthy of a commission in the church militant. [e] this eye-witness was captain haviland, company g, one hundred and forty-second pennsylvania volunteers, whose regiment was attached to the pennsylvania reserves, and which lost in that charge two hundred and forty-three men killed and wounded. captain haviland had been wounded, and was making his way with major john bradley, also wounded, to the hospital. they happened to be passing birney's head-quarters when meade rode up, and heard the whole interview. [f] this order was dated january , , and can be found in the annual american cyclopædia, , page , with a copious extract from the report of the committee of congress on the conduct of the war. it is there stated that this order was issued subject to the president's approval, and was sent to washington for that purpose, general burnside soon following and interviewing the president. it is also stated that it was not approved and was not published. how, then, did i come in possession of its main features, so as to note them in my diary at the time? and how should my recollection of them be so clear, as they certainly are, unless it had been made public. possibly the press may have published it. it was certainly published in some form. [g] bates's history, pennsylvania volunteers, places here the name of "charles a. meylert, second lieutenant, promoted from private, co. k, feb. , , missing since that date." co. k's roll notes the transfer of this man to co. a. his name is not on the original roll of co. a, and is therefore omitted here. the following note received from captain charles c. norris, co. a, explains: philadelphia, july , . colonel f. l. hitchcock, scranton, pa. my dear colonel: ... i have a copy of the muster-out roll of co. a, to which i have referred.... i would also state that charles a. meylert does not appear on the muster-out roll, nor was he at any time carried on the roll of co. a.... on the march from harper's ferry to warrenton, va., about nov. , , co. a held an election for officers to fill vacancies caused by the promotion of captain shreve to be major of the regiment. the following were elected: chas. c. norris, captain; thomas maxwell, first lieutenant, and edward w. roderick, second lieutenant. the result of this election was forwarded through head-quarters to governor curtin. the commissions were not sent on until some time in december, . colonel albright, commanding the regiment, sent for me one day and told me he had received a commission for charles a. meylert as second lieutenant of co. a; that it was an outrage upon co. a, and that he would send it back to governor curtin with a letter, which i believe he did, the result of which was roderick's commission was issued in accordance with his election, and he was mustered in, and meylert's commission was revoked. as the commanding officer of co. a, i never received any official notice or record of meylert's commission or muster into service; hence his name was never entered upon my company roll. how bates came to place his name upon my roll, i do not know. i am yours truly, chas. c. norris. [h] prolonged illness from typhoid fever. produced from scanned images of public domain material from the google print project.) the coast of bohemia by w. d. howells biographical edition new york and london harper & brothers, publishers copyright, , , by william dean howells. _all rights reserved._ introductory sketch. in one of the old-fashioned books for children there was a story of the adventures of a cent (or perhaps that coin of older lineage, a penny) told by itself, which came into my mind when the publishers suggested that the readers of a new edition of this book might like to know how it happened to be written. i promptly fancied the book speaking, and taking upon itself the burden of autobiography, which we none of us find very heavy; and no sooner had i done so than i began actually to hear from it in a narrative of much greater distinctness than i could have supplied for it. "you must surely remember," it protested to my forgetfulness, "that you first thought of me in anything like definite shape as you stood looking on at the trotting-races of a county fair in northern ohio, and that i began to gather color and character while you loitered through the art-building, and dwelt with pitying interest upon the forlorn, unpromising exhibits there. "but previous to this, my motive existed somewhere in that nebulous fore-life where both men and books have their impalpable beginning; for even you cannot have forgotten that when a certain passionately enterprising young editor asked you for a novel to be printed in his journal, you so far imagined me as to say that i would be about a girl. when you looked over those hapless works of art at the pymantoning county fair, you thought, 'what a good thing it would be to have a nice village girl, with a real but limited gift, go from here to study art in new york! and get in love there! and married!' cornelia and her mother at once stepped out of the inchoate; ludlow advanced from another quarter of chaos, and i began really to be. "the getting me down on paper was a much later affair--nearly two years later. there were earlier engagements to be met; there was an exciting editorial episode to be got behind you; and there was material for a veridical representation of the ardent young life of the new york synthesis of art studies to be gathered as nearly at first hands and as furtively as possible. "i should be almost ashamed to remind you of the clandestine means you employed before you were forced to a frankness alien to your nature, and went and threw yourself on the mercy of a member who, upon your avowing your purpose, took you through the schools of the synthesis and instructed you in its operation. not satisfied with this, you got an undergraduate of the synthesis to coach you as to its social side, and while she was consenting to put it all down in writing for your convenience, you were shamelessly making notes of her boarding-house, as the very place to have cornelia come to. "your methods were at first so secret and uncandid that i wonder i ever came to be the innocent book i am; and i feel that the credit is far less due to you than to the friends who helped you. but i am glad to remember how you got your come-uppings when, long after, a student of the synthesis whom you asked, in your latent vanity, how she thought that social part of me was managed, answered, 'well, any one could see that it was studied altogether from the outside, that it wasn't at all the _spirit_ of the synthesis.' "it was enough almost to make me doubt myself, but i recovered my belief in my own truth when i reflected that it was merely a just punishment for you. i could expose you in other points, if i chose, and show what slight foundations you built my facts and characters upon; but perhaps that would be ungrateful. you were at least a doting parent, if not a wise one, and in your fondness you did your best to spoil me. you gave me two heroines, and you know very well that before you were done you did not know but you preferred charmian to cornelia. and you had nothing whatever to build charmian upon, not the slightest suggestion from life, where you afterwards encountered her egyptian profile! i think i ought to say that you had never been asked to a synthesis dance when you wrote that account of one in me; and though you have often been asked since, you have never had the courage to go for fear of finding out how little it was like your description. "but if charmian was created out of nothing, what should you say if i were frank about the other characters of my story? could you deny that the drummer who was first engaged to cornelia was anything more than a materialization from seeing a painter very long ago make his two fingers do a ballet-dance? or that ludlow was not at first a mere pointed beard and a complexion glimpsed in a slim young cuban one night at saratoga? or that cornelia's mother existed by any better right than your once happening to see a poor lady try to hide the gap in her teeth when she smiled? "when i think what a thing of shreds and patches i am, i wonder that i have any sort of individual temperament or consciousness at all. but i know that i have, and that you wrote me with pleasure and like me still. you think i have form, and that, if i am not very serious, i am sincere, and that somehow i represent a phase of our droll american civilization truly enough. i know you were vexed when some people said i did not go far enough, and insisted that the coast of bohemia ought to have been the whole kingdom. as if i should have cared to be that! there are shady places inland where i should not have liked my girls to be, and where i think my young men would not have liked to meet them; and i am glad you kept me within the sweet, pure breath of the sea. i think i am all the better book for that, and, if you are fond of me, you have your reasons. i----" "upon my word," i interrupted at this point, "it seems to me that you are saying rather more for yourself than i could say for you, if you _are_ one of my spoiled children. don't you think we had both better give the reader a chance, now?" "oh, if there are to be any readers!" cried the book, and lapsed into the silence of print. [illustration: w. d. howells.] transcriber's note: the table of contents has been added for the convenience of the reader. table of contents chapter i. xxi. ii. xxii. iii. xxiii. iv. xxiv. v. xxv. vi. xxvi. vii. xxvii. viii. xxviii. ix. xxix. x. xxx. xi. xxxi. xii. xxxii. xiii. xxxiii. xiv. xxxiv. xv. xxxv. xvi. xxxvi. xvii. xxxvii. xviii. xxxviii. xix. xxxix. xx. the coast of bohemia. i. the forty-sixth annual fair of the pymantoning county agricultural society was in its second day. the trotting-matches had begun, and the vast majority of the visitors had abandoned the other features of the exhibition for this supreme attraction. they clustered four or five deep along the half-mile of railing that enclosed the track, and sat sweltering in the hot september sun, on the benching of the grandstand that flanked a stretch of the course. boys selling lemonade and peanuts, and other boys with the score of the races, made their way up and down the seats with shrill cries; now and then there was a shriek of girls' laughter from a group of young people calling to some other group, or struggling for a programme caught back and forth; the young fellows shouted to each other jokes that were lost in mid-air; but, for the most part, the crowd was a very silent one, grimly intent upon the rival sulkies as they flashed by and lost themselves in the clouds that thickened over the distances of the long, dusty loop. here and there some one gave a shout as a horse broke, or settled down to his work under the guttural snarl of his driver; at times the whole throng burst into impartial applause as a horse gained or lost a length; but the quick throb of the hoofs on the velvety earth and the whir of the flying wheels were the sounds that chiefly made themselves heard. the spectacle had the importance which multitude givers, and ludlow found in it the effects which he hoped to get again in his impression. he saw the deep purples which he looked to see with eyes trained by the french masters of his school to find them, and the indigo blues, the intense greens, the rainbow oranges and scarlets; and he knew just how he should give them. in the light of that vast afternoon sky, cloudless, crystalline in its clearness, no brilliancy of rendering could be too bold. if he had the courage of his convictions, this purely american event could be reported on his canvas with all its native character; and yet it could be made to appeal to the enlightened eye with the charm of a french subject, and impressionism could be fully justified of its follower in pymantoning as well as in paris. that golden dust along the track; the level tops of the buggies drawn up within its ellipse, and the groups scattered about in gypsy gayety on the grass there; the dark blur of men behind the barrier; the women, with their bright hats and parasols, massed flower-like,--all made him long to express them in lines and dots and breadths of pure color. he had caught the vital effect of the whole, and he meant to interpret it so that its truth should be felt by all who had received the light of the new faith in painting, who believed in the prismatic colors as in the ten commandments, and who hoped to be saved by tone-contrasts. for the others, ludlow was at that day too fanatical an impressionist to care. he owed a duty to france no less than to america, and he wished to fulfil it in a picture which should at once testify to the excellence of the french method and the american material. at twenty-two, one is often much more secure and final in one's conclusions than one is afterwards. he was vexed that a lingering doubt of the subject had kept him from bringing a canvas with him at once, and recording his precious first glimpses of it. but he meant to come to the trotting-match the next day again, and then he hoped to get back to his primal impression of the scene, now so vivid in his mind. he made his way down the benches, and out of the enclosure of the track. he drew a deep breath, full of the sweet smell of the bruised grass, forsaken now by nearly all the feet that had trodden it. a few old farmers, who had failed to get places along the railing and had not cared to pay for seats on the stand, were loitering about, followed by their baffled and disappointed wives. the men occasionally stopped at the cattle-pens, but it was less to look at the bulls and boars and rams which had taken the premiums, and wore cards or ribbons certifying the fact, than to escape a consciousness of their partners, harassingly taciturn or voluble in their reproach. a number of these embittered women brokenly fringed the piazza of the fair-house, and ludlow made his way toward them with due sympathy for their poor little tragedy, so intelligible to him through the memories of his own country-bred youth. he followed with his pity those who sulked away through the deserted aisles of the building, and nursed their grievance among the prize fruits and vegetables, and the fruits and vegetables that had not taken the prizes. they were more censorious than they would have been perhaps if they had not been defeated themselves; he heard them dispute the wisdom of most of the awards as the shoutings and clappings from the racetrack penetrated the lonely hall. they creaked wearily up and down in their new shoes or best shoes, and he knew how they wished themselves at home and in bed, and wondered why they had ever been such fools as to come, anyway. occasionally, one of their husbands lagged in, as if in search of his wife, but kept at a safe distance, after seeing her, or hung about with a group of other husbands, who could not be put to shame or suffering as they might if they had appeared singly. ii. ludlow believed that if the right fellow ever came to the work, he could get as much pathos out of our farm folks as millet got out of his barbizon peasants. but the fact was that he was not the fellow; he wanted to paint beauty not pathos; and he thought, so far as he thought ethically about it, that, the americans needed to be shown the festive and joyous aspects of their common life. to discover and to represent these was his pleasure as an artist, and his duty as a citizen. he suspected, though, that the trotting-match was the only fact of the pymantoning county fair that could be persuaded to lend itself to his purpose. certainly, there was nothing in the fair-house, with those poor, dreary old people straggling through it, to gladden an artistic conception. agricultural implements do not group effectively, or pose singly with much picturesqueness; tall stalks of corn, mammoth squashes, huge apples and potatoes want the beauty and quality that belong to them out of doors, when they are gathered into the sections of a county fair-house; piles of melons fail of their poetry on a wooden floor, and heaps of grapes cannot assert themselves in a very bacchanal profusion against the ignominy of being spread upon long tables and ticketed with the names of their varieties and exhibitors. ludlow glanced at them, to right and left, as he walked through the long, barn-like building, and took in with other glances the inadequate decorations of the graceless interior. his roving eye caught the lettering over the lateral archways, and with a sort of contemptuous compassion he turned into the fine arts department. the fine arts were mostly represented by photographs and crazy quilts; but there were also tambourines and round brass plaques painted with flowers, and little satin banners painted with birds or autumn leaves, and gilt rolling-pins with vines. there were medley-pictures contrived of photographs cut out and grouped together in novel and unexpected relations; and there were set about divers patterns and pretences in keramics, as the decoration of earthen pots and jars was called. besides these were sketches in oil and charcoal, which ludlow found worse than the more primitive things, with their second-hand _chic_ picked up in a tenth-rate school. he began to ask himself whether people tasteless enough to produce these inanities and imagine them artistic, could form even the subjects of art; he began to have doubts of his impression of the trotting-match, its value, its possibility of importance. the senseless ugliness of the things really hurt him: his worship of beauty was a sort of religion, and their badness was a sort of blasphemy. he could not laugh at them; he wished he could; and his first impulse was to turn and escape from the fine arts department, and keep what little faith in the artistic future of the country he had been able to get together during his long sojourn out of it. since his return he had made sure of the feeling for color and form with which his country-women dressed themselves. there was no mistake about that; even here, in the rustic heart of the continent he had seen costumes which had touch and distinction; and it could not be that the instinct which they sprang from should go for nothing in the arts supposed higher than mantua-making and millinery. the village girls whom he saw so prettily gowned and picturesquely hatted on the benches out there by the race-course, could it have been they who committed these atrocities? or did these come up from yet deeper depths of the country, where the vague, shallow talk about art going on for the past decade was having its first crude effect? ludlow was exasperated as well as pained, for he knew that the pretty frocks and hats expressed a love of dressing prettily, which was honest and genuine enough, while the unhappy effects about him could spring only from a hollow vanity far lower than a woman's wish to be charming. it was not an innate impulse which produced them, but a sham ambition, implanted from without, and artificially stimulated by the false and fleeting mood of the time. they must really hamper the growth of æsthetic knowledge among people who were not destitute of the instinct. he exaggerated the importance of the fact with the sensitiveness of a man to whom æsthetic cultivation was all-important. it appeared to him a far greater evil than it was; it was odious to him, like a vice; it was almost a crime. he spent a very miserable time in the fine arts department of the pymantoning county agricultural fair; and in a kind of horrible fascination he began to review the collection in detail, to guess its causes in severalty and to philosophize its lamentable consequences. iii. in this process ludlow discovered that there was more of the fine arts department than he had supposed at first. he was aware of some women who had come into the next aisle or section, and presently he overheard fragments of their talk. a girl's voice said passionately: "i don't care! i shan't leave them here for folks to make remarks about! i knew they wouldn't take the premium, and i hope you're satisfied now, mother." "well, you're a very silly child," came in an older voice, suggestive of patience and amiability. "don't tear them, anyway!" "i shall! i don't care if i tear them all to pieces." there was a sound of quick steps, and of the angry swirl of skirts, and the crackling and rending of paper. "there, now!" said the older voice. "you've dropped one." "i don't care! i hope they'll trample it under their great stupid hoofs." the paper, whatever it was, came skating out under the draped tabling in the section where ludlow stood, arrested in his sad employment by the unseen drama, and lay at his feet. he picked it up, and he had only time to glance at it before he found himself confronted by a fiercely tearful young girl who came round the corner of his section, and suddenly stopped at sight of him. with one hand she pressed some crumpled sheets of paper against, her breast; the other she stretched toward ludlow. "oh! will you----" she began, and then she faltered; and as she turned her little head aside for a backward look over her shoulder, she made him, somehow, think of a hollyhock, by the tilt of her tall, slim, young figure, and by the colors of her hat from which her face flowered; no doubt the deep-crimson silk waist she wore, with its petal-edged ruffle flying free down her breast, had something to do with his fantastic notion. she was a brunette, with the lightness and delicacy that commonly go with the beauty of a blonde. she could not have been more than fifteen; her skirts had not yet matured to the full womanly length; she was still a child. a handsome, mild, middle-aged woman appeared beside the stormy young thing, and said in the voice which ludlow had already heard, "well, cornelia!" she seemed to make more account than the girl made of the young fellow's looks. he was of the medium height for a man, but he was so slight that he seemed of lower stature, and he eked out an effect of distinction by brushing his little moustache up sharply at the corners in a fashion he had learned in france, and by wearing a little black dot of an imperial. his brow was habitually darkened by a careworn frown, which came from deep and anxious thinking about the principles and the practice of art. he was very well dressed, and he carried himself with a sort of worldly splendor which did not intimidate the lady before him. in the country women have no more apprehension of men who are young and stylish and good-looking than they have in the city; they rather like them to be so, and meet them with confidence in any casual encounter. the lady said, "oh, thank you," as ludlow came up to the girl with the paper, and then she laughed with no particular intention, and said, "it's one of my daughter's drawings." "oh, indeed!" said ludlow, with a quick perception of the mother's pride in it, and of all the potentialities of prompt intimacy. "it's very good." "well, _i_ think so," said the lady, while the girl darkled and bridled in young helplessness. if she knew that her mother ought not to be offering a stranger her confidence like that, she did not know what to do about it. "she was just going to take them home," said the mother vaguely. "i'm sorry," said ludlow. "i seem to be a day after the fair, as far as they're concerned." "well, i don't know," said the mother, with the same amiable vagueness. she had some teeth gone, and when she smiled she tried to hide their absence on the side next ludlow; but as she was always smiling she did not succeed perfectly. she looked doubtfully at her daughter, in the manner of mothers whom no severity of snubbing can teach that their daughters when well-grown girls can no longer be treated as infants. "i don't know as you'd think you had lost much. we didn't expect they _would_ take the premium, a _great_ deal." "i should hope not," said ludlow. "the competition was bad enough." the mother seemed to divine a compliment in this indefinite speech. she said: "well, i don't see myself why they didn't take it." "there was probably no one to feel how much better they were," said ludlow. "well, that's what _i_ think," said the mother, "and it's what i tell her." she stood looking from ludlow to her daughter and back, and now she ventured, seeing him so intent on the sketch he still held, "you an artist?" "a student of art," said ludlow, with the effect of uncovering himself in a presence. the mother did not know what to make of it apparently; she said blankly, "oh!" and then added impressively, to her daughter: "why don't you show them to him, cornelia?" "i should think it a great favor," said ludlow, intending to be profoundly respectful. but he must have overdone it. the girl majestically gave her drawings to her mother, and marched out of the aisle. ludlow ignored her behavior, as if it had nothing to do with the question, and began to look at the drawings, one after another, with various inarticulate notes of comment imitated from a great french master, and with various foreign phrases, such as "_bon! bon! pas mauvais! joli! chic!_" he seemed to waken from them to a consciousness of the mother, and returned to english. "they are very interesting. has she had instruction?" "only in the high school, here. and she didn't seem to care any for that. she seems to want to work more by herself." "that's wrong," said ludlow, "though she's probably right about the high school." the mother made bold to ask, "where are _you_ taking lessons?" "i?" said ludlow, dreamily. "oh! everywhere." "i thought, perhaps," the mother began, and she stopped, and then resumed, "how many lessons do you expect to take?" iv. ludlow descended from the high horse which he saw it was really useless for him to ride in that simple presence. "i didn't mean that i was a student of art in that sense, exactly. i suppose i'm a painter of some sort. i studied in paris, and i'm working in new york--if that's what you mean." "yes," said the lady, as if she did not know quite what she meant. ludlow still remained in possession of the sketches, and he now looked at them with a new knot between his eyebrows. he had known at the first glance, with the perception of one who has done things in any art, that here was the possibility of things in his art, and he had spoken from a generous and compassionate impulse, from his recognition of the possibility, and from his sympathy with the girl in her defeat. now his conscience began to prick him. he asked himself whether he had any right to encourage her, whether he ought not rather to warn her. he asked her mother: "has she been doing this sort of thing long?" "ever since she was a little bit of a thing," said the mother. "you _might_ say she's been doing it ever since she could do anything; and she _ain't_ but about fifteen, _now_. well, she's going on sixteen," the mother added, scrupulously. "she was born the third of july, and now it's the beginning of september. so she's just fifteen years and a little over two months. i suppose she's too young to commence taking lessons regularly?" "no one would be too young for that," said ludlow, austerely, with his eyes on the sketch. he lifted them, and bent them frankly and kindly on the mother's face. "and were you thinking of her going on?" the mother questioned him for his exact meaning with the sweet unwisdom of her smile. "did you think of her becoming an artist, a painter?" "well," she returned, "i presume she would have as good a chance as anybody, if she had the talent for it." "she has the talent for it," said ludlow, "and she would have a better chance than most--that's very little to say--but it's a terribly rough road." "yes," the mother faltered, smiling. "yes. it's a hard road for a man, and it's doubly hard for a woman. it means work that breaks the back and wrings the brain. it means for a woman, tears, and hysterics, and nervous prostration, and insanity--some of them go wild over it. the conditions are bad air, and long hours, and pitiless criticism; and the rewards are slight and uncertain. one out of a hundred comes to anything at all; one out of a thousand to anything worth while. new york is swarming with girl art-students. they mostly live in poor boarding-houses, and some of them actually suffer from hunger and cold. for men the profession is hazardous, arduous; for women it's a slow anguish of endeavor and disappointment. most shop-girls earn more than most fairly successful art-students for years; most servant-girls fare better. if you are rich, and your daughter wishes to amuse herself by studying art, it's all very well; but even then i wouldn't recommend it as an amusement. if you're poor----" "i presume," the mother interrupted, "that she would be self-supporting by the time she had taken six months' lessons, and i guess she could get along till then." ludlow stared at the amiably smiling creature. from her unruffled composure his warning had apparently fallen like water from the back of a goose. he saw that it would be idle to go on, and he stopped short and waited for her to speak again. "if she was to go to new york to take lessons, how do you think she'd better----" she seemed not to know enough of the situation to formulate her question farther. he had pity on her ignorance, though he doubted whether he ought to have. "oh, go into the synthesis," he said briefly. "the synthesis?" "yes; the synthesis of art studies; it's the only thing. the work is hard, but it's thorough; the training's excellent, if you live through it." "oh, i guess she'd live through it," said the mother with a laugh. she added, "i don't know as i know just what you mean by the synthesis of art studies." "it's a society that the art-students have formed. they have their own building, and casts, and models; the principal artists have classes among them. you submit a sketch, and if you get in you work away till you drop, if you're in earnest, or till you're bored, if you're amusing yourself." "and should you think," said the mother gesturing toward him with the sketches in her hand, "that she could get in?" "i think she could," said ludlow, and he acted upon a sudden impulse. he took a card from his pocketbook, and gave it to the mother. "if you'll look me up when you come to new york, or let me know, i may be of use to you, and i shall be very glad to put you in the way of getting at the synthesis." "thanks," the mother drawled with her eyes on the card. she probably had no clear sense of the favor done her. she lifted her eyes and smiled on ludlow with another kind of intelligence. "you're visiting at mrs. burton's." "yes," said ludlow, remembering after a moment of surprise how pervasive the fact of a stranger's presence in a village is. "mr. burton can tell you who i am," he added in some impatience with her renewed scrutiny of his card. "oh, it's all right," she said, and she put it in her pocket, and then she began to drift away a little. "well, i'm sure i'm much obliged to you." she hesitated a moment, and then she said, "well, good afternoon." "good-by," said ludlow, and he lifted his hat and stood bowing her out of the fine arts department, while she kept her eyes on him to the last with admiration and approval. "well, i declare, cornelia," she burst out to her daughter, whom she found glowering at the agricultural implements, "that _is_ about the nicest fellow! do you know what he's done?" she stopped and began a search for her pocket, which ended successfully. "he's given me his name, and told me just what you're to do. and when you get to new york, if you ever do, you can go right straight _to_ him." she handed ludlow's card to the girl, who instantly tore it to pieces without looking at it. "i'll never go to him--horrid, mean, cross old thing! and you go and talk about me to a perfect stranger as if i were a baby. and now he'll go and laugh at you with the burtons, and they'll say it's just like you to say everything that comes into your head, that way, and think everybody's as nice as they seem. but _he_ isn't nice! he's _horrid_, and conceited, and--and--hateful. and i shall _never_ study art anywhere. and i'd _die_ before i asked _him_ to help me. he was just making fun of you all the time, and anybody but you would see it, mother! comparing me to a hired girl!" "no, i don't think he did _that_, cornelia," said the mother with some misgiving. "i presume he may have been a little touched up by your pictures, and wanted to put me down about them----" "oh, mother, mother, mother!" the girl broke into tears over the agricultural implements. "they were the dust under his feet." "why, cornelia, how you talk!" "i wish _you_ wouldn't talk, mother! i've asked you a thousand times, if i've asked you once, not to talk about me with anybody, and here you go and tell everything that you can think of to a person that you never saw before." "what did i tell him about you?" asked her mother, with the uncertainty of ladies who say a great deal. "you told him how old i was almost to a day!" "oh, well, that wasn't anything! i saw he'd got to know if he was to give any opinion about your going on that was worth having." "it'll be all over town, to-morrow. well, never mind! it's the last time you'll ever have a chance to do it. i'll never, never, never touch a pencil to draw with again! never! you've done it _now_, mother! _i_ don't care! i'll help you with your work, all you want, but don't ever ask me to draw a single thing after this. i guess he wouldn't have much to say about the style of a bonnet, or set of a dress, if it _was_ wrong!" the girl swept out of the building with tragedy-queen strides that refused to adjust themselves to the lazy, lounging pace of her mother, and carried her homeward so swiftly that she had time to bang the front gate and the front door, and her own room door and lock it, and be crying on the bed with her face in the pillow, long before her mother reached the house. the mother wore a face of unruffled serenity, and as there was no one near to see, she relaxed her vigilance, and smiled with luxurious indifference to the teeth she had lost. v. ludlow found his friend burton smoking on his porch when he came back from the fair, and watching with half-shut eyes the dust that overhung the street. some of the farmers were already beginning to drive home, and their wheels sent up the pulverous clouds which the western sun just tinged with red; burton got the color under the lower boughs of the maple grove of his deep door-yard. "well," he called out, in a voice expressive of the temperament which kept him content with his modest fortune and his village circumstance, when he might have made so much more and spent so much more in the world outside, "did you get your picture?" ludlow was only half-way up the walk from the street when the question met him, and he waited to reach the piazza steps before he answered. "oh, yes, i think i've got it." by this time mrs. burton had appeared at the hall door-way, and stood as if to let him decide whether he would come into the house, or join her husband outside. he turned aside to take a chair near burton's, tilted against the wall, but he addressed himself to her. "mrs. burton, who is rather a long-strung, easy-going, good-looking, middle-aged lady, with a daughter about fifteen years old, extremely pretty and rather peppery, who draws?" mrs. burton at once came out, and sat sidewise in the hammock, facing the two men. "how were they dressed?" ludlow told as well as he could; he reserved his fancy of the girl's being like a hollyhock. "was the daughter pretty?" "very pretty." "dark?" "yes, 'all that's best of dark and bright.'" "were they both very graceful?" "very graceful indeed." "why it must be mrs. saunders. where did you see them?" "in the art department." "yes. she came to ask me whether i would exhibit some of cornelia's drawings, if i were she." "and you told her you would?" her husband asked, taking his pipe out for the purpose. "of course i did. that was what she wished me to tell her." burton turned to ludlow. "had they taken many premiums?" "no; the premiums had been bestowed on the crazy quilts and the medley pictures--what extraordinarily idiotic inventions!--and miss saunders was tearing down her sketches in the next section. one of them slipped through on the floor, and they came round after it to where i was." "and so you got acquainted with mrs. saunders?" said mrs. burton. "no. but i got intimate," said ludlow. "i sympathized with her, and she advised with me about her daughter's art-education." "what did you advise her to do?" asked burton. "not to have her art-educated." "why, don't you think she has talent?" mrs. burton demanded, with a touch of resentment. "oh, yes. she has beauty, too. nothing is commoner than the talent and beauty of american girls. but they'd better trust to their beauty." "i don't think so," said mrs. burton, with spirit. "you can see how she's advised mrs. saunders," said burton, winking the eye next ludlow. "well, you mustn't be vexed with me, mrs. burton," ludlow replied to her. "i don't think she'll take my advice, especially as i put it in the form of warning. i told her how hard the girl would have to work: but i don't think she quite understood. i told her she had talent, too; and she did understand that; there was something uncommon in the child's work; something--different. who _are_ they, mrs. burton?" "_isn't_ there!" cried mrs. burton. "i'm glad you told the poor thing that. i thought they'd take the premium. i was going to tell you about her daughter. mrs. saunders must have been awfully disappointed." "she didn't seem to suffer much," ludlow suggested. "no," mrs. burton admitted, "she doesn't suffer much about anything. if she did she would have been dead long ago. first, her husband blown up by his saw-mill boiler, and then one son killed in a railroad accident, and another taken down with pneumonia almost the same day! and she goes on, smiling in the face of death----" "and looking out that he doesn't see how many teeth she's lost," burton prompted. ludlow laughed at the accuracy of the touch. mrs. burton retorted, "why shouldn't she? her good looks and her good nature are about all she has left in the world, except this daughter." "are they very poor?" asked ludlow, gently. "oh, nobody's _very_ poor in pymantoning," said mrs. burton. "and mrs. saunders has her business,--when she's a mind to work at it." "i suppose she has it, even when she hasn't a mind to work at it," said burton, making his pipe purr with a long, deep inspiration of satisfaction. "i know i have mine." "what _is_ her business?" asked ludlow. "well, she's a dressmaker and milliner--when she _is_." mrs. burton stated the fact with the effect of admitting it. "you mustn't suppose that makes any difference. in a place like pymantoning, she's 'as good as anybody,' and her daughter has as high social standing. you can't imagine how arcadian we are out here." "oh, yes, i can; i've lived in a village," said ludlow. "a new england village, yes; but the lines are drawn just as hard and fast there as they are in a city. you have to live in the west to understand what equality is, and in a purely american population, like this. you've got plenty of independence, in new england, but you haven't got equality, and we _have_,--or used to have." mrs. burton added the final words with apparent conscience. "just saved your distance, polly," said her husband. "we haven't got equality now, any more than we've got buffalo. i don't believe we ever had buffalo in this section; but we did have deer once; and when i was a boy here, venison was three cents a pound, and equality cheaper yet. when they cut off the woods the venison and the equality disappeared; they always do when the woods are cut off." "there's enough of it left for all practical purposes, and mrs. saunders moves in the first circles of pymantoning," said mrs. burton. "when she _does_ move," said burton. "she doesn't _like_ to move." "well, she has the greatest taste, and if you can get her to do anything for you your fortune's made. but it's a favor. she'll take a thing that you've got home from the city, and that you're frantic about, it's so bad, and smile over it a little, and touch it here and there, and it comes out a miracle of style and becomingness. it's like magic." "she _was_ charming," said ludlow, in dreamy reminiscence. "_isn't_ she?" mrs. burton demanded. "and her daughter gets all her artistic talent from her. mrs. saunders _is_ an artist, though i don't suppose you like to admit it of a dressmaker." "oh, yes, i do," said ludlow. "i don't see why a man or woman who drapes the human figure in stuffs, isn't an artist as well as the man or woman who drapes it in paint or clay." "well, that's sense," mrs. burton began. "she didn't know you had any, ludlow," her husband explained. mrs. burton did not regard him. "if she had any ambition she would be anything--just like some other lazy-boots," and now she gave the large, dangling congress gaiter of her husband a little push with the point of her slipper, for purposes of identification, as the newspapers say. "but the only ambition she's got is for her daughter, and she _is_ proud of her, and she would spoil her if she could get up the energy. she dotes on her, and nie is fond of her mother, too. do you think she can ever do anything in art?" "if she were a boy, i should say yes; as she's a girl, i don't know," said ludlow. "the chances are against her." "nature's against her, too," said burton. "_human_ nature ought to be for her, then," said mrs. burton. "if she were your sister what should you wish her to be?" she asked ludlow. "i should wish her to be"--ludlow thought a moment and then concluded--"happily married." "well, that's a shame!" cried mrs. burton. her husband laughed, while he knocked the ashes out of his pipe against the edge of his chair-seat. "rough on the holy estate of matrimony, polly." "oh, pshaw! i believe as much in the holy estate of matrimony as anybody, but i don't believe it's the begin-all or the end-all for a woman, any more than it is for a man. what, katy?" she spoke to a girl who appeared and disappeared in the doorway. "oh! well, come in to supper, now. i hope you have an appetite, mr. ludlow. mr. burton's such a delicate eater, and i like to have _some_body keep me in countenance." she suddenly put her hand on the back of her husband's chair, and sprung it forward from its incline against the wall, with a violence that bounced him fearfully, and extorted a roar of protest from him. they were much older than ludlow, and they permitted themselves the little rowdy freedoms that good-natured married people sometimes use, as fearlessly in his presence as if he were a grown-up nephew. they prized him as a discovery of their own, for they had stumbled on him one day before any one else had found him out, when he was sketching at fontainebleau. they liked the look of his picture, as they viewed it at a decent remove over his shoulder, and after they got by burton proposed to go back and kill the fellow on account of the solemn coxcombery of his personal appearance. his wife said: "well, ask him what he'll take for his picture, first," and burton returned and said with brutal directness, while he pointed at the canvas with his stick, "_combien?_" when ludlow looked round up at him and answered with a pleasant light in his eye, "well, i don't know exactly. what'll you give?" burton spared his life, and became his friend. he called his wife to him, and they bought the picture, and afterwards they went to ludlow's lodging, for he had no studio, and conscientiously painted in the open air, and bought others. they got the pictures dog cheap, as burton said, for ludlow was just beginning then, and his reputation which has never since become cloud-capt, was a tender and lowly plant. they made themselves like a youngish aunt and uncle to him, and had him with them all they could while they stayed in paris. when they came home they brought the first impressionistic pictures ever seen in the west; at pymantoning, the village cynic asked which was right side up, and whether he was to stand on his head or not to get them in range. ludlow remained in france, which he maintained had the only sun for impressionism; and then he changed his mind all at once, and under an impulse of sudden patriotism, declared for the american sky, and the thin, crystalline, american air. his faith included american subjects, and when, after his arrival in new york, burton wrote to claim a visit from him and ironically proposed the trotting-match at the county fair as an attraction for his pencil, ludlow remembered the trotting-matches he had seen in his boyhood, and came out to pymantoning with a seriousness of expectation that alarmed and then amused his friends. he was very glad that he had come, and that night, after the supper which lasted well into the early autumn lamp-light, he went out and walked the village streets under the september moon, seeing his picture everywhere before him, and thinking his young, exultant thoughts. the maples were set so thick along the main street that they stood like a high, dark wall on either side, and he looked up at the sky as from the bottom of a chasm. the village houses lurked behind their door-yard trees, with breadths of autumnal bloom in the gardens beside them. within their shadowy porches, or beside their gates, was "the delight of happy laughter, the delight of low replies," hushing itself at his approach, and breaking out again at his retreat. the air seemed full of love, and in the midst of his proud, gay hopes, he felt smitten with sudden isolation, such as youth knows in the presence of others' passion. he walked back to burton's rather pensively, and got up to his room and went to bed after as little stay for talk with his hosts as he could make decent; he did not like to break with his melancholy. he was roused from his first sleep by the sound of singing, which seemed to stop with his waking. there came a confused murmur of girls' and young men's voices, and ludlow could see from his open window the dim shapes of the serenaders in the dark of the trees below. then they were still, and all at once the silence was filled with a rich contralto note, carrying the song, till the whole choir of voices took up the burden. nothing prettier could have happened anywhere in the world. ludlow hung rapt upon the music till burton flung up his window, as if to thank the singers. they stopped at the sound, and with gay shouts and shrieks, and a medley of wild laughter, skurried away into the farther darkness, where ludlow heard them begin their serenade again under distant windows as little localized as any space of the sky. vi. ludlow went back to new york and took up his work with vigor and with fervor. the picture of the county fair, which he exhibited at the american artists', ran a gauntlet of criticism in which it was belabored at once for its unimaginative vulgarity and its fantastic unreality; then it returned to his studio and remained unsold, while the days, weeks, months and years went by and left each their fine trace on him. his purposes dropped away, mostly unfulfilled, as he grew older and wiser, but his dreams remained and he was still rich in a vast future. his impressionism was somewhat modified; he offered his palette less frequently to the public; he now and then permitted a black object to appear in his pictures; his purples and greens were less aggressive. his moustache had grown so thick that it could no longer be brushed up at the points with just the effect he desired, and he suffered it to branch straight across his cheeks; his little dot of an imperial had become lost in the beard which he wore so conscientiously trimmed to a point that it might be described as religiously pointed. he was now twenty-seven. at sixteen cornelia saunders had her first love-affair. it was with a young man who sold what he called art-goods by sample--satin banners, gilt rolling-pins, brass disks and keramics; he had permitted himself to speak to her on the train coming over from the junction, where she took the cars for pymantoning one afternoon after a day's shopping with her mother in lakeland. it did not last very long, and in fact it hardly survived the brief stay which the young man made in pymantoning, where his want of success in art-goods was probably owing to the fact that he gave his whole time to cornelia, or rather cornelia's mother, whom he found much more conversable; he played upon the banjo for her, and he danced a little clog-dance in her parlor, which was also her shop, to the accompaniment of his own whistling, first setting aside the bonnet-trees with their scanty fruitage of summer hats, and pushing the show-table against the wall. "won't hurt 'em a mite," he reassured her, and he struck her as a careful as well as accomplished young man. his passion for cornelia lingered a while in letters, which he proposed in parting, and then, about six months later, mrs. saunders received the newspaper announcement of his marriage to miss tweety byers of lakeland. there were "no cards," but mrs. saunders made out, with mrs. burton's help, that tweety was the infantile for the pet name of sweety; and the marriage seemed a fit union for one so warm and true as the young traveller in art-goods. mrs. saunders was a good deal surprised, but she did not suffer keenly from the disappointment which she had innocently done her best to bring upon her daughter. cornelia, who had been the passive instrument of her romance, did not suffer from it at all, having always objected to the thickness of the young man's hands, and to the early baldness which gave him the shakespearian brow he had so little use for. she laughed his memory to scorn, and employed the episode as best she could in quelling her mother's simple trust of passing strangers. they worked along together, in the easy, unambitious village fashion, and kept themselves in the average comfort, while the time went by and cornelia had grown from a long, lean child to a tall and stately young girl, who carried herself with so much native grace and pride that she had very little attention from the village youth. she had not even a girl friendship, and her chief social resource was in her intimacy at the burtons. she borrowed books of them, and read a good deal; and when she was seventeen she rubbed up her old studies and got a teacher's certificate for six months, and taught a summer term in a district at burnt pastures. she came home in the fall, and when she called at the burtons' to get a book, as usual, mrs. burton said, "nelie, you're not feeling very well, are you? somehow you looked fagged." "well, i do feel queer," said the girl. "i seem to be in a kind of dream. it--scares me. i'm afraid i'm going to be sick." "oh, i guess not," mrs. burton answered comfortably. "you're just tired out. how did you like your school?" "i hated it," said the girl, with a trembling chin and wet eyes. "i don't believe i'm fit for teaching. i won't try it any more; i'll stay at home and help mother." "you ought to keep up your drawing," said mrs. burton in general admonition. "do you draw any now?" "nothing much," said the girl. "i should think you would, to please your mother. don't you care anything for it yourself?" "yes; but i haven't the courage i had when i thought i knew it all. i don't think i should ever amount to anything. it would be a waste of time." "i don't think so," said mrs. burton. "i believe you could be a great artist." the girl laughed. "what ever became of that painter who visited you year before last at fair time?" "mr. ludlow? oh, he's in new york. _he_ thought your sketches were splendid, nelie." "he said the girls half-killed themselves there studying art." "did he?" demanded mrs. burton with a note of wrath in her voice. "mm. he told mother so that day." "he had no business to say such a thing before you. was that what discouraged you?" "oh, i don't know. i got discouraged. of course, i should like to please mother. how much do you suppose it would cost a person to live in new york? i don't mean take a room and board yourself; i shouldn't like to do that; but everything included." "i don't know, indeed, nelie. jim always kept the accounts when we were there, and we stayed at the fifth avenue hotel." "do you suppose it would be twice as much as it is here? five dollars a week?" "yes, i'm afraid it would," mrs. burton admitted. "i've got sixty-five dollars from my school. i suppose it would keep me three months in new york, if i was careful. but i'm not going to throw it away on any such wild scheme as that. i know _that_ much." they talked away from the question, and then talked back to it several times, after they had both seemed to abandon it. at last mrs. burton said, "why don't you let me write to mr. ludlow, nelie, and ask him all about it?" the girl jumped to her feet in a fright. "if you do, mrs. burton, i'll kill myself! no, i didn't mean to say that. but i'll never speak to you again. now you won't really, will you?" "no, i won't, nelie, if you don't want me to; but i don't see why---- why, bless the child!" mrs. burton sprang forward and caught the girl, who was reeling as if she were going to fall. "katy! katy! bring some water here, quick!" when they had laid cornelia on a sofa and restored her from her faint, mrs. burton would not let her try to rise. she sent out to burton, who was reading a novel in the mild forenoon air under the crimson maples, and made him get the carryall and take cornelia home in it. they thought they would pretend that they were out for a drive, and were merely dropping her at her mother's door; but no ruse was necessary. mrs. saunders tranquilly faced the fact; she said she thought the child hadn't been herself since she got back from her school, and she guessed she had better have the doctor now. vii. it was toward the end of january before cornelia was well enough to be about in the old way, after her typhoid fever. once she was so low that the rumor of her death went out; but when this proved false it was known for a good sign, and no woman, at least, was surprised when she began to get well. she was delirious part of the time, and then she raved constantly about ludlow, and going to new york to study art. it was a mere superficial effect from her talk with mrs. burton just before she was taken down with the fever; but it was pathetic, all the same, to hear her pleading with him, quarrelling, protesting that she was strong enough, and that she was not afraid but that she should get through all right if he would only tell her how to begin. "now you just tell me that, tell me that, tell me that! it's the _place_ that i can't find. if i can get to the right door! but it won't open! it won't open! oh, dear! what _shall_ i do!" mrs. burton, who heard this go on through the solemn hours of night, thought that if ludlow could only hear it he would be careful how he ever discouraged any human being again. it was as much as her husband could do to keep her from writing to him, and making the girl's fever a matter of personal reproach to him; but she refrained, and when cornelia got up from it she was so changed that mrs. burton was glad she had never tried to involve any one else in her anxieties about her. not only the fever had burned itself out, but cornelia's temperament seemed for awhile to have been consumed in the fire. she came out of it more like her mother. she was gentler than she used to be, and especially gentle and good to her mother; and she had not only grown to resemble her in a greater tranquillity and easy-goingness, but to have come into her ambitions and desires. the change surprised mrs. saunders a good deal; up to this time it had always surprised her that cornelia should not have been at all like her. she sometimes reflected, however, that if you came to that, cornelia's father had never been at all like her, either. it was only a passing phase of the girl's evolution. with the return of perfect health and her former strength, she got back her old energetic self, but of another quality and in another form. probably she would have grown into the character she now took on in any case; but following her convalescence as it did, it had a more dramatic effect. she began to review her studies and her examination papers before the doctor knew it, and when the county examiners met in june she was ready for them, and got a certificate authorizing her to teach for a year. with this she need not meet the poor occasions of any such forlorn end-of-the-earth as burnt pastures. she had an offer of the school at hartley's mills, and she taught three terms there, and brought home a hundred and fifty dollars at the end. all through the last winter she drew, more or less, and she could see better than any one else that she had not fallen behind in her art, but after having let it drop for a time, had taken it up with fresh power and greater skill. she had come to see things better than she used, and she had learned to be faithful to what she saw, which is the great matter in all the arts. she had never formulated this fact, even if she knew it; and mrs. burton was still further from guessing what it was that made cornelia's sketches so much more attractive than they were, when the girl let her look at them, in one of her proud, shy confidences. she said, "i do wish mr. ludlow could see these, nelie." "do you think he would be very much excited?" asked the girl, with the sarcastic humor which had risen up in her to be one of the reliefs of her earlier intensity. "he ought to be," said mrs. burton. "you know he _did_ admire your drawings, nelie; even those you had at the fair, that time." "did he?" returned the girl, carelessly. "what did he say?" "well, he said that if you were a boy there couldn't be any doubt about you." cornelia laughed. "that was a pretty safe kind of praise. i'm not likely ever to be a boy." she rose up from where they were sitting together, and went to put her drawings away in her room. when she came back, she said, "it would be fun to show him, some day, that even so low down a creature as a girl could be something." "i wish you would, nie," said mrs. burton, "i just _wish_ you would. why don't you go to new york, this winter, and study! why don't you make her, mrs. saunders?" "who? me?" said mrs. saunders, who sat by, in an indolent abeyance. "oh! i ain't allowed to open my mouth any more." "well," said cornelia, "don't be so ungrammatical, then, when you do it without being allowed, mother." mrs. saunders laughed in lazy enjoyment. "one thing i know; if i had my way she'd have been in new york studying long ago, instead of fooling away her time out here, school-teaching." "and where would you have been, mother?" "me?" said mrs. saunders again, incorrigibly. "oh, i guess i should have been somewhere!" "well, i'll tell you what," mrs. burton broke in, "nie must go, and that's all about it. i know from what mr. ludlow said that he believes she could be an artist. she would have to work hard, but i don't call teaching school _play_, exactly." "indeed it isn't!" said mrs. saunders. "i'd sooner set all day at the machine myself, and dear knows that's trying enough!" "i'm not afraid of the hard work," said cornelia. "what are you afraid of, then?" demanded her mother. "afraid of failing?" "no; of succeeding," answered cornelia, perversely. "_i_ can't make the child out," said mrs. saunders, with apparent pleasure in the mystery. cornelia went on, at least partially, to explain herself. "i mean, succeeding in the way women seem to succeed. they make me sick!" "oh," said her mother, with sarcasm that could not sustain itself even by a smile letting mrs. burton into the joke, "going to be a rosa bonnhure?" cornelia scorned this poor attempt of her mother. "if i can't succeed as men succeed, and be a great painter, and not just a great _woman_ painter, i'd rather be excused altogether. even rosa bonheur: i don't believe _her_ horses would have been considered so wonderful if a man had done them. i guess that's what mr. ludlow meant, and i guess he was right. i guess if a girl wants to turn out an artist she'd better start by being a boy." "i guess," said mrs. burton, with admiring eyes full of her beauty, "that if mr. ludlow could see you now, he'd be very sorry to have you a boy!" cornelia blushed the splendid red of a brunette. "there it is, mrs. burton! that's what's always in everybody's mind about a girl when she wants to do something. it's what a magnificent match she'll make by her painting or singing or acting! and if the poor fool only knew, she needn't draw or sing or act, to do that." "a person would think you'd been through the wars, cornelia," said her mother. "i don't care! it's a shame!" "it _is_ a shame, nelie," said mrs. burton, soothingly; and she added, unguardedly, "and i _told_ mr. ludlow so, when he spoke about a girl's being happily married, as if there was no other happiness for a girl." "oh! _he_ thinks that, does he?" "no, of course, he doesn't. he has a very high ideal of women; but he was just running on, in the usual way. he told afterwards how hard the girl art-students work in new york, and go ahead of the young men, some of them--where they have the strength. the only thing is that so few of them have the strength. that's what he meant." "what do you think, mother?" asked the girl with an abrupt turn toward her. "do you think i'd break down?" "i guess if you didn't break down teaching school, that you hated, you won't break down studying art, when you love it so." "well," cornelia said, with the air of putting an end to the audience, "i guess there's no great hurry about it." she let her mother follow mrs. burton out, recognizing with a smile of scornful intelligence the ladies' wish to have the last word about her to themselves. viii. "i don't know as i ever saw her let herself go so far before," said mrs. saunders, leaning on the top of the closed gate, and speaking across it to mrs. burton on the outside of the fence. "i guess she's thinking about it, pretty seriously. she's got money enough, and more than enough." "well," said mrs. burton, "i'm going to write to mr. ludlow about it, as soon as i get home, and i know i can get him to say something that'll decide her." "so do!" cried mrs. saunders, delighted. she lingered awhile talking of other things, so as to enable herself to meet cornelia with due unconsciousness when she returned to her. "have you been talking me over all this time, mother?" the girl asked. "we didn't hardly say a word about you," said her mother, and now she saw what a good thing it was that she had staid and talked impersonalities with mrs. burton. "well, one thing i know," said the girl, "if she gets that mr. ludlow to encourage me, i'll never go near new york in the world." mrs. saunders escaped into the next room, and answered back from that safe distance, "i guess you'd better get _her_ to tell you what she's going to do." when she returned, the girl stood looking dreamily out of the little crooked panes of the low window. she asked, with her back to her mother, "what would _you_ do, if i went?" "oh, i should get along," said mrs. saunders with the lazy piety which had never yet found providence to fail it. "i should get miss snively to go in with me, here. she ain't making out very well, alone, and she could be company to me in more ways than one." "yes," said the girl, in a deep sigh. "i thought of her." she faced about. "why, land, child!" cried her mother, "what's the matter?" cornelia's eyes were streaming with tears, and the passion in her heart was twisting her face with its anguish. she flung her arms round her mother's neck, and sobbed on her breast. "oh, i'm going, i'm going, and you don't seem to care whether i go or stay, and it'll _kill_ me to leave you." mrs. saunders smiled across the tempest of grief in her embrace, at her own tranquil image in the glass, and took it into the joke. "well, you ain't going to leave this minute," she said, smoothing the girl's black hair. "and i don't really care if you never go, nie. you mustn't go on my account." "don't you want me to?" "not unless you do." "and you don't care whether i'm ever an artist or not?" "what good is your being an artist going to do _me_?" asked her mother, still with a joking eye on herself in the mirror. "and i'm perfectly free to go or to stay, as far as your wish is concerned?" "well!" said mrs. saunders, with insincere scorn of the question. the girl gave her a fierce hug; she straightened herself up, and dashed the water from her eyes. "well, then," she said, "i'll see. but promise me one thing, mother." "what is it?" "that you won't ask me a single thing about it, from this out, if i _never_ decide!" "well, i won't, nie. i promise you that. _i_ don't want to drive you to anything. and i guess you know ten times as well what you want to do, as i do, anyway. i ain't going to worry you." three weeks later, just before fair time, cornelia went to see mrs. burton. it was warm, and mrs. burton brought out a fan for her on the piazza. "oh, i'm not hot," said cornelia. "mrs. burton, i've made up my mind to go to new york this winter, and study art." "i _knew_ you would, nie!" mrs. burton exulted. "yes. i've thought it all out. i've got the money, now. i keep wanting to paint, and i don't know whether i can or not, and the only way is to go and find out. it'll be easy enough to come home. i'll keep money enough to pay my way back." "yes," said mrs. burton, "it's the only way. but i guess you'll find out you can paint fast enough. it's a pretty good sign you can, if you want to." "oh, i don't know. some girls want to write poetry awfully, and can't. mrs. burton," she broke off, with a nervous laugh, "i don't suppose you expect that mr. ludlow out to the fair this year?" "no, nelie, i don't," said mrs. burton, with tender reluctance. "because," said the girl with another laugh, "he might save me a trip to new york, if he could see my drawings." something, she did not know what, in mrs. burton's manner, made her ask: "have you heard from him lately? perhaps _he's_ given it up, too!" "oh, no!" sighed mrs. burton, with a break from her cheerfulness with cornelia, which set its voluntary character in evidence to the girl's keen, young perception. "but he seemed to be rather discouraged about the prospects of artists when he wrote." she was afraid cornelia might ask her when he had written. "he seemed to think the ranks were very full. he's a very changeable person. he's always talked, before now, about there being plenty of room at the top." "well, that's where i expect to be," said the girl, smiling but trembling. she turned the talk, and soon rose to go, ignoring to the last mrs. burton's forced efforts to recur to her plan of studying art in new york. now she said: "mrs. burton, there's one thing i'd like to ask you," and she lifted her eyes upon her with a suddenness that almost made mrs. burton jump. "what is it, nelie?" "you've always been so good to me--and--and taken such an interest, that i'm afraid--i thought you might try--i want you to promise me you won't write to mr. ludlow about me, or ask him to do the least thing, for me!" "i won't, i won't indeed, nelie!" mrs. burton promised with grateful perfervor. "because," said the girl, taking her skirt in her left hand, preparatory to lifting it for her descent of the piazza steps, "now that i've made up my mind, i don't want to be discouraged, and i don't want to be helped. if i can't do for myself, i won't be done _for_." after she got down through the maples, and well out of the gate, burton came and stood in the hall door-way, with his pipe in his mouth. "saved your distance, polly, as usual; saved your distance." "what would _you_ have done?" retorted his wife. "i should have told her that i'd just got a letter from ludlow this morning, and that he begged and entreated me by everything i held dear, to keep the poor girl from coming to new york, and throwing away her time and health and money." "you wouldn't!" cried mrs. burton. "you wouldn't have done anything of the kind. it would have made her perfectly hate him." burton found his pipe out. he lighted a match and hollowed his hands over it above the pipe, to keep it from the draught. "well," he said, avoiding the point in controversy, "why _shouldn't_ she perfectly hate him?" ix. september was theoretically always a very busy month with mrs. saunders. she believed that she devoted it to activities which she called her fall work, and that she pressed forward in the fulfilments of these duties with a vigor inspired by the cool, clear weather. but in reality there was not much less folding of the hands with her in september than there was in july. she was apt, on the coolest and clearest september day, to drop into a chair with a deep drawn "_oh_, hum!" after the fatigue of bringing in an apronful of apples, or driving the hens away from her chrysanthemums, and she spent a good deal of time wondering how, with all she had to do, she was ever going to get those flowers in before the frost caught them. at one of these times, sitting up slim, graceful and picturesque, in the feather-cushioned rocker-lounge, and fanning her comely face with her shade-hat, it occurred to her to say to cornelia, sewing hard beside the window, "i guess you won't see them in blossom _this_ christmas, nie." "not unless you cut them at the roots and send them to me by mail to look at," said the girl. her mother laughed easily. "well, i must really take hold and help you, or you'll _never_ get away. i've put off everybody else's work, till it's perfectly scandalous, and i'm afraid they'll bring the roof about my ears, and yet i seem to be letting you do all your sewing. well, one thing, i presume i hate to have you go so!" "mother!" cried the girl, drawing out her needle to the full length of her thread before she let her hand drop nervelessly at her side, and she fell back to look fixedly at mrs. saunders. "if _that's_ the way you feel!" "i don't! i want you to go just as much as ever i did. but looking at you there, just against the window, that way, i got to thinking you wouldn't be there a great while; and----" mrs. saunders caught her breath, and was mute a moment before she gave way and began to whimper. from the force of habit she tried to whimper with one side of her mouth, as she smiled, to keep her missing teeth from showing; and at the sight of this characteristic effort, so familiar and so full of long association, cornelia's heart melted within her, and she ran to her mother, and pulled her head down on her breast and covered the unwhimpering cheek with kisses. "don't you suppose i think of that, too, mother? and when you go round the room, or out in the yard, i just keep following you as if i was magnetized, and i can see you with my eyes shut as well as i can with them open; and i _know_ how i shall feel when that's all i've got of you! but i'll soon be back! why i'll be here in june again! and it's no use, _now_. i've _got_ to go." "oh, yes," said her mother, pushing herself free, and entering upon so prolonged a search for her handkerchief that her tears had almost time to dry without it before she found it. "but that don't make it any easier, child." they had agreed from the time cornelia made up her mind to go, and they had vowed the burtons to secrecy, that they were not to tell any one till just before she started; but it was not in mrs. saunders's nature or the nature of things, that she should keep her part of the agreement. she was so proud of cornelia's going to study art in new york, and going on her own money, that she would have told all her customers that she was going, even if it had not proved such a good excuse for postponing and delaying the work they brought her. it was all over town before the first week was out, and the fact had been canvassed in and out of the presence of the principals, with much the same frankness. what cornelia had in excess of a putting-down pride her mother correspondingly lacked; what the girl forbade, mrs. saunders invited by her manner, and there were not many people, or at least many ladies, in pymantoning, who could not put their hands on their hearts and truly declare that they had spoken their minds as freely to mrs. saunders as they had to anybody. as the time drew near mrs. burton begged to be allowed to ask mr. ludlow about a boarding-place for cornelia; and to this cornelia consented on condition that he should be strictly prohibited from taking any more trouble than simply writing the address on a piece of paper. when mrs. burton brought it she confessed that mr. ludlow seemed to have so far exceeded his instructions as to have inquired the price of board in a single room. "i'm afraid, nelie, it's more than you expected. but everything _is_ very dear in new york, and mr. ludlow thought it was cheap. there's no fire in the room, even at that, but if you leave the door open when you're out, it heats nicely from the hall. it's over the door, four flights up; it's what they call a side room." "how much is it, mrs. burton?" cornelia asked, steadily; but she held her breath till the answer came. "it's seven dollars a week." "well, the land!" said mrs. saunders, for all comment on the extortionate figure. for a moment cornelia did not say anything. then she quietly remarked, "i can be home all the sooner," and she took the paper which ludlow had written the address on; she noticed that it smelt of tobacco smoke. "he said you could easily find your way from the grand central depot by the street cars; it's almost straight. he's written down on the back which cars you take. you give your check to the baggage expressman that comes aboard the train before you get in, and then you don't have the least trouble. he says there are several girl art-students in the same house, and you'll soon feel at home. he says if you feel the least timid about getting in alone, he'll come with a lady friend of his, to meet you, and she'll take you to your boarding-house." mrs. burton escaped with rather more than her life from the transmission of this offer. cornelia even said, "i'm very much obliged to him, i'm sure. but i shouldn't wish to trouble him, thank you. i won't feel the least timid." but her mother followed mrs. burton out to the gate, as usual. "i guess," mrs. saunders explained, "she hated to have him make so much to-do about it. what makes him want to bring a lady friend to meet her? somebody he's engaged to?" "well, that's what i wondered, at first," said mrs. burton. "but then when i came to think how very different the customs are in new york, i came to the conclusion that he did it on cornelia's account. if he was to take her to the boarding-house himself, they might think he was engaged to _her_." "well!" said mrs. saunders. "you may be sure it's because he's good and thoughtful about it, and wants her not to have any embarrassment." "oh, i guess he's all right," said mrs. saunders. "but who'd ever have thought of having to take such precautions? i shouldn't think life was worth having on such terms, if _i_ was a girl." she told cornelia about this strange social ceremony of chaperonage, which now for the first time practically concerned them. x. the night began to fall an hour before cornelia's train reached new york, and it drew into the station, through the whirl and dance of parti-colored lights everywhere. the black porter of the sleeping-ear caught up her bag and carried it out for her, as if he were going to carry it indefinitely; and outside she stood letting him hold it, while she looked about her, scared and bewildered, and the passengers hurrying by, pushed and bumped against her. when she collected her wits sufficiently to take it from him, she pressed on with the rest up toward the front of the station where the crowd frayed out in different directions. at the open doorway giving on the street she stopped, and stood holding her bag, and gazed fearfully out on a line of wild men on the curbstone; they all seemed to be stretching their hands out to her, and they rattled and clamored: "keb? a keb, a keb, a keb? want a keb? keb here! keb? a keb, a keb, a keb!" they were kept back by a policeman who prevented them from falling upon the passengers, and restored them to order when they yielded by the half-dozen to the fancy that some one had ordered a cab, and started off in the direction of their vehicles, and then rushed back so as not to lose other chances. the sight of cornelia standing bag in hand there, seemed to drive them to a frenzy of hope; several newsboys, eager to share their prosperity, rushed up and offered her the evening papers. cornelia strained forward from the doorway and tried to make out, in the kaleidoscopic pattern of lights, which was the fourth avenue car; the street was full of cars and carts and carriages, all going every which way, with a din of bells, and wheels and hoofs that was as if crushed to one clangerous mass by the superior uproar of the railroad trains coming and going on a sort of street-roof overhead. a sickening odor came from the mud of the gutters and the horses and people, and as if a wave of repulsion had struck against every sense in her, the girl turned and fled from the sight and sound and smell of it all into the ladies' waiting-room at her right. she knew about that room from mrs. burton, who had said she could go in there, and fix her hair if it had got tumbled, when she came off the train. but it had been so easy to keep everything just right in the nice dressing-room on the sleeper that she had expected to step out of the station and take a fourth avenue car without going into the ladies-room. she found herself the only person in it, except a comfortable, friendly-looking, middle-aged woman, who seemed to be in charge of the place, and was going about with a dust-cloth in her hand. she had such a home-like air, and it was so peaceful there, after all that uproar outside, that cornelia could hardly keep back the tears, though she knew it was silly, and kept saying so to herself under her breath. she put her hand-bag down, and went and stood at one of the windows, trying to make up her mind to venture out; and then she began to move back and forth from one window to the other. it must have been this effect of restlessness and anxiety that made the janitress speak to her at last: "expecting friends to meet you?" cornelia turned round and took a good look at the janitress. she decided from her official as well as her personal appearance that she might be trusted, as least provisionally. it had been going through her mind there at the windows what a fool she was to refuse to let mr. ludlow come to meet her with that friend of his, and she had been helplessly feigning that she had not refused, and that he was really coming, but was a little late. she was in the act of accepting his apology for the delay when the janitress spoke to her, and she said: "i don't know whether i'd better wait any longer. i was looking for a fourth avenue car." "well, you couldn't hardly miss one," said the janitress. "they're going all the time. stranger in the city?" "yes, i am," cornelia admitted; she thought she had better admit it. "well," said the janitress, "if i was you i'd wait for my friends a while longer. it's after dark, now, and if they come here and find you gone, they'll be uneasy, won't they?" "well," said cornelia, and she sank submissively into a seat. the janitress sat down too. "not but what it's safe enough, and you needn't be troubled, if they don't come. you can go half an hour later just as well. my! i've had people sit here all day and wait. the things i've seen here, well, if they were put into a story you couldn't hardly believe them. i had a poor woman come in here one morning last week with a baby in her arms, and three little children hanging round her, to wait for her husband; and she waited till midnight, and he didn't come. i could have told her first as well as last that he wasn't ever coming; i knew it from the kind of a letter he wrote her, and that she fished up out of her pocket to show me, so as to find whether she had come to the right place to wait, or not, but i couldn't bear to do it; and i did for her and the children as well as i could, and when it came to it, about twelve, i coaxed her to go home, and come again in the morning. she didn't come back again; i guess she began to suspect something herself." "why, don't you suppose he ever meant to come?" cornelia asked, tremulously. "_i_ don't know," said the janitress. "i didn't tell _her_ so. i've had all kinds of homeless folks come in here, that had lost their pocket-books, or never had any, and little tots of children, with papers pinned on to tell me who they were expecting, and i've had 'em here on my hands till i had to shut up at night." "and what did you do then?" cornelia began to be anxious about her own fate, in case she should not get away before the janitress had to shut up. "well, some i had to put into the street, them that were used to it; and then there are homes of all kinds for most of 'em; old ladies' homes, and young girls' homes, and destitute females' homes, and children's homes, where they can go for the night, and all i've got to do is to give an order. it isn't as bad as you'd think, when you first come to the city; i came here from connecticut." cornelia thought she might respond so far as to say, "i'm from ohio," and the janitress seemed to appreciate the confidence. she said, "not on your way to the white house, i suppose? there _are_ so many presidents from your state. well, i knew you were not from near new york, anywhere. i _do_ have so many different sorts of folks coming in here, and i have to get acquainted with so many of 'em whether or no. lots of foreigners, for one thing, and men blundering in, as well as women. they think it's a ticket-office, and want to buy tickets of me, and i have to direct 'em where. it's surprising how bright they are, oftentimes. the irish are the hardest to get pointed right; the italians are quick; and the chinese! my, they're the brightest of all. if a chinaman comes in for a ticket up the harlem road, all i've got to do is to set my hand so, and _so_!" she faced south and set her hand westward; then she faced west, and set her hand northward. "they understand in a minute, and they're off like a flash." as if she had done now all that sympathy demanded for cornelia, the janitress went about some work in another part of the room and left the girl to herself. but cornelia knew that she was keeping a friendly eye on her, and in the shelter of her presence, she tried to gather courage to make that start into the street alone, which she must finally make and which she was so foolish to keep postponing. she had written to the landlady of her boarding house that she should arrive on such a day, at such an hour; and here was the day, and she was letting the hour go by, and very likely the landlady would give her room to some one else. or, if the expressman who took her check on the train, should get there with her trunk first, the landlady might refuse to take it. cornelia did not know how people acted about such things in new york. she ought to go, and she tried to rise; but she was morally so unable that it was as if she were physically unable. people came and went; some of them more than once, and cornelia began to feel that they noticed her and recognized her, but still she could not move. suddenly a figure appeared at the door, the sight of which armed her with the power of flight. she knew that it was ludlow, from the photograph he had lately sent mrs. burton, with the pointed beard and the branching moustache which he had grown since they met last, and she jumped up to rush past him where he stood peering sharply round at the different faces in the room, and finally letting his eyes rest in eager question on hers. he came towards her, and then it was too late to escape. "miss saunders? _oh_, i'm so glad! i've been out of town, and i've only just got mrs. burton's telegram. have i kept you waiting long?" "not very," said cornelia. she might have said that he had not kept her waiting at all; the time that she had waited, without being kept by him, was now like no time at all; but she could not say anything more, and she wished to cry, she felt so glad and safe in his keeping. he caught up her bag, and she followed him out, with a blush over her shoulder for the janitress, who smiled after her with mistaken knowingness. but this was at least her self-delusion, and cornelia had an instant in the confusion when it seemed as if ludlow's coming had somehow annulled the tacit deceit she had practised in letting the janitress suppose she expected some one. ludlow kept talking to her all the way in the horse-car, but she could find only the briefest and dryest answers to his friendly questions about her mother and the burtons; and all pymantoning; and she could not blame him for taking such a hasty leave of her at her boarding-house that he almost flew down the steps before the door closed upon her. she knew that she had disgusted him; and she hinted at this in the letter of scolding gratitude which she wrote to mrs. burton before she slept, for the trick she had played her. after all, though, she reasoned, she need not be so much troubled: he had done it for mrs. burton, and not for her, and he had not thought it worth while to bring a chaperon. to be sure, he had no time for that; but there was something in it all which put cornelia back to the mere child she was when they first met in the fair house at pymantoning; she kept seeing herself angry and ill-mannered and cross to her mother, and it was as if he saw her so, too. she resented that, for she knew that she was another person now, and she tingled with vexation that she had done nothing to make him realize it. xi. ludlow caught a cab in the street, and drove furiously to his lodging, where he dressed in ten minutes, so that he was not more than fifteen minutes late at the dinner he had risked missing for cornelia's sake. "i'm afraid i'm very late," he said, from his place at the left of his hostess; he pulled his napkin across his lap, and began to attack his oysters at once. "oh, not at all," said the lady, but he knew that she would have said much the same if he had come as they were rising from table. a clear, gay voice rose from the corner of the board diagonally opposite: "the candles haven't begun to burn their shades yet; so you are still early, mr. ludlow." the others laughed with the joy people feel in having a familiar fact noted for the first time. they had all seen candle-shades weakly topple down on the flames and take fire at dinner. the gay voice went on, rendered, perhaps, a little over-bold by success: "if you see the men rising to put them out, you may be sure that they've been seated exactly an hour." ludlow looked across the bed of roses which filled two-thirds of the table, across the glitter of glass, and the waver of light and shadow, and said, "oh, _you're_ there!" the wit that had inspired the voice before gave out; the owner tried to make a pout do duty for it. "of course i'm there," she said; then pending another inspiration she was silent. everybody waited for her to rise again to the level of her reputation for clever things, and the general expectation expressed itself in a subdued creaking of stiff linen above the board, and the low murmur of silken skirts under the table. finally one of the men said, "well, it's bad enough to come late, but it's a good deal worse to come too early. i'd rather come late, any time." "mr. wetmore wants you to ask him why, mrs. westley," said ludlow. mrs. westley entreated, "oh, why, mr. wetmore?" and every one laughed. "all right, ludlow," said the gentleman in friendly menace. then he answered mrs. westley: "well, one thing, your hostess respects you more. if you come too early you bring reproach and you meet contempt; reproach that she shouldn't have been ready to receive you, and contempt that you should have supposed her capable of dining at the hour fixed." it was a mrs. rangeley who had launched the first shaft at ludlow; she now fitted another little arrow to her string, under cover of the laugh that followed mr. wetmore's reasons. "i shouldn't object to any one's coming late, unless i were giving the dinner; but what i can't bear is wondering what it was kept them." again she had given a touch that reminded the company of their common humanity and their unity of emotion, and the laugh that responded was without any of that reservation or uncertainty which a subtle observer may often detect in the enjoyment of brilliant things said at dinner. but the great charm of the westley dinners was that people generally did understand each other there. if you made a joke, as wetmore said, you were not often required to spell it. he celebrated the westleys as ideal hosts: mrs. westley had the youth and beauty befitting a second wife; her social ambition had as yet not developed into the passion for millionaires; she was simply content with painters, like himself and ludlow, literary men, lawyers, doctors and their several wives. general westley was in what wetmore called the bloom of age. he might be depended upon for the unexpected, like fate. he occasionally did it, he occasionally said it, from the passive hospitality that characterized him. "i believe i share that impatience of yours, mrs. rangeley," he now remarked; "though in the present case i think we ought to leave everything to mr. ludlow's conscience." "oh, do you think that would be quite safe?" she asked with burlesque seriousness. "well! if we _must_!" ludlow said, "why, i think mrs. rangeley is right. i would much rather yield to compulsion. i don't mind telling what kept me, if i'm obliged to." "oh, i almost hate to have you, now!" mrs. rangeley bubbled back. "your willingness, somehow, makes it awful. you may be going to boast of it!" "no, no!" wetmore interposed. "i don't believe it's anything to boast of." "now, you see, you _must_ speak," said mrs. westley. ludlow fell back in his chair, and dreamily crumbled his bread. "i don't see how i can, exactly." wetmore leaned forward and looked at ludlow round the snowy shoulder of a tall lady next him. "is there any particular form of words in which you like to be prompted, when you get to this point?" "dr. brayton might hypnotize him," suggested the lady whose shoulder wetmore was looking round. the doctor answered across the table, "in these cases of the inverted or prostrated will, there is often not volition enough to coöperate with the hypnotizer. i don't believe i could do anything with mr. ludlow." "how much," sighed mrs. rangeley, "i should like to be the centre of universal interest like that!" "it's a good pose," said wetmore; "but really i think ludlow is working it too hard. i don't approve of mob violence, as the papers say when they're going to; but if he keeps this up much longer i won't be answerable for the consequences. i feel that we are getting beyond the control of our leaders." ludlow was tempted to exploit the little incident with cornelia, for he felt sure that it would win the dinner-table success which we all like to achieve. her coming to study art in new york, and her arriving in that way, was a pretty romance; prettier than it would have been if she were plainer, and he knew that he could give the whole situation so that she should appear charming, and should appeal to everybody's sympathy. if he could show her stiff and blunt, as she was, so much the better. he would go back to their first meeting, and bring in a sketch of pymantoning county fair, and of the village itself and its social conditions, with studies of burton and his wife. every point would tell, for though his commensals were now all well-to-do new yorkers, he knew that the time had been with them when they lived closer to the ground, in simple country towns, as most prosperous and eminent americans have done. "well," said wetmore, "how long are you going to make us wait?" "oh, you mustn't wait for _me_," said ludlow. "once is enough to-night. i'm not going to say what kept me." this also was a success in its way. it drew cries of protest and reproach from the ladies, and laughter from the men. wetmore made himself heard above the rest. "mrs. westley, i know this man, and i can't let you be made the victim of one of his shameless fakes. there was really nothing kept him. he either forgot the time, or, what is more probable, he deliberately put off coming so as to give himself a little momentary importance by arriving late. i don't wish to be hard upon him, but that is the truth." "no, no," said the hostess in the applause which recognized wetmore's mischievous intent. "i'll not believe anything of the kind." from her this had the effect of repartee, and when she asked with the single-heartedness which wetmore had praised among her friends as her strongest point, and advised her keeping up as long as she possibly could, "it isn't so, is it, mr. ludlow?" the finest wit could not have done more for her. the general beamed upon her over the length of the table. mrs. rangeley said at his elbow, "she's always more charming than any one else, simply because she _is_," and he made no effort to turn the compliment upon her as she thought he might very well have done. under cover of what the others now began saying about different matters, ludlow murmured to mrs. westley, "i don't mind telling _you_. you know that young girl you said you would go with me to meet when i should ask you?" "the little school-mistress?" "yes." ludlow smiled. "she isn't so very little, any more. it was she who kept me. i found a dispatch at my place when i got home to-day, telling me she was coming, and would arrive at six, and there was no time to trouble you; it was half-past when i got it." "she's actually come then?" asked mrs. westlay. "nothing you could say would stop her?" "no," said ludlow with a shrug. he added, after a moment, "but i don't know that i blame her. nothing would have stopped _me_." "and is there anything else i can do? has she a pleasant place to stay?" "good enough, i fancy. it's a boarding-house where several people i know have been. she must be left to her own devices, now. that's the best thing for her. it's the only thing." xii. in spite of his theory as to what was best for her, in some ways ludlow rather expected that cornelia would apply to him for advice as to how and where she should begin work. he forgot how fully he had already given it; but she had not. she remembered what she had overheard him say to her mother, that day in the fair house, about the superiority of the synthesis of studies, and she had since confirmed her faith in his judgment by much silent inquiry of the newspapers. they had the sunday edition of the _lakeland light_ at pymantoning, and cornelia had kept herself informed of the "gossip of the ateliers," and concerning "women and artists," "artists' summer homes," "phases of studio life," "the ladies who are organizing ceramic clubs," "women art students," "glimpses of the dens of new york women artists," and other æsthetic interests which the sunday edition of the _light_ purveyed with the newspaper syndicate's generous and indiscriminate abundance. she did not believe it all; much of it seemed to her very silly; but she nourished her ambition upon it all the same. the lady writers who celebrated the lady artists, and who mostly preferred to swim in seas of personal float, did now and then offer their readers a basis of solid fact; and they all agreed that the synthesis of art studies was the place for a girl if she was in earnest and wished to work. as these ladies described them the conditions were of the exacting sort which cornelia's nature craved, and she had her sex-pride in the synthesis, too, because she had read that women had borne an important part in founding it; the strictest technical training and the freest spirit of artistic endeavor prevailed in a school that owed its existence so largely to them. that was a great point, even if every one of the instructors was a man. she supposed that mr. ludlow would have sheltered himself behind this fact if she had used the other to justify herself in going on with art after he had urged that as a woman, she had better not do so. but the last thing cornelia intended was to justify herself to mr. ludlow, and she vehemently wished he would not try to do anything more for her, now. after sleeping upon the facts of their meeting she felt sure that he would not try. she approved of herself for not having asked him to call in parting. she was almost glad that he hardly had given her a chance to do so. it was saturday night when cornelia arrived, and she spent sunday writing home a full account of her adventures to her mother, whom she asked to give mrs. barton the note she enclosed, and in looking over her drawings, and trying to decide which she should take to the synthesis with her. she had a good deal of tacit argument about them with mr. ludlow, who persisted in her thoughts after several definitive dismissals; and monday morning she presented herself with some drawings she had chosen as less ridiculous than some of the others, and hovered with a haughty humility at the door of the little office till the janitor asked her if she would not come in and sit down. he had apparently had official experience of cases like hers; he refused without surprise the drawings which she offered him as her credentials, and said the secretary would be in directly. he did not go so far as to declare his own quality, but he hospitably did what he could to make her feel at home. numbers of young people began to appear, singly and in twos and threes, and then go out again, and go on up the stairs which led crookedly to and from the corner the office was cramped into. some of them went up stairs after merely glancing into the office, others found letters there, and staid chatting awhile. they looked at cornelia with merely an identifying eye, at first, as if they perceived that she was a new girl, but as if new girls were such an old story that they could not linger long over one girl of the kind. certain of the young ladies after they went up stairs came down in long, dismal calico aprons that covered them to the throat, and with an air of being so much absorbed in their work that they did not know what they had on. they looked at cornelia again, those who had seen her before, and those who had not, made up for it by looking at her twice, and cornelia began to wonder if there was anything peculiar about her, as she sat upright, stiffening with resentment and faintly flushing under their scrutiny. she wore her best dress, which was a street dress, as the best dress of a village girl usually is; her mother had fitted it, and they had made it themselves, and agreed that it was very becoming; mrs. burton had said so, too. the fashion of her hat she was not so sure about, but it was a pretty hat, and unless she had got it on skewy, and she did not believe she had, there was nothing about it to make people stare so. there was one of these girls, whom cornelia felt to be as tall as herself, and of much her figure; she was as dark as cornelia, but of a different darkness. instead of the red that always lurked under the dusk in cornelia's cheeks, and that now burned richly through it, her face was of one olive pallor, except her crimson lips; her long eyes were black, with level brows, and with a heavy fringe of lucent black hair cut straight above them; her nose was straight, at first glance, but showed a slight arch in profile; her mouth was a little too full, and her chin slightly retreated. she came in late, and stopped at the door of the office, and bent upon cornelia a look at once prehistoric and _fin de siècle_, which lighted up with astonishment, interest and sympathy, successively; then she went trailing herself on up stairs with her strange sphinx-face over her shoulder, and turned upon cornelia as long as she could see her. at last a gentleman came in and sat down behind the table in the corner, and cornelia found a hoarse voice to ask him if he was the secretary. he answered in the friendly way that she afterwards found went all through the synthesis, that he was, and she said, with her country bluntness, that she wished to study at the synthesis, and she had brought some of her drawings with her, if he wanted to look at them. he took them, but either he did not want to look at them, or else it was not his affair to do so. he said she would have to fill out a form, and he gave her a blank which asked her in print a number of questions she had not thought of asking herself till then. it obliged her to confess that she had never studied under any one before, and to say which master in the synthesis she would like to study under, now. she had to choose between life, and still-life, and the antique, and she chose the antique. she was not governed by any knowledge or desire in her choice more definite than such as come from her having read somewhere that the instructor in the antique was the severest of all the synthesis instructors, and the most dreaded in his criticisms by the students. she did not forget, even in the presence of the secretary, and with that bewildering blank before her, that she wished to be treated with severity, and that the criticism she needed was the criticism that every one dreaded. when the secretary fastened her application to her drawings, she asked if she should wait to learn whether it was accepted or not; but he said that he would send her application to the members' room, and the instructor would see it there in the morning. she would have liked to ask him if she should come back there to find out, but she was afraid to do it; he might say no, and then she should not know what to do. she determined to come without his leave, and the next morning she found that the master whom they had been submitted to had so far approved her drawings as to have scrawled upon her application, "recommended to the preparatory." the secretary said the instructor in the preparatory would tell her which grade to enter there. cornelia's heart danced, but she governed herself outwardly, and asked through her set teeth, "can i begin at once?" she had lost one day already, and she was not going to lose another if she could help it. the secretary smiled. "if the instructor in the preparatory will place you." before noon she had passed the criticism needed for this, and was in the lowest grade of the preparatory. but she was a student at the synthesis, and she was there to work in the way that those who knew best bade her. she wished to endure hardness, and the more hardness the better. xiii. cornelia found herself in the last of a long line of sections or stalls which flanked a narrow corridor dividing the girl students from the young men, who were often indeed hardly more than boys. there was a table stretching from this corridor to a window looking down on the roofs of some carpenter shops and stables; on the board before her lay the elementary shape of a hand in plaster, which she was trying to draw. at her side that odd-looking girl, who had stared so at her on the stairs the day before, was working at a block foot, and not getting it very well. she had in fact given it up for the present and was watching cornelia's work and watching her face, and talking to her. "what is your name?" she broke off to ask, in the midst of a monologue upon the social customs and characteristics of the synthesis. cornelia always frowned, and drew her breath in long sibilations, when she was trying hard to get a thing right. she now turned a knotted forehead on her companion, but stopped her hissing to ask, "what?" then she came to herself and said, "oh! saunders." "i don't mean your last name," said the other, "i mean your first name." "cornelia," said the owner of it, as briefly as before. "i should have thought it would have been gladys," the other suggested. cornelia looked up in astonishment and some resentment. "why in the world should my name be gladys?" she demanded. "i don't know," the other explained. "but the first moment i saw you in the office, i said to myself, 'of course her name is gladys.' mine is charmian." "is it?" said cornelia, not so much with preoccupation, perhaps, as with indifference. she thought it rather a nice name, but she did not know what she had to do with it. "yes," the other said, as if she had somehow expected to be doubted. "my last name's maybough." cornelia kept on at her work without remark, and miss maybough pursued, as if it were a branch of autobiography, "i'm going to have lunch; aren't you?" cornelia sighed dreamily, as she drew back for an effect of her drawing, which she held up on the table before her, "is it time?" "do you suppose they would be letting me talk so to you if it weren't? the monitor would have been down on me long ago." cornelia had noticed a girl who seemed to be in authority, and who sat where she could oversee and overhear all that went on. "is she one of the students?" she asked. miss maybough nodded. "elected every month. she's awful. you can't do anything with her when she's on duty, but she's a little dear when she isn't. you'll like her." miss maybough leaned toward her, and joined cornelia in a study of her drawing. "how splendidly you're getting it. it's very _chic_. oh, anybody can see that _you've_ got genius!" her admiration made no visible impression upon cornelia, and for a moment she looked a little disappointed; then she took a basket from under the table, and drew from it a bottle of some yellowish liquid, an orange and a bit of sponge cake. "are you going to have yours here?" she asked, as cornelia opened a paper with the modest sandwich in it which she had made at breakfast, and fetched from her boarding-house. "oh, i'm so glad you haven't brought anything to drink with you! i felt almost sure you hadn't, and now you've got to share mine." she took a cup from her basket, and in spite of cornelia's protest that she never drank anything but water at dinner, she poured it full of tea for her. "i'll drink out of the bottle," she said. "i like to. some of the girls bring chocolate, but i think there's nothing like cold tea for the brain. chocolate's so clogging; so's milk; but sometimes i bring that; it's glorious, drinking it out of the can." she tilted the bottle to her lips, and half drained it at a draught. "i always feel that i'm working with inspiration after i've had my cold tea. of course they won't let _you_ stay here long," she added. "why?" cornelia fluttered back in alarm. "when they see your work they'll see that you're fit for still-life, at least." "oh!" said cornelia, vexed at having been scared for nothing. "i guess they won't be in any great hurry about it." "how magnificent!" said miss maybough. "of course, with that calm of yours, you can wait, as if you had eternity before you. do you know that you are _terribly_ calm?" cornelia turned and gave her a long stare. miss maybough broke her bit of cake in two, and offered her half, and cornelia took it mechanically, but ate her sandwich. "_i_ feel as if i had eternity _behind_ me, i've been in the preparatory so long." on the common footing this drop to the solid ground gave, cornelia asked her how long. "well, it's the beginning of my second year, now. if they don't let me go to round hands pretty soon, i shall have to see if i can't get the form by modelling. that's the best way. i suppose it's my imagination; it carries me away so, and i don't see the thing as it is before me; that's what they say. but with the clay, i'll _have_ to, don't you know. well, you know some of the french painters model their whole picture in clay and paint it, before they touch the canvas, any way. i shall try it here awhile longer, and then if i can't get to the round in any other way, i'll take to the clay. if sculpture concentrates you more, perhaps i may stick to it altogether. art is one, anyhow, and the great thing is to _live_ it. don't you think so?" "i don't know," said cornelia. "i'm not certain i know what you mean." "you will," said miss maybough, "after you've been here awhile, and get used to the atmosphere. i don't believe i really knew what life meant before i came to the synthesis. when you get to realizing the standards of the synthesis, then you begin to breathe freely for the first time. i expect to pass the rest of my days here. i shouldn't care if i stayed till i was thirty. how old are you?" "i'm going on twenty," said cornelia. "why?" "oh, nothing. you can't begin too young; though some people think you oughtn't to come before you're eighteen. i look upon my days before i came here as simply wasted. don't you want to go out and sit on the stairs awhile?" "i don't believe i do," said cornelia, taking up her drawing again, as if she were going on with it. "horrors!" miss maybough put her hand out over the sketch. "you don't mean that you're going to carry it any farther?" "why, it isn't finished yet," cornelia began. "of _course_ it isn't, and it never ought to be! i hope you're not going to turn out a _niggler_! _please_ don't! i couldn't bear to have you. nobody will respect you if you _finish_. don't! if you won't come out with me and get a breath of fresh air, do start a new drawing! i want them to see this in the rough. it's _so_ bold." miss maybough had left her own drawing in the rough, but it could not be called bold; though if she had seen the block hand with a faltering eye, she seemed to have had a fearless vision of many other things, and she had covered her paper with a fantastic medley of grotesque shapes, out of that imagination which she had given cornelia to know was so fatally mischievous to her in its uninvited activities. "_don't_ look at them!" she pleaded, when cornelia involuntarily glanced at her study. "my only hope is to hate them. i almost _pray_ to be delivered from them. let's talk of something else." she turned the sheet over. "do you mind my having said that about your drawing?" "no!" said cornelia, provoked to laughter by the solemnity of the demand. "why should i?" "oh, i don't know. do you think you shall like me? i mean, do you care if i like _you_--very, _very_ much?" "i don't suppose i could stop it if i did, could i?" asked cornelia. the sphinx seemed to find heart to smile. "of course, i'm ridiculous. but i do hope we're going to be friends. tell me about yourself. or, have some more tea!" xiv. "i don't want any more tea, thank you," said cornelia, "and there isn't anything to tell." "there must be!" the other girl insisted, clinging to her bottle with tragic intensity. "any one can see that _you've_ lived. what part of the country did you come from?" "ohio," said cornelia, as the best way to be done with it. "and have you ever been in santa fé?" "goodness, no! why, it's in new mexico!" "yes; i was born there. then my father went to colorado. he isn't living, now. are your father and mother living?" "my mother is," said cornelia; the words brought up a vision of her mother, as she must be sitting that moment in the little front-room, and a mist came suddenly before her eyes; she shut her lips hard to keep them from trembling. "i see, you worship her," said miss maybough fervidly, keeping her gaze fixed upon cornelia. "you are homesick!" "i'm _not_ homesick!" said cornelia, angry that she should be so and that she should be denying it. "mine," said the other, "died while i was a baby. she had indian blood," she added in the same way in which she had said her name was charmian. "_did_ she?" cornelia asked. "that is the legend," said miss maybough solemnly. "her grandmother was a zuñi princess." she turned her profile. "see?" "it does look a little indian," said cornelia. "some people think it's egyptian," miss maybough suggested, as if she had been leading up to the notion, and were anxious not to have it ignored. cornelia examined the profile steadily presented, more carefully: "it's a good deal more egyptian." miss maybough relieved her profile from duty, and continued, "we've been everywhere. paris two years. that's where i took up art in dead earnest; julian, you know. mamma didn't want me to; she wanted me to go into society there; and she does here; but i hate it. don't you think society is very frivolous, or, any way, very stupid?" "i don't know much about it. i never went out, much," said cornelia. "well, i hope you're not conventional! nobody's conventional _here_." "i don't believe i'm conventional enough to hurt," said cornelia. "you have humor, too," said miss maybough, thoughtfully, as if she had been mentally cataloguing her characteristics. "_you'll_ be popular." cornelia stared at her and turned to her drawing. "but you're proud," said the other, "i can see that. i adore pride. it must have been your pride that fascinated me at the first glance. do you mind my being fascinated with you?" cornelia wanted to laugh; at the same time she wondered what new kind of crazy person she had got with; this was hardly one of the art-students that went wild from overwork. miss maybough kept on without waiting to be answered: "i haven't got a bit of pride, myself. i could just let you walk over me. how does it feel to be proud? what are you proud _for_?" cornelia quieted a first impulse to resent this pursuit. "i don't think i'm very proud. i used to be proud when i was little;--i guess you ought to have asked me then." "oh, yes! tell me about yourself!" miss maybough implored again, but she went on as before without giving cornelia any chance to reply. "of course, when i say mamma, i mean my step-mother. she's very good to me, but she doesn't understand me. you'll like her. i'll tell you what sort of a person she is." she did so at such length that the lunch hour passed before she finished, and a hush fell upon all the babbling voices about, as the monitor came back to her place. toward the end of the afternoon the monitor's vigilance relaxed again, and miss maybough began to talk again. "if you want to be anything by the synthesis standards," she said, "you've got to keep this up a whole year, you know." it was now four o'clock, and cornelia had been working steadily since eleven, except for the half-hour at lunch-time. "they'll see how well you draw; you needn't be afraid of their not doing that; and they'll let you go on to the round at once, perhaps. but if you're truly synthetic in spirit, you won't want to. you'll want to get all you can out of the block; and it'll take you a year to do that; then another year for the full length, you know. at first we only had the block here, and a good many people think now that the full length preparatory encroaches on the antique. sometimes they even let you put in backgrounds here, but it don't matter much: when the instructor in the antique gets hold of you he makes you unlearn everything you've learnt in the full-length. _he's_ grand." a girl who was working at the other end of the table said with a careless air, "they told me i might go up to the antique to-day." "lida!" miss maybough protested, in a voice hoarse with admiration. "yes; but i'm not going." "_why_ not? i should think you would be so proud. _how_ did they come to tell you?" "oh, they just said i might. but i'm not going. they're so severe in the antique. they just discourage you." "yes, that is so," said miss maybough, with a sigh of solemn joy. "they make you feel as if you couldn't draw at all." "yes," said the other girl. "they act as if you didn't know a thing." "i _wouldn't_ go," said miss maybough. "i don't know. perhaps i may." the girl went on drawing, and miss maybough turned to cornelia again. "towards the end of your third year--or perhaps you don't like to have your future all mapped out. does it scare you?" "i guess if it does i shall live through it," said cornelia steadily; her heart was beginning to quake somewhat, but she was all the more determined not to show it. "well, the third year you may get to painting still-life, while you keep up your drawing afternoons here. the next year you'll go into the antique class, if they'll let you, and draw heads, and keep up your still-life mornings. when they think you're fit for it, they'll let you do an arm, maybe, and work along that way to the full figure; and that takes another whole winter. then you go into the life class, one of them, all the morning, and keep drawing from the antique in the afternoons, or else do heads from the model. you do a head every day, and then paint it out, and begin another the next day. you learn to sacrifice self to art. it's grand! well, then, the next winter you keep on just the same, and as many winters after that as you please. you know what one instructor said to a girl that asked him what she should do after she had been five years in the synthesis?" "no, i don't," answered cornelia anxiously. "stay five years more!" miss maybough did not give this time to sink very deep into cornelia's spirit. "will you let me call you by your first name?" "why, i've hardly ever been called by any other," said cornelia simply. "and will you call me charmian?" "i had just as lief." cornelia laughed; she could not help it; that girl seemed so odd; she did not know whether she liked her or not. "what poise you _have_ got!" sighed charmian. "may i come to see you? not a ceremonious call. in your own room; where we can talk." cornelia thought that if they went on as they had that day, they should probably talk quite enough at the synthesis; but she said, "why, yes, i should like to have you, if you won't care for my sitting on the trunk. there's only one chair." "let _me_ have the trunk! promise me you'll let me sit on the trunk. it's divine! is it in a salvation hotel?" "what do you mean?" asked cornelia. "why, that's what they call the places that the young women's christian association keep." "no, it isn't. it's just a boarding-house." cornelia wrote her address on a piece of paper, and charmian received it with solemn rapture. she caught cornelia in a sudden embrace and kissed her, before cornelia could help herself. "oh, i adore you!" she cried. they parted at the head of the stairs, where they found themselves among groups of students arriving from all parts of the place, and pausing for synthesis gossip, which cornelia could not have entered into yet if she had wished. she escaped, and walked home to her boarding-house with rather a languid pace, and climbed to her little room on the fifth story, and lay down on her bed. it was harder work than teaching, and her back ached, and her heart was heavy with the thought of five years in the synthesis, when she barely had money enough for one winter. she was not afraid of the work; she liked that; she would be glad to spend her whole life at it; but she could not give five years to it, and perhaps ten. she was ashamed now to think she had once dreamed of somehow slipping through in a year, and getting the good of it without working for it. she tried to plan how she could go home and teach a year, and then come back and study a year, and so on; but by the end of the twenty years that it would take for ten years' study at this rate, she would be an old woman of forty, ready to drop into the grave. she was determined not to give up, and if she did not give up, there was no other end to it; or so it seemed at the close of her first day in the synthesis. she was very homesick, and she would have liked to give up altogether and go home. but she thought of what people would say; of how her mother, who would be so glad to see her, would feel. she would not be a baby, and she turned her face over in the pillow and sobbed. xv. cornelia thought that perhaps mr. ludlow would feel it due to mrs. burton to come and ask how she was getting on; but if she did not wish him to come she had reason to be glad, for the whole week passed, and she did not see him, or hear anything from him. she did not blame him, for she had been very uncouth, and no doubt he had done his whole duty in meeting her at the depot, and seeing her safely housed the first night. she wished to appreciate his kindness, and when she found herself wondering a little at his not caring to know anything more about her, she made much of it. if it was not all that she could have imagined from his offer to be of use to her in any way he could, she reminded herself that he had made that offer a very long time ago, and that she never meant to use him. beside, she was proud of having made her start alone, and she knew which way she wished to go, though the way seemed so hard and long at times. she was not sure that all the students at the synthesis were so clear as to their direction, but they all had the same faith in the synthesis and its methods. they hardly ever talked to her of anything else, and first and last they talked a good deal to her. it was against the rules to loiter and talk in the corridors, as much against the rules as smoking; but every now and then you came upon a young man with a cigarette, and he was nearly always talking with a group of girls. at lunch-time the steps and window-seats were full, and the passages were no longer thoroughfares. after the first day cornelia came out with the rest; charmian maybough said that one could not get into the spirit of the synthesis unless one did; and in fact those who wished to work and those who would rather have played, as it seemed to her, met there in the same æsthetic equality. she found herself acquainted with a great many girls whose names she did not know, in the fervor of the common interest, the perpetual glow of enthusiasm which crowned the severest ordeals of the synthesis with the halo of happy martyrdom if not the wreath of victory. they talked about the different instructors, how awful they were, and how they made you cry sometimes, they were so hard on your work; but if you amounted to anything, you did not mind it when you got to feel what they meant; then you _wanted_ them to be harsh. they said of one, "my! you ought to see him! _he_ can spoil your drawing for you! he just takes your charcoal, and puts thick black lines all over everything. it don't do to finish much for _him_." they celebrated another for sitting down in front of your work, and drooping in silent despair before it for awhile, and then looking up at you in cold disgust, and asking, "what made you draw it _that_ way?" as if it were inconceivable anybody should have been willing to do it so. there were other instructors who were known to have the idea of getting at the best in you by a sympathetic interest in what you had tried for, and looking for some good in it. the girls dramatized their manner of doing this; they did not hold them in greater regard than the harder masters, but they did not hold them in less, and some of them seemed to value an instructor as much for the way he squinted his eyes at your drawing as for what he said of it. the young men did not talk so much of the instructors; they were more reticent about everything. but some had formed themselves upon them, and you could tell which each of these was studying under; or this was what charmian maybough said. she led cornelia all about through the quaint old rookery, with its wandering corridors, and its clusters of rooms distributed at random in the upper stories of several buildings which the synthesis had gathered to itself as if by a sort of affinity, and she lectured upon every one and everything. it was against usage for students in the lower grades to visit the upper classes when they were at work; but charmian contrived stolen glimpses of the still-life rooms and the rooms where they were working from the draped models. for the first time cornelia saw the irregular hemicycle of students silently intent upon the silent forms and faces of those strange creatures who sat tranced in a lifeless immobility, as if the long practice of their trade had resolved them into something as impersonal as the innumerable pictures studied from them. she even penetrated with charmian to the women's life-room, where you really could not go while the model was posing, and where they had to time their visit at the moment when the girls had left off for lunch, and were chattering over their chocolate. they had set it out on the vacant model-stand, and they invited their visitors to break bread with them: the bread they had brought to rub out their drawings with. they made cornelia feel as much at home with them on the summit they had reached, as she felt with the timidest beginners in the preparatory. charmian had reported everywhere that she had genius, and in the absence of proofs to the contrary the life-class accepted her as if she had. their talk was not very different from the talk of the students in the lower grades. they spoke of the synthesis, and asked her how she liked it, but they did not wait for her to say. they began to descant upon their instructors, and the pictures their instructors had last exhibited at the academy or the american artists; and the things that the old synthesis pupils had there. cornelia learned here that even actual synthetics had things in the exhibitions, and that in the last academy a preparatory girl had sold a picture; she determined that before the winter was over she would at least give the academy a chance to refuse the picture of another preparatory girl. she got charmian to point out the girl who had sold the picture; she was a little, quiet-looking thing; cornelia saw some of her work in round hands and she did not think it was better than she could do herself. she took courage and dreamed of trying not to disappoint the hopes of immediate performance, which she knew her mother would be having in spite of her pretending the contrary. her mother had written that she must not work herself down, trying to learn too fast, but must take the whole winter for it. cornelia wondered what she would think if she knew how little a person could be expected to do in one winter, in the regular synthesis way. she was happier at the end of the first week than she had been at the end of the first day, though she was very tired, and was glad to stop at the earlier hour when most of the students left their work on saturday afternoon. she had begun to feel the charm of the synthesis, which every one said she would feel. she was already a citizen of the little republic where the heaviest drudgery was sweet with a vague, high faith and hope. it was all a strange happiness to her, and yet not strange. it was like a heritage of her own that she had come into; something she was born to, a right, a natural condition. she did not formulate this, or anything; she did not ask herself why the frivolities and affectations which disgusted her in the beginning no longer offended her so much; she only saw that some of the most frivolous and affected of her fellow-citizens were the cleverest; and that the worst of them were better than they might have been where the ideal was less generous. she did not know then or afterwards just why some of them were there, and they did not seem to know themselves. there were some who could reasonably expect to live by their art; there were more who could hope to live by teaching it. but there were others who had no definite aim or purpose, and seemed to think their study would shape them to some design. they were trying it, they did not know clearly why, or at least were not able to say clearly why. there were several rich girls, and they worked from the love of it, as hard as the poorest. there were some through whom she realized what ludlow meant when he spoke to her mother of the want that often went hand in hand with art; there were others even more pitiful, who struggled with the bare sufficiency of gift to keep within the synthesis. but even among the girls who were so poor that they had to stint themselves of food and fire, for art's sake, there were the bravest and gayest spirits; and some of these who could never have learned to draw well if they had spent their lives in the synthesis, and were only waiting till their instructor should find the heart to forbid them further endeavor, were so sweet and good that cornelia's heart ached for them. at first she was overawed by all the students, simply because they were all older students at the synthesis than she was. then she included them without distinction in the slight that she felt for the chatter and the airs of some. after that she made her exceptions among them; she begun to see how every one honored and admired the hard workers. she could not revert to her awe of them, even of the hardest workers; but she became more tolerant of the idlest and vaguest. she compared herself with the clever ones, and owned herself less clever, not without bitterness, but certainly with sincerity, and with a final humility that enabled her to tolerate those who were least clever. xvi. when she got home from the synthesis the first saturday afternoon, cornelia climbed up the four flights of stairs that led to her little room, and lay down to rest, as she promised mrs. burton she would do every day; some days she did not. she had to lie on her bed, which filled two-thirds of the room. there was a bureau with a glass, which she could not see the bottom of her skirt in without jumping up; and a wash-stand with a shut-down lid, where she wrote her letters and drew; a chair stood between that and her trunk, which was next the door, and let the door open part way. it seemed very cramped at first, but she soon got used to it, and then she did not think about it; but accepted it as she did everything else in the life that was all so strange to her. she had never been in a boarding-house before, and she did not know whether it was new york usage or not, that her trunk, which the expressman had managed to leave in the lower hall, should be left standing there for twenty-four hours after his escape, and that then she should be asked to take some things out of it so that it should not be too heavy for the serving-maids to carry up to her room. there was no man-servant in the place; but the landlady said that they expected to have a furnace-man as soon as it came cold weather. the landlady was such an indistinct quality, that it could seldom be known whether she was at home or not, and when she was identifiably present, whether she had promised or had not promised to do this or that. people were always trying to see her for some reason or no reason, and it was said that the best time to find her was at table. this was not so easy; the meals had a certain range in time, and the landlady was nominally at the head of the table; but those who came early to find her made the mistake of not having come late, and if you came late you just missed her. yet she was sometimes actually to be encountered at the head of the stairs from the kitchen, or evanescing from the parlor; and somehow the house was operated; the meals came and went, and the smell of their coming and going filled the hall-way from the ground floor to the attic. some people complained of the meals, but cornelia's traditions were so simple that she thought them a constant succession of prodigies, with never less than steak, fish and hash for breakfast, and always turkey and cranberry sauce for dinner, and often ice-cream; sometimes the things were rather burnt, but she did not see that there was much to find fault with. she celebrated the luxury in her letters home, and she said that she liked the landlady, too, and that they had got to be great friends; in fact the landlady reminded the girl of her own mother in the sort of springless effectiveness with which she brought things to pass, when you would never have expected any result whatever; and she was gentle like her mother, and simple-hearted, with all her elusiveness. but she was not neat, like mrs. saunders; the house went at loose ends. cornelia found fluff under her bed that must have been there a long time. the parlor and the dining-room were kept darkened, and no one could have told what mysteries their corners and set pieces of furniture harbored. the carpets, where the subdued light struck them, betrayed places worn down to the warp. mrs. montgomery herself had a like effect of unsparing use; her personal upholstery showed frayed edges and broken woofs, which did not seriously discord with her nerveless gentility. the parlor was very long and rather narrow, and it was crossed at the rear by the dining-room which showed the table in stages of preparation or dismantling through sliding-doors never quite shut. at intervals along the parlor walls were set sofas in linen brocade and yellow jute; and various easy and uneasy chairs in green plush stood about in no definite relation to the black-walnut, marble-topped centre-table. a scarf, knotted and held by a spelter vase to one of the marble mantles, for there were two, recorded a moment of the æsthetic craze which had ceased before it got farther amidst the earlier and honester ugliness of the room. the gas-fixtures were of the vine-leaf and grape-cluster bronze-age; some of the garlands which ought to have been attached to the burners, hung loose from the parent stem, without the effort on the part of any witness to complete the artistic intention. in the evening, the lady-boarders received their gentlemen-callers in the parlor; their lady-callers were liable at all times to be asked if they would not like to go to the boarders' rooms, and whether they expressed this preference or not, they were directed where to find them by the maid, who then rapidly disappeared down the kitchen stairs. in fact, the door-service at mrs. montgomery's was something she would probably have deprecated if any one had asked her to do so. it was the charge of a large, raw-boned irish girl, who made up by her athletic physique and her bass voice for the want of a man-servant on the premises. she brow-beat visitors into acceptance of the theory that the persons they came to see were not at home, especially if they showed signs of intending to wait in the parlor while she went upstairs to find out. those who suffered from her were of the sex least fitted to combat her. the gentlemen boarders seldom had callers; when they had, their callers did not ask whether their friends were in or not; they went and saw for themselves. the gentlemen at mrs. montgomery's were fewer than the ladies, and they were for several reasons in greater favor. for one thing they gave less trouble: they had a less lively fear of mice, and they were not so apt to be out of health and to want their meals sent up; they ate more, but they did not waste so much, and they never did any sort of washing in their rooms. cornelia did not know who or what some of them were; but she made sure of a theatrical manager; two or three gentlemen in different branches of commerce; a newspaper writer of some sort, and an oldish gentleman who had been with mrs. montgomery a great while, and did not seem to be anything but a gentleman boarder, pure and simple. they were all very civil and quiet, and they bore with the amiable american fortitude the hardships of the common lot at mrs. montgomery's, which cornelia underwent ignorantly as necessary incidents of life in new york. she now fell asleep where she lay, and she was startled from her nap, but hardly surprised, to hear her name spoken in the hall far below, as if it were a theme of contention between the bass-voiced irish girl and some one at the street door, who supported the other side of the question in low, indistinct, lady-like murmurs. "no, she don't be in," said the irish girl bluntly. the polite murmur insisted, and the irish girl said, with finality, "well, then, yous can go up yourselves and see; the room is right over the dure, four flights up." cornelia jumped up and tried to pull her hair into a knot before the glass. there came a tap at her door and the voice of charmian maybough asked, "may i come in, miss saunders,--cornelia?" "yes," said cornelia, and she opened the door as far as her trunk would let her. charmian pushed impetuously in. she took cornelia in her arms and kissed her, as if they had not met for a long time. "oh," she said, whirling about, so as to sweep the whole room with her glance, before sinking down on cornelia's trunk, "why can't _i_ have something like this? well, i shall have, i hope, before i die, yet. what made her say you weren't in? i knew you were." she rose and flew about the room, and examined it in detail. she was very beautifully dressed, in a street costume of immediate fashion, without a suggestion of the æstheticism of the picturesque gown she wore at the synthesis; that had originality, but cornelia perceived with the eye trained to see such differences, that this had authority. charmian could not help holding and carrying herself differently in it, too. she was exquisitely gloved, and cornelia instinctively felt that her hat was from paris, though till then she had never seen a paris hat to know it. she might have been a little overawed by it, if the wearer had not abruptly asked her what she thought of it. "well," said cornelia, with her country directness, which was so different from the other's abruptness, "i think it's about the most perfect thing i ever saw." charmian sighed. "i saw you looking at it. yes, it _is_ a dream. but it's a badge of slavery. so's the whole costume. look how i'm laced!" she flung open the jacket and revealed a waist certainly much smaller than she had earlier in the day. "that's the way it goes through my whole life. mamma is dead set against the artistic, and i'm dead set against the fashionable. as long as i'm at the synthesis, i do as the synthetics do. i dress like the synthesis, and i think like it, and i act like it. as soon as i get home in the afternoon, i have to be of the world worldly. i put on a worth frock, and mamma would make me put on a worth spirit, if she could. i do my best to conform, because it's the bargain, and i'll keep my word if it kills me. _now_ you see what a double life i lead! if i could only be steeped in hopeless poverty to the lips! if i could have a room like this, even! sometimes i'm so bewildered by the twofold existence i'm leading, i don't really know what i'm saying. those your things, of course?" she sprang from cornelia's trunk, which she had sank down upon again, and swiftly traversed the sketches cornelia had pinned about the wall. "what touch! yes, you merely have to live on, to be anything you like. it'll do itself for _you_. well, i suppose you'll have to see her." she turned about to cornelia with an air of deprecation. "mamma, you know. she's down stairs waiting for us. she thinks it right to come with me always. i dare say it is. she isn't so very bad, you know. only she insists upon knowing all the girls i take a fancy to, herself. you needn't be afraid of her." "i don't know why i should be afraid of anybody," said cornelia. the darker corner of the long parlor was occupied by a young couple in the earnest inquiry into each other's psychological peculiarities which marks a stage of the passion of love. it obliged them to get very close together, where they sat, she on a lounge and he in the chair, which he kept pulling nearer and nearer; they fulfilled these conditions and exchanged their observations with a freedom that ignored the presence of the lady sitting somewhat severely upright between the two long, front windows, exactly midway of the dingy lace curtains, trained fan-wise on the carpet. they were not disturbed when cornelia and charmian appeared; the young lady continued to dangle the tassel of a cushion through her fingers, and the young man leaned toward her with his face in his hand, and his elbow sunk in the arm of the lounge; but the other lady rose at once and came quickly forward, as if escaping from them. beside the tall girls she looked rather little, and she was decidedly blonde against their brunette color. she wore a veil that came just between her upper and her lower lip, and that stirred lightly when she spoke. she was dressed with the same authoritative fashion as charmian, but not so simply. she did not wait for her daughter to speak, but took cornelia's hand, and said in a soft voice, "miss saunders? i am very glad we found you at home. my daughter has been speaking to me about you, and we hoped to have come sooner, but we couldn't manage together before." "won't you sit down?" asked cornelia. "no, i thank you," mrs. maybough returned, with a velvety tenderness of tone that seemed to convey assent. "we shall be rather late, as it is. i hope you're comfortably situated here." "oh, very," said cornelia. "i've never been away from home before, and of course it isn't like home." "yes," said mrs. maybough, "one misses the refinements of home in such places." she turned and swept the appointments of the room, including the students of psychology, with a critical eye. "i wish _i_ could come here," sighed the daughter. "if i could have a room like cornelia's, mamma! i _wish_ you could see it." "i'm glad you're pleasantly placed, miss saunders. i hope you're not working too hard at the synthesis. i understand the young ladies there are so enthusiastic." "oh, no," cornelia protested. "of course she is!" said charmian. "everybody works too hard at the synthesis. it's the ideal of the place. we woke her out of a nap, and i know she was tired to death." cornelia could not deny it, and so she said nothing. "oh!" said mrs. maybough, non-committally; "that won't do." she paused, without intermitting the scrutiny which cornelia felt she had been subjecting her to from the first moment through her veil. "you mustn't wear yourself out." she paused again, and then while charmian turned away with an effect of impatience, she asked, "do you ever go out on sundays?" "why, i don't know," cornelia began, not certain whether mrs. maybough meant walking out or driving out; young people did both in pymantoning. mrs. maybough pursued: "we receive on thursdays, but we have a few friends coming in to-morrow afternoon, and we should be very glad to see you, if you have nothing better." the invitation was so tentatively, so gingerly offered in manner, if not in words, that cornelia was not quite sure it had been given. she involuntarily searched her memory for something better before she spoke; for the first time in her life she was about to invent a previous engagement, when charmian suddenly turned and laid her arms about her neck. "you'll come, of course!" "charmian!" said mrs. maybough. it would have been hard to tell whether she was reproving the action or the urgence. "then we shall hope to see you?" "yes, thank you," said cornelia. "do come!" said charmian, as if she had not yet accepted. "i can't let it be a whole day and two nights before i see you again!" she put her arm round cornelia's waist, as the girl went with them to the outer door, to open it for them, in her village fashion. in the hall, charmian whispered passionately, "don't you _envy_ them? _oh_, if i could live in such a house with you, and with people like that just to look at!" "my dear!" said mrs. maybough. "they seem to be engaged," said cornelia placidly, without sense of anything wrong in the appearance of the fact. "evidently," said mrs. maybough. "i shouldn't care for the engagement," said charmian. "that would be rather horrid. but if you were in love, to feel that you needn't hide it or pretend not to be! that is life! i'm coming here, mamma!" xvii. mrs. maybough had an apartment in the mandan flats, and her windows looked out over miles of the tinted foliage of the park, and down across the avenue into one of the pretty pools which light up its woodland reaches. the position was superb, and the mandan was in some sort worthy of it. the architect had done his best to give unity and character to its tremendous mass, and he had failed in much less measure than the architects of such buildings usually do. cornelia dismounted into the dirty street in front of it from a shabby horse-car, and penetrated its dimmed splendors of mosaic pavement and polished granite pillars and frescoed vaults, with a heart fluttered by a hall-boy all over buttons, and a janitor in blue and silver livery, and an elevator-man in like keeping with american ideals. she was disgusted with herself that she should be so scared, and she was ashamed of the relief she felt when a servant in plain clothes opened mrs. maybough's door to her; she knew he must be a servant because he had on a dress-coat and a white tie, and she had heard the burtons joke about how they were always taking the waiters for clergymen at first in europe, he answered her with subdued respectfulness when she asked for the ladies, and then he went forward and for the first time in her life she heard her name called into a drawing-room, as she had read it was done in england, but never could imagine it. the man held aside the portière for her to pass, but before she could pass there came a kind of joyous whoop from within, a swishing of skirts toward her, and she was caught in the arms of charmian, who kissed her again and again, and cried out over her goodness in coming. "why, didn't you expect me?" cornelia asked bluntly. "yes, but i was just pretending you wouldn't come, or something had happened to keep you, so that i could have the good of the revulsion when you did come, and feel that it was worth all i had suffered. don't you like to do that?" "i don't believe i ever did it," said cornelia. "that's what makes you so glorious," charmian exulted. "you don't _need_ to do such things. you're equal to life as it comes. but i have to prepare myself for it every way i can. don't you see?" she led her, all embraced, into the drawing-room, where she released her to the smooth welcome of mrs. maybough. there was no one else in the vast, high room which was lit with long windows and darkened again with long, thick curtains, but was still light enough to let cornelia see the elaborate richness of mrs. maybough's dress and the simple richness of charmian's. she herself wore her street-dress and she did not know whether she ought to keep her hat on or not; but charmian said she must pour tea with her, and she danced cornelia down the splendid length of the three great salons opening into each other along the front of the apartment, toward her own room where she said she must leave it. the drawing-room was a harmony of pictures so rich and soft, and rugs so rich and soft, that the colors seemed to play from wall to floor and back again in the same mellow note; the dimness of the dining-room was starred with the glimmer of silver and cut-glass and the fainter reflected light of polished mahogany; the library was a luxury of low leather chairs and lounges, lurking window-seats, curtained in warm colors, and shelves full of even ranks of books in french bindings of blue and green leather. there was a great carved library table in front of the hearth where a soft-coal fire flickered with a point or two of flame; on the mantel a french clock of classic architecture caught the eye with the gleam of its pendulum as it vibrated inaudibly. it was all extremely well done, infinitely better done than cornelia could have known. it was tasteful and refined, with the taste and refinement of the decorator who had wished to produce the effect of long establishment and well-bred permanency; the mandan flats were really not two years old, and mrs. maybough had taken her apartment in the spring and had been in it only a few weeks. "now all this is _mamma_," charmian said, suffering cornelia to pause for a backward glance at the rooms as she pushed open a door at the side of the library. "i simply endure it because it's in the bargain. but it's no more me than my gown is. this is where i _stay_, when i'm with mamma, but i'm going to show you where i _live_, where i _dream_." she glided down the electric-lighted corridor where they found themselves, and apologized over her shoulder to cornelia behind her: "of course, you can't have an attic in a flat; and anything like rain on the roof is practically impossible; but i've come as near to it as i could. be careful! here are the stairs." she mounted eight or ten steps that crooked upward, and flung wide a door at the top of the landing. it gave into a large room fronting northward and lighted with one wide window; the ceiling sloped and narrowed down to this from the quadrangular vault, and the cool gray walls rose not much above cornelia's head where they met the roof. they were all stuck about with sketches in oil and charcoal. an easel with a canvas on it stood convenient to the light; a flesh-tinted lay-figure in tumbled drapery drooped limply in a corner; a table littered with palettes and brushes and battered tubes of color was carelessly pushed against the window; there were some lustrous rugs hung up beside the door; the floor was bare except for a great tiger-skin, with the head on, that sprawled in front of the fire-place. this was very simple, with rough iron fire-dogs; the low mantel was scattered with cigarettes, cigars in chinese bronze vases at either end, and midway a medley of pipes, long-stemmed in clay and stubbed in briar-wood. "good gracious!" said cornelia. "do you smoke?" "not yet," charmian answered gravely, "but i'm going to learn: bernhardt does. these are just some pipes that i got the men at the synthesis to give me; pipes are so full of character. and isn't this something _like_?" she invited cornelia to a study of the place by turning about and looking at it herself. "it seemed as if it never _would_ come together, at one time. everything was in it, just as it should be; and then i found it was the ridiculous ceiling that was the trouble. it came to me like a flash, what to do, and i got this canvas painted the color of the walls, and sloped so as to cut off half the height of the room; and now it's a perfect symphony. you wouldn't have thought it wasn't a real ceiling?" "no, i shouldn't," said cornelia, as much surprised as charmian could have wished. "you can imagine what a relief it is to steal away here from all that unreality of mamma's, down there, and give yourself up to the truth of art; i just draw a long breath when i get in here, and leave the world behind me. why, when i get off here alone, for a minute, i unlace!" cornelia went about looking at the sketches on the walls; they were all that mixture of bad drawing and fantastic thinking which she was used to in the things charmian scribbled over her paper at the synthesis. she glanced toward the easel, but charmian said, "don't look at it! there's nothing there; i haven't decided what i shall do yet. i did think i should paint this tiger skin, but i don't feel easy painting the skin of a tiger i haven't killed myself. if i could get mamma to take me out to india and let me shoot one! but don't you think the whole place is perfect? i've tried to make it just what a studio ought to be, and yet keep it free from pose, don't you know?" "yes," said cornelia. "i've never seen a studio, before." "you poor thing, you don't mean it!" cried charmian in deep pity. cornelia said nothing, and charmian went on with an air of candor, "well, i haven't seen a great many myself--only two or three--but i know how they are, and it's easy enough to realize one. what i want is to have the atmosphere of art about me, all the time. i'm like a fish out of water when i'm out of the atmosphere of art. i intend to spend my whole time here when i'm not at the synthesis." "i should think it would be a good place to work," cornelia conceded. "yes, and i _am_ going to work here," said charmian. "the great trouble with me is that i have so many things in my mind i don't know which to begin on first. that's why the synthesis is so good for me; it concentrates me, if it _is_ on a block hand. _you're_ concentrated by nature, and so you can't feel what a glorious pang it is to be fixed to one spot like a butterfly with a pin through you. i don't see how i ever lived without the synthesis. i'm going to have a wolf-hound--as soon as i can get a good-tempered one that the man can lead out in the park for exercise--to curl up here in front of the fire; and i'm going to have foils and masks over the chimney. as soon as i'm a member of the synthesis i'm going to get them to let me be one of the monitors: that'll concentrate me, if anything will, keeping the rest in order, and i can get a lot of ideas from posing the model; don't you think so? but _you've_ got all the ideas you want, already. aren't you going to join the sketch class?" "i don't know but i am," said cornelia. "i haven't got quite turned round yet." "well, you must do it. i'm going to have the class here, some day, as soon as i get the place in _perfect_ order. i must have a suit of japanese armor for that corner, over there; and then two or three of those queer-looking, old, long, faded trunks, you know, with eastern stuffs gaping out of them, to set along the wall. i should be ashamed to have anybody see it now; but you have an eye, you can supply every thing with a glance. i'm going to have a bed made up in the alcove, over there, and sleep here, sometimes: just that broad lounge, you know, with some rugs on it--i've got the cushions, you see, already--and mice running over you, for the crumbs you've left when you've got hungry sitting up late. are you afraid of mice?" "well, i shouldn't care to have them run over me, much," said cornelia. "well, i shouldn't either," said charmian, "but if you sleep in your studio, sometime you _have_ to. they all do. just put your hat in here," and she glided before cornelia through the studio door into one that opened beside it. the room was a dim and silent bedchamber, appointed with the faultless luxury that characterized the rest of the apartment. cornelia had never dreamt of anything like it, but "_don't_ look at it!" charmian pleaded. "i hate it, and i'm going to get into the studio to sleep as soon as i've thought out the kind of hangings. well, we shall have to hurry back now," but she kept cornelia while she critically rearranged a ribbon on her, and studied the effect of it over her shoulder in the glass. "yes," she said, with a deep sigh of satisfaction, "perfectly roman! gladys wouldn't have done for you. cornelia was a step in the right direction; but it ought to have been fulvia. "'i should have clung to fulvia's waist and thrust the dagger through her side,'" she chanted tragically; and she flung her arms about cornelia for illustration. "_dream of fair women_, you know. what part are you going to play, today?" "what part?" cornelia demanded, freeing herself, with her darkest frown of perplexity. "you're not going to have theatricals, i hope." she thought it was going pretty far to receive company sunday afternoon, and if there was to be anything more she was ready to take her stand now. charmian gave a shout of laughter. "i wish we were. then i could be _natural_. but i mean, what are you going to be: very gentle and mild and sweet and shrinking; or very philosophical and thoughtful; or very stately and cold and remote? you know you have to be _something_. don't you always plan out the character you want them to think you?" "no," said cornelia, driven to her bluntest by the discomfort she felt at such a question, and the doubt it cast her into. charmian looked at her gloomily. "you strange creature!" she murmured. "but i love you," she added aloud. "i simply idolize you!" cornelia said, half-laughing, "don't be ridiculous," and pulled herself out of the embrace which her devotee had thrown about her. but she could not help liking charmian for seeming to like her so much. xviii. they still had some time with mrs. maybough, when they went back to her before any one else came; cornelia could see that her features were rather small and regular, and that her hair was that sort of elderly blond in color which makes people look younger than they are after they have passed a certain age. she was really well on in the thirties when she went out to leadville to take charge of charmian maybough's education from the new england town where she had always lived, and ended by marrying charmian's father. at that time andrew maybough had already made and lost several fortunes without great depravation from the immoralities of the process; he remained, as he had always been, a large, loosely good-natured, casual kind of creature, of whom it was a question whether he would not be buried by public subscription, in the end; but he died so opportunely that he left the widow of his second marriage with the income from a million dollars, which she was to share during her lifetime with the child of his first. mrs. maybough went abroad with her step-daughter, and most of the girl's life had been spent in europe. there was a good deal of dresden in their sojourn, something of florence, necessarily a little of paris; it was not altogether wanting in london, where mrs. maybough was presented at court. but so far as definitively materialized society was concerned, europe could not be said to have availed. when she came back to her own country, it was without more than the hope that some society people, whom she had met abroad, might remember her. "you'll see the greatest lot of frumps, if they ever do come," charmian said to cornelia, after her stepmother had made her excuses to cornelia for her friends being rather late, "and i don't think they're half as uncertain to come as mamma does. anyway, they're certain to stay, after they get here, till you want to rise up and howl." "my dear!" said mrs. maybough. "oh, i don't suppose i ever _shall_ howl. i'm too thoroughly subdued; and with cornelia here to-day i shall be able to hold in. you're the first synthesis girl," she frankly explained to cornelia, "that mamma's ever let me have. she thinks they spend all their time drawing the nude." mrs. maybough looked at cornelia for the effect of this boldness upon her, and the girl frowned to keep herself from laughing, and then gave way. mrs. maybough smiled with a ladylike decorum which redeemed the excess from impropriety. charmian seemed to know the bounds of her license, and as if mrs. maybough's smile had marked them, she went no farther, and her mother began softly to question cornelia about herself. the girl perceived that charmian had not told her anything quite right concerning her, but had got everything dramatically and picturesquely awry. she tried to keep cornelia from setting the facts straight, because it took all the romance out of them, and she said she should always believe them as she had reported them. cornelia knew from novels that they were very humble facts, but she was prepared to abide by them whatever a great society woman like mrs. maybough should think of them. mrs. maybough seemed to think none the worse of them in the simple angularity which cornelia gave them. her friends began to come in at last, and cornelia found herself, for the first time, in a company of those modern nomads whom prosperity and the various forms of indigestion have multiplied among us. they were mostly people whom mrs. maybough had met in europe, drinking different waters and sampling divers climates, and they had lately arrived home, or were just going abroad, or to florida, or colorado, or california. the men were not so sick as the women, but they were prosperous, and that was as good or as bad a reason for their homelessness. they gradually withdrew from the ladies, and stirred their tea in groups of their own sex, and talked investments; sometimes they spoke of their diseases, or their hotels and steamers; and they took advice of each other about places to go to if they went in this direction or that, but said that, when it came to it they supposed they should go where their wives decided. the ladies spoke of where they had met last, and of some who had died since, or had got their daughters married; they professed a generous envy of mrs. maybough for being so nicely settled, and said that now they supposed she would always live in new york, unless, one of them archly suggested, her daughter should be carried off somewhere; if one had such a lovely daughter it was what one might expect to happen, any day. xix. the part that charmian had chosen to represent must have been that of an egyptian slave. she served her mother's guests with the tea that cornelia poured, in attitudes of the eldest sculptures and mural paintings, and received their thanks and compliments with the passive impersonality of one whose hope in life had been taken away some time in the reign of thotmes ii. she did not at once relent from her self-sacrificial conception of herself, even under the flatteries of the nice little fellow who had decorated the apartment for mrs. maybough, and had come to drink a cup of tea in the environment of his own taste. perhaps this was because he had been one of the first to note the peculiar type of charmian's style and beauty, and she wished to keep him in mind of it. he did duty as youth and gayety beside the young ladies at their tea-urn, and when he learned that cornelia was studying at the synthesis, he professed a vivid interest and a great pleasure. "i want huntley to paint miss maybough," he said. "don't you think he would do it tremendously well, miss saunders?" "miss saunders is going to paint me," said charmian, mystically. "as soon as i get to the round," said cornelia to charmian; she was rather afraid to speak to the decorator. "i suppose you wouldn't want to be painted with block hands." the decorator laughed, and charmian asked, "isn't she nice not to say anything about a block head? very few synthesis girls could have helped it; it's one of the oldest synthesis jokes." the young man smiled sympathetically, and said he was sure they would not keep miss saunders long at the block. "there's a friend of mine i should like to bring here, some day." "mamma would be glad to see him," said charmian. "who is it?" somebody began to sing: a full-bodiced lady, in a bonnet, and with an over-arching bust distended with chest-notes, which swelled and sank tumultuously to her music; her little tightly-gloved hands seemed of an earlier period. cornelia lost the name which mr. plaisdell gave, in the first outburst, and caught nothing more of the talk which charmian dropped, and then caught up again when the hand-clapping began. some of the people went, and others came, with brief devoirs to mrs. maybough in the crepuscular corner where she sat. the tea circulated more and more; the babble rose and fell; it was all very curious to cornelia, who had never seen anything like it before, and quite lost the sense of the day being sunday. the stout lady's song had been serious, if not precisely devotional in character; but cornelia could not have profited by the fact, for she did not know german. mr. plaisdell kept up his talk with charmian, and she caught some words now and then that showed he was still speaking of his friend, or had recurred to him. "i'm rather dangerous when i get started on him. he's working out of his mannerisms into himself. he's a great fellow. i'm going to ask mrs. maybough." but he did not go at once. he drew nearer cornelia, and tried to include her in the talk, but she was ashamed to find that she was difficult to get on common ground. she would not keep on talking synthesis, as if that were the only thing she knew, but in fact she did not know much else in new york, even about art. "ah!" he broke off to charmian, with a lift of his head. "that's _too_ bad! there he comes now, with wetmore!" cornelia looked toward mrs. maybough with him. one gentleman was presenting another to mrs. maybough. they got through with her as quickly as most people did, and then they made their way toward cornelia's table. she had just time to govern her head and hand into stony rigidity, when wetmore came up with ludlow, whom he introduced to charmian. she was going to extend the acquaintance to cornelia, but had no chance before ludlow took cornelia's petrified fingers and bowed over them. the men suppressed their surprise, if they had any, at this meeting as of old friends, but charmian felt no obligation to silence. "where in the world have you met before? why, cornelia saunders, why didn't you say you knew mr. ludlow?" "i'm afraid i didn't give her time," ludlow answered. "yes, but we were just speaking of you--mr. plaisdell was!" said charmian, with the injury still in her voice. "i didn't hear you speak of him," cornelia said, with a vague flutter of her hands toward the teacups. the action seemed to justify wetmore to himself in saying, "yes, thank you, i _will_ have some tea, miss saunders, and then i'll get some one to introduce me to you. you haven't seen _me_ before, and i can't stand these airs of ludlow's." he made them laugh, and charmian introduced them, and cornelia gave him his tea; then charmian returned to her grievance and complained to cornelia: "i thought you didn't know anybody in new york." "well, it seems you were not far wrong," wetmore interposed. "i don't call ludlow much of anybody." "you don't often come down to anything as crude as that, wetmore," ludlow said. "not if i can help it. but i was driven to it, this time; the provocation was great." "i had the pleasure of meeting miss saunders at home, several years ago," ludlow said in obedience to charmian. "we had some very delightful friends in common, there--old friends of mine--at pymantoning." "what a pretty name," said mr. plaisdell. "what a pity that none of our great cities happen to have those musical indian names." "chicago," wetmore suggested. "yes, chicago is big, and the name is indian; but is it pretty?" "you can't have everything. i don't suppose it is very decorative." "pymantoning is as pretty as its name," said ludlow. "it has the loveliness of a level, to begin with; we're so besotted with mountains in the east that we don't know how lovely a level is." "the sea," wetmore suggested again. "well, yes, that's occasionally level," ludlow admitted. "but it hasn't got white houses with green blinds behind black ranks of maples in the moonlight." "if 'good taste' could have had its way, the white house with green blinds would have been a thing of the past." said the decorator. "and they were a genuine instinct, an inspiration, with our people. the white paint is always beautiful,--as marble is. people tried to replace it with mud-color--the color of the ground the house was built on! i congratulate miss saunders on the conservatism of py--?" "pymantoning," said cornelia, eager to contribute something to the talk, and then vexed to have it made much of by mr. plaisdell. wetmore was looking away. he floated lightly off, with the buoyancy which is sometimes the property of people of his bulk, and ludlow remained talking with charmian. then, with what was like the insensible transition of dreams to her, he was talking with cornelia. he said he had been meaning to come and see her all the week past, but he had been out of town, and very busy, and he supposed she was occupied with looking about and getting settled. he did not make out a very clear case, she chose to think, and she was not sure but he was treating her still as a child, and she tried to think how she could make him realize that she was not. he seemed quite surprised to hear that she had been at work in the synthesis ever since tuesday. he complimented her energy, and asked, not how she was getting on there, but how she liked it; she answered stiffly, and she knew that he was ignoring her blunt behavior as something she could not help, and that vexed her the more; she wished to resist his friendliness because she did not deserve it. she kept seeing how handsome he was, with his brilliant brown beard, and his hazel eyes. there were points of sunny light in his eyes, when he smiled, and then his teeth shone very white. he did not smile very much; she liked his being serious and not making speeches; she wished she could do something to make him think her less of an auk, but when she tried, it was only worse. he did not say anything to let her think he had changed his mind as to the wisdom of her coming to study art in new york; and she liked that; she should have hated him if he had. "have you got that little manet, yet?" mr. plaisdell broke in upon them. "i was telling miss maybough about it." "yes," said ludlow. "it's at my place. why won't miss maybough and miss saunders come and see it? you'll come, won't you, miss maybough?" "if mamma will let me," said charmian, meekly. "of course! suppose we go ask her?" the friends of mrs. maybough had now reduced themselves to wetmore, who sat beside her, looking over at the little tea-table group. ludlow led the rest toward her. "what an imprudence," he called out, "when i'd just been booming you! now you come up in person to spoil everything." ludlow presented his petition, and mrs. maybough received it with her provisional anxiety till he named the day for the visit. she said she had an engagement for saturday afternoon, and ludlow ventured, "then perhaps you'd let the young ladies come with a friend of mine: mrs. westley. she'll be glad to call for them, i'm sure." "mrs. general westley?" "yes." "we met them in rome," said mrs. maybough. "i shall be very happy, indeed, for my daughter. but you know miss saunders--is not staying with us?" "miss saunders will be very happy for herself," said charmian. the men took their leave, and charmian seized the first moment to breathe in cornelia's ear: "oh, what luck! i didn't suppose he _would_ do it, when i got mr. plaisdell to hint about that manet. and it's all for you. now come into my room and tell me everything about it. you have got to stay for dinner." "no, no; i can't," cornelia gasped. "and i'm not going to his studio. he asked me because he had to." "i should think he did _have_ to. he talked to you as if there was no one else here. how _did_ you meet him before? _when_ did you?" she could not wait for cornelia to say, but broke out with fresh astonishment. "why, walter ludlow! do you know who walter _ludlow_ is? he's one of the greatest painters in new york. he's the greatest!" "who is mr. wetmore?" cornelia asked evasively. "don't name him in the same century! he's grand, too! does those little meissonier things. he's going to paint mamma. she's one of his types. he must have brought mr. ludlow to see me. but he didn't. he saw nobody but you! oh cornelia!" she caught cornelia in her arms. "don't be a goose!" said cornelia, struggling to get away. "will you tell me all about it, then?" "yes. but it isn't anything." at the end of the story charmian sighed, "how romantic! of course, he's simply in a frenzy till he sees you again. i don't believe he can live through the week." "he'll have to live through several," said cornelia; "you can excuse me when you go. he's very conceited, and he talks to you as if he were a thousand years old. i think mr. plaisdell is a great deal nicer. he doesn't treat you as if you were--i don't know what!" xx. the next day cornelia found herself the object of rumors that filled the synthesis. she knew that they all came from charmian, and that she could not hope to overtake them with denial. the ridiculous romances multiplied themselves, and those who did not understand that cornelia and ludlow had grown up together in the same place, or were first cousins, had been encouraged to believe that they were old lovers, who had quarrelled, and never spoken till they happened to meet at mrs. maybough's. ludlow was noted for a certain reticence and austerity with women, which might well have come from an unhappy love-affair; once when he took one of the instructor's classes at the synthesis temporarily, his forbidding urbanity was so glacial, that the girls scarcely dared to breathe in his presence, and left it half-frozen. the severest of the masters, with all his sarcasm, was simply nothing to him. cornelia liked to hear that. she should have despised ludlow if she had heard he was silly with girls, and she did not wish to despise him, though she knew that he despised her; she could bear that. the synthesis praises made her the more determined, however, to judge his recent work when she came to see it, just as she would judge any one's work. but first of all she meant not to see it. she seemed to have more trouble in bringing herself back to this point than in keeping charmian to it. charmian came to believe her at last, after declaring it the rudest thing she ever heard of, and asking cornelia what she expected to say to mrs. westley when she came for her. cornelia could never quite believe it herself, though she strengthened her purpose with repeated affirmation, tacit and explicit, and said it would be very easy to tell mrs. westley she was not going, if she ever did come for her. she could not keep charmian from referring the case to every one on the steps and window-sills in the synthesis, and at the sketch-class, where charmian published it the first time cornelia came, and wove a romance from it which involved herself as the close friend and witness of so strange a being. cornelia tried not to let all this interfere with her work, but it did, and at the sketch-class where she might have shown some rebound from the servile work of the preparatory, and some originality, she disappointed those whom charmian had taught to expect anything of her. they took her rustic hauteur and her professed indifference to the distinction of ludlow's invitation, as her pose. she went home from the class vexed to tears by her failure, and puzzled to know what she really should say to that mrs. westley when she came; it wouldn't be so easy to tell her she was not going, after all. cornelia hated her, and wished she would not come; she had let the whole week go by, now, till thursday, and perhaps she really would not come. the girl knew so little of the rigidity of city dates that she thought very likely mrs. westley had decided to put it off till another week. she let herself into her boarding-house with her latch-key and stood confronted in the hall with ludlow, who was giving some charge to the maid. "oh, miss saunders," he said, and he put the card he held into his pocket, "i'm so glad not to miss you; i was just leaving a written message, but now i can tell you." he hesitated, and cornelia did not know what to do. but she said, "won't you come in?" with a vague movement toward the parlor. "why, yes, thank you, for a moment," he said; and he went back with her. "i hope i haven't kept you waiting," she said, with a severity which was for her own awkwardness. he did not take it for himself. "oh, no! i've just come from mrs. westley's, and she's charged me with a message for you." he handed cornelia a note. "she will call for you and miss maybough at the synthesis rather earlier than you usually leave work, i believe, but i want you to have some daylight on my manet. i hope half-past two won't be too early?" "oh, no," said cornelia, and while she wondered how she could make this opening of assent turn to refusal in the end, ludlow went on: "there's something of my own, that i'd like to have you look at. of course, you won't get away with the manet, alone; i don't suppose you expected that. i've an idea you can tell me where i've gone wrong, if i have; it's all a great while ago. have you ever been at the county fair at pymantoning since----" he stopped, and cornelia perceived that it was with doubt whether it might not still be a tender point with her. "oh, yes, i've forgiven the fair long ago." she laughed, and he laughed with her. "it's best not to keep a grudge against a defeat, i suppose. if we do, it won't help us. i've had my quarrel with the pymantoning county fair, too; but it wasn't with the fine arts committee." "no, i didn't suppose you wanted to exhibit anything there," said cornelia. "why, i don't know. it might be a very good thing for me. why not? i'd like to exhibit this very picture there. it's an impression--not just what i'd do, now--of the trotting-match i saw there that day." "yes," said cornelia, letting her eyes fall, "mrs. burton said you had painted it, or you were going to." "well, i did," said ludlow, "and nobody seemed to know what i was after. i wonder if they would in pymantoning! but what i wanted to ask was that you would try to look at it from the pymantoning point of view. i hope you haven't lost that yet?" "well, i haven't been away such a great while," said cornelia, smiling. "no; but still, one sophisticates in new york very soon. i'll tell you what i've got a notion of! well, it's all very much in the air, yet, but so far as i've thought it out, it's the relation of our art to our life. it sounds rather boring, i know, and i suppose i'm a bit of a theorist; i always was. it's easy enough to prove to the few that our life is full of poetry and picturesqueness; but can i prove it to the many? can the people themselves be made to see it and feel it? that's the question. can they be interested in a picture--a real work of art that asserts itself in a good way? can they be taught to care for my impression of the trotting-match at the pymantoning county fair, as much as they would for a chromo of the same thing, and be made to feel that there was something more in it perhaps?" he sat fronting her, with his head down over the hat he held between his hands; now he lifted his face and looked into hers. she smiled at his earnestness, and for a little instant felt herself older and wiser in her practicality. "you might send it out to the next county fair, and see." "why, that's just what i thought of!" he said, and he laughed. "do you suppose they would let me exhibit it in the fine arts department?" "i don't believe they would give you the first premium," said cornelia. "well, well, then i should have to put up with the second! i should like to get the first, i confess," ludlow went on seriously. "the premium would mean something to me--not so much, of course, as a popular recognition. what do you think the chance of that would be?" "well, i haven't seen the picture yet," cornelia suggested. "ah, that's true! i forgot that," he said, and they both laughed. "but what do you think of my theory? it seems to me," and now he leaned back in his chair, and smiled upon her with that bright earnestness which women always found charming in him, "it seems to me that the worst effect of an artist's life is to wrap him up in himself, and separate him from his kind. even if he goes in for what they call popular subjects, he takes from the many and gives to the few; he ought to give something back to the crowd--he ought to give everything back. but the terrible question is whether they'll have it; and he has no means of finding out." "and you've come to one of the crowd to inquire?" cornelia asked. up to that moment she had been flattered, too, by his serious appeal to her, and generously pleased. but the chance offered, and she perversely seized it. he protested with a simple "ah!" and she was ashamed. "i don't know," she hurried on to say. "i never thought about it in that way." "well, it isn't so simple any more, after you once begin. i don't suppose i shall be at peace quite till i try what i can do; and seeing you sunday brought pymantoning all so freshly back, that i've been wondering, from time to time, ever since, whether you could possibly help me." "i will try, as the good little boy said," cornelia assented. "it makes me feel like a good little boy to have asked it." ludlow did not profit by the chance which the conclusion of their agreement offered him, to go. he stayed and talked on, and from time to time he recurred to what he had asked, and said he was afraid she would think he was using her, and tried to explain that he really was not, but was approaching her most humbly for her opinion. he could not make it out, but they got better and better acquainted in the fun they had with his failures. it went on till cornelia said, "now, really, if you keep it up, i shall have to stand you in the corner, with your face to the wall." "oh, do!" he entreated. "it would be such a relief." "you know i _was_ a teacher two winters," she said, "and have actually stood boys in corners." that seemed to interest him afresh; he made her tell him all about her school-teaching. he stayed till the bell rang for dinner, and he suffered a decent moment to pass before he rose then. "after all," he said at parting, "i think you'd better decide that it's merely my manet you're coming to see." "yes, merely the manet," cornelia assented. "if i choose, the ludlows will all be stood in the corners with their faces to the wall." she found her own face very flushed, when she climbed up to her room for a moment before going in to dinner, and her heart seemed to be beating in her neck. she looked at mrs. westley's note. it stated everything so explicitly that she did not see why mr. ludlow need have come to explain. she remembered now that she had forgotten to tell him she was not going. xxi. cornelia thought mrs. westley would come for charmian and herself in her carriage; but when they went down to her in the synthesis office, they found that she had planned to walk with them to ludlow's studio. she said it was not a great way off; and she had got into the habit of walking there, when he was painting her; she supposed they would rather walk after their work. cornelia said "oh, yes," and charmian asked, at her perfervidest, had mr. ludlow painted _her_? and mrs. westley answered calmly. yes; she believed he did not think it very successful; her husband liked it, though. charmian said, oh, how much she should like to see it, and mrs. westley said she must show it her some time. cornelia thought mrs. westley very pretty, but she decided that she did not care to see ludlow's picture of her. his studio stood a little back from the sidewalk; it was approached by a broad sloping pavement, and had two wide valves for the doorway. he opened the door himself, at their ring, and they found themselves in a large, gray room which went to the roof, with its vaulted ceiling; this was pierced with a vast window, that descended half-way down the northward wall. "my studio started in life as a gentleman's stable; then it fell into the hands of a sculptor, and then it got as low as a painter." he said to charmian, "mr. plaisdell has told me how ingeniously you treated one of your rooms that you took for a studio." charmian answered with dark humility, "but a studio without a painter in it!" and there were some offers and refusals of compliment between them, which ended in his saying that he would like to see her studio, and her saying that mrs. maybough would always be glad to see him. then he talked with mrs. westley, who was very pleasant to cornelia while the banter with charmian went on, and proposed to show his pictures; he fancied that was what he had got them there, for; but he would make a decent pretence of the manet, first. the manet was one of that painter's most excessive; it was almost insolent in its defiance of the old theory and method of art. "he had to go too far, in those days, or he wouldn't have arrived anywhere," ludlow said, dreamily, as he stood looking with them at the picture. "he fell back to the point he had really meant to reach." he put the picture away amidst the sighs and murmurs of mrs. westley and charmian, and the silence of cornelia, which he did not try to break. he began to show his own pictures, taking them at random, as it seemed, from the ranks of canvasses faced against the wall. "you know we impressionists are nothing if not prolific," he said, and he kept turning the frame on his easel, now for a long picture, and now for a tall one. the praises of the others followed him, but cornelia could not speak. some of the pictures she did not like; some she thought were preposterous; but there were some that she found brilliantly successful, and a few that charmed her with their delicate and tender poetry. he said something about most of them, in apology or extenuation; cornelia believed that she knew which he liked by his not saying anything of them. suddenly he set a large picture on the easel that quite filled the frame. "trotting match at the pymantoning county fair," he announced, and he turned away and began to make tea in a little battered copper kettle over a spirit-lamp, on a table strewn with color-tubes in the corner. "ah, yes," said mrs. westley. "i remember this at the american artists; three or four years ago, wasn't it? but you've done something to it, haven't you?" "improved with age," said ludlow, with his back toward them, bent above his tea-kettle. "that's all." "it seems like painting a weed, though," said charmian. "how can you care for such subjects?" ludlow came up to her with the first cup of tea. "it's no use to paint lilies, you know." "do you call that an answer?" "a poor one." he brought mrs. westley some tea, and then he came to cornelia with a cup in each hand, one for her, and one for himself, and frankly put himself between her and the others. "well, what do you think of it?" he asked, as if there were no one else but they two. she felt a warm flush of pleasure in his boldness. "i don't know. it's like it; that's the way i've always seen it; and it's beautiful. but somehow----" "what?" "it looks as if it were somewhere else." "you've hit it," said ludlow. "it serves me right. you see i was so anxious to prove that an american subject was just as susceptible of impressionistic treatment as a french one, that i made this look as french as i could. i must do it again and more modestly; not be so patronizing. i should like to come out there next fall again, and see another trotting-match. i suppose they'll have one?" "they always have them; it wouldn't be the fair without them," said cornelia. "well, i must come, and somehow do it on the spot; that's the only way." he pulled himself more directly in front of her and ignored the others, who talked about his picture with faded interest to each other, and then went about, and looked at the objects in the studio. "i don't think i made myself quite clear the other day, about what i wanted to do in this way." he plunged into the affair again, and if cornelia did not understand it better, it was not for want of explanation. perhaps she did not listen very closely. all the time she thought how brilliantly handsome he was, and how fine, by every worldly criterion. "yes," he said, "that is something i have been thinking of ever since my picture failed with the public; it deserved to fail, and you've made it so clear why, that i can't refuse to know, or to keep myself in the dark about it any longer. i don't believe we can take much from the common stock of life in any way, and find the thing at all real in our hands, without intending to give something back. do you?" cornelia had never thought about it before; she did not try to pretend that she had; it seemed a little fantastic to her, but it flattered her to have him talk to her about it, and she liked his seriousness. he did not keep up the kind of banter with her that he did with charmian; he did not pay her compliments, and she hated compliments from men. ludlow went off to speak to mrs. westley of something he saw her looking at; charmian edged nearer to cornelia. "i would give the world to be in your place. i never saw anything like it. keep on looking just as you are! it's magnificent. such color, and that queenly pose of the head! it would kill those synthesis girls if they knew how he had been talking to you. my, if i could get anybody to be serious with _me_! talk! say something! _do you think its going to rain before we get home?_ his eyes keep turning this way, all the time; you can't see them, but they do. _i am glad i brought my umbrella. have you got your waterproof?_ i'm going to make you tell me every word he said when he came to see you yesterday; it'll be mean if you don't. _no, i think i shall go up by the elevated, and then take the surface-car across._ it's the most romantic thing i ever heard of. _no, i don't believe it will be dark._ speak! say something! you mustn't let me do all the talking; he'll notice." cornelia began to laugh, and charmian turned away and joined mrs. westley and ludlow, who were tilting outward some of the canvasses faced against the wall, and talking them over. cornelia followed her, and they all four loitered over the paintings, luxuriously giving a glance at each, and saying a word or two about it. "yes," ludlow said, "sometimes i used to do three or four of them a day. i work more slowly now; if you want to get any thinking in, you've got to take time to it." it was growing dark; ludlow proposed to see them all home one after another. mrs. westley said no, indeed; the broadway car, at the end of the second block, would leave her within three minutes of her door. "and nothing could happen in three minutes," said ludlow. "that stands to reason." "and _my_ one luxury is going home alone," said charmian. "mamma doesn't allow it, except to and from the synthesis. then i'm an art student and perfectly safe. if i were a young lady my life wouldn't be worth anything." "yes," ludlow assented, "the great thing is to have some sort of business to be where you are." "i know a girl who's in some of the charities, and she goes about at all hours of the night, and nobody speaks to her," said charmian. "well, then," said ludlow, "i don't see that there's anything for me to do, unless we all go together with mrs. wesley to get her broadway car, and then keep on to the elevated with you, miss maybough. miss saunders may be frightened enough then to let me walk to her door with her. a man likes to be of some little use in the world." they had some mild fun about the weakness of cornelia in needing an escort. she found it best to own that she did not quite know her way home, and was afraid to ask if she got puzzled. ludlow put out his spirit-lamp, which had been burning blue all the time, and embittering the tea in the kettle over it, and then they carried out their plan. cornelia went before with mrs. westley, who asked her to come to her on her day, whenever she could leave her work for such a reckless dissipation. at the foot of the elevated station stairs, where charmian inflexibly required that they should part with her, in the interest of the personal liberty which she prized above personal safety, she embraced cornelia formally, and then added an embrace of a more specific character, and whispered to her ear, "you're glorious!" and fled up the station stairs. cornelia understood that she was glorious because mr. ludlow was walking home with her, and that charmian was giving the fact a significance out of all reason. they talked rather soberly, as two people do when a gayer third has left them, and they had little silences. they spoke of charmian, and cornelia praised her beauty and her heart, and said how everybody liked her at the synthesis. "do they laugh at her a little, too?" ludlow asked. "why?" "she's rather romantic." "oh, i thought all girls were romantic." "yes? you're not." "what makes you think so?" asked the girl. "i'm a great deal more romantic than is good for me. don't you like romantic people? i do!" "i don't believe i do," said ludlow. "they're rather apt to make trouble. i don't mean miss maybough. she'll probably take it out in madly impossible art. can she draw?" cornelia did not like to say what she thought of charmian's drawing, exactly. she said, "well, i don't know." ludlow hastened to say, "i oughtn't to have asked that about your friend." "we're both in the preparatory, you know," cornelia explained. "i think charmian has a great deal of imagination." "well, that's a good thing, if it doesn't go too far. fortunately it can't, in the preparatory." at her door cornelia did not know whether to ask him in, as she would have done in pymantoning; she ended by not even offering him her hand; but he took it all the same, as if he had expected her to offer it. xxii. cornelia found herself in her room without knowing how she got there, or how long she had been there, when the man-voiced irish girl came up and said something to her. she did not understand at first; then she made out that there was a gentleman asking for her in the parlor; and with a glance at her face in the glass, she ran down stairs. she knew it was ludlow, and that he had thought of something he wanted to say, and had come back. it must be something very important; it might be an invitation to go with him somewhere; she wondered if they would have a chaperone. in the vague light of the long parlor, where a single burner was turned half up, because it was not yet dark outside, a figure rose from one of the sofas and came toward her with one hand extended in gay and even jocose greeting. it was the figure of a young man, with a high forehead, and with nothing to obstruct the view of the shakespearian dome it mounted into, except a modest growth of hair above either ear. he was light upon his feet, and he advanced with a rhythmical step. cornelia tried to make believe that she did not know who it was; she recoiled, but her tongue clove to the roof of her mouth, and she could not gainsay him when he demanded joyfully, "why, nie! why, nelie! don't you remember me? dickerson, j. b., with gates & clarkson, art goods? pymantoning? days of yore, generally? oh, pshaw, now!" "yes, i remember you," said cornelia, in a voice as cold as the finger-tips which she inwardly raged to think she gave him, but was helpless to refuse, simply because he was holding out his hand to her. "well, it's good for sore eyes to see you again," said mr. dickerson, closing both of his hands on hers. "let's see; it's four years ago! how the time flies! i declare, it don't hardly seem a day. mustn't tell you how you've grown, i suppose? well, we _weren't_ much more than children, then, anyhow. set down! i'm at home here. old stamping-ground of mine, when i'm in new york; our house has its headquarters in new york, now; everything's got to come, sooner or later. well, it's a great place." cornelia obeyed him for the same reason that she gave him her hand, which was no reason. "i heard your voice there at the door, when you came in a little while ago, and i was just going to rush out and speak to you. i was sure it was you; but thinks i, 'it can't be; it's too good to be true'; and i waited till i could see mrs. montgomery, and then i sent up for you. didn't send my name; thought i'd like to surprise you. well, how's the folks? mother still doing business at the old stand? living and well, i hope?" "my mother is well," said cornelia. she wondered how she should rid herself of this horrible little creature, who grew, as she looked at him in her fascination, more abominable to her every moment. she was without any definite purpose in asking, "how is mrs. dickerson?" the question appeared to give mr. dickerson great satisfaction; he laughed, throwing back his head: "who, tweet? well, i thought you'd be after me there, about the first thing! i don't blame you; don't blame you a bit. be just so myself, if i was in your place! perfectly natural you should! then you ain't heard?" "i don't know what you mean," said cornelia, with mounting aversion. she edged away from him, for in the expression of his agreeable emotion he had pushed nearer to her on the sofa. "why, tweet is mrs. byers, now; court let her take back her maiden name. i didn't oppose the divorce; nothing like peace in families, you know. tweet was all right, and i hain't got anything to say against her. _she's_ a good girl; but we couldn't seem to hit it off, and we agreed to quit, after we'd tried it a couple of years or so, and i've been a free man ever since." it could not be honestly said that cornelia was profoundly revolted by the facts so lightly, almost gaily, presented. her innocence of so much that they implied, and her familiarity with divorce as a common incident of life, alike protected her from the shock. but what really struck terror to her heart was something that she realized with the look that the hideous little man now bent upon her: the mutual understanding; the rights once relinquished which might now be urged again; the memory of things past, were all suggested in this look. she thought of ludlow, with his lofty ideals and his great gifts, and then she looked at this little grinning, leering wretch, and remembered how he had once put his arm round her and kissed her. it seemed impossible--too cruel and unjust to be. she was scarcely more than a child, then, and that foolish affair had been more her mother's folly than her own. it flashed upon her that unless she put away the shame of it, the shame would weaken her and master her. but how to assert herself she did not know till he gave her some pretext. "well," he sighed, rolling his head against the back of the sofa, and looking up at the chandelier, "sometimes a man has more freedom than he's got any use for. i don't know as i want to be back under tweet's thumb, but i guess the scripture was about right where it says it ain't good for a man to be alone. when d'you leave pymantoning, nelie?" "it makes no difference when i left." cornelia got to her feet, trembling. "and i'll thank you not to call me by my first name, mr. dickerson. i don't know why you should do it, and i don't like it." "oh, all right, all right," said mr. dickerson. "i don't blame you. i think you're perfectly excusable to feel the way you do. but some time, when i get a chance, i should like to tell you about it, and put it to you in the right light----" "i don't want to hear about it," cried cornelia fiercely. "and i won't have you thinking that it's because i ever did care for you. i didn't. and i was only too glad when you got married. and i don't hate you, for i despise you too much; and i always did. so!" she stamped her foot for a final emphasis, but she was aware of her words all having fallen effectless, like blows dealt some detestable thing in a dream. "good! just what i expected and deserved," said mr. dickerson, with a magnanimity that was appalling. "i did behave like a perfect scallawag to you, nie; but i was young then, and tweet got round me before i knew. i can explain----" "i don't want you to explain! i won't let you. you're too disgusting for anything. don't i tell you i _never_ cared for you?" "why, of course," said mr. dickerson tolerantly, "you say that now; and i don't blame you. but _i_ guess you _did_ care, once, nelie." "oh, my goodness, what shall i do?" she found herself appealing in some sort to the little wretch against himself. "why, let's see how you look; i hain't had a fair peep at you, yet." as if with the notion of affording a relief to the strain of the situation, he advanced, and lifted his hand toward the low-burning chandelier. "stop!" cried cornelia. "are you staying here--in this house?" "well, i inferred that i was, from a remark that i made." "then i'm going away instantly. i will tell mrs. montgomery, and i will go to-night." "why, nie!" "hush! don't you--don't dare to speak to me! oh, you--you----" she could not find a word that would express all her loathing of him, and her scorn of herself in the past for having given him the hold upon her that nothing appeared to have loosed. she was putting on a bold front, and she meant to keep her word, but if she left that house, she did not know where, in the whole vast city, she should go. of course she could go to charmian maybough; but besides bring afraid to venture out after dark, she knew she would have to tell charmian all about it; or else make a mystery of it; there was nothing, probably, that charmian would have liked better, but there was nothing that cornelia would have liked less. she wanted to cry; it always seems hard and very unjust to us, in after life, when some error or folly of our youth rises up to perplex us; and cornelia was all the more rebellious because the fault was not wholly hers, or not even largely, but mostly her dear, innocent, unwise mother's. mr. dickerson dropped his hand without turning up the gas; perhaps he did not need a stronger light on cornelia, after all. "oh, well! i don't want to drive you out of the house. i'll go. i've got my grip out here in the hall. but see here! i told mrs. montgomery we hailed from the same place--children together, and i don't know but what cousins--and how glad i was to find you here, and now if i leave---- better let me stay here, over night, anyhow! i'm off on the road to-morrow, anyway. i won't trouble you; i won't, indeed. now you can depend upon it. word's as good as my bond, if my bond _ain't_ worth a great deal. but, honor bright!" cornelia's heart, which stood still at the threat she made, began to pound in her breast. she panted so that she could hardly speak. "will you call me by my first name?" she demanded. "no. you shall be miss saunders to me till you say when." "and will you ever speak to me, or look at me, as if we were ever anything but the most perfect strangers?" "it'll be a good deal of a discount from what i told mrs. montgomery, but i guess i shall have to promise." "and you will go in the morning?" "sure." "how soon?" "well, i don't like a _very_ early breakfast, but i guess i can get out of the house by about nine, or half-past eight, maybe." "then you may stay." cornelia turned and marched out of the parlor with a state that failed her more and more, the higher she mounted toward her room. if it had been a flight further she would have had to crawl on her hands and knees. at first she thought she would not go down to dinner, but after a while she found herself very hungry, and she decided she must go for appearance sake at any rate. at the bottom of her heart, too, she was curious to see whether that little wretch would keep his word. he was the life of the table. his jokes made everybody laugh; it could be seen that he was a prime favorite with the landlady. after the coffee came he played a great many tricks with knives and forks and spoons, and coins. he dressed one of his hands, all but two fingers, with a napkin which he made like the skirts of a ballet-dancer, and then made his fingers dance a hornpipe. he tried a skirt-dance with them later, but it was comparatively a failure, for want of practice, he said. toward cornelia he behaved with the most scrupulous deference, even with delicacy, as if they had indeed met in former days, but as if she were a person of such dignity and consequence that their acquaintance could only have been of the most formal character. he did it so well, and seemed to take such a pleasure in doing it that she blushed for him. some of the things he said to the others were so droll that she had to laugh at them. but he did not presume upon her tolerance. xxiii. the false courage that supported her in dickerson's presence left cornelia when she went back to her room, and she did not sleep that night, or she thought she did not. she came down early for a cup of coffee, and the landlady told her that mr. dickerson had just gone; he wished mrs. montgomery to give cornelia his respects, and apologize for his going away without waiting to see her again. he had really expected to stay over till monday, but he found he could save several days by taking the chicago limited that morning. mrs. montgomery praised his energy; she did not believe he would be on the road a great while longer; he would be in the firm in less than another year. she hinted at his past unhappiness in the married state, and she said she did hope that he would get somebody who would appreciate him, next time. there did not seem to be any doubt in her mind that there would be a next time with him. cornelia wanted to ask whether she expected him back soon; she could not; but she resolved that whenever he came he should not find her in that house. she thought where she should go, and what excuse she should make for going, what she should tell charmian, or mr. ludlow, if she ever saw him again. it seemed to her that she had better go home, but cornelia hated to give up; she could not bear to be driven away. she went to church, to escape herself, and a turmoil of things alien to the place and the hour whirled through her mind during the service; she came out spent with a thousand-fold dramatization of her relations to mr. dickerson and to mr. ludlow. she sat down on a bench in the little park before the church, and tried to think what she ought to do, while the children ran up and down the walks, and the people from the neighboring east side avenues, in their poor sunday best, swarmed in the square for the mild sun and air of the late october. the street cars dinned ceaselessly up and down, and back and forth; the trains of the elevated hurtled by on the west and on the east; the troubled city roared all round with the anguish of the perpetual coming and going; but it was as much sunday there as it would have been on the back street in pymantoning where her mother's little house stood. the leaves that dripped down at her feet in the light warm breaths of wind passing over the square might have fallen from the maple before the gate at home. the awful unity of life for the first time appeared to her. was it true that you could not get away from what you had been? was that the meaning of that little wretch's coming back to claim her after he had forfeited every shadow of right to her that even her mother's ignorance and folly had given him? then it meant that he would come back again and again, and never stop coming. she made believe that if she looked up, she should now see him actually coming down the path toward her; she held her eyes fixed upon the ground at her feet, and then it seemed to her every moment that he was just going to take the seat next her. the seat was already taken; a heavy german woman filled it so solidly that no phantasm could have squeezed in beside her. but the presence of dickerson became so veritable that cornelia started up breathless, and hurried home, sick with the fear that she should find him waiting for her there. she was afraid to go out the next morning, lest she should meet him on the street, though she knew that by this time he was a thousand miles away. at the synthesis she was ashamed to let charmian think that her absent and tremulous mood had something to do with ludlow; but she was so much more ashamed of the shabby truth that she would have been willing to accept the romance herself. this was very dishonest; it was very wicked and foolish; cornelia saw herself becoming a guilty accomplice in an innocent illusion. she found strength to silence charmian's surmise, if not to undeceive her; she did her best; and as the days began to remove her farther and farther from the moment of her actual encounter with dickerson, her reason came more and more into control of her conscience. she tried not to be the fool of a useless remorse for something she was at least not mainly to blame for. she had to make the struggle alone; there was no one she could advise with; her heart shut when she thought of telling any one her trouble; but in her perpetual reveries she argued the case before ludlow. it seemed to her as if he had come to render her a final judgment when his name was sent up to her room, that saturday afternoon which ended the longest week of her life. she went down, and found him alone in the long parlor, and it was in keeping with her fantastic prepossession that he should begin, "i wonder how i shall say what i've come for?" as if he would fain have softened her sentence. he kept her hand a moment longer than he need; but he was not one of those disgusting people who hold your hand while they talk to you, and whom cornelia hated. she did not now resent it, though she was sensible of having to take her hand from him. "i don't know," she answered, with hysterical flippancy. "if i did i would tell you." he laughed, as if he liked her flippancy, and he said, "it's very simple. in fact, that's what makes it so difficult." "then you might practice on something hard first," she suggested wildly. "how would the weather do?" "yes, hasn't it been beautiful?" said ludlow, with an involuntary lapse into earnestness. "i was in the park to-day for a little effect i wanted to get, and it was heartbreaking to leave the woods. i was away up in those forest depths that look wild in spite of the asphalt. if you haven't been there, you must go some day while the autumn color lasts. i saw a lot of your synthesis ladies painting there. i didn't know but i might see you." this was all very matter of fact. cornelia took herself in hand, and shook herself out of her hallucination. "no, i don't suppose it would be right for a person who was merely in the preparatory to go sketching in the park. and charmian and i were very good to-day, and kept working away at our block hands as long as the light lasted." "ah, yes; miss maybough," said ludlow; then he paused absently a moment. "do you think she is going to do much in art?" "how should i know?" returned cornelia. she thought it rather odd he should recur to that after she had let him see she did not want to talk about charmian's art. "because you know that you can do something yourself," said ludlow. "that is the only kind of people who can really know. the other sort of people can make clever guesses; they can't know." "and you believe that i can do something?" asked cornelia, and a sudden revulsion of feeling sent the tears to her eyes. it was so sweet to be praised, believed in, after what she had been through. "but you haven't seen anything of mine except those things--in the fair house." "oh, yes, i have. i've seen the drawings you submitted at the synthesis. i've just seen them. i may as well confess it: i asked to see them." "you did! and--and--well?" she fluttered back. "it will take hard work." "oh, i know that!" "and it will take time." "yes, that is the worst of it. i don't see how i can give the time." "why?" he asked. "oh, because--i can't very well be away from home." she colored as she said this, for she could have been away from home well enough if she had the money. "i thought i would come and try it for one winter." he said lightly, "perhaps you'll get so much interested that you'll find you can take more time." "i don't know," she answered. "well, then, you must get in all the work you can this winter. block hands are well enough, but they're not the whole of art nor the whole preparation for it." "oh, i've joined the sketch class," she said. "yes, that's well enough, too," he assented. "but i want you to come and paint with me," he suddenly added. "you? me?" she gasped. "yes," he returned. "i'll tell you what i mean. i've been asked to paint a lady. she'll have to come to my place, and i want you to come with her, and see what you can do, too. i hope it doesn't seem too extraordinary?" he broke off, at sight of the color in her face. "oh, no," said cornelia. she wondered what charmian would say if she knew this; she wondered what the synthesis would say; the synthesis held mr. ludlow in only less honor than the regular synthesis instructors, and mr. ludlow had asked her to come and paint with him! she took shelter in the belief that mrs. burton must have put him up to it, somehow, but she ought to say something grateful, or at least something. she found herself stupidly and aimlessly asking, "is it mrs. westley?" as if that had anything to do with the matter. "no; i don't see why i didn't tell you at once," said ludlow. "it's your friend, miss maybough." cornelia relieved her nerves with a laugh. "i wonder how she ever kept from telling it." "perhaps she didn't know. i've only just got a letter from her mother, asking me to paint her, and i haven't decided yet that i shall do it." she thought that he wanted her to ask him why, and she asked, "what are you waiting for?" "for two reasons. do you want the real reason first?" he asked, smiling at her. she laughed. "no, the unreal one!" "well, i doubt whether mrs. maybough wrote to me of her own inspiration, entirely. i suspect that wetmore and plaisdell have been working the affair, and i don't like that." "well?" "and i'm waiting for you to say whether i could do it. that's the real reason." "how should i know?" "i could make a picture of her," he said, "but could i make a portrait? there is something in every one which holds the true likeness; if you don't get at that, you don't make a portrait, and you don't give people their money's worth. they haven't proposed to buy merely a picture of you; they've proposed to buy a picture of a certain person; you may give them more, but you can't honestly give them less; and if you don't think you can give them that, then you had better not try. i should like to try for miss maybough's likeness, and i'll do that, at least, if you'll try with me. the question is whether you would like to." "like to? it's the greatest opportunity! why, i hope i know what a chance it is, and i don't know why you ask me to." "i want to learn of you." "if you talk that way i shall know you are making fun of me." "then i will talk some other way. i mean what i say. i want you to show me how to look at miss maybough. it sounds fantastic----" "it sounds ridiculous. i shall not do anything of the kind." "very well, then, i shall not paint her." "you don't expect me to believe that," said cornelia, but she did believe it a little, and she was daunted. she said, "charmian would hate it." "i don't believe she would," said ludlow. "i don't think she would mind being painted by half-a-dozen people at once. the more the better." "that shows you don't understand her," cornelia began. "didn't i tell you i didn't understand her? now, you see, you must. i should have overdone that trait in her. of course there is something better than that." "i don't see how you could propose my painting her, too," cornelia relented, provisionally. ludlow was daunted in his turn; he had not thought of that. it would be a little embarrassing, certainly, but he could not quite own this. he laughed and said, "i have a notion she will propose it herself, if you give her a chance." "oh," said cornelia, "if she does that, all well and good." "then i may say to her mother that i will make a try at the portrait?" "what have i to do with it?" cornelia demanded, liking and not liking to have the decision seem left to her. "i shall have nothing to do with it if she doesn't do it of her own accord." "you may be sure that she shall not have even a suggestion of any kind," said ludlow, solemnly. "i shall know it if she does," cornelia retorted, not so solemnly, and they both laughed. while he stayed and talked with her the affair had its reason and justification; it seemed very simple and natural; but when he went away it began to look difficult and absurd. it was something else she would have to keep secret, like that folly of the past; it cast a malign light upon ludlow, and showed him less wise and less true than she had thought him. she must take back her consent; she must send for him, write to him, and do it; but she did not know how without seeming to blame him, and she wished to blame only herself. she let the evening go by, and she stood before the glass, putting up her hand to her back hair to extract the first dismantling hairpin, for a sleepless night, when a knock at her door was followed by the words, "he's waitun' in the parlor." the door was opened and the irish girl put a card in her hand. xxiv. the card was ludlow's, and the words, "do see me, if you can, for a moment," were scribbled on it. cornelia ran down stairs. he was standing, hat in hand, under the leafy gas chandelier in the parlor, and he said at once, "i've come back to say it won't do. you can't come to paint miss maybough with me. it would be a trick. i wonder i ever thought of such a thing." she broke out in a joyful laugh. "i knew you came for that." he continued to accuse himself, to explain himself. he ended, "you must have been despising me!" "i despised myself. but i had made up my mind to tell charmian all about it. there's no need to do that, now it's all over." "but it isn't all over for me," said ludlow gloomily. "i went straight home from here, and wrote to mrs. maybough that i would paint her daughter, and now i'm in for it." he looked so acutely miserable that cornelia gave way to a laugh, which had the effect of raising his fallen spirits, and making him laugh, too. they sat down together and began to talk the affair all over again. some of the boarders who were at the theatre came in before he rose to go. cornelia followed him out into the hall. "then there is nothing for me to do about it?" "no, nothing," he said, "unless you want to take the commission off my hands, and paint the picture alone." he tried to look gloomy again, but he smiled. every one slept late at mrs. montgomery's on sunday morning; all sects united in this observance of the day; in fact you could not get breakfast till nine. cornelia opened her door somewhat later even than this, and started at the sight of charmian maybough standing there, with her hand raised in act to knock. they exchanged little shrieks of alarm. "did i scare you? well, it's worth it, and you'll say so when you know what's happened. go right back in!" charmian pushed cornelia back and shut the door. "you needn't try to guess, and i won't ask you to. but it's simply this: mr. ludlow is going to paint me. what do you think of that? though i sha'n't expect you to say at once. but it's so. mamma wrote to him several days ago, but she kept the whole affair from me till she knew he would do it, and he only sent his answer last night after dinner." charmian sat down on the side of the bed with the effect of intending to take all the time that was needed for the full sensation. "and now, while you're absorbing the great central fact, i will ask if you have any idea why i have rushed down here this morning before you were up, or mamma either, to interview you?" "no, i haven't," said cornelia. "you don't happen to have an olive or a cracker any where about? i don't need them for illustration, but i haven't had any breakfast, yet." "there are some ginger-snaps in the bureau box right before you," said cornelia from the window-sill. "ginger-snaps will do, in an extreme case like this," said charmian, and she left her place long enough to search the bureau box. "what little ones!" she sighed. "but no matter; i can eat them all." she returned to her seat on cornelia's bed with the paper bag which she had found, in her hand. "well, i have thought it perfectly out, and all you have to do is to give your consent; and if you knew how much valuable sleep i had lost, thinking it out, you would consent at once. you know that the sittings will have to be at his studio, and that i shall have to have somebody go with me." cornelia was silent, and charmian urged, "you know that much, don't you?" "yes, i suppose so," cornelia allowed. "well, then, you know i could have mamma go, but it would bore her; or i could have a maid go, but that would bore me; and so i've decided to have you go." "me?" "yes; and don't say you can't till you know what you're talking about. it'll take all your afternoons for a week or a fortnight, and you'll think you can't give the time. but i'll tell you how you can, and more too; how you can give the whole winter, if it takes him that long to paint me; but they say he paints very rapidly, and gets his picture at a dash, or else doesn't get it at all; and it's neither more nor less than this: i'm going to get him to let you paint me at the same time? what do you think of that?" all our motives are mixed, and it was not pure conscience which now wrought in cornelia. it was pride, too, and a certain resentment that charmian should assume authority to make mr. ludlow do this or that. for an instant she questioned whether he had not broken faith with her, and got charmian to propose this; then she knew that it could not have been. she said coldly, "i can't do it." "_what!_ not when i've come down here before breakfast to ask you? why can't you?" charmian wailed. "because mr. ludlow was here last night, and asked me to do it." "he _did_? then i am the happiest girl in the world! let me embrace you, cornelia!" "don't be--disgusting!" said cornelia, but she felt that charmian was generously glad of the honor done her, and that she had wronged her by suspecting her of a wish to show power over mr. ludlow. "i told him i couldn't, and i can't, because it would have seemed to be making use of you, and--and--you wouldn't like it, and i wouldn't like it in your place, and--i wouldn't do it. and i should have to tell you that he proposed it, and that you would perfectly hate it." "when it was the very first thing i thought of? let me embrace you again, cornelia saunders, you adorable wooden image! why his proposing it makes it perfectly divine, and relieves me of all responsibility. oh, i would come down here every _day_ before breakfast a whole week, for a moment like this! then it's all settled; and we will send him word that we will begin to-morrow afternoon. let's discuss the character you will do me in. i want you to paint me in character--both of you--something allegorical or mythical. or perhaps you're hungry, too! and i've eaten every one of the snaps." "no, i can't do it," cornelia still protested; but the reasons why she could not, seemed to have escaped her, or to have turned into mere excuses. in fact, since charmian had proposed it, and seemed to wish it, they were really no longer reasons. cornelia alleged them again with a sense of their fatuity. she did not finally assent; she did not finally refuse; but she felt that she was very weak. "i see what you're thinking about," said charmian, "but you needn't be afraid. i shall not show anything out. i shall be a perfect--tomb." "what do you mean?" demanded cornelia, with a vexation heightened by the sense of her own insincerity. "oh, _you_ know what. but from this time forth _i_ don't. it will be glorious not to let myself realize it. i shall just sit and think up conundrums, and not hear, or see, or dream anything. yes, i can do it, and it will be splendid practice. this is the way i shall look." she took a pose in cornelia's one chair, and put on an air of impenetrable mystery, which she relinquished a moment to explain, "of course this back is rather too stiff and straight; i shall be more crouching." she pushed a ginger-snap between her lips, and chewed enigmatically upon it. "see?" she said. "now, look here, charmian maybough," said cornelia sternly, "if you ever mention that again, or allude to it the least in the world----" "don't i _say_ i won't?" demanded charmian, jumping up. "that will be the whole fun of it. from the very first moment, till i'm framed and hung in a good light, i'm going to be _mum_, through and through, and if _you_ don't speak of him, i sha'n't, except as a fellow-artist." "what a simpleton!" said cornelia. she laughed in spite of her vexation. "i'm not obliged to let what you think trouble me." "of course not." "your thinking it doesn't make it so." "no----" "but if you let _him_ see----" "the whole idea is _not_ to let him see! that's what i shall do it all for. good-by!" she put the paper bag down on the bureau for the greater convenience of embracing cornelia. "why don't you stay and have breakfast with me?" cornelia asked. "you'll be sick." "breakfast? and ruin everything! i would rather _never_ have any breakfast!" she took up the paper bag again, and explored it with an eager hand, while she stared absently at cornelia. "ah! i _thought_ there was one left! what mites of things." she put the last ginger-snap into her mouth, and with a flying kiss to cornelia as she passed, she flashed out of the door, and down the stairs. xxv. after all, ludlow decided that he would paint charmian in her own studio, with the accessories of her peculiar pose in life about her; they were factitious, but they were genuine expressions of her character; he could not realize her so well away from there. the first afternoon was given to trying her in this light and that, and studying her from different points. she wished to stand before her easel, in her synthesis working-dress, with her palette on her thumb, and a brush in her other hand. he said finally, "why not?" and cornelia made a tentative sketch of her. at the end of the afternoon he waited while the girl was putting on her hat in charmian's room, where she smiled into the glass at charmian's face over her shoulder, thinking of the intense fidelity her friend had shown throughout to her promise of unconsciousness. "didn't i do it magnificently?" charmian demanded. "it almost killed me; but i meant to do it if it did kill me; and now his offering to see you aboard the car shows that _he_ is determined to do it, too, if it kills _him_. i call it masterly." "well, don't go and spoil it now," said cornelia. "and if you're going to ask me every day how you've done----" "oh, i'm not! only the first day and the last day!" "well!" as ludlow walked with cornelia toward the point where she was to take her car down town, he began, "you see, she is _so_ dramatic, that if you tried to do her in any other way--that is, simply--you would be doing her artificially. you have to take her as she is, don't you think?" "i don't know as i think charmian is acting all the time, if that's what you mean," said cornelia. "or any of the time, even." ludlow wished she had said she did not know _that_ instead of _as_, but he reflected that ninety americans out of a hundred, lettered or unlettered, would have said the same. "oh, i don't at all mean that she is, intentionally. it's because it's her nature that i want to recognize it. you think it _is_ her nature, don't you?" he asked deferentially. "oh, i suppose it is," she answered; it amused her to have him take such a serious tone about charmian. "i shall have to depend a great deal on your judgment in that matter," he went on. "you won't mind it, i hope?" "not if you won't mind it's not being worth anything." "it will be worth everything!" "or if you won't care for my not giving it, sometimes." "i don't understand." "well, i shouldn't want to seem to talk her over." "oh, no! you _don't_ think i expected you to do that? it was merely the right point of view i wanted to get." "i don't know as i object to that," said cornelia. the car which she wished to take came by, and he stopped it and handed her aboard. she thought he might decide to come with her, but he bowed his good-night, and she saw him walking on down town as she passed him. at the end of a fortnight ludlow had failed to get his picture of charmian; at the end of a month he began with a new pose and a fresh theory. that quality of hers which he hoped to surprise with cornelia's help, and which was to give verity and value to his portrait, when once he expressed it there, escaped him still. she was capable of perfect poses, but they were mere flashes of attitude. then the antique mystery lurking in her face went out of it, and she became _fin de siècle_ and romantic, and young ladyish, and uninteresting to ludlow. she made tea every afternoon when they finished, and sometimes the talk they began with before they began work prolonged itself till the time for the tea had come. on the days when mr. plaisdell dropped in for a cup, the talk took such a range that the early dark fell before it ended, and then cornelia had to stay for dinner and to be sent home in mrs. maybough's coupé. she had never supposed there was anything like it in all the world. money, and, in a certain measure, the things that money could buy, were imaginable in pymantoning; but joys so fine, so simple as these, were what she could not have forecast from any ground of experience or knowledge. she tried to give her mother a notion of what they said and did; but she told her frankly she never could understand. mrs. saunders, in fact, could not see why it was so exciting; she read cornelia's letters to mrs. burton, who said she could see, and she told mrs. saunders that, she would like it as much as cornelia did, if she were in her place; that she was a kind of bohemian herself. she tried to explain what bohemian meant, and what bohemia was; but this is what no one can quite do. charmian herself, who aimed to be a perfect bohemian, was uncertain of the ways and means of operating the bohemian life, when she had apparently thrown off all the restrictions, for the afternoon, at least, that prevented its realization. she had a faultless setting for it. there never was a girl's studio that was more like a man's studio, an actual studio. mr. ludlow himself praised it; he said he felt at home in it, and he liked it because it was not carried a bit too far. charmian's mother had left her free to do what she wished, and there was not a convention of philistine housekeeping in the arrangement of the place. everything was in the admired disorder of an artist's environment; but mrs. maybough insisted upon neatness. even here charmian had to submit to a compromise. she might and did keep things strewn all about in her studio, but every morning the housemaid was sent in to sweep it and dust it. she was a housemaid of great intelligence, and an imperfect sense of humor, and she obeyed with unsmiling scrupulosity the instructions she had to leave everything in miss charmian's studio exactly as she found it, but to leave it clean. in consequence, this home of art had an effect of indescribable coldness and bareness, and there were at first some tempestuous scenes which cornelia witnessed between charmian and her mother, when the girl vainly protested: "but don't you _see_, mamma, that if you have it regularly dusted, it never can have any sentiment, any atmosphere?" "i don't see how you can call _dust_ atmosphere, my dear," said her stepmother. "if i left your studio looking as you want it, and there should be a fire, what would people think?" "well, if there should happen to be anybody from wilbraham, mass.," charmian retorted, "they might criticise, but i don't think the new york fire department would notice whether the place had been dusted or not. but, go on, mamma! _some_ day i shall have a studio out of the house--cornelia and i are going to have one--and then i guess you won't have it dusted!" "i'm sure miss saunders wouldn't let it get dusty," said mrs. maybough, and then, in self-defence, charmian gave cornelia the worst character for housekeeping that she could invent from her knowledge of cornelia's room. she begged her pardon afterwards, but she said she had to do it, and she took what comfort she could in slamming everything round, as she called it, in her studio, when she went with cornelia to have her coffee there. the maid restored it to its conscious picturesqueness the next day. charmian was troubled to decide what was truly bohemian to eat, when they became hungry over their work. she provided candy and chocolate in all their forms and phases, but all girls ate candy and chocolate, and they were so missish, and so indistinctive, and they both went so badly with tea, which she must have because of the weird effect of the spirit-lamp under the kettle, that she disused them after the first week. there remained always crackers, which went with anything, but the question was what to have with them. their natural association with cheese was rejected because charmian said she should be ashamed to offer mr. ludlow those insipid little neufchatel things, which were made in new jersey, anyway, and the gruyère smelt so, and so did camembert; and pine-apple cheese was philistine. there was nothing for it but olives, and though olives had no savor of originality, the little crescent ones were picturesque, and if you picked them out of the bottle with the end of a brush-handle, sharpened to a point, and the other person received them with their thumb and finger, the whole act was indisputably bohemian. there was one day when they all got on particularly well, and charmian boldly ordered some champagne for a burst. the man brought back apollinaris water, and she was afraid to ask why, for fear he should say mrs. maybough sent it. ludlow said he never took champagne, and was awfully glad of the apollinaris, and so the change was a great success, for neither charmian nor cornelia counted, in any case; they both hated every kind of wine. another time, cornelia, when she came, found charmian lighting one of the cigars kept for show on her mantel. she laughed wildly at cornelia's dismay, and the smoke, which had been going up her nose, went down her throat in a volume, and cornelia had to run and catch her; she was reaching out in every direction for help. cornelia led her to the couch, which was still waiting its rugs to become a bed, and she lay down there, very pale and still, and was silent a long time, till cornelia said, "now, if i could find a moose somewhere to run over you," and they both burst into a shriek of laughter. "but i'm going to _learn_" charmian declared. "where did that cigar go?" she sprang up to look for it, but they never could find it, and they decided it must have gone into the fire, and been burnt up; that particular cigar seemed essential to the experiment, or at least charmian did not try another. they were both very grave after ludlow came. when he went away, he said, with an absent look at charmian, "you have a magnificent pallor to-day, miss maybough, and i must compliment you on keeping much quieter than usual." "oh, thank you," said charmian, gravely, and as soon as the door closed upon him she flung herself into cornelia's arms, and they stifled their laughter in each other's necks. it seemed to them that nothing so wildly funny had ever happened before; they remained a long while quaking over the question whether there was smell of smoke enough in the room to have made him suspect anything, and whether his congratulations were not ironical. charmian said that her mistake was in not beginning with a cigarette instead of a cigar; she said she was ready to begin with a cigarette then, and she dared cornelia to try one, too. cornelia refused the challenge, and then she said, well, she would do it herself, some day. there was a moment when it seemed to her that the bohemian ideal could be realized to a wild excess in pop-corn. she bought a popper and three ears of corn, and brought them home tied up in paper, and fastened to some canvases she got for cornelia. she insisted that it was part of the bargain that she should supply cornelia's canvases. but the process of popping made them all very red in the face; they had to take it by turns, for she would not let ludlow hold the popper the whole time. they had a snowy heap of corn at last, which she put on the hearth before them in the hollow of a japanese shield, detached from a suit of armor, for that use. they sat on the hearth to eat it, and they told ghost-stories and talked of the most psychological things they could think of. in all this charmian put cornelia forward as much as she dared, and kept herself in a sort of impassioned abeyance. if cornelia had been the most jealous and exacting of principals she could not have received from her second a more single and devoted allegiance. charmian's joy in her fortunately mounted in proportion to the devotion she paid her, rather than cornelia's gratitude for it. she did not like to talk of herself, and these séances were nothing if not strictly personal; but charmian talked for her, and represented her in phases of interest which cornelia repudiated with a laugh, or denied outright, without scruple, when the invention was too bold. charmian contrived that she should acquire the greater merit, from her refusals of it, and went on to fresh self-sacrifices in her behalf. sometimes she started the things they talked of; not because she ever seemed to have been thinking of them, or of anything, definitely, but because she was always apparently letting her mind wander about in space, and chanced upon them there. mostly, however, the suggestions came from ludlow. he talked of art, its methods, its principles, its duties to the age, the people, the civilization; the large moral uses, which kindled charmian's fancy, and made cornelia laugh when charmian proposed a scheme for the relief and refinement of the poor on the east side, by frescoing the outsides of the tenement houses in mott street and mulberry bend, with subjects recalling the home life of the dwellers there: rice-fields and tea-plantations for the chinese, and views of etna and vesuvius and their native shores for the sicilians and neapolitans, with perhaps religious histories. ludlow had to explain that he had not meant the employment of any such direct and obvious means, but the gradual growth of a conscience in art. cornelia thought him vague, but it seemed clear to charmian. she said, "oh, yes; _that_," and she made tea, and had him set fire to some pieces of southern lightwood on her hearth, for the sake of the murky fumes and the wreaths of dusky crimson flame, which she said it was so weird to sit by. in all matters of artistic theory and practice she set cornelia the example of grovelling at the master's feet, as if there could be no question of anything else; but in other things cornelia sometimes asserted herself against this slavish submission with a kind of violence little short of impertinence. after these moral paroxysms, in which she disputed the most obviously right and reasonable things, she was always humiliated and cast down before his sincerity in trying to find a meaning in her difference from him, as if he could not imagine the nervous impulse that carried her beyond the bounds of truth, and must accuse himself of error. when this happened she would not let charmian take her to task for her behavior; she would not own that she was wrong; she put the blame on him, and found him arrogant and patronizing. she had always known he was that kind of person, and she did not mean to be treated like a child in everything, even if he was a genius. by this time they were far away from that point in charmian's romance where the faithful friend of the heroine remains forever constant to her vow not to speak to the heroine of the hero's passion for her, and in fact rather finds it a duty to break her vow, and enjoys being snubbed for it. as the transaction of the whole affair took place in charmian's fancy, cornelia had been obliged to indulge her in it, with the understanding that she should not let it interfere with their work, or try to involve her visibly or palpably in it. with all their idling they had days when they worked intensely, and ludlow was as severe with cornelia's work as he was with his own. he made her rub out and paint out, and he drew ruthless modifications of her work all over it, like the crudest of the synthesis masters. he made her paint out every day the work of the day before, as they did in the synthesis; though sometimes he paused over it in a sort of puzzle. once he said, holding her sketch into the light he wanted, at the close of the afternoon, "if i didn't know you had done that to-day, i should say it was the one you had done yesterday." toward the end of the month he recurred to this notion again. "suppose," he said, "we keep this, and you do another to-morrow." the next day he said, in the same perplexity, "well, keep this, and do another." after a week he took all her canvases, and set them one back of another, but so that he could see each in nearly the same light. he stood looking at them silently, with the two girls behind him, one at either shoulder. "it's as lovely as standing between two mirrors," charmian suggested dreamily. "pretty much of a sameness," cornelia remarked. "mm," ludlow made in his throat. he glanced over the shoulder next her, and asked, as if charmian were not there, "what makes you do her always alike?" "because she _is_ always alike." "then i've seen her wrong," said ludlow, and he stared at charmian as if she were a lay-figure. she bore his scrutiny as impassively as a lay-figure could. he turned again to cornelia's sketches, and said gloomily, "i should like to have wetmore see these." "oh!" said cornelia. charmian came to life with another "oh!" and then she demanded. "when? we must have something besides tea for mr. wetmore." "i think i'll ask him to step round in the morning," said ludlow, with authority. charmian said "oh!" again, but submitted with the eagerness of a disciple; all phases of the art-life were equally precious, and even a snub from such a master must be willingly accepted. he went away and would not have any tea; he had an air of trouble--almost of offence. "isn't he grand, gloomy and peculiar?" charmian said. "i wonder what's the matter?" she turned to ludlow's picture which he had left standing on the chair where he painted at it in disdain of an easel, and silently compared it with cornelia's sketches. then she looked at cornelia and gave a dramatic start. "what is the matter?" asked cornelia. she came up and began to look at the picture, too. charmian demanded, "don't you see?" "no, i don't see anything," said cornelia, but as she looked something became apparent which she could not deny. she blushed violently and turned upon charmian. "you ought to be ashamed," she began, and she tried to take hold of her; she did not know why. charmian escaped, and fled to the other end of the room with a wild laugh, and stood there. cornelia dropped into the chair before the picture, with her head fallen on her elbow. she seemed to be laughing, too, and charmian went on: "what is there to be ashamed of? i think it's glorious. it's one of the most romantic things i ever heard of. he simply couldn't help it, and it proves everything i've said. of course that was the reason he couldn't see _me_ all along. why, if such a thing had happened to me, i should go round shouting it from the house-tops. i don't suppose he knew what he was doing, or else he didn't care; perfectly desperate. what _fun_!" cornelia kept laughing, but charmian stopped and waited a moment and listened. "why, cornelia!" she said remorsefully, entreatingly, but she remained the length of the room away. then she approached tentatively, and when cornelia suddenly ceased to laugh she put her hand on her head, and tenderly lifted her face. it was dabbled with tears. "cornelia!" she said again. cornelia sprang to her feet with a fierceness that sent her flying some yards away. "charmian maybough! will you ever speak of this to any living soul?" "no, no! indeed i won't----" charmian began. "will you ever _think_ of it!" "no----" "because i don't choose to have you think i am such a fool as to--to----" "no, indeed, i don't." "because there isn't anything of it, and it wouldn't mean anything, if there were." "no," said charmian. "the only thing is to tear him out of your heart; and i will help you!" she made as if she were ready to begin then, and cornelia broke into a genuine laugh. "don't be ridiculous. i guess there isn't much to tear." "then what are you going to do?" "nothing! what can i! there isn't anything to do anything about. if it's there, he knows it, and he's left it there because he didn't care what we thought. he was just trying something. he's always treated me like a perfect--child. that's all there is of it, and you know it." "yes," charmian meekly assented. then she plucked up a spirit in cornelia's behalf. "the only thing is to keep going on the same as ever, and show him we haven't seen anything, and don't care if we have." "no," said cornelia sadly, "i shall not come any more. or, if i do, it will just be to---- i'm not certain yet what i shall do." she provisionally dried her eyes and repaired her looks at the little mirror which hung at one side of the mantel, and then came back to charmian who stood looking at cornelia's sketches, still in the order ludlow had left them in. she stole her arm round cornelia's waist. "well, anyway, he can't say _you've_ returned the compliment. they're perfectly magnificent, every one; and they're all _me_. now we can _both_ live for art." xxvi. wetmore came the next morning with ludlow, and looked at cornelia's studies. "well, there's no doubt about her talent. i wonder why it was wasted on one of her sex! these gifted girls, poor things, there don't seem to be any real call for them." he turned from the sketches a moment to the arrangement of charmian's studio. "i suppose this is the other girl's expression." he looked more closely at the keeping of the room, and said, with a smile of mixed compassion and amusement, "why, this girl seems to be trying to do the bohemian act!" "that is her pose," ludlow admitted. "and does she get a great deal of satisfaction out of it?" "the usual amount i fancy." ludlow began to tell of some of charmian's attempts to realize her ideal. wetmore listened with a pitying smile. "poor thing! it isn't much like the genuine thing, as we used to see it in paris, is it? we americans are too innocent in our traditions and experiences; our bohemia is a non-alcoholic, unfermented condition. when it is diluted down to the apprehension of an american girl it's no better, or no worse, than a kind of arcadia. miss maybough ought to go round with a shepherdess's crook and a straw hat with daisies in it. that's what _she_ wants to do, if she knew it. is that a practicable pipe? i suppose those cigarettes are chocolates in disguise. well!" he reverted to cornelia's canvases. "why, of course they're good. she's doomed. she will have to exhibit. you couldn't do less, ludlow, than have her carry this one a little farther"--he picked out one of the canvases and set it apart--"and offer it to the academy." "do you really think so?" asked ludlow, looking at it gravely. "i don't know. with the friends you've got on the committee---- but you don't suppose i came up here to see these things alone, did you? where's _your_ picture?" "i haven't any," said ludlow. "ob, rubbish! where's your theory of a picture, then? i don't care what you call it. my only anxiety, when you got a plain, simple, every-day conundrum like miss maybough to paint, was that you would try to paint the answer instead of the conundrum, and i dare say that's the trouble. you've been trying to give something more of her character than you found in her face; is that it? well, you deserved to fail, then. you've been trying to _interpret_ her; to come the prophet! i don't condemn the poetry in your nature, ludlow," wetmore went on, "and if i could manage it for you, i think i could keep it from doing mischief. that is why i am so plain-spoken with you." "do you call it plain-speaking?" ludlow said, putting his picture where it could be seen best. "i was going to accuse you of flattery." "well, you had better ponder the weighty truths i have let fall. i don't go round dropping them on everybody's toes." "probably there are not enough of them," ludlow suggested. "oh, yes, there are." wetmore waited till ludlow should say he was ready to have him look at his picture. "the fact is, i've been giving a good deal of attention to your case, lately. you're not simple enough, and you've had the wrong training. you would naturally like to paint the literature of a thing, and let it go at that. but you've studied in france, where they know better, and you can't bring yourself to do it. your nature and your school are at odds. you ought to have studied in england. they don't know how to paint there, but they've brought fiction in color to the highest point, and they're not ashamed of it." "perhaps you've boon theorizing, too," said ludlow, stepping aside from his picture. "not on canvas," wetmore returned. he put himself in the place ludlow had just left. "hello!" he began, but after a glance at ludlow he went on, with the effect of having checked himself, to speak carefully and guardedly of the work in detail. his specific criticism was as gentle and diffident as his general censure of ludlow was blunt and outright. it was given mostly in questions, and in recognitions of intention. "well, the sum of it is," said ludlow at last, "you see it's a failure." wetmore shrugged, as if this were something ludlow ought not to have asked. he went back to cornelia's sketches, and looked at them one after another. "that girl knows what she's about, or what she wants to do, and she goes for it every time. she _has_ got talent. whether she's got enough to stand the training! that's the great difference, after all. lots of people have talent; that's the gift. the question is whether one has it in paying quantity, or enough of it to amount to anything after the digging and refining. i should say that girl had, but very likely i might be mistaken." ludlow joined in the examination of the sketches. he put his hand on the weak points as well as on the strong ones; he enjoyed with wetmore the places where her artlessness had frankly offered itself instead of her art. there was something ingenuous and honest in it all that made it all charming. "yes, i think she can do it," said wetmore, "if she wants to bad enough, or if she doesn't want to get married worse." ludlow winced. "isn't there something a little vulgar in that notion of ours that a woman always wishes first and most of all to get married?" "my dear boy," said wetmore, with an affectionate hand on ludlow's shoulder, "i never denied being vulgar." "oh, i dare say. but i was thinking of myself." ludlow sent word to charmian at the synthesis that he should not ask her to sit to him that afternoon, and in the evening he went to see wetmore. it was eleven o'clock, and he would have been welcome at wetmore's any time between that hour of the night and two of the morning. he found a number of people. mrs. westley was there with mrs. rangeley; they had been at a concert together. mrs. wetmore had just made a welsh rabbit, and they were all talking of the real meaning of the word "beautiful." "_i_ think," mrs. rangeley was saying, "that the beautiful is whatever pleases or fascinates. there are lots of good-looking people who are not beautiful at all, because they have no atmosphere: and you see other people, who are irregular, and quite plain even, and yet you come away feeling that they are perfectly beautiful." mrs. rangeley's own beauty was a little irregular. she looked anxiously round, and caught wetmore in a smile. "what are you laughing at?" she demanded in rueful deprecation. "oh, nothing, nothing!" he said. "i was thinking how convincing you were!" "nothing of the kind!" said one of the men, who had been listening patiently till she fully committed herself. "there couldn't be a more fallacious notion of the meaning of beauty. the thing exists in itself, independently of our pleasure or displeasure; they have almost nothing to do with it. if you mix it with them you are lost, as far as a true conception of it goes. beauty is something as absolute as truth, and whatever varies from it, as it was ascertained, we'll say, by the greek sculptors and the italian painters, is unbeautiful, just as anything that varies from the truth is untrue. charm, fascination, atmosphere, are purely subjective; one feels them and another doesn't. but beauty is objective, and nobody can deny it who sees it, whether he likes it or not. you can't get away from it, any more than you can get away from the truth. there it is!" "where?" asked wetmore. he looked at the ladies as if he thought one of them had been indicated. "how delightful to have one's ideas jumped on just as if they were a man's!" sighed mrs. rangeley. her opponent laughed a generous delight, as if he liked nothing better than having his reasoning brought to naught. he entered joyously into the tumult which the utterance of the different opinions, prejudices and prepossessions of the company became. ludlow escaped from it, and made his way to mrs. westley, in that remoter and quieter corner, which she seemed to find everywhere when you saw her out of her own house; there she was necessarily prominent. "i think mr. agnew is right, and mrs. rangeley is altogether wrong," she said. "there couldn't be a better illustration of it than in those two young art-student friends of yours. miss saunders is beautiful in just that absolute way mr. agnew speaks of; you simply can't refuse to see it; and miss maybough is fascinating, if you feel her so. i should think you'd find her very difficult to paint, and with miss saunders there, all the time, i should be afraid of getting her decided qualities into my picture." ludlow said, "ah, that's very interesting." he meant to outstay the rest, for he wished to speak with wetmore alone, and it seemed as though those people would never go. they went at last. mrs. wetmore herself went off to the domestic quarter of the apartment, and left the two men together. "'baccy?" asked wetmore, with a hospitable gesture toward the pipes on his mantel. "no, thank you," said ludlow. "well?" "wetmore, what was it you saw in my picture today, when you began with that 'hello' of yours, and then broke off to say something else?" "did i do that? well, if you really wish to know----" "i do!" "i'll tell you. i was going to ask you which of those two girls you had painted it from. the topography was the topography of miss maybough, but the landscape was the landscape of miss saunders." he waited, as if for ludlow to speak; then he went on: "i supposed you had been working from some new theory of yours, and i thought i had said about as much on your theories as you would stand for the time." "was that all?" ludlow asked. "all? it seems to me that's a good deal to be compressed into one small 'hello.'" wetmore lighted a pipe, and began to smoke in great comfort. "we were talking, just before you dropped in, of what you may call the psychical chemistry of our kind of shop: the way a fellow transmutes himself into everything he does. i can trace the man himself in every figure he draws or models. you can't get away from yourself, simply because you are always thinking yourself, or through yourself; you can't see or know any one else in any other way." "it's a very curious thing," said ludlow, uneasily. "i've noticed that, too; i suppose every one has. but--good-night." wetmore followed him out of the studio to the head of the public stairs with a lamp, and ludlow stopped there again. "should you think there was anything any one but you would notice?" "you mean the two girls themselves? well, i should say, on general principles, that what two such girls didn't see in your work----" "of course! then--what would you do? would you speak to her about it?" "which?" "you know: miss saunders." "ah! it seems rather difficult, doesn't it?" "confoundedly." "why, if you mean to say it was unconscious, perhaps i was mistaken. the thing may have been altogether in my own mind. i'd like to take another look at it----" "you can't. i've painted it out." ludlow ran down one flight of the stairs, and then came stumbling quickly back. "i say, wetmore. do you tell your wife everything?" "my dear boy, i don't tell her anything. she finds it out. but, then, _she_ never tells anybody." xxvii. ludlow sent word again to charmian that he should not be able to keep his appointment for the afternoon, and as soon as he could hope to find cornelia at home from the synthesis, he went to see her. he began abruptly, "i came to tell you, miss saunders, when i first thought of painting miss maybough, and now i've come to tell you that i've given it up." "given it up?" she repeated. "you've seen the failures i've made. i took my last one home yesterday, and painted it out." he looked at cornelia, but if he expected her to give him any sort of leading, he was disappointed. he had to conclude unaided, "i'm not going to try any more." she did not answer, and he went on, after a moment: "of course, it's humiliating to make a failure, but it's better to own it, and leave it behind you; if you don't own it, you have to carry it with you, and it remains a burden." she kept her eyes away from him, but she said, "oh, yes; certainly." "the worst of it was the disappointment i had to inflict upon mrs. maybough," he went on uneasily. "she was really hurt, and i don't believe i convinced her after all that i simply and honestly couldn't get the picture. i went to tell her this afternoon, and she seemed to feel some sort of disparagement--i can't express it--in my giving it up." he stopped, and cornelia asked, as if forced to say something, "does charmian know?" "i suppose she does, by this time," said ludlow. he roused himself from a moment of revery, and added, "but i didn't intend to oppress you with this. i want to tell you something--else." he drew a deep breath. she started forward where she sat, and looked past him at the door, as if to see whether the way of escape was clear. he went on: "i took wetmore there with me yesterday, and i showed him your sketches, and he thinks you might get one of them into the academy exhibition in the spring, after you've carried it a little farther." she sank back in her chair. "does he?" she asked listlessly, and she thought, as of another person, how her heart would once have thrilled at the hope of this. "yes. but i don't feel sure that it would be well," said ludlow. "i wanted to say, though, that i shall be glad to come and be of any little use i can if you're going on with it." "oh, thank you," said cornelia. she thought she was going to say something more, but she stopped stiffly at that, and they both stood in an embarrassment which neither could hide from the other. he repeated his offer, in other terms, and she was able finally to thank him a little more fitly, and to say that she should not forget his kind offer; she should not forget all he had done for her, all the trouble he had taken, and they parted with a vague alienation. as we grow older, we are impatient of misunderstandings, of disagreements; we make haste to have them explained; but while we are young, life seems so spacious and so full of chances that we fetch a large compass round about such things, and wait for favoring fortuities, and hope for occasions precisely fit; we linger in dangerous delays, and take risks that may be ruinous. cornelia went hack to her work at the synthesis as before, but she worked listlessly and aimlessly; the zest was gone, and the meaning. she knew that for the past month she had drudged through the morning at the synthesis that she might free herself to the glad endeavor of the afternoon at charmian's studio with a good conscience. ludlow's criticism, even when it was harshest, was incentive and inspiration; and her life was blank and dull on the old terms. the arts have a logic of their own, which seems no logic at all to the interests. ludlow's world found it altogether fit and intelligible that he should give up trying to paint charmian if he had failed to get his picture of her, and thought he could not get it. mrs. maybough's world regarded it as a breach of contract for him not to do what he had undertaken. she had more trouble to reconcile her friends to his behavior than she had in justifying it to herself. through charmian she had at least a second-hand appreciation of motives and principles that were instantly satisfactory to the girl and to all her comrades at the synthesis; they accepted it as another proof of ludlow's greatness that he should frankly own he had missed his picture of her, and they exalted charmian as a partner in his merit, for being so impossible. the arguments of wetmore went for something with mrs. maybough, though they were mainly admissions to the effect that ludlow was more of a crank than he had supposed, and would have to be humored in a case of the kind; but it was chiefly the courage and friendship of mrs. westley that availed. she enforced what she had to say in his behalf with the invitation to her january thursdays which she had brought. she had brought it in person because she wished to beg mrs. maybough to let her daughter come with her friend, miss saunders, and pour tea at the first of the thursdays. "i got you off," she said to ludlow, when they met, "but it was not easy. she still thinks you ought to have let her see your last attempt, and left her to decide whether it was good or not." mrs. westley showed her amusement at this, but ludlow answered gravely that there was a certain reason in the position. "if she's disappointed in not having any portrait, though," he added, "she had better take miss saunders's." "do you really mean that?" mrs. westley asked, with more or less of that incredulity concerning the performance of a woman which all the sex feel, in spite of their boasting about one another. "has she so much talent?" "why not? somebody has to have the talent." this was like wetmore's tone, and it made mrs. westley think of him. "and do you believe she could get her picture into the exhibition?" "has wetmore been talking to you about it?" "yes." "i don't know," said ludlow. "that was wetmore's notion." "and does she know about it?" "i mentioned it to her." "it would be a great thing for her if she could get her picture in--and sell it." "yes," ludlow dryly admitted. he wished he had never told mrs. westley how cornelia had earned the money for her studies at the synthesis; he resented the implication of her need, and mrs. westley vaguely felt that she had somehow gone wrong. she made haste to retrieve her error by suggesting, "perhaps miss maybough would object, though." "that's hardly thinkable." said ludlow lightly. he would have gone away without making mrs. westley due return for the trouble she had taken for him with mrs. maybough, and she was so far vexed that she would have let him go without telling him that she was going to have his _protégée_ pour tea for her; she had fancied that this would have pleased him. but by one of those sudden flashes that seem to come from somewhere without, he saw himself in the odious light in which she must see him, and he turned in time. "mrs. westley, i think you have taken a great deal more pains for me than i'm worth. it's difficult to care what such a poor little philistine as mrs. maybough--the mere figment of somebody else's misgotten money--thinks of me. but she _is_ to be regarded, and i know that you have looked after her in my interest; and it's very kind of you, and very good--it's like you. if you've done it, though, with the notion of my keeping on in portraits, or getting more portraits to paint, i'm sorry, for i shall not try to do any. i'm not fit for that kind of work. i don't say it because i despise the work, but because i despise myself. i should always let some wretched preoccupation of my own--some fancy, some whim--come between me and what i see my sitter to be, and paint that." "that is, you have some imagination," she began, in defence of him against himself. "no, no! there's scope for the greatest imagination, the most intense feeling, in portraits. but i can't do that kind of thing, and i must stick to my little sophistical fantasies, or my bald reports of nature. but miss saunders, if she were not a woman--excuse me!----" "oh, i understand!" "she could do it, and she will, if she keeps on. she could have a career; she could be a painter of women's portraits. a man's idea of a woman, it's interesting, of course, but it's never quite just; it's never quite true; it can't be. every woman knows that, but you go on accepting men's notions of women, in literature and in art, as if they were essentially, or anything but superficially, like women. i couldn't get a picture of miss maybough because i was always making more or less than there really was of her. you were speaking the other night at wetmore's, of the uncertain quality of her beauty, and the danger of getting something else in," said ludlow, suddenly grappling with the fact, "and i was always doing that, or else leaving everything out. her beauty has no fixed impression. it ranges from something exquisite to something grotesque; just as she ranges in character from the noblest generosity to the most inconceivable absurdity. you never can know how she will look or how she will behave. at least, _i_ couldn't. i was always guessing at her; but miss saunders seemed to understand her. all her studies of her are alike; the last might be taken for the first, except that the handling is better. it's invariably the very person, without being in the least photographic, as people call it, because it is one woman's unclouded perception of another. the only question is whether miss saunders can keep that saving simplicity. it may be trained out of her, or she may be taught to put other things before it. wetmore felt the danger of that, when we looked at her sketches. i'm not saying they're not full of faults; the technique is bad enough; sometimes it's almost childish; but the root of the matter is there. she knows what she sees, and she tells." "really?" said mrs. westley. "it _is_ hard for a woman to believe much in women; we don't expect anything of each other yet. should you like her to paint me?" "i?" "i mean, do you think she could do it?" "not yet. she doesn't know enough of life, even if she knew enough of art. she merely painted another girl." "that is true," said mrs. westley with a sigh. she added impersonally; "but if people only kept to what they knew, and didn't do what they divined, there would be very little art or literature left, it seems to me." "well, perhaps the less the better." said ludlow, with a smile for the absurdity he was reduced to. "what was left would certainty be the best." he felt as if his praise of cornelia were somehow retrieval; as if it would avail where he seemed otherwise so helpless, and would bring them together on the old terms again. there was, indeed, nothing explicit in their alienation, and when he saw cornelia at mrs. westley's first thursday, he made his way to her at once, and asked her if she would give him some tea, with the effect of having had a cup from her the day before. he did not know whether to be pleased or not that she treated their meeting as something uneventful, too, and made a little joke about remembering that he liked his tea without sugar. "i wasn't aware that you knew that," he said. "oh, yes; that is the way charmian always made it for you; and sometimes i made it." "to be sure. it seems a great while ago. how are you getting on with your picture?" "i'm not getting on," said cornelia, and she turned aside to make a cup of tea for an old gentleman, who confessed that he liked a spoonful of rum in his. general westley had brought him up and presented him, and he remained chatting with cornelia, apparently in the fatuity that if he talked trivially to her he would be the same as a young man. ludlow stayed, too, and when the old gentleman got away, he said, the same as if there had been no interruption, "why aren't you getting on?" "because i'm not doing anything to it." "you ought to. i told you what wetmore said of it." "yes; but i don't know how," said cornelia, with a laugh that he liked; it seemed an effect of pleasure in his presence at her elbow; though from time to time she ignored him, and talked with other people who came for tea. he noticed that she had begun to have a little society manner of her own; he did not know whether he liked it or not. she wore a very pretty dress, too; one he had not seen before. "will you let me show you how--as well as i can?" "after i've asked you? thank you!" "i offered, once, before you asked." "oh!" said cornelia, with her face aslant from him over her tea-cups. "i thought you had forgotten that." he winced, but he knew that he deserved the little scratch. he did not try to exculpate himself, but he asked, "may i talk with miss maybough about it?" cornelia returned gayly, "it's a free country." he rose from the chair which he had been keeping at her elbow, and looked about over the room. it was very full, and the first of mrs. westley's thursdays was successful beyond question. with the roving eye, which he would not suffer to be intercepted, he saw the distinguished people whom she had hitherto affected in their usual number, and in rather unusual number the society people who had probably come to satisfy an amiable curiosity; he made his reflection that mrs. westley's evolution was proceeding in the inevitable direction, and that in another winter the swells would come so increasingly that there would be no celebrities for them to see. his glance rested upon mrs. maybough, who stood in a little desolation of her own, trying to look as if she were not there, and he had the inspiration to go and speak to her instead of her daughter; there were people enough speaking to charmian, or seeming to speak to her, which serves much the same purpose on such occasions. she was looking her most mysterious, and he praised her peculiar charm to mrs. maybough. "it's no wonder i failed with that portrait." mrs. maybough said, "you must try again, mr. ludlow." "no, i won't abuse your patience again, but i will tell you: i should like to come and look now and then at the picture miss saunders has begun of her, and that i want her to keep on with." "why not?" asked mrs. maybough in the softest assent. she would not listen to the injuries which ludlow heaped upon himself in proof of his unworthiness to cross her threshold. he went back to cornelia, and said, "well, it's arranged. i've spoken with mrs. maybough, and we can begin again whenever you like." "with mrs. maybough? you said you were going to speak to charmian!" "it doesn't matter, does it?" "yes. i--i don't know yet as i want to go on with the picture. i hadn't thought----" "oh!" said ludlow, with marked politeness. "then i misunderstood. but don't let it annoy you. it doesn't matter, of course. there's no sort of appointment." he found mrs. westley in a moment of disoccupation before he went, and used a friend's right to recognize the brilliancy of her thursday. she refused all merit for it and asked him if he had ever seen any thing like the contrast of charmian at the chocolate with cornelia at the tea. "did you notice the gown miss saunders had on? it's one that her mother has just sent her from home. she says her mother made it, and she came to ask me, the other day, if it would do to pour tea in. wasn't it delightful? i'm going to have her spend a week with me in lent. the general has taken a great fancy to her. i think i begin to appreciate her fascination; it's her courage and her candor together. most girls are so uncertain and capricious. it's delightful to meet such a straightforward and downright creature." "oh, yes," said ludlow. xxviii. cornelia knew that ludlow was offended. she had not meant to hurt or offend him; though she thought he had behaved very queerly ever since he gave up painting charmian. she had really not had time to think of his offer before he went off to speak with charmian, as she supposed. the moment he was gone she saw that it would not do; that she could not have him coming to look at her work; she did not feel that she could ever touch it again. she wondered at him, and now if he had spoken to mrs. maybough instead of charmian, it was not her fault, certainly. she did not wish to revenge herself, but she remembered how much she had been left to account for as she could, or painfully to ignore. if he was mystified and puzzled now, it was no more than she had been before. there was nothing that cornelia hated so much as to be made a fool of, and this was the grievance which she was willing fate should retaliate upon him, though she had not meant it at all. she ought to have been satisfied, and she ought to have been happy, but she was not. she wished to escape from herself, and she eagerly accepted an invitation to go with mrs. montgomery to the theatre that night. the manager had got two places and given them to the landlady. cornelia had a passion for the theatre, and in the excitement of the play, which worked strongly in her ingenuous fancy, she forgot herself for the time, or dimly remembered the real world and her lot in it, as if it were a subordinate action of the piece. at the end of the fourth act she heard a voice which she knew, saying, "well, well! is this the way the folks at pymantoning expect you to spend your evenings?" she looked up and around, and saw mr. dickerson in the seat behind her. he put forward two hands over her shoulder--one for her to shake, and one for mrs. montgomery. "why, mr. dickerson!" said the landlady, "where did you spring from? you been sitting here behind us all the time?" "i wish i had," said dickerson. "but this seat is 'another's,' as they say on the stage; he's gone out 'to see a man,' and i'm keeping it for him. just caught sight of you before the curtain fell. couldn't hardly believe my eyes." "but where _are_ you? why haven't you been round to the house?" "well, i'm only here for a day," said dickerson, with a note of self-denial in his voice that cornelia knew was meant for her, "and i thought i wouldn't disturb you. no use making so many bites of a cherry. i got in so late last night i had to go to a hotel anyway." mrs. montgomery began some hospitable expostulations, but be waived them with, "yes; that's all right. i'll remember it next time, mrs. montgomery," and then he began to speak of the play, and he was so funny about some things in it that he made cornelia laugh. he took leave of them when the owner of the seat came back. he told mrs. montgomery he should not see her again this time; but at the end of the play they found him waiting for them at the outer door of the theatre. he skipped lightly into step with them. "thought i might as well see you home, as they say in pymantoning. do' know as i shall be back for quite a while, this next trip, and we don't see much ladies' society on the road; at least, _i_ don't. i'm not so easy to make acquaintance as i used to be. i suppose it was being married so long. i can't manage to help a pretty girl raise a car-window, or put her grip into the rack, the way i could once. fact is, there don't seem to _be_ so many pretty girls as there were, or else i'm gettin' old-sighted, and can't see 'em." he spoke to mrs. montgomery, but cornelia knew he was talking at her. now he leaned forward and addressed her across mrs. montgomery: "do' know as i told you that i saw your mother in lakeland day before yesterday, miss saunders." "oh, did you?" cornelia eagerly besought him. the apparition of her mother rose before her; it was almost like having her actually there, to meet some one who had seen her so lately. "was she looking well? the last letter she wrote she hadn't been very----" "well, i guess she's all right, now. you know _i_ think your mother is about the finest woman in this world, miss nelie, and the prettiest-looking. i've never told you about mrs. saunders, have i, mrs. montgomery? well, you wouldn't know but her and miss nelie were sisters. she looks like a girl, a little way off; and she _is_ a girl, in her feelings. she's got the kindest heart, and she's the best person _i_ ever saw. i tell you, it would be a different sort of a world if everybody was like mrs. saunders, and i should ha' been a different sort of a man if i'd always appreciated her goodness. well, so it goes," he said, with a sigh of indefinite regret, which availed with cornelia because it was mixed with praise of her mother; it made her feel safer with him and more tolerant. he leaned forward again, and said across mrs. montgomery, as before: "she was gettin' off the train from pymantoning, and i was just takin' my train west, but i knew it was her as soon as i saw her walk. i was half a mind to stop and speak to her, and let my train go." cornelia could see her mother, just how she would look, wandering sweetly and vaguely away from her train, and the vision was so delightful to her, that it made her laugh. "i guess you're mother's girl," mrs. montgomery interpreted, and mr. dickerson said: "well, i guess she's got a good right to be. i wasn't certain whether it was her or miss saunders first when i saw her, the other day." at her door mrs. montgomery invited him to come in, and he said he did not know but he would for a minute, and cornelia's gratitude for his praise of her mother kept her from leaving them at once. in the dining-room, where mrs. montgomery set out a lunch for him, he began to tell stories. cornelia had no grudge against him for the past. she was only too glad that it had all fallen out as it did; and though she still knew that he was a shameless little wretch, she did not feel so personally disgraced by him, as she had at first, when she was not sure she could make him keep his distance. he was a respite from her own thoughts, and she lingered and lingered, and listened and listened, remotely aware that it was wrong, but somehow bewildered and constrained. mrs. montgomery went down to the kitchen a moment, for something more to add to the lunch, and he seized the chance to say, "i know how you feel about me, miss saunders, and i don't blame you. you needn't be afraid; i ain't going to trouble you. i might, if you was a different kind of girl; but i've thought it all over since i saw you, and i respect you. i hope you won't give me away to mrs. montgomery, but if you do, i shall respect you all the same, and i sha'n't blame you, even then." the landlady returned, and he went on, "i was just tellin' miss saunders about my friend bob whiteley's railroad accident. but you've heard it so often." "oh, well, do go on!" said mrs. montgomery, setting down the plate of cold chicken she had brought back with her. it was midnight before he rose. "i declare i could listen all night," said mrs. montgomery. cornelia could have done so, too, but she did not say it. while the talk lasted, she had a pleasure in the apt slang, and sinister wit and low wisdom, which made everything higher and nobler seem ridiculous. she tried helplessly to rise above the delight she found in it, and while she listened, she was miserably aware that she was unworthy even of the cheap respect which this amusing little wretch made a show of paying her before mrs. montgomery. she loathed him, and yet she hated to have him go; for then she would be left to herself and her own thoughts. as she crept up the long stairs to her room, she asked herself if she could be the same girl who had poured tea at mrs. westley's, and talked to all those refined people, who seemed to admire her and make much of her, as if she were one of them. before, she had escaped from the toils of that folly of the past by disowning it; but now, she had voluntarily made it hers. she had wilfully entangled herself in its toils; they seemed to trip her steps, and make her stumble on the stairs as if they were tangible things. she had knowingly suffered such a man as that, whose commonness of soul she had always instinctively felt, to come back into her life, and she could never banish him again. she could never even tell any one; she was the captive of her shabby secret till he should come again and openly claim her. he would come again; there could be no doubt of that. on the bureau before her glass lay a letter. it was from ludlow, and it delicately expressed the hope that there had been nothing in his manner of offering to help her with her picture which made it impossible for her to accept. "i need not tell you that i think you have talent, for i have told you that before. i have flattered myself that i had a personal interest in it, because i saw it long ago, and i have been rather proud of thinking that you were making use of me. i wish you would think the matter over, and decide to go on with your picture of miss maybough. i promise to reduce my criticism to a minimum, for i think it is more important that you should keep on in your own way, even if you go a little wrong in it, now and then, than that you should go perfectly right in some one's else. do let me hear from you, and say that i may come saturday to miss maybough's studio, and silently see what you are doing." in a postscript he wrote: "i am afraid that i have offended you by something in my words or ways. if i have, won't you at least let me come and be forgiven?" she dropped her face on the letter where it lay open before her, and stretched out her arms, and moaned in a despair that no tears even came to soften. she realized how much worse it was to have made a fool of herself than to be made a fool of. xxix. there was only one thing for cornelia to do now, and she did it as well as she knew how, or could hope to know without the help that she could not seek anywhere. she wrote to ludlow and thanked him, and told him that she did not think she should go on with the picture of charmian, for the present. she said, in the first five or six drafts of her letter, that it had been her uncertainty as to this which made her hesitate when he spoke to her, but in every form she gave this she found it false; and at last she left it out altogether, and merely assured him that she had nothing whatever to forgive him. she wished to forbid his coming to see her; she did not know quite how to do that; but either the tone of her letter was forbidding enough, or else he felt that he had done his whole duty, now, for he did not come. with moments of utter self-abasement, she had to leave charmian to the belief that she was distraught and captious, solely for the reason they shared the secret of, and charmian respected this with a devotion so obvious as to be almost spectacular. cornelia found herself turning into a romantic heroine, and had to make such struggle against the transformation as she could in bursts of hysterical gayety. these had rather the effect of deepening charmian's compassionate gloom, till she exhausted her possibilities in that direction and began to crave some new expression. there was no change in her affection for cornelia; and there were times when cornelia longed to trust her fully; she knew that it would be safe, and she did not believe that it would lower her in charmian's eyes; but to keep the fact of her weakness altogether her own seemed the only terms on which she could bear it. one day there came a letter from her mother out of her usual order of writing; she wrote on sunday, and her letters reached cornelia the next evening; but this letter came on a wednesday morning, and the sight of it filled cornelia with alarm, first for her mother, and then for herself; which deepened as she read: "dear nie: that good-for-nothing little scrub has been here, talken aboute you, and acting as if you was hand-and-glove with him. now nelie, i don't want to interfere with you anyway and i won't if you say the word. but i never felt just righte about that fellow, and what i done long ago to make you tollerate him, and now i want to make it up to you if i can. he is a common low-down person, and he isn't fit to speake to you, and i hope you wont speake to him. the divorce, the way i look at it, don't make any difference; hese just as much married as what he ever was, and if he had never been married atoll, it wouldn't of made any difference as far as i feel about it. now nelie, you are old enough to take care of yourself, but i hope if that fellow ever comes around you again, you'll box his ears and be done with him. i know hes got a smooth tongue, and he can make you laugh in spite of yourselfe, but don't you have anything to do with him. "mother. "p. s. i have been talken it over with mrs. burton, and she thinks just the way i do aboute it. she thinks you are good enough for the best, and you no need to throw yourself away on such a perfect little scamp. in haste. how is that cellebrated picture that you are painting with mr. ludlow getting along?" * * * * * cornelia got this letter from the postman at mrs. montgomery's door, when she opened it to go out in the morning, and she read it on her way to the synthesis. it seemed to make the air reel around her, and step by step she felt as if she should fall. a wild anger swelled her heart, and left no room there for shame even. she wondered what abominable lies that little wretch had told; but they must have been impudent indeed to overcome her mother's life-long reluctance from writing and her well-grounded fears of spelling, so far as to make her send a letter out of the usual course. but when her first fury passed, and she began to grow weak in the revulsion, she felt only her helplessness in the presence of such audacity, and a fear that nothing could save her from him. if he could make her so far forget herself as to tolerate him, to listen to his stories, to laugh at his jokes, and show him that she enjoyed his company, after all she knew of him, then he could make her marry him, if he tried. the logic was perfect, and it seemed but another link in the infrangible chain of events, when she found another letter waiting for her at the office of the synthesis. it bore the postmark of lakeland, of the same date as her mother's, and in the corner of the envelope the business card of gates & clarkson, dealers in art goods; j. b. dickerson, in a line of fine print at the top was modestly "with" them. the address, "dear friend," was written over something else which had been rubbed out, but beyond this the letter ran fluently and uninterruptedly along in a hand which had a business-like directness and distinctness. "i don't know," the writer said, "as you expected to hear from me, and i don't know as i expected to let you, but circumstances alter cases, and i just wanted to drop you a line and tell you that i have been in pymantoning and seen your mother. she is looking prime, and younger than ever. we had a long talk about old times, and i told her what a mistake i made. confession is good for the soul, they say, and i took a big dose of it; i guess i confessed pretty much everything; regular topsey style. well, your mother didn't spare me any, and i don't know but what she was about right. the fact is, a man on the road don't think as much about his p's and q's as he ought as long as he is young, and if i made a bad break in that little matrimonial venture of mine, i guess it was no more than i deserved to. i told your mother just how i happened to meet you again, and how the sight of you was enough to make another man of me. i was always a little too much afraid of you, or it might have turned out different; but i can appreciate a character like yours, and i want you to know it. i guess your mother sized it up about right when i said all i asked was to worship you at a distance, and she said she guessed you would look out for the _distance._ i told her you had, up to date. i want you to understand that i don't presume on anything, and if we seemed to have a pretty good time after the theatre, the other night, it was because you didn't want to spoil mrs. montgomery's fun, and treated me well just because i was a friend of hers. well, it's pretty hard to realize that my life is ruined, and that i have got nobody but myself to thank for it, but i guess that's what i've got to come to, sooner or later. it's what your mother said, and i guess she was right; she didn't spare me a bit, and i didn't want her to. i knew she would write to you, as soon as i was gone, and tell you not to have anything to do with me; and if she has, all i have got to say is, _all right_. i have been a bad lot, and i don't deny it, and all i can ask now, from this time forward, is to be kept from doing any more mischief. i don't know as i shall ever see you again; i had a kind of presentiment i shouldn't, and i told your mother so. i don't know but i told a little more about how kind you were to me the other evening than what the facts would justify exactly, but as sure as you live i didn't _mean_ to lie about it. if i exaggerated any, it was because it seemed the greatest thing in the world to me, just to talk to you, and be where i could see you smile, and hear you laugh; you've got a laugh that is like a child's, or an angel's, if angels laugh. i've heard of their weeping, and if you knew my whole life, i think you would shed a tear or two over me. but that is not what i am trying to get at; i want to explain that if i appeared to brag of being tolerated by you, and made it seem any thing more than toleration, it was because it was like heaven to me not to have you give me the grand bounce again. and what i want to ask you now, is just to let me write to you, every now and then, and when i am tempted to go wrong, anyways--and a business life is full of temptations--let me put the case before you, and have you set me right. i won't want but a word from you, and most part of the time, i shall just want to free my mind to you on life in general, and won't expect any answer. i feel as if you had got my soul in your hands, and you could save it, or throw it away. that is all. i am writing on the train, and i have to use pencil. i hope you'll excuse the stationery; it's all the porter could get me, and i'm anxious to have a letter go back to you at once. i know your mother has written to you, and i want to corroborate everything she says against me." the letter covered half-a-dozen telegraph blanks, and filled them full, so that the diffident suggestion, "my permanent address is with gates & clarkson," had to be written along the side of the first page. the low cunning, the impudent hypocrisy, the leering pretence of reverence, the affectation of penitence, the whole fraudulent design, so flimsy that the writer himself seemed to be mocking at it, was open to cornelia, and she read the letter through with distinct relief. whatever the fascinations of mr. dickerson were when he was personally at hand, he had none at a distance, and when she ran over the pages a second time, it was with a laugh, which she felt sure he would have joined her in, if he had been there. it turned her tragedy into farce so completely, for the time, that she went through her morning's work with a pleasure and a peace of mind which she had not felt for many days. it really seemed such a joke, that she almost yielded to the temptation of showing passages of the letter to charmian; and she forebore only because she would have had to tell more than she cared to have any one know of mr. dickerson, if she did. she had a right to keep all that from those who had no right to know it, but she had no right, or if she had the right, she had not the power to act as if the past had never been. she set herself to bear what was laid upon her, and if she was ever to have strength for her burden she must begin by owning her weakness. there was no one to whom she could own it but her mother, and she did this fully as soon as she got back to her room, and could sit down to answer her letter. she enclosed dickerson's, and while she did not spare him, she took the whole blame upon herself, for she said she might have known that if she suffered him to see that he amused her or pleased her at all, he was impudent enough to think that he could make her like him again. "and mother," she wrote, "you know i never really liked him, and was only too glad to get rid of him; you know that much. but i suppose you will wonder, then, why i ever let him speak to me if i really despised him as much as ever; and that is not easy to explain. for one thing he was with mrs. montgomery, and she likes him, and she has always been so good to me that i hated to treat him badly before her; but that is not the real reason, and i am not going to pretend it was. you know yourself how funny he is, and can make you laugh in spite of yourself, but it was not that, either. it was because i was angry with myself for having been angry with some one else, without a cause, as i can see it now, and i had made a fool of myself, and i wanted to get away from myself. i cannot tell you just how it was, yet, and i do not know as i ever can, but that was truly it, and nothing else, though the other things had something to do with it. i suppose it was just like men when they take a drink of whiskey to make them forget. the worst of it all is, and the discouraging part is, that it shows me i have not changed a particle. my temper is just us bad as ever, and i might as well be back at sixteen, for all the sense i've got. sometimes it seems to me that the past is all there is of us, anyway. it seems to come up in me, all the time, and i am so ashamed i don't know what to do. i make all kinds of good resolutions, and i want to be good, and then comes something and it is all over with me. then, it appears as if it was not me, altogether, that is to blame. i know i was to blame, this last time, laughing at that little 'scrub's' jokes as you call him, and behaving like a fool; but i don't see how i was to blame for his coming back into my life, when i never really wanted him at all, and certainly never wished to set eyes on him again. "i don't suppose it would be the least use to ask you not to show this letter to mrs. burton, and i won't, but if you do, i wish you would ask her what she thinks it means, and whether it's fate, or foreordination, or _what_." mrs. saunders carried cornelia's letter to mrs. burton, as cornelia had foreseen, but the question she put to her was not the abstraction the girl had suggested. "mrs. burton," she asked, "who was it do you suppose nie was so mad with that she had to go off and play the fool, that way?" mrs. burton passed the point of casuistry too. "well, of course i don't know, mrs. saunders. has she said anything about mr. ludlow lately?" "no, she hain't said a word, and that seems suspicious. she said a week or two ago that he had give up trying to paint that maybough girl, and that she guessed she had got the last of her lessons from him; but she didn't seem much troubled about it. but i guess by her not wantin' to tell, it's him. what do you suppose he did to provoke her?" "oh, just some young people's nonsense, probably. it'll come all right. you needn't worry about it, because if it won't come right of itself, he'll _make_ it come." "oh, i'm not worrying about that," said mrs. saunders, "i'm worrying about this." she gave her the letter cornelia had enclosed, and as mrs. burton began to read it she said, "if that fellow keeps on writing to her, i don't know what i _will_ do." xxx. ludlow did not come to see cornelia, but they met, from time to time, at mrs. westley's, where he was aware of her being rather taken up; at mrs. maybough's, where he found it his duty to show himself after his failure with charmian's picture, so as to help mrs. maybough let people know there was nothing but the best feeling about it; and, more to his surprise, at wetmore's. at the painter's, charmian, who came with her, realized more than anywhere else, her dream of bohemia, and wetmore threw a little excess into the social ease of his life that he might fulfil her ideal. he proposed that mrs. wetmore should set the example of hilarities that her domestic spirit abhorred; he accused her of cutting off his beer, and invented conditions of insolvency and privation that surpassed charmian's wildest hopes. he borrowed money of ludlow in her presence, and said that he did not know that he should ever be able to pay it back. he planned roystering escapades which were never put in effect, and once he really went out with the two girls to the shop of an old german, on the avenue, who dealt in _delicatessen_, and bought some nuremberg gingerbread and a bottle of lime-juice, after rejecting all the ranker meats and drinks as unworthy the palates of true bohemians. he invited charmian to take part in various _bats_, for the purpose of shocking the pymantoning propriety of cornelia, and they got such fun out of it as children do when the make-believe of their elders has been thinned to the most transparent pretence; but charmian, who knew he was making fun of her, remained as passionately attached to the ideal he mocked as ever; and cornelia had the guilty pang of wondering what he would think of her if he knew all about mr. dickerson, whose nature she now perceived to be that of the vulgarest _batting_. she did not answer the letter she first got, nor any of those which immediately followed, and this had the effect of checking mr. dickerson's ardor for so long a time that she began to think he would not trouble her again. there was no real offence between her and ludlow, or any but such as could wear itself away with time and the custom of friendly meeting. he had the magnanimity to ignore it when he first saw her after that thursday of mrs. westley's, and she had too keen a sense of having been a fool not to wish to act more wisely as soon as she could forget. there came so long a lapse between the letters of mr. dickerson that he ceased, at least perpetually, to haunt her thoughts. she had moments when it seemed as if she might justly consent to be happy again, or at least allow herself to enjoy the passing pleasure of the time without blame. she even suffered herself to fancy taking up the picture of charmian, and carrying it farther under ludlow's criticism. she was very ambitious to try her fate with the academy, and when he offered so generously to help her again, as if she had not refused him once so rudely, she could not deny him. she found herself once more in charmian's studio, and it all began to go on the same as if it had never stopped. it seemed like a dream, sometimes, when she thought about it, and it did not seem like a very wise dream. cornelia now wished, above all things, to have a little bit of sense, as she phrased it in her thoughts; and she was aware that the present position of affairs might look rather crazy to some people. the best excuse for it was that it would have looked crazier yet if she had refused such an opportunity simply because of the circumstances. she began to be a little vague about the circumstances, and whether they were queer because she had fancied a likeness of herself in mr. ludlow's picture of charmian, or because she had afterwards made a fool of herself so irreparably as to be unworthy mr. ludlow's kindness. if it was merely kindness, and she was the object of charity, it was all right; she could accept it on those terms. she even tempted him to patronize her, but when he ventured upon something elderly and paternal in his monitions, she resented it so fiercely that she was astonished and ashamed. there was an inconsistency in it all that was perplexing, but not so perplexing as to spoil the pleasure of it. there were not sittings every day, now; ludlow came once or twice a week, and criticised her work; sometimes he struck off a sketch himself, in illustration of a point, and these sketches were now so unlike cornelia, and so wholly like charmian, that when he left them for her guidance, she studied them with a remote ache in her heart. "never mind," charmian consoled her once, "he just does it on purpose." "does what?" cornelia demanded awfully. "oh, nothing!" one of the sketches he fancied so much that he began to carry it forward. he worked at it whenever he came, and under his hand it grew an idealized charmian, in which her fantastic quality expressed itself as high imagination, and her formless generosity as a wise and noble magnanimity. she made fun of it when they were alone, but cornelia could see that she was secretly proud of having inspired it, and that she did not really care for the constant portrait which cornelia had been faithfully finishing up, while ludlow changed and experimented, though charmian praised her to his disadvantage. one day he said he had carried his picture as far as he could, and he should let it go at that. it seemed an end of their pleasant days together; the two girls agreed that now there could be no further excuse for their keeping on, and cornelia wondered how she could let him know that she understood. that evening he came to call on her at mrs. montgomery's, and before he sat down he began to say: "i want to ask your advice, miss saunders, about what i shall do with my sketch of miss maybough." cornelia blenched, for no reason that she could think of; she could not gasp out the "yes" that she tried to utter. "you see," he went on, "i know that i've disappointed mrs. maybough, and i'd like to make her some sort of reparation, but i can't offer her the sketch instead of the portrait; if she liked it she would want to pay for it, and i can't take money for it. so i've thought of giving the sketch to miss maybough." he looked at cornelia, now, for the advice he had asked, but she did not speak, and he had to say: "but i don't know whether she likes it or not. do you know whether she does? has she ever spoken of it to you? of course she's said civil things to me about it. i beg your pardon! i suppose you don't care to tell, and i had no right to inquire." "oh, yes; yes." "well?" "i know she likes it; she must." "but she hasn't said so?" "not--exactly." "then what makes you think she does?" "i don't know. any one would. it's very beautiful." cornelia spoke very dryly, very coldly. "but is it a likeness? is it she? her character? what do _you_ think of it yourself?" "i don't know as i can say----" "ah, i see you don't like it!" said ludlow, with an air of disappointment. "and yet i aimed at pleasing you in it." "at pleasing _me_?" she murmured thickly back. "yes, you. i tried to see her as you do; to do her justice, and if it is overdone, or flattered, or idealized, it is because i've been working toward your notion----" "oh!" said cornelia, and then, to the great amazement of herself as well as ludlow, she began to laugh, and she laughed on, with her face in her handkerchief. when she took her handkerchief down, her eyes looked strange, but she asked, with a sort of radiance, "and did you think i thought charmian was really like that?" "why, i didn't know---- you've been very severe with me when i've suggested she wasn't. at first, when i wanted to do her as humbug, you wouldn't stand it, and now, when i've done her as mystery, you laugh." cornelia pressed her handkerchief to her shining eyes, and laughed a little more. "that is because she isn't either. can't you understand?" "i could understand her being both, i think. don't you think she's a little of both?" "i told you," said cornelia gravely, "that i didn't like to talk charmian over." "that was a good while ago. i didn't know but you might, by this time." "why?" she asked. "am i so changeable?" "no; you're the one constant and steadfast creature in a world of variableness. i didn't really expect that. i know that i can always find you where i left you. you are the same as when i first saw you." it seemed to cornelia that she had been asking him to praise her, and she was not going to have that. "do you mean that i behave as badly as i did in the fair house? no wonder you treat me like a child." this was not at all what she meant to say, however, and was worse than what she had said before. "no," he answered seriously. "i meant that you are not capricious, and i hate caprice. but do i treat you like a child?" "sometimes," said cornelia, looking down and feeling silly. "i am very sorry. i wish you would tell me how." she had not expected this pursuit, and she flashed back, "you are doing it now! you wouldn't say that to--to--any one else." ludlow paused thoughtfully. then he said, "i seem to treat myself like a child when i am with you. perhaps that's what displeases you. well, i can't help that. it is because you are so true that i can't keep up the conventions with you." they were both silent; cornelia was trying to think what she should say, and he added, irrelevantly, "if you don't like that sketch of her, i won't give it to her." "i? what have i to do with it?" she did not know what they were talking about, or to what end. "yes, you must give it to her. i know she wants it. and i know how kind you are, and good. i didn't mean--i didn't wish to blame you--i don't know why i'm making such a _perfect_ fool of myself." she had let him have her hand somehow, and he was keeping it; but they had both risen. "may i stay a moment?" he entreated. no one thing now seemed more inconsequent than another, and cornelia answered, with a catching of her breath, but as if it quite followed, "why, certainly," and they both sat down again. "there is something i wish to tell--to speak of," he began. "i think it's what you mean. in my picture of miss maybough----" "i didn't mean that at all. that doesn't make any difference to me," she broke incoherently in upon him. "i didn't care for it. you can do what you please with it." he looked at her in a daze while she spoke. "oh," he said, "i am very stupid. i didn't mean this sketch of mine; i don't care for that, now. i meant that other picture of her--the last one--the one i painted out before i gave up painting her---- did you see that it was like you?" cornelia felt that he was taking an advantage of her, and she lifted her eyes indignantly. "mr. ludlow!" "ah! don't think _that_," he pleaded, and she knew that he meant her unexpressed sense of unfairness in him. "i know you saw it; and the likeness was there because--i wanted to tell you long ago, but i couldn't, because when we met afterwards i was afraid that i was mistaken, in what i thought--hoped. i had no right to know anything till i was sure of myself; but--the picture was like you because you were all the time in my thoughts, and nothing and no one but you. cornelia----" she rose up crazily, and looked toward the door, as if she were going to run out of the room. "what is it?" he implored. "you know i love you." "let me go!" she panted. "if you tell me you don't care for me----" "i don't! i don't care for you, and--let me go!" he stood flushed and scared before her. "i--i am sorry. i didn't mean--i hoped---- but it is all right---- i mean you are right, and i am wrong. i am very wrong." xxxi. ludlow stood aside and cornelia escaped. when she reached her own room, she had a sense of her failure to take formal leave of him, and she mechanically blamed herself for that before she blamed herself for anything else. at first he was altogether to blame, and she heaped the thought of him with wild reproach and injury; if she had behaved like a fool, it was because she was trapped into it, and could not help it; she had to do so. she recalled distinctly, amidst the turmoil, how she had always kept in mind that a girl who had once let a man, like that dreadful little wretch, whose name she could not take into her consciousness, suppose that she could care for him, could not let a man like ludlow care for her. if she did, she was wicked, and she knew she had not done it for she had been on her guard against it. the reasoning was perfect, and if he had spoiled everything now, he had himself to thank for it; and she did not pity him. still she wished she had not run out of the room; she wished she had behaved with more dignity, and not been rude; he could laugh at her for that; it was like her behavior with him from the very beginning; there was something in him that always made her behave badly with him, like a petulant child. he would be glad to forget her; he would believe, now, that she was not good enough for him; and he might laugh; but at least he could not say that she had ever done or said the least thing to let him suppose that she cared for him. if she had, she should not forgive herself, and she should pity him as much as she blamed him now. there was nothing in her whole conduct that would have warranted her in supposing such a thing, if she were a man. cornelia had this comfort, and she clung to it, till it flashed through her that not being a man, she could not imagine what the things were that could let a man suppose it. she had never thought of that before, and it dazed her. perhaps he had seen all along that she did care for him, that he had known it in some way unknown and forever unknowable to her; the way a man knows; and all her disguises had availed nothing against him. then, if he had known, he had acted very deceitfully and very wrongfully, and nothing could excuse him unless there had been other signs that a girl would recognize, too. that would excuse him, it would justify him, and she tried to see the affair with another woman's eyes. she tried to see it with charmian's eves, but she knew they were filled with a romantic iridescence that danced before them and wrapt it in a rainbow mist. then she tried mrs. westley's eyes, which she knew were friendly to both ludlow and herself, and she told her everything in her impassioned revery: all about that little wretch; all about the first portrait of charmian and the likeness they had seen in it; all about what had happened since ludlow began to criticise her work again. in the mere preparation for this review she found another's agency insufferable; she abandoned herself wildly to a vision which burned itself upon her in mass and detail, under a light that searched motive and conduct alike, and left her no refuge from the truth. then she perceived, how at every moment since they began those last lessons at charmain's he must have believed she cared for him and wished him to care for her. if she had not seen it too, it was because she was stupid, and she was to blame all the same. she was blind to what he saw in her, and she had thought because she was hidden from herself that she was hidden from him. it was not a question now of whether she cared for him, or not; that was past all question; but whether she had not led him on to think she did, and she owned that down to the last moment before he had spoken, wittingly or unwittingly she had coaxed him to praise her, to console her, lo make love to her. she was rightly punished, and she was ready to suffer, but she could not let him suffer the shame of thinking himself wrong. that was mean, that was cowardly, and whatever she was, cornelia was not base, and not afraid. she would have been willing to follow him into the night, to go to his door, and knock at it, and when he came, flash out at him, "i did love you, i do love you," and then run, she did not know where, but somewhere out of the world. but he might not be there, or some one else might come to the door; the crude, material difficulties denied her the fierce joy of this exploit, but she could not rest (she should never really rest again) till she had done the nearest thing to it that she could. she looked at the little busy-bee clock ticking away on her bureau and saw that it was half-past eleven o'clock, and that there was no time to lose, and she sat down and wrote: "i did care for you. but i can never see you again. i cannot tell you the reason." she drew a deep breath when the thing was done, and hurried the scrap unsigned into an envelope and addressed it to ludlow. she was in a frenzy till she could get it out of her hands and into the postal-box beyond recall. she pulled a shawl over her head and flew down stairs and out of the door into the street toward the postal-box on the corner. but before she reached it she thought of a special-delivery stamp, which should carry the letter to ludlow the first thing in the morning, and she pushed on to the druggist's at the corner beyond to get it. she was aware of the man staring at her, as if she had asked for arsenic; and she supposed she must have looked strange. this did not come into her mind till she found herself again at mrs. montgomery's door, where she stood in a panic ecstasy at having got rid of the letter, which the special stamp seemed to make still more irrevocable, and tried to fit her night-latch into the lock. the cat, which had been shut out, crept up from the area, and rubbed with a soft insinuation against her skirt. she gave a little shriek of terror, and the door was suddenly pulled open from within. she threw back her shawl from her head, and under the low-burning gas-light held aloft by the spelter statuette in the newel post, she confronted mr. dickerson. he had his hat on, and had the air of just having let himself in; his gripsack stood at his feet. "why, nelie! miss saunders! is that you? why, where in the world---- well, this _is_ something like 'willy, we have missed you'; i've just come. what was the matter out there? somebody trying to scare you? well, there's nothing to be afraid of now, anyway. how you do pant! but it becomes you. yes, it does! you look now just like i've seen you all the time i've been gone! you didn't answer any of my letters; i don't know as i could have expected any different. but i did hope---- nelie, it's no use! i've got to speak out, and it's now or never; maybe there won't be another chance. look here, my girl! i _want_ you--i love you, nie! and i always d----" he had got her hand, and he was drawing her toward him. she struggled to free herself, but he pulled her closer. her heart swelled with a fury of grief for all she had suffered and lost through him. she thought of what her mother had said she ought to do if he ever spoke to her again; there came without her agency, almost, three swift, sharp, electrical blows from the hand she had freed; she saw him reeling backward with his hand at his face, and then she was standing in her own room, looking at her ghost in the glass. now, if mr. ludlow knew, he would surely despise her, and she wished she were dead indeed: not so much because she had boxed dickerson's ears as because she had done what obliged her to do it. xxxii. it is hard for the young to understand that the world which seems to stop with their disaster is going on with smooth indifference, and that a little time will carry them so far from any fateful event that when they gather courage to face it they will find it curiously shrunken in the perspective. nothing really stops the world but death, and that only for the dead. if we live, we must move on, we must change, we must outwear every motion, however poignant or deep. cornelia's shame failed to kill her; she woke the next morning with a self-loathing that seemed even greater than that of the night before, but it was actually less; and it yielded to the strong will which she brought to bear upon herself. she went to her work at the synthesis as if nothing had happened, and she kept at it with a hard, mechanical faithfulness which she found the more possible, perhaps, because charmian was not there, for some reason, and she had not her sympathy as well as her own weakness to manage. she surprised herself with the results of her pitiless industry, and realized for the first time the mysterious duality of being, in the power of the brain and the hand to toil while the heart aches. she was glad, she kept assuring herself, that she had put an end to all hope from ludlow; she rejoiced bitterly that now, however she had disgraced herself in her violent behavior, she had at least disgraced no one else. no one else could suffer through any claim upon her, or kindness for her, or had any right to feel ashamed of her or injured by her. but cornelia was at the same time puzzled and perplexed with herself, and dismayed with the slightness of her hold upon impulses of hers which she thought she had overcome and bound forever. she made the discovery, which she was yet far too young to formulate, that she had a temperament to deal with that could at any time shake to ruins the character she had so carefully built upon it, and had so wholly mistaken for herself. in the midst of this dismay she made another discovery, and this was that perhaps even her temperament was not what she had believed it, but was still largely unknown to her. she had always known that she was quick and passionate, but she certainly had not supposed that she was capable of the meanness of wondering whether mr. ludlow would take her note as less final than she had meant it, and would perhaps seek some explanation of it. no girl that she ever heard or read of, had ever fallen quite so low as to hope that; but was not she hoping just that? perhaps she had even written those words with the tacit intention of calling him back! but this conjecture was the mere play of a morbid fancy, and weak as she was, cornelia had the strength to forbid it and deny it. at the end of the afternoon, she pretended that she ought to go and see what had happened to charmian, and on the way, she had time to recognize her own hypocrisy, and to resolve that she would do penance for it by coming straight at the true reason of her errand. she was sent to charmian in her studio, and she scarcely gave her a chance to explain that she had staid at home on account of a cold, and had written a note for cornelia to come to dinner with her, which she would find when she got back. cornelia said, "i want to tell you something, charmian, and i want you to tell me what you really think--whether i've done right, or not." charmian's eyes lightened. "wait a moment!" she got a piece of the lightwood, and put it on the fire which she had kindled on the hearth to keep the spring chill off, and went and turned ludlow's sketch of herself to the wall. "i know it's about him." then she came and crouched on the tiger-skin at cornelia's feet, and clasped her hands around her knees, and fixed her averted face on the blazing pine. "now go on," she said, as if she had arranged the pose to her perfect satisfaction. cornelia went on. "it's about him, and it's about some one else, too," and she had no pity on herself in telling charmian all about that early, shabby affair with dickerson. "i knew it," said charmian, with a sigh of utter content, "i _told_ you, the first time i saw you, that _you_ had lived. well: and has he--turned up?" "he has turned up--three times," said cornelia. charmian shivered with enjoyment of the romantic situation. she reached a hand behind her and tried to clutch one of cornelia's but had to get on without it. "and well: have they met?" "no, they haven't," said cornelia crossly, but not so much with charmian as with the necessity she was now in of telling her about her last meeting with ludlow. she began, "they almost did," and when charmian in the intensity of her interest could not keep turning around to stare at her, cornelia took hold of her head and turned her face toward the fire again. then she went on to tell how it had all happened. she did not spare herself at any point, and she ended the story with the expression of her belief that she had deserved it all. "it wasn't boxing that little wretch's ears that was the disgrace; it was having brought myself to where i _had_ to box them." "yes, that was it," sighed charmian, with deep conviction. "and i had to tell _him_ that i could never care for him, because i couldn't bear to tell him what a fool i had been." "no, no; you never could do that!" "and i couldn't bear to have him think i was better than i really was, or let him care for me unless i told him all about that miserable old affair." "no, _you_ couldn't, cornelia," said charmian solemnly. "_some_ girls might; _most_ girls _would_. they would just consider it a flirtation, and not say anything about it, or not till after they were engaged, and then just laugh. but you are different from other girls--you are so _true_! yes, you would have to tell it if it killed you; i can see that; and you couldn't tell it, and you had to break his heart. yes, you _had_ to!" "oh, charmian maybough! how cruel you are!" cornelia flung herself forward and cried; charmian whirled round, and kneeling before her, threw her arms around her, in a pose of which she felt the perfection, and kissed her tenderly. "why didn't you let me see how you were looking? how i have gone on----" cornelia pulled herself loose. "charmian! do you _dare_ to mean that i want him to ever speak to me again--or look at me?" "no, no----" "or that i'm sorry i did it?" "no; it's this cold that's making me so stupid." "if he were to come back again this instant, i should have to tell him just the same, or else tell him about that--that--and you know i couldn't do that if i lived a thousand years." now she melted, indeed, and suffered charmian to moan over her, and fortify her with all the reasons she had urged herself in various forms of repetition. charmain showed her again how impossible everything that she had thought impossible was, and convinced her of every conviction. she made cornelia's tragedy her romance, and solemnly exulted in its fatality, while she lifted her in her struggle of conscience to a height from which for the present at least, cornelia could not have descended without a ruinous loss of self-respect. in the renunciation in which the worshipper confirmed her saint, ludlow and his rights and feelings were ignored, and cornelia herself was offered nothing more substantial than the prospect that henceforth she and charmian could live for each other in a union that should be all principle on one side and all adoration on the other. xxxiii. cornelia did not go to pass that week in lent with mrs. westley. when she went, rather tardily, to withdraw her promise, she said that the time was now growing so short she must give every moment to the synthesis. mrs. westley tacitly arranged to cancel some little plans she had made for her, and in the pity a certain harassed air of the girl's moved in her, she accepted her excuses as valid, and said, "but i am afraid you are overworking at the synthesis, miss saunders. are you feeling quite well?" "oh, perfectly," cornelia answered with a false buoyancy from which she visibly fell. she looked down, and said, "i wish the work was twice as hard!" "ah, you have come to that very soon," said mrs. westley; and then they were both silent, till she added, "how are you getting on with your picture of miss maybough?" "oh, i'm not doing anything with that," said cornelia, and she stood up to go. "but you are going to exhibit it?" mrs. westley persisted. "no, t don't know as i am. i should have to offer it first." "it would be sure to be accepted; mr. ludlow thinks it would." "oh, yes; i know," said cornelia, feeling herself get very red. "but i guess i won't offer it. goodbye." mrs. westley kept the impression of something much more personal than artistic in cornelia's reference to her picture, and when she met ludlow a few days after, she asked him if he knew that miss saunders was not going to offer her picture to the exhibition. he said simply that he did not know it. "don't you think she ought? i don't think she's looking very well, of late; do you?" "i don't know; isn't she? i haven't seen her----" he began carelessly; he added anxiously. "when did you see her?" "a few days ago. she came to say she could not take the time from the synthesis to pay me that little visit. i'm afraid she's working too hard. of course, she's very ambitious; but i can't understand her not wanting to show her picture, there, and trying to sell it." ludlow stooped forward and pulled the long ears of mrs. westley's fashionable dog which lay on the rug at his feet. "have you any idea why she's changed her mind?" "yes," said ludlow. "i think it's because i helped her with it." "is she so independent? or perhaps i am not quite discreet----" "why not? you say she didn't look well?" "she looked--worried." he asked, as if it immediately followed, "mrs. westley, should you mind giving me a little advice about a matter--a very serious matter?" "if you won't follow it." "do we ever?" "well?" "how much use can a man be to a girl when he knows that he can't be of the greatest?" "none, if he is sure." "he is perfectly sure." "he had better let her alone, then. he had better not try." "i am going to try. but i thank you for your advice more than if i were going to take it." they parted laughing; and mrs. westley was contented to be left with the mystery which she believed was no mystery to her. ludlow went home and wrote to cornelia: "dear miss saunders: i hear you are not going to try to get your picture into the exhibition. i will not pretend not to understand why, and you would not wish me to; so i feel free to say that you are making a mistake. you ought to offer your picture; i think it would be accepted, and you have no right to forego the chance it would give you, for the only reason you can have. i know that mr. wetmore would be glad to advise you about it; and i am sure you will believe that i have not asked him to do so. "yours sincerely, "w. ludlow." cornelia turned this letter in many lights, and tried to take it in many ways; but in the end she could only take it in the right way, and she wrote back: "dear mr. ludlow: i thank you very much for your letter, and i am going to do what you say. yours sincerely, "cornelia saunders. "p. s. i do appreciate your kindness very much." she added this postscript after trying many times to write a reply that would seem less blunt and dry; but she could not write anything at all between a letter that she felt was gushing and this note which certainly could not be called so; she thought the postscript did not help it much, but she let it go. as soon as she had done so, it seemed to her that she had no reason for having done so, and she did not see how she could justify it to charmian, whom she had told that she should not offer her picture. she would have to say that she had changed her mind simply because mr. ludlow had bidden her, and she tried to think how she could make that appear sufficient. but charmian was entirely satisfied. "oh, yes," she said, "that was the least you could do, when he asked you. you certainly owed him _that_ much. _now_," she added mystically, "he never can say a _thing_." they were in charmian's studio, where cornelia's sketch of her had been ever since she left working on it; and charmian ran and got it, and set it where they could both see it in the light of the new event. it's magnificent, cornelia. there's no other word for it. did you know he was going to give me his?" "yes, he told me he was going to," said cornelia, looking at her sketch, with a dreamy suffusion of happiness in her face. "it's glorious, but it doesn't come within a million miles of yours. mr. wetmore isn't on the committee, this year, but he knows them all, and----" cornelia turned upon her. "charmian maybough, if you breathe, if you _dream_ a word to him about it i will never speak to you. if my picture can't get into the exhibition without the help of friends----" "oh, _i_ shan't speak to him about it," charmian hastened to assure her. in pursuance of her promise, she only spoke to mrs. wetmore, and at the right time wetmore used his influence with the committee. then, for the reason, or the no reason that governs such matters, or because cornelia's picture was no better than too many others that were accepted, it was refused. xxxiv. the blow was not softened to cornelia by her having prophesied to charmian as well as to herself, that she knew her picture would be refused. now she was aware that at the bottom of her heart she had always hoped and believed it would be accepted. she had kept it all from her mother, but she had her fond, proud visions of how her mother would look when she got her letter saying that she had a picture in the exhibition, and how she would throw on her sacque and bonnet, and run up to mrs. burton for an explanation and full sense of the honor. in these fancies cornelia even had them come to new york, to see her picture in position; it was not on the line, of course, and yet it was not skyed. her pride was not involved, and she suffered no sting of wounded vanity from its rejection: her hurt was in a tenderer place. she would not have cared how many people knew of her failure, if her mother and mrs. burton need not have known; but she wrote faithfully home of it, and tried to make neither much nor little of it. she forbade charmian the indignation which she would have liked to vent, but she let her cry over the event with her. no one else knew that it had actually happened except wetmore and ludlow; she was angry with them at first for encouraging her to offer the picture, but wetmore came and was so mystified and humbled by its refusal, that she forgave him and even comforted him for his part in the affair. "she acted like a little man about it," he reported to ludlow. "she'll do. when a girl can take a blow like that the way she does, she makes you wish that more fellows were girls. when i had my first picture refused, it laid me up. but i'm not going to let this thing rest. i'm going to see if that picture can't be got into the american artists'." "better not," said ludlow so vaguely that wetmore thought he must mean something. "why?" "oh--i don't believe she'd like it." "what makes you think so? have you seen her?" "no----" "you haven't? well, ludlow, _i_ didn't lose any time. perhaps you think there was no one else to blame for the mortification of that poor child." "no, i don't. i am to blame, too. i encouraged her to try--i urged her." "then i should think you would go and tell her so." "ah, i think she knows it. if i told her anything, i should tell her no one was to blame but myself." "well, that wouldn't be a bad idea." wetmore lighted his pipe. "confound those fellows! i should like to knock their heads together. if there is anything like the self-righteousness of a committee when it's wrong---but there isn't, fortunately." it was not the first time that ludlow had faltered in the notion of going to cornelia and claiming to be wholly at fault. in thought he was always doing it, and there were times when he almost did it in reality, but he let these times pass effectless, hoping for some better time when the thing would do itself, waiting for the miracle which love expects, when it is itself the miracle that brings all its desires to fulfilment. he certainly had some excuses for preferring a passive part in what he would have been so glad to have happen. cornelia had confessed that she had once cared for him, but at the same time she had implied that she cared for him no longer, and she had practically forbidden him to see her again. much study of her words could make nothing else of them, and it was not until ludlow saw his way to going impersonally in his quality of mistaken adviser, from whom explanation and atonement were due, that he went to cornelia. even then he did not quite believe that she would see him, and he gladly lost the bet he made himself, at the sound of a descending step on the stairs, that it was the irish girl coming back to say that miss saunders was not at home. they met very awkwardly, and ludlow had such an official tone in claiming responsibility for having got cornelia to offer her picture, and so have it rejected, that he hardly knew who was talking. "that is all," he said, stiffly; and he rose and stood looking into his hat. "it seemed to me that i couldn't do less than come and say this, and i hope you don't feel that i'm--i'm unwarranted in coming." "oh, no," cried cornelia, "it's very kind of you, and no one's to blame but me. i don't suppose i should care; only"--she bit her lips hard, and added deep in her throat--"i hated to have my mother---- but i am rightfully punished." she meant for the dickerson business, but ludlow thought she meant for her presumption, and his heart smote him in tender indignation as her head sank and her face averted itself. it touched him keenly that she should speak to him in that way of her mother, as if from an instinctive sense of his loving and faithful sympathy; and then, somehow he had her in his arms, there in mrs. montgomery's dim parlor; he noted, as in a dream, that his hat had fallen and was rolling half the length of it. "oh, wait!" cried the girl. "what are you doing---- you don't know. there is something i must tell you--that will make you hate me----" she struggled to begin somehow, but she did not know where. "no," he said. "you needn't tell me anything. there isn't anything in the world that could change me to you--nothing that you could tell me! sometime, if you must--if you wish; but not now. i've been too miserable, and now i'm so happy." "but it's very foolish, it's silly! i tell you----" "not now, not now!" he insisted. he made her cry, he made her laugh; but he would not listen to her. she knew it was all wrong, that it was romantic and fantastic, and she was afraid of it; but she was so happy too, that she could not will it for the moment to be otherwise. she put off the time that must come, or let him put it off for her, and gladly lost herself in the bliss of the present. the fear, growing more and more vague and formless, haunted her rapture, but even this ceased before they parted, and left her at perfect peace in his love--their love. he told her how much she could be to him, how she could supplement him in every way where he was faltering and deficient, and he poured out his heart in praises of her that made her brain reel. they talked of a thousand things, touching them, and leaving them, and coming back, but always keeping within the circle of their relation to themselves. they flattered one another with the tireless and credulous egotism of love; they tried to tell what they had thought of each other from the first moment they met, and tried to make out that they neither had ever since had a thought that was not the other's; they believed this. the commonplaces of the passion ever since it began to refine itself from the earliest savage impulse, seemed to have occurred to them for the first time in the history of the race; they accused themselves each of not being worthy of the other; they desired to be very good, and to live for the highest things. they began this life by spending the whole afternoon together. when some other people came into the parlor, they went out to walk. they walked so long and far, that they came at last to the park without meaning to, and sat on a bench by a rock. other people were doing the same: nurses with baby-carriages before them; men smoking and reading; elderly husbands with their elderly wives beside them, whom they scarcely spoke to; it must have been a very common, idle thing, but to them it had the importance, the distinction of something signal, done for the first time. they staid there till it was almost dark, and then they went and had tea together in the restaurant of one of the vast hotels at the entrance of the park. it was a very philistine place, with rich-looking, dull-looking people, travellers and sojourners, dining about in its spacious splendor; but they got a table in a corner and were as much alone there as in the park; their happiness seemed to push the world away from them wherever they were, and to leave them free within a wide circle of their own. she poured the tea for them both from the pot which the waiter set at her side; he looked on in joyful wonder and content. "how natural it all is," he sighed. "i should think you had always been doing that for me. but i suppose it is only from the beginning of time!" she let him talk the most, because she was too glad to speak, and because they had both the same thoughts, and it did not need two to utter them. now and then, he made her speak; he made her answer some question; but it was like some question that she had asked herself. from time to time they spoke of others besides themselves; of her mother and the burtons, of charmian, of mrs. westley, of wetmore; but it was in relation to themselves; without this relation, nothing had any meaning. when they parted after an evening prolonged till midnight in mrs. montgomery's parlor, that which had been quiescent in cornelia's soul, stirred again, and she knew that she was wrong to let ludlow go without telling him of dickerson. it was the folly of that agreement of theirs about painting charmian repeating itself in slightly different terms, and with vastly deeper meaning, but to a like end of passive deceit, of tacit untruth; his wish did not change it. she thought afterwards she could not have let him go without telling him, if she had not believed somehow that the parallel would complete itself, and that he would come back, as he had done before, and help her undo what was false between them; but perhaps this was not so; perhaps if she had been sure he would not come back she would not have spoken; at any rate he did not come back. xxxv. cornelia was left to no better counsels than those of charmian maybough, and these were disabled from what they might have been at their best, by cornelia's failure to be frank with her. if she was wronging charmian by making her a half-confidant only, she could not be more open with her than with ludlow, and she must let her think that she had told him everything until she had told him everything. she did honestly try to do so, from time to time; she tried to lead him on to ask her what it was he had kept her from telling him in that first moment of their newly confessed love, when it would have been easier than it could ever be again. she reproached him in her heart for having prevented her then; it seemed as if he must know that she was longing for his help to be frank; but she never could make that cry for his help pass her lips where it trembled when she ought to have felt safest with him. she began to be afraid of him, and he began to be aware of her fear. he went home after parting with her that first night of their engagement too glad of all that was, to feel any lack in it; but the first thought in his mind when he woke the next morning was not that perfect joy which the last before he fell asleep had been. his discomfort was a formless emotion at first, and it was a moment before it took shape in the mistake he had made, in forbidding cornelia to tell him what she had kept from him, merely because he knew that she wished to keep it. he ought to have been strong enough for both, and he had joined his weakness to hers from a fantastic impulse of generosity. now he perceived that the truth, slighted and postponed, must right itself at the cost of the love which it should have been part of. he began to be tormented with a curiosity to know what he could not ask, or let her suspect that he even wished to know. whether he was with her or away from her, he always had that in his mind, and in the small nether ache, inappeasable and incessant, he paid the penalty of his romantic folly. he had to bear it and to hide it. yet they both seemed flawlessly happy to others, and in a sort they seemed so to themselves. they waited for the chance that should make them really so. cornelia kept on at her work, all the more devotedly because she was now going home so soon and because she knew herself divided from it by an interest which made art seem slight and poor, when she felt secure in her happiness, and made it seem nothing when her heart misgave her. she never could devolve upon that if love failed her; art could only be a part of her love henceforward. she could go home and help her mother with her work till she died, if love failed her, but she could never draw another line. there was going to be an exhibition of synthesis work at the close of the synthesis year, and there was to be a masquerade dance in the presence of the pictures. charmian was the heart and soul of the masquerade, and she pushed its claims to the disadvantage of the exhibition. some of the young ladies who thought that art should have the first place, went about saying that she was for the dance because she could waltz and mask better than she could draw, and would rather exhibit herself than her work, but it was a shame that she should make miss saunders work for her the way she did, because miss saunders, though she was so overrated, was really learning something, thanks to the synthesis atmosphere; and charmian maybough would never learn anything. it was all very well for her to pretend that she scorned to send anything to a school exhibition, but she was at least not such a simpleton as to risk offering anything, for it would not be accepted. that, they said, was the real secret of her devotion to the masquerade and of her theory that the spirit of the synthesis could be expressed as well in making that beautiful, as in the exhibition. charmian had cornelia come and stay with her the whole week before the great event, and she spent it in a tumult of joyful excitement divided between the tremendous interests of ludlow's coming every night to see cornelia, and of having them both advise with her about her costume. ludlow was invited to the dance, and he was to be there so as to drive home with her and cornelia. in the mean time charmian's harshest critics were not going to be outdone, if they could help it, in any way; they not only contributed to the exhibition, but four or five days beforehand they began to stay away from the synthesis, and get up their costumes for the masquerade. everything was to be very simple, and you could come in costume or not, as you pleased, but the consensus was that people were coming in costume, and you would not want to look odd. the hall for the dancing was created by taking down the board partitions that separated three of the class-rooms; and hanging the walls with cheese-cloth to hide the old stains and paint-marks, and with pictures by the instructors. there was a piano for the music, and around the wall rough benches were put, with rugs over them to save the ladies' dresses. the effect was very pretty, with palettes on nails, high up, and tall flowers in vases on brackets, and a life-study in plaster by one of the girls, in a corner of the room. it all had the charm of tasteful design yielding here and there to happy caprice; this mingling of the ordered and the bizarre, expressed the spirit, at once free and submissive, of the place. there had been a great deal of trouble which at times seemed out of all keeping with the end to be gained, but when it was all over, the trouble seemed nothing. the exhibition was the best the synthesis had ever made, and those who had been left out of it were not the least of those in the masquerade; they were by no means the worst dressed, or when they unmasked, the plainest, and charmian's favorite maxim that art was all one, was verified in the costumes of several girls who could not draw any better than she could. if they were not on the walls in one way neither were they in another. after they had wandered heart-sick through the different rooms, and found their sketches nowhere, they had their compensation when the dancing began. the floor was filled early, and the scene gathered gayety and brilliancy. it had the charm that the taste of the school could give in the artistic effects, and its spirit of generous comradery found play in the praises they gave each other's costumes, and each other's looks when they were not in costume. it was a question whether cornelia who came as herself, was lovelier than charmian, who was easily recognizable as cleopatra, with ophidian accessories in her dress that suggested at once the serpent of old nile, and a moqui snake-dancer. cornelia looked more beautiful than ever; her engagement with ludlow had come out and she moved in the halo of poetic interest which betrothal gives a girl with all other girls; it was thought an inspiration that she should not have come in costume, but in her own character. ludlow's fitness to carry off such a prize was disputed; he was one of the heroes of the synthesis, and much was conceded to him because he had more than once replaced the instructor in still-life there. but there remained a misgiving with some whether cornelia was right in giving up her art for him; whether she were not recreant to the synthesis in doing that; the doubt, freshly raised by her beauty, was not appeased till charmian met it with the assertion that cornelia was not going to give up her art at all, but after her marriage was coming back to study and paint with ludlow. charmian bore her honors graciously, both as the friend of the new fiancée, and as the most successful mask of the evening. in her pride and joy, she set the example of looking out for girls who were not having a good time, and helping them to have one with the men of her own too constant following, and with those who stood about, wanting the wish or the courage to attach themselves to any one. in the excitement she did not miss cornelia, or notice whether ludlow had come yet. when she did think of her it was to fancy that she was off somewhere with him, and did not want to be looked up. before the high moment when one of the instructors appeared, and chose a partner fur the virginia reel, charmian had fused all the faltering and reluctant temperaments in the warmth of her amiability. nobody ever denied her good nature, in fact, whatever else they denied her, and there were none who begrudged her its reward at last. she was last on the floor, when the orchestra, having played as long as it had bargained to, refused to play any longer, and the dance came to an end. she then realized that it was after twelve, and she remembered cornelia. she rushed down into the dressing-room, and found her sitting there alone, bonneted and wrapped for the street. there was something suddenly strange and fateful about it all to charmian. "cornelia!" she entreated. "what is the matter? what has become of mr. ludlow? hasn't he been here to-night?" cornelia shook her head, and made a hoarse murmur in her throat, as if she wished to speak and could not. there seemed to be some sort of weight upon her, so that she could not rise, but charmian swiftly made her own changes of toilet necessary for the street, and got cornelia out of doors and into her coupé which was waiting for them, before the others descended from the dancing-room, where the men staid to help the janitor put out the lights. as the carriage whirled them away, they could hear the gay cries and laughter of the first of the revellers who came out into the night after them. xxxvi. the solemn man-servant, who was now also sleepy, but who saved the respect due the young ladies by putting his hand over a yawn when he let them in, brought cornelia a letter which he seemed to have been keeping on his professional salver. "a letter for you, miss. it came about an hour after you went out. the messenger said he wasn't to wait for an answer, and mrs. maybough thought she needn't send it to you at the synthesis. she wanted me to tell you, miss." "oh, it is all right, thank you," said cornelia, with a tremor which she could not repress at the sight of ludlow's handwriting. charmian put her arm round her. "come into the studio, dear. you can answer it there, if you want to, at once." "well," said cornelia, passively. charmian found her sitting with the letter in her lap, as if she had not moved from her posture while she had been away exchanging her ptolemaic travesty for the ease of a long silken morning gown of nile green. she came back buttoning it at her throat, when she gave a start of high tragic satisfaction at something stonily rigid in cornelia's attitude, but she kept to herself both her satisfaction and the poignant sympathy she felt at the same time, and sank noiselessly into a chair by the fireless hearth. after a moment cornelia stirred and asked, "do you want to see it, charmian?" "do you want me to?" charmian asked back, with her heart in her throat, lest the question should make cornelia change her mind. there were two lines from ludlow, unsigned: "i have received the enclosed letter, which i think you should see before i see you again." his note enclosed a letter from dickerson to ludlow, which ran: "although you are a stranger to me, i feel an old friend's interest in your engagement to miss cornelia saunders, of which i have just been informed. i can fully endorse your good taste. was once engaged to the young lady myself some years since, and have been in correspondence with her up to a very recent date. would call and offer my well wishes in person, but am unexpectedly called away on business. presume miss saunders has told you of our little affair, so will not enlarge upon the facts. please give her my best regards and congratulations. "yours respect'ly, "j. b. dickerson." charmian let the papers fall to her lap, and looked at cornelia who stared blankly, helplessly back at her. "what a hateful, spiteful little cad!" she began, and she enlarged at length upon mr. dickerson's character and behavior. she arrested herself in this pleasure, and said, "but i don't understand why mr. ludlow should have staid away this evening on account of his letter, or why he should have sent it to you, if he knew about it already. it seems to me----" "he didn't know about it," said cornelia. "i haven't told him yet." "why, cornelia!" the reproachful superiority in charmian's tone was bitter to cornelia, but she did not even attempt to resent it. she said meekly, "i did try to tell him. i wanted to tell him the very first thing, but he wouldn't let me, then; and then--i couldn't." charmian's superiority melted into sympathy: "of course," she said. "and now, i never can tell him," cornelia desperately concluded. "never!" charmian assented. the gleam of common-sense which had visited her for an instant, was lost in the lime-light of romance, which her fancy cast upon the situation. "and what are you going to do?" she asked, enraptured by its hopeless gloom. "nothing. what can i do?" "no. you can do nothing." she started, as with a sudden inspiration. "why, look here, cornelia! why wouldn't this do?" she stopped so long that cornelia asked, somewhat crossly, "well?" "i don't know whether i'd better tell you. but i know it would be the very thing. do you want me to tell you?" "oh, it makes no difference," said cornelia, hopelessly. charmian went on tentatively, "why, it's this. i've often heard of such things: me to pretend that _i_ wrote this horrid dickerson letter, and there isn't any such person; but i did it just for a joke, or wanted to break off the engagement because i couldn't bear to give you up. don't you see? it's like lots of things on the stage, and i've read of them, i'd be perfectly willing to sacrifice myself in such a cause, and i should have to, for after i said i had done such a thing as that, he would never let you speak to me again, or look at me, even. but i should die happy----" she stopped, frozen to silence, by the scornful rejection in cornelia's look. "oh, no, no! it wouldn't do! i see it wouldn't! don't speak! but there's nothing else left, that i know of." she added, by another inspiration, "or, yes! now--_now_--we can live for each other, cornelia. you will outlive this. you will be terribly changed, of course; and perhaps your health may be affected; but i shall always be with you from this on. i have loved you more truly than he ever did, if he can throw you over for a little thing like that. if i were a man i should exult to ignore such a thing. oh, if men could only be what girls would be if they were men! but now you must begin to forget him from this instant--to put him out of your mind--your life." to further this end charmian talked of ludlow for a long time, and entered upon a close examination of his good and bad qualities; his probable motives for now behaving as he was doing, and the influence of the present tragedy upon his future as a painter. it would either destroy him or it would be the fire out of which he would rise a master; he would degenerate into a heartless worldling, which he might very well do, for he was fond of society, or he might become a gloomy recluse, and produce pictures which the multitude would never know were painted with tears and blood. "of course, i don't mean literally; the idea is rather disgusting; but you know what i mean, cornelia. he may commit suicide, like that french painter, robert; but he doesn't seem one of that kind, exactly; he's much more likely to abandon art and become an art-critic. yes, it may make an art-critic of him." cornelia sat in a heavy muse, hearing and not hearing what she said. charmian bustled about, and made a fire of lightwood, and then kindled her spirit lamp, and made tea, which she brought to cornelia. "we may as well take it," she said. "we shall not sleep to-night anyway. what a strange ending to our happy evening. it's perfectly hawthornesque. don't you think it's like the _marble faun_, somehow? i believe you will rise to a higher life through this trouble, cornelia, just as donatello did through his crime. i can arrange it with mamma to be with you; and if i can't i shall just simply abandon her, and we will take a little flat like two newspaper girls that i heard of, and live together. we will get one down-town, on the east side." cornelia look the tea and drank it, but she could not speak. it would have been easier to bear if she had only had herself alone to blame, but mixed with her shame, and with her pity for him, was a sense of his want of wisdom in refusing to let her speak at once, when she wanted to tell him all about dickerson. that was her instinct; she had been right, and he wrong; she might be to blame for everything since, but he was to blame then and for that. now it was all wrong, and past undoing. she tried, in the reveries running along with what she was hearing of charmian's talk, every way of undoing it that she could imagine: she wrote to ludlow; she sent for him; she went to him; but it was all impossible. she did not wish to undo the wrong that she might have back her dream of happiness again; she had been willing to be less than true, and she could wish him to know that she hated herself for that. it went on and on, in her brain; there was no end to it; no way to undo the snarl that life had tangled itself up into. she looked at the clock on the mantel, and saw that it was three o'clock. "why don't you go to bed?" she asked charmian. "i shall not go to bed, i shall never go to bed," said charmian darkly. she added, "if you'll come with me, i will." "i can't," said cornelia, with a sort of dry anguish. she rose from where she had been sitting motionless so long. "let me lie down on that couch of yours, there. i'm tired to death." she went toward the alcove curtained off from the studio, and charmian put her arm round her to stay her and help. "don't. i can get along perfectly well." "i will lie down here with you," said charmian. "you won't mind?" "no, i shall like to have you." cornelia shivered as she sat down on the edge of this divan, and charmian ran back to put another stick of lightwood on the fire, and turn the gas down to a blue flame. she pulled down rugs and draperies, and dragged them toward the alcove for covering. "oh, how different it is from the way i always supposed it would be when i expected to sleep here!" she sank her voice to a ghostly whisper, and yawned. "now you go to sleep, cornelia; but if you want anything i shall be watching here beside you, and you must ask me. would you like anything now? an olive, or a--cracker?" "nothing," said cornelia, tumbling wearily upon the couch. charmian surveyed her white, drawn face with profound appreciation. then she stretched herself at her side, and in a little while cornelia knew by her long, regular breathing that she had found relief from the stress of sympathy in sleep. xxxvii. the cold north-light of the studio showed that it was broad day when a tap at the door roused cornelia from a thin drowse she had fallen into at dawn. she stirred, and charmian threw herself from the couch to her feet. "don't move--i'll get it--let me----" she tossed back the black mane that fell over her eyes and stared about her. "what--what is it? have i been asleep? oh, i never can forgive myself!" the tapping at the door began again, and she ran to open it. the inexorable housemaid was there; she said that mrs. maybough was frightened at her not finding either of the young ladies in their rooms, and had sent her to see if they were in the studio. "yes, tell her we are, please; we fell asleep on the couch, please; and, norah! we want our breakfast here. we are very--busy, and we can't be disturbed." she twisted her hair into a loose knot, and cowered over the hearth, where she kindled some pieces of lightwood, and then sat huddled before it, watching the murky roll of its flames, till the maid came back with the tray. charmian wished to bring cornelia a cup of coffee where she still lay, so crushed with the despair that had rolled back upon her with the first consciousness that she thought she never could rise again. but as the aroma of the coffee that charmian poured out stole to her, she found strength to lift herself on her elbow, and say, "no, i will take it there with you." the maid had put the tray on the low table where charmian usually served tea, but in spite of all the poignant associations of this piece of furniture with happier times, the two girls ate hungrily of the omelette and the vienna rolls; and by the time the maid had put the studio in order, and beaten up the cushions of the couch into their formal shape, they had cleared the tray, and she took it away with her quite empty. even in the house of mourning, and perhaps there more than elsewhere, the cravings of the animal, which hungers and thirsts on, whatever happens, satisfy themselves, while the spirit faints and despairs. perhaps if cornelia had thought of it she would not have chosen to starve to no visible end, but she did not think, and she ate ravenously as long as there was anything left, and when she had eaten, she felt so much stronger in heart and clearer in mind, that after the maid had gone she began, "charmian, i am going home, at once, and you mustn't try to stop me; i mean to mrs. montgomery's. i want to write to mr. ludlow. i shall tell him it is all true." "cornelia!" "yes; what else could i tell him?" "oh, you must! but must you write it?" "yes; i never can see him again, and i won't let him think that i want to, or to have him forgive me. he was to blame, but i was the most, for he might have thought it was just some little thing, and i knew what it was, and that it was something he ought to know at once. he will always believe now that it was worse than it is, if anything can be worse. i shall tell him that after i had seen mr. dickerson again, and knew just what a--a dreadful thing he was, i tolerated him, and lured him on----" "you _didn't_ lure him on, and i won't let you say such a thing, cornelia saunders," charmian protested. "you always did profess to have sense, and that isn't sense." "i never had any sense," said cornelia, "i can see that now. i have been a perfect fool from the beginning." "you may have been a fool," said charmian, judicially, "but you have not been false, and i am not going to let you say so. if you don't promise not to, i will tell mr. ludlow myself that you were always perfectly true, and you couldn't help being true, any more than a--a broomstick, or anything else that is perpendicular. now, will you promise?" "i will tell him just how everything was, and he can judge. but what difference? it's all over, and i wouldn't help it if i could." "yes, i know that," said charmian, "but that's all the more reason why you shouldn't go and say more than there is. he can't think, even if you're just to yourself, that you want to--wheedle." "wheedle!" cried cornelia. "well, not wheedle, exactly, but what would _be_ wheedling in some other girl--in me," said charmian, offering herself up. "will you let me see the letter before you send it? i do believe i've got more sense than you have about such things, this minute." "you wouldn't have any to brag of, even then," said cornelia with gloomy meekness, and unconscious sarcasm. "yes, i will let you see the letter." "well, then, you needn't go home to write it; you can write in your room here. i want to see that letter, and i sha'n't let it go if there's the least thing wrong in it." she jumped up gayly, as if this were the happiest possible solution of the whole difficulty, and began to push cornelia out of the room. "now go, and after you've put yourself in shape, and got your hair done, you'll have some self-respect. i suppose you won't begin to write till you're all as spick and span as if you were going to receive a call from him. i'm such a slouch that i should just sit down and write, looking every which-way--but i know you can't." she came back to the studio an hour later, and waited impatiently for cornelia's appearance. she was so long coming that charmian opened the door, to go and ask her some question, so as to get her to say that she would be with her in a moment, even if she didn't come, and almost ran against the man-servant, who was bringing her a card. she gave a little nervous shriek, and caught it from his salver. "for miss saunders, miss," he said, in respectful deprecation of her precipitate behavior. "yes, yes; it's all right. say that she--_is in the studio_." charmian spoke in thick gasps. the card was ludlow's; and between the man's going and ludlow's coming, she experienced a succession of sensations which were, perhaps, the most heroically perfect of any in a career so much devoted to the emotions. she did not stop to inquire what she should do after she got ludlow there, or to ask herself what he was coming for, a little after nine o'clock in the morning; she simply waited his approach in an abandon which exhausted the capabilities of the situation, and left her rather limp and languid when he did appear. if it had been her own affair she could not have entered into it with more zeal, more impassioned interest. so far as she reasoned her action at all, it was intended to keep ludlow, after she got him there, till cornelia should come, for she argued that if she should go for her cornelia would suspect something, and she would not come at all. xxxviii. when ludlow found charmian and not cornelia waiting for him, he managed to get through the formalities of greeting decently, but he had an intensity which he had the effect of not allowing to relax. he sat down with visible self-constraint when charmian invited him to do so. "miss saunders has just gone to her room; she'll be back in a moment." she added, with wild joy in a fact which veiled the truth, "she is writing a note." "oh!" said ludlow, and he was so clearly able not to say anything more that charmian instantly soared over him in smooth self-possession. "we were so sorry not to see you last night, mr. ludlow. it was a perfect success, except your not coming, of course." "thank you," said ludlow, "i was--i couldn't come--at the last moment." "yes, i understood you intended to come. i do wish you could have seen miss saunders! i don't believe she ever looked lovelier. i wanted her to go in costume, you know, but she wouldn't, and in fact when i saw her, i saw that she needn't. she doesn't have to eke herself out, as some people do." ludlow was aware of the opening for a civil speech, but he was quite helpless to use it. he stared blankly at charmian, who went on: "and then, cornelia is so perfectly truthful, you know, so sincere, that any sort of disguise would have been out of character with her, and i'm glad she went simply as herself. we were up so late talking, that we slept till i don't know when, this morning. i forgot to wind my clock. i suppose it's very late." "no," said ludlow, "it's so very early that i ought to apologize for coming, i suppose. but i wished to see miss saunders----" he stopped, feeling that he had given too rude a hint. charmian did not take it amiss. "oh, cornelia is usually up at all sorts of unnatural hours of the day. i expected when she came here to spend the week with me, we should have some fun, sitting up and talking, but last night is the only time we have had a real good talk, and i suppose that was because we were so excited that even cornelia couldn't go to sleep at once. i do wish you could have seen some of the costumes, mr. ludlow!" ludlow began to wonder whether cornelia had got his letter, or whether, if she had got it, she had kept the matter so carefully from charmian that she had not suspected anything was wrong. or, what was more likely, had not cornelia cared? was she glad to be released, and had she joyfully hailed his letter and its enclosure as a means of escape? his brain reeled with these doubts, which were the next moment relieved with the crazy hope that if his letter had not yet been delivered, he might recover it, and present the affair in the shape he had now come to give it. he believed that charmian must have some motive for what she was doing and saying beyond the hospitable purpose of amusing him till cornelia should appear. we always think that other people have distinct motives, but for the most part in our intercourse with one another we are really as superficially intentioned, when we are intentioned at all, as charmian was in wishing to get what sensation she could out of the dramatic situation by hovering darkly over it, and playing perilously about its circumference. she divined that he was not there to deepen its tragical tendency at least, and she continued without well knowing what she was going to say next: "yes, i think that the real reason why cornelia wouldn't go in costume was that she felt that it was a kind of subterfuge. she keeps me in a perfect twitter of self-reproach. i tell her i would rather have the conscience of the worst kind of person than hers; i could get along with it a great deal easier. don't you think you could, mr. ludlow?" "yes, yes," said ludlow aimlessly. he rose up, and pretended a curiosity about a sketch on the wall; he could not endure to sit still. "won't you have a cup of tea?" asked charmian. "cornelia and i had some last night, and----" "no, thank you," said ludlow. "do let me ring for some coffee, then?" "no, i have just breakfasted--that is, i have breakfasted----" "why, were _you_ up early, too?" said charmian, with what seemed to ludlow a supernatural shrewdness. "it's perfectly telepathic! the psychical research ought to have it. it would be such fun if we could get together and compare our reasons for waking so early. but cornelia and i didn't know just when we did wake, and i suppose the psychical research wouldn't care for it without. she seems to be writing a pretty long note, or a pretty hard one!" ludlow lifted his downcast eyes, and gave her a look that was ghastly. "did you look at your watch?" she asked. "look at my watch?" he returned in a daze. "when you woke, that is." "oh!" he groaned. "because----" charmian suddenly stopped and ran to the door, which cornelia opened before she could reach it. cornelia gave her a letter. "see if this will do," she said spiritlessly, and charmian caught it from her hand. "yes, yes, i'll read it," she said, as she slipped out of the door and shut cornelia in. cornelia saw ludlow, and made an instinctive movement of flight. "for pity's sake, don't go!" he implored. "i didn't know you were here," she said, the same dejection in her tone. "no, they told me you were here; but let me stay long enough to tell you---- that abominable letter--you ought never to have known that it existed. i don't expect you to forgive me; i don't ask you; but i am so ashamed; and i would do anything if i could recall--undo--cornelia! _isn't_ there any way of atoning for it? come! i don't believe a word of that scoundrel's. i don't know what his motive was, and i don't care. let it all be as if nothing of the kind had ever happened. dearest, don't speak of it, and i never will!" cornelia was tempted. she could see how he had wrought himself up to this pitch, and she believed that he would keep his word; we believe such miracles of those we love, before life has taught us that love cannot make nature err against itself. in his absence the duty she had to do was hard; in his presence it seemed impossible, now when he asked her not to do it. she had not expected ever to see him again, or to be tried in this way. she had just written it all to him, but she must speak it now. she had been weak, and had brought on herself the worst she had to tell, and should she be false, even though he wished it, and not tell? she forced the words out in a voice that hardly seemed her own at first. "no, we made a mistake; you did, and i did, too. there was something--something--i wanted to tell you at first, but you wouldn't let me, and i was glad you wouldn't; but it was all wrong, and now i have got to tell you, when everything is over, and it can never do any good." she gave a dry sob, and cast upon him a look of keen reproach, which he knew he deserved. "i _was_ engaged to him once. or," she added, as if she could not bear to see him blench, "he could think so. it was the year after you were in pymantoning." she went on and told him everything. she did not spare herself any fact that she thought he ought to know, and as she detailed the squalid history, it seemed to her far worse than it had ever been in her own thoughts of it. he listened patiently, and at the end he asked, "is that all?" "all?" "yes. i wanted to know just how much you have to forgive me." she looked at him stupefied. "yes, i ought to have let you tell me all this before, when you wanted to, at first. but i have been a romantic fool, and i have made you suffer for my folly. i have left you to think, all the time, that i might care for this; that i might not know that you were yourself through it all, or that i could care for you any the less because of it, when it only makes you dearer to me." "no!" she said for all protest, and he understood. "oh, i don't mean that you were always right in it, or always wise; but i can truly say it makes no difference with me except to make you dearer. if i had always had more sense than i had, you would not have to blame yourself for the only wrong or unwise thing you have done, and i am really to blame for that." she knew that he meant her having taken refuge from his apparent indifference in dickerson, when she fell below her ideal of herself. this was what she had thought at the time; it was the thought with which she had justified herself then, and she could not deny it now. she loved him for taking her blame away, and she said to strengthen herself for her doom, "well, it is all over!" "no," he said, "why is it over? don't be worse than i was. let us be reasonable about it! why shouldn't we talk of it as if we were other people? do you mean it is all over because you think i must be troubled by what you've told me, or because you can't forgive me for not letting you tell me before?" "you know which!" she said. "well, then, what should you think of some other man if he could care for such a thing, when some other girl had told it him of herself? you would think him very unjust and----" "but it isn't some other man; it isn't some other girl!" "no, i'm glad it isn't. but can't we reason about it as if it were?" "no, we can't. it would be--wicked." "it would be wicked not to. do you think you ought to break our engagement because i didn't let you tell me this at first?" cornelia could not say that she did; she could hardly say, "i don't know." ludlow assumed that she had said more. "then if you don't think you ought to do it for that, do you think you ought to do it for nothing?" "for nothing?" cornelia asked herself. was there really nothing else, then? she stood looking at him, as if she were asking him that aloud. he was not so far off as when they began to talk, just after they had risen, and now he suddenly came much nearer still. "are you going to drive me from you because i don't care for all this?" "you ought to care," she persisted. "but if i don't? if i can't? then what is the reason you won't let it all be as if nothing had happened? ah, i see! you can't forgive me for sending you his letter! well, i deserve to be punished for that!" "no; i should have despised you if you hadn't----" "well?" she was silent, looking at the floor. he put his arm round her, and pushed her head down on his shoulder. "oh, how silly!" she said, with lips muted against his own. xxxix. cornelia and ludlow were married at pymantoning in the latter part of june, and he spent the summer there, working at a picture which he was going to exhibit in the fall. at the same time he worked at a good many other pictures, and he helped cornelia with the things she was trying. he painted passages and incidents in her pictures, sometimes illustratively, and sometimes for the pleasure of having their lives blended in their work, and he tried to see how nearly he could lose his work in hers. he pretended that he learned more than he taught in the process, and that he felt in her efforts a determining force, a clear sense of what she wanted to do, that gave positive form and direction to what was vague and speculative in himself. he was strenuous that she should not, in the slightest degree, lapse from her ideal and purpose, or should cease to be an artist in becoming a wife. he contended that there was no real need of that, and though it had happened in most of the many cases where artists had married artists, he held that it had happened through the man's selfishness and thoughtlessness, and not through the conditions. he was resolved that cornelia should not lose faith in herself from want of his appreciation, or from her own over-valuation of his greater skill and school; and he could prove to any one who listened that she had the rarer gift. he did not persuade her, with all his reasons, but her mother faithfully believed him. it had never seemed surprising to her that cornelia should win a man like ludlow; she saw no reason why cornelia should not; and she could readily accept the notion of cornelia's superiority when he advanced it. she was not arrogant about it; she was simply and entirely satisfied; and she was every moment so content with cornelia's husband that cornelia herself had to be a little critical of him in self-defence. she called him a dreamer and theorist; she ran him down to the burtons, and said he would never come to anything, because artists who talked well never painted so well. she allowed that he talked divinely, and it would not have been safe for mrs. burton to agree with her otherwise; but mrs. burton was far too wise a woman to do so. she did not, perhaps, ride so high a horse as mrs. saunders in her praises of ludlow, but it would have been as impossible to unseat her. she regarded herself as somehow the architect of cornelia's happiness in having discovered ludlow and believed in him long before cornelia met him, and she could easily see that if he had not come out to visit burton, that first time, they would never have met at all. mrs. saunders could joyfully admit this without in the least relinquishing her own belief, so inarticulate that it was merely part of her personal consciousness, that this happiness was of as remote an origin as the foundations of the world. she could see, now, that nothing else could have been intended from the beginning, but she did not fail at the same time to credit herself with forethought and wisdom in bracing cornelia against the overtures of dickerson when he reappeared in her life. burton, of course, advanced no claim to recognition in the affair. he enjoyed every moment of ludlow's stay in pymantoning, and gave his work a great deal of humorous attention and gratuitous criticism, especially the picture he was chiefly engaged upon. this, when it was shown at the county fair, where ludlow chose to enter it, before he took it back to now york with him in the fall, did not keep the crowd away from the trotting-matches, and it did not take either the first or the second premium. in fact, if the critics of the metropolis were right in their judgment of it when it appeared later in the academy, it did not deserve either of them. they said that it was an offence to those who had hoped better things of the painter as time went on with him, and who would now find themselves snubbed by this return to his worst manner. here, they said, was his palette again, with a tacit invitation to the public to make what it liked of the colors, as children did with the embers on the hearth, or the frost on the window. you paid your money and you took your choice as to what mr. ludlow meant by this extraordinary performance, if he really meant anything at all. as far as it could be made out with the naked eye, it represented a clump of hollyhocks, with a slim, shadowy and uncertain young girl among them, and the painter had apparently wished to suggest a family, resemblance among them all. to this end he had emphasized some facts of the girl's dress, accessories to his purpose, the petal-edged ruffle of her crimson silk waist, the flower-like flare of her red hat, and its finials of knotted ribbon; and in the hollyhocks he had recognized a girlishness of bearing, which he evidently hoped would appeal to a fantastic sympathy in the spectator. the piece was called "hollyhocks"; it might equally well be called "girls," though when you had called it one or the other, it would be hard to say just what you were to do about it, especially with the impression curiously left by the picture that whether it was a group of girls, or a clump of hollyhocks, they were not in very good humor. the moment chosen, if one might judge from some suggestions of light, was that just before the breaking of a thunderstorm; the girl, if it was a girl, had flashed into sight round the corner of the house where the hollyhocks, if they were hollyhocks, were blowing outward in the first gust of the storm. it could not be denied that there was something fine in the wild toss and pull of the flowers, with the abandon of the storm in them; this was the best thing in the piece. it was probably intended to express a moment of electric passion; but there was something so forced, and at the same time so ineffectual in the execution of the feebly fantastic design, that it became the duty of impartial criticism, to advise mr. ludlow, if he must continue to paint at all, to paint either girls or flowers, but not both at once, or both together, or convertibly. ludlow did not mind these criticisms much, being pretty well used to that kind of thing, and feeling secure of his public in any event; but cornelia was deeply vexed. she knew that it must be evident to those who knew her and knew him that she was the girl and she was the hollyhocks, and though the origin of the picture was forever hid in the memories of their first meeting, she was aware of a measure of justice in the censure that condemned it for obscurity. she had not wished him to show it, but here, as often elsewhere, she found him helpless to yield to her, even though he confessed that she was right. he did not try to justify himself, and he did not explain himself very clearly. "i don't know how it is about one's work, exactly. up to a certain point you are master over it, and it seems to belong absolutely to you; but beyond that it is its own master and does what it pleases with itself. of course i could have kept from showing that picture, and yet--i must." "well, at least, then, you can keep from selling it," said cornelia. "i want it; give it to me." "my dear, i will buy it for you. mrs. maybough became the owner of the picture, yesterday, but i will offer her an advance on the price she paid." cornelia now thought she was really angry with him for the first time since their marriage. she would not speak at once, but when she did speak, it was to say, "no, let her keep it. i know charmian made her buy it and i wouldn't like to take it from her. she has so much imagination that maybe she can see some meaning in it and it will always be such a pleasure to her to explain it even if she can't." charmian made the ludlows a bohemian dinner as soon as the people whom she wanted got back to town. she said it was a bohemian dinner, and she asked artists, mostly; but of course she had the westleys and their friend mrs. rangeley. there were several of the synthesis girls, who said the synthesis would never be itself again without cornelia, and there were some of the students, nice fellows, whom charmian had liked; there were, of course, the wetmores. ludlow's picture was in evidence in a place of honor, especially created for it, and wetmore said, when they sat down at dinner, "well, ludlow, all _this_ company can tell where you got your hollyhocks." cornelia turned the color of the reddest in the picture, and wetmore recognized her consciousness with the added remark, "oh, you'll be in all his imaginative pictures, now, mrs. ludlow. that's the fate of the wife of an imaginative painter. but you really must get him to keep you out of his portraits." charmian checked herself in a wild laugh, and sent cornelia a look of fond and proud intelligence, which mrs. rangeley tapped, as it were, on its way up the length of the table. "o mrs. ludlow!" she entreated. "what is it? i hope it isn't professional envy! is he afraid of mr. ludlow becoming too popular?" ludlow answered for his wife, "mrs. rangeley, that was worthy even of you," and he boldly kissed his hand to her. the dinner was remembered for several weeks as one of the pleasantest people had ever been at, and it established mrs. maybough in such social acceptance that she was asked to the first of the westley dinners, where swells prevailed, and where she was as null as any of them. but although charmian was apparently radiant the whole evening, and would hardly let cornelia go away at the end, she wanted her to stay so and talk it over, she had a girl's perverseness in not admitting the perfection of the occasion to mrs. maybough, when she said, "well, my dear, i hope your dinner was bohemian enough for you." "bohemian!" she retorted. "it wasn't bohemian at all. you oughtn't to have taken the ladies away at coffee. they ought to have stayed and had cigarettes with the gentlemen." "my dear, you know that the mere smell of tobacco makes you sick!" 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(in black and white series.) mr. warner has such a fine fancy, such a genial humor, that one never tires of him.--_cincinnati commercial gazette._ * * * * * harper & brothers, publishers new york and london _any of the above works will be sent by mail, postage prepaid, to any part of the united states, canada, or mexico, on receipt of this price._ note: project gutenberg also has an html version of this file which includes the original illustrations. see -h.htm or -h.zip: (http://www.gutenberg.net/dirs/ / / / / / -h/ -h.htm) or (http://www.gutenberg.net/dirs/ / / / / / -h.zip) a little maid of old philadelphia by alice turner curtis author of a little maid of province town a little maid of massachusetts colony a little maid of narragansett bay a little maid of bunker hill a little maid of ticonderoga a little maid of old connecticut a little maid of old maine illustrated by edna cooke [illustration: she looked up to find lafayette smiling at her] the penn publishing company philadelphia copyright by the penn publishing company a little maid of old philadelphia introduction ruth pernell and winifred merrill lived in philadelphia. the city had been for some time in the hands of general howe and the british army. ruth's father was with washington at valley forge, and the little girls were ardent supporters of the american cause, and admirers of the gallant young frenchman, the marquis de lafayette. children in were much like those of to-day, and ruth and her friends, eager as they were for the war to end successfully, were fond of dolls and pets, and games and little plays. yet they kept their ears open, and when ruth overheard what two british soldiers said she knew how to make good use of her knowledge. in each of the other "little maid" books is the story of an american girl during the revolution. the other stories are: "a little maid of province town," "a little maid of massachusetts colony." "a little maid of bunker hill," "a little maid of narragansett bay," "a little maid of ticonderoga," "a little maid of old connecticut." contents i. hero is lost ii. gilbert and lafayette iii. ruth visits general howe iv. aunt deborah is surprised v. ruth decides vi. a difficult day vii. gilbert's play viii. betty runs away ix. betty's adventure x. the lost programme xi. a long road xii. a long ride xiii. home again xiv. the candy disappears xv. a fairy story xvi. betty and annette xvii. queen betty xviii. a great resolve xix. the visit xx. lafayette's visit xxi. at home illustrations page she looked up to find lafayette smiling at her _frontispiece_ "'tis a lady coming to call" it was a favorite play-house "the first of may is garland day" the big horse trotted down the street a little maid of old philadelphia chapter i hero is lost "where do you suppose hero can be, aunt deborah? he isn't anywhere about the house, or in the shed or the garden," and ruth pernell's voice sounded as if she could hardly keep back the tears as she stood in the doorway of the pleasant kitchen where aunt deborah was at work. "do you suppose the british have taken him?" she asked a little fearfully; for it was the spring of , when the british troops were in philadelphia, and ruth was quite sure that every english soldier who saw hero must want him for his own. the dog was her dearest possession. on her tenth birthday, nearly a year before, her father had given her hero for a birthday present; and now that her father was with washington's army his gift seemed even more precious to his little daughter. aunt deborah looked at ruth for a moment before she answered, and ruth became conscious that her brown hair was rough and untidy from running about the garden in the march wind, that her hands were not clean, and that there was an ugly rent in her blue checked apron where it had caught on a nail in the shed. "was it not yesterday that thee declared hero was stolen, only to find that he had followed winifred merrill home? and on sunday, thee was sure he had been killed, because he did not appear the first time thee called," responded aunt deborah reprovingly. aunt deborah was not very large, and her smooth round face under the neat cap, such as quaker women wear, was usually smiling and friendly; but it always seemed to ruth that no least bit of dirt or untidiness ever escaped those gray eyes. "do you suppose he is at winifred's? i wish she wouldn't let him follow her," and ruth's tone was troubled. of course winifred was her dearest friend, but ruth was not willing that hero should divide his loyalty. "very likely," responded aunt deborah, "but thee must smooth thy hair, wash thy hands and change thy apron before thee goes to inquire; and put on thy hat. it is not seemly for a girl to run about the street bareheaded." "oh, aunt deborah! only to go next door!" pleaded ruth, but aunt deborah only nodded; so ruth went to her own room and in a few minutes was back tying the broad brown ribbons of her hat under her chin as she ran through the kitchen. "i do hope mother will come home soon," the little girl thought as she went down the front steps to the street; "aunt deborah is so fussy." mrs. pernell had been away for a week caring for her sister who lived in germantown, near philadelphia, and who was ill; and aunt deborah mary farleigh had come in from her home at barren hill, twelve miles distant, to stay with ruth during mrs. pernell's absence. as ruth ran up the steps of her friend's house the front door opened, and winifred appeared. "oh, ruthie! where are you going?" she asked smilingly. winifred was just a month older than ruth, and they were very nearly the same size. they both had blue eyes; but ruth's hair was of a darker brown than winifred's. they had both attended the same school until lord cornwallis with his troops entered philadelphia; since that time each little girl had been taught at home. "is hero here?" ruth asked, hardly noticing her friend's question. winifred shook her head. "are you _sure_, winifred? perhaps he ran in your garden and you didn't see him," said ruth. "well, we'll see. we'll call him," winifred replied, holding the door open for ruth to come in. the merrill and pernell houses were separated by a high brick wall, and each house stood near the street with broad gardens on each side as well as at the rear. the two friends went through the house, and out on a narrow porch and ruth called, "hero! hero!" but there was no welcoming bark, no sight of the brown shepherd dog. they went about the yard calling, and winifred's older brother gilbert, who was preparing a garden bed near the further wall, assured them that the dog had not been there that morning. "then he is lost! what shall i do!" said ruth despairingly. "i do believe the english have taken him. only yesterday, on second street, when aunt deborah and i were coming home, an officer patted him and called him a 'fine dog,'" she continued quickly. gilbert and winifred both looked very serious at this statement. gilbert was fourteen years old. he was tall for his age, and thought himself quite old enough to be a soldier; but as his father and elder brother were both in washington's army he realized that he must stay at home and take care of his mother and winifred. "i have a mind to go straight to high street and tell general howe," said ruth, "for i heard my mother say that the english general would not permit his soldiers to take what did not belong to them." gilbert shook his head soberly. "that may be true; but you are not sure that your dog has been stolen," he said. "you had best wait a while. hero may have wandered off and may come home safely. i'd not ask any favors of america's enemies," he concluded, picking up his spade and turning back to his work. "it wouldn't be a favor to ask for what belonged to me," ruth answered sharply. but gilbert's words made her more hopeful; winifred was sure that gilbert was right, and that hero would come safely home. "come up to my room, ruthie; mother has given me her scrap-bag. i can have all the pieces of silk and chintz to make things for my dolls, and you can pick out something to make your cecilia a bonnet, and perhaps a cape." "oh! truly, winifred?" responded ruth, almost forgetting hero in this tempting offer. the two little girls ran up the broad stairway to winifred's room, which was at the back of the house overlooking the garden. the two windows had broad window-seats, and on one of these, in a small chair, made of stiff pasteboard and covered with a flowered chintz, sat "josephine," winifred's most treasured doll. josephine wore a very full skirt of crimson silk, a cape of the same material, and on her head rested a bonnet of white silk, on the front of which was a tall white feather. there were two smaller dolls, and each occupied a chair exactly like the one in which josephine was seated, but neither of them was so beautifully dressed. "i made that bonnet myself," winifred declared, as ruth knelled down beside the dolls and exclaimed admiringly over josephine's fine apparel. "and that feather is one that came floating into our garden. gilbert says it's an eagle's feather," she continued. "it is lovely!" ruth said, "and this window is the nicest place to play dolls in all philadelphia. and these dolls' chairs are splendid. i wish i had one for cecilia." "well, why don't you make one? i helped grandma make these. all you have to do is cut the pieces out of cardboard, cover them with cloth, and sew them together. i'll help you," said winifred, as she opened a closet door and drew out a brown linen bag. "this is the scrap-bag. look, ruthie;" and she drew out a long strip of plaided silk. "that would make a lovely sash for cecilia," said ruth, "but of course it would be nice for josephine," she added quickly, half-afraid that she had seemed grasping of winifred's possessions. "josephine doesn't like a sash," said winifred. "you take it home and tell cecilia it's a present from aunt winifred." then there was a roll of small pieces of pale blue satin; just right to make a bonnet for ruth's doll. for some time the little girls played happily with the bright pieces of silk, selecting bits for one or the other of the dolls, so that when the big clock in the hall struck twelve ruth jumped up in surprise. "oh, winnie! it's dinner-time! what will aunt deborah say to me?" she exclaimed, putting on her hat, and gathering up the silk pieces. "thank you, winnie! i must run. aunt deborah doesn't like me to be late, ever," she said, hurrying toward the stairway. "come over to-morrow and i'll help you make a doll's chair; and i hope you'll find hero safe at home," winifred called after her as ruth ran down the stairs. at winifred's words all ruth's pleasure in the morning's play, in the pretty bits of silk for her dolls, and the plan for making the chairs, vanished. hero was lost; she knew he was. with his silky coat, and his faithful, soft brown eyes, his eager bark of welcome when his little mistress came running into the garden for a game of hide-and-go-seek with him. aunt deborah had spread the table for dinner, which was one of ruth's regular duties; and when ruth came slowly into the room she was just bringing in a dish of baked potatoes hot from the oven. "i didn't find hero," said ruth, throwing her little package of silks on a chair and then her hat on top of it. "what shall i do, aunt deborah? what shall i do? i am sure one of those english soldiers has taken him," and now ruth began to cry. "ruth! stop thy foolish crying. thy dinner is waiting. go to thy room and make thyself tidy," commanded aunt deborah, "and take thy hat and package," she added. ruth obeyed rather reluctantly. "all aunt deborah thinks about is keeping 'tidy,'" she whispered rebelliously as she left the room. "i've washed my hands three times already to-day. she doesn't care if hero is lost. probably she's glad, because his paws are dirty." but ruth was mistaken; aunt deborah had spent an hour that morning in going up and down the alley looking for the missing dog, and in a careful search of the house and garden. she valued hero's faithfulness; and not even ruth herself would have been more pleased than aunt deborah to hear his bark, and see him jump forward from his usual playground in the garden. "perhaps hero has wandered off," aunt deborah said when ruth took her place at the table, "but he will come back, i doubt not, before nightfall." "if he doesn't i shall go and tell the british general that he must find him," declared ruth, somewhat to aunt deborah's amusement; who was quite sure that the little girl would not dare to approach general howe, who had comfortably established himself in one of the fine houses on high street. chapter ii gilbert and lafayette two days passed and there was no tidings of the missing dog; and even aunt deborah began to fear that they should never see him again. it was very difficult for ruth to attend to the tasks that aunt deborah set for her; for all she could think of was hero. gilbert merrill had gone about the city making inquiries, but no one had seen hero, or could tell him anything about ruth's dog. aunt deborah was very sorry for her little niece, but she still insisted that ruth should dust the dining-room as carefully each morning as if hero was safe in the yard; that the little girl should knit her stint on the gray wool sock, intended for some loyal soldier, and sew for a half hour each afternoon. ruth dropped stitches in her knitting, for a little blur of tears hid her work from sight when she thought that perhaps her dear hero might be hurt, unable to find his way home; or perhaps he was shut up somewhere by some cruel person who did not care if he was fed or not. aunt deborah was very patient with the little girl. she picked up the dropped stitches in the knitting; and when she found how uneven a seam ruth was stitching she picked out the threads without a word of reproof. but on the second day, as they sat at work in the little sewing-room at the top of the stairs, ruth threw down her knitting and began to cry. "i can't knit! i can't do anything until hero is found. you know i can't, aunt deborah. and i do wish my mother would come home," she sobbed. aunt deborah did not speak for a moment. she had no little girls of her own, and she often feared that she might not know what was exactly right for her little niece. so she never spoke hastily. "for thy sake, dear child, i wish that thy mother were here: but it is very pleasant for me to have thy company, ruth," she said in her musical, even voice. "would thee not like to go and play with winifred? but be sure thy hair is smooth." but ruth made no reply. she stopped crying, however, and looked up at aunt deborah. "didn't you like hero?" she asked. aunt deborah knitted on until she came to the last stitch on her needle, then she lay down her work, and looked at ruth with her pleasant smile. "indeed, i liked hero," she said; "but suppose i decided that because he was lost i would no longer prepare thy breakfast or dinner? that i would not see that thy mother's house was in order. thee would truly think i had but little sense. it does not prove thy liking to cry because thy dog is lost; to fix thy thoughts on thy own feelings and leave thy tasks for me to do. it does not help bring hero back. now, put on thy hat and cape and we will walk toward the river. i have an errand to do," and aunt deborah got up and went to her own room to put on her long gray cape and the gray bonnet that she always wore on the street. she was waiting in the front hall when ruth came slowly down the stairs. she had put on her brown straw hat, whose ribbons tied beneath her chin, and the pretty cape of blue cloth; for there was a sharp little march wind, although the sun shone brightly. ruth's face was very sober; there were traces of tears on her cheeks. she wished that she had said she would rather play with winifred; but it was too late now. "we need many things, but i fear 'twill not be easy to purchase either good cotton cloth or a package of pepper," aunt deborah said as they turned on to second street. "there was but little in the shops when the british came, and of that little they have taken for themselves so there is not much left for the people." "they have taken hero, i know they have!" ruth replied. "i wish washington would come and drive the english out." "oh! ho! so here is a small rebel declaring treason right to the face of an officer of the king!" and ruth, surprised and frightened, felt a hand on her shoulder, and looked up to find a tall soldier in a red coat with shining buttons and bands of gilt looking at her with evident amusement. "you had best whisper such words as those, young lady," he added sternly, and passed on, leaving ruth and aunt deborah standing surprised and half-frightened. "this is an american city," aunt deborah announced calmly, as they walked on. "these intruders can stay but a time. but they have sharp ears, indeed. does thee know why thy father named thy dog 'hero'?" she continued, looking down at ruth. "oh, yes! father said 'hero' meant courage and honor; and so it was the right name for such a fine dog," ruth answered quickly. "aunt deborah! what was that?" she added, stopping short. for she had heard a familiar bark. but aunt deborah had heard nothing. they were passing a house where a number of soldiers were sitting on the porch smoking. "i heard hero bark. he is in that house," ruth declared, and before aunt deborah could say a word to prevent such a rash act ruth had run up the steps. "have you found a lost dog, if you please?" she asked, half-frightened, when she found herself facing two red-faced soldiers who looked at her as if she were some wild bird that had flown to the porch. before they could reply aunt deborah's hand was on ruth's arm, and the little girl heard her aunt saying: "thee must pardon the child. she has lost her dog, and is greatly troubled. she means no harm." the younger of the two men stood up and bowed politely, and held his hat in his hand until aunt deborah had led ruth back to the street; but neither of the men had answered her question. "oh, aunt deborah! what made you? i know hero is in that house. i heard him bark. you spoiled it all," sobbed ruth, as aunt deborah, holding her fast by the hand, hurried toward home, quite forgetting the errands she wished to do. aunt deborah sighed to herself. she began to fear that ruth was a difficult child; and that perhaps she did not know the right way to deal with little girls. but she did not reprove ruth either for her rash act or for speaking with so little regard of aunt deborah's authority. "may i go in and see winifred?" ruth asked when they reached home, and aunt deborah gave her permission. "oh, winifred! i know where hero is," ruth declared, as the two friends went up to winifred's room, and she hastened to tell the adventures of the walk with aunt deborah. "i am going back after him, winifred, and you must come with me," she concluded. but winifred said that her mother was out, and that she must not leave the house until her return. she looked at ruth admiringly. "i think you were brave, ruth, to ask those soldiers. but i don't believe they would give you back hero if you do go back. perhaps they would make you a prisoner," she said a little fearfully; and at last ruth reluctantly agreed not to go after the dog that day. the little girls decided that the best way would be to go straight to general howe and tell him that one of his soldiers had taken hero, and was keeping him from his rightful owner. "i'll go to-morrow. but we must not let aunt deborah know," said ruth, and winifred promised to keep the plan a secret. now that there seemed a hope of rescuing her dog ruth was nearly her own happy self again. winifred got out some squares of pasteboard and very carefully marked out patterns of the back and sides, as well as for the seat, for the dolls' chair. then she went to find gilbert to borrow his knife with which to cut the cardboard; and before ruth started for home the pieces were all ready to be covered. as the two little friends sat in the pleasant window-seat winifred said: "what do you think, ruthie! gilbert wants to change his name. he wants us to call him lafayette!" and winifred laughed, as if she thought the idea very funny. "why, i think that is splendid!" ruth replied, her blue eyes shining at the thought of a "lafayette" next door to her own home. for all the children of philadelphia knew the story of the brave young frenchman, hardly more than a boy himself, who had left all the comforts of his paris home to share the danger and privations of the american soldiers. he had visited philadelphia the previous summer, , soon after his arrival in america. gilbert had seen the handsome young officer, and ever since then he had pleaded that he might be called "lafayette" instead of gilbert. "if i were a boy i should wish my name 'lafayette,'" declared ruth. "i wish we could do something for him, don't you, winifred?" "yes; but what could two little girls do for him? why, he is a hero, and a friend of washington's," winifred responded. neither ruth nor winifred imagined that it would be only a few months before one of them would do a great service for the gallant young frenchman. chapter iii ruth visits general howe aunt deborah was unusually quiet in her manner toward her little niece when ruth came home with the cardboard ready to be covered. she did not ask ruth to set the table for supper, but began to spread the cloth herself. "i will do that, aunt deborah. you know i always do," ruth said, laying down the parts for the dolls' chair, and coming toward the table. "i will do it. thou mayst go to thy room, ruth; i will call thee when supper is ready," aunt deborah replied, without a glance at the little girl. ruth felt her face flush uncomfortably as she suddenly recalled the way in which she had spoken to aunt deborah after her aunt had led her away from the porch where the english soldiers were sitting, and where ruth was sure hero was hidden. she went up the stairs very slowly to her own chamber, a small room opening from the large front room where aunt deborah slept. she sat down near the window, feeling not only ashamed but very unhappy. "if my mother were only here i shouldn't be sent off up-stairs. i don't like aunt deborah," she exclaimed, and looked up to see her aunt standing in the doorway. for a moment the two looked at each other, and ruth could see that aunt deborah was trying very hard to keep back the tears. then the door closed, very softly, and ruth was again alone. "oh, dear," she whispered, "and i promised my mother to do everything i could to help aunt deborah, and now she heard me say that i don't like her," and ruth leaned her head against the arm of the big chair in which she had curled up and began to cry, quite sure that no little girl in all philadelphia had as much reason for unhappiness as herself. after a little she wiped her eyes, and began to think over her misfortunes: first of all, hero was lost. then came all the troubles that, it seemed to ruth, aunt deborah was to blame for. as she said them over to herself they appeared sufficient reasons for her dislike: "she is always fussing. always telling me to brush my hair, or wash my hands, or not to soil my dress. and i do believe she is glad that hero is lost, and does not wish me to find him because he brings dirt into the house." as ruth finished a sudden resolve came into her mind. she would not wait for the next day before going to general howe to tell her story of hero's disappearance, and of being sure that he had been taken by an english soldier. she would go at once. if she waited perhaps aunt deborah would find some way of preventing the carrying out of the plan. "perhaps if general howe thought i was a grown-up lady, or nearly grown up, he would pay more attention than to what a little girl might ask," thought ruth. and then a great idea flashed into her mind: she would pretend to be grown up. "i'll wear mother's best dress, and do up my hair and wear her bonnet," she decided; and opening her chamber door she ran through aunt deborah's room to the deep closet where her mother's best dress, a pretty gown of russet-colored silk, was hanging. ruth pulled it down, slipped it on over her dress of stout brown gingham, and began to fasten it. "i didn't know my mother was so big," she thought regretfully, as she managed to turn back the long sleeves, and glanced down at the full breadths of the skirt which lay in a big waving circle about her feet. "i'll have to hold it up as high as i can to walk at all." in a few minutes the dress was fastened, and she managed to pin up her hair; and now she drew out the bandbox containing her mother's best bonnet. it was made of a pretty shade of brown velvet, with a wreath of delicate green leaves, and strings of pale green ribbon. ruth tied the strings firmly under her chin. the bonnet came well down over her face, nearly hiding her ears, but the little girl thought this was very fortunate, as it would prevent any one discovering who she was, if she should happen to meet any friend or acquaintance. she began to feel hurried and a little afraid that aunt deborah might call her to supper before she could escape from the house. holding up the brown silk skirt, and stepping very carefully, she made her way down the stairs, opened the front door, and with a long breath of relief, found herself standing on the front porch. the late afternoon was already growing shadowy with the approach of twilight; and there was no one to be seen on the quiet street as ruth, holding her skirt up in front while the sides and back trailed about her on the dirty pavement, walked hurriedly along toward high street. "i'll walk more like a grown-up lady when i get near the general's house," she resolved. "won't winifred be surprised when she knows that the english general thought i really was grown up?" and ruth gave a little laugh of delight at the thought of her friend's astonishment, quite forgetting all the troubles that had seemed so overpowering an hour before. as she turned into high street she found herself facing the amused stare of two young ladies who were hurrying home from an afternoon walk. "i suppose they were laughing because i was holding up my skirt," thought ruth, quite unconscious of her absurd appearance, "but i'll have to, for i couldn't walk a step if i didn't," she decided. [illustration: "'tis a lady coming to call"] two english soldiers were on guard at the entrance of the fine mansion that the english general had taken from its rightful owner for his own use; and as ruth, now half afraid to go up the steps, stood looking up at them a little fearfully, one of them noticed the queer little figure, and, quite forgetting his dignity, chuckled with amusement. "look, dick! here is a lady admiring our fine uniforms," he said, calling his companion's attention to ruth, whose gown now trailed about her, and whose bonnet had slipped to one side. "'tis a lady coming to call on the general," responded "dick," with a wink at the first speaker. "did you wish to see general howe, madam?" he continued, looking down at ruth, while his companion chuckled with delight. "yes, if you please," ruth managed to reply, beginning to feel a little afraid, and wishing that she had waited until the next day when winifred might have come with her. "kindly walk up the steps, madam, and i will announce you to the general," continued the young soldier, welcoming the hope of a little amusement to break the monotony of his daily duties. ruth obeyed, stumbling a little as she reached the top. "and what name shall i say?" dick asked, bowing very low. "mistress ruth dilling ham pernell, if you please, sir," ruth replied, gaining a little courage, and trying to stand as tall as possible, hardly sure if the young soldier was really laughing at her, or if he believed her dress to be a proof of at least twenty years of experience. "'twill be good sport for the general and his friends. they are just sitting down to dinner," "dick" whispered to the other guard, as he swung open the big door and ushered ruth into the hall, and then led the way toward the dining-room. "what nonsense is this, dick? we are not rehearsing any play just now," called a gay voice; and ruth and the young soldier were confronted by a tall officer whom ruth instantly recognized as the same who had called her a "rebel" that very afternoon on second street. she became really frightened. suppose he should remember her, and tell general howe what she had said about washington driving the english from the city? it might be that, just as winifred had said, and they would put her in prison. she wished she were safely at home with aunt deborah. but "dick" was speaking to the handsome young officer. "ah, now, major andré, 'twill be as good as any comedy you have seen in south street," he declared, "and the general will be well pleased. no harm shall come to the child." "well, i'll not interfere. this is a dull town at best," responded the young officer laughingly, and without another glance at ruth, he entered the dining-room, with a word to the soldier who stood at the door. the big door was now swung wide open by two servants in the livery of the english general. just beyond them stood major andré, who bowed very low as ruth entered, and said: "general howe, a lady who greatly desires to ask a favor of you," and ruth found herself on the threshold of the beautiful room whose paneled walls were brilliantly lighted by many wax candles in silver sconces. the table was handsomely spread with fine china, glass and silver; and about it were seated a number of english officers. "more comedy, andré!" called a pleasant voice; "kindly bring the lady this way," and general howe rose from his seat at the head of the table, and instantly all his guests were on their feet. major andré held out his hand to ruth. she well knew that this was the proper moment to make her best curtsy, and in spite of the clumsy skirt, the bonnet which kept nodding over her face, and the long sleeves that had slipped down over her hands, she managed to make a not ungraceful curtsy. there was a little murmur of applause, and major andré smiled kindly upon her, and taking her hand led her toward the head of the table with as much grace and courtesy as if he were handing miss peggy ship pen herself, one of the beauties of the town, to a seat at general howe's dinner table. "you are a most welcome guest," declared the english general smilingly, as ruth stood before him. "i understand you have a favor to ask of me. whatever it is you may be very sure i will be most happy to grant it," and he smiled down at the queer little figure, quite sure that his young officer major andré had planned the whole affair for his amusement. "if you please, sir, i want my dog," said ruth falteringly. chapter iv aunt deborah is surprised years after, when ruth was really "grown up," she often recalled the wonderful night when she sat at general howe's dinner-table. for major andré had lifted her to a seat beside the general; with a friendly word he untied the bonnet-strings and put the bonnet on a side table; and ruth began to think that it was all a dream from which she would soon awaken to find herself safely at home. she wondered if it really were ruth pernell who was answering the general's questions about the missing hero. "i can do no less than try to find your dog, little maid," he said, "for when my own dog wandered away to general washington's camp, in the germantown fray, the general sent him back to me under the protection of a flag of truce; so, as you tell me your father is with washington, i must see to it that hero is found. that is, if one of my soldiers has so far forgotten orders as to have taken him," for the english general took every care that his soldiers should do no harm to the residents of the city. ruth was sure that she knew the very house where she had heard hero's bark; and now that general howe had promised that a search should be made she was eager to go home, and slid out of the chair just as a servant set a plate before her. "i must go home. i--i--ran away," she said a little falteringly, looking up at the tall general. "will you please find hero the first thing to-morrow?" "here, andré! the young lady wishes to return home," said the general, "and see to it that you take her there safely, and that you find the lost hero. and find a better plot for your next comedy," the general added, as the young officer came forward. ruth wondered what "comedy" meant. she did not know that major andré, whose gay good humor and charming manner made him a favorite with all, was depended upon to furnish amusement for his brother officers; or that they had at first believed that ruth, stumbling into the dining-room dressed as a woman, was the first act of some amusing play of andré's contriving. now that it proved she was only a runaway little girl looking for a lost dog they found it amusing that the young officer should have the trouble of taking her home. ruth could never quite remember the manner in which the general bade her good-bye, or if she make her curtsy, or even thanked him for promising that hero should be found. major andré tied on her bonnet, and opening a door that led to a side entrance, led her to the street. "now tell me the way, and i'll have you home in a jiffy," he said pleasantly. but it was no easy matter for ruth to walk as rapidly as her companion; she stumbled over the skirt; the strings of her bonnet had slipped so that it kept bobbing over her eyes and had to be pushed back; and she was now so frightened at the thought of what aunt deborah would say that she hardly knew in what direction they were going until the young officer stopped at her own door and lifted the knocker whose rap was sure to bring aunt deborah hastening to answer it. "you will not forget about hero?" ruth said as they stood on the steps. "indeed, i shall not. be very sure i will do my best to find your dog. i will go to the house on second street early to-morrow," responded andré, and the door swung open and aunt deborah, holding a candle in one hand, stood looking at them. "here is your little girl, madam; she has done no harm, i assure you. she did but make a friendly call on general howe, who sent me to bring her safely home," said the young officer, hat in hand, and making his best bow. "i thank thee for bringing the child home, sir," responded aunt deborah, drawing ruth firmly over the threshold and closing the door before major andré could say another word. the young officer hurried back to the general's dinner-table, a little vexed that he had made so much needless trouble for himself by introducing the queer little girl to general howe. "slip off thy mother's dress at once, before you do it further harm," said aunt deborah; and ruth, not daring to look up, hastened to obey, as she stood in the dimly-lit hall. "i--i--only went to look for hero," ruth tried to explain, after a moment's silence. "so thee had to put on thy mother's very best gown; one that she does not wear herself save on great occasions," responded aunt deborah, taking up the silk dress out of which ruth had just stepped. "it is probably ruined. go straight to bed. thou art a willful and unruly child," she continued, as ruth started toward the stairway. aunt deborah followed her, the dress over her arm, but she said no more until they reached ruth's chamber. "i believed thee safe in thy room. when thee did not come to supper i thought thee ashamed and sorry, because of the manner in which thou spoke to me; so i did not open the door. but no; thee was playing at being some one beside thy rightful self; and going to the house of an enemy against whom thy father is fighting. i know not what to say to thee, ruth, nor how to make thee realize that thee has brought shame upon us," said aunt deborah. ruth was crying bitterly, and could make no response. aunt deborah took the candle and left the room, leaving ruth to find her way into bed in the dark. she wished with all her heart that she had not worn her mother's silk gown and pretty bonnet. if they really were ruined she knew it would be a long time before her mother could replace them; for there was no extra money in the little household while america was fighting for her rightful liberties. "none of them, not even general howe, believed that i was really grown up. they were just laughing at me," she thought. "it would have been just as well if i had waited, and had asked aunt deborah if i might not go. oh, dear! and now i have spoiled mother's dress." ruth was so unhappy that she had quite forgotten that hero might soon be restored to her. chapter v ruth decides ruth slept late the next morning, and when she first awoke it was with the puzzled feeling of waking from a bad dream. then slowly she remembered the happenings of the previous day. the spring sunlight filled the room. from a hawthorn tree just below her window she could hear a robin singing as if there were nothing but sunshine and delight in all the world. and then the big clock in the hallway began to strike. "one! two! three! four! five! six! seven! eight! _nine!_" counted the little girl, and with the last stroke she was out of bed. before she was dressed aunt deborah opened the door. "good-morning, ruth," she said pleasantly, quite as if nothing had happened on the previous day, and that ruth had not slept two hours later than usual. "i have brought thee thy breakfast; and thee may stay in thy room until i call thee," and aunt deborah set a small tray on the light stand near the window, and before ruth could make any response she had left the room. ruth was very hungry. she had no supper on the previous night, and she now looked eagerly toward the little tray, which held only, a bowl and pitcher. the bowl was nearly full of porridge, and the pitcher of creamy milk. that was all very well; and she ate it all, to the last spoonful. but usually there were hot corn muffins and a bit of bacon or an egg to follow the porridge, and ruth was still hungry. "perhaps aunt deborah forgot," thought ruth, "but i don't believe she did. perhaps she is only provoked at me for being late for breakfast!" ruth shook up her pillows, turned back the blankets of her bed, and then went to the window and leaned out. there were two robins now on the top branch of the hawthorn, and for a moment she watched them, wondering if they were planning to build a nest there. the window overlooked the merrill's' garden; and in a few minutes ruth saw gilbert coming along the path toward the wall. "lafayette! la-fay-ettie!" she called. gilbert looked about as if puzzled, and ruth called again. "i'm up-stairs. gil-bert!" and at this the boy turned and looked up, and waved his hat in response. "i've found hero," she called. "honest! and an english officer is going to bring him home this very morning." "come on over and tell winifred," responded gilbert. "she has something to tell you, too. something fine." "i can't come over this morning. i----" but before ruth could say another word she felt a firm hand on her shoulder, and she was drawn into the room and the window closed, and aunt deborah was looking at her reprovingly. "ruth, why did thee think i wanted thee to stay up-stairs this morning?" she asked. ruth shook her head sullenly. she said to herself that no matter what aunt deborah might say she would not answer. "well, my child, then i must tell thee. i hoped thee would think over thy willfulness of yesterday; that thee would realize that thy conduct was such as would grieve and shame thy father and mother. dost thou think it a small thing nearly to ruin thy mother's best gown? to go dressed as if in a play to the house of an enemy of thy country to ask a favor? and before that thee quite forgot thy good manners in rushing up the steps of that house on second street, and then speaking rudely to me, who have no wish but to be kind to thee and help thee be a good girl." while aunt deborah was speaking ruth looked up at her, a little frightened and sullen at first; then as she saw that aunt deborah's face was pale, that she looked as if she had been crying and was nearly ready to cry again, the little girl's heart softened, and she ran toward her aunt, saying: "oh, aunt deborah! i am sorry i spoke rudely to you. and when i said i did not like you it was only because i was cross and so unhappy about hero. i do like you, truly i do. and, oh! i did not think about general howe being our enemy; or that i would spoil mother's pretty gown. i only thought about hero." and now ruth was sobbing, and aunt deborah's arm was about her. but for a moment aunt deborah made no response; then she said: "dear child, thee has given me happiness again. and now let us both do our best until thy mother returns. but thee knows that it is right for thee to decide if thee should not be punished in some way, so that in future thee will remember not to lose thy temper, to remember thy manners; and above all not to stoop to deceit to gain thy wishes." aunt deborah smiled happily at her little niece as she finished, as if quite sure that ruth would welcome her suggestion. ruth smiled in response. she began to think it would be rather fine to decide on her own punishment, and resolved it should be even more severe than any aunt deborah would inflict. "yes, aunt deborah, i will stay up-stairs all day. and i will eat only porridge for my dinner and supper. i will not call from the window, and i will knit; and not even play with cecilia," she said eagerly. "very well, dear child. but beside these things thee must say over to thyself the reason for thy punishment. say to thyself: 'not again will i be rude or unkind, not again will i be thoughtless of my behavior,'" said aunt deborah approvingly. there was a loud knock at the front door, and aunt deborah hurried away to answer it. in a moment ruth heard a joyous bark. "it's hero! it's hero!" she exclaimed, running toward the door. but with her hand on the latch she stopped suddenly. she had promised that she would not leave the room that day. she had set her own punishment for rudeness, and for the thoughtlessness that had perhaps ruined her mother's dress. "oh! i wish i hadn't dressed up," she thought, as she turned slowly away from the door, thinking of hero looking wistfully about for his little mistress. she knew that aunt deborah would be kind to him, but not to see hero after he had been missing so long was a real punishment for the little girl, and she went back to the window and stood looking out wishing that for a punishment she had thought of something beside staying in her room all day. as she looked out she saw that gilbert was still in his garden, that winifred was beside him, and that they were both making motions for her to open the window. she shook her head soberly. she could see that winifred was greatly excited about something, and was talking eagerly to her brother. they both looked up at ruth's window and again motioned with waving arms for her to open it. after a few moments they seemed to realize that she had, for some reason they could not imagine, been forbidden to; and with a good-bye signal they both turned and ran toward the house. "i do wonder what they wanted to tell me," thought ruth. "oh, dear! it is dreadful to stay up here when hero is home, and when winifred and gilbert have a secret." she began to realize that she had set herself no light punishment. "but it wouldn't be a punishment if i were enjoying it," she finally decided, and getting the half-finished sock from her knitting bag, she drew a small rocking-chair to the center of the room, seated herself and began resolutely to knit. now and then she could hear sounds from the rooms below; and once ruth dropped her knitting and started toward the door, for she had heard hero's plaintive whine as he waited for admittance. then had come aunt deborah's voice calling him away sternly; and ruth picked up her knitting, resolved to keep exactly to her promise. she wondered if major andré had sent hero home in charge of "dick," the smiling young soldier who had spoken to her on general howe's door-steps. but most of all her thoughts centered about winifred and gilbert. she heard the clock strike eleven, and realized that she was very hungry; and that an hour was a long time to wait before aunt deborah would bring her bowl of porridge. a shadow darkened the window, and she looked up with startled eyes to see winifred's face pressed against the glass. ruth ran to the window. "how did you get up here?" she questioned in wonder. "open the window, quick!" winifred responded in an anxious whisper. "the ladder wiggles about, and somebody may see me." ruth opened the window and winifred crawled in, and suddenly the ladder disappeared. "it's gilbert. he promised to take it down as soon as i got in. what is the matter, ruth? has aunt deborah made you stay up-stairs? did you know hero was home? a soldier brought him." while winifred talked she looked at ruth anxiously, as if to make sure that nothing had really befallen her friend. ruth was smiling with delight at her unexpected visitor. "oh, winifred! you were splendid to come up the ladder. i'm staying up-stairs to punish myself. i was rude to aunt deborah; and last night i dressed up in my mother's best dress and went to see general howe!" ruth answered. winifred was too surprised to reply, and ruth went on telling of her sudden decision, and of the adventures that followed, and concluded with: "and of course i ought not to have dressed up, and i ought not to have run away. so now i am staying up-stairs all day, and all i am to have to eat is porridge and milk. i decided it myself," she concluded, not a little pleased at the thought. "why, ruth pernell!" exclaimed winifred admiringly. "i don't know which is the most wonderful, your going to see general howe, or your deciding to punish yourself. begin at the time you reached the general's house and tell me everything up to now." ruth was quite ready to do this, and the two little friends seated themselves on the window-seat, winifred listening admiringly while ruth told over the story of the previous night. she had forgotten all about punishment; but a noise in the hallway and the sound of the clock striking the hour of noon made her stop suddenly in her whispered recital. "it's aunt deborah! winifred, hide, quick! under the bed," she said, at the same moment giving winifred a little push. aunt deborah came in smiling and inauspicious, with a well-filled bowl of porridge and a generous pitcher of milk on the tray. it had been a happy morning for aunt deborah. hero was safe at home, none the worse for his adventures; and, best of all, ruth of her own accord had declared herself to blame, and decided that her faults should be punished. it seemed to aunt deborah that after this she and her little niece would have no more misunderstandings. she thought it a fine thing that ruth wished to stay by herself all that sunny spring day; and she was sure it was no light punishment. chapter vi a difficult day aunt deborah did not linger to talk with her little niece, for it was a part of her belief that idle talk was unwise. the door had hardly closed behind her when winifred's head appeared from under the chintz valance of the bed, and she looked cautiously about. "has she gone?" she asked in a cautious whisper. ruth nodded, and winifred now crawled out from her hiding-place. "i'm glad she didn't see me, ruth. for when i came to the door this morning she said you could not see any one to-day; so i thought you were being punished, and i was bound to see you. oh, ruth! are you to have nothing but porridge?" and winifred looked at ruth's tray as if she thought such a dinner would be punishment enough for a much greater offense. "i chose it! i said i would eat only porridge," responded ruth, beginning to think that perhaps she had been more severe with herself than had been really necessary; and she wondered, with a little regretful sigh, if aunt deborah was having stewed oysters for dinner; for ruth was sure that nothing could taste better than oysters. "i had to see you, ruth; and it was gilbert who thought of the ladder. he has written a play, and you are to take part in it, and so am i," continued winifred, who had nearly forgotten her own important news in listening to ruth's surprising story. "'a play'?" echoed ruth questioningly, hardly understanding her friend's meaning. "yes! yes! don't you know that the english soldiers give plays in the southward theater? they dress up and make believe, just as you did last night," winifred explained, "and gilbert's play is like that." "then i don't want to," ruth declared. "it's horrid pretending to be somebody besides yourself." "oh, ruth! this isn't like what you did. it's all about washington and lafayette," winifred explained eagerly, "and our pony is to be in it, and so is hero. it's splendid; truly it is, ruth; and gilbert wants you to come and rehearse this afternoon, in our stable. if you are punishing yourself you can come if you wish to." ruth shook her head. "no, i can't. don't you see i can't, winifred? i promised just as much as if somebody else had made me. i'll have to stay in this room all day, because i told aunt deborah that i would." winifred jumped up quickly. "then i must go right home, for gilbert said that if you couldn't take part we'd try and get betty hastings. she's older and taller than you, anyway, so she'd look more like lafayette," she said, moving toward the door. betty hastings lived just around the corner on chestnut street. she was twelve years old. she was tall for her age, and her hair was brown and very curly. she did not often play with the younger girls. "lafayette? was i to be lafayette in the play?" asked ruth. "oh, winifred! ask gilbert to wait. i'll come over first thing to-morrow morning. you tell him i _have_ to stay up here to-day. don't ask betty!" she pleaded, and winifred finally agreed to try and persuade her brother to wait until the following morning before asking betty. "you see, it's to be a birthday surprise for mother; and her birthday is a week from to-day, so there isn't much time," winifred explained, as she started toward the door. "winifred! where are you going?" ruth whispered in alarm; and winifred laughed at her friend's surprise to see her about to walk boldly from the room. "i can go down-stairs so your aunt won't know it, and open the front door just as easy, and walk right out. she is in the kitchen and won't hear me," winifred answered; and with a warning word to be sure and be at the stable at nine o'clock the next morning, the little girl opened the door cautiously and disappeared. after winifred had gone ruth ate her porridge. she began to think of gilbert's play, and of the fun it would be to take the part of the brave young frenchman. she walked about the room, looked at cecilia and the half-finished chair, and sighed deeply at the thought that she might be rehearsing with winifred and gilbert, the pony and hero, instead of staying alone in her room. at last she remembered her knitting, and took it up rather reluctantly. "i do wish i hadn't worn mother's dress," she thought. and she was conscious of a little uncomfortable feeling as to winifred's visit after aunt deborah's refusal to admit her. "but i didn't ask her to come, or help her," she finally decided; although she began to wish that her friend had waited to tell her the great news until the next day and so avoided deceiving aunt deborah. but at last the long afternoon ended; and when the clock struck six there was a joyous bark just outside ruth's door, and aunt deborah opened it for hero to come bounding in. he had so much to tell his little mistress, with barks and jumps, and faithful pleading eyes, that it was some little time before aunt deborah found a chance to speak. "thee had best come down to the dining-room and have supper with me. there are creamed oysters and toast and a bit of jelly. i think thee does not need porridge for another meal to-day," she said smilingly. "i know i'll remember about mother's dress. it has been hard to stay up here all day," ruth answered, glad indeed that her time of punishment was over. "but aunt deborah doesn't know just how hard it was," she thought as she followed her aunt down the stairs, with hero close beside her, thinking over winifred's great news. as she took her usual place at the table she was glad that she had not taken winifred's suggestion to shorten her hours of solitude. the steaming oysters sent out an appetizing odor, the toast was crisp and golden, and the tumbler of amber-colored jelly seemed to reflect the light of the candles in their tall brass candlesticks which stood at each end of the table. "i have good news for thee, ruth," said aunt deborah, smiling at her across the table. "i have word that thy mother will return early the coming week." ruth gave an exclamation of delight. "oh, aunt deborah! what a lot of nice things happen all together," she said. "you won't go back to barren hill when she comes, will you?" for ruth began to realize that, even with her dear mother safe at home once more, she would miss the kind aunt who had been so unfailingly patient. it was evident that aunt deborah was greatly pleased. her brown eyes shone, and ruth suddenly discovered the amazing fact that there was a dimple in aunt deborah's right cheek. "'tis indeed pleasant that thou should wish me to stay; but i fear my house at barren hill needs its mistress. to-morrow is the first of april, and i must see about planting my garden as soon as possible. perhaps thy mother will let thee come for a visit before long," she responded. "that is, if the english general will take such a great risk as to give a small maid permission to leave the city," for no one could leave philadelphia at that time without a written permission from an english officer. ruth was quite sure that she should like to visit barren hill. she knew it was half-way to valley forge, where the american soldiers had passed a dreary winter, suffering from cold and hunger, while their enemies had enjoyed the comforts of american homes in philadelphia. but now that spring had come the american people were more hopeful; they were sure their army would soon drive the enemy from the city. the people of little settlements like barren hill managed to carry food and clothing to the american soldiers. aunt deborah, just before coming to philadelphia, had carried a treasured store of honey to washington's headquarters, as well as clothing and food for ruth's father. although aunt deborah was a quaker she was sure of the righteousness of america's war against oppression. "perhaps i could see my father if i go to visit you, aunt deborah," said ruth hopefully. but aunt deborah could give no assurance as to this. she knew that any day might see washington's army moving from its winter quarters. "thee could help me with the garden," she responded. "the bees will soon be about their work now; and there are many things in the country for a small maid to find pleasure in." "did you ever see lafayette, aunt deborah?" ruth asked. "why, child! did not thy mother tell thee? he stopped at my door one day. he was on horseback, and only two soldiers with him. they had ridden out from camp to make sure no english spies were about, and he stopped to ask for a cup of water. he was pleased to take milk instead. thee shall see the very cup from which he drank, ruth. it was one of the pink luster cups, and i put it apart from the others. some day thee shall have it for thy own," said aunt deborah, smiling at ruth's evident delight. as ruth listened she resolved that nothing should prevent her from visiting aunt deborah. perhaps she might see lafayette as well as her dear father. perhaps the young frenchman might again call at aunt deborah's door, and she, ruth pernell, hand him the pink luster cup filled with milk. aunt deborah's voice interrupted these pleasant day-dreams. "now, ruth, thee may help me wash the dishes; and we will make sure that hero is safely indoors," she said. "yes, indeed. oh! aunt deborah, this has been a splendid day, after all," the little girl responded, thinking of hero safe at home, of winifred's visit, and of the pink luster cup that some day would be her own. chapter vii gilbert's play ruth was up in good season the next morning, and aunt deborah was quite willing for her little niece to take hero for a morning call on winifred; and it was not yet nine o'clock when ruth pushed open the gate that led from the alley into the merrill's' garden. the stable stood beside this gate, and was some distance from the house. fluff, the pony, had a fine box stall with a window looking into the garden. fluff belonged to gilbert; but gilbert had grown so tall that he thought the pony too small for his use, and on winifred's last birthday had given her all right and title to the little gray pony, whose thick mane and plume-like tail had made the name "fluff" most appropriate. the stable was nearly hidden from the house by shrubs and trees, and gilbert and winifred found it a fine play-house. ruth often wished that there was a stable in her father's garden, and that she had a pony exactly like fluff. at the sound of hero's bark winifred and gilbert both appeared in the doorway of the stable, and close behind them stood betty hastings. ruth stood still with a questioning look at winifred. she was sure that gilbert had asked betty to take the part of lafayette, and for a moment she was tempted to turn away without a word. but before she could act on this impulse there was a chorus of welcoming greetings for her and for hero, and winifred came running to meet her. "betty is going to take the part of lord cornwallis!" winifred exclaimed, as she put her arm about ruth and led her to the stable. "gilbert thinks you were splendid to go straight to general howe and ask for hero," she added, "and betty wants to hear just what major andré said," so ruth, instead of finding herself entirely supplanted by betty, as she had for a moment feared, was surrounded by the eager interest and attention of the little group. it seemed to ruth that she had never before known how nice betty hastings really was. the older girl was evidently greatly impressed by the fact that ruth had sat next to the english general at his dinner table. "i wish i could have been you, ruth," she declared admiringly. "it was all right for ruth to ask for her dog," gilbert interrupted, "but _i_ wouldn't have sat down at general howe's table. not much i wouldn't." "but major andré lifted me up. i didn't do it myself," replied ruth, suddenly ashamed that she had entirely forgotten that the english officers were her enemies, and had even been rather pleased that no other little girl in philadelphia could say that she had sat at the dinner table of the great english general. "and you are no better than a tory, betty hastings," gilbert continued, looking disapprovingly toward brown-eyed betty. "you said a little while ago that you would rather be lord cornwallis than washington." "well, what if i did? i only meant in your play; because the english uniform is fine. all scarlet and gold," betty explained. she was smiling, and evidently did not care at all if gilbert did not approve of her. "come on and tell us what your play is about," she added. gilbert's frown vanished. he drew a roll of paper from his pocket; and, looking soberly at his companions, said: "the name of my play is 'america defeats the foe.' it is in two acts. the first act is lord cornwallis, that's you, betty, on his knees asking washington to spare his life. the second act is washington and lafayette and their triumphant army, winifred is the army, marching into philadelphia." "um-m," said betty slowly, "what does washington say when lord cornwallis asks him to spare his life?" "i don't just know yet," gilbert admitted. "i thought i'd wait until we rehearsed." "you said fluff and hero were to have parts," winifred reminded him, a little anxiously. "what does lafayette wear?" asked ruth. gilbert's face flushed: "just like girls, wanting to know everything before i've had time to think. but i can tell you one thing, we'll have to plan our costumes now." "mine is all planned," said betty; "you know there is an english officer lodging at our house, and i'll borrow his scarlet coat." "my aunt deborah has seen lafayette," ruth announced proudly, "and i'll ask her to tell me just what he wore, and then perhaps i can look just like him." winifred said nothing. gilbert had already told her that he meant to dress up two broomsticks as american soldiers, and these were to "march" on each side of winifred, with her aid and assistance. she was always ready to help gilbert in all his plans, but she was beginning to think that it would be rather a difficult task to be a triumphant army; especially as gilbert had told her that she must cheer for washington and lafayette when they reached the "state house," whose location he had not yet decided on. "aren't you going to have any girls or women in your play?" asked betty, apparently not greatly pleased with gilbert's brief description. "_i_ think you ought to have lady washington in a balcony waving her handkerchief, when the victorious army enters philadelphia. i could be lady washington, because i'll be all through being lord cornwallis in the first act," and betty smiled at her companions as if sure they would be greatly pleased by her suggestion. "why, yes----" began gilbert, but before he could say more a wail from winifred made them all look at her in surprise. "betty hastings shan't be everything! if she's going to be lady washington i won't play. i won't be an army, anyway," she sobbed. "oh! i don't care!" said betty good-humored. "i just happened to think of it, that's all. i'd just as soon be the army." it was finally decided that winifred should be lady washington, and wave from the top of the grain-bin when the triumphant army passed. lafayette was to ride on fluff, and gilbert said he meant to borrow a horse for george washington. hero was to follow the army. it was dinner-time before all these important questions were settled; and it was agreed that they would meet again the next morning for another rehearsal. gilbert promised to have speeches ready for lafayette and cornwallis. "the way it is now nobody has anything to say but washington," betty had said, and gilbert had agreed that cornwallis should at least say, "spare me, noble washington," while lafayette could make some response to washington's speech, which betty thought far too long, thanking the young frenchman for his aid to america. "i wish gilbert would let you make up our speeches, betty," said ruth, looking up at her companion with admiring eyes, as the two girls stopped for a moment at ruth's door. "it wasn't any play at all until you told him what to do." "it will come out all right," responded betty. "it's the dressing up that will be fun. i wish we could get ned ferris to play the drum and march ahead." ruth agreed that a drummer would make it seem more like a triumphant army. "do you suppose the english officer at your house will really lend you his red coat?" questioned ruth. betty laughed. "of course he will; for he won't know anything about it. 'tis his best coat, and hangs in a closet in the passage near his room. he wears it only now and then. i shall just borrow it, and then hang it back in the closet," declared betty. "just as you did your mother's dress," she added quickly, as if half-afraid of ruth's disapproval, and with a "good-bye until to-morrow, lafayette," she ran quickly down the street. ruth was a little thoughtful as she went into the house. she wished that she had told betty that she was sorry about borrowing her mother's dress without permission, and that it would be wiser to ask the soldier to lend his coat. then she remembered that betty was nearly thirteen, and of course must know more than a little girl only just past ten. aunt deborah greeted her smilingly. "i have been brushing thy mother's gown, ruth. 'twas sadly in need of it, and a tear on the side breadth. but i have mended it so well that 'twill hardly be noticed, and sponged and pressed the dress until it looks as well as ever," she said. ruth's face brightened. "oh! i am so glad, aunt deborah. then mother need not know i wore it, or that i went to see general howe. you will not tell her, will you, aunt deborah?" said ruth eagerly. the smile faded from aunt deborah's face, and she turned away from ruth with a little sigh. "no, i will not tell her, ruth. but thee will surely do that thyself," she answered. "but you say the dress looks as well as ever," said ruth, "and, oh, aunt deborah! it will make mother feel so bad to know that i was so thoughtless," and ruth looked pleadingly toward her aunt. "thee shall settle the matter for thyself, ruth. but i hope thee will tell thy mother," responded aunt deborah. but ruth made no reply. in the afternoon winifred came over, and the two little girls sat down on the back porch to talk over gilbert's play. winifred said that the broomsticks could be dressed up in some blue coverlets, with cocked hats made from paper, and ruth promised to help winifred make the hats. "betty is going to borrow her mother's fine silk cape and bonnet for me to wear as lady washington," winifred continued eagerly. "isn't betty splendid to let me have the very best part of all, and to get so many nice things for us to dress up in?" "will she ask her mother for the cape and bonnet?" ruth questioned. "of course she will," declared winifred, "and i have thought of something. we can dress josephine and cecilia in their best dresses, and have them sit beside lady washington on the top of the grain box." ruth agreed that such a plan would add to the success of gilbert's play. "my mother is coming home in a few days," she said when winifred said that she must go home. "well, i guess she will be proud when you tell her that you went to general howe and made him find hero," winifred replied. for winifred was sure that it had been a very courageous act to face the english general. "i am not going to tell her a word about it," was ruth's reply. chapter viii betty runs away the days now passed very quickly for ruth and her friends. every day betty hastings, winifred, ruth and gilbert were in the merrill's' garden or stable at work on the costumes for "america conquers the foe." ned ferris, a boy not much older than ruth, had promised gilbert to play on his drum, and to march at the head of the "army;" he would not need to rehearse, so would not come until the day decided on for the play. ned had also offered the loan of his brown pony, a much larger animal than fluff, for "washington" to ride; and now gilbert, winifred and ruth were all sure that the play would be a success. betty hastings was not so confident. she had begun to fear that it would be no easy matter to borrow the scarlet coat without the owner's knowledge: and she was even more doubtful in regard to her mother's fine cape and bonnet; but she said nothing of this to the others. if she had known that gilbert had invited her mother, as well as a number of other friends of mrs. merrill's, to what he described as "a birthday surprise for my mother," betty would doubtless have given up her part; but gilbert had asked each guest to keep the invitation a secret; and it was probable that a surprise was in store for "cornwallis" as well as for gilbert's mother. mrs. pernell returned home from germantown on the very morning of mrs. merrill's birthday, and ruth was so delighted at her arrival that she nearly forgot to ask her mother to come to the play that afternoon, as gilbert had requested. gilbert had said that he wished mistress deborah farleigh would come with ruth's mother, but added: "it isn't any use to ask her, for quakers don't believe in plays." "but this is different; i'm sure she will come," ruth had responded eagerly; and had been greatly pleased when aunt deborah agreed, saying that, "'twas surely a patriotic lesson that she would like well to see." mrs. pernell also praised gilbert's cleverness, and promised to be ready in good season. "perhaps i had best wear my brown silk to do credit to mrs. merrill's birthday party," she said, and wondered why ruth became so silent and looked so sober. for a moment ruth was tempted to tell her mother the whole story of her visit to general howe; but she resisted the impulse. "it would spoil everything to make mother feel bad the very day she has come home," the little girl assured herself; but she no longer felt light-hearted, and when her mother patted hero's head, and said that she knew he had taken good care of everything in her absence, ruth grew even more serious. aunt deborah was very quiet; but now and then her eyes rested on ruth a little questioningly. "i suppose aunt deborah is thinking i ought to tell mother," thought ruth, and was glad to hurry away as soon as they finished dinner, saying she must be in good season, as gilbert had set three o'clock as the hour for the arrival of his audience. "you must come in through the alley," ruth reminded her mother and aunt; for gilbert had decided that the guests were to be a part of the surprise for his mother. gilbert was arranging seats for the company just inside the door of the stable behind a rope stretched from the front to the door of fluff's stall. on the previous day the children had made an excursion to fair mount, and had brought home a quantity of blossoming boughs of the white dogwood, branches of pine, and of flowering elder, and these were used to make a background for the seats intended for the guests, to hide a part of the grain-bin, from which lady washington was to wave, and made the stable a very attractive and pleasant place. the guests could look through the open door into the garden where blue iris, yellow daffodils and purple lilacs were already in bloom. when ruth came running to the stable winifred called out to her from the top of the grain-bin: "look, ruth! look!" and ruth stopped in the doorway with an exclamation of surprise. for there was winifred wearing mrs. hastings' beautiful blue mantle of rich silk, and a bonnet with soft blue plumes, and beside her sat two other figures that, for a moment, ruth believed to be two strange ladies. then she realized that winifred had "dressed up" bundles of hay in two old gowns of her mother's, with their "heads" crowned by wreaths of leaves and flowers. winifred laughed delightedly at ruth's astonishment. "you see, josephine and cecilia were not tall enough; and of course lady washington ought to have company," she explained. gilbert, dressed in a blue coat, yellow knee-breeches, and with a crimson and white scarf pinned across his coat, came to the door. he wore a cocked hat, and a wooden sword was fastened at his side, and he endeavored to stand as tall as possible. "betty is waiting for you behind the lilac bushes," he said, and vanished; and ruth ran off to the bunch of lilacs behind the stable where betty, in a scarlet coat that covered her completely, was holding fluff's bridle-rein, and close by stood ned ferris beside his brown pony. "here is your coat and hat, 'lafayette,'" said betty, pointing to a bundle, which ruth hastened to open. the coat was of blue velvet. it was one that betty had found in a trunk in her mother's attic. there were ruffles of yellowed lace at the wrists, and tarnished gilt buttons and braid on the shoulders. this old velvet coat had belonged to betty's grandfather, and was highly valued by her father. but betty had not asked permission to take it. ruth tied up her hair and put on the cocked hat that she had helped winifred make; then with betty's aid she slipped on the velvet coat, and with the addition of a wooden sword which gilbert had made for her she was ready for her part in the play. the guests all arrived in good season, and were escorted to their seats by "washington" himself, who then ran to the house to announce to his mother that some friends of hers were in the garden. mrs. merrill, greatly to gilbert's satisfaction, did not seem to notice that he was not dressed as usual, and walked beside him down the garden path; as a turn in the path brought them in sight of the stable door gilbert said: "this is a birthday surprise for you, mother. it's a play, and here is the programme," and he handed her a strip of white paper bordered with a row of stars cut from gilt paper. at the top gilbert had printed: "_america conquers the foe_" _a play by gilbert merrill for mother's birthday_ _act first_ _cornwallis begs for mercy_ _cornwallis b. hastings washington g. merrill_ _act second_ _washington's triumphant army enters philadelphia_ _washington g. merrill lafayette r. pernell lady washington miss winifred merrill_ _army band._ mrs. merrill read the programme admiringly. "it is indeed a wonderful birthday surprise, my dear boy," she said smilingly, "and i am proud of you," and she hurried forward to greet and welcome her friends, while gilbert ran to summon "cornwallis" to be ready for the first act. an old horse-blanket, suspended from the hay-loft in the rear of the stable, served as a curtain behind which knelt betty in the scarlet coat. gilbert now took his place beside her, trying to look stern and noble. at gilbert's whistle winifred, who was in the hay-loft, was to pull up the blanket by the long strings that gilbert had skilfully arranged. the whistle sounded clearly. up rose the curtain. there was an approving murmur from the audience at the sight of "cornwallis" on his knees. "spare me, noble washington!" said betty, but in rather a feeble voice. washington's right hand was stretched over the head of his conquered foe. "arise, cornwallis. flee for your life. my army is at hand," responded washington; and betty, stumbling a little, escaped from the rear door, while washington marched out to meet his army, and the audience applauded. betty's mother had noticed the red coat, and wondered what english soldier had consented to lend it for such a purpose. it did not occur to her that betty had taken it from their lodger's closet. when betty had entered the stable by the rear door and knelt according to washington's directions she could hear the murmur of voices. "who is with your mother?" she whispered to "washington," but there had been no time to answer, and betty found herself facing not only gilbert's mother but a dozen other ladies of whom her mother was one; and it was a very anxious and troubled betty who joined the little group behind the lilac bushes and, slipping off the red coat, put on an old coat and hat belonging to gilbert's father, and with the dressed up broomsticks, took her place behind fluff as the "army." ned ferris sounded a measured "rat-a-tat-tat" on his drum and strode toward the entrance to the stable, followed by washington and lafayette, the "army," and the docile hero. lady washington scrambled from the hay-loft to the top of the grain-bin, drew her fine silk mantle about her, and smiled graciously down upon the assembled guests. mrs. hastings looked up at her. "for pity's sake!" her seatmate heard her murmur, "my best mantle and bonnet!" but at that moment came the quick beat of a drum. washington's pony, a little annoyed and nervous, and fluff, determined to reach his stall as quickly as possible, although "lafayette" endeavored to guide him in the appointed course, entered the stable. "washington" drew rein beneath the grain-bin and lifted his hat to lady washington, who leaned forward to wave in response; but unfortunately her bonnet strings were not fastened, and the fine bonnet with its blue plumes fell from her head and went tumbling down almost on hero's brown head. in a second the dog had seized it, and forgetting his part in the procession, jumped this way and that, shaking this new plaything with delighted satisfaction. mrs. hastings kept her seat resolutely. it would have been an easy matter to have stepped from her seat and rescued the bonnet. but mrs. hastings knew that such a movement on her part would have brought gilbert's play to an untimely end, and spoiled the pleasure of all the guests, as well as of the children who took part. so she did not move, even when hero fled out into the garden with the plumes grasped in his teeth. betty, ruth and winifred never forgot that moment, nor the fact that mrs. hastings had apparently not seen what happened. even in her fright at the results of her "borrowing" betty hastings was very proud of her mother. the drummer played on. the two ponies were swung around face to face; washington and lafayette clasped hands for a moment; then side by side, with drum playing, but with a silent army, the little procession vanished through the rear door. gilbert was delighted with his success. it seemed to him that everything had gone very well, and he was especially grateful to betty hastings for securing the english officer's coat. but betty, having seen the ruin of the bonnet, had suddenly realized that it was a serious matter to take the belongings of other people without their permission; and her first thought was of the officer's coat. whatever happened she must return that coat to the closet from which she had taken it as soon as possible. then she would try and explain to her mother that she had not meant any harm should befall the borrowed articles. so, grasping the red coat, betty opened the door into the alley and started off as fast as she could go; while ruth, still wearing the fine velvet coat, crouched down behind the lilac bushes, too unhappy to care if the play had been a success or not; for as "lafayette" faced the audience she had seen that her mother was wearing the brown silk dress. chapter ix betty's adventure "come, ruth, mistress hastings is waiting for thy fine velvet coat," and ruth looked up to see aunt deborah smiling down upon her; and in a moment the little girl was clinging to aunt deborah's arm, and asking anxiously: "did mother find the mended place in her dress? oh, aunt deborah! i do wish i had told her all about it!" "slip off the coat, dear child, and run and tell her now," said aunt deborah, and in a moment ruth was running across the garden to where her mother was standing with mrs. merrill. mrs. pernell smiled down at her little daughter, and clasping the warm little hand in her own turned toward the gate. in a moment ruth was in the midst of her story, and mrs. pernell listened without a word until ruth, breathless and almost in tears, finished by saying: "i didn't think it would hurt the dress, mother! i'm so sorry. and i am sorry i didn't tell you the moment you got home." ruth felt her hand clasped a little more closely at this; but her mother made no response until they were in ruth's pleasant chamber. then mrs. pernell drew her little girl down beside her on the broad window-seat; and leaning her head against her mother's shoulder ruth told of the day she had stayed up-stairs as a punishment for her thoughtlessness. "mother, you haven't said a word!" ruth finally exclaimed, looking up anxiously. "are you ashamed of me?" "why, i think i am rather proud of my little daughter," was the smiling response. "you set your own punishment, and i know you will stop and think when next you plan such a masquerade party. my dress, it seems, is but little the worse, after all; and hero is well worth some sacrifice. perhaps if you had not been 'dressed up' you would not have been admitted to general howe's house, and might not have succeeded in rescuing hero," said mrs. pernell, stooping down to kiss her little girl's flushed cheek. "oh, mother! i do love you," exclaimed the happy child. "i'll never be afraid to tell you everything." "of course you will tell me everything. that is what mothers are for," rejoined mrs. pernell. "and now i will take off my silk gown, and you had best smooth your hair and make yourself tidy for supper." "that sounds like aunt deborah," said ruth laughingly. but as she obeyed her mother's suggestion she thought happily that now mother was at home everything was sure to go smoothly. when gilbert's play was over mrs. hastings, although sadly troubled over betty's "borrowings," and the ruin of her pretty bonnet, complimented gilbert and winifred on the success of the play; and not until she had chatted for a few moments with mrs. merrill did she go to rescue her valued mantle and the treasured velvet coat. she hoped the english officer's coat was none the worse for its part in the play; and, like betty, she hoped to return it before it was missed by its rightful owner; for it would be no easy matter to explain why it had been borrowed, and she knew its loss would make serious trouble. she noticed that her mantle was dusty and wrinkled, and that the lace on the velvet coat was torn. the scarlet coat, however, was not to be found, and betty had also disappeared. deciding that she would find her little daughter and the coat safely at home mrs. hastings bade her friends good-bye and started for her walk home. but she did not find betty there. supper time came, and still no betty. a servant was sent to mrs. merrill's to inquire for the little girl, but came hurrying back with the tidings that betty had not been seen since the end of the play. mrs. merrill now looked through every room, but betty was not to be found. she inquired at the homes of her neighbors, but no one had seen the little girl. the april twilight deepened to dusk; the stars shone out and found mrs. hastings anxious and troubled, for she could find no trace of betty. when betty ran down the alley she had thought it would be an easy matter to reach home with the red coat; but she had forgotten that philadelphia was full of the king's soldiers, and that a bareheaded little girl racing down the street with the coat of an english officer over her arm would not escape notice; and she had only reached second street when a passing soldier called to her. his call only made her run the faster, and the soldier sped after her. if betty had stopped at once, told her own name and address, and the name of the owner of the coat, the soldier would doubtless have taken her directly home and made sure that she had told him the truth, and it is probable that her troubles would have been at an end. but betty was now too frightened to think clearly. she did not even know the direction in which she ran was straight away from her home. the english soldier ran clumsily, and betty, turning quickly into another street, soon distanced him; but only to run straight into another soldier, who seized her firmly by both arms, swung her about, and without a word marched her down the street. "making off with an officer's coat," he said, after what seemed a very long time to the frightened girl. "what's your name?" betty made no response. she resolved that no one should ever know that betty hastings had been suspected of such a dreadful thing as taking what she had no right to take. "won't speak, eh? well, i'll take you to captain de lance and see what he has to say to you," said the soldier, and the silent little girl, still holding the scarlet coat, was led down one street after another until she saw the shining waters of the schuylkill river before her, and the soldier led her up the steps of an old stone house whose garden ran down to the river. the soldier was evidently familiar with the house, for he pushed open the door and led betty into a big pleasant room, and motioned toward a comfortable chair. "you can sit there until the captain comes in; and you had best tell me your name. 'twill do you no good to sulk," he said, taking the coat from her reluctant grasp. but betty only set her lips more firmly. she resolved not to speak, no matter what might befall her. "very well, miss. i'll leave you to find your tongue," said the soldier, laying the coat carefully over a chair and leaving the room. betty heard him turn the key in the lock. she was tired, and leaned back in the cushioned chair, hardly realizing what had befallen her. she could hear steps now and then outside the door, and every moment expected that it would open and the captain of whom the soldier had spoken would appear. but the room grew shadowy in the deepening twilight and no one came near. betty's thoughts flew homeward to the candle-lit dining-room where dinah, the hastings' colored servant, would be spreading the table for supper, and betty realized that she was very hungry. she left her seat and tiptoed toward a long window at the further end of the room. the window looked out into the garden, and betty instantly realized that it swung in on hinges and was not fastened, and that it would be an easy matter to let herself down to the ground. "i must take the coat," she thought, and crept back to the chair where the scarlet coat lay. in a moment she was back at the window and had dropped the coat to the ground; and now, grasping the window sill with both hands, she let herself carefully down. picking up the coat, and keeping close in the shadow of the house, betty made her way until she was near the door through which she had entered the house. she went very carefully, peering ahead into the shadows, and listening intently for any sound that might warn her that her flight had been discovered. but she heard no sound, and at last she reached the road. "it is too dark for any one to know what color the coat is now," she thought, as she hurried along. betty realized that she was a long distance from home, but she was sure that she could soon find her way to some familiar street and then it would be an easy matter to reach home. now and then she passed groups of people homeward bound, or english soldiers sauntering along the street, and then turning a corner she gave a little exclamation of delight, for there, close at hand, were the brick walls of christ church, its graceful spire rising against the clear april sky. and now home was near at hand and betty quickened her pace. she had almost forgotten her mother's ruined bonnet and the fact that she had no excuse to give for borrowing the things for gilbert's play without permission. all she could think of was the fact that she was in sight of home. she ran up the steps and the door opened as if by magic, and betty's mother clasped her little girl, scarlet coat and all, in her welcoming arms. chapter x the lost programme the scarlet coat, after being carefully brushed and pressed, was returned to its place in the closet; and its owner never knew or imagined the part it had taken in gilbert's play. the soldier who had locked betty into captain de lance's room, and returned to find that the silent little captive had outwitted him and made her escape, decided that it was best to keep the affair to himself, and say nothing about a little girl with an officer's coat for which she would not account. ruth and winifred came early the next morning to make sure that betty was safe at home, and listened eagerly to the story of her adventure. "do you suppose you could find the way back to the stone house?" questioned ruth. "yes, i am sure i could," responded betty; but she did not suggest, as ruth hoped, that they should all make an excursion to the house by the river. in fact, winifred and ruth both agreed on their way home that betty seemed very sober. and it was true that betty was more quiet than usual for several days; for she realized that she had had a narrow escape from a serious punishment. nor could she forget the pretty plumed bonnet that hero had so gaily destroyed. the fact that her mother did not speak of the bonnet only made betty the more repentant. she and ruth had both resolved that they would not again take for granted that they could use other people's property without permission. "aunt deborah is going home to barren hill to-morrow," said ruth, as she and winifred came near home; "farmer withal is to call for her. you know he brings in butter and cheese from his farm every thursday, and aunt deborah will ride home in his wagon. i wish i were going with her." "oh, ruth pernell!" said winifred reproachfully. "well, i do. barren hill is half-way to valley forge, and perhaps i could see my father. and, winifred! one day lafayette stopped at aunt deborah's door! perhaps i might see him; perhaps he might ask me to carry a message for him," said ruth eagerly. "little girls can't carry war messages," winifred rejoined confidently. "you are just like gilbert, always wishing you could do something for lafayette. i don't see why. i would rather help washington." "it's because lafayette came 'way from france," ruth replied, "and, anyway, i am going to barren hill. mother says that i may go next month." "i have thought of something!" winifred announced. "to-morrow you and i will drive out a little way with your aunt. with fluff, i mean; and hero may go too. i will harness fluff into the cart, and we will be all ready to start at the same time they do." ruth agreed that this would be a fine plan, and both the girls were sure that aunt deborah would be pleased that they wished to go a part of the way with her. they decided to take "josephine" and "cecilia," as well as hero, with them. [illustration: it was a favorite play-house] "it will make up to them for not taking part in the play," said winifred. so much had happened during the past week that ruth had entirely forgotten the unfinished chair for cecilia, but now she spoke of it to winifred. "i will help you finish it. but let's take our dolls and work into the garden; it is too warm to stay in the house," she said, and in a short time the two little girls had brought cecilia and josephine, as well as their sewing bags, to the shade of the wide-spreading maple tree that grew in the further corner of the pernell's' garden. ruth's father had built a low seat around this tree, and it was a favorite play-house for the two little friends. hero followed them, and stretched himself out at their feet, quite sure that they were both happier because of his presence. for a little while the girls worked steadily, covering with chintz the cardboard pieces that would form the chair. "i'll put it together," said winifred, and with skillful fingers she fastened the seat, back and arms; and with a triumphant "there!" set it down beside ruth, who looked at it admiringly, and lost no time in establishing cecilia in her new possession. "wouldn't it be fine if we could make a sofa, and a table and a little bed for each of our dolls?" suggested ruth. "we can," declared winifred, "but i think it would be nicer to have the table and bed made of wood. let's go in your shed and see if we can find some nice smooth pieces." "and father's tool box is in the shed," said ruth, as they left their dolls in hero's care and ran across the garden to the shed, whose open door faced the big maple. the shed was nearly square. beside the wide door there were two windows, both looking into the garden, and beneath these was mr. pernell's work-bench, and a box containing his treasured tools; and on a long shelf over the bench were carefully arranged strips and squares of polished wood. for in the days of peace mr. pernell had used his leisure hours in making frames for pictures, a work-box, desk or light-stand; and had collected this store of material from many sources. ruth had often played about in the shed while her father was at work, but she had no idea of the value of his store of wood. "oh, winifred! look! this will make a fine table!" she said, standing on the work-bench and pulling down a strip of curly maple. "and here are some dark shiny strips, just the thing for bed-posts!" said winnie, drawing out a slender length of highly polished mahogany. in a few minutes the two girls had pulled down a number of strips of wood, had opened mr. pernell's tool-chest and taken out a number of planes, a small saw, gimlets and a hammer. "but we haven't any patterns," said winifred. "you know we had a pattern for the chair." "we don't need any pattern for a table. it is just a top and four legs, one at each corner," declared ruth. "we can begin on the table to-day; then we can look at sofas and beds and make patterns, if we need to." "here is something to measure with," said winifred, holding up a foot-rule. "we can make anything! oh, ruth! instead of making doll furniture let's make truly tables, i am sure some of those pieces are large enough." "winifred, you always think of just the right thing," ruth responded admiringly. "let's make a table for a present for betty. she got all those nice things for us to dress up in, and we have never made her a present." winifred nodded approvingly. she was greatly pleased by ruth's admiration, and she thought that betty would be greatly surprised to discover that two girls so much younger than herself could really make a table. "ruth! ruth!" called aunt deborah from the back porch. "dinner is ready!" so the two little girls were obliged to leave their pleasant plans, and, after promising to return early that afternoon, winifred started for home while ruth ran into the house. "my chair is all finished for cecilia," she announced as she took her seat at the dinner-table, "and winifred and i are going to make a table for betty." mrs. pernell and aunt deborah both smiled their approval, thinking that the table for betty, like cecilia's chair, was to be made of pasteboard. "thee must bring thy doll to barren hill," said aunt deborah. "there are fine places to play in the big barn and in the pine woods, and thy doll will be company for thee." "how soon may i visit aunt deborah, mother?" ruth asked eagerly. "may i not go with farmer withal next week?" "i cannot spare you so soon, ruthie dear," responded her mother, "and i will have to ask permission from the english general for you to leave the town. you see they fear even small americans," she concluded laughingly. but before dinner was over it was decided that, if all went well, ruth should go to barren hill about the first of may. that seemed a long time to ruth; but she remembered that betty's table was not even begun, and if she and winifred did decide to make furniture for their dolls the three weeks that must pass before her visit to barren hill would perhaps be none too long a time. mrs. pernell had just left the table when there was a rap at the door, and before any one could respond it opened, and there stood winifred; her face was pale and she was evidently frightened. "oh, mrs. pernell! there are two english officers at our house. they have come to take gilbert," she exclaimed, "and they want ruth too." "'take gilbert'!" echoed mrs. pernell. "what has he done? and what do they want of ruth?" "oh! it's because of the play. mother lost the programme we made for her. it blew away, and an english soldier found it; and they are going to take ruth too," winifred finished nearly in tears. "i will go and speak with these officers," said aunt deborah calmly. "thee need not be troubled, winifred. thee and ruth had best come with me so they can see how dangerous an enemy they have to arrest," and aunt deborah smiled so reassuringly that winifred took courage, and followed aunt deborah to the door. they were soon in the merrill's' garden, just in time to meet two english soldiers with gilbert between them coming down the steps. aunt deborah went forward smilingly. "thee does not mean to take this lad from his home," she said, speaking to the elder of the two men. "he has done nothing worthy of thy notice, and his mother can ill spare him." "that may be, madam. but we must obey orders. we have to take g. merrill and r. pernell to general howe," the man answered civilly. "here is r. pernell," said aunt deborah, her hand resting protestingly on ruth's shoulder. "surely thee does not mean to take this little girl?" the soldiers seemed somewhat surprised at this, but repeated that they must obey orders. gilbert did not seem at all afraid; he took ruth by the hand, and told her that it was nothing to be alarmed about. mrs. merrill, aunt deborah, ruth's mother and winifred kept close to the "prisoners" as the little party made its way down the street toward the headquarters of the english general. chapter xi a long road "what is this?" called a pleasant voice, and the two soldiers halted instantly and saluted a young officer who blocked their way. "if thee please, sir, there has been a mistake made," said aunt deborah, and proceeded to tell the story of the birthday entertainment that the children had given for mrs. merrill. the young officer listened gravely. "as you say, madam, they are but children; but such games find little favor among loyal english people," he responded. "but thee must remember we are americans," said aunt deborah fearlessly. the young officer turned and walked beside them. now and then he smiled as if amused by his own thoughts, but he said nothing more until they reached the headquarters of the general. "wait here a moment," he said, and ran up the steps. "i shall tell them that ruth had nothing to do with it, and that i am the only one to blame," gilbert said to mrs. pernell. "of course they won't punish any one but me." before mrs. pernell could reply the young officer appeared at the door, and came slowly down the steps. "come with me, young sir," he said, resting his hand on gilbert's shoulder. "you may take the little girls home, ladies," he added. "i am quite sure they will not prove a danger to england's cause." "i will wait for my son," said mrs. merrill. "i do not suppose you mean to detain him long." "i cannot say as to that, madam; but you are quite welcome to wait. if you will come in i will see that you find a comfortable chair," he replied courteously. "i will wait here," said mrs. merrill. "and we will wait also," declared ruth's mother. ruth and winifred clasped each other's hands as they watched gilbert being led up the steps. they thought their mothers were very brave indeed to reply so calmly to an english officer. gilbert was absent not more than a half hour, but it seemed much longer to the anxious little group. he came down the steps alone, and when his mother slipped her hand under one arm while winifred clasped his other hand he smiled and said: "humph! all they did was laugh and tell me to choose a better plot for my next play. they are not soldiers at all. why, they asked me if i would not like to take a part in one of major andré's plays." "what did you say, gilbert?" questioned winifred. "i said '_no_.' and that's all i said. and i did not thank them for the offer; and then they laughed more than ever. i wish washington would drive them out of philadelphia," answered gilbert, who was a trifle disappointed that the englishmen had not taken his play more seriously. he would not have minded if he had been held as a prisoner for a few days; it would have made him feel that he had really done something to prove his loyalty to the american cause. but mrs. merrill was very glad to have her tall son safely beside her, although she was inclined to agree with him that the gay young english officers took their duties too lightly. there had been balls at the city tavern every week during the winter, and most of the officers seemed to forget that there were dangers in store for them from the american army at valley forge. gilbert's adventure made ruth and winifred completely forget their plan to make a table as a present for betty until late that afternoon; and then they decided not to begin it until after aunt deborah's departure the next day. "mother has a table shaped like a heart. we could mark a heart on that square piece of dark wood with chalk and then cut it out," suggested winnie. "i am sure betty would like that better than a plain square table." "of course she would," agreed ruth. neither of the little girls realized how hard an undertaking it would be to carve a heart-shaped table top from the square piece of mahogany. ruth was awake at an early hour the next morning. the april sun shone warmly in through her open window; the robins, who had built a nest in the hawthorn tree, sang jubilantly as if rejoicing that spring was really at hand, and ruth could hear her mother and aunt deborah moving about in the lower rooms. it was just the day for a ride in the country. ruth was glad that winifred had thought of so pleasant a plan as driving a part of the way with aunt deborah. both the little girls had taken it for granted that their mothers would have no objection. winifred was used to driving the pony, and had often taken ruth with her, but they had never been farther than fair mount, a pleasant hill just outside the town on the schuylkill river, or along the quiet streets of the town; but to-day winifred had said that they would drive until aunt deborah should tell them to turn toward home. farmer withal usually arrived in the city at an early hour, delivered his produce, then gave the big brown horse an hour or two rest, and was ready to start on his return journey directly after dinner. aunt deborah did not keep him waiting, and was at the gate with mrs. pernell beside her when the round-faced smiling farmer in his long coat of heavy blue drilling and his wide-rimmed hat came driving up. "where can ruth be?" her mother said anxiously, as the farmer lifted aunt deborah's trunk into the back of the wagon and stood waiting to help her mount to the high seat. at that moment the pony carriage drew up behind the wagon with winnie and ruth smiling and waving their hands at aunt deborah. "we are going a little way with you, mistress farleigh," called winifred. "may i go, mother?" ruth added. aunt deborah was evidently greatly pleased that the little girls had wished to go a little way with her on her journey home, and mrs. pernell smiled and nodded her consent, thinking that ruth would be safely back in an hour at the longest, and waving her good-byes as farmer withal climbed to his seat and the brown horse trotted off, closely followed by fluff. down the street they went, turning now into the broader highway and at last reaching the river road that led straight to mat son's ford, beyond which the road led on to valley forge. as they came in sight of the river the big horse stopped, and in a moment fluff was beside the farmer's cart. aunt deborah smiled down at the little girls. "'tis best that thee turn toward home now. and i thank thee both for coming so far with me. 'twill not be long now, ruth, before i hope to see thee at barren hill. and thee, winifred, will be welcome also whenever thou canst give me the pleasure of a visit." before aunt deborah had finished speaking ruth was out of the pony carriage and standing on the step of farmer withe's cart holding up a package. "here is something i made for you, aunt deborah," she said. aunt deborah reached down and received the small carefully wrapped package. "thank thee, dear child," she said, and ruth stood by the roadside and waved a good-bye as the brown horse trotted off at a more rapid pace than he had traveled through the town. "i wish we could have gone farther," she said regretfully as she went back to her seat beside winifred. "well, we can. we'll turn up that shady road and see where it goes," responded winifred. "what did you give your aunt?" "a needle-book. mother helped me make it. it is of blue flannel, with embroidered edges, and shaped like a small book, with aunt deborah's initials on the cover," said ruth. "would it not be pleasant if you could visit aunt deborah when i do?" winifred feared that such a visit would not be possible. but the two little friends talked of many things as fluff trotted along the narrow country road, hardly more than a lane, and sheltered by closely growing trees. now and then the road came out into an open space, and there would be many violets growing close to the roadside. then the girls sprang from the cart and gathered handfuls of the fragrant blossoms, while fluff nibbled at the grass, or twisted his head to watch his young mistress. the wild honeysuckle was also in bloom along a sloping pasture, and ruth was eager to gather it to take home to her mother. she climbed up the rough slope, followed by winifred, and they soon had large bunches of the delicate blossoms. from the top of the little hill that they had climbed they could see the distant line of the blue river, and after roaming about for a time they decided it was time to return to fluff and start for home. the pony whinnied a little impatiently and shook his head at them as they approached. "he thinks we have stayed too long," said winifred laughingly. "what time do you suppose it is, ruth?" "oh! we can't have been away from home more than an hour," said ruth; "but the sky looks cloudy, doesn't it?" but it was not clouds that made the sky darken, it was the rapidly approaching twilight. the tall trees shut out the golden spring sunshine; and the afternoon had passed so pleasantly that neither ruth nor winifred had any idea that evening was close at hand, or that they were miles from home in a solitary and unknown road that had seemed to grow more narrow as they went on. "perhaps we had better turn around now," suggested winifred a few moments after they had gathered the wild honeysuckle. "i told mother we would be home early. why, what is the matter with fluff?" she added in a startled tone, for the little pony had come to a full stop. both the little girls jumped out of the cart and ran to the pony's head, which drooped low. fluff was breathing heavily, and it seemed to winifred as if his slender legs trembled. "why, he can't be tired. he had that long rest just now," said ruth anxiously. neither of them realized that ever since leaving the river the road had run steadily up-hill, or that the pony had been traveling for a number of hours. fluff was no longer young, and he had never been required to go long distances; and now he could go no further. "i'll take off his harness," said winifred quickly. "i hope he isn't going to have a fit. ned farris's pony has fits." it did not take her long to set fluff free from the pony-cart, and he turned a grateful look toward his little mistress, who began to wish there was a brook or spring near at hand where the little creature could drink. ruth smoothed fluff's head, and winifred with a bunch of wayside grass rubbed his back and legs. "he's going to lie down," said winifred as fluff moved his head about quickly; and in a moment the tired little creature had stretched himself at their feet. "what shall we do? i am sure fluff can't take us home," exclaimed winifred, "and we can't go and leave him here." "it can't be very far from home," responded ruth. "i could go home and tell gilbert, and he would come right back for you with ned's pony." "but what could we do with fluff?" asked winifred a little despondently. "he is too tired to drive home." "perhaps he'd be rested enough by that time to go home, if he didn't have to pull the cart," said ruth; "anyway, i do think one of us ought to go home or our mothers will think some harm has befallen us. i'll stay, if you would rather go." but winifred shook her head. she did not wish to leave the pony; neither was she pleased at the thought of staying by herself on that lonely road. at last, however, they decided that ruth's plan was the best they could think of, and ruth started. "i'll hurry all the way, winifred; and gilbert will come back as fast as he can," she called as she started to run down the hill. chapter xii a long ride "i wish we had brought hero," thought ruth regretfully as she hurried down the shadowy road, "then he could have come with me for company." for at the last moment before leaving home the little girls had decided that it was not best to let hero accompany them. there was not room for him in the pony-cart, and for him to race along the streets might well mean that he would again disappear; so ruth had been quite ready to leave him at home. but now she would have been very glad to have him running along beside her. "josephine" and "cecilia" had also been left behind; in fact neither winifred nor ruth had remembered the dolls until after they had said good-bye to aunt deborah. and, while ruth was regretting the absence of hero, winifred, sitting close beside fluff, was wishing that her beloved josephine was there to keep her company. "it would be a great adventure for josephine," she thought, looking up through the overhanging branches of the big oak under which fluff had stopped to rest. for a time she amused herself by braiding the long grass and weaving it about green twigs broken from an elder-bush until she had made a wide, shallow basket with a handle. into this she put the violets and wild honeysuckle, resolving to take it home as a present to her mother. she put it carefully under the seat of the pony-cart, and then decided to search for a spring or brook, for she was thirsty. fluff showed no signs of wishing to start for home, or even to eat the tempting young grass growing near. "if i find a brook perhaps i can lead him, and then he will get a good drink," thought winifred, crossing the narrow road and pushing aside a thick growth of wild shrubs. "oh!" she exclaimed, for she had stepped at once on to damp yielding moss which covered her low cut slippers and whetted her feet as completely as if she had stepped into a brook. just beyond this moss lay a clear little pool of water, evidently fed by springs. winifred discovered that the farther, or upper, bank of the pool was dry and sandy, and in a few moments she was kneeling beside the clear water and drinking thirstily. she then made her way back to the road, breaking down branches of the shrubs to make a way for fluff, who was now on his feet looking about as if in search of his little mistress. "come on, fluff," she said coaxingly, grasping the plume-like mane. "come and have a drink." the pony moved forward obediently. he hesitated a moment at having to push his way through the undergrowth, but with winifred encouraging and urging him forward he was soon in sight of the pool, and then sprang forward so suddenly that his mane slid through winifred's hands and she found herself on her hands and knees while fluff, with his nose in the clear water, was drinking thirstily. winifred laughed as she scrambled to her feet. her shoes and stockings were wet and muddy, her pretty blue linen dress was torn, and now she realized that her hat was gone, that she must have lost it in pushing her way through the undergrowth; but these things seemed of small consequence to winifred just then; for the pony, with his forefeet planted firmly in the shallow water, was evidently more himself than he had been since he had stopped short under the oak tree. "i'll lead him back and harness him into the cart and start after ruth," thought his little mistress happily, "and i do believe it is getting dark!" she added aloud, realizing that the woods seemed very shadowy, as she made her way toward the pool. as she came near fluff he lifted his head from the water, shook himself much as a big dog would do, and whinnied with satisfaction. but as winifred approached more closely he gave a little dancing step into the water just beyond her reach. "oh, fluff! it isn't any time to play games. we must start for home before it is really dark," said winifred. but fluff was now rested, and free from his harness in a fragrant shadowy wood. he was sure that his little mistress must be as ready as himself for a game, so he edged along the pool until a clear space opened before him, and then he stepped out, and trotted briskly away between the tall trees. "fluff! fluff!" called winifred, running after him. "oh! where did he go?" for the pony had disappeared as if the earth had swallowed him. winifred ran on until her way was blocked by thickly growing underbrush. then she turned back, but now she could not find the pool. the shadows deepened; she could hardly distinguish one tree from another, and there was no sound or sign from the gray pony. "what shall i do?" she said, standing close to the trunk of a pine tree that rose straight and tall with wide-spreading branches. she realized that she must now be some distance from the road and the big oak tree where she had left the pony-cart, and fluff perhaps was deep in this wilderness, unable to make his way back; and, worst of all, night was close upon her. it was indeed a dangerous position for a little girl to be alone in a wilderness as winifred found herself. it was a time when many wild beasts still wandered about, often coming near to the outskirts of towns and villages. winifred remembered that only a few weeks earlier a catamount had been killed at fair mount, and she knew that in the early spring bears left the dens where they had slept through the winter, and wandered through the woods eating the tender young buds and leaves. she crouched closer to the tree as she remembered these things, and then suddenly she recalled the words that she had worked on her sampler: "there shall no evil befall thee. for he shall give his angels charge over thee, to keep thee in all thy ways." her mother had traced the words, and winifred had worked them in dull blue yarns on the perforated wool cloth. she said them over aloud: "no evil befall thee," and was no longer afraid. she did not think now of the beasts of the dark wood, but of a kindly presence that would shelter her. "perhaps fluff will come and find me," she thought hopefully. "anyway, ruth will soon be back with gilbert, and they will call my name, and i shall call back," and so comforted and encouraged winifred sat down on the soft pine spills and leaned back against the tall tree. a pair of squirrels chattered noisily in the branches; a soft-footed little animal sped by almost touching her feet, and she could hear faint calls from nesting birds near at hand. "for he shall give his angels charge over thee," the little girl whispered to herself, and soothed and quieted by the spring fragrance of the wood her eyes closed. ruth, meanwhile, was trudging along the road toward home. she was sure that she could find the way without any trouble. "all i have to do is to turn when i come to the river road and follow it straight back to the city, and then any one can tell me how to get home," she thought, hopefully. but she began to think she should never reach the river road. her thin shoes were scrubbed and dusty, and she wondered what aunt deborah would say at her untidy appearance. now and then she would quicken her pace and run until she was out of breath. she began to understand why fluff was tired out. just before she reached the river road there was the sound of breaking twigs, and of some animal making its way through the woods, and the next moment a deer followed by a young fawn sprang into the road directly in front of the surprised and startled little girl; but they vanished before ruth realized that they had been within reach of her hand. "oh! i wish winifred could have seen them," she thought. the road now hardly showed in the thick dusk. ruth stumbled often, and began to be both hungry and thirsty. she wished she could stop and rest; but the thought of winifred sitting alone under the big oak tree made her resolve not to stop until she reached home. at last she could see an open space ahead, and the dark line of the river; and at the same moment she heard the sound of trotting feet on the road behind her and a little gray figure ran swiftly by. "that was fluff! i know it was fluff," she exclaimed, and called loudly after the pony. but fluff did not stop; he knew he was headed for home, and it was much easier to run along free and unharnessed than to pull a cart containing two little girls. ruth now hardly knew what to do. perhaps winifred might be coming closely behind the pony. "perhaps i ought to wait and see if she is coming," thought ruth, puzzled and uncertain as to the right course to take. before she could decide she saw the gleam of a lantern, and heard the wheels of a carriage coming rapidly over the road, and without a moment's hesitation she called out: "stop! please stop!" and heard a familiar voice respond: "it's ruth. it's ruth." and the light of the lantern showed gilbert and his mother in ned farris's pony-cart. in a moment they were standing in the road beside her, and ruth was telling the story of the woodland road, and of winifred waiting beside the pony-cart under a big oak tree. "and fluff just ran by, headed for home," she concluded. "i thought it was fluff who raced past us. i was sure it was he," said gilbert. they were now puzzled what course to take. to leave winifred alone so far from any human habitation was not to be thought of; neither did mrs. merrill wish ruth to go on toward home without some one with her. "gilbert, you must go home with ruth, and i will drive on after winifred," she decided. "mrs. pernell will be sadly troubled when fluff comes running home and she has no news of her little girl. go as quickly as you can." gilbert agreed; but he felt a little defrauded as he and ruth turned toward home. he would have enjoyed going up that dark hillside road, where it seemed to him some interesting adventure might befall a traveler. mrs. merrill, with the lantern fastened to the front of the cart, drove rapidly up the hill, trying to pierce the dusky shadows of the roadside. now and then she called winifred's name, and listened intently for some response, but none came. at last the light from the lantern showed the pony-carriage in the shadow of the big oak tree, and in a moment mrs. merrill was on the ground beside it. but winifred was not to be seen. "winifred!" she called over and over, but there was no reply. chapter xiii home again winifred awakened suddenly. for a moment she looked about with startled eyes. "winifred! winifred!" "that is mother calling," she exclaimed aloud, springing to her feet, and resting one hand against the smooth trunk of the pine tree. for a moment she was too surprised and sleepy to respond to the call; then she called back, "mother! i'm in the woods!" at the same time moving slowly around to the other side of the big tree. "oh! there's a light! and there's the road! and there is mother!" and stumbling and running winifred appeared in the road only a short distance from the flickering light of the lantern. "mother! mother! did you come all alone?" called winifred, as her mother held her close as if, thought the little girl, "i had been away a long time." "i thought i was way in the deep woods, and i was close to the road all the time. but fluff is lost," she explained, as her mother led her toward the cart. "no, dear; fluff passed us on our way home, and will probably be safe in his stall long before we get back," replied mrs. merrill, and as they drove through the darkness she told her little daughter of how troubled she and mrs. pernell had been as the afternoon passed and winifred and ruth failed to return; of gilbert borrowing ned's pony, of meeting ruth, "and i have been here an hour, calling and calling," she concluded. "how sound asleep i must have been not to hear you," said winifred happily, snuggling closer to her mother's side. "after fluff ran off i began to be frightened," she continued. "i thought of catamounts and bears; and then i thought of my sampler." "your sampler?" repeated mrs. merrill, not understanding just what winifred meant. "yes, mother dear! don't you remember the words you traced on it? 'there shall no evil befall thee. for he shall give his angels charge over thee, to keep thee in all thy ways,'" repeated the little girl. "i kept saying it over and over and i was not afraid." for a moment mrs. merrill did not reply. she stooped and kissed her little daughter, and then said: "that was right, dear child." it was nearly midnight when mrs. merrill and winifred reached home, and gilbert lifted a very sleepy little girl from the pony-cart. "mrs. pernell and ruth are here," he said, "and she has some hot broth ready." gilbert looked after ned's pony before following his mother and sister into the house. mrs. pernell had already prepared his supper and he had eaten it with ruth on reaching home after their long walk; but that seemed a long time ago, and he was quite ready to sit down at the candle-lit table and join the others. the hot broth, toast and damson preserves were very welcome to winifred and her mother. the little group around the table were all too tired to talk much, but they smiled happily at one another, rejoicing that they were all safe and at home. it was decided that mrs. pernell and ruth should stay the remainder of the night with the merrill's. "hero will take care of our house," ruth said confidently, as she and her mother entered the pleasant chamber where they were to sleep. "mother, you never scold me, do you?" she said, just as mrs. pernell extinguished the candle, and smiled happily to herself at her mother's little laugh. "why, ruthie dear! i should hope not. you know 'scold' is an ugly word. there is nothing about it that is fair. it means to 'find fault,' which is never quite fair; do you think it is?" and ruth agreed that "scold" had an ugly sound. "we didn't mean to stay away and to worry you," said ruth. "of course you didn't, dear child. go to sleep," replied her mother, who was thinking to herself that no other little girl was as dear and good as her own little daughter. and, strange as it may seem, mrs. merrill was thinking that very same thing about winifred. how much there was for the two little friends to talk about the next day! gilbert and fluff had started off at an early hour to bring home the pony-cart, and early in the afternoon betty hastings came to see ruth. she knew nothing about the adventure of the day before, and listened eagerly to ruth and winifred as they told of the lonely road, the coming of darkness, and of the deer and fawn that ruth had seen. the two younger girls looked at betty admiringly as they all sat together in mrs. pernell's front room. betty's smooth brown curls under her pretty white straw hat, her shining brown eyes and pleasant smile, and the pretty dress of blue and white plaid, made her well worth their approving glances. both ruth and winifred wondered to themselves why it was that betty's hands were always clean, her hair smooth, and her dress always neat and in order. they decided, as they had often done before, that it was because betty was so nearly grown up, nearly thirteen. they were quite sure that being tidy and careful was a gift that came with years. ruth always liked to have betty come to see her. "it's just like really being grown up when betty comes," she had explained to her mother, "because we always sit in the front room, and never play dolls." so this afternoon when mrs. pernell brought in a tray with the little silver pitcher and sugar bowl, the luster teapot, and the treasured canton cups and saucers, together with a plate of round frosted cakes, and ruth had the pleasure of giving betty and winifred a cup of "real tea" she felt herself the most fortunate little girl in philadelphia. "'tis not a taxed tea," mrs. pernell declared smilingly; for americans had refused to receive any tea on which the government of great britain demanded an unlawful tax. "i came to ask you and winifred to a may party," said betty, when she was ready to start for home. "my mother says i may invite a dozen girls to go maying to some pleasant place on the river, where we can gather flowers, put up a may-pole, and have a picnic lunch. mother will get some one to drive us all out in a big wagon." both ruth and winifred were delighted at the invitation, and thanked betty. may-day was nearly two weeks distant, but they were glad to have so pleasant an invitation. and the front door had hardly closed behind their visitor when ruth exclaimed: "we must begin on that table right away, winifred, so that it will surely be finished by may-day. i have just remembered that may first is betty's birthday! her mother always has a party for her." "so it is!" responded winifred, as she followed ruth toward the shed. there was a piece of chalk in the drawer of the work-bench, and ruth, laying the square of smooth dark wood on the top of a barrel, began to mark a large heart, while winifred stood beside her watching admiringly. "there!" ruth exclaimed, as her rather uneven chalk line came to an end. "i guess that is enough to go by. we can make the edges smooth with some of the tools." winifred agreed promptly. "i'll make the legs," she volunteered. "be sure and have them all the same length," advised ruth. "you can take this chalk and mark the places where to saw;" and in a few moments winifred with a small sharp saw was endeavoring to cut through the strips of hard wood selected for table legs, while ruth with a sharp knife tried in vain to make some impression on the square of mahogany. snap! went the slender knife-blade! "oh, winifred! quick! i've cut off my thumb!" screamed ruth, as she raced past the horrified winifred and ran into the kitchen calling: "mother! mother!" in a moment her mother was beside her; the injured thumb was bathed and bandaged, and ruth was explaining, with winifred's help, how the accident occurred. it was really a deep cut, and it was no wonder that the little girl had been frightened. mrs. pennell went to the shed with the little girls, and looked with troubled eyes at the cherished pieces of polished wood, and the fine tools scattered about the floor. "we must put all these tools carefully back in the chest, and the wood on the shelf just as your father left it. winifred will help me, for you must not use your hand, ruth," she said. "but, mother, we want to make a heart-shaped table for a birthday present for betty," ruth explained. "mayn't we use father's tools?" "no, my dear. it would have been a very serious thing if you had spoiled any of his saws or planes. and those strips and squares of wood are valuable. besides that you and winifred are not accustomed to the use of tools; and you might really have cut off your thumb instead of only cutting it," said mrs. pennell. "i am to blame that i did not tell you how much your dear father valued these tools and wood." "oh, mother! you are never to blame. i ought to have asked you," ruth declared. "well, my dear, i really think it would have been wiser. but now we must think of something else as a present for betty. with that hurt thumb, ruth, i am afraid you cannot make her anything," responded her mother, leading the way to the seat under the maple tree. "now, let us all try and think of something that betty would like for a birthday gift," she continued, as they all sat down. hero came bounding across the yard, and took his usual place at ruth's feet. "i know! i know exactly what betty would like," declared ruth, "and i am sure i could help make it. candy! she loves candy. can i not use some of your sugar, mother, to make some heart-shaped sweets?" for ruth had some tiny heart-shaped molds of tin, into which hot candy mixture could be turned, and that when cool came out in perfect shapes. "that will be better than a table," said winifred eagerly, "and i know my mother will give me some sugar for such a purpose. and, ruth! we can make a heart-shaped box of paper to put it in." mrs. pennell listened smilingly as the two little girls made their plan for their friend's birthday gift. she promised to give them a portion of her scanty store of sugar. "you will not need to make it for a week to come; and ruth's thumb will be well by that time. you may have the kitchen to yourselves on the last day of april," she said. ruth quite forgot the ugly cut in her excitement over the proposed candy-making. "i am glad may is only ten days away," she said. "just think of all that is going to happen next month! betty's birthday picnic, and my visit to aunt deborah! and perhaps even more than that. perhaps i shall see lafayette! and perhaps the english will leave philadelphia." both her mother and winifred laughed at ruth's eager prophecy. chapter xiv the candy disappears gilbert and winifred often talked to ruth of their soldier brother, vinal; and she never tired of hearing the story of a midnight visit he had made during the previous winter. he had arrived home late one afternoon, coming up the street as if there were not an english soldier in the city, and had stayed the night in his own home, departing early the next morning for valley forge. it was just such an adventure as the children admired, and would have well liked to have had some part in. gilbert had reluctantly given up the plan of changing his name to lafayette. no one seemed to remember his wish, and after a few weeks he no longer reminded ruth or winifred. as the time of ruth's visit to barren hill drew near she made many pleasant plans of all she would see and do while at aunt deborah's square stone house, and recalled all that her aunt had told her of the beehives in a sunny corner of the garden, the flocks of chickens, the many birds that nested safely in the orchard trees, and the big attic that would be such a fine play-house on stormy days. but most of all ruth thought of the fact that barren hill was only ten miles distant from valley forge, and that there might be some way in which she could see her father. "i wish i could find out that the english were going to leave philadelphia, and then i would have good news for father," she thought. "or if i could carry a fine present for father to give lafayette." but there seemed little prospect that a little girl like ruth could be the bearer of good news to the troops at valley forge, or of a present to the gallant young frenchman. ruth's thumb healed in a few days, so that she could help her mother in the garden, and do her usual work about the house. every morning, directly after breakfast, was the lesson hour, when mrs. pennell and ruth would sit down in the dining-room and, as ruth had described it to aunt deborah, "tell stories." there were "history" stories, and these ruth liked best of all. one was the story of the first quaker emigrants who came to philadelphia in three small ships, bringing a friendly letter from the good-natured king charles to the delaware indians. she liked to hear how these people sailed safely across the atlantic and came up the delaware, and first found shelter in caves along the river's bank, and then built themselves log cabins, and big strong houses. then there were stories of the stars, by which sailors steered their course at sea, and there were stories of birds and beasts, and a very amusing game in which a small girl from japan and another from china, and a little black girl from africa, each recited the way children were taught in those countries. mrs. pennell did not always tell the stories, no, indeed! often ruth would be asked to tell the story of william penn, or perhaps to draw a little picture of certain constellations. and always there was the adding of apples, the dividing of apples into four parts and eight parts, which mrs. pennell called "fractions." and after this pleasant hour there were the neat stitches to be set in apron, dress, or handkerchief. nearly every child had regular tasks; they were taught to use their hands as well as their eyes and thoughts, and ruth was very proud that she could hemstitch nicely, and "set the heel" of a stocking, and finish off its toe. after vinal brought the letter from ruth's father mrs. pennell seemed more cheerful, and often said that she was sure it would not be many months before philadelphia would be rid of the enemy. ruth and winifred counted the days until the last day of april, when they were to make the candy as a present for betty. the pretty heart-shaped box that was to hold it was already finished. mrs. pennell had helped them make it. she had carefully shaped it from pasteboard, and then, with a flour paste, the little girls had covered it carefully with some pretty bits of wall-paper. the cover had three tiny hearts cut from gilt paper, and ruth and winifred were both sure that betty would be much pleased by their gift, especially when she opened it and found it full of sweets. ruth had just finished her lesson hour on the morning of the day before the may-day picnic, when winifred appeared. she brought a package of sugar that her mother had given her as her share for the candy, and the two little girls ran to the kitchen, which they were to have quite to themselves for their candy-making. the family cooking was done over the bed of coals in the fireplace, and ruth brought out a saucepan, a big spoon, and some sugar from the pantry, and talking happily of the pleasures of the coming day the two little friends measured their sugar and set the saucepan over the coals, while ruth, spoon in hand, watched it carefully, while winifred stood close by ready to help. it was a great event to be permitted to make candy, and both winifred and ruth decided that it would be a much more acceptable present than a table. in a short time the melted sugar, flavored with rose leaves, was ready to be turned into the tiny heart-shaped molds, and set to cool on the window ledge. "let's go out in the garden," suggested ruth. "if we stay in here we shall keep looking at the candy to see if it is ready to turn out, and it will seem forever." so they went out to the seat under the maple tree, played with hero, talked about the may party and the time, now near at hand, when ruth would go to visit aunt deborah, and nearly an hour passed before they returned to the kitchen. "why, where are the molds?" exclaimed ruth. "where is the candy?" demanded winifred, and they looked at the vacant window-sill where they had left the sweets to cool. "mother must have put them in the pantry," said ruth. "of course," winifred agreed, and the little girls exchanged a smile of relief as they both turned toward the pantry. but the candy was not there. "i'll run and ask her where she put it," said ruth, and hurried off to find her mother who was busy in one of the upper rooms. "but i have not been down-stairs, dear child," mrs. pennell replied. "you do not suppose the molds have fallen out of the window?" she asked, and without stopping to answer ruth ran back to the kitchen, and leaned out of the window, but there was no candy to be seen. "oh, ruth! the box is gone, too! some one must have come in and taken it!" said winifred; and, sure enough, the pretty box had disappeared from the table as well as the molds from the window. both the little girls were ready to cry with disappointment. they knew that each of the other guests would bring betty a present, and they knew also that their mothers could not spare any more sugar for candy. besides this the pretty box was gone, and they had no more bits of paper to make another. "i shan't go to the party," ruth declared. "and who could have been mean enough to take the candy?" mrs. pennell was nearly as troubled as ruth and winnie. it was evident that some one must have entered the house by the front door, taken the candy, and made off while the girls were in the garden. she feared that other things must have been taken, but a careful search proved that nothing else was missing. winifred agreed with ruth that they did not wish to go to the party without a present for betty. "and now it is too late to even think of anything," she said as she started for home, leaving ruth puzzled and unhappy, and wondering to herself if perhaps some ill-natured fairies had not made off with the sweets. the more ruth thought of this the more convinced she was that it was what had happened. she remembered hearing queer little noises at her window that morning that she had thought were made by the birds nesting in the hawthorn. now she said to herself that it must have been fairies coming into the house. "and because i did not make them welcome they have taken the candy," she decided, remembering a fairy tale that mrs. merrill had once told the two girls in which children had always welcomed fairies who came tapping at the windows of a spring morning, by singing: "welcome, fairies good and kind; come in, come in, and welcome find." in the story the fairies had brought wonderful gifts, but if they had not been welcomed they would have taken the children's dearest possessions, which could only be recovered by walking around the garden just before sunrise and bowing low three times to the lilac, three times to a robin, and three times with your eyes shut tight, repeating each time: "fairies, fairies, here i bow. will you kindly pardon now that i did not hear or see when you came to visit me?" ruth was glad that she could remember it. "i'll get up before sunrise to-morrow morning and do exactly as the little girl did in the story when the fairies brought back her silver heart, and then probably when i open my eyes there will be the box and the candy," thought ruth. "why, of course, it was because the box and the candies were heart-shaped," she decided; "that's another reason i'm sure it was fairies. it will be splendid if i can get them back. i won't tell winifred until after breakfast to-morrow. won't she be surprised?" mrs. pennell wondered a little that ruth was in such good spirits the rest of the day, after the disappearance of the candy, and that she was so ready to go to bed at an hour earlier than the usual time. chapter xv a fairy story when gilbert took the pan of candy-molds from the open window of mrs. pennell's kitchen, and, reaching in captured the heart-shaped box from the table, his only intention was to keep them just long enough to puzzle ruth and winifred and then return them. when the girls came back to the kitchen he had run into the shed, and set box and pan in the open drawer of the work-bench and closed it quickly, and had then gone home to attend to some garden work, meaning to come back in an hour at the longest; but his mother had sent him on an errand, and it was noon before gilbert remembered the candy; and then winifred was telling the story of its disappearance: "you wouldn't think any one would be so mean as to take our candy," she concluded, and gilbert felt his face flush uncomfortably, and realized that it was going to be very difficult to explain what he had intended for a joke to ruth and winifred. in some way he must get that candy and box back to the place from which he had taken it, or else tell the girls what he had done; and this last alternative would be unpleasant. all that afternoon he was on the alert for a chance to slip into the pennells' garden, enter the shed and rescue the hidden sweets; but the day was warm and pleasant, and ruth and winifred with their dolls and hero were out-of-doors playing about in the shade of the maple tree until it was too late for gilbert to carry out his plan; so that he was as uneasy and troubled as ruth or winifred over the missing candy, and not until evening could he think of any way to recover it. he was just closing the stable for the night when he noticed the shallow basket of woven grass and twigs which winifred had made on the eventful afternoon's journey along the river road. the violets and wild honeysuckle were now only dried up stems; but the basket looked serviceable and attractive. gilbert smiled as he picked it up. he knew now exactly what he would do: he would get up very early the next morning, gather daffodils and iris and then take the basket to mrs. pennell's shed,--take the candy from the molds, fill the box, and setting the box in winifred's grass basket cover it with flowers; then he would hang it to the knocker of the pennells' front door. "the girls will think the fairies did it for a may-day surprise," he chuckled to himself, remembering that winifred could never quite decide about fairies: if there really were such wonderful little people or not. so gilbert was up before sunrise the next morning, and with a friendly word to hero, found it an easy matter to enter the shed quietly and take the candy and box from the bench drawer. in a few moments he had filled the box skilfully without breaking one of the tiny hearts, set it in the basket and covered it with the spring blossoms. he was just about to leave the shed when he heard a voice, and peering out saw ruth bowing to the lilac tree and saying in a low voice: "fairies, fairies, here i bow. will you kindly pardon now that i did not hear or see when you came to visit me?" "jiminy! it's that old fairy story mother tells; and ruth believes it," thought gilbert, as he watched ruth bowing low to a startled robin, which flew up to a higher branch in the hawthorn tree. she was so much absorbed in what she was doing that she did not hear the stealthy step behind her on the soft grass as gilbert swiftly set down the mold pan and the basket, and flew back to the shop. he had just reached its shelter when ruth turned to go back to the house and saw the basket. she looked at it for a moment as if she could hardly believe her eyes; and as she stooped to pick it up ruth fully expected that basket, pan and tin molds would all vanish from sight. but no! they were real; and, quite as ruth expected, the box, filled with candy hearts, was under the flowers. "oh! what will winifred say?" she whispered to herself. and then she bowed to the lilac tree and to the robin, and said, "thank you, kind fairies. i will always know now that you are true and kind," and then ruth ran into the house to wake up her mother and tell her this wonderful story, and show her the basket in proof of the fairies' visit. gilbert hurried home. he was delighted with the success of his plan, but a little troubled that ruth should believe so implicitly that fairies had first taken and then returned the candy. mrs. pennell listened to ruth's story and looked at the basket with as much wonder and surprise as even ruth could expect. although she did not deny that fairies had a hand in the return of the candy, she endeavored to explain to herself just how it could have occurred. but she remembered how much happiness she herself had had as a small girl in believing in good fairies, and was quite willing that her own little daughter should have the same pleasure. the merrills were just sitting down to an early breakfast when ruth came over to tell winifred that the candy had been found, but she did not tell all the story, for she knew gilbert laughed at fairies. "i'll tell you all about it on the way to betty's," she said, for it had been arranged that betty's guests should all meet at her house, where the wagons would be in readiness to take them to a favorite picnic ground, a green sloping field on the banks of the schuylkill river, where there were groups of wide-spreading elms and where many spring flowers grew. winifred was so eager to hear about the return of the candy that she could hardly wait to finish her breakfast. ruth had not lingered after telling the great news, but had run home to make ready for the picnic. gilbert continued to feel uneasy about his part in the fairy story, and after ruth and winifred had started for the may party he followed his mother into the garden and offered to help her transplant the young seedlings. "mother, do you think there is any harm in believing in fairies?" he asked, and before his mother could reply gilbert was telling her the story. "ruth seemed more pleased about the fairies than she did to get the candy back," he concluded, "and i don't think there is any harm in fairies, do you?" "why, no, gilbert! i am always hoping that they really are true," replied his mother smilingly. "oh, mother! you are as bad as ruth," laughed gilbert; "but do you think i ought to tell ruth that i hid the candy, and then brought it back?" "no, not at present. some time in the future you can tell ruth about it, if you wish, but i think it would be too bad to spoil her pleasure to-day. but perhaps you had better ask mrs. pennell, and then do whatever she thinks best," replied his mother. the thought of telling mrs. pennell of his mischievous act made gilbert rather uncomfortable, but he responded promptly: "all right, mother. i'll go now," and ran toward the house to wash his hands before presenting himself at mrs. pennell's door. "so that was it. i could not imagine how it happened," said mrs. pennell when gilbert had told of hiding the candy, and of meaning to return it as a may basket. she agreed with mrs. merrill that ruth could be told the facts later on, and did not seem to feel that gilbert's joke had been anything but natural and harmless, so gilbert returned home with an untroubled mind. betty had asked her little guests to be at her house at half-past ten o'clock, and when ruth and winifred came down the street they saw a big wagon with two big brown horses standing in front of betty's house; just behind the big wagon was a smaller one which dinah was helping to load with baskets and packages. "that's the lunch wagon," said winifred. "oh, ruth! i'm sure we are going to have a beautiful time. what do you suppose betty will say when you tell her about the fairies?" "i don't know. but probably she will think she is lucky to have a basket made by fairies," responded ruth, who did not know the story of the basket that she carried so carefully. "i made that basket. truly i did, ruth," winifred declared eagerly. ruth's smile vanished. she stood still and looked at winifred accusingly. "then i suppose there weren't any fairies at all? if you made the basket you probably put the candy in it and set it in my garden for me to find. and you let me tell you all about bowing to the lilac tree, and never said a word," exclaimed ruth; "and i suppose you have been laughing at me all the time," she concluded, a little choke coming in her throat at the thought that her best friend, as well as the fairies, had failed her. before winifred could say a word ruth ran ahead as fast as she could go. betty was on the steps, and a number of the girls who were going on the picnic were with her. she greeted ruth warmly, and when ruth explained that the basket was from winifred and herself betty was greatly pleased. she was looking at the basket and box admiringly when winnie appeared. "did ruth tell you that is a fairy present?" she asked eagerly, and at the little chorus of laughter and questions, winifred went on and told the story just as ruth had told it to her, while ruth stood by looking rather sulky and unhappy. the moment winifred finished ruth stepped forward and said: "that's a good story, but it isn't true. about the fairies, i mean. not one word of it. and winifred knows it isn't." chapter xvi betty and annette the girls' laughter ceased, and they looked at ruth a little questioningly as if expecting that she would explain. but it was betty who, slipping her arm around winifred, said pleasantly: "well, we are all obliged to winnie for telling us such a beautiful story. and i am sure it is just what the fairies would do if they happened to think of it." winifred looked up at the older girl gratefully, but she felt very unhappy. she could not understand why ruth, her very best friend, should have turned against her, and denied the story. ruth stood, sulky and silent, and a little ashamed, as the other guests arrived; and when betty declared that it was time to start and led the way toward the big wagon, ruth walked alone and was the last one of betty's guests to climb up to her seat. there were ten little girls in the party, and black jason, dinah's husband, was to drive the team. mrs. hastings sat on the back seat between betty and ruth; the small wagon with the good things for the birthday luncheon followed close behind, driven by a friend of jason's. the other girls laughed and talked merrily as the big horses trotted briskly through the streets leading to the river. but ruth was silent, except when mrs. hastings spoke to her; then she answered as pleasantly as possible, but she had no pleasure in the ride. now and then they passed groups of english soldiers; and as they turned into the river road several red-coated officers on horseback rode past them. "we wish you a happy may, young ladies," called one of the officers, bowing very low as he rode past the wagon filled with happy girls. there was no response to his polite salutation; for even the children of the historic city resented the presence of the english soldiery. "mother, sing your may-day song," suggested betty. but mrs. hastings shook her head laughingly. "i must save that for our dance round the may-pole," she replied, "and we shall soon be at the picnic field now." the field was very near the place where ruth and winifred had turned into the hill road, and the may party reached it after not more than an hour's ride. black jason drove through the field toward the river bank, and stopped under a group of tall elms. in a few moments the girls were scattered about searching for flowers. black jason and his friend unloaded the lunch wagon, and then mrs. hastings called the girls to decide on the best place to erect the may-pole, a fine birch tree that black jason was now chopping down. "there are so many good places!" exclaimed betty, looking about the smooth field. "i think this is the best," she decided finally, as, with her guests beside her, she stopped near the edge of a wood. it was just the place for a may-pole, the other girls declared, as they looked about; and black jason and his friend set up the tall birch tree, whose green branches were more beautiful than any decoration that the girls could have imagined. while mrs. hastings and betty spread the lunch in the shade of the woods, the other girls gathered flowers and wove garlands for each other, and talked happily together. ruth found herself seated beside annette tennant, a girl about betty's age. "i will give you my wreath, and you can give me yours," said the older girl. "you are rather young to be asked to this party," she continued, looking at ruth. "i am nearly eleven," replied ruth. "winifred merrill isn't any older than that." "i noticed there were two little girls," rejoined annette condescendingly. "you mustn't mind if most of us are older. i always like children," went on annette, who was even taller than betty hastings, and whose yellow hair was braided neatly and wound around her head. ruth made no reply. she was feeling a little ashamed that she had declared winifred's story to be untrue. even if winnie had set the basket in the garden and let her go about bowing to trees and birds ruth felt that she herself had been rude and unkind. "what made that other child tell all that rigmarole about fairies?" questioned annette. "i was glad when you spoke up and said that it was not true. of course we older girls knew she was making it up." suddenly ruth became perfectly sure that winifred had had nothing to do with the discovery of the candy, and that winifred had really believed the fairies had brought it back, using her basket for the purpose. "winifred didn't make it up," declared ruth. "it was exactly as she told it. the fairies did take away the candy, and bring it back." annette stopped weaving the vines and flowers, and jumped up. "well, you are a very funny child. you tell us all that winifred merrill made up a story, and now you tell me that it was true," she exclaimed scornfully. "you need not give me your garland; i don't want it, or anything to do with you," and before ruth could say a word in reply annette had joined a group of the older girls, and was evidently telling them her opinion of ruth pennell. ruth looked down through a blur of tears at the wreath she was making. she could hardly see the flowers in her lap. "i wish i had stayed at home. i hate grown-up girls," she thought bitterly, wishing herself in her own garden with hero and cecilia for playmates. the sound of betty's voice calling to her guests that luncheon was ready made ruth look up. she saw the other girls walking toward the shade of the tall elms where mrs. hastings stood waiting for them. winifred was evidently in high favor; annette walked on one side and mary pierce on the other, each with an arm about the pleased but somewhat embarrassed winifred. "ruth! ruthie pennell! we are all waiting for you," called betty, and ruth followed the others. it was evident at once that none of the girls meant to sit beside ruth if it could be avoided. annette had declared that she believed ruth to be a mischief-maker, and untruthful, and that it was the duty of the older girls to "teach her a lesson." "we must let the child realize that older girls don't approve of such things," annette had said, and the others agreed that the best way to express their disapproval was to leave ruth to herself as much as possible. winifred was now more puzzled than ever. when annette had repeated ruth's declaration that winifred's story was true, that fairies had returned the candy, she did not know what to think. "i'm sure ruthie was only fooling," winifred declared bravely. "i mean when she said that i made up the story about the candy. because it was just what she told me." "then the child must be taught that we don't like such fooling," responded annette, with what she felt was a very grown-up and impressive manner. "sit here, ruth," said betty, wondering at the manner of the older girls, "and, winifred, come and sit beside her." winifred was quite ready to change her seat as betty suggested, but annette's hand clasped her arm, and it was annette who answered: "winnie would rather sit here, beside me." "all right," responded betty. "then i'll have ruthie for my helper. i can always depend on you, ruth, can't i?" she added, smiling at her young friend. "always," whispered ruth, gratefully; and it was she who helped betty serve the other girls with the excellent cold chicken, and bread, and butter, the jelly-filled tarts, and squares of molasses gingerbread, so that annette's proposed "lesson" bid fair to be defeated. "what's the matter, ruthie?" betty found a chance to whisper, as they sat down together a little way from the larger group. ruth told the story eagerly. "i don't know why i thought winnie had put the basket there, or why i was so horrid as to say that she told a story," confessed the unhappy little girl. "do you suppose it really was the fairies, betty?" betty looked rather sober for a minute. she was thinking to herself that her may-day party bid fair to be a failure unless her guests could realize that ruth had only made a mistake for which she was sorry. she blamed annette more than she did ruth, feeling sure that winifred and ruth would have come to a friendly understanding if annette had not interfered. "i have a plan, ruthie, that perhaps will make it all right. will you do just what i tell you?" "yes, indeed i will," responded ruth gratefully. mrs. hastings had left the girls to themselves and gone over to the may-pole. "come here, winifred," called betty, and this time annette made no objection, and in a moment winifred was sitting beside ruth, and both the little girls were thinking that betty was much nicer than any other "grown-up" girl in the party. "ruth pennell is going to tell us a story," announced betty. "she doesn't know if it really is true or not. for a little while she thought her best friend had taken the part of a fairy, but afterward she was sure she had not. now, ruth," and betty turned smilingly toward her little friend, "stand up and tell us all about it; about the making my candy, how it disappeared, and what you did to recover it. then, when you have finished, we will take a vote and see how many of us believe in fairies." for a moment ruth hesitated, but winifred's friendly smile encouraged her and she stood up. she did not look at the group of girls sitting about under the trees; she looked straight over their heads at the river, and began to speak, beginning her story with the discovery that the candy had disappeared. she spoke clearly, and when she finished by saying that she was sorry that she had been rude to winifred, because she and winifred both rather believed in fairies, there was a little murmur of approval. "now, girls, all those who believe in fairies stand up," said betty, jumping to her feet, and reaching out a hand to the girls beside her, and at the same time beginning to sing: "'here are fields of smiling flowers-- come and seek may in her bowers. catch young may. make her stay; dance around her bright and gay.'" nearly all the girls knew the song and joined in singing, as hand in hand they ran across the smooth grass toward the may-pole, where mrs. hastings stood waiting for them. and now ruth was her happy, smiling self again, and annette was no longer eager to teach "lessons" to the younger girls. annette and ruth were both conscious, however, that betty, with her frank kindness, had smoothed out their mistakes. chapter xvii queen betty the girls had exchanged their wreaths of flowers as they sat down to luncheon, all excepting ruth and annette, who wore the ones they had made themselves, and they now made a very attractive picture as they all formed a ring around the may-pole, singing an old song that their mothers had sung when they too were little girls; a may-pole song that had been sung in england for hundreds of years. "'round the may-pole, trit, trit, trot. see what a garland we have got: fine and gay, trip away. happy is our new may day.'" "now for choosing the may queen!" said mary pierce, and a little chorus of "betty hastings! betty hastings!" was the response, and betty curtsied very low, and thanked her guests. for "maids of honor" she chose ruth and winifred, whose duties were to walk one on each side of the may queen on her way to her throne, and then kneel beside her until she bade them rise. while the girls had been at luncheon and dancing around the may-pole black jason and his friend had been busily at work behind some thick growing trees near the river. "all ready, missie!" he announced, as, hat in hand, and bowing low, he came smilingly toward the "queen of the may." a little procession formed to follow jason, who led the way through a woodland path to a clearing that opened toward the river. in this clearing stood a big rustic chair, betty's "throne." ruth and winifred handed the queen to her seat with great ceremony, and then one after another the girls approached the throne, curtsying low and laying their garlands at betty's feet. now they joined hands in a little circle and danced around the throne, singing: "'the first of may is garland day, and every child should dance and play. curl your locks as i do mine, and wear your summer gown so fine.'" [illustration: "the first of may is garland day"] the queen of the may asks any favor she pleases from the throne, but as soon as she leaves the throne her power ceases; so now the group of laughing girls stood waiting to hear what the queen would ask: "a wreath and a staff and a cup to quaff," demanded betty smilingly, and away raced her loyal subjects to fulfil the royal demand. it was annette who brought the wreath of violets; mary pierce came with a curving branch that jason had cut from a maple tree and trimmed into a staff, while caroline fraser brought a cup of cool water from the spring under the willow tree. "we must soon be thinking of home," mrs. hastings reminded them, as the girls, now flushed and a little tired, seated themselves about the throne, from which betty had descended. "you have not sung your may-day song, mother!" betty reminded her, and the girls now gathered about mrs. hastings, repeating betty's request. "but it isn't really 'my' song; it is an old english may song," mrs. hastings said. "'spring is coming, spring is coming, flowers are coming too; pansies, lilies, daffodils, now are coming through.'" "'spring is coming, spring is coming, all around is fair; shimmer and quiver on the river joy is everywhere.'" as she finished singing mrs. hastings curtsied to the happy group, and said: "i wish you a happy may." when black jason drove the brown horses into the field, and the girls took their seats in the wagon, they all declared it was the best may-day party they had ever known, and they all thought betty hastings was the most fortunate of girls that her birthday came on the first day of may. "how would you and winifred like to sit with jason on the front seat, ruth?" asked mrs. hastings, and the two little friends smiled at each other, and replied that they would like it very much, and so were lifted to the high seat beside the good-natured jason. "i almost spoiled everything," ruth whispered to winifred, "but betty made it come out all right. i like betty." "so do i," responded winifred, and they smiled at each other again, both quite sure that they would never again come so near to a quarrel as they had that may-day. as they drove past a square stone house whose gardens sloped down to the river, black jason pointed toward it with his whip and said: "dat de house where capitan delancy live, an' he an' de oder fine english soldiers are gettin' up a great party, a kind of show like." the girls looked well at the house from which betty had so skilfully made her escape on the night following gilbert's play. "are they going to have the party in that house, jason?" asked ruth. "landy! no, missie. it's to be out to master wharton's fine place in southwark. folks do say as general sir willem howe be gwen to leave dis place. they certain do say so," and jason chuckled with satisfaction at the thought. "then will general washington and lafayette come here, jason?" questioned ruth eagerly. "i dunno, missie. but i reckon de english gwen to have a mighty fine party. deere gwine to have bands o' music in boats on de river. yam," and jason chuckled at the thought of all the great preparations that had already begun for the most splendid pageant that america had seen, and about which the people of philadelphia were wondering, for the english officers were making elaborate plans. "i wish i could drive two horses," said ruth, looking a little longingly at the reins and whip that jason so skilfully held in one hand. "landy, missie! yo' jes' take hold de reins like dis," responded jason, at the same moment clasping ruth's hands over the leather reins. "now hole 'em study." ruth obeyed jason's instructions to "look straight ahead, an' hole 'em up study," and it was the happiest part of all that happy may-day to be driving jason's brown horses, with the other girls singing and laughing on the seats behind her. but as they turned from the river road into the town jason again took the reins. the girls were now carried each to her own home, so winifred and ruth were set down at the merrills' door. "we have had a beautiful time, betty. we shall always remember _your_ birthday," declared ruth, and winnie repeated the words. betty smiled and waved her hand; she realized that her two little friends were thanking her for more than their happy may-day. hero welcomed ruth home, and seemed to be trying to tell her something. he ran around her, barking and whining. "what is it, hero? what is the matter? where is my mother?" she asked, as she pushed open the door of the sitting-room and found it vacant. "mother!" she called, running into the dining-room, and then heard her mother's voice calling from the kitchen: "come out here, ruthie!" ruth stopped in the doorway with an exclamation of surprise. "oh, mother! what is it?" she asked, for mrs. pennell was sitting in a low chair near the window, with one foot resting on a stool. "i have sprained my ankle, ruthie. i slipped coming in from the porch about an hour ago, and could just manage to crawl to this chair," replied mrs. pennell; "and now you will have to be 'mother' for a time. tie my apron over your dress, and start up the fire, and fill the big kettle with water." ruth obeyed quickly, and in a few moments had carried out her mother's directions, bringing a small wooden tub in which to turn the water when it should be heated. she could think of nothing but that her mother must be in pain, as she drew off mrs. pennell's slipper and stocking, filled the tub, and now gently bathed the swollen ankle. "remember, ruthie, dear, when any one has the ill-fortune to sprain wrist or ankle, that hot water is the best aid," mrs. pennell said, as she directed the way in which ruth should bandage the ankle. "i am afraid i am going to make a good deal of work for my little girl. we must try and send for your aunt clara to come as soon as possible," she added. but ruth did not mind the work; as she went from pantry to fireplace, preparing toast and a dish of hot gruel for her mother her thoughts flew away to aunt deborah at barren hill, to the lustre cup out of which lafayette had drunk, and she realized that she could not go away from home now that her mother was lame. after supper the ankle was bathed again, and now mrs. pennell thought it best that ruth should run in and tell mrs. merrill of the accident, and ask her assistance. for she found herself unable to walk. mrs. merrill came at once, and with her aid mrs. pennell was able to reach the big sofa in the sitting-room where she was made comfortable for the night. "i will send gilbert to germantown early in the morning to fetch your sister," said mrs. merrill, as she bade her neighbor good-night. "it is fortunate that ruth had not started for her visit to barren hill," she added. "it is, indeed. i could hardly spare her now," mrs. pennell responded. ruth listened with a feeling that there would never be any more happy days. her mother was lame; she could not go to barren hill, and all her plans for visiting her father at valley forge, and perhaps seeing the brave young lafayette, must be given up. as she went slowly up-stairs to bed, she had almost forgotten the happy birthday picnic near the river. but she recalled what black jason had said of the rumor that general howe was soon to leave philadelphia. just now, however, that seemed to be of little importance to ruth. her last waking thought was that she must be sure to get up early, very early, the next morning and have hot water ready to bathe the hurt ankle. chapter xviii a great resolve although ruth was up in good season the next morning, she had only started the kitchen fire when mrs. merrill and gilbert appeared at the kitchen door with a basket containing breakfast for mrs. pennell and ruth. gilbert was all ready to start for his drive to germantown, and, after a few words with mrs. pennell, hurried away. mrs. merrill bathed the sprained ankle and helped ruth's mother to a comfortable chair near the window. "may i not put the little table by your chair, mother, and have my breakfast here with you?" asked ruth. "yes, indeed! that is exactly what i was wishing you to do, my dear," responded mrs. pennell; and ruth ran away to the kitchen and brought in the hot corn bread that mrs. merrill had brought, the dish of porridge and the pot of steaming coffee. then she drew a chair up opposite her mother, and they smiled happily at each other across the small table. mrs. pennell declared that her foot was much better. "i am sure your aunt clara will return with gilbert," she continued, "but even then i am afraid you will have to do a good deal more than ever before, ruthie, dear, for aunt clara is not yet fully recovered from her illness." ruth felt rather proud to know that her mother relied upon her to be of so much help, and, for the moment, quite forgot the visit to barren hill. she told her mother of all the delights of betty's may-day party, and when she carried the breakfast dishes out to the kitchen she was almost her happy self again. winifred came over and helped ruth with the household work that morning, and early in the afternoon aunt clara arrived; who, in spite of mrs. pennell's fears in regard to her strength, declared herself quite equal to taking care of her sister and attending to the work of the house. nevertheless ruth was kept busy for a number of days; she did not go very far from her mother's sitting-room, and mrs. pennell said that her little daughter was "hands and feet" for her lame mother. mrs. pennell's fingers were busy making a dress for ruth. it was of white linen that aunt deborah had woven herself, and brought as a present to ruth, and mrs. pennell was hemstitching the broad collar and dainty cuffs. "your aunt deborah will be pleased if you have the dress to wear when you visit her," said mrs. pennell, a few days after her accident, when ruth sat beside her, both busy with their needles. "but i can't go to barren hill, mother. you couldn't spare me," replied ruth. "of course you must go to barren hill. not just at present; but in a week or two i shall be hobbling about the house, and your aunt clara will stay with me while you are away," said mrs. pennell. "truly? am i really to go to barren hill?" exclaimed ruth, dropping her work, and jumping up from her chair. "oh! i'm so glad." mrs. pennell looked at her little girl in surprise. she had had no idea how much ruth had counted on this visit, nor with what disappointment she had given it up. "why, my dear child, you have not said a word about your visit since i hurt my ankle. i had not an idea that you wished to go so much," she said. "i didn't wish to go when you couldn't take a step," ruth declared. "well! i think it is almost worth while to have a sprained ankle to find out what a good little daughter i have," said her mother. "i feel very proud indeed. and now i think you had best put on your hat and go and make betty hastings an afternoon visit. it is nearly a week since her may party." "i will ask winifred to go, too," said ruth eagerly, feeling happier than she had since her mother's accident. "you had best change your dress, dear; put on your blue chambray," suggested her mother, and ruth ran off to her own room, singing, "joy is everywhere," as gaily as she had sung it when dancing around betty's throne. in a little while she was back in the sitting-room, all ready for her visit. in the pretty blue dress, and wearing a white hat with a blue ribbon around the crown, and with her white stockings and low shoes with shining silver buckles, ruth was indeed a little girl of whom any mother might be proud. winifred was soon ready to accompany her, and the two friends started on their walk to see betty hastings. as they came in sight of the hastings house they both exclaimed in surprise. for on the steps was betty, wearing her best hat, and the tall english officer, whose red coat betty had borrowed for gilbert's play, stood beside her. "do you suppose betty is a prisoner?" whispered winnie, a little fearfully. "of course she isn't, all dressed up in her best," replied ruth, and at that moment betty saw her two friends and waved her hand to them as she came down the steps beside the english officer. "oh, winifred! ruth! i am so glad you came. now you can go with us to walnut grove and see the english officers practising for their tournament. captain harlow says you may go," she exclaimed, running forward to meet them. before ruth or winifred could reply the tall officer was beside betty, and she now introduced him to her friends. ruth and winnie curtsied, with rather sober faces, and the englishman bowed politely, and said that he should be happy to have ruth and winifred accompany them. the young englishman had lodged with mrs. hastings ever since the september day when the english army entered philadelphia. he had been unfailingly kind to all the family, and when he offered to take betty to walnut grove to see the preparations already well under way for the "mischianza," as the soldiers named their famous entertainment to be given in honor of general howe, mrs. hastings was quite willing for betty to go. "we shall be home in good season. i am sure your mothers would be willing," urged betty, "and 'twill be a fine sight to-day, since the soldiers are to rehearse, as we did for gilbert's play." "let's go, ruth," winifred whispered eagerly, and ruth agreed, but with a vague feeling that she ought not to wish to be entertained by the amusements of america's enemies. as they walked on toward knight's wharf, at the water edge of green street, where a boat was waiting to take captain harlow and his guests down the river to mr. wharton's country place, ruth kept repeating the word "tournament" to herself, and wondering what it meant. betty must know, she thought, for she had spoken it so easily. she resolved to ask her at the first opportunity. a rowboat with two sailors was waiting for the captain, and he helped the little girls to the comfortable seats, and took his place at the tiller, and with a word to the oarsmen the boat moved out from the wharf and headed toward southwark. "what does 'tournament' mean, betty?" ruth whispered. "wait and see," laughed betty. "does it mean the same as 'rehearsal'?" persisted ruth. "not exactly," replied betty, who only that very morning had asked her mother the same question. "it really means a make-believe battle," she explained, seeing ruth's look of disappointment. "men dress up in armor, such as soldiers used to wear, and their horses wear shields, and the men have long spears, and make-believe attack each other." "shall we see that to-day?" ruth questioned. but before betty could answer she realized that captain harlow was speaking. "i suppose you all know what the knights of the days of chivalry fought for?" he was saying, with a friendly smile at the three little american girls who were his guests. "what are 'knights'?" questioned winifred. "can you answer that, miss betty?" asked the captain. "mother told me that a knight was a brave soldier, whose king gave him a sword, and then said: 'arise, sir knight,'" replied betty, while ruth and winifred listened admiringly, thinking their friend betty must be the most clever girl in philadelphia. "well, that is near enough," replied the young officer, "but i will tell you that in olden times knights used to have tilts, or tournaments, such as we mean to have on the eighteenth of this month. white knights against the knights of the blended rose." it all sounded very wonderful to the three little girls, and ruth was eager to reach southwark, fearing that they might miss some part of this rehearsal. the beautiful river was very still that pleasant afternoon in may, and the boat moved rapidly along, now and then passing some fishing-craft or pleasure boat, and the little girls smiled happily at each other, thinking that this indeed was a great adventure. as the boat drew near the landing place, they could see a number of people on the wharf, and one of these ruth at once recognized as major andré, the young officer who had introduced her to general howe on the night when she had gone to demand the return of hero. captain harlow led the little girls to a bench on the further side of mr. wharton's beautiful lawn. "stay here until i come after you," he said and hurried away. the girls looked about admiringly. just across the lawn from where they were sitting men were at work on a pavilion, in which the guests would be seated to view the "mischianza." soldiers on horseback were riding back and forth, and a trumpet call sent them all trotting away, to return immediately with long lances and shields on their left arms. forming in two divisions they galloped forward and back, turning so quickly that ruth and betty both exclaimed, fearful that the riders would be thrown. in a little while captain harlow came and took his guests to visit the ballroom. from the garden they ascended a short flight of steps, and entered a spacious hall, lined with mirrors. never had the little girls seen anything so wonderful. wherever they looked they saw betty, ruth, and winifred all smiling with delight. captain harlow called a servant, and in a few moments the man returned with a silver tray on which were plates of candied fruits, cakes, and glasses of lemonade for his little guests. "it's more wonderful than the may-day party," whispered winifred. but ruth did not hear her. for at that moment two officers had entered the room. "sir henry clinton will arrive to-morrow, and general howe will soon be on his way to england," she heard one of them say. "'tis a pity he cannot capture young lafayette and take him back to england with him. king george would give him a royal welcome," responded the other. "there is some such plan afoot," declared the first speaker. "'capture lafayette!'" ruth whispered the dreadful words over to herself and all her delight and pleasure vanished. these men, even the kind captain harlow, whom the hastings liked so well, would try their best to capture the young french republican, america's best friend, and take him to england a prisoner. ruth could think of nothing else. she wondered if perhaps there was not already some plan by which lafayette would be captured. she was very silent all the remainder of the afternoon, and betty decided that ruth must be tired. but they all thanked the captain very politely for their pleasant visit, as he helped them from the boat and walked with them to mrs. hastings' door. ruth was eager to get home. she meant to ask her mother if she might not go to barren hill very soon, perhaps to-morrow. it seemed to her she could hardly wait that long; for who could tell what the english soldiers might do before warning could reach lafayette? for ruth had made a great resolve: she would try to let lafayette know that the english general meant to do his best to take him a prisoner to england. once at barren hill ruth was sure that she could find some way to reach washington's camp and warn the young frenchman. chapter xix the visit ruth's mother and aunt listened to her account of her afternoon's adventure with interest, but when she had finished her mother said: "i do not blame you, my dear, for accepting betty's invitation, but i am surprised that mrs. hastings should permit an enemy of america's rights to become a friend, as it is evident she so regards the young english officer who lodges there." in her heart ruth agreed with her mother. it seemed disloyal even to have accepted betty's invitation. nevertheless ruth was glad that she had gone to southwark; for the conversation she had overheard in regard to lafayette seemed of great importance to the little girl. she did not speak to any one of what she had heard the english officers say, but she could not explain even to herself why she had not at once told winnie, or why she did not now tell her mother. it seemed to ruth that it was a secret which she could confide only to one person: to lafayette himself. "may i go to barren hill to-morrow, mother, dear?" she asked earnestly, as she bade her mother good-night. "why, ruthie! of course not! your things are not ready, and we have not sent aunt deborah word to have farmer withely call for you," replied her mother in surprise. "why are you so anxious to go to-morrow?" "oh, mother! never mind about my things. and i am sure farmer withely will take me," urged ruth. "but do you think it will be quite fair to aunt clara?" said mrs. pennell gravely. "you know there are many things you can do to help her until i am on my feet again. be patient, ruthie. you shall go to barren hill as soon as it is possible." ruth was ready to cry with disappointment as she went up-stairs to bed. for a moment she had been tempted to tell her mother her reason for wanting to go at once to barren hill, but she realized that her mother might say that a little girl could do nothing to protect a great soldier, and forbid her making any attempt to reach the young frenchman only to repeat the careless talk of english soldiers. "i must do it myself, in some way. i must!" thought ruth as she prepared for bed. she wondered if aunt clara would not help her in her plan to go to barren hill. ruth was late to breakfast the next morning, and aunt clara wondered a little at her sober face, while mrs. pennell was troubled, thinking that ruth was brooding over her disappointment in not going to barren hill. the little girl performed her usual household duties; but when her mother suggested that she should go and play with winifred, she shook her head. in the afternoon she went into the yard with hero and "cecilia" to the seat under the maple tree. aunt clara noticed that the little girl sat looking across the garden as if her thoughts were far away, neglecting cecilia, and paying no attention to the faithful hero. "i am afraid ruthie is going to be ill," she said to mrs. pennell. "she has not seemed like herself since she got home from her visit yesterday." mrs. pennell was quite sure that ruth was not ill, but she was troubled that her little daughter should be so disappointed and unwilling to postpone the visit to aunt deborah. "her heart is set on going to barren hill, and i have told her she must wait a while," she explained. "but why not let her go now?" suggested aunt clara. "she is a good and helpful child, and deserves the pleasure. i can make her things ready." it did not take much persuasion for mrs. pennell to give her consent, and when ruth came slowly into the sitting-room, in response to aunt clara's call, her mother said: "well, my dear, your aunt clara says that you well deserve to start for barren hill as soon as she can make you ready. so be on the outlook for farmer withely to-morrow morning, and ask him to call for you on thursday, and to tell aunt deborah to expect you." ruth's face had brightened as her mother began to speak, but as mrs. pennell finished she was again almost ready to cry. "'thursday'!" she repeated. "that's two whole days to wait! why can't i go to-morrow?" she said anxiously. mrs. pennell looked at ruth in surprise. never before had she known her little daughter to whine, or seem to want her own way more than anything else. "what is the matter, ruth? i thought you would be so glad that your aunt clara had persuaded me to let you go so soon. if you say anything about going before thursday we shall give up the visit altogether," she said. ruth hardly knew what to say or do. it seemed to the little girl that her delay in starting for barren hill meant the possibility of the capture of lafayette. she was tempted to tell her mother the reason for wishing to start at once, but she was sure mrs. pennell would promptly forbid her carrying out her plan to visit valley forge. ruth managed to thank her mother for permission to go on thursday, and to say that she would be sure and see farmer withely and give him the message the next morning, and then went back to her seat in the garden. she had just taken up cecilia, when the garden gate was pushed open and winifred came running up the path. "gilbert says he is ashamed of me!" declared winifred, "and of you, and of betty hastings, for going to southwark yesterday," and she looked at ruth a little fearfully, as if expecting her friend to be quite overcome by gilbert's disapproval. "i don't care if he is," was ruth's surprising reply. "i am glad i went, and i always shall be glad. and perhaps some day gilbert will be glad too." "why, ruth pennell!" exclaimed winifred. "you tell him just what i say," insisted ruth, beginning to feel more cheerful at the thought of gilbert's surprise when he should discover that she had saved lafayette from capture through her visit to southwark. after all, thursday was only the day after to-morrow, she reflected, and the english were too much occupied in their welcome to sir henry clinton to start off to capture the young frenchman. besides that encouraging thought winifred had brought over a box filled with beads. they were wonderful beads--blue, all shades of blue, and sparkling red beads, and beads of shining green, and white beads as clear as dew-drops. "you may pick out those you like best," said the generous winnie, "enough to make you a necklace, and one for cecilia, too," and the two little girls were soon happily occupied with the beads, and ruth forgot all about her fears lest her warning should come too late. but when winifred jumped up saying that it was time for her to go home, ruth remembered that she had not told winnie that she was to go to barren hill on thursday. "oh, ruth! then you won't see all the processions for captain harlow's entertainment. and he said this morning when i went over to see betty that we could go down again, the very day before it is given," exclaimed winifred. "i wouldn't go if i were at home," declared ruth, "but don't you tell gilbert that i said i wouldn't go. you tell him what i said first: 'that i am glad i went, and i always shall be glad. and that perhaps some day he will be glad too that i went to southwark.'" winifred promised to deliver the message. she did not suppose it had any special meaning, but she was sure it would puzzle gilbert. the next day was a busy one for ruth. farmer withely promised to call for her on thursday afternoon, and wondered to himself why the little girl was so eager to visit barren hill. mrs. pennell finished the white linen dress, while ruth helped aunt clara in the work of the house, packed the small leathern trunk, which was to accompany her on her journey, and last of all dressed cecilia in her best, for she had decided, at aunt clara's suggestion, that cecilia needed a visit to the country. mrs. pennell could now walk a little, and not until thursday morning did ruth have a single doubt in regard to going away from home. but as the time of her departure drew near she kept close beside her mother, and when aunt clara called that farmer withely was driving down the street ruth was suddenly quite sure that she could not go and leave her mother behind. "oh, mother! i don't wish to go," she exclaimed, her arms close about her mother's neck. mrs. pennell held her close, telling her of the beautiful time she would have with aunt deborah. "and, who knows! you may see lafayette himself," she added, knowing how great a hero the young frenchman seemed to all american children, as well as to their elders. "i shall come home soon," ruth answered earnestly, and then aunt clara called that farmer withely was waiting, and with one more good-bye kiss ruth ran down the steps, and in a few moments was seated beside the farmer, while the big horse trotted down the street. aunt clara had put a box on the wagon seat beside ruth. "open it when you are half-way to your journey's end," she had said smilingly, and farmer withely had smiled also, and nodded approvingly, thinking to himself that he had no better customers than the pennell family, and being quite sure of the appetizing contents of the box. as they drove out of the town, past the stone house, and on to the river road ruth pointed out the field, where the may-pole was still standing, and told the farmer all the may-day sports and songs. "perhaps you could remember some of those songs, miss ruth? now, if you could, i should admire to hear them," said farmer withely. [illustration: the big horse trotted down the street] "yes, indeed! i remember every one," said ruth, and when she began mrs. hastings' song, farmer withely found that it was one he too used to sing as a boy on far-off may-days, and so they sang it together, their voices falling pleasantly on the sweet spring air. then ruth ventured to ask if farmer withely had ever seen general washington, or, perhaps, young lafayette? "indeed i have. my best gray horse has now the honor of belonging to general washington, and many a cold journey have i taken to carry food to the soldiers at valley forge," responded farmer withely, and he went on to tell of the unfaltering courage of the american soldiers through the hardships at the camp. he told of young lafayette's recent return to valley forge from albany, and of his devotion to the american cause. ruth listened eagerly to all he had to tell her, and the miles slipped away behind them, and when farmer withely pointed toward the old church, which stood near the summit of barren hill, and said that they had nearly reached their journey's end, ruth declared that it had been a very pleasant journey, and farmer withely said he would like just such a passenger every day. aunt deborah farleigh was at the gate to welcome her little niece, and then ruth had to be taken and introduced to the bees, and to see two brown calves in the barnyard, and a flock of fine chickens. after that it was nearly dusk and supper was ready, and it was not until ruth took her seat at the table that she remembered her real errand to barren hill. "aunt deborah, the english have not captured lafayette, have they?" she asked earnestly. for once aunt deborah was startled from her usual calmness. "for pity's sake, child! what dost thou mean?" she responded. "i have heard naught of such a thing." ruth gave a sigh of relief. "i just wanted to be sure," she replied. chapter xx lafayette's visit the may sun streamed warmly into the big square chamber where ruth slept, and she awoke to the song of birds, and the fragrance of blossoming lilacs. for a few moments she lay quite still, looking wonderingly about the room. it seemed a "shining" room to ruth, with its whitewashed walls, and its smooth polished floor, and only a chest of drawers, a light-stand and a rush-bottomed chair for furniture. she got up and dressed slowly, wondering if her mother missed her very much, and if hero would go scratching and whining to her door in search of his little mistress. aunt deborah's house was much larger than the little brick house which was ruth's home in philadelphia, and as ruth came slowly down the wide stairs she thought what a fine house it would be for little girls to live in; there seemed so much room and so little furniture. aunt deborah lived alone, but the withely farm adjoined hers, and farmer withely took care of her farm and stock. "good-morning, ruth," said aunt deborah with her sunny smile, as her little niece came into the big kitchen to find breakfast awaiting her. "i trust thy pleasure in being here is as great as mine in having thee. and i have great news for thee. thy dear father came over from valley forge a week ago, and was sorry enough to find thee not here. and he had great tidings for me. he says that france has now joined with america in the war against england, and washington hopes for great aid from so powerful an ally." "oh, aunt deborah! won't my father come again?" responded ruth. "may i not go to valley forge to see him?" "it may be that he will come again," aunt deborah replied thoughtfully. "and who knows but he may come with lafayette! for general washington is sending scouting parties about the country to discover the plans of the english. so any day we may see the troops of either army come marching up the road." ruth was almost too excited to eat her breakfast after listening to aunt deborah's news, and even the sight of the pink lustre cup from which lafayette had drunk seemed of little consequence. if english soldiers came marching that way ruth knew well that their purpose would be to capture american scouting parties, and she became more eager than ever to go to valley forge, and again asked aunt deborah if she could not go. but aunt deborah promptly responded that such a visit was impossible. "tis a ride of over ten miles, and a ford to cross," she said. "farmer withely has no spare time at present to take thee; besides that, general washington does not care for visitors." ruth looked so disappointed that aunt deborah added: "and who knows what day lafayette may ride this way again? it may even be this very morning! take thy doll and walk to the church; from there thou canst see both ways. if the english redcoats come along the river road thee must hasten back and tell me, so that we may start some one off at once to warn our american soldiers." "might i go?" asked ruth. "how could a small girl like thee cross the schuylkill?" questioned aunt deborah. "'tis most likely i should have to go myself." ruth now felt that she could really be of use if she kept watch from the top of barren hill, and she ran through the garden, and climbed up the rough slope to the little square church, from whose steps she could watch the quiet road which curved along by the woods to the riverside. she thought of hero, and wished it had been possible to bring him with her. "just for company," she whispered to herself, for she began to feel that she was a long way from home. "unless father or lafayette comes to-day i must go to valley forge to-morrow," she resolved. but the day passed without a sign of any advancing troops, and at supper-time ruth was so quiet and sober that aunt deborah began to fear that her little niece was homesick, and tried to amuse her by telling her of a tame squirrel who lived in the wood-shed and had made friends with a family of kittens. but the little girl did not seem interested; she wanted to know if the water was very deep at matson's ford, and how long it would take to walk to valley forge; until aunt deborah wondered if ruth really thought such a journey possible for a little girl. she recalled the visit ruth had made to the english general in order to rescue hero, and said to herself that she was sure ruth would not again undertake any plan without asking permission. "i'll wait until to-morrow," ruth resolved, as she went to bed that night. "i mustn't wait any longer," and comforted by that resolution she was soon fast asleep. she awoke before daylight, to find aunt deborah standing beside the bed. "get up, my dear child. lose no time. general lafayette is below, and i am preparing his breakfast," she said. "oh, aunt deborah!" exclaimed ruth, sure that this was a dream from which she would soon awake. "hasten, child, if thou wouldst see him," and aunt deborah, candle in hand, disappeared from the shadowy room. ruth dressed more quickly than ever before, but she did not neglect to brush her hair neatly, but not until she opened the kitchen door did she realize that the strings to her stout leather shoes were unfastened. it was broad daylight now, and the morning sunshine was all about the marquis de lafayette as he looked up with a smiling nod to the little girl who stood gazing at him from the doorway. "if thee please, sir, this is my niece, ruth pennell, who has long cherished the hope of seeing thee," said aunt deborah. the young frenchman rose from his seat, and bowed as ceremoniously as if lady washington herself stood before him. ruth could think only of her thick shoes and the wandering strings, as she endeavored to make a proper curtsy. lafayette was in the uniform of an american officer, and two american soldiers were on guard at the open door. the little party had ridden over from valley forge under cover of the night to discover a camping-ground for a body of troops which lafayette was soon to lead toward philadelphia, for washington had discovered that sir henry clinton had orders to evacuate the city. "will you not share my breakfast, mistress ruth?" asked the young frenchman, drawing one of the high-backed wooden chairs to the table beside his own. "the child will indeed be honored," replied aunt deborah, and almost before ruth could realize the great honor in store for her she found herself seated at the table. she looked up to find lafayette smiling at her shy word of thanks. what a wonderful breakfast for any little girl to have to remember. ruth wished with all her heart that winifred and gilbert could see her. "i have a small daughter of my own in france," said the kind young frenchman, "and i hear that your father is at valley forge." "yes, sir," responded ruth faintly, wondering to herself why she did not at once tell him what she had heard the english officers at southwark say of general howe's intention to capture him. "well, very soon he will be safe at home," continued lafayette. and now ruth resolved to speak. "if you please, sir----" she began, but at that moment lafayette sprang to his feet, and with a word of thanks to aunt deborah for her hospitality, and a smiling nod to ruth, he started toward the door, saying: "i have indeed lingered too long. i must lose no time in getting back to camp." but now ruth was out of her chair in a second; she was no longer in awe of the young frenchman. "i must tell you. i heard two englishmen say you were to be captured and taken to england," she declared eagerly, running along by his side. the young man smiled down at the eager, half frightened child. "ah, well, _ma chere_, they have been saying that for a long time," he responded lightly, "but thou art a kind little maid to warn me; and i assure thee i will remember it," and with a word of farewell he hurried across the garden, mounted his horse, and in a few moments had vanished behind the thick growing trees. aunt deborah and ruth stood on the garden path listening until they could no longer hear the sound of the horses' feet on the hard country road. then aunt deborah smiled at ruth. "thee should be a happy girl now, i am sure," she said, "and thee did right to tell him what his enemies threaten. perhaps that was one reason thee was so anxious to visit valley forge?" "oh, yes, aunt deborah! if he had not come i should have had to run away so he might surely be warned," ruth responded. "i would have taken the message myself had need been," said aunt deborah; "but thee sees that he already knew of their wicked plan. he did but smile at such a threat." a few days after this visit there was great excitement on barren hill. a troop of american soldiers, the very flower of washington's army, commanded by lafayette, were in camp on the hill. farmers were bringing buckets of milk and freshly baked bread for the soldiers' breakfast, and ruth could see and hear the bustle of the camps. at first mistress farleigh and ruth had hoped that ruth's father might be one of the company, but as the day passed and he did not appear at the stone house they became sure that he was still at valley forge. mistress farleigh had told ruth not to go to the summit of the hill where the troops were camped. "thee may walk toward the river, or in the paths at the edge of the wood," aunt deborah had said, adding that she wished hero were at barren hill. "then thee could go wherever thee pleased." but that day ruth was content to play with cecilia in the pleasant garden, hoping until long after sunset that her father might appear. neither aunt deborah nor ruth slept well that night, and both were up very early in the morning. after their simple breakfast aunt deborah busied herself with bread making, that she might send hot corn bread to the american soldiers. "and wilt thou not run over to farmer withely's and ask mistress withely for the loan of a covered basket of good size, ruth," she suggested, and ruth willingly obeyed. the withely farmhouse was at the further side of a broad field, and hidden by a small grove of pine trees. it was a pleasant walk in the early morning, and as ruth ran along she could see that the american troops were harnessing their horses, and that it was evident some movement was at hand. "oh! perhaps i shall never see lafayette again, and i did not help him after all," she thought. and now another and more startling sound came to ruth's ears. along the ridge road she could hear the sound of horses' feet and the rattle of musketry. "perhaps it is more american soldiers coming," thought the little girl. but she felt vaguely troubled, as she went slowly on. she had just entered the little woodland path which led to farmer withely's when she saw a glimmer of a red coat in the underbrush. ruth stopped, and crouched low behind a small tree. she heard low voices, and in a moment a laughing voice said: "we have the fine frenchman just where we want him. he is preparing his men to receive howe's soldiers on the ridge road, but he does not dream that general grant with seven thousand troops is coming up in his rear. general howe has invited a dinner party to meet lafayette to-night in philadelphia." "'tis a fine thing to get the frenchman," came the low response; "we'd better move farther up the hill now." for a moment ruth hesitated, hardly realizing the importance of what she had overheard. then she turned and ran toward the american encampment, where she could see troops of soldiers already moving forward toward the ridge road. "oh i suppose i do not get there in time to tell him that there is an english army coming behind him," she thought. once she stumbled and fell over an unseen root; but at last breathless and tired she found herself facing a number of american soldiers, one of whom called out: "run home, child; you are in danger here." "lafayette! lafayette!" she called wildly. "tell him there are thousands of english soldiers coming up the road behind his army. the road from swedes ford," called ruth. almost before ruth finished speaking one of the soldiers had turned his horse and galloped away to find his commander, and tell him of this unexpected enemy. ruth turned and hurried home. she had entirely forgotten about her errand to farmer withely's. chapter xxi at home lafayette had received the startling news and acted upon it without a question. he marched his men rapidly toward matson's ford, on the lower road, and when the british generals came up to barren hill they were astonished to find that they had only each other to fight. they decided not to cross the river, but returned to philadelphia, much disappointed that the marquis de lafayette was not their prisoner. lafayette likewise marched back to valley forge, where he was received with great joy. the soldier who had taken ruth's message found an opportunity to tell lafayette that the news that had saved his army had been brought by a little girl. "she came running up the hill calling your name, sir. a little girl with yellow hair and blue eyes," said the soldier. "would you know her if you saw her again?" questioned the young frenchman. "i should indeed, sir," was the quick reply. aunt deborah had not questioned ruth when, flushed and tired, she came running back to the house on the morning when the americans had so easily made their escape, thanks to ruth's message, from the overwhelming armies of the english. for a number of days ruth did not venture beyond the garden, and when, a week later, her father opened the gate and called "ruth!" she ran to meet him, feeling sure that now everything was sure to come right, and that she and her father could soon return to philadelphia. but mr. pennell was not alone; there was a tall smiling soldier just behind him, and near the gate a graceful figure on horseback that ruth recognized as lafayette. aunt deborah came hurrying to welcome mr. pennell; the soldier had turned back, and was standing beside the mounted officer, who soon dismounted and came slowly up the path. "lieutenant pennell, i have to thank your little maid for a very great service," he said, as he took ruth's hand, and smiled down on the little girl; and then he told first of ruth's warning that his capture was planned by general howe, and then of her warning of an advancing army against his troops. "i came this morning that i might thank her for her loyal service to america and to me," he said, bending low to kiss the warm little hand that rested in his own. it was indeed a wonderful day for ruth pennell. after lafayette rode away she told the story to her surprised and astonished father, while aunt deborah listened as if she could hardly believe her own ears. lieutenant pennell had been given a week's furlough, and was quite sure that it would be possible for him to visit his home in philadelphia, taking ruth with him, for the english were leaving the city as rapidly as possible. later in the day aunt deborah told ruth's father of his little daughter's visit to general howe, and ruth told of gilbert's play, and of the boys' arrest by the english, of betty's capture on account of the borrowed coat, and of her escape from the house by the river. "the children of philadelphia will indeed remember the year of , and surely my little daughter can never forget it," responded her father. ruth was eager to start for home as soon as possible, especially as aunt deborah said that she must return in midsummer with her mother for a longer visit. "and thy friend winifred must come also," she had added. winifred and gilbert had heard the story of ruth's warning to the american army, for aunt deborah had sent a letter to mrs. pennell at the first opportunity, and gilbert had at once declared that he would "make up a play" about it. "and we will have it the very day ruth comes home," he said. "i will be lafayette, and ruth can be herself." "and let's ask betty and all the girls who went to the may party," suggested winifred. "and ned, too, and mother and mrs. pennell," agreed gilbert. "i tell you, it is lucky ruth went to barren hill, and i guess it's lucky you girls went to southwark that day. you see, it put ruth on the lookout to warn lafayette," he added. gilbert's second play proved even a greater success than his first. the girls listened admiringly to winifred's account of lafayette's thanking ruth, and when the guests had all gone the two little friends went to their favorite seat in ruth's garden under the big maple tree. hero kept very close to his little mistress, as if afraid that she might again suddenly disappear. "do you remember that day when we began the chair for cecilia, ruthie?" asked winifred, "and when you said you wished you could do some great service for lafayette because he had come to help america?" ruth nodded, not quite sure of the exact day, but very sure that she had always wanted to help the young frenchman, and wondering what winifred would say next. "and now you have done him a great service," winifred continued soberly. "and betty and annette, and all the girls say that you are a real heroine." "i guess they don't know much about heroines," responded ruth, but there was a pleased smile about her mouth. of course any little girl whose hand had been kissed by lafayette was a heroine, she thought happily. the stories in this series are: a little maid of province town a little maid of massachusetts colony a little maid of narragansett bay a little maid of bunker hill a little maid of ticonderoga a little maid of old connecticut a little maid of old philadelphia a little maid of old maine _the fair play settlers of the west branch valley, - : a study of frontier ethnography_ by george d. wolf commonwealth of pennsylvania the pennsylvania historical and museum commission harrisburg, the pennsylvania historical and museum commission james b. stevenson, _chairman_ charles g. webb, _vice chairman_ herman blum mrs. ferne smith hetrick mark s. gleeson mrs. henry p. hoffstot, jr. ralph hazeltine maurice a. mook thomas elliott wynne david h. kurtzman, _ex officio superintendent of public instruction_ members from the general assembly mrs. sarah anderson, _representative_ paul w. mahady, _senator_ orville e. snare, _representative_ john h. ware, iii, _senator_ trustees ex officio raymond p. shafer, _governor of the commonwealth_ robert p. casey, _auditor general_ grace m. sloan, _state treasurer_ administrative staff sylvester k. stevens, _executive director_ william j. wewer, _deputy executive director_ donald h. kent, _director bureau of archives and history_ frank j. schmidt, _director bureau of historic sites and properties_ william n. richards, _director bureau of museums_ _preface_ in an age when man's horizons are constantly being widened to include hitherto little-known or non-existent countries, and even other planets and outer space, there is still much to be said for the oft-neglected study of man in his more immediate environs. intrigued with the historical tale of the "fair play settlers" of the west branch valley of the susquehanna river and practically a life-long resident of the west branch valley, this writer felt that their story was worth telling and that it might offer some insight into the development of democracy on the frontier. the result is an ethnography of the fair play settlers. this account, however, is not meant to typify the frontier experience; it is simply an illustration, and, the author hopes, a useful one. no intensive research can be conducted without the help and encouragement of many fine and wonderful people. this author is deeply indebted to librarians, archivists and historians, local historians and genealogists, local and county historical societies, and collectors of manuscripts, diaries, and journals pertinent to the history of the west branch valley. a comprehensive listing of all who have assisted in this effort would be too extensive, but certain persons cannot be ignored. my grateful appreciation is here expressed to a few of these; but my gratitude is no less sincere to the many persons who are not here mentioned. librarians who have been most helpful in providing bibliographies, checking files, and obtaining volumes from other libraries include miss isabel welch, of the ross library in lock haven; mrs. kathleen chandler, formerly of the lock haven state college library; and miss barbara ault, of the library of congress. archivists and historians who have been most generous in their aid are the late dr. paul a. w. wallace, of the pennsylvania historical and museum commission; mrs. phyllis v. parsons, of collegeville; dr. alfred p. james, of the university of pittsburgh; and mrs. solon j. buck, of washington, d. c. perhaps the most significant research support for this investigation was provided by a local historian and genealogist, mrs. helen herritt russell, of jersey shore. dr. samuel p. bayard, of the pennsylvania state university, analyzed the fair play settlers using linguistic techniques to determine their national origins. this help was basic to the demographic portion of this study. dr. charles f. berkheimer and mrs. marshall anspach, both of williamsport, magnanimously consented to loan this author their copies, respectively, of william colbert's _journal_ and the wagner collection of revolutionary war pension claims. county and local historical societies which opened their collections for study were the clinton county historical society, the lycoming historical society, the northumberland county historical society, the centre county historical society, the greene county historical society, and the muncy historical society and museum of history. for his refreshing criticisms and constant encouragement, dr. murray g. murphey, of the university of pennsylvania, will find me forever thankful. without him, this study would not have been possible. the author would like to thank the members of the pennsylvania historical and museum commission and its executive director, dr. s. k. stevens, for making possible this publication; he would also like to thank mr. donald h. kent, director of the bureau of archives and history, and mr. william a. hunter, chief of the division of history, who supervised publication; and members of the staff of the division of history: mr. harold l. myers, associate historian and chief of the editorial section, who readied the manuscript for publication; mrs. gail m. gibson, associate historian, who prepared the index; and mr. george r. beyer, assistant historian. my sincerest thanks are also extended to mrs. mary b. bower, who typed the entire manuscript and offered useful suggestions with regard to style. finally, for providing almost ideal conditions for carrying on this work and for sustaining me throughout, my wife, margaret, is deserving of a gratitude which cannot be fully expressed. george d. wolf _introduction_ between and , in an area some twenty-five miles long and about two miles wide, located on the north side of the west branch of the susquehanna river and extending from lycoming creek (at the present williamsport) to the great island (just east of the present lock haven), some to families settled. they established a community and a political organization called the fair play system. this study is about these people and their system. the author of a recent case study of democracy in a frontier county commented on the need for this kind of investigation.[ ] cognizant of the fact that a number of valuable histories of american communities have been written, he noted that few of them deal explicitly with the actual relation of frontier experience to democracy: no one seems to have studied microscopically a given area that experienced transition from wilderness to settled community with the purpose of determining how much democracy, in turner's sense, existed initially in the first phase of settlement, during the process itself, and in the period that immediately followed. this research encompasses the first two stages of that development and includes tangential references to the third stage. the geography of the fair play territory has been confused for almost two centuries. the conclusions of this analysis will not prove too satisfying to those who unquestioningly accept and revere the old local legends. however, it will be noted that these conclusions are based upon the accounts of journalists and diarists rather than hearsay. this should put the controversial "question of the tiadaghton" to rest. a statistical analysis has been made as a significant part of the demography of the fair play settlers. however, limitations in data may raise some questions regarding the validity of the conclusions. nevertheless, the national and ethnic origins of these settlers, their american sources of emigration, the periods of immigration, the reasons for migration, and population stability and mobility have all been investigated. the result offers some surprises when compared with the trends of the time--in the province and throughout the colonies. the _politics_ of fair play is the principal concern of this entire study--appropriately, it was from their political system that these frontiersmen derived their unusual name. this was not the only group to use the name, however. another "fair play system" existed in southwestern pennsylvania during the same period, and perhaps a similar study can be made of those pioneers and their life. as for the fair play community of the west branch, we know about its political structure through the cases subsequently reviewed by established courts of the commonwealth. from these cases, we have reconstructed a "code" of operation which demonstrates certain democratic tendencies. in addition to studying the political system, an effort has been made to validate the story of the locally-famed pine creek declaration of independence. although some evidence for such a declaration was found, it seems inconclusive. the west branch valley was part of what turner called the second frontier, the allegheny, and so this agrarian frontier community has been examined for evidence of the democratic traits which turner characterized as particularly american. this analysis is not meant to portray a typical situation, but it does provide support for turner's evaluation. as this was a farmer's frontier, and as transportation and communication facilities were extremely limited, a generally self-sufficient and naturally self-reliant community developed as a matter of survival. the characteristics which this frontier nurtured, and the non-english--even anti-english--composition of its population make understandable the sentiment in this region for independence from great britain. this, of course, is supremely demonstrated in the separate declaration of independence drawn, according to the report, by the settlers of the fair play frontier. fair play _society_ is, perhaps, the second-most-important facet of this ethnographic analysis. an understanding of it necessitated an inquiry into the social relationships, the religious institutions, the educational and cultural opportunities, and the values of this frontier community. the results, again, lend credence to turner's hypothesis. admittedly, turner's bold assertion that "the growth of nationalism and the evolution of american political institutions were dependent on the advance of the frontier" is somewhat contradicted by the nature of this pennsylvania frontier. western lands in pennsylvania were either provincial, commonwealth, or indian lands, but never national lands. as a result, western land ordinances, and the whole controversy which accompanied the ratification of the articles of confederation, had no real significance in pennsylvania. however, in subsequent years, the expansion of internal improvement legislation and nationalism sustains turner's thesis, as does the democratic and non-sectional nature of the middle colonial region generally.[ ] the _intellectual character_ which the frontier spawned has been described as rationalistic. however, this was a rationalism which was not at odds with empiricism, but which was more in line with what has been called the american philosophy, pragmatism. or, to put it in the vernacular, "if it works, it's good." the frontiersman was a trial-and-error empiricist, who believed in his own ability to fathom the depths of the problems which plagued him. if the apparent solution contradicted past patterns and interpretations, he justified his actions in terms of the realities of the moment. it is this pragmatic ratio-empiricism which we imply when we use the term "rationalistic." an examination of the role of _leadership_, suggested by the curti study, presents the first summary of this type for the west branch valley. here, too, the limited numbers of this frontier population, combined with its peculiar tendency to rely upon peripheral residents for top leadership, prevents any broad generalizations. the nature of its leadership can only be interpreted in terms of this particular group in this specific location. the last two chapters of this study are summary chapters. the first of these is an analysis of democracy on one segment of the pennsylvania frontier. arbitrarily defining democracy, certain objective criteria were set up to evaluate it in the fair play territory. political democracy was investigated in terms of popular sovereignty, political equality, popular consultation, and majority rule, and the political system was judged on the basis of these principles. social democracy was ascertained through inquiries concerning religious freedom, the social class system, and economic opportunity. the conclusion is that, for this frontier at least, democratic tendencies were displayed in various contexts. the final chapter, although relying to a large extent upon turner's great work, is in no way intended to be a critical evaluation of that thesis. its primary objective is to test one interpretation of it through a particular analytic technique, ethnographic in nature. frontier ethnography has proved to be a reliable research tool, mainly because of its wide scope. it permits conclusions which a strictly confined study, given the data limitations of this and other frontier areas, would not allow. democracy, it is no doubt agreed, is a difficult thing to assess, particularly when there are so many conflicting interpretations of it. but an examination of it, even in its most primitive stages in this country, can give the researcher a glimpse of its fundamentals and its effectiveness. in a time when idealists envision a world community based upon the self-determination which was basic in this nation's early development, it is essential to re-evaluate that principle in terms of its earliest american development. if we would enjoy the blessings of freedom, we must undergo the fatigue of attempting to understand it. some seventy years ago, a great american historian suggested an interpretation of the american ethos. turner's thesis is still being debated today, something which i am certain would please its author immensely. but what is needed today is not the prolongation of the debate as to its validity so much as the investigation of it with newer techniques which, it might be added, turner himself suggested. this is the merit of frontier ethnography, and, perhaps, the particular value of this study. to me, robert frost implied as much in his wonderful "stopping by woods on a snowy evening." yes, the "woods" of contemporary history are "lovely, dark and deep, but i have promises to keep, and miles to go before i sleep, and miles to go before i sleep." it is hoped that this investigation is the beginning of the answer to that promise, but it is well-recognized that there are miles to go. footnotes: [ ] merle curti _et al._, _the making of an american community: a case study of democracy in a frontier county_ (stanford, ), p. . [ ] _frontier and section: selected essays of frederick jackson turner_, intro. by ray allen billington (englewood cliffs, n. j., ), pp. - . _table of contents_ preface iii introduction v i. fair play territory: geography and topography ii. the fair play settlers: demographic factors iii. the politics of fair play iv. the farmers' frontier v. fair play society vi. leadership and the problems of the frontier vii. democracy on the pennsylvania frontier viii. frontier ethnography and the turner thesis bibliography index [map] chapter one _fair play territory: geography and topography_ the colonial period of american history has been of primary concern to the historian because of its fundamental importance in the development of american civilization. what the american pioneers encountered, particularly in the interior settlements, was, basically, a frontier experience. an ethnographic analysis of one part of the provincial frontier of pennsylvania indicates the significance of that colonial influence. the "primitive agricultural democracy" of this frontier illustrates the "style of life" which provided the basis for a distinctly "american" culture which emerged from the colonial experience.[ ] while this writer's approach is dominantly turnerian, this study does not necessarily contend that this pennsylvania frontier was typical of the general colonial experience, nor that this ethnographic analysis presents in microcosm the development of the american ethos. however, on this farmer's frontier there was adequate evidence of the composite nationality, the self-reliance, the independence, and the nationalistic and rationalistic traits which turner characterized as american. in his famed essay on "the significance of the frontier," turner saw the frontier as the crucible in which the english, scotch-irish, and palatine germans were merged into a new and distinctly american nationality, no longer characteristically english.[ ] the pennsylvania frontier, with its dominant scotch-irish and german influence, is a case in point. the fair play territory of the west branch valley of the susquehanna river, the setting for this analysis, was part of what turner called the second frontier, the allegheny mountains.[ ] located about ninety miles up the susquehanna from the present state capital at harrisburg, and extending some twenty-five-odd miles westward between the present cities of williamsport and lock haven, this territory was the heartland of the central pennsylvania frontier in the decade preceding the american revolution. the term "fair play settlers," used to designate the inhabitants of this region, is derived from the extra-legal political system which these democratic forerunners set up to maintain order in their developing community. being squatters and, consequently, without the bounds of any established political agency, they formed their own government, and labeled it "fair play." however, despite the apparent simplicity of the above geographic description, the exact boundaries of the fair play territory have been debated for almost two centuries. before we can assess the democratic traits of the fair play settlers, we must first clearly define what is meant by the fair play territory. the terminal points in this analysis are and , the dates of the two indian treaties made at fort stanwix (now rome), new york. the former opened up the fair play territory to settlement, and the latter brought it within the limits of the commonwealth of pennsylvania, thus legalizing the _de facto_ political structure which had developed in the interim. according to the treaty of , negotiated by sir william johnson with the indians of the six nations, the western line of colonial settlement was extended from the allegheny mountains, previously set by the proclamation of , to a line extending to the mouth of lycoming creek, which empties into the west branch of the susquehanna river. the creek is referred to as the tiadaghton in the original of the treaty.[ ] the question of whether pine creek or lycoming creek was the tiadaghton is the first major question of this investigation. the map which faces page one outlines the territory in question. following the successful eviction of the french in the french and indian war, the american counterpart of the seven years' war, the crown sought a more orderly westward advance than had been the rule. heretofore, the establishment of frontier settlements had stirred up conflict with the indians and brought frontier pleas to the colonial assemblies for military support and protection. the result was greater pressure on the already depleted exchequer. the opinion that a more controlled and less expensive westward advance could be accomplished is reflected in the royal proclamation of . this proclamation has frequently been misinterpreted as a definite effort to deprive the colonies of their western lands. the very language of the document contradicts this. for example, the expression "for the present, and until our further pleasure be known" clearly indicates the tentative nature of the proclamation, which was "to prevent [the repetition of] such irregularities for the future" with the indians, irregularities which had prompted pontiac's rebellion.[ ] the orderly advancement of this colonial frontier was to be accomplished through subsequent treaties with the indians. the treaty of fort stanwix in is one such example of those treaties.[ ] the term "fair play settlers" refers to the residents of the area between lycoming creek and the great island on the north side of the west branch of the susquehanna river, and to those who interacted with them, during the period - , when that area was outside of the provincial limits. the appellation stems from the annual designation by the settlers of "fair play men," a tribunal of three with quasi-executive, legislative, and judicial authority over the residents. the relevance of the first stanwix treaty to the geographic area of this study is a matter of the utmost importance. the western boundary of that treaty in the west branch valley of the susquehanna has been a source of some confusion because of the employment of the name "tiadaghton" in the treaty to designate that boundary. the question, quite simply, is whether pine creek or lycoming is the tiadaghton. if pine creek is the tiadaghton, an extra-legal political organization would have been unnecessary, for the so-called fair play settlers of this book would have been under provincial jurisdiction.[ ] the designation of lycoming creek as the tiadaghton tends to give geographic corroboration for the fair play system. first and foremost among the pine creek supporters is john meginness, the nineteenth-century historian of the west branch valley. his work is undoubtedly the most often quoted source of information on the west branch valley of the susquehanna, and rightfully so. although he wrote when standards of documentation were lax and relied to an extent upon local legendry as related by aged residents, meginness' views have a general validity. however, there is some question regarding his judgment concerning the boundary issue. quoting directly from the journal of moravian bishop augustus spangenburg, who visited the west branch valley in in the company of conrad weiser, david zeisberger, and john schebosh, meginness describes the bishop's travel from montoursville, or ostonwaken as the indians called it, to the "limping messenger," or "diadachton creek," where the party camped for the night.[ ] it is interesting to note that the moravian journalist refers here to lycoming creek as the tiadaghton, some twenty-three years prior to the purchase at fort stanwix, which made the question a local issue. yet meginness, in a footnote written better than a hundred years later, says that "it afterwards turned out that the true _diadachton_ or _tiadachton_, was what is now known as pine creek."[ ] perhaps meginness was influenced by the aged sources of some of his accounts. it may be, however, that he was merely repeating the judgment of an earlier generation which had sought to legalize its settlement made prior to the second stanwix treaty. the indian description of the boundary line in the fort stanwix treaty of may also have had some impact upon meginness. regardless, a comparison of data, pro and con, will demonstrate that the tiadaghton is lycoming creek. john blair linn, of bellefonte, stood second to meginness in popular repute as historian of the west branch valley. however, he too calls pine creek the tiadaghton, though the reliability of his sources is questionable. unlike meginness, whose judgment derived somewhat from interviews with contemporaries of the period, linn based his contention upon the statements made by the indians at the second stanwix treaty meeting in .[ ] at those sessions on october and , , the pennsylvania commissioners twice questioned the deputies of the six nations about the location of the tiadaghton, and were told twice that it was pine creek.[ ] in the first instance, samuel j. atlee, speaking for the other pennsylvania commissioners, called attention to the last deed made at fort stanwix in and asked the question about the tiadaghton: this last deed, brothers, with the map annexed, are descriptive of the purchase made sixteen years ago at this place; one of the boundary lines calls for a creek by the name of _tyadoghton_, we wish our brothers the six nations to explain to us clearly which you call the _tyadoghton_, as there are two creeks issuing from the _burnet's hills_, _pine_ and _lycoming_.[ ] captain aaron hill, a mohawk chief, responded for the indians: with regard to the creek called _tyadoghton_, mentioned in your deed of , we have already answered you, and again repeat it, it is the same you call _pine creek_, being the largest emptying into the west branch of the _susquehannah_.[ ] this, of course, was the "more positive answer" which the indians had promised after the previous day's interrogation.[ ] it substantiated the description given in the discussions preceding the fort stanwix treaty of .[ ] however, the map illustrating the treaty line, although tending to support this view, is subject to interpretation.[ ] regardless, this record of the treaty sessions provides the strongest evidence to sustain the pine creek view. there is little doubt that meginness and linn were influenced by the record. this is certainly true of d. s. maynard, a lesser nineteenth-century historian, whose work is obviously based upon the research of meginness. maynard repeated the evidence of his predecessor from the account of thomas sergeant by describing the stanwix treaty line of as coming "across to the headwaters of pine creek." maynard's utter dependence upon meginness suggests that his evidence is more repetitive than substantive.[ ] a more recent student of local history, eugene p. bertin, of muncy, gives pine creek his undocumented support, which appears to be nothing more than an elaboration of the accounts of meginness and linn.[ ] dr. bertin's account appears to be better folklore than history.[ ] another twentieth-century writer, elsie singmaster, offers more objective support for pine creek, although her argument appears to be better semantics than geography.[ ] edmund a. deschweinitz, in his biography of david zeisberger, errs in his interpretation of the term "limping messenger" (tiadaghton), used by bishop spangenburg in his account of their journey to the west branch valley in . he notes that on their way to onondaga (syracuse) after leaving "ostonwaken" (montoursville) they passed through the valley of tiadaghton creek. they were following the sheshequin path. but he identifies the tiadaghton with pine creek. there was an indian path up pine creek, but it led to niagara, not onondaga.[ ] aside from the designation by the indians at the second stanwix treaty, there is only one other source which lends any credibility to the pine creek view, and that is smith's _laws of the commonwealth of pennsylvania_. after the last treaty was made acquiring pennsylvania lands from the indians, the legislature, in order to quell disputes about the right of occupancy in this "new purchase,"[ ] passed the following legislation: and whereas divers persons, who have heretofore occupied and cultivated small tracts of land, without the bounds of the purchase made, as aforesaid, in the year of our lord one thousand seven hundred and sixty-eight, and within the purchase made, or now to be made, by the said commissioners, have, by their resolute stand and sufferings during the late war, merited, that those settlers should have the pre-emption of their respective plantations: _be it therefore enacted by the authority aforesaid_, that all and every person or persons, and their legal representatives, who has or have heretofore settled on the north side of the west branch of the river susquehanna, upon the indian territory, between lycomick or lycoming creek on the east, and tyagaghton or pine creek on the west, as well as other lands within the said residuary purchase from the indians, of the territory within this state, excepting always the lands herein before excepted, shall be allowed a right of pre-emption to their respective possessions, at the price aforesaid.[ ] it may be worth observing, however, that legislation tends to reflect popular demand rather than the hard facts of a situation. in this case the settlers of the region prior to stood to benefit by this legislation and formed an effective pressure group. the contrary view in this long-standing geographical debate is based, for the most part, upon the records of journalists and diarists who traveled along the west branch _prior_ to the first stanwix treaty and who thus had no axe to grind. that the lycoming creek was in fact the tiadaghton referred to by the indians at fort stanwix in is strongly indicated by the weight of evidence derived from the journals of conrad weiser ( ), john bartram ( ), bishop spangenburg ( ), moravian bishop john ettwein ( ), and the reverend philip vickers fithian ( ). in addition, the maps of lewis evans ( ) and john adlum ( ), the land applications of robert galbreath and martin stover ( ), and a statute of the pennsylvania general assembly all tend to validate lycoming's claim to recognition as the tiadaghton. each datum has merit in the final analysis, which justifies the specific examination which follows: supporting evidence is found in weiser's german journal, which was meant for his family and friends, and translated into english by his great-grandson, hiester h. muhlenberg. (weiser also kept an english journal for the council at philadelphia.) weiser wrote: "the stream we are now on the indians call dia-daclitu, (die berirte, the lost or bewildered) which in fact deserves such a name."[ ] (this is an obvious misspelling of diadachton.) weiser was following the sheshequin path with shickellamy to onondaga and this entry is recorded on march , , long before there was any question about the tiadaghton. there seems to be some confusion over bishop spangenburg's use of the term "limping messenger" in his journal for june , . he too was traveling the sheshequin path with david zeisberger, conrad weiser, shickellamy, andrew montour, _et al._ he describes the "limping messenger" as a camp on the "tiadachton" (lycoming), whereas deschweinitz in his _zeisberger_ interprets the term to mean pine creek.[ ] another traveler along the sheshequin path was the colonial botanist, john bartram. bartram, in the company of weiser and lewis evans, the map maker, notes in his diary of july , , riding "down [up] a valley to a point, a prospect of an opening bearing n, then down the hill to a run and over a rich neck lying between it and the tiadaughton."[ ] incidentally, the editor of this extract from bartram's journal makes the quite devastating point that meginness did not know of bartram's journal, which was published in london in but which did not appear in america until .[ ] one of the moravian journalists who visited the scenic susquehanna along the west branch was bishop john ettwein, who passed through this valley on his way to ohio in . he wrote of "lycoming creek, [as the stream] which marks the boundary line of lands purchased from the indians."[ ] perhaps the most interesting and informative diarist who journeyed along the west branch was the reverend philip vickers fithian. fithian came to what we will establish as fair play country on july , , at what he called "lacommon creek." his conclusion was that this creek was the tiadaghton.[ ] it is this same fithian, it might be added, whose virginia journals were the primary basis for the reconstruction of colonial williamsburg. the work of colonial cartographers also substantiates the claim that lycoming creek is the tiadaghton. both lewis evans, following his journey in the company of bartram and weiser, and john adlum, who conducted a survey of the west branch valley in for the commonwealth of pennsylvania, failed to label pine creek as the "tiadaghton" on their maps.[ ] in fact, adlum's map of , found among the papers of william bingham, designates the area east of lycoming creek as the "old purchase." furthermore, as is the case with evans' map, adlum does not apply the tiadaghton label to either pine creek or lycoming creek.[ ] two applications in for land in the new purchase show that the tiadaghton, or in this case "ticadaughton," can only be lycoming creek. the application of robert galbreath (no. ) is described as "bounded on one side by the proprietor's tract at lycoming." martin stover applied for the same tract (application no. ), which is described as "below the mouth of ticadaughton creek."[ ] the copies of these two applications, together with the copy of the survey, offer irrefutable proof of the validity of lycoming's claim. perhaps the final note is the action of the general assembly of the commonwealth of pennsylvania on december , .[ ] the legislators affirmed the judgments of the frontier journalists, whose recorded journeys offer the best proof that the lycoming is the tiadaghton. prior to this action, the provincial authorities had issued a proclamation on september , , prohibiting settlement west of lycoming creek by white persons. violators were to be apprehended and tried. the penalties were real and quite severe: £ fine, twelve months in prison without bail, and a guarantee of twelve months of exemplary conduct after release.[ ] court records, however, fail to indicate any prosecutions. finally, the latest scholar to delve into the complexities of the stanwix treaties, professor peter marshall, says that there was no prolonged and close discussion about the running of the treaty line in pennsylvania (the tiadaghton question), no discussion in any way comparable to that which took place over its location in new york.[ ] in summary then, it appears that the treaty of fort stanwix in was responsible for opening the west branch valley to settlement, such settlement being stimulated by the opening of the land office in philadelphia on april , . james tilghman, secretary of the land office, published the notice of his office's willingness "to receive applications from all persons inclinable to take up lands in the new purchase."[ ] the enthusiasm generated by the opening of the land office is shown by the better than , applications received on the very first day. however, the question of the tiadaghton came to be a source of real contention. the ambiguity of the indian references to the western boundary of the first stanwix treaty led the eager settlers, who were seeking to legitimize claims in the area between lycoming and pine creeks, to favor pine creek. there was substance to the settlers' claim. the significance of the boundary question to this study is better understood when it is recognized that the so-called fair play system of government in lands beyond the provincial limits must have a definable locale. it is this writer's firm conviction that fair play territory extended from lycoming creek, on the north side of the west branch of the susquehanna, to the great island, some five miles west of pine creek. the foundation for the establishment of lycoming creek as the tiadaghton, and consequently, as the eastern boundary of the fair play territory is apparent once all the evidence is examined. aside from the comments of the indians at the treaty negotiations and smith's _laws of the commonwealth of pennsylvania_, there are only secondary accounts with little documentation to sustain the pine creek argument. on the other hand, the lycoming creek claim is buttressed by such primary sources as the journals of weiser, bartram, spangenberg, ettwein, and fithian, three of which were written before the location of the tiadaghton became a subject of dispute. since none of these men was seeking lands, they can be considered impartial observers. furthermore, the cartographic efforts of lewis evans and john adlum followed actual visits to the region and say nothing to favor the pine creek view. perhaps the indians were merely accepting an already accomplished fact at the meeting in . dr. paul a. w. wallace says that this would have been expected from the subservient, pacified indian. regardless, the provincial leadership made no effort to settle the lands in what some called "the disputed territory" until after the later agreement at stanwix; in fact, they discouraged it.[ ] the simple desire for legitimacy gives us very little to go on in the light of more than adequate documentation of the justice of the lycoming view. this evidence might suggest changing the name of the long-revered "tiadaghton elm" to the "pine creek elm" and bringing to a close the vexatious question of the tiadaghton. however let us strike a note of caution, if not humility. indian place names had a way of shifting, doubling, and moving, since they served largely as descriptive terms and not as true place names. it is not at all unusual to find the same name applied to several places or to find names migrating. the tiadaghton could have been lycoming creek to some indians at one time, and pine creek to others at the same or another time. consider, for example, that there were three miami rivers in present ohio, which are now known as the miami, the little miami, and the maumee. it hardly makes any real difference to the geography of the fair play territory, or to the delimiting of its boundaries, which stream was the tiadaghton. actually, it was the doubt about it which drew in the squatters and created fair play. these settlers justified their contention that the tiadaghton was pine creek by moving into the territory and holding onto it. this may be reason enough for calling the famous tree the tiadaghton elm, even if early travelers and the proprietary officials said that the tiadaghton was lycoming creek.[ ] the topography of the region also influenced the delineation of what we call fair play territory. the jugular vein which supplies the life-blood to this region is undoubtedly the west branch of the susquehanna river. this branch of the great river, which drains almost fifty per cent of the state, follows a northeasterly course of some forty miles from the great island, which is just east of present lock haven, to what is now muncy, then turns southward.[ ] the west branch of the mighty susquehanna, which has plagued generations of residents with its spring floodings, was the primary means of ingress and egress for the area. rich bottom lands at the mouths of lycoming, larrys, and pine creeks drew the hardy pioneer farmers, and here they worked the soil to provide the immediate needs for survival. hemmed in on the north by the plateau area of the appalachian front and on the south by the bald eagle mountains, these courageous pioneers of frontier democracy carved their future out of the two-mile area (more often less) between those two forbidding natural walls. with the best lands to be found around the mouth of pine creek, which is reasonably close to the center of this twenty-five-mile area, it seems quite natural that the major political, social, and economic developments would take place in close proximity--and they did.[ ] thus, an area never exceeding two miles in width and spanning some ten miles (presently from jersey shore to lock haven) was the heartland of fair play settlement. lycoming creek, larrys creek, and pine creek all run south into the west branch, having channeled breaks through the rolling valley which extends along the previously defined territory. "the land was ours before we were the land's," the poet said, and it seems apropos of this moment in history.[ ] fair play territory, possessed before it was owned and operated under _de facto_ rule, would be some time in americanizing the sturdy frontiersmen who came to bring civilization to this wilderness. footnotes: [ ] carl l. becker, _beginnings of the american people_ (ithaca, n. y., ), p. . [ ] turner, _frontier and section_, p. . [ ] frederick jackson turner, _the frontier in american history_ (new york, ), p. . [ ] e. b. o'callaghan, _documentary history of the state of new york_ (albany, ), i, - . [ ] henry steele commager, _documents of american history_ (new york, ), i, . [ ] an earlier twentieth-century historian misinterprets the first stanwix treaty in much the same manner as earlier colonial historians erred in their judgments of the proclamation of . albert t. volwiler, _george croghan and the westward movement, - _ (cleveland, ), p. , really overstates his case, if the fair play settlers are any example, when he claims that the fort stanwix line, by setting a definite boundary, impeded the western advance. establishing friendships with the indians and then persuading them to sell their lands proved valuable to more than speculators, whose case volwiler documents so well, as west branch settlements after will attest. [ ] the extension of provincial authority to pine creek would have taken in three-fourths of what we have labeled fair play territory. [ ] john f. meginness, _otzinachson: a history of the west branch valley of the susquehanna_ (williamsport, ), p. . the full passage from the bethlehem diary (now in the moravian archives) was translated by the late dr. william n. schwarze for dr. paul a. w. wallace, historian of the pennsylvania historical and museum commission, as follows: "in the afternoon [june , new style] our brethren left that place [beyond montoursville] and came in the evening to the limping messenger on the tiadachton creek, where they spent the night." in the _pennsylvania magazine of history and biography_, ii ( ), (hereafter cited as _pmhb_), zeisberger's account is translated in this manner: "in the afternoon we proceeded on our journey, and at dusk came to the 'limping messenger,' or diadachton creek [a note identifies this as lycoming], and encamped for the night." here the error is in identifying the limping messenger with the stream. meginness, of course, repeated the error in his _otzinachson_ ( ), p. . referring the passage to vernon h. nelson of the moravian archives, through dr. wallace, resulted in a clarification of the translation and the affirmation of the "limping messenger" as a camp on the stream. in the bethlehem diary, under june , , the sentence appears as follows: "des nachm. reissten unsre brr wieder von da weg u kamen abends zum hinckenden boten an der tiatachton creek, u lagen da uber nacht." in the original travel journal the passage reads: "des nachm. reissten wir wieder von da weg, u kamen abends zum _hinckenden boten_ an der tiatachton crick u lagen da uber nacht." de schweinitz in his _zeisberger_ further confused the issue in his description of the journey. he takes the adventurers (zeisberger, spangenburg, conrad weiser, shickellamy, and andrew montour) through the valley of the tiadaghton creek on the sheshequin path to onondaga (syracuse). there was an indian path up pine creek, but it led to niagara, not onondaga. [ ] meginness, _otzinachson_ ( ), p. . this is an added note of meginness' commentary upon the citation noted above. [ ] john blair linn, _history of centre and clinton counties, pennsylvania_ (philadelphia, ), p. . linn also deals with the tiadaghton question in his "indian land and its fair play settlers," _pmhb_, vii ( ), - . here he simply defines fair play territory as "indian land" encompassing the lycoming-pine creek region. [ ] _minutes of the first session of the ninth general assembly of the commonwealth of pennsylvania ..._ (philadelphia, ), appendix, proceedings of the treaties held at forts stanwix and mcintosh, pp. - . [ ] _ibid._, oct. , p. . [ ] _ibid._ [ ] _ibid._, oct. , p. . [ ] e. b. o'callaghan, _documents relative to the colonial history of the state of new york_, viii (albany, ), . in the discussions preceding the fort stanwix treaty of , the indians' description of the boundary line could be interpreted as favoring pine creek: "... to the head of the west branch of susquehanna thence down the same to bald eagle creek thence across the river at tiadaghta creek below the great island, thence by a straight line to burnett's hills and along the same...." the juxtaposition of bald eagle creek, the great island, and "tiadaghta" creek makes this conclusion plausible. [ ] _see also ibid._, guy johnson's map illustrating the treaty line, opposite p. . [ ] d. s. maynard, _historical view of clinton county, from its earliest settlement to the present time_ (lock haven, ), p. . the line is given by maynard as follows: "... and took in the lands lying east of the north branch of the susquehanna, beginning at owego, down to towanda, thence up the same and across to the headwaters of pine creek; thence down the same to kittanning...." [ ] eugene p. bertin, "primary streams of lycoming county," _now and then_, viii ( ), - . [ ] dr. bertin, former associate secretary of the pennsylvania state education association, adds nothing to the meginness and linn accounts, his probable sources. he speaks of settlements as early as , whereas it is a matter of record that cleary campbell squatted in what is now north lock haven sometime shortly after . he refers to the establishment of homes, properly, but then goes on to add churches and schools. the source for his "children and elders met together periodically to recite catechism to the preacher, who was a travelling missionary, one being phillip fithian," was j. b. linn. but fithian, an extremely accurate diarist, fails to mention the occasion during his one-week visit to this area in the summer of . however, the real value of this article is the editorial note by t. kenneth wood on the tiadaghton question. in it he refers to john bartram's journal of , twenty-five years before the stanwix treaty at rome, n. y., with the iroquois, which recounts his travels with the oneida chief shickellamy and conrad weiser. lewis evans was also in the party, making notes for his map of . the party, on its way to onondaga (syracuse), was approaching lycoming creek at a point just south of powys, via the sheshequin indian path. bartram, the first american botanist, who wrote in his journal nightly after checking with his two guides, gives this account, t. kenneth wood (ed.), "observations made by john bartram in his travels from pennsylvania to onondaga, oswego and the lake ontario in ," _now and then_, v ( ), : "then down a hill to a run and over a rich neck of land lying between it and the tiadaughton." no contact was made with pine creek. dr. wood contends in his note to the bertin article, and this writer is inclined to agree, that the indian of and the indian of were telling the truth and that the white settlers of , and for sixteen years thereafter, were wrong, either through guile and design or ignorance. he says, "the original indian principals signing the treaty had retreated westward and sixteen years of fighting over the question (and possibly a few bribes) had settled it to the white man's satisfaction. the indians always had to yield or get out." this is essentially the point which dr. wallace made to me in his letter of feb. , . [ ] elsie singmaster, _pennsylvania's susquehanna_ (harrisburg, ), p. . her pine creek description (while describing tributaries of the susquehanna) speaks of the gorge as the upper course of pine creek, which is now part of harrison state park. here, she says, "the rim is accessible by a paved highway, and from there one may look down a thousand feet and understand why the indians called the stream tiadaghton or lost creek." [ ] edmund a. deschweinitz, _the life and times of david zeisberger_ (philadelphia, ), p. . further evidence of deschweinitz' confusion is found in his geographical glossary in the same book. on page , he calls the great island, lock haven; on page , he calls long island, jersey shore; and on page , he refers to pine creek as the tiadaghton, "also called diadaghton." [ ] the term "new purchase" was frequently used, both officially and otherwise, to designate the area on the north side of the west branch of the susquehanna from lycoming creek to the great island, although in actuality the purchase line terminated at lycoming creek. [ ] charles smith, _laws of the commonwealth of pennsylvania_ (philadelphia, ), ii, . [ ] paul a. w. wallace, _conrad weiser, friend of colonist and mohawk_ (philadelphia, ), p. . [ ] wallace mistakenly attaches the appellation "limping messenger" to "a foot-sore indian named anontagketa," _ibid._, p. . however, this error was corrected in a letter to this writer, august , . [ ] wood (ed.), "observations made by john bartram," p. . [ ] _ibid._, p. . [ ] meginness, _otzinachson_ ( ), p. . [ ] robert greenhalgh albion and leonidas dodson (eds.), _philip vickers fithian: journal, - _ (princeton, ), pp. - . [ ] hazel shields garrison, "cartography of pennsylvania before ," _pmhb_, lix ( ), - . information on adlum's maps was obtained from [t. kenneth wood], "map drawn by john adlum, district surveyor, , found among the bingham papers," _now and then_, x (july, ), - . [ ] [wood], "map drawn by john adlum," pp. - . [ ] bureau of land records, harrisburg, pennsylvania, new purchase applications, nos. and , april , . [ ] _pennsylvania archives_, first series, xi, . [ ] _colonial records_, x, . [ ] in a letter to this writer, may , , professor marshall states: "it was my opinion that the treaty marked, in one aspect, a bargain between johnson and the six nations. i do not accept billington's charge of betrayal of their interests. but it does seem to me that this meant hard bargaining in new york, when the state of indian and colonial lands was precisely known to both sides, and indifference and ignorance beyond this point.... as far as i am aware, there was no prolonged and close discussion about the running of the line in pennsylvania in the least comparable to that which took place over its location in new york." _see_ peter marshall, "sir william johnson and the treaty of fort stanwix, ," _the journal of american studies_, i (oct., ), pp. - . [ ] meginness, _otzinachson_ ( ), p. . [ ] helen herritt russell, "signers of the pine creek declaration of independence," _the northumberland county historical society proceedings and addresses_, xxii ( ), - . [ ] the fame of this historic elm stems from the fact that it is reputed to be the site of a local declaration of independence made the same day as the adoption of jefferson's draft in philadelphia, july , . the author is indebted to donald h. kent, director of the bureau of archives and history, pennsylvania historical and museum commission, for the idea and some of the expression in this paragraph. [ ] paul a. w. wallace, _pennsylvania: seed of a nation_ (new york, ) p. . this delightful book in the "regions of america" series, edited by carl carmer, contains an excellent chapter on the significance of pennsylvania's "three rivers." [ ] gristmills--meeting places of the fair play tribunal--a school, and a church would all be found in this pine creek region. however, the church (presbyterian) would not be built until the territory became an official part of the commonwealth following the second stanwix treaty in . [ ] robert frost, _complete poems of robert frost_ (new york, ), p. . this poem somehow characterizes the experiences of the settlers of this frontier and many frontiers to come. chapter two _the fair play settlers: demographic factors_ james logan, president of the proprietary council of pennsylvania, - , once declared that "if the scotch-irish continue to come they will make themselves masters of the province."[ ] his prediction, which was to be generally proven in the province during the french and indian war, was to be demonstrated particularly in the west branch valley during the revolutionary period. the scotch-irish were the dominant national or ethnic group in the fair play territory from to . this dominance is demonstrated in chart , which indicates the national origins of eighty families in the fair play territory. chart national origins of fair play settlers[ ] expressed in numbers and percentages total scotch-irish english german scots irish welsh french ==================================================================== % . . . . -------------------------------------------------------------------- not only were the scotch-irish the most numerous national stock among the fair play settlers of the west branch valley, but they also represented a plurality and almost a majority of the entire population. the significance of this finding in terms of the "style of life" of the fair play settlers cannot be over-emphasized. it influenced the politics, the religion, the family patterns, and thus the values of this frontier society. several other important conclusions can be drawn from this chart. in contrast to the population of pennsylvania in general and the assumptions regarding frontier areas in particular, the english, rather than the germans, were the second most numerous national stock group. the germans, however, made up the third-largest segment of the west branch valley population. the scots, welsh, irish, and a few french inhabitants formed the remaining sixteen per cent of the population. obviously, this was a dominantly anglo-saxon protestant area of settlement. the impact of this scotch-irish hegemony upon the religion, politics, family life, and social values in general will be dealt with in a later chapter. however, it can be noted at this juncture that the strong-willed individualism which characterized these sturdy people was as much influenced by their national origin as by their experience on the american frontier. furthermore, presbyterianism influenced and was influenced by a developing democratic political system, which paralleled the american presbyterian system of popular rather than hierarchical church government.[ ] a prominent immigration historian has pointed out that "the theory of presbyterian republicanism, as a matter of church policy, could easily be reconciled with demands of the more radical democrats of ."[ ] finally, the social life and customs and, hence, the values of this frontier society were governed for the most part by this majority group. thus, dogmatic faith, political equality, social and economic independence, respect for education, and a tightly-knit pattern of family relationships express appropriately the institutional patterns by which the scotch-irish of the west branch operated. it is interesting to contrast the national stock groupings of this susquehanna frontier with the results of a study of national origins of the american population made by the american council of learned societies and published in :[ ] chart classification of the white population into its national stocks in the continental united states and pennsylvania: ; and in the fair play territory: (expressed in percentages). scotch-irish english german scots irish welsh french other ========================================================================= conti- nental united states . . . . . . . penn- sylva- nia . . . . . . . fair play terri- tory . . . . ------------------------------------------------------------------------- from this comparison it can readily be seen that the national origins of the fair play settlers in no way conform to either the national pattern or the state pattern of just a few years later. although this limited frontier area can be recognized as having its own individual ratio of component stocks, it is representative rather than unique in its culture and values. the reaction of those of other national stocks to the frontier experience buttresses the conclusion that their values were influenced more by the frontier than by national origin. it is this common reaction to the problems of the frontier which gives rise to the conclusion that this west branch valley environment was characterized by and that its inhabitants held values which turner evaluated as democratic. the nature of those democratic values is, however, dealt with in greater detail in subsequent chapters. the american sources of emigration form the next question to be considered in examining the origins of the fair play settlers. lacking adequate statistical data for a complete picture of migration in terms of percentages, the following chart indicates only the probable origins of the three most numerous national stock groupings in the fair play territory: chart american sources of emigration[ ] national percentage of stock population american source of emigration =============================================================== scotch-irish . chester, cumberland, dauphin, lancaster counties english new jersey, new york, southeastern pennsylvania (philadelphia and bucks counties) german chester, lancaster, philadelphia, and york counties total . --------------------------------------------------------------- obviously, the primary sources for the west branch settlements were the lower susquehanna valley and southeastern pennsylvania. however, an appreciable number of english settlers appear to have come originally from new jersey to settle in what they called "jersey shore," immediately east of the mouth of pine creek. one explanation for the migration of the dominant stock, the scotch-irish, is probably the fact that the provincial government refused to sell more lands in lancaster and york counties to the scotch-irish. in effect, they were driven to use squatter tactics in the fair play territory.[ ] the internal origins of sixteen of these settlers can be verified in either meginness or linn. four came from chester county, three each from the juniata valley and lancaster county, two each from cumberland county and new jersey, and one each from dauphin county and from orange county in new york. nine of these settlers, incidentally, were scotch-irish. although these data are insufficient for any valid generalization, they do conform to the characteristic migratory trends indicated in chart . in analyzing the migration of settlers into the west branch valley beyond the line of the "new purchase," it becomes apparent that the scotch-irish came from the fringe areas of settlement, whereas the english and germans tended to migrate from more settled areas. furthermore, the english migrants often came from outside the province of pennsylvania, either from new jersey or new york. in fact, if one were to construct a pattern of concentric zones, with the core in the southeastern corner of the province and the lines radiating in a north-westerly direction, the english would be found at the core, the germans in the next zone, and the scotch-irish in the outlying area. this zoning offers no real contradiction of the usual pattern of pennsylvania migrations. however, when one combines the data of internal movements with those of external origins, certain contradictions do appear. the most noteworthy of these is, of course, the prominence of english settlers on this fair play frontier vis-à -vis the germans. since the pennsylvania frontiersmen of the wyoming valley were of english stock, and immigrated from new england, it might have been assumed that some of these connecticut settlers came into the west branch valley. here, however, all evidence points to the fact that connecticut settlers did not migrate west of muncy, which is located at the juncture of muncy creek and the west branch of the susquehanna river (where the bend in the river turns into a directly western pattern). thus the connecticut boundary dispute of - , which erupted into the pennamite wars, did not involve the fair play settlers.[ ] nevertheless, at least one fair play settler looked forward to the possibility of an advance of the connecticut settlement along the west branch.[ ] the impact of events upon the settlement of the fair play territory is particularly apparent when one examines the periods of immigration to and emigration from the region. three events seemed to have had the greatest influence upon the immigration: the treaty of fort stanwix in , which extended the provincial limits to lycoming creek in this region, and the resultant opening of the land office for claims in the "new purchase" on april , ;[ ] the almost complete evacuation of the territory in the "great runaway" of the summer of , which was prompted by indian attacks and the fear of a great massacre comparable to the "wyoming valley massacre" of that same year;[ ] and finally, the stanwix treaty of , which brought the fair play area within the limits of the province.[ ] the first stanwix treaty, made by sir william johnson with the six nations in november of , extended the legitimate line of english colonial settlement from the line established by the proclamation of to a point on the west branch of the susquehanna river at the mouth of lycoming creek (the tiadaghton, as it was so ambiguously labeled).[ ] this extension, ostensibly for the purpose of providing lands for the colonial veterans of the french and indian war, became a boon to speculators and an inducement to the scotch-irish squatters who took lands beyond the limits of this "new purchase" in what was to become the fair play territory. in the summer of the war whoop once again caused the settlers of the west branch valley to flee from their homes for fear of a repetition of the wyoming massacre. the peril of the moment is vividly described in this communication to the executive council in philadelphia from colonel samuel hunter, commander of fort augusta: the carnage at wioming, the devastations and murders upon the west branch of susquehanna, on bald eagle creek, and in short throughout the whole county to within a few miles of these towns (the recital of which must be shocking) i suppose must have before now have reached your ears, if not you may figure yourselves men, women, and children, butchered and scalped, many of them after being promised quarters, and some scalped alive, of which we have miserable instances amongst us.... i have only to add that a few hundreds of men well armed and immediately sent to our relief would prevent much bloodshed, confusion and devastation ... as the appearance of being supported would call back many of our fugitives to save their harvest for their subsistence, rather than suffer the inconveniences which reason tells me they do down the country and their with their families return must ease the people below of a heavy and unprofitable burthen.[ ] robert covenhoven, who lived at the mouth of the loyalsock creek and who fled to sunbury (fort augusta) also, described the flight: such a sight i never saw in my life. boats, canoes, hog-troughs, rafts hastily made of dry sticks, every sort of floating article, had been put in requisition, and were crowded with women, children, and plunder. there were several hundred people in all.... the whole convoy arrived safely at sunbury, leaving the entire range of farms along the west branch to the ravages of the indians.[ ] in this eighteenth-century dunkirk, the west branch valley was practically cleared of settlers. the indians, it is true, proved troublesome to the entire advancing american frontier; but unlike the french, whose menacing forts had been removed in the recent wars, the indians were unable to halt the westward penetration. an expedition under the leadership of colonel thomas hartley was sent out expressly for the purpose of boosting morale in the west branch valley following the wyoming massacre and the great runaway. colonel hartley's letter to thomas mckean, chief justice of pennsylvania and a member of the continental congress, gives bitter testimony to the conditions which he observed in september of : you heard of the distresses of these frontiers they are truly great--the people which we found were difident and timid the panick had not yet left them--many a wealthy family reduced to poverty & without a home, some had lost their husbands their children or friends--all was gloomy.... the barbarians do now and then attack an unarmed man a helpless mother or infant.... the colonel indicated, however, that strong militia support and some offensive action would restore confidence and cause the people to return to the valley. his interpretation of the significance of his mission is quite clearly stated in the conclusion of his letter: "we shall not have it in our power to gain honour or laurels on these frontiers but we have the satisfaction to think we save our country...." hartley's solution to the indian problem, which had driven off the settlers, was to expel them "beyond the lakes" excepting only the more civilized tuscaroras and oneidas.[ ] despite the danger from the indians, the fair play settlers began trickling back to their homes, or what was left of them, toward the end of the revolutionary war. once the war was ended and the fair play territory was annexed by subsequent purchase, the mass movement of settlers to the west branch valley resumed. incidentally, dr. wallace in his _conrad weiser_ assesses one john henry lydius with the major responsibility for the indian massacres in central and northeastern pennsylvania. wallace notes that lydius' connecticut purchase from the indians in caused "war between pennsylvania and connecticut and ... [precipitated] the massacre of wyoming in ." this massacre, as west branch historians know, had its subsequent impact on the west branch valley in the great runaway, although the winters massacre of june , , which prompted the evacuation of the valley, actually preceded the wyoming affair.[ ] finally, the purchase of the remaining indian lands in pennsylvania (except for the small corner of the erie triangle) was made on october , , in a second stanwix treaty. this accession ended the pennsylvania boundary dispute with the six nations; and it also ended the need for any extra-legal system of government in the west branch valley, for this new treaty encompassed the fair play territory.[ ] however, this treaty raised the troublesome tiadaghton question once again, a question only partly resolved by the legislature's designation of lycoming creek as the tiadaghton and the recognition of the squatters' right of pre-emption to their settlements along the west branch of the susquehanna.[ ] the land office was opened for the sale of this purchase july , ; by fifty heads of families were listed for state taxes in northumberland county.[ ] approximately fifty per cent of these taxables had been in the area earlier. perhaps the only significant nationality trend to be noted in this important sequence of events is the tenacity of the scotch-irish and the subsequent increase of english and german settlers following this last "new purchase."[ ] over half of the taxables in pine creek township, the new designation for much of the fair play territory after it became an official part of the province, were scotch-irish. as a result, these scots from the north of ireland continued to maintain their position of leadership even after the area was included in the commonwealth. the reasons for migrating to the west branch valley in this fifteen-year period from to were varied and numerous. for the most part, the various nationality groups which emigrated from europe came for economic opportunity and because of religious and political persecutions. their movement to the frontier regions was prompted by similar problems. in fact, much the same as the earlier settlers of jamestown and plymouth, the squatters of the west branch valley came for gain and for god. furthermore, the promise of penn's "holy experiment," in which men of diverse backgrounds could live together peacefully in religious freedom and political equality, encouraged them to come to pennsylvania. however, once the dominant group of the fair play frontier, the scotch-irish, arrived in pennsylvania, they found themselves unsuited to the settled areas. the natural enemy of the english, who had oppressed them at home, these settlers soon found themselves repeating the old world conflicts. in addition, the german pietists caused them further embarrassment in their new homes. their calvinism, fierce political independence, and earnest desire for land and opportunity soon made them _personae non gratae_ in the established areas. hence, they migrated to the frontier areas and even beyond the limits of provincial interference and control.[ ] the paucity of population data makes impossible any extensive analysis of the stability and mobility of the fair play settlers. however, the tax lists, both in the published archives and in the files of the county commissioners in northumberland county, offer limited evidence for the early years, though they provide ample data for the years after . prior to the great runaway in , tax lists are available for the entire county of northumberland; the lists simply indicate the taxable's township, acreage, and tax. records in the northumberland county courthouse give the assessments for , , , and . due to the fact that the fair play territory was outside the provincial limits until after the purchase of fort stanwix in , the assessment lists give only those persons residing within northumberland county. as a result, there were only six to twelve settlers who associated with the fair play men who were included in the lists for - . chart indicates the names, national origins, and years listed for those settlers. chart fair play settlers on the tax rolls - .[ ] name national origin ============================================================== james alexander scotch-irish x x george calhoune scotch-irish x x x x cleary campbell scotch-irish x william campbell, jr. scotch-irish x x x x william campbell, jr. scotch-irish x x john clark english x thomas forster english x x x x james irwin scotch-irish x x x x john jamison english x isaiah jones welsh x robert king german x x x john price welsh x x --- --- --- --- totals -------------------------------------------------------------- from these limited data one obviously concludes that the scotch-irish were not only the most numerous but also the most persistent of these frontiersmen. also, nine of these men, that is all except clark, jones, and king, appear on the tax lists for northumberland county for the year .[ ] interestingly enough, six of these nine were scotch-irish; and although our sample is limited, it is readily apparent that the stalwart scots had a way of "hanging on." it would be presumptuous to conclude that seventy-five per cent of the residents before returned by ; but it is fact that some forty families had made improvements in the area by when william cooke was sent out by the land office to "warn the people of[f] the unpurchased land."[ ] furthermore, as indicated earlier, some fifty families appear on the assessments for , more than half of whom had been in the region before. any effort to analyze the population in terms of stability and mobility runs head-on into the creation of new townships in the 's, the inability to establish death rates for this frontier, and the inadequacy of probate records. the result is that the data are intuitively rather than statistically sound. chart offers a comparison of tax lists over a period of nine years as the basis for some conclusions regarding the stability and mobility of the fair play settlers. chart population stability and mobility based upon a comparison of tax lists for the period from to .[ ] - - ========================================================== number of residents assessed number appearing on previous assessments ---------------------------------------------------------- except for the - figures, all of the tax data are for state taxes. the exception is the listing for the federal supply tax in - . the steady growth rate of the area is easily recognizable both in raw figures and in percentages. beginning with an increase of a little more than seven per cent between the first two listings, we find a seventy per cent increase in the final figures. the tremendous increase in the last two assessments may be due to the purchase of and the subsequent legitimizing of claims through the establishment of pre-emption rights. the stability of the population is particularly noted in the consistently high percentage of residents with some tenure in the valley. furthermore, the apparent contradiction of this statement by the decline to fourteen residents in the listing who had once left and then returned is offset when one examines the neighboring township assessments for that same year. here fourteen additional names of former fair play settlers are to be found which would sustain the characteristic pattern of tenure. the statistical problem is complicated by the creation of new townships following the purchase of . pine creek and lycoming were the new designations for the former fair play territory, pine creek running from the creek of that same name west, and lycoming extending from pine creek east to lycoming creek. petitions from the area in , , and give a similar picture. almost half of the names which are found on the tax lists appear on two or more of these appeals. these include a distress petition in june of , and petitions asking recognition of pre-emption rights in and .[ ] the signatures on the petitions range in number from thirty-nine to fifty-one, and at least twenty-four of these settlers signed two or more of these documents. the very nature of these petitions, particularly the later ones, indicates the tremendous desire on the part of these sturdy pioneers to remain in or return to their homes in the west branch valley. here too, however, this tenacity of purpose is not strictly confined to the scotch-irish. what conclusions can be drawn from this analysis of the demographic factors in the fair play settlement? particularly evident is the dominance of the scotch-irish, who numerically composed the greatest national stock group in the population. this dominance, as we have already noted, greatly influenced the political and social institutions of the area. secondly, one might consider the numbers of english settlers, as compared with the number of germans, surprising. as a matter of fact, if one adds the numbers of scots and welsh inhabitants to the english and scotch-irish, the result is an "english" percentage of seventy-seven and one half for the entire population. thus it is quite logical to assume that english customs and language would prevail, and they did. incidentally, it should be added that the "english" nature of the population, combined with the scotch-irish plurality, meant that the scotch-irish were more representative of this frontier than they were innovators of its customs and values. if a majority of the fair play settlers came from the british isles, from where did they emigrate in america? here it is quite clear that these frontiersmen were predominantly from the lower susquehanna valley and southeastern pennsylvania. pennsylvania was to them a land of liberty and opportunity;[ ] and when they failed to find these privileges in the settled areas, they moved out on the frontier where they could make their own rules, that is to say, establish their own familiar institutions. the result was the fair play system. although the fair play settlers came to america and central pennsylvania for the usual political, economic, and social reasons, the two stanwix treaties and the indian raids of had the most influence on population fluctuations. the pioneers came into the territory over-reaching the limits of the "new purchase" of . they were driven out, almost to a man, in the great runaway of . and finally, they returned after the second "new purchase" in , which resulted in the recognition of their pre-emption claims for their earlier illegal settlements. it is interesting to note that pre-emption claims were recognized in the west branch valley some forty-five years prior to federal legislation to that effect.[ ] despite fluctuations in the population, the scotch-irish were able to maintain their hold over the valley and thus influence the pattern of development for this frontier outpost. horace walpole, addressing the english parliament during the american revolution, said, "there is no use crying about it. cousin america has run off with a presbyterian parson, and that is the end of it."[ ] the scotch-irish with their presbyterianism had run off with the west branch valley as well; and their independent spirit would see them in the foreground of the "noblest rupture in the history of mankind." that independent spirit and leadership is particularly noted in the political system which they established along the west branch of the susquehanna river. their "fair play system" is the primary concern of the next chapter. footnotes: [ ] e. melvin williams, "the scotch-irish in pennsylvania," _americana_, xvii ( ), . [ ] this chart was compiled by making a list of eighty names appearing in an article on the genealogy of the fair play men, helen herritt russell, "the documented story of the fair play men and their government," _the northumberland county historical society proceedings and addresses_, xii ( ), - . mrs. russell is genealogist of the fort antes chapter of the daughters of the american revolution in jersey shore, pa. the names were checked in meginness and linn for possible national origin. approximately one-fourth were verified in these sources. although this writer questioned the validity of the geographic conclusions of meginness and linn, both have ample documentation for their findings regarding genealogy and national origins. these findings can be validated in the published archives. the entire sample of names was submitted to dr. samuel p. bayard, a folklore specialist and professor of english at the pennsylvania state university, whose determination was made on the basis of linguistic techniques. [ ] popular control was an american rather than a scottish influence necessitated by the absence of sufficient numbers of ministers. in scotland, the minister chose his elders and thus dominated the session; in america, the selection was made by the congregation. _see_ james g. leyburn, _the scotch-irish: a social history_ (chapel hill, ), p. . [ ] carl wittke, _we who built america_ (cleveland, ), p. . [ ] american council of learned societies, "report of committee on linguistic and national stocks in the population of the united states," _annual report of the american historical association for the year _ (washington, ), i, . [ ] this summary has been prepared from three main sources: wayland f. dunaway, _the scotch-irish of colonial pennsylvania_ (hamden, conn., ), pp. - ; meginness, _otzinachson_ ( ), pp. - ; and john b. linn, _history of centre and clinton counties, pennsylvania_ (philadelphia, ), pp. , - . [ ] williams, "the scotch-irish in pennsylvania," p. . [ ] wayland f. dunaway, _a history of pennsylvania_ (englewood cliffs, n. j., ), pp. - . according to john bacon deans, "the migration of the connecticut yankees to the west branch of the susquehanna river," _the northumberland county historical society proceedings and addresses_, xx ( ), - , eighty-two yankees came to warrior's run in september of , but none went farther west. [ ] wyoming historical and geological society, wilkes-barre, pa., the zebulon butler papers, jonas davis to zebulon butler, march , . [ ] meginness, _otzinachson_ ( ), p. . [ ] linn, _history of centre and clinton counties_, p. ; meginness, _otzinachson_ ( ), pp. - . [ ] linn, _history of centre and clinton counties_, p. ; meginness, _otzinachson_ ( ), p. . [ ] o'callaghan, _documentary history of the state of new york_, i, - . [ ] meginness, _otzinachson_ ( ), p. . this july , , communication from colonel hunter did not fall on deaf ears, for colonel thomas hartley was ordered to the area with his regiment before the summer was out. [ ] linn, _history of centre and clinton counties_, p. . [ ] richmond d. williams, "col. thomas hartley's expedition of ," _now and then_, xii ( ), - . [ ] wallace, _conrad weiser_, pp. - . lydius had gotten the indians drunk following the settlement at albany between the six nations and the proprietaries. this boundary line (albany) "crossed the west branch below the big island," p. . [ ] _pennsylvania archives_, first series, xi, . [ ] meginness, _otzinachson_ ( ), p. . [ ] linn, _history of centre and clinton counties_, p. . _pennsylvania archives_, third series, xix, - . [ ] the ambiguity of the term "new purchase" becomes apparent once it is recognized that territorial acquisitions of both stanwix treaties adopted that appellation. [ ] dunaway, _the scotch-irish of colonial pennsylvania_, pp. - . [ ] northumberland county courthouse, sunbury, pa., penns & c. - tax assessments, cabinet # . this book, found in the cellar of the courthouse, also contains the pine creek assessment for . [ ] _pennsylvania archives_, third series, xix, - . [ ] _pennsylvania archives_, first series, xii, - . the squatters, apparently warned in advance, had practically all vacated the premises. however, neighbors across the river willingly gave their names. [ ] _pennsylvania archives_, third series, xix, , , , , . [ ] _pennsylvania archives_, second series, iii ( ), , - . the original petitions of and are located in the state archives, harrisburg. [ ] penn's colony was well advertised, and the emphasis upon liberty of conscience, when contrasted with the restrictions of the test act, gives ample support for the significance of liberty as a motivating factor. however, economic causes predominated. [ ] ray allen billington, _westward expansion_ (new york, ), p. . billington refers here to the distribution-pre-emption measure of , whereas congress actually recognized squatters' rights in the act of . [ ] williams, "the scotch-irish in pennsylvania," p. . chapter three _the politics of fair play_ the political system of these predominantly scotch-irish squatters in the susquehanna valley, along the west branch, offers a vivid demonstration of the impact of the frontier on the development of democratic institutions. occupying lands beyond the reach of the provincial legislature, with some forty families of mixed national origin in residence by , these frontier "outlaws" had to devise some solution to the question of authority in their territory.[ ] their solution was the extra-legal creation of _de facto_ rule historically known as the fair play system. the following is a contemporary description of that system: there existed a great number of locations of the third of april, , for the choicest lands on the west branch of susquehanna, between the mouths of _lycoming_ and _pine creeks_; but the proprietaries, from extreme caution, the result of that experience, which had also produced the very penal laws of , and , and the proclamation already stated, had prohibited any surveys being made beyond the _lycoming_. in the mean time, in violation of all law, a set of hardy adventurers, had from time to time, seated themselves on this doubtful territory. they made improvements, and formed a very considerable population. it is true, so far as regarded the rights to real property, they were not under the protection of the laws of the country; and were we to adopt the visionary theories of some philosophers, who have drawn their arguments from a supposed state of nature, we might be led to believe that the state of these people would have been a state of continual warfare; and that in contests for property the weakest must give way to the strongest. to prevent the consequences, real or supposed, of this state of things, they formed a mutual compact among themselves. they annually elected a tribunal, in rotation, of three of their settlers, whom they called _fair play men_, who were to decide all controversies, and settle disputed boundaries. from their decision there was no appeal. there could be no resistance. the decree was enforced by the whole body, who started up in mass, at the mandate of the court, and execution and eviction was as sudden, and irresistible as the judgment. every new comer was obliged to apply to this powerful tribunal, and upon his solemn engagement to submit in all respects, _to the law of the land_, he was permitted to take possession of some vacant spot. their decrees were, however, just; and when their settlements were recognized by law, and _fair play_ had ceased, their decisions were received in evidence, and confirmed by judgments of courts.[ ] the idea of authority from the people was nothing new; in fact, it is as old as the greeks. nor is the concept of a "social compact," here implied, particularly novel to the american scene. the theory was that people hitherto unconnected assembled and gave their consent to be governed by a certain ruler or rulers under some particular form of government.[ ] theoretically justified by john locke in his persuasive defense of the glorious revolution, it had been practiced in plymouth, rhode island, connecticut, and new hampshire, where practical necessity had required it for settlements occasionally made outside charter limits. the frontier, whether in new england or in the west branch valley, created a practical necessity which made popular consent the basis of an actual government. they were not "covenanters" in the congregational sense of having brought an established church with them to the fair play territory. but the fair play settlers understood and subscribed to the principle of popular control, which was fundamental to such solemnly made and properly ratified agreements. separated from the authority of the crown, detached from the authority of the hierarchy of the church by the protestant reformation, possessing no american tradition of extensive political experience, these settlers could only depend upon themselves as proper authorities for their own political system. furthermore, the great majority of the settlers who came to the fair play territory came from families who had left their homes in the old country to escape political, economic, and social restrictions, only to be made unwelcome in their new homes in the settled areas of pennsylvania. displaced persons in a new country, they were forced by lives of conflict to seek better opportunity by moving to undeveloped lands. as a result, they settled along the west branch of the susquehanna, beyond the authority of the crown and outside the pressures of the provincial legislature. if man is a predatory beast in his natural state, a belief some expressed in the eighteenth century, then it follows naturally that every society must have some agency of authority and control. the universally standardized solution to the problem of social control is government. the fair play system was the answer on this susquehanna frontier to the need for some legitimate agency of force.[ ] this system vested authority in the people through annual elections of a tribunal of three of their number. the members of the tribunal were given quasi-executive, legislative, and judicial powers over all the settlers in the west branch valley "beyond the purchase line."[ ] although no record of any of these elections has been preserved, the composition of the fair play tribunal in has been established and verified by subsequent reviews of land claims in the county courts.[ ] also, two of the members of the tribunal of are identified in a pre-emption claim made before the lycoming county court in .[ ] it is interesting to note that among these five men are represented the three most prominent national stock groups in the area, with the scotch-irish, as our earlier sample demonstrated, in the majority. lacking returns of the annual elections of the tribunal and minutes of its actual meetings, we have only smith's _laws of the commonwealth of pennsylvania_, petitions from the fair play settlers, and the subsequent review of land questions by the northumberland and lycoming county courts to evaluate the tribunal, its members, and its procedures. however, these data are more than adequate in giving us a picture of this _de facto_, though illegal, rule, which existed in the west branch valley until the treaty of fort stanwix in brought the territory under commonwealth jurisdiction. the composition of the electorate varied with the fluctuations in population caused by the two stanwix treaties, the revolution, and the great runaway. since property and religious qualifications were the primary prerequisites to voting at this time, it seems logical to assume that a similar basis for suffrage operated in the west branch valley.[ ] having no regular church--the first, a presbyterian, was not organized until --property qualifications appear to have been the basis for what, in this area, was practically universal manhood suffrage. due to the fact that the entire settlement consisted of squatters, practically all of the heads of households were property holders, regardless of the questionable legality of their holdings. the tax lists indicate holdings of some to acres on the average for residents, so it is particularly difficult to know whether or not a minimum holding requirement prevailed. the provincial suffrage requirement in this period was generally fifty acres of land or £ of personal property.[ ] although this study encompasses a fifteen-year period from to , it appears that the fair play system functioned for about five years, from to . this is due to the fact that only "fourty improvements,"[ ] meaning forty family settlements, existed in the area by , and that following the great runaway of , the territory was almost devoid of settlers. the void was filled, however, when settlers began returning toward the end of the revolution and following the accession of the territory in the second stanwix treaty, in . thus, for all practical purposes, the functioning of the fair play system was confined to this more limited time. furthermore, the system was supplemented in by the introduction of the committee of safety, and later that year by the council of safety.[ ] as is indicated in smith's _laws_, annual meetings were held to select the governing tribunal of three for the ensuing year. generally convened at some readily accessible place, these sessions were presumably held in the open or at one of the frontier forts erected in the area: fort antes, across the river from jersey shore; or fort horn, located on the south side of the susquehanna about eight miles west of jersey shore. there were frontier forts in the vicinity of the present muncy--fort muncy--and lock haven--fort reed; but fort muncy was some twenty-odd miles east of the fair play territory and fort reed was beyond the great island at its western extremity. as a result, these outposts were unlikely meeting places for the tribunal or for its election.[ ] unfortunately, there is no recorded evidence of a specific meeting of the fair play men. the authority of the fair play tribunal extended across the entire territory from lycoming creek to the great island on the north side of the west branch of the susquehanna. however, most of the disputed cases, which can be verified by subsequent court reviews in either northumberland or lycoming counties, seem to have involved land claims in the area between lycoming and pine creeks. the tribunal accepted or rejected claims for settlement in the area and decided boundary questions and other controversies among settlers.[ ] as to a specific code of laws, there is none of record. however, the cases subsequently reviewed in the established county courts refer to some of their regular practices. for example, any man who left his improvement for six weeks without leaving someone to continue it, lost his right to the improvement;[ ] any man who went into the army could count on the fair play men (the tribunal) to protect his property;[ ] any man who sought land in the territory was obliged to obtain not only the approval of the fair play men but also of his nearest potential neighbors;[ ] and the summary process of ejectment which the fair play men exercised was real and certain and sometimes supported by the militia.[ ] the specific membership of the fair play tribunal is rather difficult to ascertain due to its failure to keep minutes of its proceedings and the absence of any recorded code. however, as indicated earlier,[ ] the existence of the tribunal between the years and , and its actual composition in and , have already been established from the review of its decisions by the circuit court of lycoming county. assuming the principle of rotation from a contemporary description, some eighteen settlers held the positions of authority during the years noted.[ ] the cases reviewed reveal the names of five of these eighteen. recognizing the limitations of our twenty-eight per cent sampling, however, it is interesting to note that the three major national stocks are represented in this restricted sample. furthermore, as was mentioned previously,[ ] the scotch-irish settlers, being in the majority, enjoyed the majority representation on the tribunal. an analysis of leadership in the territory, to be developed more fully later, leads one to conclude that the scotch-irish, in the main, were the political leaders of the area.[ ] a diligent search of some sixty cases in the court of common pleas in both northumberland and lycoming counties yielded some documentary evidence regarding the procedures of the fair play tribunal.[ ] three cases in lycoming county and one from northumberland county contain depositions which describe the activities of the fair play men in some detail. one case, _hughes_ vs. _dougherty_, was appealed to the supreme court of the commonwealth. all of the cases deal with the question of title to lands in the fair play territory following the purchase of these lands at the treaty of fort stanwix in . the depositions taken in conjunction with these cases indicate the processes of settlement and ejectment, in addition to the policies regarding land tenure. the fairness of the fair play decisions is noted by the fact that the regular courts concurred with the earlier judgments of the tribunal.[ ] an anecdote involving one of the fair play men, peter rodey, illustrates the nature of this frontier justice. according to legend, chief justice mckean of the state supreme court was holding court in this district, and, curious about the principles or code of the fair play men, he inquired about them of peter rodey, a former member of the tribunal. rodey, unable to recall the details of the code, simply replied: "all i can say is, that since your honor's coorts have come among us, _fair play_ has entirely ceased, and law has taken its place."[ ] the justice of "fair play" and the nature of the system can be seen from an analysis of the cases reviewed subsequently in the established courts. as mentioned previously, these cases describe the procedures regarding settlement, land tenure, and ejectment. although no recorded code of laws has been located, references to "resolutions of the fair play men" regularly appear in the depositions and summaries of these cases.[ ] according to leyburn, a customary "law" concerning settlement rights operated on the frontier, particularly among the scotch-irish.[ ] this "law" recognized three settlement rights: "corn right," which established claims to acres for each acre of grain planted; "tomahawk right," which marked off the area claimed by deadening trees at the boundaries of the claim; and, "cabin right," which confirmed the claim by the construction of a cabin upon the premises. if the decisions of the regular courts are at all indicative, fair play settlement was generally based upon "cabin right." however, the frequent allusion to "improvements" implies some secondary consideration to what leyburn has defined as "corn right." in the case of _hughes_ vs. _dougherty_, the significance of "improvements," or "corn rights," vis-à -vis "cabin rights" is particularly noted.[ ] the following summary of that case, found in _pennsylvania reports_, emphasizes that significance, in addition to defining a fair play "code" pertaining to land tenure: this was an ejectment for acres of land, part of the indian lands in _northumberland_ county. the plaintiff claimed under a warrant issued on the d _may_ , for the premises, and a survey made thereon upon the th _january_ . the defendant, on the th _june_ , entered a caveat against the claims of the plaintiff, and on the th _october_ following, took out a warrant for the land in dispute, on which he was then settled. both claimed the pre-emption under the act of st _december_ ,[ ] and on the evidence given the facts appeared to be: that in , one _james hughes_, a brother of the plaintiff, settled on the lands in question and made some small improvements. in the next year he enlarged his improvement, and cut logs to build an house. in the winter following he went to his father's in _donegal_ in _lancaster_ county, and died there. his elder brother _thomas_ was at that time settled on the indian land, and one of the "fair play men," who had assembled together and made a resolution, (which they agreed to enforce as the law of the place,) that "if any person was absent from his "settlement for six weeks he should forfeit his right." [quotation marks as published.] in the spring of the defendant came to the settlement, and was advised by the fair play men to settle on the premises which _hughes_ had left; this he did, and built a cabin. the plaintiff soon after came, claiming it in right of his brother, and aided by _thomas hughes_, took possession of the cabin; but the defendant collecting his friends, an affray ensued, in which _hughes_ was beaten off and the defendant left in possession. he continued to improve, built an house and stable, and cleared about ten acres. in he was driven off by the enemy and entered into the army. at the close of the war, both plaintiff and defendant returned to the settlement, each claiming the land in dispute. the warrant was taken out in the name of _james hughes_, (the father of the plaintiff who is since dead,) for the benefit of his children. after argument by mr. _charles smith_ and mr. _duncan_ for the plaintiff, and mr. _daniel smith_ and mr. _read_ for the defendant, justice _shippen_ in the charge of the court to the jury, said-- the dispute here, is between a first improvement, and a subsequent but much more valuable improvement. but neither of the parties has any legal or equitable right, but under the act of the st _december_ . the settlement on this land was against law. it was an offence that tended to involve this country in blood. but the merit and sufferings of the actual settlers cancelled the offence, and the legislature, mindful of their situation, provided this special act for their relief. the preamble recites their "resolute stand and sufferings," as deserving a right of pre-emption. the legislature had no eye to any person who was not one of the occupiers after the commencement of the war, and a transient settler removed, (no matter how,) is not an object of the law. this is our construction of the act. _james hughes_ under whom the plaintiff claims, died before the war, the other occupied the premises after, and in the language of the act, "stood and suffered." if this construction be right, the cause is at an end. besides, the plaintiff claims as the heir of _thomas_, who was the heir of _james_, the first settler. i will not say that the fair play men could make a law to bind the settlers; but they might by agreement bind themselves. now _thomas_ was one of these, and was bound by his conduct, from disputing the right of the defendant. this warrant it seems, is taken out in the name of the father, and it is said, as a trustee for his children. it is sometimes done for the benefit of all concerned. if this be the case, it may be well enough; but still it is not so regular, as it might have been[.] with these observations, we submit it to you. verdict for the defendant.[ ] this case, although originated in the northumberland county court in , was appealed to the state supreme court, where the lower court decision was affirmed in . the summary runs the gamut of fair play procedures from settlement, through questions of tenure, to ejectment. its completeness indicates its usefulness. partial and occasional depositions in the other cases cited help to round out the picture of the fair play "code." for example, the right of settlement included not only the approval of the fair play men, but also the acceptance of the prospective landholder by his neighbors. allusions to this effect are made in the coldren deposition as well as in the huff-latcha case. eleanor coldren's deposition, made at sunbury, june , , concerns the disputed title to certain lands of her deceased husband, abraham dewitt, opposite the great island. her comments about neighbor approval demonstrate the point. she says, for instance, that ... in the spring of , henry antes and cookson long, two of the fair-play men, with others, were at the deponent's house, next below barnabas bonner's improvement, where deponent's husband kept a tavern, and heard antes and long say that they (meaning the fair-play men) and the neighbors of the settlement had unanimously agreed that james irvin, james parr, abraham dewitt and barnabas bonner should ... have their improvement rights fitted.... she speaks of the resolution of the claims problem "as being the unanimous agreement of the neighbors and fair-play men...."[ ] william king, who temporarily claimed part of the land involved in the dispute between edmund huff and jacob latcha, also refers to neighbor approval in his deposition taken in that case. he said, "i first went to edmund huff, then to thomas kemplen, samuel dougherty, william mcmeans, and thomas ferguson, and asked if they would accept me as a neighbor...."[ ] land tenure policy is noted by this same william king in the case of _james grier_ vs. _william tharpe_. repeating what we have already pointed out in the case of _hughes_ vs. _dougherty_, king testified that "there was a law among the fair-play men by which any man, who absented himself for the space of six weeks, lost his right to his improvement."[ ] in the huff-latcha case, king recounts the case of one joseph haines who "had once a right ... but had forfeited his right by the fair-play law...."[ ] the forfeiture rule was tempered, however, in cases involving military service. bratton caldwell's deposition in _grier_ vs. _tharpe_ is a case in point. caldwell, one of the fair play men in , declared that "greer went into the army in and was a wagon-master till the fall of .... in july, , the runaway, john martin, had come on the land in his absence. the fair-play men put greer in possession. if a man went into the army, the fair-play men protected his property."[ ] meginness mentions a similar decision in the case of john toner and morgan sweeney.[ ] sweeney had attempted to turn a lease for improvements in toner's behalf to possession for himself, but the northumberland county court honored the fair play rule concerning military service and decided in favor of toner. the summary process of ejectment utilized by the fair play men, occasionally with militia support, is evident from william king's deposition in the huff-latcha case. king, having sold his right to one william paul, recounts the method as follows: william paul went on the land and finished his cabin. soon after a party b[r]ought robert arthur and built a cabin near paul's in which arthur lived. paul applied to the fair-play men who decided in favor of paul. arthur would not go off. paul made a complaint to the company at a muster at quinashahague[ ] that arthur still lived on the land and would not go off, although the fair-play men had decided against him. i was one of the officers at that time and we agreed to come and run him off. the most of the company came down as far as edmund huff's who kept stills. we got a keg of whisk[e]y and proceeded to arthur's cabin. he was at home with his rifle in his hand and his wife had a bayonet on a stick, and they threatened death to the first person who would enter the house. the door was shut and thomas kemplen, our captain, made a run at the door, burst it open and instantly seized arthur by the neck. we pulled down the cabin, threw it into the river, lashed two canoes together and put arthur and his family and his goods into them and sent them down the river. william paul then lived undisturbed upon the land until the indians drove us all away.[ ] william paul was then ( ) from home on a militia tour.[ ] although land disputes offer documentary evidence of the fair play system, it seems quite likely that the tribunal's jurisdiction extended to other matters. a few anecdotes, obviously based quite tenuously upon hearsay, will suffice to illustrate. joseph antes, son of colonel henry antes, used to tell this story: it seems that one francis clark, who lived just west of jersey shore in the fair play territory, gained possession of a dog which belonged to an indian. upon learning of this, the indian appealed to the fair play men, who ordered clark's arrest and trial for the alleged theft. clark was convicted and sentenced to be lashed. the punishment was to be inflicted by a person decided by lot, the responsibility falling upon the man drawing the red grain of corn from a bag containing grains of corn for each man present. philip antes was the reluctant "winner." the indian, seeing that the decision of the "court" was to be carried out immediately, magnanimously suggested that banishment would serve better than flogging. clark agreed and left for the nippenose valley, where his settlement is a matter of record.[ ] another anecdote, if true, gives further testimony to the justice of fair play. in this instance, a minister and school teacher named kincaid faced the fair play tribunal on the charge of abusing his family. tried and convicted, he was sentenced to be ridden on a rail for his offense.[ ] here again, the tale, though legendary, is made plausible by the established fact of kincaid's residence in the area.[ ] doubtless the most notable political action of the fair play settlers is their declaration of independence, which meginness calls "a remarkable coincidence" because "it took place about the same time that the declaration was signed in philadelphia!"[ ] aware, as were many of the american colonists in the spring and summer of , that independence was being debated in philadelphia, these west branch pioneers decided to absolve themselves from all allegiance to the crown and declare their own independence. meeting under a large elm on the west bank of pine creek, mistakenly known as the "tiadaghton elm," the fair play men and settlers simply resolved their own right of self-determination, a principle upon which they had been acting for some time. unfortunately, no record of the resolution has been preserved--if it was actually written. however, the names of the supposed signers, all bona fide fair play settlers, have been passed down to the present.[ ] as every careful historian knows, no declaration was signed in philadelphia on july , , except by the clerk and presiding officer of the continental congress. consequently, the pine creek story arouses justifiable skepticism. however, there does seem to be some evidence to substantiate this famous act. first of all, fithian's _journal_ gives insight into the possible motivation for such independent action. in an entry for thursday, july , , he writes of reviewing "the 'squires library," noting that "after some perusal i fix'd in the farmer's memorable letters."[ ] fithian was reading john dickinson's _letters from a farmer in pennsylvania_, which he had come across in the library of john fleming, his host for a week in the west branch valley. dickinson's dozen uncompromising epistles in opposition to the grenville and townshend programs both inspired and incited liberty-lovers. furthermore, fleming himself was a leader among the fair play settlers, and may have been aroused to action by the eloquence of dickinson's expression. every idea is an incitement to action and the ideas of _letters from a farmer_, which made dickinson the chief american propagandist prior to thomas paine, reached into the frontier of the west branch valley. the best contemporary evidence in support of the pine creek declaration is found in the widow's pension application of anna jackson hamilton, daughter-in-law of alexander hamilton, who was one of the early settlers and a prominent leader along the west branch of the susquehanna. mrs. hamilton, whose pension application and accompanying statement were made in , lived within one mile of the reputedly historic elm. in her sworn statement she says, "i remember well the day independence was declared on the plains of pine creek, seeing such numbers flocking there, and independence being all the talk, i had a knolege of what was doing."[ ] her son john corroborates this in his statement that "she and an old colored woman are the only persons now living in the country who remembers the meeting of the th of july, , at pine creek. she remembers it well."[ ] mrs. hamilton was ninety years old at the time of her declaration, which was made some eighty-two years after the celebrated event.[ ] following the outbreak of the revolution and the meeting of the second continental congress, the fair play system of the west branch valley was soon augmented by another extra-legal organization, the committee of safety. ostensibly created for the purpose of raising and equipping a "suitable force to form pennsylvania's quota of the continental army," it soon exercised executive authority dually with the assembly.[ ] the council of safety was instituted as the successor to the committee of safety by a resolution of the provincial convention of , then meeting in philadelphia to draw up a new constitution for pennsylvania. it was continued by an act of the assembly that same year. it functioned from july , , until it was dissolved on december , , by a proclamation of the supreme executive council.[ ] locally, however, the township branches continued to function and were still referred to as "committees." it appears from the resolutions and actions of the local committee that the fair play men maintained jurisdiction in land questions, but that all other cases were within the range of the committee's authority. in fact, a resolution dated february , , asserted that "the committee of bald eagle is the most competent judges of the circumstances of the people of that township."[ ] this resolution was made in conjunction with an order from the county committee to prevent the loss of rye and other grains which were being "carried out of the township for stilling."[ ] although cautioned against "using too much rigor in their measures," the committee was advised to find "a medium between seizing of property and supplying the wants of the poor."[ ] the county committee even went so far as to recommend the suppression of such practices as "profaning the sabbath in an unchristian and scandalous manner."[ ] in april of , the county committee required an oath of allegiance from one william reed, who had refused military service for reasons of conscience.[ ] although bald eagle township did not, at this time, extend into fair play territory,[ ] it is interesting to note that the local committee, whose three members frequently changed, often included settlers from that territory or those who were in close association with the fair play men.[ ] the revolution apparently gave a certain quasi-legality to the claims of the "outlaws" of the west branch valley. one further political note is worthy of mention. after lexington and concord and the formation of the various committees of safety, the civil officers of bald eagle township, that is to say the constable, supervisor, and overseers, were often chosen from among settlers on the borders of, or actually in, fair play territory.[ ] the politics of fair play then was nothing more than that--fair play. it was a pragmatic system which the necessities of the frontier experience, more than national or ethnic origin, had developed. the "codes" of operation represented a consensus, equally, freely, and fairly arrived at--a common "law" based upon general agreement and practical acceptance. there were subsequent appeals to regular courts of law, but, surprisingly enough, in every instance the fairness of the judgments was sustained. no fair play decision was reversed. furthermore, the frequency of elections and the use of the principle of rotation in office were additional assurances against the usurpation of power by any small clique or ruling class. popular sovereignty, political equality, and popular consultation--these were the basic elements of fair play. footnotes: [ ] _colonial records_, x, . the fair play settlers were outlawed by a proclamation of the council signed by governor john penn on sept. , . the proclamation was issued "strictly enjoyning and requiring all and every person and persons, already settled or residing on any lands beyond the boundary line of the last indian purchase, immediately to evacuate their illegal settlements, and to depart and remove themselves from the said lands without delay, on pain of being prosecuted with the utmost rigour of the law." the "last indian purchase" referred to here is, of course, the stanwix treaty of . [ ] smith, _laws_, ii, . [ ] richard w. leopold and arthur s. link (eds.), _problems in american history_ (englewood cliffs, n. j., ), p. . the entire first problem in this excellent text deals with the question of authority in american government. [ ] this fair play system was certainly not unique, for other frontier societies employed the same technique, even down to the ruling tribunal of three members. see solon and elizabeth buck, _the planting of civilization in western pennsylvania_ (pittsburgh, ), pp. , . however, it must be pointed out that the bucks' "fair play" reference is based on smith, _laws_, ii, , which samuel p. bates used in "a general application of the practice to w. pa. areas after ," in his _history of greene county, pennsylvania_ (chicago, ). this was the interpretation given in a letter from dr. alfred p. james to the author, july , . dr. james also says that "it is possible that there are evidences of fair play men titles in the court records of washington and greene counties." [ ] this designation was often employed to classify those settlers who took up lands beyond the limits of the treaty of fort stanwix in , that is to say, west of lycoming creek on the north side of the west branch of the susquehanna. [ ] russell, "signers of the pine creek declaration of independence," p. . mrs. russell, whose historical accuracy can be verified through her indicated sources, refers to old borough minutes of jersey shore as her source for the names of the tribunal of , namely, bartram caldwell, john walker, and james brandon. upon discussing the matter with her, i learned that a clipping from an old jersey shore paper, now lost, which described the minutes, was her actual source. however, adequate documentation and meticulous research characterize her work. furthermore, bratton caldwell (he signed his name bartram) is also labeled a fair play official by linn, "indian land and its fair play settlers, - ," p. . linn's identification comes in the case of _greer_ vs. _tharpe_, greer's case being a pre-emption claim on the basis of military service. [ ] "eleanor coldren's deposition," _now and then_, xii ( ), - . the deposition reads "that in the spring of , henry antes and cookson long, two of the fair-play men, with others, were at the deponent's house...." [ ] oscar t. barck, jr. and hugh t. lefler, _colonial america_ (new york, ), pp. - . although barck and lefler indicate in this section on "the colonial franchise" that universal suffrage did not prevail in the colonies, they do note the significance of "free land," of which fair play territory was an excellent example. [ ] _ibid_, p. . [ ] william cooke to james tilghman, _pennsylvania archives_, first series, xii, - . [ ] _pennsylvania archives_, fourth series, iii, - . [ ] _report of the commission to locate the site of the frontier forts of pennsylvania_ (harrisburg, ), i, , , - . [ ] smith, _laws_, ii, . [ ] linn, "indian land and its fair-play settlers," p. . this six weeks provision is noted in the deposition of john sutton in the case of _william greer_ vs. _william tharpe_, dated march , . [ ] _ibid._, . bratton caldwell, one of the fair play men, indicates this practice in his deposition in the _greer_ vs. _tharpe_ case. [ ] "eleanor coldren's deposition," pp. - . [ ] linn, "indian land and its fair-play settlers," pp. - . william king, in his deposition taken march , , in _huff_ vs. _satcha_ [sic], in the circuit court of lycoming county, notes the use of a company of militia, of which he was an officer, to eject a settler. linn errs in his reference to the defendant as "satcha." the man's name was latcha, according to the appearance docket commencing , no. , lycoming county. [ ] _see_ nn. and , p. . [ ] smith, _laws_, ii, . _see also_, pp. and , this chapter, in which the excerpt from this source is quoted verbatim. [ ] _supra_, p. . [ ] _infra_, chapter six. the question of leadership in conjunction with the problems of this frontier is discussed in chapter six. [ ] the appearance dockets and files were checked for northumberland county from to and for lycoming county from to . these records, obtained in the offices of the respective prothonotaries, produced thirty-seven cases in northumberland and twenty-two in lycoming county dealing with former fair play settlers. unfortunately, only four were reviews of actual fair play decisions. [ ] northumberland county originated in and lycoming county in . clinton county was not created until . [ ] meginness, _otzinachson_ (philadelphia, ), p. . [ ] the cases referred to here are: _hughes_ vs. _dougherty_, _huff_ vs. _satcha_, and _grier_ vs. _tharpe_. they were located in the appearance dockets of lycoming and northumberland counties in the respective prothonotaries' offices. _hughes_ vs. _dougherty_ appears in the northumberland county docket for november, , to august, , in the february term of the court of common pleas, file . both the huff and grier cases were found in the lycoming county docket no. , commencing , court terms and file numbers indicated as follows: _huff_ vs. _satcha_, february, , # , and _grier_ vs. _tharpe_, may, , # . a partial deposition by eleanor coldren, _now and then_, xii ( ), - , was also employed. although the case appears to be _dewitt_ vs. _dunn_, i could not locate it in the appearance dockets. depositions taken in the huff and grier cases were published in linn, "indian land and its fair-play settlers," pp. - . [ ] leyburn, _the scotch-irish_, p. . [ ] jasper yeates, _pennsylvania reports_, i (philadelphia, ), - . [ ] smith, _laws_, ii, . [ ] yeates, _pennsylvania reports_, i, - . [ ] "eleanor coldren's deposition," pp. - . [ ] linn, "indian land and its fair-play settlers," p. . [ ] _ibid._ [ ] _ibid._ [ ] _ibid._ [ ] meginness, _otzinachson_ ( ), p. . [ ] now linden, in woodward township, a few miles west of williamsport. [ ] king refers here to the great runaway of . [ ] linn, "indian land and its fair-play settlers," p. - . [ ] meginness, _otzinachson_ ( ), p. . [ ] _ibid._, p. . [ ] d. s. maynard, _historical view of clinton county_ (lock haven, ), pp. - . maynard has reprinted here some excerpts from john hamilton's "early times on the west branch," which was published in the lock haven _republican_ in . unfortunately, recurrent floods destroyed most of the newspaper files, and copies of this series are not now available. john hamilton was a third-generation descendant of alexander hamilton, one of the original fair play settlers. [ ] meginness, _otzinachson_ ( ), p. . [ ] _ibid._ an alleged copy of the declaration published in _a picture of clinton county_ (lock haven, ), p. , is clearly spurious. the language of this pennsylvania writers' project of the w.p.a. is obviously twentieth-century, and it contains references to events which had not yet occurred. [ ] _fithian: journal_, p. . [ ] muncy historical society, muncy, pa., wagner collection, anna jackson hamilton to hon. george c. whiting, commissioner of pensions, dec. , . [ ] _ibid._, john hamilton to hon. george c. whiting, commissioner of pensions, may , . [ ] the veracity of the witness is an important question here. meginness, in his edition, devotes a footnote, p. , to this remarkable woman who was in full possession of her faculties at the time. the rev. john grier, son-in-law of mrs. hamilton and brother of supreme court justice robert c. grier, wrote to president buchanan on nov. , , (wagner collection), stating that "mrs. hamilton is one of the most intelligent in our community." buchanan then wrote an affidavit in support of grier's statements to the commissioner of pensions, nov. , , (wagner collection). aside from the declarations of mrs. hamilton and her son, the only other support, and this is hearsay, is found in the account of an alleged conversation between w. h. sanderson and robert couvenhoven, the famed scout. w. h. sanderson, _historical reminiscences_, ed. henry w. shoemaker (altoona, ), pp. - . here again, the fact that the reminiscences were not recorded until some seventy years after the "chats" raises serious doubts. [ ] _pennsylvania archives_, fourth series, iii, . [ ] _ibid._, p. . [ ] linn, _history of centre and clinton counties_, p. . [ ] _ibid._ [ ] _ibid._ [ ] _ibid._ [ ] _ibid._ _see also_ john h. carter, "the committee of safety of northumberland county," _the northumberland county historical society proceedings and addresses_, xviii ( ), - . [ ] _see_ map of the fair play territory in chapter one. [ ] linn, _history of centre and clinton counties_, p. . _see also_, carter, "the committee of safety," pp. - , for a full account of the activities of the committee. carter notes that the county committee consisted of thirty-three members, three from each of the eleven townships chosen for a period of six months. [ ] _ibid._, pp. - . chapter four _the farmers' frontier_ the economy of the west branch valley was basically agrarian--a farmers' frontier. the "new order of americanism"[ ] which arose on this frontier was in part due to the cultural background of its inhabitants, the knowledge and traditional values which they had brought with them. it was further influenced by the frontier status of the region itself--an area of virgin land in the earliest stages of development. and finally, it was affected by the physical characteristics of the territory, particularly the mountains which separated these settlers from the more established settlements. it has been said that "many of the enduring characteristics of the american creed and the american national character originated in the way of life of the colonial farmer."[ ] the fair play territory was typical of this development. the early pioneer, particularly if he was scotch-irish, generally came into the area from the cumberland valley, the "seed-plot and nursery" of the scotch-irish in america, the "original reservoir" of this leading frontier stock, via the great shamokin path.[ ] since there were no roads, only indian trails, the frontier traveler customarily followed the indian paths which had been cleared along the rivers and streams. the great shamokin path followed the susquehanna from shamokin (now sunbury) to the west branch, then out along the west branch to the allegheny mountains.[ ] loading his wife and smaller children on a pack horse, his scanty possessions on another horse, the prospective settler drove a cow or two into the wild frontier at the rate of about twenty miles a day.[ ] this meant that a trip of approximately two days brought him from fort augusta to the fair play country. indian paths were the primary means of ingress and egress, although supplemented by the waterways which they paralleled. in addition to the great shamokin path, there were paths up lycoming creek (the sheshequin path), and up pine creek, besides the path which followed bald eagle creek down into the juniata valley. these trails and adjoining water routes were usually traveled on horseback or in canoes, depending upon the route to be followed. however, the rivers and streams were more often passages of departure than courses of entry. established roads, that is authorized public constructions, were not to reach the west branch region until , although the northumberland county court ordered such construction and reported on it at the october term in .[ ] appointments were made at the august session of "to view, and if they saw cause, to lay out a bridle road from the mouth of bald eagle creek to the town of sunbury."[ ] it was not until ten years later that extensions of this road were authorized, carrying it into the nittany valley and to bald eagle's nest (near milesburg, on the indian path from the great island to ohio).[ ] travel was usually on horseback or on foot. canoes and flatboats, or simply rafts, were used on the rivers and creeks where available. wagons, however, appeared after the construction of public roads and were seen in the great runaway of .[ ] the problem of communication between the frontier and the settled areas was a difficult one compounded by the natural geographic barriers and the fact that post and coach roads did not extend into this central pennsylvania region. as a result the inhabitants had to depend upon occasional travelers, circuit riders, surveyors, and other provincial authorities who visited them infrequently. otherwise, the meetings of the fair play tribunal, irregular as they were, and the communications from the county committee of safety were about the only sources of information available. of course, cabin-building, cornhusking, and quilting parties provided ample opportunities for the dissemination of strictly "local" news. newspapers were not introduced into the upper susquehanna valley until around the turn of the century. the _northumberland gazette_ was published in sunbury in or .[ ] the first truly west branch paper was not circulated until , when the _lycoming gazette_ was first published in williamsport.[ ] on the eve of the revolution there were only seven newspapers available in the entire province, none of which circulated as far north as the fair play territory.[ ] as a matter of fact, there were only thirty-seven papers printed in all thirteen colonies at the beginning of the revolution.[ ] the fair play settler was an "outlaw," a squatter who came into this central pennsylvania wilderness with his family and without the benefit of a land grant, and who literally hacked and carved out a living. the natural elements, the savage natives, and the wild life all resisted him; but he conquered them all, and the conquest gave him a feeling of accomplishment which enhanced his independent spirit. if the story of the great plains frontier can be told in terms of railroads, barbed-wire fences, windmills, and six-shooters,[ ] then the cruder tale of the west branch frontier can be told in terms of the rifle, the axe, and the plow. the rifle, first and foremost as the weapon of security, was the basic means of self-preservation in a wild land where survival was a constant question.[ ] the axe, which theodore roosevelt later described as "a servant hardly standing second even to the rifle,"[ ] was the main implement of destruction and construction. it was used for clearing the forest of the many trees which encroached upon the acreage which the settler had staked out for himself, and for cutting the logs which would provide the rude, one-room shelter the pioneer constructed for himself and his family. the crude wooden plow was the implement which made this frontiersman a farmer, although its effectiveness was extremely limited. however, the soil was so fertile, and the weeds so sparse, that scratching the earth and scattering seeds produced a crop.[ ] a contemporary description of squatter settlements in muncy hills, some twenty-odd miles east of the fair play territory, but in the west branch valley, gives a vivid picture of the nature of these early establishments: they came from no body enquires where, or how, but generally with families, fix on any spot in the wood that pleases them. cut down some trees & make up a log hut in a day, clear away the underweed & girdle.... the trees they have no use for if cut down after their hut is made. they dig up & harrow the ground, plant potatoes, a crop which they get out in three months, sow corn, etc., (& having sown in peace by the law of the land they are secured in reaping in peace) & continue at work without ever enquiring whose the land is, until the proprietor himself disturbs & drives them off with difficulty.[ ] this experience was duplicated in the fair play territory where there were no immediate neighbors whose permission was necessary for settlement, or until a dispute was carried to the tribunal for adjudication. this procedure was detailed in the last chapter. having selected a site, preferably on or near a stream, and obtained approval from the fair play men and his neighbors, the prospective settler was faced with the long and tedious work of clearing the land for his home and farm. this was an extended effort for he could clear only a few acres a year. in the meantime, his survival depended upon the few provisions he brought with him--some grain for meal, a little flour, and perhaps some salt pork and smoked meat. these supplies, combined with the wild game and fish which abounded in the area, served until such a time as crops could be produced. it was a rigorous life complicated by the fact that the meager supplies often ran out before the first crop was brought in. the first month's meals were too often variations on the limited fare of water porridge and hulled corn, as described by a later pioneer.[ ] homes in the fair play territory were built "to _live_ in, and not for _show_...."[ ] the following description, by the grandson of one of the original settlers, illustrates the cooperative nature of the enterprise, in addition to giving a clear picture of the type of construction which replaced the early lean-to shelter with which the frontiersman was first acquainted: our buildings are made of hewn logs, on an average feet long by wide, sometimes a wall of stone, a foot or more above the level of the earth, raised as a foundation; but in general, four large stones are laid at the corners, and the building raised on _them_. the house is covered sometimes with shingles, sometimes with clapboards. [the latter required no laths, rafters, or nails, and was put on in less time.] ... the ground logs being laid saddle-shaped, on the upper edge, is cut in with an axe, at the ends, as long as the logs are thick, then the end logs are raised and a "notch" cut to fit the saddle. this is the only kind of tie or binder they have; and when the building is raised as many rounds as it is intended, the ribs are raised, on which a course of clapboards is laid, butts resting on a "butting pole." a press pole is laid on the clapboards immediately over the ribs to keep them from shifting by the wind, and the pole is kept to its berth by stay blocks, resting in the first course against the butting-pole. the logs are run upon the building on skids by the help of wooden forks. the most experienced "axe-man" are placed on the buildings as "cornermen;" the rest of the company are on the ground to carry the logs and run them up.[ ] in this fashion, the frontier cabin was raised and covered in a single day, without a mason, without a pound of iron, and with nothing but dirt for flooring. the doors and windows were subsequently cut out of the structure to suit the tastes of its occupants. in this one-room cabin lived the frontier settler and his family, who might be joined by guests. small wonder, then, that additions to this construction took on such significance that they were items of mention in later wills.[ ] once having cleared a reasonable portion of his property, raised his cabin, and scratched out an existence for his first few months of occupation, the pioneer was now ready to get down to the business of farming. working around the stumps which cluttered his improvement, the frontier farmer planted his main crops, which were, of course, the food grains--wheat, rye, with oats, barley, and corn, and buckwheat and corn for the livestock. some indication of the planting and harvesting seasons can be seen from this account: i find wheat is sown here in the fall (beging. of septr.) clover & timothy grass is generally sown with it. the wheat is cut in june or beginning of july after which the grass grows very rapidly & always affords two crops. where grass has not been sown they harrow the ground well where the wheat is taken off & sow buck wheat which ripens by the beginning & through september is excellent food for poultry & cattle & makes good cakes.[ ] the amazing fertility of the soil, as noted by more than one journalist, eased the difficulties of the crude wooden implements which were the farmer's tools. reference is made to "one [who] plowed the same spot ... for eight years ... [taking] double crops without giving it an ounce of manure."[ ] scientific farming had not yet come to the west branch valley, although the philadelphia area had been awakened to its possibilities through the publications of franklin's american philosophical society. fertile soil was practically essential when one considers the crude implements with which the frontier farmer carried on his hazardous vocation. in addition to the crude wooden plow, which we have already mentioned, the agrarian pioneer of the west branch possessed a long-bladed sickle, a homemade rake, a homemade hay fork, and a grain shovel.[ ] all of these items were made of wood and were of the crudest sort.[ ] as time went on, he added a few tools of his own invention, but these, and his sturdy curved-handled axe, constituted the essential instruments of the farmer's craft. july was the month of harvest for the mainly "subsistence" farmers scattered along the west branch. the uncertainties of the weather and the number of acres planted had some influence upon the harvesting, so that it was not unusual to see the wheat still swaying in the warm summer breezes in the last week of july. however, if possible, the grain was generally cut the first part of the month in order that buckwheat, or other fodder, might be sown and harvested in the fall. harvesttime was a cooperative enterprise and whole families joined in "bringing in the sheaves." the grain had to be cut and raked into piles, and the piles bundled into shocks tied together with stalks of the grain itself. this took "hands" and the frontier family was generally the only labor force available. in time, however, field work was confined to the men of the family among the scotch-irish, who attached social significance to the type of work done by their women. fithian's _journal_ reveals, however, that class-consciousness was not yet apparent in the division of labor on this frontier. on two occasions he describes daughters of leading families engaged in other than household tasks. arriving at the home of squire fleming, with whom he was to stay for a week, fithian notes on july , , that betsey fleming, his host's daughter, "was milking."[ ] the very next day, upon visiting the squire's brother, who had "two fine daughter's," this presbyterian journalist found "one of them reaping."[ ] if leyburn's comment that social status among the scotch-irish depended in part upon the work done by the women of the family, then these examples attest to the fact that "status" was a luxury which the fair play settlers could not yet afford.[ ] threshing was either done by hand with flails, or, if the family had a cow or two (and the tax lists indicate that they did), the grain was separated by driving the livestock around and around over the unbundled straw. finally, the chaff was removed by throwing the grain into the air while the breeze was flowing. the grain was then collected and readied for milling. gristmills were available in the west branch valley almost from the outset of settlement due to the many fine streams which flowed through the territory. as a result, few farmers had to travel more than five miles, generally on horseback, to carry their bags of grain to the mill. if the farmer had no horse, he had to carry his sack of grain on his shoulder. if the settler lived on or near a stream, he put his sacks of grain in a canoe and paddled downstream to the nearest mill. in the early days before the mills, the grain was pounded into meal by using a heavy pestle and a hollowed-out stump, a crude mortar which served the purpose. in time, the gristmill owners also operated distilleries, converting the pioneer's wheat, rye, and barley into spirited beverages which were freely imbibed along this and other frontiers. by the time of the revolution, distilling was so common as to cause the committee of safety to take action to conserve the grain.[ ] "home brew," however, was quite the custom, and it was not long before most farmers operated their own stills. self-sufficiency was both a characteristic and a necessity among these scotch-irish, english, and german settlers of central pennsylvania. bringing their agrarian traditions with them from the "old country," where they had operated small farms, they were bound to a "subsistence farming" existence by the inaccessibility of markets to the frontier. one diarist found this conducive to a "perfect independence" which made a "market to them, almost unnecessary."[ ] this economic independence carried over into frontier manufacturing, if it can be called that, because the industry, except for the gristmills and their distilleries, was strictly domestic. it has often been said that the frontier farmer was a "jack-of-all trades," and the west branch settler of the fair play territory was a typical example. with no market of skilled labor, or any other market for that matter,[ ] he was his own carpenter, cooper, shoe-maker, tailor, and blacksmith. whatever he wanted or needed had to be made in his own home. thus, frontier industry was of the handicraft or domestic type, with tasks apportioned among the various members of the family in accordance with their sex and talent. it was truly a "complete little world" in which the pioneer family supplied its every demand by its own efforts.[ ] although the role of the women was to take on status significance as the frontier areas became more stable, in the earlier years of settlement their tasks were extensive and varied. though they were busy with household duties such as churning butter, making soap, pouring candles, quilting, and weaving cloth for the family's clothing, it was not uncommon for the women to join the men in the field at harvesttime. the domesticity of the american housewife may be one impact on american life made by the germans.[ ] the children, too, were important persons in the economic life of the frontier family. their labors lightened the load for both father and mother. with no available labor market from which to draw farm hands and household help, it was both necessary and useful to give the boys and girls a vocational apprenticeship in farming or homemaking. the girls' responsibilities were usually, although not exclusively, related to the hearth; the efforts of the boys were generally confined to the field and the implements employed there, although they did service too as household handymen, hauling wood, making fires, and the like.[ ] in addition to their farming and domestic industry, the other economic activities of these agrarian pioneers included the care of their livestock and the exploitation of the available natural resources in their subsistence pattern of living. the tax lists for northumberland county indicate the possession of two or three horses and a like number of cows for each head of a household.[ ] there were also "various breeds of hogs" although they were not listed by the tax assessor.[ ] mr. davy's comment that "sheep are not well understood ... often destroyed by the wolves ... few ... except [those] of good capital keep them" may explain their absence from these same assessments.[ ] maple syrup provided the sugar supply, a fact noted by land speculators who touted this "country abounding in the sugar tree."[ ] anti-slave interests later thought that maple sugar would replace the slave-produced cane sugar.[ ] mr. davy described the process as he observed it at muncy: the maple trees yield about w of sugar each on an average annually, some give as much as ws but these are rare. it is drawn off in april & may by boring holes in the tree into which quills & canes are introduced to convey the juice to a trough placed round the bottom of it. this juice is boiled down to sugar & clarified with very little trouble & is very good.[ ] honey also existed in great quantities in the area and was used extensively. apparently the "sweet tooth" of the west branch settlers was well satisfied by the ample resources for saccharine products. the trade and commerce of the west branch valley were strictly confined to its own locale. mountain barriers, limited transportation facilities, and insufficient contact with the settled areas of the province only served to heighten the essential self-sufficiency of the fair play settlers. the result was an economic independence which doubtless had its political manifestations.[ ] economic conditions have their political implications, but it was the total impact of the frontier and not simply the commercial restrictions of some outside authority which made the fair play settlers self-reliant and independent "subsistence" farmers. the farmers' frontier did not result from the impact of any particular national stock groups, for scotch-irish, english, and german settlers reacted similarly. as the most recent historian of the scotch-irish, the most numerical national stock on this frontier, suggests, "authentically democratic principles, when the scotch-irish exhibited them in america, were rather the result of their experiences on colonial frontiers than the product of the scottish and ulster heritage."[ ] the farmers' frontier with its characteristics of individualistic self-reliance was a product of the frontier itself. footnotes: [ ] turner, _the frontier in american history_, p. . [ ] henry bamford parkes, _the american experience_ (new york, ), p. . [ ] dunaway, _the scotch-irish of colonial pennsylvania_, p. . [ ] paul a. w. wallace, _indian paths of pennsylvania_ (harrisburg, ), pp. - , includes two maps. [ ] chester d. clark, "pioneer life in the new purchase," _the northumberland county historical society proceedings and addresses_, vii ( ), . [ ] meginness, _otzinachson_ ( ), p. . [ ] _ibid._, p. . [ ] linn, _history of centre and clinton counties_, p. . [ ] meginness, _otzinachson_ ( ), p. . [ ] meginness, _otzinachson_ ( ), p. . [ ] _ibid._, p. [ ] carl and jessica bridenbaugh, _rebels and gentlemen: philadelphia in the age of franklin_ (new york, ), p. . [ ] barck and lefler, _colonial america_, p. . [ ] walter prescott webb, _the great plains_ (new york, ), pp. - . [ ] herbert h. beck, "martin meylin, a progenitor of the pennsylvania rifle," _papers read before the lancaster county historical society_, liii ( ), - . [ ] clark, "pioneer life in the new purchase," p. . [ ] lewis e. theiss, "early agriculture," _susquehanna tales_ (sunbury, ), p. . [ ] norman b. wilkinson (ed.), "mr. davy's diary," _pennsylvania history_, xx ( ), . [ ] james w. silver (ed.), "chauncey brockway, an autobiographical sketch," _pennsylvania history_, xxv ( ), . [ ] maynard, _historical view of clinton county_, p. . [ ] _ibid._ [ ] the probate records of northumberland and lycoming counties, found in the respective offices of the register of wills and recorder of deeds, contain entries leaving to the widow the "best room in the house," or, "her choice of rooms." no doubt, the simplicity of the earlier home accentuated the value of the additions. [ ] "mr. davy's diary," p. . [ ] _ibid._, p. . the reverend philip vickers fithian notes the richness of the land in the journal of his one-week visit to the area in the summer of . he was also surprised to find that "many have their grain yet in the field," a notation for the th of july. _fithian: journal_, p. . [ ] theiss, _susquehanna tales_, p. . [ ] the museum of the muncy historical society contains examples of these early farm implements and offers vivid evidence of their crudeness. [ ] _fithian: journal_, p. . [ ] _ibid._, p. . [ ] leyburn, _the scotch-irish_, p. . [ ] linn, _history of centre and clinton counties_, p. . [ ] "mr. davy's diary," p. . [ ] dunaway, _the scotch-irish of colonial pennsylvania_, p. . even in the more settled areas of the susquehanna valley markets were slow to develop as this note from "mr. davy's diary," p. , reported on oct. , : "at present there is no market here but if many english families settle this will soon follow as there is an excellent supply of every necessary & even luxury in the neighbourhood." [ ] j. e. wright and doris s. corbett, _pioneer life in western pennsylvania_ (pittsburgh, ), p. . [ ] arthur w. calhoun, _a social history of the american family_ (new york, ), i, . [ ] wright and corbett, _pioneer life in western pennsylvania_, pp. - . [ ] _pennsylvania archives_, third series, xix, - . [ ] "mr. davy's diary," p. . [ ] _ibid._ [ ] _ibid._, pp. - . [ ] _ibid._, p. . [ ] _ibid._, p. . [ ] one student of the commerce of the susquehanna valley made sweeping generalizations about its significance which can hardly be substantiated. _see_ morris k. turner, _the commercial relations of the susquehanna valley during the colonial period_ (ph.d. thesis, university of pennsylvania, ). this dissertation, although claiming to deal with the susquehanna valley, never gets much beyond harrisburg and seldom reaches as far north as fort augusta. its accounts of roads, navigation improvements, and trade fail to reach the fair play settlers. this lends further support to their independent and self-sufficient existence. turner's concluding paragraph is, however, a gem of economic determinism and bears repeating in full. found on page , it reads as follows: "if then, the commercial relations of the susquehanna valley were so far reaching affecting as they did in the pre-revolutionary period the attitude of the people on all the questions, practically, of the day it is only fair to say that it was these relations which promoted the revolution in the province and drove the old government out of existence. the political issues were aided and abetted, yes, were created, were born from the womb of the neglected commercial relations of the province and no other section at the time had such extensive relations as the susquehanna valley. no other conclusion can be reached after a serious study of the history of the period." [ ] leyburn, _the scotch-irish_, p. . chapter five _fair play society_ the society of the fair play territory, between the year and , was indeed simple. there were no towns or population clusters, either in the territory or within a range of some thirty-five or forty miles. furthermore, as we have already noted, transportation and communication facilities were so limited as to make contact with the "outside world" an exception rather than the rule. as we have also seen, economic functions on this farmers' frontier were not highly specialized. even the political system, with its tribunal of fair play men, operated without the benefit of any formal code. but it would be easy, from these indications, to magnify the simplicity of the social structure and of social relationships in the west branch valley. if we are to consider the development of democracy on this frontier, we must take into account the various national stock groups who settled this area and, in so doing, weigh their relative economic and social status, the amount of intermarriage between them, and the ease and frequency with which they visited each other. these and other social relationships, such as their joint participation in voluntary associations, their prejudices and conflicts, and the assimilation of alien groups, must all be evaluated. the leadership, the existence of social classes, and the family patterns must, of necessity, be a part of our inquiry. and finally, the religious institutions, the educational and cultural opportunities, and the system of values have to be considered in arriving at a judgment regarding the democratic nature of fair play society. fair play society was composed of scotch-irish ( . per cent), english ( per cent), german ( per cent), scots ( . per cent), irish ( per cent), welsh ( . per cent) and french ( . per cent) settlers.[ ] due to the pioneering conditions under which all of these national stock groups developed their "improvements," economic privilege was rather difficult to attain. furthermore, even after the legislature granted pre-emption in the act of december, , the grants were limited to acres.[ ] in consequence of this, massive holdings were impossible to maintain legally, as the customary holdings of two to three hundred acres indicate in the tax lists for the years after .[ ] in fact, the tax lists suggest that absentee-owners or persons outside the actual geographic limits of the fair play territory who participated with the fair play settlers were the only ones to possess to , acres or more.[ ] this fact, combined with the "subsistence farming" which all of the area settlers pursued, suggests a relatively comparable economic status for the members of the fair play society. consequently, social status was not necessarily dependent upon economic status. social status on this frontier depended more upon achieved status than ascribed status. this may have been an influence of the scotch-irish, who judged, and thus classified, a neighbor by the size and condition of his dwelling, the care of his farm, the work done by the women in the family, his personal characteristics and morality, and his diversions.[ ] journalists, pension claimants, and the operative, although unwritten, code of the fair play men all give corroborative evidence in this regard.[ ] of all these criteria, personal character and morality seemed to have been most important. the scotch-irish, who, like the people of other national stocks, accepted social classes as the right ordering of society, shifted their emphasis, as a result of the frontier experience, from family heritage to individual achievement.[ ] intermarriages provide a further key to the social relationships of the fair play settlers. if a small sample is any indication, the cases of intermarriages among the various national stock groups were relatively high, with better than one-third of the marriages sampled falling within this classification.[ ] the fact that the scotch-irish frequently married within their own group was probably due to their being more "available" in terms of numbers. industry and good character were the prime criteria for selecting a frontier mate, as dunaway points out.[ ] the ease and frequency of neighborly visits is vividly demonstrated in the characteristically cooperative cabin-raisings, barn-raisings, cornhuskings and similar activities in which joint effort was usual. the women, too, exchanged visits and, on occasion, gathered at one place for quilting or other mutually shared activities.[ ] furthermore, the frontier journalists often noted the fine hospitality and congeniality of their backwoods hosts.[ ] further evidence of the egalitarian influence of this frontier is found in the joint participation of fair play settlers in voluntary associations.[ ] this is particularly noticeable in their attendance at outdoor sermons and involvement in the various political activities. at a time when fewer than families lived in the territory, fithian observed that "there were present about an hundred & forty" people for a sermon which he gave on the banks of the susquehanna, opposite the present city of lock haven, on sunday, july , .[ ] although william colbert, a methodist, later "preached to a large congregation of willing hearers" within the territory, he did not think that it was "worth the preachers while to stop here."[ ] this may have been due to the fact that they were mainly presbyterians. colbert's reception was apparently fair for he makes a point of saying, "i know not that there is a prejudiced person among them."[ ] no regular church was established in this region until , so it appears that the settlers generally participated in group religious activities regardless of the denominational affiliation of the preacher conducting the services. however, as we will point out later, this is not to suggest that there was no friction between denominations. the political activities of the fair play settlers demonstrate the mass participation, at least of the adult males, in this type of voluntary association. the annual elections of the fair play men were conducted without discrimination against any of the settlers by reason of religion, national origin, or property. in addition, the decisions of the tribunal were carried out, as smith reports, "by the whole body, who started up in mass, at the mandate of the court."[ ] special occasions, such as the pine creek declaration of independence, were also marked by the participation _en masse_ of these west branch pioneers. mrs. hamilton, in her widow's pension application, speaks of "seeing such numbers flocking there" (along the banks of pine creek in july of ).[ ] apparently, as mrs. hamilton says, most of the settlers "had a knolege of what was doing," particularly with regard to political affairs.[ ] these evidences of group participation in religious and political activities should not mislead one into thinking that conflict, legal or otherwise, was alien to the west branch frontiersmen. the cases brought before the fair play "court" and the friction between methodists and presbyterians affirm this strife. the first settler in the territory, cleary campbell, was an almost constant litigant, both as plaintiff and defendant, in the northumberland county court from the time of his arrival in .[ ] his name, along with the names of other fair play settlers, appeared regularly on the appearance dockets of the northumberland and lycoming county courts. the cases usually involved land titles and personal obligations or debts. the religious conflict is clearly seen in the journal of the reverend william colbert. an incident which occurred about twenty miles south of the west branch illustrates this friction: this is a town [present-day milton] with three stores, three taverns, two ball allies. agreeable to its size it appears to be one of the most dissipated places i ever saw. i could not tell how to pass them--i inquired at one of the ball allies if preaching was expected--a religious old presbyterian standing by where they were playing answered that he did not know. i then asked them that were playing ball, they answered no. i farther asked them if they did not think they would be better employed hearing preaching than playing ball. their answer was a laugh, that there was time for all things and that they went to preachings on sundays. i told them they would not be willing to go to judgment from that exercise--they said they ventured that. so after a little conversation with the old man i left them ripening for destruction....[ ] colbert's journal is filled with snide remarks and caustic comments about presbyterians in general and calvinist doctrines in particular.[ ] he was especially concerned for the "lost souls" of the presbyterians of the west branch valley. a twentieth-century theologian suggests that presbyterian dogmatism had driven the scotch-irish to the frontier; this same problem complicated their social relationships in the backwoods country.[ ] the process of acculturation of the frontier was marked by the impact of the aborigines upon the new white settlers in terms of the developing style of life in the west branch valley. in fact, the culture of the indian may have affected the white settlers more than theirs affected that of the indian. for instance, mr. davy says that "the dress & manners of the people more nearly assimilate to those of the indians than lower down, but the purest english language is universally spoken."[ ] the west branch valley was a new world whose experiences made new men, rather than a transplanted old world with its emphasis on heritage and tradition.[ ] however, the english language and scots presbyterianism were basic ingredients in the melting pot of this and other frontiers where the american character emerged. the social class structure of fair play society is rather difficult to assess. extensive land holdings and material possessions were not characteristic of these "squatter" settlements. consequently, property was not the distinguishing factor in stratifying the social levels of the fair play community. furthermore, there was no slave population or indentured servant class to be confined to the lowest rung of the social ladder. here, each man either owned his "improvement" or operated under some condition of tenancy. however, both indentured servitude and negro slavery existed in the "new purchase" of in nearby muncy.[ ] thus, it was a two-class pattern, in the main, which constituted the fair play society--landholders and tenants. in addition, though, there was a further delineation within the landholding class on the basis of character and morality. this characteristically scotch-irish differentiation may have been due to the predominance of the ulsterites in the west branch population.[ ] in consideration of this fact, a three-class structure, consisting of an elite, other landholders, and tenants, would best describe the social class system of the fair play territory. the elite of the fair play society were generally the political and economic leaders as well. they owned the "forts," operated the gristmills, and held the prominent political positions in the vicinity. surprisingly enough, though, they frequently resided on the fringe areas of the territory and were thus able to acquire more land.[ ] a fuller description of this elite and its leadership is given in the next chapter. the frontier family was undoubtedly the key social institution in transmitting this new "american" culture to subsequent generations. regardless of national origin, the families were closely-knit, well-disciplined units, whose members formed rather complete social and economic entities. as we have already noted, the agrarian family had its own division of labor, with each member carrying out his assigned tasks and, at the same time, learning the practices and procedures of the farmers' frontier. it was also the cultural and educational core, in which its members learned their faith, received their education, and acquired the values which would serve them throughout their lives. family loyalty was a marked characteristic on the frontier and, incidentally, among the scotch-irish. the woman's lot was severe but she accepted it with a submissiveness which can still be seen in some backcountry areas of pennsylvania today.[ ] clannish and dependent upon each other, the frontier family had no use for divorce, which was practically unknown.[ ] if the patterns and values of these frontier families tended to approximate those of the scotch-irish in particular, and they did, it was because the scotch-irish were representative rather than unique.[ ] the church was probably the second most important social institution in developing a system of values and a "style of life" in the fair play territory. here again, the scotch-irish with their presbyterianism provided the most significant influence, and ultimately the first regular church--although methodists, such as colbert, found little to favor in calvinism. almost without exception, the wills probated in the courts of northumberland and lycoming counties between and asked for burial "in a decent and christian like manner," and committed the departed soul to "the creator." a christian life and a christian burial were valued in this frontier society. due to the absence of regular churches, religious instruction was primarily carried on by mothers "abel to instruct," as mrs. hamilton put it.[ ] prayer, the reading of the bible, and a rudimentary catechism were all a part of this home worship, conducted by one or both parents. baptism and other sacraments of the church were provided by itinerant pastors who made their "rounds" through the valley. presbyterians and, later, methodists developed the practice of gathering together in their cabins in "praying societies."[ ] originally consisting of neighbor groups, these societies, in time, took in areas consisting of several miles.[ ] itinerant pastors began to include the fair play territory in their travels in the decade of the 's. philip vickers fithian learned from his host, squire fleming, that he was the first "orderly" preacher in the area.[ ] fithian's visit came about after he obtained an honorable dismissal from the first philadelphia presbytery--as no vacancies existed--in order to preach outside its bounds.[ ] although in the territory for only one week in the summer of , fithian's account of his sunday sermon on the banks of the susquehanna clearly describes the nature of wilderness preaching: at eleven i began service. we crossed over to the indian land, & held worship on the bank of the river, opposite to the great island, about a mile & a half below 'squire fleming's. there were present about an hundred & forty; i stood at the root of a great tree, & the people sitting in the bushes, & green grass round me. they gave great attention. i had the eyes of all upon me. i spoke with some force, & pretty loud. i recommended to them earnestly the religious observation of god's sabbaths, in this remote place, where they seldom have the gospel preached--that they should attend with carefulness & reverence upon it when it is among them--and that they ought to strive to have it established here.[ ] fithian's recommendation was not carried out until , when the pine creek church was organized under the historic "independence" elm with robert love and a mr. culbertson as the first elders.[ ] this church, along with the lycoming church, which was formed in the eastern part of the former fair play territory in october of that same year, was served by the reverend isaac grier, who was called to serve lycoming creek, pine creek, and the great island, and ordained and installed by the carlisle presbytery, april , .[ ] he thus became the first regularly installed pastor in what had been the fair play territory. it was not until that the presbyterian general assembly organized the northumberland presbytery, which serves west branch valley presbyterians to this day. in the days of the fair play system the area was assigned to donegal presbytery, although in the carlisle presbytery was formed out of the western part of donegal.[ ] missionary efforts of presbyterians in the fair play territory go all the way back to september of , when the reverend david brainerd preached to the indians of the great island.[ ] but from that time until the opening of the west branch valley to settlement, following the first treaty at fort stanwix, nothing concerning the area appears on presbytery records. however, after the treaty one presbyterian minister, the reverend francis alison, pastor of the first presbyterian church of philadelphia and vice-provost of the college of philadelphia, applied for land above the mouth of bald eagle creek and was granted some , acres.[ ] alison never came into the region and, in fact, sold his entire purchase to john fleming in .[ ] although fithian was the first "orderly" preacher assigned to the west branch, the donegal presbytery had received an application from "setlers upon the w. branch of susquehannah" for ministerial supplies (pastors) in the middle of april, .[ ] apparently these supplies never reached north of present-day lewisburg. presbyterianism, then, was the most significant religious influence in the fair play territory. methodists and baptists penetrated the region after the revolution, but that penetration, although marked by some conflict, was not vital to the development of a system of values on this frontier during the period under study.[ ] furthermore, it was not until well into the nineteenth century that other protestant sects established churches in the west branch valley. the extent of that influence and the nature of this frontier faith were central to the development of fair play society. since there were no organized churches in the area, the family was the key agency of religious instruction and service. this fact, combined with the impact of the great awakening, led to the freeing of the individual from the communal covenant, resulting in a secularization of religion which culminated in a kind of "predestined freedom."[ ] consequently, the political implications of american presbyterianism, which had the largest church membership in colonial pennsylvania and the strongest affiliation on this frontier, were demonstrated in the democratic radicalism which the frontier spawned. political maturity, that is to say, independence, was a logical evolution from religious emancipation.[ ] in addition to the political implications of presbyterianism, respect for education was a significant factor in the value structure of this frontier. the probate records of this period are filled with examples of the great desire to see the "children schooled," and specific educational instructions were often included in the wills.[ ] the presbyterian emphasis upon an educated ministry suggests that this reverence for education may also have been an education for reverence. morality, education, and political equality and freedom--these were the basic tenets of this frontier faith. despite the high value placed upon education, the educational and cultural opportunities on this frontier, as on others, were extremely limited. aside from home instruction and the occasional visit of an itinerant pastor, formal education was a luxury which these pioneers could not yet afford. however, earlier historians of the west branch refer to the existence of a "log school" at "sour's ferry" in .[ ] instruction in the "three r's," enforced with strict discipline, was given here a few months out of the year. a presbyterian preacher who came into the region and stayed was the first teacher. educational opportunity was extremely limited but education was highly respected. books, too, were a luxury in the west branch valley. although some of the wills of fair play settlers indicate the importance of books by mentioning them specifically, there was no common library from which the settlers could draw. however, fithian's _journal_ contains a note that he "reviewed the 'squires library"; so we do know of at least one library in the territory. its accessibility for most of these pioneers is, of course, another question. frontier art was mainly functional. its objects were generally the furniture, the tools and weapons, and the implements of the household. individual expressions of creative talent, these items, whether they were designs on the rifle stock or styles of tableware, were outlets of artistic demonstration. probably the most prized and picturesque of the frontier folk arts was the making of patchwork quilts.[ ] although we have found no "fair play" pattern, we do know that the women of every frontier household sewed, and, because of the demand for bed quilts, every scrap was saved for the quilt-making. colbert's _journal_ tells of his dining at one richard manning's "with a number of women who were quilting."[ ] quilting parties were social events in the lives of these frontier women, and their _objets d'art_ were fully discussed from patterns and designs down to the intricate techniques of needlecraft. perhaps the patchwork quilt is the enduring legacy of frontier folk art. the music of the frontier was primarily vocal--the singing of hymns and, possibly, folk songs. instrumental music was confined to the fiddle, which one fair play settler felt valuable enough to mention in his will.[ ] the fiddle also provided the musical background for the rollicking reels and jigs which the scotch-irish enjoyed so much.[ ] that it was a hard life is certainly true, but it had its happy moments and music was the source of much of that happiness. medical practices throughout the frontier were primitive, to say the least, and the west branch valley was no exception. a diary of a minister in the susquehanna valley around lancaster provides specific examples of the purges, blood-letting, and herb concoctions which the frontier settler endured in order to survive.[ ] in spite of the liberal use of spirited stimulants, ailing frontiersmen often suffered violent reactions both from their illnesses and their cures. although the fair play settlers of the west branch valley doubtless had their own mythology and folklore, most of it was passed on by word of mouth; as a result, little of record remains. the revolutionary pension claims are filled with tales of the courage and patriotism of the stouthearted men and women of this frontier. a frequent claim is that the measures taken to defend fort augusta, after the great runaway, urged by fair play settlers who had fled to that point, saved the frontier and made independence a reality. perhaps the best-known story is that of the "independence elm" on pine creek. however, as a recent writer suggests, the story of the "pine creek declaration" may refer merely to the reading of a copy of the national declaration rather than to a separate document drawn up by the inhabitants of this frontier.[ ] mrs. hamilton's testimony to the event notwithstanding, no copy of the declaration has ever been found. another tale concerns the frequent reference to the upper pine creek area as "beulah land."[ ] it seems that a circuit rider singing hymns approached a camp up pine creek in the black forest. later, asked to sing, he offered the familiar "beulah land." still later, he met with an accident between blackwell and cammal resulting in his death. the entertained were his mourners. subsequently, they kept his name alive by singing the old hymn to such an extent that the name "beulah land" became attached to this region on pine creek. frontier life afforded little leisure time so that recreation was generally economically oriented or related to some household task. in addition, wrestling, foot-racing, jumping, throwing the tomahawk, and shooting at marks were popular sports.[ ] but drinking was probably the most common frontier recreation. it has been said that the scotch-irish made more whiskey and drank more of it than any other group.[ ] everyone drank it, even the ministers. in fact, the tavern preceded the church as a social center in the west branch valley.[ ] moderation, however, was the rule; excessive drinking was frowned upon.[ ] the value system of fair play society can be analyzed in terms of the expressed ideals and beliefs, the conduct, and the material possessions of the pioneers who settled along the west branch during this period. journalists, diarists, and pension claimants offer recorded evidence of the ideals and beliefs of these settlers. their actual behavior gives us some understanding of conduct as value. and finally, the probate records of the northumberland and lycoming county courts contribute some documentation concerning the material values of these frontier inhabitants. the result was a society dedicated to the idea of progress and oriented to a future of political and social equality and economic opportunity. a firm conviction concerning the right of property, that is, the right of individual private ownership, was developed early in the american experience in virginia and massachusetts and was reinforced by the experience of successive frontiers, of which the fair play territory was one. this is noted particularly in the pride in individual "improvements" and the vigorous assertion of property rights before the fair play tribunal and, later, in the regular courts. the large scotch-irish population on this and other frontiers characteristically asserted this view. motivated by a spirit of individualism and the desire for a better way of life, the fair play settlers found land ownership basic to the accomplishment of their desired ends.[ ] in conjunction with the policy of private land ownership, the support of squatters' rights tended to emphasize the equality of achievement rather than that of ascription. no man's position was ascribed in the fair play territory--he had to earn it. however, as we noted earlier, the pioneer farmer had to obtain the approval of his neighbors in order to settle in the area; but no evidence exists to show that this approval was in any way dependent upon social class or national origin. furthermore, the annual election of the fair play men by the settlers, along with their rotation in office, gave a fair measure of political equality, which was reflected in the decisions of the tribunal affecting land claims. the hospitality of the fair play settlers is particularly stressed by the journalists who traveled in the west branch valley.[ ] despite the limitations of rooms and furnishings, the frontier cabin was ever open to the weary traveler, and spirited conversation and beverages were always available to revive him. good food and fine friends could be found on the frontier. the frontiersman took great pride in his hospitality. dependent upon outside travelers for news, the latest remedies for ailments, and mail, the inhabitants of the frontier opened the doors of their cabins and their hearts to visitors. taken into a home, the weary traveler often found himself treated to the best in food and comfort which the limitations of the frontier permitted. generally sharing the one-room cabin, like any member of the family, he soon learned that he was a welcome guest rather than a stranger in their midst. the loneliness of the frontier stimulated the hospitality of the frontiersman. although no "frontier philosophy," as such, existed, the conduct of its inhabitants demonstrated their faith, their patriotism, their spirit of mutual helpfulness, and their temperance. the pioneer was not a philosopher or a thinker, because the rigorous struggle for survival, which was his, did not permit the leisure to develop these traits. he was a doer whose values and beliefs were reflected in his behavior. the favorable, but not always eager, reception of itinerant pastors, the religious instruction which took place in the home, and the frequent references to "the creator" in the wills testify to the relevance of faith in influencing the character and behavior of these early americans. faith was not only relevant but also a matter of choice, and freedom of worship was practiced on this frontier. here again, the scotch-irish presbyterian influence may have been significant.[ ] patriotism, with few exceptions, was characteristic of the frontier. but loyalty to what? on this frontier it seems to have meant devotion to an america which developed through new world experience. like topsy, "it jus' growed," and no frontiersman wanted it taken away. the enthusiastic reception of the declaration of independence by the fair play settlers combined with the legend of their own resolutions on the question indicate this patriotic feeling. despite their political differences with the settled areas, the west branch pioneers were overwhelmingly loyal to the patriot cause in the american revolution.[ ] their loyalty, however, was more to the ideal of freedom, or "liberty" as they termed it, than to any organization or state. they believed in and supported the liberty which their own hard work and the circumstances of the frontier had made possible. mutual helpfulness was essential to survival in the wilderness and valued among its pioneers. cabin-raisings, cornhuskings, harvesttime, and quilting parties are just a few examples of this spirit in action. individualistic in his approach, the frontier farmer realized the need for neighborly support and appreciated its offer. in spite of the availability of a more-than-adequate supply of spirited liquid refreshment, temperance was both commended and respected on this pennsylvania frontier. one historian points out that there was probably less drunkenness on the frontier than there was in eastern pennsylvania, where it was not unusual for young men to get drunk at the taverns or to drink themselves under the table at weddings or at other social functions.[ ] drunkards were few and generally despised on the frontier.[ ] material values, in a society where possessions, beyond the land itself and the rude cabin built upon it, are limited, are best gleaned from the probate records, which listed the prized possessions of this frontier community. beds and bedsteads are the items which appear most frequently in the wills of the fair play settlers. occasionally, the ultimate in frontier affluence is reached in the form of a "feather bed."[ ] beds, or feather beds, and bedsteads were so highly valued as pieces of furniture that they were often passed on to the daughters, serving as a substantial part of their dowries.[ ] surprisingly enough, the widow often received "the room she now sleeps in" or, "her choise of any one room in the house." this is not so amazing, however, when one realizes that additional rooms beyond the original one-room cabin quite logically became highly valued. pewterware was the silver of the frontier, and, if the probate records are any indication, there was little of it and no silver. aside from references to furniture such as spinning wheels, bureaus, tables, and chairs, and these not too regularly, it is quite evident that material possessions were few. what then was the nature of fair play society? the frontier, by its very nature, had an egalitarian influence which is readily apparent from this analysis of the "style of life" along the west branch. a relative political and social equality existed in this land of economic opportunity where faith, patriotism, helpfulness, and self-determination were the outstanding traits. the frontier brought the democratizing role of achievement to the fore in american life, and the fair play settlers were an excellent example. footnotes: [ ] _see_ chart in chapter two. [ ] smith, _laws_, ii, . [ ] _pennsylvania archives_, third series, xix, - . [ ] for example, in the county assessments for , _pennsylvania archives_, third series, xix, , , the individual holdings of resident property owners range from to , acres, whereas non-residents' range from to , . only six of thirty residents showed property in excess of acres and four of these had acres or less. the two large landowners were peripheral fair play residents. subsequent tax lists indicate that non-residents eventually sold their property in sections. [ ] leyburn, _the scotch-irish_, p. . [ ] _fithian: journal_ ( ) and _journal of william colbert_ ( - ). these journals of the first regularly assigned itinerant pastors, presbyterian and methodist, to the west branch valley, contain numerous references concerning the personal character and morality of the settlers. in the hamilton papers of the wagner collection of revolutionary war pension claimants, p. , mrs. hamilton writes to the honorable george c. whiting, commissioner of pensions, on dec. , : "i believe they were people of clear sound mind, just, upright, morrall, religious, and friendly to all. i should say they came nearest to keeping the commandment, love your nabour as yourself, then any people i ever lived among." [ ] leyburn, _the scotch-irish_, p. . [ ] helen herritt russell, "the documented story of the fair play men and their government," _the northumberland county historical society proceedings and addresses_, xxii ( ), - . mrs. russell, whose genealogical studies were the basis of chart in chapter two, notes marriages among the names, of which were intermarriages of different national stocks. of the marriages, were between scotch-irish couples. intermarriages produced english-scotch-irish couples, german-scotch-irish, welsh-scotch-irish, and german-english. the intermarriages appear to follow the national stock percentages in the population. this would suggest that the intermarriages were a matter of choice rather than of necessity. [ ] dunaway, _the scotch-irish of colonial pennsylvania_, p. . [ ] _journal of william colbert_ ( - ). this entry for thursday, sept. , , is from a typescript belonging to dr. charles f. berkheimer, of williamsport. the original is in chicago at the garrett biblical seminary. [ ] here again, fithian, colbert, and mr. davy all mention the friendly reception which was theirs on this frontier. davy, in an entry for oct. , , p. , says, "in the winter sleighs are in general use on the rivers & on land & it is time of visiting & jollity throughout the country." [ ] _journal of william colbert_, tuesday, aug. , . here the reverend colbert refers to the existence of a class in religion among the group of presbyterians, although the prospects appear none too favorable. in fact, he says, "i had no desire to meet the class, so disordered are they, therefore omitted it." quarterly meetings of methodists were also held in the west branch valley, as colbert notes in his journal for saturday, sept. , , and saturday, sept. , . in , colbert remarks that "our quarterly meeting began at joshua white's today." the following year he wrote that "brother paynter and i have to hold a quarterly meeting at ammariah sutton's at lycommon." each of these instances indicates the presence of some sort of voluntary religious association. however, it must be recalled that fithian mentioned no such classes or meetings extant during his visit in july of . [ ] _fithian: journal_, pp. - . [ ] _journal of william colbert_, thursday, oct. , , and saturday, aug. , . [ ] _ibid._, tuesday, oct. , . [ ] smith, _laws_, ii, . [ ] muncy historical society, wagner collection, hamilton papers, p. . [ ] _ibid._ [ ] _see_ the appearance dockets commencing in for northumberland county and for lycoming county. [ ] _journal of william colbert_, monday, june , . [ ] _ibid._, saturday, aug. , : "calvinist must certainly be the most damnable doctrine upon the face of the globe." sunday, july , : "here for telling the people they must live without sin, i so offended a presbyterian, that he got up, called his wife and away he went." sunday july , : "... in the afternoon for the first time heard a presbyterian at pine creek.... he is an able speaker but could not, but, calvinistic like speak against sinless perfection." monday, aug. , : "... rode to john hamilton's in the afternoon. here the unhappy souls [presbyterian fair play settlers] that were joined together in society, i fear are going to ruin." thursday, oct. , : "i went to john hamilton's on the bald eagle creek spoke a few words to a few people: i do not think that is worth the preachers while to stop here." [ ] f. b. everett, "early presbyterianism along the west branch of the susquehanna river," _journal of the presbyterian historical society_, xii ( ), . according to the reverend mr. everett, whose article also appeared in the montgomery _mirror_ for oct. , , the scotch-irish, with the anglicans, were the dogmatists of pennsylvania. the quakers and pietistic german sects were anti-dogmatic. dogmatically adhering to his catechisms, the scotch-irishman "resented the aspersions cast upon dogma and creed." the frontier gave him freedom from the quakers who still considered presbyterians as those "who had burnt a quaker in new england from the cart's tail, and had murdered other quakers." [ ] "mr. davy's diary," p. . [ ] thomas j. wertenbaker, _the first americans, - _ (new york, ). wertenbaker's first chapter, "a new world makes new men," develops this thesis generally for the american colonial experience, and, as turner said, those first colonies were the first frontier. [ ] clark, "pioneer life in the new purchase," pp. , . clark notes that indentured servitude appeared in muncy, where samuel wallis' great holdings made such service feasible. he also mentions wallis' ownership of slaves, verified by the quarter session docket of . wallis freed two negro slaves, zell and chloe, posting a £ bond that they would not become a charge on the township. [ ] leyburn, _the scotch-irish_, p. . _see also_ dunaway, _the scotch-irish of colonial pennsylvania_, pp. - . [ ] these "fringe area" participants in fair play society actually resided, for the most part, in provincial territory and hence enjoyed greater stability and more land. [ ] calhoun, _a social history of the american family_, i, . [ ] _ibid._ [ ] leyburn, _the scotch-irish_, p. . leyburn points out that since the scotch-irish were never a "minority," in the sense that their values differed radically from the norms of their areas of settlement, they never suffered the normlessness which durkheim calls anomie--the absence of clear standards to follow. as leyburn states it, anomie was an experience unknown to the scotch-irishman, for he moved immediately upon arrival to a region where there was neither a settlement nor an established culture. he held land, knew independence, had manifold responsibilities from the very outset. he spoke the language of his neighbors to the east through whose communities he had passed on his way to the frontier. their institutions and standards differed at only minor points from his own. the scotch-irish were not, in short, a "minority group" and needed no immigrant aid society to tide them over a period of maladjustment so that they might become assimilated in the american melting pot. this, however, is not to suggest that minorities are necessarily anomic. the jews, for example, were always a cultural minority in europe, yet they adhered intensely to their own cultural norms. [ ] muncy historical society, wagner collection, hamilton papers, p. . [ ] j. e. wright and doris s. corbett, _pioneer life in western pennsylvania_ (pittsburgh, ), p. . [ ] _ibid._ the existence of these "praying societies" is further substantiated in colbert's _journal_. during these services, lay persons gave exhortations or assisted colbert in some fashion. [ ] _fithian: journal_, p. . [ ] robert s. cocks, _one hundred and fifty years of evangelism, the history of northumberland presbytery - _ (n. p., ), p. . [ ] _fithian: journal_, pp. - . [ ] joseph stevens, _history of the presbytery of northumberland, from its organization, in , to may _ (williamsport, ), p. . [ ] _ibid._, p. . [ ] cocks, _one hundred and fifty years of evangelism_, p. . [ ] guy s. klett, "scotch-irish presbyterian pioneering along the susquehanna river," _pennsylvania history_, xx ( ), p. . [ ] _ibid._, p. . [ ] linn, _history of centre and clinton counties_, p. . [ ] klett, "scotch-irish presbyterian pioneering," p. . [ ] _journal of william colbert_, monday, june , ; and robert berger, "the story of baptist beginnings in lycoming county," _now and then_, xii ( ), - . according to the reverend robert berger, of hughesville, a few baptist settlers came into lycoming county from new jersey, but were soon driven out by the indians. apparently, the philadelphia baptist association sent missionaries to the area in and . however, not until the association commissioned elders patton, clingan, and vaughn in did any extensive baptist preaching take place in this region. they were sent out for three months on the juniata and the west branch. the loyalsock baptist church, established in , is the first church. [ ] dietmar rothermund, _the layman's progress: religious and political experience in colonial pennsylvania - _ (philadelphia, ), p. . as rothermund describes it, "the pilgrim's progress had turned into the layman's emancipation, and finally into the citizen's revolution" (p. ). he calls "the political maturity which followed the era of religious emancipation ... america's real revolutionary heritage" (p. ). [ ] _ibid._, p. . it must first be recognized that american presbyterianism differed from that of scotland particularly with regard to local autonomy. the presbyterian church, like the united states under the constitution of , was federal in its governmental structure, and the autonomy of the local religious institutions was later carried into politics. leyburn, _the scotch-irish_, p. , emphasizes the fact that the scotch-irishman's church had accustomed him to belief in government by the consent of the governed, in representative and republican institutions. the relationship between the church covenant and the social compact is quite direct. if men can bind themselves together to form a church, then it seems quite logical that they can bind themselves together to form a government. fair play democracy was simply political presbyterianism. its impact has been noted by a number of historians. dunaway, _the scotch-irish of colonial pennsylvania_, p. , claims that "the actual means by which pennsylvania was transformed from a proprietary province into an american commonwealth was the new political organization developed by the scotch-irish in alliance with the eastern radical leaders of the continental revolutionary movement. this extra-legal organization, consisting of the committee of safety, the provincial and county committees of correspondence, and the provincial conventions, supplanted the regular provincial government by absorbing its functions." becker, _beginning of the american people_, p. , calls the scotch-irish a people "whose religion confirmed them in a democratic habit of mind." [ ] lycoming county courthouse, will book # , george quigley's will, p. . [ ] maynard, _historical view of clinton county_, p. . [ ] carrie a. hall and rose g. kretsinger, _the romance of the patchwork quilt in america_ (new york, ), p. . [ ] _journal of william colbert_, thursday, sept. , . [ ] lycoming county courthouse, will book # , william chatham's will, p. . chatham's bequest is "to robert devling my fidel." [ ] dunaway, _the scotch-irish of colonial pennsylvania_, p. . [ ] rev. john cuthbertson's diary ( - ), microfilm transcript, rolls, pennsylvania historical and museum commission, harrisburg. an example, found on p. , is this "_famous american receipt for the rheumatism_. take of garlic two cloves, of gum ammoniac, one drachm; blend them by bruising together. make them into two or three bolus's with fair water and swallow one at night and the other in the morning. drink strong sassafras tea while using these. it banishes also contractions of the joints. pounds been given for this." [ ] rebecca f. gross, "postscript to the week," lock haven _express_, aug. , , p. . [ ] eugene p. bertin, "primary streams of lycoming county," _now and then_, viii ( ), - . [ ] dunaway, _the scotch-irish of colonial pennsylvania_, p. . [ ] _ibid._, p. . [ ] "eleanor coldren's deposition," pp. - . mrs. coldren refers to a tavern, just west of chatham's run, in the spring of . the first church appeared in . [ ] "diary of the unknown traveler," _now and then_, x ( ), . the diarist tells of a tavernkeeper who refused a man a pint of wine because "he had had enough" (thursday, july , ). [ ] leyburn, _the scotch-irish_, pp. - . leyburn suggests, and the fair play settlers demonstrate, that ulster and america were similar experiences. he says (p. ) that the scotch-irish "lived on land in both regions often forcibly taken from the natives. the confiscation itself was declared legal by the authorities, and the actual settlement was made in the conviction that the land was now rightfully theirs. might makes right--at least in the matter of life and land ownership." [ ] _fithian: journal_, the _journal of william colbert_, and "mr. davy's diary" all refer to the hospitality of the people of this frontier. for example, fithian speaks of his hosts as "sociable, kind"; while colbert constantly mentions the "liberty" which he enjoyed in the various homes which he visited. [ ] leyburn, _the scotch-irish_, pp. - . leyburn suggests that belief in the superiority of the presbyterian church to any king justifies revolt; if one may, others may, leading to anarchy. thus freedom of worship for a minority allied itself in america with liberty of worship for all. the right of revolution, as it was acted upon in america, was also implied. [ ] loyalists in the west branch valley suffered the usual privations as this excerpt from the "diary of the unknown traveler," p. , indicates: "_thursday, july , _.... mr. witteker and his family are of the people called quakers but was turned out of the society during the time of war for paing the money called substitute [relief from the draft]* money to the congress agents. m[r]. w's case is really hard. he suffered as above by his friends for aiding congress and his estate was conviscated [_sic_] by the state for being a loyalist." [*phrase bracketed in quotation.] [ ] dunaway, _the scotch-irish of colonial pennsylvania_, pp. - . [ ] _ibid._, p. . an example of this attitude is found in this entry in the "diary of the unknown traveler," p. : "this afternoon july [ ] a person with two horses, one he rode, the other lead, called at wittekers for a pint of wine, but on account of him being intoxicated before mr. w. told him he had had enough & would not let him have any. where could we find so disinterested a tavernkeeper in england? in england they never refuse as long as they pay, but here the man had the money ready if they would let him have the wine." [ ] this conclusion was reached after the reading of some three hundred wills in the probate records of northumberland and lycoming counties. this particular reference is from james caldwell's will, nov. , , located in will book # , p. , lycoming county courthouse. [ ] clark, "pioneer life in the new purchase," p. . beds and feather beds seem to have been status symbols of a sort often willed to the wife or included as a dowry. chapter six _leadership and the problems of the frontier_ any analysis of democracy in the fair play territory must consider the question of leadership and the particular problems of that frontier. the number of leaders and their roles, the marks of leadership, and the circumstances which brought certain men to the fore must all be considered. was there some correlation between property-holdings, or national origin, and leadership? were there certain offices conducive to the exercise of leadership? the subject of leadership entails inquiry into each of these areas. unfortunately, only one biographical study of any fair play leader has ever been attempted, that of henry antes.[ ] as a result, the patterns of leadership must be gleaned from court records, tax lists, lists of public officials, and petitions from the settlers of this frontier. consequently, what follows gives us some general understanding of the nature of leadership but offers little in the way of insight into the personalities of the leaders. using the curti study as an example, certain objective criteria have been set up in analyzing leadership in the west branch valley.[ ] obviously, some leaders were more important than others. their influence extended beyond the limits of the fair play territory. these leaders, provided that they stood out in respect to at least three of the four criteria established, have been categorized as regional leaders. these four criteria have been used in this study to determine regional leadership: ( ) the holding of political office, ( ) the ownership of better-than-average property holdings, ( ) the operation of frontier forts, and ( ) the holding of military rank of some significance.[ ] of these criteria, office holding appears to be the most important. thus, regional leaders were generally re-elected to public office, or held more than one such office. furthermore, it will be noted that these offices tended to be with the established governments of the state and county. since some leaders never held any political office, another classification seemed necessary. consequently, the role of local leadership was also classified. the influence of some men seems to have been strictly confined to the fair play territory, either by virtue of their election to some local office or by their prominence in some other phase of community life. as a result, local leaders have been considered as ( ) those who held at least two local offices, or ( ) those who exercised identifiable community leadership in a non-political context. after an extensive examination of the lists of public officials for northumberland county, the tax lists for the same period, the records of the fair play men and the committee of safety, the accounts of the frontier forts in the region, and the military records of these settlers, it becomes evident that only three men can be considered as regional leaders and not more than seven or eight as local leaders.[ ] henry antes, robert fleming, and frederick antes are the regional leaders; and alexander hamilton, john fleming, james crawford, john walker, thomas hughes, cookson long, william reed, and samuel horn are the local leaders. obviously, the listings are too limited to offer any valid quantitative analysis. henry antes is undoubtedly the single most outstanding leader in the entire fair play country. judge of the court of quarter sessions, sheriff, justice of the peace, fair play spokesman, captain (later colonel) of associators and commander of fort antes, miller and property owner, personal friend of john dickinson and other provincial leaders, henry antes was the top figure in civic, economic, military, and social affairs along the west branch. influential within and without the fair play territory, henry antes was truly the major leader in the valley. the antes family had long played a significant role in the history of the province of pennsylvania. as macminn relates, henry's father, henry, sr., had been "associated with the most prominent men of his time in movements for the public good."[ ] a moravian, the elder antes had assisted count zinzendorf in his missionary efforts, aided whitefield in his philanthropic endeavors, worked with henry muhlenberg in educating the german town community, and served with a marked impartiality as a justice of the peace.[ ] from such stock came the necessary leadership for the fair play settlers of the west branch frontier. born near pottstown in montgomery county in , young henry may have learned of frontier opportunity from visitors to his father's inn, such as zinzendorf and spangenburg, who had traveled along the west branch of the susquehanna. consequently, joined by his brother william, he signed an article of agreement on september , , for the purchase of land in the west branch valley.[ ] when another brother, frederick, obtained property in the area later in that same decade, the antes brothers, particularly henry and frederick, became the dominant political, economic, and social influence in the territory. frederick, however, was more of an absentee leader since he never actually resided in the fair play territory. although the combined holdings of the antes brothers constituted only a little less than acres, their gristmill, the first in the region, became the meeting place for the area settlers, providing a forum for the usual discussions of politics and prices.[ ] from lycoming creek on the east to pine creek and the great island on the west, the frontier farmers brought their grain to the antes mill, on the south side of the susquehanna river opposite present jersey shore. while the milling went on, the men analyzed their common problems and debated the future of this pioneer land. if there was a center for the dissemination of news in the west branch valley, it was the antes mill and fort, which was soon constructed on the property. located in almost the center of the fair play territory (although actually across the river from it), where men met of necessity, and having had a father who had exerted influence and exercised leadership in philadelphia county, the antes brothers were well prepared to lead the west branch pioneers. with their gristmill giving henry and frederick a decided economic edge, they soon became involved in the politics of the fair play territory, northumberland county, and the province of pennsylvania. henry became primarily a local and county leader, while his brother concentrated on county and provincial and, later, state affairs. both served as county judges--henry, appointed in , and frederick, elected in --which suggests judicial responsibility as the key to assuming major leadership, since robert fleming took frederick's judicial post when he resigned to take a seat in the general assembly.[ ] by the summer of , when philip vickers fithian first included the west branch in his itinerary--the valley by then supported some families--henry antes had already distinguished himself as a public servant. he, along with five others, had been commissioned by the county court to lay out a road from fort augusta to the mouth of bald eagle creek;[ ] he had served as a spokesman for the fair play men in a land title dispute;[ ] he had been made a justice of the peace;[ ] and he had been appointed as a judge of the court of quarter sessions.[ ] this was to be only the beginning, for in , when the associators were organized, henry antes was made captain of company eight, embodying the nippenose and pine creek settlers.[ ] but even this is not the complete picture, for when the settlers returned to the region in the eighties, following the great runaway of , antes became sheriff, the chief law enforcement officer of northumberland county.[ ] the popular miller had become the popular leader, a popularity enhanced by his interpretation of the sheriff's role, an interpretation which occasionally brought him into conflict with the state's leaders.[ ] the leadership of the antes brothers is further accentuated by the activities of frederick antes. between and he was a delegate to the pennsylvania constitutional convention, justice of the peace, president judge of the county courts, county treasurer, commissioner of purchase for northumberland county, a representative in the general assembly, and a colonel of militia.[ ] with henry on the west branch and frederick frequently in philadelphia, the antes family had a constant finger on the pulse of pennsylvania politics. official duties, plus the strategic location of the antes fort and mill, made frederick and henry antes the most influential persons in the west branch valley during the operation of the fair play system. eminently qualified by numerous public responsibilities, the antes brothers were major leaders of the fair play settlers. robert fleming, the third regional leader in the territory, also served as a judge of the court of common pleas for the county, although that service began in march, , after the fair play territory was acquired by the state of pennsylvania in the second stanwix treaty of .[ ] he became a justice of the peace at the same time.[ ] prior to his judicial obligations, fleming had been a member of the county committee of safety, a township overseer, a representative in the general assembly, a second lieutenant of associators, and possibly a fair play man.[ ] during the revolution, he was primarily concerned with the area around the great island, serving at reed's fort (present lock haven) and on the fleming estate, which some referred to as fort fleming. robert had a brother, john, with whom fithian stayed during his brief sojourn in the territory. their combined holdings, the largest in the vicinity, ran to almost , acres, of which , acres were robert's.[ ] certain conclusions can be drawn from these data regarding the regional leaders of the fair play territory. better than average property holdings, extensive in the case of robert fleming; judicial responsibility, which was true of all three men; primary authority in frontier forts (the antes brothers owned and commanded antes fort, and the flemings operated their own stockade and commanded fort reed); and military rank ranging from lieutenant of associators to colonel of militia: these characteristics signified major leadership in the west branch valley among the fair play settlers. coincidentally, it can be noted that two of the three regional leaders, having served in the state legislature, had influence which reached to the state house in philadelphia. obviously, these men were known outside of the limited environs of the fair play territory. in fact, both henry and frederick antes enjoyed a more than passing acquaintance with benjamin franklin and john dickinson, two of the giants of this period of pennsylvania's history.[ ] a further observation which can be made concerning leadership relates to the question of national origin. although the fair play territory has often been referred to as "scotch-irish country," the german antes brothers performed the outstanding leadership roles on this frontier. also, the specific geographic location of our regional leaders provides a final note of interest. all three of them, henry and frederick antes, and robert fleming, actually resided outside the limits of the fair play territory. they were on the geographic fringe but at the leadership core. their close proximity to the fair play territory, separated from it only by the susquehanna river, in addition to their contacts with and positions in established government, gave these men an obvious political eminence. the forts located in both places and the anteses' gristmill gave both the flemings and the anteses opportunity for leadership. local leaders generally lived within the fair play territory, had average property holdings, and served on either the fair play tribunal or the township committee of safety. there are, of course, exceptions to each of these generalizations. the fort operators, samuel horn, william reed, and john fleming, resided on the provincial or state side of the susquehanna river. furthermore, john fleming was the largest property owner in the area with some , acres.[ ] and one man, james crawford, held the highly respected county office of sheriff.[ ] three of the local leaders, john fleming, alexander hamilton, and james crawford, stand out from the rest, although for different reasons. john fleming undoubtedly would have become a major leader had he lived longer--he died in . his extensive property made his home the usual stop for itinerant pastors and other travelers in the valley, as fithian's _journal_ attests.[ ] it also made him a figure of central significance in economic affairs. alexander hamilton was probably "the" local leader. a member of the committee of safety and presumably a fair play man, he was also the captain of horn's fort.[ ] he is also the reputed author of the pine creek declaration. james crawford was more noted for military exploits than for civic duties. prior to his military service, crawford had represented northumberland county in the constitutional convention of , which framed the state constitution and, later, commissioned him as a major in the twelfth pennsylvania regiment.[ ] deprived of his commission after the germantown campaign, major crawford returned home and was elected county sheriff, an office which he held until succeeded by henry antes.[ ] of the other local leaders, horn and reed held only lesser township offices, overseer and supervisor, respectively, in addition to operating frontier forts.[ ] cookson long, mentioned as a fair play man in in eleanor coldren's deposition, later commanded fort reed, for a time, as a captain of associators.[ ] the final two local leaders, john walker and thomas hughes, both took turns as fair play men and as members of the local committee of safety.[ ] in analyzing the local leadership roles which these various settlers filled, additional and pertinent conclusions become apparent. in the first place, the fair play men were obviously not the top leaders of the community. henry antes may have served as their spokesman in , and it is quite possible that robert fleming was a member of the tribunal, but both were more important as county leaders. secondly, fair play men were members of the committee of safety, a fact which suggests that their efforts may have been coordinated. finally, returning to the question of national origin, six of these eight local leaders were either scots, scotch-irish, or irish. the other two were germans. no englishman was a leader, either regional or local, in the fair play territory between and . perhaps, as carl becker suggests, this was due to the fact that neither the german nor the scotch-irish immigrant held in his breast any sentiment of loyalty to king george, or much sympathy with the traditions or the leaders of english society.[ ] what were the particular problems of this frontier and how effective were these leaders in meeting them? the question of defense, including the daily task of survival in the wilderness, the right of pre-emption, and the efforts to obtain frontier representation in the assembly: these were the main problems in this pioneer land along the west branch of the susquehanna. all were not solved during the period under analysis, but the attempts to solve these and other problems afford us the opportunity to evaluate the leadership in the fair play territory. doubtless, the most pressing public need on this frontier was protection from the marauding indians who plagued these pioneers throughout the fifteen years encompassed by this study. aroused by the british during the revolution, the indians of the six nations descended from new york into the west branch valley to harass and, finally, to drive the fair play settlers from their homes. driven from their homes, the frontiersmen of the west branch first gathered in the hastily-constructed and poorly-manned forts conveniently scattered along the susquehanna from jersey shore to lock haven, but, ultimately, these too had to be evacuated in the great runaway in . the severity of these attacks is evident from this petition from the settlers gathered at fort horn, above present mcelhattan, pleading for military support in their perilous position: _to the honourable the supreame executive councill of the commonwealth of pennsyllvania, in lancaster;_ wee, your humble petitioners, the inhabitance of bald eagle township, on the west branch of susquehannah, northumberland county, &c., &c., humbly sheweth: that, wherease, wee are driven by the indians from our habitations and obblidged to assemble ourselves together for our common defence, have thought mete to acquaint you with our deplorable situation. wee have for a month by past, endeavoured to maintain our ground, with the loss of nearly fifty murdered and made captives, still expecting relief from coll. hunter; but wee are pursuaded that the gentleman has done for us as mutch as has layd in his power; we are at len[g]th surrounded with great numbers on every side, and unless our honourable councill does grant us some assistance wee will be obblidged to evaquete [_sic_] this frontier; which will be great encouragement to the enemy, and bee very injurious to our common cause. we, therefore, humbly request that you would grant us as many men as you may judge suficient to defend four small garrisons, and some amunition, and as we are wery ill prowided with arms, we beg that you would afford us some of them; for particulars we refer to the bearer, robert fleming, esq'r, and begs leave to conclude. your humble petitioners, as in duty bound, shall ever pray. sined by us:[ ] this petition was signed by some forty-seven settlers, including john and robert fleming, alexander hamilton, and samuel horn. unfortunately, the much-needed assistance was not forthcoming, and colonel hunter soon sent instructions from fort augusta for the evacuation of the valley. this evacuation is, of course, the great runaway.[ ] it is interesting to note, however, that the bearer of this petition was robert fleming, one of the regional leaders of the territory. although forced to leave the west branch valley, the fair play settlers responded to colonel hunter's fervent plea to stay at fort augusta to help in the defense of this last frontier. their gallant stand on the west branch and their earnestly successful support of fort augusta, the last frontier outpost in central pennsylvania, protected the interior, enabled the continental congress "to function in safety at a period when its collapse would have meant total disaster to the american cause," and provided a vivid demonstration of what a later president of the united states would call "that last full measure of devotion."[ ] in the fall of , following the earlier alliance with france, the tide of the revolution began to flow in favor of independence, notwithstanding the fact that the fair play territory was now deserted. but for two years previous, when the issue of independence had been in grave doubt, the courageous pioneers of the west branch stood their ground in tiny garrisons at fort antes, fort horn, and fort reed, resisting the attacking indians at the insistence of their leaders, that freedom might be preserved. perhaps it is a little-known story, but the fate of independence was in good hands with the fair play settlers of the west branch valley, who fought to preserve it. towards the end of the revolution the fair play settlers returned to the territory, and a new problem arose, that of title claims or, more particularly, the right of pre-emption. still outside the bounds of the commonwealth and organized government, these frontier squatters petitioned the supreme council for validation of their land claims.[ ] two petitions, one in august, , and the other in march, , were sent. their claims were recognized by an act of the general assembly passed in may, .[ ] by this time, the land in question had been opened for settlement by virtue of the treaty of fort stanwix in . needless to say, their petitions had been prompted in part by fear of land speculators who were attempting to buy up their lands through the land office in philadelphia. the prominence of local leaders, such as alexander hamilton and john walker, is once again noted in these petitions. these petitions achieved notable results in that the right of pre-emption for the west branch squatters was recognized by the commonwealth long before the national government endorsed the principle. furthermore, the validation of these claims beyond the purchase line of the stanwix treaty of provided the first legal recognition of pre-emption in the state of pennsylvania. unsuccessful in maintaining their homes against the incursive indians, but successful in regaining them by right of pre-emption, the fair play settlers were also vitally concerned with representative democracy. locally, on the county level, and in the province and state, these frontiersmen sought to make their wishes known, both to and through their political leaders. how well they achieved these goals was influenced by the number of persons whom they elected to both legal and extra-legal offices at the various political levels. the fair play settlers managed to send two of their associates to the general assembly in the decade after lexington and concord.[ ] these two, robert fleming and frederick antes, constituted a disproportionate representation, when one considers the limited population of the fair play community and the general under-representation of the frontier counties at this period. in fact, a few hundred families in and around the west branch were surprisingly fortunate to have one of their number, robert fleming, in the general assembly when, following a petition from the frontier counties in , a new apportionment created an assembly in which fifty-eight legislators represented pennsylvania's , people.[ ] however, the elections of both fleming and antes came after the new constitution of , in which each county was given six representatives.[ ] it can hardly be said that the west branch valley lacked adequate representation in the councils of the state. furthermore, frederick antes was a delegate to that state constitutional convention. this not only emphasizes the leadership role of antes, but also points up the good fortune of the fair play settlers in having one of their community participate in the framing of the new state government. although the fair play settlers lived beyond the legal limits of settlement, they were very much involved in its political affairs. aside from the general assembly and the constitutional convention, these pioneers of the northumberland county frontier placed three men on the county bench, one of whom was presiding judge.[ ] fair play men became justices of fair play in the county courts. concerning other county offices, the key position of sheriff was held continuously from to by members of the fair play community.[ ] here again, it appears that the proper administration of justice could be expected from fair play men. locally, the rotational system of the fair play tribunal and the frequent changes in the composition of the committee of safety give rise to the conclusion that political democracy, in the sense of active participation in public office, was truly a characteristic of the fair play territory. nine different men served on the three-man committee of safety from february of to february of , three new members being elected semi-annually. except for the two or three years following the great runaway, the three members of the fair play tribunal were elected annually. in conclusion, then, what can be said regarding the leadership of the fair play settlers? except for the dangers from indian hostility, which were compounded by the settlers' limited manpower, the leadership was more than adequate, one might say eminently successful, in meeting the needs of the frontier. it enacted law, interpreted it, and saw to it that the law was carried out on every political level with which the west branch pioneers had contact. in short, it gave them a government of, by, and for themselves. this was _real_ representation by spokesmen of a small community, very different from _virtual_ representation in a distant parliament, from which their independence had now been declared. footnotes: [ ] edwin macminn, _on the frontier with colonel antes_ (camden, n. j., ). this book is a mosaic of primary and secondary sources dealing with the entire area, rather than a standard biographical treatment of its particular subject. [ ] merle curti, _the making of an american community: a case study of democracy in a frontier county_ (stanford, ), pp. - . this entire fifteenth chapter is devoted to both a quantitative and qualitative analysis of "leadership." [ ] wealth, i.e., liquid assets, was not necessarily a criterion on this agrarian frontier, where a man's assets were not easily convertible into cash. hence, property was the main economic source of value. [ ] the records of the first state and county officers are found in the _pennsylvania archives_, second series, iii, - , and john blair linn, _annals of buffalo valley_ (harrisburg, ), pp. - . some data are also available in linn, _history of centre and clinton counties_. the tax listings were located in the _pennsylvania archives_, third series, xix, , , , and - . mrs. russell also collected a listing for the years to for northumberland county. court records, pension claims, meginness' _otzinachson_ ( ) and _frontier forts of pennsylvania_ provided the remaining data. [ ] macminn, _on the frontier with colonel antes_, p. . [ ] _ibid._, pp. - . macminn also calls the senior antes the father of the unity conferences of christian endeavor and presents a copy of a letter written on dec. , , calling for a new year's day meeting of christians in germantown in in support of this statement. of his minor judicial role, macminn offers this account published in christopher saur's _pensylvanische berichte_ for may , : "were such magistrates more numerous, the poor would not have cause to complain and to weep over gross injustices which they have to suffer because persons are respected." [ ] _ibid._, p. . [ ] meginness, _otzinachson_ ( ), p. . _see also_, macminn, _on the frontier with colonel antes_, p. . [ ] macminn, _on the frontier with colonel antes_, pp. , ; and _pennsylvania archives_, second series, iii, p. . [ ] linn, _history of centre and clinton counties_, p. . [ ] "eleanor coldren's deposition," pp. - . [ ] linn, _annals of the buffalo valley_, p. ; and meginness, _otzinachson_ ( ), p. . [ ] macminn, _on the frontier with colonel antes_, p. . [ ] linn, _history of centre and clinton counties_, p. . [ ] _pennsylvania archives_, second series, iii, . [ ] macminn, _on the frontier with colonel antes_, pp. - . see also alex. patterson to john dickinson (october , ) in the zebulon butler papers, wyoming historical and geological society, wilkes-barre, pa. patterson, speaking of antes' failure to arrest zebulon butler, said of antes: "the sheriff has not done his duty nor do i believe he intends it being. a party man among which i am sorry to see so little principels of humanity or honnor, men who wish for popularity at the expense of the propperty and perhaps blood of their fellow citizens...." [ ] _pennsylvania archives_, second series, iii, - , and macminn, _on the frontier with colonel antes_, pp. , , and . [ ] _pennsylvania archives_, second series, iii, . [ ] _ibid._, p. . [ ] _ibid._, pp. , ; linn, _history of centre and clinton counties_, pp. - ; and _colonial records_, xi, . [ ] _pennsylvania archives_, third series, xix, . [ ] macminn, _on the frontier with colonel antes_, pp. and . [ ] _pennsylvania archives_, third series, xix, . [ ] _colonial records_, xii. . [ ] _fithian: journal_, p. . [ ] linn, _history of centre and clinton counties_, p. . the full account of hamilton's military service is given in the hamilton pension papers in the wagner collection, muncy historical society. hamilton had also been a member of the group commissioned to lay out a road from bald eagle creek to fort augusta. linn, _history_, p. . [ ] _ibid._, p. , and meginness, _otzinachson_ ( ), p. . [ ] _pennsylvania archives_, second series, iii, . [ ] linn, _history of centre and clinton counties_, p. . [ ] _ibid._, p. . [ ] _ibid._; yeates, _pennsylvania reports_, i, ; and russell, "signers of the pine creek declaration of independence," p. . [ ] becker, _beginnings of the american people_, p. . [ ] _pennsylvania archives_, second series, iii, pp. - . the petition was dated june , . the situation had been further complicated by the enlistment the previous summer of many of the able-bodied men to aid washington in cambridge, massachusetts. these men, "early in the service of their country from the unpurchased land on the west branch of the river susquehanna," deprived the valley of its available manpower. [ ] _see_ chapter two for a fuller description of the great runaway. [ ] helen herritt russell, "the great runaway of ," _the journal of the lycoming historical society_, ii, no. ( ), - . this article contains a few additions to an article by the same name by mrs. russell published in _the northumberland county historical society proceedings and addresses_, xxiii ( ), - . [ ] _pennsylvania archives_, second series, iii, - . [ ] smith, _laws_, ii, . [ ] robert fleming and frederick antes, as previously noted, had been elected in and , respectively. [ ] dunaway, _history of pennsylvania_, pp. , . of these fifty-eight, twenty-eight came from the frontier counties of york, berks, bedford, cumberland, and northumberland. [ ] wallace, _pennsylvania: seed of a nation_, pp. - . [ ] as previously noted, henry antes had been appointed judge of the court of quarter sessions in , and frederick antes and fleming had been elected in and , respectively. frederick antes was president judge. [ ] _pennsylvania archives_, second series, iii, . chapter seven _democracy on the pennsylvania frontier_ one of the most often used and least understood words in the american lexicon is the term "democracy." in the colonial period, it was seldom used, except in denunciation. however, properly defined, it can help us to evaluate the fair play settlers in some understandable context. etymologically stemming from two greek words, _demos_, meaning "the people," and _kratos_, meaning "authority," democracy means "authority in the people" or, we can say, "self-determination." by self-determination is meant the right of the people to decide their own political, economic, and social institutions. self-determination in its basic, or political, context can best be explained through james bryce's definition of a democracy. lord bryce said: the word democracy has been used ever since the time of herodotus to denote that form of government in which the ruling power of a state is legally vested, not in any particular class or classes, but in the members of the community as a whole.[ ] analyzing the key phrases in bryce's statement, we can best clarify the meaning of political self-determination. ( ) "the ruling power of a state." self-determination, as it is employed here, concerns the right of the people of fair play society to determine their own political institutions. fair play society did not constitute a state, but it was a political community, and in that sense bryce's definition applies. living outside the legal limit of settlement of province and commonwealth, these people could not obtain legal authority for their own rule, so, following the prevalent theory of the social compact, they formed their own government. the result was the annual election, by the people, of the fair play tribunal, the source of final authority in the fair play territory. ( ) "is legally vested." fair play society was actually illegal; that is to say, the settlements were made in violation of the laws of the province. however, the extra-legal government which was formed was created by, and responsive to, the popular will. since the actual authority for rule was vested in the people, it can be considered as legal for the fair play community. ( ) "in the members of the community." the members of the fair play community, as previously noted, were not strictly resident within the geographic confines of the fair play territory. communities, it has been said, are total ways of life, complexes of behavior composed of all the institutions necessary to carry on a complete life, formed into a working whole.[ ] self-determination, as it is used here, suggests that the community as a whole participates in the decision-making process. ( ) "not in any particular class or classes, but in the members of the community as a whole." bryce's definition here extends the interpretation of "the members of the community." obviously, if any particular class or classes were vested with the final political authority, then the people as a whole, that is, the fair play community, would not exercise self-determination. the concept of self-determination, carried to an economic context, suggests that the people of the fair play community had the right to determine their own economic institutions. this means that they had the right to choose their own portion of land, subject, of course, to the will of the existing community, and to utilize it according to their own needs and interests. this meant that no undemocratic and feudalistic practices, such as primogeniture and entail, could exist. granted that this is self-determination rather broadly interpreted in an economic context, the question is whether or not these people had the right to choose their own plot of ground and work it as they saw fit, unhampered by any preordained system of discrimination or restriction. socially, the idea of self-determination is applied to evaluate the religious institutions, the class structure, and the value system. the application concerns, once again, the authority of the people to determine their own social patterns. it questions whether or not any fair play settler could worship according to the dictates of his own conscience. it evaluates the class structure to ascertain whether or not a superimposed caste system ordered the class structure of fair play society, rather than a community-determined system in which choice and opportunity provided flexibility and mobility. and finally, it considers whether or not the values of the fair play settlers were inculcated by some internal clique or external force, rather than being developed by the members of the community themselves. did democracy exist on this pennsylvania frontier? was the fair play system marked by real representation and popular control? these questions must be answered before any judgment can be made concerning political democracy in the west branch valley. was there equality of economic opportunity on this farmers' frontier? was land available to all who sought it, and on equal terms? these problems need to be considered before we can attach the label "democratic" on the economic life of the fair play settlers. if democracy prizes diversity, as some claim, were the diverse elements of fair play society equally recognized?[ ] was the class structure open or closed, mobile or fixed? did the mixed national stocks enjoy religious freedom? one needs to inquire into each of these areas prior to a final evaluation of fair play society. a useful tool for evaluating political democracy can be found in ranney and kendall's _democracy and the american party system_.[ ] it suggests the use of popular sovereignty, political equality, popular consultation, and majority rule as criteria for democracy. accepting these criteria as basic principles of democracy, we can begin to analyze the democratic character of the fair play system. a political system based upon popular sovereignty is one in which the final authority to rule is vested in the people. the question of who the people are is still before us today. in the fullest sense, popular sovereignty means rule by all the people, but in colonial america the "people" was a much more qualified term. it generally signified white, protestant, adult males who were property owners. in the fair play territory, the ruling "people" were "the whole body" of adult male settlers who annually elected their governing tribunal and participated in the decisions of its "court."[ ] lacking an established church, or any church for that matter, and possessing property lying beyond legal limits of settlement, the fair play settlers could not have enforced religious or property qualifications for voting, even if they had so desired, and there is no evidence to indicate that they did. furthermore, the frequency of elections, which were held annually, and the principle of rotating the offices among the settlers tended to emphasize the sovereignty of the people in this part of the west branch valley. the right of suffrage, it is true, had not been extended to women, but this was the rule throughout colonial america. popular sovereignty, in its qualified eighteenth-century sense, was a basic characteristic of the political democracy which existed on this frontier. political equality, that is "one man, one vote," was practiced by the pioneers of the west branch. there was no additional vote given to the large property owners; in fact, as the tax lists indicate, there were no large property owners within the geographic limits of the fair play territory. thus, each man, rather than a small ruling oligarchy, had the opportunity to participate in the decision-making process of the fair play community. in a democratic society, the people must be consulted by the policy makers prior to their exercise of the power of decision. among the fair play settlers this basically democratic principle was vividly demonstrated in the case of disputed land titles, the primary concern of the fair play men. in both eleanor coldren's deposition in behalf of her deceased husband and in the huff-latcha case, it was established that the unanimous consent of the prospective neighbors had to be obtained before a favorable decision was rendered in behalf of the land claimants.[ ] the frequency of elections, combined with the ease and regularity of assembly, provided the settlers with the opportunity to become acquainted with the circumstances of their problems. here again, the paucity of specific data prompts us to some speculation regarding the nature and location of these meetings. however, it must be added, the hamilton pension papers and the petitions to the supreme council in philadelphia refer specifically to meetings at fort horn and fort antes.[ ] direct representation based upon popular consultation was a distinct trait of the political democracy in the fair play territory. the fourth principle of political democracy, majority rule, is probably the most controversial and confusing element of the combination. absolute majority rule, its critics tell us, means majority "tyranny" and minority acquiescence, despite the fact that this fear is not empirically demonstrable.[ ] the majority ruled absolutely in the fair play territory just as it did in the new england town meeting, and with similar results. however, it never restricted suffrage or public office to particular religious or nationality groups. scotch-irish, english, and german settlers participated equally in the political process. however, as we pointed out in the last chapter, the english did not enjoy leadership roles in the community.[ ] whether this was by accident or by design is difficult to ascertain. perhaps it was just a further demonstration of the absolute rule of the majority with the scotch-irish and the germans combining to form that majority. the nature of community implies shared interests and the prevailing interest in this frontier community was survival. necessity undoubtedly caused the english minority to accept the scotch-irish and german leadership, because forbearance meant survival. conversely, the scotch-irish and germans could, and did, support the english in positions of responsibility on the basis of their mutual needs and their desire to maintain the community.[ ] not only physical survival but also economic survival were mutually desirable to fair play community members, and the decisions of the court were rendered on the basis of equal justice.[ ] as long as minority feelings are given free expression in an atmosphere of mutual concern, there is little danger of misinterpretation by the majority. such a climate prevailed in the meetings of the fair play settlers and the sessions of the fair play men; at least, there is no available evidence to the contrary. the nature and role of consensus in the fair play territory hinged upon what was best for the community. fundamental agreement was reached, based upon mutual need apparent from open discussion. in the event of conflict, forbearance, which was in the best interest of the community, could be expected.[ ] an examination of the appearance dockets of the county courts for northumberland and lycoming counties suggests, however, that this consensus did not extend to questions of land titles. nevertheless, the all-inclusiveness of signatures on petitions to the supreme executive council for protection from the indians and for the recognition of the right of pre-emption, and the general response of the fair play settlers to calls for troops for the continental army indicate to some degree the nature and extent of that consensus.[ ] democracy, that is self-determination, did exist among the fair play settlers of this pennsylvania frontier. there was no outside authority which legislated the affairs of the pioneers of the west branch. they selected their own representatives, the fair play men, and maintained their control over them, a control which was assured both by annual elections and the full participation of the settlers in the decision-making process. the will of the majority prevailed, and that will was expressed through a community consensus reached by the full participation of political equals. it was neither radical nor revolutionary, but it was typical of the american colonial experience. the fair play settlers had not "jumped the gun" on independence, although they participated in the movement. they did not rebel against a ruling aristocracy. they simply governed themselves. self-determination, as we have already stated, includes the right of the people to decide upon their own economic institutions. this right was asserted on the farmers' frontier of the west branch. with free land available to those who worked it, provided the neighbors and the fair play men approved, economic opportunity was shared by the scotch-irish, english, german, scots, irish, welsh, and french settlers.[ ] this sharing, in itself, was a demonstration of economic democracy. the labor system, too, was an affirmation of the democratic ideal. because free land was available in the fair play territory, neither slavery nor involuntary servitude existed in this region, although it was found in immediately adjacent areas.[ ] free labor, family labor to be more exact, was the system employed in this portion of the west branch valley. noticeable, too, was the spirit of cooperation in such enterprises as cabin-raisings, barn-raisings, harvesting, cornhuskings and the like. this mutual helpfulness was characteristic of the frontier and obviated the necessity of any enforced labor system. tenancy was occasionally practiced in the fair play territory, although it appears that the tenant farmer suffered no feelings of inferiority, if the following case is any example: ... peter dewitt ... leased the land in question to william mcilhatton as a cropper, who took possession of it after huggins left it: that the terms of the lease were that mcilhatton should possess the land about two or three years, rendering hold of the crops to be raised unto peter dewitt, who was to find him a team and farming utensils: that the lease was in writing and lodged with a certain daniel cruger who lived in the neighborhood at that time.[ ] sometime later, mcelhattan obtained the lease from cruger and sold "his right" to william dunn, claiming that dewitt had failed to fill his end of the bargain, despite the fact that eleanor coldren gave evidence to the contrary. when challenged for selling dewitt's land, mcelhattan responded in a fashion which demonstrates the independent spirit of this lessee. he said "that he only sold his right to dunn and if dunn would be such a fool as to give him forty or fifty pounds for nothing he mcilhatton would be a greater fool for not taking it--for that dunn knew what right he (mcilhatton) had."[ ] obviously, if this case is indicative, and there were others, share-cropping did not induce attitudes of subservience. religious freedom, in which pennsylvania ranked second only to rhode island in colonial america, was enjoyed by the frontiersmen of the west branch. it might, however, be better described as a freedom from religion rather than a freedom of religion. with no system of local taxation and no regular church, there was no establishment of religion. nevertheless, this is not to suggest that religious qualifications were not applied to prospective landowners, potential voters, or members of the fair play community. religious liberty had been guaranteed to pennsylvanians in the charter of privileges of , and no religious test was required for suffrage in the new state constitution in . belief in one god and in the inspiration of the scriptures was required for members of the assembly, but bona fide fair play settlers were disqualified on geographic grounds anyhow.[ ] there is no record of religious discrimination among the fair play settlers. in addition to the absence of a regular church, this was probably due, in part, to the religious composition of the population. the pioneers of the west branch were protestant christians, and if denominational in their approach, either presbyterian or methodist. the friction between methodists and presbyterians appears to have been doctrinal rather than political or social.[ ] the comparative economic equality in an area of free land had a democratizing influence on the social class structure. this three-class stratification, composed of property owners distinguished by their morality, other property owners, and tenants, was an open-class system marked by a noticeable degree of mobility. fair play settlers who began as tenants could, and did, become property owners. since no one in the fair play territory could claim more than acres under the pre-emption act of , there was little chance for the development of an aristocratic class.[ ] it was a society of achievement in which the race was open to anyone who could acquire land, with the approval of his neighbors and the fair play men, and "improve" it. there is no evidence to indicate that the availability of land was restricted because of national origin, religious affiliation, or a previous condition of servitude. this is not to say that the judgments of neighbors may not have been based upon these criteria, but, at least, there is no record of such discrimination. the fair play settlers were eighteenth-century souls and romantic egalitarianism was not a characteristic of such persons. the frontier, however, broke "the cake of custom" and the necessities of that experience contributed to the development of democracy as we have defined it. a recent writer, analyzing the "democracy" of the scotch-irish, made his evaluation on the basis of the contemporary french definition of liberty, equality, and fraternity.[ ] on this basis, the scotch-irish fail; but if we equate democracy with self-determination, the scotch-irish and the fair play settlers of the west branch valley can be seen as thoroughgoing democrats. the value system of the pioneers on the west branch of the susquehanna reflected, at least in part, the democracy of the frontier. the spirit of cooperation and mutual helpfulness was a prime characteristic of this frontier, as it was of others. cabin-raisings, barn-raisings, and the cooperative enterprises at harvesttime enhanced the spirit of community and brought the settlers together in common efforts, which demonstrated their equality. individualism could be harnessed for the common good, and such was the case among the fair play settlers in the struggle for economic survival. faith, patriotism, and temperance were not necessarily democratic, but they also were part of the value system of the fair play settlers. in matters of faith, there was a certain "live and let live" philosophy, which had democratic implications. despite the conflict between methodists and presbyterians, the members of the presbyterian majority made their homes available to methodist preachers.[ ] this demonstrated a willingness at least to hear "the other side." such an atmosphere is conducive to democracy, if not to conversion. there is little doubt, however, that this receptivity was due in part to the absence of any "regular" church or preacher. here again, the necessities of the frontier made "democrats" of its occupants. the most intense patriots are often ethnocentric and chauvinistic. the fair play settlers were such patriots, according to one journalist.[ ] however, the patriotism of the eighteenth century had not reached the level of concern for all mankind which finds expression today. the pioneers of the west branch were democrats in an age not yet conditioned to democracy. temperance, particularly with regard to the use of spirited beverages, usually implies abstinence, which is certainly not democratic if it is applied in a formally imposed prohibition without any local option. abstinence by choice, however, is purely a matter of self-determination. but in an area where drinking was a commonly accepted practice, such as the frontier, the term signifies moderation. in the fair play territory drinking, but not drunkenness, was condoned. the spirit of the frontier, or the use of it, was not incompatible with democracy. frontier values, for the most part then, were democratic in tendency. noteworthy for their attitude of community cooperation and mutual helpfulness, supported by a faith which could not afford to be exclusive, temperate in their personal habits, particularly in the use of alcohol, the patriots of the fair play territory looked to a future filled with promise and opportunity for all the diverse elements of their society. this is the democracy which the frontier nurtured. it flourished in the west branch valley. in summary then, was self-determination the central theme in the fair play territory? did the fair play settlers truly determine their own political, economic, and social institutions? the available data suggest that they did. the democracy of the fair play settlers encompassed popular sovereignty, political equality, popular consultation, majority rule, religious freedom, an open class structure, free land, free labor, and a value system whose dominating feature was mutual helpfulness. the democracy of fair play was basically the fair play of democracy. observable in this atmosphere were the traits of a developing american character, traits which the frontier historian, frederick jackson turner, defined as democratic.[ ] these included the composite nationality of a population of mixed national origins; the self-reliance which the new experience of the frontier developed; the independence, both of action and in spirit, which the relative isolation of the environment promoted; a rationalistic, or pragmatic, approach to problems necessitated by circumstances lacking in precedents for solution; and perhaps a growing nationalism, marked by an identification with something larger than the mere provincial assembly, something existing, but not yet realized, the american nation. these traits, in conjunction with turner's thesis, are a major concern of the final chapter. that chapter will provide an evaluation of frontier ethnography as a technique for testing the validity of this interpretation of turner's thesis on the fair play frontier of the west branch valley. footnotes: [ ] quoted in austin ranney and willmoore kendall, _democracy and the american party system_ (new york, ), pp. - . [ ] don martindale, _american society_ (new york, ), p. . [ ] national education association, educational policies commission, _the education of free men in american democracy_ (washington, ), pp. - . [ ] pp. - . [ ] smith, _laws_, ii, . [ ] "eleanor coldren's deposition," pp. - ; lycoming county docket no. , commencing , no. ; _see also_, chapter two, _passim_. [ ] _pennsylvania archives_, second series, iii, ; and the muncy historical society, wagner collection, hamilton papers. [ ] ranney and kendall, _democracy and the american party system_, p. . the authors argue here that the history of town meetings in america and the parliamentary system in great britain shows hundreds of years without majority tyranny or civil war. [ ] chapter six, pp. , . [ ] _pennsylvania archives_, second series, iii, . for example, john chatham, an english miller, was elected coroner in , a minor role to be sure, but he was supported. [ ] smith, _laws_, ii, - . in _sweeney_ vs. _toner_, an englishman, toner's property right was upheld because his absence was for military service, despite the fact that sweeney, a scotch-irishman, was a majority representative. [ ] linn, "indian land and its fair play settlers," p. . the case cited here, _huff_ vs. _satcha_, saw the use of militia to drive off a landholder whose title had been denied by the fair play men. [ ] _pennsylvania archives_, second series, iii, - , - , and - . on page , fifty-three officers and soldiers are described as "early in the service from the unpurchased land." thirty-nine petitioners (p. ) sought pre-emption, a claim repeated over two years later by some fifty-three settlers. the petition to the supreme council (p. ) for protection from the indians in prior to the great runaway bore forty-seven names. [ ] _see_ chapter two for a demographic analysis of the fair play settlers. [ ] clark, "pioneer life in the new purchase," p. . [ ] "eleanor coldren's deposition," p. . [ ] _ibid._ [ ] _see_ chapter one for the geographic bounds of the fair play territory. the fair play territory did not come under state jurisdiction until the second stanwix treaty in . regardless, it must be remembered that settlers on the south bank of the susquehanna actually participated in the political, economic, and social life of the community. the fact that these participants were often community leaders was pointed out in chapter six. [ ] _see_ the footnotes in chapter five referring to _the journal of william colbert_. [ ] smith, _laws_, ii, . [ ] leyburn, _the scotch-irish_, pp. - . [ ] _the journal of william colbert._ colbert had been received at annanias mcfaddon's (aug. , , sept. , ) and john hamilton's (july , , aug. , ), where he both preached and lodged. both were presbyterians, and, as noted earlier, colbert expressed grave doubts concerning his efforts there. [ ] "diary of the unknown traveler," p. . [ ] turner, _frontier and section_, p. . chapter eight _frontier ethnography and the turner thesis_ in the first chapter of his recent study, _the making of an american community_, merle curti suggests that "less is to be gained by further analysis of turner's brilliant and far-ranging but often ambiguous presentations than by patient and careful study of particular frontier areas in the light of the investigator's interpretation of turner's theory."[ ] this study was undertaken with just such a purpose in mind. in addition, it is hoped that this investigation will give some insight into the value of ethnography and its usefulness as an analytic technique in studying the frontier. by definition, ethnography is "the scientific description of nations or races of men, their customs, habits, and differences."[ ] frontier ethnography is the scientific description of the full institutional pattern of a particular group of people, located specifically on a certain frontier, within a certain period of time. that institutional pattern is described from the analysis of data concerning the political and economic systems, and the social structure, including religion, the family, the value system, social classes, art, music, recreation, mythology, and folklore. also, as noted in the first two chapters of this study, geographic and demographic data have been analyzed in an attempt to picture the area under observation and the people who inhabited that region. it is believed that these various data present a fuller view of the "way of life" of these people than the earlier politico-military accounts of nineteenth-century historians. of course, there are certain limitations in this particular analysis. this study is not meant to be typical of the frontier experience or necessarily representative of frontier communities. however, it would have broader implications if a similar study were made for greene county in western pennsylvania, where a group composed mainly of scotch-irish presbyterians also set up a "fair play system."[ ] furthermore, it is my interpretation of turner's thesis which is being tested, not the validity of the thesis. despite the fact that the fair play settlers and their "system" have been referred to by both pennsylvania and frontier historians in the twentieth century, neither the settlers nor their system has been studied in depth.[ ] meginness and linn, the foremost historians of the west branch, were both nineteenth-century writers, and, unfortunately, twentieth-century scholars have not considered the fair play settlers worthy of their study. biographical studies are limited to the work of edwin macminn on colonel antes, completed in . as a result, there has been a definite need for an investigation collating the researches of these earlier historians and based upon the available primary data. this study is an attempt to fill the void. the seeming paucity of primary source materials is a further complication to the student of fair play history. however, letters, journals, diaries, probate records, tax lists, pension claims, and court records offer adequate data to the inquiring historian, although the extra-legal character of the settlement seriously reduced the public record. nevertheless, the broad scope of ethnography provides the kind of study for which the data supply a rather full picture of life on this frontier. political, economic, and social patterns are discernible, although no day-by-day account for any extended period has been uncovered. this ethnographic analysis demonstrates the merits of the "civilization approach" to history. examining every aspect of a society, it provides more than a mere "battles and leaders" account. the result gives insight into a "style of life" rather than a chronology of highlights. this study has investigated the full institutional structure of the fair play frontier, evaluating that structure in terms of a developing democracy, or, at least, of democratic tendencies. american civilization was a frontier civilization from the outset, and that frontier experience was significant in the development of american democracy. frederick jackson turner's frontier thesis, which has probably inspired more historical scholarship than any other american thesis, stated that "the existence of an area of free land, its continuous recession, and the advance of american settlement westward, explain american development."[ ] that development took place on successive frontiers stretching from the atlantic to the pacific coast over a period of almost three centuries. turner's second frontier, the allegheny mountains, marked the farmers' frontier of the fair play settlers of the west branch valley. it was on the frontier, according to turner, that the "true" traits of american character emerged; its composite nationality, its self-reliant spirit, its independence of thought and action, its nationalism, and its rationalistic approach to the problems of a pioneer existence. the fair play settlers, american frontiersmen, suggested some of these traits in their character. recognizing the data limitations of this study, the evidence indicates some validation of this test of turner's model. however, it would be presumptuous indeed to conclude that this analysis offers a complete demonstration of the impact of the frontier in the development of traits of character which turner classified as american. the composite nationality of the fair play settlers is particularly evident from the demographic analysis offered at the beginning of this study.[ ] seven different national stock groups appeared on this frontier: scotch-irish, english, german, scots, irish, welsh, and french. here, indeed, was "the crucible of the frontier," in which settlers were "americanized, liberated, and fused into a mixed race."[ ] the legendary self-reliance of the frontiersman is not without some basis in fact. the nature of the frontier experience itself was conducive to its development. its appearance among the fair play settlers is implied in various contexts. politically, it is suggested in the creation of the fair play men, the annual governing tribunal, an extra-legal political agency in this extra-provincial territory. economically, it is intimated in the image of the frontier farmer tackling the wilderness with rifle and plow and the unbounded determination to make a better life for himself and his family. socially, the self-reliance of these doughty pioneers is indicated in the continuation of their religious practices and worship, despite the absence of any organized church. their self reliance is indicated, as well, in the flexibility of a social structure whose main criterion was achievement, a society in which "what" you were was more important than "who" you were. these examples are, of course, only brief glimpses of the elusive trait of self-reliance which turner considered typical of the frontier. independence, or the ability to act independently, was a characteristic frontier trait, according to turner. the fair play settlers presented some contradictions. it is true that they organized their own system of government and the code under which it operated. however, their key leaders lived on the periphery; and the settlers petitioned the commonwealth government for assistance in the vital questions of defense and pre-emption rights.[ ] the fair play settlers were generally independent, a condition promoted by the necessities of frontier life; but, obviously, they were not isolated. it is difficult to assess the nationalizing influence of this particular frontier. in the first place, aside from the second continental congress, there was no national government during most of the fair play period. the articles of confederation were not ratified until , and fair play territory was opened to settlement after the treaty of fort stanwix in . furthermore, the patriotism of the fair play settlers seems to reflect an ethnocentric pride in their own territory and an exaggerated interpretation of its significance to the developing nation.[ ] their patriotism was apparently for an ideal, liberty, to which they were devoted, having already enjoyed it in a nation only recently declared, but yet to be recognized. and, for its support, there had been a rush to the colors by these settlers "beyond the purchase line."[ ] the "real american revolution," as john adams described it, was "in the minds and hearts of the people," and it was "effected before the war commenced."[ ] that revolution had already occurred in the fair play territory prior to the firing of "the shot heard round the world" on lexington green. the frontier experience had a profound influence on the development of the american philosophy of pragmatism. turner claimed that it was "to the frontier" that "the american intellect owe[d] its striking characteristics."[ ] and the fair play settlers showed that ... coarseness and strength combined with acuteness and inquisitiveness; that practical, inventive turn of mind, quick to find expedients; that masterful grasp of material things, lacking in the artistic but powerful to effect great ends; that restless, nervous energy; that dominant individualism, working for good and for evil, and withal that buoyancy and exuberance which comes with freedom....[ ] the frontiersman of the west branch was a free spirit in a free land, a doer rather than a thinker, more concerned with the "hows" than the "whys" of survival. this practical approach to problems can be seen in the homes he built, the tools he made, the clothes he wore, the political and social systems under which he operated, and the set of values by which he was motivated. the development of these characteristic american traits owed much to the frontier and the new experiences which it offered. this ethnographic analysis of the fair play settlers of the west branch valley has attempted to present a clearer picture of the "style of life" on this particular frontier and, in so doing, to suggest a further technique for the frontier historian. there are, no doubt, certain defects in this specific study, but the fault lies with the limitations of the data rather than the technique. the scope of this investigation has carried into questions of geography, demography, politics, economics, social systems, and leadership. unfortunately, the frontier had not yet provided the leisure essential to artistic and aesthetic pursuits. consequently, these areas were given a limited treatment. furthermore, the mythology and folklore of this valley offered little of record. however, the breadth of this analysis has furnished evidence of the existence of democracy on this frontier and, thus, support for turner's thesis, or at least for this interpretation of it. the geographic analysis has clarified the question of the tiadaghton, demonstrating that lycoming creek, rather than pine creek, was the true eastern boundary of the fair play territory. the substantial destruction of an erroneous legend has been the main contribution of the geographic part of this study.[ ] it is now clear that the fair play territory extended from lycoming creek, on the north side of the west branch of the susquehanna river, to the great island, just east of lock haven. this frontier region was beyond the legal limit of settlement of the province and the commonwealth from to . hence, within its limits was formed the extra-legal political system known as fair play. the demographic portion of this study has added to the undermining of the frontier myth of the scotch-irish. the evidence presented here indicates that it was the frontier, rather than national origin, which affected the behavior of the pioneers of the west branch valley. the fair play settlers, a mixed population of seven national stock groups, reacted similarly to the common problems of the frontier experience. in one important exception, the fair play system itself, there is, however, an apparent contradiction. since no account of any "fair play system" has turned up in the annals of the cumberland valley, the american reservoir of the scotch-irish, it seems quite probable that the "system" originated in either northern ireland or scotland, or else on the frontier itself. this probability offers good ground for further study, particularly when the existence of a similar "system" in greene county, which was found in conjunction with this investigation, is considered.[ ] if the fair play system originated on the frontier, why did not it also appear on the virginia and carolina frontiers where the scotch-irish predominated? regardless, the lack of data corroborating the american origin of the fair play system leads to the conclusion that the germ of this political organization was brought to this country by the scotch-irish from their cultural heritage, and that those elements were found usable under the frontier conditions of both central and southwestern pennsylvania. if so, the politics of "fair play" will add to, rather than detract from, the myth of the scotch-irish. this study has also brought forward the first complete account of court records validating the activities of the fair play men. mainly concerned with the adjudication of land questions, this frontier tribunal developed an unwritten code which encompassed the problems of settlement, tenure, and ejectment. subsequently reviewed in the regular courts of the counties of which the fair play territory became a part, these cases provide substantial evidence of the existence of a "system" as well as insight into the manner of its operation. the fairness of the fair play system is marked by the fact that none of the decisions of its tribunal was later reversed in the established county courts. supplemented by the committee of safety for northumberland county and augmented by peripheral leaders, who gave them a voice in the higher councils of the state, the fair play men and their government proved adequate to the needs of the settlers, until all were driven off in the great runaway of . some corroboration for the legendary tale of a "fair play declaration of independence" was found in the course of this study. although consisting, in the main, of accounts culled from the records of revolutionary war pension claimants made some eighty years after the event, the evidence is that of a contemporary.[ ] however, the most common objection to this conclusion, that the fair play declaration was merely the reading of a copy of jefferson's declaration, is unsubstantiated by the archival descriptions.[ ] perhaps the fair play declaration is apocryphal, but, lacking valid disclaimers, the hamilton data offer some basis for a judgment. it is the tentative conclusion of this writer that there was such a declaration on the banks of pine creek in july of . the fair play territory was truly "an area of free land" in which a "new order of americanism" emerged.[ ] individualistic and self-reliant of necessity, the pioneers of this farmers' frontier rationally developed their solution to the problem of survival in the wilderness, a democratic squatter sovereignty. with land readily available and a free labor system to work it, provided that the family was large enough to assure sufficient "hands," these agrarian frontiersmen not only cultivated the soil but also a free society. and their cooperative spirit, despite their mixed national origins, was markedly noticeable at harvesttime. from such spirit are communities formed, and from such communities a democratic society emerges. this analysis has not only described the geography and demography, the politics and economics of the fair play settlers; it has also examined the basis and structure of this society, including the value system which undergirded it. the results have pictured the religious liberty extant in a frontier society isolated from any regular or established church, a liberty of conscience which left each man free to worship according to the dictates of his own faith. this freedom, this right to choose for himself, made the fair play settler surprisingly receptive to other groups and their practices, practices which he was free to reject, and often did.[ ] this analysis has also pointed up the class structure and its significance in promoting order in a frontier community. and finally, an examination of the value system of these pennsylvania pioneers has provided an understanding of why they behaved as they did. the last major aspect of this investigation concerned the nature of leadership. determined by the people, and thus essentially democratic, it had certain peculiar characteristics. in the first place, the top leaders tended to come from the fair play community in its broadest social sense, but not from the fair play territory in its narrow geographic sense.[ ] secondly, the political participation of the fair play settlers, if office-holding is any criterion, emphasizes the high degree of involvement in terms of the total population.[ ] and last, this leadership appeared to be overextended when faced with the problem of defending its own frontier and the new nation which was striving so desperately for independence. consequently, it was forced to turn to established government for support. this may have been the embryonic beginning of the nationalism which the frontier fostered in later generations. what then, is the meaning of this particular study, an ethnographic interpretation of turner's thesis? turner himself, gave the best argument for ethnography. he said that ... the economist, the political scientist, the psychologist, the sociologist, the geographer, the student of literature, of art, of religion--all the allied laborers in the study of society--have contributions to make to the equipment of the historian. these contributions are partly of material, partly of tools, partly of new points of view, new hypotheses, new suggestions of relations, causes, and emphasis. each of these special students is in some danger of bias by his particular point of view, by his exposure to see simply the thing in which he is primarily interested, and also by his effort to deduce the universal laws of his separate science. the historian, on the other hand, is exposed to the danger of dealing with the complex and interacting social forces of a period or of a country from some single point of view to which his special training or interest inclines him. if the truth is to be made known, the historian must so far familiarize himself with the work, and equip himself with the training of his sister-subjects that he can at least avail himself of their results and in some reasonable degree master the essential tools of their trade.[ ] frontier ethnography is just such an effort. the frontier ethnographer then, because of his interdisciplinary approach, can capture the spirit of pioneer life. and if, as turner suggested, the frontier explains american development, then frontier ethnography presents an understanding of the american ethos with its ideals of discovery, democracy, and individualism.[ ] these ideals characterize "the american spirit and the meaning of america in world history."[ ] the ideal of discovery, "the courageous determination to break new paths," as turner called it, was abundantly evident in the fair play territory of the west branch valley.[ ] this innovating spirit can be seen in the piercing of the provincial boundary, despite the restrictive legislation to the contrary, and the establishment of homes in indian territory.[ ] it was also demonstrated in a marvelous adaptability in solving the new problems of the frontier, problems for which the old dogmas were no longer applicable. the new world of the susquehanna frontier made new men, americans. self-determination, the ideal of democracy as we have defined it, was the cornerstone of fair play society. its particular contribution was the fair play "system" with its popularly elected tribunal of fair play men. perhaps this was the proper antecedent of the commission form of local government which came into vogue on the progressive wave of the late nineteenth and early twentieth centuries. regardless, the geographic limitations of the fair play territory, the frequency of elections, and the open conduct of meetings tend to substantiate the democratic evaluation which has been made of the politics of this frontier community. furthermore, as was pointed out in the last chapter, this self-determination was the key characteristic of the economic and social life of these people.[ ] the pioneer ideal of creative and competitive individualism, which turner considered america's best contribution to history and to progress, was an essential of the frontier experience which became an integral part of the american mythology.[ ] the "myth of the happy yeoman," as one historian called it, is still revered in american folklore and respected in american politics, whether it is outmoded or not.[ ] the primitive nature of frontier life developed this characteristically american trait and the family, the basic organization of social control, promoted it. it was this promotion, with its antipathy to any outside control, which stimulated the revolution, creating an american nation from an already existing american character. the individualism of the west branch frontier is also apparent in the administration of justice. the fair play system emphasized the personality of law, by its very title, rather than the organized machinery of justice.[ ] frontier law was personal and direct, resulting in the unchecked development of the individual, a circumstance which turner considered the significant product of this frontier democracy.[ ] being personal, though, it had meaning for those affected by it, as an anecdote noted earlier indicated.[ ] individualism has become somewhat of an anachronism in a mass society, but its obsolescence today is part of the current american tragedy. the buoyant self-confidence which it inspired has made much of the american dream a reality. legislation, it is true, has taken the place of free lands as the means of preserving democracy, but it will be a hollow triumph if that legislation suppresses this essential trait of the american character, its individualism. no intelligent person today would recommend a return to the laissez-faire individualism of the social darwinists of the late nineteenth century, but it must be admitted that a society emphasizing the worth of the individual and dedicated to principles of justice and fair play, the banner under which the frontiersmen of the west branch operated, has genuine merit. whether the historian is analyzing old frontiers or charting new ones, the timeless question remains: does man have the intelligence adequate to secure his own survival? the old frontiers, such as the fair play territory of the west branch of the susquehanna, were free lands of opportunity for a better life, and the history of the westward movement of the american people gives ample proof of their conquest. but the new frontiers are not so clearly marked or so easily conquered. perhaps a re-examination of the history of the old frontiers can give increased meaning to the problems of the new. this investigation was attempted, in part, to serve such a purpose. the intelligent solution to the problem of survival for the pioneers of the west branch valley was fair play. the ethnography of the fair play settlers is the record of the democratic development of an american community under the impact of the new experience of the frontier. footnotes: [ ] p. . [ ] _the oxford universal dictionary_ (oxford, ), p. . [ ] solon and elizabeth buck, _the planting of civilization in western pennsylvania_ (pittsburgh, ), pp. and . [ ] _see_, for example, dunaway, _a history of pennsylvania_, p. , and _the scotch-irish of colonial pennsylvania_, pp. - ; _also_, leyburn, _the scotch-irish_, p. . [ ] turner, _the frontier in american history_, p. . [ ] _see_ chapter two. [ ] quoted by ray allen billington in his introduction to turner, _frontier and section_, p. . [ ] _pennsylvania archives_, second series, iii, - , - . [ ] this pride was notably demonstrated in the insistence of the fair play settlers that a stand be made at fort augusta following the great runaway. previous to this, they had pleaded for support for "our common cause" in the defense of this frontier. _pennsylvania archives_, second series, iii, . [ ] _pennsylvania archives_, second series, x, - , , and fifth series, ii, - . [ ] quoted in clinton rossiter, _the first american revolution_ (new york, ), pp. - . [ ] turner, _the frontier in american history_, p. . [ ] _ibid._ [ ] _see also_, george d. wolf, "the tiadaghton question," _the lock haven review_, series i, no. ( ), - . [ ] buck, _the planting of civilization in western pennsylvania_, pp. , . [ ] anna jackson hamilton to hon. george c. whiting, commissioner of pensions, dec. , , wagner collection, muncy historical society. [ ] _colonial records_, x, - . the following resolution of congress was entered in the minutes of the council of safety on july , : _resolved_, that copies of the declaration be sent to the several assemblies, conventions, and councils of safety, and to the several commanding officers of the continental troops, that it be proclaimed in each of the united states, and at the head of the army. by order of congress. sign'd, john hancock, presid't. provision was also made for the reading in philadelphia at noon on july , and letters were sent to bucks, chester, northampton, lancaster, and berks counties with copies of the declaration to be posted on monday the th where elections for delegates were to be held. for some reason, the frontier counties of bedford, cumberland, westmoreland, york, and northumberland, contiguous to the fair play territory, were omitted from these instructions. [ ] turner, _the frontier in american history_, pp. , . [ ] _the journal of william colbert_ gives frequent testimony to this statement, as indicated in chapter five. [ ] _see_ the map in chapter one for the geographic boundaries of the fair play territory. note the location of the top leaders, henry and frederick antes and robert fleming, in chapter six. [ ] the number of different office-holders runs to better than ten per cent of the population. [ ] turner, _the frontier in american history_, pp. - . [ ] _ibid._, pp. - . [ ] _ibid._, p. . [ ] _ibid._ [ ] meginness, _otzinachson_ ( ), pp. - . [ ] _see_ chapter seven for an evaluation of "democracy on the pennsylvania frontier." [ ] turner, _the frontier in american history_, p. . [ ] richard hofstadter, "the myth of the happy yeoman," _american heritage_, vii, no. (april, ), - . 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(copy also at lycoming college, williamsport.) revolutionary war pension claims (typescript). wagner collection, muncy historical society and museum of history, muncy, pa. personal correspondence mrs. solon j. buck, washington, d. c, june , , to the author. alfred p. james, pittsburgh, july , , to the author. peter marshall, berkeley, calif., may , , to the author. mrs. phyllis v. parsons, collegeville, pa., october , , to the author. paul a. w. wallace, harrisburg, february , , july , august , and december , , to the author. _index_ adlum, john, , , alexander, james, allegheny mountains, , , , allison, rev. francis, american revolution, , , , , , , , , , , , , antes, frederick, - , antes, henry, jr., , , - , antes, henry, sr., antes, joseph, antes, philip, antes, william, antes mill, , , art, arthur, robert, atlee, samuel j., bald eagle creek, , , , bald eagle mountains, bald eagle township, , , bald eagle's nest, baptists, barn-raisings, , , bartram, john, - , bertin, eugene p., "beulah land," bingham, william, blackwell, bonner, barnabas, books, , brainerd, rev. david, bryce, james, , bucks county, burnet's hills, "cabin right," cabin-raisings, , , , , , caldwell, bratton, , calhoune, george, cammal, campbell, cleary, , campbell, william, jr., carlisle presbytery, charter of privileges, chester county, , children, clark, francis, clark, john, colbert, william, - , , coldren, eleanor, , , , commerce, committee of safety, , , , , , , - , , connecticut, , , , constitutional convention, pennsylvania ( ), , , continental congress, , cooke, william, "corn right," council of safety, , covenhoven, robert, crawford, james, , , cruger, daniel, culbertson, mr., cumberland county, , cumberland valley, , curti, merle, , dauphin county, , davy, mr., , declaration of independence, , , , , "declaration of independence" of fair play settlers, - , , , , , , , defense, , , demography, - , , - deschweinitz, edmund a., , dewitt, abraham, dewitt, peter, , dickinson, john, , , donegal presbytery, dougherty, samuel, drinking, , , , , duncan, mr., dunn, william, economic institutions, - , , - , , , ; _see also_ farming education, , , , ejectment, - , , english, - , - , , , , , , , , , ettwein, bishop john, , , evans, lewis, - , fair play men, , , - , , , , , , , - , , , , , , ; _see also_ tribunal, fair play faith, , , , , , family life, , , , , , , ferguson, thomas, fithian, philip vickers, , , , , , , , , , , fleming, betsey, fleming, john, , , , , , , , fleming, robert, , , , , , forster, thomas, fort antes, , , , , , fort augusta, , , , fort fleming, fort horn, , - , , fort muncy, fort reed, , , , fort stanwix, treaties of, , , - , , , , , , , , , , , , forts, , , - franklin, benjamin, , french, , - , , , , french and indian war, , , galbreath, robert, , general assembly, , , , , , , , , george iii, germans, - , - , , , , , - , , , germantown, , great island, , , , , , , , , , , great runaway - , , , , , , , , , great shamokin path, , greene county, , , grier, rev. isaac, grier, james, , _grier_ vs. _tharpe_, gristmills, , haines, joseph, hamilton, alexander, , , , , hamilton, anna jackson, , , , , , hamilton, john, hartley, col. thomas, , harvest, , , , , hill, aaron, homes, , , , horn, samuel, , , , hospitality, , huff, edmund, , huff-latcha (satcha) case, , , huggins, mr., hughes, james, , hughes, thomas, , , , _hughes_ vs. _dougherty_, - hunter, col. samuel, , , , immigration, - , , , , "improvements," - , , , , , indentured servitude, , independence, , , ; _see also_ declaration of independence indians, , , , , , , , - , , , , , , , , , , individualism, , , , , , , , industry, , intermarriage, , irish, - , , , , irwin (irvin), james, , jamison, john, jersey shore, , , , , , johnson, sir william, , jones, isaiah, juniata valley, , kemplen, thomas, , kendall, willmoore, kincaid, mr., king, robert, king, william, , labor, , , lancaster, lancaster county, , , land claims, , , , , - , , , , , , - , land office, , , , larrys creek, , latcha, jacob, law, unwritten, - leadership, , - , , , lewisburg, leyburn, james g., , "limping messenger," , , linn, john blair, - , , lock haven, , , , , , , , locke, john, logan, james, long, cookson, , , love, robert, lycoming church, lycoming county courts, , , , , , , lycoming creek - , - , , , , , , , , lycoming _gazette_, lycoming township, lydius, john henry, mcelhattan, pa., mcelhattan, william, , mckean, thomas, , , mcmeans, william, macminn, edwin, , manning, richard, marshall, peter, martin, john, maynard, d. s., , medical practices, , meginness, john, - , , , , , methodists, , , , , , , milesburg, military service, - , , , , , , , milton, ministers, itinerant, , , , missionaries, montgomery county, montour, andrew, montoursville; _see_ ostonwaken moravians, muhlenberg, henry, muhlenberg, hiester h., muncy, , , , muncy creek, muncy hills, music, , national origins, - , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , nationalism, , , , new hampshire, new jersey, , "new purchase," , , , , , , , new york, , , newspapers, niagara, n. y., nippenose valley, , nittany valley, northumberland county, - , , , , , , , , , , northumberland county courts, , , , , , , , , northumberland _gazette_, northumberland presbytery, office holding, , , , , , , "old purchase," onondaga (syracuse), n. y., , orange county, n. y., ostonwaken (montoursville), , paine, thomas, parr, james, patriotism, , - , , , paul, william, pennamite wars, petitions, , , , , , , , philadelphia, , , philadelphia county, , pine creek, - , , , , , , , , , , , , , pine creek church, pine creek township, , plymouth colony, political equality, , , , , , , , pottstown, pragmatism, , , "praying societies," pre-emption, - , , , , , , , , , presbyterianism, , , , - , - , , , , price, john, proclamation of , , , property right, , quilting, , , , ranney, austin, read, mr., recreation, , reed, william, , , , religion, , , , , , , , , , - , , , , , , revolution; _see_ american revolution rhode island, , roads, rodey, peter, , schebosh, john, scotch-irish, - , , , - , , , , , , , - , - , - , , - , , , , , , , scots, - , , , , , self-determination, - , , - , self-reliance, , , self-sufficiency, , - sergeant, thomas, settlement, - , , , , , sheshequin path, - , shickellamy, , shippen, justice edward, singmaster, elsie, slavery, , smith, charles, smith, daniel, social compact, , social structure, , , , , , , , , - , , , , sour's ferry, spangenburg, bishop augustus, , - , , squatters' rights, , , stover, martin, , suffrage, , , , , sunbury, , - supreme court, pennsylvania, , supreme executive council, , , , , sweeney, morgan, syracuse, n. y.; _see_ onondaga, n. y. tax lists, - , , , , , , temperance, - , , tenancy, , - tenure, land, - , tiadaghton creek, - , , "tiadaghton elm," , , , tilghman, james, "tomahawk right," toner, john, tools, , , , , , tribunal, fair play, - , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , ; _see also_ fair play men turner, frederick jackson, , , - , , , values, , , , , , - , , virginia, , voluntary associations, , - walker, john, , , wallace, paul a. w., , weiser, conrad, , - , welsh, - , , , , , whitefield, george, williamsport, , wills, , , , , , winters massacre, women, , , , wyoming massacre, - wyoming valley, york county, zeisberger, david, , , zinzendorf, nicholas von, transcriber's endnotes minor typographical errors have been corrected without note. archaic spellings in quoted material have been retained. the following discrepancies have been noted and corrected where possible: page , chart . the data in column headed ' ' does not tally with the total below. with no obvious solution, the table remains as originally published. footnote , chapter . 'see nn. and , p. .' corrected to _see nn. and , p. ._ footnote , chapter . 'supra, p. .' corrected to _supra, p. ._ index entry 'economic institutions'. there is no index entry for '_farming_', however the main references to farming can found in chapter four. my first cruise, and other stories, by w.h.g. kingston. ________________________________________________________________________ there are four stories here, but it is not clear whether they are all by kingston. the first one, which gives the book its name, certainly is, and possibly the third, "the enchanted gate". the first story is a sort of diary or blog written by a young midshipman on his first voyage to sea, to his brother who was still at school. there are all the usual incidents, including swimming exercises. the other stories are well outside the kingston style, but are certainly amusing and worth reading. the book is quite short. ________________________________________________________________________ my first cruise, and other stories, by w.h.g. kingston. story one, chapter . notes from pringle rushforth's sea log. a letter to brother harry, at eton. it has become a reality, dear harry. i feel very strange--a curious sensation in the throat, just as if i was going to cry, and yet it is exactly what i have been longing for. you know better than any one how i had set my heart on going to sea, and yet i thought that i should never manage it. but, after all, here i am, really and truly a midshipman; at least a volunteer of the first class, as we are called now. the first time i put on my uniform, with my gold-band cap and dirk, i could not help every now and then looking at the gold lace on my collar and the buttons with the anchor and crown, and very pretty and nice they looked; and i do believe that this half-reconciled poor mamma, and fanny, and mary, and dear little emily to my going when they saw me with them on. i'll tell you how it all happened. uncle tom came to stay with us. he had been at the hall a week when, the very day before i was to go back to school, while we were all at breakfast, he got a long official-looking letter. no sooner had he torn it open and glanced at its contents, than he jumped up and shook papa by the hand, then kissed mamma, exclaiming, "they do acknowledge my services, and in a handsome way too, and they have appointed me to the juno intended for the south american station; the very ship i should have chosen! i must have pringle with me. no nonsense, mary. he wants to be a sailor, and a sailor he shall be. he's well fitted for it. i'll have no denial. it's settled--that's all right." (i had been telling him the day before how much i wanted to go to sea.) he carried his point, and set all the household preparing my kit, and then posted off for london, and rattled down to portsmouth to hoist his flag. he is not a man to do things by halves. in three days i followed him. the ship was nearly ready for sea. most of the officers had joined. there was only one vacancy, which i got. another captain had been appointed, who had been superseded, and he had selected most of the officers. many of my messmates are good fellows, but of others the less said about them the better, at least as far as i could judge from the way they behaved when i first went into the berth. we carry thirty-six guns. there is the main deck, on which most of them are placed, and the upper deck, which is open to the sky, and where all the ropes lead, and where some guns are, and the lower deck, where we sleep in hammocks slung to the beams, and where our berth is; that is the place where we live--our drawing-room, and parlour, and study, and anything else you please. there is a table in the centre, and lockers all round, and if you want to move about you have to get behind the other fellows' backs or over the table. under it are cases and hampers of all sorts, which the caterer has not unpacked. he is an old mate, and keeps us all in order. his name is gregson. i don't know whether i shall like him. he has been a great many years a midshipman; for a mate is only a passed midshipman who wants to be a lieutenant, but can't. he has no interest--nobody to help him on--so there he is growling and grumbling from morning to night, declaring that he'll cut the service, and go and join the russians, and make his country rue the day; but he doesn't, and i believe he wouldn't, if they would make him an admiral and a count off-hand. my chief friend they call dicky snookes. his real name, though, is algernon godolphin stafford, on which he rather prides himself. this was found out, so it was voted that he should be re-christened, and not be allowed under dreadful pains and penalties to assume his proper appellation in the berth; so no one thinks of calling him anything but snookes. he is getting not to mind it, which i am glad of, as he does not seem a bad fellow, and is up to fun of all sorts. there is another fellow who is always called lord jones or my lord, because he is as unlike what you would suppose a nobleman to be as possible. then there is polly. his real name is skeffington scoulding, which was voted too long, so, as poor fellow he has lost an eye, he was dubbed polyphemus, which was soon turned into polly. i haven't got a new name yet, so i hope to stick to my own. i have picked up a good many more bits of information during the three days i have been on board, but i have not time to tell them now. i will though, don't fear. i hope to be put in a watch when we get to sea. i don't mean inside a silver case, to go on tick!--ha!--ha!--ha! but to keep watch under a lieutenant, to see what the ship is about, and to keep her out of scrapes. good-bye, dear old fellow, i'll tell you more when i can.-- your affect brother, pringle rushforth. story one, chapter . notes from my log. the capstern went round with a merry tune--the boatswain's whistle sounded shrilly along the decks with a magic effect--the anchor was hove up--the sails were let fall and but a few minutes had passed, after the captain gave the word of command, before the ship, under a wide spread of snowy canvas, was standing down the solent towards the needle passage. it was a lovely summer's day, the sky was blue and so was the water, and the land looked green and bright, and the paint was so fresh, and the deck so white, and the officers in their glittering uniform had so polished an appearance, and the men in their white trousers and shirts with worked collars and natty hats, looked so neat and active as they sprang nimbly aloft, or flew about the decks, that i felt very proud of the frigate and everything about her, and very glad that i had come to sea. to be sure matters below were not quite in the same order just then. still prouder was i when we saluted the queen, who was at osborne--firing away first on one side and then on the other, with a flash and a roar, and a huge puff of smoke. we passed out at the needles with the cheese-like castle of hurst and its red ninepin-looking lighthouses on our right, and a little further to the west on our right with the high cliffs of alum bay striped curiously with coloured sand and three high-pointed rocks, wading out into the sea, as if wanting to get across to the north shore. these are the needle rocks. we had run the high white cliff at the west end of the island out of sight before dark, and that, except a thin blue tint of land away to the north-east, was the last i saw of the shores of dear old happy england. i daresay others felt as i did, but we all had so much to do that we hadn't time to talk about it. dickey snookes had been to sea already for a few months, and of course knew a great deal more than i could--at least he said that he did, and on the strength of it offered to tell me all about everything. i thought i saw a twinkle in his eye, but his eyes always are twinkling, so i did not suspect him of intending mischief. we had some vegetables for dinner--some carrots and turnips--and he asked me if i knew where they grew? i said in some garden, i supposed. "of course, young 'un," he answered. but you wouldn't suppose we had a garden up in our foretop, where we grow all sorts of greens and other things. you have not found your way there, i suspect. i told him that i had not, and he said that i must go up there that very afternoon with him, and that he would introduce me to the head-gardener, who was always up there looking after the gooseberry bushes. i knew that this was a joke, but still i wanted to see what he meant. i said that i was ready at once, but he kept putting me off; and whenever he saw me going up the rigging he always got some one to send for me or to call me, so that it was quite late in the day before i succeeded in getting into the shrouds. the sun had now gone down, the sky was overcast, and the sea had a leaden gloomy look--there was a swell also, and the ship rolled so much from side to side, that, as i looked up and saw the mastheads forming arches in the sky, i could not help fancying that i should be sent off when i got up there like a stone from a sling, or an ancient catapult, right into the water. the idea made me hold on very tight, let me tell you; yet, as it would never do to give it up, on i went with my teeth pretty closely clenched, and my eyes fixed on the top, which seemed to grow farther and farther away from me, like jack's bean-stalk. at last i got up just under the top. there are two ways of getting on to it. one is by going along some ropes, called the futtock shrouds, when one hangs very much as a fly does crawling along the ceiling. i didn't like it, being up there all alone in the gloom, for it was very different to climbing an apple-tree or the oak-tree at the bottom of the lawn, with our nest on the top of it, where you and i used to sit and smoke cane cigars, and fancy ourselves istelson and collingwood. it wasn't pleasant going along the futtock shrouds, and still less getting round them outside into the top, for as the ship rolled it felt as if the mast was coming right down on the top of me. i waited, however, holding on as a cat does to a bough when you shake it, till the ship rolled over the other way, and then up i sprang easily enough, and there i saw dickey snookes and polly and my lord all standing by the side of the captain of the top, and grinning from ear to ear, as if they had some very good joke in hand. at first i thought that the captain of the top was a very important person, but i soon found that he was only one of the seamen who is more active and smarter than the rest, and takes command of those aloft. "here comes midshipman green," they all exclaimed, as they saw my head appearing between the topmast shrouds. when i stood in the top they all insisted on shaking hands with me, pinching my fingers terribly. "and so you want to see our garden up here," said snookes; "you're the greenest thing we've got in it just now, let me tell you--ha! ha! ha!" i didn't see anything to laugh at; but i laughed just to keep them company, thinking the joke was over. however, before i knew what they were about they caught hold of me, and while one blinded my eyes with a handkerchief, i found myself lashed up to the rigging with my arms and legs spread out just like the eagle on a russian flag. presently all was silent. the ship kept rolling backwards and forwards as before, and i began to feel somewhat queer in the region of my waistband and right up to my throat, still i wouldn't cry out. suddenly i found the bandage whisked off my eyes, and then i could see only one top man standing on the other side of the top, but my messmates had disappeared. i called to the man. he touched his hat with the greatest respect. i told him to cast me loose. "my orders were, sir, not to touch you," he answered. i argued the point. "well, sir, if as how you pays your footing, i'll do it," he replied; "but, sir, you'll take care that i'm not tied up and get two dozen for disobeying orders." i was ready to promise anything, for it was very unpleasant rolling about up there in the dark. after some hesitation and further talk, tom hansard, that was the topman's name, cut off the lashings. i gave him five shillings, all the money i had in my pocket. "you'll keep it secret, sir," said he. "you'll say nothing against a poor fellow like me, sir; that you won't, i know." i promised him, and he then helped me down through the lubber's hole, for as to going down outside, i couldn't just then have done it to save my life. when i got back to the berth, there were all my three messmates seated round the table, taking their tea, and pretending to be very much astonished at hearing all which had happened to me. of course, i said nothing about tom hansard, and they pretended that they could not make out how i had got loose. i found out, however, that the whole plan was arranged beforehand by dicky snookes and my other messmates with the captain of the top, just to see what i was made of, and what i would do, it being understood that he was to keep whatever he could get out of me. had i cried or made a fuss about the matter, or said that i would complain to my uncle, i should have been looked upon as a regular sneak. the fellows hate telling of one another here just as much as we did at school. from the way i took the trick i believe they liked me better than they did before. of course, all about the garden and the vegetables was nonsense, and i should have been green to have believed it, which i didn't. away we went rolling along with a westerly swell and a northerly wind, while many of the fellows in the berth were singing: "there we lay, all the day, in the bay of biscay, o;" and others "rule britannia," old gregson not forgetting his standing joke of "bless the old girl; i wish, while she was about it, that she had ruled them straighter." the very next morning the gale, of which the swell was the forerunner, came down upon us with a sudden gust. "all hands shorten sail," was shouted along the decks. the men flew aloft, that is, they climbed up so nimbly that they looked as if they were flying, and they lay out on the yards to reef the sail. snookes had to go also, as he was stationed in the foretop. "any greens up there to-day?" i asked as he passed me, not looking happy, for the ship was tumbling about, the spray was flying over us, and the wind was howling terrifically in the rigging. it was altogether very different to what it had been on the previous evening. still poor snookes had to go up. the boatswain's whistle and the voices of the officers sounded loud above the gale, and so did the cries of the midshipmen. i contrived to make myself heard, though, of course, i only sung out what i was told to say, and wasn't always certain what would happen after i had said it, any more than does a person in a fairy tale, who has got hold of some magic words and doesn't know what effect they will produce. the topgallantsails and royals were quickly furled--those are the sails highest up, you know; and then the huge topsails came rattling down the masts, and the men lay out on the yards and caught hold of them, as they were bulging out and flapping fearfully about, to reef them. one of the topmen, tom hansard, was at the weather yardarm, and had hold of the earing, which isn't a bit like those gold things our sisters wear in their ears, but is a long rope which helps to reef the sails. suddenly the ship gave a tremendous lurch, i heard a cry, i looked up, and there was tom hansard hanging by one hand to the earing from the yard-arm, right over the foaming ocean. i felt as if i had swallowed a bucket full of snow. i thought the poor fellow must be dropped overboard, and so did everybody else, and some were running to one of the boats to lower her to pick him up. he swung fearfully about from side to side. no human power could save him. i was watching to see him drop, when he made a great effort, and springing up, he caught the rope with his other hand. still he was only a degree better off. fancy dangling away at the end of a thin rope, jerked backwards and forwards high up in the air, with certain death were he to fall on board, and very small prospect of escape if he fell into the foaming, tumbling sea, through which the ship was flying at the rate of some ten knots an hour. i felt inclined to shriek out in sympathy, for i am sure that i should have shrieked out, and very loudly too, had i been up there in his place. i felt sure that he would come down when i saw two of the topmen going out to the end of the yard-arm and stretching out their arms towards him to help him. he saw them, and began to climb up the thin rope till they could catch hold of his jacket, then up they pulled him, though the sails flapping about very nearly tore him out of their hands. they held him on to the yard for a minute till he could recover himself, and then he scrambled in on to the top. there was a general shout fore and aft when he was safe. another man went to the weather earing, and three reefs were taken in the topsails. i heard the first lieutenant observe to uncle tom that he was very glad to get the ship snug at last; but i cannot say that i thought her snug, or anything snug about her, for there we were among clouds of sleet and spray, tumbling and rolling about in that undignified way in which i had not thought it possible so fine a frigate could have been tumbled and rolled about. it brought down the ship a peg or two in my estimation, and took the shine out of many of us, let me tell you. that fellow snookes was continually offering me a lump of fat bacon, and at dinner he contrived to slip all the most greasy bits into my plate. i held out manfully, and tried to look very heroic, or, at all events, indifferent; but, oh harry, i did feel very wretched, and began to reflect that i might possibly have been rather happier on shore. i suspect that the way my lips curled, and the yellow look of my eyes, betrayed me. the gale lasted for three days. i was very glad when it was over; so you understand it is not all sunshine at sea. story one, chapter . the slaver. it was reported that we were to touch at one or two places on the coast of africa, and then to stand across to the brazils. the first land we made was that near sierra leone. i always thought that negroes lived in thatched huts, and wore bits of white cloth round their loins. we brought up before free town, the capital of the colony, when what was my surprise to see really a very handsome place, containing between fifteen and twenty thousand inhabitants, the greater number black or brown men, and as well-dressed and comfortable-looking as any white people could be. what is more, they have schools and colleges where they are capitally taught, and all the little black children go to school; so that the truth is, that they are far better educated than are the children of the working classes in many parts of england, and are all just as good christians as we are. sommers told me all this, and a great deal more. i haven't spoken about him before. he's a mate--such a good-natured, kind fellow, and is very merry, though he can be very serious; and do you know, when he's in the berth, none of the others, big or little, swear and talk about things they oughtn't to. i like sommers, and so even does snookes and my lord; and he never lets anybody bully polly when he's near. i think that i should have been bullied a good deal, but i took everything that was said or done in good part, or pretended to be unconscious of it, and lost no opportunity of retorting--good-naturedly of course--it would not have done otherwise. and now, the rest only play the same tricks with me that they do with each other. no one makes any difference with me because i am the captain's nephew, any more than uncle tom does himself. uncle tom is very kind, but he makes no difference that i can see between the rest of the midshipmen and me. he does the best that he can for all of us, that is the truth: he punishes all alike if we do wrong, and has us all into the cabin and gives us good advice, and talks to us frequently. still we do, somehow or other, manage to get into scrapes. i have been mastheaded twice, and dickey snookes five times, since we came to sea; once for dressing up the sheep in some of the men's clothes just before the crew were mustered, and then letting them out on the deck; and another time for cutting poor polly's hammock down by the head, and very nearly cracking his skull--luckily it's rather thick. after leaving free town we touched at monrovia, the capital of liberia. have you ever read about that settlement? it was established by the people of the united states, and colonised by men of colour, or blacks, who had been once slaves and had obtained their freedom. it is a republic, and the chief magistrate as well as all the officers are brown or black men. it is not nearly so large nor so flourishing a place as sierra leone. in the latter, you see, there are a great many intelligent white men who set the blacks an example of industry and perseverance, in which qualities they are somewhat wanting generally. still it is wonderful to see what black men can do when left free with a good example before them. monrovia is really a very respectable-looking city. there are a number of stone warehouses full of goods near the water, and a good many dwelling-houses of brick, nicely furnished, and of two storeys high, but the greater number of the habitations are of wood, on brick foundations. there are several churches, four or five at least, with black or coloured preachers. the greater part of the principal inhabitants are engaged in trade, exchanging palm oil, ivory, cam-wood, which is a valuable dye, for european or american manufactures. they have also a number of vessels manned by liberian sailors, which sail along the coast to collect the produce of the country. uncle tom took me on shore, but we remained only a very short time, so that i cannot give you a more particular account of the place. leaving the coast of africa, we stood across the atlantic towards that of america. we had left the land some four or five days when the wind fell, and we lay becalmed, one side and then the other dipping provokingly into the smooth, glassy, and shining water, and very nearly rolling our masts out. it was so hot, too, that the pitch bubbled up through the seams in the deck, and dickey snookes declared we could have roasted our dinners on the capstern-head. i believe, indeed, that we could. i was very glad when the sun went down, and the night came, but it was not so very much cooler even then, and most of the watch below remained on deck to swallow some fresh air, but very little any one of us benefited by it. the next day, at all events, i thought that we should get a breeze, but it was much the same. hot! oh, how hot it was! we all went gasping about the decks, not knowing what to do with ourselves, and the sea shone so brightly that it was positively painful to look at it. i daresay that it would have been much worse on shore, for, at all events, the air we breathed was pure and clear, though it was pretty well roasted. it was curious to see the same chips of wood and empty hampers, and all the odds and ends thrown overboard, floating around us day after day. we had been a week thus becalmed when i was sent aloft, as the midshipmen occasionally are, to see what was to be seen. i did not expect to see anything, but i did, and that was a long, thin, dark blue line away to the north-east. i reported it to the officer of the watch. he said it was all right, and that we should have a breeze before long, and ordered the watch to trim sails. the blue line increased in width till it could be seen from the deck, and on it came, growing broader and broader every instant. sure enough it was a breeze stirring up the surface of the ocean. in a little time the upper sails felt its influence, and then the topsails began to bulge out, and the courses moved, and away we glided through the still smooth water faster than we had done for many a day. for some hours we ran on till a sail was reported right ahead still becalmed. as we drew near we discovered her to be a large topsail schooner, with a very rakish appearance. she was still becalmed, but as we brought the breeze up with us her sails bulged out, and she began to glide through the water. there were many discussions as to what she was; some thought her an honest trader, others a slaver; some said she was american, and others spanish or portuguese. "one thing is in her favour," observed old gregson, "she does not attempt to run away." "good reason, greggy," said dickey snookes aside to me, "she can't--just see what she will do when she gets the wind!" though i had never seen a slaver, the stranger came exactly up to my idea of what a slaver was like. we always at sea call a vessel, whose name and country we don't know, a stranger. still she did not run away even when she got the breeze, but hove her topsail to the mast, and kept bobbing gracefully away at us as we came up, while the stars and stripes of the united states flew out at her peak. all doubts as to the honesty of her character were dissipated when an officer standing at her gangway hailed and asked what frigate we were. the reply was given, and he was asked what schooner that was. "`the wide awake,' from new orleans, bound in for sierra leone. shall be happy to take any letters or packages you have to send for that settlement, captain," exclaimed the speaker through his trumpet. this was all very polite. still more so was it when the american skipper offered to send his boat aboard us to receive our despatches. as it happened, the captain had been wishing to send a letter back to sierra leone, and several of the officers wished to write, and as the delay would not be great, we told the polite american that we would trouble him. he seemed well pleased, and said that he would get his boat ready, and drop aboard us. i remained on deck watching the schooner, for there is something very attractive to my eye in the movements of another vessel at sea. a boat was after some time lowered from the schooner and pulled towards us, when she filled her fore-topsail, stood a little way on, tacked, and then steered so as to get to windward of us. i saw our first lieutenant watching her very narrowly when she did this, and then looking at her boat. presently he went into the captain's cabin. he was not there long. when he came out he ordered a boat to be manned, with the crew all armed, and directed the crews of three or four guns on either side to go quietly to their quarters. i saw, meantime, that the american's boat, instead of pulling up alongside, was passing astern of us, so as to meet the schooner, now rapidly approaching our weather quarter. she was still within hearing when the first lieutenant shouted, "our despatches are ready--come on board!" but the people in the boat pretended not to hear, and pulled on towards the schooner. on this sommers was ordered to take command of the boat, and to proceed on board the stranger. to my great delight i got leave from uncle tom to accompany him. it was very kind--it was the first piece of favouritism he had shown me. dickey snookes was quite jealous when he saw me jump into the boat. "ah, pringle, you'll get knocked on the head, my boy, depend on that!" was his encouraging observation. away we pulled towards the schooner. her boat had reached her, and was hoisted up. we had before not observed more than a dozen or fifteen men at the utmost. there were now more than double that number on her deck, or about her rigging. every stitch of canvas she could carry was set; her yards were braced sharp up, and away she went like a shot on a bowline. "give way, my lads, give way!" cried sommers, and the men did give way, pulling with all their might; but the schooner went through the water much faster than we did, and in spite of all our efforts soon left us far behind. "that was the meaning of all his politeness about the letters-- he expected to hoodwink us, did he? the rogue!" exclaimed sommers. "but though we do not catch him, the frigate will; there is no fear of that!" we pulled on after the schooner some time longer, but sommers at length saw that the chase was perfectly hopeless. "the worst of it is, that the frigate will have to heave to to pick us up," he observed. he then asked me if i should mind letting the frigate stand on after the chase, and stand the chance of being picked up when she had caught her. i cannot say that i particularly liked the notion of being left all alone in a boat in the middle of the atlantic. still i did not like to say so. however, the captain settled the point by heaving the frigate to as she came up to us, and ordering us to return on board. this we did with as little delay, as possible, when once more the frigate stood on after the schooner. still the latter had gained a considerable advantage, but she was not beyond the range of our guns, and we now began to fire away at her to make her heave to again. of course she had no intention of doing this if she could help it. our shot went flying pretty thickly after her, but still, though several struck her and cut her ropes, and made eyelet holes in her sails, her damages were repaired as quickly as they were produced, and there seemed a considerable chance of her getting away from us altogether. story one, chapter . the chase. our frigate sails very fast; there are few ships in the service sail faster, and none in most respects to surpass her, or indeed, i really believe, to equal her. i do not know what she cannot do. the boatswain says, and i believe him, that she can do everything but talk. still, somehow or other, that piccarooning-looking schooner managed to keep ahead of us, and after some time actually ran out of the range of our shot. she was undoubtedly one of the fastest vessels of her class ever built, or it would not have happened. the schooner made a number of short tacks right away in the wind's eye. this would not have suited us, as we took longer to go about, so we had to stretch away to the eastward, while she, tacking once more, stood to the north-west. sometimes we appeared to be a long way apart, then about we would go and be almost up with her again. what we had to fear was night coming on before we could get up to her, when very probably she would contrive to escape in the dark. old gregson watched her moodily. "of course she will escape," he observed. "she is probably full of slaves, and would prove a rich prize to us. we are not likely to have any luck; no ship has that i'm on board." it seemed probable that in this case, at all events, he would be right. we were all so eager in watching the chase that none of us felt inclined to go below. the pangs of hunger at dinner-time, however, drove most of us there. we had not got half through the meal before dickey snookes made his appearance with the announcement that the schooner's maintopmast had been carried away, and that we should be soon up to her. we all rushed on deck to find matters very much as they were when we went below, and on our return to the berth there was master dickey comfortably seated at table, helping himself to the best bits of the boiled beef and duff, and laughing at our simplicity, or, as he remarked, at our being so easily sold. he got a cobbing by the by, as a wind-up to his amusement, after dinner was over. it is an operation by no means over-pleasant to the person on whom it is inflicted. the weapon employed is a handkerchief with a corner knotted; or a stocking, with the end filled with socks, or something to make a hard knot. the patient is laid across the mess-table, and each member of the berth inflicts a blow on a part of his body, over which his clothes are tightly drawn. as the day drew on, the wind increased. dickey snookes having been properly cobbed, we all hurried on deck. as we looked through our glasses, we saw that the schooner was staggering along under as much canvas as she could carry; while the frigate glided on with becoming dignity, we having decidedly the advantage in a strong wind. i asked sommers what he thought about the matter. "we are coming up with her, lad, hand over hand, and if the wind holds she will be under our guns before nightfall," he answered. as you may suppose, i was highly delighted with the thoughts of this, and hoped that i might be sent on board with the prize crew. still the schooner held on her course, and her determined attempts to escape convinced us more and more that she had good reason for so doing. the evening was now drawing on. we had gained on her very considerably, but still she was sufficiently ahead, should the night prove dark, to escape us. the very idea that she would do so was provoking. some did not seem to care so much about it as others. dickey made a joke of the matter, and said how foolish we should all look in the morning when the schooner was nowhere; and polly was provokingly indifferent. the sun went down, and darkness came on, and very dark it was; and though i looked and looked i could not see the chase, but there were many on board who could, and we began firing away, the flashes of the guns looking very bright through the darkness. at last i saw the schooner's dark hull and masts, like a shadow against the sky, and there then was a cry that her foretopmast was shot away, and our people gave a loud cheer. directly after this the first lieutenant shouted that she had struck, and we ceased firing. two boats were ordered away to take possession. the second lieutenant went in one, and sommers had command of the other. i jumped into his boat, as if it were a matter of course; and away we pulled toward the schooner. "i guess that you have pretty considerably outmanoeuvred us, gentlemen, but still i don't know, by what right you, or any other men alive, venture on board a free and independent merchantman of the united states of america," said a man who met us at the gangway. "you come on board at your peril!" "we are well aware of that, friend," answered our lieutenant; "but we must be satisfied that you are an american before we let you go." saying this, he led the way on board. by the light of the lanterns we carried, we could see a very ill-looking crew scowling at us, and evidently wishing to heave us overboard. it was lucky that we were all well armed. i daresay that you will fancy i could not have done much, but i could fire off a pistol at all events, which was as likely to kill as that of a bigger fellow--that was one comfort. the man who had hailed us, and pretended to be the captain, had said that the vessel was american. mr talbot was only a short time in the cabin when he came out again, and telling us that he had no doubt she was a portuguese or brazilian, ordered the hatches, which were closed, to be lifted off. this took us some little time to do. never shall i forget the horrible stench--the shrieks and cries and groans which ascended from the hold as the hatches were got off. we lowered our lanterns and looked down. there, arranged in rows along the deck, and chained two and two, squatting on their hams, were several hundreds of blacks--men, women, and children. i cannot describe the dreadful faces of despair and horror and suffering which met our view as the light of our lanterns fell on them, while they looked up with their white eyes and black visages imploringly at us. i fancy that they thought we were going to shoot them all; for the portuguese crew had told them so, in the hopes, should we free them, that they might set upon us and throw us overboard. this amiable intention was frustrated, because mr talbot had been on the coast of africa and was well up to the tricks of the slavers. he consequently would not allow any of the poor wretches to be liberated till all necessary precautions had been taken to prevent them from doing any harm. our first care was to secure the slaver's crew. they seemed as if inclined to make some resistance; but we pointed to the frigate, which was close to us, and intimated that if they did not behave themselves we should call her to our assistance; so, with no very good grace, they consented to step into one of our boats to be carried on board the juno. i was very glad to get rid of them, for i could not help feeling, as i walked about the deck, that any moment they might set upon us and knock us on the head. as soon as they had gone, mr talbot sent sommers and me round the deck with water and farinha; that is the food the blacks are fed on. we had four men with us carrying the provisions. i could not have supposed that human beings, with flesh and blood like ourselves, could have existed in such a horrible condition. in the first place, there was barely four feet between the decks, and that was very high for a slaver; many are only three feet. even i had to bend down to get along. close as they could be packed, the poor creatures sat on the bare, hard, dirty deck, without even room to stretch their legs. i almost fainted, and even sommers and the men had great difficulty in getting along. oh! how eagerly the poor creatures drank the water when we put it to their mouths, though they did not seem to care much about the food. many could not even lift up their heads to take the water. several were dying; and as we put the tin cups to their mouths, even while gazing at us, and, i am sure, feeling grateful, they fell back and died. many were already dead when we came to them, and there they lay, chained to the living. sometimes we found that a father had died, leaving two or three small children; sometimes a mother had sunk, leaving an infant still living. several poor children had died, and it was hard work, and cruel it seemed, to make the poor mothers give up the bodies to be thrown overboard. we came to one black lad, who was sitting by the side of a woman, whom we guessed must be his mother. sommers said that he thought she had not many minutes to live. the poor fellow seemed so grateful when we gave her some water and food, which revived her somewhat. i never saw a greater change in anybody's countenance. he was at first the very picture of misery and despair. then he thought that she was going to recover. he looked up as if he could almost have worshipped us, with a smile which, though his countenance was black, was full of expression. we knocked off her chains, and then those of the lad, and sommers directed one of the men to assist me in carrying her on deck. there were many in as deplorable a condition as this poor woman, and i scarcely know why it was i felt so anxious to assist her, except on account of her son; there was something in his face which had so interested me. when we got her on deck, she sat up but she could not reply to her son, who, with tears in his eyes, spoke to her, imploring her, it seemed, to answer him. the surgeon and assistant-surgeons had by this time come on board. i begged the first to come and look at the poor woman before he went below. when i returned, she had sunk back in her son's arms. our kind doctor took her hand--"it's all over with her; i can do nothing. the poor lad will find it out," he observed, and then he had to hurry below. it was some time before the poor lad could believe that his mother was dead, and then he burst into such a fit of tears that i thought he would have died himself. it convinced me that negroes have got hearts just like ours, though dickey snookes always declares they have not, and that they once had tails, which is all nonsense. we had now a strong body of seamen on board, and they kept bringing up the negroes from below--men, women, and children. several were dead, and two or three had been dead for a couple of days or more. one poor woman had kept the dead body of her child, pretending that it was alive, nor bearing to part with it, till she herself fell sick. at length it was taken from her, but she died as soon as she was brought on deck. in spite of all the doctors could do, many others died also. it was daylight before we got the slave hold in anything like order. as soon as the sun rose, up went the glorious flag of old england, and from that moment every negro on board was free. it is a proud thing to feel that not for a moment can a man remain a slave who rests under the shadow of that time-honoured banner. the instant the slave, whatever his country, sets foot on british soil, he is free, or placed under the protection of the british flag. it is a thing to be proud of. of that i am certain. not for a long time, however, could we persuade the poor slaves that we meant them well, and were doing all we could for their benefit. when they once were convinced of this, they gave us their unlimited confidence. we were then able to trust about a third at a time on deck, to enable us to clean out the hold. it was not so much that we had reason to be on our guard against what the negroes could do to us, as to prevent them from injuring themselves. mr talbot had ordered about fifty to be brought on deck soon after daylight. he had their irons knocked off, and water and brushes were given them that they might clean themselves. no sooner, however, did two of them find themselves free, than, before anybody could prevent them, they leaped overboard. one poor fellow sunk at once, and disappeared from our sight; the other seemed to repent of the act, and swam to regain the schooner. i, with others, instantly leaped into one of the boats alongside to go and pick him up. just as we were shoving off, i saw a black triangular fin sticking up above the surface dart from under the counter. we shouted and splashed the oars as we pulled with all our might towards the poor fellow. there was a terrible shriek; he gave one imploring gaze at us as he threw up his arms and sank from view. we could see him going rapidly down, with a large dark object below him, while a red circle came up and filled the eddy he had made. "jack shark musters pretty thick about here," observed the coxswain; "he knows well enough when he's likely to have a feast." it was very dreadful, but, do you know, it is extraordinary how little one feels those sort of things at the time. when i got on board i looked about for the poor lad whose mother had died. i found him still sitting by her body. that had to be taken from him, and then he was left alone. he seemed not to know or to care for any of the other blacks, but when i spoke to him he knelt down and kissed my hand, and said some words which i thought meant--"you'll be kind to me and take care of me. i know you will. i'll trust to you." i do not know whether this was really what he said or not, but, at all events, i determined to do my best, and to be a friend to him. slavers, when captured, are usually sent into sierra leone to be condemned, when the slaves are set free, and the vessels are sold. on examining our prize, however, it was discovered that she had but a short allowance of water and farinha, or provisions of any sort; and as the wind was fair for rio de janeiro, and contrary for sierra leone, the captain decided on carrying her to the former place, or to some other port on the brazilian coast, where she might obtain a sufficient supply of necessaries, which we could not afford to give her from the frigate. sommers was appointed to command the prize, and i was not a little gratified when he obtained leave to take me with him. my traps were soon on board, and we then shaped a course for rio de janeiro. story one, chapter . peter pongo. i forgot to say that dickey snookes was sent on board the prize to keep me company. he told me that the captain had called him into the cabin, and given him a long lecture about playing tricks, and that he had made up his mind to behave very circumspectly. i doubted that he would keep very long to his good resolution. i felt excessively proud when i first walked the deck of the prize as officer of the watch, though that fellow snookes would declare that the old quartermaster who kept it with me was my dry-nurse, and that i was a mere make-believe. i know that i kept pacing up and down on the weather side of the quarter-deck with great dignity, looking up at the sails, and every now and then giving a glance at the compass, to assure myself that the man at the helm was steering a proper course. i should like to know what officer in the service, under the circumstances, could do more. we were ordered to keep the frigate always in sight, and as the prize sailed well, we had little difficulty in doing that. in the day time we collected the poor blacks to come on deck in fifties at a time, and walk up and down. we had a black man on board the frigate, who was now sent with us, and he understood the language of some of the slaves. i had not forgotten the poor boy whose mother i had seen die, and i got permission for him to attend at our mess. the other black seaman was able to explain to him what he had to do, and i set to work to teach him english. he learned with surprising rapidity, and could soon exchange words with me. i wished to give him a name, and succeeded in learning that his native one was pongo. he, of course, had no christian name, so i proposed calling him peter, and he was always afterwards known as peter pongo. he soon became a capital servant, though he did now and then make curious mistakes. once he brought our soup into the cabin in a wash-bowl, and another time emptied into a pail two bottles of wine which he had been ordered to cool in water. snookes was for punishing him, but i saved the poor fellow, as i was certain that he had not done either of the things being aware of their incorrectness. he exhibited, in consequence, the greatest gratitude towards me, and evidently looked up to me as his friend and protector. he improved rapidly in his knowledge of english, and by the time we drew near the coast of south america he was able to explain himself with tolerable clearness. with the aid of the negro seaman i spoke of, i got somewhat of poor peter pongo's simple history out of him. i cannot put it in his words, for though at the time i could understand them, yet you certainly would not if i wrote them down. one day i had gone forward, and when seated on the forecastle, under the shade of the fore-staysail, i listened to his narrative. "ah! massa pringle, my country very good," he began. he always called me pringle, for he could not manage to pronounce my surname. "plenty yams there-- plenty denge--plenty corn--plenty sheep--tall trees--high mountains-- water come gushing out of rocks up among clouds--so cool with foam--loud roar--make grass grow--bright ponds--many animals come and drink. ah! no country like mine. my father have good house too--very warm--very cool--no rain come in--all built round square--high roof, hang long way over wall--room for walk up and down under it. dere we all sit in middle of square, listen to stories--now we laugh, now we cry--sun go down, moon get up--star twinkle in dark sky, all so bright--still we talk--talk on--tell long stories--so happy--laugh still more. ah! what is dat? dreadful shriek--shriek--shriek--guns fire--we all start up-- some run one way, some anoder--house on fire--flames rise up--fierce men come in--cut down some--kill--kill--take women, children--many young men--some fight--dey all killed--my father killed--mother, brother, and me all carried away together--hands tied behind our backs--hundreds-- hundreds poor people, all drive away towards coast--then with long sticks and whips drive along--walk, walk--foot so sore--sleep at night under tree--all chained--up again before sun--walk, walk on all day-- cruel men beat us--some grow sick. my brother, him grow sick--lie down under tree--men beat him with stick--he look up--say, oh, no beat me-- give one sigh, fall back and die. dere he stay--many die like him--some lie down, and men beat him up again. on we go--see at last blue ocean-- put into barracoon--all chained to iron bar--no move one side nor oder-- wait dere many days. ship with white sail come at last--we all put on raft--carried to ship. oh, how many--more, more come--ship no hold them--many sick--many die--thrown overboard--shark eat them. on we sail--oh, how hot--more, more die--many days no more--float on water like one log--den you come--white man, spaniard, say you kill us--ah, no, no--you very good--we very happy--yes, massa, peter pongo very happy now." such was peter's brief account of himself. you will not consider it too much of a rigmarole. i was, i know, much interested when he told it me, and i had some little difficulty in making out what he meant. soon after this we entered the magnificent harbour of rio de janeiro, which looks like a lake surrounded by lofty hills, the curious sugar-loaf rising above all. i have heard it said that it would contain all the ships in the world; but, large as it is, i have an idea that they would be very close packed if they were all brought together there. the city is large, built on level ground, or rather on a swamp, with mountains covered with trees rising directly behind it. there are numerous churches and fine palaces, and many large public buildings, but the white inhabitants are very brown and dirty, and the black, who seem to be very numerous, wear a remarkably small amount of clothing. though the greater number are slaves, they are very merry slaves, and it was amusing to see one party meet another. they would stop, pull off their straw hats, make a series of mock polite bows, and some remarks which were sure to produce roars of laughter; how they would twist and turn about, and at last lean against each other's backs, that they might more at their ease indulge in fresh cachinnations. i have never seen any but blacks twist themselves into such curious attitudes. i cannot give a more lucid account of this imperial city, because i was so very little on shore. we had a great deal of work in getting the schooner refitted. all the poor blacks were taken on board the frigate, for we could not trust them on shore lest the brazilians might have spirited them away, while the schooner was thoroughly cleansed and fumigated. we then took in an ample supply of water and provisions, and prepared to recross the atlantic. the brazilians could not understand why we took so much trouble about a few miserable blacks, and thought that we should have done much more wisely had we sold them to them at half-price. mr talbot had still charge of the prize, and having sommers as his lieutenant, with dickey snookes and me, he was ordered to carry her back to sierra leone. we flattered ourselves that both my lord and polly looked at us with a considerable amount of envy as we wished them farewell. story one, chapter . overboard. once more we were at sea. had it not been for the honour of the thing, we should have preferred being on board the frigate, for although i have a great respect for many africans, i must say that it is not agreeable to have some hundreds of them as shipmates. we had happily very fine weather, and the poor people were able constantly to take the air on deck. they seemed to have forgotten all their sufferings and miseries, and would sing and dance and tell stories, and laugh all day long. i still continued to take peter pongo in hand, and began to teach him not only to speak but to read and write english. snookes used to laugh at me at first, but when he saw the progress peter made he wanted to teach him likewise. to this i said no, he might try and teach some one else, but he was not to interfere with my pupil. he agreed to this, but either he selected a stupid subject, or his mode of teaching was not good, for he made wonderfully little progress. for a week he was trying to teach his pupil tommy toad, as he called him, three letters of the alphabet, and at the end of the time he could not tell b from c. mr talbot took care also that we should not be idle, and kept us knotting and splicing and doing all sorts of work aloft. we were approaching our port, and were congratulating ourselves on having made a favourable passage, when two of our men were taken sick, then another and another, till our strength was sadly reduced. one poor fellow died, and there appeared every prospect of our losing more. the negroes were generally ready enough to work, but as they did not know how, they were of little use. mr talbot and sommers worked away most heroically, attending to the sick, pulling and hauling, and often steering the vessel. dickey and i did our best to help them. while the fine weather lasted our difficulties were not very great; at the same time, we were so short handed that the labour fell heavily on those who remained well. dickey and i, though not very big or strong, from going constantly aloft, were of no little use, we flattered ourselves. one evening as we were approaching our destination, being closed hauled under all sail and standing on our course--sommers was at the helm, mr talbot was below, and dickey and i with two men were on deck, all we could muster for the watch--sommers kept looking anxiously round the horizon, especially to the southward, where i observed some dark clouds banking up. as i watched them, they seemed suddenly to take it into their heads to roll rapidly onward, and down they bore upon us like a flock of sheep scouring over the downs. "all hands shorten sail," shouted sommers. "stafford. rushforth, aloft lads, and furl the fore-topgallantsail." up we sprang into the rigging. as yet the breeze was very light, and there was no difficulty in what we had to do, but a few minutes' delay might make the task impracticable. dickey was spirited enough in reality. we lay along on the yard, and had begun to haul the sail, when, as i was stretching over to get a hold of the canvas to gather it up, i lost my balance, and over i went head first. i heard a shriek. it was from dickey. he thought i should be killed. so should i, if i had had time to think about the matter; but providentially at that moment a sudden puff of wind bulged out the foretopsail to its utmost extent, and i striking it at the moment, away it sent me, as from a catapult, right over the bows, clear of the vessel. had i struck the deck or bulwarks i should have been killed. i sank, but quickly coming to the surface, looked about me with very little hope of being saved, for there was the schooner flying on before the fast-increasing gale; and as i knew full well, with so few seamen on board, that it would take some time to put about to come to my relief. all this flashed rapidly through my mind. farther and farther away flew the schooner, still i determined not to give in. i could swim pretty well, and i managed to throw off my jacket and kick off my shoes, and as only a thin pair of trousers and a shirt remained, i had no difficulty in keeping myself above water; but the knowledge that sharks abounded in those seas, and that any moment one of those horrid monsters might catch hold of my leg and haul me down, gave me very unpleasant sensations. i watched the receding vessel--moments seemed hours. there was no sign of her putting about. i at length was about to give way to despair, when my eye fell on an object floating between her and me. it was of some size--a grating i concluded--and i made out a black ball on the other side of it. the grating was moving towards me. i struck out to make it, and then i saw that it was pushed by a negro. "keep up, massa pringle, keep up," said a voice in a cheery tone, which i recognised as that of peter pongo. my spirits returned. i had been a careless, thoughtless fellow, but i prayed then as i never prayed before, that the dreadful sharks might be kept from me, that i might reach the grating, and might by some means or other be saved. i felt a strength and courage i had not felt before. i struck out with all my power, still it seemed very very long before i reached the grating, and in my agitation i almost sank as i was catching hold of it. peter pongo had, however, sprang on to it and caught hold of me. i soon recovered. words enough did not just then come into my head to thank him, but i took his hand, and he understood me. so far i was safe, for the grating was large enough to hold us both, but the sea was rapidly rising, and we might easily again be washed off. we looked about us, the schooner had not yet tacked, and the squall had already caught her. she was heeling over on her beam-ends, and everything seemed in confusion on board--yards swinging about, ropes flying away, and sails shivering to tatters. it was late in the evening, the sky was obscured, and darkness was coming on. the seas, too, began to dance wildly about us; their white tops, curling over and leaving dark cavern-looking hollows underneath, into which it seemed every instant that we must glide and be swallowed up. the prospect altogether was gloomy in the extreme. i felt how much i owed to poor peter pongo, who had voluntarily exposed himself to it for my sake, and i felt that had he not done so, i should long before this have been numbered with the dead. i still thought that we should both be saved. there were some bits of rope fastened to the grating, and by these we lashed ourselves to it, or we should inevitably have been washed off. we were constantly under water, but as it was warm that did not signify, as we soon again came to the surface. our fear was lest some hungry shark should make a dart at us on those occasions and pick us off. darker and darker it grew, the seas as they dashed wildly about made a loud prolonged roar, and at last, as we cast our eyes forward, not a glimpse of the schooner could we see. as the conviction of our forlorn condition broke upon me--i could not help it--i gave way to tears. i could not wring my hands because they were busy holding on to the grating. i thought of you, mother, and papa, and dear harry, and our sisters, and that i should never see you any more; or old england, or the hall, or uncle tom, or any of my friends. peter wasn't so unhappy, because he had no friends remaining, and his native village was in ruins. the darkness came thicker and thicker down upon us. nothing could we see but the dark waves rising up on every side against the sky. not a star was visible. we no longer, indeed, knew in which direction to look for the schooner. it appeared, i remember exactly, as if we were being tossed about inside a black ball. i could not calculate how long a time had passed since i had fallen overboard, when i began to feel very hungry. i had had a bit of biscuit in my pocket, but that had been lost with my jacket, and now i had nothing to eat. i bore it for some time, and then i felt very faint, and thought that i could not possibly hold on any longer. still i did my best not to let go, and every now and then peter spoke to me and encouraged me, "neber fear, massa," said he. "him you tell me of, live up in sky, him watch over us." we did not speak much, however; we could not, i do not know why. oh, that was a dreary, awful night, not likely to be forgotten! yet here i am alive. i shall never despair after that, and shall always feel, in however terrible a position i am placed, that a merciful god is watching over me, and that he will find means to save me. story one, chapter . cause for gratitude. the longest night must come to an end. many people, when kept awake in a comfortable bed with the toothache or some other pain, or perhaps with a little fever, think themselves very miserable, and much to be pitied. peter pongo and i were rather worse off, tossing about on the grating out on the atlantic there, not having anything to eat, and not knowing any moment when we might be washed away from our unsteady raft. how we held on during all that night i cannot tell. the light came at last. we knew where the east was by seeing a bright red streak in the sky. we kept our eyes turned eagerly in that direction, for we fancied that there we should see the schooner. our view, however, was very much circumscribed, and it was only as we were tossed up to the top of a sea that we could obtain even a glimpse of the horizon. we had scarcely time to assure ourselves whether or not there was a sail there before either a foam-topped sea jumped up before us, or we sank down again into the trough. we gazed, but we gazed in vain. no sail was to be seen. in spite of our almost hopeless position we became very hungry, and, what was worse, thirsty also. as the sun rose and struck down on our heads my thirst increased. i felt certain that i could not hold on much longer. peter pongo did not care so much about the hot sun, but he was very hungry. suddenly i saw some red objects floating near us in the water. i looked again. oh, how eager i felt to get them--they were oranges. they were too far off to reach. i was afraid to quit the grating. i had no strength left to swim. no sooner did peter see them than he slid off the raft, and swimming round them collected a dozen or more before him, and pushing them on enabled me to pick them out of the water. i felt greatly relieved when he was once more safe on the grating. oh, how delicious those oranges were! they were the means, i doubt not, of preserving our lives. they quenched our thirst, but they could not stop the pangs of hunger. the sun rose higher and higher, till we guessed it was noon. the wind went down, but the sea still continued to tumble us about most uncomfortably. both of us were becoming very drowsy when we started up--a loud shout sounded in our ears. "why, lads, you keep a bad look-out on board your craft," said a voice. we looked up--a large ship was passing us. "don't fear--we'll pick you up," said the former speaker. i heard the cry of "helm's alee!" the yards swung round, and the ship was rounded too. by that time she seemed to have got a long way from us. presently, however, we saw a boat dashing among the seas towards us. i thought that her bow would have come right down on our raft, but just then i felt a strong arm grasp me by the shoulder, and haul me in, while peter was treated in the same way, and we were quickly alongside the ship. we were lifted on board. she appeared full of people, who looked very kindly at us. at first i could not speak a word; i did not know why. i thought that i was going to say something, but no sound was produced. the people who stood round remarked that i was a foreigner, and two or three people came up and addressed me in strange languages, but of course i was not more likely to answer them than i was my own countrymen. at last i heard peter pongo, who had been much concerned at my silence, say, "him officer--speakie by and by." this remark seemed to satisfy those present, and in about an hour i was able to sit up and explain what had happened. i found that we had been rescued by an emigrant ship bound for the cape of good hope. i was in hope that she might be able to land us at sierra leone, but i found that she could not possibly go out of her course; indeed, that we were much to the southward of that place, and that on to the cape we also must go. in a very few minutes i became, i must own, reconciled to the necessity. when the cabin passengers found that i was a midshipman they rigged me out in very comfortable clothes, and clubbing together presented me with a sum of money, as they said, to enable me to live comfortably, till i could find my way back to my ship. when, also, they heard how gallantly peter pongo had rescued me, they gave him a handsome present. he could scarcely comprehend his good fortune, and as he looked at the money he evidently thought himself the owner of boundless wealth. i had the best of everything at the chief cabin table, and could not help thinking how pleasant it would be to live the life of a passenger on board an emigrant ship all the year round. i was therefore very much surprised to hear some of them grumbling from morning to night, complaining of having nothing to do, and wishing that the voyage was over. if they had lived in a midshipman's berth for a few months, i rather suspect that they would have thought themselves well off. i need not describe our passage to the cape; it was a very pleasant one. i was very happy during the short time i remained at that curious old dutch place, cape town. i saw the table-mountain and the tablecloth on the top of it, and then a sloop of war called there, and the commodore, who was there, ordered me and peter pongo a passage back to sierra leone. i was never idle, for i found ample employment in teaching peter to read, and wonderful was the progress he made. he was a great favourite on board the corvette on account of his intelligence and amiable manners, and the gallant way in which he had preserved my life. on entering the harbour of sierra leone, there, to my great satisfaction, lay our schooner, with the pennant flying at her masthead, and the british ensign at her peak. i got a boat from the corvette, and at once pulled on board. i could see at a glance that the schooner had been turned into a man-of-war. she had been bought, as i afterwards found, into the service. i was in plain clothes, and peter pongo who accompanied me, was very nicely dressed, and no one would have recognised him as the little slave boy he had before appeared. dickey snookes looked over the side. i sprang up the side. "what do you want?" he asked. "to see that very important personage, mr algernon godolphin stafford, commonly known as dickey snookes," i answered, taking his hand. he started, and looked at me very hard, really gasping for breath, so astonished was he. "what! is it you yourself, rushforth, my dear fellow?" he exclaimed. "i am indeed glad. we thought you were lost; gobbled up by a shark, or sunk to the bottom of the sea. here, sommers--here's rushforth come to life again, and the black boy too." sommers, who was below, came on deck, and received me most cordially. mr talbot, who had command of the schooner, now called the liberia, was on shore. she was to sail, i found, the very next day for rio janeiro, to act as a tender to our ship. i consulted with sommers what would be most to the advantage of peter pongo to do. he strongly advised his going to the college at sierra leone, where he would receive a very good education, and he undertook to arrange the matter. i had still the greater part of the money given me by the passengers of the emigrant ship, which i had kept for the purpose of devoting it to peter's use. this, with what he had of his own, would enable him to make a fair start in life. peter himself, though very sorry to leave me, was much pleased with the proposal. that very afternoon he and i accompanied sommers on shore, when the whole matter was arranged in a very satisfactory way with some of the gentlemen connected with the college, who undertook to invest the sum i have mentioned for peter's benefit. peter burst into tears as i wished him good-bye, and i felt a very curious sensation about the throat. the next day we sailed for rio. story one, chapter . conclusion. we had a fast run across the atlantic. the news of my supposed loss had reached the frigate, and the kind way in which my uncle and the gun-room officers, as well as my messmates, received me, showed me that i had been regretted--of course a midshipman cannot expect to create any very great sorrow when he loses the number of his mess, as an admiral or a post-captain would. i did not meet with any other very extraordinary adventures during the remainder of the four years the frigate was in commission. i found the south american station a very pleasant one. i might have found rio dull, but that i was constantly sent away in the liberia, which did good service by capturing several slavers. we used to make her look like what she formerly was, and in that way she acted as a decoy, and entrapped several slavers who approached her without suspicion. we had one long trip round cape horn, and visited the coast of chili and peru. that was the most interesting we took. i feel that i have a right to be considered something of a sailor after having doubled cape horn, and crossed and re-crossed the line. at length the frigate was ordered home; the schooner remained at rio to do duty as before as a tender. on our way we touched at sierra leone. my uncle gave me leave to go on shore. i hurried off to the college, for i was anxious to hear something of my old friend and the preserver of my life. three years had passed since i had seen him. he was then little more than fourteen. i was shown into a room where several pupil teachers were engaged in giving instruction to a number of young lads and boys. one teacher was evidently taking the lead of the rest. in very eloquent language he was explaining the truths of christianity to a class of most attentive listeners. though the skin of the speaker was black, the voice was that of an educated englishman. i waited till he had ceased speaking. there is mr pongo, said the person who had conducted me to the room. his eye brightened as he saw me, and in an instant springing from his desk his hands were warmly pressed in mine. what immense progress he has made! how little i have advanced since we parted! i thought as i looked at him and heard him describe his work. i felt humbled and ashamed of myself. i thought over the matter, and resolved in future to employ my time, as far as i had the power, to the advantage of myself as well as that of others. pongo came on board the frigate, and was received most kindly by my uncle and all the officers. he was, i found, training to become a missionary of the gospel among his countrymen, and hoped ultimately to be ordained. i have since frequently heard from him. we spent only three days at sierra leone, and arrived at last safely in old england, and thus ended my first cruise. story two, chapter . the travelling tin-man, founded on fact, by miss leslie. micajah warner was owner and cultivator of a small farm in one of the oldest, most fertile, and most beautiful counties of the state of pennsylvania, not far from maryland line. micajah was a plain quaker, and a man of quiet and primitive habits. he was totally devoid of all ambitious cravings after tracts of ten thousand acres, and he aspired not to the honour and glory of having his name given to a town in the western wilderness (though warnerville would not have sounded badly), neither was he possessed of an unconquerable desire of becoming a judge, or of going to congress. therefore, he had always been able to resist the persuasions and example of those of his neighbours who left the home of their fathers, and the comforts of an old settlement, to seek a less tedious road to wealth and consequence, on the other side of the allegany. he was satisfied with the possession of two hundred acres, one half of which he had lent (not given) to his son israel, who expected shortly to be married to a very pretty and notable young woman in the neighbourhood, who was, however, no heiress. upon this event, israel was to be established in an old frame-house that had long since been abandoned by his father in favour of the substantial stone dwelling which the family occupied at the period of our story. the house had been taken up and transplanted to that part of the farm now allotted to israel, and he very prudently deferred repairing it till he saw whether it survived its progress across the domain. but as it did not fall asunder during the journey, it was judged worthy of a new front-door, new window-panes, and new shingles to cover the vast chasms of the roof, all which improvements were made by israel's own hands. this house was deposited in the vicinity of the upper branch of the creek, and conveniently near to a saw-mill, which had been built by israel in person. like all of her sect, whether in town or country, bulah, the wife of micajah warner, was a woman of even temper, untiring industry, and great skill in housewifery. her daughters, commonly called amy and orphy, were neat pretty little quaker girls, extremely alert, and accustomed from their earliest childhood to assist in the work of the house. as her daughters were so handy and industrious, and only went half the year to school, mrs warner did not think it necessary to keep any other help than an indentured negro girl, named chloe. except the marriage of israel, which was now in prospect; a flood in the neighbouring creek, which had raised the water so high as to wash away the brick oven from the side of the house; a tornado that carried off the roof of the old stable, and landed it whole in an adjoining clover field; and a visit from a family of beggars (an extraordinary phenomenon in the country), nothing occurred among the warners for a long succession of years that had occasioned more than a month's talk of the mother, and a month's listening of the children. "they kept the noiseless tenor of their way." the occupations of israel and his father (assisted occasionally by a few hired men) were, of course, those of the farm, except when israel took a day now and then to attend to his saw-mill. with regard to domestic arrangements, everything connected with household affairs went on in the same course year after year except that, as the daughters of the family improved in capability of work, chloe the black girl, retrograded. they washed on monday (with the assistance of a woman, hired for the day), ironed on tuesday, performed what they called "the little baking" on wednesday, and "the big baking" on friday; cleaned the house on saturday, and clear-starched their book-muslin collars; rode on horseback to friends' meeting on sunday morning, and visited their neighbours on sunday afternoon. it was the day after the one on which israel and his bride-elect had passed meeting, and consequently, a month before the one fixed for the wedding, that something like an adventure fell among the warner family. it was a beautiful evening at the close of august. the father and son had been all day in the meadows, mowing the second crop of grass; mrs warner was darning stockings in the porch, with her two daughters knitting on the bench beside her; amy being then fourteen, and orphy about twelve. chloe was absent, having been borrowed by a relation, about five miles off, to do the general work of the house, while the family were engaged in preparing for a quilting frolic. "come, girls," said mrs warner to her daughter, "it's just sun-down. the geese are coming home, and daddy and israel will soon be here. amy, do thee go down to the spring-house, and bring up the milk and butter, and orphy, thee can set the table." the two girls put up their knitting (not, however, till they had knit to the middle of the needle), and in a short time, amy was seen coming back from the spring-house, with a large pitcher of milk and a plate of butter. in the meantime, orphy had drawn out the ponderous claw-footed walnut table that stood all summer in the porch, and spreading over it a brown linen cloth, placed in regular order their everyday supper equipage of pewter plates, earthen porringers, and iron spoons. the viands consisted of an immense round loaf of bread, nearly as large as a grindstone, and made of wheat and indian meal, the half of a huge cheese, a piece of cold pork, a peach pie, an apple pie, and, as it had been baking day, there was the customary addition of a rice pudding, in an earthen pan of stupendous size. the last finish of the decorations of the table was a large bowl of cool water, placed near the seat occupied by the father of the family, who never could begin any of his meals without a copious draught of the pure element. in a few minutes, the farmer and his son made their appearance as they turned the angle of the peach-orchard fence, preceded by the geese, their usual _avant-couriers_, who went out every morning to feed in an old field beyond the meadows. as soon as micajah and israel had hung up their scythes and washed themselves at the pump, they sat down to table, the farmer in his own blue-painted, high-backed, high-armed chair, and israel taking the seat always allotted to him--a low chair, the rushes of which having long since deserted the bottom, had been replaced by cross pieces of cloth listing, ingeniously interwoven with each other; and this being, according to the general opinion, the worst seat in the house, always fell to the share of the young man, who was usually passive on all occasions, and never seemed to consider himself entitled to the same accommodation as the rest of the family. suddenly, the shrill blast of a tin trumpet resounded through the woods, that covered the hill in front of the house, to the great disturbance of the geese, who had settled themselves quietly for the night in their usual bivouac around the ruins of an old waggon. the warners ceased their supper to listen and look; and they saw emerging from the woods, and rolling down the hill at a brisk trot, the cart of one of those itinerant tin merchants, who originate in new england, and travel from one end of the union to the other, avoiding the cities, and seeking customers amongst the country people; who, besides buying their ware, always invite them to a meal and a bed. the tinman came blowing his horn to the steps of the porch, and there stopping his cart, addressed the farmer's wife in the true nasal twang that characterises the lower class of new englanders, and inquired "if she had any notion of a bargain." she replied that "she believed she had no occasion for anything"--her customary answer to all such questions. but israel, who looked into futurity, and entertained views towards his own housekeeping, stepped forward to the tin-cart, and began to take down and examine various mugs, pans, kettles, and coffee-pots--the latter particularly, as he had a passion for coffee, which he secretly determined to indulge both morning and evening, as soon as he was settled in his domicile. "mother," said amy, "i do wish thee would buy a new coffee-pot, for ours has been leaking all summer, and i have to stop it every morning with rye-meal. thee knows we can give the old one to israel." "to be sure," replied mrs warner, "it will do well enough for young beginners. but i cannot say i feel quite free to buy a new coffee-pot at this time. i must consider about it." "and there's the cullender," said orphy, "it has such a big crack at the bottom, that when i am smashing the squashes for dinner, not only the water, but the squashes themselves drip through. better give it to israel, and get a new one for ourselves. what's this?" she continued, taking up a tin water-dipper. "that is for dipping warter out of the bucket," replied the tinman. "oh, yes," cried amy, "i've seen such a one at rachel johnson's. what a clever thing it is, with a good long handle, so that there's no danger of splashing the water on our clothes. do buy it, mother. thee knows that israel can have the big calabash: i patched it myself, yesterday, where it was broken, and bound the edge with new tape, and it's now as good as ever." "i don't know," said the farmer, "that we want anything but a new lantern; for ours had the socket burnt out long before these moonlight nights, and it's dangerous work taking a candle into the stable." the tinman knowing that our plain old farmers, though extremely liberal of everything that is produced on their plantations, are, frequently, very tenacious of coin, and much averse to parting with actual money, recommended his wares more on account of their cheapness than their goodness; and, in fact, the price of most of the articles was two or three cents lower than they could be purchased for at the stores. old micajah thought there was no actual necessity for anything except the lantern; but his daughters were so importunate for the coffee-pot, the cullender, and the water-dipper, that finally all three were purchased and paid for. the tinman in vain endeavoured to prevail on mrs warner to buy some patty-pans, which the girls looked at with longing eyes; and he reminded them how pretty the pumpkin pies would look at their next quilting, baked in scollop-edged tins. but this purchase was peremptorily refused by the good quaker woman, alleging that scollop-edged pies were all pride and vanity, and that, if properly made, they were quite good enough baked in round plates. the travelling merchant then produced divers boxes and phials of quack medicines, prepared at a celebrated manufactory of those articles, and duly sealed with the maker's own seal, and inscribed with his name in his own handwriting. amongst these, he said, "there were certain cures for every complaint in natur'--draps for the agur, the toothache, and the rhumatiz; salves for ringworms, corns, frostbitten heels, and sore eyes; and pills for consumption and fall fevers; beside that most valuable of all physic, swain's wormifuge." the young people exclaimed with one accord against the purchase of any of the medicines; and business being over, the tinman was invited by the farmer to sit down and take his supper with the family--an invitation as freely accepted as given. the twilight was now closing, but the full moon had risen, and afforded sufficient light for the supper table in the porch. the tinman took a seat, and before mrs warner had finished her usual invitation to strangers, of--"reach to, and help thyself; we are poor hands at inviting, but thee's welcome to it, such as it is"--he had already cut himself a huge piece of the cold pork, and an enormous slice of bread. he next poured out a porringer of milk, to which he afterwards added one-third of the peach pie, and several platesful of rice pudding. he then said, "i suppose you haven't got no cider about the house;" and israel, at his father's request, immediately brought up a pitcher of that liquor from the cellar. during supper the tinman entertained his entertainers with anecdotes of the roguery of his own countrymen, or rather, as he called them, his "statesmen." in his opinion of their general dishonesty, mrs warner most cordially joined. she related a story of an itinerant yankee who persuaded her to empty some of her pillows and bolsters, under colour of exchanging with him old feathers for new; a thing which she acknowledged had puzzled her not a little, as she thought it strange that any man should bargain so badly for himself. he produced from his cart a bag of feathers which he declared were quite new; but after his departure she found that he had given her such short measure that she had not half enough to fill her ticking, and most of the feathers were proved, upon examination, to have belonged to chickens rather than to geese--nearly a whole cock's tail having been found amongst them. the farmer pointed into the open door of the house, and showed the tinman a large wooden clock put up without a case between two windows, the pendulum and the weights being "exposed and bare." this clock he had bought for ten dollars of a travelling yankee, who had set out to supply the country with machines. it had only kept tolerable time for about two months, and had ever since been getting faster and faster, though it was still faithfully wound up every week. the hands were now going merrily round at the rate of ten miles an hour, and it never struck less than twelve. the yankee tinman, with a candour that excited the admiration of the whole family, acknowledged that his statesmen were the greatest rogues "on the face of the yearth;" and recounted instances of their trickery that would have startled the belief of any but the inexperienced and credulous people who were now listening to him. he told, for example, of sausages being brought to market in an eastern town, that, when purchased and prepared for frying, were found to be filled with chopped turnip and shreds of red flannel. for once, thought the warners, we have found an honest yankee. they sat a long time at table, and though the tinman seemed to talk all the time he was eating, the quantity of victuals that he caused to disappear surprised even mrs warner, accustomed as she was to the appetite of israel. when the yankee had at last completed his supper, the farmer invited him to stay all night; but he replied, "it was moonshiny, and fine cool travelling after a warm day; he preferred putting on towards maryland as soon as his creature was rested, and had a feed." he then, without more ceremony, led his horse and cart into the barn-yard, and stopping near the stable door, fed the animal by the light of the moon, and carried him a bucket of water from the pump. the girls being reminded by their mother that it was late, and that the cows had long since come home, they took their pails and went out to milk, while she washed up the supper things. whilst they were milking, the subsequent dialogue took place between them:-- _orphy_. i know it's not right to notice strangers, and to be sure the man's welcome, but, amy, did thee ever see anybody take victuals like this yankee? _amy_. yes, but he didn't eat all he took, for i saw him slip a great chunk of bread and cheese into his pocket, and then a big piece of pie, while he was talking and making us laugh. _orphy_. well, i think a man must be very badly off to do such a thing. i wonder he did not ask for victuals to take away with him. he need not have been afraid. he must know that victuals is no object. and then he has travelled the roads long enough to be sure that he can get a meal for nothing at any house he stops at, as all the tinmen do. he must have seen us looking at his eating so much, and may be his pride is hurt, and so he's made up his mind, all of a sudden, to take his meals no more at people's houses. _amy_. then why can't he stop at a tavern, and pay for his victuals? _orphy_. may be he don't want to spend his money in that trifling way. who knows, he may be saving it up to help an old mother, or to buy back land, or something of that sort? i'll be bound he calculates upon eating nothing to-morrow but what he slipped off from our table. _amy_. all he took will not last him a day. it's a pity of him, anyhow. _orphy_. i wish he had not been too bashful to ask for victuals to take with him. _amy_. and still he did not strike me at all as a bashful man. _orphy_. suppose we were just in a private way to put some victuals into his cart for him, without letting him know anything about it! let's hide it among the tins, and how glad he'll be when he finds it to-morrow! _amy_. so we will; that's an excellent notion! i never pitied anybody so much since the day the beggars came, which was five years ago last harvest; for i have kept count ever since; and i remember it as well as if it was yesterday. _orphy_. we don't know what a hard thing it is to want victuals, as the irish schoolmaster used to tell us when he saw us emptying pans of milk into the pig-trough, and turning the cows into the orchard to eat the heaps of apples lying under the trees. _amy_. yes, and it must be worse for an american to want victuals than for people from the old countries, who are used to it. after they had finished their milking, and strained and put away their milk, the kind-hearted little girls proceeded to accomplish their benevolent purpose. they took from the large wire safe in the cellar a pie, half a loaf of bread, and a great piece of cheese, and putting them into a basket, they went to the barn-yard, intending to tell their mother as soon as the tinman was gone, and not for one moment doubting her approval--since in the house of an american farmer, victuals, as orphy justly observed, are no object. as they approached the barn-yard they saw, by the light of the moon, the yankee coming away from his cart, and returning to the house. the girls crouched down behind the garden fence till he had passed, and then cautiously proceeded on their errand. they went to the back of the cart, intending to deposit their provisions, when they were startled at seeing something evidently alive moving behind the round opening of the linen cover; and in a moment the head of a little black child peeped out of the hole. the girls were so surprised that they stopped short and could not utter a word, and the young negro, evidently afraid of being seen, immediately popped down its head among the tins. "amy, did thee see that?" asked orphy in a low voice. "yes, i did so," replied amy; "what can the yankee be doing with that little nigger? and why does he hide it? let's go and ask the child." "no, no!" exclaimed orphy, "the tinman will be angry." "and who cares if he is?" said amy; "he has done something he is ashamed of, and we need not be afraid of him." they went quite close to the back of the cart, and amy said, "here, little snow-ball, show thyself and speak, and do not be afraid, for nobody's going to hurt thee." "how did thee come into this cart?" asked orphy, "and why does the yankee hide thee? tell us all about it, and be sure not to speak above thy breath." the black child again peeped out of the hole, and looking cautiously round, said, "are you quite sure the naughty man won't hear us?" "quite sure," answered amy; "but is thee boy or girl?" "i'm a little gal," replied the child; and with the characteristic volubility of her race she continued, "and my name's dinah, and i'm five years old, and my daddy and mammy are free coloured people, and they lives a big piece off, and daddy works out, and mammy sells gingerbread and molasses-beer, and we have a sign over the door with a bottle and cake on it." _amy_. but how did this man get hold of thee, if thy father and mother are free people? thee can't be bound to him, or he need not hide thee. _dinah_. oh, i know, i ain't bounded to him; i expect he stole me. _amy_. stole thee! what, here in the free state of pennsylvania? _dinah_. i was out picking huckle-berries in the woods up the roads, and i strayed off a big piece from home. then the tinman comed along, driving his cart, and i run close to the side of the road to look, as i always does when anybody goes by. so he told me to come into his cart, and he would give me a tin mug to put my huckle-berries in, and i might chuse it myself, and it would hold them a heap better than my old indian basket. so i was very glad, and he lifted me up into the cart; and i choosed the very best and biggest tin mug he had, and emptied my huckle-berries into it. and then he told me he'd give me a ride in his cart, and then he set me far back on a box, and he whipped his creatur, and druv, and druv, and jolted me so, i tumbled all down among the tins. and then he picked me up, and tied me fast with his handkercher to one of the back posts of the cart, to keep me steady, he said. and then, for all i was steady, i couldn't help crying, and i wanted him to take me home to daddy and mammy. but he only sniggered at me, and said he wouldn't, and bid me hush; and then he got mad, and because i couldn't hush up just in a minute, he whipped me quite smart. _orphy_. poor little thing! _dinah_. and then i got frightened, for he put on a wicked look, and said he'd kill me dead if i cried any more, or made the least noise. and so he has been carrying me along in his cart for two days and two nights, and he makes me hide away all the time, and he won't let nobody see me. and i hate him, and yesterday, when i know'd he didn't see me, i spit on the crown of his hat. _amy_. hush! thee must never say thee hates anybody. _dinah_. at night i sleeps upon the bag of feathers; and when he stops anywhere to eat, he comes sneaking to the back of the cart, and pokes in victuals (he has just now brung me some), and he tells me he wants me to be fat and good-looking. i was afeard he was going to sell me to the butcher, as nac willet did his fat calf, and i thought i'd axe him about it, and he laughed and told me he was going to sell me, sure enough, but not to a butcher. and i'm almost all the time very sorry, only sometimes i'm not; and then i should like to play with the tins, only he won't let me. i don't dare to cry out loud, for fear the naughty man would whip me, but i always moan when we're going through woods, and there's nobody in sight to hear me. he never lets me look out of the back of the cart, only when there's nobody to see me, and he won't let me sing even when i want to. and i moan most when i think of daddy and mammy, and how they are wondering what has become of me; and i think moaning does me good, only he stops me short. _amy_. now, orphy, what is to be done? the tinman has, of course, kidnapped this black child to take her into maryland, where he can sell her for a good price, as she is a fat, healthy-looking thing, and that is a slave state. does thee think we ought to let him take her off. _orphy_. no, indeed! i think i could feel free to fight for her myself; that is, if fighting was not forbidden by friends. yonder's israel coming to turn the cows into the clover-field. little girl, lie quiet, and don't offer to show thyself. israel now advanced--"well, girls," said he, "what's thee doing at the tinman's cart? not meddling among his tins, i hope? oh, the curiosity of women folks!" "israel," said amy, "step softly; we have something to show thee." the girls then lifted up the corner of the cart-cover, and displayed the little negro girl, crouched upon the bag of feathers--a part of his merchandise which the yankee had not thought it expedient to produce, after hearing mrs warner's anecdote of one of his predecessors. the young man was much amazed; and his two sisters began both at once to relate to him the story of the black child. israel looked almost indignant. his sisters said to him, "to be sure we won't let the yankee carry this child off with, him." "i judge we won't," answered israel. "then," said amy, "let us take her out of the cart, and hide her in the barn, or somewhere, till he is gone." "no," replied israel, "i can't say i feel free to do that. it would be too much like stealing her over again; and i've no notion of evening myself to a yankee in any of his ways. put her down in the cart, and let her alone. i'll have no underhand work about her. let's all go back to the house. mother has got down all the broken crockery from the top shelf in the corner cupboard, and the yankee's mending it with a sort of stuff like sticks of sealing-wax, that he carries about with him; and i dare say he'll get her to pay him more for it than the things are worth. but i say nothing." the girls cautioned dinah not to let the tinman know that they had discovered her, and to keep herself perfectly quiet; and they then accompanied their brother to the house, feeling very fidgety and uneasy. they found the table covered with old bowls, old tea-pots, old sugar dishes, and old pitchers, the fractures of which the yankee was cementing together, whilst mrs warner held the candle, and her husband viewed the operation with great curiosity. "israel," said his mother, as he entered, "this friend is making the china as good as new, only that we can't help seeing the join; and we are going to give all the mended things to thee." the yankee having finished his work, and been paid for it, said it was high time for him to be about starting, and he must go and look after his cart. he accordingly left the house for that purpose; and israel, looking out at the end window, said, "i see he's not coming round to the house again, but going to try the short-cut into the back road. i'll go and see that he puts up the bars after him." israel went out, and his sisters followed him, to see the tinman off. the yankee came to the bars, leading his horse with the cart, and found israel there before him. "are you going to let down the bars for me?" said the tinman. "no," replied israel, "i'm not going to be so polite; but i intend to see that thee carries off nothing more than belongs to thee." "what do you mean?" exclaimed the yankee, changing colour. "i expect i can show thee," answered israel. then, stepping up to the back of the cart, and putting in his hands, he pulled out the black child, and held her up before him, saying, "now, if thee offers to touch this girl, i think we shall be apt to differ." the tinman then advanced towards israel, and, with a menacing look, raised his whip; but the fearless young quaker (having consigned the little girl to his sisters, who held her between them) immediately broke a stick from a tree that grew near, and stood on the defensive, with a most steadfast look of calm resolution. the yankee went close up to him, brandishing his whip, but, before he had time to strike, israel, with the utmost coolness, and with great strength and dexterity, seized him by the collar, and swinging him round to some distance, flung him to the ground with such force as to stun him, saying, "mind i don't call myself a fighting character, but if thee offers to get up i shall feel free to keep thee down." the tinman began to move, and the girls ran shrieking to the house for their father, dragging with them the little black girl, whose screams (as is usual with all of her colour) were the loudest of the loud. in an instant the stout old farmer was at the side of his son, and notwithstanding the struggle of the yankee, they succeeded by main force in conveying him to the stable, into which they fastened him for the night. early next morning, israel and his father went to the nearest magistrate for a warrant and a constable, and were followed home by half the township. the county court was then in session; the tinman was tried, and convicted of having kidnapped a free black child, with the design of selling her as a slave in one of the southern states; and he was punished by fine and imprisonment. the warner family would have felt more compassion for him than they did, only that all the mended china fell to pieces again the next day, and his tins were so badly soldered that all their bottoms came out before the end of the month. mrs warner declared that she had done with yankee tinmen for ever, and in short with all other yankees. but the storekeeper, philip thompson, who was the sensible man of the neighbourhood, and took two philadelphia newspapers, convinced her that some of the best and greatest men america can boast of, were natives of the new england states; and he even asserted, that in the course of his life (and his age did not exceed sixty-seven) he had met with no less than five perfectly honest yankee tinmen; and besides being honest, two of them were not in the least impudent. amongst the latter, however, he did not of course include a very handsome fellow, that a few years since made the tour of the united states with his tin-cart, calling himself the boston beauty, and wearing his own miniature round his neck. to conclude:--an advertisement having been inserted in several of the papers to designate where dinah, the little black girl, was to be found, and the tinman's trial having also been noticed in the public prints, in about a fortnight her father and mother (two very decent free negroes) arrived to claim her, having walked all the way from their cottage at the extremity of the next county. they immediately identified her, and the meeting was most joyful to them and to her. they told at full length every particular of their anxious search after their child, which was ended by a gentleman bringing a newspaper to their house, containing the welcome intelligence that she was safe at micajah warner's. amy and orphy were desirous of retaining little dinah in the family, and as the child's parents seemed very willing, the girls urged their mother to keep her instead of chloe, who, they said, could very easily be made over to israel. but to the astonishment of the whole family, israel on this occasion proved refractory, declaring that he would not allow his wife to be plagued with such an imp as chloe, and that he chose to have little dinah herself, if her parents would bind her to him till she was eighteen. this affair was soon satisfactorily arranged. israel was married at the appointed time, and took possession of the house near the saw-mill. he prospered; and in a few years was able to buy a farm of his own, and to build a stone-house on it. dinah turned out extremely well, and the warner family still talk of the night when she was discovered in the cart of the travelling tinman. story three, chapter . the beautiful gate. one morning, by break of day, old josiah, who lived in the little cottage he had built, on the borders of the great forest, found his wife awake long before him--indeed she had scarcely closed her eyes that night; and she was ready to speak the moment his eyes opened; for she had promised their dear tiny, their only child, that she would have a private talk with his father. so she said in a low, but distinct voice, as though she were talking to herself: "i have nursed him, and watched over him year after year. he has been like the sun shining in my path, and precious as a flower. there is not another like him. i love him better than i do my eyes. if he were away i might as well be blind." "that puts me in mind of what i've been dreaming," said the old man. "if i was only sure that he would come at last to the beautiful gate, i wouldn't say another word. but who can tell? and it it actually happened that he lost his sight--poor tiny!" josiah did not finish what he had begun to say, but hid his face in the bed-clothes, and then the good wife knew that he was weeping, and her own tears began to fall, and she could not say a word. after breakfast, when josiah had gone off into the woods, the mother told tiny of this bit of a conversation, but of course she could not explain about the dream. she knew no more what the boy's father had dreamed than you or i do, only she knew it was something curious and fanciful about the beautiful gate. tiny listened with great interest to his mother's words, and he smiled as he kissed her when she had done speaking; and he said, "wait till this evening, mother dear, and you shall see." and so she waited till the evening. when they were gathered around the kitchen-fire at night, tiny took down the harp that hung on the kitchen wall. it had hung there ever since the day that tiny was born. a poor old pilgrim gave it on that very day to josiah in exchange for a loaf of bread. by that i do not mean that josiah sold the loaf to the poor old hungry pilgrim. josiah was too charitable to make a trade with a beggar. but the stranger said this strange thing to josiah:--"i am near to death--i shall sing no more--i am going home. keep my harp for me until a singer asks you for it, and promises you that he will sing unto the lord a new song. give it to _him_; but be sure before you do so that he is worthy to sing the song unto the lord." so josiah had taken the harp home with him, and hung it on the wall, as i said, on the day that tiny was born. and he waited for the coming of the poet who should have that wondrous song to sing. the father, when he saw what it was the boy would do, made a little move as if he would prevent him; but the mother playfully caught the old man's hand, and held it in hers, while she said aloud, "only one song, tiny. your father's rest was disturbed last night--so get through with it as quickly as you can." at these last words the old man looked well pleased, for he fancied that his wife agreed with him, because he would not yet allow himself to believe that it was for his boy tiny that the old pilgrim left the harp. and yet never was a sweeter voice than that of the young singer--old josiah acknowledged that to himself, and old josiah knew--he was a judge of such things, for all his life he had been singing songs in his heart. yes! though you would never have imagined such a thing, that is, if you are in the habit of judging folks from their outward appearance--he had such a rough, wrinkled face, brown with freckles and tan, such coarse, shaggy grey hair, and such a short, crooked, awkward figure, you never would have guessed what songs he was for ever singing in his heart with his inward voice--they were songs which worldly people would never hear--only god and the angels heard them. only god and the holy angels!--for as to kitty, though she was josiah's best earthly friend, though she knew he was such an excellent man, though she believed that there was not a better man than he in all the world, though year by year he had been growing lovelier and lovelier in her eyes--yes! though his hair, of course, became rougher and greyer, and his figure more bent, and his hands harder, and his teeth were nearly all gone!--growing lovelier because of his excellence, which increased with age as good wine does--still even she, who knew him better than any person on earth, even she knew him so little that she never so much as dreamed that this wonderful voice of tiny's was but the echo of what had been going on in josiah's heart and mind ever since he was himself a child! it was because he understood all this so very well that josiah was troubled when he thought about his son. but to go back to the singer in the chimney-corner. tiny sat alone on his side of the fire-place, in the little chair fashioned out of knotted twigs of oak which his father had made for him long ago. opposite him were the old folks--the father with his arms folded on his broad chest, the mother knitting beside him, now and then casting a sidelong glance at the old man to see how it went with him. wonderful was that song which tiny sung! even the winter wind seemed hushing its voice to hear it, and through the little windows looked the astonished moon. josiah lifted up his eyes in great amazement as he heard it, as if he had altogether lost himself. it was nothing like his dream that tiny sang, though to be sure it was all about a beautiful gate. altogether about the beautiful gate! and of the young poet, who, passing through it, went his way into the great temple of the world, singing his great songs, borne like a conqueror with a golden canopy carried over him, and a golden crown upon his head! riding upon a white horse splendidly caparisoned, and crowds of people strewing multitudes of flowers before him! and of the lady who placed the victor's crown upon his head! she was by his side, more beautiful than any dream, rejoicing in his triumph, and leading him on towards her father's palace, the beautiful pearl gates of which were thrown wide open, and the king himself with a bare head stood there on foot, to welcome the poet to the great feast. with this the song ended, and with a grand sweep of the silver strings tiny gently arose, and hung the harp against the wall, and sat down again with folded hands and blushing cheek, half frightened, now when all was over, to think what he had done. the fire had vanished from his eyes, and the red glow of his cheek went following after; and if you had gone into josiah's kitchen just then, you never would have guessed that _he_ was the enchanter who had been raising such a storm of splendid music. at first the old man could not speak--tears choked his words. "ahem," said he once or twice, and he cleared his voice with the intention of speaking; but for a long time no words followed. at length he said, shaking his head,--"it isn't like what i dreamed--it isn't like what i dreamed;" and one would have supposed that the old man felt himself guilty of a sin by the way he looked at tiny, it was with so very sad a look. "but beautifuller," said the mother, "beautifuller, isn't it, josiah!" "yes," answered josiah; but still he spoke as if he had some secret misgiving--as if he were not quite sure that the beauty of the song had a right to do away with the sadness of his dream. "but," said tiny, timidly, yet as if determined that he would have the matter quite settled now and for ever--"_am_ i a singer, father? _am_ i a poet?" slowly came the answer--but it actually came, "yes," with a broken voice and troubled look, and then the old man buried his face in his hands, as if he had pronounced some dreadful doom upon his only son. "then," said tiny boldly, rising from his seat, "i must go into the world. it says it needs me; and father, shall _your_ son hide himself when any one in need calls to him for help? i never would have gone, father, if you and mother had not said that i was a singer and a poet. for you i know would never deceive me; and i made a vow that if ever a time came when you should say that to me, then i would go. but this is my home, father and mother; i shall never get another. the wide world could not give me one. it is not rich enough to build me a home like this." "don't speak in that way," said the old man; and he turned away that tiny should not see his face, and he bent his head upon the back of his chair. presently tiny went softly up to him and laid his hand upon josiah's arm, and his voice trembled while he said, "dear father, are you angry with me?" "no, tiny," said josiah; "but what are you going to do with the world? you! ... my poor boy." "good!" said tiny with a loud, courageous voice--as if he were prepared, single handed, to fight all the evil there was in the world--"good, father, or i would not have dared to take the pilgrim's harp down from the wall. i will sing," continued he still more hopefully, and looking up smiling into the old man's face--"i will sing for the sick and the weary, and cheer them; i will tell the people that god smiles on patient labour, and has a reward in store for the faithful, better than gold and rubies. i will get money for my songs, and feed the hungry; i will comfort the afflicted; i will--" "but," said josiah solemnly, lifting his head from the back of the chair, and looking at tiny as if he would read every thought there was in the boy's heart, "what did all that mean about the beautiful gate? ah, my son, you were thinking more of your own pride and glory, than of the miserable and the poor!" "it was only to prove to you that i had a voice, and that i could sing, father," answered tiny. long gazed josiah upon the face of his son as he heard this. then he closed his eyes, and bent his head, and tiny knew that he was praying. that was a solemn silence--you could have heard a pin drop on the kitchen floor. presently the old man arose, and without speaking, went softly and took the harp down from the wall. "take it," said he, handing it to tiny, "take it--it is yours. do what you will. the lord direct your goings." "without your blessing, father?" said tiny, stepping back and folding his arms upon his breast. he would not take the harp. then, with both hands pressed on tiny's head, the old man said, "may god bless you, my son." the old man's face was very calm then, and there was not a tear in his eyes as he spoke; he had begun to hope again. and he turned away from tiny to comfort his poor wife. "many, many years we lived alone before our tiny came," said he, "and we were very happy; and we will be very happy yet, though he is going away. he is our all; but if the world needs him he shall go and serve it." nothing more said josiah, for his heart was full--too full for further speech. well, tiny the singer went sailing down the river one bright morning, on a boat loaded with wood, which in that part of the country is called lumber; his harp was on his arm, and the rest of his worldly goods upon his back. tiny sat upon the top of the lumber, the most valuable part of the ship's load by far, though the seamen and the owner of the lumber thought him only a silly country lad, who was going down to the city, probably on a foolish errand. and tiny looked at the banks of the river, right and left, as they floated down it, and thought of all the songs he would sing. all the first day it was of the poor he would help, of the desolate hearts he would cheer, of the weary lives he would encourage, that he thought; the world that had need of him should never find him hard of hearing when it called to him for help. and much he wondered--the poet tiny sailing down the river towards the world, how it happened that the world with all its mighty riches, and its hosts on hosts of helpers, should ever stand in need of him! but though he wondered, his joy was none the less that it had happened so. on the first night he dreamed of pale faces growing rosy, and sad hearts becoming lighter, and weary hands strengthened, all by his own efforts. the world that had need of him felt itself better off on account of his labours! but on the second day of tiny's journey other thoughts began to mingle with these. about his father and mother he thought, not in such a way as they would have been glad to know, but proudly and loftily! what could he do for them? bring home a name that the world never mentioned except with praises and a blessing! and that thought made his cheek glow and his eyes flash, and at night he dreamed of a trumpeter shouting his name abroad, and going up the river to tell old josiah how famous his boy had become in the earth! and the third day he dreamed, with his eyes wide open, the livelong day, of the beautiful gate, and the palace of fame and wealth to which it led! and he saw himself entering therein, and the multitude following him. he ate upon a throne, and wise men came with gifts, and offered them to him. alas, poor tiny! the world had already too many helpers thinking just such thoughts--it had need of no more coming with such offerings as these. would no one tell him so? would no one tell him that the new song to be sung unto our lord was very different from this? at the end of the third day, tiny's journey was ended... and he was landed in the world... slowly the ship came sailing into harbour, and took its place among a thousand other ships, and tiny went ashore. it was about sunset that tiny found himself in the street of the great city. the workmen were going home from their labour, he thought at first; but could it be a city full of workmen? he asked himself as the crowd passed by him and he stood gazing on the poor. for he saw only the poor: now and then something dazzling and splendid went past, but if he turned again to discover what it was that made his eyes ache so with the brightness, the strange sight was lost in the crowd, and all he could see were pale faces, and hungry voices, and the half-clad forms of men, and women, and children. and then he said to himself with a groan, "the city is full of beggars." as he said that, another thought occurred to tiny, and he unfastened his harp, and touched the strings. but in the din and roar of the city wagons, and in the confusion of voices, for every one seemed to be talking at the top of his voice, what chance had that harp-player of being heard? still, though the crowd brushed past him as if there was no sound whatever in the harp strings, and no power at all in the hand that struck them, tiny kept on playing, and presently he began to sing. it was _that_ they wanted--the living human voice, that trembled and grew strong again, that was sorrowful and joyous, that prayed and wept, and gave thanks, just as the human heart does! it was _that_ the people wanted; and so well did they know their want that the moment tiny began to sing, the crowd going past him, heard his voice. and the people gathered round him, and more than one said to himself with joy, "our brother has come at last!" they gathered around him--the poor, and lame, and sick, and blind; ragged children, weary men, desponding women, whose want and sorrow spoke from every look, and word, and dress. closely they crowded around him; and angry voices were hushed, and troubled hearts for the moment forgot their trouble, and the weary forgot that another day of toil was before them. the pale woman nearest tiny who held the little baby in her arms, felt its limbs growing colder and colder, and once she looked under her shawl and quickly laid her hand upon her darling's heart, but though she knew then that the child was dead, still she stood there smiling, and looking up towards heaven where tiny's eyes so often looked, because at that very moment he was singing of the father in heaven, whose house of many mansions is large enough for all the world. it was strange to see the effect of tiny's song upon those people! how bright their faces grew! kind words from a human heart are such an excellent medicine--they make such astonishing cures! you would have thought, had you been passing by the crowd that gathered around tiny, you would have thought an angel had been promising some good thing to them. whereas it was only this young tiny, this country lad, who had journeyed from the shadow of the great forest, who was telling them of a good time surely coming! when he had finished his song, tiny would have put up his harp, and gone his way, but that he could not do, because of the crowd. "sing again!" the people cried,--the beggars and rich men together (it was a long time since they had spoken with one voice). did i tell you that a number of rich men had gathered, like a sort of outer wall, around the crowd of poor people which stood next to tiny? "sing again," they cried; and loud and clear above the other voices said one, "there is but a solitary singer in the world that sings in such a strain as that. and he, i thought, was far away. can this be he?" then tiny's heart leaped within him, hearing it, and he said to himself: "if my father and mother were but here to see it!" and he sang again-- and still for the poor, and the weary, and the sick, and the faint-hearted, until the street became as silent as a church where the minister is saying, "glory be unto the father." and indeed it was just then a sacred temple, where a sacred voice was preaching in a most sacred cause. i'm sure you know by this time what the "cause" was? and while he sang, the rich men of the outer circle were busy among themselves, even while they listened, and presently the person who had before spoken, made his way through the crowd, carrying a great purse filled with silver, and he said, "you are the poet himself--do with this what you think best. we have a long time been looking for you in the world. come home with me, and dwell in my house, oh, poet, i pray you." tiny took the heavy purse, and looked at it, and from it to the people. then said he--oh, what melody was in his voice, how sweet his words!--"none of you but are my friends--you are more--my brothers and sisters. come and tell me how much you need." as he spoke, he looked at the woman who stood nearest him, with the dead baby in her arms. her eyes met his, and she threw back the old, ragged shawl, and showed him her little child. "give me," said she, "only enough to bury it. i want nothing for myself. i had nothing but my baby to care for." the poet bowed his head over the little one, and fast his tears fell on the poor, pale face, and like pearls the tears shone on the soft, white cheek, while he whispered in the ear of the woman, "their angels do always behold the face of our father." and he gave her what she needed, and gently covered the baby's face again with the tattered shawl, and the mother went away. then a child came up and said--now this was a poor street beggar, remember, a boy whom people called _as bold as a thief_--he came and looked at tiny, and said gently, as if speaking to an elder brother whom he loved and trusted: "my father and mother are dead; i have a little brother and sister at home, and they depend on me; i have been trying to get work, but no one believes my story. i would like to take a loaf of bread home to them." and tiny, looking at the boy, seemed to read his heart, and he said, laying his hand on the poor fellow's shoulder, "be always as patient, and gentle, and believing as you are now, and you will have bread for them and to spare, without fear." then came an old, old man bending on his staff, and he spoke out sharply, as if he were half starved, and all he said was, "bread!" and with that he held out his hand as if all he had to do was to ask, in order to get what he wanted. for a moment tiny made him no answer, and some persons who had heard the demand, and saw that tiny gave him nothing, began to laugh. but at that sound tiny rebuked them with his look, and put his hand into the purse. the old man saw all this, and he said, "i am tired of begging, i am tired of saying, `for mercy's sake give to me,'--for people don't have mercy--they know nothing about being merciful, and they don't care for mercy's sake. i don't beg of you, mr poet. i only ask you as if you were my son, and that's all. give me bread. i'm starving." and tiny said, "for my dear father's sake take this--god forbid that _i_ should ever be deaf when an old man with a wrinkled face and white hair speaks to me." afar off stood a young girl looking at the poet. tiny saw her, and that she needed something of him, though she did not come and ask, and so he beckoned to her. she came at that, and as she drew nearer he fancied that she had been weeping, and that her grief had kept her back. she had wept so violently that when tiny spoke to her and said, "what is it?" she could not answer him. but at length, while he waited so patiently, she made a great effort, and controlled herself and said, "my mother!" that was all she said--and tiny asked no more. he knew that some great grief had fallen on her--that was all he needed to know; he laid his hand in hers, and turned away before she could thank him, but he left with her a word that he had spoken which had power to comfort her long after the money he gave her was all gone--long after the day when her poor mother had no more need for bread. "when my father and mother forsake me, then the lord will lift me up." that was what he whispered to her as he left her. and thus he went through that crowd of miserable people, comforting them all. but it was remarkable how much more value the poor folks seemed to put upon his word than they did upon the money he gave them, much as they stood in need of that! i wonder if you ever thought about the wonderful power there is in words? at length, when the purse was empty, he stood alone in the midst of the circle of rich men who had given him the silver to distribute as he would. then the man who handed him the purse went up and said to tiny, "poet, come home with me. you are come at last! the city ought to be illuminated--we have stood so long in need of you, expecting you." so tiny, believing what the rich man said, went home with the stranger-- and for a long time he abode in that house. and rich men feasted tiny, and taught him to drink wine: and great men praised him, and flattered him till he believed that their praise was precious above all things, and that he could not live without it! was not that absurd? nay, children, was not that most terrible, that our dear tiny should ever have been tempted to believe such wicked trash and falsehood! he, too, who was to sing that sweet and holy new song to the lord! they surrounded him day and night, these rich, gay men, and these great men, and they fed upon the delicious thoughts he gave them, and they kept him in such a whirl of pleasure that he had no time to work for the poor, and hardly any time to think of them--excepting at the dead of night, when he sometimes fancied or dreamed that the old pilgrim owner of the harp had come, or would come quickly, and take it away from him. at these times poor tiny would make excellent resolutions, but the next day was sure to see them broken. he seemed no stronger when he attempted to keep them than a poor little bird who is determined that he will be free, and so goes driving against the wires of his cage! when tiny spoke with his friend, as he sometimes did, about the plan with which he had come into the world, his friend always made him very polite answers, and good promises--oh, yes, certainly he would do all that _he_ could to help him on in such an excellent cause! but the fact was, he did everything to prevent him. i wonder if anybody else has got any such friend in his heart, or in his house, as our tiny found in his very first walk through that city street? if i knew of any one that had, i should say, look out for him! beware of him. and so tiny lived, and presently it happened just as you would expect; his conscience troubled him no longer; he only sang such songs on feast days, and holidays, and even in the church, as his companions liked; and he became very well pleased with his employment! that was the very worst of it. i shall tell you in a very few words what happened next. tiny suddenly fell ill of a very curious disease, which caused all his rich friends to forsake him, and he almost died of it. in those days his only helper was a poor young beggar girl--one of those persons whom he had relieved by his songs, and by the money he distributed from the rich man's purse that happy day,--the little girl who had wept so bitterly, and whose only word was, when he questioned her,--"my mother!" he recovered from his disease in time, but all his old acquaintances had forsaken him; and he must have felt their loss exceedingly, for now he had an attack of a desperate complaint, which i pray you may never have!--called despair--and tiny crept away from the sight of all men, into a garret, and thought that he would die there. a garret at home is a very different place from a garret in the world; and so our poet thought, when he compared this miserable, dismal place with the little attic far, far away in his own father's cottage, where he was next-door neighbour to the swallows who slept in their little mud cabins under the cottage eaves! never in his life was tiny so lonely. he had come to help the world, said he, talking to himself, and the world cared not half so much about it as it would about the doings of a wonderful "learned pig," or the extraordinary spectacle of a man cutting profiles with his toes in black paper! "have you been all the while helping the world, and is this all the pay you get?" said the girl, his poor friend, who remembered what he had done for her, when she was in her worst need. "yes," said tiny; but there was no truth in what he said. he did not intend to speak falsely, however,--which proves the sad pass he had arrived at; he did not even know when he was deceiving himself! and when tiny said, that "yes," what do you suppose he thought of? not of all the precious time that he had wasted--not of the pilgrim's harp--not of the promises he had made his father--nor of the great hope of the poor which he had no cruelly disappointed--but only of the evil fortune which had fallen on himself! this beggar girl to wait on him, instead of the most beautiful lady in the world for a crown bearer! this garret for a home, instead of a place at the king's table. and more fiercely than ever raged that sickness called despair. but at length his strength began to return to him a little, and then for the first time poor tiny discovered that he was blind. and all the days and weeks that came and went were like one long, dark night. in those dreadful days our singer had nothing to do but to think, and the little beggar girl had nothing to do but to beg; for tiny's charity and goodness of heart seemed to have all forsaken him, and one day in his anger he drove her out of his garret, and bade her return no more, for that the very thought of her was hateful to him. in doing this, tiny brought a terrible calamity upon himself; he fell against his harp and broke it. after that, while he sat pondering on the sad plight he was in, hungry and cold and blind, he suddenly started up. a new thought had come to him. "i will go home to my father's house," he said. "there is no other way for me. oh, my mother!" and bitterly he wept as he pronounced that name, and thought how little like her tender and serene love was the love of the best of all the friends he had found in that great city of the world. as he started up so quickly in a sort of frenzy, his foot struck against the broken harp, and instantly the instrument gave forth a wailing sound, that pierced the poet's heart. he lifted up the harp: alas! it was _so_ broken he could do nothing with it; from his hands it fell back upon the floor where it had lain neglected, forgotten, so long. but tiny's heart was now fairly awakened, and stooping to the floor, he raised the precious treasure again. "i will carry back the broken fragments," said he; "they shall go back to my father with me. the harp is his; i can do nothing more with it for ever. i have ruined it; i have done nothing for the world, as i promised him. a fine thing it is for me to go back to him in this dreadful plight. but if he says to me, `thou art no son of mine,' i will say, `father, i am no more _worthy_ to be called thy son; make me thy hired servant--only pay me in love.'" and so saying, tiny began to descend from his attic. carefully he went down the stairs, ready to ask help of the first person whose voice he should hear. but he had groped his way as far as the street door, before he met a soul. as he stepped upon the threshold, and was about to move on into the street, a voice--a child's voice--said to him-- "i'm very hungry, sir." the patient tone of the speaker arrested tiny's steps, and he pondered a moment. it was the hearts that belonged to voices like this, which he had vowed to help! his own heart sunk within him at that thought. "wretched soul that i am," said he to himself, thinking of the opportunities which he had lost. but to the child he said-- "i'm blinder than a bat, and hungry, too. so i'm worse off than you are. do you live about here?" "just round the corner," said the little girl. "is there a physician near here?" he asked next; for a now thought--a new hope, rather--had come into his heart. "yes, sir--very near. i know where it is," said the child. "i got him once for my mother." "if you will lead me to him," said tiny, his voice broken as his heart was, "i will do a good turn for you. you won't be the loser by it. who takes care of you?" "of me, sir?" asked the girl, as if surprised that he should think that any one took care of her. "nobody. i'm all alone." "alone! alone!" repeated tiny: "your hand is very little; you are a mite of a girl to be alone." "they're all dead but me, every one of 'em. yes, sir, they are." "no mother?" said tiny, with a choking voice--thinking of the kind heart and tender loving eyes away off in the lonely little cottage on the border of the forest--"no mother, little girl? was _that_ what you said?" "dead," replied the child. "did you love her?" asked tiny, the poet, while his heart wept burning tears. the girl said not a word, but tiny heard her sob, and held her hand close in his own, as though he would protect her, even if he were blind, while he said aloud-- "lead me to the physician, little friend." quietly and swiftly she led him, and as they went, tiny never once thought, what if any of the great folks who once courted and praised him should see him led on foot through the streets by a little beggar girl, himself looking hardly more respectable than the poorest of all beggars! "shall i ring the door bell?" asked she, at length coming to a sudden halt. "king it," said he. but before she could do that the house door opened, and the physician himself appeared, prepared for a drive; his carriage was already in waiting at the door. "here he is," exclaimed the girl; and at the same moment a gruff voice demanded-- "what do you want, you two, eh? speak quick, for i'm off." in one word tiny told what it was he wanted. "blind, eh?" said the doctor, stooping and looking into the pale face of the unhappy singer; "_born_ blind! i can do nothing for you. john! drive the horses away from that curb-stone." he stepped forward, as he spoke, as if about to leave the children, but he stood still again the next minute, arrested by the sound of tiny's indignant voice. "born blind!" the singer cried; "no more than you were, sir. if you knew how to use your eyes to any good purpose, you never would say such a thing. since i was ill i've been blind, but never a moment before." "come into the house a minute," said the doctor, who had been carefully studying tiny's face during the last few seconds. "come in, and i'll soon settle that point for you." "for yourself, you mean," said tiny, in an under tone, as he and the beggar girl went in. "what's that you carry?" said the physician. "lay down your pack for a moment." but tiny would not do that. he had taken up his harp in much the same spirit as if it had been a cross, and he was determined never to lay it down again until he came to his father's house. so he merely said, "don't call it a pack; it was a harp once, but now it's only some bits of wood and cord." "broken!" said the doctor; and you would have been in doubt, if you had heard him, as to whether he meant tiny's harp or heart. "broken! ah, ...;" and he seemed to get a little new light on the subject when he looked again into tiny's face. "ah," he said again, and still more thoughtfully; "now! about those eyes. you went into a great rage just now when i told you that you were born blind. on a closer examination of them, i am still tempted to think that if you were not born blind, you never had the full use of your eyes. how are you going to prove to me that i'm mistaken? if you can prove that it came after your sickness,"--he hesitated a little--"i'm not so sure but that something might be done for you." at that tiny's anger was not much lessened; and he was in doubt as to what he should do, until the child said to him, "sing to him about your mother." the words had the effect of a broad ray of light streaming into a dark and dismal place, and without another word tiny began to sing. his voice was faint and broken; it never once rose into a high strain of pride, as if he had his merits as a singer to support; he sung with tears, and such pathos as singer never did before, of his mother and her love. by the words of his song he brought her there into that very room, with her good and pleasant looks, her loving eyes and tender smile, so that they who heard could also behold her. he sung of all that she had been to him in his childhood, of the brightness she made in their home, of all that she had done for him, and concluded with the prayerful longing that his eyes might once more receive their sight, that so he might behold her. "the doctor is weeping," whispered the little girl in tiny's ear. it was a long time before the doctor spoke; but at length he arose and laid some pieces of silver in tiny's hand; and he said, "i cannot help you. but what you have to do is to go to the beautiful gate, and there you will find a physician famous for the cure of such cases as yours. true enough you weren't _born_ blind--far from it. i ask your pardon for the mistake. i wish there were more blind in the way you were. go your way to the beautiful gate." as the doctor spoke he arose and walked quickly towards the door, and the children followed him out. all at once tiny recollected that they had yet one very important thing to learn, and he cried out-- "but, sir, which way shall we go in order to arrive at the beautiful gate?" too late! while he spoke the doctor stepped into his carriage, the coachman closed the door with a loud bang and drove away, and tiny and the little girl were left quite in the dark as to what they should do next. for a long time they stood still in perfect silence. at last tiny said, "lead the way, little girl, for i am blind and cannot see. come! we will go on, if you have an idea that we shall ever come to the beautiful gate." "in all my life i never heard of it before," said she sadly. "but i have," cried tiny, trying to keep his courage up by speaking brave words. "come on with me!" yet, in spite of his words, he held fast to the girl's hand, and she led him down the street. presently, towards nightfall, they came up to a crowd of people, a mob of men and boys who were quarrelling. well did tiny understand the angry sound; and, as for the girl walking with him, she trembled with fear, and said, "shall we turn down this street? they are having a terrible fight. i am afraid you will be hurt." "not i," said tiny. "is the sun near setting?" "it has set," said the girl. "and does the red light shine on the men's faces?" asked the poet. "yes," answered the girl, wondering. "on the night when i first came into this city's streets it was so. my harp was perfect then; but it was the voice, and not the other music, that the people eared for, when i sang. wait now." the little girl obediently stood still, and all at once tiny began to sing. none of his gay songs sung at feasts, and revels, or on holidays, but a song of peace, as grand and solemn as a psalm; and the quarrelling men and boys stood still and listened, and, before the song was ended, the ringleaders of the fight had crept away in shame. other voices then began to shout in praise of the young stranger, who with a few simple words had stilled their angry passions. "the brave fellow is blind," said they; "we will do something good for him!" and one, and another, and another, cried out, "come with us, and we will do you good." but instead of answering a word, tiny went his way as if he were deaf as a post, as well as blind as a bat, and by his side, holding his hand close, went the little beggar girl. until they came in the increasing darkness to a narrow, crooked lane, and met a woman who was running, crying, with a young child in her arms. "what is this?" asked tiny. "a woman, pale as death, with a child in her arms," said the girl. "wait!" shouted tiny, stopping just before the woman. his cry so astonished her that she stood, in an instant, as still as a statue. "what is it that you want?" "food! medicine! clothes! a home!" answered she, with a loud cry. "give me the child--take this--get what you need, and i will wait here with the little one," said tiny. without a word the woman gave her child--it was a poor little cripple-- into his arms; and then she went on to obey him; and softly on the evening air, in that damp, dismal lane, arose the songs which tiny sang to soothe and comfort the poor little creature. and in his arms it slept, hushed by the melody, a slumber such as had not for a long time visited his eyes. wonderful singer! blessed songs! sung for a wretched sickly stranger, who could not even thank him! but you think they died away upon the air, those songs? that they did no other good than merely hushing a hungry child to sleep? a student in an attic heard the song, and smiled, and murmured to himself, "that is like having a long walk in in the woods, and hearing all the birds sing." a sick girl, who had writhed upon her bed in pain all the day, heard the gentle singing voice, and it was like a charm upon her--she lay resting in a sweet calm, and said, "hark! it is an angel!" a blind old man started up from a troubled slumber, and smiled a happy smile that said as plain as any voice, "it gives me back my youth, my children, and my country home;" and he smiled again and again, and listened at his window, scarcely daring to breathe lest he should lose a single word. a baby clad in rags, and sheltered from the cold with them, a baby in its cradle--what do you think that cradle was? as truly as you live, nothing but a box such as a merchant packs his goods in! that baby, sleeping, heard it, and a light like sunshine spread over its pretty face. a thief skulking along in the shadow of the great high building, heard that voice and was struck to the heart, and crept back to his den, and did no wicked thing that night. a prisoner who was condemned to die heard it in his cell near by, and he forgot his chains, and dreamed that he was once more innocent and free--a boy playing with his mates, and loved and trusted by them. at length the mother of the crippled infant came back, and brought food for her child, and a warm blanket for it, and she, and tiny, and the beggar girl, tiny's companion, ate their supper there upon the sidewalk of that dark, narrow lane, and then they went their separate ways--tiny and his friend, taking the poor woman's blessing with them, going in one direction, and the mother and her baby in another, but they all slept in the street that night. the next morning by daybreak tiny was again on his way down that same long, narrow, dingy street, the little girl still walking by his side. swiftly they walked, and in silence, like persons who are sure of their destination, and know that they are in the right way, though they had not said a word to each other on that subject since they set out in the path. "what is that?" at length asked tiny, stopping short in the street. "a tolling bell," said the girl. "do you see a funeral?" "yes; don't you?" tiny made no answer at first; at length he said, "let us go into the churchyard;" and he waited for the beggar girl to lead the way, which she did, and together they went in at the open churchyard gate. as they did so, a clergyman was thanking the friends who had kindly come to help in burying the mother of orphan children. tiny heard that word, and he said to the girl, whose name, i ought long ago to have told you, was grace--he said, "are there many friends with the children?" "no," she answered sadly. "are the people poor?" he asked. "yes, very poor," said she. then tiny stepped forward when the clergyman had done speaking, and raised a hymn for the dead, and a prayer to the father of the fatherless. when he had made an end, he stepped back again, and took the hand of grace, and walked away with her in the deep silence, for everybody in the churchyard was weeping. but as they went through the gate the silence was broken, and tiny heard the clergyman saying, "weep no longer, children; my house shall be your home, my wife shall be your mother. come, let us go back to our home." and grace and tiny went their way. on, and on, and on, through the narrow filthy street, out into the open country,--through a desert, and a forest; and it seemed as if poor tiny would sing his very life away. for wherever those appeared who seemed to need the voice of human pity, or brotherly love, or any act of charity, the voice and hand of tiny were upraised. and every hour, whichever way he went, he found the world had need of him! they had no better guide than that with which they set out on their search for the beautiful gate. but tiny's heart was opened, and it led him wherever there was misery, and want, and sin, and grief; and flowers grew up in the path he trod, and sparkling springs burst forth in desert places. and then as to his blindness. fast he held by the hand of the beggar girl as they went on their way together, but the film was withdrawing from his eye-balls. when he turned them up towards the heaven, if they could not yet discern that, they could get a glimpse of the earth! so he said within himself, "surely we are in the right way; we shall yet come to the beautiful gate, and i shall have my sight again. then will i hasten to my father's house, and when all is forgiven me, i will say to my mother, receive this child i bring thee for a daughter, for she has been my guide through a weary way; and i know that my mother will love my little sister grace." "and what then?" asked a voice in tiny's soul, "_what_ then wilt thou do?" "labour till i die!" exclaimed tiny aloud, with flashing eyes. "but for what, poet, wilt thou labour?" "for the poor world that needs me," bravely cried he with a mighty voice. "ah," whispered something faintly in his ear, with a taunting voice that pierced his heart like a sharp sword--"ah, you said that once before; and fine work you made of it!" tiny made no answer to this taunt, with words, but with all the strength of his great poet mind he cried again, "for the poor world that needs me!" and the vow was registered in heaven, and angels were sent to strengthen him in that determination--him who was to sing the new song to the lord. a long way further grace and tiny walked together on their journey; they walked in silence, thinking so fast that, without knowing it, they were almost on a run in the attempt their feet were making to keep pace with their thoughts. at length grace broke the silence with a sudden cry-- "oh, tiny! what is this?" tiny looked up at the sound of her voice, and then he stood stock still as if he were turned to stone. "oh, tiny! can you see?" again exclaimed grace, who was watching her companion's face in a great wonder; it became so changed all at once. "oh, tiny, tiny, can you see?" she cried again, in terror, for he did not answer her, but grew paler and paler, swaying to and fro like a reed in the wind, until he fell like one dead upon the ground, saying--"my home! my home! and the beautiful gate is here!" just then an old man came slowly from the forest, near to which they had come in their journey. his head was bent, he moved slowly like one in troubled thought, and as he walked he said to himself, "long have i toiled, bringing these forest trees into this shape; and people know what i have done--of their own free will they call it a beautiful gate. but oh, if i could only find the blind one lying before it, ready to be carried through it to his mother! then, indeed, it would be beautiful to me. oh tiny! oh my child, when wilt thou return from thy long wanderings?" "please, sir," said a child's voice--it was the voice of our little grace, you know--"please, sir, will you come and help me?" and she ran back to the place where tiny lay. swiftly as a bird on wing went josiah with the child. without a word he lifted up the senseless poet and the broken harp; and with the precious burden passed on through the beautiful gate of the forest, into the cottage home--grace following him! once more the broken harp hung on the kitchen wall--no longer broken. once more the swallows and the poet slept side by side, in their comfortable nests. once more old kitty's eyes grew bright. once more josiah smiled. again a singing voice went echoing through the world, working miracles of good. rich men heard it and opened their purses. proud men heard it and grew humble. angry voices heard it and grew soft. wicked spirits heard it and grew beautiful in charities. the sick, and sad, and desolate heard it and were at peace. mourners heard it and rejoiced. the songs that voice sang, echoed through the churches, through the streets; and by ten thousand thousand firesides they were sung again and yet again. but all the while the great heart, the mighty, loving human heart from which they came, was nestled in that little nest of home on the border of the forest, far away from all the world's temptations, in the safe shelter of a household's love. story four, chapter . the chimaera, by n. hawthorne. once in the old, old times (for all the strange things which i tell you about happened long before anybody can remember), a fountain gushed out of a hill-side in the marvellous land of greece; and, for aught i know, after so many thousand years, it is still gushing out of the very self-same spot. at any rate, there was the pleasant fountain welling freshly forth and sparkling adown the hillside, in the golden sunset, when a handsome young man named bellerophon drew near its margin. in his hand he held a bridle, studded with brilliant gems, and adorned with a golden bit. seeing an old man, and another of middle age, and a little boy, near the fountain, and like wise a maiden, who was dipping up some of the water in a pitcher, he paused, and begged that he might refresh himself with a draught. "this is very delicious water," he said to the maiden, as he rinsed and filled her pitcher, after drinking out of it. "will you be kind enough to tell me whether the fountain has any name?" "yes; it is called the fountain of pirene," answered the maiden; and then she added, "my grandmother has told me that this clear fountain was once a beautiful woman, and when her son was killed by the arrows of the huntress diana, she melted all away into tears. and so the water, which you find so cool and sweet, is the sorrow of that poor mother's heart!" "i should not have dreamed," observed the young stranger, "that so clear a well-spring, with its gush and gurgle, and its cheery dance out of the shade into the sunlight, had so much as one tear-drop in its bosom! and this, then, is pirene? i thank you, pretty maiden, for telling me its name. i have come from a far-away country to find this very spot." a middle-aged country fellow (he had driven his cow to drink out of the spring) stared hard at young bellerophon, and at the handsome bridle which he carried in his hand. "the water-courses must be getting low, friend, in your part of the world," remarked he, "if you come so far only to find the fountain of pirene. but, pray, have you lost a horse? i see you carry the bridle in your hand; and a very pretty one it is, with that double row of bright stones upon it. if the horse was as fine as the bridle, you are much to be pitied for losing him." "i have lost no horse," said bellerophon, with a smile. "but i happen to be seeking a very famous one, which, as wise people have informed me, must be found hereabouts, if anywhere. do you know whether the winged horse pegasus still haunts the fountain of pirene, as he used to do, in your forefathers' days?" but then the country fellow laughed. some of you, my little friends, have probably heard that this pegasus was a snow-white steed, with beautiful silvery wings, who spent most of his time on the summit of mount helicon. he was as wild, and as swift, and as buoyant, in his flight through the air, as any eagle that ever soared into the clouds. there was nothing else like him in the world. he had no mate; he had never been backed or bridled by a master; and, for many a long year, he led a solitary and a happy life. oh, how fine a thing it is to be a winged horse! sleeping at night, as he did, on a lofty mountain-top, and passing the greater part of the day in the air, pegasus seemed hardly to be a creature of the earth. whenever he was seen, up very high above people's heads, with the sunshine on his silvery wings, you would have thought that he belonged to the sky, and that, skimming a little too low, he had got astray among our mists and vapours, and was seeking his way back again. it was very pretty to behold him plunge into the fleecy bosom of a bright cloud, and be lost in it for a moment or two, and then break forth from the other side; or, in a sullen rain-storm, when there was a grey pavement of clouds over the whole sky, it would sometimes happen that the winged horse descended right through it, and the glad light of the upper region would gleam after him. in another instant, it is true, both pegasus and the pleasant light would be gone away together. but any one that was fortunate enough to see this wondrous spectacle felt cheerful the whole day afterwards, and as much longer as the storm lasted. in the summer time, and in the beautifullest of weather, pegasus often alighted on the solid earth, and, closing his silvery wings, would gallop over hill and dale for pastime, as fleetly as the wind. oftener than in any other place, he had been seen near the fountain of pirene, drinking the delicious water, or rolling himself upon the soft grass of the margin. sometimes, too (but pegasus was very dainty in his food), he would crop a few of the clover-blossoms that happened to be the sweetest. to the fountain of pirene, therefore, people's great-grandfathers had been in the habit of going (as long as they were youthful, and retained their faith in winged horses), in hopes of getting a glimpse at the beautiful pegasus. but, of late years, he had been very seldom seen. indeed, there were many of the country folks, dwelling within half an hour's walk of the fountain, who had never beheld pegasus, and did not believe that there was any such creature in existence. the country fellow to whom bellerophon was speaking chanced to be one of those incredulous persons. and that was the reason why he laughed. "pegasus, indeed!" cried he, turning up his nose as high as such a flat nose could be turned up, "pegasus, indeed! a winged horse, truly! why, friend, are you in your senses? of what use would wings be to a horse? could he drag the plough so well, think you? to be sure, there might be a little saving in the expense of shoes; but then, how would a man like to see his horse flying out of the stable window?--yes; or whisking him up above the clouds, when he only wanted to ride to mill! no, no! i don't believe in pegasus. there never was such a ridiculous kind of a horse-fowl made!" "i have some reason to think otherwise," said bellerophon, quietly. and then he turned to an old, grey man who was leaning on a staff, and listening very attentively, with his head stretched forward, and one hand at his ear, because for the last twenty years he had been getting rather deaf. "and what say you, venerable sir?" inquired he. "in your younger days, i should imagine you must frequently have seen the winged steed!" "ah, young stranger, my memory is very poor!" said the aged man. "when i was a lad, if i remember rightly, i used to believe there was such a horse, and so did everybody else. but, now-a-days, i hardly know what to think, and very seldom think about the winged horse at all. if i ever saw the creature, it was a long, long while ago; and, to tell you the truth, i doubt whether i ever did see him. one day, to be sure, when i was quite a youth, i remember seeing some hoof-tramps round about the brink of the fountain. pegasus might have made those hoof-marks; and so might some other horse." "and have you never seen him, my fair maiden?" asked bellerophon of the girl, who stood with the pitcher on her head, while this talk went on. "you certainly could see pegasus if anybody can, for your eyes are very bright." "once i thought i saw him," replied the maiden, with a smile and a blush. "it was either pegasus, or a large white bird, a very great way up in the air. and one other time, as i was coming to the fountain with my pitcher, i heard a neigh. oh, such a brisk and melodious neigh as that was! my very heart leaped with delight at the sound. but it startled me, nevertheless; so that i ran home without filling my pitcher." "that was truly a pity!" said bellerophon. and he turned to the child, whom i mentioned at the beginning of the story, and who was gazing at him, as children are apt to gaze at strangers, with his rosy mouth wide open. "well, my little fellow," cried bellerophon, playfully pulling one of his curls, "i suppose you have often seen the winged horse." "that i have," answered the child very readily. "i saw him yesterday, and many times before." "you are a fine little man!" said bellerophon, drawing the child closer to him. "come, tell me all about it." "why," replied the child, "i often come here to sail little boats in the fountain, and to gather pretty pebbles out of its basin. and sometimes when i look down into the water, i see the image of the winged horse, in the picture of the sky that is there. i wish he would come down and take me on his back, and let me ride him up to the moon! but, if i so much as stir to look at him, he flies far away out of sight." and bellerophon put his faith in the child, who had seen the image of pegasus in the water, and in the maiden, who had heard him neigh so melodiously, rather than in the middle-aged clown, who believed only in cart-horses, or in the old man, who had forgotten the beautiful things of his youth. therefore he haunted about the fountain of pirene for a great many days afterwards. he kept continually on the watch, looking upward at the sky, or else down into the water, hoping for ever that he should see either the reflected image of the winged horse, or the marvellous reality. he held the bridle, with its bright gems and golden bit, always ready in his hand. the rustic people, who dwelt in the neighbourhood, and drove their cattle to the fountain to drink, would often laugh at poor bellerophon, and sometimes take him pretty severely to task. they told him that an able-bodied young man, like himself, ought to have better business than to be wasting his time in such an idle pursuit. they offered to sell him a horse, if he wanted one; and when bellerophon declined the purchase they tried to drive a bargain with him for his fine bridle. even the country boys thought him so very foolish, that they used to have a great deal of sport about him; and were rude enough not to care a fig, although bellerophon saw and heard it. one little urchin, for example, would play pegasus, and cut the oddest imaginable capers, by way of flying, while one of his schoolfellows would scamper after him, holding forth a twist of bulrushes, which was intended to represent bellerophon's ornamented bridle. but the gentle child, who had seen the picture of pegasus in the water, comforted the young stranger more than all the naughty boys could torment him. the dear little fellow, in his play-hours, often sat down beside him, and, without speaking a word, would look down into the fountain and up towards the sky, with so innocent a faith that bellerophon could not help feeling encouraged. now you will, perhaps, wish to be told why it was that bellerophon had undertaken to catch the winged horse. and we shall find no better opportunity to speak about this matter than while he is waiting for pegasus to appear. if i were to relate the whole of bellerophon's previous adventures, they might easily grow into a very long story. it will be quite enough to say, that, in a certain country of asia, a terrible monster, called a chimaera, had made its appearance, and was doing more mischief than could be talked about between now and sunset. according to the best accounts which i have been able to obtain, this chimaera was nearly, if not quite, the ugliest and most poisonous creature, and the strangest and unaccountablest, and the hardest to fight with, and the most difficult to run away from, that ever came out of the earth's inside. it had a tail like a boa-constrictor; its body was like i do not care what; and it had three separate heads, one of which was a lion's, the second a goat's, and the third an abominably great snake's. and a hot blast of fire came flaming out of each of its three mouths! being an earthly monster, i doubt whether it had any wings; but, wings or no, it ran like a goat and a lion, and wriggled along like a serpent, and thus contrived to make about as much speed as all three together. oh, the mischief, and mischief, and mischief, that this naughty creature did! with its flaming breath, it could set a forest on fire, or burn up a field of grain, or, for that matter, a village, with all its fences and houses. it laid waste the whole country round about, and used to eat up people and animals alive, and cook them afterwards in the burning oven of its stomach. mercy on us, little children, i hope neither you nor i will ever happen to meet a chimaera! while the hateful beast (if a beast we can anywise call it) was doing all these horrible things, it so chanced that bellerophon came to that part of the world, on a visit to the king. the king's name was iobates, and lycia was the country which he ruled over. bellerophon was one of the bravest youths in the world, and desired nothing so much as to do some valiant and beneficent deed, such as would make all mankind admire and love him. in those days, the only way for a young man to distinguish himself was by fighting battles, either with the enemies of his country, or with wicked giants, or with troublesome dragons, or with wild beasts, when he could find nothing more dangerous to encounter. king iobates, perceiving the courage of his youthful visitor, proposed to him to go and fight the chimaera, which everybody else was afraid of, and which, unless it should be soon killed, was likely to convert lycia into a desert. bellerophon hesitated not a moment, but assured the king that he would either slay this dreaded chimaera, or perish in the attempt. but, in the first place, as the monster was so prodigiously swift, he bethought himself that he should never win the victory by fighting on foot. the wisest thing he could do, therefore, was to get the very best and fleetest horse that could anywhere be found. and what other horse, in all the world, was half so fleet as the marvellous horse pegasus, who had wings as well as legs, and was even more active in the air than on the earth? to be sure, a great many people denied that there was any such horse with wings, and said that the stories about him were all poetry and nonsense. but, wonderful as it appeared, bellerophon believed that pegasus was a real steed, and hoped that he himself might be fortunate enough to find him; and, once fairly mounted on his back, he would be able to fight the chimaera at better advantage. and this was the purpose with which he had travelled from lycia to greece, and had brought the beautifully ornamented bridle in his hand. it was an enchanted bridle. if he could only succeed in putting the golden bit into the mouth of pegasus, the winged horse would be submissive, and would own bellerophon for his master, and fly whithersoever he might choose to turn the rein. but, indeed, it was a weary and anxious time, while bellerophon waited and waited for pegasus, in hopes that he would come and drink at the fountain of pirene. he was afraid lest king iobates should imagine that he had fled from the chimaera. it pained him, too, to think how much mischief the monster was doing, while he himself, instead of fighting with it, was compelled to sit idly poring over the bright waters of pirene, as they gushed out of the sparkling sand. and as pegasus had come thither so seldom, in these latter days, and scarcely alighted there more than once in a lifetime, bellerophon feared that he might grow an old man, and have no strength left in his arms nor courage in his heart, before the winged horse would appear. oh, how heavily passes the time while an adventurous youth is yearning to do his part in life, and to gather in the harvest of his renown! how hard a lesson it is to wait! our life is brief, and how much of it is spent in teaching us only this! well was it for bellerophon that the gentle child had grown so fond of him, and was never weary of keeping him company. every morning the child gave him a new hope to put in his bosom, instead of yesterday's withered one. "dear bellerophon," he would cry, looking up hopefully into his face, "i think we shall see pegasus to-day!" and, at length, if it had not been for the little boy's unwavering faith, bellerophon would have given up all hope, and would have gone back to lycia, and have done his best to slay the chimaera without the help of his winged horse. and in that case poor bellerophon would at least have been terribly scorched by the creature's breath, and would most probably have been killed and devoured. nobody should ever try to fight an earth-born chimaera, unless he can first get upon the back of an aerial steed. one morning the child spoke to bellerophon even more hopefully than usual. "dear, dear bellerophon," cried he, "i know not why it is, but i feel as if we should certainly see pegasus to-day!" and all that day he would not stir a step from bellerophon's side; so they ate a crust of bread together, and drank some of the water of the fountain. in the afternoon, there they sat, and bellerophon had thrown his arm around the child, who likewise had put one of his little hands into bellerophon's. the latter was lost in his own thoughts, and was fixing his eyes vacantly on the trunks of the trees that overshadowed the fountain, and on the grape vines that clambered up among their branches. but the gentle child was gazing down into the water. he was grieved, for bellerophon's sake, that the hope of another day should be deceived like so many before it; and two or three quiet tear-drops fell from his eyes, and mingled with what were said to be the many tears of pirene, when she wept for her slain children. but, when he least thought of it, bellerophon felt the pressure of the child's little hand, and heard a soft, almost breathless whisper. "see there, dear bellerophon! there is an image in the water!" the young man looked down into the dimpling mirror of the fountain, and saw what he took to be the reflection of the bird, which seemed to be flying at a great height in the air, with a gleam of sunshine on its snowy or silvery wings. "what a splendid bird it must be!" said he. "and how very large it looks, though it must really be flying higher than the clouds!" "it makes me tremble!" whispered the child. "i am afraid to look up into the air! it is very beautiful, and yet i dare only look at its image in the water. dear bellerophon, do you not see that it is no bird? it is the winged horse pegasus!" bellerophon's heart began to throb! he gazed keenly upward, but could not see the winged creature, whether bird or horse, because, just then, it had plunged into the fleecy depths of a summer cloud. it was but a moment, however, before the object re-appeared, sinking lightly down out of the cloud, although still at a vast distance from the earth. bellerophon caught the child in his arms, and shrunk back with him, so that they were both hidden among the thick shrubbery which grew all around the fountain. not that he was afraid of any harm, but he dreaded lest, if pegasus caught a glimpse of them, he would fly far away, and alight in some inaccessible mountain-top. for it was really the winged horse. after they had expected him so long, he was coming to quench his thirst with the water of pirene. nearer and nearer came the aerial wonder, flying in great circles, as you may have seen a dove when about to alight. downward came pegasus, in those wide, sweeping circles, which grew narrower and narrower still, as he gradually approached the earth. at length--not that he was weary, but only idle and luxurious--pegasus folded his wings, and lay down on the soft green turf. but, being too full of aerial life to remain quiet for many moments together, he soon rolled over on his back, with his four slender legs in the air. it was beautiful to see him, this one solitary creature, whose mate had never been created, but who needed no companion, and, living a great many hundred years, was as happy as the centuries were long. the more he did such things as mortal horses are accustomed to do, the less earthly and the more wonderful he seemed. bellerophon and the child almost held their breath, partly from a delightful awe, but still more because they dreaded lest the slightest stir or murmur should send him up, with the speed of an arrow-flight, into the furthest blue of the sky. finally, when he had had enough of rolling over and over, pegasus turned himself about, and, indolently, like any other horse, put out his fore-legs, in order to rise from the ground; and bellerophon, who had guessed that he would do so, darted suddenly from the thicket, and leaped astride on his back. yes, there he sat, on the back of the winged horse! but what a bound did pegasus make, when, for the first time, he felt the weight of a mortal man upon his loins! a bound, indeed! before he had time to draw a breath, bellerophon found himself five hundred feet aloft, and still shooting upward, while the winged horse snorted and trembled with terror and anger. upward he went, up, up, up, until he plunged into the cold, misty bosom of a cloud, at which only a little while before bellerophon had been gazing and fancying it a very pleasant spot. then again, out of the heart of the cloud, pegasus shot down like a thunder-bolt, as if he meant to dash both himself and his rider headlong against a rock. then he went through about a thousand of the wildest caprioles that had ever been performed either by a bird or a horse. i cannot tell you half that he did. he skimmed straightforward, and sideways, and backward. he reared himself erect, with his fore-legs on a wreath of mist, and his hind-legs on nothing at all. he flung out his heels behind, and put down his head between his legs, with his wings pointing right upward. at about two miles' height above the earth, he turned a somersault, so that bellerophon's heels were where his head should have been, and he seemed to look down into the sky, instead of up. he twisted his head about, and, looking bellerophon in the face, with fire flashing from his eyes, made a terrible attempt to bite him. he fluttered his pinions so wildly that one of the silver feathers was shaken out, and floating earthward, was picked up by the child, who kept it as long as he lived, in memory of pegasus and bellerophon. but the latter (who, as you may judge, was as good a horseman as ever galloped) had been watching his opportunity, and at last clapped the golden bit of the enchanted bridle between the winged steed's jaws. no sooner was this done, than pegasus became as manageable as if he had taken food, all his life, out of bellerophon's hand. to speak what i really feel, it was almost a sadness to see so wild a creature grow suddenly so tame. and pegasus seemed to feel it so likewise. he looked round to bellerophon, with the tears in his beautiful eyes, instead of the fire that so recently flashed from them. but when bellerophon patted his head, and spoke a few authoritative, yet kind and soothing words, another look came into the eyes of pegasus; for he was glad at heart, after so many lonely centuries, to have found a companion and a master. thus it always is with winged horses, and with all such wild and solitary creatures. if you can catch and overcome them, it is the surest way to win their love. while pegasus had been doing his utmost to shake bellerophon off his back, he had flown a very long distance, and they had come within sight of a lofty mountain by the time the bit was in his mouth. bellerophon had seen this mountain before, and knew it to be helicon, on the summit of which was the winged horse's abode. thither (after looking gently into his rider's face, as if to ask leave) pegasus now flew, and, alighting, waited patiently until bellerophon should please to dismount. the young man accordingly leaped from his steed's back, but still held him fast by the bridle. meeting his eyes, however, he was so affected by the gentleness of his aspect, and by his beauty, and by the thought of the free life which pegasus had heretofore lived, that he could not bear to keep him a prisoner, if he really desired his liberty. obeying this generous impulse, he slipped the enchanted bridle off the head of pegasus, and took the bit from his mouth. "leave me, pegasus!" said he. "either leave me, or love me." in an instant the winged horse shot almost out of sight, soaring straight upward from the summit of mount helicon. being long after sunset, it was now twilight on the mountain-top, and dusky evening over all the country round about. but pegasus flew so high that he overtook the departed day, and was bathed in the upper radiance of the sun. ascending higher and higher, he looked like a bright speck, and at last could no longer be seen in the hollow waste of the sky. and bellerophon was afraid that he should never behold him more; but, while he was lamenting his own folly, the bright speck re-appeared, and drew nearer and nearer, until it descended lower than the sunshine; and, behold, pegasus had come back! after this trial, there was no more fear of the winged horse's making his escape. he and bellerophon were friends, and put loving faith in one another. that night they lay down and slept together, with bellerophon's arm about the neck of pegasus, not as a caution, but for kindness; and they awoke at peep of day, and bade one another good-morning, each in his own language. in this manner, bellerophon and the wondrous steed spent several days, and grew better acquainted and fonder of each other all the time. they went on long aerial journeys, and sometimes ascended so high that the earth looked hardly bigger than--the moon. they visited distant countries and amazed the inhabitants, who thought that the beautiful young man, on the back of the winged horse, must have come down out of the sky. a thousand miles a day was no more than an easy space for the fleet pegasus to pass over. bellerophon was delighted with this kind of life, and would have liked nothing better than to live always in the same way, aloft in the clear atmosphere; for it was always sunny weather up there, however cheerless and rainy it might be in the lower region. but he could not forget the horrible chimaera which he had promised king iobates to slay. so at last, when he had become well accustomed to feats of horsemanship in the air, could manage pegasus with the least motion of his hand, and had taught him to obey his voice, he determined to attempt the performance of this perilous adventure. at daybreak, therefore, as soon as he unclosed his eyes, he gently pinched the winged horse's ear, in order to arouse him. pegasus immediately started from the ground, and pranced about a quarter of a mile aloft, and made a grand sweep around the mountain-top, by way of showing that he was wide awake, and ready for any kind of an excursion. during the whole of this little flight he uttered a loud, brisk, and melodious neigh, and finally came down at bellerophon's side as lightly as ever you saw a sparrow hop upon a twig. "well done, dear pegasus; well done, my sky-skimmer," cried bellerophon, fondly stroking the horse's neck. "and now, my fleet and beautiful friend, we must break our fast. to-day we are to fight the terrible chimaera." as soon as they had eaten their morning meal, and drank some sparkling water from a spring called hippocrene, pegasus held out his head, of his own accord, so that his master might put on the bridle. then, with a great many playful leaps and airy caperings, he showed his impatience to be gone; while bellerophon was girding on his sword, and hanging his shield about his neck, and preparing himself for battle. when everything was ready, the rider mounted, and (as was his custom when going a long distance) ascended five miles perpendicularly, so as the better to see whither he was directing his course. he then turned the head of pegasus towards the east, and set out for lycia. in their flight they overtook an eagle, and came so nigh him, before he could get out of their way, that bellerophon might easily have caught him by the leg. hastening onward at this rate, it was still early in the forenoon when they beheld the lofty mountains of lycia, with their deep and shaggy valleys. if bellerophon had been told truly, it was in one of those dismal valleys that the hideous chimaera had taken up its abode. being now so near their journey's end, the winged horse gradually descended with his rider; and they took advantage of some clouds that were floating over the mountain-tops, in order to conceal themselves. hovering on the upper surface of a cloud, and peeping over its edge, bellerophon had a pretty distinct view of the mountainous part of lycia, and could look into all its shadowy vales at once. at first there appeared to be nothing remarkable. it was a wild, savage, and rocky tract of high and precipitous hills. in the more level part of the country, there were the ruins of houses that had been burnt, and, here and there, the carcases of dead cattle strewn about the pastures where they had been feeding. "the chimaera must have done this mischief," thought bellerophon. "but where can the monster be?" as i have already said, there was nothing remarkable to be detected, at first sight, in any of the valleys and dells that lay among the precipitous heights of the mountains. nothing at all; unless, indeed, it were three spires of black smoke, which issued from what seemed to be the mouth of a cavern, and clambered suddenly into the atmosphere. before reaching the mountain-top, these three black smoke-wreaths mingled themselves into one. the cavern was almost directly beneath the winged horse and his rider, at the distance of about a thousand feet. the smoke, as it, crept heavily upward, had an ugly, sulphurous, stifling scent, which caused pegasus to snort and bellerophon to sneeze. so disagreeable was it to the marvellous steed (who was accustomed to breathe only the purest air), that he waved his wings, and shot half a mile out of the range of this offensive vapour. but, on looking behind him, bellerophon saw something that induced him first to draw the bridle, and then to turn pegasus about. he made a sign which the winged horse understood, and sunk slowly through the air, until his hoofs were scarcely more than a man's height above the rocky bottom of the valley. in front, as far off as you could throw a stone, was the cavern's mouth, with the three smoke-wreaths oozing out of it. and what else did bellerophon behold there? there seemed to be a heap of strange and terrible creatures curled up within the cavern. their bodies lay so close together, that bellerophon could not distinguish them apart: but judging by their heads, one of these creatures was a huge snake, the second a fierce lion, and the third an ugly goat. the lion and the goat were asleep; the snake was broad awake, and kept staring around him with a great pair of fiery eyes. but--and this was the most wonderful part of the matter, the three spires of smoke evidently issued from the nostrils of these three heads! so strange was the spectacle, that, though bellerophon had been all along expecting it, the truth did not immediately occur to him, that here was the terrible three-headed chimaera. he had found out the chimaera's cavern. the snake, the lion, a and the goat, as he supposed them to be, were not three separate creatures, but one monster! the wicked, hateful thing! slumbering as two-thirds of it were, it still held, in its abominable claws, the remnant of an unfortunate lamb--or possibly (but i hate to think so) it was a dear little boy-- which its three mouths had been gnawing before two of them fell asleep! all at once, bellerophon started as from a dream, and knew it to be the chimaera. pegasus seemed to know it at the same instant, and sent forth a neigh, that sounded like the call of a trumpet to battle. at this sound the three heads reared themselves erect, and belched out great flashes of flame. before bellerophon had time to consider what to do next, the monster flung itself out of the cavern and sprung straight towards him, with its immense claws extended and its snaky tail twisting itself venomously behind. if pegasus had not been as nimble as a bird, both he and his rider would have been overthrown by the chimaera's headlong rush, and thus the battle have been ended before it was well begun. but the winged horse was not to be caught so. in the twinkling of an eye he was up aloft, half-way to the clouds, snorting with anger. he shuddered, too, not with affright, but with utter disgust at the loathsomeness of this poisonous thing with three heads. the chimaera, on the other hand, raised itself up so as to stand absolutely on the tip-end of its tail, with its talons pawing fiercely in the air, and its three heads spluttering fire at pegasus and his rider. my stars, how it roared, and hissed, and bellowed! bellerophon, meanwhile, was fitting his shield on his arm, and drawing his sword. "now, my beloved pegasus," he whispered in the winged horse's ear, "thou must help me to slay this insufferable monster; or else thou shalt fly back to thy solitary mountain peak without thy friend bellerophon. for either the chimaera dies, or its three mouths shall gnaw this head of mine, which has slumbered upon thy neck!" pegasus whinnied, and, turning back his head, rubbed his nose tenderly against his rider's cheek. it was his way of telling him that, though he had wings and was an immortal horse, yet he would perish, if it were possible for immortality to perish, rather than leave bellerophon behind. "i thank you, pegasus," answered bellerophon. "now, then, let us make a dash at the monster!" uttering these words, he shook the bridle; and pegasus darted down aslant, as swift as the flight of an arrow, right towards the chimaera's threefold head, which, all this time, was poking itself as high as it could into the air. as he came within arm's length, bellerophon made a cut at the monster, but was carried onward by his steed, before he could see whether the blow had been successful. pegasus continued his course, but soon wheeled round, at about the same distance from the chimaera as before. bellerophon then perceived that he had cut the goat's head of the monster almost off, so that it dangled downward by the skin, and seemed quite dead. but to make amends, the snake's head and the lion's head had taken all the fierceness of the dead one into themselves, and spit flame, and hissed, and roared, with a vast deal more fury than before. "never mind, my brave pegasus!" cried bellerophon. "with another stroke like that we will stop either its hissing or its roaring." and again he shook the bridle. dashing aslant-wise, as before, the winged horse made another arrow-flight towards the chimaera, and bellerophon aimed another downright stroke at one of the two remaining heads, as he shot by. but, this time, neither he nor pegasus escaped so well as at first. with one of its claws, the chimaera had given the young man a deep scratch in his shoulder, and had slightly damaged the left wing of the flying steed with the other. on his part, bellerophon had mortally wounded the lion's head of the monster, insomuch that it now hung downward, with its fire almost extinguished, and sending out gasps of thick black smoke. the snake's head, however (which was the only one now left), was twice as fierce and venomous as ever before. it belched forth shoots of fire five hundred yards long, and emitted hisses so loud, so harsh, and so ear-piercing, that king iobates heard them, fifty miles off, and trembled till the throne shook under him. "well-a-day!" thought the poor king; "the chimaera is certainly coming to devour me!" meanwhile, pegasus had again paused in the air, and neighed angrily, while sparkles of a pure crystal flame darted out of his eyes. how unlike the lurid fire of the chimaera! the aerial steed's spirit was all aroused, and so was that of bellerophon. "dost thou bleed, my immortal horse?" cried the young man, caring less for his own hurt than for the anguish of this glorious creature, that ought never to have tasted pain. "the execrable chimaera shall pay for this mischief, with his last head!" then he shook the bridle, shouted loudly, and guided pegasus, not aslant-wise as before, but straight at the monster's hideous front. so rapid was the onset, that it seemed but a dazzle and a flash, before bellerophon was at close gripes with the enemy. the chimaera, by this time, after losing its second head, had got into a red-hot passion of pain and rampant rage. it so flounced about, half on earth and partly in the air, that it was impossible to say which element it rested upon. it opened its snake-jaws to such an abominable width, that pegasus might almost, i was going to say, have flown right down its throat, wings outspread, rider and all? at their approach it shot out a tremendous blast of its fiery breath, and enveloped bellerophon and his stead in a perfect atmosphere of flame, singeing the wings of pegasus, scorching off one whole side of the young man's golden ringlets, and making them both far hotter than was comfortable, from head to foot. but this was nothing to what followed. when the airy rush of the winged horse had brought him within the distance of a hundred yards, the chimaera gave a spring, and flung its huge, awkward, venomous, and utterly detestable carcase a right upon poor pegasus, clung round him with might and main, and tied up its snaky tail into a knot! up flew the aerial steed, higher, higher, higher, above the mountain peaks, above the clouds, and almost out of sight of the solid earth. but still the earth-born monster kept its hold, and was borne upward, along with the creature of light and air. bellerophon, meanwhile turning about, found himself face to face with the ugly grimness of the chimaera's visage, and could only avoid being scorched to death, or bitten right in twain, by holding up his shield. over the upper edge of the shield, he looked sternly into the savage eyes of the monster. but the chimaera was so mad and wild with pain, that it did not guard itself so well as might else have been the case. perhaps, after all, the best way to fight a chimaera is by getting as close to it as you can. in its efforts to stick its horrible iron claws into its enemy, the creature left its own breast quite exposed; and perceiving this, bellerophon thrust his sword up to the hilt into its cruel heart. immediately the snaky tail untied its knot. the monster let go its hold of pegasus, and fell from that vast height downward; while the fire within its bosom, instead of being put out, burned fiercer than ever, and quickly began to consume the dead carcase. thus it fell out of the sky, all a-flame, and (it being nightfall before it reached the earth) was mistaken for a shooting star or a comet. but at early sunrise, some cottager's were going to their day's labour, and saw, to their astonishment, that several acres of ground were strewn with black ashes. in the middle of a field there was a heap of whitened bones, a great deal higher than a haystack. nothing else was ever seen of the dreadful chimaera! and when bellerophon had won the victory, he bent forward and kissed pegasus, while the tears stood in his eyes. "back now, my beloved steed!" said he. "back to the fountain of pirene!" pegasus skimmed through the air, quicker than ever he did before, and reached the fountain in a very short time. and there he found the old man leaning on his staff, and the country fellow watering his cow, and the pretty maiden filling her pitcher. "i remember now," quoth the old man, "i saw this winged horse once before, when i was quite a lad. but he was ten times handsomer in those days." "i own a cart-horse worth three of him!" said the country fellow. "if this pony were mine, the first thing i should do would be to clip his wings!" but the poor maiden said nothing, for she had always the luck to be afraid at the wrong time. so she ran away, and let her pitcher tumble down, and broke it. "where is the gentle child," asked bellerophon, "who used to keep me company, and never lost his faith, and never was weary of gazing into the fountain?" "here am i, dear bellerophon!" said the child, softly. for the little boy had spent day after day, on the margin of pirene, waiting for his friend to come back; but when he perceived bellerophon descending through the clouds, mounted on the winged horse, he had shrunk back into the shrubbery. he was a delicate and tender child, and dreaded lest the old man and the country fellow should see the tears gushing from his eyes. "thou hast won the victory," said he, joyfully, running to the knee of bellerophon, who still sat on the back of pegasus. "i knew thou wouldst." "yes, dear child!" replied bellerophon, alighting from the winged horse. "but if thy faith had not helped me, i should never have waited for pegasus, and never have gone up above the clouds, and never have conquered the terrible chimaera. thou, my beloved little friend, hast done it all. and now let us give pegasus his liberty." so he slipped off the enchanted bridle from the head of the marvellous steed. "be free, for evermore, my pegasus!" cried he with a shade of sadness in his tone. "be as free as thou art fleet!" but pegasus rested his head on bellerophon's shoulder, and would not be persuaded to take flight. "well, then," said bellerophon, caressing the airy horse, "thou shalt be with me as long as thou wilt; and we will go together forthwith, and tell king iobates that the chimaera is destroyed." then bellerophon embraced the gentle child, and promised to come to him again, and departed. but, in after years, that child took higher flights upon the aerial steed than ever did bellerophon, and achieved more honourable deeds than his friend's victory over the chimaera. for, gentle and tender as he was, he grew to be a mighty poet! westways a village chronicle by s. weir mitchell, m.d., ll.d. author of _hugh wynne_, _the adventures of françois_, _constance trescot_, etc., etc. i dedicate this book which recalls certain scenes of the civil war to the memory of my three brothers r.w.m. n.c.m. e.k.m. all of whom served in the armies of their country preface there will be many people in this book; some will be important, others will come on the scene for a time and return no more. the life-lines of these persons will cross and recross, to meet once or twice and not again, like the ruts in a much used road. to-day the stage may be crowded, to-morrow empty. the corner novels where only a half dozen people are concerned give no impression of the multitudinous contacts which affect human lives. even of the limited life of a village this is true. it was more true of the time of my story, which lacking plot must rely for interest on the influential relations of social groups, then more defined in small communities than they are to-day. long before the civil war there were in the middle states, near to or remote from great centres, villages where the social division of classes was tacitly accepted. in or near these towns one or more families were continuously important on account of wealth or because of historic position, generations of social training, and constant relation to the larger world. they came by degrees to constitute what i may describe as an indistinct caste, for a long time accepted as such by their less fortune-favoured neighbours. they were, in fact, for many years almost as much a class by themselves as are the long-seated county families of england and like these were looked to for helpful aid in sickness and in other of the calamities of life. the democrat time, increasing ease of travel and the growth of large industries, gradually altered the relation between these small communities, and the families who in the smaller matters of life long remained singularly familiar with their poorer neighbours and in the way of closer social intimacies far apart. it seemed to me worth while to use the life of one of these groups of people as the background of a story which also deals with the influence of politics and war on all classes. westways chapter i the first penhallow crossed the alleghanies long before the war for independence and on the frontier of civilisation took up land where the axe was needed for the forest and the rifle for the indian. he made a clearing and lived a hard life of peril, wearily waiting for the charred stumps to rot away. the younger men of the name in colonial days and later left the place early, and for the most part took to the sea or to the army, if there were activity in the way of war. in later years, others drifted westward on the tide of border migration, where adventure was always to be had. this stir of enterprise in a breed tends to extinction in the male lines. men are thinned out in their wooing of danger--the _belle dame sans merci_. thus there were but few penhallows alive at any one time, and yet for many years they bred in old-fashioned numbers. as time ran on, a penhallow prospered in the cities, and clinging to the land added fresh acres as new ambitions developed qualities which are not infrequently found in descendants of long-seated american families. it was not then, nor is it now, rare in american life to find fortune-favoured men returning in later days to the homes of their youth to become useful in many ways to the communities they loved. one of these, james penhallow,--and there was always a james,--after greatly prospering in the ventures of the china trade, was of the many who about bought great tracts of land on the farther slope of the pennsylvania alleghanies. his own purchases lay near and around the few hundred acres his ancestor took up and where an aged cousin was left in charge of the farm-house. when this tenant died, the house decayed, and the next penhallow weary of being taxed for unproductive land spent a summer on the property, and with the aid of engineers found iron in plenty and soft coal. he began about to develop the property, and built a large house which he never occupied and which was long known in the county as "penhallow's folly." it was considered the more notably foolish because of being set, in unamerican fashion, deep in the woods, and remote from the highway. what was believed to be the oldest pine-tree in the county gave to the place the popular name of "grey pine" and being accepted by the family when they came there to live, "penhallow's folly" ceased to be considered descriptive. the able and enterprising discoverer of mines had two sons. one of them, the youngest, married late in life, and dying soon after left a widow and a posthumous son john, of whom more hereafter. the elder brother was graduated from west point, served some years with distinction, and marrying found himself obliged to resign his captaincy on his father's death to take charge of the iron-mills and mines, which had become far more important to the family than their extensive forest-holdings on the foot-hills of the western watershed of the alleghanies. the country had long been well settled. the farmers thrived as the mills and mines needed increasing supplies of food and the railway gave access to market. the small village of westways was less fortunate than the county. strung along the side of the road opposite to penhallow's woods, it had lost the bustling prosperity of a day when the conestoga wagons stopped over-night at the "general wayne inn" and when as yet no one dreamed that the new railroad would ruin the taverns set at intervals along the highway to pittsburgh. now that westways crossing, two miles away, had been made the nearest station, westways was left to live on the mill-wages and such profits as farming furnished. when captain james penhallow repaired the neglected house and kept the town busy with demands for workmen, the village woke up for a whole summer. in the autumn he brought to grey pine his wife, ann grey, of the well-known greys of the eastern shore of maryland. a year or two of discomfort at western army-posts and a busy-minded, energetic personality, made welcome to this little lady a position which provided unaccustomed luxuries and a limitless range of duties, such as were to her what mere social enjoyments are to many women. grey pine--the house, the flower and kitchen-gardens, the church to be built--and the schools at the mills, all were as she liked it, having been bred up amid the kindly despotism of a great plantation with its many dependent slaves. when ann penhallow put grey pine and the penhallow crest on her notepaper, her husband said laughing that women had no rights to crests, and that although the arms were surely his by right of good cornish descent, he thought their use in america a folly. this disturbed ann penhallow very little, but when they first came to grey pine the headings of her notepaper were matters of considerable curiosity to the straggling village of westways, where she soon became liked, respected, and moderately feared. a busy-minded woman, few things in the life of the people about her escaped her notice, and she distributed uninvited counsel or well-considered charity and did her best to restrain the more lavish, periodical assistance when harvests were now and then bad--which made james penhallow a favourite in the county. late in the summer of , john penhallow's widow, long a wandering resident in europe, acquired the first serious illness of a self-manufactured life of invalidism and promptly died at vevey. her only child, john, was at once ordered home by his uncle and guardian, james penhallow, and after some delay crossed the sea in charge of his tutor. the dependent little fellow hid under a natural reserve what grief he felt, and accustomed to being sent here and there by an absent mother, silently submissive, was turned over by the tutor to james penhallow's agent in philadelphia. on the next day, early in november, he was put in charge of a conductor to be left at westways crossing, where he was told that some one would meet him. the day was warm when in the morning he took his seat in the train, but before noon it became clouded, and an early snow-storm with sudden fall of temperature made the boy sensible that he was ill-clothed to encounter the change of weather. he had been unfortunate in the fact that his mother had for years used the vigilant tyranny of feebleness to enforce upon the boy her own sanitary views. children are easily made hypochondriac, and under her system of government he became self-attentive, careful of what he ate and extremely timid. there had been many tutors and only twice long residence at schools in vevey and for a winter in budapest. the health she too sedulously watched she was fast destroying, and her son was at the time of her death a thin, pallid, undersized boy, who disliked even the mild sports of french lads, and had been flattered and considered until he had acquired the conviction that he was an important member of an important family. his other mother--nature--had given him, happily, better traits. he was an observer, a born lover of books, intelligent, truthful, and trained in the gentle, somewhat formal, manners of an older person. now for the first time in his guarded life he was alone on a railway journey in charge of the conductor. a more unhappy, frightened little fellow could hardly have been found. the train paused at many stations; men and women got on or got out of the cars, very common-looking people, surely, he concluded. the day ran by to afternoon. the train had stopped at a station for lunch, but john, although hungry, was afraid of being left and kept the seat which he presumed to be his own property until a stout man took half of it. a little later, a lean old woman said, "move up, sonny," and sat down. when she asked his name and where he lived, he replied in the coldly civil manner with which he had heard his mother repress the good-natured advances of her wandering countrymen. when again the seat was free, he fell to thinking of the unknown home, grey pine, which he had heard his mother talk of to english friends as "our ancestral home," and of the great forests, the mines and the iron-works. her son would, of course, inherit it, as captain penhallow had no child. "really a great estate, my dear," his mother had said. it loomed large in his young imagination. who would meet him? probably a carriage with the liveried driver and the groom immaculate in white-topped boots, a fur cover on his arm. it would, of course, be captain penhallow who would make him welcome. then the cold, which is hostile to imagination, made him shiver as he drew his thin cloak about him and watched the snow squadrons wind-driven and the big flakes blurring his view as they melted on the panes. by and by, two giggling young women near by made comments on his looks and dress. fragments of their talk he overheard. it was not quite pleasant. "law! ain't he got curly hair, and ain't he just like a girl doll," and so on in the lawless freedom of democratic feminine speech. the flat morocco cap and large visor of the french schoolboy and the dark blue cloak with the silver clasp were subjects of comment. one of them offered peanuts or sugar-plums, which he declined with "much obliged, but i never take them." now and then he consulted his watch or felt in his pocket to be certain that his baggage-check was secure, or looked to see if the little bag of toilet articles at his feet was safe. the kindly attentions of those who noticed his evident discomfort were neither mannerless nor, as he thought, impertinent. a woman said to him that he seemed cold, wouldn't he put around him a shawl she laid on his knees. he declined it civilly with thanks. in fact, he was thinly and quite too lightly clad, and he not only felt the cold, but was unhappy and utterly unprepared by any previous experience for the mode of travel, the crowded car and the rough kindness of the people, who liking his curly hair and refined young childlike face would have been of service if he had accepted their advances with any pleasure. presently, after four in the afternoon, the brakeman called "all out for westways crossing." john seized his bag and was at the exit-door before the train came to a stand. the conductor bade him be careful, as the steps were slippery. as the engine snorted and the train moved away, the conductor cried out, "forgot your cane, sonny," and threw the light gold-mounted bamboo from the car. he had a new sense of loneliness as he stood on the roofless platform, half a foot deep in gathering snow, which driven by a pitiless gale from the north blew his cloak about as he looked to see that his trunk had been delivered. a man shifted a switch and coming back said, "gi'me your check." john decided that this was not safe, and to the man's amusement said that he would wait until the carriage of captain penhallow arrived. the man went away. john remained angrily expectant looking up the road. presently he heard the gay jingle of bells and around a turn of the road came a one-horse sleigh. it stopped beside him. he first saw only the odd face of the driver in a fur cap and earlets. then, tossing off the bear skins, bounded on to the platform a young girl and shook herself snow-free as she threw back a wild mane of dark red hair. "halloa! john penhallow," she cried, "i'm leila grey. i'm sent for you. i'm late too. uncle james has gone to the mills and aunt ann is busy. been here long?" "not very," said john, his teeth chattering with cold. "gracious! you'll freeze. sorry i was late." she saw at a glance the low shoes, the blue cloak, the kid gloves, the boy's look of suffering, and at once took possession of him. "get into the sleigh. oh! leave your check on the trunk or give it to me." she was off and away to the trunk as he climbed in, helpless. she undid the counter check, ran across to the guard's house, was back in a moment and tumbled in beside him. "but, is it safe? my trunk, i mean," said john. "safe. no one will steal it. pat will come for it. there he is now. tuck in the rugs. put this shawl around you and over your head." she pinned it with ready fingers. "now, you'll be real comfy." the chilled boy puzzled and amused her. as he became warm, john felt better in the hands of this easy despot, but was somewhat indignant. "to send a chit of a girl for him--john penhallow!" "now," she cried to the driver, "be careful. why did they send _you_?" billy, a middle-aged man, short-legged and long of body, turned a big-featured head as he replied in an odd boyish voice, "the man was busy giving a ball in the stable." "a ball"--said john--"in the stable?" "oh! that is funny," said the girl. "a ball's a big pill for lucy, my mare. she's sick." "oh! i see." and they were off and away through the wind-driven snow. the girl, instinctively aware of the shyness and discomfort of her companion, set herself to put him at ease. the lessening snow still fell, but now a brilliant sun lighted the white radiance of field and forest. he was warmer, and the disconnected chat of childhood began. "the snow is early. don't you love it?" said the small maid bent on making herself agreeable. "no, i do not." "but, oh!--see--the sun is out. now you will like it. i suppose you don't know how to walk in snow-shoes, or it would be lovely to go right home across country." "i never used them. once i read about them in a book." "oh! you'll learn. i'll teach you." john, used to being considered and flattered, as he became more comfortable began to resent the way in which the girl proposed to instruct him. he was silent for a time. "tuck in that robe," she said. "how old are you?" "this last september, fifteen. how old are you?" "guess." "about ten, i think." now this was malicious. "ten, indeed! i'm thirteen and ten months and--and three days," she returned, with the accuracy of childhood about age. "were you at school in europe?" "yes, in france and hungary." "that's queer. in hungary and france--oh! then you can speak french." "of course," he replied. "can't you?" "a little, but aunt ann says i have a good accent when i read to her--we often do." "you should say 'without accent,'" he felt better after this assertion of superior knowledge. she thought his manners bad, but, though more amused than annoyed, felt herself snubbed and was silent for a time. he was quick to perceive that he had better have held his critical tongue, and said pleasantly, "but really it don't matter--only i was told that in france." she was as quick to reply, "you shouldn't say 'don't matter,' i say that sometimes, and then uncle james comes down on me." "why? i am really at a loss--" "oh! you must say 'doesn't'--not 'don't.'" she shook her great mass of hair and cried merrily, "i guess we are about even now, john penhallow." then they laughed gaily, as the boy said, "i wasn't very--very courteous." "now that's pretty, john. good gracious, billy!" she cried, punching the broad back of the driver. "are you asleep? you are all over the road." "oh! i was thinkin' how pole, the butcher, sold the squire a horse that's spavined--got it sent back--funny, wasn't it?" "look out," said leila, "you will upset us." john looked the uneasiness he felt, as he said, "do you think it is safe?" "no, i don't. drive on, billy, but do be careful." they came to the little village of westways. at intervals billy communicated bits of village gossip. "susan mcknight, she's going to marry finney--" "bother susan," cried leila. "be careful." john alarmed held on to his seat as the sleigh rocked about, while billy whipped up the mare. "this is westways, our village. it is just a row of houses. uncle james won't sell land on our side. look out, billy! our rector lives in that small house by the church. his name is mark rivers. you'll like him. that's mr. grace, the baptist preacher." she bade him good-day. "stop, billy!" he pulled up at the sidewalk. "good afternoon, mrs. crocker," she said, as the postmistress came out to the sleigh. "please mail this. any letters for us?" "no, leila." she glanced at the curly locks above the thin face and the wrapped up form in the shawl. "got a nice little girl with you, leila." john indignant said nothing. "this is a boy--my cousin, john penhallow," returned leila. "law! is that so?" "get on," cried leila. "stop at josiah's." here a tall, strongly built, very black negro came out. "fine frosty day, missy." "come up to the house to-night. uncle jim wants you." "i'll come--sure." "now, get along, billy." the black was strange to the boy. he thought the lower orders here disrespectful. "josiah's our barber," said leila. "he saved me once from a dreadful accident. you'll like him." "will i?" thought john, but merely remarked, "they all seem rather intimate." "why not?" said the young republican. "ah! here's the gate. i'll get out and open it. it's the best gate to swing on in the whole place." as she tossed the furs aside, john gasped, "to swing on--" "oh, yes. aunt ann says i am too old to swing on gates, but i do. it shuts with a bang. i'll show you some day." "what is swinging on a gate?" said john, as she jumped out and stood in the snow laughing. surely this was an amazing kind of boy. "why, did you never hear the rhyme about it?" "no," said john, "i never did." "well, you just get on the gate when it's wide open and give a push, and you sing-- "if i was the president of these united states, i'd suck molasses candy and swing upon the gates. "there! then it shuts--bang!" with this bit of child folklore she scampered away through the snow and stood holding the gate open while billy drove through. she reflected mischievously that it must have been three years since she had swung on a gate. john feeling warm and for the first time looking about him with interest began to notice the grandeur of the rigid snow-laden pines of an untouched forest which stood in what was now brilliant sunshine. as leila got into the sleigh, she said, "now, billy, go slowly when you make the short turn at the house. if you upset us, i--i'll kill you." "yes, miss. guess i'll drive all right." but the ways of drivers are everywhere the same, and to come to the end of a drive swiftly with crack of whip was an unresisted temptation. "_sang de dieu!_" cried john, "we will be upset." "we are," shouted leila. the horse was down, the sleigh on its side, and the cousins disappeared in a huge drift piled high when the road was cleared. chapter ii john was the first to return to the outer world. he stood still, seeing the horse on its legs, billy unharnessing, leila for an instant lost to sight. the boy was scared. in his ordered life it was an unequalled experience. then he saw a merry face above the drift and lying around it a wide-spread glory of red hair on the white snow. in after years he would recall the beauty of the laughing young face in its setting of dark gold and sunlit silver snow. "oh, my!" she cried. "that billy! don't stand there, john; pull me out, i'm stuck." he gave her a hand and she bounded forth out of the drift, shaking off the dry snow as a wet dog shakes off water. "what's the matter, john?" he was trying to empty neck, pocket and shoes of snow, and was past the limits of what small endurance he had been taught. "i shall catch my death of cold. it's down my back--it's everywhere, and i--shall get--laryngitis." the brave blue eyes of the girl stared at his dejected figure. she was at heart a gentle, little woman-child, endowed by nature with so much of tom-boy barbarism as was good for her. just now a feeling of contemptuous surprise overcame her kindliness and her aunt's training. "there's your bag on the snow, and billy will find your cap. what does a boy want with a bag? a boy--and afraid of snow!" she cried. "help him with that harness." he made no reply, but looked about for his lost cane. then the young despot turned upon the driver. "wait till uncle james hears; he'll come down on you." "my lands!" said billy, unbuckling a trace, "i'll just say, i'm sorry; and the squire he'll say, don't let it happen again; and i'll say, yes, sir." "yes, until aunt ann hears," said leila, and turned to john. his attitude of utter helplessness touched her. "come into the house; you must be cold." she was of a sudden all tenderness. through an outside winter doorway-shelter they entered a hall unusually large for an american's house and warmed by two great blazing hickory wood-fires. "come in," she cried, "you'll be all right. sit down by the fire; i'll be down in a minute, i want to see where aunt ann has put you." "i am much obliged," said john shivering. he was alone, but wet as he was the place captured an ever active imagination. he looked about him as he stood before the roaring fire. to the right was an open library, to the left a drawing-room rarely used, the hall being by choice the favoured sitting-room. the dining-room was built out from the back of the hall, whence up a broad stairway leila had gone. the walls were hung with indian painted robes, sioux and arapahoe weapons, old colonial rifles, and among them portraits of three generations of penhallows. many older people had found interesting the strange adornment of the walls, where amid antlered trophies of game, buffalo heads and war-worn indian relics, could be read something of the owner's tastes and history. john stood by the fire fascinated. like many timid boys, he liked books of adventure and to imagine himself heroic in situations of peril. "it's all right. come up," cried leila from the stair. "your trunk's there now. there's a fine fire." forgetful of the cold ride and of the snow down his back, he was standing before the feathered head-dress of a sioux chief and touching the tomahawk below it. he turned as she spoke. "those must be scalp-locks--three." he saw the prairie, the wild pursuit--saw them as she could not. he went after her upstairs, the girl talking, the boy rapt, lost in far-away battles on the plains. "this is your room. see what a nice fire. you can dry yourself. your trunk is here already." she lighted two candles. "we dine at half-past six." "thank you; i am very much obliged," he said, thinking what a mannerless girl. leila closed the door and stood still a moment. then she exclaimed, "well, i never! what will uncle jim say?" she listened a moment. no one was in the hall. then she laughed, and getting astride of the banister-rail made a wild, swift and perilous descent, alighting at the foot in the hall, and readjusting her short skirts as she heard her aunt and uncle on the porch. "i was just in time," she exclaimed. "wouldn't i have caught it!" the squire, as the village called him, would have applauded this form of coasting, but aunt ann had other views. "well!" he said as they came in, "what have you done with your young man?" now he was for leila anything but a man or manly, but she was a loyal little lady and unwilling to expose the guest to uncle jim's laughter. "he's all right," she said, "but billy upset the sleigh." she was longing to tell about that ball in the stable, but refrained. "so billy upset you; and john, where is he?" "he's upstairs getting dried." "it is rather a rough welcome," remarked her aunt. "he lost his cap and his cane," said leila. "his cane!" exclaimed her uncle, "his cane!" "i must see him," said his wife. "better let him alone, ann." but as usual she took her own way and went upstairs. she came down in a few minutes, finding her husband standing before the fire--an erect, soldierly figure close to forty years of age. "well, ann?" he queried. "a very nice lad, with such good manners, james." "billy found his cap," said leila, "but he couldn't get the sleigh set up until the stable men came." "and that cane," laughed penhallow. "was the boy amused or--or scared?" "i don't know," which was hardly true, but the chivalry of childhood forbade tale-telling and he learned very little. "he was rather tired and cold, so i made him go to his room and rest." "poor child!" said aunt ann. james penhallow looked at leila. some manner of signals were interchanged. "i saw billy digging in the big drift," he said. "i trust he found the young gentleman's cane." some pitying, dim comprehension of the delicately nurtured lad had brought to the social surface the kindliness of the girl and she said no more. "it is time to dress for dinner," said ann. away from the usages of the city she had wisely insisted on keeping up the social forms which the squire would at times have been glad to disregard. for a moment ann penhallow lingered. "we must try to make him feel at home, james." "of course, my dear. i can imagine how susan penhallow would have educated a boy, and now i know quite too well what we shall have to undo--and--do." "you won't, oh! you will not be too hard on him." "i--no, my dear--but--i suspect his american education has begun already." "what do you mean?" "ask leila--and billy. but that can wait." they separated. while his elders were thus briefly discussing this new addition to the responsibilities of their busy lives, the subject of their talk had been warmed into comfortable repossession of his self-esteem. he set in order his elaborate silver toilet things marked with the penhallow crest, saw in the glass that his dress and unboylike length of curly hair were as he had been taught they should be; then he looked at his watch and went slowly downstairs. "halloa! john," he heard as he reached the last turn of the stairs. "most glad to see you. you are very welcome to your new home." the man who hailed him was six feet two inches, deep-chested, erect--the west point figure; the face clean-shaven, ruddy, hazel-eyed, was radiant with the honest feeling of desire to put this childlike boy at ease. the little gentleman needed no aid and replied, "my dear uncle, i cannot sufficiently thank you." a little bow went with his words, and he placidly accepted his aunt's embrace, while the hearty miss leila looked on in silence. the boy's black suit, the short jacket, the neat black tie, made the paleness of his thin large-featured face too obvious. then leila took note of the court shoes and silk socks, and looked at uncle jim to see what he thought. the squire reserved what criticism he may have had and asked cheerfully about the journey, aunt ann aiding him with eager will to make the boy feel at home. he was quite enough at home. it was all agreeable, these handsome relations and the other penhallows on the walls. he had been taught that which is good or ill as men use it, pride of race, and in his capacity to be impressed by his surroundings was years older than leila. he felt sure that he would like it here at grey pine, but was surprised to see no butler and to be waited on at dinner by two neat little maids. when ann penhallow asked him about his schools and his life in europe, he became critical, and conversed about picture-galleries and foreign life with no lack of accuracy, while the squire listened smiling and leila sat dumb with astonishment as the dinner went on. he ate little and kept in mind the endless lessons in regard to what he should or should not eat. meanwhile, he silently approved of the old silver and these well-bred kinsfolk, with a reserve of doubt concerning his silent cousin. his uncle had at last his one glass of madeira, and as they rose his aunt said, "you may be tired, john; you ought to go to bed early." "it is not yet time," he said. "i always retire at ten o'clock." "he 'retires,'" murmured his uncle. "come, ann, we will leave leila to make friends with the new cousin. try john at checkers, leila. she defeats me easily." "i--never saw any one could beat me at _jeu des dames_," said john. it was a fine chance to get even with leila for the humiliating adventures of a not very flattering day. "well, take care," said the squire, not altogether amused. "come, ann." entering the large library room he closed the door, drew over it a curtain, filled his pipe but did not light it, and sat down at the fire beside his wife. "well, james," she said, "did you ever see a better mannered lad, and so intelligent?" "never--nor any lad who has as good an opinion of his small self. he is too young for his years, and in some ways too old. i looked him over a bit. he is a mere scaffolding, a sickly-looking chap. he eats too little. i heard him remark to you that potatoes disagreed with him and that he never ate apples." "but, james, what shall we do with him? it is a new and a difficult responsibility." "do with him? oh! make a man of him. give him and leila a week's holiday. turn him loose with that fine tom-boy. then he must go to school to mark rivers with leila and those two young village imps, the doctor's boy and grace's, that precious young baptist. they will do him good. when mark reports, we shall see further. that is all my present wisdom, ann. has the _tribune_ come? oh! i see--it is on the table." ann was still in some doubt and returned to the boy. "and where do i come in?" "feed the young animal and get the tailor in the village to make him some warm rough clothes, and get him boots for the snow--and thick gloves--and a warm ready-made overcoat." "i will. but, james, leila will half kill him. he is so thin and pale. he looks hardly older than she does." then ann rose, saying, "well, we shall see, i suppose you are right," and after some talk about the iron-works left him to his pipe. when she returned to the hall, the two children were talking of europe--or rather leila was listening. "well," said the little lady, ann penhallow, "how did the game go, john?" "i am rather out of practice," said john. leila said nothing. he had been shamefully worsted. "i think i shall go to bed," he remarked, looking at his watch. "i would," she said. "there are the candles. there is a bathroom next to you." he was tired and disgusted, but slept soundly. when at breakfast he said that he was not allowed tea or coffee, he was fed with milk, to which with hot bread and new acquaintance with griddle cakes he took kindly. after breakfast he was driven to the village with his aunt and equipped with a rough ready-made overcoat and high boots. he found the dress comfortable, but not to his taste. when he came back, the squire and leila had disappeared and he was left to his own devices. he was advised by his aunt to walk about and see the stables and the horses. that any boy should not want to see the horses was inconceivable in this household. he did go out and walk on the porch, but soon went in chilled and sat down to lose himself in a book of polar travel. he liked history, travel and biographies of soldiers, fearfully desiring to have his own courage tested--a more common boy-wish than might be supposed. he thought of it as he laid down the book and began to inspect again the painted buffalo skins on the wall, letting his imagination wander when once more he touched a sioux tomahawk with its grim adornment of scalp-locks. he was far away when he heard his aunt say, "you were not out long, john. did they show you the horses?" shy and reserved in novel surroundings, he was rather too much at his ease amid socially familiar things, and now said lightly that he had not seen the stables. "really, aunt ann, i prefer to read or to look at these interesting indian relics." "ask your uncle about them," she said, "but you will find out that horses are important in this household." she left him with the conviction that james penhallow was, on the whole, right as to the educational needs of this lad. after lunch his uncle said, "leila will show you about the place. you will want to see the horses, of course, and the dogs." "and my guinea pigs," added leila. he took no interest in either, and the dogs somewhat alarmed him. his cousin, a little discouraged, led him away into the woods where the ancient pines stood snow laden far apart with no intrusion between them of low shrubbery. leila was silent, half aware that he was hard to entertain, and then mischievously wilful to give this indifferent cousin a lesson. presently he stood still, looking up at the towering cones of the motionless pines. "how stately they are--how like old vikings!" he said. his imagination was the oldest mental characteristic of this over-guarded, repressed boyhood. leila turned, surprised. this was beyond her appreciative capacity. "once i heard uncle jim say something like that. he's queer about trees. he talks to them sometimes just like that. there's the biggest pine over there--i'll show it to you. why! he will stop and pat it and say, 'how are you?'--isn't it funny?" "no, it isn't funny at all. it's--it's beautiful!" "you must be like him, john." "i--like him! do you think so?" he was pleased. the indian horseman of the plains who could talk to the big tree began to be felt by the boy as somehow nearer. "let's play indian," said leila. "i'll show you." she was merry, intent on mischief. "oh! whatever you like." he was uninterested. leila said, "you stand behind this tree, i will stand behind that one." she took for herself the larger shelter. "then you, each of us, get ready this way a pile of snowballs. i say, make ready! fire! and we snowball one another like everything. the first indian that's hit, he falls down dead. then the other rushes at him and scalps him." "but," said john, "how can he?" "oh! he just gives your hair a pull and makes believe." "i see." "then we play it five times, and each scalp counts one. now, isn't that real jolly?" john had his doubts as to this, but he took his place and made some snowballs clumsily. "make ready! fire!" cried leila. the snowballs flew. at last, the girl seeing how wildly he threw exposed herself. a better shot took her full in the face. laughing gaily, she dropped, "i'm dead." the game pleased him with its unlooked-for good luck. "now don't stand there like a ninny--scalp me," she cried. he ran to her side and knelt down. the widespread hair affected him curiously. he touched it daintily, let it fall, and rose. "to pull at a girl's hair! i couldn't do it." leila laughed. "a good pull, that's how to scalp." "i couldn't," said john. "well, you are a queer sort of indian!" she was less merciful, but in the end, to her surprise, he had three scalps. "uncle jim will laugh when i tell him," she said. "shall we go home?" "no, i want to see uncle jim's big tree." "oh! he's only uncle jim to me. aunt don't like it. he will tell you some day to call him uncle jim. he says i got that as brevet rank the day my mare refused the barnyard fence and pitched me off. i just got on again and made her take it! that's why he's uncle jim." john became thoughtful about that brevet privilege of a remote future. he had, however, persistent ways. "i want to see the big pine, leila." "oh! come on then. it's a long way. we must cut across." he followed her remorselessly swift feet through the leafless bushes and drifts until they came upon a giant pine in a wide space cleared to give the veteran royal solitude. "that's him," cried leila, and carelessly cast herself down on the snow. the boy stood still in wonder. something about the tree disturbed him emotionally. with hands clasped behind his back, he stared up at its towering heights. he was silent. "what's the matter? what do you see?" she was never long silent. he was searching for a word. "it's solemn. i like it." he moved forward and patted the huge hole with a feeling of reverence and affection. "i wish he could speak to us. how are you, old fellow?" leila watched him. as yet she had no least comprehension of this sense of being kindred to nature. it is rare in youth. as he spoke, a little breeze stirred the old fellow's topmost crest and a light downfall of snow fell on the pair. leila laughed, but the boy cried, "there! he has answered. we are friends." "now, if that isn't uncle jim all over. he just does make me laugh." john shook off the snow. "let's go home," he said. he was warm and red with the exercise, and in high good-humour over his success. "did you never read a poem called 'the talking oak'? i had a tutor used to read it to me." "now, the idea of a tree talking!" she said. "no, i never heard of it. come along, we'll be late. that's funny about a tree talking. can you run?" they ran, but not far, because deep snow makes running hard. it was after dark when they tramped on to the back porch. john's experience taught him to expect blame for being out late. no one asked a question or made a remark. he was ignored, to his amazement. whether, as he soon learned, he was in or out, wet or dry, seemed to be of no moment to any one, provided he was punctual at meal-times. it was at first hard to realize the reasonable freedom suddenly in his possession. the appearance of complete want of interest in his health and what he did was as useful a moral tonic as was for the body the educational out-of-doors' society of the fearless girl, his aunt's niece whom he was told to consider as his cousin. to his surprise, he was free to come and go, and what he or leila did in the woods or in the stables no one inquired. aunt ann uneasy would have known all about them, but the squire urged, that for a time, "let alone" was the better policy. this freedom was so unusual, so unreservedly complete, as to rejoice leila, who was very ready to use the liberty it gave. in a week the rector's school would shut them up for half of the day of sunlit snow. meanwhile, john wondered with interest every morning where next those thin active young legs would lead him. the dogs he soon took to, when leila's whistle called them,--a wild troop, never allowed beyond the porch or in the house. for some occult reason mrs. ann disliked dogs and liked cats, which roamed the house at will and were at deadly feud with the stable canines. no rough weather ever disturbed leila's out-of-door habits, but when for two days a lazy rain fell and froze on the snow, john declared that he could not venture to get wet with his tendency to tonsilitis. as leila refused indoor society and he did not like to be left alone, he missed the gay and gallant little lady, and still no one questioned him. on the third day at breakfast leila was wildly excited. the smooth ice-mailed snow shone brilliant in the sunshine. "coasting weather, uncle jim," leila said. "first class," said her uncle. "get off before the sun melts the crust." "do be careful, dear," said ann penhallow, "and do not try the farm hill." "yes, aunt." the squire exchanged signal glances with leila over the teacup he was lifting. "come, john," she said. "no dogs to-day. it's just perfect. here's your sled." john had seen coasting in germany and had been strictly forbidden so perilous an amusement. as they walked over the crackling ice-cover of the snow, he said, "why do you want to sled, leila? i consider it extremely dangerous. i saw two persons hurt when we were in switzerland." his imagination was predicting all manner of disaster, but he had the moral courage which makes hypocrisy impossible. from the hill crest john looked down the long silvery slope and did not like it. "it's just a foolish risk. do you mean to slide down to that brook?" "slide! we coast, we don't slide. i think you had better go back and tell uncle jim you were afraid." he was furious. "i tell you this, miss grey--i am afraid--i have been told--well, never mind--that--well---i won't say i'm not afraid--but i'm more afraid of uncle james than--than--of death." she stood still a moment as she faced him, the two pair of blue eyes meeting. he was very youthful for his years and was near the possibility of the tears of anger, and, too, the virile qualities of his race were protesting forces in the background of undeveloped character. the sweet girl face grew red and kinder. "i was mean, john penhallow. i am sorry i was rude." "no--no," he exclaimed, "it was i who was--was--ill-mannered. i--mean to coast if i die." "die," she laughed gaily. "let me go first." "go ahead then." she was astride of the sled and away down the long descent, while he watched her swift flight. he set his teeth and was off after her. a thrill of pleasure possessed him, the joy of swift movement. near the foot was an abrupt fall to a frozen brook and then a sharp ascent. he rolled over at leila's feet seeing a firmament of stars and rose bewildered. "busted?" cried leila, who picked up the slang of the village boys to her aunt's disgust. "i am not what you call busted," said john, "but i consider it most disagreeable." without a word more he left her, set out up the hill and coasted again. he upset half-way down, rolled over, and got on again laughing. this time somehow he got over the brook and turned crossly on leila with, "i hope now you are satisfied, miss grey." "you'll do, i guess," said she. "i just wondered if you would back out, john. let's try the other hills." he went after her vexed at her way of ordering him about, and not displeased with john penhallow and his new experience in snatching from danger a fearful joy. chapter iii the difficult lessons on the use of snow-shoes took up day after day, until weary but at last eager he followed her tireless little figure far into the more remote woods. "what's that?" he said. "i wanted you to see it, john." it was an old log cabin. "that's where the first james penhallow lived. uncle jim keeps it from tumbling to pieces, but it's no use to anybody." "the first penhallow," said john. "it must be very old." "oh! i suppose so--i don't know--ask uncle jim. they say the indians attacked it once--that first james penhallow and his wife fought them till help came. i thought you would like to see it." he went in, kicking off his snow-shoes. she was getting used to his silences, and now with some surprise at his evident interest followed him. he walked about making brief remarks or eagerly asking questions. "they must have had loop-holes to shoot. did they kill any indians?" "yes, five. they are buried behind the cabin. uncle jim set a stone to mark the place." he made no reply. his thoughts were far away in time, realizing the beleaguered cabin, the night of fear, the flashing rifles of his ancestors. the fear--would he have been afraid? "when i was little, i was afraid to come here alone," said the girl. "i should like to come here at night," he returned. "why? i wouldn't. oh! not at night. i don't see what fun there would be in that." "then i would know--" "know what, john? what would you know?" "oh! no matter." he had a deep desire to learn if he would be afraid. "some day," he added, "i will tell you. let's go home." "are you tired?" "i'm half dead," he laughed as he slipped on his snow-shoes. a long and heavy rain cleared away the snow, and the more usual softness of the end of november set in. their holiday sports were over for a time, to john's relief. on a monday he went through the woods with leila to the rectory. mark rivers, who had only seen john twice, made him welcome. the tall, thin, pale man, with the quiet smile and attentive grey eyes, made a ready capture of the boy. there were only two other scholars, the sons of the doctor and the baptist preacher, lads of sixteen, not very mannerly, rather rough country boys, who nudged one another and regarded john with amused interest. in two or three days john knew that he was in the care of an unusually scholarly man, who became at once his friend and treated the lazy village boys and him with considerate kindliness. john liked it. to his surprise, no questions were asked at home about the school, and the afternoons were often free for lonely walks, when leila went away on her mare and john was at liberty to read or to do as best pleased him. at times leila bored him, and although with his well-taught courteous ways he was careful not to show impatience, he had the imaginative boy's capacity to enjoy being alone and a long repressed curiosity which now found indulgence among people who liked to answer questions and were pleased when he asked them. very often, as he came into easier relations with his aunt, he was told to take some query she could not answer to uncle james or the rector. a rather sensitive lad, he soon became aware that his uncle appeared to take no great interest in him, and, too, the boy's long cultivated though lessening reserve kept them apart. meanwhile, ann watched with pleasure his gain in independence, in looks and in appetite. while james penhallow after his game of whist at night growled in his den over the bitter politics of the day, north and south, his wife read aloud to the children by the fireside in her own small sitting-room or answered as best she could john's questions, confessing ignorance at times or turning to books of reference. it was not always easy to satisfy this restless young mind in a fast developing body. "were guinea pigs really pigs? what was the hematite iron-ore his uncle used at the works?" once he was surprised. he asked one evening, "what was the missouri compromise?" he had read so much about it in the papers. "hasn't it something to do with slavery? aunt ann, it must seem strange to own a man." his eager young ears had heard rather ignorant talk of it from his mother's english friends. his aunt said quietly, "my people in maryland own slaves, john. it is not a matter for a child to discuss. the abolitionists at the north are making trouble. it is a subject--we--i do not care to talk about." "but what is an abolitionist, aunt?" he urged. she laughed and said gaily, "i will answer no more conundrums; ask your uncle." leila who took no interest in politics fidgeted until she got her chance when mrs. ann would not answer john. "i want to hear about that talking oak, john." she was quicker than he to observe her aunt's annoyance, and ann, glad to be let off easily, found the needed book, and for a time they fell under the charm of tennyson, and then earlier than usual were sent to bed. the days ran on into weeks of school, and now there were snow-shoe tramps or sleigh rides to see some big piece of casting at the forge, where persistently-curious john did learn from some one what hematite was. the life became to him steadily more and more pleasant as he shed with ease the habits of an over regulated life, and living wholesome days prospered in body and mind. christmas was a disappointment to leila and to him. there was an outbreak of measles at westways and there would be no carols, nor children gathered at grey pine. ann's usual bounty of toys was sent to the village. john's present from his uncle was a pair of skates, and then leila saw a delightful chance to add another branch of education. next morning, for this was holiday-week, she asked if he would like to learn to skate. they had gone early to the cabin and were lazily enjoying a rest after a snow-shoe tramp. he replied, in an absent way, "i suppose i may as well learn. how many indians were there?" "i don't know. who cares now?" "i do." "i never saw such a boy. you can't ride and you can't skate. you are just good for nothing. you're just fit to be sold at a rummage-sale." he was less easily vexed than made curious. "what's a rummage-sale?" "oh! we had one two years ago. once in a while aunt ann says there must be one, so she gathers up all the trash and uncle jim's old clothes (he hates that), and the village people they buy things. and mr. rivers sells the things at auction, you know--and oh, my! he was funny." "so they sell what no one wants. then why does any one buy?" "i'm sure, i don't know." "i wonder what i would fetch, leila?" "not much," she said. "maybe you're right." he had one of the brief boy-moods of self-abasement. leila changed quickly. "i'll bid for you," she said coyly. he laughed and looked up, surprised at this earliest indication of the feminine. "what would you give?" he asked. "well, about twenty-five cents." he laughed. "i may improve, leila, and the price go up. let us go and learn to skate--you must teach me." "of course," said leila, "but you will soon learn. it's hard at first." at lunch, on christmas day, john had thanked his uncle for the skates in the formal way which ann liked and james penhallow did not. he said, "i am very greatly obliged for the skates. they appear to me excellent." "what a confoundedly civil young gentleman," thought penhallow. "i have been thinking you must learn to skate. the pond has been swept clear of snow." "thank you," returned the boy, with a grin which his uncle thought odd. "leila will teach you." john was silent, regarding his uncle with never dying interest, the soldier of indian battles, the perfect rider and good shot, adored in the stables and loved, as john was learning, in all the country side. john was in the grip of a boy's admiration for a realized ideal--the worship, by the timid, of courage. of the few things he did well, he thought little; and an invalid's fears had discouraged rough games until he had become like a timorous girl. he had much dread of horses, and was alarmingly sure that he would some day be made to ride. once in paris he had tried, had had a harmless accident and, willingly yielding to his mother's fears, had tried no more. late in the afternoon, leila, with her long wake of flying hair, burst into the squire's den. "what the deuce is the matter?" asked penhallow. "oh! uncle jim, he can skate like--like a witch. i couldn't keep near him. he skated an 'l' for my name. uncle jim, he's a fraud." penhallow knew now why the boy had grinned at him. "i think, leila, he will do. where did he learn to skate?" "at vevey, he says, on the lake." "yes, of geneva." "tom mcgregor was there and bob grace. we played tag. john knows a way to play tag on skates. you must chalk your right hand and you must mark with it the other fellow's right shoulder. it must be jolly. we had no chalk, but we are to play it to-morrow. isn't it interesting, uncle john?" penhallow laughed. "interesting, my dear? oh! your aunt will be after you with a stick." "aunt ann's--stick!" laughed leila. "my dear leila," he said gravely, "this boy has had all the manliness coddled out of him, but he looks like his father. i have my own ideas of how to deal with him. i suppose he will brag a bit at dinner." "he will not, uncle jim." "bet you a pound of bonbons, leila." "from town?" "yes." "all right." "can he coast? i did not ask you." "well! pretty well," said leila. for some unknown reason she was unwilling to say more. "doesn't the rector dine here, to-day, leila?" "yes, but--oh! uncle jim, we found a big hornets' nest yesterday on the log cabin. they seemed all asleep. i told john we would fight them in the spring." "and what did he say?" "he said: 'did they sting?'--i said: 'that was the fun of it!'" "better not tell your aunt." "no, sir. i'm an obedient little girl." "you little scamp! you were meant to be a boy. is there anything you are afraid of?" "yes, algebra." "oh! get out," and she fled. at dinner john said no word of the skating, to the satisfaction of leila who conveyed to her uncle a gratified sense of victory by some of the signs which were their private property. leaving the cousins to their game of chess, penhallow followed his wife and mark rivers into his library. "well, mark," he said, "you have had this boy long enough to judge; it is time i heard what you think of him. you asked me to wait. the youngster is rather reticent, and leila is about the only person in the house who really knows much about him. he talks like a man of thirty." "i do not find him reticent," remarked mrs. ann, "and his manners are charming--i wish leila's were half as good." "well, let's hear about him." "may i smoke?" asked the rector. "anywhere but in my drawing-room. i believe james would like to smoke in church." "it might have its consolations," returned penhallow. "thanks," said rivers smiling. neither man took advantage of her unusual permission. "but you, squire, have been closer than i to this interesting boy. what do you make of him?" "he can't ride--he hardly knows a horse from a mule." "that's not his fault," said mrs. penhallow, "he's afraid of horses." "afraid!" said her husband. "by george! afraid of horses." "he speaks french perfectly," said mark rivers. "he can't swim. i got that out of leila. i understand he tried it once and gave it up." "but his mother made him, james. you know susan. she was as timid as a house-fly for herself, and i suppose for him." "i asked him," said rivers, "if he knew any latin. he answered me in latin and told me that at budapest where he was long at school the boys had to speak latin." "and the rest, rivers. is he well up in mathematics?" "no, he finds that difficult. but, upon my word, squire, he is the most doggedly persistent fellow i have ever had to teach and i handled many boys when i was younger. i can take care of my side of the boy." "he can skate, james," said mrs. ann. "yes, so i hear. i suppose that under leila's care and a good out-of-door life he will drop his girl-ways--but--" "but what, james?" "oh! he has been taught that there is no shame in failure, no disgrace in being afraid." "how do you know he is afraid, my dear james?" "oh! i know." leila's unwillingness to talk had given him some suspicion of the truth. "well, we shall see. he needs some rough boy-company. i don't like to have the village boys alone with leila, but when she has john with her it may be as well to ask dr. mcgregor's son tom to coast and play with them." "he has no manners," said mrs. penhallow. "then he may get some from john. he never will from leila. i will take care of the rest, rivers. he has got to learn to ride." "you won't be too hard on him, james?" said his wife. "not unless he needs it. let us drop him." "have you seen yesterday's papers?" asked rivers. "our politics, north and south, look to me stormy." penhallow shook his head at the tall rector. the angry strife of sections and parties was the one matter he never discussed with ann penhallow. the rector recalled it as he saw mrs. ann sit up and drop on her lap the garment upon which her ever industrious hands were busy. accepting penhallow's hint, rivers said quickly, "but really there is nothing new," and then, "tom mcgregor will certainly be the better for our little gentleman's good manners, and he too has something to learn of tom." "i should say he has," said penhallow. "a little dose of west point, i suppose," laughed mrs. ann. "it is my husband's one ideal of education." "it must once, i fancy, have satisfied ann grey," retorted the squire smiling. "i reserve any later opinion of james penhallow," she said laughing, and gathering up her sewing bag left them, declaring that now they might smoke. the two men rose, and when alone began at once to talk of the coming election in the fall of and the endless troubles arising out of the fugitive slave act. the boy who had been the subject of their conversation was slowly becoming used to novel surroundings and the influence they exerted. ann talked to him at times of his mother, but he had the disinclination to speak of the dead which most children have, and had in some ways been kept so much of a child as to astonish his aunt. neither leila nor any one could have failed to like him and his gentle ways, and as between him and the village boys she knew leila preferred this clever, if too timid, cousin. so far they had had no serious quarrels. when she rode with the squire, john wandered in the woods, enjoying solitude, and having some appreciative relation to nature, the great pine woods, the strange noises of the breaking ice in the river, the sunset skies. among the village boys with whom at the rector's small school and in the village john was thrown, he liked least the lad mcgregor, who had now been invited to coast or skate with the grey pine cousins. tom had the democratic boy-belief that very refined manners imply lack of some other far more practical qualities, and thus to him and the westways boys john penhallow was simply an absurd miss nancy kind of lad, and it was long after the elders of the little town admired and liked him that the boys learned to respect him. it was easy to see why the generous, good-tempered and pleasant lad failed to satisfy the town boys. john had been sedulously educated into the belief that he was of a class to which these fellows did not belong, and of this the squire had soon some suspicion when, obedient as always, john accepted his uncle's choice of his friend the doctor's son as a playmate. he was having his hair cut when tom mcgregor came into the shop of josiah, the barber. "wait a minute," said john. "are you through, mr. josiah?" tom grinned, "got a handle to your name?" "yes, because master john is a gentleman." "then i'll call you mister too." "it won't ever make you mister," said the barber, "that kind's born so." john disliked this outspoken expression of an opinion he shared. "nonsense," he said. "come up, tom, this afternoon. don't forget the muskrat traps, mr. josiah." "no, sir. too early yet." "all right," returned tom. "i'll come." march had come and the last snow still lay on the land when thus invited tom joined john and leila in the stable-yard. "let's play tag," cried leila. tom was ready. "here's a stick." they took hold of it in turn. tom's hand came out on top. "i'm tagger. look out!" he cried. they played the game. at last he caught leila, and crying out, "you're tagged," seized her boy-cap and threw it up on to the steep slope of the stable roof. "oh! that's not fair," cried the girl. "you are a rude boy. now you've got to get it." "no, indeed. get the stable-man to get it." she turned to john, "please to get it." "how can i?" he said. "go up inside--there's a trap door. you can slide down the snow and get it." "but i might fall." "there's your chance," said tom grinning. john stood, still irresolute. leila walked away into the stable. "she'll get a man," said tom a little regretful of his rudeness, as she disappeared. in a moment leila was up in the hayloft and out on the roof. spreading out arms and thin legs she carefully let herself slide down the soft snow until, seizing her cap, she set her feet on the roof gutter, crying out, "get a ladder quick." alarmed at her perilous position, they ran and called out a groom, a ladder was brought, and in a moment she was on the ground. leila turned on the two lads. "you are a coward, tom mcgregor, and you too, john penhallow. i never--never will play with you again." "it was just fun," said tom; "any of the men could have poked it down." "cowards," said the girl, tossing back her dark mass of hair and moving away without a look at the discomfited pair. "i suppose now you will go and tell the squire," said tom. he was alarmed. she turned, "i--a tell-tale!" her child-code of conduct was imperative. "i am neither a tell-tale nor a coward. 'tell-tale pick a nail and hang him to a cow's tail!'" and with this well-known declaration of her creed of playground honour, she walked away. "she'll tell," said tom. "she won't," said john. "guess i'll go home," said tom, and left john to his reflections. they were most disagreeable. john went into the woods and sat down on a log. "so," he said aloud, "she called me a coward--and i am--i was--i can't bear it. what would my uncle say?" his eyes filled. he brushed away the tears with his sleeve. a sudden remembrance of how good she had been to him, how loyally silent, added to his distress. he longed for a chance to prove that he was not that--that--eager and yet distrustful, he got up and walked through the melting snow to the cabin, where he lay on the floor thinking, a prey to that fiend imagination, of which he had a larger share than is always pleasant when excuses are needed. leila was coldly civil and held her tongue, but for a few days would not go into the woods with him and rode alone or with her uncle. tom came no more for a week, until self-assured that the squire had not heard of his behaviour, as he met him on the road with his usual hearty greeting. ann penhallow saw that the boy was less happy than usual and suspected some mild difficulty with leila, but in her wise way said nothing and began to use him for some of her many errands of helpfulness in the village and on the farms, where always he made friends. seeing at last that the boy was too silent and to her eye unhappy, she talked of it to mark rivers. the next day, after school, he said to john, "i want to see that old cabin in the woods. long as i have lived here i have never been that far. come and show me the way. i tried once to find it and got lost. we can have a jolly good talk, you and i." the word of kindly approach was timely. john felt the invitation as a compliment, and was singularly open to the approval his lessons won from this gentle dark-eyed man. "oh!" he said, "i should like that." after lunch, leila, a little penitent, said with unwonted shyness, "the woods are very nice to-day, and i found the first arbutus under the snow." when john did not respond, she made a further propitiatory advance, "it will soon be time for that hornets' nest, we must go and see." "what are you about?" said mrs. ann; "you will get stung." "pursuit of natural history," said penhallow smiling. "you are as bad as leila, james." "won't you come?" asked the girl at last. "thank you. i regret that i have an engagement with mr. rivers," said john, with the prim manner he was fast losing. "by george!" murmured penhallow as he rose. john looked up puzzled, and his uncle, much amused, went to get his boots and riding-dress. "wait till i get you on a horse, my lord chesterfield," he muttered. "he and leila must have had a row. what about, i wonder." he asked no questions. with a renewal of contentment and well-pleased, john called for the rector. they went away into the forest to the cabin. "and so," said rivers, "this is where the first penhallow had his indian fight. i must ask the squire." "i know about it," said john. "leila told me, and"--he paused, "i saw it." "oh! did you? let's hear." they lay down, and the rector lazily smoked. "well, go ahead, jack, i like stories." he had early rechristened him jack, and the boy liked it. "well, sir, they saw them coming near to dusk and ran. you see, it was a clearing then; the trees have grown here since. that was at dusk. they barred the door and cut loop-holes between the logs. next morning the indians came on. she fired first, and she cried out, 'oh! james, i've killed a man.'" "she said that?" asked rivers. "yes, and she wouldn't shoot again until her man was wounded, then she was like a raging lioness." "a lioness!" echoed rivers. "by evening, help came." "how did you know all this?" "oh! leila told me some--and the rest--well, sir, i saw it. i've been here often." the rector studied the excited young face. "would you like to have been there, jack?" "no." "why not?" "i should have been afraid, and--" then quickly, "i suppose he was; she was; any one would have been." "like as not. he for her, most of all. but there are many kinds of fear, jack." john was silent, and the rector waited. then the boy broke out, "leila told me last week i was a coward." "indeed! leila told you that! that wasn't like her, jack. why did she say it?" this was a friendly hearer, whose question john had invited. to-day the human relief of confession was great to the boy. he told the story, in bits, carefully, as if to have it exact were essential. mark rivers watched him through his pipe smoke, trying to think of what he could or should say to this small soul in trouble. the boy was lying on the floor looking up, his hands clasped behind his head. "that's all, sir. it's dreadful." the young rector's directness of character set him on the right path. "i don't know just what to say to you, jack. you see, you have been taught to be afraid of horses and dogs, of exposure to rain, and generally of being hurt, until--well, jack, if your mother had not been an invalid, she would not have educated you to fear, to have no joy in risks. now you are in more wholesome surroundings--and--in a little while you will forget this small trouble." the young clergyman felt that in his puzzle he had been rather vague, and added pleasantly, "you have the courage of truth. that's moral courage. tom would have explained or denied, or done anything to get out of the scrape, if the squire had come down on him. you would not." "oh! thank you," said john. "i'm sorry i troubled you." "you did in a way; but you did not when you trusted a man who is your friend. let us drop it. where are those indian graves?" they went out and wandered in the woods, until john said, "oh! this must be that arbutus leila talks about, just peeping out from under the snow." they gathered a large bunch. "it is the first breath of the fragrance of spring," said rivers. "oh! yes, sir. how sweet it is! it does not grow in europe." "no, we own it with many other good and pleasant things." when they came to the house, leila was dismounting after her ride. john said, "here leila, i gathered these for you." when she said, "thank you, john," he knew by her smiling face that he was forgiven, and without a word followed her into the hall, still pursued by the thought; but i was afraid. he put aside this trouble for a time, and the wood sports with leila were once more resumed. what thought of his failure the girl still kept in mind, if she thought of it at all, he never knew, or not for many days. he had no wish to talk of it, but fearfully desired to set himself right with her and with john penhallow. one day in early april she asked him to go to the stable and order her horse. he did so, and alone with an unpleasant memory, in the stable-yard he stood still a moment, and then with a sudden impulse threw his cap up on to the roof. he took a moment to regret it, and then saying, "i've got to do it!" he went into the stable and out of the hay-loft on to the sloping roof. he did not dare to wait, but let himself slide down the frozen snow, seized his cap, and knew of a sudden that the smooth ice-coating was an unsuspected peril. he rolled over on his face, straightened himself, and slid to the edge. he clutched the gutter, hung a moment, and dropped some fifteen feet upon the hard pavement. for a moment the shock stunned him. then, as he lay, he was aware of billy, who cried, "he's dead! he's dead!" and ran to the house, where he met mrs. ann and leila on the porch. "he's killed--he's dead!" "who? who?" they cried. "mr. john, he's dead!" as billy ran, the dead got his wits about him, sat up, and, hearing billy howling, got on his feet. his hands were torn and bleeding, but he was not otherwise damaged. he ran after billy, and was but a moment behind him. mrs. ann was shaking the simple fellow, vainly trying to learn what had happened. leila white to the lips was leaning against a pillar. john called out, "i'm all right, aunt. i had a fall--and billy, do hold your tongue." billy cried, "he's not dead!" and fled as he had come. "my poor boy," said mrs. ann, "sit down." he gladly obeyed. at this moment james penhallow came downstairs. "what's all this row about, ann? i heard billy--oh, so you're the dead man, john. how did you happen to die?" "i fell off the stable roof, sir." "well, you got off easily." he asked no other questions, to john's relief, but said, "your hands look as if you had fought our big tom-cat." john had risen on his uncle's approach. now penhallow said, "sit down. put some court-plaster on those scratches, ann, or a postage stamp--or--so--come, leila, the horses are here. run upstairs and get my riding-whip. that fool brought me down in a hurry. when the chimney took fire last year he ran through the village yelling that the house was burned down. don't let your aunt coddle you, john." "do let the boy alone, james." "come, leila," he said. "i think i won't ride to-day, uncle jim." a faint signal from his wife sent him on his way alone with, "all right, leila. any errands, my dear?" "no--but please call at the grocer's and ask him why he has sent no sugar--and tell mrs. saul i want her. if pole is in, you might mention that when i order beef i do not want veal." while john was being plastered and in dread of the further questions which were not asked, leila went upstairs, and the squire rode away to the iron-works smiling and pleased. "he'll do," he murmured, "but what the deuce was my young dandy doing on the roof?" the captain had learned in the army the wisdom of asking no needless questions. "leila must have been a pretty lively instructor in mischief. by and by, ann will have it out of the boy, and--i must stop that. now she will be too full of surgery. she is sure to think leila had something to do with it." he saw of late that ann was resolute as to what to him would be a sad loss. leila was to be sent to school before long--accomplishments! "damn accomplishments! i have tried to make a boy out of her--now the inevitable feminine appears--she was scared white--and the boy was pretty shaky. i am sure leila will know all about it." that school business had already been discussed with his wife, and then, he thought, "there is to come a winter in the city, society, and--some nice young man, and so good-bye, my dear comrade. get up, brutus." he dismissed his cares as the big bay stretched out in a gallop. after some surgical care, john was told to go to his room and lie down. he protested that he was in no need of rest, but ann penhallow, positive in small ways with every one, including her husband, sent john away with an imperative order, nor on the whole was he sorry to be alone. no one had been too curious. he recognized this as a reasonable habit of the family. and leila? he was of no mind to be frank with her; and this he had done was a debt paid to john penhallow! he may not have so put it, but he would not admit to himself that leila's contemptuous epithet had had any influence on his action. the outcome was a keen sense of happy self-approval. when he had dressed for dinner, feeling pretty sore all over, he found leila waiting at the head of the stairs. "john penhallow, you threw your cap on the roof and went up to get it, you did." "i did, leila, but how did you know?" she smiled and replied, "i--i don't know, john. i am sorry for what i said, and oh! john, uncle jim, he was pleased!" "do you think so?" "yes." she caught his hand and at the last landing let it fall. at dinner, the squire asked kindly: "are you all right, my boy?" "yes, sir," and that was all. mark rivers, who had heard of this incident from mrs. penhallow, and at last from leila, was alone in a position to comprehend the motives which combined to bring about an act of rashness. the rector had some sympathy with the boy and liked him for choosing a time when no one was present to witness his trial of himself. he too had the good sense like the squire to ask no questions. meanwhile, tom mcgregor came no more, feeling the wound to his pride, but without the urgent need felt by john to set himself in a better position with himself. he would have thought nothing of accepting leila's challenge, but very much wanted to see the polite girl-boy brought to shame. in fact, even the straightforward squire, with all his ready cordiality, at times found john's extreme politeness ridiculous at his age, but knew it to be the result of absurd training and the absence of natural association with other and manly boys. to tom it was unexplained and caused that very common feeling of vague suspicion of some claim to superiority which refined manners imply to those who lack manners altogether. chapter iv april passed, the arbutus fragrance was gone, while the maples were putting forth ruddy buds which looked like a prophecy of the distant autumn and made gay with colour the young greenery of spring. meanwhile, school went on, and john grew stronger and broader in this altogether wholesome atmosphere of outdoor activity and indoor life of kindness and apparently inattentive indifference on the part of his busy uncle. on an evening late in may, (john long remembered it), the squire as usual left their little circle and retired to the library, where he busied himself over matters involving business letters, and then fell to reading in the _tribune_ the bitter politics of fremont's contest with buchanan and the still angry talk over brooks's assault on senator sumner. he foresaw defeat and was with cool judgment aware of what the formation of the republican party indicated in the way of trouble to come. the repeal of the missouri compromise had years before disturbed his party allegiance, and now no longer had he been able to see the grave question of slavery as ann his wife saw it. he threw aside the papers, set his table in order, and opening the door called john to come in and pay him a visit. the boy rose surprised. never once had this over-occupied man talked to him at length and he had never been set free to wander in the tempting wilderness of books, which now and then when james penhallow was absent were remorselessly dusted by mrs. ann and the maid, with dislocating consequences over which james penhallow growled in belated protest. john went in, glanced up at the captain's sword over the mantelpiece, and sat down as desired by the still-needed fire. "john," said his uncle in his usual direct way, "have you ever been on the back of a horse?" "yes, sir, once--in paris at a riding-school." "once! you said 'once'--well?" "i fell off--mother was with me." "and you got on again?" "no, sir." "why not?" john flushed and hesitated, watched by the dark-eyed squire. "i was afraid!" he would not say that his mother forbade it. "what is your name?" "john, sir," he returned astonished. "and the rest--the rest, sir," added his uncle abruptly. john troubled by the soldier's impatient tones said: "penhallow, sir." he was near to a too emotional display. "and you, john penhallow, my brother's son, were afraid?" "i was." it was only in part true. his mother had forbidden the master to remount him. "by george!" said penhallow angrily, "i don't believe you, i can't!" john rose, "i may be a coward, uncle james, but i never lie." penhallow stood up, "i beg your pardon, john." "oh! no, uncle james. i--please not." he felt as if the tall soldier was humiliating himself, but could not have put it in words. "i was hasty, my boy. you must, of course, learn to ride. by the way, do you ever read the papers?" "not often, sir--hardly ever. they are kept in your library or aunt ann's." "well, it is time you did read them. come in here when you want to be alone--or any time. you won't bother me. take what books you want, and ask me about the politics of the day. the country is going to the devil, but don't discuss this election with your aunt." "no, sir." he had gathered from the rector enough to make him understand the warning. john went out with the idea that this business of learning to ride was somewhere in the future. he was a little disturbed when the next day after breakfast his uncle said, "come, john, the horses are in the training-ring." mrs. ann said, "james, if you are going to apply west point riding-school methods to john, i protest." "then protest, my dear," he said. "you will kill him," she returned. "my dear ann, i am not going to kill him, i am going to teach him to live. come, john. i am going to teach him to ride." raising horses was one of the squire's amusements, and the training-course where young horses were broken usually got an hour of his busy day. "may i come?" asked leila. "please, not," said john, anticipating disaster and desiring no amused spectators. "in a week or so, yes, leila," said penhallow, "not now." there were two stable-boys waiting and a pony long retired on grassy pension. "now," said penhallow, "put a foot on my knee and up you go." "but, there's no saddle." "there are two. the lord of horses put one on the back of a horse and another under a man. up! sir." john got on. "grip him with your legs, hold on to the mane if you like, but not by the reins." the pony feeling no urgency to move stood still and nibbled the young grass. a smart tap of the squire's whip started him, and john rolled off. "come, sir, get on." the boys from the stable grinned. john set his teeth. "don't stiffen yourself. that's better." he fell once again, and at the close of an hour his uncle said, "there that will do for to-day, and not so bad either." "i'd like to try it again, sir," gasped john. "you young humbug," laughed penhallow. "go and console your distracted aunt. i am off to the mills." the ex-captain was merciless enough, and day after day john was so stiff that, as he confessed to leila, a jointed doll was a trifle to his condition. she laughed, "i went through it once, but one day it came." "what came, leila?" "oh! the joy of the horse!" "i shall never get to that." but he did, for the hard riding-master scolded, smiled, praised, and when at last john sat in the saddle the bareback lessons gave him a certain confidence. the training went on day after day, under the rule of patient but relentless efficiency. it was far into june when, having backed without serious misadventures two or three well-broken horses, penhallow mounted him on leila's mare, lucy, and set out to ride with him. "let us ride to the mills, john." the mare was perfectly gaited and easy. they rode on, talking horses. "you will have to manage the mills some day," said penhallow. "you own quite a fifth of them. now i have three partners, but some day you and i will run them." the boy had been there before with rivers, but now the squire presented him to the foreman and as they moved about explained the machinery. it was altogether delightful, and this was a newly discovered uncle. on the way home the squire talked of the momentous november elections and of his dread of the future with buchanan in power, while he led the way through lanes and woods until they came to the farm. "we will cross the fields," he said, and dismounting took down the upper bars of a fence. then he rode back a little, and returning took the low fence, crying, "now, john, sit like a sack--loosely. the mare jumps like a frog; go back a bit. now, then, give her her head!" for a moment he was in the air as his uncle cried, "you lost a stirrup. try it again. oh! that was better. now, once more, come," and he was over at penhallow's side. he had found the joy of the horse! "a bit more confidence and practice and you will do. i want you to ride venus. she shies at a shadow--at anything black. don't forget that." "oh, thank you, uncle james!" "it is uncle jim now, my boy. i knew from the first you would come out all right. i believe in blood--horses and men. i believe in blood." this was james penhallow all over. a reticent man, almost as tenderly trustful as a woman, of those who came up to his standards of honour, truth and the courage which rightly seemed to him the backbone of all the virtues. what john thought may be readily imagined. accustomed to be considered and flattered, his uncle's quiet reserve had seemed to him disappointing, and now of late this abrupt praise and accepting comradeship left the sensitive lad too grateful for words. the man at his side was wise enough to say no more, and they rode home and dismounted without further speech. after dinner john sought a corner with leila, where he could share with her his new-born enthusiasm about horses. the squire called to the rector and mrs. ann to come into his library. "sit down, mark," he said, "i am rash to invite you; both you and ann bore me to death with your sunday schools and the mill men who won't come to church. i don't hear our baptist friend complain." "but he does," said rivers. "i do not wonder," said ann, "that they will not attend the chapel." "if," said penhallow, "you were to swap pulpits, mark, it would draw. there are many ways--oh, i am quite in earnest, ann. don't put on one of your excommunicating looks. i remember once in idaho at dusk, i had two guides. they were positive, each of them, that certain trails would lead to the top. i tossed up which to go with. it was pretty serious--indians and so on--i'll tell you about it some time, rector. well, we met at dawn on the summit. how about the moral, ann?" ann penhallow laughed. in politics, morals and religion, she held unchanging sentiments. "my dear james, people who make fables supply the morals. i decline." "very good, but you see mine." "i never see what i do not want to see," which was pretty close to the truth. "the fact is," said rivers, "i have preaccepted the squire's hint. grace is sick again. i tell him it is that last immersion business. i have promised to preach for him next sunday, as your young curate at the mills wants to air his eloquence here." "not really!" said mrs. ann, "at his chapel?" "yes, and i mean to use a part of our service." "if the bishop knew it." "if! he would possibly forbid it, or be glad i did it." mrs. ann totally disapproved. she took up her knitting and said no more, while rivers and penhallow talked of a disturbance at the works of no great moment. the rector noticed mrs. penhallow's sudden loss of interest in their talk and her failure to comment on his statement, an unusual thing with this woman, who, busy-minded as the bee, gathered honey of interest from most of the affairs of life. in a pause of the talk he turned to her, "i am sorry to have annoyed you," he said--"i mean about preaching for grace." "but why do you do it?" "because," he returned, "my master bids me. over and over one finds in his word that he foreknew how men would differ and come to worship him and use his revelations in ways which would depend on diversity of temperaments, or under the leadership of individual minds of great force. it may be that it was meant that we should disagree, and yet--i--yet as to essentials we are one. that i never can forget." "then," she said quickly, "you are of many creeds." "no and yes," he returned smiling. "in essentials yes, in ceremonial usage no; in some other morsels of belief held by others charitably dubious--i dislike argument about religion in the brief inadequateness of talk--especially with you from whom i am apt to differ and to whom i owe so much--so very much." she took up her knitting again as she said, "i am afraid the balance of debt is on our side." "then," said penhallow, who, too, disliked argument on religion, "if you have got through with additions to the useless squabbles of centuries, which hurt and never help, i--" "but," broke in his wife, "i have had no answer." "oh, but you have, ann; for me, rivers is right." "then i am in a minority of one," she returned, "but i have not had my say." "well, dear, keep it for next time. now i want, as i said, a little counsel about john." "and about leila, james. something has got to be done." the squire said ruefully, "yes, i suppose so. i do not know that anything needs to be done. you saw john's condition before dinner. he had a swollen nose and fair promise of a black eye. i asked you to take no notice of it. i wanted first to hear what had happened. i got leila on the porch and extracted it by bits. it seems that tom was rude to leila." "i never liked your allowing him to play with the children, james." "but the boy needs boy-company." "and what of leila? she needs girl-company." "i fear," said rivers, "that may be the case." "it is so," said mrs. ann decisively, pleased with his support. "what happened, james?" "i did not push leila about what tom did. john slapped his face and got knocked down. he got up and went at tom like a wildcat. tom knocked him down again and held him. he said that john must say he had had enough." "he didn't," said rivers, "i am sure he didn't." "no, mark, he said he would die first, which was what he should have said. then billy had the sense to pull the big boy off, and as leila was near tears i asked no more questions. it was really most satisfactory." "how can you say that?" said his wife. "it was brutal." "you do not often misunderstand me, ann. i mean, of course, that our boy did the right thing. how does it strike you, mark?" he had a distinct intention to get the rector into trouble. "not this time, squire," and he laughed. "the boy did what his nature bade him. of course, being a nice little boy, he should have remonstrated. there are several ways--" "thanks," said penhallow. "of course, ann, the playing with tom will end. i fancy there is no need to interfere." "he should be punished for rudeness to leila," said mrs. penhallow. "oh, well, he's a rough lad and like enough sorry. how can i punish him without making too much of a row." "you are quite right, as i see it," said rivers. "let it drop; but, indeed, it is true that leila should have other than rough lads as school-companions." "oh, lord! rivers." "i am glad to agree with you at least about one thing," said mrs. penhallow. "in september john will be sixteen, and leila a year or so younger. she is now simply a big, daring, strong boy." "if you think that, ann, you are oddly mistaken." "i am," she said; "i was. it was only one end of my reasons why she must go to school. before john came and when we had cousins here--girls, she simply despised them or led them into dreadful scrapes." "well, ann, we will talk it over another time." rivers smiled and ann penhallow went out, longing to attend to the swollen face now bent low over a book. the two men she left smoked in such silence as is one of the privileges of friendship. at last penhallow said, "of course, mark, my wife is right, but i shall miss the girl. my wife cannot ride with me, and now i am to lose leila. after school come young men. confound it, rector, i wish the girl had less promise of beauty--of--well, all the greys have it--attractiveness for our sex. some of them are fools, but they have it all the same, and they keep it to the end. what is most queer about it is that they are not easily won. the men who trouble hearts for a game do not win these women." "some one will suffer," said rivers reflectively. he wondered if the wooing of ann grey by this masterful man had been a long one. a moment he gave to remembrance of his own long and tender care of the very young wife he had won easily and seen fade with terrible slowness as her life let fall its joys as it were leaf by leaf, with bitter sense of losing the fair heritage of youth. now he said, "were all these women, squire, who had the gift of bewitchment, good?" "no, now and then hurtful, or honest gentlewomen, or like ann grey too entirely good for this wicked world--" "as westways knows," said rivers, thinking how the serene beauty of a life of noble ways had contributed spiritual charm to whatever ann penhallow had of attractiveness. "but," he went on, "leila cannot go until the fall, and you will still have the boy. i had my doubts of your method of education, but it has worked well. he has a good mind and is so far ahead of his years in education that he will be ready for college too early." "well, i hate to think of these changes. he must learn to box." "another physical virtue to be added," laughed rivers. "yes, he must learn to face these young country fellows." after a brief pause he added, "i am looking forward to buchanan's nomination and election, mark, with anxiety. both north and south are losing temper." "yes, but shall you vote for him? i presume you have always been a democrat, more or less--less of late." "i shall vote for fremont if he is nominated; not wholly a wise choice. i am tired of what seems like an endless effort north and south, to add more exasperations. it will go on and on. each section seems to want to make the other angry." "it is not mrs. penhallow's opinion, i fear. the wrongdoing is all on our side." said the squire gravely, "that is a matter, mark, we never now discuss--the one matter. her brothers in maryland, are at odds. one at least is bitter, as i gather from their letters." "well, after the election things will quiet down, as usual." "they will not, mark. i know the south. unhappily they think we live by the creed of day-book and ledger. we as surely misunderstand them, and god alone knows what the future holds for us." this was unusual talk for penhallow. he thought much, but talked little, and his wife's resolute attitude of opinions held from youth was the one trouble of an unusually happy life. "we can only hope for the best," said rivers. "time is a great peacemaker." "or not," returned his host as rivers rose. "just a word, mark, before you go. i am desirous that you should not misunderstand me in regard to my politics. i see that slavery is to be more and more in question. my own creed is, 'let it alone, obey the laws, return the runaways,--oh! whether you like it or not,--but no more slave territory.' and for me, my friend, the states are one country and above all else, above slave questions, is that of an unbroken union. i shall vote for fremont. i cannot go to party meetings and speak for him because, mark, i am in doubt about the man, and because--oh! you know." yes, he knew more or less, but knowing did not quite approve. the squire of grey pine rarely spoke at length, but now he longed, as he gave some further clue to his reticence, to make public a political creed which was not yet so fortified by the logic of events as to be fully capable of defence. "the humorous side of it," he said, "is that my very good wife has been doing some pretty ardent electioneering while i am sitting still, because to throw my weight into the local contest would oblige me to speak out and declare my whole political religion of which i am not quite secure enough to talk freely." the young rector looked at his older friend, who was uneasy between his uncertain sense of duty and his desire not to go among people at the mills and in the town and struggle with his wife for votes. "i may, mark, i may do no more than let it be known how i shall vote. that is all. it will be of use. i could wish to do more. i think that here and at the mills the feeling is rather strong for buchanan, but why i cannot see." mrs. ann had been really active, and her constant kindness at the mills and in the little town gave to her wishes a certain influential force among these isolated groups of people who in their remoteness had not been disturbed by the aggressive policy of the south. "of course, mark, my change of opinion will excite remark. whoever wins, i shall be uneasy about the future. must you go? good-night." he went to the hall door with the rector, and then back to his pipe, dismissing the subject for the time. on his return, he found john in the library looking at the sword hanging over the mantelpiece. "well, jack," he said, "a penny for your thoughts." "oh; i was thinking what the sword had seen." "i hope it will see no more, but it may--it may. now i want to say a word to you. you had a fight with tom mcgregor and got the worst of it." "i did." "i do not ask why. you seem to have shown some pluck." "i don't know, uncle. i was angry, and i just slapped his face. he deserved it." "very well, but never slap. i suppose that is the french schoolboy way of fighting. hit hard--get in the first blow." "yes, sir. i hadn't a chance." "you must take my old cadet boxing-gloves from under the sword. i have spoken to sam, the groom. i saw him last year in a bout with the butcher's boy. after he has knocked you about for a month, you will be better able to take care of the penhallow nose." "i shall like that." "you won't, but it will help to fill out your chest." then he laughed, "did you ever get that cane?" "no, sir. billy found it. leila gave him twenty-five cents for it, and now she won't give it to me." "well, well, is that so? the ways of women are strange." "i don't see why she keeps it, uncle." "nor i. now go to bed, it is late. she is a bit of a tease, john. mark rivers says she is now just one half of the riddle called woman." john understood well enough that he was some day expected by his uncle to have it out with tom. he got two other bits of advice on this matter. the rector detained him after school, a few days later. "how goes the swimming, john?" he asked. the squire early in the summer had taken this matter in hand, and as ann penhallow said, with the west point methods of kill or cure. john replied to the rector that he was now given leave to swim with the westways boys. the pool was an old river-channel, now closed above, and making a quiet deep pool such as in england is called a "backwater" and in canada a "bogan." the only access was through the penhallow grounds, but this was never denied. "does tom mcgregor swim there?" asked rivers. "yes, and the other boys. it is great fun now; it was not at first." "about tom, john. i hope you have made friends with him." said john, with something of his former grown-up manner, "it appears to me that we never were friends. i regret, sir, that it seems to you desirable." "but, john, it is. for two christian lads like you to keep up a quarrel--" "he's a heathen, sir. i told him yesterday that he ought to apologize to leila." "and what did he say?" "he said, he guessed i wanted another licking. that's the kind of christian he is." "i must speak to him." "oh, please not to do that! he will think i am afraid." here were the squire and rivers on two sides of this question. "are you afraid, john? you were once frank with me about it." "i do not think, mr. rivers, you ought to ask me that." he drew up his figure as he spoke. the rector would have liked to have whistled--a rare habit with him when alone and not in one of his moods of depression. he said, "i beg your pardon, john," and felt that he had not only done no good, but had made a mistake. john said, "i am greatly obliged, sir." when half-way home he went back and met rivers at his gate. "well," said the rector, "left anything?" "no, sir," said the boy, his young figure stiffening, his head up. "i wasn't honest, sir." and again with his old half-lost formal way, "i--i--you might have thought--i wasn't--quite honourable. i mean--i'll never be able to forgive that blackguard until i can--can get even with him. you see, sir?" "yes, i see," said rivers, who did not see, or know for a moment what to say. "well, think it over, john. he is more a rough cub than a blackguard. think it over." "yes, sir," and john walked away. the rector looked after the boy thinking--he's the squire all over, with more imagination, a gentleman to the core. but how wonderfully changed, and in only eight months. john was now, this july, allowed to ride with leila when his uncle was otherwise occupied. he had been mounted on a safe old horse and was not spared advice from leila, who enjoyed a little the position of mistress of equestrianism. she was slyly conscious of her comrade's mildly resentful state of mind. "don't pull on him so hard, john. the great thing is to get intimate with a horse's mouth. he's pretty rough, but if you wouldn't keep so stiff, you wouldn't feel it." john began to be a little impatient. "let us talk of something else than horses. i got a good dose of advice yesterday from uncle jim. i am afraid that you will be sent to school in the fall. i hate schools. you'll have no riding and snowballing, and i shall miss you. you see, i was never friends with a girl before." "uncle jim would never let me go." "but aunt ann?" he queried. "i heard her tell mr. rivers that you must go. she said that you were too old, or would be, for snowballing and rough games and needed the society of young ladies." "young ladies!" said leila scornfully. "we had two from baltimore year before last. i happened to hit one of them in the eye with a snowball, and she howled worse than billy when he plays bear." "oh, you'll like it after a while," he said, with anticipative wisdom, "but i shall be left to play with tom. i want you to miss me. it is too horrid." "i shall miss you; indeed, i shall. i suppose i am only a girl, but i won't forget what you did when that boy was rude. i used to think once you were like a girl and just afraid. i never yet thanked you," and she leaned over and laid a hand for a moment on his. "i believe you wouldn't be afraid now to do what i dared you to do." he laughed. there had been many such dares. "which dare was it, leila?" "oh, to go at night--at night to the indian graves. i tried it once and got half way--" "and was scalped all the way back, i suppose." "i was, john. try it yourself." "i did, a month after i came." "oh! and you never told me." "no, why should i?" it had not had for him the quality of bodily peril. it was somehow far less alarming. he had started with fear, but was of no mind to confess. they rode on in silence, until at last she said. "i hope you won't fight that boy again." "oh," he said, "i didn't mind it so very much." she was hinting that he would again be beaten. "but i minded, john. i hated it." he would say no more. he had now had, as concerned tom, three advisers. he kept his own counsel, with the not unusual reticence of a boy. he did not wish to be pitied on account of what he did not consider defeat, and wanted no one to discuss it. he was better pleased when a week later the english groom talked to him after the boxing-lesson. "that fellow, tom, told me about your slapping him. he said that he didn't want to lick you if you hadn't hit him." "it's not a thing i want to talk about, sam. i had to hit him and i didn't know how; that's all. put on the gloves again." "there, that'll do, sir. you're light on your pins, and he's sort of slow. if you ever have to fight him, just remember that and keep cool and keep moving." the young boxing-tutor was silently of opinion that john penhallow would not be satisfied until he had faced tom again. john made believe, as we say, that he had no such desire. he had, however, long been caressed and flattered into the belief that he was important, and was, in his uncle's army phrase, to be obeyed and respected accordingly by inferiors. his whole life now for many months had, however, contributed experiences contradictory to his tacitly accepted boy-views. sometimes in youth the mental development and conceptions of what seem desirable in life appear to make abrupt advances without apparent bodily changes. more wholesomely and more rarely at the plastic age characteristics strengthen and mind and body both gather virile capacity. when john penhallow met his cousin on his first arrival, he was in enterprise, vigour, general good sense and normal relation to life, really far younger than leila. in knowledge, mind and imagination, he was far in advance. in these months he had passed her in the race of life. he felt it, but in many ways was also dimly aware that leila was less expressively free in word and action, sometimes to his surprise liking to be alone at the age when rare moods of mild melancholy trouble the time of rapid female florescence. there was still between them acceptance of equality, with on his part a certain growth of respectful consideration, on hers a gentle perception of his gain in manliness and of deference to his experience of a world of which she knew as yet nothing, but with some occasional resentment when the dominating man in the boy came to the surface. when his aunt praised his manners, leila said, "he isn't always so very gentle." when his uncle laughed at his awkward horsemanship, she defended him, reminding her uncle, to his amusement, of her own early mishaps. chapter v john's intimacy with the squire prospered. leila had been a gay comrade, but not as yet so interested as to tempt him to discussion of the confusing politics of the day. "she has not as yet a seeking mind," said the rector, who in the confessional of the evening pipe saw more and more plainly that this was a divided house. the squire could not talk politics with ann, his wife. she held a changeless belief in regard to slavery, a conviction of its value to owner and owned too positive to be tempted into discussing it with people who knew so little of it and did not agree with her. james penhallow, like thousands in that day of grim self-questioning, had been forced to reconsider opinions long held, and was reaching conclusions which he learned by degrees made argument with the simplicity of his wife's political creed more and more undesirable. leila was too young to be interested. the rector was intensely anti-slavery and saw but one side of the ominous questions which were bewildering the largest minds. the increasing interest in his nephew was, therefore, a source of real relief to the uncle. meanwhile, the financial difficulties of the period demanded constant thought of the affairs of the mills and took him away at times to philadelphia or pittsburgh. thus the summer ran on to an end. buchanan and breckenridge had been nominated and the republicans had accepted fremont and dayton. birthdays were always pleasantly remembered at grey pine, and on september th, when john, aged sixteen, came down to breakfast, as he took his seat ann came behind him and said as she kissed him, "you are sixteen to-day; here is my present." the boy flushed with pleasure as he received a pair of silver spurs. "oh! thank you, aunt ann," he cried as he rose. "and here is mine," said leila, and laughing asked with both hands behind her back, "which hand, john?" "oh! both--both." "no." "then the one nearest the heart." some quick reflection passed through ann penhallow's mind of this being like an older man's humour. leila gave him a riding-whip. he had a moment's return of the grown-up courtesies he had been taught, and bowed as he thanked her, saying, "now, i suppose, i am your knight, aunt ann." "and mine," said leila. "i do not divide with any one," said mrs. ann. "where is your present, james?" he had kept his secret. "come and see," he cried. he led them to the porch. "that is mine, john." a thorough-bred horse stood at the door, saddled and bridled. ann thought the gift extravagant, but held her tongue. "oh, uncle jim," said john. his heart was too full for the words he wanted to say. "for me--for me." he knew what the gift meant. "you must name him," said leila. "i rode him once, john. he has no name. uncle jim said he should have no name until he had an owner. now i know." john stood patting the horse's neck. "wasn't his mother a virginia mare, james?" said ann. "yes." "oh, then call him dixy." for a moment the squire was of a mind to object, but said gaily, "by all means, ann, call him dixy if you like, and now breakfast, please." here they heard dixy's pedigree at length. "above all, jack, remember that dixy is of gentle birth; make friends with him. he may misbehave; never, sir, lose your temper with him. be wary of use of whip or spur." there was more of it, until mrs. ann said, "your coffee will be cold. it is one of your uncle's horse-sermons." john laughed. how delightful it all was! "may i ride today with you, uncle?" "yes, i want to introduce you to--dixy--yes--" "and may i ride with you?" asked leila. "no, my dear," said the aunt, "i want you at home. there is the raspberry jam and currant jelly and tomato figs." "gracious, leila, we shall not have a ride for a week." "oh, not that bad, john," said mrs. ann, "only two days and--and sunday. after that you may have her, and i shall be glad to be rid of her. she eats as much as she preserves." "oh! aunt ann." a few days went by, and as it rained in the afternoon there was no riding, but there was the swimming-pool, and for rain john now cared very little. on his way he met a half dozen village lads. they swam, and hatched (it was john's device) a bit of mischief involving billy, who was fond of watching their sports when he was tired of doing chores about the stable. john heard of it later. the likelihood of unpleasant results from their mischief was discussed as they walked homeward. there were in all five boys from the village, with whom by this time john had formed democratic intimacies and moderate likings which would have shocked his mother. he had had no quarrels since long ago he had resented tom mcgregor's rudeness to leila and had suffered the humiliation of defeat in his brief battle with the bigger boy. the easy victor, tom, had half forgotten or ignored it, as boys do. now as they considered an unpleasant situation, joe grace, the son of the baptist preacher, broke the silence. he announced what was the general conclusion, halting for emphasis as he spoke. "i say, fellows, there will be an awful row." "that's so," said william, the butcher's son. "anyhow," remarked ashton, whose father was a foreman at the mills, "it was great fun; didn't think billy could run like that." it will be observed that the young gentleman of ten months ago had become comfortably democratic in his associations and had shed much of his too-fine manners as the herding instincts of the boy made the society of comrades desirable when leila's company was not attainable. "oh!" he said, "billy can run, but i had none of the fun." then he asked anxiously, "did billy get as far as the house?" "you bet," said baynton, the son of the carpenter, "i saw him, heard him shout to the squire. guess it's all over town by this time." "anyhow it was you, john, set it up," said a timid little boy, the child of the blacksmith. "that's so," said grace, "guess you'll catch it hot." john considered the last spokesman with scorn as tom, his former foe, said, "shut up, joe grace, you were quick enough to go into it--and me too." "thanks," said john, reluctantly acknowledging the confession of partnership in the mischief, "i am glad one of you has a little--well, honour." they went on their way in silence and left him alone. nothing was said of the matter at the dinner-table, where to john's relief mr. rivers was a guest. john observed, however, that mrs. ann had less of her usual gaiety, and he was not much surprised when his uncle leaving the table said, "come into the library, john." the captain lighted his pipe and sat down. "now, sir," he said, "billy is a poor witness. i desire to hear what happened." the stiffened hardness of the speaker in a measure affected the boy. he stood for a moment silent. the captain, impatient, exclaimed, "now, i want the simple truth and nothing else." the boy felt himself flush. "i do not lie, sir. i always tell the truth." "of course--of course," returned penhallow. "this thing has annoyed me. sit down and tell me all about it." rather more at his ease john said, "i went to swim with some of the village boys, sir. we played tag in the water--" the squire had at once a divergent interest, "tag--tag--swimming? who invented that game? good idea--how do you play it?" john a little relieved continued, "you see, uncle, you can dive to escape or come up under a fellow to tag him. it's just splendid!" he concluded with enthusiasm. then the captain remembered that this was a domestic court-martial, and self-reminded said, "the tag has nothing to do with the matter in question; go on." "we got tired and sat on the bank. billy was wandering about. he never can keep still. i proposed that i should hide in the bushes and the boys should tell billy i was drowned." "indeed!" "we went into the water; i hid in the bushes and the boys called out i was drowned. when billy heard it, he gathered up all my clothes and my shoes, and before i could get out he just yelled, 'john's drowned, i must take his clothes home to his poor aunt.' then he ran. the last i heard was, 'he's drowned, he's drowned!'" "and then?" "well, the other fellows put on something and went after him; they caught him in the cornfield and took away my clothes. then billy ran to the house. that is all i know." the squire was suppressing his mirth. "aren't you ashamed?" "no, sir, but i am sorry." "i don't like practical jokes. billy kept on lamenting your fate. he might have told leila or your aunt. luckily i received his news, and no one else. you will go to westways and say there is to be no swimming for a week in my pool." "yes, sir." "you are not to ride dixy or any other horse for ten days." this was terrible. "now, be off with you, and tell mr. rivers to come in." "yes, sir." when rivers sat down, the squire suppressing his laughter related the story. "the boy's coming on, mark. he's penhallow all over." "but, squire, by the boy's looks i infer you did not tell him that." "oh, hardly. i hate practical jokes, and i have stopped his riding for ten days." "i suppose you are right," and they fell to talking politics and of the confusion of parties with three candidates in the field. mrs. ann who suspected what had been the result of this court-martial was disposed towards pity, but john retired to a corner and a book and slipped away to bed early. penalties he had suffered at school, but this was a terrible experience, and now he was to let the other boys know that the swimming-pool was closed for a week. at breakfast he made believe to be contented in mind, and asked in his best manner if his uncle had any errands for him in westways or at the mills. when the captain said no and remarked further that if he wished to walk, he would find the wood-roads cooler than the highway john expressed himself grateful for his advice with such a complete return of his formal manner as came near to unmasking the inner amusement which the squire was getting from the evident annoyance he was giving mrs. ann, who thought that he was needlessly irritating a boy who to her mind was hurt and sore. "come, leila," she said rising. "we may meet you in the village, john; and do get your hair cut, and see mr. spooner and tell him--no, i will write it." john was pleased to feel that he had other reasons for visiting westways than his uncle's order. he went down the avenue whistling, and in no hurry. leila had some dim comprehension of john's state of mind. of billy and of the squire's court-martial she had heard from mrs. ann, and although that lady said little, the girl very well knew that her aunt thought her husband had been too severe. she stood on the porch, vaguely troubled for this comrade, and watched him as he passed from view, taking a short cut through the trees. the girl checked something like a sob as she went into the house. it was the opinion of the county that mrs. penhallow was a right good woman and masterful; but of leila the judgment of the village was that she was just sweet through and through. the rector said she radiated the good-nature of perfect health. what more there was time would show. westways knew well these two young people, and leila was simply leila to nearly every one. "quite time," reflected mrs. ann, "that she was miss leila." as she went with her through the town there were pleasant greetings, until at last they came to the butcher's. mr. pole, large after the way of his craft, appeared in a white apron. "well, now, how you do grow, leila." "not enough yet," said leila. "fine day, mrs. penhallow." he was a little uneasy, divining her errand. "now, pole, before i make a permanent change to the butcher at the mills, i wish to say that it is because a pound of beef weighs less at grey pine than in your shop." at this time john was added to the hearers, being in search of william pole with the squire's order about the swimming. he waited until his aunt should be through. he was a little amused, which on the whole was, just then, good for him. "now ma'am, after all these years you won't drop me like that." "short weights are reason enough." leila listened, sorry for pole, who reddened and replied, "fact is, ma'am, i don't always do the weighing myself, and the boys they are real careless. what with hannah's asthma keeping me awake and a lot of fools loafing around and talking politics, i do wonder i ever get things right. it's fremont and it's buchanan--a man can't tell what to do." mrs. penhallow was not usually to be turned aside, and meant now to deal out even justice. but if the butcher knew it or not, she was offered what she liked and at home could not have. "i hope, pole, you are not going to vote for fremont." "well, ma'am, it ain't easy to decide. i've always followed the squire." ann penhallow knew, alas! what this would mean. "i've been thinking i'll stand to vote for buchanan. was you wanting a saddle of lamb to-day? i have one here, and a finer i never saw." "well, pole, keep your politics and your weights in order. send me the lamb." the butcher smiled as mrs. ann turned away. whether the lady of grey pine was conscious of having bought a vote or not, it was pretty clear to her nephew that peter pole's weights would not be further questioned as long as his politics were democratic. when his aunt had gone, john called bill pole out of the shop and said, "there's to be no swimming for a week, for any of us. where are the other fellows?" "guessed we would catch it. they're playing ball back of the church. i'll go along with you." he was pleased to see how the others would take their deprivation of a swim in the september heat. they came on the other culprit's, who called to john to come and play. he was not so minded, and was in haste to get through with a disagreeable errand. as he hesitated, pole eager to distribute the unpleasant news cried out, "the squire says that we can't swim in the pool for a week--none of us. how do you fellows like that?" "it's mighty mean of him." "what's that?" said john. "he was right and you know it. i don't like it any better than you do--but--" bill baynton, the youngest boy, broke in, "who told the squire what fellows was in it?" "it wasn't billy," said another lad; "he just kept on yelling you was dead." "look here," said tom mcgregor turning to john, "did you tell the squire we fellows set it up?" john was insulted. he knew well the playground code of honour, but remembered in time his boxing-master's advice, the more mad you are the cooler you keep yourself. he replied in his old formal way, "the question is one you have no right to ask; it is an insult." to the boys the failure to say "no" meant evasion. "then, of course, you told," returned the older lad. "if i wasn't afraid you'd run home and complain, i'd spank you." it had been impossible for john to be angry with his uncle, although the punishment and the shame of carrying the news to the other boys he felt to be a too severe penalty. but here was cause for letting loose righteous anger. he had meant to wait, having been wisely counselled by his boxing-master to be in no haste to challenge his enemy, until further practice had made success possible; but now his rising wrath overcame his prudence, "well, try it," he said. "you beat me once. if you think i'll tell if i am licked, i assure you, you are safe. i took the whole blame about billy and i was asked no names." tom hesitated and said, "i never heard that." "i will accept an apology," said john in his most dignified way. the boys laughed. john flushed a little, and as tom remained silent added, "if you won't, then lick me if you can." as he spoke, he slipped off his coat and rolled up his sleeves. the long lessons in self-defence had given him some confidence and, what was as useful, had developed chest and arms. "hit him, tom," said the small boy. in a moment the fight was on, the non-combatants delighted. to tom's surprise his wild blows somehow failed to get home. it was characteristic of john then as in later days that he became cool as he realized his danger, while tom quite lost his head as the success of the defence disappointed his attack. to hit hard, to rush in and throw his enemy, was all he had of the tactics of offence. the younger lad, untouched, light on his feet, was continually shifting his ground; then at last he struck right and left. he had not weight enough to knock down his foe, but as tom staggered, john leaped aside and felt the joy of battle as he got in a blow under the ear and tom fell. "get on him--hit him," cried the boys. "by george, if he ain't licked!" john stood still. tom rose, and as he made a furious rush at the victor, a loud voice called out, "halloa! quit that." both boys stood still as mark rivers climbed over the fence and stood between them. john was not sorry for the interruption. he was well aware that in the rough and tumble of a close he had not weight enough to encounter what would have lost him the fight he had so far won. he stood still panting, smiling, and happy. "hadn't you boys better shake hands?" said the rector. tom, furious, was collecting blood from his nose on his handkerchief. neither boy spoke. "well, john," said rivers waiting. "i'll shake hands, sir, when tom apologizes." the rector smiled. apologies were hardly understood as endings to village fights. "he won't do it," said john with a glance at the swollen face; "another time i'll make him." "will you!" exclaimed tom. the rector felt that on the whole it might have been better had they fought it out. now the peacemaking business was clearly not blessed. "you are a nice pair of young christians," he said. "at all events, you shall not fight any more to-day. come, john." the boy put on his jacket and went away with rivers, who asked presently what was this about. "mr. rivers, soon after i came that fellow was rough to leila; i hit him, and he beat me like--like a dog." "and you let all these suns go down upon your wrath?" "there wasn't any wrath, sir. he wouldn't apologize to leila; he wouldn't do it." "oh! indeed." "then he said something to-day about uncle jim." "anything else?" "yes, he made it pretty clear that he thought me a liar." "well, but you knew you were not." "yes, sir, but he didn't appear to know." "do you think you convinced him?" "no, sir, but i feel better." "ah! is that so? morally better, john?" and he laughed as he bade him good-bye. the lad who left him was tired, but entirely satisfied with john penhallow. he went to the stable and had a technical talk with the english groom, who deeply regretted not to have seen the fight. there being no riding or swimming to fill the time, he took a net, some tackle and a bucket, and went down to the river and netted a "hellbender." he put him in a bucket of water and carried him to the stable, where he was visited by leila and rivers, and later departed this life, much lamented. in the afternoon, being in a happy mood, john easily persuaded leila to abandon her ride, and walk with him. when they sat down beside the indian graves, to his surprise she suddenly shifted the talk and said, "john, who would you vote for? i asked aunt ann, and she said, 'buchanan, of course'; and when i asked uncle jim, he said, 'fremont'; but i want to understand. i saw in the paper that it was wicked to keep slaves, but my cousins in maryland have slaves; it can't be wicked." "would you like to be bought and sold?" he said. "but, i am not black, john." "i believe old josiah was a slave." "every one knows that. why did he run away, john?" "because he wanted to be free, i suppose, and not have to work without pay." "and don't they pay slaves?" asked leila. "no, they don't." john felt unable to make clear to her why the two people they respected and loved never discussed what the village talked about so freely. these intelligent children were in the toils of a question which was disturbing the consciences and the interests of a continent. the simpler side was clear to both of them. the idea of selling the industrious old barber was as yet enough to settle their politics. "aunt ann must have good reasons," said john. "mr. rivers says she is the most just woman he ever knew." it puzzled him. "i suppose we are too young to understand." "aunt ann will never talk about slaves. i asked her last week." "but uncle jim will talk, and he likes to be asked when we are alone. i don't believe in slavery." "it seems so queer, john, to own a man." john grinned, "or a girl, leila." "well, no one owns me, i tell you; they'd have a hard time." she shook what rivers called her free-flowing cascade of hair in the pride of conscious freedom. the talk ran on. at last she said, "i'll tell you a queer thing. i heard mr. rivers say to uncle--i heard him say, we were all slaves. he said that no one owns himself. i think that's silly," said the young philosopher, "don't you, john?" "i don't know," returned john; "i think it's a big puzzle. let's go." no word reached the squire of the battle behind the church until four days later, when rivers came in after dinner and found penhallow in his library deep in thought. "worried, squire?" he asked. "yes, affairs are in a bad way and will be until the election is over. it always disturbs commerce. the town will go democratic, i suppose." "yes, as i told you, unless you take a hand and are in earnest and outspoken." "i could be, but it has not yet the force of imperative duty, and it would hurt ann more than i feel willing to do. talk of something else. she would cease her mild canvass if she thought it annoyed me." "i see--sir. i think i ought to tell you that john has had another battle with tom mcgregor." "indeed?" the squire sat up, all attention. "he does not show any marks of it." "no, but tom does." "indeed! what happened?" "well, i believe, tom thought john told you what boys were in that joke on billy. i fancy something was said about you--something personal, which john resented." "that is of no moment. what else? i ought to be clear about it." "well, squire, tom was badly mauled and john was tired when i arrived as peacemaker. i stopped the battle, but he was not at all disposed to talk about it. i am sure of one thing--he has had a grudge against tom--since he was rude to leila." the squire rose and walked about the room. "h'm! very strange that--what a mere child he was when he got licked--boys don't remember injuries that way." then seeming to become conscious of rivers' presence, he stopped beside him and added, "what with my education and leila's, he has grown amazingly. he was as timid as a foal." "he is not now, squire, and john has been as useful mentally to leila. she is learning to think." "sorry for it, mark, women ought not to think. now if my good ann wouldn't think, i should be the happier." "my dear squire," said rivers, setting an affectionate hand on his arm, "my dear mrs. penhallow doesn't think, except about the every-day things of life. her politics and religion are sacred beliefs not to be rudely jostled by the disturbance of thinking. if there is illness, debt or trouble, at the mills or in westways, she becomes seraphic and intelligent enough." "yes, rivers, and if i put before her, as i sometimes do, a perplexing business matter, i am surprised at her competence. of course, she is as able as you or i to reason, but on one subject she does not reason or believe that it admits of discussion; and by heaven! my friend, i am sometimes ashamed to keep out of this business. so far as this state is concerned, it is hopeless. you know, dear friend, what you have been to us, and that to no other man on earth could i speak as i have done to you; but mark, if things get worse--and they will--what then? john asked me what we should do if the southern states did really secede. things seem to stick in his mind like burrs--he was at it again next day." rivers smiled. "like me, i suppose." "yes, mark. he is persistent about everything--lessons, sports, oh! everything; an uncomfortably curious lad, too. these southern opinions about reclaiming a man's slaves bother the boy. he reads my papers, and how can i stop him? i don't want to. there! we are at it again." "yes, there is no escape from these questions." "and he has even got leila excited and she wants to know--i told her to ask ann penhallow--i have not heard of the result. well, you are going. good-night." the squire sat still in the not very agreeable company of his thoughts. leila was to go to school this september, buchanan's election in november was sure, and john--he had come to love the lad, and perhaps he had been too severe. then he thought of the boy's fight and smiled. the rector and he had disagreed. was it better for boys to abuse one another or to settle things by a fight? the rector had urged that his argument for the ordeal of battle would apply with equal force to the duel of men. he had said, "no, boys do not kill; and after all even the duel has its values." then the rector said he was past praying for and had better read the decalogue. when next day mark rivers was being shaved by the skilled hand of josiah, he heard the voice of his friend and fishing-companion, the rev. isaac grace, "what about the trout-brook this afternoon?" "of course," said mark, moveless under the razor. "call for me at five." "seen yesterday's _press_?" "no. i can't talk, grace." "this town's all for buchanan and breckenridge. how will the squire vote?" "ask him. take care, josiah." "if the squire isn't taking any active part, mrs. penhallow is. she is taking a good deal of interest in the roof of my chapel and--and--other things." the rector did not like it. "i can't talk, grace." "but i can."--"well," thought the rector, "for an intelligent man you are slow at taking hints." the good-natured rotund preacher went on, amazing his helpless friend, "i wonder if the squire would like her canvassing--" "ask him." "guess not. she's a good woman, but not just after the fashion of st. paul's women." "she hasn't done no talking to me," said josiah, chuckling. "there, sir, i'm through." then the released rector said, "if you talk politics again to me for the next two months, grace, i will never tie for you another trout-fly. your turn," and he left the chair to grace, who sat down saying with the persistency of the good-humoured and tactless, "if i want a roof to my chapel, i've got to keep out of talking republican polities, that's clear--" "and several other things," returned mark sharply. "such as," said grace, but the rector had gone and josiah was lathering the big red face. "got to make believe sometimes, sir," said josiah. "she's an uncommon kind lady, and the pumpkins she gives me are fine. a fellow's got time to think between this and november. pumpkins and leaky roofs do make a man kind of thoughtful." he grinned approval of his own wisdom. "now don't talk, sir. might chance to cut you." this sly unmasking of motives, his own and those of others, was disagreeable to the good little man who was eager to get his chapel roofed and no more willing than mrs. penhallow to admit that how he would vote had anything to do with the much needed repairs. his people were poor and the leaks were becoming worse and worse. he kept his peace, and the barber smiling plied the razor. now the squire paused at the open door, where he met his nephew. "come to get those scalp-locks trimmed, john? they are perilously long. if you were to get into a fight and a fellow got hold of them, you would have a bad time." then as his uncle went away laughing, john knew that the squire must have heard of his battle from mark rivers. he did not like it. why he did not know or ask himself, being as yet too immature for such self-analysis. mr. grace got up clean-shaven, adjusted a soiled paper-collar, and said, "good-morning, john. i am sorry to hear that a christian lad like you should be fighting. i am sure that neither mr. rivers nor your aunt would approve of it. my son told me about it, and i think it my duty--" john broke in, "then your son is a tell-tale, mr. grace, and allow me to say that this is none of his business. when i am insulted, i resent it." to be chaffed by his own uncle when under sentence of a court-martial had not been agreeable, but this admonition was unendurable. he entered the shop. "well, i never," exclaimed the preacher, as john went by him. the barber was laughing. "set down, mr. john." "i suppose the whole of westways knows it, mr. josiah?" "they do, sir. wish i'd seen it." "damn!" exclaimed john, swearing for the first time in his life. "cut my hair short, please, and don't talk." "no, sir. you ain't even got a scratch." "oh, do shut up," said john. there was a long silence while the curly locks fell. "you gave it to the baptist man hot. i don't like him. he calls me joe. it isn't respectable. my name's josiah." "haven't you any other name?" said john, having recovered his good-humour. "yes, sir, but i keeps that to myself." "but why?" urged john. josiah hesitated. "well, mr. john, i ran away, and--so it was best to get a new name." "indeed! of course, every one knows you must have run away--but no one cares." "might say i was run away with--can't always hold a horse," he laughed aloud in a leisurely way. "when he took me over the state-line, i didn't go back." "i see," said john laughing, as he rose and paid the barber. the cracked mirror satisfied him that he was well shorn. "you looks a heap older now you're shorn. makes old fellows look younger--ever notice that?" "no." then josiah, of a sudden wisely cautious, said, "you won't tell mrs. penhallow, nor no one, about me, what i said?" "of course not; but why my aunt, mr. josiah? she, like my uncle, must know you ran away." when john first arrived the black barber's appearance so impressed the lad that he spoke to him as mr. josiah, and seeing later how much this pleased him continued in his quite courteous way to address him now and then as mr. josiah. the barber liked it. he hesitated a moment before answering. "you needn't talk about it if you don't want to," said john. "guess whole truth's better than half truth--nothin' makes folk curious like knowin' half. when i first came here, i guessed i'd best change my name, so i said i was josiah. fact is, mr. john, i didn't know mrs. penhallow came from maryland till i had been here quite a while and got to like the folks and the captain." john's experience was enlarging. he could hardly have realized the strange comfort the black felt in his confession. what it all summed up for josiah in the way of possible peril of loss of liberty john presently had made plain to him. he was increasingly urgent in his demand for answers to the many questions life was bringing. the papers he read had been sharp schoolmasters, and of slave life he knew nothing except from his aunt's pleasant memories of plantation life when a girl on a great maryland manor. that she could betray to servitude the years of grey-haired freedom seemed to john incredible of the angel of kindly helpfulness. he stood still in thought, troubled by his boy-share of puzzle over a too mighty problem. josiah, a little uneasy, said, "what was you thinkin', mr. john?" the young fellow replied smiling, "do you think aunt ann would hurt anybody? do you think she would send word to some one--to take you back? anyhow she can't know who was your master." the old black nodded slowly, "mr. john, she born mistress and i born slave; she can't help it--and they was good people too--all the people that owned me. they liked me too. i didn't have to work except holdin' horses and trainin' colts--and housework. they was always kind to me." "but why did you run away?" "well, mr. john, it was sort of sudden. you see ever since i could remember there was some one to say, caesar you do this, or you go there. one day when i was breakin' a colt, mr. woodburn says to me--i was leanin' against a stump--how will that colt turn out? i said, i don't know, but i did. it wasn't any good. my mind was took up watchin' a hawk goin' here and there over head like he was enjoyin' hisself. then--then it come over me--that he'd got no boss but god. it got a grip on me like--" the lad listened intently. "you wanted to be free like the hawk." "i don't quite know--never thought of it before--might have seen lots of hawks. i ain't never told any one." "are you glad to be free?" "ah, kind of half glad, sir. i ain't altogether broke in to it. you see i'm old for change." as he ended, james penhallow reappeared. "got through, john? you look years older. your aunt will miss those curly locks." he went into the shop as john walked away, leaving josiah who would have liked to add a word more of caution and who nevertheless felt somehow a sense of relief in having made a confession the motive force of which he would have found it impossible to explain. john asked himself no such question as he wandered deep in boy-thought along the broken line of the village houses. josiah's confidence troubled and yet flattered him. his imagination was captured by the suggested idea of the wild freedom of the hawk. he resolved to be careful, and felt more and more that he had been trusted with a secret involving danger. while john wandered away, the barber cut the squire's hair, and to his surprise josiah did not as usual pour out his supply of village gossip. chapter vi it was now four days since john's sentence had been pronounced, and not to be allowed to swim in the heat of a hot september added to the severity of the penalty. the heat as usual made tempers hot and circumstances variously disturbed the household of grey pine. politics vexed and business troubled the master. of the one he could not talk to his wife--of the other he would not at present, hoping for better business conditions, and feeling that politics and business were now too nearly related to keep them apart. ann, his wife, thought him depressed--a rare mood for him. perhaps it was the unusual moist heat. he said, "yes, yes, dear, one does feel it." she did not guess that the obvious unhappiness of the lad who had won the soldier's heart was being felt by penhallow without his seeing how he could end it and yet not lessen the value of a just verdict. of all those concerned leila was the one most troubled. on this hot afternoon she saw john disappear into the forest. when mrs. ann came out on the porch where she had for a minute left the girl, she saw her sewing-bag on a chair and caught sight of the flowing hair and agile young figure as she set a hand on the low stone wall of the garden and was over and lost among the trees. "leila, leila," cried mrs. ann, "i told you to finish--" it was useless. "everything goes wrong to-day," she murmured. "well, school will civilize that young barbarian, and she must have longer skirts." this was a sore subject and leila had been vainly rebellious. meanwhile the flying girl overtook john, who had things to think about and wished to be alone. "well," he said, with some impatience, "what is it?" "oh, i just wanted a walk, and don't be cross, john." he looked at her, and perhaps for the first time had the male perception of the beauty of the disordered hair, the pleading look of the blue eyes, and the brilliant colour of the eager flushed face. it was the hair--the wonderful hair. she threw it back as she stood. no one could long be cross to leila. even her resolute aunt was sometimes defeated by her unconquerable sweetness. "i am so sorry for you, john," she said. "well, i am not, leila, if you mean that uncle jim was hard on me." "yes, he was, and i mean to tell him--i do." "please not." she said nothing in the way of reply, but only, "let us go and see the spring." "well, come along." they wandered far into the untouched forest. "ah! here it is," she cried. a spring of water ran out from among the anchoring roots of a huge black spruce. he stood gazing down at it. "oh, leila, isn't it wonderful?" "were you never here before, john?" "no, never. it seems as if it was born out of the tree. no wonder this spruce grew so tall and strong. how cold it must keep the old fellow's toes." "what queer ideas you have, john." she had not yet the gift of fancy, long denied to some in the emergent years of approaching womanhood. "i am tired, john," she said, as she dropped with hands clasped behind her head and hidden in the glorious abundance of darkening red hair, which lay around her on the brown pine-needles like the disordered aureole of some careless-minded saint. john said, "it is this terrible heat. i never before heard you complain of being tired." "oh, it's just nice tired." she lay still, comfortable, with open eyes staring up at the intense blue of the september sky seen through the wide-east limbs of pine and spruce. the little rill, scarce a finger thickness of water, crawled out lazily between the roots and trickled away. the girl was in empty-minded enjoyment of the luxury of complete relaxation of every muscle of her strong young body. the spring was noiseless, no leaf was astir in all the forest around them. the girl lay still, a part of the vast quietness. john penhallow stood a moment, and then said, "good gracious! leila, your eyes are blue." it was true. when big eyes are wide open staring up at the comrade blue of the deep blue sky, they win a certain beauty of added colour like little quiet lakelets under the azure sky when no wind disturbs their power of reflecting capture. "oh, john, and didn't you know my eyes were blue?" she spoke with languid interest in the fact he announced. "but," he said, looking down at her as he stood, "they're so--so very blue." "oh, all the greys have blue eyes." he laughed gentle laughter and dropped on the pine-needles of the forest floor. the spring lay between them. he felt, as she did not, the charm of the stillness. he wanted to find words in which to put his desire for expression. she broke into his mood of imaginative seekings. "how cold it is," she said, gathering the water in the cup of her hand, and then with both hands did better and got a refreshing drink. "that makes a better cup," he said. "let us follow the water to the river." "it never gets there. it runs into lonesome man's swamp, and that's the end of him." "who, lonesome man or the spring? and who was lonesome man?" "nobody knows. what does it matter?" he watched her toy with the new-born rill, a mere thread of water, build a lilliputian dam, and muddle the clear outflow as it broke, and then build again. he had the thought that she had suddenly become younger, more like a child, and he himself older. "why don't you talk, john?" she said. "i can't. i am wondering about that lonesome man and what the trees are thinking. don't you feel how still it is? it's disrespectful to gabble before your betters." he felt it and said it without affectation, but as usual his mood of wandering thought failed to interest leila. "i hate it when it's quiet! i like to hear the wind howl in the pines--" he expressed his annoyance. "you never want to talk anything but horses and swimming. wait till you come back next spring with long skirts--such a nice well-behaved miss grey." he was, in familiar phrase, out of sorts, with a bit of will to annoy a disappointing companion. his mild effort had no success. "oh, john, it's awful! you ought to be sorry for me. the more you grow up the more your skirts grow down. bother their manners! who cares! let's go home. it feels just as if it was sunday." "it is, in the woods. well, come along." he walked on in the silence, she thinking of that alarming prospect of school, and he of the escaped slave's secret and, what struck the boy most--the hawk. never before had he been told anything which was to be sacredly guarded from others. it gave him now a pleasant feeling of having been trusted. suppose leila had been told such a thing, how would she feel, and aunt ann? he was like a man who has too large a deposit in a doubtful bank. he was vaguely uneasy lest he might tell or in some way betray his sense of possessing a person's confidence. as they came near the house, leila said, "catch me, i'll run you home." "tag," he cried. as they came to the side porch, ann penhallow said, "finish that handkerchief--now, at once. it is time you were taught other than tom-boy ways." john went by into the house. after dinner the squire had his usual game of whist, always to the dissatisfaction of leila, whose thoughts wandered like birds on the wing, from twig to twig. john usually played far better, but just now worse than his cousin, and forgot or revoked, to his uncle's disgust. a man of rather settled habits, now as usual penhallow went to his library for the company of the pipe, which ann disliked, and the _tribune_, which she regarded as the organ of satanic politics. seeing both john and her aunt absorbed in their books, leila passed quickly back of them, opened the library door, and said softly, "may i come in, uncle jim?" during the last few days he had missed, and he well knew why, john's visits and intelligent questions. leila was welcome. "why, of course, pussy cat. come in. shut the door; your aunt dislikes the pipe smoke. sit down." for some reason she desired to stand. "don't stand," he said, "sit down on my knee." she obeyed. "there," he said, "that's comfy. how heavy you are. good gracious, child! what am i to do without you?" "isn't it awful, uncle jim." "it is--it is. what do you want, my dear? anything wrong with the horses?" "no, sir. it's--john--" "oh! it's john. well, what is it?" "it isn't john--it's john and the horses--i mean john and dixy. patrick rides dixy for exercise every day." "well, what's the matter? first it's john, then dixy, then john and dixy, and then john and dixy and pat." the girl saw through the amusement he had in teasing her and said with gravity, "i wish you would be serious, uncle jim. i want five minutes of uninterrupted attention." the squire exploded, "good gracious! that is ann grey all over. you must have heard her say it." "i did, and you listen, too. sometimes you don't, uncle jim. i guess you weren't well broke when you were young." "great scott! you minx! some day a girl i know will have to stand at attention. go ahead." "pat's ruining dixy's mouth. you ought to see him sawing at the curb. you always rode him on the snaffle." "that boy pat needs a good licking, leila." "but dixy don't. the fact is, uncle jim, you're neglecting the stables for politics." "is that your own wisdom, miss grey? what with the weight of wisdom and years, you're getting heavy. try a chair." "no, i'm quite comfy. it was josiah who told me. he often comes up to look over the colts, of a sunday--" "nice work for sunday, miss grey." she made no direct reply. "he told me that horse ought to be ridden by--by john or you, and no one else. he says the way to ruin a horse is to have a lot of people ride him like pat--they're just spoiling dixy--" "what! in four days? nonsense." "but," said the counsel in the case, "it's to be ten. it isn't about john, it's dixy's mouth, uncle." "oh, you darling little liar!" here she kissed him and was silent. "it won't do," he said. "there's no logic in a kiss, miss grey. first comes ann grey and says, too much army discipline; and then you tell me what that gossiping old darkey says, and then you try the final argument--a kiss. can't do it. there will be an end of all discipline. i hate practical jokes. there!" if he thought to finish the matter thus, he much undervalued the ingenuity and persistency of the young portia who was now conducting the case. "suppose you take a chair, miss grey. it is rather warm to provide permanent human seats for stout young women--" "i'm not stout," said leila with emphasis, accepting the hint by dropping with coiled legs upon a cushion at his feet. "i'm not stout. i weigh one hundred and thirty and a half pounds. and oh! isn't it hot. i haven't had a swim for--oh, at least five days counting sunday." the pool was kept free until noon for leila and her aunt. "why didn't you swim?" he asked lightly, being too intellectually busy clearing his pipe to see where the leading counsel was conducting him. "why, uncle jim, i wouldn't swim if john wasn't allowed too; i just couldn't. i'm going to bed--but, please, don't let pat ride dixy." "i can attend to my stables, miss grey. john won't die of heat for want of a swim. you don't seem to concern yourself with those equally overbaked young scamps in westways." "uncle jim, you're just real mean to-night. josiah told me yesterday that my cousin beat tom mcgregor because he said it was mean of you to stop the swimming. john said it was just, and tom said he was a liar, and--oh, my! john licked him--wish i'd seen it." this was news quite to his liking. he made no reply, lost in wonder over the ways of the mind male and female. "you ought to be ashamed, you a girl, to want to see a fight. it's time you went to school. isn't the rector on the porch? i thought i heard him." now, of late leila had got to that stage of the game of thought-interchange when the young proudly use newly acquired word-counters. "i think, uncle jim, you're--you're irreverent." the squire shut the door on all outward show of mirth, and said gravely, "isn't it pronounced irrelevant, my dear miss malaprop?" "yes--yes," said leila. "that's a word john uses. it's just short for 'flying the track'!" "any other stable slang, leila?" he was by habit averse to changing his decisions, and outside of ann penhallow's range of authority the squire's discipline was undisputed and his decrees obeyed. he had been pleased and gaily amused for this half hour, but was of a mind to leave unchanged the penalties he had inflicted. "are you through, with this nonsense, leila?" he said as he rose. "is this an ingenious little game set up between you and john?" to his utter amazement she began to cry. "by george!" he said, "don't cry," which is what a kind man always says when presented with the riddle of tears. she drew a brown fist across her wet cheeks and said indignantly, "my cousin is a gentleman." she turned to go by him. "no, dear, wait a moment." he held her arm. "please, let me go. when john first came, you said he was a prig--and if he would just do some boy-mischief and kick up his heels like a two-year-old with some fun in him--you said he was a sort of girl-boy--" there were for punctuation sobs and silences. "and where did you get all this about a prig?" he broke in, amazed. "oh, i heard you tell aunt ann. and now," said portia, "the first time he does a real nice jolly piece of mischief you come down on him like--like a thousand of bricks." her slang was reserved for the squire, as he well knew. the blue eyes shining with tears looked up from under the glorious disorder of the mass of hair. it was too much for the man. "how darned logical you are!" he acknowledged some consciousness of having been inconsistent. he had said one thing and done another. "you are worse than your aunt." then leila knew that ann penhallow had talked to the squire. "well," he said, "what's your opinion, miss grey?" "i think you're distanced." "what--what! wait a little. you may tell that young man to ride when he pleases and to swim, and to tell those scamps it's too hot to deprive them of the use of the pool. there, now get out!" "but--uncle jim--i--can't. oh, i really can't. you've got to do it yourself." this he much disliked to do. "i hear your aunt calling. mr. rivers is going." she kissed him. "now, don't wait, uncle jim, and don't scold john. he's been no use for these four days. goodnight," and she left him. "well, well," he said, "i suppose i've got to do it." he found ann alone. "about john! i can't stand up against you two. he is to be let off about the riding and swimming. i think you may find it pleasant to tell him, my dear." she said gravely, "it will come with more propriety from you; but i do think you are right." then he knew that he had to do it himself. "very well, dear," he said. "how that girl is developing. it is time she had other company than john, but lord! how i shall miss her--" "and i, james." he went out for the walk he generally took before bed-time. she lingered, putting things in order on her work-table, wondering what leila could have said to thus influence a man the village described as "set in his ways." she was curious to know, but not of a mind to question leila. before going to bed, she went to her own sitting-room on the left of the hall. it was sacred to domestic and church business. it held a few books and was secured by long custom from men's tobacco smoke. she sat down and wrote to her cousin, george grey. "dear george: if politics do not keep you, we shall look for you this month. there are colts to criticize and talk over, leila is eager to see her unknown cousin before she goes to school near baltimore this september. "i believe this town will go for buchanan, but i am not sure. james and i, as you know, never talk politics. i am distressed to believe as i do that he will vote for fremont; that 'the great, the appalling issue,' as mr. buchanan says, 'is union or disunion' does not seem to affect him. i read forney's paper, and james reads that wild abolition _tribune_. it is very dreadful, and i am without any one i can talk to. my much loved rector is an extreme antislavery man. "yours always, ann penhallow. "i am not at all sure of you. be certain to let us know when to expect you. you know you are--well, i leave your social conscience to say what. "yours sincerely, ann penhallow." at breakfast ann penhallow sat down to the coffee-urn distributing cheerful good-mornings. the squire murmured absently over his napkin, "may the lord make us thankful for this and all the blessings of life." he occasionally varied his grace, and sometimes to ann's amazement. why should he ask to be made thankful, she reflected. these occasional slips and variations on the simple phrase of gratitude she had come to recognize as signs of preoccupation, and now glanced at her husband, anxious always when he was concerned. then, as he turned to john, she understood that between his trained belief in the usefulness of inexorable discipline and an almost womanly tenderness of affection the heart had somehow won. she knew him well and at times read with ease the signs of distress and annoyance or resolute decision. usually he was gay and merry at breakfast, chaffing the children and eating with the appetite of a man who was using and renewing his tissues in a wholesome way. now he was silent, absent, and ate little. he was the victim of a combination of annoyances. had he been wise to commit himself to a reversal of his sentence? other and more important matters troubled him, but as usual where bothers come in battalions it is the lesser skirmishers who are felt for the moment. "i see in the hall, ann," he said, "a letter for george grey--i will mail it. when does he come?" "i do not know." "john," he said, "you will oblige me by riding to the mill and asking dr. mcgregor to come to westways and see old josiah. of course, he will charge it to me." the squire was a little ashamed of this indirect confession of retreat. john looked up, hesitated a moment, and said, "what horse, sir?" "dixy, of course." "another cup, james," said mrs. ann tranquilly amused. john rose, went around the table to his uncle, and said in his finest manner, "i am greatly obliged, sir." "oh, nonsense! he's rather fresh, take care." then leila said, "it's very hot, uncle jim." "you small fiend," said penhallow. "hot! on your way, john, tell those rascals at westways they may use the pond." the faint smile on ann penhallow's face somehow set the whole business in an agreeably humorous light. the squire broke into the relief of laughter and rose saying, "get out of this, all of you, if you want to keep your scalps." john went to the stable not quite pleased. he had felt that his punishment for a boy-frolic and the unexpected results of billy's alarm had been pretty large. his aunt had not said so to him, but had made it clear to her husband that the penalty was quite disproportioned to the size of the offence; a remark which had made him the more resolute not to disturb the course of justice; and now this chit of a girl had made him seem like an irresolute fool, and he would have to explain to rivers, who would laugh. as he went out of the hall-door, he felt a pretty rough little paw in his hand and heard a whisper. "you're just the dearest thing ever was." concerning john penhallow, it is to be said that he did not understand why he was let off so easily. he had a suspicion that leila was somehow concerned, and also the feeling that he would rather have suffered to the end. however, it would be rather good fun to announce this swimming-permit to the boys. seeing from his shop door john riding down the avenue, josiah came limping across the road. he leaned on the gate facing the boy and looking over the horse and rider with the pleasure of one who, as the squire liked to say, knew when horse-flesh and man-flesh were suitably matched. "girth's a bit slack, master john. always look it over, sir, before you mount." "thanks, josiah. open the gate, please. how lame you are. i am to send the doctor to look after you and peter lamb." the big black man opened the gate and adjusted the girth. "that's right now. i've got the worst rheumatics i ever did have. peter lamb's sick too. that's apple-whisky. the squire's mighty patient with that man, because his mother nursed the squire when he was a baby. they're near of an age, but you wouldn't think it to look at peter and the captain; whisky does hurry up old time a lot." and so john got the town gossip. "i ain't no faith in doctorin' rheumatics; wouldn't have him now if i hadn't lost my old buck-eye. my rabbit-foot's turned grey this week. that's a sign of trouble." john laughed and rode from the gate on which leila had invited him to indulge in the luxury of swinging. it seemed years ago since she had sung to his astonishment the lyric of the gate. she appeared to him now not much older. and how completely he felt at home. he rode along the old pike through westways, nodding to mrs. lamb, the mother of the scamp whom the squire was every now and then saving from the consequences of the combination of a revengeful nature and bad whisky. then billy hailed john with malicious simplicity. "halloa!--john--can't swim--can't swim--ho, ho!" the butcher's small boy was loading meat on a cart. john stayed to say a word to him, pleased to have the chance, as the boy grinned at billy's mocking malice. "halloa! pole," he called. "my uncle says we fellows may swim. tell the other fellows." "gosh! but that's good--john. i'll tell 'em." john rode on and fell to thinking of leila, with some humiliating suspicion in regard to her share in the squire's change of mind; or was it aunt ann's influence? and why did he himself not altogether like it? why should his aunt and leila interfere? he wished they had let the matter alone. what had a girl to do with it? he was again conscious that he felt of a sudden older than leila, and did not fully realize that in the race of life he had gone swiftly past her during these few months, and that in the next year she in turn would sweep past him in the developmental changes of life. now she seemed to him more timid, more childlike than usual; but long thinkings are not of the psychic habits of normal youth, and dixy recovered his attention. he satisfied the well-bred horse, who of late had been losing his temper in the society of a rough groom, ignorant of the necessity for good manners with horses. neither strange noises nor machines disturbed dixy as john rode through the busy iron-mills to the door of a small brick house, so well known that no sign announced it as the home of the only medical man available at the mills or in westways. john tied dixy to the hitching-post, gnawed by the doctor's horse during long hours of waiting on an unpunctual man. the doors were open, and as john entered he was aware of an odour of drugs and saw dr. mcgregor sound asleep in an armchair, a red silk handkerchief over his bald head, and a swarm of disappointed flies hovering above him. in the back room the clink and rattle of a pestle and mortar ceased as tom appeared. john, in high good-humour, said, "good afternoon, tom. my uncle has let up on the swimming. he asked me to let you fellows know." "it's about time," said tom crossly. "after all it was your fault and we had to pay for it." "now, tom, you made me pretty angry when you talked to me the other day, and if you want to get me into another row, i won't object; but i was not asked for any names, and i did not put the blame on any one. can't you believe a fellow?" "no, i can't. if that parson hadn't come, i'd have licked you." "perhaps," said john. "isn't any perhaps about it. you look out, that's all." john laughed. he was just now what the squire described as horse-happy and indisposed to quarrel. "suppose you wake up the old gentleman. he _can_ snore." tom shook the doctor's shoulder, "wake up, dad. here's john penhallow." the doctor sat up and pulled off his handkerchief. the flies fell upon his bald pate. "darn the flies," he said. "what is it, john?" "my uncle wants you to come to westways to-morrow and doctor old josiah's rheumatism." "i'll come." "he wants you to look after peter lamb. he's been drinking again." "what! that whisky-rotted scamp. it's pure waste of time. how the same milk came to feed the squire and that beast the lord knows. he has no more morals than a tom-cat. i'll come, but it's waste of good doctoring." here he turned his rising temper on tom. "you and my boy have been having a fight. you licked him and saved me the trouble. i heard from mr. rivers what tom said." "it was no one's business but tom's and mine," returned john much amused to know that the peaceful rector must have watched the fight and overheard what caused it. tom scowled, and the peacemaking old doctor got up, adding, "be more gentle with tom next time." tom knew better than to reply and went back to pill-making furious and humiliated. "good-bye, john," said the doctor. "i'll see the squire after i have doctored that whisky sponge." then john rode home on dixy. chapter vii before the period of which i write, the county and town had unfailingly voted the democratic ticket. but for half a decade the unrest of the cities reflected in the journals had been disturbing the minds of country communities in the middle states. in the rural districts of pennsylvania there had been very little actively hostile sentiment about slavery, but the never ending disputes over kansas had at last begun to weaken party ties, and more and more to direct opinion on to the originating cause of trouble. the small voting population of westways had begun to suspect of late that james penhallow's unwillingness to discuss politics meant some change in his fidelity to the party of which buchanan was the candidate. what mrs. ann felt she had rather freely allowed to be known. the little groups which were apt to gather about the grocer's barrels at evening discussed the grave question of the day with an interest no previous presidential canvass had caused, and this side eddy of quiet village life was now agreeably disturbed by the great currents of national politics. westways began to take itself seriously, as little towns will at times, and to ask how this man or that would vote at the coming election in november. the old farmers who from his youth still called the squire "james" were democrats. swallow, the only lawyer the town possessed, was silent, which was felt as remarkable in a man who usually talked much more than occasion demanded and wore a habit-mask of good-fellowship, which had served to deceive many a blunt old farmer, but not james penhallow. at grey pine there was a sense of tension. penhallow was a man slow in thinking out conclusions, but in times demanding action swiftly decisive. he had at last settled in his mind that he must leave his party and follow a leader he had known in the army and never entirely trusted. whether he should take an active share in the politics of the county troubled him, as he had told rivers. he must, of course, tell his wife how he had resolved to vote. to speak here and there at meetings, to throw himself into the contest, was quite another matter. his wife would feel deeply grieved. between the two influential feelings the resolution of forces, as he put it to himself with a sad smile, decided him to hold his tongue so far as the outer world was concerned, to vote for the principles unfortunately represented by fremont, but to have one frank talk with ann penhallow. there was no need to do this as yet, and he smiled again at the thought that mrs. ann was, as he pretty well knew, playing the game of politics at westways. he might stop her. he could ask her to hold her hand, but to let her continue on her way and to openly make war against her, that he could not do. it did not matter much as the state in any case would go for buchanan. he hesitated, and had better have been plain with her. she knew that he had been long in doubt, but did not as yet suspect how complete was his desertion of opinions she held to as she did to her religious creed. he found relief in his decision, and too in freedom of talk with rivers, who looked upon slavery as simply wicked and had no charity for the section so little responsible for an inherited curse they were now driven by opponent criticism to consider a blessing for all concerned. john too was asking questions and beginning now and then to wonder more and more that what westways discussed should never be mentioned at grey pine. he rode dixy early in the mornings with leila at his side, fished or swam in the afternoons, and so the days ran on. on september th, ann was to take leila to the school in maryland. three days before this terrible exile was to begin, as they turned in at the gate of the stable-yard, leila said, "i have only three days. i want to go and see the indian graves and the spring, and all the dear places i feel as if i shall never see again." "what nonsense, leila. what do you mean?" "oh, aunt ann says i will be so changed in a year, i won't know myself." "you mean, you won't see things then as they are seen now." "yes, that's what i wanted to say, but you always know how to find the right words." "perhaps," he said. "things never look just the same tomorrow, but they may look--well, nicer--or--i can't always find the right word. suppose we walk to the graves after lunch and have a good talk." it was so agreed. they were never quite free from the chance of being sent on errands, and as aunt ann showed signs they well knew, they slipped away quietly and were gone before the ever-busy lady had ready a basket of contributions to the comfort of a sick woman in the village. they crossed the garden and were lost to view in the woods before leila spoke. "we just did it. billy will have to go." they laughed merrily at their escape. "just think, john, how long it is since you came. it seems years. oh, you _were_ a queer boy! i just hated you." "i do suppose, leila, i must have looked odd with that funny cap and the cane--" "and the way you looked when i told you about swinging on the gate. i hadn't done that for--oh, two years. what did you think of me?" "i thought you were very rude, and then--oh, leila! when you came up out of the drift--" he hesitated. "oh, go on; i don't mind--not now." "i thought you beautiful with all that splendid hair on the snow." "oh, john! how silly!" whether or not she was unusually good to look at had hardly ever before occurred to her. she flushed slightly, pleased and wondering, with a new seed of gentle vanity planted in her simple nature, a child on the threshold of the womanly inheritance of maidenhood. then he said gravely, "it is wonderful to me how we have changed. i shall miss you. to think you are the only girl i ever played with, and now when you come back at christmas--" "i am not to come back then, john. i am to stay with my uncles in baltimore and not come home until next june." "you will be a young lady in long skirts and your hair tucked up. it's dreadful." "can't be helped, john. you will look after lucy, and write to me." "and you will write to me, leila?" "if i may. aunt says they are very strict. but i shall write to aunt ann, of course." "that won't be the same." "no." they walked on in silence for a little while, the girl gazing idly at the tall trees, the lad feeling strangely aware, freshly aware, as they moved, of the great blue eyes and of the sun-shafts falling on the abundant hair she swept back from time to time with a careless hand. presently she stood still, and sat down without a word on the moss-cushioned trunk of a great spruce, fallen perhaps a century ago. she was passing through momentary moods of depression or of pleasure as she thought of change and travel, or nourishing little jealous desires that her serious-minded cousin should miss her. the cousin turned back. "you might have invited me to sit down, miss grey." he laughed, and then as he fell on the brown pine-needles at her feet and looked up, he saw that her usual quick response to his challenge of mirth was wanting. "what are you thinking about?" he asked. "oh, about aunt ann and uncle jim, and--and--lucy, and who will ride her--" "you can trust uncle jim about lucy." "i suppose so," said the girl rather dolefully and too near to the tears she had been sternly taught to suppress. "isn't it queer," he said, "how people think about the same things? i was just going to speak of aunt ann and uncle jim. uncle jim often talks to me and to mr. rivers about the election, but if i say a word or ask a question at table, aunt ann says, 'we don't talk politics.'" "but once, john, i heard mr. rivers say that slavery was a curse and wicked. uncle jim, he said aunt ann's people held slaves, and he didn't want to talk about it. i couldn't hear the rest. i told you once about this." "how you hear things, leila. prince fine ear was a trifle to you." "who was prince fine ear?" she asked. "oh, he was the fairy prince who could hear the grass grow and the roses talk. it's a pretty french fairy tale." "what a gabble there must be in the garden, john." "it doesn't need prince fine ear to hear. don't these big pines talk to you sometimes, and the wind in the pines--the winds--?" "no, they don't, but lucy does." something like a feeling of disappointment faintly disturbed the play of his fancies. "let us go to the graves." "yes, all right, come." they got no further than the cabin and again sat down near by, leila carelessly gathering the early golden-rod in her lap as they sat leaning against the cabin logs. "this is our last walk," she said, arranging the golden plumes. "there is a white golden-rod; find me another, john." he went away to the back of the cabin and returning threw in her lap a half dozen. "old josiah says the blacks in the south think it is good luck to find the first white golden-rod. then, he says, you must have a luck-wish. what shall it be? come--quick now." "oh, i--don't know. yes, i wish to have lucy at that terrible boarding-school." john laughed. "oh, leila, is that the best you can do?" "yes, wish a wish for me, if mine doesn't suit." then he said, "i wish the school had small-pox and you had to stay at grey pine." "i didn't think you'd care as much as that. aren't these flowers beautiful? wish me a real wish." "then, i wish that when we grow up you would marry me." "well, john, you are a silly." she took on an air of authoritative reprimand. "why, john, you are only a boy, but you ought to know better than to talk such nonsense." "and you," he said, "are just a little girl." "oh, i'm not so very little," returned miss grey. "when i'm older, i shall ask you again; and if you say no, i'll ask again--and--until--" "what nonsense, john. let's go home." he rose flushed and troubled, and said, "are you vexed, leila?" "no, of course not; but it was foolish of you." he made no reply, in fact hardly heard her. he was for the moment older in some ways than his years. what had strangely moved him disturbed leila not at all. she talked on lightly, laughing at times, and was answered briefly; for although he had no desire to speak, the unfailing courteous ways of his foreign education forced him to disregard his desire to say. "oh, do let me alone; you don't understand." he hardly understood himself or the impulsive stir of emotion--a signal of coming manhood. annoyed by his unwillingness to talk, she too fell to silence, and they walked homeward. during the time left to them there was much to do in the way of visits to the older village people and some of the farmer families who had been here on the soil nearly as long as the penhallows. there were no other neighbours near enough for country intercourse, and the life at grey pine offered few attractions to friends or relatives from the cities unless they liked to tramp with the squire in search of game. the life was, therefore, lonely and would for some women have been unendurable; but as the baptist preacher said to rivers, "duties are enough to satisfy mrs. penhallow, and i do guess she enjoys her own goodness like the angels must do." mark rivers answered, "that is pretty nearly true, but i wish she would not invent duties which don't belong to women." "about the election, you mean?" "yes. it troubles me, and i am sure it troubles the squire. what about yourself, grace?" and a singularly sad smile went with the query and a side glance at his friend's face. he had been uneasy about him since grace had bent a little in the house of rimmon. "oh, rivers, the roof has got to leak. i have kept away from mrs. penhallow. i can't accept her help and then preach against her party, and--i mean to do it. i've wrestled with this little sin and--i don't say i wasn't tempted--i was. now i am clear. we baptists can stand what water leaks down on us from heaven." "you mean to preach politics, grace?" "yes, that's what i mean to do. oh! here comes mrs. penhallow." they had met in front of josiah's shop. as mrs. penhallow approached, mr. grace discovering a suddenly remembered engagement hurried away, and rivers went with her along the rough sidewalk of westways. "i go away to-morrow with leila," she said, "and mr. penhallow goes to pittsburgh. we shall leave john to you for at least a week. he will give you no trouble. he has quite lost his foreign boyish ways, and don't you think he is like my husband?" "he is in some ways very like the squire." "yes, in some things--i so rarely leave home that this journey to baltimore with leila seems to me like foreign travel." "does leila like it?" "no, but it is time she was thrown among girls. she is less than she was a mere wild boy. it is strange, mark, that ever since john came she has been less of a hoyden--and more of a simple girl." "it is," he said, "a fine young nature in a strong body. she has the promise of beauty--whatever that may be worth." "worth! it is worth a great deal," said mrs. ann. "it helps. the moral value of beauty! ah, mark rivers, i should like to discuss that with you. she is at the ugly duck age. now i must go home. i want you to look after some things while i am away, and mr. penhallow is troubled about his pet scamp, lamb." she went on with her details of what he was to do, until he said laughing, "please to put it on paper." "i will. not to leave john quite alone, i have arranged for you to dine with him, and i suppose he will go to you in the mornings for his lessons as usual." "oh, yes, of course. i enjoy these fellows, but the able ones are john and tom mcgregor. tom is in the rough as yet, but he will come out all right. i shall lose him in a year. he is over seventeen and is to study medicine. but what about lamb?" "i am wicked enough to wish he were really ill. it is only the usual drunken bout, but he is a sort of frankenstein to the squire because of that absurd foster-brother feeling. he is still in bed, i presume." "as you ask it," said rivers, "i will see him, but if he belongs to any flock, he is a black sheep of grace's fold. anything else, mrs. penhallow?" he asked smiling--"but don't trust my memory." "if i think of anything more, i shall make a note of it and, of course, you will see us at the station--the ten o'clock train--and give me a list of the books you wanted. i may find them in philadelphia." "thank you." "oh," she said, turning back, "i forgot. my cousin, george grey, is coming, but he is so uncertain that he may come as he advises me in ten days, or as is quite possible to-morrow, or not at all." "very good. if he comes, we will try to make grey pine agreeable." "that is really all, mark, i think," and the little lady went away, with a pleasant word for the long familiar people as she went by. in the afternoon leila saw the squire ride to the mills with john, and went herself to the stable for a last mournful interview with lucy. it was as well that her aunt with unconscious good sense kept her busy until dinner-time. the girl was near to accepting the relieving bribe of unrestrained tears, being sad and at the age of those internal conflicts which at the time of incomplete formation of character are apt to trouble the more sensitive sex. a good hard gallop would have cured her anticipative homesickness, for it must be a very black care indeed that keeps its seat behind the rider. the next morning the rector and john were at the station of westways crossroads when the grey pine carriage drove up. mrs. ann and leila were a half hour too early, as was mrs. penhallow's habit. billy was on the cart with the baggage, grinning as usual and full of self-importance. "well, billy," said leila, talking to every one to conceal her child-grief at this parting with the joyous activities of her energetic young life. "well, billy, it's good-bye for a year." "won't have no more fun, miss leila--and nobody to snowball billy, this winter." "no, not this winter." "found another ground-hog yesterday. i'll let her alone till you come back." john laughed. "miss leila will have long skirts and--hoops, billy. there will be no more coasting and no more snowballing or digging up ground-hogs." "hoops--what for?" said billy. john laughed. "please don't, john," she said, "it's too dreadful. oh! i hear the whistle." "mark," said mrs. ann, "if george grey comes--james, did you leave the wine-closet key?" "yes, my dear." he turned to leila, and kissing her said, "a year is soon over. be a good girl, my child. it is about as bad for me as for you. god bless you. there, get on, ann. yes, the trunks are all right. good-bye." he stood a moment with john looking after the vanishing train. then, he said, "no need to stay here with me, mark," and the rector understanding him left him waiting for the westbound train and walked home across the fields with john penhallow. john was long silent, but at last said, "it will be pretty lonesome without leila." "nice word, lonesome, john. old english, i believe--has had its adventures like some other words. lonely doesn't express as well the idea of being alone and sorrowful. we must do our best for your uncle and aunt. your turn to leave us will come, and then leila will be lonesome." "i don't think she will care as much." rivers glanced at the strong young face. "why do you say that?" "i don't know, mr. rivers. i--she is more of a child than i am." "that hardly answers my question. but i must leave you. i am going to see that scamp misnamed lamb. see you at dinner. don't cultivate lonesomeness, john. no one is ever really alone." leaving his pupil to consider what john thought rather too much of an enigma, the young clergyman took to the dusty highway which led to westways. john watched the tall figure awkwardly climbing a snake fence, and keeping in mind for explanation the clergyman's last remark he went away through the woods. chapter viii penhallow had gravely told john that in his absence he must look after the stables and the farm, so that now he had for the first time in his life responsibilities. the horses and the stables were to be looked over every day. of course, too, he must ride to the squire's farm, which was two miles away, and which was considered a model of all that a farm should be. the crop yield to the acre was most satisfactory, but when some one of the old quaker farmers, whose apple-orchards the squire had plundered when young, walked over it and asked, "well, james, how much did thee clear this last year?" the owner would honestly confess that mrs. ann's kitchen-garden paid better; but then she gave away what the house did not use. very many years before slavery had become by tacit consent avoided as a subject for discussion, mrs. ann critical of what his farm cost, being herself country-bred, had said that if it were worked with maryland blacks it would pay and pay well. "you mean, dear, that if i owned the labour, it would pay." "yes," she returned gaily, "and with me for your farmeress." "you are, you are!" he laughed, "and you have cultivated me. i am well broken to your satisfaction, i trust; but to me, ann, the unpaid labour of the slave seems impossible." "oh, james, it is not only possible, but right for us who know what for all concerned is best." "well, well," he laughed, "the vegetable garden seems to be run at a profit without them--ah! ann, how about that?" the talk was, as they both knew, more serious than it would have seemed to any one who might have chanced to be present. the tact born of perfect love has the certainty of instinct, and to be sensitive even to tenderness in regard to the prejudices or the fixed opinions of another does much to insure happiness both in friendship and in love. here with these two people was a radical difference of belief concerning what was to be more and more a hard subject as the differences of sentiment north and south became sharply defined. westways and the mills understood her, and what were her political beliefs, but not the laughingly guarded silence of the much loved and usually outspoken squire, who now and then relieved his mind by talking political history to john or rivers. the stables and farm were seriously inspected and opinions expressed concerning colts and horses to the amusement of the grooms. he presided in penhallow's place at table with some sense of newly acquired importance, and on the fourth day of his uncle's absence, at mark rivers's request, asked mr. grace to join them. the good baptist was the more pleased to come in the absence of mrs. penhallow, who liking neither his creed nor his manners, respected the goodness of a life of self-denial, which, as his friend rivers knew, really left him with hardly enough to keep his preaching soul alive. "grace is late, as usual," said rivers to john. "he has, i believe, no acquaintance with minutes and no more conception of time than the angels. ah! i see him. his table-manners really distress your aunt; but manners are--well, we will leave that to another time. good evening, grace." "glad to see you, sir," said john. on a word from rivers, the guest offered thanks, which somewhat amazed john by its elaborate repetitions. the stout little preacher, carefully tucking his napkin between his paper shirt-collar and his neck, addressed himself to material illustration of his thankfulness, while the rector observed with a pitiful interest the obvious animal satisfaction of the man. john with more amusement saw the silver fork used for a time and at last abandoned for use of the knife. unconsciously happier for an unusually good dinner, grace accepted a tumbler of the penhallow cider, remarking, "i never take spirits, rivers, but i suppose cider to be a quite innocent beverage." rivers smiled. "it will do you no harm." "it occurs to me, rivers," said grace, "that although wine is mentioned in the bible, cider is not. there is no warning against its use." it also occurred to rivers that there was none against applejack. "quite right," he said. "you make me think of that scamp, lamb. mcgregor tells me that he is very ill." "a pity he wouldn't die," remarked the young host, who had indiscreetly taken two full tumblers of old hard cider before rivers had noticed his unaccustomed use of this rather potent drink. "you should not desire the death of any man, john," said grace, "least of all the death of a sinner like lamb." "really," said john with the dignity of just a trifle too much cider, "my phrase did not admit of your construction." "no," laughed rivers, seeing it well to intervene, "and yet to say it is a pity may be a kindly wish and leaves it open to charitable interpretation." "he is quite unprepared to die," insisted grace, with the clerical intonation which rivers disliked. "how do you know that?" asked rivers. "i know," said john confidently. "he told me he was a born thief and loved to lie. he was pretty drunk at the time." "that is too nearly true to be pleasant," remarked rivers, "'_in vino veritas_.' the man is a very strange nature. i think he never forgives a benefit. i sometimes think he has no sense of the difference between right and wrong--an unmoral nature, beyond your preaching or mine, grace, even if he ever gave us a chance." "i think he is a cruel beast," said john. "i saw him once--" rivers interrupted him saying, as he rose, "suppose we smoke." with unconscious imitation of the courteous squire he represented, john said, "we will smoke in the library if you have had enough wine." rivers said, "certainly, squire," not altogether amused as john, a little embarrassed, said quickly, "i should have said cider." "of course, we have had no wine, quite a natural mistake," remarked grace, which the representative squire felt to be a very disagreeable comment. "you will find cigars and pipes on the table," said the rector, "and i will join you in a moment." so saying he detained john by a hand on his arm and led him aside as they crossed the hall. "you are feeling that old hard cider, my boy. you had better go to bed. i should have warned you." "yes, sir--i--did not--i mean--i--" "_c'est une diablesse_--a little devil. there are others, and worse ones, john. good-night." on the stairs the young fellow felt a deepening sense of humiliation and surprise as he became aware of the value of the banister-rail. rivers went into the library blaming his want of care, and a little sorry for the lad's evident distress. "what, not smoking, grace?" "no, i have given it up." "but, why?" "well, i can't smoke cheap strong tobacco, and i can't afford better stuff." "then, be at ease, my friend. the squire has sent me a large supply. i am to divide with you," which was as near to a fib as the young clergyman ever got in his blameless life. "i shall thank him," returned grace simply, "and return to my pipe, but i do sometimes think it is too weak an indulgence of a slavish habit." "hardly worth while to thank penhallow; he will have forgotten all about it." "but i shall not." they smoked and talked politics, and the village and their work, until at last, after one of the pipe-filling pauses, grace said, "i ought not to have taken that cider, but it singularly refreshed me. you did not partake." "no, it disagrees with me." "i feel it, brother rivers. i feel it slightly, and--i--a man who preaches temperance, total abstinence--" "my dear grace, that is not temperance. there may be intemperance in the way a man puts his opinions before others--a man may hurt his own cause--" grace returned quickly, "you were in our church wednesday night--i saw you. you think i was intemperate?" "frankly, yes. you were abusive. you are too well self-governed to understand the working-man's temptations. you preached from the heart as you felt, without the charity of the head." "perhaps--perhaps," he returned humbly; and then with a quite gentle retort, "don't you sometimes preach too much from the head, brother rivers?" "yes, that may be the case. i am conscious sometimes that i lack your power of direct appeal--your personal application of the truth. i ought to preach the first half of the sermon--the appeal to the reason, the head part--and ask you to conclude with the heart share--the personal application of my cold logic." "let us try it," said grace rising and much amused; "cold, rivers! your cold logic! there is nothing cold in all your nature. let us go home; we have had a good talk." as they walked down the avenue grace said, "what are you doing about lamb? is it really wise to talk to him?" "just now," said the rector, "he has acquired a temporary conscience in the shape of a congested stomach. i talked to him a little. he is penitent, or says he is, and as his mother is sometimes absent, i have set billy to care for him; some one must. i have found that to keep billy on a job you must give him a daily allowance of chewing tobacco; that answers." "bad company, brother rivers." "oh, there is no guile in billy." they parted at the grey pine gate. rivers had innocently prepared remote mischief, which by no possible human foresight could he have anticipated. when, walking in the quiet of a lonely wood, a man sets his foot on a dead branch, the far end stirs another, and the motion so transmitted agitates a half dozen feet away the leaves of a group of ferns. the man stops and suspects some little woodland citizen as the cause of the unexplained movement; thus it is in the affairs of life. we do some innocent thing and are puzzled to explain how it brings about remote mischief. meanwhile an unendurable craving for drink beset the man lamb, who was the prey of slowly lessening delusions. guardian billy chewed his daily supply of tobacco and sat at the window in the hot second-storey room feeding lamb with brief phrases concerning what he saw on the street. "oh! there go squire's horses for exercise; joe's on lucy." "damn lucy! do you go to mother's room--" "what for?" "oh, she keeps her money in it, and mrs. penhallow paid her in advance the day she left." "can't do it," said billy, who had strict orders not to leave lamb alone. "oh, just look in the top drawer. she keeps a bit of money rolled up in one of her stockings. that will get me a little whisky and you lots of tobacco." "can't do it," said billy. "want me to steal? won't do it." "then i'll get even with you some day." billy laughed. "why i could lick you--like mr. john licked the doctor's son. gosh! there goes pole's wagon." lamb fell to thought of how to get that whisky. the ingenuity of the man who craves alcohol or morphia is sometimes surprising even to the most experienced doctor. the immorality of the means of attainment is never considered. if, as with lamb, a lie or worse be needed, there is a certain satisfaction in having outwitted nurse and doctor. on the day after the two clergymen had heard john's final opinion of lamb, the bed-fast man received his daily visit from his spiritual physician, and the clergyman met at the house door the doctor of the body. "i suppose," said mcgregor, "that you and i as concerns this infernal rascal are under orders from penhallow and his wife. i at least have the satisfaction of being paid--" "oh, i am paid, doctor," the clergyman smiled. "of course, any one and every one who serves that very efficient and positive saint, mrs. penhallow, is paid. she's too terrifyingly good. it must be--well, inconvenient at times. now she wants this animal looked after because of mrs. lamb; and the squire has some sort of absurd belief that because the same breasts that nursed him nursed our patient, he must befriend the fellow--and he does. truth is, rivers, that man's father was a sodden drunkard but, i am told, not otherwise bad. it's a pretty sure doom for the child. this man's body has damned his soul, and now the soul is paying it back in kind." "the damnation will be settled elsewhere," said rivers gravely. "you are pleading for him when you say he had a father who drank." "well, yes, yes. that is true, but i do confoundedly mistrust him. he never remembers a kindness and never forgets the smallest injury. but when mrs. penhallow puts a hand on your arm and you look at her, you just go and do what she wants done. oh, me too! let's get out of this unreasonable sun and see this fellow." billy was chasing blue-bottle flies on the window panes, and the patient in bed was lying still, flushed, with red eyes. he was slowly recovering from an attack of delirium tremens and reassembling his scattered wits. "well," said mcgregor, "better, i see. bugs gone?" "yes, sir; but if i had a little, just a nip of whisky to taper off on, i'd be all right." "not a drop, peter." "i'll die if i don't get it." "then die sober." peter made no reply. mcgregor felt his pulse, made his usual careful examination, and said at last, "now keep quiet, and in a few days you'll be well." "for god's sake, give me whisky--a little. i'm so weak i can't stand up." "no," said mcgregor, "it will pass. now i must go. a word with you, mr. rivers." when outside of the room he said, "we must trust billy, i suppose?" "yes, there is no one else." "that man is giving his whole mind to thinking how he can get whisky. he will lie, cheat, steal, do anything to get it." "how can he? neither billy nor his old mother will help him. he will get well, doctor, i suppose?" "yes, i told him he would. more's the pity. he is a permanent nuisance, up to any wickedness, a hopelessly ruined wild beast." "perhaps," said rivers; "perhaps. who can be sure of that?" he despaired of no one. the sadly experienced doctor shook his head. "he will live to do much mischief. the good die young; you may be sure the wicked do not. in some ways the man's case has its droll side. queer case! in some ways interesting." "how is it interesting?" said rivers. "oh, what he saw--his delusions when he was at his worst." "what did he see?" "oh, bugs--snakes--the common symptoms, and at last the 'wilmot proviso.' imagine it. he knew no more of that than of the physiology of the man in the moon. he described it as a 'plucked chicken.'" "i suppose that was a wild contribution from the endless political talk of the town." "well, a 'plucked chicken' was not so bad. he saw also 'bleeding kansas.' a 'stuck pig' that was; and more--more, but i must go." rivers went back to the room. "here is your tobacco, billy, and wait downstairs; don't go away." the big man turned over in bed as the clergyman entered. "mr. rivers. i'm bad. i might have died. won't you pray for me?" rivers hesitated, and then fell on his knees at the bedside, his face in his hands. peter lay still smiling, grimly attentive. as rivers rose to his feet, lamb said, "couldn't i have just a little whisky? doctors don't always know. i've been in this scrape before, and just a little liquor does help and it don't do any harm. i can't think, i'm so harried inside. i can't even pray, and i want to pray. now, you will, sir, won't you?" this mingling of low cunning, of childlike appeal and of hypocrisy, obviously suggested anything but the christian charity of reply; what should he say? putting aside angry comment, he fell back upon his one constant resource, what would christ have said to this sinful man? he stood so long silent by the bed, which creaked as lamb sat up, that the man's agony of morbid thirst caught from his silence a little hope, and he said, "now you will, i know." rivers made no direct answer. was it hopeless? he tried to read the face--the too thin straight nose, white between dusky red cheeks, the projecting lower lip, and the lip above it long, the eyes small, red, and eagerly attentive. this was not the time for reason. he said, "i should be your worst enemy, peter. every one has been good to you; over and over the squire has saved you from jail. mrs. penhallow asked me to help you. try to bear what your sin has brought on you, oh! do try. pray god for help to bear it patiently." "i'm in hell. what's the use of praying in hell? get me whisky and i'll pray." rivers felt himself to be at the end of his resources, and that the enfeebled mind was incapable of response to any appeal to head or heart. "i will come again," he said. "good-bye." "oh, damn everybody," muttered peter. rivers went out and sent billy up to take charge. lamb was still sitting up in bed when billy returned. the simple fellow poured out in brief sentences small bits of what he had seen at the street door. "oh, shut up," said peter. "the doctor says i'll feel better if i'm shaved--ain't been shaved these three weeks. doctor wants you to go and get josiah to come and fix me up to-night. you tell him it's the doctor's orders. don't you be gone long. i'm kind of lonely." "all right," said billy, in the cheerful way which made him a favourite despite his disinclination for steady work. "now, don't be gone long. i need a good shave, billy." "guess you do--way you look you wouldn't fetch five cents at one of them rummage-sales. ain't had but one in four years." "oh, get out, billy." once rid of his guard he tried in vain to stand up and fell back cursing. the order from the doctor was to be obeyed. "guess he's too shaky to shave himself," said josiah. "i'll come about half-past eight." as josiah walked to the far end of the village, he thought in his simple way of his last three years. after much wandering and fear of being traced, he had been used at the stables by penhallow. that he had been a slave was suspected, but that troubled no one in westways. he had long felt at ease and safe. he lived alone, a man of some forty years, cooked for himself, and had in the county bank a small amount of carefully saved earnings. he had his likes and dislikes, but he had the prudently guarded tongue of servitude. long before john penhallow had understood better the tall black man's position and won the confidence of a friendly hour, he saw with his well-bred courtesy how pleased was the man to be called mr. josiah. it sounded queer, as pole remarked, to call a runaway darkey mister, but this in no way disturbed john. the friendly feeling for the black grew as they fished together in the summer afternoons, or trapped muskrats, or dug up hellbenders. the barber had one half-concealed dislike. the man he was now to shave he both feared and hated. "couldn't tell you why, master john. it's like the way crocker's wife's 'feared of cats. they ain't never hurt her none." "well," he said, "here i am," and in unusual silence set about his work by dim candlelight. the patient was as silent. when josiah had finished, he said no word of his fee, knowing it to be a hopeless debt. "guess you do look the better for a shave," he remarked, as he was about to leave. "i'll send up billy." the uneasy guardian had seized on the chance to get a little relief. "no, don't go," said lamb. "i'm in a hell of thirst. i want you to get me some whisky. i'll pay you when i get work." josiah was prudent and had no will to oblige the drunkard nor any belief in future repayment. "couldn't do that--doctor wouldn't like it." "what, you won't do it?" "no, i can't do it." "if you don't, i'll tell what i know about you." "what do you know?" the long lost terror returned--but what could he know? "oh, you ran away--i know all about it. you help me now and i'll keep quiet--you'd better." a fierce desire rose in the mind of josiah to kill the rascal, and then, by long habit prudent, he said, "i'll have to think about it." but what could this man know? "best to think damn quick, or you'll have your old master down on you. i give you till to-morrow morning early. do you hear? it's just a nip of whisky i want." "yes, i hear--got to think about it." he went out into the night, a soul in fear. no one knew his former master's name. then his very good intelligence resumed control. no one really knew--only john--and he very little. he put it aside, confident in the young fellow's discretion. of course, the town suspected that he was a fugitive slave, but nobody cared or seemed to care. and yet, at times in his altogether prosperous happy years of freedom, when he read of the fugitive-slave act, and he read much, he had disturbing hours. he stood still a moment and crossed the road. the episcopal church, which he punctually attended, was on penhallow's land, and near by was the rectory where mark lived with an old woman cook and some help from mrs. lamb. the night was warm, the windows were open, and the clergyman was seen writing. josiah at the window spoke. "excuse me, sir, could i talk to you? i am in a heap of trouble." "in trouble, josiah? come in, the front door is open." as he entered the rector's study, rivers said, "sit down." something in the look of the man made him think of hunted animals. "no one else is in the house. what is it?" the black poured out his story. "so then," said rivers, "he lied to you about the doctor and threatened you with a lie. why, josiah, if he had known who was your master, he would have told you, and whether or not you ran away from slavery is none of his business. mr. penhallow believes you did, others suspect it, but no one cares. you are liked and you have the respect of the town. there would be trouble if any man tried to claim you." "i'd like to tell you all about it, sir." "no--no--on no account. tell no one. now go home. i will settle with that drunken liar." "thank you. may god bless--and thank you." the clergyman sat in thought a while, and the more he considered the matter which he had made light of to the scared black, the less he liked it. he dismissed it for a time as a lie told to secure whisky, but the fear josiah showed was something pitiful in this strong black giant. he knew lamb well enough to feel sure that josiah would now have in him an enemy who was sure in some way to get what he called "even" with the barber, and was a man known and spoken of in westways as "real spiteful." when next day rivers entered the room where lamb lay abed, he saw at once that he was better. he meant to make plain to a revengeful man that josiah had friends and that the attempt to blackmail him would be dangerous. lamb was sitting up in bed apparently relieved, and was reading a newspaper. the moment he spoke rivers knew that he was a far more intelligent person than the man of yesterday. lamb said, "billy, set a chair for mr. rivers. the heat's awful for october." billy obeyed and stepped out glad to escape. rivers said, "no, i won't sit down. i have something to say to you, and i advise you to listen. you lied to billy about the doctor yesterday, and you tried to frighten josiah into getting you whisky--you lied to him." josiah had not returned, and now it was plain that he had told the clergyman of the threat. lamb was quick to understand the situation, and the cleverness of his defence interested and for a moment half deceived the rector. "who says i lied? maybe i did. i don't remember. it's just like a dream--i don't feel nowise accountable. if--i--abused josiah, i'm sorry. he did shave me. let me think--what was it scared josiah?" he had the slight frown of a man pursuing a lost memory. "it is hardly worth while, peter, to go into the matter if you don't recall what you said." he realized that the defence was perfect. its too ready arguments added to his disbelief in its truth. lamb was now enjoying the game. "was josiah really here, sir? but, of course, he was, for he shaved me. i do remember that. won't you sit down, sir?" "no, i must go. i am pleased to find you so much better." "thank you, sir. i don't want whisky now. i'll be fit for work in a week or so. i wonder what i did say to josiah?" this was a little too much for rivers's patience. "whatever you said had better never be said again or you will find yourself in very serious trouble with mr. penhallow." "why, mr. rivers, i know i drink, and then i'm not responsible, but how could i say to that poor old darkey what i don't mind i said yesterday?" "well, you may chance to remember," said rivers; "at least i have done my duty in warning you." "i'd like, sir," returned lamb, leaning forward with his head bent and uplift of lids over watchful eyes--"oh, i want you to know how much i thank you, sir, for all your kind--" "you may credit the squire for that. good-bye," and he went out. neither man had been in the least deceived, but the honours of the game were with the big man in the bed, which creaked under his weight as he fell back grinning in pleased self-approval. "damn that black cuss," he muttered, "and the preacher too. i'll make them sorry." at the outer doorstep mark rivers stood still and wiped the sweat from his forehead. there must be minutes in the life of the most spiritually minded clergyman when to bow a little in the rimmon house of the gods of profane language would be a relief. he may have had the thought, for he smiled self-amused and remembered his friend grace. then he took himself to task, reflecting that he should have been more gently kind, and was there not some better mode of approaching this man? was he not a spirit in prison, as st. peter said? what right had he with his beliefs to despair of any human soul? then he dismissed the matter and went home to his uncompleted sermon. he would have to tell the squire; yes, that would be advisable. the days at grey pine ran on in the routine of lessons, riding, and the pleasure for john of representing his uncle in the oversight of the young thoroughbred colts and the stables. brief talks with rivers of books and politics filled the after-dinner hour, and when he left john fell with eagerness on the newspapers of the day. his uncle's mail he forwarded to pittsburgh, and heard from him that he would not return until mid-october. his aunt would be at home about the th, and leila was now at her school. the boy felt the unaccustomed loneliness, and most of all the absence of leila. one letter for his aunt lay on the hall table. it came too late to be sent on its way, nor had she asked to have letters forwarded. two days before her return was to be expected, when john came down dressed for dinner, he found mr. rivers standing with his back to a fire, which the evening coolness of october in the hills made desirable. the rector was smiling. "mr. george grey came just after you went upstairs. it seems that he wrote to your aunt the letter on the table in the hall. as no one met him at westways crossing, he was caught in a shower and pretty well soaked before he got some one to bring him to grey pine. i think he feels rather neglected." "has he never been here before?" asked john, curious in regard to the guest who he thought, from hearing his aunt speak of him, must be a person of importance. "no, not for a long while. he is only a second cousin of mrs. penhallow; but as all greys are for her--well, _the_ greys--we must do our best to make it pleasant for him until your aunt and uncle return." "of course," said john, with some faint feeling that it was needless to remind him, his uncle's representative, of his duties as the host. rivers said, smiling, "it may not be easy to amuse mr. grey. i did not tell you that your aunt wrote me, she will not be here until the afternoon train on the th. ah! here is mr. grey." john was aware of a neatly built, slight man in middle life, clad in a suit of dark grey. he came down the stairs in a leisurely way. "not much of a grey!" thought rivers, as he observed the clean-shaven face, which was sallow, or what the english once described as olivaster, the eyes small and dark, the hair black and so long as to darkly frame the thin-featured, clean-shaven refinement of a pleasant and now smiling face. john went across the hall to receive him, saying, "i am john penhallow, sir. i am sorry we did not know you were to be here to-day." "it is all right--all right. rather chilly ride. less moisture outside and more inside would have been agreeable; in fact, would be at present, if i may take the liberty." seeing that the host did not understand him, rivers said promptly, "i think, john, mr. grey is pleasantly reminding us that we should offer him some of your uncle's rye." "of course," said john, who had not had the dimmest idea what the maryland gentleman meant. mr. grey took the whisky slowly, remarking that he knew the brand, "peach-flavoured, sir. very good, does credit to penhallow's taste. as mr. clay once remarked, the mellowing years, sir, have refined it." "dinner is ready," said john. there was no necessity to entertain mr. grey. he talked at length, what james penhallow later described as "grown-up prattle." horses, the crops, and at length the proper methods of fining wine--a word of encouragement from rivers set him off again. meanwhile the dinner grew cold on his plate. at last, abruptly conscious of the lingering meal, mr. grey said, "this comes, sir, of being in too interesting society." was this mere quaint humour, thought rivers; but when grey added, "i should have said, sir, too interested company," he began to wonder at the self-absorption of what was evidently a provincial gentleman. at last, with "your very good health!" he took freely of the captain's madeira. rivers, who sipped a single glass slowly, was about to rise when to his amusement, using his uncle's phrase, john said, "my uncle thinks that madeira and tobacco do not go well together; you may like to smoke in the library." grey remarked, "quite right, as henry clay once said, 'there is nothing as melancholy as the old age of a dinner; who, sir, shall pronounce its epitaph?' that, sir, i call eloquence. no more wine, thank you." as he spoke, he drew a large cabana from his waistcoat pocket and lighted it from one of the candles on the table. rivers remarked, "we will find it warmer in the library." when the two men settled down to pipe or cigar at the library fire, john, who had felt the rôle of host rather difficult, was eager to get a look at the _tribune_ which lay invitingly on the table, and presently caught the eye of mr. grey. "i see you have the _tribune_" he said. "a mischief-making paper--devilish. i presume penhallow takes it to see what the other side has to say. very wise, sir, that." rivers, unwilling to announce his friend's political opinions, said, smiling, "i must leave mr. penhallow to account for that wicked journal." grey sat up with something like the alert look of a suddenly awakened terrier on his thin face. "i presume the captain (he spoke of him usually as the captain) must be able to control a good many votes in the village and at the iron-works." "i rather fancy," said rivers, "that he has taken no active part in the coming election." "unnecessary, perhaps. it is, i suppose, like my own county. we haven't a dozen free-soil voters. 'bleeding kansas' is a dead issue with us. it is bled to death, politically dead, sir, and buried." "not here," said john imprudently. "uncle james says buchanan will carry the state by a small majority, but he may not carry this county." "then he should see to it," said grey. "elect fremont, my boy, and the union will go to pieces. does the north suppose we will endure a sectional president? no, sir, it would mean secession--the death-knell of the union. sir, we may be driven to more practical arguments by the scurrilous speeches of the abolitionists. it is an attack on property, on the ownership of the inferior race by the supremely superior. that is the vital question." he spoke with excitement and gesticulated as if at a political meeting. mark rivers, annoyed, felt a strong inclination to box john's ears. he took advantage of the pause to say, "would you like a little more rye, mr. grey?" "why, yes, sir. i confess to being a trifle dry. but to resume our discussion--" "pardon me. john, ask for the whisky." to john this was interesting and astonishing. he had never heard talk as wild. the annoyance on rivers's face was such as to be easily read by the least observant. elsewhere mr. rivers would have had a ready answer, but as grey sat still a little while enjoying his own eloquence, the fire and the whisky, rivers's slight negative hint informed john that he was to hold his tongue. as the clergyman turned to speak to grey, the latter said, "i wish to add a word more, sir. you will find that the men at the south cling to state rights; if these do not preserve for me and others my property and the right, sir, to take my body-servant to boston or kansas, sure that he will be as secure as my--my--shirt-studs, state rights are of no practical use." "you make it very plain," said rivers, feeling at last that he must defend his own opinions. "i have myself a few words to say--but, is that all?" "not quite--not quite. i am of the belief that the wants of the southern states should be considered, and the demand for their only possible labour considered. i would re-open the slave-trade. i may shock you, reverend sir, but that is my opinion." "and, as i observe," said rivers, "that also of some governors of states." he disliked being addressed as "reverend," and knew how penhallow would smile when captained. there was a brief silence, what rivers used to call the punctuation value of the pipe. the maryland gentleman was honestly clear in the statement of his political creed, and rivers felt some need to be amiable and watchful of his own words in what he was longing to say. john listened, amazed. he had had his lesson in our history from two competent masters and was now intensely interested as he listened to the ultimate creed of the owner of men. grey had at last given up the cigar he had lighted over and over and let go out as often. he set down his empty glass, and said with perfect courtesy, "i may have been excessive in statement. i beg pardon for having spoken of, or rather hinted at, the need for a resort to arms. that is never a pleasant hint among gentlemen. i should like to hear how this awful problem presents itself to you, a clergyman of, sir, i am glad to know, my own church." "yes, that is always pleasant to hear," said rivers. "there at least we are on common ground. i dislike these discussions, mr. grey, but i cannot leave you without a reply, although in this house (and he meant the hint to have its future usefulness) politics are rarely discussed." "indeed!" exclaimed grey. "at home we talk little else. i do believe the watermelons and the pumpkins talk politics." rivers smiled. "i shall reply to you, of course. it will not be a full answer. i want to say that this present trouble is not a quarrel born within the memory of any living man. the colonial life began with colonial differences and aversions due to religion--puritan, quaker and church of england, intercolonial tariffs and what not. for the planter-class we were mere traders; they for us were men too lightly presumed to live an idle life of gambling, sport and hard drinking--a life foreign to ours. the colonies were to one another like foreign countries. in the revolution you may read clearly the effect of these opinions, when washington expressed the wish that his officers would forget that they came from connecticut or virginia, and remember only they were americans." grey said, "we did our share, sir." "yes, but all washington's important generals were northern men; but that is not to the point. washington put down the whisky-tax revolt with small regard for state rights. the constitution unhappily left those state rights in a condition to keep up old differences. that is clear, i regret to say. then came the tariff and a new seed of dissension. slavery and its growing claims added later mischief, but it was not the only cause of our troubles, nor is it to-day with us, although it is with you, the largest. we have tried compromises. they are of the history of our own time, familiar to all of us. well, mr. grey, the question is shall we submit to the threat of division, a broken land and its consequences?--one moment and i have done. i am filled with gloom when i look forward. when nations differ, treaties or time, or what not, may settle disputes; too often war. but, mr. grey, never are radical, civil or religious differences settled without the sword, if i have read history aright. you see," and he smiled, "i could not let pass your hint without a word." "if it comes to that--to war," said grey, "we would win. in that belief lies the certainty i dread." "ah! sir, in that southern belief lies the certainty i too dread. you think we live merely lives of commerce. you do not realise that there is with us a profound sentiment of affection for the union. no people worth anything ever lived without the very human desire of national self-preservation. it has the force of a man's personal desire for self-preservation. pardon me, i suppose that i have the habit of the sermon." grey replied, "you are very interesting, but i am tired. a little more rye, john. i must adjourn this discussion--we will talk again." "not if i can help it," laughed rivers. "i ought to say that i shall vote the republican ticket." "i regret it--i deeply regret it. oh! thanks, john." he drank the whisky and went upstairs to bed. rivers sat down. "this man is what i call a stateriot. i am or try to be that larger thing, a patriot. i did not say all, it was useless. your uncle cares little--oh, too little--about slavery, and generally the north cares as little; but the antislavery men are active and say, as did washington, that the union of the states was or will be insecure until slavery comes to an end. it may be so, john; it is the constant seed of discord. i would say, let them go in peace, but that would be only to postpone war to a future day. i rarely talk about this matter. what made you start him? you ought to have held your tongue." the young fellow smiled. "yes, sir, i suppose so." "however, we won't have it again if i can help it." "it was very interesting." "quite too interesting, but will he try it on the squire and your aunt? now i am going home. i hate these talks. don't sit up and read the _tribune_." "no, sir, and i will take mr. grey to ride to-morrow." "do, and send him home too tired to talk politics." "i think if i put him on uncle's big john it will answer." chapter ix while the two maids from westways waited on the family at breakfast, the guest was pleased to express himself favourably in regard to the coffee and the corn bread. john being left alone in care of the guest after the meal proposed a visit to the stables. mr. grey preferred for a time the fire, and later would like to walk to the village. somewhat relieved, john found for him the baltimore paper, which mrs. penhallow read daily. mr. grey would not smoke, but before john went away remarked, "i perceive, my boy, no spittoon." he was chewing tobacco vigorously and using the fireplace for his frequent expectoration. john, a little embarrassed, thought of his aunt ann. the habit of chewing was strange to the boy's home experience. certainly, billy chewed, and others in the town, nor was it at that time uncommon at the north. he confided his difficulty to the groom, his boxing-master, who having in his room the needed utensil placed it beside the hall-fire, to mr. grey's satisfaction--a square tray of wood filled with sawdust. "not ornamental, but useful, john, in fact essential," said mr. grey, as john excused himself with the statement that he had to go to school. when he returned through the woods, about noon, to his relief he saw far down the avenue mr. grey and the gold-headed, tasselled cane he carried. a little later mr. grey in the sun of a cool day early in october was walking along the village street in keen search of news of politics. he talked first to pole, the butcher, who hearing that he was a cousin of mrs. penhallow assured him that the town would go solid for buchanan. then he met billy, who was going a-fishing, having refused a wood-cutting job the rector offered. "a nice fishing-rod that," said grey. billy who was bird-witted and short of memory replied, "mrs. penhallow she gave me a dollar to pay pole-tax if i vote for--i guess it was buchanan. i bought a nice fishing-pole." grey was much amused and agreeably instructed in regard to mrs. ann's sentiments, as he realized the simple fellow's mental condition. "a fishing-pole-tax--well--well--" and would tell john of his joke. "any barber in this town?" he asked. "yes, there's josiah," and billy was no longer to be detained. mr. grey mailed a letter, but the post-mistress would not talk politics and was busy. at last, wandering eastward, he came upon the only unoccupied person in westways. peter lamb, slowly recovering strength, was seated on his mother's doorstep. his search for money had been defeated by the widow's caution, and the whisky craving was being felt anew. "good morning," said grey. "you seem to be the only man here with nothing to do." "yes, sir. i've been sick, and am not quite fit to work. sickness is hard on a working man, sir." grey, a kindly person, put his hand in his pocket, "quite right, it is hard. how are the people here going to vote? i hope the good old ticket." "oh! buchanan and breckenridge, sir, except one or two and the darkey barber. he's a runaway--i guess. been here these three or four years. squire likes him because he's clever about breaking colts." "indeed!" "he's a lazy nigger, sir; ought to be sent back where he belongs." "what is his name? i suppose he can shave me." "calls himself josiah," said peter. "mighty poor barber--cut my face last time he shaved me. you see, he's lost two fingers--makes him awkwarder." "what! what!" said grey, of a sudden reflecting, "two fingers--" "know him?" said lamb quickly. "i--no--do you suppose i know every runaway nigger?" "oh, of course not. might i ask your name, sir?" "i am a cousin of mrs. penhallow. my name is grey." peter became cautious and silent. "here is a little help, my man, until you get work. stick to the good old party." he left two dollars in lamb's eager hands. surprised at this unusual bounty, peter said, "thank you, sir. god bless you. it'll be a great help." it meant for the hapless drinker whisky, and he was quick to note the way in which grey became interested in the man who had lost fingers. grey lingered. "i must risk your barber's awkwardness," he said. "oh, he can shave pretty well when he's sober. he's our only darkey, sir. you can't miss him. i might show you his shop." this grey declined. "i suppose, sir," said peter, curious, "all darkies look so much alike that it is hard to tell them apart." "oh, not for us--not for us." then peter was still more sure that the gentleman with the gold-headed cane was from the south. as grey lingered thoughtful, lamb was maliciously inspired by the size of grey's donation and the prospect it offered. he studied the face of the southern gentleman and ventured to say, "excuse me, sir, but if you want to get that man back--" "i want him! good gracious! i did not own him. my inquiries were, i might say, casual, purely casual." lamb, thanks to the penhallows, had had some education at the school for the mill children, but what was meant by "purely casual" he did not know. if it implied lack of interest, that was not the case, or why the questions and this gift, large for westways. but if the gentleman did not own josiah's years of lost labour, some one else did, and who was it? as grey turned away, he said, "i may see you again. i am with my cousin at grey pine. by the bye, how will the county vote?" peter assured him that the democratic party would carry the county. "i am glad," said grey, "that the people, the real backbone of the country, desire to do justice to the south." he felt himself on the way to another exposition of constitutional rights, but realising that it was unwise checked the outflow of eloquence. he could not, however, refrain from adding, "your people then are a law-abiding community." "yes, sir," said the lover of law, "we are just that, and good sound democrats." grey, curious and mildly interested, determined to be reassured in regard to this black barber's former status. he walked slowly by josiah's shop followed at a distance by peter. the barber was shaving mr. pole, and intent on his task. grey caught sight of the black's face. one look was enough--it was familiar--unmistakable. in place of going in to be shaved he turned away and quickened his steps. peter grinned and went home. "the darn nigger horse-thief," murmured grey. "i'll write to woodburn." then he concluded that first it would be well without committing himself to know more surely how far this democratic community would go in support of the fugitive-slave law. he applauded his cautiousness. a moment later pole, well shaven, overtook him. grey stopped him, chatted as they went on, and at last asked if there was in westways a good democratic lawyer. pole was confident that mr. swallow would be all that he could desire, and pointed out his house. meanwhile peter lamb began to suspect that there was mischief brewing for the man who had brought down on him the anger of mark rivers, and like enough worse things as soon as penhallow came home. as pole turned into his shop-door, mr. grey went westward in deep thought. he was sure of the barber's identity. if josiah had been his own property, he would with no hesitation have taken the steps needful to reclaim the fugitive, but it was mr. woodburn who had lost josiah's years of service and it was desirable not hastily to commit his friend. he knew with what trouble the fugitive-slave law had been obeyed or not obeyed at the north. he was not aware that men who cared little about slavery were indignant at a law which set aside every safeguard with which the growth of civilization had surrounded the trial of even the worst criminal. as he considered the situation, he walked more and more slowly until he paused in front of swallow's house. every one had assured him that since general jackson's time the town and county had changelessly voted the good old democratic ticket. here at least the rights of property would be respected, and there would be no lawless city mobs to make the restoration of a slave difficult. the brick house and ill-kept garden before which he paused looked unattractive. beside the house a one-storey wooden office bore the name "henry w. swallow, attorney-at-law." there was neither bell nor knocker. mr. grey rapped on the office door with his cane, and after waiting a moment without hearing any one, he entered a front room and looked about him. swallow was a personage whose like was found too often in the small pennsylvania villages. the only child of a close-fisted, saving farmer, he found himself on his father's death more than sufficiently well-off to go to college and later to study law. he was careful and penurious, but failing of success in philadelphia returned to westways when about thirty years old, bought a piece of land in the town, built a house, married a pretty, commonplace young woman, and began to look for business. there was little to be had. the squire drew his own leases and sold lands to farmers unaided. then swallow began to take interest in politics and to lend money to the small farmers, taking mortgages at carefully guarded, usurious interest. merciless foreclosures resulted, and as by degrees his operations enlarged, he grew richer and became feared and important in a county community where money was scarce. some of his victims went in despair to the much loved squire for help, and got, over and over, relief, which disappointed swallow who disliked him as he did no other man in the county. the squire returned his enmity with contemptuous bitterness and entire distrust of the man and all his ways. mr. grey saw in the further room the back of a thin figure in a white jacket seated at a desk. the man thus occupied on hearing his entrance said, without looking back, "sit down, and in a moment i'll attend to you." grey replied, "in a moment you won't see me;" and, his voice rising, "i am accustomed to be treated with civility." swallow rose at once, and seeing a well-dressed stranger said, "excuse me, i was drawing a mortgage for a farmer i expected. take a seat. i am at your service." somewhat mollified, grey sat down. as he took his seat he was not at all sure of what he was really willing to say or do. he was not an indecisive person at home, but here in a northern state, on what might be hostile ground, he was in doubt concerning that which he felt he honourably owed as a duty to his neighbour. the word had for him limiting definitions, as indeed it has for most of us. resolving to be cautious, he said with deliberate emphasis, "i should like what i have to say to be considered, sir, as george washington used to remark, as 'under the rose'--a strictly professional confidence." "of course," said swallow. "my name is george grey. i am at grey pine on a visit to my cousin, mrs. penhallow." "a most admirable lady," said the lawyer; "absent just now, i hear." he too determined on caution. "i have been wandering about your quiet little town this morning and made some odd acquaintances. one billy, he called himself, most amusing--most amusing. it seems that my cousin gave him money to pay his poll-tax. the poor simple fellow bought a fishing-pole and line. he was, i fancy, to vote for buchanan. my cousin, i infer, must be like all our people a sound democrat." "i have heard as much," returned swallow. "i am doing what i can for the party, but the people here are sadly misled and our own party is slowly losing ground." "indeed! i talked a little with a poor fellow named lamb, out-of-work and sick. he assured me that the town was solid for buchanan, and also the county." swallow laughed heartily. "what! peter lamb. he is our prize drunkard, sir, and would have been in jail long ago but for penhallow. they are foster-brothers." "indeed!" mr. grey felt that his knowledge of character had been sadly at fault and that he had been wise in not having said more to the man out-of-work. "do you think, mr. swallow, that if a master reclaimed a slave in this county that there would be any trouble in carrying out the law?" "no, sir," said swallow. "the county authorities are all democrats and would obey the law. suppose, sir, that you were frankly to put before me the whole case, relying on my secrecy. where is the man?" "let me then tell you my story. as a sound democrat it will at least have your sympathy." "certainly, i am all attention." "about the tenth of june over four years ago i rode with my friend woodburn into our county-town. at the bank we left our horses with his groom caesar, an excellent servant, much trusted; used to ride quarter races for my father when a boy. when we came out, woodburn's horse was hitched to a post and mine was gone, and that infernal nigger on him. he was traced to the border, but my mare had no match in the county." "so he stole the horse; that makes it an easy case." "no, sir. to be precise, he left the horse at a tavern in this state, with my name and address. some quakers helped him on his way." "and he is in this county?" asked swallow. "yes, sir. his name here is josiah--seems to be known by that name alone." "josiah!" gasped swallow. "a special favourite of penhallow. a case to be gravely considered--most gravely. the squire--" "but surely he will obey the law." "yes--probably--but who can say? he was at one time a democrat, but now is, i hear, likely to vote for fremont." "that seems incredible." "and yet true. i should like, sir, to think the matter over for a day or two. did the man see you--i mean, recognize you?" "no, but as i went by his shop, i at once recognized him; and he has lost two fingers. oh! i know the fellow. i can swear to him, and it is easy to bring his master woodburn here." "i see. well, let me think it over for a day or two." "very good," returned grey, "and pray consider yourself as in my debt for your services." "all right, mr. grey." with this mr. grey went away a thoughtful man. he attracted some attention as he moved along the fronts of the houses. strangers were rare. being careful not to go near josiah's little shop, he crossed the road and climbing the fence went through the wood, reflecting that until this matter was settled he would feel that his movements must be unpleasantly governed by the need to avoid josiah. he felt this to be humiliating. other considerations presented themselves in turn. this ungrateful black had run away with his, george grey's, horse--a personal wrong. his duty to woodburn was plain. then, if this black fellow was as swallow said, a favourite of captain penhallow, to plan his capture while himself a guest in penhallow's house was rather an awkward business. however, he felt that he must inform his friend woodburn, after which he would turn him over to swallow and not appear in the business at all. it did not, however, present itself to the maryland gentleman as a nice situation. if his cousin ann were, as he easily learned, a strong democrat, it might be well to sound her on the general situation. she had lived half her life among slaves and those who owned them. she would know how far penhallow was to be considered as a law-abiding citizen, or whether he might be offended, for after all, as george grey knew, his own share in the matter would be certain to become known. "a damned unpleasant affair," he said aloud as he walked up the avenue, "but we as southern gentlemen have got to stand by one another. i must let woodburn know, and decide for himself." neither was the lawyer swallow altogether easy about the matter on which he had desired time for thought. it would be the first case in the county under the fugitive-slave act. if the man were reclaimed, he, swallow, would be heard of all through the state; but would that help him before the people in a canvass for the house? he could not answer, for the old political parties were going to pieces and new ones were forming. moreover, josiah was much liked and much respected. then, too, there was the fee. he walked about the room singularly disturbed. some prenatal fate had decreed that he should be old-aged at forty. he had begun to be aware that his legs were aging faster than his mind. except the pleasure of accumulating money, which brought no enjoyment, he had thus far no games in life which interested him; but now the shifting politics of the time had tempted him, and possibly this case might be used to his advantage. the black eyebrows under fast whitening hair grew together in a frown, while below slowly gathered the long smile of satisfaction. "how penhallow will hate it." this thought was for him what the stolen mare was for george grey. he must look up the law. meanwhile george grey, under the necessity of avoiding the village for a time, was rather bored. he had criticized the stables and the horses, and had been told that the squire relied with good reason on the judgment of josiah in regard to the promise of good qualities in colts. then, used to easy roadsters, he had been put on the squire's rough trotter and led by the tireless lad had come back weary from long rides across rough country fields and over fences. the clergyman would talk no more politics, john pleaded lessons, and it was on the whole dull, so that mr. grey was pleased to hear of the early return of his cousin. a letter to john desired him to meet his aunt on the th, and accordingly he drove to the station at westways crossing, picking up billy on the way. mrs. ann got out of the car followed by the conductor and brakeman carrying boxes and bundles, which billy, greatly excited, stowed away under the seats of the jersey wagon. mrs. penhallow distributed smiles and thanks to the men who made haste to assist, being one of the women who have no need to ask help from any man in sight. "now, billy," she said, "be careful with those horses. when you attend, you drive very well." she settled herself on the back seat with john, delighted to be again where her tireless sense of duty kept her busy--quite too busy at times, thought some of the village dames. "your uncle james will soon be at home. is his pet scamp any better?" john did not know, but josiah's rheumatism was quite well. "sister-in-law has a baby. six trout i ketched; they're at the house for you--weighs seven pounds," said billy without turning round. "trout or baby?" said ann, laughing. "baby, ma'am." "thanks, but don't talk any more." "yes, ma'am." "how is leila?" asked john. "does she like it at school?" "no, not at all; but she will." "i don't, aunt ann." "i suppose not." "am i to be allowed to write to her?" "i think not. there is some rule that letters, but--" and she laughed merrily. the rector, who worshipped her, said once that her laugh was like the spring song of birds. "but sometimes i may be naughty enough to let you slip a few lines into my letters." "that is more than i hoped for. i am--i was so glad to get you back, aunt ann, that i forgot to tell you, mr. george grey has come." "how delightful! he has been promising a visit for years. how pleased james will be! i wonder how the old bachelor ever made up his mind. i hope you made it pleasant, john." "i tried to, aunt." whether james penhallow would like it was for john doubtful, but he said nothing further. "the cities are wild about politics, and there is no end of trouble in philadelphia over the case of a fugitive slave. i was glad to get away to grey pine." john had never heard her mention this tender subject and was not surprised when she added quickly, "but i never talk politics, john, and you are too young to know anything about them." this was by no means true, as she well knew. "how are my chickens?" she asked endless questions of small moment. "got a new fishing-rod," said billy, but to john's amusement did not pursue the story concerning which george grey had gleefully enlightened him. "well, at last, cousin george," she cried, as the cousin gave her his hand on the porch. "glad to see you--most glad. come in when you have finished your cigar." she followed john into the hall. "ah! the dear home." then her eyes fell on the much used spittoon by the fireside. "good gracious, john, a--a spittoon!" "yes, aunt. mr. grey chews." "indeed!" she looked at the box and went upstairs. for years to come and in the most incongruous surroundings john penhallow now and then laughed as he saw again the look with which mrs. ann regarded the article so essential to mr. grey's comfort. she disliked all forms of tobacco use, and the law of the pipe had long ago been settled at grey pine as mrs. penhallow decreed, because that was always what james penhallow decided to think desirable. "but this! this!" murmured the little lady, as she came down the staircase ready for dinner. she rang for the maid. "take that thing away and wash it well, and put in fresh sawdust twice a day." "i hope john has been a good host," she said, as grey entered the hall. "couldn't be better, and i have had some delightful rides. i found the mills interesting--in fact, most instructive." he spoke in short childlike sentences unless excited by politics. mrs. ann noted without surprise the free use of whisky, and later the appreciative frequency of resort to penhallow's madeira. a glass of wine at lunch and after dinner were her husband's sole indulgence. the larger potations of her cousin in no way affected him. he talked as usual to mark rivers and john about horses, crops and the weather, while mrs. ann listened to the flow of disconnected trifles in some wonder as to how james penhallow would endure it. grey for the time kept off the danger line of politics, having had of late such variously contributed knowledge as made him careful. when to mrs. ann's relief dinner was over, the rector said his sermon for to-morrow must excuse him and went home. john decided that his role of host was over and retired to his algebra and to questions more easy to solve than of how to entertain mr. george grey. it was not difficult, as mrs. penhallow saw, to make grey feel at home; all he required was whisky, cigars, and some mild appearance of interest in his talk. she had long anticipated his visit with pleasure, thinking that james penhallow would be pleased and the better for some rational male society. rivers had now deserted her, and she really would not sit with her kinsman's cigar a whole evening in the library. she said, "the night is warm for october, come out onto the porch, george." "with all the pleasure in the world," said grey, as he followed her. by habit and training hospitable and now resigned to her fate, mrs. ann said, "light your cigar, george; i do not mind it out-of-doors." "i am greatly indebted--i was given to understand that it was disagreeable to you--like--politics--ah! cousin ann." "we are not much given to talking politics," she said rather sharply. "not talk politics!" exclaimed grey. "what else is there to talk about nowadays? but why not, cousin ann?" "well, merely because while i am southern--and a democrat, james has seen fit to abandon our party and become a republican." "incomprehensible!" said grey. "ours is the party of gentlemen--of old traditions. i cannot understand it." "nor i," said she, "but now at least," and she laughed--"there will be one republican gentleman. however, george, as we are both much in earnest, we keep politics out of the house." "it must be rather awkward, ann." "what must be rather awkward?" did he really mean to discuss, to criticize her relations to james penhallow? the darkness was for a time the grateful screen. grey, a courteous man, felt the reproof in her question, and replied, "i beg pardon, my dear ann, i have heard of the captain's unfortunate change of opinion. i shall hope, however, to be able to convince him that to elect fremont will be to break up the union. i think i could put it so clearly that--" ann laughed low laughter as vastly amused she laid a hand on her cousin's arm. "you don't know james penhallow. he has been from his youth a democrat. there never was any question about how he would vote. but now, since --" and she paused, "in fact, i do not care to discuss with you what i will not with james." her great love, her birth, training, education and respect for the character of her husband, made this discussion hateful. her eyes filled, and, much troubled, she was glad of the mask of night. "but answer me one question, ann. why did he change?" "he was becoming dissatisfied and losing faith in his own party, but it was at last my own dear south and its friends at the north who drove him out." again she paused. "what do you mean, ann?" asked grey, still persistent. "it began long ago, george. he said to me one day, 'that fool fillmore has signed the fugitive-slave act; it is hardly possible to obey it.' then i said, 'would you not, james?' i can never forget it. he said, 'yes, i obey the law, ann, but this should be labelled 'an act to exasperate the north.' i am done with the democrat and all his ways. obey the law! yes, i was a soldier.' then he said, 'ann, we must never talk politics again.' we never do." "and yet, ann," said grey, "that act was needed." "perhaps," she returned, and then followed a long silence, as with thought of james penhallow she sat smiling in the darkness and watched the rare wandering lanterns of the belated fireflies. the man at her side was troubled into unnatural silence. he had hoped to find an ally in his cousin's husband, and now what should he do? he had concluded that as an honest man he had done his duty when he had written to woodburn; but now as a man of honour what should he say to james penhallow? to conceal from his host what he had done was the obvious business-like course. this troubled a man who was usually able to see his way straight on all matters of social conduct and was sensitive on points of honour. while ann sat still and wondered that her guest was so long silent, he was finding altogether unpleasant his conclusion that he must be frank with penhallow. he felt sure, however, that ann would naturally be on his side. he introduced the matter lightly with, "i chanced to see in the village a black man who is said to be a vagabond scamp. he is called josiah--a runaway slave, i fancy." ann sat up in her chair. "who said he was a scamp?" "oh, a man named lamb." then he suddenly remembered mr. swallow's characterization, and added, "not a very trustworthy witness, i presume." ann laughed. "peter lamb! he is a drunken, loafing fellow, who to his good fortune chances to have been james's foster-brother. as concerns josiah, he turned up here some years ago, got work in the stables, and was set up by james as the village barber. no one knew whence he came. i did, of course, suspect him to be a runaway. he is honest and industrious. last year i was ill when james was absent. we have only maids in the house, and when i was recovering josiah carried me up and downstairs until james returned. a year after he came, leila had an accident. josiah stopped her horse and got badly hurt--" then with quick insight, she added, "what interest have you in our barber, george? is it possible you know josiah?" escape from truthful reply was impossible. "yes, i do. he is the property of my friend and neighbour woodburn. i knew him at once--the man had lost three fingers--he did not see me." "well!" she said coldly, "what next, george grey?" "i must inform his master. as a southern woman you, of course, see that no other course is possible. it is unpleasant, but your sense of right must make you agree with me." she returned, speaking slowly, "i do wish you would not do it, george." then she said quickly, "have you taken any steps in this matter?" he was fairly cornered. "yes, i wrote to woodburn. he will be here in a couple of days. i am sure he will lose no time--and will take legal measures at once to reclaim his property." "i suppose it is all right," she said despairingly, "but i am more than sorry--what james will say i do not know. i hope he will not be called on to act--under the law he may." "when does he return?" said grey. "i shall, of course, be frank with him." "that will be advisable. he may be absent for a week longer, or so he writes. i leave you to your cigar. i am tired, and to-morrow is sunday. shall you go to church?" "certainly, ann. good-night." at the door she turned back with a new and relieving thought. "suppose i--or we--buy this man's freedom." "if i owned him that would not be required after what you have told me, but woodburn is an obstinate, rather stern man, and will refuse, i fear, to sell--" "what will he do with josiah if he is returned to him as the act orders?" "oh! once a runaway--and the man is no good?--he would probably sell him to be sent south." she rose and for a moment stood still in the darkness, and then crying, "the pity of it, my god, the pity of it!" went away without the usual courtesy of good-night. george grey, when left to his own company, somewhat amazed, began to wish he had never had a hand in this business. ann penhallow went up to her room, although it was as yet early, leaving john in the library and grey with a neglected cigar on the porch. in the bedroom over his shop the man most concerned sat industriously reading the _tribune_. ann sat down to think. the practical application of a creed to conduct is not always easy. all her young life had been among kindly considered slaves. mr. woodburn had a right to his property. the law provided for the return of slaves if they ran away. she suddenly realized that this man's future fate was in her power, and she both liked and respected him, and he had been hurt in their service. oh! why was not james at home? could she sit still and let things go their way while the mechanism of the law worked. between head and heart there was much argument. her imagination pictured josiah's future. had he deserved a fate so sad? she fell on her knees and prayed for help. at last she rose and went down to the library. john laid down his book and stood up. the young face greeted her pleasantly, as she said, "sit down, john, i want to talk to you. can you keep a secret?" "why--yes--aunt ann. what is it?" "i mean, john, keep it so that no one will guess you have a secret." "i think i can," he replied, much surprised and very curious. "you are young, john, but in your uncle's absence there is no one else to whom i can turn for help. now, listen. has mr. grey gone to bed?" "yes, aunt." she leaned toward him, speaking low, almost in a whisper, "i do not want to explain, i only want to tell you something. josiah is a runaway slave, john." "yes, aunt, he told me all about it." "did he, indeed!" "yes, we are great friends--i like him--and he trusted me. what's the matter now?" he was quick to understand that josiah was in some danger. naturally enough he remembered the man's talk and his one fear--recapture. "george grey has recognised josiah as a runaway slave of a mr. woodburn--" she was most unwilling to say plainly, "go and warn him." he started up. "and they mean to take him back?" she was silent. the indecisions of the habitually decisive are hard to deal with. the lad was puzzled by her failure to say more. "it is dreadful, aunt ann. i think i ought to go and tell josiah--now--to-night." she made no comment except to say, "arrest is not possible on sunday--and he is safe until monday or tuesday." john penhallow looked at her for a moment surprised that she did not say go, or else forbid him to go; it was unlike her. he had no desire to wait for sunday and was filled with anxiety. "i think i must go now--now," he said. "then i shall go to bed," she said, and kissing him went away slowly step by step up the stairs. staircases are apt to suggest reflections, and there are various ways of rendering the french phrase "_esprit de l'escalier_." aware that want of moral courage had made her uncertain what to do, or like the indian, having two hearts, ann had been unable to accept bravely the counsel of either. the loyal decisiveness of a lad of only sixteen years had settled the matter and relieved her of any need to personally warn josiah. some other influences aided to make her feel satisfied that there should be a warning. she was resentful because george grey had put her in a position where she had been embarrassed by intense sectional sense of duty and by kindly personal regard for a man who not being criminal was to be deprived of all the safeguards against injustice provided by the common law. there were other and minor causes which helped to content her with what she well knew she had done to disappoint mr. woodburn of his prey. george grey was really a bore of capacity to wreck the social patience of the most courteous. the rector fled from him, john always had lessons and how would james endure his vacuous talk. it all helped her to be comfortably angry, and there too was that horrible spittoon. the young fellow who went with needless haste out of the house and down the avenue about eleven o'clock had no indecisions. josiah trusted him, and he felt the compliment this implied. chapter x on the far side of the highroad westways slumbered. only in the rector's small house were lights burning. the town was in absolute darkness. westways went to bed early. a pleased sense of the responsibility of his errand went with john as he came near to where josiah's humble two-storey house stood back from the street line, marked by the well-known striped pole of the barber, of which josiah was professionally proud. john paused in front of the door. he knew that he must awaken no one but josiah. after a moment's thought he went along the side of the house to the small garden behind it where josiah grew the melons no one else could grow, and which he delighted to take to miss leila or mrs. penhallow. in the novel the heroes threw pebbles at the window to call up fair damsels. john grinned; he might break a pane, but the noise--he was needlessly cautious. josiah had built a trellis against the back of the house for grapevines which had not prospered. john began to climb up it with care and easily got within reach of the second-storey window. he tapped sharply on the glass, but getting no reply hesitated a moment. he could hear from within the sonorous assurance of deep slumber. somehow he must waken him. he lifted the sash and called over and over in a low voice, "josiah!" the snoring ceased, but not the sleep. the lad was resolute and still fearful of making a noise. he climbed with care into the dark room upsetting a little table. instantly josiah bounded out of bed and caught him in his strong grip, as john gasped, "josiah!" "my god!" cried the black in alarm, "anything wrong at the house?" "no, sit down--i've got to tell you something. your old master, woodburn, is coming to catch you--he will be here soon--i know he won't be here for a day or two--" "is that so, master john? it's awful--i've got to run. i always knowed sometime i'd have to run." he sat down on the bed; he was appalled. "god help me!--where can i go? i've got two hundred dollars and seventy-five cents saved up in the county bank, and i've not got fifty cents in the house. i can't get the money out--i'd be afraid to go there monday. oh, lord!" he began to dress in wild haste. john tried in vain to assure him that he would be safe on sunday and monday, or even later, but was in fact not sure, and the man was wailing like a child in distress, thinking over his easy, upright life and his little treasure, which seemed to him lost. he asked no questions; all other emotion was lost in one over-mastering terror. john said at last, "if i write a cheque for you, can you sign your name to it?" "yes, sir." "then i will write a cheque for all of it and i'll get it out for you." a candle was lighted and the cheque written. "now write your name here, josiah--so--that's right." he obeyed like a child, and john who had often collected cheques for his aunt of late, knew well enough how to word it to be paid to bearer. he put it in his pocket. "but how will i ever get it?" said josiah, "and where must i go? i'll get away monday afternoon." john was troubled, and then said, "i'll tell you. go to the old cabin in the wood. that will be safe. i will bring you your money monday afternoon." the black reflected in silence and then said, "that will do--no man will take me alive, i know--my god, i know! who set them on me? who told? it was that drunken rascal, peter. he told me he'd tell if i didn't get him whisky. how did he know--oh, lord! he set 'em on me--i'd like to kill him." john was alarmed at the fierceness of the threat. "oh! but you won't--promise me. i've helped you, josiah." "i promise, master john. i'm a christian man, thank the lord. i'd like to, but i won't--i won't." "now, that's right," said john much relieved. "you'll go to the cabin monday--for sure." "yes--who told you to tell me?" john, prudently cautious, refused to answer. "now, let me out, i must go. i can't tell you how sorry i will be--" and he was tempted to add his aunt, but was wise in time. he had done his errand well, and was pleased with the success of his adventure and the flavour of peril in what he had done. he let himself into grey pine and went noiselessly upstairs. then a window was closed and a waiting, anxious woman went to bed and lay long awake thinking. john understood the unusual affection of his aunt's greeting when before breakfast she kissed him and started george grey on his easy conversational trot. she had compromised with her political conscience and, notwithstanding, was strangely satisfied and a trifle ashamed that she had not been more distinctly courageous. at church they had as usual a good congregation of the village folk and men from the mills, for rivers was eminently a man's preacher and was much liked. john observed, however, that josiah, who took care of the church, was not in his usual seat near the door. he was at home terribly alarmed and making ready for his departure on monday. the rector missing him called after church, but his knock was not answered. when mr. grey in the afternoon declared he would take a walk and mail some letters, mrs. ann called john into the library. "well," she said, "did you see josiah?" "yes, aunt." it was characteristic of john penhallow even thus early in life that he was modest and direct in statement. he said nothing of his mode of reaching josiah. "i told him of his risk. he will hide in--" "do not tell me where," said ann quickly; "i do not want to know." he wondered why she desired to hear no more. he went on--"he has money in the county bank--two hundred dollars." "he must have been saving--poor fellow!" "i wrote a cheque for him, to bearer. i am to draw it tomorrow and take it to him in the afternoon. then he will be able to get away." here indeed was something for ann to think about. when josiah was missed and legal measures taken, a pursuit organized, john having drawn his money might be questioned. this would never do--never. oddly enough she had the thought, "who will now shave james?" she smiled and said, "i must keep you out of the case--give me the cheque. oh, i see it is drawn to bearer. i wonder if his owner could claim it. he may--he might--if it is left there." "that would be mean," said john. "yes," she said thoughtfully. "yes--i could give him the money. let me think about it. of course, i could draw on my account and leave josiah's alone. but he has a right to his own money. i will keep the cheque, john. i will draw out his money and give it to you. good gracious, boy! you are like james penhallow." "that's praise for a fellow!" said john. ann had the courage of her race and meant at last to see this thing through at all costs. the man had made his money and should have it. she was now resolute to take her share in the perilous matter she had started; and after all she was the wife of james penhallow of grey pine; who would dare to question her? as to george grey, she dismissed him with a low laugh and wondered when that long-desired guest would elect to leave grey pine. at ten on monday billy, for choice, drove her over to the bank at the mills. the young cashier was asked about his sick sister, and then rather surprised as he took the cheque inquired, "how will you have it, ma'am? josiah must be getting an investment." "one hundred in fifties and the rest--oh, fifty in fives, the rest in ones." she drove away, and in an hour gave the notes to john in an envelope, asking no questions. he set off in the afternoon to give josiah his money. meanwhile on this monday morning a strange scene in this drama was being acted in josiah's little shop. he was at the door watchful and thinking of his past and too doubtful future, when he saw peter lamb pause near by. the man, fresh from the terrors of delirium tremens, had used the gift of grey with some prudence and was in the happy condition of slight alcoholic excitement and good-humour. "halloa!" cried peter. "how are you? i'm going to the mills to see my girl--want you to shave me--got over my joke; funny, wasn't it?" a sudden ferocious desire awoke in the good-natured barber--some long-past inheritance of african lust for the blood of an enemy. "don't like to kiss with a rough beard," said peter. "i'll pay--got money--now." "come in," said josiah. "set down. i'll shut the door--it's a cold morning." he spread the lather over the red face. "head back a bit--that's right comfortable now, isn't it?" "all right--go ahead." josiah took his razor. "now, then," he said, as he set a big strong hand on the man's forehead, "if you move, i'll cut your throat--keep quiet--don't you move. you told i was a slave--you ruined my life--i never did you no harm--i'd kill you just as easy as that--" and he drew the blunt cold back of the razor across the hairy neck. "my god!--i--" the man shuddered. "keep still--or you are a dead man." "oh, lord!" groaned lamb. "i would kill you, but i don't want to be hanged. god will take care of you--he is sure. some day you will do some wickedness worse than this--you just look at me." there was for peter fearful fascination in the black face of the man who stood looking down at him, the jaw moving, the white teeth showing, the eyes red, the face twitching with half-suppressed passion. "answer me now--and by god, if you lie, i will kill you. you set some one on me? quick now!" "i did." "who was it? no lies, now!" "mr. george grey." then josiah fully realized his danger. "why did you?" "you wouldn't help me to get whisky." "well, was that all?" "you went and got the preacher to set mr. penhallow on me. he gave me the devil." "my god, was that all? you've ruined me for a drink of whisky--you've got your revenge. i'm lost--lost. your day will come--i'll be there. now go and repent if you can--you've been near to death. go!" he cried. he seized the terrified man with one strong hand, lifted him from the chair, cast open the door and hurled him out into the street. a little crowd gathered around lamb as he rose on one elbow, dazed. "drunk!" said pole, the butcher. "drunk again!" josiah shut and locked the door. then he tied up his bundle of clothes, filled a basket with food, and went out into his garden. he cast a look back at the neatly kept home he had recently made fresh with paint. he paused to pick a chilled rosebud and set it in his button-hole--a fashion copied from his adored captain. he glanced tearfully at the glass-framed covers of the yellowing melon vines. he had made money out of his melons, and next year would have been able to send a good many to pittsburgh. as he turned to leave the little garden in which he took such pride, he heard an old rooster's challenge in his chicken-yard, which had been another means of money-making. he went back and opened the door, leaving the fowl their liberty. when in the lane behind his house, he walked along in the rear of the houses, and making sure that he was unobserved, crossed the road and entered the thick penhallow forest. he walked rapidly for half an hour, and leaving the wood road found his way to the cabin the first penhallow built. it was about half after one o'clock when the fugitive lay down on the earth of the cabin with his hands clasped behind his head. he stared upward, wondering where he could go to be safe. he would have to spend some of the carefully saved money. that seemed to him of all things the most cruel. he was not trained to consecutive thinking; memories old or new flitted through his mind. now and then he said to himself that perhaps he had had no right to run away--and perhaps this was punishment. he had fled from the comforts of an easy life, where he had been fed, clothed and trusted. not for a moment would he have gone back--but why had he run away? what message that soaring hawk had sent to him from his swift circling sweep overhead he was not able to put in words even if he had so desired. "that wicked hawk done it!" he said aloud. at last, hearing steps outside, he bounded to his feet, a hand on the knife in his belt. he stood still waiting, ready as a crouching tiger, resolute, a man at bay with an unsated appetite for freedom. the door opened and john entered. "you sort of scared me, master john." "you are safe here, josiah, and here is your money." he took it without a word, except, "i reckon, master john, you know i'm thankful. was there any one missing me?" "no, no one." "i'll get away to-night. i'll go down through lonesome man's swamp and take my old bateau and run down the river. you might look after my muskrat traps. i was meaning to make a purse for the little missy. now do you just go away, and may the lord bless you. i guess we won't ever meet no more. you'll be mighty careful, master john?" "but you'll write, josiah." "i wouldn't dare to write--i'd be takin' risks. think i'm safe here? oh, lord!" "no one knows where you are--you'll go to-night?" "yes, after dark." he seemed more at ease as he said, "it was peter lamb set mr. grey on me. he must have seen me after that. i told you it was peter." "yes,"--and then with the hopefulness of youth--"but you will come back, i am sure." "no, sir--never no more--and the captain and miss leila--it's awful--where can i go?" john could not help him further. "god bless you, master john." they parted at length at the door of the cabin which had seen no other parting as sad. the black lay down again. now and then he swept his sleeve across tearful eyes. then he stowed his money under his shirt in a linen bag hung to his neck, keeping out a few dollars, and at last fell sound asleep exhausted by emotion, josiah's customers were few in number. westways was too poor to be able to afford a barber more than once a week, and then it was always in mid-morning when work ceased for an hour. sometimes the squire on his way to the mills came to town early, but as a rule josiah went to grey pine and shaved him while they talked about colts and their training. as he was rarely needed in the afternoon, josiah often closed his shop about two o'clock and went a-fishing or set traps on the river bank. his absence on this monday afternoon gave rise, therefore, to no surprise, but when his little shop remained closed on tuesday, his neighbours began to wonder. peter lamb wandering by rather more drunken than on monday, stood a while looking at the shut door, then went on his devious way, thinking of the fierce eyes and the curse. next came swallow for his daily shave. he knocked at the door and tried to enter. it was locked. he heard no answer to his louder knock. he at once suspected that his prey had escaped him, and that the large fee he had counted on was to say the least doubtful. but who could have warned the black? had mr. grey been imprudent? lamb had been the person who had led grey, as swallow knew from that gentleman, to suspect josiah as a runaway; but now as he saw peter reeling up the street, he was aware that he was in no state to be questioned. he went away disappointed and found that no one he met knew whither josiah had gone. at grey pine mrs. ann, uneasily conscious of her share in the matter, asked john if he had given the money to josiah. he said yes, and that the man was safe and by this time far away. meanwhile, the little town buzzed with unwonted excitement and politics gave place about the grocer's door at evening to animated discussion, which was even more interesting when on wednesday there was still no news and the town lamented the need to go unshaven. on thursday morning billy was sent with a led horse to meet penhallow at westways crossing. penhallow had written that he must go on to a meeting of the directors of the bank at the mills and would not be at home until dinner-time. the afternoon train brought mr. woodburn, who as advised by grey went at once to swallow's house, where mrs. swallow gave him a note from her husband asking that if he came he would await the lawyer's return. "well, billy, glad to see you," said penhallow, as he settled himself in the saddle. "all well at grey pine?" "yes, sir." the squire was in high good-humour on having made two good contracts for iron rails. "how are politics, billy?" "don't know, sir." "anything new at westways?" "yes, sir," replied billy with emphasis. "well, what is it?" "josiah's run away." "run away! why?" "don't know--he's gone." penhallow was troubled, but asked no other questions, as he was late. he might learn more at home. he rode through the town and on to the mills. there he transacted some business and went thence to the bank. the board of well-to-do farmers was already in session, and swallow--a member--was talking. "what is that?" said penhallow as he entered, hearing josiah mentioned. some one said, "he has been missing since monday." "he drew out all his money that morning," said swallow, "all of it." "indeed," said penhallow. "did _he_ draw it--i mean in person?" "no," said the lawyer, who was well pleased to make mischief and hated penhallow. penhallow was uneasily curious. "who drew it?" he asked. "josiah could hardly have known how to draw a cheque; i had once to help him write one." "it was a cheque to bearer, i hear," said swallow smiling. "mrs. penhallow drew the money. no doubt josiah got it before he left." penhallow said, "you are insolent." "you asked a question," returned swallow, "and i answered it." "and with a comment i permit no man to make. you said, 'no doubt he got it.' i want an apology at once." he went around the table to where swallow sat. the lawyer rose, saying, "every one will know to-day that josiah was a runaway slave. his master will be here this evening. whoever warned him is liable under the fugitive-slave act--mrs. penhallow drew the money and--" "one word more, sir, of my wife, and i will thrash you. it is clear that you know all about the matter and connect my wife with this man's escape--you have insulted her." "oh, mr. penhallow," said the old farmer who presided, "i beg of you--" "keep quiet," said the squire, "this is my business." "i did not mean to insult mrs. penhallow," said swallow; "i apologize--i--" "you miserable dog," said penhallow, "you are both a coward and a lying, usurious plunderer of hard-working men. you may be thankful that i am a good-tempered man--but take care." "i shall ask this board to remember what has been said of me," said swallow. "the law--" "law! the law of the cowhide is what you will get if i hear again that you have used my wife's name. good-day, gentlemen." he went our furious and rode homeward at speed. before the squire reached grey pine he had recovered his temper and his habitual capacity to meet the difficulties of life with judicial calmness. he had long been sure that josiah had been a slave and had run away. but after these years, that he should have been discovered in this remote little town seemed to him singular. the man was useful to him in several ways and had won his entire respect and liking, so that he felt personal annoyance because of this valuable servant having been scared away. that ann had been in any way concerned in aiding his escape perplexed him, as he remembered how entire was her belief in the creed of the masters of slaves who with their northern allies had so long been the controlling legislative power of the country. "i am glad to be at home, my dear ann," he said, as they met on the porch. "ah! grey, so you are come at last. it is not too late to say how very welcome you are; and john, i believe you have grown an inch since i left." they went in, chatting and merry. the squire cast an amused look at the big spittoon and then at his wife, and went upstairs to dress for dinner. at the meal no one for a variety of good reasons mentioned josiah. the tall soldier with the readiness of helpless courtesy fell into the talk of politics which grey desired. "yes, buchanan will carry the state, grey, but by no large majority." "and the general election?" asked the cousin. "yes, that is my fear. he will be elected." ann, who dreaded these discussions, had just now a reproachful political conscience. she glanced at her husband expecting him to defend his beliefs. he was silent, however, while grey exclaimed, "fear, sir--fear? you surely cannot mean to say--to imply that the election of a black republican would be desirable." he laid down his fork and was about to become untimely eloquent--rivers smiled--watching the squire and his wife, as penhallow said: "pardon me, grey, but i cannot have my best mutton neglected." "oh, yes--yes--but a word--a word. elect fremont--and we secede. elect buchanan--and the union is safe. there, sir, you have it in a nutshell." "ah, my dear grey," said penhallow, "this is rather of the nature of a threat--never a very digestible thing--for me, at least--and i am not very convincible. we will discuss it over our wine or a cigar." he turned to his wife, "any news of leila, ann?" "yes, i had a letter to-day," she returned, somewhat relieved. "she seems to be better satisfied." grey accepted the interrupting hint and fell to critical talk of the squire's horses. after the wine penhallow carried off his guest to the library, and avoiding politics with difficulty was unutterably bored by the little gentleman's reminiscent nothings about himself, his crops, tobacco, wines, his habits of life, what agreed with him and what did not. at last, with some final whisky, mr. grey went to bed. ann, who was waiting anxiously, eager to get through with the talk she dreaded, went at once into the library. penhallow rising threw his cigar into the fire. she laughed, but not in her usual merry way, and cried, "do smoke, james, i shall not mind it; i am forever disciplined to any fate. there is a spittoon in the hall--a spittoon!" the squire laughed joyously, and kissed her. "i can wait for my pipe; we can't have any lapse in domestic discipline." then he added, "i hear that my good josiah has gone away--i may as well say, run away." "yes--he has gone, james." she hesitated greatly troubled. "and you helped him--a runaway slave--you--" he smiled. it had for him an oddly humorous aspect. "i did--i did--" and the little lady began to sob like a child. "it was--was wrong--" there was nothing comic in it for ann penhallow. "you angel of goodness," he cried, as he caught her in his arms and held the weeping face against his shoulder, "my brave little lady!" "i ought not to have done it--but i did--i did--oh, james! to think that my cousin should have brought this trouble on us--but i did--oh, james!" "listen, my dear. if i had been here, i should have done it. see what you have saved me. now sit down and let us have it all out, my dear, all of it." "and you really mean that?" she wailed piteously. "you won't think i did wrong--you won't think i have made trouble for you--" "you have not," he replied, "you have helped me. but, dear, do sit down and just merely, as in these many years, trust my love. now quiet yourself and let us talk it over calmly." "yes--yes." she wiped her eyes. "do smoke, james--i like it." "oh, you dear liar," he said. "and so it was grey?" she looked up. "yes, george grey; but, james, he did not know how much we liked josiah nor how good he had been to me, and how he got hurt when he stopped leila's pony. he was sorry--but it was too late--oh, james!--you will not--oh, you will not--" "will not what, dear?" penhallow was disgusted. a guest entertained in his own house to become a detective of an escaped slave in westways, at his very gate! "my charity, ann, hardly covers this kind of sin against the decencies of life. but i wish to hear all of it. now, who betrayed the man--who told grey?" "i am sorry to say that it was peter lamb who first mentioned josiah to george grey as a runaway. when he spoke of his lost fingers, george was led to suspect who josiah really was. then he saw him, and as soon as he was sure, he wrote to a mr. woodburn, who was josiah's old owner." "i suppose he recognized josiah readily?" "yes, he had been a servant of george's friend, mr. woodburn, and george says he was a man indulgently treated and much trusted." "i infer from what i learned to-day that george told you all this and had already seen swallow, so that the trap was set and mr. woodburn was to arrive. did george imagine you would warn my poor barber--" "but i--i didn't--i mean--i let john hear about it--and he told josiah." he listened. here was another mrs. ann. there was in ann at times a bewildering childlike simplicity with remarkable intelligence--a combination to be found in some of the nobler types of womanhood. he made no remark upon her way of betraying the trust implied in george grey's commonplace confession. "so, then, my dear, john went and gave the man a warning?" "yes, i would have gone, but it was at night and i thought it better to let john see him. how he did it i did not want to know--i preferred to know nothing about it." this last sentence so appealed to penhallow's not very ready sense of humour that he felt it needful to control his mirth as he saw her watching earnestness. "grey, i presume, called on that rascal swallow, mr. woodburn is sent for, and meanwhile josiah is told and wisely runs away. he will never be caught. anything else, my dear?" "yes, i said to george that we would buy josiah's freedom--what amuses you, james?" he was smiling. "oh, the idea of buying a man's power to go and come, when he has been his own master for years. you were right, but it seems that you failed--or, so i infer." "yes. he said mr. woodburn was still angry and always had considered josiah wickedly ungrateful." penhallow looked at his wife. her sense of the comedies of life was sometimes beyond his comprehension, but now--now was she not a little bit, half consciously, of the defrauded master's opinion? "and so, when that failed, you went to bank and drew out the poor fellow's savings?" he meant to hear the whole story. there was worse yet, and he was sure she would speak of it. but now she was her courageous self and desired to confess her share in the matter. "of course, he had to have money, ann." she wanted to get through with this, the most unpleasant part of the matter. "i want to tell you," she said. "i drew out his money with a cheque john made out and josiah signed. john took him his two hundred dollars, as he knew where josiah would hide--i--i did not want to know." her large part in this perilous business began to trouble the squire. his face had long been to her an open book, and she saw in his silence the man's annoyance. she added instantly, "i could not let john draw it--and josiah would not--he was too scared. he had to have his money. was i wrong--was i foolish, james?" "no--you were right. the cheque was in john's handwriting. you were the person to draw it. i would have drawn the money for him. he had a man's right to his honest savings. it will end here--so you may be quite at ease." of this he was not altogether certain. he understood now why she had not given him of her own money, but ann was clearly too agitated to make it well or wise to question her methods further. "go to bed, dear, and sleep the sleep of the just--you did the right thing." he kissed her. "good-night." "one moment more, james. you know, of course--you know that all my life i have believed with my brothers that slavery was wise and right. i had to believe that--to think so might exact from me and others what i never could have anticipated. i came face to face with a test of my creed, and i failed. i am glad i failed." "my dear ann," he said, "i am supposed to be a christian man--i go to church, i have a creed of conduct. to-day i lost my temper and told a man i would thrash him if he dared to say a word more." "it was at the bank, james?" "yes. that fellow swallow spoke of your having drawn josiah's money. he was insolent. you need have no anxiety about it--it is all over. i only mention it because i want you to feel that our creeds of conduct in life are not always our masters, and sometimes ought not to be. let that comfort you a little. you know that to have been a silent looker-on at the return to slavery of a man to whom we owed so much was impossible. my wonder is that for a moment you could have hesitated. it makes me comprehend more charitably the attitude of the owners of men. now, dear, we won't talk any more. good-night--again--good-night." he lighted a cigar and sat long in thought. he had meant not to speak to her of swallow, but it had been, as he saw, of service. then he wondered how long mr. george grey would remain and if he would not think it necessary to speak of josiah. as concerned john, he would be in no hurry to talk to him of the barber; and how the lad had grown in mind and body!--a wonderful change and satisfactory. when after breakfast mr. grey showed no desire to mention josiah and prudently avoided talk about politics, penhallow was greatly relieved. that his host did not open the question of mr. grey's conduct in the matter of the runaway was as satisfactory to the maryland gentleman, whose sense of duty had created for him a situation which was increasingly disagreeable. he warmly welcomed penhallow's invitation to look at some newly purchased horses, and expressed the most cordial approval of whatever he saw, somewhat to the amusement of penhallow. penhallow left him when, declining to ride to the mills, mr. grey retired to the library and read the _tribune_, with internal comment on its editorial columns. he laid the paper aside. mr. woodburn would probably have arrived in the afternoon, and would have arranged with swallow for a consultation in which mr. grey would be expected to take part. it was plain that he really must talk to the captain. he rose and went slowly down the avenue. a half-hour in westways singularly relieved him. swallow was not at home, and josiah, the cause of mr. grey's perplexities, had certainly fled, nor did he learn that mr. woodburn had already arrived. he was now shamefully eager to escape that interview with the captain, and relieved to find that there was no need to wait for the friend he had brought to westways on a vain errand. returning to grey pine, he explained to his cousin that letters from home made it necessary for him to leave on the mid-afternoon train. never did ann penhallow more gratefully practise the virtue that speeds the parting guest. he was sorry to miss the captain and would have the pleasure of sending him a barrel of the best maryland whisky; "and would you, my dear cousin, say, in your delightful way, to the good rector how much i enjoyed his conversation?" ann saw that the lunch was of the best and that the wagon was ready in more than ample season. as he left, she expressed all the regret she ought to have felt, and as the carriage disappeared at a turn of the avenue she sank down in a chair. then she rang a bell. "take away that thing," she said,--"that spittoon." "if james penhallow were here," she murmured, "i should ask him to say--damn! i wonder now if that man woodburn will come, and if there will be a difficulty with james on my account." she sat long in thought, waiting to greet her husband, while mr. grey was left impatient at the station owing to the too hospitable desire of ann to speed the parting guest. when about dusk the squire rode along the road through westways, he came on the rector and dismounted, leaving his horse to be led home by pole's boy. "glad to see you, mark. how goes it; and how did you like mr. grey?" "to tell you the truth, squire, i did not like him. i was forced into a talk about politics. we differed, as you may suppose. he was not quite pleasant. he seemed to have been so mixed up with this sad business about josiah that i kept away at last, so that i might keep my temper. billy drove him to the station after lunch." "indeed!" said penhallow, pleased that grey had gone. it was news to him and not unwelcome. ann would no doubt explain. "what put grey on the track of josiah as a runaway? was it a mere accidental encounter?" he desired to get some confirmatory information. "no--i suspect not." then he related what josiah had told him of peter's threats. "i may do that reprobate injustice, but--however, that is all i now know or feel justified in suspecting." "well, come up and dine to-day; we can talk it out after dinner." "with pleasure," said rivers. penhallow moodily walking up the street, his head bent in thought, was made aware that he was almost in collision with swallow and a large man with a look of good-humoured amusement and the wide-open eyes and uplift of brow expressive of pleasure and surprise. "by george, woodburn!" said the squire. "i heard some one of your name was here, but did not connect the name with you. i last heard of you as in a wild mix-up with the sioux, and i wished i was with you." as penhallow spoke the two men shook hands, swallow meanwhile standing apart not over-pleased as through the narrowed lids of near-sight he saw that the two men must have known one another well and even intimately, for woodburn replied, "thought you knew i'd left the army, jim. the last five years i've been running my wife's plantation in maryland." the squire's pleasure at his encounter with an old west point comrade for a moment caused him to forget that this was the master who had been set on josiah's track by grey. it was but for a moment. then he drew up his soldierly figure and said coldly, "i am sorry that you are here on what cannot be a very agreeable errand." "oh!" said woodburn cheerfully, "i came to get my old servant, caesar. it seems to have been a fool's errand. he has slipped away. i suppose that grey as usual talked too freely. but how the deuce does it concern you? i see that it does." penhallow laughed. "he was my barber." "and mine," said woodburn. "if you have missed him, jim, for a few days, i have missed him for three years and more." then both men laughed heartily at their inequality of loss. "i cannot understand why this fellow ran away. he was a man i trusted and indulged to such an extent that my wife says i spoiled him. she says he owned me quite as much as i owned him--a darned ungrateful cuss! i came here pretty cross when i got george's letter, and now i hear of an amount of hostile feeling which rather surprised me." "that you are surprised, will, surprises me," said penhallow. "the fugitive-slave act will always meet with opposition at the north. it seems made to create irritation even among people who really are not actively hostile to slavery. if it became necessary to enforce it, i believe that i would obey it, because it is the law--but it is making endless trouble. may i ask what you propose to do about this present case?" "do--oh, nothing! i am advised to employ detectives and hunt the man down. i will not; i shall go home. it is not mr. swallow's advice." "no, it is not," said the lawyer, who stood aside waiting a chance to speak. "some one warned the man, and it is pretty generally suspected how he came to be told." penhallow turned to woodburn, "has mr. swallow ventured to connect me or any of my family with this matter?" "no," said woodburn, which was true. swallow meant to keep in reserve mrs. penhallow's share in the escape until he learned how far an angry slave-owner was disposed to go. woodburn had, however, let him understand that he was not of a mind to go further, and had paid in good-humour a bill he thought excessive. grey had made it all seem easy, and then as swallow now learned had gone away. he had also written to his own overseer, and thus among their neighbours a strong feeling prevailed that this was a case for prompt and easy action. the action had been prompt and had failed. woodburn was going home to add more bitterness to the southern sense of northern injustice. when woodburn, much to penhallow's relief, had said he was done with the case, the squire returned, "then, as you are through with mr. swallow, come home and dine with me. where are you staying?" "at mr. swallow's, but i leave by the night train." "so soon! but come and dine. i will send for your bag and see that you get to your train." the prospect of swallow and his feeble, overdressed wife, and his comrade's urgency, decided woodburn. he said, "yes, if mr. swallow will excuse me." swallow said, "oh, of course!" relieved to be rid of a dissatisfied client, and the two ex-soldiers went away together chatting of west point life. half-way up the avenue penhallow said, "before we go in, a word or two--" "what is it, jim?" "that fellow said nothing of mrs. penhallow, you are sure?" "yes," returned woodburn, "not a word. i knew that you lived here, but neither of you nor of mrs. penhallow did he say a word in connection with this business. i meant to look you up this afternoon. why do you speak of your wife?" "because--well--i could not let you join us without an honest word concerning what i was sure you would have heard from swallow. now if you had taken what i presume was his advice--to punish the people concerned in warning josiah, you--indeed i--might hesitate--" "what do you mean, jim?" said his companion much amazed. "i mean this: after our loose-tongued friend grey told my wife that josiah was in danger, she sent him word of the risk he ran, and then drew out of our bank for him his savings and enabled him to get away. now don't say a word until i have done. listen! this man turned up here over three years ago and was soon employed about my stables. he broke his leg in stopping a runaway and saved my wife's young niece, our adopted child, leila grey. there was some other kind and efficient service. that's all. now, can you dine with me?" "with all my heart, jim. damn grey! did he talk much?" "did he? no, he gabbled. but are you satisfied?" "yes, jim. i am sorry i drove off your barber--and i shall hold my tongue when i get home--as far as i can." "then come. i have some of my father's madeira, if grey has left any. i shall say a word to mrs. penhallow. by george! i am glad to have you." penhallow showed woodburn to a room, and feeling relieved and even elated, found his wife, who had tired of waiting and had gone to get ready to dine. he told her in a few words enough to set her at ease with the new guest. then mark rivers came in and john penhallow, who having heard about the stranger's errand was puzzled when he became aware of the cordial relations of his uncle and mr. woodburn. the dinner was pleasant and unembarrassed. the lad whom events had singularly matured listened to gay memories of west point and to talk of cadets whose names were to live in history or who had been distinguished in our unrighteous war with mexico. when now and then the talk became quite calmly political, ann listened to the good-natured debate and was longing to speak her mind. she was, however, wisely silent, and reflected half amused that she had lost the right to express herself on the question which was making politics ill-tempered but was now being discussed at her table with such well-bred courtesy. john soon ceased to follow the wandering talk, and feeling what for him had the charm of romance in the flight of josiah sat thinking over the scene of the warning at night, the scared fugitive in the cabin, and the lonely voyage down through the darkness of the rapids of the river. where would the man go? would they ever see him again? they were to meet in far-away days and in hours far more perilous. then he was caught once more by gay stories of adventures on the plains and memories of indian battles, until the wine had been drunk and the squire took his friend to the library for an hour. chapter xi penhallow himself drove his guest to meet the night express to the east, and well pleased with his day returned to find his wife talking with rivers and john. he sat down with them at the fire in the hall, saying, "i wanted to keep woodburn longer, but he was wise not to stay. what are you two talking over--you were laughing?" "i," said rivers, "was hearing how that very courteous gentleman chanced to dine with these mortal enemies who stole his property. i kept quiet, mrs. penhallow said nothing, john ate his dinner, and no one quarrelled. i longed for mr. grey--" "for shame," said mrs. ann. "tell him why we were laughing--it was at nothing particular." "it was about poor old mrs. burton." "what about her? if you can make that widow interesting in any way, i shall be grateful." "it was about her dead husband--" "am i to hear it or not?" said penhallow. "what is it?" "why, what she said was that she was more than ever confirmed in her belief in special providences, because malcolm was so fond of tomatoes, and this year of his death not one of their tomatoes ripened." the squire's range of enjoyment of the comic had limitations, but this story was immensely enjoyed and to his taste. he laughed in his hearty way. "did she tell you that, mark, or has it improved in your hands?" "no--no, i got it from grace, and he had it from the widow. i do not think it seemed the least bit funny to grace." "but after all," said mrs. ann, "is it so very comic?" "oh, now," said penhallow, "we are in for a discussion on special providences. i can't stand it to-night; i want something more definite. my manager says sometimes, 'i want to close out this-here business.' now i want to close out this abominable business about my poor josiah. you and your aunt, john, have been, as you may know, breaking the law of your country--" rivers, surprised and still partially ignorant, looked from one to another. "oh, james!" remonstrated his wife, not overpleased. "wait a little, my dear ann. now, john, i want to hear precisely how you gave josiah a warning and--well--all the rest. you ought to know that my little lady did as usual the right thing. the risks and whatever there might have been of danger were ours by right--a debt paid to a poor runaway who had made us his friends. now, john!" rivers watched his pupil with the utmost interest. john stood up a little excited by this unexpected need to confess. he leaned against the side of the mantel and said, "well, you see, uncle jim, i got in at the back--" "i don't see at all. i want to be made to see--i want the whole story." john had in mind that he had done a rather fine thing and ought to relate it as lightly as he had heard woodburn tell of furious battles with apaches. but, as his uncle wanted the whole story, he must have some good reason, and the young fellow was honestly delighted. standing by the fire, watched by three people who loved him, and above all by the captain, his ideal of what he felt he himself could never be, john penhallow told of his entrance to josiah's room and of his thought of the cabin as a hiding-place. when he hesitated, penhallow said, "oh, don't leave out, john penhallow, i want all the details. i have my reasons, john." flushed and handsome, with his strong young face above the figure which was to have his uncle's athletic build, he related his story to the close. as he told of the parting with the frightened fugitive and the hunted man's last blessing, he was affected as he had not been at the time. "that's all, uncle jim. it was too bad--and he will never come back." "he could," said rivers. "yes--but he will not. i know the man," said penhallow. "he has the courage of the minute, but the timidity of the slave. we shall see him no more, i fear." the little group around the fire fell to silence, and john sat down. he wanted a word of approval, and got it. "i want you to know, john," said penhallow, "that i think you behaved with courage and discretion. it was not an errand for a boy, but no man could have done better, and your aunt had no one else. i am glad she had not." then john penhallow felt that he was shaky and that his eyes were uncomfortably filling. with a boy's dislike of showing emotion, he mastered his feelings and said, "thank you, uncle jim." "that is all," said the squire, who too saw and comprehended what he saw, "go to bed, you breaker of the law--" "and i," said ann, "a wicked partner. come, john." they left the master of the house with the rector. rivers looked at the clock, "i think i must go. i do not stand late hours. if i let the day capture the night, the day after is apt to find me dull." "well, stand it this once, mark. i hate councils of war or peace without the pipe, and now, imagine it, my dear wife wanted me to smoke, and that was all along of that terrible spittoon and the long-expected cousin of whom i have heard from time to time. _les absens n'out pas toujours tort_. now smoke and don't watch the clock. i said this abominable business was to be closed out--" "and is it not?" asked rivers. "no. i do not talk about peter lamb to my wife, because she thinks my helping him so often has done the man more harm than good. it was not grey alone who was responsible. he told mrs. penhallow that peter had sent him to josiah's shop. he told grey too that josiah must be a runaway slave and that any one would know him by his having lost two fingers. that at once set grey on this mischievous track." "i am only too sure that you are right," returned rivers. "peter tried a very futile blackmailing trick on josiah. he wanted to get whisky, and told the poor negro that he must get it for him or he would let his master know where he was. of course, the scamp knew what we all knew and no more, but it alarmed josiah, who came to me at once. he was like a scared child. i told him to go home and that peter had lied. he went away looking as if the old savagery in his blood might become practically active." "i don't wonder," said penhallow. "did it end there?" "no, i saw peter next day, and he of course lied to me very cleverly, said it was only a joke on josiah, and so on. i think, sir, and you will i hope excuse me--i do think that the man were better let alone. every time you help him, he gets worse. when he was arrested and suspected of burning robert's hayrick, you pleaded with the old farmer and got the man off. he boasted of it the next time he got drunk." "i know--i know." the squire had paid robert's loss, and aware of his own folly was of no mind to confess to any one. "i have no wish or will to help him. i mean now to drop him altogether, and i must tell him so. but what a pity it is! he is intelligent, and was a good carpenter until he began to drink. i must talk to him." "you will only make him more revengeful. he has what he calls 'got even' with josiah, and he is capable of doing it with you or me. let him alone." "not i," said the squire; "if only for his mother's sake, i must see what i can do." "useless--quite useless," said rivers. "you may think that strange advice for a clergyman, but i do sometimes despair of others and occasionally of mark rivers. goodnight." during these days the fugitive floated down the swift little river at night, and at dawn hid his frail boat and himself in the forests of a thinly settled land. he was brave enough, but his ignorance of geography added to his persistent terror. on the third day the broader waters brought him to farms and houses. then he left his boat and struck out across the country until he came to a railway. in the station he made out that it led to philadelphia. knowing that he would be safe there, he bought a ticket and arrived in the city the next day--a free man with money, intelligence, and an honest liking for steady work. the squire had the good habit of second thought. his wife knew it well and had often found it valuable and to be trusted. at present he was thoroughly disgusted with the consequences of what he knew to be in some degree the result of his own feeling that he was bound to care for the man whose tie to him was one few men would have considered as in any serious degree obligatory. the night brought good counsel, and he made up his mind next morning simply to let the foster-brother alone. fate decreed otherwise. in the morning he was asked by his wife to go with her to the village; she wanted some advice. he did not ask what, but said, "of course. i am to try the barber's assistant i have brought from the mills to shave me, and what is more important--westways. i have put him in our poor old josiah's shop." they went together to pole's, and returning she stopped before the barn-like building where grace gathered on sundays a scant audience to hear the sermons which rivers had told him had too much heart and too little head. "what is it?" asked penhallow. "i have heard, james, that their chapel (she never called it church) is leaking--the roof, i mean. could not you pay for a new roof?" "of course, my dear--of course. it can't cost much. i will see grace about it." "thank you, james." on no account would she now have done this herself. she was out of touch for the time with the whole business of politics, and to have indulged her usual gentle desire to help others would have implied obligation on the part of the baptist to accept her wish that he should vote and use his influence for buchanan. now the thing would be done without her aid. in time her desire to see the democrats win in the interest of her dear south would revive, but at present what with grey and the threat of the practical application of the fugitive-slave act and her husband's disgust, she was disposed to let politics alone. presently, as they walked on, peter lamb stopped them. "i'd like to speak to you for a moment, mr. penhallow." mrs. penhallow walked on. "what is it?" said the squire. "i'm all right now--i'll never drink again. i want some work--and mother's sick." "we will see to her, but you get no more work from me." "why, what's the matter, sir?" "matter! you might ask josiah if he were here. you know well enough what you did--and now i am done with you." "so help me god, i never--" "oh! get out of my way. you are a miserable, lying, ungrateful man, and i have done with you." he walked away conscious of having again lost his temper, which was rare. the red-faced man he left stood still, his lips parted, the large yellow teeth showing. "it's that damned parson," he said. penhallow rejoined his wife. "what did he want?" she asked. "oh, work," he said. "i told him he could get no more from me." "well, james," she said, "that is the first sensible thing you have ever done about that man. you have thoroughly spoiled him, and now it is very likely too late to discipline him." "yes--perhaps--you may be right." he knew her to be right, but he did not like her agreement with his decision to be connected with even her mild statement that it had been better if long before he had been more reasonably severe and treated lamb as others would have treated him. in the minor affairs of life ann penhallow used the quick perception of a woman, and now and then brought the squire's kindly excesses to the bar of common sense. sometimes the sentence was never announced, but now and then annoyed at his over-indulgent charity she allowed her impatience the privilege of speech, and then, as on this occasion, was sorry to have spoken. dismissing his slight vexation, penhallow said presently, "he told me his mother was sick." "she was not yesterday. i took her our monthly allowance and some towels i wanted hemmed and marked. he lied to you, james. did you believe him even for a moment?" "but she might be sick, ann. i meant you to stop and ask." "i will, of course." this time she held her tongue, and left him at grace's door. the perfect sweetness of her husband's generous temperament was sometimes trying to ann in its results, but now it had helped her out of an awkward position, and with pride and affection she watched his soldierly figure for a moment and then went on her way. intent with gladness on fulfilling his wife's errand, he went up the steps of the small two-storey house of the baptist preacher. he had difficulty in making any one hear where there was no one to hear. if at westways the use of the rare bells or more common knockers brought no one to the door, you were free to walk in and cry, "where are you, amanda jane, and shall i come right up?" penhallow had never set foot in the house, but had no hesitation in entering the front room close to the narrow hall which was known as the front entry. the details of men's surroundings did not usually interest penhallow, but in the mills or the far past days of military service nothing escaped him that could be of use in the work of the hour. the stout little baptist preacher, with his constant every-day jollity and violent sermons, of which he had heard from rivers, in no way interested penhallow. when he once said to ann, "the man is unneat and common," she replied, "no, he is homely, but neither vulgar nor common. i hate his emotional performances, but the man is good, james." "then i do wish, ann, he would button his waistcoat and pull up his socks." now he looked about him with some unusual attention. there was no carpet. a set of oddly coloured chairs and settees which would have pleased ann, a square mahogany table set on elephantine legs, completed the furnishings of a whitewashed room, where the flies, driven indoors by cool weather, buzzed on window glasses dull with dust. the back room had only a writing-table, a small case of theological books, and two or three much used volumes of american history. penhallow looked around him with unusually awakened pity. the gathered dust, the battered chairs, the spider-webs in the darker corners, would have variously annoyed and disgusted ann penhallow. a well-worn bible lay on the table, with a ragged volume of "hiawatha" and "bunyan's holy war." there were no other books. this form of poverty piteously appealed to him. "by george!" he exclaimed, "that is sad. the man is book-poor. ann must have that library. i will ask him to use mine." as he stood still in thought, he heard steps, and turned to meet dr. mcgregor. "come to see grace, sir?" said the doctor. "yes, i came about a little business, but there seems to be no one in." "grace is in bed and pretty sick too." "what is the matter?" "oh, had a baptism in the river--stood too long in the water and got chilled. it has happened before. come up and see him--he'll like it." the squire hesitated and then followed the doctor. "who cares for him?" he asked as they moved up the stairs. "oh, his son. rather a dull lad, but not a bad fellow. he has no servant--cooks for himself. ever try it, squire?" "i--often. but what a life!" the stout little clergyman lay on a carved four-post bedstead of old mahogany, which seemed to hint of better days. the ragged patch-work quilt over him told too of busy woman-hands long dead. the windows were closed, the air was sick (as mcgregor said later), and there was the indescribable composite odour which only the sick chamber of poverty knows. the boy, glad to escape, went out as they entered. grace sat up. "now," he said cheerfully, "this is real good of you to come and see me! take a seat, sir." the chairs were what the doctor once described as non-sitable, and wabbled as they sat down. "you are better, i see, grace," said the doctor. "i fetched up the squire for a consultation." "yes, i'm near about right." he had none of the common feeling of the poor that he must excuse his surroundings to these richer visitors, nor any least embarrassment. "it's good to see some one, mr. penhallow." "i come on a pleasant errand," said penhallow. "we will talk it over and then leave you to the doctor. mrs. penhallow wants me to roof your church. i came to say to you that i shall do it with pleasure. you will lose the use of it for one sunday at least." "thank you, squire," said grace simply. "that's real good medicine." "i will see to it at once." the doctor opened a window, and penhallow drew a grateful breath of fresh air. "don't go, sir," said grace. the squire sat down again while mcgregor went through his examination of the sick man. then he too rose to leave. "must you go?" said grace. "it is such a pleasure to see some one from the outside." the doctor smiled and lingered. "i suppose, squire, you'll get joe boynton, the carpenter, to put on the roof? he's one of my flock." "yes," said penhallow, "but he will want to put his old workman, peter lamb, on the job, and i have no desire to help that man any further. he gives his mother nothing, and every cent he makes goes for drink." mcgregor nodded approval, but wondered why at last the squire's unfailing good-nature had struck for higher wages of virtue in the man he had ruined by kindness. "i try to keep work in westways," said penhallow. "joe shall roof the chapel, and like as not peter will be too drunk to help. i can't quite make it a condition with joe that he shall not employ peter, but i should like to." mcgregor's face grew smiling at penhallow's conclusion when he added, "i hope he may get work elsewhere." then the squire went downstairs with the doctor, exchanging brevities of talk. "are you aware, penhallow, that this wicked business about josiah has beaten buchanan in westways? come to apply the fugitive-slave act and people won't stand it. as long as it was just a matter of newspaper discussion westways didn't feel it, but when it drove away our barber, westways's conscience woke up to feel how wicked it was." the squire had had an illustration nearer home and kept thinking of it as he murmured monosyllabic contributions while the doctor went on--"my own belief is that if the november election were delayed six months, fremont would carry pennsylvania." penhallow recovered fuller consciousness and returned, "i distrust fremont. i knew him in the west. but he represents, or rather he stands for, a party, and it is mine." "i am glad to know that," said mcgregor. "i am really glad. it is a relief to be sure about a man like you, penhallow. i suppose you know that you are loved in the county as no one else is." "nonsense," exclaimed the squire, laughing, but not ill-pleased. "no, i am serious; but it leads up to this: am i free to say you will vote the republican ticket?" "yes--yes--you may say so." "it will be of use, but couldn't i persuade you to speak at the meeting next week at the mills?" "no, mcgregor. that is not in my line." he had other reasons for refusal. "let us drop politics. what is that boy of yours going to do?" "study medicine," he says. "he has brains enough, and mr. rivers tells me he is studious. our two lads fell out, it seems, and my boy got the worst of it. what i don't like is that he has not made up with john." "no, that is bad; but boys get over their quarrels in time. however, i must go. if i can be of any use to tom, you know that i am at your service." "when were you not at everybody's service?" said the doctor, and they went out through the hall. "good-bye," said penhallow, but the doctor stopped him. "penhallow, may i take the liberty to bother you with a bit of unasked advice?" "a liberty, nonsense! what is it?" "well, then--let that drunken brute peter alone. you said that you would not let the carpenter use him, but why not? then you hoped he would get work. let him alone." "mcgregor, i have a great charity for a drunkard's son--and the rest you know." "yes, too well." "i try to put myself in his place--with his inheritance--" "you can't. nothing is more kind than that in some cases, and nothing more foolish in others or in this--" "perhaps. i will think it over, doctor. good-bye." meanwhile grace lay in bed thoughtfully considering the situation. while her husband seemed practically inactive in politics, mrs. penhallow had been busy, and she had clearly hinted that the roofing of the chapel might depend on how grace used his large influence in the electoral contest, but had said nothing very definite. he was well aware, however, that in his need for help he had bowed a little in the house of rimmon. then he had talked with rivers and straightened up, and now did the squire's offer imply any pledge on his own part? while he tried to solve this problem, penhallow reappeared. "i forgot something, grace," he said. "mrs. penhallow will send mrs. lamb here for a few days, and some--oh, some little luxuries--ice and fresh milk." the baptist did not like it. was this to keep him in the way he had resolved not to go. "thank you and her," he returned, and then added abruptly, "how are you meaning to vote, squire?" "oh, for fremont," replied penhallow, rather puzzled. "well, that will be good news in westways." it was to him, too, and he felt himself free. "isn't mrs. penhallow rather on the other side?" he had no least idea that the question might be regarded as impertinent. penhallow said coldly, "my wife and i are rather averse to talking politics. i came back to say that i want you to feel free to make use of my library--just as rivers does." "now that will be good. i am book-starved except for rivers's help. thank you." he put out a fat hand and said, "god has been good to me this day; may he be as kind to you and yours." the squire went his way wondering what the deuce the man had to do with ann penhallow's politics. mrs. lamb took charge of grace, and mrs. penhallow saw that he was well supplied and gave no further thought to the incorrigible and changeful political views of westways. the excitement over the flight of josiah lessened, and westways settled down to the ordinary dull routine of a little community dependent on small farmers and the mill-men who boarded at the old tavern or with some of the townspeople. * * * * * the forests were rapidly changing colour except where pine and spruce stood darkly green amid the growing magnificence of maple and oak. it was the intermediate season in which were neither winter nor summer sports, and john penhallow enjoying the pageant of autumn rode daily or took long walks, exploring the woods, missing leila and giving free wing to a mind which felt the yearning, never to be satisfied, to translate into human speech its bird-song of enjoyment of nature. on an afternoon in mid-october he saw mr. rivers, to his surprise, far away on the bank of the river. well aware that the clergyman was rarely given to any form of exercise on foot, john was a little surprised when he came upon the tall, stooping, pallid man with what ann penhallow called the "eloquent" eyes. he was lying on the bank lazily throwing stones into the river. as john broke through the alders and red willows above him, he turned at the sound and cried, as john jumped down the bank, "glad to see you, john! i have been trying to settle a question no one can settle to the satisfaction of others or even himself. you might give me your opinion as to who wrote the epistle to the hebrews. origen gave it up, and philo had a theory about apollos, and there is tertullian, that's all any fellow knows; and so now i await your opinion. what nobody knows about, anybody's opinion is good about." john laughed as he said, "i don't think i'll try." "did you ever read hebrews, john? the epistle i mean." "no." "then don't or not yet. the bible books ought to be read at different ages of a man's life. i could arrange them. your aunt reads to you or with you, i believe?" "yes--acts just now, sir. she makes it so clear and interesting that it seems as if all might have happened now to some missionaries somewhere." "that is an art. some of the bible stories require such help to make them seem real to modern folk. how does, or how did, leila take mrs. ann's teachings?" "oh, leila," he replied, as he began to pitch pebbles in the little river, "leila--wriggled. you know, she really can't keep quiet, mr. rivers." "yes, i know well enough. but did what interested you interest leila?" "no--no, indeed, sir. it troubled aunt ann because she could not make her see things. usually at night before bedtime we read some of the gospels, and then once a week acts. every now and then leila would sit still and ask such queer questions--about people." "what kind of questions, john?" he was interested and curious. "oh, about peter's mother and--i forget--oh, yes, once--i remember that because aunt did not like it and i really couldn't see why." "well, what was it?" "she wanted to know if christ's brothers ever were married and if they had children." "did she, indeed! well--well!" "aunt ann asked her why she wanted to know that, and leila said it was because she was thinking how christ must have loved them, and maybe that was why he was so fond of little children. now, i couldn't have thought that." "nor i," said rivers. "she will care more for people--oh, many people--and by and by for things, events and the large aspects of life, but she is as yet undeveloped." john was clear that he did not want her to like many people, but he was inclined to keep this to himself and merely said, "i don't quite understand." "no, perhaps i _was_ a little vague. leila is at the puzzling age. you will find her much altered in a year." "i won't like that." "well, perhaps not. but you too have changed a good deal since you came. you were a queer young prig." "i was--i was indeed." then they were silent a while. john thought of his mother who had left him to the care of tutors and schools while she led a wandering, unhappy, invalid life. he remembered the alps and the _spas_ and her fretful care of his very good health, and then the delight of being free and surrounded with all a boy desires, and at last leila and the wonderful hair on the snow-drift. "look at the leaves, john," said rivers. "what fleets of red and gold!" "i wonder," said john, "how far they will drift, and if any of them will ever float to the sea. it is a long way." "yes," returned rivers, "and so we too are drifting." "oh, no, sir," said john, with the confidence of youth, "we are not drifting, we are sailing--not just like the leaves anywhere the waves take them." "more or less," added rivers moodily, "more or less." he looked at the boy as he spoke, conscious of a nature unlike his own. then he laughed outright. "you may be sure we are a good deal hustled by circumstances--like the leaves." "i should prefer to hustle circumstances," replied john gaily, and again the rector studied the young face and wondered what life had in store for this resolute nature. "come, let us go. i have walked too far for me, i am overtired, john." what it felt to be overtired, john hardly knew. he said, "i know a short cut, cater-cornered across the new clearing." as they walked homeward, rivers said, "what do you want to do, john? you are more than fit for the university--you should be thinking about it." "i do not know." "would you like to be a clergyman?" "no," said john decisively. "or a lawyer, or a doctor like tom mcgregor?" "i do not know--i have not thought about it much, but i might like to go to west point." "indeed!" "yes, but i am not sure." chapter xii when john was eager to hear what leila wrote, his aunt laughed and said, "as you know, there is always a word of remembrance for you, but her letters would hardly interest you. they are about the girls and the teachers and new gowns. write to her--i will enclose it, but you need expect no answer." that leila should have acquired interest in gowns seemed to him unlike that fearless playmate. he learned that the rules of the school forbade the writing of letters except to parents and near relatives. he was now to write to leila the first letter he had written since his laborious epistles to his mother when at school. his compositions seemed to rivers childlike long after he showed notable competence in speech. "dear leila: it is very hard that you cannot write to me. we are all well here except lucy, who is lame. it isn't very much. "of course you have heard about our good old josiah. isn't that slave law wicked? westways is angry and all turned round for fremont. mr. grace has been ill, and uncle jim is putting a roof on his chapel. josiah left me his traps when he ran away. he meant to make you a muskrat skin bag. i found four in his traps, and i have caught four more, and when mrs. lamb makes a bag of them, i am to have for it a silver clasp which belonged to great-grandmother penhallow. no girl will have one like that. it was on account of josiah the town will not vote for buchanan. "i wish i had asked you for a lock of your hair. i remember how it looked on the snow when billy upset us."-- he had found his letter-writing hard work, and let it alone for a time. before he finished it, he had more serious news to add. the autumnal sunset of the year, the red and gold of maple, oak and sassafras, was new to the boy who had spent so many years in europe, and more wonderful was it when in this late october on the uplands there fell softly upon the glowing colours of the woods a light covering of early snow. once seen it is a spectacle never to be forgotten, and he had the gift of being charmed by the scenic ingenuities of nature. the scripture reading was over and he was thinking late in the evening of what he had seen, when his aunt said, "goodnight, john--bed-time," and went up the stairway. john lay quiet, with closed eyes, seeing the sunlit snow lightly dusted on the red and yellows of the forest. about eleven his uncle came from the library. "what, you scamp!--up so late! i meant to mail this letter to-day; run down and mail it. it ought to go when billy takes the letters to westways crossing early to-morrow. i will wait up for you. now use those long legs and hurry." john took his cap and set off, liking the run over the snow, which was light and no longer falling. he raced down the avenue and climbed the gate, thinking of leila. he dropped the letter into the post-office box, and decided to return by a short way through the penhallow woods which faced the town. he moved eastward, climbed the fence, and stood still. he was some two hundred yards from the parsonage. his attention was arrested by a dull glow behind the house. he ran towards it as it flared upward a broad rush of flame, brilliantly lighting the expanse of snow and sending long prancing shafts of shadow through the woods as it struck on the tall spruces. shouting, "fire! fire!" john came nearer. the large store of dry pine and birch for winter-use piled in a shed against the back of rivers's house was burning fiercely, with that look of ungoverned fury which gives such an expression of merciless, personal rage to a great fire. the terror of it at first possessed the lad, who was shouting himself hoarse. the flame was already running up and over the outer planking and curling down upon the thin snow of the shingled roof as he ran around the small garden and saw the front door open and rivers come out. the rector said, "it is gone, john; i will go for your uncle. run over to the wayne and call up the men. tell them to get out my books and what they can, but to run no risks. quick, now! wake up the town." there was little need, for some one at the inn had heard john's cries. in a few minutes the village was awake and out of doors before penhallow arriving took charge and scattered men through the easily lighted pines, in some dread of a forest fire. the snow on the floor of pine-needles and on the laden trees was, however, as he soon saw, an insurance against the peril from far-scattered sparks, and happily there was no wind. little of what was of any value was saved, and in the absence of water there was nothing to do but to watch the fire complete its destructive work. "there is nothing more we can do, rivers," said penhallow. "john was the first to see it. we will talk about it to-morrow--not now--not here." the three grey pine people stood apart while books and clothes and little else were carried across the road and stored in the village houses. at last the flames rose high in the air and for a few minutes as the roof fell in, the beauty of the illumination was what impressed john and rivers. the squire now and then gave quick orders or stood still in thought. at last he said to the rector, "i want you to go to grey pine, call up mrs. penhallow and tell her, and then go to bed. you will like to stay here with me, john?" "yes, sir." the squire walked away as rivers left them. "fine sight, ain't it, mr. john," said billy, the one person who enjoyed the fire. "yes," said john, absently intent on the red-lighted snow spaces and the gigantic shadows of the thinly timbered verge of the forest as they were and were not. then there was a moment of alarm. an old birch, loosely clad with dry, ragged bark stood near to the house. a flake of falling fire fell on it. instantly the whole trunk-cover blazed up with a roar like that of a great beast in pain. it was sudden and for the instant terrible, but the snow-laden leaves still left on it failed to take fire, and what in summer would have been a calamity was at an end. "gosh!" exclaimed billy, "didn't he howl?" john made no reply. "couldn't wake peter. i was out first." he had liked the fun of banging at the doors. "old woman lamb said she couldn't wake him." "drunk, i suppose," said john absently, stamping out a spark among the pine-needles at his feet, now freed from snow by the heat. the night passed, and when the dawning came, the squire leaving some orders went homeward with john, saying only, "go to bed at once, we will talk about it later. i don't like it, john. you saw it first--where did it begin?" "outside, sir, in the wood-shed." "indeed! there has been some foul play. who could it have been?" he said no more. it was far into the morning when john awaking found that he had been allowed to make up for the lost sleep of the past night. his aunt smiling greeted him with a kiss, concerning which there is something to be said in regard to what commentary the assistant features make upon the kiss. "i would not have you called earlier," she said; "but now, here is your breakfast, you have earned it." she sat down and watched the disappearance of a meal which would have filled his mother with anxiety. ann was really enjoying the young fellow's wholesome appetite and contrasting it with the apprehensive care concerning food he had shown when long before he had seemed to her husband and herself a human problem hard to solve. james penhallow had been wise, and leila a rough and efficient schoolmistress. "do not hurry, john; have another cup?" "yes, please." "have you written that letter? i mean to be naughty enough to enclose it to leila. i told you so." "yes, but it is not quite done, and now i must tell her about the fire. i wrote her that josiah had gone away." "the less of it the better. i mean about--well, about your warning him--and the rest--your share and mine." "of course not, aunt ann. i would not talk about myself. i mean, i could not write about it." "you would talk of it if she were here--you would, i am sure." "yes, that's different--i suppose, i would," he returned. she was struck with this as being like what james penhallow would have said and have, or not have, done. "if you have finished, john, i think your uncle wants you." "why didn't you tell me, aunt?" he said, as he got up in haste. "oh, boys must be fed," she cried. she too rose from her seat, and went around the table and kissed him again, saying, "you are more and more like my captain, john." being a woman, as john was well aware, not given to express approval of what were merely acts of duty, he was surprised at what was, for her, excess of praise; nor was she as much given to kissing, as are many women. the lad felt, therefore, that what she thus said and did was unusual, and was what his uncle jim called one of ann's rarely conferred brevets of affection. "yes," she repeated, "you are like him." "what! i like uncle jim! i wish i were." "now go," she said, giving him a gentle push. she was shyly aware of a lapse into unhabitual emotion and of some closer approach to the maternal relation fostered by his growing resemblance to james penhallow. "so," laughed his uncle as john entered the library, "you have burned down the school and are on a holiday--you and rivers." john grinned. "yes, sir." "sit down. we are discussing that fire. you were the first to see it, john. it was about eleven--" "yes, uncle, it struck as i left the hall." "no one else was in sight, and in fact, rivers, no one in westways is out of bed at ten. both you and john are sure the fire began outside where the wood was piled under a shed." "yes," said rivers. "it was a well dried winter supply, birch and pine. the shed, as you know, was alongside of the kitchen door. i went over the house as usual about nine, after old susan, the maid, had gone home. i covered the kitchen fire with ashes--a thing she is apt to neglect. i went to bed at ten and wakened to hear the glass crack and to smell smoke. the kitchen lay under my bedroom. i fear it was a deliberate act of wickedness." "that is certain," said penhallow, "but who could have wanted to do it. you and i, rivers, know every one in westways. can you think of any one with malice enough to make him want to bum a house and risk the possibility of murder?" rivers turned his lean pale face toward the squire, unwilling to speak out what was in the minds of both men. john listened, looking from one serious face to the other. "it seems to me quite incredible," said penhallow, and then rivers knew surely that the older man had a pretty definite belief in regard to the person who had been concerned. he knew too why the squire was unwilling to accuse him, and waited to hear what next penhallow would say. "it makes one feel uncomfortable," said penhallow, and turning to john, "who was first there after you came?" "billy, sir, i think, even before the men from the wayne, but i am not sure. i told him to pound on the doors and wake up the town." "did he say anything?" "oh, just his usual silliness." "was peter lamb at the fire?" "i think not. his mother opened a window and said that she could not waken peter. it was billy told me that. i told billy, i supposed peter was drunk. but he wasn't yesterday afternoon--i saw him." "oh, there was time enough for that," remarked rivers. then the two men smoked and were silent, until at last the squire said, "of course, you must stay here, rivers, and you know how glad we shall be--oh, don't protest. it is the only pleasant thing which comes out of this abominable matter. ann will like it." "thank you," returned rivers, "i too like it." john went away to look at the ruin left by the fire, and the squire said to his friend, "as i am absent in the mornings at the mills, you may keep school here, rivers," and it was so settled. before going out penhallow went to his wife's little room on the farther side of the hall. he had no desire to hide his conclusions from her. she saw how grave he looked. "what is it, james?" she asked, looking up from her desk. "i am as sure as a man can be that peter lamb set fire to the parsonage. he has always been revengeful and he owed our friend, the rector, a grudge. i have no direct evidence of his guilt, and what am i to do? you know why i have always stood by him. i suppose that i was wrong." she knew only too well, but now his evident trouble troubled her and she loved him too well to accept the temptation to use the exasperating phrase, "i always told you so." "you can do nothing, james, without more certainty. you will not question his mother?" "no, i can't do that, ann; and yet i cannot quite let this go by and simply sit still." "what do you propose to do?" "i do not know," and with this he left her and rode to the mills. in the afternoon he called at mrs. lamb's and asked where he could find peter. she was evidently uneasy, as she said, "you gave him work on the new roof of the baptist chapel with boynton; he might be there." he made no comment, and went on his way until reaching the chapel he called peter down from the roof and said, "come with me, i want to talk to you." peter was now sober and was sharply on guard. "come away from the town," added the squire. he crossed the street, entered his own woods and walked through them until he came in sight of the smoking relics of the parsonage, where at a distance some few persons were idly discussing what was also on penhallow's mind. here he turned on his foster-brother, and said, "you set that house on fire. i could get out of your mother enough to make it right to arrest you, but i will not bring her into the matter. others suspect you. now, what have you to say?" "say! i didn't do it--that's all. i was in bed." "why did you not get up and help?" "wasn't any of my business," he replied sulkily. "everybody in this town's against me, and now when i've given up drinking, to say i set a house afire--" "well!" said penhallow, "this is my last word, you may go. i shall not have you arrested, but i cannot answer for what others may do." peter walked away. he had been for several days enough under the influence of whisky to intensify what were for him normal or at least habitually indulged characteristics. for them he was only in part responsible. his mother had spoiled him. he had been as a child the playmate of his breast-brother until time and change had left him only in such a relation to penhallow as would have meant little or nothing to most men. as a result, out of the squire's long and indulgent care of a lad who grew up a very competent carpenter, and gradually more and more an idle drunkard, peter had come to overestimate the power of his claim on penhallow. what share in his evil qualities his father's drunkenness had, is in no man's power to say. his desire to revenge the slightest ill-treatment or the abuse his evil ways earned had the impelling force of a brute instinct. what he called "getting even" kept him in difficulties, and when he made things unpleasant or worse for the offenders, his constant state of induced indifference to consequences left him careless and satisfied. when there was not enough whisky to be had, his wild acts of revengeful malice were succeeded by such childlike terror as penhallow's words produced. 'the preacher would have him arrested; the squire would not interfere. some day he would get even with him too!' there was now, however, no recourse but flight. he hastened home and finding his mother absent searched roughly until by accident as he let fall her bible, a bank note dropped out. there were others, some sixty dollars or more, her meagre savings. he took it all without the least indecision. at dark after her return he ate the supper she provided. when she had gone to bed, he packed some clothes in a canvas bag and went quietly out upon the highway. opposite to the smoking ruin of the rectory he halted. he muttered, "i've got even with him anyhow!" as he murmured his satisfaction, a man left on guard crossed the road. "halloa! where are you bound, peter?" "goin' after a job. bad fire, wasn't it--hard on the preacher!" "hard. he's well lodged at the squire's, and i do hear it was insured. nobody's much the worse, and it will make a fine bit of work for some of us. who done it, i wonder?" "how should i know! good-night." when out of sight, he turned and said, "i ain't got even yet. them rich people's hard to beat. damn the squire! i'll get even with him some day." he was bitterly disappointed. "gosh! i ran that nigger out, and now i'm a runaway too. it's queer." at westways crossing he waited until an empty freight train was switched off to let the night express go by. then he stowed himself away in an open box-car and had a comfortable sense of relief as it rolled eastward. he felt sure that the squire's last words meant that he might be arrested and that immediate flight was his only chance of escape. he thus passes, like josiah, for some years out of my story. he had money, was when sober a clever carpenter, and felt, therefore, no fear of his future. he had the shrewd conviction that the squire at least would not be displeased to get rid of him, and would not be very eager to have him pursued. james penhallow was disagreeably aware that it was his duty to bring about the punishment of his drunken foster-brother, but he did not like it. when the next morning he was about to mount his horse, he saw mrs. lamb, now an aged woman, coming slowly up the avenue. as she came to the steps of the porch, penhallow went to meet her, giving the help of his hand. "good-morning, ellen," he said, "what brings you here over the snow this frosty day? do you want to see mrs. penhallow?" for a moment she was too breathless to answer. the withered leanness of the weary old face moved in an effort to speak, but was defeated by emotion. she gasped, "let me set down." he led her into the hall and gave her a chair. then he called his wife from her library-room. ann at once knew that something more than the effect of exertion was to be read in the moving face. the dull grey eyes of age stared at james penhallow and then at her, and again at him, as in the vigour of perfect health they looked down at his old nurse and with kindly patience waited. "don't hurry, ellen," said mrs. ann. "you are out of breath." she seemed to ann like some dumb animal that had no language but a look to tell the story of despair or pain. at last she found her voice and gasped out, "i came to tell you he has run away. he went last night. i'd like to be able to say, james penhallow, that i don't know why he went away--" "we will not talk of it, ellen," said the squire, with some sense of relief at the loss of need to do what he had felt to be a duty. "come near to the fire," he added. "no, i want to go home. i had to tell you. i just want to be alone. i'd have given it to him if he had asked me. i don't mind his taking the money, but he took it out of my bible. i kept it there. it was like stealing from the lord. it'll bring him bad luck. mostly it was in the gospels--just a bank-note here and there--sixty-one dollars and seventy-three cents it was." she seemed to be talking to herself rather than to the man and woman at her side. she went on--sometimes a babble they could not comprehend, as in pity and wonder they stood over her. then again her voice rose, "he took it from the book of god. oh, my son, my son! i must go." she rose feebly tottering, and added, "it will follow him like a curse out of the bible. he took it out of the bible. i must go." "no," said penhallow, "wait and i will send you home." she sat down again. "thank you." then with renewed strength, she said, "you won't have them go after him?" "no, i will not." he went away to order the carriage, and returning said, "you know, ellen, that you will always be taken care of." "yes, i know, sir--i know. but he took it out of my bible--out of the book of god." she was presently helped into the wagon and sent away murmuring incoherently. "and so, james," said ann, "she knew too much about the fire. what a tragedy!" "yes, she knew. i am glad that he has gone. if he had faced it out and stayed, i must have done something. i suppose it is better for her on the whole. when he was drunk, he was brutal; when he was sober, he kept her worried. i am glad he has gone." "but," said ann, "he was her son--" "yes, more's the pity." in a day or two it was known that peter had disappeared. the town knew very well why and discussed it at evening, when as usual the men gathered for a talk. pole expressed the general opinion when he said, "it's hard on the old woman, but i guess it's a riddance of bad rubbish." then they fell to talking politics, the roofing of the chapel and the price of wheat and so westways settled down again to its every-day quiet round of duties. the excitement of the fire and lamb's flight had been unfavourable to literary composition, but now john returned to his letter. he continued: "the reticule will have to be finished in town. uncle will take it after the election or send it to you. if you remember your latin, you will know that reticule comes from _reticulus,_ a net. but this isn't really a net. "we have had a big excitement. some one set fire to the parsonage and it burnt down." [he did not tell her who set it on fire, although he knew very well that it was peter lamb.] "lamb has run away, and i think we are well rid of him. "i do miss you very much. mr. rivers says you will be a fashionable young lady when you come back and will never snowball any more. i don't believe it. "yours truly, "john penhallow." mrs. penhallow enclosed the letter in one of her own, and no answer came until she gave him a note at the end of october. leila wrote: "dear john: it is against the rules to write to any one but parents, and i am breaking the rules when i enclose this to you. i do not think i ought to do it, and i will not again. "you would not know me in my long skirts, and i wear my hair in two plaits. the girls are all from the south and are very angry when they talk about the north. i cannot answer them and am sorry i do not know more about politics, but i do know that uncle jim would not agree with them. "i go on saturdays and over sundays to my cousins in baltimore. they say that the south will secede if fremont should be elected. i just hold my tongue and listen. "yours sincerely, "leila grey. "p.s. i shall be very proud of the bag. i hope you are studying hard." "indeed!" muttered john. "thanks, miss grey." there was no more of it. john penhallow had come by degrees to value the rare privilege of a walk with the too easily wearied clergyman, who had avenues of ready intellectual approach which invited the adventurous mind of the lad and were not in the mental topography of james penhallow. the cool, hazy days of late october had come with their splendour of colour-contrasts such as only the artist nature could make acceptable, and this year the autumn was unusually brilliant. "do you enjoy it?" asked rivers. "oh, yes, sir. i suppose every one does." "in a measure, as some people do the great music, and as the poets usually do not. people presume that the ear for rhythm is the same as that for music. they are things apart. a few poets have had both." "that seems strange," said john. "i have neither," and he was lost in thought until rivers, as usual easily tired, said, "let us sit down. how hazy the air is, john! it tenderly flatters these wild colour-contrasts. it is like a november day of the indian summer." "why do they call it indian summer?" asked john. "i do not know. i tried in vain to run it down in the dictionaries. in canada it is known as 'l'été de st. martin.'" "it seems," said john, "as if the decay of the year had ceased, in pity. it is so beautiful and so new to me. i feel sometimes when i am alone in these woods as if something was going to happen. did you ever feel that, sir?" rivers was silent for a moment. the lad's power to state things in speech and his incapacity to put his thoughts in writing had often puzzled the tutor. "why don't you put such reflections into verse, john? it's good practice in english." "i can't--i've tried." "try again." "no," said john decidedly. "do look at those maples, mr. rivers--and the oaks--and the variety of colour in the sassafras. did you ever notice how its leaves differ in shape?" "i never did, but nothing is exactly the same as anything else. we talked of that once." "then since the world began there never was another me or leila?" "never. there is only one of anything." john was silent--in thought of his unresemblance to any other john. "but i am like uncle jim! aunt says so." "yes, outwardly you are; but you have what he has not--imagination. it is both friend and foe as may be. it may not be a good gift for a soldier--at least one form of it. it may be the parent of fear--of indecisions." "but, mr. rivers, may it not work also for good and suggest possibilities--let you into seeing what other men may do?" the reflection seemed to rivers not like the thought of so young a man. he returned, "but i said it might be a friend and have practical uses in life. i have not found it that myself. but some men have morbid imagination. let us walk." they went on again through the quiet splendour of the woodlands. "uncle jim is going away after the election." "yes." "he will see leila. don't you miss her?" "yes, but not as you do. however, she will grow up and go by you and be a woman while you are more slowly maturing. that is their way. and then she will marry." "good gracious! leila marry!" "yes--it is a way they have. let us go home." john was disinclined to talk. marry--yes--when i am older, i shall ask her until she does! november came in churlish humour and raged in storms of wind and rain, until before their time to let fall their leaves the woods were stripped of their gay colours. on the fourth day of november the squire voted the fremont electoral ticket, and understood that with the exception of swallow and pole, westways had followed the master of grey pine. the other candidates did not trouble them. the sad case of josiah and the threat to capture their barber had lost buchanan the twenty-seven votes of the little town. mr. boynton, the carpenter, fastening the last shingles on the chapel roof remarked to a workman that it was an awful pity josiah couldn't know about it and that the new barber wasn't up to shaving a real stiff beard. the squire wrote to his wife from philadelphia on the ninth: "dear ann: we never talk politics because you were born a democrat and consider andrew jackson a political saint. i begin to wish he might be reincarnated in the body of buchanan. he will need backbone, i fear. he has carried our state by only three thousand majority in a vote of , . i am told that the excitement here was so great that the peacemaking effect of a day of cold drizzle alone prevented riot and bloodshed. mr. buchanan said in october, 'we shall hear no more of "bleeding kansas."' well, i hope so. here we are at one. i should feel more regret at the defeat of my party if i had more belief in fremont, but your man is, i am sure, elected, and we must hope for the best and try to think that hope reasonable. "i have been fortunate in my contracts for rails with the two railroads. i shall finish this letter in baltimore.-- "baltimore.--i saw leila, who has quite the air of a young lady and is well, handsome and reasonably contented. dined with your brother henry; and really, ann, the cold-blooded way the men talked of secession was a little beyond endurance. i spoke my mind at last, and was heard with courteous disapproval. my friend, lt.-colonel robert lee of the army, was the only man who was silent about our troubles. two men earnestly advocated the re-opening of the slave-trade, and if as they say slavery is a blessing, the slave-trade is morally justified and logically desirable. i do want you to feel, my dear ann, how extreme are the views of these pleasant gentlemen. "the madeira was good, and despite the half-hidden bitterness of opinion, i enjoyed my visit. let john read this letter if you like to do so. "yours always and in all ways, "james penhallow." she did not like, but john heard all about this visit when the squire came home. the winter of - went by without other incident at westways, with mrs. ann's usual bountiful christmas gifts to the children at the mills and westways. mr. buchanan was inaugurated in march. the captain smiled grimly as he read in the same paper the message of the governor of south carolina recommending the re-opening of the trade in slaves, and the new president's hopes "that the long agitation over slavery is approaching its end." nor did penhallow fancy the cabinet appointments, but he said nothing more of his opinions to ann penhallow. chapter xiii in the early days of may the squire began to rebuild the parsonage, and near by it a large room for sunday school and town-meetings. ann desired to add a library-room for the town and would have set about this at once had not her husband resolutely set himself against any addition to the work with which she filled her usefully busy life. she yielded with reluctance, and the library plan was set aside to the regret of rivers, who living in a spiritual atmosphere was slow to perceive what with the anxiety of a great love james penhallow saw so clearly--the failure of ann penhallow's health. when at last penhallow sat down with mcgregor in his office, the doctor knew at once that something serious was troubling his friend. "well, penhallow," he said, "what can i do for you?" "i want you to see my wife. she sleeps badly, tires easily, and worst of all is unwilling to consult you." "yes, that's serious. of course, she does the work of two people, but has it ever occurred to you, penhallow, that in the isolated life you lead she may be at times bored and want or need society, change?" "my dear doctor, if i propose to her to ask our friends from the cities to visit us, she says that entertaining women would only add to her burdens. how could she amuse them?" the squire had the helplessness of a strong man who has to deal with the case of a woman who, when a doctor is thought to be necessary, feels that she has a right to an opinion as to whether or not it is worth while. she did not believe it to be necessary and felt that there was something unpleasant in this medical intrusion upon a life which had been one of unbroken health. to her husband's annoyance she begged him to wait, and on one pretext or another put off the consultation--it would do in a week, or 'she was better.' her postponement and lack of decision added to the squire's distress, but it was mid-june before she finally yielded and without a word to penhallow wrote to ask mcgregor to call. in a week leila would be at grey pine. the glad prospect of a summer's leisure filled john with happy anticipations. he had his boat put in order, looked after lucy's condition, and had in mind a dozen plans for distant long-desired rides into the mountains, rides which now his uncle had promised to take with them. he soon learned that the medical providence which so often interferes with our plans in life had to be considered. mrs. penhallow to john's surprise had of late gone to bed long before her accustomed hour, and one evening in this june of penhallow seeing her go upstairs at nine o'clock called john into the library. "mr. rivers," he said, "has gone to see some one in westways, and i have a chance to talk to you. sit down." john obeyed, missing half consciously the ever-ready smile of the squire. "i am troubled about your aunt. dr. mcgregor assures me that she has no distinct ailment, but is simply so tired that she is sure to become ill if she stays at home. no one can make her lessen her work if she stays here. you are young, but you must have been aware of what she does for this town and at the mills--oh, for every one who is in need or in trouble. there is the every-day routine of the house, the sick in the village, the sewing class, the sunday afternoon reading in the small hospital at our mills, letters--no end of them. how she has stood it so long, i cannot see." "but she seems to like it, sir," said john. he couldn't understand that what was so plainly enjoyed could be hurtful. "yes, she likes it, but--well, she has a heavenly soul in an earthly body, and now at last the body is in revolt against overuse, or that at least is the way mcgregor puts it. i ought to have stopped it long ago." john was faintly amused at the idea of any one controlling ann penhallow where her despotic beliefs concerning duties were concerned. the squire was silent for a little while, and then said, "it has got to stop, john. i have talked to mcgregor and to her. leila is to meet us in philadelphia. i shall take them to cape may and leave them there for at least the two months of summer. you may know what that means for me and for her, and, i suppose, for you." "could i not go there for a while?" "i think not. i really have not the courage to be left alone, john. i think of asking you to spend a part of the day at the mills this summer. you will have to learn the business, for as you know your own property, your aunt's and mine are largely invested in our works. i thought too of an engineering school for you in the fall, and then of the school of mines in paris. it is a long look ahead, but it would fit you to relieve me of my work. think it over, my son. how does it look to you, or have you thought of what you mean or want to do? don't answer me now--think it over. and now i have some letters to write. good-night." john went upstairs to bed with much to think about, and above all else of the disappointing summer before him and the wish he had long cherished, but which his uncle's last words had made it necessary for him to reconsider. ann penhallow had made a characteristic fight against the combined forces of the doctor and her husband. she had declared she would give up this and that, if only she could be left at home. she showed to the doctor an irritability quite new to his experience of her and which he accepted as added evidence of need of change. her bodily condition and her want of common sense in a matter so clear to him troubled the squire and drove him to his usual resort when worried--long rides or hard tramps with his gun. after luncheon and a decisive talk with mrs. ann, she had pleaded that he ought to remain with them at the shore. she was sure he needed it and it would set her mind at ease. he told her what she knew well enough, how impossible it would be for him to leave the mills and be absent long. she who rarely manufactured difficulties now began to ask how this was to be done and that, until rivers said at last, "i can promise to read at the hospital until i go away for my august holiday." "you would not know the kind of things to read." "no one could do it as well as you," said rivers, "but i can try." "everything will be cared for, ann," said penhallow, "only don't worry." "i never worry," she returned, rising. "you men think everything will run along easily without a woman's attention." "oh, but ann, my dear ann!" exclaimed penhallow, not knowing what more to say, annoyed at the discussion and at her display of unnecessary temper and the entire loss of her usual common sense. she said, with a laugh in which there was no mirth, "i presume one of you will, of course, run my sewing-class?" "ann--ann!" said the squire. rivers understood her now in the comprehending sympathy of his own too frequent moods of melancholy. "ah!" he murmured, "if i could but teach her how to knit the ravelled sleeve of care." "i presume," she added, "that i am to accept it as settled," and so went out. "come, john," said penhallow an hour later, "call the dogs--i must have a good hard tramp, and a talk with you!" john kept pace with, the rapid stride of the squire, taking note of the reddening buds of the maples, for this year in the hills the spring came late. "you must have seen your aunt's condition," said penhallow. "i have seen it coming on ever since that miserable affair of josiah. it troubled her greatly." john had the puzzled feeling of the inexperienced young in regard to the matter of illness and its influential effect on temper, and was well pleased to converse on anything else, when his uncle asked, "have you thought over what i said to you about your future?" "well?" "i should like to go to west point, uncle jim." to his surprise penhallow returned, pausing as he spoke, "i had thought of that, but as i did not know you had ever considered it, i did not mention it. it would in some ways please me. as a life-long career it would not. we are in no danger of war, and an idle existence at army-posts is not a very desirable thing for an able man." "i had the idea, uncle, that i would not remain in the service." "but you would have to serve two years after you were graduated--and still that was what i did, oh! and longer--much longer. as an education in discipline and much else, it is good--very good. but tell me are you really in earnest about it?" "yes, sir." "well, it is better than college. i will think about it. if you go to the point, it should be this coming fall. i wonder what ann will say." then john knew that the squire favoured what had been for a long time on his own mind. what had made him eager to go into the army was in part that tendency towards adventure which had been a family trait and his admiration for the soldier-uncle; nor did the mere student life and the quiet years of managing the iron-mills as yet appeal to him as desirable. "i wish, uncle jim, that you could settle the matter." this was so like his own dislike of unsettled affairs that the squire laughed in his hearty way. "so far as i am concerned, you may regard it as decided; but securing a nomination to the point is quite another matter. it may be difficult. i will see about it. now we will let it drop. that dog is pointing. ah! the rascal. it is a hare." they saw no more birds, nor did the squire expect to find anything in the woods except the peace of mind to be secured by violent exercise. he went on talking about the horses and the mills. when near to the house, penhallow said, "your aunt is to go away to-morrow. every day here seems to add to her difficulty in leaving home. i shall say nothing to her of west point until it is settled one way or another. i shall, of course, go to the cape for a day, unless your aunt's brother charles will take my place when he brings leila to philadelphia to meet us. i may be gone a week, and you and rivers are to keep bachelor's hall and watch the work on the parsonage. i shall ask leila to write to you and to me about your aunt. did i say that we go by the : a.m. express?" "no, sir." "well, we do." james penhallow was pleased and amazed when he discovered that mrs. ann was quietly submissive to the arrangements made for her comfort on the journey. she appeared to have abruptly regained her good temper and, penhallow thought, was unnaturally and excessively grateful for every small service. being unused to the ways of sick women, he wondered as the train ran down the descent from the allegheny mountains how long a time was required to know any human being entirely. he had been introduced within two weeks to two ann penhallows besides the ann he had lived with these many years. he concluded, as others have done, that people are hard to understand, and thus thinking he ran over in mind the group they left on the platform at westways crossing. there was billy--apparently a simple character, abruptly capable of doing unexpected things; useful to-day, useless tomorrow. he called up to mind the very competent doctor; john, and his friend--the moody clergyman--beloved of all men. the doctor had said of him, "a man living in the monastery of himself--in our world, but not of it." "what amuses you, james?" asked his wife. this good sign of return to her normal curiosity was familiarly pleasant. "i was recalling, ann, what mcgregor said of rivers after that horrid time of sickness at westways. you may remember it." "no, i do not." "no! he said that rivers was a round-shouldered angel." "that does not seem to me amusing, james." "round-shouldered he is, ann, and for the rest you at least ought to recognize your heavenly fellow-citizens when you meet them." "is that your poetry or your folly, james penhallow?" "mine, my dear? no language is expansive enough for mcgregor when he talks about you." "nonsense, james. he knows how to please somebody. we were discussing mark rivers." "were we? then here is a nice little dose from the doctor for you. last christmas, after you had personally sat up with old mrs. lamb when she was so ill, and until i made a row about it--" "yes--yes--i know." her curiosity got the better of her dislike of being praised for what to her was a simple duty, and she added, "well, what did he say?" "oh, that you and rivers were like angels gone astray in the strange country called earth; and then that imp of a boy, john, who says queer things, said that it was like a bit of verse rivers had read to him. he knew it too. i liked it and got him to write it out. i have it in my pocket-book. like to see it?" "no," she returned--and then--"yes," as she reflected that it must have originally applied to another than herself. he was in the habit of storing in his pocket-book slips from the papers--news, receipts for stable-medicine, and rarely verse. now and then he emptied them into the waste basket. he brought it out of his pocket-book and she read it: as when two angel citizens of heaven swift winged on errands of the master's love meet in some earthly guise. "is that all of it?" "no, john could not remember the rest, and i did not ask mark." "i should suppose not. thank you for believing it had any application to me. and, james, i have been a very cross angel of late." "oh, my dear ann, dr. mcgregor said--" "never mind dr. mcgregor, james. go and smoke your cigar. i am tired and i must not talk any more--talking on a train always tires me." two days after the departure of his aunt and uncle, john persuaded rivers to walk with him on the holiday morning of saturday. the clergyman caring little for the spring charm of the maiden summer, but much for john penhallow's youth of promise, wandered on slowly through the woods, with head bent forward, stumbling now and then, lost to a world where his companion was joyfully conscious of the prettiness of new-born and translucent foliage. always pleased to sit down, rivers dropped his thin length of body upon the brown pine-needles near the cabin and settling his back against a fallen tree-trunk made himself comfortable. as usual, when at rest, he began to talk. "john," he said, "you and tom mcgregor had a quarrel long ago--and a fight." "yes, sir," returned john wondering. "i saw it--i did not interfere at once--i was wrong." this greatly amused john. "you stopped it just in time for me--i was about done for." "yes, but now, john, i have talked to tom, and--i am afraid you have never made it up." "no, he was insolent to leila and rude. but we had a talk about it--oh, a good while ago--before she went away." "oh, had you! well, what then?" "oh, he told me you had talked to him and he had seen leila and told her he was sorry. she never said a word to me. i told him that he ought to have apologized to me--too." rivers was amused. "apologies are not much in fashion among westways boys. what did he say?" "oh, just that he didn't see that at all--and then he said that he was going away this fall to study medicine, and some day when he was a doctor he would have a chance to get even with me, and wouldn't he dose me well. then we both laughed, and--i shook hands with him. that's all, sir." "well, i am pleased. he is by no means a bad fellow, and as you know he is clever--and can beat you in mathematics." "yes, but i licked him well, and he knows it." "for shame, john. i wish my baptist friend's boy would do better--he is dull." "but i like him," said john. "he is so plucky." "there is another matter i want to talk about. i had a long conversation about you with your uncle the night before he left. i heard with regret that you want to go into the army." "may i ask why?" said john, as he lay on the ground lazily fingering the pine-needles. "is it because the hideous business called war attracts you?" "no, but i like what i hear of the point from uncle jim. i prefer it to any college life. besides this, i do not expect to spend my life in the service, and after all it is simply a first rate training for anything i may want to do later--care of the mills, i mean. uncle jim is pleased, and as for war, mr. rivers, if that is what you dislike, what chance of war is there?" "you have very likely forgotten my talk with mr. george grey. the north and the south will never put an end to their differences without bloodshed." it seemed a strange opinion to john. he had thought so when he heard their talk, but now the clergyman's earnestness and some better understanding of the half-century's bitter feeling made him thoughtful. rising to his feet, he said, "uncle jim does not agree with you, and aunt ann and her brother, henry grey, think that mr. buchanan will bring all our troubles to an end. of course, sir, i don't know, but"--and his voice rose--"if there ever should be such a war, i am on uncle jim's side, and being out of west point would not keep me out of the fight." rivers shook his head. "it will come, john. few men think as i do, and your uncle considers me, i suspect, to be governed by my unhappy way of seeing the dark side of things. he says that i am a bewildered pessimist about politics. a pessimist i may be, but it is the habitually hopeful meliorist who is just now perplexed past power to think straight." john's interest was caught for the moment by the word, "meliorist." "what is a meliorist, sir?" he asked. "oh, a wild insanity of hopefulness. you all have it. i dislike to talk about the sad future, and i wonder men at the north are so blind." he fell again to mere musings, a self-absorbed man, while john, attracted by a squirrel's gambols and used to the rector's long silences, wandered near by among the pines, with a vagabond mind on this or that, and watching the alert little acrobat of the forest. as he moved about, he recalled his first walks to the cabin with leila and the wild thing he had said one day--and her reply. one ages fast, at seventeen, and now he wondered if he had been quite wise, and with the wisdom and authority of a year and a half of mental growth punished his foolish boy-past with severity of reproach. he had failed for a time to hear, or at least to hear with attention, the low-voiced soliloquies in which mr. rivers sometimes indulged. mcgregor, an observant man, said that rivers's mind jumped from thought to thought, and that his talk had at times no connective tissue and was hard to follow. now he spoke louder. "no one, john, no one sees that every new compromise compromises principles and honour. have you read any of the speeches of a man named lincoln in illinois? he got a considerable vote in that nominating convention." "no, sir." "then read it--read him. a prophet of disaster! he says, 'a house divided against itself cannot stand. this government cannot endure permanently half slave, half free.' the man did not know that he was ignorantly quoting george washington's opinion. it is so, and so it will be. i would let them go their way in peace, for the sin of man-owning is ours--was ours--and we are to suffer for it soon or late--a nation's debts have to be paid, and some are paid in blood." the young fellow listened but had no comment ready, and indeed knew too little of the terrible questions for which time alone would have an answer to feel the full force of these awful texts. he did say, "i will read mr. lincoln's speeches. uncle talks to me about kansas and slavery and compromises, but it is sometimes too much for me." "yes, he will not talk of these things to your aunt, and is not willing to talk to me. he thinks both of us are extremists. no, i won't walk any further. let us go home." the natural light-mindedness of a healthy lad easily disposes of the problems which disturb the older mind. john forgot it all for a time in the pleasant interest of a letter from leila, received a day before his uncle's return. "cape may, june st. "my dear john: here at last i am free to write to you when i please, and i have some rather strange news; but first of aunt ann. she is very well pleased and is already much better. uncle jim left us to-day, and i am to have lucy here and one of the grooms. if only i could have you to ride with me on this splendid beach and see the great blue waves roll up like a vast army charging with white plumes and then rolling back in defeat."-- john paused. this was not like leila. he felt in a vague way that she must be changing, and remembered the rector's predictions. then he read on-- "now for my adventure: aunt ann wanted some hair-wash, and i went to the barber's shop in the town to buy it. there was no one in but a black boy, because it was the bathing-time. he, i mean the boy, said he would call mr. johnson. in a moment there came out of a back room who do you think but our josiah! he just stood still a moment--and then said, 'good god! miss leila! come into the back room--you did give me a turn.' i thought he seemed to be alarmed. well, i went with him, and he asked me at once who was with me. i said, aunt ann, and that she was not well. then i got out of him that he had wandered a while, and at last chosen this as a safe place. no one had told me fully about cousin george grey and why josiah was scared and ran away, but now i got it all out of him--and how you warned him--and i do think it was splendid of a boy like you. he was dreadfully afraid of being taken back to be a slave. it seems he saved his money, and after working here bought out the shop when his master fell ill. i did not like it, but to quiet him i really had to say that i would not tell aunt ann, or he would have to run away again. i am sure aunt would not do anything to trouble him, but it was quite impossible to make him believe me, and he got me at last to promise him. i suppose there is really no harm in it, but i never did keep anything from aunt ann. i got the hair-wash and went away with his secret. now, isn't that a story! "i forgot one thing. as the southern gentlemen come to be shaved and ask where he was born, they hear--think of it--that 'mr. johnson' was born in connecticut! his grandfather had been a slave. i shall see him again. "this is the longest letter i ever wrote, and you are to feel duly complimented, mr. penhallow. "good-bye. love from aunt ann. "yours truly, "leila grey. "p.s. i am sure that i may trust you not to speak of josiah." mr. john penhallow, as they said at westways, "going on seventeen," gathered much of interest in reading and re-reading this letter from miss grey. to own a secret with leila was pleasant. to hear of josiah as "mr. johnson" amused him. that he was prosperous he liked, and that he was fearful with or without reason seemed strange. it was and had been hard for the young freeman to realize the ever-present state of mind of a man in terror of arrest without any crime on his conscience. there was perhaps a slight hint of doubt in leila's request that he would be careful not to mention what she had said of josiah, "as if i am really a boy and leila older than i," murmured john. he knew, as he once more read her words, that he ought to tell his uncle, who could best decide what to do about josiah and his terror of being reclaimed by his old owner. during the early hours of a summer night mark rivers sat on the porch in a rocking-chair, which he declared gave him all the exercise he required. it was the only rocking-chair at grey pine, and nothing so disturbed the squire as mark rivers rocking on that unpleasant piece of furniture and smoking as if it were a locomotive. it was an indulgence of ann penhallow, who knew that there had been a half-dozen rockers in the burned rectory. john sat on the steps and listened to the shrill katydids or watched the devious lanterns of the fireflies. a bat darted over the head of rivers, who ducked as it went by, watching its uncertain flight. "i am terribly afraid of bats," said the rector. "are you?" "i--no. they're harmless." "yes, i know that, but i am without reason afraid of them. i think of the demons as being like monstrous bats. but that is a silly use of imagination." "uncle jim doesn't like them, and you once told me that he had very little imagination." "yes. one can't explain these dislikes. your uncle reasons well and has a clear logical mind, but he has neither creative nor receptive imagination." "receptive?" asked john. "yes, that is why he has none of your aunt's joy in poetry. when i read to her wordsworth's 'brougham castle,' he said that he had never heard more silly nonsense." "i remember it was that wonderful verse about the 'longing of the shield.'" "yes--i forgot you were there. verse like that is a good test of a person's capacity to feel poetry--that kind, i mean." "i hear uncle jim's horse." "yes. i can't see, john, why a man should want to have a horse sent to meet him instead of a comfortable wagon,"--and for emphasis, as usual with rivers, the rocking-chair was swinging to the limits of its arc of safe motion. the squire dismounted and came up the steps with "good-evening, rivers,"--and to john, "i have good news for you--but order my supper at once, then we will talk." he was in his boyish mood of gaiety. "how far have you travelled on that rocker, rivers?" "now, squire--now, really--" it was a favourite subject of chaff. "why not have rocking-chairs in church, mark? think what a patient congregation you would have! come, john, i am hungry." he fled laughing. while the squire ate in silence, john waited until his uncle said, "come into the library." here he filled his pipe and took the match john offered. "there are many curious varieties of man, john. there is the man who prefers a rocking-chair to the saddle. it's queer--very queer; and he is as much afraid of a horse as i am--of--i don't know what." the squire's memory failed to answer the call. "what are you grinning at, you young scamp?" "oh, mr. rivers did say, uncle jim, something about bats." "yes, that's it--bats--and i do suppose every one has his especial fear. ah! quite inexplicable nonsense!--fears like mine about bats, or your aunt's about dogs, but also fears that make a man afraid that he will not face a danger that is a duty. when we had smallpox at the mills, soon after rivers came here, he went to the mill-town and lived there a month, and nursed the sick and buried the dead. at last he took the disease lightly, but it left a mark or two on his forehead. that i call--well, heroic. confound that rocking-chair! how it squeaks!" john was too intently listening to hear anything but the speaker who declared heroic the long lean man with the pale face and the eyes like search-lights. john waited; he wanted to hear something more. "did many die, uncle?" "oh, yes. the men had fought mcgregor about vaccination. many died. there was blindness too. supplies failed--no one would come in from the farms." john waited with the fear of defect in his ideal man. then he ventured, "and aunt ann, was she here?" "no, i sent her away when i went to milltown." "oh! you were there too, sir?" "yes, damn it!" he rarely swore at all. "where did you suppose i would be? but i lived in terror for a month--oh, in deadly fear!" "thank you, sir." "thank me, what for? some forms of sudden danger make me gay, with all my faculties at their best, but not that. i had to nurse rivers; that was the worst of it. you see, my son, i was a coward." "i should like to be your kind of a coward, uncle jim." "well, it was awful. let us talk of something else. i left your aunt better, went to washington, saw our congressman, got your nomination to west point and a letter from leila. your aunt must be fast mending, for she was making a long list of furniture for the new parsonage, and 'would i see ellen lamb and'--eleven other things, the lord knows what else, and 'when could she return?' mcgregor said in september, and i so wrote to her; she will hate it. and she dislikes your going to west point. i had to tell her, of course." "i have had a letter from leila, uncle. did she write you anything about josiah?" "about josiah! no. what was that?" "she said i was not to tell, but i think you ought to know--" "of course, i should know. go on. let me see the letter." "it is upstairs, sir, but this is what she wrote," and he went on to tell the story. the squire laughed. "i must let mr. johnson know, as leila did not know, that it was ann who really sent you to warn him. poor fellow! i can understand his alarm, and how can i reassure him? george grey is going to cape may, or so says your aunt, and i am sure if josiah knows that he is recognized, he will drop everything and run. i would run, john, and quickly too. grey will be sure to write to woodburn again." "what then, sir?" "oh, he told your aunt ann and me that he would not go any further unless he chanced to know certainly where josiah was. if he did, it would be his duty, as he said, to reclaim him. it is not a pleasant business, and i ought to warn josiah, which you may not know is against the law. however, i will think it over. ann did not say when grey was coming, and he is just as apt not to go as to go. confound him and all their ways." john had nothing to say. the matter was in older and wiser hands than his. his uncle rose, "i must go to bed, but i have a word to say now about your examinations for admission. i must talk to rivers. good-night!" chapter xiv on saturday the squire asked john to ride with him. as they mounted, billy came with the mail. penhallow glanced at the letters and put them in his pocket. as the horses walked away, john said, "i was in westways yesterday, uncle, to get my hair cut. i heard that pole has had chicken-pox, uncle." "funny that, for a butcher!" said the squire. they chatted of the small village news. "they have quit discussing politics, uncle jim." "yes, every four years we settle down to the enjoyment of the belief that now everything will go right, or if we are of those who lost the fight, then there is the comfort of thinking things could not be worse, and that the other fellows are responsible." "uncle jim, at westways people talked about the election as if it were a horse-race, and didn't interest anybody when it was over." "yes, yes; but there are for the average american many things to think about, and he doesn't bother himself about who is to be president or why, until, as mcgregor says, events come along and kick him and say, 'get up and think, or do something.'" "when i talked to mr. rivers lately, he seemed very blue about the country. he seems to believe that everything is going wrong." "oh, rivers!" exclaimed penhallow, "what a great, noble soul! but, john, a half hour of talk with him about our national affairs leaves me tangled in a net of despair, and i hate it. you have a letter, i see." "yes, it is from leila, sir." "let's hear it," said penhallow. john was inclined, he could hardly have told why, to consider this letter when alone, but now there was nothing possible except to do as he was bid. "read it. i want to hear it, john." as they walked their horses along the road, john read: "dear john": i did not expect to write to you again until you wrote to me, but i have been perplexed to know what was best to do. i wanted--oh, so much--to consult uncle jim, or some older person than you, and so i ask you to send this to uncle jim if he is absent, or let him see it if he is at home. he is moving about and we do not know how to address him."-- "that's a big preface--go on." "i did not see josiah again until yesterday morning. aunt ann has been insisting that my hair needs singeing at the ends to make it grow. [it is too long now for comfort.]"-- "that's in brackets, uncle jim--the hair, i mean." "yes--what next?" "well, john, when aunt ann keeps on and on in her gently obstinate, i mean resolute, way, it is best to give up and make believe a little that you agree with her. my hair was to be singed--i gave up."-- "oh, leila!" exclaimed penhallow, rocking in the saddle with laughter, while john looked up smiling. "go on." "so aunt's new maid got her orders, and while aunt was asleep in her room the maid brought up josiah. it was as good as a play. he was very civil and quiet. you know how he loved to talk. he singed my hair, and it was horrid--like the smell of singeing a plucked chicken. after that he sent the maid to his shop for some hair-wash. as soon as she was gone, he said, 'i'm done for, miss leila. i met mr. george grey on the beach this morning. he knew me and i knew him. he said, "what! you here, you rascally runaway horse-thief!" i said, "i wasn't a thief or a rascal." then he said something i didn't hear, for i just left him and--i can't stay here--he'll do something, and i can't run no risks--oh, lord!'"-- "i thought," said the squire, "we were done with that tiresome fool, george grey. whether he will write again to woodburn about josiah or not, no one can say. woodburn did tell me that if at any time he could easily get hold of his slave, he would feel it to be a duty to make use of the fugitive-slave law. i do not think he will be very eager, but after all it is uncertain, and if i were josiah, i would run away." as he talked, the horses walked on through the forest wood-roads. for a moment he said nothing, and then, "it is hard to put yourself in another man's place; that means to be for the time of decision that man with his inheritances, all his memories, all his hopes and all his fears." this was felt by the lad to be somehow unlike his uncle, who added, "i heard mark rivers say that about peter, but it applies here. i would run. but go on with your letter. what else does leila say?" john read on: "josiah was so scared that i could not even get him to listen to me. he gathered up his barber things in haste, and kept on saying over and over, 'i have got to go, missy.' now he has gone and his shop is shut up. i was so sorry for him, i must have cried, for aunt's maid asked me what was the matter. this is all. it is late. i shall mail this to-morrow. aunt ann has been expecting mr. george grey, my far-away cousin. i wish he was further away! "-- "good gracious! leila. well, john, any more?" "yes, sir." "he came in this morning, i mean mr. grey, and began to talk and was so pleased to see his dear cousin. aunt ann went on knitting and saying something pleasant now and then. at last he asked if she knew that runaway horse-thief we called josiah was the barber here. he said that he must really write to that rascal's owner, and went over and over the same thing. aunt ann looked at me when he mentioned the barber. then she sat up and said, 'if you have done talking, i desire to say a word.' of course, he was at her service. you know, john, how he talks. aunt ann said, 'you made quite enough trouble, george, about this man at westways. i told you then that he had done us a service i could never forget. i won't have him disturbed here. mr. woodburn behaved with discretion and courtesy. if you make any more trouble, i shall never forgive you. i won't have it, george grey.' i never saw any one so embarrassed, john. he put his hat on the floor and picked it up, and then he sat down in his chair and, i call it, wilted. he said that he had not quite made up his mind. at this aunt ann stood up, letting her knitting drop, and said, 'then you had better; you've got no mind.' after this he got up and said that she had insulted him. aunt ann was red and angry. she said, 'tell james penhallow that, mr. grey.' after this he went away, and aunt ann said to me, 'tell josiah if you can find him that he need not be afraid; the man will not write to mr. woodburn.' after that i told her all about mr. johnson and got a good scolding for not having told her before, and that josiah had gone away scared. she was tired and angry and sent me away. that is all. let uncle jim get this letter. "yours truly, "leila. "p.s. oh, i forgot. josiah gave me a letter for uncle jim. i enclose it. i did not give it to aunt ann; perhaps i ought to have done so. but it would have been useless because it is sealed, and you know the rule at grey pine." "poor josiah!" said penhallow, "i wonder where he has gone." "he may say in his letter," said john. "read it to me, my son. i forgot my glasses." "it is addressed to captain penhallow." "yes, i was always that to josiah--always." john opened the letter, which was carefully sealed with a large red wafer. "it is well written, uncle." "yes--yes. rivers taught him--and he speaks nearly as good english as george grey." john looked up from the letter. "oh, that is funny! it begins, 'respectable sir.'" "my dear john, that isn't funny at all--it's old-fashioned. i have seen a letter from the great dr. rush in which the mother of washington is mentioned as 'that respectable lady.' but now, sir, you will be good enough to let me hear that letter without your valuable comments." the tone was impatient. john said, "excuse me, uncle, but i couldn't help it." "oh, read it." "i am driven away again. i write this to thank you for all you done for me at westways. mr. grey he met me here on the beach and i'm afraid--i don't take no chances. i saved money here. i can get on anywhere. it's awful to have to ran away, and that drunkard peter lamb all the while safe with his mother. i can't get him out of my mind. i'm a christian man--and i tried to forgive him. i can't do it. if i am quiet and let alone, i forget. i've got to get up and go and hide, and i curse him that done it. please, sir, not tell mr. rivers what i say. i seen miss leila. i always said miss leila would be a beauty. there ain't no young lady here can hold a candle to her. i want to say i did have hope to see mr. john. "god bless you, captain. "your obedient servant, "josiah." the squire halted in the open pine forest on a wood-road behind the cabin. he threw one leg over the pommel and sat still with the ease of a horseman in any of the postures the saddle affords. "read me both of those letters again, and slowly." this time john made no remarks. when he came to the end of josiah's letter, he looked towards the silent figure seated sideways. the squire made no comment, but searched his pockets for the flint and steel he always carried. lighting his pipe he slid to the ground. "take the rein, john," he said, "or the mare will follow me." penhallow was deep in the story these letters told, and he thought best when walking. john sat in his saddle watching the tall soldierly figure move up the road and back again to the cabin his ancestors had held through one long night of fear. john caught sight of the face as penhallow came and then turned away on his slow walk, smoking furiously. he sat still, having learned to be respectful of the long silences to which at times penhallow was given. now and then with a word he quieted the uneasy mare--a favourite taught to follow the master. at last penhallow struck his pipe on a stone to empty it, and by habit carefully set a foot on the live coal. then he came to the off side of his mare and took the rein. facing john, he set an elbow on the horse's back and a hand on his own cheek. this was no unusual attitude. he did not mount, but stood still. the ruddy good-humoured face, clean-shaven and large of feature, had lost its look of constant good-humour. in fact, the feature language expressed the minute's mood in a way which any one less familiar with the man than john might have read with ease. then he said, in an absent way, "are we men of the north all cowards like josiah? they think so--they do really think so. it is helping to make trouble." then he lifted himself lightly into the saddle, with swift change of mood and an odd laugh of comment on his conclusion, as he broke into a gallop. "let us get into the sun." john followed him as they rode swiftly over a cross-road and out on to the highway. again the horses were walking, and penhallow said, "i suppose you may not have understood me. i was suddenly angry. it is a relief sometimes to let off steam. well, i fancy time will answer me--or that is what i try not to believe--but it may--it may. let us talk of something else. i must find out from rivers just how well you are prepared for the point. then i mean to give you every night an hour or so of what he cannot teach. you ride well, you know french and german, you box--it may be of service, keep it up once a week at least. i envy you the young disciplined life--the simpleness of it--the want of responsibilities." "thank you, sir," returned john, "i hope to like it and to do you credit, uncle." "you will, i am sure. let us go to the mills." john hesitated before he asked, "could not i have, sir, a few days with aunt ann at the cape?" "no, i shall want you here." john was silent and disappointed. the squire saw it. "it can't be helped--i do not feel able to be alone. leila will be away a year more and you will be gone for several years. for your sake and mine i want you this summer. take care! you lost a stirrup when dixy shied. oh! here are the mills. good morning, mcgregor. all well?" "yes, sir. tom has gone to the city. he is to be in the office of a friend of mine this summer. i shall be alone." "john goes to west point this september, doctor." "indeed! you too will be alone. next it will be leila. how the young birds are leaving the nests! even that slow lad of grace's is going. he is to learn farming with old roberts. he has a broad back and the advantage of not being a thinking-machine." "he may have made the best choice, mcgregor." "no, sir," said the doctor, "my son has the best of it." john laughed. "i don't think i should like either farm or medicine." "no," returned the doctor, with his queer way of stating things, "there must be some one to feed the people; tom is to be trained to cure, and you to kill." "i don't want to kill anybody," said john, laughing. "but that is the business you are going to learn, young man." john was silent. the idea of killing anybody! "heard from mrs. penhallow lately?" asked the doctor. "no, but from leila to-day; and, you will be surprised, from josiah too." "is that so?" "yes. give him the two letters, john. let me have them to-morrow, doctor. good-bye," and they rode on to the mills. "it is a pity, john, josiah gave no address," said penhallow,--"a childlike man, intelligent, and with some underlying temper of the old african barbarian." the summer days ran on with plenty of work for john and without incidents of moment, until the rector went away as was his habit the first of august, more moody than usual. if the rectory were finished, he would go there in september, and mrs. ann had written to him about the needed furniture. on august th that lady wrote from cape may that she must go home, and leila that her aunt was well but homesick. the squire, who missed her greatly, unreluctantly yielded, and on august th she was met at the station by penhallow and john. to the surprise of both, she had brought leila, as her school was not to begin until september th. "my dear james," cried mrs. ann, "it is worth while to have been away to learn how good it is to get home again. i thought i would surprise you with leila." as the squire kissed her, leila and the maid came from the car to the platform loaded with bundles. john stood still. nature had been busy with her artist-work. a year had gone by--the year of maturing growth of mind and body for a girl nearing sixteen. unprepared for her change, john felt at once that this was a woman, who quickly smiling gave him a cordial greeting and her hand. "why, john penhallow," she said, "what a big boy you are grown!" it was as if an older person had spoken to a younger. a head taller than the little mrs. ann, she was in the bloom of maiden loveliness, rosy, joyous, a certain new stateliness in her movements. the gift of grace had been added by the fairy godmother nature. john said, with gravity, "you are most welcome home, leila," and then quickly aware of some coldness in his words, "oh, i am so very glad to see you!" she had gone by him in the swift changes of life. without so putting it distinctly into the words of a mental soliloquy, john was conscious that here was another leila. "come, in with you," said the happy master of grey pine. "how well you look, ann, and how young! the cart will bring your bundles." john penhallow on an august afternoon was of billy's opinion that leila had "rowed a lot" as she came out upon the porch and gaily laughing cried, "at last,--aunt ann has done with me." they were both suffering from one of those dislocations of relation which even in adult life are felt when friends long apart come together again. the feeling of loss, as far as john was concerned, grew less as leila with return of childlike joy roamed with him over the house and through the stables, and next day through westways, with a pleasant word for every one and on busying errands for her aunt. he was himself occupied with study; but now the squire had said it would be wise to drop his work. with something of timidity he said to leila, "i am free for this afternoon; come and see again our old playgrounds. it will be a long while before we can take another walk." "certainly, john. and isn't it a nice, good-natured day? the summer is over. sometimes i wish we had no divisions of months, and the life of the year was one quiet flow of days--oh, with no names to remind you." "but think, leila, of losing all the poetry of the months. why not have no day or night? oh, come along. what do you want with a sunshade and a veil--we will be mostly in the woods." "my complexion, mr. penhallow," cried miss grey gaily. he watched her young figure as she went upstairs--the mass of darkened gold hair coiled in the classic fashion of the day on the back of her head. she looked around from the stair. "i shall be ready in a minute, john. it rained yesterday--will it be wet in the woods?" "no," cried john, "and what does it matter?" he had a dull feeling of resentment, of loss, of consciousness of new barriers and of distance from the old comrade. their way led across the garden, which was showing signs of feeling the chilly nights of the close of summer in this upland, where the seasons sometimes change abruptly. "the garden has missed aunt ann," said leila. "uncle jim looks at it from the porch, says 'how pretty!' and expects to see roses on his table every day. i do believe he considers a garden as merely a kind of flower-farm." "aunt ann's garden interests her the way westways does. there are sick flowers and weeds like human weeds, and bugs and diseases that need a flower-doctor, and flowers that are morbid or ill-humoured. that is not my wisdom, leila, it is mr. rivers's." "no, john, it isn't at all like you." "aunt ann didn't like it, and yet i think he meant it to be a compliment, for he really considers aunt ann a model of what a woman ought to be." "i know that pretty well," said leila. "when i used to lose my temper over that horrid algebra, i was told to consider how aunt ann kept her temper no matter what happened, as if that had anything to do with algebra and equations. if he had seen her when she talked to george grey about josiah, he would have known aunt ann better. i was proud of her." "aunt ann angry!" said john. "i should have liked to have seen that. poor josiah!" they talked of the unlucky runaway, and were presently among the familiar pine and spruce, far beyond the garden bounds. "do put up that veil," said john, "and you have not the least excuse for your parasol." "oh, if you like, john. tell me about west point. it was such a surprise." "i will when i am there, if i am able to pass the examinations." "you will--you will. uncle jim told me you would pass easily." "indeed! he never told me that. i have my doubts." "and i have none," she returned, smiling. "mr. rivers dislikes it. he wrote to me about it just before he left. do you know, he did really think that you ought to be a clergyman. he said you were so serious-minded for--for a boy." john laughed, "nice clergyman i'd have made." did leila too consider him a boy? "oh! here we are at the old cabin. i never forget the first day we came here--and the graves. the older i grow, leila, the more clearly i can see the fight and the rifle-flashes, and the rescue--and the night--i can feel their terror." "oh, we were mere children, john; and i do suppose that it is a pretty well decorated tradition." he looked at her with surprise, as she added, "i used to believe it all, now it seems strange to me, john--like a dream of childhood. i think you really are a good deal of a boy yet." "no, i am not a boy. i sometimes fancy i never was a boy--i came here a child." and then, "i think you like to tease me, leila," and this was true, although she was not pleased to be told so. "you think, leila, that it teases me to be called a boy by your ladyship. i think it is because you remember what a boy once said to you here--right here." "what do you mean?" she knew very well what he meant, but quickly repenting of her feminine fib, said, "oh, i do know, but i wanted to forget--i wanted to pretend to forget, because you know what friends we have been, and it was really so foolish." he had been lying at her feet; now he rose slowly. "you are not like my leila to-day." "oh, john!" "no--and it is hard, because i am going away--and--it will not be pleasant to think how you are changed." "i wish you wouldn't say such things to me, john." "i had to--because--i love you. if i was a boy when i was, as you say, silly, i was in earnest. it was nonsense to ask you, to say you would marry me some day. it wasn't so very long ago after all; but i agree with you, it _was_ foolish. now i mean to make no such proposal." "please, john." she looked up at him as he stood over her so grave, so earnest--and so like uncle jim. for the time she got the fleeting impression of this being a man. he hardly heard her appeal. "i want to say now that i love you." for a moment the 'boy's will, the wind's will,' blew a gale. "i love you and i always shall. some day i shall ask you that foolish question again, and again." she too was after all very young and had been playing a bit at being a woman. now his expression of passion embarrassed her--because she had no answer ready; nor was it all entirely disagreeable. he stood still a moment, and added, "that is all--i ask nothing now." then she stood up, having to say something and unwilling to hurt him--wanting not to say too much or too little, and ending by a childlike reply. "oh, john, i do wish you would never say such things to me. i am too young to listen to such nonsense." "and i am young too," he laughed. "well--well--let us go home and confess like children." "now i know you are a fool, john penhallow, and very disagreeable." "when we were ever so young, leila, and we quarrelled, we used to agree not to speak to one another for a day. are you cross enough for that now?" "no, i am not; but i want to feel sure that you will not say such things to me again." "i make no promise, leila; i should break it. if i gave you a boy's love, forget it, laugh at it; but if i give you a man's love, take care." this odd drama--girl and woman, boy and maturing man--held the stage; now one, now the other. "take care, indeed!" she said, repeating his words and turning on him with sudden ungraciousness, "i think we have had enough of this nonsense." she was in fact the more disturbed of the two, and knowing it let anger loose to chase away she knew not what, which was troubling her with emotion she could neither entirely control nor explain later as the result of what seemed to her mere foolishness. if he was himself disturbed by his storm of primitive passion, he did not show it as she did. "yes," he said in reply, "we have had for the present enough of this--enough talk, i mean--" "we!" she exclaimed. "leila! do you want me to apologize?" "no." "then--let us get those roses for aunt ann--what are left of them." she was glad to escape further discussion--not sure of her capacity to keep in order this cousin who was now so young and now so alarmingly old. his abrupt use of self-control she recognised--liked and then disliked, for a little wrath in his reply would have made her feel more at ease. with well-reassumed good-humour, she said, "now you are my nice old playmate, but never, never bother me that way again." "yes, ma'am," said john, laughing. "i can hear aunt ann say, 'run, dears, and get me flowers--and--there will be cakes for you.'" "no, bread and apple-butter, john." they went along merry, making believe to be at ease. "the robins are gone," said leila. "i haven't seen one today; and the warblers are getting uneasy and will be gone soon. i haven't seen a squirrel lately. josiah used to say that meant an early winter." "oh, but the asters! what colour! and the golden-rod! look at it close, leila. each little flower is a star of gold." "how pretty!" she bent down over the flowers to pay the homage of honest pleasure. "how you always see, john, so easily, the pretty little wild beauties of the woods; i never could." she was "making up" as children say. "oh, you were the schoolmaster once," he laughed. "come, we have enough; now for the garden." they passed through the paling fence and along the disordered beds, where a night of too early frost had touched with chill fingers of disaster the latest buds. leila moved about looking at the garden, fingering a bud here and there with gentle epitaphs of "late," "too late," or gathering the more matronly roses which had bloomed in time. john watched her bend over them, and then where there were none but frost-wilted buds stand still and fondle with tender touch the withered maidens of the garden. he came to her side, "well, leila, i'll swap thoughts with you." she looked up, "your's first then." "i was thinking it must be hard to die before you came to be a rose--like some other more human things." "is that a charade, john? you will be writing poems about the lament of the belated virgin roses that had not gathered more timely sunshine and were alas! too late." he looked at her with a smile of pleased surprise. "thanks, cousin; it is you who should be the laureate of the garden. shelley would envy you." "indeed! i am flattered, sir, but i have not read any of shelley as yet. you have, i suppose? he is supposed to be very wicked. get me some more golden-rod, john." he went back to the edge of the wood and came again laden, rejoining her at the porch. for two days her aunt kept her busy. early in the week she went away to be met in philadelphia by her uncle charles, and to be returned to her maryland school. a day or two later john too left to undergo the dreaded examination at west point. the two older people were left alone at grey pine with the rector, who had returned from his annual holiday later than usual. always depressed at these seasons, he was now indisposed for the society of even the two people who were his most valued friends. he dined with them the day john went away and took up the many duties of his clerical life, until as was his custom, a week later he came in smiling for the saturday dinner, saying, "well, here comes the old house-dog for his bone." they made him welcome as gaily. "has the town wickedness accumulated in your absence, mark?" said penhallow. "mine has," said ann penhallow, "but i never confess except to myself." "ann penhallow might be a severe confessor," said rivers as they sat down. "how you must miss john and leila. i shall most sadly." "oh, for my part," said ann, "i have made up my mind not to lament the inevitable, but my husband is like a lost dog and--oh!--heart-hungry for leila, and worried about that boy's examination--his passing." "have i said a word?" said the squire indignantly. "pass! of course, he will pass." "no one doubts that, james; but you are afraid he will not be near the top." "you are a witch, ann. how did you know that?" "how?" and she laughed. "how long have we been married!" "nonsense, ann! what has that got to do with the matter?" "well," said rivers, a little amused, "we shall know in a day or two. he will pass high." "of course," said penhallow. then the talk drifted away to the mills, the village and the farm work. when after dinner rivers declined to smoke with the squire, ann walked with the clergyman down the avenue and said presently, "dine with us on monday, mark, and as often as possible. my husband is really worrying about john." "and you, dear lady?" "i--oh, of course, i miss them greatly; but leila needs the contact with the social life she now has in the weekly holiday at baltimore; and as for john, did it never occur to you that he ought to be among men of his age--and social position--and women too, who will not, i fancy, count for much in the 'west point education.' "yes--yes, what you say is true of course, but ah! i dread for him the temptations of another life than this." "would you keep him here longer, if you could?" she asked. "no. what would life be worth or how could character be developed without temptation? that is one of my puzzles about the world to come, a world where there would be no 'yes and no' would hardly be worth while." "and quite beyond me," cried ann, laughing. "we have done our best for them. let us pray that they will not forget. i have no fear for leila. i do not know about john. i must go home. come often. good-night. i suppose the sermon takes you away so early." "yes--more or less, and i am poor company just now. good-night." chapter xv when at breakfast on a monday morning penhallow said, "that mail is late again," his wife knew that he was still eager for news from john. "the mail is always late on monday morning, james. if you are in haste to get to the mills, i will send it after you." "no, it is unimportant, ann. another cup, please. ah! there it is now." he went out on to the porch. "you are late, billy." "i ain't late--it was mrs. crocker--she kept me." penhallow selected two letters postmarked west point, and opening one as he went in to the breakfast-room, said, "my dear, it is rather satisfactory--quite as much as could be expected." "well, james! what is rather satisfactory? you are really exasperating at times." "am i? well, john has passed in the first half dozen--he does not yet know just where--" "and are you not entirely contented? you ought to be. what is the other letter?" he opened it. "it is only a line from the old drawing-master to say that john did well and would have been second or third, they said, except for not being higher in mathematics." as he spoke he rose and put both letters in his pocket. "now i must go." "but let me see them, james." "oh, john's is only a half dozen lines, and i must go at once--i have an appointment at the mills--i want to look over the letters again, and shall write to him from the office." ann was slightly annoyed, but said no more until on the porch before he mounted she took a mild revenge. "i know where you are going." "well, and where, please?" he fell into her trap. "first, you will stop at the rectory and read those letters to mark rivers; then the belated mail will excuse a pause at the post-office to scold mrs. crocker. tell pole as you go by that last mutton was atrociously tough. of course, you won't mention john." "well, are you done?" he said, as he mounted dixy. "i can wait, ann, until you read the letters." "thanks, i am in no hurry." he turned in the saddle and gave her the letters. she put aside her brief feeling of annoyance and stood beside him as she read them. "thank you, james. what an uneasy old uncle you are. now go. oh, be off with you--and don't forget dr. mcgregor." as he rode away, she called after him, "james--james--i forgot something." he turned, checking dixy. "oh, i forgot to say that you must not forget the office clerks, because you know they are all so fond of john." "what a wretch you are, ann penhallow! go in and repent." "i don't," and laughing, joyously, she stood and looked after the tall figure as he rode away happy and gaily singing, as he was apt to do if pleased, the first army carol the satisfaction of the moment suggested: come out to the stable as soon as you 're able, and see that the horses that they get some corn. for if you don't do it, the colonel will know it, and then you will rue it as sure as you're born. "ah!" said his wife, "how he goes back--always goes back--to the wild army life when something pleases him. thank god that can never come again." she recalled her first year of married life, the dull garrison routine, the weeks of her husband's absences, and when the troop came back and there were empty saddles and weeping women. at dinner the squire must needs drink the young cadet's health and express to rivers his regret that there was not a west point for leila. mrs. ann was of opinion that she had had too much of it already. rivers agreed with his hostess, and in one of his darkest days won the privilege of long silences by questioning the squire in regard to the studies and life at west point, while mrs. ann more socially observant than her husband saw how moody was rivers and with what effort he manufactured an appearance of interest in the captain's enthusiasm concerning educative methods at the great army school. she was relieved when he carried off rivers to the library. "it is chilly, mark; would you like a fire?" he asked. "yes, i am never too warm." the squire set the logs ablaze. "no pipe, mark?" "not yet." he stretched out his lean length before the ruddy birch blaze and was silent. the squire watched him and made no attempt to disturb the deep reverie in which the young clergyman remained. at last the great grey eyes turned from the fire, and rivers sat up in his chair, as he said, "you must have seen how inconsiderately i have allowed my depression to dismiss the courtesies of life. i owe you and my dear mrs. penhallow both an apology and an explanation."-- "but really, mark--" "oh, let me go on. i have long wanted to talk myself out, and as often my courage has failed. i have had a most unhappy life, penhallow. all the pleasant things in it--the past few years--have been given me here. i married young--" "one moment, mark. before you came to us the bishop wrote me in confidence of your life. not even mrs. penhallow has seen that letter." "then you knew--but not all. now i have had a sad relief. he told you of--well, of my life, of my mother's hopeless insanity--and the rest." "yes--yes--all, i believe--all." "not quite all. i have spent a part at least of every august with her; now at last she is dead. but my family story has left with me the fear of dying like my brothers or of becoming as she became. when i came to you i was a lonely soul, sick in mind and weak in body. i am better--far better--and now with some renewal of hope and courage i shall face my world again. you have had--you will have charity for my days of melancholy. i never believed that a priest should marry--and yet i did. i suffered, and never again can i dream of love. i am doubly armed by memory and by the horror of continuing a race doomed to disaster. there you have it all to my relief. there is some mysterious consolation in unloading one's mind. how good you have been to me! and i have been so useless--so little of what i might have been." penhallow rose, set a hand on rivers's shoulder, seeing the sweat on his forehead and the appeal of the sad eyes turned up to meet his gaze. "what," he said, "would our children have been without you? god knows i have been a better man for your company, and the mills--the village--how can you fail to see what you have done--" "no--no--i am a failure. it may be that the moods of self-reproach are morbid. that too torments me. even to-day i was thinking of how christ would have dealt with that miserable man, peter lamb, and how uncharitable i was, how crude, how void of sympathy--" "you--you--" said penhallow, as he moved away. "my own regret is that i did not turn him over to the law. well, points of view do differ curiously. we will let him drop. he will come to grief some day. and now take my thanks and my dear ann's for what you have told me. let us drop that too. take a pipe." "no, i must go. i am the easier in my mind, but i am tired and not at all in the pipe mood." he went out through the hall, and with a hasty "good-night" to his hostess and "pleasant dreams--or none," went slowly down the avenue. the woman he left, with her knitting needles at rest a moment, was considering the man and his moods with such intuitive sympathy and comprehension as belongs to the sex which is physiologically the more subject to abrupt changes in the climate of the mind. as her husband entered, she began anew the small steadying industry for which man has no substitute. "upon my word, james, when you desire to exchange confidences, you must get further away from me." "you don't mean me to believe you overheard our talk in the library, with the door closed and the curtain across it." her acuteness of hearing often puzzled him, and he had always to ask for proof. she nodded gay assurance, and said again, ceasing to knit, "i overheard too much--oh, not all--bits--enough to trouble me. i moved away so as not to hear. all i care to know is how to be of real service to a friend to whom we owe so much." "i want you--in fact, mark wants you--to hear in full what you know in part." "well, james, i have very little curiosity about the details of the misfortunes of my friends unless to know is to obtain means of helpfulness." "you won't get any here, i fear, but as he has been often strange and depressed and, as he says, unresponsive to your kindness, he does want you now to see what cause there was." "very well, if he wants it. i see you have a letter." "yes, i kept it. it was marked strictly confidential--i hate that--" she smiled as he added, "it seems to imply the possibility of indiscretion on my part." "oh, james! oh, you dear man!" and she laughed outright, liking to tease where she deeply loved, knowing him through and through, as he never could know her. then she saw that he was not in the mood for jesting with an edge to it; nor was she. "at all events, you did not let me see that letter--now i am to see it." "yes, you are to see it. you might at any time have seen it." "yes, read it to me." "when our good bishop sent mark rivers here to us, he wrote me this letter--" "well, go on." "my dear sir: i send you the one of my young clergy with whom i am the most reluctant to part. you will soon learn why, and learning will be thankful. but to make clear to you why i urge him--in fact, order him to go--requires a word of explanation. he is now only twenty-six years of age but looks older. he married young and not wisely a woman who lived a childlike dissatisfied life, and died after two years. one of his brothers died an epileptic; the other, a promising lawyer, became insane and killed himself. this so affected their widowed mother that she fell into a speechless melancholy and has ever since been in the care of nurses in a farmer's family--a hopeless case. i became of late alarmed at his increasing depression and evident failure in bodily strength. he was advised to take a small country parish, and so i send him to you and my friend, mrs. penhallow, sure that he will give as much as he gets. i need not say more. he is well worth saving--one of god's best--with too exacting a conscience--learned, eloquent and earnest, and to end, a gentleman." "there is a lot more about indian missions, which i think are hopeless, but i sent him a cheque, of course." "i supposed, james, that his depression was owing to his want of vigorous health. now i see, but how very sorrowful it is! what else is there? i did not mean to listen, but something was said about his mother." "yes. he has spent with her a large part of every august--he called it his holiday. my god, ann! poor fellow! this august she died. it must be a relief." "perhaps." "oh, surely. this is all, ann." "i wish you had been less discreet long ago, james. i think that the bishop knowing how sensitive, how very reticent mark is, meant only that he should not learn what was confided to you." "i never thought of that, ann. you may be right." she made no further comment, except to say, "but to know clears the air and leaves me free to talk to him at need." penhallow felt that where he himself might be a useless confessor, his wife was surely to be trusted. "if, ann, the man could only be got on to the back of a horse--" she won the desirable relief of laughter, and the eyes that were full of the tears of pity for this disastrous life overflowed of a sudden with mirth at the squire's one remedy for the troubles of this earthly existence. "oh, i am in earnest," he said. "now i must write to john." when after a week or more she did talk to mark rivers, he was the better for it and felt free to speak to her as a younger man may to an older woman and can rarely do to the closest of male friends, for, after all, most friendships have their personal limitations and the man who has not both men and women friends may at some time miss what the double intimacies alone can give. * * * * * the uneasy sense of something lost was more felt than mentioned that fall at grey pine, where quick feet on the stair and the sound of young laughter were no longer heard. rivers saw too how distinctly the village folk missed these gay young people. mrs. crocker, of the shop where everything was to be bought, bewailed herself to rivers, who was the receiver of all manner of woes. "mrs. penhallow is getting to be so particular no one knows where to find her. you would never think it, sir, but she says my tea is not fit to drink, and she is going to get her sugar from philadelphia. it's awful! she says it isn't as sweet as it used to be--as if sugar wasn't always the same--" "which it isn't," laughed rivers. "and my tea!--then here comes in the squire to get a dog-collar, and roars to my poor deaf job, 'that last tea was the best we have ever had. send five pounds to dr. mcgregor from me--charge it to me--and a pound to mrs. lamb.' it wasn't but ten minutes later. do set down, mr. rivers." he accepted the chair she dusted with her apron and quietly enjoyed the little drama. the facts were plain, the small influential motives as clear. secure of her hearer, mrs. crocker went on: "i was saying it wasn't ten minutes later that same morning mrs. penhallow came down on me about the sugar and the tea--worst she ever had. she--oh, lord!--she wouldn't listen, and declared that she would return the tea and get sugar from town." "pretty bad that," said rivers, sympathetic. "did she send back the tea?" "no, sir. in came pole grinning that very evening. he said she had made an awful row about the last leg of mutton he sent. pole said she was that bad--she didn't show no temper, but she kept on a sort of quiet mad about the mutton." "well, what did pole do?" "you'd never guess. it was one of the squire's own sheep. pole he just sent her the other leg of the same sheep!" again the rector laughed. "well, and what did mrs. penhallow do?" "she told him that was all right. pole he guessed i'd better send her a pound of the same tea." "did you?" "i did--ain't heard yet. now what would you advise? never saw her this way before." "well," said rivers, "tell her how the town misses leila and john." "they do. i do wonder if it's just missing those children upsets her so." whether his advice were taken or not, rivers did not learn directly, but mrs. crocker said things were better when next they met, and the clergyman asked no questions. penhallow had his own distracting troubles. the financial condition which became serious in the spring and summer of was beginning to cause him alarm, and soon after the new year came in he felt obliged to talk over his affairs and to advise his wife to loan the mill company money not elsewhere to be had except at ruinous interest. she wished simply to give him the sum needed, but he said no, and made clear to her why he required help. she was pleased to be consulted, and showing, as usual, notable comprehension of the business situation, at once did as he desired. rivers not aware of what was so completely occupying penhallow's mind, wondered later why he would not discuss the decision of the supreme court in the dred scott case and did not share his own indignation. "but," he urged, "it declares the missouri compromise not warranted by the constitution!" "i can't talk about it, mark," said penhallow, "i am too worried by my own affairs." then rivers asked no further questions; he hoped he would read the masterly dissenting opinion of justices mclean and curtis. penhallow returned impatiently that he had no time, and that the slavery question were better left to the decision of "chief justice time." it was unlike the squire, and rivers perplexed and more or less ignorant concerning his friend's affairs left him, in wonder that what was so angrily disturbing the northern states should quite fail to interest penhallow. meanwhile there were pleasant letters from leila. she thought it hard to be denied correspondence with john, and wrote of the satisfaction felt by her uncle henry and his friends in regard to the dred scott decision. she had been wise enough to take her uncle charles's advice and to hold her republican tongue, as he with a minority in baltimore was wisely doing. the money crisis came with full force while the affairs of kansas were troubling both north and south. in august there was widespread ruin. banks failed, money was held hard, contracts were broken and to avoid a worse calamity the penhallow mills discharged half of the men. meanwhile under governor walker's just and firm rule, for a brief season 'bleeding kansas' was no longer heard of. to add to the confusion of parties, douglas broke with the administration and damaged the powerful democratic machine when he came out with changed opinions and dauntless courage against the new lecompton constitution. in june leila's school life came to a close, and to the delight of her relations she came home. when that afternoon rivers came into the hall, a tall young woman rose of a sudden and swept him a curtsey, saying, "i am leila grey, sir. please to be glad to see me." "good gracious, leila! you are a woman!" "and what else should i be?" "alas! what? my little friend and scholar--oh! the evil magic of time." "oh! friend--friend!" she exclaimed, "then, now, and always." she gave him both hands. "yes, always," he said quickly. "and this," he said to himself, "is the child who used to give me the morning kiss. it is very wonderful!" "i really think, aunt ann, that mr. rivers just for a moment did not know me." "indeed! that must have amused him." "oh, here is james." there was laughter at dinner and a little gay venture into the politics of leila's school, which appeared to have been disagreeable to miss grey. rivers watched the animated face as she gave her account of how the school took a vote in the garden and were all democrats. the squire a little puzzled by his wife's evident disinclination to interfere with the dinner-table politics got a faint suspicion that here had come into grey pine a new and positive influence. he was more surprised that mrs. ann asked, "what did you say, leila?" "i? now, aunt ann, what would you have done or said?" "oh, voted with the democrats, of course." "oh, mrs. penhallow!" cried the rector. the squire much amused asked, "well, leila, did you run away?" "i--oh, uncle jim! i said i was a democrat--i voted the democratic ticket." "did you?" exclaimed rivers. "so james penhallow and my brother charles have lost a republican vote," laughed ann. "but, aunt ann, i added that i was a douglas democrat." the squire exploded into peals of laughter. ann said, "for shame!" "they decided to lynch me, but no one of them could catch me before miss mayo appeared on the playground and we all became demure as pussy cats. she was cross." "she was quite right," said her aunt. "i do not see why girls should be discussing politics." rivers became silently regardant, and penhallow frowning sat still. the anticipated bolt had fallen--it fell in vain. leila did not accept the decree, but defended herself gaily. "aunt ann," she said, "douglas is right, or at least half right. and do tell me how old must a girl be before she has a right to think?" "think! oh, if you like, think. but, my dear leila, your uncle, mr. rivers and i, although we think and hold very diverse opinions, feel that on such matters discussion only leaves a sting, and so we tacitly leave it out of our talk. there, my dear, you have my opinion." there was a moment of silence. leila looked up. "oh, my dear aunt ann, if you were on the side of old nick, mr. rivers wouldn't care a penny less for you, and i never could see why to differ in talk about politics is going to hurt past anything love could accept. aunt helen and uncle charles both talk politics and they do love one another, although aunt helen is tremendously democratic." "my dear leila!" "oh, aunt ann! i will not say a word more if you want me to hold my tongue." "wouldn't the other way be more wholesome on the whole?" said rivers. "i have long thought so," said the squire. "there are ways and ways--" "perhaps," said ann. "shall you ride with your uncle tomorrow, leila?" "oh, shall i! i long for it--i dream about it. may i ride dixy, uncle jim?" "yes, if you have a riding-habit you can wear. we will see to that. you have grown a good bit, but i fancy we can manage." "and how is pole, aunt; and the doctor and crocker and his fat wife--oh, and everybody?" "oh, much, as usual. we had a skirmish about mutton, but the last pole sent is good--in fact, excellent. he needs watching." then the talk fell on the lessened work at the mills, and there being now four players the squire had his whist again, and later carried rivers away to smoke in the library, leaving ann and leila. as the library door closed, leila dropped on a cushion at her aunt's feet, and with her head in ann's lap expressed her contentment by a few moments of silence. then sitting up, she said, "i am so happy i should like to purr. i was naughty at dinner, but it was just because i wanted to make uncle jim laugh. he looks--don't you think he looks worried, aunt? is it the mills and--the men out of work? dear aunt ann, how can one keep on not talking about politics and things that are next to one's religion--and concerning our country--my country?" ann made no direct reply, but went back to what was nearer than any creed of politics. "yes, dear. when one big thing worries james, then everything worries him. the state of the money market makes all business difficult, and he feels uncomfortable because the mill company is in want of work, and because their debts are overdue and not likely to be paid in full or at all." "i wish i could do something to help uncle jim." "you can ride with him and i cannot. you can talk to him without limitations; i cannot. he is reasonable about this grave question of slavery. he does not think it right; i do--oh, good for master and best for the black. when, soon after our marriage, we spoke of it, he was positive and told me to read what washington had said about slavery. we were both young and said angry things which left a pang of remembrance. after that we were careful. but now this terrible question comes up in the village and in every paper. it will get worse, and i see no end to it." leila was silent, remembering too her aunt's share in josiah's escape. the advice implied in her aunt's frank talk she saw was to be accepted. "i will remember, aunt ann." at least she was free to talk to her uncle. "has any one heard of josiah?" asked leila. "no, i was sorry for him. he had so many good traits. i think he would have been more happy if he had remained with his master." leila had her doubts, but was self-advised to say no more than, "i often think of him. now i shall go to bed." "yes, you must be tired." "i am never tired, but to be free to sit up late or go to bed and read what i want to--and to ride! good-night. i can write to john--now there's another bit of freedom. oh, dear, how delightful it all is!" she went upstairs thinking how hard it would be to keep off of the forbidden ground, and after all was her aunt entirely wise? well, there was uncle jim and john. while this talk went on the rector alone with his host said, "you are evidently to have a fresh and very positive factor in your household life--" "hush," said the squire. "talk low--ann penhallow has incredible hearing." "true--quite true--i forgot. how amazingly the child has changed. she will be a useful ferment, i fancy. how strange it is always--this abrupt leap of the girl into the heritage of womanhood. the boy matures slowly, by imperceptible gradations. now leila seems to me years older than john, and the change is really somewhat startling; but then i have seen very little of young women. there is the girl, the maid, the woman." "oh, but there is boy, lad, and man." "not comparable, squire; continuously growing in one case, and in the other developmental surprises and, ever after, fall and rise of energy. the general trouble about understanding women is that men judge them by some one well-known woman. i heard a famous doctor say that no man need pretend to understand women unless he had been familiar with sick women." the squire recalling the case of ann penhallow was silent. the clergyman thinking too of his own bitter experience lapsed into contemplative cleaning of a much valued meerschaum pipe. the squire not given to morbid or other psychological studies made brief reply. "i hope that leila will remain half boy." "too late, squire--too late. you've got a woman on your hands. there will be two heads to grey pine." "and may i ask where do i come in?" he was at times almost dull-witted, and yet in danger swift to think and quick to act. rivers filling the well-cleaned pipe looked up. there was something of unwonted gaiety in the moving face-lines which frame the eyes and give to them the appearance of change of expression. "my dear friend, you were as dough that is kneaded in the hands of leila, the girl; you will be no less so now in the hands of this splendid young woman." "oh, now--by george! rivers, you must think me--" "think you! oh, like other men. and as concerns mrs. ann, there will sometimes be a firm alliance with leila before which you will wilt--or--no, i will not venture further." "you had better not, or you may fail like other prophets." "no, i was thinking as you spoke of the fact that leila has seen a good deal of a very interesting society in baltimore, and has had the chance, and i am sure the desire, to hear more of the wild southern party-talk than most girls have." "yes, she has been in both camps." "and always was and is, i fancy, eagerly curious in the best sense. more than my dear mrs. ann, she has wide intellectual sympathies--and appetites." "that's a very fine phrase, mark." "isn't it, squire? i was also comparing in my mind john's want of association with men of his own social accident of position. he lived here with some rough country lads and with you and me. he has had no such chance as leila's." "oh, the point will mature him. then two years on the plains--and after that the mills." "perhaps--two years! but, penhallow, who can dare to predict what god has in store for us. two years!" "yes--too true--who can! just now we are financially diseased, and men are thinking more of the bread and butter and debts of to-morrow than of mr. buchanan in the toils of his southern cabinet." "that's so. good-night." leila took upstairs with her john's last letter to her aunt, and sitting down read it eagerly: "west point. "my dear aunt: the life here, as i wrote you, is something almost monastic in its systematic regularity, and its despotic claims on one's time. it leaves small leisure for letters except on sundays; and if a fellow means to be well placed, even then he is wise to do some work. the outside world seems far away, and we read and can read few papers. "i am of uncle jim's politics, but although there are many pretty sensitive cadets from the south, some of them my friends, there is so pleasant a camaraderie among us that there are few quarrels, and certainly none of the bitterness of the two sections. "i think i may have told you that we have no furlough until we have been here two years, but i hope some time for a visit from uncle jim and you, or at least from him and leila. how she would enjoy it! the wonderful beauty of the great river in the embrace of these wooded mountains, the charm of the heroic lives it has nourished and the romance of its early history are delightful--" "enjoy it," murmured leila, "oh, would i not indeed!" then she read on: "tell leila to write me all about the horses and the town, and if josiah has been heard of. tom mcgregor writes me that after he is graduated next year, he means to try for a place in the army and get a year or two of army life before he settles down to help his father. so it takes only two years to learn how to keep people alive and four to learn how to kill them." "i wonder who john means to kill." she sat in thought a while, and rising to undress said, "he must be greatly changed, my dear boy, jack. jack!" chapter xvi the widespread disapproval at the north of the dred scott decision was somewhat less manifest in the middle months of the year because of the general financial distress, which diverted attention from what was so agreeable to the slave states, where in fact the stringency in the money market had been felt but little. at grey pine, as elsewhere in pennsylvania, the evil influence of the depression in trade was felt as never before. more men were discharged, and penhallow and his wife practised economy which to him was difficult and distasteful. to limit expenditure on herself was of little moment to ann penhallow, but to have to limit her ability to give where more and more were needing help was to her at least a hard trial. with the spring of , business had begun to revive, while more bitterness arose when in the senatorial contest stephen douglas encountered the soil-born vigorous intellect of the little known lawyer lincoln. the debate put fresh life into the increasing power of the republican party in the west. "listen to this," said rivers to the squire in july of . "here is a new choice. long ago i got touch of this man, when he said, 'a house divided against itself cannot stand.'" he went on to read aloud parts of the famous speech. leila sitting with them on the porch looked round to hear her uncle's comment. he said, "it is too radical, rivers. it leaves no chance for compromise--it is a declaration of war." "it is god's truth," said rivers. "the democrats will rejoice," said penhallow. "the administration will be as i am against douglas and against this man's views." "i wish he were even more of an abolitionist, squire. the right to life, liberty and the pursuit of happiness, ought to apply to all men, black and white." "yes, but are there to be further applications. shall your free black vote? does he say that?" "no, but i do." "good gracious!" exclaimed the squire. "i move we adjourn. here comes ann." keen to have the last word, rivers urged, "he is not against some fugitive-slave law--not for abolition of slavery in the district of columbia--or the slave trade between the states." "but," said leila, "i read it all last night in my room. he said it was the right and duty of congress to prohibit slavery in all the territories." "the right," said penhallow, "miss politician?" "and the duty," returned rivers. they rose as ann came up the steps. billy was carrying the baskets she had emptied in the village, and as usual with ann when there had been much to do, she came home, rivers said, refreshed by the exercise of her gentle despotisms as a man may be by use of competent muscles. "you are all struck dumb," she cried. "i smell the sulphur of bad politics." "i'm for buch and breck," said billy. "misses she give me a dollar to vote for buchanan, i know--" leila delightedly encouraged him. "did you?" "no, it was for poll-tax. take in those baskets at once," said ann. "yes, ma'am. bought a fishing-pole." the confusion of mind which had made this practical use of ann's mild political contribution was new to the squire, and deliciously funny to leila. penhallow laughed outright. rivers was silent watching mrs. ann. to his surprise, she said, "you are bad--all of you. if the women could vote we would cease to have trouble. it may please you all to know that since that idiot pole has mortgaged his farm to swallow and bought out the butcher at the mills, he has repented of his democratic wickedness and says, 'after all the squire was right.'" "and where, my dear, did you get all this gossip?" asked penhallow. "it is complicated; ask pole." "i could guess," laughed leila. "and i," cried the squire. "you will all suffer," cried ann, "and don't complain, james penhallow, if tough beef is the final result of political complications." whereupon she gathered her skirts and fled laughing. "pole will pay dearly," said the squire, who was secretly securing meat for the discharged mill-hands and understood what had influenced pole. grey pine and westways during the summer and fall of felt, like many in the northern states, the need to live with economy. want of employment added to the unrest, and the idle men found time to discuss the angry politics which rang through the debates in the senate. the changed tariff on iron, to which pennsylvania was always selfishly sensitive, affected the voting, and penhallow was pleased when the administration suffered disaster in the october elections. all parties--republican, american and douglas democrats--united to cast discredit on the president's policy, but penhallow knew that the change of duties on iron had little to do with the far-spread ruin of trade and manufactures the result of long credits and the careless finance of an over-prosperous people. the electoral results were looked upon as a republican victory. he so explained it on a november afternoon, as he rode through the still forest with leila grey, when the faint haze and warmer days told of that mysterious arrest of decay we call the indian summer. as they rode, the long lapses into silence told of the pleasant relations of two people entirely at ease with one another. now it was a question asked--and now quick discussion. she had slowly won with maidenhood what few children have, more or less of the varied forms of imagination, which once had rather amused or puzzled her in john penhallow. her uncle, who thought slowly unless in danger, rode on with his mind upon a small order for rails and was far from feeling the mystery of the autumn days. the girl beside him was reading into the slow rocking to and fro of the falling leaves some reluctance to become forever a part of the decaying mould. "please, uncle jim, don't trot. let them walk. it is so full of tender deaths." "what do you mean, leila?--as if death were ever beautiful or tender. you and your aunt bother me with your absurd manufacture of some relation to nature--" "oh, uncle jim! once i saw you pat a big pine and say 'how are you, old fellow?' i told john it was nonsense, but he said it was fine." "oh, but that was a tree." leila laughed. "of that there can be no doubt." "well, and what of it? it was half fun. you and john and your aunt sit up and explode into enthusiasm over verse, when it could all be said far better in simple prose." "i should like to put that to the test some night." "not i, miss grey. i have no poetry in me. i am cold prose through and through." "you--you!" she cried. "some people like poetry--some people are poetry." "what--what?" "wasn't your hero cromwell just magnificent, stately blank verse?" "what confounded nonsense!" she glanced at the manly figure with the cavalry seat, erect, handsome, to her heroic--an ideal gentleman in all his ways. "stuff and nonsense!" he added. "well, uncle jim--to talk prose--the elections please you?" "yes. the north is stiffening up. it is as well. did you see what seward said, 'an irrepressible conflict,' and that man lincoln, 'the house divided against itself cannot stand'? now i should like to think them both wrong." "and do you not?" she asked. "no. some devilish fate seems to be at the helm, as rivers says. we avoid one rock to fall into wild breakers of exasperation; with fugitive-slave cases on one side, and on the other importations of slaves. where will it end?" "but what would you do, uncle?" "oh, amend the fugitive-slave law. try the cases by jury. let slavery alone to cure itself, as it would in time. it would if we let it alone." "and kansas?" asked leila. "oh, douglas is right, but his view of the matter will never satisfy the south nor the extreme men at the north. my dear leila, the days are dark and will be darker, and worst of all they really think we are afraid." his face grew stern. "i hate to talk about it. have you heard from john lately?" "yes, only last week." "and you write to him, of course?" "yes, i answer his letters. aunt ann writes every sunday. are things better at the mills?" "rather. now for a gallop--it puts me always in a more hopeful humour. don't let your aunt overwork you, leila; she will." "she can't, uncle jim." it was true. leila gently rebelled against incessant good works--sewing-classes for the village girls, sunday school, and the endless errands which left no time for books. her occasional walks with marks rivers enabled her to form some clear idea of the difference of opinion which so sharply divided parties north of maryland. his own belief was that slavery was a sinful thing with which there should be no truce and no patient waiting upon the influence of time. he combated the squire's equally simple creed--the unbroken union of the states. she fought the rector hard, to his delight. far more pleasant on three afternoons in the week were the lessons in italian with her aunt, and rivers's brilliant commentary on dante. the months ran on into and through the winter, with an economical christmas to ann's regret. * * * * * as a rule the political contests of our country go on without deeply affecting the peace of families. in the cotton states opinion was or had to appear to be at one. in the north the bitterness and unreason of limited groups of anti-slavery people excited the anger of men who saw in their ways and speeches continual sources of irritation, which made all compromise difficult. the strife of parties where now men were earnest as they never were before since revolutionary days was felt most seriously in the border states. "james," said ann after breakfast, when leila had gone to dress for a ride, "i think i ought to tell you that i have had this morning letters from both my brothers. i wrote, you know, asking them to bring the girls to us. leila is too much alone. they both decline. charles has come out for the republicans, and now--it is too dreadful--they do not speak. charles tells me there is a strong minority with him and that the state is not all for the south. i cannot believe it." "indeed!" he was not altogether displeased. "i am sorry for you, ann, as their sister." "and as a man, you are not! where will it all end? there is neither charity nor reason at the north. i am disturbed for our country." "you ask where it will all end. where will it end? god alone knows. let us at least wait quietly the course of events we cannot control. i at least try to be reasonable." he left her standing in tears, for which he had no comfort in thought or word. over all the land, north and south, there were such differences of opinion between wife and husband, brothers, friends and kinsmen. as he stood at the door about to ride to the mills he looked back and heard her delayed comment. "one moment, james--" "oh, what is the matter?" cried leila at the foot of the stairs. to see ann penhallow in tears was strange indeed. her uncle standing with his hand on his wife's shoulder had just spoken. turning to leila, he said: "your aunt and i have had some unpleasant news from your uncles in baltimore--a political quarrel." "i knew it in the spring, uncle jim." the girl's thoughtful reticence surprised him. neither to him nor to ann had she said a word of this family feud. "thank you, leila," murmured her aunt. the squire wondered why, as her aunt added, "i am greatly troubled. we have always been a most united family; but, dear, this--this has brought home to me, as nothing else has, the breaking up of the ties which bound the south and north together. it is only the sign of worse things to come." "but, ann," said penhallow, "i must say"--a sharp grip on his arm by leila's hand stopped him. he checked himself in time--"it is all very sad, but neither you nor i can help it." "that is too true, james. i should not have said what i did. i want to see one of the men at the mills. his children are ill, his wife is in great distress." "i will drive you myself this morning. i will send dixy away and order the gig." "thank you; i shall like that, james." meanwhile leila rode away, having in a moment of tactful interference made her influence felt. she was well aware of it and smiled as she walked her horse down the avenue, murmuring, "i suppose i shall catch it from uncle jim." and then, "no, he will be glad i pinched him, but he did look cross for a moment." no word of the family dissension reached john in their ever cheerful letters. on a wild windy afternoon in february, the snow falling heavily, leila on her way to the village rang at the rector's door. getting no answer, she went in and passing through the front room knocked at the library door. "come in." rivers was at his table in a room littered with books and newspapers. the gentle smile of his usual greeting was missing. she saw at once that he was in one of his moods of melancholy--rare of late. her eyes quick to see when she was interested noted that where he sat there was neither book nor paper in front of him. he rose as she entered, tall, stooping, lean, and so thin-featured that his large eyes were the more notable. "aunt ann has a cold, and joe grace was at the house to say that his father is ill, and aunt wishes you to go with me and see what is wanted. he has no way to send for the doctor; and so you see, as he is in bed, you must go with me." "oh, i saw him this morning. it is of no moment. i did what was needed." "but i have to see mrs. lamb too. come for the walk. it is blowing a gale and the snow is splendid--do come." of late he had rarely walked with her. he hesitated. "do come." "if i die of cold, leila." "die! you do not take exercise enough to keep your blood in motion. come, please!" he said no more except "wait a moment," and returned fitly clad. a fury of charging battalions of snow met them in the avenue. she faced it gallantly, joyous and rosy. he bent to avoid the sting of the driven snow, shivering, and more at ease when in the town the houses broke the force of the gale. "you won't need to go to grace's," he urged. "i am under orders. don't you know aunt ann?" presently plunging through the snow-drifts they came into the dreary disordered back room which had so troubled penhallow. it was cold with that indoor cold which is so unpleasant. joe grace came in--a big strapping young fellow. "i came from the farm and found father in bed and no wood in the stack. some one has just fetched a load." he began to make a fire. "go up to your father," said rivers. "make a fire in his room. you ought to have come sooner. oh, that poor helpless baptist saint--there isn't much wrong, but the man is half frozen--and it is so needless." "come," said leila. "does he require anything?" "no, i saw to that." as he spoke, he piled log on log and warmed his long thin hands. "wait a little, leila." she sat down, while the loose casements rattled. "leila," he said, "there is no chance to talk to you at grey pine. i am troubled about these, my friends. what i now have of health and mental wholesomeness in my life, i owe to them. i came hither a broken, hopeless man. now they are in trouble." she looked up at him in some surprise at his confession. "i want to help them. your uncle told me of your aunt's new distress and the cause. then i made him talk business, and asked him to let me lend him thirty thousand dollars. he said no, but i did see how it pleased him. he said that it would be lost. at all events his refusal was decisive." "but," said leila, increasingly surprised, "that was noble of you." "nonsense, my dear leila; i have more than i need--enough to help others--and would still have enough." she had a feeling of astonishment at the idea of his being so well-off, and now from his words some explanation of the mysterious aid which had so helped at the mills and so puzzled mrs. ann. why had he talked to her? he himself could not have told why. as he stood at the fire he went on talking, while she made her quick mental comments. "you call it noble. it is a rather strange thing; but to go to a friend in financial despair with a cheque-book is a test of friendship before which many friendships fail. before my uncle left me rich beyond my needs, i had an unpleasant experience on a small scale, but it was a useful example in the conduct of life." he paused for a moment, and then said, "i shall try the squire again." "i think you will fail--i know uncle jim. but what you tell me--is it very bad? i mean, is he--are the mills--likely to fail?" "that depends as i see it on the summer nominations and the fall elections, and their result no one can predict. the future looks to me full of peril." "but why?" she asked, and had some surprise when he said, "i have lived in the south. i taught school in macon. i know the south, its increasing belief in the despotic power of cotton and tobacco, its splendid courage, and the sense of mastery given by the ownership of man. why do i talk my despair out to a young life like yours? i suppose confession to be a relief--the tears of the soul. i suppose it is easier to talk to a woman." "then why not to aunt ann?" thought leila, as he went on to say, "i have often asked myself why confession is such a relief." he smiled as he added, "i wonder if st. francis ever confessed to monica." then he was silent, turning round before the fire, unwilling to leave it. leila had been but recently introduced to the knowledge of st. francis, and was struck with the oddity of representing monica; and the tall, gaunt figure with the sad eyes, as the joyful st. francis. "now, i must go home," he said. "indeed, no! you are to go with me to the post-office and then to see mrs. lamb." he had some pleasant sense of liking to be ordered about by this young woman. as they faced the snow, he asked, "how tall are you, leila?" "five feet ten inches and--to be accurate--a quarter. why do you ask?" "idle curiosity." "curiosity is never idle, mr. rivers. it is industrious. i proved that in a composition i wrote at school. it did bother miss mayo." "i should think it might," said rivers. "any letters, mrs. crocker?" "no, sir; none for squire's folk. two newspapers. awful cold, miss leila. molasses so hard to-day, had to be chopped--" "oh, now, mrs. crocker!" the fat post-mistress was still handling the pile of finger-soiled letters. "oh, there's one for mrs. lamb." "we are going there. i'll take it." "thanks, miss. she's right constant in coming for letters, but the letters they don't come, and now here's one at last." leila tucked it into her belt. "i tell you, miss leila, a post-office is a place to make you laugh one day and cry the next. when you see a girl from the country come here twice a week for maybe two months and then go away trying that hard to make believe it wasn't of any account. there ought to be some one to write 'em letters--just to say, 'don't cry, he'll come.' it might be a queer letter." rivers wondered at the very abrupt and very american introduction of unexpected sentiment and humour. "let me know and i'll write them, mrs. crocker," cried leila. she had the very youthful reflection that it was odd for such a fat woman to be sentimental. "i should like to open all the letters for a week, mrs. crocker," said rivers. "wouldn't uncle sam make a row?" "he would, indeed!" "idle curiosity," laughed leila, as they went out into the storm. he made no reply and reflected on this young woman's developmental change and the gaiety which he so lacked. leila, wondering what peter wrote to the lonely old widow, went to look for her in the kitchen, while rivers sat down in the neatly kept front room. he waited long. at last leila came out alone, and as they walked away she said, "the letter was from peter." "indeed!" "yes, i got it all out of her." "got what?" "she gets three dollars a week from aunt ann and all her vegetables from aunt ann, and she is all the time complaining to uncle jim. then, of course, uncle jim gives her more money--and peter gets it--" "where is he?" "oh, in philadelphia, and here and there." "you should tell the squire." "no, i think not." "perhaps--yes--perhaps you are right." and facing the wild norther she left him at his door and went homewards with a new burden of thought on her mind. the winter broke up and late in may penhallow left home on business. he wrote from philadelphia: "my dear ann: trade is dead, money still locked up, and the railways hesitating to give orders for much-needed rails. i have one small order, which will keep us going, but will hardly pay. "i never talk of the political disorder, but now you will feel as i do a certain dismay at the action of the vicksburg convention in the interest of the slave states. not all were represented--tennessee and florida voted against the resolution that all state and federal laws prohibiting the african slave trade ought to be repealed. south carolina to my surprise divided its vote; there were forty for, nineteen against this resolution. it seems made to exasperate the north and build up the republican party. i who am simply for the union most deeply regret this action. "i want leila to meet me here to-day week. we will take the steamer and go to west point, let her see the place, and bring john home for his month of furlough. "i have talked here to the mayor and other moderate union men, and find them more hopeful than i of a peaceful ending. "yours always, "james penhallow." chapter xvii when leila sat upon the upper deck of the great hudson river steamer, she was in a condition of excitement natural to an imaginative nature unused to travel. her mind was like a fresh canvas ready for the hand of the artist. she was wondering at times what john penhallow would look like after over two years of absence and hardly heard the murmur of talk around her, and was as unconscious of the interested glances of the young men attracted by the tall figure standing in the bow as the great river opened before her. "that," said her uncle, "is weehawken. there--just there--hamilton was killed by burr, and near by hamilton's son four years before was killed in a duel--a political quarrel." she knew the sad story well, and with the gift of visualization saw the scene and the red pistol-flashes which meant the death of a statesman of genius. "and there are the palisades, leila." the young summer was clothing the banks with leafage not yet dark green, and translucent in the morning sun. no railroads marred the loveliness of the lawns on the east bank, and the grey architecture of the palisades rose in solemn grandeur to westward. "it is full of history, leila. there is tarrytown, where andré was taken." she listened in silence. the day ran on--the palisades fell away. "dobbs's ferry, my dear;" and pointing across the river, "on that hill andré died." presently the mountains rose before them, and in the afternoon they drew up at the old wharf. "we stay at cozzen's hotel, leila. i will send on the baggage and we will walk up to the point." she hardly heard him. a tall young man in white pantaloons and blue jacket stood on the pier. "good gracious, uncle jim, it is john!" a strange sense of disappointed remembrance possessed her. the boy playmate of her youth was gone. he gave both hands of welcome, as he said, "by george, leila, i am glad to see you." "you may thank uncle for our visit. aunt ann was not very willing to part with me." he was about to make the obvious reply of the man, but refrained. they talked lightly of the place, of her journey, and at last he said very quietly, even coldly, as if it were merely a natural history observation, "you are amazingly grown, cousin leila. it is as well for cadets and officers that your stay is to be brief." "john, i have been in baltimore. you will have to put it stronger than that--i am used to it." "i will see if i can improve on it, leila." now this was not at all the way she meant to meet him, nor these the words they meant to use--or rather, she--for john penhallow had given it no thought, except to be glad as a child promised a gift and then embarrassed into a word of simple descriptive admiration. when john penhallow said, with a curious gravity and a little of his old formal manner, "i will reflect on it," she knew with the quick perception of her sex that here was a new masculine study for the great naturalist woman. the boy--the lad--she knew were no more. "who is that with uncle james?" she asked. "the commandant." "my niece, miss grey. colonel beauregard, my dear. let us walk up to the point." the commandant, who made good his name, took possession of the delighted young woman and carried her away to his home with penhallow, leaving the cadet to return to his routine of duty. as they parted, he said, "i am set free to-morrow, leila, at five, and excused from the afternoon parade. if you and uncle jim will walk up to port putnam, i will join you." "i will tell uncle jim. you will be at the hop of course? i have been thinking of nothing else for a week." "i may be late." "oh, why?" "we are in the midst of our examinations. even to get time for a walk with you and uncle was hard. i wrote uncle jim not to come now. he must have missed it." "and so i am to suffer." "i doubt the anguish," he returned, laughing, as he touched his cap, and left her to brief consideration of the cadet cousin. "uncle jim might have been just like that--looked like that. they are very unlike too. i used to be able to tell just what jack would do when we were children--don't think i can now. how tall he is and how handsome. the uniform is becoming. i wonder if i too am so greatly changed." it is well here to betray the secrets of the novelists' confessional. leila grey had seen in the south much of an interesting society where love affairs were brief, lightly taken, easily ended, or hardly more than the mid-air flirtations of butterflies. no such perilous approaches to the most intimate relations of men and women were for this young woman, on whom the love and tactful friendship of the married life of grey pine had left a lasting impression. one must have known her well to become aware of the sense of duty to her ideals which lay behind her alert appearance of joyous gaiety and capacity to see the mirthful aspects of life. once long ago the lad's moment of passionate longing had but lightly stirred the dreamless sleep of unawakened power to love. even the memory of john's boy-folly had faded with time. her relation to him had been little more than warm friendship. even that tie--and she was abruptly aware of it--had become less close. she was directly conscious of the fact and wondered if this grave young man felt as she did. she lay awake that night and wondered too if his ideals of heroism and ambition were still actively present, and where too was his imagination--ever on the wing and far beyond her mental flight? she also had changed. did he know it or care? then she dismissed him and fell asleep. as john penhallow near to noon came out a little weary and anxious from the examination ordeal, he chanced on his uncle and leila waiting with the officer of the day, who said to him, "after dinner you are free for the rest of the afternoon. mr. penhallow has asked me to relieve you." as he bade them good-morning, his uncle said, "how goes the examination?" "don't ask me yet, sir; but i cannot go home until the end of next week. then i shall know the result." "but what examination remains?" persisted the squire. "don't ask him, uncle jim." "well--all right." "thank you, leila. i am worn out. i am glad of a let-up. i dream equations and pontoon bridges--and i must do some work after dinner. then i will find you and uncle jim on fort putnam, at five." "i want to talk with beauregard," said penhallow, "about the south. leila can find her way." "i can," she said. "i want to sketch the river, and that will give me time." "oh, there goes the dinner call. come in at a quarter to one with uncle jim. i have leave to admit you. there will be something to interest you." "and what, john--men eating?" "no. one of my best friends, gresham from south carolina, has been ordered home by his father." "and why?" asked penhallow. "oh, merely because his people are very bitter, and, as he tells me, they write about secession as if it were merely needed to say to the north 'we mean to cut loose'--and go; it is just to be as simple as 'good-bye, children.' i think i wrote you, uncle, that we do not talk politics here, but this quiet assumption of being able to do with us what they please is not the ordinary tone of the southern cadets. now and then there is a row--" leila listened with interest and some presently gratified desire to hear her cousin declare his own political creed. she spoke, as they stood beside the staff from which the flag was streaming in the north wind, "would it not be better, john, as mr. rivers desires, to let the southern states go in peace?" as she spoke, she was aware of something more than being merely anxious that he should make the one gallant answer to the words that challenged opinion. the squire caught on to some comprehension of the earnestness with which she put the question. to his uncle's surprise, the cadet said, "ah, my dear leila, that is really asking me on which side i should be if we come to an open rupture." "i did not mean quite that, john, and i spoke rather lightly; but you do not answer." he somewhat resented this inquisition, but as he saw his uncle turn, apparently expectant, he said quietly and speaking with the low voice which may be so surpassingly expressive, "i hardly see, leila, why you put such a question to me here under the flag. if there is to be war--secession, i shall stand by the flag, my country, and an unbroken union." the young face flushed a little, the mouth, which was of singular beauty, closed with a grip on the strong jaw. then, to leila's surprise, the captain and john suddenly uncovered as music rang out from the quarters of the band. "why do you do that, uncle jim?" "don't you hear, leila? it is the 'star spangled banner'--we all uncover." here and there on the parade ground, far and near, officers, cadets and soldiers, stood still an instant bareheaded. "oh," murmured leila. "how wonderful! how beautiful!" surprised at the effect of this ceremonial usage upon herself, she stood a moment with that sense of constriction in the throat which is so common a signal of emotion. the music ceased, and as they moved on penhallow asked, "what about gresham, your friend?" "oh, you know, uncle, when a cadet resigns for any cause which involves no dishonour, we have a little ceremony. i want you to see it. no college has that kind of thing. don't be late. i will join you in time." the captain and leila attracted much attention from the cadets at dinner in the mess hall. "now, dear, look!" said penhallow. at the end of the long table a cadet rose--the captain of the corps in charge of the battalion. there was absolute silence. the young officer spoke: "you all know that to our regret one of us leaves to-day. mr. gresham, you have the privilege of calling the battalion to attention." a slightly built young fellow in citizen's dress rose at his side. for a moment he could not fully command his voice; then his tones rang clear: "most unwillingly i take my farewell. i am given the privilege of those who depart with honour. battalion! attention! god bless you! good-bye!" the class filed out, and lifting the departing man on their shoulders bore him down to the old south dock and bade him farewell. penhallow looked after them. "there goes the first, leila. there will be more--many more--to follow, unless things greatly change--and they will not. i hoped to take john home with us, but he will come in a week. i must leave to-morrow morning. john is in the dumps just now, but beauregard has only pleasant things to say of him. i wish he were as agreeable about the polities of his own state." "are they so bad?" "don't ask me, leila." the capital of available energy in the young may be so exhausted by mental labour, when accompanied by anxiety, that the whole body for a time feels the effect. muscular action becomes overconscious, and intense use of the mind seems to rob the motor centres of easy capacity to use the muscles. john penhallow walked slowly up the rough road to where the ruined bastions of port putnam rose high above the hudson. he was aware of being tired as he had not been for years. the hot close air and the long hours of concentration of mind left him discouraged as well as exhausted. he was still in the toils of the might-have-been, of that wasting process--an examination, and turning over in his mind logistics, logarithms, trajectories, equations, and a mob of disconnected questions. "oh, by george!" he exclaimed, "what's the worth while of it?" all the pleasantly estimated assets of life and love and friendship became unavailable securities in the presence of a mood of depression which came of breathing air which had lost its vitalizing ozone. and now at a turn in the road nature fed her child with a freshening change of horizon. looking up he saw a hawk in circling flight set against the blue sky. he never saw this without thinking of josiah, and then of prisoned things like a young hawk he had seen sitting dejected in a cage in the barracks. did he have dreams of airy freedom? it had affected him as an image of caged energy--of useless power. with contrasted remembrance he went back to the guarded procession of boys from the lyceum in france, the flower-stalls, and the bird-market, the larks singing merrily in their small wicker cages. yes, he had them--the two lines he wanted--a poet's condensed statement of the thought he could not fully phrase: ah! the lark! he hath the heaven which he sings,-- but my poor hawk hath only wings. the success of the capture of this final perfection of statement of his own thought refreshed him in a way which is one of the mysteries of that wild charlatan imagination, who now and then administers tonics to the weary which are of inexplicable value. john penhallow felt the sudden uplift and quickened his pace until he paused within the bastion lines of the fort. before him, with her back to him, sat leila. her hat lay beside her finished sketch. she was thinking that john penhallow, the boy friend, was to-day in its accepted sense but an acquaintance, of whom she desired, without knowing why, to know more. that he had changed was obvious. in fact, he had only developed on the lines of his inherited character, while in the revolutionary alterations of perfected womanhood she had undergone a far more radical transformation. the young woman, whom now he watched unseen, rose and stood on the crumbling wall. a roughly caressing northwest wind blew back her skirts. she threw out her wide-sleeved arms in exultant pleasure at the magnificence of the vast river, with its forest boundaries, and the rock-ribbed heights of crow's nest. as she stood looking "taller than human," she reminded him of the figure of victory he had seen as a boy on the stairway of the louvre. he stood still--again refreshed. the figure he then saw lived with him through life, strangely recurrent in moments of peril, on the march, or in the loneliness of his tent. "good evening," he said as he came near. she sat down on the low wall and he at her feet. "ah, it is good to get you alone for a quiet talk, leila." she was aware of a wild desire to lay a hand among the curls his cadet-cropped hair still left over his forehead. "do you really like the life here, john?" "oh, yes. it is so definite--its duties are so plain--nothing is left to choice. like it? yes, i like it." "but, isn't it very limited?" "all good education must be--it is only a preparation; but one's imagination is free--as to a man's future, and as to ambitions. there one can use one's wings." she continued her investigation. "then you have ambitions. yes, you must have," she cried with animation. "oh, i want you to have them--ideals too of life. we used to discuss them." he looked up. "you think i have changed. you want to know how. it is all vague--very vague. yet, i could put my creed of what conduct is desirable in life in a phrase--in a text." "do, john." she leaned over in her interest. "render unto caesar the things which are caesar's and to god the things which are god's." the seriousness of the upturned face for a moment kept her silently reflective. "caesar! what of caesar, john?" "my country, of course; that is simple. the rest, leila, covers all--almost all of life and needs no comment. but how serious we are. tell me all about home and the village and the horses and uncle jim. he has some grey hairs." "he may well have grey hairs, john. the times are bad. he is worried. imagine uncle jim economical!" "incredible." "yes. he told me that his talk with colonel beauregard had made him despair of a peaceful ending, and usually he is hopeful." "well, don't make me talk politics. we rarely do. isn't this outlook beautiful? people rarely come here and it often gives me a chance to be alone and to think." "and what do you think about, john?" she was again curious. "oh, many things, big and little. uncle jim, aunt ann, mr. rivers, dixy--hornets, muskrats," he laughed. she noted the omission of leila grey. "and what else?" "oh, the tragedy of arnold,--the pathos of washington's despair,--his words, 'who is there now i can trust?'" "it came home to me, john, this morning when colonel beauregard showed us the portraits of the major-generals of the revolution. i saw a vacant place and a tablet like the rest, but with 'major general--born ' and no name! i asked what it meant. the colonel said only, 'arnold.' that is too pitiful--and his wife--i read somewhere that she was young, beautiful, and innocent of his horrible treason." "yes, what crime could be worse than his, and, too, such a gallant soldier. let us walk around the fort. oh, by the way, i found here last week two continental buttons, third pennsylvania infantry. like to have them, leila? i thought you might." "would i like?" she took them eagerly. "they ought to be gilded and used as sleeve-links." but where she kept them john penhallow never knew. they did not make the sleeve-links for which she agreed they were so suitable. "isn't there a walk down through the woods?" asked leila. "yes, this way." leaving the road they followed a rough trail through the woods to a more open space half-way down the hill. here he paused. "this is our last chance to talk until i am at grey pine." "that will be very soon, john." she sat down amid numberless violets, adding, "there will be the hop to-night, as you call it." "yes, the hop. i forgot. you will give me the first dance?" to her surprise he asked no others. "cadets have to learn to dance, but baltimore may have left you critical." still on her investigation track, she returned, "oh, baltimore! it seems odd to me that i should have seen so much of the world of men and women and you who are older so little in this military monastery." he laughed outright. "we have the officers' families, and if we are allowed to visit, the kembles and gouverneurs and pauldings across the river--no better social life anywhere. and as for young women--sisters, cousins--_embarras de choix_, miss grey. they come in flocks like the blackbirds. i assure you that this branch of natural history is pretty well illustrated at the point. we are apt to be rather over-supplied in june." "indeed!--all sorts, i suppose." "yes, a variety, and just now three charming young women from the south." "rather a strong adjective--charming. i might hesitate to apply it to a whole flock. i think men are more apt to use it than women." "i stand by my adjective. take care of your laurels, miss grey. i am lucky enough to have two dances with miss ramsay. her brother is a cadet." "introduce him to me. what myriads of violets!" "do you remember how, when we were small, we used to fight violets?" "how long ago it seems, john. it must have been the first june after you appeared in that amazing cap and--the cane i have it yet. let's fight violets. it may have a charm to make me look young again--i feel so old sometimes." intent on her game, she was already gathering the flowers in her lap, while the young man a little puzzled and a little amused watched the face which she described for his benefit as needing to look young. she ran on gaily, "you will pick five and i will pick five. i never heard of any other children fighting violets. it is a neglected branch of education. i got it from the westways children. now, fair play, john penhallow." he was carelessly taking his five violets, while leila was testing hers, choosing them with care. the charm she sought was working--they were children again. "that's not fair, leila." "why not?" "you are testing yours. it is a mean advantage. i would scorn to do such a thing. it is just like a woman--the way you do about dress. all women ought to dress alike--then the competition would be fair." leila looked up from her lap full of violets. "i should like to see _your_ miss ramsay in one of my gowns." "_my_ miss ramsay! no such luck." "you're a goose, jack." "you're a silly, leila." "oh, now, we are children, john. this is the magic of the june violets." "and you are just fourteen, leila. the wrinkles of age are gone--they used to be dimples." "nonsense! let's play." they hooked together the bent stems of the flowers. then there was a quick jerk, and one violet was decapitated. "one for you, leila;--and another." "you are not paying any attention to the game. please to keep young a little while." he was watching the sunlight as it fell upon her neck when it bent over the flowers. "and how am i to keep young, miss grey?" "oh, any woman can answer that--ask miss ramsay." "i will. there! you have won, leila, three to two. there used always to be a forfeit. what must i pay?" "now, john, what terrible task shall i put upon you? i have it. you shall ask me to give you the third dance." "that is miss ramsay's. i am sorry." "oh, one girl is as good as another." "perhaps--for women." he did not ask of her any other dances. "but really, leila, the better bred of these southern girls we see here are most pleasant acquaintances, more socially easy of acquaintance than northern girls. as they are butterflies of the hour--their frank ways are valuable in what you call our monastery." "yes, i know them well. there may be time here for some brief flirtations. i used to see them in maryland, and once when aunt margaret took me on visits to some old virginia homes. these pleasant girls take to it with no more conscience than birds in the spring. i used to see it in maryland." "oh, yes," he said, "but it means very little;--quite harmless--mere practice, like our fencing bouts." "did you ever kiss a woman, john--just for practice?" "why did i say that!" thought leila. "come, sir, confess!" "yes," he said, not liking it and far from any conception of the little mob of motives which betrayed to her a state of mind he had not the daring to guess. "did i? that requires courage. have i--ever kissed a woman? yes, often--" "oh, i did not ask who." "aunt ann--and a girl once--" "indeed!" "yes--leila grey, aged fifteen--and got my ears boxed. this confession being at an end, i want absolution." the air was cleared. "how about the first polka as absolution?" said leila. "it is unusual, but as penance it may answer." "the penance may be mine. i shall know better after the first round, mr. penhallow." "you are complimentary, miss grey," he added, with the whimsical display of mirth which was more than a smile and not a laugh, and was singularly attractive. in place of keeping up the gay game of trifles as shuttle-cocks, leila stood still upon the edge of the wood, "i don't think you liked what i asked." "what, about kissing? i did not, but upon my honour i answered you truly." he was grave as he replied. "you did not think it impertinent, jack?" "i don't know what i thought it." and then, as if to avoid need to defend or explain contradictory statements, he said, "put yourself in my place. suppose i had dared to ask you if ever a man had kissed you--" "oh, that's the difference between kissing and being kissed." "then put it my way." "john penhallow, i should dearly like to box your ears. once a man did kiss me. he was tall, handsome, and had the formal courtly manners you have at times. he was general winfield scott. he kissed my hand." "you minx!" cried john, "you are no better than you used to be. there goes the bugle!" and laughing as he deserted her, he ran down the hill and across the parade ground. "he is not really handsome," said the young woman, "but no man ought to have so beautiful a mouth--i could have made him do it in a minute. why did i not? what's the matter? i merely couldn't. he hasn't the remotest idea that if he were to kiss me--i--" she reddened at the thought and went with quick steps of "virgin liberty" to take tea with the commandant. in new york, on his way home, penhallow received a telegram, "i am third. john penhallow." then the squire presented leila with a bracelet, to the belated indignation of aunt ann, who was practising the most disagreeable economy. her husband wrote her that the best policy for a man financially in peril was to be extravagant enough to discredit belief in his need to lessen expenditure. he was, moreover, pleasantly aware that the improving conditions of trade this summer of had enabled him to collect some large outstanding debts. he encouraged leila to remember their old village friends, but when he proposed a set of furs for ann penhallow's winter wear leila became ingeniously impossible about choice, and the squire's too lavish generosity somehow failed to materialize; but why or how was not clear to him because of their being feminine diplomatic ways--which attain results and leave with the male a mildly felt resentment without apparent cause of defeat. as cadet no. of his class in this year's studies made the railway journey of a warm june day, he recalled with wondering amusement his first lonely railway travel. "i was a perfect little snob." the formal, too old-mannered politeness of his childhood had left, if the child is father of the man, an inheritance of pleasant courtesy which was unusual and had varied values in the intercourse of life. rivers said of him later that the manner of john penhallow's manners had the mystery of charm. even when younger, at grey pine, he liked to talk to people, with curiosity about their lives and their work. now, as the train moved on, he fell into chat with the country folk who got on the train for short travel. soon or late they all talked politics, but 'generally guessed things would be settled somehow'--which is the easily reached conclusion of the american. when the old conductor, with the confidence john's manner invited, asked what uniform he wore, john said, laughing, "do you not remember the boy with a cane who got out at westways crossing?" "you ain't him--?? not really? why it's years ago! you are quite a bit changed." "for the better, i hope." "well, here's your station, and miss grey waiting." "oh, john, glad to see you! i told aunt no one must go for you but me. get in. and billy, look out how you drive." billy, bewildered by the tall figure in cadet jacket and grey pantaloons, needed the warning. then there was the avenue, the big grey pine, home, and aunt ann's kiss of welcome. the old familiar life was again his. he rode with the squire or leila, swam, and talked to rivers whenever he could induce the too easily tired man to walk with him. he was best pleased to do so when leila was of the party. then at least the talk was free and wandered from poetry and village news to discussion of the last addition to the causes of quarrel between the north and south. when tempted to speak at length, rivers sat down. "how can a man venture to speak, john, like mr. jefferson davis? have you read his speech?" "no, sir." "well, he says the importation of africans ought to be left to the states--and the president. he thinks that as cuba is the only spot in the civilized world where the african slave-trade is permitted, its cession to us would put an end to that blot on civilization. an end to it, indeed! think of it!" his voice rose as he spoke. "end slavery and you end that accursed trade. and to think that a woman like ann penhallow should think it right!" neither john nor leila were willing to discuss their aunt's definitely held views. "i think," said leila, who had listened silently, "aunt ann has lost or put aside her interest in politics." "i wish i could," said john. "but what do you mean, leila? she has never said so." "it's just this. aunt ann told me two weeks ago that uncle henry grey was talked of as a delegate to the democratic convention to meet next year. now her newspapers remain unopened. they are feeding these dissensions north and south. no wonder she is tired of it all. i am with uncle jim, but i hate to wrangle over politics like senator davis and this new man lincoln--oh, and the rest. no good comes of it. i can't see it as you do, mr. rivers." "and yet, i am right," said rivers gravely. "god knows. it is in his hands." "what aunt ann thinks right," said leila, "can't be so unpardonably wicked." she spoke softly. "oh, john, look at that squirrel. she is carrying a young one on her back--how pretty! she has to do it. what a lovely instinct. it must be heavy." "i suppose," said rivers, "we all have loads we must carry, are born to carry--" "like the south, sir," said john. "we can help neither the squirrel nor the south. you think we can throw stones at the chipmunk and make her drop it--and--" "bad logic, john," returned rivers. "but soon there will be stones thrown." "and who will cast the first stone?" rejoined leila, rising. "it is an ancient crime," said rivers. "it was once ours, and it will be ours to end it. now i leave you to finish your walk; i am tired." as they moved away, he looked after them. "beauty, intelligence, perfect health--oh, my god!" in august with ever resisted temptation john penhallow went back to west point to take up his work again. the autumn came, and in october, at night, the squire read with dismay and anger of the tragic attempt of john brown at harper's ferry. "my poor ann," he exclaimed. he went at once from his library back to the hall, where leila was reading aloud. "ann," he said, "have you seen the papers to-day?" "i have read no paper for a month, james. they only fill me with grief and the sense of how helpless i am--even--even--with those i love. what is it now, james?" "an insane murderer named john brown has made an attack on harper's perry with a dozen or so of infatuated followers." he went on to tell briefly the miserable story of a madman's folly. "the whole north is mad," said ann, not looking up, but knitting faster as she spoke, "mad--the abolitionists of boston are behind it." it was too miserably true. "thank you, james, for wanting to make me see in this only insanity." the squire stood still, watched by the pitiful gaze of leila. "i want you, ann--i wanted you to see, dear, to feel how every thoughtful man in the north condemns the wickedness of this, and of any, attempt to cause insurrection among the slaves." "yes--yes, of course--no doubt--but it is the natural result of northern sentiment." "oh, aunt ann!" "keep quiet, child!" "you should not have talked politics to me, james." "but, my god, ann, this is not politics!" he looked down at her flushed face and with the fatal newspaper in his hand stood still a moment, and then went back to his library. there he stayed before the fire, distressed beyond measure. "just so," he said, "the south will take it--just so." ann penhallow said, "where did you leave off, leila? go on, my dear, with the book." "i can't. you were cruel to uncle jim--and he was so dear and sweet." "if you can't read, you had better go to bed." leila broke into tears and stumbled up the stairs with half-blinded eyes. ann sat long, hearing penhallow's steps as he walked to and fro. then she let fall her knitting, rose, and went into the library. "james, forgive me. i was unjust to say such things--i was--" "please don't," he cried, and took her in his arms. "oh, my love," he said, "we have darker days than this before us. if only there was between north and south love like ours--there is not. we at least shall love on to the end--no matter what happens." the tearful face looked up, "and you do forgive me?" "forgive! there is no need for any such word in the dictionary of love." between half-hysterical laughter and ready tears, she gasped, "where did you get that prettiness?" "read it in a book, you goosey. go to bed." "no, not yet. this crime or craze will make mischief?" "yes, ann, out of all proportion to the thing. the south will be in a frenzy, and the north filled with regret and horror. now go to bed--we have behaved like naughty children." "oh, james, must i be put in a corner?" "yes--of my heart. now, good night." november passed. the man who had sinned was fairly tried, and on december nd went to a well-deserved death. penhallow refused to talk of him to rivers, who praised the courage of his last hours. "mark," he said, "have been twice or thrice sure i was to die--and i have seen two murderers hanged, and i do assure you that neither they nor i were visibly disturbed. the fact is, when a fellow is sure to be put to death, he is either dramatic--as this madman was--or quietly undemonstrative. martyr! nonsense! it was simply stupid. i don't want to talk about it. those mischief-makers in congress will howl over it." they did, and secession was ever in the air. chapter xviii the figure of lincoln had been set on the by-ways of state politics by his debate with douglas. his address in new york in february of set him on the highways of the nation's life. meanwhile there were no talks about politics at grey pine. the christmas season had again gone by with unwonted economies. while douglas defined his opinions in the senate and jefferson davis made plain that the union would be dissolved if a radical republican were elected, it became clear that the democratic party which in april was to nominate candidates would be other than of one mind. penhallow in washington heard seward in the senate. of this memorable occasion he wrote with such enthusiasm to leila as he rarely showed: "i may not write to your aunt, and i am moved to write to you by the effect mr. seward's speech had on me. he is not much of a man in his make-up. his voice is husky and his gestures are awkward and have no relation to what he says. it seemed a dried-up sort of talk, but he held the senate and galleries to fascinated attention for two hours, and was so appealing, so moderate. the questions at issue were handled with what rivers calls and never uses--the eloquence of moderation. i suppose he will be the nominee of the republican party. it won't please the abolitionists at all. i wish you could have heard it. "i came here to see two southern senators who have been counsel for us in regard to debts owing the mills by southern railways. i gathered easily that my well-known republican views made collection difficult. i was about to say something angry--it would have done no good, and i am opposed to useless anger. it is all pretty bad, because the south has hardly felt the panic, or its continued effect on our trade. "i am wrong to trouble you with my troubles. we shall pull through. "yours, "james penhallow." "p.s. i should have been prepared for my failure to get fair treatment. i had learned in new york that lists of abolition houses have been published in the south, and southern buyers warned not to place orders with them. i wonder if i am thus listed. our agent in savannah writes that it is quite useless to solicit orders on account of the prevalent sentiment, and he is leaving the town." penhallow went home disappointed and discouraged, and called a private meeting of his pittsburgh partners. he set before them the state of their affairs. there would be no debts collectible in the south. he smiled as he added that he had collected certain vague promises, which could hardly be used to pay notes. these could and would be met, they said, but finally agreed with him that unless they had other orders, it might be necessary to further reduce their small force. his partners were richer than he, but indisposed to take risks until the fall conventions were over. it was so agreed. as they were leaving, penhallow said, "but there will be our workmen--what will become of them?" they were sure times would get better, and did not feel his nearness of responsibility for workmen he knew so long and so well. he rode home at a walk. the situation of his firm was like that of many others, and now this april of business doubts, sectional feeling and love of country seemed to intensify the interest with which all classes looked forward to the charleston democratic convention. the convention met on april rd. it was grave and able. there were daily prayers in the churches of charleston for the success of southern principles. henry grey, a delegate, wrote to his sister: "the douglas platform was adopted and at once the delegations of six cotton states withdrew. we who cannot accept douglas meet in richmond. it means secession unless the republicans are reasonable when they nominate in chicago. mr. alexander stephens predicts a civil war, which most men i meet here consider very unlikely." ann handed this letter to her husband, saying, "this will interest you." he read it twice, and then said, "there is at least one man in the south who believes the north will fight--stephens." "but will it, james?" a predictive spectre of fear rose before her. slowly folding the letter he said, "yes, the south does not know us." she walked away. on may th the republicans met in chicago. the news of the nomination of lincoln came to the squire as riding from the mills he met dr. mcgregor afoot. "what, walking!" he said. "i never before saw you afoot--away from that saint of a mare." "yes, my old mare got bit by something yesterday and kicked the gig to smithereens, and lamed her off hind-leg." "i will lend you a horse and a gig," said penhallow. "thanks," said mcgregor simply. "i am sweating through my coat." "but don't leave my horse half a day tied to a post--any animal with horse-sense would kick." "as if i ever did--but when the ladies keep me waiting. heard the good news? no--we have nominated lincoln--and hamlin." "i preferred seward. you surprise me. what of the platform?" "oh, good! the union, tariff, free soil. you will like it. the october elections in pennsylvania will tell us who will win--later you will have to take an active part." "no. come up to-morrow and get that horse--no, i'll send it." the squire met rivers on the avenue. as he walked beside the horse, he said, "i am going to dine with you." "that is always good, but be on your guard about politics at grey pine. lincoln is nominated." "thank god! what do you think of it, squire?" "i think with you. this is definite--no more wabbling. but rest assured, it means, if he is elected, secession, and in the end war. we will try to avert it. we will invent compromises, at which the south will laugh; at last, we will fight, mark. but we are a quiet commercial people and will not fight if we can avoid it. they believe nothing will make us fight. the average, every-day northerner thinks the threat of secession is mere bluff." "do you recall, squire, what thucydides said of the greeks at the time of the peloponnesian war?" "i--how the deuce should i?--what did he say?" "he said the greeks did not understand each other any longer, although they spoke the same language. the same words in boston and in charleston have different meanings." "but," said penhallow, "we never did understand one another." "no, never. war--even war--is better than to keep up a partnership in slavery--a sleeping partnership. oh, i would let them go--or accept the gage of battle." "pretty well that, for a clergyman, mark. as for me, having seen war, i want never to see it again. this may please you." as he spoke, he extracted a slip of paper from his pocket-book, where to leila's amusement queer bits of all kinds of matters were collected. now it was verse. "read that. you might have written it. i kept it for you. there is ann on the porch. don't read it now." late that evening rivers sat down to think over the sermon of the next sunday. the squire had once said to him, "war brings out all that is best and all that is worst in a nation." he read the verses, and then read them aloud. "they say that war is hell, the great accursed, the sin impossible to be forgiven; yet i can look beyond it at its worst and still find blue in heaven. "and as i note how nobly natures form under the war's red reign, i deem it true that he who made the earthquake and the storm perchance makes battles too. "the life he loves is not the life of span abbreviated by each passing breath; it is the true humanity of man victorious over death." "no great thing in the way of poetry--but--a thought--a thought. oh, i should like to preach of men's duty to their country just now. i envy grace his freedom. if i preached as he does, people would say it was none of a preacher's business to apply christ's creed of conduct to a question like slavery. mrs. penhallow would walk out of the church. but before long men will blame the preacher who does not say, 'thou shalt love thy country as thyself'--ah, and better, yes, and preach it too." during the early summer of , james penhallow guarded an awkward silence about politics. leila found that her uncle would not talk of what the closing months of buchanan's administration might contribute to insure peaceful settlement. john penhallow was as averse to answering her eager questions. their silence on matters which concerned a nation's possible dismemberment and her aunt's too evident distress weighed heavily upon leila. the newspapers bewildered her. the _tribune_ was for peaceful separation, and then later was against it. uncle jim had said he was too worried about the mills to talk politics, "don't ask me, leila." at last, an errand to dr. mcgregor's gave her the chance she desired. "yes," said the doctor, "i'll come to-day. one of the maids? well, what else, leila?" seeing that she still lingered. "i want to know something about all this tangle of politics. there's breckinridge, douglas, bell and lincoln--four candidates. uncle jim gets almost cross when i ask him what they all stand for. mr. rivers told me to be thankful i have no vote. if there is to be war, have i no interest? there is uncle jim--and--and john." the doctor said, "sit down, leila. your uncle could answer you. he won't talk. i don't believe john penhallow owns any politics except a soldier's blind creed of devotion to the flag." "oh, the flag, doctor! but it is a symbol--it is history. i won't write to a man any more who has no certain opinions. he never answers." "well, my dear, see how hard it is to know what to think! one state after another is seceding. the old juggle of compromises goes on in that circus we call congress. the audience is grimly silent. crittenden's compromise has failed. the president is at last against secession--and makes no vigorous effort to reinforce fort sumter. the cabinet was distinctly with the south--the new men came in too late. you--a girl--may well call it a tangle. it is a diabolical cat's-cradle. my only hope, my dear, is in a new and practically untried man--abraham lincoln. the south is one in opinion--we are perplexed by the fears of commerce and are split. there you have all my wisdom. read the news, but not the weathercock essays called editorials. oh! i forgot to tell the squire that tom, my young doctor, has passed the army board and is awaiting orders in washington. by-bye!" "tom as a doctor--and in uniform," leila murmured, as her horse walked away. "how these boys go on and on, and we women just wait and wait while men dispose of our fates." in february the confederacy of the south was organising, and in march of mr. lincoln was president. penhallow groaned over cameron as secretary of war, smiled approval of the cabinet with seward and chase and anxiously waited to see what lincoln would do. events followed fast in those eventful days. on the thirteenth of april ann penhallow sat in the spring sunshine on the porch, while leila read aloud to her with entranced attention "the marble faun." the advent of an early spring in the uplands was to be seen in the ruddy colour of the maples. bees were busy among the young flowers. there was noiseless peace in the moveless infant foliage. "how still it is!" said leila looking up from the book. they were far from the madding crowd. "what is it, billy?" he was red, breathless, excited, and suddenly broke out in his thin boy-like voice, "hurrah! they've fired on the flag." "who--what flag?" "don't know." he had no least idea of what his words meant. "don't know," and crying "hurrah! they've fired on the flag," fled away. ann said, "go to the village and find out what that idiot meant." in a half hour leila came back. "well, what is it?" "the charleston troops have fired on fort sumter--my god! aunt ann--on the flag--our flag!" ann rose, gathered up her work, hesitated a moment, and saying, "that is bad news, indeed," went into the house. leila sat down on the step of the porch and broke into a passion of tears, as james penhallow coming through the woods dismounted at her side. "what is the matter, my dear child?" "they have fired on the flag at sumter--it is an insult!" "yes, my child, that--and much more. a blunder too! mr. lincoln should thank god to-day. he will have with him now the north as one man. colonel anderson must surrender; he will be helpless. alas for his wife, a georgia woman!--and my ann, my dear ann." there are few alive to-day who recall the effect caused in the states of the north by what thousands of men and women, rich and poor, felt to be an insult, and for the hour, far more to them than the material consequences which were to follow. when rivers saw the working people of the little town passionately enraged, the women in tears, he read in this outbreak of a class not given to sentimental emotion what was felt when the fatal news came home to lonely farms or great cities over all the north and west. memorable events followed in bewildering succession during the early spring and summer of . john wrote that beauregard and all but a score of southern cadets had left the point. robert lee's decision to resign from the army was to the squire far more sorrowfully important. when lincoln's call to arms was followed in july by the defeat of bull run, james penhallow wrote to his nephew: "my dear john: your aunt is beyond measure disturbed. i have been more at ease now that this terrible decision as to whether we are to be one or god knows how many is to be settled by the ordeal of battle. i am amazed that no one has dwelt upon what would have followed accepted secession. we should have had a long frontier of custom houses, endless rows over escaping slaves, and the outlet of the mississippi in the possession of a foreign country. within ten years war would have followed; better let it come now. "i am offered a regiment by governor curtin. to accept would be fatal to our interests in the mills. it may become an imperative duty to accept; but this war will last long, or i much underestimate the difficulties of overcoming a gallant people waging a defensive war in a country where every road and creek is familiar. "yours, in haste, "james penhallow." john wrote later: "my dear uncle: here is news for you! all of my class are ordered to washington. i shall be in the engineer corps. i see general mcclellan is put in command of the army. i will write again from washington." ann penhallow heard the letter, and saying merely, "it had to come!" made the bitter forecast that it would be james penhallow's turn next. john wrote again as he had promised, but now to leila: "at last we are in this crowded city. we get our uniforms in a day or two. i am a lieutenant of engineers. we are now in tents. on arrival we were marched to general scott's headquarters, and while drawn up in line mr. lincoln came out. he said a few words to us. his appearance was strange to me. a tall stooping figure, in what our village calls 'store clothes,' but very neat; the face big, homely, with a look of sadness in the eyes. he shook hands with each of us in turn, saying a word of encouragement. why he spoke specially to me, i do not know. he asked my name. i said 'penhallow.' 'oh,' he said, 'a cornish name--the great iron-works. do you know the cornish rhyme? it rings right true.' i said, 'no, sir.' 'well, it is good. do your duty. there is a whole creed in the word--man needs no other. god bless you, boys.' it was great, leila. what is the cornish rhyme? ask uncle jim. write me care of the engineer camp. "i put this on a separate slip for you. in baltimore we were delayed and i had an hour's leave. i called on your uncle, charles grey. he is union through and through. his brother henry has gone south. while i was walking with mr. charles grey, a lady went by us, drawing away her skirts with quite unmistakable contempt and staring at your uncle in a way which was so singular that i asked what it all meant. he replied, 'it is your united states cadet uniform--and the lady is mrs. henry grey. i am not of their acquaintance.' this, leila, was my first taste of the bitterness of feeling here. it is the worse for the uprising of union feeling all over maryland. "my class-mates are rather jolly about their commissions and the prospect of active war. i have myself a certain sense of being a mere cipher, a dread too of failure. i can say so to you and to no one else. i am going where death is in the air--and there are things which make me eager to live--and--to be able to live to feel that i have done my duty. thinking of how intensely you feel and how you grieve over being unable to do more than pray, i mean to pet a little the idea that i am your substitute." at this point she sat a while with the letter on her lap. then she read on: "i hoped for a brief furlough, but got none, and so i shall apply to memory and imagination for frequent leave of absence,--from duty. "yours, "john penhallow." "to pet a little the idea! that is so like john. well, yes--i don't mind being petted as a substitute and at a distance. it's rather confusing." chapter xix it was late in october and ten at night, when leila with her uncle was endeavouring to discover on one of the large maps, then so much in demand, the situation of the many small conflicts which local feeling brought about. "it all wants a head--one head, leila. now it is here, there and everywhere, useless gain or loss--and no large scheme. john left washington two weeks ago. you saw his letter?" "no." "then i may have told you--i am sure i did. damn it, leila! i am so bothered. i did tell ann, i suppose." "why, of course, uncle jim. i wish i could help you. is it the mills?" "yes. your little property, part of john's--your aunt's--are all in the family business. ann says, 'what's the difference? nothing matters now.' it isn't like her." "i'm sure i don't care, uncle jim." "don't talk nonsense. in a month we shall know if we are bankrupt. i did not mean to trouble you. i did mean to tell you that to my relief john is out of washington and ordered to report to general grant at cairo. see, dear, there is a pin marking it on the map." "do you know this general?" "yes. he took no special rank at the point, but--who can tell! generals are born, not made. i saw a beautiful water-colour by him at the point. that's all i know of him. now, go to bed--and don't take with you my worries and fight battles in your dreams." there was in fact no one on whom he could willingly unload all of his burdens. the need to relieve the hands out of work--two-thirds of his force--was growing less of late, as men drifted off into the state force which the able governor curtin was sending to mcclellan. penhallow's friends in pittsburgh had been able to secure a mortgage on grey pine, and thus aided by his partners he won a little relief, while rivers watched him with increasing anxiety. on the th of january, , he walked into mcgregor's office and said to his stout friend, "mcgregor, i am in the utmost distress about my wife. inside my home and at the mills i am beset with enough difficulties to drive a man wild. we have a meeting in half an hour to decide what we shall do. i used to talk to ann of my affairs. no one has or had a clearer head. now, i can't." "why not, my friend?" "she will not talk. henry grey is in the confederate service; charles is out and out for the union; we have no later news of john. we miserably sit and eat and manufacture feeble talk at table. it is pitiful. her duties she does, as you may know, but comes home worn out and goes to bed at nine. even the village people see it and ask me about her. if it were not for leila, i should have no one to talk to." a boy came in. "you are wanted, sir, at the mill office." "say i will come at once. i'll see you after the meeting, mcgregor." "one moment, squire. here's a bit of good news for you. cameron has resigned, and edwin stanton is secretary of war." "stanton! indeed! thank heaven for that. now things will move, i am sure." the squire found in his office sibley, one of his partners, a heavy old man, who carried the indifferent manners of a farmer's son into a middle age of successful business. he sat with his chair tilted back, a huge cabana cigar hanging unlighted from the corner of his mouth. he made no movement towards rising, but gave his hand as he sat, and said: "there, penhallow, just read that!" as the squire took the telegram, sibley scratched a match on the back of his pantaloons and waiting for the sulphur to burn out lit his cigar. ever after the smell of sulphur brought to the squire of grey pine the sense of some pleasant association and then a less agreeable remembrance. "read it--read it out loud, penhallow! it was a near thing. wardlow couldn't meet us--be here at noon. read it--i've read it about ten times--want to hear it again. i've been as near broke as you--but that's an old story. when you're at your last dollar, buy a fast pair of trotters--one thousand-dollar pair--and drive them. up goes your credit! told you that once." penhallow looked up from the telegram. "is this certain?" "yes, it has been repeated--you can rely on it." "washington, willard's hotel. "mr. stanton has given contract for field artillery to the penhallow mills. "richard ainseley." penhallow had read it aloud as he stood. then he sat down. "don't speak to me for a moment, sibley. thank god!" he murmured, while the care-wrinkled face of the veteran speculator looked at him with a faint smile of affectionate regard. "well," said penhallow, "is this all?" "no. while cameron was in office the contract was drawn in favour of the lancaster works. we have been urging our own claims, and their washington agent, your very particular friend, mr. swallow, would have had the job in a week more. when stanton saw our bid and that it was really a more advantageous offer, he sent first for swallow and then for ainseley and settled it at once. i believe your name and well-known character did the business. do you know--do you realize what it means to us?" "hardly. i had no hope while cameron was in office. i left it to you and ainseley." "well, you will see the contract to-morrow." he wriggled on to one leg of the frail office chair and came down with a crash. he gathered up his two hundred pounds and laughing said, as he looked at the wreck, "that's what we would have been tomorrow but for that bit of yellow paper. in six months you will be a rich man, my friend. cannon--shells--the whole outfit. we must get to work at once. an ordnance officer will be here to-morrow with specifications, and your own knowledge will be invaluable. i'd like to see swallow again. he was so darned sure!" wardlow turned up by the noon train, and they worked until dusk, when his partners left him to secure hands in pittsburgh, while the good news spread among the men still at work. penhallow rode home through the woods humming his old army songs--a relieved and happy man. the doctor waited a half-hour in vain, and after his noonday dinner was about to go out when mrs. penhallow was driven to his door. somewhat surprised, he went back with her. "sit down," he said. "what can i do for you?" "oh, for me nothing! i want to talk about my husband. he is ill, i am sure--he is ill. he eats little, he sleeps badly, he has lost--oh, altogether lost--his natural gaiety. he hardly speaks at all." the doctor was silent. "well," she said. "can you bear a little frank talk?" he asked. "yes--why not?" "do you know that he is on the verge of complete financial ruin?" "what does that matter? i can--i can bear anything--give up anything--" "you have the woman's--the good woman's--indifference about money. do you talk to him about it?" "no. we get on at once to the causes of trouble--this unrighteous war--that i can't stand." "ah, mrs. penhallow, there must be in the north and south many families divided in opinion; what do you suppose they do? this absolute silence is fatal. you two are drifting apart--" "oh, not that! surely not that!" "yes! the man is worried past endurance. if he really were to fall ill--a serious typhoid, for instance, the south and your brother and john, everything would be forgotten--there would be only james penhallow. it would be better to talk of the war--to quarrel over it--to make him talk business--oh, anything rather than to live as you are living. he is not ill. go home and comfort him. he needs it. he has become a lonely man, and it is your fault. he was here to-day in the utmost distress about you--" "about me?" "yes." "there is nothing the matter with me!" "yes, there is--oh, with both of you. this war will last for years--and so will you. all i have to say is that my friend, james penhallow, is worth all the south, and that soon or late he will stand it no longer and will go where he ought to be--into the army." "you are talking nonsense--he will never leave the mills." he had called up her constant fear. "it is not nonsense. when he is a broken man and you and he are become irritable over a war you did not make and cannot end, he will choose absence and imperative duty as his only relief." as she stood up, red and angry, she said, "you have only hurt and not helped me." she said no other word as he went with her to the wagon. he looked after her a moment. "well, well! there are many kinds of fools--an intelligent fool is the worst. i didn't help her any, and by george! i am sorry." when at twilight the doctor came home from distant visits to farms, he met leila near to his door. "i want to see you a minute," she said, as she slipped out of her saddle. "a woman's minute or a man's minute?" "a man's." she secured her mare as he said, "well, come in. it's rather amusing, leila. sit down. i've had james penhallow here to say his wife's breaking down. i've had mrs. penhallow here to say james penhallow is ill. except the maids and the cats and you, all grey pine is diagnosing one another. and now, you come! don't tell me you're ill--i won't have it." "please don't joke, doctor. i am troubled about these dear people. i talked to mr. rivers about it, and he is troubled and says it is the mills and money. i know that, but at the bottom of it all is the war. now aunt ann is reading the papers again--i think it is very strange; it's confusing, doctor." "here," reflected the doctor, "is at least one person with some sense." she went on, speaking slowly, "uncle jim comes home tired. aunt ann eats her dinner and reads, and is in bed by nine. the house is as melancholy as--i feel as if i were in a mousetrap--" "why mouse-trap, my dear?" "it sounds all right. the mouse is waiting for something awful to happen--and so am i. uncle jim talked of asking people to stay with us. it's just to please aunt ann. she said, 'no, james, i don't want any one.' he wished to please her. she really thinks of nothing but the war and uncle jim, and when uncle jim is away she will spend an hour alone over his maps. she has--what do you call it--?" "is obsession the word you want?" "yes--that's it." "now, leila, neither you nor i nor mark rivers can help those two people we love. don't cry, leila; or cry if it will help you. when you marry, be sure to ask, 'what are your politics, jeremiah?'" his diversion answered his purpose. "i never would marry a man named jeremiah." "i recommend a well-trained widower." "i prefer to attend to my husband's education myself. i should like a man who is single-minded when i marry him." "well, for perversion of english you are quite unequalled. go and flirt a bit for relief of mind with mark rivers." "i would as soon flirt with an undertaker. why not with dr. mcgregor?" "it would be comparable, leila, to a flirtation between a june rose and a frost-bitten cabbage. now, go away. these people's fates are on the lap of the gods." "of the god of war, i fear," said leila. "yes, more or less." he sent her away mysteriously relieved, she knew not why. "a little humour," he reflected, "is as the indians say, _big medicine_." whether the good doctor's advisory prescription would have served as useful a purpose in the case of ann penhallow, he doubted. that heart-sick little lady was driven swiftly homeward, the sleigh-runners creaking on the frozen snow: "walk the horses," she said to billy, as they entered the long avenue, "and quit talking." while with the doctor and when angrily leaving him, she was the easy victim of a storm of emotions. as she felt the healthy sting of the dry cold, she began the process of re-adjustment we are wise to practise after a time of passion when by degrees facts and motives begin to reassume more just proportions. he had said, the war would last long. that she had not believed. could she and james live for years afraid to speak of what was going on? the fact that her much-loved maryland did not rise as one man and join the confederacy had disturbed her with her first doubt as to the final result of the great conflict. she thought it over with lessening anger at the terrible thing mcgregor had said, "you two are drifting apart." this sentence kept saying itself over and over. "stop, billy." she was back again in the world of everyday. "get in, mr. rivers. we are both late for our dante." as she spoke, an oppressed pine below which he stood under a big umbrella was of a mind to bear its load no longer and let fall a bushel or so of snow on the clergyman's cover. his look of bewilderment and his upward glance as if for some human explanation routed from ann's mind everything except amusement over this calamity. "you must not mind if i laugh." she took for granted the leave to laugh, as he said, "i don't see where the fun comes in. it is most disagreeable." the eloquent eyes expressed calamity. it was really felt as if it had been a personal attack. "it was a punishment for your utterly abominable politics." for the first time for months she was her unfettered self. his mind was still on his calamity. "i really staggered under it." "shake it off and get in to the sleigh. my husband ought to have all the big pines cut down." rivers's mind had many levels. sometimes they were on spiritual heights, or as now--almost childlike. "to stay indoors would be on the whole more reasonable," he said, "or to have these trees along the avenue shaken." "i'd like the job," ventured billy. "keep quiet," said mrs. ann. "it is most uncomfortable as it melts," said rivers. ann thought of john penhallow's early adventure in the snow, and seeing how strangely real was mark rivers's discomfort, remarked to herself that he was like a cat for dislike of being wet, and was thankful for her privilege of laughing inwardly. billy, who was, as leila said, an unexpectable person, contributed to ann penhallow's sense of there being still some available fun in a world where men were feebly imitating the vast slaughters of nature. he considered the crushed umbrella, the felt hat awry, and the disconsolate figure. "parson do look crosser than a wet hen." then too rivers's laugh set free her mirth, and ann penhallow laughed as she had not done for many a day. "that is about my condition," said rivers. "i shall go home and get into dry clothes. billy, you're a poet." "don't like nobody to call me names," grunted billy. "i wish james had heard that," cried ann, while rivers gathered up the remains of his umbrella. as billy drove away, mrs. penhallow called back, "you will come to dinner to-day?" "thank you, but not to-day." as ann came down the stairs to the hall, penhallow was in the man's attitude, with his back to the fire. leila with a hand on the mantel and a foot on the fender was talking to her uncle, an open letter in her hand. ann heard him say, "that was in october"--and then--"why this must be a month old!" "it must have been delayed. he wrote a note after the fight at belmont, and that was in october. he did write once since then, but it was hardly worth sending. as a letter writer, john is rather a failure, but this is longer." she laughed gaily as she spread open the letter. "he has got a new hero, uncle--general grant. john is strong on heroes--he began with you." "stuff and nonsense," said the squire. "read it." leila hesitated. "oh, let's hear it," cried her aunt. "go on, dear," said the squire. leila still hesitated. usually ann penhallow carried away john's rare letters to be read when alone. now she said, with unnatural deliberation. "read it; one may as well hear his news; we can't always just ignore what goes on." leila a little puzzled glanced at her aunt. the squire pleased and astonished said, "go on, my dear." turning to the candles on the hall table, leila read the letter:--"why how long it has been! it is dated november th." "dear leila: we have been moving from place to place, and although i know or guess why, it is best left out of letters. at belmont general grant had a narrow escape from capture. he was the last man on board the boat. he is a slightly built, grave, tired-looking man, middle-aged, carelessly dressed and eternally smoking. i was in the thick of the row--a sort of aide, as there was no engineer work. he was as cool as a cucumber--" "why are cucumbers cool?" asked leila, looking up. "oh, bother! go on!" said penhallow. "we shall move soon. good-bye. "john penhallow." ann made no comment. the squire said, "it might have been longer. come, there's dinner, and i am hungry." ann looked at him. he was gay, and laughed at her account of rivers's disaster. "i have some good news for you, ann. i shall keep it until after dinner. then we can talk it over at leisure. it concerns all of us, even john." "i don't see how i am to wait," said leila. "you will have to." ann made an effort to meet the tone of gaiety in her husband's talk, and when the wine was set before him, he said, "now, ann, a glass--and leila, 'to our good news and good luck--and to john.'" they followed him into the library, and being in sacrificial mood, ann filled a pipe, lighted a match, and said, "i want you to smoke, james." "not yet, dear. sit down." "no, i want to stand." she stood beside the fire, a little lady, with an arm around the waist of her niece. the squire seated was enjoying the suspense of his eager audience. "you know, dear ann, that for two years or more the mills have been without large orders. we have been in the most embarrassing situation. our debts"--he was about to say, 'in the south'--"unpaid. i had to ask you to help us." this was news to leila. "why mention that, james?" said her aunt. "well, we long ago lessened our force. to shut down entirely was ruin, but when we met to-day we were to decide whether it was honest to borrow more money and stagger on, or as i thought, honourable to close the mills and realize for our creditors all we could." ann sat down with some feeling of remorse. why had she not known all this? was it her fault? he had borne it for the most part without her knowledge--alone. "my god! it is true," she reflected, "we have drifted apart." he had hopefully waited, not wanting to trouble a woman already so obviously sorrow-laden. he seemed to echo her thought. "you see, dear," and the strong face grew tender, "i did not mean to disturb you until it became inevitable. i am glad i waited." ann, about to speak, was checked by his lifted hand. "now, dear, all my troubles are over. mr. stanton, the new secretary of war, has signed a contract with our firm for field artillery. it is a fortune. our bid was low. a year's work--shot, shell--and so on. congratulate me, ann." "my god!" he cried, "what is the matter?" ann penhallow turned quickly, a hand on the table staying herself. "and you--you are to make cannon--you--and i--and with my money!" she laughed hysterical laughter--"to kill my people the north has robbed and driven into war and insulted for years--i--i--" her voice broke--she stood speechless, pale and more pale. penhallow was appalled. he ran to catch her as she swayed. "don't touch me," she cried. "i feared for--you--the army--but never this--this!" despite her resistance, he laid her on the lounge. "leila," she said, "i want to go upstairs to bed." the face became white; she had fainted. "is she dead?" he said hoarsely, looking down at her pale face. "no--no. carry her upstairs, uncle." he picked up the slight form and presently laid her on her bed. "leave her to me, uncle jim. i have seen girls in hysterics. send up a maid--the doctor! no, i will come down when she is undressed. see, her colour is better." he went downstairs, reluctant to leave her. in the library he sat down and waited. an hour passed by, and at last leila reappeared. she kissed him with more than her usual tenderness, saying, "she is quiet now. i will lie down on her lounge to-night. don't worry, uncle jim." this advice so often given was felt by him to be out of his power to follow. he knew very well that this he would have now to consider was not only a mere business affair. it ceased to be that when he heard with the shock of bewilderment his wife's outburst of angry protest. he loved her as few men love after many years of married life, and his affection was still singularly young. his desire to content her had made him unwisely avoid talk about differences of opinion. in fact his normal attitude was dictated by such gentle solicitude as is not uncommon in very virile men, who have long memory for the careless or casual sharp word. to the end of his days he never suspected that to have been less the lover and more the clear-sighted outspoken friend would have been better for her and for him. he sat into the night smoking pipe after pipe, grappling with a situation which would have presented no difficulties to a coarser nature. at last he went upstairs, listened a moment at ann's chamber door, and having smoked too much spent a thought-tormented night, out of which he won one conclusion--the need to discuss his trouble with some friend. at six he rose and dressed, asked the astonished cook for an egg and coffee, went to the stables, and ordered a groom to saddle horses and follow him. a wild gallop over perilously slippery roads brought him to mcgregor's door, a quarter of a mile from the mills. the doctor was at breakfast, and rose up astonished. "what's wrong now, penhallow?" he said. "oh, everything--everything." "then sit down and let us talk. what is it?" the squire took himself in hand and quietly related his story of the contract and his wife's reception of what had been to him so agreeable until she had spoken. "can you bear--i said it yesterday to mrs. penhallow--a frank opinion?" "yes, from you--anything." "have no alarm about her health, my friend. it is only the hysteria of a woman a little spoiled by too tender indulgence." the squire did not like it, but said, "oh, perhaps! but now--the rest--the rest--what am i to do?" the doctor sat still a while in perplexed thought. "take your time," said penhallow. "i have sent the horses to the stable at the mills, where my partners are to meet me early to-day." the doctor said, "mrs. penhallow will be more or less herself to-day. i will see her early. there are several ways of dealing with this matter. you can take out of the business her share of the stock." "that would be simple. my partners would take it now and gladly." "what else you do depends on her condition of mind and the extent to which you are willing to give way before the persistency of a woman who feels and does not or can not reason." "then i am not now to do anything but tell her that i will take her stock out of the business." "that may relieve her. so far i can go with you. but, my dear penhallow, she may be utterly unreasonable about your manufacture of cannon, and what then you may do i cannot say. how long will it be before you begin to turn out cannon?" "oh, two months or more. many changes will be needed, but we have meanwhile an order for rails from the baltimore and ohio." "then we can wait. now i am off for grey pine. see me about noon. don't go back home now. that's all." while the squire walked away to the mills, mcgregor was uneasily moving his ponderous bulk to and fro in the room. "it's his damn tender, soft-hearted ways that will win in the end. my old indian guide used to say, 'much stick, good squaw.' ann penhallow has never in her whole life had any stick. damn these sugar plum husbands! i'd like to know what miss leila grey thinks of this performance. now, there's a woman!" when after a night of deep sleep ann woke to find leila standing by her bed, she rose on an elbow saying, "what time is it? why are you here?" "it is eight, aunt. you were ill last night; i stayed on your lounge." now her aunt sat up. "i was ill, you say--something happened." the thing pieced itself together--ragged bits of memories storm-scattered by emotion were reassembled, vague at first, then quickly more clear. she broke into unnaturally rapid speech, reddening darkly, with ominous dilatation of the pupils of her large blue eyes. "and so james penhallow is to be made rich by making cannon to kill my people--oh, i remember!" it seemed absurdly childlike to leila, who heard her with amazement. "and with my money--it is easy to stay at home and murder--and be paid for it. let him go and--fight. that's bad enough--i--" "god of heaven, aunt ann!" the girl broke in, "don't dare to say that to uncle jim. are you crazy--to say such things." "i don't know what i am. oh, those cannon! i hear them. he shall not do it--do you hear me? now send me up a cup of tea--and don't come in again. i want james--tell him--tell him." "he went away to the mills at six o'clock." "i know. he is afraid to talk to me--i want to see him--send for him at once. i said at once--do you hear! now go." as leila turned to leave, she heard a knock at the door, said "come in," and to her relief saw enter large and smiling the trusted doctor. as he neared the bed, ann fell back speechless and rigid. "ah, leila! that makes it all plain. there is no danger. close the blinds; i want the room darkened. so! come into the back room--leave the door ajar." he selected a trustworthy chair and sat down with deliberate care. "now listen to me, my dear. this is pure hysteria. it may last for days or weeks--it will get well. it is the natural result of birth, education, worry, etc.--and a lot of darned et ceteras. when you let loose a mob of emotions, you get into trouble--they smash things, and this is what has become of one of god's sweetest, purest souls." "it is most dreadful, doctor; but what shall we do with uncle jim. if she has a mere cold in the head, he is troubled." "yes--yes." the doctor took counsel with himself. "i will send up old mrs. lamb to help you--she is wise in the ways of sick women. take your rides--and don't fret over this suicide of reason." he was pleased with his phrase. "let her see penhallow if she asks for him, but not if you can help it. it is all as plain as day. she has been living of late a life of unwholesome suppression. she has been alarmed by penhallow's looks, hurt by her brothers' quarrels, and heart-sick about the war and john. then your uncle springs on her this contract business and there is an explosion." after giving careful orders, he went away. to penhallow he said, "when you are at home keep out of her room. if you have to see her, tell her nothing has been done or will be for months. the time will come when you will have to discuss matters." chapter xx leila grey never forgot the month which followed. penhallow was mercifully spared the sight of the drama of hysteria, and when not at the mills went about the house and farm like a lost dog; or, if leila was busy, took refuge with rivers. even the war maps claimed no present interest until a letter came from john after the capture of port donaldson. at evening they found the place on the map. "well, now let's hear it. ann is better, mcgregor says," he was as readily elated as depressed. "does she ask for me?" "no," said leila, "at first she did, but not now." "read the letter, my dear." "dear leila: i wrote to aunt ann and uncle jim a fortnight ago--" "never came," said penhallow. "i am called an engineer, but there is no engineering required, so i am any general's nigger. i have been frozen and thawed over and over. no camp fires allowed, and our frozen , besieged , men. general s.t. smith picked me up as an aide, and on the th personally led a charge on the rebel lines, walking quietly in front of our men to keep them from firing. it did not prevent the rebs from abusing our neutrality. it was not very agreeable, but we stormed their lines and i got off with a bit out of my left shoulder--nothing of moment. now we have them. if this war goes on, grant will be the man who will end it. i am too cold to write more. love to all. "general smith desires to be remembered to uncle jim, and told me he was more than satisfied with "yours, "john penhallow." "isn't that delightful, uncle jim? but every night i think of it--this facing of death. i see battles and storming parties. don't you see things before you fall asleep? i can see whatever i want to see--or don't want to." "never saw anything of the kind--i just go to sleep." "i thought everybody could see things as i do." "see john too, leila? wish i could." "yes," she said, "sometimes." in fact, she could see at will the man who was so near and so dear and a friend to-day--and in that very lonely time when the house was still and the mind going off guard, the something indefinitely more. the squire, who had been studying the map, was now standing before the fire looking up where hung over the mantel his sword and the heavy army pistols. he turned away as he said, "life is pretty hard, leila. i ought to be here--here making guns. i want to be where my class-mates are in the field. i can't see my way, leila. when i see a duty clearly, i can do it. now here i have to decide what is my duty. there is no devil like indecision. what would you do?" "it is a question as to what you will do, not i--and--oh, dear uncle jim, it is, you know, what we call in that horrid algebra the x of the equation." "i must see your aunt ann. is she"--and he hesitated--"is she herself?"--he would not say, quite, sane. "she is not at all times." "how far must i consider her, or be guided by the effect my decision will have on her? there are my partners to consider. the money does not influence me--it is ann--ann." then she knew that he would make any sacrifice necessary to set ann penhallow at ease. "i think," she said as she rose, "that we had better go to bed." "i suppose so," he said. "wait a moment. your aunt told me that i had better go where there was war--she could not have guessed that i have lived for months with that temptation. i shall end by accepting a command. now since her reproach i shall feel that war offers the bribe of ease and relief from care." "i know, the call of duty--you will have to go. but, oh, my god! it is very terrible." "the fact is, this sudden good fortune for a time so set me at ease that i lost sight of my honest craving for action. now i ought to thank ann for making me see what i ought to do--must do. but how--how? it will clear up somehow. goodnight." it was the end of march before mcgregor told penhallow that mrs. penhallow insisted on seeing him. "now, squire," he said, "you will be shocked at her appearance, but she is really well in body, and this thing has got to be set at rest. she talks of it incessantly." penhallow entered the dimly lighted room and passed his old nurse, mrs. lamb, as she whispered, "don't stay long, sir." he was shocked as he won clearer vision in the dim light. "oh, james!" she said, "they wouldn't let me see you. open the shutters." he obeyed, and kneeling kissed the wasted face he loved so well. the commonplaces of life came to his aid as he kissed her again, and she said, "dear me, james, you haven't shaved to-day." "no, i am going to stop at the barber's--but i miss josiah." she smiled. "yes, poor josiah." then he took courage, fearfully timid as men are when they confront the illness of women. "i want to say to you, ann, that having your power of attorney i have withdrawn your fifty thousand dollars you had lent to the mills. my partners were glad to take it." he said nothing of their surprise at the offer. "thank you," she returned feebly. "and you are going on with the business?" her voice rising as she spoke. "we will talk of that later, ann. i was told not to let you talk long. i shall endeavour to invest your money so as to give you a reasonable return--it will take time." he did not succeed in diverting her attention. she put out a thin hand and caught his sleeve. "do you think me unreasonable, james?" "yes," he said, and it needed courage. "i was sure you would say so." the great blue eyes, larger for the wasted setting of nature's wonderful jewels, looked up at him in dumb appeal. "won't you think a little of how i feel--and--and shall feel?" "think a little--a little?" he returned; "i have done nothing else but think." "you don't answer me, james." there was the old quiet, persistent way he had known in many happy days, reinforced by hysteric incapacity to comprehend the maze of difficulties in which he was caught. "it is a pity i did not die," she said, "that would have saved you all this trouble." he felt the cruelty of her words as he broke away and left the room. mcgregor had waited, and hearing his story said, "it will pass. you must not mind it--she is hardly sane." james penhallow mounted and rode to the village, was duly shaved, and went on to the post-office. mrs. crocker rotund and rosy came out and handed him as he sat in the saddle a sheaf of letters. "yes, mrs. penhallow is better, thank you." as he rode away the reins on dixy's neck, he read his letters and stuffed them in his pocket until he came to one, over which he lingered long. it ran thus: "my dear sir: will you not reconsider the offer of the colonelcy of a regiment? it will not require your presence until july. there is no need to reply at once. there is no one else so entirely fit for such a charge, and the attorney-general, your friend meredith, unites with me in my appeal to you. the state and the country need you. "yours truly, "andrew curtin." he reached but one conclusion as he turned the tempting offer over in his mind, and acting on it wrote the governor from his office that his wife was at present too ill for him to consider the offer of a command. as day by day he sat with ann, to his relief she ceased to dwell on the matter which had so disturbed her, and rapidly regaining health, flesh and strength, began to ask about the house and the village people. it was a happy day when in may he carried her down to a hammock on the porch. a week later she spoke again, "what conclusion have you reached?" she said. "about the mills?" "yes." "ask me in a week, ann. do you want to read john's letters? there are several--one about a battle at pittsburgh landing in tennessee." "i want to hear nothing of the war. is he well?" "yes, thank god." the news of mcclellan's army was anything but satisfactory, and more and more the soldier longed to be in the field. early in june, penhallow on his way to meet his partners paused at mcgregor's house to ask his opinion of his wife. "how do i find her? better every day--more herself. but what of you?" "of me? i can stand it no longer, doctor. i cannot see this war in virginia go on to the end without taking part in it. i must--do anything--anything--make any sacrifice." "but your wife--the mills--" "i have but one answer--my country! i told you i had refused governor curtin's offer--what to do about our contract i do not yet know. they are reorganizing the artillery service." "and you would like that best?" "yes. what amuses you?" the doctor smiled often, but as mrs. crocker said, when he did laugh it was as good as a fourth of july celebration and the house shook. as the squire watched him, the smile broadened out in circles from the mouth like the ripples cast by a stone on still water; then the eyes grew merrily busy and the big frame shook with laughter. "well, now, squire! to give up making guns and go in for using them--well--well!" "don't chaff me, mcgregor; i mean to be in it, cost what it may. i am to meet my partners--good-bye." the doctor wondered what ann penhallow would do or say. it was past guessing but he saw clearly that penhallow was glad of any excuse to get into the field. "glad to see you, ainseley," said penhallow. "good morning, sibley. you will find things moving. many casting moulds will be ready by this day week." "last night," said sibley, the richer member of the firm, "i had a telegram from austin, the iron-man. he asks what we would take to transfer our contract. i replied that we did not deal that way with government contracts. to-day i got this other--read it." "on what terms will you take me in? my ore, as you know, is not hematite and is better than yours." penhallow sat still reading the telegram again and again. here was an unlooked-for way out of his troubles. at last he looked up, and to their surprise said, "my capital in the business is one hundred and fifty thousand dollars, and you--the firm--pay me a rental of ten thousand." "not last year," said ainseley; "we could not, as you know." "yes. our partnership ends this july st. wire austin that i will sell him my share and go out. you may ask him what bonus you please--i mean, i will sell to you at one hundred and fifty thousand dollars--the rental will go on, of course." "my heavens!" cried sibley, "what do you mean? it is throwing away a fortune, man--a fortune." penhallow laughed. "and yet i mean to do it. the work is ready to go on. you will have ordnance officers here--you won't miss me." they argued with him in vain. waldron not altogether dissatisfied sat still, wondering how much bonus austin would stand, while ainseley and sibley troubled for their friend and not well pleased, fought his decision. "are you fully resolved on this, penhallow?" said sibley. "i am. i cannot take out the small amount of money john penhallow owns. it must remain, at least for a time, and will be a convenience to you. my wife's money is already out. it was only a loan." "but why should not you sell out to austin," said sibley, "if you mean to leave us, and get out of him a profit--and why after all this act of supreme folly? pardon me, it is that--really that" penhallow smiled. "i go out of this business because i simply cannot stay out of the army. i could not be a soldier and accept continuous profits from a government contract. imagine what would be said! for the same reason i cannot sell to austin at an advance. that is clear--is it not?" "yes," said ainseley, "and i am sorry. think it over." "i have done my thinking. it will take the lawyers and you at least two months to settle it and make out the papers. after july st i shall not come to the mills. i mean to leave no occasion for unpleasant comment when i re-enter the service. of course, you will advertise your new partnership and make plain my position. i am sorry to leave you, but most glad to leave you prosperous. i will put it all on paper, with a condition that at the close of the war--i give it three years--i shall be free to replace austin--that is, if the rebs don't kill me." as he mounted at evening to ride home, he was aware of leila. "halloa, uncle jim! as mr. rivers was reading dante to aunt ann, i begged off, and so here i am--thought i would catch you. i haven't been on a horse for a week. the mare knows it and enjoyed the holiday. she kicked pole's bull terrier into the middle of next week." "a notable feat. i wish some one would kick me into the middle of august." "what's wrong, uncle jim? aunt ann is every day better; john is well; you don't look unhappy. oh, i know when anything really is the matter." "no, i am happier than i have been for many a day. you know what rivers says, 'in the inn of decision there is rest,'--some oriental nonsense. well, i am a guest in the inn of decision, but i've got to pay the bill." "please not to talk riddles, uncle. i have gone through so much this spring--what with aunt and this terrible war--and where john is we don't know. i heard from aunt margaret. she says that we escape the endless reminders of war--the extras called at night, heard in church, great battle on the potomac, lists of killed and wounded. it must be awful. you buy a paper--and find there was no battle." "yes, we escape that at least. i have made arrangements to close my partnership on july st." "oh, uncle jim!" "the president, i hear, will call for three hundred thousand men--i can stand it no longer--i am eating my heart out. i refused a regiment some time ago; now i shall ask for one. i wrote at once to the governor." she leaned over, laid a hand on his arm and said, "is not one dear life enough?" "my child, john had to go. i could, of course, find some excuse for not going. i set myself free to-day. but now i am to settle with ann. except for that i would be supremely contented. you would not keep me here if you had the power, nor would you bring home john if you could, dear." "no," she said faintly. some quickly dismissed suspicion rose to consciousness as he stole a glance at her face. "i understand," she added, "it is a question of honour--you must go." "it is a question of duty, dear; but what ann will say i do not know--but i shall go." she turned. "uncle jim, if you did not go and the war went on to--god alone knows what end--she would be sick with shame. i know. you see i am a woman and i know. she will suffer, but she will not break down again and she will not try to hold you back. but this house without you and john will be rather lonely. how did you get out of the mills, uncle?" he answered her at length as they rode homeward with more to think of than was pleasant. at the avenue gate she said earnestly, "don't wait too long before telling aunt ann." "upon my word, i am sorry," returned the squire, "for the unfortunate man who may become your husband. if you undertake to offer advice at your tender years, what will you do when you are older?" "my husband-that-is-to-be sends you his compliments," laughed leila, "and says--i don't know what he says, but it is exactly the right thing, captain penhallow. but really, don't wait, uncle." "you are quite right, my dear." nevertheless he waited. decisiveness in affairs and in moments of peril he had, but where ann was concerned he became easily unsure, and as mcgregor said, "wabbled awful." this was to leila. "what gets the matter with men? the finer they are, the braver--the more can a woman bother their judgment. he wires for a regimental command--gets it; and, by george, throws away a fortune to get the privilege of firing a cannon at mrs. ann's beloved rebels. he mustn't make guns it seems--he tries not to believe her hysterics at all affected by his tossing away this big contract." "now, doctor, you are in one of your cynical moods. i hate you to talk this way about the finest gentleman i ever knew, or ever shall know. you delight to tease me." "yes--you are so real. no one could get hysterics out of you. now why do you suppose james penhallow wants to plunge into this chaotic war?" "or your son, tom? why do you get up of a winter night to ride miles to see some poor woman who will never pay you a penny?" "pure habit." "nonsense. you go--and uncle jim goes--because to go is duty." "then i think duty is a woman--that accounts for it, leila. i retire beaten." "you are very bad to-day--but make uncle jim talk it all out to aunt ann." "he will, and soon. he has been routed by a dozen excuses. i told him at last that the mill business has leaked out and the village is saying things. i told him it must not come to her except through him, and that he could not now use her health as an excuse for delay. it is strange a man should be so timid." and still penhallow lingered, finding more or less of reason in the delays created by the lawyers. meanwhile he had accepted the command of the th pennsylvania infantry which was being drilled at harrisburg, so that he was told there was no occasion for haste in assuming charge. but at last he felt that he must no longer delay. the sun was setting on an afternoon in july when penhallow, seeing as she sat on the porch how the roses of the spring of health were blooming on his wife's cheeks, said, "i want to talk to you alone, ann. can you walk to the river?" "yes, i was there yesterday." the cat-birds, most delightful of the love-poets of summer, were singing in the hedges, and as they walked through the garden penhallow said, "the rose crop is promising, ann." "yes." she was silent until they sat on the bank above the little river. then she said, "you are keeping something from me, james. no news can trouble me as much as--as to be sure that i am kept in the dark about your affairs." "i meant to be frank, ann, but i have felt so alarmed about your health--" "you need not be--i can bear anything but not to know--" "that is why i brought you here, my dear. you are aware that i took out of the business the money you loaned to us." "yes--yes--i know." "i have given up my partnership and withdrawn my capital. the business will go on without me." "was this because--i?--but no matter. go on, please." he was incapable of concealing the truth from her, however much he might have disguised it from others. "you had your share in causing me to give up, but for a year since this war has gone on from one disaster to another, i have known that as a soldier i must be in it." she was perfectly calm. "i have long known it would come, james. to have you and john and my brother henry--all in it, is a hard fate." "my dear, charles writes me that henry has left the army and gone to europe on business for the confederates." "indeed." some feeling of annoyance troubled her. "then he at least is in no danger." "none, my dear." "when do you go?" "i am to command the th infantry, and i shall leave about august st." "so soon!" she sat still, thinking over what grey pine would be without him. he explained as she sat that all details of his affairs would be put for her clearly on paper. he ended by saying, "ask me any questions you want answered." "then, james, there will be no income from the mills--from--from that contract?" "none, except my rental. with that you may do as you please. there will be also, of course, at your disposal the income from my re-invested capital." "thank you, james." she was by far the less moved of the two. "have i greatly troubled you?" he asked. he was distressed for her. "no, james. i knew it would come." as the shadows darkened on the forest floor and gathered overhead, she rose to her feet. "whatever happens, james--whoever wins--i am the loser. i want you to be sorry for me." "and, my dear ann, whichever way this contest ends, i too lose." she returned with tender sadness, "yes, i did not think of that. give me your arm, james--i am--tired." he wondered that she had said nothing of the immense sacrifice few men would have made; nor did she seem to have realized what urgency of added motives she had contributed to bring about his decision. chapter xxi through the great heat of july, , the war went on its inconclusive way. in westways, as elsewhere, the call of the people's president for three hundred thousand men was felt the more thoughtfully because now it was, of course, known that penhallow was colonel of the th infantry; that he had made a great sacrifice of money was also known, but not understood, and ann penhallow's half-forgotten politics were again discussed when the village evening parliament met in front of the post-office. mrs. crocker, off duty, stood framed in the door, cooling her round face with a palmetto fan and listening with interest to the talk or taking part in the discussion in so positive a way as was felt to be indiscreetly feminine, but respected on account of her official representation of a husband too deaf to fulfil his duties. the doctor got out of his gig. "any letters from my boy?" "yes, two. wanted to send them by billy, but he's war-wild and wouldn't go." the doctor looked over his letters. "all right, i hope," said mrs. crocker. pole in his shirt sleeves listening said, "of course, he is all right--doctors don't fight none." "send your son, pole, before you talk nonsense," said mcgregor. "my boy got a ball in his leg at malvern hill." "my son's going along with the squire," returned pole, "leaves me short of help, and my wife's about crazy over it." "what about mrs. penhallow?" said mrs. crocker. "i guess she's the kind that don't show what she feels." "oh, money's a great comforter," returned the butcher. "what i'm to do, i don't know." "well, i'm going too," said joe grace, "and father says i'm right." "oh, here's the parson," said pole, as rivers approached. "he's like the rest of them--all for war." "well, pole," said rivers, "how are you and mrs. crocker? i think you are getting thin this hot weather." "am i? no such good luck. we are talking war, mr. rivers. i do hear that what with the mill-boys and country fellows there's some thirty going into the colonel's regiment." "so i hear. on sunday i mean to talk to them after service. you might say so." "i will. if i had a boy, he should go," said mrs. crocker. "it's easy talking when you haven't none," said pole. "we are gettin' licked, and some day lee will be over the border. it's just useless to spend money and cripple men." there was a moment of silence, when mrs. crocker spoke. "pole, you aren't ever sure of your legs. you were all for buchanan, and then all for lincoln. now you're uneasy on the top rail of the fence and the rail ain't round." the parliament broke into laughter, and with more talk dissolved after some critical wisdom about the war. * * * * * it was july th, after ten at night, the day before the final sunday of the month. the colonel of the th stood with leila before a big war map. "this fight at malvern hill"--he put a pin on the place--"was a mistake on the part of lee, and yet he is a master of the game. he was terribly beaten--an aggressive general would have attacked at once." "would he have won, uncle?" "i think so--but after a defeat these armies are as dangerous as a cornered cat." "but, dear uncle jim, what is the matter with us?--we have men, money and courage." "well, this is how i see it. neither side has a broad-minded general in command of the whole field of war. every day sees bits of fights, skirmishes, useless loss of life. there is on neither side any connected scheme of war. god knows how it will end. i do not yet see the man. if robert lee were in absolute command of all the effective force of the south, we would have trouble." "but if he is so good a soldier, why did he make what you call a frontal attack on entrenched troops at malvern?" "my dear, when two men spar and neither can quite end the fight, one gets angry or over-confident and loses his head, then he does something wild--and pays for it." "i see. you leave on monday?" "yes--early." "mr. rivers means to talk after service to the men who are enlisting." "so he told me. i begged him to be moderate." "he asked me for a text, uncle." "well!" "i gave him the one about caesar and god." "what put that into your head--it does not seem suitable?" "oh, do you think so? some one once mentioned it to me. i could preach on it myself, but texts grow wonderfully in his hands. they glow--oh, they get halos about them. he ought to be in a great city." "oh, my dear, mark rivers has his limitations like all of us. he would die. even here he has to be watched. mcgregor told him last year that he was suffering from the contagion of other people's wickedness with occasional acute fits of over-conscientiousness. rivers said it was incomprehensible nonsense; he was almost angry." "and yet it is true, uncle jim." "i'm glad i haven't the disease. i told mcgregor as much. by george! he said my variety of the disorder was about other folk's stupidity. then, when i said that i didn't understand him, he laughed. he makes me furious when he only laughs and won't answer--and won't explain." "why, uncle! i love to see him laugh. he laughs all over--he shakes. i told him it was a mirthquake. that set him off again. was tom mcgregor badly hurt?" "no, not badly." "will aunt go to church to-morrow?" "no." "i thought she would not. i should love to see you in uniform." "not here, my dear, but i will send you a daguerreotype." * * * * * when on this sunday long remembered in westways, the tall figure of mark rivers rose to open the service, he saw the little church crowded, the aisles filled, and in the front pews penhallow, his niece, and behind them the young men who were to join his regiment. grace had asked his own people to be present, and here and there were the mothers and sisters of the recruits, and a few men on crutches or wasted by the fevers of the virginia marshes. mark rivers read the morning service as few men know how to read it. he rarely needed the prayer-book--he knew it all. he gave to it the freshness of a new message of love and helpfulness. more than ever on this sunday leila felt a sense of spiritual soaring, of personally sharing the praises of the angel choir when, looking upwards, he said: "therefore with angels and archangels and all the company of heaven we laud and magnify thy glorious name." she recalled that john had said, "when mark rivers says 'angels and archangels' it is like the clash of silver cymbals." he gave out at the close his favourite hymn, "lead, kindly light." it was well and sweetly sung by the girl-choir. as the music closed he rose--a figure of command, his spare frame looking larger for his robes. for a silent moment his eloquent eyes wandered over the crowd, gathering the attentive gaze of young and old, then he said: "i want to talk on this unusual occasion for a little while, to you who are answering the call of a man who is like a father calling his sons to a task of danger. my text is: 'render, therefore, unto caesar the things that are caesar's and unto god the things that are god's.' the wonder of the great texts is that they have many applications as time runs on. you know the familiar story. payment of the tax meant obedience to the government, to law, to order. i would that i had the power to make you see with me the scene. it is to me so very distinct. the pharisees desire to tempt him, a jew, into a statement treasonable to the roman rule they had accepted. was it right for the jew to pay the tax which sustained this government? he had, as you may remember, already paid it for peter and himself. he asks for the penny bearing caesar's head and answers them in the words of the text, 'render unto caesar, therefore, the things which are caesar's.' he returns the penny. i wonder where that little coin is to-day? it has gone, but the lesson it read remains forever; nor even today is the pharisee gone with his invidious temptations. _you_ are to-day obeying a greater than caesar. _you_ are meeting the material obligations of a day of discouragement--and for some a day of doubt. "the nobler applications which lie within the meaning of the latter part of the text he answers more fully than was asked: 'render unto god the things which are god's.' what are these things which are at need to be rendered to him? what larger tax? ease--comfort--home--the strong bodies which make work safe and pleasant. he asks of you the exercise of unusual qualities--the courage which looks death in the face and will not take the bribe of safety, of life, at the cost of dishonour. ah! not in battle is my fear for you. in the long idleness of camps will come your hours of temptation. think then of those at home who believe in you. it is a great thing to have an outside conscience--wife, mother, sister. those are hours when it is hard to render unto god what he gave. "we are now, as i said, at a time of discouragement. there are cowards who would yield--who would compromise--men who want peace at any cost. you answer them nobly. here, in this sacred cause, if he asks it, we render life or the easy competencies of youth in its day of vigour." the man paused. the strange power of the eyes spoke to them in this moment of silence. "oh! i said the cause was sacred--an unbroken land. _he_ gave you that, just for wide-world uses. keep it! guard it!--with all that union of the states meant and still means to-day. _you_ are not to blame for this necessity--war. the man who bends unpaid over the master's cotton-field is the innocent cause of all this bloodshed. if there were no slavery, there would have been no war. but let there be no hatred in the brave hearts you carry. god did not slay saul, the earnest--i might say--the honest persecutor. he made him blind for a time. the awful charity of god is nowhere else so wonderful. these gallant people you are going to meet will some day see that god was opening their eyes to better days and nobler ways. they too are honest in the belief that god is on their side. therefore, let there be no bitterness. "some of you are what we call religious. do not be ashamed of it. the hardest fighters the world has known were men who went to battle with arms invisible to man. a word more and i have done. i have the hope--indeed the certainty--that i shall be sent to the field on errands of mercy and helpfulness. we may meet again. and now, take with you the earnest will to render unto god what things he gave for his highest uses. now let us offer the prayer for the volunteers our great bishop desires the church to use. let us pray." in unusual silence the congregation moved away, a silence shared by leila and her uncle. at last she said, "uncle jim, i wish aunt ann could have heard that sermon--it could not have hurt her." "perhaps not." "i wonder why she has so great a respect for him, so real a friendship. he thinks slavery the sin of sins. he has very little charity about it--oh, none--and aunt ann is as sure it is a divinely appointed relation." "they fought it out, my dear, in his early days at westways, and when they both found that they were clad in the armour of changeless beliefs no arguments could penetrate, they gave up and took of two fine natures what was left for life's uses and became friends. at least, that is how mcgregor put it. he sometimes states things well." "i see," said leila thoughtfully, and set herself to thinking whether if she had radical differences of opinion with some one, she could settle into a condition of armed neutrality. then she wondered if war made changes in the character of a man. presently she asked, "why, uncle jim, are you suddenly in such haste to go?" "there is need of haste. i could not tell ann; i can tell you. we were never worse off since the war began. the governor asks me to meet him in harrisburg. what he fears is that in september lee will cross the potomac, with the hope of maryland rising. our governor will call out fifty thousand militia. he wants me to take a command; i shall take it, but lee's veterans would brush our militia away like summer flies. if he finds the army of the potomac before him, there may be a different story. i hope, please god, to be with it. there you have all i know, but it is for you alone. my regiment will go to the front before the end of the month." "you will write to me, uncle." "yes, when i can. your aunt asks me to write often, but not to write about the war, as if--well, no matter. but i can write to you. good night--and be brave, dear--and ann! you will watch over her?" "yes, surely." * * * * * ann penhallow having sorrowfully made up her mind that her husband's honour required his return to the army saw to it with her usual efficiency that everything he might need was carefully provided. at bed-time of that sunday she said quietly, "good night and good-bye, james. i do not want to be called to-morrow to say good-bye. you will be off by six. leila will give you your breakfast. write often." she was to appearance cheerful and even gay, as she paused on the stairs laughing. "these men," she cried, "i wonder how they do without women orderlies. at the last moment i found you had left your razors--good-night!" the colonel's eyes followed her slight form a little puzzled and not entirely pleased at this easy dismissal of sentiment, when he knew what he himself would have done if she had flown the least signal of distress. he turned to leila. "i am very much relieved, my dear, to see that your aunt is taking my departure quietly. i was afraid of another breakdown, and i could not have stayed a day longer." leila who had watched this parting with some anxiety said, "i was a little uneasy myself, but really aunt ann was great." she could have made the well-loved colonel miserable by translating for him into the tongue of man the language of the actress on the stairs. "i wonder," she reflected, "if all men are that blind, or only the heroic or unimaginative." * * * * * colonel penhallow was detained by consultations with the governor and by regimental work until near the close of august, when his command was hurried forward to join mcclellan's army. he followed it a day later. he wrote long notes to his wife almost daily and then in september after the battle of antietam more freely to leila:-- "dear leila: you will be surprised to hear from me as at washington on this september th. i overtook my command at noon, in philadelphia, where the regiment was being well fed in the big building known as the cooper shop. i was pleased with the look of the men, who have been long drilled in camp. after the meal i went outside and mounted dixy, who was as rebellious as if he knew he was on the side to which his name did not belong. a soldier was vainly trying to mount my mare. he lost his temper and struck her. i saw a black man interfering, and rode forward seeing there was some trouble. by george! it was josiah. i shook hands with him and said, 'where did you come from? he said, 'saw your name, sir, in the paper and just quit my work. i'm goin' along with you--i'm your servant. i've been thinkin' this long while i'd go back to westways, but i've been doin' well here, and i just kep' a puttin' it off. i'm goin' with you.' i said, 'all right, get on that horse.' he patted the uneasy mare and in a moment was in the saddle and i a well pleased man. tell your aunt i am well cared for. "we were hurried forward, and i had the pleasure of seeing my men behave well when we stormed south mountain--a very gallant affair. joe grace was hurt, but not badly, and was left behind. as to the killed, none are from westways. at antietam we were with the reserve, which i thought should have been used and was not. it was an attack on an interior line as seems always to be our luck. mcclellan will follow lee, of course. my regiment is to be with the sixth corps, but i was ordered by the secretary of war to report to him in washington. it is disgusting! but orders are orders. the lieutenant-colonel will have my place, and i hope to get back soon. josiah was caught in the thick of the fight at fox gap. he was scared a sort of green. he will get over it--i know the signs. it was pure nervousness. his explanation was very perfect, 'i just laid down flat because i was afraid of gittin' this servant of yours killed.' we grinned mutual approval of the excuse. "yours ever, "james penhallow." "p.s. you will have found this letter very unsatisfactory, but the fact is that only people of ample leisure make good correspondents. but now to sum up: yesterday i saw stanton, had a glimpse of swallow, saw mr. lincoln, and had an adventure so out of the common that it was like one of the stories of adventure in which jack used to delight. now i cannot--should not tell it--but some day--yes. send this p.s., bit of good news, on its way. read it first." "well, that is exasperating? surely men are most unsatisfactory letter writers. no woman with an interesting subject could be so uninteresting. john is as bad or worse." she found enclosed a postscript slip for mr. grace. "dear sir: that boy of yours is not badly hurt. he behaved with intelligent courage when for a moment a part of our charging line hesitated. i was proud of him; i have made him a corporal. "yours truly, "james penhallow." the order to report to the former counsel of his firm, secretary stanton, brought an unhappy colonel to the war department. he sent in his card, and was asked to follow an orderly. as he was about to enter the private office of the war minister, to his amazement swallow came out. with a curt good morning, penhallow went by him. the great secretary rose to greet him, saying, "you are very welcome, penhallow--never more welcome." "you look worn out, stanton," said the colonel. "no, not yet; but, my god! penhallow, my life is one to kill the toughest. what with army mishaps, inefficiency, contractors backed by congressmen--all the scum that war brings to the top. do you know why i sent for you?" "no. it was an order--i ask no questions. i am at your service." "you were disappointed, of course." "yes, i was." "well, there were two reasons. one is frankly this. your firm has a contract for field artillery--and now you are in the service." "i see! it is not now my firm. i gave up my partnership." "so i saw, but who of these hungry contractors will believe that you gave up--a fortune--to enter the army! the facts are either not well known or have been misstated." "very likely. i gave up what you speak of as a fortune as you gave up a great income at the bar, and for the same reason i withdrew all my capital. even the rental of my mills will go to the sanitary commission. i could not leave a doubt or the least cause for suspicion." "i was sure of you, but this has been a well-nursed scandal, due to an influential lot of disappointed contractors who would have controlled the giving of that contract had i not come into office. i shall kill it dead. trust that to me." "thank you, stanton, i could have stood it." "yes, but you do not know, my dear penhallow, what washington is at present. well, let it go. it is now my business. do you know this mr. swallow?" "know him? yes--a usurious scamp of a lawyer, who to our relief has left westways. do not trust him. i presume that i owe this talk about me to him." "well, yes, to him and his associates." "what does he want now?" "what he will not get. let him go. i said i had two reasons for ordering you here. one i have stated. i want some one i can entirely trust, not merely for honesty and loyalty, but also because of business competence. all manner of work for the government is going on here and elsewhere. i want some one to report on it from time to time. it will keep you here this winter. you do not like it?" "no, but it was an order." "yes, i am sorry to take you for a time out of active service, but trust me this war will last long. this winter i want you for a variety of inspection work here or elsewhere. it will be mere business, dull, unexciting, with unending watchfulness, and advisory technical help and advice. i want not only personal character--i can get that, but not easily the combination of technical training and business capacity." he unrolled a bundle of papers. "there for example, colonel, are plans for a new form of ambulance and pontoon wagons ready for approval. i want a report on both." he went on to speak of the ambulances with amazing knowledge of the details of their build. penhallow watched this earnest, overtasked man, and began to comprehend the vastness of his daily toil, the weight of his mighty load of care. as he talked, cards were brought in, messages sent or received, telegrams--the talk was dropped--resumed--and the colonel simply listened. at last the secretary said, "that will do for to-day. you have room no. , and such clerks and orderlies as you may need. you will find on your table these specifications--and more--others. and now, how is your beautiful grey pine and its mistress and leila? you will assure them of my undiminished affection. and john--where is he?" "with general grant, but where just now i cannot say." as he spoke, the door opened and an officer announced--"the president." the ungainly length of lincoln appeared. a quiet smile lingered on the large-featured face, with some humorous appreciation of the war secretary's evident annoyance at this abrupt visit. mr. stanton's greeting as he rose was as the colonel thought coldly civil. "my friend, colonel penhallow, sir." "glad to see you," said lincoln, and then with a certain simplicity explained, "you see, colonel, sometimes i run away out of the back of the white house--just to get free of the guards. don't look so bothered, stanton. i'm too fine a failure for any one to want to kill me. any news?" "none," said the secretary, as he stood not too well pleased; "colonel penhallow is to be in my office on inspection duty." "indeed! glad to see you." the huge hand closed on penhallow's with innocent use of its power. "name sounds familiar. yes--there was a cadet of your name last year. your son, i suppose?" "no, my nephew--in the engineers with general grant." "tell him i asked for him--handsome fellow. anything i can do for him?" "nothing, sir." "anything i can do for you?" "nothing, sir." "don't let stanton kill you. he ought to have a brevet, stanton. he is the only man in washington don't want anything." even the weary face of the secretary smiled under his heavy beard. "just stepped in to divide growls with you. come with me, colonel, or stanton will have a brigade of officers to escort me. wait for me at the outer door--i'll join you." penhallow pleased and amused, went out taking with him the sense of puzzle felt by so many over this unusual personage. at the main entrance the colonel came on swallow. "a word with you," he said very quietly. "you have been lying about me to the secretary and elsewhere. be careful. i am sometimes short of temper. you have hurt yourself, not me, and you will get no contracts here." "well, we will see about that," said swallow, and was about to say more when the president appeared. "come, colonel," he said. swallow fell back and penhallow walked away as men touched their hats. for a block or more lincoln did not speak, and respecting his silence the soldier was as silent. then, with his amazing frankness, lincoln spoke. "does the emancipation proclamation please you?" "as a war measure, yes." "and not otherwise?" "it is none of my business to criticize my commander-in-chief." "well, i won't make it an order, but i wish mcclellan was of your way of thinking." again there was silence. penhallow was astonished at this outspoken statement, being aware as few men were of the fact that the general in question had been disinclined to announce the emancipation message to the army until he found that his corps commanders were not cordially with him in opinion. as they stopped at the gate of the railing around the white house, lincoln said, "when you don't want anything, come and see me--or if you do." then, becoming grave, he asked, "what effect will my proclamation of emancipation have in the south? it takes effect in january, you know." it was like lincoln. he asked this question of all manner of people. "i want to know," he added, as penhallow hesitated. "i am not in a position, sir, to have any opinion about how the rebels will be affected by it." "oh, confederates! colonel--not rebels. calling names only hurts, and don't ever help. better to be amiable about labels." "it was a slip of the tongue, mr. president. i usually say confederates." "quite right--tongue very slippery organ. reckon my small truant holiday's over. everybody generally is letting me know what effect that emancipation-thunder will have." a strangely tender smile grew upon the large features. "you see, colonel, you and i are the only ignorant people in washington. good-bye." chapter xxii saluting the commander-in-chief, penhallow turned away in absent mood thinking of the burdened man who had passed from sight into the white house. as he crossed lafayette square, he suddenly remembered that the president's request for his company had caused him to forget to look over the papers in his office of which the secretary had spoken. it was desirable to revisit the war department. as he walked around the statue of andrew jackson, he came suddenly face to face with his wife's brother, henry grey. for a moment he was in doubt. the man was in united states uniform, with an army cloak over his shoulders--but it was grey. something like consternation possessed the federal officer. the confederate faced him smiling, as penhallow said, "my god! grey, you here! a spy in our uniform! many people know you--detection and arrest would mean--" "don't talk so loud, james. you are excited, and there is really no reason." penhallow said quietly, "i have good reason to be excited. you will walk on in front of me to willard's hotel. i will go with you to my rooms, where we can talk freely. now, sir." grey stood still. "and suppose i decline to obey my rather positive brother-in-law." "you are not a fool. if you were to try to escape me, and you are thinking of it, i would set on you at once any half dozen of the soldiers within call." "in that case my revolver would settle my earthly accounts--and pleasantly relieve you." "don't talk. go on ahead of me." he would not walk beside him. "as you please." no more words passed. they moved up pennsylvania avenue, now at mid-day crowded with officers, soldiers, and clerks going to lunch. grey was courteously saluting the officers he passed. this particularly enraged the man who was following him and was hopelessly trying to see how with regard to his own honour he could save this easy-going and well-loved brother of ann penhallow. if the confederate had made his escape, he would have been relieved, but he gave him no least chance, nor was grey at all meaning to take any risks. he knew or believed that his captor could not give him up to justice. he had never much liked the steady, self-controlled business man, the master of grey pine. himself a light-hearted, thoughtless character, he quite failed to comprehend the agony of indecision which was harassing the federal officer. in fact, then and later in their talk, he found something amusing in the personal embarrassment penhallow's recognition had brought upon him. as they approached the hotel, the confederate had become certain that he was in no kind of danger. the trapper less at ease than the trapped was after his habit becoming cool, competent and intensely watchful. the one man was more and more his careless, rather egotistic self; the other was of a sudden the rare self of an hour of peril--in a word, dangerous. as they reached the second floor, penhallow said, "this way." josiah in the dimly lighted corridor was putting the last shine on a pair of riding-boots. as he rose, his master said, "stay here--i am not at home--to anybody--to any one." he led the way into his sitting-room; grey following said, "excuse me," as he locked the door. "you are quite safe," remarked his host, rather annoyed. "oh, that i take for granted." james penhallow said, "sit down. there are cigars." "a match please. cigars are rare luxuries with us." as the confederate waited for the sulphur of the match to pass away, penhallow took note of the slight, delicate figure, the blue eyes like ann's, the well-bred face. filling his own pipe he sat down with his back to the window, facing his brother-in-law. "you are very comfortable here, james. how is my sister, and your beauty, leila?" "well--very well. but let us talk a little. you are a spy in our uniform." "that is obvious enough. i am one of many in your departments and outside of them. what do you propose? i am sorry we met." "my duty is to turn you over to the provost-marshal." "of course, but alas! my dear james, there is my sister--you won't do it--no one would under the circumstances. what the deuce made you speak to me? you put us both in an awkward position. you became responsible for a duty you can't fulfil. i am really most sorry for you. it was a bit of bad luck." penhallow rose to get a match and moved about the room uneasily as henry grey went on talking lightly of the situation which involved for him possibilities of death as a spy, and for penhallow a dilemma in which grey saw his own safety. "rather disagreeable all round, james. but i trust you won't let it worry you. i always think a man must be worried when he lets his pipe go out. there is no need to worry, and after all"--he added smiling--"you created a situation which might have been avoided. no one would have known--in a day or two we would have been talking to general lee. an excellent cigar, james." while his brother-in-law chatted lightly, apparently unconcerned, the union officer was considering this way or that out of the toils woven of duty, affection and honour; but as he kept on seeking a mode of escape, he was also hearing and watching the man before him with attention which missed no word. he was barely conscious that the younger man appeared enough at ease to dare to use language which the federal officer felt to be meant to annoy. a single word used by grey stopped the colonel's mental mechanism as if a forceful brake had been applied. the man before him had said carelessly, "_we_--_we_ would have been talking to general lee." the word "we" repeated itself in his mind like an echo. he too lightly despised grey's capacity as a spy, but he had said "we." there were, it seemed, others; how many?--what had they done? this terribly simplified the game. to arrest grey would or might be useless. who were his companions and where were they? once missing this confident confederate they might escape. to question grey would be in vain. to give him any hint that he had been imprudent would be to lose an advantage. he was so intent on the question of how to carry out a decisive purpose that he missed for the moment grey's easy-minded talk, and then was suddenly aware that grey was really amusing himself with a cat-and-mouse game. but now he too was at ease and became quietly civil as he filled another pipe, and with an air of despair which altogether deceived grey said, "i see that i can do nothing, henry. there is no reason to protract an unpleasant matter." "i supposed you would reach this very obvious conclusion." then unable to resist a chance to annoy a man who had given him a needless half hour not free from unpleasant possibilities, grey rose and remarked, smiling, "i hope when we occupy this town to meet you under more agreeable circumstances." "sir," said penhallow, "the painful situation in which i am placed does not give you the freedom to insult me." the confederate was quite unaware that the colonel was becoming more and more a man to fear, "i beg pardon, james," he said, "i was only anticipating history." as he spoke, he stood securing a neglected button of his neat uniform. this act strangely exasperated the colonel. "i will see you out," he said. "the buttons of the massachusetts third might attract attention." "oh, my cloak covers it," and he threw it carelessly over his shoulders. penhallow said, "i have confessed defeat--you may thank ann penhallow." "yes--an unfortunate situation, james. may i have another cigar? thanks." "sorry i have no whisky, grey." "and i--how it pours! what a downfall!" the colonel was becoming more and more outwardly polite. "good-bye, henry." "_au revoir_," said the younger man. penhallow went with his brother-in-law down the long corridor, neither man speaking again. as they passed josiah, penhallow said, "i shall want my horse at five, and shall want you with me." at the head of the stairs he dismissed his visitor without a further word. then he turned back quickly to josiah and said in a low voice, "follow that man--don't lose him. take your time. it is important--a matter of life and death to me--to know where he lives. quick now--i trust you." "yes, sir." he was gone. grey feeling entirely safe walked away in the heavy rain with a mind at ease and a little sorry as a soldier for the hapless situation with which penhallow had had to struggle. when we have known men only in the every-day business of life or in ordinary social relations, we may quite fail to credit them with qualities which are never called into activity except by unusual circumstances. grey, an able engineer, regarded penhallow as a rather slow thinker, a good man of business, and now as a commonplace, well-mannered officer. he smiled as he thought how his sister had made her husband in this present predicament what algebraists call a "negligible quantity." he would have been less easy had he known that the man he left felt keenly a sense of imperilled honour and of insult which his relation to grey forbade him to avenge. he had become a man alert, observant, and quick to see his way and to act. josiah, with all his hunting instincts aroused, loitered idly after grey in the rain, one of the scores of lazy, unnoticeable negroes. he was gone all the afternoon, and at eight o'clock found penhallow in his room. "did you find where he lives?" asked the colonel. "that man, he lives at sixteenth street. two more live there. they was in and out all day--and he went to shops and carried things away--" "what kind of shops?" "where they sell paper and pens--and 'pothecaries." "sit down--you look tired." it was plain that they were soon about to move and were buying what was needed in the south--quinine, of course. but what had been their errand? he said, "get some supper and come back soon." then he sat down to think. an engineer of competence lately back from europe! his errand--their errand--must be of moment. he took a small revolver out of a drawer, put in shells, placed it in his breast pocket, and secured a box of matches. about nine, in a summer thunder-shower of wind and rain, he followed josiah and walked to no. sixteenth street. as he stood he asked, "how did those men get in, josiah?" "all had keys. want to get in, colonel?" "yes, i want to get in. are there any others in the house--servants--any one?" "no, sir," josiah said. "i went round to an alley at the back of the house. there are lights on the second storey. you can get in easy at the back, sir." seeing a policeman on the opposite pavement, penhallow at once changed his plan of entrance, and crossing the street said to the policeman, "is this your beat?" "yes, sir." "very good! you see i am in uniform. here is my card. i am on duty at the war department. here is my general pass from the provost-marshal general. come to the gas lamp and read it. here are ten dollars. i have to get into no. on government business. if i do not come out in thirty minutes, give the alarm, call others and go in. who lives there?" "it is a gambling house--or was--not now." "very good. this is my servant, josiah. if i get out safely, come to willard's to-morrow at nine--use my card--ask for me--and you will not be sorry to have helped me." "you want to get in!" "yes." "no use to ring, sir," said josiah. "there ain't any servants and the gentlemen, they ate outside. lord, how it rains!" the policeman hesitated. another ten dollar note changed owners. "well, it isn't police duty--and you're not a burglar--" the colonel laughed. "if i were, i'd have been in that house without your aid." "well, yes, sir. burglars don't usually take the police into their confidence. there are no lights except in the second storey. if your man's not afraid and it's an honest government job, let him go through that side alley, get over the fence--i'll help him--and either through a window or by the cellar he can get in and open the front door for you." josiah laughed low laughter as he crossed the street with the officer and was lost to view. the colonel waited at the door. in a few minutes the man returning said, "want me with you? he got in easily." "no, but take the time when i enter and keep near." they waited. "nine-thirty now, sir." "give me the full time." penhallow went up the steps and knocked at the door. it was opened and he went in. "shut the door quietly, josiah--open if the policeman knocks. now, be quiet, and if you hear a shot, or a big row call the police." the house below-stairs was in darkness. he took off his shoes and went into a room on the first floor. striking a match, he saw only ordinary furniture. the room back of it revealed to his failing match a roulette table. he went out into the hall and up the stairs with the utmost caution to avoid noise. on the second floor the door of the front room was ajar. they must be careless and confident, he reflected as he entered. a lighted candle on a pine table dimly illuminated a room in some confusion. on the floor were two small bags half full of clothes which he swiftly searched, without revealing anything of moment. a third, smaller bag lay open on the table. it contained a number of small rolls of very thin paper, and on the table there were spread out two others. as he looked, he knew they were admirably drawn sketches of the forts and the lines of connecting works which defended the city. making sure no more papers were to be found, he thrust all of them within his waistcoat, buttoned it securely, felt for his revolver, and listened. in the closed back room there was much mirth and the clink of glasses. he drew near the door and felt certain that grey was relating with comic additions his interview of the morning. without hesitation he threw open the door as three men sprang to their feet and grey covered him with a revolver. he said quietly, "sorry to disturb you, gentlemen. put down that toy, grey." "no, by heaven!--not till--" "my dear grey, between me and that pistol stands a woman--as she stood for your safety this morning. men who talk, don't shoot. you are all three in deadly peril--you had better hear me. i could have covered you all with my revolver. put down that thing!" "put it down," said the older of the three. grey laid the weapon on the table. "this is not war," said penhallow, "and you are three to one. sit down." he set the example. "it is clear that you are all confederate officers and spies. let us talk a little. i came on mr. grey to-day by accident. it was my duty to have him arrested; but he is my wife's brother. if a pistol is heard or i am not out of this, safe, in a few minutes, the police now on guard will enter--and you are doomed men. i am presumably on government business. now, gentlemen, will you leave at once or in an hour or less?" "i for one accept," said the man who had been silent. "and i," said the elder of the party. "on your honour?" "yes." grey laughed lightly, "oh, of course. our work is done. speed the parting guest!" "i wish," said the colonel, rising, "to leave no misapprehension on your minds--or on that of mr. grey. those admirable sketches left carelessly on the table are in my pocket. were they not, you would all three be lost men. did you think, grey, that to save your life or my own i would permit you to escape with your work? had i not these papers, your chance of death would not weigh with me a moment." grey started up. "don't be foolish, grey," said the older man. "we have played and lost. there has been much carelessness--and we have suffered for it. i accept defeat, colonel." penhallow looked at the watch in his hand. "you have ten minutes grace--no, rather less. may i ask of you one thing? you are every hour in danger, but i too am aware that if this interview be talked about in richmond or you are caught, my name may be so used as to make trouble for me, for how could i explain that to save my wife's brother i connived at the escape of confederate officers acting as spies? i ask no pledge, gentlemen. i merely leave my honour as a soldier in your hands. good-night, and don't delay." grey was silent. the older man said, "i permit myself to hope we may meet some time under more pleasant circumstances--for me, i mean,"--he added, laughing. "good-night." penhallow withdrew quickly and found josiah on guard. he said, "it is all right--but for sport it beats possum-hunting. open the door." the rain was still falling in torrents. "all right," he said to the policeman, "come and see me to-morrow early." "what was the matter, sir? i've got to make my report." then penhallow saw the possibility of trouble and as quickly that to bribe further might only make mischief. "do not come to the hotel, but at eleven sharp call on me at the war department on seventeenth street. you have my card. by that time i shall have talked the matter over with the secretary. i am not at liberty to talk of it now--and you had better not. it is a government affair. you go off duty, when?" "at six. you said eleven, sir?" "yes, good-night. go home, josiah." the colonel was so wet that the added contributions of water were of no moment. the soldier in uniform may not carry an umbrella--for reasons unknown to me. before breakfast next morning josiah brought him a letter, left at the hotel too late in the night for delivery. he read it with some amusement and with an uncertain amount of satisfaction: "my dear j: when by evil luck i encountered you, i was sure of three things. first, that i was safe; then, that we had secured what we wanted; and last, that our way home was assured. if in my satisfaction i played the bluff game rather lightly--well, in a way to annoy you--i beg now to apologize. that i should so stupidly have given away a game already won is sufficiently humiliating, and the dog on top may readily forgive. you spoilt a gallant venture, but, by jove, you did it well! i can't imagine how you found me! accept my congratulations. "yours sincerely, "g." "confound him! what i suffered don't count. he's just the man he always was--brave, of course, quixotically chivalrous, a light weight. ann used to say he was a grown-up boy and small for his age. well, he has had his spanking. confound him!" he went on thinking of this gay, clever, inconsiderate, not unlovable man. "if by mishap he were captured while trying to escape, what then? he would be fool enough to make the venture in our uniform. there would be swift justice; and only the final appeal to caesar. he was with good reason ill at ease. i might indeed have to ask the president for something." he reconsidered his own relation to the adventure as he sat at breakfast, and saw in it some remainder of danger. at ten o'clock he was with the secretary. "i want," he said, "to talk to you as my old friend. you are my official superior and may order me to the north pole, but now may i re-assume the other position for a minute and make a confidential statement?" "certainly, penhallow. i am always free to advise you." "i want to say something and to be asked no questions. am i clear?" "certainly." "thank you. i had an extraordinary adventure yesterday. i am not at liberty to do more than say that it put me in possession of these plans." he spread on the table well-drawn sketches of the forts around washington. stanton's grim, bearded face grew stern. "you have my word, penhallow. if i had not too easily given it we would have been placed in a disagreeable position. i am debarred from asking you how you came into possession of these papers. the spies who made them would have been in my power early this morning--and not even the president's weakness would have saved their necks." penhallow was silent, but was anxiously watching the angry secretary, who swept the papers aside with an impatient gesture, feeling that he had been so dealt with as to be left without even the relief he too often found in outbursts of violent language. penhallow's quiet attitude reminded him that he could not now take advantage of his official position to say what was on his mind. "colonel," he said, "i want a report on some better method of getting remounts for the cavalry." "i will consider it, sir." "what about that contract for ambulances?" "i shall have my report ready to-morrow." "that is all." it is to be feared that the next visitor suffered what penhallow escaped. with no other orders the colonel left, rewarded the punctual policeman and went home to write to his wife, infinitely disgusted with the life before him and behind him, and desiring no more adventures. chapter xxiii the winter of - went by with sherman's defeat at vicksburg and rosecrans's inconclusive battle of stone river. the unpopular conscription act in february, , and last of all the discreditable defeat of hooker in may at chancellorsville, disheartened the most hopeful. meanwhile, penhallow wrote to his wife with no word of the war, and poured out his annoyance to leila with less restraint. "dear leila: i get brief notes from john, who is with the one general (grant) who has any luck. the list of discredited commanders good and bad increases. i am weary beyond measure of the kind of life i lead. i learn to-day, may th, of the progress of the investment of vicksburg, and of john as busy at last with his proper work of bridges, corduroy roads and the siege approaches. "the drift homeward of our crippled men, you tell of, is indeed sad. i am glad that grace's boy is well; and so rivers has gone to the army again. pole's lad, with the lost arm, must have some work at the mills. say i ask it. good-bye. "yours, james penhallow." on the th of june the secretary said to penhallow, "you know that lee has crossed the potomac. general hunt has asked to have you put in charge of the reserve artillery of the potomac army. i shall relieve you here and give the order, but i want you for a week longer to clear up matters." penhallow worked hard up to the time set by stanton, and meanwhile made his arrangements to leave for the field. "now that you are going away," said stanton, "i wish to express my warm thanks for admirable service. i may say to you that hooker has been removed and meade put in command." "that is good news, indeed, sir. now the potomac army will be handled by a soldier." the secretary had risen to say his parting words, and penhallow as he held his hand saw how reluctant he was to let him go. they had long been friends, and now the colonel observing his worn face felt for him the utmost anxiety. a stern, grave man, passionately devoted to his country, he was the impatient slave of duty. sometimes hasty, unjust, or even ungenerous, he was indifferent to the enemies he too needlessly created, and was hated by many and not loved even by those who respected his devotion and competence. he spared neither his subordinates nor, least of all, edwin stanton, and spendthrift of vital force and energy went his way, one of the great war ministers like carnot and pitt. now, as they stood about to part, he showed feeling with which few would have given him credit, and for which penhallow was unprepared. "well," he said, "you are going. i shall miss your help in a life sometimes lonely, and overcrowded with work. you have been far more useful here than you could have been in the field. living and working as you have done, you have made enemies. the more enemies an honest gentleman collects the richer he is. you are glad to go--well, don't think this town a mere great gambling place. it is a focal point--all that is bad in war seems to be represented here--spies, cheating contractors, political generals, generals as meek as missionaries. you have seen the worst of it--the worst. but my dear penhallow, there is one comfort, richmond is just as foul with thieving contractors, extravagance, intrigue, and spies who report to us with almost the regularity of the post; and, as with us, there is also honour, honesty, religion, belief in their cause." the secretary had spoken at unusual length and in an unusual mood. when once, before the war, he had spent a few happy days at grey pine, mrs. crocker characterized him as "a yes-and-no kind of man." now as he walked with his friend to the door, he said, "does mrs. penhallow know of your change of duty? i am aware of her feeling about this unhappy strife." "no. there will be a battle--time enough--soon enough to write afterwards, if there should be any earthly afterwards." "you are quite right," said the secretary. "good-bye. i envy you your active share in this game." penhallow, as for the last time he went down the outer steps, looked back at the old brick war-office on seventeenth street. he felt the satisfaction of disagreeable duty well done. then he recalled with some sense of it as being rather ridiculous his adventure with henry grey. in a far distant day he would tell ann. as he halted at the foot of the steps, he thought of his only interview with lincoln. the tall figure with the sombre face left in his memory that haunting sense of the unusual of which others had spoken and which was apt to disappear upon more familiar acquaintance. on the morning of june in this year , leila riding from the mills paused a minute to take note of the hillside burial-ground, dotted here and there with pitiful little linen flags, sole memorials of son or father--the victims of war. "one never can get away from it," she murmured, and rode on into westways. sitting in the saddle she waited patiently at the door of the post-office. mrs. crocker was distributing letters and newspapers. an old quaker farmer was reading aloud on the pavement the latest news. "there ain't no list of killed and wounded," he said. forgetful of the creed of his sect, his son was with the army. he read, "the rebels have got york--that's sure--and carlisle too. they are near harrisburg." "oh, but we have burned the bridge over the susquehanna," said some one. another and younger man with his arm in a sling asked, "are they only cavalry?" "no, general ewell is in command. there are infantry." "where is lee?" "i don't make that out." they went away one by one, sharing the uneasiness felt in the great cities. leila called out, "any letters, mrs. crocker? this is bad news." "here's one for you--it came in a letter to me. i was to give it to you alone." leila tore it open and read it. "any bad news, leila?" "yes, uncle james is with the army. i should not have told you. general meade is in command. aunt ann is not to know. there will be a battle--after that he will write--after it. please not to mention where uncle jim is. when is your nephew to be buried--at the mills?" "at eleven to-morrow." "i shall be there. aunt ann will send flowers. poor boy! he has lingered long." "and he did so want to go back to the army. you see, he was that weak he cried. he was in the colour-guard and asked to have the flag hung on the wall. any news of our john? i dreamed about him last night, only he had long curly locks--like he used to have." "no, not a word." "has mr. rivers got back?" "no, he is still with the army. you know, aunt sends him with money for the sanitary." "yes, the sanitary commission--we all know." leila turned homeward seeing the curly locks. "oh, to be a man now!" she murmured. she was bearing the woman's burden. mrs. crocker called after her, "you forgot the papers." "burn them," said leila. "i have heard enough--and more than enough, and aunt ann never reads them." penhallow had found time to visit his home twice in the winter, but found there little to please him. his wife was obviously feeling the varied strain of war, and leila showed plainly that she too was suffering. he returned to his work unhappy, a discontented and resolutely dutiful man, hard driven by a relentless superior. now, at last, the relief of action had come. no one who has not lived through those years of war can imagine the variety of suffering which darkened countless homes throughout the land. at grey pine, ann penhallow living in a neighbourhood which was hostile to her own political creed was deeply distressed by the fact that on both sides were men dear to her. it must have been a too common addition to the misery of war and was not in some cases without passionate resentment. there were northern men in the service of the confederacy, and of the southern graduates from west point nearly fifty per cent, had remained loyal to the flag, as they elected to understand loyalty. the student of human motives may well be puzzled, for example, to explain why two of the most eminent soldiers of the war, both being men of the highest character and both virginians should have decided to take different sides. some such reflection occupied leila grey's mind as she rode away. many of the officers now in one of the two armies had dined or stayed a few pleasant days at grey pine. for one of them, robert lee, penhallow had a warm regard. she remembered too general scott, a virginian, and her aunt's southern friend drayton, the man whom a poet has since described when with farragut as "courtly, gallant and wise." "ah, me!" she murmured, "duty must be at times a costly luxury.--a costly necessity," she concluded, was better--that left no privilege of choice. she smiled, dismissing the mental problem, and rode on full of anxiety for those she loved and her unfortunate country. our most profound emotions are for the greater souls dumb and have no language if it be not that of prayer, or the tearful overflow which means so much and is so mysteriously helpful. she found both forms of expression when she knelt that night. in the afternoon the refreshing upland coolness of evening followed on the humid heat of a hot june day. towards sunset ann penhallow, to her niece's surprise, drew on her shawl and said she would like to walk down to the little river. any proposal to break the routine of a life unwholesome in its monotony was agreeable to leila. no talk of the war was possible. when ann penhallow now more and more rarely and with effort went on her too frequently needed errands of relief or consolation, the village people understood her silence about the war, and accepting her bounty somewhat resented an attitude of mind which forbade the pleasant old familiarity of approach. the life was unhealthy for leila, and mcgregor watched its influence with affection and some professional apprehension. glad of any change, leila walked with her aunt through the garden among the roses in which now her aunt took no interest. they heard the catbirds carolling in the hedges, and ann thought of the day a year ago when she listened to them with james penhallow at her side. they reached in silence an open space above the broad quiet backwater. beyond a low beach the river flowed by, wide and smooth, a swift stream. from the western side the sunset light fell in widening shafts of scarlet across the water. "let us sit here," said the elder woman. "i am too weak to walk further"--for her a strange confession. as they sat down on the mossy carpet, leila caught the passive hand of her aunt. "i suppose you still swim here, every morning, leila? i used to like it--i have now no heart for anything." leila could only say, "why not, aunt?" "how can you ask me! i think--i dream of nothing but this unnatural war." "is that wise, aunt? or as dr. mcgregor would say, 'wholesome'?" "it is not; but i cannot help it--it darkens my whole life. billy was up at the house this morning talking in his wild way. i did not even try to understand, but"--and she hesitated--"i suppose i had better know." this was strange to leila, who too hesitated, and then concluding to be frank returned, "it might have been better, aunt, if you had known all along what was going on--" "what would have been the use?" said her aunt in a tone of languid indifference. "it can end in but one way." a sensation of anger rose dominant in the mind of the girl. it was hard to bear. she broke out into words of passionate resentment--the first revolt. "you think only of your dear south--of your friends--your brother--" "leila!" she was past self-control or other control. "well, then, be glad lee is in pennsylvania--general ewell has taken york and hagerstown--there will be a great battle. may god help the right--my country!" "general lee," cried ann; "lee in pennsylvania! then that will end the war. i am glad james is safe in washington." leila already self-reproachful, was silent. to tell her he was with the army of the north would be cruel and was what james penhallow had forbidden. "he is in washington?" asked ann anxiously. "when last i heard, he was in washington, aunt, and as you know, john is before vicksburg with general grant." "they will never take it--never." "perhaps not, aunt ann," said leila, penitent. the younger woman was disinclined to talk and sat quiet, one of the millions who were wondering what the next few days would bring. the light to westward was slowly fading as she remained with hands clasped about her knees and put aside the useless longing to know what none could know. her anger was gone as she caught with a side glance the frail look of ann penhallow. she felt too the soothing benediction of the day's most sacred hour. of a sudden ann penhallow bounded to her feet. a thunderous roar broke on the evening stillness. the smooth backwater shivered and the cat-tails and reeds swayed, as the sound struck echoes from the hills and died away. leila caught and stayed the swaying figure. "it is only the first of the great new siege guns they are trying on the lower meadows. sit down, dear, for a moment. do be careful--you are getting"--she hesitated--"hysterical. there will be another presently. do sit down, dear aunt. don't be nervous." she was alarmed by her aunt's silent statuesque position. she could have applied no wiser remedy than her warning advice. no woman likes to be told she is nervous or hysterical and now it acted with the certainty of a charm. "i am not nervous--it was so sudden. i was startled." she turned away with a quick movement of annoyance, releasing herself from leila's arm. "let's go home. oh, my god!" she cried, as once again the cannon-roar shook the leaves on the upward slope before them. "it is the voice of war. can i never get away from it--never--never?" "you will not be troubled again to-day," said the girl, "and the smaller guns on the further meadow we hardly notice at the house." ann's steps quickened. she had been scared at her own realization of her want of self-government and was once more in command of her emotions. "do not talk to me, leila. i was quite upset--i am all right now." the great guns were sent away next day on their errands of destruction. then the two lonely women waited as the whole country waited for news which whatever it might be would carry grief to countless homes. on the second day of july, , under a heavy cloud of dust which hung high in air over the approach of the baltimore pike to gettysburg, the long column of the reserve artillery of the potomac army rumbled along the road, and more and more clearly the weary men heard the sound of cannon. about ten in the morning the advance guard was checked and the line came to a halt. james penhallow, who since dawn had been urging on his command, rode in haste along the side of the cumbered road to where a hurrying brigade of infantry crossing his way explained why his guns were thus brought to a standstill. he saw that he must wait for the foot soldiers to go by. the cannoneers dismounted from the horses or dropped off the caissons, and glad of a rest lit their pipes and lay down or wandered about in search of water. the colonel, pleased to be on time, was in gay good-humour as he talked to the men or listened to the musketry fire far to the left. he said to a group of men, "we are all as grey as the rebs, boys, but it is good pennsylvania dust." as he spoke a roar of laughter was heard from the neighbourhood of the village cemetery on his right. he rode near it and saw the men gathered before an old notice board. he read: "any person found using fire arms in this vicinity will be prosecuted according to law." penhallow shook with laughter. "guess we'll have to be right careful, colonel," said a sergeant. "you will, indeed." "it's an awful warning, boys," said a private. "shouldn't wonder if bob lee set it up to scare us." "i'd like to take it home." they chaffed the passing infantry, and were answered in kind. penhallow impatient saw that the road would soon be clear. as he issued quick orders and men mounted in haste, a young aide rode up, saluted, and said, "i have orders, colonel, from general hunt to guide you to where he desires your guns to be parked." "one moment," said penhallow; "the road is a tangle of wagons:" and to a captain, "ride on and side-track those wagons; be quick too." then he said to the aide, "we have a few minutes--how are things going? i heard of general reynold's death, and little more." "yes, we were outnumbered yesterday and--well licked. why they did not rush us, the lord knows!" "give me some idea of our position." "well, sir, here to our right is cemetery hill, strongly held; to your left the line turns east and then south in a loop to wooded hills--one culp's, they call it. that is our right. there is a row on there as you can hear. before us as we stand our position runs south along a low ridge and ends on two pretty high-wooded hills they call round tops. that's our left. from our front the ground slopes down some forty feet or so, and about a mile away the rebs hold the town seminary and a long low rise facing us." "thank you, that seems pretty clear. there is firing over beyond the cemetery?" "yes, the skirmishers get cross now and then. the road seems clear, sir." orders rang out and the guns rattled up the pike like some monstrous articulated insect, all encumbering wagons being swept aside to make way for the privileged guns. "you are to park here, sir, on the open between this and the taneytown road. there is a brook--a creek." "thanks, that is clear." the ground thus chosen lay some hundred yards behind the low crest held midway of our line by the second corps, whence the ground fell away in a gentle slope. the space back of our line was in what to a layman's eye would have seemed the wildest confusion of wagons, ambulances, ammunition mules, cattle, and wandering men. it was slowly assuming some order as the provost guard, dusty, despotic and cross, ranged the wagons, drove back stragglers, and left wide lanes for the artillery to move at need to the front. the colonel spent some hours in getting his guns placed and in seeing that no least detail was lacking. with orders about instant readiness, with a word of praise here, of sharp criticism there, he turned away a well-contented man and walked up the slope in search of the headquarters. as he approached the front, he saw the bushy ridge in which, or back of which, the men lay at rest. behind them were surgeons selecting partially protected places for immediate aid, stretcher-bearers, ambulances and all the mechanism of help for the wounded. officers were making sure that men had at hand one hundred rounds of ammunition. some three hundred yards behind the mid-centre of the second corps, on the taneytown road, penhallow was directed to a small, rather shabby one-storey farm-house. "by george," he murmured, "here is one general who means to be near the front." he was met at the door by the tall handsome figure of general hancock, a blue-eyed man with a slight moustache over a square expressively firm jaw. "glad to see you, penhallow. meade was anxious--i knew you would be on time. come in." penhallow saw before him a mean little room, on one side a wide bed with a gaudy coverlet, on a pine table in the centre a bucket of water, a tin cup, and a candle-stick. five rickety rush-covered chairs completed the furnishings. meade rose from study of the map an engineer officer was explaining. he was unknown to penhallow, who observed him with interest--a tall spare man with grey-sprinkled dark hair a large roman nose and spectacles over wide blue eyes; a gentleman of the best, modest, unassuming, and now carelessly clad. "colonel penhallow," said hancock. "glad to see you." he turned to receive with evident pleasure a report of the morning's fight on the right wing, glanced without obvious interest at the captured flag of the stonewall brigade, and greeted the colonel warmly. "i can only offer you water," he said. "sit down. you may like to look over this map." while the commander wrote orders and despatched aide after aide, penhallow bent over the map. "you see," said hancock, "we have unusual luck for us in a short interior line. i judge from the moving guidons that lee is extending his front--it may be six miles long." "and ours?" "well, from wing to wing across the loop to right, not half of that." "i see," said penhallow, and accepting a drink of tepid water he went out to find and report to the chief of artillery, general hunt. he met him with general john gibbon and two aides a few yards from the door, and making his brief report learned as he moved away that there was some trouble on the left wing. meade coming out with hancock, they mounted and rode away in haste, too late to correct general sickles' unfortunate decision to improve general meade's battle-line. it was not penhallow's business, nor did he then fully understand that costly blunder. returning to his guns, he sent, as hunt had ordered, two of his reserve batteries up to the back of the line of the second corps, and finding general gibbon temporarily in command walked with him to what is now called the "crest" and stood among cushing's guns. alertly interested, penhallow saw to the left, half hidden by bushes and a clump of trees, a long line of infantry lying at ease, their muskets in glittering stacks behind them. to the right the ground was more open. a broken stone fence lay in front of the second corps. it was patched with fence rails and added stone, and where the clump of trees projected in advance of the line made a right angle and extended thence in front of the batteries on the crest about thirty yards. then it met a like right angle of stone fencing and followed the line far to the right. behind these rude walls lay the pennsylvania and new york men, three small regiments. further back on a little higher ground was the silent array of cannon, thus able at need to fire over the heads of the guarding infantry, now idly lying at rest in the baking heat of a july morning. the men about the cannon lounged at ease on the ground in the forty foot interspaces between the batteries, some eighteen pieces in all. suddenly an aide rode up, and saying, "see you again, penhallow," gibbon rode away in haste. penhallow, who was carefully gathering in all that could then be seen from the locality, moved over to where a young battery captain was leaning against a cannon wheel wiping the sweat from his face or gazing over the vale below him, apparently lost in thought. "captain cushing, i believe," said the colonel. "i am colonel penhallow, in command of the reserve artillery." "indeed!" said the young officer. "these are some of your guns--" "not mine--i was out of it long ago. they still carry the brand of my old iron-mills." "we shall see, sir, that they do honour to your name." "i am sure of that," returned the colonel, looking at the face of the officer, who as he spoke patted the gun beside him in an affectionate way. "it seems very peaceful," he said. "yes, yes," returned penhallow, "very." they looked for a moment of silence down the vale before them, where a mile away the ground rose to a low ridge, beyond which in woody shelters lay the hostile lines. "what road is that?" asked penhallow. "it leaves our right and crosses to enter lee's right." "the emmitsburg pike, sir." the colonel's glass searched the space before him. "i see some fine farm-houses--deserted, of course, and wheat fields no man will reap this year." he spoke thoughtfully, and as woodruff of the nearer battery joined them, the roar of cannon broke the stillness. "far on our left," said woodruff. at the sound, the men sprang to their feet and took their stations. smoke rose and clouded their view of the distant field where on our left a fury of battle raged, while the rattle of infantry volleys became continuous. no more words were spoken. through the long afternoon the unseen fight went on in front of the round tops. as it came nearer and the grey lines were visible, the guns on the crest opened a lively fire and kept up their destructive business until the approach of the enemy ceased to extend towards our centre and fell away in death or disorderly flight. about sunset this varied noise subsided and the remote sound of cheering was heard. "we must have won," said general webb, the brigade commander. "it was a flanking movement. how little any one man knows of a battle!" "by george! i am glad of a let up," said the young captain. "i am vilely dirty." he wiped the grime and sweat from his face and threw himself on the ground as generals hunt and gibbon rode up. "no great damage here, i see, webb. they got awfully licked, but it was near to something else." questioned by penhallow, they heard the news of our needless loss and final triumphant repulse of the enemy. hunt said emphatic things about political generals and their ways. "he lost a leg," said gibbon, "and i think to have lost his life would have been, fortunate. they are at it still on the right, but the twelfth corps has gone back to culp's hill and ewell will get his share of pounding--if it be his corps." "then we may get some sleep," said penhallow, as he moved away. "i have had very little for two nights." chapter xxiv it was near to seven when he went down to his parked guns, seeing as he went that the ways were kept clear, and finding ready hot coffee and broiled chicken. "where did you get this, josiah?" he asked. "kind of came in, sir--know'd he was wanted--laid two eggs." the colonel laughed and asked no further questions. "pull off my boots. horses all right?" "yes, sir." without-undressing he fell on his camp-bed and, towards dusk thinking with grim humour of his wife and the penhallow guns, fell asleep. about four in the morning the mad clamour of battle awakened him. he got up and went out of the tent. the night air was hot and oppressive. far to our right there was the rattle of musketry and the occasional upward flare of cannon flashes against low-lying clouds. from the farthest side of the taneytown road at the rear he heard the rattle of ambulances arriving from the field of fight to leave the wounded in tent hospitals. they came slowly, marked by their flickering lanterns, and were away again more swiftly. he gave some vague thought to the wounded and to the surgeons, for whom the night was as the day. at sunrise he went up past the already busy headquarters and came to the bush-hidden lines, where six thousand men of the second corps along a half mile of the irregular far-stretched crest were up and busy. fires were lighted, coffee boiled and biscuits munched. an air of confidence and gaiety among the men pleased him as he paused to give a sergeant a pipe light and divided his tobacco among a thankful group of ragged soldiers. all was quiet. an outpost skirmish on the right, as a man said, "was petering out." he paused here and there to talk to the men, and was interested to hear them discussing with intelligence the advantage of our short line. now and then the guns far to left or right quarrelled, but at eleven in the morning this third of july all was quiet except the murmurous noise of thousands of men who talked or lay at rest in the bushes or contrived a refuge from the sun under shelter of a canvas hung on ramrods. generals gibbon and webb, coming near, promised him a late breakfast, and he went with them to the little peach orchard near the headquarters on the taneytown road. they sat down on mess-chests or cracker-boxes, and to penhallow's amusement josiah appeared with john, the servant of gibbon, for josiah was, as he said, on easy terms with every black servant in the line. presently hancock rode up with meade. generals newton and pleasanton also appeared, and with their aides joined them. these men were officially penhallow's superiors, and although hancock and gibbon were his friends, he made no effort to take part in the discussion in regard to what the passing day would bring. he had his own opinion, but no one asked for it and he smoked in an undisturbed private council of war. at last, as he rose, newton said, "you knew john reynolds well, penhallow. a moment before he fell, his aide had begged him to fall back to a less dangerous position." "he was my friend--a soldier of the best." "the pennsylvanians are in force to-day--you and i and--" "oh, colonels don't count," laughed penhallow; "but there are meade, hancock, gregg, humphreys, hays, gibbon, geary, crawford--" hancock said, "we pennsylvanians hold the lowest and weakest point of our line--all pennsylvanians on their own soil." "yes, but they will not attack here," said newton. "oh, do you think so?" said hancock. "wait a little." the headquarters' ambulance drove up with further supplies. the chickens were of mature age, but every one was hungry. cigars and pipes were lighted, and newton chaffed gibbon as the arrogant young brigadier in command for the time of hancock's corps. the talk soon fell again upon the probabilities of the day. penhallow listened. meade grave and silent sat on a cracker-box and ate in an absent way, or scribbled orders, and at last directed that the picked body of men, the provost's guards, should join their regimental commands. about a quarter to noon the generals one by one rode away. having no especial duty, penhallow walked to where on the crest the eighteen guns were drawn up. the sky was clear as yet, a windless, hot day. gibbon joined him. "what next?" said gibbon, as penhallow clambered up and stood a tall figure on the limber of one of cushing's guns, his field glass searching the valley and the enemy's position. "isn't it like a big chess-board?" "yes--their skirmishers look like grey posts, and our own blue. they seem uneasy." "aren't they just like pawns in the game!" remarked captain haskell of the staff. penhallow, intent, hardly heard them, but said presently, "there are guidons moving fast to their right." "oh, artillery taking position. we shall hear from them," returned gibbon. "hancock thinks that being beaten on both flanks, lee will attack our centre, and this is the lowest point." "well," said haskell, "it would be madness--can lee remember malvern hill?" "i wonder what grant is doing?" remarked gibbon. at that time, seated under an oak, watched at a distance by john penhallow and a group of officers, he was dictating to unlucky pemberton the terms of vicksburg's surrender. penhallow got down from his perch and wandered among the other guns, talking to the men who were lying on the sod, or interested in the battery horses behind the shelter of trees quietly munching the thin grasses. he returned to cushing's guns, and being in the mental attitude of intense attention to things he would not usually have noticed, he was struck with the young captain's manly build, and then with his delicacy of feature, something girl-like and gentle in his ways. penhallow remarked that the guns so hot already from the sun would be too easily overheated when they were put to use. "ah," returned cushing, "but will they be asked to talk today?" the innocent looking smile and the quick flash of wide-opened eyes told of his wish to send messages across the vale. "yes, i think so," said the colonel; "i think so,"--and again observant he saw the slight figure straighten and a quite other look of tender sadness come upon his face. "how quiet they are--how very quiet!" then he laughed merrily. "see that dog on the emmitsburg road. he doesn't know which side he's on." penhallow looked at his watch. "it is one o'clock." then his glass was up. "ah!" he exclaimed, as he closed it, "now we shall catch it. i thought as much." a mile away, far on lee's right, on the low ridge in front of his position, a flash of light was seen. as the round ring of smoke shot out from the cannon, the colonel remembered the little leila's delight when he blew smoke rings as they sat on the porch. instantly a second gun spoke. the two shells flew over our line and lit far to the rear, while at once along lee's position a hundred and fifty guns rang out and were instantly answered by our own artillery from round top to cemetery hill. general hunt beside him replying to the quick questions he put, said, "we could not place over seventy-five guns--not room enough." "is that all? they are distributing their favours along our whole front." at once a vast shroud of smoke rose and hid both lines, while out of it flew countless shell and roundshot. at first most of the confederate missiles flew high and fell far behind our crest. the two officers were coolly critical as they stood between the batteries. "he must think our men are back of the guns like his own. the wall and bushes hide them." "the fuses are too long," said hunt quietly. "that's better and worse," he added, as a shell exploded near by and one of woodruff's guns went out of action and the ground was strewn with the dead and wounded. "we shall want some of your guns." penhallow went in haste to the rear. what he saw was terrible. the iron hail of shells fell fast around him on the wide open space or even as far away as the hospital tents. on or near the taneytown road terror-stricken wagon-drivers were flying, ammunition mules were torn to pieces or lying mangled; a shell exploded in a wagon,--driver, horses and a load of bread were gone. horses lay about, dead or horribly torn; one horse hitched to a tree went on cropping grass. penhallow missed nothing. he was in the mood peril always brought. men said he was a slow, sure thinker, and missed seeing things which did not interest him. now he was gay, tuned to the highest pitch of automatic watchfulness, as this far-sent storm of bursting shells went over and past the troops it was meant to destroy. hurrying through it he saw the wide slope clear rapidly of what was left of active life. he laughed as a round shot knocked a knapsack off a man's back. the man unhurt did not stay to look for it. once the colonel dropped as a shell lit near him. it did not explode. he ejaculated, "pshaw," and went on. he came near the taneytown road to find that his artillery had suffered. a score of harnessed horses lay dead or horribly mangled. his quick orders sent up to the front a dozen guns. some were horsed, some were pulled with ropes by the cheering, eager cannoneers. their way was up the deserted slope, "well cleared by the enemy," thought penhallow with a smile. once he looked back and saw the far flight of a shell end in or near an ambulance of the wounded beyond the taneytown road. during his absence gun after gun had been disabled and a caisson exploded; the gun crews lay dead or wounded. what more horribly disturbed penhallow was the hideous screams of the battery horses. "ah! the pity of it. they had no cause to die for--no duty--no choice." as he assisted in replacing the wreckage of the guns, he still heard the cries of the animals who so dumb in peace found in torture voices of anguish unheard before--unnatural, strange. the appalling tempest of shells screamed on and on, while the most of them fell beyond the crest. penhallow looked up to note their flight. they darted overhead shrill-voiced or hissing. there was a white puff of smoke, a red flash, and an explosion. general gibbon, coming back from the long line of his corps, said, "my men have suffered very little, but the headquarters behind them are in ruin. meade has moved back." as he spoke the shells began to fall on the crest. "they seem to be more attentive to us," said the battery captain woodruff. "thought we'd catch it!" "horrible!--those horses, gibbon," said penhallow. at last there seemed to be more concentrated firing on the crest. many shells fell near the imperfect wall-shelter of the crouching men, while others exploded among the lines to left or right in the bushes. "they are doing better now, confound them!" said the young general coolly. "our men at the wall seem disturbed. "come with me," he said to penhallow and haskell of the staff, who had just joined them. they went down in front of the guns to where behind the low wall lay the two thin lines of the pennsylvania regiments. he spoke to the colonel of the st, who with other officers was afoot encouraging the men. "keep cool, boys," said gibbon. the men laughed. "oh, we're all right, general, but we ain't cool." gibbon laughed. "let us go over the wall and try to see a little better," said penhallow. a hundred yards beyond the lines they sat down. the ceaseless rain of shot and shell from both sides went over them, the canopy of smoke being so high above that the interspace between the lines was now more or less visible. far beyond them our skirmish outposts were still motionless on guard; and yet further farms and houses, some smoking in ruin, lay among the green fields along the emmitsburg pike. "it is pretty safe here," said the corps commander, while far above them the shells sang their war notes. penhallow looked back. "they've got the range--there goes one of the guns--oh! and another." "let's go back," said gibbon, rising, "we are too safe here." they laughed at his reason and followed him, haskell remarking on the lessening of the fire. as they moved about the forty-foot spaces between the disabled batteries, the last cannon-ball rolled by them and bounded down the slope harmless. at once there was movement,--quick orders, officers busy, as fresh cannon replaced the wrecked pieces. many of the unhurt cannoneers lay down utterly exhausted. the dead were drawn aside, while the wounded crawled away or were cared for by the stretcher-bearers and surgeons. meanwhile the dense, hot, smoke-pall rose slowly and drifted away. the field-glasses were at once in use. "it is half-past two," said general hunt; "what next? oh! our skirmishers are falling back." "they are going to attack," said haskell, "and can they mean our whole line--or where?" the cannoneers were called to their pieces, and silently expectant the little group waited on the fateful hour, while the orderly quiet of discipline was to be seen on the crest. the field-glasses of the officers were searching with intense interest the more and more visible vale. "pretty plain now, gibbon," said hunt. "yes, we are in for it." "they are forming," said penhallow. a line appeared from the low swell of ground in front of lee's position--then a second and a third. muskets and bayonets flashed in the sun. "can you make out their flags?" asked gibbon, "or their numbers?" "not the flags." he waited intent, watchful. no one spoke--minute after minute went by. at last penhallow answered. "a long line--a good half mile--quite twelve thousand--oh, more--more. now they are advancing _en échelon_." to left, to right, along our lines was heard the thud, thud, of the ramrods, and percussion-cap boxes were slid around the waist to be handy. penhallow and others drew their pistols. the cannon were now fully replaced, the regimental flags unrolled, and on the front line, long motionless, the trefoil guidons of the two divisions of the second corps fluttered feebly. the long row of skirmishers firing fell back more and more rapidly, and came at last into our lines. penhallow said, turning to gibbon, "they have--i think--they have no supporting batteries--that is strange." haskell and gibbon had gone as he spoke and the low crest was free at this point of all but the artillery force. to left, the projecting clump of trees and the lines of the second corps--all he could see--were ominously quiet. gibbon came back to the crest. he said, "we may need backing if they concentrate on us; here our line is too thin." and still the orderly grey columns came on silently, without their usual charging-yell. "ah!" exclaimed penhallow without lowering his glass, as he gazed to our left. the clamour of cannon broke out from little round top. "rifles!" exclaimed gibbon. "good!" their left made no reply, but seemed to draw away from the fire. "i can see no more," said the colonel, "but they stopped at the emmitsburg road." the acrid odour of musketry drifted across the field as he turned to gaze at the left wing of the fast coming onset. far to our right they came under the fire of cemetery hill and of an advanced massachusetts regiment. he saw the blue flags of virginia sway, fall, and rise no more, while scattered and broken the confederates fled or fell under the fury of the death messages from above the long-buried dead of the village graves. "now then, cushing!" cried hunt, and the guns on the crest opened fire. it was plain that the long confederate lines, frayed on each flank, had crowded together making a vast wedge of attack. then all along our miles of troops a crackle of musketry broke out, the big guns bellowing. the field was mostly lost to view in the dense smoke, under which the charging-force halted and steadily returned the fire. "i can't see," cried cushing near by. "quite three hundred yards or more," said the colonel, "and you are hurt, cushing. go to the rear." the blood was streaming down his leg. "not i--it is nothing. hang those fellows!" a new york battery gallantly run in between disabled guns crowded cushing's cannon. he cried, "section one to the front, by hand!" he was instantly obeyed. as he went with it to the front near to the wall, followed by penhallow, he said, "it is my last canister, colonel. i can't see well." dimly seen figures in the dense smoke were visible here and there some two hundred yards away, with flutter of reeling battle-flags in the smoke, while more and more swiftly the wedge of men came on, losing terribly by the fire of the men at the wall along the lines. cushing stood with the lanyard of the percussion trigger in his hand. it seems inconceivable, but the two men smiled. then he cried, "my god!"--his figure swayed, he held his left hand over a ghastly wound in his side, and as he reeled pulled the lanyard. he may have seen the red flash, and then with a bullet through the open mouth fell dead across the trail of his gun. for a moment penhallow was the only officer of rank near the silent battery. where cushing's two guns came too near the wall, the men moved away to the sides leaving an unguarded space. checked everywhere to right and left, the assailants crowded on to the clump of trees and to where the pennsylvania line held the stone wall. ignorant of the ruin behind them, the grey mass came on with a rush through the smoke. the men in blue, losing terribly, fell back from a part of the wall in confusion--a mere mob--sweeping webb, penhallow and others with them, swearing and furious. two or three hundred feet back they stopped, a confused mass. general webb, haskell and other officers rallied them. the red flags gathered thicker, where the small units of many commands stood fast under the shelter of a portion of the lost wall. penhallow looked back and saw the massachusetts flags--our centre alone had given way. the flanks of the broken regiments still held the wall and poured in a murderous fire where the splendid courage of the onset halted, unwilling to fly, unable to go on. webb, furious, rallied his men, while penhallow, haskell and gibbon vainly urged an advance. a colour-sergeant ran forward and fell dead. a corporal caught up the flag and dropped. a confederate general leaped over the deserted wall and laid a hand on cushing's gun. he fell instantly at the side of the dead captain, as with a sudden roar of fury the broken pennsylvanians rolled in a disordered mass of men and officers against the disorganized valour which held the wall. the smoke held--still holds, the secret of how many met the northern men at the wall; how long they fought among cushing's guns, on and over the wall, no man who came out of it could tell. penhallow emptied his revolver and seizing a musket fought the brute battle with the men who used fists, stones, gun-rammers--a howling mob of blue and grey. and so the swaying flags fell down under trampling men and the lost wall was won. the fight was over. men fell in scores, asking quarter. the flanking fires had been merciless, and the slope was populous with dead and wounded men, while far away the smoke half hid the sullen retreat of the survivors. the prearranged mechanism of war became active. thousands of prisoners were being ordered to the rear. men stood still, gasping, breathless or dazed. as penhallow stood breathing hard, from the right wing, among the long silent dead of cemetery hill, arose a wild hurrah. it gathered volume, rolled down the long line of corps after corps, and died away among the echoes of the pennsylvania hills. he looked about him trying to recover interest. some one said that hancock and gibbon were wounded. the rush of the _mêlée_ had carried him far down the track of the charge, and having no instant duty he sat down, his clothes in tatters. as he recovered strength, he was aware of general meade on horseback with an aide. the general, white and grave, said to haskell, "how has it gone here?" an officer cried, "they are beaten," showing two flags he held. meade said sharply: "damn the flags! are the men gone?" "yes, sir, the attack is over." he uncovered, said only, "thank god!" gave some rapid orders and rode away beside the death-swath, careful, as penhallow saw, to keep his horse off of the thirty scattered flags, many lying under or over the brave who had fought and lost in this memorable charge. penhallow could have known of the battle only what he had seen, but a few words from an officer told him that nowhere except at this part of the line of the second corps had the attack been at all fortunate. on the wide field of attack our ambulance corps was rescuing the hundreds of wounded confederates, many of them buried, helpless, beneath the bodies of the motionless dead. two soldiers stood near him derisively flaunting flags. "quit that," cried the colonel, "drop them!" the men obeyed. "death captured them--not we," said penhallow, and saw that he was speaking to a boyish confederate lieutenant, who had just dragged himself limping out of the ghastly heap of dead. touching his forehead in salute, he said, "thank you, sir. where shall i go?" "up there," replied the colonel. "you will be cared for." the man limped away followed by penhallow, who glanced at the torn confederate banners lying blood-stained about the wall and beyond it. he read their labels--manassas, chancellorsville, sharpsburg. one marked fredericksburg lay gripped in the hand of a dead sergeant. he crossed the wall to look for the body of the captain of the battery; men were lifting it. "my god!--poor boy!" murmured the colonel, as he looked on the white face of death. he asked who was the rebel general who had fallen beside cushing. "general armistead," said an officer--"mortally wounded, they say." penhallow turned and went down the slope again. far away, widely scattered, he caught glimpses of this rash and gallant attack. he was aware of that strange complex odour which rises from a battlefield. it affected him as horrible and as unlike any other unpleasant smell. feeling better, he busied himself directing those who were aiding the wounded. a general officer he did not know said to him, "stop the firing from that regiment." a number of still excited men of one of the flanking brigades on our right were firing uselessly at the dimly seen and remote mass of the enemy. penhallow went quickly to the right, and as he drew near shouted, "stop those men--quit firing!" he raised his hand to call attention to his order. the firing lessened, and seeing that he was understood he turned away. at the moment he was not fifty feet from the flanking line, and had moved far down the slope as one of the final shots rang out. he felt something like a blow on his right temple, and as he staggered was aware of the gush of blood down his face. "what fool did that?" he exclaimed as he reeled and fell. he rose, fell, rose again, and managed to tie a handkerchief around his head. he stumbled to the wall and lay down, his head aching. he could go no further. "queer, that," he murmured; "they might have seen." he sat up; things around him were doubled to his view. "are you hit?" said haskell, who was directing stretcher-bearers and sending prisoners to the rear. "not badly." he was giddy and in great pain. then he was aware of the anxious face of josiah. "my god! you hurt, sir? come to look for you--can you ride? i fetched dixy--mare's killed." "i am not badly hurt. tighten this handkerchief and give me your arm--i can't ride," he arose, and amazed at his weakness, dragged himself down the slope, through the reforming lines, the thousands of prisoners, the reinforcing cannon and the wreckage of the hillside. he fell on his couch, and more at ease began to think, with some difficulty in controlling his thoughts. at last he said, "i shall be up to-morrow," and lay still, seeing, as the late afternoon went by, grey pine and ann penhallow. then he was aware of captain haskell and a surgeon, who dressed his wound and said, "it was mere shock--there is no fracture. the ball cut the artery and tore the scalp. you'll be all right in a day or two." penhallow said, "please to direct my servant to the sanitary commission. i think my friend, the rev. mark rivers, is with them." he slept none. it was early dawn when rivers came in anxious and troubled. for the first time in years of acquaintance he found penhallow depressed, and amazed because so small a wound made him weak and unable to think clearly or to give orders. "and it was some stupid boy from our line," he said. his incapacity made rivers uneasy, and although penhallow broke out to his surprise in angry remonstrance, he convinced him at last that he must return to grey pine on sick leave. he asked no question about the army. insisting that he was too well to give up his command, nevertheless he talked much of headache and lack of bodily power. he was, as rivers saw, no longer the good-humoured, quiet gentleman, with no thought of self. in a week he was stronger, but as his watchful friend realized, there was something mysteriously wrong with his mental and moral mechanism. on the day after the battle penhallow asked to have his wife telegraphed that he was slightly wounded, and that she must not come to him. rivers wrote also a brief and guarded letter to leila of their early return to grey pine. in a vain effort to interest the colonel, he told him of the surrender of vicksburg.--he asked where it was and wasn't john there, but somewhat later became more clear-minded and eager to go home. chapter xxv rivers gathered no comfort from a consultation of surgeons, who talked of the long-lasting effects of concussion of the brain. made careful by the sad change he had observed in ann penhallow when last seen, he sent his telegram for leila to the care of the post-mistress, and a day later a brief letter. understanding the mode of address, mrs. crocker walked at once to grey pine, and found leila in the garden. "where is your aunt?" she asked. "lying down in her room. i got your kind note about the fight last evening. is it true? is the news confirmed?" "yes. there was a terrible battle at gettysburg. the rebels were defeated by general meade and are retreating." "i did not tell aunt ann anything. i waited to hear, as i was sure i would from uncle james. is there evil news?" "i don't know. here is a telegram to my care for you from mr. rivers. it must have been delayed--and then came this letter to mrs. penhallow from him." "then--then--there is bad news," she cried as she tore open the telegram and stood still. "what is it?--you know how we all love him." "uncle jim is wounded--not seriously--and will be here shortly." "oh, but i am sorry--and glad." "yes--yes--i must tell aunt at once. she has not left her room for two days, and i forbade the maids to talk of the victory until it was sure--now she must know all. i must tell her at once." "why not get dr. mcgregor?" "no--no," she returned with decision. "i shall know best how to tell--it wants a woman." the ruddy, stout post-mistress looked at the tall young woman with sudden appreciation of her self-command and mental growth. "maybe you're about right, but i thought--well, fact is, i've seen of late so many people just tear open a letter--and go all to pieces." leila smiled. "you don't know my aunt. now i must go. oh, this war--this war! to-morrow will scatter joy and grief over all the land." "yes, i've been near about mobbed to-day. good-bye." the messenger of evil news went straight from the garden path, where the roses were in unusual abundance. to her surprise she saw her aunt on the back porch. as leila hesitated, she said, "i saw mrs. crocker from my window, leila. she gave you something--a letter--or a telegram. what is it? i suppose after what i have heard of the confederates at york and carlisle, they may be in harrisburg by this time and the railroad to the west cut off. it may be well to know." she spoke rapidly as she came down the steps to meet her niece. "it is as well james penhallow is not in it." the two women stood facing one another in one of those immeasurably brief silences which are to timeless thought as are ages. her husband safe, general lee victorious--some slight look of satisfaction could be seen in her face--a faint smile, too easily read--and then-- "well, dear, your news?" anger, tenderness, love, pity--all dictated answers. "aunt ann, i have bad news." "of course, dear. it was to be expected. you won't believe me, but i am sorry for you and for james." the face of the tall young woman flushed hot. she had meant to spare her--to be tender. she said, "general lee is retreating after losing a great battle at gettysburg." her aunt said quickly, "but james penhallow--he is in washington?" "no, he was in the army--he is wounded--not seriously--and he is coming home." "i might have known it." a great illumination came over her face not understood by leila. she was strangely glad for him that he had been in the field and not in peaceful safety at washington. with abrupt change of expression, she added, "wounded? not seriously. that isn't like him to come home for a slight wound. you or mark rivers are hiding something." "not i, aunt; but any wound that kept him off duty would be better cared for here. lee's defeat leaves him free for a time--i mean at ease--" "don't talk nonsense!" she cried. "what do i care for lee--or meade--or battles! james penhallow is all the world to me. victory!"--she flamed with mounting colour--"it is i am the victor! he comes back with honour--i have no duties--no country--i have only my love. oh, my god! if he had died--if--if--i should have hated!--" she spoke with harsh vehemence, and of a sudden stopped, and breathing fast gasped in low-voiced broken tones, "don't stare at me--i am not a fool--i am--i am--only the fool of a great love. you don't know what it means. my god! i have no child--james penhallow is to me children, husband--all--everything." she stood still, wide-eyed, staring down the garden paths, a wonder of yearning tenderness in her face, with rivers's letter in her hand. "read your letter, aunt." "yes--yes--i forgot it." she read it, and said, "it only confirms the telegram." the storm of passionate emotion was over. leila amazed and fearful of results--twice seen before--watched her. "you have seen," she said in a low voice, "the soul of a great love laid bare. may you too some day, my child, love as i do! have no fear for me--i see it in your looks. come in--i have to see to things--i have to give some orders--there will be much to do." she was at once quiet, and composedly led the way into the house, the astonished girl following her. in the hall mrs. penhallow said, "i fear, dear, i have left too much of the management of the house to you--of late, i mean. what with the farms and stables, i am not surprised that things have not been quite as james would desire. i am going to relieve you a little. i suppose the stables are all right." "they are," returned leila, feeling hurt. her aunt had not been in the kitchen or given an order for nearly a month, and house, farm and stables, had been by degrees allowed to slip into leila's well-trained and competent hands. meanwhile ann penhallow had gradually failed in health and lost interest in duties which had been to her, as rivers said, what social pleasures were to some women. she yielded by degrees and not without resistance to mere physical weakness, and under the emotional stress of war, and above all the absence of the man on whom she depended, had lapsed to mcgregor's dismay into a state of mind and body for which he had no remedy. every physician of large experience must have seen cases of self-created, unresisted invalidism end with mysterious abruptness and the return of mental, moral and physical competence, under the influence of some call upon their sense of duty made by calamity, such as an acute illness in the household, financial ruin, or the death of a husband. the return of a wounded man and the need to care for him acted thus upon ann penhallow. leila looked on in surprise. her aunt's astounding indifference to the results of defeat for her beloved south when she learned of her husband's injury left the younger woman utterly bewildered. nothing in her own nature, as she thought it all over, enabled her to understand it, nor was her aunt's rapid gain in health and cheerfulness during the next few days more easy to explain. at first with effort, but very soon with increase of ability, she gradually became more and more her old self. ann penhallow spent the remainder of the next day in one of those household inspections which let no failure in neatness or order escape attention. james penhallow's library was to be cleaned and cared for in a way to distress any man-minded man, while leila looked on. had her aunt's recent look of ill-health represented nothing but the depressing influence of a year of anxiety? and, if so, why under the distress of a nearer and more material disaster should she grow so quickly active, and apparently strong in place of becoming more feeble. she followed her aunt about the house trying to be helpful, and a little amused at her return to some of the ways which at times annoyed penhallow into positive revolt. as she thought of it, ann was standing over a battered army-chest, open and half full of well-worn cavalry uniforms. "really, leila," she said, "these old army clothes had better be disposed of--and that shabby smoking-jacket--i have not seen it for years. why do men keep their useless, shabby clothes?" "i think uncle jim wouldn't like those old army uniforms given away, aunt; and don't you remember how he looked like an old van dyke portrait in that lovely brown velvet jacket?" ann, standing with the much used garment in her hand, let it drop into the chest, saying, "i really cannot see the use of keeping things as men love to do--" "and women never!" cried leila, closing the lid of the box, and remarking that he would like to find things as he left them; and had aunt ann noticed that there were moths about the bear skins. now a moth has the power of singularly exciting some women--the diversion proved effectual. and still as the week went by ann seemed to be gaining in strength. at lunch, a telegram from charles grey, baltimore, said, "penhallow here, doing well. will return on the th, by afternoon train, with rivers and servant." "read that, dear--i want you, leila, to ride to the mills and tell dr. mcgregor that i will send the carriage for him in time for him to meet your uncle at the station. i had better not meet him--and there will be mark rivers and josiah and--but you will see to all that." "certainly, aunt." "it will be the day after to-morrow. be sure that the doctor makes no mistake. there are two trains--he will be on the four o'clock express." this was in the manner of her aunt ann of former days. "shall i write it down?" leila cried, "no," and fled, laughing. the next day to leila's surprise and pleasure her aunt came down to breakfast and quietly took her place as mistress of the tea-urn. the talent of common sense as applicable to the lesser social commerce of life was one of leila's gifts, and she made no comment on her aunt's amazing resumption of her old habits. ann herself felt some inclination to explain her rapid recovery of health, and said as she took the long-vacant seat at the breakfast table, "i think, leila, the doctor's last tonic has been of use to me--i feel quite like myself." having thus anticipated her too sharp-eyed niece's congratulations, leila's expression of pleasure came in accordant place. whereupon they both smiled across the table, having that delicate appreciation of the needs of the situation which is rarely at the service of the blundering mind of man. the moment of gentle hypocrisy passed, the mistress of grey pine took up her memoranda for the day, and said with some attempt at being just her usual self, "i shall walk to westways after breakfast--pole needs to be talked to. the meats have been of his worst lately." then with a glance at the paper, "your uncle's books must be dusted; i quite forgot it; i will set susan to work this morning." "but," said leila, "he does hate that, aunt ann. the last time she succeeded in setting together 'don juan' and 'st. thomas à kempis.'" ann laughed, and said with some of her old sense of humour, "it might do them both good--dust them yourself." "i will," said leila, liking the task. "and when you ride this afternoon, see mrs. lamb. the cook tells me that she hears of that scamp, her son, as in the army--a nice kind of soldier." a half-dozen other errands were mentioned, and they parted, ann adding, "there is no mail to-day." they met again at lunch. "it is too bad, leila, billy was given the letters and forgot them and went a-fishing. there was a letter for you from mark rivers about your uncle. does he think me a child? i read it." "you read it, aunt!" exclaimed leila astonished at this infraction of their household law. "of course i read it. i knew it must be about james." leila made no reply, but did not like it. "here it is, my dear. i fear james is in a more serious state than i was led to believe by their first letters. there is also a letter from john to you." she did not ask to see it, and leila took both missives and presently went away to the stables. even john, as was plain, was forgotten in her aunt's anxiety in regard to her husband. her many errands over, leila riding slowly through the lonely wood-roads read the letters: "my dear leila," wrote rivers, "you had better let your aunt know that the colonel's wound must have so shocked the brain, though there is no fracture, as to have left him in a mental state which gives me the utmost anxiety. you will sadly realize my meaning when you see him. be careful how you tell your aunt. "yours truly, "mark rivers." here indeed was trouble. leila's eyes filled and tears fell on the paper. she rode on deep in thought, and at last securing the message of calamity in her belt opened john's letter. "i write you, dear leila, from my tent near vicksburg, this th of july. the prisoners from pemberton's army are passing as i write. our men are giving them bread and tobacco, and there is no least sign of enmity or triumph. i am pretty well worn out, as the few engineers have been worked hard and the constant nearness of death in the trenches within five to one hundred feet of the rebel lines was a situation to make a man think--not of course while in immediate danger, but afterwards. i had some narrow escapes--we all had. but, dear leila, it has been a splendid thing to see how this man grant, with the expressionless face, struck swiftly one army after another and returned to secure his prey. "i cannot even now get a leave of absence, and i am beyond words anxious to hear about dear uncle jim. just a line from him makes me think he was to be with general meade and in that great battle we won. a telegram to the engineers' camp, vicksburg, will relieve me. "it is unlikely, if we go south, that i shall see you for many a day. all leaves are, i find, denied. war--intense war like this--seems to me to change men in wonderful ways. it makes some men bad or reckless or drunkards or hard and cruel; it makes others thoughtful, dutiful and religious. this is more often the case among the men than you may think it would be. certainly it does age a fellow fast. i seem to have passed many years since i sat with you at west point and you made me feel how young i was and how little i had seen of life. it was true, but now i have seen life at its worst and its best. i have had too the education of battle, the lessons read by thousands of deaths and all the many temptations of camp life. i believe, and i can say it to you, i am the better for it all, and think less and less of the man who was fool enough to do what with more humility he will surely do once more, if it please god that he come out of this terrible war alive. "when you see me again, you will at least respect my years, for one lives fast here, and the months seem years and the family bible a vain record, as i remember that the statement of births comes after the apocrypha which leaves room for doubt."-- leila smiled. "how like him," she murmured. "i said months. there are (there were once last week) minutes when one felt an insolent contempt of death, although the bullets were singing by like our brave hornets. is that courage? i used as a boy to wonder how i would feel in danger. don't tell, but on going under fire i shiver, and then am at once in quiet possession of all my capacities, whatever they be worth. a man drops by my side--and i am surprised; then another--and i am sure i won't be hit. but i _was_ three weeks ago in my leg! it made me furious, and i still limp a bit. it was only a nip--a spent bullet. i wanted to get at that anonymous rascal who did it. "do wire me, and write fully. "yours, john. "p.s. i wonder where tom mcgregor is, and pole's boy and joe grace, and those greys who went diverse ways. as you never talk of yourself when you write those brief letters on notepaper the size of a postage stamp, you might at least tell me all about these good people in westways." she telegraphed him, "uncle jim slightly wounded, is coming home. will write. leila grey." about four in the afternoon of this july th ann penhallow kissed her husband as he came up the porch steps. he was leaning heavily on mark rivers's arm. he said, "it is quite a long time, ann. how long is it?" then he shook off rivers, saying, "i am quite well," and going by his wife went through the open door, moving like one dazed. he stood still a moment looking about him, turned back and speaking to his wife said, "i understand now. at first it seemed strange to me and as if i had never been here before. ever feel that way, ann?" "oh, often, james." no signal of her anguish showed on the gallantly carried face of the little woman. "quiet, isn't it? when was it i was hit? it was--wasn't it in may? rivers says it was july--i do not like contradiction." his appreciation of time and recognition of locality were alike disordered, as rivers had observed with distress and a too constant desire to set him right. with better appreciation of his condition, ann accepted his statement. "yes--yes, of course, dear--it is just so." "i knew you would understand me. i should like to go to bed--i want josiah--no one else." "yes, dear," and this above all else made clear to the unhappy little lady how far was the sturdy soldier who had left her from the broken man in undress uniform who clung to the rail, as he went slowly up the stairway with his servant. in the hall he had seen leila, but gave her no word, not even his habitual smile of recognition. ann stared after them a moment, motioned rivers away with uplifted hand, and hastening into the library sat down and wept like a child. she had been unprepared for the change in his appearance and ways. more closely observant, leila saw that the lines of decisiveness were gone, the humorous circles about the mouth and eyes, as it were, flattened out, and that the whole face, with the lips a little languidly parted, had become expressionless. it was many days before she could see the altered visage without emotion, or talk of him to her aunt with any of the amazing hopefulness with which the older woman dwelt on her husband's intervals of resemblance to his former self. he would not ride or enter the stables, but his life was otherwise a childlike resumption of his ordinary habits, except that when annoyed by ann's too obvious anxiety or excess of carefulness, he became irritable at times and even violent in language. he so plainly preferred leila's company in his short walks as to make the wife jealous and vexed that she was not wanted during every minute of his altered life. he read no books as of old, but would have leila read to him the war news until he fell asleep, when she quietly slipped away. mark rivers resumed his duties for a time, unwilling to abandon these dear friends for whom mcgregor, puzzled and perplexed, had no word of consolation, except the assurance that his condition did not grow worse. at times penhallow was dimly aware of his state; at others he resented any effort to control him and was so angry when the doctor proposed a consultation that the idea was too easily given up, for always in this as in everything his wife agreed with him and indulged him as women indulge a sick child. the village grieved for the colonel who rode no more through westways with a gay word of greeting for all he met. the iron-mills were busy. the great guns tested on the meadows now and then shook the panes in the western windows of grey pine. they no longer disturbed ann penhallow. the war went its thunderous way unheeded by her. unendingly hopeful, the oppression of disaster seemed only to confirm and strengthen her finest qualities. like the pine-tree winning vigour from its rock-clasped roots, she gathered such hardening strength of soul and body from his condition as the more happy years had never put at her command. "no letters to-day, miss leila," said the post-mistress standing beside the younger woman's horse. "just only them papers with their lists of killed and wounded." "i must always be leila, not miss leila," said the horsewoman. "well--well--i like that better. how's the colonel?" "much the same--certainly no worse. it is wonderful how my aunt stands it." "don't you notice, leila, how she has kind of softened? me and joe was talking of it yesterday. she always was good, but folks did use to say she was sort of hard and--positive. now, she's kind of gentled--noticed that?" "yes, i have noticed it; but i must go. give me the papers. you love a talk." "there's no news of john?" "none of late. he is with general grant--but where we do not know." "it's right pleasant to have josiah back. lord! but he's strong on war stories--ought to hear him. he was always good at stories." "yes, i suppose so. good-bye." james penhallow sat on the back porch in the after luncheon hour to get with the freshness of october what sunshine the westerning sun was sifting through the red and gold of the maples beyond the garden walls. he was in the undress uniform of the artillery, and still wore the trefoil of the second corps. an effort by ann to remove his soiled army garb and substitute his lay dress caused an outbreak of anger which left him speechless and feeble, and her in an agony of regretful penitence. josiah, wiser than she, ventured to tell her what had happened once before when his badge of the glorious second corps had been missing. "after all, what does it matter?" she said to herself, and made no effort to repair the ragged bullet tear south mountain left in his jacket, and in which he had at his worst times such childlike pride as in another and well-known general had once amused him. he was just now in one of his best conditions and was clearly enjoying the pipe he used but rarely. ann at his feet on the porch-step read aloud to him with indifference to all but the man she now and then looked up to with the loving tenderness his brief betterment fed with illusory hope. "what's that, ann?" he exclaimed; "grant at chattanooga! that's john's ideal general. didn't he write about him at--where was it? oh! belmont." "yes, after belmont, james." "when does mark rivers go back?" "to-morrow. he is always so out of spirits here that i am really relieved when he returns to the sanitary commission." he made no reply, and she continued her reading. "isn't that leila with rivers, ann?" "yes. he likes to walk with her." "so would any man." a faint smile--very rare of late--showed in her pleased upward look at the face--the changed face--she loved. the pair of whom they spoke were lost to view in the forest. "and you are glad to go?" said leila to rivers. "yes, i am. i can hardly say glad, but now that your uncle is, so to speak, lost to me and your aunt absorbed in her one task and the duties she has taken up again, our pleasant dante lessons are set aside, and what is there left of the old intellectual life which is gone--gone?" "but," said leila gaily, "you have the church and my humble society. why, you are really learning to walk, as you did not until of late." making no reply to her personal remark, he was silent for a moment, and then said with slow articulation and to her surprise, for he rarely spoke of himself, "nine years ago i came here, a man broken in mind and body. this life and these dear friends have made me as strong as i can ever hope to be. but the rest--the rest. i know what power god has given me to bring souls to him. i can influence men--the lowly and--well, others, as few can. i cannot live in cities--i dare not risk the failure in health; and yet, i want--i want a larger field. i found it when your aunt's liberality sent me to the army. there in my poor way i can serve my country--and that is much to me." he was silent. "but," she said, "is there not work enough here? and the war cannot last much longer. don't think you must ever leave us." "i shall--i must. there are limitations i cannot talk of even--above all to you. your aunt knows this--and your uncle did--long ago." "what limitations?" she asked rashly. "you are the last person, leila grey, to whom i could speak of them. i have said too much, but"--and he paused--"i am tired--i will leave you to finish your walk." the great beautiful eyes turned on him for a moment. "oh, my god!" he exclaimed, and reproaching his brief human weakness left her abruptly, walking slowly away through the drifting red and gold of leaves rocking in air as they sauntered to earth, and was at last lost to view in the woodland. leila stood still, puzzled and sorrowful, as she watched the tall stooping form. "how old he looks," she murmured. "what did he mean? i must ask aunt ann." but she never did, feeling that what he had said was something like a cautiously hinted confession. in the early morning he was gone again to the field of war. chapter xxvi through the winter of - at grey pine things remained unaltered, and mcgregor concluded that there was no hope for happier change. rare letters came from john penhallow to his aunt, who sent no replies, and to leila, who wrote impersonal letters, as did john. once he wrote that his uncle might like to know, that after that pontoon business in the night at chattanooga and general farrar smith's brilliant action, he, john penhallow, was to be addressed as _captain_. as the war went on, he was across the rapidan with grant in may. at grey pine after breakfast the windows and both doors of the hall were open to let the western breezes enter. they lingered in the garden to stir the mothers of unborn flowers and swept through the hall, bearing as they passed some gentle intimation of the ending of a cold spring. the mail had been given to the colonel, as he insisted it should be. with some appearance of interest he said, "from mark, for you, ann." "none for me, uncle?" asked leila, as she went around the table. "let me help you. how many there are." she captured her own share, and for a moment stood curious as she sorted the mail. "army trash, uncle! what a lot of paper is needed to carry on war! here is one--i have seen him before--he is marked 'respectfully referred.'" the colonel released a smile, which stirred ann like a pleasant memory, and fed one of the little hopes she was ever on the watch to find. "what is your letter, ann?" he asked. looking up she replied, "it is only to acknowledge receipt of my draft. he is in washington. i gather that he does not mean to come back until the war is over." "over!" she thought; "lee is not pemberton, as grant will learn." it was of more moment to her that penhallow was easier to interest, and ate as he used to do. "is your letter from john, leila?" he said. "i don't like concealments." "but, i didn't conceal anything!" "don't contradict me!" "no, sir." ann's face grew watchful, fearing one of the outbreaks which left him weak and querulous. "well," said the colonel, "read us john's letter. there is as much fuss about it as if it were a love-letter." there is no way as yet discovered to victoriously suppress a blush, but time--a little fraction of time--is helpful, and there are ways of hiding what cannot be conquered. the letter fell on the floor, and being recovered was opened and read with a certain something in the voice which caused ann critically to use her eyes. "dear leila: i am just now with the second corps, but where you will know in a week; now i must not say.--" "what's the date?" asked penhallow. "there is none." "look at the envelope." "i tore it up, sir." "never throw away an envelope until you have read the letter." ann looked pleased--that was james penhallow, his old self. leila read on. "i am glad to be under canvas, and you know my faith in general grant. "tell aunt ann i have had three servants in two weeks. these newly freed blacks are like mere children and quite useless, or else--well--one was brutal to my horse. i sometimes wish josiah was twins and i had one of him.--" "what's that?" asked penhallow. "twins--i don't understand." "he wishes he had a servant like josiah, uncle." "well, let him go to john," said the colonel, with something of his old positive manner. "but you would miss him, james." "i will not," he returned, and then--"what else is there?" "oh--nothing--except that he will write again soon, and that he met mr. rivers in washington. that is all--a very unsatisfactory letter." for a day or two the colonel said no more of josiah, and then asked if he had gone, and was so obviously annoyed that ann gave way as usual and talked of her husband's wish to josiah. the old life of westways and grey pine was over, and josiah was allowed by ann to do so little for penhallow that the black was not ill-pleased to leave home again for the army life and to be with the man whom as a lad he had trusted and who had helped him in a day of peril. no one thought of any need for a pass. he was amply supplied with money and bade them good-bye. he put what he required in a knapsack, and leaving westways for the second time and with a lighter heart, set off afoot to catch the train at westways crossing. the old slave was thus put upon a way which was to lead to renewed and unpleasant acquaintance with one of the minor characters of my story. tired of unaccustomed idleness josiah grinned as he went across country thinking of the directions he had received from leila of how he was to find john penhallow. "you know he is captain of engineers, josiah. now how are you going to find him? an army is as big as a great city, and in motion, too." "well, missy," said josiah, "the way i'll find him is the way dog caesar finds you in the woods." he would hear no more and left her. josiah knew many people in washington, black and white, and after some disappointments went with a lot of remounts for cavalry to join the army in the wilderness, where he served variously with the army teams. on an afternoon late in may, , he strode on, passing by the long lines of marching men who filled the roadways on their way to the crossing of the north anna river. he had been chaffed, misdirected, laughed at or civilly treated, as he questioned men about the engineers. he took it all with good-humour. about three, he came near to a house on the wayside, where a halt had been ordered to give the men a brief rest. the soldiers dust-grey and thirsty scattered over the clearing or lay in the shadow of the scrub oaks. some thronged about a well or a wayside spring, or draining their canteens caught a brief joy from the lighted pipe so dear to the soldier. josiah looked about him, and knew the log-cabins some distance away from the better house to have been the slave-quarters. beyond them was a better built log-house. apparently all were deserted--men, cattle and horses, were gone. he lay down a little way from the road and listened to the talk of the men seated in front of him. he heard a private say, "a halt is as bad as a march, the dust is a foot deep, and what between flies and mosquitoes, they're as bad as the rebs." "ah!" said an old corporal, "just you wait a bit. these are only a skirmish line. july and chickahominy mosquitoes will get you when your baccy's out." "it's out now." josiah was eager to question some one and was aware of the value of tobacco as a social solvent. he said, "i've got some baccy, corporal." the men in front of him turned. "for sale--how much?" "no," said josiah. "my pouch is full. help yourselves." this liberal contribution was warmly appreciated, and the private, who was the son of a new york banker, interested in the black man, asked, "what are you doing in this big circus?" it was the opening for which josiah waited. "looking for an engineer-captain." the corporal said, "well, like enough he'll be at the bridge of the north anna--but the engineers are here, there and anywhere. what is his name?" "thank you, sir. my master is captain penhallow." "well, good luck to you." "take another pipe load," returned josiah, grateful for the unusual interest. "thank you," said the private, "with pleasure. tobacco is as scarce as hen's teeth." "that's so. who's that officer on the big horse? he's a rider whoever he is." "that's the ring-master of this show," laughed the private. "not general grant!" "yes." josiah considered him with interest. there was of a sudden some disturbance about the larger of the more remote cabins; a soldier ran out followed by a screaming young woman. her wild cries attracted attention to the man, who was at once caught and held while he vainly protested. the men about josiah sat up or got on their feet. the young woman ran here and there among the groups of soldiers like one distracted. at last, near the larger house at the roadside she fell on her knees and rocked backwards and forwards sobbing. josiah at a distance saw only that a soldier had been caught trying to escape notice as a young woman followed him out of the house. it was too well understood by the angry men who crowded around the captive. the general said to his staff, "wait here, gentlemen." he rode through the crowd of soldiers, saying, "keep back, my men; keep away--all of you." then he dismounted and walked to where the girl--she was hardly more--still knelt wailing and beating the air with uplifted hands. "stand up, my good girl, and tell me what is wrong." the voice was low and of a certain gentleness, rarely rising even in moments of peril. she stood up, "i can't--i can't--let me go--i want to die!" the figure, still slight of build in those days, bent over her pitiful. "i am general grant. look up at me. there shall be justice done, but i must know." she looked up a moment at the kind grave face, then with bent head and hands over her eyes she sobbed out what none but the general could hear. his voice grew even more distinctly soft as touching her shoulder he said, "look at that man. oh, bring him near--nearer. now, be sure, is that the man? look again! i must be certain." with a quick motion she pushed his hand from her shoulder as she stood, and pointing to the brute held by two soldiers cried, "that's him--oh, my god! take him away--kill him. le' me go. don't you keep me." she looked about like some hopelessly trapped, wild-eyed animal. "you may go, of course," said the low-voiced man. "i will set a guard over your house." "don't want no yankee guard--le' me go--i've got nothin' to guard--i want to die." she darted away and through the parting groups of men who were clear enough about what they knew had happened and what should be done. the dark grey eyes of the general followed her flight for a pitying instant. then he remounted, and said to the scared captive, "what have you got to say?" "it's all a lie." the general's face grew stern. he turned and asked for an officer of the provost guard. a captain rode up and saluted. "i have no time to lose in trying this scoundrel. we can't take along the only witness." he hesitated a moment. "let your men tie him to a tree near the road. let two of the guard watch him until the rear has gone by. put a paper on his breast--make his crime clear, clear." he said a word or two more to the officer, and then "put on it, '_left to the justice of general lee_.'" "is that all, sir?" said the amazed officer. "no--put below, '_u.s. grant_.' the girl will tell her story. when the cavalry pass, leave him. now, gentlemen, the men have had a rest, let us ride on." josiah a hundred feet away heard, "fall in--fall in." the tired soldiers rose reluctant and the long line tramped away. josiah interested sat still and saw them go by under the dust-laden air. the girl had gone past her home and into the woods. the guards curiously watched by the marching men passed near josiah with their prisoner and busied themselves with looking among the hazel, scrub oak and sassafras for a large enough tree near to the road. as they went by, he saw the man. "my god!" he exclaimed, "it's peter lamb." he moved away and lay down well hidden in the brush. it was a very simple mind which considered this meeting with the only being the black man hated. the unusual never appealed to him as it would have done to a more imaginative person. the coming thus on his enemy was only what he had angrily predicted when he had peter in his power and had said to him that some day god would punish him. it had come true. the men who had arrested peter and were near enough to hear the brief sentence, understood it, and being eagerly questioned soon spread among the moving ranks the story of the crime and this unexampled punishment. it was plain to josiah, but what was to follow he did not know, as he rose, lingered about, and following the provost's party considered the wonderful fact of his fulfilled prediction. the coincidence of being himself present did not cause the surprise which what we call coincidences awaken in minds which crave explanations of the uncommon. it was just what was sure to happen somehow, some day, when god settled josiah's personal account with a wicked man. he had, however, an urgent curiosity to see how it would end and a remainder of far-descended savagery in the wish to let his one enemy know that he was a witness of his punishment. thinking thus, josiah went through the wayside scrub to see how the guard would dispose of their prisoner. the man who had sinned was presently tied to a tree facing the road. his hands were securely tied behind it, and his feet as rudely dealt with. he said no word as they pinned the label on his breast. then the two guards sat down between peter and the roadway. men of the passing brigades asked them questions. they replied briefly and smoked with entire unconcern as to their prisoner, or speculated in regard to what the rebs would say or do to him. the mosquitoes tormented him, and once he shuddered when one of the guards guessed that perhaps the girl would come back and see him tied up. the story of grant's unusual punishment was told over and over to men as the regiments went by. now and then soldiers left the ranks to read the sentence of what must mean death. some as they read were as silent as the doomed wretch; others laughed or cursed him for dishonouring the army in which this one crime was almost unknown. a sergeant tore the corps mark from his coat, and still he said no word. the long-drawn array went on and on; the evening shadows lengthened; miles of wagon trains rumbled by; whips cracked over mules; the cavalry guard bringing up the rear was lost in the dust left by tramping thousands; the setting sun shone through it ruddy; and last came the squadron net of the provost-marshal gathering in the stragglers. tired men were helped by a grip on the stirrup leather. the lazy loiterers were urged forward with language unquotable, the mildest being "darned coffee-coolers." at last, all had gone. josiah rose from his hiding place and listened as the clank of steel and the sound of hurried horsemen died away. no other noises broke the twilight stillness. he walked back to the roadside, and stood before the pinioned and now lonely man. "you're caught at last, peter lamb." "oh, lord!" cried the captive. "it's josiah. for god's sake, let me loose." "reckon i won't," said josiah. "i'm in agony--my arms--i shall die--and i am innocent. i did not do anything. won't you help me?" "no--the rebs will come and hang you." the man's cunning awoke. he said the one thing, made the one plea which, as he spoke, troubled josiah's decision. "is the squire alive?" "why shouldn't he be alive?" asked josiah, surprised. "oh, i saw in a paper that he was wounded at gettysburg. now, josiah, if he was here--if he was to know you left me to die." josiah was uncertain what he would have done. his simple-minded view of things was disturbed, and his tendency to be forgiving kindly assisted to give potency to the appeal. he said, "i won't set you free, but i'll do this much," and he tore the paper from peter's breast, saying, "you'll get off with some lie when the rebs come." then he turned and walked away, tearing up the death warrant and hearing the wild pleas of the painfully bound man. the night had come, but save for the faintly heard complaint of some far-distant dog, there was nothing to break the quiet of the deserted land which lay between the two armies. having torn to pieces and carefully scattered the bits of paper, josiah, who while doing one thing could not think of another, began to reflect on what he had done. he had been too long in servitude not to respect authority. if any one knew--but no one could know. he himself had said that what had come upon lamb was a judgment--the act of one who had said, "i will repay." it troubled a mind whose machinery was of childlike incapacity to deal with problems involving the moral aspects of conduct. perhaps this had been a chance to give lamb an opportunity to repent by setting him free; but there had already been interference with the judgment of god. more personally material events relieved the black from responsibility. his quick ear caught the sound of troopers, the sharp notes of steel clinking; he had no mind to be picked up by the enemy's horse, and dismissing all other considerations he took to the woods and walked rapidly away. late in the evening he crossed the north anna with a train of wagons, as driver of an unruly mule team, one of which had rewarded his driver in kind for brutal use of the whip and perverted english. the man groaning in the wagon informed josiah concerning mules and their ways. after a day or two he was pleased to get back on his legs, for when bullets were not flying the army life was full of interest. a man who could cook well, shave an officer or shoe a horse, never lacked the friends of an hour; and too, his unfailing good-humour was always helpful. an officer of the line would have been easy to find, but the engineers were continually in motion and hard to locate. he got no news of john penhallow until the th of may, when he came on general wilson's cavalry division left on the north side of the pamunkey river to cover the crossing of the trains. these troopers were rather particular about straggling negroes, and josiah sharply questioned told the simple truth as he moved toward the bridge, answering the questions of a young officer. a horse tied to a sapling at the roadside for reasons unknown kicked the passing cavalry man's horse. the officer moved on swearing a very original mixture of the over-ripe english of armies. swearing was a highly cultivated accomplishment in the cavalry; no infantry profanity approached it in originality. the officer occupied with his uneasy horse dropped josiah as he rode on. a small, dark-skinned negro, rather neatly dressed, spoke to josiah in the dialect of the southern slave, which i shall not try to put on paper. he spoke reflectively and as if from long consideration of the subject, entering at once into the intimacies of a relation with the man of his own colour. "that horse is the meanest i ever saw--i know him." "he's near thoroughbred," said josiah, "and been badly handled, i reckon. it's no good cussin' horses or mules--a good horseman don't ever do it--horses know." "well, the officer that rides that horse now is about the only man can ride him. that horse pretty nearly killed one of my general's staff. he sold him mighty sudden." "who's your general?" queries josiah. "why, general grant--i'm his headquarter man--they call me bill--everybody knows me." he rose at once in josiah's estimation. "who owns that horse?" asked josiah. "i'd like well to handle his beast." "he's an engineer-officer, name of penhallow. he's down yonder somewhere about that pontoon bridge. i'm left here to hunt up a headquarter wagon." "penhallow!" exclaimed josiah, delighted. "why, i'm down here to be his servant." "well, let's go to the bridge. you'll get a chance to cross after the wagons get over. i've just found mine." they moved to one side and sat down. "that's wilson's cavalry on guard. worst dust i ever saw. infantry dust's bad, but cavalry dust don't ever settle. the ninth corps's gone over. there come the wagons." with cracking of whip and imprecations the wagons went over the swaying pontoons. bill left him, and josiah waited to cross behind the wagons. on the bridge midway, a young officer in the dark dress and black-striped pantaloons of the engineers moved beside the teams anxiously observing some loosened flooring. a wagon wheel gave way, and the wagon lurching over struck the officer, who fell into the muddy water of the pamunkey. always amused at an officer's mishap, cavalry men and drivers laughed. the young man struck out for the farther shore, and came on to a shelving slope of slimy mud, and was vainly struggling to get a footing when an officer ran down the bank and gave him a needed hand. thus aided, penhallow gained firm ground. with a look of disgust at his condition, as he faced the laughing troopers he said, with his somewhat formal way, "to whom am i indebted?" "roland blake is my name. isn't it captain penhallow of the engineers?" "yes, well disguised with rebel mud. what a mess! but, by george! not worse than you when i first saw you." "where was it?" asked blake. "i can give a good guess. you were quite as lovely as mr. penhallow." it was a third officer who spoke. "by the bye," he added, "as blake doesn't present me, i am philip francis." "i can't even offer to shake hands," returned penhallow, laughing, as he scraped the flakes of mud from his face. "i saw you both at the bloody angle. i think i could describe you." "don't," said francis. "some people are modest," said blake. "i think you will soon dry to dust in this sun. i have offered myself that consolation before. it's the only certainty in this land of the unexpected." "the wagons are over; here comes the guard," said francis. "it's our beastly business now. call up the men, roland." "provost duty, i suppose," said penhallow. "i prefer my mud." "yes," growled francis, "human scavengers--army police. i'm out of it this week, thank heaven." the last wagon came creaking over the bridge, the long line of cavalry trotted after them, the provost guard mounted to fall in at the rear and gather in the stragglers. "sorry i can't give you a mount," said blake, as he turned to recross the bridge. "thank you, i have a horse on the other side." as he spoke a breeze stirred the dead atmosphere and shook down from the trees their gathered load of dust. francis said, "it's half of virginia!" blake murmured, "dust to dust--a queer reminder." "oh, shut up!" cried francis. the young engineer laughed and said to himself, "if aunt ann could see me. it's like being tarred and feathered. see you soon again, i hope, mr. blake. i am deep in your debt." they passed out of sight. no one remained but the bridge-guard. the engineer sat down and devoted his entire energies to the difficult task of pulling off boots full of mud and water. meanwhile as the provost-officers rode back over the pontoons francis said, "i remember that man, penhallow, at the bloody angle. he was the only man i saw who wasn't fight-crazy, he insisted on my going to the rear. you know i was bleeding like a stuck pig. it was between the two attacks. i said, 'oh, go to h---!' he said, 'there is no need to go far.' i am sure he did not remember me. a rather cool hand--west point, of course." "what struck me," said blake, "was that he did not swear." "then," said francis, "he is the only man in the army who would have failed to damn those grinning troopers." "except grant," said blake. "so they say.--it's hard to believe, but i suppose the staff knows. wonder if lee swears. two army commanders who don't swear? it's incredible!" as penhallow, left alone, tugged at a reluctant boot, he heard, "good lord! master john, that's my business." he looked up to seize josiah by the hand, exclaiming, "how did you get here?--i am glad to see you. pull off this boot. how are they all?" "the colonel he sent me." "indeed! how is he? i've not heard for a month." "he's bad, master john, bad--kind of forgets things--and swears." "that's strange for him." "the doctors they can't seem to make it out. he hasn't put a leg over a horse, not since he was wounded." evidently this was for josiah the most serious evidence of change from former health. "how is aunt ann?" tugging at the boots josiah answered, "she's just a wonder--and miss leila, she's just as pretty as a pansy." penhallow smiled; it left a large choice to the imagination. "pansy--pansy--why is she like a pansy, josiah?" "well, master john, it's because she's so many kinds of pretty. you see i used to raise pansies. that boot's a tough one." "have you any letters for me?" "no, sir. they said i wasn't as sure as the army-post. got a note from dr. mcgregor in my sack. hadn't i better get your horse over the bridge--i liked his looks, and i asked a man named bill who owned that horse. he said you did, and that's how i found you. he said that horse was a bad one. he said he was called 'hoodoo.' that's unlucky!" "yes, he's mine, josiah. you would like to change his name?" "yes, sir, i would. this boot's the worst!" penhallow laughed. "that horse, josiah, has every virtue a horse ought to have and every vice he ought not to have. he'll be as good as aunt ann one day, and as mean and bad as peter lamb the next day. halloa there, guard! let my man cross over." hoodoo came quietly, and as penhallow walked his horse, josiah related the village news, and then more and more plainly the captain gathered some clear idea of his uncle's condition and of the influence the younger woman was exerting on a household over which hung the feeling of inexorable doom. as he read mcgregor's letter he knew too well that were he with them he could be of no practical use. the next few days john penhallow was kept busy, and on june nd having to report with some sketch-maps he found the headquarters at bethesda church. the pews had been taken out and set under trees. the staff was scattered about at ease. general grant, to john's amusement, was petting a stray kitten with one hand and writing despatches with the other. at last he began to talk with members of the christian commission about their work. among them john was aware of mark rivers. a few minutes later he had his chance and took the clergyman away to the tents of the engineers for a long and disheartening talk of home. they met no more for many days, and soon he was too busy to think of asking the leave of absence he so much desired. chapter xxvii the effort to crush lee's army by a frontal attack led to the disastrous defeat of cold harbor, and grant who was never personally routed resolved to throw his army south of the james river. it involved a concealed night march, while his lines were in many places but thirty to one hundred feet from the watchful confederates. the utmost secrecy was used in regard to the bold movement intended, but preparations for it demanded frequent reconnaissances and map-sketching on the part of the engineers. a night of map-making after a long day in the saddle left john penhallow on june th a weary man lying on his camp-bed too tired to sleep. he heard blake ask, "are you at home, penhallow?" few men would have been as welcome as the serious-minded new england captain who had met penhallow from time to time since the engineer's mud-bath in the pamunkey river. "glad to get you by yourself," said blake. "you look used up. do keep quiet!" "i will, but sit down and take a pipe. coffee, josiah!" he called out. "i am quite too popular by reason of josiah's amazing ability to forage. if the headquarters are within reach, he and bill--that's the general's man--hunt together. the results are surprising! but i learned long ago from my uncle, colonel penhallow, that in the army it is well to ask no unnecessary questions. my man is very intelligent, and as i keep him in tobacco and greenbacks, i sometimes fancy that headquarters does not always get the best out of the raids of these two contrabands." "i have profited by it, penhallow. i have personal memories of that young roast pig, i think your man called it a shoat. your corps must have caught it hard these last days. i suppose we are in for something unusual. you are the only man i know who doesn't grumble. francis says it's as natural to the beast called an army as barking is to a dog." "of course, the habit is stupid, blake. i mean the constant growl about the unavoidable discomforts of war; but this last week has got me near the growling point. i have had two ague chills and quinine enough to ring chimes in my head. i haven't had a decent wash for a week, and really war is a disgustingly dirty business. you don't realize that in history, in fiction, or in pictures. it's filthy! oh, you may laugh!" "who could help laughing?" "i can to-day. to-morrow i shall grin at it all, but just now i am half dead. what with laying corduroys and bridging creeks, to be burnt up next day, and chickahominy flies--oh, lord! if there is nothing else on hand in the way of copies of maps, some general like barnard has an insane curiosity to reconnoitre. then the rebs wake up--and amuse themselves." blake laughed. "you are getting pretty near to that growl." "am i? i have more than impossible demands to bother me. what with some despondent letters--i told you about my uncle's wound and the results, i should have a fierce attack of home-sickness if i had leisure to think at all." blake had found in penhallow much that he liked and qualities which were responsive to his own high ideal of the man and the soldier. he looked him over as the young engineer lay on his camp-bed. "get anything but home-sick, penhallow! i get faint fits of it. the quinine of 'get up, captain, and put out those pickets' dismisses it, or bullets. lord, but we have had them in over-doses of late. francis has been hit twice but not seriously. he says that lee is an irregular practitioner. it is strange that some men are hit in every skirmish; it would bleed the courage out of me." "would it? i have had two flesh wounds. they made me furiously angry. you were speaking of lee--my uncle greatly admired him. i should like to know more about him. i had a little chance when we were trying to arrange a truce to care for the wounded. you remember it failed, but i had a few minute's talk with a rebel captain. he liked it when i told him how much we admired his general. that led him to talk, and among other things he told me that lee had no sense of humour and i gathered was a man rather difficult of approach." "he might apply to grant for the rest of his qualities," said blake. "he would get it; but what made you ask about sense of the humorous? i have too little, francis too much." "oh," laughed penhallow, "from saint to sinner it is a good medicine--even for home-sickness." "and the desperate malady of love," returned blake. "i shall not venture to diagnose your need. how is that?" "i?--nonsense," laughed the engineer. "but seriously, blake, about home-sickness; one of my best men has it badly--not the mild malady you and i may have." "you are quite right. it accounts for some desertions--not to the enemy, of course. i talked lately of this condition to a dr. mcgregor--" "mcgregor!" returned penhallow, sitting up. "where is he? i'd like to see him--an old comrade." "he is with our brigade." "tell him to look me up. the engineers are easily found just now. he was an old schoolmate." "i'll tell him. by the way, penhallow, when asking for my mail to-day, i persuaded the post-master to give me your letters. don't mind me--you will want to read them--quite a batch of them." "oh, they can wait. don't go. ah! here's josiah with coffee." "how it does set a fellow up, penhallow. another cup, please. i had to wait a long time for our letters and yours. really that place was more tragic than a battlefield." "why so? i send josiah for my mail." "oh, there were three cold-blooded men-machines returning letters. i watched them marking the letters--'not found'--'missing'--and so on." "killed, i suppose--or prisoners." "yes, awful, indeed--most sorrowful! imagine it! others were forwarding letters--heaps of them--from men who may be dead. you know how apt men are to write letters before a battle." "i wait till it is over," said penhallow. "that post-office gave me a fit of craving for home and peace." "home-sickness! what, you, blake!" "oh, that worst kind; home-sickness for a home when you have no home. i wonder if in that other world we shall be home-sick for this." "that depends. ah! here comes a reminder that we are in this world just now--and just as we have begun one of our real talks." an orderly appeared with a note. penhallow read it. he was on his feet at once. "saddle hoodoo, josiah. i must go. come soon again, blake. we have had a good talk--or a bit of one." at four in the morning of june th, when john penhallow with a group of older engineers looked across the twenty-one hundred feet of the james river they were to bridge, he realized the courage and capacity of the soldier who had so completely deceived his wary antagonist. before eleven that night a hundred pontoons stayed by barges bridged the wide stream from shore to shore. already the second corps under hancock had been hastily ferried over the river. the work on the bridge had been hard, and the young captain had had neither food nor rest. late at night, the work being over, he recrossed the bridge, and after a hasty meal lay down on the bluff above the james with others of his corps and slept the uneasy sleep of an overtired man. at dawn he was awakened by the multiple noises of an army moving on the low-lying meadows below the bluff. refreshed and free from any demand on his time, he breakfasted at ease, and lighting his pipe was at once deeply interested in what he saw. as he looked about him, he was aware of general grant standing alone on the higher ground. he saw the general throw away his cigar and with hands clasped behind him remain watching in rapt silence the scene below him. "i wonder," thought penhallow, "of what he is thinking." the face was grave, the man motionless. the engineer turned to look at the matchless spectacle below him. the sound of bands rose in gay music from the approaches to the river, where vast masses of infantry lay waiting their turn to cross. the guns of batteries gleamed in the sun, endless wagon-trains and ambulances moved or were at rest. here and there the wind of morning fluttered the flags and guidons with flashes of colour. the hum of a great army, the multitudinous murmurs of men talking, the crack of whips, the sharp rattle of wagons and of moving artillery, made a strange orchestra. over all rose the warning shrieks of the gun-boat signals. far or near on the fertile meadows the ripened corn and grain showed in green squares between the masses of men and stirred in the morning breeze or lay trampled in ruin by the rude feet of war. it was an hour and a scene to excite the dullest mind, and penhallow intensely interested sat fascinated by a spectacle at once splendid and fateful. the snake-like procession of infantry wagons and batteries moved across the bridge and was lost to view in the forest. penhallow turned again to look at his general, who remained statuesque and motionless. then, suddenly the master of this might of men and guns looked up, listened to warren's artillery far beyond the river, and with the same expressionless face called for his horse and rode away followed by his staff. the battle-summer of went on with the wearisome siege of petersburg and the frequent efforts to cut the railways which enabled the confederates to draw supplies from states which as yet had hardly felt the stress of war. late in the year the army became a city of huts, and there was the unexampled spectacle of this great host voting quietly in the election which gave to lincoln another evidence of the trust reposed in him. the engineers had little to do in connection with the larger movements of the army, and save for the siege work were at times idle critics of their superiors. the closing month of brought weather which made the wooden huts, usually shared by two officers, more comfortable than tents. the construction of these long streets of sheltering quarters brought out much ingenuity, and penhallow profited by josiah's clever devices and watchful care. as the army was in winter-quarters, there was time enough for pleasant visiting, and for the engineers more than enough of danger in the trenches or when called on to accompany some general officer as an aide during grant's obstinate efforts to cut the railways on which lee relied. francis, not gravely wounded, was at home repairing damages; but now, with snow on the ground and ease of intercourse, blake was a frequent visitor in the engineer quarters. when rivers also turned up, the two young men found the talk unrivalled, for never had the tall clergyman seemed more attractive or as happy. of an afternoon late in november penhallow was toasting himself by the small fire-place and deep in thought. he had had a long day in the intrenchments and one moment of that feeling of imminent nearness to death which affects men in various ways. a shell neatly dropped in a trench within a few feet of where he stood, rolled over, spitting red flashes. the men cried, "down, down, sir!" and fell flat. something like the fascination a snake exercises held him motionless; he never was able to explain his folly. the fuse went out as he watched it--the shell was a dead thing and harmless. the men as they rose eyed him curiously. "a near thing," he said, and with unusual care moved along a traverse, his duty over for the day. he took with him a feeling of mental confusion and of annoyed wonder. he found josiah picking a chicken as he sat whistling in front of the tent. "there's been a fight, sir, about three o'clock, on our left. bill says we beat." "indeed!" it was too common news to interest him. he felt some singular completeness of exhaustion, and was troubled because of there being no explanation which satisfied him. asking for whisky to josiah's surprise, he took it and lay down, as the servant said, "there's letters, sir, on the table." "very well. close the tent and say i'm not well; i won't see any one." "yes, sir. nothing serious?" "no." he fell asleep as if drugged. outside josiah picked his lean chicken and whistled with such peculiar sweetness as is possible only to the black man. everything interested him. now and then he listened to the varied notes of the missiles far away and attracting little attention unless men were so near that the war-cries of shot and shell became of material moment. the day was cold, and an early november snow lay on the ground and covered the long rows of cabins. far to the rear a band was practising. josiah listened, and with a negative head-shake of disapproving criticism returned to the feather picking and sang as he picked: i wish i was in dixie land, in dixie land, in dixie land. he held up the plucked fowl and said, "must have been on short rations." the early evening was quiet. now and then a cloaked horseman went by noiseless on the snow. josiah looked up, laid down the chicken, and listened to the irregular tramp of a body of men. then, as the head of a long column came near and passed before him between the rows of huts, he stood up to watch them. "prisoners," he said. many were battle-grimed and in tatters, without caps and ill-shod. here and there among them a captured officer marched on looking straight ahead. the larger part were dejected and plodded on in silence, with heads down, while others stared about them curious and from the cabins near by a few officers came out and many soldiers gathered. as usual there were no comments, no sign of triumph and only the silence of respect. josiah asked a guard where they came from. "oh, hancock's fight at hatcher's run--got about nine hundred." the crowd of observers increased in number as the end of the line drew near. josiah lost interest and sat down. "got to singe that chicken," he murmured, with the habit of open speech of the man who had lived long alone. suddenly he let the bird drop and exclaimed under his breath, "jehoshaphat!"--his only substitute for an oath--"it's him!" among the last of the line of captured men he saw one with head bent down looking neither to the right nor the left--it was peter lamb! at this moment two soldiers ran forward and shouted out something to the officer bringing up the rear. he cried, "halt! take out that man." there was a little confusion, and peter was roughly haled out of the mass. the officer called a sergeant. "guard this fellow well," and he bade the men who had detected lamb go with the guard. soldiers crowded in on them. "what's the matter--who is he?" they asked. "back, there!" cried the lieutenant. "a deserter," said some one. "damn him." lamb was silent while between the two guards he was taken to the rear. josiah forgot his chicken and followed them at a distance. he saw lamb handcuffed and vainly protesting as he was thrust into the prison-hut of the provostry. josiah asked one of the men who had brought about the arrest, "who is that man?" "oh, he was a good while ago in my regiment--in our company too, the st pennsylvania--a drunken beast--name of stacy--joe stacy. we missed him when we were near the north anna--at roll-call." "what will they do with him?" "shoot him, i hope. his hands were powder blacked. he was caught on the skirmish line." "thank you." josiah walked away deep in thought. he soon settled to the conclusion that the rebs had found peter and that perhaps he had had no choice of what he would do and had had to enlist. what explanatory lie peter had told he could not guess. josiah went slowly back to the tent. his chicken was gone. he laid this loss on peter, saying, "he always did bring me bad luck." penhallow was still asleep. ought he to tell him of peter lamb. he decided not to do so, or at least to wait. inborn kindliness acted as it had done before, and conscious of his own helplessness, he was at a loss. near to dusk he lighted a pipe and sat down outside of penhallow's hut. servants of engineer officers spoke as they passed, or chaffed him. his readiness for a verbal duel was wanting and he replied curtly. he was trying to make out to his own satisfaction whether he could or ought to do anything but hold his tongue and let this man die and so disappear. he knew that he himself could do nothing, nor did he believe anything could be done to help the man. he felt, however, that because he hated peter, he was bound by his simply held creed to want to do something. he did not want to do anything, but then in confusing urgency there was the old mother, the colonel's indulgent care of this drunken animal, and at last some personal realization of the loneliness of this man so near to death. then he remembered that mark rivers was within reach. to get this clergyman to see peter would relieve him of the singular feeling of responsibility he could not altogether set aside. he was the only person who could identify lamb. that, at least, he did not mean to do. he would find mr. rivers and leave to him to act as he thought best. he heard penhallow calling, and went in to find him reading his letters. after providing for his wants, he set out to find the clergyman. his pass carried him where-ever he desired to go, and after ten at night he found mark rivers with the christian commission. "what is it?" asked rivers. "is john ill?" "no, sir," and he told in a few sentences the miserable story, to the clergyman's amazement. "i will go with you," he said. "i must get leave to see him, but you had better not speak of peter to any one." josiah was already somewhat indisposed to tell to others the story of the north anna incident, and walked on in silence over the snow until at the provost-marshal's quarters rivers dismissed him. in a brief talk with the provost-marshal, rivers learned that there had been a hastily summoned court-martial, and in the presence of very clear evidence a verdict approved by general grant. the man would be shot at seven the next morning. "a hopeless case, mr. rivers," said the provost, "any appeal for reprieve will be useless--utterly useless--there will be no time given for appeal to mr. lincoln. we have had too much of this lately." rivers said nothing of his acquaintance with the condemned man. he too had reached the conviction, now made more definite, that needless pain for the old mother could be avoided by letting peter die with the name he had assumed. it was after twelve at night when the provost's pass admitted him to a small wooden prison. one candle dimly lighted the hut, where a manacled man crouched by a failing fire. the soldier on guard passed out as the clergyman entered. when the door closed behind him, rivers said, "peter." "my god! mr. rivers. they say i'll be shot. you won't let them shoot me--they can't do it--i don't want to die." "i came here because josiah recognized you and brought me." "he must have told on me." "told what? he did not tell anything. now listen to me. you are certain to be shot at seven to-morrow morning. i have asked for delay--none will be given. i come only to entreat you to make your peace with god--to tell you that you have but these few hours in which to repent. let me pray with you--for you. there is nothing else i can do for you; i have tried and failed. indeed i tried most earnestly." "you can help if you will! you were always against me. you can telegraph colonel penhallow. he will answer--he won't let them shoot me." rivers who stood over the crouched figure laid a hand on his shoulder. "if he were here he could do nothing. and even if i did telegraph him, he is in no condition to answer. he was wounded at gettysburg and his mind is clouded. it would only trouble him and your mother, and not help you. your mother would hear, and you should at least have the manliness to accept in silence what you have earned." "but it's my life--my life--i can't die." rivers was silent. "you won't telegraph?" "no. it is useless." "but you might do something--you're cruel. i am innocent. god let me be born of a drunken father--i had to drink too--i had to. the squire wouldn't give me work--no one helped me. i enlisted in a new york regiment. i got drunk and ran away and enlisted in the st pennsylvania. i stole chickens, and near to the north anna i was cruelly punished. then the rebs caught me. i had to enlist. oh, lord! i am unfortunate. if i only could have a little whisky." mark rivers for a moment barren of answer was sure that as usual peter was lying and without any of his old cunning. "peter, this story does not help you. you are about to die, and no one--can help you--i have tried in vain--nothing can save you. why at a time so solemn as this do you lie to me? why did you desert? and for stealing chickens? nonsense!" "well, then, it was about a woman. josiah knows--he saw it all. i didn't desert--i was tied to a tree--he could clear me. they left me tied. i had to enlist; i had to!" "a woman!" rivers understood. "if he were to tell, it would only make your case worse. oh, peter, let me pray for you." "oh, pray if you want to. what's the good? if you won't telegraph the squire, get me whisky; and if you won't do that, go away. talk about god and praying when i'm to be murdered just because my father drank! i don't want any praying--i don't believe in it--you just go away and get me some whisky. the squire might have saved me--i wanted to quit from drink and he just told me to get out--and i did. i hate him and--you." rivers stood up. "may god help and pity you," he said, and so left him. he slept none, and rising early, prayed fervently for this wrecked soul. as he walked at six in the morning to the prison hut, he thought over the man who long ago had so defeated him. he had seemed to him more feeble in mind and less cunning in his statements than had been the case in former days. he concluded that he was in the state of a man used to drinking whisky and for a time deprived of it. when he met him moving under guard from the prison, he felt sure that his conclusion had been correct. as rivers came up, the officer in charge said, "if, sir, as a clergyman you desire to walk beside this man, there is no objection." "oh, let him come," said peter, with a defiant air. some one pitiful had indulged the fated man with the liquor he craved. rivers took his place beside peter as the guards at his side fell back. soldiers off duty, many blacks and other camp-followers, gathered in silence as the little procession moved over the snow, noiseless except for the tramp of many feet and the rumble of the cart in which was an empty coffin. "can i do anything for you?" said rivers, turning toward the flushed face at his side. "no--you can't." the man smelled horribly of whisky; the charitable aid must have been ample. "is there any message you want me to carry?" "message--who would i send messages to?" in fact, rivers did not know. he was appalled at a man going half drunk to death. he moved on, for a little while at the end of his resources. "even yet," he whispered, "there is time to repent and ask god to pardon a wasted life." peter made no reply and then they were in the open space on one side of a hollow square. on three sides the regiment stood intent as the group came near. "even yet," murmured rivers. of a sudden peter's face became white. he said, "i want to tell you one thing--i want you to tell him. i shot the squire at gettysburg--i wish i had killed him--i thought i had. there!--i always did get even." "stand back, sir, please," said a captain. rivers was dumb with the horror of it and stepped aside. the last words he would have said choked him in the attempt to speak. six soldiers took their places before the man who stood with his hands tied behind his back, his face white, the muscles twitching, while a bandage was tied over his eyes. "he wants to speak to you, sir," said the captain. rivers stepped to his side. "i did not tell my name. tell my mother i was shot--not how--not why." rivers fell back. the captain let fall a handkerchief. six rifles rang out, and peter lamb had gone to his account. the regiment marched away. the music of the band rang clear through the frosty air. the captain said, "where is the surgeon?" tom mcgregor appeared, and as he had to certify to the death bent down over the quivering body. "my god! mr. rivers," he said in a low voice, looking up, "it is peter lamb." "hush, tom," whispered rivers, "no one knows him except josiah." they walked away together while rivers told of josiah's recognition of lamb. "keep silent about his name, tom," and then went on to speak of the man's revengeful story about the colonel, to tom's horror. "i am sorry you told me," said the young surgeon. "yes, i was unwise--but--" "oh, let us drop it, mr. rivers. how is john? i have been three times to see him and he twice to see me, but always he was at the front, and as for me we have six thousand beds and too few surgeons, so that i could not often get away. does he know of this man's fate?" "no--and he had better not." "i agree with you. let us bury his name with him. so he shot our dear colonel--how strange, how horrible!" "he believed that he did shoot him, and as the ball came from the lines of the st when the fight was practically at an end, it may be true. he certainly meant to kill him." "what an entirely, hopelessly complete scoundrel!" said mcgregor. "except," said rivers, "that he did not want his mother to know how he died." "human wickedness is very incomplete," said the surgeon. "i wonder whether the devil is as perfectly wicked as we are taught to believe. you think this fellow, my dear old schoolmaster, was not utterly bad. now about wanting his mother not to know--i for my part--" "don't, tom. leave him this rag of charity to cover a multitude of sins. now, i must leave you. see john soon--he is wasted by unending and dangerous work--with malaria too, and what not; see him soon. he is a splendid replica of the colonel with a far better mind. i wish he were at home." "and i that another fellow were at home. good-bye." mcgregor called at john's tent, but learned that at six he had gone on duty to the trenches. chapter xxviii late on christmas morning of this year , penhallow with no duty on his hands saw with satisfaction the peacemaking efforts of the winter weather. a thin drizzle of cold rain froze as it fell on the snow; the engineers' lines were quiet. there was no infantry drill and the raw recruits had rest from the never satisfied sergeants, while unmanageable accumulations of gifts from distant homes were being distributed to well-pleased men. penhallow, lazily at ease, planned to spend christmas day with tom mcgregor or roland blake. the orders of a too energetic colonel of his own corps summarily disposed of his anticipated leisure. the tired and disgusted captain dismounted at evening, and limping gave his horse to josiah. "what you done to hoodoo, master john? he's lame--and you too." without answering john penhallow turned to greet tom mcgregor. "happy christmas, tom." "you don't look very happy, john, nor that poor beast of yours. but i am glad to have caught you at last." the faraway thunder of the siege mortars was heard as he spoke. "nice christmas carol that! have you been to-day in the graveyards you call trenches?" "no, i was not on duty. i meant to ride over to your hospital to have a home-talk and exchange grumbles, but just as i mounted colonel swift stopped with a smartly dressed aide-de-camp. i saluted. he said, 'i was looking for an engineer off duty. have the kindness to ride with me.'" "by george! tom, he was so polite that i felt sure we were on some unpleasant errand. i was as civil, and said, 'with pleasure.' a nice christmas celebration! well, i have been in the saddle all day. it rained and froze to sleet on the snow, and the horses slipped and slid most unpleasantly. about noon we passed our pickets. i was half frozen. when we got a bit further, the old colonel pulled up on a hillside and began to ask me questions, how far was that bridge, and could i see their pickets, and where did that cross-road go to. the aide was apparently ornamental and did not do anything but guess. i answered with sublime confidence, as my mind got thawed a little and the colonel made notes." "i know," laughed tom. "must never admit in the army that you don't know. you can always write 'respectfully referred' on a document. when general grant visits our hospital and asks questions ten to the minute, i fire back replies after quick consultation with my imagination. it works. he assured the surgeon-in-charge that i was a remarkably well-informed officer. so was he!" "come in," said penhallow. "i am cold and cross. i expect a brevet at least--nothing less; but if comstock or duane reads the colonel's notes, i may get something else." "have you had a fall, john? you are pretty dirty, and that horse with the queer name is dead lame. how did you come to grief?" "i had an adventure." "really! what was it?" "tell you another time--it was a queer one. here's mr. rivers." he was followed by a contraband black with a basket. "happy christmas, boys. i bring you a christmas turkey and a plum-pudding from your aunt, john." he was made heartily welcome and was in unusually good spirits, as josiah took possession of these unexpected rations and john got into dry clothes. they fell to familiar talk of westways. "i fear," said rivers, "that the colonel is worse. i am always sure of that when mrs. penhallow writes of him as cheerful." "my father," said tom, "tells me he has days of excessive unnatural gaiety, and then is irritable and cannot remember even the events of yesterday." "can you account for it, tom?" asked john. "no, but he ought to take dad's advice and see professor askew. it makes him furious. oh! if we were all at home again, mr. rivers--and out of this row. you are limping, john--what's wrong? let me see that leg." "no, you don't," cried john merrily. "you promised to get even with me after our famous battle--i don't trust you. i bruised my knee--that's all." "well, i can wait." they talked of home, of the village and its people, and at their meal of the way they proposed to conduct the spring campaign. many bloodless battles were thus fought over mess-tables and around camp-fires. "for my part," said john, "i want to get done with this mole business and do anything in the open--oh, here comes blake! you know our clergyman from home, the rev. mr. rivers? no! well, then i make you the christmas gift of a pleasant acquaintance. sit down, there is some turkey left and plum-pudding." "glad to see you, mcgregor," said blake. "i know mr. rivers by sight--oh, and well, too--he was back of the line in that horrid mix-up at the bloody angle--he was with the stretcher-bearers." "where," said mcgregor, "he had no business to be." rivers laughed as he rarely did. "it may seem strange to you all, but i am never so happy"--he came near to saying so little unhappy--"as when i am among the dying and the wounded, even if the firing is heavy." blake looked at the large-featured face and the eyes that, as old mcgregor said, were so kindly and so like mysterious jewels as they seemed to radiate the light that came from within. his moment of critical doubt passed, and he felt the strange attractiveness which rivers had for men and the influential trust he surely won. "i prefer," remarked mcgregor, "to operate when bullets are not flying." "but you do not think of them then," returned rivers, "i am sure you do not." "no, i do not, but they seem to be too attentive at times. i lost a little finger-tip back of round top. we had thirteen surgeons killed or wounded that day. the rebs left eighty surgeons with their wounded. we sent them home after we got up enough help from the cities." "it was not done always," said penhallow. "more's the pity." "we had grant at the hospital yesterday," said the doctor. "he comes often." "did you notice his face?" queried rivers. "the face? not particularly--why?" "he has two deep lines between the eyes, and crossing them two lateral furrows on the forehead. in sicily they call it the 'cross of misfortune.'" "then it has yet to come," said blake. "late or early," said rivers, "they assure you it will come. some men find their calamities when young, some when they are old, which is better." "let us be thankful that we have no choice," said blake. "may god spare you now and always," said rivers. the habitual melancholy he dreaded took possession of his face as he rose, adding, "come, tom, we must go." "and i," said blake. "happy christmas to you all--and a happier new year than ." they left john to the letters josiah placed on the table. the night was now clear and the stars brilliant, as penhallow saw blake mount his horse and rivers and mcgregor walk away to find the hospital ambulance. "there at least is peace," said john, as he watched the pleiades and the north star, symbol of unfailing duty. "well, it is as good as a sermon, and as it belongs there on eternal guard so do i belong here for my little day; but i trust the spring will bring us peace, for--oh, my god!--i want it--and westways." he went in to his hut and stirred the fire into roaring companionship. meanwhile rivers, walking with mcgregor, said, "did the figure of that doomed wretch haunt you as we talked to john?" "it did indeed! i had never before been ordered to certify to a death like that, and i hated it even before i bent down and knew who it was." "how far was he accountable, tom?" "don't ask me riddles like that, mr. rivers. it is a subject i have often thought about. it turns up in many forms--most terribly in the cases of the sins of the fathers being loaded on the sons. how far is a man accountable who inherits a family tendency to insanity? should he marry? if he falls in love, what ought he to do or not do? it is a pretty grim proposition, mr. rivers." "he should not marry," replied the clergyman, and both moved on in silent thought. "oh, here is our ambulance," said tom. they got in, rivers reflecting how war, parent of good and evil, had made of this rough country-bred lad a dutiful, thoughtful man. presently mcgregor said, "when we were talking of our unpleasant duties, i meant to tell you that one of them is to tattoo a d--for deserter--on the breast of some poor homesick fellow. after that his head is shaved; then the men laugh as he is drummed out of the lines--and it's disgusting." "i agree with you," said rivers. john lighted a fresh pipe and sat down by the fire to get some christmas pleasure from the home letter in leila's large and clear script. his aunt had ceased to write to him, and had left to her niece this task, insisting that it should be punctually fulfilled. this time the letter was brief. "of course, my dear john, you know that i am under orders to write to you once a week."--"is that explanatory?" thought the reader.--the letter dealt with the town and mills, the sad condition of colonel penhallow, his aunt's messages and her advice to john in regard to health. the horses came in for the largest share of a page. and why did he not write more about himself? she did not suppose that even winter war consisted only in drawing maps and waiting for grant to flank lee out of petersburg and richmond. "war," wrote the young woman, "must be rather a dull business. have you no adventures? tom mcgregor wrote his father that you had a thrilling experience in the trenches lately. the doctor spoke of it to aunt ann, who was surprised i had never mentioned it. don't dry up into an old regular like the inspecting major of ordnance at the mills. "expectantly yours, "leila grey. "a happy christmas, jack." "oh, great scott!" laughed john. he read it again. not a word of herself, nor any of her rides, or of the incessant reading she liked to discuss with him. some dim suspicion of the why of this impersonal letter gently flattered the winged hopefulness of love. "well, i think i shall punish you, miss grey, for sending me a christmas letter like that." oh, the dear old playmate, the tease, the eyes full of tenderness when the child's shaft of satire hurt! he laughed gaily as he went through the historically famous test of courage in snuffing the flaring candle wicks with his fingers. the little cabin was warm, the night silent, not a sound came from the lines a mile away to disturb the peaceful memories of home within the thirty thousand pickets needed to guard our far-spread army. men on both sides spoke this christmas night, for they were often near and exchanged greetings as they called out, "halloa, johnny reb, merry christmas!" "same to you, yank," and during that sacred night there was the truce of god and overhead the silence of the solemn stars. as the young captain became altogether comfortable, his thoughts wandered far afield--always at last to josiah's pansy, the many-masked leila, and behind her pretty feminine disguises the serious-minded woman for whom, as he smilingly consulted his fancy, he found no flower emblem to suit him. the letter he read once more represented many leilas. could he answer all of them and abide too by the silence he meant to preserve until the war was over? the imp of mischief was at his side. there was no kind of personal word of herself in the letter, except that he was ordered to talk of john penhallow and his adventures. he wrote far into the christmas night: "dear leila: to hear is to obey. i am to write of myself--of adventures. nearness to death in the trenches is an every-second-day adventure enough--no one talks of it. tom was ill-advised to report of me at home. i used to dream of the romance of war when i was a boy. there is very little romance in it, and much dirt, awful horrors of the dead and wounded, of battles lost or won, and waste beyond conception. after a big fight or wearying march one could collect material for a rummage-sale such as would rout aunt ann's ideal of an amusing auction of useless things. "my love to one and all, and above all to the dear colonel who is never long out of my mind. "yours truly, "john penhallow." "i put on this separate sheet for you alone the adventure you ask for. it is the only one worth telling, and came to me this christmas morning. it was strange enough. "an old colonel caught me as i was about to visit tom mcgregor at the hospital. i was disgusted, but he wanted an engineer. he got me, alas! we rode far to our left over icy snow-crust. to cut my tale short, after we passed our outlying pickets and i had answered a dozen questions, he said, 'can you see their pickets?' i said, 'no, they are half a mile away on the far side of a creek in the woods. that road leads to a bridge; they may be behind the creek.' "'do you think it fordable?' "'i do not know.' like a fool, i said, 'i will ride down the road and get a nearer look.' he would be much obliged. i rode hoodoo down an icy hill with a sharp lookout for their pickets. as i rode, i slipped my revolver out and let it hang at my wrist. i rode on cautiously. about a quarter of a mile from the creek i made up my mind that i had gone far enough. the creek was frozen, as i might have known, and the colonel too. as i checked hoodoo a shot rang out from a clump of pines on my right and a horseman leaped into the road some twenty yards in front of me. i fired and missed him. he turned and rode pretty fast toward the bridge, turning to fire as he went. i like a fool rode after him. we exchanged shot after shot. he was on the farther end of the bridge when he pulled up his horse and stopped short. he held up a hand; i felt for my sword, having emptied my revolver. it was rather ridiculous. by george! the man was laughing. we were not fifty feet apart when i reined up hoodoo. we had each fired six shots in vain--i had counted his. "he called out, 'a rather pretty duel, sir. don't ride over the bridge.' a picket shot from the left singing over my head rather emphasized his warning. 'it would not be fair--you would ride right into my pickets.' it was an unusual bit of chivalry. "i called out, 'thank you, i hope i have not hit you. may i ask your name?' "'i am at your service. i am'--here captain john wrote merrily--'scheherazade who says-- "being now sleepy, the caliph will hear the amazing sequel to-morrow night or _later_. "there you have my adventure all but the end. if i do not hear more of miss grey's personal adventures she will never--never, hear the name. "john penhallow." he laughed outright as he closed and directed the envelope. i suppose, he wrote in his diary, that as there are several leilas, there are also several john penhallows, and i am just now the mischievous lad who was so much younger than miss grey. would she laugh over the lesson of his letter or be angry, or cry a little and feel ill-treated, or--and even that was possible--say it was of no moment who the man was. he felt the gaiety which in some men who have not the mere brute courage of the bull-dog is apt to follow for many hours the escape from a great danger. the boylike mischief of his letter was in part due to some return of the cheerful mood which possessed him after the morning's risks. he went out to question the night of the weather. as he looked over the snow and then up at the mighty clock-work of the stars, he responded slowly to the awe this silentness of immeasurable forces was apt to produce; a perfect engine at the mills in noiseless motion always had upon him the same effect. as he moved, his knee reminded him of the morning's escape. when he rode away from the bridge, with attentions from the enemy's pickets following and came near the waiting colonel, his horse came down and like his rider suffered for the fall on frozen ground. there was just then for a time less work than usual for the engineers, and he had begun to feel troubled by the fact that two weeks had gone by since leila wrote, without a home letter. then it came and was brief: "dear john: i have truly no better and no worse news to send about dear uncle jim and this saddened home. to be quite frank with you, your letter made me realize what is hardly felt as here in our home we become used to war news. i thought less of your mischievous attempt to torment my curiosity than of your personal danger, and yet i know too well what are the constant risks in your engineer duties, for i have found among uncle jim's books accounts of the siege of sevastopol. as to your naughty ending, i do not care who the man was--why should i? i doubt if you really know. "i am, your seriously indifferent leila grey. "p.s. i am ashamed to admit that i reopened my letter to tell you i fibbed large. _please_ not to tease me any more." he replied at once: "dear leila: i am off to the front as usual. the man was henry grey. an amazing encounter! i had never seen him, as you may know. i did not wait to reply to him because the rebel pickets were not so considerate as their colonel. i recalled uncle jim's casual mention of henry grey as a rather light-minded, quixotic man. i am glad he is, but imagine what a tragedy failed to materialize because two men were awkward with the pistol. but what a strange meeting too! it is not the only case. a captain i know took his own brother prisoner last month; the rebel would not shake hands with him. do not tell aunt ann--or rather, do what seems best to you. i trust you, of course. the encounter made me want to know your uncle in some far-off happier day. "in haste, yours, "john penhallow." chapter xxix when late in march grant about to move left the engineer brigade at city point, the need to corduroy the rain-soaked roads called some of the corps to the front, and among them john penhallow. as usual when unoccupied they were set free to volunteer for staff duty. it thus chanced that penhallow found himself for a time an extra aide to general john parke. the guarded outer lines of the defences of petersburg included forests with here and there open spaces and clumps of trees. more than a half mile away from the enemy, on rising ground, amid bushes and trees, lay the army corps of general parke. it was far into the night. the men were comfortably asleep, for on this second of april, the air was no longer chilly and there were no tents up. in the mid-centre of the corps-line behind the ridge a huge fire marked the headquarters. as the great logs blazed high, they cast radiating shadows of tree trunks, which were and were not as the fire rose or fell. horses tied to the trees moved uneasily when from far and near came the clamour of guns. now and then a man sat up in the darkness and listened, but this was some new recruit. for the most of the sleepers the roar of guns was less disturbing than the surly mosquitoes and the sonorous trumpeting of a noisy neighbour. aides dismounted near the one small tent in the wood shadows, and coming out mounted horses as tired as the riders and rode away into the night. here and there apart black servants and orderlies slept the deep sleep of irresponsibility and among them josiah. beside the deserted fire john penhallow sat smoking. a hand fell on his shoulder. "halloa, blake!" he said, "where did you come from?" "i am on wright's staff. i am waiting for a note i am to carry. there will be no sleep for me to-night. we shall attack at dawn--a square frontal attack through slashes, chevaux-de-frises and parapets; but the men are keen for it, and we shall win." "i think so--the game is nearly played out." "i am sorry for them, penhallow." "and i. i was thinking when you came of the pleasant west point friends who may be in those woods yonder, and of the coming agony of that wonderful crumbling host of brave men, and of my uncle's friend, robert lee. i shall be a happy man when i can take their hands again." "how many will be left?" said blake. "god knows--we shall, i hope, live to be proud of them." "my friend francis sees always the humorous side of war--i cannot." "it does have--oh, very rarely--its humorous side," returned penhallow, "but not often for me. his mocking way of seeing things is doubly unpleasant because no man in the army is more in earnest. this orchestra of snoring men would amuse him." as blake sat down, he said, "i wonder if they are talking the language of that land--that nightly bourne from which we bring back so little. listen to them!" "that's so like you, blake. i was reflecting too when you came on the good luck i had at the north anna when you pulled me out. mark rivers once said that i was good at making acquaintances, but slow at making friendships." "thank you," said blake, understanding him readily. "i am somewhat like you." the solemnity of the night and of the fate-laden hours had opened for a minute the minds of two men as reserved and reticent as are most well-bred americans, who as a rule lack the strange out-spoken frankness of our english kin. "oh! here is my summons," said blake. "good luck to you, penhallow. i have about the closing of this war a kind of fear i have never had before." "that is natural enough," returned penhallow, "and i fancy it is not uncommon. let us part with a more pleasant thought. you will come and shoot with me at grey pine in the fall? bye-bye." blake rode away. his friend deep in thought and unable to sleep watched the dying fire. the night hours ran on. obedient to habit he wound his watch. "not asleep," said a pleasant voice. he rose to face the slight figure and gently smiling face of general parke. "what time is it, penhallow?" "four o'clock, sir." "i have sent back captain blake with a word to general wright, but he will have too long a ride. i want you to carry this same request. by taking the short cut in front of our lines, you can get there in a third of the time. you will keep this side of our pickets to where our line turns, then go through them and down the slope a bit. for a short distance you will be near the clump of trees on the right. if it is picketed--there are no pickets nearer--you will have to ride hard. once past the angle of their line you are safe. am i clear?" "certainly, sir. there is some marshy ground--i climbed a tree and looked it over yesterday--it won't stop the men, but may slow a horse." "i see. here is my note." penhallow tucked it in his belt and roused josiah. "see to the girth," he said. "is hoodoo in good order?" "yes, sir. where you going, master john?" "a little errand. make haste." "i know those little errands," said the black. "the good lord care for him," he murmured, as the man he loved best was lost in the darkness. he was aware of the great danger of his errand and was at once in that state of intensity of attention which sharpens every sense. he rode for the fourth of a mile between the long lines of infantry now astir here and there, and then an officer saw him through their picket-line. "good luck to you!" he said. "i think the rebs have no outlying pickets, but the woods are full of them." penhallow rode down a slight incline, and remembering that the marsh lower down might be difficult turned aside and came on a deep gully. the night was still dark, but a faint glow to eastward made haste desirable. the gully, as he rode beside it, flattened out, but at once he felt that his horse was in trouble on marshy ground. he dismounted and led him, but always the better footing lay nearer to the clump of trees. he made up his mind to ride for it. while on foot he had been as yet hardly visible. a shot from the salient group of trees decided him. he mounted and touched hoodoo with the spur. the horse bounded forwards too quickly to sink in the boggy ground. then a dozen shots told the rider he had been seen. something like the feeling of a blow from a stick was felt as his left arm fell with gripped reins, and the right arm also dropped. hoodoo pitched forward, rose with a gallant effort, and sinking down rolled to left upon the rider's leg. the horse lay still. penhallow's first sensation was astonishment; then he began to make efforts to get free. his arms were of no use. he tried to stir his horse with the spur of the free foot. it had no effect. something must be wrong with him. he had himself a feeling of weakness he could not comprehend, aware that he had no wound of the trunk. his useless arms made all effort vain, and the left foot under the weight of the horse began to feel numb. the position struck him as past help until our people charged. he thought of francis's axiom that there was nothing so entirely tragic as to be without some marginalia of humour. the lad smiled at his use of the word. his own situation appealed to him as ridiculous--a man with a horse on him waiting for an army to lift it off. the left elbow began to recover from the early insensibility of shock and to be painful. then in the dim light, as he lifted his head, he was aware of a rebel soldier in front covering him with a revolver. penhallow cried out with promptness, "i surrender--and i am shot through both arms." the soldier said, "you are not worth taking--guess you'll keep till we lick the yanks," and walking around the helpless officer he appropriated his revolver. "can you get my horse up?" said john. "horse up! i want your boots." "well, pull them off--i can't." "oh, don't you bother, i'll get them." with this he knelt down and began on the boot which belonged to the leg projecting beneath the horse. "darn it! they're just my size." as he tugged at it, hoodoo dying and convulsed struck out with his fore legs and caught the unlucky soldier full in the belly. the man gave a wild cry and staggering back fell. penhallow craned over the horse's body and broke into laughter. it hurt his arm, but he gasped with fierce joy, "francis would call him a freebooter." then he fell back and quite helpless listened. unable to turn his head, he heard behind him the wild rush of men. leaping over horse and man they went by. he got a look to right and left. they tore through the slashes, dropping fast and facing a furious fusillade were lost to sight in the underbrush. "by george! they've won," he exclaimed and fell back. "they must have carried the parapet." he waited. in about a half hour a party of men in grey went by. an officer in blue cried out, "up the hill, you beggars!" more of the grey men followed--a battle-grimed mob of hundreds. "halloa!" called penhallow. "get this horse up. put your hand in my pocket and you will find fifty dollars." they stopped short and a half dozen men lifted the dead animal. "thank you, set me on my feet," said penhallow. "empty my pockets--i can't use my arms." they did it well, and taking also his watch went on their way well pleased. john stood still, the blood tingling in his numb foot. "halloa!" he cried, as the stretcher-bearers and surgeons came near. a headquarters surgeon said, "we thought you were killed. can you walk?" "no--hit in both arms--why the deuce can't i walk?" "shock, i suppose." a half hour later he was in a hospital tent and a grim old army surgeon handling his arms. "right arm flesh-wound--left elbow smashed. you will likely have to lose the arm." "no, i won't," said penhallow, "i'd as leave die." "don't talk nonsense. they all say that. see you again." "you will get ten dollars," said john to a hospital orderly, "if you will find captain blake of general wright's staff." "i'll do it, sir." presently his arms having been dressed, he was made comfortable with morphia. at dusk next morning his friend blake sat down beside his cot. "are you badly hurt?" he said. a certain tenderness in the voice was like a revelation of some qualities unknown before. "i do not know. for about the first time in my life i am suffering pain--i mean constant pain, with a devilish variety in it too. the same ball, i believe, went through some muscle in the right arm and smashed my left elbow. it's a queer experience. the surgeon-in-charge informed me that i would probably lose the arm. the younger surgeon says the ball will become what he calls encysted. they probed and couldn't find it. isn't that josiah i hear?" "yes, i will bring him in." in a moment they came back. "my god! master john, i been looking for you all night and this morning i found hoodoo dead. didn't i say he'd bring you bad luck. oh, my!--are you hurt bad?" "less noise there," said an assistant surgeon, "or get out of this." "he'll be quiet," said blake, "and you will have the decency to be less rough." the indignant doctor walked away. "poor hoodoo--he did his best," murmured john. "get me out of this, blake. it's a hell of suffering. take me to tom mcgregor at city point." "i will, but now i must go. general parke hopes you are doing well. you will be mentioned in his despatches." "that is of no moment--get me to mcgregor. hang the flies--i can't fight them." john never forgot the ambulance and the rough railway ride to city point, nor his pleasure when at rest in the officers' pavilion he waited for his old playmate. as i write i see, as he saw, the long familiar ward, the neat cots, the busy orderlies. he waited with the impatience of increasing pain. "well, tom," he said, with an effort to appear gay, "here's your chance at last to get even." mcgregor made brief reply as he uncovered the wounded joint. then he said gravely, "a little ether--i will get out the ball." "no ether, tom, i can stand it. now get to work." "i shall hurt you horribly." "no ether," he repeated. "go on, tom." mcgregor sat beside him with a finger on the bounding pulse and understood its meaning and the tale it told. "it will not be long, john," and then with attention so concentrated as not even to note the one stir of the tortured body or to hear the long-drawn groan of pain, he rose to his feet. "all right, john--it's only a slug--lucky it was not a musket ball." he laid a tender hand on the sweating brow, shot a dose of morphia into the right arm, and added, "you will get well with a stiff joint. now go to sleep. the right arm is sound, a flesh-wound." "thanks," said john, "we are even now, tom. captain blake telegraphed your father, tom--but write, please." "to whom, john?" "to leila--but do not alarm them." "i will write. in a week or two you must go home. that is the medicine you need most. you will still have some pain, but you will not lose the arm." "thank you--but what of the army? i am a bit confused as to time. parke attacked on the second of april, i think. what day is this?" "oh, they got out of petersburg that night--out of richmond too. lee is done for--a day or two will end it." "thank god," murmured john, "but i am so sorry for lee." "can't say i am." "oh, that blessed morphia!" "well, go to sleep--i will see you again shortly. i have other fellows to look after. in a few minutes you will be easy. draw the fly-nets, orderly." of all that followed john penhallow in later years remembered most distinctly the half hour of astonishing relief from pain. as his senses one by one went off guard, he seemed to himself to be watching with increase of ease the departure of some material tormentor. in after years he recalled with far less readiness the days of varied torment which required more and more morphia. why i know not, the remembrance of pain as time goes by is far less permanent than that of relief or of an hour of radiant happiness. long days of suffering followed as the tortured nerves recorded their far-spread effects in the waste of the body and that failure of emotional control which even the most courageous feel when long under the tyranny of continuous pain. mcgregor watched him with anxiety and such help as was possible. on the tenth of april john awakened after a night of assisted sleep to find himself nearly free from pain. tom came early into the ward. "good news, john," he said. "lee has surrendered. you look better. your resignation will be accepted, and i have a leave of absence. economy is the rule. we are sending the wounded north in ship-loads. home! home! old fellow, in a week." the man on the cot looked up. "you have a letter, i see," and as he spoke broke into childlike tears, for so did long suffering deal with the most self-controlled in those terrible years, which we do well to forgive, and to remember with pride not for ourselves alone. the child-man on the bed murmured, "home was too much for me." the surgeon who loved him well said, "read your letter--you are not the only man in this ward whom pain has made a baby. home will complete your cure--home!" "thank you, tom." he turned to the letter and using the one half-useful hand opened it with difficulty. what he first felt was disappointment at the brevity of the letter. he was what blake called home-hungry. with acute perception, being himself a homeless man, blake made his diagnosis of that form of heart-ache which too often adds a perilously depressing agency to the more material disasters of war. pain, fever, the inevitable ward odours, the easier neighbour in the next bed who was of a mind to be social, the flies--those virginia flies more wily than lee's troopers--and even trifling annoyances made penhallow irritable. he became a burden to hospital stewards and over-worked orderlies, and now the first look at leila's letter disturbed him, and as he read he became indignant: "dear john: mr. blake's telegram telling us of your wound caused us some anxiety, which was made less by dr. mcgregor's somewhat hastily written letter. aunt ann thought it was excusable in so busy a man. poor uncle jim on hearing it said, 'yes, yes--why didn't john write--can't be much the matter.' this shows you his sad failure. he has not mentioned it since. "it is a relief to us to know that you were not dangerously hurt. it seems as if this sad war and its consequences were near to end. let us hear soon. aunt ann promises to write to you at once. "yours truly, "leila grey." he threw the letter down, and forgetting that he had asked blake and the doctor not to alarm his people, was overcome by the coldness of leila's letter. he lay still, and with eyes quite too full felt that life had for him little of that which once made it sweet with what all men hold most dear. he would have been relieved if he could have seen leila when alone she read and read again mcgregor's letter, and read with fear between the lines of carefully guarded words what he would not say and for days much feared to say. she sat down and wrote to john a letter of such tender anxiety as was she felt a confession she was of no mind to make. he was in no danger. had he been, she would have written even more frankly. but her trouble about her uncle was fed from day to day by what her aunt could not or would not see, and it was a nearer calamity and more and more distressing. then she sat thinking what was john like now. she saw the slight figure, so young and still so thoughtful, as she had smiled in her larger experience of men when they had sat and played years ago with violets on the hillside of west point. no, she was unprepared to commit herself for life, for would he too be of the same mind? for a moment she stood still indecisive, then she tore up her too tender letter and wrote the brief note which so troubled him. she sent it and then was sorry she had not obeyed the impulse of the kindlier hour. the nobler woman instinct is apt to be armed by nature for defensive warfare. if she has imagination, she has in hours of doubt some sense of humiliation in the vast surrender of marriage. this accounts for certain of the cases of celibate women, who miss the complete life and have no ready traitor within the guarded fortress to open the way to love. some such instinctive limitations beset leila grey. the sorrow of a great, a nearer and constant affection came to her aid. to think of anything like love, even if again it questioned her, was out of the question while before her eyes james penhallow was fading in mind. john penhallow was shortly relieved by mcgregor's order that he should get some exercise. it enabled him to escape the early surgical visit and the diverse odours of surgical dressings which lingered in the long ward while breakfast was being served. there were more uneasy sleepers than he in the ward and much pain, and crippled men with little to look forward to. the suffering he saw and could not lessen had been for john one of the depressing agencies of this hospital life. the ward was quiet when he awoke at dawn of april th. he quickly summoned an orderly and endured the daily humiliation of being dressed like a baby. he found josiah waiting with the camp-chair at the door as he came out of the ward. "how you feeling, master john?" "rather better. what time is it? that reb stole my watch." even yet it was amusing. he laughed at the remembrance of having been relieved by the prisoners of purse and watch. for josiah to extract his own watch was as mcgregor said something like a surgical operation. "it's not goin', master john. it's been losing time--like it wasn't accountable. what's it called watch for if it don't watch?" this faintly amused john. he said no more, but sat enjoying the early morning quiet, the long hazy reaches of the james river, the awakening of life here and there, and the early stir among the gun-boats. "get me some coffee, josiah," he said. "i am like your watch, losing time and everything else." josiah stood over him. his unnatural depression troubled a simple mind made sensitive by a limitless affection and dog-like power to feel without comprehending the moods of the master. "captain john, you was sayin' to me yesterday you was most unfortunate. i just went away and kept a kind of thinkin' about it." "well, what conclusion did you come to?" he spoke wearily. "oh, i just wondered if you'd like to change with me--guess you wouldn't for all the pain?" surprised at the man's reflection, john looked up at the black kindly face. "get me some coffee." "yes, sir--what's that?" the morning gun rang out the sunrise hour. "what's that, sir?" the flag was being hoisted on the slope below them. "it's stopped at half-mast, sir! who's dead now?" "go and ask, josiah." mcgregor came up as he spoke. "the president was killed last night, john, by an assassin!" "lincoln killed!" "yes--i will tell you by and by--now this is all we know. i must make my rounds. we leave to-morrow for home." john sat alone. this measureless calamity had at once on the thoughtful young soldier the effect of lessening the influences of his over-sensitive surrender to pain and its attendant power to weaken self-control. like others, in the turmoil of war he had given too little thought to the promethean torment of a great soul chained to the rock of duty--the man to whom like the christ "the common people listened gladly." he looked back over his own physical suffering with sense of shame at his defeat, and sat up in his chair as if with a call on his worn frame to assert the power of a soul to hear and answer the summons of a great example. "thank you, josiah," he said cheerfully. "no coffee is like yours to set a fellow up." a greater tonic was acting. "we go home to-morrow." "that's good. listen, sir--what's that?" "minute guns, josiah. have you heard the news?" "yes, sir--it's awful; but we are going home to westways." chapter xxx as the trains went northward crowded with more or less damaged officers and men, john penhallow in his faded engineer uniform showed signs of renewed vitality. he chatted in his old companionable way with the other home-bound volunteers, and as they went through baltimore related to mcgregor with some merriment his bloodless duel with mrs. penhallow's rebel brother henry. the doctor watched him with the most friendly satisfaction and with such pride as a florist may have in his prospering flowers. the colour of health was returning to the pale face and there was evidently relief from excessive pain. he heard, too, as they chatted, of john's regrets that his simple engineer dress was not as neat as he would have desired and of whether his aunt would dislike it. wearing the station of westways crossing, john fell into a laughing account of his first arrival and of the meeting with leila. the home-tonic was of use and he was glad with gay gladness that the war was over. as the train stopped, he said as he got out, "there is no carriage--you telegraphed, mcgregor?" "yes, i did, but the service is, i fancy, snowed under just now with messages. i will walk on and have them send for you." "no," said john, "i am quite able to walk. come along." "are you really able?" "yes--we'll take it easy." "there isn't much left of you to carry what remains." "my legs are all right, tom." he led the way through the woods until they came out on the avenue. "think of it, tom,--it is close to nine years since first i left grey pine for the point." in the afternoon of this sunny day late in april the colonel sat on the porch with his wife. below them on the step rivers was reading aloud the detailed account of lincoln's death. leila coming out of the house was first to see the tall thin figure in dark undress uniform. she was thankful for an unwatched moment of ability to gain entire self-command. it was needed. she helped herself by her cry of joyous recognition. "aunt ann! aunt ann!" she cried, "there is dr. mcgregor and--and john and josiah." the aunt cast a look of anxiety at the expressionless face of james penhallow, as he rose to his feet, saying, "why wasn't i told?" "we did not know, sir," said rivers, dropping the paper as he went down the steps to meet the new-comer. then the wasted figure with the left arm in a sling was in ann penhallow's embrace. "my god!" he said, "but it's good to be at home." as he spoke he turned to the colonel who had risen. "got hit, john? it runs in the family. once had a sioux arrow through my arm. glad to see you. want to be fed up a bit. lord! but you're lean." he said no more, but sat down again without appearance of interest. rivers made john welcome with a pleasant word, and leila coming forward took his hand, saying quietly, "we hardly looked for you to-day, but it is none too soon." then she turned to mcgregor, "we have much to thank you for. you will stay to dine?" john, still too sensitive, was troubled as he realized his uncle's condition, and felt that there was something in leila's manner which was unlike that of the far-remembered leila of other days. she had urged mcgregor to stay and dine, and then added, "but, of course, that pleasure must wait--you will want to see your father. he is so proud of you--as we all are." "that is a pleasant welcome, miss leila; and, dear mrs. penhallow, i do not want a carriage, i prefer to walk. i will see you, john, and that lame arm to-morrow. good-bye, colonel." the master of grey pine said, "nice young man! ann ought to kill the fatted calf. tell john not to be late for dinner." "it is all right, james," said mrs. ann, "all right." rivers watched with pain the vacant face of the colonel. this mental failure constantly recalled the days of anguish when with despair he had seen all who were dear to him one after another die mentally before their merciful exit from life. "john must be tired," he said. leila, who noted on the young soldier's face the effect of sudden realization of his useless state said, "your room is ready, john." "yes," said john, "i should like to rest before dinner." with a word as to the fatigue of his journey, leila followed him into the well-remembered hall. "good heavens, leila. it seems an age since i was here. send up josiah. i am like a baby and need him to help me." she looked after him pitifully as he went up the stairs. "surely," she thought, "we have paid dearly our debt to the country." he came down at six o'clock, still in his undress uniform, but thinking that his aunt would not like it. in a day or two he would have the civilian clothes he had ordered in philadelphia. he need have had no such anxiety; she was indifferent to all but her husband, who sat at table speechless, while leila and john too consciously manufactured talk of the home and the mills--and the ending of the war. after the meal ann began her patient efforts to interest the colonel with a game of cards and then of backgammon. it seemed only to make him irritable, and he said at last, "i think i must go to bed." "certainly, dear." she went with him upstairs, saying, "good-night, children." "she will not return, john. this is what goes on day after day." "it is very sad--i did not fully comprehend his condition." "he is often far worse, and complains of his head or is resolutely--i should say obstinately--bent on some folly, such as walking to the mills and advising them. aunt ann never contradicts him--what he wants, she wants. not the most reasonable opposition is of any use." "does he never ride, leila?" "never, and is vexed when dr. mcgregor calls to see him and advises a consultation. once we had a distressing outbreak." "and yet," said john, "there should have been other advice long ago. somehow there must be." "mr. rivers has urged it and made him angry; as for aunt ann, she sees only the bright side of his case and humours him as she would a sick child." "she is greatly changed, leila. i hardly know how to state it. she has a look of--well, of something spiritual in her face." "yes, that is true. are you in pain, john?" she added. "yes--not in great pain, but enough. for two weeks i did suffer horribly." "john! oh, my poor jack! we never knew--is it so bad?" "yes, imagine a toothache in your elbow with a variety of torments in the whole arm." "i can't imagine. i never had a toothache--in fact, i hardly know the sensation of serious pain." "well, i broke down under it, leila. i became depressed and quite foolishly hopeless. some day i will tell you what helped me out of a morass of melancholy." "tell me now." "no, i must go to bed. i am getting better and will get off with a stiff elbow, so tom says. at first they talked of amputation. that was awful. good-night!" it was none too soon. she was still unsure of herself, and although no word of tender approach had disturbed her as he talked, and she was glad of that, the tense look of pain, the reserve of his hospital confession of suffering nearly broke down her guarded attitude. as he passed out of view at the turn of the stairs, she murmured, "oh, if only uncle jim were well." josiah came at the call of the bell. she detained him. she asked, "how was the captain wounded? no one wrote of how it happened." "well, missy, he would ride a horse called hoodoo--it was just the bad luck of that brute done it." josiah's account was graphic and clear enough. john penhallow's character lost nothing as interpreted by josiah. "it was a dangerous errand, i suppose." "yes, miss leila. you see, when they know about a man that he somehow don't mind bullets and will go straight to where he's sent, they're very apt to get him killed. at the first shot he ought to have tumbled off and played possum till it was dark." "but then," said leila, "he would have been too late with general parke's message." "of course, master john couldn't sham dead like i would.--i don't despise bullets like he does. once before he had orders to go somewhere, and couldn't get across a river. he was as mad as a wet hen." "a wet hen--delightful! did he do it?" "guess you don't know him! when master john wants anything, well, he's a terrible wanter--always was that way even when he was a boy--when he wants anything, he gets it." "indeed! does he? i think he is waiting for you, josiah." the black's conclusive summary hardened the young woman's heart. she sat a while smiling, then took up a book and failed to become interested. as john became familiar with the altered life of a household once happy and in pleasant relation to the outer world, he felt as leila had done the depressing influence of a home in which the caprices of an invalid life were constantly to be considered. meanwhile his own spare figure gained flesh, and on one sunny morning--he long remembered it--he was rather suddenly free from pain, and with only the stiff elbow was, as mcgregor described it, "discharged cured." for some time he had been feeling that in bodily vigour and sense of being his normal self he had been rapidly gaining ground. the relief from the thraldom of pain brought a sudden uplift of spirits and a feeling of having been born anew into an inheritance of renewed strength and of senses sharpened beyond what he had ever known. a certain activity of happiness like a bodily springtime comes with such a convalescence. ceasing to feel the despotism of self-attention, he began to recover his natural good sense and to watch with more care his uncle's state, his aunt's want of consideration for any one but james penhallow, and the effect upon leila of this abnormal existence. he began to understand that to surely win this sad girl-heart there must be a patient siege, and above all something done for the master of grey pine. he recognized with love's impatience the beauty of this young life amid the difficulties of the colonel's moods and ann penhallow's ill-concealed jealousy. a great passion may be a very selfish thing, or in the nobler natures rise so high on the wings of love that it casts like the singing lark no shadow on the earth. he could wait and respect with patient affection the sense of duty which perhaps--ah! that perhaps--made love a thing which must wait--yes, and wait too with helpful service where she too had nobly served. when the day came for his first venture on a horse and he rode through the young leafage of june, no enterprise seemed impossible. how could he be of use to her and these dear people to whom he owed so much? war had been costly, but it had taught him that devotion to the duty of the hour which is one of the best lessons of that terrible schoolmaster. there was, as he saw every day, no overruling common sense in the household of grey pine, and no apparent possibility of reasonable control. just now it was worse than ever, and he meant to talk it over with the two mcgregors. with josiah riding behind him, he left a message here and there in the village, laughing and jesting, with a word of sympathy where the war had left its cruel memories. he had been in the little town very often since his return, but never before when free from pain or with the pleasant consciousness that he had it in his power to be to these friends of his childhood what the colonel had been. he talked to joe grace, left a message for pole's son, and then rode on to his appointment. he sat down with father and son in the unchanged surroundings of the untidy office; even the flies were busy as before on the old man's tempting bald head. "well, john," said the doctor, "what's up now? the squire won't see me at all." tom sat still and listened. "there are two things to consider, and i want your advice; but, first, i want to say that there is no head to that family. i wonder how leila stands it. i mean that your advice shall be taken about a consultation with prof. askew." "you want my advice? do you, indeed! mrs. penhallow will ask the colonel's opinion, he will swear, and the matter is at an end." "i mean to have that consultation," said john. tom laughed and nodded approval. "it's no use, john, none," said the older man. "we shall see about that. do you approve?--that is my question." "if that's the form of advice you want, why, of course--yes--but count me out." "count me in, john," said the younger surgeon. "i know what askew will say and what should have been done long ago." "an operation?" asked his father. "yes, sir, an operation." "too late!" "well," said john, "he gets no worse; a week or two will make no difference, i presume." "none," said dr. mcgregor. "it may," said tom. "well, it may have to wait. just now there is a very serious question. aunt ann made last night the wild suggestion that the colonel might be amused if we had one of those rummage-sales with which she used to delight the village. uncle jim at once declared it to be the thing he would like best. aunt ann said we must see about it at once. her satisfaction in finding an amusement which the colonel fancied was really childlike. leila said nothing, nor did i. in fact, the proposal came about when i happened unluckily to say what a fine chance uncle sam had for a rummage-sale after a forced march or a fight. i recall having said much the same thing long ago in a letter to leila." "then there's nothing to be done just now, john," remarked tom mcgregor, "but i cannot conceive of anything more likely to affect badly a disordered brain." the older man was silent until john asked, "is it worth while to talk to aunt ann about it--advise against it?" "quite useless, john. i advise you and leila quietly to assist your aunt, and like as not the colonel may forget all about it in a day or two." "no, doctor. to-day he had billy up with him in the attic bringing down whatever he can find, useful or useless." with little satisfaction from this talk, john rode homeward. sitting in the saddle at the post-office door, he called for the mail. mrs. crocker, of undiminished bulk and rosiness, came out. "how's your arm, captain? i bet it's more use than mine. the rheumatism have took to permanent boarding in my right shoulder--and no glory like you got to show for it." "i could do without the glory." "no, you couldn't. if i was a man, i'd be glad to swap; you've got to make believe a bit, but the town's proud of you. i guess some one will soon have to look after them penhallow mills." mrs. crocker put a detaining hand on his bridle reins. "yes, yes," said john absently, glancing well pleased over a kind letter of inquiry from general parke. "well, what else, mrs. crocker?" "the colonel quite give me a shock this morning. he's not been here--no, not once--since he came home. well, he walked in quite spry and told me there was to be a rummage-sale in a week, and i was to put up a notice and tell everybody. why, mr. john, he was that natural. he went away laughing because i offered to sell my old man--twenty-five cents a pound. i did notice he don't walk right." "yes, i have noticed that; but this notion of a rummage-sale has seemed to make him better. now, suppose you let my reins go." "oh, mr. john, don't be in such a hurry. it's surely a responsible place, this post-office; i don't ever get time for a quiet talk." "well, mrs. crocker, now is your chance." "that's real good of you. i was wanting to ask if you ever heard anything of peter lamb. he wrote to his mother he was in the army, and then that was the end of it. she keeps on writing once a week, and the letters come back stamped 'not found.' i guess he's wandering somewhere." "like enough. i went to see her last week, but i could not give her any comfort. she couldn't have a worse thing happen than for peter to come home." "well, captain john, when you come to have babies of your own, you'll find mothers are a curious kind of animal." "mothers!" laughed john. "i hope there won't be more than one. now, i really must go." "oh, just one more real bit of news. lawyer swallow's wife was here yesterday with another man to settle up her husband's business." "is he dead?" "they say so, but you can't believe everything you hear. now, don't hurry. what most killed swallow was just this: he hated pole like poison, and when he got a five hundred dollar mortgage-grip on pole's pasture meadow, he kept that butcher-man real uneasy. when you were all away, swallow began to squeeze--what those lawyers call 'foreclose.' it's just some lawyer word for robbery." "it's pretty bad, mrs. crocker, but two people are waiting for you and this isn't exactly government business." "got to hear the end, captain." "i suppose so--what next?" dixy wondered why the spur touched him even lightly. "pole, he told mrs. penhallow all about it, and she wasn't as glad to help her meat-man as she was to bother swallow, so she took over the mortgage. when the squire first came home from washington and wasn't like he was later, she told him, of course. now everybody knows pole's ways, and so the squire he says to me--he was awful amused--'mrs. crocker, i asked mrs. penhallow how pole was going to pay her.' she said she did put that at pole, and he said it wouldn't take long to eat up that debt at grey pine. he wouldn't have dared to speak like that to your aunt if she hadn't got to be so meek-like, what with war and bother." by this time dixy was with reason displeased and so restless that mrs. crocker let the reins drop, but as john penhallow rode away she cried, "the price of meats at grey pine has been going up ever since, until miss leila--" the rest was lost to the captain. he rode away laughing as he reflected on what share of pole's debt he was to devour. chapter xxxi the bustle and folly of a rummage-sale was once in every two or three years a frolic altogether pleasant to quiet westways. it enabled ann penhallow and other wise women to get rid of worn-out garments and other trash dear to the male mind. when leila complained of the disturbing antecedents of a rummage-sale, mrs. crocker, contributive of unasked wisdom, remarked, "men have habits, and women don't; women have blind instincts. you'll find that out when you're married. you see marriage is a kind of voyage of discovery. you just remember that and begin early to keep your young man from storing away useless clothes and the like. that's where a rummage-sale comes in handy." leila laughed. "why not sell the unsatisfactory young man, mrs. crocker?" "well, that ain't a bad idea," said the post-mistress slyly, "if he's a damaged article--a rummage-sale of husbands not up to sample." "a very useful idea," said the young woman. "good-bye." in the afternoon a day later, leila, making her escape from her aunt's busy collections, slipped away into the woods alone. the solitude of the early woodland days of summer were what she needed, and the chance they gave for such tranquil reflection as the disturbance and restless state of her home just now made it rarely possible to secure. she tried to put aside her increasing anxiety about her uncle and had more difficulty in dealing with john penhallow and his over-quiet friendliness. she thought too of her own coldly-worded letters and of the suffering of which she had been kept so long ignorant. he had loved her once; did he now? she was annoyed to hear the voice of mark rivers. "so, leila, you have run away, and i do not wonder. this turmoil is most distressing." "yes, yes--and everything--those years of war and what it has brought us--and my dear uncle jim--and how is it to end? let us talk of something else. i came here to be--well, to see if i could find peace of soul and what these silent forests have often given me, strength to take up again the cares and troubles of life." he did not excuse his intrusion nor seem to notice the obvious suggestions, but fell upon their personal application to himself. "they have never done that for me," he said sadly. "there is some defect in my nature--some want. i have no such relation to nature; it is speechless to me--mute, and i never needed more what i fail to find in myself. the war and its duties gave me the only entire happiness i have had for years." then he added, in a curiously contemplative manner, "it does seem as if a man had a right to some undisturbed happiness in life. i must go. i leave you to the quiet of the woods." "i am sorry," she said, "i am sorry that you are able to imply that you have never known happiness. surely you cannot mean that." it was all she could say. his look of profound melancholy hurt her, for like all who knew mark rivers well, she loved, respected and admired him. he made no explanatory reply, but after a brief silence said, "i must go, leila, where there are both duties and dangers--not--no, not in cities." "i trust you do not mean to leave us--surely not!" "no, not yet--not while i can be of use to these dear friends." as she moved on at his side or before him, he saw too well the easy grace of her strong young virgin form, the great blue eyes, the expressive tenderness of features which told of dumb sympathy with what she had no knowledge to understand. he longed to say, "i love you and am condemned by my conscience to ask no return." it would only add to his unhappiness and disturb a relation which even in its incompleteness was dear to him. the human yearning to confess, to win even the sad luxury of pity beset the man. in his constant habit of introspection, he had become unobservant and had no least idea that the two young people he loved so well were nearing what was to him forever impossible. "let me sit down," he said unwilling to leave her; "i am tired." he was terribly afraid of himself and shaken by a storm of passion, which left his sensitive body feeble. she sat down with him on a great trunk wrecked a century ago. "are you not well?" she asked, observing the paleness of his face. "no, it is nothing. i am not very well, but it is nothing of moment. don't let it trouble you--i am much as usual. i want, leila, what i cannot get--what i ought not to get." even this approach to fuller confession relieved him. "what is there, my dear mr. rivers, you cannot get? oh! you are a man to envy with your hold on men, your power to charm, your eloquence. i have heard dr. mcgregor talk of what you were among the wounded and the dying on the firing-line. don't you know that you are one of god's helpful messengers, an interpreter into terms of human thought and words of what men need to-day, when--" "no, no," he broke in, lifting a hand of dissenting protest. the flushed young face as she spoke, his sense of being nobly considered by this earnest young woman had again made him feel how just the little more would have set free in ardent words what he was honestly striving to control. "thank you, my dear leila, i could wish i were all you think i am; but were it all true, there would remain things that sweeten life and which must always be forbidden to me." he rose to his feet once again master of his troubled soul. "i leave you," he said, "and your tireless youth to your walk. we cannot have everything, i must be contented in some moment of self-delusion to half believe the half of what you credit me with." "then," cried leila, laughing, "you would have only a fourth." "ah! i taught you arithmetic too well." he too laughed as he turned away. laughter was rare with him and to smile frequent. he walked slowly away to the rectory and for two days was not seen at grey pine. leila, more at ease and relieved by the final gay banter, strolled into the solemn quiet of the pines the squire had so successfully freed from underbrush and left in royal solitude. at the door of the old log-cabin she lay down on the dry floor of pine-needles. the quick interchange of talk had given her no chance to consider, as now she reviewed in thoughtful illumination, what had seemed to her strange. she tried to recall exactly what he had said. of a sudden she knew, and was startled to know. she had come into possession of the power of a woman innocent of intention to inflict pain on a strong and high-minded man. a lower nature might have felt some sense of triumph. it left her with no feeling but the utmost distress and pitiful thinking of what had gone wrong in this man's life. once before she had been thus puzzled. the relief of her walk was gone. she gathered some imperfect comfort in the thought that she might not have been justified in her conclusions regarding a man who was in so many ways an unexplained personality. during the next few days the village was in a state of anticipative pleasure and of effort to find for the rummage-sale articles which were damaged or useless. at grey pine john and leila grey were the only unexcited persons. she was too troubled in divers ways to enjoy the amusement to be had out of what delighted every one else except john penhallow. to please his aunt he made some small and peculiar offerings, and daily went away to the mills to meet and consult with the colonel's former partners. he was out of humour with his world, saw trouble ahead if he did as he meant to do, and as there was an east wind howling through the pines, his wounded arm was recording the storm in dull aches or sharp twinges. he smoked, i fear, too much during these days of preparation for the rummage-sale, and rode hard; while leila within the dismantled house was all day long like the quiet steadying flywheel in some noisy machinery. what with billy as the over-excited colonel's aide and her aunt aggrieved by a word of critical comment on her husband's actions, leila had need of all the qualities required in a household where, as it seemed to her, it was hard to keep tongue or temper quiet. mr. rivers towards the end of the week came in often, and would, of course, see that the sunday school hall was made ready for the sale. he would make some contributions and help to arrange the articles for the sale. the colonel's continuity of childlike interest deceived him into sharing the belief of ann penhallow, who was, leila thought, unreasonably elated. meanwhile leila felt as a kind of desertion john's successive days of absence. where was he? what was he doing? once she would have asked frankly why he left to her the burden of cares he ought to have been eager to share, while mark rivers was so steadily helpful. when ann penhallow asked him to act as salesman, he said that he was at her disposal. the colonel declared that was just the thing, and john must uncover and announce the articles to be sold. he said, "how long ago was the last sale? wasn't it last year?" "no, dear, not so lately." "i must have forgotten. perhaps, rivers, we might sell a few useless people. what would leila fetch in the marriage market?" ann somewhat annoyed said nothing; nor did rivers like it. the colonel continued, "might sell john--badly damaged." "i must go," said rivers. "i have my sermon to think over. i mean to use the text you gave me, leila, some two weeks ago." sunday went by, and tuesday, the day of the sale, came with a return of the east wind and a cold downpour of rain. the colonel and billy were busy late in the day; mrs. ann was tired; while john in some pain was silent at dinner. the carriage took the colonel and his wife to the hall. he was now quiet and answered curtly the too frequent questions about how he felt. "we will send back for you, leila," said her aunt. "no, i want to walk there with john." the captain looked up surprised, "why, yes, with pleasure." she came down in her rain-cloak. "take a large umbrella, john. how it blows!" as they set off in the face of a rain-whipped wind, he said, "take my arm, leila--the other side--the sound arm." "you were in pain at dinner, john." "it is my familiar devil, the east wind, but don't talk of it." she understood him, and returned, "i will not if you don't wish me to talk of it. where have you been all these uneasy days?" "oh, at the mills. uncle refuses to speak of business and i am trying to understand the situation--some one must." "i see--you must explain it all to me later." "i will. one of the mill men of my corps needed help. i have asked tom to see him. how depressed mr. rivers seems. gracious, how it rains!" "yes, he is at his worst. i am sorry you missed his sermon on sunday--it was great. he talked about lincoln, and used a text i gave him some time ago." "what was it?" "it is in exodus: 'ye have seen what i did unto the egyptians and how i bare you on eagles' wings, and brought you unto myself.'" john's ready imagination began for a silent moment to play with the words. "how did he use it, leila?" "oh, he told the preceding story briefly, and then his great seeking eyes wandered a little and he said, 'think how the uplift of god's eagles' wings enlarged their horizon!' then he seemed to me to have the idea that they might not comprehend, so he made one of those eloquent pauses and went on to say, 'you can all, like lincoln, rise as he rose from the lesser things of a hard life to see more widely and more surely the duties of life. the eagle-wings of god's uplifting power are for you, for me, for all of us.' he made them understand." "i am sorry i missed it. i spent the sunday morning with my engineer." "aren't you getting wet, john?" "no. how did he end?" "what i did not like was the dwelling on lincoln's melancholy, and the effort it must have cost him--at times. it seemed to me, john, as if he was preaching to himself. i wonder if clergymen often preach to themselves. some of us have to. the sketch of lincoln's life was to me a wonder of terse biography. at the close he did not dwell on the murder, but just said--'then--and then, my friends, god took him to himself.'" "thank you, leila. what a lot of wagons--we must have half the county--and in this rain too." "now, john, you hate this affair, and so do i; but the westways people think it great fun, and in the last few years they have had very little." "_ni moi non plus, mademoiselle grey._" "yes, yes," she said, "i know, john, but make it go--make it gay, john. it will soon be over." "i will try." they left their wet garments in an empty outer room and entering by a side door stood beside the raised platform at the end of the crowded hall. quite a hundred villagers or farming people, young and old, filled the room, and the air was oppressively heavy. at one end on a raised platform the colonel was seated, and near by his wife well pleased to see him smiling as he recognized here and there some of the farmers who had been the playmates of his youth. john stood by the long table on which, covered by sheets, lay the articles for sale. rivers came forward to the front of the platform, leaving leila, who declined to sit down, at one side with mr. grace and the two mcgregors. the murmur of voices ceased; there was an appearance of expectant attention. rivers raised a hand, and said, "you are all, i am sure, most glad to welcome the friend who like others among you has paid so dearly for keeping unbroken the union of the states." loud applause followed, as he paused. "an occasion like this brings together young and old for good-humoured fun, and may remind you of a similar meeting years ago. this is to be a rummage-auction of useful things out of use, and of useless things. if you will explain why anybody wants useless things i shall know why some of you come to hear me preach or"--with a slight pause--"my friend, grace." every one laughed, and john and leila alike felt that rivers had struck the right note. "captain john penhallow"--loud plaudits--"captain john penhallow will mention the articles for sale. now, as you see, they are all hidden--some of them i have never seen. whoever makes the highest bid of the sale for the most useless article will collect the whole product--the whole proceeds of the sale, and"--he laughed--"will pay it over to the girl about to be married." this was really great fun, and even john felt some relief as the hall rang with merry laughter. only tom mcgregor was grave while he watched the colonel. as rivers spoke, colonel penhallow stood up, swayed a little, straightened his tall figure, and waving rivers aside said, "i shall now conduct this sale." this was only a pleasant surprise to the audience, and was welcomed with noisy hands. the two mcgregors exchanged looks of anxious alarm as the colonel said, "now, john!" mrs. penhallow smiled approval. john uncovered a corner of the nearest sheet and brought out a clock without hands. "first article! who'll bid? i think the hands have all struck like the mill-hands down east. five cents--do i hear ten? going--gone," cried the colonel. a rag doll came next and brought a penny. there was high bidding over a heavy band-box. when it went for half a dollar to mrs. crocker and was found to contain a shrivelled pumpkin of last year's crop, the audience wildly congratulated the post-mistress. john, who was now thoroughly in the spirit of their fun, produced two large apples. "now what daughter of eve will bid," said the elated colonel. leila laughing bid fifty cents. "going--gone." "look out for the serpent, miss grey," said grace. leila handed the apples to a small girl, who losing no time followed eve's remote example. "oh, mother!" she cried, "it's got a five-dollar piece in it--most broke my new tooth." "the root of all evil," said grace. there were pots that were cracked or bottomless, old novels, and to the evident dismay of john a favourite smoking jacket. ann clapped her hands with delight as john shook at her a finger of reproach. then came tied up in paper, which john unrolled, the long-forgotten cane of his youth, and how it got there the squire or billy may have known. john bid, but at a warning signal from leila gave up, as she recaptured her property. there were other apples, with and without money; and so with fun and merriment the sale went on to westways' satisfaction. "what's this," said john, with an unpleasant shock of annoyance as he uncovered the colonel's war-worn uniform. he hesitated, looking towards his uncle who seemed bewildered. "that's that rascal, billy--it's a mistake," exclaimed the colonel. "no, sir," shouted billy, "squire told me to take 'em. there's a sword too. squire said it wasn't any use now." no one laughed; it was obviously one of billy's blunders. john put the worn uniform and the sword aside and threw a cover over them. it was an unpleasant reminder of the colonel's state of mind and disturbed the little group at one side of the stage. john made haste to get away from it. "last article for sale--it's large and must be bought covered up. who will bid?" amid laughter the bids rose. at a dollar and ten cents it fell to mrs. pole, and proved when uncovered to be another band-box. mrs. pole came forward, and ann penhallow pleased to have been able to amuse her husband said, "we are curious, mrs. pole, open it." mrs. pole obeyed, and as she held up the rolled package it dropped into the unmistakable form of a man's breeches. westways exploded into wild applause, understanding joyously this freak of fortune. mrs. pole joined in their merriment, and the carpenter punched the butcher in the ribs for emphasis, as he said, "how's that, pole?" the butcher made use of unpleasant language, as john relieved said, "the sale is over. you can settle with mr. grace." as he spoke he moved over to where leila stood beside the two mcgregors. the people rose and put on their cloaks preparing to leave. then john heard tom mcgregor say, "look out, father! something is going to happen." the colonel moved forward unsteadily. his face flushed, grew pale, and something like a grimace distorted his features, as he said, "the sale is not over, sit down." people took their places again wondering what was to come. then with the clear ringing voice the cavalry lines knew in far-away indian wars, he cried, "we will now sell the most useless article in westways. who'll buy silly billy?" "can't sell me," piped out billy's thin voice as he fled in alarm, amid laughter. "the sale is over, uncle," said john. "no, sir--don't interrupt. i'd like to sell swallow." this was much to their taste. "guess he's sold a many of us," cried an old farmer. "why, he's dead," said mrs. crocker. the colonel's gaze wandered. the little group of friends became hopelessly uneasy; even mrs. ann ceased to smile. "you stand up, polly somers--you are the handsomest girl in the county," which was quite true. the girl, who was near by, sat still embarrassed. "get up," said penhallow sharply. "she's withdrawed these three months," cried a ready-witted young farmer. "oh, is she? well, then, we will go on." tom mcgregor went quietly up the two steps to the platform. all those who were near to the much-loved master of grey pine stood still aware of something wrong and unable to interfere. rivers alone moved towards him and was put aside by an authoritative gesture. the moment of silence was oppressive, and leila was hardly conscious of the movement which carried her up beside dr. mcgregor to the level of the platform. "oh, do something," she whispered; "please do something." "it is useless--this can't last." "uncle jim," she exclaimed in her despair, and what more she would have urged was unheard or unsaid as the colonel turned towards her and cried, "one more for sale!" no one spoke. at last these various people who loved the man well saw more or less clearly that he was no longer their james penhallow of other days. he went on at once with raised voice: "last sale--leila grey--likely young woman--warranted sound--single or double harness. fetch her up." his confusion of mind was painfuly apparent. "who'll bid?" a suppressed titter rose from the younger people. "she is withdrawn, uncle," said john penhallow distinctly. "ah! who did you say--like polly, owner withdraws her--can't you speak out?" "i said, withdrawn, sir," john repeated. as he spoke he saw the colonel stagger backwards and sink into his chair; his face became white and twitched; his head fell to one side; he breathed stertorously, flushed slightly, and was instantly as one asleep. ann penhallow and the two doctors were at his side. rivers called out, "leave the room, all of you, please. open the windows, grace!" "is he dead?" asked ann of mcgregor. "no, no--it is a slight fit--there is no danger." a moment later penhallow opened his eyes, sat up, and said, "where am i? what's all this about?" john said, "a bit faint, uncle. the carriage is waiting." he staggered to his feet, and seizing rivers's arm followed ann and john in silence. with rivers they were driven back to grey pine. of all ann penhallow's schemes to amuse or interest her husband this had been the most utter failure. every one had gone from the hall when john missing leila returned to the outer room to put on his cloak. the boy-cap leila liked to wear in bad weather, her rain-cloak, his umbrella, were as they had been left. he stood still in the first moment available for thought and knew that here was a new trouble. she must have been so shocked and ashamed as to have fled in the rain eager to get away. neither he nor any man could have realized what she felt as her uncle talked wildly--and she had been put up for sale. she used none of the resources of reason. all her body was hot with the same flush of shame which burned in her face. in her passion of disgust and anger, she hurried out into the storm. the chill of the east wind was friendly. she gave no other thought to the wind-driven rain, but ran through the woods like a wild thing, all virginal woman, unreasonable, insulted, angry as a child is angry--even her uncle was forgotten. she ran upstairs, the glory of her rain-soaked hair in tumbled disorder, and in her room broke into the open speech which passion confides to the priest solitude. "oh, john penhallow, how could you! that ends it--a man who could--and oh, john penhallow!" she cried a little, wailing in a childish way, and then with some returning sense of anxiety put herself in condition to go downstairs, where she learned that her uncle was in bed. she went back to her room. chapter xxxii a half hour later john sat alone in the library. he had much to disturb a young man trained to obey and at need command, and was feeling the responsibility of an unusual position. at last he wrote a note to his aunt and sent it up to her by a maid. in a few minutes ann penhallow appeared. "what is it, john? i cannot leave james alone long." she sat down. "now don't keep me." "i need not detain you long, but i feel that you ought to know, aunt ann, that i have had a talk with tom mcgregor and have sent a telegram to dr. askew desiring him to come at once and see my uncle. i ought to hear to-morrow." she rose to her feet. "you did this, john, without a word to me and knowing that your uncle has over and over said he would not listen to anything of the kind. you have taken a great liberty--i shall telegraph for your doctor not to come. james is always better after these attacks." much surprised, he said, "these attacks--has he had them before?" "oh, twice--very slight." "but, aunt, do you not understand how serious this one was?" "he is better already--much better. there should not be any need to remind you that you are not the head of this house. i shall telegraph at once, in the morning, and stop him." "it will be too late, aunt." "then your doctor may go back. i will not see this doctor if in spite of my telegram he should come. you will understand, john, that this ends it. i certainly will not have james constantly irritated. i shall telegraph now--at once." "you will do, aunt, as it seems best to you." he saw the telegram written and heard her order to send it to the westways office. his aunt, having settled the matter, went upstairs, an angry and indignant woman, leaving in the library a man resolute not to accept defeat. he wrote a second message: "disregard mrs. penhallow's telegram. come at once. fee at discretion. will meet you at westways crossing." he roused up josiah and gave his order. "ride to the mills and get this despatch sent to-night or early to-morrow--oh, to-night, somehow. it is important. pay some one--only get it sent. here are five dollars." he was of no mind to meet either leila or his aunt, and to escape them breakfasted early next morning, and riding to the mills was pleased to avoid another painful interview. on his return at evening the dinner at grey pine was made rather less uncomfortable by the presence of rivers who talked to ann penhallow while the colonel dozed in his armchair. accustomed to have her decisions obeyed in her home, ann penhallow had now dismissed the question of a consultation as settled, and had quite lightly mentioned to leila that john had revived the subject and that she had once for all put an end to it. she was sorry to have had to be so positive, but was pleased to be done with the matter in dispute. she little knew the young soldier. when he was certain that the consultant would come, he began to consider what he would do if his aunt did simply refuse to see dr. askew. she might, in fact, be as resolute as her nephew. in her trouble about her husband's mishap, ann penhallow hardly regarded her niece's unpleasant share in the sad ending of the rummage-sale--it was relatively of no moment. nor would the girl herself have been willing to discuss it. john penhallow should have held his tongue, and now all westways must be laughing--and she would never--never--forgive him. evidently her aunt had scolded him about that consultation. she had a little curiosity to know how he had taken it and how he looked when he came to match the will of his young manhood against the unreasonable obstinacy of the woman he had been taught to obey. she observed next day at breakfast that john was more than usually gay, as he asked if there were any errands. there were none. he loitered about waiting and at last went out to the back porch where he stood a minute looking over the box hedge which bounded the garden. leila was busy taking tribute from the first roses of the summer days. as she bent over, she let them fall one by one into the basket at her feet. now and then she drew up her tall figure, and seemed to john as she paused to be deep in thought. when she became aware of his approach, she fell again to harvesting roses. he said, "leila, before i go to the mills, i want to talk with you about what is troubling me. in fact--" without looking up she broke into his attempt to explain himself, "i am in no mood to discuss anything, john penhallow." he was frankly puzzled. of the many leilas, this was a new acquaintance, but he said quietly, "it is necessary to make a statement--i want first to explain." she refreshed her rising anger with words. "i do not want any explanation--there are things no woman can pardon. i was insulted." "my dear leila, upon my honour i do not know what you mean." she was near to saying, "i am not yours, or dear." something in the look of the attentive face and the calmness of his manner put her on guard, and she said only, "that is, i presume, because you are not a woman." he said, "i do not regret that, but you clearly are thinking of one thing and i of another. it must be the rummage-sale. i have no desire to discuss that sorrowful business, miss grey. you have quite misapprehended me. it is of uncle jim i want to talk--in fact, to ask advice." "i did not understand," she said, flushing a little. his formal manner was very unpleasant, and to be called miss grey was ridiculous. if he had shown anger or even annoyance it would have eased the situation. he went on to explain himself, rather aware of her embarrassment and not altogether sorry for her mishap. "i said i want help--advice. i have sent for prof. askew. aunt ann has telegraphed him not to come. i wired him to disregard her message. he has answered me that he will be here at the house, if the train is on time, about six to-day. it is our last hope, but it is a hope. aunt ann must see this gentleman--i say she must. now, how can it be managed?" leila let fall a handful of roses into the basket and faced him. "take time," he said. "i do really need help--how can i make aunt ann see this famous surgeon? take time," he repeated. here was for leila a rather astonishing revelation of resolute aggressive manhood--a new john penhallow. relieved to have been taken out of her angry mood, she stood still a moment while he waited on her counsel. "there is but one way," she said, "it is the only way. i do not like it--whether you will be willing to accept it, i do not know." "and still you advise it?" "i do not." "well, what is it?" "at about six every afternoon, when uncle jim is asleep, aunt ann is almost certain to be in her little library-room. take dr. askew in, present him, and walk out. she will hate it, but she is sure to be what she is always to a guest. he will have his chance." "thank you, miss grey."--how she hated that!--"you have helped me." he touched his army cap in salute and left her alone. at the garden gate he looked back--miss grey was also looking back, and vexed at being thus caught bent down again and cut buds and roses with sharp nips of the scissors. it was not in the nature or breeding of john penhallow to like leila's plan for securing to the surgeon a chance to impose on a reluctant woman a clearly stated opinion which otherwise she might have the courage to disregard. but what else could he do? a little after six he met the carriage far down the avenue and walked slowly to the house with the younger mcgregor and the surgeon. "you are most welcome," said john. "dr. mcgregor has, i trust, told you of our difficulties with my aunt?" askew smiled. "yes; it is no uncommon case. i may add that dr. mcgregor's letters have satisfied me that an immediate operation offers the only and too long delayed chance of success. i must, of course, see mrs. penhallow--the sooner the better." "yes--pray follow me." he led the way across the hall, opened the library door, and said to the astonished lady, "prof. askew, aunt ann." then he went out. well aware of being trapped, mrs. penhallow stood up and apparently at perfect ease said, "you must have had a very tiresome journey." "not very," he returned, as he accepted a seat. then the little lady sat up and said, "you must pardon me if i say that this consultation has been brought about by my nephew against my husband's wishes." "and your own?" "yes, my own." "i so understand it. may i say in my defence that i missed your telegram and only saw it when it was sent after me on the train, but now i am here." she had not the courage to say what she would have liked to say, and he went on. "general hancock saw me a day or two back. what he said of your husband gave me at once a personal interest in him. isn't it odd how one is brought to realize what a small place our world is? i was at port delaware before the war ended and saw there--i was on inspection duty--a confederate colonel, henry grey--a prisoner. is he not a relation of the handsome miss grey we met on the avenue?" "my niece. he is my brother." "indeed! i gave some advice about his wound--it was not serious. may i talk to you a little about your husband?" she felt herself cornered, and could not escape without discourtesy, of which she was quite incapable; "or," he added, "may i not rather talk first to colonel penhallow, and later to you? it is, i take it, his view of this very grave matter which naturally influences you." for the briefest of moments she made no reply. then she stood up and felt the force conveyed in the personality of george askew, as he towered over her, a man of unusual height. she looked up at the large kind face the long sad wards knew so well. the lines of thought were deeply graven below a broad forehead thinly crowned with yellow hair now fast greying. he showed no sign of impatience. "yes," she said, "that will be better--you must see mr. penhallow before you talk to me. if he consents to do what you want to do--i--well, dr. askew, i am just now too angry to reason. have the kindness to follow me." she was unwilling to give her husband any more choice than john penhallow had given her. if the colonel became irritable and declined to accept the visit of this impressive personage as a surgeon, well, that must of course end the matter. but as he went upstairs behind her, there arose in her mind a storm-battered hope. the surgeon was smiling and so far pleased. he was greatly interested in the case he was about to see. it had excited some discussion as unusual, and the unusual in surgery or medicine has many times been the guide to broad highways of usefulness where the daring of the one has made easy the way for the many. now he meant to win the confidence of the man, if he proved sane enough to reason. he might also have to make more complete his conquest of this coldly civil hostess. it was for him an old game, and he played it with tact and skill. she paused at the door. "pray wait a moment, doctor. no--he has wakened, i hear him." he stopped her. "before we see the colonel--before i see him--i want you to be heartily in accord with any decision we may reach. there are but two courses which seem to me possible, and i do want you to feel sure that either you will have to watch a mind crumble hopelessly or, if we succeed, see one of those amazing recoveries which are like the dawning of day. i say this most earnestly, because your hearty help may be wanted. if he says _no_ to our decision, his fate may really rest with your will to stand by me." this was pretty hard, and no time was given for discussion. she looked up at the kind pleading face, and while feeling that she must yield, hesitated--so distinctly hesitated that the surgeon's brow became severely grave as the furrows between the eyes deepened in growing wonder. he took her hand as if to get into some personal touch with a woman whose opposition he could not understand. "you will help me? in this man's condition a word may win or lose a game in which the stake is a life--oh, that is little--or the restoration of a noble, useful mind. i know you will help me." she looked down, and said faintly, "yes." "thank you." he smiled--"bless me! what a little hand," he said, as he let it fall. she opened the door and as he followed her, stepped aside, saying bravely, "here is a friend, james. you will like to see dr. askew." he took the chair she set at the bedside, while the colonel regarded him suspiciously, saying, "i think i heard of you after gettysburg." "yes, i took care of general hancock. a lot of us went down to help. curious case his--a ball hit the pommel of his saddle and drove a nail into his leg." "yes, i heard of it. it was thought they were firing nails--queer that!" askew seized on the moment of illumined intelligence, wondering what dull surgeon had set in this man's mind an obsession which forbade all other opinion. "hancock will suffer long--but now, about you--did no one think you could be relieved by an operation? take your time to answer me." penhallow, groping in the confusion of remote memories, returned, "i seem to recall--yes--it was talked of--" "but not done? some one is responsible for these years of pain. you do suffer?" "oh, my god! yes. i try to bear it." his eyes filled. "is it too late?" "no," said askew, "it is not." what doubt he had he put aside. "then we will see to-morrow." "an operation!" said ann, alarmed. a look conquered her. "you will do, james, whatever dr. askew wishes?" "i will--but don't make me talk any more, ann--my head aches." askew rose. "please to send up the drs. mcgregor. may i make use of another room?" "yes, of course." ann penhallow found dr. tom and his father on the porch with leila and john. she said, "take the doctors up to my own room, leila, and i want to talk with john--there are some arrangements to make." leila, guiltily conscious of her share in securing the surgeon's interview with her aunt, was glad to accept the hint and the chance to escape. ann sat down beside john, and said, "john, why did you trick me into a talk with dr. askew?" "because, aunt, you said you would not see him--and it was necessary." "you took me too literally." "i took you at your word--something had to be done. if it fails, we are no worse off." "but it may fail--oh! what if it does, john." "aunt ann, i am in despair. listen to me; no, i must talk it out. the agreement with uncle's old partners ended with the war. things at the mills are in confusion--what is to be done? i asked uncle jim to give me a power of attorney to act for him. he refused. you supported him. delay is ruinous, and yet we can do nothing. you are vexed with me--yes--you have not given me my morning kiss for days. leila is unreasonably angry with me because that dreadful night i did the only thing possible in my power to stop my uncle. i am most unhappy. i sometimes think i had better go away and look for work as an engineer, and--you did love me once." he rose and walked up and down the porch silent; he had emptied mind and heart. then he paused before her. she was crying, as she said, "don't reproach me, john--i can't bear it--i have had to bear too much to-day--and you were so naughty." he leaned over and kissed her forehead. "john," she said, "there is to be an operation to-morrow. it is terrible. may the good god be kind to him and us. now go away--i want to be alone. see that dr. askew is well cared for." "certainly, aunt ann." he had won his battle. at dinner the doctor was at pains to dispel the gloom which, as he well knew, falls on those who love when one of the critical hours of life approaches. when they left the table he went into the library with the doctors and john, where they smoked many pipes and talked war. at breakfast next day askew's account of his early morning drew a smile even from ann penhallow. "sleep! yes, i suppose i slept. there was a blank of some hours. i am apt to waken early. at dawn there was a bright red-eyed sky, then it clouded as if the eyes had shut. a little later miss grey rode away on a chestnut horse. i walked through your garden and an unseen lady gave me this rose-bud. i had a joyful swim. as i came back i saw captain penhallow ride away--and why not with you, miss grey? you may perceive that i am a dangerous man to entertain. if you do not prefer better society, may i ask to ride with you to-morrow?" "what better society?" asked leila. "oh, miss grey, alone--by herself." the two young people understood the charitable gaiety of his talk, but although one of them at least was feeling a sudden access of relief the quick jesting chat and laughter became distressing to ann penhallow. at last she rose and excused herself, saying, "another cup? my niece will give it to you." "one moment," he returned--his face became grave. "i shall operate early this morning. you must go out-of-doors--the porch--i suggest the porch. i shall send down dr. mcgregor to tell you frankly the result of my operation. i want captain penhallow, and with him and the two mcgregors we shall care for my patient. i hope the doctors will let you see the colonel in a week. i shall trespass on your hospitality for two days more." "i could wish it were a week. i shall do precisely what you desire." john penhallow caught some signal of amused surprise in leila's looks. he checked his own smile of partnership in mirth at ann penhallow's sudden subjugation, feeling that with leila the intimacies of mirth were at an end. ann took her knitting and went out upon the back porch. "how many rows can i knit until i hear? no, leila--i want to be alone. here is a note from mr. rivers. the bishop met him at harrisburg and carried him off to philadelphia. i hope there is no scheme to take him away. now go, dear." she heard the voices of the mcgregors as they went upstairs. she sat alone and waited. among the friends who know me only through my summer-born books, there must be many who can recall such hours of suspense as ann penhallow endured. the clock in the hall struck ten. a little later her keen sense made her aware of the faint odour of ether from the open windows on the second floor. she let fall her work, went down the garden path, and walked with quick steps among the firstlings of june. then came tom mcgregor swiftly, and in his smiling face she read good news. "it is all right," he said; "it is over. there was a fracture of the fragile inner layer of the bone--a piece was pressing on the brain--it was easily removed. the doctor is very much pleased. oh, my dear mrs. penhallow, there are better days ahead for you and him. now, i must go back." "thank god!" she said, "and--and you--and--john. god forgive me, i have been a fool!" the next two days went by without incident. askew rode, walked, and had no news for her except, "he is doing well." he would say no more. what hours of doubt, of watchful fear, he had, she never knew. on the morning of the third day, while the carriage waited to carry him away, mrs. penhallow led him into her library. "now," she said, with her cheque-book open before her, "we owe you a debt none can pay, but let me offer you my most humble apologies for my behaviour when you came." "please, don't," he returned. "but i had to. and now, let me know what is our lesser and more material debt?" he rose, smiling. "it has been my happy, unbroken rule to take nothing from any soldier who served in this sad war--oh! on either side. i have made, i hope, some friends. the colonel asked to-day about a horse dixy--i think--and when could he ride. you may imagine my pleasure. he will get well, but you must be patient. i leave him in competent hands, and in the fall i mean to come back and shoot your woodcocks. good-bye." he was gone. chapter xxxiii a week later ann penhallow was told that she might see her husband. she entered his bedroom with timidity. "oh, ann, my most dear ann!" he cried, as she kissed him. his expression of recovered intelligence overcame her for a moment. she faltered, "how are you feeling, james--any better?" "better--i am well." "hardly, dear--do be careful." she was unable to accept as a wholesome reality this amazing resurrection of a mind. he understood her need for some reassurance, and said, "don't worry about me, ann. it is like a vague dream, all these many months--but a dream you know fades fast. my own memories get clearer--some things are quite lost--some are as distinct as if they happened yesterday. the war is a puzzle to me--and--if i try to remember, it confuses me. but i must not talk war to you--i do remember that. i won't do it again, dear." there was something so childlike in this that it almost overcame the woman's steadily guarded calm. she had been warned to be careful that there should be no excitement to agitate a mind which was slowly groping its way out of the shadows of half-illumined memories. "oh, my dear james," she said quietly, "talk of war or anything; it is over." despite her cautious command of her voice it trembled with emotion as she said, "nothing is of any moment but you--you. what do i care for the war or--or anything but to have you as you were? oh, my god! i am thankful." it disturbed him, as she saw. he felt and looked puzzled as he said, "i see--i am not quite clear-headed yet, ann." "no, but you will be. don't try too hard, james. we must be patient and wait." "i will--i will--and it is such a relief to have no pain and to see you." then as he asked about leila and the mill work, the younger doctor came in and said, "time is up, mrs. penhallow." "what--already, tom?" "but i want to know more," said the colonel. "wasn't there a rummage-sale--" "yes; but now you must let mrs. penhallow go. you are mending daily. to-morrow mrs. penhallow may come again, and there will be to-morrow, and many happy to-morrows." she went out and downstairs singing in a low sweet voice--a long lost habit. if to watch with an aching heart the hopeless decay of a mind be the most distressing of all human trials, surely there can be few greater joys than to see a disordered intellect emerge day by day into possession of its long lost capacities. james penhallow was soon able to sign a power of attorney enabling john to reconstruct the old partnership with his own name added to the firm. very soon town and county shared in the growth of prosperity which followed the war. rivers was the only one who was not what his friends desired, and never was his melancholy mood more noticeable. the master of grey pine was, of course, many months in recovering his normal state of mind. the man's bodily strength had not been seriously impaired, and the return of his natural gaiety and his eager resumption one by one of his old habits filled his home with that cheerfulness which is the relieving and precious gift of convalescence. penhallow's remembrances of the war were rapidly recovered as he talked to john, but much of his recent life was buried in the strange graveyard of memory, which gave up no reminding ghosts of what all who loved the man feared might haunt him. when satisfied of the certainty of his uncle's recovery john penhallow hurt by leila's continual coldness and seeing for it no reasonable explanation gave more and more time to the mills in which the family fortunes were so seriously concerned. on the first of september he was glad to go away on business which carried him to several of the large cities, and resulted in orders which would keep the works busy for many months. he no longer wrote to leila, nor did he expect letters from her. he considered any nearer relation than friendship to be at an end, but to lose that also seemed to him a quite too needlessly cruel loss, and now for the first time on returning he approached grey pine without pleasure. he had telegraphed to have a horse sent to meet him at westways crossing, that he might ride on to the mills after seeing his uncle. having taken the night train, it was about noon when leila saw him coming up the avenue. she went forward to the roadside and as he sat in the saddle shook his hand, saying, "i am sorry you were delayed, john. you will be disappointed to know that uncle jim and aunt ann left home yesterday." she wished that he had not quite so clearly shown the limits of his regret, as he said quietly, "well, i shall miss them, of course." "a letter from aunt's brother, henry grey, asked them to visit him at the old maryland home. i think it both pleased and surprised aunt ann. i am to join them later. josiah is to matronize me--or, if you like, patronize me. uncle jim was delighted to be asked and hopes to reconcile the brothers. henry's letter was very kind, but he is still suffering from his wound. of course, aunt ann was happy." he looked down at the upturned face as he sat in the saddle. she had given him no warm word of personal welcome. "well, it can't be helped. i had much to talk over with uncle." then he laughed. "what amuses you, john?" "oh, i should like to see the interview. both uncle jim and i had queer encounters with henry grey." "uncle jim!--what--when?" "ask him. i should have liked to add george grey to the party. as for your uncle henry"--john smiled--"a serious wound is rather productive of the unexpected, as i know. i will see you at dinner--now i must go on to the mills." he rode away thinking without pleasure of being alone with leila. the presence of the maids who waited at dinner kept their conversation on the colonel's rapid gain in health, village incidents, and the mill life--mere loitering disconnected talk of no interest except to fill the hour of two people who would have preferred to be silent. john said, as he rose from the table, "i have a letter to write, leila, and so i must leave you to the better company of your book." once--but a little while ago--he would have asked what book was now on hand. "any messages for aunt or uncle?" "none--i wrote this morning." he sat down in the library at his old desk and wrote: "dear leila"--then he stood up--the easy freedom of the letter was denied to him. he was in the mood when outspoken speech, always for him the more natural way of expressing himself, became imperative. he went back to the hall. the book lay face down on her lap. "what is it, john?" she asked. "i want to talk to you--not here. come into the library; those maids hear everything." "certainly," she said, "if you want me." she sat down, and john leaning against the mantel and looking down at her, said, "i came in here to write to you what is not easy to write or say--i prefer to put it into speech." "indeed! i am quite ready to listen." "after your recent treatment of me, i have no inclination to make myself needlessly unpleasant. you have made it plain to me that what my heart longs for is to be put aside forever. there is something due to a man's self-respect. but if you were a man, leila, i could say more easily something else. are we--am i to lose also your friendship--or is even that at an end?" the blue eyes became less adventurous as she said, "i don't understand you, john." "i think you do. long as i have known you, i cannot have known you fully. blake used to say that everybody is several people, and just now--here has come into my life some one i don't know--and don't want to know." "indeed! it must be rather confusing to be several people. your friend, mr. blake, as your letters showed, was rather given to enigmatical statements. i should like to know him. would you please, john, to bring me my fan--i left it in that delightful book you interrupted." "certainly," he said, now a trifle more at ease. for leila to ask of any one such a service was so unlike her that he felt it to be a betrayal of embarrassment, and was humorously pleased as he went and came again. she took the fan and played with that expressive piece of a woman's outfit while john brought the talk back to its starting-point. "cannot you be the leila i used to know--a frank girl; or are you to use one of your many disguises and just leave things as they have been of late?" "if you will say plainly just what you mean, john"--the fan was in active use--"i will be as frank as possible." "but you may not like it, leila." "oh, go on. i know you are going to be unpleasant." he looked at her with surprise. "we are fencing--and i hate it. once at west point i was fencing with a man, my friend; the button broke off my foil and i hurt him seriously. he fell dead beside me in the trenches at vicksburg--dead!" "oh, john!"--the fan ceased moving. "what i mean is that one may chance, you or i, to say something that will leave in memory that which no years will blot out. don't be vexed with me. i have had a cruel summer. what with uncle jim and aunt ann--and now with you, i--well--you told me after that dreadful night when uncle jim was so wild that i had insulted you--" "don't talk of it," she cried. "i was put to shame before all those grinning people. you ought to have said nothing--or something better than that farmer boy said--" "well--perhaps, leila; but the point is not _what_ i said in my desire to help you and stop a man for the time insane. the point is that i did not insult you; for an insult to be really that it must be intentional." "then you think i was unreasonably angry?" "yes, i do; and ever since then you have been coldly civil. i cannot stand it. i shall never again ask you for what you cannot give, but if you are to continue to resent what i said, then grey pine is no home for me." she stood up, the fan falling to the floor. "what do you want me to say, john penhallow?" "wait a little--just a word more. it was what poor uncle jim said that hurt you. you could not turn on him; in your quite natural dismay or disgust you turned on me, who meant only to help in a dreadful situation. you know i am right"--his voice rose as he went on--"it is i, not you, who am insulted. if you were a man, i should ask for an apology; as you are the woman i have hopelessly loved for years, i will not ask you to say you were wrong--i do not want you to say that. i want you to say you are sorry you hurt me." "i am sorry i hurt you, john. will that do?"--her eyes were filling. "yes--but--" "but what?" "oh, i want you to feel sorry." "don't say any more," she returned. "let us be friends again." she put out her hand, he took it, picked up her fan, laid it on the table, and saying "thank you!" opened the door towards which she moved and closed it after her. "and so"--she kept saying to herself--"we are to be no more than friends." she sat still staring across the hall, trying to read. she was fast losing control of the woman who was fenced in by social rule and custom, trained to suppress emotion and to be the steady mistress of insurgent passion. "my god," she murmured, "i should never have been angry when he bought me, if i had not loved him--and now it is all over--perhaps!" some readjustment there may have been, for when he reentered the hall an hour later, she was reading. he said, as she looked up, "i mean to have a long tramp to-morrow. i shall start early and walk to the mills and on to the ore-beds. then i shall return over the hills back of westways, and bring you, i hope, a few wood-pigeons. i may be a little late for dinner." "but, john, it is quite twelve miles, and you will have to carry a gun--and your arm--" john laughed happy laughter. "that was so like aunt ann!" "was it?--and now you will say 'yes, yes, you are quite right,' and walk away and do just as you meant to do, like uncle jim." "i may, but i will not walk further than grey pine." the air had cleared--he had done some good! "good-night," he said, "it is late." "don't go too far, john. i shall read a while. this book is really so interesting. we will talk about it." "good-night, once more." the woman he left in the hall laid her book aside. her unreasonable vexation had gone, defeated by the quiet statement of his simply confessed unhappiness. she looked about the hall and recalled their youth and the love of which she still felt sure. the manliness of his ways appealed to her sense of the value of character. why she had been so coldly difficult of approach she did not know. what woman can define that defensive instinct? "he shall ask me again, and i--ah, heaven!--i love him." a wild passionate longing shook her as she rose to her feet. at early morning john wandered away through the woods feeling the joyful relief from the hot air of cities. after his visit to the mills and the iron-mines, he struck across a somewhat unfamiliar country, found few birds, and the blackened ravage of an old forest fire. he returned to the well-known river-bank below the garden and the pines, and instead of going to grey pine as he had meant to do went on as far as the cabin, failing to get any more birds. he had walked some fourteen miles, and was reminded by a distinct sense of fatigue that the body had not yet regained its former vigour. it was about five of the warm september day when he came to the old log-house. smiling as he recalled the memories of his childhood, he went into the cabin and found its shelter pleasant and the cooling air of evening grateful. he took off his game bag, laid it on the floor, set his gun against the wall, and glad of a rest sat down. having enjoyed his first smoke of the day, he let his head drop on the floor, and by no means intending it fell asleep. leila too was in a happier mood, and sure of not meeting john set out to walk through the forest. after a pleasant loitering stroll she stopped at the cabin door, and as she glanced in saw john penhallow asleep. she leaned against the door post and considered the motionless sleeper in the shadows of the closing day. she was alone with him--alone as never before. he would neither question nor make answer. strange thoughts came into her mind, disturbing, novel. how could he sleep without a pillow? it must be an army habit after tent-less nights of exhaustion in the deadly trenches. people--men--had tried to kill this living silent thing before her; and he too--he too had wanted to kill. she wondered at that as with the motion of a will-less automaton she drew nearer step by step. her feet unwatched struck the half-filled game-bag. she stumbled, caught her breath, and had a moment of fear as she hung the bag on the wooden hook upon which as a child she used to hang her sun-bonnet. then again some natural yearning moved her, and unresisting as in a dream she drew still nearer--merely a woman in an unguarded moment once again under the control of a great passion which knew no social rule of conduct nor the maiden modesties of a serenely dutiful life. at each approach, she stood still, unashamed, innocent of guile, thrilling with emotion which before in quiet hours had been felt as no more disturbing than the wandering little breezes which scarcely stir the leafage of the young spring. she stood still until she won bodily mastery of this stormy influence with its faintly conveyed sense of maiden terror. her thoughts wandered as she looked down on the sleeper. in voiceless self-whispered speech she said, "ah me! he used to be so vexed when i said he was too young to ask me--a woman--to marry him. how young he looks now!" the wounded arm forever crippled lay across his breast. she caught her breath. "i wonder," she thought, "if we get younger in sleep--and then age in the daytime. good heavens! he is smiling like a baby. oh! but i should like to know what he is thinking of." there was unresisted fascination in the little drama of passionate love so long repressed. she knelt beside him, saw the one great beauty of the hardy bronzed face, the mouth now relaxed, with the perfect lip lines of a young antinous. she bent over him intent, reading his face as a child reads some forbidden book, reading it feature by feature as a woman reads for the first time with understanding a passionate love-poem. ah, if he would but open his eyes and then sleep again and never know. he moved, and she drew back ready for flight, shy and startled. and now he was quiet. "i must--i must," she murmured. "his lips? ah! would they forgive?--and--if, if he wakens, i shall die of shame. oh, naughty love of mine that was so cruel yesterday, i forgive you!" what would he do--must he do--if he wakened? the risk, the urgent passion of appealing love, gave her approach the quality of a sacred ceremonial. she bent lower, not breathing, fearful, helpless, and dropt on his forehead a kiss, light as the touch a honey-seeking butterfly leaves on an unstirred flower. he moved a little; she rose in alarm and backed to the door. "oh! why did i?" she said to herself, reproachful for a moment's delicious weakness. she looked back at the motionless sleeper, as she stood in the doorway. "why did i?--but then he does look so young--and innocent." once more in the world of custom, she fled through the forest shadows, and far away sank down panting. she caught up the tumbled downfall of hair, and suddenly another leila, laughed as she remembered that he would miss the game-bag he had set at his side. how puzzled he would be when he missed it. amused delight in his wondering search captured her. she saw again the beauty of his mouth and the face above it as she recalled what her aunt margaret grey had mischievously said to her, a girl, of james penhallow. "he has the one penhallow beauty--the mouth, but then he has that monumental penhallow nose--it might be in the way." she had not understood, but now she did, and again laughing went away homeward, not at all unhappy or repentant, for who would ever know, and love is a priest who gives absolution easily. chapter xxxiv in her room she went straight to the long cheval glass and looked at leila grey. "so, he will never ask me again?" the mirror reported a quite other answer. "mark rivers once said conscience runs down at times like a watch. i must have forgotten to wind up mine. how could i have done it!" she blushed a little at the remembrance. "well, he will never know." she dressed in white summer garb with unusual care and went down the stairs smiling. "the captain is not in yet," said the maid. she waited long for john penhallow, who had gone up the back stairs, and now at last came down to dinner. "excuse me, leila. i was so very tired that i fell asleep in the old cabin, but i had a noble tramp, and there are some birds, not many; i shot badly." he said no word of the displaced game-bag, which made her uneasy, but talked of the mills and of some trouble at the mines about wages. she pretended to be interested. after dinner, she said, "you will want to smoke--come into uncle jim's library. i like the pipe smell. how aunt ann detests it!" "has uncle jim gone back to his pipe?" he inquired, as she sat down. "yes, and aunt ann declares that she likes it now." "how pleasantly you women can fib," remarked john. she made no reply except, "well, sometimes." he did not fill his pipe although he lighted in succession two matches and let them burn out. "why don't you smoke, john?" this was a vague effort at the self-defence which she felt might be needed, the mood of the hour not being at all like the mood of two hours ago. "no," he replied, "not yet. where did you walk--or did you walk?" "oh, i took a little stroll through the woods." "did you chance to go by the old cabin?" this was very dreadful. "oh, one hardly remembers if one passes places seen every day. why do you ask, john?"--and then knew she was fatally blundering. "why? oh, i fell asleep, and when i woke up my game-bag had mysteriously hung itself on the wall." "you might have put it there and forgotten it." "no, some one must have been in the cabin." "oh, john, how stupid of us! why, of course, it was josiah." john was in a state of mind to enjoy the game, and shaking his head in negation said, "no, josiah passed me long before. he had a lot of frogs he caught in lonesome man's swamp." miss leila having exhausted all the possible explanations, said with sweet simplicity, "did you ever find out the origin of that name? who was the _lonesome man_? you see, john, lonesome seems to stand for lonely and sad, as mr. rivers said." this was rather too clever, but the young woman was so near detection as not to think wisely. john repeated her words, "lonely and sad." he had been humorously sure of his prey, but the words she used had the effect of bringing into direct speech the appeal she had been trying to evade and knew was near at hand. he stood leaning against the mantel, his crippled arm caught in his waistcoat. repeating her word "lonesome" "more than merely alone"--he put aside his pipe, the companion of many camp-fires. his moment of after-silence caused the blue eyes to question timidly with upward glance as their owner sat below him. he was very grave as he said, "i have come, leila, to a critical time in my life. i loved you in a boy's unmeaning way; i loved you as a lad and a man. i have said so often in one way or another. you told me at west point pretty plainly that--oh, you made it clear--that i was a boy asking a woman for her heart. it was years ago." "john, i--want to--" "well--later--now i mean to have my say. you were not altogether wrong. i told you that i should ask again when i had more to offer than a boy cadet. since then i have held my tongue, or said enough to be sure that your reply made clear that my time had not yet come. "you cannot know how much you have been a part of my life. i went gladly into the war because it was a righteous cause. no man thinks as he goes into action, this is for my country, but--well, leila, many times when men were falling around me, you have been with me. if a fatal ball had found me, i should have carried with me to another world a thought of you. this is not mere lover's talk. i believe in you--you are a noble-minded woman, worthy of any man's love, but"--and he smiled--"as josiah put it, you are rather numerous." "am i?--i am much obliged by josiah's study of my character." "don't, please, leila! it is true. i have been as good as my word. i have been through all that can tempt in camps and cities. i was only a young officer, but i have won praise from men whose praise is history. did you ever think that an honest love may be to a man like a second--an angelic--conscience? by heaven! leila, it should make a woman careful." the woman's eyes had long since been lost to the man's, as with bent head she listened intently, for the first time amazed at what she had been to a man whose ideals were of the highest and his ways beyond reproach. a coy upward lift of the proudly carried head--a mere glance of transient reply--too brief for the man to read--might have meant, "have not i too been careful of my life!" he went on slowly. "you and i have not been spared the discipline of responsibility. action, danger--helps a man. you at home have had the worst of it--you dear, sweet, beautiful thing. it would have made some women peevish or rebellious. you have grown under it in mind and heart, and i think the soul has fed the dear body. to have set you free from aunt ann's morbid unreason and the sorrow of uncle jim's condition would have been enough to repay my taking over responsibilities which aunt ann should have borne." "john--i--" "no, dear, let me say a word more. i have at last talked myself out--or almost. it is vain to put me aside again. you do not dare to say you do not love me--" "you have not asked me," she murmured. "no, i said i would not yesterday. a tender word would have brought me to your feet--and i was very sore." "if you were a woman, you would have understood and--" "oh, wait a little," he said. "you are going to ask me to marry you, leila grey--" she was on her feet. "take care," he cried, and a smile on the strong battle-tried face arrested her angry outburst. she said only, "why?--i ask--you--why indeed?" "because, leila, you owe it to my self-respect--because you have given that which implies love, and all i ask--" she looked up at him with eyes that implored pity, but all she found herself able to say was, "i don't understand." "you kissed me in the cabin this afternoon--i was not asleep--i had half risen when i heard you, and i fell back in wondering quiet to see what you would do or say when you should wake me up." she was silent. "and then you kissed me--" "oh, john! how wicked of you--why did you keep so still?" "i waited--longing." "for what?" "hoping you would kiss me again." "what! twice?" she cried. "how could you think i would kiss you twice--i was so ashamed--" "well, leila?" she began to feel that she was perilously close to tears, as he said softly, "leila grey!" "john penhallow, will you take me--oh, john! i love you." he caught her hand and touched it with his lips reverently. "if," she cried, "if you do not give me back my kiss, i shall die of shame." he bent over her and kissed her forehead lightly, as though he were in fear of too familiar approach to a thing too sacred for a rude caress. a great surf-like rush of comprehension swept over the woman. "was i so loved as this--so honoured?" then she said suddenly, "you are pale--are you in pain?" for she saw him grasp the wounded arm and set his teeth. "yes, yes--sometimes--when things happen--it wakes up and reminds me. i shall be better in a moment. take care"--for her arms were around him--"i think, dear, i am not yet as strong as i shall be--but love is a great tonic, and--i can bear no more to-night. i am in pain. i fear this has been too much for me." then he kissed her on lips that took it as a great draft from the fountain of youth and love. "to-morrow, dear, we will ride together--in the morning. ah, together!" "where--jack?" "oh, into fairyland! god bless you! great heavens, how beautiful you are! good-night!" she fell into a seat as he went out, and heard his feet on the stair--then he stood beside her again. "leila, forgive me--i was hard--uncourteous--to make you say--" "hush!" she cried, between tears and laughter, as she put her hand over his mouth, "no one shall abuse my jack--not even captain penhallow. there, sir! i deserved it." she ran by him, and was gone. i have not the pass-words into fairyland, and where they rode that morning in september is not within my knowledge; nor can i say what adventures they may have met with. the byways of this enchanted land here and there by ill-luck come near to the haunts of men, who may catch glimpses of such as ride through fairyland unsuspicious of other eyes. billy neglectful of mails this morning, was on the river bobbing for eels. to be long attentive to anything was for him impossible, wherefore his wandering gaze caught sight for a moment through the fringe of willows of two people riding slowly. he saw with amazement that on horseback in fairyland the feat of kissing is possible. some hours later, my lovers, feeling as john wickedly quoted, that "the world is too much with us," rode into westways to get billy's neglected mail. mr. crocker, lean and deaf, at ease in charge of the grocery counter, sat unoccupied in his shirt sleeves, while mrs. crocker bent over the mail she had sorted. there were letters for the little group of village folk, who read them at once as they sat on the step or as they moved away stumbling along the sidewalk. mrs. crocker sallied out with a batch of letters. "quite a lot, captain. good-morning, leila." "mail these, mrs. crocker," said the travellers fresh from fairyland. "i saw some was from the squire and some from mrs. penhallow--squire's writing better." "you wicked mrs. crocker," said john, "how much you pick up of folk's secrets, i should like to know--" "secrets!" laughed leila. "they can't be read on the outside of letters." then mrs. crocker on the sidewalk to them on horseback began to talk. john seeing that leila was interested and amused sat still and listened. "secrets," exclaimed the post-mistress, "ain't all inside of letters. they're on the envelopes sometimes. oh! i've seen 'em in war time, letters that looked like they'd been out in the rain--sort of blistered; and people here in those days just tore open their letters and laughed or cried." mrs. crocker caught her breath and paused. "i know, john," said leila in a low aside. "and there used to come back from the front letters marked 'missing' or 'can't be found.' folks used to come in gay and go away with a letter just crumpled up in a hand. and now it's all over--and up you come right gallant and happy. here comes old granny lamb tottering along. i'd invent a letter from that brute if i could. i tell you, leila, mother-hope dies hard." "it is sad--dreadful. come, john." "one minute, please," said mrs. crocker, "i'm not half done. i tell you, captain john, there's a heap of human nature comin' and goin' through a post-office. well, good-bye." they rode away to grey pine exchanging bits from their letters. their uncle and aunt would be home in a week. "sooner--if they get the letter i mailed last night," laughed leila. "i should like to have seen it." "no doubt." at the open avenue gate josiah was waiting. he saluted in soldier fashion, penhallow acknowledging the greeting in like manner. josiah said, "wouldn't you just let me have a minute with the captain?" leila laughed. "certainly." she rode away wondering what josiah had to report alone to the man who for him was and always would he captain despite the old custom of the regular army. "well, josiah--nothing wrong, i trust." "no, sir--everything just entirely right--but first i got to ask your advice. i've had a letter from the colonel--he just says some things ought to make a man kind of blush." john had the odd thought that a blush must be the securely private property of a fellow as black as this grey-headed old friend. "what does he say, josiah?" "he wants to give me a farm." "well, why not--you have earned a dozen." "i'd like it--but--if you're goin' to marry miss leila, i'd rather live with you." "good heavens!" said the traveller out of fairyland, "what put that in your head?" josiah smiled. "you'll please to excuse me, captain--but i thought i ought to tell you about that fool billy. he was bobbin' for eels--and--he saw you go by--" "well, what else?" "he met me and he said, 'saw mr. john kissin' miss leila!' he was off like a shot singin' out 'goin' to get married, sure.' it will be all over westways by noon, sir." john laughed. "well, it's true, josiah--confound billy! well, what more?" "oh, i would rather live with you. the colonel wants to give me a farm--don't want any farm." "well, well--we'll see about it later." "the trouble would be, sir, who's to shave the colonel?" "that's serious," said john, as he rode away to rejoin leila, who had meant to keep their secret from the village until their aunt's return. three days went by before ann penhallow's letter of reply came to hand. "well, any more news, leila?" said john. "yes, but not altogether pleasant--i am to leave early tomorrow. uncle jim will meet me in philadelphia--and, oh! i know aunt ann well--there will be no end of shopping." "i should feel worse about it, leila, but i see by one of my letters that there is some row in pittsburgh over our last rails. i am not responsible, but i must go to-night and see about it. isn't it dreadful, leila?" the two having come of late into a great inheritance in fairyland demanding close personal attention were at one as regarded absence. after dinner leila said, "my order to report to headquarters from heart-quarters was in the second post-script. i have saved the rest of the letter for you." "read it, please." "my dear children: you are a pair of young ostriches--you know what they do. did you suppose a middle-aged ostrich could not use her eyes? i did think it took a quite needless length of time." "isn't that absurd, john, as if--" "well, what more?" she read on--"i dislike long engagements--" "now, that is better, leila." "your uncle says you must live at grey pine. i said, no--young married people had better be alone. he must build you a house on the river nearer the mills. i am making a list of what furniture you will require--" "there is more of that--much more, john, and a list of things to be done before her return. isn't that like what aunt was before the war?" john laughed. "well, she will have her way." "more or less," said leila. "oh, there's another postscript!" "well?" "i think you should be married about christmas week. of course, mark rivers will marry you, and i shall ask the bishop to assist, when i see him on our way home. don't fail to write to both your uncles." "it is certainly complete," said john. he left for pittsburgh that night. * * * * * i have little to add to this long story. the days went by swiftly, and after a week all of the family, except john, were once more together at grey pine. mark rivers had also returned. he was too evidently in one of his moods of sombre silentness, but his congratulations were warm and as he sat at dinner he made unusual efforts to be at his agreeable best. when they left the table, he said, "no, colonel, i shall not smoke to-night. may i have a few minutes of your time, mrs. penhallow?" "certainly, mark--i want to talk to you about the bible class--i mean to take it up again." she led the way into her own little library. "sit down--there is so much to talk over. of course, you will marry these dear children somewhere about christmas time." "no," he said, "i shall be far away." "away! oh, mark! surely you do not mean to leave us." "yes, i am going to live as a missionary among the indians." "you cannot--you really cannot--where could you be more useful than here?" "no, i must go. my life on the whole has been most happy here--and how to thank you i fail to be able to say." "but why," she urged, "why do you go?" "oh--i want--i must have an active life, open air, even risks. the war gave me what i need for entire competence of body and mind to use in my master's service. but now, the war is at an end--" "thank god! but all you ask--and more--mark, except danger, are here--and oh, but we shall miss you, and more than ever when we miss too these children. think of it--don't make up your mind until james talks to you--" "no, i go to-morrow." "but it does seem to me, mark, that you are making a serious change without sufficient consideration of what you lose and we lose." "yes, yes," he returned, "i know--but to remain is for me impossible." "but why?" he was silent a moment, looking at this dear friend with the over-filled eyes of a troubled and yet resolute manhood. then he said, "i did not mean to tell you why in my weakness flight alone will save me from what has been to me unbearable here and ever will be." "can i in any way help you?" "no." "but what is it--trust me a little--what is it?" he hesitated, and then said, "it is leila grey! god pity my weakness, and you will say good-bye and give the squire this note and them my love." he was gone. the woman sat still for an hour, pitiful, and understanding the flight of a too sensitive man. then she gave her husband the note, with her good-night, and no other word. of why her friend had gone she said later nothing, except to defend him for his obedience to the call of duty. late that evening john returned. when after breakfast next day he and leila were riding through the wood-roads of the forest, john said, "i cannot or i could not see why mr. rivers went away so abruptly." "nor i," said leila. then there was one of those long silences dear to lovers. "what are you thinking of, jack?" "uncle jim told me last night the story of the early life of mark rivers." "tell it to me." he told it--"but," he continued, "that was not all of him. i have heard mr. rivers hold at the closest attention a great crowd of soldiers with that far-carrying voice; and then to hear as he led them singing the old familiar hymns--perhaps a thousand men--oh, it was a thing to remember! and they loved him, leila, because behind the battle line he was coolly, serviceably brave; and in the hospital wards--well, as tender as--well, as you would have been. i wondered, leila, why he did not marry again. the first was a mistake, but i suppose he knew that for him to marry would have been wrong, with that sad family history. probably life never offered him the temptation." "perhaps not," said leila, and they rode out of the woods and over the meadows. "let us talk of something less sad." "well, leila, a pleasant thing to discuss is tom mcgregor. i suspect him of a fortunate love affair with the daughter of the general at fortress monroe." "indeed--but what else? oh, our own great debt to him!" "uncle jim is considering that. we may trust him to be more than generous. yes, surely. now for a run over this grass. can you take that fence?" "can i, indeed! follow me, jack." "anywhere. everywhere, leila!" the end books by dr. s. weir mitchell fiction hugh wynne. constance trescot. the youth of washington. circumstance. the adventures of franÇois. the autobiography of a quack. dr. north and his friends. in war time. roland blake. far in the forest. characteristics. when all the woods are green. a madeira party. the red city. hephzibah guinness. a comedy of conscience. a diplomatic adventure. the guillotine club. john sherwood, ironmaster. westways. essays. doctor and patient. wear and tear.--hints for the overworked. poems. collected poems. the wager, and other poems. the comfort of the hills. none online distributed proofreading canada team at http://www.pgdpcanada.net [illustration: _a map of the country of the five nations, belonging to the province of new york; and of the lakes near which the nations of far indians live, with part of canada._ _n.b. the tuscaroras are now reckon'd a sixth nation, & live between the onondagues & oneidas; & the necariages of misilimakinac were received to be the seventh nation at albany, may .th ; at their own desire, men of that nation being present besides women & children. the chief trade with the far indians is at the onondagues rivers mouth where they must all pass to go towards canada._] the h i s t o r y of the five indian nations of _c a n a d a_, which are dependent on the province of new-york in america, and are the barrier between the english and french in that part of the world. with accounts of their religion, manners, customs, laws, and forms of government; their several battles and treaties with the _european_ nations; particular relations of their several wars with the other _indians_; and a true account of the present state of our trade with them. in which are shewn the great advantage of their trade and alliance to the _british_ nation, and the intrigues and attempts of the french to engage them from us; a subject nearly concerning all our _american_ plantations, and highly meriting the consideration of the _british_ nation at this juncture. * * * * * _by the honourable_ c a d w a l l a d e r c o l d e n, _esq_; _one of his majesty's counsel, and surveyor-general of_ new-york. * * * * * to which are added, accounts of the several other nations of _indians_ in _north-america_, their numbers, strength, &c. and the treaties which have been lately made with them. a work highly entertaining to all, and particularly useful to the persons who have any trade or concern in that part of the world. * * * * * l o n d o n: printed for t. osborne, in _gray's-inn_. mdccxlvii. to the honourable g e n e r a l _o g l e t h o r p e._ _sir,_ the _indian_ affairs have ever appeared to your judgment of such importance to the welfare of our own people, that you have ever carefully applied your thoughts to them; and that with such success, that not only the present generation will enjoy the benefit of your care, but our latest posterity bless your memory for that happiness the foundation of which was laid under your care, provided that the people here, whose duty and interest is chiefly concerned, do on their own parts second your endeavours, towards securing the peace, and advancing the prosperity of their country. the following account of the _five indian nations_ will shew what dangerous neighbours the _indians_ have once been; what pains a neighbouring colony (whose interest is opposite to ours) has taken to withdraw their affections from us; and how much we ought to be on our guard. if we only consider the riches which our enemies receive from the _indian trade_ (though we were under no apprehensions from the _indians_ themselves) it would be highly imprudent in us to suffer such people to grow rich and powerful, while it is in our power to prevent it, with much less charge and trouble, than it is in theirs to accomplish their designs. these considerations alone are sufficient to make the _indian affairs_ deserve the most serious thoughts of every governor in _america_. but i well know, besides; that your excellency's views are not confined to the interest of one country only. the _five nations_ are a poor and, generally called, barbarous people, bred under the darkest ignorance; and yet a bright and noble genius shines through these black clouds. none of the greatest _roman_ heroes have discovered a greater love to their country, or a greater contempt of death, than these people called barbarians have done, when liberty came in competition. indeed, i think our _indians_ have outdone the _romans_ in this particular; some of the greatest of those have we know murdered themselves to avoid shame or torments; but our _indians_ have refused to die meanly, or with but little pain, when they thought their country's honour would be at stake by it[ ]; but have given their bodies, willingly, to the most cruel torments of their enemies, to shew, as they said, that the _five nations_ consisted of men, whose courage and resolution could not be shaken. they greatly sully, however, those noble virtues, by that cruel passion, revenge; this they think is not only lawful, but honourable, to exert without mercy on their country's enemies, and for this only it is that they can deserve the name of barbarians. but what, alas! sir, have we christians done to make them better? we have indeed reason to be ashamed, that these infidels, by our conversation and neighbourhood, are become worse than they were before they knew us. instead of virtues we have only taught them vices, that they were intirely free from before that time. the narrow views of private interest have occasioned this, and will occasion greater, even publick mischiefs, if the governors of the people do not, like true patriots, exert themselves, and put a stop to these growing evils. if these practices be winked at, instead of faithful friends, that have manfully fought our battles for us, the _five nations_ will become faithless thieves and robbers, and join with every enemy that can give them any hopes of plunder. if care were taken to plant and cultivate in them that general benevolence to mankind, which is the true first principle of virtue, it would effectually eradicate those horrid vices, occasioned by their unbounded revenge; and then they would no longer deserve the name of barbarians, but would become a people, whose friendship might add honour to the _british_ nation. the _greeks_ and _romans_, sir, once as much barbarians as our _indians_ now are, deified the heroes that first taught them those virtues, from whence the grandeur of those renowned nations wholly proceeded; a good man, however, will feel more real satisfaction and pleasure, from the sense of having any way forwarded the civilizing of a barbarous nation, or of having multiplied the number of good men, than from the fondest hopes of such extravagant honours. these considerations, i believe, will induce you, sir, to think a history of the _five nations_ not unworthy of your patronage; and on these only it is that i presume to offer my best endeavours in this, who am, with the greatest respect, _s i r,_ _your most obedient,_ _and most humble servant,_ cadwallader colden. [footnote : this will appear by several instances in the second part of this history.] the p r e f a c e to the f i r s t p a r t. _though every one that is in the least acquainted with the affairs of_ north-america, _knows of what consequence the_ indians, _commonly known to the people of_ new-york _by the name of the_ five nations, _are, both in peace and war; i know of no accounts of them, published in_ english, _but what are very imperfect, and indeed meer translations of_ french _authors, who themselves know little of the truth. this seems to throw some reflections on the inhabitants of our province, as if we wanted curiosity to enquire into our own affairs, and were willing to rest satisfied with the accounts the_ french _give us of our own_ indians, _notwithstanding that the_ french _in_ canada _are always in a different interest, and sometimes in open hostility with us. this consideration, i hope, will justify my attempting to write an history of the_ five nations _at this time; and having had the perusal of the minutes of the commissioners for_ indian affairs, _i have been enabled to collect many materials for this history, which are not to be found any where else; and cannot but think, that a history of this kind will be of great use to all the_ british _colonies in_ north-america, _since it may enable them to learn experience at the expence of others: and if i can contribute any thing to so good a purpose, i shall not think my labour lost._ _it will be necessary for me here to say something in excuse of two things in the following performance, which, i am afraid, will naturally be found fault with in it. the first is, the filling up so great part of the work with the adventures of small parties, and sometimes with those of one single man: and the second is, the inserting so many speeches at length._ _as to the first, the history of_ indians _would be very lame, without an account of these private adventures; for their warlike expeditions are almost always carried on by surprising each other, and their whole art of war consists in managing small parties. the whole country being one continued forest, gives great advantages to those skulking parties, and has obliged the christians to imitate the_ indians _in this method of making war among them. and some would, doubtless, be desirous to know the manners and customs of the_ indians, _in their publick treaties especially, who could not be satisfied without taking notice of several minute circumstances, and things otherwise of no consequence. we are fond of searching into remote antiquity, to know the manners of our earliest progenitors; and, if i am not mistaken, the_ indians _are living images of them._ _my design therefore in the second was, that thereby the genius of the_ indians _might appear. an historian may paint mens actions in lively colours, or in faint shades, as he likes best, and in both cases preserve a perfect likeness; but it will be a difficult task to shew the wit, judgment, art, simplicity, and ignorance of the several parties, managing a_ treaty, _in other words than their own. as to my part, i thought myself incapable of doing it, without depriving the judicious observer of the opportunity of discovering much of the_ indian genius, _by my contracting or paraphrasing their harangues, and without committing often gross mistakes. for, on these occasions, a skilful manager often talks confusedly, and obscurely, with design; which if an historian should endeavour to amend, the reader would receive the history in a false light._ _the reader will find a great difference between some of the speeches here given of those made at_ albany, _and those taken from the_ french authors. _ours are genuine and truly related, as delivered by the sworn interpreters, of whom truth only is required; a rough stile, with truth, is preferable to eloquence without it: this may be said in justification of the_ indian _expression, though i must own, that i suspect our interpreters may not have done justice to the_ indian _eloquence. for the_ indians _having but few words, and few complex ideas, use many metaphors in their discourse, which interpreted by an unskilful tongue, may appear mean, and strike our imagination faintly; but under the pen of a skilful representer, might strongly move our passions by their lively images. i have heard an old_ indian sachem _speak with much vivacity and elocution, so that the speaker pleased and moved the auditors with the manner of delivering his discourse; which however, as it afterwards came from the interpreter, disappointed us in our expectations. after the speaker had employed a considerable time in haranguing with much elocution, the interpreter often explained the whole by one single sentence. i believe the speaker, in that time, embellished and adorned his figures, that they might have their full force on the imagination, while the interpreter contented himself with the sense, in as few words as it could be expressed._ _he that first writes the history of things, which are not generally known, ought to avoid, as much as possible, to make the evidence of the truth depend intirely on his own veracity and judgment; and for this reason i have related several transactions in the words of the registers, when this is once done, he that shall write afterwards, need not act with so much caution._ _the history of these_ indians, _i promise myself, will give an agreeable amusement to many; almost every one will find something in it suited to his own palate; but every line will not please every man; on the contrary, one will naturally approve what another condemns, as one desires to know what another thinks not worth the trouble of reading; for which reason, i think, it is better to run the risque of being sometimes tedious to certain readers, than to omit any thing that may be useful to the world._ _i have sometimes thought, that histories wrote with all the delicacy of a fine romance, are like_ french _dishes, more agreeable to the palate than the stomach, and less wholesome than more common and coarser diet._ _an historian's views must be curious and extensive, and the history of different people and different ages requires different rules, and often different abilities to write it; i hope therefore the reader will, from those considerations, receive this first attempt of this kind, with more than usual allowances._ _the inhabitants of_ new-york _have been much more concerned in the transactions, which followed the year_ , _than in those which preceded it. and as it requires uncommon courage and resolution to engage willingly in the wars against a cruel and barbarous enemy, i should be sorry to forget any that might deserve to be remembered by their country, with gratitude on that occasion._ a v o c a b u l a r y of _some words and names used by the_ french _authors, who treat of the_ indian affairs, _which are different from the names of the same people or places, used or understood by the_ english, _and may therefore be useful to those who intend to read the_ french _accounts, or compare them with the accounts now published._ * * * * * _names used by the_ _the same are called by the_ english, french. _or by the_ five nations. abenaguies. owenagungas, _or_ new-england indians, _and_ _are sometimes called the_ eastern indians. algonkins. adirondacks. amihouis. dionondadies, _or_ tuinondadeks, _a branch or tribe of_ _the_ quatoghies. aniez. mohawks, _called likewise_ maquas. bay des puans. enitajiche. chigagou. caneraghik. corlaer, _or_ corlard. schenectady. _but the_ five nations _commonly call the_ _governor of_ new-york _by_ _this name, and often the_ _people of the province of_ new-york _in general._ detroit. teuchsagrondie. hurons. quatoghie. hinois. chictaghicks. iroquois. _the_ five nations. lac huron. caniatare, _or_ quatoghe lake. loups. scahkook indians. manhattan. new-york city. mascoutecs. odislastagheks. mourigan. mahikander, _or_ river indians, _living on_ hudson'_s river,_ _below_ albany. miamies. twightwies. missilimakinak. teiodondoraghie. missisakies. achsisaghecks. oneyouts. oneydoes. ontario lac. cadarackui lake. orange. albany. outagamies. quacksies, _and_ scunksiks. outawas. utawawas, _or_ dewagunhas. renards. quaksies. sauiteurs. estiaghicks. shaouonons. satanas. tateras. toderiks. terre rouge. scunksik. tongorias. erighecks. tsonontouans. senekas. the c o n t e n t s. _the introduction, being a short view of the form of government of the_ five nations, _and of their laws and customs._ pag. part i. chap. i. _of the wars of the_ five nations, _with the_ adirondacks _and_ quatoghies. chap. ii. _the wars and treaties of peace of the_ indians _of the_ five nations _with the_ french, _from_ _to_ , _and their affairs with_ new-york _in that time._ chap. iii. _of the transactions of the_ indians _of the_ five nations _with the neighbouring_ english _colonies._ chap. iv. _mons._ de la barre's _expedition, and some remarkable transactions in_ . chap. v. _the_ english _attempt to trade in the lakes, and the_ french _attack the_ senekas. chap. vi. _colonel_ dongan's _advice to the_ indians. adario's _enterprize, and_ montreal _sacked by the_ five nations. part ii. chap. i. _the state of affairs in_ new-york _and_ canada _at the time of the_ revolution _in_ great-britain. chap. ii. _a treaty between the agents of_ massachusets-bay, new-plymouth, _and_ connecticut, _and the_ sachems _of the_ five nations _at_ albany, _in the year_ . chap. iii. _an account of a general council of the_ five nations _at_ onondaga, _to consider of the count_ de frontenac's _message._ chap. iv. _the_ french _surprize_ schenectady. _the_ mohawks _speech of condolance on that occasion._ chap. v. _the_ five nations _continue the war with the_ french. _the_ mohawks _encline to peace. their conferences with the_ governor _of_ new-york. chap. vi. _the_ english _attack_ montreal _by land, in conjunction with the_ indians, _and_ quebeck _by sea._ chap. vii. _the_ french, _and the_ five nations, _continue the war all winter with various success. the_ french _burn a captain of the_ five nations _alive._ chap. viii. _the_ five nations _treat with capt._ ingoldsby. chap. ix. _the_ french _surprize, and take three_ mohawk _castles._ chap. x. _the treaties and negotiations the_ five nations _had with the_ english _and_ french _in the years_ , _and_ . chap. xi. _the war continued. the_ french _repossess themselves of_ cadarackui fort; _and find means to break off the treaty between the_ five nations _and_ dionondadies. chap. xii. _the count_ de frontenac _attacks_ onondaga _in person with the whole force of_ canada. _the_ five nations _continue the war with the_ french, _and make peace with the_ dionondadies. chap. xiii. _the conduct which the_ english _and_ french _observed in regard to the_ five nations, _immediately after the peace of_ ryswick. _treaties, charters, publick acts_ &c. _from_ pag. , _to the end._ [illustration] the i n t r o d u c t i o n, being _a short view of the form of government of the_ five nations, _and of their laws, customs_, &c. it is necessary to know something of the form of government of the people, whose history one is about to know, and a few words will be sufficient to give the reader a conception of that of the _five nations_, because it still remains under original simplicity, and free from those complicated contrivances, which have become necessary to the nations, where deceit and cunning have increased as much as their knowledge and wisdom. the _five nations_ (as their name denotes) consist of so many tribes or nations, joined together by a league or confederacy, like the _united provinces_, and without any superiority of the one over the other. this union has continued so long, that the christians know nothing of the original of it: the people in it are known by the _english_ under the names of _mohawks, oneydoes, onondagas, cayugas,_ and _sennekas._ each of these nations is again divided into three tribes or families, who distinguish themselves by three different arms or ensigns, the _tortoise_, the _bear_, and the _wolf_; and the _sachems_, or old men of these families, put this ensign, or mark of their family, to every publick paper, when they sign it. each of these nations is an absolute republick by itself, and every castle in each nation makes an independent republick, and is govern'd in all publick affairs by its own _sachems_ or old men. the authority of these rulers is gain'd by, and consists wholly in the opinion the rest of the nation have of their wisdom and integrity. they never execute their resolutions by force upon any of their people. honour and esteem are their principal rewards; as shame, and being despised, their punishments. they have certain customs, which they observe in their publick transactions with other nations, and in their private affairs among themselves; which it is scandalous for any one among them not to observe, and these always draw after them either publick or private resentment, whenever they are broke. their leaders and captains, in like manner, obtain their authority, by the general opinion of their courage and conduct, and lose it by a failure in those virtues. their great men, both sachems and captains, are generally poorer than the common people; for they affect to give away and distribute all the presents or plunder they get in their treaties or in war, so as to leave nothing to themselves. there is not a man in the ministry of the _five nations_, who has gain'd his office, otherwise than by merit; there is not the least salary, or any sort of profit, annexed to any office, to tempt the covetous or sordid; but, on the contrary, every unworthy action is unavoidably attended with the forfeiture of their commission; for their authority is only the esteem of the people, and ceases the moment that esteem is lost. here we see the natural origin of all power and authority among a free people, and whatever artificial power or sovereignty any man may have acquired, by the laws and constitution of a country, his real power will be ever much greater or less, in proportion to the esteem the people have of him. the _five nations_ think themselves by nature superior to the rest of mankind, and call themselves _ongue-honwe_; that is, men surpassing all others. this opinion, which they take care to cultivate into their children, gives them that courage, which has been so terrible to all the nations of _north america_; and they have taken such care to impress the same opinion of their people on all their neighbours, that they, on all occasions, yield the most submissive obedience to them. i have been told by old men in _new england_, who remembered the time when the _mohawks_ made war on their _indians_, that as soon as a single _mohawk_ was discover'd in the country, their _indians_ raised a cry from hill to hill, _a mohawk! a mohawk!_ upon which they all fled like sheep before wolves, without attempting to make the least resistance, whatever odds were on their side. the poor _new england indians_ immediately ran to the christian houses, and the _mohawks_ often pursued them so closely, that they entered along with them, and knocked their brains out in the presence of the people of the house; but if the family had time to shut the door, they never attempted to force it, and on no occasion did any injury to the christians. all the nations round them have, for many years, intirely submitted to them, and pay a yearly tribute to them in _wampum_[ ]; they dare neither make war nor peace, without the consent of the _mohawks_. two old men commonly go about every year or two, to receive this tribute; and i have often had opportunity to observe what anxiety the poor _indians_ were under, while these two old men remained in that part of the country where i was. an old _mohawk sachem_, in a poor blanket and a dirty shirt, may be seen issuing his orders with as arbitrary an authority, as a _roman_ dictator. it is not for the sake of tribute however, that they make war, but from the notions of glory, which they have ever most strongly imprinted on their minds; and the farther they go to seek an enemy, the greater glory they think they gain; there cannot, i think, be a greater or stronger instance than this, how much the sentiments, impressed upon a people's mind, conduce to their grandeur, or one that more verifies a saying often to be met with, though but too little minded, that it is in the power of the rulers of a people to make them either great or little; for by inculcating only the notions of honour and virtue, or those of luxury and riches, the people, in a little time, will become such as their rulers desire. the _five nations_, in their love of liberty, and of their country, in their bravery in battle, and their constancy in enduring torments, equal the fortitude of the most renowned _romans_. i shall finish their general character by what an enemy, a _frenchman_, says of them, _monsieur de la poterie_, in his history of _north america_. "when we speak (says he) of the _five nations_ in _france_, they are thought, by a common mistake, to be mere barbarians, always thirsting after human blood; but their true character is very different. they are indeed the fiercest and most formidable people in _north america_, and, at the same time, are as politick and judicious, as well can be conceived; and this appears from the management of all the affairs which they transact, not only with the _french_ and _english_, but likewise with almost all the _indian_ nations of this vast continent." their matters of consequence, which concern all the nations, are transacted in a general meeting of the _sachems_ of each nation. these conventions are commonly held at _onnondaga_, which is nearly the center of their country; but they have fixed on _albany_ for the place of treating with the _british colonies_. they strictly follow one maxim, formerly used by the _romans_ to increase their strength, that is, they encourage the people of other nations to incorporate with them; and when they have subdued any people, after they have satiated their revenge by some cruel examples, they adopt the rest of their captives; who, if they behave well, become equally esteemed with their own people; so that some of their captives have afterwards become their greatest _sachems_ and _captains_. the _tuskaroras_, after the war they had with the people of _carolina_, fled to the _five nations_, and are now incorporated with them; so that they now properly indeed consist of six nations, though they still retain the old name of the _five nations_ among the _english_. the _cowetas_ also, or _creek-indians_, are in the same friendship with them. the _tuskaroras_, since they came under the province of _new york_, behave themselves well, and remain peaceable and quiet; and by this may be seen the advantage of using the _indians_ well, and i believe, if they were still better used (as there is room enough to do it) they would be proportionably more useful to us. the cruelty the _indians_ use in their wars, towards those that do not or cannot resist, such as women and children, and to their prisoners, after they have them in their power, is deservedly indeed held in abhorrence: but whoever reads the history of the so famed ancient heroes, will find them, i'm afraid, not much better in this respect. does _achilles_'s behaviour to _hector_'s dead body, in _homer_, appear less savage? this cruelty is also not peculiar to the _five nations_, but equally practised by all other _indians_. it is wonderful, how custom and education are able to soften the most horrid actions, even among a polite and learned people; witness the _carthaginians_ and _phoenicians_ burning their own children alive in sacrifice; and several passages in the _jewish history_; and witness, in later times, the christians burning one another alive, for god's sake. when any of the young men of these nations have a mind to signalize themselves, and to gain a reputation among their countrymen, by some notable enterprize against their enemy, they at first communicate their design to two or three of their most intimate friends; and if they come into it, an invitation is made, in their names, to all the young men of the castle, to feast on dog's flesh; but whether this be, because dog's flesh is most agreeable to _indian_ palates, or whether it be as an emblem of fidelity, for which the dog is distinguished by all nations, that it is always used on this occasion, i have not sufficient information to determine. when the company is met, the promoters of the enterprize set forth the undertaking in the best colours they can; they boast of what they intend to do, and incite others to join, from the glory there is to be obtained; and all who eat of the dog's flesh, thereby inlist themselves. the night before they set out, they make a grand feast, to this all the noted warriors of the nation are invited; and here they have their war dance, to the beat of a kind of a kettle-drum. the warriors are seated in two rows in the house, and each rises up in his turn, and sings the great acts he has himself performed, and the deeds of his ancestors; and this is always accompanied with a kind of a dance, or rather action, representing the manner in which they were performed; and from time to time, all present join in a chorus, applauding every notable act. they exaggerate the injuries they have at any time received from their enemies, and extol the glory which any of their ancestors have gained by their bravery and courage; so that they work up their spirits to a high degree of warlike enthusiasm. i have sometimes persuaded some of their young _indians_ to act these dances, for our diversion, and to shew us the manner of them; and even, on these occasions, they have work'd themselves up to such a pitch, that they have made all present uneasy. is it not probable, that such designs as these have given the first rise to tragedy? they come to these dances with their faces painted in a frightful manner, as they always are when they go to war, to make themselves terrible to their enemies; and in this manner the night is spent. next day they march out with much formality, dressed in their finest apparel, and, in their march, observe a profound silence. an officer of the regular troops told me, that while he was commandant of _fort-hunter_, the _mohawks_, on one of these occasions, told him, that they expected the usual military honours as they passed the garison. accordingly he drew out his garison, the men presented their pieces as the _indians_ passed, and the drum beat a march; and with less respect, the officer said, they would have been dissatisfied. the _indians_ passed in a single row, one after another, with great gravity and profound silence; and every one of them, as he passed the officer, took his gun from his shoulder, and fired into the ground near the officer's foot: they marched in this manner three or four miles from their castle. the women, on these occasions, always follow them with their old clothes, and they send back by them their finery in which they marched from the castle. but before they go from this place, where they exchange their clothes, they always peel a large piece of the bark from some great tree; they commonly chuse an oak, as most lasting; upon the smooth side of this wood they, with their red paint, draw one or more canoes, going from home, with the number of men in them padling, which go upon the expedition; and some animal, as a deer or fox, an emblem of the nation against which the expedition is designed, is painted at the head of the canoes; for they always travel in canoes along the rivers, which lead to the country against which the expedition is designed, as far as they can. after the expedition is over, they stop at the same place in their return, and send to their castle, to inform their friends of their arrival; that they may be prepared to give them a solemn reception, suited to the success they have had. in the mean time, they represent on the same, or some tree near it, the event of the enterprize, and now the canoes are painted with their heads turned towards the castle; the number of the enemy killed, is represented by scalps painted black, and the number of prisoners by as many withs, (in their painting not unlike pothooks) with which they usually pinion their captives. these trees are the annals, or rather trophies of the _five nations_: i have seen many of them; and by them, and their war songs, they preserve the history of their great achievements. the solemn reception of these warriors, and the acclamations of applause, which they receive at their return, cannot but have in the hearers the same effect, in raising an emulation for glory, that a triumph had on the old _romans_. after their prisoners are secured, they never offer them the least male-treatment, but, on the contrary, will rather starve themselves, than suffer them to want; and i have been always assured, that there is not one instance, of their offering the least violence to the chastity of any woman that was their captive. but notwithstanding this, the poor prisoners afterwards undergo severe punishments before they receive the last doom of life or death. the warriors think it for their glory, to lead them through all the villages of the nations subject to them, which lie near the road; and these, to shew their affection to the _five nations_, and their abhorrence of their enemies, draw up in two lines, through which the poor prisoners, stark naked, must run the gauntlet; and on this occasion, it is always observed, the women are much more cruel than the men. the prisoners meet with the same sad reception when they reach their journey's end; and after this, they are presented to those that have lost any relation in that or any former enterprize. if the captives be accepted, there is an end to their sorrow from that moment; they are dressed as fine as they can make them; they are absolutely free (except to return to their own country) and enjoy all the privileges the person had, in whose place they are accepted; but if otherwise they die in torments, to satiate the revenge of those that refuse them. if a young man or boy be received in place of a husband that was killed, all the children of the deceased call that boy father; so that one may sometimes hear a man of thirty say, that such a boy of fifteen or twenty is his father. their castles are generally a square surrounded with palisadoes, without any bastions or out-works; for, since the general peace, their villages lie all open. their only instruments of war are musquets, hatchets, and long sharp pointed knives; these they always carry about with them: their hatchet, in war-time, is stuck in their girdle behind them; and besides what use they make of this weapon in their hand, they have a dexterous way of throwing it, which i have seen them often practise in their exercise, by throwing it into a tree at a distance: they have, in this, the art of directing and regulating the motion, so that though the hatchet turns round as it flies, the edge always sticks in the tree, and near the place at which they aim it. the use of bows and arrows are now intirely laid aside, except among the boys, who are still very dexterous in killing fowls and other animals with them. they use neither drum nor trumpet, nor any kind of musical instrument in their wars; their throats serve them on all occasions, where such are necessary. many of them have a surprising faculty of raising their voice, not only in inarticulate sounds, but likewise to make their words understood at a great distance; and we find the same was practised by _homer_'s heroes, _thrice to its pitch his lofty voice he rears,---- o friend!_ ulysses _shouts invade my ears._ the _five nations_ have such absolute notions of liberty, that they allow of no kind of superiority of one over another, and banish all servitude from their territories. they never make any prisoner a slave; but it is customary among them to make a compliment of naturalization into the _five nations_; and, considering how highly they value themselves above all others, this must be no small compliment. this is not done by any general act of the nation, but every single person has a right to do it, by a kind of adoption. the first time i was among the _mohawks_, i had this compliment from one of their old _sachems_, which he did, by giving me his own name, _cayenderongue_. he had been a notable warrior; and he told me, that now i had a right to assume to myself all the acts of valour he had performed, and that now my name would echo from hill to hill all over the _five nations_. as for my part, i thought no more of it at that time, than as an artifice to draw a belly full of strong liquor from me, for himself and his companions; but when about ten or twelve years afterwards, my business led me again among them, i directed the interpreter to say something from me to the _sachems_; he was for some time at a loss to understand their answer, till he had asked me whether i had any name among them: i then found that i was really known to them by that name, and that the old _sachem_, from the time he had given me his name, had assumed another to himself. i was adopted, at that time, into the tribe of the _bear_, and, for that reason, i often afterwards had the kind compliment of _brother bear_. the hospitality of these _indians_ is no less remarkable, than their other virtues; as soon as any stranger comes, they are sure to offer him victuals. if there be several in company, and come from a-far, one of their best houses is cleaned and given up for their entertainment. their complaisance, on these occasions, goes even farther than christian civility allows of, as they have no other rule for it, than the furnishing their guest with every thing they think will be agreeable to him; for this reason, some of their prettiest girls are always ordered to wash themselves, and dress in their best apparel, in order to be presented to the stranger, for his choice; and the young lady, who has the honour to be preferred on these occasions, performs all the duties of a fond wife, during the stranger's stay: but this last piece of hospitality is now either laid aside by the _mohawks_, or, at least, they never offer it to any christian. this nation indeed has laid aside many of its ancient customs, and so likewise have the other nations, with whom we are best acquainted; and have adopted many of ours; so that it is not easy now to distinguish their original and genuine manners, from those which they have lately acquired; and for this reason it is, that they now seldom offer victuals to persons of any distinction, because they know, that their food and cookery is not agreeable to our delicate palates. their men value themselves, in having all kind of food in equal esteem. a _mohawk sachem_ told me with a kind of pride, that a man eats every thing without distinction, _bears, cats, dogs, snakes, frogs_, &c. intimating, that it is womanish, to have any delicacy in the choice of food. i can however give two strong instances of the hospitality of the _mohawks_, which fell under my own observation; and which shew, that they have the very same notion of hospitality, which we find in the ancient poets. when i was last in the _mohawks_ country, the _sachems_ told me, that they had an _englishman_ among their people, a servant who had run from his master in _new york_. i immediately told them, that they must deliver him up. no, they answered, we never serve any man so, who puts himself under our protection. on this i insisted on the injury they did thereby to his master; and they allowed it might be an injury, and replied, though we never will deliver him up, we are willing to pay the value of the servant to the master. another man made his escape from the goal of _albany_, where he was in prison on an execution for debt; the _mohawks_ received him, and, as they protected him against the sheriff and his officers, they not only paid the debt for him, but gave him land, over and above sufficient for a good farm, whereon he lived when i was last there. to this it may be added, all their extraordinary visits are accompanied with giving and receiving presents of some value; as we learn likewise from _homer_ was the practice in old times. _polygamy_ is not usual among them; and indeed, in any nation, where all are on a par, as to riches and power, plurality of wives cannot well be introduced. as all kind of slavery is banished from the countries of the _five nations_, so they keep themselves free also from the bondage of wedlock; and when either of the parties becomes disgusted, they separate without formality or ignominy to either, unless it be occasioned by some scandalous offence in one of them. and in case of divorce, the children, according to the natural course of all animals, follow the mother. the women here bring forth their children with as much ease as other animals, and without the help of a midwife, and, soon after their delivery, return to their usual employment. they alone also perform all the drudgery about their houses, they plant their corn, and labour it, in every respect, till it is brought to the table: they likewise cut all their fire-wood, and bring it home on their backs, and in their marches bear the burdens. the men disdain all kind of labour, and employ themselves alone in hunting, as the only proper business for soldiers. at times, when it is not proper to hunt, one finds the _old men_ in companies, in conversation; the young men at their exercises, shooting at marks, throwing the hatchet, wrestling, or running, and the women all busy at labour in the fields. on these occasions, the state of _lacedæmon_ ever occurs to my mind, which that of the _five nations_, in many respects, resembles; their laws, or customs, being, in both, form'd to render the minds and bodies of the people fit for war. theft is very scandalous among them; and it is necessary it should be so among all _indians_, since they have no locks, but those of their minds, to preserve their goods. there is one vice which the _indians_ have all fallen into, since their acquaintance with the _christians_, and of which they could not be guilty before that time, that is, drunkenness: it is strange, how all the _indian_ nations, and almost every person among them, male and female, are infatuated with the love of strong drink; they know no bounds to their desire, while they can swallow it down, and then indeed the greatest man among them scarcely deserves the name of a brute. they never have been taught to conquer any passion, but by some contrary passion; and the traders, with whom they chiefly converse, are so far from giving them any abhorrence of this vice, that they encourage it all they can, not only for the profit of the liquor they sell, but that they may have an opportunity to impose upon them. and this, as they chiefly drink spirits, has destroyed greater numbers, than all their wars and diseases put together. the people of the _five nations_ are much given to _speech-making_, ever the natural consequence of a perfect republican government: where no single person has a power to compel, the arts of persuasion alone must prevail. as their best speakers distinguish themselves in their publick councils and treaties with other nations, and thereby gain the esteem and applause of their countrymen, (the only superiority which any one of them has over the others) it is probable they apply themselves to this art, by some kind of study and exercise, in a great measure. it is impossible for me to judge how far they excel, as i am ignorant of their language; but the speakers whom i have heard, had all a great fluency of words, and much more grace in their manner, than any man could expect, among a people intirely ignorant of all the liberal arts and sciences. i am inform'd, that they are very nice in the turn of their expressions, and that few of themselves are so far masters of their language, as never to offend the ears of their _indian_ auditory, by an unpolite expression. they have, it seems, a certain _urbanitas_, or _atticism_, in their language, of which the common ears are ever sensible, though only their great speakers attain to it. they are so much given to speech-making, that their common complements, to any person they respect, at meeting and parting, are made in harangues. they have some kind of elegancy in varying and compounding their words, to which, not many of themselves attain, and this principally distinguishes their best speakers. i have endeavoured to get some account of this, as a thing that might be acceptable to the curious; but, as i have not met with any one person who understands their language, and also knows any thing of grammar, or of the learned languages, i have not been able to attain the least satisfaction. their present minister tells me, that their verbs are varied, but in a manner so different from the _greek_ or _latin_, that he cannot discover by what rule it was done; and even suspects, that every verb has a peculiar mode: they have but few radical words, but they compound their words without end; by this their language becomes sufficiently copious, and leaves room for a good deal of art to please a delicate ear. sometimes one word among them includes an entire definition of the thing; for example, they call _wine oneharadeseboengtseragberie_, as much as to say, a _liquor made of the juice of the grape_. the words expressing things lately come to their knowledge are all compounds: they have no labeals in their language, nor can they pronounce perfectly any word wherein there is a labeal; and when one endeavours to teach them to pronounce these words, they tell one, they think it ridiculous that they must shut their lips to speak. their language abounds with gutturals and strong aspirations, these make it very sonorous and bold; and their speeches abound with metaphors, after the manner of the eastern nations, as will best appear by the speeches that i have copied. as to what _religious notions_ they have, it is difficult to judge of them; because the _indians_, that speak any _english_, and live near us, have learned many things of us; and it is not easy to distinguish the notions they had originally among themselves, from those they have learned of the _christians_. it is certain they have no kind of publick worship, and i am told that they have no radical word to express _god_, but use a compound word, signifying the preserver, sustainer, or master of the universe; neither could i ever learn what sentiments they have of a future existence. their funeral rites seem to be formed upon a notion of some kind of existence after death: they make a large round hole, in which the body can be placed upright, or upon its haunches, which after the body is placed in it, is covered with timber, to support the earth which they lay over, and thereby keep the body free from being pressed; they then raise the earth in a round hill over it. they always dress the corps in all its finery, and put wampum and other things into the grave with it; and the relations suffer not grass or any weed to grow on the grave, and frequently visit it with lamentations: but whether these things be done only as marks of respect to the deceased, or from a notion of some kind of existence after death, must be left to the judgment of the reader. they are very superstitious in observing omens and dreams; i have observed them shew a superstitious awe of the owl, and be highly displeased with some that mimicked the cry of that bird in the night. an officer of the regular troops has informed me also, that while he had the command of the garrison at _oswego_, a boy of one of the far westward nations died there; the parents made a regular pile of split wood, laid the corps upon it, and burnt it; while the pile was burning, they stood gravely looking on, without any lamentation, but when it was burnt down, they gathered up the bones with many tears, put them into a box, and carried them away with them; and this inclination, which all ignorant people have to superstition and amusing ceremonies, gives the popish priests a great advantage in recommending their religion, beyond what the regularity of the protestant doctrine allows of. queen _anne_ sent over a missionary to reside among the _mohawks_, and allowed him a sufficient subsistence from the privy purse; she sent furniture for a chappel, and a valuable set of plate for the communion table; and (if i am not mistaken) the like furniture and plate for each of the other nations, though that of the _mohawks_ was only applied to the use designed. the common prayer, or at least a considerable part of it, was translated also into their language and printed; some other pieces were likewise translated for the minister's use, _viz_. an exposition of the creed, decalogue, lord's prayer, and church catechism, and a discourse on the sacraments. but as that minister was never able to attain any tolerable knowledge of their language, and was naturally a heavy man, he had but small success; and his allowance failing, by the queen's death, he left them. these nations had no teacher, from that time, till within these few years, that a young gentleman, out of pious zeal, went voluntarily among the _mohawks_. he was at first intirely ignorant of their language, and had no interpreter, except one of the _indians_, who understood a little _english_, and had, in the late missionary's time, learn'd to read and write in his own language. he learned from him how to pronounce the words in the translations, which had been made for the late missionary's use. he set up a school, to teach their children to read and write their own language; and they made surprizing proficiency, considering their master did not understand their language. i happened to be in the _mohawk_ country, and saw several of their performances; i was present at their worship, where they went through some part of the common prayer with great decency. i was likewise present, several times, at their private devotions, which some of them performed duly, morning and evening. i had also many opportunities of observing the great regard they had for this young man; so far, that the fear of his leaving them made the greatest restraint on them, with which he threatened them, after they had been guilty of any offence. soon after that time, this gentleman went to _england_, received orders, and was sent by the society, missionary to _albany_, with liberty to spend some part of his time among the _mohawks_. i had lately a letter from him, dated the seventh of _december_, , in which he writes as follows: "drunkenness was so common among them, that i doubt, whether there was one grown person of either sex free from it; seldom a day passed, without some, and very often forty or fifty being drunk at a time. but i found they were very fond of keeping me among them, and afraid i should leave them, which i made use of to good purpose; daily threatning them with my departure, in case they did not forsake that vice, and frequently requiring a particular promise from them singly; by which means (through god's blessing) there was a gradual reformation; and i know not that i have seen above ten or twelve persons drunk among them this summer. the women are almost all entirely reformed, and the men very much. they have intirely left off divorces, and are legally married. they are very constant and devout at church and family devotions. they have not been known to exercise cruelty to prisoners, and have, in a great measure, left off going a fighting, which i find the most difficult, of all things, to dissuade them from. they seem also persuaded of the truths of christianity. the greatest inconveniency i labour under, is the want of an interpreter, which could i obtain, for two or three years, i should hope to be tolerably master of their language, and be able to render it easier to my successor." this gentleman's uncommon zeal deserves, i think, this publick testimony, that it may be a means of his receiving such encouragement, as may enable him to pursue the pious purposes he has in view. the _mohawks_, were they civilized, may be useful to us many ways, and, on many occasions, more than any of our own people can be; and this well deserves to be considered. there is one custom their men constantly observe, which i must not forget to mention; that if they be sent with any message, though it demand the greatest dispatch, or though they bring intelligence of any imminent danger, they never tell it at their first approach; but sit down for a minute or two, at least, in silence, to recollect themselves, before they speak, that they may not shew any degree of fear or surprize, by an indecent expression. every sudden repartee, in a publick treaty, leaves with them an impression of a light inconsiderate mind; but, in private conversation, they use, and are delighted with brisk witty answers, as we can be. by this they shew the great difference they place between the conversations of man and man, and of nation and nation; and in this, and a thousand other things, might well be an example to the _european_ nations. [footnote : _wampum_ is the current money among the _indians:_ it is of two sorts, white and purple; the white is worked out of the inside of the great conques into the form of a bead, and perforated, to string on leather; the purple is worked out of the inside of the muscle shell; they are wove as broad as one's hand, and about two feet long; these they call belts, and give and receive at their treaties as the seals of friendship; for lesser matters a single string is given. every bead is of a known value, and a belt of a less number, is made to equal one of a greater, by so many as is wanting fastened to the belt by a string.] the h i s t o r y of the five _indian_ nations, depending on the province of _new-york_. * * * * * part i. _the history of the_ five nations, _from the time the christians first knew any thing of them, to that of the revolution in_ great-britain. * * * * * chap. i. _of the wars of the_ five nations _with the_ adirondacks _and_ quatoghies. the first settlers of _new-york_ having been little curious in inquiring into the _indian affairs_, further than what related to trade; or, at least, having neglected to transmit their discoveries to posterity, it is much more difficult to give a just history of these nations before, than since the time of their being under the _crown of england_. what we can learn of certainty, however, is this. the _french_ settled at _canada_ in the year , six years before the _dutch_ possessed themselves of _new-netherlands_, now called _new-york_, and found the _five nations_ at war with the _adirondacks_, which, they tell us, was occasioned in the following manner. the _adirondacks_ formerly lived three-hundred miles above _trois rivieres_, where now the _utawawas_ are situated; at that time they employ'd themselves wholly in hunting, and the _five nations_ made planting of corn their business. by this means they became useful to each other, by exchanging corn for venison. the _adirondacks_, however, valued themselves, as delighting in a more manly employment, and despised the _five nations_, in following business, which they thought only fit for women. but it once happened, that the game failed the _adirondacks_, which made them desire some of the young men of the _five nations_ to assist them in hunting. these young men soon became much more expert in hunting, and able to endure fatigues, than the _adirondacks_ expected or desired; in short, they became jealous of them, and, one night, murdered all the young men they had with them. the _five nations_ complained to the chiefs of the _adirondacks_, of the inhumanity of this action; but they contented themselves with blaming the murderers, and ordered them to make some small[ ] presents to the relations of the murdered persons, without being apprehensive of the resentment of the _five nations_; for they looked upon them, as men not capable of taking any great revenge. this however provoked the _five nations_ to that degree, that they soon resolved, by some means, to be revenged; and the _adirondacks_ being informed of their designs, thought to prevent them, by reducing them with force to their obedience. the _five nations_ then lived near where _mont real_ now stands; they defended themselves at first but faintly against the vigorous attacks of the _adirondacks_, and were forced to leave their own country, and fly to the banks of the lakes where they live now. as they were hitherto losers by the war, it obliged them to apply themselves to the exercise of arms, in which they became daily more and more expert. their _sachems_, in order to raise their people's spirits, turned them against the _satanas_[ ], a less warlike nation, who then lived on the banks of the lakes; for they found it was difficult to remove the dread their people had of the valour of the _adirondacks_. the _five nations_ soon subdued the _satanas_, and drove them out of their country; and their people's courage being thus elevated, they, from this time, not only defended themselves bravely against the whole force of the _adirondacks_, but often carried the war into the heart of the _adirondacks_'s country, and, at last, forced them to leave it, and to fly into that part of the country, where _quebeck_ is now built. there are more instances than one in history, of poor dispirited nations, that by some signal affront or abuse have had their spirits so raised, that they have not only performed notable things on a sudden, but, if they happened, at the same time, to be led and governed by wise men, have so far kept up, and improved that spirit, that they have become, in a manner, a different people. let us examine history, and we shall find, that the different figure every country has made in the world, has been ever principally owing to the principles which were inculcated into, and carefully cultivated in the people. in this chiefly consists the art of making a nation glorious, or the crime of debasing them into servitude or slavery. it was from the notions of liberty, honour, and glory, and such wise and generous principles, which the meanest citizen among the old _romans_ entertained, that they became so great and powerful, and a terror to all nations; as the sordid, timorous, cunning artifices, and the love of wealth and sensual pleasures, cultivated among the present _romans_, has debased them now into the meanest and least feared nation on the earth. the history of the _five nations_ will readily shew, how far the ancient _roman_ principles have been cultivated among them. soon after this change of the people of these nations, the _french_ arrived at _canada_, and settled at _quebeck_; and they thinking it adviseable to gain the esteem and friendship of the _adirondacks_, in whose country they settled, _monsieur champlain_, the first governor of _canada_, joined the _adirondacks_ in an expedition against the _five nations_. they met a party of two-hundred men of the _five nations_ in _corlar's lake_, which the _french_, on this occasion called by _monsieur champlain's_ name, and both sides went ashore to prepare for battle, which proved to the disadvantage of the _five nations_. the _french_, in short, kept themselves undiscover'd, till the moment they began to join battle; and their fire-arms surprised the _five nations_ so much, that they were immediately put into confusion; for, before that time, they had never seen such weapons. the trade with the _french_, soon after this, drew most of the neighbouring nations to _quebeck_, and they all joined in the war against the _five nations_. the _adirondacks_ having their numbers thus increased, and their fire-arms giving them new confidence, proposed nothing less to themselves, than the intire destruction of the _five nations_. upon this, their young warriors became fierce and insolent, and would not be kept under any discipline or subjection to their captains; but, upon all occasions, rashly attacked the enemy, who were obliged to keep themselves upon the defensive; and to make up what they wanted in force, by stratagems, and a skilful management of the war. the young men of the _five nations_ soon perceived the advantages they gained by this conduct, and every day grew more submissive to their captains, and diligent in executing any enterprize. the _five nations_ sent out small parties only, who meeting with great numbers of the _adirondacks_, retired before them with seeming terror, while the _adirondacks_ pursued them with fury, and without thought, till they were cunningly drawn into ambuscades, where most of their men were killed or taken prisoners, with little or no loss to the _five nations_. the _adirondacks_, by this means, wasted away, and their boldest soldiers were almost intirely destroy'd, while the number of the _five nations_ were increased, by the addition of the prisoners, which they took from the _satanas_. the wisest and best soldiers of the _adirondacks_, when it was too late, now at length discovered, that they must learn the art of war from those enemies that they at first despised; and now five of their captains endeavoured to perform by themselves singly, with art and by stratagem, what they could not do by force at the head of their armies; they had however no longer any hopes of conquering, their thoughts were only set on revenge. it is not improper to observe here, once for all, that in writing the history of _indians_, it is often necessary to give an account of the enterprizes of single persons, otherwise the _indian_ genius can never be known, or their manner of making war understood. an _indian_ named _piskaret_ was at this time one of the captains of greatest fame among the _adirondacks:_ this bold man, with four other captains, set out for _trois-rivieres_ in one canoe, each of them being provided with three musquets, which they loaded with two bullets apiece, joined with a small chain ten inches long; they met with five canoes in _sorel river_, each having ten men of the _five nations_ on board. _piskaret_ and his captains, as soon as those of the _five nations_ drew near, pretended to give themselves up for lost, and sung their death song,[ ] then suddenly fired upon the canoes, which they repeated with the arms that lay ready loaded, and tore those birch vessels betwixt wind and water. the men of the _five nations_ were so surprized, that they tumbled out of their canoes, and gave _piskaret_ and his companions the opportunity of knocking as many of them on the head as they pleased, and saving the others, to feed their revenge, which they did, by burning them alive with the most cruel torments. this however was so far from glutting _piskaret_'s revenge, that it seemed rather to give a keener edge to it; for he soon after undertook another enterprize, in which none of his countrymen durst accompany him: he was well acquainted with the country of the _five nations_, and set out about the time the snow began to melt, with the precaution of putting the hinder part of his snow shoes forward, that if any should happen upon his footsteps, they might think he was gone the contrary way; and, for further security, went along the ridges and high grounds, where the snow was melted, that his track might be often lost; when he came near one of the villages of the _five nations_, he hid himself till night, and then entered a cabin, while every body was fast asleep, murdered the whole family, and carried their scalps into his lurking place. the next day the people of the village searched for the murderer in vain. the following night he murdered all he found in another cabin. the inhabitants next day searched likewise in vain for the murderer; but the third night a watch was kept in every house. _piskaret_ in the night bundled up the scalps he had taken the two former nights, to carry, as the proof of his victory, and then stole privately from house to house, till at last he found an _indian_ nodding, who was upon the watch in one of the houses; he knockt this man on the head; but as this alarmed the rest, he was forced immediately to fly. he was however under no great concern from the pursuit, being more swift of foot than any _indian_ then living. he let his pursuers come near him from time to time, and then would dart from them. this he did with design to tire them out with the hopes of overtaking him. as it began to grow dark, he hid himself, and his pursuers stop'd to rest. they not being apprehensive of any danger from a single man, soon fell asleep, and the bold _piskaret_ observing this, knock'd them all on the head, and carried away their scalps with the rest. such stories as these are told among the _indians_, as extraordinary instances of the courage and conduct of their captains. the _indians_ will often travel thus three or four hundred miles singly, or two or three in company, and lurk about their enemy's borders for several weeks, in hopes to revenge the death of a near relation or dear friend. indeed they give themselves so very much up to revenge, that this passion seems to gnaw their souls, and gives them no rest till they satisfy it. it is this delight in revenge, that makes all barbarous nations cruel; and the curbing such passions is one of the happy effects of being civilized. the _five nations_ are so much delighted with stratagems in war, that no superiority of their forces ever make them neglect them. they amused the _adirondacks_ and their allies the _quatoghies_ (called by the _french hurons_) by sending to the _french_, and desiring peace. the _french_ desired them to receive some priests among them, in hopes that those prudent fathers would, by some art, reconcile them to their interest, and engage their affections. the _five nations_ readily accepted the offer, and some _jesuits_ went along with them: but after they had the jesuits in their power, they used them only as hostages, and thereby obliged the _french_ to stand neuter, while they prepared to attack the _adirondacks_ and _quatoghies_, and they defeated the _quatoghies_ in a dreadful battle fought within two leagues of _quebeck_. the _french_ own, that if the _five nations_ had known their weakness at that time, they might have easily destroyed the whole colony. this defeat, in sight of the _french_ settlements, struck terror into all their allies, who were at that time very numerous, because of the trade with the _french_, which furnished them with many the most useful conveniences; for before that time the _indians_ had no iron tool among them. the _nipeceriniens_, who then lived on the banks of _st. laurence river_, fled upon this to the northward, believing that the extreme coldness of the climate, and a barren soil, would be the securest defence against the ambition of the _five nations_. the remainder of the _quatoghies_ fled with the _utawawas_ southwestward; and for the greater security, settled in an island, which being further than the name of the _five nations_ had then reached, they trusted to the distance of the place, and the advantage of its situation. their last expedition having succeeded so well, the _five nations_ gave out, that they intended next winter to visit _yonnendio_, (the name they give to the governor of _canada_;) these visits are always made with much shew. under this pretence they gathered together or men. their out scouts met with _piskaret_ near _niccolet river_, and still pretending a friendly visit to the governor of _canada_, as their only design, he told them, that the _adirondacks_ were divided into two bodies, one of which hunted on the north side of _st. laurence river_ at _wabmake_, three leagues above _trois rivieres_, and the other at _nicolet_. as soon as they had gained this information, they killed him, and returned with his head to the army. the _five nations_ divided likewise into two bodies; they surprized the _adirondacks_ in both places, and in both cut them in pieces. thus the most warlike and polite nation of all the _indians_ in _north america_, was almost intirely destroyed by a people they at first despised, and by a war which their pride and injustice brought upon them; and we here see, that all the advantages of numbers, courage and weapons, is not equal to good discipline in an army. a very few _adirondacks_ only now remain in some villages near _quebeck_, who still waste away and decay, by their drinking strong waters, tho' when the _french_ first settled at _quebeck_, fighting men of them lived between that place and _sillerie_, which are only a league distant, besides those that lived at _saquenay, trois rivieres_, and some other places. and since this decisive battle, the _adirondacks_ have never been considered as of any consequence, either in peace or war. the _quatoghies_ and _atawawas_ now soon began to be in want of the _european_ commodities, which had made them considerable among their new friends. in order therefore to supply themselves anew, they returned to trade at _quebeck_; and by this means the place of their retreat was discovered to the _five nations_; and they not having their revenge satiated, while the _quatoghies_ had a being, soon convinced them, that no extent of country could set bounds to that passion, when it rages in the hearts of the _five nations_, for they soon after attack'd them in their new settlement. the _quatoghies_ had the good fortune to discover the _five nations_ time enough to make their escape, and fled to the _putewatemies_, who lived a day's journey further, where they, and all the neighbouring nations, secured themselves in a large fort. the _five nations_ followed, but, being in want of provision, they could not attempt a siege, and therefore proposed a treaty with the _putewatemies_, which was accepted. the _putewatemies_ acknowledged the _five nations_ as masters of all the nations round them, applauded their valour, and promised them their friendship, and to supply them with provisions; they would not however trust themselves out of their fort, but sent out a supply; and even this they did, only with design to do that by treachery, which they durst not attempt by force; for the provisions were poisoned. the treachery was discovered however to the _five nations_, by an old _quatoghie_, who had a son prisoner among them; his affection for his son overcoming even his hatred to his country's enemies. this treachery highly enraged the _five nations_ against the _putewatemies_, and the neighbouring people; but famine obliging them to retire at this time, they divided their armies into parties, the better to provide for their subsistence, by hunting; one of these parties in their chace fell in with a village of the _chicktaghicks_ (called by the _french hinois_) and surprized the old men, women and children, when the young men were abroad hunting; but the young men, upon their return, gathering together all the rest of the villages, pursued this party of the _five nations_, and recovered the prisoners. this was the first time that the _five nations_ had been seen in those parts, but their name was become so terrible, that the _chictaghicks_, notwithstanding this advantage, left their country, and fled to the nations that lived westward, till the general peace was settled by the _french_, and not till on that occasion returned to their own country. [footnote : it is still a custom among the _indians_, to expiate murder by presents to the relations of the person killed.] [footnote : they are called _shaouonons_, by the _french_, and live now on one of the banks of the misissipi.] [footnote : it is a custom among the _indian_ prisoners of war, when led to death, to sing an account of their own exploits; and this they are hardy enough to continue even in the midst of tortures.] chap. ii. _the wars and treaties of peace of the_ indians _of the_ five nations _with the_ french, _from_ _to_ , _and their affairs with_ new-york _in that time_. in _june_ _monsieur de trasi_ appointed _vice-roy_ of _america_ by the _french king_, arrived at _quebeck_, after he had visited the _french islands_ in the _west indies_, and brought with him four companies of foot; and in _september_ of the same year, _mr. coursel_ arrived governor general of _canada_; he brought with him a regiment and several families, with all things necessary for establishing of a colony. their force being now thus considerably augmented, the _french_ governor resolved to chastise the insolence of the _five nations_; and for that purpose, in the winter, sent out a party against the _mohawks_, but these by the cold, and their not knowing the use of snow shoes, suffered very much, without doing any thing against the enemy. this party however fell in with _skenectady_[ ], a small town which _corlear_ (a considerable man among the _dutch_) had then newly settled. when they appeared near _shenectady_, they were almost dead with cold and hunger; and the _indians_, who were then in that village, had intirely destroyed them, if _corlear_, (in compassion to his fellow christians) had not contriv'd their escape. he had a mighty influence over the _indians_; and it is from him, and in remembrance of his merit, that all governors of _new-york_ are called _corlear_ by the _indians_ to this day, tho' he himself was never governor. he persuaded the _indians_, that this was a small party of the _french_ army come to amuse them, that the great body was gone directly towards their castles, and that it was necessary for them immediately to go in defence of their wives and children. this they believed, and readily obeyed; and as soon as the _indians_ were gone, he sent to the _french_, and supplied them with provisions and other necessaries to carry them back. the _french_ governor, in order to reward so signal a service, invited _corlear_ to _canada_; but as he went through the great lake, which lies to the northward of _albany_, his canoe was overset, and he was drowned; and from this accident that lake has ever since been called _corlear_'s _lake_, by the people of _new-york_. there is a rock in this lake, on which the waves dash and fly up to a great height; when the wind blows hard, the _indians_ believe, that an old _indian_ lives under this rock, who has the power of the winds; and therefore, as they pass it in their voyages over, they always throw a pipe, or some other small present to this old _indian_, and pray a favourable wind. the _english_ that pass with them sometimes laugh at them, but they are sure to be told of _corlear_'s death. your great countryman _corlear_ (say they) as he passed by this rock, jested at our fathers making presents to this _old indian_, and in derision turned up his backside, but this affront cost him his life. in the following spring the _vice-roy_ and the _governor of canada_, with twenty eight companies of foot, and all the militia of the colony, marched into the country of the _mohawks_, with a design to destroy this nation, which by their wars not only prevented their commerce with the western _indians_, but likewise often put their colony in danger. it certainly was a bold attempt, to march above miles from _quebeck_ through vast unknown forests. the _mohawks_ however, on their approach, men, women, and children, retired into the woods, and all that the _french_ were able to do, was to burn some villages, and to murder some old _sachems_ that (like the old roman senators,) chose rather to dye than to desert their houses. the _french_ were so conceited before, of their superiority over the _indians_ in their skill of war, and their weapons, that they thought they could not escape, but the little honour or advantage they got by this expedition lessened their vanity, and made them desirous of peace; and the _five nations_ remaining fearful of the _french fire arms_, it was without much difficulty concluded in the year . the _five nations_ however being naturally very enterprizing and haughty, one of their parties some time after met with some _french_ in their hunting, and quarrelled with them. the _indians_ had the advantage, they killed several of the _french_, and carried one prisoner into their own country. _monsieur de coursel_ sent on this to threaten the _five nations_ with war, if they did not deliver up these murderers; and the _five nations_, to shew their publick displeasure at this breach of peace, sent _agariata_, the captain of the company that did the mischief, with forty others, to beg pardon; but _monsieur coursel_ was resolved to make an example of _agariata_, and ordered him to be hanged in sight of his countrymen; and the _french_ think that this severity was a great means of preserving the peace till the year . the _dutch_, who settled in the _new netherlands_, now called _new-york_, in , entered into an alliance with the five nations, which continued without any breach on either side, till the _english_ gained this country. the _dutch_ gained the hearts of the _five nations_ by their kind usage, and were frequently useful to the _french_, in saving those of them that were prisoners from the cruelty of the _indians_. in , _new-york_ being taken by the _english_, they likewise immediately entered into a friendship with the _five nations_, which has continued without the least breach to this day; and history, i believe, cannot give an instance of the most christian or most catholick kings observing a treaty so strictly, and for so long a time as these barbarians, as they are called, have done. the _english_ and _french_ (peace being every where settled) now endeavoured to extend their commerce and alliances among the _indian nations_, that live to the westward of _new-york_. the _french_ however, in their measures, discovered always a design of conquering and commanding; for with this view _mr. de frontenac_, who had succeeded in the government of _canada_, in the year , persuaded the _five nations_ to allow him to build a fort on the north side of _cadarackui lake_, under pretence of a store for _merchandise_, and the security of his traders, and under the same pretence built several other forts at some other considerable places far in the country. the _english_ and _dutch_, on the contrary, prosecuted their measures only with the arts of peace, by sending people among the _indians_ to gain their affections, and to persuade them to come to _albany_ to trade; but the war with the _dutch_, which happened about this time, prevented even these honest designs from having the success they otherwise might have had; for in the year , _new-york_ being surprised by the _dutch_, and restored the next year to the _english_, the alterations of government, and of masters, obstructed very much any measures that could have been taken for the publick good. their trade was likewise considerably hindered by the war which the _five nations_ had at that time with the river indians[ ], which forced many of those _indians_ to seek shelter among the _utawawas_, who fell under the _french_ government at last; however, the _english_, _dutch_ and _french_ having all made peace in _europe_, and the government of _new-york_ likewise having obtained a peace between the _five nations_ and _mahikandars_ or _river indians_, both the _english_ and _french_ were at full liberty to prosecute their designs of extending their commerce among the _indians_, which both did with very considerable success and advantage to the inhabitants of their respective colonies. but this justice must be done to the _french_, that they far exceeded the _english_ in the daring attempts of some of their inhabitants, in travelling very far among unknown _indians_, discovering new countries, and every where spreading the fame of the _french_ name and grandeur. the _sieur perot_ travelled in the year as far as _the fall st. mary_ beyond _missilimakinak_, and having learned those _indians_ language, gained them over to his country's interest. the courage and resolution of many of these adventurers are deservedly recorded by the _french_; but the _english_ give it another turn, and say it is the barrenness and poverty of _canada_ that pushes the men of spirit there, upon enterprizes, that they would not have attempted, if they had lived in the province of _new-york_. the chief reason, in my opinion, however, of the _french_ having so far succeeded beyond the _english_ is, that the _indian affairs_ are the particular care of the governor and other principal officers in _canada_, who have the greatest knowledge and authority; whereas those affairs in _new-york_ are chiefly left to the management of a few traders with the _indians_, who have no care for, or skill in publick affairs, and only mind their private interest. [footnote : the _french_ call this town _corlear_, from the persons name who first settled there. it is situate on the _mohawks_ river sixteen miles from _albany_.] [footnote : the _indians_ living on the branches of _hudson_'s river, within or near the _english_ settlements at that time.] chap. iii. _of the transactions of the_ indians _of the_ five nations _with the neighbouring_ english _colonies_. the _five nations_ being now amply supplied by the _english_ with fire-arms and ammunition, give full swing to their warlike genius, and soon resolved to revenge the affronts they had at any time received from the _indian_ nations that lived at a greater distance from them. the nearest nations, as they were attack'd, commonly fled to those that were further off, and the _five nations_ pursued them. this, together with a desire they had of conquering, or ambition of making all the nations round them their tributaries, or to acknowledge the _five nations_ to be so far their masters, as to be absolutely directed by them in all affairs of peace and war with their neighbours, made them overrun great part of _north-america_. they carried their arms as far south as _carolina_, to the northward of _new-england_, and as far west as the river _mississipi_, over a vast country, which extends twelve hundred miles in length, from north to south, and about six hundred miles in breadth; where they intirely destroyed many nations, of whom there are now no accounts remaining among the _english_. these warlike expeditions often proved troublesome to the colonies of _virginia_ and _maryland_; for not only the _indians_ that were friends to those colonies became victims to the fury of the _five nations_, but the christian inhabitants likewise were frequently involved in the same calamity. the _french_ having a long time felt the inconveniencies and dangers they were in from this restless warlike spirit of the _five nations_, made use of this time of peace to guard against it for the future, and were very diligent in pursuing the most prudent measures. they sent some of their wisest priests and jesuits to reside among them, and the governors of _new-york_ were ordered, by the _duke of york_, to give these priests all the incouragement in their power. the chief view of these priests was, to give the _indians_ the highest opinion of the _french power_ and wisdom, and to render the _english_ as suspected and as mean as possible in their eyes. they waited likewise for every opportunity to breed a quarrel between the _english_ and the _indians_, and to withdraw the _five nations_ from fighting with those nations that traded to _canada_. for these purposes these priests were instrumental in turning the resentment of the _five nations_ against the _indians_, that were in friendship with _virginia_ and _maryland_. the governor of _maryland_, on the other hand, to prevent the ill consequences, that might happen by wars between nations that were in friendship with the _english_, and lived in their neighbourhood, sent _colonel coursey_, in the year , to _albany_, to increase the friendship between _virginia_ and _maryland_ on the one part, and the _five nations_ on the other; and, accordingly, both sides gave mutual promises at _albany_: but this good understanding was soon shaken by some parties of the _oneydoes_, _onondagas_, and _senekas_, who were out when this treaty was made, and were ignorant of it. one of them met with the _susguehana indians_, who were in friendship with _maryland_, and fell upon them; they killed four of the _susguehanas_, and took six prisoners. five of these prisoners fell to the share of the _senekas_, who, as soon as they arrived in their own country, sent them back with presents, to shew that they kept their promises with _maryland_; but the _oneydoes_ detained the prisoner they had. another party, that went against the _canagesse indians_ (friends of _virginia_) were surprised by a troop of horse, who killed one man, and took a woman prisoner: the _indians_, in revenge, killed four of the inhabitants, and carried away their scalps, with six christian prisoners. the _mohawks_, all this while, kept strictly to their words, and suffered none of their men to go towards _virginia_ and _maryland_. there is reason to think that the _dutch_, who lived about _albany_ at that time, spirited up the _indians_ against the _english_; the national differences, that were then recent, bred a rancour in their spirits. some _dutchmen_ persuaded the _oneydoes_, that the _english_ at _new-york_ were resolved to destroy them, and put them into a terrible disturbance; for here the _dutch_ and the _french_ priests joined in the same measures. the commandant at _albany_ hearing of this, sent two interpreters of the _indian_ language, to persuade the _oneydoes_ to come to _albany_, in order to be assured of the _english_ friendship, and to have their jealousy removed; which being done, _swerise_, one of the chief _sachems_ of the _oneydoes_, excused his countrymen at _albany_ the fifteenth of _february_ / , by laying the blame on the people of _schenectady_, who had informed not one, but several of their people, and at several times, that the _english_ designed to cut them all off; and said, had they not reason to believe the people of _schenectady_, who are friends and neighbours to the _english_? they brought with them a christian woman and her child, that had been taken prisoners, and restored them, praying the governor to use his interest to have their people restored, that had been taken by the people of _virginia_; but they kept another christian woman and her two children, which they said they did only till such time as their prisoners should be restored, or some _canastoga indians_ given in their place. when the _five nations_ make peace with another nation, that has taken some of the _five nations_ prisoners, if these prisoners be dead, or cannot be restored, they usually demand some _indians_, in friendship with the _five nations_, in their stead; who either are adopted in place of their dead friends, or restored to their own nation; and sometimes they desire some of their enemies to be given to them, and even those frequently are adopted by a father in place of a son, or by a sister in place of a brother, and, most frequently, by a wife in place of a husband lost in the wars; but if they chance not to be agreeable to the relations, then they are certainly made sacrifices to their revenge. governor _andross_, being acquainted by letter with this last proposal of the _oneydoes_, required the immediate delivery of the christian prisoners, and promised to write to _virginia_ to have the _indian_ prisoners sav'd. some presents being given to the _oneydoes_, and they promised to bring them in a month's time. they, at the same time, informed the commandant at _albany_, that eight of their men were then out against the people of _virginia_; that they knew nothing of what was now promised; and therefore, in case they should do any harm, they desired that it might not be taken as a breach of their promises they now made. they promised likewise to inform the governor of every thing these parties shou'd happen to do. in the last place they said, we shall be very sorry if any thing should happen to the prisoners that we have promised to restore, lest it should create some jealousies of us, we hope that you will consider that they are mortal. accordingly, in _may_ following, the _oneydoes_ brought the other three prisoners to _albany_, and, on the twenty-fourth of that month, _swerise_, when he delivered them to the commandant at _albany_, and the commissioners for _indian_ affairs, said, "_brethren_, "we are come to this place with much trouble, as we did last winter, and renew the request we then made, that six _indians_ be delivered to us in the room of these six christians, in case our people, who are prisoners, be dead. none of us have gone out against the christians since we were last here; but we told you then that some were then out, who knew nothing of the governor's orders, and we desired, that if any thing happened it might not be taken ill. now thirteen of our people, who went out against our _indian_ enemies, met eighteen men on horseback, as far from any of the _english_ plantations as _cahnuaga_ is from _albany_, they fired upon our people; our men, being soldiers, returned their fire, and killed two men and two horses, and brought away their scalps. "it would be convenient that the governor tell the people of _virginia_, not to send their men so far from home; for if they should meet our parties in their way against our enemies, the _cahnowas_, whom the _english_ call _arogisti_, we cannot answer for the consequences. "we have now observed the governor's orders, in bringing the three other christian prisoners; and we trust the affair of our prisoners wholly to the governor. "we have now performed our promises: but where are our prisoners; or, if they be dead, the others in their room, now when it is so late in the spring? however, we will still trust this to the governor." then delivering the prisoners one by one, said, "we have, we say, now performed our promises, and are not ashamed. we hope _corlaer_, who governs the whole country, will likewise do that, of which he need not be ashamed. "_corlaer_ governs the whole land, from _new-york_ to _albany_, and from thence to the _senekas land_; we, who are his inferiors, shall faithfully keep the chain: let him perform his promise, as we have ours, that the chain be not broken on his side, who governs the whole country." then the commissioners gave them presents for their kind usage of the prisoners. after which _swerise_ stood up again and said; "let _corlaer_ take care, that the _indian_ woman, that is wanting, be restored, and, for those that are killed, others in their room. if _corlaer_ will not give ear to us in this affair, we will not hereafter give ear to him in any thing." hearing afterwards, that these last words were ill taken, _swerise_, with two more of the chief _oneydoe sachems_, excused it, saying; "what we said, of not hearkening any more to _corlaer_, did not proceed from the heart, but was spoken by way of argument, to make _corlaer_ more careful to release our people that are prisoners; and you may be convinced it was so, when you consider that it was said after your answer, and without laying down either bever, or any belt or wampum, as we always do, when we make propositions[ ]; therefore we desire, that, if it be noted, it may be blotted out, and not made known to _corlaer_, for we hold firmly to our covenant, as we said in our propositions." they, at the same time, told them, that the _sinondowans_[ ] came to them with eight belts, desiring them no longer to prosecute the war with the _virginia indians_, but to go to war against the _dewaganas_[ ], a nation lying to the north-westward; and that the _sennekas_ did desire them to set these christians at liberty, and to carry them to _albany_; all which we promised to do. the _five nations_ continuing however still to be troublesome to _virginia_, that government, in _september_ following, sent colonel _william kendall_, and colonel _southley littleton_, to _albany_, to renew and confirm the friendship between _virginia_ and the _five nations_. colonel _littleton_ died at _albany_, before the _indians_ arrived; and colonel _kendall_ spoke first to the _oneydoes_, and told them in a set speech, "that their people had taken away and destroyed their goods and people, and brought some of the women and children of _virginia_ captives into their castles, contrary to that faith and promise, and in breach of the peace made with colonel _coursey_, without any the least provocation, or injury done, by the people of _virginia_. however, through the great respect _virginia_ has to their nations, and by the persuasions of the governor of _new-york_, and the information he has given the government of _virginia_, that they had quietly and peaceably delivered to him the prisoners taken from _virginia_, who were returned safely; and their excusing the same, and inclination to live peaceably, without injuring _virginia_ for the future; the government of _virginia_ did forgive all the damages the _five nations_ have done to the people of _virginia_, though very great; provided that they, or any living among them, for the future, do not offend, or molest the people of _virginia_, or _indians_ living among them." he spoke to the _mohawks_ and _sennekas_, separately from the _oneydoes_, because they had not done any mischief, and promised them kind and neighbourly usage when they came to _virginia_, and gave them presents; they returned the compliment, with an assurance of their friendship, and condoled colonel _littleton_'s death, after the _indian_ manner, by a =present of a belt of black wampum=, besides the belt given, on renewal of the friendship. the _onnondagas_ did not come till _november_; on the fifth of which month the _virginia_ agent spoke to them, in the same words he did to the _oneydoes_. it does not appear, by the register of _indian_ affairs, what answer the _oneydoes_ and _onnondagas_ made, but it is certain they did not observe friendship with _virginia_, but molested them with reiterated incursions of their parties. it is observable, however, that these two nations, and the _cayugas_, only had _french_ priests among them at that time, and that none of the rest ever molested the _english_; for which reason, colonel _dongan_, notwithstanding the orders he had received from his master, and that he himself was a papist, complained of the ill offices these priests did to the _english_ interest, and forbid the _five nations_ to entertain any of them; though the _english_ and _french_ crowns, while he was governor of _new-york_, seemed to be more than ever in strict friendship. the _french_ had no hopes of persuading the _five nations_ to break with _new-york_ directly, but they were in hopes, that, by the _indian_ parties doing frequent mischief in _virginia_, the government of _new-york_ would be forced to join, in resenting the injury, and thereby that union, between the government of _new-york_ and the _five nations_, would be broke, which always obstructed, and often defeated, the design the _french_ had, of subjecting all _north america_ to the crown of _france_. for this reason, the governors of _new-york_ have always, with the greatest caution, avoided a breach with these nations, on account of the little differences they had with the neighbouring colonies. these new incursions of these two nations were so troublesome to the people of _virginia_, that their governor, the lord _howard of effingham_, thought it necessary, for their security, to undertake a journey to _new-york_. i shall give a particular account of this affair, which was thought of such consequence, that a peer of _england_ left his government, and travelled four-hundred miles, to treat with the _five nations_; and shall take this opportunity of describing some ceremonies they use, in making peace. the _sachems_ of the _five nations_ being called to _albany_, eight _mohawks_, three _oneydoes_, three _onnondagas_, and three _cayuga sachems_, met his lordship there; and, on the thirteenth of _july_, , he, accompanied by two of the council of _virginia_, spoke to the _sachems_ as follows, in the presence of colonel _thomas dongan_, governor of _new-york_, and the magistrates of _albany_. the _senekas_ being far off, were not then arrived. _proposals made by the right honourable_ francis _lord_ howard of effingham, _governor-general of his majesty's dominion of_ virginia. _to_ _the_ mohawks, oneydoes, onnondagas, _and_ cayugas. "it is now about seven years, said he, since you (unprovoked) came into _virginia_, a country belonging to the great king of _england_, and committed several murders and robberies, carrying away our christian women and children prisoners into your castles. all which injuries we designed to have revenged on you, but at the desire of sir _edmond andross_, then governor-general of this country, we desisted from destroying you, and sent our agents, colonel _william kendal_, and colonel _southley littleton_, to confirm and make sure the peace, that colonel _coursey_ of _maryland_ included us in, when he first treated with you. we find, that as you quickly forgot what you promised colonel _coursey_, so you have wilfully broke the covenant-chain which you promised our agent, colonel _kendal_, should be kept more strong and bright, if we of _virginia_ would bury, in the pit of oblivion, the injury then done us; which, upon governor _andross_'s intercession, and your submission, we were willing to forget: but you not at all minding the covenant then made, have every year since, come into our country in a war-like manner, under pretence of fighting with our _indians_, our friends and neighbours, which you ought not to have done, our agent having included them likewise in the peace. you not only destroyed, and took several of them prisoners, but you have also killed and burnt our christian people, destroying corn and tobacco, more than you made use of, killed our horses, hogs, and cattle; not to eat, but to let them lie in the woods and stink: this you did, when you were not denied any thing you said you wanted. "i must also tell you, that, under the pretence of friendship, you have come to houses at the heads of our rivers (when they have been fortified) with a white sheet on a pole, and have laid down your guns before the fort; upon which, our people taking you for friends, have admitted your great men into their forts, and have given them meat and drink, what they desired. after the great men had refreshed themselves, and desiring to return, as they were let out of the fort-gates, the young men commonly rushed into the fort, and plundered the houses, taking away, and destroying all the corn, tobacco, and bedding, and what else was in the houses. when they went away, they generally also took several sheep with them, and killed several cows big with calf, and left them behind them cut to pieces, and flung about, as if it were in defiance of us, and in derision of our friendship. these, and many more injuries that you have done us, have caused me to raise forces, to send to the heads of our rivers, to defend our people from these outrages, till i came to _new-york_, to colonel _thomas dongan_, your governor-general, to desire him, as we are all one king's subjects, to assist me in warring against you, to revenge the christian blood that you have shed, and to make you give full satisfaction for all the goods that you have destroyed: but by the mediation of your governor, i am now come to _albany_ to speak with you, and to know the reason of your breaking the covenant-chain, not only with us and our neighbour _indians_, but with _maryland_, who are great king _charles_'s subjects; for our _indians_ have given king _charles_ their land; therefore i, the governor of _virginia_, will protect them, as your governor, under the great _duke of york_ and _albany_, will henceforth you, when the chain of friendship is made between us all. "now i have let you know, that i am sensible of all the injuries you have done us, and by the desire of your governor-general, i am willing to make a new chain with you for _virginia_, _maryland_, and our _indians_, that may be more strong and lasting, even to the word's end; so that we may be brethren, and great king _charles_'s children. "i propose to you, _first_, that you call out of our countries of _virginia_ and _maryland_, all your young men or soldiers that are now there. "_secondly_, that you do not hinder or molest our friendly _indians_ from hunting in our mountains, it having been their country, and none of yours; they never go into your country to disturb any of you. "_thirdly_, though the damages you have done our country be very great, and would require a great deal of satisfaction, which you are bound to give; yet we assure you, that only by the persuasions of your governor, who is at a vast deal of trouble and charge for your welfare, which you ever ought to acknowledge, i have pass'd it by and forgiven you; upon this condition, that your people, nor any living among you, for the future, ever commit any incursions upon our christians or _indians_ living among us, or in _maryland_. "for the better confirmation of the same, and that the peace now concluded may be lasting, i propose to have two [ ] hatchets buried, as a final determination of all wars and jarrings between us; one on behalf of us and our _indians_, and the other for all your _nations_ united together, that ever did us any injury, or pretended to war against our _indian_ friends, or those of _maryland_. "and that nothing may be wanting for confirmation thereof (if you desire it) we are willing to send some of our _indian sachems_, with an agent, next summer, about this time, that they may ratify the covenant with you here, in this prefixed house, where you may see and speak together as friends. "that the covenant now made between us, in this prefixed house, in the presence of your governor, may be firmly kept and performed on your parts, as it always has been on ours; and that you do not break any one link of the covenant-chain for the future, by your people's coming near our plantations; when you march to the southward, keep to the feet of the mountains, and do not come nigh the heads of our rivers, there being no bever-hunting there; for we shall not for the future, though you lay down your arms as friends, ever trust you more, you have so often deceived us." the next day the _mohawks_ answer'd first by their speaker, saying: "we must, in the first place, say something to the other three nations, by way of reproof, for their not keeping the former chain, as they ought; and therefore we desire you, great _sachem of virginia_, and you _corlaer_, and all here present to give ear, for we will conceal nothing of the evil they have done." [then turning to the other nations.] "you have heard yesterday all that has been said; as for our parts, we are free of the blame laid on us; we have always been obedient to _corlaer_, and have steadily kept our chain with _virginia_, _maryland_, and _boston_; but ye are stupid and brutish, and have no understanding, we must stamp understanding into you. let the new chain made yesterday be carefully preserved for the future. this we earnestly recommend to you, for we are ready to cry for shame of you; let us be no more ashamed on your account, but be obedient, and =take this belt=, to keep what we say in your memory. "hear now, now is the time to hearken; the covenant-chain had very near slipt, by your not keeping it firmly. hold it fast now, when all former evils are buried in the pit. "you _oneydoes_, i speak to you as children; be no longer childish, or void of understanding. "you _onondagas_, our brethren, you are like deaf people, that cannot hear, your senses are covered with dirt and filth. "you _cayugas_, do not return into your former ways. there are three things we must all observe. "_first_, the covenant with _corlear_. _secondly_, the covenant with _virginia_ and _maryland_. _thirdly_, with _boston_. we must stamp understanding into you, that you may be obedient; and =take this belt= for a remembrancer." then _cadianne_, the same _mohawk_ speaker, turning to my lord, said: "we are very thankful to you, great _sachem_ of _virginia_, that you are persuaded by _corlear_, our governor, to forgive all former faults. we are very glad to hear you, and see your heart softened. =take these three bevers= as a token. "we thank the great _sachem_ of _virginia_ for saying, that the axe shall be thrown into the pit. =take these two bevers=, as a token of our joy and thankfulness. "we are glad that _assarigoa_[ ] will bury in the pit what is past. let the earth be trod hard over it; or rather, let a strong stream run under the pit, to wash the evil away out of our sight and remembrance, and that it may never be digged up again. "_assarigoa_, you are a man of knowledge and understanding, thus to keep the covenant-chain bright as silver; and now again to renew it, and make it stronger. (then pointing to the three other nations, said,) but they are chain-breakers. i lay down this as a token, that we _mohawks_ have preserved the chain intire on our parts. =gives two bevers and a racoon.= "the covenant must be kept; for the fire of love of _virginia_ and _maryland_ burns in this place, as well as ours, and this house of peace must be kept clean. =gives two bevers.= "we now plant a tree[ ], whose top will reach the sun, and its branches spread far abroad, so that it shall be seen afar off; and we shall shelter ourselves under it, and live in peace without molestation. here he =gave two bevers=. "you proposed yesterday, that if we were desirous to see the _indians_ of _virginia_, you are willing to send some of their _sachems_ next summer, about this time, to this place. this proposal pleases me very much, the sooner they come the better, that we may speak with them in this house, which is appointed for our speaking with our friends; and =give two belts= to confirm it. "you have now heard what exhortation we have made to the other three nations; we have taken the hatchet out of their hands; we now therefore pray, that both your hatchets may likewise be buried in a deep pit. =giving two bevers.= "_assarigoa_, some of us _mohawks_ are out against our enemies, that lie afar off, they will do you no harm, nor plunder, as the others do. be kind to them, if they shall happen to come to any of your plantations; give them some tobacco and some victuals; for they will neither rob nor steal, as the _oneydoes_, _onnondagas_, and _cayugas_ have done. "the _oneydoes_ particularly thank you, great _sachem_ of _virginia_, for consenting to lay down the axe. the hatchet is taken out of all their hands. =gives a belt.= "we again thank _assarigoa_, that he has made a new chain. let it be kept bright and clean, and held fast on all sides; let not any one pull his arm from it. we include all the _four nations_, in giving this belt. "we again pray _assarigoa_, to take the _oneydoes_ into his favour, and keep the chain strong with them; for they are our children. =gives a belt.= "the _oneydoes_ =give twenty bevers=, as a satisfaction for what they promised the lord _baltimore_, and desire that they may be discharged of that debt." the two governors told them, that they would use their endeavours with the lord _baltimore_, to persuade him to forgive what remained. then the _indians_ desired that the hole might be dug, to bury the axes, _viz._ one in behalf of _virginia_ and their _indians_, another in behalf of _maryland_ and theirs, and three for the _onnondagas_, _oneydoes_, and _cayugas_. the _mohawks_ said, there was no need of burying any on their account, for the first chain had never been broke by them. then the three nations spoke by an _onnondaga_, called _thanohjanihta_, who said: "we thank the great _sachem of virginia_, that he has so readily forgiven and forgot the injuries that have been done; and we, for our parts, gladly catch at, and lay hold of the new chain. then each of them delivered an axe to be buried, and =gave a belt=. "i speak in the name of all three nations, and include them in this chain, which we desire may be kept clean and bright like silver. =gives a belt.= "we desire that the path may be open for the _indians_ under _assarigoa_'s protection, to come safely and freely to this place, in order to confirm the peace." =gives six fathom of wampum.= then the axes were buried in the south-east end of the court-yard, and the _indians_ threw the earth upon them; after which the lord _howard_ told them, since now a firm peace is concluded, we shall hereafter remain friends, and _virginia_ and _maryland_ will send once in two or three years to renew it, and some of our _sachems_ shall come, according to your desire, to confirm it. last of all the _oneydoes_, the _onnondagas_, and _cayugas_, jointly sang the peace-song, with demonstrations of much joy; and thanked the governor of _new-york_ for his effectual mediation with the governor of _virginia_ in their favour. colonel _dungan_ had gained the affections of the _five nations_, and they esteemed him much. they desired the _duke of york_'s arms to put upon their _castles_, which, from the sequel of their story, we may suppose they were told would save them from the _french_. colonel _dungan_ desired them to call home those of their nations that had settled in _canada_[ ]. to which they answered, _corlear_ keeps a correspondence and friendship with _canada_, and therefore he can prevail more than we can. let _corlear_ use his endeavours to draw our _indians_ home to their own country. the government of the _massachusets bay_ had appointed colonel _stephanus cortland_, one of the council of _new-york_, their agent at this time, to renew their friendship likewise with the _five nations_, and to give them some small presents; which was accordingly done. the governor of _new-york_, colonel _dungan_, concluded with this advice to them: keep a good understanding among yourselves; if any difference happen, acquaint me with it, and i will compose it. make no agreement with the _french_, or any other nation, without my knowledge and approbation. then he gave the duke's arms to be put up at each of their castles, in hopes it might deter the _french_ from attacking them, (as they were threatened from _canada_) by this so manifest a declaration of their being under the protection of the crown of _england_, when the two crowns were in the strictest friendship; but it is probable the _french_ chose this very time to attack them, to bring them off from that confidence they seemed to have in the _english_. it may be proper, before i proceed, to insert here also a remarkable speech made by the _onnondagas_ and _cayugas_ to the two governors, on the second day of _august_, _viz._ "_brother_ corlear, "your _sachem_ is a great _sachem_, and we are but a small people; but when the _english_ came first to _manhatan_,[ ] to _aragiske_[ ] and to _yakokranagary_[ ], they were then but a small people, and we were great. then, because we found you a good people, we treated you kindly, and gave you land; we hope therefore, now that you are great, and we small, you will protect us from the _french_. if you do not, we shall lose all our hunting and bevers: the _french_ will get all the bevers. the reason they are now angry with us is, because we carry our bever to our brethren. "we have put our lands and ourselves under the protection of the great _duke of york_, the brother of your great _sachem_, who is likewise a great _sachem_. "we have annexed the _susquehana_ river, which we won with the sword, to this government; and we desire it may be a branch of the great tree that grows in this place, the top of which reaches the sun, and its branches shelter us from the _french_, and all other nations. our fire burns in your houses, and your fire burns with us; we desire it may be so always. but we will not that any of the great _penn_'s people settle upon the _susquehana_ river, for we have no other land to leave to our children. "our young men are soldiers, and when they are provoked, they are like wolves in the woods, as you, _sachem_ of _virginia_, very well know. "we have put ourselves under the great _sachem charles_, that lives on the other side the great lake. we =give you these two white dressed deer-skins=, to send to the great _sachem_, that he may write on them, and put a great red seal to them, to confirm what we now do; and put the _susquehana_ river above the falls, and all the rest of our land under the great _duke of york_, and give that land to none else. our brethren, his people, have been like fathers to our wives and children, and have given us bread when we were in need of it; we will not therefore join ourselves, or our land, to any other government but this. we desire _corlear_, our governor, may send this our proposition to the great _sachem charles_, who dwells on the other side the great lake, with this =belt of wampum=, and this other =smaller belt= to the _duke of york_ his brother: and =we give you, _corlear_, this bever=, that you may send over this proposition. "you great man of _virginia_, we let you know, that great _penn_ did speak to us here in _corlear_'s house by his agents, and desired to buy the _susquehana_ river of us, but we would not hearken to him, for we had fastened it to this government. "we desire you therefore to bear witness of what we now do, and that we now confirm what we have done before. let your friend, that lives on the other side the great lake, know this, that we being a free people, though united to the _english_, may give our lands, and be joined to the _sachem_ we like best. we =give this bever= to remember what we say." the _senekas_ arrived soon after, and, on the fifth of _august_, spoke to the lord _howard_ in the following manner: "we have heard and understood what mischief hath been done in _virginia_; we have it as perfect as if it were upon our fingers ends. o _corlear_! we thank you for having been our intercessor, so that the axe has not fallen upon us. "and you _assarigoa_, great _sachem of virginia_, we thank you for burying all evil in the pit. we are informed, that the _mohawks_, _oneydoes_, _onnondagas_, and _cayugas_, have buried the axe already; now we that live remotest off, are come to do the same, and to include in this chain the _cahnawaas_, your friends. we desire therefore, that an axe, on our part, may be buried with one of _assarigoa_'s. o _corlear! corlear!_ we thank you for laying hold of one end of the axe; and we thank you, great governor of _virginia_, not only for throwing aside the axe, but more especially for your putting all evil from your heart. now we have a new chain, a strong and a straight chain, that cannot be broken. the tree of peace is planted so firmly, that it cannot be moved, let us on both sides hold the chain fast. "we understand what you said of the great _sachem_, that lives on the other side the great water. "you tell us, that the _cahnawaas_ will come hither, to strengthen the chain. let them not make any excuse, that they are old and feeble, or that their feet are sore. if the old _sachems_ cannot, let the young men come. we shall not fail to come hither, tho' we live farthest off, and then the new chain will be stronger and brighter. "we understand, that because of the mischief that has been done to the people and castles of _virginia_ and _maryland_, we must not come near the heads of your rivers, nor near your plantations, but keep at the foot of the mountains; for tho' we lay down our arms, as friends, we shall not be trusted for the future, but looked on as robbers. we agree however to this proposition, and shall wholly stay away from _virginia_: and this we do in gratitude to _corlear_, who has been at so great pains to persuade you, great governor of _virginia_, to forget what is past. you are wise in giving ear to _corlear_'s good advice, for we shall now go a path which was never trod before. "we have now done speaking to _corlear_, and the governor of _virginia_; let the chain be for ever kept clean and bright by him, and we shall do the same. "the other nations from the _mohawks_ country to the _cayugas_, have delivered up the _susquehana_ river, and all that country, to _corlear_'s government. we confirm what they have done by =giving this belt=." coll. _bird_, one of the council of _virginia_, and _edmond jennings esq_; attorney general of that province, came with four _indian sachems_, (according to the lord _howard_'s promise) to renew and confirm the peace, and met the _five nations_ at _albany_ in _september_ . coll. _bird_ accused them of having again broke their promise, by taking an _indian_ girl from an _english_ man's house, and four _indian_ boys prisoners. they excused this, by its being done by the parties that were out when the peace was concluded, who knew nothing of it; which accident they had provided against in their articles. they said, the four boys were given to the relations of those men that were lost; and it would be difficult to obtain their restoration: but they at last promised to deliver them up. the _senakas_ and _mohawks_ declared themselves free of any blame, and chid the other nations. so that we may still observe the influence which the _french_ priests had obtained over those other nations, and to what christian like purpose they used it. the _mohawks_ speaker said, "where shall i seek the chain of peace? where shall i find it but upon our path[ ]? and whither doth our path lead us, but into this house? this is a house of peace;" after this he sang all the links of the chain over. he afterwards sang by way of admonition to the _onondagas_, _oneydoes_, and _cayugas_, and concluded all with a song to the _virginia indians_. the _french priests_ however still employed their influence over the _onnondagas_, _cayugas_, and _oneydoes_; and it was easy for them to spirit up the _indians_ (naturally revengeful) against their old enemies. a party of the _oneydoes_ went out two years after this against the _wayanoak indians_, friends of _virginia_, and killed some of the people of _virginia_, who assisted those _indians_. they took six prisoners, but restored them at _albany_, with an excuse, that they did not know they were friends of _virginia_. but coll. _dungan_ on this occasion told them, that he only had kept all the _english_ in _north-america_ from joining together to destroy them; that if ever he should hear of the like complaint, he would dig up the hatchet, and join with the rest of the _english_ to cut them off root and branch; for there were many complaints made of him to the king by the _english_, as well as by the governor of _canada_, for his favouring of them. we have now gone through the material transactions which the _five nations_ had with the _english_, in which we find the _english_ pursuing nothing but peaceable and christian-like measures; and the _five nations_ (tho' barbarians) living with the people of _new-york_, like good neighbours and faithful friends, and generally with all the _english_ also, except when they were influenced by the _jesuites_; at the same time, one cannot but admire the zeal, courage, and resolution of these jesuites, that would adventure to live among _indians_ at war with their nation; and the better to carry their purposes, to comply with all the humours and manners of such a wild people, so as not to be distinguished by strangers from meer _indians_. one of them, named _milet_, remained with the _oneydoes_ till after the year ; he was advanced to the degree of a _sachem_, and had so great an influence over them, that the other nations could not prevail with them to part with him. while he lived with them, the _oneydoes_ were frequently turned against the southern _indians_ (friends of the _english_ southern colonies) and were always wavering in their resolutions against the _french_ at _canada_. we shall now see what effect the policy of the _french_ had, who pursued very different measures from the _english_. chap. iv. _mr_. de la barre'_s expedition, and some remarkable transactions in_ . the _french_, in the time they were at peace with the _five nations_, built their forts at _taidonderaghi_ and _missilimakinak_, and made a settlement there. they carried on their commerce among the numerous nations that live on the banks of the great lakes, and the banks of the _mississipi_; they not only prosecuted their trade among these nations, but did all they could to secure their obedience, and to make them absolutely subject to the crown of _france_, by building forts at the considerable passes, and placing small garisons in them. they took in short all the precautions in their power, not only to restrain the _indians_ by force, but likewise to gain their affections, by sending _missionaries_ among them. the only obstruction they met with was from the _five nations_, who introduced the _english_ of _new-york_ into the lakes to trade with the _indians_ that lived round them. this gave the _french_ much uneasiness, because they foresaw, that the _english_ would not only prove dangerous rivals, but that the advantages which they had in trade, beyond what it was possible for the inhabitants of _canada_ to have, would enable the people of _new-york_ so far to undersel them, that their trade would soon be ruined, and all the interest lost which they had gained with so much labour and expence. the _five nations_ likewise continued in war with many of the nations, with the _chictaghicks_ particularly, who yielded the most profitable trade to the _french_; and as often as they discovered any of the _french_ carrying ammunition towards these nations, they fell upon them, and took all their powder, lead and arms from them. this made the _french_ traders afraid of travelling, and prevented their _indians_ from hunting, and also lessened the opinion they had of the _french_ power, when they found that the _french_ were not able to protect them against the insults of the _five nations_. the _senakas_ lie next to the lakes, and nearest to the nations with whom the _french_ carried on the greatest trade, these people were so averse to that nation, that they would never receive any priests among them, and of consequence were most firmly attach'd to the _english_ interest, who supplied them with arms and powder (the means to be revenged of their enemies.) for these reasons mr. _de la barre_ (governor of _canada_) sent a messenger to coll. _dungan_, to complain of the injuries the _senakas_ had done to the _french_, and to shew the necessity he was under to bring the _five nations_ to reason by force of arms. this messenger happening to arrive at the time the _indians_ met the lord _howard_ at _albany_, coll. _dungan_ told the _senakas_ the complaints that the _french_ governor made of them. to which they gave him the following answer, in presence of mr. _de la barre_'s messenger, on the th of _august_ . "we were sent for, and are come, and have heard what you have said to us, that _corlear_ hath great complaints of us, both from _virginia_ and _canada_. what they complain of from _canada_ may possibly be true, that some of our young men have taken some of their goods, but _yonnendio_ the governor of _canada_, is the cause of it. he not only permits his people to carry ammunition, guns, powder, lead, and axes to the _tuihtuih-ronoons_[ ] our enemies, but sends them thither on purpose. these guns which he sends knock our bever hunters on the head, and our enemies carry the bevers to _canada_ that we would have brought to our brethren. our bever hunters are soldiers, and could bear this no longer. they met some _french_ in their way to our enemies, and very near them, carrying ammunition, which our men took from them. this is agreeable to our customs in war; and we may therefore openly own it, tho' we know not whether it be practised by the christians in such like cases. "when the governor of _canada_ speaks to us of the chain, he calls us children, and saith, i am your father, you must hold fast the chain, and i will do the same: i will protect you as a father doth his children. is this protection, to speak thus with his lips, and at the same time to knock us on the head, by assisting our enemies with ammunition? "he always says, i am your father, and you are my children; and yet he is angry with his children, for taking these goods. "but, o _corlear_! o _assarigoa_! we must complain to you; you _corlear_ are a lord, and govern this country; is it just that our father is going to fight with us for these things, or is it well done? we rejoiced when _la sal_ was sent over the great water; and when _perot_ was removed, because they had furnished our enemies with ammunition; but we are disappointed in our hopes, for we find our enemies are still supplied. is this well done? yea, he often forbids us to make war on any of the nations with whom he trades; and at the same time furnishes them with all sorts of ammunition, to enable them to destroy us. "thus far in answer to the complaint the governor of _canada_ hath made of us to _corlear_. _corlear_ said to us, that satisfaction must be made to the _french_ for the mischief we have done them. this he said before he heard our answer. now let him that hath inspection over all our countries, on whom our eyes are fixed, let him, even _corlear_, judge and determine. if you say that it must be paid, we shall pay it, but we cannot live without free bever hunting. "_corlear_, hear what we say, we thank you for the duke's arms, which you have given us to be put in our castles, as a defence to them. you command them. have we wandered out of the way, as the governor of _canada_ says? we do not threaten him with war, as he threatens us. what shall we do? shall we run away, or shall we sit still in our houses? what shall we do? we speek to him that governs and commands us. "now _corlear_, and _assarigoa_, and all people here present, remember what we have answered to the complaints of the governor of _canada_; yea, we wish that what we here said may come to his ears." then they =gave a belt=. monsieur _de la barre_ at this time was gone, with all the force of _canada_, to _cadarackui fort_, and ordered the three vessels to be repaired which the _french_ had built on _cadarackui lake_: his design was to frighten the _five nations_ into his own terms, by the appearance of the _french_ army, which consisted of soldiers of the regular troops, _indians_, and men that carried provisions, besides men that he left to secure _cadarackui fort_, and the western _indians_, that he expected would join him. but while he was at this fort, the fatigue of travelling in the month of _august_, together with the unhealthiness of that place (the country thereabout being very marshy) where he tarried six weeks, occasioned so great a sickness in his army, that he found himself unable to perform any thing but by treaty; and therefore sent orders to monsr. _dulhut_, who was come from _missilimakinak_ with men, _french_ and _indians_, to stop. monsr. _de la barre_ passed across the lake, with as many men as were able to travel, and arrived at the river which the _french_ call _la famine_, by the _indians_ called _kaihohage_, which falls into the south side of _cadarackui lake_, about thirty miles from _onnondago_. there were two villages of the _five nations_ on the north side of the lake, about fifteen miles from the _french_ fort, consisting of those _indians_ that had the most inclination to the _french_: they provided the _french_ army with provisions, while they remained at the fort; but it is probable, sent an account to their own nations of every thing that happened; and that this was the reason of the usage they afterwards met with from the _french_. when monsr. _de la barre_ sent to coll. _dungan_, he was in hopes, from the strict alliance that was then between the crowns of _england_ and _france_, and from coll. _dungan_'s being a papist, that he would at least sit still till he had reduced the _five nations_. but none of these reasons permitted that gentleman to be easy, while the _french_ attempted such things, as in their consequences would be of the highest degree prejudicial to the _english_ interest, and might put all the _english_ colonies in _america_ in danger. wherefore he dispatched the publick interpreter, with orders to do every thing in his power to prevent the _five nations_ going to treat with monsr. _de la barre_. the interpreter succeeded in his design with the _mohawks_, and with the _senakas_, who promised that they would not go near the _french_ governor: but he had not the like success with the _onnondagas, oneydoes_, and _cayugas_, who had received the _french_ priests, for they would not hear the interpreter, but in presence of the _french_ priests, and monsr. _la main_, and three other _frenchmen_ that monsr. _de la barre_ had sent to persuade them to meet him at _kaihohage_; they gave the following answer to the interpreter. "_arie_, you are _corlear's messenger_, _ohquesse_[ ] (monsr. _la maine_) is the governor of _canada_'s; and there[ ] sits our father; _yonnondio_ acquainted us some time ago, that he would speak with us, before he would undertake any thing against the _senakas_. now he hath sent for all the nations to speak with him in friendship, and that at a place not far from _onnondaga_, even at _kaihohage_. but our brother _corlear_ tells us, that we must not meet the governor of _canada_ without his permission; and that if _yonnondio_ have any thing to say to us, he must first send to _corlear_ for leave to speak with us. _yonnondio_ has sent long ago to us to speak with him, and he has lately repeated that desire by _onnissantie_ the brother of our father _twirhaersira_[ ] that sits there; he has not only entreated us by our father, but by two praying _indians_, one an _onnondaga_, the other the son of an old _mohawk sachem_, _connondowe_. they brought five great belts of wampum, not a fathom or two only, as you bring. now _ohquesse_ has been sent with three _frenchmen_; _yonnondio_ not being content with all this, has likewise sent _dennehoct_, and two other _mohawks_, to persuade us to meet him, and to speak with him of good things. should we not go to him after all this intreaty, when he is come so far, and so near to us? certainly if we do not, we shall provoke his wrath, and not deserve his goodness. you say we are subjects to the king of _england_ and _duke of york_, but we say we are brethren. we must take care of ourselves. those arms fixed upon the posts, without the gate, cannot defend us against the arms of _la barre_. brother _corlear_, we tell you, that we shall bind a covenant chain to our arm, and to his, as thick as that post, (pointing to a post of the house) be not dissatisfied; should we not embrace this happiness offered us, _viz_. peace, in the place of war; yea, we shall take the evil doers, the _senekas_, by the hand, and _la barre_ likewise, and their ax and his sword shall be thrown into a deep water. we wish our brother _corlear_ were present, but it seems the time will not permit of it." accordingly _garangula_, one of the chief _sachems_ of the _onondaga's_, with thirty warriors, went with mr. _le maine_, to meet the governor of _canada_ at _kaihohage_. after he had been two days in the _french_ camp, monsr. _la barre_ spoke to him as follows, (the _french_ officers making a semi-circle on one side, while _garangula_, with his warriors, compleated the circle on the other.) _monsr_. de la barre's _speech to_ garangula.[ ] "the king, my master, being informed that the _five nations_ have often infringed the peace, has ordered me to come hither with a guard, and to send _ohguesse_ to the _onondagas_, to bring the chief _sachem_ to my camp. the intention of the great king is, that you and i may smoke the _calumet_[ ] of peace together, but on this condition, that you promise me, in the name of the _senekas, cayugas, onondagas_, and _mohawks_, to give intire satisfaction and reparation to his subjects; and for the future never to molest them. "the _senekas, cayugas, onondagas, oneydoes_, and _mohawks_ have robbed and abused all the traders that were passing to the _illinois_ and _umamies_, and other _indian_ nations, the children of my king. they have acted, on these occasions, contrary to the treaty of peace with my predecessor. i am ordered therefore to demand satisfaction, and to tell them, that in case of refusal, or their plundering us any more, that i have express orders to declare war. this belt confirms my words. the warriors of the _five nations_ have conducted the _english_ into the lakes, which belong to the king, my master, and brought the _english_ among the nations that are his children, to destroy the trade of his subjects, and to withdraw these nations from him. they have carried the _english_ thither, notwithstanding the prohibition of the late governor of _new-york_, who foresaw the risque that both they and you would run. i am willing to forget these things, but if ever the like shall happen for the future, i have express orders to declare war against you. this belt confirms my words. your warriors have made several barbarous incursions on the _illinois_ and _umamies_; they have massacred men, women, and children, and have made many of these nations prisoners, who thought themselves safe in their villages in time of peace. these people, who are my king's children, must not be your slaves; you must give them their liberty, and send them back into their own country. if the _five nations_ shall refuse to do this, i have express orders to declare war against them. this belt confirms my words. "this is what i have to say to _garangula_, that he may carry to the _senekas, onondagas, oneydoes, cayugas_, and _mohawks_ the declaration which the king, my master, has commanded me to make. he doth not wish them to force him to send a great army to _cadarackui_ fort, to begin a war which must be fatal to them. he would be sorry that this fort, that was the work of peace, should become the prison of your warriors. we must endeavour, on both sides, to prevent such misfortunes. the _french_, who are the brethren and friends of the _five nations_, will never trouble their repose, provided that the satisfaction which i demand be given, and that the treaties of peace be hereafter observed. i shall be extremely grieved if my words do not produce the effect which i expect from them; for then i shall be obliged to join with the governor of _new-york_, who is commanded by his master to assist me, and burn the castles of the _five nations_, and destroy you. this belt confirms my words." _garangala_ was very much surprised to find the soft words of the _jesuit_, and of the governor's messengers, turned to such threatening language. this was designed to strike terror into the _indians_; but _garangula_ having good information from those of the _five nations_ living near _cadarackui_ fort, of all the sickness and other misfortunes which afflicted the _french_ army, it was far from producing the designed effect. all the time that _monsieur de la barre_ spoke, _garangula_ kept his eyes fixed on the end of his pipe; as soon as the governor had done speaking, he rose up, and having walked five or six times round the circle, he returned to his place, where he spoke standing, while _monsieur de la barre_ kept his elbow-chair. garangula's _answer_. "_yonnondio_, "i honour you, and the warriors that are with me all likewise honour you. your interpreter has finished your speech; i now begin mine. my words make haste to reach your ears, hearken to them. "_yonnondio_, you must have believed, when you left _quebeck_, that the sun had burnt up all the forests which render our country inaccessible to the _french_, or that the lakes had so far overflown their banks, that they had surrounded our castles, and that it was impossible for us to get out of them. yes, _yonnondio_, surely you must have dreamt so, and the curiosity of seeing so great a wonder has brought you so far. now you are undeceived, since that i and the warriors here present are come to assure you, that the _senekas, cayugas, onondagas, oneydoes_, and _mohawks_ are yet alive. i thank you, in their name, for bringing back into their country the _calumet_, which your predecessor received from their hands. it was happy for you, that you left underground that murdering hatchet, that has been so often dyed in the blood of the _french_. hear, _yonnondio_, i do not sleep, i have my eyes open, and the sun, which enlightens me, discovers to me a great captain at the head of a company of soldiers, who speaks as if he were dreaming. he says, that he only came to the lake to smoke on the great _calumet_ with the _onondagas_. but _garangula_ says, that he sees the contrary, that it was to knock them on the head, if sickness had not weakened the arms of the _french_. "i see _yonnondio_ raving in a camp of sick men, whose lives the great spirit has saved, by inflicting this sickness on them. hear, _yonnondio_, our women had taken their clubs, our children and old men had carried their bows and arrows into the heart of your camp, if our warriors had not disarmed them, and kept them back, when your messenger, _ohguesse_, came to our castles. it is done, and i have said it. hear, _yonnondio_, we plundered none of the _french_, but those that carried guns, powder, and ball to the _iwikties_ and _chictaghicks_, because those arms might have cost us our lives. herein we follow the example of the jesuits, who stave all the caggs of rum brought to our castles, lest the drunken _indians_ should knock them on the head. our warriors have not bevers enough to pay for all these arms, that they have taken, and our old men are not afraid of the war. this belt preserves my words. "we carried the _english_ into our lakes, to trade there with the _utawawas_ and _quatoghies_, as the _adirondacks_ brought the _french_ to our castles, to carry on a trade which the _english_ say is theirs. we are born free, we neither depend on _yonnondio_ nor _corlear_. "we may go where we please, and carry with us whom we please, and buy and sell what we please: if your allies be your slaves, use them as such, command them to receive no other but your people. this belt preserves my words. "we knock'd the _twihtwies_ and _chictaghicks_ on the head, because they had cut down the trees of peace, which were the limits of our country. they have hunted bevers on our lands: they have acted contrary to the customs of all _indians_; for they left none of the bevers alive, they killed both male and female. they brought the _satanas_[ ] into their country, to take part with them, after they had concerted ill designs against us. we have done less than either the _english_ or _french_, that have usurped the lands of so many _indian_ nations, and chased them from their own country. this belt preserves my words. hear, _yonnondio_, what i say is the voice of all the _five nations_; hear what they answer, open your ears to what they speak: the _senekas, cayugas, onondagas, oneydoes_, and _mohawks_ say, that when they buried the hatchet at _cadarackui_ (in the presence of your predecessor) in the middle of the fort, they planted the tree of peace in the same place, to be there carefully preserved, that, in place of a retreat for soldiers, that fort might be a rendezvous for merchants; that, in place of arms and ammunition of war, bevers and merchandise should only enter there. "hear, _yonnondio_, take care for the future, that so great a number of soldiers, as appear there, do not choak the tree of peace planted in so small a fort. it will be a great loss, if after it had so easily taken root, you should stop its growth, and prevent its covering your country and ours with its branches. i assure you, in the name of the _five nations_, that our warriors shall dance to the _calumet_ of peace under its leaves, and shall remain quiet on their matts, and shall never dig up the hatchet, till their brethren, _yonnondio_ or _corlear_, shall either jointly or separately endeavour to attack the country, which the great spirit has given to our ancestors. this belt preserves my words, and this other, the authority which the _five nations_ has given me." then _garangula_ addressing himself to monsieur _le maine_, said: "take courage, _ohguesse_, you have spirit, speak, explain my words, forget nothing, tell all that your brethren and friends say to _yonnondio_, your governor, by the mouth of _garangula_, who loves you, and desires you to accept of =this present of bever=, and take part with me in my feast, to which i invite you. this present of bever is sent to _yonnondio_ on the part of the _five nations_." when _garangula_'s harangue was explained to monsieur _de la barre_, he returned to his tent, much inraged at what he had heard. _garangula_ feasted the _french_ officers, and then went home, and monsieur _de la barre_ set out in his way towards _montreal_; and as soon as the general was imbarked, with the few soldiers that remained in health, the militia made the best of their way to their own habitations, without any order or discipline. thus a very chargeable and fatiguing expedition (which was to strike the terror of the _french_ name into the stubborn hearts of the _five nations_) ended in a scold between the _french_ general and an old _indian_. chap. v. _the_ english _attempt to trade in the lakes_, _and the_ french _attack the_ senekas. the _marquis de nonville_ having now succeeded monsieur _de la barre_, in the year , and having brought a considerable reinforcement of soldiers with him, resolved to recover the honour the _french_ had lost in the last expedition, and revenge the slaughter the _five nations_ continued to make of the _twihtwies_ and _chictaghicks_, who had put themselves under the _french_ protection; for the _five nations_ having intirely subdued the _chictaghicks_[ ], after a six years war, they resolved next to fall upon the _twihtwies_, and to call them to an account for the disturbance they had given some of their people in their bever hunting. the _five nations_ have few or no bever in their own country, and for that reason are obliged to hunt at a great distance, which often occasions disputes with their neighbours about the property of the bever. the bever is the most valuable branch of the _indian_ trade, and as the _twihtwies_ carried their bevers to the _french_, the _english_ encouraged the _five nations_ in these expeditions, and particularly, in the beginning of the year , made the _five nations_ a present of a barrel of powder, when their whole force was preparing to go against the _twihtwies_. the _english_ were the better pleased with this war, because they thought that it would divert the _five nations_ from the _virginia indians_: but the _french_ were resolved to support their friends more effectually by a powerful diversion, and to change the seat of the war. for this purpose mr. _de nonville_ sent, in _may_ , great quantities of provision to _cadarackui_ fort, and gathered the whole force of _canada_ to _montreal_. his army consisted of fifteen hundred _french_ of the regular troops and militia, and five hundred _indians_ that lived near _montreal_ and _quebeck_. he sent likewise orders to the commandant at _missilimakinak_ to assemble all the nations living round him, and to march them to _oniagara_, in order to join the forces of _canada_ designed against the _senekas_, and the other officers posted among the _indians_ westward had the like orders. the _twihtwies_ received the hatchet with joy from the hands of the _french_ officer. the _outagamies_, _kikabous_, and _maskuticks_, who were not used to canoes, were at first persuaded to join the _twihtwies_, who were to march by land to _teuchsagrondie_, where there was a _french_ fort, at which they were to be supplied with ammunition. but after the _french_ officer left them, the _utagamies_ and _maskuticks_ were dissuaded by some of the _mahikander indians_, who happened to be with a neighbouring nation at that time. the _putewatemies, malhominies_, and _puans_ offered themselves willingly, and went to the rendezvous at _missilimakinak_; where they were received by the _utawawas_ with all the marks of honour usually paid to soldiers. though the _utawawas_ had no inclination to the present enterprize; they could not tell however how to appear against it, otherwise than by inventing what delays they could, to prevent their march. in the mean while a canoe arrived, which was sent by mr. _de nonville_, with his orders to the officers. this canoe, in her passage, discovered some _english_, commanded by major _mac gergory_, in their way to _teiodonderaghie_. the _english_ thought (after they had an account of the new alliance their king had entered into with the _french_) that the _french_ would not disturb them in prosecuting a trade with the _indians_ every where, and that the trade would be equally free and open to both nations. with these hopes a considerable number of adventurers went out, under the conduct of major _mac gergory_, to trade with the _indians_ that lived on the banks of the lakes; and that they might be the more welcome, persuaded the _five nations_ to set all the _dionondadie_ prisoners at liberty, who went along with the _english_, and conducted them towards _missilimakinak_, or _teiodonderaghie_; but the _english_ found themselves mistaken, for the _french_ commandant at _teiodonderaghie_, as soon as he had notice of this, sent three-hundred _french_ to intercept the _english_. [ ] the _utawawas_ and _dionondadies_ having likewise an account of the _english_, designed to support their own independency, and to incourage the _english_ trade. the return of the _dionondadie_ prisoners made that nation very hearty in favouring the _english_, they therefore marched immediately off, with design to join major _mac gergory_; but the _utawawas_ were divided in their inclinations, their chief, with about thirty more, joined the _french_, the rest remained in suspence, and stood neuter. the _utawawas_ thus wavering, disconcerted the measures of the _dionondadies_, for they began to suspect the _utawawas_, and therefore immediately returned to secure their wives and children that they had left near the _french_ fort with the _utawawas_. the _english_ and their effects were seized without any opposition, and were carried to the _french_ fort at _teiodonderaghie_. the _english_ brought great quantities of rum with them, (which the _indians_ love more than their lives) and the _french_ being afraid, that if the _indians_ took to drinking, they would grow ungovernable, did what they could to keep them from it. they were most concerned that the _putewatemies_ (who had no knowledge of the _english_, or of that bewitching liquor, and were firmly attached to the _french_) should not taste it. the _utawawas_ still contrived delays to the march, and having got some of the _putewatemies_ privately by themselves, they offered them a cag of rum, and said: "we are all brethren, we ought to make one body, and to have one soul. the _french_ invite us to war against the _five nations_, with design to make us slaves, and that we should make ourselves the tools to effect it. as soon as they shall have destroyed the _five nations_, they will no longer observe any measures with us, but use us like those beasts they tie to their ploughs. let us leave them to themselves, and they will never be able to accomplish any thing against the _five nations_." but the _putewatemies_ had entertained such notions of the _french_, as made them deaf to the politicks of the _utawawas_. the _french_ however grew jealous of these caballings, and therefore resolved to delay their march no longer, and would not stay one day more for the _utawawas_, who desired only so much time to pitch their canoes, and went away without them. mr. _tonti_, commandant among the _chictaghicks_, met with another party of the _english_ of about thirty men, in lake _erie_, as he marched with the _chicktaghicks_ and _twihtwies_, and other neighbouring nations, to the general rendezvous. he fell upon the _english_, plundered them, and took them prisoners. the _french_ divided all the merchandize among the _indians_, but kept the rum to themselves, and got all drunk. the _deonondadie_ prisoners, that conducted the _english_, joined with the _mahikander_ _indians_ that were among mr. _tonti_'s _indians_ (who had privately dissuaded about twenty of the neighbouring nations from going with _tonti_) and endeavoured to persuade all the _indians_ to fall upon the _french_, while they were drunk, and destroy them; saying, the _french_ are a proud, imperious, covetous people, that sell their goods at an extravagant price; the _english_ are a good natured honest people, and will furnish you with every thing at reasonable rates. but these arguments were to no purpose, for these far _indians_ had entertained an extraordinary opinion of the _french_ power, and knew nothing of the _english_. the _french_ and _putewatemies_ being gone from _teiodonderaghie_, the _utawawas_ began to be afraid of the _french_ resentment, and therefore, the better to keep up the colour they had put on their delays, marched over land, with all possible expedition, to the general rendezvous near _oniagara_, where all the _french_ force, both christians and _indians_, was to meet. the _five nations_ being informed of the _french_ preparations, laid aside their design against the _twihtwies_, and prepared to give the _french_ a warm reception. upon this the priest at _onondaga_ left them, but the priest at _oneydo_ had the courage to stay. the _senekas_ came to _albany_ to provide ammunition, and the commissioners made them a present of a considerable quantity of powder and lead, besides what they purchased. they were under a great deal of concern when they took leave of the commissioners, and said, "since we are to expect no other assistance from our brethren, we must recommend our wives and children to you, who will fly to you, if any misfortune shall happen to us. it may be we shall never see you again; for we are resolved to behave so, as our brethren shall have no reason to be ashamed of us." we must now return to monsieur _de nonville_'s army. monsieur _campagnie_ marched eight or ten days before the rest of the army, with between two and three hundred _cannadians_. as soon as they arrived at _cadarackui_, they surprised two villages of the _five nations_, that were settled about eight leagues from that place, to prevent their giving any intelligence to their own nation of the _french_ preparations, or of the state of their army, as it was supposed they did in the last expedition under monsieur _de la barre_. these people were surprised when they least expected it, and by them from whom they feared no harm, because they had settled there at the invitation, and on the faith of the _french_. they were carried in cold blood to the fort, and tied to stakes, to be tormented by the _french indians_, (christians, as they call them) while they continued singing in their country manner, and upbraiding the _french_ with their perfidy and ingratitude. while monsieur _de nonville_ was at _cadarackui_ fort, he had an account, that the _chicktaghicks_ and _twihtwies_ waited for the _quatoghies_ and _utawawas_ at lake _st. clair_[ ], with whom they designed to march to the general rendezvous, at the mouth of the _senekas_ river. for this expedition was chiefly designed against the _senekas_, who had absolutely refused to meet monsieur _de la barre_, and were most firmly attached to the _english_. the _senekas_, for this reason, were designed to be made examples of the _french_ resentment to all the other nations of _indians_. the messenger having assured the general, that it was time to depart, in order to meet with the western _indians_, that came to his assistance, he set out the twenty-third of _june_, and sent one part of his army in canoes, along the north shore of the lake, while he, with the other part, passed along the south, that no accidents of wind might prevent the one or the other reaching, within the time appointed, at the place the _indians_ were to meet him. it happened, by reason of the good weather, that both arrived on the same day, and joined the western _indians_ at _trondequat_, as soon as the men were put on shore, they hawled up the canoes, and began a fort, where four hundred men were left to guard the canoes, and the baggage. here a young _cannadian_ was shot to death, as a deserter, for conducting the _english_ into the lakes, though the two nations were not only at peace, but their kings in stricter friendship than usual. but this piece of severity is not to be wondered at, when this war was undertaken, chiefly to put a stop to the _english_ trade, which now began to extend itself far into the continent, and would in its consequence ruin theirs. the next day the army began to march towards the chief village of the _senekas_, which was only seven leagues distant, every man carrying ten biskets for his provision. the _indian_ traders made the van with part of the _indians_, the other part marched in the rear, while the regular troops and militia composed the main body. the army marched four leagues the first day without discovering any thing; the next day the scouts advanced before the army, as far as the corn of the villages, without seeing any body, though they passed within pistol-shot of five-hundred _senekas_, that lay on their bellies, and let them pass and repass without disturbing them. on the report which they made, the _french_ hastened their march, in hopes to overtake the women, children, and old men; for they no longer doubted of all being fled. but as soon as the _french_ reached the foot of a hill, about a quarter of a league from the village, the _senekas_ suddenly raised the warshout, with a discharge of their fire-arms. this put the regular troops, as well as the militia, into such a fright, as they marched through the woods, that the battalions immediately divided, and run to the right and left, and, in the confusion, fired upon one another. when the _senekas_ perceived their disorder, they fell in among them pell-mell, till the _french indians_, more used to such way of fighting, gathered together and repulsed the _senekas_. there were (according to the _french_ accounts) a hundred _frenchmen_, ten _french indians_, and about fourscore _senekas_ killed, in this rencounter. monsieur _de nonville_ was so dispirited with the fright that his men had been put into, that his _indians_ could not persuade him to pursue. he halted the remainder of that day. the next day he marched on with design to burn the village, but when he came there, he found that the _senekas_ had saved him the trouble; for they had laid all in ashes before they retired. two old men only were found in the castle, who were cut into pieces and boiled to make soup for the _french_ allies. the _french_ staid five or six days to destroy their corn, and then marched to two other villages, at two or three leagues distance. after they had performed the like exploits in those places, they returned to the banks of the lake. before the _french_ left the lakes, they built a fort of four bastions at _oniagara_, on the south-side of the straights, between lake _erie_ and _cadarackui_ lake, and left a hundred men, with eight months provisions in it. but this garison was so closely blocked up by the _five nations_, that they all died of hunger, except seven or eight, who were accidentally relieved by a party of _french indians_. the western _indians_, when they parted from the _french_ general, made their harangues, as usual, in which they told him, with what pleasure they saw a fort so well placed to favour their designs against the _five nations_, and that they relied on his never finishing the war, but with the destruction of the _five nations_, or forcing them to abandon their country. he assured them, that he would act with such vigour, that they would soon see the _five nations_ driven into the sea. he sent a detachment of soldiers to _teiodonderaghie_, and in his return to _canada_, which was by the north side of the lake, he left a sufficient number of men, and a quantity of provisions, at _cadarackui_ fort. the _french_ having got nothing but dry blows by this expedition, sent thirteen of the _indians_, that they surprised at _cadarackui_, to _france_, as trophies of their victory, where they were put into the galleys, as rebels to their king. chap. vi. _colonel_ dongan's _advice to the_ indians. adario's _enterprize_, _and_ montreal _sacked by the_ five nations. colonel _dongan_, who had the _indian_ affairs very much at heart, met the _five nations_ at _albany_ as soon as possible after the _french_ expedition, and spoke to them on the fifth of _august_, in the following words, _viz_. "_brethren_, "i am very glad to see you here in this house, and am heartily glad that you have sustained no greater loss by the _french_, though i believe it was their intention to destroy you all, if they could have surprised you in your castles. "as soon as i heard their design to war with you, i gave you notice, and came up hither myself, that i might be ready to give all the assistance and advice that so short a time would allow me. "i am now about sending a gentleman to _england_, to the king, my master, to let him know, that the _french_ have invaded his territories on this side of the great lake, and warred upon the brethren his subjects. i therefore would willingly know, whether the brethren have given the governor of _canada_ any provocation or not; and if they have, how, and in what manner; because i am obliged to give a true account of this matter. this business may cause a war between the king of _england_ and the _french_ king, both in _europe_ and here, and therefore i must know the truth. "i know the governor of _canada_ dare not enter into the king of _england_'s territories, in a hostile manner, without provocation, if he thought the brethren were the king of _england_'s subjects; but you have, two or three years ago, made a covenant-chain with the _french_, contrary to my command, (which i knew could not hold long) being void of itself among the christians; for as much as subjects (as you are) ought not to treat with any foreign nation, it not lying in your power, you have brought this trouble on your selves, and, as i believe, this is the only reason of their falling on you at this time. "brethren, i took it very ill, that after you had put yourselves into the number of the great king of _england_'s subjects, you should ever offer to make peace or war without my consent. you know that we can live without you, but you cannot live without us. you never found that i told you a lye, and i offered you the assistance you wanted, provided that you would be advised by me; for i know the _french_ better than any of you do. "now since there is a war begun upon you by the governor of _canada_, i hope without any provocation by you given, i desire and command you, that you hearken to no treaty but by my advice; which if you follow, you shall have the benefit of the great chain of friendship between the great king of _england_ and the king of _france_, which came out of _england_ the other day, and which i have sent to _canada_ by _anthony le junard_. in the mean time, i will give you such advice as will be for your good; and will supply you with such necessaries, as you will have need of. "_first_, my advice is, as to what prisoners of the _french_ you shall take, that you draw not their blood, but bring them home, and keep them to exchange for your people, which they have prisoners already, or may take hereafter. "_ dly_, that if it be possible, that you can order it so, i would have you take one or two of your wisest _sachems_, and one or two of your _chief captains_, of each nation, to be a council to manage all affairs of the war. they to give orders to the rest of the officers what they are to do, that your designs may be kept private; for after it comes among so many people, it is blazed abroad, and your designs are often frustrated; and those chief men should keep a correspondence with me by a trusty messenger. "_ dly_, the great matter under consideration with the brethren is, how to strengthen themselves, and weaken their enemy. my opinion is, that the brethren should send messengers to the _utawawas_, _twihtwies_, and the _farther indians_, and to send back likewise some of the prisoners of these nations, if you have any left, to bury the hatchet, and to make a covenant-chain, that they may put away all the _french_ that are among them, and that you will open a path for them this way, they being the king of _england_'s subjects likewise, tho' the french have been admitted to trade with them; for all that the _french_ have in _canada_, they had it of the great king of _england_; that by that means they may come hither freely, where they may have every thing cheaper than among the _french_: that you and they may join together against the _french_, and make so firm a league, that whoever is an enemy to one, must be to both. "_ thly_, another thing of concern is, that you ought to do what you can to open a path for all the _north indians_ and _mahikanders_, that are among the _utawawas_ and further nations: i will endeavour to do the same to bring them home; for, they not daring to return home your way, the _french_ keep them there on purpose to join with the other nations against you, for your destruction; for you know, that one of them is worse than six of the others; therefore all means must be used to bring them home, and use them kindly as they pass through your country. "_ thly_, my advice further is, that messengers go, in behalf of all the _five nations_, to the _christian indians_ at _canada_, to persuade them to come home to their native country. this will be another great means to weaken your enemy; but if they will not be advised, you know what to do with them. "_ thly_, i think it very necessary, for the brethren's security and assistance, and to the endamaging the _french_, to build a fort upon the lake, where i may keep stores and provisions, in case of necessity; and therefore i would have the brethren let me know what place will be most convenient for it. "_ thly_, i would not have the brethren keep their corn in their castles, as i hear the _onondagas_ do, but bury it a great way in the woods, where few people may know where it is, for fear of such an accident as has happened to the _senekas_. "_ thly_, i have given my advice in your general assembly by mr. _dirk wessels_, and _akus_ the interpreter, how you are to manage your parties, and how necessary it is to get prisoners, to exchange for your own men that are prisoners with the _french_; and i am glad to hear that the brethren are so united, as mr. _dirk wessels_ tells me you are, and that there are no rotten members nor _french_ spies among you. "_ thly_, the brethren may remember my advice, which i sent you this spring, not to go to _cadarackui_; if you had, they would have served you as they did your people that came from hunting thither; for i told you then, that i knew the _french_ better than you did. "_ thly_, there was no advice or proposition that i made to the brethren, all the time that the priest lived at _onondaga_, but what he wrote to _canada_, as i found by one of his letters, which he gave to an _indian_ to carry to _canada_, but which was brought hither; therefore i desire the brethren not to receive him or any _french priest_ any more, having sent for _english priests_, with whom you may be supplied to your content. "_ thly_, i would have the brethren look out sharp, for fear of being surprized. i believe all the strength of the _french_ will be at their frontier places, _viz_. at _cadarackui_ and _oniagara_, where they have built a fort now, and at _trois rivieres_, _montreal_, and _chambly_. "_ thly_, let me put you in mind again, not to make any treaties without my means, which will be more advantageous for you, than your doing it by yourselves, for then you will be looked upon as the king of _england_'s subjects, and let me know, from time to time, every thing that is done. "thus far i have spoken to you relating to the war." then he chid them for their breach of faith with _virginia_. he told them, that he was informed, that last spring they had killed a fine gentleman, with some others; and that a party of the _oneydoes_ was now there at the head of _tames river_, with intention to destroy all the _indians_ thereabout. they had taken six prisoners, whom he ordered them to bring to him, to be restored; and that for the future they should desist from doing any injury to the people of _virginia_, or their _indians_, otherwise all the _english_ would unite to destroy them. but at the same time he freed the _senekas_ from any blame, and commended them as a brave and honest people, who never had done any thing contrary to his orders, except in making that unlucky peace with the _french_, three years ago. _lastly_, he recommended to them, not to suffer their people to be drunk during the war: a soldier thereby (he said) loses his reputation, because of the advantages it will give the enemy over him. this honest gentleman earnestly pursued the interest of his country; but it seems his measures were not agreeable to those his master had taken with the _french_ king; for he had orders to procure a peace for the _french_ on their own terms, and was soon after this removed from his government. indeed such an active, as well as prudent governor of _new-york_, could not be acceptable to the _french_, who had the universal monarchy in view, in _america_ as well as in _europe_. the great dispute between coll. _dungan_ and the _french_ was in this, that coll. _dungan_ would force the _french_ to apply to him, in all affairs relating to the _five nations_, and the _french_ would treat with them independently of the _english_. for this reason coll. _dungan_ refused any assistance to the _french_, till they, by such application, should acknowledge the dependance of the _five nations_ on the crown of _england_. but king _james_ ordered him to give up this point; and that he should persuade the _five nations_ to send to _canada_, to receive proposals from the _french governor_; and for this purpose, forced them to agree to a cessation of arms, till their deputies should go and return from _canada_; and that they should, in the mean time, deliver up all the prisoners they had taken from the _french_; and that no accident might prevent this, and blast so favourable an opportunity of making peace to the best advantage, monsr. _de nonville_ sent his orders to all his officers in the _indian_ countries, to observe a cessation of arms, till the ambassador of the _five nations_ should meet him at _montreal_, as they had given him reason to expect they would in a little time, to conclude the peace in the usual form. in the mean time, _adario_, the chief of the _deonondadies_, finding that his nation was become suspected by the _french_, since the time they had shewn so much inclination to the _english_, when they attempted to trade at _missilimakinak_, resolved, by some notable action against the _five nations_, to recover the good graces of the _french_. for this purpose, he marched from _missilimakinak_, at the head of a hundred men; and that he might act with the more security, he took _cadarackui_ fort in his way for intelligence: the commandant informed him, that monsr. _de nonville_ was in hopes of concluding a peace with the _five nations_, and expected their ambassadors in eight or ten days at _montreal_ for that purpose, and therefore desired him to return to _missilimakinak_, without attempting any thing that might obstruct so good a design. the _indian_ being surprised with this news, was under great concern for his nation, which he was afraid would be sacrificed to the _french_ interest, but dissembled his concern before the _french_ officer. he went from _cadarackui_, not to return home as the commandant thought, but to wait for the ambassadors of the _five nations_, near one of the falls of _cadarackui_ river, by which he knew they must pass. he did not lurk there above four or five days, before the deputies came guarded by forty young soldiers, who were all surprised, and killed or taken prisoners. as soon as the prisoners were all secured, the cunning _deonondadi_ told them, "that he having been informed, by the governor of _canada_, that fifty warriors of their nation were to pass this way about this time, he had secured this pass, not doubting of intercepting them." the ambassadors being much surprised at the _french_ perfidy, told _adario_ the design of their journey, who, the better to play his part, seemed to grow mad and furious, declaring against monsr. _de nonville_, and said he would, some time or other, be revenged of him, for making a tool of him, to commit such horrid treachery. then looking stedfastly on the prisoners (among whom _dekanefora_ was the principal ambassador) _adario_ said to them, go, my brethren, i unty your bonds, and send you home again, tho' our nations be at war: the _french_ governor has made me commit so black an action, that i shall never be easy after it, till the _five nations_ shall have taken full revenge. this was sufficient to persuade the ambassadors of the truth of what he said, who assured him, that he and his nation might make their peace when they pleased. _adario_ lost only one man on this occasion, and would keep a _satana_ prisoner (adopted into the _five nations_) to fill up his place. then he gave arms, powder and ball to the rest of the prisoners, to enable them to return. the ambassadors were chiefly, if not all, _onondagas_, and _oneydoes_, who had been long under the influence of the _french_ priests, and still retained an affection to them; but this adventure thoroughly changed their thoughts, and irritated them so heartily against the _french_, that all the _five nations_ prosecuted the war unanimously. _adario_ delivered the slave (his prisoner) to the _french_ at _missilimakinak_, who to keep up the enmity between the _deonondadies_ and the _five nations_, ordered him to be shot to death. _adario_ called one of the _five nations_, who had been long a prisoner, to be an eye witness of his countryman's death, then bid him make his escape to his own country, to give an account of the _french_ cruelty, from which it was not in his power to save a prisoner, he himself had taken. this heightned the rage of the _five nations_ so, that monsr. _de nonville_'s sending to disown _adario_ in this action, had no effect upon them; their breasts admitted of no thoughts but that of revenge. it was not long before the _french_ felt the bloody effects of this cruel passion, for men of the _five nations_ invaded the island of _montreal_, when the _french_ had no suspicion of any such attempt, while monsr. _de nonville_ and his lady were in that town. they landed on the south side of the island, at _la chine_, on the th of _july_ , where they burnt and sacked all the plantations, and made a terrible massacre of men, women, and children. the _french_ were under apprehension of the town's being attack'd, for which reason, they durst not send out any considerable party to the relief of the country, only once, when the _indians_ had blocked up two forts, monsr. _de nonville_ sent out a hundred soldiers, and fifty _indians_, to try to bring off the men in those forts. the _french_ of this party were all either taken or cut to pieces, except one soldier, and the commanding officer, who, after he had his thighs broke, was carried off by twelve _indians_ that made their escape. there were above a thousand of the _french_ killed at this time, and twenty-six were carried away prisoners, the greatest part of which were burnt alive. the _five nations_ only lost three men on this expedition, that got drunk and were left behind. this, however, did not satiate their thirst after blood, for, in _october_ following, they destroyed likewise all the lower part of the island, and carried away many prisoners. the consequence of these expeditions were very dismal to the _french_, for they were forced to burn their two barks, which they had on _cadarackui_ lake, and to abandon their fort there; they designed to have blown up their works, when they left that place; and for that end left a lighted match where the powder lay, but were in such a fright, that they durst not stay to see what effect it had. they went down _cadarackui_ river in seven birch canoes; and for greater security, travelled in the night. one of the canoes, with all the men in it, were lost, by their precipitation, as they passed one of the falls in that river. the _five nations_ hearing the _french_ had deserted _cadarackui_ fort, fifty _indians_ went and took possession of it, who found the match the _french_ had left, which had gone out, and twenty eight barrels of powder in the same place, together with several other stores. the news of the success the _five nations_ had over the _french_ soon spread itself among all the _indians_, and put the _french_ affairs every where into the greatest disorder. the _utawawas_ had always shewn an inclination to the _english_, and they therefore immediately sent openly four _sachems_, with three prisoners of the _senekas_, which they had, to assure them, that they would for ever renounce all friendship with the _french_, and promised to restore the rest of the prisoners. they also included seven nations, that lived near _missilimakinak_, in this peace. this put the _french_ commandant there under the greatest difficulty to maintain his post; but there was no choice, he must stand his ground, for the _five nations_ had cut off all hopes of retiring. the _nepairinians_ and _kikabous_, of all their numerous allies, only remained firm to the _french_; every one of the others endeavoured to gain the friendship of the _five nations_; and would certainly have done it, by murdering all the _french_ among them, had not the sieur _perot_, with wonderful sagacity and eminent hazard to his own person, diverted them. _canada_ was now in a most miserable condition, for while the greatest number of their men had been employed in the expedition against the _five nations_, and in trading among the far nations, and making new discoveries and settlements, tillage and husbandry had been neglected; and they lost several thousands of their inhabitants, by the continual incursions of small parties, so that none durst hazard themselves out of fortified places; indeed, it is hard to conceive what distress the _french_ were then under, for tho' they were every where almost starving, they could not plant nor sow, or go from one village to another for relief, but with imminent danger of having their scalps carried away by the sculking _indians_; at last the whole country being laid waste, famine began to rage, and was like to have put a miserable end to that colony. if the _indians_ had understood the method of attacking forts, nothing could have preserved the _french_ from an entire destruction at this time; for whoever considers the state of the _indian_ affairs during this period, how the _five nations_ were divided in their sentiments and measures; that the _onondagas_, _cayugas_, and _oneydoes_, under the influence of the _french_ jesuites, were diverted from prosecuting the war against _canada_, by the jesuites cunningly spiriting up those three nations against the _virginia indians_, and persuading them to send out their parties that way: that the _senekas_ had a war at the same time upon their hands with three numerous _indian_ nations, the _utawawas_, _chicktaghicks_, and _twihtwies_; and that the measures the _english_ observed all king _james_'s reign, gave the _indians_ rather grounds of jealousy than assistance: i say, whoever considers all these things, and what the _five nations_ did actually perform, under all these disadvantages against the _french_, will hardly doubt, that the _five nations_ by themselves were at that time an overmatch for the _french_ of _canada_. [footnote : the word proposition has been always used by the commissioners for _indian affairs_ at _albany_, to signify proposals or articles in the treaties or agreements made with the _indians_.] [footnote : a castle of the _sennekas_, from whence the _french_ call the _sennekas tonontouan_.] [footnote : comprehended under the general name of _utawawas_.] [footnote : all _indians_ make use of a hatchet or axe, as an emblem to express war.] [footnote : the name the _five nations_ always give the governor of _virginia_.] [footnote : the _five nations_ always express peace by the metaphor of a tree.] [footnote : the _french priests_ had, from time to time, persuaded several of the _five nations_ to leave their own country, and to settle near _montreal_; where the _french_ are very industrious in encouraging them. their numbers have been likewise increased by the prisoners the _french_ have taken in war, and by others that have run from their own country; because of some mischief that they had done, or debts which they owed the christians. these _indians_ are all profess'd papists, and for that reason are commonly called the _praying indians_ by their countrymen, and they are called _cahnuagas_ by the people of _albany_, from the place where they live; the _french_ value them on account of the intelligence they give in time of war, and their knowledge of the countries.] [footnote : _new-york._] [footnote : _virginia._] [footnote : _maryland._] [footnote : the _mohawks_ country is situated between the other nations and _albany_.] [footnote : _ronoon_ signifies nation or people, in the language of the _five nations_; they say _tuihtuih-ronoons, chichighik-ronoon, deonondadik-ronoon_, &c.] [footnote : that is, the _partridge_.] [footnote : pointing to the _jesuite_.] [footnote : the _indians_ commonly gave a new name to any person they receive or adapt into their nation. this is the _jesuites indian_ name, the interpretation whereof i know not.] [footnote : voyages du _baron de la hontan_, tome . letter .] [footnote : the _calumet_ is a large smoaking pipe made of marble, most commonly of a dark red, well polished, shaped somewhat in the form of a hatchet, and adorned with large feathers of several colours. it is used in all the _indian_ treaties with strangers, and as a flag of truce between contending parties, which all the _indians_ think a very high crime to violate. these _calumets_ are generally of nice workmanship, and were in use before the _indians_ knew any thing of the christians; for which reason we are at a loss to conceive by what means they pierced these pipes, and shaped them so finely, before they had the use of iron.] [footnote : called _sawanons_ by the _french_.] [footnote : called _illinois_ by the _french_.] [footnote : history de le amerique septentrionale, par mr. de la poterie, tome ii. cap. .] [footnote : in the straights between lake _erie_ and _quatoghie_ lake.] the h i s t o r y of the five indian nations dependent on the province of new-york. part ii. the p r e f a c e to the second part. _the former part of this history was written at_ new-york _in the year_ , _on occasion of a dispute which then happened, between the government of_ new-york _and some_ merchants. _the_ french _of_ canada _had the whole fur trade with the_ western indians _in their hands, and were supplied with their woollen goods from_ new-york. _mr._ burnet, _who took more pains to be informed of the interest of the people he was set over, and of making them useful to their mother country, than plantation governors usually do, took the trouble of perusing all the registers of the_ indian _affairs on this occasion. he from thence conceived of what consequence the fur trade with the_ western indians _was of to_ great-britain; _that as the_ english _had the fur trade to_ hudson's bay _given up to them, by the treaty of_ utrecht, _so, by the advantages which the province of_ new-york _has in its situation, they might be able to draw the whole fur trade in the other parts of_ america _to themselves, and thereby the_ english _engross that trade, and the manufactories depending on it_. _for this purpose he thought it necessary to put a stop to the trade between_ new-york _and_ canada, _by which the_ french _supplied themselves with the most valuable and necessary commodities for the_ indian _market, and to set the inhabitants of this province on trading directly with the_ indians. _besides the consideration of profit and gain, he considered what influence this trade had on the numerous nations of_ indians _living on the vast continent of_ north-america, _and who surround the_ british _colonies; of what advantage it might be of, if they were influenced by the_ english _in case of a war with_ france; _and how prejudicial, on the other hand, if they were directed by_ french _counsels_. _the legislature of_ new-york _was soon convinced of the justness of his reasoning, and passed an act, prohibiting the trade to_ canada, _and for encouraging the trade directly with the_ indians. _they were likewise at the charge of building a fortified trading house at_ oswego, _on_ cadarackui lake, _and have ever since maintained a garison there. as this act did in its consequence take a large profit from one or two considerable merchants, who had the trade to_ canada, _intirely in their hands, they endeavoured to raise a clamour against it in the province, and presented likewise petitions to the king, in order to get the act repealed. upon this occasion mr._ burnet _gave me the perusal of the publick register of_ indian _affairs, and it was thought the publication of the history of the_ five nations _might be of use at that time_. _i shall only add, that mr._ burnet's _scheme has had its desired effect: the_ english _have gained the trade which the_ french, _before that, had with the_ indians _to the westward of_ new-york; _and whereas, before that time, a very inconsiderable number of men were employed in the_ indian _trade abroad, now above three hundred men are employed at the trading house at_ oswego _alone; and the_ indian _trade has since that time yearly increased so far, that several_ indian _nations come now every summer to trade there, whose names were not so much as known by the_ english _before_. _this history, from_ new-york, _soon went to_ england, _and i have been informed, that a publication, with a continuance of that work, would be acceptable there. i have the more chearfully complied with this notice, because of the war threatened from_ france, _believing that a publication of this kind may be useful, whether the present inquietudes between the two nations end in a war or in a treaty. the_ french _have encouraged several publications of this sort at_ paris, _and certainly such may be more useful in a_ british _government, where the people have so great a share in it, than it can be in a_ french _government, intirely directed by the will of their prince_. _i now continue this history to the peace of_ reswick, _and if i find this acceptable, and that a farther continuation of it be desired, i shall, if my life and health be preserved, carry it down farther; but as i have too much reason to doubt my own ability, to give that pleasure and satisfaction which the publick may expect in things thus submitted to their view, i think it not justifiable to trouble them with too much at once_. the h i s t o r y of the five _indian_ nations, depending on the province of _new-york_. * * * * * part ii. _the history of the_ five indian nations _of_ canada, _from the time of the revolution to the peace of_ reswick. * * * * * chap. i. _the state of affairs in_ new-york _and_ canada, _at the time of the_ revolution _in_ great-britain. we left the _five nations_ triumphing over the _french_ in _canada_, and they almost reduced to despair. the revolution, which happened at this time in _england_, seemed to be a favourable conjunction for the _five nations_; the _english_ colonies, by the war at that time declared against _france_, becoming parties in their quarrel: for one will be ready to think, that the _five nations_ being by themselves too powerful for the _french_, as appears by the preceding chapter, when these were assisted by the _utawawas_, _quatoghies_, _twihtwies_, _chictaghicks_, _putewatemies_, and all the _western indian nations_, and when the _english_ stood neuter; now certainly, when not only all these _indian nations_ had made peace with the _five nations_, but the _english_ joined with them in the war, the _french_ would not be able to stand one campaign. but we shall find what a turn affairs took, contrary to all reasonable expectations, from the general appearance of things, and of what importance a resolute wise governor is to the well-being of a people, and how prejudicial divisions and parties are. for this reason, it will be necessary to take a view of the publick affairs in the province of _new-york_, and in _canada_, at that time, in order to understand the true causes of the alterations, which afterwards happened in favour of the _french_. the revolution occasioned as great divisions and parties in the province of _new-york_, in proportion to the number of people, as it did in _britain_, if not greater. the governor and all the officers either fled or absconded; the gentlemen of the king's council, and some of the most considerable or richest people, either out of love, or what they thought duty, to king _james_, or rather from an opinion they had that the _prince of orange_ could not succeed, refused to join in the declaration the people made in favour of that prince, and suffered the administration to fall into different hands, who were more zealous for the protestant interest, and who were joined by the far greatest number of the inhabitants. after the revolution was established, they that had appeared so warmly for it, thought that they deserved best of the government, and expected to be continued in the publick offices; the others were zealous to recover the authority they had lost, and used the most persuasive means with the governors for that purpose, while the former trusted to their merit. this begat great animosities, which continued many years. each party, as they were at different times favoured by several governors, opposed all the measures taken by the other, while each of them were by turns in credit with the people or the governor, and sometimes even prosecuted each other to death. the publick measures were by these means perpetually fluctuating, and often one day contradictory to what they were the day before. the succeeding governors, finding their private account in favouring sometimes the one party, and at other times the other, kept up the animosities all king _william_'s reign, though very much to the publick prejudice; for each party was this while so eager in resenting private injuries, that they intirely neglected the publick good. the constitution of government in the _english plantations_, where the governors have no salary, but what they can attain with the consent of the assemblies or representatives of the people, gave occasion to imprudent governors to fall upon these expedients, as they sometimes call them, for getting of money. and a prevailing faction, knowing for what purpose the governments in _america_ were chiefly desired by the _english_ gentlemen, used this great privilege to tempt a governor to be the head of a party, when he ought to have been the head of the government. indeed _new-york_ has had the misfortune, too frequently, to be under such as could not keep their passion for money secret, though none found it so profitable a government, as they did who followed strictly the true maxims of governing, without making money the only rule of their actions. the frequent changes of governors were likewise prejudicial to the publick affairs. colonel _slaughter_, the first governor after the revolution, happened to die soon after his arrival, when steady, as well as resolute measures, were most necessary. but some think, that the occasion of all the misfortunes lay in the want of care in the choice of governors, when the affairs of _america_ wanted able hands to manage them; they think that the ministry had the saving of money chiefly in view, when, to gratify some small services, they gave employments in _america_ to those that were not capable of much meaner offices at home. the opinion the people had of colonel _slaughter_'s capacity gave ground to these surmises; but, if it was so, it happened to be very ill saved money; for the mismanagements in this country occasioned far greater expence to the crown afterwards, than would have bought such gentlemen handsome estates, besides the great losses they occasioned to the subjects. the greatest number of the inhabitants of the province of _new-york_ being _dutch_, still retained an affection to their mother country, and by their aversion to the _english_ weakened the administration. the common people of _albany_, who are all _dutch_, could not forbear giving the _indians_ some ill impressions of the _english_; for the _mohawks_, in one of their publick speeches, expressed themselves thus: "we hear a _dutch prince_ reigns now in _england_, why do you suffer the _english_ soldiers to remain in the fort? put all the _english_ out of the town. when the _dutch_ held this country long ago, we lay in their houses; but the _english_ have always made us lie without doors." it is true, that the plantations were first settled by the meanest people of every nation, and such as had the least sense of any honour. the _dutch_ first settlers, many of them i may say, had none of the virtues of their countrymen, except their industry in getting money, and they sacrificed every thing, other people think honourable or most sacred, to their gain: but i do not think it proper to give particular instances of this. the people of _new-england_ were engaged in a bloody war at this time with the _owenagungas_, _ouragies_, and _ponacoks_, the _indians_ that lie between them and the _french_ settlements. the _scahkooks_ were originally part of these _indians_. they left their country about the year , and settled above _albany_, on the branch of _hudson's river_ that runs towards _canada_. the people of _new-england_ were jealous of the _scahkook indians_, that they remembering the old difference they had with the people of _new england_, and the relation they bore to the _eastern indians_, did countenance and assist these _indians_ in the war against _new england_. they had reason for these jealousies, for the _scahkook indians_ received privately some _owenagunga_ messengers, and kept their coming among them secret from the people of _albany_; and some _scahkooks_ had gone privately to the _owenagungas_. they were afraid likewise, that the _mohawks_ might have some inclination to favour those _indians_, because some of the _eastern indians_ had fled to the _mohawks_, and were kindly received by them, and lived among them. notwithstanding all these failures of good policy, in the government of _new-york_, the _french_ had not gained so great advantages, if they had not carefully observed a different conduct, which it is now necessary to consider. _canada_ was at this time in a very distressed condition, the country and out plantations burnt and destroyed, their trade intirely at a stand, great numbers of their people slain, and the remainder in danger of perishing by famine, as well as by the sword of inveterate cruel enemies. when such misfortunes happen to a country, under any administration, though in truth the conduct of affairs be not to be blamed, it is often prudent to change the ministers; for the common people never fail to blame them, notwithstanding their having acted with the greatest wisdom, and therefore cannot so soon recover their spirits, that are sunk by misfortunes, as by putting their affairs into different hands. for these reasons, it is probable, the _french_ king recalled mr. _de nonville_, but rewarded him for his services, by an honourable employment in the houshold. the count _de frontenac_ was sent in his place. this gentleman had been formerly governor of that country, and was perfectly acquainted with its interest; of a temper of mind fitted to such desperate times, of undaunted courage, and indefatigable, though in the sixty-eighth year of his age. the count _de frontenac_ arrived the second of _october_ . the country immediately received new life by the arrival of a person, of whose courage and conduct every one had entertained a high opinion. care was taken to increase this impression on the minds of the people, by making publick rejoicings with as much noise as possible. he wisely improved this new life, by immediately entering upon action, without suffering their hopes to grow cold. he staid no longer at _quebeck_, than was necessary to be informed of the present state of affairs, and in four or five days after his arrival set out in a canoe for _montreal_, where his presence was most necessary; and the winter was already so far advanced, that the ice made it impracticable to go in a larger vessel. by this the old gentleman increased the opinion and hopes the people entertained of him, that, without staying to refresh himself after a fatiguing sea-voyage, he would immediately undertake another, that required all the vigour and heat of youth to withstand the inclemencies of the climate and season, and the difficulty of such a passage. when the count _de frontenac_ came to _montreal_, he increased the admiration the people had of his vigour and zeal, by pretending to go to visit _cadarackui fort_, now abandoned, which he had built in the time he was formerly governor. the clergy and people of _montreal_ came jointly with stretched out arms, representing the danger of such an attempt, and the difficulties and hardships that would necessarily attend it, praying him not to expose a life that was so necessary for their safety. he, with seeming reluctance, yielded to their intreaties; i say with seeming reluctance, for it was inconsistent with his prudence really to have such a design. this shew of the governor's offering to go in person, animated some of the gentlemen of the country, who voluntarily went in the winter, with one hundred _indian_ traders, to visit that fort; and finding it in better condition than they expected, by the report of those who had abandoned it, they staid there, and made some small reparations in the walls, which the _indians_ had thrown down. the count _de frontenac_ brought back with him _tawerahet_, a _capiga sachem_, one of the thirteen prisoners that mr. _de nonville_ took at _cadarackui_, and sent to _france_. he was in hopes this _indian_ would be useful in procuring a treaty of peace with the _five nations_, for they had an extraordinary opinion of _tawerahet_; and the _french_ had found, by sad experience, that they could not be gainers by continuing the war: for this purpose the count used _tawerahet_ with much kindness, during his voyage, and, after he arrived at _quebeck_, lodged him in the castle under his own roof, and took such pains with this _sachem_, that he forgot all the ill usage he had formerly received. the _french_ had the more reason to desire a peace with the _five nations_, because they knew, that they would now certainly have the _english_ colonies likewise upon them; and if the _five nations_ had been able to do so much mischief by themselves alone, they were much more to be feared, when they would be assisted, in all probability, with the force and interest of the _english_ colonies. four _indians_ of less note, who were brought back along with _tawerahet_, were immediately dispatched, in this _sachem_'s name, to the _five nations_, to inform them of his return, and of the kind usage they had received from the count _de frontenac_; and to press them to send some to visit their old friend, who had been so kind to them when he was formerly governor of _canada_, and who still retained an affection to the _five nations_; as appeared by the kindness _tawerahet_ and they had received from him. this was the only method left to the _french_ of making proposals of peace, which it was their interest by all means to procure. the governor of _canada_, as i said, conceived that there was no way so proper to keep up the spirits of the people, who had got new life by his arrival, as by putting them upon action; and indeed their present miserable condition made them forward enough, to undertake the most desperate enterprize, when the frequent incursions of the _indians_ made it as dangerous to be at home, as to attack the enemy abroad. for this purpose he sent out three parties in the winter; one was designed against _new-york_, the other against _connecticut_, and the last against _new-england_. the _five nations_ followed colonel _dungan_'s advice, in endeavouring to bring off the _western indians_ from the _french_, and had all the success that could be expected, before mr. _de frontenac_ arrived. they were overjoyed when they heard, that the _english_ had entered into war with the _french_, and came several times to _albany_ to know the certainty of it, while it was only rumoured about. the people of _albany_ desired them to secure any of the praying _indians_ that should come from _canada_, if they found that they were still ruled by the priests; but to encourage them, if they came with a design to return to their own country. the _senekas, cayugas, onondagas_, and _oneydoes_, the twenty seventh of _june_ , before any governor arrived, renewed the old covenant (as they said) which was first made many years ago with one _tagues_, who came with a ship into their river. "then we first became brethren, said they, and continued so till last fall, that sir _edmond andross_ came and made a new chain, by calling us children; but let us stick to the old chain, which has continued from the first time it was made, by which we became brethren, and have ever since always behaved as such. _virginia, maryland_, and _new-england_, have been taken into this silver chain, with which our friendship is locked fast. we are now come to make the chain clear and bright. here they =gave two bevers=." king _james_, a little before his abdication, sent over sir _edmond andross_ with arbitrary powers, and he, in imitation of the _french_, changed the stile of speaking to the _indians_, of which they were very sensible. they discovered a great concern for their people that were carried to _canada_; they long hoped (they said) that the king of _england_ would have been powerful enough to deliver them, but now they began to lose all hopes of them. chap. ii. _a treaty between the agents of_ massachuset's bay, new-plymouth, _and_ connecticut, _and the_ sachems _of the_ five nations, _at_ albany, _in the year_ . about the beginning of _september_ , colonel _john pynchon_, major _john savage_, and captain _jonathan bull_, agents for the colonies of _massachuset's bay, new-plymouth_, and _connecticut_, arrived at _albany_, to renew the friendship with the _five nations_, and to engage them against the _eastern indians_, who made war on the _english_ of those colonies, and were supported by the _french_. the _five nations_ had received four messengers from the _eastern indians_, which gave the people of _new-england_ some apprehensions, and they were therefore desirous to know what reception these messengers had met with. the _five nations_ answered by _tahajadoris_, a _mohawk sachem_, on the twenty fourth of _september_. he made a long oration, repeating all that the agent from _new-england_ had said, the day before, and desired them to be attentive to the answer now to be made to them. they commonly repeat over all that has been said to them, before they return any answer, and one may be surprized at the exactness of these repetitions. they take the following method to assist their memories: the _sachem_, who presides at these conferences, has a bundle of small sticks in his hand; as soon as the speaker has finished any one article of his speech, this _sachem_ gives a stick to another _sachem_, who is particularly to remember that article; and so when another article is finished, he gives a stick to another to take care of that other, and so on. in like manner when the speaker answers, each of these has the particular care of the answer resolved on to each article, and prompts the orator, when his memory fails him, in the article committed to his charge. _tahajadoris_ addressing himself to the agents, said: "brethren, "you are welcome to this house, which is appointed for our treaties and publick business with the christians; we thank you for renewing the covenant-chain. it is now no longer of iron and subject to rust, as formerly, but of pure silver, and includes in it all the king's subjects, from the _senekas_ country eastward, as far as any of the great king's subjects live, and southward, from _new-england_ to _virginia_. here he =gave a bever=. "we are glad to hear of the good success our great king has had over the _french_ by sea, in taking and sinking so many of their men of war. you tell us in your proposals that we are one people, let us then go hand in hand together, to ruin and destroy the _french_ our common enemy. =gives a bever.= "the covenant-chain between us is ancient (as you tell us) and of long standing, and it has been kept inviolably by us. when you had wars some time ago with the _indians_, you desired us to help you; we did it readily, and to the purpose; for we pursued them closely, by which we prevented the effusion of much of your blood. this was a certain sign that we loved truly and sincerely, and from our hearts. =gives a belt.= "you advise us to pursue our enemies, the _french_, vigorously; this we assure you we are resolved to do to the utmost of our power: but since the _french_ are your enemies likewise, we desire our brethren of the three colonies to send us an hundred men for the security of this place, which is ill provided, in case of an attack from the _french_; the christians have victuals enough for their entertainment. =gives one belt.= "we patiently bore many injuries from the _french_, from one year to another, before we took up the axe against them. our patience made the governor of _canada_ think, that we were afraid of him, and durst not resent the injuries we had so long suffered; but now he is undeceived. we assure you, that we are resolved never to drop the axe, the _french_ never shall see our faces in peace, we shall never be reconciled as long as one _frenchman_ is alive. we shall never make peace, though our nation should be ruined by it, and every one of us cut in pieces. our brethren of the three colonies may depend on this. =gives a bever.= "as to what you told us of the _owenagungas_ and _uragees_, we answer: that we were never so proud and haughty, as to begin a war without just provocation. you tell us that they are treacherous rogues, we believe it, and that they will undoubtedly assist the _french_. if they shall do this, or shall join with any of our enemies, either _french_ or _indians_, then we will kill and destroy them. =gives a bever.=" then the _mohawks_ offered five of their men, to guard the agents home against any of their _indian_ enemies, who they were afraid might be laying in wait for the agents, and =gave a belt=. afterwards the speaker continued his speech, and said: "we have spoke what we had to say of the war, we now come to the affairs of peace: we promise to preserve the chain inviolably, and wish that the sun may always shine in peace over all our heads that are comprehended in this chain. we =give two belts=, one for the sun, the other for its beams." "we make fast the roots of the tree of peace and tranquillity, which is planted in this place. its roots extend as far as the utmost of your colonies; if the _french_ should come to shake this tree, we would feel it by the motion of its roots, which extend into our country: but we trust it will not be in the governor of _canada_'s power to shake this tree, which has been so firmly and so long planted with us. =bevers.=" _lastly_, he desired the magistrates of _albany_ to remember what he had said, and =gave them a bever=. but the agents perceiving, that they had not answered any thing about the _owenagunga_ messengers, and had answered indistinctly about the war with the _eastern indians_, desired them to explain themselves fully on these two points, about which the agents were chiefly concerned. the _five nations_ answered: "we cannot declare war against the _eastern indians_, for they have done us no harm: nevertheless our brethren of _new-england_ may be assured, that we will live and die in friendship with them. when we took up the axe against the _french_ and their confederates, we did it to revenge the injuries they had done us; we did not make war with them at the persuasions of our brethren here; for we did not so much as acquaint them with our intention, till fourteen days after our army had begun their march." after the company had separated, the _sachems_ sent to the _new-england_ agents, desiring to speak with them in private; which being granted, the speaker said, we have something to tell you, which was not proper to be spoken openly, for some of our people have an affection to the _owenagungas_; and we were afraid, that they would discover or hinder our designs. now we assure our brethren, that we are resolved to look on your enemies as ours, and that we will first fall on the _owaragees_[ ]; and then on the _owenagungas_, and lastly on the _french_; and that you may be convinced of our intention, we design to send five of our young men along with our brethren to _new-england_, to guard them, who have orders to view the country of the _owaragees_, to discover in what manner it can be attacked with the most advantage. this we always do before we make an attempt on our enemies. in a word, brethren, your war is our war, for we will live and dye with you. but it is to be observed, that they confirmed nothing relating to these _indians_, by giving belts. it is probable, that the _sachems_ acted with some art on this occasion, for they really had favourable inclinations towards the _owenagungas_; and they had reason not to increase the number of their enemies, by making war on the _eastern indians_, who avoided doing them any injury. the people of _albany_ likewise have always been averse to engage our _indians_ in a war with the _eastern indians_, lest it should change the seat of the war, and bring it to their own doors. on the th the magistrates of _albany_ had a private conference with the _sachems_ of the _five nations_, and desired to know their resolutions as to the war with _canada_, and the measures they resolved to follow. in this conference the _indians_ saw that the people of _albany_ were so much afraid of the _french_, that their spirits were sunk under the apprehensions of the approaching war; and for this reason made the following answer. "we have a hundred and forty men out-skulking about _canada_; it is impossible for the _french_ to attempt any thing, without being discovered and harassed by these parties: if the _french_ shall attempt any thing this way, all the _five nations_ will come to your assistance, for our brethren and we are but one, and we will live and dye together. we have desired a hundred men of our brethren of _boston_ to assist us here, because this place is most exposed; but if the governor of _canada_ is so strong, as to overcome us all united together, then he must be our master, and is not to be resisted; but we have confidence in a good and just cause; for the great god of heaven knows how deceitfully the _french_ have dealt with us, their arms can have no success. the great god hath sent us signs in the sky to confirm this. we have heard uncommon noise in the heavens, and have seen heads fall down upon earth, which we look upon as a certain presage of the destruction of the _french_: take courage! on this they all immediately joined in singing and crying out, courage! courage!" [footnote : called by the people of _new-england panocok indians_.] chap. iii. _an account of a general council of the_ five nations _at_ onondaga, _to consider the count_ de frontenac'_s message_. on the th of _december_ , two _indians_ came to _albany_, being sent by the _onondaga_ and _oneydo sachems_, with seven hands of wampum from each nation, to tell their brethren in _new-york_ and _new-england_, that three of their old friends, who had been carried prisoners to _france_, were come with proposals from _canada_; that there was a council of the _sachems_ appointed to meet at _onondaga_, and that they therefore desired the mayor of _albany_, _peter scheyler_, and some others of their brethren, to come thither, to be present and to advise on an affair of so great consequence; for they were resolved to do nothing without the knowledge and consent of all those that were included in the chain with them. the same messenger told them, that some letters were sent to the jesuit at _oneydo_; and that they would neither burn, nor suffer those letters to be opened, till the brethren should first see them. all that the magistrates of _albany_ did on this important occasion, was to send three _indians_ with instructions in their name, to dissuade the _five nations_ from entertaining any thoughts of peace, or yielding to a cessation of arms. on the th of _january_ one of the chief _mohawk sachems_ came to _albany_, to tell the _magistrates_, that he was to go to _onondaga_, and desired the brethren's advice how to behave there; on which the magistrates thought it necessary to send likewise the publick interpreter, and another person to assist at the general meeting, with written instructions; but no person of note, that had any influence on the _indians_, went. when the messengers arrived at _oneydo_, they discoursed privately with one of the prisoners that had returned from _france_, and found that he had no love for the _french_; but it is impossible but that _indians_, who had seen the _french_ court, and many of their troops, must be surprised at their grandeur: he complained however of the ill usage he had met with. the _french_ chose, on this occasion, to send first to _oneydo_, because of the assistance they expected the jesuit, that resided there, would give to their negotiation. i believe it will not be tedious to the reader, that desires to know the _indian genius_, if i give a circumstantial account of this general council or parliament of the _five nations_, that he may see in what manner a people that we call savages behave on such important occasions. on the d of _january_ the general council was opened at _onondaga_, consisting of eighty _sachems_; in the first place _sadekanaghtie_, an _onondaga sachem_, rising up, addressed himself to the messenger of _albany_, saying, four messengers are come from the governor of _canada_, _viz_. three who had been carried prisoners to _france_, and a _sachem_ of the _praying indians_ that live at _montreal_. the governor of _canada_ notifies his arrival to us, that he is the count _de frontenac_, who had been formerly governor there; that he had brought back with him _tawerahet_ a _cayuga sachem_, and twelve prisoners, that had been carried to _france_; then taking the belt of _wampum_ in his hand, and holding it by the middle, he added, what i have said relates only to one half of the belt, the other half is to let us know, that he intends to kindle again his fire at _cadarackui_ next spring, and therefore invites his children, and _dekanasora_ an _onondaga captain_ in particular, to treat there with him about the old chain. then _adarahta_ the chief _sachem_ of the _praying indians_ stood up, and said, with three belts in his hand, i advise you to meet the governor of _canada_ as he desires; agree to this, if you would live, and =gives one belt of _wampum_=. _tawerahet_ sends you this other belt, to inform you of the miseries, that he and the rest of your countrymen have suffered in their captivity; and to advise you to hearken to _yonondio_, if you desire to live. this third belt is from _thurensera_[ ], _ohguesse_[ ], and _ertel_[ ], who say by it, to their brethren: we have interceded for you with _yonondio_, and therefore advise you to meet him at _cadarackui_ in the spring, because it will be for your advantage. when this _sachem_ had done speaking, the _mohawk_ messenger sent from _albany_ delivered his message word for word, as he had received it, without omitting the least article. the interpreter, while the _indian_ was speaking, read over a paper, on which the message was set down, lest any thing should have been forgot. after this _cannehoot_ a _seneka sachem_ stood up, and gave the general council a particular account of a treaty made last summer, between the _senekas_ and the _wagunha_ messengers, (one of the _utawawa_ nations) who had concluded a peace for themselves, and seven other nations, to which the other four nations were desired to agree, and their brethren of _new-york_ to be included in it. he said the proposals made in several propositions were as follow. . we are come to join two bodies into one. delivering up at the same time two prisoners. . we are come to learn wisdom of you _senekas_, and of the other _five nations_, and of your brethren of _new-york_. =giving a belt.= . we by this belt wipe away the tears from the eyes of your friends, whose relations have been killed in the war, and likewise[ ] the paint from your soldiers faces. =giving another belt.= . we now throw aside the ax, which _yonondio_ put into our hands, by this =third belt=. . let the sun, as long as he shall endure, always shine upon us in friendship. here he =gave a red marble sun= as large as a plate. . let the rain of heaven wash away all hatred, that we may again smoke together in peace, =giving a large pipe= of red marble. . _yonondio_ is drunk, but we wash our hands clean from all his actions. =giving a fourth belt.= . now we are clean washed by the water of heaven, neither of us must defile ourselves by hearkening to _yonondio_. . we have twelve of your nation prisoners, who shall be brought home in the spring; there he =gave a belt=, to confirm the promise. . we will bring your prisoners when the strawberries shall be in blossom,[ ] at which time we intend to visit _corlear_, and see the place where the wampum is made. (_new-york_.) the speaker added, we will also tell our friends the other _utawawa_ nations, and the _dionondadies_, who have eleven of your people prisoners, what we have now done, and invite them to make peace with you. he said further, we have sent three messengers back with the _wagunhas_, in order to confirm this peace with their nation. after the _seneka_ speaker had done, the _wagunha_ presents were hung up in the house, in the sight of the whole assembly, and afterwards distributed among the several nations, and their acceptance was a ratification of the treaty. a =large belt was given= also to the _albany_ messengers as their share. the belt of wampum sent from _albany_ was in like manner hanged up, and afterwards divided. _new-england_, which the _indians_ call _kinshon_ (that is a fish) sent likewise the model of a fish, as a token of their adhering to the general covenant. this fish was handed round among the _sachems_, and then laid aside to be put up. after these ceremonies were over, _sadekanahtie_, an _onondaga_ speaker, stood up, and said, brethren, we must stick to our brother _quider_, and look on _yonondio_ as our enemy, for he is a cheat: by _quider_ they meant _peter schyler_ the mayor of _albany_, who had gained a considerable esteem among them; as they have no labeals in their language, they pronounce _peter_ by the sound _quider_. the messenger from _canada_ had brought letters, and some medicinal powder, for the jesuit _milet_, who resided at _oneydo_. these letters and the powder were delivered to the interpreter from _albany_ to be carried thither, that the contents of them might be made known to the _sachems_ of the several nations. the jesuit was present all this while in their council. then the interpreter was desired to speak what he had to say from their brethren at _albany_. he told them, that a new governor was arrived, who had brought a great many soldiers from _england_. that the king of _england_ had declared war against _france_, and that the people of _new-england_ were fitting out ships against _canada_. he advised them, that they should not hearken to the _french_, for when they talk of peace, said he, war is in their heart, and desired them to enter into no treaty but at _albany_, for the _french_, he said, would mind no agreement made any where else. after this they had consultations for some time together, and then gave the following answer by their speaker. brethren, our fire burns at _albany_. we will not send _dekanasora_ to _cadarackui_. we adhere to our old chain with _corlear_; we will prosecute the war with _yonondio_, and will follow your advice in drawing off our men from _cadarackui_. brethren, we are glad to hear the news you tell us, but tell us no lies. brother _kinshon_, we hear you design to send soldiers to the eastward against the _indians_ there; but we advise you, now so many are united against the _french_, to fall immediately on them. strike at the root, when the trunk shall be cut down, the branches fall of course. _corlear_ and _kinshon_, courage! courage! in the spring to _quebeck_, take that place, and you'll have your feet on the necks of the _french_, and all their friends in _america_. after this they agreed to the following answer to be sent to the governor of _canada_. . _yonondio_, you have notified your return to us, and that you have brought back of our people that were carried to _france_, we are glad of it. you desire us to meet you at _cadarackui_ next spring, to treat of the old chain; but _yonondio_, how can we trust you, after you have acted deceitfully so often? witness what was done at _cadarackui_; the usage our messengers met with at _utawawa_, and what was done to the _senekas_ at _utawawa_. this was their answer; however, they sent a belt with this, which always shews a disposition to treat. . _therhansera, ohguesse_ and _ertel_, do you observe friendship with us, if you have not, how come you to advise us to renew friendship with _yonondio_, they sent them likewise a belt? . _tawerahet_, the whole council is glad to hear, that you are returned with the other twelve. _yonondio_, you must send home _tawerahet_ and the others this very winter, before spring, and we will save all the _french_ that we have prisoners till that time. . _yonondio_, you desire to speak with us at _cadarackui_: don't you know that your fire there is extinguished? it is extinguished with blood, you must send home the prisoners in the first place. . we let you know that we have made peace with the _wagunhas_. . you are not to think, that we have laid down the axe, because we return an answer; we intend no such thing: our fair-fighters shall continue the war till our countrymen return. . when our brother _tawerahet_ is returned, then will we speak to you of peace. as soon as the council broke up, their resolutions were made publick to all their people, by the _sachems_ of their several nations. two _sachems_ were sent to _albany_, by their general council, to inform their brethren there of their resolutions, and to bring back the contents of the letters sent from _canada_ to the jesuit. as soon as they arrived, one of the _mohawks_, that had been sent from _albany_ to the council, delivered the _wagunha_ belt, and repeated over distinctly all the articles agreed to with that nation, and referred to the _onondaga speaker_, being one of those sent by the council of _albany_, to recite the answer to the governor of _canada_. he rising up, repeated over the whole as before set down, and added; the _french_ are full of deceit; but i call god to witness, we have hitherto used no deceit with them, but how we shall act for the future, time only can discover. then he assured the brethren, that the _five nations_ were resolved to prosecute the war, in token whereof he presented _quider_[ ] with a belt, in which three axes were represented. perhaps by this representation only three nations joined in sending it, the _cayugas_ and _oneydoes_ being more under the influence of the jesuit _milet_, who lived among them intirely, according to their manner of life, and was adopted by the _oneydoes_, and made one of their _sachems_. the letters from _canada_ to him were read, they contained nothing but common news and compliments. the _mohawk_ messengers, that had been sent from _albany_, had carried with them goods to sell at the general council. this was taken notice of at the general council, and gave the _indians_ a mean opinion of the people of _albany_, and particularly of _peter schyler_; for it is exceedingly scandalous among the _indians_, to employ a merchant in publick affairs; merchants, (i mean the traders with the _indians_) are looked upon by them as liars, and people not to be trusted, and of no credit, who by their thoughts being continually turned upon profit and loss, consider every thing with that private view. as this made a noise at _albany_, by its giving the jesuit an opportunity of setting the messengers from _albany_ in an ill light, _peter scheyler_ cleared himself by oath, of his having any interest directly or indirectly in those goods, and sent a belt back with his publick justification. the _mohawk_ messengers had refused to take the goods, as being scandalous to the business they went on; but were persuaded, by being told that the goods belonged to _quider_. the magistrates of _albany_ advised the _sachems_, to send the jesuit prisoner to _albany_, where he might be kept securely, without having it in his power to do mischief, but they could not prevail. the _indians_ were resolved to keep all the means of making peace in their own hands. [footnote : _thurensera_ signifies the dawning of the day, and was the name given by the _indians_ to the jesuit _lamberville_, who had formerly resided at _onondaga_.] [footnote : monsr. _le morne_, the word signifies a partridge.] [footnote : _ertel_ signifies a rose, the name of some other _french_ gentleman, for whom the _indians_ had an esteem.] [footnote : the _indians_ always paint their faces when they go to war, to make themselves look more terrible to the enemy. a soldier in the _indian_ language is expressed by a word, which signifies a fair-fighter.] [footnote : the _indians_ in this manner distinguish the seasons of the year, as the time of planting corn, or when it is ripe, when the chesnuts blossom, &c.] [footnote : _peter schyler_, mayor of _albany_.] chap. iv. _the_ french _surprise_ schenectady. _the_ mohawks _speech of condoleance on that occasion_. the _count de frontenac_ being desirous, as before observed, to raise the drooping spirits of the _french_ in _canada_, by keeping them in action, and engaging the most daring of them, in enterprizes that might give courage to the rest, had sent out three parties against the _english_ colonies, in hopes thereby to lessen the confidence which the _five nations_ had in the _english_ assistance, now that _england_ had declared war against _france_. the party sent against _new-york_ was commanded by _monsr. de herville_, and was ordered to attempt the surprising of _schenectady_, the nearest village to the _mohawks_; it consisted of _french bush-lopers_ or _indian_ traders, and of as many _indians_, the most of them _french_ converts from the _mohawks_, commonly called the _praying indians_, settled at a place near _montreal_, called _cahnuaga_. they were well acquainted with all that part of the country round _schenectady_; and came in sight of the place the th of _february_ - . the people of _schenectady_ were at that time in the greatest security, notwithstanding that they had information from the _indians_, of a party of _french_, and _french indians_ being upon their march that way. they did not think it practicable, in that season of the year, while it was extremely cold, and the whole country covered with snow. indeed _europeans_ will hardly think it possible, that men could make such a march through the wilderness in the severest frosts, without any covering from the heavens, or any provision, except what they carried on their backs. tho' the people of _schenectady_ were informed in the evening before the place was surprised, that several sculking _indians_ were seen near the place, they concluded, that they could be only some of the neighbouring _indians_; and as they had no officer of any esteem among them, not a single man could be persuaded to watch in such severe weather, tho', as the _french_ owned afterwards, if they had found the least guard or watch, they would not have attempted the place, but have surrendered themselves prisoners: they were so exceedingly distressed with the length of their march, and with cold, and hunger, but finding the place in fatal security, they marched into the heart of the village, without being discovered by any one person; then they raised their war shout, entered the houses, murdered every person they met, men, women, and children, naked and in cold blood; and at the same time set fire to the houses. a very few escaped, by running out naked into the woods in this terrible weather: and several hid themselves, till the first fury of the attack was over; but these were soon driven from their lurking places by the fire, and were all made prisoners. captain _alexander glen_, at this time, lived at a distance by himself, on the other side of the river, and was the most noted man in the place. he had at several times been kind to the _french_, who had been taken prisoners by the _mohawks_, and had saved several of them from the fire. the _french_ were sensible what horror this cruel sacking of a defenceless place, and murdering people in cold blood, must raise in mens minds; and to lessen this, they resolved to shew their gratitude to captain _glen_. they had passed his house in the night, and observing that he stood on his defence the next morning, some of them went to the river side, and calling to him, assured him, that they designed him no injury. they persuaded him to come to the _french_ officer, who restored to him all his relations that were prisoners. some _mohawks_ being also found in the village, the _french_ dismissed them, with assurance, that they designed them no hurt. this conduct was not only necessary to promote the peace which the _count de frontenac_ with so much earnestness desired, but likewise to secure their retreat, by making the _mohawks_ less eager to pursue them. the _french_ marched back, without reaping any visible advantage from this barbarous enterprize, besides the murdering sixty-three innocent persons in cold blood, and carrying twenty-seven of them away prisoners. the care the _french_ took to sooth the _mohawks_ had not intirely it's effect, for as soon as they heard of this action, a hundred of their readiest young men pursued the _french_, fell upon their rear, and killed and took twenty-five of them. this action frightened the inhabitants in and about _albany_ so much, that many resolved to desert the place, and retire to _new-york_. they were packing up and preparing for this purpose, when the _mohawk sachems_ came to _albany_ to condole, according to their custom, with their friends, when any misfortune befals them. i shall give their speech on this occasion, as it will be of use to the reader, in order to his forming a true notion of the _indian genius_. they spoke the twenty-fifth of _march_ as follows. "brethren, the murder of our brethren at _schenectady_ by the _french_ grieves us as much, as if it had been done to our selves, for we are in the same chain; and no doubt our brethren of _new-england_ will be likewise sadly affected with this cruel action of the _french_. the _french_ on this occasion have not acted like brave men, but like thieves and robbers. be not therefore discouraged. we =give this belt= _to wipe away your tears_. "brethren, we lament the death of so many of our brethren, whose blood has been shed at _schenectady_. we don't think that what the _french_ have done can be called a victory, it is only a farther proof of their cruel deceit. the governor of _canada_ sends to _onondaga_, and talks to us of peace with our whole house, but war was in his heart, as you now see by woful experience. he did the same formerly at _cadarackui_, and in the _senekas_ country. this is the third time he has acted so deceitfully. he has broken open our house at both ends, formerly in the _senekas_ country, and now here. we hope however to be revenged of them. one hundred of our bravest young men are in pursuit of them, they are brisk fellows, and they will follow the _french_ to their doors. we will beset them so closely, that not a man in _canada_ shall dare to step out of doors to cut a stick of wood; but now _we gather up our dead, to bury them_, by =this second belt=. "brethren, we came from our castles with tears in our eyes, to bemoan the bloodshed at _schenectady_ by the perfidious _french_. while we bury our dead murdered at _schenectady_, we know not what may have befallen our own people, that are in pursuit of the enemy, they may be dead; what has befallen you may happen to us; and therefore _we come to bury our brethren at_ schenectady with =this third belt=. "great and sudden is the mischief, as if it had fallen from heaven upon us. our forefathers taught us to go with all speed to bemoan and lament with our brethren, when any disaster or misfortune happens to any in our chain. take this bill of vigilance, that you may be more watchful for the future. _we give our brethren eye-water_ to make them sharp sighted, =giving a fourth belt=. "we are now come to the house where we usually renew the chain; but alas! we find the house polluted, polluted with blood. all the _five nations_ have heard of this, and we are come to wipe away the blood, and clean the house. we come to invite _corlear_, and every one of you, and _quider_ (calling to every one of the principal men present by their names) _to be revenged of the enemy_, by =this fifth belt=. "brethren, be not discouraged, we are strong enough. this is the beginning of your war, and the whole house have their eyes fixed upon you at this time, to observe your behaviour. they wait your motion, and are ready to join in any resolute measures. "our chain is a strong chain, it is a silver chain, it can neither rust nor be broken. we, as to our parts, are resolute to continue the war. "we will never desist, so long as a man of us remains. take heart, do not pack up and go away, [ ] this will give heart to a dastardly enemy. we are of the race of the bear, and a bear you know never yields, while one drop of blood is left. _we must all be bears_; =giving a sixth belt=. "brethren be patient, this disaster is an affliction which has fallen from heaven upon us. the sun, which hath been cloudy, and sent this disaster, will shine again with its pleasant beams. take courage, said he, courage, repeating the word several times as they =gave a seventh belt=. (_to the_ english.) brethren, three years ago we were engaged in a bloody war with the _french_, and you encouraged us to proceed in it. our success answered our expectation; but we were not well begun, when _corlear_ stopt us from going on. had you permitted us to go on, the _french_ would not now have been able to do the mischief, they have done, we would have prevented their sowing, planting or reaping. we would have humbled them effectually, but now we dye. the obstructions you then made now ruin us. let us after this be steady, and take no such false measures for the future, but _prosecute the war vigorously_. =giving a bever skin.= the brethren must keep good watch, and if the enemy come again, send more speedily to us. don't desert _schenectady_. the enemy will glory in seeing it desolate. it will give them courage that had none before, _fortify the place_, it is not well fortified now: the _stockadoes_ are too short, the _indians_ can jump over them. =gave a bever skin.= brethren, the mischief done at _schenectady_ cannot be helped now; but for the future, when the enemy appears any where, let nothing hinder your sending to us by expresses, and fire great guns, that all may be alarmed. we advise you to bring all the _river indians_ under your subjection to live near _albany_, to be ready on all occasions. send to _new-england_, tell them what has happened to you. they will undoubtedly awake and lend us their helping hand. it is their interest, as much as ours, to push the war to a speedy conclusion. be not discouraged, the _french_ are not so numerous as some people talk. if we but heartily unite to push on the war, and mind _our business, the_ french _will soon be subdued_. the magistrates having returned an answer on the twenty seventh, to the satisfaction of the _indians_, they repeated it all over, word by word, to let the magistrates see how carefully they minded it, and then added, brethren, we are glad to find you are not discouraged. the best and wisest men sometimes make mistakes. let us now pursue the war vigorously. we have a hundred men out, they are good scouts. we expect to meet all the _sachems_ of the other nations, as they come to condole with you. you need not fear our being ready, at the first notice. our ax is always in our hands, but take care that you be timely ready. your ships, that must do the principal work, are long a fitting out. we do not design to go out with a small company, or in sculking parties; but as soon as the nations can meet, we shall be ready with our whole force. if you would bring this war to a happy issue, you must begin soon, before the _french_ can recover the losses they have received from us, and get new vigour and life, therefore send in all haste to _new-england_. neither you nor we can continue long in the condition we are now in, we must order matters so, that the _french_ be kept in continual fear and alarm at home; for this is the only way to be secure, and in peace here. the _scahkok indians_, in our opinion, are well placed where they are (to the northward of _albany_); they are a good out-guard; they are our children, and we shall take care that they do their duty: but you must take care of the _indians_ below the town, place them nearer the town, so as they may _be of most service to you_. here we see the _mohawks_ acting like hearty friends, and if the value of the belts given at that time be considered, together with what they said on that occasion, they gave the strongest proofs of their sincerity. each of these belts amount to a large sum in the _indian_ account. the _english_ of _new-york_ and the _french_ of _canada_ were now entering into a war, in which the part the _five nations_ are to take is of the greatest consequence to both; the very being of the _french_ colony depended on it, as well as the safety of the _english_. the _indians_ at this time had the greatest aversion to the _french_, and they desired nothing so much, as that the _english_ might join heartily in this war. we shall see by the sequel how a publick spirit, directed by wise counsels, can overcome all difficulties, while a selfish spirit loses all, even natural advantages. in the present case, the turn things took seems to have been entirely owing to one thing. the french in making the count _de frontenac_ governor of _canada_, chose the man every way the best qualified for this service: the _english_ seemed to have little regard to the qualification of the person they sent, but to gratify a relation or a friend, by giving him an opportunity to make a fortune; and as he knew that he was recommended with this view, his counsels were chiefly employed for this purpose. by this means an _english governor_ generally wants the esteem of the people; while they think that a governor has not the good of the people in view, but his own, they on all occasions are jealous of him; so that even a good governor, with more difficulty, pursues generous purposes and publick benefits, because the people suspect them to be mere pretences to cover a private design. it is for this reason, that any man, opposing a governor, is sure to meet with the favour of the people, almost in every case. on the other hand, the opinion the _french_ had of the count _de frontenac_'s publick spirit, and of his wisdom and diligence, made them enter into all his measures without hesitating, and chearfully obey all his commands. [footnote : this was spoke to the _english_, who were about removing from _albany_.] chap. v. _the_ five nations _continue the war with the_ french; _the_ mohawks _incline to peace_; _their conferences with the_ governor _of_ new-york. the _governor_ of _canada_ received hopes that the _five nations_ inclined to peace, by their returning an answer to _therawaet_'s message, and thought he might now venture to send some _french_ to them with further proposals. the chevalier _d'o_, with an interpreter called _collin_, and some others, went; but they had a much warmer reception than they expected, being forced to run the gauntlet through a long lane of _indians_, as they entered their castle, and were afterwards delivered up prisoners to the _english_. the _five nations_ kept out at this time small parties, that continually harassed the _french_. the count _de frontenac_ sent captain _louvigni_ to _missilimakinak_, to relieve the garison, and he had orders, by all means, to prevent the peace which the _utawawas_ and _quatoghies_ were upon the point of concluding with the _five nations_. he carried with him one hundred forty three _french_, and six _indians_, and was likewise accompanied with a lieutenant and thirty men, till he got one hundred twenty miles from _montreal_. they were met in _cadarackui river_, at a place called the _cats_, by a party of the _five nations_, who fell vigorously on their canoes, killed several of the _french_, and made them give way; but _louvigni_, by putting his men ashore, at last got the better, after a smart engagement, in which the _indians_ had several men killed, and two men, and as many women, taken prisoners. i am obliged to rely on the _french_ account of these skirmishes; they do not mention the number of the _indians_ in this rencounter, but i suspect them to have been much fewer than the _french_; for when the enemy are equal in number, or greater, they seldom forget to tell it. one of the _indian_ prisoners was carried by them to _missilimackinak_, to confirm this victory, and was delivered to the _utawawas_, who eat him. the lieutenant carried the other back with him. he was given to _therawaet_. to revenge this loss, the _five nations_ sent a party against the _island of montreal_, who fell on that part called the _trembling point_; and though they were discovered before they gave their blow, they attacked a party of regular troops, and killed the commanding officer, and twelve of his men: another party carried off fifteen or sixteen prisoners from _riviere puante_, over against _trois rivieres_. this party was pursued, and finding that they were like to be overpowered, murdered their prisoners and made their escape. these incursions kept all the river, from _montreal_ to _quebeck_, in continual alarm, and obliged the governor to send all the soldiers to guard the south side of the river. notwithstanding this, five persons were carried away in sight of _sorel fort_, by a small skulking party, but they were soon afterwards recovered by the soldiers. about the same time another party burnt the plantations at _st. ours_. the _five nations_ had conceived great hopes from the assistance of the _english_, as the magistrates of _albany_ had promised the _mohawks_, when they came to condole, after the surprising of _schenectady_; but the _english_ were so far from performing these promises, that many of the inhabitants retired from _albany_ to _new-york_; and they who had the administration of affairs, were so intent on their party quarrels, that they intirely neglected the _indian_ affairs. indeed the people of _new-york_ have too often made large promises, and have thereby put the _indians_ upon bold enterprizes, when no measures were concerted for supporting them. this made the _indians_ think, that the _english_ were lavish of _indian_ lives and too careful of their own. the _mohawks_, who lived nearest the _english_, were most sensible of these things, and soon entertained notions prejudicial to the opinion they ought to have had of the _english_ prudence and conduct; it is even probable, these _indians_ began to entertain a mean opinion of both the _english_ courage and integrity. it is not strange then, that the _mohawks_ at last gave ear to the assiduous application of their countrymen, the _praying indians_, who, with _french_ arguments, persuaded them to make peace as soon as possible, without trusting longer to the _english_, who had so often disappointed or deceived them. the _mohawks_ sent one of their _sachems_, _odigacege_, to the _praying indians_, who introduced him to the count _de frontenac_. the count made him welcome, and told him, that he was sorry for the injuries his predecessors had done them; but that he would treat them like friends, if their future conduct did not prevent him, and =gave him a belt=, with proposals of peace to his nation. colonel _slaughter_, who was then governor of _new-york_, being informed that the _five nations_ were like to make peace with the _french_, by their having lost much of their confidence in the _english_ assistance, found it necessary to meet them, which he did in the end of _may_ . there were present at that time six _oneydo_, eleven _onondaga_, four _cayuga_, and ten _seneka sachems_. he renewed the covenant with them, and gave them presents. the _mohawks_ having entered into a treaty with the _french_, did not join with the other four nations in their answer. on the second of _june_ the speaker, in name of the other four nations, told him, they were glad to see a governor again in this place; that they had learned from their ancestors, that the first ship which arrived in this country surprized them exceedingly; that they were curious to know what was in its huge belly. they found christians in it, and among them one _jacques_, with whom they made a chain of friendship, which has been preserved to this day. by that chain it was agreed, that whatever injury was done to the one, should be deemed, by both sides, as likewise done to the other. then they mentioned the confusion that had lately been in the government of _new-york_, which had like to have confounded all their affairs, but hoped all would be reduced to their wonted order and quiet. they complained of several of the brethren leaving _albany_ in time of danger, and praised those by name who staid, and then said: our tree of peace, which grows in this place, has of late been much shaken, we must now secure and fasten its roots; we must frequently manure and dress it, that its roots may spread far. they assured the governor, that they were resolved to prosecute the war against the _french_ as long as they lived, and that they would never speak of peace, but with the common consent. they abhor those that do otherwise, and desired that the brethren might not keep a correspondence with _canada_ by letters. you need not (said they) press us to mind the war, we mind it above all things; do you but your parts, lay aside all other thoughts but that of the war, for it is the only thing we have at heart. they =gave bevers= at the end of every distinct part of their answer. on the fourth the _mohawks_ spoke to the governor, in presence of the other four nations: they confessed the negotiations they had with the _praying indians_, and with the governor of _canada_, and that they had received a belt from him. then they restored one of the prisoners taken at _schenectady_, as the fruit of that negotiation. they desired the governor's advice, and the advice of the whole house, what answer to return to the governor of _canada_; and lastly, desired the _senekas_ to release the prisoners they had taken from the _praying indians_. colonel _slaughter_ check'd the _mohawks_ for entering into a separate treaty with the enemy, and said he could admit of no proposals of peace. he told them, that the prisoners taken from the _praying indians_ must not be restored; putting them in mind, that some of them having been formerly released, soon after returned and murdered several people, and burnt several houses. he assured them of his assistance, and then added, you must keep the enemy in perpetual alarm. the _mohawks_ thanked him for his assurance of assistance; but took notice of his saying, _you_ must keep the enemy in perpetual alarm. why don't you say, they replied, we will keep the enemy in perpetual alarm. in the last place, the _mohawks_ renewed their league with all the _english_ colonies; adding, though an angry dog has endeavoured to bite the chain in pieces, we are resolved to keep it firm, both in peace and in war: we now renew the old chain, that so the tree of peace and prosperity may flourish, and spread its roots through all the country. in the last place, the four nations answered the _mohawks_. "_mohawks_, our brethren, in answer to your proposals from the governor of _canada_, we must put you in mind of his deceit and treachery; we need only give one recent instance, how he lately sent to the _senekas_ to treat of peace, and at the same time fell upon _schenectady_, and cut that place off. we tell you, that the belt sent by the _french_ governor is poison; we spew it out of our mouths, we absolutely reject it, and are resolved to prosecute the war as long as we live." then they left the belt lying on the ground. chap. vi. _the_ english _attack_ montreal _by land_, _in conjunction with the_ indians, _and_ quebeck _by sea_. it was now evident that the _indians_ could no longer be amused with words, and that, unless the _english_ entered soon upon action, the _french_ would carry their design of making peace with the _five nations_, and the _english_ be left to carry on the war in _america_ by themselves. certainly a more proper opportunity of doing it with success could not be expected, than at present, while the _french_ in _canada_ had neither recovered their spirits, nor the strength they had lost, by the terrible incursions of the _five nations_. a joint invasion on _canada_ was concerted with _new-england_, they were to attack _quebeck_ by sea, while _new-york_ attacked _montreal_ by land. the governor therefore proposed to the _indians_ to join with him in attacking _canada_, for which purpose he told them, that he designed to send a considerable force this summer. they desired time to consult on it at their general meeting, which was soon to be held at _onondaga_, and to know what number of christians he designed to send, that they might join a suitable number of their men. to this the governor answered, that he must not communicate the particulars of his design to so many, because they could not then be kept secret from the enemy; as he found by the discoveries that were last year made to the _french_ by that means. it was at last agreed, that the _mohawks_ should join with the christians that were to march from _new-york_ directly against _montreal_, and that the other four nations should send a considerable party down _cadarackui lake_, and join them before _montreal_. major _peter schuyler_, the same whom the _indians_ call _quider_, commanded the party sent from _new-york_, which consisted of three hundred men, one half christians, the other _mohawks_ and _scahkook indians_. he set out from _albany_ about midsummer. as he was preparing his canoes to pass _corlear_'s lake, he was discovered by the _french indians_, who immediately returned to _montreal_, to give information of what they had seen. the chevalier _clermont_ was sent out to make further discoveries: he found the _english_ above _chamblie_, and went immediately back with the intelligence he there gained. in the mean while mr. _de callieres_, governor of _montreal_, did all in his power to give major _schuyler_ a proper reception, by drawing the militia and regular troops together for the defence of the place. there happened to be a very considerable number of _utawawas_ trading at that time at _montreal_, mr. _de colliere_, in order to engage them to join him, made a great feast for them, went among them, and, after the _indian_ manner, began the war song, leading up the dance with his axe in his hand, and shouting and hollowing in the same wild manner the _indians_ do. this done, he carried his whole force, which consisted of twelve hundred men, cross the river, and encamped on the south side, at _la prairie de la magdeleine_, together with a great number of _utawawas_, the _praying indians_, and other _french indians_. the famous _therawaet_ being now entirely gained by the caresses of the count _de frontenac_, made one of the number. they encamped round the fort, which stood on a steep rising ground between two meadows. major _schuyler_ having left forty of his men to guard his canoes, which had carried him cross the lake, marched on without stopping. he got into a hollow, which led into the meadow, without being discovered; and marching under that cover, he fell suddenly upon the militia, who were soon put into confusion, and many of them, and of the _utawawas_, who were posted with them, were killed. he pursued them as they fled to the fort, which he attacked briskly, but was obliged to leave it, by the approach of the regular troops who came to relieve it. he received them however bravely, and, after they had lost several officers and many men, they retired. major _schuyler_ finding the number of the enemy much greater than was expected, and being informed that a considerable party of the enemy had marched southward, he began to apprehend, that this party was sent to cut off his retreat, by destroying his canoes. it was resolved therefore immediately to follow this party; he overtook them, and they covering themselves behind some large fallen trees, he attacked them, and made his way through them, but with considerable loss. in this attack the _mohawks_ signalized themselves, but the _scahkook indians_ did not behave themselves well. the _mohawks_, upon no occasion, yielded an inch of ground, till the _english_ first gave way. the _french_, by their own accounts, lost, in the several attacks made by _schuyler_, two captains, six lieutenants, and five ensigns, and, in all, three hundred men, so that their slain were in number more than major _schuyler_ had with him. the _mohawks_ suffered much, having seventeen men killed, and eleven wounded. they returned to _albany_ the eleventh of _august_. after the _english_ under major _schuyler_ had retired, an _owenagunga indian_ came from _new-england_, with an account of the preparations made there against _canada_, and that they had actually sailed. this fleet, which was commanded by _sir william phips_, was discovered in _st. laurence bay_, while the count _de frontenac_ remained at _montreal_; and thereupon he made all possible haste to _quebeck_, and carried three hundred men with him. the fleet, which consisted of thirty sail, did not reach _quebeck_ till the seventh of _october_. sir _william_ spent three days in nothing but consultation, while the _french_ made all possible preparation for a defence, and, by this means, suffered them to get over the fright and consternation, into which the first appearance of the fleet had thrown them; for the place was not in any posture of defence. it gave them time likewise to draw all the country round them into the town. and on the fourth day sir _william_ summoned the _count_ to surrender, who returned him such an answer as his conduct deserved. the _english_ landed four miles below the town, and had thick woods to march through, before they could come at it, in which ambuscades of _french_ and _indians_ were made at proper distances, by whom the _english_ were repulsed with considerable loss. they attempted the wood again the next day with no better success. the _french_, in their account of this action, say, that the men, though they appeared to be as little disciplined as men could be, behaved with great bravery, but that sir _william_'s conduct was such, that, if he had been in concert with them, he could not have done more to ruin the enterprize; yet his fidelity was never suspected. in short, this descent was so ill managed, that the _english_ got on board again in the night, with the loss of all the cannon and baggage which they had landed. the _french_ thought themselves in such great danger at that time, that they attributed their deliverance to the most immediate protection of heaven, in confounding the devices of their enemy, and by depriving them of common sense; and for this reason the people of _quebeck_ make an annual procession, in commemoration of this deliverance. sir _william_ cannonaded the town for some time with little execution, and then returned in hast, winter approaching; indeed that season was already so far advanced, that he lost eight vessels in his return. the _five nations_ continued their incursions all along _st. laurence river_, from _montreal_ to _quebeck_, and carried away many scalps. at one time a _french_ officer, with thirty eight men, surprised some of the _five nations_ in a cabin, which they had built near _lake st. piere_. some of them escaped and informed two other cabins, which the _french_ had not discovered, and they returned with their companions, and killed the captain and lieutenant, and one half of the men. notwithstanding that the _french_ preserved their country, these warlike expeditions, and the necessity they were under of being on their guard, prevented their cultivating the ground, or of reaping the fruit of what they had sowed or planted. this occasioned a famine in _canada_, and, to increase the misery of the poor inhabitants, they were forced to feed the soldiers gratis, while their own children wanted bread. in _october_ the _onondagas_, _cayugas_, and _oneydoes_ came to _albany_, to condole with the _english_, for the men lost in the expedition against _montreal_, as they had already done with the _mohawks_. they said it was ever their custom to condole with their friends when they lost any number of men in battle, though they had the victory. they at the same time, as they had often done before, complained of the dearness of powder: why, say they, do you call us your king's soldiers, when you will not sell us powder at the usual and reasonable rates? and in answer to a complaint, of there not being a sufficient number of _english_ sent against _montreal_, the people of _albany_ upbraided them with a breach of promise, in not sending that party down _cadarackui river_ which they promised, which they said was the chief reason of the want of success in that expedition. chap. vii. _the_ french _and the_ five nations _continue the war all winter with various success_. _the_ french _burn a_ captain _of the_ five nations _alive_. the old _french_ governor kept up his vigour and spirits wonderfully, no fatigue made him ever think of rest. he knew of what use it would be to convince the _five nations_, that the joint attack of the _english_ and _indians_ had neither weakened him, nor frightened him from carrying on the war with as much vigour as before. it was absolutely necessary that the _utawawas_ and other _western indians_, who came to _montreal_ to trade, should return safe to their own country, otherwise there would be an end to the _french_ trade with those nations, upon which the being of _canada_ depends; for it is only by the _fur-trade_ with these nations that they make returns to _europe_; and if these nations did not return in time, all the _western indians_ would look on the _french_ as lost, and consequently would make peace with the _five nations_, and perhaps join in the destruction of _canada_. captain _la forest_, with one hundred and ten men, was sent to conduct the _utawawas_ home; he carried with him considerable presents sent by the king of _france_, to confirm these nations in the _french_ interest. two _indian_ prisoners, taken at _la prairie_, were given to the _utawawas_, and carried with them, to confirm the stories they were to tell of their successes against the _english_ and _five nations_. these poor men were there burnt alive; and if i should add, that it was done by _french_ instigation, what i shall relate by and by will clear me of the want of charity. i believe it was so, in order to rivet the hatred between these people and the _five nations_. the _five nations_ continued their incursions all winter on _canada_. forty of the _mohawks_ fell upon _fort vercheres_, and carried off twenty of the inhabitants; but the alarm reaching _montreal_, mr. _de crizaei_, with one hundred men of the regular troops, was sent in pursuit of them, who recovered most of the prisoners. the count _de frontenac_ being informed, that a considerable party of the _five nations_ hunted bever on the neck of land between _cadarackui lake_ and _lake erie_, with great security, resolved to give them a better opinion of the strength and courage of the _french_. for this purpose he sent three hundred and twelve men to surprise them, under the command of mr. _beaucour_, a young gentleman. the _praying indians_ of _montreal_ were of the party. this expedition being in the winter, they were obliged to undergo cruel fatigues, while they marched on the snow with snow shoes, and carried all their provision on their backs. several of the _french_ had their feet frozen, which obliged fifteen to return, with some old _indians_, that could not bear the fatigue; and it was with much difficulty that _beaucour_ could persuade the rest to continue their march. after a march to a surprizing distance, at that season of the year, they surprised eighty of the _five nations_, who notwithstanding made a brave defence, and did not run before they left most of their men dead on the spot. three women were made prisoners, with whom the _french_ immediately turned back to _montreal_. some stragling parties went towards _albany_, but did no more mischief than killing two or three stragling persons, and alarming the country. the trade to _missilimakinak_ being still intirely stopt, by the parties of the _five nations_ investing _cadarackui river_, by which, and _cadarackui lake_, the passage in canoes is made to the _western indians_, captain _la noue_, with a command of the regular troops, was ordered early in the spring to guard the traders through that passage; but when he reached the _falls de calumette_, he discovered the enemy, and returned faster than he went. _la noue_ had orders a second time to attempt this passage, and went as far as the river _du lievre_ (thirty leagues from _montreal_) without any obstruction; but there discovering several canoes of the _five nations_, he went back as fast as before. the _quatoghies_ and the _bullheads_[ ] having informed the _french_ of another smaller river, which falls into _cadarackui river_, and runs to the northward of it, by which a passage might be made to the lakes, it was resolved to attempt this passage, though it were much farther round, and more dangerous, there being many more rapid falls in that river. three officers, with thirty soldiers, were sent with the traders for this purpose, but a party of the _five nations_ meeting with them in the long fall, before they reached this river, they were all killed or taken, except four that escaped back to _montreal_. a considerable party of the _five nations_, under the command of _blackkettle_, a famous hero, continued a long time on _cadarackui river_, in hopes of meeting with other _french_ parties, in their passage towards _missilimakinak_; but finding that no attempts were made that way, he resolved to make an irruption into the country round _montreal_. the _french_ say he had six hundred men with him; but they usually increase the number of their enemies, in the relation they give of these transactions, either to excuse their fears, or to increase their glory. _blackkettle_ overrun the country (to use the _french_ expression) as a torrent does the low-lands, when it overflows its banks, and there is no withstanding it. the soldiers had orders to stand upon the defensive within their forts. mr. _de vaudreuil_ pursued this party (after they had burnt and ravaged the whole country) at the head of four hundred men; he overtook them and surprised them. the _five nations_ fought desperately, though the same author, at this place, makes them no more than two hundred men. after they had lost twenty men on the spot, they broke through the _french_, and marched off. the _french_ lost four officers and many common soldiers, and they took five men, nine women, and five children prisoners. the _five nations_ in a few days had however some revenge; a captain having had orders to guard the vessels from _montreal_ to _quebeck_, a party of the _five nations_ attacked him in his return, as he passed through the islands in _lake st. pierre_. he himself was killed, and the whole party intirely routed. the _french_ all this summer were obliged to keep upon the defensive within their forts, while the _five nations_, in small parties, ravaged the whole country, so that no man stirred the least distance from a fort, but he was in danger of losing his scalp. the count _de frontenac_ was pierced to the heart, when he found that he could not revenge these terrible incursions of the _five nations_; and his anguish made him guilty of such a piece of monstrous cruelty, in burning a prisoner alive after the _indian_ manner, as though i have frequently mentioned to have been done by the _indians_, yet i forbore giving the particulars of such barbarous acts, suspecting it might be too offensive to christian ears, even in the history of savages. here however i think it useful to give a circumstantial account of this horrid act, to shew on one hand, what courage and resolution, virtue, the love of glory, and the love of one's country can instill into mens minds, even where the knowledge of true religion is wanting; and on the other hand, how far a false policy, under a corrupt religion, can debase even great minds. the count _de frontenac_, i say, condemned two prisoners of the _five nations_ to be burnt publickly alive. the intendant's lady intreated him to moderate the sentence, and the jesuits, it is said, used their endeavours for the same purpose. but the count _de frontenac_ said, there is a necessity of making such an example, to frighten the _five nations_ from approaching the plantations, since the indulgence, that had hitherto been shewn, had incouraged them to advance with the greatest boldness to the very gates of their towns; while they thought they run no other risque, but of being made prisoners, where they live better than at home. he added, that the _five nations_ having burnt so many _french_, justified this method of making reprizals. but with submission to the politeness of the _french_ nation, may i not ask, whether every (or any) horrid action of a barbarous enemy, can justify a civilized nation in doing the like? when the governor could not be moved, the jesuits went to the prison, to instruct the prisoners in the mysteries of our holy religion, _viz_. of the trinity, the incarnation of our saviour, the joys of paradise, and the punishments of hell, to fit their souls for heaven by baptism, while their bodies were condemned to torments. but the _indians_, after they had heard their sentence, refused to hear the jesuits speak, and began to prepare for death in their own country manner, by singing their death song. some charitable person threw a knife into the prison, with which one of them dispatched himself: the other was carried out to the place of execution by the christian _indians_ of _loretto_, to which he walked, seemingly, with as much indifference as ever martyr did to the stake. while they were torturing him, he continued singing, that he was a warrior brave and without fear; that the most cruel death could not shake his courage; that the most cruel torment should not draw an indecent expression from him; that his comrade was a coward, a scandal to the _five nations_, who had killed himself for fear of pain; that he had the comfort to reflect, that he had made many _frenchmen_ suffer as he did now. he fully verified his words, for the most violent torment could not force the least complaint from him, though his executioners tried their utmost skill to do it. they first broiled his feet between two red hot stones; then they put his fingers into red hot pipes, and though he had his arms at liberty, he would not pull his fingers out; they cut his joints, and taking hold of the sinews, twisted them round small bars of iron. all this while he kept singing and recounting his own brave actions against the _french_. at last they flead his scalp from his skull, and poured scalding hot sand upon it; at which time the intendant's lady obtained leave of the governor to have the _coup-de-grace_ given, and i believe she thereby likewise obtained a favour to every reader, in delivering him from a further continuance of this account of _french_ cruelty. notwithstanding this cruelty, which the _french_ governor manifested towards the _five nations_, and thereby his hatred of them, he found peace with them so necessary to _canada_, that he still pursued it by all the means in his power. for this purpose the _praying indians_ (who, as i observed before, are _mohawks_, and have always kept a correspondence with their own nation) were employed to bring it about, and to endeavour a cessation of arms, that the governor might have an opportunity of shewing what kind things he had in his heart towards the _five nations_, but without success. [footnote : the _bullheads_ are said to be cowardly people.] chap. viii. _the_ five nations _treat with captain_ ingoldsby. the governor of _new-york_, colonel _slaughter_'s death, soon after his arrival, was very prejudicial to the affairs of _new-york_; for captain _ingoldsby_, who had no other commission but that of captain of one of the independent companies of foot, took upon himself the government of the province, without any authority; and he having likewise highly offended a great number of the people, by the share he took in the late party quarrels, it was not easy for him to prosecute any vigorous measures. he was reckoned to be much more a soldier than a statesman. captain _ingoldsby_ met the five nations at _albany_, the sixth of _june_ . in his speech, he told them of his vigorous resolutions to prosecute the war, and then blamed them for not sending (according to their promise) a party down _cadarackui river_, to join them that went from _albany_ against _montreal_, and for their carelesness in suffering themselves to be surprised last winter in their hunting. he desired them to keep the enemy in perpetual alarm, by the incursions of their parties into the enemy's country, and to give him timely notice of all their motions. he told them in the next place, that he heard the _french_ were still using their wonted artifice, of amusing them with offers of peace; but the former proceedings of the _french_ sufficiently demonstrates, said he to the brethren, that while peace is in their mouths, war is in their hearts, and the late horrid murder of the brethren, after quarter given, sufficiently shews the perfidy and rancour of their hearts. it is in vain, said he, to think of any cessation of arms, much less of a peace, while the two kings are at war at home. he added, _virginia_ is ready to assist us, and only waits the king's orders, which are daily expected, and then renewed the chain for _virginia_. in the last place he told them, that he heard the _dionondadas_ had sent two prisoners home, with a view thereby to procure peace; and advised them by all means to make peace with that nation. the _five nations_ answered by _cheda_, an _oneydo sachem:_ "_brother_ corlear, the _sachems_ of the _five nations_ have with great attention heard _corlear_ speak; we shall make a short recital, to shew you with what care we have hearkened. after the recital he continued. we heartily thank _corlear_, for his coming to this place to view the strength thereof, for his bringing forces with him, and for his resolution of putting garisons into the frontier places. =giving five bevers and a belt.= brother _corlear_, as to what you blame us for, let us not reproach one another, such words do not favour well among friends. they gave nothing with this article. brother _corlear_, be patient under the loss of your men, as we are of the _mohawks_ our brethren, that were killed at the same time. you take no notice of the great losses we have suffered. we designed to have come to this place to have condoled with you in your loss, but the war took up all our time, and employed all hands. they =gave five bevers, four otters, and one belt=, as a gift of condolence. brother _corlear_, we are all subjects of one great king and queen, we have one head, one heart, one interest, and are all ingaged in the same war. you tell us, that we must expect no peace while the kings are at war on the other side the great water. we thank you for being so plain with us. we assure you we have no thoughts of peace. we are resolved to carry on the war, though we know we only are in danger of being losers. pray do you prosecute the war with the same resolution. you are strong and have many people. you have a great king, who is able to hold out long. we are but a small people, and decline daily, by the men we lose in this war, we do our utmost to destroy the enemy; but how strange does it seem to us! how unaccountable! that while our great king is so inveterate against the _french_, and you are so earnest with us to carry on the war, that powder is now sold dearer to us than ever? we are poor, and not able to buy while we neglect hunting; and we cannot hunt and carry on the war at the same time: we expect, that this evil we so justly complain of be immediately remedied. =giving nine bevers.= brother _corlear_, you desire us to keep the enemy in perpetual alarm, that they may have no rest, till they are in their graves; is it not to secure your own frontiers? why then not one word of your people that are to join us? we assure you we shall continue to carry on the war into the heart of the enemies country. =giving eight bevers.= we the _five nations_, _mohawks_, _oneydoes_, _onondagas_, _cayugas_, and _senekas_, renew the silver chain whereby we are linked fast with our brethren of _assarigoa_ (_virginia_) and we promise to preserve it as long as the sun shall shine in the heavens. =giving ten bevers.= but brother _corlear_, how comes it, that none of our brethren fastened in the same chain with us, offer their helping hand in this general war, in which our great king is engaged against the _french_? pray _corlear_, how come _maryland_, _delaware river_, and _new-england_, to be disengaged from this war? you have always told us, that they are our brethren, subjects of the same great king. has our king sold them? or do they fail in their obedience? or do they draw their arms out of our chain? or has the great king commanded, that the few subjects he has in this place, should make war against the _french_ alone? pray make plain to us this mystery? how can they and we be brethren, and make different families? how can they and we be subjects of the same great king, and not be engaged in the same war? how can they and we have the same heart, the same head, and the same interest, as you tell us, and not have the same thoughts? how comes it, that the enemy burns and destroys the towns in _new-england_, and they make no resistance? how comes our great king to make war, and not to destroy his enemies? when, if he would only command his subjects on this side the great lake to joyn, the destruction of the enemy would not make one summer's work. you need not warn us of the deceit and treachery of the _french_, who would probably insinuate thoughts of peace; but brethren, you need not fear us, we will never hearken to them: tho' at the same time, we must own, that we have not been without thoughts of your being inclined to peace, by reason of the brethren's backwardness in pushing on the war. the _french_ spread reports among us to this purpose, and say, that they had in a manner concluded the matter with you. we rejoice to be now assured of this falshood. we shall never desist fighting the _french_ as long as we shall live. and =gave a belt of wampum=. we now renew the old chain, and here plant the tree of prosperity and peace. may it grow and thrive, and spread its roots even beyond _canada_. =giving a belt.= we make the house clean, where all our affairs of importance are transacted with these five otters. we return you thanks for the powder and lead given us; but what shall we do with them without guns, shall we throw them at the enemy? we doubt they will not hurt them so. before this we always had guns given us. it is no wonder the governor of _canada_ gains upon us, for he supplies his _indians_ with guns as well as powder; he supplies them plentifully with every thing that can hurt us. =giving five otters.= as to the _dionondadas_ setting two of our nation at liberty, we must tell you, that it was not the act of that nation, but the private act of one person: we are desirous to make peace with that nation as soon as we can, upon honourable terms. and =gave a belt=. the _mohawks_, before they left the place, desired a private conference with the governor, and told him, that they were all exceedingly dissatisfied, that the other _english_ colonies gave no assistance, and that it might prove of ill consequence. captain _ingoldsby_ promised to write to them, and hoped it would have a good effect. chap. ix. _the_ french _surprise and take three_ mohawk _castles_. the _praying indians_ promised their endeavours to reconcile their brethren the _mohawks_ to the _french_, on whom the _french_ expected they would have much influence; but their endeavours proving ineffectual, their correspondence began to be suspected. the _french_ thought they did more hurt than good, by the intelligence the enemy by their means received. the _french_ in _canada_ began to lose their spirits, by being obliged to remain so long upon the defensive, as the _five nations_ gained more courage by it. the count _de frontenac_ thought it therefore absolutely necessary to undertake some bold enterprize, to shew the _five nations_, that they had to do with an enemy still able to act offensively: an attack on the _mohawks_ he thought would be most effectual for this purpose, because it would shew, at the same time, that the _english_ would not protect their nearest neighbours. as this was designed to be done by surprize, the winter season was chosen for this purpose, as least to be suspected at such a time; and when the enemy could not, without great hardship, keep scouts abroad, to discover them or the _english_ give any assistance. the body of the _french_ designed for this expedition was put under three captains of the regular troops, and thirty subalterns, and consisted of picked men of the regular troops of the common militia of the country of the _praying indians_, the _quatoghies_ of _loretto_, _adirondacks_, and _sohokies_, who live to the eastward of _boston_, making in all about six or seven hundred men, so that a great part of the force of _canada_ was employed in it. they were well supplied with all sorts of ammunition, provision, snow-shoes, and such conveniencies for carriage, as were practicable upon the snow, and through such great forests as they had to pass. the _french_ at _canada_ have a kind of light sledges made with skins, and are drawn by large dogs on the frozen snow. they set out from _la prairie de magdeleine_ the th of _january_ - , after having endured what might have been thought unsurmountable hardships; they passed by _schenectady_ at some distance from it, on the th of _february_, at which time one that had been taken prisoner, when that place was sacked, made his escape from them, and gave the people of _schenectady_ intelligence of the _french_, who by an express, immediately informed the commandant of _albany_. the millitia was expeditiously raised, and a lieutenant with fifty five horse was immediately dispatched to _schenectady_; but no care was taken to give the _mohawks_ notice, which might have been done without much danger, by sending up the south side of the river, whilst the _french_ marched on the north. the _french_, on the th at night, reached the first _mohawk_ castle, where there were only five men, and some women and children in great security, their other men being all abroad, these were all taken without opposition. the next fort not far from it was in like manner surprized, without any opposition, both of them were very small, and being next the _english_, not fortified. _schenectady_ being the nearest _english_ settlement to the _mohawks_, and but a little way from their nearest castle, many of them are always there. the _mohawks_ then in the town were exceedingly enraged, that none went out to assist their nation; some were sent therefore out the next day, to gain information of the enemy, and to give the _mohawks_ notice; but they returned without doing their duty. the _french_ went on to the next _mohawk_ fort, which was the largest; and coming to that in the night, they heard some noise, and suspected they were discovered: but this noise was only occasioned by a war dance, forty of the _indians_ designing to go next day upon some enterprize. the _french_ approached the castle silently, and finding the _indians_ no way on their guard, opened the gate, and entered before they were discovered; but notwithstanding this, and the confusion the _indians_ must be in, this conquest was not without loss of blood, the _french_ having lost thirty men, before the _indians_ entirely submitted: the _french_ designed to have put them all to the sword, but their own _indians_ would not suffer it, and gave quarter: they took three hundred prisoners, of whom one hundred were fighting men. i have no account of the number of _mohawks_ killed, but no doubt it was very considerable. when the account came to _albany_, how much the _mohawks_, who were at _schenectady_, were enraged, that no assistance was sent to their countrymen; _peter schuyler_ a major of the militia offered himself to go with what force could be got ready for their assistance. he went himself immediately to _schenectady_, and sent out to discover the enemy: his scouts brought him intelligence, first, that the _french_ were in possession of the two smallest forts, afterwards, that they had heard great firing at the largest fort; and at last, that it was taken. having received men, partly regular troops, but most of the militia, he began his march on the th in quest of the enemy; but hearing soon after, that six hundred men of the upper castles were on their march, 'tis probable he did not endeavour to be up with the _french_ so soon as he might; for i find by his journal, that he was nearer them on the fourteenth, than he was two days after. he had not sufficient force to fight them: he sent therefore to the upper _indians_, to hasten their march. on the th he was joined by these _indians_, in all two hundred and ninety men and boys, very ill armed. his body then consisted of two hundred and fifty christians, and two hundred and ninety _indians_, armed fighting men. they had no other provision but some biscuit every man had in his pocket. on the th he was informed by an _indian_, who pretended to be a deserter, that the _french_ had built a fort, where they designed to wait for him, and fight him; whereupon he sent an express to coll. _ingoldesby_, then commandant at _albany_, to hasten more men to join him, with sufficient provision for the whole. he found afterwards, that this _indian_ was sent by the french, on purpose to persuade the _indians_ to give over the pursuit. major _schuyler_ came up to the enemy on the th; when he came near them he did not go on streight towards them, for fear of ambuscades, but marched round. as soon as he came in sight, he was saluted with three loud shouts, which were answered with as much noise. the _indians_ began in their manner to secure themselves, by felling the trees between them, and the enemy sallied out to prevent them, but were soon beat back. the _indians_ fell to work again, and desired the christians to assist them, which was done, but in such confusion, that they themselves were in danger from the falling trees. the _french_ sallied a second time with all their force, crying out, _they run, we'll cut them off, and get their provisions_; but they were warmly received, and beat back into their fort. they sallied a third time, and were beat back with considerable loss, the _indians_ bringing in several heads and scalps. as soon as the skirmishing was over, the major sent back an express, to hasten the men that were to reinforce him, and were to bring provision, some of the men having had no provision for two days. the _major_ then secured himself, under the cover of the fallen trees, and kept out watches to observe the _french_. the th proving a cold stormy day, with snow, he was informed, by a deserter, that the _french_ were upon their march, it not being easy to follow their tracks, or to discover them in such weather. the officers were commanded to pursue and retard their march, till the reinforcement should come up, but the men refused to march without provision. the officers, with about men, and a body of _indians_, followed the enemy till night, when they began to secure themselves, by fortifying their camp. the officers wanting a sufficient number to secure themselves in like manner, or to sight the enemy, returned, leaving about forty christians, and one hundred _indians_, to observe them. on the th the provisions, with about men, arrived, under the command of captain _sims_ of the regular troops. every man, as he was served with provision, marched towards the enemy. the van was commanded by captain _peter matthews_ of the regular troops, who coming up with the enemy's rear, would have attacked them, to retard their march, but the _mohawks_ were averse to fighting. the french dropt on purpose several of their prisoners, who told the _mohawks_, that the _french_ were resolved to put all the prisoners to the sword, if they should be attacked. the enemy passed the north branch of _hudson_'s river upon a cake of ice, which, very opportunely for them, stuck there in one place, while it was open by a late thaw, both above and below. the weather continuing very cold, and the _indians_ averse to fighting, major _schuyler_ gave over the pursuit on the th, having lost only four private men, and as many _indians_, two officers and twelve men christians and _indians_ were wounded. the _french_ lost thirty three men (the bodies of twenty seven were found) of whom four were officers, and twenty-six wounded, as the deserters told him. between forty and fifty prisoners were recovered. i have been told, that captain _matthews_ desired coll. _schuyler_, when he came first up with the _french_, to summon them to surrender; he said, the _french_ are in great distress, and this will give them an opinion of our strength; but coll. _schuyler_ refused, tho' he was brave, he was no soldier; and it is very probable, that the _french_ observing the want of conduct and discipline, were encouraged. it is true, the _english_ were in great want of provisions at that time. the _indians_ eat the bodies of the _french_ that they found. coll. _schuyler_ (as he told me himself) going among the _indians_ at that time, was invited to eat broth with them, which some of them had ready boiled, which he did, till they, putting the ladle into the kettle to take out more, brought out a _french_ man's hand, which put an end to his appetite. the _french_ went home as fast as they could carry their wounded men with them; but coming to a place, where they had hid provisions for their supply in their return, they found it all spoiled. this put them in great distress, so that they were forced to eat their shoes; they sent some of the nimblest men forward to _montreal_, that provision might meet them. as soon as they came near the settlements they dispersed, every man running home to eat, so that they returned to _canada_ like an army routed. the _french_ own they lost eighty men, and had thirty three wounded in this expedition. one may wonder how it is possible for men to march several hundred miles in the wilderness, while the ground is every where covered with snow, two or three feet deep at least; but the foremost march on snow shoes, which beat a firm track for those that follow. at night, when they rest, they dig a hole in the snow, throwing the snow up all round, but highest towards that side from whence the wind blows, so large, as to contain as many men as can lye round a fire: they make the fire in the middle, and cover the frozen ground round it with the small branches of the fir-trees. thus they tell me a man lyes much warmer, than one imagines that never tried it. when the information of the _french_ came to _schenectady_, an express was sent to _new-york_ to coll. _fletcher_ then governor there; the express reached _new-york_, an hundred and fifty miles from _albany_, the th at ten in the night. the governor got the city regiment under arms by eight the next morning. he called out to know who were willing to go with him to the frontiers, they all immediately threw up their hats, and answered one and all. indeed the people of this province have, upon all occasions, shewn their courage and resolution in defence of their country; but the misfortune is, they are under no discipline, and have been seldom led by men that knew their duty. the governor ordered an hundred and fifty voluntiers for this service, and as many more from _long-island_. the river then happened to be open by a sudden thaw, which does not, at that time of the year, happen once in twenty years. he embarked three hundred men in five sloops, by four in the afternoon of the th, and arrived at _albany_ the th at nine in the morning. the same day the governor went to _schenectady_, and ordered the men to follow, but before they could get every thing ready for their march into the woods, they had an account, that major _schuyler_ was upon his return. several gentlemen of _albany_, particularly mr. _lanslear_, a gentleman of the best estate there, went out voluntiers under major _schuyler_, which i ought not to have forgot. coll. _fletcher_ made a speech to the _mohawks_ at _albany_, he blamed their supine negligence, in suffering themselves to be surprised in the manner they were in time of war. he told them that they had reason to be convinced, that the _english_ were their friends heartily, by the number of men he had marched to their assistance in a very little time, upon the first notice. he promised to wipe away their tears in the spring, by considerable presents; and that he would, in the mean while, take care of their subsistence, by providing houses and victuals for them. he told them, he doubted they had some false brethren among them, that gave the _french_ information, and favoured their designs; and in the last place, advised them to convince the _french_, that they had not lost their courage with this misfortune. the _mohawks_, in their answer, called coll. _fletcher_ by the name of _cayenguirago_; and he was called so by the _indians_ always after this. it signifies _a great swift arrow_, as an acknowledgement of the speed he made to their assistance. but they appeared, in their answer, to be quite disheartned; they had not, in the memory of any man, received such a blow. they said their strength was quite broke, by the continuance of the war; but they added, if all the _english_ colonies would join, they could still easily take _canada_: their being so ill armed, was the reason (they said) that the _french_ had now escaped. the _french_, continued they, arm their _indians_ compleatly, and furnish them with every thing necessary for war, as we find every time we meet with them. the _french_ had got a great quantity of furs, and other peltry, at _missilimakinak_, by their trade with the _indians_; but the _five nations_ had so effectually blocked up the passage between that and _canada_, that they had remained there useless to the _french_ for several years. the count _de frontenac_, after his success against the _mohawks_, was in hopes the _five nations_ would keep more at home in defence of their own castles, and with these hopes sent a lieutenant, with eighteen _canadians_, and twenty _praying indians_, to open the passage to _missilimakinak_; but this party fell in with another of the _five nations_, who entirely routed them, so that a few escaped only, to give an account of their misfortune; at last canoes, loaded with furs from _missilimakinak_, arrived at _montreal_, which gave as universal a joy to _canada_, as the arrival of the _galleons_ give in _spain_. chap. x. _the treaties and negotiations the_ five nations _had with the_ english _and_ french, _in the years_ _and_ . as by this time the reader may be tired with the horrid scenes of a barbarous war, it may be some relief to observe the _indian_ genius in the arts of negotiating; and see how a barbarous people, without any of the arts and sciences in which we value our selves, manage their interest with the most learned, most polite, and artificial nation in _europe_. the _five nations_ were informed, that the governor of _canada_ had received from _europe_ a very considerable recruit of soldiers, and of all sorts of ammunition. this, with the great loss the _mohawks_ had lately suffered, while they had been amused by the _english_ with great hopes, and very little real assistance, made the _oneydoes_, at last yield to the solicitations of the jesuit _milet_, to send a message to the _french_ for peace. it is probable he had the art to influence the people at _albany_ to favour his designs, by giving them hopes of being included in the peace, as may be conjectured, from what will appear in the sequel. coll. _fletcher_ being informed, that the _oneydoes_ had sent a messenger to _canada_, sent for the _five nations_ to _albany_. he spoke to them the third of _july_ . he first excused his not meeting them as he had promised, at the time the sap begins to run in the trees, by reason of his having received a commission to be governor of _pensilvania_, to which place he was obliged at that time to go. he put them in mind with what speed he came to their assistance last winter, and how effectual, in all probability, it would have been, had they only retarded the enemy's march till he could have reached them: he advised them to guard against being drunk, and shewed them the ill consequences of it in time of war. then he said, "i have received information, that some of the brethren are wavering, and inclined to peace with the enemy; and am assured, that such thoughts must arise from the instigation of the jesuit _milet_, whom some of the brethren have suffered to live so long among them, and whose only practice is to delude and betray them. let me therefore advise you to remove that ill person from among you." in the end he condoled their dead, and made them a very considerable present of ninety guns, eight hundred and ten pound of powder, eight hundred bars of lead, a thousand flints, eighty seven hatchets, four gross of knives, besides a considerable quantity of cloathing and provisions. this present, he told them, their king and queen had sent them, and renewed the covenant for all the _english_ colonies. the king usually sends them a considerable present with every new governor sent to _new-york_, which is not always applied as it is designed. if this present had been made sooner, it had been of much more use to the _english_, as well as to the _five nations_. the _five nations_ the next day spoke as follows. brother _cayenguirago_, "we are involved in a bloody war, which makes us sit in sorrow and grief; and being about to speak of matters of importance, we, in the first place, clear the mouth and throat of our interpretess, by =giving her these three bever skins=." then they repeated his excellency's speech, in answer to which they said, "brother _cayenguirago_, we rejoice, that the great king and queen of _england_ take such notice of us, as we find, by the large present sent us; we return hearty thanks for the ammunition especially. "we are glad that our brother _cayenguirago_ renews the chain, not only between us and this government, but likewise with _new-england_, _virginia_, _maryland_ and _pensilvania_; it shall be kept inviolable by us the _five nations_, as long as the sun shines. we pray our brother _cayenguirago_ to have a watchful eye, that none of the other colonies keep any correspondence with the enemy, but use their endeavours to destroy them. we heard nothing of what you told us of the priest _milet_, who lives at _oneydo_, till we came to this town. we have enquired the truth of our brethren the _oneydoes_, who confess, that the priest sent an _indian_ to _canada_ with letters, which has surprised us very much. "brother _cayenguirago_, you are our great tree, whose roots extend to the utmost bounds of this government; we desire you may not be disturbed when any of our prisoners misbehave, for they are not countenanced by us; and all proper methods shall be taken, to prevent the like for the future. in like manner we beg you to take care, that none of the prisoners you have correspond with the enemy, as we suspect the chevalier _d'o_. did; and that he was sent with letters to _canada_ by some of our brethren. (he made his escape from _boston_.) "brother _cayenguirago_, in former times our propositions to one another were only discourses of peace and friendship, and in giving presents; but how much is the case altered of late? now we talk of nothing but war, and are continually prompting one another to it. as to our parts, we will keep close to the war to the last drop of our blood; and tho' we be tossed to and fro with storms, we will remain stedfast to the last man, as it was resolved by both in the beginning of the war. "brother _cayenguirago_, we were told in our own country, not only that the king had made you governor of _pensilvania_, but likewise that you were preparing a fleet to take _canada_. o! what joyful news this was to our young men. _sadagarus_, the great _seneka_ captain, was to command them. now they said, we need only make one hearty push, while the fleet is before _quebeck_. now there will be an end to this bloody war, and all our troubles; but alas, now we are come here, we hear not one word of this design. "brother _cayenguirago_, you are that flourishing tree that covers us; you keep the chain bright; we have one request to make to you, that you may stay with us, and not return to _england_; for you know our ways and manners. if you have any thing to tell the king and queen, write it to them, for the king knows you to be a wise man, and will therefore believe you. "brother _cayenguirago_, we are very glad to hear that _pensilvania_ is come under your government, bring their young men here, with their bows and arrows and hatchets in their hands, for this is the place of action. we are pleased that the _showonons_ or _satanas_, who are our enemies, have applied to you for protection; and that you sent them to us to endeavour a peace, and that you sent christians with them, to conduct them back again. we wish they were come to assist us against the common enemy. "brother _cayenguirago_, now we have done, but must tell you again, that we roll and wallow in joy, by reason of the great favour the great king and queen has done us, in sending us arms and ammunition, at a time when we are in the greatest need of them; and because there is such unity among the brethren." they made the governor a considerable present of furs, to shew their respect to his person; but they did not give one belt to confirm any one article; so that the whole of it is, according to their stile, only argumentative. coll. _fletcher_ not being satisfied with their answer, concerning the jesuit _milet_, made this further proposal to them. "as to _milet_ the priest, whom the brethren of _oneydo_ still harbour among them, i must tell you again, that he betrays you, and all your councils; and that you may see i desire not to diminish your number, i am willing to give you a pretty _indian_ boy, in lieu of the old priest; and accordingly the boy was brought and delivered to them." in answer to this the _oneydo sachem_ said, "as soon as the _indian_ messenger returns all his papers shall be taken from him, and be forthwith brought to our brother _cayenguirago_, before the priest shall see any of them: we are willing to take the boy in exchange for the priest, but it is not safe to do it, while our messenger is in the power of the enemy; let the boy stay here till we bring the priest, which shall be as soon as the messenger shall return". but he gave no belt, or other present, to confirm this promise. he added, "brother _cayenguirago_, we now acquaint you that it is proposed by all the _five nations_, to make peace with the _dionondadies_, a nation of _indians_ near in alliance with the _french_ of _canada_. this will both strengthen us and weaken the enemy. the _senekas_, who live nearest them, have undertaken this treaty, and take belts of wampum from the other nations, to confirm the peace. we desire your approbation, that you would send your belt in concurrence, as our eldest brother in our chain." the governor approved of this, and =gave them a belt= to carry in his name. notwithstanding what the speaker of the _five nations_ had promised to the governor, to bring all the papers the _oneydo_ messenger should bring from _canada_, before the jesuit _milet_ should have liberty to see them, it could not be difficult for the jesuit, to persuade them to keep the power of making peace in their own hands, and for that purpose, to call a meeting of the _sachems_ of _onondago_, where all such matters had been formerly transacted among themselves, and there to determine independently, rather than to submit themselves to another nation at _albany_. they only invited the _english_ to assist at the general council. the _english_ used what arguments they could to dissuade this meeting, but rather to observe the promise made to the governor; and it seems used some threatning. the _mohawks_ had so much regard to the _english_, that they refused to assist at the council. the other four, notwithstanding this, met, and resolved on an answer to be sent to the governor of _canada_; but at the same time, to shew their regard to the _mohawks_ and _english_, these resolutions were not to be final, till they should first be communicated to the _english_ and _mohawks_, and their advice received thereon; for which purpose several _sachems_ were sent to _albany_, of whom _decanesora_ was the principal and the speaker. _decanesora_ had for many years the greatest reputation among the _five nations_ for speaking, and was generally employed as their speaker, in their negotiations with both _french_ and _english_: he was grown old when i saw him, and heard him speak; he had a great fluency in speaking, and a graceful elocution, that would have pleased in any part of the world. his person was tall and well made, and his features, to my thinking, resembled much the bustos of _cicero_. i shall give an account of these negotiations from _decanesora_'s mouth, because his narration agrees in the main with the account the _french_ give of them, and carries along with it as strong evidences of truth, as that of the _french_ do: but the chief reason is, that i intend to give the reader as perfect a notion as i can of the _indian_ genius; and here it will appear, what art _decanesora_ had, to make an account of an affair less disagreeable to _english_ ears, which had been undertaken against their advice, and contrary to their interest. _decanesora_ spoke to major _schuyler_ (_quider_) and the magistrates of _albany_, the second of _february_ - as follows. "brother _cayenguirago_[ ], we are come to acquaint you, that our children the _oneydoes_ having of themselves sent a messenger to _canada_, he has brought back with him a belt of peace from the governor of _canada_. "as soon as _tariha_ (the messenger) arrived at _canada_, he was asked, where the six hundred men were that were to attack _canada_, as they had been informed by _cariokese_ a _mohawk_ deserter? he assured them there was no such design. "he was carried to _quebeck_, where he delivered his belt, with the following propositions. _onondio_, if you would have peace go to _albany_, and ask it there, for the _five nations_ will do nothing without _cayenguirago_. the governor of _canada_ was angry at this, and said, he had nothing to do with the governor of _new-york_, he would treat only with the _five nations_; the peace between the christians must be made on the other side the great lake. he added, he was sorry to see the _five nations_ so far degenerated, as to take a sixth nation into their chain, to rule over them. if you had desired me to come and treat in any of your castles, i would have done it; but to tell me i must go to _albany_, is to desire of me what i can by no means do. you have done very ill, to suffer the people of _new-york_ to govern you so far, that you dare do nothing without their consent. i advise you to send two of each nation to me, and let _decanesora_ be one of them. i have orders from the king my master to grant you peace, if you come in your proper persons to ask it. the governor of _canada_ afterwards said, "children of the _five nations_, i have compassion for your little children, therefore come speedily, and speak of peace to me, otherwise i'll stop my ears for the future: by all means let _decanesora_ come; for if the _mohawks_ come alone, i will not hear them, some of all the _five nations_ must come. now _tariha_ return home, and tell the _five nations_, that i will wait for their coming till the trees bud, and the bark can be parted from the trees. i design for _france_ in the spring, and i leave a gentleman to command here, to whom i have given orders to raise soldiers, if you do not come in that time, and then what will become of you? i am truly grieved to see the _five nations_ so debauched and deceived by _cayenguirago_, who is lately come to _new-york_, and by _quider_. formerly the chief men of the _five nations_ used to converse with me; but this governor of _new-york_ has so deluded you, that you hearken to none but him; but take care of what will follow, if you hearken to none but him." then _decanesora_ excused the not sending the letters to _albany_, which came by _tariha_, as they had promised, saying, the other nations trusted this to the _oneydoes_, because the messenger was to return to them, and the _oneydoes_ deceived the others. he likewise excused their not coming to _albany_ as soon as _tariha_ returned, which was in _november_. he said the chief _sachem_ of the _onondagas_, who was entrusted (as their speaker) by the _five nations_ with their general affairs, by the general council of _onondaga_, had a sore leg, and could not travel[ ]. that in such case he (_decanesora_) did all that was in his power, that is, he called a council at _onondaga_, to give directions in this affair; and that he invited _quider_ to this council. he continued, "the four nations that met there resolved to send deputies to _canada_, and that i _decanesora_ was to be one of them; but at the same time ordered me, with some others, to communicate the resolutions of the general council to our brethren at _albany_, and to the _mohawks_, to be farther advised by them. "the resolutions are, to =send three belts= to the governor of _canada_, with the following propositions. * * * * * "i. _onondio_, you have sent for me often, and as often asked, why i am afraid to come? the great kettle of war that you have hung over the fire is the reason of it. then laying down the first belt, i am to ask his consent to the other two belts which i still keep in my hand. "ii. we now not only throw down the kettle, and thereby throw the boiling water out of it, but likewise break it to pieces, that it may never be hanged up again by this second belt. "iii. hearken, _onondio_, you are sent from the _french_ king, your master, as _cayenguirago_ is from the great king and queen of _england_. what i am now about to speak to you, is by inspiration from the great god of heaven. you say that you will have nothing to do with our brethren of _cayenguirago_, but i must tell you, that we are inseparable, we can have no peace with you so long as you are at war with them; we must stand and fall with them; which i am to confirm, by laying down the third belt. * * * * * "when this was concluded the jesuit _milet_, and another _french_ gentleman (who had been taken prisoner, and was taken into the place of the chief _sachem of onondaga_, formerly lost in the war, and thereby became a _sachem_) desired leave to add two belts to the other three. by their being _sachems_ they had a vote in the general council, and a right to propose any thing. they wrote and read to us the purports of their belts, and we have brought their papers with us, to shew to our brethren." to shew the necessity they were under of making peace, speedily he added: "that two women, who were prisoners at _canada_, had made their escape, on purpose to inform them that the _french_ were making great preparations of battoes, and other necessaries for an expedition; one said, she had informed one of the _sachems_ of the _praying indians_ of her design, who sent an _indian_ with her to advise the _five nations_, to prevent the great danger they were threatened with by a speedy conclusion of the peace; and added, that they had sent one of their people back with this _praying indian_, to assure them that deputies would certainly go to _canada_ in the spring to treat of peace." i make no doubt, this was only an article to hasten the _five nations_ to conclude the peace, lest the _english_, if it were delayed, should find means to prevent it. then he shewed the flag which the governor of _canada_ sent them to be carried by their deputies, that the _french_ might know them. upon these resolutions being taken, the _five nations_ recalled six hundred men, that they had placed along _cadarackui river_, to intercept the _french_, as they passed to and from _missilimakinak_. the jesuit's papers being read to them, several things were found in them which he had not read to the general council. to this _decanesora_ answered; "we know that the priest favours his own nation, and deceives us in many things; but it is not in his power to alter our affection to our brethren, we wish you would bury all misunderstandings that you have conceived on his account; and we likewise wish you gave less credit to the rum-carriers than you do." here we see, by this appellation, what a contemptible character the traders have among the _indians_, and yet the government of _new-york_ has almost perpetually trusted the management of the _indian_ affairs to these traders. _decanesora_ ended his conference as follows: "the governor of _canada_'s words, and the resolutions of the four nations are now before you, consult therefore what is to be done, and if it be necessary for the brethren to go to our castles to advise us farther, be not unwilling; and then he laid down a large belt eleven rows deep, and seven fathom of wampum." the next day major _schuyler_ told them that he could consent to no treaty with the _french_; but proposed to them to meet the governor here in seventy days, and that _decanesora_ in particular should return at that time, and gave a belt. they agreed to meet the governor at that time; "but as for myself (says _decanesora_) i cannot promise; i am now the minister of the general council, and cannot dispose of myself, but by their directions; if they order me, i shall willingly return. we did not expect to hear such positive prohibition of keeping any correspondence with the _french_; seventy days must pass before we meet again, if any mischief be done by the enemy in that time, let us not blame one another. consider again what is most for the publick good, and let it be spoken before we part, and laid down a large belt of fourteen deep." major _schuyler_ then asked them again, whether they promised to stop all correspondence with the _french_, either by the jesuit or otherwise, for seventy days, and till they shall have his excellency the governor's answer. _decanesora_ answered to this, "i have no authority to answer this question. i shall lay the belt down in every one of the castles, and tell, that by it all correspondence is desired to stop with the _french_; but i cannot promise that this will be complied with." major _schuyler_ on the sixth called the _indians_ again together: he advised them not to submit to, nor trust such a perfidious nation as the _french_ are, who have upon all occasions proved themselves such. be not discouraged, (says he, =giving a belt=) heaven begins again to favour us. this day the forerunners of the _shawonons_ are come to town, seven nations are on their march following them, one thousand in number, including men, women and children, as you may learn from their own mouths. take courage, and be not afraid, =giving five fathom of wampum=. this seemed a lucky incident, and accordingly it had more influence than all other arguments together. _decanesora_, the next day, called the magistrates together, and told them, you have at last shut up the way to _canada_, but we have one thing to ask, after mature deliberation, which we expect will not be refused us. major _schuyler_ assured them that every thing should be granted, which was either for their safety or honour. we desire then, said he, that you send a messenger along with ours to the _praying indians_ at _canada_, to tell them that the priest is false; that we are to meet _cayenguirago_ in the spring, and therefore cannot go to _canada_ at that time; and that a further cessation of arms be agreed to, till such time as we can go. we desire at least, that if you will not send a messenger, that you put the message in writing, as a token of your assent to it. this last was agreed to, and the message was put in writing in the following words, and translated into _french_. * * * * * the =dispatch of three belts=, which two messengers of the _five nations_ carry to the _caraguists_ and catholick _indians_, according to what was resolved by the _agayandres_ or _sachems_ of the _five nations_, at _albany_, _february_ the ninth . _first belt_. the _agayandres_ of the _five nations_ cannot go to _canada_ in the spring, as they gave reason to expect by the last message from _onondaga_, because _cayenguirago_ has called all the _five nations_, and other _indians_, to meet him at _albany_, in the month of _april_ next, to which the _five nations_ have agreed. _second belt_. if the _caraguists_, or _french_, have any thing to propose to the _five nations_, they may safely come into our country. this belt opens the path, and secures it to them both coming and going. _third belt_. the _five nations_, and their friends, lay down the hatchet till they shall have an answer, which they expect in forty days. provided nevertheless, that the _caraguists_ and _french_ tye their hatchets down at the same time. * * * * * these belts were accordingly presented to the _praying indians_ of _cahnuaga_, who refused to receive them but in the presence of mr. _de callieres_, governor of _montreal_. mr. _de callieres_ acquainted the count _de frontenac_ with the contents. after which the _praying indians_, in presence of mr. _de callieres_, gave the following answer. "we will have no correspondence with the _five nations_, but by order of the governor of _canada_ our father, and unless _decanesora_, and the other deputies, come before the feast of st. _john_, the way will be shut up for ever after, and our father's ears will be stopt. we however assure you, that if the deputies come in that time the path shall be safe both coming and going." whether the accounts given of the coming of the _shawonons_ was only an amusement, or whether they were diverted on their march, i know not, for i find no farther account of them in the register of the _indian_ affairs: however it was, the impression made on the _indians_ by that news, was not sufficient to withstand the force of the resolute answer their messenger received from the _praying indians_. _decanesora_ and the other deputies went early in the spring to _canada_; the other _sachems_ met colonel _fletcher_ at _albany_, the fourth of _may_ . the _indians_ spoke first by _sadakanahtie_, an _onondaga sachem_, as follows: "_brother_ cayenguirago, "some of our _sachems_ agreed last winter that we should keep no correspondence with the _french_; we confess that we have broke that promise, and that we have received a messenger from _canada_, and have sent our deputies likewise thither. the belt is not yet arrived, by which we are to acknowledge our fault in doing this. the reason of our doing it is truly this, we are afraid of the enemy. "when a messenger came last year from _canada_ to _onondaga_, our brother _cayenguirago_ discharged our meeting in general council at _onondaga_, to consult on that message, and ordered us to hold our general council here at _albany_ on that affair. the privilege of meeting in general council, when we please, is a privilege we always have enjoyed; no former governor, of the name of _corlear_, ever obstructed this privilege. we planted a tree of peace in this place with them, its roots and branches extend as far as _virginia_ and _new-england_, and we have reposed with pleasure under its shade. brother, let us keep to that first tree, and let us be united and unanimous; such prohibition of our assemblies will be of ill consequence, and occasion differences between us. "we acknowledge, i say, our sending agents to _canada_ for peace, we were incouraged in doing this, by the knowledge we have of the governor of _canada_. he is an old man, and was formerly governor of that place. he was always esteemed a wise peaceable man, and therefore we trust our message will have a good issue. we did not take it amiss that you sent to the _dewagunhas_, nor that _arnout_ was sent to the _satanas_, both of them our enemies; and, for the same reason, our brother _cayenguirago_ ought not to be displeased with our sending to the _french_ for peace. "we, _onondagas_, acknowledge ourselves to have been the chief promoters of this message, we have sent in all nine _sachems_ with nine belts. it is true we are now under much uneasiness in having trusted so many _sachems_ in the _french_ hands, being almost half the number we have in our nation, but we were in haste to prevent the designs the _french_ had against our countries and yours, by the great warlike preparations they were making in _canada_." then he told all the orders and directions which their ambassadors had received; which agreeing with the account which _decanesora_ gave of his negotiation, i shall here pass over. he finished all by =giving a belt=. colonel _fletcher_ told them, he would give no answer to what they had said, before they discovered to him what reason they had to say, that he had forbid their holding any assembly at _onondaga_, and that he had made peace with the _dewagunhas_ and _satanas_, without their consent and concurrence. to this the speaker the next day answered; "i was sick, and absent when the affairs you mention were transacted, and i was at a loss how to excuse our sending to the _french_ contrary to your advice; but several _sachems_ being arrived since i spoke, i have been better informed by them, who were present at those transactions. we find it, in every circumstance, as our brother _cayenguirago_ says; that you did not obstruct our keeping general councils at _onondaga_, but only cautioned us in hearkening to the fallacies of the _french_, and in holding meetings on that occasion. we assure you we will never separate from you, we still have one head, one blood, one soul, and one heart with you; and as a confirmation of this i =give this belt seven deep=. "as to the _dewagunhas_ and _shawonons_, we are confident _cayenguirago_ will not admit them into his government, till they have made peace with us, which we shall willingly grant. when our enemies are humbled, and beg peace, why should they not have it? let them come and live with us, it will strengthen our country. "brother _cayenguirago_, when the christians first arrived in this country, we received them kindly. when they were but a small people, we entered into a league with them, to guard them from all enemies whatsoever. we were so fond of their society, that we tied the great canoe which brought them, not with a rope made of bark to a tree, but with a strong iron chain fastened to a great mountain. now before the christians arrived, the general council of the _five nations_ was held at _onondaga_, where there has, from the beginning, a continual fire been kept burning; it is made of two great logs, whose fire never extinguishes. as soon as the hatchet-makers (their general name for christians) arrived, this general council at _onondaga_ planted this tree at _albany_, whose roots and branches have since spread as far as _new-england_, _connecticut, pensilvania, maryland_ and _virginia_; and under the shade of this tree all these _english_ colonies have frequently been sheltered. then (=giving seven fathom of wampum=) he renewed the chain, and promised, as they likewise expected, mutual assistance, in case of any attack from any enemy. "the only reason, to be plain with you, continued he, of our sending to make peace with the _french_, is the low condition to which we are reduced, while none of our neighbours send us the least assistance, so that the whole burthen of the war lyes on us alone. our brethren of _new-england, connecticut_, _pensilvania, maryland_ and _virginia_, of their own accord thrust their arms into our chain; but since the war began we have received no assistance from them. we alone cannot continue the war against the _french_, by reason of the recruits they daily receive from the other side the great lake. "brother _cayenguirago_, speak from your heart, are you resolved to prosecute the war vigorously against the _french_, and are your neighbours of _virginia, maryland, pensilvania, connecticut_ and _new-england_, resolved to assist us? if it be so, we assure you, notwithstanding any treaty hitherto entered into, we will prosecute the war as hotly as ever. but if our neighbours will not assist, we must make peace, and we submit it to your consideration, by =giving this great belt fifteen deep=. "brother _cayenguirago_, i have truly told you the reasons which have induced us to offer peace to the _french_; we shall likewise, from the bottom of our hearts, inform you of the design we have in this treaty. when the governor of _canada_ shall have accepted the nine belts, of which i have just now told you, then we shall have something more to say by two large belts, which lye still hid in our bosom. we shall lay down first one and say, we have a brother _cayenguirago_, with whose people we have been united in one chain from the beginning, they must be included in this treaty; we cannot see them involved in bloody war, while we sit in easy peace. if the governor of _canada_ answer, that he has made a separate peace with us, and that he cannot make any peace with _cayenguirago_, because the war is from over the great lake; then we shall lay down the second great broad belt, and tell the governor of _canada_, if you will not include _cayenguirago_'s people, the treaty will become thereby void, as if it had never been made; and if he persists, we will absolutely leave him." while the _sachems_ were at _albany_, _decanesora_ and the other ambassadors arrived at the castle of the _praying indians_, near the falls above _montreal_. they were conducted from thence, by the superior of the jesuits, to _quebeck_. they had their audience of the governor of _canada_ with great solemnity, in the presence of all the ecclesiasticks and officers of distinction, and of the most considerable _indians_ then in the place. they were every day, while they staid in the place, entertained at the governor's table, or at the tables of the most considerable officers. _decanesora_ on his side made a good appearance, being cloathed in scarlet trim'd with gold, and with a laced bever hat on his head, which had been given him by colonel _fletcher_ before he went. the jesuit _milet_ had by letter informed the governor of every thing in their commission, and though he was thereby enabled to have answered them immediately, he consulted three days, after the ambassadors had delivered what they had to say, before he would return an answer, that it might appear with more solemnity. the _indians_ never return a sudden answer on any occasion of importance, however resolved they be beforehand, and despise those that do, though their answer be never so much to the purpose. i choose to give an account of this from _decanesora_'s mouth, as i did of the former, and for the same reason. the account given of it by the _indians_ agrees, in all the material points, with that published by the _french_, and i am confident it is not less genuine. colonel _fletcher_ being sensible of what consequence this treaty between the _french_ and _five nations_ might be of to all the _english_ colonies, gave them notice of it, and informed them of the reasons which had induced the _indians_ to enter into it. he told them, there was no possibility of preventing it, but by the _indians_ being assured of more effectual assistance, than they had hitherto received, and advised them to send commissioners for that purpose to _albany_ in _august_, at which time he intended to meet the _five nations_ there, after the return of their messengers from _canada_. accordingly, _andrew hamilton_, esq; governor of _new-jersey_, colonel _john pinchon_, _samuel sands_, esq; and major _pen townsend_, commissioners from _massachuset's bay_, and colonel _john hauley_ and captain _stanley_, commissioners from _connecticut_, waited on colonel _fletcher_ at _albany_, who carried with him likewise a part of the council of _new-york_. these gentlemen having met the _indians_ at _albany_ the fifteenth of _august_, _decanesora_ rose up first, and desired leave to sing a song or two of peace, before they began on business. then _rode_, a _mohawk sachem_, rose up, and addressing himself to the other _sachems_, said, we have great reason to rejoice, seeing so many of those, who are in our chain, are now met, to consult together on the general weal; after which they sang two or three songs. _sadakanahtie_ being chosen speaker for that day, rose up, spoke much to the same purpose as he had done to colonel _fletcher_ in _may_ last; giving a metaphorical account of their league with the _english_, how it began, and by what steps it had been inlarged and strengthened; how the other colonies had thrust their arms into this chain, but had given little or no assistance against the common enemy. "our brother _cayenguirago_'s arms (says he) and ours are stiff, and tired with holding fast the chain, whilst our neighbours sit still and smoak at their ease. the fat is melted from our flesh, and fallen on our neighbours, who grow fat while we grow lean: they flourish while we decay. "this chain made us the envy of the _french_, and if all had held it as fast as _cayenguirago_, it would have been a terror also. if we would all heartily join and take the hatchet in our hand, our common enemy would soon be destroyed, and we should for ever after live in peace and ease. do you but your parts, and thunder itself cannot break our chain." then he mentioned some jealousies they had entertained of _new-england_, by their suffering the chevalier _d'o_ to escape to _canada_, which they suspected had been concerted between him and the people of _new-england_, in order to treat of peace. "our agents, said he, saw the chevalier _d'o_ at _canada_, who told them that he had been set at liberty by the _english_, and that it was in vain that the _five nations_ warred against the _french_, while the _english_ favoured them." on this occasion he shewed them a fish painted on paper, which the commissioners of _new-england_ had given them, when they first entered into the chain, as a seal to the league. he finished by telling them, that they would next day give all the particulars of their negotiation in _canada_. the next day _decanesora_ proceeded to the account of his negotiation, as follows: "the governor of _canada_ having often sent to us to come to _canada_ to treat with him, we went thither, and told him that we were come to treat of peace. we made the following proposals. "father, if we do not conclude a peace now, it will be your fault; for we have already taken the hatchet out of the hands of the _river indians_ (_hudson_'s river) whom we incited to the war. but we must tell you, that you are an ill man, you are inconstant and not to be trusted; we have had war together a long time, and though you occasioned the war, we never hated the house of _oghessa_, (a gentleman living at _montreal_) let him undertake the toilsome journey to _onondaga_; for if he will he shall be welcome. "father, we are now speaking of peace, and therefore i must speak a word to the _praying indians_, and first to those of _cahnuaga_ (chiefly _mohawks_) you know our customs and manners, therefore make _onondio_ acquainted therewith, and be assisting in the prosecuting of this good work. then to the other castle, called _canassadaga_, (chiefly _onondagas_) you are worse than the _french_ themselves, you deserted from us, and side with our enemies to destroy us; make some amends now, by forwarding peace. "you have almost eat us up, our best men are killed in this bloody war; but we now forget what is past. before this we once threw the hatchet into the river of _kaihohage_[ ], but you fished it up, and treacherously surprised our people at _cadarackui_. after this you sent to us to have our prisoners restored; then the hatchet was thrown up to the sky, but you kept a string fastened to the helve, and pulled it down, and fell upon our people again. this we revenged to some purpose, by the destruction of your people and houses in the island of _montreal_. "now we are come to cover the blood from our sight, which has been shed by both sides during this long war. "_onondio_, we have been at war a long time, we now give you a medicine to drive away all ill thoughts from your heart, to purge it and make it clean, and restore it to its former state. "_onondio_, we will not permit any settlement at _cadarackui_; you have had your fire there thrice extinguished; we will not consent to your rebuilding that fort, but the passage through the river shall be free and clear. we make the sun clean, and drive away all clouds and darkness, that we may see the light without interruption. "_onondio_, we have taken many prisoners from one another, during the war. the prisoners we took have been delivered, according to our custom, to the families that have lost any in the war. they no longer belong to the publick, they may give them back if they please, your people may do the same. we have brought back two prisoners, and restore them to you. "after i had finished what i had to say, continued he, the governor of _canada_ told me, that he would not make peace with _cayenguirago_. to this i answered, these words displease me much, you shall keep peace with him. _onondio_ said again, i must fight with _cayenguirago_, it is not in my power to make peace; this can only be done by my master, who lives over the great water. to this i replied, i cannot bear this discourse; if you should fight him now, and not stay till i get home, all the country will look on me as a traytor; i can treat with you no longer. the argument on this subject lasted three days, at last the governor of _canada_ assured me, that he would not undertake any enterprize against _cayenguirago_ this summer, but would wait to hear what he wou'd say. "the governor of _canada_ insisted three days to have hostages left, which i refused, but two agreeing of their own accord to stay, they were left, _viz_. one an _onondago_, another a _seneka_. "then the governor of _canada_ made the following publick answer: "i. i accept of peace as you offer. "ii. son, bring all the prisoners back that you have taken from me, and yours shall have liberty to return home, if they please. "iii. children, erect my fire again at _cadarackui_, and plant there the tree of peace. "after this the governor of _canada_ delivered me a belt, which i now lay down before you; by it he said, desire _cayenguirago_ to send a wise man to me, and he shall have protection according to the custom of christians; and added, "children of the _five nations_, if _cayenguirago_ shall employ you to do any service for him, do not accept of it, let him send his own people." _decanesora_ added, that the governor of _canada_ had fixed eighty days for a return to this belt. he continued and said, "the _sachems_ of the _dionondadies_ were present; after i had finished my speech, they said; may what you have now said be from your hearts; we suspect you are not sincere; let us no longer feel the smart of the hatchet, and gave this belt which i now lay down. "the _praying indians_ next said, brethren, our father _onondio_ has told you to bring home all the prisoners, do not fail in this; =giving two belts=. "brother _cayenguirago_, you will find what i have now said confirmed by this paper, which the governor of _canada_ gave me. i brought letters likewise for the jesuit _milet_, who was to read the paper to us." the paper contained the articles in _french_, in which the governor of _canada_ was willing to make peace. but besides what _decanesora_ here tells, the _french_ accounts say, that he brought two belts underground (that is privately) from three _onondaga sachems_, to assure the governor of _canada_ of their particular affection, which the governor of _canada_ answered, by a private belt to them. as soon as _decanesora_ had done speaking, colonel _fletcher_ rejected the belt sent by the governor of _canada_, saying; if the governor of _canada_ have any thing to say to me, let him send some of his people to _albany_, and they shall have protection. next day _sadekanahtie_, after he had sung a long song, gave the following account of their negotiations with the _dewagunhas_ and _dionondadies_, which they had undertaken by the governor's advice. "we were afraid, says he, to send messengers of our own people, and therefore we employed two prisoners we had of the _dionondadies_ with the governor's belt. some time after this, some of the _senekas_ hunting near the _dionondadies_, two of them were taken; but when they were carried to the _dionondadie_ castle, they were not treated like prisoners; they were used kindly, and sent back with the following offers of peace. "we are glad to see you face to face to speak to you, since the sun has been so propitious to send home the men that were prisoners with you, giving a few strings of wampum. "we are glad of this opportunity to tell you, that we have been both drunk in making war on one another; we now give you a cordial to ease your hearts, that there be no longer war between us, by =this belt=. "we are glad that you have set the doors open as far as _cayenguirago_'s house, that we may freely go thither. carry him =this second belt=. "brethren, we thank you for having prepared a place for us at your general council of _onondaga_. our country is every where free to you to treat with us, by =this third belt=. "brethren, our whole country rejoiced when you invited us into your country, and from thence to go where _cayenguirago_ dwells; be not afraid to come to our country, you shall meet with no molestation. "brethren, we thank you for putting us in mind of what was formerly agreed to, _viz_. that when any ill accident happens, we were to meet together to compose matters, and not to revenge it with war. we are now together to put an end to all misunderstanding, by =this fourth belt=. "brethren, (we include all the nations from the _senekas_ country to _new-york_ in this name) hearken to us. we rend the clouds asunder, and drive away all darkness from the heavens, that the sun of peace may shine with brightness over us all; =giving a sun= of a round red polished stone. "brethren, we put the hatchet into the hands of the _chightaghies_, _twithtwies_, and _odsirachies_, to war against you; but we shall in three days go to these nations and take the hatchet out of their hands; =giving half a stone pipe=. "you _senekas_ are stupid creatures, we must therefore warn you not to hunt so far from your castles, lest you be hurt by any of these three nations, and then blame us. they then =gave the other half of the pipe=. "but brother _cayenguirago_, says _sadakahnitie_, do not suffer these nations to come nearer than the _senekas_ country, lest they discover our weakness, and to what a low condition the war has reduced us. these nations have been so long in friendship with the _french_, and are so much under their influence, that we cannot trust them yet, or be too much upon our guard against them." colonel _fletcher_ not being able to give the _five nations_ any assurance of a vigorous assistance, he called the principal _sachems_ to a private conference on the twentieth. he asked them, whether they had made peace with the governor of _canada_; they answered, that it only wanted his approbation, and added, that they could no longer carry on the war without assistance. you have the whole negotiations before you, say they, and we submit it to your prudence. he then allowed them to make peace, provided they kept faithful in their chain with the _english_; but told them, that as to his part he could make no peace with the governor of _canada_. they were under great uneasiness to leave their friends in the war, they said, and wished, since neither the governor of _canada_ nor he would receive proposals by their hands, that they might think of some neutral place to treat. the governor answered, that he could neither receive nor send any message on that head; and that peace could be only made between them by the two kings. the governor next asked them, whether they would permit the _french_ to build again at _cadarackui_; they answered, they would never permit it, and were resolved to insist on it, in all the ensuing treaties, that he never shall. then the governor added, if you permit the french to build any where on that lake, there will be an end to your liberty, your posterity will become slaves to the _french_. if ever you should permit them, i will look on it as an absolute breach of the chain with us: if the _french_ attempt it give me notice, and i will march the whole force of my government to your assistance. we shall find afterwards, however, that the government of _new-york_ was far from making good this promise. the governor told them, that they had lost much of their honour in creeping to the _french_, in such an abject manner; for, says he, the governor of _canada_'s paper, which you brought with you, says, that you came in the most humble and penitent manner, and begged peace. to which they answered, the governor of _canada_ has no reason to make such reflexions, we have many of his belts to shew, by which he again and again sued to us for peace, before we would hearken to him. but, replies the governor, how came you to call him father? for no other reason, they replied, but because he calls us children. these names signify nothing. they desired the governor not to say any thing particularly of _cadarackui_, in his publick speech that he was to make next day, for they had, they said, some among them that would tell all to the governor of _canada_; and concluded, with wishing that they had some one, who could write and read all that the governor had said to them, that they might not forget any part of it, when they come to consult and resolve on this weighty affair, at their general council at _onondaga_. here we see these barbarians, these savages, as we call them, acting with the greatest regard to the treaties they had entered into with their allies, and that at a time when the exigences of their own affairs, and when the faint feeble assistance, which their allies had contributed in the common cause, would, among christian potentates, have been thought a sufficient excuse for their taking care of themselves separately, in breach of the most solemn confederacy they could enter into. the _sachems_ of the _five nations_ being met at _onondaga_, to consult on the terms offered by the _french_, they were divided in their opinions; the _cayugas_, and part of the _senekas_, were most favourable to the _french_ proposals; but the major part was absolutely against allowing the _french_ to rebuild a fort at _cadarackui_, nor would they consent to include all the _french_ allies in the treaty, with some of which they had particular causes of animosity. the party that was most for peace obtained leave to go to _canada_, to try whether they could obtain terms less disagreeable. they accordingly went thither, within the time prefixed by the governor of _canada_, for an answer; and to make themselves more acceptable to the _french_, they carried thirteen prisoners with them, and delivered them up. the jesuit _milet_ was of this number, who had been taken in the year , and one _jonscaire_, who had been long a prisoner among the _senekas_: he had been delivered up to a family of the _senekas_, that had lost some considerable relation, and was by them adopted. he ingratiated himself so much with that nation, that he was advanced to the rank of a _sachem_, and preserved their esteem to the day of his death; whereby he became, after the general peace, very useful to the _french_ in all negotiations with the _five nations_, and to this day they shew their regard to his family and children. when the governor of _canada_ came to particulars with these deputies, he could obtain nothing but ambiguous or dubious answers, as to the rebuilding of _cadarackui fort_, and the including of all the _french_ allies in the peace. whereupon he dismissed them with presents, and made them many fair promises, in case of their compliance; but threatened them with utter destruction, in case of their refusing the terms he had offered. many of the _french indian_ allies were present, when the governor of _canada_ refused any agreement without his allies being included in it, and this attached them exceedingly to the _french_ interest. this regard, which the _french_ generally shew for the interest of their allies, is a piece of policy which, upon all occasions, proves useful to them; whereas, the neglect of this piece of natural justice has as often been prejudicial to others, who have not had so tender a sense of it. but it is not so easy for a weak state to keep up its honour in such cases, as it is for a powerful prince. [footnote : when the affair of which they speak concerns the government of _new-york_, the _indians_ always address themselves to the governor, whether he be present or not.] [footnote : this, in the _indian_ idiom, signifies a trifling excuse of an unwilling person.] [footnote : the _french_ call it _la famine_, near oswego. the treaty with mr. _de la bar_ was made there.] chap. xi. _the war renewed_. _the_ french _repossess themselves of_ cadarackui _fort_, _and find means to break off the treaty between the_ five nations _and_ dionondadies. the _five nations_ refusing to come to the governor of _canada_'s terms, he resolved to force them; and as he suspected that they continued obstinate, by the advice of the _english_, and the confidence they had of the _english_ assistance, he thought he would most effectually lessen that confidence, by attacking and destroying the remainder of the _mohawks_, who liv'd adjoining to the _english_ settlements. for this purpose he resolved to march, in the winter, the whole force of _canada_ against that nation; but one of the prisoners learning their design, made his escape, and informed the _mohawks_ of it. this made him alter his measures, knowing well enough, that if the _english_ were prepared to receive them, such an enterprize would only lead those engaged in it to certain destruction. he then sent three hundred men into the neck of land between _lake erie_ and _cadarackui lake_, the usual hunting place of the _five nations_, in hopes of surprising them while they hunted carelessly there, and at the same time to view the old _french_ fort there, to observe in what condition it remained. this party met with three or four men, who defended themselves obstinately, till they all fell dead on the spot. they surprised likewise a cabin, where they took some men and women prisoners; and four of them were publickly burnt alive at _montreal_. so far the count _de frontenac_ thought it more proper to imitate the _indians_ in their most savage cruelties, than to instruct them, by his example, in the compassion of the christian doctrine. a party of one hundred and fifty of the _five nations_ fell upon the _dewagunhas_, in their way to _canada_, and entirely routed them. ten prisoners were taken, nine of which were burnt alive, in revenge of the same fate the four men of the _five nations_ had received at _montreal_. this year also some sculking _french indians_ murdered some people near _albany_ and _schenectady_. the party sent to view _cadarackui fort_ found it in a better condition than they expected, the _indians_ having neglected to demolish and level the bastions, and probably they had not instruments sufficient to do it. the count _de frontenac_ therefore, in the summer of the year , sent a considerable body of men, both _french_ and _indians_, thither, to repair the fortifications, and to cover those that should be at work. the _five nations_, in _august_, sent messengers to _albany_, to acquaint the _english_ that the _french_ had taken possession of _cadarackui_, and were repairing of it. they demanded, in consequence of the promise colonel _fletcher_ had given them, the assistance of five hundred men and some cannon, which they promised they would draw over land, where they could not be carried by water. at the same time they desired, that the people of _new-england_ might be told, that many of the _owenagungas_ were gone with the _french_ to _cadarackui_, and that this was a proper time to fall upon those that remained, and to destroy them, and the women and children. coll. _fletcher_ came to _albany_ in _september_; there, in a speech to the _five nations_, he blamed them for being asleep, when they suffered the _french_ to take possession of _cadarackui_; it would have been much easier, he said, to have prevented their getting the possession, than to drive them out, now they are in it, especially as now you yourselves are convinced, that it is impossible to carry cannon thither from this place. all, says he, i can now do, is to advise you to invest the place with your parties, so as to prevent their receiving any supply of provisions: by this means you may force them to desert it. then he gave them pound of powder, two thousand pound of lead, fusees, one hundred hatchets, three hundred and forty eight knives, and two thousand flints, besides cloathing, &c. but in my opinion, the government of _new-york_ have, on all occasions, been exceedingly to be blamed, in not having some men of experience among the _five nations_ to advise and direct them on all emergencies of importance. the _french_ are very careful of this, and the _officers_ of the regular troops are obliged to take their tours among their _indians_, while the captains of the independent companies of fusiliers at _new-york_ live like military monks, in idleness and luxury. the _french_ gained a great advantage, by possessing this place, as it is of great security to their traders, in their passing between _montreal_ and _missilimakinak_. it served likewise as a place of stores, and retreat in all their enterprizes against the _five nations_, that place being nearly about half way between _montreal_ and the country of the _five nations_. it likewise exposed the _five nations_ in their hunting, to the incursions of that garison, by its being in the neighbourhood of their principal hunting place for bever. the _french_ grew exceedingly uneasy, when they found, that the _dionondadies_, who live near _missilimakinak_, had almost concluded a peace with the _five nations_, and that the rest of their allies were like to follow their example: some of these nations had been at _montreal_, and at their return forwarded the peace, that thereby they might be at liberty to go to _albany_; for they informed their neighbours, that the _five nations_ had intirely shut up the path to _montreal_; and besides that, the _french_ were not in a condition to supply them, for they had nothing for themselves, not so much as a drop of strong spirits. if these nations had, at that time, deserted the _french_, it might probably have put an end to the _french_ colony; for as the lands of _canada_ barely produce sufficient for the subsistence of its inhabitants, the only means they have of purchasing cloathing and other necessaries is by their trade with the _indians_. the _french_ likewise had been in danger of greater mischief by the peace, for these nations being at war with the _five nations_, and lying on the back of them, obliged the _five nations_ to keep always a very considerable part of their force at home, to defend themselves against these nations, and to revenge the injuries they received from them; but if the peace had been concluded with these nations, the _five nations_ could have turned their whole force against _canada_, and probably might have persuaded these nations to have joined with them in warring on the _french_. the _french_ commandant at _missilimakinak_ had his hands full at this time; and if he had not been a man of great abilities, he must have sunk under the difficulties he had to go through; in the first place, to contradict the stories brought from _montreal_, he ordered the stores of his fort to be sold to the _indians_ at the cheapest rate, and assured them, that great quantities were every day expected from _france_, which were only detained by contrary winds; and after these goods shall arrive, said he, they will be sold cheaper than ever they have been. he told them likewise, that the count _de frontenac_ would never make peace with the _five nations_, but was resolved to extirpate them; for which purpose he was now rebuilding _cadarackui fort_. at the same time he took all possible methods to extinguish the beginnings of friendship, which appeared between the _five nations_ and _dionondadies_. the _dionondadies_ durst not avow their treating with the _five nations_ to the _french_, neither durst the _five nations_ trust their agents in a place where they knew the _french_ had so great influence; both sides therefore agreed to carry on their treaty by means of prisoners which they took from one another. the civility with which the _dionondadies_ treated these prisoners, their dismissing them, and their receiving again prisoners which had been taken by the _five nations_, gave the commandant sufficient ground to suspect what was doing. the _dionondadies_ at last took seven men of the _five nations_ prisoners, and carried them to _missilimakinak_. the _french_ perceiving, by their manner of bringing them in, that the _dionondadies_ intended to treat them with the civility they had lately used to others, murdered two of them with their knives as they stept ashore. on this the _dionondadies_ immediately took to their arms, saved the other five, and carried them safe to their castle; and continuing in arms, threatened revenge for the insult they had received. the _french_ were forced in like manner to stand to their arms, and as there are always many different nations at _missilimakinak_ trading, some of which were inveterate enemies of the _five nations_, they joined with the _french_. the _utawawas_ stood neuter. this gave the commandant means of ending the dispute by composition. he in the first place assured them, that the christians abhorred all manner of cruelty, and then told them, that as the _french_ shared with the _dionondadies_ in all the dangers and losses sustained by the war, they ought in like manner to partake with them in any advantage. the _dionondadies_ on this were persuaded to deliver up one of the prisoners. what i am about to relate, i think, gives room to charge the _french_ with a piece of policy, not only inconsistent with the christian religion, but likewise with the character of a polite people; and that all considerations from religion, honour, and virtue, must give way to the present exigencies of their affairs. that an end might be put to the beginnings of a reconciliation between these people and the _five nations_, the _french_ gave a publick invitation to feast on the soup to be made on this prisoner, and, in a more particular manner, invited the _utawawas_ to the entertainment. the prisoner being first made fast to a stake, so as to have room to move round it, a _frenchman_ began the horrid tragedy, by broiling the flesh of the prisoner's legs, from his toes to his knees, with the red hot barrel of a gun; his example was followed by an _utawawa_, and they relieved one another as they grew tired. the prisoner all this while continued his death song, till they clapt a red hot frying-pan on his buttocks, when he cried out, fire is strong and too powerful; then all their _indians_ mocked him, as wanting courage and resolution. you, they said, a soldier and a captain, as you say, and afraid of fire; you are not a man. they continued their torments for two hours without ceasing. an _utawawa_ being desirous to outdo the _french_ in their refined cruelty, split a furrow from the prisoner's shoulder to his garter, and filling it with gunpowder, set fire to it. this gave him exquisite pain, and raised excessive laughter in his tormenters. when they found his throat so much parched, that he was no longer able to gratify their ears with his howling, they gave him water, to enable him to continue their pleasure longer. but at last his strength failing, an _utawawa_ flead off his scalp, and threw burning hot coals on his scull. then they untied him, and bid him run for his life: he began to run, tumbling like a drunken man; they shut up the way to the east, and made him run westward, the country, as they think, of departed (miserable) souls. he had still force left to throw stones, till they put an end to his misery by knocking him on the head with a stone. after this every one cut a slice from his body, to conclude the tragedy with a feast. it is doing no injury, i think, to these _frenchmen_, who thus glory in this horrid cruelty, to ask them, whether they did not likewise regale their revengeful appetites with a share of this inhuman feast? though i have had frequent occasions to mention these barbarous inhuman cruelties, transacted by the _indians_, yet i have avoided to relate the particular circumstances of them, because i believe few civilized ears can bear the reading of them without horror. but when they are perpetrated by christians, and so far gloried in, as to be recorded in their own history, i am willing to shew it to my countrymen in its proper colours. this last piece of _french_ history is taken from _histoire de l'amerique septentrionale, par monsr. de la poterie_, published at _paris_ with the royal licence, and recommended to the publick by mons. _fontenelle_, vol. ii. page . though this cruel act had its designed effect, in breaking off this method of negotiating between the _five nations_ and _dionondadies_, it did not prevent the peace; and it had very near raised a civil war with their own _indians_, which was only prevented by the dextrous conduct of the _french_ officers, who, in all kind of artifice, have always been superior to the _indians_. but let me observe on this occasion, that the avoiding any misfortune, by any base or wicked action, is commonly the cause of greater mischiefs than what is thereby avoided; and of this numerous examples may be given. chap. xii. _the count_ de frontenac _attacks_ onondaga _in person_, _with the whole force of_ canada. _the_ five nations _continue the war with the_ french, _and make peace with the_ dionondadies. the count _de frontenac_ having secured _cadarackui fort_, which was called by his name, as a place of arms and provisions, and for a retreat to the men that should happen to be sick or wounded, resolved to make the _five nations_ feel his resentment of their refusing his terms of peace. for this purpose he assembled all the regular troops of _canada_, the militia, the _owenagungas_, the _quatoghies_ of _loretto_, the _adirondacks_, _sokokies_, _nepiciriniens_, the _praying indians_ of the _five nations_, and a few _utawawas_, at _montreal_, in _june_ . the other western _indians_ near _missilimakinak_, by their late correspondence with the _five nations_, and the dissatisfaction they had manifested, were not trusted. the manner of making war with the _indians_ in a country wholly covered with woods, must be so much different from the methods used in _europe_, that i believe the reader will be pleased to have a particular account of the count _de frontenac_'s conduct in this, who was an old experienced general, in the seventy fourth year of his age. it is to be observed, that it is impossible to pass the vast forests between the countries of the _five nations_ with waggons, or other carriages, or on horseback, or even on foot, in the summer time, by reason of many impassible thick swamps and morasses. for this reason, the only method of travelling is in bark canoes, or very light battoes, along the rivers, which may be easily carried on men's shoulders, where the stream of the river becomes too rapid, and from one river to another; for which purpose the shortest passes are always chosen, and are called, for this reason, carrying places. the count _de frontenac_ marched from _la chine_, in the south end of the island of _montreal_, the fourth of _july_. he divided five hundred _indians_ so, that the greatest number of them should always be in the van, which consisted of two battalions of the regular troops. they were followed by the canoes which carried the provisions. the van was commanded by the chevalier _de callieres_, governor of _montreal_; he had with him two large battoes, which carried two small pieces of cannon, small mortars, granadoes, and the utensils of the artillery. the count _de frontenac_ was at the head of the main body, accompanied by the engineer and several gentlemen voluntiers. the body consisted of four battalions of the militia, who, in war with _indians_, were then more depended on than the regular troops; these were commanded by monsieur _ramsay_, governor of _trois rivieres_. the rear, which consisted of two battalions of regular troops, and of the rest of the _indians_, was under the command of the chevalier _de vaudreuil_. all the _indians_ had _french_ officers set over them. in this order the army marched, only those that were in the van one day, were in the rear the next; and they always kept a number of _indians_ on the scout, to discover the tracks of the enemy, for fear of ambuscades. and when they were obliged to carry the canoes, and drag the large battoes, several parties were detached to cover the men that worked. after twelve days march they arrived at _cadarackui fort_, one hundred eighty miles from _montreal_. here they waited for the _utawawas_, who disappointed them; and in the mean time raised a bark, which had remained sunk since _cadarackui fort_ was deserted. they crossed over _cadarackui_ lake to _onondaga_ river (now _ohswega_). this river being narrow and rapid, they ordered fifty men to march on each side of it, to prevent their being surprised, and the army moved slowly along the river, according to the intelligence they received from their scouts. they found a tree, as they passed along, on which the _indians_ had, in their manner, painted the _french_ army, and had laid by it two bundles of cut rushes. this was a defiance in the _indian_ manner, and to tell them by the number of rushes, that fourteen hundred thirty four men would meet them. the _french_ passed the little lake, between _ohswega_ and _onondaga_, in order of battle; and the two wings, to prevent their being surprised, and to make the place of their landing more uncertain to the enemy, took a circuit along the coast. as soon as they had landed they raised a fort. a _seneka_, who had been some time a prisoner in _canada_, and pretended an attachment to the _french_, was sent out to make a discovery. he deserted to the _onondagas_. he found them waiting for the _french_, with a resolution to defend their castle, and to fight the _french_; for which purpose they had sent away their women and children. the _seneka_ told them that the _french_ army was as numerous as the leaves on the trees; that they had machines which threw balls up in the air, and which falling on their castle burst to pieces, and spread fire and death every where, against which their stockadoes could be of no defence. this was confirmed by another _seneka_, who deserted. upon which the _onondagas_ thought it most adviseable to retire, leaving their poor fort and bark cottages all in flames. after the general had an account of this, he marched to their village in order of battle. the army was divided into two lines: the first commanded by the chevalier _de callieres_, who placed himself on the left, consisted of two battalions of the inhabitants in the center, and a battalion of the regular troops on each wing. the artillery followed them. most of the _indians_ of this division were upon the right, who continually sent out scouts. the second line was commanded by the chevalier _de vaudreuel_, composed of the same number of battalions, and in the same order. the count _de frontenac_ was carried in a chair directly after the artillery. but it was impossible for them to keep their order, in passing through thick woods, and in passing brooks. in this formidable manner the aged general marched up to the ashes of the village, and his army exerted their fury on the _indian_ corn, which covered a large field in thick ranks. an _indian sachem_, about one hundred years old, would not retire with the rest, but chose this time to end his days. the _french indians_ had the pleasure of tormenting him, which he bore with surprising evenness of mind, and with that resolution which becomes a _sachem_ of the _five nations_. he told his tormentors to remember well his death, when his countrymen should come to take terrible vengeance of them. upon which, one stabbing him several times with his knife, he thanked him but said, you had better make me die by fire, that these dogs of _frenchmen_ may learn how to suffer like men. you _indians_, their allies, you dogs of dogs, think of me when you shall be in the like state. thus this old _sachem_, under all the weakness of old age, preserved a greatness of soul, and a due regard for the honour of his country, to the last moment of his breath. the chevalier _de vaudreuil_ was sent with a detachment of six or seven hundred men to destroy the _oneydoes_ corn, who liv'd but a small distance from _onondaga_, which he performed without any resistance. the jesuit _milet_ had lived for the most part with the _oneydoes_; he had infused into them the most favourable sentiments of the _french_, and they had been the most inclined to peace on the _french_ terms. thirty five of them staid in their castle to make the _french_ welcome; but the only favour they obtained, was to be made prisoners, and carried to _montreal_. the _french_ governor declared his resolutions to extirpate the _onondagas_, and for that reason gave orders to give no quarter. the difficulty of supporting so many men in these deserts, made it necessary for the count _de frontenac_ to return as speedily as possible. though the _french_ army was much an overmatch for the _onondagas_, both in number of men and in their arms, the _onondagas_ were not so far dispirited, as not to follow them in their return. they found opportunities to revenge themselves in some measure, by cutting off every canoe that happened at any time to be at a distance from the main body. this obliged the count to hasten his march, so that he returned to _montreal_ the tenth of _august_. the _onondagas_ suffered nothing by this chargeable expedition, but the loss of their corn, and their bark cottages. they lost not one man, but the old _sachem_, who resolved to die a martyr to his country's honour. the _french_ suffered considerably by its consequences; for all the planters being taken off from their labour, either in this expedition, or in watching and securing their forts and country, a famine ensued; and this i find has often happened in _canada_, where all the men, fit to bear arms, have been employed in such like expeditions. if the _oneydoes_ had not timely surrendered themselves, the count had not been able to have carried home the least token of a victory. and all that can be said for this enterprize is, that it was a kind of heroick dotage. the influence that the jesuit _milet_ had obtained over the _oneydoes_ was such, that some time after this, thirty of them deserted to the _french_, and desired that he might be appointed their pastor. in the following winter the _mohawks_, with the governor of _new york_'s privacy, =sent one to the _praying indians_ with two belts=, and he carried two prisoners with him. by the first belt he asked, whether the path was entirely shut up between their two countries; and, by the second, demanded the restitution of a prisoner the _praying indians_ had taken: but his real design was, to learn the state of their country, and what designs were forming. notwithstanding the influence and artifice of the _french_ priests over these converts, they still retained an affection to their countrymen; for which reason the count _de frontenac_ entertained a jealousy of these intercourses, and threatened to put to death any that should come in that manner again; but the messenger had the satisfaction of discovering the distressed condition of _canada_ by famine. a party of the _french_ was sent out in the winter, to make some attempt upon the _english_ settlements near _albany_; but some _mohawks_ and _scahkook indians_ meeting with them, before they reached the settlements, they were intirely routed. the commanding officer, one _du bau_, and two others, saved themselves from the fury of the _indians_, by running to _albany_; the rest were either killed or perished in the woods, so that not one man of this party got back to _canada_. it was much easier for the _french_ to set the _praying indians_ upon the _english_, against whom it is possible many of them had personal animosities, that made them go over to the _french_, than to fight their countrymen. several of them came this winter skulking about _schenectady_ and _albany_; and being well acquainted with the country, and speaking likewise the _mohawk_'s language, by which they sometimes deceived the inhabitants, they surprised some of the inhabitants, and carried away their scalps. the _five nations_, to shew that the count _de frontenac_'s expedition had no way discouraged them, sent out several parties against _canada_. one of them met with a party of _french_ upon _st. laurence river_, near _montreal_. the _french_ were routed, and their captain killed. as soon as this was heard at _montreal_, _repentigni_ was sent out after them with a considerable party of _french_, _nepicirinien indians_ and _praying indians_; but this party was likewise defeated, and the captain, with many of his men, killed. thus the war was continued till the peace of _reswick_, by small parties of _indians_, on both sides, harassing, surprising, and scalping the inhabitants near _montreal_ and _albany_. some time this year the chief _sachem_ of the _dionondadies_ (whom the _french_ call the _baron_) went to _quebeck_, pretending a strong attachment to the _french_, but really to conceal the treaty of peace that he was on the point of concluding with the _five nations_; for which purpose he had =sent his son with nineteen belts= to the _senekas_. the substance of whose commission was as follows: the _french_ have for many years confounded our resolutions, and deceived us, but now we are resolved to break all their artifices, by stopping our ears. we come now to unite with you, while the _french_ know nothing of the matter. the commandant at _missilimakinak_ has told us many lies, he has betrayed us, and made us kill one another, but we are firmly resolved never to hearken to him any more. the peace was accordingly firmly concluded, notwithstanding all the opposition the _french_ could make. the _french_ authors say, the only reason that induced the _dionondadies_ was, that the _english_ sold them goods cheaper than the _french_ could. some time before the news of the peace arrived, the _french_ at _montreal_ being informed that a party of the _five nations_ were discovered near _corlear's lake_, sent out a captain with a party of soldiers and _indians_, who being well experienced in the manner of making war with _indians_, marched through the thickest woods, and by the least frequented places, so that he discovered the enemy, without being discovered. he surprised that party, killed several, and took one prisoner. the _utawawas_ being then trading at _montreal_, the count _de frontenac_ invited them to a feast to be made of this prisoner, and caused him to be burnt publickly alive at _montreal_, in the manner of which i have already given two accounts from the _french_ authors. chap. xiii. _the conduct which the_ english _and_ french _observed_, _in regard to the_ five nations, _immediately after the peace of_ reswick. soon after the news of the peace of _reswick_ reached _new-york_, the governor sent an express to _canada_, to inform the governor there of it, that hostilities might cease. the _five nations_ having an account of the peace earlier than they had it in _canada_, took advantage of it, in hunting bever near _cadarackui fort_. the governor of _canada_ being informed of this, and believing that the _five nations_ thought themselves secure by the general peace, resolved to take his last revenge of them. for this purpose he sent a considerable party of _adirondacks_ to surprise them, which they did, and killed several, but not without loss of many of their own men. the loss of one of their greatest captains at that time gave the _five nations_ the greatest affliction. after he was mortally wounded, he cried out: "must i, who have made the whole earth tremble before me, now die by the hands of children?" for he despised the _adirondacks_. a dispute at this time arose, between the government of _new-york_ and _canada_, about the _french_ prisoners which the _five nations_ had in their hands. the earl of _bellamont_, then governor of _new-york_, would have the _french_ receive those prisoners from him, and directed the _five nations_ to bring them to _albany_ for that purpose. the _french_, on the other hand, refused to own the _five nations_ as subject to the crown of _great-britain_, and threatened to continue the war against the _five nations_, if they did not bring the prisoners to _montreal_, and deliver them there. the count _de frontenac_ sent some of the _praying indians_ with a message to this purpose, and to have all the _french_ allies included in the general peace. the messenger on his return told the count, publickly in presence of several _utawawas_, that the _five nations_ refused to include several of his allies, but were resolved to revenge the injuries they had received. the _utawawas_ were exceedingly discomposed at hearing this, and the count, to recover their spirits, assured them, that he never would make peace without including all his allies in it, and without having all their prisoners restored. at the same time he made preparations to attack the _five nations_ with the whole force of _canada_. the earl of _bellamont_ being informed of this, sent captain _john schuyler_ (of the militia) to tell the count, that he had the interest of the king his master too much at heart, to suffer the _french_ to treat the _five nations_ like enemies, after the conclusion of the general peace; for which reason he had ordered them to be on their guard, and had furnished them with arms and ammunition; that he had ordered the lieutenant-governor, in case they were attacked, either by the _french_ or their allies, to join them with the regular troops; and that, if he found it necessary, he would raise the whole force of his government in their defence. this put a stop to the _french_ threatening, and both sides made complaint to their masters. the two kings ordered their respective governors to be assisting to each other, in making the peace effectual to both nations, and to leave the disputes, as to the dependency of the _indian nations_, to be determined by commissioners, to be appointed pursuant to the treaty of _reswick_. it is exceedingly impolitick, when weaker potentates, ingaged in a confederacy against one powerful prince, leave any points to be determined after the conclusion of a peace; for if they cannot obtain a concession, while the confederacy stands and their force is united, how can a weaker prince hope to obtain it, when he is left alone to himself, after the confederacy is dissolved? the _french_ have so often found the benefit of this piece of imprudence, that in all their treaties they use all the cajoling, and every artifice in their power, to obtain this advantage, and they seldom miss it. about the time of the conclusion of the peace at _reswick_, the noted _therouet_ died at _montreal_. the _french_ gave him christian burial in a pompous manner, the priest, that attended him at his death, having declared that he died a true christian; for, said the priest, while i explained to him the passion of our saviour, whom the _jews_ crucified, he cried out; "oh! had i been there, i would have revenged his death, and brought away their scalps." soon after the peace was known at _montreal_, three considerable men of the _praying indians_ came to _albany_; they had fine laced coats given them, and were invited to return to their own country. they answered, that they were young men, and had not skill to make a suitable answer, and had not their ancient men to consult with; but promised to communicate the proposals to their old men, and would bring back an answer in the fall. i find nothing more of this in the register of _indian affairs_, though it might have been of great consequence had it been pursued to purpose; but such matters, where there is not an immediate private profit, are seldom pursued by the _english_ with that care and assiduity, with which they are by the _french_. while captain _schuyler_ was in _canada_, he entered into some indiscreet discourse with monsieur _maricour_, for whom the _five nations_ had a particular esteem, and call _stowtowisse_. captain _schuyler_, in asserting the dependency of the _five nations_ on _new-york_, said, that those nations were their slaves. mr. _maricour_ told this discourse to an _onondaga_, with all the aggravations he could, and added, that it was intirely owing to the _english_ that the peace was not absolutely concluded, and that captain _schuyler_ prevented their prisoners being restored, because he would have them sent to _albany_, as being slaves to the _english_. that the _french_ had no dispute with the _english_, but for the independency of the _five nations_. this indiscreet conduct of captain _schuyler_ was so much resented by the _five nations_, that a deputation of the most considerable _sachems_ was sent to _albany_ in _june_ , to complain of it; and they sent at the same time deputies to _canada_ to conclude the peace, independently of the _english_. these deputies that came to _albany_ were so far convinced that the _french_ had abused them, and how much more it was for their security to be included in the general peace with the _english_, than to have only the _french_ faith for their security, that they immediately dispatched a messenger after their deputies that were gone to _canada_. though this messenger reached them too late to stop their proceeding, it convinced the deputies so far of its being for their interest to be joined with the _english_ in the peace, as they had been in the war, that they insisted that the exchange of prisoners be made at _albany_. at the same time the messenger was sent after their deputies to _canada_, colonel _peter schuyler_ was sent with others to _onondaga_, to remove the prejudices they had received there. the count _de frontenac_ died while these disputes continued. monsieur _de callieres_, who succeeded him, put an end to them, by agreeing to send to _onondaga_ to regulate the exchange of prisoners there; for which purpose monsieur _maricour_, _ioncaire_, and the jesuit _bruyas_, were sent. when the _french_ commissioners were come within less than a mile of _onondaga_ castle, they put themselves in order and marched with the _french_ colours carried before them, and with as much show as they could make. _decanesora_ met them without the gate, and =complimented them with three strings of wampum=. by the first he wiped away their tears for the _french_ that had been slain in the war. by the second he opened their mouths, that they might speak freely; that is, promised them freedom of speech. by the third he cleaned the matt, on which they were to sit, from the blood that had been spilt on both sides: the compliment was returned by the jesuit, then they entered the fort, and were saluted with a general discharge of all the fire arms. they were carried to the best cabin in the fort, and there entertained with a feast. the deputies of the several nations not being all arrived, the jesuit, and monsieur _maricour_, passed the time in visiting and conversing with the _french_ prisoners. the general council being at last met, the jesuit made the following speech, which i take from the relation the _five nations_ afterwards made of it to the earl of _bellamont_. " . i am glad to see the _five nations_, and that some of them went to _canada_, notwithstanding _corlear_ forbid them: i am sorry for the loss of your people killed by the remote _indians_; i condole their death, and wipe away the blood by this belt. " . the war kettle boiled so long, that it would have scalded all the _five nations_ had it continued; but now it is overset, and turned upside down, and a firm peace made. " . i now plant the tree of peace and welfare at _onondaga_. " . keep fast the chain you have made with _corlear_, for now we have one heart and one interest with them; but why is _corlear_ against your corresponding with us, ought we not to converse together when we are at peace and in friendship? " . deliver up the _french_ prisoners you have, and we shall deliver not only those of your nation we have, but all those likewise taken by any of our allies; and gave a belt. " . i offer myself to you to live with you at _onondaga_, to instruct you in the christian religion, and to drive away all sickness, plagues and diseases out of your country, and gave a third belt. " . this last belt, he said, is from the _rondaxe_, or _french indians_, to desire restitution of the prisoners taken from them." the jesuit in the conclusion said; "why does not _corlear_ tell you what passes between the governor of _canada_ and him? he keeps you in the dark, while the governor of _canada_ conceals nothing from his children. nor does the governor of _canada_ claim your land, as _corlear_ does." the general council immediately rejected the belt by which the jesuit offered to stay with them, saying, we have already accepted _corlear's_ belt, by which he offers us pastors to instruct us. _decanesora_ added, the jesuits have always deceived us, for while they preached peace, the _french_ came and knocked us on the head. to this the jesuit replied, that if he had known that _corlear_ intended to send them pastors, he would not have offered this belt. it is to be observed that the _indian_ council refused to hear the _french_, or to give them an answer, but in presence of the commissioners from _albany_. the _french_ commissioners having assured the peace with the _five nations_, the inhabitants of _canada_ esteemed it the greatest blessing that could be procured for them from heaven; for nothing could be more terrible than this last war with the _five nations_. while this war lasted, the inhabitants eat their bread in continual fear and trembling. no man was sure, when out of his house, of ever returning to it again. while they laboured in the fields, they were under perpetual apprehensions of being killed or seized, and carried to the _indian_ country, there to end their days in cruel torments. they many times were forced to neglect both their seed time and harvest. the landlord often saw all his land plundered, his houses burnt, and the whole country ruined, while they thought their persons not safe in their fortifications. in short, all trade and business was often at an intire stand, while fear, despair, and misery appeared in the faces of the poor inhabitants. the _french_ commissioners carried several of the principal _sachems_ of the _five nations_ back with them, who were received at _montreal_ with great joy. they were saluted by a discharge of all the great guns round the place, as they entered. the _french_ allies took this amiss, and asked if their governor was entering. they were told, that it was a compliment paid to the _five nations_, whose _sachems_ were then entering the town. we perceive, they replied, that fear makes the _french_ shew more respect to their enemies, than love can make them do to their friends. monsieur _de callieres_ assembled all the _french_ allies, (who were then very numerous at _montreal_) to make the exchange of prisoners, and they delivered the prisoners they had taken, though the _five nations_ had sent none to be exchanged for them. thus we see a brave people struggle with every difficulty, till they can get out of it with honour; and such people always gain respect, even from their most inveterate enemies. i shall finish this part by observing, that notwithstanding the _french_ commissioners took all the pains possible to carry home the _french_, that were prisoners with the _five nations_, and they had full liberty from the _indians_, few of them could be persuaded to return. it may be thought that this was occasioned from the hardships they had endured in their own country, under a tyrannical government and a barren soil: but this certainly was not the only reason; for the _english_ had as much difficulty to persuade the people, that had been taken prisoners by the _french indians_, to leave the _indian_ manner of living, though no people enjoy more liberty, and live in greater plenty, than the common inhabitants of _new-york_ do. no arguments, no intreaties, nor tears of their friends and relations, could persuade many of them to leave their new _indian_ friends and acquaintance; several of them that were by the caressings of their relations persuaded to come home, in a little time grew tired of our manner of living, and run away again to the _indians_, and ended their days with them. on the other hand, _indian_ children have been carefully educated among the _english_, cloathed and taught, yet, i think, there is not one instance, that any of these, after they had liberty to go among their own people, and were come to age, would remain with the _english_, but returned to their own nations, and became as fond of the _indian_ manner of life as those that knew nothing of a civilized manner of living. what i now tell of christian prisoners among _indians_, relates not only to what happened at the conclusion of this war, but has been found true on many other occasions. _the end of the_ second part. [illustration] =transcriber's notes:= hyphenation, spelling and grammar have been preserved as in the original page ii, extra word to removed page , who remembred the ==> who remembered the page , i immmediately told ==> i immediately told page , to exereise cruelty ==> to exercise cruelty page , that the chigtaghcicks ==> that the chictaghicks page , and mahikindars or ==> and mahikandars or page , desire may may be ==> desire may be page , the peace. gives ==> the peace." gives page , on the other. ==> on the other.) page , be extreamly grieved ==> be extremely grieved page , confirms my words. ==> confirms my words. page , way towards monreal ==> way towards montreal page , the begining of ==> the beginning of page , the mihikander indians ==> the mahikander indians page , which he gave to to an _indian_ ==> which he gave to an _indian_ page , troies rivieres ==> trois rivieres page , to the war. ==> to the war. page , intercepting them. ==> intercepting them. page , belt of wampum ==> belt of wampum. page footnote, ersel signifies ==> ertel signifies page , therhansera, oghuesse and ==> therhansera, ohguesse and page , our far-fighters shall ==> our fair-fighters shall page , we are but ==> we are but page , the brethrens backwardness ==> the brethren's backwardness page , de magdaleine the ==> de magdeleine the page , three bever skins. ==> three bever skins. page , delivered to them. ==> delivered to them. page , those of cahnaaga ==> those of cahnuaga page footnote, near ohswego. ==> near oswego. page , most favorable to ==> most favourable to page , an enterprise would ==> an enterprize would page , and some canon ==> and some cannon page , their enterprises against ==> their enterprizes against none tillie: a mennonite maid a story of the pennsylvania dutch by helen reimensnyder martin contents i "oh, i love her! i love her!" ii "i'm going to learn you once!" iii "what's hurtin' you, tillie?" iv "the doc" combines business and pleasure v "novels ain't moral, doc!" vi jake getz in a quandary vii "the last days of pump-eye" viii miss margaret's errand ix "i'll do my darn best, teacher!" x adam schunk's funeral xi "pop! i feel to be plain" xii absalom keeps company xiii ezra herr, pedagogue xiv the harvard graduate xv the wackernagels at home xvi the wackernagels "conwerse" xvii the teacher meets absalom xviii tillie reveals herself xix tillie tells a lie xx tillie is "set back" xxi "i'll marry him to-morrow!" xxii the doc concocts a plot xxiii sunshine and shadow xxiv the revolt of tillie xxv getz "learns" tillie xxvi tillie's last fight tillie: a mennonite maid a story of the pennsylvania dutch i "oh, i love her! i love her!" tillie's slender little body thrilled with a peculiar ecstasy as she stepped upon the platform and felt her close proximity to the teacher--so close that she could catch the sweet, wonderful fragrance of her clothes and see the heave and fall of her bosom. once tillie's head had rested against that motherly bosom. she had fainted in school one morning after a day and evening of hard, hard work in her father's celery-beds, followed by a chastisement for being caught with a "story-book"; and she had come out of her faint to find herself in the heaven of sitting on miss margaret's lap, her head against her breast and miss margaret's soft hand smoothing her cheek and hair. and it was in that blissful moment that tillie had discovered, for the first time in her young existence, that life could be worth while. not within her memory had any one ever caressed her before, or spoken to her tenderly, and in that fascinating tone of anxious concern. afterward, tillie often tried to faint again in school; but, such is nature's perversity, she never could succeed. school had just been called after the noon recess, and miss margaret was standing before her desk with a watchful eye on the troops of children crowding in from the playground to their seats, when the little girl stepped to her side on the platform. this country school-house was a dingy little building in the heart of lancaster county, the home of the pennsylvania dutch. miss margaret had been the teacher only a few months, and having come from kentucky and not being "a millersville normal," she differed quite radically from any teacher they had ever had in new canaan. indeed, she was so wholly different from any one tillie had ever seen in her life, that to the child's adoring heart she was nothing less than a miracle. surely no one but cinderella had ever been so beautiful! and how different, too, were her clothes from those of the other young ladies of new canaan, and, oh, so much prettier--though not nearly so fancy; and she didn't "speak her words" as other people of tillie's acquaintance spoke. to tillie it was celestial music to hear miss margaret say, for instance, "buttah" when she meant butter-r-r, and "windo" for windah. "it gives her such a nice sound when she talks," thought tillie. sometimes miss margaret's ignorance of the dialect of the neighborhood led to complications, as in her conversation just now with tillie. "well?" she inquired, lifting the little girl's chin with her forefinger as tillie stood at her side and thereby causing that small worshiper to blush with radiant pleasure. "what is it, honey?" miss margaret always made tillie feel that she liked her. tillie wondered how miss margaret could like her! what was there to like? no one had ever liked her before. "it wonders me!" tillie often whispered to herself with throbbing heart. "please, miss margaret," said the child, "pop says to ast you will you give me the darst to go home till half-past three this after?" "if you go home till half-past three, you need not come back, honey--it wouldn't be worth while, when school closes at four." "but i don't mean," said tillie, in puzzled surprise, "that i want to go home and come back. i sayed whether i have the darst to go home till half-past three. pop he's went to lancaster, and he'll be back till half-past three a'ready, and he says then i got to be home to help him in the celery-beds." miss margaret held her pretty head on one side, considering, as she looked down into the little girl's upturned face. "is this a conundrum, tillie? how your father be in lancaster now and yet be home until half-past three? it's uncanny. unless," she added, a ray of light coming to her,--"unless 'till' means by. your father will be home by half-past three and wants you then?" "yes, ma'am. i can't talk just so right," said tillie apologetically, "like what you can. yes, sometimes i say my we's like my w's, yet!" miss margaret laughed. "bless your little heart!" she said, running her fingers through tillie's hair. "but you would rather stay in school until four, wouldn't you, than go home to help your father in the celery-beds?" "oh, yes, ma'am," said tillie wistfully, "but pop he has to get them beds through till saturday market a'ready, and so we got to get 'em done behind thursday or friday yet." "if i say you can't go home?" tillie colored all over her sensitive little face as, instead of answering, she nervously worked her toe into a crack in the platform. "but your father can't blame you, honey, if i won't let you go home." "he wouldn't stop to ast me was it my fault, miss margaret. if i wasn't there on time, he'd just--" "all right, dear, you may go at half-past three, then," miss margaret gently said, patting the child's shoulder. "as soon as you have written your composition." "yes, ma'am, miss margaret." it was hard for tillie, as she sat at her desk that afternoon, to fix her wandering attention upon the writing of her composition, so fascinating was it just to revel idly in the sense of the touch of that loved hand that had stroked her hair, and the tone of that caressing voice that had called her "honey." miss margaret always said to the composition classes, "just try to write simply of what you see or feel, and then you will be sure to write a good 'composition.'" tillie was moved this afternoon to pour out on paper all that she "felt" about her divinity. but she had some misgivings as to the fitness of this. she dwelt upon the thought of it, however, dreamily gazing out of the window near which she sat, into the blue sky of the october afternoon--until presently her ear was caught by the sound of miss margaret's voice speaking to absalom puntz, who stood at the foot of the composition class, now before her on the platform. "you may read your composition, absalom." absalom was one of "the big boys," but though he was sixteen years old and large for his age, his slowness in learning classed him with the children of twelve or thirteen. however, as learning was considered in new canaan a superfluous and wholly unnecessary adjunct to the means of living, absalom's want of agility in imbibing erudition never troubled him, nor did it in the least call forth the pity or contempt of his schoolmates. three times during the morning session he had raised his hand to announce stolidly to his long-suffering teacher, "i can't think of no subjeck"; and at last miss margaret had relaxed her spartan resolution to make him do his own thinking and had helped him out. "write of something that is interesting you just at present. isn't there some one thing you care more about than other things?" she had asked. absalom had stared at her blankly without replying. "now, absalom," she had said desperately, "i think i know one thing you have been interested in lately--write me a composition on girls." of course the school had greeted the advice with a laugh, and miss margaret had smiled with them, though she had not meant to be facetious. absalom, however, had taken her suggestion seriously. "is your composition written, absalom?" she was asking as tillie turned from the window, her contemplation of her own composition arrested by the sound of the voice which to her was the sweetest music in the world. "no'm," sullenly answered absalom. "i didn't get it through till it was time a'ready." "but, absalom, you've been at it this whole blessed day! you've not done another thing!" "i wrote off some of it." "well," sighed miss margaret, "let us hear what you have done." absalom unfolded a sheet of paper and laboriously read: "girls "the only thing i took particular notice to, about girls, is that they are always picking lint off each other, still." he stopped and slowly folded his paper. "but go on," said miss margaret. "read it all.' "that's all the fu'ther i got." miss margaret looked at him for an instant, then suddenly lifted the lid of her desk, evidently to search for something. when she closed it her face was quite grave. "we'll have the reading-lesson now," she announced. tillie tried to withdraw her attention from the teacher and fix it on her own work, but the gay, glad tone in which lizzie harnish was reading the lines, "when thoughts of the last bitter hour come like a blight over thy spirit--" hopelessly checked the flow of her ideas. this class was large, and by the time absalom's turn to read was reached, "thanatopsis" had been finished, and so the first stanza of "the bells" fell to him. it had transpired in the reading of "thanatopsis" that a grave and solemn tone best suited that poem, and the value of this intelligence was made manifest when, in a voice of preternatural solemnity, he read: "what a world of merriment their melody foretells!" instantly, when he had finished his "stanza," lizzie raised her hand to offer a criticism. "absalom, he didn't put in no gestures." miss margaret's predecessor had painstakingly trained his reading-classes in the art of gesticulation in public speaking, and miss margaret found the results of his labors so entertaining that she had never been able to bring herself to suppress the monstrosity. "i don't like them gestures," sulkily retorted absalom. "never mind the gestures," miss margaret consoled him--which indifference on her part seemed high treason to the well-trained class. "i'll hear you read, now, the list of synonyms you found in these two poems," she added. "lizzie may read first." while the class rapidly leafed their readers to find their lists of synonyms, miss margaret looked up and spoke to tillie, reminding her gently that that composition would not be written by half-past three if she did not hasten her work. tillie blushed with embarrassment at being caught in an idleness that had to be reproved, and resolutely bent all her powers to her task. she looked about the room for a subject. the walls were adorned with the print portraits of "great men,"--former state superintendents of public instruction in pennsylvania,--and with highly colored chromo portraits of washington, lincoln, grant, and garfield. then there were a number of framed mottos: "education rules in america," "rely on yourself," "god is our hope," "dare to say no," "knowledge is power," "education is the chief defense of nations." but none of these things made tillie's genius to burn, and again her eyes wandered to the window and gazed out into the blue sky; and after a few moments she suddenly turned to her desk and rapidly wrote down her "subject"--"evening." the mountain of the opening sentence being crossed, the rest went smoothly enough, for tillie wrote it from her heart. "evening. "i love to take my little sisters and brothers and go out, still, on a hill-top when the sun is setting so red in the west, and the birds are singing around us, and the cows are coming home to be milked, and the men are returning from their day's work. "i would love to play in the evening if i had the dare, when the children are gay and everything around me is happy. "i love to see the flowers closing their buds when the shades of evening are come. the thought has come to me, still, that i hope the closing of my life may come as quiet and peaceful as the closing of the flowers in the evening. "matilda maria getz." miss margaret was just calling for absalom's synonyms when tillie carried her composition to the desk, and absalom was replying with his customary half-defiant sullenness. "my pop he sayed i ain't got need to waste my time gettin' learnt them cinnamons. pop he says what's the use learnin' two words where [which] means the selfsame thing--one's enough." absalom's father was a school director and absalom had grown accustomed, under the rule of miss margaret's predecessors, to feel the force of the fact in their care not to offend him. "but your father is not the teacher here--i am," she cheerfully told him. "so you may stay after school and do what i require." tillie felt a pang of uneasiness as she went back to her seat. absalom's father was very influential and, as all the township knew, very spiteful. he could send miss margaret away, and he would do it, if she offended his only child, absalom. tillie thought she could not bear it at all if miss margaret were sent away. poor miss margaret did not seem to realize her own danger. tillie felt tempted to warn her. it was only this morning that the teacher had laughed at absalom when he said that the declaration of independence was "a treaty between the united states and england,"--and had asked him, "which country, do you think, hurrahed the loudest, absalom, when that treaty was signed?" and now this afternoon she "as much as said absalom's father should mind to his own business!" it was growing serious. there had never been before a teacher at william penn school-house who had not judiciously "showed partiality" to absalom. "and he used to be dummer yet [stupider even] than what he is now," thought tillie, remembering vividly a school entertainment that had been given during her own first year at school, when absalom, nine years old, had spoken his first piece. his pious methodist grandmother had endeavored to teach him a little hymn to speak on the great occasion, while his frivolous aunt from the city of lancaster had tried at the same time to teach him "bobby shafto." new canaan audiences were neither discriminating nor critical, but the assembly before which little absalom had risen to "speak his piece off," had found themselves confused when he told them that "on jordan's bank the baptist stands, silver buckles on his knee." tillie would never forget her own infantine agony of suspense as she sat, a tiny girl of five, in the audience, listening to absalom's mistakes. but eli darmstetter, the teacher, had not scolded him. then there was the time that absalom had forced a fight at recess and had made little adam oberholzer's nose bleed--it was little adam (whose father was not at that time a school director) that had to stay after school; and though every one knew it wasn't fair, it had been accepted without criticism, because even the young rising generation of new canaan understood the impossibility and folly of quarreling with one's means of earning money. but miss margaret appeared to be perfectly blind to the perils of her position. tillie was deeply troubled about it. at half-past three, when, at a nod from miss margaret the little girl left her desk to go home, a wonderful thing happened--miss margaret gave her a story-book. "you are so fond of reading, tillie, i brought you this. you may take it home, and when you have read it, bring it back to me, and i'll give you something else to read." delighted as tillie was to have the book for its own sake, it was yet greater happiness to handle something belonging to miss margaret and to realize that miss margaret had thought so much about her as to bring it to her. "it's a novel, tillie. have you ever read a novel?" "no'm. only li-bries." "what?" "sunday-school li-bries. us we're evangelicals, and us children we go to the sunday-school, and i still bring home li-bry books. pop he don't uphold to novel-readin'. i have never saw a novel yet." "well, this book won't injure you, tillie. you must tell me all about it when you have read it. you will find it so interesting, i'm afraid you won't be able to study your lessons while you are reading it." outside the school-room, tillie looked at the title,--ivanhoe,"--and turned over the pages in an ecstasy of anticipation. "oh! i love her! i love her!" throbbed her little hungry heart. ii "i'm going to learn you once!" tillie was obliged, when about a half-mile from her father's farm, to hide her precious book. this she did by pinning her petticoat into a bag and concealing the book in it. it was in this way that she always carried home her "li-bries" from sunday-school, for all story-book reading was prohibited by her father. it was uncomfortable walking along the highroad with the book knocking against her legs at every step, but that was not so painful as her father's punishment would be did he discover her bringing home a "novel"! she was not permitted to bring home even a school-book, and she had greatly astonished miss margaret, one day at the beginning of the term, by asking, "please, will you leave me let my books in school? pop says i darsen't bring 'em home." "what you can't learn in school, you can do without," tillie's father had said. "when you're home you'll work fur your wittles." tillie's father was a frugal, honest, hard-working, and very prosperous pennsylvania dutch farmer, who thought he religiously performed his parental duty in bringing up his many children in the fear of his heavy hand, in unceasing labor, and in almost total abstinence from all amusement and self-indulgence. far from thinking himself cruel, he was convinced that the oftener and the more vigorously he applied "the strap," the more conscientious a parent was he. his wife, tillie's stepmother, was as submissive to his authority as were her five children and tillie. apathetic, anemic, overworked, she yet never dreamed of considering herself or her children abused, accepting her lot as the natural one of woman, who was created to be a child-bearer, and to keep man well fed and comfortable. the only variation from the deadly monotony of her mechanical and unceasing labor was found in her habit of irritability with her stepchild. she considered tillie "a dopple" (a stupid, awkward person); for though usually a wonderful little household worker, tillie, when very much tired out, was apt to drop dishes; and absent-mindedly she would put her sunbonnet instead of the bread into the oven, or pour molasses instead of batter on the griddle. such misdemeanors were always plaintively reported by mrs. getz to tillie's father, who, without fail, conscientiously applied what he considered the undoubted cure. in practising the strenuous economy prescribed by her husband, mrs. getz had to manoeuver very skilfully to keep her children decently clothed, and tillie in this matter was a great help to her; for the little girl possessed a precocious skill in combining a pile of patches into a passably decent dress or coat for one of her little brothers or sisters. nevertheless, it was invariably tillie who was slighted in the small expenditures that were made each year for the family clothing. the child had always really preferred that the others should have "new things" rather than herself--until miss margaret came; and now, before miss margaret's daintiness, she felt ashamed of her own shabby appearance and longed unspeakably for fresh, pretty clothes. tillie knew perfectly well that her father had plenty of money to buy them for her if he would. but she never thought of asking him or her stepmother for anything more than what they saw fit to give her. the getz family was a perfectly familiar type among the german farming class of southeastern pennsylvania. jacob getz, though spoken of in the neighborhood as being "wonderful near," which means very penurious, and considered by the more gentle-minded amish and mennonites of the township to be "overly strict" with his family and "too ready with the strap still," was nevertheless highly respected as one who worked hard and was prosperous, lived economically, honestly, and in the fear of the lord, and was "laying by." the getz farm was typical of the better sort to be found in that county. a neat walk, bordered by clam shells, led from a wooden gate to the porch of a rather large, and severely plain frame house, facing the road. every shutter on the front and sides of the building was tightly closed, and there was no sign of life about the place. a stranger, ignorant of the pennsylvania dutch custom of living in the kitchen and shutting off the "best rooms,"--to be used in their mustiness and stiff unhomelikeness on sunday only,--would have thought the house temporarily empty. it was forbiddingly and uncompromisingly spick-and-span. a grass-plot, ornamented with a circular flower-bed, extended a short distance on either side of the house. but not too much land was put to such unproductive use; and the small lawn was closely bordered by a corn-field on the one side and on the other by an apple orchard. beyond stretched the tobacco--and wheat-fields, and behind the house were the vegetable garden and the barn-yard. arrived at home by half-past three, tillie hid her "ivanhoe" under the pillow of her bed when she went up-stairs to change her faded calico school dress for the yet older garment she wore at her work. if she had not been obliged to change her dress, she would have been puzzled to know how to hide her book, for she could not, without creating suspicion, have gone up-stairs in the daytime. in new canaan one never went up-stairs during the day, except at the rare times when obliged to change one's clothes. every one washed at the pump and used the one family roller-towel hanging on the porch. miss margaret, ever since her arrival in the neighborhood, had been the subject of wide-spread remark and even suspicion, because she "washed up-stairs" and even sat up-stairs!--in her bedroom! it was an unheard-of proceeding in new canaan. tillie helped her father in the celery-beds until dark; then, weary, but excited at the prospect of her book, she went in from the fields and up-stairs to the little low-roofed bed-chamber which she shared with her two half-sisters. they were already in bed and asleep, as was their mother in the room across the hall, for every one went to bed at sundown in canaan township, and got up at sunrise. tillie was in bed in a few minutes, rejoicing in the feeling of the book under her pillow. not yet dared she venture to light a candle and read it--not until she should hear her father's heavy snoring in the room across the hall. the candles which she used for this surreptitious reading of sunday-school "li-bries" and any other chance literature which fell in her way, were procured with money paid to her by miss margaret for helping her to clean the school-room on friday afternoons after school. tillie would have been happy to help her for the mere joy of being with her, but miss margaret insisted upon paying her ten cents for each such service. the little girl was obliged to resort to a deep-laid plot in order to do this work for the teacher. it had been her father's custom--ever since, at the age of five, she had begun to go to school--to "time" her in coming home at noon and afternoon, and whenever she was not there on the minute, to mete out to her a dose of his ever-present strap. "i ain't havin' no playin' on the way home, still! when school is done, you come right away home then, to help me or your mom, or i 'll learn you once!" but it happened that miss margaret, in her reign at "william perm" school-house, had introduced the innovation of closing school on friday afternoons at half-past three instead of four, and tillie, with bribes of candy bought with part of her weekly wage of ten cents, secured secrecy as to this innovation from her little sister and brother who went to school with her--making them play in the school-grounds until she was ready to go home with them. before miss margaret had come to new canaan, tillie had done her midnight reading by the light of the kerosene lamp which, after every one was asleep, she would bring up from the kitchen to her bedside. but this was dangerous, as it often led to awkward inquiries as to the speedy consumption of the oil. candles were safer. tillie kept them and a box of matches hidden under the mattress. it was eleven o'clock when at last the child, trembling with mingled delight and apprehension, rose from her bed, softly closed her bedroom door, and with extremely judicious carefulness lighted her candle, propped up her pillow, and settled down to read as long as she should be able to hold her eyes open. the little sister at her side and the one in the bed at the other side of the room slept too soundly to be disturbed by the faint flickering light of that one candle. to-night her stolen pleasure proved more than usually engrossing. at first the book was interesting principally because of the fact, so vividly present with her, that miss margaret's eyes and mind had moved over every word and thought which, she was now absorbing. but soon her intense interest in the story excluded every other idea--even the fear of discovery. her young spirit was "out of the body" and following, as in a trance, this tale, the like of which she had never before read. the clock down-stairs in the kitchen struck twelve--one--two, but tillie never heard it. at half-past two o'clock in the morning, when the tallow candle was beginning to sputter to its end, she still was reading, her eyes bright as stars, her usually pale face flushed with excitement, her sensitive lips parted in breathless interest--when, suddenly, a stinging blow of "the strap" on her shoulders brought from her a cry of pain and fright. "what you mean, doin' somepin like, this yet!" sternly demanded her father. "what fur book's that there?" he took the book from her hands and tillie cowered beneath the covers, the wish flashing through her mind that the book could change into a bible as he looked at it!--which miracle would surely temper the punishment that in a moment she knew would be meted out to her. "'iwanhoe'--a novel! a novel!" he said in genuine horror. "tillie, where d'you get this here!" tillie knew that if she told lies she would go to hell, but she preferred to burn in torment forever rather than betray miss margaret; for her father, like absalom's, was a school director, and if he knew miss margaret read novels and lent them to the children, he would surely force her out of "william penn." "i lent it off of elviny dinkleberger!" she sobbed. "you know i tole you a'ready you darsen't bring books home! and you know i don't uphold to novel-readin'! i 'll have to learn you to mind better 'n this! where d' you get that there candle?" "i--bought it, pop." "bought? where d'you get the money!" tillie did not like the lies she had to tell, but she knew she had already perjured her soul beyond redemption and one lie more or less could not make matters worse. "i found it in the road." "how much did you find?" "fi' cents." "you hadn't ought to spent it without astin' me dare you. now i'm goin' to learn you once! set up." tillie obeyed, and the strap fell across her shoulders. her outcries awakened the household and started the youngest little sister, in her fright and sympathy with tillie, to a high-pitched wailing. the rest of them took the incident phlegmatically, the only novelty about it being the strange hour of its happening. but the hardest part of her punishment was to follow. "now this here book goes in the fire!" her father announced when at last his hand was stayed. "and any more that comes home goes after it in the stove, i'll see if you 'll mind your pop or not!" left alone in her bed, her body quivering, her little soul hot with shame and hatred, the child stifled her sobs in her pillow, her whole heart one bleeding wound. how could she ever tell miss margaret? surely she would never like her any more!--never again lay her hand on her hair, or praise her compositions, or call her "honey," or, even, perhaps, allow her to help her on fridays!--and what, then, would be the use of living? if only she could die and be dead like a cat or a bird and not go to hell, she would take the carving-knife and kill herself! but there was hell to be taken into consideration. and yet, could hell hold anything worse than the loss of miss margaret's kindness? how could she tell her of that burned-up book and endure to see her look at her with cold disapproval? oh, to make such return for her kindness, when she so longed with all her soul to show her how much she loved her! for the first time in all her school-days, tillie went next morning with reluctance to school. iii "what's hurtin' you, tillie?" she meant to make her confession as soon as she reached the school-house--and have it over--but miss margaret was busy writing on the blackboard, and tillie felt an immense relief at the necessary postponement of her ordeal to recess time. the hours of that morning were very long to her heavy heart, and the minutes dragged to the time of her doom--for nothing but blackness lay beyond the point of the acknowledgment which must turn her teacher's fondness to dislike. she saw miss margaret's eyes upon her several times during the morning, with that look of anxious concern which had so often fed her starved affections. yes, miss margaret evidently could see that she was in trouble and she was feeling sorry for her. but, alas, when she should learn the cause of her misery, how surely would that look turn to coldness and displeasure! tillie felt that she was ill preparing the way for her dread confession in the very bad recitations she made all morning. she failed in geography--every question that came to her; she failed to understand miss margaret's explanation of compound interest, though the explanation was gone over a third time for her especial benefit; she missed five words in spelling and two questions in united states history! "tillie, tillie!" miss margaret solemnly shook her head, as she closed her book at the end of the last recitation before recess. "too much 'ivanhoe,' i'm afraid! well, it's my fault, isn't it?" the little girl's blue eyes gazed up at her with a look of such anguish, that impulsively miss margaret drew her to her side, as the rest of the class moved away to their seats. "what's the matter, dear?" she asked. "aren't you well? you look pale and ill! what is it, tillie?" tillie's overwrought heart could bear no more. her head fell on miss margaret's shoulder as she broke into wildest crying. her body quivered with her gasping sobs and her little hands clutched convulsively at miss margaret's gown. "you poor little thing!" whispered miss margaret, her arms about the child; "what's the matter with you, honey? there, there, don't cry so--tell me what's the matter." it was such bliss to be petted like this--to feel miss margaret's arms about her and hear that loved voice so close to her!--for the last time! never again after this moment would she be liked and caressed! her heart was breaking and she could not answer for her sobbing. "tillie, dear, sit down here in my chair until i send the other children out to recess--and then you and i can have a talk by ourselves," miss margaret said, leading the child a step to her arm-chair on the platform. she stood beside the chair, holding tillie's throbbing head to her side, while she tapped the bell which dismissed the children. "now," she said, when the door had closed on the last of them and she had seated herself and drawn tillie to her again, "tell me what you are crying for, little girlie." "miss margaret!" tillie's words came in hysterical, choking gasps; "you won't never like me no more when i tell you what's happened, miss margaret!" "why, dear me, tillie, what on earth is it?" "i didn't mean to do it, miss margaret! and i'll redd up for you, fridays, still, till it's paid for a'ready, miss margaret, if you'll leave me, won't you, please? oh, won't you never like me no more?" "my dear little goosie, what is the matter with you? come," she said, taking the little girl's hand reassuringly in both her own, "tell me, child." a certain note of firmness in her usually drawling southern voice checked a little the child's hysterical emotion. she gulped the choking lump in her throat and answered. "i was readin' 'ivanhoe' in bed last night, and pop woke up, and seen my candle-light, and he conceited he'd look once and see what it was, and then he seen me, and he don't uphold to novel-readin', and he--he--" "well?" miss margaret gently urged her faltering speech. "he whipped me and--and burnt up your book!" "whipped you again!" miss margaret's soft voice indignantly exclaimed. "the br--" she checked herself and virtuously closed her lips. "i'm so sorry, tillie, that i got you into such a scrape!" tillie thought miss margaret could not have heard her clearly. "he--burnt up your book yet, miss margaret!" she found voice to whisper again. "indeed! i ought to make him pay for it!" "he didn't know it was yourn, miss margaret--he don't uphold to novel-readin', and if he'd know it was yourn he'd have you put out of william penn, so i tole him i lent it off of elviny dinkleberger--and i'll help you fridays till it's paid for a'ready, if you'll leave me, miss margaret!" she lifted pleading eyes to the teacher's face, to see therein a look of anger such as she had never before beheld in that gentle countenance--for miss margaret had caught sight of the marks of the strap on tillie's bare neck, and she was flushed with indignation at the outrage. but tillie, interpreting the anger to be against herself, turned as white as death, and a look of such hopeless woe came into her face that miss margaret suddenly realized the dread apprehension torturing the child. "come here to me, you poor little thing!" she tenderly exclaimed, drawing the little girl into her lap and folding her to her heart. "i don't care anything about the book, honey! did you think i would? there, there--don't cry so, tillie, don't cry. _i_ love you, don't you know i do!"--and miss margaret kissed the child's quivering lips, and with her own fragrant handkerchief wiped the tears from her cheeks, and with her soft, cool fingers smoothed back the hair from her hot forehead. and this child, who had never known the touch of a mother's hand and lips, was transported in that moment from the suffering of the past night and morning, to a happiness that made this hour stand out to her, in all the years that followed, as the one supreme experience of her childhood. ineffable tenderness of the mother heart of woman! that afternoon, when tillie got home from school,--ten minutes late according to the time allowed her by her father,--she was quite unable to go out to help him in the field. every step of the road home had been a dragging burden to her aching limbs, and the moment she reached the farm-house, she tumbled in a little heap upon the kitchen settee and lay there, exhausted and white, her eyes shining with fever, her mouth parched with thirst, her head throbbing with pain--feeling utterly indifferent to the consequences of her tardiness and her failure to meet her father in the field. "ain't you feelin' good?" her stepmother phlegmatically inquired from across the room, where she sat with a dish-pan in her lap, paring potatoes for supper. "no, ma'am," weakly answered tillie. "pop 'll be looking fur you out in the field." tillie wearily closed her eyes and did not answer. mrs. getz looked up from her pan and let her glance rest for an instant upon the child's white, pained face. "are you feelin' too mean to go help pop?" "yes, ma'am. i--can't!" gasped tillie, with a little sob. "you ain't lookin' good," the woman reluctantly conceded. "well, i'll leave you lay a while. mebbe pop used the strap too hard last night. he sayed this dinner that he was some uneasy that he used the strap so hard--but he was that wonderful spited to think you'd set up readin' a novel-book in the night-time yet! you might of knew you'd ketch an awful lickin' fur doin' such a dumm thing like what that was. sammy!" she called to her little eight-year-old son, who was playing on the kitchen porch, "you go out and tell pop tillie she's got sick fur me, and i'm leavin' her lay a while. now hurry on, or he'll come in here to see, once, ain't she home yet, or what. go on now!" sammy departed on his errand, and mrs. getz diligently resumed her potato-paring. "i don't know what pop'll say to you not comin' out to help," she presently remarked. tillie's head moved restlessly, but she did not speak. she was past caring what her father might say or do. mrs. getz thoughtfully considered a doubtful potato, and, concluding at length to discard it, "i guess," she said, throwing it back into the pan, "i'll let that one; it's some poor. do you feel fur eatin' any supper?" she asked. "i'm havin' fried smashed-potatoes and wieners [frankfort sausages]. some days i just don't know what to cook all." tillie's lips moved, but gave no sound. "i guess you're right down sick fur all; ain't? i wonder if pop'll have doc in. he won't want to spend any fur that. but you do look wonderful bad. it's awful onhandy comin' just to-day. i did feel fur sayin' to pop i'd go to the rewiwal to-night, of he didn't mind. it's a while back a'ready since i was to a meetin'--not even on a funeral. and they say they do now make awful funny up at bethel rewiwal this week. i was thinkin' i'd go once. but if you can't redd up after supper and help milk and put the childern to bed, i can't go fur all." no response from tillie. mrs. getz sighed her disappointment as she went on with her work. presently she spoke again. "this after, a lady agent come along. she had such a complexion lotion. she talked near a half-hour. she was, now, a beautiful conversationist! i just set and listened. then she was some spited that i wouldn't buy a box of complexion lotion off of her. but she certainly was, now, a beautiful conversationist!" the advent of an agent in the neighborhood was always a noteworthy event, and tillie's utterly indifferent reception of the news that to-day one had "been along" made mrs. getz look at her wonderingly. "are you too sick to take interest?" she asked. the child made no answer. the woman rose to put her potatoes on the stove. it was an hour later when, as tillie still lay motionless on the settee, and mrs. getz was dishing up the supper and putting it on the table, which stood near the wall at one end of the kitchen, mr. getz came in, tired, dirty, and hungry, from the celery-beds. the child opened her eyes at the familiar and often dreaded step, and looked up at him as he came and stood over her. "what's the matter? what's hurtin' you, tillie?" he asked, an unwonted kindness in his voice as he saw how ill the little girl looked. "i don'--know," tillie whispered, her heavy eyelids falling again. "you don' know! you can't be so worse if you don' know what's hurtin' you! have you fever, or the headache, or whatever?" he laid his rough hand on her forehead and passed it over her cheek. "she's some feverish," he said, turning to his wife, who was busy at the stove. "full much so!" "she had the cold a little, and i guess she's took more to it," mrs. getz returned, bearing the fried potatoes across the kitchen to the table. "i heard the doc talkin' there's smallpox handy to us, only a mile away at new canaan," said getz, a note of anxiety in his voice that made the sick child wearily marvel. why was he anxious about her? she wondered. it wasn't because he liked her, as miss margaret did. he was afraid of catching smallpox himself, perhaps. or he was afraid she would be unable to help him to-morrow, and maybe for many days, out in the celery-beds. that was why he spoke anxiously--not because he liked her and was sorry. no bitterness was mingled with tillie's quite matter-of-fact acceptance of these conclusions. "it would be a good much trouble to us if she was took down with the smallpox," mrs. getz's tired voice replied. "i guess not as much as it would be to her," the father said, a rough tenderness in his voice, and something else which tillie vaguely felt to be a note of pain. "are you havin' the doc in fur her, then?" his wife asked. "i guess i better, mebbe," the man hesitated. his thrifty mind shrank at the thought of the expense. he turned again to tillie and bent over her. "can't you tell pop what's hurtin' you, tillie?" "no--sir." mr. getz looked doubtfully and rather helplessly at his wife. "it's a bad sign, ain't, when they can't tell what's hurtin' 'em?" "i don't know what fur sign that is when they don't feel nothin'," she stoically answered, as she dished up her frankfort sausages. "if a person would just know oncet!" he exclaimed anxiously. "anyhow, she's pretty much sick--she looks it so! i guess i better mebbe not take no risks. i'll send fur doc over. sammy can go, then." "all right. supper's ready now. you can come eat." she went to the door to call the children in front the porch and the lawn; and mr. getz again bent over the child. "can you eat along, tillie?" tillie weakly shook her head. "don't you feel fur your wittles?" "no--sir." "well, well. i'll send fur the doc, then, and he can mebbe give you some pills, or what, to make you feel some better; ain't?" he said, again passing his rough hand over her forehead and cheek, with a touch as nearly like a caress as anything tillie had ever known from him. the tears welled up in her eyes and slowly rolled over her white face, as she felt this unwonted expression of affection. her father turned away quickly and went to the table, about which the children were gathering. "where's sammy?" he asked his wife. "i'm sendin' him fur the doc after supper." "where? i guess over," she motioned with her head as she lifted the youngest, a one-year-old boy, into his high chair. "over" was the family designation for the pump, at which every child of a suitable age was required to wash his face and hands before coming to the table. while waiting for the arrival of the doctor, after supper, getz ineffectually tried to force tillie to eat something. in his genuine anxiety about her and his eagerness for "the doc's" arrival, he quite forgot about the fee which would have to be paid for the visit. iv "the doc" combines business and pleasure miss margaret boarded at the "hotel" of new canaan. as the only other regular boarder was the middle-aged, rugged, unkempt little man known as "the doc," and as the transient guests were very few and far between, miss margaret shared the life of the hotel-keeper's family on an intimate and familiar footing. the invincible custom of new canaan of using a bedroom only at night made her unheard-of inclination to sit in her room during the day or before bedtime the subject of so much comment and wonder that, feeling it best to yield to the prejudice, she usually read, sewed, or wrote letters in the kitchen, or, when a fire was lighted, in the combination dining-room and sitting-room. it was the evening of the day of tillie's confession about "ivanhoe," and miss margaret, after the early supper-hour of the country hotel, had gone to the sitting-room, removed the chenille cover from the centre-table, uncorked the bottle of fluid sold at the village store as ink, but looking more like raspberryade, and settled herself to write, to one deeply interested in everything which interested her, an account of her day and its episode with the little daughter of jacob getz. this room in which she sat, like all other rooms of the district, was too primly neat to be cozy or comfortable. it contained a bright new rag carpet, a luridly painted wooden settee, a sewing-machine, and several uninviting wooden chairs. margaret often yearned to pull the pieces of furniture out from their stiff, sentinel-like stations against the wall and give to the room that divine touch of homeyness which it lacked. but she did not dare venture upon such a liberty. very quickly absorbed in her letter-writing, she did not notice the heavy footsteps which presently sounded across the floor and paused at her chair. "now that there writin'--" said a gruff voice at her shoulder; and, startled, she quickly turned in her chair, to find the other boarder, "the doc," leaning on the back of it, his shaggy head almost on a level with her fair one. "that there writin'," pursued the doctor, continuing to hold his fat head in unabashed proximity to her own and to her letter, "is wonderful easy to read. wonderful easy." miss margaret promptly covered her letter with a blotter, corked the raspberry-ade, and rose. "done a'ready?" asked the doctor. "for the present, yes." "see here oncet, teacher!" he suddenly fixed her with his small, keen eyes as he drew from the pocket of his shabby, dusty coat a long, legal-looking paper. "i have here," he said impressively, "an important dokiment, teacher, concerning of which i desire to consult you perfessionally." "yes?" "you just stay settin'; i'll fetch a chair and set aside of you and show it to you oncet." he drew a chair up to the table and margaret reluctantly sat down, feeling annoyed and disappointed at this interruption of her letter, yet unwilling, in the goodness of her heart, to snub the little man. the doctor bent near to her and spoke confidentially. "you see, them swanged fools in the legislature has went to work and passed a act--ag'in' my protest, mind you--compellin' doctors to fill out blanks answerin' to a lot of darn-fool questions 'bout one thing and 'nother, like this here." he had spread open on the table the paper he had drawn from his pocket. it was soiled from contact with his coat and his hands, and margaret, instead of touching the sheet, pressed it down with the handle of her pen. the doctor noticed the act and laughed. "you're wonderful easy kreistled [disgusted]; ain't? i took notice a'ready how when things is some dirty they kreistle you, still. but indeed, teacher," he gravely added, "it ain't healthy to wash so much and keep so clean as what you do. it's weakenin'. that's why city folks ain't so hearty--they get right into them big, long tubs they have built in their houses up-stairs! i seen one oncet in at doc hess's in lancaster. i says to him when i seen it, 'you wouldn't get me into that--it's too much like a coffin!' i says. 'it would make a body creepy to get in there.' and he says, 'i'd feel creepy if i didn't get in.' 'yes,' i says,'that's why you're so thin. you wash yourself away,' i says." "what's it all about?" miss margaret abruptly asked, examining the paper. "these here's the questions," answered the doctor, tracing them with his thick, dirty forefinger; "and these here's the blank spaces fur to write the answers into. now you can write better 'n me, teacher; and if you'll just take and write in the answers fur me, why, i'll do a favor fur you some time if ever you ast it off of me. and if ever you need a doctor, just you call on me, and i'm swanged if i charge you a cent!" among the simple population of new canaan the doc was considered the most blasphemous man in america, but there seemed to be a sort of general impression in the village that his profanity was, in some way, an eccentricity of genius. "thank you," miss margaret responded to his offer of free medical services. "i'll fill out the paper for you with pleasure." she read aloud the first question of the list. '"where did you attend lectures?'" her pen suspended over the paper, she looked at him inquiringly. "well?" she asked. "lekshures be blowed!" he exclaimed. "i ain't never 'tended no lekshures!" "oh!" said miss margaret, nodding conclusively. "well, then, let us pass on to the next question. 'to what school of medicine do you belong?'" "school?" repeated the doctor; "i went to school right here in this here town--it's better 'n thirty years ago, a'ready." "no," miss margaret explained, "that's not the question. 'to what school of medicine do you belong?' medicine, you know," she repeated, as though talking to a deaf person. "oh," said the doctor, "medicine, is it? i never have went to none," he announced defiantly. "i studied medicine in old doctor johnson's office and learnt it by practisin' it. that there's the only way to learn any business. do you suppose you could learn a boy carpenterin' by settin' him down to read books on sawin' boards and a-lekshurin' him on drivin' nails? no more can you make a doctor in no such swanged-fool way like that there!" "but," said margaret, "the question means do you practise allopathy, homeopathy, hydropathy, osteopathy,--or, for instance, eclecticism? are you, for example, a homeopathist?" "gosh!" said the doctor, looking at her admiringly, "i'm blamed if you don't know more big words than i ever seen in a spellin'-book or heard at a spellin'-bee! home-o-pathy? no, sir! when i give a dose to a patient, still, he 'most always generally finds it out, and pretty gosh-hang quick too! when he gits a dose of my herb bitters he knows it good enough. be sure, i don't give babies, and so forth, doses like them. all such i treat, still, according to home-o-pathy, and not like that swanged fool, doc hess, which only last week he give a baby a dose fitten only fur a field-hand--and he went to college!--oh, yes!--and heerd lekshures too! natural consequence, the baby up't and died fur 'em. but growed folks they need allopathy." "then," said margaret, "you might be called an eclectic?" "a eclectic?" the doctor inquiringly repeated, rubbing his nose. "to be sure, i know in a general way what a eclectic is, and so forth. but what would you mean, anyhow, by a eclectic doctor, so to speak, heh?" "an eclectic," margaret explained, "is one who claims to adopt whatever is good and reject whatever is bad in every system or school of medicine." "if that ain't a description of me yet!" exclaimed the doctor, delighted. "write 'em down, teacher! i'm a--now what d'you call 'em?" "you certainly are a what-do-you-call-'em!" thought margaret--but she gravely repeated, "an eclectic," and wrote the name in the blank space. "and here i've been practisin' that there style of medicine fur fifteen years without oncet suspicioning it! that is," he quickly corrected himself, in some confusion, "i haven't, so to speak, called it pretty often a eclectic, you see, gosh hang it! and--you understand, don't you, teacher?" margaret understood very well indeed, but she put the question by. the rest of the blank was filled with less difficulty, and in a few minutes the paper was folded and returned to the doctor's pocket. "i'm much obliged to you, teacher," he said heartily. "and mind, now," he added, leaning far back in his chair, crossing his legs, thrusting his thumbs into his vest pockets, and letting his eyes rest upon her, "if ever you want a doctor, i ain't chargin' you nothin'; and leave me tell you somethin'," he said, emphasizing each word by a shake of his forefinger, "jake getz and nathaniel puntz they're the two school directors that 'most always makes trouble fur the teacher. and i pass you my word that if they get down on you any, and want to chase you off your job, i'm standin' by you--i pass you my word!" "thank you. but what would they get down on me for?" "well, if jake getz saw you standin' up for his childern against his lickin' 'em or makin' 'em work hard; or if you wanted to make 'em take time to learn their books at home when he wants 'em to work--or some such--he'd get awful down on you. and nathaniel puntz he 's just the contrary--he wants his n' spoiled--he's got but the one." miss margaret recalled with a little thrill the loyalty with which tillie had tried to save her from her father's anger by telling him that elviny dinkleberger had lent her "ivanhoe." "i suppose i had a narrow escape there," she thought. "poor little tillie! she is so conscientious--i can fancy what that lie cost her!" gathering up her stationery, she made a movement to rise--but the doctor checked her with a question. "say! not that i want to ast questions too close--but what was you writin', now, in that letter of yourn, about jake getz?" miss margaret was scarcely prepared for the question. she stared at the man for an instant, then helplessly laughed at him. "well," he said apologetically, "i don't mean to be inquisitive that way--but sometimes i speak unpolite too--fur all i've saw high society a'ready!" he added, on the defensive. "why, here one time i went in to lancaster city to see doc hess, and he wouldn't have it no other way but i should stay and eat along. 'och,' i says, 'i don't want to, i'm so common that way, and i know yous are tony and it don't do. i'll just pick a piece [have luncheon] at the tavern,' i says. but no, he says i was to come eat along. so then i did. and his missus she was wonderful fashionable, but she acted just that nice and common with me as my own mother or my wife yet. and that was the first time i have eat what the noos-papers calls a course dinner. they was three courses. first they was soup and nothin' else settin' on the table, and then a colored young lady come in with such a silver pan and such a flat, wide knife, and she scraped the crumbs off between every one of them three courses. i felt awful funny. i tell you they was tony. i sayed to the missus, 'i hadn't ought to of came here. i'm not grand enough like yous'; but she sayed, 'it's nothing of the kind, and you're always welcome.' yes, she made herself that nice and common!" concluded the doctor. "so you see i have saw high society." "yes," miss margaret assented. "say!" he suddenly put another question to her. "why don't you get married?" "well," she parried, "why don't you?" "i was married a'ready. my wife she died fur me. she was layin' three months. she got so sore layin'. it was when we was stoppin' over in chicago yet. that's out in illinois. then, when she died,--och," he said despondently, "there fur a while i didn't take no interest in nothin' no more. when your wife dies, you don't feel fur nothin'. yes, yes," he sighed, "people have often troubles! oh," he granted, "i went to see other women since. but," shaking his head in discouragement, "it didn't go. i think i'm better off if i stay single. yes, i stay single yet. well," he reconsidered the question, his head on one side as he examined the fair lady before him, "if i could get one to suit me oncet." miss margaret grew alarmed. but the doctor complacently continued, "when my wife died fur me i moved fu'ther west, and i got out as fur as utah yet. that's where they have more 'n one wife. i thought, now, that there was a poor practice! one woman would do me. say!" he again fixed her with his eye. "what?" "do you like your job?" "well," she tentatively answered, "it's not uninteresting." "would you ruther keep your job than quit and get married?" "that depends--" "or," quickly added the doctor, "you might jus keep on teachin' the school after you was married, if you married some one livin' right here. ain't? and if you kep' on the right side of the school board. unlest you'd ruther marry a town fellah and give up your job out here. some thinks the women out here has to work too hard; but if they married a man where [who] was well fixed," he said, insinuatingly, "he could hire fur 'em [keep a servant]. now, there's me. i'm well fixed. i got money plenty." "you are very fortunate," said miss margaret, sympathetically. "yes, ain't? and i ain't got no one dependent on me, neither. no brothers, no sisters, no--wife--" he looked at her with an ingratiating smile. "some says i'm better off that way, but sometimes i think different. sometimes i think i'd like a wife oncet." "yes?" said miss margaret. "um--m," nodded the doctor. "yes, and i'm pretty well fixed. i wasn't always so comfortable off. it went a long while till i got to doin' pretty good, and sometimes i got tired waitin' fur my luck to come. it made me ugly dispositioned, my bad luck did. that's how i got in the way of addicting to profane language. i sayed, still, i wisht, now, the good lord would try posperity on me fur a while--fur adwersity certainly ain't makin' me a child of gawd, i sayed. but now," he added, rubbing his knees with satisfaction, "i'm fixed nice. besides my doctor's fees, i got ten acres, and three good hommies that'll be cows till a little while yet. and that there organ in the front room is my property. bought it fifteen years ago on the instalment plan. i leave missus keep it settin' in her parlor fur style that way. do you play the organ?" "i can," was miss margaret's qualified answer. "i always liked music--high-class music--like 'pinnyfore.' that's a nopery i heard in lancaster there one time at the rooft-garden. that was high-toned music, you bet. no trash about that. gimme somepin nice and ketchy. that's what i like. if it ain't ketchy, i don't take to it. and so," he added admiringly, "you can play the organ too!" "that's one of my distinguished accomplishments," said miss margaret. "well, say!" the doctor leaned forward and took her into his confidence. "i don't mind if my wife is smart, so long as she don't bother me any!" with this telling climax, the significance of which miss margaret could hardly mistake, the doctor fell back again in his chair, and regarded with complacency the comely young woman before him. but before she could collect her shocked wits to reply, the entrance of jake getz's son, sammy, interrupted them. he had come into the house at the kitchen door, and, having announced the object of his errand to the landlady, who, by the way, was his father's sister, he was followed into the sitting-room by a procession, consisting of his aunt, her husband, and their two little daughters. sammy was able to satisfy but meagerly the eager curiosity or interest of the household as to tillie's illness, and his aunt, cousins, and uncle presently returned to their work in the kitchen or out of doors, while the doctor rose reluctantly to go to the stables to hitch up. "pop says to say you should hurry," said sammy. "there's time plenty," petulantly answered the doctor. "i conceited i'd stay settin' with you this evening," he said regretfully to miss margaret. "but a doctor can't never make no plans to stay no-wheres! well!" he sighed, "i'll go round back now and hitch a while." "sammy," said miss margaret, when she found herself alone with the child, "wasn't your mother afraid you would get ill, coming over here, on such a cool evening, barefooted?" "och, no; she leaves me let my shoes off near till it snows already. the teacher we had last year he used to do worse 'n that yet!--he'd wash his feet in the winter-time!" said sammy, in the tone of one relating a deed of valor. "i heard aunty em speak how he washed 'em as much as oncet a week, still, in winter! the doc he sayed no wonder that feller took cold!" miss margaret gazed at the child with a feeling of fascination. "but, sammy," she said wonderingly, "your front porches get a weekly bath in winter--do the people of new canaan wash their porches oftener than they wash themselves?" "porches gets dirty," reasoned sammy. "folks don't get dirty in winter-time. summer's the time they get dirty, and then they mebbe wash in the run." "oh!" said miss margaret. during the six weeks of her life in canaan, she had never once seen in this or any other household the least sign of any toilet appointments, except a tin basin at the pump, a roller-towel on the porch, and a small mirror in the kitchen. tooth-brushes, she had learned, were almost unknown in the neighborhood, nearly every one of more than seventeen years wearing "store-teeth." it was a matter of much speculation to her that these people, who thought it so essential to keep their houses, especially their front porches, immaculately scrubbed, should never feel an equal necessity as to their own persons. the doctor came to the door and told sammy he was ready. "i wouldn't do it to go such a muddy night like what this is," he ruefully declared to miss margaret, "if i didn't feel it was serious; jake getz wouldn't spend any hirin' a doctor, without it was some serious. i'm sorry i got to go." "good-night, sammy," said miss margaret. "give tillie my love; and if she is not able to come to school to-morrow, i shall go to see her." v "novels ain't moral, doc!" tillie still lay on the kitchen settee, her father sitting at her side, when the doctor and sammy arrived. the other children had all been put to bed, and mrs. getz, seated at the kitchen table, was working on a pile of mending by the light of a small lamp. the doctor's verdict, when he had examined his patient's tongue, felt her pulse, and taken her temperature, was not clear. "she's got a high fever. that's 'a all the fu'ther i can go now. what it may turn to till morning, i can't tell till morning. give her these powders every hour, without she's sleeping. that's the most that she needs just now." "yes, if she can keep them powders down," said mr. getz, doubtfully. "she can't keep nothin' with her." "well, keep on giving them, anyhow. she's a pretty sick child." "you ain't no fears of smallpox, are you?" mrs. getz inquired. "mister was afraid it might mebbe be smallpox," she said, indicating her husband by the epithet. "not that you say that i sayed it was!" mr. getz warned the doctor. "we don't want no report put out! but is they any symptoms?" "och, no," the doctor reassured them. "it ain't smallpox. what did you give her that she couldn't keep with her?" "i fed some boiled milk to her." "did she drink tea?" he inquired, looking profound. "we don't drink no store tea," mrs. getz answered him. "we drink peppermint tea fur supper, still. tillie she didn't drink none this evening. some says store tea's bad fur the nerves. i ain't got no nerves," she went on placidly. "leastways, i ain't never felt none, so fur. mister he likes the peppermint." "and it comes cheaper," said mister. "mebbe you've been leavin' tillie work too much in the hot sun out in the fields with you?" the doctor shot a keen glance at the father; for jake getz was known to all canaan township as a man that got more work out of his wife and children than any other farmer in the district. "after school, some," mr. getz replied. "but not fur long at a time, fur it gets late a'ready till she gets home. anyhow, it's healthy fur her workin' in the fields. i guess," he speculated, "it was her settin' up in bed readin' last night done it. i don't know right how long it went that she was readin' before i seen the light, but it was near morning a'ready, and she'd burned near a whole candle out." "and mebbe you punished her?" the doctor inquired, holding his hand to tillie's temples. "well," nodded mr. getz, "i guess she won't be doin' somepin like that soon again. i think, still, i mebbe used the strap too hard, her bein' a girl that way. but a body's got to learn 'em when they're young, you know. and here it was a novel-book! she borrowed the loan of it off of elviny dinkleberger! i chucked it in the fire! i don't uphold to novel-readin'!" "well, now," argued the doctor, settling back in his chair, crossing his legs, and thrusting his thumbs into the arm-holes of his vest, "some chance times i read in such a 'home companion' paper, and here this winter i read a piece in nine chapters. i make no doubt that was a novel. leastways, i guess you'd call it a novel. and that piece," he said impressively, "wouldn't hurt nobody! it learns you. that piece," he insisted, "was got up by a moral person." "then i guess it wasn't no novel, doc," mr. getz firmly maintained. "anybody knows novels ain't moral. anyhow, i ain't havin' none in my house. if i see any, they get burnt up." "it's a pity you burnt it up, jake. i like to come by somepin like that, still, to pass the time when there ain't much doin'. how did elviny dinkleberger come by such a novel?" "i don't know. if i see her pop, i 'll tell him he better put a stop to such behaviors." tillie stirred restlessly on her pillow. "what was the subjeck of that there novel, tillie?" the doctor asked. "its subjeck was 'iwanhoe,'" mr. getz answered. "yes, i chucked it right in the stove." "'iwanhoe'!" exclaimed the doctor. "why, elviny must of borrowed the loan of that off of teacher--i seen teacher have it." tillie turned pleading eyes upon his face, but he did not see her. "do you mean to say," demanded mr. getz, "that teacher lends novels to the scholars!" "och!" said the doctor, suddenly catching the frantic appeal of tillie's eyes, and answering it with ready invention, "what am i talkin' about! it was elviny lent it to aunty em's little rebecca at the hotel, and teacher was tellin' rebecca she mustn't read it, but give it back right aways to elviny." "well!" said mr. getz, "a teacher that would lend novels to the scholars wouldn't stay long at william penn if my wote could put her out! and there 's them on the board that thinks just like what i think!" "to be sure!" the doctor soothed him. "to be sure! yes," he romanced, "rebecca she lent that book off of elviny dinkleberger, and teacher she tole rebecca to give it back." "i'll speak somepin to elviny's pop, first time i see him, how elviny's lendin' a novel to the scholars!" affirmed mr. getz. "you needn't trouble," said the doctor, coolly. "elviny's pop he give elviny that there book last christmas. i don't know what he'll think, jake, at your burnin' it up." tillie was gazing at the doctor, now, half in bewilderment, half in passionate gratitude. "if tillie did get smallpox," mrs. getz here broke in, "would she mebbe have to be took to the pest-house?" tillie started, and her feverish eyes sought in the face of the doctor to know what dreadful place a "pest-house" might be. "whether she'd have to be took to the pest-house?" the doctor inquiringly repeated. "yes, if she took the smallpox. but she ain't takin' it. you needn't worry." "doctors don't know near as much now as what they used to, still," mr. getz affirmed. "they didn't have to have no such pest-houses when i was a boy. leastways, they didn't have 'em. and they didn't never ketch such diseases like 'pendycitis and grip and them." "do you mean to say, jake getz, that you pass it as your opinion us doctors don't know more now than what they used to know thirty years ago, when you was a boy?" "of course they don't," was the dogmatic rejoinder. "nor nobody knows as much now as they did in ancient times a'ready. i mean back in bible times." "do you mean to say," hotly argued the doctor, "that they had automobiles in them days?" "to be sure i do! automobiles and all the other lost sciences!" "well," said the doctor, restraining his scorn with a mighty effort, "i'd like to see you prove it oncet!" "i can prove it right out of the bible! do you want better proof than that, doc? the bible says in so many words, 'there's nothing new under the sun.' there! you can't come over that there, can you? you don't consider into them things enough, doc. you ain't a religious man, that 's the trouble!" "i got religion a plenty, but i don't hold to no sich dumm thoughts!" "did you get your religion at bethel rewiwal?" mrs. getz quickly asked, glancing up from the little stocking she was darning, to look with some interest at the doctor. "i wanted to go over oncet before the rewiwal's done. but now tillie's sick, mebbe i won't get to go fur all. when they have rewiwals at bethel they always make so! and," she added, resuming her darning, "i like to see 'em jump that way. my, but they jump, now, when they get happy! but i didn't get to go this year yet." "well, and don't you get affected too?" the doctor asked, "and go out to the mourners' bench?" "if i do? no, i go just to see 'em jump," she monotonously repeated. "i wasn't never conwerted. mister he's a hard evangelical, you know." "and what does he think of your unconwerted state?" the doctor jocularly inquired. "what he thinks? there's nothing to think," was the stolid answer. "up there to bethel rewiwal," said mr. getz, "they don't stay conwerted. till rewiwal's over, they're off church again." "it made awful funny down there this two weeks back," repeated mrs. getz. "they jumped so. now there's the lutherans, they don't make nothin' when they conwert themselves. they don't jump nor nothin'. i don't like their meetin's. it's onhandy tillie got sick fur me just now. i did want to go oncet. here 's all this mendin' she could have did, too. she 's handier at sewin' than what i am, still. i always had so much other work, i never come at sewin', and i 'm some dopplig at it." "yes?--yes," said the doctor, rising to go. "well, tillie, good-by, and don't set up nights any more readin' novels," he laughed. "she ain't likely to," said her father. "my childern don't generally do somepin like that again after i once ketch 'em at it. ain't so, tillie? well, then, doc, you think she ain't serious?" "i said i can't tell till i've saw her again a'ready." "how long will it go till you come again?" "well," the doctor considered, "it looks some fur fallin' weather--ain't? if it rains and the roads are muddy till morning, so 's i can't drive fast, i won't mebbe be here till ten o'clock." "oh, doctor," whispered tillie, in a tone of distress, "can't i go to school? can't i? i'll be well enough, won't i? it's friday to-morrow, and i--i want to go!" she sobbed. "i want to go to miss margaret!" "no, you can't go to school to-morrow, tillie," her father said, "even if you're some better; i'm keepin' you home to lay still one day anyhow." "but i don't want to stay home!" the child exclaimed, casting off the shawl with which her father had covered her and throwing out her arms. "i want to go to school! i want to, pop!" she sobbed, almost screaming. "i want to go to miss margaret! i will, i will!" "tillie--tillie!" her father soothed her in that unwonted tone of gentleness that sounded so strange to her. his face had turned pale at her outcries, delirious they seemed to him, coming from his usually meek and submissive child. "there now," he said, drawing the cover over her again; "now lay still and be a good girl, ain't you will?" "will you leave me go to school to-morrow?" she pleaded piteously. "dare i go to school to-morrow?" "no, you dassent, tillie. but if you're a good girl, mebbe i 'll leave sammy ast teacher to come to see you after school." "oh, pop!" breathed the child ecstatically, as in supreme contentment she sank back again on her pillow. "i wonder will she come? do you think she will come to see me, mebbe?" "to be sure will she." "now think," said the doctor, "how much she sets store by teacher! and a lot of 'em's the same way--girls and boys." "i didn't know she was so much fur teacher," said mr. getz. "she never spoke nothin'." "she never spoke nothin' to me about it neither," said mrs. getz. "well, i 'll give you all good-by, then," said the doctor; and he went away. on his slow journey home through the mud he mused on the inevitable clash which he foresaw must some day come between the warm-hearted teacher (whom little tillie so loved, and who so injudiciously lent her "novel-books") and the stern and influential school director, jacob getz. "there my chanct comes in," thought the doctor; "there's where i mebbe put in my jaw and pop the question--just when jake getz is makin' her trouble and she's gettin' chased off her job. i passed my word i'd stand by her, and, by gum, i 'll do it! when she's out of a job--that's the time she 'll be dead easy! ain't? she's the most allurin' female i seen since my wife up't and died fur me!" vi jake getz in a quandary tillie's illness, though severe while it lasted, proved to be a matter of only a few days' confinement to bed; and fortunately for her, it was while she was still too weak and ill to be called to account for her misdeed that her father discovered her deception as to the owner of "ivanhoe." at least he found out, in talking with elviny dinkleberger and her father at the lancaster market, that the girl was innocent of ever having owned or even seen the book, and that, consequently, she had of course never lent it either to rebecca wackernagel at the hotel or to tillie. despite his rigorous dealings with his family (which, being the outcome of the pennsylvania dutch faith in the divine right of the head of the house, were entirely conscientious), jacob getz was strongly and deeply attached to his wife and children; and his alarm at tillie's illness, coming directly upon his severe punishment of her, had softened him sufficiently to temper his wrath at finding that she had told him what was not true. what her object could have been in shielding the real owner of the book he could not guess. his suspicions did not turn upon the teacher, because, in the first place, he would have seen no reason why tillie should wish to shield her, and, in the second, it was inconceivable that a teacher at william penn should set out so to pervert the young whom trusting parents placed under her care. there never had been a novel-reading teacher at william penn. the board would as soon have elected an opium-eater. where had tillie obtained that book? and why had she put the blame on elviny, who was her little friend? the doc, evidently, was in league with tillie! what could it mean? jake getz was not used to dealing with complications and mysteries. he pondered the case heavily. when he went home from market, he did not tell tillie of his discovery, for the doctor had ordered that she be kept quiet. not until a week later, when she was well enough to be out of bed, did he venture to tell her he had caught her telling a falsehood. he could not know that the white face of terror which she turned to him was fear for miss margaret and not, for once, apprehension of the strap. "i ain't whippin' you this time," he gruffly said, "if you tell me the truth whose that there book was." tillie did not speak. she was resting in the wooden rocking-chair by the kitchen window, a pillow at her head and a shawl over her knees. her stepmother was busy at the table with her saturday baking; sammy was giving the porch its saturday cleaning, and the other children, too little to work, were playing outdoors; even the baby, bundled up in its cart, was out on the grass-plot. "do you hear me, tillie? whose book was that there?" tillie's head hung low and her very lips were white. she did not answer. "you 're goin' to act stubborn to me!" her father incredulously exclaimed, and the woman at the table turned and stared in dull amazement at this unheard-of defiance of the head of the family. "tillie!" he grasped her roughly by the arm and shook her. "answer to me!" tillie's chest rose and fell tumultuously. bat she kept her eyes downcast and her lips closed. "fur why don't you want to tell, then?" "i--can't, pop!" "can't! if you wasn't sick i 'd soon learn you if you can't! now you might as well tell me right aways, fur i'll make you tell me some time!" tillie's lips quivered and the tears rolled slowly over her white cheeks. "fur why did you say it was elviny?" "she was the only person i thought to say." "but fur why didn't you say the person it was? answer to me!" he commanded. tillie curved her arm over her face and sobbed. she was still too weak from her fever to bear the strain of this unequal contest of wills. "well," concluded her father, his anger baffled and impotent before the child's weakness, "i won't bother you with it no more now. but you just wait till you 're well oncet! we'll see then if you'll tell me what i ast you or no!" "here's the doc," announced mrs. getz, as the sound of wheels was heard outside the gate. "well," her husband said indignantly as he rose and went to the door, "i just wonder what he's got to say fur hisself, lyin' to me like what he done!" "hello, jake!" was the doctor's breezy greeting as he walked into the kitchen, followed by a brood of curious little getzes, to whom the doctor's daily visits were an exciting episode. "howdy-do, missus," he briskly addressed the mother of the brood, pushing his hat to the back of his head in lieu of raising it. "and how's the patient?" he inquired with a suddenly professional air and tone. "some better, heh? heh? been cryin'! what fur?" he demanded, turning to mr. getz. "say, jake, you ain't been badgerin' this kid again fur somepin? she'll be havin' a relapse if you don't leave her be!" "it's you i'm wantin' to badger, doc weaver!" retorted mr. getz. "what fur did you lie to me about that there piece entitled 'iwanhoe'?" "you and your 'iwanhoe' be blowed! are you tormentin' this here kid about that yet? a body'd think you'd want to change that subjec', jake getz!" "not till i find from you, doc, whose that there novel-book was, and why you tole me it was elviny dinkleberger's!" "that's easy tole," responded the doctor. "that there book belonged to--" "no, doc, no, no!" came a pleading cry from tillie. "don't tell, doc, please don't tell!" "never you mind, tillie, that's all right. look here, jake getz!" the doctor turned his sharp little eyes upon the face of the father grown dark with anger at his child's undutiful interference. "you're got this here little girl worked up to the werge of a relapse! i tole you she must be kep' quiet and not worked up still!" "all right. i'm leavin' her alone--till she's well oncet! you just answer fur yourself and tell why you lied to me!" "well, jake, it was this here way. that there book belonged to me and tillie lent it off of me. that's how! ain't tillie?" mr. getz stared in stupefied wonder, while mrs. getz, too, looked on with a dull interest, as she leaned her back against the sink and dried her hands upon her apron. as for tillie, a great throb of relief thrilled through her as she heard the doctor utter this napoleonic lie--only to be followed the next instant by an overwhelming sense of her own wickedness in thus conniving with fraud. abysses of iniquity seemed to yawn at her feet, and she gazed with horror into their black depths. how could she ever again hold up her head. but--miss margaret, at least, was safe from the school board's wrath and indignation, and how unimportant, compared with that, was her own soul's salvation! "why didn't tillie say it was yourn?" mr. getz presently found voice to ask. "i tole her if she left it get put out i am addicted to novel readin'," said the doctor glibly, and with evident relish, "it might spoil my practice some. and tillie she's that kind-hearted she was sorry far me!" "and so you put her up to say it was elviny's! you put her up to tell lies to her pop!" "well, i never thought you 'd foller it up any, jake, and try to get elviny into trouble." "doc, i always knowed you was a blasphemer and that you didn't have no religion. but i thought you had anyhow morals. and i didn't think, now, you was a coward that way, to get behind a child and lie out of your own evil deeds!" "i'm that much a coward and a blasphemer, jake, that i 'm goin' to add the cost of that there book of mine where you burnt up, to your doctor's bill, unlest you pass me your promise you 'll drop this here subjec' and not bother tillie with it no more." the doctor had driven his victim into a corner. to yield a point in family discipline or to pay the price of the property he had destroyed--one of the two he must do. it was a most untoward predicament for jacob getz. "you had no right to lend that there book to tillie, doc, and i ain't payin' you a cent fur it!" he maintained. "i jus' mean, jake, i 'll make out my bill easy or stiff accordin' to the way you pass your promise." "if my word was no more better 'n yours, doe, my passin' my promise wouldn't help much!" "that's all right, jake. i don't set up to be religious and moral. i ain't sayed my prayers since i am old enough a'ready to know how likely i was, still, to kneel on a tack!" "it's no wonder you was put off of church!" was the biting retort. "hold up there, jake. i wasn't put off. i went off. i took myself off of church before the brethren had a chanct to put me off." "sammy!" mr. getz suddenly and sharply admonished his little son, who was sharpening his slate-pencil on the window-sill with a table-knife, "you stop right aways sharpenin' that pencil! you dassent sharpen your slate-pencils, do you hear? it wastes 'em so!" sammy hastily laid down the knife and thrust the pencil into his pocket. mr. getz turned again to the doctor and inquired irritably, "what is it to you if i teach my own child to mind me or not, i'd like to know?" "because she's been bothered into a sickness with this here thing a'ready, and it 's time it stopped now!" "it was you started it, leavin' her lend the book off of you!" "that's why i feel fur sparin' her some more trouble, seein' i was the instrument in the hands of providence fur gettin' her into all this here mess. see?" "i can't be sure when to know if you're lyin' or not," said mr. getz helplessly. "mebbe you can't, jake. sometimes i'm swangfid if i'm sure, still, myself. but there's one thing you kin be cocksure of--and that's a big doctor-bill unlest you do what i sayed." "now that i know who she lent the book off of there ain't nothin' to bother her about," sullenly granted mr. getz. "and as fur punishment--she's had punishment a-plenty, i guess, in her bein' so sick." "all right," the doctor said magnanimously. "there's one thing i 'll give you, jake: you're a man of your word, if you are a dutch hog!" "a--whatever?" mr. getz angrily demanded. "and i don't see," the doctor complacently continued, rising and pulling his hat down to his eyebrows, preparatory to leaving, "where tillie gets her fibbin' from. certainly not from her pop." "i don't mind her ever tellin' me no lie before." "och, jake, you drive your children to lie to you, the way you bring 'em up to be afraid of you. they got to lie, now and again, to a feller like you! well, well," he soothingly added as he saw the black look in the father's face at the airing of such views in the presence of his children, "never mind, jake, it 's all in the day's work!" he turned for a parting glance at tillie. "she 's better. she 'll be well till a day or two, now, and back to school--if she's kep' quiet, and her mind ain't bothered any. now, good-by to yous." vii "the last day of pump-eye" for a long time after her unhappy experiences with "ivanhoe" tillie did not again venture to transgress against her father's prohibition of novels. but her fear of the family strap, although great, did not equal the keenness of her mental hunger, and was not sufficient, therefore, to put a permanent check upon her secret midnight reading, though it did lead her to take every precaution against detection. miss margaret continued to lend her books and magazines from time to time, and in spite of the child's reluctance to risk involving the teacher in trouble with the school board through her father, she accepted them. and so during all this winter, through her love for books and her passionate devotion to her teacher, the little girl reveled in feasts of fancy and emotion and this term at school was the first season of real happiness her young life had ever known. once on her return from school the weight of a heavy volume had proved too great a strain on her worn and thin undergarment during the long walk home; the skirt had torn away from the band, and as she entered the kitchen, her stepmother discovered the book. tillie pleaded with her not to tell her father, and perhaps she might have succeeded in gaining a promise of secrecy had it not happened that just at the critical moment her father walked into the kitchen. of course, then the book was handed over to him, and tillie with it. "did you lend this off the doc again?" her father sternly demanded, the fated book in one hand and tillie's shoulder grasped in the other. tillie hated to utter the lie. she hoped she had modified her wickedness a bit by answering with a nod of her head. "what's he mean, throwin' away so much money on books?" mr. getz took time in his anger to wonder. he read the title, "'last days of pump-eye.' well!" he exclaimed, "this here's the last hour of this here 'pump-eye'! in the stove she goes! i don't owe the doc no doctor's bill now, and i'd like to see him make me pay him fur these here novels he leaves you lend off of him!" "please, please, pop!" tillie gasped, "don't burn it. give it back to--him! i won't read it--i won't bring home no more books of--hisn! only, please, pop, don't burn it--please!" for answer, he drew her with him as he strode to the fireplace. "i'm burnin' every book you bring home, do you hear?" he exclaimed; but before he could make good his words, the kitchen door was suddenly opened, and sammy's head was poked in, with the announcement, "the doc's buggy's comin' up the road!" the door banged shut again, but instantly tillie wrenched her shoulder free from her father's hand, flew out of doors and dashed across the "yard" to the front gate. her father's voice followed her, calling to her from the porch to "come right aways back here!" unheeding, she frantically waved to the doctor in his approaching buggy. sammy, with a bevy of small brothers and sisters, to whom, no less than to their parents, the passing of a "team" was an event not to be missed, were all crowded close to the fence. "some one sick again?" inquired the doctor as he drew up at tillie's side. "no, doc--but," tillie could hardly get her breath to speak, "pop's goin' to burn up 'last days of pompeii'; it's miss margaret's, and he thinks it's yourn; come in and take it, doc--please--and give it back to miss margaret, won't you?" "sure!" the doctor was out of his buggy at her side in an instant. "oh!" breathed tillie, "here's pop comin' with the book!" "see me fix him!" chuckled the doctor. "he's so dumm he'll b'lee' most anything. if i have much more dealin's with your pop, tillie, i'll be ketchin' on to how them novels is got up myself. and then mebbe i'll let doctorin', and go to novel-writin'!" the doctor laughed with relish of his own joke, as mr. getz, grim with anger, stalked up to the buggy. "look-ahere!" his voice was menacing as he held out the open book for tillie's inspection, and the child turned cold as she read on the fly-leaf, "margaret lind. "from a. c. l. christmas, --" "you sayed the doc give it to you! did you lend that other 'n' off of teacher too? answer to me! i'll have her chased off of william penn! i'll bring it up at next board meetin'!" "hold your whiskers, jake, or they'll blow off! you're talkin' through your hat! don't be so dumm! teacher she gev me that there book because she passed me her opinion she don't stand by novel-readin'. she was goin' to throw out that there book and i says i'd take it if she didn't want it. so then i left tillie borrow the loan of it." "so that's how you come by it, is it?" mr. getz eyed the doctor with suspicion. "how did you come by that there 'iwanhoe'?" "that there i bought at the second-hand book-store in there at lancaster one time. i ain't just so much fur books, but now and again i like to buy one too, when i see 'em cheap." "well, here!" mr. getz tossed the book into tie buggy. "take your old 'pump-eye.' and clear out. if i can't make you stop tryin' to spoil my child fur me, i can anyways learn her what she'll get oncet, if she don't mind!" again his hand grasped tillie's shoulder as he turned her about to take her into the house. "you better watch out, jake getz, or you 'll have another doctor's bill to pay!" the doctor warningly called after him. "that girl of yourn ain't strong enough to stand your rough handlin', and you'll find it out some day--to your regret! you'd better go round back and let off your feelin's choppin' wood fur missus, stead of hittin' that little girl, you big dopple!" mr. getz stalked on without deigning to reply, thrusting tillie ahead of him. the doctor jumped into his buggy and drove off. his warning, however, was not wholly lost upon the father. tillie's recent illness had awakened remorse for the severe punishment he had given her on the eve of it; and it had also touched his purse; and so, though she did not escape punishment for this second and, therefore, aggravated offense, it was meted out in stinted measure. and indeed, in her relief and thankfulness at again saving miss margaret, the child scarcely felt the few light blows which, in order that parental authority be maintained, her father forced himself to inflict upon her. in spite of these mishaps, however, tillie continued to devour all the books she could lay hold of and to run perilous risks for the sake of the delight she found in them. miss margaret stood to her for an image of every heroine of whom she read in prose or verse, and for the realization of all the romantic day-dreams in which, as an escape from the joyless and sordid life of her home, she was learning to live and move and have her being. therefore it came to her as a heavy blow indeed when, just after the christmas holidays, her father announced to her on the first morning of the reopening of school, "you best make good use of your time from now on, tillie, fur next spring i'm takin' you out of school." tillie's face turned white, and her heart thumped in her breast so that she could not speak. "you're comin' twelve year old," her father continued, "and you're enough educated, now, to do you. me and mom needs you at home." it never occurred to tillie to question or discuss a decision of her father's. when he spoke it was a finality and one might as well rebel at the falling of the snow or rain. tillie's woe was utterly hopeless. her dreary, drooping aspect in the next few days was noticed by miss margaret. "pop's takin' me out of school next spring," she heart-brokenly said when questioned. "and when i can't see you every day, miss margaret, i won't feel for nothin' no more. and i thought to get more educated than what i am yet. i thought to go to school till i was anyways fourteen." so keenly did miss margaret feel the outrage and wrong of tillie's arrested education, when her father could well afford to keep her in school until she was grown, if he would; so stirred was her warm southern blood at the thought of the fate to which poor tillie seemed doomed--the fate of a household drudge with not a moment's leisure from sunrise to night for a thought above the grubbing existence of a domestic beast of burden (thus it all looked to this woman from kentucky), that she determined, cost what it might, to go herself to appeal to mr. getz. "he will have me 'chased off of william penn,'" she ruefully told herself. "and the loss just now of my munificent salary of thirty-five dollars a month would be inconvenient. 'the doc' said he would 'stand by' me. but that might be more inconvenient still!" she thought, with a little shudder. "i suppose this is an impolitic step for me to take. but policy 'be blowed,' as the doctor would say! what are we in this world for but to help one another? i must try to help little tillie--bless her!" so the following monday afternoon after school, found miss margaret, in a not very complacent or confident frame of mind, walking with tillie and her younger brother and sister out over the snow-covered road to the getz farm to face the redoubtable head of the family. viii miss margaret's errand it was half-past four o'clock when they reached the farm-house, and they found the weary, dreary mother of the family cleaning fish at the kitchen sink, one baby pulling at her skirts, another sprawling on the floor at her feet. miss margaret inquired whether she might see mr. getz. "if you kin? yes, i guess," mrs. getz dully responded. "sammy, you go to the barn and tell pop teacher's here and wants to speak somepin to him. mister's out back," she explained to miss margaret, "choppin' wood." sammy departed, and miss margaret sat down in the chair which tillie brought to her. mrs. getz went on with her work at the sink, while tillie set to work at once on a crock of potatoes waiting to be pared. "you are getting supper very early, aren't you?' miss margaret asked, with a friendly attempt to make conversation. "no, we're some late. and i don't get it ready yet, i just start it. we're getting strangers fur supper." "are you?" "yes. some of mister's folks from east bethel." "and are they strangers to you?" mrs. getz paused in her scraping of the fish to consider the question. "if they're strangers to us? och, no. we knowed them this long time a'ready. us we're well acquainted. but to be sure they don't live with us, so we say strangers is comin'. you don't talk like us; ain't?" "n--not exactly." "i do think now (you must excuse me sayin' so) but you do talk awful funny," mrs. getz smiled feebly. "i suppose i do," miss margaret sympathetically replied. mr. getz now came into the room, and miss margaret rose to greet him. "i'm much obliged to meet you," he said awkwardly as he shook hands with her. he glanced at the clock on the mantel, then turned to speak to tillie. "are yous home long a'ready?" he inquired. "not so very long," tillie answered with an apprehensive glance at the clock. "you're some late," he said, with a threatening little nod as he drew up a chair in front of the teacher. "it's my fault," miss margaret hastened to say, "i made the children wait to bring me out here." "well," conceded mr. getz, "then we'll leave it go this time." miss margaret now bent her mind to the difficult task of persuading this stubborn pennsylvania dutchman to accept her views as to what was for the highest and best good of his daughter. eloquently she pointed out to him that tillie being a child of unusual ability, it would be much better for her to have an education than to be forced to spend her days in farm-house drudgery. but her point of view, being entirely novel, did not at all appeal to him. "i never thought to leave her go to school after she was twelve. that's long enough fur a girl; a female don't need much book-knowledge. it don't help her none to keep house fur her mister." "but she could become a teacher and then she could earn money," miss margaret argued, knowing the force of this point with mr. getz. "but look at all them years she'd have to spend learnin' herself to be intelligent enough fur to be a teacher, when she might be helpin' me and mom." "but she could help you by paying board here when she becomes the new canaan teacher." "that's so too," granted mr. getz; and margaret grew faintly hopeful. "but," he added, after a moment's heavy weighing of the matter, "it would take too long to get her enough educated fur to be a teacher, and i'm one of them," he maintained, "that holds a child is born to help the parent, and not contrarywise--that the parent must do everything fur the child that way." "if you love your children, you must wish for their highest good," she suggested, "and not trample on their best interests." "but they have the right to work for their parents," he insisted. "you needn't plague me to leave tillie stay in school, teacher. i ain't leavin' her!" "do you think you have a right to bring children into the world only to crush everything in them that is worth while?" margaret dared to say to him, her face flushed, her eyes bright with the intensity of her feelings. "that's all blamed foolishness!" jake getz affirmed. "do you think that your daughter, when she is grown and realizes all that she has lost, will 'rise up and call you blessed'?" she persisted. "do i think? well, what i think is that it's a good bit more particular that till she's growed she's been learnt to work and serve them that raised her. and what i think is that a person ain't fit to be a teacher of the young that sides along with the childern ag'in' their parents." miss margaret felt that it was time she took her leave. "look-ahere oncet, teacher!" mr. getz suddenly said, fixing on her a suspicious and searching look, "do you uphold to novel-readin'?" miss margaret hesitated perceptibly. she must shield tillie even more than herself. "what a question to ask of the teacher at william penn!" she gravely answered. "i know it ain't such a wery polite question," returned mr. getz, half apologetically. "but the way you side along with childern ag'in' their parents suspicions me that the doc was lyin' when he sayed them novel-books was hisn. now was they hisn or was they yourn?" miss margaret rose with a look and air of injury. "'mr. getz, no one ever before asked me such questions. indeed," she said, in a tone of virtuous primness, "i can't answer such questions." "all the same," sullenly asserted mr. getz, "i wouldn't put it a-past you after the way you passed your opinion to me this after!" "i must be going," returned miss margaret with dignity. mrs. getz came forward from the stove with a look and manner of apology for her husband's rudeness to the visitor. "what's your hurry? can't you stay and eat along? we're not anyways tired of you." "thank you. but they will be waiting for me at the hotel," said miss margaret gently. tillie, a bit frightened, also hovered near, her wistful little face pale. miss margaret drew her to her and held her at her side, as she looked up into the face of mr. getz. "i am very, very sorry, mr. getz, that my visit has proved so fruitless. you don't realize what a mistake you are making." "that ain't the way a teacher had ought to talk before a scholar to its parent!" indignantly retorted mr. getz. "and i'm pretty near sure it was all the time you where lent them books to tillie--corruptin' the young! i can tell you right now, i ain't votin' fur you at next election! and the way i wote is the way two other members always wotes still--and so you'll lose your job at william penn! that's what you get fur tryin' to interfere between a parent and a scholar! i hope it'll learn you!" "and when is the next election?" imperturbably asked miss margaret. "next month on the twenty-fifth of february. then you'll see oncet!" "according to the terms of my agreement with the board i hold my position until the first of april unless the board can show reasons why it should be taken from me. what reasons can you show?" "that you side along with the--" "that i try to persuade you not to take your child out of school when you can well afford to keep her there. that's what you have to tell the board." mr. getz stared at her, rather baffled. the children also stared in wide-eyed curiosity, realizing with wonder that teacher was "talkin' up to pop!" it was a novel and interesting spectacle. "well, anyways," continued mr. getz, rallying, "i'll bring it up in board meeting that you mebbe leave the scholars borry the loan of novels off of you." "but you can't prove it. i shall hold the board to their contract. they can't break it." miss margaret was taking very high ground, of which, in fact, she was not at all sure. mr. getz gazed at her with mingled anger and fascination. here was certainly a new species of woman! never before had any teacher at william penn failed to cringe to his authority as a director. "this much i kin say," he finally declared. "mebbe you kin hold us to that there contract, but you won't, anyways, be elected to come back here next term! that's sure! you'll have to look out fur another place till september a'ready. and we won't give you no recommend, neither, to get yourself another school with!" just here it was that miss margaret had her triumph, which she was quite human enough to thoroughly enjoy. "you won't have a chance to reelect me, for i am going to resign at the end of the term. i am going to be married the week after school closes." never had mr. getz felt himself so foiled. never before had any one subject in any degree to his authority so neatly eluded a reckoning at his hands. a tingling sensation ran along his arm and he had to restrain his impulse to lift it, grasp this slender creature standing so fearlessly before him, and thoroughly shake her. "who's the party?" asked mrs. getz, curiously. "it never got put out that you was promised. i ain't heard you had any steady comp'ny. to be sure, some says the doc likes you pretty good. is it now, mebbe, the doc? but no," she shook her head; "mister's sister em at the hotel would have tole me. is it some one where lives around here?" "i don't mind telling you," miss margaret graciously answered, realizing that her reply would greatly increase mr. getz's sense of defeat. "it is mr. lansing, a nephew of the state superintendent of schools and a professor at the millersville normal school." "well, now just look!" mrs. getz exclaimed wonderingly. "such a tony party! the state superintendent's nephew! that's even a more way-up person than what the county superintendent is! ain't? well, who'd 'a' thought!" "miss margaret!" tillie breathed, gazing up at her, her eyes wide and strained with distress, "if you go away and get married, won't i never see you no more?" "but, dear, i shall live so near--at the normal school only a few miles away. you can come to see me often." "but pop won't leave me, miss margaret--it costs too expensive to go wisiting, and i got to help with the work, still. o miss margaret!" tillie sobbed, as margaret sat down and held the clinging child to her, "i'll never see you no more after you go away!" "tillie, dear!" margaret tried to soothe her. "i 'll come to see you, then, if you can't come to see me. listen, tillie,--i've just thought of something." suddenly she put the little girl from her and stood up. "let me take tillie to live with me next fall at the normal school. won't you do that, mr. getz!" she urged him. "she could go to the preparatory school, and if we stay at millersville, dr. lansing and i would try to have her go through the normal school and graduate. will you consent to it, mr. getz?" "and who'd be payin' fur all this here?" mr. getz ironically inquired. "tillie could earn her own way as my little maid--helping me keep my few rooms in the normal school building and doing my mending and darning for me. and you know after she was graduated she could earn her living as a teacher." margaret saw the look of feverish eagerness with which tillie heard this proposal and awaited the outcome. before her husband could answer, mrs. getz offered a weak protest. "i hear the girls hired in town have to set away back in the kitchen and never dare set front--always away back, still. tillie wouldn't like that. nobody would." "but i shall live in a small suite of rooms at the school--a library, a bedroom, a bath-room, and a small room next to mine that can be tillie's bedroom. we shall take our meals in the school dining-room." "well, that mebbe she wouldn't mind. but 'way back she wouldn't be satisfied to set. that's why the country girls don't like to hire in town, because they dassent set front with the missus. here last market-day sophy haberbush she conceited she'd like oncet to hire out in town, and she ast me would i go with her after market to see a lady that advertised in the newspaper fur a girl, and i sayed no, i wouldn't mind. so i went along. but sophy she wouldn't take the place fur all. she ast the lady could she have her country company, sundays--he was her company fur four years now and she wouldn't like to give him up neither. she tole the lady her company goes, still, as early as eleven. but the lady sayed her house must be darkened and locked at half-past ten a'ready. she ast me was i sophy's mother and i sayed no, i'm nothin' to her but a neighbor woman. and she tole sophy, when they eat, still, sophy she couldn't eat along. i guess she thought sophy haberbush wasn't good enough. but she's as good as any person. her mother's name is smith before she was married, and them smiths was well fixed. she sayed sophy'd have to go in and out the back way and never out the front. why, they say some of the town people's that proud, if the front door-bell rings and the missus is standin' right there by it, she won't open that there front door but wants her hired girl to come clear from the kitchen to open it. yes, you mightn't b'lee me, but i heerd that a'ready. and mary hertzog she tole me when she hired out there fur a while one winter in town, why, one day she went to the missus and she says, 'there's two ladies in the parlor and i tole 'em you was helpin' in the kitchen,' and the missus she ast her, 'what fur did you tell 'em that? why, i'm that ashamed i don't know how to walk in the parlor!' and mary she ast the colored gentleman that worked there, what, now, did the missus mean?--and he sayed, 'well, mary, you've a heap to learn about the laws of society. don't you know you must always leave on the ladies ain't doin' nothin'?' mary sayed that colored gentleman was so wonderful intelligent that way. he'd been a restaurant waiter there fur a while and so was throwed in with the best people, and he was, now, that tony and high-minded! och, i wouldn't hire in town! to be sure, mister can do what he wants. well," she added, "it's a quarter till five--i guess i'll put the peppermint on a while. mister's folks'll be here till five." she moved away to the stove, and margaret resumed her assault upon the stubborn ignorance of the father. "think, mr. getz, what a difference all this would make in tillie's life," she urged. "and you'd be learnin' her all them years to up and sass her pop when she was growed and earnin' her own livin'!" he objected. "i certainly would not." "and all them years till she graduated she'd be no use to us where owns her," he said, as though his child were an item of live stock on the farm. "she could come home to you in the summer vacations," margaret suggested. "yes, and she'd come that spoilt we couldn't get no work out of her. no, if i hire her out winters, it'll be where i kin draw her wages myself--where's my right as her parent. what does a body have childern fur? to get no use out of 'em? it ain't no good you're plaguin' me. i ain't leavin' her go. tillie!" he commanded the child with a twirl of his thumb and a motion of his head; "go set the supper-table!" margaret laid her arm about tillie's shoulder. "well, dear," she said sorrowfully, "we must give it all up, i suppose. but don't lose heart, tillie. i shall not go out of your life. at least we can write to each other. now," she concluded, bending and kissing her, "i must go, but you and i shall have some talks before you stop school, and before i go away from new canaan." she pressed her lips to tillie's in a long kiss, while the child clung to her in passionate devotion. mr. getz looked on with dull bewilderment. he knew, in a vague way, that every word the teacher spoke to the child, no less than those useless caresses, was "siding along with the scholar ag'in' the parent," and yet he could not definitely have stated just how. he was quite sure that she would not dare so to defy him did she not know that she had the whip-handle in the fact that she did not want her "job" next year, and that the board could not, except for definite offenses, break their contract with her. it was only in view of these considerations that she played her game of "plaguing" him by championing tillie. jacob getz was incapable of recognizing in the teacher's attitude toward his child an unselfish interest and love. so, in dogged, sullen silence, he saw this extraordinary young woman take her leave and pass out of his house. ix "i'll do my darn best, teacher!" it soon "got put out" in new canaan that miss margaret was "promised," and the doctor was surprised to find how much the news depressed him. "i didn't know, now, how much i was stuck on her! to think i can't have her even if i do want her" (up to this time he had had moments now and then of not feeling absolutely sure of his inclination), "and that she's promised to one of them tony millersville normal professors! if it don't beat all! well," he drew a long, deep sigh as, lounging back in his buggy, he let his horse jog at his own gait along the muddy country road, "i jus' don't feel fur nothin' to-day. she was now certainly a sweet lady," he thought pensively, as though alluding to one who had died. "if there's one sek i do now like, it's the female--and she was certainly a nice party!" in the course of her career at william penn, miss margaret had developed such a genuine fondness for the shaggy, good-natured, generous, and unscrupulous little doctor, that before she abandoned her post at the end of the term, and shook the dust of new canaan from her feet, she took him into her confidence and begged him to take care of tillie. "she is an uncommon child, doctor, and she must--i am determined that she must--be rescued from the life to which that father of hers would condemn her. you must help me to bring it about." "nothin' i like better, teacher, than gettin' ahead of jake getz," the doctor readily agreed. "or obligin' you. to tell you the truth,--and it don't do no harm to say it now,--if you hadn't been promised, i was a-goin' to ast you myself! you took notice i gave you an inwitation there last week to go buggy-ridin' with me. that was leadin' up to it. after that sunday night you left me set up with you, i never conceited you was promised a'ready to somebody else--and you even left me set with my feet on your chair-rounds!" the doctor's tone was a bit injured. "am i to understand," inquired miss margaret, wonderingly, "that the permission to sit with one's feet on the rounds of a lady's chair is taken in new canaan as an indication of her favor--and even of her inclination to matrimony?" "it's looked to as meanin' gettin' down to biz!" the doctor affirmed. "then," meekly, "i humbly apologize." "that's all right," generously granted the doctor, "if you didn't know no better. but to be sure, i'm some disappointed." "i'm sorry for that!" "would you of mebbe said yes, if you hadn't of been promised a'ready to one of them tony millersville normal professors," the doctor inquired curiously--"me bein' a professional gentleman that way?" "i'm sure," replied this daughter of eve, who wished to use the doctor in her plans for tillie, "i should have been highly honored." the rueful, injured look on the doctor's face cleared to flattered complacency. "well," he said, "i'd like wery well to do what you ast off of me fur little tillie getz. but, teacher, what can a body do against a feller like jake getz? a body can't come between a man and his own offspring." "i know it," replied margaret, sadly. "but just keep a little watch over tillie and help her whenever you see that you can. won't you? promise me that you will. you have several times helped her out of trouble this winter. there may be other similar opportunities. between us, doctor, we may be able to make something of tillie." the doctor shook his head. "i'll do my darn best, teacher, but jake getz he's that wonderful set. a little girl like tillie couldn't never make no headway with jake getz standin' in her road. but anyways, teacher, i pass you my promise i'll do what i can." miss margaret's parting advice and promises to tillie so fired the girl's ambition and determination that some of the sting and anguish of parting from her who stood to the child for all the mother-love that her life had missed, was taken away in the burning purpose with which she found herself imbued, to bend her every thought and act in all the years to come to the reaching of that glorious goal which her idolized teacher set before her. "as soon as you are old enough," miss margaret admonished her, "you must assert yourself. take your rights--your right to an education, to some girlish pleasures, to a little liberty. no matter what you have to suffer in the struggle, fight it out, for you will suffer more in the end if you let yourself be defrauded of everything which makes it worth while to have been born. don't let yourself be sacrificed for those who not only will never appreciate it, but who will never be worth it. i think i do you no harm by telling you that you are worth all the rest of your family put together. the self-sacrifice which pampers the selfishness of others is not creditable. it is weak. it is unworthy. remember what i say to you--make a fight for your rights, just as soon as you are old enough--your right to be a woman instead of a chattel and a drudge. and meantime, make up for your rebellion by being as obedient and helpful and affectionate to your parents as you can be, without destroying yourself." such sentiments and ideas were almost a foreign language to tillie, and yet, intuitively, she understood the import of them. in her loneliness, after miss margaret's departure, she treasured and brooded over them day and night; and very much as the primitive christian courted martyrdom, her mind dwelt, with ever-growing resolution, upon the thought of the heroic courage with which, in the years to come, she would surely obey them. miss margaret had promised tillie that she would write to her, and the child, overlooking the serious difficulties in the way, had eagerly promised in return, to answer her letters. once a week mr. getz called for mail at the village store, and miss margaret's first letter was laboriously read by him on his way out to the farm. he found it, on the whole, uninteresting, but he vaguely gathered from one or two sentences that the teacher, even at the distance of five miles, was still trying to "plague" him by "siding along with his child ag'in' her parent." "see here oncet," he said to tillie, striding to the kitchen stove on his return home, the letter in his hand: "this here goes after them novel-books, in the fire! i ain't leavin' that there woman spoil you with no such letters like this here. now you know!" the gleam of actual wickedness in tillie's usually soft eyes, as she saw that longed-for letter tossed into the flames, would have startled her father had he seen it. the girl trembled from head to foot and turned a deathly white. "i hate you, hate you, hate you!" her hot heart was saying as she literally glared at her tormentor. "i'll never forget this--never, never; i'll make you suffer for it--i will, i will!" but her white lips were dumb, and her impotent passion, having no other outlet, could only tear and bruise her own heart as all the long morning she worked in a blind fury at her household tasks. but after dinner she did an unheard-of thing. without asking permission, or giving any explanation to either her father or her stepmother, she deliberately abandoned her usual saturday afternoon work of cleaning up (she said to herself that she did not care if the house rotted), and dressing herself, she walked straight through the kitchen before her stepmother's very eyes, and out of the house. her father was out in the fields when she undertook this high-handed step; and her mother was so dumb with amazement at such unusual behavior that she offered but a weak protest. "what'll pop say to your doin' somepin like this here!" she called querulously after tillie as she followed her across the kitchen to the door. "he'll whip you, tillie; and here's all the sweepin' to be did--" there was a strange gleam in tillie's eyes before which the woman shrank and held her peace. the girl swept past her, almost walked over several of the children sprawling on the porch, and went out of the gate and up the road toward the village. "what's the matter of her anyways?" the woman wonderingly said to herself as she went back to her work. "is it that she's so spited about that letter pop burnt up? but what's a letter to get spited about? there was enough worse things'n that that she took off her pop without actin' like this. och, but he'll whip her if he gets in here before she comes back. where's she goin' to, i wonder! well, i never did! i would not be her if her pop finds how she went off and let her work! i wonder shall i mebbe tell him on her or not, if he don't get in till she's home a'ready?" she meditated upon this problem of domestic economy as she mechanically did her chores, her reflections on tillie taking an unfriendly color as she felt the weight of her stepdaughter's abandoned tasks added to the already heavy burden of her own. it was to see the doctor that tillie had set out for the village hotel. he was the only person in all her little world to whom she felt she could turn for help in her suffering. her "aunty em," the landlady at the hotel, was, she knew, very fond of her; but tillie never thought of appealing to her in her trouble. "i never thought when i promised miss margaret i'd write to her still where i'd get the stamps from, and the paper and envelops," tillie explained to the doctor as they sat in confidential consultation in the hotel parlor, the child's white face of distress a challenge to his faithful remembrance of his promise to the teacher. "and now i got to find some way to let her know i didn't see her letter to me. doc, will you write and tell her for me?" she pleaded. "my hand-writin' ain't just so plain that way, tillie. but i'll give you all the paper and envelops and stamps you want to write on yourself to her." "oh, doc!" tillie gazed at him in fervent gratitude. "but mebbe i hadn't ought to take 'em when i can't pay you." "that's all right. if it'll make you feel some easier, you kin pay me when you're growed up and teachin'. your miss margaret she's bound to make a teacher out of you--or anyways a educated person. and then you kin pay me when you're got your nice education to make your livin' with." "that's what we'll do then!" tillie joyfully accepted this proposal. "i'll keep account and pay you back every cent, doc, when i'm earnin' my own livin'." "all right. that's settled then. now, fur your gettin' your letters, still, from teacher. how are we goin' to work that there? i'll tell you, tillie!" he slapped the table as an idea came to him. "you write her off a letter and tell her she must write her letters to you in a envelop directed to me. and i'll see as you get 'em all right, you bet! ain't?" "oh, doc!" tillie was affectionately grateful. "you are so kind to me! what would i do without you?" tears choked her voice, filled her eyes, and rolled down her face. "och, that's all right," he patted her shoulder. "ain't no better fun goin' fur me than gettin' ahead of that mean old jake getz!" tillie drew back a bit shocked; but she did not protest. carrying in her bosom a stamped envelop, a sheet of paper and a pencil, the child walked home in a very different frame of mind from that in which she had started out. she shuddered as she remembered how wickedly rebellious had been her mood that morning. never before had such hot and dreadful feelings and thoughts burned in her heart and brain. in an undefined way, the growing girl realized that such a state of mind and heart was unworthy her sacred friendship with miss margaret. "i want to be like her--and she was never ugly in her feelings like what i was all morning!" when she reached home, she so effectually made up for lost time in the vigor with which she attacked the saturday cleaning that mrs. getz, with unusual forbearance, decided not to tell her father of her insubordination. tillie wrote her first letter to miss margaret, ty stealth, at midnight. x adam schunk's funeral a crucial struggle with her father, to which both tillie and miss margaret had fearfully looked forward, came about much sooner than tillie had anticipated. the occasion of it, too, was not at all what she had expected and even planned it to be. it was her conversion, just a year after she had been taken out of school, to the ascetic faith of the new mennonites that precipitated the crisis, this conversion being wrought by a sermon which she heard at the funeral of a neighboring farmer. a funeral among the farmers of lancaster county is a festive occasion, the most popular form of dissipation known, bringing the whole population forth as in some regions they turn out to a circus. adam schank's death, having been caused by his own hand in a fit of despair over the loss of some money he had unsuccessfully invested, was so sudden and shocking that the effect produced on canaan township was profound, not to say awful. as for tillie, it was the first event of the kind that had ever come within her experience, and the religious sentiments in which she had been reared aroused in her, in common with the rest of the community, a superstitious fear before this sudden and solemn calling to judgment of one whom they had all known so familiarly, and who had so wickedly taken his own life. during the funeral at the farm-house, she sat in the crowded parlor where the coffin stood, and though surrounded by people, she felt strangely alone with this weird mystery of death which for the first time she was realizing. her mother was in the kitchen with the other farmers' wives of the neighborhood who were helping to prepare the immense quantity of food necessary to feed the large crowd that always attended a funeral, every one of whom, by the etiquette of the county, remained to supper after the services. her father, being among the hired hostlers of the occasion, was outside in the barn. mr. getz was head hostler at every funeral of the district, being detailed to assist and superintend the work of the other half dozen men employed to take charge of the "teams" that belonged to the funeral guests, who came in families, companies, and crowds. that so well-to-do a farmer as jake getz, one who owned his farm "clear," should make a practice of hiring out as a funeral hostler, with the humbler farmers who only rented the land they tilled, was one of the facts which gave him his reputation for being "keen on the penny." adam schunk, deceased, had been an "evangelical," but his wife being a new mennonite, a sect largely prevailing in southeastern pennsylvania, the funeral services were conducted by two ministers, one of them a new mennonite and the other an evangelical. it was the sermon of the new mennonite that led to tillie's conversion. the new mennonites being the most puritanic and exclusive of all sects, earnestly regarding themselves as the custodians of the only absolutely true light, their ministers insist on certain prerogatives as the condition of giving their services at a funeral. a new mennonite preacher will not consent to preach after a "world's preacher"--he must have first voice. it was therefore the somber doctrine of fear preached by the reverend brother abram underwocht which did its work upon tillie's conscience so completely that the gentler gospel set forth afterward by the evangelical brother was scarcely heeded. the reverend brother abram underwocht, in the "plain" garb of the mennonite sect, took his place at the foot of the stairway opening out of the sitting-room, and gave expression to his own profound sense of the solemnity of the occasion by a question introductory to his sermon, and asked in a tone of heavy import: "if this ain't a blow, what is it?" handkerchiefs were promptly produced and agitated faces hidden therein. why this was a "blow" of more than usual force, brother underwocht proceeded to explain in a blood-curdling talk of more than an hour's length, in which he set forth the new mennonite doctrine that none outside of the only true faith of christ, as held and taught by the new mennonites, could be saved from the fire which cannot be quenched. with the heroism born of deep conviction, he stoically disregarded the feelings of the bereaved family, and affirmed that the deceased having belonged to one of "the world's churches," no hope could be entertained for him, nor could his grieving widow look forward to meeting him again in the heavenly home to which she, a saved new mennonite, was destined. taking advantage of the fact that at least one third of those present were non-mennonites, brother underwoeht followed the usual course of the preachers of his sect on such an occasion, and made of his funeral sermon an exposition of the whole field of new mennonite faith and practice. beginning in the garden of eden, he graphically described that renowned locality as a type of the paradise from which adam schunk and others who did not "give themselves up" were excluded. "it must have been a magnificent scenery to almighty gawd," he said, referring to the beauties of man's first paradise. "but how soon to be snatched by sin from man's mortal vision, when eve started that conversation with the enemy of her soul! beloved, that was an unfortunate circumstance! and you that are still out of christ and in the world, have need to pray fur gawd's help, his aid, and his assistance, to enable you to overcome the enemy who that day was turned loose upon the world--that gawd may see fit to have you when you're done here a'ready. heed the solemn warning of this poor soul now laying before you cold in death! "'know that you're a transient creature, soon to fade and pass away." "even lazarus, where [who] was raised to life, was not raised fur never to die no more!" the only comfort he could offer to this stricken household was that he knew how bad they felt, having had a brother who had died with equal suddenness and also without hope, as he "had suosode hisself with a gun." this lengthy sermon was followed by a hymn, sung a line at a time at the preacher's dictation: "the body we now to the grave will commit, to there see corruption till jesus sees fit a spirit'al body for it to prepare, which henceforth then shall immortality wear." the new mennonites being forbidden by the "rules of the meeting" ever to hear a prayer or sermon by one who is not "a member," it was necessary, at the end of the reverend abram underwocht's sermon, for all the mennonites present to retire to a room apart and sit behind closed doors, while the evangelical brother put forth his false doctrine. so religiously stirred was tillie by the occasion that she was strongly tempted to rise and follow into the kitchen those who were thus retiring from the sound of the false teacher's voice. but her conversion not yet being complete, she kept her place. no doubt it was not so much the character of brother underwocht's new mennonite sermon which effected this state in tillie as that the spiritual condition of the young girl, just awakening to her womanhood, with all its mysterious craving, its religious brooding, its emotional susceptibility, led her to respond with her whole soul to the first appeal to her feelings. absorbed in her mournful contemplation of her own deep "conviction of sin," she did not heed the singing, led by the evangelical brother, of the hymn, "rock of ages, clept for me," nor did she hear a word of his discourse. at the conclusion of the house services, and before the journey to the graveyard, the supper was served, first to the mourners, and then to all those who expected to follow the body to the grave. the third table, for those who had prepared the meal, and the fourth, for the hostlers, were set after the departure of the funeral procession. convention has prescribed that the funeral meal shall consist invariably of cold meat, cheese, all sorts of stewed dried fruits, pickles, "lemon rice" (a dish never omitted), and coffee. as no one household possesses enough dishes for such an occasion, two chests of dishes owned by the mennonite church are sent to the house of mourning whenever needed by a member of the meeting. the mennonites present suffered a shock to their feelings upon the appearance of the widow of the deceased adam schunk, for--unprecedented circumstance!--she wore over her black mennonite hood a crape veil! this was an innovation nothing short of revolutionary, and the brethren and sisters, to whom their prescribed form of dress was sacred, were bewildered to know how they ought to regard such a digression from their rigid customs. "i guess mandy's proud of herself with her weil," tillie's stepmother whispered to her as she gave the girl a tray of coffee-cups to deliver about the table. but tillie's thoughts were inward bent, and she heeded not what went on about her. fear of death and the judgment, a longing to find the peace which could come only with an assured sense of her salvation, darkness as to how that peace might be found, a sense of the weakness of her flesh and spirit before her father's undoubted opposition to her "turning plain," as well as his certain refusal to supply the wherewithal for her mennonite garb, should she indeed be led of the spirit to "give herself up,"--all these warring thoughts and emotions stamped their lines upon the girl's sweet, troubled countenance, as, blind and deaf to her surroundings, she lent her helping hand almost as one acting in a trance. xi "pop! i feel to be plain" the psychical and, considering the critical age of the young girl, the physiological processes by which tillie was finally led to her conversion it is not necessary to analyze; for the experience is too universal, and differs too slightly in individual cases, to require comment. perhaps in tillie's case it was a more intense and permanent emotion than with the average convert. otherwise, deep and earnest though it was with her, it was not unique. the new mennonite sermon which had been the instrument to determine the channel in which should flow the emotional tide of her awakening womanhood, had convinced her that if she would be saved, she dare not compromise with the world by joining one of those churches as, for instance, the methodist or the evangelical, which permitted every sort of worldly indulgence,--fashionable dress, attendance at the circus, voting at the polls, musical instruments, "pleasure-seeking," and many other things which the word of god forbade. she must give herself up to the lord absolutely and entirely, forswearing all the world's allurements. the new mennonites alone, of all the christian sects, lived up to this scriptural ideal, and with them tillie would cast her lot. this austere body of christians could not so easily have won her heart had it forbidden her cherished ambition, constantly encouraged and stimulated by miss margaret, to educate herself. fortunately for her peace of mind, the new mennonites were not, like the amish, "enemies to education," though to be sure, as the preacher, brother abram underwocht, reminded her in her private talk with him, "to be dressy, or too well educated, or stylish, didn't belong to christ and the apostles; they were plain folks." it was in the lull of work that came, even in the getz family, on sunday afternoon, that tillie, summoning to her aid all the fervor of her new-found faith, ventured to face the ordeal of opening up with her father the subject of her conversion. he was sitting on the kitchen porch, dozing over a big bible spread open on his knee. the children were playing on the lawn, and mrs. getz was taking her sunday afternoon nap on the kitchen settee. tillie seated herself on the porch step at her father's feet. her eyes were clear and bright, but her face burned, and her heart beat heavily in her heaving bosom. "pop!" she timidly roused him from his dozing. "heh?" he muttered gruffly, opening his eyes and lifting his head. "pop, i got to speak somepin to you." an unusual note in her voice arrested him, and, wide awake now, he looked down at her inquiringly. "well? what, then?" "pop! i feel to be plain." "you! feel fur turnin' plain! why, you ain't old enough to know the meanin' of it! what d' you want about that there theology?" "i'm fourteen, pop. and the spirit has led me to see the light. i have gave myself up," she affirmed quietly, but with a quiver in her voice. "you have gave yourself up!" her father incredulously repeated. "yes, sir. and i'm loosed of all things that belong to the world. and now i feel fur wearin' the plain dress, fur that's according to scripture, which says, 'all is wanity!'" never before in her life had tillie spoken so many words to her father at one time, and he stared at her in astonishment. "yes, you're growin' up, that's so. i ain't noticed how fast you was growin'. it don't seem no time since you was born. but it's fourteen years back a'ready--yes, that's so. well, tillie, if you feel fur joinin' church, you're got to join on to the evangelicals. i ain't leavin' you follow no such nonsense as to turn plain. that don't belong to us getzes. we're evangelicals this long time a'ready." "aunty em was a getz, and she's gave herself up long ago." "well, she's the only one by the name getz that i ever knowed to be so foolish! i'm an evangelical, and what's good enough fur your pop will do you, i guess!" "the evangelicals ain't according to scripture, pop. they have wine at the communion, and the bible says, 'taste not, handle not,' and 'look not upon the wine when it is red.'" that she should criticize the evangelicals and pronounce them unscriptural was disintegrating to all his ideas of the subjection, of children. his sun-burned face grew darker. "mebbe you don't twist that there book! gawd he wouldn't of created wine to be made if it would be wrong fur to look at it! you can't come over that, can you? them scripture you spoke, just mean not to drink to drunkenness, nor eat to gluttonness. but," he sternly added, "it ain't fur you to answer up to your pop! i ain't leavin' you dress plain--and that's all that's to say!" "i got to do it, pop," tillie's low voice answered, "i must obey to christ." "what you sayin' to me? that you got to do somepin i tole you you haven't the dare to do? are you sayin' that to me, tillie? heh?" "i got to obey to christ," she repeated, her face paling. "you think! well, we'll see about that oncet! you leave me see you obeyin' to any one before your pop, and you'll soon get learnt better! how do you bring it out that the scripture says, 'childern, obey your parents'?" "'obey your parents in the lord,'" tillie amended. "well, you'll be obeyin' to the scripture and your parent by joinin' the evangelicals. d' you understand?" "the evangelicals don't hold to scripture, pop. they enlist. and we don't read of christ takin' any interest in war." "yes, but in the old dispensation them old kings did it, and certainly they was good men! they're in the bible!" "but we're livin' under the new dispensation. and a many things is changed to what they were under the old. pop, i can't dress fashionable any more." "now, look here, tillie, i oughtn't argy no words with you, fur you're my child and you're got the right to mind me just because i say it. but can't you see the inconsistentness of the plain people? now a new mennonite he says his conscience won't leave him wear grand [wear worldly dress] but he'll make his livin' in lancaster city by keepin' a jew'lry-store. and yet them mennonites won't leave a sister keep a millinery-shop!" "but," tillie tried to hold her ground, "there's watches, pop, and clocks that jew'lers sells. they're useful. we got to have watches and clocks. millinery is only pleasing to the eye." "well, the women couldn't go bare-headed neither, could they? and is ear-rings and such things like them useful? and all them fancy things they keep in their dry-goods stores? och, they're awful inconsistent that way! i ain't got no use fur new mennonites! why, here one day, when your mom was livin' yet, i owed a new mennonite six cents, and i handed him a dime and he couldn't change it out, but he sayed he'd send me the four cents. well, i waited and waited, and he never sent it. then i bought such a postal-card and wrote it in town to him yet. and that didn't fetch the four cents neither. i wrote to him backward and forward till i had wrote three cards a'ready, and then i seen i wouldn't gain nothin' by writin' one more if he did pay me, and if he didn't pay i'd lose that other cent yet. so i let it. now that's a new mennonite fur you! do you call that consistentness?" "but it's the word of gawd i go by, pop, not by the weak brethren." "well, you'll go by your pop's word and not join to them new mennonites! now i don't want to hear no more!" "won't you buy me the plain garb, pop?" "buy you the plain garb! now look here, tillie. if ever you ast me again to leave you join to anything but the evangelicals, or speak somepin to me about buyin' you the plain garb, i'm usin' the strap. do you hear me?" "pop," said tillie, solemnly, her face very white, "i'll always obey to you where i can--where i think it's right to. but if you won't buy me the plain dress and cap, aunty em wackernagel's going to. she says she never knew what happiness it was to be had in this life till she gave herself up and dressed plain and loosed herself from all worldly things. and i feel just like her." "all right--just you come wearin' them mennonite costumes 'round me oncet! i'll burn 'em up like what i burned up them novels where you lent off of your teacher! and i'll punish you so's you won't try it a second time to do what i tell you you haven't the dare to do!" the color flowed back into tillie's white face as he spoke. she was crimson now as she rose from the porch step and turned away from him to go into the house. jake getz realized, as with a sort of dull wonder his eyes followed her, that there was a something in his daughter's face this day, and in the bearing of her young frame as she walked before him, which he was not wont to see, which he did not understand, and with which he felt he could not cope. the vague sense of uneasiness which it gave him strengthened his resolve to crush, with a strong hand, this budding insubordination. two uneventful weeks passed by, during which tillie's quiet and dutiful demeanor almost disarmed her father's threatening watchfulness of her; so that when, one sunday afternoon, at four o'clock, she returned from a walk to her aunty em wackernagel's, clad in the meek garb of the new mennonites, his amazement at her intrepidity was even greater than his anger. the younger children, in high glee at what to them was a most comical transformation in their elder sister, danced around her with shrieks of laughter, crying out at the funny white cap which she wore, and the prim little three-cornered cape falling over her bosom, designed modestly to cover the vanity of woman's alluring form. mrs. getz, mechanically moving about the kitchen to get the supper, paused in her work only long enough to remark with stupid astonishment, "did you, now, get religion, tillie?" "yes, ma'am. i've gave myself up." "where did you come by the plain dress?" "aunty em bought it for me and helped me make it." her father had followed her in from the porch and now came up to her as she stood in the middle of the kitchen. the children scattered at his approach. "you go up-stairs and take them clo'es off!" he commanded. "i ain't leavin' you wear 'em one hour in this house!" "i have no others to put on, pop," tillie gently answered, her soft eyes meeting his with an absence of fear which puzzled and baffled him. "where's your others, then?" "i've let 'em at aunty em's. she took 'em in exchange for my plain dress. she says she can use 'em on 'manda and rebecca." "then you walk yourself right back over to the hotel and get 'em back of? of her, and let them clo'es you got on. go!" he roughly pointed to the door. "she wouldn't give 'em back to me. she'd know i hadn't ought to yield up to temptation, and she'd help me to resist by refusing me my fashionable clo'es." "you tell her if you come back home without 'em, i'm whippin' you! she'll give 'em to you then." "she'd say my love to christ ought not to be so weak but i can bear anything you want to do to me, pop. she had to take an awful lot off of gran'pop when she turned plain. pop," she added earnestly, "no matter what you do to me, i ain't givin' 'way; i'm standin' firm to serve christ!" "we'll see oncet!" her father grimly answered, striding across the room and taking his strap from its corner in the kitchen cupboard he grasped tillie's slender shoulder and lifted his heavy arm. and now for the first time in her life his wife interposed a word against his brutality. "jake!" in astonishment he turned to her. she was as pale as her stepdaughter. "jake! if she has got religion, you'll have awful bad luck if you try to get her away from it!" "i ain't sayin' she can't get religion if she wants! to be sure, i brung her up to be a christian. but i don't hold to this here nonsense of turnin' plain, and i tole her so, and she's got to obey to me or i'll learn her!" "you'll have bad luck if you whip her fur somepin like this here," his wife repeated. "don't you mind how when aunty em turned plain and gran'pop he acted to her so ugly that way, it didn't rain fur two weeks and his crops was spoilt, and he got that boil yet on his neck! yes, you'll see oncet," she warned him "if you use the strap fur somepin like what this is, what you'll mebbe come by yet!" "och, you're foolish!" he answered, but his tone was not confident. his raised arm dropped to his side and he looked uneasily into tillie's face, while he still kept his painful grasp of her shoulder. the soft bright eyes of the young girl met his, not with defiance, but with a light in them that somehow brought before his mind the look her mother had worn the night she died. superstition was in his blood, and he shuddered inwardly at his uncanny sense of mystery before this unfamiliar, illumined countenance of his daughter. the exalted soul of the girl cast a spell which even his unsensitive spirit could keenly feel, and something stirred in his breast--the latent sense of affectionate, protecting fatherhood. tillie saw and felt this sudden change in him. she lifted her free hand and laid it on his arm, her lips quivering. "father!" she half whispered. she had never called him that before, and it seemed strangely to bring home to him what, in this crisis of his child's life, was due to her from him, her only living parent. suddenly he released her shoulder and tossed away the strap. "i see i wouldn't be doin' right to oppose you in this here, tillie. well, i'm glad, fur all, that i ain't whippin' you. it goes ag'in' me to hit you since you was sick that time. you're gettin' full big, too, to be punished that there way, fur all i always sayed still i'd never leave a child of mine get ahead of me, no matter how big they was, so long as they lived off of me. but this here's different. you're feelin' conscientious about this here matter, and i ain't hinderin' you." to tillie's unspeakable amazement, he laid his hand on her head and held it there for an instant. "gawd bless you, my daughter, and help you to serve the lord acceptable!" so that crisis was past. but tillie knew, that night, as she rubbed witch-hazel on her sore shoulder, that a far worse struggle was before her. in seeking to carry out the determination that burned in her heart to get an education, no aid could come to her as it had to-day, from her father's sense of religious awe. would she be able, she wondered, to stand firm against his opposition when, a second time, it came to an issue between them? xii absalom keeps company tillie wrote to miss margaret (she could not learn to call her mrs. lansing) how that she had "given herself up and turned plain," and miss margaret, seeing how sacred this experience was to the young girl, treated the subject with all respect and even reverence. the correspondence between these two, together with the books which from time to time came to the girl from her faithful friend, did more toward tillie's growth and development along lines of which her parents had no suspicion, than all the schooling at william penn, under the instruction of the average "millersville normal," could ever have accomplished. and her tongue, though still very provincial, soon lost much of its native dialect, through her constant reading and study. of course whenever her father discovered her with her books he made her suffer. "you're got education enough a'ready," he would insist. "and too much fur your own good. look at me--i was only educated with a testament and a spelling-book and a slate. we had no such a blackboards even, to recite on. and do _i_ look as if i need to know any more 'n what i know a'ready?" tillie bore her punishments like a martyr--and continued surreptitiously to read and to study whenever and whatever she could; and not even the extreme conscientiousness of a new mennonite faltered at this filial disobedience. she obeyed her father implicitly, however tyrannical he was, to the point where he bade her suppress and kill all the best that god had given her of mind and heart. then she revolted; and she never for an instant doubted her entire justification in eluding or defying his authority. there was another influence besides her books and miss margaret's letters which, unconsciously to herself, was educating tillie at this time. her growing fondness for stealing off to the woods not far from the farm, of climbing to the hill-top beyond the creek, or walking over the fields under the wide sky--not only in the spring and summer, but at all times of the year--was yielding her a richness, a depth and breadth, of experience that nothing else could have given her. a nature deeply sensitive to the mysterious appeal of sky and green earth, of deep, shady forest and glistening water, when unfolding in daily touch with these things, will learn to see life with a broader, saner mind and catch glimpses and vistas of truth with a clearer vision than can ever come to one whose most susceptible years are spent walled in and overtopped by the houses of the city that shut out and stifle "the larger thought of god." and tillie, in spite of her narrowing new mennonite "convictions," did reach through her growing love for and intimacy with nature a plane of thought and feeling which was immeasurably above her perfunctory creed. sometimes the emotions excited by her solitary walks gave the young girl greater pain than happiness--yet it was a pain she would not have been spared, for she knew, though the knowledge was never formulated in her thought, that in some precious, intimate way her suffering set her apart and above the villagers and farming people about her--those whose placid, contented eyes never strayed from the potato-patch to the distant hills, or lifted themselves from the goodly tobacco-fields to the wide blue heavens. thus, cramped and crushing as much of her life was, it had--as all conditions must have--its compensations; and many of the very circumstances which at the time seemed most unbearable brought forth in later years rich fruit. and so, living under her father's watchful eye and relentless rule,--with long days of drudgery and outward acquiescence in his scheme of life that she devote herself, mind, body, and soul, to the service of himself, his wife, and their children, and in return to be poorly fed and scantily clad,--tillie nevertheless grew up in a world apart, hidden to the sealed vision of those about her; as unknown to them in her real life as though they had never looked upon her face; and while her father never for an instant doubted the girl's entire submission to him, she was day by day waxing stronger in her resolve to heed miss margaret's constant advice and make a fight for her right to the education her father had denied her, and for a life other than that to which his will would consign her. there were dark times when her steadfast purpose seemed impossible of fulfilment. but tillie felt she would rather die in the struggle than become the sort of apathetic household drudge she beheld in her stepmother--a condition into which it would be so easy to sink, once she loosed her wagon from its star. it was when tillie was seventeen years old--a slight, frail girl, with a look in her eyes as of one who lives in two worlds--that absalom puntz, one sunday evening in the fall of the year, saw her safe home from meeting and asked permission to "keep comp'ny" with her. now that morning tillie had received a letter from miss margaret (sent to her, as always, under cover to the doctor), and absalom's company on the way from church was a most unwelcome interruption to her happy brooding over the precious messages of love and helpfulness which those letters always brought her. a request for permission to "keep comp'ny" with a young lady meant a very definite thing in canaan township. "let's try each other," was what it signified; and acceptance of the proposition involved on each side an exclusion of all association with others of the opposite sex. tillie of course understood this. "but you're of the world's people, absalom," her soft, sweet voice answered him. they were walking along in the dim evening on the high dusty pike toward the getz farm. "and i'm a member of meeting. i can't marry out of the meeting." "this long time a'ready, tillie, i was thinkin' about givin' myself up and turnin' plain," he assured her. "to be sure, i know i'd have to, to git you. you've took notice, ain't you, how reg'lar i 'tend meeting? well, oncet me and you kin settle this here question of gittin' married, i'm turnin' plain as soon as i otherwise [possibly] kin." "i have never thought about keeping company, absalom." "nearly all the girls around here as old as you has their friend a'ready." absalom was twenty years old, stoutly built and coarse-featured, a deeply ingrained obstinacy being the only characteristic his heavy countenance suggested. he still attended the district school for a few months of the winter term. his father was one of the richest farmers of the neighborhood, and absalom, being his only child, was considered a matrimonial prize. "is there nobody left for you but me?" tillie inquired in a matter-of-fact tone. the conjugal relation, as she saw it in her father's home and in the neighborhood, with its entirely practical basis and utter absence of sentiment, had no attraction or interest for her, and she had long since made up her mind that she would none of it. "there ain't much choice," granted absalom. "but i anyways would pick out you, tillie." "why me?" "i dunno. i take to you. and i seen a'ready how handy you was at the work still. mom says, too, you'd make me a good housekeeper." tillie never dreamed of resenting this practical approval of her qualifications for the post with which absalom designed to honor her. it was because of her familiarity with such matrimonial standards as these that from her childhood up she had determined never to marry. from what she gathered of miss margaret's married life, through her letters, and from what she learned from the books and magazines which she read, she knew that out in the great unknown world there existed another basis of marriage. but she did not understand it and she never thought about it. the strongly emotional tide of her girlhood, up to this time, had been absorbed by her remarkable love for miss margaret and by her earnest religiousness. "there's no use in your wasting your time keeping company with me, absalom. i never intend to marry. i've made up my mind." "is it that your pop won't leave you, or whatever?" "i never asked him. i don't know what he would say." "mom spoke somepin about mebbe your pop he'd want to keep you at home, you bein' so useful to him and your mom. but i sayed when you come eighteen, you're your own boss. ain't, tillie?" "father probably would object to my marrying because i'm needed at home," tillie agreed. "that's why they wouldn't leave me go to school after i was eleven. but i don't want to marry." "you leave me be your steady friend, tillie, and i'll soon get you over them views," urged absalom, confidently. but tillie shook her head. "it would just waste your time, absalom." in canaan township it would have been considered highly dishonorable for a girl to allow a young man to "sit up with her sundays" if she definitely knew she would never marry him. time meant money, and even the time spent in courting must be judiciously used. "i don't mind if i do waste my time settin' up with you sundays, tillie. i take to you that much, it's something surprising, now! will you give me the dare to come next sunday?" "if you don't mind wasting your time--" tillie reluctantly granted. "it won't be wasted. i'll soon get you to think different to what you think now. you just leave me set up with you a couple sundays and see!" "i know i'll never think any different, absalom. you must not suppose that i will." "is it somepin you're got ag'in' me?" he asked incredulously, for he knew he was considered a prize. "i'm well-fixed enough, ain't i? i'd make you a good purvider, tillie. and i don't addict to no bad habits. i don't chew. nor i don't drink. nor i don't swear any. the most i ever sayed when i was spited was 'confound it.'" "it isn't that i have anything against you, absalom, especially. but--look here, absalom, if you were a woman, would you marry? what does a woman gain?" absalom stared at her in the dusky evening light of the high road. to ask of his slow-moving brain that it question the foundations of the universe and wrestle with a social and psychological problem like this made the poor youth dumb with bewilderment. "why should a woman get married?" tillie repeated. "that's what a woman's fur," absalom found his tongue to say. "she loses everything and gains nothing." "she gets kep'," absalom argued. "like the horses. only not so carefully. no, thank you, absalom. i can keep myself." "i'd keep you better 'n your pop keeps you, anyways, tillie. i'd make you a good purvider." "i won't ever marry," tillie repeated. "i didn't know you was so funny," absalom sullenly answered. "you might be glad i want to be your reg'lar friend." "no," said tillie, "i don't care about it." they walked on in silence for a few minutes. tillie looked away into the starlit night and thought of miss margaret and wished she were alone, that her thoughts might be uninterrupted. absalom, at her side, kicked up the dust with his heavy shoes, as he sulkily hung his head. presently he spoke again. "will you leave me come to see you sundays, still, if i take my chancet that i'm wastin' my time?" "if you'll leave it that way," tillie acquiesced, "and not hold me to anything." "all right. only you won't leave no one else set up with you, ain't not?" "there isn't any one else." "but some chance time another feller might turn up oncet that wants to keep comp'ny with you too." "i won't promise anything, absalom. if you want to come sundays to see me and the folks, you can. that's all i'll say." "i never seen such a funny girl as what you are!" growled absalom. tillie made no reply, and again they went on in silence. "say!" it was absalom who finally spoke. tillie's absent, dreamy gaze came down from the stars and rested upon his heavy, dull face. "ezra herr he's resigned william penn. he's gettin' more pay at abra'm lincoln in janewille. it comes unhandy, his leavin', now the term's just started and most all the applicants took a'ready. pop he got a letter from in there at lancaster off of superintendent reingruber and he's sendin' us a applicant out till next saturday three weeks--fur the directors to see oncet if he'll do." absalom's father was secretary of the board, and mr. getz was the treasurer. "pop he's goin' over to see your pop about it till to-morrow evenin' a'ready if he can make it suit." "when does ezra go?" tillie inquired. the new mennonite rule which forbade the use of all titles had led to the custom in this neighborhood, so populated with mennonites, of calling each one by his christian name. "till next friday three weeks," absalom replied. "pop says he don't know what to think about this here man superintendent reingruber's sendin' out. he ain't no millersville normal. the superintendent says he's a 'harvard gradyate'--whatever that is, pop says! pop he sayed it ain't familiar with him what that there is. and i guess the other directors don't know neither. pop he sayed when we're payin' as much as forty dollars a month we had ought, now, to have a millersville normal, and nothin' less. who wants to pay forty dollars a month fur such a harvard gradyate that we don't know right what it is." "what pay will ezra get at janeville?" tillie asked. her heart beat fast as she thought how she might, perhaps, in another year be the applicant for a vacancy at william penn. "around forty-five dollars," absalom answered. "oh!" tillie said; "it seems so much, don't it?" "fur settin' and doin' nothin' but hearin' off spellin' and readin' and whatever, it's too much! pop says he's goin' to ast your pop and the rest of the board if they hadn't ought to ast this here harvard gradyate to take a couple dollars less, seein' he ain't no millersville normal." they had by this time reached the farm, and tillie, not very warmly, asked absalom whether he would "come in and sit awhile." she almost sighed audibly as he eagerly consented. when he had left at twelve o'clock that night, she softly climbed the stairs to her room, careful not to disturb the sleeping household. tillie wondered why it was that every girl of her acquaintance exulted in being asked to keep company with a gentleman friend. she had found "sitting up" a more fatiguing task than even the dreaded monday's washing which would confront her on the morrow. "seein' it's the first time me and you set up together, i mebbe better not stay just so late," absalom had explained when, after three hours' courting, he had reluctantly risen to take his leave, under the firm conviction, as tillie plainly saw, that she felt as sorry to have him go as evidently he was to part from her! "how late," thought tillie, "will he stay the second time he sits up with me? and what," she wondered, "do other girls see in it?" the following sunday night, absalom came again, and this time he stayed until one o'clock, with the result that on the following monday morning tillie overslept herself and was one hour late in starting the washing. it was that evening, after supper, while mrs. getz was helping her husband make his toilet for a meeting of the school board--at which the application of that suspicious character, the harvard graduate, was to be considered--that the husband and wife discussed these significant sunday night visits. mrs. getz opened up the subject while she performed the wifely office of washing her husband's neck, his increasing bulk making that duty a rather difficult one for him. standing over him as he sat in a chair in the kitchen, holding on his knees a tin basin full of soapy water, she scrubbed his fat, sunburned neck with all the vigor and enthusiasm that she would have applied to the cleaning of the kitchen porch or the scouring of an iron skillet. a custom prevailed in the county of leaving one's parlor plainly furnished, or entirely empty, until the eldest daughter should come of age; it was then fitted up in style, as a place to which she and her "regular friend" could retire from the eyes of the girl's folks of a sunday night to do their "setting up." the occasion of a girl's "furnishing" was a notable one, usually celebrated by a party; and it was this fact that led her stepmother to remark presently: "say, pop, are you furnishin' fur tillie, now she's comin' eighteen years old?" "i ain't thought about it," mr. getz answered shortly. "that front room's furnished good enough a'ready. no--i ain't spendin' any!" "seein' she's a member and wears plain, it wouldn't cost wery expensive to furnish fur her, fur she hasn't the dare to have nothin' stylish like a organ or gilt-framed landscapes or sich stuffed furniture that way." "the room's good enough the way it is," repeated mr. getz. "i don't see no use spendin' on it." "it needs new paper and carpet. pop, it'll get put out if you don't furnish fur her. the neighbors'll talk how you're so close with your own child after she worked fur you so good still. i don't like it so well, pop, havin' the neighbors talk." "leave 'em talk. their talkin' don't cost me nothin'. i ain't furnishin'!" his tone was obstinate and angry. his wife rubbed him down with a crash towel as vigorously as she had washed him, then fastened his shirt, dipped the family comb in the soapy water and began with artistic care to part and comb his hair. "absalom puntz he's a nice party, pop. he'll be well-fixed till his pop's passed away a'ready." "you think! well, now look here, mom!" mr. getz spoke with stern decision. "tillie ain't got the dare to keep comp'ny sundays! it made her a whole hour late with the washin' this mornin'. i'm tellin' her she's got to tell absalom puntz he can't come no more." mrs. getz paused with comb poised in air, and her feeble jaw dropped in astonishment. "why, pop!" she said. "ain't you leavin' tillie keep comp'ny?" "no," affirmed mr. getz. "i ain't. what does a body go to the bother of raisin' childern fur? just to lose 'em as soon as they are growed enough to help earn a little? i ain't leavin' tillie get married! she's stayin' at home to help her pop and mom--except in winter when they ain't so much work, and mebbe then i'm hirin' her out to aunty em at the hotel where she can earn a little, too, to help along. she can easy earn enough to buy the children's winter clo'es and gums and school-books." "when she comes eighteen, pop, she'll have the right to get married whether or no you'd conceited you wouldn't give her the dare." "if i say i ain't buyin' her her aus styer, absalom puntz nor no other feller would take her." an "aus styer" is the household outfit always given to a bride by her father. "well, to be sure," granted mrs. getz, "i'd like keepin' tillie home to help me out with the work still. i didn't see how i was ever goin' to get through without her. but i thought when absalom puntz begin to come sundays, certainly you'd be fur her havin' him. i was sayin' to her only this mornin' that if she didn't want to dishearten absalom from comin' to set up with her, she'd have to take more notice to him and not act so dopplig with him--like as if she didn't care whether or no he made up to her. i tole her i'd think, now, she'd be wonderful pleased at his wantin' her, and him so well-fixed. certainly i never conceited you'd be ag'in' it. tillie she didn't answer nothin'. sometimes i do now think tillie's some different to what other girls is." "i'd be glad," said jacob getz in a milder tone, "if she ain't set on havin' him. i was some oneasy she might take it a little hard when i tole her she darsent get married." "och, tillie she never takes nothin' hard," mrs. getz answered easily. "she ain't never ast me you goin' to furnish fur her. she don't take no interest. she's so funny that way. i think to myself, still, tillie is, now, a little dumm!" it happened that while this dialogue was taking place, tillie was in the room above the kitchen, putting the two most recently arrived getz babies to bed; and as she sat near the open register with a baby on her lap, every word that passed between her father and stepmother was perfectly audible to her. with growing bitterness she listened to her father's frank avowal of his selfish designs. at the same time she felt a thrill of exultation, as she thought of the cherished secret locked in her breast--hidden the more securely from those with whom she seemed to live nearest. how amazed they would be, her stolid, unsuspicious parents, when they discovered that she had been secretly studying and, with miss margaret's help, preparing herself for the high calling of a teacher! one more year, now, and she would be ready, miss margaret assured her, to take the county superintendent's examination for a certificate to teach. then good-by to household drudgery and the perpetual self-sacrifice that robbed her of all that was worth while in life. with a serene mind, tillie rose, with the youngest baby in her arms, and tenderly tucked it in its little bed. xiii ezra herr, pedagogue it was a few days later, at the supper-table, that tillie's father made an announcement for which she was not wholly unprepared. "i'm hirin' you out this winter, tillie, at the hotel. aunty em says she's leavin' both the girls go to school again this winter and she'll need hired help. she'll pay me two dollars a week fur you. she'll pay it to me and i'll buy you what you need, still, out of it. you're goin' till next monday." tillie's heart leaped high with pleasure at this news. she was fond of her aunty em; she knew that life at the country hotel would be varied and interesting in comparison with the dull, grubbing existence of her own home; she would have to work very hard, of course, but not so hard, so unceasingly, as under her father's eye; and she would have absolute freedom to devote her spare time to her books. the thought of escaping from her father's watchfulness, and the prospect of hours of safe and uninterrupted study, filled her with secret joy. "i tole aunty em she's not to leave you waste no time readin'; when she don't need you, you're to come home and help mom still. mom she says she can't get through the winter sewin' without you. well, aunty em she says you can sew evenin's over there at the hotel, on the childern's clo'es. mom she can easy get through the other work without you, now sallie's goin' on thirteen. till december a'ready sally'll be thirteen. and the winter work's easy to what the summer is. in summer, to be sure, you'll have to come home and help me and mom. but in winter i'm hirin' you out." "but sally ain't as handy as what tillie is," said mrs. getz, plaintively. "and i don't see how i'm goin' to get through oncet without tillie." "sally's got to learn to be handier, that's all. she's got to get learnt like what i always learnt tillie fur you." fire flashed in tillie's soft eyes--a momentary flame of shame and aversion; if her blinded father had seen and understood, he would have realized how little, after all, he had ever succeeded in "learning" her the subservience he demanded of his children. as for the warning to her aunt, she knew that it would be ignored; that aunty em would never interfere with the use she made of the free time allowed her, no matter what her father's orders were to the contrary. "and you ain't to have absalom puntz comin' over there sundays neither," her father added. "i tole aunty em like i tole you the other day, i ain't leavin' you keep comp'ny. i raised you, now you have the right to work and help along a little. it's little enough a girl can earn anyways." tillie made no comment. her silence was of course understood by her father to mean submission; while her stepmother felt in her heart a contempt for a meekness that would bear, without a word of protest, the loss of a steady friend so well-fixed and so altogether desirable as absalom puntz. in absalom's two visits tillie had been sufficiently impressed with the steadiness of purpose and obstinacy of the young man's character to feel appalled at the fearful task of resisting his dogged determination to marry her. so confident he evidently was of ultimately winning her that at times tillie found herself quite sharing his confidence in the success of his courting, which her father's interdict she knew would not interfere with in the least. she always shuddered at the thought of being absalom's wife; and a feeling she could not always fling off, as of some impending doom, at times buried all the high hopes which for the past seven years had been the very breath of her life. tillie had one especially strong reason for rejoicing in the prospect of going to the village for the winter. the harvard graduate, if elected, would no doubt board at the hotel, or necessarily near by, and she could get him to lend her books and perhaps to give her some help with her studies. the village of new canaan and all the township were curious to see this stranger. the school directors had felt that they were conceding a good deal in consenting to consider the application of sueh an unknown quantity, when they could, at forty dollars a month, easily secure the services of a millersville normal. but the stress that had been brought to bear upon them by the county superintendent, whose son had been a classmate of the candidate, had been rather too strong to be resisted; and so the "harvard gradyate man" was coming. that afternoon tillie had walked over in a pouring rain to william penn to carry "gums" and umbrellas to her four younger brothers and sisters, and she had realized, with deep exultation, while listening to ezra herr's teaching, that she was already far better equipped than was ezra to do the work he was doing,--and he was a millersville normal! it happened that ezra was receiving a visit from a committee of janeville school directors, and he had departed from his every-day mechanical style of teaching in favor of some fancy methods which he had imbibed at the normal school during his attendance at the spring term, and which he reserved for use on occasions like the present. tillie watched him with profound attention, but hardly with profound respect. "childern," ezra said, with a look of deep thought, as he impressively paced up and down before the class of small boys and girls ranged on the platform, "now, childern, what's this reading lesson about?" "'bout a apple-tree!" answered several eager little voices. "yes," said ezra. "about an apple-tree. correct. now, childern--er--what grows on apple-trees, heh?" "apples!" answered the intelligent class. "correct. apples. and--now--what was it that came to the apple-tree?" "a little bird." "yes. a bird came to the apple tree. well--er," he floundered for a moment, then, by a sudden inspiration, "what can a bird do?" "fly! and sing!" "a bird can fly and sing," ezra nodded. "very good. now, sadie, you dare begin. i 'll leave each one read a werse." the next recitation was a fourth reader lesson consisting of a speech of daniel webster's, the import of which not one of the children, if indeed the teacher himself, had the faintest suspicion. and so the class was permitted to proceed, without interruption, in its labored conning of the massive eloquence of that great statesman; and the directors presently took their departure in the firm conviction that in ezra herr they had made a good investment of the forty-five dollars a month appropriated to their town out of the state treasury, and they agreed, on their way back to janeville, that new canaan was to be pitied for having to put up with anything so unheard-of as "a harvard gradyate or whatever," after having had the advantages of an educator like ezra herr. and tillie, as she walked home with her four brothers and sisters, hoped, for the sake of her own advancement, that a harvard graduate was at least not less intelligent than a millersville normal. xiv the harvard graduate that a man holding a harvard degree should consider so humble an educational post as that of new canaan needs a word of explanation. walter fairchilds was the protege of his uncle, the high church bishop of a new england state, who had practically, though not legally, adopted him, upon the death of his father, when the boy was fourteen years old, his mother having died at his birth. it was tacitly understood by walter that his uncle was educating him for the priesthood. his life, from the time the bishop took charge of him until he was ready for college, was spent in church boarding-schools. a spiritually minded, thoughtful boy, of an emotional temperament which responded to every appeal of beauty, whether of form, color, sound, or ethics, walter easily fell in with his uncle's designs for him, and rivaled him in the fervor of his devotion to the esthetic ritual of his church. his summer vacations were spent at bar harbor with the bishop's family, which consisted of his wife and two anemic daughters. they were people of limited interests, who built up barriers about their lives on all sides; social hedges which excluded all humanity but a select and very dull, uninteresting circle; intellectual walls which never admitted a stray unconventional idea; moral demarcations which nourished within them the mammon of self-righteousness, and theological harriers which shut out the sunlight of a broad charity. therefore, when in the course of his career at harvard, walter fairchilds discovered that intellectually he had outgrown not only the social creed of the divine right of the well-born, in which these people had educated him, but their theological creed as well, the necessity of breaking the fact to them, of wounding their affection for him, of disappointing the fond and cherished hope with which for years his uncle had spent money upon his education--the ordeal which he had to face was a fiery one. when, in deepest sorrow, and with all the delicacy of his sensitive nature, he told the bishop of his changed mental attitude toward the problem of religion, it seemed to him that in his uncle's reception of it the spirit of the spanish inquisitors was revived, so mad appeared to him his horror of this heresy and his conviction that he, walter, was a poison in the moral atmosphere, which must be exterminated at any cost. in this interview between them, the bishop stood revealed to him in a new character, and yet walter seemed to realize that in his deeper consciousness he had always known him for what he really was, though all the circumstances of his conventional life had conduced to hide his real self. he saw, now, how the submissiveness of his own dreamy boyhood had never called into active force his guardian's native love of domineering; his intolerance of opposition; the pride of his exacting will. but on the first provocation of circumstances, these traits stood boldly forth. "is it for this that i have spent my time and money upon you--to bring up an infidel?" bishop fairchilds demanded, when he had in part recovered from the first shock of amazement the news had given him. "i am not an infidel even if i have outgrown high church dogmas. i have a faith--i have a religion; and i assure you that i never so fully realized the vital truth of my religion as i do now--now that i see things, not in the dim cathedral light, but out under the broad heavens!" "how can you dare to question the authority of our holy mother, the church, whose teachings have come down to us through all these centuries, bearing the sacred sanction of the most ancient authority?" "old things can rot!" walter answered. "and you fancy," the bishop indignantly demanded, "that i will give one dollar for your support while you are adhering to this blasphemy? that i will ever again even so much as break bread with you, until, in humble contrition, you return to your allegiance to the church?" walter lifted his earnest eyes and met squarely his uncle's frowning stare. then the boy rose. "nothing, then, is left for me," he said steadily, "but to leave your home, give up the course of study i had hoped to continue at harvard, and get to work." "you fully realize all that this step must mean?" his uncle coldly asked him. "you are absolutely penniless." "in a matter of this kind, uncle, you must realize that such a consideration could not possibly enter in." "you have not a penny of your own. the few thousands that your father left were long ago used up in your school-bills." "and i am much in your debt; i know it all." "so you choose poverty and hardship for the sake of this perversity?" "others have suffered harder things for principle." thus they parted. and thus it was, through the suddenness and unexpectedness of the loss of his home and livelihood, that walter fairchilds came to apply for the position at william penn. "here, tillie, you take and go up to sister jennie hershey's and get some mush. i'm makin' fried mush fur supper," said aunty em, bustling into the hotel kitchen where her niece was paring potatoes, one saturday afternoon. "here's a quarter. get two pound." "oh, tillie," called her cousin rebecca from the adjoining dining-room, which served also as the family sitting-room, "hurry on and you'll mebbe be in time to see the stage come in with the new teacher in. mebbe you'll see him to speak to yet up at hershey's." "lizzie hershey's that wonderful tickled that the teacher's going to board at their place!" said amanda, the second daughter, a girl of tillie's age, as she stood in the kitchen doorway and watched tillie put on her black hood over the white mennonite cap. stout aunty em also wore the mennonite dress, which lent a certain dignity to her round face with its alert but kindly eyes; but her two daughters were still "of the world's people." "when lizzie she tole me about it, comin' out from lancaster after market this morning," continued amanda, "she was now that tickled! she sayed he's such a good-looker! och, i wisht he was stoppin' here; ain't, tillie? lizzie'll think herself much, havin' a town fellah stoppin' at their place." "if he's stoppin' at hershey's," said rebecca, appearing suddenly, "that ain't sayin' he has to get in with lizzie so wonderful thick! i hope he's a jolly fellah." amanda and rebecca were now girls of seventeen and eighteen years--buxom, rosy, absolutely unideal country lasses. beside them, frail little tillie seemed a creature of another clay. "lizzie tole me: she sayed how he come up to their market-stall in there at lancaster this morning," amanda related, "and tole her he'd heard jonas hershey's pork-stall at market was where he could mebbe find out a place he could board at in new canaan with a private family--he'd sooner live with a private family that way than at the hotel. well, lizzie she coaxed her pop right there in front of the teacher to say they'd take him, and jonas hershey he sayed he didn't care any. so lizzie she tole him then he could come to their place, and he sayed he'd be out this after in the four-o'clock stage." "well, and i wonder what her mother has to say to her and jonas fixin' it up between 'em to take a boarder and not waitin' to ast her!" aunty em said. "i guess mebbe sister jennie's spited!" the appellation of "sister" indicated no other relation than that of the mennonite church membership, mrs. jonas hershey being also a new mennonite. "now don't think you have to run all the way there and back, tillie," was her aunt's parting injunction. "_i_ don't time you like what your pop does! well, i guess not! i take notice you're always out of breath when you come back from an urrand. it's early yet--you dare stop awhile and talk to lizzie." tillie gave her aunt a look of grateful affection as she left the house. often when she longed to thank her for her many little acts of kindness, the words would not come. it was the habit of her life to repress every emotion of her mind, whether of bitterness or pleasure, and an unconquerable shyness seized upon her in any least attempt to reveal herself to those who were good to her. it was four o'clock on a beautiful october afternoon as she walked up the village street, and while she enjoyed, through all her sensitive maiden soul, the sweet sunshine and soft autumn coloring, her thought dwelt with a pleasant expectancy on her almost inevitable meeting with "the teacher," if he did indeed arrive in the stage now due at new canaan. unlike her cousins amanda and rebecca, and their neighbor lizzie hershey, tillie's eagerness to meet the young man was not born of a feminine hunger for romance. life as yet had not revealed those emotions to her except as she had known them in her love for miss margaret--which love was indeed full of a sacred sentiment. it was only because the teacher meant an aid to the realization of her ambition to become "educated" that she was interested in his coming. it was but a few minutes' walk to the home of jonas hershey, the country pork butcher. as tillie turned in at the gate, she heard, with a leap of her heart, the distant rumble of the approaching stagecoach. jonas hershey's home was probably the cleanest, neatest-looking red brick house in all the county. the board-walk from the gate to the door fairly glistened from the effects of soap and water. the flower-beds, almost painfully neat and free from weeds, were laid out on a strictly mathematical plan. a border of whitewashed clam-shells, laid side by side with military precision, set off the brilliant reds and yellows of the flowers, and a glance at them was like gazing into the face of the midday sun. tillie shaded her dazzled eyes as she walked across the garden to the side door which opened into the kitchen. it stood open and she stepped in without ceremony. for a moment she could see nothing but red and yellow flowers and whitewashed clam-shells. but as her vision cleared, she perceived her neighbor, lizzie hershey, a well-built, healthy-looking country lass of eighteen years, cutting bread at a table, and her mother, a large fat woman wearing the mennonite dress, standing before a huge kitchen range, stirring "ponhaus" in a caldron. the immaculate neatness of the large kitchen gave evidence, as did garden, board-walk, and front porch, of that morbid passion for "cleaning up" characteristic of the dutch housewife. jonas hershey did a very large and lucrative business, and the work of his establishment was heavy. but he hired no "help" and his wife and daughter worked early and late to aid him in earning the dollars which he hoarded. "sister jennie!" tillie accosted mrs. hershey with the new mennonite formal greeting, "i wish you the grace and peace of the lord." "the same to you, sister," mrs. hershey replied, bending to receive tillie's kiss as the girl came up to her at the stove--the mennonite interpretation of the command, "salute the brethren with a holy kiss." "well, lizzie," was tillie's only greeting to the girl at the table. lizzie was not a member of meeting and the rules forbade the members to kiss those who were still in the world. "well, tillie," answered lizzie, not looking up from the bread she was cutting. tillie instantly perceived a lack of cordiality. something was wrong. lizzie's face was sullen and her mother's countenance looked grim and determined. tillie wondered whether their evident ill-humor were in any way connected with herself, or whether her aunty em's surmise were correct, and sister jennie was really "spited." "i've come to get two pound of mush," she said, remembering her errand. "it's all," mrs. hershey returned. "we solt every cake at market, and no more's made yet. it was all a'ready till market was only half over." "aunty em'll be disappointed. she thought she'd make fried mush for supper," said tillie. "have you strangers?" inquired mrs. hershey. "no, we haven't anybody for supper, unless some come on the stage this after. we had four for dinner." "were they such agents, or what?" asked lizzie. tillie turned to her. "whether they were agents? no, they were just pleasure-seekers. they were out for a drive and stopped off to eat." at this instant the rattling old stage-coach drew up at the gate. the mother and daughter, paying no heed whatever to the sound, went on with their work, mrs. hershey looking a shade more grimly determined as she stirred her ponhaus and lizzie more sulky. tillie had just time to wonder whether she had better slip out before the stranger came in, when a knock on the open kitchen door checked her. neither mother nor daughter glanced up in answer to the knock. mrs. hershey resolutely kept her eyes on her caldron as she turned her big spoon about in it, and lizzie, with sullen, averted face, industriously cut her loaf. a second knock, followed by the appearance of a good-looking, well-dressed young man on the threshold, met with the same reception. tillie, in the background, and hidden by the stove, looked on wonderingly. the young man glanced, in evident mystification, at the woman by the stove and at the girl at the table, and a third time rapped loudly. "good afternoon!" he said pleasantly, an inquiring note in his voice. mrs. hershey and lizzie went on with their work as though they had not heard him. he took a step into the room, removing his hat. "you were expecting me this afternoon, weren't you?" he asked. "this is the place," lizzie remarked at last. "you were looking for me?" he repeated. mrs. hershey suddenly turned upon lizzie. "why don't you speak?" she inquired half-tauntingly. "you spoke before." tillie realized that sister jennie must be referring to lizzie's readiness at market that morning to "speak," in making her agreement with the young man for board. "you spoke this morning," the mother repeated. "why can't you speak now?" "och, why don't you speak yourself?" retorted lizzie. "it ain't fur me to speak!" the stranger appeared to recognize that he was the subject of a domestic unpleasantness. "you find it inconvenient to take me to board?" he hesitatingly inquired of mrs. hershey. "i shouldn't think of wishing to intrude. there is a hotel in the place, i suppose?" "yes. there is a hotel in new canaan." "i can get board there, no doubt?" "well," mrs. hershey replied argumentatively, "that's a public house and this ain't. we never made no practice of takin' boarders. to be sure, jonas he always was fur boarders. but i ain't fur!" "oh, yes," gravely nodded the young man. "yes. i see." he picked up the dress-suit case which he had set on the sill. "where is the hotel, may i ask?" "just up the road a piece. you can see the sign out," said mrs. hershey, while lizzie banged the bread-box shut with an energy forcibly expressive of her feelings. "thank you," responded the gentleman, a pair of keen, bright eyes sweeping lizzie's gloomy face. he bowed, put his hat on his head and stepped out of the house. there was a back door at the other side of the kitchen. not stopping for the ceremony of leave-taking, tillie slipped out of it to hurry home before the stranger should reach the hotel. her heart beat fast as she hurried across fields by a short-cut, and there was a sparkle of excitement in her eyes. her ears were tingling with sounds to which they were unaccustomed, and which thrilled them exquisitely--the speech, accent, and tones of one who belonged to that world unknown to her except through books--out of which miss margaret had come and to which this new teacher, she at once recognized, belonged. undoubtedly he was what was called, by magazine-writers and novel-writers, a "gentleman." and it was suddenly revealed to tillie that in real life the phenomenon thus named was even more interesting than in literature. the clean cut of the young man's thin face, his pale forehead, the fineness of the white hand he had lifted to his hat, his modulated voice and speech, all these things had, in her few minutes' observation of him, impressed themselves instantly and deeply upon the girl's fresh imagination. out of breath from her hurried walk, she reached the back door of the hotel several minutes before the teacher's arrival. she had just time to report to her aunt that sister jennie's mush was "all," and to reply in the affirmative to the eager questions of amanda and rebecca as to whether she had seen the teacher, when the sound of the knocker on the front door arrested their further catechism. "the stage didn't leave out whoever it is--it drove right apast," said aunty em. "you go, tillie, and see oncet who is it." tillie was sure that she had not been seen by the evicted applicant for board, as she had been hidden behind the stove. this impression was confirmed when she now opened the door to him, for there was no recognition in his eyes as he lifted his hat. it was the first time in tillie's life that a man had taken off his hat to her, and it almost palsied her tongue as she tried to ask him to come in. in reply to his inquiry as to whether he could get board here, she led him into the darkened parlor at the right of a long hall. groping her way across the floor to the window she drew up the blind. "just sit down," she said timidly. "i'll call aunty em." "thank you," he bowed with a little air of ceremony that for an instant held her spellbound. she stood staring at him--only recalled to herself and to a sense of shame for her rudeness by the sudden entrance of her aunt. "how d' do?" said mrs. wackernagel in her brisk, businesslike tone. "d'you want supper?" "i am the applicant for the new canaan school. i want to get board for the winter here, if i can--and in case i'm elected." "well, i say! tillie! d'you hear that? why us we all heard you was goin' to jonas hershey's." "they decided it wasn't convenient to take me and sent me here." "now think! if that wasn't like sister jennie yet! all right!" she announced conclusively. "we can accommodate you to satisfaction, i guess." "have you any other boarders?" the young man inquired. "no reg'lar boarders--except, to be sure, the doc; and he's lived with us it's comin' fifteen years, i think, or how long, till november a'ready. it's just our own fam'ly here and my niece where helps with the work, and the doc. we have a many to meals though, just passing through that way, you know. we don't often have more 'n one reg'lar boarder at oncet, so we just make 'em at home still, like as if they was one of us. now you," she hospitably concluded, "we'll lay in our best bed. we don't lay 'em in the best bed unless they're some clean-lookin'." tillie noticed as her aunt talked that while the young man listened with evident interest, his eyes moved about the room, taking in every detail of it. to tillie's mind, this hotel parlor was so "pleasing to the eye" as to constitute one of those temptations of the enemy against which her new mennonite faith prescribed most rigid discipline. she wondered whether the stranger did not think it very handsome. the arrangement of the room was evidently, like jonas hershey's flower-beds, the work of a mathematical genius. the chairs all stood with their stiff backs squarely against the wall, the same number facing each other from the four sides of the apartment. photographs in narrow oval frames, six or eight, formed another oval, all equidistant from the largest, which occupied the dead center, not only of this group, but of the wall from which it depended. the books on the square oak table, which stood in the exact middle of the floor, were arranged in cubical piles in the same rigid order. tillie saw the new teacher's glance sweep their titles: "touching incidents, and remarkable answers to prayer"; "from tannery to white house"; "gems of religious thought," by talmage; "history of the galveston horror; illustrated"; "platform echoes, or living truths for heart and head," by john b. gough. "lemme see--your name's fairchilds, ain't?" the landlady abruptly asked. "yes," bowed the young man. "will you, now, take it all right if i call you by your christian name? us mennonites daresent call folks mr. and mrs. because us we don't favor titles. what's your first name now?" mr. fairchilds considered the question with the appearance of trying to remember. "you'd better call me pestalozzi," he answered, with a look and tone of solemnity. "pesky louzy!" mrs. waekernagel exclaimed. "well, now think! that's a name where ain't familiar 'round here. is it after some of your folks?" "it was a name i think i bore in a previous incarnation as a teacher of youth," fairchilds gravely replied. mrs. waekernagel looked blank. "tillie!" she appealed to her niece, who had shyly stepped half behind her, "do you know right what he means?" tillie dumbly shook her head. "pesky louzy!" mrs. waekernagel experimented with the unfamiliar name. "don't it, now, beat all! it'll take me awhile till i'm used to that a'ready. mebbe i'll just call you teacher; ain't?" she looked at him inquiringly, expecting an answer. "ain't!" she repeated in her vigorous, whole-souled way. "eh--ain't what?" fairchilds asked, puzzled. "och, i just mean, say not? can't you mebbe talk english wery good? we had such a foreigners at this hotel a'ready. we had oncet one, he was from phil'delphy and he didn't know what we meant right when we sayed, 'the butter's all any more.' he'd ast like you, 'all what?' yes, he was that dumm! och, well," she added consolingly, "people can't help fur their dispositions, that way!" "and what must i call you?" the young man inquired. "my name's wackernagel." "miss or mrs.?" "well, i guess not miss anyhow! i'm the mother of four!" "oh, excuse me!" "oh, that's all right!" responded mrs. wackernagel, amiably. "well, i must go make supper now. you just make yourself at home that way." "may i go to my room?" "now?" asked mrs. wackernagel, incredulously. "before night?" "to unpack my dress-suit case," the young man explained. "my trunk will be brought out to-morrow on the stage." "all right. if you want. but we ain't used to goin' up-stairs in the daytime. tillie, you take his satchel and show him up. this is my niece, tillie getz." again mr. fairchilds bowed to the girl as his eyes rested on the fair face looking out from her white cap. tillie bent her head in response, then stooped to pick up the suit case. but he interposed and took it from her hands--and the touch of chivalry in the act went to her head like wine. she led the way up-stairs to the close, musty, best spare bedroom. xv the wackernagels at home at the supper-table, the apparently inexhaustible topic of talk was the refusal of the hersheys to receive the new teacher into the bosom of their family. a return to this theme again and again, on the part of the various members of the wackernagel household, did not seem to lessen its interest for them, though the teacher himself did not take a very animated part in its discussion. tillie realized, as with an absorbing interest she watched his fine face, that all he saw and heard here was as novel to him as the world whence he had come would be to her and her kindred and neighbors, could they be suddenly transplanted into it. tillie had never looked upon any human countenance which seemed to express so much of that ideal world in which she lived her real life. "to turn him off after he got there!" mrs. wackernagel exclaimed, reverting for the third time to the episode which had so excited the family. "and after lizzie and jonas they'd sayed he could come yet!" "well, i say!" mr. wackernagel shook his head, as though the story, even at its third recital, were full of surprises. mr. wackernagel was a tall, raw-boned man with conspicuously large feet and hands. he wore his hair plastered back from his face in a unique, not to say distinguished style, which he privately considered highly becoming his position as the proprietor of the new canaan hotel. mr. wackernagel's self-satisfaction did indeed cover every detail of his life--from the elegant fashion of his hair to the quality of the whisky which he sold over the bar, and of which he never tired of boasting. not only was he entirely pleased with himself, but his good-natured satisfaction included all his possessions--his horse first, then his wife, his two daughters, his permanent boarder, "the doc," and his wife's niece tillie. for people outside his own horizon, he had a tolerant but contemptuous pity. mr. wackernagel and the doctor both sat at table in their shirt-sleeves, the proprietor wearing a clean white shirt (his extravagance and vanity in using two white shirts a week being one of the chief historical facts of the village), while the doctor was wont to appear in a brown cotton shirt, the appearance of which suggested the hostler rather than the physician. that fairchilds should "eat in his coat" placed him, in the eyes of the wackernagels, on the high social plane of the drummers from the city, many of whom yearly visited the town with their wares. "and teacher he didn't press 'em none, up at jonas hershey's, to take him in, neither, he says," mrs. wackernagel pursued. "he says?" repeated mr. wackernagel, inquiringly. "well, that's like what i was, too, when i was a young man," he boasted. "if i thought i ain't wanted when i went to see a young lady--if she passed any insinyations--she never wasn't worried with me ag'in!" "i guess lizzie's spited that teacher's stoppin' at our place," giggled rebecca, her pretty face rosy with pleasurable excitement in the turn affairs had taken. she sat directly opposite mr. fairchilds, while amanda had the chair at his side. tillie could see that the young man's eyes rested occasionally upon the handsome, womanly form of her very good-looking cousin amanda. men always looked at amanda a great deal, tillie had often observed. the fact had never before had any special significance for her. "are you from lancaster, or wherever?" the doctor inquired of mr. fairchilds. "from connecticut," he replied in a tone that indefinably, but unmistakably checked further questioning. "now think! so fur off as that!" "yes, ain't!" exclaimed mrs. wackernagel. "it's a wonder a body'd ever be contented to live that fur off." "we're had strangers here in this hotel," mr. wackernagel began to brag, while he industriously ate of his fried sausage and fried potatoes, "from as fur away as illinois yet! and from as fur south as down in maine! yes, indeed! ain't, mom?" he demanded of his wife. "och, yes, many's the strange meals i cooked a'ready in this house. one week i cooked forty strange meals; say not, abe?" she returned. "yes, i mind of that week. it was mrs. johnson and her daughter we had from illinois and mrs. snyder from maine," abe explained to mr. fairchilds. "and them johnsons stayed the whole week." "they stopped here while mr. johnson went over the county sellin' milk-separators," added mrs. wackernagel. "and abe he was in lancaster that week, and the doc he was over to east donegal, and there was no man here except only us ladies! do you mind, rebecca?" eebecca nodded, her mouth too full for utterance. "mrs. johnson she looked younger than her own daughter yet," mrs. wackernagel related, with animation, innocent of any suspicion that the teacher might not find the subject of mrs. johnson as absorbing as she found it. "there is nothing like good health as a preserver of youth," responded fairchilds. "hotel-keepin' didn't pay till we got the license," mr. wackernagel chatted confidentially to the stranger. "mom, to be sure, she didn't favor my havin' a bar, because she belonged to meetin'. but i seen i couldn't make nothin' if i didn't. it was never no temptation to me--i was always among the whisky and i never got tight oncet. and it ain't the hard work farmin' was. i had to give up followin' farmin'. i got it so in my leg. why, sometimes i can't hardly walk no more." "and can't your doctor cure you?" fairchilds asked, with a curious glance at the unkempt little man across the table. "och, yes, he's helped me a heap a'ready. him he's as good a doctor as any they're got in lancaster even!" was the loyal response. "here a couple months back, a lady over in east donegal township she had wrote him a letter over here, how the five different kinds of doses where he give her daughter done her so much good, and she was that grateful, she sayed she just felt indebted fur a letter to him! ain't, doc? she sayed now her daughter's engaged to be married and her mind's more settled--and to be sure, that made somepin too. yes, she sayed her gettin' engaged done her near as much good as the five different kind of doses done her." "are you an allopath?" fairchilds asked the doctor. "i'm a eclectic," he responded glibly. "and do you know, teacher, i'd been practisin' that there style of medicine fur near twelve years before i knowed it was just to say the eclectic school, you understand." "like moliere's prose-writer!" remarked the teacher, then smiled at himself for making such an allusion in such a place. "won't you have some more sliced radishes, teacher?" urged the hostess. "i made a-plenty." "no, i thank you," fairchilds replied, with his little air of courtesy that so impressed the whole family. "i can't eat radishes in the evening with impunity." "but these is with winegar," mrs. wackernagel corrected him. before mr. fairchilds could explain, mr. wackernagel broke in, confirming the doctor's proud claim. "yes, doc he's a eclectic," he repeated, evidently feeling that the fact reflected credit on the hotel. "you can see his sign on the side door." "i was always interested in science," explained the doctor, under the manifest impression that he was continuing the subject. "phe-non-e-ma. that's what i like. odd things. i'm stuck on 'em! now this here wireless telegraphy. i'm stuck on that, you bet! to me that there's a phe-non-e-ma." "teacher," interrupted mrs. wackernagel, "you ain't eatin' hearty. leave me give you some more sausage." "if you please," mr. fairchilds bowed as he handed his plate to her. "why don't you leave him help hisself," protested mr. wackernagel. "he won't feel to make hisself at home if he can't help hisself like as if he was one of us that way." "och, well," confessed mrs. wackernagel, "i just keep astin' him will he have more, so i can hear him speak his manners so nice." she laughed aloud at her own vanity. "you took notice of it too, tillie, ain't? you can't eat fur lookin' at him!" a tide of color swept tillie's face as the teacher, with a look of amusement, turned his eyes toward her end of the table. her glance fell upon her plate, and she applied herself to cutting up her untouched sausage. "now, there's doc," remarked amanda, critically, "he's got good manners, but he don't use 'em." "och," said the doctor, "it ain't worth while to trouble." "i think it would be wonderful nice, teacher," said mrs. wackernagel, "if you learnt them manners you got to your scholars this winter. i wisht 'manda and rebecca knowed such manners. they're to be your scholars this winter." "indeed?" said fairchilds; "are they?" "'manda there," said her father, "she's so much fur actin' up you'll have to keep her right by you to keep her straight, still." "that's where i shall be delighted to keep her," returned fairchilds, gallantly, and amanda laughed boisterously and grew several shades rosier as she looked boldly up into the young man's eyes. "ain't you fresh though!" she exclaimed coquettishly. how dared they all make so free with this wonderful young man, marveled tillie. why didn't they realize, as she did, how far above them he was? she felt almost glad that in his little attentions to amanda and rebecca he had scarcely noticed her at all; for the bare thought of talking to him overwhelmed her with shyness. "mind tillie!" laughed mr. wackernagel, suddenly, "lookin' scared at the way yous are all talkin' up to teacher! tillie she's afraid of you," he explained to mr. fairchilds. "she ain't never got her tongue with her when there's strangers. ain't, tillie?" tillie's burning face was bent over her plate, and she did not attempt to answer. mr. fairchilds' eyes rested for an instant on the delicate, sensitive countenance of the girl. but his attention was diverted by an abrupt exclamation from mrs. wackernagel. "oh, abe!" she suddenly cried, "you ain't tole teacher yet about the albright sisters astin' you, on market, what might your name be!" the tone in which this serious omission was mentioned indicated that it was an anecdote treasured among the family archives. "now, i would mebbe of forgot that!" almost in consternation said mr. wackernagel. "well," he began, concentrating his attention upon the teacher, "it was this here way. the two miss albrights they had bought butter off of us, on market, for twenty years back a'ready, and all that time we didn't know what was their name, and they didn't know ourn; fur all, i often says to mom, 'now i wonder what's the name of them two thin little women.' well, you see, i was always a wonderful man fur my jokes. yes, i was wery fond of makin' a joke, still. so here one day the two sisters come along and bought their butter, and then one of 'em she says, 'excuse me, but here i've been buyin' butter off of yous fur this twenty years back a'ready and i ain't never heard your name. what might your name be?' now i was such a man fur my jokes, still, so i says to her"--mr. wackernagel's whole face twinkled with amusement, and his shoulders shook with laughter as he contemplated the joke he had perpetrated--"i says, 'well, it might be gener'l jackson'"--laughter again choked his utterance, and the stout form of mrs. wackernagel also was convulsed with amusement, while amanda and rebecca giggled appreciatively. tillie and the doctor alone remained unaffected. "'it might be gener'l jackson,' i says. 'but it ain't. it's abe wackernagel,' i says. you see," he explained, "she ast me what might my name be.--see?--and i says 'it might be jackson'--might be, you know, because she put it that way, what might it be. 'but it ain't,' i says. 'it's wackernagel.'" mr. and mrs. wackernagel and their daughters leaned back in their chairs and gave themselves up to prolonged and exuberant laughter, in which the teacher obligingly joined as well as he was able. when this hilarity had subsided, mr. wackernagel turned to mr. fairchilds with a question. "are you mebbe feelin' oneasy, teacher, about meetin' the school directors to-night? you know they meet here in the hotel parlor at seven o'clock to take a look at you; and if you suit, then you and them signs the agreement." "and if i don't suit?" "they'll turn you down and send you back home!" promptly answered the doctor. "that there board ain't conferrin' william penn on no one where don't suit 'em pretty good! they're a wonderful partic'lar board!" after supper the comely amanda agreed eagerly to the teacher's suggestion that she go with him for a walk, before the convening of the school board at seven o'clock, and show him the school-house, as he would like to behold, he said, "the seat of learning" which, if the board elected him, was to be the scene of his winter's campaign. amanda improved this opportunity to add her word of warning to that of the doctor. "that there board's awful hard to suit, still. oncet they got a millersville normal out here, and when she come to sign they seen she was near-sighted that way, and nathaniel puntz--he's a director--he up and says that wouldn't suit just so well, and they sent her back home. and here oncet a lady come out to apply and she should have sayed [she is reported to have said] she was afraid new canaan hadn't no accommodations good enough fur her, and the directors ast her, 'didn't most of our presidents come out of log cabins?' so they wouldn't elect her. now," concluded amanda, "you see!" "thanks for your warning. can you give me some pointers?" "what's them again?" "well, i must not be near-sighted, for one thing, and i must not demand 'all the modern improvements.' tell me what manner of man this school board loves and admires. to be in the dark as to their tastes, you know--" "you must make yourself nice and common," amanda instructed him. "you haven't dare to put on no city airs. to be sure, i guess they come a good bit natural to you, and, as mom says still, a body can't help fur their dispositions; but our directors is all plain that way and they don't like tony people that wants to come out here and think they're much!" "yes? i see. anything else?" "well, they'll be partic'lar about your bein' a perfessor." "how do you mean?" amanda looked at him in astonishment. "if you're a perfessor or no. they'll be sure to ast you." mr. fairchilds thoughtfully considered it. "you mean," he said, light coming to him, "they will ask me whether i am a professor of religion, don't you?" "why, to be sure!" "oh!" "and you better have your answer ready." "what, in your judgment, may i ask, would be a suitable answer to that?" "well, are you a perfessor?" "oh, i'm anything at all that will get me this 'job.' i've got to have it as a makeshift until i can get hold of something better. let me see--will a baptist do?" "are you a baptist?" the girl stolidly asked. "when circumstances are pressing. will they be satisfied with a baptist?" "that's one of the fashionable churches of the world," amanda replied gravely. "and the directors is most all mennonites and amish and dunkards. all them is plain churches and loosed of the world, you know." "oh, well, i'll wriggle out somehow! trust to luck!" fairchilds dismissed the subject, realizing the injudiciousness of being too confidential with this girl on so short an acquaintance. at the momentous hour of seven, the directors promptly assembled. when tillie, at her aunt's request, carried two kerosene lamps into the parlor, a sudden determination came to the girl to remain and witness the reception of the new teacher by the school board. she was almost sick with apprehension lest the board should realize, as she did, that this harvard graduate was too fine for such as they. it was an austere board, hard to satisfy, and there was nothing they would so quickly resent and reject as evident superiority in an applicant. the normal school students, their usual candidates, were for the most part, though not always, what was called in the neighborhood "nice and common." the new canaan board was certainly not accustomed to sitting in judgment upon an applicant such as this pestalozzi fairchilds. (tillie's religion forbade her to call him by the vain and worldly form of mr.) no one noticed the pale-faced girl as, after placing one lamp on the marble-topped table about which the directors sat and another on the mantelpiece, she moved quietly away to the farthest corner of the long, narrow parlor and seated herself back of the stove. the applicant, too, when he came into the room, was too much taken up with what he realized to be the perils of his case to observe the little watcher in the corner, though he walked past her so close that his coat brushed her shoulder, sending along her nerves, like a faint electric shock, a sensation so novel and so exquisite that it made her suddenly close her eyes to steady her throbbing head. there were present six members of the board--two amishmen, one old mennonite, one patriarchal-looking dunkard, one new mennonite, and one evangelical, the difference in their religious creeds being attested by their various costumes and the various cuts of beard and hair. the evangelical, the new mennonite, and the amishmen were farmers, the dunkard kept the store and the post-office, and the old mennonite was the stage-driver. jacob getz was the evangelical; and nathaniel puntz, absalom's father, the new mennonite. the investigation of the applicant was opened up by the president of the board, a long-haired amishman, whose clothes were fastened by hooks and eyes instead of buttons and buttonholes, these latter being considered by his sect as a worldly vanity. "what was your experience a'ready as a teacher?" fairchilds replied that he had never had any. tillie's heart sank as, from her post in the corner, she heard this answer. would the members think for one moment of paying forty dollars a month to a teacher without experience? she was sure they had never before done so. they were shaking their heads gravely over it, she could see. but the investigation proceeded. "what was your persuasion then?" tillie saw, in the teacher's hesitation, that he did not understand the question. "my 'persuasion'? oh! i see. you mean my church?" "yes, what's your conwictions?" he considered a moment. tillie hung breathlessly upon his answer. she knew how much depended upon it with this board of "plain" people. could he assure them that he was "a bible christian"? otherwise, they would never elect him to the new canaan school. he gave his reply, presently, in a tone suggesting his having at that moment recalled to memory just what his "persuasion" was. "let me see--yes--i'm a truth-seeker." "what's that again?" inquired the president, with interest. "i have not heard yet of that persuasion." "a truth-seeker," he gravely explained, "is one who believes in--eh--in a progress from an indefinite, incoherent homogeneity to a definite, coherent heterogeneity." the members looked at each other cautiously. "is that the english you're speakin', or whatever?" asked the dunkard member. "some of them words ain't familiar with me till now, and i don't know right what they mean." "yes, i'm talking english," nodded the applicant. "we also believe," he added, growing bolder, "in the fundamental, biogenetic law that ontogenesis is an abridged repetition of philogenesis." "he says they believe in genesis," remarked the old mennonite, appealing for aid, with bewildered eyes, to the other members. "maybe he's a jew yet!" put in nathaniel puntz. "we also believe," mr. fairchilds continued, beginning to enjoy himself, "in the revelations of science." "he believes in genesis and in revelations," explained the president to the others. "maybe he's a cat'lic!" suggested the suspicious mr. puntz. "no," said fairchilds, "i am, as i said, a truth-seeker. a truth-seeker can no more be a catholic or a jew in faith than an amishman can, or a mennonite, or a brennivinarian." tillie knew he was trying to say "winebrennarian," the name of one of the many religious sects of the county, and she wondered at his not knowing better. "you ain't a gradyate, neither, are you?" was the president's next question, the inscrutable mystery of the applicant's creed being for the moment dropped. "why, yes, i thought you knew that. of harvard." "och, that!" contemptuously; "i mean you ain't a gradyate of millersville normal?" "no," humbly acknowledged fairchilds. "when i was young," mr. getz irrelevantly remarked, "we didn't have no gradyate teachers like what they have now, still. but we anyhow learnt more according." "how long does it take you to get 'em from a, b, c's to the testament?" inquired the patriarchal dunkard. "that depends upon the capacity of the pupil," was mr. fairchilds's profound reply. "can you learn 'em 'rithmetic good?" asked nathaniel puntz. "i got a son his last teacher couldn't learn 'rithmetic to. he's wonderful dumm in 'rithmetic, that there boy is. absalom by name. after the grandfather. his teacher tried every way to learn him to count and figger good. he even took and spread toothpicks out yet--but that didn't learn him neither. i just says, he ain't appointed to learn 'rithmetic. then the teacher he tried him with such a algebry. but absalom he'd get so mixed up!--he couldn't keep them x's spotted." "i have a method," mr. fairchilds began, "which i trust--" to tillie's distress, her aunt's voice, at this instant calling her to "come stir the sots [yeast] in," summoned her to the kitchen. it was very hard to have to obey. she longed so to stay till fairchilds should come safely through his fiery ordeal. for a moment she was tempted to ignore the summons, but her conscience, no less than her grateful affection for her aunt, made such behavior impossible. softly she stole out of the room and noiselessly closed the door behind her. a half-hour later, when her aunt and cousins had gone to bed, and while the august school board still occupied the parlor, tillie sat sewing in the sitting-room, while the doctor, at the other side of the table, nodded over his newspaper. since tillie had come to live at the hotel, she and the doctor were often together in the evening; the doc was fond of a chat over his pipe with the child whom he so helped and befriended in her secret struggles to educate herself. there was, of course, a strong bond of sympathy and friendship between them in their common conspiracy with miss margaret, whom the doctor had never ceased to hold in tender memory. just now tillie's ears were strained to catch the sounds of the adjourning of the board. when at last she heard their shuffling footsteps in the hall, her heart beat fast with suspense. a moment more and the door leading from the parlor opened and fairchilds came out into the sitting-room. tillie did not lift her eyes from her sewing, but the room seemed suddenly filled with his presence. "well!" the doctor roused himself to greet the young man; "were you 'lected?" breathlessly, tillie waited to hear his answer. "oh, yes; i've escaped alive!" fairchilds leaned against the table in an attitude of utter relaxation. "they roasted me brown, though! galileo at rome, and martin luther at worms, had a dead easy time compared to what i've been through!" "i guess!" the doctor laughed. "ain't!" "i'm going to bed," the teacher announced in a tone of collapse. "good night!" "good night!" answered the doctor, cordially. fairchilds drew himself up from the table and took a step toward the stairway; this brought him to tillie's side of the table, and he paused a moment and looked down upon her as she sewed. her fingers trembled, and the pulse in her throat beat suffocatingly, but she did not look up. "good night, miss--tillie, isn't it?" "matilda maria," tillie's soft, shy voice replied as her eyes, full of light, were raised, for an instant, to the face above her. the man smiled and bowed his acknowledgment; then, after an instant's hesitation, he said, "pardon me: the uniform you and mrs. wackernagel wear--may i ask what it is?" "'uniform'?" breathed tillie, wonderingly. "oh, you mean the garb? we are members of meeting. the world calls us new mennonites." "and this is the uni--the garb of the new mennonites?" "yes, sir." "it is a very becoming garb, certainly," fairchilds smiled, gazing down upon the fair young girl with a puzzled look in his own face, for he recognized, not only in her delicate features, and in the light of her beautiful eyes, but also in her speech, a something that set her apart from the rest of this household. tillie colored deeply at his words, and the doctor laughed outright. "by gum! they wear the garb to make 'em look unbecomin'! and he ups and tells her it's becomin' yet! that's a choke, teacher! one on you, ain't? that there cap's to hide the hair which is a pride to the sek! and that cape over the bust is to hide woman's allurin' figger. see? and you ups and tells her it's a becomin' unyform! unyforms is what new mennonites don't uphold to! them's fur cat'lics and 'piscopals--and fur warriors--and the mennonites don't favor war! unyforms yet!" he laughed. "i'm swanged if that don't tickle me!" "i stand corrected. i beg pardon if i've offended," fairchilds said hastily. "miss--matilda--i hope i've not hurt your feelings? believe me, i did not mean to." "och!" the doctor answered for her, "tillie she ain't so easy hurt to her feelin's, are you, tillie? gosh, teacher, them manners you got must keep you busy! well, sometimes i think i'm better off if i stay common. then i don't have to bother." the door leading from the bar-room opened suddenly and jacob getz stood on the threshold. "well, tillie," he said by way of greeting. "uncle abe sayed you wasn't went to bed yet, so i stopped to see you a minute." "well, father," tillie answered as she put down her sewing and came up to him. awkwardly he bent to kiss her, and tillie, even in her emotional excitement, realized, with a passing wonder, that he appeared glad to see her after a week of separation. "it's been some lonesome, havin' you away," he told her. "is everybody well?" she asked. "yes, middlin'. you was sewin', was you?" he inquired, glancing at the work on the table. "yes, sir." "all right. don't waste your time. next saturday i 'll stop off after market on my way out from lancaster and see you oncet, and get your wages off of aunty em." "yes, sir." a vague idea of something unusual in the light of tillie's eyes arrested him. he glanced suspiciously at the doctor, who was speaking in a low tone to the teacher. "look-ahere, tillie. if teacher there wants to keep comp'ny with one of yous girls, it ain't to be you, mind. he ain't to be makin' up to you! i don't want you to waste your time that there way." apprehensively, tillie darted a sidelong glance at the teacher to see if he had heard--for though no tender sentiment was associated in her mind with the idea of "keeping company," yet intuitively she felt the unseemliness of her father's warning and its absurdity in the eyes of such as this stranger. mr. fairchilds was leaning against the table, his arms folded, his lips compressed and his face flushed. she was sure that he had overheard her father. was he angry, or--almost worse--did that compressed mouth mean concealed amusement? "well, now, i must be goin'," said mr. getz. "be a good girl, mind. och, i 'most forgot to tell you. me and your mom's conceited we'd drive up to puntz's sunday afternoon after the dinner work's through a'ready. and if aunty em don't want you partic'lar, you're to come home and mind the childern, do you hear?" "yes, sir." "now, don't forget. well, good-by, then." again he bent to kiss her, and tillie felt fairchilds's eyes upon her, as unresponsively she submitted to the caress. "good night to you, teacher." mr. getz gruffly raised his voice to speak to the pair by the table. "and to you, doc." they answered him and he went away. when tillie slowly turned back to the table, the teacher hastily took his leave and moved away to the stairway at the other end of the room. as she took up her sewing, she heard him mount the steps and presently close and lock the door of his room at the head of the stairs. "he was, now, wonderful surprised, tillie," the doctor confided to her, "when i tole him jake getz was your pop. he don't think your pop takes after you any. i says to him, 'tillie's pop, there, bein' one of your bosses, you better make up to tillie,' i says, and he sayed, 'you don't mean to tell me that that mr. getz of the school board is the father of this girl?' 'that's what,' i says. 'he's that much her father,' i says, 'that you'd better keep on the right side of him by makin' up to tillie,' i says, just to plague him. and just then your pop up and sayed if teacher wanted to keep comp'ny he must pick out 'manda or rebecca--and i seen teacher wanted to laugh, but his manners wouldn't leave him. he certainly has, now, a lot of manners, ain't, tillie?" tillie's head was bent over her sewing and she did not answer. the doctor yawned, stretched himself, and guessed he would step into the bar-room. tillie bent over her sewing for a long time after she was left alone. the music of the young man's grave voice as he had spoken her name and called her "miss matilda" sang in her brain. the fascination of his smile as he had looked down into her eyes, and the charm of his chivalrous courtesy, so novel to her experience, haunted and intoxicated her. and tonight, tillie felt her soul flooded with a life and light so new and strange that she trembled as before a miracle. meanwhile, walter fairchilds, alone in his room, his mind too full of the events and characters to which the past day had introduced him to admit of sleep, was picturing, with mingled amusement and regret, the genuine horror of his fastidious relatives could they know of his present environment, among people for whom their vocabulary had but one word--a word which would have consigned them all, even that sweet-voiced, clear-eyed little puritan, matilda maria, to outer darkness; and that he, their adopted son and brother, should be breaking bread and living on a footing of perfect equality with these villagers he knew would have been, in their eyes, an offense only second in heinousness to that of his apostasy. xvi the wackernagels "conwerse" the next day, being the sabbath, brought to tillie two of the keenest temptations she had ever known. in the first place, she did not want to obey her father and go home after dinner to take care of the children. all in a day the hotel had become to her the one haven where she would be, outside of which the sun did not shine. true, by going home she might hope to escape the objectionable sunday evening sitting-up with absalom; for in spite of the note she had sent him, telling him of her father's wish that he must not come to see her at the hotel, she was unhappily sure that he would appear as usual. indeed, with his characteristic dogged persistency, he was pretty certain to follow her, whithersoever she went. and even if he did not, it would be easier to endure the slow torture of his endless visit under this roof, which sheltered also that other presence, than to lose one hour away from its wonderful and mysterious charm. "now, look here, tillie," said aunty em, at the breakfast-table, "you worked hard this week, and this after you're restin'--leastways, unless you want to go home and take care of all them litter of childern. if you don't want to go, you just stay--and _i'll_ take the blame! i'll say i needed you." "let jake getz come 'round here tryin' to bully you, tillie," exclaimed mr. wackernagel, "and it won't take me a week to tell him what i think of him! i don't owe him nothin'!" "no," agreed jake getz's sister, "we don't live off of him!" "and i don't care who fetches him neither!" added mr. wackernagel--which expression of contempt was one of the most scathing known to the tongue of a pennsylvania dutchman. "what are you goin' to do, tillie?" amanda asked. "are you goin' or stayin'?" tillie wavered a moment between duty and inclination; between the habit of servility to her father and the magic power that held her in its fascinating spell here under her uncle's roof. "i'm staying," she faltered. "good fur you, tillie!" laughed her uncle. "you're gettin' learnt here to take your own head a little fur things. well, i'd like to get you spoilt good fur your pop--that's what i'd like to do!" "we darsent go too fur," warned aunty em, "or he won't leave her stay with us at all." "now there's you, abe," remarked the doctor, dryly; "from the time your childern could walk and talk a'ready all you had to say was 'go'--and they stayed. ain't?" mr. wackernagel joined in the loud laughter of his wife and daughters. tillie realized that the teacher, as he sipped his coffee, was listening to the dialogue with astonishment and curiosity, and she hungered to know all that was passing through his mind. her second temptation came to her upon hearing fairchilds, as they rose from the breakfast-table, suggest a walk in the woods with amanda and rebecca. "and won't miss tillie go too?" he inquired. her aunt answered for her. "och, she wouldn't have dare, her bein' a member, you know. it would be breakin' the sabbath. and anyways, even if it wasn't sunday, us new mennonites don't take walks or do anything just fur pleasure when they ain't nothin' useful in it. if tillie went, i'd have to report her to the meetin', even if it did go ag'in' me to do it." "and then what would happen?" mr. fairchilds inquired curiously. "she'd be set back." "'set back'?" "she wouldn't have dare to greet the sisters with a kiss, and she couldn't speak with me or eat with me or any of the brothers and sisters till she gave herself up ag'in and obeyed to the rules." "this is very interesting," commented fairchilds, his contemplative gaze moving from the face of mrs. wackernagel to tillie. "but," he questioned, "mrs. wackernagel, why are your daughters allowed to do what you think wrong and would not do?" "well," began aunty em, entering with relish into the discussion, for she was strong in theology, "we don't hold to forcin' our childern or interferin' with the free work of the holy spirit in bringin' souls to the truth. we don't do like them fashionable churches of the world where teaches their childern to say their prayers and makes 'em read the bible and go to sunday-school. we don't uphold to sunday-schools. you can't read nothin' in the scripture about sunday-schools. we hold everybody must come by their free will, and learnt only of the holy spirit, into the light of the one true way." fairchilds gravely thanked her for her explanation and pursued the subject no further. when tillie presently saw him start out with her cousins, an unregenerate longing filled her soul to stay away from meeting and go with them, to spend this holy sabbath day in worshiping, not her god, but this most god-like being who had come like the opening up of heaven into her simple, uneventful life. in her struggle with her conscience to crush such sinful desires, tillie felt that now, for the first time, she understood how jacob of old had wrestled with the angel. her spiritual struggle was not ended by her going dutifully to meeting with her aunt. during all the long services of the morning she fought with her wandering attention to keep it upon the sacred words that were spoken and sung. but her thoughts would not be controlled. straying like a wicked imp into forbidden paths, her fancy followed the envied ones into the soft, cool shadows of the autumn woods and along the banks of the beautiful conestoga, and mingling with the gentle murmuring of the leaves and the rippling of the water, she heard that resonant voice, so unlike any voice she had ever heard before, and that little abrupt laugh with its odd falsetto note, which haunted her like a strain of music; and she saw, in the sunlight of the lovely october morning, against a background of gold and brown leaves and silver water, the finely chiseled face, the thoughtful, pale forehead, the kind eyes, the capable white hands, of this most wonderful young man. tillie well understood that could the brethren and sisters know in what a worldly frame of mind she sat in the house of god this day, undoubtedly they would present her case for "discipline," and even, perhaps, "set her back." but all the while that she tried to fight back the enemy of her soul, who thus subtly beset her with temptation to sin, she felt the utter uselessness of her struggle with herself. for even when she did succeed in forcing her attention upon some of the hymns, it was in whimsical and persistent terms of the teacher that she considered them. how was it possible, she wondered, for him, or any unconverted soul, to hear, without being moved to "give himself up," such lines as these: "he washed them all to make them clean, but judas still was full of sin. may none of us, like judas, sell our lord for gold, and go to hell!" and these: "o man, remember, thou must die; the sentence is for you and i. where shall we be, or will we go, when we must leave this world below?" in the same moment that tillie was wondering how a "truth-seeker" would feel under these searching words, she felt herself condemned by them for her wandering attention. the young girl's feelings toward the stranger at this present stage of their evolution were not, like those of amanda and rebecca, the mere instinctive feminine craving for masculine admiration. she did not think of herself in relation to him at all. a great hunger possessed her to know him--all his thoughts, his emotions, the depths and the heights of him; she did not long, or even wish, that he might know and admire her. the three-mile drive home from church seemed to tillie, sitting in the high, old-fashioned buggy at her aunt's side, an endless journey. never had old dolly traveled so deliberately or with more frequent dead stops in the road to meditate upon her long-past youth. mrs. wackernagel's ineffectual slaps of the reins upon the back of the decrepit animal inspired in tillie an inhuman longing to seize the whip and lash the feeble beast into a swift pace. the girl felt appalled at her own feelings, so novel and inexplicable they seemed to her. whether there was more of ecstasy or torture in them, she hardly knew. immediately after dinner the teacher went out and did not turn up again until evening, when he retired immediately to the seclusion of his own room. the mystification of the family at this unaccountably unsocial behavior, their curiosity as to where he had been, their suspense as to what he did when alone so long in his bedroom, reached a tension that was painful. promptly at half-past six, absalom, clad in his sunday suit, appeared at the hotel, to perform his weekly stint of sitting-up. as rebecca always occupied the parlor on sunday evening with her gentleman friend, there was only left to absalom and tillie to sit either in the kitchen or with the assembled family in the sitting-room. tillie preferred the latter. of course she knew that such respite as the presence of the family gave her was only temporary, for in friendly consideration of what were supposed to be her feelings in the matter, they would all retire early. absalom also knowing this, accepted the brief inconvenience of their presence without any marked restiveness. "say, absalom," inquired the doctor, as the young man took up his post on the settee beside tillie, sitting as close to her as he could without pushing her off, "how did your pop pass his opinion about the new teacher after the board meeting saturday, heh?" the doctor was lounging in his own special chair by the table, his fat legs crossed and his thumbs thrust into his vest arms. amanda idly rocked back and forth in a large luridly painted rocking-chair by the window, and mrs. wackernagel sat by the table before an open bible in which she was not too much absorbed to join occasionally in the general conversation. "he sayed he was afraid he was some tony," answered absalom. "and," he added, a reflection in his tone of his father's suspicious attitude on saturday night toward fairchilds, "pop sayed he couldn't make out what was his conwictions. he couldn't even tell right was he a bible christian or no." "he certainly does, now, have pecooliar views," agreed the doctor. "i was talkin' to him this after--" "you was!" exclaimed amanda, a note of chagrin in her voice. "well, i'd like to know where at? where had he took himself to?" "up to the woods there by the old mill. i come on him there at five o'clock--layin' readin' and musin'--when i was takin' a short cut home through the woods comin' from adam oberholzer's." "well i never!" cried amanda. "and was he out there all by hisself the whole afternoon?" she asked incredulously. "so much as i know. ain't he, now, a queer feller not to want a girl along when one was so handy?" teased the doctor. "well," retorted amanda, "i think he's hard up--to be spendin' a whole afternoon readin'!" "oh, doc!" tillie leaned forward and whispered, "he's up in his room and perhaps he can hear us through the register!" "i wisht he kin," declared amanda, "if it would learn him how dumm us folks thinks a feller where spends a whole sunday afternoon by hisself readin'!" "why, yes," put in mrs. wackernagel; "what would a body be wantin' to waste time like that fur?--when he could of spent his nice afternoon settin' there on the porch with us all, conwersin'." "and he's at it ag'in this evenin', up there in his room," the doctor informed them. "i went up to give him my lamp, and i'm swanged if he ain't got a many books and such pamp'lets in his room! as many as ten, i guess! i tole him: i says, 'it does, now, beat all the way you take to them books and pamp'lets and things!'" "it's a pity of him!" said motherly mrs. wackernagel. "and i says to him," added the doctor, "i says, 'you ain't much fur sociability, are you?' i says." "well, i did think, too, amanda," sympathized her mother, "he'd set up with you mebbe to-night, seein' rebecca and tillie's each got their gent'man comp'ny--even if he didn't mean it fur really, but only to pass the time." "och, he needn't think i'm dyin' to set up with him! there's a plenty others would be glad to set up with me, if i was one of them that was fur keepin' comp'ny with just anybody! but i did think when i heard he was goin' to stop here that mebbe he'd be a jolly feller that way. well," amanda concluded scathingly, "i'm goin' to tell lizzie hershey she ain't missin' much!" "what's them pecooliar views of hisn you was goin' to speak to us, doc?" said absalom. "och, yes, i was goin' to tell you them. well, here this after we got to talkin' about the subjeck of prayer, and i ast him his opinion. and if i understood right what he meant, why, prayin' is no different to him than musin'. leastways, that's the thought i got out of his words." "musin'," repeated absalom. "what's musin'?" "yes, what's that ag'in?" asked mrs. wackernagel, alert with curiosity, theological discussions being always of deep interest to her. "musin' is settin' by yourself and thinkin' of your learnin'," explained the doctor. "i've took notice, this long time back, educated persons they like to set by theirselves, still, and muse." "and do you say," demanded absalom, indignantly, "that teacher he says it's the same to him as prayin'--this here musin'?" "so much as i know, that's what he sayed." "well," declared absalom, "that there ain't in the bible! he'd better watch out! if he ain't a bible christian, pop and jake getz and the other directors'll soon put him off william penn!" "och, absalom, go sass your gran'mom!" was the doctor's elegant retort. "what's ailin' you, anyways, that you want to be so spunky about teacher? i guess you're mebbe thinkin' he'll cut you out with tillie, ain't?" "i'd like to see him try it oncet!" growled absalom. tillie grew cold with fear that the teacher might hear them; but she knew there was no use in protesting. "are you goin' to keep on at william penn all winter, absalom?" mrs. wackernagel asked. "just long enough to see if he kin learn 'rithmetic to me. ezra herr, he was too dumm to learn me." "mebbe," said the doctor, astutely, "you was too dumm to get learnt!" "i am wonderful dumm in 'rithmetic," absalom acknowledged shamelessly. "but pop says this here teacher is smart and kin mebbe learn me. i've not saw him yet myself." much as tillie disliked being alone with her suitor, she was rather relieved this evening when the family, en masse, significantly took its departure to the second floor; for she hoped that with no one but absalom to deal with, she could induce him to lower his voice so their talk would not be audible to the teacher in the room above. had she been able but faintly to guess what was to ensue on her being left alone with him, she would have fled up-stairs with the rest of the family and left absalom to keep company with the chairs. xvii the teacher meets absalom only a short time had the sitting-room been abandoned to them when tillie was forced to put a check upon her lover's ardor. "now, absalom," she firmly said, moving away from his encircling arm, "unless you leave me be, i'm not sitting on the settee alongside you at all. you must not kiss me or hold my hand--or even touch me. never again. i told you so last sunday night." "but why?" absalom asked, genuinely puzzled. "is it that i kreistle you, tillie?" "n--no," she hesitated. an affirmative reply, she knew, would be regarded as a cold-blooded insult. in fact, tillie herself did not understand her own repugnance to absalom's caresses. "you act like as if i made you feel repulsive to me, tillie," he complained. "n--no. i don't want to be touched. that's all." "well, i'd like to know what fun you think there is in settin' up with a girl that won't leave a feller kiss her or hug her!" "i'm sure i don't know what you do see in it, absalom. i told you not to come." "if i ain't to hold your hand or kiss yon, what are we to do to pass the time?" he reasoned. "i'll tell you, absalom. let me read to you. then we wouldn't be wasting the evening." "i ain't much fur readin'. i ain't like teacher." he frowned and looked at her darkly. "i've took notice how much fur books you are that way. last sunday night, too, you sayed, 'let me read somepin to you.' mebbe you and teacher will be settin' up readin' together. and mebbe the doc wasn't just jokin' when he sayed teacher might cut me out!" "please, absalom," tillie implored him, "don't talk so loud!" "i don't care! i hope he hears me sayin' that if he ever comes tryin' to get my girl off me, i 'll get pop to have him put off his job!" "none of you know what you are talking about," tillie indignantly whispered. "you can't understand. the teacher is a man that wouldn't any more keep company with one of us country girls than you would keep company, absalom, with a gipsy. he's above us!" "well, i guess if you're good enough fur me, tillie getz, you're good enough fur anybody else--leastways fur a man that gets his job off the wotes of your pop and mine!" "the teacher is a--a gentleman, absalom." absalom did not understand. "well, i guess i know he ain't a lady. i guess i know what his sek is!" tillie sighed in despair, and sank back on the settee. for a few minutes they sat in strained silence. "i never seen a girl like what you are! you're wonderful different to the other girls i've knew a'ready." tillie did not reply. "where d'you come by them books you read?" "the doc gets them for me." "well, tillie, look-ahere. i spoke somepin to the doc how i wanted to fetch you somepin along when i come over sometime, and i ast him what, now, he thought you would mebbe like. and he sayed a book. so i got cousin sally puntz to fetch one along fur me from the methodist sunday-school li-bry, and here i brung it over to you." he produced a small volume from his coat pocket. "i was 'most ashamed to bring it, it's so wonderful little. i tole cousin sally, 'why didn't you bring me a bigger book?' and she sayed she did try to get a bigger one, but they was all. there's one in that li-bry with four hunderd pages. i tole her, now, she's to try to get me that there one next sunday before it's took by somebody. this one's 'most too little." tillie smiled as she took it from him. "thank you, absalom. i don't care if it's little, so long as it's interesting--and instructive," she spoke primly. "the bible's such a big book, i thought the bigger the book was, the nearer it was like the bible," said absalom. "but there's the dictionary, absalom. it's as big as the bible." "don't the size make nothin'?" absalom asked. tillie shook her head, still smiling. she glanced down and read aloud the title of the book she held: "'what a young husband ought to know.'" "but, absalom!" she faltered. "well? what?" she looked up into his heavy, blank face, and suddenly a faint sense of humor seemed born in her--and she laughed. the laugh illumined her face, and it was too much for absalom. he seized her and kissed her, with resounding emphasis, squarely on the mouth. instantly tillie wrenched herself away from him and stood up. her face was flushed and her eyes sparkled. and yet, she was not indignant with him in the sense that a less unsophisticated girl would have been. absalom, according to new canaan standards, was not exceeding his rights under the circumstances. but an instinct, subtle, undefined, incomprehensible to herself, contradicted, indeed, by every convention of the neighborhood in which she had been reared, made tillie feel that in yielding her lips to this man for whom she did not care, and whom, if she could hold out against him, she did not intend to marry, she was desecrating her womanhood. vague and obscure as her feeling was, it was strong enough to control her. "i meant what i said, absalom. if you won't leave me be, i won't stay here with you. you'll have to go home, for now i'm going right up-stairs." she spoke with a firmness that made the dull youth suddenly realize a thing of which he had never dreamed, that however slightly tillie resembled her father in other respects, she did have a bit of his determination. she took a step toward the stairs, but absalom seized her skirts and pulled her back. "you needn't think i'm leavin' you act like that to me, tillie!" he muttered, his ardor whetted by the difficulties of his courting. "now i'll learn you!" and holding her slight form in his burly grasp he kissed her again and again. "leave me go!" she cried. "i'll call out if you don't! stop it, absalom!" absalom laughed aloud, his eyes glittering as he felt her womanly helplessness in his strong clasp. "what you goin' to do about it, tillie? you can't help yourself--you got to get kissed if you want to or no!" and again his articulate caresses sounded upon her shrinking lips, and he roared with laughter in his own satisfaction and in his enjoyment of her predicament. "you can't help yourself," he said, crushing her against him in a bearish hug. "absalom!" the girl's voice rang out sharply in pain and fear. then of a sudden absalom's wrists were seized in a strong grip, and the young giant found his arms pinned behind him. "now, then, absalom, you let this little girl alone. do you understand?" said fairchilds, coolly, as he let go his hold on the youth and stepped round to his side. absalom's face turned white with fury as he realized who had dared to interfere. he opened his lips, but speech would not come to him. clenching his fingers, he drew back his arm, but his heavy fist, coming swiftly forward, was caught easily in fairchilds's palm--and held there. "come, come," he said soothingly, "it isn't worth while to row, you know. and in the presence of the lady!" "you mind to your own business!" spluttered absalom, struggling to free his hand, and, to his own surprise, failing. quickly he drew back his left fist and again tried to strike, only to find it too caught and held, with no apparent effort on the part of the teacher. tillie, at first pale with fright at what had promised to be so unequal a contest in view of the teacher's slight frame and the brawny, muscular strength of absalom, felt her pulses bound with a thrill of admiration for this cool, quiet force which could render the other's fury so helpless; while at the same time she felt sick with shame. "blame you!" cried absalom, wildly. "le' me be! it don't make nothin' to you if i kiss my girl! i don't owe you nothin'! you le' me be!" "certainly," returned fairchilds, cheerfully. "just stop annoying miss tillie, that's all i want."' he dropped the fellow's hands and deliberately drew out his handkerchief to wipe his own. a third time absalom made a furious dash at him, to find his two wrists caught in the vise-like grip of his antagonist. "tut, tut, absalom, this is quite enough. behave yourself, or i shall be obliged to hurt you." "you--you white-faced, woman-faced mackerel! you think you kin hurt me! you--" "now then," fairchilds again dropped absalom's hands and picked up from the settee the book which the youth had presented to tillie. "here, absalom, take your 'what a young husband ought to know' and go home." something in the teacher's quiet, confident tone cowed absalom completely--for the time being, at least. he was conquered. it was very bewildering. the man before him was not half his weight and was not in the least ruffled. how had he so easily "licked" him? absalom, by reason of his stalwart physique and the fact that his father was a director, had, during most of his school life, found pleasing diversion in keeping the various teachers of william penn cowed before him. he now saw his supremacy in that quarter at an end--physically speaking at least. there might be a moral point of attack. "look-ahere!" he blustered. "do you know my pop's nathaniel puntz, the director?" "you are a credit to him, absalom. by the way, will you take a message to him from me? tell him, please, that the lock on the school-room door is broken, and i'd be greatly obliged if he would send up a lock-smith to mend it." absalom looked discouraged. a harvard graduate was, manifestly, a freak of nature--invulnerable at all points. "if pop gets down on you, you won't be long at william penn!" he bullied. "you'll soon get chased off your job!" "my job at breaking you in? well, well, i might be spending my time more profitably, that's so." "you go on out of here and le' me alone with my girl!" quavered absalom, blinking away tears of rage. "that will be as she says. how is it, miss tillie? do you want him to go?" now tillie knew that if she allowed absalom puntz to leave her in his present state of baffled anger, fairchilds would not remain in new canaan a month. absalom was his father's only child, and nathaniel puntz was known to be both suspicious and vindictive. "clothed in a little brief authority," as school director, he never missed an opportunity to wield his precious power. with quick insight, tillie realized that the teacher would think meanly of her if, after her outcry at absalom's amorous behavior, she now inconsistently ask that he remain with her for the rest of the evening. but what the teacher might think about her did not matter so much as that he should be saved from the wrath of absalom. "please leave him stay," she answered in a low voice. fairchilds gazed in surprise upon the girl's sweet, troubled face. "let him stay?" "yes." "then perhaps my interference was unwelcome?" "i thank you, but--i want him to stay." "yes? i beg pardon for my intrusion. good night." he turned away somewhat abruptly and left the room. and tillie was again alone with absalom. in his chamber, getting ready for bed, fairchilds's thoughts idly dwelt upon the strange contradictions he seemed to see in the character of the little mennonite maiden. he had thought that he recognized in her a difference from the rest of this household--a difference in speech, in feature, in countenance, in her whole personality. and yet she could allow the amorous attentions of that coarse, stupid cub; and her protestations against the fellow's liberties with her had been mere coquetry. well, he would be careful, another time, how he played the part of a don quixote. meantime tillie, with suddenly developed histrionic skill, was, by a spartan self-sacrifice in submitting to absalom's love-making, overcoming his wrath against the teacher. absalom never suspected how he was being played upon, or what a mere tool he was in the hands of this gentle little girl, when, somewhat to his own surprise, he found himself half promising that the teacher should not be complained of to his father. the infinite tact and scheming it required on tillie's part to elicit this assurance without further arousing his jealousy left her, at the end of his prolonged sitting-up, utterly exhausted. yet when at last her weary head found her pillow, it was not to rest or sleep. a haunting, fearful certainty possessed her. "dumm" as he was, absalom, in his invulnerable persistency, had become to the tired, tortured girl simply an irresistible force of nature. and tillie felt that, struggle as she might against him, there would come a day when she could fight no longer, and so at last she must fall a victim to this incarnation of dutch determination. xviii tillie reveals herself in the next few days, tillie tried in vain to summon courage to appeal to the teacher for assistance in her winter's study. day after day she resolved to speak to him, and as often postponed it, unable to conquer her shyness. meantime, however, under the stimulus of his constant presence, she applied herself in every spare moment to the school-books used by her two cousins, and in this unaided work she succeeded, as usual, in making headway. fairchilds's attention was arrested by the frequent picture of the little mennonite maiden conning school-books by lamp-light. one evening he happened to be alone with her for a few minutes in the sitting-room. it was hallowe'en, and he was waiting for amanda to come down from her room, where she was arraying herself for conquest at a party in the village, to which he had been invited to escort her. "studying all alone?" he inquired sociably, coming to the table where tillie sat, and looking down upon her. "yes," said tillie, raising her eyes for an instant. "may i see!" he bent to look at her book, pressing it open with his palm, and the movement brought his hand in contact with hers. tillie felt for an instant as if she were going to swoon, so strangely delicious was the shock. "'hiawatha,'" he said, all unconscious of the tempest in the little soul apparently so close to him, yet in reality so immeasurably far away. "do you enjoy it?" he inquired curiously. "oh, yes"; then quickly she added, "i am parsing it." "oh!" there was a faint disappointment in his tone. "but," she confessed, "i read it all through the first day i began to parse it, and--and i wish i was parsing something else, because i keep reading this instead of parsing it, and--" "you enjoy the story and the poetry?" he questioned. "but a body mustn't read just for pleasure," she said timidly; "but for instruction; and this 'hiawatha' is a temptation to me." "what makes you think you ought not to read 'just for pleasure'?" "that would be a vanity. and we mennonites are loosed from the things of the world." "do you never do anything just for the pleasure of it?" "when pleasure and duty go hand in hand, then pleasure is not displeasing to god. but christ, you know, did not go about seeking pleasure. and we try to follow him in all things." "but, child, has not god made the world beautiful for our pleasure? has he not given us appetites and passions for our pleasure?--minds and hearts and bodies constructed for pleasure?" "has he made anything for pleasure apart from usefulness?" tillie asked earnestly, suddenly forgetting her shyness. "but when a thing gives pleasure it is serving the highest possible use," he insisted. "it is blasphemous to close your nature to the pleasures god has created for you. blasphemous!" "those thoughts have come to me still," said tillie. "but i know they were sent to me by the enemy." "'the enemy'?" "the enemy of our souls." "oh!" he nodded; then abruptly added, "now do you know, little girl, i wouldn't let him bother me at this stage of the game, if i were you! he's a back number, really!" he checked himself, remembering how dangerous such heresies were in new canaan. "don't you find it dull working alone?" he asked hastily, "and rather uphill?" "it is often very hard." "often? then you have been doing it for some time?" "yes," tillie answered hesitatingly. no one except the doctor shared her secret with miss margaret. self-concealment had come to be the habit of her life--her instinct for self-preservation. and yet, the teacher's evident interest, his presence so close to her, brought all her soul to her lips. she had a feeling that if she could overcome her shyness, she would be able to speak to him as unrestrainedly, as truly, as she talked in her letters to miss margaret. "do you have no help at all?" he pursued. could she trust him with the secret of miss margaret's letters? the habit of secretiveness was too strong upon her. "there is no one here to help me--unless you would sometimes," she timidly answered. "i am at your service always. nothing could give me greater pleasure." "thank you." her face flushed with delight. "you have, of course, been a pupil at william penn?" he asked. "yes, but father took me out of school when i was twelve. ever since then i've been trying to educate myself, but--" she lifted troubled eyes to his face, "no one here knows it but the doctor. no one must know it." "trust me," he nodded. "but why must they not know it?" "father would stop it if he found it out." "why?" "he wouldn't leave me waste the time." "you have had courage--to have struggled against such odds." "it has not been easy. but--it seems to me the things that are worth having are never easy to get." fairchilds looked at her keenly. "'the things that are worth having'? what do you count as such things?" "knowledge and truth; and personal freedom to be true to one's self." he concealed the shock of surprise he felt at her words. "what have we here?" he wondered, his pulse quickening as he looked into the shining upraised eyes of the girl and saw the tumultuous heaving of her bosom. he had been right after all, then, in feeling that she was different from the rest of them! he could see that it was under the stress of unusual emotion that she gave expression to thoughts which of necessity she must seldom or never utter to those about her. "'personal freedom to be true to one's self'?" he repeated. "what would it mean to you if you had it?" "life!" she answered. "i am only a dead machine, except when i am living out my true self." he deliberately placed his hand on hers as it lay on the table. "you make me want to clasp hands with you. do you realize what a big truth you have gotten hold of--and all that it involves?" "i only know what it means to me." "you are not free to be yourself?" "i have never drawn a natural breath except in secret." tillie's face was glowing. scarcely did she know herself in this wonderful experience of speaking freely, face to face, with one who understood. "my own recent experiences of life," he said gravely, "have brought me, too, to realize that it is death in life not to be true to one's self. but if you wait for the freedom to be so--" he shrugged his shoulders. "one always has that freedom if he will take it--at its fearful cost. to be uncompromisingly and always true to one's self simply means martyrdom in one form or another." he, too, marveled that he should have found any one in this household to whom he could speak in such a vein as this. "i always thought," tillie said, "that when i was enough educated to be a teacher and be independent of father, i would be free to live truly. but i see that you cannot. you, too, have to hide your real self. else you could not stay here in new canaan." "or anywhere else, child," he smiled. "it is only with the rare few whom one finds on one's own line of march that one can be absolutely one's self. your secret life, miss tillie, is not unique." a fascinating little brown curl had escaped from tillie's cap and lay on her cheek, and she raised her hand to push it back where it belonged, under its snowy mennonite covering. "don't!" said fairchilds. "let it be. it's pretty!" tillie stared up at him, a new wonder in her eyes. "in that mennonite cap, you look like--like a madonna!" almost unwittingly the words had leaped from his lips; he could not hold them back. and in uttering them, it came to him that in the freedom permissible to him with an unsophisticated but interesting and gifted girl like this--freedom from the conventional restraints which had always limited his intercourse with the girls of his own social world--there might be possible a friendship such as he had never known except with those of his own sex--and with them but rarely. the thought cheered him mightily; for his life in new canaan was heavy with loneliness. with the selfishness natural to man, he did not stop to consider what such companionship might come to mean to this inexperienced girl steeped in a life of sordid labor and unbroken monotony. there came the rustle of amanda's skirts on the stairs. fairchilds clasped tillie's passive hand. "i feel that i have found a friend to-night." amanda, brilliant in a scarlet frock and pink ribbons, appeared in the doorway. the vague, almost unseeing look with which the teacher turned to her was interpreted by the vanity of this buxom damsel to be the dazzled vision of eyes half blinded by her radiance. for a long time after they had gone away together, tillie sat with her face bowed upon her book, happiness surging through her with every great throb of her heart. at last she rose, picked up the lamp and carried it into the kitchen to the little mirror before which the family combed their hair. holding the lamp high, she surveyed her features. as long as her arm would bear the weight of the uplifted lamp, she gazed at her reflected image. when presently with trembling arm she set it on the dresser, tillie, like mother eve of old, had tasted of the tree of knowledge. tillie knew that she was very fair. that evening marked another crisis in the girl's inner life. far into the night she lay with her eyes wide open, staring into the darkness, seeing there strange new visions of her own soul, gazing into its hitherto unsounded depths and seeing there the heaven or the hell--she scarcely knew which--that possessed all her being. "blasphemous to close your nature to the pleasures god has created for you!" his words burned themselves into her brain. was it to an abyss of degradation that her nature was bearing her in a swift and fatal tide--or to a holy height of blessedness? alternately her fired imagination and awakened passion exalted her adoration of him into an almost religious joy, making her yearn to give herself to him, soul and body, as to a god; then plunged her into an agony of remorse and terror at her own idolatry and lawlessness. a new universe was opened up to her, and all of life appeared changed. all the poetry and the stories which she had ever read held new and wonderful meanings. the beauty in nature, which, even as a child, she had felt in a way she knew those about her could never have understood, now spoke to her in a language of infinite significance. the mystery, the wonder, the power of love were revealed to her, and her soul was athirst to drink deep at this magic fountain of living water. "you look like a madonna!" oh, surely, thought tillie, in the long hours of that wakeful night, this bliss which filled her heart was a temptation of the evil one, who did not scruple to use even such as the teacher for an instrument to work her undoing! was not his satanic hand clearly shown in these vain and wicked thoughts which crowded upon her--thoughts of how fair she would look in a red gown like amanda's, or in a blue hat like rebecca's, instead of in her white cap and black hood? she crushed her face in her pillow in an agony of remorse for her own faithlessness, as she felt how hideous was that black mennonite hood and all the plain garb which hitherto had stood to her for the peace, the comfort, the happiness, of her life! with all her mind, she tried to force back such wayward, sinful thoughts, but the more she wrestled with them, the more persistently did they obtrude themselves. on her knees she passionately prayed to be delivered from the temptation of such unfaithfulness to her lord, even in secret thought. yet even while in the very act of pleading for mercy, forgiveness, help, to her own unutterable horror she found herself wondering whether she would dare brave her father's wrath and ask her aunt, in the morning, to keep back from her father a portion of her week's wages that she might buy some new white caps, her old ones being of poor material and very worn. it was a tenet of her church that "wearing-apparel was instituted by god as a necessity for the sake of propriety and also for healthful warmth, but when used for purposes of adornment it becomes the evidence of an un-christlike spirit." now tillie knew that her present yearning for new caps was prompted, not by the praiseworthy and simple desire to be merely neat, but wholly by her vain longing to appear more fair in the eyes of the teacher. thus until the small hours of the morning did the young girl wrestle with the conflicting forces in her soul. but the enemy had it all his own way; for when tillie went down-stairs next morning to help her aunt get breakfast, she knew that she intended this day to buy those new caps in spite of the inevitable penalty she would have to suffer for daring to use her own money without her father's leave. and when she walked into the kitchen, her aunt was amazed to see the girl's fair face looking out from a halo of tender little brown curls, which, with a tortured conscience, and an apprehension of retribution at the hands of the meeting, tillie had brushed from under her cap and arranged with artful care. xix tillie tells a lie it was eleven o'clock on the following saturday morning, a busy hour at the hotel, and mrs. wackernagel and tillie were both hard at work in the kitchen, while eebecca and amanda were vigorously applying their young strength to "the up-stairs work." the teacher was lounging on the settee in the sitting-room, trying to read his boston transcript and divert his mind from its irritation and discontent under a condition of things which made it impossible for him to command tillie's time whenever he wanted a companion for a walk in the woods, or for a talk in which he might unburden himself of his pent-up thoughts and feelings. the only freedom she had was in the evening; and even then she was not always at liberty. there was amanda always ready and at hand--it kept him busy dodging her. why was fate so perverse in her dealings with him? why couldn't it be tillie instead of amanda? fairchilds chafed under this untoward condition of things like a fretful child--or, rather, just like a man who can't have what he wants. both tillie and her aunt went about their tasks this morning with a nervousness of movement and an anxiety of countenance that told of something unwonted in the air. fairchilds was vaguely conscious of this as he sat in the adjoining room, with the door ajar. "tillie!" said her aunt, with a sharpness unusual to her, as she closed the oven door with a spasmodic bang, "you put on your shawl and bonnet and go right up to sister jennie hershey's for some bacon." "why, aunty em!" said tillie, in surprise, looking up from the table where she was rolling out paste; "i can't let these pies." "i'll finish them pies. you just go now." "but we've got plenty of bacon." "if we've got bacon a-plenty, then get some ponhaus. or some mush. hurry up and go, tillie!" she came to the girl's side and took the rolling-pin from her hands. "and don't hurry back. set awhile. now get your things on quick." "but, aunty em--" "are you mindin' me, tillie, or ain't you?" her aunt sharply demanded. "but in about ten minutes father will be stopping on his way from lancaster market," tillie said, though obediently going toward the corner where hung her shawl and bonnet, "to get my wages and see me, aunty em--like what he does every saturday still." "well, don't be so dumm, tillie! that's why i'm sendin' you off!" "oh, aunty em, i don't want to go away and leave you to take all the blame for those new caps! and, anyhow, father will stop at sister jennie hershey's if he don't find me here." "i won't tell him you're there. and push them curls under your cap, or sister jennie'll be tellin' the meeting, and you'll be set back yet! i don't know what's come over you, tillie, to act that vain and unregenerate!" "father will guess i'm at sister jennie's, and he'll stop to see." "that's so, too." aunty em thoughtfully considered the situation. "go out and hide in the stable, tillie." tillie hesitated as she nervously twisted the strings of her bonnet. "what's the use of hiding, aunty em? i'd have to see him next saturday." "he won't be so mad about it till next saturday." tillie shook her head. "he'll keep getting angrier--until he has satisfied himself by punishing me in some way for spending that money without leave." the girl's face was pale, but she spoke very quietly, and her aunt looked at her curiously. "tillie, ain't you afraid of your pop no more?" "oh, aunty em! yes, i am afraid of him." "i'm all fidgety myself, thinkin' about how mad he'll be. dear knows what you must feel yet, tillie--and what all your little life you've been feelin', with his fear always hangin' over you still. sometimes when i think how my brother jake trains up his childern!"--indignation choked her--"i have feelin's that are un-christlike, tillie!" "and yet, aunty em," the girl said earnestly, "father does care for me too--even though he always did think i ought to want nothing else but to work for him. but he does care for me. the couple of times i was sick already, he was concerned. i can't forget it." "to be sure, he'd have to be a funny man if he wasn't concerned when his own child's sick, tillie. i don't give him much for that." "but it always puzzled me, aunty em--if father's concerned to see me sick or suffering, why will he himself deliberately make me suffer more than i ever suffered in any sickness? i never could understand that." "he always thinks he's doin' his duty by you. that we must give him. och, my! there's his wagon stoppin' now! go on out to the stable, tillie! quick!" "aunty em!" tillie faltered, "i'd sooner stay and have it done with now, than wait and have it hanging over me all the week till next saturday." there was another reason for her standing her ground and facing it out. ever since she had yielded to the temptation to buy the caps and let her hair curl about her face, her conscience had troubled her for her vanity; and a vague feeling that in suffering her father's displeasure she would be expiating her sin made her almost welcome his coming this morning. there was the familiar heavy tread in the bar-room which adjoined the kitchen. tillie flushed and paled by turns as it drew near, and her aunt rolled out the paste with a vigor and an emphasis that expressed her inward agitation. even fairchilds, in the next room, felt himself infected with the prevailing suspense. "well!" was jake getz's greeting as he entered the kitchen. "em!" he nodded to his sister. "well, tillie!" there was a note of affection in his greeting of his daughter. tillie realized that her father missed her presence at home almost as much as he missed the work that she did. the nature of his regard for her was a mystery that had always puzzled the girl. how could one be constantly hurting and thwarting a person whom one cared for? tillie went up to him dutifully and held out her hand. he took it and bent to kiss her. "are you well? you're lookin' some pale. and your hair's strubbly [untidy]." "she's been sewin' too steady on them clo'es fur your childern," said aunty em, quickly. "it gives her such a pain in her side still to set and sew. i ain't leavin' her set up every night to sew no more! you can just take them clo'es home, jake. they ain't done, and they won't get done here." "do you mebbe leave her set up readin' books or such pamp'lets, ain't?" mr. getz inquired. "i make her go to bed early still," mrs. wackernagel said evasively, though her mennonite conscience reproached her for such want of strict candor. "that dude teacher you got stayin' here mebbe gives her things to read, ain't?" mr. getz pursued his suspicions. "he's never gave her nothin' that i seen him," mrs. wackernagel affirmed. "well, mind you don't leave her waste time readin'. she ain't to." "you needn't trouble, jake!" "well," said jake, "i'll leave them clo'es another week, and mebbe tillie'll feel some better and can get 'em done. mom won't like it when i come without 'em this mornin'. she's needin' 'em fur the childern, and she thought they'd be done till this morning a'ready." "why don't you hire your washin' or buy her a washin'-machine? then she'd have time to do her own sewin'." "work don't hurt a body," mr. getz maintained. "it's healthy. what's tillie doin' this morning?" "she was bakin' these pies, but i want her now to redd up. take all them pans to the dresser, tillie." tillie went to the table to do as she was bid. "well, i must be goin' home now," said mr. getz. "i'll take tillie's wages, em." mrs. wackernagel set her lips as she wiped her hands on the roller-towel and opened the dresser drawer to get her purse. "how's her?" she inquired, referring to mrs. getz to gain time, as she counted out the money. "she's old-fashioned." "is the childern all well?" "yes, they're all middlin' well. hurry up, em; i'm in a hurry, and you're takin' wonderful long to count out them two dollars." "it's only one and a half this week, jake. tillie she had to have some new caps, and they come to fifty cents. and i took notice her underclo'es was too thin fur this cold spell, and i wanted her to buy herself a warm petticoat, but she wouldn't take the money." an angry red dyed the swarthy neck and forehead of the man, as his keen eyes, very like his sister's, only lacking their expression of kindness, flashed from her face to the countenance of his daughter at the dresser. "what business have you lettin' her buy anything?" he sternly demanded. "you was to give me her wages, and _i_ was to buy her what she couldn't do without. you're not keepin' your bargain!" "she needed them caps right away. i couldn't wait till saturday to ast you oncet. and," she boldly added, "you ought to leave her have another fifty cents to buy herself a warm petticoat!" "tillie!" commanded her father, "you come here!" the girl was very white as she obeyed him. but her eyes, as they met his, were not afraid. "it's easy seen why you're pale! i guess it ain't no pain in your side took from settin' up sewin' fur mom that's made you pale! now see here," he sternly said, "what did you do somepin like this fur? spendin' fifty cents without astin' me!" "i needed the caps," she quietly answered. "and i knew you would not let me buy them if i asked you, father." "you're standin' up here in front of me and sayin' to my face you done somepin you knowed i wouldn't give you darst to do! and you have no business, anyhow, wearin' them new mennonite caps! i never wanted you to take up with that blamed foolishness! well, i'll learn you! if i had you home i'd whip you!" "you ain't touchin' her 'round here!" exclaimed his sister. "you just try it, jake, and i'll call abe out!" "is she my own child or ain't she, em wackernagel? and can i do with my own what i please, or must i ast you and abe wackernagel?" "she's too growed up fur to be punished, jake, and you know it." "till she's too growed up to obey her pop, she'll get punished," he affirmed. "where's the good of your religion, i'd like to know, em--settin' a child on to defy her parent? and you, tillie, you stole that money off of me! your earnin's ain't yourn till you're twenty-one. is them new mennonite principles to take what ain't yourn? it ain't only the fifty cents i mind--it's your disobedience and your stealin'." "oh, father! it wasn't stealing!" "of course it wasn't stealin'--takin' what you earnt yourself--whether you are seventeen instead of twenty-one!" her aunt warmly assured her. "now look-ahere, em! if yous are goin' to get her so spoilt fur me, over here, she ain't stayin' here. i'll take her home!" "well, take her!" diplomatically answered his sister. "i can get abe's niece over to east donegal fur one-seventy-five. she'd be glad to come!" mr. getz at this drew in his sails a bit. "i'll give her one more chancet," he compromised. "but i ain't givin' her no second chancet if she does somepin again where she ain't got darst to do. next time i hear of her disobeyin' me, home she comes. i'd sooner lose the money than have her spoilt fur me. now look-ahere, tillie, you go get them new caps and bring 'em here." tillie turned away to obey. "now, jake, what are you up to?" his sister demanded as the girl left the room. "do you suppose i'd leave her keep them caps she stole the money off of me to buy?" getz retorted. "she earnt the money!" maintained mrs. wackernagel. "the money wasn't hern, and i'd sooner throw them caps in the rag-bag than leave her wear 'em when she disobeyed me to buy 'em." "jake getz, you're a reg'lar tyrant! you mind me of herod yet--and of punshus palate!" "ain't i followin' scripture when i train up my child to obey to her parent?" he wanted to know. "now look-ahere, jake; i'll give you them fifty cents and make a present to tillie of them caps if you'll leave her keep 'em." but in spite of his yearning for the fifty cents, mr. getz firmly refused this offer. paternal discipline must be maintained even at a financial loss. then, too, penurious and saving as he was, he was strictly honest, and he would not have thought it right to let his sister pay for his child's necessary wearing-apparel. "no, tillie's got to be punished. when i want her to have new caps, i'll buy 'em fur her." tillie reentered the room with the precious bits of linen tenderly wrapped up in tissue paper. her pallor was now gone, and her eyes were red with crying. she came to her father's side and handed him the soft bundle. "these here caps," he said to her, "mom can use fur night-caps, or what. when you buy somepin unknownst to me, tillie, i ain't leavin' you keep it! now go 'long back to your dishes. and next saturday, when i come, i want to find them clo'es done, do you understand?" tillie's eyes followed the parcel as it was crushed ruthlessly into her father's coat pocket--and she did not heed his question. "do you hear me, tillie?" he demanded. "yes," she answered, looking up at him with brimming eyes. his sister, watching them from across the room, saw in the man's face the working of conflicting feelings--his stern displeasure warring with his affection. mrs. wackernagel had realized, ever since tillie had come to live with her, that "jake's" brief weekly visits to his daughter were a pleasure to the hard man; and not only because of the two dollars which he came to collect. just now, she could see how he hated to part from her in anger. justice having been meted out in the form of the crushed and forfeited caps in his pocket, he would fain take leave of the girl with some expression of his kindlier feelings toward her. "now are you behavin' yourself--like a good girl--till i come again?" he asked, laying his hand upon her shoulder. "yes," she said dully. "then give me good-b'y." she held up her face and submitted to his kiss. "good-by, em. and mind you stop spoilin' my girl fur me!" he opened the door and went away. and fairchilds, an unwilling witness to the father's brutality, felt every nerve in his body tingle with a longing first to break the head of that brutal dutchman, and then to go and take little tillie in his arms and kiss her. to work off his feelings, he sprang up from the settee, put on his hat, and flung out of the house to walk down to "the krik." "never you mind, tillie," her aunt consoled her. "i'm goin' in town next wednesday, and i'm buyin' you some caps myself fur a present." "oh, aunty em, but maybe you'd better not be so good to me!" tillie said, dashing away the tears as she industriously rubbed her pans. "it was my vanity made me want new caps. and father's taking them was maybe the lord punishing my vanity." "you needed new caps--your old ones was wore out. and don't you be judgin' the lord by your pop! don't try to stop me--i'm buyin' you some caps." now tillie knew how becoming the new caps were to her, and her soul yearned for them even as (she told herself) israel of old yearned after the flesh-pots of egypt. to lose them was really a bitter disappointment to her. but aunty em would spare her that grief! a sudden passionate impulse of gratitude and love toward her aunt made her do a most unwonted thing. taking her hands from her dish-water, she dried them hastily, went over to mrs. wackernagel, threw her arms about her neck, and kissed her. "oh, aunty em, i love you like i've never loved any one--except miss margaret and--" she stopped short as she buried her face in her aunt's motherly bosom and clung to her. "and who else, tillie?" mrs. wackernagel asked, patting the girl's shoulder, her face beaming with pleasure at her niece's affectionate demonstration. "no one else, aunty em." tillie drew herself away and again returned to her work at the dresser. but all the rest of that day her conscience tortured her that she should have told this lie. for there was some one else. xx tillie is "set back" on sunday morning, in spite of her aunt's protestations, tillie went to meeting with her curls outside her cap. "they'll set you back!" protested mrs. wackernagel, in great trouble of spirit. "it would be worse to be deceitful than to be vain," tillie answered. "if i am going to let my hair curl week-days, i won't be a coward and deceive the meeting about myself." "but whatever made you take it into your head to act so vain, tillie?" her bewildered aunt inquired for the hundredth time. "it can't be fur absalom, fur you don't take to him. and, anyways, he says he wants to be led of the spirit to give hisself up. to be sure, i hope he ain't tempted to use religion as a means of gettin' the girl he wants!" "i know i'm doing wrong, aunty em," tillie replied sorrowfully. "maybe the meeting to-day will help me to conquer the enemy." she and her aunt realized during the course of the morning that the curls were creating a sensation. an explanation would certainly be demanded of tillie before the week was out. after the service, they did not stop long for "sociability,"--the situation was too strained,--but hurried out to their buggy as soon as they could escape. tillie marveled at herself as, on the way home, she found how small was her concern about the disapproval of the meeting, and even about her sin itself, before the fact that the teacher thought her curls adorable. aunty em, too, marveled as she perceived the girl's strange indifference to the inevitable public disgrace at the hands of the brethren and sisters. whatever was the matter with tillie? at the dinner-table, to spare tillie's evident embarrassment (perhaps because of the teacher's presence), mrs. wackernagel diverted the curiosity of the family as to how the meeting had received the curls. "what did yous do all while we was to meeting?" she asked of her two daughters. "me and amanda and teacher walked to buckarts station," rebecca answered. "did yous, now?" "up the pike a piece was all the fu'ther i felt fur goin'," continued eebecca, in a rather injured tone; "but amanda she was so fur seein' oncet if that fellah with those black mustache was at the blacksmith's shop yet, at buckarts! i tole her she needn't be makin' up to him, fur he's keepin' comp'ny with lizzie hershey!" "say, mom," announced amanda, ignoring her sister's rebuke, "i stopped in this morning to see lizzie hershey, and she's that spited about teacher's comin' here instead of to their place that she never so much as ast me would i spare my hat!" "now look!" exclaimed mrs. wackernagel. "and when i said, after while, 'now i must go,' she was that unneighborly she never ast me, 'what's your hurry?'" "was she that spited!" said mrs. wackernagel, half pityingly. "well, it was just like sister jennie hershey, if she didn't want teacher stayin' there, to tell him right out. some ain't as honest. some talks to please the people." "what fur sermont did yous have this morning?" asked mr. wackernagel, his mouth full of chicken. "we had levi harnish. he preached good," said mrs. wackernagel. "ain't he did, tillie?" "yes," replied tillie, coloring with the guilty consciousness that scarcely a word of that sermon had she heard. "i like to hear a sermont, like hisn, that does me good to my heart," said mrs. wackernagel. "levi harnish, he's a learnt preacher," said her husband, turning to fairchilds. "he reads wonderful much. and he's always thinkin' so earnest about his learnin' that i've saw him walk along the street in lancaster a'ready and a'most walk into people!" "he certainly can stand on the pulpit elegant!" agreed mrs. wackernagel. "why, he can preach his whole sermont with the bible shut, yet! and he can put out elocution that it's something turrible!" "you are not a mennonite, are you?" fairchilds asked of the landlord. "no," responded mr. wackernagel, with a shrug. "i bothered a whole lot at one time about religion. now i never bother." "we had silas trout to lead the singin' this morning," continued mrs. wackernagel. "i wisht i could sing by note, like him. i don't know notes; i just sing by random." "where's doc, anyhow?" suddenly inquired amanda, for the doctor's place at the table was vacant. "he was fetched away. mary holzapple's mister come fur him!" mr. wackernagel explained, with a meaning nod. "i say!" cried mrs. wackernagel. "so soon a'ready! and last week it was sue hess! doc's always gettin' fetched! nothin' but babies and babies!" tillie, whose eyes were always on the teacher, except when he chanced to glance her way, noted wonderingly the blush that suddenly covered his face and neck at this exclamation of her aunt's. in the primitive simplicity of her mind, she could see nothing embarrassing in the mere statement of any fact of natural history. "here comes doc now!" cried rebecca, at the opening of the kitchen door. "hello, doc!" she cried as he came into the dining-room. "what is it?" "twin girls!" the doctor proudly announced, going over to the stove to warm his hands after his long drive. "my lands!" exclaimed amanda. "now what do you think!" ejaculated mrs. wackernagel. "how's missus?" rebecca inquired. "doin' fine! but mister he ain't feelin' so well. he wanted a boy--or boys, as the case might be. it's gettin' some cold out," he added, rubbing his hands and holding them to the fire. that evening, when again fairchilds was unable to have a chat alone with tillie, because of absalom puntz's unfailing appearance at the hotel, he began to think, in his chagrin, that he must have exaggerated the girl's superiority, since week after week she could endure the attentions of "that lout." he could not know that it was for his sake--to keep him in his place at william penn--that poor tillie bore the hated caresses of absalom. that next week was one never to be forgotten by tillie. it stood out, in all the years that followed, as a week of wonder--in which were revealed to her the depths and the heights of ecstatic bliss--a bliss which so filled her being that she scarcely gave a thought to the disgrace hanging over her--her suspension from meeting. the fact that tillie and the teacher sat together, now, every evening, called forth no surmises or suspicions from the wackernagels, for the teacher was merely helping tillie with some studies. the family was charged to guard the fact from mr. getz. the lessons seldom lasted beyond the early bedtime of the family, for as soon as tillie and fairchilds found the sitting-room abandoned to their private use, the school-books were put aside. they had somewhat to say to each other. tillie's story of her long friendship with miss margaret, which she related to fairchilds, made him better understand much about the girl that had seemed inexplicable in view of her environment; while her wonder at and sympathetic interest in his own story of how he had come to apply for the school at new canaan both amused and touched him. "do you never have any doubts, tillie, of the truth of your creed?" he asked curiously, as they sat one evening at the sitting-room table, the school-books and the lamp pushed to one end. he had several times, in this week of intimacy, found it hard to reconcile the girl's fine intelligence and clear thought in some directions with her religious superstition. he hesitated to say a word to disturb her in her apparently unquestioning faith, though he felt she was worthy of a better creed than this impossibly narrow one of the new mennonites. "she isn't ready yet," he had thought, "to take hold of a larger idea of religion." "i have sometimes thought," she said earnestly, "that if the events which are related in the bible should happen now, we would not credit them. an infant born of a virgin, a star leading three travelers, a man who raised the dead and claimed to be god--we would think the folks who believed these things were ignorant and superstitious. and because they happened so long ago, and are in the book which we are told came from god, we believe. it is very strange! sometimes my thoughts trouble me. i try hard not to leave such thoughts come to me." "let, tillie, not 'leave.'" "will i ever learn not to get my 'leaves' and 'lets' mixed!" sighed tillie, despairingly. "use 'let' whenever you find 'leave' on the end of your tongue, and vice versa," he advised, with a smile. she looked at him doubtfully. "are you joking?" "indeed, no! i couldn't give you a better rule." "there's another thing i wish you would tell me, please," she said, her eyes downcast. "well?" "i can't call you 'mr.' fairchilds, because such complimentary speech is forbidden to us new mennonites. it would come natural to me to call you 'teacher,' but you would think that what you call 'provincial.'" "but you say 'miss' margaret." "i could not get out of the way of it, because i had called her that so many years before i gave myself up. that makes it seem different. but you--what must i call you?" "i don't see what's left--unless you call me 'say'!" "i must have something to call you," she pleaded. "would you mind if i called you by your christian name?" "i should like nothing better." he drew forward a volume of mrs. browning's poems which lay among his books on the table, opened it at the fly-leaf, and pointed to his name. "'walter'?" read tillie. "but i thought--" "it was pestalozzi? that was only my little joke. my name's walter." on the approach of sunday, fairchilds questioned her one evening about absalom. "will that lad be taking up your whole sunday evening again?" he demanded. she told him, then, why she suffered absalom's unwelcome attentions. it was in order that she might use her influence over him to keep the teacher in his place. "but i can't permit such a thing!" he vehemently protested. "tillie, i am touched by your kindness and self-sacrifice! but, dear child, i trust i am man enough to hold my own here without your suffering for me! you must not do it." "you don't know nathaniel puntz!" she shook her head. "absalom will never forgive you, and, at a word from him, his father would never rest until he had got rid of you. you see, none of the directors like you--they don't understand you--they say you are 'too tony.' and then your methods of teaching--they aren't like those of the millersville normal teachers we've had, and therefore are unsound! i discovered last week, when i was out home, that my father is very much opposed to you. they all felt just so to miss margaret." "i see. nevertheless, you shall not bear my burdens. and don't you see it's not just to poor absalom? you can't marry him, so you ought not to encourage him." "'if i refused to le-let absalom come, you would not remain a month at new canaan," was her answer. "but it isn't a matter of life and death to me to stay at new canaan! i need not starve if i lose my position here. there are better places." tillie gazed down upon the chenille table-cover, and did not speak. she could not tell him that it did seem to her a matter of life and death to have him stay. "it seems to me, tillie, you could shake off absalom through your father's objections to his attentions. the fellow could not blame you for that." "but don't you see i must keep him by me, in order to protect you." "my dear little girl, that's rough on absalom; and i'm not sure it's worthy of you." "but you don't understand. you think absalom will be hurt in his feelings if i refuse to marry him. but i've told him all along i won't marry him. and it isn't his feelings that are concerned. he only wants a good housekeeper." fairchilds's eyes rested on the girl as she sat before him in the fresh bloom of her maidenhood, and he realized what he knew she did not--that unsentimental, hard-headed, and practical as absalom might be, if she allowed him the close intimacy of "setting-up" with her, the fellow must suffer in the end in not winning her. but the teacher thought it wise to make no further comment, as he saw, at any rate, that he could not move her in her resolution to defend him. and there was another thing that he saw. the extraneous differences between himself and tillie, and even the radical differences of breeding and heredity which, he had assumed from the first, made any least romance or sentiment on the part of either of them unthinkable, however much they might enjoy a good comradeship,--all these differences had strangely sunk out of sight as he had, from day to day, grown in touch with the girl's real self, and he found himself unable to think of her and himself except in that deeper sense in which her soul met his. any other consideration of their relation seemed almost grotesque. this was his feeling--but his reason struggled with his feeling and bade him beware. suppose that she too should come to feel that with the meeting of their spirits the difference in their conditions melted away like ice in the sunshine. would not the result be fraught with tragedy for her? for himself, he was willing, for the sake of his present pleasure, to risk a future wrestling with his impracticable sentiments; but what must be the cost of such a struggle to a frail, sensitive girl, with no compensations whatever in any single phase of her life? clearly, he was treading on dangerous ground. he must curb himself. before another sunday came around, the ax had fallen--the brethren came to reason with tillie, and finding her unable to say she was sincerely repentant and would amend her vain and carnal deportment, she was, in the course of the next week, "set back." "i would be willing to put back the curls," she said to her aunt, who also reasoned with her in private; "but it would avail nothing. for my heart is still vain and carnal. 'man looketh upon the outward appearance, but god looketh on the heart.'" "then, tillie," said her aunt, her kindly face pale with distress in the resolution she had taken, "you'll have to go home and stay. you can't stay here as long as you're not holding out in your professions." tillie's face went white, and she gazed into her aunt's resolute countenance with anguish in her own. "i'd not do it to send you away, tillie, if i could otherwise help it. but look how inconwenient it would be havin' you here to help work, and me not havin' dare to talk or eat with you. i'm not obeyin' to the 'rules' now in talkin' to you. but i tole the brethren i'd only speak to you long enough to reason with you some--and then, if that didn't make nothin', i'd send you home." the rules forbade the members to sit at table or hold any unnecessary word of communication with one who had failed to "hold out," and who had in consequence been "set back." tillie, in her strange indifference to the disgrace of being set back, had not foreseen her inevitable dismissal from her aunt's employ. she recognized, now, with despair in her soul, that aunty em could not do otherwise than send her home. "when must i go, aunty em?" "as soon as you make your mind up you ain't goin' to repent of your carnal deportment." "i can't repent, aunty em!" tillie's voice sounded hollow to herself as she spoke. "then, tillie, you're got to go to-morrow. i 'll have to get my niece from east donegal over." it sounded to tillie like the crack of doom. the doctor, who was loath to have her leave, who held her interests at heart, and who knew what she would forfeit in losing the help which the teacher was giving her daily in her studies, undertook to add his expostulations to that of the brethern and sisters. "by gum, tillie, slick them swanged curls back, if they don't suit the taste of the meeting! are you willin' to leave go your nice education, where you're gettin', fur a couple of damned curls? i don't know what's got into you to act so blamed stubborn about keepin' your hair strubbled 'round your face!" "but the vanity would still be in my heart even if i did brush them back. and i don't want to be deceitful." "och, come now," urged the doctor, "just till you're got your certificate a'ready to teach! that wouldn't be long. then, after that, you can be as undeceitful as you want." but tillie could not be brought to view the matter in this light. she did not sit at table with the family that day, for that would have forced her aunt to stay away from the table. mrs. wackernagel could break bread without reproach with all her unconverted household; but not with a backslider--for the prohibition was intended as a discipline, imposed in all love, to bring the recalcitrant member back into the fold. that afternoon, tillie and the teacher took a walk together in the snow-covered woods. "it all seems so extraordinary, so inexplicable!" fairchilds repeated over and over. like all the rest of the household, he could not be reconciled to her going. his regret was, indeed, greater than that of any of the rest, and rather surprised himself. the pallor of tillie's face and the anguish in her eyes he attributed to the church discipline she was suffering. he never dreamed how wholly and absolutely it was for him. "is it any stranger," tillie asked, her low voice full of pain, "than that your uncle should send you away because of your unbelief?" this word, "unbelief," stood for a very definite thing in new canaan--a lost and hopeless condition of the soul. "it seems to me, the idea is the same," said tillie. "yes," acknowledged fairchilds, "of course you are right. intolerance, bigotry, narrowness--they are the same the world over--and stand for ignorance always." tillie silently considered his words. it had not occurred to her to question the perfect justice of the meeting's action. suddenly she saw in the path before her a half-frozen, fluttering sparrow. they both paused, and tillie stooped, gently took it up, and folded it in her warm shawl. as she felt its throbbing little body against her hand, she thought of herself in the hand of god. she turned and spoke her thought to fairchilds. "could i possibly hurt this little bird, which is so entirely at my mercy? could i judge it, condemn and punish it, for some mistake or wrong or weakness it had committed in its little world? and could god be less kind, less merciful to me than i could be to this little bird? could he hold my soul in the hollow of his hand and vivisect it to judge whether its errors were worthy of his divine anger? he knows how weak and ignorant i am. i will not fear him," she said, her eyes shining. "i will trust myself in his power--and believe in his love." "the new mennonite creed won't hold her long," thought fairchilds. "our highest religious moments, tillie," he said, "come to us, not through churches, nor even through bibles. they are the moments when we are most receptive of the message nature is always patiently waiting to speak to us--if we will only hear. it is she alone that can lead us to see god face to face, instead of 'through another man's dim thought of him.'" "yes," agreed tillie, "i have often felt more--more religious," she said, after an instant's hesitation, "when i've been walking here alone in the woods, or down by the creek, or up on chestnut hill--than i could feel in church. in church we hear about god, as you say, through other men's dim thoughts of him. here, alone, we are with him." they walked in silence for a space, tillie feeling with mingled bliss and despair the fascination of this parting hour. but it did not occur to fairchilds that her departure from the hotel meant the end of their intercourse. "i shall come out to the farm to see you, tillie, as often as you will let me. you know, i've no one else to talk to, about here, as i talk with you. what a pleasure it has been!" "oh, but father will never le--let me spend my time with you as i did at the hotel! he will be angry at my being sent home, and he will keep me constantly at work to make up for the loss it is to him. this is our last talk together!" "i'll risk your father's wrath, tillie. you don't suppose i'd let a small matter like that stand in the way of our friendship?" "but father will not l--let--me spend time with you. and if you come when he told you not to he would put you out of william penn!" "i'm coming, all the same, tillie." "father will blame me, if you do." "can't you take your own part, tillie?" he gravely asked. "no, no," he hastily added, for he did not forget the talk he had overheard about the new caps, in which mr. getz had threatened personal violence to his daughter. "i know you must not suffer for my sake. but you cannot mean that we are not to meet at all after this?" "only at chance times," faltered tillie; "that is all." very simply and somewhat constrainedly they said good-by the next morning, fairchilds to go to his work at william penn and tillie to drive out with her uncle abe to meet her father's displeasure. xxi "i'll marry him to-morrow!" mr. getz had plainly given absalom to understand that he did not want him to sit up with tillie, as he "wasn't leaving her marry." absalom had answered that he guessed tillie would have something to say to that when she was "eighteen a'ready." and on the first sunday evening after her return home he had boldly presented himself at the farm. "that's where you'll get fooled, absalom, fur she's been raised to mind her pop!" mr. getz had responded. "if she disobeyed to my word, i wouldn't give her no aus styer. i guess you wouldn't marry a girl where wouldn't bring you no aus styer!" absalom, who was frugal, had felt rather baffled at this threat. nevertheless, here he was again on sunday evening at the farm to assure tillie that he would stand by her, and that if she was not restored to membership in the meeting, he wouldn't give himself up, either. mr. getz dared not go to the length of forbidding absalom his house, for that would have meant a family feud between all the getzes and all the puntzes of the county. he could only insist that tillie "dishearten him," and that she dismiss him not later than ten o'clock. to almost any other youth in the neighborhood, such opposition would have proved effectual. but every new obstacle seemed only to increase absalom's determination to have what he had set out to get. to-night he produced another book, which he said he had bought at the second-hand book-store in lancaster. "'cupid and psyche,'" tillie read the title. "oh, absalom, thank you. this is lovely. it's a story from greek mythology--i've been hearing some of these stories from the teacher"--she checked herself, suddenly, at absalom's look of jealous suspicion. "i'm wonderful glad you ain't in there at the hotel no more," he said. "i hadn't no fair chancet, with teacher right there on the grounds." "absalom," said tillie, gravely, with a little air of dignity that did not wholly fail to impress him, "i insist on it that you never speak of the teacher in that way in connection with me. you might as well speak of my marrying the county superintendent! he'd be just as likely to ask me!" the county superintendent of public instruction was held in such awe that his name was scarcely mentioned in an ordinary tone of voice. "as if there's no difference from a teacher at william penn to the county superintendent! you ain't that dumm, tillie!" "the difference is that the teacher at william penn is superior in every way to the county superintendent!" she spoke impulsively, and she regretted her words the moment they were uttered. but absalom only half comprehended her meaning. "you think you ain't good enough fur him, and you think i ain't good enough fur you!" he grumbled. "i have never saw such a funny girl! well," he nodded confidently, "you'll think different one of these here days!" "you must not cherish any false hopes, absalom," tillie insisted in some distress. "well, fur why don't you want to have me?" he demanded for the hundredth time. "absalom,"--tillie tried a new mode of discouragement,--"i don't want to get married because i don't want to be a farmer's wife--they have to work too hard!" it was enough to drive away any lover in the countryside, and for a moment absalom was staggered. "well!" he exclaimed, "a woman that's afraid of work ain't no wife fur me, anyways!" tillie's heart leaped high for an instant in the hope that now she had effectually cooled his ardor. but it sank again as she recalled the necessity of retaining at least his good-will and friendship, that she might protect the teacher. "now, absalom," she feebly protested, "did you ever see me afraid of work?" "well, then, if you ain't afraid of workin', what makes you talk so contrary?" "i don't know. come, let me read this nice book you've brought me," she urged, much as she might have tried to divert one of her little sisters or brothers. "i'd ruther just set. i ain't much fur readin'. jake getz he says he's goin' to chase you to bed at ten--and ten comes wonderful soon sundays. leave us just set." tillie well understood that this was to endure absalom's clownish wooing. but for the sake of the cause, she said to herself, she would conquer her repugnance and bear it. for two weeks after tillie's return home, she did not once have a word alone with fairchilds. he came several times, ostensibly on errands from her aunt; but on each occasion he found her hard at work in her father's presence. at his first visit, tillie, as he was leaving, rose from her corn-husking in the barn to go with him to the gate, but her father interfered. "you stay where you're at!" with burning face, she turned to her work. and fairchilds, carefully suppressing an impulse to shake jake getz till his teeth rattled, walked quietly out of the gate and up the road. her father was more than usually stern and exacting with her in these days of her suspension from meeting, inasmuch as it involved her dismissal from the hotel and the consequent loss to him of two dollars a week. as for tillie, she found a faint consolation in the fact of the teacher's evident chagrin and indignation at the tyrannical rule which forbade intercourse between them. at stated intervals, the brethren came to reason with her, but while she expressed her willingness to put her curls back, she would not acknowledge that her heart was no longer "carnal and vain," and so they found it impossible to restore her to favor. a few weeks before christmas, absalom, deciding that he had imbibed all the arithmetical erudition he could hold, stopped school. on the evening that he took his books home, he gave the teacher a parting blow, which he felt sure quite avenged the outrageous defeat he had suffered at his hands on that sunday night at the hotel. "me and tillie's promised. it ain't put out yet, but i conceited i'd better tell you, so's you wouldn't be wastin' your time tryin' to make up to her." "you and tillie are engaged to be married?" fairchilds incredulously asked. "that's what! as good as, anyways. i always get somepin i want when i make up my mind oncet." and he grinned maliciously. fairchilds pondered the matter as, with depressed spirits, he walked home over the frozen road. "no wonder the poor girl yielded to the pressure of such an environment," he mused. "i suppose she thinks absalom's rule will not be so bad as her father's. but that a girl like tillie should be pushed to the wall like that--it is horrible! and yet--if she were worthy a better fate would she not have held out?--it is too bad, it is unjust to her 'miss margaret' that she should give up now! i feel," he sadly told himself, "disappointed in tillie!" when the notable "columbus celebration" came off in new canaan, in which event several schools of the township united to participate, and which was attended by the entire countryside, as if it were a funeral, tillie hoped that here would be an opportunity for seeing and speaking with walter fairchilds. but in this she was bitterly disappointed. it was not until a week later, at the township institute, which met at new canaan, and which was also attended by the entire population, that her deep desire was gratified. it was during the reading of an address, before the institute, by miss spooner, the teacher at east donegal, that fairchilds deliberately came and sat by tillie in the back of the school-room. tillie's heart beat fast, and she found herself doubting the reality of his precious nearness after the long, dreary days of hungering for him. she dared not speak to him while miss spooner held forth, and, indeed, she feared even to look at him, lest curious eyes read in her face what consciously she strove to conceal. she realized his restless impatience under miss spooner's eloquence. "it was a week back already, we had our columbus celebration," read this educator of lancaster county, genteelly curving the little finger of each hand, as she held her address, which was esthetically tied with blue ribbon. "it was an inspiring sight to see those one hundred enthusiastic and paterotic children marching two by two, led by their equally enthusiastic and paterotic teachers! forming a semicircle in the open air, the exercises were opened by a song, 'o my country,' sung by clear--r-r-ringing--childish voices...." it was the last item on the program, and by mutual and silent consent, tillie and fairchilds, at the first stir of the audience, slipped out of the schoolhouse together. tillie's father was in the audience, and so was absalom. but they had sat far forward, and tillie hoped they had not seen her go out with the teacher. "let us hurry over to the woods, where we can be alone and undisturbed, and have a good talk!" proposed fairchilds, his face showing the pleasure he felt in the meeting. after a few minutes' hurried walking, they were able to slacken their pace and stroll leisurely through the bleak winter forest. "tillie, tillie!" he said, "why won't you abandon this 'carnal' life you are leading, be restored to the approbation of the brethren, and come back to the hotel? i am very lonely without you." tillie could scarcely find her voice to answer, for the joy that filled her at his words--a joy so full that she felt but a very faint pang at his reference to the ban under which she suffered. she had thought his failure to speak to her at the "celebration" had indicated indifference or forgetfulness. but now that was all forgotten; every nerve in her body quivered with happiness. he, however, at once interpreted her silence to mean that he had wounded her. "forgive me for speaking so lightly of what to you must be a sacred and serious matter. god knows, my own experience--which, as you say, was not unlike your own--was sufficiently serious to me. but somehow, i can't take this seriously--this matter of your pretty curls!" "sometimes i wonder whether you take any person or any thing, here, seriously," she half smiled. "you seem to me to be always mocking at us a little." "mocking? not so bad as that. and never at you, tillie." "you were sneering at miss spooner, weren't you?" "not at her; at christopher columbus--though, up to the time of that celebration, i was always rather fond of the discoverer of america. but now let us talk of you, tillie. allow me to congratulate you!" "what for?" "true enough. i stand corrected. then accept my sincere sympathy." he smiled whimsically. tillie lifted her eyes to his face, and their pretty look of bewilderment made him long to stoop and snatch a kiss from her lips. but he resisted the temptation. "i refer to your engagement to absalom. that's one reason why i wanted you to come out here with me this afternoon--so that you could tell me about it--and explain to me what made you give up all your plans. what will your miss margaret say?" tillie stopped short, her cheeks reddening. "what makes you think i am promised to absalom?" "the fact is, i've only his word for it." "he told you that?" "certainly. isn't it true?" "do you think so poorly of me?" tillie asked in a low voice. he looked at her quickly. "tillie, i'm sorry; i ought not to have believed it for an instant!" "i have a higher ambition in life than to settle down to take care of absalom puntz!" said tillie, fire in her soft eyes, and an unwonted vibration in her gentle voice. "my credulity was an insult to you!" "absalom did not mean to tell you a lie. he has made up his mind to have me, so he thinks it is all as good as settled. sometimes i am almost afraid he will win me just by thinking he is going to." "send him about his business! don't keep up this folly, dear child!" "i would rather stand absalom," she faltered, "than stand having you go away." "but, tillie," he turned almost fiercely upon her--"tillie, i would rather see you dead at my feet than to see your soul tied to that clod of earth!" a wild thrill of rapture shot through tillie's heart at his words. for an instant she looked up at him, her soul shining in her eyes. "does he--does he--care that much what happens to me?" throbbed in her brain. for the first time fairchilds fully realized, with shame at his blind selfishness, the danger and the cruelty of his intimate friendship with this little mennonite maid. for her it could but end in a heartbreak; for him--"i have been a cad, a despicable cad!" he told himself in bitter self-reproach. "if i had only known! but now it's too late--unless--" in his mind he rapidly went over the simple history of their friendship as they walked along; and, busy with her own thought, tillie did not notice his abstraction. "tillie," he said suddenly. "next saturday there is an examination of applicants for certificates at east donegal. you must take that examination. you are perfectly well prepared to pass it." "oh, do you really, really think i am?" the girl cried breathlessly. "i know it. the only question is, how are you going to get off to attend the examination?" "father will be at the lancaster market on saturday morning!" "then i'll hire a buggy, come out to the farm, and carry you off!" "no--oh, no, you must not do that. father would be so angry with you!" "you can't walk to bast donegal. it's six miles away." "let me think.--uncle abe would do anything i asked him--but he wouldn't have time to leave the hotel saturday morning. and i couldn't make him or aunty em understand that i was educated enough to take the examination. but there's the doc!" "of course!" cried fairchilds. "the doc isn't afraid of the whole county! shall i tell him you'll go if he'll come for you?" "yes!" "good! i'll undertake to promise for him that he'll be there!" "when father comes home from market and finds me gone!" tillie said--but there was exultation, rather than fear, in her voice. "when you show him your certificate, won't that appease him? when he realizes how much more you can earn by teaching than by working for your aunt, especially as he bore none of the expense of giving you your education? it was your own hard labor, and none of his money, that did it! and now i suppose he'll get all the profit of it!" fairchilds could not quite keep down the rising indignation in his voice. "no," said tillie, quietly, though the color burned in her face. "walter! i'm going to refuse to give father my salary if i am elected to a school. i mean to save my money to go to the normal--where miss margaret is." "so long as you are under age, he can take it from you, tillie." "if the school i teach is near enough for me to live at home, i'll pay my board. more than that i won't do." "but how are you going to help yourself?" "i haven't made up my mind, yet, how i'm going to do it. it will be the hardest struggle i've ever had--to stand out against him in such a thing," tillie continued; "but i will not be weak, i will not! i have studied and worked all these years in the hope of a year at the normal--with miss margaret. and i won't falter now!" before he could reply to her almost impassioned earnestness, they were startled by the sound of footsteps behind them in the woods--the heavy steps of men. involuntarily, they both stopped short, tillie with the feeling of one caught in a stolen delight; and fairchilds with mingled annoyance at the interruption, and curiosity as to who might be wandering in this unfrequented patch of woods. "i seen 'em go out up in here!" it was the voice of absalom. the answer came in the harsh, indignant tones of mr. getz. "next time i leave her go to a instytoot or such a columbus sallybration, she'll stay at home! wastin' time walkin' 'round in the woods with that dude teacher!--and on a week-day, too!" tillie looked up at fairchilds with an appeal that went to his heart. grimly he waited for the two. "so here's where you are!" cried mr. getz, striding up to them, and, before fairchilds could prevent it, he had seized tillie by the shoulder. "what you mean, runnin' off up here, heh? what you mean?" he demanded, shaking her with all his cruel strength. "stop that, you brute!" fairchilds, unable to control his fury, drew back and struck the big man squarely on the chest. getz staggered back, amazement at this unlooked-for attack for a moment getting the better of his indignation. he had expected to find the teacher cowed with fear at being discovered by a director and a director's son in a situation displeasing to them. "let the child alone, you great coward--or i 'll horsewhip you!" getz recovered himself. his face was black with passion. he lifted the horsewhip which he carried. "you'll horsewhip me--me, jake getz, that can put you off william penn to-morrow if i want! will you do it with this here? he demanded, grasping the whip more tightly and lifting it to strike--but before it could descend, fairchilds wrenched it out of his hand. "yes," he responded, "if you dare to touch that child again, you shameless dog!" tillie, with anguished eyes, stood motionless as marble, while absalom, with clenched fists, awaited his opportunity. "if i dare!" roared getz. "if i have dare to touch my own child!" he turned to tillie. "come along," he exclaimed, giving her a cuff with his great paw; and instantly the whip came down with stinging swiftness on his wrist. with a bellow of pain, getz turned on fairchilds, and at the same moment, absalom sprang on him from behind, and with one blow of his brawny arm brought the teacher to the ground. getz sprawled over his fallen antagonist and snatched his whip from him. "come on, absalom--we'll learn him oncet!" he cried fiercely. "we'll learn him what horsewhippin' is! we'll give him a lickin' he won't forget!" absalom laughed aloud in his delight at this chance to avenge his own defeat at the hands of the teacher, and with clumsy speed the two men set about binding the feet of the half-senseless fairchilds with absalom's suspenders. tillie felt herself spellbound, powerless to move or to cry out. "now!" cried getz to absalom, "git back, and i'll give it to him!" the teacher, stripped of his two coats and bound hand and foot, was rolled over on his face. he uttered no word of protest, though they all saw that he had recovered consciousness. the truth was, he simply recognized the uselessness of demurring. "warm him up, so he don't take cold!" shouted absalom--and even as he spoke, jake getz's heavy arm brought the lash down upon fairchilds's back. at the spiteful sound, life came back to tillie. like a wild thing, she sprang between them, seized her father's arm and hung upon it. "listen to me! listen! father! if you strike him again, i'll marry absalom to-morrow!" by inspiration she had hit upon the one argument that would move him. her father tried to shake her off, but she clung to his arm with the strength of madness, knowing that if she could make him grasp, even in his passionate anger, the real import of her threat, he would yield to her. "i'll marry absalom! i'll marry him to-morrow!" she repeated. "you darsent--you ain't of age! let go my arm, or i'll slap you ag'in!" "i shall be of age in three months! i'll marry absalom if you go on with this!" "that suits me!" cried absalom. "keep on with it, jake!" "if you do, i'll marry him to-morrow!" there was a look in tillie's eyes and a ring in her voice that her father had learned to know. tillie would do what she said. and here was absalom "siding along with her" in her unfilial defiance! jacob getz wavered. he saw no graceful escape from his difficulty. "look-ahere, tillie! if i don't lick this here feller, i'll punish you when i get you home!" tillie saw that she had conquered him, and that the teacher was safe. she loosed her hold of her father's arm and, dropping on her knees beside fairchilds began quickly to loosen his bonds. her father did not check her. "jake getz, you ain't givin' in that easy?" demanded absalom, angrily. "she'd up and do what she says! i know her! and i ain't leavin' her marry! you just wait"--he turned threateningly to tillie as she knelt on the ground--"till i get you home oncet!" fairchilds staggered to his feet, and drawing tillie up from the ground, he held her two hands in his as he turned to confront his enemies. "you call yourselves men--you cowards and bullies! and you!" he turned his blazing eyes upon getz, "you would work off your miserable spite on a weak girl--who can't defend herself! dare to touch a hair of her head and i'll break your damned head and every bone in your body! now take yourselves off, both of you, you curs, and leave us alone!" "my girl goes home along with me!" retorted the furious getz. "and you--you 'll lose your job at next board meetin', saturday night! so you might as well pack your trunk! here!" he laid his hand on tillie's arm, but fairchilds drew her to him and held his arm about her waist, while absalom, darkly scowling, stood uncertainly by. "leave her with me. i must talk with her. must, i say. do you hear me? she--" his words died on his lips, as tillie's head suddenly fell forward on his shoulder, and, looking down, fairchilds saw that she had fainted. xxii the doc concocts a plot "so you see i'm through with this place!" fairchilds concluded as, late that night, he and the doctor sat alone in the sitting-room, discussing the afternoon's happenings. "i was forced to believe," he went on, "when i saw jake getz's fearful anxiety and real distress while tillie remained unconscious, that the fellow, after all, does have a heart of flesh under all his brutality. he had never seen a woman faint, and he thought at first that tillie was dead. we almost had him on our hands unconscious!" "well, the faintin' saved tillie a row with him till he got her home oncet a'ready," the doctor said, as he puffed away at his pipe, his hands in his vest arms, his feet on the table, and a newspaper under them to spare the chenille table-cover. "yes. otherwise i don't know how i could have borne to see her taken home by that ruffian--to be punished for so heroically defending me!" "you bet! that took cheek, ain't?--fur that little girl to stand there and jaw jake getz--and make him quit lickin' you! by gum, that minds me of sceneries i've saw a'ready in the theayter! they most gener'ly faints away in a swoond that way, too. well, tillie she come round all right, ain't?--till a little while?" "yes. but she was very pale and weak, poor child!" fairchilds answered, resting his head wearily upon his palm. "when she became conscious, getz carried her out of the woods to his buggy that he had left near the school-house." "how did absalom take it, anyhow?" "he's rather dazed, i think! he doesn't quite know how to make it all out. he is a man of one idea--one at a time and far apart. his idea at present is that he is going to marry tillie." "yes, and i never seen a puntz yet where didn't come by what he set his stubborn head to!" the doctor commented. "it wonders me sometimes, how tillie's goin' to keep from marryin' him, now he's made up his mind so firm!" "tillie knows her own worth too well to throw herself away like that." "well, now i don't know," said the doctor, doubtfully. "to be sure, i never liked them puntzes, they're so damned thick-headed. dummness runs in that family so, it's somepin' surprisin'! dummness and stubbornness is all they got to 'em. but absalom he's so well fixed--tillie she might go furder and do worse. now there's you, teacher. if she took up with you and yous two got married, you'd have to rent. absalom he'd own his own farm." "now, come, doc," protested fairchilds, disgusted, "you know better--you know that to almost any sort of a woman marriage means something more than getting herself 'well fixed,' as you put it. and to a woman like tillie!" "yes--yes--i guess," answered the doctor, pulling briskly at his pipe. "it's the same with a male--he mostly looks to somepin besides a good housekeeper. there's me, now--i'd have took miss margaret--and she couldn't work nothin'. i tole her i don't mind if my wife is smart, so she don't bother me any." "you did, did you?" smiled fairchilds. "and what did the lady say to that?" "och, she was sorry!" "sorry to turn you down, do you mean?" "it was because i didn't speak soon enough," the doctor assured him. "she was promised a'ready to one of these here tony perfessers at the normal. she was sorry i hadn't spoke sooner. to be sure, after she had gave her word, she had to stick to it." he thoughtfully knocked the ashes from his pipe, while his eyes grew almost tender. "she was certainly, now, an allurin' female! "so now," he added, after a moment's thoughtful pause, "you think your game's played out here, heh?" "getz and absalom left me with the assurance that at the saturday-night meeting of the board i'd be voted out. if it depends on them--and i suppose it does--i'm done for. they'd like to roast me over a slow fire!" "you bet they would!" "i suppose i haven't the least chance?" "well, i don' know--i don' know. it would suit me wonderful to get ahead of jake getz and them puntzes in this here thing--if i anyways could! le' me see." he thoughtfully considered the situation. "the board meets day after to-morrow. there's six directors. nathaniel puntz and jake can easy get 'em all to wote to put you out, fur they ain't anyways stuck on you--you bein' so tony that way. now me, i don't mind it--them things don't never bother me any--manners and cleanness and them." "cleanness?" "och, yes; us we never seen any person where wasted so much time washin' theirself--except miss margaret. i mind missus used to say a clean towel didn't last miss margaret a week, and no one else usin' it! you see, what the directors don't like is your always havin' your hands so clean. now they reason this here way--a person that never has dirty hands is lazy and too tony." "yes?" "but me, i don't mind. and i'm swanged if i wouldn't like to beat out jake and nathaniel on this here deal! say! i'll tell you what. this here game's got fun in it fur me! i believe i got a way of doin' them fellers. i ain't tellin' you what it is!" he said, with a chuckle. "but it's a way that's goin' to work! i'm swanged if it ain't! you'll see oncet! you just let this here thing to me and you won't be chased off your job! i'm doin' it fur the sake of the fun i'll get out of seein' jake getz surprised! mebbe that old dutchman won't be wonderful spited!" "i shall be very much indebted to you, doctor, if you can help me, as it suits me to stay here for the present." "that's all right. fur one, there's adam oberholzer; he 'll be an easy guy when it comes to his wote. fur if i want, i can bring a bill ag'in' the estate of his pop, disceased, and make it 'most anything. his pop he died last month. now that there was a man"--the doctor settled himself comfortably, preparatory to the relation of a tale--"that there was a man that was so wonderful set on speculatin' and savin' and layin' by, that when he come to die a pecooliar thing happened. you might call that there thing phe-non-e-ma. it was this here way. when ole adam oberholzer (he was named after his son, adam oberholzer, the school director) come to die, his wife she thought she'd better send fur the evangelical preacher over, seein' as adam he hadn't been inside a church fur twenty years back, and, to be sure, he wasn't just so well prepared. oh, well, he was deef fur three years back, and churches don't do much good to deef people. but then he never did go when he did have his sound hearin'. many's the time he sayed to me, he sayed, 'i don't believe in the churches,' he sayed, 'and blamed if it don't keep me busy believin' in a gawd!' he sayed. so you see, he wasn't just what you might call a pillar of the church. one time he had such a cough and he come to me and sayed whether i could do somepin. 'you're to leave tobacco be,' i sayed. ole adam he looked serious. 'if you sayed it was caused by goin' to church,' he answered to me, 'i might mebbe break off. but tobacco--that's some serious,' he says. adam he used to have some notions about the bible and religion that i did think, now, was damned unushal. here one day when he was first took sick, before he got so deef yet, i went to see him, and the evangelical preacher was there, readin' to him that there piece of scripture where, you know, them that worked a short time was paid the same as them that worked all day. the preacher he sayed he thought that par'ble might fetch him 'round oncet to a death-bed conwersion. but i'm swanged if adam didn't just up and say, when the preacher got through, he says, 'that wasn't a square deal accordin' to my way of lookin' at things.' yes, that's the way that there feller talked. why, here oncet--" the doctor paused to chuckle at the recollection--"when i got there, reverend was wrestlin' with adam to get hisself conwerted, and it was one of adam's days when he was at his deefest. reverend he shouted in his ear, 'you must experience religion--and get a change of heart--and be conwerted before you die!' 'what d' you say?' adam he ast. then reverend, he seen that wouldn't work, so he cut it short, and he says wery loud, 'trust the lord!' now, ole adam oberholzer in his business dealin's and speculatin' was always darned particular who he trusted, still, so he looked up at reverend, and he says, 'is he a reliable party?' well, by gum, i bu'st right out laughin'! i hadn't ought to--seein' it was adam's death-bed--and reverend him just sweatin' with tryin' to work in his job to get him conwerted till he passed away a'ready. but i'm swanged if i could keep in! i just hollered!" the doctor threw back his head and shouted with fresh appreciation of his story, and fairchilds joined in sympathetically. "well, did he die unconverted?" he asked the doctor. "you bet! reverend he sayed afterwards, that in all his practice of his sacred calling he never had knew such a carnal death-bed. now you see," concluded the doctor, "i tended ole adam fur near two months, and that's where i have a hold on his son the school-directer." he laughed as he rose and stretched himself. "it will be no end of sport foiling jake getz!" fairchilds said, with but a vague idea of what the doctor's scheme involved. "well, doctor, you are our mascot--tillie's and mine!" he added, as he, too, rose. "what's that?" "our good luck." he held out an objectionably clean hand with its shining finger-nails. "good night, doc, and thank you!" the doctor awkwardly shook it in his own grimy fist. "good night to you, then, teacher." out in the bar-room, as the doctor took his nightly glass of beer at the counter, he confided to abe wackernagel that somehow he did, now, "like to see teacher use them manners of hisn. i'm 'most as stuck on 'em as missus is!" he declared. xxiii sunshine and shadow tillie's unhappiness, in her certainty that on saturday night the board would vote for the eviction of the teacher, was so great that she felt almost indifferent to her own fate, as she and the doctor started on their six-mile ride to east donegal. but when he presently confided to her his scheme to foil her father and absalom, she became almost hysterical with joy. "you see, tillie, it's this here way. two of these here directers owes me bills. now in drivin' you over to east donegal i'm passin' near to the farms of both of them directers, and i'll make it suit to stop off and press 'em fur my money. they're both of 'em near as close as jake getz! they don't like it fur me to press 'em to pay right aways. so after while i'll say that if they wote ag'in' jake and nathaniel, and each of 'em gets one of the other two directers to wote with him to leave teacher keep his job, i'll throw 'em the doctor's bill off! adam oberholzer he owes me about twelve dollars, and joseph kettering he owes me ten. i guess it ain't worth twelve dollars to adam and ten to joseph to run teacher off william penn!" "and do you suppose that they will be able to influence the other two--john coppenhaver and pete underwocht?" "when all them dollars depends on it, i don't suppose nothin'--i know. i'll put it this here way: 'if teacher ain't chased off, i'll throw you my doctor's bill off. if he is, you'll pay me up, and pretty damned quick, too!'" "but, doc," faltered tillie, "won't it be bribery?" "och, tillie, a body mustn't feel so conscientious about such little things like them. that's bein' too serious." "did you tell the teacher you were going to do this?" she uneasily asked. "well, i guess i ain't such a blamed fool! i guess i know that much, that he wouldn't of saw it the way _i_ see it. i tole him i was goin' to bully them directers to keep him in his job--but he don't know how i'm doin' it." "i'm glad he doesn't know," sighed tillie. "yes, he darsent know till it's all over oncet." the joy and relief she felt at the doctor's scheme, which she was quite sure would work out successfully, gave her a self-confidence in the ordeal before her that sharpened her wits almost to brilliancy. she sailed through this examination, which otherwise she would have dreaded unspeakably, with an aplomb that made her a stranger to herself. even that bugbear of the examination labeled by the superintendent, "general information," and regarded with suspicion by the applicants as a snare and a delusion, did not confound tillie in her sudden and new-found courage; though the questions under this head brought forth from the applicants such astonishing statements as that henry viii was chiefly noted for being "a great widower"; and that the mother of the gracchi was "probably mrs. gracchi." in her unwonted elation, tillie even waxed a bit witty, and in the quiz on "methods of discipline," she gave an answer which no doubt led the superintendent to mark her high. "what method would you pursue with a boy in your school who was addicted to swearing?" she was asked. "i suppose i should make him swear off!" said tillie, with actual flippancy. a neat young woman of the class, sitting directly in front of the superintendent, and wearing spectacles and very straight, tight hair, cast a shocked and reproachful look upon tillie, and turning to the examiner, said primly, "_i_ would organize an anti-swearing society in the school, and reward the boys who were not profane by making them members of it, expelling those who used any profane language." "and make every normal boy turn blasphemer in derision, i'm afraid," was the superintendent's ironical comment. when, at four o'clock that afternoon, she drove back with the doctor through the winter twilight, bearing her precious certificate in her bosom, the brightness of her face seemed to reflect the brilliancy of the red sunset glow on snow-covered fields, frozen creek, and farm-house windows. "bully fur you, matilda!" the doctor kept repeating at intervals. "now won't miss margaret be tickled, though! i tell you what, wirtue like hern gits its rewards even in this here life. she'll certainly be set up to think she's made a teacher out of you unbeknownst! and mebbe it won't tickle her wonderful to think how she's beat jake getz!" he chuckled. "of course you're writin' to her to-night, tillie, ain't you?" he asked. "i'd write her off a letter myself if writin' come handier to me." "of course i shall let her know at once," tillie replied; and in her voice, for the first time in the doctor's acquaintance with her, there was a touch of gentle complacency. "i'll get your letter out the tree-holler to-morrow morning, then, when i go a-past--and i can stamp it and mail it fur you till noon. then she'll get it till monday morning yet! by gum, won't she, now, be tickled!" "isn't it all beautiful!" tillie breathed ecstatically. "i've got my certificate and the teacher won't be put out! what did adam oberholzer and joseph kettering say, doc?" "i've got them fixed all right! just you wait, tillie!" he said mysteriously. "mebbe us we ain't goin' to have the laugh on your pop and old nathaniel puntz! you'll see! wait till your pop comes home and says what's happened at board meetin' to-night! golly! won't he be hoppin' mad!" "what is going to happen, doc?" "you wait and see! i ain't tellin' even you, tillie. i'm savin' it fur a surprise party fur all of yous!" "father won't speak to me about it, you know. he won't mention teacher's name to me." "then won't you find out off of him about the board meetin'?" the doctor asked in disappointment. "must you wait till you see me again oncet?" "he will tell mother. i can get her to tell me," tillie said. "all right. somepin's going to happen too good to wait! now look-ahere, tillie, is your pop to be tole about your certificate?" "i won't tell him until i must. i don't know how he'd take it. he might not let me get a school to teach. of course, when once i've got a school, he will have to be told. and then," she quietly added, "i shall teach, whether he forbids it or not." "to be sure!" heartily assented the doctor. "and leave him go roll hisself, ain't! i'll keep a lookout fur you and tell you the first wacancy i hear of." "what would i do--what should i have done in all these years, doc--if it hadn't been for you!" smiled tillie, with an affectionate pressure of his rough hand; and the doctor's face shone with pleasure to hear her. "you have been a good friend to me, doc." "och, that's all right, tillie. as i sayed, wirtue has its reward even in this here life. my wirtuous acts in standin' by you has gave me as much satisfaction as i've ever had out of anything! but now, tillie, about tellin' your pop. i don't suspicion he'd take it anyways ugly. a body'd think he'd be proud! and he hadn't none of the expense of givin' you your nice education!" "i can't be sure how he would take it, doc, so i would rather not tell him until i must." "all right. just what you say. but i dare tell missus, ain't?" "if she won't tell the girls, doc. it would get back to father, i'm afraid, if so many knew it." "i 'll tell her not to tell. she 'll be as pleased and proud as if it was manda or rebecca!" "poor aunty em! she is so good to me, and i'm afraid i've disappointed her!" tillie humbly said; but somehow the sadness that should have expressed itself in the voice of one under suspension from meeting, when speaking of her sin, was quite lacking. when, at length, they reached the getz farm, mr. getz met them at the gate, his face harsh with displeasure at tillie's long and unpermitted absence from home. "hello, jake!" said the doctor, pleasantly, as her father lifted her down from the high buggy. "i guess missus tole you how i heard tillie fainted away in a swoond day before yesterday, so this morning i come over to see her oncet--aunty em she was some oneasy. and i seen she would mebbe have another such a swoond if she didn't get a long day out in the air. it's done her wonderful much good--wonderful!" "she hadn't no need to stay all day!" growled mr. getz. "mom had all tillie's work to do, and her own too, and she didn't get it through all." "well, better let the work than have tillie havin' any more of them dangerous swoonds. them's dangerous, i tell you, jake! sometimes folks never comes to, yet!" mr. getz looked at tillie apprehensively. "you better go in and get your hot supper, tillie," he said, not ungently. before this forbearance of her father, tillie had a feeling of shame in the doctor's subterfuges, as she bade her loyal friend good night and turned to go indoors. "you'll be over to board meetin' to-night, ain't?" the doctor said to mr. getz as he picked up the reins. "to be sure! me and nathaniel puntz has a statement to make to the board that'll chase that tony dude teacher off his job so quick he won't have time to pack his trunk!" "is that so?" the doctor said in feigned surprise. "well, he certainly is some tony--that i must give him, jake. well, good night to yous! be careful of tillie's health!" getz went into the house and the doctor, chuckling to himself, drove away. tillie was in bed, but sleep was far from her eyes, when, late that night, she heard her father return from the board meeting. long she lay in her bed, listening with tense nerves to his suppressed tones as he talked to his wife in the room across the hall, but she could not hear what he said. not even his tone of voice was sufficiently enlightening as to how affairs had gone. in her wakefulness the night was agonizingly long; for though she was hopeful of the success of the doctor's plot, she knew that possibly there might have been some fatal hitch. at the breakfast-table, next morning, her father looked almost sick, and tillie's heart throbbed with unfilial joy in the significance of this. his manner to her was curt and his face betrayed sullen anger; he talked but little, and did not once refer to the board meeting in her presence. it was not until ten o'clock, when he had gone with some of the children to the evangelical church, that she found her longed-for opportunity to question her stepmother. "well," she began, with assumed indifference, as she and her mother worked together in the kitchen preparing the big sunday dinner, "did they put the teacher out?" "if they put him out?" exclaimed mrs. getz, slightly roused from her customary apathy. "well, i think they didn't! what do you think they done yet?" "i'm sure," said tillie, evidently greatly interested in the turnips she was paring, "i don't know." "they raised his salary five a month!" the turnips dropped into the pan, and tillie raised her eyes to gaze incredulously into the face of her stepmother, who, with hands on her hips, stood looking down upon her. "yes," went on mrs. getz, "that's what they done! a dumm thing like that! and after pop and nathaniel puntz they had spoke their speeches where they had ready, how teacher he wasn't fit fur william penn! and after they tole how he had up and sassed pop, and him a directer yet! and nathaniel he tole how absalom had heard off the doc how teacher he was a' unbeliever and says musin' is the same to him as prayin'! now think! such conwictions as them! and then, when the wote was took, here it come out that only pop and nathaniel puntz woted ag'in' teacher, and the other four they woted fur! and they woted to raise his salary five a month yet!" tillie's eyes dropped from her mother's face, her chin quivered, she bit her lip, and suddenly, unable to control herself, she broke into wild, helpless laughter. mrs. getz stared at her almost in consternation. never before in her life had she seen tillie laugh with such abandon. "what ails you?" she asked wonderingly. tillie could find no voice to answer, her slight frame shaking convulsively. "what you laughin' at, anyhow?" mrs. getz repeated, now quite frightened. "that--that wyandotte hen jumped up on the sill!" tillie murmured--then went off into a perfect peal of mirth. it seemed as though all the pent-up joy and gaiety of her childhood had burst forth in that moment. "i don't see nothin' in that that's anyways comical--a wyandotte hen on the window-sill!" said mrs. getz, in stupid wonder. "she looked so--so--oh!" tillie gasped, and wiped her eyes with a corner of her apron. "you don't take no int'rust in what i tole you all!" mrs. getz complained, sitting down near her stepdaughter to pick the chickens for dinner. "i'd think it would make you ashamed fur the way you stood up fur teacher ag'in' your own pop here last thursday--fur them four directers to go ag'in' pop like this here!" "what reasons did they give for voting for the teacher?" tillie asked, her hysterics subsiding. "they didn't give no reasons till they had him elected a'ready. then adam oberholzer he got up and he spoke how teacher learned the scholars so good and got along without lickin' 'em any (pop he had brung that up ag'in' teacher, but adam he sayed it was fur), and that they better mebbe give him five extry a month to make sure to keep such a kind man to their childern, and one that learnt 'em so good." tillie showed signs, for an instant, of going off into another fit of laughter. "what's ailin' you?" her mother asked in mystification. "i never seen you act so funny! you better go take a drink." tillie repressed herself and went on with her work. during the remainder of that day, and, indeed, through all the week that followed, she struggled to conceal from her father the exultation of her spirits. she feared he would interpret it as a rejoicing over his defeat, and there was really no such feeling in the girl's gentle heart. she was even moved to some faint--it must be confessed, very faint--pangs of pity for him as she saw, from day to day, how hard he took his defeat. apparently, it was to him a sickening blow to have his "authority" as school director defied by a penniless young man who was partly dependent upon his vote for daily bread. he suffered keenly in his conviction that the teacher was as deeply exultant in his victory as getz had expected to be. in these days, tillie walked on air, and to mrs. getz and the children she seemed almost another girl, with that happy vibration in her usually sad voice, and that light of gladness in her soft pensive eyes. the glorious consciousness was ever with her that the teacher was always near--though she saw him but seldom. this, and the possession of the precious certificate, her talisman to freedom, hidden always in her bosom, made her daily drudgery easy to her and her hours full of hope and happiness. deep as was tillie's impression of the steadiness of purpose in absalom's character, she was nevertheless rather taken aback when, on the sunday night after that horrible experience in the woods, her suitor stolidly presented himself at the farm-house, attired in his best clothes, his whole aspect and bearing eloquent of the fact that recent defeat had but made him more doggedly determined to win in the end. tillie wondered if she might not be safe now in dismissing him emphatically and finally; but she decided there was still danger lest absalom might wreak his vengeance in some dreadful way upon the teacher. her heart was so full of happiness that she could tolerate even absalom. only two short weeks of this brightness and glory, and then the blow fell--the blow which blackened the sun in the heavens. the teacher suddenly, and most mysteriously, resigned and went away. no one knew why. whether it was to take a better position, or for what other possible reason, not a soul in the township could tell--not even the doc. strange to say, fairchilds's going, instead of pleasing mr. getz, was only an added offense to both him and absalom. they had thirsted for vengeance; they had longed to humiliate this "high-minded dude"; and now not only was the opportunity lost to them, but the "job" they had determined to wrest from him was indifferently hurled back in their faces--he didn't want it! absalom and getz writhed in their helpless spleen. tillie's undiscerning family did not for an instant attribute to its true cause her sudden change from radiant happiness to the weakness and lassitude that tell of mental anguish. they were not given to seeing anything that was not entirely on the surface and perfectly obvious. three days had passed since fairchilds's departure--three days of utter blackness to tillie; and on the third day she went to pay her weekly visit to the tree-hollow in the woods where she was wont to place miss margaret's letters. on this day she found, to her amazement, two letters. her knees shook as she recognized the teacher's handwriting on one of them. there was no stamp and no post-mark on the envelop. he had evidently written the letter before leaving, and had left it with the doctor to be delivered to her. tillie had always been obliged to maneuver skilfully in order to get away from the house long enough to pay these weekly visits to the tree-hollow; and she nearly always read her letter from miss margaret at night by a candle, when the household was asleep. but now, heedless of consequences, she sat down on a snow-covered log and opened fairchilds's letter, her teeth chattering with more than cold. it was only a note, written in great haste and evidently under some excitement. it told her of his immediate departure for cambridge to accept a rather profitable private tutorship to a rich man's son. he would write to tillie, later, when he could. meanwhile, god bless her--and he was always her friend. that was all. he gave her no address and did not speak of her writing to him. tillie walked home in a dream. all that evening, she was so "dopplig" as finally to call forth a sharp rebuke from her father, to which she paid not the slightest heed. would she ever see him again, her heart kept asking? would he really write to her again? where was he at this moment, and what was he doing? did he send one thought to her, so far away, so desolate? did he have in any least degree the desire, the yearning, for her that she had for him? tillie felt a pang of remorse for her disloyalty to miss margaret when she realized that she had almost forgotten that always precious letter. when, a little past midnight, she took it from her dress pocket she noticed what had before escaped her--some erratic writing in lead on the back of the envelop. it was in the doctor's strenuous hand. "willyam pens as good as yoorn ive got them all promist but your pop to wote for you at the bored meating saterdy its to be a surprize party for your pop." xxiv the revolt of tillie at half-past seven o'clock on saturday evening, the school board once more convened in the hotel parlor, for the purpose of electing fairchilds's successor. "up till now," mr. getz had remarked at the supper-table, "i ain't been tole of no candidate applyin' fur william penn, and here to-night we meet to elect him--or her if she's a female." tillie's heart had jumped to her throat as she heard him, wondering how he would take it when they announced to him that the applicant was none other than his own daughter--whether he would be angry at her long deception, or gratified at the prospect of her earning so much money--for, of course, it would never occur to him that she would dare refuse to give him every cent she received. there was unwonted animation in the usually stolid faces of the school board to-night; for the members were roused to a lively appreciation of the situation as it related to jake getz. the doctor had taken each and every one of them into his confidence, and had graphically related to them the story of how tillie had "come by" her certificate, and the tale had elicited their partizanship for tillie, as for the heroine of a drama. even nathaniel puntz was enjoying the fact that he was to-night on the side of the majority. with tillie, they were in doubt as to how jake getz would receive the news. "is they a' applicant?" he inquired on his arrival. "why, to be sure," said nathaniel puntz. "what fur would it be worth while to waste time meetin' to elect her if they ain't none?" "then she's a female, is she?" "well, she ain't no male, anyways, nor no harvard gradyate, neither. if she was, _i_ wouldn't wote fur her!" "what might her name be?" "it's some such a french name," answered the doctor, who had carried in the lamp and was lingering a minute. "it would, now, surprise you, jake, if you heard it oncet." "is she such a foreigner yet?" getz asked suspiciously. "i mistrust 'em when they're foreigners." "well," spoke adam oberholzer, as the doctor reluctantly went out, "it ain't ten mile from here she was raised." "is she a gradyate? we hadn't ought to take none but a normal. we had _enough_ trouble!" "no, she ain't a normal, but she's got her certificate off the superintendent." "has any of yous saw her?" "och, yes, she's familiar with us," replied joseph kettering, the amishman, who was president of the board. "why ain't she familiar with me, then?" getz inquired, looking bewildered, as the president opened the ink-bottle that stood on the table about which they sat, and distributed slips of paper. "well, that's some different again, too," facetiously answered joseph kettering. "won't she be here to-night to leave us see her oncet?" "she won't, but her pop will," answered nathaniel puntz; and mr. getz vaguely realized in the expressions about him that something unusual was in the air. "what do we want with her _pop_?" he asked. "we want his _wote_!" answered adam oberholzer--which sally brought forth hilarious laughter. "what you mean?" demanded getz, impatient of all this mystery. "it's the daughter of one of this here board that we're wotin' fur!" mr. getz's eyes moved about the table. "why, none of yous ain't got a growed-up daughter that's been to school long enough to get a certificate." "it seems there's ways of gettin' a certificate without goin' to school. some girls can learn theirselves at home without even a teacher, and workin' all the time at farm-work, still, and even livin' out!" said mr. puntz. "i say a girl with industry like that would make any feller a good wife." getz stared at him in bewilderment. "the members of this board," said mr. kettering, solemnly, "and the risin' generation of the future, can point this here applicant out to their childern as a shinin' example of what can be did by industry, without money and without price--and it'll be fur a spur to 'em to go thou and do likewise." "are you so dumm, jake, you don't know yet who we mean?" nathaniel asked. "why, to be sure, don't i! none of yous has got such a daughter where lived out." "except yourself, jake!" the eyes of the board were fixed upon mr. getz in excited expectation. but he was still heavily uncomprehending. then the president, rising, made his formal announcement, impressively and with dignity. "members of canaan township school board: we will now proceed to wote fur the applicant fur william penn. she is not unknownst to this here board. she is a worthy and wirtuous female, and has a good moral character. we think she's been well learnt how to manage childern, fur she's been raised in a family where childern was never scarce. the applicant," continued the speaker, "is--as i stated a couple minutes back--a shining example of industry to the rising generations of the future, fur she's got her certificate to teach--and wery high marks on it--and done it all by her own unaided efforts and industry. members of canaan township school board, we are now ready to wote fur matilda maria getz." before his dazed wits could recover from the shock of this announcement, jake getz's daughter had become the unanimously elected teacher of william penn. the ruling passion of the soul of jacob getz manifested itself conspicuously in his reception of the revelation that his daughter, through deliberate and systematic disobedience, carried on through all the years of her girlhood, had succeeded in obtaining a certificate from the county superintendent, and was now the teacher-elect at william penn. the father's satisfaction in the possession of a child capable of earning forty dollars a month, his greedy joy in the prospect of this addition to his income, entirely overshadowed and dissipated the rage he would otherwise have felt. the pathos of his child's courageous persistency in the face of his dreaded severity, of her pitiful struggle with all the adverse conditions of her life,--this did not enter at all into his consideration of the case. it was obvious to tillie, as it had been to the school board on saturday night, that he felt an added satisfaction in the fact that this wonder had been accomplished without any loss to him either of money or of his child's labor. somehow, her father's reception of her triumph filled her heart with more bitterness than she had ever felt toward him in all the years of her hard endeavor. it was on the eve of her first day of teaching that his unusually affectionate attitude to her at the supper-table suddenly roused in her a passion of hot resentment such as her gentle heart had not often experienced. "i owe you no thanks, father, for what education i have!" she burst forth. "you always did everything in your power to hinder me!" if a bomb had exploded in the midst of them, mr. and mrs. getz could not have been more confounded. mrs. getz looked to see her husband order tillie from the table, or rise from his place to shake her and box her ears. but he did neither. in amazement he stared at her for a moment--then answered with a mildness that amazed his wife even more than tillie's "sassiness" had done. "i'd of left you study if i'd knowed you could come to anything like this by it. but i always thought you'd have to go to the normal to be fit fur a teacher yet. and you can't say you don't owe me no thanks--ain't i always kep' you?" "kept me!" answered tillie, with a scorn that widened her father's stare and made her stepmother drop her knife on her plate; "i never worked half so hard at aunty em's as i have done here every day of my life since i was nine years old--and she thought my work worth not only my 'keep,' but two dollars a week besides. when do you ever spend two dollars on me? you never gave me a dollar that i hadn't earned ten times over! you owe me back wages!" jake getz laid down his knife, with a look on his face that made his other children quail. his countenance was livid with anger. "owe you back wages!" he choked. "ain't you my child, then, where i begat and raised? don't i own you? what's a child fur? to grow up to be no use to them that raised it? you talk like that to me!" he roared. "you tell me i owe you back money! now listen here! i was a-goin' to leave you keep five dollars every month out of your forty. yes, i conceited i'd leave you have all that--five a month! now fur sassin' me like what you done, i ain't leavin' you have none the first month!" "and what," tillie wondered, a strange calm suddenly following her outburst, as she sat back in her chair, white and silent, "what will he do and say when i refuse to give him more than the price of my board?" her school-work, which began nest day, diverted her mind somewhat from its deep yearning for him who had become to her the very breath of her life. it was on the sunday night after her first week of teaching that she told absalom, with all the firmness she could command, that he must not come to see her any more, for she was resolved not to marry him. "who are you goin' to marry, then?" he inquired, unconvinced. "no one." "do you mean it fur really, that you'd ruther be a' ole maid?" "i'd rather be six old maids than the wife of a dutchman!" "what fur kind of a man do you want, then?" "not the kind that grows in this township." "would you, mebbe," absalom sarcastically inquired, "like such a dude like what--" "absalom!" tillie flashed her beautiful eyes upon him. "you are unworthy to mention his name to me! don't dare to speak to me of him--or i shall leave you and go up-stairs right away!" absalom sullenly subsided. when, later, he left her, she saw that her firm refusal to marry him had in no wise baffled him. this impression was confirmed when on the next sunday night, in spite of her prohibition, he again presented himself. tillie was mortally weary that night. her letter had not come, and her nervous waiting, together with the strain of her unwonted work of teaching, had told on her endurance. so poor absalom's reception at her hands was even colder than her father's greeting at the kitchen door; for since tillie's election to william penn, mr. getz was more opposed than ever to her marriage, and he did not at all relish the young man's persistency in coming to see her in the face of his own repeated warning. "tillie," absalom began when they were alone together after the family had gone to bed, "i thought it over oncet, and i come to say i'd ruther have you 'round, even if you didn't do nothin' but set and knit mottos and play the organ, than any other woman where could do all my housework fur me. i'll hire fur you, tillie--and you can just set and enjoy yourself musin', like what doc says book-learnt people likes to do." tillie's eyes rested on him with a softer and a kindlier light in them than she had ever shown him before; for such a magnanimous offer as this, she thought, could spring only from the fact that absalom was really deeply in love, and she was not a little touched. she contemplated him earnestly as he sat before her, looking so utterly unnatural in his sunday clothes. a feeling of compassion for him began to steal into her heart. "if i am not careful," she thought in consternation, "i shall be saying, 'yes,' out of pity." but a doubt quickly crept into her heart. was it really that he loved her so very much, or was it that his obstinacy was stronger than his prudence, and that if he could not get her as he wanted her,--as his housekeeper and the mother of numberless children,--he would take her on her own conditions? only so he got her--that was the point. he had made up his mind to have her--it must be accomplished. "absalom," she said, "i am not going to let you waste any more of your time. you must never come to see me again after to-night. i won't ever marry you, and i won't let you go on like this, with your false hope. if you come again, i won't see you. i'll go up-stairs!" one would have thought that this had no uncertain ring. but again tillie knew, when absalom left her, that his resolution not only was not shaken,--it was not even jarred. the weeks moved on, and the longed-for letter did not come. tillie tried to gather courage to question the doctor as to whether fairchilds had made any arrangement with him for the delivery of a letter to her. but an instinct of maidenly reserve and pride which, she could not conquer kept her lips closed on the subject. had it not been for this all-consuming desire for a letter, she would more keenly have felt her enforced alienation from her aunt, of whom she was so fond; and at the same time have taken really great pleasure in her new work and in having reached at last her long-anticipated goal. in the meantime, while her secret sorrow--like sir hudibras's rusting sword that had nothing else to feed upon and so hacked upon itself--seemed eating out her very heart, the letter which would have been to her as manna in the wilderness had fallen into her father's hands, and after being laboriously conned by him, to his utter confusion as to its meaning, had been consigned to the kitchen fire. mr. getz's reasons for withholding the letter from his daughter and burning it were several. in the first place, fairchilds was "an unbeliever," and therefore his influence was baneful; he was jacob getz's enemy, and therefore no fit person to be writing friendly letters to his daughter; he asked tillie, in his letter, to write to him, and this would involve the buying of stationery and wasting of time that might be better spent; and finally, he and tillie, as he painfully gathered from the letter, were "making up" to a degree that might end in her wanting to marry the fellow. mr. getz meant to tell tillie that he had received this letter; but somehow, every time he opened his lips to speak the words, the memory of her wild-cat behavior in defense of the teacher that afternoon in the woods, and her horribly death-like appearance when she had lain unconscious in the teacher's arms, recurred to him with a vividness that effectually checked him, and eventually led him to decide that it were best not to risk another such outbreak. so she remained in ignorance of the fact that fairchilds had again written to her. carlyle's "gospel of work" was indeed tillie's salvation in these days; for in spite of her restless yearning and loneliness, she was deeply interested and even fascinated with her teaching, and greatly pleased and encouraged with her success in it. at last, with the end of her first month at william penn, came the rather dreaded "pay-day"; for she knew that it would mean the hardest battle of her life. the forty dollars was handed to her in her schoolroom on friday afternoon, at the close of the session. it seemed untold wealth to tillie, who never before in her life had owned a dollar. she' did not risk carrying it all home with her. the larger part of the sum she intrusted to the doctor to deposit for her in a lancaster bank. when, at five o'clock, she reached home and walked into the kitchen, her father's eagerness for her return, that he might lay his itching palms on her earnings, was perfectly manifest to her in his unduly affectionate, "well, tillie!" she was pale, but outwardly composed. it was to be one of those supreme crises in life which one is apt to meet with a courage and a serenity that are not forthcoming in the smaller irritations and trials of daily experience. "you don't look so hearty," her father said, as she quietly hung up her shawl and hood in the kitchen cupboard. "a body'd think you'd pick up and get fat, now you don't have to work nothin', except mornings and evenings." "there is no harder work in the world, father, than teaching--even when you like it." "it ain't no work," he impatiently retorted, "to set and hear off lessons." tillie did not dispute the point, as she tied a gingham apron over her dress. her father was sitting in a corner of the room, shelling corn, with sammy and sally at his side helping him. he stopped short in his work and glanced at tillie in surprise, as she immediately set about assisting her mother in setting the supper-table. "you was paid to-day, wasn't you?" "yes." "well, why don't you gimme the money, then? where have you got it?" tillie drew a roll of bills from her pocket and came up to him. he held out his hand. "you know, tillie, i tole you i ain't givin' you none of your wages this month, fur sassin' me like what you done. but next month, if you're good-behaved till then, i'll give you mebbe five dollars. gimme here," he said, reaching for the money across the heads of the children in front of him. but she did not obey. she looked at him steadily as she stood before him, and spoke deliberately, though every nerve in her body was jumping. "aunty em charged the teacher fifteen dollars a month for board. that included his washing and ironing. i really earn my board by the work i do here saturdays and sundays, and in the mornings and evenings before and after school. but i will pay you twelve dollars a month for my board." she laid on his palm two five-dollar bills and two ones, and calmly walked back to the table. getz sat as one suddenly turned to stone. sammy and sally dropped their corn-cobs into their laps and stared in frightened wonder. mrs. getz stopped cutting the bread and gazed stupidly from her husband to her stepdaughter. tillie alone went on with her work, no sign in her white, still face of the passion of terror in her heart at her own unspeakable boldness. suddenly two resounding slaps on the ears of sammy and sally, followed by their sharp screams of pain and fright, broke the tense stillness. "who tole you to stop workin', heh?" demanded their father, fiercely. "leave me see you at it, do you hear? you stop another time to gape around and i 'll lick you good! stop your bawlin' now, this minute!" he rose from his chair and strode over to the table. seizing tillie by the shoulder, he drew her in froet of him. "gimme every dollar of them forty!" "i have given you all i have." "where are you got the others hid?" "i have deposited my money in a lancaster bank." jacob getz's face turned apoplectic with rage. "who took it to lancaster fur you?" "i sent it." "what fur bank?" "i prefer not to tell you that." "you perfer! i'll learn you perfer! who took it in fur you--and what fur bank? answer to me!" "father, the money is mine." "it's no such thing! you ain't but seventeen. and i don't care if you're eighteen or even twenty-one! you're my child and you 'll obey to me and do what i tell you!" "father, i will not submit to your robbing me, you can't force me to give you my earnings. if you could, i wouldn't teach at all!" "you won't submit! and i darsent rob you!" he spluttered. "don't you know i can collect your wages off the secretary of the board myself?" "before next pay-day i shall be eighteen. then you can't legally do that. if you could, i would resign. then you wouldn't even get your twelve dollars a month for my board. that's four dollars more than i can earn living out at aunty em's." beside himself with his fury, getz drew her a few steps to the closet where his strap hung, and jerking it from its nail, he swung out his arm. but tillie, with a strength born of a sudden fury almost matching his own, and feeling in her awakened womanhood a new sense of outrage and ignominy in such treatment, wrenched herself free, sprang to the middle of the room, and faced him with blazing eyes. "dare to touch me--ever again so long as you live!--and i'll kill you, i'll kill you!" such madness of speech, to ears accustomed to the carefully tempered converse of mennonites, amish, and dunkards, was in itself a wickedness almost as great as the deed threatened. the family, from the father down to six-year-old zephaniah, trembled to hear the awful words. "ever dare to touch me again so long as we both live--and i'll stab you dead!" mrs. getz shrieked. sally and sammy clung to each other whimpering in terror, and the younger children about the room took up the chorus. "tillie!" gasped her father. the girl tottered, her eyes suddenly rolled back in her head, she stretched out her hands, and fell over on the floor. once more tillie had fainted. xxv getz "learns" tillie as a drowning man clings to whatever comes in his way, tillie, in these weary days of heart-ache and yearning, turned with new intensity of feeling to miss margaret, who had never failed her, and their interchange of letters became more frequent. her father did not easily give up the struggle with her for the possession of her salary. finding that he could not legally collect it himself from the treasurer of the board, he accused his brother-in-law, abe wackernagel, of having taken it to town for her; and when abe denied the charge, with the assurance, however, that he "would do that much for tillie any day he got the chancet," mr. getz next taxed the doctor, who, of course, without the least scruple, denied all knowledge of tillie's monetary affairs. on market day, he had to go to lancaster city, and when his efforts to force tillie to sign a cheek payable to him had proved vain, his baffled greed again roused him to uncontrollable fury, and lifting his hand, he struck her across the cheek. tillie reeled and would have fallen had he not caught her, his anger instantly cooling in his fear lest she faint again. but tillie had no idea of fainting. "let me go," she said quietly, drawing her arm out of his clasp. turning quickly away, she walked straight out of the room and up-stairs to her chamber. her one change of clothing she quickly tied into a bundle, and putting on her bonnet and shawl, she walked down-stairs and out of the house. "where you goin'?" her father demanded roughly as he followed her out on the porch. she did not answer, but walked on to the gate. in an instant he had overtaken her and stood squarely in her path. "where you goin' to?" he repeated. "to town, to board at the store." he dragged her, almost by main force, back into the house, and all that evening kept a watch upon her until he knew that she was in bed. next morning, tillie carried her bundle of clothing to school with her, and at the noon recess she went to the family who kept the village store and engaged board with them, saying she could not stand the daily walks to and from school. when, at six o'clock that evening, she had not returned home, her father drove in to the village store to get her. but she locked herself in her bedroom and would not come out. in the next few weeks he tried every means of force at his command, but in vain; and at last he humbled himself to propose a compromise. "i'll leave you have some of your money every month, tillie,--as much as ten dollars,--if you'll give me the rest, still." "why should i give it to you, father? how would that benefit me?" she said, with a rather wicked relish in turning the tables on him and applying his life principle of selfishness to her own case. her father did not know how to meet it. never before in her life, to his knowledge, had tillie considered her own benefit before his and that of his wife and children. that she should dare to do so now seemed to knock the foundations from under him. "when i'm dead, won't you and the others inherit off of me all i've saved?" he feebly inquired. "but that will be when i'm too old to enjoy or profit by it." "how much do you want i should give you out of your wages every month, then?" "you can't give me what is not yours to give." "now don't you be sassin' me, or i'll learn you!" they were alone in her school-room on a late february afternoon, after school had been dismissed. tillie quickly rose and reached for her shawl and bonnet. she usually tried to avoid giving him an opportunity like this for bullying her, with no one by to protect her. "just stay settin'," he growled sullenly, and she knew from his tone that he had surrendered. "if you'll come home to board, i won't bother you no more, then," he further humbled himself to add. the loss even of the twelve dollars' board was more than he could bear. "it would not be safe," answered tillie, grimly. "och, it 'll be safe enough. i'll leave you be." "it would not be safe for you." "fur me? what you talkin'?" "if you lost your temper and struck me, i might kill you. that's why i came away." the father stared in furtive horror at the white, impassive face of his daughter. could this be tillie--his meek, long-suffering tillie? "another thing," she continued resolutely, for she had lost all fear of speaking her mind to him, "why should i pay you twelve dollars a month board, when i get my board at the store for six, because i wait on customers between times?" mr. getz looked very downcast. there was a long silence between them. "i must go now, father. this is the hour that i always spend in the store." "i'll board you fur six, then," he growled. "and make me work from four in the morning until eight or nine at night? it is easier standing in the store. i can read when there are no customers." "to think i brung up a child to talk to me like this here!" he stared at her incredulously. "the rest will turn out even worse," tillie prophesied with conviction, "unless you are less harsh with them. your harshness will drive every child you have to defy you." "i'll take good care none of the others turns out like you!" he threateningly exclaimed. "and you'll see oncet! you'll find out! you just wait! i tried everything--now i know what i'm doin'. it'll learn you!" in the next few weeks, as nothing turned up to make good these threats, tillie often wondered what her father had meant by them. it was not like him to waste time in empty words. but she was soon to learn. one evening the doctor came over to the store to repeat to her some rumors he had heard and which he thought she ought to know. "tillie! your pop's workin' the directers to have you chased off william penn till the april election a'ready!" "oh, doc!" tillie gasped, "how do you know?" "that's what the talk is. he's goin' about to all of 'em whenever he can handy leave off from his work, and he's tellin' 'em they had ought to set that example to onruly children; and most of 'em's agreein' with him. nathaniel puntz he agrees with him. absalom he talks down on you since you won't leave him come no more sundays, still. your pop he says when your teachin' is a loss to him instead of a help, he ain't leavin' you keep on. he says when you don't have no more money, you'll have to come home and help him and your mom with the work. nathaniel puntz he says this is a warnin' to parents not to leave their children have too much education--that they get high-minded that way and won't even get married." "but, doc," tillie pleaded with him in an agony of mind, "you won't let them take my school from me, will you? you'll make them let me keep it?" the doctor gave a little laugh. "by golly, tillie, i ain't the president of america! you think because i got you through oncet or twicet, i kin do anything with them directers, still! well, a body can't always get ahead of a set of stubborn-headed dutchmen--and with nathaniel puntz so wonderful thick in with your pop to work ag'in' you, because you won't have that dumm absalom of hisn!" "what shall i do?" tillie cried. "i can never, never go back to my old life again--that hopeless, dreary drudgery on the farm! i can't, indeed i can't! i won't go back. what shall i do?" "look-ahere, tillie!" the doctor spoke soothingly, "i'll do what i otherwise kin to help you. i'll do, some back-talkin' myself to them directers. but you see," he said in a troubled tone, "none of them directers happens to owe me no doctor-bill just now, and that makes it a little harder to persuade 'em to see my view of the case. now if only some of their wives would up and get sick for 'em and i could run 'em up a bill! but," he concluded, shaking his head in discouragement, "it's a wonderful healthy season--wonderful healthy!" in the two months that followed, the doctor worked hard to counteract mr. getz's influence with the board. tillie, too, missed no least opportunity to plead her cause with them, not only by direct argument, but by the indirect means of doing her best possible work in her school. but both she and the doctor realized, as the weeks moved on, that they were working in vain; for mr. getz, in his statements to the directors, had appealed to some of their most deep-rooted prejudices. tillie's filial insubordination, her "high-mindedness," her distaste for domestic work, so strong that she refused even to live under her father's roof--all these things made her unfit to be an instructor and guide to their young children. she would imbue the "rising generation" with her worldly and wrong-headed ideas. had tillie remained "plain," she would no doubt have had the championship of the two new mennonite members of the board. but her apostasy had lost her even that defense, for she no longer wore her nun-like garb. after her suspension from meeting and her election to william penn, she had gradually drifted into the conviction that colors other than gray, black, or brown were probably pleasing to the creator, and that what really mattered was not what she wore, but what she was. it was without any violent struggles or throes of anguish that, in this revolution of her faith, she quite naturally fell away from the creed which once had held her such a devotee. when she presently appeared in the vain and ungodly habiliments of "the world's people," the brethren gave her up in despair and excommunicated her. "no use, tillie," the doctor would report in discouragement, week after week; "we're up against it sure this time! you're losin' william penn till next month, or i'll eat my hat! a body might as well try to eat his hat as move them pig-headed dutch once they get sot. and they're sot on puttin' you out, all right! you see, your pop and nathaniel puntz they just fixed 'em! me and you ain't got no show at all." tillie could think of no way of escape from her desperate position. what was there before her but a return to the farm, or perhaps, at best, marriage with absalom? "to be sure, i should have to be reduced to utter indifference to my fate if i ever consented to marry absalom," she bitterly told herself. "but when it is a question between doing that and living at home, i don't know but i might be driven to it!" at times, the realization that there was no possible appeal from her situation did almost drive her to a frenzy. after so many years of struggle, just as she was tasting success, to lose all the fruits of her labor--how could she endure it? with the work she loved taken away from her, how could she bear the gnawing hunger at her heart for the presence of him unto whom was every thought of her brain and every throbbing pulse of her soul? the future seemed to stretch before her, a terrible, an unendurable blank. the first week of april was the time fixed for the meeting of the board at which she was to be "chased off her job"; and as the fatal day drew near, a sort of lethargy settled upon her, and she ceased to straggle, even in spirit, against the inevitable. "well, tillie," the doctor said, with a long sigh, as he came into the store at six o'clock on the eventful evening, and leaned over the counter to talk to the girl, "they're all conwened by now, over there in the hotel parlor. your pop and nathaniel puntz they're lookin' wonderful important. tour pop," he vindictively added, "is just chucklin' at the idea of gettin' you home under his thumb ag'in!" tillie did not speak. she sat behind the counter, her cheeks resting on the backs of her hands, her wistful eyes gazing past the doctor toward the red light in the hotel windows across the way. "golly! but i'd of liked to beat 'em out on this here game! but they've got us, tillie! they'll be wotin' you out of your job any minute now. and then your pop'll be comin' over here to fetch you along home! oh! if he wasn't your pop i c'd say somethin' real perfane about him." tillie drew a long breath; but she did not speak. she could not. it seemed to her that she had come to the end of everything. "look-ahere, tillie," the doctor spoke suddenly, "you just up and get ahead of 'em all--you just take yourself over to the millersville normal! you've got some money saved, ain't you?" "yes!" a ray of hope kindled in her eyes. "i have saved one hundred and twenty-five dollars! i should have more than that if i had not returned to the world's dress." "a hundred and twenty-five's plenty enough for a good starter at the millersville normal," said the doctor. "but," tillie hesitated, "this is april, and the spring term closes in three months. what should i do and where could i go after that? if i made such a break with father, he might refuse to take me home even if i had nowhere else to go. could i risk that?" the doctor leaned his head on his hand and heavily considered the situation. "i'm blamed if i dare adwise you, tillie. it's some serious adwisin' a young unprotected female to leave her pop's rooft to go out into the unbeknownst world," he said sentimentally. "to be sure, miss margaret would see after you while you was at the normal. but when wacation is here in june she might mebbe be goin' away for such a trip like, and then if you couldn't come back home, you'd be throwed out on the cold wide world, where there's many a pitfall for the onwary." "it seems too great a risk to run, doesn't it? there seems to be nothing--nothing--that i can do but go back to the farm," she said, the hope dying out of her eyes. "just till i kin get you another school, tillie," he consoled her. "i'll be lookin' out for a wacancy in the county for you, you bet!" "thank you, doc," she answered wearily; "but you know another school couldn't possibly be open to me until next fall--five months from now." she threw her head back upon the palm of her hand. "i'm so tired--so very tired of it all. what's the use of struggling? what am i struggling for?" "what are you struggling fur?" the doctor repeated. "why, to get shed of your pop and all them kids out at the getz farm that wears out your young life workin' for 'em! that's what! and to have some freedom and money of your own--to have a little pleasure now and ag'in! i tell you, tillie, i don't want to see you goin' out there to that farm ag'in!" "do you think i should dare to run away to the normal?" she asked fearfully. the doctor tilted back his hat and scratched his head. "leave me to think it over oncet, tillie, and till to-morrow mornin' a'ready i'll give you my answer. my conscience won't give me the dare to adwise you offhand in a matter that's so serious like what this is." "father will want to make me go out to the farm with him this evening, i am sure," she said; "and when once i am out there, i shall not have either the spirit or the chance to get away, i'm afraid." the doctor shook his head despondently. "we certainly are up ag'in' it! i can't see no way out." "there is no way out," tillie said in a strangely quiet voice. "doc," she added after an instant, laying her hand on his rough one and pressing it, "although i have failed in all that you have tried to help me to be and to do, i shall never forget to be grateful to you--my best and kindest friend!" the doctor looked down almost reverently at the little white hand resting against his dark one. suddenly tillie's eyes fixed themselves upon the open doorway, where the smiling presence of walter fairchilds presented itself to her startled gaze. "tillie! and the doc! well, it's good to see you. may i break in on your conference--i can see it '& important." he spoke lightly, but his voice was vibrant with some restrained emotion. at the first sight of him, tillie's hand instinctively crept up to feel if those precious curls were in their proper place. the care and devotion she had spent upon them during all these weary, desolate months! and all because a man--the one, only man--had once said they were pretty! alas, tillie, for your mennonite principles! and now, at sight of the dear, familiar face and form, the girl trembled and was speechless. not so the doctor. with a yell, he turned upon the visitor, grasped both his hands, and nearly wrung them off. "hang me, of i was ever so glad to see a feller like wot i am you. teacher," he cried in huge delight, "the country's saved! providence fetched you here in the nick of time! you always was a friend to tillie, and you kin help her out now!" walter fairchilds did not reply at first. he stood, gazing over the doctor's shoulder at the new tillie, transformed in countenance by the deep waters through which she had passed in the five months that had slipped round since he had gone out of her life; and so transformed in appearance by the dropping of her mennonite garb that he could hardly believe the testimony of his eyes. "is it--is it really you, tillie?" he said, holding out his hand. "and aren't you even a little bit glad to see me?" the familiar voice brought the life-blood back to her face. she took a step toward him, both hands outstretched,--then, suddenly, she stopped and her cheeks crimsoned. "of course we're glad to see you--very!" she said softly but constrainedly. "lemme tell you the news," shouted the doctor. "you 'll mebbe save tillie from goin' out there to her pop's farm ag'in! she's teacher at william penn, and her pop's over there at the board meetin' now, havin' her throwed off, and then he'll want to take her home to work herself to death for him and all them baker's dozen of children he's got out there! and tillie she don't want to go--and waste all her nice education that there way!" fairchilds took her hand and looked down into her shining eyes. "i hardly know you, tillie, in your new way of dressing!" "what--what brings you here?" she asked, drawing away her hand. "i've come from the millersville normal school with a letter for you from mrs. lansing," he explained, "and i've promised to bring you back with me by way of answer. "i am an instructor in english there now, you know, and so, of course, i have come to know your 'miss margaret,'" he added, in answer to tillie's unspoken question. the girl opened the envelop with trembling fingers and read: "my dear little mennonite maid: we have rather suddenly decided to go abroad in july--my husband needs the rest and change, as do we all; and i want you to go with me as companion and friend, and to help me in the care of the children. in the meantime there is much to be done by way of preparation for such a trip; so can't you arrange to come to me at once and you can have the benefit of the spring term at the normal. i needn't tell you, dear child, how glad i shall be to have you with me. and what such a trip ought to mean to you, who have struggled so bravely to live the life the almighty meant that you should live, you only can fully realize. you're of age now and can act for yourself. break with your present environment now, or, i'm afraid, tillie, it will be never. "come to me at once, and with the bearer of this note. with love, i am, as always, your affectionate "'miss margaret.'" when she had finished tillie looked up with brimming eyes. "doc," she said, "listen!" and she read the letter aloud, speaking slowly and distinctly that he might fully grasp the glory of it all. at the end the sweet voice faltered and broke. "oh, doc!" sobbed tillie, "isn't it wonderful!" the shaggy old fellow blinked his eyes rapidly, then suddenly relieved his feelings with an outrageous burst of profanity. with a rapidity bewildering to his hearers, his tone instantly changed again to one of lachrymose solemnity: "'gawd moves in a mysterious way his wonders to perform!'" he piously repeated. "ain't, now, he does, tillie! och!" he exclaimed, "i got a thought! you go right straight over there to that there board meetin' and circumwent 'em! before they're got time to wote you off your job, you up and throw their old william penn in their dutch faces, and tell 'em be blowed to 'em! tell 'em you don't want their blamed old school--and you're goin' to europe, you are! to europe, yet!" he seized her hand as he spoke and almost pulled her to the store door. "do it, tillie!" cried fairchilds, stepping after them across the store. "present your resignation before they have a chance to vote you out! do it!" he said eagerly. tillie looked from one to the other of the two men before her, excitement sparkling in her eyes, her breath coming short and fast. "i will!" turning away, she ran down the steps, sped across the street, and disappeared in the hotel. the doctor expressed his overflowing feelings by giving fairchilds a resounding slap on the shoulders. "by gum, i'd like to be behind the skeens and witness jake getz gettin' fooled ag'in! this is the most fun i had since i got 'em to wote you five dollars a month extry, teacher!" he chuckled. "golly! i'm glad you got here in time! it was certainly, now," he added piously, "the hand of providence that led you!" xxvi tillie's last fight "we are now ready to wote fer the teacher fer william penn fer the spring term," announced the president of the board, when all the preliminary business of the meeting had been disposed of; "and before we perceed to that dooty, we will be glad to hear any remarks." the members looked at mr. getz, and he promptly rose to his feet to make the speech which all were expecting from him--the speech which was to sum up the reasons why his daughter should not be reelected for another term to william penn. as all these reasons had been expounded many times over in the past few months, to each individual school director, mr. getz's statements to-night were to be merely a more forcible repetition of his previous arguments. but scarcely had he cleared his throat to begin, when there was a knock on the door; it opened, and, to their amazement, tillie walked into the room. her eyes sparkling, her face flushed, her head erect, she came straight across the room to the table about which the six educational potentates were gathered. that she had come to plead her own cause, to beg to be retained at her post, was obviously the object of this intrusion upon the sacred privacy of their weighty proceedings. had that, in very truth, been her purpose in coming to them, she would have found little encouragement in the countenances before her. every one of them seemed to stiffen into grim disapproval of her unfilial act in thus publicly opposing her parent. but there was something in the girl's presence as she stood before them, some potent spell in her fresh girlish beauty, and in the dauntless spirit which shone in her eyes, that checked the words of stern reproof as they sprang to the lips of her judges. "john kettering,"--her clear, soft voice addressed the amish president of the board, adhering, in her use of his first name, to the mode of address of all the "plain" sects of the county,--"have i your permission to speak to the board?" "it wouldn't be no use." the president frowned and shook his head. "the wotes of this here board can't be influenced. there's no use your wastin' any talk on us. we're here to do our dooty by the risin' generation." mr. kettering, in his character of educator, was very fond of talking about "the rising generation." "and," he added, "what's right's right." "as your teacher at william penn, i have a statement to make to the board," tillie quietly persisted. "it will take me but a minute. i am not here to try to influence the vote you are about to take." "if you ain't here to influence our wotes, what are you here fer?" "that's what i ask your permission to tell the board." "well," john kettering reluctantly conceded, "i'll give you two minutes, then. go on. but you needn't try to get us to wote any way but the way our conscience leads us to." tillie's eyes swept the faces before her, from the stern, set features of her father on her left, to the mild-faced, long-haired, hooks-and-eyes amishman on her right. the room grew perfectly still as they stared at her in expectant curiosity; for her air and manner did not suggest the humble suppliant for their continued favor,--rather a self-confidence that instinctively excited their stubborn opposition. "she'll see oncet if she kin do with us what she wants," was the thought in the minds of most of them. "i am here," tillie spoke deliberately and distinctly, "to tender my resignation." there was dead silence. "i regret that i could not give you a month's notice, according to the terms of my agreement with you. but i could not foresee the great good fortune that was about to befall me." not a man stirred, but an ugly look of malicious chagrin appeared upon the face of nathaniel puntz. was he foiled in his anticipated revenge upon the girl who had "turned down" his absalom? mr. getz sat stiff and motionless, his eyes fixed upon tillie. "i resign my position at william penn," tillie repeated, "to go to europe for four months' travel with miss margaret." again she swept them with her eyes. her father's face was apoplectic; he was leaning forward, trying to speak, but he was too choked for utterance. nathaniel puntz looked as though a wet sponge had been dashed upon his sleek countenance. the other directors stared, dumfounded. this case had no precedent in their experience. they were at a loss how to take it. "my resignation," tillie continued, "must take effect immediately--to-night. i trust you will have no difficulty in getting a substitute." she paused--there was not a movement or a sound in the room. "i thank you for your attention." tillie bowed, turned, and walked across the room. not until she reached the door was the spell broken. with her hand on the knob, she saw her father rise and start toward her. she had no wish for an encounter with him; quickly she went out into the hall, and, in order to escape him, she opened the street door, stepped out, and closed it very audibly behind her. then hurrying in at the adjoining door of the bar-room, she ran out to the hotel kitchen, where she knew she would find her aunt. mrs. wackernagel was alone, washing dishes at the sink. she looked up with a start at tillie's hurried entrance, and her kindly face showed distress as she saw who it was; for, faithful to the rules, she would not speak to this backslider and excommunicant from the faith. but tillie went straight up to her, threw her arms about her neck, and pressed her lips to her aunt's cheek. "aunty em! i can't go away without saying good-by to you. i am going to europe! to europe, aunty em!" she cried. the words sounded unreal and strange to her, and she repeated them to make their meaning clear to herself. "miss margaret has sent for me to take me with her to europe!" she rapidly told her aunt all that had happened, and mrs. wackernagel's bright, eager face of delight expressed all the sympathy and affection which tillie craved from her, but which the mennonite dared not utter. "aunty em, no matter where i go or what may befall me, i shall never forget your love and kindness. i shall remember it always, always." aunty em's emotions were stronger, for the moment, than her allegiance to the rules, and her motherly arms drew the girl to her bosom and held her there in a long, silent embrace. she refrained, however, from kissing her; and presently tillie drew herself away and, dashing the tears from her eyes, went out of the house by the back kitchen door. from here she made her way, in a roundabout fashion, to the rear entrance of the store-keeper's house across the road, for she was quite sure that her father had gone into the store in search of her. cautiously stepping into the kitchen, she found fairchilds restlessly pacing the floor, and he greeted her return with a look of mingled pleasure and apprehension. "your father is out front, in the store, tillie," he whispered, coming close to her. "he's looking for you. he doesn't know i'm in town, of course. come outside and i 'll tell you our plan." he led the way out of doors, and they sought the seclusion of a grape-arbor far down the garden. "we'll leave it to the doc to entertain your father," fairchilds went on; "you will have to leave here with me to-night, tillie, and as soon as possible, for your father will make trouble for us. we may as well avoid a conflict with him--especially for your sake. for myself, i shouldn't mind it!" he smiled grimly. he was conscious, as his eyes rested on tillie's fair face under the evening light, of a reserve in her attitude toward him that was new to her. it checked his warm impulse to take her hands in his and tell her how glad he was to see her again. "how can we possibly get away to-night?" she asked him. "there are no stages until the morning." "we shall have to let the doc's fertile brain solve it for us, tillie. he has a plan, i believe. of course, if we have to wait until morning and fight it out with your father, then we'll have to, that's all. but i hope that may be avoided and that we may get away quietly." they sat in silence for a moment. suddenly fairchilds leaned toward her and spoke to her earnestly. "tillie, i want to ask you something. please tell me--why did you never answer my letters?" she lifted her startled eyes to his. "your letters?" "yes. why didn't you write to me?" "you wrote to me?" she asked incredulously. "i wrote you three times. you don't mean to tell me you never got my letters?" "i never heard from you. i would--i would have been so glad to!" "but how could you have missed getting them?" her eyes fell upon her hands clasped in her lap, and her cheeks grew pale. "my father," she half whispered. "he kept them from you?" "it must have been so." fairchilds looked very grave. he did not speak at once. "how can you forgive such things?" he presently asked. "one tenth of the things you have had to bear would have made an incarnate fiend of me!" she kept her eyes downcast and did not answer. "i can't tell you," he went on, "how bitterly disappointed i was when i didn't hear from you. i couldn't understand why you didn't write. and it gave me a sense of disappointment in you. i thought i must have overestimated the worth of our friendship in your eyes. i see now--and indeed in my heart i always knew--that i did you injustice." she did not look up, but her bosom rose and fell in long breaths. "there has not been a day," he said, "that i have not thought of you, and wished i knew all about you and could see you and speak with you--tillie, what a haunting little personality you are!" she raised her eyes then,--a soft fire in them that set his pulse to bounding. but before she could answer him they were interrupted by the sound of quick steps coming down the board walk toward the arbor. tillie started like a deer ready to flee, but fairchilds laid a reassuring hand upon hers. "it's the doc," he said. the faithful old fellow joined them, his finger on his lips to warn them to silence. "don't leave no one hear us out here! jake getz he's went over to the hotel to look fer tillie, but he'll be back here in a jiffy, and we've got to hurry on. tillie, you go on up and pack your clo'es in a walise or whatever, and hurry down here back. i'm hitchin' my buggy fer yous as quick as i kin. i'll leave yous borry the loan of it off of me till to-morrow--then, teacher, you kin fetch it over ag'in. ain't?" "all right, doc; you're a brick!" tillie sped into the house to obey the doctor's bidding, and fairchilds went with him across the street to the hotel stables. in the course of ten minutes the three conspirators were together again in the stable-yard behind the store, the doctor's horse and buggy ready before them. "father's in the store--i heard his voice," panted tillie, as fairchilds took her satchel from her and stowed it in the back of the buggy. "hurry on, then," whispered the doctor, hoarsely, pushing them both, with scant ceremony, into the carriage. "good-by to yous--and good luck! och, that's all right; no thanks necessary! i'm tickled to the end of my hair at gettin' ahead of jake getz! say, fairchilds," he said, with a wink, "this here mare's wonderful safe--you don't have to hold the reins with both hands! see?" and he shook in silent laughter at his own delicate and delicious humor, as he watched them start out of the yard and down the road toward millersville. for a space there was no sound but the rhythmic beat of hoofs and the rattle of the buggy wheels; but in the heart of the mennonite maid, who had fought her last battle for freedom and won, there was ineffable peace and content; and her happiness smiled from quivering lips and shone in her steadfast eyes. mr. abe wackernagel, of the new canaan hotel, was very fond, in the years that followed, of bragging to his transient guests of his niece who was the wife of "such a millersville normal perfessor--perfessor fairchilds." and mr. jake getz was scarcely less given to referring to his daughter "where is married to such a perfessor at the normal." "but what do i get out of it?" he was wont ruefully to add. "where do i come in, yet?--i where raised her since she was born, a'ready?" wieland; or the transformation an american tale by charles brockden brown from virtue's blissful paths away the double-tongued are sure to stray; good is a forth-right journey still, and mazy paths but lead to ill. advertisement. the following work is delivered to the world as the first of a series of performances, which the favorable reception of this will induce the writer to publish. his purpose is neither selfish nor temporary, but aims at the illustration of some important branches of the moral constitution of man. whether this tale will be classed with the ordinary or frivolous sources of amusement, or be ranked with the few productions whose usefulness secures to them a lasting reputation, the reader must be permitted to decide. the incidents related are extraordinary and rare. some of them, perhaps, approach as nearly to the nature of miracles as can be done by that which is not truly miraculous. it is hoped that intelligent readers will not disapprove of the manner in which appearances are solved, but that the solution will be found to correspond with the known principles of human nature. the power which the principal person is said to possess can scarcely be denied to be real. it must be acknowledged to be extremely rare; but no fact, equally uncommon, is supported by the same strength of historical evidence. some readers may think the conduct of the younger wieland impossible. in support of its possibility the writer must appeal to physicians and to men conversant with the latent springs and occasional perversions of the human mind. it will not be objected that the instances of similar delusion are rare, because it is the business of moral painters to exhibit their subject in its most instructive and memorable forms. if history furnishes one parallel fact, it is a sufficient vindication of the writer; but most readers will probably recollect an authentic case, remarkably similar to that of wieland. it will be necessary to add, that this narrative is addressed, in an epistolary form, by the lady whose story it contains, to a small number of friends, whose curiosity, with regard to it, had been greatly awakened. it may likewise be mentioned, that these events took place between the conclusion of the french and the beginning of the revolutionary war. the memoirs of carwin, alluded to at the conclusion of the work, will be published or suppressed according to the reception which is given to the present attempt. c. b. b. september , . chapter i i feel little reluctance in complying with your request. you know not fully the cause of my sorrows. you are a stranger to the depth of my distresses. hence your efforts at consolation must necessarily fail. yet the tale that i am going to tell is not intended as a claim upon your sympathy. in the midst of my despair, i do not disdain to contribute what little i can to the benefit of mankind. i acknowledge your right to be informed of the events that have lately happened in my family. make what use of the tale you shall think proper. if it be communicated to the world, it will inculcate the duty of avoiding deceit. it will exemplify the force of early impressions, and show the immeasurable evils that flow from an erroneous or imperfect discipline. my state is not destitute of tranquillity. the sentiment that dictates my feelings is not hope. futurity has no power over my thoughts. to all that is to come i am perfectly indifferent. with regard to myself, i have nothing more to fear. fate has done its worst. henceforth, i am callous to misfortune. i address no supplication to the deity. the power that governs the course of human affairs has chosen his path. the decree that ascertained the condition of my life, admits of no recal. no doubt it squares with the maxims of eternal equity. that is neither to be questioned nor denied by me. it suffices that the past is exempt from mutation. the storm that tore up our happiness, and changed into dreariness and desert the blooming scene of our existence, is lulled into grim repose; but not until the victim was transfixed and mangled; till every obstacle was dissipated by its rage; till every remnant of good was wrested from our grasp and exterminated. how will your wonder, and that of your companions, be excited by my story! every sentiment will yield to your amazement. if my testimony were without corroborations, you would reject it as incredible. the experience of no human being can furnish a parallel: that i, beyond the rest of mankind, should be reserved for a destiny without alleviation, and without example! listen to my narrative, and then say what it is that has made me deserve to be placed on this dreadful eminence, if, indeed, every faculty be not suspended in wonder that i am still alive, and am able to relate it. my father's ancestry was noble on the paternal side; but his mother was the daughter of a merchant. my grand-father was a younger brother, and a native of saxony. he was placed, when he had reached the suitable age, at a german college. during the vacations, he employed himself in traversing the neighbouring territory. on one occasion it was his fortune to visit hamburg. he formed an acquaintance with leonard weise, a merchant of that city, and was a frequent guest at his house. the merchant had an only daughter, for whom his guest speedily contracted an affection; and, in spite of parental menaces and prohibitions, he, in due season, became her husband. by this act he mortally offended his relations. thenceforward he was entirely disowned and rejected by them. they refused to contribute any thing to his support. all intercourse ceased, and he received from them merely that treatment to which an absolute stranger, or detested enemy, would be entitled. he found an asylum in the house of his new father, whose temper was kind, and whose pride was flattered by this alliance. the nobility of his birth was put in the balance against his poverty. weise conceived himself, on the whole, to have acted with the highest discretion, in thus disposing of his child. my grand-father found it incumbent on him to search out some mode of independent subsistence. his youth had been eagerly devoted to literature and music. these had hitherto been cultivated merely as sources of amusement. they were now converted into the means of gain. at this period there were few works of taste in the saxon dialect. my ancestor may be considered as the founder of the german theatre. the modern poet of the same name is sprung from the same family, and, perhaps, surpasses but little, in the fruitfulness of his invention, or the soundness of his taste, the elder wieland. his life was spent in the composition of sonatas and dramatic pieces. they were not unpopular, but merely afforded him a scanty subsistence. he died in the bloom of his life, and was quickly followed to the grave by his wife. their only child was taken under the protection of the merchant. at an early age he was apprenticed to a london trader, and passed seven years of mercantile servitude. my father was not fortunate in the character of him under whose care he was now placed. he was treated with rigor, and full employment was provided for every hour of his time. his duties were laborious and mechanical. he had been educated with a view to this profession, and, therefore, was not tormented with unsatisfied desires. he did not hold his present occupations in abhorrence, because they withheld him from paths more flowery and more smooth, but he found in unintermitted labour, and in the sternness of his master, sufficient occasions for discontent. no opportunities of recreation were allowed him. he spent all his time pent up in a gloomy apartment, or traversing narrow and crowded streets. his food was coarse, and his lodging humble. his heart gradually contracted a habit of morose and gloomy reflection. he could not accurately define what was wanting to his happiness. he was not tortured by comparisons drawn between his own situation and that of others. his state was such as suited his age and his views as to fortune. he did not imagine himself treated with extraordinary or unjustifiable rigor. in this respect he supposed the condition of others, bound like himself to mercantile service, to resemble his own; yet every engagement was irksome, and every hour tedious in its lapse. in this state of mind he chanced to light upon a book written by one of the teachers of the albigenses, or french protestants. he entertained no relish for books, and was wholly unconscious of any power they possessed to delight or instruct. this volume had lain for years in a corner of his garret, half buried in dust and rubbish. he had marked it as it lay; had thrown it, as his occasions required, from one spot to another; but had felt no inclination to examine its contents, or even to inquire what was the subject of which it treated. one sunday afternoon, being induced to retire for a few minutes to his garret, his eye was attracted by a page of this book, which, by some accident, had been opened and placed full in his view. he was seated on the edge of his bed, and was employed in repairing a rent in some part of his clothes. his eyes were not confined to his work, but occasionally wandering, lighted at length upon the page. the words "seek and ye shall find," were those that first offered themselves to his notice. his curiosity was roused by these so far as to prompt him to proceed. as soon as he finished his work, he took up the book and turned to the first page. the further he read, the more inducement he found to continue, and he regretted the decline of the light which obliged him for the present to close it. the book contained an exposition of the doctrine of the sect of camissards, and an historical account of its origin. his mind was in a state peculiarly fitted for the reception of devotional sentiments. the craving which had haunted him was now supplied with an object. his mind was at no loss for a theme of meditation. on days of business, he rose at the dawn, and retired to his chamber not till late at night. he now supplied himself with candles, and employed his nocturnal and sunday hours in studying this book. it, of course, abounded with allusions to the bible. all its conclusions were deduced from the sacred text. this was the fountain, beyond which it was unnecessary to trace the stream of religious truth; but it was his duty to trace it thus far. a bible was easily procured, and he ardently entered on the study of it. his understanding had received a particular direction. all his reveries were fashioned in the same mould. his progress towards the formation of his creed was rapid. every fact and sentiment in this book were viewed through a medium which the writings of the camissard apostle had suggested. his constructions of the text were hasty, and formed on a narrow scale. every thing was viewed in a disconnected position. one action and one precept were not employed to illustrate and restrict the meaning of another. hence arose a thousand scruples to which he had hitherto been a stranger. he was alternately agitated by fear and by ecstacy. he imagined himself beset by the snares of a spiritual foe, and that his security lay in ceaseless watchfulness and prayer. his morals, which had never been loose, were now modelled by a stricter standard. the empire of religious duty extended itself to his looks, gestures, and phrases. all levities of speech, and negligences of behaviour, were proscribed. his air was mournful and contemplative. he laboured to keep alive a sentiment of fear, and a belief of the awe-creating presence of the deity. ideas foreign to this were sedulously excluded. to suffer their intrusion was a crime against the divine majesty inexpiable but by days and weeks of the keenest agonies. no material variation had occurred in the lapse of two years. every day confirmed him in his present modes of thinking and acting. it was to be expected that the tide of his emotions would sometimes recede, that intervals of despondency and doubt would occur; but these gradually were more rare, and of shorter duration; and he, at last, arrived at a state considerably uniform in this respect. his apprenticeship was now almost expired. on his arrival of age he became entitled, by the will of my grand-father, to a small sum. this sum would hardly suffice to set him afloat as a trader in his present situation, and he had nothing to expect from the generosity of his master. residence in england had, besides, become almost impossible, on account of his religious tenets. in addition to these motives for seeking a new habitation, there was another of the most imperious and irresistable necessity. he had imbibed an opinion that it was his duty to disseminate the truths of the gospel among the unbelieving nations. he was terrified at first by the perils and hardships to which the life of a missionary is exposed. this cowardice made him diligent in the invention of objections and excuses; but he found it impossible wholly to shake off the belief that such was the injunction of his duty. the belief, after every new conflict with his passions, acquired new strength; and, at length, he formed a resolution of complying with what he deemed the will of heaven. the north-american indians naturally presented themselves as the first objects for this species of benevolence. as soon as his servitude expired, he converted his little fortune into money, and embarked for philadelphia. here his fears were revived, and a nearer survey of savage manners once more shook his resolution. for a while he relinquished his purpose, and purchasing a farm on schuylkill, within a few miles of the city, set himself down to the cultivation of it. the cheapness of land, and the service of african slaves, which were then in general use, gave him who was poor in europe all the advantages of wealth. he passed fourteen years in a thrifty and laborious manner. in this time new objects, new employments, and new associates appeared to have nearly obliterated the devout impressions of his youth. he now became acquainted with a woman of a meek and quiet disposition, and of slender acquirements like himself. he proffered his hand and was accepted. his previous industry had now enabled him to dispense with personal labour, and direct attention to his own concerns. he enjoyed leisure, and was visited afresh by devotional contemplation. the reading of the scriptures, and other religious books, became once more his favorite employment. his ancient belief relative to the conversion of the savage tribes, was revived with uncommon energy. to the former obstacles were now added the pleadings of parental and conjugal love. the struggle was long and vehement; but his sense of duty would not be stifled or enfeebled, and finally triumphed over every impediment. his efforts were attended with no permanent success. his exhortations had sometimes a temporary power, but more frequently were repelled with insult and derision. in pursuit of this object he encountered the most imminent perils, and underwent incredible fatigues, hunger, sickness, and solitude. the licence of savage passion, and the artifices of his depraved countrymen, all opposed themselves to his progress. his courage did not forsake him till there appeared no reasonable ground to hope for success. he desisted not till his heart was relieved from the supposed obligation to persevere. with his constitution somewhat decayed, he at length returned to his family. an interval of tranquillity succeeded. he was frugal, regular, and strict in the performance of domestic duties. he allied himself with no sect, because he perfectly agreed with none. social worship is that by which they are all distinguished; but this article found no place in his creed. he rigidly interpreted that precept which enjoins us, when we worship, to retire into solitude, and shut out every species of society. according to him devotion was not only a silent office, but must be performed alone. an hour at noon, and an hour at midnight were thus appropriated. at the distance of three hundred yards from his house, on the top of a rock whose sides were steep, rugged, and encumbered with dwarf cedars and stony asperities, he built what to a common eye would have seemed a summer-house. the eastern verge of this precipice was sixty feet above the river which flowed at its foot. the view before it consisted of a transparent current, fluctuating and rippling in a rocky channel, and bounded by a rising scene of cornfields and orchards. the edifice was slight and airy. it was no more than a circular area, twelve feet in diameter, whose flooring was the rock, cleared of moss and shrubs, and exactly levelled, edged by twelve tuscan columns, and covered by an undulating dome. my father furnished the dimensions and outlines, but allowed the artist whom he employed to complete the structure on his own plan. it was without seat, table, or ornament of any kind. this was the temple of his deity. twice in twenty-four hours he repaired hither, unaccompanied by any human being. nothing but physical inability to move was allowed to obstruct or postpone this visit. he did not exact from his family compliance with his example. few men, equally sincere in their faith, were as sparing in their censures and restrictions, with respect to the conduct of others, as my father. the character of my mother was no less devout; but her education had habituated her to a different mode of worship. the loneliness of their dwelling prevented her from joining any established congregation; but she was punctual in the offices of prayer, and in the performance of hymns to her saviour, after the manner of the disciples of zinzendorf. my father refused to interfere in her arrangements. his own system was embraced not, accurately speaking, because it was the best, but because it had been expressly prescribed to him. other modes, if practised by other persons, might be equally acceptable. his deportment to others was full of charity and mildness. a sadness perpetually overspread his features, but was unmingled with sternness or discontent. the tones of his voice, his gestures, his steps were all in tranquil unison. his conduct was characterised by a certain forbearance and humility, which secured the esteem of those to whom his tenets were most obnoxious. they might call him a fanatic and a dreamer, but they could not deny their veneration to his invincible candour and invariable integrity. his own belief of rectitude was the foundation of his happiness. this, however, was destined to find an end. suddenly the sadness that constantly attended him was deepened. sighs, and even tears, sometimes escaped him. to the expostulations of his wife he seldom answered any thing. when he designed to be communicative, he hinted that his peace of mind was flown, in consequence of deviation from his duty. a command had been laid upon him, which he had delayed to perform. he felt as if a certain period of hesitation and reluctance had been allowed him, but that this period was passed. he was no longer permitted to obey. the duty assigned to him was transferred, in consequence of his disobedience, to another, and all that remained was to endure the penalty. he did not describe this penalty. it appeared to be nothing more for some time than a sense of wrong. this was sufficiently acute, and was aggravated by the belief that his offence was incapable of expiation. no one could contemplate the agonies which he seemed to suffer without the deepest compassion. time, instead of lightening the burthen, appeared to add to it. at length he hinted to his wife, that his end was near. his imagination did not prefigure the mode or the time of his decease, but was fraught with an incurable persuasion that his death was at hand. he was likewise haunted by the belief that the kind of death that awaited him was strange and terrible. his anticipations were thus far vague and indefinite; but they sufficed to poison every moment of his being, and devote him to ceaseless anguish. chapter ii early in the morning of a sultry day in august, he left mettingen, to go to the city. he had seldom passed a day from home since his return from the shores of the ohio. some urgent engagements at this time existed, which would not admit of further delay. he returned in the evening, but appeared to be greatly oppressed with fatigue. his silence and dejection were likewise in a more than ordinary degree conspicuous. my mother's brother, whose profession was that of a surgeon, chanced to spend this night at our house. it was from him that i have frequently received an exact account of the mournful catastrophe that followed. as the evening advanced, my father's inquietudes increased. he sat with his family as usual, but took no part in their conversation. he appeared fully engrossed by his own reflections. occasionally his countenance exhibited tokens of alarm; he gazed stedfastly and wildly at the ceiling; and the exertions of his companions were scarcely sufficient to interrupt his reverie. on recovering from these fits, he expressed no surprize; but pressing his hand to his head, complained, in a tremulous and terrified tone, that his brain was scorched to cinders. he would then betray marks of insupportable anxiety. my uncle perceived, by his pulse, that he was indisposed, but in no alarming degree, and ascribed appearances chiefly to the workings of his mind. he exhorted him to recollection and composure, but in vain. at the hour of repose he readily retired to his chamber. at the persuasion of my mother he even undressed and went to bed. nothing could abate his restlessness. he checked her tender expostulations with some sternness. "be silent," said he, "for that which i feel there is but one cure, and that will shortly come. you can help me nothing. look to your own condition, and pray to god to strengthen you under the calamities that await you." "what am i to fear?" she answered. "what terrible disaster is it that you think of?" "peace--as yet i know it not myself, but come it will, and shortly." she repeated her inquiries and doubts; but he suddenly put an end to the discourse, by a stern command to be silent. she had never before known him in this mood. hitherto all was benign in his deportment. her heart was pierced with sorrow at the contemplation of this change. she was utterly unable to account for it, or to figure to herself the species of disaster that was menaced. contrary to custom, the lamp, instead of being placed on the hearth, was left upon the table. over it against the wall there hung a small clock, so contrived as to strike a very hard stroke at the end of every sixth hour. that which was now approaching was the signal for retiring to the fane at which he addressed his devotions. long habit had occasioned him to be always awake at this hour, and the toll was instantly obeyed. now frequent and anxious glances were cast at the clock. not a single movement of the index appeared to escape his notice. as the hour verged towards twelve his anxiety visibly augmented. the trepidations of my mother kept pace with those of her husband; but she was intimidated into silence. all that was left to her was to watch every change of his features, and give vent to her sympathy in tears. at length the hour was spent, and the clock tolled. the sound appeared to communicate a shock to every part of my father's frame. he rose immediately, and threw over himself a loose gown. even this office was performed with difficulty, for his joints trembled, and his teeth chattered with dismay. at this hour his duty called him to the rock, and my mother naturally concluded that it was thither he intended to repair. yet these incidents were so uncommon, as to fill her with astonishment and foreboding. she saw him leave the room, and heard his steps as they hastily descended the stairs. she half resolved to rise and pursue him, but the wildness of the scheme quickly suggested itself. he was going to a place whither no power on earth could induce him to suffer an attendant. the window of her chamber looked toward the rock. the atmosphere was clear and calm, but the edifice could not be discovered at that distance through the dusk. my mother's anxiety would not allow her to remain where she was. she rose, and seated herself at the window. she strained her sight to get a view of the dome, and of the path that led to it. the first painted itself with sufficient distinctness on her fancy, but was undistinguishable by the eye from the rocky mass on which it was erected. the second could be imperfectly seen; but her husband had already passed, or had taken a different direction. what was it that she feared? some disaster impended over her husband or herself. he had predicted evils, but professed himself ignorant of what nature they were. when were they to come? was this night, or this hour to witness the accomplishment? she was tortured with impatience, and uncertainty. all her fears were at present linked to his person, and she gazed at the clock, with nearly as much eagerness as my father had done, in expectation of the next hour. an half hour passed away in this state of suspence. her eyes were fixed upon the rock; suddenly it was illuminated. a light proceeding from the edifice, made every part of the scene visible. a gleam diffused itself over the intermediate space, and instantly a loud report, like the explosion of a mine, followed. she uttered an involuntary shriek, but the new sounds that greeted her ear, quickly conquered her surprise. they were piercing shrieks, and uttered without intermission. the gleams which had diffused themselves far and wide were in a moment withdrawn, but the interior of the edifice was filled with rays. the first suggestion was that a pistol was discharged, and that the structure was on fire. she did not allow herself time to meditate a second thought, but rushed into the entry and knocked loudly at the door of her brother's chamber. my uncle had been previously roused by the noise, and instantly flew to the window. he also imagined what he saw to be fire. the loud and vehement shrieks which succeeded the first explosion, seemed to be an invocation of succour. the incident was inexplicable; but he could not fail to perceive the propriety of hastening to the spot. he was unbolting the door, when his sister's voice was heard on the outside conjuring him to come forth. he obeyed the summons with all the speed in his power. he stopped not to question her, but hurried down stairs and across the meadow which lay between the house and the rock. the shrieks were no longer to be heard; but a blazing light was clearly discernible between the columns of the temple. irregular steps, hewn in the stone, led him to the summit. on three sides, this edifice touched the very verge of the cliff. on the fourth side, which might be regarded as the front, there was an area of small extent, to which the rude staircase conducted you. my uncle speedily gained this spot. his strength was for a moment exhausted by his haste. he paused to rest himself. meanwhile he bent the most vigilant attention towards the object before him. within the columns he beheld what he could no better describe, than by saying that it resembled a cloud impregnated with light. it had the brightness of flame, but was without its upward motion. it did not occupy the whole area, and rose but a few feet above the floor. no part of the building was on fire. this appearance was astonishing. he approached the temple. as he went forward the light retired, and, when he put his feet within the apartment, utterly vanished. the suddenness of this transition increased the darkness that succeeded in a tenfold degree. fear and wonder rendered him powerless. an occurrence like this, in a place assigned to devotion, was adapted to intimidate the stoutest heart. his wandering thoughts were recalled by the groans of one near him. his sight gradually recovered its power, and he was able to discern my father stretched on the floor. at that moment, my mother and servants arrived with a lanthorn, and enabled my uncle to examine more closely this scene. my father, when he left the house, besides a loose upper vest and slippers, wore a shirt and drawers. now he was naked, his skin throughout the greater part of his body was scorched and bruised. his right arm exhibited marks as of having been struck by some heavy body. his clothes had been removed, and it was not immediately perceived that they were reduced to ashes. his slippers and his hair were untouched. he was removed to his chamber, and the requisite attention paid to his wounds, which gradually became more painful. a mortification speedily shewed itself in the arm, which had been most hurt. soon after, the other wounded parts exhibited the like appearance. immediately subsequent to this disaster, my father seemed nearly in a state of insensibility. he was passive under every operation. he scarcely opened his eyes, and was with difficulty prevailed upon to answer the questions that were put to him. by his imperfect account, it appeared, that while engaged in silent orisons, with thoughts full of confusion and anxiety, a faint gleam suddenly shot athwart the apartment. his fancy immediately pictured to itself, a person bearing a lamp. it seemed to come from behind. he was in the act of turning to examine the visitant, when his right arm received a blow from a heavy club. at the same instant, a very bright spark was seen to light upon his clothes. in a moment, the whole was reduced to ashes. this was the sum of the information which he chose to give. there was somewhat in his manner that indicated an imperfect tale. my uncle was inclined to believe that half the truth had been suppressed. meanwhile, the disease thus wonderfully generated, betrayed more terrible symptoms. fever and delirium terminated in lethargic slumber, which, in the course of two hours, gave place to death. yet not till insupportable exhalations and crawling putrefaction had driven from his chamber and the house every one whom their duty did not detain. such was the end of my father. none surely was ever more mysterious. when we recollect his gloomy anticipations and unconquerable anxiety; the security from human malice which his character, the place, and the condition of the times, might be supposed to confer; the purity and cloudlessness of the atmosphere, which rendered it impossible that lightning was the cause; what are the conclusions that we must form? the prelusive gleam, the blow upon his arm, the fatal spark, the explosion heard so far, the fiery cloud that environed him, without detriment to the structure, though composed of combustible materials, the sudden vanishing of this cloud at my uncle's approach--what is the inference to be drawn from these facts? their truth cannot be doubted. my uncle's testimony is peculiarly worthy of credit, because no man's temper is more sceptical, and his belief is unalterably attached to natural causes. i was at this time a child of six years of age. the impressions that were then made upon me, can never be effaced. i was ill qualified to judge respecting what was then passing; but as i advanced in age, and became more fully acquainted with these facts, they oftener became the subject of my thoughts. their resemblance to recent events revived them with new force in my memory, and made me more anxious to explain them. was this the penalty of disobedience? this the stroke of a vindictive and invisible hand? is it a fresh proof that the divine ruler interferes in human affairs, meditates an end, selects, and commissions his agents, and enforces, by unequivocal sanctions, submission to his will? or, was it merely the irregular expansion of the fluid that imparts warmth to our heart and our blood, caused by the fatigue of the preceding day, or flowing, by established laws, from the condition of his thoughts? [*] * a case, in its symptoms exactly parallel to this, is published in one of the journals of florence. see, likewise, similar cases reported by messrs. merille and muraire, in the "journal de medicine," for february and may, . the researches of maffei and fontana have thrown some light upon this subject. chapter iii the shock which this disastrous occurrence occasioned to my mother, was the foundation of a disease which carried her, in a few months, to the grave. my brother and myself were children at this time, and were now reduced to the condition of orphans. the property which our parents left was by no means inconsiderable. it was entrusted to faithful hands, till we should arrive at a suitable age. meanwhile, our education was assigned to a maiden aunt who resided in the city, and whose tenderness made us in a short time cease to regret that we had lost a mother. the years that succeeded were tranquil and happy. our lives were molested by few of those cares that are incident to childhood. by accident more than design, the indulgence and yielding temper of our aunt was mingled with resolution and stedfastness. she seldom deviated into either extreme of rigour or lenity. our social pleasures were subject to no unreasonable restraints. we were instructed in most branches of useful knowledge, and were saved from the corruption and tyranny of colleges and boarding-schools. our companions were chiefly selected from the children of our neighbours. between one of these and my brother, there quickly grew the most affectionate intimacy. her name was catharine pleyel. she was rich, beautiful, and contrived to blend the most bewitching softness with the most exuberant vivacity. the tie by which my brother and she were united, seemed to add force to the love which i bore her, and which was amply returned. between her and myself there was every circumstance tending to produce and foster friendship. our sex and age were the same. we lived within sight of each other's abode. our tempers were remarkably congenial, and the superintendants of our education not only prescribed to us the same pursuits, but allowed us to cultivate them together. every day added strength to the triple bonds that united us. we gradually withdrew ourselves from the society of others, and found every moment irksome that was not devoted to each other. my brother's advance in age made no change in our situation. it was determined that his profession should be agriculture. his fortune exempted him from the necessity of personal labour. the task to be performed by him was nothing more than superintendance. the skill that was demanded by this was merely theoretical, and was furnished by casual inspection, or by closet study. the attention that was paid to this subject did not seclude him for any long time from us, on whom time had no other effect than to augment our impatience in the absence of each other and of him. our tasks, our walks, our music, were seldom performed but in each other's company. it was easy to see that catharine and my brother were born for each other. the passion which they mutually entertained quickly broke those bounds which extreme youth had set to it; confessions were made or extorted, and their union was postponed only till my brother had passed his minority. the previous lapse of two years was constantly and usefully employed. o my brother! but the task i have set myself let me perform with steadiness. the felicity of that period was marred by no gloomy anticipations. the future, like the present, was serene. time was supposed to have only new delights in store. i mean not to dwell on previous incidents longer than is necessary to illustrate or explain the great events that have since happened. the nuptial day at length arrived. my brother took possession of the house in which he was born, and here the long protracted marriage was solemnized. my father's property was equally divided between us. a neat dwelling, situated on the bank of the river, three quarters of a mile from my brother's, was now occupied by me. these domains were called, from the name of the first possessor, mettingen. i can scarcely account for my refusing to take up my abode with him, unless it were from a disposition to be an economist of pleasure. self-denial, seasonably exercised, is one means of enhancing our gratifications. i was, beside, desirous of administering a fund, and regulating an household, of my own. the short distance allowed us to exchange visits as often as we pleased. the walk from one mansion to the other was no undelightful prelude to our interviews. i was sometimes their visitant, and they, as frequently, were my guests. our education had been modelled by no religious standard. we were left to the guidance of our own understanding, and the casual impressions which society might make upon us. my friend's temper, as well as my own, exempted us from much anxiety on this account. it must not be supposed that we were without religion, but with us it was the product of lively feelings, excited by reflection on our own happiness, and by the grandeur of external nature. we sought not a basis for our faith, in the weighing of proofs, and the dissection of creeds. our devotion was a mixed and casual sentiment, seldom verbally expressed, or solicitously sought, or carefully retained. in the midst of present enjoyment, no thought was bestowed on the future. as a consolation in calamity religion is dear. but calamity was yet at a distance, and its only tendency was to heighten enjoyments which needed not this addition to satisfy every craving. my brother's situation was somewhat different. his deportment was grave, considerate, and thoughtful. i will not say whether he was indebted to sublimer views for this disposition. human life, in his opinion, was made up of changeable elements, and the principles of duty were not easily unfolded. the future, either as anterior, or subsequent to death, was a scene that required some preparation and provision to be made for it. these positions we could not deny, but what distinguished him was a propensity to ruminate on these truths. the images that visited us were blithsome and gay, but those with which he was most familiar were of an opposite hue. they did not generate affliction and fear, but they diffused over his behaviour a certain air of forethought and sobriety. the principal effect of this temper was visible in his features and tones. these, in general, bespoke a sort of thrilling melancholy. i scarcely ever knew him to laugh. he never accompanied the lawless mirth of his companions with more than a smile, but his conduct was the same as ours. he partook of our occupations and amusements with a zeal not less than ours, but of a different kind. the diversity in our temper was never the parent of discord, and was scarcely a topic of regret. the scene was variegated, but not tarnished or disordered by it. it hindered the element in which we moved from stagnating. some agitation and concussion is requisite to the due exercise of human understanding. in his studies, he pursued an austerer and more arduous path. he was much conversant with the history of religious opinions, and took pains to ascertain their validity. he deemed it indispensable to examine the ground of his belief, to settle the relation between motives and actions, the criterion of merit, and the kinds and properties of evidence. there was an obvious resemblance between him and my father, in their conceptions of the importance of certain topics, and in the light in which the vicissitudes of human life were accustomed to be viewed. their characters were similar, but the mind of the son was enriched by science, and embellished with literature. the temple was no longer assigned to its ancient use. from an italian adventurer, who erroneously imagined that he could find employment for his skill, and sale for his sculptures in america, my brother had purchased a bust of cicero. he professed to have copied this piece from an antique dug up with his own hands in the environs of modena. of the truth of his assertions we were not qualified to judge; but the marble was pure and polished, and we were contented to admire the performance, without waiting for the sanction of connoisseurs. we hired the same artist to hew a suitable pedestal from a neighbouring quarry. this was placed in the temple, and the bust rested upon it. opposite to this was a harpsichord, sheltered by a temporary roof from the weather. this was the place of resort in the evenings of summer. here we sung, and talked, and read, and occasionally banqueted. every joyous and tender scene most dear to my memory, is connected with this edifice. here the performances of our musical and poetical ancestor were rehearsed. here my brother's children received the rudiments of their education; here a thousand conversations, pregnant with delight and improvement, took place; and here the social affections were accustomed to expand, and the tear of delicious sympathy to be shed. my brother was an indefatigable student. the authors whom he read were numerous, but the chief object of his veneration was cicero. he was never tired of conning and rehearsing his productions. to understand them was not sufficient. he was anxious to discover the gestures and cadences with which they ought to be delivered. he was very scrupulous in selecting a true scheme of pronunciation for the latin tongue, and in adapting it to the words of his darling writer. his favorite occupation consisted in embellishing his rhetoric with all the proprieties of gesticulation and utterance. not contented with this, he was diligent in settling and restoring the purity of the text. for this end, he collected all the editions and commentaries that could be procured, and employed months of severe study in exploring and comparing them. he never betrayed more satisfaction than when he made a discovery of this kind. it was not till the addition of henry pleyel, my friend's only brother, to our society, that his passion for roman eloquence was countenanced and fostered by a sympathy of tastes. this young man had been some years in europe. we had separated at a very early age, and he was now returned to spend the remainder of his days among us. our circle was greatly enlivened by the accession of a new member. his conversation abounded with novelty. his gaiety was almost boisterous, but was capable of yielding to a grave deportment when the occasion required it. his discernment was acute, but he was prone to view every object merely as supplying materials for mirth. his conceptions were ardent but ludicrous, and his memory, aided, as he honestly acknowledged, by his invention, was an inexhaustible fund of entertainment. his residence was at the same distance below the city as ours was above, but there seldom passed a day without our being favoured with a visit. my brother and he were endowed with the same attachment to the latin writers; and pleyel was not behind his friend in his knowledge of the history and metaphysics of religion. their creeds, however, were in many respects opposite. where one discovered only confirmations of his faith, the other could find nothing but reasons for doubt. moral necessity, and calvinistic inspiration, were the props on which my brother thought proper to repose. pleyel was the champion of intellectual liberty, and rejected all guidance but that of his reason. their discussions were frequent, but, being managed with candour as well as with skill, they were always listened to by us with avidity and benefit. pleyel, like his new friends, was fond of music and poetry. henceforth our concerts consisted of two violins, an harpsichord, and three voices. we were frequently reminded how much happiness depends upon society. this new friend, though, before his arrival, we were sensible of no vacuity, could not now be spared. his departure would occasion a void which nothing could fill, and which would produce insupportable regret. even my brother, though his opinions were hourly assailed, and even the divinity of cicero contested, was captivated with his friend, and laid aside some part of his ancient gravity at pleyel's approach. chapter iv six years of uninterrupted happiness had rolled away, since my brother's marriage. the sound of war had been heard, but it was at such a distance as to enhance our enjoyment by affording objects of comparison. the indians were repulsed on the one side, and canada was conquered on the other. revolutions and battles, however calamitous to those who occupied the scene, contributed in some sort to our happiness, by agitating our minds with curiosity, and furnishing causes of patriotic exultation. four children, three of whom were of an age to compensate, by their personal and mental progress, the cares of which they had been, at a more helpless age, the objects, exercised my brother's tenderness. the fourth was a charming babe that promised to display the image of her mother, and enjoyed perfect health. to these were added a sweet girl fourteen years old, who was loved by all of us, with an affection more than parental. her mother's story was a mournful one. she had come hither from england when this child was an infant, alone, without friends, and without money. she appeared to have embarked in a hasty and clandestine manner. she passed three years of solitude and anguish under my aunt's protection, and died a martyr to woe; the source of which she could, by no importunities, be prevailed upon to unfold. her education and manners bespoke her to be of no mean birth. her last moments were rendered serene, by the assurances she received from my aunt, that her daughter should experience the same protection that had been extended to herself. on my brother's marriage, it was agreed that she should make a part of his family. i cannot do justice to the attractions of this girl. perhaps the tenderness she excited might partly originate in her personal resemblance to her mother, whose character and misfortunes were still fresh in our remembrance. she was habitually pensive, and this circumstance tended to remind the spectator of her friendless condition; and yet that epithet was surely misapplied in this case. this being was cherished by those with whom she now resided, with unspeakable fondness. every exertion was made to enlarge and improve her mind. her safety was the object of a solicitude that almost exceeded the bounds of discretion. our affection indeed could scarcely transcend her merits. she never met my eye, or occurred to my reflections, without exciting a kind of enthusiasm. her softness, her intelligence, her equanimity, never shall i see surpassed. i have often shed tears of pleasure at her approach, and pressed her to my bosom in an agony of fondness. while every day was adding to the charms of her person, and the stores of her mind, there occurred an event which threatened to deprive us of her. an officer of some rank, who had been disabled by a wound at quebec, had employed himself, since the ratification of peace, in travelling through the colonies. he remained a considerable period at philadelphia, but was at last preparing for his departure. no one had been more frequently honoured with his visits than mrs. baynton, a worthy lady with whom our family were intimate. he went to her house with a view to perform a farewell visit, and was on the point of taking his leave, when i and my young friend entered the apartment. it is impossible to describe the emotions of the stranger, when he fixed his eyes upon my companion. he was motionless with surprise. he was unable to conceal his feelings, but sat silently gazing at the spectacle before him. at length he turned to mrs. baynton, and more by his looks and gestures than by words, besought her for an explanation of the scene. he seized the hand of the girl, who, in her turn, was surprised by his behaviour, and drawing her forward, said in an eager and faultering tone, who is she? whence does she come? what is her name? the answers that were given only increased the confusion of his thoughts. he was successively told, that she was the daughter of one whose name was louisa conway, who arrived among us at such a time, who sedulously concealed her parentage, and the motives of her flight, whose incurable griefs had finally destroyed her, and who had left this child under the protection of her friends. having heard the tale, he melted into tears, eagerly clasped the young lady in his arms, and called himself her father. when the tumults excited in his breast by this unlooked-for meeting were somewhat subsided, he gratified our curiosity by relating the following incidents. "miss conway was the only daughter of a banker in london, who discharged towards her every duty of an affectionate father. he had chanced to fall into her company, had been subdued by her attractions, had tendered her his hand, and been joyfully accepted both by parent and child. his wife had given him every proof of the fondest attachment. her father, who possessed immense wealth, treated him with distinguished respect, liberally supplied his wants, and had made one condition of his consent to their union, a resolution to take up their abode with him. "they had passed three years of conjugal felicity, which had been augmented by the birth of this child; when his professional duty called him into germany. it was not without an arduous struggle, that she was persuaded to relinquish the design of accompanying him through all the toils and perils of war. no parting was ever more distressful. they strove to alleviate, by frequent letters, the evils of their lot. those of his wife, breathed nothing but anxiety for his safety, and impatience of his absence. at length, a new arrangement was made, and he was obliged to repair from westphalia to canada. one advantage attended this change. it afforded him an opportunity of meeting his family. his wife anticipated this interview, with no less rapture than himself. he hurried to london, and the moment he alighted from the stage-coach, ran with all speed to mr. conway's house. "it was an house of mourning. his father was overwhelmed with grief, and incapable of answering his inquiries. the servants, sorrowful and mute, were equally refractory. he explored the house, and called on the names of his wife and daughter, but his summons was fruitless. at length, this new disaster was explained. two days before his arrival, his wife's chamber was found empty. no search, however diligent and anxious, could trace her steps. no cause could be assigned for her disappearance. the mother and child had fled away together. "new exertions were made, her chamber and cabinets were ransacked, but no vestige was found serving to inform them as to the motives of her flight, whether it had been voluntary or otherwise, and in what corner of the kingdom or of the world she was concealed. who shall describe the sorrow and amazement of the husband? his restlessness, his vicissitudes of hope and fear, and his ultimate despair? his duty called him to america. he had been in this city, and had frequently passed the door of the house in which his wife, at that moment, resided. her father had not remitted his exertions to elucidate this painful mystery, but they had failed. this disappointment hastened his death; in consequence of which, louisa's father became possessor of his immense property." this tale was a copious theme of speculation. a thousand questions were started and discussed in our domestic circle, respecting the motives that influenced mrs. stuart to abandon her country. it did not appear that her proceeding was involuntary. we recalled and reviewed every particular that had fallen under our own observation. by none of these were we furnished with a clue. her conduct, after the most rigorous scrutiny, still remained an impenetrable secret. on a nearer view, major stuart proved himself a man of most amiable character. his attachment to louisa appeared hourly to increase. she was no stranger to the sentiments suitable to her new character. she could not but readily embrace the scheme which was proposed to her, to return with her father to england. this scheme his regard for her induced him, however, to postpone. some time was necessary to prepare her for so great a change and enable her to think without agony of her separation from us. i was not without hopes of prevailing on her father entirely to relinquish this unwelcome design. meanwhile, he pursued his travels through the southern colonies, and his daughter continued with us. louisa and my brother frequently received letters from him, which indicated a mind of no common order. they were filled with amusing details, and profound reflections. while here, he often partook of our evening conversations at the temple; and since his departure, his correspondence had frequently supplied us with topics of discourse. one afternoon in may, the blandness of the air, and brightness of the verdure, induced us to assemble, earlier than usual, in the temple. we females were busy at the needle, while my brother and pleyel were bandying quotations and syllogisms. the point discussed was the merit of the oration for cluentius, as descriptive, first, of the genius of the speaker; and, secondly, of the manners of the times. pleyel laboured to extenuate both these species of merit, and tasked his ingenuity, to shew that the orator had embraced a bad cause; or, at least, a doubtful one. he urged, that to rely on the exaggerations of an advocate, or to make the picture of a single family a model from which to sketch the condition of a nation, was absurd. the controversy was suddenly diverted into a new channel, by a misquotation. pleyel accused his companion of saying "polliciatur" when he should have said "polliceretur." nothing would decide the contest, but an appeal to the volume. my brother was returning to the house for this purpose, when a servant met him with a letter from major stuart. he immediately returned to read it in our company. besides affectionate compliments to us, and paternal benedictions on louisa, his letter contained a description of a waterfall on the monongahela. a sudden gust of rain falling, we were compelled to remove to the house. the storm passed away, and a radiant moon-light succeeded. there was no motion to resume our seats in the temple. we therefore remained where we were, and engaged in sprightly conversation. the letter lately received naturally suggested the topic. a parallel was drawn between the cataract there described, and one which pleyel had discovered among the alps of glarus. in the state of the former, some particular was mentioned, the truth of which was questionable. to settle the dispute which thence arose, it was proposed to have recourse to the letter. my brother searched for it in his pocket. it was no where to be found. at length, he remembered to have left it in the temple, and he determined to go in search of it. his wife, pleyel, louisa, and myself, remained where we were. in a few minutes he returned. i was somewhat interested in the dispute, and was therefore impatient for his return; yet, as i heard him ascending the stairs, i could not but remark, that he had executed his intention with remarkable dispatch. my eyes were fixed upon him on his entrance. methought he brought with him looks considerably different from those with which he departed. wonder, and a slight portion of anxiety were mingled in them. his eyes seemed to be in search of some object. they passed quickly from one person to another, till they rested on his wife. she was seated in a careless attitude on the sofa, in the same spot as before. she had the same muslin in her hand, by which her attention was chiefly engrossed. the moment he saw her, his perplexity visibly increased. he quietly seated himself, and fixing his eyes on the floor, appeared to be absorbed in meditation. these singularities suspended the inquiry which i was preparing to make respecting the letter. in a short time, the company relinquished the subject which engaged them, and directed their attention to wieland. they thought that he only waited for a pause in the discourse, to produce the letter. the pause was uninterrupted by him. at length pleyel said, "well, i suppose you have found the letter." "no," said he, without any abatement of his gravity, and looking stedfastly at his wife, "i did not mount the hill."--"why not?"--"catharine, have you not moved from that spot since i left the room?"--she was affected with the solemnity of his manner, and laying down her work, answered in a tone of surprise, "no; why do you ask that question?"--his eyes were again fixed upon the floor, and he did not immediately answer. at length, he said, looking round upon us, "is it true that catharine did not follow me to the hill? that she did not just now enter the room?"--we assured him, with one voice, that she had not been absent for a moment, and inquired into the motive of his questions. "your assurances," said he, "are solemn and unanimous; and yet i must deny credit to your assertions, or disbelieve the testimony of my senses, which informed me, when i was half way up the hill, that catharine was at the bottom." we were confounded at this declaration. pleyel rallied him with great levity on his behaviour. he listened to his friend with calmness, but without any relaxation of features. "one thing," said he with emphasis, "is true; either i heard my wife's voice at the bottom of the hill, or i do not hear your voice at present." "truly," returned pleyel, "it is a sad dilemma to which you have reduced yourself. certain it is, if our eyes can give us certainty that your wife has been sitting in that spot during every moment of your absence. you have heard her voice, you say, upon the hill. in general, her voice, like her temper, is all softness. to be heard across the room, she is obliged to exert herself. while you were gone, if i mistake not, she did not utter a word. clara and i had all the talk to ourselves. still it may be that she held a whispering conference with you on the hill; but tell us the particulars." "the conference," said he, "was short; and far from being carried on in a whisper. you know with what intention i left the house. half way to the rock, the moon was for a moment hidden from us by a cloud. i never knew the air to be more bland and more calm. in this interval i glanced at the temple, and thought i saw a glimmering between the columns. it was so faint, that it would not perhaps have been visible, if the moon had not been shrowded. i looked again, but saw nothing. i never visit this building alone, or at night, without being reminded of the fate of my father. there was nothing wonderful in this appearance; yet it suggested something more than mere solitude and darkness in the same place would have done. "i kept on my way. the images that haunted me were solemn; and i entertained an imperfect curiosity, but no fear, as to the nature of this object. i had ascended the hill little more than half way, when a voice called me from behind. the accents were clear, distinct, powerful, and were uttered, as i fully believed, by my wife. her voice is not commonly so loud. she has seldom occasion to exert it, but, nevertheless, i have sometimes heard her call with force and eagerness. if my ear was not deceived, it was her voice which i heard. "stop, go no further. there is danger in your path." the suddenness and unexpectedness of this warning, the tone of alarm with which it was given, and, above all, the persuasion that it was my wife who spoke, were enough to disconcert and make me pause. i turned and listened to assure myself that i was not mistaken. the deepest silence succeeded. at length, i spoke in my turn. who calls? is it you, catharine? i stopped and presently received an answer. "yes, it is i; go not up; return instantly; you are wanted at the house." still the voice was catharine's, and still it proceeded from the foot of the stairs. "what could i do? the warning was mysterious. to be uttered by catharine at a place, and on an occasion like these, enhanced the mystery. i could do nothing but obey. accordingly, i trod back my steps, expecting that she waited for me at the bottom of the hill. when i reached the bottom, no one was visible. the moon-light was once more universal and brilliant, and yet, as far as i could see no human or moving figure was discernible. if she had returned to the house, she must have used wondrous expedition to have passed already beyond the reach of my eye. i exerted my voice, but in vain. to my repeated exclamations, no answer was returned. "ruminating on these incidents, i returned hither. there was no room to doubt that i had heard my wife's voice; attending incidents were not easily explained; but you now assure me that nothing extraordinary has happened to urge my return, and that my wife has not moved from her seat." such was my brother's narrative. it was heard by us with different emotions. pleyel did not scruple to regard the whole as a deception of the senses. perhaps a voice had been heard; but wieland's imagination had misled him in supposing a resemblance to that of his wife, and giving such a signification to the sounds. according to his custom he spoke what he thought. sometimes, he made it the theme of grave discussion, but more frequently treated it with ridicule. he did not believe that sober reasoning would convince his friend, and gaiety, he thought, was useful to take away the solemnities which, in a mind like wieland's, an accident of this kind was calculated to produce. pleyel proposed to go in search of the letter. he went and speedily returned, bearing it in his hand. he had found it open on the pedestal; and neither voice nor visage had risen to impede his design. catharine was endowed with an uncommon portion of good sense; but her mind was accessible, on this quarter, to wonder and panic. that her voice should be thus inexplicably and unwarrantably assumed, was a source of no small disquietude. she admitted the plausibility of the arguments by which pleyel endeavoured to prove, that this was no more than an auricular deception; but this conviction was sure to be shaken, when she turned her eyes upon her husband, and perceived that pleyel's logic was far from having produced the same effect upon him. as to myself, my attention was engaged by this occurrence. i could not fail to perceive a shadowy resemblance between it and my father's death. on the latter event, i had frequently reflected; my reflections never conducted me to certainty, but the doubts that existed were not of a tormenting kind. i could not deny that the event was miraculous, and yet i was invincibly averse to that method of solution. my wonder was excited by the inscrutableness of the cause, but my wonder was unmixed with sorrow or fear. it begat in me a thrilling, and not unpleasing solemnity. similar to these were the sensations produced by the recent adventure. but its effect upon my brother's imagination was of chief moment. all that was desirable was, that it should be regarded by him with indifference. the worst effect that could flow, was not indeed very formidable. yet i could not bear to think that his senses should be the victims of such delusion. it argued a diseased condition of his frame, which might show itself hereafter in more dangerous symptoms. the will is the tool of the understanding, which must fashion its conclusions on the notices of sense. if the senses be depraved, it is impossible to calculate the evils that may flow from the consequent deductions of the understanding. i said, this man is of an ardent and melancholy character. those ideas which, in others, are casual or obscure, which are entertained in moments of abstraction and solitude, and easily escape when the scene is changed, have obtained an immoveable hold upon his mind. the conclusions which long habit has rendered familiar, and, in some sort, palpable to his intellect, are drawn from the deepest sources. all his actions and practical sentiments are linked with long and abstruse deductions from the system of divine government and the laws of our intellectual constitution. he is, in some respects, an enthusiast, but is fortified in his belief by innumerable arguments and subtilties. his father's death was always regarded by him as flowing from a direct and supernatural decree. it visited his meditations oftener than it did mine. the traces which it left were more gloomy and permanent. this new incident had a visible effect in augmenting his gravity. he was less disposed than formerly to converse and reading. when we sifted his thoughts, they were generally found to have a relation, more or less direct, with this incident. it was difficult to ascertain the exact species of impression which it made upon him. he never introduced the subject into conversation, and listened with a silent and half-serious smile to the satirical effusions of pleyel. one evening we chanced to be alone together in the temple. i seized that opportunity of investigating the state of his thoughts. after a pause, which he seemed in no wise inclined to interrupt, i spoke to him--"how almost palpable is this dark; yet a ray from above would dispel it." "ay," said wieland, with fervor, "not only the physical, but moral night would be dispelled." "but why," said i, "must the divine will address its precepts to the eye?" he smiled significantly. "true," said he, "the understanding has other avenues." "you have never," said i, approaching nearer to the point--"you have never told me in what way you considered the late extraordinary incident." "there is no determinate way in which the subject can be viewed. here is an effect, but the cause is utterly inscrutable. to suppose a deception will not do. such is possible, but there are twenty other suppositions more probable. they must all be set aside before we reach that point." "what are these twenty suppositions?" "it is needless to mention them. they are only less improbable than pleyel's. time may convert one of them into certainty. till then it is useless to expatiate on them." chapter v some time had elapsed when there happened another occurrence, still more remarkable. pleyel, on his return from europe, brought information of considerable importance to my brother. my ancestors were noble saxons, and possessed large domains in lusatia. the prussian wars had destroyed those persons whose right to these estates precluded my brother's. pleyel had been exact in his inquiries, and had discovered that, by the law of male-primogeniture, my brother's claims were superior to those of any other person now living. nothing was wanting but his presence in that country, and a legal application to establish this claim. pleyel strenuously recommended this measure. the advantages he thought attending it were numerous, and it would argue the utmost folly to neglect them. contrary to his expectation he found my brother averse to the scheme. slight efforts, he, at first, thought would subdue his reluctance; but he found this aversion by no means slight. the interest that he took in the happiness of his friend and his sister, and his own partiality to the saxon soil, from which he had likewise sprung, and where he had spent several years of his youth, made him redouble his exertions to win wieland's consent. for this end he employed every argument that his invention could suggest. he painted, in attractive colours, the state of manners and government in that country, the security of civil rights, and the freedom of religious sentiments. he dwelt on the privileges of wealth and rank, and drew from the servile condition of one class, an argument in favor of his scheme, since the revenue and power annexed to a german principality afford so large a field for benevolence. the evil flowing from this power, in malignant hands, was proportioned to the good that would arise from the virtuous use of it. hence, wieland, in forbearing to claim his own, withheld all the positive felicity that would accrue to his vassals from his success, and hazarded all the misery that would redound from a less enlightened proprietor. it was easy for my brother to repel these arguments, and to shew that no spot on the globe enjoyed equal security and liberty to that which he at present inhabited. that if the saxons had nothing to fear from mis-government, the external causes of havoc and alarm were numerous and manifest. the recent devastations committed by the prussians furnished a specimen of these. the horrors of war would always impend over them, till germany were seized and divided by austrian and prussian tyrants; an event which he strongly suspected was at no great distance. but setting these considerations aside, was it laudable to grasp at wealth and power even when they were within our reach? were not these the two great sources of depravity? what security had he, that in this change of place and condition, he should not degenerate into a tyrant and voluptuary? power and riches were chiefly to be dreaded on account of their tendency to deprave the possessor. he held them in abhorrence, not only as instruments of misery to others, but to him on whom they were conferred. besides, riches were comparative, and was he not rich already? he lived at present in the bosom of security and luxury. all the instruments of pleasure, on which his reason or imagination set any value, were within his reach. but these he must forego, for the sake of advantages which, whatever were their value, were as yet uncertain. in pursuit of an imaginary addition to his wealth, he must reduce himself to poverty, he must exchange present certainties for what was distant and contingent; for who knows not that the law is a system of expence, delay and uncertainty? if he should embrace this scheme, it would lay him under the necessity of making a voyage to europe, and remaining for a certain period, separate from his family. he must undergo the perils and discomforts of the ocean; he must divest himself of all domestic pleasures; he must deprive his wife of her companion, and his children of a father and instructor, and all for what? for the ambiguous advantages which overgrown wealth and flagitious tyranny have to bestow? for a precarious possession in a land of turbulence and war? advantages, which will not certainly be gained, and of which the acquisition, if it were sure, is necessarily distant. pleyel was enamoured of his scheme on account of its intrinsic benefits, but, likewise, for other reasons. his abode at leipsig made that country appear to him like home. he was connected with this place by many social ties. while there he had not escaped the amorous contagion. but the lady, though her heart was impressed in his favor, was compelled to bestow her hand upon another. death had removed this impediment, and he was now invited by the lady herself to return. this he was of course determined to do, but was anxious to obtain the company of wieland; he could not bear to think of an eternal separation from his present associates. their interest, he thought, would be no less promoted by the change than his own. hence he was importunate and indefatigable in his arguments and solicitations. he knew that he could not hope for mine or his sister's ready concurrence in this scheme. should the subject be mentioned to us, we should league our efforts against him, and strengthen that reluctance in wieland which already was sufficiently difficult to conquer. he, therefore, anxiously concealed from us his purpose. if wieland were previously enlisted in his cause, he would find it a less difficult task to overcome our aversion. my brother was silent on this subject, because he believed himself in no danger of changing his opinion, and he was willing to save us from any uneasiness. the mere mention of such a scheme, and the possibility of his embracing it, he knew, would considerably impair our tranquillity. one day, about three weeks subsequent to the mysterious call, it was agreed that the family should be my guests. seldom had a day been passed by us, of more serene enjoyment. pleyel had promised us his company, but we did not see him till the sun had nearly declined. he brought with him a countenance that betokened disappointment and vexation. he did not wait for our inquiries, but immediately explained the cause. two days before a packet had arrived from hamburgh, by which he had flattered himself with the expectation of receiving letters, but no letters had arrived. i never saw him so much subdued by an untoward event. his thoughts were employed in accounting for the silence of his friends. he was seized with the torments of jealousy, and suspected nothing less than the infidelity of her to whom he had devoted his heart. the silence must have been concerted. her sickness, or absence, or death, would have increased the certainty of some one's having written. no supposition could be formed but that his mistress had grown indifferent, or that she had transferred her affections to another. the miscarriage of a letter was hardly within the reach of possibility. from leipsig to hamburgh, and from hamburgh hither, the conveyance was exposed to no hazard. he had been so long detained in america chiefly in consequence of wieland's aversion to the scheme which he proposed. he now became more impatient than ever to return to europe. when he reflected that, by his delays, he had probably forfeited the affections of his mistress, his sensations amounted to agony. it only remained, by his speedy departure, to repair, if possible, or prevent so intolerable an evil. already he had half resolved to embark in this very ship which, he was informed, would set out in a few weeks on her return. meanwhile he determined to make a new attempt to shake the resolution of wieland. the evening was somewhat advanced when he invited the latter to walk abroad with him. the invitation was accepted, and they left catharine, louisa and me, to amuse ourselves by the best means in our power. during this walk, pleyel renewed the subject that was nearest his heart. he re-urged all his former arguments, and placed them in more forcible lights. they promised to return shortly; but hour after hour passed, and they made not their appearance. engaged in sprightly conversation, it was not till the clock struck twelve that we were reminded of the lapse of time. the absence of our friends excited some uneasy apprehensions. we were expressing our fears, and comparing our conjectures as to what might be the cause, when they entered together. there were indications in their countenances that struck me mute. these were unnoticed by catharine, who was eager to express her surprize and curiosity at the length of their walk. as they listened to her, i remarked that their surprize was not less than ours. they gazed in silence on each other, and on her. i watched their looks, but could not understand the emotions that were written in them. these appearances diverted catharine's inquiries into a new channel. what did they mean, she asked, by their silence, and by their thus gazing wildly at each other, and at her? pleyel profited by this hint, and assuming an air of indifference, framed some trifling excuse, at the same time darting significant glances at wieland, as if to caution him against disclosing the truth. my brother said nothing, but delivered himself up to meditation. i likewise was silent, but burned with impatience to fathom this mystery. presently my brother and his wife, and louisa, returned home. pleyel proposed, of his own accord, to be my guest for the night. this circumstance, in addition to those which preceded, gave new edge to my wonder. as soon as we were left alone, pleyel's countenance assumed an air of seriousness, and even consternation, which i had never before beheld in him. the steps with which he measured the floor betokened the trouble of his thoughts. my inquiries were suspended by the hope that he would give me the information that i wanted without the importunity of questions. i waited some time, but the confusion of his thoughts appeared in no degree to abate. at length i mentioned the apprehensions which their unusual absence had occasioned, and which were increased by their behaviour since their return, and solicited an explanation. he stopped when i began to speak, and looked stedfastly at me. when i had done, he said, to me, in a tone which faultered through the vehemence of his emotions, "how were you employed during our absence?" "in turning over the della crusca dictionary, and talking on different subjects; but just before your entrance, we were tormenting ourselves with omens and prognosticks relative to your absence." "catherine was with you the whole time?" "yes." "but are you sure?" "most sure. she was not absent a moment." he stood, for a time, as if to assure himself of my sincerity. then, clinching his hands, and wildly lifting them above his head, "lo," cried he, "i have news to tell you. the baroness de stolberg is dead?" this was her whom he loved. i was not surprised at the agitations which he betrayed. "but how was the information procured? how was the truth of this news connected with the circumstance of catharine's remaining in our company?" he was for some time inattentive to my questions. when he spoke, it seemed merely a continuation of the reverie into which he had been plunged. "and yet it might be a mere deception. but could both of us in that case have been deceived? a rare and prodigious coincidence! barely not impossible. and yet, if the accent be oracular--theresa is dead. no, no," continued he, covering his face with his hands, and in a tone half broken into sobs, "i cannot believe it. she has not written, but if she were dead, the faithful bertrand would have given me the earliest information. and yet if he knew his master, he must have easily guessed at the effect of such tidings. in pity to me he was silent." "clara, forgive me; to you, this behaviour is mysterious. i will explain as well as i am able. but say not a word to catharine. her strength of mind is inferior to your's. she will, besides, have more reason to be startled. she is wieland's angel." pleyel proceeded to inform me, for the first time, of the scheme which he had pressed, with so much earnestness, on my brother. he enumerated the objections which had been made, and the industry with which he had endeavoured to confute them. he mentioned the effect upon his resolutions produced by the failure of a letter. "during our late walk," continued he, "i introduced the subject that was nearest my heart. i re-urged all my former arguments, and placed them in more forcible lights. wieland was still refractory. he expatiated on the perils of wealth and power, on the sacredness of conjugal and parental duties, and the happiness of mediocrity. "no wonder that the time passed, unperceived, away. our whole souls were engaged in this cause. several times we came to the foot of the rock; as soon as we perceived it, we changed our course, but never failed to terminate our circuitous and devious ramble at this spot. at length your brother observed, 'we seem to be led hither by a kind of fatality. since we are so near, let us ascend and rest ourselves a while. if you are not weary of this argument we will resume it there.' "i tacitly consented. we mounted the stairs, and drawing the sofa in front of the river, we seated ourselves upon it. i took up the thread of our discourse where we had dropped it. i ridiculed his dread of the sea, and his attachment to home. i kept on in this strain, so congenial with my disposition, for some time, uninterrupted by him. at length, he said to me, "suppose now that i, whom argument has not convinced, should yield to ridicule, and should agree that your scheme is eligible; what will you have gained? nothing. you have other enemies beside myself to encounter. when you have vanquished me, your toil has scarcely begun. there are my sister and wife, with whom it will remain for you to maintain the contest. and trust me, they are adversaries whom all your force and stratagem will never subdue." i insinuated that they would model themselves by his will: that catharine would think obedience her duty. he answered, with some quickness, "you mistake. their concurrence is indispensable. it is not my custom to exact sacrifices of this kind. i live to be their protector and friend, and not their tyrant and foe. if my wife shall deem her happiness, and that of her children, most consulted by remaining where she is, here she shall remain." "but," said i, "when she knows your pleasure, will she not conform to it?" before my friend had time to answer this question, a negative was clearly and distinctly uttered from another quarter. it did not come from one side or the other, from before us or behind. whence then did it come? by whose organs was it fashioned? "if any uncertainty had existed with regard to these particulars, it would have been removed by a deliberate and equally distinct repetition of the same monosyllable, "no." the voice was my sister's. it appeared to come from the roof. i started from my seat. catharine, exclaimed i, where are you? no answer was returned. i searched the room, and the area before it, but in vain. your brother was motionless in his seat. i returned to him, and placed myself again by his side. my astonishment was not less than his." "well," said he, at length, "what think you of this? this is the self-same voice which i formerly heard; you are now convinced that my ears were well informed." "yes," said i, "this, it is plain, is no fiction of the fancy." we again sunk into mutual and thoughtful silence. a recollection of the hour, and of the length of our absence, made me at last propose to return. we rose up for this purpose. in doing this, my mind reverted to the contemplation of my own condition. "yes," said i aloud, but without particularly addressing myself to wieland, "my resolution is taken. i cannot hope to prevail with my friends to accompany me. they may doze away their days on the banks of schuylkill, but as to me, i go in the next vessel; i will fly to her presence, and demand the reason of this extraordinary silence." "i had scarcely finished the sentence, when the same mysterious voice exclaimed, "you shall not go. the seal of death is on her lips. her silence is the silence of the tomb." think of the effects which accents like these must have had upon me. i shuddered as i listened. as soon as i recovered from my first amazement, "who is it that speaks?" said i, "whence did you procure these dismal tidings?" i did not wait long for an answer. "from a source that cannot fail. be satisfied. she is dead." you may justly be surprised, that, in the circumstances in which i heard the tidings, and notwithstanding the mystery which environed him by whom they were imparted, i could give an undivided attention to the facts, which were the subject of our dialogue. i eagerly inquired, when and where did she die? what was the cause of her death? was her death absolutely certain? an answer was returned only to the last of these questions. "yes," was pronounced by the same voice; but it now sounded from a greater distance, and the deepest silence was all the return made to my subsequent interrogatories. "it was my sister's voice; but it could not be uttered by her; and yet, if not by her, by whom was it uttered? when we returned hither, and discovered you together, the doubt that had previously existed was removed. it was manifest that the intimation came not from her. yet if not from her, from whom could it come? are the circumstances attending the imparting of this news proof that the tidings are true? god forbid that they should be true." here pleyel sunk into anxious silence, and gave me leisure to ruminate on this inexplicable event. i am at a loss to describe the sensations that affected me. i am not fearful of shadows. the tales of apparitions and enchantments did not possess that power over my belief which could even render them interesting. i saw nothing in them but ignorance and folly, and was a stranger even to that terror which is pleasing. but this incident was different from any that i had ever before known. here were proofs of a sensible and intelligent existence, which could not be denied. here was information obtained and imparted by means unquestionably super-human. that there are conscious beings, beside ourselves, in existence, whose modes of activity and information surpass our own, can scarcely be denied. is there a glimpse afforded us into a world of these superior beings? my heart was scarcely large enough to give admittance to so swelling a thought. an awe, the sweetest and most solemn that imagination can conceive, pervaded my whole frame. it forsook me not when i parted from pleyel and retired to my chamber. an impulse was given to my spirits utterly incompatible with sleep. i passed the night wakeful and full of meditation. i was impressed with the belief of mysterious, but not of malignant agency. hitherto nothing had occurred to persuade me that this airy minister was busy to evil rather than to good purposes. on the contrary, the idea of superior virtue had always been associated in my mind with that of superior power. the warnings that had thus been heard appeared to have been prompted by beneficent intentions. my brother had been hindered by this voice from ascending the hill. he was told that danger lurked in his path, and his obedience to the intimation had perhaps saved him from a destiny similar to that of my father. pleyel had been rescued from tormenting uncertainty, and from the hazards and fatigues of a fruitless voyage, by the same interposition. it had assured him of the death of his theresa. this woman was then dead. a confirmation of the tidings, if true, would speedily arrive. was this confirmation to be deprecated or desired? by her death, the tie that attached him to europe, was taken away. henceforward every motive would combine to retain him in his native country, and we were rescued from the deep regrets that would accompany his hopeless absence from us. propitious was the spirit that imparted these tidings. propitious he would perhaps have been, if he had been instrumental in producing, as well as in communicating the tidings of her death. propitious to us, the friends of pleyel, to whom has thereby been secured the enjoyment of his society; and not unpropitious to himself; for though this object of his love be snatched away, is there not another who is able and willing to console him for her loss? twenty days after this, another vessel arrived from the same port. in this interval, pleyel, for the most part, estranged himself from his old companions. he was become the prey of a gloomy and unsociable grief. his walks were limited to the bank of the delaware. this bank is an artificial one. reeds and the river are on one side, and a watery marsh on the other, in that part which bounded his lands, and which extended from the mouth of hollander's creek to that of schuylkill. no scene can be imagined less enticing to a lover of the picturesque than this. the shore is deformed with mud, and incumbered with a forest of reeds. the fields, in most seasons, are mire; but when they afford a firm footing, the ditches by which they are bounded and intersected, are mantled with stagnating green, and emit the most noxious exhalations. health is no less a stranger to those seats than pleasure. spring and autumn are sure to be accompanied with agues and bilious remittents. the scenes which environed our dwellings at mettingen constituted the reverse of this. schuylkill was here a pure and translucid current, broken into wild and ceaseless music by rocky points, murmuring on a sandy margin, and reflecting on its surface, banks of all varieties of height and degrees of declivity. these banks were chequered by patches of dark verdure and shapeless masses of white marble, and crowned by copses of cedar, or by the regular magnificence of orchards, which, at this season, were in blossom, and were prodigal of odours. the ground which receded from the river was scooped into valleys and dales. its beauties were enhanced by the horticultural skill of my brother, who bedecked this exquisite assemblage of slopes and risings with every species of vegetable ornament, from the giant arms of the oak to the clustering tendrils of the honey-suckle. to screen him from the unwholesome airs of his own residence, it had been proposed to pleyel to spend the months of spring with us. he had apparently acquiesced in this proposal; but the late event induced him to change his purpose. he was only to be seen by visiting him in his retirements. his gaiety had flown, and every passion was absorbed in eagerness to procure tidings from saxony. i have mentioned the arrival of another vessel from the elbe. he descried her early one morning as he was passing along the skirt of the river. she was easily recognized, being the ship in which he had performed his first voyage to germany. he immediately went on board, but found no letters directed to him. this omission was, in some degree, compensated by meeting with an old acquaintance among the passengers, who had till lately been a resident in leipsig. this person put an end to all suspense respecting the fate of theresa, by relating the particulars of her death and funeral. thus was the truth of the former intimation attested. no longer devoured by suspense, the grief of pleyel was not long in yielding to the influence of society. he gave himself up once more to our company. his vivacity had indeed been damped; but even in this respect he was a more acceptable companion than formerly, since his seriousness was neither incommunicative nor sullen. these incidents, for a time, occupied all our thoughts. in me they produced a sentiment not unallied to pleasure, and more speedily than in the case of my friends were intermixed with other topics. my brother was particularly affected by them. it was easy to perceive that most of his meditations were tinctured from this source. to this was to be ascribed a design in which his pen was, at this period, engaged, of collecting and investigating the facts which relate to that mysterious personage, the daemon of socrates. my brother's skill in greek and roman learning was exceeded by that of few, and no doubt the world would have accepted a treatise upon this subject from his hand with avidity; but alas! this and every other scheme of felicity and honor, were doomed to sudden blast and hopeless extermination. chapter vi i now come to the mention of a person with whose name the most turbulent sensations are connected. it is with a shuddering reluctance that i enter on the province of describing him. now it is that i begin to perceive the difficulty of the task which i have undertaken; but it would be weakness to shrink from it. my blood is congealed: and my fingers are palsied when i call up his image. shame upon my cowardly and infirm heart! hitherto i have proceeded with some degree of composure, but now i must pause. i mean not that dire remembrance shall subdue my courage or baffle my design, but this weakness cannot be immediately conquered. i must desist for a little while. i have taken a few turns in my chamber, and have gathered strength enough to proceed. yet have i not projected a task beyond my power to execute? if thus, on the very threshold of the scene, my knees faulter and i sink, how shall i support myself, when i rush into the midst of horrors such as no heart has hitherto conceived, nor tongue related? i sicken and recoil at the prospect, and yet my irresolution is momentary. i have not formed this design upon slight grounds, and though i may at times pause and hesitate, i will not be finally diverted from it. and thou, o most fatal and potent of mankind, in what terms shall i describe thee? what words are adequate to the just delineation of thy character? how shall i detail the means which rendered the secrecy of thy purposes unfathomable? but i will not anticipate. let me recover if possible, a sober strain. let me keep down the flood of passion that would render me precipitate or powerless. let me stifle the agonies that are awakened by thy name. let me, for a time, regard thee as a being of no terrible attributes. let me tear myself from contemplation of the evils of which it is but too certain that thou wast the author, and limit my view to those harmless appearances which attended thy entrance on the stage. one sunny afternoon, i was standing in the door of my house, when i marked a person passing close to the edge of the bank that was in front. his pace was a careless and lingering one, and had none of that gracefulness and ease which distinguish a person with certain advantages of education from a clown. his gait was rustic and aukward. his form was ungainly and disproportioned. shoulders broad and square, breast sunken, his head drooping, his body of uniform breadth, supported by long and lank legs, were the ingredients of his frame. his garb was not ill adapted to such a figure. a slouched hat, tarnished by the weather, a coat of thick grey cloth, cut and wrought, as it seemed, by a country tailor, blue worsted stockings, and shoes fastened by thongs, and deeply discoloured by dust, which brush had never disturbed, constituted his dress. there was nothing remarkable in these appearances; they were frequently to be met with on the road, and in the harvest field. i cannot tell why i gazed upon them, on this occasion, with more than ordinary attention, unless it were that such figures were seldom seen by me, except on the road or field. this lawn was only traversed by men whose views were directed to the pleasures of the walk, or the grandeur of the scenery. he passed slowly along, frequently pausing, as if to examine the prospect more deliberately, but never turning his eye towards the house, so as to allow me a view of his countenance. presently, he entered a copse at a small distance, and disappeared. my eye followed him while he remained in sight. if his image remained for any duration in my fancy after his departure, it was because no other object occurred sufficient to expel it. i continued in the same spot for half an hour, vaguely, and by fits, contemplating the image of this wanderer, and drawing, from outward appearances, those inferences with respect to the intellectual history of this person, which experience affords us. i reflected on the alliance which commonly subsists between ignorance and the practice of agriculture, and indulged myself in airy speculations as to the influence of progressive knowledge in dissolving this alliance, and embodying the dreams of the poets. i asked why the plough and the hoe might not become the trade of every human being, and how this trade might be made conducive to, or, at least, consistent with the acquisition of wisdom and eloquence. weary with these reflections, i returned to the kitchen to perform some household office. i had usually but one servant, and she was a girl about my own age. i was busy near the chimney, and she was employed near the door of the apartment, when some one knocked. the door was opened by her, and she was immediately addressed with "pry'thee, good girl, canst thou supply a thirsty man with a glass of buttermilk?" she answered that there was none in the house. "aye, but there is some in the dairy yonder. thou knowest as well as i, though hermes never taught thee, that though every dairy be an house, every house is not a dairy." to this speech, though she understood only a part of it, she replied by repeating her assurances, that she had none to give. "well then," rejoined the stranger, "for charity's sweet sake, hand me forth a cup of cold water." the girl said she would go to the spring and fetch it. "nay, give me the cup, and suffer me to help myself. neither manacled nor lame, i should merit burial in the maw of carrion crows, if i laid this task upon thee." she gave him the cup, and he turned to go to the spring. i listened to this dialogue in silence. the words uttered by the person without, affected me as somewhat singular, but what chiefly rendered them remarkable, was the tone that accompanied them. it was wholly new. my brother's voice and pleyel's were musical and energetic. i had fondly imagined, that, in this respect, they were surpassed by none. now my mistake was detected. i cannot pretend to communicate the impression that was made upon me by these accents, or to depict the degree in which force and sweetness were blended in them. they were articulated with a distinctness that was unexampled in my experience. but this was not all. the voice was not only mellifluent and clear, but the emphasis was so just, and the modulation so impassioned, that it seemed as if an heart of stone could not fail of being moved by it. it imparted to me an emotion altogether involuntary and incontroulable. when he uttered the words "for charity's sweet sake," i dropped the cloth that i held in my hand, my heart overflowed with sympathy, and my eyes with unbidden tears. this description will appear to you trifling or incredible. the importance of these circumstances will be manifested in the sequel. the manner in which i was affected on this occasion, was, to my own apprehension, a subject of astonishment. the tones were indeed such as i never heard before; but that they should, in an instant, as it were, dissolve me in tears, will not easily be believed by others, and can scarcely be comprehended by myself. it will be readily supposed that i was somewhat inquisitive as to the person and demeanour of our visitant. after a moment's pause, i stepped to the door and looked after him. judge my surprize, when i beheld the self-same figure that had appeared an half hour before upon the bank. my fancy had conjured up a very different image. a form, and attitude, and garb, were instantly created worthy to accompany such elocution; but this person was, in all visible respects, the reverse of this phantom. strange as it may seem, i could not speedily reconcile myself to this disappointment. instead of returning to my employment, i threw myself in a chair that was placed opposite the door, and sunk into a fit of musing. my attention was, in a few minutes, recalled by the stranger, who returned with the empty cup in his hand. i had not thought of the circumstance, or should certainly have chosen a different seat. he no sooner shewed himself, than a confused sense of impropriety, added to the suddenness of the interview, for which, not having foreseen it, i had made no preparation, threw me into a state of the most painful embarrassment. he brought with him a placid brow; but no sooner had he cast his eyes upon me, than his face was as glowingly suffused as my own. he placed the cup upon the bench, stammered out thanks, and retired. it was some time before i could recover my wonted composure. i had snatched a view of the stranger's countenance. the impression that it made was vivid and indelible. his cheeks were pallid and lank, his eyes sunken, his forehead overshadowed by coarse straggling hairs, his teeth large and irregular, though sound and brilliantly white, and his chin discoloured by a tetter. his skin was of coarse grain, and sallow hue. every feature was wide of beauty, and the outline of his face reminded you of an inverted cone. and yet his forehead, so far as shaggy locks would allow it to be seen, his eyes lustrously black, and possessing, in the midst of haggardness, a radiance inexpressibly serene and potent, and something in the rest of his features, which it would be in vain to describe, but which served to betoken a mind of the highest order, were essential ingredients in the portrait. this, in the effects which immediately flowed from it, i count among the most extraordinary incidents of my life. this face, seen for a moment, continued for hours to occupy my fancy, to the exclusion of almost every other image. i had purposed to spend the evening with my brother, but i could not resist the inclination of forming a sketch upon paper of this memorable visage. whether my hand was aided by any peculiar inspiration, or i was deceived by my own fond conceptions, this portrait, though hastily executed, appeared unexceptionable to my own taste. i placed it at all distances, and in all lights; my eyes were rivetted upon it. half the night passed away in wakefulness and in contemplation of this picture. so flexible, and yet so stubborn, is the human mind. so obedient to impulses the most transient and brief, and yet so unalterably observant of the direction which is given to it! how little did i then foresee the termination of that chain, of which this may be regarded as the first link? next day arose in darkness and storm. torrents of rain fell during the whole day, attended with incessant thunder, which reverberated in stunning echoes from the opposite declivity. the inclemency of the air would not allow me to walk-out. i had, indeed, no inclination to leave my apartment. i betook myself to the contemplation of this portrait, whose attractions time had rather enhanced than diminished. i laid aside my usual occupations, and seating myself at a window, consumed the day in alternately looking out upon the storm, and gazing at the picture which lay upon a table before me. you will, perhaps, deem this conduct somewhat singular, and ascribe it to certain peculiarities of temper. i am not aware of any such peculiarities. i can account for my devotion to this image no otherwise, than by supposing that its properties were rare and prodigious. perhaps you will suspect that such were the first inroads of a passion incident to every female heart, and which frequently gains a footing by means even more slight, and more improbable than these. i shall not controvert the reasonableness of the suspicion, but leave you at liberty to draw, from my narrative, what conclusions you please. night at length returned, and the storm ceased. the air was once more clear and calm, and bore an affecting contrast to that uproar of the elements by which it had been preceded. i spent the darksome hours, as i spent the day, contemplative and seated at the window. why was my mind absorbed in thoughts ominous and dreary? why did my bosom heave with sighs, and my eyes overflow with tears? was the tempest that had just past a signal of the ruin which impended over me? my soul fondly dwelt upon the images of my brother and his children, yet they only increased the mournfulness of my contemplations. the smiles of the charming babes were as bland as formerly. the same dignity sat on the brow of their father, and yet i thought of them with anguish. something whispered that the happiness we at present enjoyed was set on mutable foundations. death must happen to all. whether our felicity was to be subverted by it to-morrow, or whether it was ordained that we should lay down our heads full of years and of honor, was a question that no human being could solve. at other times, these ideas seldom intruded. i either forbore to reflect upon the destiny that is reserved for all men, or the reflection was mixed up with images that disrobed it of terror; but now the uncertainty of life occurred to me without any of its usual and alleviating accompaniments. i said to myself, we must die. sooner or later, we must disappear for ever from the face of the earth. whatever be the links that hold us to life, they must be broken. this scene of existence is, in all its parts, calamitous. the greater number is oppressed with immediate evils, and those, the tide of whose fortunes is full, how small is their portion of enjoyment, since they know that it will terminate. for some time i indulged myself, without reluctance, in these gloomy thoughts; but at length, the dejection which they produced became insupportably painful. i endeavoured to dissipate it with music. i had all my grand-father's melody as well as poetry by rote. i now lighted by chance on a ballad, which commemorated the fate of a german cavalier, who fell at the siege of nice under godfrey of bouillon. my choice was unfortunate, for the scenes of violence and carnage which were here wildly but forcibly pourtrayed, only suggested to my thoughts a new topic in the horrors of war. i sought refuge, but ineffectually, in sleep. my mind was thronged by vivid, but confused images, and no effort that i made was sufficient to drive them away. in this situation i heard the clock, which hung in the room, give the signal for twelve. it was the same instrument which formerly hung in my father's chamber, and which, on account of its being his workmanship, was regarded, by every one of our family, with veneration. it had fallen to me, in the division of his property, and was placed in this asylum. the sound awakened a series of reflections, respecting his death. i was not allowed to pursue them; for scarcely had the vibrations ceased, when my attention was attracted by a whisper, which, at first, appeared to proceed from lips that were laid close to my ear. no wonder that a circumstance like this startled me. in the first impulse of my terror, i uttered a slight scream, and shrunk to the opposite side of the bed. in a moment, however, i recovered from my trepidation. i was habitually indifferent to all the causes of fear, by which the majority are afflicted. i entertained no apprehension of either ghosts or robbers. our security had never been molested by either, and i made use of no means to prevent or counterwork their machinations. my tranquillity, on this occasion, was quickly retrieved. the whisper evidently proceeded from one who was posted at my bed-side. the first idea that suggested itself was, that it was uttered by the girl who lived with me as a servant. perhaps, somewhat had alarmed her, or she was sick, and had come to request my assistance. by whispering in my ear, she intended to rouse without alarming me. full of this persuasion, i called; "judith," said i, "is it you? what do you want? is there any thing the matter with you?" no answer was returned. i repeated my inquiry, but equally in vain. cloudy as was the atmosphere, and curtained as my bed was, nothing was visible. i withdrew the curtain, and leaning my head on my elbow, i listened with the deepest attention to catch some new sound. meanwhile, i ran over in my thoughts, every circumstance that could assist my conjectures. my habitation was a wooden edifice, consisting of two stories. in each story were two rooms, separated by an entry, or middle passage, with which they communicated by opposite doors. the passage, on the lower story, had doors at the two ends, and a stair-case. windows answered to the doors on the upper story. annexed to this, on the eastern side, were wings, divided, in like manner, into an upper and lower room; one of them comprized a kitchen, and chamber above it for the servant, and communicated, on both stories, with the parlour adjoining it below, and the chamber adjoining it above. the opposite wing is of smaller dimensions, the rooms not being above eight feet square. the lower of these was used as a depository of household implements, the upper was a closet in which i deposited my books and papers. they had but one inlet, which was from the room adjoining. there was no window in the lower one, and in the upper, a small aperture which communicated light and air, but would scarcely admit the body. the door which led into this, was close to my bed-head, and was always locked, but when i myself was within. the avenues below were accustomed to be closed and bolted at nights. the maid was my only companion, and she could not reach my chamber without previously passing through the opposite chamber, and the middle passage, of which, however, the doors were usually unfastened. if she had occasioned this noise, she would have answered my repeated calls. no other conclusion, therefore, was left me, but that i had mistaken the sounds, and that my imagination had transformed some casual noise into the voice of a human creature. satisfied with this solution, i was preparing to relinquish my listening attitude, when my ear was again saluted with a new and yet louder whispering. it appeared, as before, to issue from lips that touched my pillow. a second effort of attention, however, clearly shewed me, that the sounds issued from within the closet, the door of which was not more than eight inches from my pillow. this second interruption occasioned a shock less vehement than the former. i started, but gave no audible token of alarm. i was so much mistress of my feelings, as to continue listening to what should be said. the whisper was distinct, hoarse, and uttered so as to shew that the speaker was desirous of being heard by some one near, but, at the same time, studious to avoid being overheard by any other. "stop, stop, i say; madman as you are! there are better means than that. curse upon your rashness! there is no need to shoot." such were the words uttered in a tone of eagerness and anger, within so small a distance of my pillow. what construction could i put upon them? my heart began to palpitate with dread of some unknown danger. presently, another voice, but equally near me, was heard whispering in answer. "why not? i will draw a trigger in this business, but perdition be my lot if i do more." to this, the first voice returned, in a tone which rage had heightened in a small degree above a whisper, "coward! stand aside, and see me do it. i will grasp her throat; i will do her business in an instant; she shall not have time so much as to groan." what wonder that i was petrified by sounds so dreadful! murderers lurked in my closet. they were planning the means of my destruction. one resolved to shoot, and the other menaced suffocation. their means being chosen, they would forthwith break the door. flight instantly suggested itself as most eligible in circumstances so perilous. i deliberated not a moment; but, fear adding wings to my speed, i leaped out of bed, and scantily robed as i was, rushed out of the chamber, down stairs, and into the open air. i can hardly recollect the process of turning keys, and withdrawing bolts. my terrors urged me forward with almost a mechanical impulse. i stopped not till i reached my brother's door. i had not gained the threshold, when, exhausted by the violence of my emotions, and by my speed, i sunk down in a fit. how long i remained in this situation i know not. when i recovered, i found myself stretched on a bed, surrounded by my sister and her female servants. i was astonished at the scene before me, but gradually recovered the recollection of what had happened. i answered their importunate inquiries as well as i was able. my brother and pleyel, whom the storm of the preceding day chanced to detain here, informing themselves of every particular, proceeded with lights and weapons to my deserted habitation. they entered my chamber and my closet, and found every thing in its proper place and customary order. the door of the closet was locked, and appeared not to have been opened in my absence. they went to judith's apartment. they found her asleep and in safety. pleyel's caution induced him to forbear alarming the girl; and finding her wholly ignorant of what had passed, they directed her to return to her chamber. they then fastened the doors, and returned. my friends were disposed to regard this transaction as a dream. that persons should be actually immured in this closet, to which, in the circumstances of the time, access from without or within was apparently impossible, they could not seriously believe. that any human beings had intended murder, unless it were to cover a scheme of pillage, was incredible; but that no such design had been formed, was evident from the security in which the furniture of the house and the closet remained. i revolved every incident and expression that had occurred. my senses assured me of the truth of them, and yet their abruptness and improbability made me, in my turn, somewhat incredulous. the adventure had made a deep impression on my fancy, and it was not till after a week's abode at my brother's, that i resolved to resume the possession of my own dwelling. there was another circumstance that enhanced the mysteriousness of this event. after my recovery it was obvious to inquire by what means the attention of the family had been drawn to my situation. i had fallen before i had reached the threshold, or was able to give any signal. my brother related, that while this was transacting in my chamber, he himself was awake, in consequence of some slight indisposition, and lay, according to his custom, musing on some favorite topic. suddenly the silence, which was remarkably profound, was broken by a voice of most piercing shrillness, that seemed to be uttered by one in the hall below his chamber. "awake! arise!" it exclaimed: "hasten to succour one that is dying at your door." this summons was effectual. there was no one in the house who was not roused by it. pleyel was the first to obey, and my brother overtook him before he reached the hall. what was the general astonishment when your friend was discovered stretched upon the grass before the door, pale, ghastly, and with every mark of death! this was the third instance of a voice, exerted for the benefit of this little community. the agent was no less inscrutable in this, than in the former case. when i ruminated upon these events, my soul was suspended in wonder and awe. was i really deceived in imagining that i heard the closet conversation? i was no longer at liberty to question the reality of those accents which had formerly recalled my brother from the hill; which had imparted tidings of the death of the german lady to pleyel; and which had lately summoned them to my assistance. but how was i to regard this midnight conversation? hoarse and manlike voices conferring on the means of death, so near my bed, and at such an hour! how had my ancient security vanished! that dwelling, which had hitherto been an inviolate asylum, was now beset with danger to my life. that solitude, formerly so dear to me, could no longer be endured. pleyel, who had consented to reside with us during the months of spring, lodged in the vacant chamber, in order to quiet my alarms. he treated my fears with ridicule, and in a short time very slight traces of them remained: but as it was wholly indifferent to him whether his nights were passed at my house or at my brother's, this arrangement gave general satisfaction. chapter vii i will not enumerate the various inquiries and conjectures which these incidents occasioned. after all our efforts, we came no nearer to dispelling the mist in which they were involved; and time, instead of facilitating a solution, only accumulated our doubts. in the midst of thoughts excited by these events, i was not unmindful of my interview with the stranger. i related the particulars, and shewed the portrait to my friends. pleyel recollected to have met with a figure resembling my description in the city; but neither his face or garb made the same impression upon him that it made upon me. it was a hint to rally me upon my prepossessions, and to amuse us with a thousand ludicrous anecdotes which he had collected in his travels. he made no scruple to charge me with being in love; and threatened to inform the swain, when he met him, of his good fortune. pleyel's temper made him susceptible of no durable impressions. his conversation was occasionally visited by gleams of his ancient vivacity; but, though his impetuosity was sometimes inconvenient, there was nothing to dread from his malice. i had no fear that my character or dignity would suffer in his hands, and was not heartily displeased when he declared his intention of profiting by his first meeting with the stranger to introduce him to our acquaintance. some weeks after this i had spent a toilsome day, and, as the sun declined, found myself disposed to seek relief in a walk. the river bank is, at this part of it, and for some considerable space upward, so rugged and steep as not to be easily descended. in a recess of this declivity, near the southern verge of my little demesne, was placed a slight building, with seats and lattices. from a crevice of the rock, to which this edifice was attached, there burst forth a stream of the purest water, which, leaping from ledge to ledge, for the space of sixty feet, produced a freshness in the air, and a murmur, the most delicious and soothing imaginable. these, added to the odours of the cedars which embowered it, and of the honey-suckle which clustered among the lattices, rendered this my favorite retreat in summer. on this occasion i repaired hither. my spirits drooped through the fatigue of long attention, and i threw myself upon a bench, in a state, both mentally and personally, of the utmost supineness. the lulling sounds of the waterfall, the fragrance and the dusk combined to becalm my spirits, and, in a short time, to sink me into sleep. either the uneasiness of my posture, or some slight indisposition molested my repose with dreams of no cheerful hue. after various incoherences had taken their turn to occupy my fancy, i at length imagined myself walking, in the evening twilight, to my brother's habitation. a pit, methought, had been dug in the path i had taken, of which i was not aware. as i carelessly pursued my walk, i thought i saw my brother, standing at some distance before me, beckoning and calling me to make haste. he stood on the opposite edge of the gulph. i mended my pace, and one step more would have plunged me into this abyss, had not some one from behind caught suddenly my arm, and exclaimed, in a voice of eagerness and terror, "hold! hold!" the sound broke my sleep, and i found myself, at the next moment, standing on my feet, and surrounded by the deepest darkness. images so terrific and forcible disabled me, for a time, from distinguishing between sleep and wakefulness, and withheld from me the knowledge of my actual condition. my first panics were succeeded by the perturbations of surprize, to find myself alone in the open air, and immersed in so deep a gloom. i slowly recollected the incidents of the afternoon, and how i came hither. i could not estimate the time, but saw the propriety of returning with speed to the house. my faculties were still too confused, and the darkness too intense, to allow me immediately to find my way up the steep. i sat down, therefore, to recover myself, and to reflect upon my situation. this was no sooner done, than a low voice was heard from behind the lattice, on the side where i sat. between the rock and the lattice was a chasm not wide enough to admit a human body; yet, in this chasm he that spoke appeared to be stationed. "attend! attend! but be not terrified." i started and exclaimed, "good heavens! what is that? who are you?" "a friend; one come, not to injure, but to save you; fear nothing." this voice was immediately recognized to be the same with one of those which i had heard in the closet; it was the voice of him who had proposed to shoot, rather than to strangle, his victim. my terror made me, at once, mute and motionless. he continued, "i leagued to murder you. i repent. mark my bidding, and be safe. avoid this spot. the snares of death encompass it. elsewhere danger will be distant; but this spot, shun it as you value your life. mark me further; profit by this warning, but divulge it not. if a syllable of what has passed escape you, your doom is sealed. remember your father, and be faithful." here the accents ceased, and left me overwhelmed with dismay. i was fraught with the persuasion, that during every moment i remained here, my life was endangered; but i could not take a step without hazard of falling to the bottom of the precipice. the path, leading to the summit, was short, but rugged and intricate. even star-light was excluded by the umbrage, and not the faintest gleam was afforded to guide my steps. what should i do? to depart or remain was equally and eminently perilous. in this state of uncertainty, i perceived a ray flit across the gloom and disappear. another succeeded, which was stronger, and remained for a passing moment. it glittered on the shrubs that were scattered at the entrance, and gleam continued to succeed gleam for a few seconds, till they, finally, gave place to unintermitted darkness. the first visitings of this light called up a train of horrors in my mind; destruction impended over this spot; the voice which i had lately heard had warned me to retire, and had menaced me with the fate of my father if i refused. i was desirous, but unable, to obey; these gleams were such as preluded the stroke by which he fell; the hour, perhaps, was the same--i shuddered as if i had beheld, suspended over me, the exterminating sword. presently a new and stronger illumination burst through the lattice on the right hand, and a voice, from the edge of the precipice above, called out my name. it was pleyel. joyfully did i recognize his accents; but such was the tumult of my thoughts that i had not power to answer him till he had frequently repeated his summons. i hurried, at length, from the fatal spot, and, directed by the lanthorn which he bore, ascended the hill. pale and breathless, it was with difficulty i could support myself. he anxiously inquired into the cause of my affright, and the motive of my unusual absence. he had returned from my brother's at a late hour, and was informed by judith, that i had walked out before sun-set, and had not yet returned. this intelligence was somewhat alarming. he waited some time; but, my absence continuing, he had set out in search of me. he had explored the neighbourhood with the utmost care, but, receiving no tidings of me, he was preparing to acquaint my brother with this circumstance, when he recollected the summer-house on the bank, and conceived it possible that some accident had detained me there. he again inquired into the cause of this detention, and of that confusion and dismay which my looks testified. i told him that i had strolled hither in the afternoon, that sleep had overtaken me as i sat, and that i had awakened a few minutes before his arrival. i could tell him no more. in the present impetuosity of my thoughts, i was almost dubious, whether the pit, into which my brother had endeavoured to entice me, and the voice that talked through the lattice, were not parts of the same dream. i remembered, likewise, the charge of secrecy, and the penalty denounced, if i should rashly divulge what i had heard. for these reasons, i was silent on that subject, and shutting myself in my chamber, delivered myself up to contemplation. what i have related will, no doubt, appear to you a fable. you will believe that calamity has subverted my reason, and that i am amusing you with the chimeras of my brain, instead of facts that have really happened. i shall not be surprized or offended, if these be your suspicions. i know not, indeed, how you can deny them admission. for, if to me, the immediate witness, they were fertile of perplexity and doubt, how must they affect another to whom they are recommended only by my testimony? it was only by subsequent events, that i was fully and incontestibly assured of the veracity of my senses. meanwhile what was i to think? i had been assured that a design had been formed against my life. the ruffians had leagued to murder me. whom had i offended? who was there with whom i had ever maintained intercourse, who was capable of harbouring such atrocious purposes? my temper was the reverse of cruel and imperious. my heart was touched with sympathy for the children of misfortune. but this sympathy was not a barren sentiment. my purse, scanty as it was, was ever open, and my hands ever active, to relieve distress. many were the wretches whom my personal exertions had extricated from want and disease, and who rewarded me with their gratitude. there was no face which lowered at my approach, and no lips which uttered imprecations in my hearing. on the contrary, there was none, over whose fate i had exerted any influence, or to whom i was known by reputation, who did not greet me with smiles, and dismiss me with proofs of veneration; yet did not my senses assure me that a plot was laid against my life? i am not destitute of courage. i have shewn myself deliberative and calm in the midst of peril. i have hazarded my own life, for the preservation of another, but now was i confused and panic struck. i have not lived so as to fear death, yet to perish by an unseen and secret stroke, to be mangled by the knife of an assassin was a thought at which i shuddered; what had i done to deserve to be made the victim of malignant passions? but soft! was i not assured, that my life was safe in all places but one? and why was the treason limited to take effect in this spot? i was every where equally defenceless. my house and chamber were, at all times, accessible. danger still impended over me; the bloody purpose was still entertained, but the hand that was to execute it, was powerless in all places but one! here i had remained for the last four or five hours, without the means of resistance or defence, yet i had not been attacked. a human being was at hand, who was conscious of my presence, and warned me hereafter to avoid this retreat. his voice was not absolutely new, but had i never heard it but once before? but why did he prohibit me from relating this incident to others, and what species of death will be awarded if i disobey? he talked of my father. he intimated, that disclosure would pull upon my head, the same destruction. was then the death of my father, portentous and inexplicable as it was, the consequence of human machinations? it should seem, that this being is apprised of the true nature of this event, and is conscious of the means that led to it. whether it shall likewise fall upon me, depends upon the observance of silence. was it the infraction of a similar command, that brought so horrible a penalty upon my father? such were the reflections that haunted me during the night, and which effectually deprived me of sleep. next morning, at breakfast, pleyel related an event which my disappearance had hindered him from mentioning the night before. early the preceding morning, his occasions called him to the city; he had stepped into a coffee-house to while away an hour; here he had met a person whose appearance instantly bespoke him to be the same whose hasty visit i have mentioned, and whose extraordinary visage and tones had so powerfully affected me. on an attentive survey, however, he proved, likewise, to be one with whom my friend had had some intercourse in europe. this authorised the liberty of accosting him, and after some conversation, mindful, as pleyel said, of the footing which this stranger had gained in my heart, he had ventured to invite him to mettingen. the invitation had been cheerfully accepted, and a visit promised on the afternoon of the next day. this information excited no sober emotions in my breast. i was, of course, eager to be informed as to the circumstances of their ancient intercourse. when, and where had they met? what knew he of the life and character of this man? in answer to my inquiries, he informed me that, three years before, he was a traveller in spain. he had made an excursion from valencia to murviedro, with a view to inspect the remains of roman magnificence, scattered in the environs of that town. while traversing the scite of the theatre of old saguntum, he lighted upon this man, seated on a stone, and deeply engaged in perusing the work of the deacon marti. a short conversation ensued, which proved the stranger to be english. they returned to valencia together. his garb, aspect, and deportment, were wholly spanish. a residence of three years in the country, indefatigable attention to the language, and a studious conformity with the customs of the people, had made him indistinguishable from a native, when he chose to assume that character. pleyel found him to be connected, on the footing of friendship and respect, with many eminent merchants in that city. he had embraced the catholic religion, and adopted a spanish name instead of his own, which was carwin, and devoted himself to the literature and religion of his new country. he pursued no profession, but subsisted on remittances from england. while pleyel remained in valencia, carwin betrayed no aversion to intercourse, and the former found no small attractions in the society of this new acquaintance. on general topics he was highly intelligent and communicative. he had visited every corner of spain, and could furnish the most accurate details respecting its ancient and present state. on topics of religion and of his own history, previous to his transformation into a spaniard, he was invariably silent. you could merely gather from his discourse that he was english, and that he was well acquainted with the neighbouring countries. his character excited considerable curiosity in this observer. it was not easy to reconcile his conversion to the romish faith, with those proofs of knowledge and capacity that were exhibited by him on different occasions. a suspicion was, sometimes, admitted, that his belief was counterfeited for some political purpose. the most careful observation, however, produced no discovery. his manners were, at all times, harmless and inartificial, and his habits those of a lover of contemplation and seclusion. he appeared to have contracted an affection for pleyel, who was not slow to return it. my friend, after a month's residence in this city, returned into france, and, since that period, had heard nothing concerning carwin till his appearance at mettingen. on this occasion carwin had received pleyel's greeting with a certain distance and solemnity to which the latter had not been accustomed. he had waved noticing the inquiries of pleyel respecting his desertion of spain, in which he had formerly declared that it was his purpose to spend his life. he had assiduously diverted the attention of the latter to indifferent topics, but was still, on every theme, as eloquent and judicious as formerly. why he had assumed the garb of a rustic, pleyel was unable to conjecture. perhaps it might be poverty, perhaps he was swayed by motives which it was his interest to conceal, but which were connected with consequences of the utmost moment. such was the sum of my friend's information. i was not sorry to be left alone during the greater part of this day. every employment was irksome which did not leave me at liberty to meditate. i had now a new subject on which to exercise my thoughts. before evening i should be ushered into his presence, and listen to those tones whose magical and thrilling power i had already experienced. but with what new images would he then be accompanied? carwin was an adherent to the romish faith, yet was an englishman by birth, and, perhaps, a protestant by education. he had adopted spain for his country, and had intimated a design to spend his days there, yet now was an inhabitant of this district, and disguised by the habiliments of a clown! what could have obliterated the impressions of his youth, and made him abjure his religion and his country? what subsequent events had introduced so total a change in his plans? in withdrawing from spain, had he reverted to the religion of his ancestors; or was it true, that his former conversion was deceitful, and that his conduct had been swayed by motives which it was prudent to conceal? hours were consumed in revolving these ideas. my meditations were intense; and, when the series was broken, i began to reflect with astonishment on my situation. from the death of my parents, till the commencement of this year, my life had been serene and blissful, beyond the ordinary portion of humanity; but, now, my bosom was corroded by anxiety. i was visited by dread of unknown dangers, and the future was a scene over which clouds rolled, and thunders muttered. i compared the cause with the effect, and they seemed disproportioned to each other. all unaware, and in a manner which i had no power to explain, i was pushed from my immoveable and lofty station, and cast upon a sea of troubles. i determined to be my brother's visitant on this evening, yet my resolves were not unattended with wavering and reluctance. pleyel's insinuations that i was in love, affected, in no degree, my belief, yet the consciousness that this was the opinion of one who would, probably, be present at our introduction to each other, would excite all that confusion which the passion itself is apt to produce. this would confirm him in his error, and call forth new railleries. his mirth, when exerted upon this topic, was the source of the bitterest vexation. had he been aware of its influence upon my happiness, his temper would not have allowed him to persist; but this influence, it was my chief endeavour to conceal. that the belief of my having bestowed my heart upon another, produced in my friend none but ludicrous sensations, was the true cause of my distress; but if this had been discovered by him, my distress would have been unspeakably aggravated. chapter viii as soon as evening arrived, i performed my visit. carwin made one of the company, into which i was ushered. appearances were the same as when i before beheld him. his garb was equally negligent and rustic. i gazed upon his countenance with new curiosity. my situation was such as to enable me to bestow upon it a deliberate examination. viewed at more leisure, it lost none of its wonderful properties. i could not deny my homage to the intelligence expressed in it, but was wholly uncertain, whether he were an object to be dreaded or adored, and whether his powers had been exerted to evil or to good. he was sparing in discourse; but whatever he said was pregnant with meaning, and uttered with rectitude of articulation, and force of emphasis, of which i had entertained no conception previously to my knowledge of him. notwithstanding the uncouthness of his garb, his manners were not unpolished. all topics were handled by him with skill, and without pedantry or affectation. he uttered no sentiment calculated to produce a disadvantageous impression: on the contrary, his observations denoted a mind alive to every generous and heroic feeling. they were introduced without parade, and accompanied with that degree of earnestness which indicates sincerity. he parted from us not till late, refusing an invitation to spend the night here, but readily consented to repeat his visit. his visits were frequently repeated. each day introduced us to a more intimate acquaintance with his sentiments, but left us wholly in the dark, concerning that about which we were most inquisitive. he studiously avoided all mention of his past or present situation. even the place of his abode in the city he concealed from us. our sphere, in this respect, being somewhat limited, and the intellectual endowments of this man being indisputably great, his deportment was more diligently marked, and copiously commented on by us, than you, perhaps, will think the circumstances warranted. not a gesture, or glance, or accent, that was not, in our private assemblies, discussed, and inferences deduced from it. it may well be thought that he modelled his behaviour by an uncommon standard, when, with all our opportunities and accuracy of observation, we were able, for a long time, to gather no satisfactory information. he afforded us no ground on which to build even a plausible conjecture. there is a degree of familiarity which takes place between constant associates, that justifies the negligence of many rules of which, in an earlier period of their intercourse, politeness requires the exact observance. inquiries into our condition are allowable when they are prompted by a disinterested concern for our welfare; and this solicitude is not only pardonable, but may justly be demanded from those who chuse us for their companions. this state of things was more slow to arrive on this occasion than on most others, on account of the gravity and loftiness of this man's behaviour. pleyel, however, began, at length, to employ regular means for this end. he occasionally alluded to the circumstances in which they had formerly met, and remarked the incongruousness between the religion and habits of a spaniard, with those of a native of britain. he expressed his astonishment at meeting our guest in this corner of the globe, especially as, when they parted in spain, he was taught to believe that carwin should never leave that country. he insinuated, that a change so great must have been prompted by motives of a singular and momentous kind. no answer, or an answer wide of the purpose, was generally made to these insinuations. britons and spaniards, he said, are votaries of the same deity, and square their faith by the same precepts; their ideas are drawn from the same fountains of literature, and they speak dialects of the same tongue; their government and laws have more resemblances than differences; they were formerly provinces of the same civil, and till lately, of the same religious, empire. as to the motives which induce men to change the place of their abode, these must unavoidably be fleeting and mutable. if not bound to one spot by conjugal or parental ties, or by the nature of that employment to which we are indebted for subsistence, the inducements to change are far more numerous and powerful, than opposite inducements. he spoke as if desirous of shewing that he was not aware of the tendency of pleyel's remarks; yet, certain tokens were apparent, that proved him by no means wanting in penetration. these tokens were to be read in his countenance, and not in his words. when any thing was said, indicating curiosity in us, the gloom of his countenance was deepened, his eyes sunk to the ground, and his wonted air was not resumed without visible struggle. hence, it was obvious to infer, that some incidents of his life were reflected on by him with regret; and that, since these incidents were carefully concealed, and even that regret which flowed from them laboriously stifled, they had not been merely disastrous. the secrecy that was observed appeared not designed to provoke or baffle the inquisitive, but was prompted by the shame, or by the prudence of guilt. these ideas, which were adopted by pleyel and my brother, as well as myself, hindered us from employing more direct means for accomplishing our wishes. questions might have been put in such terms, that no room should be left for the pretence of misapprehension, and if modesty merely had been the obstacle, such questions would not have been wanting; but we considered, that, if the disclosure were productive of pain or disgrace, it was inhuman to extort it. amidst the various topics that were discussed in his presence, allusions were, of course, made to the inexplicable events that had lately happened. at those times, the words and looks of this man were objects of my particular attention. the subject was extraordinary; and any one whose experience or reflections could throw any light upon it, was entitled to my gratitude. as this man was enlightened by reading and travel, i listened with eagerness to the remarks which he should make. at first, i entertained a kind of apprehension, that the tale would be heard by him with incredulity and secret ridicule. i had formerly heard stories that resembled this in some of their mysterious circumstances, but they were, commonly, heard by me with contempt. i was doubtful, whether the same impression would not now be made on the mind of our guest; but i was mistaken in my fears. he heard them with seriousness, and without any marks either of surprize or incredulity. he pursued, with visible pleasure, that kind of disquisition which was naturally suggested by them. his fancy was eminently vigorous and prolific, and if he did not persuade us, that human beings are, sometimes, admitted to a sensible intercourse with the author of nature, he, at least, won over our inclination to the cause. he merely deduced, from his own reasonings, that such intercourse was probable; but confessed that, though he was acquainted with many instances somewhat similar to those which had been related by us, none of them were perfectly exempted from the suspicion of human agency. on being requested to relate these instances, he amused us with many curious details. his narratives were constructed with so much skill, and rehearsed with so much energy, that all the effects of a dramatic exhibition were frequently produced by them. those that were most coherent and most minute, and, of consequence, least entitled to credit, were yet rendered probable by the exquisite art of this rhetorician. for every difficulty that was suggested, a ready and plausible solution was furnished. mysterious voices had always a share in producing the catastrophe, but they were always to be explained on some known principles, either as reflected into a focus, or communicated through a tube. i could not but remark that his narratives, however complex or marvellous, contained no instance sufficiently parallel to those that had befallen ourselves, and in which the solution was applicable to our own case. my brother was a much more sanguine reasoner than our guest. even in some of the facts which were related by carwin, he maintained the probability of celestial interference, when the latter was disposed to deny it, and had found, as he imagined, footsteps of an human agent. pleyel was by no means equally credulous. he scrupled not to deny faith to any testimony but that of his senses, and allowed the facts which had lately been supported by this testimony, not to mould his belief, but merely to give birth to doubts. it was soon observed that carwin adopted, in some degree, a similar distinction. a tale of this kind, related by others, he would believe, provided it was explicable upon known principles; but that such notices were actually communicated by beings of an higher order, he would believe only when his own ears were assailed in a manner which could not be otherwise accounted for. civility forbad him to contradict my brother or myself, but his understanding refused to acquiesce in our testimony. besides, he was disposed to question whether the voices heard in the temple, at the foot of the hill, and in my closet, were not really uttered by human organs. on this supposition he was desired to explain how the effect was produced. he answered, that the power of mimickry was very common. catharine's voice might easily be imitated by one at the foot of the hill, who would find no difficulty in eluding, by flight, the search of wieland. the tidings of the death of the saxon lady were uttered by one near at hand, who overheard the conversation, who conjectured her death, and whose conjecture happened to accord with the truth. that the voice appeared to come from the cieling was to be considered as an illusion of the fancy. the cry for help, heard in the hall on the night of my adventure, was to be ascribed to an human creature, who actually stood in the hall when he uttered it. it was of no moment, he said, that we could not explain by what motives he that made the signal was led hither. how imperfectly acquainted were we with the condition and designs of the beings that surrounded us? the city was near at hand, and thousands might there exist whose powers and purposes might easily explain whatever was mysterious in this transaction. as to the closet dialogue, he was obliged to adopt one of two suppositions, and affirm either that it was fashioned in my own fancy, or that it actually took place between two persons in the closet. such was carwin's mode of explaining these appearances. it is such, perhaps, as would commend itself as most plausible to the most sagacious minds, but it was insufficient to impart conviction to us. as to the treason that was meditated against me, it was doubtless just to conclude that it was either real or imaginary; but that it was real was attested by the mysterious warning in the summer-house, the secret of which i had hitherto locked up in my own breast. a month passed away in this kind of intercourse. as to carwin, our ignorance was in no degree enlightened respecting his genuine character and views. appearances were uniform. no man possessed a larger store of knowledge, or a greater degree of skill in the communication of it to others; hence he was regarded as an inestimable addition to our society. considering the distance of my brother's house from the city, he was frequently prevailed upon to pass the night where he spent the evening. two days seldom elapsed without a visit from him; hence he was regarded as a kind of inmate of the house. he entered and departed without ceremony. when he arrived he received an unaffected welcome, and when he chose to retire, no importunities were used to induce him to remain. the temple was the principal scene of our social enjoyments; yet the felicity that we tasted when assembled in this asylum, was but the gleam of a former sun-shine. carwin never parted with his gravity. the inscrutableness of his character, and the uncertainty whether his fellowship tended to good or to evil, were seldom absent from our minds. this circumstance powerfully contributed to sadden us. my heart was the seat of growing disquietudes. this change in one who had formerly been characterized by all the exuberances of soul, could not fail to be remarked by my friends. my brother was always a pattern of solemnity. my sister was clay, moulded by the circumstances in which she happened to be placed. there was but one whose deportment remains to be described as being of importance to our happiness. had pleyel likewise dismissed his vivacity? he was as whimsical and jestful as ever, but he was not happy. the truth, in this respect, was of too much importance to me not to make me a vigilant observer. his mirth was easily perceived to be the fruit of exertion. when his thoughts wandered from the company, an air of dissatisfaction and impatience stole across his features. even the punctuality and frequency of his visits were somewhat lessened. it may be supposed that my own uneasiness was heightened by these tokens; but, strange as it may seem, i found, in the present state of my mind, no relief but in the persuasion that pleyel was unhappy. that unhappiness, indeed, depended, for its value in my eyes, on the cause that produced it. it did not arise from the death of the saxon lady: it was not a contagious emanation from the countenances of wieland or carwin. there was but one other source whence it could flow. a nameless ecstacy thrilled through my frame when any new proof occurred that the ambiguousness of my behaviour was the cause. chapter ix my brother had received a new book from germany. it was a tragedy, and the first attempt of a saxon poet, of whom my brother had been taught to entertain the highest expectations. the exploits of zisca, the bohemian hero, were woven into a dramatic series and connection. according to german custom, it was minute and diffuse, and dictated by an adventurous and lawless fancy. it was a chain of audacious acts, and unheard-of disasters. the moated fortress, and the thicket; the ambush and the battle; and the conflict of headlong passions, were pourtrayed in wild numbers, and with terrific energy. an afternoon was set apart to rehearse this performance. the language was familiar to all of us but carwin, whose company, therefore, was tacitly dispensed with. the morning previous to this intended rehearsal, i spent at home. my mind was occupied with reflections relative to my own situation. the sentiment which lived with chief energy in my heart, was connected with the image of pleyel. in the midst of my anguish, i had not been destitute of consolation. his late deportment had given spring to my hopes. was not the hour at hand, which should render me the happiest of human creatures? he suspected that i looked with favorable eyes upon carwin. hence arose disquietudes, which he struggled in vain to conceal. he loved me, but was hopeless that his love would be compensated. is it not time, said i, to rectify this error? but by what means is this to be effected? it can only be done by a change of deportment in me; but how must i demean myself for this purpose? i must not speak. neither eyes, nor lips, must impart the information. he must not be assured that my heart is his, previous to the tender of his own; but he must be convinced that it has not been given to another; he must be supplied with space whereon to build a doubt as to the true state of my affections; he must be prompted to avow himself. the line of delicate propriety; how hard it is, not to fall short, and not to overleap it! this afternoon we shall meet at the temple. we shall not separate till late. it will be his province to accompany me home. the airy expanse is without a speck. this breeze is usually stedfast, and its promise of a bland and cloudless evening, may be trusted. the moon will rise at eleven, and at that hour, we shall wind along this bank. possibly that hour may decide my fate. if suitable encouragement be given, pleyel will reveal his soul to me; and i, ere i reach this threshold, will be made the happiest of beings. and is this good to be mine? add wings to thy speed, sweet evening; and thou, moon, i charge thee, shroud thy beams at the moment when my pleyel whispers love. i would not for the world, that the burning blushes, and the mounting raptures of that moment, should be visible. but what encouragement is wanting? i must be regardful of insurmountable limits. yet when minds are imbued with a genuine sympathy, are not words and looks superfluous? are not motion and touch sufficient to impart feelings such as mine? has he not eyed me at moments, when the pressure of his hand has thrown me into tumults, and was it possible that he mistook the impetuosities of love, for the eloquence of indignation? but the hastening evening will decide. would it were come! and yet i shudder at its near approach. an interview that must thus terminate, is surely to be wished for by me; and yet it is not without its terrors. would to heaven it were come and gone! i feel no reluctance, my friends to be thus explicit. time was, when these emotions would be hidden with immeasurable solicitude, from every human eye. alas! these airy and fleeting impulses of shame are gone. my scruples were preposterous and criminal. they are bred in all hearts, by a perverse and vicious education, and they would still have maintained their place in my heart, had not my portion been set in misery. my errors have taught me thus much wisdom; that those sentiments which we ought not to disclose, it is criminal to harbour. it was proposed to begin the rehearsal at four o'clock; i counted the minutes as they passed; their flight was at once too rapid and too slow; my sensations were of an excruciating kind; i could taste no food, nor apply to any task, nor enjoy a moment's repose: when the hour arrived, i hastened to my brother's. pleyel was not there. he had not yet come. on ordinary occasions, he was eminent for punctuality. he had testified great eagerness to share in the pleasures of this rehearsal. he was to divide the task with my brother, and, in tasks like these, he always engaged with peculiar zeal. his elocution was less sweet than sonorous; and, therefore, better adapted than the mellifluences of his friend, to the outrageous vehemence of this drama. what could detain him? perhaps he lingered through forgetfulness. yet this was incredible. never had his memory been known to fail upon even more trivial occasions. not less impossible was it, that the scheme had lost its attractions, and that he staid, because his coming would afford him no gratification. but why should we expect him to adhere to the minute? an half hour elapsed, but pleyel was still at a distance. perhaps he had misunderstood the hour which had been proposed. perhaps he had conceived that to-morrow, and not to-day, had been selected for this purpose: but no. a review of preceding circumstances demonstrated that such misapprehension was impossible; for he had himself proposed this day, and this hour. this day, his attention would not otherwise be occupied; but to-morrow, an indispensible engagement was foreseen, by which all his time would be engrossed: his detention, therefore, must be owing to some unforeseen and extraordinary event. our conjectures were vague, tumultuous, and sometimes fearful. his sickness and his death might possibly have detained him. tortured with suspense, we sat gazing at each other, and at the path which led from the road. every horseman that passed was, for a moment, imagined to be him. hour succeeded hour, and the sun, gradually declining, at length, disappeared. every signal of his coming proved fallacious, and our hopes were at length dismissed. his absence affected my friends in no insupportable degree. they should be obliged, they said, to defer this undertaking till the morrow; and, perhaps, their impatient curiosity would compel them to dispense entirely with his presence. no doubt, some harmless occurrence had diverted him from his purpose; and they trusted that they should receive a satisfactory account of him in the morning. it may be supposed that this disappointment affected me in a very different manner. i turned aside my head to conceal my tears. i fled into solitude, to give vent to my reproaches, without interruption or restraint. my heart was ready to burst with indignation and grief. pleyel was not the only object of my keen but unjust upbraiding. deeply did i execrate my own folly. thus fallen into ruins was the gay fabric which i had reared! thus had my golden vision melted into air! how fondly did i dream that pleyel was a lover! if he were, would he have suffered any obstacle to hinder his coming? blind and infatuated man! i exclaimed. thou sportest with happiness. the good that is offered thee, thou hast the insolence and folly to refuse. well, i will henceforth intrust my felicity to no one's keeping but my own. the first agonies of this disappointment would not allow me to be reasonable or just. every ground on which i had built the persuasion that pleyel was not unimpressed in my favor, appeared to vanish. it seemed as if i had been misled into this opinion, by the most palpable illusions. i made some trifling excuse, and returned, much earlier than i expected, to my own house. i retired early to my chamber, without designing to sleep. i placed myself at a window, and gave the reins to reflection. the hateful and degrading impulses which had lately controuled me were, in some degree, removed. new dejection succeeded, but was now produced by contemplating my late behaviour. surely that passion is worthy to be abhorred which obscures our understanding, and urges us to the commission of injustice. what right had i to expect his attendance? had i not demeaned myself like one indifferent to his happiness, and as having bestowed my regards upon another? his absence might be prompted by the love which i considered his absence as a proof that he wanted. he came not because the sight of me, the spectacle of my coldness or aversion, contributed to his despair. why should i prolong, by hypocrisy or silence, his misery as well as my own? why not deal with him explicitly, and assure him of the truth? you will hardly believe that, in obedience to this suggestion, i rose for the purpose of ordering a light, that i might instantly make this confession in a letter. a second thought shewed me the rashness of this scheme, and i wondered by what infirmity of mind i could be betrayed into a momentary approbation of it. i saw with the utmost clearness that a confession like that would be the most remediless and unpardonable outrage upon the dignity of my sex, and utterly unworthy of that passion which controuled me. i resumed my seat and my musing. to account for the absence of pleyel became once more the scope of my conjectures. how many incidents might occur to raise an insuperable impediment in his way? when i was a child, a scheme of pleasure, in which he and his sister were parties, had been, in like manner, frustrated by his absence; but his absence, in that instance, had been occasioned by his falling from a boat into the river, in consequence of which he had run the most imminent hazard of being drowned. here was a second disappointment endured by the same persons, and produced by his failure. might it not originate in the same cause? had he not designed to cross the river that morning to make some necessary purchases in jersey? he had preconcerted to return to his own house to dinner; but, perhaps, some disaster had befallen him. experience had taught me the insecurity of a canoe, and that was the only kind of boat which pleyel used: i was, likewise, actuated by an hereditary dread of water. these circumstances combined to bestow considerable plausibility on this conjecture; but the consternation with which i began to be seized was allayed by reflecting, that if this disaster had happened my brother would have received the speediest information of it. the consolation which this idea imparted was ravished from me by a new thought. this disaster might have happened, and his family not be apprized of it. the first intelligence of his fate may be communicated by the livid corpse which the tide may cast, many days hence, upon the shore. thus was i distressed by opposite conjectures: thus was i tormented by phantoms of my own creation. it was not always thus. i can ascertain the date when my mind became the victim of this imbecility; perhaps it was coeval with the inroad of a fatal passion; a passion that will never rank me in the number of its eulogists; it was alone sufficient to the extermination of my peace: it was itself a plenteous source of calamity, and needed not the concurrence of other evils to take away the attractions of existence, and dig for me an untimely grave. the state of my mind naturally introduced a train of reflections upon the dangers and cares which inevitably beset an human being. by no violent transition was i led to ponder on the turbulent life and mysterious end of my father. i cherished, with the utmost veneration, the memory of this man, and every relique connected with his fate was preserved with the most scrupulous care. among these was to be numbered a manuscript, containing memoirs of his own life. the narrative was by no means recommended by its eloquence; but neither did all its value flow from my relationship to the author. its stile had an unaffected and picturesque simplicity. the great variety and circumstantial display of the incidents, together with their intrinsic importance, as descriptive of human manners and passions, made it the most useful book in my collection. it was late; but being sensible of no inclination to sleep, i resolved to betake myself to the perusal of it. to do this it was requisite to procure a light. the girl had long since retired to her chamber: it was therefore proper to wait upon myself. a lamp, and the means of lighting it, were only to be found in the kitchen. thither i resolved forthwith to repair; but the light was of use merely to enable me to read the book. i knew the shelf and the spot where it stood. whether i took down the book, or prepared the lamp in the first place, appeared to be a matter of no moment. the latter was preferred, and, leaving my seat, i approached the closet in which, as i mentioned formerly, my books and papers were deposited. suddenly the remembrance of what had lately passed in this closet occurred. whether midnight was approaching, or had passed, i knew not. i was, as then, alone, and defenceless. the wind was in that direction in which, aided by the deathlike repose of nature, it brought to me the murmur of the water-fall. this was mingled with that solemn and enchanting sound, which a breeze produces among the leaves of pines. the words of that mysterious dialogue, their fearful import, and the wild excess to which i was transported by my terrors, filled my imagination anew. my steps faultered, and i stood a moment to recover myself. i prevailed on myself at length to move towards the closet. i touched the lock, but my fingers were powerless; i was visited afresh by unconquerable apprehensions. a sort of belief darted into my mind, that some being was concealed within, whose purposes were evil. i began to contend with those fears, when it occurred to me that i might, without impropriety, go for a lamp previously to opening the closet. i receded a few steps; but before i reached my chamber door my thoughts took a new direction. motion seemed to produce a mechanical influence upon me. i was ashamed of my weakness. besides, what aid could be afforded me by a lamp? my fears had pictured to themselves no precise object. it would be difficult to depict, in words, the ingredients and hues of that phantom which haunted me. an hand invisible and of preternatural strength, lifted by human passions, and selecting my life for its aim, were parts of this terrific image. all places were alike accessible to this foe, or if his empire were restricted by local bounds, those bounds were utterly inscrutable by me. but had i not been told by some one in league with this enemy, that every place but the recess in the bank was exempt from danger? i returned to the closet, and once more put my hand upon the lock. o! may my ears lose their sensibility, ere they be again assailed by a shriek so terrible! not merely my understanding was subdued by the sound: it acted on my nerves like an edge of steel. it appeared to cut asunder the fibres of my brain, and rack every joint with agony. the cry, loud and piercing as it was, was nevertheless human. no articulation was ever more distinct. the breath which accompanied it did not fan my hair, yet did every circumstance combine to persuade me that the lips which uttered it touched my very shoulder. "hold! hold!" were the words of this tremendous prohibition, in whose tone the whole soul seemed to be wrapped up, and every energy converted into eagerness and terror. shuddering, i dashed myself against the wall, and by the same involuntary impulse, turned my face backward to examine the mysterious monitor. the moon-light streamed into each window, and every corner of the room was conspicuous, and yet i beheld nothing! the interval was too brief to be artificially measured, between the utterance of these words, and my scrutiny directed to the quarter whence they came. yet if a human being had been there, could he fail to have been visible? which of my senses was the prey of a fatal illusion? the shock which the sound produced was still felt in every part of my frame. the sound, therefore, could not but be a genuine commotion. but that i had heard it, was not more true than that the being who uttered it was stationed at my right ear; yet my attendant was invisible. i cannot describe the state of my thoughts at that moment. surprize had mastered my faculties. my frame shook, and the vital current was congealed. i was conscious only to the vehemence of my sensations. this condition could not be lasting. like a tide, which suddenly mounts to an overwhelming height, and then gradually subsides, my confusion slowly gave place to order, and my tumults to a calm. i was able to deliberate and move. i resumed my feet, and advanced into the midst of the room. upward, and behind, and on each side, i threw penetrating glances. i was not satisfied with one examination. he that hitherto refused to be seen, might change his purpose, and on the next survey be clearly distinguishable. solitude imposes least restraint upon the fancy. dark is less fertile of images than the feeble lustre of the moon. i was alone, and the walls were chequered by shadowy forms. as the moon passed behind a cloud and emerged, these shadows seemed to be endowed with life, and to move. the apartment was open to the breeze, and the curtain was occasionally blown from its ordinary position. this motion was not unaccompanied with sound. i failed not to snatch a look, and to listen when this motion and this sound occurred. my belief that my monitor was posted near, was strong, and instantly converted these appearances to tokens of his presence, and yet i could discern nothing. when my thoughts were at length permitted to revert to the past, the first idea that occurred was the resemblance between the words of the voice which i had just heard, and those which had terminated my dream in the summer-house. there are means by which we are able to distinguish a substance from a shadow, a reality from the phantom of a dream. the pit, my brother beckoning me forward, the seizure of my arm, and the voice behind, were surely imaginary. that these incidents were fashioned in my sleep, is supported by the same indubitable evidence that compels me to believe myself awake at present; yet the words and the voice were the same. then, by some inexplicable contrivance, i was aware of the danger, while my actions and sensations were those of one wholly unacquainted with it. now, was it not equally true that my actions and persuasions were at war? had not the belief, that evil lurked in the closet, gained admittance, and had not my actions betokened an unwarrantable security? to obviate the effects of my infatuation, the same means had been used. in my dream, he that tempted me to my destruction, was my brother. death was ambushed in my path. from what evil was i now rescued? what minister or implement of ill was shut up in this recess? who was it whose suffocating grasp i was to feel, should i dare to enter it? what monstrous conception is this? my brother! no; protection, and not injury is his province. strange and terrible chimera! yet it would not be suddenly dismissed. it was surely no vulgar agency that gave this form to my fears. he to whom all parts of time are equally present, whom no contingency approaches, was the author of that spell which now seized upon me. life was dear to me. no consideration was present that enjoined me to relinquish it. sacred duty combined with every spontaneous sentiment to endear to me my being. should i not shudder when my being was endangered? but what emotion should possess me when the arm lifted aginst me was wieland's? ideas exist in our minds that can be accounted for by no established laws. why did i dream that my brother was my foe? why but because an omen of my fate was ordained to be communicated? yet what salutary end did it serve? did it arm me with caution to elude, or fortitude to bear the evils to which i was reserved? my present thoughts were, no doubt, indebted for their hue to the similitude existing between these incidents and those of my dream. surely it was phrenzy that dictated my deed. that a ruffian was hidden in the closet, was an idea, the genuine tendency of which was to urge me to flight. such had been the effect formerly produced. had my mind been simply occupied with this thought at present, no doubt, the same impulse would have been experienced; but now it was my brother whom i was irresistably persuaded to regard as the contriver of that ill of which i had been forewarned. this persuasion did not extenuate my fears or my danger. why then did i again approach the closet and withdraw the bolt? my resolution was instantly conceived, and executed without faultering. the door was formed of light materials. the lock, of simple structure, easily forewent its hold. it opened into the room, and commonly moved upon its hinges, after being unfastened, without any effort of mine. this effort, however, was bestowed upon the present occasion. it was my purpose to open it with quickness, but the exertion which i made was ineffectual. it refused to open. at another time, this circumstance would not have looked with a face of mystery. i should have supposed some casual obstruction, and repeated my efforts to surmount it. but now my mind was accessible to no conjecture but one. the door was hindered from opening by human force. surely, here was new cause for affright. this was confirmation proper to decide my conduct. now was all ground of hesitation taken away. what could be supposed but that i deserted the chamber and the house? that i at least endeavoured no longer to withdraw the door? have i not said that my actions were dictated by phrenzy? my reason had forborne, for a time, to suggest or to sway my resolves. i reiterated my endeavours. i exerted all my force to overcome the obstacle, but in vain. the strength that was exerted to keep it shut, was superior to mine. a casual observer might, perhaps, applaud the audaciousness of this conduct. whence, but from an habitual defiance of danger, could my perseverance arise? i have already assigned, as distinctly as i am able, the cause of it. the frantic conception that my brother was within, that the resistance made to my design was exerted by him, had rooted itself in my mind. you will comprehend the height of this infatuation, when i tell you, that, finding all my exertions vain, i betook myself to exclamations. surely i was utterly bereft of understanding. now had i arrived at the crisis of my fate. "o! hinder not the door to open," i exclaimed, in a tone that had less of fear than of grief in it. "i know you well. come forth, but harm me not. i beseech you come forth." i had taken my hand from the lock, and removed to a small distance from the door. i had scarcely uttered these words, when the door swung upon its hinges, and displayed to my view the interior of the closet. whoever was within, was shrouded in darkness. a few seconds passed without interruption of the silence. i knew not what to expect or to fear. my eyes would not stray from the recess. presently, a deep sigh was heard. the quarter from which it came heightened the eagerness of my gaze. some one approached from the farther end. i quickly perceived the outlines of a human figure. its steps were irresolute and slow. i recoiled as it advanced. by coming at length within the verge of the room, his form was clearly distinguishable. i had prefigured to myself a very different personage. the face that presented itself was the last that i should desire to meet at an hour, and in a place like this. my wonder was stifled by my fears. assassins had lurked in this recess. some divine voice warned me of danger, that at this moment awaited me. i had spurned the intimation, and challenged my adversary. i recalled the mysterious countenance and dubious character of carwin. what motive but atrocious ones could guide his steps hither? i was alone. my habit suited the hour, and the place, and the warmth of the season. all succour was remote. he had placed himself between me and the door. my frame shook with the vehemence of my apprehensions. yet i was not wholly lost to myself: i vigilantly marked his demeanour. his looks were grave, but not without perturbation. what species of inquietude it betrayed, the light was not strong enough to enable me to discover. he stood still; but his eyes wandered from one object to another. when these powerful organs were fixed upon me, i shrunk into myself. at length, he broke silence. earnestness, and not embarrassment, was in his tone. he advanced close to me while he spoke. "what voice was that which lately addressed you?" he paused for an answer; but observing my trepidation, he resumed, with undiminished solemnity: "be not terrified. whoever he was, he hast done you an important service. i need not ask you if it were the voice of a companion. that sound was beyond the compass of human organs. the knowledge that enabled him to tell you who was in the closet, was obtained by incomprehensible means. "you knew that carwin was there. were you not apprized of his intents? the same power could impart the one as well as the other. yet, knowing these, you persisted. audacious girl! but, perhaps, you confided in his guardianship. your confidence was just. with succour like this at hand you may safely defy me. "he is my eternal foe; the baffler of my best concerted schemes. twice have you been saved by his accursed interposition. but for him i should long ere now have borne away the spoils of your honor." he looked at me with greater stedfastness than before. i became every moment more anxious for my safety. it was with difficulty i stammered out an entreaty that he would instantly depart, or suffer me to do so. he paid no regard to my request, but proceeded in a more impassioned manner. "what is it you fear? have i not told you, you are safe? has not one in whom you more reasonably place trust assured you of it? even if i execute my purpose, what injury is done? your prejudices will call it by that name, but it merits it not. i was impelled by a sentiment that does you honor; a sentiment, that would sanctify my deed; but, whatever it be, you are safe. be this chimera still worshipped; i will do nothing to pollute it." there he stopped. the accents and gestures of this man left me drained of all courage. surely, on no other occasion should i have been thus pusillanimous. my state i regarded as a hopeless one. i was wholly at the mercy of this being. whichever way i turned my eyes, i saw no avenue by which i might escape. the resources of my personal strength, my ingenuity, and my eloquence, i estimated at nothing. the dignity of virtue, and the force of truth, i had been accustomed to celebrate; and had frequently vaunted of the conquests which i should make with their assistance. i used to suppose that certain evils could never befall a being in possession of a sound mind; that true virtue supplies us with energy which vice can never resist; that it was always in our power to obstruct, by his own death, the designs of an enemy who aimed at less than our life. how was it that a sentiment like despair had now invaded me, and that i trusted to the protection of chance, or to the pity of my persecutor? his words imparted some notion of the injury which he had meditated. he talked of obstacles that had risen in his way. he had relinquished his design. these sources supplied me with slender consolation. there was no security but in his absence. when i looked at myself, when i reflected on the hour and the place, i was overpowered by horror and dejection. he was silent, museful, and inattentive to my situation, yet made no motion to depart. i was silent in my turn. what could i say? i was confident that reason in this contest would be impotent. i must owe my safety to his own suggestions. whatever purpose brought him hither, he had changed it. why then did he remain? his resolutions might fluctuate, and the pause of a few minutes restore to him his first resolutions. yet was not this the man whom we had treated with unwearied kindness? whose society was endeared to us by his intellectual elevation and accomplishments? who had a thousand times expatiated on the usefulness and beauty of virtue? why should such a one be dreaded? if i could have forgotten the circumstances in which our interview had taken place, i might have treated his words as jests. presently, he resumed: "fear me not: the space that severs us is small, and all visible succour is distant. you believe yourself completely in my power; that you stand upon the brink of ruin. such are your groundless fears. i cannot lift a finger to hurt you. easier it would be to stop the moon in her course than to injure you. the power that protects you would crumble my sinews, and reduce me to a heap of ashes in a moment, if i were to harbour a thought hostile to your safety. thus are appearances at length solved. little did i expect that they originated hence. what a portion is assigned to you? scanned by the eyes of this intelligence, your path will be without pits to swallow, or snares to entangle you. environed by the arms of this protection, all artifices will be frustrated, and all malice repelled." here succeeded a new pause. i was still observant of every gesture and look. the tranquil solemnity that had lately possessed his countenance gave way to a new expression. all now was trepidation and anxiety. "i must be gone," said he in a faltering accent. "why do i linger here? i will not ask your forgiveness. i see that your terrors are invincible. your pardon will be extorted by fear, and not dictated by compassion. i must fly from you forever. he that could plot against your honor, must expect from you and your friends persecution and death. i must doom myself to endless exile." saying this, he hastily left the room. i listened while he descended the stairs, and, unbolting the outer door, went forth. i did not follow him with my eyes, as the moon-light would have enabled me to do. relieved by his absence, and exhausted by the conflict of my fears, i threw myself on a chair, and resigned myself to those bewildering ideas which incidents like these could not fail to produce. chapter x order could not readily be introduced into my thoughts. the voice still rung in my ears. every accent that was uttered by carwin was fresh in my remembrance. his unwelcome approach, the recognition of his person, his hasty departure, produced a complex impression on my mind which no words can delineate. i strove to give a slower motion to my thoughts, and to regulate a confusion which became painful; but my efforts were nugatory. i covered my eyes with my hand, and sat, i know not how long, without power to arrange or utter my conceptions. i had remained for hours, as i believed, in absolute solitude. no thought of personal danger had molested my tranquillity. i had made no preparation for defence. what was it that suggested the design of perusing my father's manuscript? if, instead of this, i had retired to bed, and to sleep, to what fate might i not have been reserved? the ruffian, who must almost have suppressed his breathing to screen himself from discovery, would have noticed this signal, and i should have awakened only to perish with affright, and to abhor myself. could i have remained unconscious of my danger? could i have tranquilly slept in the midst of so deadly a snare? and who was he that threatened to destroy me? by what means could he hide himself in this closet? surely he is gifted with supernatural power. such is the enemy of whose attempts i was forewarned. daily i had seen him and conversed with him. nothing could be discerned through the impenetrable veil of his duplicity. when busied in conjectures, as to the author of the evil that was threatened, my mind did not light, for a moment, upon his image. yet has he not avowed himself my enemy? why should he be here if he had not meditated evil? he confesses that this has been his second attempt. what was the scene of his former conspiracy? was it not he whose whispers betrayed him? am i deceived; or was there not a faint resemblance between the voice of this man and that which talked of grasping my throat, and extinguishing my life in a moment? then he had a colleague in his crime; now he is alone. then death was the scope of his thoughts; now an injury unspeakably more dreadful. how thankful should i be to the power that has interposed to save me! that power is invisible. it is subject to the cognizance of one of my senses. what are the means that will inform me of what nature it is? he has set himself to counterwork the machinations of this man, who had menaced destruction to all that is dear to me, and whose cunning had surmounted every human impediment. there was none to rescue me from his grasp. my rashness even hastened the completion of his scheme, and precluded him from the benefits of deliberation. i had robbed him of the power to repent and forbear. had i been apprized of the danger, i should have regarded my conduct as the means of rendering my escape from it impossible. such, likewise, seem to have been the fears of my invisible protector. else why that startling intreaty to refrain from opening the closet? by what inexplicable infatuation was i compelled to proceed? yet my conduct was wise. carwin, unable to comprehend my folly, ascribed my behaviour to my knowledge. he conceived himself previously detected, and such detection being possible to flow only from my heavenly friend, and his enemy, his fears acquired additional strength. he is apprized of the nature and intentions of this being. perhaps he is a human agent. yet, on that supposition his atchievements are incredible. why should i be selected as the object of his care; or, if a mere mortal, should i not recognize some one, whom, benefits imparted and received had prompted to love me? what were the limits and duration of his guardianship? was the genius of my birth entrusted by divine benignity with this province? are human faculties adequate to receive stronger proofs of the existence of unfettered and beneficent intelligences than i have received? but who was this man's coadjutor? the voice that acknowledged an alliance in treachery with carwin warned me to avoid the summer-house. he assured me that there only my safety was endangered. his assurance, as it now appears, was fallacious. was there not deceit in his admonition? was his compact really annulled? some purpose was, perhaps, to be accomplished by preventing my future visits to that spot. why was i enjoined silence to others, on the subject of this admonition, unless it were for some unauthorized and guilty purpose? no one but myself was accustomed to visit it. backward, it was hidden from distant view by the rock, and in front, it was screened from all examination, by creeping plants, and the branches of cedars. what recess could be more propitious to secrecy? the spirit which haunted it formerly was pure and rapturous. it was a fane sacred to the memory of infantile days, and to blissful imaginations of the future! what a gloomy reverse had succeeded since the ominous arrival of this stranger! now, perhaps, it is the scene of his meditations. purposes fraught with horror, that shun the light, and contemplate the pollution of innocence, are here engendered, and fostered, and reared to maturity. such were the ideas that, during the night, were tumultuously revolved by me. i reviewed every conversation in which carwin had borne a part. i studied to discover the true inferences deducible from his deportment and words with regard to his former adventures and actual views. i pondered on the comments which he made on the relation which i had given of the closet dialogue. no new ideas suggested themselves in the course of this review. my expectation had, from the first, been disappointed on the small degree of surprize which this narrative excited in him. he never explicitly declared his opinion as to the nature of those voices, or decided whether they were real or visionary. he recommended no measures of caution or prevention. but what measures were now to be taken? was the danger which threatened me at an end? had i nothing more to fear? i was lonely, and without means of defence. i could not calculate the motives and regulate the footsteps of this person. what certainty was there, that he would not re-assume his purposes, and swiftly return to the execution of them? this idea covered me once more with dismay. how deeply did i regret the solitude in which i was placed, and how ardently did i desire the return of day! but neither of these inconveniencies were susceptible of remedy. at first, it occurred to me to summon my servant, and make her spend the night in my chamber; but the inefficacy of this expedient to enhance my safety was easily seen. once i resolved to leave the house, and retire to my brother's, but was deterred by reflecting on the unseasonableness of the hour, on the alarm which my arrival, and the account which i should be obliged to give, might occasion, and on the danger to which i might expose myself in the way thither. i began, likewise, to consider carwin's return to molest me as exceedingly improbable. he had relinquished, of his own accord, his design, and departed without compulsion. "surely," said i, "there is omnipotence in the cause that changed the views of a man like carwin. the divinity that shielded me from his attempts will take suitable care of my future safety. thus to yield to my fears is to deserve that they should be real." scarcely had i uttered these words, when my attention was startled by the sound of footsteps. they denoted some one stepping into the piazza in front of my house. my new-born confidence was extinguished in a moment. carwin, i thought, had repented his departure, and was hastily returning. the possibility that his return was prompted by intentions consistent with my safety, found no place in my mind. images of violation and murder assailed me anew, and the terrors which succeeded almost incapacitated me from taking any measures for my defence. it was an impulse of which i was scarcely conscious, that made me fasten the lock and draw the bolts of my chamber door. having done this, i threw myself on a seat; for i trembled to a degree which disabled me from standing, and my soul was so perfectly absorbed in the act of listening, that almost the vital motions were stopped. the door below creaked on its hinges. it was not again thrust to, but appeared to remain open. footsteps entered, traversed the entry, and began to mount the stairs. how i detested the folly of not pursuing the man when he withdrew, and bolting after him the outer door! might he not conceive this omission to be a proof that my angel had deserted me, and be thereby fortified in guilt? every step on the stairs, which brought him nearer to my chamber, added vigor to my desperation. the evil with which i was menaced was to be at any rate eluded. how little did i preconceive the conduct which, in an exigence like this, i should be prone to adopt. you will suppose that deliberation and despair would have suggested the same course of action, and that i should have, unhesitatingly, resorted to the best means of personal defence within my power. a penknife lay open upon my table. i remembered that it was there, and seized it. for what purpose you will scarcely inquire. it will be immediately supposed that i meant it for my last refuge, and that if all other means should fail, i should plunge it into the heart of my ravisher. i have lost all faith in the stedfastness of human resolves. it was thus that in periods of calm i had determined to act. no cowardice had been held by me in greater abhorrence than that which prompted an injured female to destroy, not her injurer ere the injury was perpetrated, but herself when it was without remedy. yet now this penknife appeared to me of no other use than to baffle my assailant, and prevent the crime by destroying myself. to deliberate at such a time was impossible; but among the tumultuous suggestions of the moment, i do not recollect that it once occurred to me to use it as an instrument of direct defence. the steps had now reached the second floor. every footfall accelerated the completion, without augmenting, the certainty of evil. the consciousness that the door was fast, now that nothing but that was interposed between me and danger, was a source of some consolation. i cast my eye towards the window. this, likewise, was a new suggestion. if the door should give way, it was my sudden resolution to throw myself from the window. its height from the ground, which was covered beneath by a brick pavement, would insure my destruction; but i thought not of that. when opposite to my door the footsteps ceased. was he listening whether my fears were allayed, and my caution were asleep? did he hope to take me by surprize? yet, if so, why did he allow so many noisy signals to betray his approach? presently the steps were again heard to approach the door. an hand was laid upon the lock, and the latch pulled back. did he imagine it possible that i should fail to secure the door? a slight effort was made to push it open, as if all bolts being withdrawn, a slight effort only was required. i no sooner perceived this, than i moved swiftly towards the window. carwin's frame might be said to be all muscle. his strength and activity had appeared, in various instances, to be prodigious. a slight exertion of his force would demolish the door. would not that exertion be made? too surely it would; but, at the same moment that this obstacle should yield, and he should enter the apartment, my determination was formed to leap from the window. my senses were still bound to this object. i gazed at the door in momentary expectation that the assault would be made. the pause continued. the person without was irresolute and motionless. suddenly, it occurred to me that carwin might conceive me to have fled. that i had not betaken myself to flight was, indeed, the least probable of all conclusions. in this persuasion he must have been confirmed on finding the lower door unfastened, and the chamber door locked. was it not wise to foster this persuasion? should i maintain deep silence, this, in addition to other circumstances, might encourage the belief, and he would once more depart. every new reflection added plausibility to this reasoning. it was presently more strongly enforced, when i noticed footsteps withdrawing from the door. the blood once more flowed back to my heart, and a dawn of exultation began to rise: but my joy was short lived. instead of descending the stairs, he passed to the door of the opposite chamber, opened it, and having entered, shut it after him with a violence that shook the house. how was i to interpret this circumstance? for what end could he have entered this chamber? did the violence with which he closed the door testify the depth of his vexation? this room was usually occupied by pleyel. was carwin aware of his absence on this night? could he be suspected of a design so sordid as pillage? if this were his view there were no means in my power to frustrate it. it behoved me to seize the first opportunity to escape; but if my escape were supposed by my enemy to have been already effected, no asylum was more secure than the present. how could my passage from the house be accomplished without noises that might incite him to pursue me? utterly at a loss to account for his going into pleyel's chamber, i waited in instant expectation of hearing him come forth. all, however, was profoundly still. i listened in vain for a considerable period, to catch the sound of the door when it should again be opened. there was no other avenue by which he could escape, but a door which led into the girl's chamber. would any evil from this quarter befall the girl? hence arose a new train of apprehensions. they merely added to the turbulence and agony of my reflections. whatever evil impended over her, i had no power to avert it. seclusion and silence were the only means of saving myself from the perils of this fatal night. what solemn vows did i put up, that if i should once more behold the light of day, i would never trust myself again within the threshold of this dwelling! minute lingered after minute, but no token was given that carwin had returned to the passage. what, i again asked, could detain him in this room? was it possible that he had returned, and glided, unperceived, away? i was speedily aware of the difficulty that attended an enterprize like this; and yet, as if by that means i were capable of gaining any information on that head, i cast anxious looks from the window. the object that first attracted my attention was an human figure standing on the edge of the bank. perhaps my penetration was assisted by my hopes. be that as it will, the figure of carwin was clearly distinguishable. from the obscurity of my station, it was impossible that i should be discerned by him, and yet he scarcely suffered me to catch a glimpse of him. he turned and went down the steep, which, in this part, was not difficult to be scaled. my conjecture then had been right. carwin has softly opened the door, descended the stairs, and issued forth. that i should not have overheard his steps, was only less incredible than that my eyes had deceived me. but what was now to be done? the house was at length delivered from this detested inmate. by one avenue might he again re-enter. was it not wise to bar the lower door? perhaps he had gone out by the kitchen door. for this end, he must have passed through judith's chamber. these entrances being closed and bolted, as great security was gained as was compatible with my lonely condition. the propriety of these measures was too manifest not to make me struggle successfully with my fears. yet i opened my own door with the utmost caution, and descended as if i were afraid that carwin had been still immured in pleyel's chamber. the outer door was a-jar. i shut, with trembling eagerness, and drew every bolt that appended to it. i then passed with light and less cautious steps through the parlour, but was surprized to discover that the kitchen door was secure. i was compelled to acquiesce in the first conjecture that carwin had escaped through the entry. my heart was now somewhat eased of the load of apprehension. i returned once more to my chamber, the door of which i was careful to lock. it was no time to think of repose. the moon-light began already to fade before the light of the day. the approach of morning was betokened by the usual signals. i mused upon the events of this night, and determined to take up my abode henceforth at my brother's. whether i should inform him of what had happened was a question which seemed to demand some consideration. my safety unquestionably required that i should abandon my present habitation. as my thoughts began to flow with fewer impediments, the image of pleyel, and the dubiousness of his condition, again recurred to me. i again ran over the possible causes of his absence on the preceding day. my mind was attuned to melancholy. i dwelt, with an obstinacy for which i could not account, on the idea of his death. i painted to myself his struggles with the billows, and his last appearance. i imagined myself a midnight wanderer on the shore, and to have stumbled on his corpse, which the tide had cast up. these dreary images affected me even to tears. i endeavoured not to restrain them. they imparted a relief which i had not anticipated. the more copiously they flowed, the more did my general sensations appear to subside into calm, and a certain restlessness give way to repose. perhaps, relieved by this effusion, the slumber so much wanted might have stolen on my senses, had there been no new cause of alarm. chapter xi i was aroused from this stupor by sounds that evidently arose in the next chamber. was it possible that i had been mistaken in the figure which i had seen on the bank? or had carwin, by some inscrutable means, penetrated once more into this chamber? the opposite door opened; footsteps came forth, and the person, advancing to mine, knocked. so unexpected an incident robbed me of all presence of mind, and, starting up, i involuntarily exclaimed, "who is there?" an answer was immediately given. the voice, to my inexpressible astonishment, was pleyel's. "it is i. have you risen? if you have not, make haste; i want three minutes conversation with you in the parlour--i will wait for you there." saying this he retired from the door. should i confide in the testimony of my ears? if that were true, it was pleyel that had been hitherto immured in the opposite chamber: he whom my rueful fancy had depicted in so many ruinous and ghastly shapes: he whose footsteps had been listened to with such inquietude! what is man, that knowledge is so sparingly conferred upon him! that his heart should be wrung with distress, and his frame be exanimated with fear, though his safety be encompassed with impregnable walls! what are the bounds of human imbecility! he that warned me of the presence of my foe refused the intimation by which so many racking fears would have been precluded. yet who would have imagined the arrival of pleyel at such an hour? his tone was desponding and anxious. why this unseasonable summons? and why this hasty departure? some tidings he, perhaps, bears of mysterious and unwelcome import. my impatience would not allow me to consume much time in deliberation: i hastened down. pleyel i found standing at a window, with eyes cast down as in meditation, and arms folded on his breast. every line in his countenance was pregnant with sorrow. to this was added a certain wanness and air of fatigue. the last time i had seen him appearances had been the reverse of these. i was startled at the change. the first impulse was to question him as to the cause. this impulse was supplanted by some degree of confusion, flowing from a consciousness that love had too large, and, as it might prove, a perceptible share in creating this impulse. i was silent. presently he raised his eyes and fixed them upon me. i read in them an anguish altogether ineffable. never had i witnessed a like demeanour in pleyel. never, indeed, had i observed an human countenance in which grief was more legibly inscribed. he seemed struggling for utterance; but his struggles being fruitless, he shook his head and turned away from me. my impatience would not allow me to be longer silent: "what," said i, "for heaven's sake, my friend, what is the matter?" he started at the sound of my voice. his looks, for a moment, became convulsed with an emotion very different from grief. his accents were broken with rage. "the matter--o wretch!--thus exquisitely fashioned--on whom nature seemed to have exhausted all her graces; with charms so awful and so pure! how art thou fallen! from what height fallen! a ruin so complete--so unheard of!" his words were again choaked by emotion. grief and pity were again mingled in his features. he resumed, in a tone half suffocated by sobs: "but why should i upbraid thee? could i restore to thee what thou hast lost; efface this cursed stain; snatch thee from the jaws of this fiend; i would do it. yet what will avail my efforts? i have not arms with which to contend with so consummate, so frightful a depravity. "evidence less than this would only have excited resentment and scorn. the wretch who should have breathed a suspicion injurious to thy honor, would have been regarded without anger; not hatred or envy could have prompted him; it would merely be an argument of madness. that my eyes, that my ears, should bear witness to thy fall! by no other way could detestible conviction be imparted. "why do i summon thee to this conference? why expose myself to thy derision? here admonition and entreaty are vain. thou knowest him already, for a murderer and thief. i had thought to have been the first to disclose to thee his infamy; to have warned thee of the pit to which thou art hastening; but thy eyes are open in vain. o foul and insupportable disgrace! "there is but one path. i know you will disappear together. in thy ruin, how will the felicity and honor of multitudes be involved! but it must come. this scene shall not be blotted by his presence. no doubt thou wilt shortly see thy detested paramour. this scene will be again polluted by a midnight assignation. inform him of his danger; tell him that his crimes are known; let him fly far and instantly from this spot, if he desires to avoid the fate which menaced him in ireland. "and wilt thou not stay behind?--but shame upon my weakness. i know not what i would say.--i have done what i purposed. to stay longer, to expostulate, to beseech, to enumerate the consequences of thy act--what end can it serve but to blazon thy infamy and embitter our woes? and yet, o think, think ere it be too late, on the distresses which thy flight will entail upon us; on the base, grovelling, and atrocious character of the wretch to whom thou hast sold thy honor. but what is this? is not thy effrontery impenetrable, and thy heart thoroughly cankered? o most specious, and most profligate of women!" saying this, he rushed out of the house. i saw him in a few moments hurrying along the path which led to my brother's. i had no power to prevent his going, or to recall, or to follow him. the accents i had heard were calculated to confound and bewilder. i looked around me to assure myself that the scene was real. i moved that i might banish the doubt that i was awake. such enormous imputations from the mouth of pleyel! to be stigmatized with the names of wanton and profligate! to be charged with the sacrifice of honor! with midnight meetings with a wretch known to be a murderer and thief! with an intention to fly in his company! what i had heard was surely the dictate of phrenzy, or it was built upon some fatal, some incomprehensible mistake. after the horrors of the night; after undergoing perils so imminent from this man, to be summoned to an interview like this; to find pleyel fraught with a belief that, instead of having chosen death as a refuge from the violence of this man, i had hugged his baseness to my heart, had sacrificed for him my purity, my spotless name, my friendships, and my fortune! that even madness could engender accusations like these was not to be believed. what evidence could possibly suggest conceptions so wild? after the unlooked-for interview with carwin in my chamber, he retired. could pleyel have observed his exit? it was not long after that pleyel himself entered. did he build on this incident, his odious conclusions? could the long series of my actions and sentiments grant me no exemption from suspicions so foul? was it not more rational to infer that carwin's designs had been illicit; that my life had been endangered by the fury of one whom, by some means, he had discovered to be an assassin and robber; that my honor had been assailed, not by blandishments, but by violence? he has judged me without hearing. he has drawn from dubious appearances, conclusions the most improbable and unjust. he has loaded me with all outrageous epithets. he has ranked me with prostitutes and thieves. i cannot pardon thee, pleyel, for this injustice. thy understanding must be hurt. if it be not, if thy conduct was sober and deliberate, i can never forgive an outrage so unmanly, and so gross. these thoughts gradually gave place to others. pleyel was possessed by some momentary phrenzy: appearances had led him into palpable errors. whence could his sagacity have contracted this blindness? was it not love? previously assured of my affection for carwin, distracted with grief and jealousy, and impelled hither at that late hour by some unknown instigation, his imagination transformed shadows into monsters, and plunged him into these deplorable errors. this idea was not unattended with consolation. my soul was divided between indignation at his injustice, and delight on account of the source from which i conceived it to spring. for a long time they would allow admission to no other thoughts. surprize is an emotion that enfeebles, not invigorates. all my meditations were accompanied with wonder. i rambled with vagueness, or clung to one image with an obstinacy which sufficiently testified the maddening influence of late transactions. gradually i proceeded to reflect upon the consequences of pleyel's mistake, and on the measures i should take to guard myself against future injury from carwin. should i suffer this mistake to be detected by time? when his passion should subside, would he not perceive the flagrancy of his injustice, and hasten to atone for it? did it not become my character to testify resentment for language and treatment so opprobrious? wrapt up in the consciousness of innocence, and confiding in the influence of time and reflection to confute so groundless a charge, it was my province to be passive and silent. as to the violences meditated by carwin, and the means of eluding them, the path to be taken by me was obvious. i resolved to tell the tale to my brother, and regulate myself by his advice. for this end, when the morning was somewhat advanced, i took the way to his house. my sister was engaged in her customary occupations. as soon as i appeared, she remarked a change in my looks. i was not willing to alarm her by the information which i had to communicate. her health was in that condition which rendered a disastrous tale particularly unsuitable. i forbore a direct answer to her inquiries, and inquired, in my turn, for wieland. "why," said she, "i suspect something mysterious and unpleasant has happened this morning. scarcely had we risen when pleyel dropped among us. what could have prompted him to make us so early and so unseasonable a visit i cannot tell. to judge from the disorder of his dress, and his countenance, something of an extraordinary nature has occurred. he permitted me merely to know that he had slept none, nor even undressed, during the past night. he took your brother to walk with him. some topic must have deeply engaged them, for wieland did not return till the breakfast hour was passed, and returned alone. his disturbance was excessive; but he would not listen to my importunities, or tell me what had happened. i gathered from hints which he let fall, that your situation was, in some way, the cause: yet he assured me that you were at your own house, alive, in good health, and in perfect safety. he scarcely ate a morsel, and immediately after breakfast went out again. he would not inform me whither he was going, but mentioned that he probably might not return before night." i was equally astonished and alarmed by this information. pleyel had told his tale to my brother, and had, by a plausible and exaggerated picture, instilled into him unfavorable thoughts of me. yet would not the more correct judgment of wieland perceive and expose the fallacy of his conclusions? perhaps his uneasiness might arise from some insight into the character of carwin, and from apprehensions for my safety. the appearances by which pleyel had been misled, might induce him likewise to believe that i entertained an indiscreet, though not dishonorable affection for carwin. such were the conjectures rapidly formed. i was inexpressibly anxious to change them into certainty. for this end an interview with my brother was desirable. he was gone, no one knew whither, and was not expected speedily to return. i had no clue by which to trace his footsteps. my anxieties could not be concealed from my sister. they heightened her solicitude to be acquainted with the cause. there were many reasons persuading me to silence: at least, till i had seen my brother, it would be an act of inexcusable temerity to unfold what had lately passed. no other expedient for eluding her importunities occurred to me, but that of returning to my own house. i recollected my determination to become a tenant of this roof. i mentioned it to her. she joyfully acceded to this proposal, and suffered me, with less reluctance, to depart, when i told her that it was with a view to collect and send to my new dwelling what articles would be immediately useful to me. once more i returned to the house which had been the scene of so much turbulence and danger. i was at no great distance from it when i observed my brother coming out. on seeing me he stopped, and after ascertaining, as it seemed, which way i was going, he returned into the house before me. i sincerely rejoiced at this event, and i hastened to set things, if possible, on their right footing. his brow was by no means expressive of those vehement emotions with which pleyel had been agitated. i drew a favorable omen from this circumstance. without delay i began the conversation. "i have been to look for you," said i, "but was told by catharine that pleyel had engaged you on some important and disagreeable affair. before his interview with you he spent a few minutes with me. these minutes he employed in upbraiding me for crimes and intentions with which i am by no means chargeable. i believe him to have taken up his opinions on very insufficient grounds. his behaviour was in the highest degree precipitate and unjust, and, until i receive some atonement, i shall treat him, in my turn, with that contempt which he justly merits: meanwhile i am fearful that he has prejudiced my brother against me. that is an evil which i most anxiously deprecate, and which i shall indeed exert myself to remove. has he made me the subject of this morning's conversation?" my brother's countenance testified no surprize at my address. the benignity of his looks were no wise diminished. "it is true," said he, "your conduct was the subject of our discourse. i am your friend, as well as your brother. there is no human being whom i love with more tenderness, and whose welfare is nearer my heart. judge then with what emotions i listened to pleyel's story. i expect and desire you to vindicate yourself from aspersions so foul, if vindication be possible." the tone with which he uttered the last words affected me deeply. "if vindication be possible!" repeated i. "from what you know, do you deem a formal vindication necessary? can you harbour for a moment the belief of my guilt?" he shook his head with an air of acute anguish. "i have struggled," said he, "to dismiss that belief. you speak before a judge who will profit by any pretence to acquit you: who is ready to question his own senses when they plead against you." these words incited a new set of thoughts in my mind. i began to suspect that pleyel had built his accusations on some foundation unknown to me. "i may be a stranger to the grounds of your belief. pleyel loaded me with indecent and virulent invectives, but he withheld from me the facts that generated his suspicions. events took place last night of which some of the circumstances were of an ambiguous nature. i conceived that these might possibly have fallen under his cognizance, and that, viewed through the mists of prejudice and passion, they supplied a pretence for his conduct, but believed that your more unbiassed judgment would estimate them at their just value. perhaps his tale has been different from what i suspect it to be. listen then to my narrative. if there be any thing in his story inconsistent with mine, his story is false." i then proceeded to a circumstantial relation of the incidents of the last night. wieland listened with deep attention. having finished, "this," continued i, "is the truth; you see in what circumstances an interview took place between carwin and me. he remained for hours in my closet, and for some minutes in my chamber. he departed without haste or interruption. if pleyel marked him as he left the house, and it is not impossible that he did, inferences injurious to my character might suggest themselves to him. in admitting them, he gave proofs of less discernment and less candor than i once ascribed to him." "his proofs," said wieland, after a considerable pause, "are different. that he should be deceived, is not possible. that he himself is not the deceiver, could not be believed, if his testimony were not inconsistent with yours; but the doubts which i entertained are now removed. your tale, some parts of it, is marvellous; the voice which exclaimed against your rashness in approaching the closet, your persisting notwithstanding that prohibition, your belief that i was the ruffian, and your subsequent conduct, are believed by me, because i have known you from childhood, because a thousand instances have attested your veracity, and because nothing less than my own hearing and vision would convince me, in opposition to her own assertions, that my sister had fallen into wickedness like this." i threw my arms around him, and bathed his cheek with my tears. "that," said i, "is spoken like my brother. but what are the proofs?" he replied--"pleyel informed me that, in going to your house, his attention was attracted by two voices. the persons speaking sat beneath the bank out of sight. these persons, judging by their voices, were carwin and you. i will not repeat the dialogue. if my sister was the female, pleyel was justified in concluding you to be, indeed, one of the most profligate of women. hence, his accusations of you, and his efforts to obtain my concurrence to a plan by which an eternal separation should be brought about between my sister and this man." i made wieland repeat this recital. here, indeed, was a tale to fill me with terrible foreboding. i had vainly thought that my safety could be sufficiently secured by doors and bars, but this is a foe from whose grasp no power of divinity can save me! his artifices will ever lay my fame and happiness at his mercy. how shall i counterwork his plots, or detect his coadjutor? he has taught some vile and abandoned female to mimic my voice. pleyel's ears were the witnesses of my dishonor. this is the midnight assignation to which he alluded. thus is the silence he maintained when attempting to open the door of my chamber, accounted for. he supposed me absent, and meant, perhaps, had my apartment been accessible, to leave in it some accusing memorial. pleyel was no longer equally culpable. the sincerity of his anguish, the depth of his despair, i remembered with some tendencies to gratitude. yet was he not precipitate? was the conjecture that my part was played by some mimic so utterly untenable? instances of this faculty are common. the wickedness of carwin must, in his opinion, have been adequate to such contrivances, and yet the supposition of my guilt was adopted in preference to that. but how was this error to be unveiled? what but my own assertion had i to throw in the balance against it? would this be permitted to outweigh the testimony of his senses? i had no witnesses to prove my existence in another place. the real events of that night are marvellous. few, to whom they should be related, would scruple to discredit them. pleyel is sceptical in a transcendant degree. i cannot summon carwin to my bar, and make him the attestor of my innocence, and the accuser of himself. my brother saw and comprehended my distress. he was unacquainted, however, with the full extent of it. he knew not by how many motives i was incited to retrieve the good opinion of pleyel. he endeavored to console me. some new event, he said, would occur to disentangle the maze. he did not question the influence of my eloquence, if i thought proper to exert it. why not seek an interview with pleyel, and exact from him a minute relation, in which something may be met with serving to destroy the probability of the whole? i caught, with eagerness, at this hope; but my alacrity was damped by new reflections. should i, perfect in this respect, and unblemished as i was, thrust myself, uncalled, into his presence, and make my felicity depend upon his arbitrary verdict? "if you chuse to seek an interview," continued wieland, "you must make haste, for pleyel informed me of his intention to set out this evening or to-morrow on a long journey." no intelligence was less expected or less welcome than this. i had thrown myself in a window seat; but now, starting on my feet, i exclaimed, "good heavens! what is it you say? a journey? whither? when?" "i cannot say whither. it is a sudden resolution i believe. i did not hear of it till this morning. he promises to write to me as soon as he is settled." i needed no further information as to the cause and issue of this journey. the scheme of happiness to which he had devoted his thoughts was blasted by the discovery of last night. my preference of another, and my unworthiness to be any longer the object of his adoration, were evinced by the same act and in the same moment. the thought of utter desertion, a desertion originating in such a cause, was the prelude to distraction. that pleyel should abandon me forever, because i was blind to his excellence, because i coveted pollution, and wedded infamy, when, on the contrary, my heart was the shrine of all purity, and beat only for his sake, was a destiny which, as long as my life was in my own hands, i would by no means consent to endure. i remembered that this evil was still preventable; that this fatal journey it was still in my power to procrastinate, or, perhaps, to occasion it to be laid aside. there were no impediments to a visit: i only dreaded lest the interview should be too long delayed. my brother befriended my impatience, and readily consented to furnish me with a chaise and servant to attend me. my purpose was to go immediately to pleyel's farm, where his engagements usually detained him during the day. chapter xii my way lay through the city. i had scarcely entered it when i was seized with a general sensation of sickness. every object grew dim and swam before my sight. it was with difficulty i prevented myself from sinking to the bottom of the carriage. i ordered myself to be carried to mrs. baynton's, in hope that an interval of repose would invigorate and refresh me. my distracted thoughts would allow me but little rest. growing somewhat better in the afternoon, i resumed my journey. my contemplations were limited to a few objects. i regarded my success, in the purpose which i had in view, as considerably doubtful. i depended, in some degree, on the suggestions of the moment, and on the materials which pleyel himself should furnish me. when i reflected on the nature of the accusation, i burned with disdain. would not truth, and the consciousness of innocence, render me triumphant? should i not cast from me, with irresistible force, such atrocious imputations? what an entire and mournful change has been effected in a few hours! the gulf that separates man from insects is not wider than that which severs the polluted from the chaste among women. yesterday and to-day i am the same. there is a degree of depravity to which it is impossible for me to sink; yet, in the apprehension of another, my ancient and intimate associate, the perpetual witness of my actions, and partaker of my thoughts, i had ceased to be the same. my integrity was tarnished and withered in his eyes. i was the colleague of a murderer, and the paramour of a thief! his opinion was not destitute of evidence: yet what proofs could reasonably avail to establish an opinion like this? if the sentiments corresponded not with the voice that was heard, the evidence was deficient; but this want of correspondence would have been supposed by me if i had been the auditor and pleyel the criminal. but mimicry might still more plausibly have been employed to explain the scene. alas! it is the fate of clara wieland to fall into the hands of a precipitate and inexorable judge. but what, o man of mischief! is the tendency of thy thoughts? frustrated in thy first design, thou wilt not forego the immolation of thy victim. to exterminate my reputation was all that remained to thee, and this my guardian has permitted. to dispossess pleyel of this prejudice may be impossible; but if that be effected, it cannot be supposed that thy wiles are exhausted; thy cunning will discover innumerable avenues to the accomplishment of thy malignant purpose. why should i enter the lists against thee? would to heaven i could disarm thy vengeance by my deprecations! when i think of all the resources with which nature and education have supplied thee; that thy form is a combination of steely fibres and organs of exquisite ductility and boundless compass, actuated by an intelligence gifted with infinite endowments, and comprehending all knowledge, i perceive that my doom is fixed. what obstacle will be able to divert thy zeal or repel thy efforts? that being who has hitherto protected me has borne testimony to the formidableness of thy attempts, since nothing less than supernatural interference could check thy career. musing on these thoughts, i arrived, towards the close of the day, at pleyel's house. a month before, i had traversed the same path; but how different were my sensations! now i was seeking the presence of one who regarded me as the most degenerate of human kind. i was to plead the cause of my innocence, against witnesses the most explicit and unerring, of those which support the fabric of human knowledge. the nearer i approached the crisis, the more did my confidence decay. when the chaise stopped at the door, my strength refused to support me, and i threw myself into the arms of an ancient female domestic. i had not courage to inquire whether her master was at home. i was tormented with fears that the projected journey was already undertaken. these fears were removed, by her asking me whether she should call her young master, who had just gone into his own room. i was somewhat revived by this intelligence, and resolved immediately to seek him there. in my confusion of mind, i neglected to knock at the door, but entered his apartment without previous notice. this abruptness was altogether involuntary. absorbed in reflections of such unspeakable moment, i had no leisure to heed the niceties of punctilio. i discovered him standing with his back towards the entrance. a small trunk, with its lid raised, was before him in which it seemed as if he had been busy in packing his clothes. the moment of my entrance, he was employed in gazing at something which he held in his hand. i imagined that i fully comprehended this scene. the image which he held before him, and by which his attention was so deeply engaged, i doubted not to be my own. these preparations for his journey, the cause to which it was to be imputed, the hopelessness of success in the undertaking on which i had entered, rushed at once upon my feelings, and dissolved me into a flood of tears. startled by this sound, he dropped the lid of the trunk and turned. the solemn sadness that previously overspread his countenance, gave sudden way to an attitude and look of the most vehement astonishment. perceiving me unable to uphold myself, he stepped towards me without speaking, and supported me by his arm. the kindness of this action called forth a new effusion from my eyes. weeping was a solace to which, at that time, i had not grown familiar, and which, therefore, was peculiarly delicious. indignation was no longer to be read in the features of my friend. they were pregnant with a mixture of wonder and pity. their expression was easily interpreted. this visit, and these tears, were tokens of my penitence. the wretch whom he had stigmatized as incurably and obdurately wicked, now shewed herself susceptible of remorse, and had come to confess her guilt. this persuasion had no tendency to comfort me. it only shewed me, with new evidence, the difficulty of the task which i had assigned myself. we were mutually silent. i had less power and less inclination than ever to speak. i extricated myself from his hold, and threw myself on a sofa. he placed himself by my side, and appeared to wait with impatience and anxiety for some beginning of the conversation. what could i say? if my mind had suggested any thing suitable to the occasion, my utterance was suffocated by tears. frequently he attempted to speak, but seemed deterred by some degree of uncertainty as to the true nature of the scene. at length, in faltering accents he spoke: "my friend! would to heaven i were still permitted to call you by that name. the image that i once adored existed only in my fancy; but though i cannot hope to see it realized, you may not be totally insensible to the horrors of that gulf into which you are about to plunge. what heart is forever exempt from the goadings of compunction and the influx of laudable propensities? "i thought you accomplished and wise beyond the rest of women. not a sentiment you uttered, not a look you assumed, that were not, in my apprehension, fraught with the sublimities of rectitude and the illuminations of genius. deceit has some bounds. your education could not be without influence. a vigorous understanding cannot be utterly devoid of virtue; but you could not counterfeit the powers of invention and reasoning. i was rash in my invectives. i will not, but with life, relinquish all hopes of you. i will shut out every proof that would tell me that your heart is incurably diseased. "you come to restore me once more to happiness; to convince me that you have torn her mask from vice, and feel nothing but abhorrence for the part you have hitherto acted." at these words my equanimity forsook me. for a moment i forgot the evidence from which pleyel's opinions were derived, the benevolence of his remonstrances, and the grief which his accents bespoke; i was filled with indignation and horror at charges so black; i shrunk back and darted at him a look of disdain and anger. my passion supplied me with words. "what detestable infatuation was it that led me hither! why do i patiently endure these horrible insults! my offences exist only in your own distempered imagination: you are leagued with the traitor who assailed my life: you have vowed the destruction of my peace and honor. i deserve infamy for listening to calumnies so base!" these words were heard by pleyel without visible resentment. his countenance relapsed into its former gloom; but he did not even look at me. the ideas which had given place to my angry emotions returned, and once more melted me into tears. "o!" i exclaimed, in a voice broken by sobs, "what a task is mine! compelled to hearken to charges which i feel to be false, but which i know to be believed by him that utters them; believed too not without evidence, which, though fallacious, is not unplausible. "i came hither not to confess, but to vindicate. i know the source of your opinions. wieland has informed me on what your suspicions are built. these suspicions are fostered by you as certainties; the tenor of my life, of all my conversations and letters, affords me no security; every sentiment that my tongue and my pen have uttered, bear testimony to the rectitude of my mind; but this testimony is rejected. i am condemned as brutally profligate: i am classed with the stupidly and sordidly wicked. "and where are the proofs that must justify so foul and so improbable an accusation? you have overheard a midnight conference. voices have saluted your ear, in which you imagine yourself to have recognized mine, and that of a detected villain. the sentiments expressed were not allowed to outweigh the casual or concerted resemblance of voice. sentiments the reverse of all those whose influence my former life had attested, denoting a mind polluted by grovelling vices, and entering into compact with that of a thief and a murderer. the nature of these sentiments did not enable you to detect the cheat, did not suggest to you the possibility that my voice had been counterfeited by another. "you were precipitate and prone to condemn. instead of rushing on the impostors, and comparing the evidence of sight with that of hearing, you stood aloof, or you fled. my innocence would not now have stood in need of vindication, if this conduct had been pursued. that you did not pursue it, your present thoughts incontestibly prove. yet this conduct might surely have been expected from pleyel. that he would not hastily impute the blackest of crimes, that he would not couple my name with infamy, and cover me with ruin for inadequate or slight reasons, might reasonably have been expected." the sobs which convulsed my bosom would not suffer me to proceed. pleyel was for a moment affected. he looked at me with some expression of doubt; but this quickly gave place to a mournful solemnity. he fixed his eyes on the floor as in reverie, and spoke: "two hours hence i am gone. shall i carry away with me the sorrow that is now my guest? or shall that sorrow be accumulated tenfold? what is she that is now before me? shall every hour supply me with new proofs of a wickedness beyond example? already i deem her the most abandoned and detestable of human creatures. her coming and her tears imparted a gleam of hope, but that gleam has vanished." he now fixed his eyes upon me, and every muscle in his face trembled. his tone was hollow and terrible--"thou knowest that i was a witness of your interview, yet thou comest hither to upbraid me for injustice! thou canst look me in the face and say that i am deceived!--an inscrutable providence has fashioned thee for some end. thou wilt live, no doubt, to fulfil the purposes of thy maker, if he repent not of his workmanship, and send not his vengeance to exterminate thee, ere the measure of thy days be full. surely nothing in the shape of man can vie with thee! "but i thought i had stifled this fury. i am not constituted thy judge. my office is to pity and amend, and not to punish and revile. i deemed myself exempt from all tempestuous passions. i had almost persuaded myself to weep over thy fall; but i am frail as dust, and mutable as water; i am calm, i am compassionate only in thy absence.--make this house, this room, thy abode as long as thou wilt, but forgive me if i prefer solitude for the short time during which i shall stay." saying this, he motioned as if to leave the apartment. the stormy passions of this man affected me by sympathy. i ceased to weep. i was motionless and speechless with agony. i sat with my hands clasped, mutely gazing after him as he withdrew. i desired to detain him, but was unable to make any effort for that purpose, till he had passed out of the room. i then uttered an involuntary and piercing cry--"pleyel! art thou gone? gone forever?" at this summons he hastily returned. he beheld me wild, pale, gasping for breath, and my head already sinking on my bosom. a painful dizziness seized me, and i fainted away. when i recovered, i found myself stretched on a bed in the outer apartment, and pleyel, with two female servants standing beside it. all the fury and scorn which the countenance of the former lately expressed, had now disappeared, and was succeeded by the most tender anxiety. as soon as he perceived that my senses were returned to me, he clasped his hands, and exclaimed, "god be thanked! you are once more alive. i had almost despaired of your recovery. i fear i have been precipitate and unjust. my senses must have been the victims of some inexplicable and momentary phrenzy. forgive me, i beseech you, forgive my reproaches. i would purchase conviction of your purity, at the price of my existence here and hereafter." he once more, in a tone of the most fervent tenderness, besought me to be composed, and then left me to the care of the women. chapter xiii here was wrought a surprizing change in my friend. what was it that had shaken conviction so firm? had any thing occurred during my fit, adequate to produce so total an alteration? my attendants informed me that he had not left my apartment; that the unusual duration of my fit, and the failure, for a time, of all the means used for my recovery, had filled him with grief and dismay. did he regard the effect which his reproaches had produced as a proof of my sincerity? in this state of mind, i little regarded my languors of body. i rose and requested an interview with him before my departure, on which i was resolved, notwithstanding his earnest solicitation to spend the night at his house. he complied with my request. the tenderness which he had lately betrayed, had now disappeared, and he once more relapsed into a chilling solemnity. i told him that i was preparing to return to my brother's; that i had come hither to vindicate my innocence from the foul aspersions which he had cast upon it. my pride had not taken refuge in silence or distance. i had not relied upon time, or the suggestion of his cooler thoughts, to confute his charges. conscious as i was that i was perfectly guiltless, and entertaining some value for his good opinion, i could not prevail upon myself to believe that my efforts to make my innocence manifest, would be fruitless. adverse appearances might be numerous and specious, but they were unquestionably false. i was willing to believe him sincere, that he made no charges which he himself did not believe; but these charges were destitute of truth. the grounds of his opinion were fallacious; and i desired an opportunity of detecting their fallacy. i entreated him to be explicit, and to give me a detail of what he had heard, and what he had seen. at these words, my companion's countenance grew darker. he appeared to be struggling with his rage. he opened his lips to speak, but his accents died away ere they were formed. this conflict lasted for some minutes, but his fortitude was finally successful. he spoke as follows: "i would fain put an end to this hateful scene: what i shall say, will be breath idly and unprofitably consumed. the clearest narrative will add nothing to your present knowledge. you are acquainted with the grounds of my opinion, and yet you avow yourself innocent: why then should i rehearse these grounds? you are apprized of the character of carwin: why then should i enumerate the discoveries which i have made respecting him? yet, since it is your request; since, considering the limitedness of human faculties, some error may possibly lurk in those appearances which i have witnessed, i will briefly relate what i know. "need i dwell upon the impressions which your conversation and deportment originally made upon me? we parted in childhood; but our intercourse, by letter, was copious and uninterrupted. how fondly did i anticipate a meeting with one whom her letters had previously taught me to consider as the first of women, and how fully realized were the expectations that i had formed! "here, said i, is a being, after whom sages may model their transcendent intelligence, and painters, their ideal beauty. here is exemplified, that union between intellect and form, which has hitherto existed only in the conceptions of the poet. i have watched your eyes; my attention has hung upon your lips. i have questioned whether the enchantments of your voice were more conspicuous in the intricacies of melody, or the emphasis of rhetoric. i have marked the transitions of your discourse, the felicities of your expression, your refined argumentation, and glowing imagery; and been forced to acknowledge, that all delights were meagre and contemptible, compared with those connected with the audience and sight of you. i have contemplated your principles, and been astonished at the solidity of their foundation, and the perfection of their structure. i have traced you to your home. i have viewed you in relation to your servants, to your family, to your neighbours, and to the world. i have seen by what skilful arrangements you facilitate the performance of the most arduous and complicated duties; what daily accessions of strength your judicious discipline bestowed upon your memory; what correctness and abundance of knowledge was daily experienced by your unwearied application to books, and to writing. if she that possesses so much in the bloom of youth, will go on accumulating her stores, what, said i, is the picture she will display at a mature age? "you know not the accuracy of my observation. i was desirous that others should profit by an example so rare. i therefore noted down, in writing, every particular of your conduct. i was anxious to benefit by an opportunity so seldom afforded us. i laboured not to omit the slightest shade, or the most petty line in your portrait. here there was no other task incumbent on me but to copy; there was no need to exaggerate or overlook, in order to produce a more unexceptionable pattern. here was a combination of harmonies and graces, incapable of diminution or accession without injury to its completeness. "i found no end and no bounds to my task. no display of a scene like this could be chargeable with redundancy or superfluity. even the colour of a shoe, the knot of a ribband, or your attitude in plucking a rose, were of moment to be recorded. even the arrangements of your breakfast-table and your toilet have been amply displayed. "i know that mankind are more easily enticed to virtue by example than by precept. i know that the absoluteness of a model, when supplied by invention, diminishes its salutary influence, since it is useless, we think, to strive after that which we know to be beyond our reach. but the picture which i drew was not a phantom; as a model, it was devoid of imperfection; and to aspire to that height which had been really attained, was by no means unreasonable. i had another and more interesting object in view. one existed who claimed all my tenderness. here, in all its parts, was a model worthy of assiduous study, and indefatigable imitation. i called upon her, as she wished to secure and enhance my esteem, to mould her thoughts, her words, her countenance, her actions, by this pattern. "the task was exuberant of pleasure, and i was deeply engaged in it, when an imp of mischief was let loose in the form of carwin. i admired his powers and accomplishments. i did not wonder that they were admired by you. on the rectitude of your judgement, however, i relied to keep this admiration within discreet and scrupulous bounds. i assured myself, that the strangeness of his deportment, and the obscurity of his life, would teach you caution. of all errors, my knowledge of your character informed me that this was least likely to befall you. "you were powerfully affected by his first appearance; you were bewitched by his countenance and his tones; your description was ardent and pathetic: i listened to you with some emotions of surprize. the portrait you drew in his absence, and the intensity with which you mused upon it, were new and unexpected incidents. they bespoke a sensibility somewhat too vivid; but from which, while subjected to the guidance of an understanding like yours, there was nothing to dread. "a more direct intercourse took place between you. i need not apologize for the solicitude which i entertained for your safety. he that gifted me with perception of excellence, compelled me to love it. in the midst of danger and pain, my contemplations have ever been cheered by your image. every object in competition with you, was worthless and trivial. no price was too great by which your safety could be purchased. for that end, the sacrifice of ease, of health, and even of life, would cheerfully have been made by me. what wonder then, that i scrutinized the sentiments and deportment of this man with ceaseless vigilance; that i watched your words and your looks when he was present; and that i extracted cause for the deepest inquietudes, from every token which you gave of having put your happiness into this man's keeping? "i was cautious in deciding. i recalled the various conversations in which the topics of love and marriage had been discussed. as a woman, young, beautiful, and independent, it behoved you to have fortified your mind with just principles on this subject. your principles were eminently just. had not their rectitude and their firmness been attested by your treatment of that specious seducer dashwood? these principles, i was prone to believe, exempted you from danger in this new state of things. i was not the last to pay my homage to the unrivalled capacity, insinuation, and eloquence of this man. i have disguised, but could never stifle the conviction, that his eyes and voice had a witchcraft in them, which rendered him truly formidable: but i reflected on the ambiguous expression of his countenance--an ambiguity which you were the first to remark; on the cloud which obscured his character; and on the suspicious nature of that concealment which he studied; and concluded you to be safe. i denied the obvious construction to appearances. i referred your conduct to some principle which had not been hitherto disclosed, but which was reconcileable with those already known. "i was not suffered to remain long in this suspence. one evening, you may recollect, i came to your house, where it was my purpose, as usual, to lodge, somewhat earlier than ordinary. i spied a light in your chamber as i approached from the outside, and on inquiring of judith, was informed that you were writing. as your kinsman and friend, and fellow-lodger, i thought i had a right to be familiar. you were in your chamber, but your employment and the time were such as to make it no infraction of decorum to follow you thither. the spirit of mischievous gaiety possessed me. i proceeded on tiptoe. you did not perceive my entrance; and i advanced softly till i was able to overlook your shoulder. "i had gone thus far in error, and had no power to recede. how cautiously should we guard against the first inroads of temptation! i knew that to pry into your papers was criminal; but i reflected that no sentiment of yours was of a nature which made it your interest to conceal it. you wrote much more than you permitted your friends to peruse. my curiosity was strong, and i had only to throw a glance upon the paper, to secure its gratification. i should never have deliberately committed an act like this. the slightest obstacle would have repelled me; but my eye glanced almost spontaneously upon the paper. i caught only parts of sentences; but my eyes comprehended more at a glance, because the characters were short-hand. i lighted on the words summer-house, midnight, and made out a passage which spoke of the propriety and of the effects to be expected from another interview. all this passed in less than a moment. i then checked myself, and made myself known to you, by a tap upon your shoulder. "i could pardon and account for some trifling alarm; but your trepidation and blushes were excessive. you hurried the paper out of sight, and seemed too anxious to discover whether i knew the contents to allow yourself to make any inquiries. i wondered at these appearances of consternation, but did not reason on them until i had retired. when alone, these incidents suggested themselves to my reflections anew. "to what scene, or what interview, i asked, did you allude? your disappearance on a former evening, my tracing you to the recess in the bank, your silence on my first and second call, your vague answers and invincible embarrassment, when you, at length, ascended the hill, i recollected with new surprize. could this be the summerhouse alluded to? a certain timidity and consciousness had generally attended you, when this incident and this recess had been the subjects of conversation. nay, i imagined that the last time that adventure was mentioned, which happened in the presence of carwin, the countenance of the latter betrayed some emotion. could the interview have been with him? "this was an idea calculated to rouse every faculty to contemplation. an interview at that hour, in this darksome retreat, with a man of this mysterious but formidable character; a clandestine interview, and one which you afterwards endeavoured with so much solicitude to conceal! it was a fearful and portentous occurrence. i could not measure his power, or fathom his designs. had he rifled from you the secret of your love, and reconciled you to concealment and noctural meetings? i scarcely ever spent a night of more inquietude. "i knew not how to act. the ascertainment of this man's character and views seemed to be, in the first place, necessary. had he openly preferred his suit to you, we should have been impowered to make direct inquiries; but since he had chosen this obscure path, it seemed reasonable to infer that his character was exceptionable. it, at least, subjected us to the necessity of resorting to other means of information. yet the improbability that you should commit a deed of such rashness, made me reflect anew upon the insufficiency of those grounds on which my suspicions had been built, and almost to condemn myself for harbouring them. "though it was mere conjecture that the interview spoken of had taken place with carwin, yet two ideas occurred to involve me in the most painful doubts. this man's reasonings might be so specious, and his artifices so profound, that, aided by the passion which you had conceived for him, he had finally succeeded; or his situation might be such as to justify the secrecy which you maintained. in neither case did my wildest reveries suggest to me, that your honor had been forfeited. "i could not talk with you on this subject. if the imputation was false, its atrociousness would have justly drawn upon me your resentment, and i must have explained by what facts it had been suggested. if it were true, no benefit would follow from the mention of it. you had chosen to conceal it for some reasons, and whether these reasons were true or false, it was proper to discover and remove them in the first place. finally, i acquiesced in the least painful supposition, trammelled as it was with perplexities, that carwin was upright, and that, if the reasons of your silence were known, they would be found to be just." chapter xiv "three days have elapsed since this occurrence. i have been haunted by perpetual inquietude. to bring myself to regard carwin without terror, and to acquiesce in the belief of your safety, was impossible. yet to put an end to my doubts, seemed to be impracticable. if some light could be reflected on the actual situation of this man, a direct path would present itself. if he were, contrary to the tenor of his conversation, cunning and malignant, to apprize you of this, would be to place you in security. if he were merely unfortunate and innocent, most readily would i espouse his cause; and if his intentions were upright with regard to you, most eagerly would i sanctify your choice by my approbation. "it would be vain to call upon carwin for an avowal of his deeds. it was better to know nothing, than to be deceived by an artful tale. what he was unwilling to communicate, and this unwillingness had been repeatedly manifested, could never be extorted from him. importunity might be appeased, or imposture effected by fallacious representations. to the rest of the world he was unknown. i had often made him the subject of discourse; but a glimpse of his figure in the street was the sum of their knowledge who knew most. none had ever seen him before, and received as new, the information which my intercourse with him in valencia, and my present intercourse, enabled me to give. "wieland was your brother. if he had really made you the object of his courtship, was not a brother authorized to interfere and demand from him the confession of his views? yet what were the grounds on which i had reared this supposition? would they justify a measure like this? surely not. "in the course of my restless meditations, it occurred to me, at length, that my duty required me to speak to you, to confess the indecorum of which i had been guilty, and to state the reflections to which it had led me. i was prompted by no mean or selfish views. the heart within my breast was not more precious than your safety: most cheerfully would i have interposed my life between you and danger. would you cherish resentment at my conduct? when acquainted with the motive which produced it, it would not only exempt me from censure, but entitle me to gratitude. "yesterday had been selected for the rehearsal of the newly-imported tragedy. i promised to be present. the state of my thoughts but little qualified me for a performer or auditor in such a scene; but i reflected that, after it was finished, i should return home with you, and should then enjoy an opportunity of discoursing with you fully on this topic. my resolution was not formed without a remnant of doubt, as to its propriety. when i left this house to perform the visit i had promised, my mind was full of apprehension and despondency. the dubiousness of the event of our conversation, fear that my interference was too late to secure your peace, and the uncertainty to which hope gave birth, whether i had not erred in believing you devoted to this man, or, at least, in imagining that he had obtained your consent to midnight conferences, distracted me with contradictory opinions, and repugnant emotions. "i can assign no reason for calling at mrs. baynton's. i had seen her in the morning, and knew her to be well. the concerted hour had nearly arrived, and yet i turned up the street which leads to her house, and dismounted at her door. i entered the parlour and threw myself in a chair. i saw and inquired for no one. my whole frame was overpowered by dreary and comfortless sensations. one idea possessed me wholly; the inexpressible importance of unveiling the designs and character of carwin, and the utter improbability that this ever would be effected. some instinct induced me to lay my hand upon a newspaper. i had perused all the general intelligence it contained in the morning, and at the same spot. the act was rather mechanical than voluntary. "i threw a languid glance at the first column that presented itself. the first words which i read, began with the offer of a reward of three hundred guineas for the apprehension of a convict under sentence of death, who had escaped from newgate prison in dublin. good heaven! how every fibre of my frame tingled when i proceeded to read that the name of the criminal was francis carwin! "the descriptions of his person and address were minute. his stature, hair, complexion, the extraordinary position and arrangement of his features, his aukward and disproportionate form, his gesture and gait, corresponded perfectly with those of our mysterious visitant. he had been found guilty in two indictments. one for the murder of the lady jane conway, and the other for a robbery committed on the person of the honorable mr. ludloe. "i repeatedly perused this passage. the ideas which flowed in upon my mind, affected me like an instant transition from death to life. the purpose dearest to my heart was thus effected, at a time and by means the least of all others within the scope of my foresight. but what purpose? carwin was detected. acts of the blackest and most sordid guilt had been committed by him. here was evidence which imparted to my understanding the most luminous certainty. the name, visage, and deportment, were the same. between the time of his escape, and his appearance among us, there was a sufficient agreement. such was the man with whom i suspected you to maintain a clandestine correspondence. should i not haste to snatch you from the talons of this vulture? should i see you rushing to the verge of a dizzy precipice, and not stretch forth a hand to pull you back? i had no need to deliberate. i thrust the paper in my pocket, and resolved to obtain an immediate conference with you. for a time, no other image made its way to my understanding. at length, it occurred to me, that though the information i possessed was, in one sense, sufficient, yet if more could be obtained, more was desirable. this passage was copied from a british paper; part of it only, perhaps, was transcribed. the printer was in possession of the original. "towards his house i immediately turned my horse's head. he produced the paper, but i found nothing more than had already been seen. while busy in perusing it, the printer stood by my side. he noticed the object of which i was in search. "aye," said he, "that is a strange affair. i should never have met with it, had not mr. hallet sent to me the paper, with a particular request to republish that advertisement." "mr. hallet! what reasons could he have for making this request? had the paper sent to him been accompanied by any information respecting the convict? had he personal or extraordinary reasons for desiring its republication? this was to be known only in one way. i speeded to his house. in answer to my interrogations, he told me that ludloe had formerly been in america, and that during his residence in this city, considerable intercourse had taken place between them. hence a confidence arose, which has since been kept alive by occasional letters. he had lately received a letter from him, enclosing the newspaper from which this extract had been made. he put it into my hands, and pointed out the passages which related to carwin. "ludloe confirms the facts of his conviction and escape; and adds, that he had reason to believe him to have embarked for america. he describes him in general terms, as the most incomprehensible and formidable among men; as engaged in schemes, reasonably suspected to be, in the highest degree, criminal, but such as no human intelligence is able to unravel: that his ends are pursued by means which leave it in doubt whether he be not in league with some infernal spirit: that his crimes have hitherto been perpetrated with the aid of some unknown but desperate accomplices: that he wages a perpetual war against the happiness of mankind, and sets his engines of destruction at work against every object that presents itself. "this is the substance of the letter. hallet expressed some surprize at the curiosity which was manifested by me on this occasion. i was too much absorbed by the ideas suggested by this letter, to pay attention to his remarks. i shuddered with the apprehension of the evil to which our indiscreet familiarity with this man had probably exposed us. i burnt with impatience to see you, and to do what in me lay to avert the calamity which threatened us. it was already five o'clock. night was hastening, and there was no time to be lost. on leaving mr. hallet's house, who should meet me in the street, but bertrand, the servant whom i left in germany. his appearance and accoutrements bespoke him to have just alighted from a toilsome and long journey. i was not wholly without expectation of seeing him about this time, but no one was then more distant from my thoughts. you know what reasons i have for anxiety respecting scenes with which this man was conversant. carwin was for a moment forgotten. in answer to my vehement inquiries, bertrand produced a copious packet. i shall not at present mention its contents, nor the measures which they obliged me to adopt. i bestowed a brief perusal on these papers, and having given some directions to bertrand, resumed my purpose with regard to you. my horse i was obliged to resign to my servant, he being charged with a commission that required speed. the clock had struck ten, and mettingen was five miles distant. i was to journey thither on foot. these circumstances only added to my expedition. "as i passed swiftly along, i reviewed all the incidents accompanying the appearance and deportment of that man among us. late events have been inexplicable and mysterious beyond any of which i have either read or heard. these events were coeval with carwin's introduction. i am unable to explain their origin and mutual dependance; but i do not, on that account, believe them to have a supernatural origin. is not this man the agent? some of them seem to be propitious; but what should i think of those threats of assassination with which you were lately alarmed? bloodshed is the trade, and horror is the element of this man. the process by which the sympathies of nature are extinguished in our hearts, by which evil is made our good, and by which we are made susceptible of no activity but in the infliction, and no joy but in the spectacle of woes, is an obvious process. as to an alliance with evil geniuses, the power and the malice of daemons have been a thousand times exemplified in human beings. there are no devils but those which are begotten upon selfishness, and reared by cunning. "now, indeed, the scene was changed. it was not his secret poniard that i dreaded. it was only the success of his efforts to make you a confederate in your own destruction, to make your will the instrument by which he might bereave you of liberty and honor. "i took, as usual, the path through your brother's ground. i ranged with celerity and silence along the bank. i approached the fence, which divides wieland's estate from yours. the recess in the bank being near this line, it being necessary for me to pass near it, my mind being tainted with inveterate suspicions concerning you; suspicions which were indebted for their strength to incidents connected with this spot; what wonder that it seized upon my thoughts! "i leaped on the fence; but before i descended on the opposite side, i paused to survey the scene. leaves dropping with dew, and glistening in the moon's rays, with no moving object to molest the deep repose, filled me with security and hope. i left the station at length, and tended forward. you were probably at rest. how should i communicate without alarming you, the intelligence of my arrival? an immediate interview was to be procured. i could not bear to think that a minute should be lost by remissness or hesitation. should i knock at the door? or should i stand under your chamber windows, which i perceived to be open, and awaken you by my calls? "these reflections employed me, as i passed opposite to the summer-house. i had scarcely gone by, when my ear caught a sound unusual at this time and place. it was almost too faint and too transient to allow me a distinct perception of it. i stopped to listen; presently it was heard again, and now it was somewhat in a louder key. it was laughter; and unquestionably produced by a female voice. that voice was familiar to my senses. it was yours. "whence it came, i was at first at a loss to conjecture; but this uncertainty vanished when it was heard the third time. i threw back my eyes towards the recess. every other organ and limb was useless to me. i did not reason on the subject. i did not, in a direct manner, draw my conclusions from the hour, the place, the hilarity which this sound betokened, and the circumstance of having a companion, which it no less incontestably proved. in an instant, as it were, my heart was invaded with cold, and the pulses of life at a stand. "why should i go further? why should i return? should i not hurry to a distance from a sound, which, though formerly so sweet and delectable, was now more hideous than the shrieks of owls? "i had no time to yield to this impulse. the thought of approaching and listening occurred to me. i had no doubt of which i was conscious. yet my certainty was capable of increase. i was likewise stimulated by a sentiment that partook of rage. i was governed by an half-formed and tempestuous resolution to break in upon your interview, and strike you dead with my upbraiding. "i approached with the utmost caution. when i reached the edge of the bank immediately above the summer-house, i thought i heard voices from below, as busy in conversation. the steps in the rock are clear of bushy impediments. they allowed me to descend into a cavity beside the building without being detected. thus to lie in wait could only be justified by the momentousness of the occasion." here pleyel paused in his narrative, and fixed his eyes upon me. situated as i was, my horror and astonishment at this tale gave way to compassion for the anguish which the countenance of my friend betrayed. i reflected on his force of understanding. i reflected on the powers of my enemy. i could easily divine the substance of the conversation that was overheard. carwin had constructed his plot in a manner suited to the characters of those whom he had selected for his victims. i saw that the convictions of pleyel were immutable. i forbore to struggle against the storm, because i saw that all struggles would be fruitless. i was calm; but my calmness was the torpor of despair, and not the tranquillity of fortitude. it was calmness invincible by any thing that his grief and his fury could suggest to pleyel. he resumed-- "woman! wilt thou hear me further? shall i go on to repeat the conversation? is it shame that makes thee tongue-tied? shall i go on? or art thou satisfied with what has been already said?" i bowed my head. "go on," said i. "i make not this request in the hope of undeceiving you. i shall no longer contend with my own weakness. the storm is let loose, and i shall peaceably submit to be driven by its fury. but go on. this conference will end only with affording me a clearer foresight of my destiny; but that will be some satisfaction, and i will not part without it." why, on hearing these words, did pleyel hesitate? did some unlooked-for doubt insinuate itself into his mind? was his belief suddenly shaken by my looks, or my words, or by some newly recollected circumstance? whencesoever it arose, it could not endure the test of deliberation. in a few minutes the flame of resentment was again lighted up in his bosom. he proceeded with his accustomed vehemence-- "i hate myself for this folly. i can find no apology for this tale. yet i am irresistibly impelled to relate it. she that hears me is apprized of every particular. i have only to repeat to her her own words. she will listen with a tranquil air, and the spectacle of her obduracy will drive me to some desperate act. why then should i persist! yet persist i must." again he paused. "no," said he, "it is impossible to repeat your avowals of love, your appeals to former confessions of your tenderness, to former deeds of dishonor, to the circumstances of the first interview that took place between you. it was on that night when i traced you to this recess. thither had he enticed you, and there had you ratified an unhallowed compact by admitting him-- "great god! thou witnessedst the agonies that tore my bosom at that moment! thou witnessedst my efforts to repel the testimony of my ears! it was in vain that you dwelt upon the confusion which my unlooked-for summons excited in you; the tardiness with which a suitable excuse occurred to you; your resentment that my impertinent intrusion had put an end to that charming interview: a disappointment for which you endeavoured to compensate yourself, by the frequency and duration of subsequent meetings. "in vain you dwelt upon incidents of which you only could be conscious; incidents that occurred on occasions on which none beside your own family were witnesses. in vain was your discourse characterized by peculiarities inimitable of sentiment and language. my conviction was effected only by an accumulation of the same tokens. i yielded not but to evidence which took away the power to withhold my faith. "my sight was of no use to me. beneath so thick an umbrage, the darkness was intense. hearing was the only avenue to information, which the circumstances allowed to be open. i was couched within three feet of you. why should i approach nearer? i could not contend with your betrayer. what could be the purpose of a contest? you stood in no need of a protector. what could i do, but retire from the spot overwhelmed with confusion and dismay? i sought my chamber, and endeavoured to regain my composure. the door of the house, which i found open, your subsequent entrance, closing, and fastening it, and going into your chamber, which had been thus long deserted, were only confirmations of the truth. "why should i paint the tempestuous fluctuation of my thoughts between grief and revenge, between rage and despair? why should i repeat my vows of eternal implacability and persecution, and the speedy recantation of these vows? "i have said enough. you have dismissed me from a place in your esteem. what i think, and what i feel, is of no importance in your eyes. may the duty which i owe myself enable me to forget your existence. in a few minutes i go hence. be the maker of your fortune, and may adversity instruct you in that wisdom, which education was unable to impart to you." those were the last words which pleyel uttered. he left the room, and my new emotions enabled me to witness his departure without any apparent loss of composure. as i sat alone, i ruminated on these incidents. nothing was more evident than that i had taken an eternal leave of happiness. life was a worthless thing, separate from that good which had now been wrested from me; yet the sentiment that now possessed me had no tendency to palsy my exertions, and overbear my strength. i noticed that the light was declining, and perceived the propriety of leaving this house. i placed myself again in the chaise, and returned slowly towards the city. chapter xv before i reached the city it was dusk. it was my purpose to spend the night at mettingen. i was not solicitous, as long as i was attended by a faithful servant, to be there at an early hour. my exhausted strength required me to take some refreshment. with this view, and in order to pay respect to one whose affection for me was truly maternal, i stopped at mrs. baynton's. she was absent from home; but i had scarcely entered the house when one of her domestics presented me a letter. i opened and read as follows: "to clara wieland, "what shall i say to extenuate the misconduct of last night? it is my duty to repair it to the utmost of my power, but the only way in which it can be repaired, you will not, i fear, be prevailed on to adopt. it is by granting me an interview, at your own house, at eleven o'clock this night. i have no means of removing any fears that you may entertain of my designs, but my simple and solemn declarations. these, after what has passed between us, you may deem unworthy of confidence. i cannot help it. my folly and rashness has left me no other resource. i will be at your door by that hour. if you chuse to admit me to a conference, provided that conference has no witnesses, i will disclose to you particulars, the knowledge of which is of the utmost importance to your happiness. farewell. "carwin." what a letter was this! a man known to be an assassin and robber; one capable of plotting against my life and my fame; detected lurking in my chamber, and avowing designs the most flagitious and dreadful, now solicits me to grant him a midnight interview! to admit him alone into my presence! could he make this request with the expectation of my compliance? what had he seen in me, that could justify him in admitting so wild a belief? yet this request is preferred with the utmost gravity. it is not accompanied by an appearance of uncommon earnestness. had the misconduct to which he alludes been a slight incivility, and the interview requested to take place in the midst of my friends, there would have been no extravagance in the tenor of this letter; but, as it was, the writer had surely been bereft of his reason. i perused this epistle frequently. the request it contained might be called audacious or stupid, if it had been made by a different person; but from carwin, who could not be unaware of the effect which it must naturally produce, and of the manner in which it would unavoidably be treated, it was perfectly inexplicable. he must have counted on the success of some plot, in order to extort my assent. none of those motives by which i am usually governed would ever have persuaded me to meet any one of his sex, at the time and place which he had prescribed. much less would i consent to a meeting with a man, tainted with the most detestable crimes, and by whose arts my own safety had been so imminently endangered, and my happiness irretrievably destroyed. i shuddered at the idea that such a meeting was possible. i felt some reluctance to approach a spot which he still visited and haunted. such were the ideas which first suggested themselves on the perusal of the letter. meanwhile, i resumed my journey. my thoughts still dwelt upon the same topic. gradually from ruminating on this epistle, i reverted to my interview with pleyel. i recalled the particulars of the dialogue to which he had been an auditor. my heart sunk anew on viewing the inextricable complexity of this deception, and the inauspicious concurrence of events, which tended to confirm him in his error. when he approached my chamber door, my terror kept me mute. he put his ear, perhaps, to the crevice, but it caught the sound of nothing human. had i called, or made any token that denoted some one to be within, words would have ensued; and as omnipresence was impossible, this discovery, and the artless narrative of what had just passed, would have saved me from his murderous invectives. he went into his chamber, and after some interval, i stole across the entry and down the stairs, with inaudible steps. having secured the outer doors, i returned with less circumspection. he heard me not when i descended; but my returning steps were easily distinguished. now he thought was the guilty interview at an end. in what other way was it possible for him to construe these signals? how fallacious and precipitate was my decision! carwin's plot owed its success to a coincidence of events scarcely credible. the balance was swayed from its equipoise by a hair. had i even begun the conversation with an account of what befel me in my chamber, my previous interview with wieland would have taught him to suspect me of imposture; yet, if i were discoursing with this ruffian, when pleyel touched the lock of my chamber door, and when he shut his own door with so much violence, how, he might ask, should i be able to relate these incidents? perhaps he had withheld the knowledge of these circumstances from my brother, from whom, therefore, i could not obtain it, so that my innocence would have thus been irresistibly demonstrated. the first impulse which flowed from these ideas was to return upon my steps, and demand once more an interview; but he was gone: his parting declarations were remembered. pleyel, i exclaimed, thou art gone for ever! are thy mistakes beyond the reach of detection? am i helpless in the midst of this snare? the plotter is at hand. he even speaks in the style of penitence. he solicits an interview which he promises shall end in the disclosure of something momentous to my happiness. what can he say which will avail to turn aside this evil? but why should his remorse be feigned? i have done him no injury. his wickedness is fertile only of despair; and the billows of remorse will some time overbear him. why may not this event have already taken place? why should i refuse to see him? this idea was present, as it were, for a moment. i suddenly recoiled from it, confounded at that frenzy which could give even momentary harbour to such a scheme; yet presently it returned. at length i even conceived it to deserve deliberation. i questioned whether it was not proper to admit, at a lonely spot, in a sacred hour, this man of tremendous and inscrutable attributes, this performer of horrid deeds, and whose presence was predicted to call down unheard-of and unutterable horrors. what was it that swayed me? i felt myself divested of the power to will contrary to the motives that determined me to seek his presence. my mind seemed to be split into separate parts, and these parts to have entered into furious and implacable contention. these tumults gradually subsided. the reasons why i should confide in that interposition which had hitherto defended me; in those tokens of compunction which this letter contained; in the efficacy of this interview to restore its spotlessness to my character, and banish all illusions from the mind of my friend, continually acquired new evidence and new strength. what should i fear in his presence? this was unlike an artifice intended to betray me into his hands. if it were an artifice, what purpose would it serve? the freedom of my mind was untouched, and that freedom would defy the assaults of blandishments or magic. force was i not able to repel. on the former occasion my courage, it is true, had failed at the imminent approach of danger; but then i had not enjoyed opportunities of deliberation; i had foreseen nothing; i was sunk into imbecility by my previous thoughts; i had been the victim of recent disappointments and anticipated ills: witness my infatuation in opening the closet in opposition to divine injunctions. now, perhaps, my courage was the offspring of a no less erring principle. pleyel was for ever lost to me. i strove in vain to assume his person, and suppress my resentment; i strove in vain to believe in the assuaging influence of time, to look forward to the birth-day of new hopes, and the re-exaltation of that luminary, of whose effulgencies i had so long and so liberally partaken. what had i to suffer worse than was already inflicted? was not carwin my foe? i owed my untimely fate to his treason. instead of flying from his presence, ought i not to devote all my faculties to the gaining of an interview, and compel him to repair the ills of which he has been the author? why should i suppose him impregnable to argument? have i not reason on my side, and the power of imparting conviction? cannot he be made to see the justice of unravelling the maze in which pleyel is bewildered? he may, at least, be accessible to fear. has he nothing to fear from the rage of an injured woman? but suppose him inaccessible to such inducements; suppose him to persist in all his flagitious purposes; are not the means of defence and resistance in my power? in the progress of such thoughts, was the resolution at last formed. i hoped that the interview was sought by him for a laudable end; but, be that as it would, i trusted that, by energy of reasoning or of action, i should render it auspicious, or, at least, harmless. such a determination must unavoidably fluctuate. the poet's chaos was no unapt emblem of the state of my mind. a torment was awakened in my bosom, which i foresaw would end only when this interview was past, and its consequences fully experienced. hence my impatience for the arrival of the hour which had been prescribed by carwin. meanwhile, my meditations were tumultuously active. new impediments to the execution of the scheme were speedily suggested. i had apprized catharine of my intention to spend this and many future nights with her. her husband was informed of this arrangement, and had zealously approved it. eleven o'clock exceeded their hour of retiring. what excuse should i form for changing my plan? should i shew this letter to wieland, and submit myself to his direction? but i knew in what way he would decide. he would fervently dissuade me from going. nay, would he not do more? he was apprized of the offences of carwin, and of the reward offered for his apprehension. would he not seize this opportunity of executing justice on a criminal? this idea was new. i was plunged once more into doubt. did not equity enjoin me thus to facilitate his arrest? no. i disdained the office of betrayer. carwin was unapprized of his danger, and his intentions were possibly beneficent. should i station guards about the house, and make an act, intended perhaps for my benefit, instrumental to his own destruction? wieland might be justified in thus employing the knowledge which i should impart, but i, by imparting it, should pollute myself with more hateful crimes than those undeservedly imputed to me. this scheme, therefore, i unhesitatingly rejected. the views with which i should return to my own house, it would therefore be necessary to conceal. yet some pretext must be invented. i had never been initiated into the trade of lying. yet what but falshood was a deliberate suppression of the truth? to deceive by silence or by words is the same. yet what would a lie avail me? what pretext would justify this change in my plan? would it not tend to confirm the imputations of pleyel? that i should voluntarily return to an house in which honor and life had so lately been endangered, could be explained in no way favorable to my integrity. these reflections, if they did not change, at least suspended my decision. in this state of uncertainty i alighted at the hut. we gave this name to the house tenanted by the farmer and his servants, and which was situated on the verge of my brother's ground, and at a considerable distance from the mansion. the path to the mansion was planted by a double row of walnuts. along this path i proceeded alone. i entered the parlour, in which was a light just expiring in the socket. there was no one in the room. i perceived by the clock that stood against the wall, that it was near eleven. the lateness of the hour startled me. what had become of the family? they were usually retired an hour before this; but the unextinguished taper, and the unbarred door were indications that they had not retired. i again returned to the hall, and passed from one room to another, but still encountered not a human being. i imagined that, perhaps, the lapse of a few minutes would explain these appearances. meanwhile i reflected that the preconcerted hour had arrived. carwin was perhaps waiting my approach. should i immediately retire to my own house, no one would be apprized of my proceeding. nay, the interview might pass, and i be enabled to return in half an hour. hence no necessity would arise for dissimulation. i was so far influenced by these views that i rose to execute this design; but again the unusual condition of the house occurred to me, and some vague solicitude as to the condition of the family. i was nearly certain that my brother had not retired; but by what motives he could be induced to desert his house thus unseasonably i could by no means divine. louisa conway, at least, was at home and had, probably, retired to her chamber; perhaps she was able to impart the information i wanted. i went to her chamber, and found her asleep. she was delighted and surprized at my arrival, and told me with how much impatience and anxiety my brother and his wife had waited my coming. they were fearful that some mishap had befallen me, and had remained up longer than the usual period. notwithstanding the lateness of the hour, catharine would not resign the hope of seeing me. louisa said she had left them both in the parlour, and she knew of no cause for their absence. as yet i was not without solicitude on account of their personal safety. i was far from being perfectly at ease on that head, but entertained no distinct conception of the danger that impended over them. perhaps to beguile the moments of my long protracted stay, they had gone to walk upon the bank. the atmosphere, though illuminated only by the star-light, was remarkably serene. meanwhile the desirableness of an interview with carwin again returned, and i finally resolved to seek it. i passed with doubting and hasty steps along the path. my dwelling, seen at a distance, was gloomy and desolate. it had no inhabitant, for my servant, in consequence of my new arrangement, had gone to mettingen. the temerity of this attempt began to shew itself in more vivid colours to my understanding. whoever has pointed steel is not without arms; yet what must have been the state of my mind when i could meditate, without shuddering, on the use of a murderous weapon, and believe myself secure merely because i was capable of being made so by the death of another? yet this was not my state. i felt as if i was rushing into deadly toils, without the power of pausing or receding. chapter xvi as soon as i arrived in sight of the front of the house, my attention was excited by a light from the window of my own chamber. no appearance could be less explicable. a meeting was expected with carwin, but that he pre-occupied my chamber, and had supplied himself with light, was not to be believed. what motive could influence him to adopt this conduct? could i proceed until this was explained? perhaps, if i should proceed to a distance in front, some one would be visible. a sidelong but feeble beam from the window, fell upon the piny copse which skirted the bank. as i eyed it, it suddenly became mutable, and after flitting to and fro, for a short time, it vanished. i turned my eye again toward the window, and perceived that the light was still there; but the change which i had noticed was occasioned by a change in the position of the lamp or candle within. hence, that some person was there was an unavoidable inference. i paused to deliberate on the propriety of advancing. might i not advance cautiously, and, therefore, without danger? might i not knock at the door, or call, and be apprized of the nature of my visitant before i entered? i approached and listened at the door, but could hear nothing. i knocked at first timidly, but afterwards with loudness. my signals were unnoticed. i stepped back and looked, but the light was no longer discernible. was it suddenly extinguished by a human agent? what purpose but concealment was intended? why was the illumination produced, to be thus suddenly brought to an end? and why, since some one was there, had silence been observed? these were questions, the solution of which may be readily supposed to be entangled with danger. would not this danger, when measured by a woman's fears, expand into gigantic dimensions? menaces of death; the stunning exertions of a warning voice; the known and unknown attributes of carwin; our recent interview in this chamber; the pre-appointment of a meeting at this place and hour, all thronged into my memory. what was to be done? courage is no definite or stedfast principle. let that man who shall purpose to assign motives to the actions of another, blush at his folly and forbear. not more presumptuous would it be to attempt the classification of all nature, and the scanning of supreme intelligence. i gazed for a minute at the window, and fixed my eyes, for a second minute, on the ground. i drew forth from my pocket, and opened, a penknife. this, said i, be my safe-guard and avenger. the assailant shall perish, or myself shall fall. i had locked up the house in the morning, but had the key of the kitchen door in my pocket. i, therefore, determined to gain access behind. thither i hastened, unlocked and entered. all was lonely, darksome, and waste. familiar as i was with every part of my dwelling, i easily found my way to a closet, drew forth a taper, a flint, tinder, and steel, and, in a moment as it were, gave myself the guidance and protection of light. what purpose did i meditate? should i explore my way to my chamber, and confront the being who had dared to intrude into this recess, and had laboured for concealment? by putting out the light did he seek to hide himself, or mean only to circumvent my incautious steps? yet was it not more probable that he desired my absence by thus encouraging the supposition that the house was unoccupied? i would see this man in spite of all impediments; ere i died, i would see his face, and summon him to penitence and retribution; no matter at what cost an interview was purchased. reputation and life might be wrested from me by another, but my rectitude and honor were in my own keeping, and were safe. i proceeded to the foot of the stairs. at such a crisis my thoughts may be supposed at no liberty to range; yet vague images rushed into my mind, of the mysterious interposition which had been experienced on the last night. my case, at present, was not dissimilar; and, if my angel were not weary of fruitless exertions to save, might not a new warning be expected? who could say whether his silence were ascribable to the absence of danger, or to his own absence? in this state of mind, no wonder that a shivering cold crept through my veins; that my pause was prolonged; and, that a fearful glance was thrown backward. alas! my heart droops, and my fingers are enervated; my ideas are vivid, but my language is faint: now know i what it is to entertain incommunicable sentiments. the chain of subsequent incidents is drawn through my mind, and being linked with those which forewent, by turns rouse up agonies and sink me into hopelessness. yet i will persist to the end. my narrative may be invaded by inaccuracy and confusion; but if i live no longer, i will, at least, live to complete it. what but ambiguities, abruptnesses, and dark transitions, can be expected from the historian who is, at the same time, the sufferer of these disasters? i have said that i cast a look behind. some object was expected to be seen, or why should i have gazed in that direction? two senses were at once assailed. the same piercing exclamation of hold! hold! was uttered within the same distance of my ear. this it was that i heard. the airy undulation, and the shock given to my nerves, were real. whether the spectacle which i beheld existed in my fancy or without, might be doubted. i had not closed the door of the apartment i had just left. the stair-case, at the foot of which i stood, was eight or ten feet from the door, and attached to the wall through which the door led. my view, therefore, was sidelong, and took in no part of the room. through this aperture was an head thrust and drawn back with so much swiftness, that the immediate conviction was, that thus much of a form, ordinarily invisible, had been unshrowded. the face was turned towards me. every muscle was tense; the forehead and brows were drawn into vehement expression; the lips were stretched as in the act of shrieking, and the eyes emitted sparks, which, no doubt, if i had been unattended by a light, would have illuminated like the coruscations of a meteor. the sound and the vision were present, and departed together at the same instant; but the cry was blown into my ear, while the face was many paces distant. this face was well suited to a being whose performances exceeded the standard of humanity, and yet its features were akin to those i had before seen. the image of carwin was blended in a thousand ways with the stream of my thoughts. this visage was, perhaps, pourtrayed by my fancy. if so, it will excite no surprize that some of his lineaments were now discovered. yet affinities were few and unconspicuous, and were lost amidst the blaze of opposite qualities. what conclusion could i form? be the face human or not, the intimation was imparted from above. experience had evinced the benignity of that being who gave it. once he had interposed to shield me from harm, and subsequent events demonstrated the usefulness of that interposition. now was i again warned to forbear. i was hurrying to the verge of the same gulf, and the same power was exerted to recall my steps. was it possible for me not to obey? was i capable of holding on in the same perilous career? yes. even of this i was capable! the intimation was imperfect: it gave no form to my danger, and prescribed no limits to my caution. i had formerly neglected it, and yet escaped. might i not trust to the same issue? this idea might possess, though imperceptibly, some influence. i persisted; but it was not merely on this account. i cannot delineate the motives that led me on. i now speak as if no remnant of doubt existed in my mind as to the supernal origin of these sounds; but this is owing to the imperfection of my language, for i only mean that the belief was more permanent, and visited more frequently my sober meditations than its opposite. the immediate effects served only to undermine the foundations of my judgment and precipitate my resolutions. i must either advance or return. i chose the former, and began to ascend the stairs. the silence underwent no second interruption. my chamber door was closed, but unlocked, and, aided by vehement efforts of my courage, i opened and looked in. no hideous or uncommon object was discernible. the danger, indeed, might easily have lurked out of sight, have sprung upon me as i entered, and have rent me with his iron talons; but i was blind to this fate, and advanced, though cautiously, into the room. still every thing wore its accustomed aspect. neither lamp nor candle was to be found. now, for the first time, suspicions were suggested as to the nature of the light which i had seen. was it possible to have been the companion of that supernatural visage; a meteorous refulgence producible at the will of him to whom that visage belonged, and partaking of the nature of that which accompanied my father's death? the closet was near, and i remembered the complicated horrors of which it had been productive. here, perhaps, was inclosed the source of my peril, and the gratification of my curiosity. should i adventure once more to explore its recesses? this was a resolution not easily formed. i was suspended in thought: when glancing my eye on a table, i perceived a written paper. carwin's hand was instantly recognized, and snatching up the paper, i read as follows:-- "there was folly in expecting your compliance with my invitation. judge how i was disappointed in finding another in your place. i have waited, but to wait any longer would be perilous. i shall still seek an interview, but it must be at a different time and place: meanwhile, i will write this--how will you bear--how inexplicable will be this transaction!--an event so unexpected--a sight so horrible!" such was this abrupt and unsatisfactory script. the ink was yet moist, the hand was that of carwin. hence it was to be inferred that he had this moment left the apartment, or was still in it. i looked back, on the sudden expectation of seeing him behind me. what other did he mean? what transaction had taken place adverse to my expectations? what sight was about to be exhibited? i looked around me once more, but saw nothing which indicated strangeness. again i remembered the closet, and was resolved to seek in that the solution of these mysteries. here, perhaps, was inclosed the scene destined to awaken my horrors and baffle my foresight. i have already said, that the entrance into this closet was beside my bed, which, on two sides, was closely shrowded by curtains. on that side nearest the closet, the curtain was raised. as i passed along i cast my eye thither. i started, and looked again. i bore a light in my hand, and brought it nearer my eyes, in order to dispel any illusive mists that might have hovered before them. once more i fixed my eyes upon the bed, in hope that this more stedfast scrutiny would annihilate the object which before seemed to be there. this then was the sight which carwin had predicted! this was the event which my understanding was to find inexplicable! this was the fate which had been reserved for me, but which, by some untoward chance, had befallen on another! i had not been terrified by empty menaces. violation and death awaited my entrance into this chamber. some inscrutable chance had led her hither before me, and the merciless fangs of which i was designed to be the prey, had mistaken their victim, and had fixed themselves in her heart. but where was my safety? was the mischief exhausted or flown? the steps of the assassin had just been here; they could not be far off; in a moment he would rush into my presence, and i should perish under the same polluting and suffocating grasp! my frame shook, and my knees were unable to support me. i gazed alternately at the closet door and at the door of my room. at one of these avenues would enter the exterminator of my honor and my life. i was prepared for defence; but now that danger was imminent, my means of defence, and my power to use them were gone. i was not qualified, by education and experience, to encounter perils like these: or, perhaps, i was powerless because i was again assaulted by surprize, and had not fortified my mind by foresight and previous reflection against a scene like this. fears for my own safety again yielded place to reflections on the scene before me. i fixed my eyes upon her countenance. my sister's well-known and beloved features could not be concealed by convulsion or lividness. what direful illusion led thee hither? bereft of thee, what hold on happiness remains to thy offspring and thy spouse? to lose thee by a common fate would have been sufficiently hard; but thus suddenly to perish--to become the prey of this ghastly death! how will a spectacle like this be endured by wieland? to die beneath his grasp would not satisfy thy enemy. this was mercy to the evils which he previously made thee suffer! after these evils death was a boon which thou besoughtest him to grant. he entertained no enmity against thee: i was the object of his treason; but by some tremendous mistake his fury was misplaced. but how comest thou hither? and where was wieland in thy hour of distress? i approached the corpse: i lifted the still flexible hand, and kissed the lips which were breathless. her flowing drapery was discomposed. i restored it to order, and seating myself on the bed, again fixed stedfast eyes upon her countenance. i cannot distinctly recollect the ruminations of that moment. i saw confusedly, but forcibly, that every hope was extinguished with the life of catharine. all happiness and dignity must henceforth be banished from the house and name of wieland: all that remained was to linger out in agonies a short existence; and leave to the world a monument of blasted hopes and changeable fortune. pleyel was already lost to me; yet, while catharine lived life was not a detestable possession: but now, severed from the companion of my infancy, the partaker of all my thoughts, my cares, and my wishes, i was like one set afloat upon a stormy sea, and hanging his safety upon a plank; night was closing upon him, and an unexpected surge had torn him from his hold and overwhelmed him forever. chapter xvii i had no inclination nor power to move from this spot. for more than an hour, my faculties and limbs seemed to be deprived of all activity. the door below creaked on its hinges, and steps ascended the stairs. my wandering and confused thoughts were instantly recalled by these sounds, and dropping the curtain of the bed, i moved to a part of the room where any one who entered should be visible; such are the vibrations of sentiment, that notwithstanding the seeming fulfilment of my fears, and increase of my danger, i was conscious, on this occasion, to no turbulence but that of curiosity. at length he entered the apartment, and i recognized my brother. it was the same wieland whom i had ever seen. yet his features were pervaded by a new expression. i supposed him unacquainted with the fate of his wife, and his appearance confirmed this persuasion. a brow expanding into exultation i had hitherto never seen in him, yet such a brow did he now wear. not only was he unapprized of the disaster that had happened, but some joyous occurrence had betided. what a reverse was preparing to annihilate his transitory bliss! no husband ever doated more fondly, for no wife ever claimed so boundless a devotion. i was not uncertain as to the effects to flow from the discovery of her fate. i confided not at all in the efforts of his reason or his piety. there were few evils which his modes of thinking would not disarm of their sting; but here, all opiates to grief, and all compellers of patience were vain. this spectacle would be unavoidably followed by the outrages of desperation, and a rushing to death. for the present, i neglected to ask myself what motive brought him hither. i was only fearful of the effects to flow from the sight of the dead. yet could it be long concealed from him? some time and speedily he would obtain this knowledge. no stratagems could considerably or usefully prolong his ignorance. all that could be sought was to take away the abruptness of the change, and shut out the confusion of despair, and the inroads of madness: but i knew my brother, and knew that all exertions to console him would be fruitless. what could i say? i was mute, and poured forth those tears on his account, which my own unhappiness had been unable to extort. in the midst of my tears, i was not unobservant of his motions. these were of a nature to rouse some other sentiment than grief or, at least, to mix with it a portion of astonishment. his countenance suddenly became troubled. his hands were clasped with a force that left the print of his nails in his flesh. his eyes were fixed on my feet. his brain seemed to swell beyond its continent. he did not cease to breathe, but his breath was stifled into groans. i had never witnessed the hurricane of human passions. my element had, till lately, been all sunshine and calm. i was unconversant with the altitudes and energies of sentiment, and was transfixed with inexplicable horror by the symptoms which i now beheld. after a silence and a conflict which i could not interpret, he lifted his eyes to heaven, and in broken accents exclaimed, "this is too much! any victim but this, and thy will be done. have i not sufficiently attested my faith and my obedience? she that is gone, they that have perished, were linked with my soul by ties which only thy command would have broken; but here is sanctity and excellence surpassing human. this workmanship is thine, and it cannot be thy will to heap it into ruins." here suddenly unclasping his hands, he struck one of them against his forehead, and continued--"wretch! who made thee quicksighted in the councils of thy maker? deliverance from mortal fetters is awarded to this being, and thou art the minister of this decree." so saying, wieland advanced towards me. his words and his motions were without meaning, except on one supposition. the death of catharine was already known to him, and that knowledge, as might have been suspected, had destroyed his reason. i had feared nothing less; but now that i beheld the extinction of a mind the most luminous and penetrating that ever dignified the human form, my sensations were fraught with new and insupportable anguish. i had not time to reflect in what way my own safety would be effected by this revolution, or what i had to dread from the wild conceptions of a madman. he advanced towards me. some hollow noises were wafted by the breeze. confused clamours were succeeded by many feet traversing the grass, and then crowding into the piazza. these sounds suspended my brother's purpose, and he stood to listen. the signals multiplied and grew louder; perceiving this, he turned from me, and hurried out of my sight. all about me was pregnant with motives to astonishment. my sister's corpse, wieland's frantic demeanour, and, at length, this crowd of visitants so little accorded with my foresight, that my mental progress was stopped. the impulse had ceased which was accustomed to give motion and order to my thoughts. footsteps thronged upon the stairs, and presently many faces shewed themselves within the door of my apartment. these looks were full of alarm and watchfulness. they pryed into corners as if in search of some fugitive; next their gaze was fixed upon me, and betokened all the vehemence of terror and pity. for a time i questioned whether these were not shapes and faces like that which i had seen at the bottom of the stairs, creatures of my fancy or airy existences. my eye wandered from one to another, till at length it fell on a countenance which i well knew. it was that of mr. hallet. this man was a distant kinsman of my mother, venerable for his age, his uprightness, and sagacity. he had long discharged the functions of a magistrate and good citizen. if any terrors remained, his presence was sufficient to dispel them. he approached, took my hand with a compassionate air, and said in a low voice, "where, my dear clara, are your brother and sister?" i made no answer, but pointed to the bed. his attendants drew aside the curtain, and while their eyes glared with horror at the spectacle which they beheld, those of mr. hallet overflowed with tears. after considerable pause, he once more turned to me. "my dear girl, this sight is not for you. can you confide in my care, and that of mrs. baynton's? we will see performed all that circumstances require." i made strenuous opposition to this request. i insisted on remaining near her till she were interred. his remonstrances, however, and my own feelings, shewed me the propriety of a temporary dereliction. louisa stood in need of a comforter, and my brother's children of a nurse. my unhappy brother was himself an object of solicitude and care. at length, i consented to relinquish the corpse, and go to my brother's, whose house, i said, would need mistress, and his children a parent. during this discourse, my venerable friend struggled with his tears, but my last intimation called them forth with fresh violence. meanwhile, his attendants stood round in mournful silence, gazing on me and at each other. i repeated my resolution, and rose to execute it; but he took my hand to detain me. his countenance betrayed irresolution and reluctance. i requested him to state the reason of his opposition to this measure. i entreated him to be explicit. i told him that my brother had just been there, and that i knew his condition. this misfortune had driven him to madness, and his offspring must not want a protector. if he chose, i would resign wieland to his care; but his innocent and helpless babes stood in instant need of nurse and mother, and these offices i would by no means allow another to perform while i had life. every word that i uttered seemed to augment his perplexity and distress. at last he said, "i think, clara, i have entitled myself to some regard from you. you have professed your willingness to oblige me. now i call upon you to confer upon me the highest obligation in your power. permit mrs. baynton to have the management of your brother's house for two or three days; then it shall be yours to act in it as you please. no matter what are my motives in making this request: perhaps i think your age, your sex, or the distress which this disaster must occasion, incapacitates you for the office. surely you have no doubt of mrs. baynton's tenderness or discretion." new ideas now rushed into my mind. i fixed my eyes stedfastly on mr. hallet. "are they well?" said i. "is louisa well? are benjamin, and william, and constantine, and little clara, are they safe? tell me truly, i beseech you!" "they are well," he replied; "they are perfectly safe." "fear no effeminate weakness in me: i can bear to hear the truth. tell me truly, are they well?" he again assured me that they were well. "what then," resumed i, "do you fear? is it possible for any calamity to disqualify me for performing my duty to these helpless innocents? i am willing to divide the care of them with mrs. baynton; i shall be grateful for her sympathy and aid; but what should i be to desert them at an hour like this!" i will cut short this distressful dialogue. i still persisted in my purpose, and he still persisted in his opposition. this excited my suspicions anew; but these were removed by solemn declarations of their safety. i could not explain this conduct in my friend; but at length consented to go to the city, provided i should see them for a few minutes at present, and should return on the morrow. even this arrangement was objected to. at length he told me they were removed to the city. why were they removed, i asked, and whither? my importunities would not now be eluded. my suspicions were roused, and no evasion or artifice was sufficient to allay them. many of the audience began to give vent to their emotions in tears. mr. hallet himself seemed as if the conflict were too hard to be longer sustained. something whispered to my heart that havoc had been wider than i now witnessed. i suspected this concealment to arise from apprehensions of the effects which a knowledge of the truth would produce in me. i once more entreated him to inform me truly of their state. to enforce my entreaties, i put on an air of insensibility. "i can guess," said i, "what has happened--they are indeed beyond the reach of injury, for they are dead! is it not so?" my voice faltered in spite of my courageous efforts. "yes," said he, "they are dead! dead by the same fate, and by the same hand, with their mother!" "dead!" replied i; "what, all?" "all!" replied he: "he spared not one!" allow me, my friends, to close my eyes upon the after-scene. why should i protract a tale which i already begin to feel is too long? over this scene at least let me pass lightly. here, indeed, my narrative would be imperfect. all was tempestuous commotion in my heart and in my brain. i have no memory for ought but unconscious transitions and rueful sights. i was ingenious and indefatigable in the invention of torments. i would not dispense with any spectacle adapted to exasperate my grief. each pale and mangled form i crushed to my bosom. louisa, whom i loved with so ineffable a passion, was denied to me at first, but my obstinacy conquered their reluctance. they led the way into a darkened hall. a lamp pendant from the ceiling was uncovered, and they pointed to a table. the assassin had defrauded me of my last and miserable consolation. i sought not in her visage, for the tinge of the morning, and the lustre of heaven. these had vanished with life; but i hoped for liberty to print a last kiss upon her lips. this was denied me; for such had been the merciless blow that destroyed her, that not a lineament remained! i was carried hence to the city. mrs. hallet was my companion and my nurse. why should i dwell upon the rage of fever, and the effusions of delirium? carwin was the phantom that pursued my dreams, the giant oppressor under whose arm i was for ever on the point of being crushed. strenuous muscles were required to hinder my flight, and hearts of steel to withstand the eloquence of my fears. in vain i called upon them to look upward, to mark his sparkling rage and scowling contempt. all i sought was to fly from the stroke that was lifted. then i heaped upon my guards the most vehement reproaches, or betook myself to wailings on the haplessness of my condition. this malady, at length, declined, and my weeping friends began to look for my restoration. slowly, and with intermitted beams, memory revisited me. the scenes that i had witnessed were revived, became the theme of deliberation and deduction, and called forth the effusions of more rational sorrow. chapter xviii i had imperfectly recovered my strength, when i was informed of the arrival of my mother's brother, thomas cambridge. ten years since, he went to europe, and was a surgeon in the british forces in germany, during the whole of the late war. after its conclusion, some connection that he had formed with an irish officer, made him retire into ireland. intercourse had been punctually maintained by letters with his sister's children, and hopes were given that he would shortly return to his native country, and pass his old age in our society. he was now in an evil hour arrived. i desired an interview with him for numerous and urgent reasons. with the first returns of my understanding i had anxiously sought information of the fate of my brother. during the course of my disease i had never seen him; and vague and unsatisfactory answers were returned to all my inquires. i had vehemently interrogated mrs. hallet and her husband, and solicited an interview with this unfortunate man; but they mysteriously insinuated that his reason was still unsettled, and that his circumstances rendered an interview impossible. their reserve on the particulars of this destruction, and the author of it, was equally invincible. for some time, finding all my efforts fruitless, i had desisted from direct inquiries and solicitations, determined, as soon as my strength was sufficiently renewed, to pursue other means of dispelling my uncertainty. in this state of things my uncle's arrival and intention to visit me were announced. i almost shuddered to behold the face of this man. when i reflected on the disasters that had befallen us, i was half unwilling to witness that dejection and grief which would be disclosed in his countenance. but i believed that all transactions had been thoroughly disclosed to him, and confided in my importunity to extort from him the knowledge that i sought. i had no doubt as to the person of our enemy; but the motives that urged him to perpetrate these horrors, the means that he used, and his present condition, were totally unknown. it was reasonable to expect some information on this head, from my uncle. i therefore waited his coming with impatience. at length, in the dusk of the evening, and in my solitary chamber, this meeting took place. this man was our nearest relation, and had ever treated us with the affection of a parent. our meeting, therefore, could not be without overflowing tenderness and gloomy joy. he rather encouraged than restrained the tears that i poured out in his arms, and took upon himself the task of comforter. allusions to recent disasters could not be long omitted. one topic facilitated the admission of another. at length, i mentioned and deplored the ignorance in which i had been kept respecting my brother's destiny, and the circumstances of our misfortunes. i entreated him to tell me what was wieland's condition, and what progress had been made in detecting or punishing the author of this unheard-of devastation. "the author!" said he; "do you know the author?" "alas!" i answered, "i am too well acquainted with him. the story of the grounds of my suspicions would be painful and too long. i am not apprized of the extent of your present knowledge. there are none but wieland, pleyel, and myself, who are able to relate certain facts." "spare yourself the pain," said he. "all that wieland and pleyel can communicate, i know already. if any thing of moment has fallen within your own exclusive knowledge, and the relation be not too arduous for your present strength, i confess i am desirous of hearing it. perhaps you allude to one by the name of carwin. i will anticipate your curiosity by saying, that since these disasters, no one has seen or heard of him. his agency is, therefore, a mystery still unsolved." i readily complied with his request, and related as distinctly as i could, though in general terms, the events transacted in the summer-house and my chamber. he listened without apparent surprize to the tale of pleyel's errors and suspicions, and with augmented seriousness, to my narrative of the warnings and inexplicable vision, and the letter found upon the table. i waited for his comments. "you gather from this," said he, "that carwin is the author of all this misery." "is it not," answered i, "an unavoidable inference? but what know you respecting it? was it possible to execute this mischief without witness or coadjutor? i beseech you to relate to me, when and why mr. hallet was summoned to the scene, and by whom this disaster was first suspected or discovered. surely, suspicion must have fallen upon some one, and pursuit was made." my uncle rose from his seat, and traversed the floor with hasty steps. his eyes were fixed upon the ground, and he seemed buried in perplexity. at length he paused, and said with an emphatic tone, "it is true; the instrument is known. carwin may have plotted, but the execution was another's. that other is found, and his deed is ascertained." "good heaven!" i exclaimed, "what say you? was not carwin the assassin? could any hand but his have carried into act this dreadful purpose?" "have i not said," returned he, "that the performance was another's? carwin, perhaps, or heaven, or insanity, prompted the murderer; but carwin is unknown. the actual performer has, long since, been called to judgment and convicted, and is, at this moment, at the bottom of a dungeon loaded with chains." i lifted my hands and eyes. "who then is this assassin? by what means, and whither was he traced? what is the testimony of his guilt?" "his own, corroborated with that of a servant-maid who spied the murder of the children from a closet where she was concealed. the magistrate returned from your dwelling to your brother's. he was employed in hearing and recording the testimony of the only witness, when the criminal himself, unexpected, unsolicited, unsought, entered the hall, acknowledged his guilt, and rendered himself up to justice. "he has since been summoned to the bar. the audience was composed of thousands whom rumours of this wonderful event had attracted from the greatest distance. a long and impartial examination was made, and the prisoner was called upon for his defence. in compliance with this call he delivered an ample relation of his motives and actions." there he stopped. i besought him to say who this criminal was, and what the instigations that compelled him. my uncle was silent. i urged this inquiry with new force. i reverted to my own knowledge, and sought in this some basis to conjecture. i ran over the scanty catalogue of the men whom i knew; i lighted on no one who was qualified for ministering to malice like this. again i resorted to importunity. had i ever seen the criminal? was it sheer cruelty, or diabolical revenge that produced this overthrow? he surveyed me, for a considerable time, and listened to my interrogations in silence. at length he spoke: "clara, i have known thee by report, and in some degree by observation. thou art a being of no vulgar sort. thy friends have hitherto treated thee as a child. they meant well, but, perhaps, they were unacquainted with thy strength. i assure myself that nothing will surpass thy fortitude. "thou art anxious to know the destroyer of thy family, his actions, and his motives. shall i call him to thy presence, and permit him to confess before thee? shall i make him the narrator of his own tale?" i started on my feet, and looked round me with fearful glances, as if the murderer was close at hand. "what do you mean?" said i; "put an end, i beseech you, to this suspence." "be not alarmed; you will never more behold the face of this criminal, unless he be gifted with supernatural strength, and sever like threads the constraint of links and bolts. i have said that the assassin was arraigned at the bar, and that the trial ended with a summons from the judge to confess or to vindicate his actions. a reply was immediately made with significance of gesture, and a tranquil majesty, which denoted less of humanity than godhead. judges, advocates and auditors were panic-struck and breathless with attention. one of the hearers faithfully recorded the speech. there it is," continued he, putting a roll of papers in my hand, "you may read it at your leisure." with these words my uncle left me alone. my curiosity refused me a moment's delay. i opened the papers, and read as follows. chapter xix "theodore wieland, the prisoner at the bar, was now called upon for his defence. he looked around him for some time in silence, and with a mild countenance. at length he spoke: "it is strange; i am known to my judges and my auditors. who is there present a stranger to the character of wieland? who knows him not as an husband--as a father--as a friend? yet here am i arraigned as criminal. i am charged with diabolical malice; i am accused of the murder of my wife and my children! "it is true, they were slain by me; they all perished by my hand. the task of vindication is ignoble. what is it that i am called to vindicate? and before whom? "you know that they are dead, and that they were killed by me. what more would you have? would you extort from me a statement of my motives? have you failed to discover them already? you charge me with malice; but your eyes are not shut; your reason is still vigorous; your memory has not forsaken you. you know whom it is that you thus charge. the habits of his life are known to you; his treatment of his wife and his offspring is known to you; the soundness of his integrity, and the unchangeableness of his principles, are familiar to your apprehension; yet you persist in this charge! you lead me hither manacled as a felon; you deem me worthy of a vile and tormenting death! "who are they whom i have devoted to death? my wife--the little ones, that drew their being from me--that creature who, as she surpassed them in excellence, claimed a larger affection than those whom natural affinities bound to my heart. think ye that malice could have urged me to this deed? hide your audacious fronts from the scrutiny of heaven. take refuge in some cavern unvisited by human eyes. ye may deplore your wickedness or folly, but ye cannot expiate it. "think not that i speak for your sakes. hug to your hearts this detestable infatuation. deem me still a murderer, and drag me to untimely death. i make not an effort to dispel your illusion: i utter not a word to cure you of your sanguinary folly: but there are probably some in this assembly who have come from far: for their sakes, whose distance has disabled them from knowing me, i will tell what i have done, and why. "it is needless to say that god is the object of my supreme passion. i have cherished, in his presence, a single and upright heart. i have thirsted for the knowledge of his will. i have burnt with ardour to approve my faith and my obedience. "my days have been spent in searching for the revelation of that will; but my days have been mournful, because my search failed. i solicited direction: i turned on every side where glimmerings of light could be discovered. i have not been wholly uninformed; but my knowledge has always stopped short of certainty. dissatisfaction has insinuated itself into all my thoughts. my purposes have been pure; my wishes indefatigable; but not till lately were these purposes thoroughly accomplished, and these wishes fully gratified. "i thank thee, my father, for thy bounty; that thou didst not ask a less sacrifice than this; that thou placedst me in a condition to testify my submission to thy will! what have i withheld which it was thy pleasure to exact? now may i, with dauntless and erect eye, claim my reward, since i have given thee the treasure of my soul. "i was at my own house: it was late in the evening: my sister had gone to the city, but proposed to return. it was in expectation of her return that my wife and i delayed going to bed beyond the usual hour; the rest of the family, however, were retired. "my mind was contemplative and calm; not wholly devoid of apprehension on account of my sister's safety. recent events, not easily explained, had suggested the existence of some danger; but this danger was without a distinct form in our imagination, and scarcely ruffled our tranquillity. "time passed, and my sister did not arrive; her house is at some distance from mine, and though her arrangements had been made with a view to residing with us, it was possible that, through forgetfulness, or the occurrence of unforeseen emergencies, she had returned to her own dwelling. "hence it was conceived proper that i should ascertain the truth by going thither. i went. on my way my mind was full of these ideas which related to my intellectual condition. in the torrent of fervid conceptions, i lost sight of my purpose. some times i stood still; some times i wandered from my path, and experienced some difficulty, on recovering from my fit of musing, to regain it. "the series of my thoughts is easily traced. at first every vein beat with raptures known only to the man whose parental and conjugal love is without limits, and the cup of whose desires, immense as it is, overflows with gratification. i know not why emotions that were perpetual visitants should now have recurred with unusual energy. the transition was not new from sensations of joy to a consciousness of gratitude. the author of my being was likewise the dispenser of every gift with which that being was embellished. the service to which a benefactor like this was entitled, could not be circumscribed. my social sentiments were indebted to their alliance with devotion for all their value. all passions are base, all joys feeble, all energies malignant, which are not drawn from this source. "for a time, my contemplations soared above earth and its inhabitants. i stretched forth my hands; i lifted my eyes, and exclaimed, o! that i might be admitted to thy presence; that mine were the supreme delight of knowing thy will, and of performing it! the blissful privilege of direct communication with thee, and of listening to the audible enunciation of thy pleasure! "what task would i not undertake, what privation would i not cheerfully endure, to testify my love of thee? alas! thou hidest thyself from my view: glimpses only of thy excellence and beauty are afforded me. would that a momentary emanation from thy glory would visit me! that some unambiguous token of thy presence would salute my senses! "in this mood, i entered the house of my sister. it was vacant. scarcely had i regained recollection of the purpose that brought me hither. thoughts of a different tendency had such absolute possession of my mind, that the relations of time and space were almost obliterated from my understanding. these wanderings, however, were restrained, and i ascended to her chamber. "i had no light, and might have known by external observation, that the house was without any inhabitant. with this, however, i was not satisfied. i entered the room, and the object of my search not appearing, i prepared to return. "the darkness required some caution in descending the stair. i stretched my hand to seize the balustrade by which i might regulate my steps. how shall i describe the lustre, which, at that moment, burst upon my vision! "i was dazzled. my organs were bereaved of their activity. my eye-lids were half-closed, and my hands withdrawn from the balustrade. a nameless fear chilled my veins, and i stood motionless. this irradiation did not retire or lessen. it seemed as if some powerful effulgence covered me like a mantle. "i opened my eyes and found all about me luminous and glowing. it was the element of heaven that flowed around. nothing but a fiery stream was at first visible; but, anon, a shrill voice from behind called upon me to attend. "i turned: it is forbidden to describe what i saw: words, indeed, would be wanting to the task. the lineaments of that being, whose veil was now lifted, and whose visage beamed upon my sight, no hues of pencil or of language can pourtray. "as it spoke, the accents thrilled to my heart. "thy prayers are heard. in proof of thy faith, render me thy wife. this is the victim i chuse. call her hither, and here let her fall."--the sound, and visage, and light vanished at once. "what demand was this? the blood of catharine was to be shed! my wife was to perish by my hand! i sought opportunity to attest my virtue. little did i expect that a proof like this would have been demanded. "my wife! i exclaimed: o god! substitute some other victim. make me not the butcher of my wife. my own blood is cheap. this will i pour out before thee with a willing heart; but spare, i beseech thee, this precious life, or commission some other than her husband to perform the bloody deed. "in vain. the conditions were prescribed; the decree had gone forth, and nothing remained but to execute it. i rushed out of the house and across the intermediate fields, and stopped not till i entered my own parlour. "my wife had remained here during my absence, in anxious expectation of my return with some tidings of her sister. i had none to communicate. for a time, i was breathless with my speed: this, and the tremors that shook my frame, and the wildness of my looks, alarmed her. she immediately suspected some disaster to have happened to her friend, and her own speech was as much overpowered by emotion as mine. "she was silent, but her looks manifested her impatience to hear what i had to communicate. i spoke, but with so much precipitation as scarcely to be understood; catching her, at the same time, by the arm, and forcibly pulling her from her seat. "come along with me: fly: waste not a moment: time will be lost, and the deed will be omitted. tarry not; question not; but fly with me! "this deportment added afresh to her alarms. her eyes pursued mine, and she said, "what is the matter? for god's sake what is the matter? where would you have me go?" "my eyes were fixed upon her countenance while she spoke. i thought upon her virtues; i viewed her as the mother of my babes: as my wife: i recalled the purpose for which i thus urged her attendance. my heart faltered, and i saw that i must rouse to this work all my faculties. the danger of the least delay was imminent. "i looked away from her, and again exerting my force, drew her towards the door--'you must go with me--indeed you must.' "in her fright she half-resisted my efforts, and again exclaimed, 'good heaven! what is it you mean? where go? what has happened? have you found clara?" "follow me, and you will see," i answered, still urging her reluctant steps forward. "what phrenzy has seized you? something must needs have happened. is she sick? have you found her?" "come and see. follow me, and know for yourself." "still she expostulated and besought me to explain this mysterious behaviour. i could not trust myself to answer her; to look at her; but grasping her arm, i drew her after me. she hesitated, rather through confusion of mind than from unwillingness to accompany me. this confusion gradually abated, and she moved forward, but with irresolute footsteps, and continual exclamations of wonder and terror. her interrogations of "what was the matter?" and "whither was i going?" were ceaseless and vehement. "it was the scope of my efforts not to think; to keep up a conflict and uproar in my mind in which all order and distinctness should be lost; to escape from the sensations produced by her voice. i was, therefore, silent. i strove to abridge this interval by my haste, and to waste all my attention in furious gesticulations. "in this state of mind we reached my sister's door. she looked at the windows and saw that all was desolate--"why come we here? there is no body here. i will not go in." "still i was dumb; but opening the door, i drew her into the entry. this was the allotted scene: here she was to fall. i let go her hand, and pressing my palms against my forehead, made one mighty effort to work up my soul to the deed. "in vain; it would not be; my courage was appalled; my arms nerveless: i muttered prayers that my strength might be aided from above. they availed nothing. "horror diffused itself over me. this conviction of my cowardice, my rebellion, fastened upon me, and i stood rigid and cold as marble. from this state i was somewhat relieved by my wife's voice, who renewed her supplications to be told why we came hither, and what was the fate of my sister. "what could i answer? my words were broken and inarticulate. her fears naturally acquired force from the observation of these symptoms; but these fears were misplaced. the only inference she deduced from my conduct was, that some terrible mishap had befallen clara. "she wrung her hands, and exclaimed in an agony, "o tell me, where is she? what has become of her? is she sick? dead? is she in her chamber? o let me go thither and know the worst!" "this proposal set my thoughts once more in motion. perhaps what my rebellious heart refused to perform here, i might obtain strength enough to execute elsewhere. "come then," said i, "let us go." "i will, but not in the dark. we must first procure a light." "fly then and procure it; but i charge you, linger not. i will await for your return. "while she was gone, i strode along the entry. the fellness of a gloomy hurricane but faintly resembled the discord that reigned in my mind. to omit this sacrifice must not be; yet my sinews had refused to perform it. no alternative was offered. to rebel against the mandate was impossible; but obedience would render me the executioner of my wife. my will was strong, but my limbs refused their office. "she returned with a light; i led the way to the chamber; she looked round her; she lifted the curtain of the bed; she saw nothing. "at length, she fixed inquiring eyes upon me. the light now enabled her to discover in my visage what darkness had hitherto concealed. her cares were now transferred from my sister to myself, and she said in a tremulous voice, "wieland! you are not well: what ails you? can i do nothing for you?" "that accents and looks so winning should disarm me of my resolution, was to be expected. my thoughts were thrown anew into anarchy. i spread my hand before my eyes that i might not see her, and answered only by groans. she took my other hand between her's, and pressing it to her heart, spoke with that voice which had ever swayed my will, and wafted away sorrow. "my friend! my soul's friend! tell me thy cause of grief. do i not merit to partake with thee in thy cares? am i not thy wife?" "this was too much. i broke from her embrace, and retired to a corner of the room. in this pause, courage was once more infused into me. i resolved to execute my duty. she followed me, and renewed her passionate entreaties to know the cause of my distress. "i raised my head and regarded her with stedfast looks. i muttered something about death, and the injunctions of my duty. at these words she shrunk back, and looked at me with a new expression of anguish. after a pause, she clasped her hands, and exclaimed-- "o wieland! wieland! god grant that i am mistaken; but surely something is wrong. i see it: it is too plain: thou art undone--lost to me and to thyself." at the same time she gazed on my features with intensest anxiety, in hope that different symptoms would take place. i replied to her with vehemence-- "undone! no; my duty is known, and i thank my god that my cowardice is now vanquished, and i have power to fulfil it. catharine! i pity the weakness of thy nature: i pity thee, but must not spare. thy life is claimed from my hands: thou must die!" "fear was now added to her grief. 'what mean you? why talk you of death? bethink yourself, wieland: bethink yourself, and this fit will pass. o why came i hither! why did you drag me hither?' "i brought thee hither to fulfil a divine command. i am appointed thy destroyer, and destroy thee i must." saying this i seized her wrists. she shrieked aloud, and endeavoured to free herself from my grasp; but her efforts were vain. "surely, surely wieland, thou dost not mean it. am i not thy wife? and wouldst thou kill me? thou wilt not; and yet--i see--thou art wieland no longer! a fury resistless and horrible possesses thee--spare me--spare--help--help--" "till her breath was stopped she shrieked for help--for mercy. when she could speak no longer, her gestures, her looks appealed to my compassion. my accursed hand was irresolute and tremulous. i meant thy death to be sudden, thy struggles to be brief. alas! my heart was infirm; my resolves mutable. thrice i slackened my grasp, and life kept its hold, though in the midst of pangs. her eye-balls started from their sockets. grimness and distortion took place of all that used to bewitch me into transport, and subdue me into reverence. "i was commissioned to kill thee, but not to torment thee with the foresight of thy death; not to multiply thy fears, and prolong thy agonies. haggard, and pale, and lifeless, at length thou ceasedst to contend with thy destiny. "this was a moment of triumph. thus had i successfully subdued the stubbornness of human passions: the victim which had been demanded was given: the deed was done past recal. "i lifted the corpse in my arms and laid it on the bed. i gazed upon it with delight. such was the elation of my thoughts, that i even broke into laughter. i clapped my hands and exclaimed, 'it is done! my sacred duty is fulfilled! to that i have sacrificed, o my god! thy last and best gift, my wife!' "for a while i thus soared above frailty. i imagined i had set myself forever beyond the reach of selfishness; but my imaginations were false. this rapture quickly subsided. i looked again at my wife. my joyous ebullitions vanished, and i asked myself who it was whom i saw? methought it could not be catharine. it could not be the woman who had lodged for years in my heart; who had slept, nightly, in my bosom; who had borne in her womb, who had fostered at her breast, the beings who called me father; whom i had watched with delight, and cherished with a fondness ever new and perpetually growing: it could not be the same. "where was her bloom! these deadly and blood-suffused orbs but ill resemble the azure and exstatic tenderness of her eyes. the lucid stream that meandered over that bosom, the glow of love that was wont to sit upon that cheek, are much unlike these livid stains and this hideous deformity. alas! these were the traces of agony; the gripe of the assassin had been here! "i will not dwell upon my lapse into desperate and outrageous sorrow. the breath of heaven that sustained me was withdrawn and i sunk into mere man. i leaped from the floor: i dashed my head against the wall: i uttered screams of horror: i panted after torment and pain. eternal fire, and the bickerings of hell, compared with what i felt, were music and a bed of roses. "i thank my god that this degeneracy was transient, that he deigned once more to raise me aloft. i thought upon what i had done as a sacrifice to duty, and was calm. my wife was dead; but i reflected, that though this source of human consolation was closed, yet others were still open. if the transports of an husband were no more, the feelings of a father had still scope for exercise. when remembrance of their mother should excite too keen a pang, i would look upon them, and be comforted. "while i revolved these ideas, new warmth flowed in upon my heart--i was wrong. these feelings were the growth of selfishness. of this i was not aware, and to dispel the mist that obscured my perceptions, a new effulgence and a new mandate were necessary. "from these thoughts i was recalled by a ray that was shot into the room. a voice spake like that which i had before heard--'thou hast done well; but all is not done--the sacrifice is incomplete--thy children must be offered--they must perish with their mother!--'" chapter xx will you wonder that i read no farther? will you not rather be astonished that i read thus far? what power supported me through such a task i know not. perhaps the doubt from which i could not disengage my mind, that the scene here depicted was a dream, contributed to my perseverance. in vain the solemn introduction of my uncle, his appeals to my fortitude, and allusions to something monstrous in the events he was about to disclose; in vain the distressful perplexity, the mysterious silence and ambiguous answers of my attendants, especially when the condition of my brother was the theme of my inquiries, were remembered. i recalled the interview with wieland in my chamber, his preternatural tranquillity succeeded by bursts of passion and menacing actions. all these coincided with the tenor of this paper. catharine and her children, and louisa were dead. the act that destroyed them was, in the highest degree, inhuman. it was worthy of savages trained to murder, and exulting in agonies. who was the performer of the deed? wieland! my brother! the husband and the father! that man of gentle virtues and invincible benignity! placable and mild--an idolator of peace! surely, said i, it is a dream. for many days have i been vexed with frenzy. its dominion is still felt; but new forms are called up to diversify and augment my torments. the paper dropped from my hand, and my eyes followed it. i shrunk back, as if to avoid some petrifying influence that approached me. my tongue was mute; all the functions of nature were at a stand, and i sunk upon the floor lifeless. the noise of my fall, as i afterwards heard, alarmed my uncle, who was in a lower apartment, and whose apprehensions had detained him. he hastened to my chamber, and administered the assistance which my condition required. when i opened my eyes i beheld him before me. his skill as a reasoner as well as a physician, was exerted to obviate the injurious effects of this disclosure; but he had wrongly estimated the strength of my body or of my mind. this new shock brought me once more to the brink of the grave, and my malady was much more difficult to subdue than at first. i will not dwell upon the long train of dreary sensations, and the hideous confusion of my understanding. time slowly restored its customary firmness to my frame, and order to my thoughts. the images impressed upon my mind by this fatal paper were somewhat effaced by my malady. they were obscure and disjointed like the parts of a dream. i was desirous of freeing my imagination from this chaos. for this end i questioned my uncle, who was my constant companion. he was intimidated by the issue of his first experiment, and took pains to elude or discourage my inquiry. my impetuosity some times compelled him to have resort to misrepresentations and untruths. time effected that end, perhaps, in a more beneficial manner. in the course of my meditations the recollections of the past gradually became more distinct. i revolved them, however, in silence, and being no longer accompanied with surprize, they did not exercise a death-dealing power. i had discontinued the perusal of the paper in the midst of the narrative; but what i read, combined with information elsewhere obtained, threw, perhaps, a sufficient light upon these detestable transactions; yet my curiosity was not inactive. i desired to peruse the remainder. my eagerness to know the particulars of this tale was mingled and abated by my antipathy to the scene which would be disclosed. hence i employed no means to effect my purpose. i desired knowledge, and, at the same time, shrunk back from receiving the boon. one morning, being left alone, i rose from my bed, and went to a drawer where my finer clothing used to be kept. i opened it, and this fatal paper saluted my sight. i snatched it involuntarily, and withdrew to a chair. i debated, for a few minutes, whether i should open and read. now that my fortitude was put to trial, it failed. i felt myself incapable of deliberately surveying a scene of so much horror. i was prompted to return it to its place, but this resolution gave way, and i determined to peruse some part of it. i turned over the leaves till i came near the conclusion. the narrative of the criminal was finished. the verdict of guilty reluctantly pronounced by the jury, and the accused interrogated why sentence of death should not pass. the answer was brief, solemn, and emphatical. "no. i have nothing to say. my tale has been told. my motives have been truly stated. if my judges are unable to discern the purity of my intentions, or to credit the statement of them, which i have just made; if they see not that my deed was enjoined by heaven; that obedience was the test of perfect virtue, and the extinction of selfishness and error, they must pronounce me a murderer. "they refuse to credit my tale; they impute my acts to the influence of daemons; they account me an example of the highest wickedness of which human nature is capable; they doom me to death and infamy. have i power to escape this evil? if i have, be sure i will exert it. i will not accept evil at their hand, when i am entitled to good; i will suffer only when i cannot elude suffering. "you say that i am guilty. impious and rash! thus to usurp the prerogatives of your maker! to set up your bounded views and halting reason, as the measure of truth! "thou, omnipotent and holy! thou knowest that my actions were conformable to thy will. i know not what is crime; what actions are evil in their ultimate and comprehensive tendency or what are good. thy knowledge, as thy power, is unlimited. i have taken thee for my guide, and cannot err. to the arms of thy protection, i entrust my safety. in the awards of thy justice, i confide for my recompense. "come death when it will, i am safe. let calumny and abhorrence pursue me among men; i shall not be defrauded of my dues. the peace of virtue, and the glory of obedience, will be my portion hereafter." here ended the speaker. i withdrew my eyes from the page; but before i had time to reflect on what i had read, mr. cambridge entered the room. he quickly perceived how i had been employed, and betrayed some solicitude respecting the condition of my mind. his fears, however, were superfluous. what i had read, threw me into a state not easily described. anguish and fury, however, had no part in it. my faculties were chained up in wonder and awe. just then, i was unable to speak. i looked at my friend with an air of inquisitiveness, and pointed at the roll. he comprehended my inquiry, and answered me with looks of gloomy acquiescence. after some time, my thoughts found their way to my lips. such then were the acts of my brother. such were his words. for this he was condemned to die: to die upon the gallows! a fate, cruel and unmerited! and is it so? continued i, struggling for utterance, which this new idea made difficult; is he--dead! "no. he is alive. there could be no doubt as to the cause of these excesses. they originated in sudden madness; but that madness continues. and he is condemned to perpetual imprisonment." "madness, say you? are you sure? were not these sights, and these sounds, really seen and heard?" my uncle was surprized at my question. he looked at me with apparent inquietude. "can you doubt," said he, "that these were illusions? does heaven, think you, interfere for such ends?" "o no; i think it not. heaven cannot stimulate to such unheard-of outrage. the agent was not good, but evil." "nay, my dear girl," said my friend, "lay aside these fancies. neither angel nor devil had any part in this affair." "you misunderstand me," i answered; "i believe the agency to be external and real, but not supernatural." "indeed!" said he, in an accent of surprize. "whom do you then suppose to be the agent?" "i know not. all is wildering conjecture. i cannot forget carwin. i cannot banish the suspicion that he was the setter of these snares. but how can we suppose it to be madness? did insanity ever before assume this form?" "frequently. the illusion, in this case, was more dreadful in its consequences, than any that has come to my knowledge; but, i repeat that similar illusions are not rare. did you never hear of an instance which occurred in your mother's family?" "no. i beseech you relate it. my grandfather's death i have understood to have been extraordinary, but i know not in what respect. a brother, to whom he was much attached, died in his youth, and this, as i have heard, influenced, in some remarkable way, the fate of my grandfather; but i am unacquainted with particulars." "on the death of that brother," resumed my friend, "my father was seized with dejection, which was found to flow from two sources. he not only grieved for the loss of a friend, but entertained the belief that his own death would be inevitably consequent on that of his brother. he waited from day to day in expectation of the stroke which he predicted was speedily to fall upon him. gradually, however, he recovered his cheerfulness and confidence. he married, and performed his part in the world with spirit and activity. at the end of twenty-one years it happened that he spent the summer with his family at an house which he possessed on the sea coast in cornwall. it was at no great distance from a cliff which overhung the ocean, and rose into the air to a great height. the summit was level and secure, and easily ascended on the land side. the company frequently repaired hither in clear weather, invited by its pure airs and extensive prospects. one evening in june my father, with his wife and some friends, chanced to be on this spot. every one was happy, and my father's imagination seemed particularly alive to the grandeur of the scenery. "suddenly, however, his limbs trembled and his features betrayed alarm. he threw himself into the attitude of one listening. he gazed earnestly in a direction in which nothing was visible to his friends. this lasted for a minute; then turning to his companions, he told them that his brother had just delivered to him a summons, which must be instantly obeyed. he then took an hasty and solemn leave of each person, and, before their surprize would allow them to understand the scene, he rushed to the edge of the cliff, threw himself headlong, and was seen no more. "in the course of my practice in the german army, many cases, equally remarkable, have occurred. unquestionably the illusions were maniacal, though the vulgar thought otherwise. they are all reducible to one class, [*] and are not more difficult of explication and cure than most affections of our frame." this opinion my uncle endeavoured, by various means, to impress upon me. i listened to his reasonings and illustrations with silent respect. my astonishment was great on finding proofs of an influence of which i had supposed there were no examples; but i was far from accounting for appearances in my uncle's manner. ideas thronged into my mind which i was unable to disjoin or to regulate. i reflected that this madness, if madness it were, had affected pleyel and myself as well as wieland. pleyel had heard a mysterious voice. i had seen and heard. a form had showed itself to me as well as to wieland. the disclosure had been made in the same spot. the appearance was equally complete and equally prodigious in both instances. whatever supposition i should adopt, had i not equal reason to tremble? what was my security against influences equally terrific and equally irresistable? it would be vain to attempt to describe the state of mind which this idea produced. i wondered at the change which a moment had affected in my brother's condition. now was i stupified with tenfold wonder in contemplating myself. was i not likewise transformed from rational and human into a creature of nameless and fearful attributes? was i not transported to the brink of the same abyss? ere a new day should come, my hands might be embrued in blood, and my remaining life be consigned to a dungeon and chains. with moral sensibility like mine, no wonder that this new dread was more insupportable than the anguish i had lately endured. grief carries its own antidote along with it. when thought becomes merely a vehicle of pain, its progress must be stopped. death is a cure which nature or ourselves must administer: to this cure i now looked forward with gloomy satisfaction. my silence could not conceal from my uncle the state of my thoughts. he made unwearied efforts to divert my attention from views so pregnant with danger. his efforts, aided by time, were in some measure successful. confidence in the strength of my resolution, and in the healthful state of my faculties, was once more revived. i was able to devote my thoughts to my brother's state, and the causes of this disasterous proceeding. my opinions were the sport of eternal change. some times i conceived the apparition to be more than human. i had no grounds on which to build a disbelief. i could not deny faith to the evidence of my religion; the testimony of men was loud and unanimous: both these concurred to persuade me that evil spirits existed, and that their energy was frequently exerted in the system of the world. these ideas connected themselves with the image of carwin. where is the proof, said i, that daemons may not be subjected to the controul of men? this truth may be distorted and debased in the minds of the ignorant. the dogmas of the vulgar, with regard to this subject, are glaringly absurd; but though these may justly be neglected by the wise, we are scarcely justified in totally rejecting the possibility that men may obtain supernatural aid. the dreams of superstition are worthy of contempt. witchcraft, its instruments and miracles, the compact ratified by a bloody signature, the apparatus of sulpherous smells and thundering explosions, are monstrous and chimerical. these have no part in the scene over which the genius of carwin presides. that conscious beings, dissimilar from human, but moral and voluntary agents as we are, some where exist, can scarcely be denied. that their aid may be employed to benign or malignant purposes, cannot be disproved. darkness rests upon the designs of this man. the extent of his power is unknown; but is there not evidence that it has been now exerted? i recurred to my own experience. here carwin had actually appeared upon the stage; but this was in a human character. a voice and a form were discovered; but one was apparently exerted, and the other disclosed, not to befriend, but to counteract carwin's designs. there were tokens of hostility, and not of alliance, between them. carwin was the miscreant whose projects were resisted by a minister of heaven. how can this be reconciled to the stratagem which ruined my brother? there the agency was at once preternatural and malignant. the recollection of this fact led my thoughts into a new channel. the malignity of that influence which governed my brother had hitherto been no subject of doubt. his wife and children were destroyed; they had expired in agony and fear; yet was it indisputably certain that their murderer was criminal? he was acquitted at the tribunal of his own conscience; his behaviour at his trial and since, was faithfully reported to me; appearances were uniform; not for a moment did he lay aside the majesty of virtue; he repelled all invectives by appealing to the deity, and to the tenor of his past life; surely there was truth in this appeal: none but a command from heaven could have swayed his will; and nothing but unerring proof of divine approbation could sustain his mind in its present elevation. * mania mutabilis. see darwin's zoonomia, vol. ii. class iii. . . where similar cases are stated. chapter xxi such, for some time, was the course of my meditations. my weakness, and my aversion to be pointed at as an object of surprize or compassion, prevented me from going into public. i studiously avoided the visits of those who came to express their sympathy, or gratify their curiosity. my uncle was my principal companion. nothing more powerfully tended to console me than his conversation. with regard to pleyel, my feelings seemed to have undergone a total revolution. it often happens that one passion supplants another. late disasters had rent my heart, and now that the wound was in some degree closed, the love which i had cherished for this man seemed likewise to have vanished. hitherto, indeed, i had had no cause for despair. i was innocent of that offence which had estranged him from my presence. i might reasonably expect that my innocence would at some time be irresistably demonstrated, and his affection for me be revived with his esteem. now my aversion to be thought culpable by him continued, but was unattended with the same impatience. i desired the removal of his suspicions, not for the sake of regaining his love, but because i delighted in the veneration of so excellent a man, and because he himself would derive pleasure from conviction of my integrity. my uncle had early informed me that pleyel and he had seen each other, since the return of the latter from europe. amidst the topics of their conversation, i discovered that pleyel had carefully omitted the mention of those events which had drawn upon me so much abhorrence. i could not account for his silence on this subject. perhaps time or some new discovery had altered or shaken his opinion. perhaps he was unwilling, though i were guilty, to injure me in the opinion of my venerable kinsman. i understood that he had frequently visited me during my disease, had watched many successive nights by my bedside, and manifested the utmost anxiety on my account. the journey which he was preparing to take, at the termination of our last interview, the catastrophe of the ensuing night induced him to delay. the motives of this journey i had, till now, totally mistaken. they were explained to me by my uncle, whose tale excited my astonishment without awakening my regret. in a different state of mind, it would have added unspeakably to my distress, but now it was more a source of pleasure than pain. this, perhaps, is not the least extraordinary of the facts contained in this narrative. it will excite less wonder when i add, that my indifference was temporary, and that the lapse of a few days shewed me that my feelings were deadened for a time, rather than finally extinguished. theresa de stolberg was alive. she had conceived the resolution of seeking her lover in america. to conceal her flight, she had caused the report of her death to be propagated. she put herself under the conduct of bertrand, the faithful servant of pleyel. the pacquet which the latter received from the hands of his servant, contained the tidings of her safe arrival at boston, and to meet her there was the purpose of his journey. this discovery had set this man's character in a new light. i had mistaken the heroism of friendship for the phrenzy of love. he who had gained my affections, may be supposed to have previously entitled himself to my reverence; but the levity which had formerly characterized the behaviour of this man, tended to obscure the greatness of his sentiments. i did not fail to remark, that since this lady was still alive, the voice in the temple which asserted her death, must either have been intended to deceive, or have been itself deceived. the latter supposition was inconsistent with the notion of a spiritual, and the former with that of a benevolent being. when my disease abated, pleyel had forborne his visits, and had lately set out upon this journey. this amounted to a proof that my guilt was still believed by him. i was grieved for his errors, but trusted that my vindication would, sooner or later, be made. meanwhile, tumultuous thoughts were again set afloat by a proposal made to me by my uncle. he imagined that new airs would restore my languishing constitution, and a varied succession of objects tend to repair the shock which my mind had received. for this end, he proposed to me to take up my abode with him in france or italy. at a more prosperous period, this scheme would have pleased for its own sake. now my heart sickened at the prospect of nature. the world of man was shrowded in misery and blood, and constituted a loathsome spectacle. i willingly closed my eyes in sleep, and regretted that the respite it afforded me was so short. i marked with satisfaction the progress of decay in my frame, and consented to live, merely in the hope that the course of nature would speedily relieve me from the burthen. nevertheless, as he persisted in his scheme, i concurred in it merely because he was entitled to my gratitude, and because my refusal gave him pain. no sooner was he informed of my consent, than he told me i must make immediate preparation to embark, as the ship in which he had engaged a passage would be ready to depart in three days. this expedition was unexpected. there was an impatience in his manner when he urged the necessity of dispatch that excited my surprize. when i questioned him as to the cause of this haste, he generally stated reasons which, at that time, i could not deny to be plausible; but which, on the review, appeared insufficient. i suspected that the true motives were concealed, and believed that these motives had some connection with my brother's destiny. i now recollected that the information respecting wieland which had, from time to time, been imparted to me, was always accompanied with airs of reserve and mysteriousness. what had appeared sufficiently explicit at the time it was uttered, i now remembered to have been faltering and ambiguous. i was resolved to remove my doubts, by visiting the unfortunate man in his dungeon. heretofore the idea of this visit had occurred to me; but the horrors of his dwelling-place, his wild yet placid physiognomy, his neglected locks, the fetters which constrained his limbs, terrible as they were in description, how could i endure to behold! now, however, that i was preparing to take an everlasting farewell of my country, now that an ocean was henceforth to separate me from him, how could i part without an interview? i would examine his situation with my own eyes. i would know whether the representations which had been made to me were true. perhaps the sight of the sister whom he was wont to love with a passion more than fraternal, might have an auspicious influence on his malady. having formed this resolution, i waited to communicate it to mr. cambridge. i was aware that, without his concurrence, i could not hope to carry it into execution, and could discover no objection to which it was liable. if i had not been deceived as to his condition, no inconvenience could arise from this proceeding. his consent, therefore, would be the test of his sincerity. i seized this opportunity to state my wishes on this head. my suspicions were confirmed by the manner in which my request affected him. after some pause, in which his countenance betrayed every mark of perplexity, he said to me, "why would you pay this visit? what useful purpose can it serve?" "we are preparing," said i, "to leave the country forever: what kind of being should i be to leave behind me a brother in calamity without even a parting interview? indulge me for three minutes in the sight of him. my heart will be much easier after i have looked at him, and shed a few tears in his presence." "i believe otherwise. the sight of him would only augment your distress, without contributing, in any degree, to his benefit." "i know not that," returned i. "surely the sympathy of his sister, proofs that her tenderness is as lively as ever, must be a source of satisfaction to him. at present he must regard all mankind as his enemies and calumniators. his sister he, probably, conceives to partake in the general infatuation, and to join in the cry of abhorrence that is raised against him. to be undeceived in this respect, to be assured that, however i may impute his conduct to delusion, i still retain all my former affection for his person, and veneration for the purity of his motives, cannot but afford him pleasure. when he hears that i have left the country, without even the ceremonious attention of a visit, what will he think of me? his magnanimity may hinder him from repining, but he will surely consider my behaviour as savage and unfeeling. indeed, dear sir, i must pay this visit. to embark with you without paying it, will be impossible. it may be of no service to him, but will enable me to acquit myself of what i cannot but esteem a duty. besides," continued i, "if it be a mere fit of insanity that has seized him, may not my presence chance to have a salutary influence? the mere sight of me, it is not impossible, may rectify his perceptions." "ay," said my uncle, with some eagerness; "it is by no means impossible that your interview may have that effect; and for that reason, beyond all others, would i dissuade you from it." i expressed my surprize at this declaration. "is it not to be desired that an error so fatal as this should be rectified?" "i wonder at your question. reflect on the consequences of this error. has he not destroyed the wife whom he loved, the children whom he idolized? what is it that enables him to bear the remembrance, but the belief that he acted as his duty enjoined? would you rashly bereave him of this belief? would you restore him to himself, and convince him that he was instigated to this dreadful outrage by a perversion of his organs, or a delusion from hell? "now his visions are joyous and elate. he conceives himself to have reached a loftier degree of virtue, than any other human being. the merit of his sacrifice is only enhanced in the eyes of superior beings, by the detestation that pursues him here, and the sufferings to which he is condemned. the belief that even his sister has deserted him, and gone over to his enemies, adds to his sublimity of feelings, and his confidence in divine approbation and future recompense. "let him be undeceived in this respect, and what floods of despair and of horror will overwhelm him! instead of glowing approbation and serene hope, will he not hate and torture himself? self-violence, or a phrenzy far more savage and destructive than this, may be expected to succeed. i beseech you, therefore, to relinquish this scheme. if you calmly reflect upon it, you will discover that your duty lies in carefully shunning him." mr. cambridge's reasonings suggested views to my understanding, that had not hitherto occurred. i could not but admit their validity, but they shewed, in a new light, the depth of that misfortune in which my brother was plunged. i was silent and irresolute. presently, i considered, that whether wieland was a maniac, a faithful servant of his god, the victim of hellish illusions, or the dupe of human imposture, was by no means certain. in this state of my mind it became me to be silent during the visit that i projected. this visit should be brief: i should be satisfied merely to snatch a look at him. admitting that a change in his opinions were not to be desired, there was no danger from the conduct which i should pursue, that this change should be wrought. but i could not conquer my uncle's aversion to this scheme. yet i persisted, and he found that to make me voluntarily relinquish it, it was necessary to be more explicit than he had hitherto been. he took both my hands, and anxiously examining my countenance as he spoke, "clara," said he, "this visit must not be paid. we must hasten with the utmost expedition from this shore. it is folly to conceal the truth from you, and, since it is only by disclosing the truth that you can be prevailed upon to lay aside this project, the truth shall be told. "o my dear girl!" continued he with increasing energy in his accent, "your brother's phrenzy is, indeed, stupendous and frightful. the soul that formerly actuated his frame has disappeared. the same form remains; but the wise and benevolent wieland is no more. a fury that is rapacious of blood, that lifts his strength almost above that of mortals, that bends all his energies to the destruction of whatever was once dear to him, possesses him wholly. "you must not enter his dungeon; his eyes will no sooner be fixed upon you, than an exertion of his force will be made. he will shake off his fetters in a moment, and rush upon you. no interposition will then be strong or quick enough to save you. "the phantom that has urged him to the murder of catharine and her children is not yet appeased. your life, and that of pleyel, are exacted from him by this imaginary being. he is eager to comply with this demand. twice he has escaped from his prison. the first time, he no sooner found himself at liberty, than he hasted to pleyel's house. it being midnight, the latter was in bed. wieland penetrated unobserved to his chamber, and opened his curtain. happily, pleyel awoke at the critical moment, and escaped the fury of his kinsman, by leaping from his chamber-window into the court. happily, he reached the ground without injury. alarms were given, and after diligent search, your brother was found in a chamber of your house, whither, no doubt, he had sought you. his chains, and the watchfulness of his guards, were redoubled; but again, by some miracle, he restored himself to liberty. he was now incautiously apprized of the place of your abode: and had not information of his escape been instantly given, your death would have been added to the number of his atrocious acts. "you now see the danger of your project. you must not only forbear to visit him, but if you would save him from the crime of embruing his hands in your blood, you must leave the country. there is no hope that his malady will end but with his life, and no precaution will ensure your safety, but that of placing the ocean between you. "i confess i came over with an intention to reside among you, but these disasters have changed my views. your own safety and my happiness require that you should accompany me in my return, and i entreat you to give your cheerful concurrence to this measure." after these representations from my uncle, it was impossible to retain my purpose. i readily consented to seclude myself from wieland's presence. i likewise acquiesced in the proposal to go to europe; not that i ever expected to arrive there, but because, since my principles forbad me to assail my own life, change had some tendency to make supportable the few days which disease should spare to me. what a tale had thus been unfolded! i was hunted to death, not by one whom my misconduct had exasperated, who was conscious of illicit motives, and who sought his end by circumvention and surprize; but by one who deemed himself commissioned for this act by heaven; who regarded this career of horror as the last refinement of virtue; whose implacability was proportioned to the reverence and love which he felt for me, and who was inaccessible to the fear of punishment and ignominy! in vain should i endeavour to stay his hand by urging the claims of a sister or friend: these were his only reasons for pursuing my destruction. had i been a stranger to his blood; had i been the most worthless of human kind; my safety had not been endangered. surely, said i, my fate is without example. the phrenzy which is charged upon my brother, must belong to myself. my foe is manacled and guarded; but i derive no security from these restraints. i live not in a community of savages; yet, whether i sit or walk, go into crouds, or hide myself in solitude, my life is marked for a prey to inhuman violence; i am in perpetual danger of perishing; of perishing under the grasp of a brother! i recollected the omens of this destiny; i remembered the gulf to which my brother's invitation had conducted me; i remembered that, when on the brink of danger, the author of my peril was depicted by my fears in his form: thus realized, were the creatures of prophetic sleep, and of wakeful terror! these images were unavoidably connected with that of carwin. in this paroxysm of distress, my attention fastened on him as the grand deceiver; the author of this black conspiracy; the intelligence that governed in this storm. some relief is afforded in the midst of suffering, when its author is discovered or imagined; and an object found on which we may pour out our indignation and our vengeance. i ran over the events that had taken place since the origin of our intercourse with him, and reflected on the tenor of that description which was received from ludloe. mixed up with notions of supernatural agency, were the vehement suspicions which i entertained, that carwin was the enemy whose machinations had destroyed us. i thirsted for knowledge and for vengeance. i regarded my hasty departure with reluctance, since it would remove me from the means by which this knowledge might be obtained, and this vengeance gratified. this departure was to take place in two days. at the end of two days i was to bid an eternal adieu to my native country. should i not pay a parting visit to the scene of these disasters? should i not bedew with my tears the graves of my sister and her children? should i not explore their desolate habitation, and gather from the sight of its walls and furniture food for my eternal melancholy? this suggestion was succeeded by a secret shuddering. some disastrous influence appeared to overhang the scene. how many memorials should i meet with serving to recall the images of those i had lost! i was tempted to relinquish my design, when it occurred to me that i had left among my papers a journal of transactions in shorthand. i was employed in this manuscript on that night when pleyel's incautious curiosity tempted him to look over my shoulder. i was then recording my adventure in the recess, an imperfect sight of which led him into such fatal errors. i had regulated the disposition of all my property. this manuscript, however, which contained the most secret transactions of my life, i was desirous of destroying. for this end i must return to my house, and this i immediately determined to do. i was not willing to expose myself to opposition from my friends, by mentioning my design; i therefore bespoke the use of mr. hallet's chaise, under pretence of enjoying an airing, as the day was remarkably bright. this request was gladly complied with, and i directed the servant to conduct me to mettingen. i dismissed him at the gate, intending to use, in returning, a carriage belonging to my brother. chapter xxii the inhabitants of the hut received me with a mixture of joy and surprize. their homely welcome, and their artless sympathy, were grateful to my feelings. in the midst of their inquiries, as to my health, they avoided all allusions to the source of my malady. they were honest creatures, and i loved them well. i participated in the tears which they shed when i mentioned to them my speedy departure for europe, and promised to acquaint them with my welfare during my long absence. they expressed great surprize when i informed them of my intention to visit my cottage. alarm and foreboding overspread their features, and they attempted to dissuade me from visiting an house which they firmly believed to be haunted by a thousand ghastly apparitions. these apprehensions, however, had no power over my conduct. i took an irregular path which led me to my own house. all was vacant and forlorn. a small enclosure, near which the path led, was the burying-ground belonging to the family. this i was obliged to pass. once i had intended to enter it, and ponder on the emblems and inscriptions which my uncle had caused to be made on the tombs of catharine and her children; but now my heart faltered as i approached, and i hastened forward, that distance might conceal it from my view. when i approached the recess, my heart again sunk. i averted my eyes, and left it behind me as quickly as possible. silence reigned through my habitation, and a darkness which closed doors and shutters produced. every object was connected with mine or my brother's history. i passed the entry, mounted the stair, and unlocked the door of my chamber. it was with difficulty that i curbed my fancy and smothered my fears. slight movements and casual sounds were transformed into beckoning shadows and calling shapes. i proceeded to the closet. i opened and looked round it with fearfulness. all things were in their accustomed order. i sought and found the manuscript where i was used to deposit it. this being secured, there was nothing to detain me; yet i stood and contemplated awhile the furniture and walls of my chamber. i remembered how long this apartment had been a sweet and tranquil asylum; i compared its former state with its present dreariness, and reflected that i now beheld it for the last time. here it was that the incomprehensible behaviour of carwin was witnessed: this the stage on which that enemy of man shewed himself for a moment unmasked. here the menaces of murder were wafted to my ear; and here these menaces were executed. these thoughts had a tendency to take from me my self-command. my feeble limbs refused to support me, and i sunk upon a chair. incoherent and half-articulate exclamations escaped my lips. the name of carwin was uttered, and eternal woes, woes like that which his malice had entailed upon us, were heaped upon him. i invoked all-seeing heaven to drag to light and to punish this betrayer, and accused its providence for having thus long delayed the retribution that was due to so enormous a guilt. i have said that the window shutters were closed. a feeble light, however, found entrance through the crevices. a small window illuminated the closet, and the door being closed, a dim ray streamed through the key-hole. a kind of twilight was thus created, sufficient for the purposes of vision; but, at the same time, involving all minuter objects in obscurity. this darkness suited the colour of my thoughts. i sickened at the remembrance of the past. the prospect of the future excited my loathing. i muttered in a low voice, why should i live longer? why should i drag a miserable being? all, for whom i ought to live, have perished. am i not myself hunted to death? at that moment, my despair suddenly became vigorous. my nerves were no longer unstrung. my powers, that had long been deadened, were revived. my bosom swelled with a sudden energy, and the conviction darted through my mind, that to end my torments was, at once, practicable and wise. i knew how to find way to the recesses of life. i could use a lancet with some skill, and could distinguish between vein and artery. by piercing deep into the latter, i should shun the evils which the future had in store for me, and take refuge from my woes in quiet death. i started on my feet, for my feebleness was gone, and hasted to the closet. a lancet and other small instruments were preserved in a case which i had deposited here. inattentive as i was to foreign considerations, my ears were still open to any sound of mysterious import that should occur. i thought i heard a step in the entry. my purpose was suspended, and i cast an eager glance at my chamber door, which was open. no one appeared, unless the shadow which i discerned upon the floor, was the outline of a man. if it were, i was authorized to suspect that some one was posted close to the entrance, who possibly had overheard my exclamations. my teeth chattered, and a wild confusion took place of my momentary calm. thus it was when a terrific visage had disclosed itself on a former night. thus it was when the evil destiny of wieland assumed the lineaments of something human. what horrid apparition was preparing to blast my sight? still i listened and gazed. not long, for the shadow moved; a foot, unshapely and huge, was thrust forward; a form advanced from its concealment, and stalked into the room. it was carwin! while i had breath i shrieked. while i had power over my muscles, i motioned with my hand that he should vanish. my exertions could not last long; i sunk into a fit. o that this grateful oblivion had lasted for ever! too quickly i recovered my senses. the power of distinct vision was no sooner restored to me, than this hateful form again presented itself, and i once more relapsed. a second time, untoward nature recalled me from the sleep of death. i found myself stretched upon the bed. when i had power to look up, i remembered only that i had cause to fear. my distempered fancy fashioned to itself no distinguishable image. i threw a languid glance round me; once more my eyes lighted upon carwin. he was seated on the floor, his back rested against the wall, his knees were drawn up, and his face was buried in his hands. that his station was at some distance, that his attitude was not menacing, that his ominous visage was concealed, may account for my now escaping a shock, violent as those which were past. i withdrew my eyes, but was not again deserted by my senses. on perceiving that i had recovered my sensibility, he lifted his head. this motion attracted my attention. his countenance was mild, but sorrow and astonishment sat upon his features. i averted my eyes and feebly exclaimed--"o! fly--fly far and for ever!--i cannot behold you and live!" he did not rise upon his feet, but clasped his hands, and said in a tone of deprecation--"i will fly. i am become a fiend, the sight of whom destroys. yet tell me my offence! you have linked curses with my name; you ascribe to me a malice monstrous and infernal. i look around; all is loneliness and desert! this house and your brother's are solitary and dismantled! you die away at the sight of me! my fear whispers that some deed of horror has been perpetrated; that i am the undesigning cause." what language was this? had he not avowed himself a ravisher? had not this chamber witnessed his atrocious purposes? i besought him with new vehemence to go. he lifted his eyes--"great heaven! what have i done? i think i know the extent of my offences. i have acted, but my actions have possibly effected more than i designed. this fear has brought me back from my retreat. i come to repair the evil of which my rashness was the cause, and to prevent more evil. i come to confess my errors." "wretch!" i cried when my suffocating emotions would permit me to speak, "the ghosts of my sister and her children, do they not rise to accuse thee? who was it that blasted the intellects of wieland? who was it that urged him to fury, and guided him to murder? who, but thou and the devil, with whom thou art confederated?" at these words a new spirit pervaded his countenance. his eyes once more appealed to heaven. "if i have memory, if i have being, i am innocent. i intended no ill; but my folly, indirectly and remotely, may have caused it; but what words are these! your brother lunatic! his children dead!" what should i infer from this deportment? was the ignorance which these words implied real or pretended?--yet how could i imagine a mere human agency in these events? but if the influence was preternatural or maniacal in my brother's case, they must be equally so in my own. then i remembered that the voice exerted, was to save me from carwin's attempts. these ideas tended to abate my abhorrence of this man, and to detect the absurdity of my accusations. "alas!" said i, "i have no one to accuse. leave me to my fate. fly from a scene stained with cruelty; devoted to despair." carwin stood for a time musing and mournful. at length he said, "what has happened? i came to expiate my crimes: let me know them in their full extent. i have horrible forebodings! what has happened?" i was silent; but recollecting the intimation given by this man when he was detected in my closet, which implied some knowledge of that power which interfered in my favor, i eagerly inquired, "what was that voice which called upon me to hold when i attempted to open the closet? what face was that which i saw at the bottom of the stairs? answer me truly." "i came to confess the truth. your allusions are horrible and strange. perhaps i have but faint conceptions of the evils which my infatuation has produced; but what remains i will perform. it was my voice that you heard! it was my face that you saw!" for a moment i doubted whether my remembrance of events were not confused. how could he be at once stationed at my shoulder and shut up in my closet? how could he stand near me and yet be invisible? but if carwin's were the thrilling voice and the fiery visage which i had heard and seen, then was he the prompter of my brother, and the author of these dismal outrages. once more i averted my eyes and struggled for speech. "begone! thou man of mischief! remorseless and implacable miscreant! begone!" "i will obey," said he in a disconsolate voice; "yet, wretch as i am, am i unworthy to repair the evils that i have committed? i came as a repentant criminal. it is you whom i have injured, and at your bar am i willing to appear, and confess and expiate my crimes. i have deceived you: i have sported with your terrors: i have plotted to destroy your reputation. i come now to remove your errors; to set you beyond the reach of similar fears; to rebuild your fame as far as i am able. "this is the amount of my guilt, and this the fruit of my remorse. will you not hear me? listen to my confession, and then denounce punishment. all i ask is a patient audience." "what!" i replied, "was not thine the voice that commanded my brother to imbrue his hands in the blood of his children--to strangle that angel of sweetness his wife? has he not vowed my death, and the death of pleyel, at thy bidding? hast thou not made him the butcher of his family; changed him who was the glory of his species into worse than brute; robbed him of reason, and consigned the rest of his days to fetters and stripes?" carwin's eyes glared, and his limbs were petrified at this intelligence. no words were requisite to prove him guiltless of these enormities: at the time, however, i was nearly insensible to these exculpatory tokens. he walked to the farther end of the room, and having recovered some degree of composure, he spoke-- "i am not this villain; i have slain no one; i have prompted none to slay; i have handled a tool of wonderful efficacy without malignant intentions, but without caution; ample will be the punishment of my temerity, if my conduct has contributed to this evil." he paused.-- i likewise was silent. i struggled to command myself so far as to listen to the tale which he should tell. observing this, he continued-- "you are not apprized of the existence of a power which i possess. i know not by what name to call it. [*] it enables me to mimic exactly the voice of another, and to modify the sound so that it shall appear to come from what quarter, and be uttered at what distance i please. "i know not that every one possesses this power. perhaps, though a casual position of my organs in my youth shewed me that i possessed it, it is an art which may be taught to all. would to god i had died unknowing of the secret! it has produced nothing but degradation and calamity. "for a time the possession of so potent and stupendous an endowment elated me with pride. unfortified by principle, subjected to poverty, stimulated by headlong passions, i made this powerful engine subservient to the supply of my wants, and the gratification of my vanity. i shall not mention how diligently i cultivated this gift, which seemed capable of unlimited improvement; nor detail the various occasions on which it was successfully exerted to lead superstition, conquer avarice, or excite awe. "i left america, which is my native soil, in my youth. i have been engaged in various scenes of life, in which my peculiar talent has been exercised with more or less success. i was finally betrayed by one who called himself my friend, into acts which cannot be justified, though they are susceptible of apology. "the perfidy of this man compelled me to withdraw from europe. i returned to my native country, uncertain whether silence and obscurity would save me from his malice. i resided in the purlieus of the city. i put on the garb and assumed the manners of a clown. "my chief recreation was walking. my principal haunts were the lawns and gardens of mettingen. in this delightful region the luxuriances of nature had been chastened by judicious art, and each successive contemplation unfolded new enchantments. "i was studious of seclusion: i was satiated with the intercourse of mankind, and discretion required me to shun their intercourse. for these reasons i long avoided the observation of your family, and chiefly visited these precincts at night. "i was never weary of admiring the position and ornaments of the temple. many a night have i passed under its roof, revolving no pleasing meditations. when, in my frequent rambles, i perceived this apartment was occupied, i gave a different direction to my steps. one evening, when a shower had just passed, judging by the silence that no one was within, i ascended to this building. glancing carelessly round, i perceived an open letter on the pedestal. to read it was doubtless an offence against politeness. of this offence, however, i was guilty. "scarcely had i gone half through when i was alarmed by the approach of your brother. to scramble down the cliff on the opposite side was impracticable. i was unprepared to meet a stranger. besides the aukwardness attending such an interview in these circumstances, concealment was necessary to my safety. a thousand times had i vowed never again to employ the dangerous talent which i possessed; but such was the force of habit and the influence of present convenience, that i used this method of arresting his progress and leading him back to the house, with his errand, whatever it was, unperformed. i had often caught parts, from my station below, of your conversation in this place, and was well acquainted with the voice of your sister. "some weeks after this i was again quietly seated in this recess. the lateness of the hour secured me, as i thought, from all interruption. in this, however, i was mistaken, for wieland and pleyel, as i judged by their voices, earnest in dispute, ascended the hill. "i was not sensible that any inconvenience could possibly have flowed from my former exertion; yet it was followed with compunction, because it was a deviation from a path which i had assigned to myself. now my aversion to this means of escape was enforced by an unauthorized curiosity, and by the knowledge of a bushy hollow on the edge of the hill, where i should be safe from discovery. into this hollow i thrust myself. "the propriety of removal to europe was the question eagerly discussed. pleyel intimated that his anxiety to go was augmented by the silence of theresa de stolberg. the temptation to interfere in this dispute was irresistible. in vain i contended with inveterate habits. i disguised to myself the impropriety of my conduct, by recollecting the benefits which it might produce. pleyel's proposal was unwise, yet it was enforced with plausible arguments and indefatigable zeal. your brother might be puzzled and wearied, but could not be convinced. i conceived that to terminate the controversy in favor of the latter was conferring a benefit on all parties. for this end i profited by an opening in the conversation, and assured them of catharine's irreconcilable aversion to the scheme, and of the death of the saxon baroness. the latter event was merely a conjecture, but rendered extremely probable by pleyel's representations. my purpose, you need not be told, was effected. "my passion for mystery, and a species of imposture, which i deemed harmless, was thus awakened afresh. this second lapse into error made my recovery more difficult. i cannot convey to you an adequate idea of the kind of gratification which i derived from these exploits; yet i meditated nothing. my views were bounded to the passing moment, and commonly suggested by the momentary exigence. "i must not conceal any thing. your principles teach you to abhor a voluptuous temper; but, with whatever reluctance, i acknowledge this temper to be mine. you imagine your servant judith to be innocent as well as beautiful; but you took her from a family where hypocrisy, as well as licentiousness, was wrought into a system. my attention was captivated by her charms, and her principles were easily seen to be flexible. "deem me not capable of the iniquity of seduction. your servant is not destitute of feminine and virtuous qualities; but she was taught that the best use of her charms consists in the sale of them. my nocturnal visits to mettingen were now prompted by a double view, and my correspondence with your servant gave me, at all times, access to your house. "the second night after our interview, so brief and so little foreseen by either of us, some daemon of mischief seized me. according to my companion's report, your perfections were little less than divine. her uncouth but copious narratives converted you into an object of worship. she chiefly dwelt upon your courage, because she herself was deficient in that quality. you held apparitions and goblins in contempt. you took no precautions against robbers. you were just as tranquil and secure in this lonely dwelling, as if you were in the midst of a crowd. hence a vague project occurred to me, to put this courage to the test. a woman capable of recollection in danger, of warding off groundless panics, of discerning the true mode of proceeding, and profiting by her best resources, is a prodigy. i was desirous of ascertaining whether you were such an one. "my expedient was obvious and simple: i was to counterfeit a murderous dialogue; but this was to be so conducted that another, and not yourself, should appear to be the object. i was not aware of the possibility that you should appropriate these menaces to yourself. had you been still and listened, you would have heard the struggles and prayers of the victim, who would likewise have appeared to be shut up in the closet, and whose voice would have been judith's. this scene would have been an appeal to your compassion; and the proof of cowardice or courage which i expected from you, would have been your remaining inactive in your bed, or your entering the closet with a view to assist the sufferer. some instances which judith related of your fearlessness and promptitude made me adopt the latter supposition with some degree of confidence. "by the girl's direction i found a ladder, and mounted to your closet window. this is scarcely large enough to admit the head, but it answered my purpose too well. "i cannot express my confusion and surprize at your abrupt and precipitate flight. i hastily removed the ladder; and, after some pause, curiosity and doubts of your safety induced me to follow you. i found you stretched on the turf before your brother's door, without sense or motion. i felt the deepest regret at this unlooked-for consequence of my scheme. i knew not what to do to procure you relief. the idea of awakening the family naturally presented itself. this emergency was critical, and there was no time to deliberate. it was a sudden thought that occurred. i put my lips to the key-hole, and sounded an alarm which effectually roused the sleepers. my organs were naturally forcible, and had been improved by long and assiduous exercise. "long and bitterly did i repent of my scheme. i was somewhat consoled by reflecting that my purpose had not been evil, and renewed my fruitless vows never to attempt such dangerous experiments. for some time i adhered, with laudable forbearance, to this resolution. "my life has been a life of hardship and exposure. in the summer i prefer to make my bed of the smooth turf, or, at most, the shelter of a summer-house suffices. in all my rambles i never found a spot in which so many picturesque beauties and rural delights were assembled as at mettingen. no corner of your little domain unites fragrance and secrecy in so perfect a degree as the recess in the bank. the odour of its leaves, the coolness of its shade, and the music of its water-fall, had early attracted my attention. here my sadness was converted into peaceful melancholy--here my slumbers were sound, and my pleasures enhanced. "as most free from interruption, i chose this as the scene of my midnight interviews with judith. one evening, as the sun declined, i was seated here, when i was alarmed by your approach. it was with difficulty that i effected my escape unnoticed by you. "at the customary hour, i returned to your habitation, and was made acquainted by judith, with your unusual absence. i half suspected the true cause, and felt uneasiness at the danger there was that i should be deprived of my retreat; or, at least, interrupted in the possession of it. the girl, likewise, informed me, that among your other singularities, it was not uncommon for you to leave your bed, and walk forth for the sake of night-airs and starlight contemplations. "i desired to prevent this inconvenience. i found you easily swayed by fear. i was influenced, in my choice of means, by the facility and certainty of that to which i had been accustomed. all that i forsaw was, that, in future, this spot would be cautiously shunned by you. "i entered the recess with the utmost caution, and discovered, by your breathings, in what condition you were. the unexpected interpretation which you placed upon my former proceeding, suggested my conduct on the present occasion. the mode in which heaven is said by the poet, to interfere for the prevention of crimes, [**] was somewhat analogous to my province, and never failed to occur to me at seasons like this. it was requisite to break your slumbers, and for this end i uttered the powerful monosyllable, "hold! hold!" my purpose was not prescribed by duty, yet surely it was far from being atrocious and inexpiable. to effect it, i uttered what was false, but it was well suited to my purpose. nothing less was intended than to injure you. nay, the evil resulting from my former act, was partly removed by assuring you that in all places but this you were safe. * biloquium, or ventrilocution. sound is varied according to the variations of direction and distance. the art of the ventriloquist consists in modifying his voice according to all these variations, without changing his place. see the work of the abbe de la chappelle, in which are accurately recorded the performances of one of these artists, and some ingenious, though unsatisfactory speculations are given on the means by which the effects are produced. this power is, perhaps, given by nature, but is doubtless improvable, if not acquirable, by art. it may, possibly, consist in an unusual flexibility or exertion of the bottom of the tongue and the uvula. that speech is producible by these alone must be granted, since anatomists mention two instances of persons speaking without a tongue. in one case, the organ was originally wanting, but its place was supplied by a small tubercle, and the uvula was perfect. in the other, the tongue was destroyed by disease, but probably a small part of it remained. this power is difficult to explain, but the fact is undeniable. experience shews that the human voice can imitate the voice of all men and of all inferior animals. the sound of musical instruments, and even noises from the contact of inanimate substances, have been accurately imitated. the mimicry of animals is notorious; and dr. burney (musical travels) mentions one who imitated a flute and violin, so as to deceive even his ears. **--peeps through the blanket of the dark, and cries hold! hold!--shakespeare. chapter xxiii "my morals will appear to you far from rigid, yet my conduct will fall short of your suspicions. i am now to confess actions less excusable, and yet surely they will not entitle me to the name of a desperate or sordid criminal. "your house was rendered, by your frequent and long absences, easily accessible to my curiosity. my meeting with pleyel was the prelude to direct intercourse with you. i had seen much of the world, but your character exhibited a specimen of human powers that was wholly new to me. my intercourse with your servant furnished me with curious details of your domestic management. i was of a different sex: i was not your husband; i was not even your friend; yet my knowledge of you was of that kind, which conjugal intimacies can give, and, in some respects, more accurate. the observation of your domestic was guided by me. "you will not be surprized that i should sometimes profit by your absence, and adventure to examine with my own eyes, the interior of your chamber. upright and sincere, you used no watchfulness, and practised no precautions. i scrutinized every thing, and pried every where. your closet was usually locked, but it was once my fortune to find the key on a bureau. i opened and found new scope for my curiosity in your books. one of these was manuscript, and written in characters which essentially agreed with a short-hand system which i had learned from a jesuit missionary. "i cannot justify my conduct, yet my only crime was curiosity. i perused this volume with eagerness. the intellect which it unveiled, was brighter than my limited and feeble organs could bear. i was naturally inquisitive as to your ideas respecting my deportment, and the mysteries that had lately occurred. "you know what you have written. you know that in this volume the key to your inmost soul was contained. if i had been a profound and malignant impostor, what plenteous materials were thus furnished me of stratagems and plots! "the coincidence of your dream in the summer-house with my exclamation, was truly wonderful. the voice which warned you to forbear was, doubtless, mine; but mixed by a common process of the fancy, with the train of visionary incidents. "i saw in a stronger light than ever, the dangerousness of that instrument which i employed, and renewed my resolutions to abstain from the use of it in future; but i was destined perpetually to violate my resolutions. by some perverse fate, i was led into circumstances in which the exertion of my powers was the sole or the best means of escape. "on that memorable night on which our last interview took place, i came as usual to mettingen. i was apprized of your engagement at your brother's, from which you did not expect to return till late. some incident suggested the design of visiting your chamber. among your books which i had not examined, might be something tending to illustrate your character, or the history of your family. some intimation had been dropped by you in discourse, respecting a performance of your father, in which some important transaction in his life was recorded. "i was desirous of seeing this book; and such was my habitual attachment to mystery, that i preferred the clandestine perusal of it. such were the motives that induced me to make this attempt. judith had disappeared, and finding the house unoccupied, i supplied myself with a light, and proceeded to your chamber. "i found it easy, on experiment, to lock and unlock your closet door without the aid of a key. i shut myself in this recess, and was busily exploring your shelves, when i heard some one enter the room below. i was at a loss who it could be, whether you or your servant. doubtful, however, as i was, i conceived it prudent to extinguish the light. scarcely was this done, when some one entered the chamber. the footsteps were easily distinguished to be yours. "my situation was now full of danger and perplexity. for some time, i cherished the hope that you would leave the room so long as to afford me an opportunity of escaping. as the hours passed, this hope gradually deserted me. it was plain that you had retired for the night. "i knew not how soon you might find occasion to enter the closet. i was alive to all the horrors of detection, and ruminated without ceasing, on the behaviour which it would be proper, in case of detection, to adopt. i was unable to discover any consistent method of accounting for my being thus immured. "it occurred to me that i might withdraw you from your chamber for a few minutes, by counterfeiting a voice from without. some message from your brother might be delivered, requiring your presence at his house. i was deterred from this scheme by reflecting on the resolution i had formed, and on the possible evils that might result from it. besides, it was not improbable that you would speedily retire to bed, and then, by the exercise of sufficient caution, i might hope to escape unobserved. "meanwhile i listened with the deepest anxiety to every motion from without. i discovered nothing which betokened preparation for sleep. instead of this i heard deep-drawn sighs, and occasionally an half-expressed and mournful ejaculation. hence i inferred that you were unhappy. the true state of your mind with regard to pleyel your own pen had disclosed; but i supposed you to be framed of such materials, that, though a momentary sadness might affect you, you were impregnable to any permanent and heartfelt grief. inquietude for my own safety was, for a moment, suspended by sympathy with your distress. "to the former consideration i was quickly recalled by a motion of yours which indicated i knew not what. i fostered the persuasion that you would now retire to bed; but presently you approached the closet, and detection seemed to be inevitable. you put your hand upon the lock. i had formed no plan to extricate myself from the dilemma in which the opening of the door would involve me. i felt an irreconcilable aversion to detection. thus situated, i involuntarily seized the door with a resolution to resist your efforts to open it. "suddenly you receded from the door. this deportment was inexplicable, but the relief it afforded me was quickly gone. you returned, and i once more was thrown into perplexity. the expedient that suggested itself was precipitate and inartificial. i exerted my organs and called upon you to hold. "that you should persist in spite of this admonition, was a subject of astonishment. i again resisted your efforts; for the first expedient having failed, i knew not what other to resort to. in this state, how was my astonishment increased when i heard your exclamations! "it was now plain that you knew me to be within. further resistance was unavailing and useless. the door opened, and i shrunk backward. seldom have i felt deeper mortification, and more painful perplexity. i did not consider that the truth would be less injurious than any lie which i could hastily frame. conscious as i was of a certain degree of guilt, i conceived that you would form the most odious suspicions. the truth would be imperfect, unless i were likewise to explain the mysterious admonition which had been given; but that explanation was of too great moment, and involved too extensive consequences to make me suddenly resolve to give it. i was aware that this discovery would associate itself in your mind, with the dialogue formerly heard in this closet. thence would your suspicions be aggravated, and to escape from these suspicions would be impossible. but the mere truth would be sufficiently opprobrious, and deprive me for ever of your good opinion. "thus was i rendered desperate, and my mind rapidly passed to the contemplation of the use that might be made of previous events. some good genius would appear to you to have interposed to save you from injury intended by me. why, i said, since i must sink in her opinion, should i not cherish this belief? why not personate an enemy, and pretend that celestial interference has frustrated my schemes? i must fly, but let me leave wonder and fear behind me. elucidation of the mystery will always be practicable. i shall do no injury, but merely talk of evil that was designed, but is now past. "thus i extenuated my conduct to myself, but i scarcely expect that this will be to you a sufficient explication of the scene that followed. those habits which i have imbibed, the rooted passion which possesses me for scattering around me amazement and fear, you enjoy no opportunities of knowing. that a man should wantonly impute to himself the most flagitious designs, will hardly be credited, even though you reflect that my reputation was already, by my own folly, irretrievably ruined; and that it was always in my power to communicate the truth, and rectify the mistake. "i left you to ponder on this scene. my mind was full of rapid and incongruous ideas. compunction, self-upbraiding, hopelesness, satisfaction at the view of those effects likely to flow from my new scheme, misgivings as to the beneficial result of this scheme took possession of my mind, and seemed to struggle for the mastery. "i had gone too far to recede. i had painted myself to you as an assassin and ravisher, withheld from guilt only by a voice from heaven. i had thus reverted into the path of error, and now, having gone thus far, my progress seemed to be irrevocable. i said to myself, i must leave these precincts for ever. my acts have blasted my fame in the eyes of the wielands. for the sake of creating a mysterious dread, i have made myself a villain. i may complete this mysterious plan by some new imposture, but i cannot aggravate my supposed guilt. "my resolution was formed, and i was swiftly ruminating on the means for executing it, when pleyel appeared in sight. this incident decided my conduct. it was plain that pleyel was a devoted lover, but he was, at the same time, a man of cold resolves and exquisite sagacity. to deceive him would be the sweetest triumph i had ever enjoyed. the deception would be momentary, but it would likewise be complete. that his delusion would so soon be rectified, was a recommendation to my scheme, for i esteemed him too much to desire to entail upon him lasting agonies. "i had no time to reflect further, for he proceeded, with a quick step, towards the house. i was hurried onward involuntarily and by a mechanical impulse. i followed him as he passed the recess in the bank, and shrowding myself in that spot, i counterfeited sounds which i knew would arrest his steps. "he stopped, turned, listened, approached, and overheard a dialogue whose purpose was to vanquish his belief in a point where his belief was most difficult to vanquish. i exerted all my powers to imitate your voice, your general sentiments, and your language. being master, by means of your journal, of your personal history and most secret thoughts, my efforts were the more successful. when i reviewed the tenor of this dialogue, i cannot believe but that pleyel was deluded. when i think of your character, and of the inferences which this dialogue was intended to suggest, it seems incredible that this delusion should be produced. "i spared not myself. i called myself murderer, thief, guilty of innumerable perjuries and misdeeds: that you had debased yourself to the level of such an one, no evidence, methought, would suffice to convince him who knew you so thoroughly as pleyel; and yet the imposture amounted to proof which the most jealous scrutiny would find to be unexceptionable. "he left his station precipitately and resumed his way to the house. i saw that the detection of his error would be instantaneous, since, not having gone to bed, an immediate interview would take place between you. at first this circumstance was considered with regret; but as time opened my eyes to the possible consequences of this scene, i regarded it with pleasure. "in a short time the infatuation which had led me thus far began to subside. the remembrance of former reasonings and transactions was renewed. how often i had repented this kind of exertion; how many evils were produced by it which i had not foreseen; what occasions for the bitterest remorse it had administered, now passed through my mind. the black catalogue of stratagems was now increased. i had inspired you with the most vehement terrors: i had filled your mind with faith in shadows and confidence in dreams: i had depraved the imagination of pleyel: i had exhibited you to his understanding as devoted to brutal gratifications and consummate in hypocrisy. the evidence which accompanied this delusion would be irresistible to one whose passion had perverted his judgment, whose jealousy with regard to me had already been excited, and who, therefore, would not fail to overrate the force of this evidence. what fatal act of despair or of vengeance might not this error produce? "with regard to myself, i had acted with a phrenzy that surpassed belief. i had warred against my peace and my fame: i had banished myself from the fellowship of vigorous and pure minds: i was self-expelled from a scene which the munificence of nature had adorned with unrivalled beauties, and from haunts in which all the muses and humanities had taken refuge. "i was thus torn by conflicting fears and tumultuous regrets. the night passed away in this state of confusion; and next morning in the gazette left at my obscure lodging, i read a description and an offer of reward for the apprehension of my person. i was said to have escaped from an irish prison, in which i was confined as an offender convicted of enormous and complicated crimes. "this was the work of an enemy, who, by falsehood and stratagem, had procured my condemnation. i was, indeed, a prisoner, but escaped, by the exertion of my powers, the fate to which i was doomed, but which i did not deserve. i had hoped that the malice of my foe was exhausted; but i now perceived that my precautions had been wise, for that the intervention of an ocean was insufficient for my security. "let me not dwell on the sensations which this discovery produced. i need not tell by what steps i was induced to seek an interview with you, for the purpose of disclosing the truth, and repairing, as far as possible, the effects of my misconduct. it was unavoidable that this gazette would fall into your hands, and that it would tend to confirm every erroneous impression. "having gained this interview, i purposed to seek some retreat in the wilderness, inaccessible to your inquiry and to the malice of my foe, where i might henceforth employ myself in composing a faithful narrative of my actions. i designed it as my vindication from the aspersions that had rested on my character, and as a lesson to mankind on the evils of credulity on the one hand, and of imposture on the other. "i wrote you a billet, which was left at the house of your friend, and which i knew would, by some means, speedily come to your hands. i entertained a faint hope that my invitation would be complied with. i knew not what use you would make of the opportunity which this proposal afforded you of procuring the seizure of my person; but this fate i was determined to avoid, and i had no doubt but due circumspection, and the exercise of the faculty which i possessed, would enable me to avoid it. "i lurked, through the day, in the neighbourhood of mettingen: i approached your habitation at the appointed hour: i entered it in silence, by a trap-door which led into the cellar. this had formerly been bolted on the inside, but judith had, at an early period in our intercourse, removed this impediment. i ascended to the first floor, but met with no one, nor any thing that indicated the presence of an human being. "i crept softly up stairs, and at length perceived your chamber door to be opened, and a light to be within. it was of moment to discover by whom this light was accompanied. i was sensible of the inconveniencies to which my being discovered at your chamber door by any one within would subject me; i therefore called out in my own voice, but so modified that it should appear to ascend from the court below, 'who is in the chamber? is it miss wieland?" "no answer was returned to this summons. i listened, but no motion could be heard. after a pause i repeated my call, but no less ineffectually. "i now approached nearer the door, and adventured to look in. a light stood on the table, but nothing human was discernible. i entered cautiously, but all was solitude and stillness. "i knew not what to conclude. if the house were inhabited, my call would have been noticed; yet some suspicion insinuated itself that silence was studiously kept by persons who intended to surprize me. my approach had been wary, and the silence that ensued my call had likewise preceded it; a circumstance that tended to dissipate my fears. "at length it occurred to me that judith might possibly be in her own room. i turned my steps thither; but she was not to be found. i passed into other rooms, and was soon convinced that the house was totally deserted. i returned to your chamber, agitated by vain surmises and opposite conjectures. the appointed hour had passed, and i dismissed the hope of an interview. "in this state of things i determined to leave a few lines on your toilet, and prosecute my journey to the mountains. scarcely had i taken the pen when i laid it aside, uncertain in what manner to address you. i rose from the table and walked across the floor. a glance thrown upon the bed acquainted me with a spectacle to which my conceptions of horror had not yet reached. "in the midst of shuddering and trepidation, the signal of your presence in the court below recalled me to myself. the deed was newly done: i only was in the house: what had lately happened justified any suspicions, however enormous. it was plain that this catastrophe was unknown to you: i thought upon the wild commotion which the discovery would awaken in your breast: i found the confusion of my own thoughts unconquerable, and perceived that the end for which i sought an interview was not now to be accomplished. "in this state of things it was likewise expedient to conceal my being within. i put out the light and hurried down stairs. to my unspeakable surprize, notwithstanding every motive to fear, you lighted a candle and proceeded to your chamber. "i retired to that room below from which a door leads into the cellar. this door concealed me from your view as you passed. i thought upon the spectacle which was about to present itself. in an exigence so abrupt and so little foreseen, i was again subjected to the empire of mechanical and habitual impulses. i dreaded the effects which this shocking exhibition, bursting on your unprepared senses, might produce. "thus actuated, i stept swiftly to the door, and thrusting my head forward, once more pronounced the mysterious interdiction. at that moment, by some untoward fate, your eyes were cast back, and you saw me in the very act of utterance. i fled through the darksome avenue at which i entered, covered with the shame of this detection. "with diligence, stimulated by a thousand ineffable emotions, i pursued my intended journey. i have a brother whose farm is situated in the bosom of a fertile desert, near the sources of the leheigh, and thither i now repaired." chapter xxiv "deeply did i ruminate on the occurrences that had just passed. nothing excited my wonder so much as the means by which you discovered my being in the closet. this discovery appeared to be made at the moment when you attempted to open it. how could you have otherwise remained so long in the chamber apparently fearless and tranquil? and yet, having made this discovery, how could you persist in dragging me forth: persist in defiance of an interdiction so emphatical and solemn? "but your sister's death was an event detestable and ominous. she had been the victim of the most dreadful species of assassination. how, in a state like yours, the murderous intention could be generated, was wholly inconceivable. "i did not relinquish my design of confessing to you the part which i had sustained in your family, but i was willing to defer it till the task which i had set myself was finished. that being done, i resumed the resolution. the motives to incite me to this continually acquired force. the more i revolved the events happening at mettingen, the more insupportable and ominous my terrors became. my waking hours and my sleep were vexed by dismal presages and frightful intimations. "catharine was dead by violence. surely my malignant stars had not made me the cause of her death; yet had i not rashly set in motion a machine, over whose progress i had no controul, and which experience had shewn me was infinite in power? every day might add to the catalogue of horrors of which this was the source, and a seasonable disclosure of the truth might prevent numberless ills. "fraught with this conception, i have turned my steps hither. i find your brother's house desolate: the furniture removed, and the walls stained with damps. your own is in the same situation. your chamber is dismantled and dark, and you exhibit an image of incurable grief, and of rapid decay. "i have uttered the truth. this is the extent of my offences. you tell me an horrid tale of wieland being led to the destruction of his wife and children, by some mysterious agent. you charge me with the guilt of this agency; but i repeat that the amount of my guilt has been truly stated. the perpetrator of catharine's death was unknown to me till now; nay, it is still unknown to me." at that moment, the closing of a door in the kitchen was distinctly heard by us. carwin started and paused. "there is some one coming. i must not be found here by my enemies, and need not, since my purpose is answered." i had drunk in, with the most vehement attention, every word that he had uttered. i had no breath to interrupt his tale by interrogations or comments. the power that he spoke of was hitherto unknown to me: its existence was incredible; it was susceptible of no direct proof. he owns that his were the voice and face which i heard and saw. he attempts to give an human explanation of these phantasms; but it is enough that he owns himself to be the agent; his tale is a lie, and his nature devilish. as he deceived me, he likewise deceived my brother, and now do i behold the author of all our calamities! such were my thoughts when his pause allowed me to think. i should have bad him begone if the silence had not been interrupted; but now i feared no more for myself; and the milkiness of my nature was curdled into hatred and rancour. some one was near, and this enemy of god and man might possibly be brought to justice. i reflected not that the preternatural power which he had hitherto exerted, would avail to rescue him from any toils in which his feet might be entangled. meanwhile, looks, and not words of menace and abhorrence, were all that i could bestow. he did not depart. he seemed dubious, whether, by passing out of the house, or by remaining somewhat longer where he was, he should most endanger his safety. his confusion increased when steps of one barefoot were heard upon the stairs. he threw anxious glances sometimes at the closet, sometimes at the window, and sometimes at the chamber door, yet he was detained by some inexplicable fascination. he stood as if rooted to the spot. as to me, my soul was bursting with detestation and revenge. i had no room for surmises and fears respecting him that approached. it was doubtless a human being, and would befriend me so far as to aid me in arresting this offender. the stranger quickly entered the room. my eyes and the eyes of carwin were, at the same moment, darted upon him. a second glance was not needed to inform us who he was. his locks were tangled, and fell confusedly over his forehead and ears. his shirt was of coarse stuff, and open at the neck and breast. his coat was once of bright and fine texture, but now torn and tarnished with dust. his feet, his legs, and his arms were bare. his features were the seat of a wild and tranquil solemnity, but his eyes bespoke inquietude and curiosity. he advanced with firm step, and looking as in search of some one. he saw me and stopped. he bent his sight on the floor, and clenching his hands, appeared suddenly absorbed in meditation. such were the figure and deportment of wieland! such, in his fallen state, were the aspect and guise of my brother! carwin did not fail to recognize the visitant. care for his own safety was apparently swallowed up in the amazement which this spectacle produced. his station was conspicuous, and he could not have escaped the roving glances of wieland; yet the latter seemed totally unconscious of his presence. grief at this scene of ruin and blast was at first the only sentiment of which i was conscious. a fearful stillness ensued. at length wieland, lifting his hands, which were locked in each other, to his breast, exclaimed, "father! i thank thee. this is thy guidance. hither thou hast led me, that i might perform thy will: yet let me not err: let me hear again thy messenger!" he stood for a minute as if listening; but recovering from his attitude, he continued--"it is not needed. dastardly wretch! thus eternally questioning the behests of thy maker! weak in resolution! wayward in faith!" he advanced to me, and, after another pause, resumed: "poor girl! a dismal fate has set its mark upon thee. thy life is demanded as a sacrifice. prepare thee to die. make not my office difficult by fruitless opposition. thy prayers might subdue stones; but none but he who enjoined my purpose can shake it." these words were a sufficient explication of the scene. the nature of his phrenzy, as described by my uncle, was remembered. i who had sought death, was now thrilled with horror because it was near. death in this form, death from the hand of a brother, was thought upon with undescribable repugnance. in a state thus verging upon madness, my eye glanced upon carwin. his astonishment appeared to have struck him motionless and dumb. my life was in danger, and my brother's hand was about to be embrued in my blood. i firmly believed that carwin's was the instigation. i could rescue me from this abhorred fate; i could dissipate this tremendous illusion; i could save my brother from the perpetration of new horrors, by pointing out the devil who seduced him; to hesitate a moment was to perish. these thoughts gave strength to my limbs, and energy to my accents: i started on my feet. "o brother! spare me, spare thyself: there is thy betrayer. he counterfeited the voice and face of an angel, for the purpose of destroying thee and me. he has this moment confessed it. he is able to speak where he is not. he is leagued with hell, but will not avow it; yet he confesses that the agency was his." my brother turned slowly his eyes, and fixed them upon carwin. every joint in the frame of the latter trembled. his complexion was paler than a ghost's. his eye dared not meet that of wieland, but wandered with an air of distraction from one space to another. "man," said my brother, in a voice totally unlike that which he had used to me, "what art thou? the charge has been made. answer it. the visage--the voice--at the bottom of these stairs--at the hour of eleven--to whom did they belong? to thee?" twice did carwin attempt to speak, but his words died away upon his lips. my brother resumed in a tone of greater vehemence-- "thou falterest; faltering is ominous; say yes or no: one word will suffice; but beware of falsehood. was it a stratagem of hell to overthrow my family? wast thou the agent?" i now saw that the wrath which had been prepared for me was to be heaped upon another. the tale that i heard from him, and his present trepidations, were abundant testimonies of his guilt. but what if wieland should be undeceived! what if he shall find his acts to have proceeded not from an heavenly prompter, but from human treachery! will not his rage mount into whirlwind? will not he tare limb from limb this devoted wretch? instinctively i recoiled from this image, but it gave place to another. carwin may be innocent, but the impetuosity of his judge may misconstrue his answers into a confession of guilt. wieland knows not that mysterious voices and appearances were likewise witnessed by me. carwin may be ignorant of those which misled my brother. thus may his answers unwarily betray himself to ruin. such might be the consequences of my frantic precipitation, and these, it was necessary, if possible, to prevent. i attempted to speak, but wieland, turning suddenly upon me, commanded silence, in a tone furious and terrible. my lips closed, and my tongue refused its office. "what art thou?" he resumed, addressing himself to carwin. "answer me; whose form--whose voice--was it thy contrivance? answer me." the answer was now given, but confusedly and scarcely articulated. "i meant nothing--i intended no ill--if i understand--if i do not mistake you--it is too true--i did appear--in the entry--did speak. the contrivance was mine, but--" these words were no sooner uttered, than my brother ceased to wear the same aspect. his eyes were downcast: he was motionless: his respiration became hoarse, like that of a man in the agonies of death. carwin seemed unable to say more. he might have easily escaped, but the thought which occupied him related to what was horrid and unintelligible in this scene, and not to his own danger. presently the faculties of wieland, which, for a time, were chained up, were seized with restlessness and trembling. he broke silence. the stoutest heart would have been appalled by the tone in which he spoke. he addressed himself to carwin. "why art thou here? who detains thee? go and learn better. i will meet thee, but it must be at the bar of thy maker. there shall i bear witness against thee." perceiving that carwin did not obey, he continued; "dost thou wish me to complete the catalogue by thy death? thy life is a worthless thing. tempt me no more. i am but a man, and thy presence may awaken a fury which may spurn my controul. begone!" carwin, irresolute, striving in vain for utterance, his complexion pallid as death, his knees beating one against another, slowly obeyed the mandate and withdrew. chapter xxv a few words more and i lay aside the pen for ever. yet why should i not relinquish it now? all that i have said is preparatory to this scene, and my fingers, tremulous and cold as my heart, refuse any further exertion. this must not be. let my last energies support me in the finishing of this task. then will i lay down my head in the lap of death. hushed will be all my murmurs in the sleep of the grave. every sentiment has perished in my bosom. even friendship is extinct. your love for me has prompted me to this task; but i would not have complied if it had not been a luxury thus to feast upon my woes. i have justly calculated upon my remnant of strength. when i lay down the pen the taper of life will expire: my existence will terminate with my tale. now that i was left alone with wieland, the perils of my situation presented themselves to my mind. that this paroxysm should terminate in havock and rage it was reasonable to predict. the first suggestion of my fears had been disproved by my experience. carwin had acknowledged his offences, and yet had escaped. the vengeance which i had harboured had not been admitted by wieland, and yet the evils which i had endured, compared with those inflicted on my brother, were as nothing. i thirsted for his blood, and was tormented with an insatiable appetite for his destruction; yet my brother was unmoved, and had dismissed him in safety. surely thou wast more than man, while i am sunk below the beasts. did i place a right construction on the conduct of wieland? was the error that misled him so easily rectified? were views so vivid and faith so strenuous thus liable to fading and to change? was there not reason to doubt the accuracy of my perceptions? with images like these was my mind thronged, till the deportment of my brother called away my attention. i saw his lips move and his eyes cast up to heaven. then would he listen and look back, as if in expectation of some one's appearance. thrice he repeated these gesticulations and this inaudible prayer. each time the mist of confusion and doubt seemed to grow darker and to settle on his understanding. i guessed at the meaning of these tokens. the words of carwin had shaken his belief, and he was employed in summoning the messenger who had formerly communed with him, to attest the value of those new doubts. in vain the summons was repeated, for his eye met nothing but vacancy, and not a sound saluted his ear. he walked to the bed, gazed with eagerness at the pillow which had sustained the head of the breathless catharine, and then returned to the place where i sat. i had no power to lift my eyes to his face: i was dubious of his purpose: this purpose might aim at my life. alas! nothing but subjection to danger, and exposure to temptation, can show us what we are. by this test was i now tried, and found to be cowardly and rash. men can deliberately untie the thread of life, and of this i had deemed myself capable; yet now that i stood upon the brink of fate, that the knife of the sacrificer was aimed at my heart, i shuddered and betook myself to any means of escape, however monstrous. can i bear to think--can i endure to relate the outrage which my heart meditated? where were my means of safety? resistance was vain. not even the energy of despair could set me on a level with that strength which his terrific prompter had bestowed upon wieland. terror enables us to perform incredible feats; but terror was not then the state of my mind: where then were my hopes of rescue? methinks it is too much. i stand aside, as it were, from myself; i estimate my own deservings; a hatred, immortal and inexorable, is my due. i listen to my own pleas, and find them empty and false: yes, i acknowledge that my guilt surpasses that of all mankind: i confess that the curses of a world, and the frowns of a deity, are inadequate to my demerits. is there a thing in the world worthy of infinite abhorrence? it is i. what shall i say! i was menaced, as i thought, with death, and, to elude this evil, my hand was ready to inflict death upon the menacer. in visiting my house, i had made provision against the machinations of carwin. in a fold of my dress an open penknife was concealed. this i now seized and drew forth. it lurked out of view: but i now see that my state of mind would have rendered the deed inevitable if my brother had lifted his hand. this instrument of my preservation would have been plunged into his heart. o, insupportable remembrance! hide thee from my view for a time; hide it from me that my heart was black enough to meditate the stabbing of a brother! a brother thus supreme in misery; thus towering in virtue! he was probably unconscious of my design, but presently drew back. this interval was sufficient to restore me to myself. the madness, the iniquity of that act which i had purposed rushed upon my apprehension. for a moment i was breathless with agony. at the next moment i recovered my strength, and threw the knife with violence on the floor. the sound awoke my brother from his reverie. he gazed alternately at me and at the weapon. with a movement equally solemn he stooped and took it up. he placed the blade in different positions, scrutinizing it accurately, and maintaining, at the same time, a profound silence. again he looked at me, but all that vehemence and loftiness of spirit which had so lately characterized his features, were flown. fallen muscles, a forehead contracted into folds, eyes dim with unbidden drops, and a ruefulness of aspect which no words can describe, were now visible. his looks touched into energy the same sympathies in me, and i poured forth a flood of tears. this passion was quickly checked by fear, which had now, no longer, my own, but his safety for their object. i watched his deportment in silence. at length he spoke: "sister," said he, in an accent mournful and mild, "i have acted poorly my part in this world. what thinkest thou? shall i not do better in the next?" i could make no answer. the mildness of his tone astonished and encouraged me. i continued to regard him with wistful and anxious looks. "i think," resumed he, "i will try. my wife and my babes have gone before. happy wretches! i have sent you to repose, and ought not to linger behind." these words had a meaning sufficiently intelligible. i looked at the open knife in his hand and shuddered, but knew not how to prevent the deed which i dreaded. he quickly noticed my fears, and comprehended them. stretching towards me his hand, with an air of increasing mildness: "take it," said he: "fear not for thy own sake, nor for mine. the cup is gone by, and its transient inebriation is succeeded by the soberness of truth. "thou angel whom i was wont to worship! fearest thou, my sister, for thy life? once it was the scope of my labours to destroy thee, but i was prompted to the deed by heaven; such, at least, was my belief. thinkest thou that thy death was sought to gratify malevolence? no. i am pure from all stain. i believed that my god was my mover! "neither thee nor myself have i cause to injure. i have done my duty, and surely there is merit in having sacrificed to that, all that is dear to the heart of man. if a devil has deceived me, he came in the habit of an angel. if i erred, it was not my judgment that deceived me, but my senses. in thy sight, being of beings! i am still pure. still will i look for my reward in thy justice!" did my ears truly report these sounds? if i did not err, my brother was restored to just perceptions. he knew himself to have been betrayed to the murder of his wife and children, to have been the victim of infernal artifice; yet he found consolation in the rectitude of his motives. he was not devoid of sorrow, for this was written on his countenance; but his soul was tranquil and sublime. perhaps this was merely a transition of his former madness into a new shape. perhaps he had not yet awakened to the memory of the horrors which he had perpetrated. infatuated wretch that i was! to set myself up as a model by which to judge of my heroic brother! my reason taught me that his conclusions were right; but conscious of the impotence of reason over my own conduct; conscious of my cowardly rashness and my criminal despair, i doubted whether any one could be stedfast and wise. such was my weakness, that even in the midst of these thoughts, my mind glided into abhorrence of carwin, and i uttered in a low voice, o! carwin! carwin! what hast thou to answer for? my brother immediately noticed the involuntary exclamation: "clara!" said he, "be thyself. equity used to be a theme for thy eloquence. reduce its lessons to practice, and be just to that unfortunate man. the instrument has done its work, and i am satisfied. "i thank thee, my god, for this last illumination! my enemy is thine also. i deemed him to be man, the man with whom i have often communed; but now thy goodness has unveiled to me his true nature. as the performer of thy behests, he is my friend." my heart began now to misgive me. his mournful aspect had gradually yielded place to a serene brow. a new soul appeared to actuate his frame, and his eyes to beam with preternatural lustre. these symptoms did not abate, and he continued: "clara! i must not leave thee in doubt. i know not what brought about thy interview with the being whom thou callest carwin. for a time, i was guilty of thy error, and deduced from his incoherent confessions that i had been made the victim of human malice. he left us at my bidding, and i put up a prayer that my doubts should be removed. thy eyes were shut, and thy ears sealed to the vision that answered my prayer. "i was indeed deceived. the form thou hast seen was the incarnation of a daemon. the visage and voice which urged me to the sacrifice of my family, were his. now he personates a human form: then he was invironed with the lustre of heaven.-- "clara," he continued, advancing closer to me, "thy death must come. this minister is evil, but he from whom his commission was received is god. submit then with all thy wonted resignation to a decree that cannot be reversed or resisted. mark the clock. three minutes are allowed to thee, in which to call up thy fortitude, and prepare thee for thy doom." there he stopped. even now, when this scene exists only in memory, when life and all its functions have sunk into torpor, my pulse throbs, and my hairs uprise: my brows are knit, as then; and i gaze around me in distraction. i was unconquerably averse to death; but death, imminent and full of agony as that which was threatened, was nothing. this was not the only or chief inspirer of my fears. for him, not for myself, was my soul tormented. i might die, and no crime, surpassing the reach of mercy, would pursue me to the presence of my judge; but my assassin would survive to contemplate his deed, and that assassin was wieland! wings to bear me beyond his reach i had not. i could not vanish with a thought. the door was open, but my murderer was interposed between that and me. of self-defence i was incapable. the phrenzy that lately prompted me to blood was gone; my state was desperate; my rescue was impossible. the weight of these accumulated thoughts could not be borne. my sight became confused; my limbs were seized with convulsion; i spoke, but my words were half-formed:-- "spare me, my brother! look down, righteous judge! snatch me from this fate! take away this fury from him, or turn it elsewhere!" such was the agony of my thoughts, that i noticed not steps entering my apartment. supplicating eyes were cast upward, but when my prayer was breathed, i once more wildly gazed at the door. a form met my sight: i shuddered as if the god whom i invoked were present. it was carwin that again intruded, and who stood before me, erect in attitude, and stedfast in look! the sight of him awakened new and rapid thoughts. his recent tale was remembered: his magical transitions and mysterious energy of voice: whether he were infernal or miraculous, or human, there was no power and no need to decide. whether the contriver or not of this spell, he was able to unbind it, and to check the fury of my brother. he had ascribed to himself intentions not malignant. here now was afforded a test of his truth. let him interpose, as from above; revoke the savage decree which the madness of wieland has assigned to heaven, and extinguish for ever this passion for blood! my mind detected at a glance this avenue to safety. the recommendations it possessed thronged as it were together, and made but one impression on my intellect. remoter effects and collateral dangers i saw not. perhaps the pause of an instant had sufficed to call them up. the improbability that the influence which governed wieland was external or human; the tendency of this stratagem to sanction so fatal an error, or substitute a more destructive rage in place of this; the sufficiency of carwin's mere muscular forces to counteract the efforts, and restrain the fury of wieland, might, at a second glance, have been discovered; but no second glance was allowed. my first thought hurried me to action, and, fixing my eyes upon carwin i exclaimed-- "o wretch! once more hast thou come? let it be to abjure thy malice; to counterwork this hellish stratagem; to turn from me and from my brother, this desolating rage! "testify thy innocence or thy remorse: exert the powers which pertain to thee, whatever they be, to turn aside this ruin. thou art the author of these horrors! what have i done to deserve thus to die? how have i merited this unrelenting persecution? i adjure thee, by that god whose voice thou hast dared to counterfeit, to save my life! "wilt thou then go? leave me! succourless!" carwin listened to my intreaties unmoved, and turned from me. he seemed to hesitate a moment: then glided through the door. rage and despair stifled my utterance. the interval of respite was passed; the pangs reserved for me by wieland, were not to be endured; my thoughts rushed again into anarchy. having received the knife from his hand, i held it loosely and without regard; but now it seized again my attention, and i grasped it with force. he seemed to notice not the entrance or exit of carwin. my gesture and the murderous weapon appeared to have escaped his notice. his silence was unbroken; his eye, fixed upon the clock for a time, was now withdrawn; fury kindled in every feature; all that was human in his face gave way to an expression supernatural and tremendous. i felt my left arm within his grasp.-- even now i hesitated to strike. i shrunk from his assault, but in vain.-- here let me desist. why should i rescue this event from oblivion? why should i paint this detestable conflict? why not terminate at once this series of horrors?--hurry to the verge of the precipice, and cast myself for ever beyond remembrance and beyond hope? still i live: with this load upon my breast; with this phantom to pursue my steps; with adders lodged in my bosom, and stinging me to madness: still i consent to live! yes, i will rise above the sphere of mortal passions: i will spurn at the cowardly remorse that bids me seek impunity in silence, or comfort in forgetfulness. my nerves shall be new strung to the task. have i not resolved? i will die. the gulph before me is inevitable and near. i will die, but then only when my tale is at an end. chapter xxvi my right hand, grasping the unseen knife, was still disengaged. it was lifted to strike. all my strength was exhausted, but what was sufficient to the performance of this deed. already was the energy awakened, and the impulse given, that should bear the fatal steel to his heart, when--wieland shrunk back: his hand was withdrawn. breathless with affright and desperation, i stood, freed from his grasp; unassailed; untouched. thus long had the power which controuled the scene forborne to interfere; but now his might was irresistible, and wieland in a moment was disarmed of all his purposes. a voice, louder than human organs could produce, shriller than language can depict, burst from the ceiling, and commanded him--to hold! trouble and dismay succeeded to the stedfastness that had lately been displayed in the looks of wieland. his eyes roved from one quarter to another, with an expression of doubt. he seemed to wait for a further intimation. carwin's agency was here easily recognized. i had besought him to interpose in my defence. he had flown. i had imagined him deaf to my prayer, and resolute to see me perish: yet he disappeared merely to devise and execute the means of my relief. why did he not forbear when this end was accomplished? why did his misjudging zeal and accursed precipitation overpass that limit? or meant he thus to crown the scene, and conduct his inscrutable plots to this consummation? such ideas were the fruit of subsequent contemplation. this moment was pregnant with fate. i had no power to reason. in the career of my tempestuous thoughts, rent into pieces, as my mind was, by accumulating horrors, carwin was unseen and unsuspected. i partook of wieland's credulity, shook with his amazement, and panted with his awe. silence took place for a moment; so much as allowed the attention to recover its post. then new sounds were uttered from above. "man of errors! cease to cherish thy delusion: not heaven or hell, but thy senses have misled thee to commit these acts. shake off thy phrenzy, and ascend into rational and human. be lunatic no longer." my brother opened his lips to speak. his tone was terrific and faint. he muttered an appeal to heaven. it was difficult to comprehend the theme of his inquiries. they implied doubt as to the nature of the impulse that hitherto had guided him, and questioned whether he had acted in consequence of insane perceptions. to these interrogatories the voice, which now seemed to hover at his shoulder, loudly answered in the affirmative. then uninterrupted silence ensued. fallen from his lofty and heroic station; now finally restored to the perception of truth; weighed to earth by the recollection of his own deeds; consoled no longer by a consciousness of rectitude, for the loss of offspring and wife--a loss for which he was indebted to his own misguided hand; wieland was transformed at once into the man of sorrows! he reflected not that credit should be as reasonably denied to the last, as to any former intimation; that one might as justly be ascribed to erring or diseased senses as the other. he saw not that this discovery in no degree affected the integrity of his conduct; that his motives had lost none of their claims to the homage of mankind; that the preference of supreme good, and the boundless energy of duty, were undiminished in his bosom. it is not for me to pursue him through the ghastly changes of his countenance. words he had none. now he sat upon the floor, motionless in all his limbs, with his eyes glazed and fixed; a monument of woe. anon a spirit of tempestuous but undesigning activity seized him. he rose from his place and strode across the floor, tottering and at random. his eyes were without moisture, and gleamed with the fire that consumed his vitals. the muscles of his face were agitated by convulsion. his lips moved, but no sound escaped him. that nature should long sustain this conflict was not to be believed. my state was little different from that of my brother. i entered, as it were, into his thought. my heart was visited and rent by his pangs--oh that thy phrenzy had never been cured! that thy madness, with its blissful visions, would return! or, if that must not be, that thy scene would hasten to a close! that death would cover thee with his oblivion! what can i wish for thee? thou who hast vied with the great preacher of thy faith in sanctity of motives, and in elevation above sensual and selfish! thou whom thy fate has changed into paricide and savage! can i wish for the continuance of thy being? no. for a time his movements seemed destitute of purpose. if he walked; if he turned; if his fingers were entwined with each other; if his hands were pressed against opposite sides of his head with a force sufficient to crush it into pieces; it was to tear his mind from self-contemplation; to waste his thoughts on external objects. speedily this train was broken. a beam appeared to be darted into his mind, which gave a purpose to his efforts. an avenue to escape presented itself; and now he eagerly gazed about him: when my thoughts became engaged by his demeanour, my fingers were stretched as by a mechanical force, and the knife, no longer heeded or of use, escaped from my grasp, and fell unperceived on the floor. his eye now lighted upon it; he seized it with the quickness of thought. i shrieked aloud, but it was too late. he plunged it to the hilt in his neck; and his life instantly escaped with the stream that gushed from the wound. he was stretched at my feet; and my hands were sprinkled with his blood as he fell. such was thy last deed, my brother! for a spectacle like this was it my fate to be reserved! thy eyes were closed--thy face ghastly with death--thy arms, and the spot where thou liedest, floated in thy life's blood! these images have not, for a moment, forsaken me. till i am breathless and cold, they must continue to hover in my sight. carwin, as i said, had left the room, but he still lingered in the house. my voice summoned him to my aid; but i scarcely noticed his re-entrance, and now faintly recollect his terrified looks, his broken exclamations, his vehement avowals of innocence, the effusions of his pity for me, and his offers of assistance. i did not listen--i answered him not--i ceased to upbraid or accuse. his guilt was a point to which i was indifferent. ruffian or devil, black as hell or bright as angels, thenceforth he was nothing to me. i was incapable of sparing a look or a thought from the ruin that was spread at my feet. when he left me, i was scarcely conscious of any variation in the scene. he informed the inhabitants of the hut of what had passed, and they flew to the spot. careless of his own safety, he hasted to the city to inform my friends of my condition. my uncle speedily arrived at the house. the body of wieland was removed from my presence, and they supposed that i would follow it; but no, my home is ascertained; here i have taken up my rest, and never will i go hence, till, like wieland, i am borne to my grave. importunity was tried in vain: they threatened to remove me by violence--nay, violence was used; but my soul prizes too dearly this little roof to endure to be bereaved of it. force should not prevail when the hoary locks and supplicating tears of my uncle were ineffectual. my repugnance to move gave birth to ferociousness and phrenzy when force was employed, and they were obliged to consent to my return. they besought me--they remonstrated--they appealed to every duty that connected me with him that made me, and with my fellow-men--in vain. while i live i will not go hence. have i not fulfilled my destiny? why will ye torment me with your reasonings and reproofs? can ye restore to me the hope of my better days? can ye give me back catharine and her babes? can ye recall to life him who died at my feet? i will eat--i will drink--i will lie down and rise up at your bidding--all i ask is the choice of my abode. what is there unreasonable in this demand? shortly will i be at peace. this is the spot which i have chosen in which to breathe my last sigh. deny me not, i beseech you, so slight a boon. talk not to me, o my revered friend! of carwin. he has told thee his tale, and thou exculpatest him from all direct concern in the fate of wieland. this scene of havock was produced by an illusion of the senses. be it so: i care not from what source these disasters have flowed; it suffices that they have swallowed up our hopes and our existence. what his agency began, his agency conducted to a close. he intended, by the final effort of his power, to rescue me and to banish his illusions from my brother. such is his tale, concerning the truth of which i care not. henceforth i foster but one wish--i ask only quick deliverance from life and all the ills that attend it.-- go wretch! torment me not with thy presence and thy prayers.--forgive thee? will that avail thee when thy fateful hour shall arrive? be thou acquitted at thy own tribunal, and thou needest not fear the verdict of others. if thy guilt be capable of blacker hues, if hitherto thy conscience be without stain, thy crime will be made more flagrant by thus violating my retreat. take thyself away from my sight if thou wouldest not behold my death! thou are gone! murmuring and reluctant! and now my repose is coming--my work is done! chapter xxvii [written three years after the foregoing, and dated at montpellier.] i imagined that i had forever laid aside the pen; and that i should take up my abode in this part of the world, was of all events the least probable. my destiny i believed to be accomplished, and i looked forward to a speedy termination of my life with the fullest confidence. surely i had reason to be weary of existence, to be impatient of every tie which held me from the grave. i experienced this impatience in its fullest extent. i was not only enamoured of death, but conceived, from the condition of my frame, that to shun it was impossible, even though i had ardently desired it; yet here am i, a thousand leagues from my native soil, in full possession of life and of health, and not destitute of happiness. such is man. time will obliterate the deepest impressions. grief the most vehement and hopeless, will gradually decay and wear itself out. arguments may be employed in vain: every moral prescription may be ineffectually tried: remonstrances, however cogent or pathetic, shall have no power over the attention, or shall be repelled with disdain; yet, as day follows day, the turbulence of our emotions shall subside, and our fluctuations be finally succeeded by a calm. perhaps, however, the conquest of despair was chiefly owing to an accident which rendered my continuance in my own house impossible. at the conclusion of my long, and, as i then supposed, my last letter to you, i mentioned my resolution to wait for death in the very spot which had been the principal scene of my misfortunes. from this resolution my friends exerted themselves with the utmost zeal and perseverance to make me depart. they justly imagined that to be thus surrounded by memorials of the fate of my family, would tend to foster my disease. a swift succession of new objects, and the exclusion of every thing calculated to remind me of my loss, was the only method of cure. i refused to listen to their exhortations. great as my calamity was, to be torn from this asylum was regarded by me as an aggravation of it. by a perverse constitution of mind, he was considered as my greatest enemy who sought to withdraw me from a scene which supplied eternal food to my melancholy, and kept my despair from languishing. in relating the history of these disasters i derived a similar species of gratification. my uncle earnestly dissuaded me from this task; but his remonstrances were as fruitless on this head as they had been on others. they would have withheld from me the implements of writing; but they quickly perceived that to withstand would be more injurious than to comply with my wishes. having finished my tale, it seemed as if the scene were closing. a fever lurked in my veins, and my strength was gone. any exertion, however slight, was attended with difficulty, and, at length, i refused to rise from my bed. i now see the infatuation and injustice of my conduct in its true colours. i reflect upon the sensations and reasonings of that period with wonder and humiliation. that i should be insensible to the claims and tears of my friends; that i should overlook the suggestions of duty, and fly from that post in which only i could be instrumental to the benefit of others; that the exercise of the social and beneficent affections, the contemplation of nature and the acquisition of wisdom should not be seen to be means of happiness still within my reach, is, at this time, scarcely credible. it is true that i am now changed; but i have not the consolation to reflect that my change was owing to my fortitude or to my capacity for instruction. better thoughts grew up in my mind imperceptibly. i cannot but congratulate myself on the change, though, perhaps, it merely argues a fickleness of temper, and a defect of sensibility. after my narrative was ended i betook myself to my bed, in the full belief that my career in this world was on the point of finishing. my uncle took up his abode with me, and performed for me every office of nurse, physician and friend. one night, after some hours of restlessness and pain, i sunk into deep sleep. its tranquillity, however, was of no long duration. my fancy became suddenly distempered, and my brain was turned into a theatre of uproar and confusion. it would not be easy to describe the wild and phantastical incongruities that pestered me. my uncle, wieland, pleyel and carwin were successively and momently discerned amidst the storm. sometimes i was swallowed up by whirlpools, or caught up in the air by half-seen and gigantic forms, and thrown upon pointed rocks, or cast among the billows. sometimes gleams of light were shot into a dark abyss, on the verge of which i was standing, and enabled me to discover, for a moment, its enormous depth and hideous precipices. anon, i was transported to some ridge of aetna, and made a terrified spectator of its fiery torrents and its pillars of smoke. however strange it may seem, i was conscious, even during my dream, of my real situation. i knew myself to be asleep, and struggled to break the spell, by muscular exertions. these did not avail, and i continued to suffer these abortive creations till a loud voice, at my bed side, and some one shaking me with violence, put an end to my reverie. my eyes were unsealed, and i started from my pillow. my chamber was filled with smoke, which, though in some degree luminous, would permit me to see nothing, and by which i was nearly suffocated. the crackling of flames, and the deafening clamour of voices without, burst upon my ears. stunned as i was by this hubbub, scorched with heat, and nearly choaked by the accumulating vapours, i was unable to think or act for my own preservation; i was incapable, indeed, of comprehending my danger. i was caught up, in an instant, by a pair of sinewy arms, borne to the window, and carried down a ladder which had been placed there. my uncle stood at the bottom and received me. i was not fully aware of my situation till i found myself sheltered in the hut, and surrounded by its inhabitants. by neglect of the servant, some unextinguished embers had been placed in a barrel in the cellar of the building. the barrel had caught fire; this was communicated to the beams of the lower floor, and thence to the upper part of the structure. it was first discovered by some persons at a distance, who hastened to the spot and alarmed my uncle and the servants. the flames had already made considerable progress, and my condition was overlooked till my escape was rendered nearly impossible. my danger being known, and a ladder quickly procured, one of the spectators ascended to my chamber, and effected my deliverance in the manner before related. this incident, disastrous as it may at first seem, had, in reality, a beneficial effect upon my feelings. i was, in some degree, roused from the stupor which had seized my faculties. the monotonous and gloomy series of my thoughts was broken. my habitation was levelled with the ground, and i was obliged to seek a new one. a new train of images, disconnected with the fate of my family, forced itself on my attention, and a belief insensibly sprung up, that tranquillity, if not happiness, was still within my reach. notwithstanding the shocks which my frame had endured, the anguish of my thoughts no sooner abated than i recovered my health. i now willingly listened to my uncle's solicitations to be the companion of his voyage. preparations were easily made, and after a tedious passage, we set our feet on the shore of the ancient world. the memory of the past did not forsake me; but the melancholy which it generated, and the tears with which it filled my eyes, were not unprofitable. my curiosity was revived, and i contemplated, with ardour, the spectacle of living manners and the monuments of past ages. in proportion as my heart was reinstated in the possession of its ancient tranquillity, the sentiment which i had cherished with regard to pleyel returned. in a short time he was united to the saxon woman, and made his residence in the neighbourhood of boston. i was glad that circumstances would not permit an interview to take place between us. i could not desire their misery; but i reaped no pleasure from reflecting on their happiness. time, and the exertions of my fortitude, cured me, in some degree, of this folly. i continued to love him, but my passion was disguised to myself; i considered it merely as a more tender species of friendship, and cherished it without compunction. through my uncle's exertions a meeting was brought about between carwin and pleyel, and explanations took place which restored me at once to the good opinion of the latter. though separated so widely our correspondence was punctual and frequent, and paved the way for that union which can only end with the death of one of us. in my letters to him i made no secret of my former sentiments. this was a theme on which i could talk without painful, though not without delicate emotions. that knowledge which i should never have imparted to a lover, i felt little scruple to communicate to a friend. a year and an half elapsed when theresa was snatched from him by death, in the hour in which she gave him the first pledge of their mutual affection. this event was borne by him with his customary fortitude. it induced him, however, to make a change in his plans. he disposed of his property in america, and joined my uncle and me, who had terminated the wanderings of two years at montpellier, which will henceforth, i believe, be our permanent abode. if you reflect upon that entire confidence which had subsisted from our infancy between pleyel and myself; on the passion that i had contracted, and which was merely smothered for a time; and on the esteem which was mutual, you will not, perhaps, be surprized that the renovation of our intercourse should give birth to that union which at present subsists. when the period had elapsed necessary to weaken the remembrance of theresa, to whom he had been bound by ties more of honor than of love, he tendered his affections to me. i need not add that the tender was eagerly accepted. perhaps you are somewhat interested in the fate of carwin. he saw, when too late, the danger of imposture. so much affected was he by the catastrophe to which he was a witness, that he laid aside all regard to his own safety. he sought my uncle, and confided to him the tale which he had just related to me. he found a more impartial and indulgent auditor in mr. cambridge, who imputed to maniacal illusion the conduct of wieland, though he conceived the previous and unseen agency of carwin, to have indirectly but powerfully predisposed to this deplorable perversion of mind. it was easy for carwin to elude the persecutions of ludloe. it was merely requisite to hide himself in a remote district of pennsylvania. this, when he parted from us, he determined to do. he is now probably engaged in the harmless pursuits of agriculture, and may come to think, without insupportable remorse, on the evils to which his fatal talents have given birth. the innocence and usefulness of his future life may, in some degree, atone for the miseries so rashly or so thoughtlessly inflicted. more urgent considerations hindered me from mentioning, in the course of my former mournful recital, any particulars respecting the unfortunate father of louisa conway. that man surely was reserved to be a monument of capricious fortune. his southern journies being finished, he returned to philadelphia. before he reached the city he left the highway, and alighted at my brother's door. contrary to his expectation, no one came forth to welcome him, or hail his approach. he attempted to enter the house, but bolted doors, barred windows, and a silence broken only by unanswered calls, shewed him that the mansion was deserted. he proceeded thence to my habitation, which he found, in like manner, gloomy and tenantless. his surprize may be easily conceived. the rustics who occupied the hut told him an imperfect and incredible tale. he hasted to the city, and extorted from mrs. baynton a full disclosure of late disasters. he was inured to adversity, and recovered, after no long time, from the shocks produced by this disappointment of his darling scheme. our intercourse did not terminate with his departure from america. we have since met with him in france, and light has at length been thrown upon the motives which occasioned the disappearance of his wife, in the manner which i formerly related to you. i have dwelt upon the ardour of their conjugal attachment, and mentioned that no suspicion had ever glanced upon her purity. this, though the belief was long cherished, recent discoveries have shewn to be questionable. no doubt her integrity would have survived to the present moment, if an extraordinary fate had not befallen her. major stuart had been engaged, while in germany, in a contest of honor with an aid de camp of the marquis of granby. his adversary had propagated a rumour injurious to his character. a challenge was sent; a meeting ensued; and stuart wounded and disarmed the calumniator. the offence was atoned for, and his life secured by suitable concessions. maxwell, that was his name, shortly after, in consequence of succeeding to a rich inheritance, sold his commission and returned to london. his fortune was speedily augmented by an opulent marriage. interest was his sole inducement to this marriage, though the lady had been swayed by a credulous affection. the true state of his heart was quickly discovered, and a separation, by mutual consent, took place. the lady withdrew to an estate in a distant county, and maxwell continued to consume his time and fortune in the dissipation of the capital. maxwell, though deceitful and sensual, possessed great force of mind and specious accomplishments. he contrived to mislead the generous mind of stuart, and to regain the esteem which his misconduct, for a time, had forfeited. he was recommended by her husband to the confidence of mrs. stuart. maxwell was stimulated by revenge, and by a lawless passion, to convert this confidence into a source of guilt. the education and capacity of this woman, the worth of her husband, the pledge of their alliance which time had produced, her maturity in age and knowledge of the world--all combined to render this attempt hopeless. maxwell, however, was not easily discouraged. the most perfect being, he believed, must owe his exemption from vice to the absence of temptation. the impulses of love are so subtile, and the influence of false reasoning, when enforced by eloquence and passion, so unbounded, that no human virtue is secure from degeneracy. all arts being tried, every temptation being summoned to his aid, dissimulation being carried to its utmost bound, maxwell, at length, nearly accomplished his purpose. the lady's affections were withdrawn from her husband and transferred to him. she could not, as yet, be reconciled to dishonor. all efforts to induce her to elope with him were ineffectual. she permitted herself to love, and to avow her love; but at this limit she stopped, and was immoveable. hence this revolution in her sentiments was productive only of despair. her rectitude of principle preserved her from actual guilt, but could not restore to her her ancient affection, or save her from being the prey of remorseful and impracticable wishes. her husband's absence produced a state of suspense. this, however, approached to a period, and she received tidings of his intended return. maxwell, being likewise apprized of this event, and having made a last and unsuccessful effort to conquer her reluctance to accompany him in a journey to italy, whither he pretended an invincible necessity of going, left her to pursue the measures which despair might suggest. at the same time she received a letter from the wife of maxwell, unveiling the true character of this man, and revealing facts which the artifices of her seducer had hitherto concealed from her. mrs. maxwell had been prompted to this disclosure by a knowledge of her husband's practices, with which his own impetuosity had made her acquainted. this discovery, joined to the delicacy of her scruples and the anguish of remorse, induced her to abscond. this scheme was adopted in haste, but effected with consummate prudence. she fled, on the eve of her husband's arrival, in the disguise of a boy, and embarked at falmouth in a packet bound for america. the history of her disastrous intercourse with maxwell, the motives inducing her to forsake her country, and the measures she had taken to effect her design, were related to mrs. maxwell, in reply to her communication. between these women an ancient intimacy and considerable similitude of character subsisted. this disclosure was accompanied with solemn injunctions of secrecy, and these injunctions were, for a long time, faithfully observed. mrs. maxwell's abode was situated on the banks of the wey. stuart was her kinsman; their youth had been spent together; and maxwell was in some degree indebted to the man whom he betrayed, for his alliance with this unfortunate lady. her esteem for the character of stuart had never been diminished. a meeting between them was occasioned by a tour which the latter had undertaken, in the year after his return from america, to wales and the western counties. this interview produced pleasure and regret in each. their own transactions naturally became the topics of their conversation; and the untimely fate of his wife and daughter were related by the guest. mrs. maxwell's regard for her friend, as well as for the safety of her husband, persuaded her to concealment; but the former being dead, and the latter being out of the kingdom, she ventured to produce mrs. stuart's letter, and to communicate her own knowledge of the treachery of maxwell. she had previously extorted from her guest a promise not to pursue any scheme of vengeance; but this promise was made while ignorant of the full extent of maxwell's depravity, and his passion refused to adhere to it. at this time my uncle and i resided at avignon. among the english resident there, and with whom we maintained a social intercourse, was maxwell. this man's talents and address rendered him a favorite both with my uncle and myself. he had even tendered me his hand in marriage; but this being refused, he had sought and obtained permission to continue with us the intercourse of friendship. since a legal marriage was impossible, no doubt, his views were flagitious. whether he had relinquished these views i was unable to judge. he was one in a large circle at a villa in the environs, to which i had likewise been invited, when stuart abruptly entered the apartment. he was recognized with genuine satisfaction by me, and with seeming pleasure by maxwell. in a short time, some affair of moment being pleaded, which required an immediate and exclusive interview, maxwell and he withdrew together. stuart and my uncle had been known to each other in the german army; and the purpose contemplated by the former in this long and hasty journey, was confided to his old friend. a defiance was given and received, and the banks of a rivulet, about a league from the city, was selected as the scene of this contest. my uncle, having exerted himself in vain to prevent an hostile meeting, consented to attend them as a surgeon.--next morning, at sun-rise, was the time chosen. i returned early in the evening to my lodgings. preliminaries being settled between the combatants, stuart had consented to spend the evening with us, and did not retire till late. on the way to his hotel he was exposed to no molestation, but just as he stepped within the portico, a swarthy and malignant figure started from behind a column. and plunged a stiletto into his body. the author of this treason could not certainly be discovered; but the details communicated by stuart, respecting the history of maxwell, naturally pointed him out as an object of suspicion. no one expressed more concern, on account of this disaster, than he; and he pretended an ardent zeal to vindicate his character from the aspersions that were cast upon it. thenceforth, however, i denied myself to his visits; and shortly after he disappeared from this scene. few possessed more estimable qualities, and a better title to happiness and the tranquil honors of long life, than the mother and father of louisa conway: yet they were cut off in the bloom of their days; and their destiny was thus accomplished by the same hand. maxwell was the instrument of their destruction, though the instrument was applied to this end in so different a manner. i leave you to moralize on this tale. that virtue should become the victim of treachery is, no doubt, a mournful consideration; but it will not escape your notice, that the evils of which carwin and maxwell were the authors, owed their existence to the errors of the sufferers. all efforts would have been ineffectual to subvert the happiness or shorten the existence of the stuarts, if their own frailty had not seconded these efforts. if the lady had crushed her disastrous passion in the bud, and driven the seducer from her presence, when the tendency of his artifices was seen; if stuart had not admitted the spirit of absurd revenge, we should not have had to deplore this catastrophe. if wieland had framed juster notions of moral duty, and of the divine attributes; or if i had been gifted with ordinary equanimity or foresight, the double-tongued deceiver would have been baffled and repelled. historic highways of america volume historic highways of america volume pioneer roads and experiences of travelers (volume ii) by archer butler hulbert _with maps_ [illustration] the arthur h. clark company cleveland, ohio copyright, by the arthur h. clark company all rights reserved contents page preface i. the old northwestern turnpike ii. a journey in northern virginia iii. a pilgrim on braddock's road iv. the genesee road v. a traveler on the genesee road vi. the catskill turnpike vii. with dickens along pioneer roads illustrations i. part of a "map of the route between albany and oswego" (drawn about ; from original in british museum) ii. part of a "map of the grand pass from new york to montreal ... by thomas pownall" (drawn about ; from original in the british museum) iii. western new york in preface this volume is devoted to two great lines of pioneer movement, one through northern virginia and the other through central new york. in the former case the old northwestern turnpike is the key to the situation, and in the latter the famous genesee road, running westward from utica, was of momentous importance. a chapter is given to the northwestern turnpike, showing the movement which demanded a highway, and the legislative history which created it. then follow two chapters of travelers' experiences in the region covered. one of these is given to the _journal of thomas wallcutt_ ( ) through northern virginia and central pennsylvania. another chapter presents no less vivid descriptions from quite unknown travelers on the virginian roads. the genesee road is presented in chapter four as a legislative creation; the whole history of this famous avenue would be practically a history of central new york. to give the more vivid impression of personal experience a chapter is devoted to a portion of thomas bigelow's _tour to niagara falls _ over the genesee road in its earliest years, when the beautiful cities which now lie like a string of precious gems across this route were just springing into existence. for a chapter on the important "catskill turnpike," which gives much information of road-building in central new york, we are indebted to francis whiting halsey's _the old new york frontier_. the final chapter of the volume includes a number of selections from the spicy, brilliant descriptions of pioneer traveling in america which dickens left in his _american notes_, and a few pages describing an early journey on indian trails in missouri from charles augustus murray's _travels in north america_. a. b. h. marietta, ohio, january , . pioneer roads and experiences of travelers (volume ii) chapter i the old northwestern turnpike we have treated of three historic highways in this series of monographs which found a way through the appalachian uplift into the mississippi basin--braddock's, forbes's, and boone's roads and their successors. there were other means of access into that region. one, of which particular mention is to be made in this volume, dodged the mountains and ran around to the lakes by way of the mohawk river and the genesee country. various minor routes passed westward from the heads of the susquehanna--one of them becoming famous as a railway route, but none becoming celebrated as roadways. from central and southern virginia, routes, likewise to be followed by trunk railway lines, led onward toward the mississippi basin, but none, save only boone's track, became of prime importance. but while scanning carefully this mountain barrier, which for so long a period held back civilization on the atlantic seaboard, there is found another route that was historic and deserves mention as influencing the westward movement of america. it was that roadway so well known three-fourths of a century ago as the old northwestern turnpike, leading from winchester, virginia, to the ohio river at parkersburg, virginia, now west virginia, at the mouth of the little kanawha. the earliest history of this route is of far more interest than importance, for the subject takes us back once more to washington's early exploits and we feel again the fever of his wide dreams of internal communications which should make the virginia waterways the inlet and outlet of all the trade of the rising west. it has been elsewhere outlined how the cumberland road was the actual resultant of washington's hopes and plans. but it is in place in a sketch of the old northwestern turnpike to state that washington's actual plan of making the potomac river all that the erie canal and the cumberland road became was never even faintly realized. his great object was attained--but not by means of his partisan plans. it is very difficult to catch the exact old-time spirit of rivalry which existed among the american colonies and which always meant jealousy and sometimes bloodshed. in the fight between virginia officers in forbes's army in over the building of a new road through pennsylvania to fort duquesne, instead of following braddock's old road, is an historic example of this intense rivalry. a noted example, more easily explained, was the conflict and perennial quarrel between the connecticut and pennsylvania pioneers within the western extremity of the former colony's technical boundaries. that washington was a virginian is made very plain in a thousand instances in his life; and many times it is emphasized in such a way as must seem odd to all modern americans. at a stroke of a pen he shows himself to be the broadest of americans in his classic letter to benjamin harrison, ; in the next sentence he is urging virginia to look well to her laurels lest new york, through the hudson and mohawk, and pennsylvania, through the susquehanna and juniata, do what virginia ought to do through her potomac. the powerful appeal made in this letter was the result of a journey of washington's in the west which has not received all the attention from historians it perhaps deserves. this was a tour made in in the tangled mountainous region between the heads of the branches of the potomac and those of the monongahela.[ ] starting on his journey september , washington intended visiting his western lands and returning home by way of the great kanawha and new rivers, in order to view the connection which could be made there between the james and great kanawha valleys. indian hostilities, however, made it unwise for him to proceed even to the great kanawha, and the month was spent in northwestern virginia. on the second, washington reached leesburg, and on the third, berkeley; here, at his brother's (colonel charles washington's) he met a number of persons including general morgan. "... one object of my journey being," his _journal_ reads, "to obtain information of the nearest and best communication between the eastern & western waters; & to facilitate as much as in me lay the inland navigation of the potomack; i conversed a good deal with gen^l. morgan on this subject, who said, a plan was in contemplation to extend a road from winchester to the western waters, to avoid if possible an interference with any other state." it is to be observed that this was a polite way of saying that the road in contemplation must be wholly in virginia, which was the only state to be "interfered" with or be benefited. "but i could not discover," washington adds, "that either himself, or others, were able to point it out with precision. he [morgan] seemed to have no doubt but that the counties of freder^k., berkeley & hampshire would contribute freely towards the extension of the navigation of potomack; as well as towards opening a road from east to west." it should be observed that the only route across the mountains from northwestern virginia to the ohio river was braddock's road; for this road washington was a champion in , as against the central route forbes built straight west from bedford to fort duquesne.[ ] then, however, braddock's road, and even fort duquesne, was supposed to lie in virginia. but when the pennsylvania boundaries were fully outlined it was found that braddock's road lay in pennsylvania. washington now was seeking a new route to the west which would lie wholly in virginia. the problem, historically, presents several interesting points which cannot be expanded here. suffice it to say that washington was the valiant champion of braddock's road until he found it lay wholly in maryland and pennsylvania. gaining no satisfaction from his friends at berkeley, washington pushed on to one captain stroad's, out fourteen odd miles on the road to bath. "i held much conversation with him," the traveler records of his visit at stroad's, "the result ... was,--that there are two glades which go under the denomination of the great glades--one, on the waters of yohiogany, the other on those of cheat river; & distinguished by the name of the sandy creek glades.--that the road to the first goes by the head of patterson's creek[ ]--that from the acc^{ts}. he has had of it, it is rough; the distance he knows not.--that there is a way to the sandy creek glades from the great crossing of yohiogany (or braddocks road) [smithfield, pennsylvania] & a very good one; ..." at the town of bath washington met one colonel bruce who had traversed the country between the north branch (as that tributary of the potomac was widely known) and the monongahela. "from col^o. bruce ... i was informed that he had travelled from the north branch of potomack to the waters of yaughiogany, and monongahela--that the potom^k. where it may be made navigable--for instance where mcculloughs path crosses it, miles above the old fort [cumberland], is but about miles to a pretty large branch of the yohiogany ...--that the waters of sandy creek which is a branch of cheat river, which is a branch of monongahela, interlocks with these; and the country between, flat--that he thinks (in order to ev^d. [evade] passing through the state of pennsylvania) this would be an eligible road using the ten miles c^k. with a portage to the navigable waters of the little kanhawa; ..." this was the basis of washington's plan of internal communication from potomac; he now pressed forward to find if it were possible to connect the youghiogheny and north branch of the potomac, the youghiogheny and monongahela, and the monongahela and little kanawha. of course the plan was impossible, but the patient man floundered on through the foothills and mountains over what was approximately the course mentioned, the "mccullough's path" and sandy creek route from the potomac to the monongahela. in his explorations he found and traversed one of the earliest routes westward through this broken country immediately south of the well known resorts, oakland and deer park, on the baltimore and ohio railway. this was the "mccullough's" path already mentioned. having ascended the monongahela river from near brownsville, pennsylvania, washington, on september , arrived at a surveyor's office (the home of one pierpoint) eight miles southward along the dividing ridge between the monongahela and cheat rivers.[ ] on the twenty-fifth--after a meeting with various inhabitants of the vicinity--he went plunging eastward toward the north branch of the potomac "along the new road [which intersected braddock's road east of winding ridge] to sandy creek; & thence by mccullochs path to logstons [on the north branch of the potomac] and accordingly set of [off] before sunrise. within miles i came to the river cheat ab^t. miles from its mouth--.... the road from morgan town or monongahela c^t. house, is said to be good to this ferry [ice's]--distance ab^{t}. miles[ ] ... from the ferry the laurel hill[ ] is assended ... along the top of it the road continues.... after crossing this hill the road is very good to the ford of sandy creek at one james spurgeons,[ ] ... ab^t. miles from ice's ferry. at the crossing of this creek mccullocks path, which owes its origen to buffaloes, being no other than their tracks from one lick to another & consequently crooked & not well chosen, strikes off from the new road.... from spurgeon's to one lemons, which is a little to the right of mccullochs path, is reckoned miles, and the way not bad; but from lemons to the entrance of the yohiogany glades[ ] which is estimated miles more thro' a deep rich soil ... and what is called the briery mountain.[ ] ... at the entrance of the above glades i lodged this night, with no other shelter or cover than my cloak. & was unlucky enough to have a heavy shower of rain.... ^{th}.... passing along a small path ... loaded with water ... we had an uncomfortable travel to one charles friends[ ] about miles.... a mile before i came to friends, i crossed the great branch of yohiogany.... friend ... is a great hunter.... from friends i passed by a spring (distant miles) called archy's from a man of that name--crossed the backbone[ ] & descended into ryans glade.[ ]--thence by tho^s. logston's ... to the foot of the backbone, about miles ... across the ridge to ryans glade one mile and half ...--to joseph logstons - / miles ...--to the n^o. branch at mccullochs path miles[ ]--infamous road--and to tho^s. logstons more.... th. i left m^r. logston's ...--at ten miles i had ... gained the summit of the alligany mountain[ ] and began to desend it where it is very steep and bad to the waters of pattersons creek ... along the heads of these [tributaries], & crossing the main [patterson's] creek & mountain bearing the same name[ ] (on the top of which at one snails i dined) i came to col^o. abrah^m. hites at fort pleasant on the south branch[ ] about miles from logstons a little before the suns setting. my intention, when i set out from logstons, was to take the road to rumney [romney] by one parkers but learning from my guide (joseph logston) when i came to the parting paths at the foot of the alligany[ ] (ab^t. miles) that it was very little further to go by fort pleasant, i resolved to take that rout ... to get information...." this extract from washington's journal gives us the most complete information obtainable of a region of country concerning which it is difficult to secure even present-day information. the drift of the pioneer tide had been on north and south lines here; the first-comers into these mountains wandered up the monongahela and youghiogheny rivers and their tributaries. even as early as the old french war a few bold companies of men had sifted into the dark valleys of the cheat and youghiogheny.[ ] that it was a difficult country to reach is proved by the fact that certain early adventurers in this region were deserters from fort pitt. they were safe here! a similar movement up the two branches of the potomac had created a number of settlements there--far up where the waters ran clear and swift amid the mountain fogs. but there had been less communication on east and west lines. it is easy to assume that mcculloch's path was the most important route across the ragged ridges, from one glade and valley to another. it is entirely probable that the new road, to which washington refers, was built for some distance on the buffalo trace which (though the earlier route) branched from the new road. an old path ran eastward from dunkard's bottom of which washington says: "... being ... discouraged ... from attempting to return [to the potomac] by the way of dunkars bottom, as the path it is said is very blind & exceedingly grown up with briers, i resolved to try the other rout, along the new road ..." as quoted on page . the growth of such towns as cumberland and morgantown had made a demand for more northerly routes. the whole road-building idea in these parts in the last quarter of the eighteenth century was to connect the towns that were then springing into existence, especially morgantown and clarksburg with cumberland. washington's dream of a connected waterway was, of course, hopelessly chimerical, and after him no one pushed the subject of a highway of any kind between the east and the west through virginia. washington's own plans materialized in the potomac navigation company, and his highway, that should be a strong link in the chain of federal union between the improved potomac and the ohio, became the cumberland road; and it ran just where he did not care to see it--through maryland and pennsylvania. yet it accomplished his first high purpose of welding the union together, and was a fruit of that patriotic letter to governor harrison written a few days after washington pushed his way through the wet paths of the cheat and youghiogheny valleys in . these first routes across the mountains south of the cumberland road--in virginia--were, as noted, largely those of wild beasts. "it has been observed before," wrote washington in recapitulation, "to what fortuitous circumstances the paths of this country owe their being, & how much the ways may be better chosen by a proper investigation of it; ..." in many instances the new roads built hereabouts in later days were shorter than the earlier courses; however it remains true here, as elsewhere, that the strategic geographical positions were found by the buffalo and indian, and white men have followed them there unwaveringly with turnpike and railway. when washington crossed the north branch of the potomac on the th of october, at "mccullochs crossing," he was on the track of what should be, a generation later, the virginian highway across the appalachian system into the ohio basin. oddly enough virginia had done everything, it may truthfully be said, toward building braddock's road to the ohio in , and, in , had done as much as any colony toward building forbes's road. all told, virginia had accomplished more in the way of road-building into the old central west by than all other colonies put together. yet, as it turned out, not one inch of either of these great thoroughfares lay in virginia territory when independence was secured and the individual states began their struggle for existence in those "critical" after-hours. these buffalo paths through her western mountains were her only routes; they coursed through what was largely an uninhabited region, and which remains such today. yet it was inevitable that a way should be hewn here through virginia to the ohio; the call from the west, the hosts of pioneers, the need of a state way of communication, all these and more, made it sure that a virginia turnpike should cross the mountains. before that day arrived the cumberland road was proposed, built, and completed, not only to the ohio river, but almost to the western boundary of the state of ohio; its famous successor of another generation, the baltimore and ohio railway, was undertaken in . these movements stirred northern virginians to action and on the twenty-seventh of february, , the general assembly passed an act "to incorporate the north-western road company." sections , , , and of this act are as follows: " . _be it enacted by the general assembly of virginia_, that books shall be opened at the town of winchester, in frederick county, under the direction of josiah lockhart, william wood, george s. lane, abraham miller, and charles brent, or any two of them; at romney, in hampshire county, under the direction of william naylor, william donaldson, john m'dowell, robert sherrard, and thomas slane, or any two of them; at moorfield, in hardy county, under the direction of isaac van meter, daniel m'neil, benjamin fawcett, samuel m'machen, and john g. harness, or any two of them; at beverly, in randolph county, under the direction of eli butcher, squire bosworth, jonas crane, andrew crawford, and william cooper, or any two of them; at kingwood, in preston county, under the direction of william sigler, william johnson, william price, charles byrne, and thomas brown, or any two of them; at pruntytown, in harrison county, under the direction of abraham smith, frederick burdett, thomas gethrop, cornelius reynolds, and stephen neill, or any two of them; at clarksburg, in harrison county, under the direction of john l. sehon, john sommerville, john webster, jacob stealy, and phineas chapin, or any two of them; and at parkersburg, in wood county, under the direction of jonas beason, joseph tomlinson, tillinghast cook, james h. neal, and abraham samuels, or any two of them, for purpose of receiving subscriptions to a capital stock of seventy-five thousand dollars, in shares of twenty dollars, to be appropriated to the making of a road from winchester to some proper place on the ohio river, between the mouths of muskingum, and little kanawha rivers, according to the provisions of this act.... " . the proceedings of the first general meeting of the stockholders, shall be preserved with subsequent proceedings of the company, all of which shall be entered of record in well bound books to be kept for that purpose: and from and after the first appointment of directors, the said responsible subscribers, their heirs and assigns, shall be, and they are hereby declared to be, a body politic and corporate, by the name of 'the north western road company;' ... " . it shall be the duty of the principal engineer of the state, as soon as existing engagements will permit, to prescribe such plans or schemes for making the whole road, or the several parts or sections thereof, as he shall think best calculated to further its most proper and speedy completion, and to locate and graduate the same, or part or parts thereof, from time to time, make estimates of the probable cost of making each five miles, (or any shorter sections,) so located and graduated, and to make report thereof to the board of public works at such time or times as shall be convenient. " . the said president and directors shall, from time to time, make all contracts necessary for the completion of the said road, and shall require from subscribers equal advances and payments on their shares, and they shall have power to compel payments by the sale of delinquent shares, in such a manner as shall be prescribed by their by-laws, and transfer the same to purchasers: _provided_, that if any subscriber shall at any time be a contractor for making any part of the said road, or in any other manner become a creditor of the company, he shall be entitled to a proper set-off in the payment of his stock, or any requisition made thereon...."[ ] a mistake which doomed these plans to failure was in arbitrarily outlining a road by way of the important towns without due consideration of the nature of the country between them. the mountains were not to be thus mocked; even the buffalo had not found an east and west path here easily. as noted, the towns where subscriptions were opened were winchester, romney, moorefield, beverly, kingwood, pruntytown, clarksburg, and parkersburg. when the engineers got through hampshire county by way of mill creek gap in mill creek mountain and on into preston county, insurmountable obstacles were encountered and it was reported that the road would never reach kingwood. from that moment the north-western road company stock began to languish; only the intervention of the state saved the enterprise. however, in , a new and very remarkable act was passed by the virginia assembly organizing a road company that stands unique in a road-building age. this was "an act to provide for the construction of a turnpike road from winchester to some point on the ohio river." the governor was made president of the company and he with the treasurer, attorney-general, and second auditor constituted the board of directors. the st, d, and th sections of this interesting law are as follows: " . _be it enacted by the general assembly_, that the governor, treasurer, attorney general, and second auditor of the commonwealth for the time being, and their successors, are hereby constituted a body politic and corporate, under the denomination of 'the president and directors of the north-western turnpike road,' with power to sue and be sued, plead and be impleaded, and to hold lands and tenements, goods and chattels, and the same to sell, dispose of, or improve, in trust for the commonwealth, for the purposes hereinafter mentioned. and three of the said commissioners shall constitute a board for the transaction of such business as is hereby entrusted to them; of which board, when present, the governor shall be president: and they shall have power to appoint a clerk from without their own body, and make such distribution of their duties among themselves respectively, and such rules and regulations ... as to them may seem necessary.... " . _be it further enacted_, that the said president and directors of the north-western turnpike road be, and they are hereby empowered as soon as may be necessary for the purposes herein declared, to borrow on the credit of the state, a sum or sums of money not exceeding one hundred and twenty-five thousand dollars, and at a rate of interest not exceeding six per centum per annum.... " . _be it further enacted_, that the said president and directors, out of the money hereby authorized to be borrowed, shall cause to be constructed a road from the town of winchester, in the county of frederick, to some point on the ohio river, to be selected by the principal engineer. and for the purpose aforesaid, the principal engineer, as soon as may be after the passage of this act, shall proceed to lay out and locate the said road from the points above designated. he shall graduate the said road in such manner that the acclivity or declivity thereof shall in no case exceed five degrees. the width of the said road may be varied, so that it shall not exceed eighteen feet, nor be less than twelve feet. through level ground it shall be raised in the middle one-twenty-fourth part of its breadth, but in passing along declivities it may be flat. bridges, side ditches, gutters, and an artificial bed of stone or gravel, shall be dispensed with, except in such instances as the said principal engineer may deem them necessary...."[ ] other sections stipulated that the state had the right to survey any and all routes the engineers desired to examine, and that persons suffering by loss of land or otherwise could, if proper application was made within one year, secure justice in the superior or county courts; that the company appoint a superintendent who should have in charge the letting of contracts after such were approved by the company; that, as each stretch of twenty miles was completed, toll gates could be erected thereon, where usual tolls could be collected by the company's agents, the total sum collected to be paid into the state treasury; that the company had the right to erect bridges, or in case a ferry was in operation, to make the ferryman keep his banks and boats in good condition; that the company make annual reports to the state board of public works; and that the road be forever a public highway. the roadway was now soon built. not dependent upon the stock that might be taken in the larger towns, the road made peace with the mountains and was built through the southern part of preston county in , leaving kingwood some miles to the north. evansville was located in , and owes its rise to the great road. the route of the road is through hampshire, mineral, grant, garrett, preston, taylor, harrison, doddridge, ritchie, and wood counties, all west virginia save garrett which is in maryland. important as the route became to the rough, beautiful country which it crossed, it never became of national importance. being started so late in the century, the baltimore and ohio railway, which was completed to cumberland in , stopped in large part the busy scenes of the old northwestern turnpike. yet to the historic inquirer the old turnpike, so long forgotten by the outside world, lies where it was built; and can fairly be said to be a monument of the last of those stirring days when virginia planned to hold the west in fee. hundreds of residents along this road recall the old days with intense delight. true, the vast amount of money spent on the cumberland road was not spent on its less renowned rival to the south, but the cumberland road was given over to the states through which it ran; and, in many instances, was so neglected that it was as poor a road as some of its less pretentious rivals. a great deal of business of a national character was done on the northwestern turnpike. parkersburg became one of the important entrepôts in the ohio valley; as early as , we shall soon see, a pioneer traversing the country through which the northwestern turnpike's predecessor coursed, speaks of an awakening in the monongahela valley that cannot be considered less than marvelous. taking it through the years, few roads have remained of such constant benefit to the territory into which they ran, and today you will be told that no railway has benefited that mountainous district so much as this great thoroughfare. but in a larger sense than any merely local one, virginia counted on the northwestern turnpike to bind the state and connect its eastern metropolis with the great ohio valley. virginia had given up, on demand, her great county of kentucky when the wisdom of that movement was plain; at the call of the nation, she had surrendered the title her soldiers had given her to illinois and the beautifully fertile scioto valley in ohio. but after these great cessions she did not lose the rich monongahela country. it had been explored by her adventurers, settled by her pioneers--and virginia held dear to her heart her possessions along the upper ohio. in the days when the northwestern turnpike was created by legislative act, canals were not an assured success, and railways were only being dreamed of. and the promoters of canals and railways were considered insane when they hinted that the mountains could be conquered by these means of transportation. with all the vast need for improvements, the genius of mankind had never created anything better than the road and the cart; what hope was there that now suddenly america should surprise the world by overthrowing the axioms of the centuries past? and so, in the correct historical analysis, the northwestern turnpike must be considered virginia's attempt to compete successfully with maryland, pennsylvania, and new york, in securing for herself a commanding portion of the trade of the west. in all the legislative history of the origin of the northwestern turnpike, it is continually clear that its origin was of more than local character. it was actually the last roadway built from the seaboard to the west in the hope of securing commercial superiority; and its decline and decay marks the end of pioneer road-building across the first great american "divide." in a moment the completion of the erie canal assured the nation that freight could be transported for long distances at one-tenth the cost that had prevailed on the old land highways. soon after, the completion of the pennsylvania canal proved that the canal could successfully mount great heights--and virginia forgot her roads in her interest in canals. chapter ii a journey in northern virginia thomas wallcutt of massachusetts served through the revolutionary war as hospital steward and received in payment therefor one share in the ohio company.[ ] he went out to marietta in , and returned eastward by the half-known virginia route. his _journal_[ ] forms an interesting chapter of travel on american pioneer roads: "monday, march, .[ ] pleasant, clear, cold, and high winds. we were up before sunrise, and got some hot breakfast, coffee and toast; and captain prince, mr. moody, mr. skinner, captain mills and brother, mr. bent, &c., accompanied us over the river[ ] to sargent's or williams's, and took leave of us about nine o'clock, and we proceeded on our journey. we had gone but a little way when we found the path[ ] so blind that we could not proceed with certainty, and i was obliged to go back and get a young man to come and show us the way. when we had got back to our companions again, they had found the road, and we walked twenty miles this day. weather raw, chilly, and a little snow. the country after about five or six miles from the ohio is very broken and uneven, with high and sharp hills. "tuesday, march, . the weather for the most part of the day pleasant, but cold winds, northerly. the country very rough, the hills high and sharp.[ ] one third of the road must go over and on the ridges, and another third through the valleys. we walked this day about twenty-three or twenty-four miles, and slept near the forty-fourth or forty-fifth mile tree. "wednesday, march, . weather raw and moist. to-day we crossed several of the large creeks and waters that fall into the ohio. this occasioned a loss of much time, waiting for the horse to come over for each one, which he did as regularly as a man would. the country much the same, but rather better to-day, except that a great deal of the road runs along through the streams, and down the streams such a length with the many bridges that will be wanted, that it will be a vast expense, besides the risk and damage of being carried away every year by the floods. we had so much trouble in crossing these streams that at last we forded on foot. one of the largest in particular, after we had rode it several times, we waded it four or five times almost knee-deep, and after that a number of times on logs, or otherwise, without going in water. two of the streams, i doubt not, we crossed as often as twenty times each. we walked this day about fifteen miles. "thursday, march, . with much fatigue and pain in my left leg, we walked about fifteen miles to-day. they all walked better than i, and had got to carpenter's and had done their dinner about two o'clock when i arrived. they appear to be good farmers and good livers, have a good house, and seem very clever people. mr. c. is gone down the country. they have been a frontier here for fifteen years, and have several times been obliged to move away. i got a dish of coffee and meat for dinner, and paid ninepence each, for the doctor and me. we set off, and crossed the west branch of the monongahela over to clarksburgh. the doctor paid his own ferriage. we went to major robinson's, and had tea and meat, &c., for supper. i paid ninepence each, for the doctor and me. weather dull and unpleasant, as yesterday. "friday, march, . weather good and pleasant to-day. we set off before sunrise and got a little out of our road into the morgantown road, but soon got right again. we breakfasted at webb's mill, a good house and clever folks. had coffee, meat, &c.; paid sixpence each, for me and the doctor. lodged at wickware's, who says he is a yankee, but is a very disagreeable man for any country, rough and ugly, and he is very dear. i paid one shilling apiece for the doctor's and my supper, upon some tea made of mountain birch, perhaps black birch, stewed pumpkin, and sodden meat. appetite supplies all deficiencies. "saturday, march, . beautiful weather all day. set off not so early this morning as yesterday. the doctor paid his ferriage himself. mr. moore, a traveller toward his home in dunker's bottom, fayette county, pennsylvania, [?] set out with us. he seems a very mild, good-natured, obliging old gentleman, and lent me his horse to ride about two miles, while he drove his pair of steers on foot. the doctor and i being both excessively fatigued, he with a pain in his knee, and mine in my left leg, but shifting about, were unable to keep up with our company, and fell much behind them. met mr. carpenter on his return home. he appears to be a very clever man. when we had come to field's, i found mr. dodge had left his horse for us to ride, and to help us along, which we could not have done without. we got a dish of tea without milk, some dried smoked meat and hominy for dinner; and from about three o'clock to nine at night, got to ramsay's. seven miles of our way were through a new blazed path where they propose to cut a new road. we got out of this in good season, at sundown or before dark, into the wagon road, and forded cheat river on our horses. tea, meat, &c., for supper. old simpson and horton, a constable, had a terrible scuffle here this evening. "lord's day, march, . mr. dodge is hurrying to go away again. i tell him i must rest to-day. i have not written anything worth mention in my journal since i set out, until to-day, and so must do it from memory. i want to shave a beard seven days old, and change a shirt about a fortnight dirty; and my fatigue makes rest absolutely necessary. so take my rest this day, whether he has a mind to go or stay with us. eat very hearty of hominy or boiled corn with milk for breakfast, and boiled smoked beef and pork for dinner, with turnips. after dinner shaved and shirted me, which took till near night, it being a dark house, without a bit of window, as indeed there is scarce a house on this road that has any. "monday, march, . waited and got some tea for breakfast, before we set out. settled with ramsay, and paid him _d._ per meal, for five meals, and half-pint whiskey _d._ the whole came to eight shillings. weather very pleasant most of the day. we walked to brien's about half-past six o'clock, which they call twenty-four miles. we eat a little fried salt pork and bit of venison at friends',[ ] and then crossed the great youghiogeny. about two miles further on, we crossed the little _ditto_ at boyles's.... we walked about or near an hour after dark, and were very agreeably surprised to find ourselves at brien's instead of stackpole's, which is four miles further than we expected. eat a bit of indian bread, and the woman gave us each about half a pint of milk to drink, which was all our supper. "tuesday, march, . we were up this morning, and away about or before sunrise, and ascended the backbone of the alleghany, and got breakfast at williams's. i cannot keep up with my company. it took me till dark to get to davis's. messers. dodge and proctor had gone on before us about three miles to dawson's. we got some bread and butter and milk for supper, and drank a quart of cider. mr. davis was originally from ashford, county of windham, connecticut; has been many years settled in this country; has married twice, and got many children. his cider in a brown mug seemed more like home than any thing i have met with. "wednesday, march. we were up this morning before day, and were set off before it was cleverly light. got to dawson's, three miles, where messers. d. & p. lodged, and got some tea for breakfast, and set off in good season, the doctor and i falling behind. as it is very miry, fatiguing walking, and rainy, which makes extremely painful walking in the clay and mud, we could not keep up with d. we stopped about a mile and a half from the methodist meeting near the cross roads at cressops, and four from cumberland, and got some fried meat and eggs, milk, butter, &c., for dinner, which was a half pistareen each. after dinner the doctor and i walked into cumberland village about three o'clock, and put up at herman stitcher's or stidger's. we called for two mugs of cider, and got tea, bread and butter, and a boiled leg of fresh young pork for supper. the upper part of the county of washington has lately been made a separate county, and called alleghany, as it extends over part of that mountain, and reaches to the extreme boundary of maryland. the courts, it is expected, will be fixed and held at this place, cumberland, which will probably increase its growth, as it thrives pretty fast already. we supped and breakfasted here; paid _s._ for each, the doctor and me. pleasant fine weather this day. my feet exceedingly sore, aching, throbbing, and beating. i cannot walk up with my company. "thursday, march. paid mr. dodge _s._ advance. a very fine day. we stayed and got breakfast at stitcher's, and walked from about eight o'clock to twelve, to old town, and dined at jacob's, and then walked to dakins's to lodge, where we got a dish of indian or some other home coffee, with a fry of chicken and other meat for supper. this is the first meal i have paid a shilling l. m. for. the country very much broken and hilly, sharp high ridges, and a great deal of pine. about ... miles from old town, the north and south branches of the potomac join. we walked twenty-five miles to-day. "friday, march, . very fine weather again to-day. we walked twenty-four miles to mcfarren's in hancock, and arrived there, sun about half an hour high. mcfarren says this town has been settled about ten or twelve years, and is called for the man who laid it out or owned it, and not after governor hancock. it is a small but growing place of about twenty or thirty houses, near the bank of the potomac, thirty-five miles below old town, and five below fort cumberland; twenty-four above williamsport, and ninety-five above georgetown. we slept at mcfarren's, a so-so house. he insisted on our sleeping in beds, and would not permit sleeping on the floors. we all put our feet in soak in warm water this evening. it was recommended to us by somebody on the road, and i think they feel the better for it. "saturday, march. a very fine day again. we have had remarkably fine weather on this journey hitherto. but two days we had any rain, and then but little. we stayed and got breakfast at mcfarren's, and set out about eight o'clock, and walked about twenty-one miles this day to thompson's, about half a mile from buchanan's in the cove gap in the north mountain. my feet do not feel quite so bad this day, as they have some days. i expect they are growing stronger and fitter for walking every day, though it has cost me a great deal of pain, throbbing, beating, and aching to bring them to it. it seems the warm water last night did me some good. "lord's day, march, . up and away before sunrise, and walked to breakfast to mccracken's. he has been an officer in the continental army. i find it will not do for me to try any longer to keep up with my company, and as they propose going through reading, and we through philadelphia, we must part to-night or to-morrow. i conclude to try another seven miles, and if i cannot keep up, we part at semple's, the next stage. they got to semple's before me, and waited for me. i conclude to stay and dine here, and part with messrs. proctor and dodge. i am so dirty; my beard the ninth day old, and my shirt the time worn, that i cannot with any decency or comfort put off the cleaning any longer. i again overhauled the letters, as i had for security and care taken all into my saddle-bags. i sorted them and gave mr. dodge his, with what lay more direct in his way to deliver, and took some from him for boston and my route. "i paid mr. dodge three shillings more in addition to six shillings i had paid him before at the widow carrel's, according to our agreement at twelve shillings to philadelphia; and as we had gone together and he had carried our packs three hundred miles (wanting two), it was near the matter. he supposed i should do right to give him a shilling more. i told him as i had agreed with him at the rate of fifty pounds, when they did not weigh above thirty-five, and at the rate of going up to pitt instead of returning, which is but half price, i thought it was a generous price, and paid him accordingly as by agreement. we wished each other a good journey, and mr. proctor, the doctor, and i drank a cup of cider together. when we had got cleaned, a wagoner came along very luckily, and dined with us, and going our way, we put our packs in his wagon, and rode some to help. we gave him a quarter of a dollar for this half day and tomorrow. we got to carlisle in the evening and put up with adam at lutz's. "this carlisle is said to be extremely bad in wet weather. it probably is nearly & quite as bad as pittsburg, marietta, albany. i went to lutz's because adam puts up there, he being of his nation, but it is a miserable house, and adam says he is sorry he carried us there. the victuals are good, but they are dirty, rough, impolite. we supped on bread and milk, and lutz would insist on our sleeping in a bed and not on the floor; so we did so. "tuesday, march, . a pleasant day and the roads very much dried, so that the travelling is now comfortable. we dined at callender's in more fashion than since i left home. adam stopped at simpson's so long that it was dark when we got over the river to chambers's, where we stopped another half hour. set off about seven o'clock, and got to foot's about eleven. all abed, but adam got us a bit of bread and butter, and made us a fire in the stove, and we lay on the floor. "wednesday, march, . old foot is a crabbed.... he has been scolding and swearing at adam all this morning about something that i cannot understand. it has rained last night, and the roads are again intolerable. adam says he cannot go again until his father says the word, and that may not be this two or three days. but we cannot go and carry our packs on our backs now, the roads are so bad, and we should gain nothing to walk, but spend our strength to little or no purpose. we must wait for a wagon to go along our way, and join it, or wait for the roads to grow better. "carried our dirty things to wash; two shirts, two pairs stockings, and one handkerchief for me; two shirts, two pair stockings, and one pair trowsers for the doctor. went to several places to look for shoes for the doctor. he could not fit himself at the shoemakers, and bought a pair in a store for _s._ _d._ pennsylvania, or _s._ _d._ our currency. he went to henry moore's, the sign of the two highlanders. i drank a quart of beer and dined. old foot is a supervisor, and is gone to harrisburg to-day, to settle some of his business. "thursday, march, . the sun rises and shines out so bright to-day that i am in hopes the roads will be better, at least, when we go. old foot could not finish his business yesterday, and is gone again to-day. he is uncertain when he shall send adam forward to philadelphia, perhaps not until monday. it will not do for us to stay, if we can somehow get along sooner. time hangs heavy on our hands, but we do what we can to kill it. the doctor and i went down to moore's and dined together, which was a shilling l. m. apiece. we then came back to foot's and drank a pint of cider-royal together. the house is for the most part of the day filled with germans, who talk much, but we cannot understand them. we have coffee and toast, or meat for breakfast, and mush and milk for supper. our time is spent in the most irksome manner possible; eating and drinking, and sleeping and yawning, and attending to the conversation of these dutch. in the evening the house is crowded with the neighbors, &c., and for the ... old foot says, and adam too, that he will not go till monday. this is very discouraging. "friday, march, . a very dull prospect to-day. it rained very hard in the night, and continues to rain this morning. no wagons are passing, and none coming that we can hear of. we have no prospect now but to stay and go with adam on monday. we stay at home to-day and murder our time. we read mcfingal, or ballads, or whatever we can pick up. we had coffee and toast and fresh fried veal for breakfast, and ate heartily, and so we eat no dinner. the doctor goes out and buys us _d._ worth of cakes, and we get a half-pint of whiskey, which makes us a little less sad. in comes a man to inquire news, &c., of two men from muskingum. he had heard thompson's report, which had made so much noise and disquiet all through the country. he had three harrisburg papers with him, which give us a little relief in our dull and unwelcome situation. at dark there come in two men with a wagon and want lodging, &c. they stay this night, and with them we find an opportunity of going forward as far as lancaster, which we are determined to embrace. "saturday, march, . we stay and get a good breakfast before we set out, and agree to give mr. bailey _s._ l. m. for carrying our baggage. this is higher than anything it has cost us on the road in proportion, but we cannot help it. it is better than to waste so much time in a tavern. it rains steadily, and the road is all mush and water. before i get on a hundred rods i am half-leg deep in mire. set off about eight o'clock, and overtook the wagon about two miles ahead. however, it clears off before night, and the sun shines warm, and the roads mend fast. we made a stay in elizabethtown about two hours to feed and rest. the doctor and i had two quarts of beer and some gingerbread and buckwheat cakes for dinner. we got to colonel pedens to lodge, which is eighteen miles through an intolerable bad road, to-day. (elizabethtown, about fifty houses; middletown, about an hundred houses.) we paid our landlady this evening, as we are to start so early in the morning it would not do to wait till the usual time of getting up to pay then, and we have got nine miles to go to reach lancaster. "lord's day, march, . we started this morning at day dawn, and got to ---- at the black horse, four and a half miles to breakfast. the wagon went by us, and fed at shoop's. i left the doctor with them and to take care of the things, and walked into the town before them. stopped at gross's, the spread eagle, and left word for the doctor, which they never told him. i heard the bell ring for church just as i got here, which made me go into town after waiting some time for them. took leave of mr. bailey, &c. i went to the english episcopal church, and then went back to look for the doctor, and he looking for me; we were some time in chase, and missed each other. found we could not get served at the angel, so took our baggage and walked down to doersh's, who keeps the stage. got dinner here. shaved, shirted, put on my boots, and went out into town. stopped at the court-house and heard a methodist. walked further about; stopped and looked into the catholic chapel, and talked with the priest. looked into the churches, such as i could, and returned to tea at sundown. spent the remainder of the time till bed reading newspapers. washed my feet and went to bed just before ten. "monday, march, . after breakfast the doctor and i took a ramble about the town, to look at it and to inquire if we could find any wagon going to philadelphia, that we can get our baggage carried. the most likely place we can hear of is to go to the creek, about a mile from town. immediately after our walk we settled and paid, and set out at just eleven o'clock. paid toll over conestoga bridge, and stopped at locher's, at the indian king, two miles from lancaster, and drank a quart of beer. it was not good. dined at blesser's, on a cold meal, which was _d._ l. m. apiece. got to hamilton's at salsbury, a very good house; nineteen miles. this is more than i expected when i set out at eleven o'clock. a very good supper; rye mush and milk, cold corn beef, and apple pie on the table. but _d._ l. m. for supper and lodging apiece. we have had very good weather for travelling, and the roads are drying fast. in hopes that we shall find some wagon going on the philadelphia road, that we may get our packs carried part of the way. "tuesday, march, . we walked twenty-four miles this day, that is, from hamilton's to fahnstock's. very pleasant weather, suitable for travelling; not too warm nor too cold. my feet very tender and sore, but we keep along steady. got to fahnstock's, admiral warren, about eight o'clock. got some bread and milk for supper. the doctor had nothing but a pint of cider for his supper. we slept well, considering my being excessively fatigued. the post overtook us. "wednesday, march. stayed to breakfast this morning, which was very good, but i do not like the practice, at least i do not seem to need eating meat with breakfast every morning. i sometimes eat it two or three times a day because it is set before me, and it is the fashion to have meat always on the table. we dined about seven miles from philadelphia; crossed the schuylkill about sunset, and walked into town about dark. crossed the schuylkill over the floating bridge, and paid our toll, _d._ pennsylvania each." chapter iii a pilgrim on braddock's road a yellow letter, almost in tatters, lies before me written by one samuel allen to his father, mr. jason allen of montville, new london county, connecticut, from bellville, virginia,[ ] november , . bellville is in wood county, west virginia, eighteen miles by the ohio river from parkersburg. this letter, describing a journey from alexandria and cumberland to the ohio by way of "broadaggs [braddock's] old road," gives a picture of certain of the more pathetic phases of the typical emigrant's experience unequaled by any account we have met in print. incidentally, there is included a mention of the condition of the road and, what is of more interest, a clear glimpse into the ohio valley when the great rush of pioneers had begun after the signing of the treaty of greenville, the year before, which ended the indian war. "bellville w. va november the ^{th} . "honoured parents six months is allmost gone since i left n. london [new london, connecticut] & not a word have i heard from you or any of the family i have not heard wheather you are dead or alive, sick or well. when i heard that mr. backus had got home i was in hopes of recieving a letter by him. but his brother was here the other day and sayes that he left his trunk and left the letters that he had in the trunk, so i am still in hopes of having one yet. there is an opertunity of sending letters once every week only lodge a letter in the post-offis in n. london & in a short time it will be at belleville. the people that came with me has most all had letters from their friends in new england mr avory has had two or three letters from his brother one in fiften dayes after date all of whitch came by the waye of the male. "general putnam of muskingdom [marietta on the muskingum] takes the new london papers constantly every week "when we arrived to allexandria [alexandria, virginia] mr avory found that taking land cariag from there to the monongehaly would be less expence then it would be to go any farther up the potomac & less danger so he hired wagoners to carry the goods across the mountains to morgantown on the monongahaly about one hundred miles above pittsburg mr avorys expence in comeing was from n london to allexndria six dollars each for the passengers and two shillings & six pence for each hundred weight. from allexandria to morgantown was thirty two shillings and six pence for each hundred weight of women & goods the men all walked the hole of the way. i walked the hole distance it being allmost three hundred miles and we found the rode to be pritty good untill we came to the mountaing. crossing the blue mountain the monongehaly & the lorral mountains we found the roads to be verry bad. "you doubtless remember i rote in my last letter that prentice was taken ill a day or two before he continued verry much so untill the ^{th} of july when he began to gro wors the waggoner was hired by the hundred weight & could not stop unless i paid him for the time that he stoped & for the keeping of the horses that i could not affoard to do so we were obliged to keep on we were now on the allegany mountain & a most horrid rode the waggon golted so that i dare not let him ride so i took him in my arms and carried him all the while except once in a while mr davis would take him in his armes & carry him a spell to rest me. a young man that mr avory hired at allexandria a joiner whose kindness i shall not forgit he kep all the while with us & spared no panes to assist us in anything & often he would offer himself. our child at this time was verry sick & no medecal assistance could be had on this mountain on the morning of the ^{th} as we was at breackfast at the house of one mr tumblestone [tomlinson?] the child was taken in a fit our company had gone to the next house to take breakfast which was one mile on our way we were alone in the room & went & asked mrs tumblestone to come into the room she said she did not love to see a person in a fitt but she came into the room polly ask her if she new what was good for a child in a fitt she said no & immediately left the room & shut the door after her & came no more into the room when that fitt left him there came on another no person in the room but mr tumblestone who took but little notis of the child tho it was in great distress polly said she was afraid the child would die in one of them fitts mr tumblestone spoke in a verry lite manner and sayes with a smile it will save you the trouble of carrying it any farther if it does die we then bundled up the child and walked to the next house ware we come up with our company i had just seated myself down when the child was taken in a fitt again when that had left it it was immediately taken in another & as that went off we saw another coming on the man of the house gave it some drops that stoped the fitt he handed me a vial of the dropps--gave directions how to use them the child had no more fitts but seemed to be stuped all day he cried none at all but he kept a whining & scouling all the while with his eyes stared wide open his face and his eyes appeared not to come in shape as before when we took dinner it was six mile to the next house the waggoners said they could not git through thro that night we did not love to stay out for fear our child would die in the woods so we set off & left the waggons i took the child in my arms and we traveled on mr davis set off with us & carried the child above half of the time here we traveled up & down the most tedious hills as i ever saw & by nine oclock in the evening we came to the house the child continued stayed all the night the next morning at break of day i heard it make a strange noise i percieved it grew worse i got up and called up the women [who] ware with us the woman of the house got up & in two hours the child dyed polly was obliged to go rite off as soon as his eyes was closed for the waggoners would not stop i stayed to see the child burried i then went on two of the men that was with me were joiners & had their tools with them they stayed with me & made the coffin mr simkins [simpkins] the man of the house sent his negroes out & dug the grave whare he had burried several strangers that dyed a crossing the mountain his family all followed the corps to the grave black & white & appeared much affected. "when we returned to the house i asked mr simkins to give me his name & the name of the place he asked me the name of the child i told him he took his pen & ink & rote the following lines alligany county marriland july the ^{th} died john p allen at the house of john simkins at atherwayes bear camplain broadaggs old road half way between fort cumberland & uniontown.[ ] i thanked him for the kindness i had received from him he said i was verry welcome & he was verry sorry for my loss "we then proceeded on our journey & we soon overtook the waggons & that nite we got to the foot of the mountain we came to this mountain on the ^{th} of the month and got over it the ^{th} at night we left the city of allexandria on the potomac the ^{th} day of june & arrived at morgantown on the monongahely the ^{th} day of july "thus my dear pearents you see we are deprived of the child we brought with us & we no not whather the one we left is dead or alive. i beg you to rite & let me no polly cant bear her name mentioned without shedding tears if she is alive i hope you will spare no panes to give her learning. "when we arrived at morgantown the river was so lo that boats could not go down but it began to rain the same day that i got ther i was about one mile from there when it began to rain & from the ^d at night to the ^d in the morning it raised feet the logs came down the river so that it was dangerous for boats to go & on sunday the ^d in the evening the boats set off three waggons had not arrived but the river was loreing so fast that we dare not wate the goods was left with a merchant in that town to be sent when the river rises they have not come on yet one of my barrels & the brass cittle is yet behind "mr avory said while he was at morgantown that cattle were verry high down the river & them that wanted to by he thought had better by then he purchased some & i bought two cows and three calvs for myself & three cows for mrs hemsted & calves & a yoke of three year old stears. the next morning after the boats sailed i set off by land with the cattle & horses with john turner & jonathan prentice & arrived at bellvill the ^{th} of august & found it to be a verry rich & pleasant country we came to the ohio at wheeling crick one hundred miles belo pittsburg & about the same from morgantown we found the country settled the hole of the way from morgantown to wheeling & a verry pleasant road we saw some verry large & beautiful plantations here i saw richer land than i ever saw before large fields of corn & grane of a stout groath from wheeling to bellville it is a wilderness for the most of the way except the banks of the river this side----which is one hundred miles we found it verry difficult to get victules to eat. i drove fifty miles with one meal of victules through the wilderness & only a foot path & that was so blind that we was pestered to keep it we could drive but a little wayes in a day whenever night overtook us we would take our blankets & wrap around us & ly down on the ground we found some inhabitance along the river but they came on last spring & had no provisions only what they brought with them "the country is as good as it was represented to be & is seteling verry fast families are continually moveing from other parts into this beautiful country if you would give me all your intrest to go back there to live again it would be no temtation if you should sell your intrest there & lay your money out here in a short time i think you would be worth three or four times so much as you now are. it is incredible to tell the number of boats that goes down this river with familys a man that lives at redstone old fort on the monongehaly says that he saw last spring seventy boats go past in one day with familys moveing down the ohio. there is now at this place a number of familys that came since we did from sesquehanah there is now at this place eighty inhabitance. corn is going at .^s pr bushel by the quantity .^s -^d by the single bushel. there has been between two & three thousand bushels raised in bellville this season & all the settlements along the river as raised corn in proportion but the vast number of people that are moveing into this country & depending upon bying makes it scerce & much higher than it would be "there is three double the people that passes by here then there is by your house there is packets that passes from pittsburg to kentucky one from pittsburg to wheeling miles one from that to muskingdom miles one from that to gallipolees miles the french settlement opisite the big canawa [kanawha] & from that there is another to kentucky----of which goes & returns every week &----loaded with passengers & they carry the male mammy offered me some cloath for a jacket & if you would send it by mr woodward it would be very exceptible for cloaths is verry high here common flanel is ^s per yard & tow cloth is ^s ^d the woolves are so thick that sheep cannot be kept without a shephard they often catch our calvs they have got one of mine & one of mrs hemstid the latter they caught in the field near the houses i have often ben awoak out of my sleep by the howling of the wolves. "this is a fine place for eunice they ask ^s per yard for weaving tow cloth give my respects to betsey & eunice & tell them that i hope one of them will come with mr woodward when he comes on horses are very high in this country & if you have not sold mine i should be [glad] if you would try to send him on by mr. woodward. i dont think mr avory will be there this year or two & anything you would wish to send you nead not be affraid to trust to mr. woodwards hands for he is a verry careful & a verry honest man & what he says you may depend upon. "land is rising verry fast mr avory is selling his lots at dollars apeace he has sold three since we came here at that price we was so long a comeing & provisions so verry high that i had not any money left when i got here except what i paid for the cattle i bought i have worked for mr avory since i came here to the amount of sixteen dollars i paid him dollars before we left n london i am not in debt to him at preasent or any one else i have sot me up a small house and have lived in it upwards of a fortnight we can sell all our milk and butter milk at ^d per quart mr avory will give me three shillings per day for work all winter & find [furnish] me with victules or ^s & find myself i need not want for business i think i am worth more then i was when i came we have ben in verry good health ever since we left home. "general st clair who is now govener of the western teritoryes & general wilkinson with their adicongs [aid-de-camps] attended by a band of soldiers in uniform lodged at bellvill a few nights ago on their way from headquarters to philadelphia with amaracan coulours a flying "please to give my respects to george & james & tell them that if they want an interest this is the country for them to go to make it please to except of my kind love to yourselves & respects to all friends who may enquire do give my love to mr rogers & family & all my brothers and sisters & our only child lydia polly sends her love to you & all her old friends & neighbors your affectionate son samuel allen" the following is a translation of a letter written twelve years after washington's journey of , by eric bollman, a traveler through dunkard's bottom, to his brother lewis bollman, father of h. l. bollman of pittsburg: "from cumberland we have journeyed over the alleghany mountains in company with general irwin, of baltimore, who owns some , acres in this vicinity. the mountains are not so high and not so unproductive as i had imagined them to be. several points are rocky and barren, such as the laurel ridge, but even this with proper attention and ... european cultivation could be made productive. there are proportionately few such ranges as this, and for the greater part, the mountains are covered with fine timber. "we spent the first night at west port. up to this point, at the proper seasons, the potomac is navigable and could be made so quite a distance further. but even in the present state the land journey to the monongahela, which is navigable and flows into the ohio, is but a distance of miles.... "the road is not in a bad condition and could be made most excellent. this will, without doubt, be accomplished just as soon as the country is sufficiently inhabited, since there is no nearer way to reach the western waters. "the next day we dined with mr. m. mccartin, still higher up in the mountains. there are many settlements in this vicinity. we were entertained in a beautiful, cool, roomy house, surrounded by oat fields and rich meadows, where the sound of the bells told that cattle were pasturing near by. we dined from delicate china, had good knives, good forks, spoons, and other utensils. our hostess, a bright, handsome, healthy woman, waited upon us. after dinner, a charming feminine guest arrived on horseback; a young girl from the neighboring farm, of perhaps years of age, with such bashful eyes and such rosy cheeks, so lovely and attractive in manner that even coopley, our good mathematician, could not restrain his admiration. "this is the 'backwoods' of america, which the philadelphian is pleased to describe as a rough wilderness--while in many parts of europe, in westphalia, in the whole of hungary and poland, nowhere, is there a cottage to be found, which, taking all things together in consideration of the inhabitant, can be compared with the one of which i have just written. "four miles from this we reached the glades, one of the most remarkable features of these mountains and this land. these are broad stretches of land of many thousand acres, covered with dense forests; beyond this there is not a tree to be found, but the ground is covered knee-deep with grass and herbs, where both the botanist and the cattle find delicious food. many hundred head of cattle are driven yearly, from the south branch and other surrounding places, and entrusted to the care of the people who live here. what can be the cause of this strange phenomenon! one can only suppose that at one time these glades were covered with timber, which, overthrown by a mighty hurricane, gradually dried and fell into decay. but it would take too long to give the many reasons and arguments both for and against this supposition. "only lately have the indians ceased roving in this vicinity; which has done much to delay its cultivation, but now it is being cleared quite rapidly, and in a short time will, without doubt, become a fine place for pasturage. we spent the second night with one named boyle, an old hollander. early the next morning we could hear the howling of a wolf in the forest. "we breakfasted with tim friend, a hunter, who lived six miles further on. if ever adam existed he must have looked as this tim friend. i never saw such an illustration of perfect manhood. large, strong and brawny; every limb in magnificent proportion, energy in every movement and strength in every muscle, his appearance was the expression of manly independence, contentment and intelligence. his conversation satisfied the expectations which it awakened. with gray head, years old, of which he had lived in the mountains, and of an observing mind, he could not find it difficult to agreeably entertain people who wished for information. he is a hunter by profession. we had choice venison for breakfast, and there were around the house and near by a great number of deers, bears, panthers, etc. i cannot abstain from believing that the manly effort which must be put forth in the hunt, the boldness which it requires, the keen observation which it encourages, the dexterity and activity which are necessary to its success, act together more forcibly for the development of the physical and mental strength than any other occupation. "agriculture and cattle-raising, in their beginning produce careless customs and indolence; the mental faculties remain weak, the ideas limited, and the imagination, without counterpoise, extravagant. therefore we admire the wisdom and penetration of the north american indian, his sublime eloquence and heroic spirit in contrast to the asiatic shepherd, from whom we receive only simple arabic fables. the man, of whatever color he may be, is always that which the irresistible influence of his surroundings has formed him. we left our noble hunter and his large, attractive family unwillingly and followed a roadway to duncard's bottom, on cheat river. "we had ridden along uneventfully for about two hours. i was in advance, when joseph, who rode behind me, cried: 'take care, sir. take care. there is a rattlesnake.' it lay upon the road and my horse had almost stepped upon it, which would have proved a disastrous thing. joseph, a good active fellow, sprang instantly from his horse in order to kill it. the snake disappeared in the bushes and rattled. it sounded so exactly like the noise of a grasshopper that i did not think it could be anything else. joseph armed himself with a stout stick and heavy stone, followed the snake, found it, and killed it, but then jumped quickly back, for he saw close by another rattlesnake, which had coiled itself and was ready to spring at him. he hurried back again and killed the second. they were - / feet long and nine inches in circumference, in the thickest part of the body; one had nine rattles and the other five. we examined the poisonous fangs, took the rattles with us and hung the bodies on a tree. i had thought until now that the principle of life was as stubborn in a snake as in an eel, but found to my astonishment that a slight blow was sufficient to destroy it in this dangerous specimen. other observations touching upon natural history i must keep for future discussion. "we dined at duncard's bottom, crossed the cheat river in the afternoon, reached the monongahela valley, spent the night in a very comfortable blockhouse with mr. zinn, and arrived the next day at morgantown, on the monongahela. we spent a day and a half here and were pleasantly entertained by mr. reeder and william m. clary, and received much information, especially concerning sugar, maple trees and sugar making. from morgantown we went to the mouth of george creek, fayette county, pennsylvania. as it was afternoon when we reached here we were overtaken by night and compelled to spend the night in a small blockhouse with mr. mcfarlain. we found mr. mcfarlain a respectable, intelligent farmer, surrounded as usual, by a large and happy family. "directly after our arrival the table was set, around which the entire family assembled. this appears to be the usual custom in the united states with all people who are in some measure in good circumstances. one of the women, usually the prettiest, has the honor of presiding at table. there were good table appointments, fine china, and the simple feast was served with the same ceremony as in the most fashionable society of philadelphia. never, i believe, was there in any place more equality than in this. strangers who come at this time of day at once enter the family circle. this was the case with us. mr. mcfarlain told us much about his farm and the misfortunes with which he struggled when he first cultivated the place upon which he now lives. he has lived here years, a circumstance which is here very unusual, because the adventure loving nature, together with the wish to better their condition and the opportunity, has led many people to wander from place to place. "'but,' said mr. mcfarlain, when we made this observation, 'i have always believed there was truth in the saying, "a rolling stone gathers no moss." with labor and industry i have at last succeeded, and can still work as well as my sons.' "'oh,' said his wife, a jolly woman, 'he does not do much. the most he does is to go around and look at the work.' "'let him, let him,' interrupted the daughter, an energetic, pretty girl of perhaps years, who was serving the coffee. 'he worked hard when he was young.' and no girl of finer education could have said it with more charming naivete or with the appearance of more unaffected love. "after the evening meal the eldest son showed us to our bed-room. 'shall i close the window?' said he. 'i usually sleep here and always leave it open; it does not harm me, and dr. franklin advises it.' "the next morning when we came down we found the old farmer sitting on the porch reading a paper. upon the table lay 'morse's geography,' 'the beauty of the stars,' 'the vicar of wakefield,' and other good books. i have entered into particulars in my description of this family, because we were then only five miles from the home of gallatin, where the people are too often represented as rough, uncultured, good-for-nothings. it is not necessary to mention that all families here are not as this, yet it is something to find a family such as this, living on this side of the mountains, miles from the sea coast. we called upon mr. gallatin, but did not find him at home. geneva is a little place, but lately settled, at the junction of george creek and the monongahela. "from here we went to uniontown, the capital of fayette county, where we saw excellent land and redstone creek. we dined the following day in redstone or brownsville; journeyed to washington, the capital of the county of the same name, and arrived the following day in pittsburg. "of this city and its magnificent situation between two mighty rivers, the monongahela and the allegheny, i shall write you another time. from the window where i now sit, i have a view of the first named river, a half mile long. it is as broad as the thames in london. the bank on this side is high, but horizontal and level, covered with short grass, such as the sheep love, which reminds me of the rock at brighthelmstein. it is bordered with a row of locust trees. the bank on the other side is a chain of hills, thickly shaded with oak and walnut trees. the river flows quietly and evenly. boats are going back and forth; even now one is coming, laden with hides from illinois. the people on board are wearing clothes made of woolen bed blankets. they are laughing and singing after the manner of the french, yet as red as indians, and almost the antipodes of their fatherland. "from here to the mouth of the ohio it is , miles and , to the mouth of the mississippi. how enormous! how beautiful it is to see the dominion of freedom and common sense established. to see in these grand surroundings the development of good principle and the struggle toward a more perfect life; to admire the spirit of enterprise as it works toward a great plan, which seems to be in relation to the great plan which nature itself has followed, and at last to anticipate by a secret feeling, the future greatness and prosperity which lies before this growing country." two years later felix renick passed this way and includes in his account a vivid picture of the earliest sort of taverns in the west: "some of our neighbors who had served in dunmore's campaign in , gave accounts of the great beauty and fertility of the western country, and particularly the scioto valley, which inspired me with a desire to explore it as early as i could make it convenient. i accordingly set out from the south branch of potomac for that purpose, i think about the first of october, , in company with two friends, joseph harness and leonard stump, both of whom have long since gone hence. we took with us what provisions we could conveniently carry, and a good rifle to procure more when necessary, and further prepared ourselves to camp wherever night overtook us. having a long journey before us, we traveled slow, and reached clarksburgh the third night, which was then near the verge of the western settlements in virginia, except along the ohio river. among our first inquiries of our apparently good, honest, illiterate landlord, was whether he could tell us how far it was to marietta [ohio], and what kind of trace we should have? his reply was, 'o yes, i can do that very thing exactly, as i have been recently appointed one of the viewers to lay out and mark a road from here to marietta, and have just returned from the performance of that duty. the distance on a _straight line_ which we first run was seventy-five miles, but on our return we found and marked another line that was much _nearer_.' this theory to mr. harness and myself, each of us having spent several years in the study and practice of surveying, was entirely new: we however let it pass without comment, and our old host, to his great delight, entertained us till late in the evening, with a detailed account of the fine sport he and his associates had in their bear chases, deer chases, &c., while locating the road. we pursued our journey next morning, taking what our host called the nearest, and which he also said was much the best route. the marks on both routes being fresh and plain, the crooked and nearest route, as our host called it, frequently crossing the other, we took particular notice of the ground the straight line had to pass over, and after getting through we were disposed to believe that our worthy host was not so far wrong as might be supposed. the straight line crossing such high peaks of mountains, some of which were so much in the sugar-loaf form, that it would be quite as near to go round as over them. "the first night after leaving the settlement at clarksburgh, we camped in the woods; the next morning while our horses were grazing, we drew on our wallets and saddlebags for a snack, that we intended should pass for our breakfast, and set out. we had not traveled far before we unexpectedly came to a new improvement. a man had gone there in the spring, cleared a small field and raised a patch of corn, &c., staying in a camp through the summer to watch it to prevent its being destroyed by the wild animals. he had, a few days before we came along, called on some of his near neighbors on the ohio, not much more perhaps than thirty miles off, who had kindly came forth and assisted him in putting up a cabin of pretty ample size, into which he had moved bag and baggage. he had also fixed up a rock and trough, and exposed a clapboard to view, with some black marks on it made with a coal, indicating that he was ready and willing to accommodate those who pleased to favor him with a call. seeing these things, and although we did not in reality need any thing in his way, mr. harness insisted on our giving him a call, observing that any man that would settle down in such a wilderness to accommodate travelers ought to be encouraged. we accordingly rode up and called for breakfast, horse feed, &c. then let me say that as our host had just 'put the ball in motion,' was destitute of any helpmate whatever, (except a dog or two,) he had of course to officiate in all the various departments appertaining to a hotel, from the landlord down to the shoe-black on the one side, and from the landlady down to the dishwash on the other. the first department in which he had to officiate was that of the hostler, next that of the bar keeper, as it was then customary, whether called for or not, to set out a half pint of something to drink. the next, which he fell at with much alacrity, was that of the cook, by commencing with rolled up sleeves and unwashed hands and arms, that looked about as black and dirty as the bears' paws which lay at the cabin door, part of whose flesh was the most considerable item in our breakfast fare. the first operation was the mixing up some pounded corn meal dough in a little black dirty trough, to which the cleaner, and perhaps as he appeared to think him, the better half of himself, his dog, had free access before he was fairly done with it, and that i presume was the only kind of cleaning it ever got. while the dodgers were baking, the bear meat was frying, and what he called coffee was also making, which was composed of an article that grew some hundred or one thousand miles north of where the coffee tree ever did grow. you now have the bill of fare that we sat down to, and the manner in which it was prepared; but you must guess how much of it we ate, and how long we were at it. as soon as we were done we called for our bill, and here follows the items: breakfast fifty cents each, horses twenty-five each, half pint of whisky fifty cents. mr. harness, who had prevailed on us to stop, often heard of the wilderness hotel, and whenever mentioned, he always had some term of reproach ready to apply to the host and the dirty breakfast, though we often afterwards met with fare somewhat similar in all respects. "we camped two nights in the woods, and next day got to marietta where the land office was then kept by general putnam, and from his office we obtained maps of the different sections of country we wished to explore."[ ] chapter iv the genesee road the military importance of the mohawk valley and strategic portage at rome, new york, was emphasized in our study of portage paths.[ ] throughout the french and indian war and the revolutionary struggle the water route to the hudson from lake ontario, by way of the onondaga, lake oneida, wood creek, and the mohawk, was of great moment. but only because it was a route--a thoroughfare; not because the territory through which it coursed was largely occupied or of tremendous value. the french held the lakes and the english were constantly striving for foothold there. when fort oswego was built on the present site of oswego, the first step by the english was taken; the route had been the river route with a portage at fort williams (rome). when fort niagara was captured in by sir william johnson, the french were driven from the lakes; johnson's route to niagara was by lake ontario from oswego. it has been suggested that a volume of this series of monographs should be given to the campaigns of the english against fort niagara. these campaigns were made largely on waterways; they left no roads which became of any real importance in our national development. certain campaigns of the old french war left highways which have become of utmost significance; only of these routes and their story should this series be expected to treat. despite the two wars which had created busy scenes in the mohawk valley, no landward route connected it with niagara river and lake erie except the iroquois trail.[ ] no military road was built through the "long house of the iroquois." to gain the key of the western situation--niagara--the common route was to oswego. there were local roads along the lake shore, and these were used more or less by the troops. in the revolution no american general could get beyond fort stanwix by land. leger himself came up the oswego river to join burgoyne. [illustration: part of a "map of the route between albany and oswego" (_parts aa' and bb' belong opposite_) [_drawn about ; from original in british museum_]] as a consequence, the interior of new york was an almost unexplored wilderness at the end of the revolution in . with the opening of the genesee country by the various companies which operated there, a tide of immigration began to surge westward from the upper mohawk along the general alignment of the old-time iroquois trail. utica sprang up on the site of old fort schuyler, and marked the point of divergence of the new land route of civilization from the water route.[ ] this was about . in asa danworth erected his salt works at bogardus corners, now the city of syracuse. geneva, batavia, and buffalo mark the general line of the great overland route from utica and syracuse across new york. it followed very closely the forty-third meridian, dropping somewhat to reach buffalo. the great genesee road, as it was early known, began at old fort schuyler, as a western extremity of the mohawk valley road and later turnpike, and was built to the genesee river by a law passed march , . in a law was passed extending it to the western boundary of the state. it was legally known as the great genesee road and the main genesee road until . in that year the road passed into the hands of a turnpike company the legal name of which was "the president and directors of the seneca road company." the old name clung to the road however, and on the map here reproduced we find it called the "ontario and genesee turnpike road." it forms the main street of both the large cities through which it passes, syracuse and utica, and in both it is called "genesee street." the first act of legislation which created a genesee road from an indian trail read as follows: "_be it enacted by the people of the state of new york, represented in senate and assembly_ that israel chapin, michael myer, and othniel taylor shall be and hereby are appointed commissioners for the purpose of laying out and improving a public road or highway to begin at old fort schuyler on the mohawk river and to run from thence in a line as nearly straight as the situation of the country will admit to the cayuga ferry in the county of onondaga or to the outlet of the cayuga lake at the discretion of the said commissioners and from the said outlet of the cayuga lake or from the said cayuga ferry as the same may be determined on by the said commissioners in a line as nearly straight as the situation of the country will admit to the town of canadaquai and from thence in a line as nearly straight as possible to the settlement of canawagas on the genesee river. "_and be it further enacted_ that the said road shall be laid out six rods wide, but it shall not be necessary for the said commissioners to open and improve the same above four rods wide in any place thereof. and the whole of the said road when laid out, shall be considered as a public highway and shall not be altered by the commissioners of any town or country [county?] through which the same shall run. "_and be it further enacted_ that the treasurer of this state shall pay to the said commissioners or any two of them a sum or sums of money not exceeding in the whole the sum of six hundred pounds out of the monies in the treasury which have arisen or may arise from the sale of military lotts to be laid out and expended towards the opening and improving that part of the said road passing through the military lands. "_and be it further enacted_ that for the purpose of laying out opening and improving the remainder of the said road, the said treasurer shall pay unto the said commissioners or any two of them out of any monies in the treasury not otherwise appropriated at the end of the present session of the legislature a sum not exceeding fifteen hundred pounds which said sum shall be by them laid out and expended in making or improving the remainder of the said road as aforesaid. _provided_ that no larger proportion of the said sum of fifteen hundred pounds shall be appropriated towards the opening and improving of the said road in the county of ontario then in the county of herkemer. "_and be it further enacted_ that it shall and may be lawful to and for the said commissioners or any two of them to improve the said road by contract or otherwise as to them may appear the most proper. "_and be it further enacted_ that where any part of the said road shall be laid out through any inclosed or improved lands the owner or owners thereof shall be paid the value of the said lands so laid out into an highway with such damages as he, she or they may sustain by reason thereof which value and damages shall be settled and agreed upon by the said commissioners or any two of them and the parties interested therein, and if they cannot agree, then the value of the lands and damages shall be appraised by two justices of the peace, on the oaths of twelve freeholders not interested in paying or receiving any part of such appraisement, otherwise than in paying their proportion of the taxes for the contingent charges of the county which freeholders shall be summoned by any constable not otherwise interested than as aforesaid, by virtue of a warrant to be issued by the said two justices of the peace for that purpose, and the whole value of the said lands so laid out into an highway, and damages together with the costs of ascertaining the value of the said damages of the county in which the said lands shall be situated are levied collected and paid. "_and be it further enacted_ that each of the said commissioners shall be entitled to receive for their services the sum of sixteen shillings for every day they shall be respectively employed in the said business to be paid by the respective counties in which they shall so be employed which sums shall be raised levied and paid together with and in the same manner as the necessary and contingent charges of such county are raised levied and paid and that the said commissioners shall account with the auditor of this state for the monies they shall respectively receive from the treasurer of this state by virtue of this act on or before the first day of january one thousand seven hundred and ninety six."[ ] a law entitled "an act appropriating monies for roads in the county of onondaga and for other purposes therein mentioned," passed april , , contained the following concerning the genesee road: "_and be it further enacted_ that the said commissioners shall and they are hereby strictly enjoined to expend two thousand dollars of the said monies in repairing the highway and bridges thereon heretofore directed to be laid out by law and now commonly called the great genesee road from the eastern to the western bounds of the said county of onondaga and the residue of the money aforesaid to expend in the repair of such highways and the bridges thereon in the said county as will tend most extensively to benefit and accommodate the inhabitants thereof. "_and be it further enacted_ that it shall be the duty of the said commissioners and they are hereby strictly enjoined to cause all and every bridge which shall be constructed under their direction over any stream to be raised at least three feet above the water at its usual greatest height in the wettest season of the year and to construct every such bridge of the most durable and largest timber which can be obtained in its vicinity, and that wherever it can conveniently be done the road shall be raised in the middle so as to enable the water falling thereon freely to discharge therefrom and shall pursue every other measure which in their opinion will best benefit the public in the expenditure of the money committed to them."[ ] in an act, passed april , , supplementary to an "act for the better support of oneida, onondaga and cuyuga indians ...", it was ordered that from the proceeds of all sales of lands bought of the indians the surveyor-general should pay £ to the treasurer of herkimer county and a like amount to the treasurer of onondaga county; this money was ordered to be applied to "mending the highway commonly called the great genesee road and the bridges thereon."[ ] a law of the year following, , affords one of the interesting uses of the lottery in the development of american highways. it reads: "whereas it is highly necessary, that direct communications be opened and improved between the western, northern and southern parts of this state. therefore "_be it enacted by the people of the state of new york, represented in senate and assembly_, that for the purpose of opening and improving the said communications, the managers herein after named shall cause to be raised by three successive lotteries of equal value, the sum of forty-five thousand dollars. that out of the neat [net?] proceeds of the first lottery the sum of eleven thousand seven hundred dollars, and out of the neat proceeds of the third lottery, the further sum of two thousand two hundred dollars shall be and hereby is appropriated for opening and improving the road commonly called the great genesee road, in all its extent from old fort schuyler in the county of herkimer to geneva in the county of ontario...."[ ] the western movement to lake erie became pronounced at this time; the founders of connecticut's western reserve under general moses cleaveland emigrated in . the promoters of the genesee country were advertising their holdings widely. the general feeling that there was a further west which was fertile, if not better than even the mohawk and hudson valleys, is suggested in a law passed march , , which contained a clause concerning the extension of the genesee road: "_and be it further enacted_ that the commissioner appointed in pursuance of the act aforesaid, to open and improve the main genessee road, shall and he is hereby authorized and empowered to lay out and continue the main genessee road, from the genessee river westward to the extremity of the state. _provided nevertheless_, that none of the monies appropriated by the said act shall be laid out on the part of the road so to be continued; _and provided also_ that the said road shall be made at the expense of those who may make donations therefor."[ ] the mania which swept over the united states between and of investing money in turnpike and canal companies was felt early in new york. the success of the lancaster turnpike in pennsylvania was the means of foisting hundreds of turnpike-road companies on public attention and private pocket-books. by , new york state had at least one hundred and thirty-seven chartered roads, with a total mileage of four thousand five hundred miles, and capitalized at seven and a half millions. it is nothing less than remarkable that this thoroughfare from the mohawk to lake erie should have been incorporated as a turnpike earlier in point of time than any of the routes leading to it (by way either of the mohawk valley or cherry valley) from albany and the east. the seneca road company was incorporated april , . the mohawk turnpike and bridge company was incorporated three days later. the cherry valley routes came in much later. the genesee road was incorporated by the following act, april , : "an act to establish a turnpike road company for improving the state road from the house of john house in the village of utica, in the county of oneida, to the village of cayuga in the county of cayuga, and from thence to canadarque in the county of ontario. "_be it enacted by the people of the state of new york represented in senate and assembly_ that benjamin walker, charles williamson, jedediah sanger and israel chapin and all such persons as shall associate for the purpose of making a good and sufficient road in the form and manner herein after described from the house of john house ... observing as nearly the line of the present state [genesee] road as the nature of the ground will allow, shall be and are hereby made a corporation and body politic in fact and in name, by the name of 'the president and directors of the seneca road company'...."[ ] the road was to be under the management of nine directors and the capital stock was to be two thousand two hundred shares worth fifty dollars each. the directors were empowered to enter upon any lands necessary in building the road, specifications being made for appraisal of damages. the road was to "be six rods in width ... cleared of all timber excepting trees of ornament, and to be improved in the manner following, to wit, in the middle of the said road there shall be formed a space not less than twenty four feet in breadth, the center of which shall be raised fifteen inches above the sides, rising towards the middle by gradual arch, twenty feet of which shall be covered with gravel or broken stone fifteen inches deep in the center and nine inches deep on the sides so as to form a firm and even surface." tollgates were to be established when the road was in proper condition every ten miles; the rates of toll designated in this law will be of interest for comparative purposes: _tolls in on seneca turnpike, new york_ wagon, and two horses . - / each horse additional . cart, one horse . coach, or four wheeled carriage, two horses . each horse additional . carriage, one horse . - / each horse additional . cart, two oxen . each yoke additional . saddle or led horse . sled, between december and march . - / score of cattle . score of sheep or hogs . the old genesee road passed through as romantic and beautiful a land as heart could wish to see or know; but the road itself was a creation of comparatively modern days, in which seneca and mohawk were eliminated factors in the problem. here, near this road, a great experiment was made a few years after its building, when a canal was proposed and dug, amid fears and doubts on the part of many, from albany to buffalo. one of the first persons to advocate a water highway which would eclipse the land route, sent a number of articles on the subject to a local paper, whose editor was compelled to refuse to print more of them, because of the ridicule to which they exposed the paper! poor as the old road was in bad weather, people could not conceive of any better substitute. [illustration: part of a "map of the grand pass from new york to montreal ... by thos. pownall" [_drawn about ; from original in british museum_]] when the erie canal was being built, so poor were the roads leading into the region traversed by the canal, that contractors were compelled to do most of their hauling in winter, when the ground was frozen and sleds could be used on the snow. among the reasons given--as we shall see in a later monograph of this series--for delays in completing portions of the canal, was that of bad roads and the impossibility of sending heavy freight into the interior except in winter; and a lack of snow, during at least one winter, seriously handicapped the contractors. but when the erie canal was built, the prophecies of its advocates were fulfilled, as the rate per hundred-weight by canal was only one-tenth the rate charged by teamsters on the genesee road. the old "waggoners" who, for a generation, had successfully competed with the inland lock navigation company, could not compete with the erie canal, and it was indeed very significant that, when governor clinton and party made that first triumphal journey by canal-boat from buffalo to albany and new york--carrying a keg of lake erie water to be emptied into the atlantic ocean--they were not joyously received at certain points, such as schenectady, where the old methods of transportation were the principal means of livelihood for a large body of citizens. how delighted were the old tavern-keepers in central new york with the opening of the erie canal, on whose boats immigrants ate and slept? about as happy, we may say, as were the canal operators when a railway was built, hurrying travelers on at such a rapid pace that their destinations could be reached, in many cases, between meals! yet until the railway came, the fast mail-stages rolled along over the genesee road, keeping alive the old traditions and the old breed of horses. local business was vastly increased by the dawning of the new era; society adapted itself to new and altered conditions, and the old days when the genesee road was a highway of national import became the heritage of those who could look backward and take hope for the future, because they recognized better the advances that each new year had made. chapter v a traveler on the genesee road among the many records of travelers on the famous genesee road, that of timothy bigelow, as given in his _journal of a tour to niagara falls in the year _,[ ] approaches perhaps most nearly to the character of a description of the old highway which should be presented here: "july th. we proceeded [from albany] to schenectady to breakfast, fifteen miles, beale's tavern; a good house. a new turnpike is making from albany to this place; it is constructed in a very durable manner, with a pavement covered with hard gravel. that part which is completed is now an excellent road; the remainder will soon be equally good. it was not disagreeable to us to be informed that this road, and indeed all the other turnpikes, and most other recent works which we met with, which required uncommon ingenuity or labor, were constructed by yankees. "schenectady seems not to be a word fitted to common organs of speech. we heard it pronounced snacketady, snackedy, ksnackidy, ksnactady, snackendy, and snackady, which last is much the most common. to ballston, bromeling's, sixteen miles; a most excellent house. we found here about forty guests, but understood there were upwards of two hundred at aldrich's, mcmasters's, and the other boarding-houses near. bromeling himself has accommodations in the first style for one hundred and thirty persons. "we met with but few people here from massachusetts. mr. henry higginson and his wife, mr. bingham, the bookseller, and his family, were all we knew. the mineral water was not agreeable to us all upon the first experiment; but with others, and myself in particular, it was otherwise. it is remarkably clear and transparent; the fixed air, which is continually escaping from it, gives it a sparkling appearance, and a lively and full taste, not unlike to that of brisk porter or champagne wine, while one is actually drinking.... we slept at beals's. july th, we took the western stage in company with a mr. row, a gentleman from virginia, who was about to engage in trade at geneva, on the seneca lake. we crossed over to the north side of the mohawk soon after setting out, to schwartz's (still in schenectady), a poor house, seven miles; thence to pride's in amsterdam, nine miles. pride's is a handsome limestone house, built about fifty years since, as we were informed, by sir william johnson, for his son-in-law, guy johnson.... to abel's in amsterdam, situated on trapp's hill, opposite to the mouth of schoharie river and the old fort hunter, to dine. the prospect to the south-west is extensive and romantic, exhibits an agreeable mixture of hills and plains, diversified with extensive forests almost in a state of nature, and cultivated fields scarce less extensive, now covered with a rich harvest of ripening wheat. the prospect was the principal thing which we found in this place to recommend it. the tavern is a poor one, and our dinner of course was miserable. four miles to shepard's, in canajoharie, to sleep.... the mohawk in many places was shoal, and interrupted with so many islands and sand-banks that we were often at a loss to conceive how loaded boats could pass, and yet we saw several going up-stream with heavy loads.... july th. to carr's at little falls, to breakfast, twenty miles; a very good house. in this stage, we passed the east canada creek. observed for the very first time the cypress-tree. the gloomy, melancholy air of this tree, and the deep shade which it casts, resulting from the downward direction of its branches, as well as the form and color of its leaves, have very properly marked it out as emblematical of mourning. "on approaching the little falls, we observed undoubted marks of the operation of the water on rocks, now far out of their reach, particularly the round holes worn out [by] pebbles kept in a rotatory motion by the current, so common at all falls. it is certain that heretofore the falls must have been some ways further down stream, and have been much greater than they now are, and that the german flats, and other low grounds near the river above, must have been the bed of a lake. the falls occupy about half a mile. in some spots, the river is so crowded between rocks, that one might almost pass across it; in most places, however, it is broken into a number of streams by irregular masses of limestone rock. there is here a commodious canal for the passage of boats cut round these falls. the whole fall is fifty-four feet; and there are five locks, in each of which the fall is ten feet, besides the guard-lock, where it is four. the locks are constructed of hewn stone, and are of excellent workmanship; they are almost exactly upon the construction of those at the head of middlesex canal. most of the buildings in the neighborhood, as well as two beautiful bridges over the canal here, are also of limestone. carr and his wife are from albany, and are agreeable and genteel people. "to trowbridge's hotel, in utica, to dine. the house is of brick, large, commodious, and well attended. we found good fare here; in particular, excellent wine. from little falls to this is twenty-two miles. in this stage, we passed the german flats, an extensive and well-cultivated tract of internal land on both sides the mohawk. the town of german flats is on the south of the town of herkimer, opposite thereto, on the north side of the river. notwithstanding the celebrity of this spot for the excellence of its soil, we thought it not equal to that on connecticut river. having passed the west canada creek, the hills on both sides the river seem to subside, and open to the view an extensive and almost unbounded tract of level and fertile country, though of a much newer aspect than any we had seen before. [illustration: western new york in ] "at utica, we passed over to the southern side of the mohawk. the river here is about the size of the nashua, and from this place bends off to the north-west. we happened to pass the bridge as a batteau was coming up to a store at the end of it, to discharge its cargo. the water was so shoal that the batteau grounded before it could be brought to its proper place. a pair of horses were attached to its bows, and it was not without the assistance of several men, added to the strength of the horses, that it was got up to the landing-place at last. "morality and religion do not seem to have much hold of the minds of people in this region. instances of rudeness and profanity are to be met with in almost every place, but the people engaged in unloading the batteau were much more extravagantly and unnecessarily profane than is common. several persons also, whom i saw at little falls this morning, told me that they knew full well that adam could not have been the first man, or that he must have lived much longer ago than the scriptures declare, because they said it must be more than five thousand years for the mohawk to have broken through the rocks, as it has done at those falls. "utica was begun to be settled sixteen years ago, and is now a little city, and contains several elegant dwelling-houses, some of which are of brick, and a few of stone, together with a great number of stores and manufactories of different kinds. the lombardy poplar-tree is cultivated here in great abundance. the facility of transportation by means of the mohawk and hudson rivers on one side, and wood creek, oneida, and ontario lakes on the other, together with the extraordinary fertility of the adjacent country, must at no great distance of time make utica a place of great business and resort, and of course its population must rapidly increase. moses johnson, a broken trader, late of keene, now of manlius, a little above this place, whom we saw at trowbridge's, spoke of this country as not favorable for traders, and that a very few stores of goods would overstock the market. it is natural, however, for people in his situation to ascribe their misfortunes to anything rather than their own imprudence or misconduct, which others would probably consider as the true cause of them. mr. charles taylor and his father, whom we had overtaken at shepard's, we left at utica. "july th. to laird's in westmoreland, to breakfast, eleven miles; a very good house. our breakfast here was garnished with a dish of excellent honey. every thing in and about the house was neat, and we were particularly struck with the genteel and comely appearance of two young ladies, daughters of our landlord, one of whom, we were told, had attended a ball in the neighborhood, i think at paris, the evening before. this stage was over a tract of very fertile country, nearly level, but a little ascending; the growth was mostly of rock-maple and lime-tree. we passed a creek in new hartford, called sawguet, or sogwet, or sacada [sauquoit], and another in a corner of paris called kerry, or riscana, say oriskany. the whole country from utica to this place is thickly settled. the houses are mostly well built, and many of them handsome; very few log houses to be seen. young orchards are numerous and thrifty, and lombardy poplars line the road a great part of the way; and yet we saw not a single field which had not the stumps of the original forest trees yet remaining in it. honey is sent from hence to lake ontario, in barrels. "to shethar's in sullivan, eighteen miles, to dine; a good tavern. the face of the country is not so level here as about utica, though it cannot be called hilly, even here. in addition to the forest trees which we had before seen, we here found the shag-bark nut tree in abundance. in this stage, we passed through the oneida indian village.... in this stage, we also passed the skanandoa creek, the first water we met with which discharges itself into the ocean by the st. lawrence, as the oriskany was the last which pays tribute to the hudson. "we next passed the oneida creek, which unites with the skanandoa. the earth in some places here is of the same color with that on connecticut river, where the red freestone is found. in the oneida village, the fields are free from stumps, the first to be met that are so from utica to this place.... to tyler's in onondaga hollow, to sleep, twenty-one miles. the last sixteen miles are over a very hilly country; the canaseraga mountain, in particular, is four or five miles over, and very steep.... "the country, as we approached onondaga hollow, we found had been longer settled than nearer the oneida village, because the last cession of the oneidas on the west, and immediately contiguous to their present reservation, was made but six or eight years ago, whereas the country to the westward of that had begun to be settled some time before. the town of manlius, in particular, has the appearance of a flourishing settlement. this town is the first in the _military tract_, which is the lands given by the state of new york as a gratuity to the officers and soldiers of their line in the revolutionary army. as we were descending into the onondaga hollow, we saw to the north-westward the salina or onondaga lake.... "the onondaga creek, which is of a convenient size for a mill-stream, runs along the hollow from south to north, as do all the other streams in this country. this creek passes near the celebrated onondaga salt springs, which are situated about five or six miles northward from tyler's.... july th. rose at half past two o'clock, and proceeded to andrew's, at skaneateles, to breakfast, sixteen miles; a good tavern. the country is still hilly, but very fertile. the soil is deep,--a mixture of loam and clay. the roads here must be very bad in wet weather. it rained last night for the first time since we commenced our journey; and the horses' feet, in consequence thereof, slipped as if they were travelling on snow or ice. "rising out of onondaga hollow is a long and very steep hill. the road is constructed on the southern side of a precipice, in such a manner that, as you approach the top of the hill, you have a tremendous gulf on your left hand, at the bottom of which you hear the murmur of a brook fretting among the rocks, as it is passing on toward the onondaga creek, which it joins in the hollow. there is a kind of railing or fence, composed of logs secured with stakes or trees, which is all that prevents the passenger, and even the road itself, from falling to the bottom of the gulf. on the hill we found the embryo of a village. a court-house is already built, and the frame of a hotel is raised. the hotel, we were told, is to be kept by one brunson. it is an accommodation much needed by travellers on this road. "to harris's in cayuga, fifteen miles, to dine. we here had an excellent dinner of beefsteaks. mr. harris told us that they could keep beef fresh four or five days, in hot weather, by hanging it upon the trees--wrapping it in flannel--as high as was convenient. flannel is better to wrap it in than linen. "the village of cayuga is small, but pleasant and lively. it is in the township of marcellus, on the eastern bank of the cayuga lake, within one or two miles of its northern extremity. this lake is about two miles wide in general, and almost forty miles long. nearly north and south from the village, there are about fifteen miles of the lake in sight. the shores are mostly of hard land, except at the northern extremity, where there is a great deal of marsh, which is an unfavorable circumstance for the village, as it is not only disagreeable to the sight, but, i think, also to the smell. there is a wooden bridge across the lake, leading from cayuga village towards geneva, one mile long, wanting three roods. it suffered so much by shocks of the ice last winter, that in some places it is hardly safe to pass it. this forenoon we had passed the outlet of the owasco lake, but did not see the lake itself, which we were told was about a mile south of the road. the country hitherto is somewhat uneven, though by no means so much so as near the onondaga hollow. the soil, however, is excellent in many places, and is of a reddish color. "to powell's hotel in geneva, to sleep, sixteen miles; excellent accommodations. at harris's we had met with a mr. rees, a gentleman in trade at geneva, who took passage in the stage with us for that place. from this gentleman, whom we found very intelligent and communicative, we learned many particulars concerning the salt springs, discovered about five years since upon the cayuga outlet. these springs are about twelve miles below the cayuga bridge, and are on both sides the outlet: that on the western side is in the township of galen, and belongs to mr. rees and his partner in trade. these springs had long been known to the indians, but they had always been reserved in communicating their knowledge of the state of the country to the white settlers. it was not till most or all of those who lived near this outlet had died or moved away, except one, that he mentioned the existence of these springs; and for a reward he conducted some persons to the place where they are situated. the persons to whom he communicated this information endeavored to purchase the favored spot before the owner should be apprised of its inestimable value; but he accidentally obtained a knowledge of his good fortune, and of course refused to sell.... the road from cayuga to geneva is for a few miles along the southern or south-eastern side, and the rest along the northern or north-eastern side of the seneca outlet. the face of the country near the road is more level; but the soil is more sandy and uninviting than we had lately seen, till we approached near to geneva. the land there is excellent, as we were told it was, through all the tract which extends between the cayuga and seneca lakes. this tract rises in a kind of regular glacis from each lake, so that from the middle of it one can see both. it wants nothing but inhabitants and cultivation to make it an elysium. the seneca outlet flows into the lower end of the cayuga lake. towards its mouth there is a considerable fall, or rather rapid, which it is contemplated to lock, whereby a water communication will be opened between the two lakes. the stream is about half the size of the winnipiseogee, and has a bluish-white appearance. "we were within half a mile of geneva before we came in sight of the seneca lake. this charming sheet of water extends southerly from this place to catharine town, forty miles, being from two to four miles wide. there is not a foot of swamp or marsh on its borders, from one extremity to the other; but it is everywhere lined by a clear, gravelly beach, and the land rises from it with a very gentle and graceful ascent in every direction.... "not far from geneva are some of the indian orchards, which were cut down by general sullivan in his famous expedition, scarce less barbarous than those of the savages themselves. the trees now growing in these orchards sprouted from the roots of those which were cut down, and therefore grow in clusters, six or seven rising from one root. we saw indian fields here free from stumps, the only ones which are to the westward of utica, except those belonging to the oneidas. we were told that, at this season of the year, the wind at geneva blows constantly from the south in the forenoon, and from the north in the afternoon. we here quitted the stage, which runs no further than canandaigua, and hired an open dutch wagon and driver, and a single horse, to carry us to niagara.... the turnpike road ends at this place [canandaigua]. the whole length from albany is two hundred and six or seven miles: it may properly be called two turnpikes, which join each other at utica. a project is on foot for still extending the turnpike even to niagara, a direct course to which would not probably exceed one hundred miles. "mr. rees told us yesterday that he was engaged to proceed to-morrow with certain commissioners to mark out the course of the road, and that the proprietors will begin to work upon it next year. the road may not be very good property at first, but will probably soon become so, judging from the astonishing rapidity with which this country is settled. it is ascertained that one thousand families migrated hither during the last year, two thirds of whom were from new england. "to hall's in bloomfield, to sleep, twelve miles; very good house. we had an excellent supper and clean beds. the town of bloomfield has been settled about fifteen years, and is now in a flourishing state. here is a handsome new meeting-house with a tasty steeple. the vane on the steeple is rather whimsical. it is a flying angel, blowing a trumpet against the wind.... to hosmer's in hartford, to breakfast, twelve and a half miles. between bloomfield and this, we passed through charleston, which has but recently been reclaimed from the wilderness. it is perfectly flat, the soil is pretty good, though better, and more settled at some distance from the road than near it. the reason of cutting the road where it goes was because the country in that direction was open, when it was first explored, between this place and lake ontario, which is but twenty-eight miles distant, or to gerundegut [now toronto] bay, but twenty-two miles.... "hitherto we have found better roads since we left the turnpike than before, except that the bridges and causeways are mostly constructed with poles. hosmer, our landlord, is an intelligent man and keeps a good tavern. we had for breakfast good coffee, excellent tea, loaf sugar, mutton chop, waffles, berry pie, preserved berries, excellent bread, butter, and a salad of young onions. i mention the particulars, because some of the articles, or such a collection, were hardly to be expected in such a depth of wilderness. "to gansen's in southampton, twelve and a half miles, to dine. within about a mile of hosmer's, we passed the genesee river. the outlet of the conesus lake joins this river about a mile above, or to the south. where we crossed, there is a new bridge, apparently strong and well built; and yet the water last spring undermined one end of it, so that it has sunk considerably.... "gansen's is a miserable log house. we made out to obtain an ordinary dinner. our landlord was drunk, the house was crowded with a dozen workmen, reeking with rain and sweat, and we were, withal, constantly annoyed with the plaintive and frightful cries and screams of a crazy woman, in the next room. we hastened our departure, therefore, even before the rain had ceased. "to russell's in batavia, twelve miles, to sleep. one mile from gansen's, we crossed allen's creek, at buttermilk falls, where there are mills, and five miles further the chookawoonga creek, near the eastern transit line of the holland purchase. this line extends from the bounds of pennsylvania to lake ontario, a distance of near ninety-four miles. so far, the road was the worst of any we had seen; and none can be much worse and be passable for wheels. within six miles of batavia, the road is much better, and the land of a good quality, heavily timbered all the way, but especially near the settlement. it is but three years since this spot was first cleared, and it is now a considerable village. here is a large building, nearly finished, intended for a court-house, jail, and hotel, under the same roof. the street is perfectly level, and is already a good and smooth road. here is also an excellent mill, on a large and commodious scale, situated on the tonawanda creek, which is the first water we saw which passes over niagara falls. russell's is a poor tavern. we were told that our sheets were clean, for they had been slept in but a _few_ times since they were washed. "july d. to luke's in batavia, to breakfast, five miles. we intended to have stopped at mccracken's, one mile short of this, but we were told that we could not be accommodated. the exterior appearance of both houses was very much alike; they are log huts, about twelve feet square. luke's consisted of a single room, with a small lean-to behind, which served for a kitchen. it contained scarce any furniture, not even utensils enough to serve us comfortably for breakfast.... "it was but eighteen months since luke began a settlement here, and he was the first who made the attempt between batavia and vandevener's, a distance of eighteen miles, though in that distance now there are several huts. taverns like luke's are not uncommon in this vicinity; almost every hut we saw had a sign hung out on a pole or stump, announcing that it was an inn. perhaps such complete poverty did not exist in them all as we found at luke's, yet, judging from external appearances, the difference could not be great. "we passed the tonawanda near batavia court-house, and then kept along its southern bank to this place. the woods are full of new settlers. axes were resounding, and the trees literally falling about us as we passed. in one instance, we were obliged to pass in a field through the smoke and flame of the trees which had lately been felled and were just fired. "to vandevener's in willink, thirteen miles. we had intended only to dine here; but by reason of a thunder shower, and the temptation of comfortable accommodations, we concluded not to proceed till next day. our last stage was through the batavia woods, famed for their horrors, which were not abated by our having been informed at russell's, that not far from here a white man had lately been killed by the indians. we found the road much better than we had anticipated; the last four miles were the worst. a little labor would make the road all very good, at least in dry weather. there is another way to come from batavia here; but it is six miles further, and probably little or no better than this. "it was but three years since vandevener began here. he at first built a log house, but he has now a two-story framed house, adjoining that. his whole territory is five hundred acres, one hundred of which he has already got under improvement.... "july d. to ransom's in erie, to breakfast, fourteen miles. ransom came from great barrington in massachusetts, and settled here last september.... the last three miles from ellicott's creek to ransom's is a new road cut through a thick wood, and is as bad as any part of the road through the batavia woods. "to crow's at buffalo creek, eight miles. in this stage, we passed the four mile creek. half the distance from ransom's was over open country, ... in which many young chestnut-trees are just sprouting from the ground. the rest of our way was through a thick wood, where the growth is the same kind as in the interior of massachusetts.... "from buffalo we passed along the beach of lake erie, to the ferry across its outlet on the niagara river, at black rock, so called, three miles...." chapter vi the catskill turnpike so few writers have paid any attention to the influence of roads in the development of our country that it is a great pleasure to find in francis whiting halsey's _the old new york frontier_,[ ] a chapter on the old catskill turnpike; through the kindness of the author it is possible to present here this story of that strategic highway of old new york: "before the revolutionary war something of a road had been cut through the woods from otsego lake southward along the susquehanna, and other primitive roads led to and from the lake; but these highways had almost disappeared during the later years of the war, when nature had done her effective work of reclamation. the one leading from the lake southward was improved in as far as hartwick, and others were speedily taken in hand. further down the river efforts were made to establish convenient communication with the hudson, and out of this grew a road which eventually became the great highway for a large territory. it was called the catskill turnpike, and had its terminus on the susquehanna at wattles's ferry.[ a] "this road, as a turnpike, properly dates from , but the road itself is much older. its eastern end had been opened long before the revolution with a terminus in the charlotte valley. it seems then to have been hardly more than a narrow clearing through the forest, what farmers call a 'wood road,' or frontiersman a 'tote road.' it served as a convenient route to the susquehanna, because much shorter than the older route by the mohawk valley. over this road on horseback in , came colonel staats long morris and his wife, the duchess of gordon. "after the war demands rose for a better road, and one was soon undertaken with its terminus at wattles's ferry. this terminus appears to have been chosen because the river here was deep enough to permit the use of 'battoes' during the low water that prevailed in summer. by the summer of the road was in passable condition. alexander harper and edward paine in february, , declared that they had been to 'a very great expense in opening the roads from catskill and the hudson to the susquehanna river.' in the same year a petition was filed for a road 'from the ouleout to kyuga lake.' the road to cayuga lake (ithaca) made slow progress, and in general jacob morris addressed to governor clinton a letter which shows that it was then still to be undertaken. early in the state had taken the road to catskill in charge. in august, g. gelston made up from surveys a map from catskill 'running westerly to the junction of the ouleout creek with the susquehanna river.' the country had been previously explored for the purpose by james barker and david laurence.[ ] "in sluman wattles charged his cousin, nathaniel wattles, £ , _s._ for 'carting three barrells from your house to catskill,' £ for 'five days work on the road,' and shillings for 'inspecting road.' besides nathaniel wattles, menad hunt was interested in the work, and in the two men appealed to the state to be reimbursed for money paid out above the contract price.[ ] during this year the father of the late dr. samuel h. case, of oneonta, emigrated to the upper ouleout from colchester, conn., with his seven brothers. they drove cattle and sheep ahead of them, and consumed eight days in making the journey from the hudson river. solomon martin went over the road in the same year, using sluman wattles's oxen, for which he was charged £ , _s._ he went to catskill, and was gone fifteen days. this road was only twenty-five feet wide. in a regular weekly mail-route was established over it. "these are among the many roads which were opened in the neighborhood before the century closed--before the catskill turnpike, as a turnpike, came into existence. nearly every part of the town of unadilla, then embracing one-third of otsego county, had been made accessible before the year . the pioneers had taken up lands all through the hill country. but the needs of the settlers had not been fully met. all over the state prevailed similar conditions. the demands that poured in upon state and town authorities for road improvements became far in excess of what could be satisfied. everywhere fertile lands had been cleared and sown to grain, but the crops were so enormous that they could neither be consumed at home nor transported to market elsewhere. professor mcmaster says that 'the heaviest taxes that could have been laid would not have sufficed to cut out half the roads or build half the bridges that commerce required. "out of this condition grew the policy of granting charters to turnpike companies, formed by well-to-do land-owners, who undertook to build roads and maintain them in proper condition for the privilege of imposing tolls. men owning land and possessed of ready money, were everywhere eager to invest in these enterprises. they not only saw the promise of dividends, but ready sales for their lands. at one time an amount of capital almost equal to the domestic debt of the nation when the revolution closed was thus employed throughout the country. by the year , no fewer than roads had been chartered in new york state alone, with a total length of , miles and a total capital of $ , , . about one-third of this mileage was eventually completed. "eight turnpikes went out from albany, and five others joined catskill, kingston, and newburg with the susquehanna and delaware rivers. the earliest of these five, and one of the earliest in the state, was the catskill and susquehanna turnpike, that supplanted the primitive state road to wattles's ferry. the old course was changed in several localities, the charter permitting the stockholders to choose their route. among the names in the charter were john livingston, caleb benton (a brother of stephen benton), john kortright, sluman wattles, and solomon martin. the stock was limited to $ , in shares of $ each. "the road ran through lands owned by the stockholders. little regard was had for grades, as travellers well know. the main purpose was to make the land accessible and marketable. the road was completed in , and soon became a famous highway to central new york, and the navigable susquehanna, and so remained for more than a quarter of a century. it was in operation four years earlier than the great western turnpike, connecting albany with buffalo and running through cherry valley. spafford in described it as 'the appian way turnpike,' in which it seems the pride felt in it, likened as it thus was to one of the best roads ever built by man--that roman highway which still does service after the lapse of more than , years. in one sense this turnpike was like a roman road: it followed straight lines from point to point regardless of hills, obstacles being squarely faced and defied by these modern men as by the old romans. "ten toll-gates were set up along the line, with the rates as follows: for twenty sheep and hogs, eight cents; for twenty horses and cattle, twenty cents; for a horse and rider, five cents; for a horse and chaise, twelve and one-half cents; for a coach or chariot, twenty-five cents; for a stage or wagon, twelve and one-half cents. in , caleb benton, who lived in catskill, was president of the corporation, and in the stage business of the road was granted as a monopoly to david bostwick, stephen benton, lemuel hotchkiss, and terence donnelly. two stages were to be kept regularly on the road, the fare to be five cents per mile. a stage that left catskill wednesday morning reached unadilla friday night, and one that left unadilla sunday reached catskill tuesday. the most prosperous period for the road was the ten years from to . "two years after the road was built, dr. timothy dwight, president of yale college, during one of his regular vacation journeys, passed over it and stopped at unadilla. he has left a full record of the journey. dr. dwight, accustomed long to the comforts of life in new england, had no sooner crossed the state line from massachusetts to new york than he observed a change. the houses became ordinary and ill repaired, and very many of them were taverns of wretched appearance. "for sixteen or eighteen miles, he saw neither church nor school-house. catskill contained about houses, and much of the business was done by barter. the turnpike to the susquehanna he described as a 'branch of the greenwood turnpike from hartford to albany, commencing from canaan in connecticut and passing to wattles's ferry on the susquehanna. thence it is proposed to extend it to the county of trumbull on the southern shore of lake erie.' the road he thought 'well made.' "connecticut families were found settled along the line. now he came upon 'a few lonely plantations recently begun upon the road,' and then 'occasionally passed a cottage, and heard the distant sound of an axe and of a human voice. all else was grandeur, gloom and solitude.' at last after many miles of riding he reached a settlement 'for some miles a thinly built village, composed of neat, tidy houses,' in which everything 'indicated prosperity.' this was franklin. coming down the ouleout, the country, he said, 'wore a forbidding aspect, the houses being thinly scattered and many of them denoted great poverty.' "when dr. dwight reached wattles's ferry, the more serious trials of his journey began. all the privations of life in a new country which he had met on the road from catskill at last had overtaxed his patience, and he poured forth his perturbed spirit upon this infant settlement. when he made a second visit a few years later he liked the place much better. his first impressions are chronicled at some length. he says: "'when we arrived at the susquehanna we found the only inn-keeper, at the eastern side of the river, unable to furnish us a dinner. to obtain this indispensable article we were obliged therefore to cross the river. the ferry-boat was gone. the inhabitants had been some time employed in building a bridge, but it was unfinished and impassable. there was nothing left us, therefore, but to cross a deep and rapid ford. happily the bottom was free from rocks and stones.' "dr. dwight appears to have found no satisfactory stopping-place in unadilla, and proceeds to say: "'about four miles from the ferry we came to an inn kept by a scotchman named hanna. within this distance we called at several others, none of which could furnish us a dinner. i call them inns because this name is given them by the laws of the state, and because each of them hangs out a sign challenging this title. but the law has nicknamed them, and the signs are liars. "'it is said, and i suppose truly, that in this state any man who will pay for an inn-keeper's license obtains one of course. in consequence of this practice the number of houses which bear the appellation is enormous. too many of them are mere dramshops of no other use than to deceive, disappoint and vex travellers and to spread little circles of drunkenness throughout the state. a traveller after passing from inn to inn in a tedious succession finds that he can get nothing for his horse and nothing for himself.' "the remedy he prescribed for this was to license 'only one inn where there are five or six.' the evil was general. in the people of meredith made a formal and vigorous protest against the growth of intemperance and crime as caused by public houses. there were ten hotels in that town alone, besides a number of distilleries. many citizens banded themselves in behalf of order and decency, and their protest abounded in an energy of language that would have delighted the soul of dr. dwight. of his further experience at mr. hanna's hotel, he says: "'we at length procured a dinner and finding no house at a proper distance where we could be lodged concluded to stay where we were. our fare was indeed bad enough, but we were sheltered from the weather. our inn-keeper besides furnishing us with such other accommodations as his home afforded, added to it the pleasures of his company and plainly considered himself as doing us no small favor. in that peculiar situation in which the tongue vibrates with its utmost ease and celerity, he repeated to us a series of anecdotes dull and vulgar in the extreme. yet they all contained a seasoning which was exquisite, for himself was in every case the hero of the tale. to add to our amusement, he called for the poems of allan ramsay and read several of them to us in what he declared to be the true scottish pronunciation, laughing incessantly and with great self-complacency as he proceeded.' "dr. dwight remarks that 'a new turnpike road is begun from the ferry and intended to join the great western road either at cayuga bridge or canandaigua. this route will furnish a nearer journey to niagara than that which is used at present.' we see from this what were the plans of that day, as to the future central highway of new york state. of unadilla dr. dwight says: "'that township in which we now were is named unadilla and lies in the county of otsego. it is composed of rough hills and valleys with a handsome collection of intervales along the susquehanna. on a remarkably ragged eminence immediately north-west of the river, we saw the first oaks and chestnuts after leaving the neighborhood of catskill. the intervening forests were beach, maple, etc. the houses in unadilla were scattered along the road which runs parallel with the river. the settlement is new and appears like most others of a similar date. rafts containing each from twenty to twenty-five thousand feet of boards are from this township floated down the susquehanna to baltimore. unadilla contained in eight hundred and twenty-three inhabitants.'[ ] "on september , , dr. dwight left mr. hanna's inn and rode through to oxford. the first two miles of the way along the susquehanna were 'tolerably good and with a little labor capable of being excellent.' he continues: "'we then crossed the unadilla, a river somewhat smaller but considerable longer (sic) than the susquehanna proper, quite as deep and as difficult to be forded. our course to the river was south-west. we then turned directly north along the banks of the unadilla, and travelling over a rugged hill, passed through a noble cluster of white pines, some of which though not more than three feet in diameter, were, as i judged, not less than feet in height. no object in the vegetable world can be compared with this.' "eleven years later, dr. dwight again passed over the turnpike on his way to utica. 'the road from catskill to oxford,' he said, 'i find generally bad, as having been long neglected. the first twenty miles were tolerable, the last twenty absolutely intolerable.' after noting that in franklin 'religion had extensively prevailed,' he wrote: "'unadilla is becoming a very pretty village. it is built on a delightful ground along the susquehanna and the number of houses, particularly of good ones, has much increased. a part of the country between this and oxford is cultivated; a considerable part of it is still a wilderness. the country is rough and of a high elevation.' "in some reminiscences[ ] which my father wrote in , he described the scenes along this road that were familiar to him in boyhood at kortright-- to . the road was then in its most prosperous period. it was not uncommon for one of the hotels, which marked every few miles of the route, to entertain thirty or forty guests at a time. the freight wagons were huge in size, drawn by six and eight horses, and had wheels with wide tires. stages drawn by four and six horses were continually in use. not infrequently came families bound for ohio, where they expected to settle--some of these connecticut people, who helped to plant the western reserve settlements. this vast traffic brought easy prosperity to the people along the turnpike and built up towns and villages. my father records the success of the rev. mr. mcauley's church at kortright--a place that has now retrograded so that it is only a small hamlet, just capable of retaining a post office. but mr. mcauley's church at one time, more than sixty years ago, had five hundred members, and was said to be the largest church society west of the hudson valley. "a change occurred with the digging of the erie canal and the building of the erie railway. morever, in was built a turnpike from north kortright through the charlotte valley to oneonta. the white man having tried a route of his own over the hills, reverted to the route which the red man had marked out for him ages before. much easier was the grade by this river road, and this fact exercised a marked influence on the fortunes of the settlements along the olden line. freight wagons were drawn off and sent by the easier way. stages followed the new turnpike and the country between wattles's ferry and kortright retrograded as rapidly as it had formerly improved.[ ] "the building of the catskill turnpike really led to the founding of unadilla village on its present site. it had confined to this point a growth which otherwise would probably have been distributed among other points along the valley. here was a stopping-place, with a river to be crossed, horses to be changed, and new stages taken, and here had been established the important market for country produce of noble & hayes. unadilla became what might be called a small but thriving inland river port. here lumber was sawed and here it came from mills elsewhere for shipment along with farm products to baltimore. here grain was ground, and here were three prosperous distilleries. "the building of the turnpike along the charlotte was not the only blow that came to the western portion of the catskill road. another and permanent one came to the whole length of the turnpike when the erie canal was built, followed later by the erie railroad. otsego county, in , had reached a population of , , but with the erie canal in operation it ceased to grow. at the present time the showing is considerably less than it was in , and yet several villages have made large increases, the increase in oneonta being probably tenfold. "contemporary with the erie canal was an attempt to provide the susquehanna with a canal. it became a subject of vast local interest from cooperstown to the interior of pennsylvania. the scheme included a railway, or some other method of reaching the erie canal from the head of otsego lake. colonel de witt clinton, jr., son of the governor, made a survey as far as milford, and found that in nine miles there was a fall of thirty feet, and that at unadilla the fall from the lake was feet, while in miles from the lake it was feet. in a new survey showed that miles out of were already navigable, the remaining distance requiring a canal. some seventy locks would be needed and sixty-five dams. judge page, while a member of congress, introduced a bill to aid slack-water navigation from cooperstown to tide-water. it was his opinion that the failure of the bill was due to the spread of railroads. "with the ushering in of the great railroad era, the susquehanna valley saw started as early as many railroad projects which could save it from threatened danger. their aim was to connect the upper susquehanna with the hudson at catskill, and the mohawk at canajoharie. none ever got beyond the charter stage. strenuous efforts were afterward made to bring the erie from the ancient cookoze (deposit) to the susquehanna at a point above oghwaga, but this also failed. "indeed it was not until after the civil war that any railroad reached the headwaters of the susquehanna; but it was an agreeable sign of the enterprise which attended the men of and following years that at the period when the earliest railroad in this state, and one of the earliest on this continent, had just been built from albany to schenectady, serious projects existed for opening this valley to the outer world. even the great erie project languished long in consequence of business depression. it was not until that it was completed as far as middletown, and not until that it reached dunkirk. "not even to the erie was final supremacy on this frontier assured, but the upper susquehanna lands, more than those through which the erie ran, were doomed to a condition of isolation. nature itself had decreed that the great route of transportation in new york state was to run where the great trail of the iroquois for centuries had run--through the mohawk valley. along that central trail from albany, 'the eastern door,' to buffalo, 'the western door of the long house,' the course of empire westward was to take its way." chapter vii with dickens along pioneer roads some of the most interesting descriptions of pioneer traveling are from the racy pages of charles dickens's _american notes_, a volume well known to every reader. no description of early traveling in america would be complete, however, without including a number of these extremely witty, and, in some instances, extremely pathetic descriptions of conditions that obtained in virginia and ohio in dickens's day. the following description of a negro driver's manipulation of reins, horses, and passengers may be slightly exaggerated, but undoubtedly presents a typical picture of southern stage driving: "soon after nine o'clock we come to potomac creek, where we are to land; and then comes the oddest part of the journey. seven stage-coaches are preparing to carry us on. some of them are ready, some of them are not ready. some of the drivers are blacks, some whites. there are four horses to each coach, and all the horses, harnessed or unharnessed, are there. the passengers are getting out of the steamboat, and into the coaches, the luggage is being transferred in noisy wheel-barrows; the horses are frightened, and impatient to start; the black drivers are chattering to them like so many monkeys; and the white ones whooping like so many drovers: for the main thing to be done in all kinds of hostlering here, is to make as much noise as possible. the coaches are something like the french coaches, but not nearly so good. in lieu of springs, they are hung on bands of the strongest leather. there is very little choice or difference between them; and they may be likened to the car portion of the swings at an english fair, roofed, put upon axle-trees and wheels, and curtained with painted canvas. they are covered with mud from the roof to the wheel-tire, and have never been cleaned since they were first built. "the tickets we have received on board the steamboat are marked no. , so we belong to coach no. . i throw my coat on the box, and hoist my wife and her maid into the inside. it has only one step, and that being about a yard from the ground, is usually approached by a chair: when there is no chair, ladies trust in providence. the coach holds nine inside, having a seat across from door to door, where we in england put our legs: so that there is only one feat more difficult in the performance than getting in, and that is getting out again. there is only one outside passenger, and he sits upon the box. as i am that one, i climb up; and while they are strapping the luggage on the roof, and heaping it into a kind of tray behind, have a good opportunity of looking at the driver. "he is a negro--very black indeed. he is dressed in a coarse pepper-and-salt suit excessively patched and darned (particularly at the knees), grey stockings, enormous unblacked high-low shoes, and very short trousers. he has two odd gloves: one of parti-coloured worsted, and one of leather. he has a very short whip, broken in the middle and bandaged up with string. and yet he wears a low-crowned, broad-brimmed, block hat: faintly shadowing forth a kind of insane imitation of an english coachman! but somebody in authority cries 'go ahead!' as i am making these observations. the mail takes the lead in a four-horse wagon, and all the coaches follow in procession: headed by no. . "by the way, whenever an englishman would cry 'all right!' an american cries 'go ahead!' which is somewhat expressive of the national character of the two countries. "the first half mile of the road is over bridges made of loose planks laid across two parallel poles, which tilt up as the wheels roll over them: and in the river. the river has a clayey bottom and is full of holes, so that half a horse is constantly disappearing unexpectedly, and can't be found again for some time. "but we get past even this, and come to the road itself, which is a series of alternate swamps and gravel-pits. a tremendous place is close before us, the black driver rolls his eyes, screws his mouth up very round, and looks straight between the two leaders, as if he were saying to himself, 'we have done this often before, but _now_ i think we shall have a crash.' he takes a rein in each hand; jerks and pulls at both; and dances on the splashing board with both feet (keeping his seat, of course) like the late lamented ducrow on two of his fiery coursers. we come to the spot, sink down in the mire nearly to the coach windows, tilt on one side at an angle of forty-five degrees, and stick there. the insides scream dismally; the coach stops; the horses flounder; all the other six coaches stop; and their four-and-twenty horses flounder likewise: but merely for company, and in sympathy with ours. then the following circumstances occur. "black driver (to the horses). 'hi!' nothing happens. insides scream again. black driver (to the horses). 'ho!' horses plunge, and splash the black driver. gentleman inside (looking out). 'why, what on airth--' gentleman receives a variety of splashes and draws his head in again, without finishing his question or waiting for an answer. black driver (still to the horses). 'jiddy! jiddy!' horses pull violently, drag the coach out of the hole, and draw it up a bank; so steep, that the black driver's legs fly up into the air, and he goes back among the luggage on the roof. but he immediately recovers himself, and cries (still to the horses), 'pill!' no effect. on the contrary, the coach begins to roll back upon no. , which rolls back upon no. , which rolls back upon no. , and so on, until no. is heard to curse and swear, nearly a quarter of a mile behind. black driver (louder than before). 'pill!' horses make another struggle to get up the bank, and again the coach rolls backward. black driver (louder than before). 'pe-e-e-ill!' horses make a desperate struggle. black driver (recovering spirits). 'hi! jiddy, jiddy, pill!' horses make another effort. black driver (with great vigour). 'ally loo! hi. jiddy, jiddy. pill. ally loo!' horses almost do it. black driver (with his eyes starting out of his head). 'lee, dere. lee, dere. hi. jiddy, jiddy. pill. ally loo. lee-e-e-e-e!' "they run up the bank, and go down again on the other side at a fearful pace. it is impossible to stop them, and at the bottom there is a deep hollow, full of water. the coach rolls frightfully. the insides scream. the mud and water fly about us. the black driver dances like a madman. suddenly we are all right by some extraordinary means, and stop to breathe. "a black friend of the black driver is sitting on a fence. the black driver recognizes him by twirling his head round and round like a harlequin, rolling his eyes, shrugging his shoulders, and grinning from ear to ear. he stops short, turns to me, and says: "'we shall get you through sa, like a fiddle, and hope a please you when we get you through sa. old 'ooman at home sir:' chuckling very much. 'outside gentleman sa, he often remember old 'ooman at home sa,' grinning again. "'aye aye, we'll take care of the old woman. don't be afraid.' "the black driver grins again, but there is another hole, and beyond that, another bank, close before us. so he stops short: cries (to the horses again) 'easy. easy den. ease. steady. hi. jiddy. pill. ally. loo!' but never 'lee!' until we are reduced to the very last extremity, and are in the midst of difficulties, extrication from which appears to be all but impossible. "and so we do the ten miles or thereabouts in two hours and a half; breaking no bones though bruising a great many; and in short getting through the distance, 'like a fiddle.' "this singular kind of coaching terminates at fredericksburgh, whence there is a railway to richmond...." dickens, the student of human nature, surely found vast material for inspection and observation in our american coaches. the drivers particularly attracted his attention as we have seen; their philosophical indifference to those under their charge as well as their anxieties on certain occasions caused him to marvel. the stage-drivers of dickens's day were marvels and offer character studies as unique as they were interesting. for the general air of conscienceless indifference on the part of drivers, and exasperated verbosity of passengers, perhaps no sketch of dickens is more to the point than the following which describes, with lasting flavor, a ride from york, pennsylvania, to harrisburg: "we left baltimore by another railway at half-past eight in the morning, and reached the town of york, some sixty miles off, by the early dinner-time of the hotel which was the starting-place of the four-horse coach, wherein we were to proceed to harrisburg. "this conveyance, the box of which i was fortunate enough to secure, had come down to meet us at the railroad station, and was as muddy and cumbersome as usual. as more passengers were waiting for us at the inn-door, the coachman observed under his breath, in the usual self-communicative voice, looking the while at his mouldy harness, as if it were to that he was addressing himself: "'i expect we shall want _the big_ coach.' "i could not help wondering within myself what the size of this big coach might be, and how many persons it might be designed to hold; for the vehicle which was too small for our purpose was something larger than two english heavy night coaches, and might have been the twin-brother of a french diligence. my speculations were speedily set at rest, however, for as soon as we had dined, there came rumbling up the street, shaking its sides like a corpulent giant, a kind of barge on wheels. after much blundering and backing, it stopped at the door: rolling heavily from side to side when its other motion had ceased, as if it had taken cold in its damp stable, and between that, and the having been required in its dropsical old age to move at any faster pace than a walk, were distressed by shortness of wind. "'if here ain't the harrisburg mail at last, and dreadful bright and smart to look at too,' cried an elderly gentleman in some excitement, 'darn my mother!' "i don't know what the sensation of being darned may be, or whether a man's mother has a keener relish or disrelish of the process than anybody else; but if the endurance of this mysterious ceremony by the old lady in question had depended on the accuracy of her son's vision in respect to the abstract brightness and smartness of the harrisburg mail, she would certainly have undergone its infliction. however, they booked twelve people inside; and the luggage (including such trifles as a large rocking-chair, and a good-sized dining-table), being at length made fast upon the roof, we started off in great state. "at the door of another hotel, there was another passenger to be taken up. "'any room, sir?' cries the new passenger to the coachman. "'well there's room enough,' replies the coachman, without getting down, or even looking at him. "'there an't no room at all, sir,' bawls a gentleman inside. which another gentleman (also inside) confirms, by predicting that the attempt to introduce any more passengers 'won't fit nohow.' "the new passenger, without any expression of anxiety, looks into the coach, and then looks up at the coachman: 'now, how do you mean to fix it?' says he, after a pause: 'for i _must_ go.' "the coachman employs himself in twisting the lash of his whip into a knot, and takes no more notice of the question: clearly signifying that it is anybody's business but his, and that the passengers would do well to fix it, among themselves. in this state of things, matters seem to be approximating to a fix of another kind, when another inside passenger in a corner, who is nearly suffocated, cries faintly, "'i'll get out.' "this is no matter of relief or self-congratulation to the driver, for his immoveable philosophy is perfectly undisturbed by anything that happens in the coach. of all things in the world, the coach would seem to be the very last upon his mind. the exchange is made, however, and then the passenger who has given up his seat makes a third upon the box, seating himself in what he calls the middle: that is, with half his person on my legs, and the other half on the driver's. "'go a-head cap'en,' cries the colonel, who directs. "'go-lang!' cries the cap'en to his company, the horses, and away we go. "we took up at a rural bar-room, after we had gone a few miles, an intoxicated gentleman who climbed upon the roof among the luggage, and subsequently slipping off without hurting himself, was seen in the distant perspective reeling back to the grog-shop where we had found him. we also parted with more of our freight at different times, so that when we came to change horses, i was again alone outside. "the coachmen always change with the horses, and are usually as dirty as the coach. the first was dressed like a very shabby english baker; the second like a russian peasant; for he wore a loose purple camlet robe with a fur collar, tied round his waist with a parti-coloured worsted sash; grey trousers; light blue gloves; and a cap of bearskin. it had by this time come on to rain very heavily, and there was a cold damp mist besides, which penetrated to the skin. i was very glad to take advantage of a stoppage and get down to stretch my legs, shake the water off my great-coat, and swallow the usual anti-temperance recipe for keeping out the cold.... "we crossed this river [susquehanna] by a wooden bridge, roofed and covered in on all sides, and nearly a mile in length. it was profoundly dark; perplexed, with great beams, crossing and recrossing it at every possible angle; and through the broad chinks and crevices in the floor, the rapid river gleamed, far down below, like a legion of eyes. we had no lamps; and as the horses stumbled and floundered through this place, towards the distant speck of dying light, it seemed interminable. i really could not at first persuade myself as we rumbled heavily on, filling the bridge with hollow noises, and i held down my head to save it from the rafters above, but that i was in a painful dream; for i have often dreamed of toiling through such places, and as often argued, even at the time, 'this cannot be reality.' "at length, however, we emerged upon the streets of harrisburg...." coachmen are further described by dickens during his stagecoach trip from cincinnati to columbus in ohio: "we often stop to water at a roadside inn, which is always dull and silent. the coachman dismounts and fills his bucket, and holds it to the horses' heads. there is scarcely any one to help him; there are seldom any loungers standing round; and never any stable-company with jokes to crack. sometimes, when we have changed our team, there is a difficulty in starting again, arising out of the prevalent mode of breaking a young horse; which is to catch him, harness him against his will, and put him in a stage-coach without further notice: but we get on somehow or other, after a great many kicks and a violent struggle; and jog on as before again. "occasionally, when we stop to change, some two or three half-drunken loafers will come loitering out with their hands in their pockets, or will be seen kicking their heels in rocking-chairs, or lounging on the window sill, or sitting on a rail within the colonnade: they have not often anything to say though, either to us or to each other, but sit there idly staring at the coach and horses. the landlord of the inn is usually among them, and seems, of all the party, to be the least connected with the business of the house. indeed he is with reference to the tavern, what the driver is in relation to the coach and passengers: whatever happens in his sphere of action, he is quite indifferent, and perfectly easy in his mind. "the frequent change of coachmen works no change or variety in the coachman's character. he is always dirty, sullen, and taciturn. if he be capable of smartness of any kind, moral or physical, he has a faculty of concealing it which is truly marvellous. he never speaks to you as you sit beside him on the box, and if you speak to him, he answers (if at all) in monosyllables. he points out nothing on the road, and seldom looks at anything: being, to all appearance, thoroughly weary of it, and of existence generally. as to doing the honours of his coach, his business, as i have said, is with the horses. the coach follows because it is attached to them and goes on wheels: not because you are in it. sometimes, towards the end of a long stage, he suddenly breaks out into a discordant fragment of an election song, but his face never sings along with him: it is only his voice, and not often that. "he always chews and always spits, and never encumbers himself with a pocket-handkerchief. the consequences to the box passenger, especially when the wind blows toward him, are not agreeable." hiring a special express coach at columbus, dickens and his party went on to sandusky on lake erie alone. his description of the rough, narrow corduroy road is unequaled and no one but dickens could have penned such a thrilling picture of the half-conquered woodland and its spectral inhabitants: "there being no stage-coach next day, upon the road we wished to take, i hired 'an extra,' at a reasonable charge, to carry us to tiffin, a small town from whence there is a railroad to sandusky. this extra was an ordinary four-horse stage-coach, such as i have described, changing horses and drivers, as the stage-coach would, but was exclusively our own for the journey. to ensure our having horses at the proper stations, and being incommoded by no strangers, the proprietors sent an agent on the box, who was to accompany us all the way through; and thus attended, and bearing with us, besides, a hamper full of savoury cold meats, and fruit, and wine; we started off again, in high spirits, at half-past six o'clock next morning, very much delighted to be by ourselves, and disposed to enjoy even the roughest journey. "it was well for us, that we were in this humour, for the road we went over that day, was certainly enough to have shaken tempers that were not resolutely at set fair, down to some inches below stormy. at one time we were all flung together in a heap at the bottom of the coach, and at another we were crushing our heads against the roof. now, one side was down deep in the mire, and we were holding on to the other. now, the coach was lying on the tails of the two wheelers; and now it was rearing up in the air, in a frantic state, with all four horses standing on the top of an insurmountable eminence, looking coolly back at it, as though they would say 'unharness us. it can't be done.' the drivers on these roads, who certainly get over the ground in a manner which is quite miraculous, so twist and turn the team about in forcing a passage, corkscrew fashion, through the bogs and swamps, that it was quite a common circumstance on looking out of the window, to see the coachman with the ends of a pair of reins in his hands, apparently driving nothing, or playing at horses, and the leaders staring at one unexpectedly from the back of the coach, as if they had some idea of getting up behind. a great portion of the way was over what is called a corduroy road, which is made by throwing trunks of trees into a marsh, and leaving them to settle there. the very slightest of the jolts with which the ponderous carriage fell from log to log, was enough, it seemed, to have dislocated all the bones in the human body. it would be impossible to experience a similar set of sensations, in any other circumstances, unless perhaps in attempting to go up to the top of st. paul's in an omnibus. never, never once, that day, was the coach in any position, attitude, or kind of motion to which we are accustomed in coaches. never did it make the smallest approach to one's experience of the proceedings of any sort of vehicle that goes on wheels. "still, it was a fine day, and the temperature was delicious, and though we had left summer behind us in the west, and were fast leaving spring, we were moving towards niagara and home. we alighted in a pleasant wood towards the middle of the day, dined on a fallen tree, and leaving our best fragments with a cottager, and our worst with the pigs (who swarm in this part of the country like grains of sand on the sea-shore, to the great comfort of our commissariat in canada), we went forward again, gaily. "as night came on, the track grew narrower and narrower, until at last it so lost itself among the trees, that the driver seemed to find his way by instinct. we had the comfort of knowing, at least, that there was no danger of his falling asleep, for every now and then a wheel would strike against an unseen stump with such a jerk, that he was fain to hold on pretty tight and pretty quick to keep himself upon the box. nor was there any reason to dread the least danger from furious driving, inasmuch as over that broken ground the horses had enough to do to walk; as to shying, there was no room for that; and a herd of wild elephants could not have run away in such a wood, with such a coach at their heels. so we stumbled along, quite satisfied. "these stumps of trees are a curious feature in american travelling. the varying illusions they present to the unaccustomed eye as it grows dark, are quite astonishing in their number and reality. now, there is a grecian urn erected in the centre of a lonely field; now there is a woman weeping at a tomb; now a very comonplace old gentleman in a white waist-coat, with a thumb thrust into each arm-hole of his coat; now a student poring on a book; now a crouching negro; now, a horse, a dog, a cannon, an armed man; a hunch-back throwing off his cloak and stepping forth into the light. they were often as entertaining to me as so many glasses in a magic lantern, and never took their shapes at my bidding, but seemed to force themselves upon me, whether i would or no; and strange to say, i sometimes recognized in them counterparts of figures once familiar to me in pictures attached to childish books, forgotten long ago. "it soon became too dark, however, even for this amusement, and the trees were so close together that their dry branches rattled against the coach on either side, and obliged us all to keep our heads within. it lightened too, for three whole hours; each flash being very bright, and blue, and long; and as the vivid streaks came darting in among the crowded branches, and the thunder rolled gloomily above the tree tops, one could scarcely help thinking that there were better neighbourhoods at such a time than thick woods afforded. "at length, between ten and eleven o'clock at night, a few feeble lights appeared in the distance, and upper sandusky, an indian village, where we were to stay till morning, lay before us." dickens's description of his visit to "looking-glass prairie" from st. louis is full of amusement, and contains many vivid pictures of pioneer roads and taverns in the mississippi valley: "as i had a great desire to see a prairie before turning back from the furthest point of my wanderings; and as some gentlemen of the town had, in their hospitable consideration, an equal desire to gratify me; a day was fixed, before my departure, for an expedition to the looking-glass prairie, which is within thirty miles of the town. deeming it possible that my readers may not object to know what kind of thing such a gipsy party may be at that distance from home, and among what sort of objects it moves, i will describe the jaunt.... "i may premise that the word prairie is variously pronounced _paraaer_, _parearer_, and _paroarer_. the latter mode of pronunciation is perhaps the most in favour. we were fourteen in all, and all young men: indeed it is a singular though very natural feature in the society of these distant settlements, that it is mainly composed of adventurous persons in the prime of life, and has very few grey heads among it. there were no ladies: the trip being a fatiguing one: and we were to start at five o'clock in the morning punctually.... "at seven o'clock ... the party had assembled, and were gathered round one light carriage, with a very stout axletree; one something on wheels like an amateur carrier's cart; one double phaeton of great antiquity and unearthly construction; one gig with a great hole in its back and a broken head; and one rider on horseback who was to go on before. i got into the first coach with three companions; the rest bestowed themselves in the other vehicles; two large baskets were made fast to the lightest; two large stone jars in wicker cases, technically known as demi-johns, were consigned to the 'least rowdy' of the party for safe keeping; and the procession moved off to the ferry-boat, in which it was to cross the river bodily, men, horses, carriages, and all as the manner in these parts is. "we got over the river in due course, and mustered again before a little wooden box on wheels, hove down all aslant in a morass, with 'merchant tailor' painted in very large letters over the door. having settled the order of proceeding, and the road to be taken, we started off once more and began to make our way through an ill-favoured black hollow, called, less expressively, the american bottom.... "we had a pair of very strong horses, but travelled at the rate of little more than a couple of miles an hour, through one unbroken slough of black mud and water. it had no variety but in depth. now it was only half over the wheels, now it hid the axletree, and now the coach sank down in it almost to the windows. the air resounded in all directions with the loud chirping of the frogs, who, with the pigs (a coarse, ugly breed, as unwholesome-looking as though they were the spontaneous growth of the country), had the whole scene to themselves. here and there we passed a log hut; but the wretched cabins were wide apart and thinly scattered, for though the soil is very rich in this place, few people can exist in such a deadly atmosphere. on either side of the track, if it deserve the name, was the thick 'bush;' and everywhere was stagnant, slimy, rotten, filthy water. "as it is the custom in these parts to give a horse a gallon or so of cold water whenever he is in a foam with heat, we halted for that purpose, at a log inn in the wood, far removed from any other residence. it consisted of one room, bare-roofed and bare-walled of course, with a loft above. the ministering priest was a swarthy young savage, in a shirt of cotton print like bed-furniture, and a pair of ragged trousers. there were a couple of young boys, too, nearly naked, lying idly by the well; and they, and he, and _the_ traveller at the inn, turned out to look at us.... "when the horses were swollen out to about twice their natural dimensions (there seems to be an idea here, that this kind of inflation improves their going), we went forward again, through mud and mire, and damp, and festering heat, and brake and bush, attended always by the music of the frogs and pigs, until nearly noon, when we halted at a place called belleville. "belleville was a small collection of wooden houses, huddled together in the very heart of the bush and swamp.... the criminal court was sitting, and was at that moment trying some criminals for horse-stealing; with whom it would most likely go hard: for live stock of all kinds being necessarily very much exposed in the woods, is held by the community in rather higher value than human life; and for this reason, juries generally make a point of finding all men indicted for cattle-stealing, guilty, whether or no. the horses belonging to the bar, the judge, and witnesses, were tied to temporary racks set up roughly in the road; by which is to be understood, a forest path, nearly knee-deep in mud and slime. "there was an hotel in this place which, like all hotels in america, had its large dining-room for the public table. it was an odd, shambling, low-roofed out-house, half cowshed and half kitchen, with a coarse brown canvas table-cloth, and tin sconces stuck against the walls, to hold candles at supper-time. the horseman had gone forward to have coffee and some eatables prepared, and they were by this time nearly ready. he had ordered 'wheat-bread and chicken fixings,' in preference to 'corn-bread and common doings.'[ ] the latter kind of refection includes only pork and bacon. the former comprehends broiled ham, sausages, veal cutlets, steaks, and such other viands of that nature as may be supposed, by a tolerably wide poetical construction, 'to fix' a chicken comfortably in the digestive organs of any lady or gentleman.... "from belleville, we went on, through the same desolate kind of waste, and constantly attended, without the interval of a moment, by the same music; until, at three o'clock in the afternoon, we halted once more at a village called lebanon to inflate the horses again, and give them some corn besides: of which they stood much in need. pending this ceremony, i walked into the village, where i met a full sized dwelling-house coming down-hill at a round trot, drawn by a score or more of oxen. the public-house was so very clean and good a one, that the managers of the jaunt resolved to return to it and put up there for the night, if possible. this course decided on, and the horses being well refreshed, we again pushed forward, and came upon the prairie at sunset. "it would be difficult to say why, or how--though it was possibly from having heard and read so much about it--but the effect on me was disappointment. looking towards the setting sun, there lay, stretched out before my view, a vast expanse of level ground; unbroken, save by one thin line of trees, which scarcely amounted to a scratch upon the great blank; until it met the glowing sky, wherein it seemed to dip: mingling with its rich colours, and mellowing in its distant blue. there it lay, a tranquil sea or lake without water, if such a simile be admissible, with the day going down upon it; a few birds wheeling here and there; and solitude and silence reigning paramount around. but the grass was not yet high; there were bare black patches on the ground; and the few wild flowers that the eye could see, were poor and scanty. great as the picture was, its very flatness and extent, which left nothing to the imagination, tamed it down and cramped its interest. i felt little of that sense of freedom and exhilaration which a scottish heath inspires, or even our english downs awaken. it was lonely and wild, but oppressive in its barren monotony. i felt that in traversing the prairies, i could never abandon myself to the scene, forgetful of all else; as i should do instinctively, were the heather underneath my feet, or an iron-bound coast beyond; but should often glance towards the distant and frequently-receding line of the horizon, and wish it gained and passed. it is not a scene to be forgotten, but it is scarcely one, i think (at all events, as i saw it), to remember with much pleasure, or to covet the looking-on again, in after life. "we encamped near a solitary log-house, for the sake of its water, and dined upon the plain. the baskets contained roast fowls, buffalo's tongue (an exquisite dainty, by the way), ham, bread, cheese, and butter; biscuits, champagne, sherry; lemons and sugar for punch; and abundance of rough ice. the meal was delicious, and the entertainers were the soul of kindness and good humour. i have often recalled that cheerful party to my pleasant recollection since, and shall not easily forget, in junketings nearer home with friends of older date, my boon companions on the prairie. returning to lebanon that night, we lay at the little inn at which we had halted in the afternoon. in point of cleanliness and comfort it would have suffered by no comparison with any village ale-house, of a homely kind, in england.... "after breakfast, we started to return by a different way from that which we had taken yesterday, and coming up at ten o'clock with an encampment of german emigrants carrying their goods in carts, who had made a rousing fire which they were just quitting, we stopped there to refresh. and very pleasant the fire was; for, hot though it had been yesterday, it was quite cold to-day, and the wind blew keenly. looming in the distance, as we rode along, was another of the ancient indian burial-places, called the monks' mound; in memory of a body of fanatics of the order of la trappe, who founded a desolate convent there, many years ago, when there were no settlers within a thousand miles, and were all swept off by the pernicious climate: in which lamentable fatality, few rational people will suppose, perhaps, that society experienced any very severe deprivation. "the track of to-day had the same features as the track of yesterday. there was the swamp, the bush, the perpetual chorus of frogs, the rank unseemly growth, the unwholesome steaming earth. here and there, and frequently too, we encountered a solitary broken-down waggon, full of some new settler's goods. it was a pitiful sight to see one of these vehicles deep in the mire; the axletree broken; the wheel lying idly by its side; the man gone miles away, to look for assistance; the woman seated among their wandering household gods with a baby at her breast, a picture of forlorn, dejected patience; the team of oxen crouching down mournfully in the mud, and breathing forth such clouds of vapour from their mouths and nostrils, that all the damp mist and fog around seemed to have come direct from them. "in due time we mustered once again before the merchant tailor's, and having done so, crossed over to the city in the ferry-boat: passing, on the way, a spot called bloody island, the duelling-ground of st. louis, and so designated in honour of the last fatal combat fought there, which was with pistols, breast to breast. both combatants fell dead upon the ground; and possibly some rational people may think of them, as of the gloomy madmen on the monks' mound, that they were no great loss to the community." for purposes of comparison, the following description of experiences in later times with indian trails of the west will be of interest. much that has been deduced from a study of our pioneer history and embodied in the preceding pages finds strong confirmation here; in earlier days, with forests covering the country, the trails were more like roads than in the open prairies of the west; but, as will be seen, many laws governed the earlier and the later indian thoroughfares, alike. i quote from the hon. charles augustus murray's memoirs, written three-quarters of a century ago, of a tour in missouri: "on the th we pursued our course, north by east: this was not exactly the direction in which i wished to travel, but two considerations induced me to adopt it at this part of the journey. in the first place, it enabled me to keep along the dividing ridge; an advantage so great, and so well understood by all prairie travellers, that it is worth making a circuit of several miles a day to keep it; and the indian trails which we have crossed since our residence in the wilderness, convince me that the savages pay the greatest attention to this matter. in a wide extent of country composed of a succession of hills and ridges, it is evident there must be a great number of steep banks, which offer to an inexperienced traveller numerous obstacles, rendering his own progress most toilsome, and that of loaded packhorses almost impossible. if these ridges all ran in parallel lines, and were regular in their formation, nothing would be more simple than to get upon the summit of one, and keep it for the whole day's journey: but such is not the case; they constantly meet other ridges running in a transverse direction; and, of course, large dips and ravines are consequent upon that meeting. the 'dividing ridge' of a district is that which, while it is, as it were, the back-bone of the range of which it forms a part, heads at the same time all the transverse ravines, whether on the right or on the left hand, and thereby spares to the traveller an infinity of toilsome ascent and descent. "i have sometimes observed that an indian trail wound through a country in a course perfectly serpentine, and appeared to me to travel three miles when only one was necessary. it was not till my own practical experience had made me attend more closely to this matter, that i learnt to appreciate its importance. i think that the first quality in a guide through an unknown range of rolling prairie, is having a good and a quick eye for hitting off the 'dividing ridge;' the second, perhaps, in a western wilderness, is a ready and almost intuitive perception (so often found in an indian) of the general character of a country, so as to be able to bring his party to water when it is very scarce.... a few miles farther we crossed an old indian trail i think it was of a pawnee party, for it bore north by west ... it had not been a war-party, as was evident from the character of the trail. a war-party leaves only the trail of the horses, or, of course, if it be a foot party, the still slighter tracks of their own feet; but when they are on their summer hunt, or migrating from one region to another, they take their squaws and children with them, and this trail can always be distinguished from the former, by two parallel tracks about three and a half feet apart, not unlike those of a light pair of wheels: these are made by the points of the long curved poles on which their lodges are stretched, the thickest or butt ends of which are fastened to each side of the pack-saddle, while the points trail behind the horse; in crossing rough or boggy places, this is often found the most inconvenient part of an indian camp equipage.... i was fortunate enough to find an indian trail bearing north by east, which was as near to our destined course as these odious creeks would permit us to go. we struck into it, and it brought us safely, though not without difficulty, through the tangled and muddy bottom in which we had been involved: sometimes a horse floundered, and more than once a pack came off; but upon the whole we had great reason to congratulate ourselves upon having found this trail, by which we escaped in two hours from a place which would, without its assistance, probably have detained us two days. i was by no means anxious to part with so good a friend, and proceeded some miles upon this same trail; it was very old and indistinct, especially in the high and dry parts of the prairie. i left my horse with the rest of the party and went on foot, in order that i might more easily follow the trail, which became almost imperceptible as we reached an elevated district of table-land, which had been burned so close that i very often lost the track altogether for fifty yards. if a fire takes place on a prairie where there is already a distinct trail, it is as easy to follow it, if not more so than before; because the short and beaten grass offering no food to the fire, partly escapes its fury, and remains a green line upon a sea of black; but if the party making the trail pass over a prairie which is already burnt, in the succeeding season when the new grass has grown, it can scarcely be traced by any eye but that of an indian.... after we had travelled five hours ... i found that the trail which we had been following, merged in another and a larger one, which appeared to run a point to the west of north. this was so far out of our course that i hesitated whether i should not leave it altogether; but, upon reflection, i determined not to do so ... if i attempted to cross the country farther to the eastward, without any trail, i should meet with serious difficulties and delays.... i therefore struck into it, and ere long the result justified my conjecture; for we came to a wooded bottom or valley, which was such a complete jungle, and so extensive, that i am sure, if we had not been guided by the trail, we could not have made our way through it in a week. as it was, the task was no easy one; for the trail, though originally large, was not very fresh, and the weeds and branches had in many places so overgrown it, that i was obliged to dismount and trace it out on foot. it wound about with a hundred serpentine evolutions to avoid the heavy swamps and marshes around us; and i repeatedly thought that, if we lost it, we never should extricate our baggage: even with its assistance, we were obliged frequently to halt and replace the packs, which were violently forced off by the branches with which they constantly came in contact ... 'where on earth is he taking us now?--why we are going back in the same direction as we came!' i turned round and asked the speaker (a comrade) ... to point with his finger to the quarter which he would make for if he were guiding the party to fort leavenworth. he did so; and i took out my compass and showed him that he was pointing south-west, _i.e._ to santa fé and the gulf of california: so completely had the poor fellow's head become puzzled by the winding circuit we had made in the swamp."[ ] footnotes: [ ] washington's _journal_ sept. nd to oct. th, . [ ] _historic highways of america_, vol. v, ch. . [ ] this creek rises in hardy county, virginia, and flows northeastward through hampshire county, entering the north branch of the potomac river about eight miles southeast of cumberland, maryland. [ ] union township, monongalia county, west virginia. [ ] oliphant's iron furnace, union township? [ ] the mountainous boundary line between monongalia and preston counties. [ ] bruceton's mills, grant township, preston county, west virginia? [ ] southwestern corner of maryland, some twenty miles north of oakland. [ ] briery mountain runs northeast through the eastern edge of preston county, bounding dunkard bottom on the east as cheat river bounds it on the west. [ ] the friends were the earliest pioneers of garrett county, john friend coming in bringing six sons among whom was this charles. the sons scattered about through the valley of the youghiogheny, charles settling near the mouth of sang run, which cuts through winding ridge mountain and joins the youghiogheny about fifteen miles due north from oakland. washington, moving eastward on mcculloch's path probably passed through this gap in winding ridge. a present-day road runs parallel with winding ridge from friendsville (named from this pioneer family) southward to near altamont, which route seems to have been that pursued by mcculloch's path. see scharf's _history of western maryland_, vol. ii, p. ; _atlas of maryland_ (baltimore, ), pp. - ; war atlas - , _house miscellaneous documents_, vol. iv, part , no. , d cong. st sess. - , plate cxxxvi. [ ] great back bone mountain, garrett county, maryland, on which, at altamont, the baltimore and ohio railway reaches its highest altitude. it was about here that washington now crossed it, probably on the watershed between youghiogheny and potomac waters west of altamont. [ ] ryan's glade no. , garrett county. [ ] this point is pretty definitely determined in the journal. we are told that the mouth of stony river (now stony creek) was four miles below mcculloch's crossing. this would locate the latter near the present site of fort pendleton, garrett county, maryland, the point where the old northwestern turnpike crossed the north branch. [ ] greeland gap, grant county, west virginia. [ ] knobby mountain. [ ] near moorefield, hardy county, west virginia. [ ] mt. storm, grant county. the old northwestern turnpike bears northeast from here to claysville, burlington and romney. washington's route was southwest along the line of the present road to moorefield. evidently the buffalo trace bore southwest on the watershed between stony river and abraham's creek--white's _west virginia atlas_ ( ), p. . bradley's _map of united states_ ( ) shows a road from morgantown to romney; also a "western fort" at the crossing-place of the youghiogheny. [ ] dunkard's bottom, in portland township, preston county, west virginia, was settled about by dr. thomas eckarly and brothers who traversed the old path to fort pleasant on south branch.--thwaites's edition of withers's _chronicles of border warfare_ ( ), pp. - . [ ] _laws of virginia_ ( - ), pp. - . [ ] _laws of virginia_ ( ), pp. - ; _journal of the senate ... of virginia_ ( - ), p. . [ ] see _historic highways of america_, vol. ix, pp. - . [ ] _journal of thomas wallcutt in _, edited by george dexter (_proceedings of the massachusetts historical society_, october, ). [ ] the journal begins at the ohio company's settlement at marietta, ohio. [ ] they crossed the ohio river to the present site of williamstown, west virginia, named from the brave and good pioneer isaac williams. [ ] the monongahela trail; see _historic highways of america_, vol. ii, pp. - . [ ] for an early ( ) map of this region that is reasonably correct, see herman böye's _map of virginia_ in massachusetts historical society library. [ ] near friendsville, maryland--named in honor of the old pioneer family; see note , _ante_; cf. corey's map of virginia in his _american atlas_ ( ), d edition; also samuel lewis's _map of virginia_ ( ). [ ] bellville was the earlier flinn's station, virginia.--s. p. hildreth's _pioneer history_, p. . [ ] the author has, for several years, been looking for an explanation of this interesting obituary; "broadaggs" is, clearly, a corruption of "braddock's." of "atherwayes" no information is at hand; it was probably the name of a woodsman who settled here--for "bear camplain" undoubtedly means a "bare _campagne_," or clearing. the word _campagne_ was a common one among american pioneers. cf. harris's _tour_, p. . a spot halfway between cumberland and uniontown would be very near the point where the road crossed the pennsylvania state-line. [ ] a reminiscent letter written in for the _american pioneer_ (vol. i, pp. - ). [ ] _historic highways of america_, vol. vii, pp. - . [ ] _historic highways of america_, vol. ii, pp. - . [ ] the iroquois trail likewise left the river valley at this spot. [ ] _laws of new york_, , ch. xxix. [ ] _laws of new york_, , ch. xxvi. [ ] _id._, ch. xxxix. [ ] _laws of new york_, , ch. lx. [ ] _laws of new york_, , ch. xxvi. [ ] _laws of new york_, - , ch. lxxviii. [ ] boston, , pp. - . [ ] published by charles scribner's sons, . [ a] this name long since was abandoned. on the opposite side of the river, however, a new settlement grew up under the name of unadilla, the beginnings of which date about . see the same author's "the pioneers of unadilla village" (unadilla, ).--halsey. [ ] state land papers.--halsey. [ ] sluman wattles's account book.--halsey. [ ] dr. dwight's figures are for the township, not for the village, which was then a mere frontier hamlet, of perhaps one hundred souls.--halsey. [ ] "reminiscences of village life and of panama and california from to ," by gains leonard halsey, m. d. published at unadilla.--halsey. [ ] a stage line, however, for long years afterward supplied these settlements with a means of communication with unadilla, and it is within the memory of many persons still calling themselves young that for a considerable series of years, trips twice a week were regularly made by henry s. woodruff. after mr. woodruff's death a large and interesting collection of coaches, sleighs, and other stage relics remained upon his premises--the last survival of coaching times on the catskill turnpike, embracing a period of three-quarters of a century.--halsey. [ ] see _historic highways of america_, vol. xi, p. , _note_. [ ] _travels in north america_ (london, ), vol. ii, pp. - . * * * * * transcriber's notes: . passages in italics are surrounded by _underscores_. . obvious errors in spelling and punctuation have been corrected. . footnotes have been moved to the end of the main text body. . images have been moved from the middle of a paragraph to the closest paragraph break. . carat character (^) followed by a single letter or a set of letters in curly brackets is indicative of subscript in the original book. distributed proofreaders team note: project gutenberg also has an html version of this file which includes the original illustrations. see -h.htm or -h.zip: (http://www.gutenberg.net/dirs/ / / / / / -h/ -h.htm) or (http://www.gutenberg.net/dirs/ / / / / / -h.zip) mary at the farm and book of recipes compiled during her visit among the "pennsylvania germans" by edith m. thomas with illustrations we love our pennsylvania, grand old keystone state; land of far famed rivers, and rock-ribbed mountains great. with her wealth of "dusky diamonds" and historic valleys fair, proud to claim her as our birthplace; land of varied treasures rare. preface the incidents narrated in this book are based on fact, and, while not absolutely true in every particular, the characters are all drawn from real life. the photographs are true likenesses of the people they are supposed to represent, and while in some instances the correct names are not given (for reasons which the reader will readily understand), the various scenes, relics, etc., are true historically and geographically. the places described can be easily recognized by any one who has ever visited the section of pennsylvania in which the plot (if it can really be called a plot) of the story is laid. many of the recipes given mary by pennsylvania german housewives, noted for the excellence of their cooking, have never appeared in print. the author. this book is dedicated to my friends with gratitude for their many helpful kindnesses. [illustration] "he who has a thousand friends, has never a one to spare." the housekeeper's symphony "to do the best that i can, from morn till night. and pray for added strength with coming light; to make the family income reach alway, with some left over for a rainy day; to do distasteful things with happy face, to try and keep the odds and ends in place. to smile instead of frown at fate, which placed me in a family always late for meals; to do the sewing, mending and the thousand small things always near at hand, and do them always with a cheerful heart, because in life they seem to be my part; to know the place of everything and keep it there, to think, to plan, to cook, to sweep, to brew, to bake, to answer questions, to be the mainspring of the family clock. (or that effect) and see that no tick, tock is out of time or tune, or soon or late, this is the only symphony which i can ever hope to operate." marion wiley. contents i mary's letter received at clear spring farm ii mary's arrival at the farm iii schuggenhaus township iv john landis v the old farm-house and garden vi mary confides in "aunt sarah" and gives her views on suffrage for women vii professor schmidt viii uses of an old-fashioned wardrobe ix poetry and pie x sibylla linsabigler xi new colonial rag rugs xii mary imitates navajo blankets xiii "the girls' camp fire" organized by mary xiv mary makes "violet and rose leaf" beads xv mary and elizabeth visit sadie singmaster xvi the old parlor made beautiful (modernized) xvii an old song evening xviii a visit to the "pennsylvania palisades" xix mary is taught to make pastry, patties and rosenkuchcen xx old potteries and decorated dishes xxi the value of wholesome, nutritious food xxii a variety of cakes evolved from one recipe xxiii the old "taufschien" xxiv the old store on the ridge road xxv an elbadritchel hunt xxvi the old shanghai rooster xxvii a "potato pretzel" xxviii faithful service xxix mary, ralph, jake and sibylla visit the allentown fair xxx fritz schmidt explores durham cave xxxi mary's marriage illustrations mary aunt sarah the old spring house the old mill wheel the old mill old corn crib the new red barn the old farm-house ralph jackson rocky valley professor schmidt frau schmidt old time patch-work quilts old time patch-work home-made rag carpet a hit-and-miss rug a brown and tan rug a circular rug imitation of navajo blankets rug with design rug with swastika in centre home manufactured silk prayer rug elizabeth schmidt--"laughing water" articles in the old parlor before it was modernized other articles in the old parlor before it was modernized palisades, or narrows of nockamixon the canal at the narrows the narrows, or pennsylvania palisades top rock ringing rocks of bucks county, pennsylvania high falls big rock at rocky dale the old towpath at the narrows old earthenware dish igraffito plate old plates fund in aunt sarah's corner cupboard old style lamps old taufschien the old store on ridge road catching elbadritchels old egg basket at the farm a potato pretzel loaf of rye bread a "brod corvel," or bread basket church which sheltered liberty bell in - liberty bell tablet durham cave the woodland stream polly schmidt an old-fashioned bucks county bake-oven [illustration: mary] chapter i. mary's letters received at clear spring farm. one morning in early spring, john landis, a pennsylvania german farmer living in schuggenhaus township, bucks county, on opening his mail box, fastened to a tree at the crossroads (for the convenience of rural mail carriers) found one letter for his wife sarah, the envelope addressed in the well-known handwriting of her favorite niece, mary midleton, of philadelphia. [illustration] a letter being quite an event at "clear spring" farm, he hastened with it to the house, finding "aunt sarah," as she was called by every one (great aunt to mary), in the cheery farm house kitchen busily engaged kneading sponge for a loaf of rye bread, which she carefully deposited on a well-floured linen cloth, in a large bowl for the final raising. carefully adjusting her glasses more securely over the bridge of her nose, she turned at the sound of her husband's footsteps. seeing the letter in his hand she inquired: "what news, john?" quickly opening the letter handed her, she, after a hasty perusal, gave one of the whimsical smiles peculiar to her and remarked decisively, with a characteristic nod of her head: "john, mary midleton intends to marry, else why, pray tell me, would she write of giving up teaching her kindergarten class in the city, to spend the summer with us on the farm learning, she writes, to keep house, cook, economize and to learn how to get the most joy and profit from life?" "well, well! mary is a dear girl, why should she not think of marrying?" replied her husband; "she is nineteen. quite time, i think, she should learn housekeeping--something every young girl should know. we should hear of fewer divorces and a less number of failures of men in business, had their wives been trained before marriage to be good, thrifty, economical housekeepers and, still more important, good homemakers. to be a helpmate in every sense of the word is every woman's duty, i think, when her husband works early and late to procure the means to provide for her comforts and luxuries and a competency for old age. write mary to come at once, and under your teaching she may, in time, become as capable a housekeeper and as good a cook as her aunt sarah; and, to my way of thinking, there is none better, my dear." praise from her usually reticent husband never failed to deepen the tint of pink on aunt sarah's still smooth, unwrinkled, youthful looking face, made more charming by being framed in waves of silvery gray hair, on which the "hand of time," in passing, had sprinkled some of the dust from the road of life. in size, sarah landis was a little below medium height, rather stout, or should i say comfortable, and matronly looking; very erect for a woman of her age. her bright, expressive, gray eyes twinkled humorously when she talked. she had developed a fine character by her years of unselfish devotion to family and friends. her splendid sense of humor helped her to overcome difficulties, and her ability to rise above her environment, however discouraging their conditions, prevented her from being unhappy or depressed by the small annoyances met daily. she never failed to find joy and pleasure in the faithful performance of daily tasks, however small or insignificant. aunt sarah attributed her remarkably fine, clear complexion, seldom equalled in a woman of her years, to good digestion and excellent health; her love of fresh air, fruit and clear spring water. she usually drank from four to five tumblerfuls of water a day. she never ate to excess, and frequently remarked: "i think more people suffer from over-eating than from insufficient food." an advocate of deep breathing, she spent as much of her time as she could spare from household duties in the open air. [illustration: aunt sarah] sarah landis was not what one would call beautiful, but good and whole-souled looking. to quote her husband: "to me sarah never looks so sweet and homelike when all 'fussed up' in her best black dress on special occasions, as she does when engaged in daily household tasks around home, in her plain, neat, gray calico dress." this dress was always covered with a large, spotlessly clean, blue gingham apron of small broken check, and she was very particular about having a certain-sized check. the apron had a patch pocket, which usually contained small twists or little wads of cord, which, like "the old ladies in cranford," she picked up and saved for a possible emergency. one of aunt sarah's special economies was the saving of twine and paper bags. the latter were always neatly folded, when emptied, and placed in a cretonne bag made for that purpose, hanging in a convenient corner of the kitchen. aunt sarah's gingham apron was replaced afternoons by one made from fine, lonsdale cambric, of ample proportions, and on special occasions she donned a hemstitched linen apron, inset at upper edge of hem with crocheted lace insertion, the work of her own deft fingers. aunt sarah's aprons, cut straight, on generous lines, were a part of her individuality. sarah landis declared: "happiness consists in giving and in serving others," and she lived up to the principles she advocated. she frequently quoted from the "sons of martha," by kipling: "lift ye the stone or cleave the wood, to make a path more fair or flat, not as a ladder from earth to heaven, not as an altar to any creed, but simple service, simply given, to his own kind in their human need." "i think this so fine," said aunt sarah, "and so true a sentiment that i am almost compelled to forgive kipling for saying 'the female of the species is more deadly than the male.'" aunt sarah's goodness was reflected in her face and in the tones of her voice, which were soft and low, yet very decided. she possessed a clear, sweet tone, unlike the slow, peculiar drawl often aiding with the rising inflection peculiar to many country folk among the "pennsylvania germans." the secret of aunt sarah's charm lay in her goodness. being always surrounded by a cheery atmosphere, she benefited all with whom she came in contact. she took delight in simple pleasures. she had the power of extracting happiness from the common, little every-day tasks and frequently remarked, "don't strive to live without work, but to find more joy in your work." her opinions were highly respected by every one in the neighborhood, and, being possessed of an unselfish disposition, she thought and saw good in every one; brought out the best in one, and made one long to do better, just to gain her approval, if for no higher reward. sarah landis was a loyal friend and one would think the following, by mrs. craik, applied to her: "oh, the comfort, the inexpressible comfort, of feeling safe with a person--having neither to weigh thoughts nor measure words, but pouring them all right out, just as they are--chaff and grain together, certain that a faithful hand will take and sift them, keep what is worth keeping and then with the breath of kindness blow the rest away." she was never so happy as when doing an act of kindness for some poor unfortunate, and often said. "if 'twere not for god and good people, what would become of the unfortunate?" and thought like george mcdonald, "if i can put one touch of rosy sunset into the life of any man or woman (i should add child) i shall feel that i have worked with god." aunt sarah's sweet, lovable face was the first beheld by many a little, new-born infant; her voice, the first to hush its wailing cries as she cuddled it up to her motherly breast, and oft, with loving hands, softly closed the lids over eyes no longer able to see; whom the gracious master had taken into his keeping. one day i overheard aunt sarah quote to a sorrowing friend these fine, true lines from longfellow's "resignation": "let us be patient, these severe afflictions not from the ground arise, but celestial benedictions assume the dark disguise." [illustration: the old spring house] chapter ii. mary's arrival at the farm. the day preceding that of mary's arrival at the farm was a busy one for aunt sarah, who, since early morning, had been preparing the dishes she knew mary enjoyed. pans of the whitest, flakiest rolls, a large loaf of sweetest nut-brown, freshly-baked "graham bread," of which mary was especially fond; an array of crumb-cakes and pies of every description covered the well-scrubbed table in the summer kitchen, situated a short distance from the house. a large, yellow earthenware bowl on the table contained a roll of rich, creamy "smier kase" just as it had been turned from the muslin bag, from which the "whey" had dripped over night; ready to be mixed with cream for the supper table. pats of sweet, freshly-churned butter, buried in clover blossoms, were cooling in the old spring-house near by. the farm house was guiltless of dust from cellar to attic. aunt sarah was a model housekeeper; she accomplished wonders, yet never appeared tired or flurried as less systematic housekeepers often do, who, with greater expenditure of energy, often accomplish less work. she took no unnecessary steps; made each one count, yet never appeared in haste to finish her work. said aunt sarah, "the lack of system in housework is what makes it drudgery. if young housekeepers would sit down and plan their work, then do it, they would save time and labor. when using the fire in the range for ironing or other purposes, use the oven for preparing dishes of food which require long, slow cooking, like baked beans, for instance. bake a cake or a pudding, or a pan of quickly-made corn pone to serve with baked beans, for a hearty meal on a cold winter day. a dish of rice pudding placed in the oven requires very little attention, and when baked may be placed on ice until served. if this rule be followed, the young housewife will be surprised to find how much easier will be the task of preparing a meal later in the day, especially in hot weather." * * * * * the day following, john landis drove to the railroad station, several miles distant, to meet his niece. as mary stepped from the train into the outstretched arms of her waiting uncle, many admiring glances followed the fair, young girl. her tan-gold naturally wavy, masses of hair rivaled ripened grain. the sheen of it resembled corn silk before it has been browned and crinkled by the sun. her eyes matched in color the exquisite, violet-blue blossoms of the chicory weed. she possessed a rather large mouth, with upturned corners, which seemed made for smiles, and when once you had been charmed with them, she had made an easy conquest of you forever. there was a sweet, winning personality about mary which was as impossible to describe as to resist. one wondered how so much adorable sweetness could be embodied in one small maid. but mary's sweetness of expression and charming manner covered a strong will and tenacity of purpose one would scarcely have believed possible, did they not have an intimate knowledge of the young girl's disposition. her laugh, infectious, full of the joy of living, the vitality of youth and perfect health and happiness, reminded one of the lines: "a laugh is just like music for making living sweet." seated beside her uncle in the carriage, mary was borne swiftly through the town out into the country. it was one of those preternaturally quiet, sultry days when the whole universe appears lifeless and inert, free from loud noise, or sound of any description, days which we occasionally have in early spring or summer, when the stillness is oppressive. frequently at such times there is borne to the nostrils the faint, stifling scent of burning brush, indicating that land is being cleared by the forehanded, thrifty farmer for early planting. often at such times, before a shower, may be distinctly heard the faintest twitter and "peep, peep" of young sparrows, the harsh "caw, caw" of the crow, and the song of the bobolink, poised on the swaying branch of a tall tree, the happiest bird of spring; the dozy, drowsy hum of bees; the answering call of lusty young chanticleers, and the satisfied cackle of laying hens and motherly old biddies, surrounded by broods of downy, greedy little newly-hatched chicks. the shrill whistle of a distant locomotive startles one with its clear, resonant intonation, which on a less quiet day would pass unnoticed. mary, with the zest of youth, enjoyed to the full the change from the past months of confinement in a city school, and missed nothing of the beauty of the country and the smell of the good brown earth, as her uncle drove swiftly homeward. "uncle john," said mary, "'tis easy to believe god made the country." "yes," rejoined her uncle, "the country is good enough for me." "with the exception of the one day in the month, when you attend the 'shriners' meeting' in the city," mischievously supplemented mary, who knew her uncle's liking for the masonic lodge of which he was a member, "and," she continued, "i brought you a picture for your birthday, which we shall celebrate tomorrow. the picture will please you, i know. it is entitled, 'i love to love a mason, 'cause a mason never tells.'" they passed cultivated farms. inside many of the rail fences, inclosing fields of grain or clover, were planted numberless sour cherry trees, snowy with bloom, the ground underneath white with fallen petals. the air was sweet with the perfume of the half-opened buds on the apple trees in the near-by orchards and rose-like pink blossoms of the "flowering" crab-apple, in the door yards. swiftly they drove through cool, green, leafy woods, crossing a wooden bridge spanning a small stream, so shallow that the stones at the bottom were plainly to be seen. a loud splash, as the sound of carriage wheels broke the uninterrupted silence, and a commotion in the water gave evidence of the sudden disappearance of several green-backed frogs, sunning themselves on a large, moss-grown rock, projecting above the water's edge; from shady nooks and crevices peeped clusters of early white violets; graceful maidenhair ferns, and hardier members of the fern family, called "brake," uncurled their graceful, sturdy fronds from the carpet of green moss and lichen at the base of tree trunks, growing along the water's edge. partly hidden by rocks along the bank of the stream, nestled a few belated cup-shaped anemones or "wind flowers," from which most of the petals had blown, they being one of the earliest messengers of spring. through the undergrowth in the woods, in passing, could be seen the small buds of the azalea or wild honeysuckle, "sheep's laurel," the deep pink buds on the american judas tree, trailing vines of "tea berry," and beneath dead leaves one caught an occasional glimpse of fragrant, pink arbutus. in marshy places beside the creek, swaying in the wind from slender stems, grew straw-colored, bell-shaped blossoms of "adder's tongue" or "dog tooth violet," with their mottled green, spike-shaped leaves. in the shadow of a large rock grew dwarf huckleberry bushes, wild strawberry vines, and among grasses of many varieties grew patches of white and pink-tinted alsatian clover. leaving behind the spicy, fragrant, "woodsy" smell of wintergreen, birch and sassafras, and the faint, sweet scent of the creamy, wax-like blossoms of "mandrake" or may apple, peeping from beneath large, umbrella-like, green leaves they emerged at last from the dim, cool shadows of the woods into the warm, bright sunlight again. almost before mary realized it, the farm house could be seen in the distance, and her uncle called her attention to his new, red barn, which had been built since her last visit to the farm, and which, in her uncle's estimation, was of much greater importance than the house. mary greeted with pleasure the old landmarks so familiar to her on former visits. they passed the small, stone school house at the crossroads, and in a short time the horses turned obediently into the lane leading to the barn a country lane in very truth, a tangle of blackberry vines, wild rose bushes, by farmers called "pasture roses," interwoven with bushes of sumach, wild carrots and golden rod. mary insisted that her uncle drive directly to the barn, as was his usual custom, while she was warmly welcomed at the farm house gate by her aunt. as her uncle led away the horses, he said, "i will soon join you, mary, 'to break of our bread and eat of our salt,' as they say in the 'shrine.'" on their way to the house, mary remarked: "i am so glad we reached here before dusk. the country is simply beautiful! have you ever noticed, aunt sarah, what a symphony in green is the yard? look at the buds on the maples and lilacs--a faint yellow green--and the blue-green pine tree near by; the leaves of the german iris are another shade; the grass, dotted with yellow dandelions, and blue violets; the straight, grim, reddish-brown stalks of the peonies before the leaves have unfolded, all roofed over with the blossom-covered branches of pear, apple and 'german prune' trees. truly, this must resemble paradise!" "yes," assented her aunt, "i never knew blossoms to remain on the pear trees so long a time. we have had no 'blossom shower' as yet to scatter them, but there will be showers tonight, i think, or i am no prophet. i feel rain in the atmosphere, and sibylla said a few moments ago she heard a 'rain bird' in the mulberry tree." "aunt sarah," inquired mary, "is the rhubarb large enough to use?" "yes, indeed, we have baked rhubarb pies and have had a surfeit of dandelion salad or 'salat,' as our neighbors designate it. your uncle calls 'dandelion greens' the farmers' spring tonic; that and 'celadine,' that plant you see growing by the side of the house. later in the season it bears small, yellow flowers not unlike a very small buttercup blossom, and it is said to be an excellent remedy for chills and fevers, and it tastes almost as bitter as quinine. there are bushels of dandelion blossoms, some of which we shall pick tomorrow, and from them make dandelion wine." "and what use will my thrifty aunt make of the blue violets?" mischievously inquired mary. "the violets," replied her aunt, "i shall dig up carefully with some earth adhering to their roots and place them in a glass bowl for a centrepiece on the table for my artistic and beauty-loving niece; and if kept moist, you will be surprised at the length of time they will remain 'a thing of beauty' if not 'a joy forever.' and later, mary, from them i'll teach you to make violet beads." "aunt sarah, notice that large robin endeavoring to pull a worm from the ground. do you suppose the same birds return here from the south every summer?" "certainty, i do." "that old mulberry tree, from the berries of which you made such delicious pies and marmalade last summer, is it dead?" "no; only late about getting its spring outfit of leaves." chapter iii. schuggenhaus township. "schuggenhaus," said sarah landis, speaking to her niece, mary midleton, "is one of the largest and most populous townships in bucks county, probably so named by the early german settlers, some of whom, i think, were my father's ancestors, as they came originally from zweibrucken, germany, and settled in schuggenhaus township. schuggenhaus is one of the most fertile townships in bucks county and one of the best cultivated; farming is our principal occupation, and the population of the township today is composed principally of the descendants of well-to-do germans, frequently called 'pennsylvania dutch.'" "i have often heard them called by that name," said mary. "have you forgotten, aunt sarah, you promised to tell me something interesting about the first red clover introduced in bucks county?" "red clover," replied her aunt, "that having bright, crimson-pink heads, is the most plentiful and the most common variety of clover; but knowing how abundantly it grows in different parts of the country at the present time, one would scarcely have believed, in olden times, that it would ever be so widely distributed as it now is. "one reason clover does so well in this country is that the fertilization of the clover is produced by pollenation by the busy little bumble-bee, who carries the pollen from blossom to blossom, and clover is dependent upon these small insects for fertilization, as without them clover would soon die out." "i admire the feathery, fuzzy, pink-tipped, rabbit-foot clover," said mary; "it is quite fragrant, and usually covered with butterflies. it makes such very pretty bouquets when you gather huge bunches of it." [illustration: the old mill wheel] "no, mary, i think you are thinking of alsatian clover, which is similar to white clover. the small, round heads are cream color, tinged with pink; it is very fragrant and sweet and grows along the roadside and, like the common white clover, is a favorite with bees. the yellow hop clover we also find along the roadside. as the heads of clover mature, they turn yellowish brown and resemble dried hops; sometimes yellow, brown and tan blossoms are seen on one branch. the cultivation of red clover was introduced here a century ago, and when in bloom the fields attracted great attention. being the first ever grown in this part of bucks county, people came for miles to look at it, the fence around the fields some days being lined with spectators, i have been told by my grandfather. i remember when a child nothing appeared to me more beautiful than my father's fields of flax; a mass of bright blue flowers. i also remember the fields of broom-corn. just think! we made our own brooms, wove linen from the flax raised on our farm and made our own tallow candles. mary, from what a thrifty and hard-working lot of ancestors you are descended! you inherit from your mother your love of work and from your father your love of books. your father's uncle was a noted shakespearean scholar." many old-time industries are passing away. yet sarah landis, was a housewife of the old school and still cooked apple butter, or "lodt varrik," as the germans call it; made sauerkraut and hard soap, and naked old-fashioned "german" rye bread on the hearth, which owed its excellence not only to the fact of its being hearth baked but to the rye flour being ground in an old mill in a near-by town, prepared by the old process of grinding between mill-stones instead of the more modern roller process. this picture of the old mill, taken by fritz schmidt, shows it is not artistic, but, like most articles of german manufacture, the mill was built more for its usefulness than to please the eye. [illustration: the old mill] "aunt sarah, what is pumpernickel?" inquired mary, "is it like rye bread?" "no, my dear, not exactly, it is a dark-colored bread, used in some parts of germany. professor schmidt tells me the bread is usually composed of a mixture of barley flour and rye flour. some i have eaten looks very much like our own brown bread. pumpernickel is considered a very wholesome bread by the germans--and i presume one might learn to relish it, but i should prefer good, sweet, home-made rye bread. i was told by an old gentleman who came to this country from germany when a boy, that pumpernickel was used in the german army years ago, and was somewhat similar to 'hard tack,' furnished our soldiers in the civil war. but i cannot vouch for the truth of this assertion." "aunt sarah," said mary later, "frau schmidt tells me the professor sends his rye to the mill and requests that every part of it be ground without separating--making what he calls 'whole rye flour,' and from this frau schmidt bakes wholesome, nutritious bread which they call 'pumpernickel,' she tells me she uses about one-third of this 'whole rye flour' to two-thirds white bread flour when baking bread, and she considers bread made from this whole grain more wholesome and nutritious than the bread made from our fine rye flour." chapter iv. john landis. the bucks county farmer, john landis, rather more scholarly in appearance than men ordinarily found in agricultural districts, was possessed of an adust complexion, caused by constant exposure to wind and weather; tall and spare, without an ounce of superfluous fat; energetic, and possessed of remarkable powers of endurance. he had a kindly, benevolent expression; his otherwise plain face was redeemed by fine, expressive brown eyes. usually silent and preoccupied, and almost taciturn, yet he possessed a fund of dry humor. an old-fashioned democrat, his wife was a republican. he usually accompanied aunt sarah to her church, the methodist, although he was a member of the german reformed, and declared he had changed his religion to please her, but change his politics, never. a member of the masonic lodge, his only diversion was an occasional trip to the city with a party of the "boys" to attend a meeting of the "shriners." aunt sarah protested. "the idea, john, at your age, being out so late at night and returning from the city on the early milk train the following morning, and then being still several miles from home. it's scandalous!" he only chuckled to himself; and what the entertainment had been, which was provided at lulu temple, and which he had so thoroughly enjoyed, was left to her imagination. his only remark when questioned was: "sarah, you're not in it. you are not a 'shriner.'" and as john had in every other particular fulfilled her ideal of what constitutes a good husband, sarah, like the wise woman she was, allowed the subject to drop. a good, practical, progressive farmer, john landis constantly read, studied and pondered over the problem of how to produce the largest results at least cost of time and labor. his crops were skillfully planted in rich soil, carefully cultivated and usually harvested earlier than those of his neighbors. one summer he raised potatoes so large that many of them weighed one pound each, and new potatoes and green peas, fresh from the garden, invariably appeared on aunt sarah's table the first of july, and sometimes earlier. i have known him to raise cornstalks which reached a height of thirteen feet, which were almost equaled by his wife's sunflower stalks, which usually averaged nine feet in height. aunt sarah, speaking one day to mary, said: "your uncle john is an unusually silent man. i have heard him remark that when people talk continuously they are either _very_ intelligent or tell untruths." he, happening to overhear her remark, quickly retorted: "the man who speaks a dozen tongues, when all is said and done, don't hold a match to him who knows how to keep still in one." when annoyed at his wife's talkativeness, her one fault in her husband's eyes, if he thought she had a fault, he had a way of saying, "alright, sarah, alright," as much as to say "that is final; you have said enough," in his peculiar, quick manner of speaking, which aunt sarah never resented, he being invariably kind and considerate in other respects. john landis was a successful farmer because he loved his work, and found joy in it. while not unmindful of the advantages possessed by the educated farmer of the present day, he said, "'tis not college lore our boys need so much as practical education to develop their efficiency. while much that we eat and wear comes out of the ground, we should have more farmers, the only way to lower the present high cost of living, which is such a perplexing problem to the housewife. there is almost no limit to what might be accomplished by some of our bright boys should they make agriculture a study. luther burbank says, 'to add but one kernel of corn to each ear grown in this country in a single year would increase the supply five million bushels.'" chapter v. the old farm house and garden. the old unpainted farm house, built of logs a century ago, had changed in the passing years to a grayish tint. an addition had been built to the house several years before aunt sarah's occupancy, the sober hue of the house harmonized with the great, gnarled old trunk of the meadow willow near-by. planted when the house was built, it spread its great branches protectingly over it. a wild clematis growing at the foot of the tree twined its tendrils around the massive trunk until in late summer they had become an inseparable part of it, almost covering it with feathery blossoms. [illustration: old corn crib] [illustration: the new barn] near by stood an antique arbor, covered with thickly-clustering vines, in season bending with the weight of "wild-scented" grapes, their fragrance mingling with the odor of "creek mint" growing near by a small streamlet and filling the air with a delicious fragrance. the mint had been used in earlier years by aunt sarah's grandfather as a beverage which he preferred to any other. from a vine clambering up the grape arbor trellies, in the fall of the year, hung numerous orange-colored balsam apples, which opened, when ripe, disclosing bright crimson interior and seeds. these apples, aunt sarah claimed, if placed in alcohol and applied externally, possessed great medicinal value as a specific for rheumatism. [illustration: the old farm house] a short distance from the house stood the newly-built red barn, facing the pasture lot. on every side stretched fields which, in summer, waved with wheat, oats, rye and buckwheat, and the corn crib stood close by, ready for the harvest to fill it to overflowing. beside the farm house door stood a tall, white oleander, planted in a large, green-painted wooden tub. near by, in a glazed earthenware pot, grew the old-fashioned lantana plant, covered with clusters of tiny blossoms, of various shades of orange, red and pink. in flower beds outlined by clam shells which had been freshly whitewashed blossomed fuchsias, bleeding hearts, verbenas, dusty millers, sweet clove-scented pinks, old-fashioned, dignified, purple digitalis or foxglove, stately pink princess feather, various brilliant-hued zinnias, or more commonly called "youth and old age," and as gayly colored, if more humble and lowly, portulacas; the fragrant white, star-like blossoms of the nicotiana, or "flowering tobacco," which, like the yellow primrose, are particularly fragrant at sunset. geraniums of every hue, silver-leaved and rose-scented; yellow marigolds and those with brown, velvety petals; near by the pale green and white-mottled leaves of the plant called "snow on the mountain" and in the centre of one of the large, round flower beds, grew sturdy "castor oil beans," their large, copper-bronze leaves almost covering the tiny blue forget-me-nots growing beneath. near the flower bed grew a thrifty bush of pink-flowering almonds; not far distant grew a spreading "shrub" bush, covered with fragrant brown buds, and beside it a small tree of pearly-white snowdrops. sarah landis loved the wholesome, earthy odors of growing plants and delighted in her flowers, particularly the perennials, which were planted promiscuously all over the yard. i have frequently heard her quote: "one is nearer god's heart in a garden than any place else on earth." and she would say, "i love the out-of-door life, in touch with the earth; the natural life of man or woman." inside the fence of the kitchen garden were planted straight rows of both red and yellow currants, and several gooseberry bushes. in one corner of the garden, near the summer kitchen, stood a large bush of black currants, from the yellow, sweet-scented blossoms of which aunt sarah's bees, those "heaven instructed mathematicians," sucked honey. think of aunt sarah's buckwheat cakes, eaten with honey made from currant, clover, buckwheat and dandelion blossoms! her garden was second to none in bucks county. she planted tomato seeds in boxes and placed them in a sunny window, raising her plants early; hence she had ripe tomatoes before any one else in the neighborhood. her peas were earlier also, and her beets and potatoes were the largest; her corn the sweetest; and, as her asparagus bed was always well salted, her asparagus was the finest to be had. through the centre of the garden patch, on either side the walk, were large flower beds, a blaze of brilliant color from early spring, when the daffodils blossomed, until frost killed the dahlias, asters, scarlet sage, sweet williams, canterbury bells, pink and white snapdragon, spikes of perennial, fragrant, white heliotrope; blue larkspur, four o'clocks, bachelor buttons and many other dear, old-fashioned flowers. the dainty pink, funnel-shaped blossoms of the hardy swamp "rose mallow'" bloomed the entire summer, the last flowers to be touched by frost, vying in beauty with the pink monthly roses planted near by. children who visited aunt sarah delighted in the small jerusalem cherry tree, usually covered with bright, scarlet berries, which was planted near the veranda, and they never tired pinching the tiny leaves of the sensitive plant to see them quickly droop, as if dead, then slowly unfold and straighten as if a thing of life. visitors to the farm greatly admired the large, creamy-white lily-like blossoms of the datura. farthest from the house were the useful herb beds, filled with parsley, hoarhound, sweet marjoram, lavender, saffron, sage, sweet basil, summer savory and silver-striped rosemary or "old man," as it was commonly called by country folk. tall clusters of phlox, a riot of color in midsummer, crimson-eyed, white and rose-colored blossoms topping the tall steins, and clusters of brilliant-red bergamot near by had been growing, from time immemorial, a cluster of green and white-striped grass, without which no door yard in this section of bucks county was considered complete in olden times. near by, silvery plumes of pampas grass gently swayed on their reed-like stems. even the garden was not without splashes of color, where, between rows of vegetables, grew pale, pink-petaled poppies, seeming to have scarcely a foothold in the rich soil. but the daintiest, sweetest bed of all, and the one that mary enjoyed most, was where the lilies of the valley grew in the shade near a large, white lilac bush. here, on a rustic bench beneath an old apple tree, stitching on her embroidery, she dreamed happy dreams of her absent lover, and planned for the life they were to live together some day, in the home he was striving to earn for her by his own manly exertions; and she assiduously studied and pondered over aunt sarah's teaching and counsel, knowing them to be wise and good. a short distance from the farm house, where the old orchard sloped down to the edge of the brook, grew tall meadow rue, with feathery clusters of green and white flowers; and the green, gold-lined, bowl-shaped blossoms of the "cow lily," homely stepsisters of the fragrant, white pond lily, surrounded by thick, waxy, green leaves, lazily floated on the surface of the water from long stems in the bed of the creek, and on the bank a carpet was formed by golden-yellow, creeping buttercups. in the side yard grew two great clumps of iris, or, as it is more commonly called, "blue flag." its blossoms, dainty as rare orchids, with lily-like, violet-veined petals of palest-tinted mauve and purple. on the sunny side of the old farm house, facing the east, where at early morn the sun shone bright and warm, grew aunt sarah's pansies, with velvety, red-brown petals, golden-yellow and dark purple. they were truly "heart's ease," gathered with a lavish hand, and sent as gifts to friends who were ill. the more she picked the faster they multiplied, and came to many a sick bed "sweet messengers of spring." if aunt sarah had a preference for one particular flower, 'twas the rose, and they well repaid the time and care she lavished on them. she had pale-tinted blush roses, with hearts of deepest pink; rockland and prairie and hundred-leaf roses, pink and crimson ramblers, but the most highly-prized roses of her collection were an exquisite, deep salmon-colored "marquis de sinety" and an old-fashioned pink moss rose, which grew beside a large bush of mock-orange, the creamy blossoms of the latter almost as fragrant as real orange blossoms of the sunny southland. not far distant, planted in a small bed by themselves, grew old-fashioned, sweet-scented, double petunias, ragged, ripple, ruffled corollas of white, with splotches of brilliant crimson and purple, their slender stems scarcely strong enough to support the heavy blossoms. in one of the sunniest spots in the old garden grew aunt sarah's latest acquisition. "the butterfly bush," probably so named on account of its graceful stems, covered with spikes of tiny, lilac-colored blossoms, over which continually hovered large, gorgeously-hued butterflies, vying with the flowers in brilliancy of color, from early june until late summer. aunt sarah's sunflowers, or "sonnen blume," as she liked to call them, planted along the garden fence to feed chickens and birds alike, were a sight worth seeing. the birds generally confiscated the larger portion of seeds. a pretty sight it was to see a flock of wild canaries, almost covering the tops of the largest sunflowers, busily engaged picking out the rich, oily seeds. aunt sarah loved the golden flowers, which always appeared to be nodding to the sun, and her sunflowers were particularly fine, some being as much as fifty inches in circumference. a bouquet of the smaller ones was usually to be seen in a quaint, old, blue-flowered, gray jar on the farm house veranda in summertime. earlier in the season blossoms of the humble artichoke, which greatly resemble small sunflowers, or large yellow daisies, filled the jar. failing either of these, she gathered large bouquets of golden-rod or wild carrot blossoms, both of which grew in profusion along the country lanes and roadside near the farm. but the old gray jar never held a bouquet more beautiful than the one of bright, blue "fringed gentians," gathered by aunt sarah in the fall of the year, several miles distant from the farm. chapter vi. mary confides in aunt sarah and gives her views on suffrage for women. "there's no deny'n women are foolish, god a'mighty made them to match the men." a short time after her arrival at the farm mary poured into the sympathetic ear of aunt sarah her hopes and plans. her lover, ralph jackson, to whom she had become engaged the past winter, held a position with the philadelphia electric company, and was studying hard outside working hours. his ambition was to become an electrical engineer. he was getting fair wages, and wished mary to marry him at once. she confessed she loved ralph too well to marry him, ignorant as she was of economical housekeeping and cooking. mary, early left an orphan, had studied diligently to fit herself for a kindergarten teacher, so she would be capable of earning her own living on leaving school, which accounted for her lack of knowledge of housework, cooking, etc. aunt sarah, loving mary devotedly, and knowing the young man of her choice to be clean, honest and worthy, promised to do all in her power to make their dream of happiness come true. learning from mary that ralph was thin and pale from close confinement, hard work and study, and of his intention of taking a short vacation, she determined he should spend it on the farm, where she would be able to "mother him." "you acted sensibly, mary," said her aunt, "in refusing to marry ralph at the present time, realizing your lack of knowledge of housework and inability to manage a home. neither would you know how to spend the money provided by him economically and wisely, and, in this age of individual efficiency, a business knowledge of housekeeping is almost as important in making a happy home as is love. i think it quite as necessary that a woman who marries should understand housekeeping in all its varied branches as that the man who marries should understand his trade or profession; for, without the knowledge of means to gain a livelihood (however great his love for a woman), how is the man to hold that woman's love and affection unless he is able by his own exertions to provide her with necessities, comforts, and, perhaps, in later years, luxuries? and in return, the wife should consider it her duty and pleasure to know how to do her work systematically; learn the value of different foods and apply the knowledge gained daily in preparing them; study to keep her husband in the best of health, physically and mentally. then will his efficiency be greater and he will be enabled to do his 'splendid best' in whatever position in life he is placed, be he statesman or hod-carrier. what difference, if an honest heart beat beneath a laborer's hickory shirt, or one of fine linen? 'one hand, if it's true, is as good as another, no matter how brawny or rough.' mary, do not think the trivial affairs of the home beneath your notice, and do not imagine any work degrading which tends to the betterment of the home. remember, 'who sweeps a room as for thy law, makes that and the action fine.' "our lives are all made up of such small, commonplace things and this is such a commonplace old world, mary. 'the commonplace earth and the commonplace sky make up the commonplace day,' and 'god must have loved common people, or he would not have made so many of them.' and, what if we are commonplace? we cannot all be artists, poets and sculptors. yet, how frequently we see people in commonplace surroundings, possessing the soul of an artist, handicapped by physical disability or lack of means! we are all necessary in the great, eternal plan. 'tis not good deeds alone for which we receive our reward, but for the performance of duty well done, in however humble circumstances our lot is cast. is it not lord houghton who says: 'do not grasp at the stars, but do life's plain, common work as it comes, certain that daily duties and daily bread are the sweetest things of life.' i consider a happy home in the true sense of the word one of the greatest of blessings. how important is the work of the housemother and homemaker who creates the home! there can be no happiness there unless the wheels of the domestic machinery are oiled by loving care and kindness to make them run smoothly, and the noblest work a woman can do is training and rearing her children. suffrage, the right of woman to vote; will it not take women from the home? i am afraid the home will then suffer in consequence. will man accord woman the same reverence she has received in the past? should she have equal political rights? a race lacking respect for women would never advance socially or politically. i think women could not have a more important part in the government of the land than in rearing and educating their children to be good, useful citizens. in what nobler work could women engage than in work to promote the comfort and well-being of the ones they love in the home? i say, allow men to make the laws, as god and nature planned. i think women should keep to the sphere god made them for--the home. said gladstone, 'woman is the most perfect when most womanly.' there is nothing, i think, more despicable than a masculine, mannish woman, unless it be an effeminate, sissy man. dr. clarke voiced my sentiments when he said: 'man is not superior to woman, nor woman to man. the relation of the sexes is one of equality, not of better or worse, of higher and lower. the loftiest ideal of humanity demands that each shall be perfect in its kind and not be hindered in its best work. the lily is not inferior to the rose, nor the oak superior to the clover; yet the glory of the lily is one and the glory of the oak is another, and the use of the oak is not the use of the clover.' "this present-day generation demands of women greater efficiency in the home than ever before. and mary, many of the old-time industries which i had been accustomed to as a girl have passed away. electricity and numerous labor-saving devices make household tasks easier, eliminating some altogether. when housekeeping you will find time to devote to many important questions of the day which we old-time housekeepers never dreamed of having. considerable thought should be given to studying to improve and simplify conditions of the home-life. it is your duty. obtain books; study food values and provide those foods which nourish the body, instead of spending time uselessly preparing dainties to tempt a jaded appetite. don't spoil ralph when you marry him. give him good, wholesome food, and plenty of it; but although the cooking of food takes up much of a housekeeper's time, it is not wise to allow it to take up one's time to the exclusion of everything else. mary, perhaps my views are old-fashioned. i am not a 'new woman' in any sense of the word. the new woman may take her place beside man in the business world and prove equally as efficient, but i do not think woman should invade man's sphere any more than he should assume her duties." "aunt sarah, i am surprised to hear you talk in that manner about woman's sphere," replied mary, "knowing what a success you are in the home, and how beautifully you manage everything you undertake. i felt, once you recognized the injustice done woman in not allowing them to vote, you would feel differently, and since women are obliged to obey the laws, should they not have a voice in choosing the lawmakers? when you vote, it will not take you out of the home. you and uncle john will merely stop on your way to the store, and instead of uncle john going in to write and register what he thinks should be done and by whom it should be done, you too will express your opinion. this will likely be twice a year. by doing this, no woman loses her womanliness, goodness or social position, and to these influences the vote is but another influence. i know there are many things in connection with the right of equal suffrage with what you do not sympathize. "aunt sarah, let me tell you about a dear friend of mine who taught school with me in the city. emily taught a grammar grade, and did not get the same salary the men teachers received for doing the same work, which i think was unfair. emily studied and frequently heard and read about what had been done in colorado and other states where women vote. she got us all interested, and the more we learned about the cause the harder we worked for it. emily married a nice, big, railroad man. they bought a pretty little house in a small town, had three lovely children and were very happy. more than ever as time passed emily realized the need of woman's influence in the community. it is true, i'll admit, aunt sarah, housekeeping and especially home-making are the great duties of every woman, and to provide the most wholesome, nourishing food possible for the family is the duty of every mother, as the health, comfort and happiness of the family depend so largely on the _common sense_ (only another name for efficiency) and skill of the homemaker, and the wise care and though she expends on the preparation of wholesome, nutritious food in the home, either the work of her own hands or prepared under her direction. you can _not_ look after these duties without getting _outside_ of your home, especially when you live like emily, in a town where the conditions are so different from living as you do on a farm in the country. milk, bread and water are no longer controlled by the woman in her home, living in cities and towns; and just because women want to look out for their families they should have a voice in the larger problems of municipal housekeeping. to return to emily, she did not bake her own bread, as you do, neither did she keep a cow, but bought milk and bread to feed the children. wasn't it her duty to leave the home and see where these products were produced, and if they were sanitary? and, knowing the problem outside the home would so materially affect the health, and perhaps lives, of her children, she felt it her distinctive duty to keep house in a larger sense. when the children became old enough to attend school, emily again took up her old interest in schools. she began to realize how much more just it would be if an equal number of women were on the school board." "but what did the husband think of all this?" inquired aunt sarah, dubiously. "oh, tom studied the case, too, at first just to tease emily, but he soon became as enthusiastic as emily. he said, 'the first time you are privileged to vote, emily, i will hire an automobile to take you to the polls in style.' but poor emily was left alone with her children last winter. tom died of typhoid fever. contracted it from the bad drainage. they lived in a town not yet safeguarded with sewerage. now emily is a taxpayer as well as a mother, and she has no say as far as the town and schools are concerned. there are many cases like that, where widows and unmarried women own property, and they are in no way represented. and think of the thousands and thousands of women who have no home to stay in and no babies to look after." "mercy, mary! do stop to take breath. i never thought when i started this subject i would have an enthusiastic suffragist with whom to deal." "i am glad you started the subject, aunt sarah, because there is so much to be said for the cause. i saw you glance at the clock and i see it is time to prepare supper. but some day i'm going to stop that old clock and bring down some of my books on 'woman's suffrage' and you'll he surprised to hear what they have done in states where equal privileges were theirs. i am sure 'twill not be many years before every state in the union will give women the right of suffrage." * * * * * after mary retired that evening aunt sarah had a talk with her john, whom she knew needed help on the farm. as a result of the conference, mary wrote to ralph the following day, asking him to spend his vacation on the farm as a "farm hand." needless to say, the offer was gladly accepted by ralph, if for no other reason than to be near the girl he loved. ralph came the following week--"a strapping big fellow," to quote uncle john, being several inches over six feet. "all you need, young chap," said mary's uncle, "is plenty of good, wholesome food of sarah's and mary's preparing, and i'll see that you get plenty of exercise in the fresh air to give you an appetite to enjoy it, and you'll get a healthy coat of tan on your pale cheeks before the summer is ended." ralph jackson, or "jack," as he was usually called by his friends, an orphan like mary, came of good, old quaker stock, his mother having died immediately after giving birth to her son. his father, supposed to be a wealthy contractor, died when ralph was seventeen, having lost his fortune through no fault of his own, leaving ralph penniless. ralph jackson possessed a good face, a square, determined jaw, sure sign of a strong will and quick temper; these berserker traits he inherited from his father; rather unusual in a quaker. he possessed a head of thick, coarse, straight brown hair, and big honest eyes. one never doubted his word, once it had been given. 'twas good as his bond. this trait he inherited also from his father, noted for his truth and integrity. ralph was generous to a fault. when a small boy he was known to take off his shoes and give them to a poor little italian (who played a violin on the street for pennies) and go home barefoot. ralph loved mary devotedly, not only because she fed him well at the farm, as were his forefathers, the "cave men," fed by their mates in years gone by, but he loved her first for her sweetness of disposition and lovable ways; later, for her quiet unselfishness and lack of temper over trifles--so different from himself. when speaking to mary of his other fine qualities, aunt sarah said: "ralph is a manly young fellow; likeable, i'll admit, but his hasty temper is a grave fault in my eyes." mary replied, "don't you think men are very queer, anyway, aunt sarah? i do, and none of us is perfect." [illustration: ralph jackson] to mary, ralph's principal charm lay in his strong, forceful way of surmounting difficulties, she having a disposition so different. mary had a sweet, motherly way, seldom met with in so young a girl, and this appealed to ralph, he having never known "mother love," and although not at all inclined to be sentimental, he always called mary his "little mother girl" because of her motherly ways. [illustration: rocky valley] "well," continued mary's aunt, "a quick temper is one of the most difficult faults to overcome that flesh is heir to, but ralph, being a young man of uncommon good sense, may in time curb his temper and learn to control it, knowing that unless be does so it will handicap him in his career. still, a young girl will overlook many faults in the man she loves. mary, ere marrying, one should be sure that no love be lacking to those entering these sacred bonds. 'tis not for a day, but for a lifetime, to the right thinking. marriage, as a rule, is too lightly entered into in this twentieth century of easy divorces, and but few regard matrimony in its true holy relation, ordained by our creator. if it be founded on the tower of enduring love and not ephemeral passion, it is unassailable, lasting in faith and honor until death breaks the sacred union and annuls the vows pledged at god's holy altar." "well," replied mary, as her aunt paused to take breath, "i am sure of my love for ralph." "god grant you may both be happy," responded her aunt. "mary, did you ever hear this persian proverb? you will understand why i have so much to say after hearing it." "'says a proverb of persia provoking mirth; when this world was created by order divine. ten measures of talk were put down on the earth, and the woman took nine.'" speaking to mary of life on the farm one day, ralph laughingly said: "i am taught something new every day. yesterday your uncle told me it was 'time to plant corn when oak leaves were large as squirrels' ears.'" ralph worked like a trojan. in a short time both his hands and face took on a butternut hue. he became strong and robust. mary called him her "cave man," and it taxed the combined efforts of aunt sarah and mary to provide food to satisfy the ravenous appetite mary's "cave man" developed. and often, after a busy day, tired but happy, mary fell asleep at night to the whispering of the leaves of the carolina poplar outside her bedroom window. but country life on a farm has its diversions. one of mary's and ralph's greatest pleasures after a busy day at the farm was a drive about the surrounding country early summer evenings, frequently accompanied by either elizabeth or pauline schmidt, their nearest neighbors. one of the first places visited by them was a freak of nature called "rocky valley," situated at no great distance from the farm. [illustration: professor schmidt] chapter vii professor schmidt. a small country place named "five oaks," a short distance from "clear spring" farm, was owned by a very worthy and highly-educated, but rather eccentric, german professor. he came originally from heidelberg, but had occupied the position of professor of german for many years in a noted university in a near by town. a kind, warm-hearted, old-fashioned gentleman was the professor; a perfect lord chesterfield in manners. very tall, thin almost to emaciation, although possessed of excellent health; refined, scholarly looking: a rather long, hooked nose, faded, pale-blue eyes; snowy, flowing "lord dundreary" whiskers, usually parted in the centre and twisted to a point on either side with the exceedingly long, bony fingers of his well-kept, aristocratic-looking white hands. he had an abrupt, quick, nervous manner when speaking. a fringe of thin, white hair showed at the lower edge of the black silk skull cap which he invariably wore about home, and in the absence of this covering for his bald head, he would not have looked natural to his friends. the professor always wore a suit of well-brushed, "shiny" black broadcloth, and for comfort old-fashioned soft kid "gaiters," with elastic in the sides. he was a man with whom one did not easily become acquainted, having very decided opinions on most subjects. he possessed exquisite taste, a passionate love of music, flowers and all things beautiful; rather visionary, poetical and a dreamer; he was not practical, like his wife; warm-hearted, impulsive, energetic frau schmidt, who was noted for her executive abilities. i can imagine the old professor saying as mohammed has been quoted as saying, "had i two loaves, i would sell one and buy hyacinths to feed my soul." impulsive, generous to a fault, quick to take offense, withal warm-hearted, kind and loyal to his friends, he was beloved by the students, who declared that "old snitzy" always played fair when he was obliged to reprimand them for their numerous pranks, which ended sometimes, i am obliged to confess, with disastrous results. the dignified old professor would have raised his mild, blue, spectacled eyes in astonishment had he been so unfortunate as to have overheard the boys, to whom he was greatly attached, call their dignified preceptor by such a nickname. the professor's little black-eyed german wife, many years younger than her husband, had been, before her marriage, teacher of domestic science in a female college in a large city. "she was a most excellent housekeeper," to quote the professor, and "a good wife and mother." the family consisted of "fritz," a boy of sixteen, with big, innocent, baby-blue eyes like his father, who idolized his only son, who was alike a joy and a torment. fritz attended the university in a near-by town, and was usually head of the football team. he was always at the front in any mischief whatever, was noted for getting into scrapes innumerable through his love of fun, yet he possessed such a good-natured, unselfish, happy-go-lucky disposition that one always forgave him. black-eyed, red-cheeked elizabeth was quick and impulsive, like her mother. a very warm and lasting friendship sprung up between merry elizabeth and serious mary midleton during mary's summer on the farm, although not at all alike in either looks or disposition, and elizabeth was mary's junior by several years. the third, last and least of the professor's children was pauline, or "pollykins," as she was always called by her brother fritz, the seven-year-old pet and baby of the family. a second edition of fritz, the same innocent, questioning, violet-blue eyes, fair complexion, a kissable little mouth and yellow, kinky hair, she won her way into every one's heart and became greatly attached to mary, who was usually more patient with the little maid (who, i must confess, was sometimes very willful) than was her sister elizabeth. mary, who had never been blessed with a sister, dearly loved children, and thought small "polly" adorable, and never wearied telling her marvelous fairy tales. [illustration: frau schmidt] chapter viii. uses of an old-fashioned wardrobe. shortly after mary's advent at the farm she one day said: "aunt sarah, the contents of this old trunk are absolutely worthless to me; perhaps they may be used by you for carpet rags." "mary midleton!" exclaimed aunt sarah, in horrified tones, "you extravagant girl. i see greater possibilities in that trunk of partly-worn clothing than, i suppose, a less economically-inclined woman than i ever would have dreamed of." mary handed her aunt two blue seersucker dresses, one plain, the other striped. "they have both shrunken, and are entirely too small for me," said mary. "well," said her aunt, considering, "they might be combined in one dress, but you need aprons for kitchen work more useful than those little frilly, embroidered affairs you are wearing. we should make them into serviceable aprons to protect your dresses. mary, neatness is an attribute that every self-respecting housewife should assiduously cultivate, and no one can be neat in a kitchen without a suitable apron to protect one from grime, flour and dust." "what a pretty challis dress; its cream-colored ground sprinkled over with pink rose buds!" mary sighed. "i always did love that dress, aunt sarah, 'twas so becoming, and he--he--admired it so!" "and he, can do so still," replied aunt sarah, with a merry twinkle in her kind, clear, gray eyes, "for that pale-green suesine skirt, slightly faded, will make an excellent lining, with cotton for an interlining, and pale green germantown yarn with which to tie the comfortable. at small cost you'll have a dainty, warm spread which will be extremely pretty in the home you are planning with him. i have several very pretty-old-style patchwork quilts in a box in the attic which i shall give you when you start housekeeping. that pretty dotted, ungored swiss skirt will make dainty, ruffled sash curtains for bedroom windows. mary, sometimes small beginnings make great endings; if you make the best of your small belongings, some day your homely surroundings will be metamorphosed into what, in your present circumstances, would seem like extravagant luxuries. an economical young couple, beginning life with a homely, home-made rag carpet, have achieved in middle age, by their own energy and industry, carpets of tapestry and rich velvet, and costly furniture in keeping; but, never--never, dear, are they so valued, i assure you, as those inexpensive articles, conceived by our inventive brain and manufactured by our own deft fingers during our happy springtime of life when, with our young lover husband, we built our home nest on the foundation of pure, unselfish, self-sacrificing love." aunt sarah sighed; memory led her far back to when she had planned her home with her lover, john landis, still her lover, though both have grown gray together, and shared alike the joys and sorrows of the passing years. aunt sarah had always been the perfect "housemother" or "haus frau," as the germans phrase it, and on every line of her matured face could be read an anxious care for the family welfare. truly could it be said of her, in the language of henry ward beecher: "whoever makes home seem to the young dearer and happier is a public benefactor." aunt sarah said earnestly to mary, "i wish it were possible for me to impart to young, inexperienced girls, about to become housewives and housemothers, a knowledge of those small economics, so necessary to health and prosperity, taught me by many years of hard work, mental travail, experience and some failures. in this extravagant twentieth century economy is more imperative than formerly. we feel that we need so much more these days than our grandmothers needed; and what we need, or feel that we need, is so costly. the housemother has larger problems today than yesterday. "every husband should give his wife an allowance according to his income, so that she will be able to systematize her buying and occasionally obtain imperishable goods at less cost. being encouraged thus to use her dormant economical powers; she will become a powerful factor in the problem of home-making along lines that will essentially aid her husband in acquiring a comfortable competency, if not a fortune. then she will have her husband's interest truly at heart; will study to spend his money carefully, and to the best advantage; and she herself, even, will be surprised at the many economies which will suggest themselves to save his hard-earned money when she handles that money herself, which certainly teaches her the saving habit and the value of money. "the majority of housewives of today aren't naturally inclined to be extravagant or careless. it is rather that they lack the knowledge and experience of spending money, and spending it to the best advantage for themselves and their household needs. "'tis a compulsory law in england, i have heard, to allow a wife pin money, according to a man's means. 'tis a most wise law. to a loyal wife and mother it gives added force, dignity and usefulness to have a sufficient allowance and to be allowed unquestioningly to spend that money to her best ability. her husband, be he a working or professional man, would find it greatly to his advantage in the home as well as in his business and less of a drain on his bank account should he give his wife a suitable allowance and trust her to spend it according to her own intelligence and thrift. "child, many a man is violently prejudiced against giving a young wife money; many allow her to run up bills, to her hurt and to his, rather than have her, even in her household expenditure, independent of his supervision. i sincerely hope, dear, that your intended, ralph jackson, will be superior to this male idiosyncrasy, to term it mildly, and allow you a stated sum monthly. the home is the woman's kingdom, and she should be allowed to think for it, to buy for it, and not to be cramped by lack of money to do as she thinks best for it." "but, aunt sarah, some housewives are so silly that husbands cannot really be blamed for withholding money from them and preventing them from frittering it away in useless extravagance." "mary, wise wives should not suffer for those who are silly and extravagant. i don't like to be sarcastic, but with the majority of the men, silliness appeals to them more than common sense. men like to feel their superiority to us. however, though inexperienced, mary, you aren't silly or extravagant, and ralph could safely trust you with his money. it makes a woman so self-respecting, puts her on her mettle, to have money to do as she pleases with, to be trusted, relied upon as a reasoning, responsible being. a man, especially a young husband, makes a grave mistake when he looks upon his wife as only a toy to amuse him in his leisure moments and not as one to be trusted to aid him in his life work. a trusted young housewife, with a reasonable and regular allowance at her command, be she ever so inexperienced, will soon plan to have wholesome, nutritious food at little cost, instead of not knowing until a half hour before meal time what she will serve. she would save money and the family would be better nourished; nevertheless, i would impress it on the young housewife not to be too saving or practice too close economy, especially when buying milk and eggs, as there is nothing more nutritious or valuable. a palatable macaroni and cheese; eggs or a combination of eggs and milk, are dishes which may be substituted occasionally, at less expense, for meat. a pound of macaroni and cheese equals a pound of steak in food value. take time and trouble to see that all food be well cooked and served, both in an attractive and appetizing manner. buy the cheaper cuts of stewing meats, and by long, slow simmering, they will become sweet and tender and of equal nutritive value as higher priced sirloins and tenderloins. "but, mary, i've not yet finished that trunk and its contents. that slightly-faded pink chambray i'll cut up into quilt blocks. made up with white patches, and quilted nicely, a pretty quilt lined with white, will be evolved. i have such a pretty design of pink and white called the 'winding way,' very simple to make. the beauty of the quilt consists altogether in the manner in which the blocks are put together, or it might be made over the pattern called 'the flying dutchman.' from that tan linen skirt may be made a laundry bag, shoe pocket, twine bag, a collar bag and a table runner, the only expense being several skeins of green embroidery silk, and a couple yards of green cord to draw the bags up with, and a couple of the same-hued skirt braids for binding edges, and," teasingly, "mary, you might embroider ralph jackson's initials on the collar and laundry bag." [illustration: a- pine tree quilt a- tree of life a- pineapple a- enlarged block of winding way quilt a- lost rose in the wilderness a- tree quilt] mary blushed rosily red and exclaimed in an embarrassed manner, most bewitchingly, "oh!" aunt sarah laughed. she thought to have mary look that way 'twas worth teasing her. "well, mary, we can in leisure moments, from that coarse, white linen skirt which you have discarded, make bureau scarfs, sideboard cover, or a set of scalloped table mats to place under hot dishes on your dining-room table. i will give you pieces of asbestos to slip between the linen mats when finished. they are a great protection to the table. you could also make several small guest towels with deep, hemstitched ends with your initials on. you embroider so beautifully, and the drawn work you do is done as expertly as that of the mexican women." "oh, aunt sarah, how ingenious you are." "and, mary, your rag carpet shall not be lacking. we shall tear up those partly-worn muslin skirts into strips one-half inch in width, and use the dyes left over from dyeing easter eggs. i always save the dye for this purpose, they come in such pretty, bright colors. the rags, when sewed together with some i have in the attic, we'll have woven into a useful carpet for the home you are planning.' "oh! aunt sarah," exclaimed mary, "do you mean a carpet like the one in the spare bedroom?" "yes, my dear, exactly like that, if you wish." "indeed i do, and i think one like that quite good enough to have in a dining-room. i think it so pretty. it does not look at all like a common rag carpet." "no, my dear, it is nothing very uncommon. it is all in the way it is woven. instead of having two gay rainbow stripes about three inches wide running through the length of the carpet, i had it woven with the ground work white and brown chain to form checks. then about an inch apart were placed two threads of two shades of red woolen warp, alternating with two threads of two shades of green, across the whole width, running the length of the carpet. it has been greatly admired, as it is rather different from that usually woven. all the rag carpets i found in the house when we moved here, made by john's mother, possessed very wide stripes of rainbow colors, composed of shaded reds, yellows, blues and greens. you can imagine how very gorgeous they were, and so very heavy. many of the country weavers use linen chain or warp instead of cotton, and always use wool warp for the stripes." "aunt sarah, i want something so very much for the colonial bedroom i should like to have when i have a home of my very own." "what is it, dear? anything, e'en to the half of my kingdom," laughingly replied her aunt. "why, i'd love to have several rag rugs like those in your bedroom, which you call 'new colonial' rugs." "certainly, my dear. they are easily made from carpet rags. i have already planned in my mind a pretty rag rug for you, to be made from your old, garnet merino shirtwaist, combined with your discarded cravenette stormcoat. "and you'll need some pretty quilts, also," said her aunt. "i particularly admire the tree quilts," said mary. "you may have any one you choose; the one called 'tree of paradise,' another called 'pineapple design,' which was originally a border to 'fleur de lis' quilt or 'pine tree,' and still another called 'tree of life,' and 'the lost rose in the wilderness.'" "they are all so odd," said mary, "i scarcely know which one i think prettiest." "all are old-fashioned quilts, which i prize highly," continued her aunt. "several i pieced together when a small girl, i think old-time patchwork too pretty and useful an accomplishment to have gone out of fashion. "you shall have a small stand cover like the one you admired so greatly, given me by aunt cornelia. it is very simple, the materials required being a square of yard-wide unbleached muslin. in the centre of this baste a large, blue-flowered handkerchief with cream-colored ground, to match the muslin. turn up a deep hem all around outside edge; cut out quarter circles of the handkerchief at each of four corners; baste neatly upon the muslin, leaving a space of muslin the same width as the hem around each quarter circle; briarstitch all turned-in edges with dark-blue embroidery silk, being washable, these do nicely as covers for small tables or stands on the veranda in summertime." "aunt sarah," ecstatically exclaimed mary, "you are a wizard to plan so many useful things from a trunk of apparently useless rags. what a treasure uncle has in you. i was fretting about having so little to make my home attractive, but i feel quite elated at the thought of having a carpet and rugs already planned, besides the numerous other things evolved from your fertile brain." aunt sarah loved a joke. she held up an old broadcloth cape. "here is a fine patch for ralph jackson's breeches, should he ever become sedentary and need one." mary reddened and looked almost offended and was at a loss for a reply. [illustration: a- fleur delys quilt a- oak leaf quilt a- one block of fleur delys quilt a- winding way quilt a- tulip quilt a- flower pot quilt] greatly amused, aunt sarah quoted ex-president roosevelt: "'tis time for the man with the patch to come forward and the man with the dollar to step back,'" and added, "never mind, mary, your ralph is such an industrious, hustling young man that he will never need a patch to step forward, i prophesy that with such a helpmeet and 'haus frau' as you, mary, he'll always be most prosperous and happy. kiss me, dear." mary did so, and her radiant smile at such praise from her honored relative was beautiful to behold. [illustration: old rag carpet] chapter ix. poetry and pie. "aunt sarah," questioned mary one day, "do you mind if i copy some of your recipes?" "certainly not, my dear," replied her aunt. "and i'd like to copy some of the poems, also, i never saw any one else have so much poetry in a book of cooking recipes." "perhaps not," replied her aunt, "but you know, mary, i believe in combining pleasure with my work, and our lives are made up of poetry and prose, and some lives are so very prosy. many times when too tired to look up a favorite volume of poems, it has rested me to turn the pages of my recipe book and find some helpful thought, and a good housewife will always keep her book of recipes where it may be readily found for reference. i think, mary, the poem 'pennsylvania,' by lydia m.d. o'neil, a fine one, and i never tire of reading it over and over again. i have always felt grateful to my old schoolmaster. professor t----, for teaching me, when a school girl, to love the writing of longfellow, whittier, bryant, tennyson and other well-known poets. i still, in memory, hear him repeat 'thanatopsis,' by bryant and 'the builders,' by longfellow. the rhymes of the 'fireside poet' are easily understood, and never fail to touch the heart of common folk. i know it appears odd to see so many of my favorite poems sandwiched in between old, valued cooking recipes, but, mary, the happiness of the home life depends so largely on the food we consume. on the preparation and selection of the food we eat depends our health, and on our health is largely dependent our happiness and prosperity. who is it has said, 'the discovery of a new dish makes more for the happiness of man than the discovery of a star'? so, dearie, you see there is not such a great difference between the one who writes a poem and the one who makes a pie. i think cooking should be considered one of the fine arts--and the woman who prepares a dainty, appetizing dish of food, which appeals to the sense of taste, should be considered as worthy of praise as the artist who paints a fine picture to gratify our sense of sight. i try to mix all the poetry possible in prosaic every-day life. we country farmers' wives, not having the opportunities of our more fortunate city sisters, such as witnessing plays from shakespeare, listening to symphony concerts, etc., turn to 'the friendship of books,' of which washington irving writes: 'cheer us with the true friendship, which never deceived hope nor deserted sorrow.'" "yes," said mary, "but remember, aunt sarah, chautauqua will be held next summer in a near-by town, and, as uncle john is one of the guarantors, you will wish to attend regularly and will, i know, enjoy hearing the excellent lectures, music and concerts." "yea," replied her aunt, "chautauqua meetings will commence the latter part of june, and i will expect you and ralph to visit us then. i think chautauqua a godsend to country women, especially farmers' wives; it takes them away from their monotonous daily toil and gives them new thoughts and ideas." "i can readily understand, aunt sarah, why the poem, 'life's common things,' appeals to you; it is because you see beauty in everything. aunt sarah, where did you get this very old poem, 'the deserted city'?" "why, that was given me by john's uncle, who thought the poem fine." "sad is the sight, the city once so fair! an hundred palaces lie buried there; her lofty towers are fallen, and creepers grow o'er marbled dome and shattered portico. "once in the gardens, lovely girls at play, culled the bright flowers, and gently touched the spray; but now wild creatures in their savage joy tread down the flowers and the plants destroy. "by night no torches in the windows gleam; by day no women in their beauty beam; the smoke has ceased--the spider there has spread his snares in safety--and all else is dead." "indeed, it is a 'gem,'" said mary, after slowly reading aloud parts of several stanzas. "yes," replied her aunt, "professor schmidt tells me the poem was written by kalidasa (the shakespeare of hindu literature), and was written years before goldsmith gave us his immortal work, 'the deserted village.'" "i like the poem, 'abou ben adhem and the angel,'" said mary, "and i think this true by henry ward beecher:" "'do not be troubled because you have not great virtues, god made a million spears of grass where he made one tree; the earth is fringed and carpeted not with forests but with grasses, only have enough of little virtues and common fidelities, and you need not mourn because you are neither a hero nor a saint.' "this is a favorite little poem of mine, aunt sarah. i'll just write it on this blank page in your book." there's a little splash of sunshine and a little spot of shade, always somewhere near, the wise bask in the sunshine, but the foolish choose the shade. the wise are gay and happy, on the foolish, sorrow's laid, and the fault's their own, i fear. for the little splash of sunshine and the little spot of shade are here for joint consumption, for comparison are made; we're all meant to be happy, not too foolish or too staid. and the right dose to be taken is some sunshine mixed with shade. "aunt sarah, i see there is still space on this page to write another poem, a favorite of mine. it is called, 'be strong,' by maltbie davenport." be strong! we are not here to play, to dream, to drift; we have hard word to do, and loads to lift, shun not the struggle; face it, 'tis god's gift. be strong! say not the days are evil--who's to blame? and fold the hands and acquiesce--oh, shame! stand up, speak out, and bravely, in god's name. be strong! it matters not how deep intrenched the wrong, how hard the battle goes, the day how long; faint not, fight on! tomorrow comes the song, life's common things. how lovely are life's common things. when health flows in the veins; the golden sunshine of the days when phoebus holds the reins; the floating clouds against the blue; the fragrance of the air; the nodding flowers by the way; the green grass everywhere; the feathery beauty of the elm, with graceful-swaying boughs. where nesting songbirds find a home and the night wind sighs and soughs; the hazy blue of distant hill, with wooded slope and crest; the crimson sky when low at night the sun sinks in the west; the thrilling grandeur of the storm, the lightning's vivid flash, the mighty rush of wind and rain, the thunder's awful crash. and then the calm that follows storm, and rainbow in the sky; the rain-washed freshness of the earth-- a singing bird near by. and oh, the beauty of the night! its hush, its thrill, its charm; the twinkling brilliance of its stars; its tranquil peace and calm. oh, loving fatherhood of god to give us every day the lovely common things of life to brighten all the way! (susan m. perkins, in the boston transcript) abou ben adhem and the angel. abou ben adhem--may his tribe increase-- awoke one night from a deep dream of peace and saw, within the moonlight of his room, making it rich and like a lily in bloom, an angel writing in a book of gold. exceeding peace had made ben adhem bold, and to the presence in the room he said: "what writest thou?" the vision raised his head, and with a look made of all sweet accord, answered: "the names of those who love the lord." "and is mine one?" said abou. "nay, not so," replied the angel. abou spoke low, but cheerily still, and said, "i pray thee, then, write me as one that loves his fellow-men." the angel wrote and vanished. the next night it came again, with a great, wakening light, and showed the names whom love of god had blessed, and, lo! ben adhem's name led all the rest. leigh hunt. chapter x. sibylla linsabigler. a very original character was sibylla linsabigler, who had been a member of the landis household several years. she was aunt sarah's only maid servant, but she disliked being referred to as a servant, and when she overheard "fritz" schmidt, as he passed the landis farm on his way to the creek for a days fishing, call to mary: "miss midleton, will you please send the butter over with the servant today, as i shall not return home in time for dinner" sibylla said, "i ain't no servant. i'm hired girl what does that make out if i do work here? pop got mad with me 'cause i wouldn't work at home no more for him and mom without they paid me. they got three more girls to home yet that can do the work. my pop owns a big farm and sent our 'chon' to the college, and it's mean 'fer' him not to give us girls money for dress, so i work out, 'taint right the way us people what has to work are treated these days," said sibylla to herself, as she applied the broom vigorously to the gay-flowered carpet in the landis parlor. "because us folks got to work ain't no reason why them tony people over to the perfessor's should call me a 'servant.' i guess i know i milk the cows, wash dishes, scrub floors, and do the washin' and ir'nin' every week, but i'm no 'servant,' i'm just as good any day as that good-fer-nothin' perfesser's son," continued sibylla, growing red in the face with indignation. "didn't i hear that worthless scamp, fritz schmidt, a-referrin' to me and a-sayin' to miss midleton fer the 'servant' to bring over the butter? betch yer life this here 'servant' ain't a-goin' to allow eddicated people to make a fool of her. first chance i get i'll give that perfesser a piece of my mind." sibylla's opportunity came rather unexpectedly. the gentle, mild-mannered professor was on good terms with his sturdy, energetic neighbor, john landis, and frequently visited him for a neighborly chat. on this particular day he called as usual and found sibvlla in the mood described. "good afternoon, sibylla," said the professor, good-naturedly. "how are you today?" "i'd be a whole lot better if some people weren't so smart," replied sibylla, venting her feelings on the broom. "should think a perfesser would feel himself too big to talk to a 'servant'." "on the contrary, my dear girl, i feel honored. i presume you are not feeling as well as usual. what makes you think it is condescension for me to address you?" asked the genial old man, kindly. "well, since you ask me, i don't mind a-tellin' you. yesterday your son insulted me, i won't take no insult from nobody, i am just as good as what you are, even if i hain't got much book larnin'." with this deliverance, sibylla felt she had done full justice to the occasion and would have closed the interview abruptly had not the professor, with a restraining hand, detained her. "we must get to the bottom of this grievance, sibylla. i am sure there is some mistake somewhere. what did my son say?" "well, if you want to know," replied the irate domestic, 'i'll tell you. he called me a 'servant.' i know i'm only a working girl, but your son nor nobody else ain't got no right to abuse me by callin' me a 'servant'." "ah! i see. you object to the term 'servant' being applied to you," said the professor, comprehendingly. "the word 'servant' is distasteful to you. you feel it is a disgrace to be called a servant. i see! i see!" in a fatherly way, the old man resumed: "in a certain sense we are all servants. the history of human achievements is a record of service. the men and women who have helped the world most were all servants--servants to humanity. the happiest man is he who serves. god calls some men to sow and some to reap; some to work in wood and stone; to sing and speak. work is honorable in all, regardless of the capacity in which we serve. there is no great difference, after all, between the ordinary laborer and the railroad president; both are servants, and the standard of measurement to be applied to each man is the same. it is not so much a question of station in life as it is the question of efficiency. best of all, work is education. there is culture that comes without college and university. he who graduates from the college of hard work is as honorable as he who takes a degree at yale or harvard; for wisdom can be found in shop and foundry, field and factory, in the kitchen amid pots and kettles, as well as in office and school. the truly educated man is the man who has learned the duty and responsibility of doing something useful, something helpful, something to make this old world of ours better and a happier place in which to live. the word 'servant,' sibylla, is a beautiful one, rightly understood. the greatest man who ever lived was a servant. all his earthly ministry was filled with worthy deeds. when man pleaded with him to rest, he answered: 'my father worketh hitherto, and i work.' when one of christ's followers desired to express the true nature of his work and office, he called himself a servant. he used a word, 'doulos,' which means, in the greek language, a slave or a bond-servant. by the word 'doulos' he meant to say that his mission in life was to work, to do good, to serve. this man was a great preacher, but it is possible for any one to become a 'doulos' in so far as he is willing to serve god and his fellowman. you see, sibylla, the spirit of christian work and brotherly love is the spirit of 'doulos.' the word has been transformed by service and unselfish devotion to duty. great men who have blessed the world, and good and noble women who have helped to uplift humanity, have done it through service. it is just as honorable to bake well, and cook well, and to do the humblest daily tasks efficiently, as it is to play well on the piano and talk fluently about the latest books." at the conclusion of the professor's little talk on the dignity of labor, a new light shone in sibylla's eyes and a new thought gripped her soul. the spirit of "doulos" had displaced her antipathy toward the word servant. "i'll take that butter over to the professer's home right away," she said, to herself. before leaving sibylla, the professor quoted from the "toiling of felix," by henry vandyke: "hewing wood and drawing water, splitting stones and cleaving sod, all the dusty ranks of labour, in the regiment of god, march together toward his triumph, do the task his hands prepare; honest toil is holy service, faithful work is praise and prayer." they who work without complaining, do the holy will of god. heaven is blest with perfect rest, but the blessing of earth is toil. sibylla linsabigler was a healthy, large-boned, solidly-built, typical "pennsylvania german" girl. her clear, pinkish complexion looked as if freshly scrubbed with soap and water. a few large, brown freckles adorned the bridge of her rather broad, flat nose. she possessed red hair and laughing, red-brown eyes, a large mouth, which disclosed beautiful even, white teeth when she smiled, extraordinary large feet and hands, strong, willing and usually good-natured, although possessed of a quick temper, as her red hair indicated. kind-hearted to a fault, she was of great assistance to aunt sarah, although she preferred any other work to that of cooking or baking. she kept the kitchen as well as other parts of the house, to quote aunt sarah, "neat as a pin," and did not object to any work, however hard or laborious, as long as she was not expected to do the thinking and planning. she was greatly attached to both aunt sarah and mary, but stood rather in awe of john landis, who had never spoken a cross word to her in the three years she had lived at the farm. sarah landis, knowing sibylla to be an honest, industrious girl, appreciated her good qualities, thought almost as much of sibylla as if she had been her daughter, and treated her in like manner, and for this reason, if for no other, she received willing service from the girl. sibylla, a swift worker at all times, never finished work so quickly as on wednesday and saturday evenings, when she "kept company" with jake crouthamel. "chake," as sibylla called him, was a sturdy, red-faced young farmer, all legs and arms. he appeared to be put together loosely at the joints, like a jumping-jack, and never appeared at ease in his ill-fitting "store clothes." he usually wore gray corduroy trousers and big cowhide boots, a pink and white striped shirt and red necktie. sibylla did not notice his imperfections, and thought him handsome as a greek god. jake, an honest, industrious young fellow, worked on a near-by farm, owned his own carriage, and had the privilege of using one of the farm horses when he wished, so he and sibylla frequently took "choy rides," as sibylla called them. jake crouthamel was usually called "boller-yockel," this name having been accorded him on account of his having delivered to a purchaser a load of hay largely composed of rag-weed. the man called him an old "boller-yockel," and the name had clung to jake for years. chapter xi. "new colonial" rag rugs. several days had elapsed since that on which mary's aunt had planned to use the contents of her trunk to such good advantage, when mary, coming into the room where her aunt was busily engaged sewing, exclaimed: "don't forget, auntie, you promised to teach me to crochet rag rugs!" [illustration: a "hit-and-miss" rug] "indeed, i've not forgotten, and will make my promise good at once," said aunt sarah. "we shall need quantities of carpet rags cut about one-half inch in width, the same as those used for making rag carpet. of course, you are aware, mary, that heavier materials should be cut in narrower strips than those of thinner materials. you will also require a long, wooden crochet needle, about as thick as an ordinary wooden lead pencil, having a hook at one end, similar to a common bone crochet needle, only larger. for a circular rug, crochet about twelve stitches (single crochet) over one end of a piece of candle wick or cable cord; or, lacking either of these, use a carpet rag of firm material; then draw the crocheted strip into as small a circle as possible, fasten and crochet round and round continuously until finished. the centre of a circular or oblong rug may be a plain color, with border of colored light and dark rags, sewed together promiscuously, called 'hit and miss.' [illustration: a brown and tan rug] "or you might have a design similar to a 'pin-wheel' in centre of the circular rug, with alternate stripes, composed of dark and light-colored rags." "i'd like one made in that manner from different shades that harmonize, browns and tans, for instance," said mary. "you may easily have a rug of that description," continued her aunt. "with a package of brown dye, we can quickly transform some light, woolen carpet rags i possess into pretty shades of browns and tans." [illustration: rug] "for a circular rug, with design in centre resembling a pin-wheel, commence crocheting the rug same as preceding one. crochet three rows of one color, then mark the rug off into four parts, placing a pin to mark each section or quarter of the rug. at each of four points crochet one stitch of a contrasting shade. crochet once around the circle, using a shade similar to that of the centre of rug for design, filling in between with the other shade. for the following row, crochet two stitches beneath the one stitch (not directly underneath the stitch, but one stitch beyond), filling in between with the other color. the third row, add three stitches beneath the two stitches in same manner as preceding row, and continue, until design in centre is as large as desired, then crochet 'hit or miss' or stripes. do not cut off the carpet rags at each of the four points after crocheting stitches, but allow each one to remain and crochet over them, then pick up on needle and crochet every time you require stitches of contrasting shade. then crochet several rows around the rug with different shades until rug is the required size. the under side should be finished off as neatly as the right, or upper side. mary, when not making a design, sew the rags together as if for weaving carpet. when crocheting circular rugs, occasionally stretch the outside row to prevent the rug from curling up at edges when finished, as it would be apt to do if too tightly crocheted. if necessary, occasionally add an extra stitch. avoid also crocheting it too loosely, as it would then appear like a ruffle. the advantage of crocheting over a heavy cord is that the work may be easily drawn up more tightly if too lose." chapter xii. mary imitates navajo blankets. on her return from an afternoon spent at professor schmidt's, mary remarked to aunt sarah, "for the first time in my life i have an original idea!" "do tell me child, what it is!" "the 'new colonial' rag rugs we have lately finished are fine, but i'd just love to have a navajo blanket like those owned by professor schmidt; and i intend to make a rag rug in imitation of his navajo blanket." "yes," answered her aunt, "i have always greatly admired them myself, especially the large gray one which covers the professor's own chair in the library. the professor brought them with him when he returned from 'cutler's ranch' at rociada, near las vegas, new mexico, where he visited his nephew, poor raymond, or rather, i should say, fortunate raymond, an only child of the professor's sister. a quiet, studious boy, he graduated at the head of his class at an early age, but he inherited the weak lungs of his father, who died of consumption. raymond was a lovable boy, with a fund of dry humor and wit--the idol of his mother, who, taking the advice of a specialist, accompanied her boy, as a last resort, to new mexico, where, partly owing to his determination to get well, proper food and daily rides on the mesa, on the back of his little pinto pony, he regained perfect health, and today is well, happily married and living in pasadena, california, so i have been told by frau schmidt, who dearly loves the boy." "but mary, forgive an old woman for rambling away from the subject in which you are interested--navajo blankets. ever since we planned to make a rug with a swastika in the centre, i nave been trying to evolve from my brain (and your uncle john says my bump of inventiveness is abnormally large) a navajo rag rug for the floor of the room you intend to furnish as ralph's den, in the home you are planning. well, my dear, a wooden crochet hook in your deft fingers will be the magic wand which will perform a miracle and transform into navajo blankets such very commonplace articles as your discarded gray eiderdown kimona, and a pair of your uncle's old gray trousers, which have already been washed and ripped by sibylla, to be used for making carpet rags. these, combined with the gray skirt i heard you say had outlived its day of usefulness, will furnish the background of the rug. the six triangles in the centre of the rug, also lighter stripes at each end of the rug, we will make of that old linen chair-cover and your faded linen skirt, which you said i might use for carpet rags; and, should more material be needed, i have some old, gray woolen underwear in my patch bag, a gray-white, similar to the real navajo. the rows of black with which we shall outline the triangles may be made from those old, black, silk-lisle hose you gave me, by cutting them round and round in one continuous strip. heavy cloth should be cut in _very_ narrow strips. sibylla will do that nicely; her hands are more used to handling large, heavy shears than are yours. the linen-lawn skirt you may cut in strips about three-fourths of an inch in width, as that material is quite thin. i would sew rags of one color together like carpet rags, not lapping the ends more than necessary to hold them together. the rug will be reversible, both sides being exactly alike when finished. i should make the rug about fifty-three stitches across. this will require about six and one-fourth yards of carpet rags, when sewed together, to crochet once across. i think it would be wise to cut all rags of different weight materials before commencing to crochet the rug, so they may be well mixed through. i will assist you with the work at odd moments, and in a short time the rug will be finished." the rug, when finished, was truly a work of art, and represented many hours of labor and thought. but mary considered it very fascinating work, and was delighted with the result of her labor--a rug the exact imitation of one of the professor's genuine indian navajo blankets, the work of her own hands, and without the expenditure of a penny. mary remarked: "i do not think all the triangles in my rug are the exact size of the paper pattern you made me, aunt sarah. the two in the centre appear larger than the others." "well," remarked her aunt, "if you examine closely the blankets owned by professor schmidt, you will find the on the ones woven by navajo indians are not of an equal size." 'tis said navajo blankets and serapes will become scarce and higher in price in the future, on account of the numerous young indians who have been educated and who prefer other occupations to that of weaving blankets, as did their forefathers; and the present disturbance in mexico will certainly interfere with the continuance of this industry for a time. [illustration: imitation of navajo blanket] [illustration: rug with design] "mary, while you have been planning your navajo rug, i have been thinking how we may make a very attractive as well as useful rug. you remember, we could not decide what use to make of your old, tan cravenette stormcoat? i have been thinking we might use this, when cut into carpet rags, for the principal part of the rug, and that old, garnet merino blouse waist might be cut and used for the four corners of a rug, and we might have gay stripes in the centre of the rug to form a sort of design, and also put gay stripes at each end of the rug. "and you might crochet a rug, plain 'hit or miss,' of rather bright-colored rags." "yes," said mary, "i think i will crochet a swastika in the centre of a rug, as you suggest, of bright orange, outlined with black, and a stripe of orange edged with black at each end of the rug to match the centre. don't you think that would be pretty, aunt sarah?" [illustration: "hit-or-miss" rug with swastika centre] "yes indeed, but mary, don't you think the swastika would show more distinctly on a rug with a plain background?" "perhaps it would," replied mary, "but i think i'll crochet one of very gayly-colored rags, with a swastika in the centre." [illustration: a "prayer rug" of silk scraps.] "aunt sarah," said mary, "do tell me how that pretty little rug composed of silk scraps is made." "oh, that _silk_ rug; 'twas given me by aunt cornelia, who finished it while here on a visit from new york. i never saw another like it, and it has been greatly admired. although possessed of an ordinary amount of patience, i don't think i'll ever make one for myself. i don't admire knitted rugs of any description, neither do i care for braided rugs. i think the crocheted ones prettier. but, mary, this small silk rug is easily made should you care to have one. i will commence knitting one for you at once. you will then find a use for the box of bright-colored silks you possess, many of which are quite too small to be used in any other manner. professor schmidt calls this a 'prayer rug.' he said: 'this rug, fashioned of various bright-hued silks of orange, purple and crimson, a bright maze of rich colors, without any recognizable figure or design, reminds me of the description of the 'prayer carpet' or rugs of the mohammedans. they are composed of rich-hued silks of purple, ruby and amber. 'tis said their delicacy of shade is marvelous and was suggested by the meadows of variegated flowers.' but this is a digression; you wished directions for making the rug. "use tiny scraps of various bright-hued silks, velvets and satins, cut about - / inches long and about one-half inch in width. ends should always be cut slanting or bias; never straight. all you will require besides the silk scraps, will be a ball of common cord or twine, or save all cord which comes tied around packages, as i do, and use that and two ordinary steel knitting needles. when making her rug, aunt cornelia knitted several strips a couple of inches in width and the length she wished the finished rug to be. the strips when finished she sewed together with strong linen thread on the wrong side of the rug. she commenced the rug by knitting two rows of the twine or cord. (when i was a girl we called this common knitting 'garter stitch.') then, when commencing to knit third row, slip off first stitch onto your other needle; knit one stitch, then lay one of the tiny scraps of silk across or between the two needles; knit one stitch with the cord. this holds the silk in position. then fold or turn one end of silk back on the other piece of silk and knit one stitch of cord to hold them in place, always keeping silk on one side, on the top of rug, as this rug is not reversible. continue in this manner until one row is finished. then knit once across plain with cord, and for next row lay silk scraps in and knit as before. always knit one row of the cord across plain after knitting in scraps of silk, as doing this holds them firmly in position. of course, mary, you will use judgment and taste in combining light and dark, bright and dull colors. also, do not use several scraps of velvet together. use velvet, silk and satin alternately. should any scraps of silk be longer than others after knitting, trim off evenly so all will be of uniform size. when her rug was finished, aunt cornelia spread it, wrong side uppermost, on an unused table, covered it with a thick boiled paste, composed of flour and water, allowed it to dry thoroughly, then lined the rug with a heavy piece of denim. this was done to prevent the rug from curling up at edges, and caused it to lie flat on floor; but i think i should prefer just a firm lining or foundation of heavy burlap or denim." "thank you, aunt sarah, for your explicit directions. i cannot fail to know just how to knit a silk rug, should i ever care to do so. i think the work would be simply fascinating." chapter xiii. the girls' campfire, organized by mary. one day in early june, when all nature seemed aglow with happiness, we find mary earnestly discussing with elizabeth schmidt the prosaic, humdrum life of many of the country girls, daughters of well-to-do farmers in the vicinity. "i wish," said mary, wrinkling her forehead thoughtfully, "i could think of some new interest to introduce into their lives; some way of broadening their outlook; anything to bring more happiness into their commonplace daily toil; something good and helpful for them to think about." all at once mary, who was not usually demonstrative, clapped her hands, laughed gleefully and said: "i have it, elizabeth. the very thing! suppose we start a 'girls' campfire,' right here in the country? i don't think we shall have any trouble to organize." "and you, because you understand all about it, will be the guardian," said elizabeth. at first mary demurred, but, overcome by elizabeth's pleading, finally gave a reluctant consent. they then made out a list of the girls they thought might be willing to join, mary promising to write at once for a handbook. they separated, elizabeth to call to see the girls, and mary to interview their parents. their efforts were rewarded with surprisingly gratifying results, for many of the girls had read about the "campfire girls" and were anxious to become members. * * * * * one afternoon, several weeks later, had you gone into the old apple orchard, at the farm, you would have seen thirteen eager young girls, ranging in age from fourteen to sixteen, listening intently to mary, who was telling them about the "campfire girls." what she told them was something like this: "now girls, we are going to have a good time. some of our good times will be play and some work. when you join, you will become a 'wood gatherer,' and after three months' successful work, if you have met certain qualifications, you will be promoted to the rank of 'fire maker.' later on, when you come to realize what it means to be a 'torch bearer,' you will be put in that rank. the first law which you learn to follow is one which you must apply to your daily life. it is: seek beauty, give service, pursue knowledge, be trustworthy, hold on to health, glorify work, be happy. 'the camp fire' has meant so much to girls i have known, for their betterment, and has been so helpful in many ways, you surely will never regret becoming a member of the organization, or be anything but happy if you keep their laws. there will be no dues, except what is collected for good times, and no expense except the cost of your ceremonial costume, epaulettes and honor beads. the latter are quite inexpensive. the honors are divided into several classes, and for each honor a bead is given as a symbol of your work. a special colored bead is given for each class. we shall meet about once every week. the monthly meeting is called the 'council fire.' i will tell you later about the 'wohelo' ceremony. by the way, girls, 'wohelo' stands for work, health and love. you see, the word is composed of the first two letters of each word." the girls appeared to be greatly interested, and mary felt very much encouraged. some of the girls left to talk it over with the homefolks, while others, wishing to learn more of the organisation, plied mary with numerous questions. finally, in desperation, she said: "girls, i will read you the following from the 'camp fire girls' handbook, which i received this morning:" 'the purpose of this organization is to show that the common things of daily life are the chief means of beauty, romance and adventure; to aid in the forming of habits making for health and vigor, the out-of-door habit and the out-of-door spirit; to devise ways of measuring and creating standards to woman's work, and to give girls the opportunity to learn how to "keep step," to learn team work, through doing it; to help girls and women serve the community, the larger home, in the same way they have always served the individual home; to give status and social recognition to the knowledge of the mother, and thus restore the intimate relationship of mothers and daughters to each other.' "well, girls," said mary, as she laid aside the book, "i think you all understand what a benefit this will be to you, and i will do all in my power to help you girls, while i am at the farm this summer. it is too late to tell you any more today. the information i have given you will suffice for the present. three cheers for our camp fire! which will be under way in two months, i trust." * * * * * the members of "shawnee" camp fire held their first council fire, or ceremonial meeting, the second week in july. the girls, all deeply interested, worked hard to secure honors which were awarded for engaging in domestic duties well known to the home, for studying and observing the rules of hygiene and sanitation, and for learning and achievements in various ways. they held weekly meetings and studied diligently to win the rank of fire maker. a girl, when she joins, becomes a wood gatherer; she then receives a silver ring. the weeks pass swiftly by, and it is time for another camp fire. the girls selected as their meeting place for this occasion farmer druckenmuller's peach orchard, to which they walked, a distance of about three miles from the home of elizabeth schmidt. they left about two o'clock in the afternoon, intending to return home before nightfall, a good time being anticipated, as they took with them lunch and materials for a corn-roast. the peach orchard in question, covering many acres, was situated at the foot of a low hill. between the two flowed an enchanting, fairy-like stream, the cultivated peach orchard on one side, and on the opposite side the forest-like hill, covered with an abundance of wild flowers. when the afternoon set for the council fire arrived, had you happened to meet the fifteen merry, chattering girls, accompanied by two older girls, mary and lucy robbins (the country school teacher), as chaperones, wending their way to the orchard, you, without a doubt, would have smiled and a question might naturally have arisen regarding their sanity. they certainly possessed intelligent faces, but why those queer-shaped indian dresses? and such an awkward length for a young girl's dress! and why was their hair all worn hanging in one braid over each shoulder, with a band over the forehead? why so many strings of gaudy beads around their necks? these questions may all be answered in one single sentence: the girls are dressed in ceremonial costume. [illustration: elizabeth schmidt "laughing water"] a great many delays along the way were caused by girls asking the names of the different wild flowers and weeds they noticed in passing. one of the girls stopped to examine a prickly-looking plant about two feet high, with little, blue flowers growing along the stem, and asked if any one knew the name of it. they were about to look it up in a small "flower guide" owned by one of the girls, when some one said: "why, that is a weed called 'vipers bougloss,'" they also found cardinal flower, thorn apple, monkey flower and jewel-weed in abundance, wild sunflower, ginseng, early golden rod, "joe-pie-weed," marshallow, black cohosh and purple loose-trifle. the girls also noticed various birds. on a tall tree one of the girls espied a rose-breasted grosbeak, rare in this part of bucks county. they all stopped and watched for a short time a white-bellied nut-hatch. the girls were startled as a scarlet tanger flew past to join his mate, and they at last reached their rendezvous, the orchard. by half-past three they were all seated in a circle waiting for the ceremonies to begin. mary midleton, their guardian, stepped to the front, saying: "sunflower, light the fire." sunflower, through several months of daily attainment, had become a fire-maker and was very proud of the fire-maker's bracelet she was entitled to wear. sunflower was given that name because she always looked on the bright side of everything; she looked like a sunflower, too, with her tanned face and light, curly hair. all the girls had symbolical names given them. "lark" was so named because of her sweet voice and because she loved to sing; "sweet tooth," on account of her love for candy; "quick silver," because she was quick, bright and witty; "great buffalo," a girl who was very strong; elizabeth schmidt, "laughing water," so named because she laughed and giggled at everybody and everything; "babbling brook," because it seemed an utter impossibility for her to stop talking; "burr," because she sticks to ideas and friends; "faith," quiet and reserved; "comet," comes suddenly and brings a lot of light; "black hawk," always eager at first, but inclined to let her eagerness wear off: "pocahontas," because she never can hurry; "ginger foot," a fiery temper, "gypsy," so named on account of her black hair; "bright eyes," for her bright, blue eyes; "rainbow," for her many ways, and because she is pretty. as "sunflower" took the matches and knelt by the pile of wood and lighted the fire, she recited the ode to the fire: "oh, fire! long years ago, when our fathers fought with great beasts, you were their protector. from the cruel cold of winter you saved. when they needed food, you changed the flesh of beasts into savory meat for them. through all ages your mysterious flame has been a symbol of the great spirit to them. tonight we light this fire in remembrance of the great spirit who gave you to us." then the girls sang the chant or chanted: wohelo for aye, wohelo for aye, wohelo for aye, wohelo for work, wohelo for health, wohelo, wohelo for love. then they recited the wood-gatherer's desire: "it is my desire to be a campfire girl and keep the law of the camp fire, which is 'to seek beauty, give service, pursue knowledge, be trustworthy, hold onto health, glorify work, be happy,'" none had yet attained the highest rank, that of torch bearer, won by still greater achievement, the camp having been organized so recently. their motto was "the light which has been given to me, i desire to pass undimmed to others." "gypsy," the secretary, then read the "count" for the last meeting and called the roll, and the girls handed in the list of honors they had won in the last month. some amused themselves playing games, while others gathered more wood. at five o'clock the corn and white and sweet potatoes were in the fire roasting. a jolly circle of girls around the fire were busily engaged toasting "weiners" for the feast, which was finally pronounced ready to be partaken of. the hungry girls "fell to" and everything eatable disappeared as if by magic; and last, but not least, was the toasting of marshmallows, speared on the points of long, two-pronged sticks (broken from near-by trees), which were held over the fire until the marshmallows turned a delicate color. when everything had been eaten, with the exception of several cardboard boxes, corn cobs and husks, the girls quickly cleared up. then, seated around the fire, told what they knew of indian legends and folklore. noticing the sun slowly sinking in the west, they quickly gathered together their belongings and started homeward singing, "my country, 'tis of thee, sweet land of liberty." thus broke up the second council fire, and in the heart of each girl was the thought of how much the campfire was helping them to love god and his works. chapter xiv. mary makes "violet" and "rose leaf" beads. "aunt sarah," exclaimed mary one day, "you promised to tell me exactly how you made those 'rose beads' you have." "yes, my dear, and you must make the beads before the june roses are gone. the process is very simple. if you would have them very sweet, get the petals of the most fragrant roses. i used petals of the old-fashioned, pink 'hundred leaf' and 'blush roses.' gather a quantity, for you will need them all. grind them to a pulp in the food chopper, repeat several times and place the pulp and juice into an _iron_ kettle or pan. this turns the pulp black, which nothing but an iron kettle will do; cook, and when the consistency of dough it is ready to mold into beads. take a bit of the dough, again as large as the size you wish your beads to be when finished, as they shrink in size when dried, and make them of uniform size, or larger ones for the centre of the necklace, as you prefer. roll in the palms of your hands, until perfectly round, stick a pin through each bead, then stick the pins into a bake board. be careful the bead does not touch the board, as that would spoil its shape. allow the beads to remain until perfectly dry. if they are to have a dull finish, leave as they are. if you wish to polish them, take a tiny piece of vaseline on the palm of the hand and rub them between the palms until the vaseline is absorbed. then string them on a linen thread. keep in a closed box to preserve their fragrance. those i showed you, mary, i made many years ago, and the scent of the roses clings 'round them still.'" "did you know, mary, that beads may be made from the petals of the common wild blue violet in exactly the same manner as they are made from rose leaves?" "no, indeed, but i don't think the making of beads from the petals of roses and violets as wonderful as the beads which you raise in the garden. those shiny, pearl-like seeds or beads of silvery-gray, called 'job's tears,' which grow on a stalk resembling growing corn; and to think professor schmidt raised those which elizabeth strung on linen thread, alternately with beads, for a portiere in their sitting-room." "yes, my dear, the beads must be pierced before they become hard; later they should be polished. did you ever see them grow, mary? the beads or 'tears' grow on a stalk about fifteen inches high and from the bead or 'tear' grows a tiny, green spear resembling oats. they are odd and with very little care may he grown in a small garden." "they certainly are a curiosity," said mary. chapter xv. mary and elizabeth visit sadie singmaster. farmer landis, happening to mention at the breakfast table his intention of driving over to the "ax handle factory" to obtain wood ashes to use as a fertilizer, his wife remarked, "why not take mary with you, john? she can stop at singmaster's with a basket of carpet rags for sadie. i've been wanting to send them over for some time." turning to mary, she said: "poor little, crippled sadie! on account of a fall, which injured her spine, when a small child, she has been unable to walk for years. she cuts and sews carpet rags, given her by friends and neighbors, and from their sale to a carpet weaver in a near-by town, helps her widowed mother eke out her small income." "i'd love to go see her," said mary. elizabeth schmidt also expressed her willingness to go, when asked, saying: "i am positive mother will add her contribution to the carpet rags for sadie, i do pity her so very much." "yes," said mary's aunt, "she is poor and proud. she will not accept charity, so we persuade her to take carpet rags, as we have more than we can possibly use." on reaching the singmaster cottage, the girls alighted with their well-filled baskets, mary's uncle driving on to the "ax handle factory," promising to call for the girls on his return. the sad, brown eyes of sadie, too large for her pinched, sallow face, shone with pleasure at sight of the two young girls so near her own age, and she smiled her delight on examining the numerous bright-colored patches brought by them. thinking the pleasure she so plainly showed might appear childish to the two girls, she explained: "i do get so dreadfully tired sewing together so many dull homely rags. i shall enjoy making balls of these pretty, bright colors." "sadie," mary inquired, "will you think me inquisitive should i ask what the carpet weaver pays you for the rags when you have sewed and wound them into balls?" "certainly not," replied sadie. "four cents a pound is what he pays me. it takes two of these balls to make a pound," and she held up a ball she had just finished winding. "is _that all_ you get?" exclaimed elizabeth. "have you ever made rag rugs?" inquired mary. "no, i have never even seen one. are they anything like braided mats?" "yes, they are somewhat similar to them, but i crochet mine and think them prettier. i have made several, with aunt sarah's assistance. i'll come over and teach you to make them one of these days, should you care to learn, and i'm positive you will find ready sale for them. in fact, i've several friends in the city who have admired the ones i have, and would like to buy rugs for the colonial rooms they are furnishing. sadie, can you crochet?" "oh, yes. i can do the plain stitch very well." "that is all that will be necessary. you will become very much interested in inventing new designs, it is very fascinating work, and it will be more remunerative than sewing carpet rags. aunt sarah will send you more carpet rags if you require them, and should you wish dull colors of blue or pink, a small package of dye will transform white or light-colored rags into any desired shade, to match the furnishings of different rooms. i think the crocheted rugs much prettier than the braided ones, which are so popular in the 'nutting' pictures, and the same pretty shades may be used when rugs are crocheted." when farmer landis came for the girls, he found them too busily engaged talking to hear his knock at the door. during the drive home mary could think and talk of nothing but sadie singmaster, and the rugs she had promised to teach her to make at an early day. elizabeth, scarcely less enthusiastic, said: "i've a lot of old things i'll give her to cut up for carpet rags." reaching home, mary could scarcely wait an opportunity to tell aunt sarah all her plans for sadie's betterment. when she finally did tell her aunt, she smiled and said: "mary, i'm not surprised. you are always planning to do a kind act for some one. you remind me of the lines, 'if i can live,' by helen hunt jackson." and she repeated the following for mary: if i can live. if i can live to make some pale face brighter and to give a second luster to some tear-dimmed eye, or e'en impart one throb of comfort to an aching heart, or cheer some wayworn soul in passing by; if i can lend a strong hand to the fallen, or defend the right against a single envious strain, my life, though bare, perhaps, of much that seemeth dear and fair to us of earth, will not have been in vain. the purest joy, most near to heaven, far from earth's alloy, is bidding cloud give way to sun and shine; and 'twill be well if on that day of days the angels tell of me, she did her best for one of thine. chapter xvi. old parlor made beautiful (modernized). when john landis came into possession of "clear spring" farm, where his mother had lived during her lifetime, she having inherited it from her father, the rooms of the old farm house were filled with quaint, old-fashioned furniture of every description. "aunt sarah," on coming to the farm to live, had given a personal touch and cheery, homelike look to every room in the house, with one exception, the large, gloomy, old-fashioned parlor, which was cold, cheerless and damp. she confessed to mary she always felt as if john's dead-and-gone ancestors' ghostly presences inhabited the silent room. the windows were seldom opened to allow a ray of sunlight to penetrate the dusk with which the room was always enveloped, except when the regular weekly sweeping day arrived; when, after being carefully swept and dusted, it was promptly closed. a room every one avoided, aunt sarah was very particular about always having fresh air and sunlight in every other part of the house but his one room. the old fireplace had been boarded up many years before aunt sarah's advent to the farm, so it could not be used. one day mary noticed, while dusting the room (after it had been given a thorough sweeping by sibylla, aunt sarah's one maid servant), that the small, many-paned windows facing the east, at one end of the parlor, when opened, let in a flood of sunshine; and in the evening those at the opposite end of the long room gave one a lovely view of the setting sun--a finer picture than any painted by the hand of a master. mary easily persuaded her aunt to make some changes in the unlivable room. she suggested that they consult her uncle about repapering and painting the room and surprise him with the result when finished. aunt sarah, who never did things by halves, said: "mary, i have long intended 'doing over' this room, but thought it such a great undertaking. now, with your assistance, i shall make a sweep of these old, antiquated heirlooms of a past generation. this green carpet, with its gorgeous bouquets of roses, we shall have combined with one of brown and tan in the attic. your uncle shall take them with him when he drives to town and have them woven into pretty, serviceable rugs for the floor." "and, oh! aunt sarah," cried mary, "do let's have an open fireplace. it makes a room so cheery and 'comfy' when the weather gets colder, on long winter evenings, to have a fire in the grate. i saw some lovely, old brass andirons and fender in the attic, and some brass candlesticks there also, which will do nicely for the mantel shelf over the fireplace. i'll shine 'em up, and instead of this hideously-ugly old wall paper with gay-colored scrawley figures, aunt sarah, suppose we get an inexpensive, plain, tan felt paper for drop ceiling and separate it from the paper on the side wall, which should be a warm, yellow-brown, with a narrow chestnut wood molding. then this dull, dark, gray-blue painted woodwork; could any one imagine anything more hideously ugly? it gives me the 'blues' simply to look at it. could we not have it painted to imitate chestnut wood? and don't you think we might paint the floor around the edges of the rug to imitate the woodwork? just think of those centre panels of the door painted a contrasting shade of pale pink. the painter who did this work certainly was an artist. a friend of mine in the city, wishing to use rugs instead of carpets on her floors, and not caring to go to the expense of laying hardwood floors, gave the old floors a couple of coats of light lemon, or straw-colored paint, then stained and grained them a perfect imitation of chestnut, at small expense. the floors were greatly admired when finished, and having been allowed to dry thoroughly after being varnished, proved quite durable. i will write to my friend at once and ask her exactly how her floors were treated." "now, mary, about this old-style furniture. the old grandfather clock standing in the corner, at the upper end of the room, i should like to have remain. it is one hundred and fifty years old and belonged to my folks, and, although old-fashioned, is highly valued by me." "of course," said mary, "we'll certainly leave that in the room." "also," said aunt sarah, "allow the old cottage organ and large, old-fashioned bookcase belonging to your uncle to remain. he has frequently spoken of moving his bookcase into the next room, when he was obliged to come in here for books, of which he has quite a valuable collection." [illustration: a- seed wreath a- wax fruit a- old parlor mantel a- old clock a- boquet of hair flowers ] "oh," said mary, "no need of that. we will move uncle john in here, near the bookcase, when we get our room fixed up. aunt sarah, we will leave that old-fashioned table, also, with one leaf up against the wall, and this quaint, little, rush-bottomed rocker, which i just dote on." "why, dear," exclaimed aunt sarah, "there are several chairs to match it in the attic, which you may have when you start housekeeping for your very own. and," laughingly, said her aunt, "there is another old, oval, marble-topped table in the attic, containing a large glass case covering a basket of wax fruit, which you may have." "no, aunt sarah," said mary, "i don't believe i want the fruit, but i will accept your offer of the table. well, aunt sarah, i know you won't have this old, black what-not standing in the corner of the room. i do believe it is made of spools, strung on wire, as supports for the shelves; then all painted black, imitation of ebony, i suppose. it must have been made in the black age, at the same time the old corner cupboard was painted, as uncle john told me he scraped off three different layers of paint before doing it over, and one was black. it was originally made of cherry. it certainly looks fine now, with those new brass hinges and pretty, old-fashioned glass knobs." "yes, mary," replied her aunt, "and there is an old corner cupboard in the attic which belonged to my father, that you may have, and, with a very little labor and expense, ralph can make it look as well as mine. it has only one door and mine possesses two." "aunt sarah," exclaimed mary, "you are a dear! how will i ever repay you for all your kindness to me?" "by passing it on to some one else when you find some one needing help," said aunt sarah. "such a collection of odd things, aunt sarah, as are on this what-not i never saw. old ambrotypes and daguerreotypes of gone and forgotten members of the 'freinshoft,' as you sometimes say. i don't believe you know any of them." "yes, the red plush frame on the mantel shelf contains a picture of john's uncle, a fine-looking man, but he possessed 'wanderlust' and has lived in california for many years. "oh, you mean the picture on the mantel standing near those twin gilded china vases, gay with red and blue paint?" "yes; and that small china and gilt stand with little bowl and pitcher was given me when a small child." "suppose i bring a basket and we will fill it with articles from the mantel and what-not," said mary, "and carry them all to the attic, until you have a rummage sale some day. we'll burn these 'everlasting' and 'straw' flowers, and pampas grass, and this large apple stuck full of cloves. here is a small china dog and a little china basket with a plaited china handle decorated with gilt, and tiny, pink-tinted china roses. and these large, glass marbles containing little silver eagles inside; also this small, spun-glass ship and blue-and-pink-striped glass pipe. aunt sarah, some of your ancestors must have attended a glass blowers' exhibition in years past." "this branch of white coral, these large snail shells (when a child i remember holding them to my ear to hear a noise resembling the roar of the ocean), and this small basket, fashioned of twigs and tendrils of grape vine, then dipped in red sealing wax, certainly is a good imitation of coral, and this plate, containing a miniature ship composed of green postage stamps, we will place in your corner cupboard." "and, aunt sarah, i suppose this deep, glass-covered picture frame containing a bouquet of hair flowers, most wonderfully and fearfully made, was considered a work of art in days past and gone, as was also the crescent in a frame on the opposite side of the room, composed of flowers made of various seeds of grain and garden vegetables. those daisies, made of cucumber seeds with grains of red corn for centres, and those made of tiny grains of popcorn with a watermelon seed in centre, are cute. the latter look like breastpins with a circle of pearls around the edge. and this glass case on the table, containing a white cross, covered with wax tube roses, ivy leaves and fuchsias drooping from the arms of the cross, sparkling with diamond dust! the band of green chenille around its base matches the mat underneath, composed of green zephyr of different shades, knitted, then raveled to imitate moss, i suppose; and, no doubt, this marble-topped table has stood here for fifty years, in this same spot, for the express purpose of holding this beautiful (?) work of art." "the hair flowers and the seed wreath were made by john's sister," replied aunt sarah. "aunt sarah," exclaimed mary, "i've an original idea. this oval, marble-topped table has such strong, solid legs of black walnut, suppose we remove the marble slab and have a large, circular top made of wood at the planing mill? wait; i'll get my tape measure. about thirty-two inches in diameter will do. the new top we shall stain to match the walnut frame, and it could be easily fastened to the table with a couple of screws; and, after the marble top has been well scoured, we'll use it in the kitchen as a bake board on which to roll out pie crust." her aunt as usual acquiesced to all mary's suggestions. "you're a dear, aunt sarah!" exclaimed mary, as she gave her a hug, "and i'll embroider big, yellow daisies with brown centres of french knots on gray linen for a new table cover. won't they look just sweet?" "yes, mary, and i'll buy a large, new lamp with a pretty shade, as i feel sure your uncle will like to sit here evenings to read his papers and farm journals." "and don't forget the shriners' little magazine, _the crescent_, which amuses him so greatly. aunt sarah, i do wish those stiff, starchy-looking, blue-white nottingham lace curtains at the windows had grown yellow with age. they would be ever so much prettier and softer looking, and they are such a pretty, neat design, too." "oh!" replied her aunt, "that may be easily remedied. i'll just dip them into a little weak liquid coffee and that will give them a creamy tint, and take out the stiffness." "now," said mary, "what shall we do with these stiff, ugly, haircloth-covered chairs and sofa?" "why," replied aunt sarah, "we shall buy cretonne or art cloth, in pretty shades of brown and tan or green, to harmonize with the wall paper, and make slip covers for them all. we could never think of dispensing with the sofa. it is a very important article of furniture in german households. the hostess usually gives the person of greatest distinction among her guests the place of honor beside her on the sofa." "these chairs have such strong, well-made, mahogany frames it would be a pity not to use them. now," continued mary, "about the pictures on the wall. can't we consign them all to the attic? we might use some of the frames. i'll contribute unframed copies of 'the angelus' and 'the gleaners,' by millet; and i think they would fit into these plain mahogany frames which contain the very old-fashioned set of pictures named respectively 'the lovers,' 'the declaration,' 'the lovers' quarrel' and 'the marriage.' they constitute a regular art gallery. i'll use a couple of the frames for some small colonial and apple blossom pictures i have, that i just love, by wallace nutting. mine are all unframed; 'maiden reveries,' 'a canopied roof' and a 'ton of bloom,' i think are sweet. those branches of apple trees, covered with a mass of natural-looking pink blossoms, are exquisite." "yes," remarked aunt sarah, "they look exactly like our old baldwin, winesap and cider apple trees in the old, south meadow in the spring. and, mary, we'll discard those two chromos, popular a half century ago, of two beautiful cherubs called respectively, 'wide awake' and 'fast asleep,' given as premiums to a popular magazine. i don't remember if the magazine was 'godey's,' 'peterson's' or 'home queen'; they have good, plain, mahogany frames which we can use." "and, aunt sarah," said mary, "we can cut out the partition in this large, black-walnut frame, containing lithograph pictures of general george washington, 'the father of his country' (we are informed in small letters at the bottom of the picture), and of general andrew jackson, 'the hero of new orleans.' both men are pictured on horseback, on gayly-caparisoned, prancing white steeds, with scarlet saddle cloth, edged with gold bullion fringe. the generals are pictured clad in blue velvet coats with white facings of cloth or satin vest and tight-fitting knee breeches, also white and long boots reaching to the knee. gold epaulettes are on their shoulders, and both are in the act of lifting their old-fashioned continental hats, the advancing army showing faintly in the background. how gorgeously they are arrayed! we will use this frame for the excellent, large copy you have of 'the doctor' and the pictured faces of the german composers--beethoven, wagner, mendelssohn, haydn, schubert and mozart, which i have on a card with a shaded brown background, will exactly fit into this plain frame of narrow molding, from which i have just removed the old cardboard motto, 'no place like home,' done with green-shaded zephyr in cross-stitch." [illustration: a- an old sampler a- old woven basket a- wax cross a- old spinning wheel] "now, mary, with the couple of comfortable rockers which i intend purchasing, i think we have about finished planning our room." "if you are willing, aunt sarah, i should like to make some pretty green and brown cretonne slips to cover those square sofa pillows in place of the ones made of small pieces of puffed silk and the one of colored pieces of cashmere in log cabin design, i do admire big, fat, plain, comfortable pillows, for use instead of show. and we must have a waste paper basket near the table beside uncle john's chair. i shall contribute green satin ribbon for an immense bow on the side of the basket. oh! aunt sarah! you've forgotten all about this odd, woven basket, beside the what-not, filled with sea shells. i don't care for the shells, but the basket would make a lovely sewing basket." "you may have the basket, mary, if you like it. it came from panama, or perhaps it was bought at aspinwall by john's uncle, many years ago, when he came home on a visit from california, by way of the isthmus, to visit old friends and relatives. john's mother always kept it standing on the floor in one corner of the room beside the what-not." "aunt sarah, why was straw ever put under this carpet?" "the straw was put there, my dear, to save the carpet, should the boards on the floor be uneven. my mother was always particular about having _cut rye straw_, because it was softer and finer than any other. it was always used in those days instead of the carpet linings we now have. i remember sometimes, when the carpet had been newly laid, in our home, immediately after house cleaning time, the surface of the floor looked very odd; full of bumps and raised places in spots, until frequent walking over it flattened down the straw. this room happens to have a particularly good, even floor, as this part of the house was built many years later than the original, old farm house, else it would not do to have it painted." "aunt sarah, may i have the old spinning wheel in the attic? i'd love to furnish an old colonial bedroom when i have a home of my very own. i'll use the rag carpet you made me for the floor, the old-fashioned, high-post bed uncle john said i might have, and the 'new colonial' rugs you taught me to make. "yes, my dear, and there is another old grandfather's clock in the attic which you may have; and a high-boy also, for which i have no particular use." "aunt sarah, we shall not put away this really beautiful old sampler worked in silk by uncle john's grandmother when a girl of nine years. it is beautifully done, and is wonderful, i think. and what is this small frame containing a yellowed piece of paper cut in intricate designs, presumably with scissors?" "look on the back of the picture and see what is written there, my dear," said her aunt. mary slowly read: "'this is the only picture i owned before my marriage. i earned the money to buy it by gathering wheat heads.'" "it belonged to my grandmother," said aunt sarah. "in old times, after the reapers had left the field, the children were allowed to gather up the wheat remaining, and, i suppose, grandmother bought this picture with the money she earned herself, and considered it quite a work of art in her day. it is over one hundred years old." chapter xvii. an old song evening. aunt sarah and mary spent few idle moments while carrying out their plans for "doing over" the old parlor. finally, 'twas finished. mary breathed a sigh of satisfaction as the last picture was hung on the wall. she turned to her aunt, saying, "don't you think the room looks bright, cheery and livable?" "yes," replied her aunt, "and what is more essential, homey, i have read somewhere, 'a woman's house should be as personal a matter as a spider's web or a snail's shell; and all the thought, toil and love she puts into it should be preserved a part of its comeliness and homelikeness forever, and be her monument to the generations.'" "well, aunt sarah," replied mary, "i guess we've earned our monument. the air that blows over the fields, wafted in from the open window, is sweet with the scent of grain and clover, and certainly is refreshing. i'm dreadfully tired, but so delighted with the result of our labors. now we will go and 'make ready,' as sibylla says, before the arrival of ralph from the city. i do hope the ice cream will be frozen hard. the sunshine sponge cake, which i baked from a recipe the professor's wife gave me, is light as a feather. 'tis ralph's favorite cake. let's see; besides ralph there are coming all the schmidts, lucy robbins, the school teacher, and sibylla entertains her jake in the kitchen. i promised to treat him to ice cream; sibylla was so good about helping me crack the ice to use for freezing the cream. we shall have an 'old song evening' that will amuse every one." quite early, as is the custom in the country, the guests for the evening arrived; and both mary and aunt sarah felt fully repaid for their hard work of the past weeks by the pleasure john landis evinced at the changed appearance of the room. the professor's wife said, "it scarcely seems possible to have changed the old room so completely." aunt sarah replied, "paint and paper do wonders when combined with good taste, furnished by mary." during the evening one might have been forgiven for thinking professor schmidt disloyal to the mother country (he having been born and educated in heidelberg) had you overheard him speaking to ralph on his favorite subject, the "pennsylvania german." during a lull in the general conversation in the room mary heard the professor remark to ralph: "the pennsylvania germans are a thrifty, honest and industrious class of people, many of whom have held high offices. the first germans to come to america as colonists in pennsylvania were, as a rule, well to do. experts, when examining old documents of colonial days, after counting thousands of signatures, found the new york 'dutch' and the pennsylvania 'germans' were above the average in education in those days. their dialect, the so-called 'pennsylvania german' or 'dutch,' as it is erroneously called by many, is a dialect which we find from the tauber grund to frankfurt, a.m. as the german language preponderated among the early settlers, the language of different elements, becoming amalgamated, formed a class of people frequently called 'pennsylvania dutch'." professor harbaugh, d.d., has written some beautiful poems in pennsylvania german which an eminent authority, professor kluge, a member of the freiburg university, germany, has thought worthy to be included among the classics. they are almost identical with the poems written by nadler in heidelberger mundart, or dialect. mary, who had been listening intently to the professor, said, when he finished talking to ralph: "oh, please, do repeat one of professor harbaugh's poems for us." he replied, "i think i can recall several stanzas of 'das alt schulhaus an der krick.' another of professor harbaugh's poems, and i think one of the sweetest i have ever read, is 'heemweeh.' both poems are published in his book entitled 'harbaugh's harfe,' in pennsylvania german dialect, and possess additional interest from the fact that the translations of these poems, in the latter part of the same book, were made by the author himself." "oh, do repeat all that you remember of both the poems," begged mary. the professor consented, saying: "as neither you nor mr. jackson understand the pennsylvania german dialect, i shall translate them for you, after repeating what i remember. 'heemweeh' means homesickness, but first i shall give you 'das alt schulhaus an der krick'." [a]das alt schulhaus an der krick. heit is 's 'xactly zwansig johr, dass ich bin owwe naus; nau bin ich widder lewig z'rick un schteh am schulhaus an d'r krick, juscht neekscht an's dady's haus. ich bin in hunnert heiser g'west, vun marbelstee' un brick, un alles was sie hen, die leit, dhet ich verschwappe eenig zeit for's schulhaus an der krick. * * * * * der weisseech schteht noch an der dhier-- macht schatte iwwer's dach: die drauwerank is ah noch grie'-- un's amschel-nescht--guk juscht mol hi'-- o was is dess en sach! * * * * * do bin ich gange in die schul, wo ich noch war gans klee'; dort war der meeschter in seim schtuhl, dort war sei' wip, un dort sei' ruhl,-- ich kann's noch alles sch'. die lange desks rings an der wand-- die grose schieler drum; uf eener seit die grose mad, un dort die buwe net so bleed-- guk, wie sie piepe rum! * * * * * oh horcht, ihr leit, wu nooch mir lebt, ich schreib eich noch des schtick: ich warn eich, droll eich, gebt doch acht, un memmt uf immer gut enacht, des schulhaus an der krick! [footnote a: from "harbaugh's harfe." published by the publication and sunday school board of the reformed church, philadelphia, pa. used by permission.] the old school-house at the creek. today it is just twenty years, since i began to roam; now, safely back, i stand once more, before the quaint old school-house door, close by my father's home. i've been in many houses since, of marble built, and brick; though grander far, their aim they miss, to lure heart's old love from this old school-house at the creek. * * * * * the white-oak stands before the door, and shades the roof at noon; the grape-vine, too, is fresh and green; the robin's nest!--ah, hark!--i ween that is the same old tune! * * * * * 'twas here i first attended school, when i was very small; there was the master on his stool, there was his whip and there his rule-- i seem to see it all. the long desks ranged along the walls, with books and inkstands crowned; here on this side the large girls sat, and there the tricky boys on that-- see! how they peep around! * * * * * ye, who shall live when i am dead-- write down my wishes quick-- protect it, love it, let it stand, a way-mark in this changing land-- that school-house at the creek. heemweh. ich wees net was die ursach is-- wees net, warum ich's dhu: 'n jedes johr mach ich der weg der alte heemet zu; hab weiter nix zu suche dort-- kee' erbschaft un kee' geld; un doch treibt mich des heemgefiehl so schtark wie alle welt; nor'd schtart ich ewe ab un geh, wie owe schun gemeldt. wie nacher dass ich kumm zum ziel, wie schtarker will ich geh, for eppes in mei'm herz werd letz un dhut m'r kreislich weh. der letschte hiwel schpring ich nuf; un ep ich drowe bin, schtreck ich mich uf so hoch ich kann un guk mit luschte hin; ich seh's alt schtee'haus dorch die beem, un wott ich war schunm drin. * * * * * wie gleich ich selle babble beem, sie schtehn wie brieder dar; un uf'm gippel--g'wiss ich leb! hockt alleweil 'n schtaar! 's gippel biegt sich--guk, wie's gaunscht-- 'r hebt sich awer fescht; ich seh sei' rothe fliegle plehn, wann er sei' feddere wescht; will wette, dass sei' fraale hot uf sellem baam 'n nescht! * * * * * guk! werklich, ich bin schier am haus!-- wie schnell geht doch die zeit! wann m'r so in gedanke geht. so wees m'r net wie weit. dort is d'r schhap, die walschkornkrip, die seiderpress dort draus; dort is die scheier, un dort die schpring-- frisch quellt des wasser raus; un guk! die sehm alt klapbord-fens, un's dheerle vor'm haus. * * * * * zwee blatz sin do uf dare bortsch, die halt ich hoch in acht, bis meines lebens sonn versinkt in schtiller dodtes-nacht! wo ich vum alte vaterhaus 's erscht mol bin gange fort. schtand mei' mammi weinend da, an sellem rigel dort: un nix is mir so heilig nau als grade seller ort. * * * * * was macht's dass ich so dort hi' guk, an sell end vun der bank! weescht du's? mei' herz is noch net dodt, ich wees es, got sei dank! wie manchmal sass mai dady dort, am summer-nochmiddag, die hande uf der schoos gekreizt, sei schtock bei seite lag. was hot er dort im schtille g'denkt? wer mecht es wisse--sag? home-sick ness. i know not what the reason is: where'er i dwell or roam, i make a pilgrimage each year, to my old childhood home. have nothing there to give or get-- no legacy, no gold-- yet by some home-attracting power i'm evermore controlled; this is the way the homesick do, i often have been told. * * * * * as nearer to the spot i come more sweetly am i drawn; and something in my heart begins to urge me faster on. ere quite i've reached the last hilltop-- you'll smile at me, i ween!-- i stretch myself high as i can, to catch the view serene-- the dear old stone house through the trees with shutters painted green! * * * * * how do i love those poplar trees; what tall and stalely things! see! on the top of one just now a starling sits and sings. he'll fall!--the twig bends with his weight! he likes that danger best. i see the red upon his wings,-- dark shining is the rest. i ween his little wife has built on that same tree her nest. * * * * * see! really i am near the house; how short the distance seems! there is no sense of time when one goes musing in his dreams. there is the shop--the corn-crib, too-- the cider-press--just see! the barn--the spring with drinking cup hung up against the tree. the yard-fence--and the little gate just where it used to be. * * * * * two spots on this old friendly porch i love, nor can forget, till dimly in the night of death my life's last sun shall set! when first i left my father's house, one summer morning bright, my mother at that railing wept till i was out of sight! now like a holy star that spot shines in this world's dull night. * * * * * what draws my eye to yonder spot-- that bench against the wall? what holy mem'ries cluster there, my heart still knows them all! how often sat my father there on summer afternoon; hands meekly crossed upon his lap, he looked so lost and lone, as if he saw an empty world, and hoped to leave it soon. at the conclusion of his recital, mary heartily thanked the professor, and, at his request, obediently seated herself at the old, but still sweet-toned cottage organ, and expressed her willingness to play any old-time songs or hymns requested, and saying, "i know aunt sarah's favorite," commenced playing, "my latest sun is sinking fast," followed by "this old-time religion," "jesus, lover of my soul," "one of the sweet old chapters," "silver threads among the gold" and the sweet old hymn, "in the summer land of song," by fanny crosby. at john landis' request, she played and sang "auld lang syne." "when you and i were young, maggie," "old folks at home" and "old black joe." lucy robbins, when asked for her favorites, replied; "in the gloaming," "the old, old home'" "the lost chord" and "better bide a wee." the professor then asked his daughter elizabeth to give them the music of a song from german volkslied, or folk song, with the words of which all except mary and ralph were familiar. professor schmidt sang in his high, cracked voice to elizabeth's accompaniment the words of the german song, beginning: du, du liegest mir in herzen du, du liegst mir in sinn du, du machst mir viel schmerzen weist nicht wie gut ich dir binn ja, ja, ja, ja, du weist nicht wie gut ich dir bin. the young folks all joined in the chorus. fritz schmidt asked elizabeth to play "polly wolly doodle" for little pollykins, which frit sang with gusto. fritz then sang the rollicking german song, "lauderbach," to an accompaniment played by mary, and followed by singing "johnny schmoker," with appropriate gestures in the chorus commencing "my pilly, willy wink, das is mein fifa," etc., ending with "my fal, lal, lal, my whach, whach, das ist mein doodle soch," which he emphasised by shrugging his shoulders, to the no small enjoyment of the young folks, who thought the silly, old german song no end of fun. this was followed by a favorite college song, "mandalay," by fritz. then elizabeth schmidt played and sang a pretty little german song called "meuhlen rad," meaning the mill wheel, taught her by her mother. meuhlen rad. in einen kuhlen grunde da steht ein meuhlen rad; mein libste ist versch wunden, die dort gewhoned hat; sie sat mir treu versprochen, gab ihr ein ring dabei; sie hat die treu gebrochen, das ringlein sprang entzwei. she translated it for the benefit of ralph and mary: "in a cool, pleasant spot, stands a mill. my loved one, who lived there, has disappeared. she promised to be true to me, and i gave her a ring. she broke her promise and the ring broke in two." fritz then caught his little sister pauline around the waist and waltzed her to one end of the long room, saying: "mary, play the piece, 'put on your old gray bonnet,' and pollykins and i will do the cakewalk for you." polly, who had become quite a proficient little dancer under her sister's teaching, was very willing to do her share in the evening's entertainment, and it was pronounced a decided success. mary then said, "i'll play my favorite schottische, composed by our old friend, the professor. i have not yet procured a copy of his latest piece of music, 'the passing of the dahlias.' i think it is still with the publishers." mary, after playing "rock of ages," left the room to see about serving refreshments, when elizabeth schmidt took her place at the instrument. after playing "the rosary," she turned to ralph, who had been greatly amused by the german songs on the program, all of which were quite new to him, and said: "what shall i play for you?" he replied, "'my little irish rose'--no, i mean 'the river shannon.'" "don't you mean 'that grand old name called mary?'" mischievously inquired fritz schmidt, who could not refrain from teasing ralph, which caused a laugh at his expense, as all present were aware of his love for mary. elizabeth, to cover ralph's confusion, quickly replied: "i'll play my favorite, 'the end of a perfect day.'" the party was pronounced a success, and broke up at a late hour for country folks. before leaving, mary's uncle said: "now, let's sing 'home, sweet home,' and then all join in singing that grand old hymn, 'my country, 'tis of thee,' to the new tune by our friend, the bucks county editor." [illustration: palasades or narrows of nockamixon] chapter xviii. a visit to the "pennsylvania palisades," as the "narrows" of the delaware river are called. all hailed with delight aunt sarah's proposal that the schmidt and landis families, on the fourth of july, drive over to the narrows, visit aunt sarah's old home at nockamixon, and see the "ringing rocks" and "high falls," situated a short distance from the rocks, near which place picnics were frequently held. john landis readily agreed to the proposed plan, saying, "the meadow hay and clover are cut, and i'll not cut the wheat until the fifth day of july." the third of july was a busy day at both farm houses, preparing savory food of every description with which to fill hampers for the next day's outing. small polly schmidt was so perfectly happy, at the thought of a proposed picnic, she could scarcely contain herself, and as her sister elizabeth said, "did nothing but get in every one's way." little polly, being easily offended, trudged over to the landis farm to see mary, with whom she knew she was a great favorite. the morning of the fourth dawned bright and clear. quite early, while the earth was still enveloped in a silvery mist, and on the lattice work of filmy cobwebs, spun over weeds and grass, dewdrops, like tiny diamonds, sparkled and glistened, until dissolved by the sun's warm rays, the gay party left home, for the "palisades" were quite a distance from the farm, to drive being the only way of reaching the place, unless one boarded the gasoline motorcar, called the "cornfield express" by farmers living in the vicinity of schuggenhaus township. there is something indescribably exhilarating about starting for an early drive in the country before sunrise on a bright, clear morning in midsummer, when "the earth is awaking, the sky and the ocean, the river and forest, the mountain and plain." who has not felt the sweet freshness of early morning before "the sunshine is all on the wing" or the birds awaken and begin to chatter and to sing? there is a hush over everything; later is heard the lowing of cattle, the twitter of birds and hum of insect life, proclaiming the birth of the new day. passing an uncultivated field, overgrown with burdock, wild carrots, mullein, thistle and milk weed, mary alighted and gathered some of the pods of the latter, inclosing imitation of softest down, which she used later for filling sofa pillows. "look at those pretty wild canaries!" exclaimed aunt sarah, "yellow as gold, swinging on the stem of a tall weed." "professor schmidt, can you tell me the name of that weed?" questioned mary. "i have always admired the plant, with its large leaves and long, drooping racemes of crimson seeds. "that," replied the professor, "is a foreign plant, a weed called equisetum from 'equi,' a horse, and 'setum'--tail. the country folk hereabout call it 'horsetail.' it belongs to the crptogamous or flowerless plants. there are only four specimens of this plant in america. i, too, have always greatly admired the plant." the professor was quite a noted botanist. there were few flowers, plants or weeds of which he was ignorant of the name or medicinal value. another bird lazily picked seeds from the thistle blossoms. "see," exclaimed aunt sarah, "one bird has a spear of grass in its mouth!" "yellow star grass," said the professor, "with which to make a nest. they never mate until the last of june, or first part of july. the tiny, little robbers ate up nearly all my sunflower seeds in the garden last summer." "well," replied mary, "you know, professor, the birds must have food. they are the farmer's best friend. i hope you don't begrudge them a few sunflower seeds, i love birds. i particularly admire the 'baltimore oriole,' with their brilliant, orange-colored plumage; they usually make their appearance simultaneously with the blossoms in the orchard in the south meadow; or so aunt sarah tells me. i love to watch them lazily swinging on the high branches of tall trees. on the limb of a pear tree in the orchard one day, i saw firmly fastened, a long, pouch-like nest, woven with rare skill. securely fastened to the nest by various colored pieces of twine and thread was one of smaller size, like a lean-to added to a house, as if the original nest had been found too small to accommodate the family of young birds when hatched. the oriole possesses a peculiar, sweet, high-whistled trill, similar to this--'la-la-la-la,' which always ends with the rising inflection." fritz schmidt, who had been listening intently to mary, gravely remarked, "an oriole built a nest on a tall tree outside my bedroom window, and early every morning, before the family arise, i hear it sing over and over again what sounds exactly like 'lais die beevil!' which translated means 'read your bible'." "even the birds are 'dutch,' i believe, in bucks county," said fritz. "i think these must be german mennonites, there being quite a settlement of these honest, god-fearing people living on farms at no great distance from our place." [illustration: the canal at the narrows] as they drove along the country road, parallel with the delaware river, just before reaching the narrows. mary was greatly attracted by the large quantities of yellow-white "sweet clover," a weed-like plant found along the delaware river, growing luxuriantly, with tall, waving stems two to four feet high. the clover-like flowers, in long, loose racemes, terminating the branches, were so fragrant that, like the yellow evening primrose, the scent was noticeable long before one perceived the flowers. and, strange to tell, sweet clover was never known to grow in this locality until the seed was washed up on the bank of the river some ten or twelve years previous to the date of my story, when the delaware river was higher than it was ever before known to be. "the first place we shall visit," said aunt sarah, "will be my grandmother's old home, or rather, the ruins of the old home. it passed out of our family many years ago; doors and windows are missing and walls ready to tumble down. you see that old locust tree against one side the ruined wall of the house?" and with difficulty she broke a branch from the tree saying, "look, see the sharp, needle-shaped thorns growing on the branch! they were used by me when a child to pin my dolls' dresses together. in those days, pins were too costly to use; and look at that large, flat rock not far distant from the house! at the foot of that rock, when a child of ten, i buried the 'schild krote family' dolls, made from punk (when told i was too big a girl to play with dolls). i shed bitter tears, i remember. alas! the sorrows of childhood are sometimes deeper than we of maturer years realize." "why did you give your family of dolls such an odd name, aunt sarah?" questioned mary. "i do not remember," replied her aunt. "schild krote is the german name for turtle. i presume the name pleased my childish fancy." "suppose we visit my great-great-grandfather's grave in the near-by woods. i think i can locate it, although so many years have passed since i last visited it." passing through fields overgrown with high grass, wild flowers and clover, they came to the woods. surprising to say, scarcely any underbrush was seen, but trees everywhere--stately lebanon cedars, spruce and spreading hemlock, pin oaks, juniper trees which later would be covered with spicy, aromatic berries; also beech trees. witch hazel and hazel nut bushes grew in profusion. john landis cut a large branch from a sassafras tree to make a new spindle on which to wind flax, for aunt sarah's old spinning wheel (hers having been broken), remarking as he did so, "my mother always used a branch of sassafras wood, having five, prong-like branches for this purpose, when i was a boy, and she always placed a piece of sassafras root with her dried fruit." the professor's wife gathered an armful of yarrow, saying, "this is an excellent tonic and should always be gathered before the flowers bloom. i wonder if there is any boneset growing anywhere around here." boneset, a white, flowering, bitter herb, dearly beloved and used by the professor's wife as one of the commonest home remedies in case of sickness, and equally detested by both fritz and pauline. [illustration: the narrows or pennsylvania palisades] mary gathered a bouquet of wild carrot, or "queen anne's lace," with its exquisitely fine, lace-like flowers with pale green-tinted centres. mary's uncle could not agree with her in praise of the dainty wild blossoms. he said: "mary, i consider it the most detested weed with which i am obliged to contend on the farm." [illustration: top rock] after quite a long, tiresome walk in the hot sun, they discovered the lonely grave, covered with a slab of granite surrounded by a small iron railing and read the almost illegible date--"seventeen hundred and forty." ralph said, "if he ever sighed for a home in some vast wilderness, his wish is granted." it certainly was a lonely grave in the deep woods, and gave all the members of the party a sad and eerie feeling as they wended their way out into the sunlight again, to the waiting carriages, and were soon driving swiftly along the narrows, as they have been called from time immemorial by the inhabitants, although i prefer the name of pennsylvania palisades, as they are sometimes called. said professor schmidt: "numerous tourists visit the narrows every year. the narrows are said to resemble somewhat the palisades on the hudson. i have seen, the latter and think these greatly resemble them and are quite as interesting and picturesque." "the name narrows is derived from the fact that at this place the delaware river has forced itself through the rocky barrier," continued the professor, "hedged in on one side by cliffs of perpendicular rock, three hundred feet high, extending some distance along the river, leaving scarcely room at some places for the river and the canal. some quite rare plants grow here, said to be found in few other localities in the united states. you see the highest flat rock along the narrows? it is called 'top rock' and rises to a height of more than three hundred feet. we shall drive around within a short distance of it; then, after passing a small house, we are obliged to walk across a field of ploughed ground; follow the well-beaten path between trees and undergrowth, and 'top rock' is before us. stepping upon the high ledge of rock projecting out over the road beneath, we discover it may also be reached by following a precipitous path and clinging to bushes and trees, but none of the party venture. recently the body of a man who had been searching for rare birds' eggs on the side of this self-same rock was found dead on the path below the rocks. what caused his fall is not known. no wonder aunt sarah says it makes her dizzy when you boys skip stones across the river while standing on the rock." the beautiful view of the delaware river and the scenery on the opposite side was something long to be remembered. while the party were going into raptures over the beautiful sight, professor schmidt turned to mary and remarked: "in those rocks which rise in perpendicular bluffs, several hundred feet above the level of the river, are evidence that prehistoric man may have inhabited the caves in these same walls of rock along the delaware. from implements and weapons found, it does not require any great effort of imagination to believe the 'cave man' dwelt here many centuries ago." fritz schmidt was much interred in his father's conversation, and from that time on called ralph jackson mary's "cave man." leaving top rock, the party wended their way back to the waiting carriages in the road, and drove to the "ringing or musical rocks." they had been informed that their nearest approach to the rocks was to drive into the woods to reach them. passing a small shanty at the roadside, where a sign informed the passerby that soft drinks were to be obtained, the party dismounted and found, to their surprise, a small pavilion had been erected with bench, table and numerous seats composed of boards laid across logs, where camp meetings had formerly been held. as the large trees furnished shade, and a spring of fresh water was near by, they decided to "strike" camp and have lunch before going farther into the woods. aunt sarah and the professor's wife spread a snowy cloth over the rough wooden table, quickly unpacked the hampers, and both were soon busily engaged preparing sandwiches of bread, thinly sliced, pink cold ham and ground peanuts, fried chicken and beef omelette; opening jars of home-made pickles, raspberry jam and orange marmalade. "oh!" said pauline, "i'm so hungry for a piece of chocolate cake. let me help shell the eggs, so we can soon have dinner." "here's your fresh spring water," called fritz, as he joined the party, a tin pail in his hand, "we had such an early breakfast, i'm as hungry as a bear." the party certainly did full justice to the good things provided with a lavish hand by frau schmidt and aunt sarah. all were in high spirits. the professor quoted from the rubaiyat of omar khayyam-- here with a loaf of bread beneath the bough. a flask of wine, a book of verse and thou, beside me singing in the wilderness, and wilderness is paradise enow. ralph cast a look at marry, unnoticed by any one else, as much as to say, "the old tentmaker voiced my sentiments." [illustration: ringing rocks of bridgton township bucks county. pa.] [illustration: high falls] after the hampers had been repacked and stowed away in the carriages, they with the horses were left in the shade while the party walked to "high falls," at no great distance from the camp. "high falls," a beautiful waterfall about thirty feet high and fifty feet wide, is situated several hundred feet east of the ringing rocks. the water, before dashing below, passes over a large, solid, level floor of rock. after gazing at the falls and picturesque surroundings, they searched through the woods for the ringing rocks, a peculiar formation of rocks of irregular shape and size, branching out from a common centre in four directions. the rocks vary in size from a few pounds to several tons in weight. arriving there, aunt sarah said: "ralph, you will now find use for the hammer which i asked you to bring." ralph struck different rocks with the hammer, and fritz schmidt struck rocks with other pieces of rock, and all gave a peculiar metallic sound, the tones of each being different. the rocks are piled upon each other to an unknown depth, not a particle of earth being found between them, and not a bush or spear of grass to be seen. they occupy a space of about four and a half acres and are a natural curiosity well worth seeing. the young folks scrambled over the rocks for a time, and, having made them ring to their hearts' content, were satisfied to return to camp and supper. [illustration: big rock at rocky dale] "not far distant from high falls," said john landis, when all were comfortably seated near the table, with a sandwich in hand, "is a place called roaring rocks, also a freak of nature. i remember, when a boy, i always went there in the fall of the year, after the first hard frost, to pick persimmons. the water could he distinctly heard running underneath the rocks at a considerable depth." ralph jackson remarked to aunt sarah: "i never imagined there were so many interesting, natural features right here in bucks county." "oh, yes," exclaimed the impressible fritz schmidt, "we have a few things besides pigs and potatoes." "yes, ralph," said the professor, "there are still several places of interest you will like to see. 'stony garden' is another very interesting freak of nature. it is about two and a half miles from the small town of 'snitzbachsville,' as fritz calls the hamlet, and 'tis a wild spot. about an acre is covered with trap rock. the stones are of odd shapes and sizes and appear as if thrown into the forest in the wildest confusion. no earth or vegetation is found about them. 'tis said the rocks are similar to those found at fingal's cave, ireland, and also at the palisades on the hudson, and are not found anywhere else in this section of the country." "and ralph," said fritz, "i want to show you 'big rock,' at avondale, where a party of us boys camped one summer for two weeks. oh! but i remember the good pies given us by a farmer's wife who sold us milk and eggs, and who lived just across the fields from our camp." "i think," said john landis, "it is time we began hitching up our horses and starting for home. we have a long drive before us, and, therefore, must make an early start. sarah, get the rest of the party together and pack up your traps." at that moment the professor came in sight with an armful of ferns, the rich loam adhering to their roots, and said: "i'm sure these will grow." later he planted them on a shady side of the old farm house at "five oaks," where they are growing today. professor schmidt, after a diligent search, had found clinging to a rock a fine specimen of "seedum rhodiola," which he explained had never been found growing in any locality in the united states except maine. little pauline, with a handful of flowers and weeds, came trotting after mary, who carried an armful of creeping evergreen called partridge berry, which bears numerous small, bright, scarlet berries later in the season. ralph walked by her side with a basket filled to overflowing with quantities of small ferns and rock moss, with which to border the edge of the waiter on which mary intended planting ferns; tree moss or lichens, hepaticas, wild violets, pipsissewa or false wintergreen, with dark green, waxy leaves veined with a lighter shade of green; and wild pink geraniums, the foliage of which is prettier than the pink blossoms seen later, and they grow readily when transplanted. aunt sarah had taught mary how to make a beautiful little home-made fernery. by planting these all on a large waiter, banking moss around the edges to keep them moist and by planting them early, they would be growing finely when taken by her to the city in the fall of the year--a pleasant reminder of her trip to the "narrows" of the delaware river. frau schmidt brought up the rear, carrying huge bunches of mint, pennyroyal and the useful herb called "quaker bonnet." [illustration: the old towpath at the narrows] driving home at the close of the day, the twinkling lights in farm house windows they swiftly passed, were hailed with delight by the tired but happy party, knowing that each one brought them nearer home than the one before. to enliven the drowsy members of the party, fritz schmidt sang the following to the tune of "my old kentucky home," improvising as he sang: the moon shines bright on our "old bucks county home," the meadows with daisies are gay, the song of the whipporwill is borne on the breeze, with the scent of the new mown hay. oh! the narrows are great with their high granite peaks, and ringing rocks for ages the same; but when daylight fades and we're tired and cold, there's no place like "hame, clear alt hame." the last lingering rays of the sun idealized the surrounding fields and woods with that wonderful afterglow seen only at the close of day. the saffron moon appeared to rise slowly from behind the distant tree-tops, and rolled on parallel with them, and then ahead, as if to guide them on their way, and the stars twinkled one by one from out the mantle of darkness which slowly enveloped the earth. the trees they swiftly passed, when the moonbeams touched them, assumed gigantic, grotesque shapes in the darkness. mary quoted from a favorite poem, "the huskers," by whittier: 'till broad and red as when he rose, the sun sank down at last, and, like a merry guest's farewell, the day in brightness passed. and lo! as through the western pines, on meadow, stream and pond, flamed the red radiance of a sky, set all afire beyond. slowly o'er the eastern sea bluffs, a milder glory shone, and the sunset and the moon-rise were mingled into one! as thus into the quiet night, the twilight lapsed away, and deeper in the brightening moon the tranquil shadows lay. from many a brown, old farm house and hamlet without name, their milking and their home tasks done, the merry huskers came. "you mean 'the merry picknickers came,'" said fritz schmidt, as mary finished, "and here we are at home. good night, all." chapter xix. mary is taught to make pastry, patties and "rosen kuchen." mary's aunt taught her to make light, flaky pastry and pies of every description. in this part of bucks county a young girl's education was considered incomplete without a knowledge of pie-making. some of the commonest varieties of pies made at the farm were "rivel kuchen," a pie crust covered with a mixture of sugar, butter and flour crumbled together; "snitz pie," composed of either stewed dried apples or peaches, finely mashed through a colander, sweetened, spread over a crust and this covered with a lattice-work of narrow strips of pastry laid diamond-wise over the top of the pie; "crumb" pies, very popular when served for breakfast, made with the addition of molasses or without it; cheese pies, made of "smier kase;" egg custard, pumpkin and molasses pie. pies were made of all the different fruits and berries which grew on the farm. when fresh fruits were not obtainable, dried fruits and berries were used. pie made from dried, sour cherries was an especial favorite of farmer landis, and raisin or "rosina" pie, as it was usually called at the farm, also known as "funeral" pie, was a standby at all seasons of the year, as it was invariably served at funerals, where, in old times, sumptuous feasts were provided for relatives and friends, a regular custom for years among the "pennsylvania germans," and i have heard aunt sarah say, "in old times, the wives of the grave-diggers were always expected to assist with the extra baking at the house where a funeral was to be held." it would seem as if bucks county german housewives did not like a dessert without a crust surrounding it. the pennsylvania german farmers' wives, with few exceptions, serve the greatest variety of pies at a meal of any class of people i know; not alone as a dessert at twelve o'clock dinner, but frequently serve several different varieties of pie at breakfast and at each meal during the day. no ill effects following the frequent eating of pie i attribute to their active life, the greater part of which, during the day, was usually spent in the open air, and some credit may he due the housewife for having acquired the knack of making _good_ pie crust, which was neither very rich nor indigestible, if such a thing be possible. the combination of fruit and pastry called pie is thought to be of american invention. material for pies at a trifling cost were furnished the early settlers in bucks county by the large supply of fruit and vegetables which their fertile farms produced, and these were utilized by the thrifty german housewives, noted for their wise management and economy. the professor's wife taught mary to make superior pastry, so flaky and tender as to fairly melt in one's mouth; but mary never could learn from her the knack of making a dainty, crimped edge to her pies with thumb and forefinger, although it looked so very simple when she watched "frau schmidt" deftly roll over a tiny edge as a finish to the pie. mary laughingly told the professor's wife (when speaking of pies) of the brilliant remark she made about lard, on first coming to the farm. her aunt sarah, when baking pies one day, said to her, "look, mary, see this can of snowy lard, rendered from pork, obtained from our fat pigs last winter!" "why, aunt sarah!" exclaimed mary, "is lard made from pork fat? i always thought lard was made from milk and butter was made from cream." the professor's wife possessed, besides a liking for pies, the german's fondness for anything pertaining to fritters. she used a set of "wafer and cup irons" for making "rosen kuchen," as she called the flat, saucer-like wafer; and the cup used for serving creamed vegetables, salads, etc., was similar to pattie cases. "the 'wafer and cup irons,'" said frau schmidt, "were invented by a friend of mine, also a teacher and an excellent cook, besides; she gave me several of her original recipes, all to be served on wafers or in patties. you shall have a set of the irons when you start housekeeping. mary. you will be surprised at the many uses you will find for them. they are somewhat similar to rosette irons, but i think them an improvement. they are pieces of fluted steel fastened to a long handle and one is cup-shaped. this latter is particularly fine for making patties. then the cup may be filled and served on saucer-like wafers, which i call 'rosen kuchen,' or the 'rosen kuchen' may be simply dusted with a mixture consisting of one cup of sugar, one teaspoonful of cinnamon and a quarter teaspoonful of powdered cardamon seed, and served on a plate, as dainty cakes or wafers." aunt sarah, when cooking fritters, always used two-thirds lard and one-third suet for deep frying, but "frau schmidt" taught mary to use a good brand of oil for this purpose, as she thought food fried in oil more digestible and wholesome than when fried in lard. the patties or wafers were easily made. "frau schmidt" placed the long-handled iron in hot fat, the right temperature for frying fritters. when the iron was heated she quickly and carefully wiped off any surplus fat, then at once dipped the hot wafer iron into a bowl containing the batter she had prepared (the recipe for which she gave mary), then dipped the iron into the hot fat; when the batter had lightly browned she gently dropped it from the iron onto brown paper, to absorb any fat which might remain. these are quickly and easily prepared and, after a few trials, one acquires proficiency. pattie cases or cup-shapes are made in a similar manner. they are not expensive and may be kept several weeks in a cool, dry place. when wanted for table use, place in a hot oven a few minutes to reheat. they make a dainty addition to a luncheon by simply dusting the "rosen kuchen" with pulverised sugar. creamed vegetables of any variety may be served on them by placing a spoon of cream dressing on top of each, over which grate yolk of hard boiled egg; or use as a foundation on which to serve salads; or serve fruit on them with whipped cream. the patties or cups may be used to serve creamed chicken, oysters, or sweetbreads if no sugar be used in the batter. these pattie cases are exactly like those sold at delicatessen counters, in city stores, and are considered quite an addition to a dainty luncheon. they are rather expensive to buy, and we country housewives cannot always procure them when wanted, and they may be made at home with a small amount of labor and less expense. "the germans make fritters of almost everything imaginable," continued the professor's wife. "one day in early spring i saw a german neighbor gathering elderberry blossoms, of which she said she intended making fritters. i asked her how they were made, being curious, i will confess. she sent me a plate of the fritters and they were delicious. i will give you her recipe should you care for it. mary, have you ever eaten a small, sweet wafer called 'zimmet waffle?' my mother made them at christmas time, in germany. should i be able to procure a small 'waffle,' or i should call it wafer, iron, in the city, i will teach you how they are made. i think them excellent. my mother made a cake dough similar to that of pound cake. to one portion she added cinnamon, to the other chocolate, and the last portion was flavored with vanilla. a piece of dough the size of a small marble was placed in the wafer iron, which was then pressed together and held over the fire in the range, by a long handle, until the wafer was crisp and brown. they are delicious and will keep indefinitely." the professor's wife finished speaking to mary, and turned to her daughter elizabeth, saying, "it is time i mix the dough if we are to have 'boova shenkel' for dinner today. i see the potatoes have steamed tender." "oh, goody!" said pauline, "i just love 'boova shenkel!'" "then," said her mother, "run down into the cellar and get me three eggs for them, and mary, i'll write off the recipe for you, if you wish it, as i feel sure you'll like them as well as pauline. and elizabeth, dust powdered sugar over this plate of 'rosen kuchen,' and you, mary and pauline, leave this hot kitchen and have lunch out in the 'espalier,' as your father calls it." "i think," said mary to elizabeth, after they were seated in the shade, prepared to enjoy the "rosen kuchen," "this little, natural, home-grown summer-house is the oddest and prettiest little place i've ever seen." "yes," assented elizabeth, "father said he made it as nearly like as possible to a large one at weisbaden, no great distance from his old home in germany. he says the 'frauer esche,' meaning weeping ash, at weisbaden, had tables and benches placed beneath spreading branches of the tree, and picnics were frequently held there. this one was made by the larger branches of the weeping ash, turning downward, fastened by pieces of leather to a framework nailed to the top of posts in the ground, about two yards apart, surrounding the tree. the posts, you notice, are just a little higher than an ordinary man, and when the leaves thickly cover the tops and sides, protecting one from the sun's rays, it is an ideal summer-house. we frequently sit here evenings and afternoons; mother brings her sewing and pauline her doll family, which, you know, is quite numerous." "i never saw a summer-house at all like it," said mary. the professor's wife not only taught mary the making of superior pastry and the cooking of german dishes, but what was of still greater importance, taught her the value of different foods; that cereals of every description, flour and potatoes, are starchy foods; that cream, butter, oil, etc., are fat foods; that all fruits and vegetables contain mineral matter; and that lean meat, eggs, beans, peas and milk are muscle-forming foods. these are things every young housekeeper should have a knowledge of to be able to plan nourishing, wholesome, well-balanced meals for her family. and not to serve at one time a dish of rice, cheese and macaroni, baked beans and potatoes. serve instead with one of these dishes fruit, a vegetable or salad. she said, "beans have a large percentage of nutriment and should be more commonly used." she also said graham and corn bread are much more nutritious than bread made from fine white flour, which lacks the nutritious elements. indian corn is said to contain the largest amount of fat of any cereal. it is one of our most important cereal foods and should be more commonly used by housewives; especially should it be used by working men whose occupation requires a great amount of physical exercise. particularly in cold weather should it be frequently served, being both cheap and wholesome. the professor's wife laughingly remarked to mary, "when i fry fritters or 'fast nacht' cakes, fritz and pauline usually assist such a large number of them in disappearing before i have finished baking, i am reminded of 'doughnutting time,' by j.w. foley. have you never read the poem? i sometimes feel that it must have been written by me." [a]"doughnutting time." wunst w'en our girl wuz makin' pies an' doughnuts--'ist a lot-- we stood around with great, big eyes, 'cuz we boys like 'em hot; and w'en she dropped 'em in the lard, they sizzled 'ist like fun, and w'en she takes 'em out, it's hard to keep from takin' one. and 'en she says: "you boys'll get all spattered up with grease." and by-um-by she says she'll let us have 'ist one apiece; so i took one for me, and one for little james mcbride, the widow's only orfunt son, 'ats waitin' there outside. an' henry, he took one 'ist for himself an' nellie flynn, 'at's waitin' at the kitchen door and dassent to come in, becuz her mother told her not; and johnny, he took two, 'cus amey brennan likes 'em hot, 'ist like we chinnern do. 'en henry happened 'ist to think he didn't get a one for little ebenezer brink, the carpet beater's son, who never gets 'em home, becuz he says, he ain't quite sure, but thinks perhaps the reason wuz, his folkeses are too poor. an 'en i give my own away to little willie biggs 'at fell down his stairs one day, an' give him crooked legs, 'cuz willie always seems to know w'en our girl's goin' to bake. he wouldn't ast for none. oh, no! but, my! he's fond of cake. so i went back an' 'en i got another one for me, right out the kittle smokin' hot, an' brown as it could be; an' john he got one, too, becuz he give his own to clare, an' w'en our girl she looked, there wuz 'ist two small doughnuts there. my! she wuz angry w'en she looked an' saw 'ist them two there, an' says she knew 'at she had cooked a crock full an' to spare; she says it's awful 'scouragin' to bake and fret an' fuss, an' w'en she thinks she's got 'em in the crock, they're all in us. [footnote a: the poem "doughnutting time," from "boys and girls," published by e.p. dutton, by permission of the author, james w. foley.] * * * * * * * the professor's wife gave mary what she called her most useful recipe. she said, "mary, this recipe was almost invaluable to me when i was a young housekeeper and the strictest economy was necessary. sift into a bowl, one cup of flour, one even teaspoonful of baking powder (i use other baking powders occasionally, but prefer 'royal'), then cut through the flour either one tablespoonful of butter or lard, add a pinch of salt, and mix into a soft dough with about one-half cup of sweet milk. mix dough quickly and lightly, handling as little as possible. drop large spoonfuls of the batter in muffin pans and bake in a quick oven for tea biscuits; or, sift flour thickly over the bread board, turn out the dough, roll several times in the flour, give one quick turn with the rolling-pin to flatten out dough, and cut out with small cake cutter, (i prefer using a small, empty tin, / pound baking powder can, to cut out cakes.) place close together in an agate pan and bake, or bake in one cake in a pie tin and for shortcake; or place spoonfuls of the dough over veal or beef stew and potatoes or stewed chicken, and cook, closely covered, about fifteen minutes. of course, you will have sufficient water in the stew pan to prevent its boiling away before the pot-pie dumplings are cooked, and, of course, you know, mary, the meat and potatoes must be almost ready to serve when this dough is added. then i frequently add one teaspoonful of sugar to the batter and place spoonfuls over either freshly stewed or canned sour cherries, plums, rhubarb or apples. in fact, any tart fruit may be used, and steam, closely covered, or place large tablespoonful of any fruit, either canned or stewed, in small custard cups, place tablespoonfuls of batter on top and steam or bake, and serve with either some of the stewed fruit and fruit juice, sugar and cream, or any sauce preferred." "the varieties of puddings which may be evolved from this one formula," continued the professor's wife, "are endless, and, mary, i should advise you to make a note of it. this quantity of flour will make enough to serve two at a meal, and the proportions may be easily doubled if you wish to serve a large family." "then, mary, i have a recipe taken from the 'farmers' bulletin' for dumplings, which i think fine. you must try it some time. your aunt sarah thinks them 'dreadfully extravagant.' they call for four teaspoonfuls of baking powder to two cups of flour, but they are perfect puff balls, and this is such a fast age, why not use more baking powder if an advantage? i am always ready to try anything new i hear about." "yes," replied mary, "i just love to try new recipes, i will experiment with the dumplings one of these days. aunt sarah says i will never use half the recipes i have; but so many of them have been given me by excellent and reliable old bucks county cooks, i intend to copy them all in a book, and keep for reference after i leave the farm." chapter xx. old potteries and decorated dishes. one day, looking through the old corner cupboard, mary exclaimed, "aunt sarah, you certainly possess the finest collection of quaint old china dishes i have ever seen. i just love those small saucers and cups without handles; yes, and you have plates to match decorated with pinkish, lavender peacock feathers, and those dear little cups and saucers, decorated inside with pink and outside with green flowers, are certainly odd; and this queerly-shaped cream jug, sugar bowl and teapot, with pale green figures, and those homely plates, with dabs of bright red and green, they surely must be very old!" [illustration: old earthenware dish] "yes, dear, they all belonged to either john's mother or mine. all except this one large, blue plate, which is greatly valued by me, as it was given me many years ago by a dear old friend, mary butler, a descendant of one of the oldest families in wyoming valley, whose, forefathers date back to the time of the 'wyoming massacre,' about which so much has been written in song and story. "the very oddest plates in your collection are those two large earthenware dishes, especially that large circular dish, with sloping sides and flat base, decorated with tulips." [illustration: sgraffito plate manufactured by one of the oldest pennsylvania german potterers in ] "yes, mary, and it is the one i value most highly. it is called sgraffito ware. a tulip decoration surrounds a large red star in the centre of the plate. this belonged to my mother, who said it came from the headman pottery at rockhill township, about the year . i know of only two others in existence at the present time; one is in a museum in the city of philadelphia and the other one is in the bucks county historical society at doylestown, pa. the other earthenware plate you admire, containing marginal inscription in german which when translated is 'this plate is made of earth, when it breaks the potter laughs,' is the very oldest in my collection, the date on it, you see, is . those curved, shallow earthenware pie plates, or 'poi schissel,' as they are frequently called in this part of bucks county, i value, even if they are quite plain and without decoration, as they were always used by my mother when baking pies, and i never thought pies baked in any other shaped dish tasted equally as good as hers. these pie plates were manufactured at one of the old potteries near her home. all the old potters have passed away, and the buildings have crumbled to the ground. years ago, your mother and i, when visiting the old farm where the earlier years of our childhood were passed, stopped with one of our old-time friends, who lived directly opposite the old herstine pottery, which was then in a very dilapidated condition; it had formerly been operated by cornelius herstine (we always called him 'neal' herstine)." [illustration: old plates found in aunt sarah's corner cupboard] "together we crossed the road, forced our way through tangled vines and underbrush, and, peering through windows guiltless of glass, we saw partly-finished work of the old potters crumbling on the ground. the sight was a sad one. we realized the hand of time had crumbled to dust both the potter and his clay. still nearer my old home was the mcentee pottery. from earliest childhood our families were friends. we all attended the 'crossroads' school, where years later a more modern brick structure was built, under the hill; not far distant from 'the narrows' and the 'ringing rocks.' yes, mary, my memory goes back to the time when the mcentee pottery was a flourishing industry, operated by three brothers, john, patrick and michael. when last i visited them but few landmarks remained." "was there a pottery on your father's farm, aunt sarah?" inquired mary. "no. the nearest one was the mcentee pottery, but the grandson of the old man who purchased our old farm at my father's death had a limekiln for the purpose of burning lime, and several miles distant, at the home of my uncle, was found clay suitable for the manufacture of bricks. only a few years ago this plant was still in operation. my father's farm was situated in the upper part of bucks county, in what was then known as the nockamixon swamp, and at one time there were in that neighborhood no less than seven potteries within two miles of each other." "why," exclaimed mary, "were there so many potteries in that locality?" "'twas due, no doubt, to the large deposits of clay found there, well suited to the manufacture of earthenware. the soil is a clayey loam, underlaid with potter's clay. the old german potters, on coming to this country, settled mostly in eastern pennsylvania, in the counties of bucks and montgomery. the numerous small potteries erected by the early settlers were for the manufacture of earthenware dishes, also pots of graded sizes. these were called nests, and were used principally on the farm for holding milk, cream and apple-butter. jugs and pie plates were also manufactured. the plates were visually quite plain, but they produced occasionally plates decorated with conventionalized tulips, and some, more elaborate, contained besides figures of animals, birds and flowers. marginal inscriptions in english and german decorate many of the old plates, from which may be learned many interesting facts concerning the life and habits of the early settlers. i think, judging from the inscriptions i have seen on some old plates, it must have taxed the ingenuity of the old german potters to think up odd, original inscriptions for their plates." "aunt sarah, how was sgraffito ware made? is it the same as slip-decorated pottery?" "no, my dear, the two are quite different. the large plate you so greatly admired is called sgraffito or scratched work, sometimes called slip engraving. it usually consists of dark designs on a cream-colored ground. after the plates had been shaped over the mold by the potter, the upper surface was covered by a coating of white slip, and designs were cut through this slip to show the earthenware underneath. this decoration was more commonly used by the old potters than slip decorating, which consisted in mixing white clay and water until the consistency of cream. the liquid clay was then allowed to run slowly through a quill attached to a small cup, over the earthenware (before burning it in a kiln) to produce different designs. the process is similar to that used when icing a cake, when you allow the icing to run slowly from a pastry tube to form fanciful designs. i have watched the old potters at their work many a time when a child. the process employed in the manufacture of earthenware is almost the same today as it was a century ago, but the appliances of the present day workmen are not so primitive as were those of the old german potters. mary, a new pottery works has been started quite lately in the exact locality where, over one hundred years ago, were situated the dichl and headman potteries, where my highly-prized, old sgraffito plate was manufactured. i hear the new pottery has improved machinery for the manufacture of vases, flower pots, tiles, etc. they intend manufacturing principally 'spanish tiles' from the many acres of fine clay found at that place. the clay, it is said, burns a beautiful dark, creamy red. as you are so much interested in this subject, mary, we shall visit this new pottery some day in the near future, in company with your uncle john. it is no great distance from the farm. quite an interesting story i have heard in connection with a pottery owned by a very worthy quaker in a near-by town may interest you, as your father was a philadelphia quaker and ralph's parents were quakers also." [illustration: a- schmutz amschel] [illustration: a- antiquated tin lantern] [illustration: a- schmutz amschel] [illustration: a- fluid lamp] [illustration: a- candle mould] "yes, indeed, aunt sarah! i'd love to hear the story." "this quaker sympathized with the colored race, or negroes, in the south. this was, of course, before slavery was abolished. you don't remember that time, mary, you are too young. it is only history to you, but i lived it, and when the slaves ran away from their owners and came north to philadelphia they were sent from there, by sympathizers, to this quaker, who kept an underground station. the slaves were then placed, under his direction, in a high 'pot wagon,' covered with layers or nests of earthenware pots of graduated sizes. i heard the driver of one of these pot wagons remark one time that when going down a steep hill, he put on the brake and always held his breath until the bottom of the hill was reached, fearing the pots might all be broken. the wagon-load containing earthenware and slaves was driven to stroudsburg, where the pots were delivered to a wholesale customer. here the runaways were released from their cramped quarters and turned over to sympathizing friends, who assisted them in reaching canada and safety. i have frequently met the fine-looking, courtly old gentleman who owned the pottery, and old zacariah mast, the skilled german potter whom he employed. they were for many years familiar figures in the little quaker town, not many miles distant. both passed away many years ago." mary, who still continued her explorations of the corner cupboard, exclaimed: "oh! aunt sarah! here is another odd, old plate, way back on the lop shelf, out of sight." "yes, dear, that belonged to your uncle john's mother. it has never been used and was manufactured over one hundred years ago at an old pottery in bedminister township, bucks county. some of those other quaint, old-fashioned plates also belonged to john's mother. your uncle loves old dishes and especially old furniture; he was so anxious to possess his grandfather's old 'solliday' clock. in the centre of the face of the clock a hand indicated the day of the month and pictures of two large, round moons on the upper part of the clock's face (resembling nothing so much as large, ripe peaches) represented the different phases of the moon. if new moon, or the first or last quarter, it appeared, then disappeared from sight. it was valued highly, being the last clock made by the old clockmaker; but john never came into possession of it, as it was claimed by an elder sister. i value the old clock which stands in the parlor because 'twas my mother's, although it is very plain. this old cherry, corner cupboard was made for my grandmother by her father, a cabinetmaker, as a wedding gift, and was given me by my mother. did you notice the strong, substantial manner in which it is made? it resembles mission furniture." "do tell me, aunt, what this small iron boat, on the top shelf, was ever used for? it must be of value, else 'twould not occupy a place in the cupboard with all your pretty dishes." "yes, dearie, 'twas my grandmother's lamp, called in old times a 'schmutz amschel' which, translated, means a grease robin, or bird. i have two of them. i remember seeing my grandmother many a time, when the 'amschel' was partly filled with melted lard or liquid fat, light a piece of lamp wick hanging over the little pointed end or snout of the lamp. the lamp was usually suspended from a chain fastened to either side. a spike on the chain was stuck into the wall, which was composed of logs. this light, by the way, was not particularly brilliant, even when one sat close beside it, and could not be compared with the gas and electric lights of our present day and generation. that was a very primitive manner of illumination used by our forefathers. "mary, did you notice the gayly-decorated, old-fashioned coffee pot and tea caddy in the corner cupboard? they belonged to my grandmother; also that old-fashioned fluid lamp, used before coal-oil or kerosene came into use; and that old, perforated tin lantern also is very ancient. "mary, have you ever read the poem, the potter and the clay?' no? then read it to me, dear, i like it well; 'tis a particular favorite of mine, i do not remember by whom it was written." the potter and the clay. (jeremiah xviii - .) the potter wrought a work in clay, upon his wheel; he moulded it and fashioned it, and made it feel, in every part, his forming hand, his magic skill, until it grew in beauty fair beneath his will. when lo! through some defect, 'twas marred and broken lay, its fair proportions spoiled, and it but crumbling clay; oh, wondrous patience, care and love, what did he do? he stooped and gathered up the parts and formed anew. he might have chosen then a lump of other clay on which to show his skill and care another day, but no; he formed it o'er again, as seemed him good; and who has yet his purpose scanned, his will withstood? learn thou from this a parable of god's great grace toward the house of israel, his chosen race; he formed them for his praise; they fell and grieved him sore, but he will yet restore and bless them evermore. and what he'll do for israel, he'll do for thee; oh soul, so marred and spoiled by sin, thou yet shall see that he has power to restore, he will receive, and thou shall know his saving grace, only believe. despair not, he will form anew thy scattered life, and gather up the broken parts, make peace from strife; only submit thou to his will of perfect love, and thou shall see his fair design in heaven above. chapter xxi. the value of wholesome, nutritious food. "yes, my dear," said frau schmidt (continuing a conversation which had occurred several days previously between herself and mary), "we will have more healthful living when the young housewife of the present day possesses a knowledge of different food values (those food products from which a well-balanced meal may be prepared) for the different members of her household. she should endeavor to buy foods which are most nourishing and wholesome; these need not necessarily consist of the more expensive food products. cheaper food, if properly cooked, may have as fine a flavor and be equally as nutritious as that of higher price. "and, mary, when you marry and have a house to manage, if possible, do your own marketing, and do not make the mistake common to so many young, inexperienced housewives, of buying more expensive food than, your income will allow. some think economy in purchasing food detrimental to their dignity and to the well-being of their families; often the ones most extravagant in this respect are those least able to afford it. frequently the cause of this is a lack of knowledge of the value of different foods. the housewife with a large family and limited means should purchase cheaper cuts of meat, which become tender and palatable by long simmering. combine them with different vegetables, cooked in the broth, and serve as the principal dish at a meal, or occasionally serve dumplings composed of a mixture of flour and milk, cooked in the broth, to extend the meat flavor. frequently serve a dish of rice, hominy, cornmeal and oatmeal, dried beans and peas. these are all nutritious, nourishing foods when properly cooked and attractively served. and remember, mary, to always serve food well seasoned. many a well-cooked meal owes its failure to please to a lack of proper seasoning. this is a lesson a young cook must learn. neither go to the other extreme and salt food too liberally. speaking of salt, my dear, have you read the poem, 'the king's daughters,' by margaret vandegrift? if not, read it, and then copy it in your book of recipes." "the king's daughters." the king's three little daughters, 'neath the palace window straying, had fallen into earnest talk that put an end to playing; and the weary king smiled once again to hear what they were saying; "it is i who love our father best," the eldest daughter said; "i am the oldest princess," and her pretty face grew red; "what is there none can do without? i love him more than bread." then said the second princess, with her bright blue eyes aflame; "than bread, a common thing like bread! thou hast not any shame! glad am i, it is i, not thou, called by our mother's name; i love him with a better love than one so tame as thine, more than--oh! what then shall i say that is both bright and fine? and is not common? yes, i know. i love him more than wine." then the little youngest daughter, whose speech would sometimes halt, for her dreamy way of thinking, said, "nay, you are both in fault. 'tis i who love our father best, i love him more than salt." shrill little shrieks of laughter greeted her latest word, as the two joined hands exclaiming. "but this is most absurd!" and the king, no longer smiling, was grieved that he had heard, for the little youngest daughter, with her eyes of steadfast grey, could always move his tenderness, and charm his care away; "she grows more like her mother dead," he whispered day by day, "but she is very little and i will find no fault, that while her sisters strive to see who most shall me exalt, she holds me nothing dearer than a common thing like salt." the portly cook was standing in the courtyard by the spring, he winked and nodded to himself, "that little quiet thing knows more than both the others, as i will show the king." that afternoon, at dinner, there was nothing fit to eat. the king turned angrily away from soup and fish and meat, and he found a cloying sweetness in the dishes that were sweet; "and yet," he muttered, musing, "i cannot find the fault; not a thing has tasted like itself but this honest cup of malt." said the youngest princess, shyly: "dear father, they want salt." a sudden look of tenderness shone on the king's dark face, as he sat his little daughter in the dead queen's vacant place, and he thought: "she has her mother's heart; ay, and her mother's grace; great love through channels will find its surest way. it waits not state occasions, which may not come or may; it comforts and it blesses, hour by hour, and day by day." chapter xxii. a variety of cakes evolved from one "aunt sarah," questioned mary one day, "will you tell me how it is possible to evolve a number of cakes from one recipe?" "certainly i will, my dear," said her aunt. "for instance, take the simple recipe from which i have for years baked layer cake. you may have other recipes given you, equally as good, but i feel positive none better. the cake made from this recipe is not rich enough to be unwholesome, but a good, reliable, inexpensive, easily-made cake, with which i have never had a failure. "the recipe, as you know, consists of - / cups of granulated sugar, / cup of a mixture of butter and sweet lard (or use all butter), / cup sweet milk, cups flour and teaspoonfuls baking powder. eggs. "the simplest manner of baking this cake is in two square cake pans. when baked, take from pans and ice each cake with a boiled chocolate icing and put together as a layer cake, or ice each cake with a plain, boiled white icing and, when this is cold, you may spread over top of each cake unsweetened chocolate, which has been melted over steam after being grated. when cake is to be served, cut in diamonds or squares. or add to the batter cup of chopped hickory nut meats, bake in layers and cut in squares. "for a chocolate loaf cake, add two generous tablespoonfuls of unsweetened melted chocolate to the batter just before baking. if you wish a chocolate layer cake, use the same batter as for the chocolate loaf cake, bake in two layer pans and put together with white boiled icing. "or, add to this same batter one scant teaspoonful of cinnamon, ginger, / teaspoonful of grated nutmeg and cloves, a cup of raisins or dried currants, and you have a small fruit cake. "or, add a small quantity of thinly-shaved citron to the original recipe, flavor with lemon, bake in a loaf and spread a white icing flavored with lemon extract over top of cake, and you have a lemon cake. "or, add chocolate and spices to one-half the batter (about one-half as much chocolate and spices as were used in batter for fruit cake) and place spoonfuls of the light and dark batter alternately in a cake pan, until all batter has been used, and you will have a cheap, old-fashioned marble cake. "or, bake cake over original recipe, in two-layer pans, placing between layers either tart jelly, a creamy cornstarch filling, grated cocoanut, apple cream filling, or you might even use half the recipe given for the delicious icing or filling for lady baltimore cake. "lastly, bake small cakes from this same recipe. mary, you should have small pans for baking these delicious little cakes, similar to those i possess, which i ordered made at the tinsmith's. i took for a pattern one frau schmidt loaned me. they are the exact size of one-quarter pound boxes of royal baking powder. cut the box in three pieces of equal height, and your cakes will be equally as large in diameter as the baking powder box, but only one-third as high. i think i improved on frau schmidt's cake tins, as hers were all separate, i ordered twelve tins, similar to hers, to be fastened to a piece of sheet iron. i had two of these iron sheets made, containing twenty-four little pans. i place a generous tablespoonful of the batter in each of the twenty-four small pans, and cakes rise to the top of pans. usually i have batter remaining after these are filled. ice all the cake except the top with a white boiled icing or chocolate icing. these small cakes keep exceedingly well, and are always liked by young folks and are particularly nice for children's parties". "speaking of cakes, aunt sarah," said mary, "have you ever used swansdown cake flour? i have a friend in the city who uses it for making the most delicious angel cake, and she gave me a piece of gold cake made over a recipe in 'cake secrets,' which comes with the flour, and it was fine. i'll get a package of the flour for you the first time i go to the city. the flour resembles a mixture of ordinary flour and cornstarch. it is not a prepared flour, to be used without baking powder, and you use it principally for baking cakes. i have the recipe for both the gold and angel cakes, with the instructions for baking same. they are as follows:" angel cake. "for the angel cake, use one even cupful of the whites of egg (whites of either eight large or nine small eggs); a pinch of salt, if added when beating eggs, hastens the work. one and one-quarter cups granulated sugar, cup of iglehart's swansdown cake flour. sift flour once, then measure and sift three times. beat whites of eggs about half, add / teaspoonful of cream of tartar then beat whites of eggs until they will stand of their own weight. add sugar, then flour, not by stirring, but by folding over and over, until thoroughly mixed. flavor with / teaspoonful of vanilla or a few drops of almond extract. as much care should be taken in baking an angel food cake as in mixing. bake in an ungreased patent pan. place the cake in an oven that is just warm enough to know there is a fire inside the range. let the oven stay just warm through until the batter has raised to the top of the cake pan, then increase the heat gradually until the cake is well browned over. if by pressing the top of the cake with the finger it will spring back without leaving the impression of the finger, the cake is done through. great care should be taken that the oven is not too hot to begin with, as the cake will rise too fast and settle or fall in the baking. it should bake in from to minutes' time. when done, invert the pan and let stand until cold before removing it. should you see cake browning before it rises to top of pan, throw your oven door open and let cold air rush in and cool your oven instantly. be not afraid. the cold air will not hurt the cake. two minutes will cool any oven. watch cake closely. don't be afraid to open oven door every three or four minutes. this is the only way to properly bake this cake. when cake has raised above top of pan, increase your heat and finish baking rapidly. baking too long dries out the moisture, makes it tough and dry. when cake is done it begins to shrink. let it shrink back to level of pan. watch carefully at this stage and take out of oven and invert immediately. rest on centre tube of pan. let hang until perfectly cold, then take cake carefully from pan. when baking angel cake always be sure the oven bakes good brown under bottom of cake. if cake does not crust under bottom it will fall out when inverted and shrink in the fall." "i never invert my pans of angel cake on taking them from oven," said mary's aunt, "as the cakes are liable to fall out even if the pan is not greased. i think it safer to allow the pans containing the cakes to stand on a rack and cool without inverting the pan. "suppose, mary, we bake a gold cake over the recipe from 'cake secrets,' as eggs are plentiful; but we haven't any swansdown flour. i think we will wait until we get it from the city." gold cake. yolks of eggs; - / cups granulated sugar, / cup of butter, / cup water, - / cups of swansdown cake flour, heaping teaspoonfuls of baking powder, / teaspoonful lemon extract. sift flour once, then measure. add baking powder and sift three times. cream butter and sugar thoroughly; beat yolks to a stiff froth; add this to creamed butter and sugar, and stir thoroughly through. add flavor, add water, then flour. stir very hard. place in a slow oven at once. will bake in from to minutes. invert pan immediately it is taken from oven. mary, this batter may also be baked in layers with any kind of filling desired. the angel cake receipt is very similar to an original recipe frau schmidt gave me; she uses cornstarch instead of swansdown flour and she measures the eggs in a cup instead of taking a certain number; she thinks it more exact. "aunt sarah, did you know frau schmidt, instead of using flour alone when baking cakes, frequently uses a mixture of flour and cornstarch? she sifts together, several times, six cups of flour and one cup of cornstarch, and uses this instead of using flour alone. "i dearly love the professor's wife--she's been so very good to me," exclaimed mary. "yes," replied her aunt, "she has very many lovable qualities." mary's liking for bright, energetic frau schmidt was not greater than the affection bestowed on mary by the professor's wife, who frequently entertained mary with tales of her life when a girl in germany, to all of which mary never tired listening. one aunt, a most estimable woman, held the position of valued and respected housekeeper and cook for the lord mayor of the city wherein she resided. another relative, known as "schone anna," for many years kept an inn named "the four seasons," noted for the excellent fare served by the fair chatelaine to her patrons. the inn was made famous by members of the king's household stopping there while in the town during the summer months, which was certainly a compliment to her good cooking. one of the things in which she particularly excelled was potato cakes raised with yeast. frau schmidt had been given a number of these valuable recipes by her mother, all of which she offered to mary. one recipe she particularly liked was "fast nacht cakes," which the professor's wife baked always without fail on shrove tuesday (or "fast nacht" day), the day before the beginning of lent. this rule was as "unchangeable as the law of medes and persians," and it would have been a very important event, indeed, which would have prevented the baking of these toothsome delicacies on that day. chapter xxiii. the old "taufschien." [illustration: birth and christening certificate old taufschien] aunt sarah had long promised to show mary her grandmother's "taufschien," and she reverently handled the large old family bible, which contained between its sacred pages the yellowed paper, being the birth and christening certificate of her grandmother, whom we read was born in , in nockamixon township, was confirmed in , and was married in to the man who was later aunt sarah's grandfather. the old certificate was signed by a german reformed minister named wack, who history tells us was the first young man of that denomination to be ordained to the ministry in america. folded with this "taufschien" is another which has never been filled out. this is printed in german. pictures of women, perhaps they are intended to represent angels, with golden wings, clothed in loose-flowing crimson drapery and holding harps in their hands; birds with gayly-colored plumage of bluish green, crimson and yellow, perched on branches of what presumably represent cherry trees, also decorate the page. religious hymns printed on the "taufschiens," encircled with gay stripes of light blue and yellow, dotted with green, further embellish them. on one we read: "infinite joy or endless woe, attend on every breath; and yet, how unconcerned we go upon the brink of death." "mary, this old 'taufschien' of my grandmother's is one of my most cherished possessions. would you like to see your uncle's old deed, which he came into possession of when he inherited the farm from his father?" carefully unfolding the stiff old parchment or pigskin deed, yellowed and brown spotted with age, mary could faintly decipher the writing wherein, beautifully written, old-fashioned penmanship of two hundred years ago stated that a certain piece of land in bucks county, beginning at a chestnut oak, north to a post; then east to a large rock, and on the south unsettled land, which in later years was conveyed to john landis. "this deed," said mary's aunt, "was given in , nearly two hundred years ago, by john, thomas and richard penn, sons of william penn by his second marriage, which occurred in america. his eldest son, john penn, you have no doubt heard, was called 'the american,' he having been born in this country before william penn's return to europe, where he remained fifteen years, as you've no doubt heard." at the bottom of the deed a blue ribbon has been slipped through cuts in the parchment, forming a diamond which incloses what is supposed to be the signature of thomas penn. "aunt sarah, i am not surprised that you value this old deed of the farm and these 'taufschiens' of your grandmother i should frame them, so they may be preserved by future generations." chapter xxiv. the old store on the ridge road. aunt sarah found in mary a willing listener when talking of the time in years past when her grandfather kept a small "country store" on the ridge road in bucks county. she also remembered, when a child of ten, accompanying her grandfather on one of his trips when he drove to philadelphia to purchase goods for his store. "they had no trolley cars in those days?" asked mary. "no, my dear, neither did they have steam cars between the different towns and cities as we have now." "at grandfather's store could be bought both groceries and dry goods. the surrounding farmers' wives brought to the store weekly fresh print butter, eggs, pot cheese and hand-case, crocks of apple-butter, dried sweet corn, beans, cherries, peach and apple 'snitz,' taking in exchange sugar, starch, coffee, molasses, etc. my father tapped his sugar maples and mother cooked down the syrup until thick, and we used that in place of molasses. they also took in exchange shaker flannel, nankeen, indigo blue and 'simpson' gray calico, which mother considered superior to any other, both for its washing and wearing qualities. the farmers who came occasionally to the store to shop for different members of the family frequently bought whole pieces of calico of one pattern, and," affirmed aunt sarah, "i knew of one farmer who bought several whole pieces of one pattern with rather large figures on a dark wine ground, resembling somewhat the gay figures on an old paisley shawl. he said 'twas a good, serviceable color, and more economical to buy it all alike, and remarked: 'what's the difference, anyway? calico is calico.' from the same piece of calico his wife made dresses, aprons and sunbonnets for herself and daughters, shirts for the farmer and his sons (the boys were young, fortunately), and patchwork quilts and comfortables from the remainder." "rather monotonous, i should think," said mary. "i am surprised his wife did not make him wear coat and trousers made from the same piece of calico." [illustration: the old store on ridge road] "the dry goods," continued aunt sarah, "retained the scent of coffee, cheese and dried fruits some time after being purchased but no one minded that in those days. i still remember how perfectly wonderful to me when a child appeared the large, wide-mouthed glass jars containing candy. there were red and white striped mint sticks, striped yellow and white lemon sticks and hoarhound and clear, wine-colored sticks striped with lines of white, flavored with anise-seed. one jar contained clear lemon-colored 'sour balls,' preferred by us children on account of their lasting qualities, as also were the jujubees, which resembled nothing so much as gutta percha, and possessed equally as fine flavor; also pink and yellow sugar-frosted gumdrops. in a case at one end of the counter were squares of thick white paper covered with rows of small pink, also white, 'peppermint buttons,' small sticks, two inches in length, of chewing gum in waxed paper, a white, tasteless, crystalline substance resembling paraffine. what longing eyes i frequently cast at the small scalloped cakes of maple sugar, prohibitive as regards cost. they sold for a nickel, am i was always inordinately fond of maple sugar, but the price was prohibitive. i seldom possessed more than a penny to spend in those days, and not always that. father raised a large family, money was never plentiful, and we relished the plain, cheap candies usually sold in those days more than many children of the present day do the finest and most expensive cream chocolates, to many of whom in this extravagant age a dollar is not valued more highly than was a penny by us in years gone by. and 'candy secrets!' i don't believe you know what they are like. i've not seen any for years. they were small, square pieces of taffy-like candy, wrapped in squares of gilt or silver paper, inclosing a small strip of paper containing a couple of sentimental lines or jingle. later came 'french secrets.' they consisted of a small oblong piece of candy about an inch in length, wrapped in tissue paper of different colors, having fringed ends, twisted together at either end. these also inclosed a tiny strip of paper containing a line or two. small, white candy hearts contained the words in pink letters, 'little sweetheart,' 'i love you,' 'name the day,' etc. these were invariably distributed among the young folks at small parties and created no end of merriment." "mary, old as i am, i still remember the delight i experienced when a little, rosy-cheeked urchin surreptitiously passed me around the corner of my desk at the old 'cross roads school' a 'secret,' with the words, 'do you love me?' my grandmother always kept a supply of hoarhound and peppermint lozenges in her knitting basket to give us children should we complain of hoarseness. my, but 'twas astonishing to hear us all cough until grandmother's supply of mints was exhausted. i think. mary, i must have had a 'sweet tooth' when a child, as my recollections seem to be principally about the candy kept in my grandfather's store. i suppose in those early days of my childhood candy appealed to me more than anything else, as never having had a surfeit of sweets, candy to me was a rare treat. i remember, mary, when a little child, my thrifty mother, wishing to encourage me to learn to knit my own stockings, she, when winding the skein of german yarn into a ball, occasionally wound a penny in with the yarn. i was allowed to spend the penny only after i had knitted the yarn and the penny had fallen from the ball. what untold wealth that penny represented! and planning how to spend it was greater pleasure still. many a pair of long old-fashioned, dark blue and red-striped stockings, were finished more quickly than otherwise would have been done without the promised reward. i became proficient in knitting at an early age," continued aunt sarah; "a truly feminine occupation, and as i one time heard a wise old physician remark, 'soothing to the nerves,' which i know to be true, having knitted many a worry into the heel of a sock. i learned at an early age the value of money, and once having acquired the saving habit, it is not possible to be wasteful in later life." chapter xxv. an elbadritchel hunt. fritz schmidt, like many another bucks county boy, had frequently heard the rural tale of a mythical bird called the "elbadritchel," supposed to be abroad, particularly on cold, dark, stormy nights, when the wind whistled and blew perfect gales around exposed corners of houses and barns. 'twas a common saying among "pennsylvania germans," at such times, "'tis a fine night to catch 'elbadritchels.'" [illustration: catching elbadritchels] for the information of those who may not even have heard of this remarkable creature, it is described as being a cross between a swallow, a goose and a lyre bird. have you ever seen an "elbadritchel?" no one has to my certain knowledge, so i cannot vouch for the truth of this description of it. fritz schmidt had never taught to question the truth of the tale. so, when one cold, stormy night several boys from neighboring farms drove up to the schmidt homestead and asked fritz to join them in a hunt for "elbadritchels," he unhesitatingly agreed to make one of the number, unaware that he had been selected as the victim of a practical joke, and, as usual, was one of the jolliest of the crowd. they drove through a blinding downpour of rain and dismounted on reaching a lonely hill about three miles distant. they gave fritz a bag to hold. it was fashioned of burlap and barrel hoops, inside of which they placed a lighted candle, and fritz was instructed how to hold it in order to attract the "elbadritchel." they also gave him a club with which to strike the bird when it should appear. the boys scampered off in different directions, ostensibly to chase up the birds, but in reality they clambered into the waiting wagon and were rapidly driven home, leaving fritz alone awaiting the coming of the "elbadritchel." when fritz realized the trick played on him, his feelings may be better imagined than described. he trudged home, cold and tired, vowing vengeance on the boys, fully resolved to get even with them. chapter xxvi the old shanghai rooster. much of aunt sarah's spare time was devoted to her chickens, which fully repaid her for the care given them. she was not particular about fancy stock, but had quite a variety--white leghorns, brown leghorns, big, fat, motherly old brahma hens that had raised a brood of as many as thirty-five little chicks at one time, a few snow-white, large plymouth rocks and some gray barred one. the _latter_ she _liked_ particularly because she said they were much, more talkative than any of the others; they certainly did appear to chatter to her when she fed them. she gave them clean, comfortable quarters, warm bran mash on cold winter mornings, alternating with cracked corn and "scratch feed" composed of a mixture of cracked corn, wheat and buckwheat, scattered over a litter of dried leaves on the floor of the chicken house, so they were obliged to work hard for their food. [illustration: old egg basket] a plentiful supply of fresh water was always at hand, as well as cracked oyster shell. she also fed the chickens all scraps from the table, cutting all meat scraps fine with an old pair of scissors hung conveniently in the kitchen. she was very successful with the little chicks hatched out when she "set" a hen and the yield of eggs from her hens was usually greater and the eggs larger in size than those of any of her neighbors. this i attribute to her excellent care of them, generous diet, but principally to the fact of the elimination of all the roosters among the flock during the season between the "first of may and december first," with one exception. "brigham," an immensely large, old, red shanghai rooster, a most pompous and dignified old chap. a special pet of aunt sarah's, she having raised him from a valuable "setting" of eggs given her, and as the egg from which "brigham," as he was called, emerged, was the only one of the lot which proved fertile, he was valued accordingly and given a longer lease of life than the other roosters, and was usually either confined or allowed to roam outside the chicken yard during the summer months; in the winter, being a swift runner, he usually gobbled up two shares of food before the hens arrived. that accounted for his great size. the old rooster was also noted for his loud crowing. one day in early spring, john landis came into the house hurriedly, saying, "sarah, your old shanghai rooster is sick." "yes," answered his wife, "i missed hearing him crow this morning; he is usually as regular as an alarm clock." she hurried to the barnyard, picked up poor brigham, wrapped him carefully in a piece of blanket and laid him in a small shed. the next morning she was awakened by the lusty crowing of brigham, who was apparently as well as ever. the next day the same thing happened. aunt sarah found him, as she supposed, in a dying condition, and the following morning he was fully recovered. it was quite puzzling until one day john landis came into the kitchen laughing heartily and said, "sarah, i am sorry to inform you of the intemperate habits of your pet, brigham. he is a most disreputable old fellow, and has a liking for liquor. he has been eating some of the brandied cherries which were thrown into the barnyard when the jug containing them was accidentally broken at house cleaning time. "well, sarah, old brigham was not sick at all--only 'ingloriously' drunk." in the fall of the same year aunt sarah spied brigham one day on top of one of the cider barrels in the shed busily engaged eating the pummace which issued from the bung-hole of the barrel. john landis, on hearing of brigham's last escapade, decided, as the rooster was large as an ordinary-turkey, to serve him roasted at mary's wedding. fritz schmidt remarked one day in the presence of sibylla: "chickens must possess some little intelligence; they know enough to go to bed early. yes, and without an 'alarm clock,' too, sibylla, eh?" she walked away without a word to fritz. the alarm clock was a sore subject with her, and one about which she had nothing to say. sibylla had never quite forgiven fritz for the prank played on her. he, happening to hear john landis tell sibylla a certain hour he thought a proper time for jake crouthamel to take his departure sunday evenings, fritz conceived the brilliant (?) idea of setting the alarm clock to "go off" quite early in the evening. he placed the clock at the head of the stairs, and in the midst of an interesting conversation between the lovers the alarm sounded with a loud, whizzing noise, which naturally made quick-tempered sibylla very angry. she said on seeing fritz the next morning: "it was not necessary to set the 'waker' to go off, as i know enough to send 'chake' home when it's time." fritz, happening to tell the story to the editor of a small german mennonite paper, edited in a near-by town, it was printed in that paper in german, which caused sibylla, on hearing it, to be still more angry at the professor's son. chapter xxvii. "a potato pretzel." in the early part of september mary's aunt suggested she try to win the prize offered at the farmers' picnic in a near-by town for the best "raised potato cake." aunt sarah's rye bread invariably captured first prize, and she proposed sending both bread and cake with sibylla and jake, who never missed picnic or fair within a radius of one hundred miles. [illustration: "potato pretzel"] mary set a sponge the evening of the day preceding that of the picnic, using recipe for "perfection potato cake," which aunt sarah considered her best recipe for raised cakes, as 'twas one used by her mother for many years. on the day of the picnic, mary arose at five o'clock, and while her aunt was busily engaged setting sponge for her loaf of rye bread, mary kneaded down the "potato cake" sponge, set to rise the previous evening, now rounded over top of bowl and light as a feather. she filled a couple of pans with buns, molded from the dough, and set them to rise. she then, under her aunt's direction, fashioned the "pretzel" as follows: she placed a piece of the raised dough on a large, well-floured bake board, rolled it over and over with both hands until a long, narrow roll or strip was formed about the width of two fingers in thickness and placed this strip carefully on the baking sheet, which was similar to the one on which aunt sarah baked rye bread; shaped the dough to form a figure eight ( ) or pretzel, allowing about two inches of space on either side of baking sheet to allow for raising. she then cut a piece of dough into three portions, rolled each as thick as a finger, braided or plaited the three strips together and placed carefully on top of the figure eight, or pretzel, not meeting by a space of about two inches. this braided piece on the top should not be quite as thick as bottom or first piece of the pretzel. she then rolled three small pieces of dough into tiny strips or rolls the size of small lead pencils, wound them round and round and round into small scrolls, moistened the lower side with water to cause them to adhere, and placed them on the dividing line between the two halves of the figure eight. she placed an old china coffee cup without a handle, buttered on outside, in centre of each half of the figure eight, which kept the pretzel from spreading over the pan. with a small, new paint brush she brushed over the top of pretzel and buns, a mixture, consisting of one yolk of egg, an equal quantity of cream or milk (which should be lukewarm so as not to chill the raised dough) and one tablespoon of sugar. this causes the cakes, etc., to be a rich brown when baked, a result to be obtained in no other manner. when the pretzel was raised and had doubled in size 'twas baked in a moderately hot oven. mary's surprise and delight may easily be imagined when sibylla, on her return from the picnic, handed her the prize she had won, a two-pound box of chocolates, remarking, "mary, you and aunt sarah both got a prize--her's is in the box what jake's got." the box on being opened by aunt sarah contained a very pretty, silver-plated soup ladle, the prize offered for the best loaf of rye bread. "aunt sarah," inquired mary one day, "do you think it pays a housekeeper to bake her own bread?" [illustration: the old store on ridge road] "certainly, it pays, my dear. from a barrel of flour may be baked three hundred or more one-pound loaves of bread; should you pay five cents a loaf, the bread which may be made from one barrel of flour if bought from a bake shop would cost you fifteen dollars. now, you add to the cost of a barrel of flour a couple of dollars for yeast, salt, etc., which altogether would not possibly be more than ten dollars, and you see the housewife has saved five dollars. it is true it is extra work for the housewife, but good, wholesome bread is such an important item, especially in a large family, i should advise the thrifty housekeeper to bake her own bread and bake less pie and cake, or eliminate less important duties, to be able to find time to bake bread. from the bread sponge may be made such a number of good, plain cakes by the addition of currants or raisins, which are more wholesome and cheaper than richer cakes." "i think what you say is true, aunt sarah," said mary. "frau schmidt always bakes her own bread, and she tells me she sets a sponge or batter for white bread, and by the addition of graham flour, cornmeal or oatmeal, always has a variety on her table with a small expenditure of time and money." [illustration: a "brod corvel" or bread basket] chapter xxviii. faithful service. the home-making instinct was so strongly developed in mary that her share in the labor of cooking and baking became a pleasure. occasionally she had failures--what inexperienced cook has not?--yet they served only to spur her on to fresh efforts. she had several small scars on her wrist caused by her arm coming in contact with the hot oven when baking. she laughingly explained: "one bar on my arm represents that delicious 'brod torte' which frau schmidt taught me to bake; the other one i acquired when removing the sponge cake from the oven which uncle john said 'equaled aunt sarah's' (which i consider highest praise), and the third bar i received when taking from the oven the 'lemon meringue,' ralph's favorite pie, which he pronounced 'fine, almost too good to eat.'" mary was as proud of her scars as a young, non-commissioned officer of the chevron on his sleeve, won by deeds of valor. the lessons mary learned that summer on the farm while filling her hope chest and preparing her mind for wifehood were of inestimable value to her in later years. she learned not only to bake, brew and keep house, but from constant association with her aunt she acquired a self-poise, a calm, serene manner, the value of which is beyond price in this swift, restless age. one day, while having a little heart-to-heart talk with mary, her aunt said: "my dear, never allow an opportunity to pass for doing a kind act. if ever so small, it may cheer some sad, lonely heart. don't wait to do _big things_. the time may never come. if only a kind word, speak it at once. kind words cost so little, and we should all be more prodigal with them; and to a tired, sad, discouraged soul, a kind word or act means so very much; and who is there that has not at some time in life known sorrow and felt the need of sympathy? were our lives all sunshine we could not feel in touch with sorrowing friends. how natural it is for our hearts to go out in sympathy to the one who says 'i have suffered.' give to your friend the warm hand-clasp and cheery greeting' which cost us nothing in the giving. 'tis the little lifts which help us over stones in our pathway through life. we think our cross the heaviest when, did we but know the weight of others, we'd not willingly exchange; and remember mary, 'there are no crown-bearers in heaven that were not cross-bearers below.' have you ever read the poem, 'the changed cross?' no? well, i will give it to you to copy in your book of recipes. should you ever, in future years, feel your cross too heavy to bear, read the poem. how many brave, cheery little women greet us with a smile as they pass. but little do we or any one realize that instead of a song in their hearts the smiles on their lips conceal troubles the world does not suspect, seeking to forget their own sorrows while doing kindly acts for others. they are the real heroes whom the world does not reward with medals for bravery, 'to stand with a smile upon your face against a stake from which you cannot get away, that, no doubt, is heroic; but the true glory is not resignation to the inevitable. to stand unchained, with perfect liberty to go away, held only by the higher claims of duty, and let the fire creep up to the heart, that is heroism.' ah! how many good women have lived faithful to duty when 'twould have been far easier to have died!" "faithful over a few things." matt. xxv: . it may seem to you but a trifle, which you have been called to do; just some humble household labor, away from the public view, but the question is, are you faithful, and striving to do your best, as in sight of the blessed master, while leaving to him the rest? it may be but a little corner, which you have been asked to fill; what matters it, if you are in it, doing the master's will? doing it well and faithfully, and doing it with your might; not for the praise it may bring you, but because the thing is right. in the sight of man you may never win anything like success; and the laurel crown of the victor may never your temples press; if only you have god's approval, 'twill not matter what else you miss, his blessing is heaven beginning, his reward will be perfect bliss. be faithful in every service, obedient to every call; ever ready to do his bidding, whether in great things or small; you may seem to accomplish little, you may win the praise of none; but be sure you will win his favor, and the master's great "well done." and when at his blessed coming, you stand at his judgment seat; he'll remember your faithful service and his smile will be oh! so sweet! he will bid you a loving welcome, he'll make you to reign for aye, over great things and o'er many, with him, through eternal day. "the changed cross." it was a time of sadness, and my heart, although it knew and loved the better part, felt wearied with the conflict and the strife, and all the needful discipline of life. and while i thought on these as given to me, my trial tests of faith and love to be, it seemed as if i never could be sure that faithful to the end i should endure. and thus, no longer trusting to his might, who says, "we walk by faith and not by sight"; doubting and almost yielding to despair, the thought arose--my cross i cannot bear. far heavier its weight must surely be than those of others which i daily see; oh! if i might another burden choose, methinks i should not fear my crown to lose. a solemn silence reigned on all around, e'en nature's voices uttered not a sound; the evening shadows seemed of peace to tell, and sleep upon my weary spirit fell. a moment's pause and then a heavenly light beamed full upon my wondering, raptured sight; angels on silvery wings seemed everywhere, and angels' music filled the balmy air. then one more fair than all the rest to see-- one to whom all the others bowed the knee-- came gently to me as i trembling lay, and, "follow me!" he said, "i am the way." then speaking thus, he led me far above, and there, beneath a canopy of love, crosses of divers shapes and sizes were seen, larger and smaller than my own had been. and one there was, most beauteous to behold, a little one, with jewels set in gold; ah! this methought, i can with comfort wear, for it will be an easy one to bear. and so, the little cross i quickly took, but all at once, my frame beneath it shook; the sparkling jewels fair were they to see, but far too heavy was their weight for me. "this may not be," i cried, and looked again to see if there was any here could ease my pain; but one by one i passed them slowly by, till on a lovely one i cast my eye. fair flowers around its sculptured form entwined, and grace and beauty seemed in it combined; wondering, i gazed and still i wondered more, to think so many should have passed it o'er. but oh! that form so beautiful to see, soon made its hidden sorrows known to me; thorns lay beneath those flowers and colors fair; sorrowing, i said. "this cross i may not bear." and so it was with each and all around, not one to suit my need could there be found; weeping, i laid each heavy burden down, as my guide gently said: "no cross, no crown." at length to him i raised my saddened heart, he knew its sorrows, bid its doubts depart; "be not afraid," he said, "but trust in me, my perfect love shall now be shown to thee." and then with lightened eyes and willing feet, again i turned my earthly cross to meet; with forward footsteps, turning not aside for fear some hidden evil might betide. and there, in the prepared, appointed way, listening to hear, and ready to obey, a cross i quickly found of plainest form, with only words of love inscribed thereon. with thankfulness, i raised it from the rest, and joyfully acknowledged it the best; the only one of all the many there that i could feel was good for me to bear. and while i thus my chosen one confessed, i saw a heavenly brightness on it rest; and as i bent my burden to sustain, i recognized my own old cross again. but, oh! how different did it seem to be! now i had learned its preciousness to see; no longer could i unbelievingly say: "perhaps another is a better way." oh, no! henceforth my own desire shall be that he who knows me best should choose for me, and so whate'er his love sees good to send, i'll trust its best, because he knows the end. and when that happy time shall come of endless peace and rest, we shall look back upon our path and say: "it was the best." chapter xxix. mary, ralph, jake and sibylla visit the allentown fair. late in september jake and sibylla drove to the allentown fair. it was "big thursday" of fair week. they started quite early, long before ralph jackson, who had come from the city the day previous, to take mary to the fair, had arisen. [illustration: second church building sheltered liberty bell, - . photographed from the print of an old wood cut used in a german newspaper in the year ] mary, while appreciating sibylla's good qualities, never failed to be amused at her broad "pennsylvania german" dialect. the morning of the "fair," mary arose earlier than usual to allow sibylla and jake to get an early start, as it was quite a distance from the farm to the fair grounds. as they were about to drive away, sibylla, alighting from the carriage, said, "i forgot my 'schnupftuch.'" returning with it in her hand, she called, as she climbed into jake's buggy, "gut-by, mary, it looks fer rain." "yes" said jake, "i think it gives rain before we get back yet. the cornfodder in the barn this morning was damp like it had water on it." and said mary, "the fragrance of the flowers was particularly noticeable early this morning." jake, as it happened, was no false prophet. it did rain before evening. later in the day, mary and ralph drove to a near-by town, leaving horse and carriage at the hotel until their return in the evening, and boarded a train for allentown. on arriving there, they decided to walk up hamilton street, and later take a car out to the fair grounds. as they sauntered slowly up the main street, mary noticed a small church built between two large department stores and stopped to read a tablet on the church, which informed the passerby that "this is to commemorate the concealment of the liberty bell during the revolutionary war. this tablet was erected by the liberty bell chapter of the daughters of the revolution." the first zion's reformed church was founded in . in front of the church a rough block of granite, erected to the memory of john jacob mickley, contained the following inscription: "in commemoration of the saving of the liberty bell from the british in . under cover of darkness and with his farm team, he, john mickley, hauled the liberty bell from independence hall, philadelphia, through the british lines, to bethlehem, where the wagon broke down. the bell was transferred to another wagon, brought to allentown, placed beneath the floor of the _second_ church building of zion's reformed church, where it remained secreted nearly a year. this _tablet_ was placed by the order of the assembly of the commonwealth of pennsylvania, june nd, , under the auspices of the pennsylvania daughters of the revolution." this was all very interesting to a girl who had been born and reared in philadelphia; one who in earliest childhood had been taught to love and venerate the "old bell." ralph was quite as interested in reading about the old bell as was mary, and said; "did you know that the city of philadelphia purchased the state house property, which included the bell, in , in consideration of the sum of seventy thousand dollars? no building is ever to be erected on the ground inside the wall on the south side of the state house, but it is to remain a public green and walk forever?" [illustration] "no," replied mary, "i did not know that. i don't think we will see anything of greater interest than this at the fair." "i understand," said ralph, "this is the third church building built on this site, where the original church stood in which the bell was secreted." mary, possessing a fair share of the curiosity usually attributed to the "female of the species," on noticing the church door standing ajar, asked ralph to step inside with her, thinking to find the caretaker within; but no one was visible. a deep silence reigned in the cool, dim interior of the house of god. one could almost feel the silence, 'twas so impressive. slowly they walked up the wide church aisle and stood before the quaint baptismal font. a stray sunbeam glancing through one of the beautiful, variously-colored memorial windows, lighted up the pictured saint-like faces over the chancel, making them appear as if imbued with life. mary softly whispered to ralph, as if loath to profane the sacredness of the place by loud talking, "i seem to hear a voice saying, 'the lord is in his holy temple.'" quietly retracing their steps, they, without meeting any one, emerged into the bright sunlight and were soon in the midst of the turmoil and traffic incident to the principal business street of a city. the young folks boarded a trolley and in a short time reached the fair grounds, which offered many attractions to ralph as well as mary. the latter was interested in the fine display of needlework, fruits, flowers and vegetables of unusual size. aunt sarah's bread won a prize. a blue ribbon attached to frau schmidt's highly-prized, old-fashioned, patchwork quilt, showed it to be a winner. ralph, being interested in the pens of fancy chickens, prize cattle, etc., mary reluctantly left the woman's department of fancy work, and other interesting things, and accompanied him. on their way to the outlying cattle sheds they noticed two lovers sitting on a bench. upon a second glance they were convinced that it was jake and sibylla. jake, beaming with happiness, said, "sibylla vos side by me yet?" they were busily engaged eating a lunch consisting of rolls with hot "weiners" between the two halves, or, as jake called them, "doggies," munching pretzels and peanuts between sips of strong coffee, both supremely happy. a yearly visit to the allentown fair on "big thursday," was _the event_ in their dull, prosaic lives. [illustration: durham cave] chapter xxx. fritz schmidt explores durham cave. it appeared to be nothing new for fritz schmidt to get into trouble; rather the contrary. one day in early fall, after the first frost, he, in company with a number of boys, drove to durham, not many miles distant from his home, in search of persimmons, the crop of which, on account of the severity of the preceding winter, old farmers had predicted would be exceedingly heavy. fritz did not tell the boys of his intention to explore a cave which he had been told was in the neighborhood, thinking it would be a good joke to explore the cave first, then tell the boys later of his adventure. the old gentleman from whom fritz gained his information relative to the cave aroused the boy's curiosity by saying, "very many years ago, a skeleton was found in durham cave and one of the bones, on examination, proved to be the thigh bone of a human being. how he came there, or the manner of his death, was never known." a large room in the cave is known as "queen esther's drawing room," where, tradition has it "queen esther," or catharine montour, which was her rightful name, at one time inhabited this cave with some of her indian followers. fritz accidentally stumbled upon the mouth of the cave. none of the other boys being in sight, fritz quickly descended into the cave, which was dark as night. by lighting a second match as quickly as one was burned, he explored quite a distance, when, accidentally dropping his box of matches, the burning match in his hand, at the same moment, flickered faintly, then went out, leaving fritz in darkness. imagine the feelings of the boy, as he groped unsuccessfully on the floor of the cavern for the lost match box. finally, he gave up in despair. fritz was not a cowardly boy, but while searching for the matches, he, without thinking, had turned around several times, lost his bearings and knew not in which direction to go to reach the opening of the cave. he heard strange noises which he imagined were bats flopping their wings. there appeared to be something uncanny about the place, and fritz devoutly wished himself out in the sunshine, when a quotation he had frequently heard his father use came into his mind: "more things are wrought by prayer than this world dreams of." so fritz knelt down and prayed as he had been taught to pray at his mother's knee, but more earnestly than he had ever prayed before in his life, that god would help him find his way out of the cave, believing that his prayer would be answered. and who shall say it was not answered? for, stumbling onward in the darkness, not knowing if he were coming toward the cave's entrance or going in the opposite direction, he eventually hailed with joy a faint streak of light which he followed, and it soon brought him to the mouth of the cave. he was surprised on joining his companions to find they had not been alarmed at his absence. he had been in the cave only thirty minutes, but to him it had seemed hours. fritz says to this day he has a horror of durham cave or "the devil's hole," as it was formerly called. [illustration: the woodland stream] chapter xxxi. mary's marriage. his vacation ended, after a busy season at the farm, ralph jackson returned to his work in the city, strong and robust. he had acquired the coat of tan which mary's uncle had predicted. physically strong as the "cave man" of old, he felt capable of moving mountains, and as was natural, he being only a human man, longed for the mate he felt god had intended should one day be his, as men have done since our first gardener, adam, and will continue to do until the end of time. when visiting the farm, an event which occurred about every two weeks, ralph constantly importuned mary to name an early day for their marriage. mary, with a young girl's impulsiveness, had given her heart unreservedly into the keeping of ralph jackson, her first sweetheart. mary was not naturally cold or unresponsive, neither was she lacking in passion. she had had a healthy girlhood, and a wholesome home life. she had been taught the conventional ideals of the marriage relations that have kept the race strong throughout the centuries. mary possessed great strength of character and fine moral courage. frequently, not wishing to show her real feeling for the young man; too well poised to be carried off into the wrong channel, defended and excused by many over-sentimental and light-headed novelists of the day, she sometimes appeared almost indifferent to the impetuous youth with warm, red blood leaping in his veins, who desired so ardently to possess her. mary's aunt had taught her the sanctity of parenthood, also that women are not always the weaker sex. there are times when they must show their superiority to "mere man" in being the stronger of the two, mentally if not physically, and ralph jackson knew when he called mary "wife" she would endow him with all the wealth of her pure womanhood, sacredly kept for the clean-souled young man, whose devotion she finally rewarded by promising to marry him the second week in october. sibylla linsabigler, a good but ignorant girl, accustomed to hearing her elder brothers speak slightingly regarding the sanctity of love and marriage, was greatly attached to mary, whom she admired exceedingly, and looked up to almost as a superior being. she unconsciously imitated many of mary's ways and mannerisms, and sought to adopt her higher ideals of life and standard of morals. one sunday, as jake crouthamel was spending the evening with sibylla, as was his usual custom, he attempted some slight familiarity, which annoyed sibylla greatly. jake, noticing the young girl's displeasure at his action, remarked, "i think me sibylla, you are stuck up yet" (a grave fault in the bucks county farm hand's opinion). "no, chake," sibylla replied, "i ain't, but mary, she say a man gives a girl more respect what keeps herself to herself before she is married, and i lofe you chake and want that you respect me if we marry." fritz and elizabeth schmidt, on hearing the news of mary's approaching marriage, promptly begged the privilege of decorating the old farm house parlor for the expected ceremony. they scoured the surrounding woods and countryside for decorations; along old stone fences and among shrubbery by the roadside they gathered large branches of bitter sweet. its racemes of orange-colored fruit, which later in the season becomes beautiful, when the orange gives place to a brilliant red, the outer covering of the berry turns back upon the stems, forming one of the prettiest pictures imaginable in late autumn. they also gathered branches of feathery wild clematis, which, after the petals had fallen, resembled nothing so much as a cluster of apple seeds, each seed tipped with what appeared like a tiny osprey feather. from the woods near the farm they gathered quantities of trailing ground pine and rainbow-tinted leaves from the numerous brilliant scarlet and yellow maples, which appeared brighter in contrast to the sober-hued trees of shellbark, oak and chestnut. [illustration: polly schmidt.] the wedding gifts sent to mary were odd, useful and numerous. the campfire girls, to whom she became endeared, gave her a "kitchen shower," consisting of a clothes basket (woven by an old basketmaker from the willows growing not far distant), filled to overflowing with everything imaginable that could possibly be useful to a young housekeeper, from the half dozen neatly-hemmed linen, blue ribbon tied, dish clothes, to really handsome embroidered articles from the girls to whom she had given instructions in embroidery during the past summer. sibylla's wedding present to mary was the work of her own strong, willing hands, and was as odd and original as useful. 'twas a "door mat" made from corn husks, braided into a rope, then sewed round and round and formed into an oval mat. mary laughingly told sibylla she thought when 'twas placed on her kitchen doorstep she'd ask every one to please step over it, as it was too pretty to be trod on, which greatly pleased the young girl, who had spent many hours of loving thought and labor on the simple, inexpensive gift. mary received from professor schmidt a small but excellent copy of one of the world's most famous pictures, "the night watch," painted by rembrandt, in . "my dear," said the old professor, "i saw what _was said to be_ the original of this painting, the property of queen wilhelmina of holland, at the st. louis exposition in . it was in a small, separate building. the size of the picture was fifteen feet by twenty feet. it is the largest and best known of rembrandt's works. it acquired the wrong title of 'night watch' in a period when, owing to the numerous coats of varnish and the effect of smoke and dust, it had gotten so dark in appearance that only the most lucid parts could be discerned. nowadays, nobody doubts that the light falling from the left on the boisterous company is that of the sun. the musketeers are remarching out of the high archway of their hall, crossing the street in front of it, and going up a bridge. the architecture of the building is a product of rembrandt's imagination. the steps, also, which we see the men descending, were put there simply to make those at the back show out above those in the front ranks. the march out was to be above all a portrait group. sixteen persons had each paid their contributions, a hundred guilders on the average, to have their likenesses transmitted to posterity, and every one of them was therefore to be fully visible." "it is certainly a wonderful picture," said mary, "and while i have seen few pictures painted by old masters, i think, even with my limited knowledge of art, i cannot fail to appreciate this excellent copy, and i thank you heartily. professor, and shall always be reminded of you when i look at this copy of a great work." mary would not go empty-handed to ralph at her marriage. her "hope chest" in the attic was full to overflowing, and quite unique in itself, as it consisted of an old, in fact ancient, wooden dough-tray used in times past by aunt sarah's grandmother. beside it stood a sewing table, consisting of three discarded broom handles supporting a cheese-box cover, with wooden cheese-box underneath for holding mary's sewing; stained brown and cretonne lined. mary valued it as the result of the combined labor of herself and ralph jackson. a roll of new, home-made rag carpet, patchwork quilts and "new colonial" rugs, jars of fruit, dried sweet corn, home-made soap, crocks of apple butter, jellies, jams and canned vegetables all bore evidence of mary's busy summer at the farm. the day of mary's marriage, the twelfth of october, dawned clear and bright, sunshine warm as a day in june. in the centre of the gayly-decorated old farm house parlor, wearing a simple, little, inexpensive dress of soft, creamy muslin, we find mary standing beside ralph, who is looking supremely satisfied and happy, although a trifle pale and nervous, listening to the solemn words of the minister. ralph's "i will" sounded clearly and distinctly through the long room. mary, with a sweet, serious, faraway look in her blue eyes, repeated slowly after the minister, "i promise to love, honor and"--then a long pause. she glanced shyly up at the young man by her side as if to make sure he was worth it, then in a low, clear tone, added, "obey." ralph jackson certainly deserved the appellation "cave man" given him by fritz schmidt. he was considerably more than six feet in height, with broad, square shoulders, good features, a clear brain and a sound body. he had never used intoxicants of any description. he sometimes appeared quite boyish in his ways, for on account of his matured look and great size he was frequently judged to be older than he really was. aunt sarah had provided a bounteous repast for the few friends assembled, and while looking after the comfort of her guests tears dimmed the kindly, gray eyes at the thought of parting from mary. small polly schmidt, as flower girl at the wedding, was so excited she scarcely knew if she should laugh or cry, and finally compromised by giving mary what she called a "bear hug," much to mary's amusement. fritz gravely said: "allow me to congratulate you, mr. jackson," and turning to mary, "i wish you a beautiful and happy life, mrs. jackson." mary blushed becomingly on hearing her new name for the first time. bidding farewell to friends, mary and ralph, accompanied by her uncle, were driven by "chake" to the depot in a near-by town, where they boarded the train for the little, newly-furnished home in the suburbs of philadelphia, the deed of which was mary's wedding gift from her uncle, in appreciation of her faithful service on the farm during the summer and for the brightness she had brought into his life and the lives of those with whom she had come in contact, as every one at the farm had felt the captivating charm and winning sweetness of the young girl. as the train came in sight, the old gentleman, in a voice husky with emotion, bade the young couple, just starting the journey of life together, an affectionate farewell, and repeated solemnly, almost as a benediction, "es salamu aleikum." [illustration] mary's collection of recipes small economies, "left-overs" or "iverich bleibst" as aunt sarah called them. "the young housewife," said aunt sarah to mary, in a little talk on small economies in the household, "should never throw away pieces of hard cheese. grate them and keep in a cool, dry place until wanted, then spread lightly over the top of a dish of macaroni, before baking; or sprinkle over small pieces of dough remaining after baking pies, roll thin, cut in narrow strips like straws, and bake light brown in a hot oven, as 'cheese straws.'" wash and dry celery tips in oven, and when not wished for soup they may be used later for seasoning. the undesirable outer leaves of a head of lettuce, if fresh and green, may be used if cut fine with scissors, and a german salad dressing added. the heart of lettuce should, after washing carefully, be placed in a piece of damp cheese cloth and put on ice until wanted, then served at table "au natural," with olive oil and vinegar or mayonnaise dressing to suit individual taste. should you have a large quantity of celery, trim and carefully wash the roots, cut them fine and add to soup as flavoring. almost all vegetables may be, when well cooked, finely mashed, strained, and when added to stock, form a nourishing soup by the addition of previously-cooked rice or barley. add small pieces of meat, well-washed bones cut from steaks or roasts, to the stock pot. small pieces of ham or bacon (left-overs), also bacon or ham _gravy_ not thickened with flour may be used occasionally, when making german salad dressing for dandelion, endive, lettuce or water cress, instead of frying fresh pieces of bacon. [illustration: an old fashioned bucks county bake oven] it is a great convenience, also economical, to keep a good salad dressing on hand, and when the white of an egg is used, the yolk remaining may he added at once to the salad dressing (previously prepared). mix thoroughly, cook a minute and stand away in a cool place. young housekeepers will be surprised at the many vegetables, frequently left-overs, from which appetizing salads may be made by the addition of a couple tablespoonfuls of mayonnaise, besides nut meats, lettuce, watercress, celery and fruit, all of which may be used to advantage. a good potato salad is one of the cheapest and most easily prepared salads. a german dressing for dandelions, lettuce or potatoes may be prepared in a few minutes by adding a couple of tablespoonfuls of salad dressing (which the forehanded housewife will always keep on hand) to a little hot ham or bacon gravy. stirring it while hot over the salad and serving at once. a cup of mashed potatoes, left over from dinner, covered and set aside in a cool place, may be used the next day, with either milk or potato water, to set a sponge for "dutch cake," or cinnamon buns with equally good results as if they had been freshly boiled (if the potatoes be heated luke-warm and mashed through a sieve); besides the various other ways in which cold boiled potatoes may be used. fruit juices or a couple tablespoonfuls of tart jelly or preserved fruit may be added to mincemeat with advantage. housewives should make an effort to give their family good, plain, nourishing, wholesome food. the health of the family depends so largely on the quality of food consumed. when not having time, strength or inclination to bake cake, pies or puddings, have instead good, sweet, home-made bread and fruit; if nothing else, serve stewed fruit or apple sauce. omit meat occasionally from the bill of fare and serve instead a dish of macaroni and cheese and fruit instead of other dessert. serve a large, rich, creamy rice pudding for the children's lunch. when eggs are cheap and plentiful make simple custards, old-fashioned cornmeal puddings, tapioca, bread puddings and gelatine with fruits. these are all good, wholesome, and not expensive, and in summer may be prepared in the cool of the early morning with small outlay of time, labor or money. plan your housework well the day before and have everything in readiness. the pudding may be placed in the oven and baked white preparing breakfast, economizing coal and the time required for other household duties. every wife and mother who does her own housework and cooking these days (and their number is legion) knows the satisfaction one experiences, especially in hot weather, in having dinner and luncheon planned and partly prepared early in the morning before leaving the kitchen to perform other household tasks. another small economy of aunt sarah's was the utilizing of cold mashed potatoes in an appetizing manner. the mashed potatoes remaining from a former meal were put through a small fruit press or ricer to make them light and flaky. to one heaped cup of mashed potatoes (measured before pressing them through fruit press) she added / cup of soft, stale bread crumbs, / cup of flour sifted with / teaspoonful of baking powder. mix in lightly with a fork yolk of one egg, then the stiffly beaten white, seasoned with salt and a little minced onion or parsley, or both. with well-floured hands she molded the mixture into balls the size of a shelled walnut, dropped into rapidly boiling water and cooked them uncovered from to minutes, then skimmed them from the water and browned in a pan with a little butter and served on platter with meat, a pot roast or beef preferred. from the above quantity of potatoes was made five potato balls. the many uses of stale bread never waste stale bread, as it may be used to advantage in many ways. the young housewife will be surprised at the many good, wholesome and appetizing dishes which may be made from stale bread, with the addition of eggs and milk. take a half dozen slices of stale bread of equal size and place in a hot oven a few minutes to become crisped on the outside so they may be quickly toasted over a hot fire, a delicate brown. butter them and for breakfast serve with a poached egg on each slice. a plate of hot, crisp, nicely-browned and buttered toast is always a welcome addition to the breakfast table. serve creamed asparagus tips on slices of toast for luncheon. the economical housewife carefully inspects the contents of her bread box and refrigerator every morning before planning her meals for the day, and is particular to use scraps of bread and left-over meat and vegetables as quickly as possible. especially is this necessary in hot weather. never use any food unless perfectly sweet and fresh. if otherwise, it is unfit for use. loaves of bread which have become stale can be freshened if wrapped in a damp cloth for a few minutes, then remove and place in a hot oven until heated through. for a change, toast slices of stale bread quite crisp and serve a plate of hot, plain toast at table, to be eaten broken in small pieces in individual bowls of cold milk. still another way is to put the stiffly-beaten white of an egg on the centre of a hot, buttered slice of toast, carefully drop the yolk in the centre of the beaten white and place in hot oven a few minutes to cook. serve with a bit of butter on top, season with pepper and salt. serve at once. another way to use stale bread is to toast slices of bread, spread with butter, pour over cup of hot milk, in which has been beaten egg and a pinch of salt. serve in a deep dish. or a cup of hot milk may be poured over crisply-toasted slices of buttered bread, without the addition of an egg. "brod grummella" in a bowl containing cup of soft bread crumbs pour cup of sweet milk, then add the slightly-beaten yolks of three eggs, a little pepper and salt, then the stiffly-beaten whites of the three eggs. place in a fry-pan a tablespoonful of butter and of lard or drippings; when quite hot pour the omelette carefully in the pan. when it begins to "set" loosen around the edges and from the bottom with a knife. when cooked turn one side over on the other half, loosen entirely from the pan, then slide carefully on a hot platter and serve at once. garnish with parsley. croutons and crumbs still another way is to make croutons. cut stale bread into small pieces, size of dice, brown in hot oven and serve with soup instead of serving crackers. small pieces of bread that cannot be used otherwise should be spread over a large pan, placed in a moderate oven and dried until crisp. they may then be easily rolled fine with a rolling-pin or run through the food chopper and then sifted, put in a jar, stood in a dry place until wanted, but not in an air-tight jar. tie a piece of cheese-cloth over the top of jar. these crumbs may be used for crumbing eggplant, oysters, veal cutlets or croquettes. all should be dipped in beaten white of eggs and then in the crumbs, seasoned with salt and pepper, then floated in a pan of hot fat composed of / lard and / suet. all except veal cutlets. they should be crumbed, not floated in deep fat, but fried slowly in a couple tablespoonfuls of butter and lard. also fry fish in a pan of hot fat. shad is particularly fine, prepared in this manner (when not baked). cut in small pieces, which when breaded are floated in hot fat. if the fat is the right temperature when the fish is put in, it absorbs less fat than when fried in a small quantity of lard and butter. "zweibach" cut wheat bread in slices not too thin. place in a warm, not hot, oven, and allow it to remain until thoroughly dry and crisp. place in a toaster or a wire broiler over a hot fire and toast a golden brown and allow it to remain in the oven until toasted. keep in cool place until used. zweibach is considered more wholesome than fresh bread. "german" egg bread cut stale bread into slices about / inch thick. cut slices in half, and soak for a few minutes, turning frequently, in the following mixtures: pint of sweet milk, eggs, teaspoonful flour mixed smooth with a little of the cold milk and a pinch of salt. fry half dozen slices of thinly-sliced bacon in a pan. put bacon, when fried, in oven to keep hot. dip the slices of soaked bread in fine, dried bread crumbs and fry quickly in the bacon fat (to which has been added one tablespoon of butter) to a golden brown. serve at once on the same platter with the bacon, or instead of using bacon fat, fry the crumbed bread in sweet drippings, or a tablespoonful each of lard and butter. this is an appetizing and wholesome breakfast or luncheon dish, served with a tart jelly, either currant or grape. creamed toast partly fill a large tureen with slices of crisply-browned and buttered toast. (slices of bread which have become dry and hard may be used for this dish.) when ready to serve, not before, pour over the toasted slices quart of hot milk to which teaspoonful of flour or cornstarch has been added, after being mixed smoothly with a little cold milk or water and cooked a few minutes until thick as cream. add also a pinch of salt. if milk is not plentiful, prepare one pint of milk and dip each slice of toasted bread quickly in a bowl of hot water; place in a deep dish and quickly pour over the hot milk, to which a tablespoonful of butter has been added, and serve at once. bread and rolls bread, called the "staff of life," on account of its nutritive value, should head the list of foods for human consumption. bread making should stand first in the "science of cooking," as there is no one food upon which the comfort, health and well-being of the average family so largely depends as upon good bread. there is absolutely no reason why the housewife of the present day should not have good, sweet, wholesome, home-made bread, if good yeast, good flour and common-sense are used. the milk or water used to mix with flour for making bread sponge should be lukewarm. if too hot, the loaves will be full of holes and coarse grained. if too cold the bread, chilled, will not rise as it should have done had the liquid used been the right temperature. good bread may be made by using milk, potato water or whey (drained from thick sour milk), and good bread may be made by simply using lukewarm water. i prefer a mixture of milk and water to set sponge. milk makes a fine-grained, white bread, but it soon dries out and becomes stale. bread rises more slowly when milk is used. when mashed potatoes are used, the bread keeps moist a longer time. should you wish extra fine, white, delicate bread, add one cup of sweet cream to the liquid when setting sponge. when milk is used the dough is slower in rising, but makes a creamy-looking and fine-flavored bread. when one fleischman yeast cake is used in any recipe the ordinary half-ounce cake of compressed yeast is intended, twenty-eight cakes in a pound. these are usually kept in a large refrigerator in a temperature of degrees and should not be kept longer in the home than three days in summer or six days in winter, and should always be kept in a cool place until used, if the cook would have success when using. use the best hard, spring wheat flour obtainable for baking bread, or any sponge raised with yeast, as this flour contains a greater quantity of gluten and makes bread of high nutritive value. winter wheat maybe used for cake-making and for baking pastry with excellent results, although costing less than spring wheat. always sift flour before using, when setting sponge for bread. when mixing sponge use one quart liquid to about three pounds of flour. "aunt sarah" always cut several gashes with a sharp knife on top of loaves when ready to be placed in oven. she also made several cuts across the top of loaves with a hot knife when set to rise to allow gas to escape. if an impression made on a loaf of bread with the finger remains, the bread is light. if the dent disappears, then the loaf is not light enough to be placed in the oven; give it more time to rise. an experienced cook, noted for the excellence and size of her loaves of bread, said she always inverted a pail over the pan containing loaves of bread when set to rise, and allowed the bread to remain covered after being placed in the oven. loaves will rise to a greater height if this is done. remove the covering to allow loaves to brown a short time before taking them from the oven. "aunt sarah" frequently placed four loaves in her large roasting pan, covered the pan, when set to rise, and allowed the cover to remain until loaves were nearly baked. she brushed the top and sides of loaves with melted butter when set to rise to allow of their being broken apart easily. a more crusty loaf is secured by placing each loaf singly in medium-sized bread tins. aunt sarah considered fleischman's compressed yeast the best commercial yeast in use, both quick and reliable, but thought better bread was never made than that made by her mother, as she had been taught to make it in years past, by the old-fashioned and slower "sponge method." she was invariably successful in making sweet, wholesome bread in that manner. she used home-made potato yeast or "cornmeal yeast cakes," under different names, always with good results. good bread may be made either by the old-fashioned "sponge" method or "straight." sponge method consists of a batter mixed from liquid yeast (usually home-made potato yeast is used) and a small part of the flour required for making the bread. this batter was usually set to rise at night and mixed up in the centre of a quantity of flour, in an old-fashioned wooden dough tray. the following morning enough flour was kneaded in to form a dough, and when well-raised and light, this dough was formed into loaves and placed in pans for the final rising. the more easily and more quickly made "straight" dough, when using fleischman's compressed yeast, is mixed in the morning and all the ingredients necessary are added at one time. it is then set to rise and, when the dough has doubled in bulk, it is kneaded down and when risen to once and half its size, shaped into loaves, placed in pans to rise and, when risen to top of pans, bake. better bread may be made from flour not freshly milled. flour should be kept in a dry place; it improves with moderate age. stand flour in a warm place to dry out several hours before using if you would have good bread. when baking bread the heat of the oven should not be _too great_ at _first_, or the outside of the bread will harden too quickly and inside the loaves will not be thoroughly baked before the crust is thick and dark. the temperature of the oven and time required for baking depend upon the size of the loaves, yet the bread should be placed in rather a quick oven, one in which the loaves should brown in about fifteen minutes, when the heat may be reduced, finishing the baking more slowly. small biscuits and rolls can stand a much hotter oven and quicker baking than large loaves, which must be heated slowly, and baked a longer time. a one-pound loaf should bake about one hour. on being taken from the oven, bread should be placed on a sieve, so that the air can circulate about it until it is thoroughly cooled. in the _farmers' bulletin_, we read: "the lightness and sweetness depend as much on the way bread is made as on the materials used." the greatest care should be used in preparing and baking the dough and in cooking and keeping the finished bread. though good housekeepers agree that light, well-raised bread can readily be made, with reasonable care and attention, heavy, badly-raised bread is unfortunately very common. such bread is not palatable and is generally considered to be unwholesome, and probably more indigestion has been caused by it than by any other badly-cooked food. as compared with most meats and vegetables, bread has practically no waste and is very completely digested, but it is usually too poor in proteins to be fittingly used as the sole article of diet, but when eaten with due quantities of other food, it is invaluable and well deserves its title of "staff of life." when the housewife "sets" bread sponge to rise over night, she should mix the sponge or dough quite late, and early in the morning mold it at once into shapely-looking loaves (should the sponge have had the necessary amount of flour added the night before for making a stiff dough). being aware of the great nutritive value of raisins and dried currants, aunt sarah frequently added a cup of either one or the other, well-floured, to the dough when shaping into loaves for the final rising. aunt sarah frequently used a mixture of butter and lard when baking on account of its being more economical, and for the reason that a lesser quantity of lard may be used; the shortening qualities being greater than that of butter. the taste of lard was never detected in her bread or cakes, they being noted for their excellence, as the lard she used was home-rendered, almost as sweet as dairy butter, free from taste or odor of pork. she always beat lard to a cream when using it for baking cakes, and salted it well before using, and i do not think the small quantity used could be objected to on hygienic principles. i have read "bread baking" is done once every three or four weeks, no oftener, in some of the farm houses of central europe, and yet stale bread is there unknown. their method of keeping bread fresh is to sprinkle flour into a large sack and into this pack the loaves, taking care to have the top crusts of bread touch each other. if they have to lie bottom to bottom, sprinkle flour between them. swing the sack in a dry place. it must swing and there must be plenty of flour between the loaves. it sounds more odd than reasonable, i confess. "bucks county" hearth-baked rye bread (as made by aunt sarah) quart sweet milk (scalded and cooled). tablespoonful lard or butter. table spoonsful sugar. / tablespoonful salt. cup wheat flour. quarts rye flour (this includes the one cup of wheat flour). fleischman yeast cake or cup of potato yeast. [illustration: "bucks county" rye bread] pour quart of luke-warm milk in a bowl holding quarts. add butter, sugar and salt, - / quarts rye flour and cup of yeast, or one fleischman's yeast cake, dissolved in a little lukewarm water. beat thoroughly, cover with cloth, and set in a warm place to rise about three hours, or until it almost reaches the top of bowl. when light, stir in the remaining - / quarts of rye flour, in which one cup of wheat is included; turn out on a well-floured bake board and knead about twenty minutes. shape dough into one high, round loaf, sprinkle flour _liberally_ over top and sides of loaf, and place carefully into the clean bowl on top of a _well-floured_ cloth. cover and set to rise about one hour, when it should be light and risen to top of bowl. turn the bowl containing the loaf carefully upside down on the centre of a hot sheet iron taken from the hot oven and placed on top of range. a tablespoonful of flour should have been sifted over the sheet iron before turning the loaf out on it. remove cloth from dough carefully after it has been turned from bowl and place the sheet iron containing loaf _immediately in the hot oven_, as it will then rise at once and not spread. bake at least sixty minutes. bread is seldom baked long enough to be wholesome, especially graham and rye bread. when baked and still hot, brush the top of loaf with butter and wash the bottom of loaf well with a cloth wrung out of cold water, to soften the lower, hard-baked crust. wrap in a damp cloth and stand aside to cool where the air will circulate around it. always set rye bread to rise early in the morning of the same day it is to be baked, as rye sponge sours more quickly than wheat sponge. the bread baked from this recipe has the taste of bread which, in olden times, was baked in the brick ovens of our grandmother's day, and that bread was unexcelled. i know of what i am speaking, having watched my grandmother bake bread in an old-fashioned brick oven, and have eaten hearth-baked rye bread, baked directly on the bottom of the oven, and know, if this recipe be closely followed, the young housewife will have sweet, wholesome bread. some germans use kumel or caraway seed in rye bread. aunt sarah's loaves of rye bread, baked from the above recipe, were invariably - / inches high, - / inches in diameter and inches in circumference and always won a blue ribbon at country fairs and farmers' picnics. in the oven of aunt sarah's range was always to be found a piece of sheet iron inches in length by inches in width. the three edges of the sheet iron turned down all around to a depth of half an inch, the two opposite corners being cut off about a half inch, to allow of its being turned down. it is a great convenience for young housewives to possess two of these sheet-iron tins, or "baking sheets," when baking small cakes or cookies, as being raised slightly from the bottom of the oven, cakes are less liable to scorch and bake more evenly. one sheet may be filled while baking another sheetful of cakes. in this manner a large number of cakes may be baked in a short time. this baking sheet was turned the opposite way, upside down, when baking a loaf of rye bread on it, and when the loaf of bread was partly baked the extra baking sheet was slipped under the bottom of the one containing the loaf, in case the oven was quite hot, to prevent the bottom of the bread scorching. wheat bread may be baked in the same manner as rye bread, substituting wheat flour for rye. these baking sheets may be made by any tinsmith, and young housewives, i know, would not part with them, once they realize how invaluable they are for baking small cakes on them easily and quickly. "frau schmidts" good white bread (sponge method) to one quart of potato water, drained from potatoes which were boiled for mid-day dinner, she added about / cup of finely-mashed hot potatoes and stood aside. about four o'clock in the afternoon she placed one pint of lukewarm potato water and mashed potatoes in a bowl with / cup of granulated sugar and / a dissolved fleischman's yeast cake, beat all well together, covered with a cloth and stood in a warm place until light and foamy. about nine o'clock in the evening she added the reserved pint of (lukewarm) potato water and / tablespoonful of salt to the yeast sponge, with enough warmed, well-dried flour to stiffen, and kneaded it until dough was fine-grained. she also cut through the dough frequently with a sharp knife. when the dough was elastic and would not adhere to molding-board or hands, she placed it in a bowl, brushed melted lard or butter over top to prevent a crust forming, covered warmly with a cloth and allowed it to stand until morning. frau schmidt always rose particularly early on bake day, for fear the sponge might fall or become sour, if allowed to stand too long. she molded the dough into four small loaves, placed it in pans to rise until it doubled its original bulk. when light she baked it one hour. bread made according to these directions was fine-grained, sweet and wholesome. she always cut several gashes across top of loaf with a sharp knife when loaves were set to rise, to allow gas to escape. excellent "graham bread" at . a.m. place in a quart measure / cup of sweet cream and - / cups of milk, after being scalded ( quart all together). when lukewarm, add fleischman yeast cake, dissolved in a little of the luke warm milk, tablespoonfuls sugar and tablespoonful salt. add cups each of white bread flour and cups of graham flour (in all cups or - / quarts of flour). mix well together and stand in a warm place, closely covered, a couple of hours, until well-risen. then stir sponge down and add about - / cups each of graham and of white flour. (sponge for graham bread should not be quite as stiff as a sponge prepared from white flour.) set to rise again for an hour, or longer; when light, stir down sponge and turn on to a well-floured board. knead well, divide into four portions, mold into four small, shapely loaves, brush with soft butter, place in well-greased pans, set to rise, and in about one hour they should be ready to put in a moderately-hot oven. bake about fifty minutes. graham bread should be particularly well-baked. brush loaves, when baked, with butter, which makes a crisp crust with a nutty flavor. should cream not be available, one quart of scalded milk, containing one tablespoonful of butter, may be used with good results. if cream be used with the milk, no shortening is required in the bread. bread is considered more wholesome when no shortening is used in its preparation. graham bread (an old recipe) cups sour milk cups sweet milk or water. teaspoon soda (salaratus) graham flour. / cup molasses. tablespoonful melted butter. pinch of salt. stiffen about as thick as ordinary molasses cake. bake at once. "mary's" recipe for wheat bread cup sweet milk (scalded). cup cold water. cake fleischman's yeast (dissolved in a small quantity of luke-warm water). - / teaspoonfuls sugar. rounded teaspoonful salt. tablespoonful butter. flour, about - / quarts. this makes good bread and, as bread is apt to chill if set over night in a cold kitchen, or sour if allowed to stand over night in summer, set this sponge early in the morning. stiffen with flour and knead about minutes; place the dough in a covered bowl in a warm place to rise about two hours and when well-risen and light, knead and stand one hour. then mold into shapely loaves, place in pans, brush tops of loaves with melted butter, and when doubled in bulk, in about minutes put in an oven which is so hot you can hold your hand in only while you count thirty, or if a little flour browns in the oven in about six minutes, it is hot enough for bread. the oven should be hot enough to brown the bread slightly five minutes after being put in. medium-sized loaves of bread require from / of an hour to one hour to bake. when bread is sufficiently baked it can be told by turning the loaf over and rapping with the knuckles on the bottom of the loaf. if it sounds hollow, it is thoroughly baked, and should be taken from the oven. stand loaves up on end against some object, where the air can circulate around them, and brush a little butter over the top to soften the crust. an authority on the chemistry of foods cautious housewives against cooling loaves of bread too rapidly after taking from the oven, and i should like to add a word of caution against eating fresh breads of any kind. bread should be baked at least twelve hours before being eaten. the sponge for this bread was set at o'clock in the morning; bread was baked at . . from pint of liquid, cake of yeast and about - / quarts of flour were made two loaves of bread. more yeast is required to raise a sponge containing sugar, eggs and shortening than is required to raise bread sponge containing only liquid, flour and yeast. "frau schmidts" easily-made graham bread should you care to have a couple of loaves of graham bread instead of all-wheat, take a generous cup of the above sponge before it is stiffened beyond a thick batter, and add one tablespoonful of brown sugar or molasses, stiffen with graham flour (not quite as stiff as when making wheat bread), rub butter or lard on top of dough, cover and set in a warm place to rise. when light, mold into one small loaf (never make graham bread into large loaves), place in oblong pan, cover, let stand until light, about - / hours, when it should have doubled in size; put in oven and bake thoroughly. when the loaf is taken from the oven, brush butter over the top. this keeps the crust moist. if a wholesome loaf of "corn bread" is wished, use fine, yellow, granulated cornmeal to stiffen the sponge instead of graham flour; do not make dough too stiff. whole-wheat bread pint boiling water. pint sweet milk. / fleischman's yeast cake dissolved in luke-warm water. / tablespoon salt. flour. when the milk and water are lukewarm add the yeast cake and salt. then add enough whole wheat flour to make a thin batter. let stand in a warm place three or four hours. then stir in as much wheat flour (whole wheat) as can be stirred in well with a large spoon, and pour into well-greased pans. let rise to double its bulk; then bake from three-fourths to one hour, according to the size of the loaves. this quantity makes three loaves. nut bread cups graham flour. cup wheat flour. teaspoons baking powder. cup chopped english walnuts. cup sugar. small teaspoon "mapleine" flavoring (if liked). / cup milk. pinch salt. / cup floured raisins (seeded). put in a good-sized bread pan and bake on hour in a moderate oven. strange as it may seem, this bread is lighter and better if allowed to stand a half hour before being placed in the oven to bake. frau schmidts "quick bread" the professor's wife seldom used any liquid except water to set a sponge for bread. she seldom used any shortening. she taught mary to make bread by the following process, which she considered superior to any other. from the directions given, housewives may think more time devoted to the making of a couple of loaves of bread than necessary; also, that too great a quantity of yeast was used; but the bread made by "frau schmidt" was excellent, quickly raised and baked. the whole process consumed only about four hours' time, and how could time be more profitably spent than in baking sweet, crusty loaves of bread, even in these strenuous days when the efficient housekeeper plans to conserve strength, time and labor? first, two fleischman's compressed yeast cakes were placed in a bowl and dissolved with tablespoonfuls of luke-warm water; she then added cup of lukewarm water, / tablespoonful of sugar and / teaspoonful of salt and stirred all well together. the bowl containing this yeast foam was allowed to stand in a warm place, closely covered, one hour. at the end of that time the yeast mixture should be light and foamy. it was then poured into the centre of a bowl containing about - / cups of _warmed_ flour, mixing the foamy yeast with a _portion_ of the flour to make a soft sponge, leaving a wall of flour around the inside edge of bowl, as our grandmothers used to do in olden times when they mixed a sponge for bread of liquid flour and yeast, in one end of the old-fashioned wooden "dough tray," using a wooden stick or small paddle for stirring together the mixture. the bowl containing the sponge was placed in a warm place to rise. in about or minutes / cup of lukewarm water was added to the sponge, stirring in all the outside wall of flour until a dough, the proper consistency for bread, was formed. the dough was turned out on the molding board and given a couple of quick, deft turns with the hands for several minutes, then placed in the bowl and again set to rise in a warm place, free from draughts, for or minutes. when light, with hands slightly greased with butter, she kneaded the dough a short time, until smooth and elastic, divided the dough into two portions, placed each loaf in warmed, well-greased bread pans and stood in a warm place about / hour. then turned the contents of bread pans onto bake-board, one at a time. cut each loaf into three portions, rolled each piece into long, narrow strips with the palms of the hands. pinched ends of the three strips together and braided or plaited them into a braid almost the length of bread pan. placed each braided loaf in a bread pan and set to raise as before. when well-raised, brush the top of loaves with melted butter. bake about three-quarters of an hour in a moderately-hot oven. an old-fashioned way of testing the heat of the oven was to hold the hand in the oven while counting thirty. should one be unable to bear the heat of oven a longer time, then the temperature was correct for baking bread. should one be able to allow the hand to remain in the oven a longer time, the heat of the oven should be increased. as a result of carefully following these minute directions, even an inexperienced housewife should have sweet, wholesome bread. frau schmidt insisted that rolling portions of dough separately before combining in a loaf, as for braided loaves, caused the bread to have a finer texture than if just shaped into round loaves. an "oatmeal loaf" for a loaf of oatmeal bread, place cup of crushed oats, or common oatmeal, in a bowl, pour over / cup of hot milk. when luke warm, add cup of sponge, or batter, reserved from that raised over night for making loaves of white bread; teaspoonful butter, teaspoonful sugar and / teaspoonful salt, and about scant cups of white flour. knead a few minutes, set to rise in a warm place, closely covered, about one hour or until doubled in bulk. then knead down and form into a shapely loaf, place in a pan, brush melted butter over lop (this improves crust), and when raised, doubled in bulk (in about one hour), place in a moderately hot oven and bake from to minutes. raisins may be added to this loaf, if liked. mary preferred this oatmeal loaf to graham bread. the sponge or batter from which this oatmeal-loaf was made had been prepared in the following manner: to - / cups of luke-warm potato water was added teaspoonful of sugar, cake of yeast; when dissolved, add - / cups of white bread flour. beat all together well, stand closely-covered in a warm place until the following morning. from one cup of this sponge was made one oatmeal loaf, and to the other cup of sponge white flour was added for a loaf of white bread or rolls. aunt sarah's white bread (sponge method) prepare the following "yeast sponge" at noon, the day preceding that on which you bake bread: place in a bowl (after the mid-day meal) quart of potato water (containing no salt), in which potatoes were boiled; also two medium-sized, finely-mashed potatoes, tablespoonful of sugar and, when luke warm, add cup of good home-made or baker's yeast. mix all well together; then divide this mixture and pour each half into each of two -quart glass fruit jars. place covers tightly on jars and shake each jar well, to mix yeast and potato-water thoroughly. stand yeast in a warm place near the kitchen range over night. jars should be _covered only_ with a napkin. the sponge should become light and foamy. in the morning use this freshly-prepared yeast to set sponge for bread. when preparing to set bread, place in a large bowl pint of potato water, tablespoonful of sugar, pint of the yeast sponge, / teaspoonful of salt, and use about pounds of sifted flour, well-dried and warmed. knead from to minutes, until a stiff dough is formed. the dough should be fine-grained and elastic and not stick to bake board. place dough in the bowl to rise; this should lake about four hours. when well-risen and light knead down and set to rise again, about - / hours. when light, mold into three large, shapely loaves; place in pans and allow to stand one hour. when loaves have doubled in bulk, are very light and show signs of cracking, invert a pan over top of loaves (if that was not done when loaves were put in pans), and place in a rather hot oven to bake. brush melted butter over loaves of bread when set to rise, it will cause bread to have a crisp crust when baked. the old-fashioned way of testing the heat of an oven was to hold the hand in the oven, if possible, while one counted thirty. the pint of yeast remaining in jar may be kept in a cool place one week, and may be used during this time in making fresh "yeast foam." this should always be prepared the day before baking bread. always prepare double the quantity of "yeast foam." use half to set bread, and reserve half for next baking. bread baked from this recipe has frequently taken first prize at county fairs and farmers' picnics. when baking bread, the oven should be quite hot when bread is first placed therein, when the bread should rise about an inch; then the heat of the oven should he lessened and in a half hour a brown crust should begin forming; and during the latter part of the hour (the time required for baking an ordinary-sized loaf) the heat of the oven should be less, causing the bread to bake slowly. should the heat of the oven not be great enough, when the loaves are placed within for baking, then poor bread would be the result. this method of making bread will insure most satisfactory results, although more troublesome than ordinary methods. recipe for "pulled bread" take a vienna loaf of bread, twelve-hours old, cut away all the crust with a clean-cut knife, then break away gently (with your fingers only) small finger-lengths of the bread, place in a moderate oven and brown a golden brown, and it is ready to serve. 'tis said six loaves will be required for one pound of this pulled bread. 'tis easily prepared in the home, but quite costly, when purchased. many people prefer "pulled bread" to fresh bread, as it is more wholesome. aunt sarah's "hutzel brod" pounds dried pears. pounds dried prunes. quarts juice of fruit and water. pound dried currants. pound seeded raisins. pound blanched and shredded almonds. pound chopped english walnut meats. - / ounces finely-shredded citron. - / ounces orange peel. / ounce chopped figs. ounce ground cinnamon. / ounce ground cloves. - / ounces anise seed. pounds flour (warmed and sifted). cakes compressed yeast. - / cups sugar. large tablespoon butter. tablespoon salt. tablespoons brandy or sherry. the whole recipe will make loaves of bread. this delicious german bread was usually made by "aunt sarah" one week before christmas. it may be kept two weeks, and at the end of that time still be good. it is rather expensive as regards fruit and nuts, but as no eggs are used, and a very small quantity of butter; and as bread containing fruit is so much more wholesome than rich fruit cake. i think american housewives would do well to bake this german bread occasionally. mary took one-fourth the quantity of everything called for in the recipe, except yeast. she used / of a cake of fleischman's yeast and / of each of the other ingredients, and from these baked three loaves of bread. the prunes and pears should be covered with cold water at night and allowed to stand until the following morning, when, after stewing until tender, the juice should be drained from the fruit and water added to the fruit-juice to measure two quarts. remove pits from prunes, cut pears and prunes in small pieces; stand aside. clean currants and raisins, blanch and shred almonds, chop walnut meats, citron, orange peel and figs; add cinnamon, cloves and anise seed. mix together flour and one quart of the fruit juice; add the compressed yeast cakes (dissolved in a little warm water), knead well, set a sponge as for ordinary bread; when raised, add the remaining quart of fruit juice, sugar, butter and salt. a small quantity of brandy or sherry may be added, but if not liked, fruit juice may be substituted. add the remaining ingredients, and knead thoroughly. allow dough to raise from two to three hours and when light form into loaves and allow to stand an hour, when bake. this quantity of dough should be made into twelve small loaves. should the flour and liquid used be warmed before mixing, the dough will raise more quickly. it simplifies the work if the fruits and nuts be prepared the day before the bread is baked. aunt sarah's white bread and rolls quart potato water. mashed potato. tablespoonful butter or lard. tablespoonful sugar. fleischman yeast cake, or cup good yeast. / tablespoonful salt. flour to stiffen (about three quarts). at o'clock in the evening put in a large bowl the mashed potato, the quart of luke-warm potato water (water in which potatoes were boiled for dinner), butter or sweet lard, sugar, salt, and mix with flour into a batter, to which add the fleischman's or any good yeast cake, dissolved in a little luke-warm water. beat well and stir in flour until quite stiff, turn out on a well-floured bake-board and knead well about minutes, until the dough is smooth, fine-grained and elastic, and does not stick lo the bake-board or hands. chop a knife through the dough several times; knead and chop again. this makes the bread finer and closer-grained, or, so aunt sarah thought. knead in all the flour necessary when first mixing the bread. when sufficiently kneaded, form into a large, round ball of dough, rub all over with soft lard, or butter, to prevent forming a crust on top and keep from sticking to bowl, and set to rise, closely-covered with a cloth and blanket, in a warm place until morning. in the morning the bread should be very light, doubled in quantity. take out enough dough for an ordinary loaf, separate this into three parts, roll each piece with the hand on the bake-board into long, narrow pieces. pinch the three pieces together at one end and braid, or plait, into a narrow loaf. brush over top with melted butter; set to rise in a warm place in a bread pan, closely-covered, until it doubles in size--or, if preferred, mold into ordinary-shaped loaves, and let rise until doubled in size, when bake in a moderately-hot oven with steady heat. frequently, when the "twist" loaves of bread were quite light and ready to be placed in the oven, aunt sarah brushed the tops with yolk of egg, or a little milk, then strewed "poppy seeds" thickly over. the poppy seeds give an agreeable flavor to the crust of the bread. aunt sarah's raised rolls (from bread dough) a portion of the white bread dough may be made into raised rolls. these rolls are excellent without additional shortening, or, in fact, without anything else being added. mold pieces of the bread dough into balls the size of a walnut; roll each piece flat with the rolling pin, dip in melted butter, fold and place close together in a bake pan. let rise _very_ light, then bake about minutes in a very hot oven. if a teaspoonful of flour browns in about two minutes in the oven, it is the right temperature for rolls. clover-leaf rolls take pieces of the bread dough, the size of a walnut, cut into three pieces, mold with the hand into round balls the size of small marbles; dip each one in melted butter, or butter and lard, and place three of these in each gem pan. (these pans may be bought six or twelve small pans fastened together, and are much more convenient than when each one must be handled separately when baking). allow small rolls to become _very light_, bake in a hot oven, and you will find them excellent. dipping the rolls in melted butter makes them crisp. serve hot, or place in a hot oven a few minutes until heated through, if served after they have become cold. "polish" rye bread (as made in bucks county) this excellent, nutritious bread, is made from the whole-ground grain. every part of the grain is used in the flour, when ground. to bake this bread, sift together one quart of this "whole-ground" rye flour and two quarts of white-bread flour. early in the morning of the day on which bread is to be baked, prepare a thick batter, or sponge, consisting of one quart of potato water (or the same quantity of luke-warm, scalded milk, or a mixture of the two); add one tablespoonful of a mixture of lard and butter and two boiled, mashed potatoes. two tablespoonfuls of sugar, one-half tablespoonful of salt and one fleischman's compressed yeast cake, dissolved in a small quantity of water; add about five cups of the mixed, sifted flour, beat the batter well, and stand in a warm place, covered, from one and a half to two hours. when well-risen and light, stir in balance of flour gradually, until all except one cup has been added; then turn onto a bake-board and knead well. this sponge should not be quite as stiff as for wheat bread. turn the dough onto a clean, well-floured cloth in a large bowl, set to rise and bake according to directions for baking "hearth-baked rye bread" or, if preferred, form into loaves, place in bread pans and, when light, bake. perfect breakfast rolls one quart of scalded milk, when lukewarm, add the following: / cup of butter and lard (mixed), egg, tablespoonful of sugar, teaspoonful of salt and fleischman's yeast cake; add flour to form a thick batter; beat all thoroughly. mix the above at . p.m., stand in a warm place, closely-covered, over night. the following morning add more flour; dough should not be mixed quite as stiff as for bread. allow it to raise in a warm place. when well-risen, place on bread board, roll, cut into small biscuits; dip each biscuit in melted butter, fold together, place in pans a distance apart, and when they have doubled in size, bake in a hot oven. "an old recipe" for good bread this country cook invariably baked good bread and always used potato-water in preference to any other liquid for setting sponge. she stood aside water, in which potatoes had been boiled for dinner (usually about one quart or less) and added two finely-mashed potatoes. about or o'clock in the afternoon of the day _before_ that on which she intended baking bread, she dissolved one cake of yeast (she used the small cornmeal commercial yeast cakes, sold under different names, such as national, magic, etc.) in a half-cup of luke-warm water, added / teaspoon of salt and sufficient warmed, well-dried flour to make a thin batter. she placed all in a bowl and stood it in a warm place, closely-covered, until about o'clock in the evening, when she added this sponge, which should be light and foamy, to the potato water, which should be lukewarm. she also added tablespoon of salt and enough flour to make a rather thick batter. heat thoroughly and allow this sponge to stand, well-covered, in a warm place until morning, when add tablespoon sugar, tablespoon butter or lard and warmed flour enough to make a stiff dough. turn out on the bread board and knead for about twenty minutes, until the dough does not stick to the hands. place stiffened dough into howl; allow it to rise until bulk is doubled. mold into loaves, adding as little extra flour as possible. cut several gashes on top of loaves, brush with melted butter, place in bread pans, and when loaves have doubled in bulk, place in moderately hot oven and bake about one hour. steamed brown bread place in a bowl / cup graham flour and / cup of yellow, granulated cornmeal. sift into this / cup of white flour, teaspoonful of baking powder and / teaspoonful of salt. mix all ingredients together to form a batter by adding cup of sour milk, in which has been dissolved / teaspoonful of soda. then add tablespoonfuls of molasses. pour into a well-greased quart can (the tin cans in which coffee is frequently sold will answer nicely), cover closely, place in a kettle of boiling water, steam about three hours; stand in oven a short time after being steamed. cut in slices and serve as bread, or, by the addition of raisins or currants, and a little grated nutmeg or other flavoring, a very appetizing and wholesome pudding may be served hot, with sugar and cream or any pudding sauce preferred. a wholesome bread (made from bran) place in a bowl cups of clean bran and cups of white flour, sifted with teaspoonfuls of baking powder, teaspoonful of salt, tablespoonful of melted butter. mix into a soft batter with cups of sweet milk; add / cup of molasses. fill two layer cake pans and bake in a hot oven about minutes. this is so easily and quickly made. the young housewife may mix, when commencing to prepare lunch, and when the meal is ready to serve the bread will be baked, and it is an excellent laxative. frau schmidt's "hutzel brod" quart dried pears. pint of pear juice. fleischman's yeast cake. scant cup brown sugar. eggs. / teaspoonful soda. pound of soaked raisins. / cup of a mixture of lard and butter. teaspoonful of fennel seed. pinch of salt. teaspoonfuls of ground cinnamon. flour to stiffen, as for ordinary bread. cover one quart of dried pears with cold water and cook slowly about minutes until they have cooked tender, but not soft (the night before the day on which the bread is to be baked). then drain the juice from stewed pears, which should measure pint; when lukewarm, add yeast cake, dissolved in a small quantity of lukewarm water, and about cups of flour and a pinch of salt. stand, closely-covered, in a warm place over night to raise. the following morning, add / teaspoonful of baking soda, dissolved in a little warm water, to counteract any acidity of batter. cream together sugar, butter and lard, add eggs one at a time, men the well-floured, diced pears, also raisins, cinnamon and fennel seed, and enough flour to stiffen as for ordinary bread. knead well, let rise; it will require some time, as the fruit retards the raising process. when light, turn onto a bake-board, cut into four portions, mold into four shapely loaves, place in pans, brush with melted butter and when quite light, place in a moderate oven and bake one hour. this bread will keep well several weeks, if kept in a tin cake box. this recipe is much simpler than aunt sarah's recipe for making "hutzel brod," but bread made from this recipe is excellent. "aunt sarah's" quickly-made brown bread cups of buttermilk, or thick, sour milk. / cup of sugar. / cup of molasses. tablespoonful of melted butter. egg. teaspoonful of soda. / teaspoonful of salt. - / cups of graham flour. / cup of white flour, sifted with / teaspoonful of baking powder. the egg was placed in a bowl, and not beaten separately; sugar and butter were creamed together, before being added; then mix in salt and molasses, and gradually add buttermilk, in which the soda had been dissolved; then add white and graham flour, / cups of raisins may be added, if liked. bake in a bread pan in a moderately hot oven. "stirred" oatmeal bread early in the morning cup of oatmeal porridge, left over from that which had been cooked for breakfast, was placed in a bowl and added gradually cups of scalded, luke-warm milk, tablespoon of a mixture of lard and butter, / cup new orleans molasses and one fleischman's yeast cake, dissolved in a little of the milk; stir in about cups of bread flour and stand in a warm place about - / hours to rise; then add - / cups more of bread flour and teaspoonful of salt. stir well with a spoon, and pour into three small bread tins; let rise, when well-risen, bake about / of an hour in a moderately hot oven. this is a delicious and wholesome bread and no kneading is necessary. - / cups of the cooked oatmeal might be used, then use less white bread flour when mixing. nut and raisin bread cups buttermilk, or sour milk. / cup brown sugar, cups graham flour. cup wheat flour. teaspoonful of soda, dissolved in a little of the milk. teaspoonful of baking powder, sifted with the wheat flour. mix all together, add one cup of seeded raisins, / cup of ground peanuts and / cup chopped walnut meats. bake in an ordinary bread pan. "saffron" raisin bread for this old-fashioned, "country" bread, set a sponge in the evening, consisting of cup of luke-warm water, fleischman's compressed yeast cake and tablespoonfuls of saffron water, obtained by steeping / tablespoonful of dried saffron flowers in a small quantity of boiling water a short time. use about cups of flour to stiffen the sponge. cover bowl containing sponge and stand in a warm place until morning, when add the following: / cup of soft a sugar, / cup lard and / cup of butter (beaten to a cream); then add one egg. beat again and add this mixture to the well-risen sponge. add also / cup of seeded raisins and about - / cups of flour. the dough should be almost as stiff as ordinary bread dough. set to rise about one hour. then divide the dough and mold into two shapely loaves. place in oblong bread pans. let rise about - / hours. brush melted butter over top of loaves and bake in a moderately hot oven, as one would bake ordinary bread. this bread is a rich, golden yellow, with a distinctive, rather bitter, saffron flavor, well-liked by some people; saffron is not unwholesome. "speaking of saffron bread," said john landis, to his niece, mary, "i am reminded of the lines i was taught when quite a small boy:" "wer will gute kuchen haben, der muss sieben sachen haben; eier, butter un schmalz, milch, zucker un mehl; un saffron mach die kuchen gehl." "of course, mary, you do not understand what that means. i will translate it for you. 'who would have good cakes, he must have seven things--eggs, butter and lard, milk, sugar and flour, and saffron makes the cakes yellow.'" raised rolls quarts of sifted flour. pint of boiled milk (lukewarm). tablespoon sugar. / cup butter and lard, mixed. / cake compressed yeast, or / cup yeast. teaspoon salt. at o'clock p.m. set sponge with half or three-fourths of the flour and all the other ingredients. about o'clock in the evening, knead well, adding the balance of the flour. cover and let stand in a warm place until morning. in the morning, roll out about / of an inch thick, cut into small rolls, place in baking pans far enough apart so they will not touch, and when raised quite light, bake. or, take the same ingredients as above (with one exception; take one whole cake of compressed yeast), dissolved in half a cup of luke-warm water, and flour enough to make a thin batter. do this at . in the morning and let rise until o'clock; then knead enough flour in to make a soft dough, as soft as can be handled. stand in a warm place until . , roll out quite thin; cut with small, round cake-cutter and fold over like a pocketbook, putting a small piece of butter the size of a pea between the folds; set in a warm place until . , or until very light; then bake a delicate brown in a hot oven. if made quite small, rolls may be made from this dough. to cause rolls of any kind to have a rich, brown glaze, when baked, before placing the pan containing them in the oven, brush over the top of each roll the following mixture, composed of--yolk of egg, tablespoon of milk, and teaspoon of sugar. "grandmother's" fine raised biscuits quart scalded milk (lukewarm). / cup of butter, or a mixture of butter and lard. / cup of sugar. teaspoonful of salt. fleischman's yeast cakes. whites of eggs. flour. quite early in the morning dissolve the two yeast cakes in a little of the milk; add these, with one-half the quantity of sugar and salt in the recipe, to the remainder of the quart of milk; add also cups of flour to form the yeast foam. beat well and stand in a warm place, closely-covered, one hour, until light and foamy. beat the sugar remaining and the butter to a cream; add to the yeast foam about to cups of flour, and the stiffly-beaten whites of the two eggs. turn out on a well-floured bread board and knead about five minutes. place in a bowl and let rise again (about one hour or longer) until double in bulk, when roll out about one inch in thickness. cut small biscuits with a / pound royal baking powder can. brush tops of biscuits with a mixture consisting of yolk of one egg, a teaspoonful of sugar and a little milk; this causes the biscuits to have a rich brown crust when baked. place biscuits on pans a short distance apart, let rise until doubled in bulk; bake in a rather quick oven. from this recipe was usually made biscuits. one-half of this recipe would be sufficient for a small family. mary's aunt taught her the possibilities of what she called a "dutch" sponge--prepared from one fleischman's yeast cake. and the variety a capable housewife may give her family, with the expenditure of a small amount of time and thought. about o'clock in the evening mary's aunt placed in a bowl cups of potato water (drained from potatoes boiled for dinner). in this she dissolved one fleischman's yeast cake, stirred into this about cups of well-warmed flour, beat thoroughly for about ten minutes. allowed this to stand closely covered in a warm place over night. on the following morning she added to the foamy sponge - / cups lukewarm, scalded milk, in which had been dissolved tablespoonful of a mixture of butter and lard, generous tablespoonfuls of sugar and teaspoonful of salt. about - / cups of well-dried and warmed flour; she stirred in a part of the flour, then added the balance. kneaded well a short time, then set to raise closely covered in a warm place - / to hours. when dough was light it was kneaded down in bowl and allowed to stand about one hour, and when well risen she placed cups of light bread sponge in a bowl, and stood aside in warm place; this later formed the basis of a "farmers' pound cake," the recipe for which may be found among recipes for "raised cakes." from the balance of dough, or sponge, after being cut into portions, she molded from the one portion small turn-over rolls, which were brushed with melted butter, folded together and placed on tins a distance apart and when _very_ light baked in a quick oven. from another portion of the sponge was made a twist or braided loaf. and to the remaining portion of dough was added / cup of currants or raisins, and this was called a "currant" or "raisin loaf," which she served for dinner the following day. the rolls were placed in the oven of the range a few minutes before breakfast and served hot, broken apart and eaten with maple syrup or honey and the delicious "farmers' pound cake" was served for supper. aunt sarah baked these on ironing day. the kitchen being unusually warm, as a result of the extra heat required in the range for heating flatirons, caused the dough to rise more quickly than otherwise would have been the case. stirred bread frau schmidt thought bread more easily digested and wholesome if ingredients of a loaf be stirred together instead of kneaded. this is the method she taught mary. she poured into a bowl cups of luke-warm water, added cake of fleischman's yeast, dissolved in a little of the water; sifted in gradually about - / cups of flour, added tablespoonful of sugar, / teaspoonful of salt, mixed all well together with a spoon until a stiff dough was formed, which she molded into two shapely loaves, handling as little as possible; placed in bread pans, allowed to stand several hours to raise, and when light baked. mary said, "this bread may be more wholesome than old-fashioned bread, which has been kneaded, but i prefer aunt sarah's bread, well-kneaded, fine-grained and sweet," but, she continued, "i will make an exception in favor of aunt sarah's 'stirred oatmeal' bread, which, i think, fine." potato biscuits at o'clock in the morning place in a bowl cup of finely-mashed (boiled) potatoes (the cup of left-over mashed potatoes may be used as a matter of economy). add cup of potato water (the water drained from boiled potatoes), in which / cake of fleischman's yeast had been dissolved, add cup of flour and teaspoon of sugar. stand in a warm place to raise, from to - / hours. at the expiration of that time add to the foamy sponge large tablespoonful of butter or lard, egg and / teaspoonful of salt, beaten together before adding. add about cups of flour, beat thoroughly and allow to raise another hour; then roll out the dough about inch in thickness and cut into small biscuits, dip each one in melted butter and place on pans, a short distance apart, stand about one hour to raise, when bake in a rather hot oven. these potato biscuits are particularly nice when freshly baked, and resemble somewhat biscuits made from baking powder. from this recipe was made two dozen biscuits. aunt sarah's potato yeast medium-sized potatoes. tablespoons sugar. tablespoons salt. quart water. grate the raw potatoes quickly, so they will not discolor, pour over the grated potato the quart of boiling water, add salt and sugar, cook several minutes until the consistency of boiled starch, let cool, and when lukewarm add cup of good yeast. stir all together in a crock, cover and let stand in a warm place three or four hours, when it is foamy and rises to top of crock, stir down several times, then fill glass fruit jars, cover and stand away in a cool place until needed. this yeast will keep about ten days. use one cup to about three pounds of flour, or one quart of liquid, when setting sponge for bread. save one cup of this yeast to start fresh yeast with. perfection potato cakes cup of boiled mashed potatoes. cup sweet milk. cup water in which fleischman yeast cake was dissolved. cups soft a sugar. / cup butter and lard mixed. eggs. a little salt. about cups of flour. cream the sugar, butter and eggs together. add mashed potatoes, milk and cup of water containing yeast, alternately with the flour, until about cups of flour have been used, making a dough as stiff as can be stirred with a spoon. stand, covered, in a warm place by the range until morning. these should be set to rise about nine o'clock in the evening. the following morning take pieces of the dough, on a well-floured bake board; roll about one inch thick, to fit in pie tins, place in pie tins to raise; when doubled in bulk spread with melted butter and sprinkle sugar thickly over top and bake in a moderately hot oven until lightly browned on top. this quantity of dough makes six cakes. instead of brushing the cakes with above mixture, place in a bowl / cup of soft a sugar, / cup flour, a tiny pinch of salt and baking powder each and tablespoonfuls of butter (not melted), mix all together as crumbly as possible, then the crumbs were sprinkled thickly over tops of cakes, which had been brushed with a mixture of milk and sugar. place cakes in oven when raised; bake minutes. this recipe was given mary by an old "bucks county" cook, noted for the excellence of her raised cakes. mary's recipe for cinnamon buns early in the morning mix a sponge or batter consisting of / cup of potato water (water drained from boiled potatoes) and / cup of lukewarm, scalded milk, one fleischman's compressed yeast cake, dissolved in the / cup of lukewarm potato water, teaspoonful sugar, pinch of salt and about - / cupfuls of warmed flour. stand this sponge in a warm place, closely covered, about / of an hour, to raise. at the end of that time add to the light, well-risen sponge, the following: tablespoonfuls of a mixture of lard and butter, and / cup of soft a sugar, creamed together. add one large egg. beat well. lastly, add about cupfuls of flour. mix all together thoroughly, and let raise again about - / hours. divide the well-risen sponge into four portions. roll each piece with rolling-pin into lengthwise pieces about / inch thick and spread with one tablespoonful of melted butter, scant tablespoonfuls of brown sugar, dust over this a small quantity of cinnamon, and tablespoonful of dried currants. shape into a long, narrow roll with the hands, on a well-floured bake-board. cut each roll into five pieces. pinch one end of each piece together and place each bun, cut side down, a short distance apart, in an iron pan which has been well greased, having brushed a little melted butter and a sprinkling of sugar over pan. allow these to rise in a warm place as before, about - / hours, until quite light, as having the extra sugar, butter and currants added retards their rising as quickly as would plain biscuits. bake to minutes in a moderate oven. from this quantity of material was made cinnamon buns. "kleina kaffe kuchen" (little coffee cakes) scant / cup lard and butter. cups sifted flour. whole eggs and the yolks of more. tablespoons sugar. / cup cream. / milk. fleischman's yeast cake. / teaspoon salt. the yeast cake was dissolved in the / cup lukewarm milk, a couple tablespoons of flour were added and mixed into a batter, and stood in a warm place to rise. the butter and sugar were stirred to a cream, salt was added, the eggs were beaten in, one at a time, next was added the sponge containing the yeast, the lukewarm cream, and the sifted flour. grease slightly warmed gem pans, sift a little flour over them, fill two-thirds full with the soft dough, set in a warm place to rise to tops of pans, and when quite light bake in a medium hot oven about minutes. the oven should be hot enough to allow them to rise quickly. put something underneath the pans in the oven to prevent bottom of cakes from burning. these may be set about o'clock in the morning if cakes are wished for lunch at noon. these are not cheap, as this quantity makes only cakes, but they are light as puffballs. the professor's wife served them when she gave a "kaffee klatch." she doubled the recipe, baked the cakes in the morning, and placed them in the oven to heat through before serving. the cakes should be broken apart, not cut. the cakes made from this recipe are particularly fine. grossmutter's potato cakes cup hot mashed potatoes. - / cups sugar. scant cup butter and lard. cup home-made yeast or yeast cake dissolved in cup lukewarm water. eggs. flour. at o'clock in the afternoon set to rise the following: one cup of sugar and one cup of hot mashed potatoes; when lukewarm add one cup of flour and one cup of yeast; beat all together, stand in a warm place to rise and at o'clock in the evening cream together cup of a mixture of lard and butter, cup of sugar, eggs and pinch of salt; add the sponge and beat well. stir as stiff as you can stir it with a large spoon, cover, set in a warm place to rise until morning, when roll out some of the dough into cakes about one inch thick, put in pie tins to rise, and when light, make half a dozen deep impressions on top of each cake with the forefinger, spread with melted butter and strew light-brown sugar thickly over top, or mix together cup sugar, butter size of an egg, tablespoons flour, tablespoons boiling water, beat well and spread the mixture on cakes just before placing in oven. bake the cakes about minutes in a moderate oven. this is a very old recipe used by aunt sarah's grandmother, and similar to the well-known german cakes called "schwing felders." aunt sarah's "bread dough" cake cup bread dough. egg. / cup soft a sugar. tablespoon lard or butter. / teaspoon soda. when her bread dough was raised and ready to put in the pans she placed a cupful of it in a bowl and added the egg, sugar, butter, soda (dissolved in a little hot water); some dried raisins or currants, and just enough flour so it might be handled easily. put in a small agate pan four inches deep, let rise until light, dust pulverized sugar over top and bake about or minutes in a moderate oven. double the materials called for, using _cups_ of well-risen bread dough or sponge, and you will have a good-sized cake. good, cheap dutch cakes to a bowl containing cup of scalded milk, add tablespoonful of lard and cup of sugar. when lukewarm add yeast cake (fleischman's), dissolved in cup of lukewarm water, and about cups of good flour. set to rise at night about nine o'clock, the next morning roll out pieces about one and a half inches thick, to fit in medium-sized pie tins. set in a warm place to rise. when light, brush top with melted butter and strew sugar thickly over and bake from to minutes in a moderately hot oven. these cakes are _inexpensive_ and _good_; _no eggs_ or _butter_ being used. recipe for "light cakes" (given mary by a farmer's wife) in the evening mix a sponge consisting of / cup of mashed potatoes, / cup sugar, cup of yeast or cake of fleischman's yeast dissolved in a cup of lukewarm water; / cup of a mixture of butter and lard and a pinch of salt and flour to thicken until batter is quite thick. stand in a warm place, closely covered, until morning, when add eggs and / cup of sugar and flour to stiffen as thick as sponge can be stirred with a spoon. set to rise; when light roll out one inch thick, place in pie tins, brush tops with melted butter and brown sugar, set to rise, and, when well risen, bake. butter "schimmel" place in a mixing bowl cups of warm, mashed potatoes and add / of a cup of shortening (a mixture of lard and butter), (or use aunt sarah's substitute for butter); one cup of a sugar and teaspoonful salt. beat all to a cream. when lukewarm, add eggs and either yeast cake dissolved in cup of lukewarm water, or cup of potato yeast; use about cups of flour to make a thin batter. set to raise over night or early in the morning. when well risen add about cups of flour. make about as stiff a dough as can be stirred well with a mixing spoon. place soft dough on a bake-board; roll out into a sheet about one-half inch thick; cut into squares about the size of a common soda cracker; bring each of the four corners together in the centre like an envelope; pinch together; place a small piece of butter (about one-eighth teaspoonful) on the top where the four corners join. stand in a warm place to rise. when well risen and light place in the oven. when baked, take from oven, and while hot dip all sides in melted butter and dust granulated or pulverized sugar over top. these are not as much trouble to prepare as one would suppose from the directions for making. the same dough may be cut in doughnuts with a tin cutter and fried in hot fat after raising, or the dough may be molded into small, round biscuits if preferred, and baked in oven. "bucks county" doughnuts about nine o'clock in the evening a batter was mixed composed of the following: cup milk. cup hot water. teaspoonful of sugar. cup yeast (or one cake of fleischman's yeast dissolved in one cup of lukewarm water). pinch of salt. - / cups of flour. stand in a warm place until morning. then add / cup of butter and - / cups of soft a sugar, creamed together, and from to cups of flour. the dough should be as stiff as can be stirred with a spoon. set to rise in a warm place; when light and spongy, roll out on a well-floured bake-board and cut into round cakes with a hole in the centre. let rise again, and when well risen fry a golden brown in deep fat and sift over pulverized sugar. this recipe will make doughnuts. these are good and economical, as no eggs are used in this recipe. extra fine "quaker bonnet" biscuits for these quaint-looking, delicious biscuits, a sponge was prepared consisting of: pink milk. eggs. / cup mixture butter and lard. yeast cake (fleischman's). about cups flour. set to rise early in the morning. when well risen (in about hours), roll dough into a sheet about / inch in thickness, cut with a half-pound baking powder can into small, round biscuits, brush top of each one with melted butter (use a new, clean paint brush for this purpose), place another biscuit on top of each one of these, and when raised very light and ready for oven brush top of each biscuit with a mixture consisting of half of one yolk of egg (which had been reserved from the ones used in baking), mixed with a little milk. biscuits should have been placed on a baking sheet some distance apart, let rise about one hour until quite light, then placed in a quick but not _too hot_ an oven until baked a golden brown on top. mary gave these the name of "quaker bonnet" biscuits, as the top biscuit did not raise quite as much as the one underneath and greatly resembled the crown of a quaker bonnet. from this quantity of dough was made three dozen biscuits. these are not cheap, but extra fine. bucks county cinnamon "kuchen" explicit directions for the making of these excellent raised cakes was given mary by an old, experienced pennsylvania german cook. they were prepared from the following recipe: early in the morning pint of milk was scalded. when lukewarm, add - / cups of flour and cake of fleischman's compressed yeast (which had been dissolved in tablespoonful of lukewarm water). beat the mixture well. cover and stand in a warm place to rise. when well risen, which should be in about hours, add the following mixture, composed of / cup of sugar and / cup of butter, creamed together; / teaspoonful of salt; egg was beaten into the mixture, and about cups of flour were added, enough to make a dough as stiff as can be stirred with a spoon. dough should not be as stiff as for bread. let stand about hour. when well risen and light, divide into four portions. roll out each piece of dough to thickness of one inch. place cakes in medium-sized pie tins and allow them to stand about one hour. when well risen, doubled in bulk, make half dozen deep impressions on top of each cake with the forefinger. brush top of each cake with / tablespoonful of melted butter. sprinkle over tablespoonfuls of soft a sugar and sift over a little pulverized cinnamon, if liked, just before placing cakes in oven. bake cakes from to minutes in a moderately hot oven. from this dough may be made four cakes. excellent biscuits may also be made from this same dough, by simply moulding it into small biscuits and place in a pan some distance apart. let rise and brush tops of biscuits with a mixture composed of a part of an egg yolk, a tablespoonful of milk and / teaspoonful sugar. this causes the biscuits to have a rich, brown color when baked. the sponge from which these cakes or biscuits were made was mixed and set to rise at o'clock in the morning, and the baking was finished at o'clock. sponge should be set to rise in a warm room. if these directions are carefully followed the housewife will invariably have good results. always use hard spring wheat for bread or biscuits, raised with yeast; and winter wheat, which costs less, will answer for making cake and pastry. in cold weather always warm flour before baking, when yeast is used for baking raised cakes. soft a sugar or a very light brown is to be preferred to granulated. moravian sugar cakes at o'clock p.m. set a sponge or batter, consisting of cup of mashed potatoes, cups of sugar, cup of sweet milk, scalded and cooled, / cake of yeast, dissolved in cup of lukewarm water, eggs / cup of a mixture of lard and butter, add cups of flour, beat well, stand in a warm place to raise; at o'clock add about cups of flour. stand until morning in a warm place, near the range. the following morning turn out on a floured bake-board, roll out cakes one inch thick, place in pie tins, when ready for the oven; punch half a dozen small holes in the top of cakes, in which place small bits of butter. sprinkle sugar over liberally and cinnamon if liked. bake in a moderate oven. mary's potato cakes cup freshly-boiled mashed potatoes. cup scalded sweet milk. cup sugar. flour about cups. cake fleischman's yeast. eggs. / cup butter and lard mixed. / cup potato water. at o'clock in the morning mary mixed a sponge consisting of a cup of mashed potatoes, cup scalded milk, / cup sugar, - / cups of flour and the cake of fleischman's yeast, dissolved in half a cup of lukewarm potato water. this was set to rise in a warm place near the range for several hours until light. then she creamed together / cup of sugar, eggs and / cup of butter and lard, or use instead the "substitute for butter." added the creamed sugar, butter and eggs to the well-risen sponge and about - / cups of flour. sift a couple of tablespoons of flour over top of sponge, and set to rise again about - / hours. when light, take cut pieces of the sponge on a well-floured bread-board, knead for a minute or two, then roll out with a rolling-pin inlo pieces about one inch thick, place in well-greased small pie tins, over which a dust of flour has been sifted, set to rise about - / hours. when light and ready for oven brush top with milk, strew crumbs over or brush with melted butter and strew sugar over top; after punching half dozen holes in top of each cake, bake in a moderately hot oven from to minutes until a rich brown, when cakes should be baked. five potato cakes may be made from this sponge, or four cakes and one pan of biscuits if preferred. use soft "a" sugar rather than granulated for these cakes, and old potatoes are superior to new. or when these same cakes were raised, ready to be placed in the oven, mary frequently brushed the tops of cakes with melted butter, strewing over the following: cup of flour mixed with / cup of sugar and yolk of egg, and a few drops of vanilla. this mixture rubbed through a coarse sieve and scattered over cakes mary called "streusel kuchen." german raisin cake (raised with yeast) place in a bowl cup of milk, scalded and cooled until lukewarm; add tablespoonful of sugar and dissolve one cake of yeast in the milk. mix in cup of flour and stand in a warm place to raise / of an hour. then cream together in a separate bowl / cup soft "a" sugar, / cup of butter or "butter substitute," add egg and a pinch of salt; stir in - / cups of flour, / cup of well-floured raisins, and / teaspoonful of vanilla flavoring. add the yeast mixture and allow it to raise about hours longer. at the expiration of that time turn the well-risen sponge out on a floured bake-board. after giving the dough several deft turns on the board with the hand, place in a well-greased fruit cake pan, which has been dusted with flour. stand pan containing cake in a warm place, let rise until very light, probably - / hours, when brush the top of cake with a small quantity of a mixture of milk and sugar. sift pulverized sugar thickly over top. place the cake in a moderately hot oven, so the cake may finish rising before commencing to brown on the top. bake about minutes. "kaffee krantz" (coffee wreath) cup sugar. / cup butter and lard. eggs. pint milk. fleischman's yeast cake. cups flour. cream together the sugar, butter, lard and eggs, add the milk, which has been scalded and allowed to cool; flour, and yeast cake, dissolved in a half cup of lukewarm water; beat well. set this sponge to rise in a warm place, near the range, as early as possible in the morning. this will take about - / hours to rise. when the sponge is light add about cups more of flour. the dough, when stiff as can be stirred with a spoon, will be right. take about cups of this sponge out on a well-floured bake-board, divide in three pieces, and braid and form into a wreath or "krantz," or they may be made out into flat cakes and baked in pie tins after they have been raised and are light. sprinkle sugar thickly over top after brushing with milk containing a little sugar, before placing in oven. these should rise in about - / hours. place in a moderately hot oven and bake from to minutes. this recipe frau schmidt translated from the german language for mary's especial benefit. this coffee wreath is particularly fine if small pieces of crushed rock candy be sprinkled liberally over the top and blanched almonds stuck a couple of inches apart over the top just before placing the cake in the oven, after the cakes had been brushed with a mixture of milk and sugar. "mondel krantz" or almond cake (as made by frau schmidt) pint sweet milk. / cup sugar. eggs. yeast cake or cup yeast. / cup butter. tablespoons rock candy. orange. tablespoons chopped almonds. flour. set to rise early in the morning. to the scalded milk, when lukewarm, add the yeast and flour enough to make a batter, cover, set to rise until light, near the range, which will take several hours. then add the sugar, butter and eggs beaten to a cream, grated rind and juice of orange, a couple tablespoons finely-chopped almonds, and add enough flour to make a soft dough, as stiff as can be stirred with a spoon; set to rise again, and when light, divide the dough in two portions, from which you form two wreaths. roll half the dough in three long strips on the floured bake-board with the hands, then braid them together. place a large coffee cup or bowl inverted on the centre of a large, round or oval, well-greased pan, lay the wreath around the bowl. the bowl in the centre of the pan prevents the dough from running together and forming a cake. brush the top of the wreath with a little milk, containing teaspoon of sugar, over the top of the wreath, stick blanched, well-dried almonds, and strew thickly with crushed rock candy or very coarse sugar. let rise until light, then bake. this makes two quite large wreaths. the professor's wife told mary when she gave her this recipe, this almond wreath was always served at the breakfast table on christmas morning at the home of her parents in germany, and was always baked by her mother, who gave her this recipe, and it was found on the breakfast table of frau schmidt christmas morning as regularly as was made "fast nacht kuchen" by aunt sarah every year on "shrove tuesday," the day before the beginning of the lenten season. the professor's wife's recipe for "dutch cakes" tablespoons of butter or lard. eggs. cup "soft a" sugar. / yeast cake. pint milk. / teaspoonful of salt. flour. she scalded the milk, added butter and eggs, well beaten, when the milk was lukewarm, then added yeast, dissolved in a little lukewarm water, sugar, salt and flour to make a thin batter. beat all together five minutes, stood the batter, closely covered, in a warm place, over night. in the morning, added flour to make a soft dough, kneaded lightly for ten minutes, placed in bowl and set to rise again. when light, she rolled out dough one inch in thickness, placed in pie tins, and when raised a second time spread over the cakes the following mixture before placing in oven: cup sugar, tablespoonfuls of flour, tablespoonfuls of boiling water and butter size of an egg, beaten well together. bake minutes. "farmers' pound cake" (as aunt sarah called this) place in a bowl cups of light, well-raised bread sponge (when all flour necessary had been added and loaves were shaped ready to be placed in bread pan for final rising). cream together / cup of a mixture of lard and butter, add eggs, first yolks then stiffly beaten whites, also add - / cups soft a sugar. add to the cups of bread sponge in bowl and beat well until fully incorporated with the dough, then add / cup of lukewarm milk, in which had been dissolved / teaspoonful of salaratus. beat all together until mixture is smooth and creamy, then add cups of bread flour and / teaspoon of lemon flavoring. beat well and add - / cups of either currants or raisins, dusted with flour. pour mixture into an agate pudding dish (one holding quarts, about - / inches in depth and inches in circumference). stand in a warm place to hours to raise; when raised to top of pan place in a moderately hot oven and bake about minutes, when, taken from oven, dust with pulverized sugar thickly over top of cake. this cake should be large as an old-fashioned fruit cake, will keep moist some time in a tin cake box, but is best when freshly baked. german "coffee bread" / cup sugar / cup butter cup hot milk yeast cake eggs - / cups flour. as aunt sarah taught mary to bake this, it was fine. she creamed together in a bowl the sugar and butter, poured the hot milk over this, and when lukewarm, added the compressed yeast cake, dissolved in / cup of lukewarm water. she then added two small, well-beaten eggs, about - / cups flour, or enough to make a stiff _batter_, and / teaspoonful salt. beat thoroughly, cover and set to rise in a warm place about - / hours or until doubled in bulk. this was set to rise quite early in the morning. when light, beat thoroughly and with a spoon spread evenly on top of well-greased, deep pie tins, which have been sprinkled with a little flour. spread the crumbs given below over the top of cakes, cover and let rise minutes and bake a rich brown in moderate oven. for the crumbs, mix together in a bowl heaped cup of fine, soft, stale bread crumbs, - / tablespoonfuls light brown sugar, / of a teaspoonful cinnamon, pinch of salt, / cup of blanched and chopped almonds, and tablespoonfuls of soft butter. this sponge or dough should be unusually soft when mixed, as the crumbs sink into the dough and thicken it. add only the quantity of flour called for in recipe. "fast nacht kuchen" (doughnuts) tablespoons honey. / quart milk. quarts flour. yeast cake. / cup butter. eggs. without fail, every year on shrove tuesday, or "fast nacht," the day before the beginning of lent, these cakes were made. quite early in the morning, or the night before, the following sponge was set to rise: the lukewarm, scalded milk, mixed into a smooth batter with quart of flour; add fleischman's yeast cake, dissolved in a very little water. beat well together, set in a warm place to rise over night, or several hours, and when light, add the following, which has been creamed together: eggs, butter and lard, a little flour and the honey. beat well, and then add the balance of the flour, reserving a small quantity to flour the board later. set to rise again, and when quite light roll out on a well-floured board, cut into circles with a doughnut cutter, cut holes in the centre of cakes, let rise, and then fry in deep fat; dust with pulverised sugar and cinnamon, if liked. these are regular german doughnuts, and are never very sweet. if liked sweeter, a little sugar may be added. from this batter mary made "fried cakes," or "fast nacht kuchen," as the germans call them. she also made from the same dough one dozen cinnamon buns and two dutch cakes. the dough not being very sweet, she sprinkled rivels composed of sugar, flour and butter, generously over the top of the "dutch cakes." the dough for doughnuts, or fried cakes, should always have a little more flour added than dough for "dutch cakes" or buns; baked in the oven. if _too soft_, they will absorb fat while frying. "kaffee kuchen" (coffee cake) cups milk. heaped cup soft a sugar. / cup butter and lard. egg. fleischman's yeast cake. flour. these german coffee cakes should be set to rise either early in the morning or the night before being baked. scald cups sweet milk and set aside to cool. cream together in a bowl heaped cup of a sugar, / cup butter and lard and the yolk of egg. add this to the lukewarm milk alternately with - / cups flour and the yeast cake dissolved in / cup lukewarm water. beat all together, and, lastly, add the stiffly-beaten white of egg. cover and set in a warm place to rise over night, or, if set to rise in the morning, stand about - / hours until light. put an extra cup of flour on the bake-board, take out large spoonfuls of the dough, mix in just enough flour to roll out into flat cakes, spread on well-greased pie tins, stand in a warm place until light, about - / hours. when the cakes are ready for the oven, brush melted butter over the top, strew thickly with brown sugar, or spread rivels over top, composed of / cup sugar, / cup flour and tablespoonfuls of butter, crumbled together. strew these over the cakes just before placing them in the oven of range. "streusel kuchen" for these german-raised cakes, take / cup mashed potatoes and / cup of potato water, / cup lard and butter mixed, creamed with / cup sugar. mix with these ingredients about - / cups of flour and cup of yeast. set this sponge to rise at night in a warm place, well covered. the next morning add to the light, well-risen sponge, eggs, / cup sugar and about - / cups flour. let stand in a warm place until light. then roll out pieces size of a plate, one inch thick; place on well-greased pie tins, let rise, and when light and ready for the oven brush over tops with melted butter and strew over the tops of cakes the following: mix cup of flour, / cup of sugar and yolk of egg. flavor with a few drops of vanilla (or use vanilla sugar, which is made by placing several vanilla beans in a jar of sugar a short time, which flavors sugar). rub this mixture of flour, sugar and yolk of egg through a coarse sieve and strew over tops of cakes. or, this same recipe may be used by taking, instead of cup of yeast, one fleischman yeast cake, dissolved in cup of lukewarm water. instead of sponge being set to rise the night before the day on which the cakes are to be baked, the sponge might be set early in the morning of the same day on which they are to be baked--exactly in the same manner as if sponge was set the night before; when light, add eggs, sugar and balance of flour to sponge, and proceed as before. muffins, biscuits, griddle cakes and waffles use scant cup of liquid to good cup of flour, usually, for "griddle cake" batter. use baking powder with sweet milk, heaping teaspoonful of royal baking powder is equivalent to teaspoonful of cream of tartar and / teaspoonful of salaratus (baking soda) combined. use either baking powder or salaratus and cream of tartar combined, when using sweet milk. use teaspoonful of baking soda to pint of sour milk. allow a larger quantity of baking powder when no eggs are used. have all materials cold when using baking powder. when milk is only slightly sour, use a lesser quantity of soda and a small quantity of baking powder. sally lunn (as aunt sarah made it) as "aunt sarah" made this, it required cup of sweet milk, eggs, tablespoonful of butter, tablespoonfuls of sugar, flour to make a stiff batter, about - / cups (almost three cups) of flour sifted with scant teaspoonfuls of baking powder. served immediately when taken from the oven, this is an excellent substitute for bread for lunch. aunt sarah's recipe for "johnny cake" one and one half cups of sour milk, / cup of shortening, a mixture of lard and butter, - / tablespoonfuls of sugar, cups of yellow cornmeal, cup of white bread flour, egg, teaspoon of soda, dissolved in a little hot water, a little salt. mix all together, add the stiffly-beaten white of egg last. pour batter in an oblong bread tin, bake about minutes in a quick oven. granulated corn meal was used for this cake. mary's breakfast muffins cups sifted flour. teaspoon salt. teaspoon sugar. tablespoon butter and lard. / cake fleischman's yeast. eggs. cups boiled milk. place the flour, salt, sugar, butter, lard and yeast cake, dissolved in water, in a bowl and mix well; then add the eggs and milk, which should be lukewarm. set to rise in a warm place over night. in the morning do not stir at all, but carefully place tablespoonfuls of the light dough into warm, well-greased gem pans, let stand a short time, until quite light, then bake in a hot oven to minutes and serve hot for breakfast. these should be light and flakey if made according to directions. rice muffins cup cold boiled rice. yolk of egg and white beaten separately. teaspoon sugar. / teaspoon salt. cup sweet milk. cups flour. teaspoonfuls baking powder. put the rice, yolk of egg, sugar and salt in a bowl and beat together; then add teacup sweet milk alternately with the flour, in which has been sifted the baking powder. add the stiffly-beaten white of egg; bake in muffin pans in hot oven. this makes about fifteen muffins. indian pone beat together, in the following order, eggs, tablespoonful of white sugar, - / cups of sweet milk, teaspoonful of salt; to which add cup of granulated yellow corn meal and cups of white flour, sifted, with scant teaspoonfuls of royal baking powder. lastly, add tablespoonful of melted (not hot) butter. pour batter in bread pan and bake in a hot oven to minutes. serve hot. do not cut with a knife when serving, but break in pieces. when the stock of bread is low this quickly-prepared corn bread or "pone" is a very good substitute for bread, and was frequently baked by mary at the farm. mary's aunt taught her to make a very appetizing pudding from the left-over pieces of corn bread, which, when crumbled, filled cup heaping full; over this was poured cups of sweet milk; this was allowed to stand until soft; when add large egg (beaten separately), a generous tablespoonful of sugar, a couple of tablespoonfuls of raisins, a pinch of salt; mix well, pour into a small agate pudding pan, grate nutmeg over the top, and bake in a moderate oven hour or a less time. serve with sugar and cream. "pfannkuchen" (pancakes) four eggs, whites and yolks were beaten separately, tablespoonfuls of milk, were added; teaspoonful of chopped parsley; mix lightly together, add salt to season. place tablespoonfuls of butter in a fry pan. when butter has melted, pour mixture carefully into pan. when cooked, sprinkle over a small quantity of finely minced parsley. roll like a "jelly roll." place on a hot platter and serve at once, cut in slices. "extra fine" baking powder biscuits one quart of flour was measured; after being sifted, was placed in a flour sifter, with heaping teaspoonfuls of royal baking powder and teaspoonful of salt. sift flour and baking powder into a bowl, cut through this mixture tablespoonful of butter and lard each, and mix into a soft dough, with about cup of sweet milk. egg should have been added to the milk before mixing it with the flour. reserve a small quantity of the yolk of egg, and thin with a little milk. brush this over the top of biscuits before baking. turn the biscuit dough onto a floured bake-board. pat out about one inch thick. cut into rounds with small tin cake cutter. place a small bit of butter on each biscuit and fold together. place a short distance apart on baking tins and bake in a quick oven. "flannel" cakes, made from sour milk one pint of sour milk, eggs (beaten separately), a little salt, large teaspoon of melted butter, teaspoonful of molasses, good teaspoon of soda, sifted with enough flour to make a smooth batter. beat hard and then add the yolks and the stiffly-beaten whites of eggs. bake small cakes on a hot, well-greased griddle. serve with honey or maple syrup. "flannel" cakes with baking powder sift together in a bowl pint of flour, teaspoon of salt, teaspoons of royal baking powder, mixed to a smooth batter, with about pint of sweet milk. add two yolks of eggs, tablespoon of melted butter. lastly, add the stiffly-beaten whites of eggs. teaspoon of baking molasses added makes them brown quickly. bake on a hot griddle, well greased. frau schmidt's recipe for waffles one pint of sour milk, quart of sweet milk, teaspoon salt, tablespoon butter, whites of three eggs and yolks of two and teaspoon of baking soda, and flour to make a rather thin batter. beat the two yolks of the eggs until light and creamy, then add / teaspoon of baking powder, little flour, then the sour milk with soda dissolved in it, stirring all the time. then add tablespoon of melted or softened butter, then the sweet milk; beat well; and lastly, add the stiffly-beaten whites of the three eggs. bake in hot waffle iron. "crumb" corn cakes one pint of stale bread crumbs (not fine, dried crumbs), covered with pint of sour milk. let stand over night. in the morning add tablespoon of butter, yolks of eggs and a little salt, / teaspoon of salaratus (good measure), / cup of granulated corn meal, to which add a couple of tablespoons of bread flour, enough to fill up the cup. stir all well together, add the stiffly-beaten whites of eggs and drop with a tablespoon on a hot, greased griddle. make the cakes small, as they do not turn quite as easily as do buckwheat cakes. this makes about two dozen cakes. these are good. "grandmother's" recipe for buttermilk waffles mix to a smooth batter, cups of sour buttermilk, cups of flour, and add tablespoon of melted butter, teaspoon salt, tablespoon of molasses. add the well-beaten yolks of eggs, - / teaspoonfuls of baking soda, dissolved in a little hot water. lastly, add the stiffly-beaten whites of eggs. place about tablespoonfuls of the batter on hot, well-greased waffle irons. if buttermilk cannot be procured, sour milk may be used with good results, providing the milk is quite sour. from this quantity of batter may be made twelve waffles. serve with maple syrup or honey. bread griddle cakes to pint of sour milk add about slices of stale bread and allow the bread to soak in this mixture over night. in the morning beat up smoothly with egg yolk, teaspoonful of soda, a pinch of salt and enough cornmeal and white flour, in equal quantities, to make a moderately thin batter. lastly, add the stiffly-beaten white of egg, bake on a hot griddle. cakes should be small in size, as when baked cakes are less readily turned than other batter cakes. these cakes are economical and good. never fail "flannel" cakes cups thick sour milk (quite sour). tablespoonfuls sweet milk. egg. / teaspoonful salt. cups flour. teaspoonful baking soda (good measure). pour the milk in a bowl, add yolk of egg. sift together flour, baking soda and salt, four times. beat all well together. then add the stiffly-beaten white of egg, and bake at once on a hot griddle, using about two tablespoonfuls of the batter for a cake. serve with butter and maple syrup or a substitute. this recipe, given mary by an old, reliable cook, was unfailing as to results, if recipe be closely followed. the cakes should be three-fourths of an inch thick, light as a feather, and inside, fine, like bread, not "doughy," as cakes baked from richer batters frequently are. from this recipe was made eighteen cakes. waffles made from sweet milk and baking powder sift together quart of flour, teaspoonfuls of baking powder and / teaspoonful of salt. mix into a batter, a little thicker than for griddle cakes, with sweet milk; add yolks of eggs, tablespoonfuls of melted butter; lastly, stir in lightly the stiffly-beaten whites of eggs. bake on a hot, well-greased waffle iron and serve with maple syrup. "bucks county" buckwheat cakes about o'clock noon dissolve cake of yeast (the small, round or square cornmeal cakes) in pint of lukewarm water. add to this tablespoonful wheat flour, tablespoonful yellow cornmeal, and enough good buckwheat flour to make a thin batter. set in a warm place near the range to rise. about or o'clock in the evening add this sponge to quart and pint of lukewarm potato water (water drained from boiled potatoes), tablespoonful of mashed potatoes added improves the cakes; add salt. they need considerable. stir in enough buckwheat flour to make quite a stiff batter, beat hard and set to rise, covered, in a warm place over night. the next morning add teaspoonful salaratus, dissolved in a little hot water; tablespoonful of baking molasses and a little warm milk, to thin the batter; or water will answer. the batter should be thin enough to pour. let stand a short time, then bake on a hot griddle. half this quantity will be enough for a small family. then use only / teaspoonful salaratus. bake golden brown on hot griddle. serve with honey or maple syrup. if this recipe for buckwheat cakes is followed, you should have good cakes, but much of their excellence depends on the flour. buy a small quantity of flour and try it before investing in a large quantity, as you cannot make good cakes from a poor brand of flour. delicious corn cakes one cup of sweet milk heated to boiling point; stir in heaping tablespoonfuls yellow, granulated cornmeal; add a tablespoonful of butter or lard and salt to taste. as soon as the mixture has cooled, stir in tablespoonful of wheat flour. if the batter should be too thick, stir in enough cold, sweet milk to make it run easily from the spoon. add heaping teaspoonful of royal baking powder. drop spoonfuls on hot, greased griddle, and bake. this quantity makes cakes enough to serve three people, about sixteen small cakes. this is an economical recipe, as no eggs are used. rice waffles (as aunt sarah made them.) add tablespoonful of butter and tablespoonful lard to cup of cold, boiled rice; yolks of eggs, the whites beaten separately and added last; cups of flour, teaspoonful salt and teaspoonfuls baking powder, sifted together; teaspoonful of sugar and teaspoonful of molasses, and enough sweet milk to make a thin batter. bake in hot waffle irons. with these serve either maple syrup or a mixture of sugar and cinnamon. "german" egg-pancakes (not cheap) these truly delicious pancakes were always baked by "aunt sarah" when eggs were most plentiful. for them she used, cup flour, fresh eggs, / cup milk. the yolks of eggs were broken into a bowl and lightly beaten. then milk and flour were added gradually to form a smooth batter. lastly, the stiffly-beaten whites of eggs were added. large spoonfuls were dropped on a hot, well-greased griddle, forming small cakes, which were served as soon as baked. these cakes require no baking powder. their lightness depends entirely on the stiffly-beaten whites of eggs. "frau schmidt's" griddle cake recipe the professor's wife gave mary this cheap and good recipe for griddle cakes: pint of quite sour, thick milk; beat into this thoroughly even teaspoon of baking soda, / teaspoon each of salt and sugar and cups of flour, to which had been added tablespoon of granulated cornmeal and rounded teaspoon of baking powder before sifting. no eggs were used by the professor's wife in these cakes, but mary always added yolk of egg to the cakes when she baked them. mary's recipe for "corn cake" cup of white flour. / cup cornmeal (yellow granulated cornmeal). cup of sweet milk. teaspoonfuls baking powder. tablespoonful sugar. / teaspoonful salt. tablespoonful butter. tablespoonful lard. egg. sift together flour, salt and baking powder, sugar, and add / cup of granulated, yellow cornmeal. mix with cup milk, beaten egg, and the tablespoonfuls of butter and lard. beat thoroughly. add a tablespoonful more of flour if not as stiff as ordinary cake batter. pour in well-greased bread tin and bake about minutes in a hot oven. aunt sarah's delicious cream biscuits place in a flour sifter cups of flour, teaspoonfuls baking powder, / teaspoonful of salt and / teaspoonful of sugar. sift twice; stir together / cup of sweet milk and / cup of thick, sweet cream. quickly mix all together, cutting through flour with a knife, until a soft dough is formed, mixing and handling as little as possible. drop spoonfuls into warmed muffin tins and bake at once in a hot oven. serve hot. these are easily and quickly made, no shortening other than cream being used, and if directions are closely followed will be flakey biscuits when baked. aunt sarah was always particular to use pastry flour when using baking powder, in preference to higher-priced "hard spring wheat," which she used only for the making of bread or raised cakes, in which yeast was used. mary's muffins cups of flour. even teaspoonfuls of baking powder. tablespoonfuls of sugar. cup of sweet milk. eggs. tablespoonful of butter. sift flour and baking powder in a bowl; add tablespoonful of sugar and a pinch of salt; add the yolks of eggs to the cup of milk, and mix with the flour and baking powder; lastly, add the stiffly-beaten whites of eggs. place large spoonfuls of the batter in small gem pans. bake in a hot oven minutes. these muffins are fine. corn muffins (as made by "frau schmidt") eggs. - / tablespoonfuls of sugar. cup of granulated yellow cornmeal. - / cups of sweet milk. cups of white flour. teaspoonfuls of baking powder. tablespoonful melted butter. a pinch of salt beat together eggs and sugar, add milk and cornmeal and the white flour, sifted, with baking powder and salt; add the tablespoonful of melted butter. bake minutes in warmed gem pans, in a hot oven. mary's aunt taught her to utilize any left-over muffins by making a very appetizing pudding from them called "indian sponge" pudding, the recipe for which may be found among pudding recipes. strawberry shortcake (as frau schmidt made it) pint of flour. teaspoonfuls of baking powder. - / tablespoonfuls of butter or lard. egg. / teaspoon of salt. milk or water. sift together flour, baking powder and salt, and cut butter or lard through the flour. add beaten egg to about cup of sweet milk, and add gradually to the flour, cutting through it with a knife until a soft dough is formed, mixing and handling as little as possible. divide the dough into two portions, roll out one portion quickly and place on a large pie tin; spread the top of cake with softened (not melted) butter, lay the other cake on top and bake in a quick oven. when baked and still hot, the cakes may be easily separated without cutting; when, place between layers, and, if liked, on top of the cake, crushed, sweetened strawberries. "frau" schmidt thought a crushed banana added to the strawberries an improvement. serve the hot shortcake with sweet cream and sugar. or, the recipe for baking a plain (not rich) layer cake might be used instead of the above. when baked and cooled, spread between the layers the following: to the stiffly-beaten white of egg, add cup of sugar; beat well. then add cup of crushed strawberries. beat all together until the consistency of thick cream. serve cold. perfection waffles sift together cups of flour, teaspoonfuls of baking soda and teaspoonful of salt, four times. separate fresh eggs. place the yolks in an earthenware mixing bowl. beat well with a spoon. then add - / cups of sour milk or sour buttermilk and / cup of sour cream, and teaspoonful of melted butter. mix a smooth batter with the sifted flour and soda. lastly, add the stiffly-beaten whites of eggs. mix the batter quickly and thoroughly. bake on a hot, well-greased waffle iron and serve at once. the waffles may be buttered as soon as baked and sugar sifted over, or a saucer containing a mixture of cinnamon and sugar, or a small jug of maple syrup may be served with them. twelve waffles were made from this recipe. recipe for making "baking powder" sift together three times (through a fine sieve) tablespoonfuls of cream of tartar, tablespoonfuls of baking soda (salaratus), tablespoonfuls of flour. cornstarch may be substituted for flour. this latter ingredient is used to keep the cream of tartar and soda separate and dry, as soda is made from salt and will absorb moisture. this recipe for making a pure baking powder was given mary by fran schmidt, who had used it for years with good results. fritters, croquettes, dumplings and crullers when cooking any article to be immersed in fat use about this proportion: pounds of sweet lard to of suet, which had been previously tried out. it is cheaper, also more wholesome, to use part suet than to use all lard. save all pieces of left-over fat, either raw or cooked, from steaks, roasts, bacon or ham. cut all up into small pieces and place in a pan in the oven until tried out, or put in a double boiler and stand over boiling water until fat is tried out. strain and stand aside to be used as drippings. to clarify this fat, pour boiling water over, let cook a short time, strain and stand away in a cool place, when a cake of solid fat will form on top, which may be readily removed and used as drippings, or it may be added to the kettle of fat used for deep frying. always strain fat carefully after frying croquettes, fritters, etc. should the frying fat become dark add to the can of soap fat the economical housewife is saving. return the clear-strained fat to the cook pot, cover carefully, stand aside in a cool place, and the strained fat may be used times without number for frying. the housewife will find it very little trouble to fry fritters, croquettes, etc., in deep fat, if the fat is always strained immediately after using, and returned to the cook pot, kept especially for this purpose. stand on the hot range when required and the fat will heat in a few minutes, and if the fat is the right temperature, food cooked in it should not be at all greasy. when the housewife is planning to fry fritters or croquettes she should, if possible, crumb the articles to be fried several hours before frying, and stand aside to become perfectly cold. when the fat for frying is so hot a blue smoke arises, drop in the fritters or croquettes, one at a time, in order not to chill the fat or plunge a frying basket, containing only a couple of fritters at a time, in the hot fat, as too many placed in the fat at one time lowers the temperature too quickly and causes the fritters to be greasy and soggy. to test the fat before dropping in the fritters, if a small piece of bread is dropped in the fat and browns in about one minute the fat is the right temperature for frying fritters, and fritters fried at the correct temperature should be a rich brown and not at all greasy. when removing fritters from hot fat place on coarse brown paper to absorb any remaining fat. fritters composed of vegetables, or oysters, should be served on a platter garnished with parsley, and fritters composed of fruit, should have pulverized sugar sifted over them liberally. should a small piece of bread brown in the fat while you count twenty, fat is the correct temperature for frying croquettes, but is too hot for frying crullers or any food not previously cooked. kartoffle balla (potato balls) boil until tender, medium-sized (not pared) potatoes; when quite cold remove parings and grate them; fry one finely-chopped onion in a little butter until a yellow-brown; add this, also egg, to the potatoes, season with salt and pepper and add flour enough to mold into balls; use only flour enough to hold the mixture together. the chopped onion may be omitted, and instead, brown small, dice-like pieces of bread in a little butter, shape dumplings into balls the size of walnuts, place a teaspoonful of the browned bread crumbs in the centre of each and add also a little chopped parsley. drop the dumplings in salted boiling water and cook uncovered from to minutes. when dumplings rise to the top they should be cooked sufficiently, when remove from kettle with a skimmer to a platter; cut dumplings in half and strew over them bread crumbs, browned in butter. "boova shenkel" for this excellent "pennsylvania german" dish, which i am positive has never before been published, take - / pounds of stewing meat (beef preferred), season with salt and pepper and cook slowly several hours until tender. for the filling for the circles of dough, take medium-sized white potatoes, pared and thinly sliced, steamed until tender; then add seasoning to taste of salt and pepper, tablespoonfuls of butter, tablespoonfuls of finely-minced parsley and finely-chopped onion (small); lastly, add eggs, lightly beaten together, to the mixture. allow this to stand while the pastry is being prepared in the following manner: pastry--sift into a bowl - / cups of flour, teaspoonfuls of baking powder and / teaspoonful of salt, generous teaspoonful of lard and of butter. cut through the flour, mix with water into a dough as for pie crust. roll thin, cut into about ten circles, and spread some of the mixture on each circle of dough. press two opposite edges together like small, three-cornered turnover pies; drop these on to the hot meat and broth in the cook pot, closely covered. cook slowly from to minutes. before serving the "boova shenkel" pour over the following: cut slices of stale bread into dice and brown in a pan containing large tablespoonful of butter and a couple tablespoonfuls of fat (which had been skimmed from top of broth before "boova shenkel" had been put in cook pot), add about / cup of milk to diced, browned bread; when hot, pour over the "boova shenkel" and serve with the meat on a large platter. rice balls with cheese place cups of cold, boiled rice, well drained, in a bowl and add / cup of grated cheese, a little salt, / cup flour and the stiffly-beaten white of one egg. mix all together and mold into balls about the size of a small egg, with a little of the flour; then roll them in fine, dried bread crumbs, and stand away until perfectly cold. when preparing for lunch, beat the yolk of the egg with a little milk, dip the rice balls into this, then into fine, dried bread crumbs, drop in deep fat and fry a golden brown. drain on brown paper and serve, garnished with parsley. "kartoffle klose" one quart of cold, boiled, skinned potatoes, grated. (boil without paring the day before they are to be used, if possible.) put into a frying pan tablespoonful of butter, finely-minced onion (small onion), and fry until a light brown. remove from fire and mix with this: heaped tablespoonfuls flour, tablespoonful of finely-cut parsley, eggs (whites beaten separately), and slices of bread, cut fine. add grated potatoes and bread crumbs, alternately, mixing together lightly with a fork; add the other ingredients, season well with salt and pepper, form into round balls the size of a walnut and drop into a stew-pan of boiling, salted water, containing a teaspoon of butter. do not cover the stew-pan while they are cooking. as soon as the dumplings rise to the top, skim one out and cut in half to see if it is cooked through. they should take from to minutes to cook. skim out of the boiling water on a platter. cut each dumpling in half, pour over them bread crumbs browned in a pan containing a little lard and butter, and serve. the onion may be omitted and only finely-chopped parsley used, if desired, or use both. or place the halved dumplings in pan containing a little lard and butter and chopped onion (if the latter is liked), and brown on each side, then serve. rice croquettes (and lemon sauce) boil cup of well-washed rice in or cups of rapidly-boiling water, until tender. the rice, when cooked and drained, should fill cups. prepare a cream sauce of pint of milk, heaping tablespoonfuls of flour and tablespoons of butter and egg yolks. stir in cups of flaky, cooked rice, while rice is still hot. when the mixture has cooled, mold into small cone shapes with the hands, stand aside until perfectly cold. dip the croquettes into the whites of eggs, then roll them in fine, dried bread crumbs and fry in deep fat. if a cube of bread browns in the fat in a little longer time than a half minute, the fat is the right temperature. eighteen croquettes were made from this quantity of rice. lemon sauce--to serve with rice croquettes, cream together / cup of sugar, tablespoonful of butter, egg, cups of boiling water was added and all cooked together until the mixture thickened. when cooled slightly add the juice and grated rind of one lemon. serve in a separate bowl, and pass with the croquettes. corn oysters slice off tips of kernels from cobs of corn and scrape down corn-pulp from cobb with a knife. to pint of pulp add eggs, heaping tablespoonfuls of flour, / teaspoonful of salt and a pinch of cayenne pepper and of black pepper; add the yolks of eggs, then stir in lightly the stiffly-beaten white of eggs and flour. fry in only enough butter to prevent them sticking to the pan. drop into pan by spoonfuls size of an ordinary fried oyster, brown on both sides and serve hot. banana fritters from one banana was made fritters. the banana was halved, cut lengthwise and then cut cross-wise. the batter will do for all fruits, clams, corn or oysters. make a sauce of the liquor, mixed with same quantity of milk, with a tablespoon of butter added, chopped parsley and flour to thicken. when making oyster or clam fritters use same rule as for fruit fritters, using clam juice and milk instead of all milk. for the "fritter batter," sift together pint of flour, teaspoonfuls baking powder and a pinch of salt. stir slowly into it a pint of milk, then the well-beaten yolks of eggs, and, lastly, the stiffly-beaten whites of eggs. beat hard for a few minutes and fry at once in smoking hot fat. orange sections make delicious fritters, or halves of fresh or canned peaches may be used. allow the bananas to stand one-quarter hour in a dish containing a small quantity of lemon juice and sugar before putting them in the batter. lay the slices of bananas or sections of orange in the batter, then take up a tablespoonful of the batter with one slice of banana for each fritter, drop into hot fat one at a time, and fry a golden brown. sift pulverized sugar over and serve hot. if a small piece of bread browns in one minute in the fat it is the right temperature to fry any previously uncooked food. parsnip fritters scrape and boil or parsnips in salted water until tender and drain. if old parsnips, cut out the centre, as it is tough and woody. mash parsnips fine, add egg yolk (white beaten separately), and added last a little salt, large tablespoonful flour, / teaspoonful baking powder, mold into small cakes, dredge with flour, and fry quickly to a golden brown in a tablespoonful of butter and one of drippings. serve at once. aunt sarah's "schnitz and knopf" this is an old-fashioned "pennsylvania german" favorite. the end of a ham bone, containing a very little meat, was placed in a large kettle with a small quantity of water, with "schnitz," or sliced, sweet, dried apples, which had been dried without removing the parings. when the apples were cooked tender in the ham broth; dumplings, composed of the following, were lightly dropped on top of the apples and broth and cooked, closely covered, from to minutes. do not uncover kettle the first ten minutes. when dumplings have cooked place them with the "schnitz" on a large platter, and serve at once. a very old recipe for dumplings, or "knopf" one and one-half quarts of flour was sifted with - / tablespoonfuls of royal baking powder, teaspoonful of butter was cut through the flour in small bits, egg was beaten and enough milk or water added to the egg to mix the flour into quite a soft dough. sometimes instead of molding the dough into balls large spoonfuls were placed over the apples. aunt sarah had used this recipe for many years. this is a very old recipe, and from it was made a larger quantity than ordinary housekeepers usually require. half the quantity, about - / pints of flour to - / tablespoonfuls of baking powder, mixed according to the directions given in the first part of recipe, would be about the correct proportions for a family of ordinary size. aunt sarah frequently substituted sour cherries and a teaspoonful of butter was added instead of ham and "schnitz." dumplings prepared from this recipe may be dropped on stewed chicken and broth and cooked or steamed, make an excellent pot-pie. should there be more dough mixed than required for dumplings, place a panful in the oven and bake as biscuits. more baking powder is required when dough is steamed or boiled than when baked in the oven. "kartoffle kuklein" (potato fritters or boofers) place in a bowl cups grated, pared, _raw_ potatoes; drain off any liquid formed, then add small onion, also grated; large egg or small eggs, salt and pepper, tablespoonful chopped parsley, / teaspoonful baking powder (good measure), and a couple tablespoonfuls of flour to thicken just enough to make the fritters hold together; then drop by spoonfuls in deep, hot fat, and fry a rich brown. the fritters form into odd shapes a trifle larger than a fried oyster, when dropped in the fat. should the fritter batter separate when dropped in the fat, add more flour, but if too much flour is added they are not as good as when a lesser quantity is used. drain the fritters on brown paper and garnish the platter upon which they are served with parsley. mary's uncle was very fond of these fritters. he preferred them to fried oysters, and always called them "potato boofers." i would not answer for the wholesomeness of these fritters. in fact, i do not think any fried food particularly wholesome. rosettes, wafers and rosenkuchen (as made by frau schmidt) prepare a batter from the following: cup of sweet milk. eggs. pinch of salt. cup of flour, good measure. gradually mix the flour with the milk to form a smooth batter, free from lumps. add yolks, then the slightly-beaten whites of eggs. fasten the long handle to a wafer iron, shaped like a cup or saucer, and stand it in hot fat, a mixture of / lard and / suet, or oil; when heated, remove at once, and dip quickly into the batter, not allowing the batter to come over top of the wafer iron. then return it to the hot fat, which should cover the wafer iron, and in about or seconds the wafer should be lightly browned, when the wafer may be easily removed from the iron on to a piece of brown paper to absorb any fat which may remain. this amount of batter should make about forty wafers. on these wafers may be served creamed oysters, vegetables, chicken or fruit. when using the wafers as a foundation on which to serve fruit, whipped cream is a dainty adjunct. one teaspoonful of sugar should then be added to the wafer batter. these wafers may be kept several weeks, when by simply placing them in a hot oven a minute before serving they will be almost as good as when freshly cooked. or the wafers may be served as a fritter by sifting over them pulverized sugar and cinnamon. "bairische dampfnudeln" these delicious bavarian steamed dumplings are made in this manner: cake of fleischman's compressed yeast was dissolved in a cup of lukewarm milk, sift pint of flour into a bowl, add teaspoonful of sugar and teaspoonful of salt. mix the flour with another cup of lukewarm milk, egg and the dissolved yeast cake and milk (two cups of milk were used altogether). work all together thoroughly, adding gradually about - / cups of flour to form a soft dough. do not mix it too stiff. cover the bowl with a cloth; stand in a warm place until it has doubled the original bulk. flour the bread board and turn out dough and mold into small biscuits or dumplings. let these rise for half an hour, butter a pudding pan and place dumplings in it, brushing tops with melted butter. pour milk in the pan around the dumplings to about two-thirds the depth of the dumplings; set pan on inverted pie tin in oven and bake a light brown. serve with any desired sauce or stewed fruit. or, after the shaped dough has raised, drop it in a large pot of slightly-salted boiling water, allowing plenty of room for them to swell and puff up, and boil continuously, closely covered, for minutes. this quantity makes about small dumplings. should you not wish so many, half the quantity might be molded out, placed in a greased pie tin, and when light, which takes half an hour, bake in a moderately hot oven, and you will have light biscuits for lunch. the thrifty german hausfraus make fritters of everything imaginable, and sometimes unimaginable. mary was told one day by a german neighbor how she prepared a fritter she called: "heller bluther kuklein" she gathered elderberry blossoms, rinsed off the dust, and when free from moisture dipped the blossoms into fritter batter, holding the stem ends, then dropped them into hot fat, and when golden brown, drained a minute on coarse, brown paper before serving, dusted them with powdered sugar; cinnamon may also be dusted over if liked. mary pronounced them "fine," after tasteing, and said: "they certainly are a novelty." perhaps something like this suggested the rosette iron, as it is somewhat similar. apyl kuklein (apple fritters) pare and core large tart apples. cut each apple into about round slices and allow the sliced apples to lie a couple of hours in a dish containing tablespoonfuls of brandy, mixed with a half teaspoonful of cinnamon and a half teaspoonful of sugar. drain the sliced apples, then a few at a time should be dropped in the following batter, composed of: cup of flour sifted with / teaspoonful of royal baking powder, / teaspoonful of salt, add the yolks of eggs and cup of milk to form a smooth batter, then add the stiffly-beaten whites of eggs. fry light brown, in deep, hot fat, and sift over powdered sugar. "fried apples" are an appetizing garnish for pork chops; the apples should be cored, _not pared_, but should be sliced, and when cut the slices should resemble round circles, with holes in the centre. allow the sliced apples to remain a short time in a mixture of cinnamon and brandy, dry on a napkin, and fry in a pan, containing a couple of tablespoonfuls of sweet drippings and butter. dumplings made from "bread sponge" aunt sarah's raised dumplings from bread sponge were greatly relished at the farm. when bread sponge, which had been set to rise early in the morning, and all flour necessary for loaves of bread had been added and loaves were being shaped to place in bread tins, aunt sarah reserved an amount of sponge sufficient for one loaf of bread, added a little extra salt, shaped them into small balls, size of a lemon, placed them on a well-floured board some distance apart to raise; when light (at o'clock, if the dinner hour was . ), she carefully dropped the light balls of dough into a large pot of rapidly boiling, slightly salted water, covered closely, and boiled about minutes, (do not have more than one layer of the dumplings in cook pot, and do not place too close together; allow room for them to expand.) test by tearing one apart with a fork. serve at once, and serve with a roast, to be eaten with gravy, with butter, or they may be eaten as a dessert, with jelly or maple syrup. aunt sarah frequently added an equal quantity of fine, dried bread crumbs and flour and a little extra salt to a thin batter of bread sponge (before all the flour required for bread had been added), made about as stiff a dough as for ordinary loaves of bread; molded them into balls. when sufficiently raised, boiled them either in water or meat broth in the same manner as she prepared dumplings; made _only_ of _flour_. this is a small economy, using _bread crumbs_ in place of _flour_, and these are delicious if prepared according to directions. remember to have a large quantity of rapidly boiling water in which to cook the dumplings, not to allow water to stop boiling an instant and to keep cook pot closely covered for minutes before removing one, and breaking apart to see if cooked through. these are particularly nice served with stewed apricots. "leber klose" or liver dumplings boil a good-sized soup bone for several hours in plenty of water, to which add salt and pepper to taste and several small pieces of celery and sprigs of parsley to flavor stock. strain the broth or stock into a good-sized cook pot and set on stove to keep hot. for the liver dumplings, scrape a half pound of raw beef liver with a knife, until fine and free from all veins, etc. place the scraped liver in a large bowl, cut three or four good-sized onions into dice, fry a light brown, in a pan containing tablespoonful of lard and butter mixed. cut into dice / to a whole loaf of bread (about quarts). beat eggs together, add cup of sweet milk, season well with salt and pepper, and mix all together with large cup of flour. if not moist enough to form into balls when mixed together, add more milk. keep the mixture as soft as possible or the dumplings will be heavy. flour the hands when shaping the balls, which should be the size of a shelled walnut. stand the pot containing stock on the front of the stove, where it will boil, and when boiling, drop in the dumplings and boil, uncovered, for minutes. when cooked, take the dumplings carefully from the stock on to a large platter, pour the stock over the dumplings and serve. these are excellent, but a little troublesome to make. one-half this quantity would serve a small family for lunch. frau schmidt's "old recipe for schnitz and knopf" place a cook pot on the range, containing the end piece of a small ham; partly cover with water. this should be done about three hours before serving, changing the water once. soak sweet, unpared, sliced, dried apples over night in cold water. in the morning cook the dried apples (or schnitz) in a small quantity of the ham broth, in a separate stew-pan, until tender. remove ham from broth one-half hour before serving. sweeten the broth with a small quantity of brown sugar, and when the broth commences to boil add raised dumplings of dough, which had been shaped with the hands into round balls about the size of an ordinary biscuit. cook minutes. do not uncover the cook-pot after the dumplings have been dropped into the broth until they have cooked the required length of time. when the dumplings have cooked a sufficient time carefully remove to a warm platter containing the cooked apple schnitz. thicken the broth remaining with a little flour, to the consistency of cream. pour over the dumplings and serve at once. dumplings--at . in the evening set a sponge consisting of cup of lukewarm milk, tablespoonful sugar, tablespoonful of butter, egg, / of an yeast cake, add flour enough to form a sponge (as stiff as may be stirred with a mixing spoon). set to raise in a warm place over night. in the morning add more flour to the risen sponge until nearly as stiff as for bread. form into round dumplings, place on a well-floured bake-board to rise slowly. twenty-five minutes before serving drop dumplings into the hot broth in a large cook-pot. there should be only one layer of dumplings, otherwise they will be heavy. "brod knodel," or bread dumplings cups of stale bread (cut like dice). / cup of flour. / teaspoonful baking powder. / cup milk. tablespoonfuls butter. egg. teaspoonful of finely-minced parsley. / teaspoonful finely-minced onion (if liked). pinch of salt. place two cups of diced bread in a bowl and pour over / cup of milk. (reserve cup of diced bread, which brown in tablespoonful of butter, to be added to the mixture later.) allow milk and bread to stand or minutes; then add tablespoonful of melted butter, egg, flour and baking powder, and salt; fried, diced bread and parsley, and mix all together. with well-floured hands form the mixture into balls size of a walnut, and drop at once into rapidly boiling salted water and cook minutes. stew pan should be closely covered. when cooked, remove to platter with perforated skimmer, and serve at once, or drop dumplings into a pan containing tablespoonful of melted butter, and brown on all sides before serving. "german" pot pie to serve a family of six or seven, place pounds of beef and pork chops, cut in small pieces, in a cook-pot. season with a little chopped onion, pepper and salt. this should be done about three or four hours before dinner. one hour before serving prepare the dough for pot pie. pare white potatoes, slice and dry on a napkin, sift cups of flour with teaspoonful of baking-powder, pinch of salt, cut through the sifted flour, level tablespoonful of shortening. moisten dough with egg and enough milk to make dough stiff enough to handle. (almost cup of milk, including the egg.) cut off a small piece of dough, size of a small teacup, roll thin and take up plenty of flour on both sides. take up all flour possible. cut this dough into four portions or squares. have the meat more than covered with water, as water cooks away. place a layer of potatoes on meat (well seasoned), then the pared potatoes and small pieces of dough alternately, never allowing pieces of dough to lap; place potatoes between. roll the last layer out in one piece, size of a pie plate, and cover top layer of potatoes with it. cover closely and cook three-quarters of an hour from the time it commences to boil. then turn out carefully on a platter and serve at once. "zwetchen dampfnudeln" (prune dumplings) in the evening a sponge was prepared with yeast for bread. all the flour required to stiffen the dough for loaves of bread being added at this time. the bread sponge was stood in a warm place to rise over night. in the morning, when shaping the dough into loaves, stand aside about one pint of the bread dough. later in the morning form the pint of dough into small balls or dumplings, place on a well-floured bake board and stand in a warm place until doubled in size. then drop the dumplings into a cook pot containing stewed prunes, a small quantity of water, a little sugar and lemon peel, if liked. the dried prunes had been soaked over night in cold water, and allowed to simmer on the range in the morning. the prune juice should be hot when the dumplings are added. cook dumplings one-half hour in a closely covered cook-pot and turn out carefully on to a warmed platter, surrounded by prune juice and prunes. green corn fritters grate pulp from six cars of corn; with a knife scrape down the pulp into a bowl, add eggs, beaten separately, a couple tablespoonfuls of milk, large tablespoonful of flour, / teaspoonful of baking powder and a pinch of salt. drop with a spoon on a well-greased griddle. the cakes should be the size of a silver half dollar. bake brown on either side and serve hot. these should not be fried as quickly as griddle cakes are fried, as the corn might then not be thoroughly cooked. "mouldasha" (parsley pies) mash and season with butter and salt half a dozen boiled white potatoes, add a little grated onion and chopped parsley. sift together in a bowl cup of flour, teaspoonful baking powder and a little salt. add a small quantity of milk to one egg if not enough liquid to mix into a soft dough. roll out like pie crust, handling as little as possible. cut into small squares, fill with the potato mixture, turn opposite corners over and pinch together all around like small, three-cornered pies. drop the small triangular pies into boiling, salted water a few minutes, or until they rise to top; then skim out and brown them in a pan containing a tablespoonful each of butter and lard. i have known some germans who called these "garden birds." stale bread crumbs, browned in butter, may be sprinkled over these pies when served. serve hot. these are really pot pie or dumplings with potato filling. mary's aunt always called these "mouldasha." where she obtained the name or what its meaning is, the writer is unable to say. inexpensive drop crullers cream together cup sugar and egg, then add one cup of milk alternately with cups of flour, sifted with teaspoonfuls of baking powder. add / teaspoonful of vanilla and enough flour to make a stiff batter. take about / a teaspoonful of the batter at a time and drop into boiling hot fat, and brown on both sides; then drain on coarse, brown paper and, when cool, dust with pulverized sugar. these cakes are cheap and good, and as no shortening is used are not rich. do not make cakes too large, as they then will not cook through readily. batter baked with gravy the professor's wife gave mary this recipe, given her by an englishwoman. the recipe was liked by her family, being both economical and good. when serving roast beef for dinner, before thickening the gravy, take out about half a cup of liquid from the pan and stand in a cool place until the day following. reheat the roast remaining from previous day, pour the half cup of liquid in an iron fry pan, and when hot pour the following batter in the pan with the fat and bake in a moderately hot oven about minutes. or the batter may be poured in pan about minutes before meat has finished roasting. the batter was composed of cup of flour, sifted with small teaspoonful of baking powder and / teaspoonful of salt, mixed smooth with cup of sweet milk. add well-beaten eggs. when baked cut in small pieces, surround the meat on platter, serve instead of potatoes with roast. the addition of baked dough extends the meat flavor and makes possible the serving of a smaller amount of meat at a meal. "german" sour cream crullers one cup sugar, cup sour cream, eggs, tablespoonfuls of butter, teaspoonful soda, pinch of salt. about - / cups of flour. (use extra flour to dredge the bake-board when rolling out crullers.) this is a very good recipe for crullers, in which the economical housewife may use the cup of cream which has turned sour. this necessitates using less shortening, which otherwise would be required. cream together sugar, butter, add yolks of eggs. dissolve the soda in a small quantity of sour cream. mix cream alternately with the flour. add pinch of salt. add just enough flour to roll out. cut with small doughnut cutter with hole in centre. fry in hot fat. dust with pulverized sugar. "grandmother's" doughnuts cream together cup sugar and teaspoonfuls butter, / a grated nutmeg, and a pinch of salt. add eggs, beaten without separating yolks from whites, and cup of sweet milk. then add cups of flour (or quart), prepared as follows: measure quart of unsifted flour and sift twice with generous teaspoonfuls of baking powder. use this to thicken the batter sufficiently to roll out and use about extra cup of flour to flour the bake-board. turn out one-half the quantity of dough on to a half cup of flour on the bake-board. roll out dough half an inch thick. cut out with round cutter, with hole in centre, and drop into deep, hot fat. use / lard and / suet for deep frying; it is cheaper and more wholesome than to use all lard. when fat is hot enough to brown a small piece of bread while you count , it is the correct temperature for doughnuts. the dough should be as soft as can be handled. when cakes are a rich brown, take from fat, drain well on coarse, brown paper, and when cool dust with pulverized sugar and place in a covered stone jar. never use fat as hot for frying doughnuts as that used for frying croquettes, but should the fat not be hot the doughnuts would be greasy. these doughnuts are excellent if made according to recipe. fine "drop crullers" cream together - / cups pulverized sugar, eggs, add cup sweet milk, / teaspoonful of salt, - / cups of flour, sifted after measuring with teaspoonfuls of baking powder. drop teaspoonfuls of this carefully into boiling fat. they should resemble small balls when fried. batter must not be too stiff, but about the consistency of a cup-cake batter. boil them in a mixture of cinnamon and sugar when all have been fried. soups and chowders stock is the basis of all soups made from meat, and is really the juice of the meat extracted by long and gentle simmering. in making stock for soup always use an agate or porcelain-lined stock pot. use one quart of cold water to each pound of meat and bone. use cheap cuts of meat for soup stock. excellent stock may be made from bones and trimmings of meat and poultry. wash soup bones and stewing meat quickly in cold water. never allow a roast or piece of stewing meat to lie for a second in water. aunt sarah did not think that wiping meat with a damp cloth was all that was necessary (although many wise and good cooks to the contrary). place meat and soup bones in a stock pot, pour over the requisite amount of soft, cold water to extract the juice and nutritive quality of the meat; allow it to come to a boil, then stand back on the range, where it will just simmer for or hours. then add a sliced onion, several sprigs of parsley, small pieces of chopped celery tops, well-scraped roots of celery, and allow to simmer three-quarters of an hour longer. season well with salt and pepper, level teaspoonful of salt will season quart of soup. strain through a fine sieve, stand aside, and when cool remove from lop the solid cake of fat which had formed and use for frying after it has been clarified. it is surprising to know the variety of soups made possible by the addition of a small quantity of vegetables or cereals to stock. a couple tablespoonfuls of rice or barley added to well-seasoned stock and you have rice or barley soup. a small quantity of stewed, sweet corn or noodles, frequently "left-overs," finely diced or grated carrots, potatoes, celery or onions, and you have a vegetable soup. strain the half can of tomatoes, a "left-over" from dinner, add a tablespoonful of butter, a seasoning of salt and pepper, thicken to a creamy consistency with a little cornstarch, add to cup of soup stock, serve with croutons of bread or crackers, and you have an appetizing addition to dinner or lunch. the possibilities for utilizing left-overs are almost endless. the economically-inclined housewife will be surprised to find how easily she may add to the stock pot by adding left-over undesirable pieces of meat and small quantities of vegetables. one or two spoonfuls of cold left-over oatmeal may also be added to soup with advantage, occasionally. always remove the cake of fat which forms on top of soup as soon as cooled, as soup will turn sour more quickly if it is allowed to remain. if soup stock be kept several days in summer time, heat it each day to prevent souring. pieces of celery, onion, parsley, beans and peas may all be added to soup to make it more palatable. also fine noodles. the yolk of a hard-boiled egg dropped into the soup kettle and heated through, allowing one for each plate of soup served, is a quick and appetizing addition to a soup of plain broth or consomme. vegetable soup slice thinly potatoes, carrots, turnips, the undesirable parts of heads of celery, stalks of parsley and onions. cook the onions in a little butter until they turn a yellow brown, then add the other ingredients. season well with salt and black pepper, also a pinch of red pepper. put all together in a stew-pan, cover with three quarts of water, stand on range and simmer about three hours. strain soup into stew-pan, place on range, and when hot add marklose balls. marklose balls take marrow from uncooked beef soup bones, enough to fill tablespoons, cut fine, add eggs, teaspoonful grated onion to flavor, pepper and salt, stiffen with cup of bread crumbs, shape into balls size of marbles, drop into hot broth and cook uncovered from to minutes. aunt sarah purchased two good-sized soup bones containing considerable meat. after extracting tablespoonfuls of marrow from the uncooked bones, she put the bones in a stew-pan with a couple of quarts of water, a large onion, chopped fine, and a piece of celery, and cooked for several hours, then skimmed off scum which arises on top of broth, removed the soup bones and meat and added a couple of tablespoonfuls of grated carrot, pepper and salt to taste, cooked a short time, and then added the marrow balls, a little chopped parsley and a couple of tablespoonfuls of boiled rice. two tablespoonfuls of marrow will make about balls, with the addition of crumbs, eggs, etc. egg balls for soup mash the yolks of hard-boiled eggs fine and smooth with a little soft butter. beat the white of egg, and add with about tablespoonfuls of flour, salt and pepper. mix all together. use a little flour to mold the mixture into balls the size of quite small marbles. do not make too stiff. drop these into hot broth or soup and cook about five minutes. this quantity will make small balls. "suppee schwangen" mary was taught to make these by the professor's wife. she beat together either or raw eggs, / cup flour, tablespoonful butter, a little salt, and just enough milk to thin the mixture enough so it may be dropped by half teaspoonfuls into hot soup stock or broth. cook these small dumplings about minutes. serve in soup broth. cream of oyster bouillon put two dozen oysters through food chopper, cook oyster liquor and oysters together five minutes, heat pint milk and tablespoon flour, mixed smooth with a little cold milk, and tablespoonful butter. let come to a boil, watching carefully that it does not burn. pour all together when ready to serve. serve in bouillon cups with crackers. this recipe was given mary by a friend in philadelphia, who thought it unexcelled. german noodle soup place about pounds of cheap stewing beef in a cook-pot with sufficient water and cook several hours, until meat is quite tender; season with salt and pepper. about an hour before serving chop fine medium-sized potatoes and onions and cook in broth until tender. ten or fifteen minutes before serving add noodle. to prepare noodles, break fresh eggs in a bowl, fill / an egg shell with cold water, add the eggs, and mix with flour as stiff as can conveniently be handled. add a little salt to flour. divide dough into sheets, roll on bake-board, spread on cloth a short time and let dry, but not until too brittle to roll into long, narrow rolls. cut this with a sharp knife into thin, thread-like slices, unroll, drop as many as wished into the stew-pan with the meat and cook about or minutes. place the meat on a platter and serve the remainder in soup plates. the remaining noodles (not cooked) may be unrolled and dried and later cooked in boiling salted water, drained and placed in a dish and browned butter, containing a few soft, browned crumbs, poured over them when served. the very fine noodles are generally served with soup and the broad or medium-sized ones served with brown butter germans usually serve with a dish of noodles, either stewed, dried prunes, or stewed raisins. both are palatable and healthful. cream of celery cook large stalk of celery, also the root cut up in dice, in pint of water, / hour or longer. mash celery and put through a fine sieve. add pint of scalded milk, and thicken with a tablespoonful of flour, mixed with a little cold milk. add tablespoonfuls of butter, pepper and salt, and simmer a few minutes. just before serving add a cup of whipped cream. serve with the soup, small "croutons" of bread. oyster stew rinse a stew-pan with cold water, then put in pint of milk and let come to a boil. heat oysters in a little oyster liquor a few minutes, until the oysters curl up around the edges, then add the oysters to one-half the hot milk, add a large tablespoonful of butter, season well with salt and pepper, and when serving the stew add the half pint of boiling hot milk remaining. this quantity makes two small stews. serve crackers and pickled cabbage. when possible use a mixture of sweet cream and milk for an oyster stew instead of all milk. an old cook told mary she always moistened half a teaspoonful of cornstarch and added to the stew just before removing from the range to cause it to have a creamy consistency. clam broth clam broth may be digested usually by the most delicate stomach. it can be bought in cans, but the young housewife may like to know how to prepare it herself. strain the juice from one-half dozen clams and save. remove objectionable parts from clams, cut in small pieces, add / pint of cold water and the clam juice, let cook slowly about minutes, strain and season with pepper and salt, a little butter and milk, and serve hot. turkey soup take broken-lip bones and undesirable pieces of roast turkey, such as neck, wings and left-over pieces of bread filling, put in stew-pot, cover with water, add pieces of celery, sliced onion and parsley, cook several hours, strain, and to the strained liquor add a couple tablespoonfuls of boiled rice, season with salt and pepper and serve. some of the cold turkey might also be cut in small pieces and added to the soup. cream of pea soup cook quarter peck of green peas until very tender, reserve one-half cup, press the remainder through a sieve with the water in which they were boiled. season with salt and pepper. mix tablespoonful of flour, tablespoonful of butter with cup of hot milk. mix flour smooth with a little cold milk before heating it. cook all together a few minutes, then add the one cup of peas reserved. if soup is too thick add a small quantity of milk or water. tomato soup one quart of canned tomatoes, tablespoonful sugar, onion, and a sprig of parsley, cut fine, and carrot and cloves. stew until soft enough to mash through a fine, wire sieve. place one quart of sweet milk on the stove to boil. mix large tablespoonful of cornstarch smooth, with a little cold milk, and stir into the hot milk. add large tablespoonful of butler and / teaspoonful (good measure) of soda. let cook one minute, until it thickens, add teaspoonful of salt. do not add the milk to the strained tomatoes until ready to serve. then serve at once. frau schmidts clam soup chop clams fine, add enough water to the clam broth to measure one quart, cook all together about minutes; add pints of scalding hot milk, season with - / tablespoonfuls butter and salt and pepper to taste. serve crackers with the soup. clam chowder cut / pound of rather "fat" smoked bacon in tiny pieces the size of dice; fry until brown and crisp. take fresh clams, after having drained a short time in a colander, run through a food chopper and place in ice chest until required. pour the liquor from the clams into an agate stew-pan; add medium-sized potatoes and medium-sized onions, all thinly sliced; also add the crisp bits of bacon and fat, which had fried out from the bacon, to the clam juice. cook all together slowly or simmer or hours. add water to the clam liquor occasionally as required. ten or fifteen minutes before serving add cup of hot water and the chopped clams (clam juice if too strong is liable to curdle milk). allow clams to cook in the clam broth to minutes. boil quarts of sweet milk, and when ready to serve add the hot milk to the chowder, also teaspoonful of chopped parsley. one-half this quantity will serve a small family. serve crisp crackers and small pickels, and this chowder, served with a dessert, makes an inexpensive, nourishing lunch. brown potato chowder put a pint of diced, raw potatoes in a stew-pan over the fire, cover with quart of water, to which a pinch of salt has been added. cook until tender, but not fine, then add water so that the water in the stew-pan will still measure one quart should some have boiled away. place a small iron fry-part on the range, containing tablespoonful of sweet lard; when melted, it should measure about tablespoonfuls. then add tablespoonfuls of flour, a pinch of salt and stir constantly, or rather mash the flour constantly with a spoon, being careful not to allow it to scorch, until a rich brown; add this to the diced potatoes and the quart of water in which they were boiled, stir until the consistency of thick cream, or like clam chowder. should there be a few, small lumps of the browned flour not dissolved in the chowder, they will not detract from the taste of it; in fact, some are very fond of them. perhaps some folks would prefer this, more like a soup; then add more hot water and thin it, but be careful to add more seasoning, as otherwise it would taste flat and unpalatable. very few people know the _good flavor_ of _browned flour_. it has a flavor peculiarly its own, and does not taste of lard at all. i would never advocate _any_ seasoning except butter, but advise economical housewives to try this, being very careful not to scorch the flour and fat while browning. a mixture of butter and lard may be used in which to brown the flour should there be a prejudice against the use of lard alone. bean chowder another palatable, cheap and easily prepared dish is called bean chowder. small soup beans were soaked over night in cold water. pour off, add fresh water and cook until tender. then add browned flour (same as prepared for potato chowder) and the water in which the beans were cooked. when ready to serve, the beans were added. more water may be added until broth is thin enough for soup, then it would be called "brown bean soup." bouillon buy a soup bone, cook with a chopped onion, one stalk of celery and a sprig of parsley until meat falls from bone. season with salt and pepper. strain the broth into a bowl and stand aside until perfectly cold. then remove the cake of fat formed on top of soup and add it to drippings for frying. the broth may be kept several days if poured into a glass jar and set on ice. when wanted to serve, heat pint of broth, add tablespoonfuls of cream to yolks of eggs. stir well. pour boiling hot broth over the cream and yolks of eggs and serve at once in bouillon cups. serve crackers also. do not cook mixture after cream and yolks of eggs have been added. this is very nourishing. farmer's rice one and one-half quarts of milk, poured into a double boiler and placed on the range to heat. one cup of flour was placed in a bowl; into the flour raw egg was dropped and stirred with a knife until mixed, then rubbed between the fingers into fine rivels. it may take a little _more_ flour; the rivels should be dry enough to allow of being rubbed fine. when the milk commences to boil drop the rivels in by handfuls, slowly, stirring constantly. salt to taste. let cook minutes. eat while hot, adding a small piece of butter as seasoning. this should be a little thicker than ordinary rice soup. philadelphia "pepper pot" this recipe for far-famed "philadelphia pepper pot" was given mary by a friend living in the quaker city, a good cook, who vouched for its excellence: the ingredients consist of the following: knuckle of veal. pounds of plain tripe. pounds of honeycomb tripe. large onion, bunch of pot-herbs. medium-sized potatoes. bay leaf--salt and cayenne pepper to season. / pound of beef suet--and flour for dumplings. the day before you wish to use the "pepper pot" procure pounds of plain tripe and pounds of honeycomb tripe. wash thoroughly in cold water place in a kettle. cover with cold water and boil eight hours; then remove tripe from water, and when cold cut into pieces about / of an inch square. the day following get a knuckle of veal, wash and cover with cold water--about three quarts--bring slowly to the simmering point, skimming off the scum which arises, simmer for three hours. remove the meat from the bones, cut into small pieces, strain broth and return it to the kettle. add a bay leaf, one large onion, chopped, simmer one hour; then add four medium-sized potatoes, cut like dice, and add to the broth. wash a bunch of pot-herbs, chop parsley (and add last), rub off the thyme leaves, cut red pepper in half and add all to broth; then add meat and tripe and season with salt; _if liked hot_, use a pinch of cayenne pepper. for the dumplings, take cup of beef suet, chopped fine, cups flour, pinch of salt, mix well together and moisten with enough cold water to allow of their being molded or rolled into tiny dumplings, the size of a small marble. flour these well to prevent sticking together. when all are prepared drop into soup, simmer a few minutes, add parsley and serve at once. german vegetable soup take potatoes, half the quantity of onions, carrots, turnips, cabbage and a stalk of celery, cut up into dice-shaped pieces, place all in a stew-pan and cover with a couple quarts of hot water. let cook about two hours, until all the vegetables are tender, then add tablespoonful of butter, a large cup of milk, and about a tablespoonful of flour mixed smooth with a little cold milk, cook a few minutes, add a tablespoonful minced parsley, and serve. a cheap rice and tomato soup take one pint of rice water which has been drained from one cupful of rice boiled in - / quarts of water minutes (the rice to be used in other ways), and after the rice has drained in a sieve add to the rice water cup stewed, strained tomatoes (measure after being strained), teaspoonful butter, teaspoonful flour mixed with a little cold water, salt, pepper, and tablespoonful of the cooked rice, and you have a palatable soup, as the water in which the rice was boiled is said to be more nutritious than the rice. fish, clams and oyster (boned shad) how many young cooks know how to bone a shad? it is a very simple process, and one becomes quite expert after one or two trials. and it fully repays one for the extra time and trouble taken, in the satisfaction experienced by being able to serve fish without bones. with a sharp knife cut the fish open along the back bone on the outside of the fish, but do not cut through the bone, then carefully cut the fish loose along the back bone on each side, cut the centre bone away with the smaller bones branching out on each side attached. cut the shad into sizable pieces after being washed in cold water and dried on a cloth to take up all the moisture. dip pieces of fish into white of egg containing a teaspoonful of water, roll in fine, dried bread crumbs, season with salt and pepper, drop in hot fat, and fry a rich brown. serve on a platter, surrounded by a border of parsley. some small portions of the fish will adhere to the bones, however carefully the fish has been boned. the meat may be picked from the bones after cooking in salt water until tender. flake the fish, and either make it into small patties or croquettes. shad roe should be parboiled first and then dredged with flour on both sides and fried in drippings or a little butter. croquettes of cold, cooked fish shred or flake cold, cooked fish, which has been carefully picked from bones. to cups of fish add an equal amount of mashed potatoes, a small half cup of cold milk, tablespoonful butter, yolk of egg, lightly beaten, teaspoonful of chopped parsley, season with salt and pepper. mix all well together, and when cold, form in small croquettes. dip into white of egg containing tablespoonful of water, roll in fine, dried bread crumbs and fry in hot fat. shad, salmon, codfish, or any kind of fish may be prepared this way, or prepare same as "rice croquettes," substituting-fish for rice. shad roe shad roe should be carefully taken from the fish, allowed to stand in cold water, to which a pinch of salt has been added, for a few minutes, then dropped in boiling water, cooked a short time and drained. dredge with flour and fry slowly in a couple tablespoonfuls of butter and lard or drippings until a golden brown. be particular not to serve them rare. serve garnished with parsley. or the shad roe may be parboiled, then broken in small pieces, mixed with a couple of lightly beaten eggs and scrambled in a fry-pan, containing a couple of tablespoonfuls of butter and sweet drippings. serve at once. garnish with parsley or water cress. scalloped oysters take about fresh oysters. place a layer of oysters in a baking dish alternately with fine, dried crumbs, well seasoned with pepper and salt and bits of butter, until pan is about two-thirds full. have a thick layer of bread crumbs for the top, dotted with bits of butter. pour over this half a cup or less of strained oyster liquor and small cup of sweet milk. place in oven and bake from to minutes. deviled oysters dozen oysters. cup rich milk. tablespoonfuls flour. yolks of raw eggs. generous tablespoonful butter. tablespoonful finely-minced parsley. drain oysters in a colander and chop rather coarsely. mix flour smooth with a little cold milk. place the remainder of the milk in a saucepan on the range. when it commences to boil add the moistened flour and cook until the mixture thickens, stirring constantly to prevent burning, or cook in a double boiler. add yolks of eggs and butter, / teaspoonful salt and / teaspoonful of black pepper and a pinch of cayenne pepper. then add chopped oysters, stir all together a few minutes until oysters are heated through. then turn into a bowl and stand aside in a cool place until a short time before they are to be served. (these may be prepared early in the morning and served at six o'clock dinner.) then fill good-sized, well-scrubbed oyster shells with the mixture, sprinkle the tops liberally with fine-dried, well-seasoned bread crumbs. (seasoned with salt and pepper.) place the filled shells on muffin tins to prevent their tipping over; stand in a hot oven about ten minutes, until browned on top, when they should be heated through. serve at once in the shells. handle the hot shells with a folded napkin when serving at table. this quantity fills thirteen oyster shells. serve with the oysters small pickles, pickled cabbage or cranberry sauce as an accompaniment. planked shad after eating planked shad no one will wish to have it served in any other manner, as no other method of preparing fish equals this. for planked shad, use an oak plank, at least two inches thick, three inches thick is better. planks for this purpose may be bought at a department store or procured at a planing mill. place plank in oven several days before using to season it. always heat the plank in oven about minutes before placing fish on it, then have plank _very hot_. split a nicely-cleaned shad down the back, place skin side down, on hot plank, brush with butter and sprinkle lightly with pepper and salt. put plank containing shad on the upper grating of a hot oven of coal range and bake about minutes. baste frequently with melted butter. the shad should be served on the plank, although not a very sightly object, but it is the proper way to serve it. the flavor of shad, or, in fact, of any other fish, prepared in this manner is superior to that of any other. fish is less greasy and more wholesome than when fried. should an oak plank not be obtainable, the shad may be placed in a large roasting pan and baked in oven. cut gashes across the fish about two inches apart, and place a teaspoonful of butter on each. bake in oven from to minutes. serve on a warmed platter, garnished with parsley, and have dinner plates warmed when serving fish on them. do not wash the plank with soap and water after using, but instead rub it over with sandpaper. broiled mackerel when fish has been cleaned, cut off head and scrape dark skin from inside. soak salt mackerel in cold water over night, skin side up, always. in the morning; drain, wipe dry and place on a greased broiler, turn until cooked on both sides. take up carefully on a hot platter, pour over a large tablespoonful of melted butter and a little pepper, or lay the mackerel in a pan, put bits of butter on top, and set in a hot oven and bake. garnish with parsley. codfish balls soak codfish several hours in cold water. cook slowly or simmer a short time. remove from fire, drain, and when cold squeeze out all moisture by placing the flaked fish in a small piece of cheese-cloth. to one cup of the flaked codfish add an equal quantity of warm mashed potatoes, yolk of egg, tablespoonful of milk and a little pepper. roll into small balls with a little flour. dip in white of egg and bread crumbs, and when quite cold fry in deep fat. garnish with parsley. fried oysters procure fine, large, fresh oysters for frying. drain in a colander carefully, look over, and discard any pieces of shell. roll each oyster in fine, dried bread crumbs, well seasoned with salt and pepper, then dip them in a lightly-beaten egg, and then in bread crumbs. allow them to stand several hours in a cool place before frying. place a few oysters at one time in a wire frying basket, and immerse in smoking hot fat. should too great a number of oysters be placed in the fat at one time it would lower the temperature of the fat and cause the oysters to become greasy. drain the oysters when fried on heavy, brown paper, to absorb any remaining fat, and serve at once. for all deep frying use two-thirds lard and one-third suet, as suet is considered to be more wholesome and cheaper than lard. two items to be considered by the frugal housewife. if fat for deep frying is the right temperature a crust is at once formed, and the oysters do not absorb as great a quantity of fat as when fried in only enough butter and drippings to prevent scorching, as they must then be fried more slowly. serve pickled cabbage and tomato catsup when serving fried oysters. panned oysters aunt sarah always prepared oysters in this manner to serve roast turkey. at the very last minute, when the dinner was ready to be served, she placed freshly-opened oysters, with their liquor, in a stew-pan over a hot fire. the minute they were heated through and commenced to curl up, she turned them in a hot colander to drain a minute, then turned the oysters into a stew-pan containing two large tablespoonfuls of hot, melted butter, and allowed them to remain in the hot butter one minute, shaking the pan lo prevent scorching, seasoned them with salt and pepper, and turned all into a heated dish and sent to the table at once. these are easily prepared and are more wholesome than fried oysters. oysters steamed in the shell place well-scrubbed shells, containing fresh oysters, in a deep agate pan, which will fit in a kettle containing a small amount of boiling water. cover very closely until the shells open easily. these may be served in the shell with hot, melted butter, in a side dish, or they may be removed from the shell to a hot bowl and seasoned with hot butter, salt and pepper. a recipe given mary for "oyster cocktail" to tablespoonfuls of tomato catsup add / tablespoonful of grated horseradish, / tablespoonful of lemon juice, / teaspoonful of tabasco sause, / tablespoonful of vinegar, saltspoonful of salt. stand on ice one hour at least. to serve--the freshly-opened oysters on half shell were placed on a plate, in the centre of which was placed a tiny glass goblet containing a small quantity of the mixture, into which the oysters were dipped before being eaten. oyster croquettes boil oysters five minutes, drain. when cold, cut into small pieces, add / cup of bread crumbs and mix all together with a thick cream sauce composed of / cup of cream or milk thickened with flour, to which add large tablespoonful of butter; season with salt, a dash of red pepper and teaspoonful of finely-minced parsley. stand this mixture on ice until quite cold and firm enough to form into small croquettes. dip in egg and bread crumbs and fry in deep fat until a golden brown. serve at once on a platter garnished with sprigs of parsley from these ingredients was made croquettes. frau schmidts way of serving "oyster cocktails" place in a bowl tablespoonfuls of tomato catsup, teaspoonful of grated horseradish, tablespoonfuls of very finely cut celery juice and pulp of lemons. season with salt and pepper. mix this with oysters which have been cut in small pieces. serve in halves of lemons, from which the pulp has been carefully removed. place on ice a short time before serving. crisp crackers should be served at the same time this is served. salmon loaf one can of salmon, from which all bones have been removed, cup of cracker crumbs, / cup of milk, tablespoonful of butter, which had been melted; eggs beaten, salt and pepper to season. mix all together, bake in a buttered pudding dish one-half hour or until browned on top. serve hot. creamed salmon a half cup of canned salmon, a left-over from lunch the preceding day, may be added to double the quantity of cream dressing, and when heated through and served on crisply-toasted slices of stale bread, make a tasty addition to any meal. of course, it is not necessary to tell even unexperienced housewives never under any circumstances allow food to stand in tins in which it was canned; do not ever stand food away in tin; use small agateware dishes, in which food, such as small quantities of left-overs, etc, may be reheated. never use for cooking agate stew-pans, from the inside of which small parties have been chipped, as food cooked in such a vessel might become mixed with small particles of glazing, and such food when eaten would injure the stomach. oyster canapes cup cream. tablespoonfuls of bread crumbs. tablespoonful of butter. dozen stewing oysters. season with paprika, tiny pinch of nutmeg and salt. boil the cream, add bread crumbs and butter. chop oysters fine, add seasoning. serve hot in pattie cups or on toast. serve small pickles or olives. good dish for chafing dish. meat every young housewife should be taught that simmering is more effective than violent boiling, which converts water into useless steam. even a tough, undesirable piece of "chuck" or "pot roast" may be made more tender and palatable by long-continued simmering than it would be if put in rapidly boiling water and kept boiling at that rate. meat may be made more tender also by being marinated; that is, allowing the meat to stand for some time in a mixture of olive oil and vinegar before cooking it. in stewing most meats a good plan is to put a large tablespoonful of finely-minced beef suet in the stew-pan; when fried out, add a little butter, and when sizzling hot add the meat, turn and sear on both sides to retain the juice in the meat, then add a little hot water and let come to a boil; then stand where the meat will just simmer but not slop cooking for several hours. the meat then should be found quite tender. cheaper cuts of meat, especially, require long, slow cooking or simmering to make them tender, but are equally as nutritious as high-priced meats if properly prepared. to quote from _the farmers' bulletin_: "the number of appetizing dishes which a good cook can make out of the meat 'left over' is almost endless. undoubtedly more time and skill are required in their preparation than in the simple cooking of the more expensive cuts. the real superiority of a good cook lies not so much in the preparation of expensive or fancy dishes as in the attractive preparation of inexpensive dishes for every day. in the skillful combination of flavors. some housewives seem to have a prejudice against economizing. if the comfort of the family does not suffer and the meals are kept as varied and appetizing as when they cost more, with little reason for complaint, surely it is not beneath the dignity of any family to avoid useless expenditure, no matter how generous its income. and the intelligent housekeeper should take pride in setting a good table." this is such an excellent article, and so ably written and true, that i feel it would be to the advantage of every young housewife to read and profit by it. "sauergebratens" or german pot roast buy about three pounds of beef, as for an ordinary pot roast. place in a large bowl. boil vinegar (or, if vinegar is too sharp, add a little water, a couple of whole cloves and a little allspice); this should cover the piece of meat. vinegar should be poured over it hot; let stand a couple of days in a cool place uncovered; turn it over occasionally. when wanted to cook, take from the vinegar and put in a stew-pan containing a little hot fried-out suet or drippings in which has been sliced onions. let cook, turn occasionally, and when a rich brown, stir in a large tablespoonful of flour, add - / cups of hot water, cover and cook slowly for two or three hours, turning frequently. half an hour before serving add small pared potatoes, and when they have cooked tender, serve meat, gravy and potatoes on a large platter. the writer knew an old gentleman who had moved to the city from a "bucks county farm" when a boy, who said that he'd walk five miles any day for a dish of the above as his mother had prepared it in former years. mary was surprised at the amount of valuable information to be obtained from the different _farmers' bulletins_ received at the farm, on all subjects of interest to housewives, and particularly farmers' wives. all books were to be had free for the asking. the dishes mary prepared from recipes in the _farmers bulletin_ on "economical use of meat in the home," were especially liked at the farm, particularly "stewed shin of beef" and "hungarian goulash" (a hungarian dish which has come to be a favorite in the united states). hungarian goulash pounds top round of beef. onion. a little flour. bay leaves. ounces salt pork. whole cloves. cups of tomatoes. peppercorns. stalk celery. blade mace. cut the beef into -inch pieces and sprinkle with flour. fry the salt pork until a light brown; add the beef and cook slowly for about thirty-five minutes, stirring occasionally. cover with water and simmer about two hours. season with salt and pepper or paprika. from the vegetables and spices a sauce is made as follows: cook in sufficient water to cover for minutes; then rub through a sieve, and add to some of the stock in which the meat was cooked. thicken with flour, using tablespoonfuls (moistened with cold water) to each cup of liquid, and season with salt and paprika. serve the meat on a platter with the sauce poured over it. potatoes, carrots and green peppers cooked until tender and cut into small pieces or narrow strips are usually sprinkled over the dish when served, and noodles may be arranged in a border upon the platter. broiled steak when buying beefsteak for broiling, order the steak cut inch to - / inches thick. place the steak on a well-greased, hot broiler and broil over a clear, hot fire, turning frequently. it will take about ten minutes to broil a steak -inch thick. when steak is broiled place on a hot platter, season with butter, pepper and salt, and serve at once. serve rare or otherwise, but serve _at once_. broil-steak unseasoned, as salt extracts juice from meat. steak, particularly, loses its savoriness if not served _hot_. what to a hungry man is more nutritious and appetizing than a perfectly broiled, rare, juicy, steak, served hot? and not a few young and inexperienced cooks serve thin steaks, frequently overdone or scorched, containing about the same amount of nourishment a piece of leather would possess, through lack of knowledge of knowing just how. often, unconsciously. i will admit; yet it is an undiluted fact, that very many young housewives are indirectly the cause of their husbands suffering from the prevailing "american complaint," dyspepsia, and its attendant evils. and who that has suffered from it will blame the "grouchy man" who cannot well be otherwise. so, my dear "mrs. new wife," be warned in time, and always remember how near to your husband's heart lies his stomach, and to possess the former you should endeavor to keep the latter in good condition by preparing, and serving, nourishing, well-cooked food. stewed shin of beef pounds of shin of beef. medium-sized onion. whole clove and bay leaf. sprig of parsley. - / tablespoonfuls flour. - / tablespoonfuls of butler or savory drippings. small slice of carrot. / tablespoonful of salt. / teaspoonful of pepper. quarts boiling water. have the butcher cut the bone in several pieces. put all the ingredients but the flour and butter in a stew-pan and bring to a boil. set the pan where the liquid will just simmer for six hours, or after boiling for five or ten minutes put all into the fireless cooker for eight or nine hours. with the butter, flour and / cup of the clear soup from which the fat has been removed make a brown sauce. to this add the meat and marrow removed from the bone. heat and serve. the remainder of the liquid in which the meat has been cooked may be used for soup. hamburg steak take the tough ends of two sirloin steaks and one tablespoonful of kidney suet, run through a food chopper; season with pepper and salt, form into small cakes, dredge lightly with flour, fry quickly, same manner steak is fried, turning frequently. the kidney fat added prevents the hamburg steak being dry and tasteless. "a tender, juicy broiled steak, flaky baked potatoes, a good cup of coffee and sweet, light, home-made bread, a simple salad or fruit, served to a hungry husband would often prevent his looking for an affinity," said aunt sarah to her niece mary. meat stew with dumplings stew. pounds of a cheap cut of beef. cups of potatoes cut into small pieces. / cup each of turnips and carrots cut into / -inch cubes. / an onion chopped. / cup of flour. season with salt and pepper. cut the meat into small pieces, removing the fat. fry out the fat and brown the meat in it. when well browned, cover with boiling water. boil for five minutes and then cook in a lower temperature until meat is done. if tender, this will require about three hours on the stove, or five hours in the fireless cooker. add carrots, onions, turnips and pepper and salt during the last hour of cooking, and the potatoes fifteen minutes before serving. thicken with the flour diluted with cold water. serve with dumplings. if this dish is made in the tireless cooker the mixture must be reheated when the vegetables are put in. such a stew may also be made of mutton. if veal or pork is used the vegetables may be omitted or simply a little onion used. sometimes for variety the browning of the meat is dispensed with. when white meat, such as chicken, veal or fresh pork is used, the gravy is often made rich with cream or milk thickened with flour. dumplings. cups of flour. teaspoons (level) of baking powder. / cup of milk or a little more if needed. / teaspoonful of salt. teaspoonfuls of butter. mix and sift the dry ingredients. work in butter with the tips of the fingers. add milk gradually, roll out to thickness of half inch. cut with biscuit cutter. place in a buttered steamer over a kettle of hot water and cook from to minutes. if the dumplings are cooked with the stew enough liquid should be removed to allow of their being placed directly upon the meat and vegetables. sometimes the dough is baked and served as biscuits, over which the stew is poured. if the stew is made with chicken or veal it is termed a fricassee. this recipe tells of such an economical way of extending the meat flavor that i think every young housewife should know it. mary copied it from _the farmers' bulletin_, an article on the "economical use of meat in the home." the dumplings, as she prepared them from this recipe, were regular fluff balls, they were so light and flaky. i would add, the cook-pot should be closely covered while cooking or steaming these dumplings, and the cover should not be raised for the first ten minutes. a lesser quantity of baking powder might be used with equally good results, but these dumplings are certain to be light and flaky. a larger quantity of baking powder should be used when dough is steamed or boiled than if dough is baked, if one expects good results. extending the meat flavor mary learned, through reading _the farmers' bulletin_, different methods of extending the meat flavor through a considerable quantity of material, which would otherwise be lacking in distinctive taste, one way to serve the meat with dumplings, generally in the dish with it; to combine the meat with crusts, as in meat pies or meat rolls, or to serve the meat on toast or biscuits. borders of rice, hominy or mashed potatoes are examples of the same principles, applied in different ways. by serving some preparation of flour, rice, hominy or other food, rich in starch, with the meat, we get a dish which in itself approaches nearer to the balanced ration than meat alone, and one in which the meat flavor is extended through a large amount of the material. the measurements given in the above recipes call for a level spoonful or a level cup, as the case may be. in many american families meat is eaten two or three times a day. in such cases, the simplest way of reducing the meat bill would be to cut down the amount used, either by serving it less often or by using less at a time. deficiency of protein need not be feared, when one good meat dish a day is served, especially if such nitrogenous materials as eggs, milk, cheese and beans are used instead. in localities where fish can be obtained fresh and cheap, it might well be more frequently substituted for meat for the sake of variety as well as economy. ingenious cooks have many ways of "extending the flavor" of meat; that is, of combining a small quantity with other materials to make a large dish as in meat pies, stews and similar dishes. the foregoing information may be useful to other young, prospective housekeepers who may never have read "the very instructive articles on the economical use of meat in the home,' in the _farmers' bulletin_." preparing a pot roast when buying a pot roast, "aunt sarah" selected a thick, chunky piece of meat, weighing several pounds, and a small piece of beef suet which she cut into small bits, placed pan containing them on hot range, added a small, sliced onion, and when fat was quite hot she added the quickly rinsed piece of meat, and quickly seared it to retain the juice; added cup of hot water, a sprig of parsley, seasoning of salt and pepper; cooked a short time, then allowed it to stand on the range closely covered, where it would simmer gently several hours; turning the meat frequently, adding a small amount of water occasionally, as the broth was absorbed by the meat. an inexperienced cook will be surprised to find how tender, palatable, and equally nutritious, an inexpensive cut of meat may become by slow simmering. when the pot roast has become tender, remove from the broth and place on a _hot platter_; this latter is a small item, but dishes may be quickly heated in a hot oven and meat and vegetables are more appetizing if served hot on warmed plates. "forgive this digression; i fear the pot roast will cool even on a warmed platter." after removing the meat from the pan add a large tablespoonful of flour, moistened with a small quantity of cold water, to the broth in the pan for gravy; cook until thickened, strain sliced onion and parsley from the broth, add seasoning of salt and pepper, serve on the platter with the meat; the onion added, gives the gravy a fine flavor and causes it to be a dark, rich brown in color. stuffed breast of veal rub the piece of meat with salt, pepper, ginger and minced onion. prepare a stuffing as for chicken of crumbled, stale bread, etc., or soak pieces of stale bread in cold water. squeeze dry and season with a little minced onion, parsley, a little melted butter, salt and pepper, and moisten all with one egg. fill the breast of veal with this stuffing, sew together, place in roasting pan with a small quantity of water, to which a tablespoonful of butter has been added. roast in a moderately hot oven until well done, basting frequently. "gedampftes rinderbrust" take breast of beef or veal, without fat or bones, quickly rinse off meat and wipe with a cloth. place in a stew-pot with one chopped onion, one sliced tomato, a bay leaf, season with pepper and salt, add a small quantity of hot water, cook, closely covered, several hours. to be tender this meat requires long, slow cooking, when it cooks and browns at the same time. strain the broth and thicken for gravy and pour around the meat on platter when serving. "paprikash" two pounds of veal, from leg, cut into small pieces for stewing; good-sized onions, cut rather fine; measure about / cup of sweet lard, place onions in pan with some of this lard and fry a light brown. add meat and cook meat and onions together about one-half hour, adding lard gradually until all is used and the meat is golden brown. then cover with water and stew, closely covered, about two hours or longer, until meat is ready to serve; then add more water until meat is covered. season with salt and paprika. add about three tablespoonfuls of vinegar (not too sour; cook must judge this by tasting); then add / pint of sweet cream. thicken gravy with flour mixed smooth with a little water. place on platter surrounded with gravy. with this was always served baked or steamed sweet potatoes. beef stew three pounds of the cheaper cut of beef, cut in pieces a couple inches square; brown in a stew-pan, with a sliced onion, a sprig of parsley and a coupe tablespoonfuls of sweet drippings or suet; cook a few minutes, add a little water, and simmer a couple of hours; add sliced turnips and a few medium-sized potatoes. should there he a larger quantity of broth than required to serve with the meat and vegetables, a cup or more of the broth may form the basis of a palatable soup for lunch the following day. savory beef roll three and one-half pounds raw beef, or a mixture of beef and veal may be used, run through a food chopper. a cheap cut of meat may be used if, before chopping, all pieces of gristle are trimmed off. place the chopped meat in a bowl, add tablespoonfuls of fine, dried bread crumbs, tablespoonful of pepper, - / tablespoonfuls of salt. taste the meat before adding all the seasoning specified, as tastes differ. add raw eggs, tablespoonfuls of sweet milk or cream, tablespoonfuls of butter, a little sweet marjoram or minced parsley. mix all together and mold into two long, narrow rolls, similar to loaves of bread. place tablespoonful each of drippings and butter in a large fry-pan on the range. when heated, place beef rolls in, and when seared on both sides add a small quantity of hot water. place the pan containing meat in a hot oven and bake one hour. basting the meat frequently improves it. when catering to a small family serve one of the rolls hot for dinner; serve gravy, made by thickening broth in pan with a small quantity of flour. serve the remaining roll cold, thinly sliced for lunch, the day following. veal cutlets use either veal chops or veal cutlets, cut in small pieces the size of chops; pound with a small mallet, sprinkle a little finely-minced onion on each cutlet, dip in beaten egg and bread crumbs, well seasoned with salt and pepper. place a couple tablespoonfuls of a mixture of butter and sweet drippings in a fry-pan; when hot, lay in the breaded cutlets and fry slowly, turning frequently and watching carefully that they do not scorch. these take a longer time to fry than does beefsteak. when a rich brown and well cooked take up the cutlets on a heated platter and serve, garnished with parsley. meat "snitzel" cut - / pounds of thick veal steak into small pieces, dredge with flour, season with salt and pepper, and fry brown in a pan containing bacon fat (fat obtained by frying several slices of fat, smoked bacon). remove the meat from the pan, add a couple tablespoonfuls of flour to the remaining fat stir until browned, then pour in the strained liquor from a pint can of tomatoes. add one slice of onion and one carrot, then return the meat to the sauce; cover closely and simmer three-quarters of an hour. when the meat is tender, place on a hot platter, add a pinch of red pepper to the sauce and a little more salt if required, and strain over the meat on the platter. this was a favorite dish of mary's uncle, and he said she knew how to prepare it to perfection. sirloin steaks procure sirloin steaks, - / inches thick, and a small piece of suet. cut the tenderloin from each steak, and as much more of the steak as required for one meal. place the finely-cut suet in a hot fry-pan; this should measure tablespoonful when tried out, add one teaspoonful of butter, when the fat is very hot and a blue smoke arises place pieces of steak, lightly dredged with flour, in the pan of hot fat, place only one piece at a time in the fat; sear the meat on one side, then turn and sear on the other side; then place the other pieces of meat in the pan and continue in the same manner, turning the steak frequently. the hot butter and suet sear the steak, thus the juice of the meat is retained, making the meat more palatable; season with salt and pepper, place on a hot platter and serve at once. meat balls chop meat fine; beef, chicken, lamb or veal; mince a small onion and fry in a tablespoonful of butler; add a tablespoonful of flour, the yolk of one egg, the chopped meat and a little broth, gravy, or milk to moisten, salt and pepper. stir all together and turn the whole mixture into dish to cool. when cool, shape with well-floured hands into balls the size of a shelled walnut. dip in beaten white of egg, then into bread crumbs, and fry in deep fat until crisp and brown. place only three or four meat balls in a frying basket at one time. too many at a time chills the fat; but if plunged in boiling hot fat, then a crust is formed at once over the outside, which prevents the grease from penetrating. when the meat balls are browned nicely, lay them on brown paper to absorb any grease that may adhere to them. to try whether the fat is the right temperature, drop a small piece of bread in it, and if it browns while you count twenty, the fat is hot enough for any form of croquettes. garnish with parsley or watercress. veal loaf three pounds raw veal, chopped fine; teaspoonful salt, teaspoonful pepper, tablespoonfuls butter, raw eggs, tablespoonfuls water. mix all together with tablespoonfuls fine, rolled, dried bread crumbs and mold into a long, narrow loaf. roll the loaf in two extra tablespoonfuls of bread crumbs. place in a hot pan, pour tablespoonfuls melted butter over the top, and bake in hot oven two hours or less, basting frequently. slice thinly when cold. should the veal loaf be served hot thicken the broth with flour and serve this gravy with it. sweetbreads (breaded) place sweetbreads in cold water, to which / teaspoonful salt has been added, for a short time, then drain and put over the fire with hot water. cook ten minutes. drain and stand aside in a cool place until wanted. remove stringy parts, separate into small pieces about the sue of an oyster, dip in beaten white of egg and then in bread crumbs. put in a pan containing a little hot butter and drippings and fry light brown. serve hot. garnish platter with parsley. fried liver and bacon have _beef_ liver cut in slices about one inch thick; quickly rinse and wipe dry. remove the thin skin on the edge and cut out all the small, tough fibres. if liver from a _young_ beef it can scarcely be told from calves' liver when cooked, and is considerably cheaper. fry a dozen slices of fat bacon in a pan until crisp and brown. take from the pan on a warm platter and place in oven. put the pieces of liver, well dredged with flour, into the pan containing the hot bacon fat, also a little butter, and fry slowly until well done, but not hard and dry. turn frequently and season with salt and pepper. take the liver from the pan, add one tablespoonful of flour to the fat remaining in the pan, stir until smooth and brown, then add about one cup of sweet milk or water, stir a few minutes until it thickens and season with salt and pepper. should the liver be a little overdone, put it in the pan with the gravy, cover and let stand where it will just simmer a few minutes, then turn all on a hot platter and serve the bacon on a separate dish. beefsteak served with peas fry quickly a large sirloin steak. place in the oven, on a warm platter. add a large tablespoonful of butter to the fry pan, also a can of sifted peas, which have been heated and drained, season with pepper and salt, shake pan to prevent burning and when hot turn on to platter containing steak and serve at once. this makes an appetizing luncheon dish. creamed "dried beef" put a tablespoonful of butter in a frying pan, add / cup of chipped beef cut fine and brown it in the butter, then add / cup of water. let stand and simmer for a short time, then add a cup of sweet milk, thicken to the consistency of thick cream by adding tablespoonful of flour mixed smooth with a small quantity of cold milk, season with salt and pepper. this is an economical way of using small pieces of dried beef not sightly enough to be served on the table. serve with baked potatoes for lunch, or pour over slices of toasted bread, or over poached eggs for an appetizing breakfast dish. creamed sweetbreads parboil sweetbreads in water minutes. remove stringy parts and dry on a napkin. separate the sweetbreads into small pieces with a _silver knife_, never use _steel_, put in a stewpan with enough cream to cover, add butter, pepper and salt to taste. flour enough to thicken a little, let all come to a boil. fill small pattie shells with the mixture and serve hot. meat croquettes cups finely chopped meat (beef or veal). tablespoonful butter. tablespoonfuls flour (or a little more flour). tablespoonfuls chopped parsley. scant cup of milk. put milk on to boil. mix flour smooth with a little cold milk before adding to boiling milk, add the butter and cook all together until a creamy consistency, then add the chopped meat well seasoned with salt and pepper and the chopped parsley. mix well and let cool. shape into croquettes, dip in white of egg and bread crumbs. let stand until perfectly cold, then fry brown, in deep hot fat. chicken, beef, veal and mutton may be prepared in the same manner. when dipping croquettes, tablespoonful of water may be added to the white of egg and tablespoonfuls of water if the whole of the egg is used. use the whites of eggs for dipping croquettes if possible. croquettes may be made the day before wanted, and placed in a refrigerator or cool place. croquettes should be cold before frying. stewed rabbit after the rabbit has been skinned, and carefully cleaned, wash quickly and let stand over night in cold water to which salt has been added; also a pinch of red pepper. place on the range in the morning (in a stew-pan with fresh warm water). when it comes to a boil, drain off, add one pint of hot water containing two sliced onions and a little ginger. this prevents the flavor of wild game, objectionable to some. when the meat has cooked tender, drain, dust pieces with flour, and brown quickly in a pan containing a couple tablespoonfuls of hot lard, butter, or drippings. if you wish the meat of the rabbit white, add a thin slice of lemon to the water when cooking meat. roast lamb select leg or loin, or if a larger roast is wanted, leg and loin together. carefully rinse the piece of meat. place in pan, dust lightly with pepper. have the oven hot and place pan in without putting water in pan. brown on one side, then turn and brown on the other. then put about / cup of water in roasting pan, and if oven is too hot, leave door open for a few minutes. allow minutes for each pound of lamb. "gefullte rinderbrust," or stuffed breast of beef take a fillet of beef, rub both sides well with a mixture of finely chopped onion, minced parsley, salt and pepper. then spread over the fillet a small quantity of raw, chopped, well-seasoned meat, roll together and tie. place in a stew pan with a small quantity of water, cook closely covered until tender. serve with gravy. fried peppers with pork chops dust four or five pork chops with flour and fry in a pan, not too quickly. when nicely browned, remove to a warm chop plate and stand in warming oven while preparing the following: slice or cut in small pieces four good-sized, sweet, red peppers and a half teaspoon of finely chopped hot pepper, add to the fat remaining in the pan in which the chops were fried, and cook about ten minutes, until peppers are tender (stirring them frequently). when sufficiently cooked, add one tablespoon of vinegar, pepper and salt to taste, cook one minute longer and serve on the same dish with the chops. boiled ham when preparing to cook a ham, scrape, wash and trim it carefully. place ham in a large cook pot or boiler, partly cover with cold water, let come to a boil, then move back on range where the water will merely simmer, just bubble gently around the edge of the boiler. a medium sized ham should be tender in five or six hours. when a fork stuck into the ham comes out readily, the ham is cooked. take from the boiler and skin carefully, removing all the discolored portions of the smoked end, stick dozen whole cloves into the thick fat, and sprinkle a couple tablespoonfuls of brown sugar and fine bread crumbs over top. place in a very hot oven a short time, until the fat turns a golden brown. watch carefully to see that it does not scorch. when cold, slice thin and serve. aunt sarah frequently added a pint of cider to the water in which the ham was boiled. she said this improved the flavor of the ham. sliced ham when about to fry a slice of uncooked ham, do young housewives know how very much it improves the flavor of the ham if it is allowed to stand for ten or fifteen minutes in a platter containing a large teaspoonful of sugar and a little cold water? turn several times, then wipe quite dry with a clean cloth and fry in a pan containing a little hot drippings and a very little butter (one-half teaspoonful) just enough to prevent its sticking to the pan. do not fry as quickly as beefsteak. after a slice of ham has been cut from a whole ham, if lard be spread over the end of ham from which the slice has been cut, it will prevent the cut place from becoming mouldy. roast pork place pork roast in a covered roasting pan containing a small cup of hot water, season with pepper and salt and sweet marjoram and sprinkle a little powdered sage over it, and stand in a very hot oven. after the meat has been roasting for a half hour, have less heat in your oven, allow about minutes to every pound of pork, or longer if necessary, but be sure it is _well done_. when served, _underdone_ pork is very unwholesome and unappetizing. when meat is sufficiently roasted, pour off all the fat in the pan except a small quantity, to which add / cup of boiling water, pepper and salt and serve. serve baked apples or apple sauce with pork. pork chops dip pork chops in egg, then into bread crumbs to which has been added salt, pepper, and a very little sage and sweet marjoram. some prefer chops simply dredged with flour. fry about minutes or until cooked through and nicely browned, but not scorched. 'tis said, "the frying of chops in a perfect manner is the test of a good cook." home-made sausage nine pounds of fresh pork (lean and fat intermixed as it comes). cut meat in small pieces, run through a meat cutter. sprinkle over the finely chopped meat tablespoonfuls salt, tablespoonfuls of black pepper, tablespoonfuls of powdered sage if bought at a chemist's. aunt sarah used but three tablespoonfuls of her own home-grown sage, as the flavor was much stronger than dried sage. some folks add tablespoonfuls of summer savory, but aunt sarah did not care for the flavor. cloves, mace and nutmeg may also be added if one likes highly-spiced food. this is a matter of taste. a good plan is to season the small pieces of meat before chopping, as this distributes the seasoning through the sausage. fill well cleaned casings, with the finely chopped meat. or form sausage into small pats, fry brown on both sides and serve with home-made buckwheat cakes. aunt sarah's method of keeping sausage to keep sausage one year, take sausage which has been put in casings (skins in long links) and cook until heated through in a fry pan half filled with hot water. take sausage from the water, cut in -inch length pieces (stick sausage with prongs of a fork, to prevent skins bursting) and fry brown on both sides, as if preparing it for the table. place, while hot in quart jars, fill jars as compactly as possible, then pour the hot fat remaining in pan over top. seal air-tight and it will keep well one year if jars are perfectly air-tight. souse two pig's feet, weighing together about - / pounds. after thoroughly cleansing with a vegetable brush, place in a stewpan and cover with cold water. allow water to come to a boil then move stew-pan to place on range where contents will cook slowly for a number of hours, or until the meat is loosened from the bones, then strain liquid, which should measure a scant three cups. (if a lesser quantity of liquid, add hot water until you have the required amount.) add also tablespoonfuls of sharp cider vinegar, about / teaspoonful of salt and a dust of black pepper. pour this mixture over the meat, which should have been separated from bones, allowing a few smaller bones to remain with the meat, which should have been placed in a bowl with several thin slices of lemon, if liked. stand bowl in a cool place over night or until the "souse" is of a jelly-like consistency. when cold, remove any surplus grease from the top of "souse." turn it from the bowl on to a platter. serve cold. garnish with thin slices of lemon and sprigs of parsley. this will furnish about - / pounds of souse. utilizing cold meat "left-overs" small pieces of cold roast beef, veal or steak may all be utilized by being put through the food chopper. to cup of finely-chopped cold meat add / cup of stale bread, which has soaked for a few minutes in cold water. the water having been squeezed from the bread, it was added to the meat, as was also a small quantity of finely-minced onion or parsley, and either the yolk or while of egg and a seasoning of salt and pepper. add left-over gravy, to cause the mixture to be soft enough to form into small rolls or cakes, and fry in a pan containing a couple tablespoonfuls of sweet drippings. mashed potatoes may be substituted for the bread with equally good results. the meat mixture may be formed into small cone shapes, dipped in egg, then rolled in fine bread crumbs and fried in deep fat. very appetizing sandwiches may he made from cold pieces of fried ham, run through food chopper. spread this on thinly-sliced, buttered bread, with a dish of prepared mustard, spread over the prepared ham. small bits of boiled ham, which cannot be sliced, may also be used in this manner. the fat was cut from left-over pieces of roast beef (place a couple of tablespoonfuls of fat in a pan on the range until the fat has fried out), then add a little finely-minced onion and the beef cut in pieces the size of a small marble, brown in the fat a few minutes, then add a small quantity of vinegar and water, and thicken to the consistency of cream (with a little flour moistened with cold water, before being added). this aunt sarah made frequently, being a frugal housewife, and called "salmagundi." fowl--roast chicken or turkey singe the fowl, after it has been picked; then with a small vegetable brush quickly scrub it well, with luke-warm water. do not let it lie in the water. when perfectly clean rinse in cold water, wipe dry, cut out the oil sack, remove craw from neck, draw the fowl, being careful not to break the gall in the process, as that would cause the meat, as well as giblets, to have a bitter taste. take out the lungs, the spongy red pieces lying in crevices near the bones of the back, and pour cold water through the fowl until you have thoroughly rinsed and chilled it, and no blood remains inside. i think fowls should be rinsed thoroughly inside and outside with cold water (many good cooks to the contrary). wipe the inside of the fowl perfectly dry with a clean cloth, and it is ready for the "filling." separate the liver and heart from entrails and cut open the piece containing the gizzard; wash the outer part, and put the giblets on to cook with a little hot water; if wanted to use with the filling. if the fowl is wanted to cook or steam the day following, do not cut in pieces and let stand in water over night, as i have known some quite good cooks to do, as that draws the flavor from the meat and makes it tasteless. if the giblets are not to be cooked and added to dressing, place them inside the fowl, tie feet together, and hang up in a cool place until wanted. when serving a turkey dinner with its accompaniments one finds so many things to be attended to in the morning, especially if the fowl is cooked on a sunday. it will be found a great help to the cook to have the turkey or chicken stuffed with bread filling the day before it is to be roasted, ready to pop in the oven in the morning. bread filling as aunt sarah prepared it chop the cold, cooked liver, heart and gizzard into tiny dice; add this to a bowl containing one quart of crumbled stale bread, seasoned with teaspoonful of salt, / teaspoonful pepper, / of a small, finely-minced onion, / teaspoonful sweet marjoram and a teaspoonful of chopped parsley. stir into the crumbs tablespoonfuls of melted butter, moisten all with one egg beaten with tablespoonfuls of milk. sir all together lightly with a fork. fill the body of the chicken, put a couple of spoonfuls of this dressing into the space from which the craw was taken, tie the neck with a cord, sew up the fowl with a darning needle and cord, after filling it. (always keep a pair of scissors hanging from a nail conveniently near the sink in your kitchen, as it saves many steps.) the secret of _good filling_ is not to have it _too moist_, and to put the filling into the fowl _very lightly_; on no account press it down when placing it in the fowl, as that will cause the best of filling to be heavy and sodden. rather put less in, and fill a small cheese cloth bag with what remains, and a short time before the fowl has finished roasting, lay the bag containing the dressing on top of fowl until heated through, then turn out on one side of platter and serve with the fowl. instead of the chopped giblets, add dozen oysters to the dressing, or a few chestnuts boiled tender, mashed and seasoned with butter, pepper and salt and added to the crumbled bread. this makes a pleasant change. do not use quite as many crumbs if chestnuts or oysters are added. place fowl in covered roasting pan, put a couple of pieces of thinly-sliced bacon on the breast of fowl, put two cups of hot water in the pan and set in a very hot oven for the first half hour, then reduce the heat and baste frequently. an ordinary eight-pound turkey takes from two to three hours to roast; a chicken takes about twenty minutes to the pound. when the fowl has been sufficiently roasted, remove from pan to a hot platter. pour off some of the fat in the pan and add a small quantity of milk to the broth remaining. thicken with flour, for gravy, season with salt and pepper and sprinkle one teaspoonful chopped parsley over gravy after being poured into the gravy boat ready to serve. the yolk of one egg added makes a richer gravy to serve with chicken. fried chicken with cream gravy cut one small spring chicken in pieces, dip each piece in a batter composed of beaten egg, cup of milk, a pinch of salt, / teaspoonful of baking powder, sifted with flour enough to form a batter. dip the pieces of chicken in this batter, one at a time, and fry slowly in a pan containing a couple tablespoonfuls of hot butter and lard, until a golden brown. place the fried chicken on a platter. make a gravy by adding to the fat remaining in the pan-- cup of milk, tablespoonful of corn starch. allow this to brown and thicken. then pour the gravy over the chicken and serve garnished with parsley or watercress. stewed or steamed chicken cut a nicely cleaned chicken into nine pieces. (do not separate the meat from the breast-bone until it has been cooked.) put in a cook pot and partly cover with boiling water. add one small onion and a sprig of parsley, and let simmer about - / hours, or until tender. if an old fowl it will take about one hour longer. add salt and pepper. strain the broth, if very fat, remove a part from broth. after separating the white meat from the breast-bone, put all the meat on a platter. add / cup of sweet milk to the strained broth, thicken with a couple tablespoonfuls of flour, mixed smooth with a little cold water. let come to a boil, and add one teaspoonful of chopped parsley. pour the chicken gravy over the platter containing the meat, or serve it in a separate bowl. or you may quickly brown the pieces of stewed chicken which have been sprinkled with flour in a pan containing a little sweet drippings or butter. should the chicken not be a very fat one, add yolk of one egg to the gravy. or, instead of stewing the chicken, place in the upper compartment of a steamer, and steam until tender and serve. the day following that on which stewed or steamed chicken was served, small undesirable left-over pieces of the chicken were added (after being picked from the bones) to the gravy remaining from the day before, heated thoroughly and poured hot over a platter containing small baking powder biscuits broken in half or slices of toasted bread, which is economical, extending the meat flavor. vegetables--white potatoes potatoes are one of the most valuable of vegetables. white potatoes, after being pared, should be put in a stew-pan over the fire with a little boiling water, but not enough to cover them. the water should be kept boiling continuously. about thirty minutes from the time they commence boiling will be the time required for cooking potatoes of ordinary size. it spoils potatoes to have the water stop boiling even for a short time. add half a teaspoonful of salt to the potatoes when partly boiled and when cooked sufficiently drain the water from them at _once_ and sprinkle a little salt over the dry potatoes. close the lid of the stew-pan tightly, give it a quick shake, when the potatoes will he found dry and flaky. mash fine with a potato masher, adding a tablespoonful of butter and a couple tablespoonfuls of milk. let stand a minute on the hot range to heat the milk, then beat all together with a fork until creamy. add more salt if necessary. that is quite important, as potatoes require considerable salt. cover the potatoes with a cloth. never allow to stand with the lid of the stew-pan over them, as it will draw moisture. serve white potatoes as soon as possible after being cooked, as they are not appetizing when allowed to stand any length of time. baked potatoes all young housewives may not know "that there is more real food value in potatoes baked 'in their jackets' than is found in preparing this well-known tuber in any other way." the secret of a good baked potato lies in having a hot oven, but not too hot. scrub good sized potatoes, or, for a change, they may be pared before baking, place in a hot oven, and bake about minutes, when they should be a snowy, flaky mass inside the skins, palatable and wholesome. when fully baked they should fed soft to the touch when pressed. take from oven, pinch one end of potato to break the skin to allow the gas to escape. always break open a baked potato. never cut with a knife. medium-sized potatoes, pared, cut in half lengthwise, and baked in a hot oven to minutes, until the outside of the potato is a light brown, make a pleasant change from boiled potatoes. when baked the proper length of time and served at once, the inside of potato should be light and flaky. the housewife should occasionally serve rice or macaroni and omit potatoes from the bill of fare, especially in the spring of the year. potatoes should always be served as soon as baked, if possible. potatoes may be baked in less than a half hour in a gas oven. various ways of using small potatoes early in the season when small, early potatoes are more plentiful and cheaper than large ones, the young housewife will be able to give her family a change, while practicing economy, as there are various ways of using small potatoes to advantage. first, new potatoes, if about the size of marbles, may be scraped, boiled in salted water, and served with a thin cream dressing, sprinkled liberally with chopped parsley, or the boiled potatoes, while still hot, may be quickly browned in a pan containing a couple tablespoonfuls of hot drippings or butter. they are much better prepared in this manner if the potatoes are put in the hot fat while still warm. or the small boiled potatoes may be cut in thin slices, browned in a couple tablespoonfuls of butter or drippings and two eggs beaten together stirred over the potatoes a few minutes before they are ready to serve. the small potatoes may also be scraped and dropped in hot, deep fat and fried like fritters. when possible, the small potatoes should be well cleansed with a vegetable brush and boiled without paring. they may then be easily skinned after they are cooked. some of the more important ingredients are lost when potatoes are pared, and it is also more economical to boil them before paring. the cold boiled potatoes may be cut up and used for potato salad, or thinly sliced after being skinned and placed in a baking dish alternately with a cream sauce consisting of milk, butter and flour, and seasoned with salt and pepper, having the first and last layer cream sauce. sprinkle bread crumbs liberally over the top, dot with hits of butter and bake in a moderate oven about minutes until the top is nicely browned. serve in the dish in which they were baked. or peel one-half dozen medium-sized raw potatoes, cut into small, narrow strips about / inch wide, dry on a napkin and fry in very hot, deep fat about six minutes, then lift from fat, drain, sprinkle salt over and serve hot. these are a nice accompaniment to broiled steak. peel and slice, or cut in dice, or cold boiled potatoes, cut into in a stew-pan with tablespoonfuls of butter, salt and pepper to season, heat all together, shaking pan occasionally. add / cup of cream, sprinkle a small teaspoonful of parsley over and serve hot. instead of slicing or dicing cold boiled potatoes (in the usual manner) to be fried, if they be cut in lengthwise sections like an orange (one potato should make about pieces) and fried quickly in enough hot fat to prevent burning, they can scarcely be distinguished from raw potatoes cut in the same manner and fried in deep fat, and are much easier to prepare. they should be served at once. another manner of preparing potatoes is to slice raw potatoes as thinly as possible on a "slaw-cutter," place in a fry-pan with a couple of tablespoonfuls of a mixture of butter and sweet drippings. watch carefully, as they should be fried quickly over a hot fire, turning frequently. when brown, serve at once. raw _sweet_ potatoes cut about as thick as half a section of an orange, fried in a couple tablespoonfuls of a mixture of sweet drippings and butter, prove a change, occasionally. scalloped potatoes in a baking dish place layers of pared, thinly sliced, raw white potatoes. season with a very little salt and pepper and scatter over small bits of butter. a very little finely minced onion or parsley may be added if liked. to quart of the sliced potatoes use a scant half pint of milk, which should almost cover the potatoes. either sift over the top tablespoon of flour or tablespoons of fine, dried bread crumbs and bits of butter; place in hot oven and bake about / of an hour, until top is browned nicely and potatoes are cooked through. old potatoes are particularly good prepared in this manner. candied sweet potatoes place in an agate pudding dish pared and halved (lengthwise) raw sweet potatoes. scatter over them three tablespoons of sugar, large tablespoons of butter cut in small bits, and about / a cup (good measure) of water. stand in a hot oven and bake about / of an hour. baste frequently with the syrup formed in the bottom of the dish. the potatoes when baked should look clear and the syrup should be as thick as molasses. serve in the dish in which they were baked. should the oven of the range not be very hot, the dish containing the potatoes may be placed on top the range and cooked about minutes before placing in oven to finish baking. sweet potato croquettes to pint of hot mashed potatoes, or cold boiled ones may be used, squeezed through a fruit press; add tablespoon of butter, pinch of salt, eggs, whites beaten separately. when cool, form into small cone-shapes, dip in bread crumbs, then into egg, then into crumbs again, and fry in deep fat. drain on paper and serve on platter garnished with parsley. potato chips aunt sarah's way of making particularly fine potato chips: she pared six large white potatoes, one at a time. as she wished to slice them to fry, she rinsed the potatoes, rolled them on a clean cloth to dry them. she sliced the potatoes thinly on a "slaw" cutter. she patted the sliced potatoes between old linen napkins, until all moisture was absorbed, then dropped them into hot fat, consisting of two-thirds lard and one-third suet. place only one layer of potatoes at a time in the fat. the chips quickly turn light brown; then remove with a perforated skimmer to a colander lined with coarse brown paper, to absorb any remaining fat. should the fat be the right temperature, the chips will be entirely free from grease. dust salt over the chips while hot. she _never_ allowed chips to stand in salt water, as many cooks do. she usually made potato chips when frying doughnuts, and always fried potato chips first; after frying doughnuts in the fat fry several large slices of potato in it, as the potato clarifies it. six large, thinly sliced potatoes will make about five quarts of potato chips when fried and may be kept several weeks in a dry place. the potato chips may be re-heated by placing in a hot oven a few minutes before serving. fried eggplant pare the egg-plant, cut in slices one-half inch thick, sprinkle salt on slices; let stand under heavy weight several hours. wipe slices dry with a napkin and dip in a mixture of white of one egg, and one tablespoon of water, then dip them in fine rolled bread crumbs and fry a rich brown in deep fat. drain and serve. catsup should always be served with eggplant. baked "stuffed peppers" place a fry-pan on stove containing about two tablespoonfuls of butter, add a couple of finely chopped sweet peppers and a finely minced small onion. let all simmer on stove. measure the chopped pepper and add an equal amount of finely crumbled bread. season with salt and pepper and fill (well-washed) peppers from which the stem and seeds have been removed. stand the peppers in a bake dish containing a small amount of water. place in a hot oven about twenty-five minutes, or until peppers are tender. serve hot. chili (as prepared in new mexico) place hot peppers (well-washed) from which seeds have been removed into a bake dish containing a very little hot water. stand in a hot oven until tender and skins turn a yellow brown, turning them over occasionally. remove the outside skin, chop fine, add a small quantity of finely minced onion, pepper and salt and enough vinegar to moisten. if sweet peppers are used add a pinch of cayenne pepper. serve as a relish in place of pickles or chow-chow. this recipe was given marry by a friend who had lived in mexico. the outside skin of the peppers may be more readily removed if upon being removed from the oven the peppers are sprinkled with water, then covered with a cloth and allowed to steam a short time. baked cabbage a half head of cabbage was cut into small pieces and cooked in hot salted water until cabbage was tender. the water was drained from the boiled cabbage, which was placed in an agate pudding dish alternately with cream sauce composed of one cup of milk; one small tablespoonful of flour, tablespoonfuls of butter, seasoned with salt and pepper. sprinkle a few crumbs and place bits of the butter over top. bake in oven about minutes and serve hot. this dish is almost equal to cauliflower in flavor, especially if after the cabbage has cooked ten or fifteen minutes the water is drained from it and fresh substituted. and it is said, "cauliflower is only cabbage with a college education." crimson creamed beets cut all except two inches from the tops of beets. scrub thoroughly with a vegetable brush, then pour scalding water over beets. when perfectly cleansed, place in a cook-pot, partly cover with boiling water, stand on range and when beets have cooked tender remove outside skin. strain and stand aside one cup of water in which beets were boiled, which should be dark wine color. when beets are to be served to the one cup of strained beet juice add one tablespoonful of sugar, one-fourth cup of not _very sharp_ vinegar. add one teaspoon of butter. thicken this liquid with one and one-fourth tablespoonfuls of a mixture of corn starch and flour. when cooked to the consistency of cream add the quartered beets, season with pepper and salt, stand on back part of range a few minutes, serve hot. to three cups of the quartered beets use one and one-half cups of cream dressing. buttered beets wash young beets, cut off tops. boil one hour or until tender, one tablespoonful of sugar having been added to the water in which beets were boiled. rub off skins, cut in quarters, strew over them one tablespoon of butter cut in small pieces, stand in oven just long enough for the butter to melt. or cut the beets in slices one-fourth of an inch thick and while still warm place in a bowl and pour over them half a cup of hot vinegar and water to which had been added one tablespoonful of sugar, a pinch of salt and pepper; serve cold. pickled mangelwurzel a vegetable in taste, similar to very sweet, red beets in shape, greatly resembling carrots. wash the mangelwurzel and place in a stew-pan with boiling water and cook until tender (allow about an inch of top to remain when preparing to cook). skin the mangelsurzel, slice and pour over the following, which has been heated in a stew-pan over the fire: one cup of vinegar and water combined, one tablespoonful of sugar, one teaspoonful of salt, a dust of pepper. stand aside until cold then serve. or serve hot like buttered beets. some "bucks county" farmers raise mangelwurzel simply to feed to their cattle, but aunt sarah preferred them when young and tender to beets, and always raised them for her table. german steamed cabbage cut one-half head of cabbage fine on a slaw cutter. place in a stew-pan over fire, with about four tablespoonfuls of water, one tablespoonful of butter, a couple tablespoonfuls of flour, one teaspoonful of sugar and a pinch of salt. cover and steam twenty minutes. then add three tablespoons of vinegar. stir in one beaten egg. cover and let stand where it will keep hot until ready to serve. bean "snitzel" place in a pan on the range one tablespoon of diced, smoked bacon, fry a few minutes, watch closely it does not scorch. add one tablespoonful of sweet lard, when hot, add four thinly sliced, medium-sized onions and four chopped tomatoes and - / quarts of string beans, cut in inch lengths. season with salt and a pinch of red pepper. simmer all together three hours. after cooking one hour add about one cup of hot water, stirring occasionally to prevent scorching, add a little more water if necessary; when beans are tender and ready to serve there should be a small quantity of liquid, resembling tomato sauce, with the beans. boiled spinach wash one-half peck of spinach thoroughly through a half dozen waters, until free from sand. place in a stew-pan containing a small quantity of _boiling_ water and one teaspoon of butter. cook until tender, drain, chop fine. place a large tablespoonful of butter in stew-pan and when hot add chopped spinach, season with salt and pepper; serve in a warmed dish, garnished with either chopped or sliced hard boiled eggs. a german cook, noted for the fine flavor of her cooked spinach and green peas, said her secret consisted in adding a teaspoon of butter to the vegetables while cooking. fried onions and potatoes another way of utilizing left-over cold boiled potatoes particularly relished by "pennsylvania germans," whose liking for the humble onion is proverbial, is to fry onions with potatoes in a fry-pan containing a couple tablespoonfuls of sweet drippings and butter; when heated place a half dozen thinly sliced cold boiled potatoes, half the quantity of thinly sliced raw onions, well seasoned with pepper and salt, cover and steam for ten or fifteen minutes, when uncover and fry until light brown; serve at once. or the thinly-sliced onions, after skins have been removed, may be sliced thinly across the onion, placed in a fry-pan and partly covered with boiling water; stand on hot range and steam, closely covered, about fifteen minutes, or until onions are tender, then drain off water, should any remain, add a small tablespoonful of butter, salt and pepper to season, fry quickly a light brown; pan should be uncovered. serve at once with liver or bacon. onions are considered more wholesome prepared in this manner than if fried. steamed asparagus (fine) wash asparagus and cut off about an inch of the tough ends, scrape off thin skin. place pieces of asparagus tips (all in one direction) in the top part of perforated section of a double boiler. fill lower part of steamer with hot water and steam about three-quarters of an hour or less time, until tender. the fine flavor of the vegetable is retained when steamed. when cooked tender turn out on a hot platter and pour cream sauce over the tips, or the cream sauce may be served separately, or the asparagus may be served on freshly toasted slices of bread, over which the cream sauce should be poured. "pasture" mushrooms all the members of the landis family unanimously agreed in declaring the dish "frau schmidt" taught sarah landis to prepare from the delicious edible fungi, known as "pasture" mushrooms (gathered by professor schmidt from rich, wind-swept pastures early in the fall of the year until the coming of frost) were good enough to tickle the palate of an epicure. sarah landis was very particular to use _none_ unless pronounced _edible mushrooms_, and not poisonous toad-stools, by professor schmidt, who was a recognized authority. said the professor, "the edible variety may be easily recognized by one having a knowledge of the vegetable. the cap may be readily peeled, and the flesh of the 'pasture' mushroom, when cut or broken, changes in color to a pale rose pink, and they possess many other distinctive features, easily recognized, when one has made a study of them." the following is the manner in which the mushrooms were prepared by fran schmidt: steamed mushrooms. one-half pound or about twenty-four small mushrooms were peeled, washed carefully in cold water, placed in a small stew-pan containing two generous tablespoonfuls of butter, covered closely and allowed to simmer or steam for twenty minutes in butter and liquid, drawn from the mushrooms by steaming, then uncover and allow liquid in sauce-pan and mushrooms to cook about ten minutes longer, then sprinkle two teaspoonfuls of flour over the mushrooms, brown a minute, stir into this / cup of milk, or enough to make a sauce the consistency of cream, season well with salt and pepper to taste. have ready prepared six crisply toasted and buttered slices of stale bread. place four mushrooms and a couple of tablespoonfuls of the mushroom sauce on each slice of bread and serve hot. the combination of toast and mushrooms results in a particularly fine flavor. stewed tomatoes scald ripe tomatoes by pouring boiling water over them and allowing them to stand a few minutes. skin them and cut in small pieces. place in a stew-pan with tablespoonful of butter, season _well_ with pepper and salt, cook about minutes, add / teaspoonful of sugar and thicken with teaspoonful of flour mixed smooth with a little water. let cook a few minutes, then serve. if tomatoes are very tart a small pinch of baking soda, added when cooked, will counteract acidity. sweet corn sweet corn on the cob should be cooked as soon as possible after taking it from stalk, as after being removed it soon loses its sweetness. do not remove the husk until it is to be boiled. place corn in a kettle of rapidly boiling water, not salted; rather add a pinch of sugar if corn is not as sweet as liked. cover the kettle to prevent steam escaping. do not use a _large quantity of water_. corn is sweeter if steamed. boil from ten to fifteen minutes. if corn is not cooked in that time, it should be used uncooked for corn fritters, as corn if _not_ young and tender may be grated and from it excellent corn fritters may be made. fried tomatoes with cream sauce cut large, solid, ripe tomatoes in half-inch slices; one ordinary tomato makes slices. dredge thickly with flour. fry several slices of bacon in an iron pan, take bacon from pan when fried and put in warming oven. lay the well-floured slices of tomatoes in hot bacon fat and one tablespoon of butter and fry brown on both sides. serve on hot platter with bacon. or fry slices of well floured tomato in pan containing just enough butter and drippings to keep them from sticking to the bottom of pan, over a hot fire. fry quickly, browning on each side. season with salt and pepper. if the tomatoes are very sour, sprinkle a _very little_ sugar over them before frying. when brown, lift the tomatoes carefully from pan and place in a circle around the inside edge of a warm chop plate, add a lump of butter to the pan and a small half cup of sweet milk. let come to a boil, thicken with a little flour mixed smoothly with a little cold milk, and cook until the consistency of thick cream. season with salt and pour in centre of chop plate, surrounded with fried slices of tomatoes. dust pepper over top and serve hot. this is a delicious way of serving tomatoes. or slices of the fried tomatoes may be served on slices of crisply toasted bread over which place a couple tablespoons of the cream dressing. baked "stuffed tomatoes" wash a half dozen ripe red tomatoes. cut the top from each and remove about the half of the inside of tomato. sprinkle a very tiny pinch of sugar in each. this small quantity of sugar is not noticed, but counteracts the acidity of the tomato. to one and one-half cups of soft bread crumbs add one small finely minced onion and season highly with salt and pepper, also add one teaspoon of chopped parsley. mix all together and fill the tomatoes with the mixture. place a small bit of butter on each tomato. place in a bake dish containing a half cup of water, a piece of butter, one teaspoonful of sugar, a sprig of parsley and pepper and salt to season. stand in a hot oven and bake from to minutes. the centres which were removed from tomatoes may be utilized in various ways. canned tomatoes--fried place in a bowl a half pint of canned tomatoes, one-fourth teaspoon of sugar and season with salt and pepper. add about four tablespoonfuls of flour sifted with one-half teaspoon of baking powder and one tablespoon of butter. use only flour enough to hold the mixture together when fried. drop spoonfuls some distance apart in a fry-pan containing several tablespoons of hot lard, butter, suet or drippings. fry on both sides and serve hot. in winter, when the housewife is unable to obtain fresh tomatoes, she will find this dish a good substitute to serve occasionally. "bucks county" baked beans put one quart of small soup beans to soak over night in cold water to cover. in the morning drain the beans, cover with boiling water, add one tablespoonful of molasses and cook until tender, but not too soft. drain. do not use this water. put the beans in an earthen bake dish. in the centre of the bake dish place one pound of clean, scored smoked bacon, and pour over the beans the water in which the bacon had been simmering for an hour. add water, if not enough, to almost cover the beans, salt and pepper to taste. place in oven and bake about three hours, or until beans are tender and a rich brown on top. add more hot water if beans bake dry, until the last half hour, then allow the water to cook away. serve stewed tomatoes, baked apples or apple sauce as an accompaniment to baked beans. this is not a recipe for "boston baked beans." just a "plain country recipe," but it will be found very satisfactory. if part of a dish of beans remain after a meal, re-heat the day following in "tomato sauce." aunt sarah always baked a pan of corn bread or johnny cake, to serve hot with baked beans. when the housewife serves a dish of baked beans at a meal, serve also a quart of stewed tomatoes. the day following a "tomato sauce" may be quickly prepared by adding a well-cooked carrot and an onion to the "left-over" tomatoes. press all through a coarse sieve, adding a little water if too thick; re-heat beans in this; serve hot. a delicious "cream of tomato soup" may be prepared by substituting milk or cream to which a small pinch of baking soda has been added, omitting the beans. cooked hominy wash one cup of hominy through several waters. (the grains should resemble kernels of corn.) cover with cold water and stand in a cool place over night. in the morning, drain. place the hominy in an agate pudding dish holding quarts, cover with boiling water, add more water as the grains swell and water boils away, and teaspoonful of salt. the hominy should be placed on the range to cook early in the morning on the day it is to be served and continue cooking slowly until late afternoon, when all the water should have been absorbed and each grain should be large, white and flaky. the dish should be about three-quarters full. a half hour before serving the hominy, at a six o'clock dinner, add a generous tablespoonful of butter and about / of a cup of hot milk and stand on back of range until served. this is a remarkably cheap, wholesome and appetizing dish if served properly and is easily prepared. grated "parsnip cakes" scrape, then grate enough raw parsnips to fill two cups, put in a bowl and add the yolk of one egg, pinch of salt, tablespoonful of milk, tablespoonful of flour, lastly add the stiffly-beaten white of egg. form into small round cakes, dust with flour and fry brown on both sides in a pan containing a tablespoonful of butter and one of drippings. or these may be crumbed and fried in deep fat. these are much finer flavored than if parsnips had been cooked before being fried. to make "sauer kraut" cut heads of cabbage in half, after trimming off outside leaves. cut out centres or hearts, cut cabbage fine on a regular old-fashioned cabbage cutter, which has a square box on top of cutter to hold the pieces of cabbage when being pushed back and forth over the cutter. if not possible to procure this, use small slaw cutter for the purpose. partly fill a large pan with the cut cabbage, and mix enough salt, with the hands, through the cut cabbage to be palatable when tasted, no more. this was the rule taught aunt sarah by her grandmother, and always followed by her. then put the salted cabbage into a wooden cask or small tub to the depth of several inches. pound the cabbage down well with a long-handled, heavy, wooden mallet, something like a very large wooden potato masher. then mix another panful of finely cut cabbage, lightly salted, into the tub and pound down well, as before. continue in this manner until the tub is partly filled with cabbage, pounding down well at the last until the liquid formed by the cabbage and salt rises above the cabbage. cover the kraut with a layer of large, clean cabbage or grape leaves, then cover top with a clean piece of muslin cloth, place a round, clean board on top and put a well-scrubbed, heavy stone on the board to weight it down. stand the tub in a warm place several days, to ferment. when fermentation begins, the liquor rises over the top of the board. remove the scrum which rises to top, in about six days, and stand in a cool part of the cellar after washing stone and cloth with cold water, return to top of kraut and in two weeks the sauer kraut will be ready to use. should the sauer kraut require extra liquid at any time, add one quart of water in which has been dissolved two teaspoonfuls of salt. squeeze the sauer kraut quite dry when taking it from the brine to cook. boil about two quarts of the sauer kraut several hours with a piece of fresh pork and a little water until the pork is thoroughly cooked through, when the sauer kraut should be cooked tender. some prefer "frankfurters" cooked with the kraut instead of pork, and others do not care for the german dish without the accompaniment of drop dumplings. serve mashed potatoes and simple dessert with sauer kraut. aunt sarah taught mary to save the hearts of the cabbage usually thrown aside when making sauer kraut. the hearts were trimmed all one size, like small triangles. she cooked them in salted water until tender, drained them and served with a cream dressing, and they had much the flavor of a dish of cauliflower. frau schmidt always placed several tart apples among her sauer kraut when making it, and thought it improved the flavor of the kraut; gave it a "winey" flavor, obtained in no other manner. a sour apple, cored and cooked with sauer kraut is considered by some cooks an improvement. the apple, of course, is not eatable. aunt sarah _never_ placed apples with her sauer kraut. dumplings to serve with sauer kraut for these dumplings, egg was broken into a bowl and well beaten. then a pinch of salt was added and / cup of sweet milk. enough flour was added to make a soft dough, and one tablespoonful of baking powder was sifted with a very little flour into the batter, then a little more flour was added to make the dough the right consistency. form the dough into small balls, handling as little as possible. drop on top of the hot cooked "sauer kraut" in cook-pot on range and boil, closely covered, about minutes. aunt sarah taught mary to cook green vegetables, peas, spinach, etc., in a stew-pan _uncovered_, if she wished them to retain their natural color. also, that old potatoes may be freshened by being allowed to stand a short time in cold water before being cooked, but they should not stand too long a time in cold water, as it draws the starch from them and causes them to be tasteless, and to lose part of their nourishing qualities. also that one teaspoonful of salt will usually season one quart of vegetables, to be put in when the vegetables begin to cook. cauliflower, cabbage, lettuce and watercress should stand in a pan containing water and a little vinegar for a half hour. this will cause insects to drop to the bottom of the pan. changing the water on cabbage and onions when partly cooked will improve their flavor. parsley dried to preserve its green color young housewives possessing a bed of parsley in their kitchen gardens, wishing to preserve it for use during the winter, may like to know how aunt sarah taught mary to dry it in a manner to preserve its bright green color. she washed the parsley in cold water and while still moist placed it on agate pans and dried it _quickly_ in a _very hot_ oven. watch carefully as it scorches easily. place the parsley when dried, in tin cans covered to exclude the dust. time required to cook vegetables bake good-sized potatoes in oven about minutes. smaller potatoes require less time to bake. boil ordinary sized potatoes to minutes. _steam_ asparagus from to minutes. boil young beets about minutes or longer. old beets, two hours, or until tender. green corn on cob about or minutes. cauliflower, minutes. cabbage, to minutes. turnips and carrots, minutes. string beans, minutes to hours. lima beans, minutes to hour. onions about hour. squash about minutes. parsnips, to minutes. sweet potatoes, good size, minutes. spinach, minutes. tomatoes, minutes. salt should be added to the water when boiling potatoes, carrots, cabbage, parsnips, turnips and onions, even if liquid in which they were boiled is drained from them after being cooked, before being seasoned. add a small pinch of baking soda to the water in which string beans are boiled, and they will cook tender in less time. especially should this be done if the beans are not young and tender. common "cream sauce" young housekeepers will be surprised to learn of the various attractive, appetizing dishes which may be prepared by combining them with a "cream sauce." after cooking vegetables until tender in salted water, they should be drained and served with a cream sauce poured over. the art of making a smooth, creamy sauce of the proper consistency is easily acquired. a good rule for "common cream sauce" is cup of milk, water, or meat broth, thickened with tablespoonful to - / tablespoonfuls of flour, or a combination of flour and cornstarch. mix flour, or cornstarch, with a small quantity of cold milk or water, to a smooth paste, before adding it to liquid; add, usually, one tablespoonful of butter. place the mixture in a saucepan and cook until the consistency of cream, add / teaspoonful of salt just before removing from the fire, and dust pepper over when serving. when mixing gravy to serve with roast beef or veal, omit butter. for a thick sauce use either or tablespoonfuls of flour and the same amount of butter. this thick sauce may be used to mix with meat for croquettes in the proportion of cup of sauce to cups of chopped cold roast lamb, beef, veal or chicken. should a richer sauce be desired, add or more yolks of eggs to the cream sauce. some of the numerous dishes which might be served by the young housewife to vary the daily bill of fare by the addition of "cream sauce," are: small, new potatoes, cauliflower, onions, cabbage asparagus tips, thinly sliced carrots, celery, mushrooms, fish, oysters, chicken, veal and sweetbreads. all of these, when coked, may be served on slices of toasted bread, or served in pattie-cases, with cream sauce, or served simply with cream sauce. preparation of savory gravies the art of preparing savory gravies and sauces is more important in connection with the serving of the cheaper meats than in connection with the cooking of the more expensive cuts. there are a few general principles underlying the making of all sauces or gravies, whether the liquid used is water, milk, stock, tomato juice or some combination of these. for ordinary gravy, level tablespoonfuls of flour or - / tablespoonfuls of cornstarch, or arrow root, is sufficient to thicken a cup of liquid. this is true excepting in recipes where the flour is browned. in this case, about / tablespoonful more should be allowed, for browned flour does not thicken so well as unbrowned. the fat used may be butter or the drippings from the meat, the allowance being tablespoonfuls to a cup of liquid. the easiest way to mix the ingredients is to heat the fat, add the flour and cook until the mixture ceases to bubble, and then to add the liquid. this is a quick method and by using it there is little danger of getting a lumpy gravy. many persons, however, think it is not a wholesome method, and prefer the old-fashioned one of thickening the gravy by means of flour mixed with a little cold water. (aunt sarah was one who thought thus.) the latter method is not "practicable for brown gravies," to quote the _farmers' bulletin_. the _farmers' bulletin_ further adds: "considering the large amount of discussion about the digestibility of fried food and of gravies made by heating flour in fat, a few words on the subject at this point may not be out of order. it is difficult to see how heating the fat before adding the flour can be unwholesome, unless the cook is unskillful enough to heat the fat so high that it begins to scorch. overheated fat, as has already been pointed out, contains an acrid, irritating substance called 'acrolein,' which may readily be considered to be unwholesome. it is without doubt the production of this body by overheating which has given fried food its bad name. there are several ways of varying the flavor of gravies and sauces. one should be especially mentioned here. the _flavor of browned flour_--the good flavor of browned flour is often overlooked. if flour is cooked in fat, until it is a dark brown color, a distinctive and very agreeable flavor is obtained. "this flavor combines very well with that of currant jelly, and a little jelly added to a brown gravy is a great improvement. the flavor of this should not be combined with that of onions or other highly-flavored vegetables." butter, cheese and suet--a substitute for butter this formula for preparing a good, sweet, wholesome substitute for butter to be used for baking and frying was given aunt sarah by a thrifty german hausfrau, who prepared and used it in her large family many years. aunt sarah always kept a supply on hand. it was made as follows: pounds of fine solid kidney suet. pounds of clean pork fat. pounds of butter. the suet cut in small pieces was put in a large boiler of water, boiled until all was melted, and the fat extracted from the suet. it was then all poured through a fine sieve into a vessel containing hot water (the larger the quantity of hot water the finer the fat will be). stand aside to become cold and solid. the boiling process prevents the peculiar taste which _fried_ lard and suet usually possess. treat the pork fat in a similar manner. allow the suet and pork fat to stand until the following morning, when remove the solid fat from the boiler of water, wipe off all moisture and add both pork fat and suet fat to the melted butter, which had been prepared in the following manner: the butter was melted in a porcelain lined boiler and allowed to cook until all salt and other foreign substance had settled and the butter had the appearance of clear oil. at this point the butter should be watched carefully, as when settled it might quickly boil over, when you would be liable to lose your butter, besides suffering serious consequences. now the liquid butter, suet and pork fat are all put together into a large boiler and allowed to melt together on the back part of the range. this will probably be done in the morning. after the noon meal is finished move the boiler containing fat to front part of range; let come to a boil, skimming it occasionally as it boils up. it needs close watching now, the fat being liable to cook over the top of boiler, when the "fat" will surely be "in the fire." carefully pour into stone crock, and it may be kept for months in a cool place. the fat which has been first poured off the top, if it has been carefully skimmed, will keep longest. the last taken from the boiler should be put in a stone crock to use first. this may be prepared in lesser quantities, or a smaller quantity of butter might be used to mix with the lard and suet. although the preparation is to be preferred composed of equal quantities of butter, lard and suet, adding milk to the first water in which the suet is boiled is quite an improvement. after filling the crocks with the fat, take the boiled-out suet and hard scraps and settlings of butter remaining and go through the same process and you will have a small jar of cooking fat for immediate use. a little trouble to do this, i admit, but one is well paid by having good, sweet, inexpensive cooking fat. i should advise a young housekeeper to experiment with one pound each of clarified suet and pork fat after it is rendered, and one pound of butter before attempting the preparation of a larger quantity. butter--as it was made at the farm, by "aunt sarah" aunt sarah strained fresh, sweet milk into small, brown earthenware crocks kept for this purpose, scrupulously clean. the crocks were kept in the spring-house or cellar in summer (in cold weather the milk should be kept in a warmer place to allow cream to form on the top of the milk). when the cream was thick and sour she skimmed the cream from off the top of milk every day, stirring the cream well together every time she added fresh cream to that on hand. aunt sarah churned twice a week; sour cream should not be kept a longer time than one week. the churn was scalded with boiling water, then rinsed with cold water; this prevented the butter adhering to the churn. the cream should be at a temperature of degrees when put in the churn, but this would be almost too cold in winter. in very hot weather the temperature of the cream should be degrees. aunt sarah tested the cream with a small dairy tube thermometer. she churned steadily and usually had butter "come" in about minutes, but should the cream he too cold or too warm it would be necessary to churn a longer time. if the cream is too warm, stand vessel containing cream on ice; if too cold, stand in a warm place near the range. when the sour cream had been churned a certain length of time and granules of butter had formed, she drained off the buttermilk and poured water over the granules of butter. water should be two degrees colder than the buttermilk. after churning a few minutes the lump of butter was removed from the churn, placed in a bowl, washed thoroughly several times in very cold water, until no buttermilk remained. the butter was worked thoroughly, with a wooden paddle, until all buttermilk had been extracted. one small tablespoonful of salt was added to each pound of butter. she worked the butter well, to incorporate the salt, and molded it into shape. aunt sarah did not knead the butter, but smoothed it down, then lifted it up from the large, flat, wooden bowl in which it was molded. when the butter was to be molded into _small shapes_, she scalded the small wooden molds, then dipped them into cold water before using; this prevented the butter adhering to the molds. before commencing to churn butter, aunt sarah was particular to have her hands scrupulously clean. all the utensils used were washed in hot water, then rinsed in cold water, both hands and utensils. she frequently wrapped small pats of freshly-churned butter in small squares of clean cheese-cloth and placed in a stone crock with a cover. placed in the crock was usually, with the butter, a bunch of sweet clover blossoms, which imparted to the butter a delicious flavor. "smier-kase" or cottage cheese stand a pan containing three quarts of milk in a warm place until it becomes sour and quite thick. stand the pan containing the thick milk on the back part of the range, where it will heat gradually but not cook. when the "whey" separates from the curd in the centre and forms around the edges it is ready to use. should the sour milk become _too hot_ on the range, or _scald_, the curds, or smier-kase, will not become soft and creamy. when the curd has separated from the "whey," pour the contents of the pan into a cheese-cloth bag and hang in the open air to drip for several hours, when it should be ready to use. from three quarts of sour milk you should obtain one good pound of smier-kase. to prepare it for the table place one-half the quantity in a bowl and add one teaspoonful of softened butter, a pinch of salt and mix as smoothly as possible. or the smier-kase may be molded into small rolls, and a small quantity of finely-chopped pimento added. this will keep fresh several days if kept in a cool cellar or refrigerator. uses of "sweet drippings" and suet for deep frying mary was taught to use lard and kidney suet combined. the latter had been tried out by cutting suet in small pieces. the suet, in an iron pan, was placed in a moderately hot oven until fat was tried out. to prevent suet when rendered having a taste of tallow, place in the upper part of boiler, over one containing hot water, and stand on a hot range until all is tried out, or melted, instead of putting it in oven. strain into a jar and stand aside in a cool place until wanted. take one-third of this tried-out suet to two-thirds lard when frying croquettes, oysters, cruellers or fritters. suet contains food value equal to that of lard and food fried in this fat, combined with lard, is more wholesome than if fried in lard alone--if any food fried in fat _ever is_ wholesome. and suet is more economical than lard if rendered at home. mary was taught by her aunt to save all the trimmings from steaks, fat left over from roasts, boiled ham, sausage, bacon fat, etc. when different fats have been tried out, to clarify them, add to every pound and a half of combined fat or drippings a half cup of boiling water and a pinch of baking soda. boil until water evaporates and fat is clear. strain into a bowl and keep in a cool place. clean, sweet drippings are preferred by most cooks to lard for many purposes. all young housewives do not know that ham or bacon fat may be substituted for half the shortening called for in many recipes for molasses cakes (where spices are used) with good results. also that the grease rendered from clean fat of chickens, which greatly resembles butter when tried out and cold, may be combined with an equal quantity of other shortening in making cakes in which spices are used. the difference in the taste of cake made from this fat, if rendered sweet and clean, will not be noticed. equal parts of ham or bacon fat, pork chops or sausage fat, combined with butter, are excellent for frying cornmeal mush, eggs, sweet potatoes, egg bread and calves' liver. also sliced tomatoes have a particularly fine flavor if fried in bacon fat. should fat removed from top of stock pot have a flavor of vegetables, pour boiling water over, strain and stand aside to cool; then remove the clean cake of fat on top of the water and add to bowl of drippings. this is one of the small economies which will, i think, appeal to the frugal young housewife. if possible, procure an iron pot for deep frying. after using, strain the fat remaining, adding sediment in the bottom of cook-pot to the can of soap fat; then return the clean, strained fat to the cook pot. keep in a cool place, closely covered, and if careful not to scorch the fat. it may be used over and over again, and croquettes, etc., may be prepared in a few moments by simply heating the kettle of fat in which to fry them. aunt sarah frequently filled small glass jars with rendered mutton suet, scented with violet essence, to be used for chapped lips and hands. eggs--"eierkuchen" or omelette for this excellent omelette or "eierkuchen," as aunt sarah called it, she used the following: fresh eggs. cup sweet milk. level tablespoonfuls of flour. she placed on the range a small fry pan (size of a tea plate), containing one tablespoonful of butter. she then placed tablespoonfuls of flour in a bowl, mixed smoothly with a portion of the cup of milk, then added the three yolks of eggs which had been lightly beaten and the balance of the milk and a pinch of salt. lastly, she stirred in lightly the stiffly-beaten whites of eggs. poured all into the warmed fry-pan and placed it in a moderately hot oven until lightly browned on top. the omelette when cooked should be light and puffy, and remain so while being served. double the omelette together on a hot platter and sprinkle finely chopped parsley over the top. serve immediately. hard boiled eggs eggs to be hard boiled should be carefully placed in boiling water and cooked minutes from the time the water commences to boil again. if cooked a longer time, the white of egg will look dark and the outer part of yolk will not be a clear yellow, as it should, to look appetizing when served. soft boiled eggs the quicker way to prepare eggs is to drop them in a stew-pan containing boiling water, and let boil - / to minutes, when the white part of the egg should be "set" and the yolk soft, but a soft boiled egg is said to be more easily digested if dropped into a stew-pan of rapidly boiling water; remove the stew-pan of boiling water the minute the eggs have been put in from the front part of the range to a place where the water will keep hot, but not allow the eggs to boil. let the eggs remain in the hot water from to minutes. on breaking the egg open, the yolk will be found soft, and the white of the egg a soft, jelly-like consistency. this latter is the way aunt sarah taught mary. an egg and tomato omelette beat the yolks of three eggs until light, then add three tablespoonfuls of water. beat the whites of the eggs separately. turn the stiffly-beaten whites of the eggs into the bowl containing the yolks of eggs and water. stir lightly together and add a pinch of salt. turn all into a small fry-pan containing a generous tablespoonful of butter and cook on top of stove until the eggs are set, then place the pan containing omelette in a hot oven and finish cooking. when cooked, turn out on a hot platter and spread over the top the following, which was prepared while the omelette was cooking. in a small fry-pan place a tablespoonful of finely-chopped bacon. when fried brown add half a small tomato, finely chopped, / of an onion, chopped fine, and a little chopped green pepper. cook all together for a short time and season with salt and pepper. after spreading the mixture on the omelette, fold over and serve on a hot platter. this recipe had been given frau schmidt years before by a friend and she used no other for making omelette. always make small omelettes. they are more satisfactory. use a small pan no larger than a small tea plate, and, if wished, make two small, rather than one large one. always serve immediately. mushroom omelette place the yolks of three eggs in a bowl and beat until light. add a teaspoonful of cream and / teaspoonful of flour mixed together; / cup of chopped mushrooms, salt and pepper and a dust of baking powder. lastly, the stiffly-beaten whites of the eggs. turn into a pan containing two tablespoonfuls of melted butter, stand on range a few minutes until eggs are set, then finish cooking in a hot oven. serve at once. a few cold, steamed mushrooms (left-overs), if finely chopped, and added to a plain omelette or roast, will improve the flavor. a clam omelette two eggs beaten separately, scant cup of milk, tablespoonful of flour, clams run through a food-chopper. place in a bowl the tablespoon of flour and mix smooth with a little of the milk. then add the two yolks of eggs and beat well together. add the milk, salt and pepper, the chopped clams, and lastly the stiffly-beaten whites of eggs, and add a trifle more flour, if necessary. drop a couple of tablespoons at a time in a large fry-pan containing a couple of tablespoons of butter or drippings. they spread out about the size of a small saucer. fry as many at a time as the pan will conveniently hold without running together. turn when browned lightly on one side, and when the other side has cooked fold together and serve at once. garnish with parsley. these are very easily made for luncheon, and are very nice served with fried chicken. deviled eggs boil half a dozen eggs until hard. remove shells, cut in halves, mash the yolks to a smooth paste with about / teaspoon mixed mustard, teaspoon softened butter, pepper and salt to taste. some like a small quantity of cold boiled minced ham added. when ingredients are well mixed, press enough of this mixture into the cup-shaped whites of eggs to form a rounding top. serve on a platter of parsley. to boil eggs uniformly, they should be placed in a wire basket and plunged into boiling water and boiled not longer than to minutes from time water commences to boil, then pour cold water over and shell them. eggs in cream sauce four eggs, boiled hard, cut in halves lengthwise, then across, each egg cut in four pieces. a cream sauce was made using / cups sweet milk, - / tablespoons flour, generous tablespoon of butter, seasoned with salt. after letting milk come to a boil and adding flour mixed smoothly with a little cold milk or water, add butter and cook until a thick creamy consistency, then add the quartered eggs to sauce. stand a few minutes until heated through. pour the creamed eggs over four or five slices of nicely-toasted bread. sprinkle a little finely-chopped parsley and a pinch of pepper over top and serve at once. this is a delicious and quickly prepared luncheon dish. a very wholesome and digestible way to prepare an egg is to put yolk and white of a fresh egg together in a bowl, beat lightly, pour over the egg a pint of rich milk, which has been heated to the boiling point. add a pinch of salt. stir constantly while slowly adding the milk. the hot milk should slightly cook the egg. eat slowly with crackers or toasted bread. aunt sarah's method of preserving eggs with liquid water glass aunt sarah for many years preserved eggs in water glass, or soluble glass, also known as "sodium silicate," a thick liquid about the consistency of molasses. it is not expensive and may easily be procured at any drug store. she used the water glass in the proportion of quarts of water to one pint of the water glass. the water glass, although in liquid form, is usually sold by the pound, and - / pounds equals one pint. the water should always he boiled and allowed to cool before combining with the water glass. she was particular to use none but perfectly clean, fresh eggs. she placed the eggs, narrow end down, in an earthenware crock which had been well scalded and cooled. when the water glass had been thoroughly mixed through the water she poured the mixture over the eggs in the crock. a stronger solution might be used to preserve the eggs, but aunt sarah declared she used eggs for baking cake which were good at the expiration of a year, which had been preserved in a mixture of quarts of water to a pint of water glass, and she considered this proportion perfectly reliable. so i do not see the need of using a large quantity of the water glass, although many recipes call for a mixture of one pint of water glass to only quarts of water. fresh eggs may be added daily until the crock is filled, having the mixture at least one inch above the last layer of eggs. it is best not to wash the eggs before packing, as this removes the natural mucilaginous coating on the outside of the shell. place clean, fresh eggs carefully into the crock containing the water glass and water, with a long-handled spoon to avoid cracking the shell. stand the crock containing eggs in a cool place, cover with a cloth tied over top of crock, avoiding frequent change of temperature; they should keep one year. the water glass solution may become cloudy, and resemble a soft-soap mixture, but this is a natural condition and does not affect the eggs. april is considered the best month for packing eggs. infertile eggs are to be preferred to others. carefully remove the eggs from the water glass mixture with a long-handled spoon when wanted to use, as the shells are sometimes not quite as hard as when placed in the crock. the eggs may be used for cooking, baking, in fact, for any purpose except soft-boiled but should you wish to boil them, a tiny puncture should be made in the shell of these eggs before boiling. ten quarts of water to one pint of water glass will cover about or dozen eggs. to test fresh eggs. place an egg in a tumbler, fill tumbler with cold water. if eggs are fresh they will remain in the bottom of tumbler. if not strictly fresh the egg will float on the top, or near the top of tumbler of water. salads--aunt sarah's salad dressing for this she used pint of sour cream, - / tablespoonfuls of flour, - / tablespoonfuls of mustard (pulverized dry mustard), eggs, / cup butter (or / cup of olive oil may be used instead, if liked), / cup good sour vinegar, / teaspoonful of black pepper and a pinch of red pepper (cayenne), salt to taste, / teaspoonful of sugar. place in a bowl the - / tablespoonfuls of flour with the same quantity of mustard; mix smoothly with a little of the sour cream. then add the eggs, beaten in one at a time, or use, instead, the yolks of five eggs. when using the whites for angel cake or any white cake aunt sarah usually made salad dressing from the remaining yolks of eggs. add the sour cream and vinegar, salt and pepper. mix all well together and strain through a fine sieve and cook in a double boiler over hot water until a creamy consistency. pour in glass jars. this dressing will keep well on ice or in a cool place for two weeks. if too thick, thin with a little vinegar, water or milk when using it. about / of a cup of this dressing was used for mixing with cup of the meat of cold, cooked chicken in making chicken salad. the white meat of chicken was cut in dice and / cup of celery was also cut in small pieces, a couple of hard boiled eggs, cut in dice, were added and the whole was carefully mixed with the salad dressing. cold boiled veal or pork may be used instead of chicken for salad. potato salad was sometimes prepared by using a small quantity of this dressing, adding, also, minced onion, parsley and celery. hot slaw was prepared by heating a couple of tablespoonfuls of the salad dressing and mixing with shredded cabbage. or use as a dressing for lettuce when not served "au natural" with olive oil and vinegar at the table. should very _thick_, sour cream be used in making "aunt sarah's salad dressing," use a mixture of sour cream and sweet milk, instead of all sour cream. "dutch" cucumber salad thinly slice one large green cucumber and one medium-sized onion (if liked). sprinkle over about one teaspoonful of salt. allow to stand a short time, then place in a piece of cheese-cloth and squeeze out all the moisture possible. place cucumbers, when drained, in the dish in which they are to be served, add a couple tablespoonfuls of sour vinegar, mix well. then pour over enough thick sour cream to half cover and a dust of pepper. cucumbers are considered less unwholesome, prepared in this manner. carrot salad aunt sarah pared and cut - / cups of uncooked carrots in thin strips, not much larger than common match sticks, and cooked in salted water until tender. when drained, pour over them a couple of tablespoonfuls of vinegar. allowed to stand until cold. when ready to prepare the salad she drained off vinegar remaining. lined a salad bowl with lettuce leaves or parsley, placed inside this a border of halved or sliced cold hard-boiled eggs; mixed the carrots lightly with salad dressing, placed them in the centre of the bowl and served ice cold. this is a particularly delicious, as well as an appetizing looking, salad. i have never eaten this elsewhere than at aunt sarah's home. "an old recipe" for chicken salad two dressed chickens were cooked tender. when cold, meat was removed from bones and cut in dice (not too fine). cut half the amount of celery you have of meat into small pieces. dressing for salad was composed of the following: three well-beaten yolks of eggs. pour over these pint of boiling hot cider vinegar, stand on back of range to thicken. place in a bowl freshly boiled and finely mashed white potatoes, add tablespoonful of dry mustard, teaspoonfuls of olive oil, tablespoonful of salt, tablespoonful of pepper. mix all well together, then add the thickened vinegar. beat together until creamy and stand aside until chilled. drop the three whites of eggs in hot water, remove when cooked, chop fine and when cold add to the chicken meat and celery. pour the dressing over all the ingredients, stir lightly with a fork and stand in a cold place until chilled before serving. german potato salad boil one dozen small potatoes without paring. remove the skin and cut potatoes size of dice, also a small onion, finely minced. put small pieces of bacon in a pan and fry brown and crisp. add a large tablespoonful of vinegar and a pinch of salt. pour the hot bacon fat and vinegar over the diced potatoes, toss them up lightly with a fork and serve hot. german turnip salad this is the manner in which aunt sarah made turnip salad: she pared and sliced thin on a slaw cutter large, solid turnips, put them in a stew-pan which she placed on the range, adding about / cup hot water, teaspoonful of butter and / teaspoonful of sugar (no more). she covered the stew-pan closely and steamed about half an hour until the turnips were tender. then mixed together teaspoonful of flour with tablespoonful of vinegar and yolk of one egg. this was poured over the stewed turnips, just allowed to come to a boil, then removed from the fire. add a little salt and serve hot. german salad dressing for dandelion, watercress, endive or lettuce, a dressing was made thus: the leaves of vegetables used for salad, after being carefully rinsed and looked over, were cut fine, and the following dressing poured over hot and served at once. a small quantity of bacon was finely minced and fried crisp. to about tablespoonfuls of bacon and fat after being fried, tablespoonfuls of vinegar and of sour cream, were added pepper and salt and a very little flour mixed with cold water, to make it the consistency of cream. the yolk of one raw egg may be added to the dressing if liked. an easier way for the busy housewife to do is to simply add a couple of tablespoonfuls of aunt sarah's salad dressing, add also a small quantity of water, flour and fried, diced bacon; serve hot at once. mary's potato salad a bowl of cold, boiled, diced or thinly-sliced potatoes, three hard boiled eggs, also diced, and about half the quantity of celery chopped in half-inch pieces, and a little minced onion, just enough to give a suspicion of its presence. she mixed all together lightly with a silver fork and mixed through some of the following salad dressing, which is fine for anything requiring a cold salad dressing. mary's salad dressing one tablespoonful of flour, tablespoonful of mustard, cups of sweet or sour cream, tablespoonful of sugar, / cup of good sharp vinegar, yolks of four eggs, small teaspoonful of salt. omit sugar when using the dressing for potato or chicken salad. this salad dressing may also be used for lettuce. "fruit" salad dressing three tablespoonfuls of olive oil to - / tablespoonfuls of vinegar. season with salt and pepper. use this quantity for pint of salad. grape fruit salad cut the pulp from one grape fruit into small pieces, add an equal amount of chopped apples, a few english walnuts chopped coarsely. serve on lettuce leaves with fruit salad dressing. this recipe was given mary by a friend who knew her liking for olive oil. grape fruit is delicious, served cut in halves with the addition to each half; of a couple tablespoonfuls of pineapple juice, a tablespoonful of orange juice or tiny pieces of orange pulp, topped with a marachino cherry. a small quantity of sugar should have been added. the sections of grape fruit should each have been cut loose from the white skin inclosing pulp with a small knife or scissors. a good, inexpensive salad dressing tablespoonful flour. tablespoonful butter. tablespoonful mustard. / tablespoonful sugar. teaspoonful salt. egg. / cup milk. / cup vinegar. use a double boiler, put in it the first five articles, stir together until smooth; add the well-beaten egg and the milk. let cook, stirring hard. then add vinegar, and beat all with an egg-beater until the mixture is smooth and creamy. let cool before using. aunt sarah frequently used this salad dressing over sliced, cold, hard boiled eggs when other salad materials were not plentiful. serve on lettuce leaves. imitation lobster salad a bowl was lined with crisp lettuce leaves, over this was spread a layer of cold boiled potatoes, cut in dice, a little finely minced onion, a layer of chopped celery, another layer of diced potatoes, then a layer of sliced tomatoes and one hard boiled egg, thinly sliced. pour a good salad dressing over and serve ice cold. "german" horseradish sauce a sauce to serve with boiled meat was prepared by aunt sarah in the following manner: she put half a cup of milk in a stew-pan, let come to a boil, added one large tablespoonful of cracker crumbs, large teaspoonful of butter, large tablespoonfuls of freshly grated horseradish, seasoned with pepper and salt. also a pinch of salt, sugar and pepper added to grated horseradish, then thinned with vinegar, is an excellent accompaniment to cold meat. mayonnaise dressing in which olive oil is used before making this dressing for salads, mary placed a large soup plate or a shallow bowl in the refrigerator, also a bottle of olive oil and two egg yolks. all should be quite cold. put the yolks on the cold plate, add / teaspoonful of salt, the same of mustard. mix well and then, with a fork, stir or blend the olive oil into it drop by drop. after about / cup of oil has been blended in, add lemon juice, a drop or two at a time. then more oil, and when it becomes very thick add more lemon juice. a pint or even more oil may, with care, be blended into two yolks. care must be taken not to mix oil in too fast, or the egg and oil will separate, making a mixture resembling curdled custard. if this should happen, take another plate, another egg yolk, and begin over again, blending a drop or two at a time in the curdled mixture. then add more oil and lemon juice as before. mustard dressing to serve with sliced tomatoes two tablespoonfuls mustard, tablespoonful of sugar, / cup cream, tablespoon salt, yolks of two eggs and / cup of vinegar. beat all well together, first mixing the mustard until smooth with a small quantity of cream, then add the other ingredients. (mary used only tablespoonful of mustard, and substituted tablespoonful of flour instead of the second tablespoonful of mustard and thought it improved the dressing.) this mustard dressing may also be served at table, to be eaten with lettuce. chicken salad the meat of one boiled chicken cut in small pieces, three-fourths as much celery, also cut in small pieces. three hard boiled eggs cut in dice. take teaspoonfuls salt, teaspoonfuls pepper, teaspoonfuls mustard, cup of sweet cream and raw egg. use vinegar to thin the mustard. beat the raw egg, add to cream, egg and butter (mash yolks of hard boiled eggs and butter together). mix all the ingredients together and cook until it thickens (all except chicken meat, celery and hard boiled whites of eggs, which should be placed in a large bowl after cutting in small pieces). the salad dressing should he put in another bowl and stood on ice until cold, then mix the salad dressing carefully through the chicken meat, celery, etc., one hour before using. cover with a plate until ready to serve. or "aunt sarah's salad dressing" could be used over the chicken, celery, etc. this is a very old but an excellent recipe used by aunt sarah's mother for many years. pepper hash chop fine with a knife, but do not shred with a slaw cutter, pint of finely chopped cabbage, adding teaspoonful of salt, teaspoonfuls of sugar, teaspoonful of whole mustard seed, / a chopped red, sweet pepper, a pinch of red cayenne pepper and / pint of vinegar. mix all well together and serve with fried oysters, oyster stew and deviled oysters. this "pepper hash" is delicious if a couple tablespoonfuls of thick cream be added just before serving. should very sour cider vinegar be used in this recipe, the housewife will, of course, dilute it with water. german bean salad use small green or yellow string-beans, which snap when broken, called by some "snap beans." string them carefully. (if quite small and tender this should not be necessary.) rub well with the hands through several waters. this removes the strong bean taste. have your kettle half filled with boiling water on the range over a brisk fire. put a tablespoon of butter in the water, add beans by handfuls until all are in and cook until tender. turn the beans in a colander to drain. when cool add a chopped onion, salt and pour enough good vinegar over to cover, and allow to stand two days, when strain vinegar from beans. boil vinegar, add water if vinegar is quite sour and pour hot over the beans. fill quart glass jars with the beans and pour vinegar over, within an inch of top of jar; pour pure olive oil over top of beans, screw on jar covers tightly and stand in a cool place until wanted to use. in the winter, when fresh salads were scarce, aunt sarah opened a can of these beans. if they were very sour she poured cold water over, allowed to stand an hour, drained and added a little fresh olive oil. every one called her "bean salat," as the pennsylvania germans call it, delicious. the instructions regarding the preparing and cooking of string beans for salad will answer for beans used as a vegetable, omitting vinegar, of course. there is a great difference in the manner of cooking vegetables. aunt sarah always added an onion and a sprig of parsley when cooking beans to serve as a vegetable. meat salads to quote from the _farmers' bulletin_: "whether meat salads are economical or not depends upon the way in which the materials are utilized. if in chicken salad, for example, only the white meat of chicken, especially bought for the purpose, and only the expensive inside stems of expensive celery are used, it can hardly be cheaper than plain chicken. but, if portions of meat left over from a previous serving are mixed with celery grown at home, they certainly make an economical dish, and one very acceptable to most persons. cold roast pork or tender veal, in fact, any white meat, can be utilized in the same way. apples cut into cubes may be substituted for part of the celery. many cooks consider that with the apple the salad takes the dressing better than with the celery alone. many also prefer to marinate (_i.e._, mix with a little oil and vinegar) the meat and celery or celery and apples before putting on the final dressing, which may be either mayonnaise or a good boiled dressing." celery should not be allowed to stand in water. to keep fresh until used it should be wrapped in a piece of damp cheese-cloth and placed in an ice box or cool cellar. lettuce should be broken apart, carefully rinsed, and put loosely in a piece of damp cheese-cloth and placed on ice to crisp before using. beverages--coffee scald coffee pot well before using (never use metal). place in it five tablespoons ground coffee. (a good coffee is made from a mixture of two-thirds java to one-third mocha.) beat up with the ground coffee one whole egg. should the housewife deem this extravagant, use only the white of one egg, or peel off the white skin lining inside of egg shells and use. add three tablespoons cold water and mix well together. stand on range to heat; when hot add one quart of _freshly-boiled_ hot water. allow coffee to boil to top of coffee pot three times (about eight minutes), pour over one tablespoon cold water to settle. stand a few minutes where it will keep hot, not boil. place a generous tablespoon of sweet thick cream in each cup and pour coffee through a strainer over it. always serve hot. a larger or smaller amount of coffee may be used, as different brands of coffee vary in strength and individual tastes differ, but five tablespoons of coffee, not too coarsely ground and not pulverized, to one quart of water, will be the correct proportions for good coffee. use cream and you will have a delicious, rich, brown beverage not possible when milk is used. better coffee may be made if whole grains of roasted coffee be bought, reheated in oven and freshly ground whenever used, rather finely ground but not pulverized. coffee, when ground for any length of time, loses strength. if coffee is ground when purchased, always keep it in closely covered cans until used. or buy green coffee berries and roast them in oven; when coffee has been roasted, stir one whole raw egg through the coffee berries; when dry, place in covered cans, then no egg will be needed when preparing coffee. as a substitute for cream, use yolk of fresh egg mixed with a couple tablespoonfuls of milk. cocoa mix four tablespoonfuls of cocoa to a smooth paste with one cup of boiling water. add one more cup boiling water and boil fifteen or twenty minutes. add four tablespoonfuls of sugar, then add cups of hot boiled milk. a few drops of essence of vanilla improves the flavor. add a couple tablespoonfuls whipped cream on top of each cup when serving, or, instead of cream, place a marshmallow in each cup before pouring in cocoa. this quantity is for six cups of cocoa. chocolate one square of baker's unsweetened chocolate shaved thinly or grated, mixed to a smooth paste with cup of boiling water. boil from fifteen to twenty minutes. add cup of boiling milk and even tablespoonfuls of sugar. flavor with a few drops of vanilla, if liked, and add whipped cream to each cup when serving. this is for cups of chocolate. boiled water it sometimes becomes necessary to boil drinking water, which usually has a flat, insipid taste. do young housewives know it is said that after water has been boiled and when quite cool if a bottle be half filled and shaken well the water will become aerated, and have the taste of fresh spring water? tea to make tea always scald the teapot, which should be agate, earthenware or china, never metal. always use water that has been _freshly_ boiled, and use it boiling hot. never, under any circumstances, boil tea, as tannin is then extracted from the leaves, and the tea will have a bitter taste. do not allow tea to stand any length of time unless strained from tea leaves. use one teaspoon of tea for each cup, unless liked stronger, when add one extra teaspoon to each three cups of tea. some contend that tea is better, if at first a small quantity of boiling water is poured over the leaves, allowing it to steep three minutes--then pour over the remaining quantity of boiling water and let stand about four minutes, when it is ready to serve with cream and sugar, if liked. should any tea remain after serving do not throw away, but strain at once from tea leaves and when cool place in a glass jar in refrigerator to be used as iced tea. iced tea for two quarts of delicious iced tea, place in an agate teapot one generous tablespoon of good tea (never buy a cheap, inferior grade of tea). pour over the tea leaves one quart of freshly boiled, scalding hot water; let stand five minutes, keep hot (not boil), strain from the leaves into a pitcher, then pour over the tea leaves another quart of hot water, allow it to stand a few minutes, then strain as before. add the juice of one lemon and sugar to taste. when cooled stand on ice and add chipped ice to tumblers when serving. puddings to boil a pudding in a bag, dip the bag, which should be made of thick cotton or linen, in hot water, dredge the inside well with flour before putting batter into the bag. when the pudding has boiled a long enough time, dip the bag quickly in cold water, and the pudding will turn out easily. allow five large eggs to quart of milk usually to make custard solid enough to keep its shape when turned from the mold. one teaspoonful of extract will flavor one quart. always stand individual cups in a pan partly filled with hot water. place pan containing custard cups in a moderate oven and bake slowly forty minutes. always sift flour over beef suet when chopping it to be used in puddings. pour boiling water over pecans (nuts), allow to stand several hours. when cracked, the shell may be easily removed, leaving the nuts whole. blanch almonds by pouring boiling water over them. allow them to stand a short time, when the brown skin may be easily removed. dry thoroughly by standing in a rather cool oven, then put in glass jars and they are ready to use. almonds are used particularly by the germans in various ways. one hausfrau adds chopped almonds to cooked oatmeal for her children's breakfast and they are frequently used as an ingredient; also to decorate the tops of raised cakes. when dried currants and raisins are bought by the frugal housewife they are quickly washed in cold water, carefully picked over, then turned on to a sieve to drain. raisins are seeded, then spread over pans, placed in a warm oven about minutes, then spread on a plate and allowed to stand in a dry place for several days. when thoroughly dried place in glass jars and stand aside until required. currants or raisins should always be well floured before adding to cake or pudding. the "german hausfrau" usually serves stewed prunes or raisins with a dish of noodles or macaroni. rice pudding one of the simplest and cheapest of desserts depends partly on the quality of the ingredients used, but chiefly on the manner of making for its excellence. if prepared according to directions, you will have a pudding both rich and creamy. use quart of good sweet milk (do not use either skimmed milk or water), tablespoonfuls of whole uncoated rice (no more), - / tablespoonfuls of sugar, pinch of salt, vanilla or almond flavoring. wash the rice well, mix all together in a pudding dish, bake from - / to hours in an oven with a slow, even heat. when a skin forms on the top of the pudding, carefully stir through the rice. do this frequently. this gives the pudding a rich, creamy consistency. when grains of rice are tender allow pudding to brown over top and serve either hot or cold. raisins may be added, if liked, or raisins may be stewed separately and served with the rice, which many think a great improvement to the pudding. many think rice pudding should always be flavored with grated nutmeg. aunt sarah, while using nutmeg flavoring in various other dishes, never used it for her rice pudding. when mixing a boiled pudding aunt sarah frequently substituted a large tablespoon of fine dried bread crumbs instead of the same amount of flour. she said, "'twas a small economy," and, she thought, "the pudding's improved" by the use of bread crumbs. frau schmidt's apple dumplings prepare a syrup of cup sugar, cups of hot water and tablespoon of butter. pour all into an agate pudding dish. add to this syrup heaping cups of pared, sliced sour apples. let all come to a boil. for the dumplings, sift together one cup of flour and two even teaspoons of baking powder. add a pinch of salt. mix into a soft dough or batter with about / cup of sweet milk or cream. drop six or eight spoonfuls of this batter into the boiling syrup on top of apples. cover closely and cook on top of range twenty minutes without uncovering. serve hot. these dumplings should be light as puff balls. peaches may be substituted for apples and are delicious. caramel custard (as mary prepared it) pint of milk. eggs. / cup granulated sugar. melt / cup of sugar in an iron pan on stove and allow it to brown. add a part of the hot milk, stirring constantly until brown sugar is dissolved. add balance of the pint of hot milk. stir all together, then stand aside to cool. when cold, add eggs and bake in oven in custard cups. stand cups in hot water while baking. aunt sarah's bread pudding pour quart of boiling milk over - / pints of soft bread crumbs. put the mixture into a buttered pudding dish with teaspoonful salt. cover closely with a plate and let stand about half an hour. at the end of that time beat into it three eggs, teaspoonful lemon extract, and beat until perfectly smooth. bake in a moderately hot oven three-quarters of an hour. serve with the following sauce: tablespoonfuls pulverized sugar, tablespoonfuls butter, tablespoonful lemon juice. beat all together to a cream; when it is ready to serve. no sugar is needed in this pudding if this sweet sauce is used. steamed bread pudding place cup of fine dried bread crumbs in a bowl. pour over the crumbs cups of milk and allow to stand a short time. beat together eggs and scant / cup sugar, add tablespoon of butter. mix all the ingredients together thoroughly; then add / cup of chopped raisins, which have been seeded and floured. pour the batter in the well-buttered top part of a double boiler over hot water. steam about - / to hours. serve hot with sauce used for cottage pudding, or serve with sugar and cream. an economical bread and apple pudding into a well-buttered pudding dish put a layer of sliced sour apples. on the top of these a layer of stale bread crumbs with small bits of butter and sugar sprinkled over them, more sliced apples and bread crumbs, having the crumbs for the top layer. to about three apples use cup of bread crumbs, / cup sugar, piece of butter size of walnut and bake in oven until apples are tender. serve with cream. cup custards quart of sweet milk. large eggs. tablespoons sugar. grated nutmeg or vanilla flavoring. scald milk. beat whites of eggs separately. add milk when cooled to the beaten yolks. add sugar and flavoring. stir in stiffly beaten whites of eggs, pour into custard cups, stand them in a dripping pan half filled with boiling water. stand the pan in a moderate oven about twenty minutes, or until custard is "set." this quantity fills about eight small custard cups. the water surrounding the custard cups should not be allowed to boil, but the custard should cook slowly. grate nutmeg thickly over top of each custard before placing in the oven. scalding the milk before using improves the custard. frau schmidt's graham pudding sift into a bowl / cup of pastry flour and teaspoonful of baking powder. add cup graham flour, pinch of salt and / cup granulated sugar. mix all thoroughly, then add / cup of finely chopped kidney suet. add cup of seedless raisins mixed with one extra tablespoonful of white flour. mix into a batter with cup of sweet milk, to which add yolk of one egg. lastly, add the stiffly beaten white of egg. flavor with either a little grated nutmeg or essence of vanilla. make a strong, unbleached muslin bag by inches. pour the batter into the bag, which had been previously dipped in cold water, the inside of the bag sifted over with flour, and tie bag at top with a string, allowing room for the pudding to swell. place the bag in the perforated compartment of a steamer, over boiling water, and boil continuously - / hours, or longer, without removing lid of steamer oftener than absolutely necessary. serve graham pudding hot with sauce used for "cottage pudding," or serve simply with sugar and cream, or a sauce may be served composed of / cup of pulverized sugar, creamed with / cup of butter. add tablespoonful of lemon juice or flavor with vanilla. stand sauce in a cool place a short time and serve cold on hot pudding. sponge bread pudding place - / cups of soft stale (either white or graham) bread crumbs in a pudding dish. pour cups of hot milk over the crumbs, cover with a plate and allow it to stand about thirty minutes, then add yolks of eggs, / teaspoonful of salt, tablespoonful of sugar and grated yellow rind of orange or lemon for flavoring. beat the mixture until perfectly smooth, add the stiffly beaten whites of two eggs. bake in a moderately hot oven. serve hot with the following sauce: sauce. three large tablespoonfuls of pulverized sugar and tablespoonful of butter were beaten together until smooth and creamy, teaspoonful of lemon juice was added. the sauce, when quite cold, was served with the warm pudding. aunt sarah's cottage pudding cream together cup of sugar, tablespoonfuls of butter, egg, white beaten separately, and added last, cup of sweet milk, pinch of salt, cups of flour, sifted with heaping teaspoonfuls of royal baking powder, / cup of dried currants, well floured. add stiffly beaten white of egg. bake in a small oblong bread pan. sauce. one cup of milk, / cup of water, large teaspoonful of butter, a scant tablespoonful of flour moistened with a small quantity of water, before adding. sweeten to taste, add / teaspoonful of grated nutmeg. cook all together a few minutes, allow the mixture to partly cool, then stir in the yolk of one egg; stand on stove to heat, but not to cook. serve hot over freshly baked, warm cottage pudding, cut in squares. apple "strudel" aunt sarah pared and quartered six medium-sized tart apples, placed in the bottom of an agate pudding dish, poured over them one cup of hot water and tablespoonfuls of sugar. she allowed this to stand on the range and cook while she mixed the following dough. into a bowl she sifted pint of flour with teaspoons baking powder, one teaspoonful of sugar, a little salt. cut tablespoonful of butter through the flour. lightly mixed all together into a soft dough with about / cup sweet milk. should she have a left-over yolk of egg, that was added to the milk. she rolled dough out lightly on the bread board, cut vents in the crust to allow steam to escape and spread it over the top of the dish containing the hot apples; placed in a hot oven to bake until light brown on top. serve with sugar and cream. aunt sarah called this "apple strudel," but the german recipe for "apple strudel," handed down by her grandmother, was quite different. an ordinary noodle dough was made, placed on a clean cloth on the table and rolled as thin as tissue paper. small bits of butter were scattered over this, covered with tart apples, thinly sliced, sprinkled with cinnamon, sugar and chopped raisins, rolled up and baked in the oven until brown on top, basting frequently with a thin syrup composed of sugar, butter and water. "lemon meringue" pudding pint of milk. / cup of sugar cup bread crumbs. juice and grated rind of one lemon. eggs. / cup of butter. tablespoonfuls of pulverized sugar used for top. soak the bread crumbs in milk. beat the butter and sugar together. add yolks of eggs, soaked bread crumbs and grated lemon rind and about / of the juice of the lemon. bake in a buttered pudding dish until firm, then cover the pudding with a meringue composed of the stiffly beaten whites of eggs, tablespoonfuls of pulverized sugar and the remaining lemon juice. place in oven to brown. stand on ice; serve cold. suet pudding cup suet, chopped fine. cup sugar. cup sweet milk. eggs. teaspoonful cinnamon. cup raisins. cup currants. cups flour sifted with teaspoonfuls baking powder. steam - / hours, then place in oven two or three minutes. this quantity will partly fill three empty -pound baking powder cans; allowing room to swell. these puddings are equally as good as when freshly prepared if placed in a steamer a short time before serving until heated through. sauce for suet pudding. one cup of pulverized sugar and large tablespoonful of butter creamed together. one teaspoonful of vanilla. add one whole egg or the yolks of two eggs, or the whites of two eggs, whichever you happen to have. steamed fruit pudding cup sweet milk. cup chopped suet. cup molasses. cup raisins. teaspoonful soda dissolved in a little water. teaspoonful salt. sauce for pudding. a small quantity of cinnamon, allspice, nutmeg, and a _very little_ clove. flour to make a batter a little thicker than that of ordinary cake. steam about hours. this pudding is also inexpensive and equally as good as the former recipe. beat egg very light, add cup brown sugar, teaspoonful vanilla. beat all together until creamy. serve at once. cornmeal pudding scald quart of sweet milk. while hot stir in tablespoonfuls of cornmeal, tablespoonfuls of flour mixed smooth with a little cold milk. add tablespoonful of butter. let cool. then add to the mixture / cup sugar, / cup molasses, well-beaten egg, / teaspoonful of ginger, / teaspoonful cinnamon, / pint cold milk, a small pinch of soda and / cup of floured, seeded raisins. bake hours in a moderate oven. serve with sugar and cream. huckleberry pudding two eggs and small cup of granulated sugar creamed together. four tablespoonfuls of cold water. add cup of sifted flour containing teaspoonful of baking powder, and cup of huckleberries, pitted cherries, or raisins and bake. serve with milk or any sauce liked. this recipe was given mary by a friend, who called it her emergency pudding, as it may be easily and quickly prepared from canned sour cherries from which liquid has been drained, or any tart fruit, when fresh fruit is not in season. tapioca custard four tablespoonfuls of pearl tapioca soaked in cold water over night. the next morning drain the tapioca, boil quart of sweet milk, beat the yolks of eggs light, stir them into the tapioca, adding tablespoonfuls of sugar. beat all together and gradually add the hot milk. return to the fire and stir until it commences to boil. take from the range and pour in a glass dish. flavor with teaspoonful of vanilla. whip the whites of the eggs to a standing froth and stir into the cooling pudding when cold stand on ice until ready to serve. one-half cup of shredded cocoanut may be added if liked. delicious baked peach pudding for the dough place in a bowl pint of flour sifted with teaspoonfuls of royal baking powder and a pinch of salt. cut through this a scant / cup of butter. mix this with sufficient sweet milk to make a soft dough. roll out dough half an inch thick, cut in strips and in case whole, ripe, pared peaches, leaving top and bottom of the peach exposed. or solid canned peaches may be used. put two halves of peach together and place a strip of dough around the peach. pinch dough well together, place in a bake dish. prepare a syrup of cups of sugar and cup of water. let come to a boil, pour around the dumplings and bake a half hour in a moderately hot oven. these are delicious. the recipe was given mary by a friend who was an excellent cook. from this dough may also be baked excellent biscuits. caramel custard place pint of milk on the range in a double boiler. melt half a cup of sugar in an iron pan over the fire until a golden brown. when melted add four tablespoonfuls of boiling water. allow mixture to cook one minute, then add it to the milk. remove from the fire and add teaspoonful of vanilla. when cool stir in well-beaten eggs with tablespoonfuls of sugar. pour the mixture in a small pudding dish. stand in a pan of boiling water, place in oven to bake until a jelly-like consistency. when cooled serve plain or with whipped cream. "aunt sarah's" rhubarb pudding remove skin from stalks of rhubarb, wash and cut into half-inch pieces a sufficient quantity to half fill a medium-sized agate or earthenware pudding dish. place in a stew-pan on range, cook slowly with a couple tablespoons of sugar and a very small amount of water. sift together in a bowl pint of flour, - / teaspoons of baking powder and a pinch of salt. with a knife cut through the flour tablespoonfuls of butter, moisten with one beaten egg and sufficient milk added to make a soft dough or batter. drop tablespoons of this thick batter over top of dish containing hot stewed rhubarb. place at once in a hot oven, bake quickly until crust is a light brown. serve on individual dishes, placing over each a couple tablespoonfuls of the following sauce. the combined flavor of rhubarb and vanilla is delicious. vanilla sauce for rhubarb pudding. beat egg very light, add cup of light brown sugar and teaspoon of vanilla flavoring. beat all together until foamy. serve at once, cold, on the hot pudding. rice custard add cup of cold boiled rice to cups of sweet milk, mix together slowly. add / cup sugar, the well-beaten yolks of eggs, let all cook together a few minutes. remove custard from the fire and pour over the stiffly-beaten whites of two eggs. beat well with an egg-beater. place in a glass dish and serve cold. mary's cup pudding (from stale bread) one quart of finely _crumbled stale bread_ (not dried crumbs). fill buttered cups two-thirds full of crumbs and pour over the following custard, composed of one pint of milk and three eggs. allow to stand a few minutes, then place the cups in a pan partly filled with hot water, place the pan in a moderately hot oven and bake thirty minutes. no sugar is required in this pudding if the following sweet sauce be served with it: sauce for pudding. mix one tablespoonful of cornstarch with a half cup of sugar. pour over one cup of boiling water, add one generous teaspoonful of butter. cook all together until clear, take from the fire and add one well-beaten egg and one teaspoonful of vanilla. serve hot. "buckwheat minute" pudding pour three cups of milk in a stew-pan, place on range and let come to a boil. then stir slowly into the boiling milk - / cups of buckwheat flour and / teaspoonful of salt. keep stirring constantly until a thick mush. serve at once with sugar and cream. i have never eaten this pudding anywhere except in "bucks county." it is cheap, quickly and easily prepared and well liked by many country folk in bucks county. peach tapioca one cup of tapioca soaked in quart of cold water several hours. place in stew-pan, set on stove and cook until clear. add sugar to taste and pint can of peaches. boil two or three minutes, remove from range and pour into the dish in which it is to be served. stand aside to cool. aunt sarah's plain boiled pudding one cup of beef suet chopped fine or run through a food-chopper, / cup sour milk, egg, teaspoonful soda, pinch of salt. / cup sugar, teaspoonful cinnamon, cup raisins, seeded and floured. flour enough to make as stiff as ordinary cake batter. boil or steam in a muslin bag three hours. this is a very inexpensive and good pudding. dust a small quantity of flour over suet before chopping. serve with the following sauce: pudding sauce. one large tablespoonful of butter, teacup water, / teacup milk, scant tablespoonful of flour, grated nutmeg to flavor. sweeten to taste, add a pinch of salt. cook and let cool. beat up yolk of egg, add to sauce, stand on back of stove to heat, not cook. serve hot over the pudding. apple tapioca pour pint of cold water over / cup tapioca. allow to stand until the following morning, when cook until clean. slice tart apples. place in bottom of pudding dish, strew sugar over, then pour over the tapioca; place over this a layer of thinly sliced apples over which dust sugar. place in oven and bake until the apples are cooked. serve with sugar and cream. several thin slices of lemon added before baking impart a fine flavor. steamed walnut pudding place in a bowl / cup butter and cup of granulated sugar. beat to a cream. add yolks of eggs and / cup of syrup molasses or maple syrup, in which had been dissolved teaspoonful baking soda. then add cup sweet milk, alternately, with about - / cups flour, / cup of walnut meats, run through food-chopper or crushed with rolling pin, / cup of seeded raisins, / teaspoonful ground cinnamon, / teaspoonful grated nutmeg, / teaspoonful ground cloves, a pinch of salt and the stiffly beaten whites of the two eggs. the batter should be placed in two empty one-pound tin coffee cans, about two-thirds full, covered tightly with lid and placed in a pot of boiling water which should be kept boiling constantly for three hours; when steamed the pudding should almost fill the cans. if the cans were well buttered and flour sifted over, the pudding when steamed may be easily removed to a platter. slice and serve hot with the following sauce: beat one cup of pulverized sugar to a cream with heaping tablespoonfuls of butter. add white of one egg (unbeaten). beat all together until creamy. add / of a teaspoonful of lemon extract and stand sauce in a cold place or on ice one hour before serving on slices of hot pudding. this is a delicious pudding. "cornmeal sponge" pudding crumble cold corn muffins, or corn cake, a quantity sufficient to fill two cups. soak in quart of sweet milk three or four hours, then add well-beaten eggs, tablespoonfuls of sugar and a pinch of salt. beat all well together. place in a pan and bake hour in a moderately hot oven. serve hot with whipped cream and sugar or with a sauce made by beating to a cream a heaping tablespoonful of butter, cup of granulated sugar, egg and a very little vanilla flavoring. mary's corn starch pudding - / quarts of milk. eggs. heaping tablespoonfuls of corn starch. scant cup of sugar. teaspoonful of vanilla. pour milk in a double boiler and place on range to cook. moisten cornstarch with a little cold milk and add to remainder of the milk when boiling hot. stir thoroughly, then beat yolk of eggs and sugar until light, stir in stiffly beaten whites and when all are mixed stir into the scalding milk. let come to a boil again and add vanilla or almond flavoring. pour into individual molds to cool. serve cold with a spoonful of jelly or preserved strawberry with each serving. apple johnny cake (served as a pudding) this is a good, cheap, wholesome pudding. cup corn meal. tablespoonfuls of sugar. teaspoonful of soda. tablespoonful of melted butter. / teaspoonful of salt. / cup flour. cup sour milk. mix batter together as you would for cake, then add pared, thinly sliced, tart apples to the batter. stir all together. bake in a quick oven in a bread pan and serve hot with cold cream and sugar. raisins may be substituted for apples if preferred. a good and cheap "tapioca pudding" soak over night in cold water even tablespoonfuls of pearl tapioca. in the morning add tapioca to one quart of milk, tablespoonfuls of sugar, a pinch of salt. grate nutmeg over top. bake in a moderate oven about three hours, stirring occasionally. "gotterspeise" partly fill an earthenware pudding dish with pieces of sponge cake or small cakes called "lady fingers;" cut up with them a few macaroons. place one pint of wine over fire to heat, add to the wine the following mixture, composed of spoonful of cornstarch mixed smooth with a little water, yolks of eggs and spoonfuls of sugar. mix all together and stir until thickened. pour the thickened mixture over the cake. when cooled cover with the stiffly-beaten whites of the eggs, spread sliced almonds thickly over top and brown in oven a few minutes. serve cold. spanish cream half a box of knox gelatine, quart of milk, eggs. put gelatine in milk, let stand hour to dissolve. set over fire to boil, then add beaten yolks of eggs with cup granulated sugar. remove from fire while adding this. stir well. return to range and let boil. stand aside to cool. beat whites of eggs to a froth and beat into custard when cooled. pour into a glass dish in which it is to be served. stand in a cold place and serve with cream. graham pudding one cup of molasses, egg, cup sweet milk, / teaspoonful soda, teaspoonful of salt, tablespoonful brown sugar, cup raisins, - / cups graham flour. mix all ingredients together. steam three hours. "pennsylvania" plum pudding (for thanksgiving day) one cup milk, eggs, cup molasses, / teaspoonful nutmeg, / teaspoonful salt, teaspoonfuls baking powder, cup bread crumbs, / cup corn meal, cup chopped beef suet, / cup finely minced citron, cup seeded raisins, / cup currants. flour to make a stiff batter. steam fully three hours, turn from the mold, strew chopped almonds over top. serve pudding hot with sauce for which recipe is given. aunt sarah invariably served this pudding on thanksgiving day, and all preferred it to old-fashioned "english plum pudding." sauce for pudding. cream together cup of pulverized sugar, scant / cup of butter, beat whites of eggs in, one at a time, and one teaspoonful of lemon flavoring; stand on ice a short time before serving. serve sauce very cold. "slice" bread pudding line the sides of a pudding dish holding two quarts with seven slices of stale bread from which crust had been removed. beat together eggs, tablespoonfuls of sugar and cups of sweet milk (and add the juice and grated rind of one lemon, or half a grated nutmeg). pour in the centre of pudding dish. with a spoon dip some of the custard over each slice of bread. bake about minutes and serve hot with the following sauce: one cup of water, / cup milk, teaspoonful butter, scant tablespoonful of flour mixed smooth with a little water before adding it. sweeten to taste, add grated nutmeg or vanilla to flavor. cook all together, then add the yolk of one egg. place on stove a minute to heat. add a pinch of salt. serve hot over the pudding in individual dishes. cereals--oatmeal porridge oatmeal to be palatable and wholesome should be thoroughly cooked, that is, steamed over a hot fire two hours or longer. use a double boiler of agateware. place in the upper half of the boiler about cups of water and stand directly over the hottest part of the range. when the water boils furiously, and is full of little bubbles (not before), stir into the boiling water about cups of oatmeal (if porridge is liked rather thick), and about teaspoonful of salt. (tastes differ regarding the thickness of porridge.) let stand directly on the front of the range, stirring only enough to prevent scorching, and cook ten minutes, then stand upper part of double boiler over the lower compartment, partly filled with boiling water; cover closely and let steam from two to three hours. in order to have the oatmeal ready to serve at early breakfast the following morning, put oatmeal on to cook about five o'clock in the evening, while preparing supper, and allow it to stand and steam over boiling water until the fire in the range is dampened off for the night. allow the oatmeal to stand on range until the following morning, when draw the boiler to front part of range, and when breakfast is ready (after removing top crust formed by standing), turn the oatmeal out on a dish and serve with rich cream and sugar, and you will have a good, wholesome breakfast dish with the flakes distinct, and a nutty flavor. serve fruit with it, if possible. a good rule for cooking oatmeal is in the proportion of - / cups of water to cup of oatmeal. the cereals which come ready prepared are taking the place of the old-time standby with which mothers fed their growing boys. if you wish your boys to have muscle and brawn, feed them oats. to quote an old physician, "if horses thrive on oats, why not boys who resemble young colts?" for example, look at the hardy young scot who thrives and grows hearty and strong on his oatmeal "porritch." chopped almonds, dates or figs may be added to oatmeal to make it more palatable. use cup measuring / pint for measuring cereals as well as every other recipe calling for one cup in this book. cooked rice boil cup of whole, thoroughly cleansed, uncoated rice in quarts of rapidly boiling water (salted) about minutes, or until tender, which can be tested by pressing a couple of grains of rice between the fingers. do not stir often while boiling. when the rice is tender turn on to a sieve and drain; then put in a dish and place in the oven, to dry off, with oven door open, when the grains should be whole, flaky, white and tempting, not the soggy, unappetizing mass one often sees. serve rice with cream and sugar. some prefer brown sugar and others like crushed maple sugar with it. or rice may be eaten as a vegetable with salt and butter. rice is inexpensive, nutritious and one of the most easily digested cereals, and if rightly cooked, an appetizing looking food. it is a wonder the economical housewife does not serve it oftener on her table in some of the numerous ways it may be prepared. as an ingredient of soup, as a vegetable, or a pudding, croquettes, etc., the wise housekeeper will cook double the amount of rice needed and stand half aside until the day following, when may be quickly prepared rice croquettes, cheese balls, etc. on the day following that on which rice has been served, any cold boiled rice remaining may be placed in a small bake dish with an equal quantity of milk, a little sugar and flavoring, baked a short time in oven and served with a cup of stewed, seeded raisins which have slowly steamed, covered with cold water, on the back of the range, until soft and plump. corn meal mush place on the range a cook-pot containing cups of boiling water (good measure). sift in slowly cups of yellow granulated corn meal, stirring constantly while adding the meal, until the mixture is smooth and free from lumps. add - / level teaspoonfuls of salt and / teaspoonful of sugar, and cook a short time, stirring constantly, then stand where the mush will simmer, or cook slowly for four or five hours. serve hot, as a porridge, adding / teaspoonful of butter to each individual bowl of hot mush and serve with it cold milk or cream. should a portion of the mush remain after the meal, turn it at once, while still hot, in an oblong pan several inches in depth, stand until quite cold. cut in half-inch slices, sift flour over each slice and fry a golden brown in a couple tablespoonfuls of sweet drippings and butter. or dip slices of mush in egg and bread crumbs and fry brown in the same manner. some there are who like maple syrup or molasses served with fried mush. this proportion of corn meal and water will make porridge of the proper consistency and it will be just right to be sliced for frying when cold. long, slow cooking makes corn meal much more wholesome and palatable, and prevents the raw taste of cornmeal noticeable in mush cooked too quickly. the small quantity of sugar added is not noticed, but improves the flavor of the mush. macaroni in early spring, when the family tire of winter foods and it is still too early for vegetables from the home garden, and the high price of early forced vegetables in the city markets prevent the housewife, of limited means from purchasing, then the resourceful, economical housewife serves macaroni and rice in various ways and makes appetizing dishes of the fruits she canned and preserved for winter use, combined with tapioca and gelatine. milk and eggs tide her over the most difficult time of the year for young, inexperienced cooks. when the prices of early vegetables soar beyond the reach of her purse, then she should buy sparingly of them and of meat, and occasionally serve, instead, a dish of macaroni and cheese, or rice and cheese, and invest the money thus saved in fruit; dried fruits, if fresh fruits are not obtainable. macaroni is such a nutritious food that it should be used frequently by the young housewife as a substitute for meat on the bill of fare. also occasionally serve a dish of baked beans or a dish composed of eggs, or milk combined with eggs, instead of the more expensive meat dish, all equally useful as muscle-builders, and cheaper than meat. the wise housewife will learn which foods furnish heat for the body and those which produce fat and energy, and those which are muscle-builders, and endeavor to serve well-balanced meals of the foods belonging to the three classes and thus with fruit and vegetables she will make wise provision for her family. baked macaroni and cheese put cups or / pound of macaroni (either the long sticks broken in pieces or the "elbow" macaroni, as preferred) in a kettle holding several quarts of rapidly boiling, salted water, and cook about minutes, or until tender. drain in a colander and allow cold water to run over it for several seconds. this prevents the macaroni sticking together. place the macaroni in a buttered baking dish and pour over a hot "cream sauce" composed of cup of milk and cup of water, tablespoonfuls of flour, even tablespoonfuls of butter and a pinch of salt. (too much salt is apt to curdle the milk.) spread over the top of macaroni about tablespoonfuls of grated cheese, or, if preferred, sprinkle over the top tablespoonfuls of well-seasoned dried bread crumbs and small bits of butter. stand the bake-dish containing the macaroni in a hot oven ten or fifteen minutes, until lightly browned on top. serve hot in the dish in which it was baked. stewed tomatoes are a nice accompaniment to this dish. double the quantity of macaroni may be cooked at one time and a part of it kept on ice; the following day serve in tomato sauce, thus utilizing any left-over tomatoes. the macaroni may be cooked while the housewife is using the range, early in the morning. drain the macaroni in a colander and stand aside in a cool place. it may be quickly prepared for six o'clock dinner by pouring over a hot cream sauce and grated cheese and quickly browning in the oven. or the macaroni, when cooked tender in salt water, may be quickly served by pouring over it a hot cream sauce, before the macaroni has become cold. serve at once. housewives should be particular when buying macaroni to get a brand made from good flour. cakes--cake-making sift flour and baking powder together several times before adding to cake batter. aunt sarah usually sifted flour and baking powder together four times for cakes. flour should always be sifted before using. baking powder should be sifted through the flour dry. salaratus (or baking soda) should, usually, be dissolved before using in a teaspoonful of hot water, unless stated otherwise. cream of tartar should be sifted with the flour. flour should be added gradually and batter stirred as little as possible afterwards, unless directions are given to the contrary. much beating after flour has been added is apt to make cake tough. cake will be lighter if baked slowly at first after it has raised increase heat slowly so it will brown nicely on top. the batter, if heated slowly, will rise evenly. this does not mean a cool oven. to prevent cakes sticking to pans, grease pans well with lard, and sift a little flour lightly over pan. use baking powder with sweet milk. saleratus is always used with sour milk. use teaspoonful of saleratus to pint of sour milk. cream of tartar and saleratus combined may be used with sweet milk instead of baking powder. one heaping teaspoonful of royal baking powder is equivalent to teaspoonful of cream of tartar and / teaspoonful of saleratus combined. either baking powder or a combination of saleratus and cream of tartar may be used in a cake in which sweet milk is used. usually take - / to scant teaspoonfuls of baking powder to two cups of flour. saleratus should be used alone with sour milk. put baking molasses in a stew-pan over fire and allow it to just come to boil; cool before using it. it will not sour as quickly in warm weather, and the cake baked from it will have a better flavor. the cup used in measuring ingredients for cakes holds exactly one-half pint. all cakes are improved by the addition of a pinch of salt. when lard is used instead of butter, beat to a cream and salt well. in mixing cakes, beat butter and sugar together until light and creamy, then add the beaten yolks of eggs, unless stated otherwise as for angel cake, etc., then the flavoring, then mix in the flour and liquid alternately. the baking powder, flour and salt should have been sifted together three or four times before being added. lastly, fold in lightly the stiffly beaten whites of eggs. fruit well dredged with flour should be added last, if used. cool the oven if too hot for baking cakes by placing a pan containing cold water in the top rack of oven. sponge cake particularly is improved by doing this, as it makes the cake moist. stir sponge cake as little as possible after adding flour, as too much stirring then will make cake tough. sift flour several times before using for sponge cake, as tins causes the flour to become lighter. layer cake, and most small cakes, require a quick oven. the oven door should not be opened for minutes after cake has been placed in oven. rich cakes, loaf cakes and fruit cakes must bake long and slowly. the richer the cake, the slower the heat required in baking. to test the oven, if the hand can bear the heat of the oven or seconds, the oven then is the right temperature. after placing a loaf cake in oven do not open the oven door for minutes. if oven be not hot enough, the cake will rise, then fall and be heavy. angel cake, sunshine cake and sponge cake require a moderate oven. raisins and dried currants should be washed and dried before using in cake. all fruit should be dredged with flour before being added to cake. citron may be quickly and easily prepared by cutting on a slaw cutter or it may be grated before being added to cake. when a recipe calls for butter the size of an egg it means two tablespoonfuls. a tablespoonful of butter, melted, means the butter should be measured first, then melted. aunt sarah frequently used a mixture of butter and lard in her cakes for economy's sake, and a lesser quantity may be used, as the shortening quality of lard is greater than that of butter. when substituting lard for butter, she always beat the lard to a cream before using it and salt it well. if raisins and currants are placed in oven of range a few minutes to become warmed before being added to cake, then rolled in flour, they will not sink to bottom of cake when baked. frau schmidt's lemon cake - / cups sugar. / cup butter and lard. small eggs or large ones. / cup sweet milk. cups flour. / teaspoonful saleratus. teaspoonful cream of tartar. grated yellow rind and juice of half a lemon. beat sugar and butter to a cream and add the yolks of eggs. add the milk, then the flour and cream of tartar and saleratus; and the flavoring. lastly, the stiffly-beaten whites of eggs. this makes one loaf cake. the original of this recipe was a very old one which frau schmidt had used many years. every ingredient in the old recipe was doubled, except the eggs, when five were used. mary thought this cake fine and from the recipe, when she used half the quantity of everything, she baked a fine loaf cake, and from the original recipe was made one good sized loaf and one layer cake. thinly sliced citron added to this cake is a great improvement. fine "krum kuchen" one cup sugar, / cup butter and lard, mixed; cups flour and teaspoonfuls of baking powder, eggs, / cup sweet milk. crumb together with the hands the sugar, butter, flour and baking powder sifted together. take out / cup of these crumbs to be scattered over top of cake. to the remainder add the yolks of the eggs, well beaten, and the sweet milk, and lastly the stiffly beaten whites of eggs. put the mixture in a well-greased pan (a deep custard pie tin will answer), scatter the half cup of crumbs reserved over top of cake and bake about / of an hour in a rather quick oven. when cake is baked, sprinkle over teaspoonful of melted butter and dust top with cinnamon. aunt sarah's "quick dutch cakes" she creamed together cup of sugar, tablespoonful of lard, tablespoonful of butter and added - / cups of luke-warm milk. add cups flour (good measure), sifted with three scant teaspoonfuls of baking powder. add a half cup of raisins, seeded and cut in several pieces, if liked, but the cakes are very good without. spread in two pans and sprinkle sugar and cinnamon on top and press about five small dabs of butter on top of each cake. put in oven and bake at once. these are a very good substitute for "raised dutch cakes," and are much more quickly and easily-made and, as no eggs are used, are quite cheap and very good. a reliable layer cake - / cups granulated sugar. eggs. / cup butter and lard mixed. (use all butter if preferred.) / cup sweet milk. cups flour sifted with teaspoonfuls royal baking powder. cream together sugar and shortening. add yolks of eggs, beating well, as each ingredient is added. then add milk and flour alternately, and lastly the stiffly beaten white of eggs. stir all together. bake in two square layer pans, and put together with chocolate or white icing. or ice the cakes when cold and cut in squares. boiled icing boil together cup of granulated sugar and tablespoonfuls boiling water ten or twelve minutes, or until a small quantity dropped from spoon spins a thread. stir this into the stiffly-beaten white of one egg until thick and creamy. flavor with lemon, almond or vanilla flavoring and spread on cake. dip knife in hot water occasionally when spreading icing on cake. a delicious icing is composed of almonds blanched and pounded to a paste. add a few drops of essence of bitter almonds. dust the top of the cake lightly with flour, spread on the almond paste and when nearly dry cover with ordinary icing. dry almonds before pounding them in mortar, and use a small quantity of rose water. a few drops only should be used of essence of bitter almonds to flavor icing or cake. a pinch of baking powder added to sugar when making boiled icing causes the icing to become more creamy, or add a pinch of cream of tartar when making boiled icing. or, when a cake iced with "boiled icing" has become cold, spread on top of icing unsweetened, melted chocolate. this is a delicious "cream chocolate icing." a delicious "spice layer cake" cups light brown sugar. cup chopped raisins. eggs. cup sour milk. / cup butter. cups flour. teaspoonful each of soda, cloves, cinnamon, allspice and a little grated nutmeg. cream sugar and butter together, add yolks of eggs, then the sour milk in which the soda has been dissolved, flour and spices, and lastly stir in the stiffly beaten white of eggs. bake in two-layer pans. icing two cups sugar, / cup of milk or cream, tablespoonfuls of butter. boil until it forms a soft ball when a small quantity is dropped in water, and flavor with vanilla. beat until cold and spread between layers of cake. also on top and sides. an inexpensive cocoa cake this is a decidedly good cake and no eggs are required. cream together cup brown sugar, / cup butter. add cup of sour milk, - / cups flour, then sift over - / tablespoonfuls of cocoa. add level teaspoonful saleratus, dissolved in a little of the sour milk, and teaspoonful vanilla. bake in a small loaf. use the following icing: / cup of grated chocolate, / cup milk, / cup sugar, boiled together until thick, and spread on cake. aunt sarah's walnut gingerbread / cup of new orleans molasses. cup of light brown sugar. / cup of shortening (composed of butter, lard and sweet drippings). / teaspoonful of ginger, cinnamon and cloves each. teaspoonfuls of baking soda (saleratus), sifted with - / cups flour. cup boiling water. eggs. beat to a cream the sugar and shortening in a bowl; add molasses, then pour over all one cup of boiling water. beat well. add flour, soda and spices, all sifted together. beat into this the two unbeaten eggs (one at a time), then add about / of a cup of coarsely chopped _black walnut_ meats or the same quantity of well-floured raisins may be substituted for the walnut meats. the cakes may be baked in muffin pans. in that case fill pans about two-thirds full. the above quantity makes eighteen. they can also be baked in a pan as a loaf cake. this cake is excellent, and will keep fresh several days. these cakes taste similar to those sold in an atlantic city bake-shop which have gained a reputation for their excellence. aunt sarah's "german crumb cakes" baked in crusts cups flour. - / heaping teaspoonfuls baking powder. cups sugar (soft a or light brown). / cup lard and butter mixed. eggs. cup sweet milk. pinch of salt. flavoring--vanilla or grated orange rind. line three small pie tins with pie crust. sift together into a bowl the flour and baking powder and add light brown or a sugar, and the butter, lard and salt. rub this all together with the hands until well mixed and crumbly. take out cupful of these crumbs and stand aside. add to the rest of the mixture the yolks of eggs, whites being beaten separately and added last. add slowly cup of sweet milk. mix it in gradually until the mixture is creamed, then add a small quantity of grated orange peel, lemon or vanilla flavoring. lastly, stir in the stiffly beaten whites of eggs. pour the mixture into each one of the three unbaked crusts, then sprinkle the cup of crumbs thickly over the tops. bake in a moderate oven. these are very good, cheap cakes for breakfast or lunch. "sour cream" molasses cake / cup molasses. cup sugar. / cup thick sour cream. / cup sour milk. / cup finely chopped peanuts. egg. teaspoonful soda dissolved in little hot water. - / cups flour. cup seeded raisins. mix together like ordinary cake. bake in a fruit cake pan in a slow oven about forty minutes. this excellent cake requires no shortening, as cream is used. economy cake egg. cup sweet milk. cup granulated sugar. cups flour. / cup butter. teaspoonfuls baking powder. cream together sugar and yolk of egg, then beat into this mixture the butter and add the milk. then stir the flour, a small quantity at a time, into the mixture, keeping it smooth and free from lumps. add the stiffly beaten white of egg. use any flavoring or spice preferred. bake in a quick oven. this is not simply a very cheap cake, but a decidedly good one, and made from inexpensive materials. follow the recipe exactly or the cake may be too light and too crumbly if too much baking powder is used, or heavy if too much butter is used. by varying the flavor and baking in different forms it is as good as a number of more expensive recipes. it makes three layers of any kind of layer cake, or bake in gem pans. ginger cake / cup brown sugar. egg. / cup lard. large cups flour. / cup new orleans molasses. tablespoonfnl of ginger. teaspoonful soda dissolved in half cup lukewarm water. beat sugar and lard to a cream, then beat in the yolk of egg, molasses and flour and soda dissolved in water. lastly, add the stiffly-beaten white of egg. bake minutes in hot oven. a very economical german clove cake place in a stew-pan the following ingredients: cup brown sugar. cup cold water. cups seeded raisins. / cup sweet lard, or a mixture of lard and butter. / grated nutmeg. teaspoonfuls cinnamon. / teaspoonful ground cloves. pinch of salt. boil all together three minutes. when cold add i teaspoonful of soda dissolved in a little hot water. add about - / cups flour sifted with / teaspoonful of baking powder. bake in a loaf in a moderately hot oven about thirty minutes. this cake is both good and economical, as no butter, eggs or milk are used in its composition. the recipe for making this excellent, cheap cake was bought by aunt sarah at a "cake and pie" sale. she was given permission to pass it on. icing. small cup pulverized sugar. tablespoonfuls of cocoa. mix smooth with a very little boiling water. spread over cake. cake icing for various cakes cook together cups of granulated sugar, - / cups of water a little less than minutes. just before it reaches the soft ball stage, beat in quickly marshmallows; when dissolved and a thick, creamy mass, spread between layers and on top of cake. this is a delicious creamy icing when made according to directions. if sugar and water be cooked one minute too long, the icing becomes sugary instead of creamy. one-half the above quantity will ice the top of a cake nicely. mary's recipe for "hot milk" sponge cake for this cake was used: cups granulated sugar. eggs. - / cups flour. - / teaspoonfuls of baking powder. cup boiling hot milk. separate the eggs, place yolks in a bowl, add the sugar and beat until creamy. add the stiffly beaten whites of eggs alternately with the sifted flour and baking powder; lastly add the cup of boiling hot milk; should the milk not be rich, add one teaspoon of butter to the hot milk. the cake batter should be thin as griddle cake batter, pour into a tube pan and place at once in a _very moderate_ oven; in about minutes increase the heat and in about minutes more the cake, risen to the top of pan, should have commenced to brown on top. bake from to minutes more in a moderately hot oven with steady heat; when baked the top of the cake should be a light fawn color and texture of cake light and fine grained. mary was told by her aunt that any sponge cake was improved by the addition of a teaspoon of butter, causing the sponge cake to resemble pound cake in texture. cheap "molasses ginger bread" cup new orleans molasses. cup sugar. / cup shortening (lard and butter mixed). cup hot water. large teaspoonful soda dissolved in the one cup of hot water. teaspoonful of ginger. / teaspoonful of cinnamon. quart of flour. stir sugar and shortening together. add molasses, beat all thoroughly, then add hot water and flour. stir hard. bake in two layer pans in quick oven about minutes. use cake while fresh. aunt sarah's extra fine large sponge cake cups granulated sugar. - / cups of flour. / cup of boiling water. large eggs. even teaspoonfuls baking powder. teaspoonful lemon juice. put whites of eggs in a large mixing bowl and beat very stiff. add sugar (sifted times), then add the well-beaten yolks, flour (sifted times with baking powder), add lemon juice. lastly, add the hot water. bake about minutes in a tube pan in a moderately hot oven with a steady heat. stand a pan of hot water in the upper rack of oven if the oven is quite hot. it improves the cake and causes it to be more moist. this is an excellent sponge cake and easily made, although the ingredients are put together the opposite way cakes are usually mixed, with the exception of angel cake. when this cake was taken from oven, powdered sugar was sifted thickly over the top. use cup holding / pint, as in all other cake recipes. angel cake--aunt sarah's recipe mary was taught by her aunt, when preparing a dish calling for yolks of eggs only, to place the white of eggs not used in a glass jar which she stood in a cold place or on ice. when she had saved one even cupful she baked an angel cake over the following recipe: one heaping cup of pulverized sugar (all the cup will hold), was sifted times. one cup of a mixture of pastry flour and corn starch (equal parts) was also sifted times. the whole was then sifted together times. the one cupful of white of eggs was beaten very stiff. when about half beaten, sprinkle over the partly-beaten eggs one scant teaspoonful of cream of tartar, then finish beating the whites of eggs. flavor with almond or vanilla. then carefully sift into the stiffly beaten whites of eggs sugar, flour and corn starch. fold into the whites of eggs rather than stir. aunt sarah always baked this cake in a small, oblong bread pan. this cake should be baked in a _very_ moderate oven, one in which the hand might be held without inconvenience while counting one hundred; the oven should be just hot enough for one to know there was fire in the range. do not open the oven door for minutes, then increase the heat a little; if not too hot, open the oven door a moment to cool and bake slowly for about minutes. aunt sarah's good and cheap "country fruit cake" cup butter and lard, mixed. eggs. cup new orleans molasses. cup sour milk. pound dried currants. / pound thinly sliced citron. teaspoonfuls baking soda. cups flour. pounds raisins, seeded. a little grated nutmeg, ginger, cinnamon and a very small quantity of cloves. bake in one large fruit cake pan or in two good sized pans about - / hours. this cake should not be kept as long a time as a more expensive fruit cake, but may be kept several weeks. this was aunt sarah's best recipe for an excellent, inexpensive fruit cake. a "sponge custard" cake eggs. cups granulated sugar. cups flour. teaspoonful baking soda. cup cold water. juice of lemon. teaspoonfuls of cream of tartar and pinch of salt. beat eggs well, then sift in sugar and half of flour in which cream of tartar has been mixed. dissolve the soda in a little water and add also the lemon juice and lastly add the balance of flour. bake in layer cake pans two inches deep. custard boil pint of sweet milk and add to it, stirring constantly, the following mixture: two tablespoonfuls corn starch, mixed with a little water before boiling, cup of sugar and well-beaten egg. allow all to cook a few minutes in a double boiler about minutes. split the sponge cakes when baked and put custard between when cooled. grandmother's excellent "old recipe" for marble cake light part. - / cups granulated sugar. scant cup butter or a mixture of butter and lard. whites of eggs. cup milk. scant cups flour sifted with teaspoons of baking powder. flavor with essence of lemon. dark part. yolks of eggs. / cup of a mixture of butter and lard. / cup milk (scant measure). / cup brown sugar. tablespoon of molasses. tablespoons of cinnamon. tablespoon of cloves. one cup or a little more flour sifted with one teaspoon of baking powder. place spoonfuls of the dark and light batter alternately in a cake pan until all has been used. bake in a moderately hot oven from to minutes. from this recipe may be made two good sized cakes. i should advise using one-half the quantity for both dark and light part of cake called for in recipe, which would make one good sized cake. should this whole recipe be used, the cake baked from it would be of the size of a very large fruit cake. mary's molasses cakes she creamed together cup of light brown sugar and tablespoonfuls of butter. then added cup of new orleans molasses. the molasses had been allowed to come to a boil, then cooled. she sifted into the mixture cups of flour alternately with cup of sweet milk in which even teaspoonfuls of soda had been dissolved. she beat all well together, then added yolk of one large egg, and lastly the stiffly beaten white of the egg. beat the mixture again and bake in square layer cake pans in a hot oven about minutes. this is an excellent cake if directions are closely followed. chocolate icing for molasses cake. boil scant half cup water with cup sugar until it spins a thread, or forms a soft, firm ball in cold water. pour slowly over the stiffly beaten white of egg, beating while it is being poured. melt squares or ounces of unsweetened chocolate by standing the bowl containing it in hot water. add teaspoonful hot water to chocolate. stir the egg and sugar mixture slowly into the melted chocolate. beat until stiff enough to spread on cake. hickory nut cake - / cups sugar. / cup butter. / cup milk. whites of eggs. cup hickory nut meats, chopped. cups flour sifted with teaspoonfuls baking powder. mix together as ordinary cake. bake in a loaf. "light brown" sugar cake three cupfuls of light brown sugar, / cup of sweet lard and yolk of one egg creamed together until light. then add - / cups sour milk alternately with cups of flour and - / teaspoonfuls of cinnamon; - / teaspoonfuls of ginger, / teaspoonful of cloves and half of a grated nutmeg, tablespoonful of thinly shaved or grated citron is an improvement to cake, but may be omitted. beat all together, then add teaspoonful of soda dissolved in a small quantity of the sour milk. lastly, add the stiffly beaten white of one egg and one cup seeded raisins dredged with a little flour. put the cake batter in a large, well-greased fruit cake pan, lined with paper which had been greased and a trifle of flour sifted over, and bake in an oven with a steady heat about one hour and fifteen minutes. this is a very good, _inexpensive_ cake and will keep moist some time if kept in a tin cake box. the fruit might be omitted, but it improves the cake. "angel food" layer cake cup and tablespoonfuls granulated sugar. - \ cups flour. cup and tablespoonfuls scalded milk. teaspoonfuls baking powder. pinch of salt. whites of eggs. place milk in top part of double boiler and heat to boiling point. sift dry ingredients together four times and then pour in the hot milk and stir well together. lastly, add the stiffly beaten whites of eggs. fold them in lightly, but do not beat. the batter will be quite thin. do not grease the tins. no flavoring is used. bake in two square layer tins, put together with any icing preferred. bake in a moderate oven. this is a good, economical cake to bake when yolks of eggs have been used for other purposes. mary's chocolate cake one-half cup of brown sugar, / cup of sweet milk and / cup of grated, unsweetened chocolate. boil all together until thick as cream; allow it to cool. mix / cup of butter with / cup of brown sugar. add two beaten eggs, / of a cup of sweet milk and vanilla flavoring to taste. beat this into the boiled mixture and add cups of flour sifted with teaspoonfuls of baking powder. bake in three layers and put together with chocolate icing, or cocoa filling. cocoa filling. - / cups pulverized sugar. tablespoonful butter, melted. - / tablespoonfuls cocoa. place all the ingredients in a bowl and mix to a smooth paste with cold coffee. flavor with vanilla and spread on cake. tins cocoa filling should not be boiled. a cheap orange cake eggs. - / cupfuls sugar. large tablespoonful butter. cup milk. cups flour sifted with teaspoonfuls baking powder. juice and grated yellow rind of half an orange. bake in moderate oven in loaf or layers. if a loaf cake, ice top and sides with the following icing: - / cupfuls pulverized sugar, tablespoonful warm water and grated rind and juice of half an orange. mix all together to a cream and spread over cake. frau schmidt's molasses cake pint of new orleans molasses. / cup butter and lard, mixed. eggs. cup sour milk good teaspoonfuls soda. cups flour. grated rind of orange. bake in a long dripping pan, cut out in square pieces, or it may be baked in a large pan used for fruit cake. it will fill two medium sized cake pans. apple sauce cake / cup butter (generous measure). cup light brown sugar. cup apple sauce (not sweetened). level teaspoonful soda. cups flour. teaspoonful cinnamon. / teaspoonful cloves. small nutmeg, grated. pinch of salt. cup raisins. cream together butter, sugar and spices. add apple sauce and flour. (dissolve the soda in apple sauce.) add a cup of seeded raisins or raisins and currants, if preferred. this recipe may be doubled when it makes a very good, cheap fruit cake, as no eggs are required, and it both looks and tastes like a dark fruit cake. icing. one cup pulverized sugar, piece of butter size of a walnut. moisten with a little water and spread on cake. "schwarz" cake this delicious black chocolate or "schwarz" cake, as aunt sarah called it, was made from the following recipe: - / cups of sugar. / cup butter. / cup sweet milk. even teaspoon of soda (saleratus). eggs. teaspoonful of vanilla. cups flour. - / teaspoon of royal baking powder. before mixing all the above ingredients place in a stewpan on the range / cup of grated chocolate and / cup sweet milk; allow them to come to a boil, then stand this mixture aside to cool and add to the cake mixture later. cream together sugar and butter, add yolk of eggs; soda dissolved in the milk, then add flour and baking powder sifted together alternately with the stiffly beaten white of eggs. then beat in last the chocolate and milk mixture which has cooled. bake in layer cake pans. use the following chocolate filling: / cup sugar. / cup milk. yolk of one egg. / teaspoon of corn starch (good measure). / cake of baker's unsweetened chocolate. boil all together until quite thick and spread between layers of cake. apple cream cake cups sugar. tablespoonfuls butter. cup sweet milk. cups flour. eggs. teaspoonfuls royal baking powder. add the stiffly beaten whites of eggs last and bake in two layers. flavor with lemon or vanilla. apple cream filling for cake. beat white of egg very stiff. add cup of granulated sugar and beat well. quickly grate one raw apple into the egg and sugar, add the juice of / lemon and beat minutes, when it will be light and foamy. this icing is soft and creamy. coarsely chopped nut meats may be added if liked. cake must be eaten with a fork, but is delicious. a "half pound" cake cream together / pound of sugar and / pound of butter. beat into this the eggs separately, until five eggs have been used. add flour and small teaspoonful of baking powder. bake in a moderate oven about minutes; / pound of flour is used in this cake. this cake is extra fine. a delicious icing (not cheap). stir to a cream a half cup butter, - / cups pulverized sugar, tablespoonful milk and teaspoonful vanilla. it is then ready to use for icing a cake. cocoanut layer cake cups sugar. / cup butter and lard, mixed. eggs (yolks only). cup milk. cups flour, sifted several times with the teaspoonfuls cream of tartar and teaspoonful soda (saleratus). mix like an ordinary cake. the filling. to the stiffly beaten whites of eggs add cup of pulverized sugar. spread this on each one of the layers of the cake and on top. strew a half of a grated cocoanut over. to the other half of grated cocoanut add tablespoonfuls of pulverized sugar and strew over top of the cake. gold layer cake yolks of eggs. / cup butter. large cup granulated sugar. / cup sweet milk. - / cups flour. heaping teaspoonfuls baking powder. cream sugar and butter, add yolks. beat well, then add milk and flour. stir all together and bake in square pans in a hot oven. sunshine sponge cake cup granulated sugar. whites of small fresh eggs and yolks. / cup of flour, or scant cup of flour. / teaspoonful cream of tartar and a pinch of salt. beat the yolks of eggs thoroughly, then beat the whites about half; add cream of tartar and beat until very stiff. stir in sugar sifted lightly through your flour sifter. then add beaten yolks, stir thoroughly, sift the flour five times. the last time sift into the batter, stirring only enough to incorporate the flour. bake in a tube pan from to minutes in a very moderate oven. this is a particularly fine cake, but a little difficult to get just right. place cake in a cool oven; when cake has risen turn on heat. this cake should be baked same as an angel cake. an inexpensive dark "chocolate layer cake" cup sugar. / cup butter. eggs. / cup sweet milk. cups flour sifted with teaspoonfuls baking powder. / cup chocolate. grate the chocolate, mix with / cup of milk and yolk of egg, sweeten to taste; cook the chocolate; when cooled add to the above mixture. bake in three layer tins. put white boiled icing between the layers. the boiled icing recipe will be found on another page. angel cake eggs (whites only). - / cups granulated sugar (sifted times). cup flour (sifted times). teaspoonful cream of tartar. teaspoonful vanilla. place white of eggs in a large bowl and beat about half as stiff as you wish them to be when finished beating. add cream of tartar, sprinkle it over the beaten whites of eggs lightly, and then beat until very stiff. sift in sugar, then flour very lightly. fold into the batter, rather than stir, with quick, even strokes with spoon. put quickly in tube pan, bake in moderate oven from to minutes. do not open oven door for first minutes after cake has been placed in oven. if cake browns before it rises to top of pan open oven door two minutes; when cake has risen to top of pan finish baking quickly. the moment cake shrinks back to level of pan remove from oven. this is an old, reliable recipe given mary by her aunt, who had baked cake from it for years. mary's chocolate loaf (made with sour milk) cups brown sugar. / cup lard and butter, mixed. eggs. / cup baker's chocolate, melted. / cup sour milk. / cup warm water. teaspoonful vanilla. pinch of salt. teaspoonful saleratus. cups flour. dissolve the saleratus in a little vinegar or warm water. mix as an ordinary loaf cake. inexpensive sunshine cake eggs. cup granulated sugar. cup sifted flour. beat whites of eggs very stiff and stir in thoroughly, then fold the flour, stirring only just enough to mix it in. if stirred too much, the cake will be tough. bake in a tube pan. this is a delicious cake if carefully made according to directions. no butter or baking powder is used. bake in a very moderate oven at first, gradually adding more heat until cake is baked. mary's recipe for orange cake grate outside rind of orange into a bowl; - / cups sugar and / cup butter and lard, mixed. cream all together. add yolks of three eggs, cup of sweet milk, - / cups flour, sifted with - / teaspoonfuls of baking powder. lastly, add the stiffly beaten whites of the eggs. bake in two layers. filling for orange cake. grated rind and juice of half an orange, half the white of one egg, beaten stiff. add pulverized sugar until stiff enough to spread between cakes and on top. (about two cups of sugar were used.) roll jelly cake cup granulated sugar. - / cups flour. egg yolks. pinch of salt. / cup boiling water. large teaspoonful baking powder. the yolks of eggs left from making "pennsylvania dutch kisses" may be used for this cake by the addition of an extra yolk of egg. beat the yolks quite light, then add the sugar and beat until light and frothy. add the flour sifted with the baking powder and salt. lastly, add the half cup of boiling water. bake in a rather quick oven from to minutes in two square layer cake pans. cover cakes first ten minutes until they have risen. when baked turn cakes out of pans on to a cloth. take one at a time from the oven, spread as quickly as possible with a tart jelly, either currant or grape, and roll as quickly as possible, as when the cakes become cool they cannot be rolled without breaking. roll up in a cloth and when cool and ready to serve slice from end of roll. these cakes are very nice when one is successful, but a little difficult to get just right. aunt sarah's cinnamon cake cup sugar. cups flour. egg. - / teaspoons baking powder piece of butter the size of egg. pinch of salt. cup milk. a little grated nutmeg. beat the butter to a cream and gradually add the sugar. then add the unbeaten egg and beat all together thoroughly. add milk and flour and beat hard for five minutes. add baking powder, salt and nutmeg. pour into two small greased pie-tins and before putting in oven sprinkle sugar and cinnamon over top. this is an excellent breakfast cake, easily and quickly made. "gelb kuchen" mary's aunt taught her to make this exceptionally fine cake, yellow as gold, in texture resembling an "angel cake," from the following ingredients: the whites of eggs, yolks of eggs, / cup of fine, granulated sugar, / cup of high-grade flour, / teaspoonful of cream of tartar (good measure), a few drops of almond extract or / teaspoonful of vanilla. mix ingredients together in the following manner: sift sugar and flour separately times. beat yolks of eggs until light, add sugar to yolks of eggs and beat to a cream. the whites of eggs were placed in a separate bowl and when partly beaten the cream of tartar was sifted over and the whites of eggs were then beaten until dry and frothy. the stiffly beaten whites of eggs were then added alternately with the flour to the yolks and sugar. carefully fold in, do not beat. add flavoring, pour batter in a small, narrow bread tin, previously brushed with lard, over which flour had been dusted. the cake when baked may be readily removed from the tin after it has cooled. bake cake in a very moderate oven about minutes. after cake has been in oven or minutes increase heat of oven. an extra fine, large cake may be baked from this recipe if double the quantity of ingredients are used. devil's food cake cups brown sugar. / cup butter and lard, mixed. eggs. / cup boiling water. ounces baker's chocolate. cups flour. teaspoonful soda. / cup sour cream or milk. cream butter and sugar and add yolks of eggs; then sour milk into which the soda has been dissolved. add hot water, then the eggs. bake in layers or loaf. ice with boiled chocolate icing. if a little of the sour milk is saved until last, the soda dissolved in that, and then added to the cake batter, it will give a brick red appearance. this is an excellent cake. a cheap cocoanut layer cake cream together cup sugar, / cup butter, egg (white of egg beaten separately), add / cup milk, cups flour sifted with teaspoonfuls baking powder. the stiffly beaten white of egg added last. bake in two layers. for the filling, to put between layers, beat the white of one egg to a stiff, dry froth; add one tablespoonful of sugar, mix together, spread between layers of cake and on top and over this strew freshly grated cocoanut grate cocoanut intended for cake the day before using. after it has been grated toss up lightly with a fork and stand in a cool place to dry out before using. lady baltimore cake cup butter. cups sugar. - / cups flour. cup sweet milk. whites of eggs. level teaspoonfuls baking powder sifted with the flour. teaspoonful rosewater. mix in the usual way and bake in three layers. icing for cake. dissolve cups of sugar in a cup of boiling water. cook until it spins a thread, about ten or twelve minutes. take from fire and pour over three stiffly beaten whites of eggs, then add a cup of nut meats (blanched and chopped almonds). one cup of chopped raisins may also be added if liked. stir until thick and creamy. allow cake to get cold before icing. one-half this recipe for icing will be sufficient for an ordinary cake. an inexpensive "white fruit cake" cups sugar. eggs. lb. seeded raisins. cup milk. cup butter. lb. currants. lb. chopped almonds. flavor with almond extract. cups flour sifted with teaspoonfuls of royal baking powder. / lb. figs. / lb. citron. beat to a cream sugar, butter and yolks of eggs. then add milk and flour alternately and fruit and almonds. lastly, add stiffly beaten whites of eggs. flour fruit before adding. chop figs. cut citron fine or shave it thin. this is a cheaper recipe than the one for a "christmas fruit cake," but this is a very good cake. a good and cheap "white cake" cups sugar. / cup butter and lard, mixed. cup milk. add a few drops of almond flavoring. cups flour. teaspoonfuls baking powder. whites of five eggs. cream together the butter and sugar, add flour sifted with baking powder alternately with the stiffly beaten whites of eggs. the five yolks of eggs left from baking white cake may be used when making salad dressing. use five yolks instead of three whole eggs, as called for in recipe for salad dressing. chocolate icing (very good) one-quarter cup grated, unsweetened chocolate, / cup milk, half a cup sugar. boil all together until thick and creamy. this quantity will be sufficient to ice the top of one ordinary cake. spread icing on cake before icing cools. when this icing is used for layer cake, double the recipe. tip-top cake lb. granulated sugar. cup butter. cup milk. eggs. lb. chopped raisins. (citron may be used instead of raisins.) / a nutmeg, grated. scant cups of flour. teaspoonfuls baking powder. mix together same as ordinary cake and bake in a loaf. this aunt sarah considered one of her finest cake recipes. she had used it for years in her family. the friend who gave this recipe to aunt sarah said: "a couple of tablespoonfuls of brandy will improve the cake." orange cake grate the yellow outside rind of orange into a bowl. add - / cups sugar and / cups butter and beat to a cream. then add yolks of eggs. then stir in cup milk, - / cups flour with heaping teaspoonfuls baking powder. lastly, add the stiffly beaten whites of eggs. bake in three layers. filling. use the white of one egg, the grated rind and juice of large orange and enough pulverized sugar to stiffen. spread between layers. cheap sponge cake - / cups granulated sugar. eggs. - / cups flour. tablespoonfuls boiling water. - / teaspoonfuls baking powder. pinch of salt; flavor to suit taste. cream yolks and sugar thoroughly, then add the stiffly beaten whites of eggs, then flour, then boiling water. bake in a tube pan about minutes. this is a very easily made cake, which seldom fails and was bought with a set of "van dusen cake pans," which aunt sarah said: "she'd used for many years and found invaluable." caramel cake and icing - / cups pulverized sugar, cup of butter, cups flour, / cup of corn starch, teaspoons of baking powder sifted through flour and corn starch, cup of milk, the whites of eggs. mix like ordinary cake. bake as a loaf cake. ice top the following: cup of light brown sugar, / cup milk, / tablespoonful of butter, / teaspoonful of vanilla. cook all together until a soft ball is formed when dropped in water. beat until creamy and spread on top of cake. a white cake sift together, three times, the following: cup of flour. cup of sugar (granulated). even teaspoonfuls of baking powder. scald one cup of milk and pour hot over the above mixture. beat well. fold into the mixture, carefully, the stiffly beaten whites of eggs. flavor with a few drops of almond extract. bake in a _moderate oven_, exactly as you would bake an angel cake. this is a delicious, light, flaky cake, if directions are closely followed, but a little difficult to get just right. "dutch" currant cake (no yeast used) eggs. cups sugar. cup butter. cup milk. / teaspoonful baking soda. teaspoonful cream of tartar. teaspoonful cinnamon. / teaspoonful grated nutmeg. cup dried currants. to - / cups flour. make about as stiff as ordinary cake mixture. the butter, sugar and yolks of eggs were creamed together. cinnamon and nutmeg were added. milk and flour added alternately, stirring flour in lightly; sift cream of tartar in with the flour. add the baking soda dissolved in a very little water, then add the well-floured currants, and lastly add the stiffly beaten whites of eggs. bake in a large cake pan, generally used for fruit cake or bake two medium-sized cakes. bake slowly in a moderately hot oven. these cakes keep well, as do most german cakes. an "old recipe" for coffee cake cups flour. cup sugar. cup raisins. cup of liquid coffee. cup lard. cup molasses. tablespoonful saleratus. spices to taste. mix like any ordinary cake. this is a very old recipe of aunt sarah's mother. the cup used may have been a little larger than the one holding a half pint, used for measuring ingredients in all other cake recipes. a cheap brown sugar cake cup brown sugar. i tablespoonful lard. cup cold water. pinch of salt. cups raisins. / teaspoonful cloves. teaspoonful cinnamon. boil all together three minutes, cool, then add teaspoonful of soda and / teaspoonful of baking powder sifted with cups of flour. frau schmidt's "german christmas cake" cream together in a bowl half a pound of pulverized sugar and half a pound of butter; then add yolks of five eggs, grated lemon rind, pint of milk, - / pounds of flour sifted with teaspoonfuls of baking powder, teaspoonfuls of vanilla extract. bake at once in a moderately hot oven. mary baked an ordinary-sized cake by using one-half of this recipe. the cake was fine grained, similar to a pound cake, although not quite as rich, and she added a couple tablespoonfuls of thinly shaved citron to the batter before baking. this is a particularly fine cake. "aunt sarah's" shellbark layer cake - / cups sugar. / cup butter. / cup water. eggs. - / teaspoonfuls baking powder. flour to stiffen. save out white of one egg for icing. bake cake in three layers. chop cup of hickory nut meats and add to the last layer of cake before putting in pan to bake. use the cake containing nut meats for the middle layer of cake. put layers together with white boiled icing. imperial cake (baked for mary's wedding) pound sugar. pound butter. / pound flour. pound raisins, seeded. pound almonds. / pound thinly shaved citron. lemon. nutmeg. eggs. mix ingredients as for pound cake. a fine cake, but expensive. a light fruit cake (for christmas) pound butter, scant measure. pound pulverized sugar. pound flour (full pound). eggs. pound english walnut kernels. pound raisins. / lb. citron, candied orange and lemon peel. cup brandy. teaspoonful baking powder. bake - / to hours. this is an excellent cake. english cake (similar to a white fruit cake) eggs. the weight of eggs in sugar. the weight of eggs in flour. cup raisins. cup currants. the weight of eggs in butter. / teaspoonful baking powder. tablespoonfuls of brandy. / cup finely shaved citron. / cup english walnut or shellbark meats. small quantity of candied orange and lemon peel. this recipe was given mary by an english friend, an excellent cook and cake-baker, who vouches for its excellence. grandmother's fruit cake (baked for mary's wedding) pound butter. pound sugar. pound flour. pounds raisins. pounds currants. spices of all kinds. / pound thinly sliced citron. eggs. tablespoonful molasses. cup sour milk. teaspoonful soda. mix together in ordinary manner. cream butter and sugar, add yolks of eggs, sour milk and soda; add flour alternately with stiffly beaten whites of eggs. lastly, the well-floured fruit. bake two hours in a moderate oven. this quantity makes one very large cake, or two medium sized ones, and will keep one year. line inside of pan with well-greased heavy paper to prevent bottom of cake baking too hard. aunt sarah never cut this cake until one month from time it was baked, as it improves with age and may be kept one year. an old recipe for pound cake cream together / pound butter and pound sugar and yolks of eggs. then add whites of eggs well beaten alternately with pound of sifted flour. bake in a moderate oven with a steady heat. the bottom of pan should be lined with well-greased paper. "bucks county" molasses cakes (baked in pastry) place in a bowl cup of new orleans molasses and / of a cup of sweet milk. add teaspoonful of baking _soda_. (for this cake aunt sarah was always particular to use the _cow_-brand soda), dissolved in a very little hot water. aunt sarah always used b.t. babbitt's saleratus for other purposes. stir all ingredients together well, then add gradually three even cups of flour, no more, and beat hard. the cake mixture should not be very thick. pour into three medium-sized pie-tins lined with pastry and bake in a moderately hot oven. these are good, cheap breakfast cakes, neither eggs nor shortening being used. brod torte (bread tart) six yolks of eggs and cup sugar, creamed together. beat about minutes. add teaspoonful allspice, teaspoonful cloves, cup baker's chocolate, which had been grated, melted and cooled; cup stale rye bread crumbs, crushed fine with rolling-pin. lastly, add the stiffly beaten whites of eggs, a pinch of salt and / teaspoonful of baking powder sifted over the batter. put into a small cake pan and bake half an hour in a moderate oven. when eggs are cheap and plentiful this is an economical cake, as no flour is used. it is a delicious cake and resembles an ordinary chocolate cake. a delicious chocolate cake / cake of baker's unsweetened chocolate (grated). cup granulated sugar. / cup milk. teaspoonful vanilla. / cup butter. - / to cups flour. eggs. teaspoonfuls baking powder. boil together chocolate, sugar and milk. add butter and when cool add yolk of eggs; then the flour, flavoring and stiffly beaten whites of eggs. beat all thoroughly and bake in a loaf or layers. chocolate icing boil together tablespoonfuls grated chocolate, / cup granulated sugar, tablespoonfuls milk, egg. when the mixture begins to thicken and look creamy, spread on cake. if baked in layers, ice on top and between the two layers. a white cocoanut cake cream together / cup butter and cups sugar. add whites of eggs, cup milk, teaspoonful cream of tartar, / teaspoonful soda sifted with cups flour and grated cocoanut. bake in a loaf. this is an excellent old recipe of aunt sarah's. a potato cake (no yeast required) cream together: cup of sugar. / cup lard and butter, mixed. yolk of eggs. / cup pulverized cocoa. / cup of creamed mashed potatoes, cold. a little ground cinnamon and grated nutmeg. a few drops of essence of vanilla. / cup of sweet milk. / cup finely chopped nut meats. one teaspoonful of baking powder sifted with one cup of flour added to the batter alternately with the stiffly beaten whites of eggs. bake in two layers, in a moderately hot oven. ice top and put layers together with white icing. this is a delicious, if rather unusual cake. a citron cake / cup butter. cup sugar. eggs. tablespoonfuls water. / pound of thinly shaved citron. - / cups flour. - / teaspoonfuls baking powder. several drops of almond flavoring. bake in a loaf in a moderate oven about minutes after mixing ingredients together as for any ordinary cake. this is a very good cake. aunt amanda's spice "kuchen" cup butter. cups granulated sugar. cup of a mixture of sour milk and cream. eggs. teaspoonful soda. / teaspoonful cloves. teaspoonful cinnamon. / teaspoonful nutmeg. teaspoonful vanilla extract. tablespoonfuls cocoa. cups flour. mix all like any ordinary cake. from one-half this recipe was baked an ordinary sized loaf cake. a good, cheap chocolate cake one cup of flour, teaspoonful of baking powder and cup of granulated sugar were sifted together. two eggs were broken into a cup, also large tablespoonful of melted butter. fill up the cup with sweet milk, beat all ingredients well together. flavor with vanilla and add extra tablespoonfuls of flour to the mixture. bake in two layer cake pans. place the following mixture between the two layers: / cup of grated chocolate, / cup sugar and / cup of liquid coffee. cook together a short time until the consistency of thick cream, then spread between layers. an ice cream cake two cups of pulverized sugar, cup of butter, cup sweet milk, whites of eggs, teaspoonful soda, teaspoonfuls of cream of tartar, cups of flour. from same proportions of everything, only using the yolks instead of whites of eggs, may be made a yellow cake, thus having two good sized layer cakes with alternate layers of white and yellow. put cakes together with white icing. this was an old recipe of aunt sarah's mother, used when cream of tartar and soda took the place of baking powder. small sponge cakes for these small cakes take eggs, cup of sugar and / cup of flour and / teaspoonful of baking powder, a pinch of salt, flavor with lemon. beat yolks of eggs separately, then add sugar and beat to a cream, then add the stiffly beaten whites of eggs alternately with the sifted flour and baking powder; add a pinch of salt and flavoring. bake in small muffin tins in a very moderate oven. small cakes and cookies--"aunt sarah's" little lemon cakes cups granulated sugar. eggs (not separated, but added one at a time to the sugar and shortening which had been creamed together). scant cup butter and lard, mixed. teaspoonfuls baking powder. pinch of salt tablespoonful sweet milk. grated rind of lemons and juice of one. stiffen the dough with about - / cups flour and use about extra cup of flour to dredge the bake-board when rolling out dough and for sifting over the greased baking sheets so the cakes will come off readily. roll dough very thin and cut in any desired shape. from this recipe may be made small cakes. the baking sheet (for which i gave measurements in bread recipe) holds of these small round cakes. do all young housewives know that if dough for small cakes be mixed the day before baking and stood in a cool place, the cakes can be cut out more easily and the dough may be rolled thinner, and as less flour may then be used, the cakes will be richer? aunt sarah always cut these cakes with a small round or heart-shaped cutter and when all were on the baking sheet she either placed a half of an english walnut meat in the centre of each cake or cut out the centre of each small cake with the top of a pepper box lid before baking them. oatmeal crisps - / cups rolled oats (oatmeal). tablespoonful melted butter. / cup sugar. teaspoonful baking powder. large eggs. pinch of salt. beat eggs, add salt and sugar, mix baking powder with oats and stir all together. drop from a teaspoon on to flat pan or sheet iron, not too close together, as they spread. flatten very thin with a knife dipped in cold water and bake in a moderate oven a light brown. these cakes are fine and easily made. did you not know differently, you would imagine these cakes to be macaroons made from nuts, which they greatly resemble. aunt sarah's ginger snaps cup molasses, cup sugar, cup of a mixture of lard and butter, egg, teaspoonful of ginger, teaspoonful of cinnamon, / a grated nutmeg, teaspoonful of soda dissolved in teaspoonful of vinegar. about cups of flour should be added. dough should be stiff enough to roll out very thin, and the cakes may be rolled thinner than would be possible otherwise, should the cake-dough stand aside over night, or on ice for several hours, until thoroughly chilled. cut cakes small with an ordinary cake cutter and bake in a quick oven. these are excellent and will remain crisp some time if kept in a warm, dry place. german "lebkuchen" this is a recipe for good, old-fashioned "german christmas cakes," from which aunt sarah's mother always baked. she used: pound dark brown sugar. whole eggs and yolks of more. / pound citron finely shaved on a "slaw-cutter." / pound english walnut meats (chopped fine). quart flour sifted with teaspoonfuls of baking powder. mix well together. do not roll thin like ginger snaps, but about a half inch thick. cut out about size of a large coffee cup. bake in a moderate oven and when cold ice the cakes with the following icing: icing for german lebkuchen. boil cups of sugar and / cup of water seven minutes. pour over the stiffly beaten whites of three eggs; ice the cakes. place cakes in a tin box when icing has become cold and these will keep quite a long time. i have eaten high-priced, imported lebkuchen no better than those made from this recipe. grandmother's molasses cakes one quart of new orleans molasses, eggs, butter size of an egg. place all together in a stew-pan on range, allow it to come to boil, stirring constantly, and when cool stir in one tablespoonful of saleratus dissolved in a very little vinegar, and about pounds of flour. do not have cake dough too stiff. dough should stand until the following day. roll out at least / inch thick. cut cakes as large around as an ordinary coffee cup or cut with a knife into small, oblong pieces, a little larger than half a common soda cracker. bake in a moderate oven. should too much flour be used, cakes will be hard and dry instead of soft and spongy. this very old and excellent recipe had belonged to the grandmother of sarah landis. cakes similar to the ones baked from this recipe, also those baked from recipe for "honey cakes," were sold in large sheets marked off in oblong sections, seventy years ago, and at that time no "vendue," or public sale, in certain localities throughout bucks county, was thought complete unless in sound of the auctioneer's voice, on a temporary stand, these cakes were displayed on the day of "the sale," and were eagerly bought by the crowd which attended such gatherings. angel cakes (baked in gem pans) the whites of four eggs should be beaten very stiff and when partly beaten sprinkle over / teaspoonful of cream of tartan finish beating egg whites and sift in slowly / cup of fine granulated sugar, then sift / cup of flour (good measure). flavor with a few drops of almond flavoring. bake in small gem pans, placing a tablespoonful of butter in each. sift pulverized sugar over tops of cakes. bake minutes in a _very_ moderate oven. the recipe for these dainty little cakes was given mary by a friend who, knowing her liking for angel cake, said these were similar in taste. "almond brod" three-fourths cup sugar, eggs, - / tablespoonfuls olive oil cups flour, / teaspoonfuls baking powder, / cup sweet almonds, pinch of salt. a couple of drops of almond extract. in a bowl place / cup of granulated sugar. add well-beaten eggs, cups of flour sifted with - / teaspoonfuls of baking powder and a pinch of salt. mix all well together. add cup whole (blanched) almonds and - / tablespoonfuls of good olive oil. knead the dough thoroughly. do not have dough too stiff. divide the dough into four equal parts, roll each portion of dough on a _well-floured_ bake board into long, narrow rolls. place the four rolls on a baking sheet over which flour had been previously sifted. place the rolls a short distance apart and bake in a quick oven about twenty minutes or until light brown on top. on removing the baking sheet from the oven cut rolls at once, while the almonds are still warm, into two-inch pieces. from this recipe was made thirty pieces of almond bread. the olive oil, used as shortening, is not tasted when baked. these are a very good little cake, and not bread, as their name would lead one to suppose. "grossmutter's" honey cakes one quart of boiled honey (if possible procure the honey used by bakers, as it is much cheaper and superior for this purpose than the clear, strained honey sold for table use). add to the warm honey two generous tablespoonfuls of butter, yolks of four eggs, two ounces of salaratus (baking soda), dissolved in a very small quantity of vinegar, just enough to moisten the salaratus. add just enough flour to enable one to stir well with a spoon. work the dough a half hour and allow it to stand until the following day, when cut cakes from the dough which had been rolled out on the bake-board one-half inch thick. the dough should be only just stiff enough to roll out, as should the dough be _too soft_ the cakes will become hard and crisp, instead of light and spongy, and if too great a quantity of flour is added the cakes will not be good. as the thickening qualities of flour differ, the exact amount required cannot be given. when about to cut out cakes, the bake-board should be well-floured. cut the cakes the size of the top of a large coffee-cup, or roll out in one-half inch thick on a well-floured baking sheet and mark in small, oblong sections with a knife, they may then be easily broken apart when baked. these cakes should he baked in a moderately hot oven and not a _hot oven_. these are the real, old-time honey cakes as made by aunt sarah's grandmother on a "bucks county" farm, and mary's aunt informed her she still remembered in her earlier days having bought these cakes at "bucks county" sales or "vendues," as they were then designated. lemon wafers or drop cakes eggs. / pound butter. / pound sugar. / pound flour. pinch of salt. flavor with lemon essence. mix the same as other small cakes. drop spoonfuls quite a distance apart on the cold pan or tin on which they are to be baked as the dough spreads. these are very thin, delicious wafers when baked. frau schmidt's sugar cookies cup lard and butter, mixed. cups granulated sugar, and eggs, all creamed together; then add teaspoon soda (mix with a little sour milk). flavor with vanilla. beat all well together. add flour enough that they may be rolled out, no more. flour bake-board well; cut dough with cake cutter into small round cakes and bake in a rather quick oven. this recipe will make a large number of cakes if dough be rolled thin as a wafer. frau schmidt was able to keep these cakes some time--under lock and key. if cake dough be mixed one day and allowed to stand over night, cakes may be rolled out much more easily and cut thinner. almond macaroons (as prepared by mary) three eggs (whites only), / pound of pulverized sugar, / pound of almond paste (which may be bought ready prepared). beat eggs very stiff, add other ingredients. drop teaspoonfuls on a baking sheet and bake in a moderate oven or minutes. macaroons prepared from this recipe are delicious and resemble those sold by confectioners. "honig kuchen" (honey cakes) two pounds of flour, / pound of butter, / pound of almonds, pounds of honey in liquid form, the grated yellow rind of one lemon, / teaspoonful of cloves, / teaspoonful of cinnamon, ounce of hartshorn, dissolved in a small quantity of water. boil together honey and butter, remove from fire, and when mixture has cooled add the hartshorn, coarsely chopped almonds and flour. allow this mixture to stand several days, roll out / inch thick. cut in small round cakes, place a whole almond in centre of each cake. bake a light brown in a moderate oven. frau schmidt's molasses snaps two cups of new orleans molasses, cup of lard, tablespoonful of ginger, teaspoonful of cinnamon, / teaspoonful of cloves, / a grated nutmeg, tablespoonful of saleratus dissolved in a small quantity of hot water. add enough flour to form a _very_ stiff dough. stand dough aside until the following day, when roll out very thin on a well-floured bake-board. cut with a small round cake cutter and bake in a hot oven. these are good, cheap small cakes. hickory nut cakes one cup of hickory nut meals, cup of pulverized sugar, egg, a pinch of salt, teaspoons of flour. mix all ingredients together. drop small pieces on a sheet-iron and bake. "lebkuchen" (as the professor's wife made them) two pounds of sugar, large eggs, / pound of almonds (shelled), / pound of citron, / of a pound each of candied orange and lemon peel, the grated yellow rind of one lemon, teaspoonfuls of cinnamon, teaspoonful allspice, about pounds flour. separate the eggs. cream the yolks of eggs and sugar well together. then add the almonds (which have been blanched by pouring boiling water over them, when the skins may be readily removed), the citron and lemon peel chopped fine. then add level teaspoonful of different spices. then add the stiffly beaten whites of eggs, alternately, with the sifted flour. the recipe called for two pounds of flour, but "frau" schmidt said; "she was never able to use the whole amount, so she added just enough flour to prevent the mixture spreading when dropped on the baking sheet by tablespoonfuls." fruit jumbles two cups sugar, eggs (beaten separately), cup butter, cup milk, - / cups flour, teaspoonfuls baking powder, / of nutmeg, grated, cup currants. mix all together and bake in a broad, shallow pan. this is similar to spanish bun. when cake is cooled, but not cold, cut in two-inch squares or diamonds before removing from the pan in which the cake was baked. brown "pfeffernussen" for these german cakes frau schmidt used the following: pounds of flour, pounds of sugar syrup, / teaspoonful of black pepper, / pound of lard, / teaspoon of cardamom powder, / pound of butter, / teaspoonful of cloves, / pound of brown sugar and eggs. use as much "hirschhorn salz" as can be placed on the point of a knife ("hirschhorn salz" translated is carbonate of ammonia and is used for baking purposes). allow the syrup to heat on the range. skim off the top. when syrup has cooled mix all ingredients together and stand aside for one week or longer, when form the dough into small balls size of a hickory nut. place on greased pans and bake half hour in a slow oven. small oatmeal cakes cream together - / cups of light brown sugar, / cup of lard and butter, mixed, and the yolk of one egg. add / cup of hot water and / teaspoonful of saleratus (baking soda) dissolved in a little boiling water; add - / cups of oatmeal the stiffly beaten white of egg and - / cups of white flour. mix all together. dredge the bake board with flour, roll thin. cut out with a small round cake cutter. sift a little flour over the well-greased baking sheets, on which place cakes and bake in a moderately hot oven. frau schmidt's recipe for "german" almond slices / pound sugar, / pound butter. / pound of seeded raisins (chopped). / pound blanched and chopped almonds. teaspoonful cinnamon, teaspoonful of allspice. grated rind and juice of lemon. cakes german sweet chocolate, grated. whole eggs and extra whites of eggs. teaspoons baking powder, cups flour. tablespoon vanilla, tablespoons of brandy. cream butter and sugar, add eggs, one at a time. then add all the ingredients. mix with flour. flour bake board and take a handful of dough and roll with the hands in shape of a sausage roll. this quantity of dough makes eight rolls. place on greased baking sheets a short distance apart, so they will not touch when being baked. bake them in a _warm_, not hot, oven. take from the oven when baked and cut while still warm into small slices across the roll. slices should be about three-quarters of an inch wide. cover the three sides with the following icing: beat together until smooth and creamy cupful of sweet cream, adding enough confectioners' sugar to make it spread. you may expedite the work by preparing raisins and almonds the day before. the professor's wife always served these almond cakes with coffee when she gave a "kaffee klatch" to her country friends. "july ann's" ginger snaps two cups of molasses (new orleans), cup of light brown sugar, egg, tablespoonful of soda, tablespoonfuls of vinegar, tablespoonful of ginger and about - / cups of flour. place molasses and sugar in a sauce-pan on the range, cook together until sugar is dissolved, no longer. mix the soda and vinegar and when foamy add to the sugar and molasses with a portion of the required amount of flour; then add the egg and the flour remaining. turn dough out on a well-floured bake-beard, roll out into a thin sheet and cut out small cakes with a tin cutter. bake in a moderately hot oven. no shortening of any kind was used in these cakes. one hundred cakes were baked from the above ingredients. cocoanut cookies three cups of sugar, cup of butter, eggs, cup of sweet milk, cup of grated cocoanut, teaspoonfuls of baking powder. mix all together, sift flour with baking powder, add flour to form a dough just stiff enough to roll out, no more. cut with a small tin cake cutter into round cakes and bake. chocolate cookies two cups of white sugar, cup of grated, unsweetened chocolate, eggs, / cup of butter, teaspoonfuls of baking powder. flavor with vanilla. mix together sugar, butter and eggs, add melted chocolate and flour to stiffen, just enough flour being used to allow of their being cut with a cake cutter. the baking powder should have been sifted with a small amount of flour before adding. small "belsnickel" christmas cakes cups "a" sugar. pinch of salt. cup melted butter. teaspoonful baking soda. eggs. about cups of flour. mix in just enough flour so the cake dough may be rolled out quite thin on a floured board, using as little flour as possible. cut out small cakes and bake lightly in a moderately hot oven. the butter, when melted, should fill one cup; pour it over the two cups of sugar in a bowl and beat until smooth and creamy; add the eggs, beating one at a time into the mixture. sift the teaspoonful of baking soda several times through the flour before adding to the cake mixture. stand this dough in a cold place one hour at least before cutting out cakes. no flavoring is used. sift granulated sugar thickly over cakes before placing them in oven to bake. from these ingredients were made over one hundred cakes. one-half this recipe might be used for a small family. the cakes keep well in a dry, cool place. this old recipe of aunt sarah's mother derived its name "belsnickel" from the fact that the belsnickels, who invariably visited the houses of "bucks county" farmers on christmas eve, were always treated to some of these delicious little christmas cakes. "pennsylvania dutch" kisses one cup of pulverized sugar, whites of eggs, heaping cup of nut meats (mary used hickory nut meats), a pinch of salt. to the very stiffly beaten whites of eggs add sugar, salt and lastly the nut meats. drop teaspoonfuls of this batter on a greased, floured baking tin. bake in a moderate oven. little crumb cakes for these small cakes aunt sarah creamed together / cup of granulated sugar, / cup butter. one quite large egg was used. the egg yolk was added to the creamed sugar and butter and thoroughly beaten, then scant / cup of milk was added, and one heaping cup of fine dried bread crumbs sifted with / teaspoonful of baking powder and / cup of finely chopped or rolled _black_ walnut meats. lastly, add the stiffly beaten white of egg. flavor with grated nutmeg. bake in small muffin pans in a moderate oven. this makes nine small cakes. no flour is used in these cakes, but, instead of flour, bread crumbs are used. delicious vanilla wafers (as mary made them) / pound of butter. / pound of flour. / pound of sugar. eggs. cream together butter and sugar, add yolks of eggs, beat well, then add stiffly beaten whites of eggs and flour alternately. flavor with essence of vanilla, drop from spoon on to _cold_ iron pan, not too close together, as the cakes will spread. bake quickly in a hot oven until outer edge of cakes have browned. macaroons (as aunt sarah made them) one-half pound of almonds, blanched and chopped fine, / pound of pulverized sugar, whites of eggs. place sugar and almonds in a pan on the range, until colored a light yellow-brown. beat whites of eggs very stiff, mix all ingredients together, then drop with a spoon on tins waxed with bees' wax, and bake in a quick oven. "springerles" (german christmas cakes) eggs. pound sifted pulverized sugar quarts flour, sifted twice. small teaspoonfuls baking powder. beat whites and yolks of eggs separately, mix with sugar and beat well. add flour until you have a smooth dough. roll out pieces of dough, which should be half an inch thick. press the dough on a floured form or mold, lift the mold, cut out the cakes thus designed and let lie until next day on a floured bread board. the next day grease pans well, sprinkle anise seed over the pans in which the cakes are to be baked; lay in cakes an inch apart and bake in a moderate oven to a straw color. the form used usually makes six impressions or cakes - / inches square, leaving the impression of a small figure or flower on surface when dough is pressed on form. oatmeal cookies cup sugar. cup butter and lard, mixed (scant measure). cup chopped nut meats. cup chopped raisins. eggs, beaten separately, whites added last. teaspoonful baking soda dissolved in tablespoonfuls sour milk. teaspoonful vanilla. little grated nutmeg. cups oatmeal (uncooked). cups white flour. drop with tablespoon on well-greased baking sheet over which has been sifted a little flour. bake in rather quick oven. this recipe makes small cakes. peanut biscuits sift together cups flour and teaspoonfuls baking powder. add egg, / cup sugar, / cup peanuts and pecan nut meats, mixed (run through food-chopper), / cup sweet milk, / teaspoonful salt. beat sugar and yolk of egg together add milk, stiffly beaten white of egg, chopped nut meats and flour, alternately. add salt. place a large spoonful in each of well-greased gem pans. allow to stand in pans about minutes. bake half an hour. plain cookies / cup butter. tablespoonfuls milk. cup sugar. / teaspoonful grated nutmeg. eggs. / cup chopped walnut meats. cups flour. teaspoonfuls baking powder. cream butter and sugar, add milk slowly, add well-beaten eggs. beat well, add flour and baking powder, sifted together. roll thin. cut with a small cake cutter any desired. walnut rocks cream together - / cups of sugar, / cup of butter, a small teaspoonful of salt. dissolve teaspoonful of soda in tablespoonfuls of warm water, two eggs. sift cups of flour, add teaspoonful of ginger, teaspoonful of cloves, / teaspoonful of grated nutmeg, pound of english walnuts, pound of seeded raisins. drop by teaspoon on a cold sheet iron and bake in a moderate oven. these are excellent. cinnamon wafers (as made by aunt sarah) eggs / pound sugar. / pound butter. pound flour. mix like ordinary cake. divide this into three parts. flavor one part with vanilla, with chocolate and the other with cinnamon. these latter will be darker than the first. place a piece of dough as large as a small marble in a small hot, well-greased waffle or wafer iron. press two sides of iron together, which flattens out cake, and hold by a long handle over fire, turning it over occasionally until cakes are baked. the cake, when baked, is a delicious, thin, rich wafer, about the size of half a common soda cracker. i have never eaten these christmas cakes at any place excepting at aunt sarah's. the wafer iron she possessed was brought by her grandmother from germany. the waffle or wafer irons might be obtained in this country. zimmet waffles (as made by frau schmidt) / pound butter. / ounce cinnamon. / pound sugar. eggs. flour. work together and form into small balls. place in hot buttered wafer irons, hold over fire and bake. this is an old german recipe which frau schmidt's grandmother used. "braune lebkuchen" pounds sugar syrup. / pound granulated sugar. / pound butter. / pound coarsely chopped almonds. grate yellow part of one lemon rind. / ounce cinnamon. / ounce cloves. drachm of powdered cardamom. ounce of hartshorn, dissolved in a little milk. place syrup in stew-pan on range to heat, add butter, almonds, spices, etc. remove from range, stir in flour gradually. use about cups of flour. when cool add the dissolved hartshorn. allow the cake dough to stand in a warm place eight to ten days before baking. then place a portion of the cake dough on a greased baking sheet which has been sprinkled lightly with flour, roll cake dough out on the sheet about / inch in thickness; place in a _very moderate_ oven. when well dried out and nicely browned on top cut the sheets into small squares, the size of ordinary soda crackers. this is a very old recipe given mary by frau schmidt. peanut cookies one pint of roasted peanuts, measured, after being shelled. rub off the brown skin, run through a food-chopper. cream together tablespoonfuls of butter, cup of sugar. add eggs, tablespoonfuls of milk, / teaspoonful of salt and the chopped peanuts. add flour to make a soft dough. roll out on a floured board, cut with a small cake cutter and bake in a moderate oven. this recipe was given mary by a friend living in allentown. pies--flaky pie crust have all the materials cold when making pastry. handle as little as possible. place in a bowl - / cups flour, / teaspoonful salt and cup good, sweet lard. cut through with a knife into quite small pieces and mix into a dough with a little less than a half cup of cold water. use only enough water to make dough hold together. this should be done with a knife or tips of the fingers. the water should be poured on the flour and lard carefully, a small quantity at a time, and never twice at the same place. be careful that the dough is not too moist. press the dough with the hands into a lump, but do not knead. take enough of the dough for one pie on the bake board, roll lightly, always in one direction, line greased pie tins and fill crust. if fruit pies, moisten the edge of the lower crust, cover with top crust, which has been rolled quite thin. a knife scraped across the top crust several times before placing over pie causes the crust to have a rough, flaky, rich-looking surface when baked. cut small vents in top crust to allow steam to escape. pinch the edges of fruit pies well together to prevent syrup oozing out. if you wish light, flaky pie crust, bake in a hot oven. if a sheet of paper placed in oven turns a delicate brown, then the oven is right for pies. the best of pastry will be a failure if dried slowly in a cool oven. when baking a crust for a tart to be filled after crust has been baked, always prick the crust with a fork before putting in oven to bake. this prevents the crust forming little blisters. aunt sarah always used for her pies four even cups of flour, / teaspoonful baking powder and one even cup of sweet, _rich, home-made lard_, a pinch of salt with just enough cold water to form a dough, and said her pies were rich enough for any one. they certainly were rich and flaky, without being greasy, and she said, less shortening was necessary when baking powder was used. to cause her pies to have a golden brown color she brushed tops of pies with a mixture of egg and milk or milk and placed immediately in a hot oven. mary noticed her aunt frequently put small dabs of lard or butter on the dough used for top crust of pies before rolling crust the desired size when she wished them particularly rich. aunt sarah always used pastry flour for cake and pie. a smooth flour which showed the impression of the fingers when held tightly in the hand (the more expensive "bread flour") feels like fine sand or granulated sugar, and is a stronger flour and considered better for bread or raised cakes in which yeast is used, better results being obtained by its use alone or combined with a cheaper flour when baking bread. aunt sarah's lemon pie this is a good, old-fashioned recipe for lemon pie, baked with two crusts, and not expensive. grate the yellow outside rind from one lemon, use juice and pulp, but not the white part of rind; mix with small cups of sugar, then add cup of water and cup of milk, and large tablespoonful of corn starch, moistened with a little of the one cup of water. the yolks of eggs were added. mix all ingredients and add the stiffly beaten whites of eggs. this quantity will fill three small pastry crusts. the mixture will measure nearly one quart. pour into the three crusts, moisten edges of pies, place top crusts on each pie. pinch edges of crust together and bake in hot oven. the professor's wife's superior pastry for superior pastry use - / cups flour, cup lard, / teaspoonful salt and about / cup of cold water, or three scant tablespoonfuls. put cup of flour on the bake board, sprinkle salt over, chop / cup of sweet lard through the flour with a knife, until the pieces are about the size of a cherry. moisten with about / cup of ice cold water. cut through the flour and lard with a knife, moistening a little of the mixture at a time, until you have a soft dough, easily handled. roll out lightly the size of a tea plate. take / of the lard remaining, put small dabs at different places on the dough (do not spread the lard over), then sprinkle over / of the remaining half cup of flour and roll the dough into a long, narrow roll, folding the opposite ends in the centre of the roll. roll out lightly (one way), then add lard and flour; roll and repeat the process until flour and lard have all been used. the pastry may be set aside in a cold place a short time before using. if particularly fine pastry is required, the dough might be rolled out once more, using small dabs of butter instead of lard, same quantity as was used of lard for one layer, then dredged thickly with flour and rolled over and over, and then ends folded together, when it should be ready to use. when wanted to line pie-tins, cut pieces off one end of the roll of dough and roll out lightly. the layers should show plainly when cut, and the pastry should puff nicely in baking, and be very rich, crisp and flaky. when preparing crusts for custards, lemon meringues and pies having only one crust, cut narrow strips of pastry about half an inch wide, place around the upper edge or rim of crust and press the lower edge of the strip against the crust; make small cuts with a knife about / inch apart, all around the edge of this extra crust, to cause it to look flaky when baked. this makes a rich pie crust. a very good crust may be made by taking the same proportions as used for superior pastry, placing - / to cups flour on the bake board, add salt, cut / cup lard through the flour, moistening with water. roll out crust and line pie-tins or small patty pans for tarts. this pastry is not quite as fine and smooth as the other, but requires less time and trouble to make. the professor's wife taught mary to make this pastry, but mary never could learn from her the knack of making a dainty, crimped, rolled-over edge to her pies, which she made easily with a deft twist of her thumb and forefinger. mary's lemon meringue (made with milk) line two large pie-tins with pie crust, prick with a fork before placing crusts in oven to bake. when baked stand aside to cool while you prepare the following filling: the juice and grated rind of lemon, pint sweet milk, cup sugar, yolks of three eggs, tablespoonfuls flour, butter size of a walnut. cream together sugar, flour, yolks of eggs, then add lemon, mix well then add to the scalded milk on the range and cook until thick. let cool, but do not allow to become quite cold, spread on the two crusts, which have been baked. when quite cold add tablespoonfuls of sugar to the stiffly beaten whites of the three eggs, spread on top of pies, sift tablespoonful pulverized sugar on top of meringue and set in a quick oven until fawn color. serve cold. when mixing pie dough, should you have mixed more than needed at one time, line _agate_ pie-tins with crust (never stand away in tin). they may be kept several days in a cool place and used later for crumb cakes or custards. or a crust might be baked and used later for lemon meringues, etc. apple tart line pie-tins with rich pie crust, sift over each tablespoonful flour and tablespoonfuls sugar. place on the crust enough good, tart baking apples, which have been pared, cored, halved and placed (flat surface down) on the crust. put bits of butter over the top and between the apples, about large tablespoonful altogether, and sprinkle about tablespoonfuls of sugar over, add about tablespoonful of cold water when pies are ready to place in oven. these pies should be baked in a very hot oven. when apples are soft take pies from oven and serve one pie, hot; stand the other one aside until quite cold. to the stiffly beaten white of one egg add one tablespoonful sugar. stir together and place a spoonful on the top of each half of apple and place in oven until meringue has browned and serve pie cold. peach tarts may be made in a similar manner, omitting the meringue and substituting peaches for apples. raisin or "rosina" pie "rosina" pie, as aunt sarah called it, was composed of lemon, egg, cup sugar, tablespoonful flour, cup large, blue, seeded raisins. cover the raisins with one cup of cold water; let soak two hours. cream egg and sugar together, add juice and grated rind of one quite small lemon, or half a large one. mix the tablespoonful of flour smooth with a little cold water, add to the mixture, then add raisins and to the water in which they were soaked add enough water to fill the cup and cook until the mixture thickens. when cool fill pie-tins with the mixture, bake with upper and under crust about minutes in hot oven. aunt sarah used a _generous_ tablespoonful of flour for this pie. "snitz" pie cover a bowlful of well-washed dried apples with cold water and allow to soak over night. the following morning cook until tender and mash through a colander. if quite thick a small quantity of water should be added. season with sugar to taste. some apples require more sugar than others. add cinnamon, if liked. aunt sarah never used any spices in these pies. bake with two crusts or place strips cross-wise over the pie of thinly rolled dough, like lattice work. these are typical "bucks county" pies. mary's recipe for plain pumpkin pie line a pie-tin, one holding cups of liquid, with rich pastry. for the filling for pie mix together the following: cup of steamed pumpkin, which had been mashed through a colander, egg, beaten separately, tablespoonful of flour, - / tablespoonfuls of sugar, / teaspoonful of salt, / teaspoonful of grated nutmeg, same of ginger, - / cups of milk (scant measure). the mixture should measure exactly cups, after adding milk. pour this mixture into the pastry-lined pie-tin and bake in a moderate oven until top of pie is a rich brown. chocolate pie melt one square of baker's unsweetened chocolate, or / cup of powdered cocoa, mix with this / cup of granulated sugar and / cup of corn starch. when well mixed add yolks of eggs, a pinch of salt, cups of milk; cook all together in a double boiler until thickened. when cool flavor with vanilla. fill pastry-lined pie crust with the mixture. beat the whites of eggs to a froth, mix with a couple tablespoonfuls of pulverized sugar, spread on top of pie, stand in oven until light brown. "pebble dash" or shoo-fly pie aunt sarah made these to perfection and called them "pebble dash" pie. they are not really pies, they resemble cakes, but having a crust we will class them with pies. she lined three small sized pie-tins with rich pie crust. for the crumbs she placed in a bowl cups of flour, cup brown sugar and / cup of butter and lard, mixed and rubbed all together with the hands, not smooth, but in small rivels. for the liquid part she used cup baking molasses, cup hot water, teaspoonful baking soda dissolved in a few drops of vinegar and stirred this into the molasses and water. she divided the liquid among the three pans, putting one-third in each crust, over which she sprinkled the crumbs. bake one-half hour in a moderate oven. these have the appearance of molasses cakes when baked. vanilla crumb "crusts" cook together a short time / cup molasses, egg, tablespoonful flour, cup sugar, cups cold water. moisten the flour with a little cold water before adding to the other ingredients. when cooled add teaspoonful of vanilla. pour this mixture in the bottom of each of four common sized pie-tins, lined with pastry, and sprinkle over the following crumbs: the crumbs (for vanilla crumb crusts). two cups flour, / cup butter and lard, mixed, / teaspoonful soda and cup sugar, rubbed together with the hands to form crumbs. scatter these crumbs over the four pies. these are not thick pies, but simply what the recipe calls them--vanilla "crusts." "kasha kuchen" or cherry cake aunt sarah sometimes filled the bottom crusts of two small pies (either cheese pie or plain custard) with a layer of fresh cherries and poured the custard over the top of the cherries and baked same as a plain custard pie. aunt sarah might be called extravagant by some, but she always made egg desserts when eggs were cheap and plentiful, in the spring. in winter she baked pies and puddings in which a fewer number of eggs were used and substituted canned and dried fruits for fresh ones. in summer she used fresh fruit when in season, ice cream and sherbets. she never indulged in high-priced, unseasonable fruits--thought it an extravagance for one to do so, and taught mary "a wise expenditure in time means wealth." for banana custard pie she substituted sliced banana for cherries on top of pie. "rivel kuchen" place in a bowl cup flour, / cup sugar (good measure), / cup butter and lard, or all butter is better (scant measure). some like a little grating of nutmeg, especially if part lard is used. mix or crumb the ingredients well together with the hands to form small lumps, or rivels. line pie-tins with a rich pastry crust and strew the rivels thickly over and bake in a quick oven. a couple tablespoons of molasses spread over the crumbs is liked by some. this is a favorite pie or cake of many pennsylvania germans. aunt sarah's lemon meringue two cups of water, - / cups of sugar, rounding tablespoonfuls of corn starch, eggs, tablespoonful of butter, small lemons. mix the water, sugar and corn starch dissolved in a little cold water, pour in sauce-pan, place on range and stir mixture until thickened. beat separately the yolks of eggs and the whites of , then add both to the above mixture. remove from the fire, add the juice of two small lemons and grated rind of one; add butter. fill two previously baked pastry shells with the cooled mixture. beat the remaining whites of egg (another white of an egg added improves the appearance of the pie.) add one tablespoonful of pulverized sugar to each egg used; place the stiffly beaten whites of egg rockily over tops of pies stand in oven until a delicate shade of brown. this is a delicious pie. a country batter pie line two medium-sized pie-tins with pastry crust in which pour the following mixture, composed of / cup of granulated sugar and one egg, creamed together; then add / cup of cold water and the grated yellow rind and juice of one lemon. for the top of pies: cream together cup of sugar, / cup of lard and egg, then add / cup of sour milk alternately with - / cups of flour, sifted with / teaspoonful of baking soda and / teaspoonful of cream of tartar. place / of this mixture on top of each pie. bake in oven. pumpkin pie (aunt sarah's recipe) the best pumpkin for pie is of a deep orange yellow with a rough, warty surface. remove the soft, spongy pulp and seeds of the pumpkin, pare and cut into small pieces. steam until tender. put in a colander to drain, then mash through colander with wooden potato masher. for one deep pie allow one pint of the stewed pumpkin, beat in eggs, one at a time, / teaspoonful salt, teaspoonful ginger, / teaspoonful grated nutmeg, / teaspoonful cinnamon, / cup sugar, scant pint milk. beat all together. this mixture should barely fill a quart measure. pour in a deep pie-tin lined with rich crust, grate nutmeg over the top of pie and bake from to minutes in a moderate oven. have the oven rather hot when the pie is first put in to bake and then reduce the heat, else the filling in the pie will boil and become watery. if liked, two tablespoonfuls of brandy may be added to the mixture before filling the crust. in that case, use two tablespoonfuls less of milk. white potato custard (aunt sarah's recipe) boil one medium-sized potato, mash fine, add large tablespoonful of butter and a generous / cup sugar. beat to a cream. when the mixture has cooled add yolks of eggs, / cup sweet milk and grated rind and juice of half a lemon. lastly, stir in the stiffly beaten whites of the two eggs. bake in a medium-sized pie-tin with one crust in a moderately hot oven about minutes, until a rich brown on top. this is a delicious pie and would puzzle a "bucks county lawyer" to tell of what it is composed. "rhubarb custard" pie two cups of rhubarb, uncooked, do not skin it, cut in half-inch pieces. cream together cup of sugar, tablespoonful of cornstarch, eggs (reserve white of one egg). add the cups of rhubarb to this mixture and place all in a pie-tin lined with pastry. place in oven and bake until rhubarb is tender. remove from oven and when pie has cooled spread over it the stiffly beaten white of the egg, to which had been added one tablespoonful of sugar. place pie in oven and brown a light fawn color. "lemon apple" pie grate the yellow rind from a lemon (discard the white part of rind), grate the remainder of the lemon, also pare and grate apple. add - / cups of sugar, then add well-beaten eggs. pour this mixture into large pie-tin lined with rich pastry; place on a top crust, pinch edges, moistened with water, together; bake in an oven with a steady heat. when pie has baked sift pulverized sugar thickly over top and serve cold. from these materials was baked a fair sized pie. green currant pie line a pie-tin with rich pastry; place oil this crust tablespoonfuls of flour and tablespoonfuls of sugar; then add cups of well-washed and stemmed green currants, previously mixed with tablespoonful of cornstarch, moistened with a small quantity of cold water. add cup of sugar (from which had been taken the tablespoonfuls placed on crust;) add tablespoonfuls of water; cover with a top crust, cut small vents in crust, bake in a moderate oven. when crust loosens from side of pan the pie should be sufficiently baked. a country "molasses" pie place in a mixing bowl / cup flour (generous measure), / cup granulated sugar, generous tablespoonful of butter. crumble all together with the hands until quite fine. then to / cup of new orleans (baking) molasses add / cup of boiling water and / teaspoonful of soda (saleratus). beat together the molasses, water and soda until the mixture is foamy and rises to top of cup. then pour into a medium-sized pie-tin, lined with pie crust (the pie-tin should not be small or the mixture, when baking, will rise over top of pan). sprinkle the prepared crumbs thickly over the molasses mixture and with a spoon distribute the crumbs well through the mixture. bake in a moderate oven from to minutes and you will have the old-fashioned pie your grandmother used to bake. when her baking finished, she had dough remaining for an extra crust. children always called this "molasses candy pie," as 'twas quite different from the "molasses cake batter" usually baked in crusts. a mock cherry pie this pie was composed of / cup of chopped cranberries, / cup of seeded and chopped raisins, / cup of sugar, / cup of cold water, tablespoonful of flour, teaspoonful of vanilla all together and bake with two crusts. aunt sarah's custard pie line an agate pie-pan (one used especially for custards two inches in depth, holding exactly one quart) with a rich pastry. break five large eggs in a bowl, heat lightly with an egg-beater and add / cup of sugar. boil cups of sweet milk, pour over the eggs and sugar, add teaspoonful of butter and a pinch of salt, / teaspoonful of vanilla. the mixture should fill a one-quart measure. when the custard has cooled, pour either into the deep pie-pan, lined with pastry, holding one quart, or into two ordinary pie-tins holding one pint each. place the custard pie in a quick oven, that the crust may bake before the custard soaks into the crust; then allow oven to cool and when the custard is "set" (which should be in about minutes) remove from the oven and serve cold. the custard should be the consistency of thick jelly. scalding the milk produces a richer custard. plain rhubarb pie line a pie-tin with rich crust, skin rhubarb and cut into half-inch pieces a sufficient quantity to fill cups. mix together cup of sugar and / cup of flour. place a couple tablespoonfuls of this on the bottom crust of pie. mix sugar and flour remaining with cups of rhubarb and fill the crust. moisten the edge of crust with water, place on top crust, press two edges of crust together (having cut small vents in top crust to allow steam to escape). bake in a moderate oven about minutes, when top crust has browned pie should be baked. mary's cream pie bake crusts in each of two pie-tins. for filling, pint of milk, generous tablespoonful of corn starch, tablespoonfuls of sugar, yolks of eggs (well beaten), teaspoonful of vanilla. cook all together until mixture thickens and when cooled put in the two baked crusts. mix the stiffly beaten whites of two eggs with two tablespoonfuls of pulverized sugar and spread over cream filling in pies and brown lightly in oven. always prick the lower crust of a pie carefully with a fork to allow the air to escape; this will prevent blisters forming in the crusts baked before filling crusts with custards. apple custard pie to cup of hot apple sauce (unsweetened) add a tiny pinch of baking soda, tablespoonful of butter, cup of sugar, grated rind and juice of half a lemon or orange, egg yolks, / cup of sweet cream and large teaspoonful of corn starch. line a pie-tin with pastry, pour in this mixture and bake. when the pie has cooled spread over top a meringue composed of the two stiffly beaten whites of eggs and two tablespoonfuls of pulverized sugar flavored with a little grated orange or lemon peel. brown top of pie in oven. lemon pie with crumbs place in a bowl cup (good measure) of soft, crumbled stale bread. pour over this one cup of boiling water, add teaspoonful (good measure) of butter and beat until smooth, then add cup of sugar, the grated rind and juice of lemon and the beaten yolks of eggs. this mixture should measure about pint. pour into a pie-tin lined with rich pastry and bake. when cold spread over a meringue made of the stiffly beaten whites of the eggs and tablespoonfuls of granulated sugar. place in the oven until the meringue is a light fawn color and serve cold. aunt sarah's butter scotch pie boil together cup brown sugar and tablespoons butter until a soft, wax-like consistency. mix together heaping teaspoons flour, yolk of egg and cup of milk. beat until smooth; stir this into the sugar and butter mixture and cook until thick. flavor with lemon or vanilla, pour into baked crust and spread over top the beaten white of egg to which has been added tablespoon sugar and brown in oven. green tomato mince meat one peck of green tomatoes, chopped fine; lemons, seeded raisins, pounds of granulated sugar, cup of vinegar, teaspoonful of cloves, - / tablespoonfuls of nutmeg, tablespoonful of cinnamon. cook tomatoes - / hours, then add the other ingredients and cook all together minutes. a small quantity of grated orange peel, finely minced citron, cider, brandy or canned fruit juice may be added to improve the flavor of the mince meat. fill air-tight jars with the hot mixture and screw on jar-tops. this mince meat may be prepared in season when tomatoes are plentiful; is both good and cheap and is a splendid substitute for old-fashioned mince meat. orange meringue (a pie) into a bowl grate the yellow outside rind of a large, juicy orange; add the juice and pulp, but not any of the tough part enclosing sections. add tablespoonful of lemon juice, cup of granulated sugar, which had been beaten to a cream with tablespoonfuls of butter, the yolks of eggs, large tablespoonfuls of corn starch, mixed smoothly with a little cold water, and cup of boiling water. cook all together until thickened and when cool spread on a rather large pie-tin, lined with a baked crust of superior pastry. add to the stiffly beaten whites of eggs tablespoonfuls of pulverized sugar. place meringue over top of pie and place in oven until a light fawn color. grandmother's recipe for "mince meat" the day preceding that on which mince meat is to be prepared, boil pounds of beef. to the well-cooked, finely-chopped meat add pounds of tart apples, chopped into coarse bits; pounds of finely-chopped suet, pounds of large blue raisins, seeded; pounds of dried, cleaned currants, / pound of finely-shaved citron, tablespoonfuls of cinnamon, tablespoonful of cloves, tablespoonful of grated nutmeg, small tablespoonful of salt, pint of baking molasses, pint of brandy or cider which had been boiled down. mix all well together, add more spices, if liked, also juice of orange or lemon. place all ingredients in a large preserving kettle, allow the mixture to heat through. fill glass jars, seal and stand away until used. add more cider, should it he required, when baking pies. "twentieth century" mince meat two pounds lean beef (uncooked), chopped fine, / pound beef suet, shredded. put the beef and suet in a large stone jar, pour over it / of a quart of whiskey. let stand covered with a lid for a week, then add pounds large, seeded raisins, pounds sultana raisins, pounds currants, / pound citron, juice and grated rind of oranges and of lemons, teaspoonful salt, tablespoon ground cinnamon, grated nutmegs, / teaspoon ground allspice, pound sugar. let stand two weeks, then it is ready to use. when you wish to bake pies take out as much of the mince meat as you wish to use and add chopped apples, two parts of mince meat to one part chopped apples, and add more sugar if not as sweet as liked. if too thick, add a little sherry wine and water, mixed. fill bottom crust with some of the mixture, cover with top crust and bake. there must be just enough liquor in the jar to cover the meat, as that preserves it. this seems like a large quantity of liquor to use, but much of the strength evaporates in baking, so that only an agreeable flavor remains; that is, to those who like liquor in mince meat; some people do not. others there are who think mince meat not good unless made with something stronger than cider. mince pies made by this recipe are excellent. this recipe was given mary by a friend, a noted housekeeper and cook. a "dutch" recipe for pumpkin pie line a medium-sized pie-tin with pastry. cover the crust thickly with thinly-sliced, uncooked pumpkin, cut in inch lengths. place on the pumpkin tablespoonful of syrup molasses, tablespoonful of vinegar, tablespoonful flour and sweeten with sugar to taste, dust over the top a little ground cinnamon, cloves and nutmeg; cover pie with a top crust and bake in a moderately hot oven. when baked the pumpkin filling in the pie should resemble diced citron and the pie have somewhat the flavor of green tomato pie. (the vinegar may be omitted and the result be a very good pie.) mary's cocoanut custard pie line two medium-sized pie-tins with rich pastry and bake. for the custard filling: egg yolks, cups granulated sugar, quart of milk. cook all together, then add tablespoonful of corn starch and one of flour (moistened with a little cold water before adding). cook all together until the mixture thickens. flavor with one teaspoonful of vanilla. allow the mixture to cool. grate one good-sized cocoanut, mix half of it with the custard and fill into the two crusts. spread over the tops of the two pies the stiffly beaten whites of the three eggs to which you have added a small quantity of sugar. over this sprinkle the remaining half of the grated cocoanut, stand in the oven a few minutes, until top of pie is lightly browned. grape pie pulp the grapes. place pulp in a stew-pan and cook a short time. when tender mash pulp through a sieve to remove seeds. add skins to pulp. add one scant cup of sugar and rounded teaspoonful of butter. line a pie plate with rich pastry, sprinkle over one tablespoonful of flour. pour in the grape mixture and sift another tablespoonful of flour over the top of mixture and cover with a top crust in which vents have been cut, to allow the steam to escape, and bake in a hot oven. allow two small cups of grapes to one pie. sour cherry pie one quart of cherries, / cup of flour for juicy sour cherries, (scant measure of flour), - / cups sugar. pit the cherries, saving cherry juice. mix together sugar and flour and place about / of this on a pie-tin lined with pastry. fill with cherries and juice and sprinkle remaining sugar and flour over. bake with an upper crust, having vents cut in to allow steam to escape. aunt sarah's strawberry pie make a rich crust, line a pie-tin and fill with clean, hulled strawberries. allow one quart to each pie. sweeten to taste; sprinkle a generous handful of flour over the berries, having plenty of flour around the inside edge of pie. use / cup of flour all together. cut a teaspoonful of butter into small bits over top of berries, cover with top crust with vents cut in to allow steam to escape, pinch edges of crust together to prevent juice escaping from pie, and bake. florendine pie to apples, cooked soft and mashed fine (after having been pared and cored) add the yolk of one egg (well beaten) one minute before removing the cooked apple from the range. then add small cup of sugar, a piece of butter the size of a hickory nut, teaspoonful of flour; flavor with either lemon or vanilla. line a pie-tin with rich pastry crust. pour in the mixture and bake in a quick oven. this makes a delicious old-fashioned dessert. aunt sarah's cheese cake prepare the following for one cheese cake, to be baked in a pie-tin lined with pastry crust: one heaping cup of rich, creamy "smier kase," or cottage cheese, was placed in a bowl, finely mashed with a spoon until free from lumps. then mixed smooth with tablespoonfuls of sweet milk, tablespoonful of softened butter was added, a pinch of salt, about / cup of sugar, - / table spoonfuls of flour (measure with an ordinary silver tablespoon). one large egg was beaten into the mixture when it was smooth and creamy, cup of milk was added. after adding all the different ingredients the mixture should measure about - / cups and should be very thin. pour the mixture into a pastry-lined pie-tin. this is one of the most delicious pies imaginable, if directions given are closely followed. bake in a moderately hot oven until cheese custard is "set" and nicely browned on top, then allow the oven door to remain open about five minutes before removing the "pie," as i should call it, but bucks county farmers' wives, when speaking of them, invariably say "cheese cakes." should the housewife possess "smier kase," _not_ rich and creamy, use instead of the one tablespoonful of sweet milk, one tablespoonful of sweet cream. "frau schmidt's" lemon pie grated yellow rind and juice of one lemon, cup of sugar, cup of molasses, egg, butter, size of a walnut; tablespoonful of corn starch, / cup of water. cream together the butter, sugar and egg, add the corn starch moistened with a little cold water, add grated rind and juice of one lemon, molasses, and lastly add water. cook all ingredients together. when cool fill or small pie-tins lined with rich pastry; cover with top crust and bake. pickles--spiced cucumbers medium-sized cucumbers. medium-sized onions. red peppers. green peppers. pare cucumbers, then cut in inch lengths. slice onions and peppers quite thin. place all in a large earthenware bowl and sprinkle over about / cup of table salt; mix all well together, let stand four or five hours, when place in a colander; cover with a plate and drain off all the salt water possible or squeeze through a cheese-cloth bag. boil together for minutes the following; quart of vinegar, tablespoonful of cloves, teaspoonful of turmeric powder (dissolved in a little of the vinegar) and scant cup of sugar. add the cucumbers, peppers and onions to the hot vinegar. let come to a boil and allow all to boil two minutes, then place in sterilised jars and seal. mixed sauce to serve with meats yolks of eggs. / cup sugar. tablespoonful mixed yellow mustard. tablespoonful olive oil. teaspoonful salt. tablespoonful vinegar with flavor of peppers. thin with vinegar and boil until thick. add teaspoonful of grated horseradish. to flavor vinegar cover finely-cut green and red peppers with vinegar and allow all to stand about hours, then strain and use the vinegar. pepper relish chop fine sweet red peppers, sweet green peppers and small onions. put all in a bowl and cover with boiling water and let stand five minutes. drain off, cover again with boiling water and let stand ten minutes. then place in an agate colander or muslin bag and let drain over night. the following morning add quart of good sour vinegar, - / cups sugar, even teaspoonfuls salt and boil minutes. while hot fill air-tight jars. this is excellent. pickled red cabbage shred red cabbage, not too fine, and sprinkle liberally with salt. stand in a cool place hours. then press all moisture from the cabbage, having it as dry as possible; stand the earthen bowl containing the cabbage in the sun for a couple of hours. take a sufficient quantity of vinegar to cover the cabbage. a little water may be added to the vinegar if too sour. add cup sugar to a gallon of vinegar and a small quantity of celery seed, pepper, mace, allspice and cinnamon. boil all about five minutes and pour at once over the cabbage. the hot vinegar will restore the bright red color to the cabbage. keep in stone jar. mustard pickles cucumbers, quart of small onions, peppers, heads of cauliflower, cups of sugar, or less; celery or celery seed, quarts of good vinegar, / pound of ground yellow mustard, tablespoonful turmeric powder, / cup of flour. the seeds were removed from the cucumbers and cucumbers were cut in inch-length pieces, or use a few medium-sized cucumbers cut in several pieces and some quite small cucumbers. (the quantity of cucumbers when measured should be the same as if the larger ones had been used.) one quart of small whole onions, peppers, red, green and yellow, two of each, cut in small pieces. place all together in an agate preserving kettle and let stand in salt water over night. in the morning put on the range, the vegetables in agate kettle, let boil a few minutes, then drain well. take three quarts of good vingar, cups of sugar, if liked quite sweet; teaspoons of either celery seed or celery cut in small pieces. put the vinegar, sugar and celery in a preserving kettle, stand on stove and let come to a boil; then add the other ingredients. when boiling have ready a half pound of ground mustard, / cup of flour, tablespoon of turmeric powder, all mixed to a smooth paste with a little water. cook until the mixture thickens. add all the other ingredients and boil until tender. stir frequently to prevent scorching. can while hot in glass air-tight jars. aunt sarah's cucumber pickles always use the cucumbers which come late in the season for pickles. cut small green cucumbers from vine, leaving a half-inch of stem. scrub with vegetable brush, place in a bowl and pour over a brine almost strong enough to float an egg; / cup of salt to seven cups of cold water is about the right proportion. allow them to stand over night in this brine. drain off salt water in the morning. heat a small quantity of the salt water and pour over small onions which have been "skinned." use half the quantity of onions you have of cucumbers, or less. allow the onions to stand in hot salt water on back of range a short time. heat cup of good sharp cider vinegar, if too sour, add / cup of water, also add teaspoonful of sugar, a couple of whole cloves; add cucumbers and onions (drained from salt water, after piercing each cucumber several times with a silver fork). place a layer at a time in an agate stew-pan containing hot vinegar. allow them to remain a few minutes until heated through, when fill heated glass jars with cucumbers and onions; pour hot vinegar over until jars are quite full. place rubbers on jars and screw on tops. these pickles will be found, when jars are opened in six months' time, almost as crisp and fine as when pickles are prepared, when taken fresh from the vines in summer. allow jars to stand hours, when screw down tops again. press a knife around the edge of jar tops before standing away to be sure the jars are perfectly air-tight. "rot pfeffers" filled with cabbage cut the tops from the stem end of twelve sweet (not hot) red peppers or "rot pfeffers," as aunt sarah called them. carefully remove seeds, do not break outside shell of peppers. cut one head of cabbage quite fine on a slaw-cutter; add to the cabbage even tablespoonful of fine salt, tablespoonfuls of whole yellow mustard seed (a very small amount of finely shredded, hot, red pepper may be added if liked quite peppery). mix all together thoroughly, fill peppers with this mixture, pressing it rather tightly into the shells; place tops on pepper cases, tie down with cord. place upright in stone jar, in layers; cover with cold vinegar. if vinegar is very strong add a small quantity of water. tie heavy paper over top of jar and stand away in a cool place until used. these may be kept several months and will still be good at the end of that time. an old recipe for spiced pickles small cucumbers. oz. of allspice. gallons vinegar. / pound of black pepper. quarts salt. oz cloves. ounces of alum. horseradish to flavor. add sugar according to strength of vinegar. place cucumbers and pieces of horseradish in alternate layers in a stone jar, then put salt over them and cover with boiling water. allow pickles to stand hours in this brine, then pour off brine and wash pickles in cold water. boil spices and vinegar together and pour over the pickles. in two weeks they will be ready to use. pickles made over this recipe are excellent. aunt sarah's recipe for chili sauce large red tomatoes. medium-sized onions. sweet peppers (green or red). cup sugar. scant tablespoonfuls salt. - / cups vinegar (cider vinegar). tie in a small cheese cloth bag the following: large teaspoonful whole allspice. large teaspoonful whole cloves. about the same quantity of stick cinnamon. chop tomatoes, onions and peppers rather finely; add vinegar, sugar and salt and the bag of spices and cook slowly about - / hours. fill air-tight glass jars with the mixture while hot. this is a particularly fine recipe of aunt sarah's. this quantity will fill five pint jars. canned tomatoes may be used when fresh ones are not available. tomato catsup - / peck ripe tomatoes, washed and cut in small pieces; also four large onions, sliced. stew together until tender enough to mash through a fine sieve, reject seeds. this quantity of tomato juice should, when measured, be about four good quarts. put tomato juice into a kettle on range, add one pint of vinegar, / teaspoon cayenne pepper, - / tablespoons sugar, - / tablespoons salt; place in a cheese cloth bag ounce of whole black pepper, ounce whole cloves, ounce allspice, ounce yellow mustard seed and add to catsup. boil down one-half. bottle and seal while boiling hot. boil bottles and corks before bottling catsup. pour melted sealing-wax over corks to make them air-tight, unless self-sealing bottles are used. pickled beets one cup of sharp vinegar, cup of water, tablespoonfuls of sugar, whole cloves and a pinch of black, and one of red pepper. heat all together and pour over beets which have been sliced after being boiled tender and skins removed, and pack in glass jars which have been sterilized and if jars are air-tight these keep indefinitely. marmalades, preserves and canned fruits young housewives, if they would be successful in "doing up fruit," should be very particular about sterilizing fruit jars, both tops and rubbers, before using. heat the fruit to destroy all germs, then seal in air-tight jars while fruit is scalding hot. allow jars of canned fruit or vegetables to stand until perfectly cold. then, even should you think the tops perfectly tight, you will probably be able to give them another turn. carefully run the dull edge of a knife blade around the lower edge of jar cap to cause it to fit tightly. this flattens it close to the rubber, making it air-tight. to sterilize jars and tops, place in a pan of cold water, allow water to come to a boil and stand in hot water one hour. for making jelly, use fruit, under-ripe. it will jell more easily, and, not being as sweet as otherwise, will possess a finer flavor. for jelly use an equal amount of sugar to a pint of juice. the old rule holds good--a pound of sugar to a pint of juice. cook fifteen to twenty minutes. fruit juice will jell more quickly if the sugar is heated in the oven before being added. for preserving fruit, use about / of a pound of sugar to pound of fruit and seal in air-tight glass jars. for canning fruit, use from / to / the quantity of sugar that you have of fruit. when making jelly, too long cooking turns the mixture into a syrup that will not jell. cooking fruit with sugar too long a time causes fruit to have a strong, disagreeable flavor. apples, pears and peaches were pared, cut in quarters and dried at the farm for winter use. sour cherries were pitted, dried and placed in glass jars, alternately with a sprinkling of granulated sugar. pieces of sassafras root were always placed with dried apples, peaches, etc. "frau" schmidt's recipe for apple butter for this excellent apple butter take gallons of cider, bucket of "schnitz" (sweet apples were always used for the "schnitz"), - / pounds of brown sugar and ounce of allspice. the cider should be boiled down to one-half the original quantity before adding the apples, which had been pared and cored. cider for apple butter was made from sweet apples usually, but if made from sour apples pounds of sugar should be used. the apple butter should be stirred constantly. when cooked sufficiently, the apple butter should look clear and be thick as marmalade and the cider should not separate from the apple butter. frau schmidt always used "paradise" apples in preference to any other variety of apple for apple butter. cranberry sauce a delicious cranberry sauce, or jelly, was prepared by "aunt sarah" in the following manner: carefully pick over and wash quart of cranberries, place in a stew-pan with cups of water; cook quickly a few moments over a hot fire until berries burst open, then crush with a potato-masher. press through a fine sieve or a fruit press, rejecting skin and seeds. add pound of sugar to the strained pulp in the stew-pan. return to the fire and cook two or three minutes only. long, slow cooking destroys the fine flavor of the berry, as does brown sugar. pour into a bowl, or mold, and place on ice, or stand in a cool place to become cold before serving, as an accompaniment to roast turkey, chicken or deviled oysters. preserved "yellow ground cherries" remove the gossamer-like covering from small yellow "ground cherries" and place on range in a stew-pan with sugar. (three-fourths of a pound of sugar to one pound of fruit.) cook slowly about minutes, until the fruit looks clear and syrup is thick as honey. seal in pint jars. these cherries, which grow abundantly in many town and country gardens without being cultivated, make a delicious preserve and a very appetizing pie may be made from them also. aunt sarah said she preferred these preserved cherries to strawberries. frau schmidt preferred the larger "purple" ground cherries, which, when preserved, greatly resembled "guava" jelly in flavor. "wunderselda" marmalade this was composed of quarts of the pulp and juice combined of ripe kieffer pears, which had been pared and cored, (measured after being run through a food chopper.) the grated yellow rind and juice of five medium-sized tart oranges, and - / cups granulated sugar. cook all together about forty minutes, until a clear amber colored marmalade. watch closely and stir frequently, as the mixture scorches easily. this quantity will fill about twenty small jelly tumblers. if the marmalade is to be kept some time, it should be put into air-tight glass jars. the recipe for this delicious jam was original with the professor's wife, and fritz schmidt, being particularly fond of the confection, gave it the name "wunderselda," as he said "'twas not 'served often.'" aunt sarah's spiced pears bartlett pears may be used, pared and cut in halves and core and seeds removed, or small sweet seckel pears may be pared. left whole, allow stems to remain, weigh, and to pounds of either variety of pear take one pint of good cider vinegar, pounds granulated sugar, a small cheese cloth bag containing several tablespoonfuls of whole cloves and the same amount of stick cinnamon, broken in pieces; all were placed in a preserving kettle and allowed to come to a boil. then the pears were added and cooked until tender. the fruit will look clear when cooked sufficiently. remove from the hot syrup with a perforated spoon. fill pint glass jars with the fruit. stand jars in a warm oven while boiling syrup until thick as honey. pour over fruit, in jars, and seal while hot. peach marmalade thinly pare ripe peaches. cut in quarters and remove pits. place peaches in a preserving kettle with / cup of water; heat slowly, stirring occasionally. when fruit has become tender mash not too fine and to every three pounds of peaches (weighed before being cooked) allow - / pounds of granulated sugar. cook sugar and fruit together about three-quarters of an hour, stirring frequently, until marmalade looks clear. place in pint glass, air-tight jars. aunt sarah always preferred the "morris white," a small, fine flavored, white peach, which ripened quite late in the fall, to any other variety from which to make preserves and marmalade. aunt sarah's ginger pears pounds of fruit. lemons. / pound of ginger root. pounds of sugar. cup water. use a hard, solid pear, not over ripe. pare and core the fruit and cut into thin slivers. use juice of lemons and cut the lemon rind into long, thin strips. place all together in preserving kettle and cook slowly one hour, or until the fruit looks clear. should the juice of fruit not be thick as honey, remove fruit and cook syrup a short time, then add fruit to the syrup. when heated through, place in pint jars and seal. this quantity will fill four pint jars and is a delicious preserve. pear and pineapple marmalade ripe pineapples, quarts kieffer pears. pounds granulated sugar. both pears and pineapples should be pared and eyes removed from the latter. all the fruit should be run through food-chopper using all the juice from fruit. mix sugar with fruit and juice and cook, stirring constantly until thick and clear. (watch closely, as this scorches easily if allowed to stand a minute without stirring.) pour into glass pint jars and seal while hot. any variety of pear may be used, but a rather hard, solid pear is to be preferred. a recipe given mary which she found delicious. grape butter separate pulp and skins of grapes. allow pulp to simmer until tender, then mash through a sieve and reject seeds. add pulp to skins. take / pound of sugar to one pound of fruit. cook until thick, seal in air-tight jars. canned sour cherries for pies pit cherries and cover with cold water and let stand over night. drain in the morning. to heaping cups of pitted cherries take level cups of sugar, / cup water. put all together into stew-pan on range, cook a short time, then add teaspoonful of corn starch mixed with a little cold water and stir well through the cherries; let come to a boil, put in jars and seal. this quantity fills five pint jars. this is the way one country housekeeper taught mary to can common _sour_ cherries for pies and she thought them fine. candied orange peel cut orange peel in long, narrow strips, cover with cold water and boil minutes. pour off water, cover with cold water and boil another minutes, then drain and take equal weight of peel and sugar. let simmer hour, then dip slices in granulated sugar. stand aside to cool. aunt sarah's "cherry marmalade" pitted, red sour cherries were weighed, put through food-chopper, and to each pound of cherries and juice add / pound of granulated sugar. cook about minutes until syrup is thick and fruit looks clear. fill marmalade pots, cover with parafine when cool, or use pint glass jars and seal. one is sure of fruit keeping if placed in air-tight jars. aunt sarah's quince honey pour quart of water, good measure, in an agate stew-pan on the range with three pounds of granulated sugar. when boiling add large, grated quinces, after paring them. grate all but the core of quinces. boil from to minutes, until it looks clear. pour into tumblers. when cold, cover and stand away until used. pickled peaches twelve pounds of peaches, quart of vinegar, pounds brown sugar. rub the fuzz from the peaches. do not pare them. stick half a dozen whole cloves in each peach. add spices to taste, stick-cinnamon, whole doves and mace. put spices in a small cheese cloth bag and do not remove the bag, containing spices, when putting away the peaches. scald sugar, vinegar and spices together and pour over the peaches. cover closely and stand away. do this twice, one day between. the third time place all together in a preserving kettle. cook a few minutes, then place fruit in jars, about three-quarters filled. boil down the syrup until about one-quarter has boiled away, pour over the peaches, hot, and seal in air-tight jars. this is an old and very good recipe used by "aunt sarah" many years. currant jelly always pick currants for jelly before they are "dead ripe," and never directly after a shower of rain. wash and pick over and stem currants. place in a preserving kettle five pounds of currants and / cup of water; stir until heated through then mash with a potato masher. turn into a jelly bag, allow drip, and to every pint of currant juice add one pound of granulated sugar; return to preserving kettle. boil twenty minutes, skim carefully, pour into jelly glasses. when cold cover tops of glasses with melted parafine. pineapple honey pineapple honey was made in a similar manner to quince honey, using one large grated pineapple to one quart of cold water and three pounds of sugar. boil minutes. preserved pineapple pare the pineapples, run through a food chopper, weigh fruit, and to every pound of fruit add three-quarters of a pound of sugar. mix sugar and fruit together and stand in a cool place over night. in the morning cook until fruit is tender and syrup clear; skim top of fruit carefully; fill jars and seal. grape conserve wash and drain ten pounds of ripe grapes, separate the skins from the pulp, stew pulp until soft, mash through a sieve, reject seeds. place pulp and skins in a preserving kettle, add a half pound of seeded raisins and juice and pulp of oranges. measure and add to every quart of this / of a quart of sugar. cook slowly, until the consistency of jam. a cup of coarsely-chopped walnut meats may be added, if liked, a few minutes before removing jam from the range. fill pint jars and seal. mary's recipe for rhubarb jam skin and cut enough rhubarb in half-inch pieces to weigh three pounds. add / cup cold water and pounds of granulated sugar, and the grated yellow rind and juice of large oranges. cook all together, stirring occasionally to prevent scorching, a half hour, or until clear. this is a delicious jam. apple sauce when making apple sauce, cut good, tart apples in halves after paring them, cut out the cores, then cook, quickly as possible, in half enough boiling water to cover them. cover the stew-pan closely. this causes them to cook more quickly, and not change color. watch carefully that they do not scorch. when apples are tender, turn into sieve. should the apples be quite juicy and the water drained from the apples measure a half pint, add a half pound of sugar, cook or minutes, until it jells, and you have a glass of clear, amber-colored jelly. add teaspoonful of butter and sugar to taste to the apple sauce, which has been mashed through the sieve. apple sauce made thus should be almost the color of the apples before cooking. if the apple sauce is not liked thick, add some of the strained apple juice instead of making jelly; as some apples contain more juice than others. rhubarb marmalade (as frau schmidt made it) cut rhubarb into small pieces, put in stew-pan with just enough water to prevent sticking fast. when cooked tender, mash fine with potato masher, and to three cups of rhubarb, measured before stewing, add cup of granulated sugar, also dozen almonds which had been blanched and cut as fine as possible, and stewed until tender, then added to hot rhubarb and sugar. cook all together a short time. serve either hot or cold. a large quantity may be canned for winter use. the addition of almonds gave the marmalade a delicious flavor a good marmalade may be made by adding the juice and thinly shaved outside peel of several lemons to rhubarb. put all together in kettle on range with sugar. cook over a slow fire until proper consistency. turn into jars and leave uncovered until day following, when cover and seal air-tight. grape fruit marmalade for this marmalade take large grape fruit, large oranges and lemon. after thoroughly washing the outside of fruit, slice all as thinly as possible, rejecting the seeds. measure and add three times as much water as you have fruit. let all stand over night. the next morning boil minutes, stand over night again, in a large bowl or agate preserving kettle. the next morning add pound (scant measure) of sugar to each pint of the mixture and boil until it jells. this is delicious if you do not object to the slightly bitter taste of the grape fruit. put in tumblers, cover closely with paraffin. this quantity should fill tumblers, if a large grape fruit is used. orange marmalade slice whole oranges very thin and cut in short pieces after washing them. save the seeds. to each pound of sliced oranges add pints of cold water and let stand hours. then boil all together until the chipped rinds are tender. all the seeds should be put in a muslin bag and boiled with the oranges. allow all to stand together until next day, then remove the bag of seeds, and to every pound of boiled fruit add a half pound of sugar. boil continuously, stirring all the time, until the chips are quite clear and the syrup thick as honey on being dropped on a cold dish. the grated rind and juice of lemons will improve the taste of marmalade if added at last boiling. when cooked sufficiently the marmalade should be clear. pour at once into glass jars and cover closely. cherry relish after sour cherries have been pitted, weigh them and cover with vinegar and let stand hours. take from the vinegar and drain well, then put into stone crocks in layers, with sugar, allowing pound of sugar to pound of cherries. stir twice each day for ten days, then fill air-tight jars and put away for winter use. these are an excellent accompaniment to a roast of meat. canned peaches when canning peaches make a syrup composed of cup of sugar to cups of water. place in preserving kettle and when sugar has dissolved cook thinly pared peaches, either sliced or cut in halves, in the hot syrup until clear, watching closely that they do not cook too soft. place carefully in glass jars, pour hot syrup over and seal in jars. aunt sarah also, occasionally, used a wash-boiler in which to can fruit. she placed in it a rack made of small wooden strips to prevent the jars resting on the bottom of the boiler; filled the jars with uncooked fruit or vegetables, poured over the jars of fruit hot syrup and over the vegetables poured water, placed the jars, uncovered, in the boiler; water should cover about half the height of jars. boil until contents of jars are cooked, add boiling syrup to fill fruit jars and screw the tops on tightly. pear conserve use pounds of pears, not too soft or over-ripe, cut like dice. cover with water and boil until tender, then add pounds of sugar. peel oranges, cut in dice the night before using; let diced orange peel stand, covered with cold water until morning. then cook until orange peel is tender. add this to the juice and pulp of the two oranges. add one pound of seeded raisins and cook all together until thick honey. put in glass jars and seal. lemon honey the juice of lemons, mixed with cups of sugar. add eggs, beating in at a time. add cups of water and tablespoonfuls of butter. cook all together minute, until thick as honey. canned string beans aunt sarah used no preservative when canning beans. she gathered the beans when quite small and tender, no thicker than an ordinary lead-pencil, washed them thoroughly, cut off ends and packed them into quart glass jars, filled to overflowing with cold water. placed jar tops on lightly, and stood them in wash boiler in the bottom of which several boards had been placed. filled wash boiler with luke warm water about two-thirds as high as tops of jars, cooked continuously three to four hours after water commenced to boil. then carefully lifted jars from wash boiler, added boiling water to fill jars to overflowing, screwed on cover and let stand until perfectly cold, when give jar tops another turn with the hand when they should be air-tight. a good plan is to run the dull edge of a knife around the outer edge of the jar to be sure it fits close to the rubber, and will not admit air. beans canned in this manner should keep indefinitely. preserved "german prunes" or plums after washing fruit, piece each plum several times with a silver fork, if plums be preserved whole. this is not necessary if pits are removed. weigh fruit and to each pound of plums take about / pound of granulated sugar. place alternate layers of plums and sugar in a preserving kettle, stand on the back of range three or four hours, until sugar has dissolved, then draw kettle containing sugar and plums to front of range and boil so minutes. remove scum which arises on top of boiling syrup. place plums in glass jars, pour boiling syrup over and seal. a good rule is about four pounds of sugar to five pounds of plums. should plums cook soft in less than minutes, take from syrup with a perforated skimmer, place in jars and cook syrup until as thick as honey; then pour over fruit and seal up jars. bucks county apple butter a genuine old-fashioned recipe for apple butter, as "aunt sarah" made it at the farm. a large kettle holding about five gallons was filled with sweet cider. this cider was boiled down to half the quantity. the apple butter was cooked over a wood fire, out of doors. the cider was usually boiled down the day before making the apple butter, as the whole process was quite a lengthy one. fill the kettle holding the cider with apples, which should have been pared and cored the night before at what country folks call an "apple bee," the neighbors assisting to expedite the work. the apples should be put on to cook as early in the morning as possible and cooked slowly over not too hot a fire, being stirred constantly with a long-handled "stirrer" with small perforated piece of wood on one end. there is great danger of the apple butter burning if not carefully watched and constantly stirred. an extra pot of boiling cider was kept near, to add to the apple butter as the cider boiled away. if cooked slowly, a whole day or longer will be consumed in cooking. when the apple butter had almost finished cooking, about the last hour, sweeten to taste with sugar (brown sugar was frequently used). spices destroy the true apple flavor, although aunt sarah used sassafras root, dug from the near-by woods, for flavoring her apple butter, and it was unexcelled. the apple butter, when cooked sufficiently, should be a dark rich color, and thick like marmalade, and the cider should not separate from it when a small quantity is tested on a saucer. an old recipe at the farm called for gallons of cider to buckets of cider apples, and to gallons of apple butter pounds of sugar were used. pour the apple butter in small crocks used for this purpose. cover the top of crocks with paper, place in dry, cool store-room, and the apple butter will keep several years. in olden times sweet apples were used for apple butter, boiled in sweet cider, then no sugar was necessary. small brown, earthen pots were used to keep this apple butter in, it being only necessary to tie paper over the top. dozens of these pots, filled with apple butter, might have been seen in aunt sarah's store-room at the farm at one time. canned tomatoes when canning red tomatoes select those which ripen early in the season, as those which ripen later are usually not as sweet. wash the tomatoes, pour scalding water over, allow them to stand a short time, when skins may be easily removed. cut tomatoes in several pieces, place over fire in porcelain-lined preserving kettle and cook about minutes, or until an orange-colored scum rises to the top. fill perfectly clean sterilised jars with the hot tomatoes fill quickly before they cool. place rubber and top on jar, and when jars have become perfectly cold (although they may, apparently, have been perfectly air-tight), the tops should be given another turn before standing away for the winter; failing to do this has frequently been the cause of inexperienced housewives' ill success when canning tomatoes. also run the dull edge of a knife blade carefully around the top of jar, pressing down the outer edge and causing it to fit more closely. aunt sarah seldom lost a jar of canned tomatoes, and they were as fine flavored as if freshly picked from the vines. she was very particular about using only new tops and rubbers for her jars when canning tomatoes. if the wise housewife takes these precautions, her canned tomatoes should keep indefinitely. aunt sarah allowed her jars of tomatoes to stand until the day following that on which the tomatoes were canned, to be positively sure they were cold, before giving the tops a final turn. stand away in a dark closet. euchered peaches twelve pounds of pared peaches (do not remove pits), pounds of sugar and gill of vinegar boiled together a few minutes, drop peaches into this syrup and cook until heated through, when place peaches in air-tight jars, pour hot syrup over and seal. aunt sarah's method of canning corn three quarts of sweet corn cut from the cob, cup of sugar / cup of salt and pint of cold water. place these ingredients together in a large bowl; do this early in the morning and allow to stand until noon of the same day; then place all together in a preserving kettle on the range and cook twenty minutes. fill glass jars which have been sterilized. the work of filling should be done as expeditiously as possible; be particular to have jar-tops screwed on tightly. when jars have become cool give tops another turn, to be positive they are air-tight before putting away for the winter. when preparing this canned corn for the table, drain all liquid from the corn when taken from the can, pour cold water over and allow to stand a short time on the range until luke-warm. drain and if not _too_ salt, add a small quantity of fresh water, cook a few minutes, season with butter, add a couple tablespoonfuls of sweet milk; serve when hot. this canned corn possesses the flavor of corn freshly cut from the cob. sarah landis had used this recipe for years and 'twas seldom she lost a can. dried sweet corn in season when ears of sweet corn are at their best for cooking purposes, boil double the quantity necessary for one meal, cut off kernels and carefully scrape remaining pulp from cob. spread on agate pans, place in a hot oven a short time (watch closely) and allow it to remain in a cooled oven over night to dry. when perfectly dry place in bags for use later in the season. when the housewife wishes to prepare dried corn for the table, one cup of the dried corn should be covered with cold water and allowed to stand until the following day, when place in a stew-pan on the range and simmer slowly several hours; add / teaspoonful of sugar, tablespoonful of butter, salt and pepper. this corn aunt sarah considered sweeter and more wholesome than canned corn and she said "no preservatives were used in keeping it." when chestnuts were gathered in the fall of the year, at the farm, they were shelled as soon as gathered, then dried and stored away for use in the winter. aunt sarah frequently cooked together an equal amount of chestnuts and dried corn; the combination was excellent. the chestnuts were soaked in cold water over night. the brown skin of the chestnuts may be readily removed after being covered with boiling water a short time. preserved cherries aunt sarah's preserved cherries were fine, and this was her way of preparing them: she used pound of granulated sugar to quart of pitted cherries. she placed the pitted cherries on a large platter and sprinkled the sugar over them. she allowed them to stand several hours until the cherries and sugar formed a syrup on platter. she then put cherries, sugar and juice all together in a preserving kettle, set on range, and cooked minutes. she then skimmed out the cherries and boiled the syrup minutes longer, then returned the cherries to syrup. let come to a boil. she then removed the kettle from the fire, spread all on a platter and let it stand in the hot sun two successive days, then put in glass air-tight jars or in tumblers and covered with paraffin. a combination of cherries and strawberries preserved together is fine, and, strange to say, the flavor of strawberries predominates. a fine flavored preserve is also made from a combination of cherries and pineapple. frozen desserts--aunt sarah's frozen "fruit custard" one tablespoonful of granulated gelatine soaked in enough milk to cover. place cups of sugar and / cup of milk in a stew-pan on the range and boil until it spins a thread; that is, when a little of the syrup is a thread-like consistency when dripped from a spoon. allow it to cool. add dissolved gelatine and quart of sweet cream. one box of strawberries, or the same amount of any fruit liked, may be added to the mixture; freeze as ordinary ice cream. this dessert as prepared by aunt sarah was delicious as any ice cream and was used by her more frequently than any other recipe for a frozen dessert. sherbet frau schmidt gave mary this simple recipe for making any variety of sherbet: cups of sugar, tablespoonful of flour, mixed with the sugar and boiled with quart of water; when cold, add quart of any variety of fruit. freeze in same manner as when making ice cream. ice cream--a simple recipe given mary when preparing this ice cream mary used the following: three cups of cream and cup of milk, egg and cup of pulverized sugar (were beaten together until light and creamy). this, with teaspoonful of vanilla flavoring, was added to the milk and cream. the cream should be scalded in warm weather. the egg and sugar should then be added to the scalded milk and cream, stirring them well together. when the mixture has cooled, strain it into the can of the freezer. three measures of cracked ice to one of salt should be used. the ice and salt, well-mixed, were packed around the freezer. the crank was turned very slowly the first ten minutes, until the mixture had thickened, when it was turned more rapidly until the mixture was frozen. frau schmidt's ice cream this recipe for ice cream is simple and the ice cream is good. a boiled custard was prepared, consisting of quart of milk, eggs, between and cups of granulated sugar. when the custard coated the spoon she considered it cooked sufficiently. removed from the fire. when cold she beat into the custard quart of rich cream and teaspoonful of vanilla, turned the mixture into the freezer, packed outside tub with ice and salt. it was frozen in the ordinary manner. maple parfait for this rich, frozen dessert mary beat eggs lightly, poured slowly over them cup of hot maple syrup, cooked in a double boiler, stirring until very thick. she strained it, and when cold added pint of cream. she beat all together, poured into a mold, packed the mold in ice and salt, and allowed it to stand hours. this is a very rich frozen dessert, too rich to be served alone. it should be served with lemon sherbet or frozen custard with a lemon flavoring, as it is better served with a dessert less rich and sweet. ice cream made by beating with paddle this recipe for a delicious and easily prepared ice cream was given mary by a friend living in philadelphia and is not original. she found the ice cream excellent and after having tried the recipe used no other. a custard was made of quart of scalded milk, eggs, cups of sugar. the eggs were beaten light, then sugar was added, then the hot milk was poured over and all beaten together. she put all in a double boiler and stirred about ten minutes, until thick and creamy. a small pinch of soda was added to prevent curdling. when the custard was perfectly cold she stirred in three cups of sweet, cold cream, flavored with either vanilla or almond flavoring, and beat all together five minutes, then turned the mixture into the freezer, packed well with pounded ice and coarse salt. she covered the freezer with the ice and salt and threw a heavy piece of old carpet or burlap over the freezer to exclude the air. she let it stand one hour, then carefully opened the can containing the cream, not allowing any salt to get in the can. with a long, thin-handled knife she scraped down the frozen custard from the sides of the freezer, and with a thin wooden paddle beat it hard and fast for about five minutes. this made the cream fine and smooth. any fruit may now be added, and should be mixed in before the cream is covered. the cream should be beaten as quickly as possible and covered as soon as the fruit has been added. aunt sarah usually made peach ice cream when peaches were in season. fine ripe peaches were pared and pitted, then finely mashed, small cups of sugar being added to a pint of mashed peaches. she allowed the peach mixture to stand one hour before adding to the beaten cream. when the mashed peaches had been added to the cream, she fastened the lid and drained off part of the water in outer vessel, packed more ice and salt about the can in the freezer, placed a weight on top to hold it down, covered closely with a piece of old carpet to exclude the air, left it stand three or four hours. the beating was all the labor required. the dasher or crank was not turned at all when making the ice cream, and when frozen it was delicious. mary was told by her aunt of a friend in a small town, with a reputation for serving delicious ice cream, who always made ice cream by beating with a paddle, instead of making it by turning a crank in a freezer. aunt sarah's recipe for frozen custard one quart of rich, sweet milk, tablespoons of corn starch, eggs, cup of sugar, small tablespoon of vanilla. cook the milk in a double boiler, moisten corn starch with a little milk. stir it into the hot milk until it begins to thicken. beat sugar and eggs together until creamy, add to the hot milk, cook a minute, remove from fire, add the vanilla, and when cool freeze. crush the ice into small pieces, for the finer the ice the quicker the custard will freeze, then mix the ice with a fourth of the quantity of coarse rock salt, about pounds ice and pounds salt will be required to pack sides and cover top of a four-quart freezer. place can in tub, mix and fill in ice and salt around the can, turn the crank very slowly until the mixture is thoroughly chilled. keep hole in top of tub open. when mixture is cold, turn steadily until it turns rather hard. when custard is frozen, take out inside paddle, close the freezer, run off the salt water, repack and allow to stand several hours. at the end of that time it is ready to serve. pineapple cream this is a delicious dessert, taught mary by aunt sarah. she used quart sweet cream, - / cups sugar, beaten together. it was frozen in an ice cream freezer. she then pared and cut the eyes from one ripe pineapple and flaked the pineapple into small pieces with a silver fork, sprinkled sugar over and let it stand until sugar dissolved. she then stirred this into the frozen cream and added also the beaten white of one egg. packed ice and salt around freezer and allowed it to stand several hours before using. mary's aunt always cooked pineapple or used canned pineapple with a rich syrup when adding fruit before the cream was frozen. mary's recipe for peach cream mary made ice cream when peaches were plentiful; she used quart of sweet cream, sweetened to taste (about cups sugar) and quarts of ripe peaches mashed and sweetened before adding to cream. freeze in ordinary manner. if peaches were not fine flavored, she added a little almond flavoring. lemon sherbet this is the way frau schmidt taught mary to make this dessert. she used for the purpose quart of water, lemons, tablespoons gelatine, large cups sugar. she soaked the gelatine in about cup of water. she squeezed out the juice of lemons, rejecting seeds and pulp. she allowed a cup of water out of the quart to soak the gelatine. this mixture was put in an ice cream freezer and frozen. frau schmidt's frozen custard - / quarts milk. cups sugar. eggs. - / tablespoonfuls of flour. scald the milk in a double boiler. moisten flour (she preferred _flour_ to corn starch for this purpose) with a small quantity of cold milk, and stir into the scalded milk. beat together egg yolks and sugar until light and creamy, then add the stiffly beaten whites of eggs and stir all into the boiling milk. cool thoroughly, flavor with vanilla and freeze as you would ice cream. when partly frozen crushed strawberries or peaches may be added in season. a little more sugar should then he added to the fruit, making a dessert almost equal to ice cream. in winter one cup of dried currants may be added, also one tablespoonful of sherry wine, if liked. caramel ice cream scald one pint of sweet milk in a double boiler. stir into it one cup of sugar and one rounded tablespoonful of flour, which had been mixed smoothly with a small quantity of the milk before scalding. add two eggs which had been beaten together until light and creamy. at the same time the milk was being scalded, a fry-pan containing one cup of granulated sugar was placed on the range; this should be watched carefully, on account of its liability to scorch. when sugar has melted it will be brown in color and liquid, like molasses, and should then be thoroughly mixed with the foundation custard. cook the whole mixture ten minutes and stand aside to cool; when perfectly cold add a pinch of salt, one quart of sweet cream, and freeze in the ordinary manner. cherry sherbet aunt sarah taught mary to prepare this cheap and easily made dessert of the various berries and fruits as they ripened. currants, strawberries, raspberries and cherries were used. they were all delicious and quickly prepared. the ice for freezing was obtained from a near-by creamery. the cherries used for this were not the common, sour pie cherries, so plentiful usually on many "bucks county farms," but a fine, large, red cherry, not very sour. when about to prepare cherry sherbet, mary placed over the fire a stew-pan containing quart of boiling water and pound of granulated sugar. boiled this together minutes. she added tablespoonful of granulated gelatine which had been dissolved in a very little cold water. when the syrup had cooled, she added the juice of half a lemon and quart of pitted cherries, mixed all together. poured it in the ice cream freezer, packed around well with coarse salt and pounded ice. she used part salt to parts ice. she turned the crank slowly at first, allowed it to stand a few minutes, then increased the speed. when the mixture was firm she removed the dasher. she allowed the water to remain with the ice and salt, as the ice-cold water helped to freeze it. she filled in ice and salt around the can in the freezer and on top of the can; covered the top of the freezer with a piece of old carpet and allowed it to stand a couple of hours, when it was ready to serve. almost any fruit or fruit juice, either fresh or canned, may be made into a delicious dessert by this rule. one quart of boiling water and pound of sugar boiled together to form a syrup, then add quart of juice or fruit and juice to measure exactly one quart. mix together according to directions and freeze. grape sherbet grape sherbet was made in this manner: the grapes were washed, picked from the stems and placed in a stew-pan over the fire. when hot remove from the fire and mash with a potato-masher and strain through a jelly bag, as if preparing to make jelly. boil together pound of granulated sugar and quart of water, about minutes. while hot add pint of grape juice and teaspoonful of granulated gelatine, which had been dissolved in a very little cold water, to the hot syrup. when the mixture was partly frozen add the stiffly beaten white of egg and tablespoonful of pulverized sugar, beaten together. all were stirred together, covered and stood away until cold. then placed in a freezer, iced as for ice cream, and frozen in the same manner as for cherry sherbet. the juice of all berries or fruits may be extracted in the same manner as that of grapes. wines and syrups--unfermented grape juice to pounds of stemmed concord grapes add quart of water, allow them to simmer on range until grapes have become soft. strain through a piece of cheese-cloth, being careful to press only the juice through, not the pulp of the grapes. return the grape juice to the preserving kettle and add / of a pound of sugar. allow the juice to just commence to boil, as cooking too long a time spoils the flavor of the juice. bottle at once, while juice is hot. bottles must be sterilized and air-tight if you expect grape juice to keep. cover corks with sealing wax. vinegar made from strawberries "aunt sarah" landis possessed the very finest flavored vinegar for cooking purposes, and this is the way it was made. she having a very plentiful crop of fine strawberries one season, put quarts of very ripe, mashed strawberries in a five-gallon crock, filled the crock with water, covered the top with cheese-cloth and allowed it to stand in a warm place about one week, when it was strained, poured into jugs and placed in the cellar, where it remained six months, perhaps longer, when it became very sharp and sour, and had very much the appearance of white wine with a particularly fine flavor. this was not used as a beverage, but as a substitute for cider in cooking. boiled cider for mince pies in autumn, when cider was cheap and plentiful on the farm, quarts of cider was boiled down to one, or, in this proportion, for use in mince meat during the winter. a quantity prepared in this manner, poured while hot in air-tight jars, will keep indefinitely. lemon syrup boil two cups of granulated sugar and one cup of water together for a few minutes until the sugar is dissolved, then add the juice of six well-scrubbed, medium-sized lemons; let come to a boil and add the grated yellow rind of three of the lemons. be careful not to use any of the white skin of the lemons, which is bitter. put in air-tight glass jars. this quantity fills one pint jar. a couple tablespoonfuls added to a tumbler partly filled with water and chipped ice makes a delicious and quickly prepared drink on a hot day. egg nogg add to the stiffly beaten white of one egg the slightly beaten yolk of egg. pour into glass tumbler, fill with cold sweet milk, sweeten with sugar to taste and a little grated nutmeg on top or a tablespoonful of good brandy. this is excellent for a person needing nourishment, and may be easily taken by those not able to take a raw egg in any other form. the egg nogg will be more easily digested if sipped slowly while eating a cracker or slice of crisply toasted bread. rose wine gather one quart of rose leaves, place in a bowl, pour over one quart of boiling water, let stand nine days, then strain, and to each quart of strained liquid add one pound of granulated sugar. allow to stand until next day, when sugar will be dissolved. pour into bottles, cork tightly, stand away for six months before using. aunt sarah had some which had been keeping two years and it was fine. dandelion wine four good quarts of dandelion blossoms, four pounds of sugar, six oranges, five lemons. wash dandelion blossoms and place them in an earthenware crock. pour five quarts of boiling water over them and let stand hours. then strain through a muslin bag, squeezing out all moisture from dandelions. put the strained juice in a deep stone crock or jug and add to it the grated rind and juice of the six oranges and five lemons. tie a piece of cheese-cloth over the top of jug and stand it in a warm kitchen about one week, until it begins to ferment. then stand away from stove in an outer kitchen or cooler place, not in the cellar, for three months. at the end of three months put in bottles. this is a clear, amber, almost colorless liquid. a pleasant drink of medicinal value. aunt sarah always used this recipe for making dandelion wine, but mary preferred a recipe in which yeast was used, as the wine could be used a short time after making. dandelion wine (made with yeast) four quarts of dandelion blossoms. pour over them four quarts of boiling water; let stand hours, strain and add grated rind and juice of two oranges and two lemons, four pounds of granulated sugar and two tablespoonfuls of home-made yeast. let stand one week, then strain and fill bottles. grape fruit punch two cups of grape juice, cups of water, - / cups of sugar, juice of lemons and oranges, sliced oranges, bananas and pineapples. serve the punch in sherbet glasses, garnished with marachino cherries. a substitute for maple syrup a very excellent substitute for maple syrup to serve on hot griddle cakes is prepared from pounds of either brown or white sugar and - / cups of water, in the following manner: place the stew-pan containing sugar and water on the back part of range, until sugar dissolves, then boil from to minutes, until the mixture thickens to the consistency of honey. remove from the range and add a few drops of vanilla or "mapleine" flavoring. a tiny pinch of cream of tartar, added when syrup commences to boil, prevents syrup granulating; too large a quantity of cream of tartar added to the syrup would cause it to have a sour taste. salted almonds or peanuts blanch pounds of shelled almonds or peanuts (the peanuts, of course, have been well roasted) by pouring quart of boiling water over them. allow them to stand a short time. drain and pour cold water over them, when the skin may be easily removed. place in a cool oven until dry and crisp. put a small quantity of butter into a pan. when hot, throw in the nuts and stir for a few minutes, sprinkle a little salt over. many young cooks do not know that salted peanuts are almost equally as good as salted almonds and cheaper. peanuts should always be freshly roasted and crisp. peanut butter when peanuts have been blanched, are cold, dry and crisp, run them through a food chopper. do not use the _very finest_ cutter, as that makes a soft mass. or they may be crushed with a rolling pin. season with salt, spread on thinly-sliced, buttered bread. they make excellent sandwiches. or run peanuts through food chopper which has an extra fine cutter especially for this purpose. the peanuts are then a thick, creamy mass. thin this with a small quantity of olive oil, or melted butter, if preferred. season with salt and you have "peanut butter," which, spread on slices of buttered bread, makes a delicious sandwich, and may frequently take the place of meat sandwiches. nuts, when added to salads, bread or cake, add to their food value. a club sandwich on a thinly-cut slice of toasted bread lay a crisp lettuce leaf and a thin slice of broiled bacon. on that a slice of cold, boiled chicken and a slice of ripe tomato. place a spoonful of mayonnaise on the tomato, on this a slice of toasted bread. always use stale bread for toast and if placed in a hot oven a minute before toasting it may be more quickly prepared. candies-walnut molasses taffy place cups of new orleans molasses and / cup of brown sugar in a stew-pan on the range and cook; when partly finished cooking (this may be determined by a teaspoonful of the mixture forming a soft ball when dropped in water), add tablespoonful of flour, moistened with a small quantity of water, and cook until a teaspoonful of the mixture becomes brittle when dropped in cold water; at this stage add scant teaspoonful of baking soda (salaratus). stir, then add cup of coarsely chopped black walnut meats; stir all together thoroughly, and pour into buttered pans to become cool. cocoanut creams grate medium-sized cocoanut, place in a bowl, add pounds of confectioners' sugar, mix with the cocoanut; then add the stiffly beaten white of egg and teaspoonful of vanilla; knead this as you would bread for or minutes. if the cocoanut is a large or a dry one, about / pound more sugar will be required. shape the mixture into small balls, press halves of english walnut meats into each ball, or have them plain, if preferred. stand aside in a cool place a half hour. melt a half cake of baker's unsweetened chocolate, add a half teaspoonful of paraffin, roll the small balls in this chocolate mixture until thoroughly coated. place on waxed paper to dry. from the ingredients in this recipe was made pounds of candy. fudge (as made by mary) two cups of granulated sugar, cup of sweet milk, / cup of butter, / cake or squares of baker's unsweetened chocolate. cook all together until when tried in water it forms a soft ball. remove from fire, flavor with vanilla, beat until creamy, pour in buttered pan and when cooled cut in squares. a delicious "chocolate cream" candy place in an agate stew-pan cups of granulated sugar, cup of sweet milk, butter size of an egg. cook all together until it forms a soft ball when a small quantity is dropped into cold water. then beat until creamy. add a half a cup of any kind of chopped nut meats. spread on an agate pie-tin and stand aside to cool. for the top layer take cup of sugar, / cup milk and butter size of an egg, small squares of a cake of baker's unsweetened chocolate. cook together until it forms a soft ball in water. beat until creamy. add half a teaspoonful of vanilla, spread over top of first layer of candy and stand away until it hardens and is quite cold. mary's recipe for molasses taffy four tablespoonfuls new orleans molasses, tablespoonfuls sugar, tablespoonfuls water, teaspoonfuls butter, teaspoonful vanilla. boil all together until it becomes brittle when a small quantity is dropped in water. pour the mixture into buttered pans and when cool enough to handle, pull with the hands until a light creamy yellow shade. pull into long, thin strips, cut into small pieces with scissors. this taffy is fine if boiled a long enough time to become crisp and brittle, and you will be surprised at the quantity this small amount of sugar and molasses will make. recipe for making hard soap without boiling to make hard soap without boiling, empty a can of "lewis perfumed lye" (or any other good, reliable brand of lye) into a stone jar with tablespoonful powdered borax. add - / pints of cold water to the lye. stir until dissolved. be very careful not to allow any of the lye to touch hands or face. wear old gloves when emptying can and stirring lye. stand the dissolved lye in a cool place. the tin cans containing the fat to be used for soap (which have accumulated, been tried out, strained, and put in empty tin cans at different times) should be placed in the oven of range for a few minutes. when warm they may be turned out readily into a large stew-pan. put over fire and when all has dissolved and melted, strain through cheese-cloth bag into an agate dish pan. when weighed you should - / pounds of clear fat. a recipe telling exact quantity of fat and lye usually comes with can of lye. when temperature of fat is degrees by your thermometer (luke-warm), the lye should have been allowed to stand about hour from the time it was dissolved. it should then be the right temperature to mix with strained, luke-warm fat or grease not over degrees by thermometer. now slowly pour the dissolved lye over the fat (a half cup of ammonia added improves soap), stir together until lye and grease are thoroughly incorporated, and the mixture drops from the stirrer like honey. the soap may be scented by adding a few drops of oil of cloves, if liked. stir the mixture with a small wooden paddle or stick. stir slowly from to minutes, not longer, or the lye and fat may separate. pour all into a large agate dish pan lined with a piece of clean muslin. throw an old piece of carpet over the top and stand near the range until evening, when, if made early in the morning, a solid cake of soap, weighing - / pounds, may be turned out on a bake-board (previously covered with brown paper) and cut into pieces of good hard soap. lay the pieces of soap in a basket, cover to protect from dust, and stand in a warm room to dry thoroughly before using. soap made according to these directions should be solid and almost as white as ivory if the fat used has not been scorched. this soap is excellent for scrubbing and laundry purposes. the greater length of time the soap is kept, the better it will become. the grease used may be clarified by adding water and cooking a short time. stand away and when cool remove fat from top, wiping off any moisture that may appear. soap-making is a _small economy_. of course, the young housewife will not use for soap _any fat_ which could be utilized for frying, etc., but she will be surprised to find, when she once gets the saving habit, how quickly she will have the quantity of fat needed for a dollar's worth of soap by the small outlay of the price of a can of lye, not counting her work. the young, inexperienced housewife should be careful not to use too small a stew-pan in which to heat the fat, and should not, under any circumstance, leave the kitchen while the fat is on the range, as grave results might follow carelessness in this respect. to imitate chestnut wood before painting the floor it was scrubbed thoroughly with the following: one-half cup of "household ammonia" added to four quarts of water. the floor, after being well scrubbed with this, was wiped up with pure, clean water and allowed to get perfectly dry before painting. for the ground color, or first coat of paint on the floor, after the cracks in floor had been filled with putty or filler, mix together five pounds of white lead, one pint of turpentine and about a fourth of a pound of yellow ochre, add tablespoon of japan dryer. this should make one quart of paint a light tan or straw color, with which paint the floor and allow it to dry twenty-four hours, when another coat of the same paint was given the floor and allowed to dry another twenty-four hours, then a graining color, light oak, was used. this was composed of one pint of turpentine, one teaspoon of graining color and two tablespoons of linseed oil, and tablespoon of japan dryer, all mixed together. this was about the color of coffee or chocolate. when the wood had been painted with this graining color, before drying, a fine graining comb was passed lightly over to imitate the grain of wood. this was allowed to dry twenty-four hours, when a coat of floor varnish was given. the room was allowed to dry thoroughly before using. the imitation of natural chestnut was excellent. measures and weights when a recipe calls for one cup of anything, it means one even cup, holding one-half pint, or two gills. one cup is equal to four wine glasses. one wine glass is equal to four tablespoons of liquid, or one-quarter cup. two dessertspoonfuls equal one tablespoonful. six tablespoonfuls of liquid equal one gill. two tablespoonfuls dry measure equal one gill. two gills equal one cup. two cups, or four gills, equal one pint. four cups of flour weigh one pound and four cups of flour equal one quart. one even cup of flour is four ounces. two cups (good measure) of granulated sugar weigh one pound and measure one pint. two cups butter equal one pound. a pint of liquid equals one pound. a cup of milk or water is ounces. two tablespoonfuls liquid equal one ounce. one salt spoonful is / teaspoonful. four tablespoonfuls equal one wine glass. piece of butter size of an egg equals two ounces, or two tablespoons. a tablespoonful of butter melted means the butter should be first measured then melted. one even tablespoonful of unmelted butter equals one ounce. one tablespoonful sugar, good measure, equals one ounce. ordinary silver tablespoon was used for measuring, not a large mixing spoon. cooking schedule to use with the oven thermometer of a gas stove _to cook_-- _cook for_-- bread, white ° minutes biscuit, small ° minutes biscuit, large ° minutes beef, roast rare ° minutes per pound beef, roast well done ° minutes per pound { fruit ° hours { sponge ° minutes cake { loaf ° minutes { layer ° minutes { cookies ° minutes chickens ° hours custards ° to ° minutes duck ° hours fish ° to ° hour ginger bread ° to ° minutes halibut ° to ° minutes lamb ° hours mutton, rare ° to ° minutes per pound mutton, well done ° minutes per pound pie crust ° minutes pork ° to ° - / hours potatoes ° hour { bread ° to ° hour { plum ° to ° hour puddings { rice ° to ° minutes { tapioca ° to ° minutes rolls ° to ° minutes turkeys ° hours veal ° - / hours when a teacher of "domestic science," the professor's wife was accustomed to using a pyrometer, or oven thermometer, to determine the proper temperature for baking. she explained its advantages over the old-fashioned way of testing the oven to mary and gave her a copy of the "cooking schedule," to put in her recipe book, which mary found of great assistance, and said she would certainly have a range with an oven thermometer should she have a home of her own, and persuaded aunt sarah to have one placed in the oven door of her range. the end. index to recipes page small economies, "left-overs" or "iverich bleibst" the many uses of stale bread "brod grummella" "croutons" and crumbs "zweibach" german egg bread creamed toast bread and rolls "bucks county" hearth-baked rye bread frau schmidt's good white bread (sponge method) excellent graham bread graham bread (an old recipe) "mary's" recipe for wheat bread frau schmidt's easily-made graham bread whole wheat bread nut bread "frau" schmidt's "quick bread" an "oatmeal loaf" "aunt sarah's" white bread (sponge method) recipe for pulled bread aunt sarah's "hutzel brod" aunt sarah's white bread and rolls aunt sarah's raised rolls clover-leaf rolls "polish" rye bread (as baked in bucks county) perfect breakfast rolls an old recipe for good bread steamed brown bread a wholesome bread (made from bran) "frau" schmidt's "hutzel brod" aunt sarah's "quickly made brown bread" "stirred" oatmeal bread nut and raisin bread "saffron" raisin bread raised rolls "grandmother's" pine raised biscuits "stirred" bread potato biscuits aunt sarah's potato yeast raised cakes "perfection" potato cakes mary's recipe for cinnamon buns "kleina kaffe kuchen" "grossmutter's" potato cakes aunt sarah's "bread dough" cake "good, cheap" dutch cakes recipe for "light cakes" (given to mary by a farmer's wife) butter "schimmel" "bucks county" doughnuts extra fine "quaker bonnet" biscuits bucks county cinnamon "kuchen" moravian sugar cakes "mary's" potato cakes "german" raisin cake "kaffee krantz" (coffee wreath) "mondel krantz" the professor's wife's recipe for dutch cakes farmer's pound cake german "coffee bread" "fast nacht kuchen" (doughnuts) "kaffee kuchen" (coffee cake) "streusel kuchen" muffins, biscuits, griddle cakes and waffles sally lunn (as aunt sarah made it) aunt sarah's recipe for "johnny cake" "mary's" breakfast muffins rice muffins indian pone "pfannkuchen" (pancakes) "extra fine" baking powder biscuits "flannel" cakes made from sour milk "flannel" cakes with baking powder frau schmidt's recipe for waffles "crumb" corn cakes grandmother's recipe for buttermilk waffles "bread" griddle cakes never fail "flannel" cakes waffles made from sweet milk and baking powder "bucks county" buckwheat cakes delicious corn cakes rice waffles (as aunt sarah made them) "german" egg-pancakes (not cheap) "frau schmidt's" griddle cake recipe mary's recipe for corn cakes aunt sarah's delicious cream biscuits mary's muffins "corn muffins" (as made by frau schmidt) strawberry short cake (as frau schmidt made it) perfection waffles recipe for making "baking powder" fritters, croquettes, dumplings and crullers "kartoffle balla" (potato balls) "boova shenkel" rice balls with cheese "kartoffle klose" rice croquets (and lemon sauce) corn oysters banana fritters parsnip fritters aunt sarah's "schnita and knopf" a very old recipe for "knopf" (or dumplings) "kartoffle kuklein" (potato fritter or boofers) rosettes, wafers and rosenkuehen "bairische dampfnudein" "heller bluther kuklein" "apyl kuklein" (apple fritters) dumplings made from "bread sponge" "leber klose" (liver dumplings) frau schmidt's "old recipe for schnitz and knopf" "brod knodel," or bread dumplings "german" pot pie "zwelchen dampfnudeln" green corn fritters "mouldasha" (parsley pies) inexpensive drop crullers batter baked with gravy "german" sour cream crullers grandmother's doughnuts fine "drop crullers" soups and chowders vegetable soup "marklose" balls for soup egg balls for soup "suppee schwangen" cream of oyster bouillon "german" noodle soup cream of celery oyster stew clam broth turkey soup cream of pea soup tomato soup "frau" schmidt's clam soup clam chowder brown potato chowder bean chowder bouillon "farmer's" rice philadelphia "pepperpot" "german" vegetable soup a cheap rice and tomato soup fish, clams and oysters boned shad croquettes of cold cooked fish shad roe scalloped oysters deviled oysters planked shad broiled mackerel codfish bails fried oysters panned oysters oysters steamed in the shell a recipe given mary for "oyster cocktail" oyster croquettes frau schmidt's way of serving "oyster cocktails" salmon loaf creamed salmon oyster canapes meat "sauergebratens" (german pot roast) "hungarian goulash" broiled steak stewed shin of beef hamburg steak meat stew with dumplings extending the meat flavor preparing a pot roast stuffed breast of veal "gedampftes rinderbrust" "paprikash" beef stew savory beef roll veal cutlets meat "snitzel" sirloin steaks meat balls veal loaf sweet breads (breaded) fried "liver and bacon" beef steak served with peas creamed "dried beef" creamed sweetbreads meat croquettes stewed rabbit roast lamb "gefullte rinderbrust" (stuffed breast of beef) german style fried peppers with pork chops boiled ham sliced ham roast pork pork chops "home-made" sausage aunt sarah's method of keeping sausage souse utilizing cold meat "left-overs" fowl roast chicken or turkey bread filling (as aunt sarah prepared it) fried chicken with cream gravy stewed or steamed chicken vegetables white potatoes baked potatoes various ways of using small potatoes scalloped potatoes candied sweet potatoes sweet potato croquettes potato chips fried eggplant baked stuffed peppers chili (as prepared in new mexico) baked cabbage crimson creamed beets buttered beets pickled "mangelwurzel" german steamed cabbage bean "snitzel" boiled spinach fried onions and potatoes steamed asparagus (pine) pasture mushrooms steamed mushrooms (delicious) stewed tomatoes sweet corn fried tomatoes with "cream sauce" baked "stuffed tomatoes" "canned tomatoes," fried or (tomato fritters) "bucks county" baked beans cooked hominy grated parsnip cakes to make "sauer kraut" dumplings to serve with "sauer kraut" parsley dried to preserve its _green_ color time required to cook vegetables common cream sauce preparation of savory gravies the good flavor of "browned flour" butter, cheese and suet a substitute for butter (as aunt sarah prepared it) "butter"--as it was made at the farm, "by aunt sarah" "smier kase," or cottage cheese uses of sweet drippings and suet eggs "eierkuchen," or omelette hard boiled eggs soft boiled eggs an egg and tomato omelette mushroom omelette a clam omelette deviled eggs eggs in cream sauce aunt sarah's method of preserving eggs in "water glass" to test fresh eggs salads aunt sarah's salad dressing dutch cucumber salad carrot salad "an old recipe" for chicken salad german potato salad german turnip salad "german" salad dressing mary's potato salad mary's recipe for salad dressing "fruit" salad dressing grape fruit salad "a good, inexpensive" salad dressing imitation "lobster salad" "german" horseradish sauce mayonnaise dressing (in which olive oil is used) mustard dressing to serve with sliced tomatoes chicken salad pepper hash german bean salad meat salads beverages coffee cocoa chocolate boiled water tea iced tea puddings rice pudding frau schmidt's apple dumplings "caramel custard" as mary prepared it aunt sarah's bread pudding "steamed" bread pudding an economical "bread and apple pudding" cup custards frau schmidt's graham pudding "sponge" bread pudding (sauce) aunt sarah's cottage pudding (sauce) apple "strudel" "lemon meringue" pudding suet pudding (sauce) steamed fruit pudding (sauce) cornmeal pudding huckleberry pudding tapioca custard delicious baked peach pudding caramel custard "aunt sarah's" rhubarb pudding "vanilla sauce" for rhubarb pudding rice custard "mary's" cup pudding (from stale bread) (sauce) "buckwheat minute" pudding peach tapioca aunt sarah's plain boiled pudding pudding sauce apple tapioca steamed walnut pudding "cornmeal sponge" pudding mary's corn starch pudding apple johnny cake (served as a pudding) a good and cheap tapioca pudding "gotterspeise" spanish cream graham pudding "pennsylvania" plum pudding (for thanksgiving day) (sauce) "slice" bread pudding cereals oatmeal porridge cooked rice cornmeal mush macaroni baked macaroni and cheese cakes cake making frau schmidt's lemon cake fine "krum kuchen" aunt sarah's "quick dutch cakes" a reliable layer cake boiled icing a delicious "spice layer cake" (icing) an inexpensive cocoa cake aunt sarah's walnut gingerbread aunt sarah's "german crumb cakes" baked in crusts "sour cream" molasses cake economy cake ginger cake a very economical german clove cake (icing) cake icing for various cakes mary's recipe for "hot milk sponge" cake cheap "molasses gingerbread" aunt sarah's extra fine large sponge cake angel cake (aunt sarah's recipe) aunt sarah's good and cheap "country fruit cake" a "sponge custard" cake custard grandmother's excellent "old" recipe for marble cake mary's molasses cakes chocolate icing for molasses cake hickory nut cake "light brown" sugar cake "angel food" layer cake mary's chocolate cake cocoa filling a cheap orange cake frau schmidt's molasses cake apple sauce cake icing "schwarz" cake (and chocolate filling) apple cream cake apple cream pilling for cake a "half pound" cake a delicious icing (not cheap) cocoanut layer cake the filling gold layer cake sunshine sponge cake an inexpensive dark "chocolate layer cake" angel cake mary's chocolate loaf (made with sour milk) inexpensive sunshine cake mary's recipe for orange cake and filling for cake roll jelly cake aunt sarah's cinnamon cake gelb kuchen (yellow cake) devil's food cake a cheap cocoanut layer cake lady baltimore cake and icing an inexpensive "white fruit cake" a good and cheap "white cake" chocolate icing (very good) tip-top cake orange cake and filling cheap sponge cake caramel cake and icing a white cake "dutch" currant cake (no yeast used) an "old recipe" for coffee cake a "cheap" brown sugar cake fran schmidt's "german christmas cake" aunt sarah's "shellbark layer cake" imperial cake (baked for mary's wedding) a light fruit cake (for christmas) english cake (similar to a white fruit cake) grandmother's fruit cake (baked for mary's wedding) an old recipe for pound cake "bucks county" molasses cakes (baked in pastry) "brod torte" a delicious chocolate cake chocolate icing a white cocoanut cake a potato cake (no yeast required) a citron cake aunt amanda's spice "kuchen" a good, cheap chocolate cake an tee cream cake small sponge cakes small cakes and cookies "aunt sarah's" little lemon cakes oatmeal crisps aunt sarah's ginger snaps german "lebkuchen" (icing) grandmother's molasses cakes angel cakes (baked in gem pans) "almond brod" "grossmutter's" honey cakes lemon wafers or drop cakes frau schmidt's sugar cookies almond macaroons "honig kuchen" (honey cakes) frau schmidt's molasses snaps hickory nut cakes "lebkuchen" fruit jumbles brown pfeffernussen small oatmeal cakes frau schmidt's recipe for "german" almond slices "july ann's" ginger snaps cocoanut cookies chocolate cookies small "belsnickel" christmas cakes "pennsylvania dutch" kisses little crumb cakes delicious vanilla wafers (as mary made them) macaroons (as aunt sarah made them) "springerles" (german christmas cakes) oatmeal cookies peanut biscuits plain cookies walnut rocks cinnamon wafers (as aunt sarah made them) zimmet waffles (as made by frau schmidt) "braune lebkuchen" peanut cookies pies flaky pie crust aunt sarah's lemon pie the professor's wife's superior pastry mary's lemon meringue (made with milk) apple tart raisin or "rosina" pie snitz pie mary's recipe for "plain pumpkin" pies chocolate pie "pebble dash," or shoo fly pie (as aunt sarah made it) vanilla crumb "crusts" (the crumbs for crusts) "kasha kuchen" or cherry cake "rivel kuchen" aunt sarah's lemon meringue a country batter pie pumpkin pie (aunt sarah's recipe) white potato custard (aunt sarah's recipe) "rhubarb custard" pie "lemon apple" pie green currant pie a country "molasses" pie a mock cherry pie aunt sarah's custard pie plain rhubarb pie mary's cream pie apple custard pie lemon pie with crumbs aunt sarah's butter scotch pie green tomato mince meat orange meringue (a pie) grandmother's recipe for "mince meat" "twentieth century" mince meat a "dutch" recipe for pumpkin pie mary's cocoanut custard pie grape pie sour cherry pie aunt sarah's "strawberry" pie "florendine" pie aunt sarah's "cheese cake," or pie "frau" schmidt's lemon pie pickles spiced cucumbers mixed sauce to serve with meats pepper relish pickled red cabbage mustard pickles aunt sarah's cucumber pickles "rot pfeffers" filled with cabbage an old recipe for spiced pickles aunt sarah's recipe for "chili sauce" tomato catsup pickled beets marmalades, preserves and canned fruits "frau" schmidt's recipe for apple butter cranberry sauce preserved "yellow ground cherries" "wunderselda" marmalade aunt sarah's spiced pears peach marmalade aunt sarah's ginger pears pear and pieapple marmalade grape butter canned sour cherries candied orange peel aunt sarah's "cherry marmalade" aunt sarah's "quince honey" pickled peaches currant jelly pineapple honey preserved pineapple grape conserve mary's recipe for rhubarb jam apple sauce rhubarb marmalade as "frau schmidt" made it grape fruit marmalade orange marmalade cherry "relish" canned peaches pear conserve lemon honey canned string beans preserved "german prunes" or plums "bucks county" apple butter canned tomatoes euchered peaches aunt sarah's method of canning corn dried sweet corn preserved cherries frozen desserts aunt sarah's frozen "fruit custard" sherbet ice cream (a simple recipe given mary) frau schmidt's ice cream maple parfait ice cream made by beating with paddle aunt sarah's recipe for frozen custard pineapple cream mary's recipe for peach cream lemon sherbet frau schmidt's frozen custard caramel ice cream cherry sherbet grape sherbet wines and syrups unfermented grape juice vinegar made from strawberries boiled cider for mince pies lemon syrup egg nogg rose wine dandelion wine dandelion wine (made with yeast) grape fruit punch a substitute for maple syrup salted almonds or peanuts peanut butter a club sandwich candies walnut molasses taffy cocoanut creams fudge (as made by mary) a delicious chocolate cream candy mary's recipe for molasses taffy recipe for making hard soap without boiling to imitate chestnut wood measures and weights cooking schedule transcriber's note: text enclosed by underscores is in italics (_italics_). a caret (^) is used to indicate that the character following it is printed as superscript, such as y^e. printer's inconsistencies in spelling, punctuation and hyphenation have been retained. [illustration: junction of frankstown and luckahoe branches of the juniata below alexandria.] history of the early settlement of the juniata valley: embracing an account of the early pioneers, and the trials and privations incident to the settlement of the valley, predatory incursions, massacres, and abductions by the indians during the french and indian wars, and the war of the revolution, &c. by u. j. jones. philadelphia: published by henry b. ashmead, george st., above eleventh. . entered according to act of congress, in the year , by u. j. jones, in the clerk's office of the district court of the united states for the eastern district of pennsylvania. stereotyped by l. johnson and co. philadelphia. dedication. to major b. f. bell, bell's mills, blair county, pennsylvania. dear sir:--i hope your well-known modesty will not be shocked when your eyes encounter this notice. in dedicating to you the fruits of my first historical labors in the field of literature, allow me to say that i am governed by reasons that will justify me. in the first place, i may cite your well-known and often-expressed veneration and esteem for the memory of the brave old pioneers of our valley, their heroic deeds, and their indomitable energy and perseverance, under the most discouraging circumstances, in turning the unbroken wilderness into "a land flowing with milk and honey." secondly, you are the son of one of those self-same old pioneers, (now in his grave,) who, if not a direct actor in some of the scenes portrayed in the pages following, lived while they were enacted, and trod upon the ground where many of them occurred, while the actors in them were his friends and his neighbors. manifold, indeed, were the changes he witnessed during a long and useful career; but the common lot of humanity was his, and he now "sleeps the sleep that knows no waking," where once the lordly savage roamed, and made the dim old woods echo with his whoop, many, many years ago. lastly, it was through your encouragement that i undertook the task; and it was through your kind and liberal spirit that i was enabled to make it any thing more than an _unpublished_ history, unless i chose to let others reap the benefit of my labors. these things, sir, you may look upon as _private_, but i cannot refrain from giving them publicity, since i acknowledge that your liberality has entailed upon me a deeper debt of gratitude than i can repay by merely dedicating my work to you. allow me, therefore, to dedicate to you, as a small token of my esteem for you, the "history of the early settlement of the juniata valley." if there is any thing in it to interest the present generation and enlighten posterity, i am willing to divide the honor and glory of its paternity with you, for i am neither afraid nor ashamed to confess that, although i _wrote_ the _history_, it was through your generosity that i was enabled to _publish_ the _book_. a careful perusal of the work will, no doubt, convince you that i have labored studiously to make it interesting, not only to the resident of the valley, but to the general reader, who must admit that, if i have failed, it has not been for lack of the best exertions on my part. in conclusion, should the book prove a failure, and not come up to the expectations of my friends, you can console yourself with the reflection that you made a mistake by inciting the wrong man to an undertaking for which he was unqualified. a pleasant reflection! i have said, that, as you were the _originator_ of the book, you should share all the _honor_ that might arise from it. i will be more magnanimous still; if the history proves a mere catchpenny swindle, let the odium and execrations of a humbugged public fall upon the author. hollidaysburg, pa., _nov._ . preface. the design, object, and aim of the following pages can be summed up without any circumlocution. some ten or twelve years ago, a large volume of "historical collections of pennsylvania" was published by sherman day, which gave a brief history, among others, of the counties composing the valley of the juniata. this work was followed by a compilation, by i. d. rupp, esq., entitled "a history of northumberland, huntingdon, mifflin, centre, union, clinton, juniata, and columbia counties." the last, as far as our valley was concerned, was almost a reprint of the first, with some few additions gleaned from the colonial records and the archives of the state. both these works were most liberally subscribed for; in fact, the compilation of the counties had upwards of a _thousand_ subscribers in huntingdon county (blair not then formed) alone! the inducements held out, in order to gain such an extensive list, were, that the works would be graphic histories of the _early_ settlement of this country. in this they signally failed. true, here and there they gave an account of some early occurrence; but they were exceedingly brief, lacked detail, and in many instances were found grossly inaccurate. of course, they gave universal dissatisfaction, because the subscribers looked for a faithful record of the stirring events which occurred when this portion of the land of penn was "the dark and bloody ground." the descendants of many who figured in the trials incident to the settlement of the valley are still living. the fireside recitals of these events made them "as familiar as household words" among those who are now fast passing away; but they search _all_ histories in vain to find a faithful account of more than a moiety of the struggles, trials, and personal adventures of the pioneers, as well as the many cold-blooded indian massacres and depredations which spread desolation through the land, and laid waste the homes and firesides of so many who located in what was then a wilderness. let me not be understood as attempting to deny the merits of the works of which i have spoken. as _modern_ histories, giving accounts, or rather descriptions, of the country as it was at the time they were issued, they were faithful records. indeed, i will do mr. rupp the justice to say that i consider his compilation all it professes to be, according to his preface, in which he says: "a full and minute history of these counties can only be expected after a greater accumulation of historical facts is extant for that purpose." the facts necessary to give a minute history of the early settlement of the juniata have been accessible, although it must be admitted that those who could give them from reliable personal recollections have nearly all passed into "the valley and the shadow of death." some ten or twelve years ago, judge m'cune, judge adams, michael maguire, and edward bell, esq., met at the mansion of the latter gentleman, in antes township, blair county, by invitation. these were all old settlers, whose memories dated back to the struggle of the infant colonies for freedom; and most vividly did they recollect the indian butcheries when brave old england paid a stipulated price for rebel scalps. the reunion of these veterans was an epoch in their lives, for they had been children together, had travelled the same rugged path, and, with stalwart frames, sinewy arms, and willing hearts, had earned for themselves names, reputation, and earthly competence. well may we conjecture that, in fighting the battle of life over again in story, some interesting incidents were related. during this reunion, a history of the early settlement of the upper end of the valley was written, and the manuscript transmitted to the historical society of pennsylvania, in the expectation that it would be published in some of their works. this, however, never was done; and when application was made to the society for a return of the manuscript, it was either lost or mislaid. since then, one by one, these old patriots have passed from time to eternity, and the woods and valleys that knew them for three-quarters of a century shall know them no more. with them would, in all probability, have been buried many important facts, had not the author of these pages called upon the last survivor, michael maguire, in october last, and taken down, at length, all his early recollections. the time was most opportune, for he was even then upon his deathbed. the sands of a long life were evidently ebbing fast, and he knew it, for he gave it as his solemn conviction that the proposed recital of the past was the last he should ever make to mortal man. although enfeebled by age, and his body wasting away, his intellect was vigorous and unclouded, and his memory fresh as it was fourscore years ago. indeed, i soon found that he had the most retentive memory of any man i ever knew, because, in narrating incidents, he gave days, dates, and names, with such ease as almost to stagger belief. of course, to him i am mainly indebted for the material of that part of the history treating of the upper end of the valley, especially the occurrences between and . mr. m. died on the th inst. from a manuscript memoir of e. bell, esq., i have also been enabled to glean some useful information. he commenced it a short time before his death, and it is to be deeply regretted that a violent attack of rheumatism in the hand compelled him to abandon the work after writing some six or eight pages. i am also indebted to a number of persons for information that has been of value to me, whose names will be mentioned in another place in the work. if this volume fails to meet the expectations of those kind friends who have interested themselves in my behalf, it will not be for lack of zeal or perseverance on my part. i am free to confess that the language of the book is not clothed in that attractive garb which makes books popular in the age we live in; but then it must be remembered that i am not, worthy reader, submitting to your judgment a romance, but a history, based upon immutable and undying truths. u. j. jones. hollidaysburg, _nov._ . contents. page chapter i. the aborigines of the valley--their habits and customs chapter ii. history of the early settlers chapter iii. juniata island--an indian paradise--rev. david brainerd--the early settlers, hulings, watts, and baskins--indian battles--remarkable escape of mrs. hulings chapter iv. indian towns along the juniata--lost creek valley discovered--mexico first settled by capt. james patterson, in --indian attack upon settlers at the house of william white--massacre of white--capture of john riddle--his release from captivity, etc. chapter v. early settlers at licking creek--relics of an indian battle--house of robert campbell attacked--james campbell wounded and taken prisoner--scout sent from sherman's creek--encounter with indians at buffalo creek--five of the scout killed, etc. chapter vi. tuscarora valley--its early settlement--its mounds and its forts, massacres, etc. chapter vii. fort granville--old indian town--early settlers--captain jacobs-- assault and capture of the fort, etc. chapter viii. organization of mifflin county--dispute with huntingdon county about the boundary line--riot at lewistown, etc. chapter ix. kishicoquillas valley--the shawnee chief kishicokelas--the mingo chief logan chapter x. colonel john armstrong's expedition against kittaning--list of the killed and wounded--delaware chiefs, captain jacobs and shingas, etc. chapter xi. old indian town--indian paths--aughwick--murder of john armstrong and party--captain jack, the wild hunter of the juniata--george crogan, etc. chapter xii. raystown branch--early settlement of raystown--general forbes's expedition--colonels washington and boquet--colonel armstrong's letter--smith and his "black boys"--bloody run--robbery--indian massacres--revolutionary lieutenants of bedford county, etc. chapter xiii. raystown branch, continued--murder of sanders and his family-- englishman and his wife taken prisoners--felix skelly and mrs. elder taken captives--their return, etc. chapter xiv. standing stone, ancient and modern--murder of felix donnelly and his son francis, etc. chapter xv. trials of the early settlers--their forts and other means of defence, etc. chapter xvi. the early settlers--old hart, the indian trader chapter xvii. the continental mills of the valley chapter xviii. the cove--early settlement by dunkards--indian massacres and captivities--massacre of ullery and hammond--a resistant dunkard, etc. chapter xix. tommy coleman, the indian-fighter--surprise of the dunkard murderers, etc. chapter xx. sinking valley--the lead mines--fort roberdeau--indian murder and heroic conduct of a woman--encounter with a savage--massacre of roller and bebault, etc. chapter xxi. tories of the valley--their unfortunate expedition to join the indians at kittaning--captain john weston, the tory leader--captain thomas blair--capture of the brothers hicks--hanging a tory--narrow escape of two of weston's men, etc. chapter xxii. the tory hare--murder of loudenslager--abduction and murder of mrs. eaton and children--treatment of hare by the settlers, etc. chapter xxiii. moses donaldson--capture and murder of his wife and two children chapter xxiv. depredations at the mouth of spruce creek--murder of levi hicks-- scalping of his child chapter xxv. stone valley--mccormick's fort--murder of mrs. houston and james mcclees--a dealer in grain of the olden time chapter xxvi. tuckahoe--murder of john guilliford chapter xxvii. early settlement of scotch valley--the moore family--massacre of william moore--indian shot by a boy, etc. chapter xxviii. woodcock valley--massacre of elder--the breckenridge family--fight with, and destruction of, captain phillips's scout by the indians-- cruel massacre of ten men chapter xxix. water street--the beatty family--captain simonton--massacre of the dean family--captivity of john simonton, etc. chapter xxx. hollidaysburg--the holliday family--death of lieutenant holliday at the battle of brandywine--massacre of a portion of william holliday's family--john holliday, etc. chapter xxxi. old indian town of frankstown--indian burial-places--massacre of the bedford scout, etc. chapter xxxii. shaver's creek--mysterious death of old shaver--heroic conduct of two children--abduction of miss ewing and miss mccormick--peter crum, the last victim of the savages, etc. chapter xxxiii. warrior ridge--warrior's mark--job chillaway, shaney john, and captain logan, the last red men in the juniata valley chapter xxxiv. conclusion appendix. the valley as it is early settlement of the juniata valley. chapter i. the aborigines of the valley--their habits and their customs. when the persevering and adventurous anglo-saxon first entered the wilds of the juniata, his eye, as far as it could reach, beheld nothing but a dense forest; but his quick penetration observed its natural beauties, its advantages, and the fertility of its soil. hence he did not long stand upon the crest of the tuscarora mountain, debating the advantages to be derived from making it his home, or the risk he was taking upon himself in doing so, but plunged boldly down into the valley and called it his own. he found it peopled with dusky warriors and their families, who received him with open arms; and the golden hues of hope for the future lightened his cares, and made his privations no longer a burden. on the banks of the beautiful river the majestic stag trod, a very monarch; and the pellucid stream, from the bubbling brooks that formed it, to its mouth, was filled with the noble salmon and sportive trout, with little to molest them; for the indians did not possess the penchant for indiscriminate slaughter of game which characterized their successors. they held that the land was given to human beings by the good _manitou_ for a dwelling-place, and not for the purpose of being broken up and cultivated for game. the fish and game were also a free gift from the same spirit, for the support of his people. hence hunting and fishing for more than what would supply immediate and absolute wants were held in supreme contempt by the red man. the indians found in the valley, when the whites first invaded it, belonged to three or four tribes--the delawares, monseys, shawnees, and probably the tuscaroras; all of whom, with the exception of the latter, belonged to one of the eight great indian confederations scattered over the land, from the rocky mountains to what they called, in their figurative language, the rising of the sun. these indians called themselves the _lenni lenape_, or "original people," of which the delawares and monseys were by far the most numerous of the tribes settled in the valley. the shawnees, a restless, lawless, and ferocious band, were threatened with extermination by a powerful foe in florida, when they came to pennsylvania and craved the protection of the _lenapes_, which was granted to them, and they were permitted to settle upon the lands of the delawares. the delaware indians soon discovered that the shawnees were quarrelsome and treacherous neighbors, and their company not desirable. notice was given them to quit, and they settled upon the flats of the susquehanna, near wilkesbarre, and from thence they found their way to the juniata; and there is little doubt but that they were first and foremost in the depredations committed during the french and indian wars, as well as during the american revolution. the tuscaroras did not claim to belong to the _lenape_ tribes, yet a large portion of them lived in their territory. they came from the south, and joined the _aquanuschioni_, or "united people," known in history as the six nations. as they did not speak the language of either the "united people" or the "original people," it would appear that they were people on their own account, enjoying a sort of roving commission to hunt the lands and fish the streams of any of "their cousins," as they styled all other tribes. the conoy indians settled in the valley in . they left the delaware on the strength of a promise made them by the proprietary government that they should be remunerated. the debt, however, we presume, must have been repudiated, for we find that an indian orator named _arruehquay_, of the six nations, made application to governor hamilton, during a "talk" in philadelphia on the st of july, , for something for them. the governor, quite as much of an adept at wheedling the savages as the proprietors themselves, returned the conoy wampum, and "talked" the seneca orator out of the belief that they owed the conoys a single farthing, in consequence of their having left their land and settled among the nations of the juniata of their own free will and accord. he ruled out the conoy claim, and confirmed his opinion by sending them a string of government wampum. whether this satisfied the conoys or not does not appear upon the record. we think not--at least we should not suppose that they were half as well satisfied as the six nation deputies, who carried away, among other plunder, a quantity of tobacco and pipes, fifty ruffled shirts, and a gross and a half of brass jewsharps! the nanticokes settled about the mouth of the juniata in or , and in after years spread westward toward the ohio. this portion of the tribe, when it first came to the juniata, was not very formidable; but it increased and became powerful. a number of mengues, mingoes, or iroquois, of the six nations, settled a few years afterward in kishacoquillas valley, now mifflin county. of all the savages in the valley, the mingoes were probably the most peaceably disposed, although it is a well-attested fact that they were a brave and warlike band. the fathers of the principal chiefs of the mingoes, settled in the juniata valley, had been _partially_ (if we may use the term) christianized by the teachings of the moravian missionaries, heckwelder, zinzendorf, and loskiel; and this may account for their desire to live on terms of amity and friendship with their pale-faced brethren. as the delawares, or lenapes, claimed to be the original people, we must come to the conclusion that they came toward the east before the iroquois. they probably came from a northern direction, while the united people worked their way from the northwest to the northeast. to call these men original people, in the sense in which they applied it, may have been right enough; but to apply the term to them of _original_, as occupants of the country, is a misnomer, not only according to their own oral traditions, but according to the most indubitable evidence of antiquarians and geologists. the traditions of the _lenapes_ were, in effect, that their ancestors were a mighty band of fierce warriors, who came from the setting of the sun, part of the way by canoes, and the balance of the way over land,--through dense forests, beautiful valleys, over lofty mountains. in their triumphant march they met but one foe, whom they trampled under their feet as the buffalo does the grass under his hoofs, and that this weak and effeminate foe was entirely exterminated. these traditions, vague as they are, and as all oral traditions forever must be, have certainly a foundation in fact. drake, whose indian history is regarded as the most reliable, gives it as his opinion, formed only after all the facts could be collected and all the traditions fully digested, that the indians originally came from asia, by way of behring's straits. the patient investigations made by antiquarians have long since settled the fact, to the entire satisfaction of most people, that a race did exist in this country prior to the advent and on the arrival of the indians. the relics of this race, consisting of vases, pipes, earthenware, etc., found during the last century, indicate not only a race entirely different from the indians, but one much farther advanced in civilization. the indians, however, it would appear, either scorned their handicraft, or never took time to examine thoroughly the habits of these people before they exterminated them in order to possess their country. these relics bear a marked resemblance to those dug from ruins in egypt, as well as those found in peru. in fact, the vases, and some of the earthenware, bear such a strong resemblance to the peruvian antiquities, that it is the settled conviction of some that the earlier settlers of both north and south america were identical, and that the original stock was a tribe of egyptians. some writers have asserted that these early inhabitants were non-resistants. this is most unquestionably an error. the traditions of the indians say that their ancestors fought many battles before they conquered the country; but that they _always_ were victorious. of course, this might be mere vain boasting by the indians of their ancestors' prowess and skill in war, and such we would look upon it, if their oral history was not strengthened by the fact that, on the banks of the miami, muskingum, kanawha, and ohio rivers, ancient fortifications, or at least well-defined traces of them, have been found. nor is this all; tolerably well-executed implements, evidently intended for warlike purposes, have been taken from mounds, as well as many unmistakable stone arrow-heads. whether this anterior race existed to any considerable extent along the juniata we are not prepared to say; but that some of them once lived here is more than probable, although antiquarians have failed to extend their researches to the valley. among the evidences to induce the belief that these ancients once occupied our land, we shall refer to the most prominent, leaving the reader to make his own deductions. when the excavation for the pennsylvania canal was going on, a laborer dug up, near newport, a stone shaped like a greek cross. the formation of the stone bore unmistakable evidence that it was not a mere freak of nature. this attracted attention, and the stone was thoroughly cleansed, when the transverse was found to contain hieroglyphics, plainly marked with some sharp pointed instrument. persons who saw it supposed that the french might have given it to the indians, and that they used it for a purpose similar to that for which the standing stone was used, and that they brought it from canada to the juniata. this supposition was based upon the formation of the stone; but, strange to say, the hieroglyphics bore no resemblance to any thing pertaining to the modern indians. it _may_, therefore, have belonged to the anterior race, and the person who shaped it may have been utterly ignorant of the fact that it was the symbol of the christian religion. the cross was sent to philadelphia to be submitted to the inspection of the _savans_ of the historical society, but was lost on the way; at all events, it never reached its intended destination. speaking on the subject of antiquities with a physician some years ago,--probably the late dr. coffey,--he informed us that a skeleton was dug up near frankstown, which he did not believe belonged to any of the tribes of indians whose mounds are scattered so profusely along the juniata. he arrived at this conclusion from numerous personal observations he made. in the first place, the body retained a portion of dried withered flesh, and portions of papyrus or bark-cloth enveloped the body, so that it must have undergone some species of embalming before sepulture. embalming was unknown to the indians. secondly, the body was in a horizontal position, north and south, whereas the indians always buried in a sitting posture, with the face to the east. and, finally, the body was buried alone, while the indian method was to have one common grave for all who died for years. some articles were found when the skeleton was exhumed; but they were so much corroded as to be useless even for scientific investigation. in breaking up a piece of new ground in kishacoquillas valley some twenty-five, or probably thirty, years ago, traces of a well-defined wall were discovered, which was traced, and found to enclose about an acre of ground. although the stones that formed this wall were the ordinary stones found along the stream, fashioned and shaped by the great architect of the world himself, it is certain that human hands placed them in the position in which they were found. the whole thing was destroyed before any mention was made of it. in addition to these evidences, we have heard of arrow-heads and pottery being dug up in other sections of the valley; but, taking it for granted that they were all indian relics, no effort was ever made to have a thorough investigation of their origin. how long this continent was occupied by the indians found here on the arrival of the northmen is a mooted point, on which no two historians can agree. the indian method of computing time by moons is rather vague to base a calculation upon. those who contend that they originated from one of the lost tribes of israel, endeavor to prove that they have been here for many centuries; while others, basing their calculations upon the usual increase of the human family, think that the numbers found here on the discovery of the continent would indicate that they had been here but three or four centuries. this we think a reasonable conclusion, for it is an undisputed fact that the indians, previous to the advent of the whites, multiplied quite as rapidly as their civilized brethren; while the tender care and solicitude they evinced for children and aged people induces the belief that the deaths among them were not in proportion as one to six to the births. we now come to the religious belief of the savages found in the juniata valley. the general impression of persons who have not read indian history is that they were idolaters. such, however, is not the fact. they worshipped no "graven image." their belief was based upon a supreme good and an evil _manitou_ or spirit, and their subordinates,--the former of which they worshipped, while the anger of the latter was appeased by propitiatory offerings or sacrifices. it is true they had images, in the form of a head carved out of wood, which represented the good _manitou_, and which they wore around their necks as a talisman against disease and to insure success in great undertakings; but even loskiel, who spent a long time among them as a missionary, makes no mention of their worshipping their inanimate gods. their worship generally consisted of sacrificial feasts, sometimes by the entire tribe, and at other times by single families. in the fall they invariably had a sort of general harvest-home gathering, when bear's-meat and venison were served up,--the universal custom being to eat all prepared. when provisions were scarce, such an arrangement was no doubt satisfactory; but we can well imagine that when there was an undue proportion of meats to guests the custom must have proved exceedingly irksome. after the meal, the monotonous drum and the calabash with pebbles were brought out, and those who had not gorged themselves to repletion joined in the dance. one of the chiefs usually chanted a hymn, or rather song, of irregular measure, in praise of the _manitous_, and extolling the heroic deeds of the ancestors of the tribes. a second religious performance consisted of a sacred dance, in which the men alone appeared, in almost a state of nudity, with their bodies covered with pipe-clay. this was probably a dance of humble contrition. a third feast, or religious observance, consisted of some ten or a dozen of the oldest men and women of a tribe enveloping themselves in deer-skins, standing with their faces to the east, and petitioning the good _manitou_ to bless all their benefactors. there were other religious rites and sacrifices, which can be of little general interest to the reader, such as a sacrificial feast in honor of fire, another to propitiate the _manitou_ before going to war, &c. we shall, therefore, conclude this part of the subject by giving the story of an old trader who traded through the valley in . of course we did not get it direct from his own lips, for he has been dead and in his grave for many years; but, even if we did get it second-hand, it is nevertheless true. some time in the spring of , the old trader, whose name has now escaped our memory, received a pressing invitation to visit standing stone a day or two before the first full moon in september, as a grand feast was to come off at that time, which would be attended by six or eight tribes. the trader, foreseeing the chance of brisk barter, brought a large quantity of goods from lancaster, on pack-horses, and arrived a day or two before the sports commenced. he found preparations made for a large company; and he accordingly pitched his tent on the hill, while the wigwams of the indians stood upon the flat near the mouth of stone creek. on the day on which the feast was to commence, the trader was awakened at an early hour by the loud whoops of the savages already arriving to take part in the ceremonies. the day wore on; and when the sun reached the zenith a thousand warriors and their squaws, in their best attire, had gathered upon the greensward. at the hour of twelve o'clock precisely, a chief, whom the trader supposed to be at least a hundred years of age, arose from the ground, while all the rest retained a cross-legged, sitting posture. the trader understood enough of the delaware language to ascertain that the feast was one which took place every hundred moons, to render thanks to the _manitou_ for preserving them a great people. after congratulating the different tribes, and welcoming them to this friendly reunion, an immense pipe was brought into the arena, which passed from mouth to mouth, each man taking but a single whiff. of course the women formed the outer circle, and took no further part in the proceedings than merely looking on. two half-grown lads followed the big pipe with a small bag of _kinnikinique_, and ever and anon replenished the bowl. this consumed an hour, during which time there was profound silence. the old sachem then arose, and said the balance of the day would be given up to festivities. the assemblage broke up into small parties, and as each tribe had their medicine-men, musicians, and prophets along, the tum tum of the drum and the wild chant were soon heard, and the dusky sons and daughters of the forest went into the dance of the gay and light-hearted with a thousand times more vigor than the beau and belle of the modern ball-room. many of the indians called upon the trader, and were anxious to barter for "_lum_;" but, notwithstanding that he had five kegs of rum, and the most friendly feeling existed between himself and the tribes, he refused to deal. in fact, he was a prudent man, and did not consider it altogether safe. the festivities of the day and part of the night were kept up with dancing, singing, and howling. the, next day, religious exercises followed; and on the third a very solemn and impressive ceremony was to take place, to wind up the meeting, at which the trader was urgently invited to be present, and in an evil moment gave his consent to do so. accordingly he sold all of his barrels or kegs of rum, packed up the balance of his goods, and started his pack-horse train to aughwick, himself and horse alone remaining behind. at the appointed time in the evening for the feast, a large fire of dry wood was built, and the savages commenced dancing around it, howling, and throwing their bodies into the most violent contortions, first stepping three or four feet forward, with the body inclined in the same direction; then, throwing the body backward, moved on, keeping time with the drum and the chant. as one party got tired, or probably roasted out, they danced away, and another set took their places. when the fire burnt fiercest, and the lurid flame lit the surrounding hills, a wild chorus was sung in unison that might have been heard for miles. this, the trader was told, was the _loud_ hymn of adoration. he did not dispute the assertion. the rum he had sold the indians began to work, and the old fox was enjoying some funny scenes not set down in the bills of the day. occasionally a chief, under the wild influence of the _fire-water_, would make a misstep and tramp upon the burning coals. to see him quitting in a hurry afforded the trader an infinite deal of amusement. at length the pile was reduced to coals, when an indian brought forth from a wigwam a live dog, and threw him upon the burning embers. another and another followed, until ten dogs were thrown upon the fire. of course they tried to escape, but the indians hemmed them in so completely that this was a matter of impossibility. they set up a dreadful howl, but the indians drowned the canine noise by another stave of their loud chorus. the odor of the roasting dogs did not sit well upon the trader's stomach, and, bidding adieu to his immediate acquaintances, he expressed a determination to leave for aughwick. this his friends would not permit, and insisted most vehemently that he should see the end of it. as he had seen considerable fun, he thought he might wait and see it out, as the carcasses of the dogs would soon be consumed. in this, however, he was mistaken, for the medicine-men drew them from the fire, placed them upon wooden platters, and cut them into pieces. five or six of them carried them around among the auditory, offering to each chief a piece, who not only took it, but eagerly ate it. the conclusion of this feast we give in the trader's own words:-- "at last they came where i was sitting, among the only sober chiefs in the party. the stench of the half-roasted dogs was awful. one of them came with his trencher to me, and offered me a piece,--a choice piece, too, as i was an invited guest, being a piece of the most unclean part of the entrails. 'thank'ee,' said i; 'never dine on dog.' but this did not satisfy them. one of the prophets, laboring under the effects of about a quart of my rum, insisted on me eating what was offered to me. i again declined, when one of the chiefs informed me that it was a very sacred feast, and unless i partook of my allotted portion i would highly insult the indians, and some of those intoxicated might deprive me of my scalp. the thing was no longer a joke, and i seized the piece of dog entrail and put it in my mouth, in hopes of spitting it out; but they watched me so close that by one mighty effort i managed to swallow it. i did not wait to see the end of the feast; i had my portion, and thought i might as well retire. i started in the direction of aughwick, and every half mile the nauseous dog served every purpose of a powerful emetic. i was a much sicker man next day than if i had drank a gallon of my own rum; and, in all my dealings with the red men, i took particular care never again to be present at any dog feast!" of the social and general character of the savages we have many contradictions. heckwelder, the old moravian missionary, whose innate goodness found "tongues in trees, books in the running brooks, sermons in stones, and god in every thing," intimated that some of their social habits, such as their tender solicitude for infants and the great deference and respect they paid to the aged, were noble traits in their character. loskiel says that "in common life and conversation, the indians observed great decency. they usually treated one another, and strangers, with kindness and civility, and without empty compliments. in the converse of both sexes, the greatest decency and propriety were observed. they were sociable and friendly. difference of rank, with all its consequences, was not to be found among the indians. they were equally noble and free. the only difference consisted in wealth, age, dexterity, courage, and office." their hospitality to strangers knew no bounds. in some instances it was carried to extremes. an indian who would not hospitably entertain a stranger under his roof, and attend to all his wants as far as lay within his power, was held in supreme contempt by all his acquaintances. indeed, the offence was deemed so grievous, that the offender was not only detested and abhorred by all, but liable to revenge from the person to whom the common and acknowledged rights of hospitality were denied. lying, cheating, and stealing, as well as adultery and fornication, were deemed scandalous offences, and were punished. they did not exist to any great extent until the parent of them--drunkenness--was introduced by the white man. to these commendable traits in a savage people there were sad offsets. the savage was cruel and exceedingly bloodthirsty. he never forgave a premeditated injury; and if no opportunity offered to avenge himself, he enjoined upon his descendants, "even to the third and fourth generation," to revenge him. a hatred once formed against an enemy could only be quenched with his blood. he would treasure up a wrong for years, and it would rankle in his heart until he got his enemy into his power, when flaying, roasting, or killing by inches, was not too cruel a death to mete out to him. nay, more than this,--in their wars neither age, sex, nor condition, were taken into consideration; and the proud warrior who sang the great and heroic deeds of his ancestors for a thousand moons was not too proud to carry in his belt the scalp of an innocent babe! but then the savage was untutored, and it unquestionably was a part of his religion to put to death an enemy by the most cruel torture; neither did he expect any other treatment if he fell into the hands of a foe. in ordinary life, there undoubtedly was some honor in the indian, but in war no trait of it was perceptible in his composition. to slay an enemy while asleep, or destroy him by any stratagem, was a feat to boast of, and claimed quite as much glory as if it had been accomplished by the prowess of arms. to shoot an enemy from ambuscade, or lure him to destruction by treachery that would be branded as most infamous among civilized nations, were looked upon as exceedingly cunning by the indians. as a general thing, they professed to abhor war among themselves, and only declared it when aggravating circumstances absolutely demanded;--that the question was deliberately debated by the tribe, and if, after mature deliberation, a majority of the chiefs and captains favored a war, speedy preparation was made for it; a red hatchet or club was sent to the offending tribe, or one of them was caught, scalped, and a war-club, painted red, laid by his side. hostilities were then commenced, and the war waged with the greatest fury until one or the other party succumbed. [illustration: scene east of patterson.] now it happens that _professions_ do not always accord with _practice_, and in this case we are quite sure they did not. the whole tenor and bearing of the savages must lead us to believe that there was no avenue open to the aspiring indian to attain honor and distinction, except through feats of arms and daring; and it is only too true that he shared the common weakness of humanity in loving the "pride, pomp, and circumstance of glorious warfare." the proof of this is that some of their most bloody conflicts were caused by the most trivial circumstances. that they had many fierce and sanguinary struggles among themselves is well authenticated. a battle almost of extermination was once fought between two tribes at juniata,--now known as duncan's island,--within the memory of many indians who were living when the whites settled among them. this island must have been a famous battle-ground--a very waterloo--in its day. when the canal was in progress of construction, hundreds of skeletons were exhumed; and to this day stone arrow-heads can be found upon almost any part of the island. the indian traditions also chronicle a fierce battle between two tribes near millerstown; another in tuscarora, and another at standing stone. the truth on which these traditions are based is made evident by the fact that at those places, for years, indian war-relics have been found. there existed for years the most intense and bitter feuds between the six nations and the lenape indians, commonly called the delawares. how long the feud existed, or how many bloody conflicts they had to gain the ascendency, cannot now, either by tradition or record, be made reliable history. from the best information we can gather, it is highly probable that these confederations had buried the hatchet a short time previous to the landing of penn. and we may also readily assume that the final declaration of peace was sued for by the delawares; for the iroquois always boasted that they had reduced them to the _condition of women_ by their superior bravery and skill in war. this the delawares denied, and declared that "by treaty and voluntary consent they had agreed to act as mediators and peacemakers among the other great nations; and to this end they had consented to lay aside entirely the implements of war, and to hold and to keep bright the chain of peace. this, among individual tribes, was the usual province of women. the delawares, therefore, alleged that they were _figuratively_ termed women on this account." this cunningly-devised story the delawares palmed upon the missionary heckwelder while he labored among them, and he was disposed to give them great credit. the iroquois, having formed an early alliance with the dutch on the hudson, received fire-arms, and by the liberal use of them soon brought refractory tribes out of their confederation to terms, and reduced others to vassalage, and exacted from them an annual tribute or an acknowledgment of fealty, permitting them, on such conditions, to occupy certain hunting-grounds; and there must, therefore, have been at least _some_ truth in the allegation of the iroquois that the delawares were "conquered by their arms, and were compelled to this humiliating concession as the only means of averting impending destruction." it is said, however, that the delawares were finally enabled to throw off this galling yoke, through the influence of zeedyusung, a powerful chief, who extorted from the iroquois an acknowledgment of their independence at a treaty held at tioga in . "the humiliation of tributary nations was, however, tempered with a paternal regard for their interests in all negotiations with the whites; and care was taken that no trespasses should be committed on their rights, and that they should be justly dealt with." so says the record; and yet we find that the sachems of the six nations, who had evidently learned from the whites both the use and abuse of money, in july, , at albany, sold all the lands in the state, not previously purchased, "lying southwest of a line beginning one mile above the mouth of penn's creek, and running northwest-by-west to the western boundary of the state." this sold the land from under the feet of the delawares, shawnees, and monseys, of the juniata valley, notwithstanding the six nations had guaranteed it to them forever as a sacred hunting-ground. this act of treachery on the part of the iroquois, and the insatiate appetite of the proprietors to add broad acres to their extensive domain, caused many of these homeless tribes to go over to the french, and, as a writer truly adds, "the blood of braddock's soldiers was added to the price of the land." but to return to the original settlement of the valley. the indians unquestionably received the white adventurers with open arms, and extended to them such a hearty welcome as must have banished all fears for the future. the savages looked upon the death-dealing rifle with superstitious awe; and the saw, the axe, the plane, and other implements of handicraft in the possession of the whites, made them a high order of beings, endowed with peculiar gifts by the great spirit, in the eyes of the indians, and their persons were regarded as sacred. they shared with them their rude huts, and left nothing undone within their power to render them comfortable. and for this noble and magnanimous conduct on the part of the indian, what return did the white man make? such a one only, we regret to say, as makes no bright page in their history. they were taught all the vices of civilization, but to teach them its virtues was deemed a work of supererogation. the ignorant indian and his primitive habits were treated with disdain, and he was deemed a fit subject for robbery whenever opportunity offered--this more especially by the lawless, who considered themselves out of the reach of government and its officers. a gradual encroachment upon the indian's sacred hunting-grounds, and the refusal of the white man to look upon him as any thing but a degraded being or to associate with him on an equality, soon taught the indian that he had taken into fellowship the crafty white man only to enable him to suck out his existence by his superior skill and his subtle cunning. the keen penetration of the savage soon discovered the position he occupied by the side of his white brother. smarting under the indignities offered, and foreseeing the degradation to which he would be subjected in time, the red man and the white man did not long dwell together in unity. while the latter commenced tilling the land and surrounding himself with the comforts of civilization, the former fled before him to the mountains and valleys where he was monarch of the land,--where the council-fire could blaze, the green-corn dance and song be heard, and the calumet of peace be smoked without the presence of the white man. yet, with all the encroachments upon their rights by the settlers, the indians exercised great forbearance. they knew the warlike appliances in the power of the proprietary government; hence they repeatedly declared their wish to "keep bright the chain of friendship;"--in less figurative language, they did not want to go to war. no depredations were committed upon the whites, of any consequence, before the french tampered with them and the six nations perfidiously sold the land they had given "their cousins" as a sacred hunting-ground. nor even then, although the aggravation was great, did all the indians leave the valley to join the french. many who were friendly toward the proprietary government remained until war broke out between the colonies and great britain; and some few peaceably-disposed fragments of tribes even lingered in the valley until the close of the revolutionary war. during the french and indian war, and at its close, many of the indians returned, and lived for some years in the valley unmolested. but in - the footprints of the white man were seen in their paths, and civilization began to crowd them. the white adventurers crowded so thick upon them, that, after the war of , the greater portion of them left; nor did they return again until , when they appeared as allies to the british crown, to massacre and scalp the unprotected frontier-men. to stimulate them to this inhuman warfare, the british not only impressed it upon them that they were redressing grievances, but they actually paid them a stipulated price for every scalp, of child as well as adult, brought to the canadian frontier. the indians who figured in the predatory incursions from to were probably delawares, monseys, nanticokes, shawnees, and tuscaroras; but they were then only known as delawares, all other titles having been merged into that of the most powerful tribe. that these tribes were the ones who committed most of the depredations, we judge from the fact that the elder chiefs and captains emigrated to the canadian frontier from the juniata valley, and consequently knew every foot of the valley, from the base of the alleghany mountains to the very mouth of the river. chapter ii. history of the early settlers. it appears from all authentic evidence that white traders ventured into the valley as early as , but always left again after transacting their business. it was about the year that bold and daring men pushed into the valley with the evident determination of making it their home. they were nearly all scotch-irish,--a hardy race of devout christians, whose ancestors had been persecuted in the north of scotland, by charles i., and driven to the north of ireland, and who, fearful of the provisions of the schism bill, in their turn fled from ireland to america, between the years and . the first of them located near or about the line (then in dispute) between maryland and pennsylvania. logan, the secretary of the province, who was probably an adherent to the religion professed by the proprietors, was very much annoyed at the scotch-irish assumption and maintenance of "squatter's rights." in a letter to the provincial government, in , he said, "they (the scotch-irish and scotch) have generally taken up the western lands; and as they rarely approach me to propose to purchase, i look upon them as bold and indigent strangers, giving as their excuse, when challenged for titles, that we had solicited for colonists, and they had come accordingly." notwithstanding this, they were not molested, for they were exempted from the payment of rents by an ordinance passed in , in consequence of their being frontier-men, and forming a cordon of defence to the colony. logan, it must be admitted, had no friendly feeling toward the new comers. in he stated that they had taken possession of one thousand acres of land, resolutely sat down and improved it without having any right to it, and he expressed himself much at a loss to determine how to dispossess them. on this occasion he admitted that among them were a number of germans. in , logan wrote to the government, or probably the proprietors, complaining of the scotch-irish, in an audacious and disorderly manner, possessing themselves of the whole of conestoga manor, of fifteen thousand acres, being the best land in the country. in doing this by force, they alleged that it was against the laws of god and nature that so much land should be idle while so many christians wanted it to labor on and raise their bread. they were finally dispossessed by the sheriff and his posse, and their cabins, to the number of thirty, were burned. these men apparently held in contempt the sham purchases of penn from the indians; asserted that the treaties by which the lands were secured to the proprietors were nothing more than downright farces; and they justified their course by assuming that if the penn family had a right to "_fillibuster_" on an extensive scale, the same right to enjoy enough land to support their families should not be denied them. if the disciples of george fox, by craft and cunning, could obtain from the indians thousands upon thousands of acres of land by a royal grant and the presentation of baubles that shamed the idea of a purchase, the disciples of john calvin thought they had an equal right to possess themselves of at least a portion of the acres wrested by stratagem from the indians. they considered the penns usurpers and pretenders, and despised their feudal prerogatives which gave them pomp and circumstance, and refused to pay them the quit-rents, which enabled them to rule by deputy, and riot in the luxury of aristocratic life in england, rather than adopt the unostentatious manners of the new world. logan's successor was richard peters. he, too, was deeply devoted to the proprietors, and used his utmost exertions to get quit-rents out of the squatters. failing to do so peaceably, he went to marsh creek, then in lancaster county, for the express purpose of dispossessing them, and measuring the lands of the manor. this occurred in . the squatters assembled in great force, notwithstanding the secretary was accompanied by the sheriff and a magistrate, and forbade peters to proceed. on his refusal, the chain was broken, and demonstrations of a riot made, whereupon the surveying party retired. the settlers were afterward indicted, but the matter was compromised by the secretary granting them leases on very favorable terms. from the counties of chester and lancaster, these settlers gradually worked their way to the west, and about the kittochtinny valley was tolerably well settled. the influx of emigrants from europe--embracing irish, scotch, scotch-irish, german, and a few english--was so great, that it followed, as a matter of course, that the juniata valley was in its turn soon invaded. there, in all probability, the proprietors would have suffered them to remain, as they knew little of, and cared less, about the land; but the indians made complaint of the aggressions. the six nations took the matter in hand, and declared that usurping the lands they had guaranteed to their cousins, the delawares, as a sacred hunting-ground, was a breach of faith, and that the settlers must be removed; or, if the settlers persisted in their encroachments, the delawares would take up the hatchet against them. only too glad to get rid of their settlers in the lower counties, the government made little effort to remove them from the indian lands. true, to satisfy the indians, they issued proclamations warning squatters to keep off these lands, under certain penalties which they knew could not be executed. these usurpations of land, and the contumely with which the settlers treated the indians, at length threatened serious consequences. the delawares, as well as the six nations, made complaints such as could not be misunderstood. the proprietors, at length alarmed at the probable consequences of letting their squatters usurp the lands or hunting-grounds of the indians, sent peters and others to dispossess them. the following is secretary peters's report, sent to governor hamilton in :-- to james hamilton, esq., governor of pennsylvania. may it please your honor, mr. weiser and i having received your honor's orders to give information to the proper magistrates against all such as had presumed to settle on the lands beyond the kittochtinny mountains not purchased of the indians, in contempt of the laws repeatedly signified by proclamations, and particularly by your honor's last one, and to bring them to a legal conviction, lest for want of their removal a breach should ensue between the six nations of indians and this province, we set out on tuesday, the th of may, , for the new county of cumberland, where the places on which the trespassers had settled lay. at mr. croghan's we met with five indians,--three from shamokin, two of which were sons of the late shickcalamy, who transact the business of the six nations with this government; two were just arrived from alleghany, viz., one of the mohawk's nation, called aaron, and andrew montour, the interpreter at ohio. mr. montour telling us he had a message from the ohio indians and twightwees to this government, and desiring a conference, one was held on the th of may last, in the presence of james galbreath, george croghan, william wilson, and hermanus alricks, esqrs., justices of the county of cumberland; and when mr. montour's business was done, we, with the advice of the other justices, imparted to the indians the design we were assembled upon; at which they expressed great satisfaction. another conference was held, at the instance of the indians, in the presence of mr. galbreath and mr. croghan, before mentioned, wherein they expressed themselves as follows:-- "brethren,--we have thought a great deal of what you imparted to us, that ye were come to turn the people off who are settled over the hills; we are pleased to see you on this occasion; and, as the council of onondago has this affair exceedingly at heart, and it was particularly recommended to us by the deputies of the six nations when they parted from us last summer, we desire to accompany you. but we are afraid, notwithstanding the care of the governor, that this may prove like many former attempts. the people will be put off now, and next year come again; and if so, the six nations will no longer bear it, but do themselves justice. to prevent this, therefore, when you shall have turned the people off, we recommend it to the governor to place two or three faithful persons over the mountains who may be agreeable to him and us, with commissions empowering them immediately to remove every one who may presume after this to settle themselves, until the six nations shall agree to make sale of their land." to enforce this they gave a string of wampum, and received one in return from the magistrates, with the strongest assurances that they would do their duty. on tuesday, the twenty-second of may, matthew dill, george croghan, benjamin chambers, thomas wilson, john finley, and james galbreath, esqrs., justices of the said county of cumberland, attended by the under-sheriff, came to big juniata, situate at the distance of twenty miles from the mouth thereof, and about ten miles north from the blue hills--a place much esteemed by the indians for some of their best hunting-ground; and there they found five cabins or log-houses; one possessed by william white, another by george cahoon, another not quite yet finished, in possession of david hiddleston, another possessed by george and william galloway, and another by andrew lycon. of these persons, william white and george and william galloway, david hiddleston, and george cahoon, appeared before the magistrates, and, being asked by what right or authority they had possessed themselves of those lands and erected cabins thereon, they replied, by no right or authority, but that the land belonged to the proprietaries of pennsylvania. they then were asked whether they did not know that they were acting against the law, and in contempt of frequent notices given them by the governor's proclamation? they said they had seen one such proclamation, and had nothing to say for themselves, but craved mercy. hereupon the said william white, george and william galloway, david hiddleston, and george cahoon, being convicted by said justices on their view, the under-sheriff was charged with them, and he took william white, david hiddleston, and george cahoon into custody; but george and william galloway resisted, and having got at some distance from the under-sheriff, they called to us, "you may take our lands and houses, and do what you please with them; we deliver them to you with all our hearts, but we will not be carried to jail!" the next morning, being wednesday, the twenty-third of may, the said justices went to the log-house or cabin of andrew lycon, and finding none there but children, and hearing that the father and mother were expected soon, and william white and others offering to become security jointly and severally, and to enter into recognisance as well for andrew's appearance at court and immediate removal as for their own, this proposal was accepted, and william white, david hiddleston, and george cahoon entered into a recognisance of one hundred pounds, and executed bonds to the proprietaries in the sum of five hundred pounds, reciting that they were trespassers, and had no manner of right, and had delivered possession to me for the proprietaries. when the magistrates went to the cabin or log-house of george and william galloway, (which they had delivered up as aforesaid the day before, after they were convicted, and were flying from the sheriff,) all the goods belonging to the said george and william were taken out, and the cabin being quite empty, i took possession thereof for the proprietaries; and then a conference was held what should be done with the empty cabin; and after great deliberation, all agreed that if some cabins were not destroyed, they would tempt the trespassers to return again, or encourage others to come there should these trespassers go away; and so what was doing would signify nothing, since the possession of them was at such a distance from the inhabitants, could not be kept for the proprietaries; and mr. weiser also giving it as his opinion that, if all the cabins were left standing, the indians would conceive such a contemptible opinion of the government that they would come themselves in the winter, murder the people, and set their houses on fire. on these considerations the cabin, by my order, was burnt by the under-sheriff and company. then the company went to the house possessed by david hiddleston, who had entered into bond as aforesaid; and he having voluntarily taken out all the things which were in the cabin, and left me in possession, that empty and unfurnished cabin was likewise set on fire by the under-sheriff, by my order. the next day, being the twenty-fourth of may, mr. weiser and mr. galbreath, with the under-sheriff and myself, on our way to the mouth of the juniata called at andrew lycon's, with intent only to inform him that his neighbors were bound for his appearance and immediate removal, and to caution him not to bring him or them into trouble by a refusal; but he presented a loaded gun to the magistrates and sheriff; said he would shoot the first man that dared to come nigher. on this he was disarmed, convicted, and committed to the custody of the sheriff. this whole transaction happened in the sight of a tribe of indians who had by accident in the night time fixed their tent on that plantation; and lycon's behavior giving them great offence, the shickcalamies insisted on our burning the cabin, or they would do it themselves. whereupon every thing was taken out of it, (andrew lycon all the while assisting,) and, possession being delivered to me, the empty cabin was set on fire by the under-sheriff, and lycon was carried to jail. mr. benjamin chambers and mr. george croghan had about an hour before separated from us; and on meeting them again in cumberland county, they reported to me they had been at sheerman's creek, or little juniata, situate about six miles over the blue mountain, and found there james parker, thomas parker, owen mckeib, john mcclare, richard kirkpatrick, james murray, john scott, henry gass, john cowan, simon girtee, and john kilough, who had settled lands and erected cabins or log-houses thereon; and having convicted them of the trespass on their view, they had bound them, in recognisances of the penalty of one hundred pounds, to appear and answer for their trespasses on the first day of the next county court of cumberland, to be held at shippensburgh; and that the said trespassers had likewise entered into bonds to the proprietaries, in five hundred pounds penalty, to remove off immediately, with all their servants, cattle, and effects, and had delivered possession of their houses to mr. george stevenson for the proprietaries' use; and that mr. stevenson had ordered some of the meanest of those cabins to be set on fire, where the families were not large nor the improvements considerable. on monday, the twenty-eighth of may, we were met at shippensburgh by samuel smith, william maxwell, george croghan, benjamin chambers, william allison, william trent, john finley, john miller, hermanus alricks, and james galbreath, esquires, justices of cumberland county, who informed us that the people in the tuscarora path, in big cove, and at aucquick, would submit. mr. weiser most earnestly pressed that he might be excused any further attendance, having abundance of necessary business to do at home; and the other magistrates, though with much reluctance, at last consenting, he left us. on wednesday, the thirtieth of may, the magistrates and company being detained two days by rain, proceeded over the kittochtinny mountains and entered into the tuscarora path or path valley, through which the road to alleghany lies. many settlements were formed in this valley, and all the people were sent for, and the following persons appeared, viz.: abraham slach, james blair, moses moore, arthur dunlap, alexander mccartie, david lewis, adam mccartie, felix doyle, andrew dunlap, robert wilson, jacob pyatt, jr., william ramage, reynolds alexander, robert baker, john armstrong, and john potts; who were all convicted by their own confession to the magistrates of the like trespasses with those at sheerman's creek, and were bound in the like recognisances to appear at court, and bonds to the proprietaries to remove with all their families, servants, cattle, and effects; and having voluntarily given possession of their houses to me, some ordinary log-houses, to the number of eleven, were burnt to the ground; the trespassers, most of them cheerfully, and a very few of them with reluctance, carrying out all their goods. some had been deserted before, and lay waste. at aucquick, peter falconer, nicholas de long, samuel perry, and john charleton, were convicted on the view of the magistrates, and having entered into like recognisances and executed the like bonds, charleton's cabin was burnt, and fire set to another that was just begun, consisting only of a few logs piled and fastened to one another. the like proceedings at big cove (now within bedford county) against andrew donnaldson, john macclelland, charles stewart, james downy, john macmean, robert kendell, samuel brown, william shepperd, roger murphy, robert smith, william dickey, william millican, william macconnell, james campbell, william carrell, john martin, john jamison, hans patter, john maccollin, james wilson, and john wilson; who, coming before the magistrates, were convicted on their own confession of the like trespasses, as in former cases, and were all bound over in like recognisances and executed the like bond to the proprietaries. three waste cabins of no value were burnt at the north end of the cove by the persons who claimed a right to them. the little cove (in franklin county) and the big and little conolloways being the only places remaining to be visited, as this was on the borders of maryland, the magistrates declined going there, and departed for their homes. about the year or , one frederick star, a german, with two or three more of his countrymen, made some settlements at the place where we found william white, the galloways, and andrew lycon, on big juniata, situate at the distance of twenty miles from the mouth thereof, and about ten miles north of the blue hills,--a place much esteemed by the indians for some of their best hunting ground; which (german settlers) were discovered by the delawares at shamokin to the deputies of the six nations as they came down to philadelphia in the year , to hold a treaty with this government; and they were disturbed at, as to inquire with a peculiar warmth of governor thomas if these people had come there by the orders or with the privilege of the government; alleging that, if it was so, this was a breach of the treaties subsisting between the six nations and the proprietor, william penn, who in the most solemn manner engaged to them not to suffer any of the people to settle lands till they had purchased from the council of the six nations. the governor, as he might with great truth, disowned any knowledge of those persons' settlements; and on the indians insisting that they should be immediately thrown over the mountains, he promised to issue his proclamation, and, if this had no effect, to put the laws in execution against them. the indians, in the same treaty, publicly expressed very severe threats against the inhabitants of maryland for settling lands for which they had received no satisfaction, and said that if they would not do them justice they would do justice to themselves, and would certainly have committed hostilities if a treaty had not been under foot between maryland and the six nations, under the mediation of governor thomas; at which the indians consented to sell lands and receive a valuable consideration for them, which put an end to the danger. the proprietaries were then in england; but observing, on perusing the treaty, with what asperity they had expressed themselves against maryland, and that the indians had just cause to complain of the settlements at juniata, so near shamokin, they wrote to their governor, in very pressing terms, to cause those trespassers to be immediately removed; and both the proprietaries and governor laid these commands on me to see this done, which i accordingly did in june, , the governor having first given them notice by a proclamation served on them. at that time none had presumed to settle at a place called the big cove--having this name from its being enclosed in the form of a basin by the southernmost range of the kittochtinny hills and tuscarora hills; which last end here, and lose themselves in other hills. this big cove is about five miles north of the temporary line, and not far west of the place where the line terminated. between the big cove and the temporary line lies the little cove,--so called from being likewise encircled with hills; and to the west of the little cove, toward potowmec, lie two other places, called the big and little conollaways, all of them situate on the temporary line, and all of them extended toward the potowmec. in the year or information was likewise given that people were beginning to settle in those places, some from maryland and some from this province. but as the two governments were not then on very good terms, the governor did not think proper to take any other notice of these settlements than to send the sheriff to serve his proclamation on them, though they had ample occasion to lament the vast inconveniences which attend unsettled boundaries. after this the french war came on, and the people in those parts, taking advantage of the confusion of the times, by little and little stole into the great cove; so that at the end of the war it was said thirty families had settled there; not, however, without frequent prohibitions on the part of the government, and admonitions of the great danger they run of being cut off by the indians, as these settlements were on lands not purchased of them. at the close of the war, mr. maxwell, one of the justices of lancaster county, delivered a particular message from this government to them, ordering their removal, that they might not occasion a breach with the indians, but it had no effect. these were, to the best of my remembrance, all the places settled by pennsylvanians in the unpurchased part of the province, till about three years ago, when some persons had the presumption to go into path valley or tuscarora gap, lying to the east of the big cove, and into a place called aucquick, lying to the northward of it; and likewise into a place called sheerman's creek, lying along the waters of juniata, and is situate east of the path valley, through which the present road goes from harris's ferry to alleghany; and lastly, they extended their settlements to big juniata; the indians all this while repeatedly complaining that their hunting-ground was every day more and more taken from them; and that there must infallibly arise quarrels between their warriors and these settlers, which would in the end break the chain of friendship, and pressing in the most importunate terms their speedy removal. the government in sent the sheriff and three magistrates, with mr. weiser, into these places to warn the people; but they, notwithstanding, continued their settlements in opposition to all this; and, as if those people were prompted by a desire to make mischief, settled lands no better, nay not so good, as many vacant lands within the purchased parts of the province. the bulk of these settlements were made during the administration of president palmer; and it is well known to your honor, though then in england, that his attention to the safety of the city and the lower counties would not permit him to extend more care to places so remote. finding such a general submission, except the two galloways and andrew lycon, and vainly believing the evil would be effectually taken away, there was no kindness in my power which i did not do for the offenders. i gave them money where they were poor, and telling them they might go directly on any part of the two millions of acres lately purchased of the indians; and where the families were large, as i happened to have several of my own plantations vacant, i offered them to stay on them rent free, till they could provide for themselves: then i told them that if after all this lenity and good usage they would dare to stay after the time limited for their departure, no mercy would be shown them, but that they would feel the rigor of the law. it may be proper to add that the cabins or log-houses which were burnt were of no considerable value; being such as the country people erect in a day or two, and cost only the charge of an entertainment. richard peters. july , . from this summary proceeding originated the name of the place called the burnt cabins, the locality of which is pointed out to the traveller to this day. that these ejected tenants _at will_ did not remain permanently ejected from the fertile valley of the juniata is evident from the fact that their descendants, or many of them, of the third and fourth generations, are now occupying the very lands they were driven from. in july, , the government was thrown into alarm by the rumor that a mr. delany had, while speaking of the removal of the trespassers on the unpurchased lands northwest of the kittochtinny hills, said, "that if the people of the great and little coves would apply to maryland they might have warrants for their lands; and if those of the tuscarora path valley would apply to virginia, he did not doubt but they might obtain rights there." petitions were sent to the council from the residents of the coves, in which it was set forth that they did not wish to be either in the province of maryland or virginia, and prayed permission to remain, until the boundary of the provinces was determined, on the lands purchased from the indians. this proposition was not accepted, and was only followed up by proclamations imposing severe penalties upon trespassers. this was deemed absolutely necessary by governor hamilton, for the french were assuming a menacing attitude along the frontier, and it was necessary, at all hazards, to preserve the alliance of the indians. the provincial government was strong enough to drive the settlers out of the valley, but immeasurably too weak to keep them out. this brought about the treaty at albany in , to which we have previously alluded. thomas and richard penn, seeing the government unable to remove the squatters permanently, in consequence of the feelings of the people being with the latter, bought from the sachems the very considerable slice of land in which was included the valley of the juniata, for the trifling consideration of £ . this was supposed to act as a healing balm for the trespasses upon their hunting-grounds, and at the same time the penns undoubtedly entertained the idea that they could realize a handsome profit in re-selling the lands at an advanced price to those who occupied them, as well as to european emigrants constantly arriving and anxious to purchase. the indian chiefs and sachems who were not present at this treaty were highly indignant, and pronounced the whole transaction a gross fraud; and those who were present at the treaty declared they were outwitted by misrepresentations, and grossly defrauded. conrad weiser, the indian interpreter, in his journal of a conference at aughwick, stated that the dissatisfaction with the purchase of was general. the indians said they did not understand the points of the compass, and if the line was so run as to include the west branch of susquehanna, they would never agree to it. according to smith's laws, vol. xxi., p. , "the land where the shawnee and ohio indians lived, and the hunting-grounds of the delawares, the nanticokes, and the tutelos, were all included." so decided and general was the dissatisfaction of the indians, that, in order to keep what few remained from being alienated, the proprietors found it necessary to cede back to them, at a treaty held in easton, in october, , all the land lying north and west of the alleghany mountains within the province. the restoration, however, came too late to effect much good. but even the lands west of the alleghany mountains were not sacred to the indians, mountainous as they were and unfertile as they were deemed; for westward the squatter went, gradually encroaching upon the red men's last reserve, until he finally settled in their midst. these aggressions were followed by the usual proclamations from the government, but they had little or no effect in preventing the bold adventurers from crossing the alleghany mountains and staking out farms in the valley of the conemaugh. this continued for a number of years, until the government, wearied by unavailing efforts to keep settlers from indian lands, caused a stringent law to be passed by council in february, , when it was enacted "that if any person settled upon the unpurchased lands neglected or refused to remove from the same within thirty days after they were required so to do by persons to be appointed for that purpose by the governor or by his proclamation, or, having so removed, should return to such settlement, or the settlement of any other person, with or without a family, to remain and settle on such lands, or if any person after such notice resided and settled on such lands, every such person so neglecting or refusing to remove, or returning to settle as aforesaid, or that should settle after the requisition or notice aforesaid, being legally convicted, _was to be punished with death without the benefit of clergy_." there is no evidence on record that the provision of this act was ever enforced, although it was openly violated. it was succeeded by laws a little more lenient, making fine and imprisonment the punishment in lieu of the death-penalty "without the benefit of clergy." neither does the record say that the coffers of the provincial treasury ever became plethoric with the collection of fines paid by trespassers. during the indian wars of - , many of the inhabitants of the valley fled to the more densely populated districts for safety. up to this time few forts were built for defence, and the settlers dreaded the merciless warfare of the savages. the restoration of peace in the latter year brought a considerable degree of repose to the long harassed colonies. the turbulent indians of the ohio buried the hatchet in october, , on the plains of muskingum, which enabled the husbandman to reassume his labors and to extend his cultivation and improvements. the prosperity of pennsylvania increased rapidly; and those who were compelled by indian warfare to abandon their settlements rapidly returned to them. the juniata valley, and especially the lower part of it, gained a considerable accession of inhabitants in the shape of sturdy tillers of the soil and well-disposed christian people. for a time the scotch-irish presbyterians maintained rule in religion; but, about , german lutherans, irish catholics, and some few dunkards and other denominations, found their way to the valley. meeting-houses were built, stockade forts erected, and communities of neighbors formed for mutual protection, without regard to religious distinctions. the first settlements of the upper portion of the valley were not effected until between and . true, there was here and there an isolated family, but the danger of being so near the kittaning path was deemed too hazardous. it was in the upper part of the valley, too, that most of the massacres took place between and , as the lower end of it was too thickly populated and too well prepared for the marauders to permit them to make incursions or commit depredations. chapter iii. juniata island--an indian paradise--rev. david brainerd among the savages--the early settlers, hulings, watts, and baskins--indian battles--remarkable escape of mrs. hulings, etc. juniata island--now called duncan's island, in consequence of the duncan family being the proprietors for many years--is formed by the confluence of the juniata and susquehanna. stretching northward, it presents a lovely and fertile plain, surrounded by gorgeous and romantic scenery, surpassed by few places in the state. this must have been a very paradise for the sons of the forest. facing to the west, before them lay their beautiful hunting-grounds; facing to the south, the eye rested upon the "long crooked river," over whose rippling bosom danced the light bark canoe, and whose waters were filled with the choicest of fish. with such blessings within their reach, the inhabitants of the juniata island should have been superlatively happy, and probably would, had it not been for the internal feuds which existed among the tribes. although the wigwams of two distinct tribes dotted the island on the arrival of the white man, social intercourse and the most friendly terms of intimacy existed between them. they were the shawnees and the conoys. then, too, it betokened a peaceable spot, and yet it had been a famous indian battle-ground in its day. the traditions speak of a battle fought many years ago, between the delawares and the cayugas, on this island, when the gullies ran red with blood of mighty warriors, and the bones of a thousand of them were entombed in one common grave upon the battle-field. both tribes suffered severely. the delawares, although they lost the most braves, and were ultimately driven from the field, fought with the most savage desperation; but the cayugas had the advantage in point of numbers, and some of them used fire-arms, then totally unknown to the delawares. the first adventurers who went up the susquehanna were indian traders, who took up articles for traffic in canoes. fascinated by the beautiful scenery of the country, and impressed with the idea that corn and fruits grew upon the island spontaneously, these traders did not fail to give it a name and reputation; and curiosity soon prompted others to visit the "big island," as they called it. some of them soon went so far as to contemplate a settlement upon it. this, however, the indians would not permit; they were willing to trade at all times with them, but the island was a kind of reservation, and on no condition would they permit the pale-faces to share it with them. even had they suffered white men to settle among them, none would have repented the act, as a rash step, more bitterly than the white men themselves; for the shawnees were a treacherous nation, and exceedingly jealous of any innovations upon their rights or the customs of their fathers. still, the island became settled at an early day. the roving shawnees pushed their way westward, and the prejudices of those who took their place were probably overcome by presents of guns, ammunition, tobacco, and _fire-water_. the rev. david brainerd, a devout and pious missionary, visited the island in , in the spring while going up the river, and in the fall while returning. his object was to convert the indians, which he found quite as hopeless a task as did heckwelder and loskiel, who preceded him with the same object in view. during his peregrinations brainerd kept a journal, which, together with his life, was published by the american tract society. from this journal we extract the following, in order to give his views of savage life, as well as an interesting account of what he saw and heard at the island:-- sept. .--visited the indians again at juneauta island, and found them almost universally very busy in making preparations for a great sacrifice and dance. had no opportunity to get them together in order to discourse with them about christianity, by reason of their being so much engaged about their sacrifice. my spirits were much sunk with a prospect so very discouraging, and specially seeing i had this day no interpreter but a pagan, who was as much attached to idolatry as any of them, and who could neither speak nor understand the language of these indians; so that i was under the greatest disadvantages imaginable. however, i attempted to discourse privately with some of them, but without any appearance of success; notwithstanding, i still tarried with them. the valuable interpreter was probably a delaware indian, who was a visitor to take part in the dance and sacrifice, while the inhabitants of the island were shawnees, who originally came from the south, and their languages were entirely dissimilar. brainerd calls them "pagans" and "idolaters." this is a charge the indians used to combat most vehemently. they most unquestionably had small images carved out of wood to represent the deity; yet they repudiated the idea of worshipping the wood, or the wooden image, merely using it as a symbol through which to worship the unseen spirit. if such was the fact, they could not well be called pagans in the common acceptation of the term. the journal goes on to say:-- in the evening they met together, nearly one hundred of them, and danced around a large fire, having prepared ten fat deer for the sacrifice. the fat of the inwards they burnt in the fire while they were dancing, which sometimes raised the flame to a prodigious height, at the same time yelling and shouting in such a manner that they might easily have been heard two miles or more. they continued their sacred dance nearly all night; after which they ate the flesh of the sacrifice, and so retired each one to his own lodging. making a burnt-offering of the deer-fat to illuminate the dance, and to make a meat-offering to the insatiate indian appetite, after undergoing such fatigues, of the roasted venison, had not much idolatry in it. unconnected with any religious ceremony, such a proceeding might have been considered rational, and coming altogether within the meaning of the masonic principle which recognises "refreshment after labor." mr. brainerd continues:-- lord's-day, sep. .--spent the day with the indians on the island. as soon as they were well up in the morning, i attempted to instruct them, and labored for that purpose to get them together, but soon found they had something else to do; for near noon they gathered together all their powaws, or conjurors, and set about half a dozen of them playing their juggling tricks and acting their frantic, distracted postures, in order to find out why they were then so sickly upon the island, numbers of them being at that time disordered with a fever and bloody flux. in this exercise they were engaged for several hours, making all the wild, ridiculous, and distracted motions imaginable; sometimes singing, sometimes howling, sometimes extending their hands to the utmost stretch and spreading all their fingers: they seemed to push with them as if they designed to push something away, or at least to keep it off at arm's-end; sometimes stroking their faces with their hands, then spouting water as fine as mist; sometimes sitting flat on the earth, then bowing down their faces to the ground; then wringing their sides as if in pain and anguish, twisting their faces, turning up their eyes, grunting, puffing, &c. this looks more like idolatry than sacrificing ten fat deer and dancing by the light of their burning fat. yet, if curing disease by powwowing, incantation, or the utterance of charms, can be considered idolatry, we are not without it even at this late day. we need not go out of the juniata valley to find professing christians who believe as much in cures wrought by charms as they do in holy writ itself. "their monstrous actions tended to excite ideas of horror, and seemed to have something in them, as i thought, peculiarly suited to raise the devil, if he could be raised by any thing odd, ridiculous, and frightful. some of them, i could observe, were much more fervent and devout in the business than others, and seemed to chant, whoop, and mutter, with a degree of warmth and vigor as if determined to awaken and engage the powers below. i sat at a small distance, not more than thirty feet from them, though undiscovered, with my bible in my hand, resolving, if possible, to spoil their sport and prevent their receiving any answers from the infernal world, and there viewed the whole scene. they continued their hideous charms and incantations for more than three hours, until they had all wearied themselves out, although they had in that space of time taken several intervals of rest; and at length broke up, i apprehend, without receiving any answer at all." very likely they did not; but is it not most singular that a man with the reputation for piety and learning that brainerd left behind him should arm himself with a bible to spoil the spirit of the indians, in case their incantations should raise the demon of darkness, which, it would really appear, he apprehended? in speaking of the shawnee indians, or "shawanose," as they were then called, he stigmatizes them as "drunken, vicious, and profane." what their profanity consisted of he does not say. according to all indian historians, the indians had nothing in their language that represented an oath. brainerd goes on to say of the shawnees:-- their customs, in various other respects, differ from those of the other indians upon this river. they do not bury their dead in a common form, but let their flesh consume above the ground, in close cribs made for that purpose. at the end of a year, or sometimes a longer space of time, they take the bones, when the flesh is all consumed, and wash and scrape them, and afterward bury them with some ceremony. their method of charming or conjuring over the sick seems somewhat different from that of the other indians, though in substance the same. the whole of it, among these and others, perhaps, is an imitation of what seems, by naaman's expression, ( kings v. ,) to have been the custom of the ancient heathen. it seems chiefly to consist of their "striking their hands over the deceased," repeatedly stroking them, "and calling upon their god," except the spurting of water like a mist, and some other frantic ceremonies common to the other conjurations which i have already mentioned. in order to give mr. brainerd's impression of their customs, as well as an interesting account of a "medicine-man" who possessed rather singular religious opinions, we shall close with his journal, with another paragraph:-- when i was in this region in may last, i had an opportunity of learning many of the notions and customs of the indians, as well as observing many of their practices. i then travelled more than one hundred and thirty miles upon the river, above the english settlements, and in that journey met with individuals of seven or eight distinct tribes, speaking as many different languages. but of all the sights i ever saw among them, or indeed anywhere else, none appeared so frightful or so near akin to what is usually imagined of _infernal powers_, none ever excited such images of terror in my mind, as the appearance of one who was a devout and zealous reformer, or rather restorer of what he supposed was the ancient religion of the indians. he made his appearance in his _pontifical garb_, which was a coat of _bear-skins_, dried with the hair on, and hanging down to his toes; a pair of bear-skin stockings, and a great _wooden_ face, painted, the one half black, the other half tawny, about the color of an indian's skin, with an extravagant mouth, but very much awry; the face fastened to a bear-skin cap, which was drawn over his head. he advanced toward me with the instrument in his hand which he used for music in his idolatrous worship, which was a dry tortoise-shell with some corn in it, and the neck of it drawn on to a piece of wood, which made a very convenient handle. as he came forward, he beat his tune with the rattle, and danced with all his might, but did not suffer any part of his body, not so much as his fingers, to be seen. no one would have imagined, from his appearance or actions, that he could have been a human creature, if they had not had some intimation of it otherwise. when he came near me, i could not but shrink away from him, although it was then noonday, and i knew who it was, his appearance and gestures were so prodigiously frightful. he had a house consecrated to religious uses, with divers images cut upon the several parts of it. i went in, and found the ground beaten almost as hard as a rock with their frequent dancing upon it. i discoursed with him about christianity. some of my discourse he seemed to like, but some of it he disliked extremely. he told me that god had taught him his religion, and that he never would turn from it, but wanted to find some who would join heartily with him in it; for the indians, he said, were grown very degenerate and corrupt. he had thoughts, he said, of leaving all his friends, and travelling abroad, in order to find some who would join with him; for he believed that god had some good people somewhere, who felt as he did. he had not always, he said, felt as he now did; but had formerly been like the rest of the indians, until about four or five years before that time. then, he said, his heart was very much distressed, so that he could not live among the indians, but got away into the woods, and lived alone for some months. at length, he said, god comforted his heart, and showed him what he should do; and since that time he had known god and tried to serve him, and loved all men, be they who they would, so as he never did before. he treated me with uncommon courtesy, and seemed to be hearty in it. i was told by the indians that he opposed their drinking strong liquor with all his power; and that if at any time he could not dissuade them from it by all he could say, he would leave them, and go crying into the woods. it was manifest that he had a set of religious notions, which he had examined for himself and not taken for granted upon bare tradition; and he relished or disrelished whatever was spoken of a religious nature, as it either agreed or disagreed with _his standard_. while i was discoursing, he would sometimes say, "now that i like; so god has taught me," &c.; and some of his sentiments seemed very just. yet he utterly denied the existence of a devil, and declared there was no such creature known among the indians of old times, whose religion he supposed he was attempting to revive. he likewise told me that departed souls went _southward_, and that the difference between the good and bad was this: that the former were admitted into a beautiful town with spiritual walls, and that the latter would forever hover around these walls in vain attempts to get in. he seemed to be sincere, honest, and conscientious, in his own way, and according to his own religious notions, which was more than ever i saw in any other pagan. i perceived that he was looked upon and derided among most of the indians as a _precise zealot_, who made a needless noise about religious matters; but i must say that there was something in his temper and disposition which looked more like true religion than any thing i ever observed among other heathens. if brainerd was not grossly imposed upon, the indian was a remarkable man, and his code of ethics might be used with profit by a great many persons now treading the paths of civilization and refinement. but it is more than probable that he had based the groundwork of his religion on what he had learned from the moravian missionaries. in the ensuing summer brainerd again ascended the susquehanna, where he contracted disease by exposure, and died in the fall. the earliest permanent white settler upon the island was a gentleman named hulings, who located near the mouth of the juniata, over which, in after years, he established a ferry; and, after travel increased and the traders took their goods up the rivers on pack-horses, he built a sort of causeway, or bridge, for the passage of horses, at the upper end of the island. he settled on the island in . he was followed by another adventurer, named watts, who staked out a small patch of land, with the view of farming it. it was already cleared, and he purchased it from the indians. the children of these families intermarried, and their descendants to this day own the greater portion of the island. a few years after the settlement of watts and hulings, a gentleman named baskin came from below, and settled near the point of the island. he was an enterprising man, and had no sooner erected himself a temporary shelter than he established a ferry across the susquehanna. the ferry became profitable, and baskin realized a fortune out of it. it was a sort of heirloom in the family for several generations, until the state improvements were built, when a bridge was erected. baskin's ferry was known far and wide; and there are still some descendants of the name residing, or who did reside a few years ago, where the ferry crossed. shortly after braddock's defeat, the country was greatly alarmed by rumors that the french and indians were coming down the susquehanna in great numbers, with the avowed intention of slaughtering the british colonists and laying waste all their habitations. nor was this rumor without foundation; for the massacres already committed up the susquehanna seemed fully to justify the apprehension. travel along the river was suspended, and a portion of the settlers fled to paxton. hulings abandoned his ferry, and, with a convoy of friendly delaware indians, he went to fort duquesne, where he immediately purchased land, with the view of settling permanently. there, however, he found little more peace and quiet than he enjoyed at the island. the country was rife with alarms of indian depredations, and the settlers were in constant dread of an attack which they could not repel. hulings became dissatisfied, because the exchange had disappointed all his reasonable expectations, and he determined to return. to this end he disposed of his land for £ --land which now composes the heart of the city of pittsburg, and could not be purchased for £ , , . in company with another party of friendly indians on their way to the east, he returned to the island, re-established his ferry, built himself a house at the bridge, and for some years lived in security. about , accounts of indian depredations above again alarmed the lower settlements; but mr. hulings paid no attention to them, until a large number of them were seen but a short distance above the island, encamped upon a piece of table-land. in great haste he packed up a few of his most valuable articles, and, putting his wife and child upon a large black horse, took them to the point, so as to be ready to fly the moment the savages made their appearance. at this place there was a half-fallen tree, from the branches of which an excellent view of his house, as well as of the path beyond it, could be obtained. here hulings watched for some time, hoping that if the indians did come down, and find his house abandoned, they would go up the juniata. suddenly it occurred to hulings that in his haste he had left some valuable keepsakes, and he returned forthwith alone. after reconnoitering for some time, he entered the house, and was somewhat surprised to find an indian tinkering at his gun-lock. the savage was unable to shoot, and, as hulings was a man of powerful frame, he feared to make a personal attack upon him. both appeared to be ready to act upon the defensive, but neither was willing to risk an attack. in the mean time, the reconnoitering and parleying of hulings had taken up so much time that mrs. hulings became alarmed, and concluded that her husband had been murdered. without a thought of the danger, she took her child upon the horse before her, plunged him into the susquehanna, and the noble charger carried them safely to the other shore--a distance of nearly a mile, and at a time, too, when the river was unusually high! such an achievement in modern times would make a woman a heroine, whose daring would be extolled from one end of the land to the other. soon after this extraordinary feat, mr. hulings arrived, and he, in turn, became alarmed at the absence of his wife; but he soon saw her making a signal on the other side, and, immediately unmooring a canoe at the mouth of the juniata, he got into it and paddled it over. it was the only canoe in the neighborhood,--an old one left by baskin when he fled. hulings had scarcely rejoined his wife before he saw the flames shooting up from the old log ferry-house, and the savages dancing around it, brandishing their weapons; but they were out of harm's way, and succeeded in reaching paxton the same day. in a year or so they returned, and ended their days on the island. reference is made by historians to a battle fought between the whites and indians on the island in . the old inhabitants, too, spoke of one, but we could ascertain nothing definite on the subject. no mention whatever is made of it in the colonial records. after this period but few of the roving bands or war-parties ever came down either the susquehanna or the juniata as far as the island. the massacre of the conestoga indians inspired the up-country savages with so much terror that they deemed it certain death to go near the settlement of the paxton boys. by the time the revolution commenced, the neighborhood of the mouth of the juniata was thickly populated, and the inhabitants had within their reach ample means of defence; so that the savages in the employ of the british prudently confined their operations to the thickly-settled frontier. chapter iv. indian towns along the juniata--lost creek valley discovered--mexico first settled by captain james patterson in --indian attack upon settlers at the house of william white--massacre of white--capture of a lad named john riddle--his release from captivity, etc. [for the facts on which the two chapters following are based we are indebted to a gentleman named andrew banks, an old resident of lost creek valley, juniata county. he was born near york, and settled near his late place of residence in , and was nearly eighty-nine years of age when we called upon him early in december, . we found him enjoying the evening of a long and well-spent life, with his sense of hearing somewhat impaired, but his intellect and memory both good. he was a man of considerable intelligence, and we found him quite willing to give all he knew of the past worthy of record. he died about the last of the same month.] the river, from the island to newport, is hemmed in by mountains; and while it afforded excellent territory for hunting, fishing, and trapping, it held out no inducements for the indians to erect their lodges along it. the first indian village above the mouth of the river was located on the flat, a short distance above where the town of newport now is. another was located at the mouth of a ravine a little west of millerstown. at the former place the cahoons, hiddlestons, and others were settled, who were ejected, and had their cabins burnt by secretary peters. after the purchase of these lands at albany, in , both these towns were destroyed, and the indians went to ohio. lost creek valley, unquestionably one of the most beautiful valleys in the juniata region, was entered by some indian traders as early as . they found it occupied by two or three indian settlements, and they made a successful barter with the aborigines. the next year they essayed to revisit the place, but were unable to find it. the following summer they found it again; hence arose the name of the _lost_ creek. there is no record of any massacres by the indians in this valley, and the impression is that they left it about , some going toward the frontier, and others to the head of tuscarora valley. the first settlement on the river, in what now constitutes juniata county, was made in , by an adventurous scotch-irishman known as captain james patterson. he came across the country from cumberland county, accompanied by some five or six others, most of whom settled very near to where mexico now stands. patterson was a bold and fearless man; and he had not long resided in his new location before the indians of the neighborhood both hated and feared him. he and his companions cleared the land on both sides of the river, built two large log-houses, and pierced them with loopholes, so that they might defend themselves from any attacks the savages might make. patterson soon became aware of the fact that his reckless daring, especially in braving the proclamations of the proprietors in settling upon unpurchased indian lands, had inspired the indians with fear; hence he did not condescend to make an effort to purchase from the indians, or even build a fort for the protection of his little colony. in addition to his recklessness, he possessed a good share of cunning, that on many occasions served his purpose. for instance, he used to keep a target, the centre of which was riddled with bullets, leaning against a tree. whenever he found a party of friendly indians approaching, he used to stand under his door and blaze away at the target, but always stop when the indians were near the house. the indians would invariably examine the target, measure the distance--about four hundred feet--with the eye, and conclude among themselves that patterson would be an exceedingly tough customer in a fight! his reputation for shooting obtained for him among the delawares the name of "big shot." patterson was a very bold squatter, and staked off for himself a large body of land, declaring that providence had designed it for the use of christian people to raise food upon, and not for indian war-dances. but, with all his fancied security and his contemptuous opinion of the "cowardly red-skins," they put him to his trumps at last. in the year they no longer visited his settlement on the friendly mission of bartering furs and venison for rum and tobacco, but they commenced prowling about in small parties, painted for war, armed with the rifle--the use of which they had already acquired--and exceedingly dangerous-looking knives and tomahawks. patterson became alarmed, and, actuated by a settled conviction that "discretion" was the better part of valor, himself and his companions crossed the tuscarora mountain and took refuge in sherman's valley. a few years after he returned, but he found his land parcelled, and occupied by others, who held deeds of purchase for it from the proprietory government. nothing daunted, however, he took possession of another piece of land, and commenced cultivating it, without going through the land-office formula of obtaining a legal title for it. he was a man of some intelligence, and held in supreme contempt the penn family and their treaties with the indians. he declared that the albany treaty did not give them a shadow of right to the land; and, as it was not considered morally wrong for the penns to wheedle the indians out of millions of acres of land for the paltry sum of £ , he did not see any wrong in his cheating the penn family out of a farm. for some years peace and quiet reigned in the neighborhood; but in the spring of the red man again lifted the hatchet, and the settlers were thrown into awe and consternation. constant rumors were afloat of their depredations, and at length a scouting party returned with the unwelcome intelligence that a body of shawnees were encamped in tuscarora valley. as speedily as possible, all the movable effects were placed upon pack-horses, and the settlers, by extremely cautious manoeuvering, succeeded in escaping safely, and again took up their residence in sherman's valley. the spring having been exceedingly favorable, the grain crop was ready to cut early in july, and a party was formed by the settlers, and some few others, to go back and assist each other in getting in their harvest. on their arrival they set vigorously to work; and, no traces of savages being perceptible, in their anxiety to get in the grain they appeared to forget them, notwithstanding each man carried with him his trusty rifle wheresoever he went. on sunday, while resting from their labors, some ten or twelve shawnee indians approached the house of william white, where all the settlers were spending the sabbath. they crawled up to the house unperceived, and fired a volley through the open door, killing mr. white and wounding some of his family. the wildest consternation seized upon the party within, and, in the great confusion which followed, all escaped by the back-door except william riddle. some swam the river; others escaped in different directions. riddle did not see a son of his, aged about twelve years, escape; and, without probably being conscious of what he was doing, walked toward the front-door, where a savage fired at him. the muzzle of the gun was so near riddle's face that the discharge literally filled it with gunpowder. the ball grazed, but did not injure him. at the moment the savage discharged his rifle, riddle was tripped by something upon the floor, and fell. the indians took it for granted that both were killed, and set up a loud shout of victory. while holding a consultation about their future movements, riddle jumped up suddenly and ran. several indians fired, and for a short distance pursued him; but he soon distanced the fleetest runner among them. the marauders then returned, and, after scalping mr. white, plundered the house of all the ammunition they could find, some few other trifling articles, and then set fire to it. on taking their departure from the place, from a high bluff near the house they discovered riddle's son, who was trying to conceal himself in a rye-field. they captured him and took him along with them. in order to give an account of his captivity, we shall be compelled to defer an account of the further depredations of the same band until the next chapter. some years after peace was restored--the precise year not known, but supposed to have been in ,--riddle started for the frontier in search of his son. this was a time of almost profound peace, which followed the numerous massacres of the few preceding years, and a time, too, when the indians had been taught some severe lessons, and were disposed to act friendly toward the whites. riddle travelled on horseback, and passed numerous indian villages, but could hear no tidings of his son until he came upon an encampment of shawnee indians near lake erie. as he neared the village, he saw the warriors returning from the chase, and among them a youthful-looking brave with an eagle-feather waving on his cap, and all the paraphernalia of a young chief decorating his person. his bearing erect, his step firm, he trod the path with a proud and haughty air. but a single glance sufficed for riddle to recognise in the youthful warrior his son john. dismounting from his horse, he sprang forward and attempted to throw himself into his arms; but, strange to say, his _advances were repulsed_! even when the lad was convinced that he was riddle's offspring, he refused to go with him, but declared his determination to remain with the tribe. during the few years that he had been among the sons of the forest, he had most thoroughly imbibed their habits and a strong love for their wild and romantic life. the chase, the woods, the council-fires and the wigwams, the canoe and the dance of the squaws, were enchantment to him, in the enjoyment of which he lost all recollections of home or his parents; and when his father declared that he would use a parent's prerogative to force him to accompany him, young riddle, almost frantic with despair, called upon his warrior friends to interfere in his behalf. but the indians, fearful of the consequences that might result from any interference of the kind, acknowledged riddle's right to reclaim his son, since the red man and the white man had smoked the pipe of peace. it was, therefore, with great reluctance that john riddle prepared to depart immediately. he took a hasty farewell of his warrior companions, and, mounting behind his father, they turned their faces toward the valley of the juniata. mr. riddle, with commendable zeal and a great deal of prudence, put as much ground between him and the shawnee village, before nightfall, as possible. he pitched his tent for the night on the edge of a thicket, and partook of some provisions which he had in his saddle-bag; and, after talking for an hour or two, they stretched themselves before the fire to sleep. young riddle appeared resigned, and had even conversed gayly and cheerfully with his father; but the old man had his misgivings, and he feared that treachery was hidden beneath this semblance of cheerfulness. the consequence was that he lay awake for hours; but at length the fatigues of the day overcame him, and he sank into a deep sleep, from which he did not awake until the sun was up, and then only to find that his son had fled! the emotions of a father under such circumstances may be imagined, but certainly they cannot well be described. a man of less energy would have given up the object of his mission as hopeless, and returned home. not so, however, with riddle, for he hastened back to the indian village, and asked the indians sternly for his son. unused or unwilling to dissemble, they frankly told him that he was in the council-house, and demanded their protection; that he had eaten, drank, and smoked, with the red man, and that he was unwilling to acknowledge a pale-face as a father or a brother. this highly incensed riddle, and he declared that if his son were not delivered up to him, he would bring the forces from the nearest fort and exterminate them; and, further, that, if any injury befell him, his friends, who knew his mission, would follow and avenge him. a council was immediately called, and the subject debated. the young warriors of the village were determined that young riddle should remain among them at all hazards; but the counsel of the older chiefs, who evidently foresaw what would follow, prevailed, and young riddle was again placed in charge of his father. the old man, profiting by experience, took his son to a frontier fort, and from thence home, reasoning with him all the way on the folly of adopting the life of a savage. riddle grew to manhood, and reared a large family in walker township, all of whom many years ago went to the west. he is represented by mr. banks as having been a quiet and inoffensive man, except when he accidentally indulged in the too free use of "_fire-water_." it was then that all the characteristics of the red man manifested themselves. "on such occasions his eye flashed, and all his actions betokened the wily savage." chapter v. early settlers at licking creek--relics of an indian battle--house of robert campbell attacked--james campbell wounded and taken prisoner--scout sent from sherman's creek--encountered indians at buffalo creek--five of the scout killed, etc. the neighborhood of the mouth of licking creek was settled about . the first settler was hugh hardy, a scotch-irishman, who located about a mile from the mouth of the creek. he was followed by families named castner, wilson, law, scott, grimes, and sterrit, all scotch-irish, and the last two traders in indian goods. at the time of their advent at licking creek, the indians were exceedingly friendly, and pointed out to them a famous battle-ground near the creek. the oral tradition of the battle preserved by them was as follows:--on the one side of the creek was a village of the delawares, on the other a village of the tuscaroras. both tribes lived in harmony--hunted on the same grounds, seated themselves around the same council-fires, and smoked in common the pipe of peace, and danced the green-corn dance together beneath the pale rays of the mellow harvest-moon. these amicable relations might have existed for years, had not a trivial incident brought about a sad rupture. some indian children at play on the bank of the creek commenced quarrelling about a grasshopper. high words led to blows. the women of the respective tribes took up their children's quarrel, and in turn the wives' quarrel was taken up by the men. a bloody and most sanguinary battle was the result. the struggle was long and fierce, and hundreds of warriors, women, and children, fell beneath the deadly tomahawk or by the unerring arrow. to this day, relics, such as arrow-heads, pipes, and human bones, are found upon the spot where tradition says the battle occurred. the "grasshopper war" was long held up by the sachems as a terrible warning to any tribe about to embroil itself in a bootless war. some historians assert that there was once a fort at the mouth of licking creek, called fort campbell, all traces of which are now obliterated. such was not the case. robert campbell owned the largest house in the settlement, which was pierced with loopholes for defence similar to that belonging to patterson. the settlers had also been driven away, and had returned to reap their harvest. on the sabbath referred to in the preceding chapter, while the harvesters were gathered in the house of campbell, and immediately after the massacre at patterson's, the same hand of indians stealthily approached the house of campbell and fired a volley at the inmates. several persons were wounded, but there is no authentic record of any one being killed. james campbell was shot through the wrist, and taken prisoner. he was taken to the frontier, probably to lake erie, and returned in a year or eighteen months afterward. but the particulars attending his captivity were never published, neither could we find any person who knew any thing about the matter further than that he was captured, and returned again to his home. immediately after the indians had discharged their rifles, one of them sprang into the house, and with uplifted tomahawk approached a bed on which a man named george dodds was resting. fortunately for dodds, his rifle was within reach, which he immediately grasped and fired at the savage, wounding him in the groin. the indian retreated, and dodds made his way up-stairs, and through an opening in the roof he escaped, went direct to sherman's valley, and spread the alarm. this same band of marauders proceeded up tuscarora valley, laying waste the country as they went. in the dusk of the evening, they came to the house of william anderson. they shot down the old man, who was seated by the table with the open bible upon his lap, and also killed and scalped his son and a young woman--an adopted daughter of mr. anderson. two brothers named christy, and a man named graham, neighbors of mr. anderson, hearing the guns firing, conjectured that the indians had attacked him; and, their own means of defence being inadequate, they fled, and reached sherman's valley about midnight. their arrival spread new terror, and a volunteer force of twelve men was soon raised to go over to the valley to succor the settlers. this force consisted of three brothers named robinson, john graham, charles elliot, william and james christy, daniel miller, john elliot, edward mcconnel, william mccallister, and john nicholson. fearing that the savages would murder men engaged in harvesting farther up the valley, they endeavored to intercept them by crossing through bigham's gap early on monday morning. they had no sooner entered the valley than they discovered traces of the enemy. houses were pillaged, and some razed to the ground. at one place they had killed four hogs and a number of fowls, which they had roasted by a fire, fared sumptuously and dined leisurely. at graham's there were unmistakable signs that they had been joined by another party, and that the entire force must number at least twenty-five indians. from their tracks, too, it was evident that they had crossed the tuscarora mountain by way of run gap. the dread to encounter such a force would have deterred almost any small body of men; but the robinsons, who appeared to be leaders of the party, were bold, resolute back-woodsmen, inured to hardship, toil, and danger, and, without taking time to reflect, or even debate, upon the probability of being attacked by the enemy from ambuscade, they pushed forward rapidly to overtake the savages. at the cross-roads, near buffalo creek, the savages fired upon the party from an ambuscade of brush, and killed five. william robinson was shot in the abdomen with buckshot; still he managed to follow buffalo creek for half a mile. john elliot, a mere lad of seventeen, discharged his rifle at an indian, and then ran. the indian pursued him, but, fearing the boy would get off, he dropped his rifle, and followed with tomahawk alone. elliot, perceiving this, threw some powder into his rifle at random, inserted a ball in the muzzle, and pushed it in as far as he could with his finger; then, suddenly turning around, he shot the indian in the breast. the indian gave a prolonged scream, and returned in the direction of his band. there is little doubt but that the indian was killed; but, agreeably to their custom, his companions either concealed the body or took it with them. elliot went but a short distance before he overtook william robinson, who was weltering in his blood upon the ground, and evidently in the agonies of death. he begged elliot to carry him off, as he had a great horror of being scalped. elliot told him it was utterly impossible for him to lift him off the ground, much less carry him. robinson then said-- "take my gun, and save yourself. and if ever you have an opportunity to shoot an indian with it, _in war or peace_, do so, for my sake." there is no record of the fact that he obeyed the dying injunction of his friend; but he did with the rifle what was more glorious than killing ignorant savages; he carried it for five years in the continental army, and battled with it for the freedom of his country. how many of his majesty's red-coats it riddled before the flag of freedom floated over the land, is only known to the god of battles. the body of robinson was not found by the indians. during the action thomas robinson stood still, sheltered by a tree, until all his companions had fled. he fired a third time, in the act of which two or three indians fired, and a bullet shattered his right arm. he then attempted to escape, but was hotly pursued by the indians, one of whom shot him through the side while in the act of stooping to pass a log. he was found scalped and most shockingly mutilated. john graham died while sitting upon a log, a short distance from the scene of action. charles elliot and mcconnel escaped, and crossed buffalo creek, but they were overtaken and shot just as they were in the act of ascending the bank. their bodies were found in the creek. these bloody murders caused the greatest alarm in the neighborhood. the indians, flushed with success, manifested no disposition to leave; and the inhabitants of the sparsely-settled country fled toward the lower end of sherman's valley, leaving all behind them. a party of forty men, armed and organized and well-disciplined, marched in the direction of the juniata for the purpose of burying the dead and slaying the indians; but when they came to buffalo creek, they were so terrified at the sight of the slaughtered whites and probably exaggerated stories of the strength of the enemy, that the commander ordered a return. he called it _prudent_ to retire; some of his men called it _cowardly_. the name of the valiant captain could not be ascertained. captain dunning went up the valley from carlisle with a posse, determined to overtake and punish the savages if possible. before his arrival, however, some five or six men conceived the rash idea of giving the indians battle, and attacked them while in a barn. the attack was an exceedingly ill-judged affair, for but few indians were wounded, and none killed. they bounded out with great fury, and shot the entire party but one, who managed to escape. those who were killed were alexander logan and his son john, charles coyle, and william hamilton. bartholomew davis made his escape, and at logan's house overtook captain dunning and his command. judging that the indians would visit logan's for plunder, captain dunning ambuscaded his men, and in a very short time the savages came, boldly, and entirely unconscious of impending danger. they were greeted by a volley from dunning's men, and but a short engagement followed. three or four indians fell at the first fire; and the rest, dismayed, fled in consternation toward the mountain, and were not pursued. thus it will be perceived that a large number of most cruel and cold-blooded murders were committed by these marauders before they were checked, simply because in treachery and cunning the white men could not cope with them. chapter vi. tuscarora valley--its early settlers--its mounds and its forts-- massacres, etc. tuscarora path valley, as it was formerly called, is one of the most fertile and beautiful within the juniata range. it embraces an extent of probably thirty miles in length, beginning in franklin county, and ending at the river at perrysville, in juniata county. the name of "path" was given to it in consequence of the old western indian path running through it nearly its entire length. tuscarora, in its day, must have been a famous place for the indians. its great natural advantages, and the abundance of game it contained, must alone have rendered it an attractive place, independent of the fact that it was the regular highway between the east and the west, where the warrior, the politician, and the loafer, could lie in the "umbrageous grots and caves of cool recess," before the wigwam door, and hear from travellers all the news astir worthy of their profound attention. tradition, however, speaks of battles among them; for they would fight among themselves, and that, too, with all the relentless fury that characterized their warfare with the whites. but of these battles said to be fought in the valley the tradition is so vague and unsatisfactory that we omit any further mention of them. there are two mounds in the valley,--one of them near its head, the other some twelve or fourteen miles from its mouth, at or near a place, we believe, now called academia. some persons who examined this mound about twenty years ago tried to make it appear that it had been enclosed in a fortification, as they averred that they had discovered fragments of a wall. this was probably a wrong conclusion, as a burial-place would not likely be within a fortification. if the mound was once enclosed within a wall for protection, it was an act that stands without a parallel in indian history. near the lower mound is an academy; and during the last ten years the students used their leisure hours in exhuming the bones and searching for relics, so that by this time, probably, but a mere visible trace of it is left. the first settlers in tuscarora were samuel bigham, robert hagg, and james and john grey,--all scotch. they came from cumberland county about the year , or probably . they were in search of a location for permanent settlement. the valley pleased them so well that they immediately staked out farms; and, notwithstanding the indians of the valley treated them with apparent hospitality, they took the precaution to build themselves a fort for defence, which was named bigham's fort. by the year several other persons had settled in tuscarora, among them george woods and a man named innis. some time in the spring of , john grey and innis went to carlisle with pack-horses, for the purpose of procuring groceries. on their return, while descending the mountain, in a very narrow defile, grey's horse, frightened at a bear which crossed the road, became unmanageable and threw him off. innis, anxious to see his wife and family, went on; but grey was detained for nearly two hours in righting his pack. as far as his own personal safety was concerned, the detention was a providential one, for he just reached the fort in time to see the last of it consumed. every person in it had either been massacred or taken prisoners by the indians. he examined the charred remains of the bodies inside of the fort, but he could find none that he could bring himself to believe were those of his family. it subsequently appeared that his wife and his only daughter, three years of age, george woods, innis's wife and three children, and a number of others, had been carried into captivity. they were taken across the alleghany to the old indian town of kittaning, and from thence to fort duquesne, where they were delivered over to the french. woods was a remarkable man, and lived to a good old age, and figured somewhat extensively afterward in the history of both bedford and alleghany counties. he took his captivity very little to heart, and even went so far as to propose marriage to mrs. grey while they were both prisoners in the fort. the french commander, in apportioning out the prisoners, gave woods to an old indian named john hutson, who removed him to his own wigwam. but george proving neither useful nor ornamental to hutson's establishment, and as there was no probability of any of his friends paying a ransom for him--inasmuch as he had neither kith nor kin,--he opened negotiations with george to let him off. the conditions made and entered into between the two were that the aforesaid george woods should give to the aforesaid john hutson an annuity of ten pounds of tobacco, until death should terminate the existence of either of the parties named. this contract was fulfilled until the massacre of the bedford scout, when harry woods, a lieutenant of the scout, and son of george woods, recognised among the most active of the savages the son of john hutson, who used to accompany his father to bedford, where harry woods had often seen him. it is hardly necessary to add that old hutson never called upon woods after that for his ransom annuity. woods was a surveyor by profession, and assisted in laying out the city of pittsburg, one of the principal streets of which bears his name, or, at least, was named after him, notwithstanding it is called "wood" instead of woods street. mr. woods, after he removed to bedford, became a useful and influential citizen. he followed his profession, and most of the original surveys in the upper end of the juniata valley were made by him. he reared a large family, and his descendants are still living. one of his daughters was married to ross, who was once a candidate for the office of governor of the state. he lived to a good old age, and died amid the deep regrets of a most extended circle of acquaintances. mrs. grey and her daughter were given to some indians, who took them to canada. in the ensuing fall john grey joined colonel armstrong's expedition against kittaning, in hopes of recapturing, or at least gaining some intelligence of, his family. failing to do this, he returned home, broken in health and spirits, made his will, and died. the will divided the farm between his wife and daughter, in case they returned from captivity. if the daughter did not return, a sister was to have her half. about a year after the fort was burnt, mrs. grey, through the connivance of some traders, managed to escape from bondage, and reached her home in safety, but, unfortunately, was compelled to leave her daughter behind her. she proved her husband's will and took charge of the property. the treaty of brought a large number of captive children to philadelphia to be recognised and claimed by their friends. mrs. grey attended, in hopes of finding her child; but she was unsuccessful. there remained one child unclaimed, about the same age as mrs. grey's; and some person, who evidently knew the provisions of the will, hinted to her the propriety of taking the child to save the property. she did so, and in the year , the heirs of the sister, having received some information as to the identity of the child, brought suit for the land. the trial was a novel one, and lasted from to , a period of forty-five years, when it was decided in favor of the heirs and against the captive. innis remained among the indians until the treaty. his wife escaped a short time previous. two of her children she recovered in philadelphia, but a third had been drowned by the savages on their way to some place in canada. by the exposure it became sick and very weak, and, to rid themselves of any further trouble with it, they put it under the ice. when the captive children were at philadelphia, some person had taken one of innis's, and he had considerable difficulty to recover it. had it not been for a private mark by which he proved it, the person who had it in charge would probably never have surrendered it. the indians of tuscarora, before the french war, were on terms of great intimacy with the whites. they used to meet at the fort, and shoot mark, and, when out of lead, would go to the mouth of the valley, and return with lead ore, almost pure. lead was a valuable article, and difficult to transport; hence the settlers were anxious to discover the location of the mine. many a warrior was feasted and liquored until he was blind drunk, under a promise of divulging the precise whereabouts of the lead mine. its discovery, if it contained any quantity of ore, would have realized any man a speedy fortune in those days; but, in spite of indian promises and the most thorough search for years, the lead mines of tuscarora were never found, and probably never will be until it is occupied by another race of cunning indians. the fort burnt down in was rebuilt some four years afterward, through the exertions of ralph sterrit, an old indian trader. his son william was born in bigham's fort, and was the first white child born in tuscarora valley. at the time of burning the first fort, sterrit was absent with his family. it is related of ralph sterrit, that, one day, while sitting outside of the second fort, a wayworn indian came along, who was hungry, thirsty, and fatigued. sterrit was a humane man, and called the savage in, gave him bread and meat, a drink of rum, and some tobacco, and sent him on his way rejoicing. the circumstance had entirely passed out of sterrit's mind, when, one night in the spring of , when the indians had again commenced hostilities, the inmates of the fort were alarmed by a noise at the gate. sterrit looked out, and by the light of the moon discovered that it was an indian. the alarm was spread, and some of the more impetuous were for shooting him down as a spy. sterrit, more cool than the others, demanded of the indian his business. the indian, in few words, reminded him of the circumstance above narrated, and for the hospitality extended to him he had come to warn the white man of impending danger. he said that the indians were as "plenty as pigeons in the woods," and that even then they had entered the valley, and, before another moon, would be at the fort, carrying with them the firm determination to murder, scalp, and burn, all the whites in their path. the alarm was sounded, and it was soon determined, in consequence of the weakness of the fort, to abandon it. nearly all the settlers of the valley were in it; but the number stated by the savage completely overawed them, so that they set to work immediately packing upon horses their most valuable effects, and long before daylight were on their way to cumberland county. the indians came next night, and, after reconnoitering for a long time, approached the fort, which, much to their astonishment, they found evacuated. however, to show the settlers that they had been there, they burnt down the fort, and, on a cleared piece of ground in front of it, they laid across the path a war-club painted red--a declaration of war to the death against the whites. the benevolent act of sterrit, in relieving the weary and hungry indian, was the means of saving the lives of eighty persons. chapter vii. fort granville--old indian town--the early settlers--captain jacobs--assault on and capture of the fort. previous to the settlement by the whites, the flat on which the eastern part of lewistown now stands was an indian town of considerable importance. it was the outlet of a large and fertile valley, through which ran a north-western indian path, and in which dwelt five or six tribes, who found this the natural outlet to the juniata. the council-house stood upon the east side of the creek, near its mouth, and the line of wigwams stretched toward the north. the first white settlers in this neighborhood came from the conecocheague, by way of aughwick. they consisted of arthur buchanan and his two sons, and three other families, all scotch-irish. buchanan was a man of great energy, and very fond of roving in the woods, far from the haunts of men. he was the master-spirit of the party, and with great self-reliance pitched his tent opposite the indian village, on the west bank of the creek. he then called upon the indians, and signified his intention to purchase land. they were at first unwilling to sell; but captain jacobs, (as buchanan christened the chief, in consequence of his close resemblance to a burly german in cumberland county,) who was the head chief, having been liberally plied with liquor, decided that buchanan should have the much-coveted land. what was paid for it never transpired, but it is more than probable that the remainder of the contents of buchanan's rum-keg, a few trinkets, and some tobacco, made him owner of the soil. this was in . captain jacobs had always professed great friendship toward the british colonists; but he was among the very first won over by the french. he became very much dissatisfied with buchanan, more especially as the latter had induced a number of his friends and acquaintances to come there and settle. by this means the lands of jacobs were encroached upon, which greatly roused his temper; and one day, without deigning to give an explanation of any kind, the indians destroyed their town and left. this was a movement the settlers did not understand; neither did they like it, for it seemed to forebode no good. after a very brief consultation among them, they resolved forthwith to build a fort for protection. they had for a time noticed a growing coldness on the part of jacobs and his warriors, and, fearful that they might come down the valley, joined by other bands, and massacre the people, fort granville was erected with as much despatch as possible. it was located about a mile above lewistown, in order to be near a large spring. contrary to expectations, the indians did not come, and things generally prospered about fort granville settlement during the summer and winter of . in the spring of the indians made their appearance in kishicoquillas valley, in considerable numbers; and parties of roving tribes in search of scalps and plunder, emboldened by the success of the french and indians the year previous, sometimes came down to the mouth of the creek, but, unable to ascertain the power of resistance concentrated within the fort, they never made an attack upon it. these incursions, however, became so frequent, that in the summer of the settlers only left the fort when necessity demanded it. finally, succor reached them in july. the government despatched lieutenant armstrong from cumberland county with a militia force to protect them while engaged in taking in their harvest, and, directly after his arrival, hearing of the exposed condition of the people in tuscarora, armstrong sent a portion of his command, with lieutenant faulkner, in order to guard them while reaping their grain. in the absence of the latter, on or about the d of july, (the indians having ascertained the strength of the garrison,) some sixty or seventy warriors, painted and equipped for battle, appeared before the fort and insolently challenged the settlers to combat. the commander pretended to treat the challenge with contempt, though in truth he was considerably alarmed at the prospect of an attack. the indians fired at one man, and wounded him. he happened to be outside, but got into the fort without sustaining any serious injury. the indians divided themselves into small parties and started off in different directions. one of these parties killed a man named baskins, a short distance from the river, burnt his house, and carried his wife and children into captivity. another party took hugh carrol and his family prisoners. on the th of july, captain edward ward had command of fort granville, with a company regularly enlisted and in the pay of the province. he went, with all of his men but twenty-four, to sherman's valley, to protect the settlers while harvesting. the enemy soon ascertained this, and on the first of august, according to the affidavit of john hogan, then and there taken prisoner, (colonial records, vol. vii. p. ,) one hundred indians and fifty frenchmen made an attack upon the fort. they assaulted the works during the entire afternoon and part of the night without gaining any advantage. about midnight the enemy got below the bank of the river, and by a deep ravine they approached close enough to the fort to set fire to it before they were observed. the fire soon spread, and through an aperture made the indians shot lieutenant armstrong, and wounded some two or three others who were endeavoring to put out the fire. the french commander ordered a suspension of hostilities, and offered quarter to all who would surrender, on several occasions; but armstrong would not surrender on any condition. he was certainly a brave man, and held out nobly almost against hope. peter walker, who was in the fort at the time and taken prisoner, after his escape from kittaning gave an account of the capture of the fort to general john armstrong. he said that "of the enemy not less than one hundred and twenty returned, all in health, except one frenchman, shot through the shoulder by lieutenant armstrong, a little before his death, as the frenchman was erecting his body out of the hollow to throw pine-knots on the fire made against the fort; and of this number there were about a dozen of french, who had for their interpreter one mcdowell, a scotchman." there appears to be a discrepancy between the statements of hogan and walker in regard to the number engaged in the assault, but it is quite likely that the latter's estimate is correct. general armstrong, in his letter to robert hunter morris, goes on to say:-- this mcdowell told walker they designed very soon to attack fort shirley with four hundred men. captain jacobs said he could take any fort that would catch fire, and would make peace with the english when they had learned him to make gunpowder. mcdowell told walker they had two indians killed in the engagement; but captains armstrong and ward, whom i ordered on their march to fort shirley to examine every thing at granville and send a list of what remained among the ruins, assure me that they found some parts of eight of the enemy burnt, in two different places, the joints of them being scarcely separated; and part of their shirts found, through which there were bullet-holes. to secrete these from the prisoners was doubtless the reason why the french officer marched our people some distance from the fort before he gave orders to burn the barracks, &c. walker says that some of the germans flagged very much on the second day, and that the lieutenant behaved with the greatest bravery to the last, despising all the terrors and threats of the enemy whereby they often urged him to surrender. though he had been near two days without water, but little ammunition left, the fort on fire, and the enemy situate within twelve or fourteen yards of the fort, under the natural bank, he was as far from yielding as when at first attacked. a frenchman in our service, fearful of being burned up, asked leave of the lieutenant to treat with his countrymen in the french language. the lieutenant answered, "the first word of french you speak in this engagement, i'll blow your brains out!" telling his men to hold out bravely, for the flame was falling, and he would soon have it extinguished; but he soon after received the fatal ball. col. rec., vol. vii. p. . directly after armstrong fell, a man named turner opened the gates and admitted the enemy. a soldier named brandon, who had been shot through the knee, approached the french, told them he was a roman catholic, and would go with them. his faith, however, availed him little; for, as soon as it was discovered that he was not in marching condition, one of the indians clove his skull with a tomahawk. the soldiers, who loved their lieutenant, asked permission to bury him; but the inhuman french officer refused, although they offered to do it in a very few minutes where they had raised clay to stay the progress of the flames. the indians were under the command of captain jacobs and shingas, but the name of the gallant french officer has not been preserved. the prisoners taken were twenty-two soldiers, three women, and several children. for fear of being overtaken by the provincial forces, they made forced marches to kittaning. when they arrived there, they pitched upon turner to make a terrible example of. in front of the council-house they planted a stake painted black, and to this they tied him; and, after having heated several old gun-barrels red-hot, they danced around him, and, every minute or two, seared and burned his flesh. without knowing but what such might be their own fate, the prisoners were compelled to look at the heart-rending sight, and listen to the shrieks and groans of the victim, without daring to utter a word. after tormenting him almost to death, the indians scalped him, and then held up an indian lad, who ended his sufferings by laying open his skull with a hatchet. some of the prisoners made their escape, and others were restored to their friends; but some few of the soldiers were never heard of again, having probably shared the fate of turner. one of the prisoners, named girty, returned in a wounded condition. when he escaped, he was followed by two indians to the head-waters of blacklick, where they attempted to re-capture him; but in the fight that followed he slew one of the indians, and the other ran. he scalped the one he killed, and took his scalp to aughwick. the women and children were recovered, by the first exchange of prisoners that took place, in . chapter viii. organization of mifflin county--dispute with huntingdon county about the boundary line--riot in lewistown, etc. [note.--it was not the author's original intention to publish any thing of modern occurrence in the juniata valley, but to confine himself exclusively to its early history; but several friends in lewistown made a particular request that we should insert an account of the dispute arising from the boundary question, and the riot of . the latter has been repeatedly published. still, as it occurred sixty-four years ago, and few, if any, living witnesses of the occurrence are to be found, it may be as well to preserve the record.] shortly after mifflin county was formed, in , an attempt was made to run the boundary line,--a proceeding which gave rise to great excitement and came very near ending in riot and bloodshed. the bone of contention was a strip of disputed territory claimed by both huntingdon and mifflin counties; and we are under the impression that a majority of those residing in the territory in dispute favored the mifflin county cause. they were mostly irish; and, since the wars were over and no enemy to fight, were ever ready, with true irish _hospitality_, to take a brush with their neighbors. accordingly, when the sheriff of huntingdon came into the disputed territory to serve a process upon a man, a party congregated at an irish tavern, and, lying in wait for the sheriff, arrested and carried him to lewistown and committed him to jail. he sued out a _habeas corpus_, and the judge discharged him. filled with wrath, the sheriff went home swearing vengeance. he soon summoned a posse in huntingdon, for the avowed purpose of taking his man at all hazards, and proceeded to the disputed territory. the people, aware of his coming, fired signal guns, and soon met in great numbers. the sheriff and his posse fortunately took a different route, which alone prevented riot and bloodshed. the boundary question was soon after settled amicably. [illustration: scene on the river below m'veytown.] the riot of , however, was a more serious affair. it will be remembered that in those days the military spirit in the juniata valley ran very high, though we are free to acknowledge that it has sadly degenerated since then. a gentleman named bryson had been appointed an associate judge by the governor. previous to his appointment, he held the office of brigade inspector; and, in his official capacity, refused to commission two colonels elected by their regiments, but in their stead commissioned two men of his own selection. this he had a right to do under the existing militia law; nevertheless, the men composing the regiments looked upon it as a most unwarrantable assumption of power in thus setting at defiance the expressed will of the majority, and they resolved that judge bryson should not enjoy his office. the following copy of a letter published in a paper in york, pennsylvania, from the district attorney, is a full history of the case: on monday, the th of september, , the hon. w. brown, james bryson, and james armstrong, esquires, met in the fore-noon, in order to open the court and proceed to business; but thomas beale, esq., one of the associate judges, not having arrived, their honors waited until three o'clock in the afternoon; at which time he arrived, and was requested to proceed with them and the officers of the court to the court-house. he declined going, and the procession moved on to the court-house, where the judges' commissions were read, the court opened, and the officers and the attorneys of the court sworn in, and the court adjourned till ten o'clock next morning. about nine o'clock, while preparing business to lay before the grand-jury, i received information that a large body of men were assembled below the long narrows, at david jordan's tavern, on the juniata, and were armed with guns, swords, and pistols, with an avowed intention to proceed to lewistown and seize judge bryson on the bench, and drag him from his seat, and march him off before them, and otherwise ill-treat him. this information was instantly communicated to messrs. brown, bryson, and armstrong, the judges, who agreed with me that samuel edminton, esq., the prothonotary, judge beale, ---- stewart, esq., ---- bell, esq., should, with george wilson, esq., the sheriff of mifflin county, proceed and meet the rioters. and the sheriff was commanded to inquire of them their object and intention; and, if hostile, to order them to disperse, and tell them that the court was not alarmed at their proceedings. two hours after this the court opened, and a grand-jury was impanelled. a fife was heard playing, and some guns fired, and immediately the mob appeared, marching toward the court-house, with three men on horseback in front, having the gentlemen that had been sent to meet them under guard in the rear; all of whom, on their arrival at lewistown, they permitted to go at large, except the sheriff, whom four of their number kept a guard over. the court ordered me, as the representative of the commonwealth, to go and meet them, remonstrate against their proceedings, and warn them of their danger; which order was obeyed. but all endeavors were in vain, the mob crying out, "march on! march on! draw your sword on him! ride over him!" i seized the reins of the bridle that the principal commander held, viz., ---- wilson, esq., brother of the sheriff aforesaid, who was well mounted and well dressed, with a sword, and, i think, two pistols belted around him; a cocked-hat, and one or two feathers in it. he said he would not desist, but at all events proceed and take judge bryson off the bench, and march him down to the narrows, to the judge's farm, and make him sign a written paper that he would never sit there as a judge again. the mob still crying out, "march on! march on!" he drew his sword, and told me he must hurt me unless i would let go the reins. the crowd pushed forward and nearly pressed me down; one of them, as i learned afterward, a nephew of judge beale, presented his pistol at my breast, with a full determination to shoot me. i let the reins go, and walked before them until i arrived at the stairs on the outside of the court-house, when judge armstrong met me, and said, "since nothing else will do, let us defend the stairs." we instantly ascended, and mr. hamilton, and the gentlemen of the bar, and many citizens; and the rioters, headed by william wilson, colonel walker, and colonel holt, came forward, and the general cry was, "march on, damn you; proceed and take him!" judge armstrong replied, "you damned rascals, come on; we will defend the court and ourselves; and before you shall take judge bryson you shall kill me and many others, which seems to be your intention, and which you may do!" at this awful moment, one holt seized judge armstrong by the arm with intent to pull him down the stairs, but he extricated himself. holt's brother then got a drawn sword and put it into his hands, and damned him to run the rascal through; and wilson drew his sword on me with great rage, and young beale his sword, and cocked his pistol, and presented it. i told them they might kill me, but the judge they could not, nor should they take him; and the words "fire away!" shouted through the mob. i put my hand on his shoulder, and begged him to consider where he was, who i was, and reflect but for a moment. i told him to withdraw the men, and appoint any two or three of the most respectable of his people to meet me in half an hour and try to settle the dispute. he agreed, and with difficulty got them away from the court-house. mr. hamilton then went with me to mr. alexander's tavern, and in wilson and walker came, and also sterrett; who i soon discovered to be their chief counsellor. proposals were made by me that they should return home, offer no insult to judge bryson or the court, and prefer to the governor a decent petition, stating their grievances, (if they had any,) that might be laid before the legislature; and that, in the mean time, the judge should not sit on the bench of this court. they seemed agreed, and our mutual honor to be pledged; but sterrett, who pretended not to be concerned, stated that great delay would take place, that injuries had been received which demanded instant redress, and objected to the power of the governor as to certain points proposed. at this moment young beale and holt came up, the former with arms, and insisted on wilson's joining them, and broke up the conference. i followed, and on the field, among the rioters, told wilson, "your object is that judge bryson leave the bench and not sit on it this court." he and walker said "yes." "will you promise to disperse and go home, and offer him no insult?" he said, "yes;" and our mutual honor was then pledged for the performance of this agreement. mr. hamilton proceeded to the court, told the judge, and he left his seat and retired. i scarce had arrived until the fife began to play, and the whole of the rioters came on to the court-house, then headed by wilson. i met them at the foot of the stairs, and told them the judge was gone, in pursuance of the agreement, and charged them with a breach of the word and forfeiture of honor; and walker said it was so, but he could not prevail on them. wilson said he would have the judge, and attempted going up the stairs. i prevented him, and told him he should not, unless he took off his military accoutrements. he said he had an address to present, and complied with my request, and presented it, signed "the people." young beale, at the moment i was contending with wilson, cocked and presented his pistol at my breast, and insisted that wilson and all of them should go; but on my offering to decide it by combat with him, he declined it; and by this means they went off swearing, and said that they were out-generalled. the next day, colonel m'farland, with his regiment, came down and offered to defend the court, and addressed it; the court answered, and stated that there was no occasion, and thanked him. judge bryson read a paper, stating the ill-treatment he received, and mentioned that no fear of danger prevented him from taking and keeping his seat; but that he understood an engagement had been entered into by his friends that he should not, and on that account only he was prevented. the court adjourned until two o'clock that day, and were proceeding to open it, with the sheriff, coroner, and constable in front, when they observed that judge beale was at the house of one con. they halted, and requested the sheriff to wait on him and request him to walk with them. he returned, and said the judge would not walk or sit with bryson, and addressed judge bryson with warmth, who replied to it in a becoming manner. the sheriff struck at him, and kicked also. judge armstrong seized the sheriff, and commanded the peace, and took the sheriff's rod from him; the coroner took his place, and the sheriff was brought up before the court. i moved he might be committed to gaol; and his mittimus being written and signed, the court ordered the coroner and gaoler to take him, and he submitted. the court adjourned. after night the drum beat, and holt collected about seventy men, who repeatedly huzzaed, crying out "liberty or death;" and he offered to rescue the sheriff, but the sheriff refused. at ten o'clock at night i was informed expresses were sent down the narrows, to collect men to rescue the sheriff, and major edmiston informed me he was sorry for his conduct, and offered to beg the court's pardon and to enter into recognisance. i communicated this to the judges brown and armstrong, and requested they would write to the gaoler to permit him to come down. they did, and the sheriff came with major edmiston, begged pardon of every member of the court but judge bryson, who was not present, and entered into recognisance to appear at next sessions. the next day near three hundred were assembled below the narrows, and i prevailed on some gentlemen to go down and disperse them; and upon being assured the sheriff was out of gaol, they returned to their respective homes, and the court have finished all business. nothing further requiring the attendance of the grand-jury, the court dismissed them and broke up. i must not omit to inform that judge beale had declared, during the riot, in court, that he would not sit on the bench with judge bryson, and that both he and said stewart appeared to countenance the rioters, and are deeply concerned. i must now close the narrative with saying that, owing to the spirit and firmness of judge armstrong and the whole of the bar, i was enabled to avert the dreadful blow aimed at judge bryson, and to keep order and subordination in court; and unless the most vigorous measures are exerted soon, it will be impossible ever to support the laws of the state in that county, or punish those who dare transgress. the excise law is execrated by the banditti; and, from every information, i expect the collection of the revenue will be opposed. i am happy to add, the dispute, which originated by a mistake, between huntingdon and mifflin counties, is happily closed in the most amicable manner, without any prosecution in mifflin. i am, sir, your most obedient, john clark, dy. st. attorney. _to_ thomas smith, _esq., president of the court of mifflin county._ the following is another account of the affair, and evidently written by a friend of the offending judge:-- _carlisle, september ._ at a period when the general voice of the people proclaims the excellence of the federal government, and the state of pennsylvania in particular is anticipating every blessing from a constitution so conformable to it, an alarming sedition, together with a most daring turbulent temper, has unhappily manifested itself in the county of mifflin. the governor has lately appointed samuel bryson, esquire, second associate judge of the court of common pleas of that county. this gentleman, having been lieutenant of the county of mifflin, had excited the determined enmity of two men who were ambitious of being colonels of militia, and against the commissioning of whom (as unfit persons) mr. bryson, as county lieutenant, had made representations. enraged at the promotion of judge bryson, and unhappily yielding to the impulse of the most unjustifiable passions, one william wilson, brother to the sheriff of mifflin county, and one david walker, levied a considerable force, and marched at the head of about forty armed men, with a fife playing, to lewistown, with the avowed determination to seize upon the person of judge bryson whilst on the bench, drag him from thence, oblige him to resign his commission, and compel him to march many miles along the rugged narrows of juniata river. secresy marked this unexampled treasonable riot. it was not known at lewistown until about an hour before the insurgents appeared. justice stuart, who had been lately commissioned, and who is a very worthy man, had been imprisoned in the morning by four men who belonged to the party of the rioters. they attempted to make him engage his word that he would not give information; but he refused. ignorant of the private movers of this daring and turbulent procedure, it was agreed by judges brown and armstrong, and other gentlemen, to request the sheriff of the county and judge beale, who were presumed to have influence over them, together with the prothonotary of the county, to represent the illegality and imprudence of their conduct, and prevail on them if possible, to return. no advantage has been derived from this step. mr. edmiston, the prothonotary, was insulted; the sheriff was taken into a mock imprisonment; and judge beale soon after adopted a part which evinced that little real exertion could have been expected from him in quieting this disturbance. the court was sitting when this armed force, levying war against the state, with a fife playing, marched resolutely forward. at this juncture judge bryson asked judge beale if it was not likely they would stop; to which the other replied that they never would whilst such a rascal sat upon the bench. mr. clark and mr. hamilton, two attorneys of the court, at the desire of some of the judges, remonstrated with mr. wilson, who was on horseback and within a few paces of the court-house, at the head of the troops, respecting his conduct. mr. wilson was dressed in a military style, with a cockade in his hat, and was armed with a horseman's sword and pistols. he declared his intention was to oblige mr. bryson to resign his commission and go down the narrows with him and his men. he was warned by the gentlemen of the danger of the attempt; he observed that nothing would divert him from his purpose, and immediately drew his sword and marched to storm the court-room, where judge armstrong and others were stationed at the door. the two gentlemen who had addressed wilson ran to the steps in front of the force, where they found a number of persons on the stairs. the rioters followed, with a cry of "liberty or death!" mr. armstrong halloed out repeatedly, "villains, come on, but you shall first march over my dead body before you enter." this resolution, seconded by the circumstance of the gentlemen above mentioned, and a number of other persons, keeping their ground on the stairs, (although once or twice some called to the rioters to fire,) seemed to stagger the resolution of wilson. at this moment a gentleman proposed to him that if he would disarm, he might have admittance into the court-room. to this he seemed immediately to accede. the troops were filed off to a short distance. it was then agreed that a meeting should take place in half an hour with the leaders of the party. messrs. clark and hamilton, with the assent of some members of the court, met messrs. william wilson, david walker, and william sterrett, who appeared on behalf of the rioters. entertaining hopes of preserving the person of mr. bryson from injury, it was thought prudent to promise, if the party would disperse, that mr. bryson would not sit during that week on the bench. during this conference, mr. wilson offered no other charge against mr. bryson but what respected the militia commissions for him and mr. walker; but it was not until after much discourse that the leaders of the troops could be convinced that an extorted resignation would not avail. when they saw the futility of this idea, it was long insisted that mr. bryson should go with them down the narrows. mr. wilson, in contravention of the agreement, marched the troops to the court-house. in the meantime, judge bryson had sent for a horse and effected his escape. it was then mr. william sterrett exclaimed, with an oath, "we are out-generalled!" an address was presented by mr. wilson to the court, who went in unarmed, signed "the people." it was in the handwriting, as is supposed, of mr. sterrett. it congratulated the other judges upon their appointments, but mentioned and avowed their design in coming armed to the court to force the dismission of judge bryson. mr. beale, one of the most active of the rioters, armed with a sword and pistols slung around him, wished to force his way into the court-room, but was prevented by mr. clark. four armed men surrounded the person of the sheriff. under this delusive imprisonment, all intercourse of conversation with him was prohibited. in the evening, the rioters departed in a turbulent, straggling manner, generally intoxicated. at night, one corran, who had been very active in raising men, was drowned, together with his horse, in a mill-dam, about one mile and a half from the town. about twelve or one o'clock the next day, judge bryson returned. soon afterward, col. james mcfarland, with about seventy militia on horseback, appeared in support of the court and the laws. at three o'clock, judges brown, bryson, and armstrong, preceded by the sheriff, prepared to open the court. the sheriff was sent with a message to judge beale, informing him that the judges waited for him to join them in proceeding to the court-house. his reply was that he would not go whilst mr. bryson was with them. the judges had not walked more than a few paces, followed by the attorneys and citizens, when the sheriff, with his rod of office in his hand, suddenly stopped, and demanded of mr. bryson if he had said any thing injurious of him. mr. bryson made a very moderate reply; notwithstanding, he was immediately assaulted by the sheriff, and received a kick in the same leg which had been shattered by a ball at the battle of germantown. the sheriff was immediately taken into custody. the coroner received the sheriff's rod, and undertook to go before the judges to court. there the sheriff refused to give any recognisance for his appearance at the next court, and was therefore committed to jail. colonel mcfarland presented an address to the judges on behalf of himself and the militia under his command, mentioning his abhorrence of the proceedings which had taken place, and offering, at the hazard of their lives, to protect the court. to which the following answer was returned:-- "the judges of the court of common pleas of the county of mifflin are very sensible of the laudable zeal of colonel mcfarland and the militia now under arms, subject to his command, in support of the laws and government of pennsylvania, and particularly for the purpose of protecting this court from injury and insult. they trust that the daring mob who, being armed, assembled yesterday and assaulted the court, threatening the lives of the members, are now too conscious of the magnitude of their offence and the spirit of the citizens of this county to repeat their attack. measures are preparing to vindicate the dignity of our insulted laws, and to bring to a just punishment the atrocious offenders and their abettors, who have brought disgrace upon the county and trampled upon the most sacred rights of the community. the court, therefore, sir, return you thanks for the support which you and the militia under your command have with so much alacrity brought to the aid of the administration of justice in this county; but being of opinion that all danger from these infatuated men has ceased, we do not think it necessary that your attendance should be longer continued." after which judge bryson, standing at the bar, spoke the following words:-- "fellow-citizens:--it is not my intention to resume my seat on the bench during this term. i do not decline it from any apprehension of the mob who yesterday assaulted the court and marked me for their vengeance. supported by my country, by every virtuous citizen, and a consciousness of my integrity, i have nothing to fear; but understanding that some gentlemen, anxious for my personal safety, entered into an engagement with the leaders of the banditti that i should not sit as judge during this court, my respect for these gentlemen is my sole and only motive for making this declaration." colonel mcfarland, after this, thanked the militia in the following terms:-- "colonel mcfarland returns his thanks to the militia of his regiments who now attend in support of the laws of their country. he is particularly indebted to captain robert johnston and captain john brown, for their extraordinary vigilance in collecting the men of their respective companies upon a notice given to them so late as last night after twelve o'clock. he has no doubt but that the same zeal which has distinguished the militia under his command upon this occasion will always be as honorably manifested, should this county ever be so unhappy as to be disgraced by a similar necessity." soon after which, the militia, having been discharged by the court, returned home. the evening of the day was replete with alarms. one holt, who thought he had cause of complaint respecting a militia commission, assembled a body of men to the amount of about forty. they paraded a considerable time with sound of drum. at length, at eight o'clock, they appeared before the prison-door, with an intention to break it and enlarge the sheriff. mr. sterrett then appeared, and informed them that the sheriff thanked his friends for their intention to serve him, but this is not a proper period; or words to that effect. about nine o'clock, several persons, having long applied to the sheriff without success, prevailed on him at length to give a recognisance to appear at the next court to answer for the assault and battery on judge bryson. happily, the sheriff, in this instance, relinquished a system which was collecting new horrors and threatened to involve in new scenes of guilt a number of the inhabitants. great numbers in tuscarora valley and its vicinity prepared the following day to march and liberate the sheriff, and probably to demolish the court-house and prison. the news of his release arrived in time to stop the progress of those infatuated men, who appear to have lost sight of the social compact, and whose felicity seems to lie in scenes of tumult, disorder, and licentiousness. it is to be hoped, however, that government, when it comes to enforce the laws, will contemplate the ignorance and delusion of these unfortunate men, and that mercy will so far temper the prosecution as that it will not be extended to a capital charge; yet it is indispensably necessary that they be taught that genuine liberty consists in the power of doing every thing which is not prohibited by the laws, and that the exercise of an unbounded licentiousness which threatens the dissolution of society itself must receive a punishment in some degree commensurate to the greatness of the offence. how far mr. bryson's representations to the governor against messrs. wilson, walker, and holt, have been founded in a just estimate of the characters of these men, cannot be elucidated here; but it would appear to afford the highest evidence of its propriety that they were the principals in this most unexampled riot. chapter ix. kishicoquillas valley--the shawnee chief kishicokelas--the mingo chief logan. among the many valleys composing the juniata valley, or, indeed, among all the fine and productive valleys of the state, few, if any, can surpass kishicoquillas. its outlet is at lewistown, from whence it stretches west a distance of nearly thirty miles, varying in breadth from two to four miles. after the treaty of fort stanwix, the whites returned to the neighborhood of granville, and some of them commenced exploring the valley. the land was then included in what was termed the new purchase, and was in the market. the land-office was opened in , and the first actual settler in the valley was judge brown. old kishicokelas was a shawnee chief, on terms of friendship with the whites. with the buchanans he was very intimate, and gave them early intimation of the impending danger, which enabled them to escape. while the delawares and most of his own tribe went over to the french in a body, kishicokelas remained loyal to the proprietary government; and, although they made him splendid offers at the time they corrupted jacobs, he rejected them all, and declared that no earthly consideration could induce him to lift the hatchet against the sons of onas. it is to be regretted that historians never made mention of kishicokelas, except incidentally. he was the fast friend of the old chief shickalemy, who resided at fort augusta, and it is probable that he was converted by some of the moravian missionaries. he died in , as appears by a letter directed to his sons, as follows:-- "_philadelphia, june , ._ "i am obliged to you for your letter by our good friend, john shickcalamy. your father's letter and present were received by the late governor hamilton, who acquainted me with it; and i intended, at a time when less engaged by public business, to have sent you my acknowledgments and answer. "i heartily condole with you on the loss of your aged father, and mingle my tears with yours, which however i would now have you wipe away with the handkerchief herewith sent. "as a testimony of love the proprietors and this government retain for the family of kishycoquillas, you will be pleased to accept of the present which is delivered to john shickcalamy for your use. "may the great spirit confer on you health and every other blessing. continue your affection for the english and the good people of this province, and you will always find them grateful. "i am your assured friend, "robert h. morris." soon after the treaty at albany,--probably in ,--settlers, who had heard of the beauty and fertility of kishicoquillas valley, flocked thither for the purpose of locating lands. few locations, however, were effected, for the indians of the valley, with the exception of the chief kishicokelas and his immediate followers, were opposed to it, and threw every obstacle, short of downright murder, in the way of the new-comers. there is no positive evidence that any murders were committed in kishicoquillas at that period, but the savages certainly did every thing in their power to menace and harass the settlers, in order to induce them to relinquish the design of settling upon what they still considered their lands. the following letter from colonel armstrong to governor morris gives some information of the trials these early settlers were subjected to:-- "_carlisle, may , ._ "this day i received a letter from my brother, who is laying out lands for the settlers in the new purchase, giving an account of three indians, very much painted, who last week robbed and drove off several settlers from the valley of kishicoquillas. one of the indians, by his skulking position, seemed as if he designed secretly to have shot, but, the white man discovering him, escaped. they took three horses, three or four guns, and some cash. 'tis said they robbed another man up juniata. "to-morrow i am to set out for kishicoquillas, there to decide some controversies, and thence to proceed to susquehanna, near shamokin, where i expect to meet conrad weiser. if he is there, he may, by the assistance of the shickcalamies, be of use in regard to those robberies. "i am, sir, yours, &c., "john armstrong." colonel armstrong did go to shamokin, where he met shickalemy, and induced him to use his influence in behalf of the settlers in the new purchase; but shickalemy's labors were lost, for he could effect nothing among the savages of kishicoquillas, and the settlers were forced to fly for protection to fort granville; nor did they or any other whites venture into the valley until some time in . shickalemy, or shickellimus, as he was sometimes called, was a cayuga chief, of the six nations, and for many years resided at fort augusta, on the susquehanna, where sunbury now stands. he was converted to christianity by the moravian missionaries about , and was, to the day of his death, the firm and steadfast friend of the english colonists. to his exertions, in a great measure, may be traced the cause why none of the six nations on the susquehanna joined the french, and why a portion of the delawares spurned the most tempting offers of the french agents and remained loyal to the colonists. shickalemy attended numerous treaties in philadelphia, during which he was kindly entertained by james logan, the secretary of the province. the chief esteemed him so highly that he named his second son after him, on his return from one of these treaties, and immediately had him, as well as two other sons, baptized with christian rites by the moravians. in , shickalemy paid a visit to the old chief kishicokelas, for the purpose of adopting some conciliatory measures to prevent the indians of the valley from committing depredations upon the settlers. on this occasion he was accompanied by his sons, john and james logan. the latter, probably charmed with the beauty of the valley, soon after the demise of kishicokelas settled in the valley which bore the name of his father's friend. he built himself a cabin (not a wigwam) by the side of a fine limestone spring, whose pure waters gushed out of a small hill-side in the very heart of the valley, where his sole pursuit was hunting. this was logan, the mingo chief, whose name is perpetuated by counties, towns, townships, valleys, paths, mountains, and even hotels, and which will live in history, probably, to the end of time. there is no evidence that he had a family at the time he resided in kishicoquillas; neither was he a chief at that time, for he lived away from his tribe, and what little intercourse he held with his fellow-men was with the whites, to whom he bartered venison and deer-skins for such articles as he stood in need of. he maintained himself solely by hunting, and was passionately fond of it. a gentleman who saw logan at standing stone, in or , described him to mr. maguire as "a fine-looking, muscular fellow, apparently about twenty-eight years of age. he weighed about two hundred pounds, had a full chest, and prominent and expansive features. his complexion was not so dark as that of the juniata indians, and his whole actions showed that he had had some intercourse with the whites." this noble specimen of the red men, unfortunately, had the failing common to his kind: he would indulge in intoxicating liquors to excess on nearly every occasion that offered. when sober, he was dignified and reserved, but frank and honest; when intoxicated, he was vain, boastful, and extremely foolish. judge brown, a short time previous to his death, in the course of a conversation with r. p. maclay, esq., about logan, said:-- "the first time i ever saw that spring, (logan's,) my brother, james reed, and myself, had wandered out of the valley in search of land, and, finding it very good, we were looking about for springs. about a mile from this we started a bear, and separated to get a shot at him. i was travelling along, looking about on the rising ground for the bear, when i came suddenly upon the spring; and, being dry, and more rejoiced to find so fine a spring than to have killed a dozen bears, i set my rifle against a bush, and rushed down the bank, and laid down to drink. upon putting my head down, i saw reflected in the water, on the opposite side, the shadow of a tall indian. i sprang to my rifle, when the indian gave a yell, whether for peace or war i was not just then sufficiently master of my faculties to determine; but upon my seizing my rifle and facing him, he knocked up the pan of his gun, threw out the priming, and extended his open palm toward me in token of friendship. after putting down our guns, we again met at the spring, and shook hands. this was logan--the best specimen of humanity i ever met with, either _white_ or _red_. he could speak a little english, and told me there was another white hunter a little way down the stream, and offered to guide me to his camp. there i first met your father, (samuel maclay.) we remained together in the valley for a week, looking for springs and selecting lands, and laid the foundation of a friendship which never has had the slightest interruption. "we visited logan at his camp, at logan's spring, and your father and he shot at a mark, for a dollar a shot. logan lost four or five rounds, and acknowledged himself beaten. when we were about to leave him, he went into his hut and brought out as many deer-skins as he had lost dollars, and handed them to mr. maclay, who refused to take them, alleging that he had been his guest, and did not come to rob him; that the shooting had only been a trial of skill, and the bet merely nominal. logan drew himself up with great dignity, and said, 'me bet to make you shoot your best; me gentleman, and me take your dollar if me beat.' so he was obliged to take the skins, or affront our friend, whose nice sense of honor would not permit him to receive even a horn of powder in return. "the next year," said judge brown, "i brought my wife up, and camped under a big walnut-tree on the bank of tea creek, until i had built a cabin near where the mill now stands, and i have lived in the valley ever since. poor logan" (and the tears chased each other down his cheeks) "soon after went into the alleghany, and i never saw him again." many other characteristic anecdotes are given of logan, the publication of which in these pages would answer no very desirable end. in looking over the few pages of manuscripts left by the late edward bell, esq., we find mention made of "captain logan, an indian friendly to the whites." this confirmed us in the belief that there were two logans. "logan, the mingo chief," left kishicoquillas valley in ; while captain logan resided in the upper end of huntingdon county at that time, and a few years afterward in logan's valley, in blair county. when the revolution broke out, he moved toward the mountain, in the neighborhood of chickalacamoose, near what is now clearfield. he served as a spy for the settlers, and rendered them valuable service. he was an iroquois or mingo indian, too, and a chief; whereas logan, the mingo, was no chief until he removed to ohio after his relatives were murdered and he took up the hatchet against the whites. this explanation is necessary, because many people of huntingdon and blair counties are under the impression that the captain logan who resided in tuckahoe as late as , and logan, the mingo chief, were one and the same person. logan, in consequence of kishicoquillas becoming too thickly populated, and the game becoming proportionately scarce, emigrated to ohio, where he settled at the mouth of yellow creek, thirty miles above wheeling. there he was joined by his surviving relatives and some cayugas from fort augusta, and a small indian village of log-huts was built up. heckwelder, who must have seen him previous to settling at yellow creek, speaks of him as follows:-- about the year , logan was introduced to me by an indian friend, as son of the late reputable chief shikelemus, and as a friend to the white people. in the course of conversation, i thought him a man of superior talents than indians generally were. the subject turning on vice and immorality, he confessed his too great share of this, especially his fondness for liquor. he exclaimed against the white people for imposing liquors upon the indians. he otherwise admired their ingenuity; spoke of gentlemen, but observed the indians unfortunately had but few of these neighbors, &c. he spoke of his friendship to the white people, wished always to be a neighbor to them, intended to settle on the ohio, below big beaver; was (to the best of my recollection) then encamped at the mouth of this river, (beaver;) urged me to pay him a visit. i was then living at the moravian town on this river, in the neighborhood of cuskuskee. in april, , while on my passage down the ohio for muskingum, i called at logan's settlement, where i received every civility i could expect from such of the family as were at home. indian reports concerning logan, after the death of his family, ran to this: that he exerted himself during the shawnees war (then so called) to take all the revenge he could, declaring he had lost all confidence in the white people. at the time of the negotiation, he declared his reluctance to lay down the hatchet, not having (in his opinion) yet taken ample satisfaction; yet, for the sake of the nation, he would do it. his expression, from time to time, denoted a deep melancholy. life, said he, had become a torment to him; he knew no more what pleasure was; he thought it had been better if he had never existed. report further states that he became in some measure delirious; declared he would kill himself; went to detroit, and, on his way between that place and miami, was murdered. in october, , while a prisoner, on my way to detroit, i was shown the spot where this was said to have happened. that logan's temper should have soured on the murder of his relatives and friends, after the friendship he had always extended to the whites, is not at all strange. these murders changed his nature from a peaceable indian to a most cruel and bloodthirsty savage. revenge stimulated him to the most daring deeds; and how many innocent white men, women, and children, he ushered into eternity to appease his wrath, is only known to him "whose eye seeth all things." his people--some say his family, but it never was ascertained that he had any--were murdered in may, . some roving indians had committed depredations in the neighborhood, and the settlers, highly incensed, determined to drive them out of the neighborhood. to this end, about thirty men, completely armed, and under the command of daniel greathouse, without knowing the character and disposition of logan and his friends, made a descent upon the village and destroyed it, and killed twelve and wounded six or eight of the indians. among the former was logan's sister and a son of kishicokelas. logan was absent, at the time of the occurrence, on a hunting expedition. on his return, as soon as he saw the extent of the injury done him, he buried the dead, cared for the wounded, and, with the remnant of his band, went into ohio, joined the shawnees, and fought during their war against the whites with the most bitter and relentless fury. in the autumn of , the indians, getting some very rough usage, and fearing that the powerful army of lord dunmore would march upon and exterminate them, sued for peace. lord dunmore sent a belt of wampum to all the principal chiefs, and, among the rest, one to logan, inviting them to a treaty. logan refused to attend the council, but sent the following speech by an interpreter, in a belt of wampum. the treaty was held under an oak-tree, near circleville, ohio, and it was there that the eloquent and purely indian speech which rendered logan's name immortal was read, and brought tears to the eyes of many of the sturdy pioneers assembled:-- "i appeal," says logan, "to any white man to say if he ever entered logan's cabin hungry, and he gave him not meat; if he came naked and cold, and i clothed him not. during the last long and bloody war, logan remained idle in his cabin, an advocate of peace. such was my love for the whites that my countrymen, as they passed, said, 'logan is the friend of the whites.' i had thought of living among you, but for the injuries of one man. captain cressap, last spring, in cold blood, and unprovoked, murdered all the relations of logan, not sparing even my women and children. there runs not one drop of my blood in any living creature. this called on me for revenge. i have sought it; i have killed many; i have fully glutted my vengeance. for my country, i rejoice in the beams of peace. but do not harbor the thought that mine is the joy of fear. logan never felt fear. he will not turn on his heel to save his life. who is there to mourn for logan? not one!" the authorship of this speech was attributed to thomas jefferson, but he most emphatically denied it, as did others who were present at the treaty. with respect to captain cressap, logan was doubtless misinformed. it is true captain cressap was a daring frontier-man, who considered it an obligation imposed upon him by the creator to slay indians, but he was altogether innocent of the charge made against him by logan. the massacre in question, when the facts were known after dunmore's treaty, was deeply deplored, and the wanton butchery of cressap execrated. cressap's friends, however, would not suffer the stigma of an inhuman act, of which he was not guilty, to be fixed upon him; so they procured all the evidence to be had in the case, and fixed the disreputable deed upon daniel greathouse and his followers. a number of affidavits to that effect were made by men who accompanied greathouse, and published a year or two after the treaty; others in , when the subject was revived and freely discussed. seeing the great disadvantages the indians labored under in trying to cope with well-armed and disciplined troops, and believing that his revenge was far from being satiated, it is quite likely that logan became partially insane, as heckwelder avers; but it is quite certain that he became a misanthrope, and for a long time refused to mingle with human beings. at length he plunged into deep excesses, and all he could earn, by the most skilful use of the rifle, went to gratify his inordinate thirst for strong drink. the once proud and noble mingo chief gradually descended the scale of dignified manhood, outlived his greatness, and was killed in a drunken brawl. sorry are we to say this, in the face of the _romance_ of history; nevertheless it is true. we had the statement from an old ohio pioneer, nearly twenty years ago. chapter x. col. john armstrong's expedition against kittaning--list of the killed and wounded--delaware chiefs, captain jacobs and shingas. the following account of the famous expedition against the indian town of kittaning we deem worthy of being recorded, not only because the companies of captains potter and steel belonged to the juniata valley, but on account of its being an interesting detail of an important event in the early settlement of the country. the expedition was planned and carried out with great secresy, for the sole purpose of punishing the indians engaged in the juniata valley massacres, and who it was known had their head-quarters at kittaning, where the chief instigators of all the mischief, shingas and captain jacobs, lived. the command was intrusted to colonel john armstrong, a brave and prudent officer, and the forces consisted of seven companies. he left fort shirley (aughwick, huntingdon county) on the th of august, , and on the d of september came up with the advanced party at "beaver dams, a few miles from frankstown, on the north branch of the juniata." this junction of the forces occurred on the flat where gaysport now stands, where the little army struck the celebrated trail known as the kittaning path. in his official account of the expedition, dated at fort littleton, september , , colonel armstrong says:-- we were there [at the beaver dams] informed that some of our men, having been out upon a scout, had discovered the tracks of two indians about three miles this side of the alleghany mountain and but a few miles from the camp. from the freshness of the tracks, their killing of a cub bear, and the marks of their fires, it seemed evident they were not twenty-four hours before us, which might be looked upon as a particular providence in our favor that we were not discovered. next morning we decamped, and in two days came within fifty miles of the kittaning. it was then adjudged necessary to send some persons to reconnoitre the town, and to get the best intelligence they could concerning the situation and position of the enemy; whereupon an officer, with one of the pilots and two soldiers, were sent off for that purpose. the day following we met them on their return, and they informed us that the roads were entirely clear of the enemy, and that they had the greatest reason to believe they were not discovered; but from the rest of the intelligence they gave it appeared they had not been nigh enough the town, either to perceive the true situation of it, the number of the enemy, or in what way it might most advantageously be attacked. we continued our march, in order to get as near the town as possible that night, so as to be able to attack it next morning about daylight; but, to our great dissatisfaction, about nine or ten o'clock at night one of our guides came and told us that he perceived a fire by the road-side, at which he saw two or three indians, a few perches distant from our front; whereupon, with all possible silence, i ordered the rear to retreat about one hundred perches, in order to make way for the front, that we might consult how we could best proceed without being discovered by the enemy. soon after, the pilot returned a second time, and assured us, from the best observations he could make, there were not above three or four indians at the fire, on which it was proposed that we should immediately surround and cut them off; but this was thought too hazardous, for, if but one of the enemy had escaped, it would have been the means of discovering the whole design; and the light of the moon, on which depended our advantageously posting our men and attacking the town, would not admit of our staying until the indians fell asleep; on which it was agreed to leave lieutenant hogg, with twelve men and the person who first discovered the fire, with orders to watch the enemy, but not to attack them, till break of day, and then, if possible, to cut them off. it was also agreed (we believing ourselves to be but about six miles from the town) to leave the horses, many of them being tired, with what blankets and other baggage we then had, and to take a circuit off the road, which was very rough and incommodious on account of the stones and fallen timber, in order to prevent our being heard by the enemy at the fire place. this interruption much retarded our march, but a still greater loss arose from the ignorance of our pilot, who neither knew the true situation of the town nor the best paths that led thereto; by which means, after crossing a number of hills and valleys, our front reached the river ohio [alleghany] about one hundred perches below the main body of the town, a little before the setting of the moon, to which place, rather than by the pilot, we were guided by the beating of the drum and the whooping of the warriors at their dance. it then became us to make the best use of the remaining moonlight; but, ere we were aware, an indian whistled in a very singular manner, about thirty perches from our front, in the foot of a corn-field; upon which we immediately sat down, and, after passing silence to the rear, i asked one baker, a soldier, who was our best assistant, whether that was not a signal to the warriors of our approach. he answered "no," and said it was the manner of a young fellow's calling a squaw after he had done his dance, who accordingly kindled afire, cleaned his gun, and shot it off before he went to sleep. all this time we were obliged to lie quiet and lurk, till the moon was fairly set. immediately after, a number of fires appeared in different places in the corn-field, by which baker said the indians lay, the night being warm, and that these fires would immediately be out, as they were only designed to disperse the gnats. by this time it was break of day, and the men, having marched thirty miles, were mostly asleep. the time being long, the three companies of the rear were not yet brought over the last precipice. for these some proper hands were immediately despatched; and the weary soldiers being roused to their feet, a proper number, under sundry officers, were ordered to take the end of the hill at which we then lay, and march along the top of the said hill at least one hundred perches, and so much farther (it then being daylight) as would carry them opposite the upper part, or at least the body, of the town. for the lower part thereof and the corn-field, presuming the warriors were there, i kept rather the larger number of men, promising to postpone the attack in that part for eighteen or twenty minutes, until the detachment along the hill should have time to advance to the place assigned them--in doing of which they were a little unfortunate. the time being elapsed, the attack was begun in the corn-field, and the men, with all expedition possible, despatched through the several parts thereof, a party being also despatched to the houses, which were then discovered by the light of the day. captain jacobs immediately then gave the war-whoop, and, with sundry other indians, as the english prisoners afterward told, cried the white men were at last come, they would then have scalps enough; but, at the same time, ordered their squaws and children to flee to the woods. our men, with great eagerness, passed through and fired in the corn-field, where they had several returns from the enemy, as they also had from the opposite side of the river. presently after, a brisk fire began among the houses, which from the house of captain jacobs was returned with a great deal of resolution, to which place i immediately repaired, and found that from the advantage of the house and portholes sundry of our people were wounded and some killed; and, finding that returning the fire upon the house was ineffectual, i ordered the contiguous houses to be set on fire, which was performed by sundry of the officers and soldiers with a great deal of activity, the indians always firing whenever an object presented itself, and seldom missing of wounding or killing some of our people--from which house, in moving about to give the necessary orders and directions, i received a wound with a large musket-ball in the shoulders. sundry persons, during the action, were ordered to tell the indians to surrender themselves prisoners, but one of the indians in particular answered and said he was a man, and would not be a prisoner; upon which he was told, in indian, he would be burnt. to this he answered he did not care, for he would kill four or five before he died; and, had we not desisted from exposing ourselves, they would have killed a great many more, they having a number of loaded guns by them. as the fire began to approach and the smoke grew thick, one of the indian fellows, to show his manhood, began to sing. a squaw in the same house, and at the same time, was heard to cry and make a noise, but for so doing was severely rebuked by the man; but by-and-by, the fire being too hot for them, two indian fellows and a squaw sprang out and made for the corn-field, who were immediately shot down by our people then surrounding the houses. it was thought captain jacobs tumbled himself out at a garret or cockloft window at which he was shot--our prisoners offering to be qualified to the powder-horn and pouch there taken off him, which they say he had lately got from a french officer in exchange for lieutenant armstrong's boots, which he carried from fort granville, where the lieutenant was killed. the same prisoners say they are perfectly assured of his scalp, as no other indians there wore their hair in the same manner. they also say they know his squaw's scalp by a particular _bob_, and also know the scalp of a young indian called the king's son. before this time, captain hugh mercer, who, early in the action, was wounded in the arm, had been taken to the top of a hill above the town,--to whom a number of the men and some of the officers were gathered, from whence they had discovered some indians pass the river and take the hill, with an intention, as they thought, to surround us and cut off our retreat, from whom i had sundry pressing messages to leave the houses and retreat to the hills, or we should all be cut off. but to this i would by no means consent until all the houses were set on fire. though our spreading upon the hills appeared very necessary, yet did it prevent our researches of the corn-field and river-side, by which means sundry scalps were left behind, and doubtless some squaws, children, and english prisoners, that otherwise might have been got. during the burning of the houses, which were near thirty in number, we were agreeably entertained with a quick succession of charged guns gradually firing off as reached by the fire, but much more so with the vast explosion of sundry bags and large kegs of gunpowder, wherewith almost every house abounded; the prisoners afterward informing us that the indians had frequently said they had a sufficient stock of ammunition for ten years' war with the english. with the roof of captain jacobs's house, when the powder blew up, was thrown the leg and thigh of an indian, with a child of three or four years old, to such a height that they appeared as nothing, and fell in an adjoining corn-field. there was also a great quantity of goods burnt, which the indians had received in a present but ten days before from the french. by this time i had proceeded to the hill, to have my wound tied up and the blood stopped, where the prisoners which in the morning had come to our people informed me that that very day two bateaux of frenchmen, with a large party of delaware and french indians, were to join captain jacobs at the kittaning, and to set out early the next morning to take fort shirley, or, as they called it, george crogan's fort; and that twenty-four warriors, who had lately come to the town, were set out the evening before, for what purpose they did not know,--whether to prepare meat, to spy the fort, or to make an attack on some of our back inhabitants. soon after, upon a little reflection, we were convinced these warriors were all at the fire we had discovered but the night before, and began to doubt the fate of lieutenant hogg and his party. from this intelligence of the prisoners,--our provisions being scaffolded some thirty miles back, except what were in the men's haversacks, which were left, with the horses and blankets, with lieutenant hogg and his party,--and having a number of wounded people then on hand, by the advice of the officers it was thought imprudent then to wait for the cutting down the corn-field, (which was before designed,) but immediately to collect our wounded and force our march back in the best manner we could; which we did, by collecting a few indian horses to carry off our wounded. from the apprehension of being waylaid and surrounded, (especially by some of the woodsmen,) it was difficult to keep the men together, our march, for sundry miles, not exceeding two miles an hour; which apprehensions were heightened by the attempt of a few indians, who, for some time after the march, fired upon each wing and immediately ran off; from whom we received no other damage but one of our men being wounded through both legs. captain mercer--being wounded, was induced, as we have every reason to believe, by some of his men, to leave the main body, with his ensign, john scott, and ten or twelve men, they being heard to tell him that we were in great danger, and that they could take him into the road a nigh way--is probably lost, there being yet no account of him, and the most of the men come in. a detachment was sent back to bring him, but could not find him; and upon the return of the detachment it was generally reported he was seen, with the above number of men, to take a different road. upon our return to the place where the indian fire had been discovered the night before, we met with a sergeant of captain mercer's company, and two or three other of his men, who had deserted us that morning, immediately after the action at the kittaning. these men, on running away, had met with lieutenant hogg, who lay wounded in two different parts of his body by the road-side. he there told them of the fatal mistake of the pilot, who had assured us there were but three indians, at the most, at the fire place; but when he came to attack them that morning, according to orders, he found a number considerably superior to his, and believes they killed or mortally wounded three of them the first fire, after which a warm engagement began, and continued for above an hour, when three of his best men were killed and himself twice wounded. the residue fleeing off, he was obliged to squat in a thicket, where he might have lain securely until the main body had come up, if this cowardly sergeant and others that fled with him had not taken him away. they had marched but a short space when four indians appeared, on which these deserters began to flee. the lieutenant then, notwithstanding his wounds, as a brave soldier, urged and commanded them to stand and fight, which they all refused. the indians pursued, killing one man and wounding the lieutenant a third time, through the belly, of which he died in a few hours, but, having some time before been put on horseback, rode some miles from the place of action. this last attack of the indians upon lieutenant hogg and the deserters was by the before-mentioned sergeant represented to us quite in a different light, he telling us that there was a far larger number of the indians there than appeared to them, and that he and the men with him had fought five rounds; that he had there seen the lieutenant and sundry others killed and scalped, and had also discovered a number of indians throwing themselves before us, and insinuated a great deal of such stuff as threw us into much confusion; so that the officers had a great deal to do to keep the men together, but could not prevail upon them to collect what horses and other baggage the indians had left after the conquest of lieutenant hogg and the party under his command in the morning, except a few of the horses, which some of the bravest of the men were prevailed on to collect; so that from the mistake of the pilot who spied the indians at the fire, and the cowardice of the said sergeant and other deserters, we here sustained a considerable loss of our horses and baggage. it is impossible to ascertain the exact number of the enemy killed in the action, as some were destroyed by fire, and others in different parts of the corn-field; but, upon a moderate computation, it is generally believed there cannot be less than thirty or forty killed and mortally wounded, as much blood was found in sundry parts of the corn-field, and indians seen in several places crawl into the woods on hands and feet,--whom the soldiers in pursuit of others then overlooked, expecting to find and scalp them afterward,--and also several killed and wounded in crossing the river. on beginning our march back, we had about a dozen of scalps and eleven english prisoners; but now we find that four or five of the scalps are missing, part of which were lost on the road, and part in possession of those men who, with captain mercer, separated from the main body, with whom went also four of the prisoners, the other seven being now at this place, where we arrived on sunday night, not being separated or attacked through our whole march by the enemy, though we expected it every day. upon the whole, had our pilots understood the true situation of the town and the paths leading to it, so as to have posted us at a convenient place where the disposition of the men and the duty assigned to them could have been performed with greater advantage, we had, by divine assistance, destroyed a much greater number of the enemy, recovered more prisoners, and sustained less damage, than what we at present have. but though the advantage gained over this our common enemy is far from being satisfactory to us, yet we must not despise the smallest degrees of success that god is pleased to give, especially at a time of such general calamity, when the attempts of our enemies have been so prevalent and successful. i am sure there was the greatest inclination to do more, had it been in our power, as the officers and most of the soldiers, throughout the whole action, exerted themselves with as much activity and resolution as could be expected. our prisoners inform us the indians have for some time past talked of fortifying at the kittaning and other towns. the following is a list of the killed and wounded, returned in colonel armstrong's official report of the expedition:-- lieutenant-colonel john armstrong's company.--_killed_--thomas power, john m'cormick. _wounded_--lieutenant-colonel armstrong, james caruthers, james strickland, thomas foster. captain hamilton's company.--_killed_--john kelly. captain mercer's company.--_killed_--john baker, john mccartney, patrick mullen, cornelius mcginnis, theophilus thompson, dennis kilpatrick, bryan carrigan. _wounded_--richard fitzgibbons. _missing_--captain hugh mercer, ensign john scott, emanuel minskey, john taylor, john francis phillips, robert morrow, thomas burk, philip pendergrass. captain armstrong's company.--_killed_--lieutenant james hogg, james anderson, holdcraft stringer, edward obrians, james higgins, john lasson. _wounded_--william findley, robert robinson, john ferrol, thomas camplin, charles o'neal. _missing_--john lewis, william hunter, william barker, george appleby, anthony grissy, thomas swan. captain ward's company.--_killed_--william welch. _wounded_--ephraim bratton. _missing_--patrick myers, lawrence donnahow, samuel chambers. captain potter's company.--_wounded_--ensign james potter, andrew douglass. captain steel's company.--_missing_--terence cannaherry. total killed, ; wounded, ; missing, . all the missing, with one or two exceptions, reached their homes, and nearly all of the wounded recovered. the loss on the part of the colonists was severe, when we consider that they had three hundred and fifty men engaged in the action, while the indian force did not consist of over one hundred warriors. the ignorance of the pilot, and the great error of some of the officers in persisting in trying to dislodge the enemy from the houses by discharge of fire-arms, was no doubt the direct cause of the death of many of the brave men; for all must admit that the expedition was well planned, and admirably carried out, as far as circumstances would permit. in speaking of the horrible indian massacres which followed the defeat of braddock, drake, in his indian history, says:-- shingas and captain jacobs were supposed to have been the principal instigators of them, and a reward of seven hundred dollars was offered for their heads. it was at this period that the dead bodies of some of the murdered and mangled were sent from the frontiers to philadelphia, and hauled about the streets, to inflame the people against the indians, and also against the quakers, to whose mild forbearance was attributed a laxity in sending out troops. the mob surrounded the house of assembly, having placed the dead bodies at its entrance, and demanded immediate succor. at this time, the above reward was offered. king shingas, as he was called by the whites, (who is noticed in the preceding paragraph,) but whose proper name was _shingask_, which is interpreted _bog-meadow_, was the greatest delaware warrior at that time. heckwelder, who knew him personally, says, "were his war exploits all on record, they would form an interesting document, though a shocking one." conococheague, big cove, sherman's valley, and other settlements along the frontier, felt his strong arm sufficiently to attest that he was a "bloody warrior,"--cruel his treatment, relentless his fury. his person was small, but in point of courage, activity, and savage prowess, he was said to have never been exceeded by any one. in , when washington was on his expedition to fight the french on the ohio, (alleghany,) shingas had his house at kittaning. king shingas was at fort duquesne when lieutenant armstrong destroyed kittaning; but there is no doubt whatever that captain jacobs fell in the engagement, notwithstanding hans hamilton, in a letter to the council, dated at fort lyttleton, april , , said, "indian isaac hath brought in the scalp of captain jacobs." this indian isaac claimed, and we believe received, the reward offered for killing and scalping captain jacobs, and yet captain jacobs lived to do a great deal of mischief before his scalp fell into the hands of the english colonists. not only was captain jacobs a great warrior, but it would appear that all his family connections were indians of note. in a letter from colonel stephen to colonel armstrong, it is stated, on the authority of a returned captive from muskingum, that a son of captain jacobs is killed, and a cousin of his, about seven foot high, called young jacob, at the destroying of kittaning, and it is thought a noted warrior by the name of the sunfish, as many of them were killed that we know nothing of. there is no doubt that armstrong's return did not embrace half the actual loss of the enemy, including women and children; but it was a mistake in stephen or his informant to include the warrior sunfish among the slain, for he was a hale old chief in . chapter xi. old indian town--indian paths--aughwick--murder of john armstrong and party--captain jack, the wild hunter of the juniata--george crogan, etc. as we ascend the river, the nearer we approach the base of the alleghany mountains the fewer places we find even mentioned in quite early history. on the flat eight or nine miles west of lewistown, near a large spring, stood an old shawnee town. it is mentioned as early as , in a report of the number of indians accompanying the deposition of some traders. the town was called _ohesson_, on the "choniata," and supposed to be sixty miles distant from the susquehanna. as this is indian computation, some allowance must be made, for in the same connection we notice the indian town of _assunnepachla_ set down as being distant one hundred miles from ohesson by water and fifty miles by land. assunnepachla was the indian name of frankstown; and no person, by following the most sinuous windings of the river, can make the distance to lewistown over eighty miles. these places were probably never visited by any but indian traders previous to braddock's defeat, and the consequence is that we are without any record of ohesson, which was evidently destroyed and abandoned at an early day. assunnepachla, however, stood for many years, but it lost its name before it became a place of importance to the whites. aughwick, it is said, had the honor of receiving the first white settlers, in , that came within the present limits of huntingdon county. of course, they were in search of choice lands, and there is reason to believe they found them, too, notwithstanding the proprietors and their man peters, in a year thereafter, ousted them by burning their cabins over their heads. aughwick valley is in the extreme southern part of huntingdon county, and, if not a regular continuation of the tuscarora valley, is at least one of the chain of valleys through whose entire length ran the celebrated indian path from kittaning to philadelphia,--the great western highway for footmen and pack-horses. this path, traces of which can yet be plainly seen in various places, and especially in the wilds of the mountains, must have been a famous road in its day. it commenced at kittaning, on the alleghany river, and crossed the alleghany mountains in a southeastern direction, the descent on the eastern slope being through a gorge, the mouth of which is five or six miles west of hollidaysburg, at what is well known as kittaning point. from this it diverged in a southern direction until it led to the flat immediately back of hollidaysburg, from thence east, wound round the gorge back of the presbyterian graveyard, and led into frank's old town. from thence it went through what is now called scotch valley, canoe valley, and struck the river at water street. from thence it led to alexandria, crossed the river, and went into hartsog valley; from thence to woodcock valley; from woodcock valley, across the broadtop mountain, into aughwick; from thence into the tuscarora valley, and from thence into sherman's valley, by sterritt's gap. at kittaning point, this path, although it is seldom that the foot of any one but an occasional hunter or fisher treads it, is still the same path it was when the last dusky warrior who visited the juniata valley turned his face to the west, and traversed it for the last time. true, it is filled up with weeds in summer-time, but the indentation made by the feet of thousands upon thousands of warriors and pack-horses which travelled it for an unknown number of years are still plainly visible. we have gone up the kittaning gorge two or three miles, repeatedly, and looked upon the ruins of old huts, and the road, which evidently never received the impression of a wagon-wheel, and were forcibly struck with the idea that it must once have been traversed, without knowing at the time that it was the famous kittaning trail. in some places, where the ground was marshy, close to the run, the path is at least twelve inches deep, and the very stones along the road bear the marks of the iron-shod horses of the indian traders. two years ago, we picked up, at the edge of the run, a mile up the gorge, two gun-flints,--now rated as relics of a past age. at the time we supposed that some modern nimrod lost them. now, however, we incline to the belief that they fell from the pocket of some weary soldier in armstrong's battalion, who lay down upon the bank of the brook to slake his thirst, nearly a hundred years ago. the path can be traced in various other places, but nowhere so plain as in the kittaning gorge. this is owing to the fact that one or two other paths led into it, and no improvement has been made in the gorge east of "hart's sleeping place," along the line of the path. aughwick was an indian town, located probably near where shirleysburg now stands, and for a long time was an important frontier post. the name of the place figures extensively in the colonial records, first as a place where many conferences were held, and afterward as fort shirley. previous to actual settlers coming into the juniata valley, every inch of it was known to the traders--or, at least, every indian town in it; and how long they trafficked with the red men before actual settlers came is unknown. thus, for instance, six or seven years before the settlement of aughwick, a trader named john armstrong, and his two servant-men, were murdered at what is now jack's narrows, in huntingdon county. as there are several narrows along the juniata, we should have been at a loss to locate the scene of the murder, had we not accidentally noticed in the archives a calculation of distances by john harris, wherein he says--"from aughwick to jack armstrong's narrows--so called from his being there murdered,--eight miles." at the time of the massacre, the british colonists and the indians were on the most friendly terms of intimacy, and armstrong was a man of some standing and influence, so that the murder (the first one of so atrocious a nature in that region) created the most intense excitement. along with armstrong, his servant-men, james smith and woodward arnold, were also murdered. the charge was laid to a delaware indian, named musemeelin, and two companions. seven white men and five indians searched for the bodies, found and buried them. the indian was arrested and taken to lancaster, and from there removed to philadelphia for trial, but whether convicted or not the record does not say. _allumoppies_, king of the delawares, shickallemy, and a number of other indians of standing and influence, were brought before the council in philadelphia, when the friends of armstrong produced the following affidavit of those who searched for the bodies:-- _paxton, april , ._ the deposition of the subscribers testifieth and saith, that the subscribers, having a suspicion that john armstrong, trader, together with his men, james smith and woodward arnold, were murdered by the indians, they met at the house of joseph chambers, in paxton, and there consulted to go to shamokin, to consult with the delaware king and shickcalimy, and there council what they should do concerning the affair. whereupon the king and council ordered eight of their men to go with the deponents to the house of james berry, in order to go in quest of the murdered persons; but that night they came to the said berry's house three of the eight indians ran away; and the next morning these deponents, with the five indians that remained, set out on their journey, peaceably, to the last supposed sleeping-place of the deceased; and upon their arrival, these deponents dispersed themselves, in order to find out the corpse of the deceased; and one of the deponents, named james berry, a small distance from the aforesaid sleeping-place, came to a white-oak tree, which had three notches on it, and close by said tree he found a shoulder-bone, which the deponent does suppose to be john armstrong's,--and that he himself was eaten by the indians,--which he carried to the aforesaid sleeping-place, and showed it to his companions, one of whom handed it to the said five indians to know what bone it was; and they, after passing different sentiments upon it, handed it to a delaware indian, who was suspected by the deponents; and they testify and say that as soon as the indian took the bone in his hand his nose gushed out with blood, and he directly handed it to another. from whence these deponents steered along a path, about three or four miles, to the narrows of juniata, where they suspected the murder to have been committed; and where the alleghany road crosses the creek these deponents sat down, in order to consult on what measures to take to proceed on a discovery. whereupon most of the white men, these deponents, crossed the creek again, and went down the creek, and crossed into an island, where these deponents had intelligence the corpse had been thrown; and there they met the rest of the white men and indians who were in company, and there consulted to go farther down the creek in quest of the corpse. and these deponents further say, they ordered the indians to go down the creek on the other side; but they all followed these deponents at a small distance, except one indian, who crossed the creek again; and soon after these deponents, seeing some bald eagles and other fowls, suspected the corpse to be thereabouts, and then lost sight of the indians, and immediately found one of the corpses, which these deponents say was the corpse of james smith, one of said armstrong's men; and directly upon finding the corpse these deponents heard three shots of guns, which they had great reason to think were the indians their companions, who had deserted from them; and in order to let them know that they had found the corpse these deponents fired three guns, but to no purpose, for they never saw the indians any more. and about a quarter of a mile down the creek they saw more bald eagles, whereupon they made down toward the place, where they found another corpse (being the corpse of woodworth arnold, the other servant of said armstrong) lying on a rock, and then went to the former sleeping-place, where they had appointed to meet the indians; but saw no indians, only that the indians had been there, and cooked some victuals for themselves and had gone off. and that night, the deponents further say, they had great reason to suspect that the indians were then thereabouts, and intended to do them some damage; for a dog these deponents had with them barked that night, which was remarkable, for the said dog had not barked all the time they were out till that night, nor ever since, which occasioned these deponents to stand upon their guard behind the trees, with their guns cocked, that night. next morning these deponents went back to the corpses, which they found to be barbarously and inhumanly murdered by very gashed, deep cuts on their hands with a tomahawk, or such like weapon, which had sunk into their skulls and brains; and in one of the corpses there appeared a hole in his skull near the cut, which was supposed to be with a tomahawk, which hole these deponents do believe to be a bullet-hole. and these deponents, after taking as particular view of the corpses as their melancholy condition would admit, they buried them as decently as their circumstances would allow, and returned home to paxton,--the alleghany road to john harris's, thinking it dangerous to return the same way they went. and further these deponents say not. these same deponents, being legally qualified before me, james armstrong, one of his majesty's justices of the peace for the county of lancaster, have hereunto set their hands in testimony thereof. james armstrong. alexander armstrong, thomas mckee, francis ellis, john florster, william baskins, james berry, john watt, james armstrong, david denny. after the foregoing facts had been elicited, a regular indian talk was had upon the matter, when shickallemy gave the following as a true version of every thing connected with the massacre:-- brother the governor:-- we have been all misinformed on both sides about the unhappy accident. musemeelin has certainly murdered the three white men himself, and, upon the bare accusation of neshaleeny's son, was seized and made a prisoner. our cousins, the delaware indians, being then drunk, in particular allumoppies, never examined things, but made an innocent person prisoner, which gave a great deal of disturbance among us. however, the two prisoners were sent, and by the way, in going down the river, they stopped at the house of james berry. james told the young man, "i am sorry to see you in such a condition; i have known you from a boy, and always loved you." then the young man seemed to be very much struck to the heart, and said, "i have said nothing yet, but i will tell all; let all the indians come up, and the white people also; they shall hear it;" and then told musemeelin, in the presence of the people, "now i am going to die for your wickedness; you have killed all the three white men. i never did intend to kill any of them." then musemeelin, in anger, said, "it is true, i have killed them. i am a man, you are a coward. it is a great satisfaction to me to have killed them; i will die for joy for having killed a great rogue and his companions." upon which the young man was set at liberty by the indians. we desire therefore our brother the governor will not insist to have either of the two young men in prison or condemned to die; it is not with indians as with white people, to put people in prison on suspicion or trifles. indians must first be found guilty of a cause; then judgment is given and immediately executed. we will give you faithfully all the particulars, and at the ensuing treaty entirely satisfy you; in the mean time, we desire that good friendship and harmony continue, and that we may live long together is the hearty desire of your brethren the indians of the united six nations present at shamokin. the following is what shickcalamy declared to be the truth of the story concerning the murder of john armstrong, woodworth arnold, and james smith, from the beginning to the end, to wit:-- that musemeelin owing some skins to john armstrong, the said armstrong seized a horse of the said musemeelin and a rifle-gun; the gun was taken by james smith, deceased. some time last winter musemeelin met armstrong on the river juniata, and paid all but twenty shillings, for which he offered a neck-belt in pawn to armstrong, and demanded his horse, and james armstrong refused it, and would not deliver up the horse, but enlarged the debt, as his usual custom was; and after some quarrel the indian went away in great anger, without his horse, to his hunting-cabin. some time after this, armstrong, with his two companions, on their way to ohio, passed by the said musemeelin's hunting-cabin; his wife only being at home, she demanded the horse of armstrong, because he was her proper goods, but did not get him. armstrong had by this time sold or lent the horse to james berry. after musemeelin came from hunting, his wife told him that armstrong was gone by, and that she had demanded the horse of him, but did not get him; and, as is thought, pressed him to pursue and take revenge of armstrong. the third day, in the morning, after james armstrong was gone by, musemeelin said to the two young men that hunted with him, "come, let us go toward the great hills to hunt bears;" accordingly they went all three in company. after they had gone a good way, musemeelin, who was foremost, was told by the two young men that they were out of their course. "come you along," said musemeelin; and they accordingly followed him till they came to the path that leads to the ohio. then musemeelin told them he had a good mind to go and fetch his horse back from armstrong, and desired the two young men to come along. accordingly they went. it was then almost night, and they travelled till next morning. musemeelin said, "now they are not far off. we will make ourselves black; then they will be frightened, and will deliver up the horse immediately; and i will tell jack that if he don't give me the horse i will kill him;" and when he said so, he laughed. the young men thought he joked, as he used to do. they did not blacken themselves, but he did. when the sun was above the trees, or about an hour high, they all came to the fire, where they found james smith sitting; and they also sat down. musemeelin asked where jack was. smith told him that he was gone to clear the road a little. musemeelin said he wanted to speak with him, and went that way, and after he had gone a little distance from the fire, he said something, and looked back laughing, but, he having a thick throat, and his speech being very bad, and their talking with smith hindering them from understanding what he said, they did not mind it. they being hungry, smith told them to kill some turtles, of which there were plenty, and they would make some bread by-and-by, and would all eat together. while they were talking, they heard a gun go off not far off, at which time woodworth arnold was killed, as they learned afterward. soon after, musemeelin came back and said, "why did you not kill that white man, according as i bid you? i have laid the other two down." at this they were surprised; and one of the young men, commonly called jimmy, ran away to the river-side. musemeelin said to the other, "how will you do to kill catawbas, if you cannot kill white men? you cowards! i'll show you how you must do;" and then, taking up the english axe that lay there, he struck it three times into smith's head before he died. smith never stirred. then he told the young indian to call the other, but he was so terrified he could not call. musemeelin then went and fetched him, and said that two of the white men were killed, he must now go and kill the third; then each of them would have killed one. but neither of them dared venture to talk any thing about it. then he pressed them to go along with him; he went foremost. then one of the young men told the other, as they went along, "my friend, don't you kill any of the white people, let him do what he will; i have not killed smith; he has done it himself; we have no need to do such a barbarous thing." musemeelin being then a good way before them, in a hurry, they soon saw john armstrong sitting upon an old log. musemeelin spoke to him and said, "where is my horse?" armstrong made answer and said, "he will come by-and-by; you shall have him." "i want him now," said musemeelin. armstrong answered, "you shall have him. come, let us go to that fire," (which was at some distance from the place where armstrong sat,) "and let us talk and smoke together." "go along, then," said musemeelin. "i am coming," said armstrong, "do you go before, musemeelin; do you go foremost." armstrong looked then like a dead man, and went toward the fire, and was immediately shot in his back by musemeelin, and fell. musemeelin then took his hatchet and struck it into armstrong's head, and said, "give me my horse, i tell you." by this time one of the young men had fled again that had gone away before, but he returned in a short time. musemeelin then told the young men they must not offer to discover or tell a word about what had been done, for their lives; but they must help him to bury jack, and the other two were to be thrown into the river. after that was done, musemeelin ordered them to load the horses and follow toward the hill, where they intended to hide the goods. accordingly they did; and, as they were going, musemeelin told them that, as there were a great many indians hunting about that place, if they should happen to meet with any they must be killed to prevent betraying them. as they went along, musemeelin going before, the two young men agreed to run away as soon as they could meet with any indians, and not to hurt anybody. they came to the desired place; the horses were unloaded, and musemeelin opened the bundles, and offered the two young men each a parcel of goods. they told him that as they had already sold their skins, and everybody knew they had nothing, they would certainly be charged with a black action were they to bring any goods to the town, and therefore would not accept of any, but promised nevertheless not to betray him. "now," says musemeelin, "i know what you were talking about when you stayed so far behind." the two young men being in great danger of losing their lives--of which they had been much afraid all that day--accepted of what he offered to them, and the rest of the goods they put in a heap and covered them from the rain, and then went to their hunting-cabin. musemeelin, unexpectedly finding two or three more indians there, laid down his goods, and said he had killed jack armstrong and taken pay for his horse, and should any of them discover it, that person he would likewise kill, but otherwise they might all take a part of the goods. the young man called jimmy went to shamokin, after musemeelin was gone to bury the goods, with three more indians, with whom he had prevailed; one of them was neshaleeny's son, whom he had ordered to kill james smith; but these indians would not have any of the goods. some time after the young indian had been in shamokin, it was whispered about that some of the delaware indians had killed armstrong and his men. a drunken indian came to one of the tudolous houses at night and told the man of the house that he could tell him a piece of bad news. "what is that?" said the other. the drunken man said, "some of our delaware indians have killed armstrong and his men, which if our chiefs should not resent, and take them up, i will kill them myself, to prevent a disturbance between us and the white people, our brethren." next morning shickcalamy and some other indians of the delawares were called to assist allumoppies in council; when shickcalamy and allumoppies got one of the tudolous indians to write a letter to me, to desire me to come to shamokin in all haste--that the indians were very much dissatisfied in mind. this letter was brought to my house by four delaware indians, sent express; but i was then in philadelphia, and when i came home and found all particulars mentioned in this letter, and that none of the indians of the six nations had been down, i did not care to meddle with delaware indian affairs, and stayed at home till i received the governor's orders to go, which was about two weeks after. allumoppies was advised by his council to employ a _conjuror_, or prophet, as they call it, to find out the murderer. accordingly he did, and the indians met. the _seer_, being busy all night, told them in the morning to examine such and such a one that was present when armstrong was killed, naming the two young men. musemeelin was present. accordingly, allumoppies, quitheyquent, and thomas green, an indian, went to him that had fled first, and examined him. he told the whole story very freely. then they went to the other, but he would not say a word, and they went away and left him. the three indians returned to shickcalamy and informed them of what discovery they had made, when it was agreed to secure the murderers and deliver them up to the white people. then a great noise arose among the delaware indians, and some were afraid of their lives and went into the woods. not one cared to meddle with musemeelin and the other that could not be prevailed on to discover any thing, because of the resentment of their families; but they being pressed by shickcalamy's son to secure the murderers, otherwise they would be cut off from the chain of friendship, four or five of the delawares made musemeelin and the other young man prisoners, and tied them both. they lay twenty-four hours, and none would venture to conduct them down, because of the great division among the delaware indians; and allumoppies, in danger of being killed, fled to shickcalamy and begged his protection. at last shickcalamy's son, jack, went to the delawares,--most of them being drunk, as they had been for several days,--and told them to deliver the prisoners to alexander armstrong, and they were afraid to do it; they might separate their heads from their bodies and lay them in the canoe, and carry them to alexander to roast and eat them; that would satisfy his revenge, as he wants to eat indians. they prevailed with the said jack to assist them; and accordingly he and his brother, and some of the delawares, went with two canoes and carried them off. conrad weiser, in a letter to a friend, dated heidelberg, , adverts to an interesting incident which occurred at the conclusion of this interview at shamokin. he says, "two years ago i was sent by the governor to shamokin, on account of the unhappy death of john armstrong, the indian trader, ( .) after i had performed my errand, there was a feast prepared, to which the governor's messengers were invited. there were about one hundred persons present, to whom, after we had in great silence devoured a fat bear, the eldest of the chiefs made a speech, in which he said, that by a great misfortune three of the brethren, the white men, had been killed by an indian; that, nevertheless, the sun was not set, (meaning there was no war;) it had only been somewhat darkened by a small cloud, which was now done away. he that had done evil was like to be punished, and the land remain in peace; therefore he exhorted his people to thankfulness to god; and thereupon he began to sing with an awful solemnity, but without expressing any words; the others accompanying him with great earnestness of fervor, spoke these words: 'thanks, thanks be to thee, thou great lord of the world, in that thou hast again caused the sun to shine, and hast dispersed the dark cloud! the indians are thine.'" among the first settlers in aughwick valley was captain jack, certainly one of the most noted characters of his day. he flourished about aughwick between and , when, with two or three companions, he went to the juniata and built himself a cabin near a beautiful spring. his sole pursuit, it would appear, was hunting and fishing; by which he procured the means of subsistence for his family. there was a mystery about him which no person ever succeeded in fathoming, and even his companions never learned his history or his real name. he was a man of almost herculean proportions, with extremely swarthy complexion. in fact, he was supposed by some to be a half-breed and by others a quadroon. colonel armstrong, in a letter to the governor, called him the "half-indian." the truth of it, however, is that he was a white man, possessing a more than ordinary share of intelligence for a backwoodsman, but his early history is altogether shrouded in mystery. it appears that in the summer of captain jack and his companions were on a fishing excursion. returning late in the evening, jack found his cabin in ruins and his wife and two children murdered. from that moment he became an altered man, quit the haunts of men, and roamed the woods alone, sleeping in caves, hollow logs, or wherever he could find a shelter. the loss of his family, no doubt, crazed him for a time, as he did not appear among the settlers until the fall of . in the interim, however, he was frequently seen, and, we may add, frequently __, by the savages, but he studiously avoided all intercourse with his fellow-men. if we may judge of his subsequent career, there is every reason to believe that on the discovery of the wrongs done him by the savages he made a vow to devote the balance of his life to slaying indians. if he did, right faithfully was his vow kept, for his fame spread far and wide among the red-skins, and many a one bit the dust by his trusty rifle and unerring aim. the settlers about aughwick, as well as those in path valley and along the river, frequently found dead savages, some in a state of partial decay, and others with their flesh stripped by the bald-eagles and their bones bleaching in the sun on the spot where jack's rifle had laid them low. on one occasion captain jack had concealed himself in the woods by the side of the aughwick path, where he lay in wait for a stray indian. presently a painted warrior, with a red feather waving from his head and his body bedizened with gewgaws recently purchased from a trader, came down the path. a crack from captain jack's rifle, and the savage bounded into the air and fell dead without a groan in the path. it appears that three others were in company, but had tarried at a spring, who, on hearing the discharge of the rifle, under the impression that their companion had shot a deer or bear, gave a loud "whoop." captain jack immediately loaded, and when the indians came up to the dead body jack again shot, and killed a second one. the indians then rushed into the thicket, and one of them, getting a glimpse of jack, shot at him, but missed him. the wild hunter, seeing that the chances were desperate, jumped out and engaged in a hand-to-hand encounter--the fourth savage being only armed with a tomahawk. he soon despatched the third one by beating his brains out with his rifle; but the fourth one, an athletic fellow, grappled, and a long and bloody fight with knives followed, and only ceased when both were exhausted by the loss of blood. the indian managed to get away, and left the black hunter the victor on the field of battle. weak and faint as jack was, he scalped the three savages, fixed their scalps upon bushes overhanging the path, and then, without deigning to touch their gewgaws or their arms, he managed to work his way to the settlement, where his wounds, consisting of eight or ten stabs, were dressed. the settlers, then squatters, cared little about the loss of the indians, since they deemed it right for captain jack to wreak his vengeance on any and every savage whom chance should throw in his way; and so little did they care about the proprietors knowing their whereabouts that no report of the case was ever made to the government of this combat. it is said that one night the family of an irishman named moore, residing in aughwick, was suddenly awakened by the report of a gun. this unusual circumstance at such a late hour in the night caused them to get up to discover the cause; and on opening the door they found a dead indian lying upon the very threshold. by the feeble light which shone through the door they discovered the dim outline of the wild hunter, who merely said "i have saved your lives," and then plunged into the dark ravine and disappeared. with an eye like the eagle, an aim that was unerring, daring intrepidity, and a constitution that could brave the heat of summer as well as the frosts of winter, he roamed the valley like an uncaged tiger, the most formidable foe that ever crossed the red man's path. various were the plans and stratagems resorted to by the indians to capture him, but they all proved unavailing. he fought them upon their own ground, with their own weapons, and against them adopted their own merciless and savage mode of warfare. in stratagem he was an adept, and in the skilful use of the rifle his superior probably did not exist in his day and generation. these qualifications not only made him a terror to the indians, but made him famous among the settlers, who for their own protection formed a scout, or company of rangers, and tendered to captain jack the command, which he accepted. this company was uniformed like indians, with hunting-shirts, leather leggings, and moccasins, and, as they were not acting under sanction of government, styled themselves "captain jack's hunters." all the _hunting_ done, however, after securing game to supply their wants, was probably confined to _hunting_ for scalps of indians; and, as it was a penal offence then to occupy the hunting-grounds of the juniata valley, much more so to shed the blood of any of the savages, it is not likely that the _hunters_ ever furnished the quaker proprietors with an official list of the "killed and wounded." these exploits gave captain jack a number of names or sobriquets in the absence of his real name; he was known as the "black rifle," "black hunter," "wild hunter of the juniata," &c. on one occasion, with his band, he followed a party of marauding indians to the conococheague, and put them to rout. this act reached the authorities in philadelphia, and governor hamilton granted him a sort of irregular roving commission to hold in check the unfriendly indians of the frontier. with this authority he routed the savages from the cove and several other places, and the general fear he inspired among them no doubt prevented a deal of mischief in the juniata valley. early in june, captain jack offered the services of himself and his band of hunters to government to accompany braddock on his expedition against fort duquesne. his merits were explained to braddock by george crogan, who said, "they are well armed, and are equally regardless of heat or cold. they require no shelter for the night, _and ask no pay_." this generous offer on the part of captain jack was not accepted by braddock, because, as he alleged, "the proffered services were coupled with certain stipulations to which he could not consent." what these stipulations were was not mentioned. it is presumed, however, that captain jack wished his company to go as a volunteer force, free from the restraints of a camp life which a rigid disciplinarian like braddock would be likely to adopt. braddock had already accepted the services of a company of indians under george crogan, and, as he wished to gain laurels for himself and his troops by achieving a victory over the french and indians by open european fighting, his own selfishness probably prompted him to refuse the assistance of any more who adopted the skulking indian mode of warfare. he did not live, however, to discover his error. hazzard, in his pennsylvania register, in speaking of the non-acceptance of captain jack's offer, says, "it was a great misfortune for braddock that he neglected to secure the services of such an auxiliary." very true; for such men as jack's hunters would never have suffered themselves to be fired upon by an ambuscaded enemy or an enemy hid away in a ravine. they would not have marched over the hill with drums beating and colors flying, in pride and pomp, as if enjoying a victory not yet won; but they would have had their scouts out, the enemy and his position known, and the battle fought without any advantages on either side; and in such an event it is more than probable that victory would have crowned the expedition. of the final end of captain jack we have nothing definite. one account says he went to the west; another that he died an old man in , having lived the life of a hermit after the end of the war of . it is said that his bones rest near the spring, at the base of the mountain bearing his name; and this we are inclined to believe. the early settlers of the neighborhood believed that captain jack came down from the mountain every night at twelve o'clock to slake his thirst at his favorite spring; and half a century ago we might readily have produced the affidavits of twenty respectable men who had seen the black hunter in the spirit roaming over the land that was his in the flesh. the present generation, however, knows little about the wild hunter. still, though he sleeps the sleep that knows no waking, and no human being who ever saw him is above the sod now, the towering mountain, a hundred miles in length, bearing his name, will stand as an indestructible monument to his memory until time shall be no more. george crogan figured extensively about aughwick for many years, both before and after fort shirley was built. he was an irishman by birth, and came to the colony probably as early as , and soon after took up the business of an indian trader. at first he located at harris's trading-house, on the susquehanna, and from thence moved over the river into cumberland county, some eight miles from his first place of abode. from there he made excursions to path valley and aughwick, and finally to the ohio river by way of the old bedford trail. his long residence among the indians not only enabled him to study indian character thoroughly, but he acquired the language of both the delaware and shawnee tribes, and was of great use to the proprietary government; but we incline to the opinion that his services were illy requited. his first letter, published in the colonial records, is dated "may y^e th, ," and is directed to richard peters. it was accompanied by a letter from the six nations, some wampum, and a french scalp, taken somewhere on lake erie. in a letter from governor hamilton to governor hardy, dated th july, , in speaking of crogan, who was at one time suspected of being a spy in the pay of the french, hamilton says:--"there were many indian traders with braddock--crogan among others, who acted as a captain of the indians under a warrant from general braddock, and i never heard of any objections to his conduct in that capacity. for many years he had been very largely concerned in the ohio trade, was upon that river frequently, and had a considerable influence among the indians, speaking the language of several nations, and being very liberal, or rather profuse, in his gifts to them, which, with the losses he sustained by the french, who seized great quantities of his goods, and by not getting the debts due to him from the indians, he became bankrupt, and since has lived at a place called aughwick, in the back parts of this province, where he generally had a number of indians with him, for the maintenance of whom the province allowed him sums of money from time to time, but not to his satisfaction. after this he went, by my order, with these indians, and joined general braddock, who gave the warrant i have mentioned. since braddock's defeat, he returned to aughwick, where he remained till an act of assembly was passed here granting him a freedom from arrest for ten years. this was done that the province might have the benefit of his knowledge of the woods and his influence among the indians; and immediately thereupon, while i was last at york, a captain's commission was given to him, and he was ordered to raise men for the defence of the western frontier, which he did in a very expeditious manner, but not so frugally as the commissioners for disposing of the public money thought he might have done. he continued in the command of one of the companies he had raised, and of fort shirley, on the western frontier, about three months; during which time he sent, by my direction, indian messengers to the ohio for intelligence, but never produced me any that was very material; and, having a dispute with the commissioners about some accounts between them, in which he thought himself ill-used, he resigned his commission, and about a month ago informed me that he had not received pay upon general braddock's warrant, and desired my recommendation to general shirley; which i gave him, and he set off directly for albany; and i hear he is now at onondago with sir william johnston." crogan settled permanently in aughwick in , and built a stockade fort, and must have been some kind of an agent among the indians, disbursing presents to them for the government. in december of that year he wrote to secretary peters, stating the wants of his indians, and at the same time wrote to governor morris as follows:-- "_may it please your honor_:-- "i am oblig^d to advertize the inhabitance of cumberland county in y^r honour's name, nott to barter or sell spiretus liquers to the indians or any person to bring amongst them, to prevent y^e indians from spending there cloase, tho' i am oblig^d to give them a kag now and then my self for a frolick, but that is atended with no expence to y^e government, nor no bad consequences to y^e indians as i do itt butt onst a month. i hope your honour will approve of this proceeding, as i have don itt to prevent ill consequences atending y^e indians if they should be kept always infleam^d with liquors." in september, , notwithstanding the precautions taken by the government to conciliate the indians by profuse presents, and immediately after conrad weiser, the indian interpreter, and crogan, had held a conference at aughwick, which it was supposed had terminated satisfactorily to all parties concerned, an indian, named israel, of the six nations, after leaving the conference, perpetrated a brutal murder in tuscarora valley. the following is crogan's report of it to government:-- _aughwick, september , ._ _may it please your honor_:-- since mr. weiser left this, an indian of the six nations, named israel, killed one joseph cample, an indian trader, at the house of one anthony thompson, at the foot of the tuscarora valley, near parnall's knob. as soon as i heard it i went down to thompson's, and took several of the chiefs of the indians with me, when i met william maxwell, esq. the indian made his escape before i got there. i took the qualification of the persons who were present at the murder, and delivered them to mr. maxwell, to be sent to your honor, with the speech made by the chiefs of the indians on that occasion, which i suppose your honor has received. i have heard many accounts from ohio since mr. weiser left this, all of which agree that the french have received a reinforcement of men and provision from canada to the fort. an indian returned yesterday to this place whom i had sent to the fort for intelligence; he confirms the above accounts, and further says there were about sixty french indians had come while he stayed there, and that they expected better than two hundred more every day. he says that the french design to send those indians with some french, in several parties, to annoy the back settlements, which the french say will put a stop to any english forces marching out this fall to attack them. this indian likewise says that the french will do their endeavor to have the half-king scarrayooday, captain montour, and myself, killed this fall. this indian, i think, is to be believed, if there can be any credit given to what an indian says. he presses me strongly to leave this place, and not live in any of the back parts. the scheme of sending several parties to annoy the back settlements seems so much like french policy that i can't help thinking it true. i hear from colonel innes that there certainly have been some french indians at the camp at wills's creek, who fired on the sentry in the dead of the night. if the french prosecute this scheme, i don't know what will become of the back parts of cumberland county, which is much exposed. the back parts of virginia and maryland are covered by the english camp, so that most of the inhabitants are safe. i would have written to your honor before now on this head; i only waited the return of this indian messenger, whose account i really think is to be depended on. the indians here seem very uneasy at their long stay, as they have heard nothing from the governor of virginia nor of your honor since mr. weiser went away; nor do they see the english making any preparations to attack the french, which seems to give them a great deal of concern. i believe several of the indians will soon go to the six nation country, and then, i suppose, the rest will be obliged to fall in with the french. if this happens, then all the back settlements will be left to the mercy of an outrageous enemy. i beg your honor's pardon for mentioning the consequences which must certainly attend the slow motion of the english government, as they are well known to your honor, and i am sensible your honor had done all in your power for the security of those parts. i hope as soon as his honor, governor morris, is arrived, i shall hear what is to be done with those indians. i assure your honor it will not be in my power to keep them together much longer. i am your honor's most humble and most obedient servant, geo. crogan. the indian israel was arrested, taken to philadelphia, and tried, but, in consequence of the critical situation of affairs, the french having tampered with the six nations until they were wavering, he was let off, returned to his tribe, and the matter smoothed over as best it could under the circumstances. the number of indians under crogan at braddock's defeat was thirty; but what part they performed on that eventful day was not recorded. that crogan and his indians were of some service would appear from the fact that the assembly passed a law exempting him from arrests--for debt, it is supposed--for ten years, and commissioning him a captain in the colonial service. the supposition that crogan was a spy in the pay of the french was based upon the idea that he was a roman catholic, inasmuch as he was born in dublin. his loyalty was first brought into question by governor sharpe, in december, , who wrote to governor hamilton, informing him that the french knew every move for defence made in the colonies, and asked his opinion of crogan. in answer, governor hamilton said:-- i observe what you say of mr. crogan; and, though the several matters of which you have received information carry in them a good deal of suspicion, and it may be highly necessary to keep a watchful eye upon him, yet i hope they will not turn out to be any thing very material, or that will effect his faithfulness to the trust reposed in him, which, at this time, is of great importance and a very considerable one. at present i have no one to inquire of as to the truth of the particulars mentioned in yours but mr. peters, who assures me that mr. crogan has never been deemed a roman catholic, nor does he believe that he is one, though he knows not his education, which was in dublin, nor his religious profession. whatever mr. crogan's religious faith may have been, he paid much less attention to it than he did to indian affairs; and that he was deeply devoted to the proprietary government is evident from his subsequent career. to keep the indians loyal, he advanced many presents to them, as appears by governor morris's letter to governor hardy, for which he never was reimbursed; and the company of indians he commanded was fitted out at his own expense; and it was the attempt to get what he advanced on that occasion that led to his quarrel with the commissioners and his resignation. from philadelphia he went to onondago, in september, , and soon after was appointed deputy-agent of indian affairs by sir william johnston. on his arrival in philadelphia, his appointment was announced to the council by governor denny. "the council, knowing mr. crogan's circumstances, was not a little surprised at the appointment, and desired to see his credentials;" which he produced, and again took an active part in indian affairs. after the french had evacuated fort duquesne, in , crogan resided for a time in fort pitt. from there he went down the river, was taken prisoner by the french, and taken to detroit. from thence he returned to new york, where he died in . on the th of october, , the reigning chief of aughwick, called _tanacharrisan_, or half-king, died at paxton. in communicating his death to the governor, john harris said:-- those indians that are here blame the french for his death, by bewitching him, as they had a conjurer to inquire into the cause a few days before he died; and it is his opinion, together with his relations, that the french have been the cause of their great man's death, by reason of his striking them lately; for which they seem to threaten immediate revenge, and desire me to let it be known. the loss of the half-king must have been a severe affliction to his tribe, for it appears by a letter of crogan's that he was compelled to "wipe away their tears to the amount of thirty pounds fourteen shillings:" scarroyady[ ] succeeded the half-king in the administration of affairs at aughwick. he was a brave and powerful chief, and possessed the most unbounded influence among the indians. governor morris, in a speech, previously approved by council, made to scarroyady and some indians accompanying him, said:-- [ ] as the indians could not pronounce the letter _r_, it is probable that the names having such letters in were bestowed by the whites, or corrupted by them. "brethren:--for the encouragement of you and all who will join you in the destruction of our enemies, i propose to give the following bounties or rewards, viz.: for every male indian prisoner above twelve years old that shall be delivered at any of the government's forts or towns, one hundred and fifty dollars. "for every female indian prisoner or male prisoner of twelve years old and under, delivered as above, one hundred and thirty dollars. "for the scalp of every male indian of above twelve years old, one hundred and thirty dollars. "for the scalp of every indian woman, fifty dollars." let this fixed price for scalps not stand upon the pages of history as a stigma against the peaceable and non-resistant quakers of the province; for, at the time these bounties were offered, john and thomas penn had abjured the habits, customs, and religion of that people. fort shirley was built in aughwick valley in the fall of , and the winter following crogan resigned his commission, after which the command was given to captain hugh mercer. tradition says that one or two very serious battles were fought in aughwick, after fort shirley was erected; but the accounts of them are so vague that we can give nothing like reliable information touching them. in january, , two indians named lackin, brothers, who professed to be friendly, came to what was then still called crogan's fort. the commander of the fort made them some few trifling presents, and plied them well with rum, when they promised to bring in a large number of prisoners and scalps. on leaving the fort, they fell in with a soldier, whom they invited to accompany them a short distance and they would give him some rum. to this the soldier assented, and, after getting out of sight of the fort, one of them suddenly turned and stabbed the soldier in the side with a scalping-knife. a man passing at the time of the occurrence immediately alarmed the garrison, and a posse of thirteen men sallied out; but when they came up near the indians the latter suddenly turned and fired upon the soldiers, wounding one of them in the thigh. the savages were then surrounded, and one of them shot; the other they attempted to take to the fort alive, but he acted so outrageously that one of the soldiers beat his brains out with the stock of his musket. the lackins were rather worthless fellows, and it required no wampum, or even coin, to dry up the tears of their friends. fort shirley was abandoned for a while after the burning of fort granville, by order of governor morris, but the importance of the point prevented it from standing idle long. we hear of some few murders committed near the three springs of the valley at a later day, but no attack was made in the neighborhood during the second indian war, as the entire valley was well protected by the friendly indians of the six nations. the delawares and shawnees, or at least a great portion of them, left the valley in - - , and before all had disappeared. but to the friendly indian the beautiful aughwick was a favorite haunt until the anglo-saxon fairly ploughed and harrowed him out of his home and his hunting-grounds. the last of the six nations left aughwick for cattaraugus in . chapter xii. raystown branch--early settlement of raystown--general forbes's expedition--colonels washington and boquet--colonel armstrong's letter--smith and his black boys--bloody run--robbery--indian massacres--revolutionary lieutenants of bedford county, etc. the earliest settlement on the _raystown_ branch of the juniata was made by a man named ray, in , who built three cabins near where bedford now stands. in the province agreed to open a wagon-road from fort louden, in cumberland county, to the forks of the youghiogheny river. for this purpose three hundred men were sent up, but for some cause or other the project was abandoned. this road was completed in , when the allied forces of virginia, maryland, and pennsylvania marched against fort duquesne, under general john forbes. about the same year the fort was built at raystown, and called fort bedford. colonels boquet and washington first marched to bedford with the advance, and were followed by general forbes, who had been detained by illness at carlisle. the successful troops that put to rout the french without striking a blow, amounting to men, were reviewed, where bedford now stands, a little over _ninety-seven_ years ago. of the triumphant march and the bloodless victory of general forbes and colonels boquet and washington there is little use in speaking here, more than incidentally mentioning that, profiting by the dear-bought experience at braddock's defeat, the suggestion of washington to fight the savages after their own manner was adopted, and, after defeating them in several skirmishes, the indians fled before them like chaff before the wind, and when they reached fort duquesne the name and the fort alone remained. the latter was preserved, but the former was speedily changed to fort pitt. colonel armstrong, whose name has already frequently appeared, served as a captain in the expedition under general forbes against fort duquesne. it may also be as well to remember that colonel washington, as well as the virginians generally, jealous of the pennsylvanians gaining a footing in the monongahela country, violently opposed the cutting of the road from raystown to the mouth of the yough, and urged strongly upon forbes the propriety of using the old braddock trail. the decision of general forbes procured for the people of pennsylvania a wagon-road over the alleghany at least twenty years before the inhabitants would have entertained the idea of so formidable an undertaking. armstrong wrote to richard peters, under date of "raystown, october , ," from whose letter we extract the following:-- since our quixotic expedition you will, no doubt, be greatly perplexed about our fate. god knows what it may be; but, i assure you, the better part of the troops are not at all dismayed. the general came here at a critical and seasonable juncture; he is weak, but his spirit is good and his head clear, firmly determined to proceed as far as force and provisions will admit, which, through divine favor, will be far enough. the road to be opened from our advanced post is not yet fully determined, and must be further reconnoitered: 'tis yet a query whether the artillery will be carried forward with the army when within fifteen or twenty miles of the fort or not. the order of march and line of battle is under consideration, and there are many different opinions respecting it. upon this the general will have a conference with the commanders of the sundry corps. about four thousand five hundred are yet fit for duty, five or six hundred of which may be laid to the account of keeping of different posts, sickness, accidents, &c. we know not the number of the enemy, but they are greatly magnified, by report of sundry of the people with major grant, to what we formerly expected. the virginians are much chagrined at the opening of the road through this government, and colonel washington has been a good deal sanguine and obstinate upon the occasion; but the presence of the general has been of great use on this as well as other accounts. we hear that three hundred wagons are on the road. if this month happens to be dry weather, it will be greatly in our favor. my people are in general healthy, and are to be collected together immediately, except such as are posted on the communication and in the artillery. many of them will be naked by the end of the campaign, but i dare not enter upon clothing them, not knowing who or how many of the troops may be continued. colonel b----t is a very sensible and useful man; notwithstanding, had not the general come up, the consequences would have been dangerous. please to make my compliments to mr. allen, and, if you please, show him this letter, as i have not a moment longer to write. about the last of this month will be the critical hour. every thing is vastly dear with us, and the money goes like old boots. the enemy are beginning to kill and carry off horses, and every now and then scalp a wandering person. i leave this place to-day, as does colonel boquet and some pieces of the artillery. in , fort bedford was the principal depôt for military stores between carlisle and fort pitt. in order to strengthen it, the command was given to captain ourry, and the small stockades at the juniata crossing and stony creek were abandoned and the force concentrated at bedford. by this means two volunteer companies were formed to guard the fort, which, besides being a refuge for the distressed families for ten or fifteen miles around, contained vast quantities of ammunition and other government stores. in , colonel boquet again passed up the raystown branch with two regiments of regulars and a large convoy of military stores, to relieve the beleaguered garrison at fort pitt. he found matters in a deplorable condition at fort bedford. the indians, although they had never made an attack upon the fort, had for weeks been hovering around the frontier settlements, and had killed, scalped, or taken prisoner, no less than eighteen persons. this induced colonel boquet to leave two companies of his army at bedford. the names of the persons killed or taken prisoners at that time are not recorded, and, we regret to say, few of any of the particulars connected therewith have been preserved. the town of bedford was laid out by john lukens, the surveyor-general, in , and took its name (in honor of the duke of bedford) from the fort. the town for many years was the most prominent point between carlisle and pittsburg. the county was formed out of cumberland, in , and embraced a vast extent of territory, from which huntingdon, mifflin, cambria, somerset, westmoreland, fulton, and indiana, were subsequently taken. during the revolutionary war, the town of bedford proper, as well as the surrounding country, was so well settled that the indians kept a respectful distance. on yellow creek, one of the tributaries of raystown branch, settlements were made at an early day; also in the great cove. during the revolution, colonel john piper, of yellow creek, was the lieutenant-colonel of the county, and george ashman lieutenant, and james martin, edward combs, and robert culbertson, were sub-lieutenants. colonel james smith, whose narrative has been published in several works, was taken by the indians in , near bedford. he was taken to fort duquesne, and was there when the victorious frenchmen and savages returned with the scalps and plunder taken from braddock's vanquished army. after undergoing some severe trials, such as running the gauntlet, &c., smith was taken to ohio, and, after a ceremony of baptizing, painting, and hair-pulling, he was adopted, as a warrior "in good standing," into the conowaga tribe. no other resort being left, as a measure of self-defence he adopted the manners and customs of the tribe, and wandered over the west with them until an opportunity offered to escape; which did not occur until he reached montreal, in , when he obtained his freedom in the general exchange of prisoners which took place. in , smith figured conspicuously in bedford county, as the leader of the celebrated band of "_black boys_," whose singular and summary administration of justice bore a marked affinity to the code sometimes adopted by that worthy disseminator of criminal jurisprudence in the west,--"judge lynch." of the exploits of the famous black boys smith speaks as follows:-- shortly after this ( ) the indians stole horses and killed some people on the frontiers. the king's proclamation was then circulating, and set up in various public places, prohibiting any person from trading with the indians until further orders. notwithstanding all this, about the st of march, , a number of wagons, loaded with indian goods and warlike stores, were sent from philadelphia to henry pollens, conococheague; and from thence seventy pack-horses were loaded with these goods, in order to carry them to fort pitt. this alarmed the country, and mr. william duffield raised about fifty armed men, and met the pack-horses at the place where mercersburg now stands. mr. duffield desired the employers to store up their goods and not proceed until further orders. they made light of this, and went over the north mountain, where they lodged in a small valley called the great cove. mr. duffield and his party followed after, and came to their lodging, and again urged them to store up their goods. he reasoned with them on the impropriety of their proceedings and the great danger the frontier inhabitants would be exposed to if the indians should now get a supply. he said as it was well known that they had scarcely any ammunition, and were almost naked, to supply them now would be a kind of murder, and would be illegally trading at the expense of the blood and treasure of the frontiers. notwithstanding his powerful reasoning, these traders made game of what he said, and would only answer him by ludicrous burlesque. when i beheld this, and found that mr. duffield could not compel them to store up their goods, i collected ten of my old warriors that i had formerly disciplined in the indian way, went off privately after night, and encamped in the woods. the next day, as usual, we blacked and painted, and waylaid them near sideling hill. i scattered my men about forty rods along the side of the road, and ordered every two to take a tree, and about eight or ten rods between each couple, with orders to keep a reserved fire--one not to fire until his comrade had loaded his gun. by this means we kept a constant slow fire upon them, from front to rear. we then heard nothing of these traders' merriment or burlesque. when they saw their pack-horses falling close by them, they called out, "pray, gentlemen, what would you have us to do?" the reply was, "collect all your loads to the front, and unload them in one place; take your private property, and immediately retire." when they were gone, we burnt what they left, which consisted of blankets, shirts, vermilion, lead, beads, wampum, tomahawks, scalping-knives, &c. the traders went back to fort louden, and applied to the commanding officer there, and got a party of highland soldiers, and went with them in quest of the robbers, as they called us; and, without applying to a magistrate or obtaining any civil authority, but purely upon suspicion, they took a number of creditable persons, (who were chiefly not anyway concerned in this action,) and confined them in the guard-house in fort louden. i then raised three hundred riflemen, marched to fort louden, and encamped on a hill in sight of the fort. we were not long there until we had more than double as many of the british troops prisoners in our camp as they had of our people in the guard-house. captain grant, a highland officer who commanded fort louden, then sent a flag of truce to our camp, where we settled a cartel and gave them above two for one; which enabled us to redeem all our men from the guard-house without further difficulty. this exploit of the _black boys_ is supposed to have given bloody run its name. soon after, some british officer wrote an account of the affair and transmitted it to london, where it was published, and from which the following is an extract. "the convoy of eighty horses, loaded with goods, chiefly on his majesty's account, as presents to the indians, and part on account of indian traders, were surprised in a narrow and dangerous defile in the mountains by a body of armed men. a number of horses were killed, and the whole of the goods were carried away by the plunderers. _the rivulet was dyed with blood, and ran into the settlement below, carrying with it the stain of crime upon its surface._" notwithstanding smith's narrative may have been read by a majority of our readers, we cannot resist the temptation of transferring another graphic picture of frontier life from his work. he says:-- in the year , the indians again made incursions on the frontiers; yet the traders continued carrying goods and warlike stores to them. the frontiers took the alarm, and a number of persons collected, destroyed, and plundered, a quantity of their powder, lead, &c., in bedford county. shortly after this, some of these persons, with others, were apprehended and laid in irons in the guard-house in fort bedford, on suspicion of being the perpetrators of this crime. though i did not altogether approve of the conduct of this new club of black boys, yet i concluded that they should not lie in irons in the guard-house or remain in confinement by arbitrary or military power. i resolved, therefore, if possible, to release them, if they even should be tried by the civil law afterward. i collected eighteen of my old black boys that i had seen tried in the indian war, &c. i did not desire a large party, lest they should be too much alarmed at bedford, and accordingly be prepared for us. we marched along the public road in daylight, and made no secret of our design. we told those whom we met that we were going to take fort bedford, which appeared to them a very unlikely story. before this, i made it known to one william thompson, a man whom i could trust, and who lived there. him i employed as a spy, and sent him along on horseback before, with orders to meet me at a certain place near bedford one hour before day. the next day, a little before sunset, we encamped near the crossings of juniata, about fourteen miles from bedford, and erected tents, as though we intended staying all night; and not a man in my company knew to the contrary save myself. knowing that they would hear this in bedford, and wishing it to be the case, i thought to surprise them by stealing a march. as the moon rose about eleven o'clock, i ordered my boys to march, and we went on, at the rate of five miles an hour, until we met thompson at the place appointed. he told us that the commanding officer had frequently heard of us by travellers, and had ordered thirty men upon guard. he said they knew our number, and only made game of the notion of eighteen men coming to rescue the prisoners; but they did not expect us until toward the middle of the day. i asked him if the gate was open. he said it was then shut, but he expected they would open it, as usual, at daylight, as they apprehended no danger. i then moved my men privately up under the banks of the juniata, where we lay concealed about one hundred yards from the fort gate. i had ordered the men to keep a profound silence until we got into it. i then sent off thompson again to spy. at daylight he returned and told us that the gate was open, and three sentinels were standing upon the wall; that the guards were taking a morning dram, and the arms standing together in one place. i then concluded to rush into the fort, and told thompson to run before me to the arms. we ran with all our might; and, as it was a misty morning, the sentinels scarcely saw us until we were within the gate and took possession of the arms. just as we were entering, two of them discharged their guns, though i do not believe they aimed at us. we then raised a shout, which surprised the town, though some of them were well pleased with the news. we compelled a blacksmith to take the irons off the prisoners, and then we left the place. this, i believe, was the first british fort in america that was taken by what they call american rebels. for this exploit smith was arrested, and, in the scuffle which attended the arrest--for he made a powerful resistance,--one of his captors was shot. he was taken to carlisle and tried for murder; but, having the sympathies of the people with him, he was triumphantly acquitted. he afterward filled several important stations, and for a time served as a colonel in the revolutionary army in new jersey. in he moved to kentucky, and joined mcintosh in his efforts against the savages. he had evidently imbibed the habits of frontier life so thoroughly that the strict routine of military discipline and its restraints were totally unsuited to his ideas of fighting. after the year , numerous robberies were committed near bedford. the robbers taking the precaution to blacken their faces, all their crimes, as well as many others, were charged upon smith's black boys, until they were looked upon as a band of outlaws. under date of january , , john frazer and george woods wrote from bedford to governor penn, as follows:-- _may it please your honor_:-- the many robberies that have lately been committed in the eastern parts of this county oblige us to trouble you with this letter. there are a number of people, who, we suspect, now reside at or near the sideling hill, that have been guilty of several highway-robberies, and have taken from different people--travelling on the public road between this place and carlisle--considerable sums of money; in particular, a certain james mccashlan, of this place, hath made oath before us that he has been robbed of twenty-two pounds and a silver watch. we have already done our endeavor to apprehend the robbers, but have not succeeded, as there can be no positive proof made who they are, on account of their blacking themselves, which renders it impossible for any person robbed to discover or know who are the perpetrators. we, therefore, pray your honor would take this matter into consideration, and grant us such relief as your honor may seem most reasonable for the safety of the public in general, and in particular for the inhabitants of this county. these magistrates labored under the conviction that the highwaymen were none else than a portion of smith's gang of black boys; or else why ask government for aid to disperse a few robbers, when men, arms, and ammunition, were plenty in bedford? the letter of frazer and woods was accompanied by an affidavit from mccashlan, setting forth that he was robbed, and that he had cause to suspect "a certain john gibson and william paxton" of committing the robbery. these were two of smith's black boys; but it subsequently appeared that a couple of independent footpads had relieved mr. mccashlan of his pounds and watch, and not a party of the regular black boys, who, no doubt, had sins enough of their own to answer for, without having all the depredations committed in the county placed to their account. although we spared no effort to get some account of the indian massacres near bedford during the revolution, we failed, and must content ourself--if we do not our readers--by giving the two following, which we copy from mr. day's "historical collections:"-- about december, , a number of families came into the fort from the neighborhood of johnstown. among them were samuel adams, one thornton, and bridges. after the alarm had somewhat subsided, they agreed to return to their property. a party started with pack-horses, reached the place, and, not seeing any indians, collected their property and commenced their return. after proceeding some distance, a dog belonging to one of the party showed signs of uneasiness and ran back. bridges and thornton desired the others to wait while they would go back for him. they went back, and had proceeded but two or three hundred yards when a body of indians, who had been lying in wait on each side of the way, but who had been afraid to fire on account of the number of the whites, suddenly rose up and took them prisoners. the others, not knowing what detained their companions, went back after them. when they arrived near the spot the indians fired on them, but without doing any injury. the whites instantly turned and fled, excepting samuel adams, who took a tree, and began to fight in the indian style. in a few minutes, however, he was killed, but not without doing the same fearful service for his adversary. he and one of the indians shot at and killed each other at the same moment. when the news reached the fort a party volunteered to visit the ground. when they reached it, although the snow had fallen ankle-deep, they readily found the bodies of adams and the indian, the face of the latter having been covered by his companions with adams's hunting-shirt. a singular circumstance also occurred about that time in the neighborhood of the alleghany mountain. a man named wells had made a very considerable improvement, and was esteemed rather wealthy for that region. he, like others, had been forced with his family from his house, and had gone for protection to the fort. in the fall of the year, he concluded to return to his place and dig his crop of potatoes. for that purpose, he took with him six or seven men, an irish servant girl to cook, and an old plough-horse. after they had finished their job, they made preparations to return to the fort the next day. during the night, wells dreamed that on his way to his family he had been attacked and gored by a bull; and so strong an impression did the dream make that he mentioned it to his companions, and told them that he was sure some danger awaited them. he slept again, and dreamed that he was about to shoot a deer, and, when cocking his gun, the main-spring broke. in his dream he thought he heard distinctly the crack of the spring when it broke. he again awoke, and his fears were confirmed, and he immediately urged his friends to rise and get ready to start. directly after he arose he went to his gun to examine it, and, in cocking it, the main-spring snapped off. this circumstance alarmed them, and they soon had breakfast, and were ready to leave. to prevent delay, the girl was put on the horse and started off, and, as soon as it was light enough, the rest followed. before they had gone far, a young dog, belonging to wells, manifested much alarm, and ran back to the house. wells called him, but, after going a short distance, he invariably ran back. not wishing to leave him, as he was valuable, he went after him, but had gone only a short distance toward the house, when five indians rose from behind a large tree that had fallen, and approached him with extended hands. the men who were with him fled instantly, and he would have followed, but the indians were so close that he thought it useless. as they approached him, however, he fancied the looks of a very powerful indian, who was nearest him, boded no good, and being a swift runner, and thinking it "neck or nothing" at any rate, determined to attempt an escape. as the indian approached, he threw at him his useless rifle, and dashed off toward the woods in the direction his companions had gone. instead of firing, the indians commenced a pursuit, for the purpose of making him a prisoner, but he outran them. after running some distance, and when they thought he would escape, they all stopped and fired at once, and every bullet struck him, but without doing him much injury or retarding his flight. soon after this he saw where his companions concealed themselves, and, as he passed, he begged them to fire on the indians, and save him; but they were afraid, and kept quiet. he continued his flight, and, after a short time, overtook the girl with the horse. she quickly understood his danger, and dismounted instantly, urging him to take her place, while she would save herself by concealment. he mounted, but without a whip, and for want of one could not get the old horse out of a trot. this delay brought the indians upon him again directly, and as soon as they were near enough they fired--and this time with more effect, as one of the balls struck him in the hip and lodged in his groin. but this saved his life; it frightened the horse into a gallop, and he escaped, although he suffered severely for several months afterward. the indians were afterward pursued, and surprised at their morning meal; and, when fired on, four of them were killed, but the other, though wounded, made his escape. bridges, who was taken prisoner near johnstown when adams was murdered, saw him come to his people, and describes him as having been shot through the chest, with leaves stuffed in the bullet-holes to stop the bleeding. the first white child born in raystown was william frazer. when the revolution broke out, bedford county furnished two companies, a greater portion of one of the companies being recruited in what now constitutes huntingdon and blair counties. among these were a man named mcdonald, another named fee, from the mouth of raystown branch, and george weston, a brother of the tory shot at kittaning, and a man named cluggage. the town of bedford was for a long time the residence of general a. st. clair and a number of others who subsequently figured prominently in the affairs of the nation. for pure patriotism and a willingness to spend their blood and treasure for the cause of liberty, as well as the defence of their brethren on the confines of the county, few towns could excel bedford, which reflected such credit upon them as will be remembered by the grateful descendants of the frontier-men when history fails to do them justice. chapter xiii. raystown branch, continued--murder of sanders and his family-- englishman and wife taken prisoners--felix skelly and mrs. elder taken captives--their return, etc. the country between the mouth of the raystown branch of the juniata and what is called the crossings was thinly settled prior to the revolution. the land, and general appearance of things, did not strike settlers very favorably; hence it may be assumed that it was only taken up about , when the new-comers from the eastern counties had already taken up the choice tracts lying contiguous to the river. the first depredation committed on the branch, near its mouth, by the savages, occurred in may, . a band of roving indians were known to be in the country, as several robberies had occurred in hartslog valley, at houses belonging to men who with their families were forted either at lytle's or at huntingdon. a scout had ranged the entire frontier in search of these depredators, but could not find them. they were seen in woodcock valley, and information immediately conveyed to the commander at the fort in huntingdon. a scout was sent to woodcock valley, but got upon the wrong trail, as the indians had crossed the terrace mountain, where, it appears, they divided into two parties. one of them went to the house of one sanders, on the branch; and just as the family were seating themselves at the table to eat dinner, five of the savages bounded in, and killed sanders, his wife, and three children. an englishman and his wife, whose names are not recollected, were in the house at the time, both of whom begged for their lives, declared they were loyal to the king, and would accompany them. the indians agreed to take them along as prisoners, notwithstanding at that period scalps commanded nearly as high a price as prisoners. the englishman and his wife were taken to montreal. the day following the above massacre, the other party of savages, who it appears had taken the country nearer the juniata to range through, made their appearance at the house of a mrs. skelly, who was sick in bed at the time, and her nearest neighbor, mrs. elder, being there on a visit. it was a beautiful may-day sabbath afternoon, when mrs. elder prepared to go home, and felix skelly, the son, agreed to accompany her part of the way. they had gone probably a hundred rods through a meadow, when mrs. elder noticed a savage, partly concealed behind some elder-bushes. she stopped suddenly, and told felix, who had got a little in advance, to return, as there were indians about. skelly said he thought not, and advised her to come on, or it would be night before he could return. mrs. elder stood still, however, and soon saw the figure of the indian so plainly as not to be mistaken, when she screamed to felix to run, and, when in the act of turning around, a savage sprang from behind an elder bush into the path, and seized her by the hair. another seized skelly, and in a moment the shout of victory went up, and three or four more indians came from their places of concealment. finding themselves captives, and unable to remedy matters, they submitted with a good grace. fortunately for them, the warrior who had command of the party could speak a little english, and was a little more humane than the generality of savages of the day. he gave mrs. elder positive assurance that no harm should befall her. he would not, however, give the same assurance to skelly. they took up their line of march over the terrace mountain, crossed over to the base of the alleghany, avoiding as much as possible the white settlements, and crossed the mountain by the kittaning path. skelly, although but seventeen years of age, was an athletic fellow, well built, and weighed in the neighborhood of one hundred and eighty pounds. the indians, noticing his apparent strength, and in order probably to tire him so that he would make no effort to escape, loaded him down with the plunder they had taken in hartslog valley. in addition to this, they found on the alleghany mountains some excellent wood for making bows and arrows, a quantity of which they cut and bound together, and compelled skelly to carry. mrs. elder was obliged to carry a long-handled frying-pan, which had been brought all the way from germany by a dunkard family, and had, in all probability, done service to three or four generations. of course, mrs. elder, burdened with this alone, made no complaint. at length the party reached an indian town on the alleghany river, where it was determined that a halt should take place in order to recruit. one of the indians was sent forward to apprise the town of their coming; and on their entering the town they found a large number of savages drawn up in two lines about six feet apart, all armed with clubs or paddles. skelly was relieved of his load and informed that the performance would open by his being compelled to run the gauntlet. skelly, like a man without money at one o'clock who has a note to meet in the bank before three, felt the importance and value of _time_; so, walking leisurely between the lines, he bounded off at a speed that would have done credit to a greyhound, and reached the far end without receiving more than one or two light blows. he was then exempt, as no prisoner was compelled to undergo the same punishment twice. the indians, disappointed by the fleetness of skelly, expected to more than make up for it in pummelling mrs. elder; but in this they reckoned without their host. the word was given for her to start, but the warrior who had captured her demurred, and not from disinterested motives, either, as will presently appear. his objections were overruled, and it was plainly intimated that she must conform to the custom. seeing no method of avoiding it, mrs. elder, armed with the long-handled pan, walked between the lines with a determined look. the first savage stooped to strike her, and in doing so his scant dress exposed his person, which mrs. elder saw, and anticipated his intention by dealing him a blow on the exposed part which sent him sprawling upon all-fours. the chiefs who were looking on laughed immoderately, and the next four or five, intimidated by her heroism, did not attempt to raise their clubs. another of them, determined to have a little fun, raised his club; but no sooner had he it fairly poised than she struck him upon the head with the frying-pan in such a manner as in all likelihood made him see more stars than ever lit the "welkin dome." the indians considered her an amazon, and she passed through the lines without further molestation; but, as she afterward said, she "did it in a hurry." the squaws, as soon as she was released, commenced pelting her with sand, pulling her hair, and offering her other indignities, which she would not put up with, and again had recourse to her formidable weapon--the long-handled pan. lustily she plied it, right and left, until the squaws were right glad to get out of her reach. in a day or two the line of march for detroit was resumed, and for many weary days they plodded on their way. after the first day's journey, the warrior who had captured mrs. elder commenced making love to her. her comely person had smitten him; her courage had absolutely fascinated him, and he commenced wooing her in the most gentle manner. she had good sense enough to appear to lend a willing ear to his plaintive outpourings, and even went so far as to intimate that she would become his squaw on their arrival at detroit. this music was of that kind which in reality had "charms to soothe the savage," and matters progressed finely. one night they encamped at a small indian village on the bank of a stream in ohio. near the town was an old deserted mill, in the upper story of which skelly and the rest of the male prisoners were placed and the door bolted. that evening the indians had a grand dance and a drunken revel, which lasted until after midnight. when the revel ended, skelly said to his comrades in captivity that he meant to escape if possible. he argued that if taken in the attempt he could only be killed, and he thought a cruel death by the savages would be his fate, at all events, at the end of the journey. they all commenced searching for some means of egress, but none offered, save a window. the sash was removed, when, on looking out into the clear moonlight, to their horror they discovered that they were immediately over a large body of water, which, formed the mill-dam, the distance to it being not less than sixty feet. they all started back but skelly. he, it appears, had set his heart upon a determined effort to escape, and he stood for a while gazing upon the water beneath him. every thing was quiet; not a breath of air was stirring. the sheet of water lay like a large mirror, reflecting the pale rays of the moon. in a minute skelly formed the desperate determination of jumping out of the mill-window. "boys," whispered he, "i am going to jump. the chances are against me; i may be killed by the fall, recaptured by the savages and killed, or starve before i reach a human habitation; but then i _may escape_, and, if i do, i will see my poor mother, if she is still alive, in less than ten days. with me, it is freedom from this captivity _now_, or death." so saying, he sprang from the window-sill, and, before the affrighted prisoners had time to shrink, they heard the heavy plunge of skelly into the mill-dam. they hastened to the window, and in an instant saw him emerge from the water unharmed, shake himself like a spaniel, and disappear in the shadow of some tall trees. the wary savage sentinels, a few minutes after the plunge, came down to ascertain the noise, but skelly had already escaped. they looked up at the window, concluded that the prisoners had amused themselves by throwing something out, and returned to their posts. the sufferings of skelly were probably among the most extraordinary ever endured by any mortal man. he supposed that he must have walked at least forty miles before he stopped to rest. he was in a dense forest, and without food. the morning was hazy, and the sun did not make its appearance until about ten o'clock, when, to his dismay, he found he was bearing nearly due south, which would lead him right into the heart of a hostile savage country. after resting a short time, he again started on his way, shaping his course by the sun northeast, avoiding all places which bore any resemblance to an indian trail. that night was one that he vividly remembered the balance of his life. as soon as it was dark, the cowardly wolves that kept out of sight during the day commenced howling, and soon got upon his track. the fearful proximity of the ravenous beasts, and he without even so much as a knife to defend himself, drove him almost to despair, when he discovered a sort of cave formed by a projecting rock. this evidently was a wolf's den. the hole was quite small, but he forced his body through it, and closed the aperture by rolling a heavy stone against it. soon the wolves came, and the hungry pack, like a grand chorus of demons, kept up their infernal noise all night. to add to the horrors of his situation, he began to feel the pangs of both hunger and thirst. with the break of day came relief, for his cowardly assailants fled at dawn. he ventured out of the den, and soon resolved to keep on the lowlands. after digging up some roots, which he ate, and refreshing himself at a rivulet, he travelled on until after nightfall, when he came upon the very edge of a precipice, took a step, and fell among five indians sitting around the embers of a fire. uninjured by the fall, he sprang to his feet, bounded off in the darkness before the indians could recover from their surprise, and made good his escape. in this way he travelled on, enduring the most excruciating pains from hunger and fatigue, until the fourth day, when he struck the alleghany river in sight of fort pitt; at which place he recruited for a week, and then returned home by way of bedford, in company with a body of troops marching east. his return created unusual gladness and great rejoicing, for his immediate friends mourned him as one dead. mrs. elder gave a very interesting narrative on her return, although she did not share in the sufferings of skelly. she was taken to detroit, where she lived in the british garrison in the capacity of a cook. from there she was taken to montreal and exchanged, and reached home by way of philadelphia. felix skelly afterward moved to the neighborhood of wilmore, in cambria county, where he lived a long time, and died full of years and honors. chapter xiv. standing stone, ancient and modern--murder of felix donnelly and his son francis, etc. as an indian post of ancient date, none is more universally known than "standing stone," where huntingdon now stands. the very earliest traders could never ascertain by indian tradition how long it had been a village, but that it dated back to a very remote period may be judged from the fact that the land on the flat between stone creek and huntingdon was under cultivation one hundred and five years ago. it was used as one extensive corn-field, with the exception of that portion lying near the mouth of the creek, where the indian town stood, and where also was a public ground, used on great occasions for councils or dances. the standing stone--that is, the _original_ stone--was, according to john harris, fourteen feet high and six inches square. it stood on the right bank of stone creek, near its mouth, and in such a position as to enable persons to see it at a considerable distance, either from up or down the river. about this self-same standing stone there still exist contradictory opinions. these we have endeavored to ascertain; and, after weighing them carefully, we have come to the conclusion that no person now living ever saw part or parcel of the _original_ stone, notwithstanding dr. henderson delivered what some are disposed to believe a portion of it to the historical society of pennsylvania. the original standing stone, we are induced to believe, in addition to serving a similar capacity to that of a guide-board at a cross-road, was the official record of the tribe. on it, no doubt, were engraved all the important epochs in its history,--its wars, its mighty deeds, its prowess in battle, and its skill in the chase. it might, too, have served as a sacred tablet to the memory of many a noble chief who fell by the arrow of an enemy. these things were, no doubt, in cabalistic characters; and, although each inscription may have been small, its meaning may have taken in almost an unbounded scope, as indian brevity generally does. this stone was once the cause of a war. the tuscaroras, residing some thirty or forty miles down the river,--probably in tuscarora valley,--wished to declare war against the tribe at standing stone, for some real or fancied insult, and for this purpose sent them repeated war-messages, which the tribe at the stone refused to give ear to, knowing as they did the strength and power of the enemy. taking advantage of the absence of a large part of the tribe on a hunt, the tuscaroras, in great force, came upon the village, captured the stone, and carried it off. immediately after the return of the warriors, the entire available war-force was despatched after the depredators, who were soon overtaken. a bloody conflict ensued, and the trophy was recaptured and carried back in triumph. dr. barton, it is said, discovered that the word _oneida_ meant "standing stone," in the language of the southern indians.[ ] the _oneida_ tribe of the iroquois had a tradition that their forefathers came from the south; consequently, the tribe at standing stone may have been part of the oneida tribe instead of delawares, as was generally supposed. the tuscaroras, according to history, came from the south and became one of the iroquois confederation in . the language of the two tribes in question, although not identical, bore a strong affinity to each other. hence we may surmise that the characters upon the stone were understood by the tuscaroras, and that it possessed, in their eyes, sufficient value to move it some forty or fifty miles, under what we should call disadvantageous circumstances, especially when it is known that stones of a better finish could have been found anywhere along the juniata river. [ ] morgan, in his "league of the iroquois," gives it a different interpretation. there is no doubt at all but what the original stone was removed by the indians and taken with them in or , for it is a well-ascertained fact that the indians in the valley, with some few exceptions, (aughwick, for instance,) joined the french in the above years. the first survey of the land on which huntingdon now stands was made by mr. lukens, in behalf of a claimant named crawford, in . it is therein named as "george crogan's improvement." it is not improbable that crogan may have claimed the improved fields and site of the deserted village, but that he ever made any improvement beyond probably erecting a trading-post there is a matter of some doubt. his whole history proves that he was no _improving_ man. on the second stone erected were found the names of john and charles lukens, thomas smith, and a number of others, with dates varying from to , cut or chiselled. this stone was most unquestionably erected, by some of the men whose names it bore, on the same spot where the original stone stood, but was subsequently removed to or near where the old court-house in huntingdon formerly stood. this position it occupied for many years, and might still stand as a monument of the past, had not some vandal taken it into his head to destroy it. one piece of it still remains in a wall of the foundation of a house in huntingdon. the old indian graveyard (and an extensive one it must have been) was on the high ground, near where the present presbyterian church stands. to the credit of the huntingdon folks be it said, they have never permitted a general exhumation of the bones of the indians, to fill scientific cabinets, gratify the morbid appetites of the curious, or even to satisfy the less objectionable zeal of the antiquarian. the few white settlers who lived at the stone, in , partially erected a stockade fort; but before the spring of they were forced to abandon it, as well as their houses, and fly to carlisle for protection. when the settlers returned, in , the fort still stood, though partially decayed. immediately on the breaking out of the war of the revolution, the fort was rebuilt on a more extended scale by the few inhabitants of the town and surrounding country. it was located near where the court-house now stands, immediately on the bluff, and, according to the traces of it discovered by the present generation, must have covered ten acres of ground. it was strongly built; and, when the savages were in the midst of their depredations, it was the only reliable refuge--before the erection of the lead mine fort, in sinking valley--for all the people residing as far west as the base of the alleghany mountains. no actual attempt was ever made against standing stone fort; neither were there ever any indians seen, except on two or three occasions, very close to it. a party of lurking savages were once surprised and shot at by a number of scouts on the hill where the graveyard now stands; but they made good their escape without any injury being done. at another time, by a display of cool courage, as well as shrewdness, that would do any general credit, the commander of the fort unquestionably saved the place from total annihilation. one morning a large body of savages appeared upon the ridge on the opposite side of the river, and, by theirmanoeuvering, it was clearly evident that they meditated an attack, which, under the circumstances, must have proved disastrous to the settlers, for not more than ten men able to bear arms were in the fort at the time--the majority having left on a scouting expedition. the commander, with judgment that did him infinite credit, marshalled his men, and paraded them for half an hour in such a manner as to enable the indians to see a constant moving of the middle of the column, but neither end of it, while the drums kept up a constant clatter. in addition to this, he ordered all the women out, armed them with frying-pans, brooms, or whatever he could lay his hands upon, and marched them about the enclosure after the same manner in which he did the men. the enemy could only make out the dim outlines of the people and hear the noise. the stratagem succeeded, and, after a very short council of war, the indians disappeared. among those who figured about standing stone, at the beginning of the revolution, were the bradys. hugh brady's name appears in some of the old title-deeds; and the father of sam. brady (rendered famous by r. b. mccabe, esq.) lived at the mouth of the little run opposite huntingdon. within the walls of standing stone fort, general hugh brady and a twin-sister were born. all the bradys went to the west branch of the susquehanna during the revolution. hugh entered the army at an early age, and, step by step, rose from the ranks to the exalted position he occupied at the time of his death. a characteristic anecdote is related of him. at one time he was lying ill at erie, and his physician told him he could not survive. "let the drums beat," said he; "my knapsack is swung, and hugh brady is ready to march!" he recovered, however, and died only a few years ago, at sunbury. the only massacre by indians in the immediate vicinity of standing stone occurred on the th of june, , at what was then known as the "big spring," two miles west of the fort. in consequence of hostile bands of indians having been seen at a number of places in the neighborhood, and the general alarm which followed, people commenced flocking to the forts from every direction. on the day above named, felix donnelly and his son francis, and bartholomew maguire and his daughter, residing a short distance from the mouth of shaver's creek, placed a number of their movable effects upon horses, and, with a cow, went down the river, for the purpose of forting at standing stone. jane maguire was in advance, driving the cow, and the donnellys and maguire in the rear, on the horses. when nearly opposite the big spring, an indian fired from ambuscade and killed young donnelly. his father, who was close to him, caught him, for the purpose of keeping him upon the horse. maguire urged the old man to fly, but he refused to leave his son. maguire then rode to his side, and the two held the dead body of francis. while in this position, three indians rushed from their ambuscades with terrific yells, and fired a volley, one bullet striking felix donnelly, and the other grazing maguire's ear, carrying away a portion of his hair. the bodies of both the donnellys fell to the ground, and maguire rode forward, passing (probably without noticing her) his daughter. the indians, after scalping the murdered men, followed jane, evidently with the intention of making a prisoner of her. the fleetest of them overtook her, and grasped her by the dress, and with uplifted tomahawk demanded her to surrender; but she struggled heroically. the strings of her short-gown gave way, and by an extraordinary effort she freed herself, leaving the garment in the hand of the savage; then, seizing the cow's tail, she gave it a twist, which started the animal running, and gave her an impetus which soon enabled her to pass her father. the savage still followed, but in the mean time maguire had recovered from the consternation caused by the massacre, and immediately aimed his rifle at the indian, when the latter took shelter behind a tree. at this juncture, a number of men who were pitching quoits at cryder's mill, on the opposite side of the river, who had heard the firing and the whoops of the savages, put off in a canoe to engage the indians; but they were soon discovered, and the indian, shaking jane maguire's short-gown derisively at them, disappeared. the men, doubtful as to the number of the enemy, returned to the mill, to await the arrival of a greater force. maguire and his daughter reached the fort in a state better imagined than described. the garrison was soon alarmed, and a number of armed men started in pursuit of the savages. at the mill they were joined by the men previously mentioned; and, although every exertion was made in their power, they could not get upon their trail, and the pursuit was abandoned. the dead bodies of the donnellys were taken to standing stone, and buried upon what was then vacant ground; but the spot where they now rest is pointed out in a garden in the heart of the borough of huntingdon. jane maguire, who certainly exhibited a very fair share of the heroism of the day in her escape from the savage, afterward married a man named dowling, and moved to raystown branch, where she reared a family of children, some of whom are still living. opposite the mouth of the raystown branch lived colonel fee, an active and energetic man during the revolution. he was in captain blair's expedition against the tories, and for a while served as a private in the army. his widow (a sister of the late thomas jackson, of gaysport) is still living, at the advanced age of eighty-seven years, and to her we are indebted for much valuable information in the construction of these pages. the cryders, too, are worthy of a special notice. they consisted of a father, mother, and seven sons. they built a mill at the big spring, which served for the people of standing stone and the surrounding country. they were all men suitable for the times--rugged and daring. a majority of them were constantly in service during the war of the revolution, either as frontier-men, scouts, or fort guards. michael cryder, the father, used to spend his days at his mill and his nights at the fort during the troublesome times, and it was himself and five of his sons who accomplished the then extraordinary achievement of running the first ark-load of flour down the juniata river. the standing stone is frequently mentioned in the archives, but its name is mostly coupled with rumors, grossly exaggerated, of attacks by tories, &c. there is no doubt whatever but that great distress, principally arising from a want of provisions, prevailed there during the war. when the alarms were most frequent, and council had been importuned time and again to send provisions to standing stone, as well as men for its defence, and munitions, a circular was issued to the county lieutenants, dated july , , from which we extract the following:-- it is proper to acquaint you that colonel broadhead's regiment, now on a march to pittsburg, is ordered by the board of war to the standing stone; and we have ordered three hundred militia from cumberland, and two hundred from york, to join them. this promise to the ear of the affrighted settlers was broken to the hope. only seventy of the cumberland militia were taken to the standing stone, and thirty of them soon after removed to garrison the lead mine fort. huntingdon was laid out previous to the commencement of hostilities--probably in ,--but it retained the name of stone town for many years. with the exception of frankstown, it is the oldest town on the juniata. on the formation of the county, in , it took the same name. the county, during the late war with great britain, furnished three full companies; and, although it once was the stronghold of tories, we can now safely say that it stands among the most patriotic in the state. [illustration: scene below williamsburg.] chapter xv. trials of the early settlers--their forts, and other means of defence. the first outbreak of the war in found the frontier inhabitants few in number and without arms. living in a remote part of the state, where no invading foe would be likely to come, many young and vigorous men went forward and joined the army. this fancied security, however, proved a sad delusion to the frontier-men; and the absence of any regular means of defence was only severely felt when the savages came down from the mountain, ripe for rapine, blood, and theft. the fact that the northwestern savages had allied themselves to the english was only fully realized by the residents of the juniata valley when the painted warriors came down the kittaning war path, and commenced their infernal and atrocious work by scalping women and innocent babes. the first alarm and panic over, people collected together and consulted about some means of defence. the more prudent were in favor of abandoning their farms and retiring to some of the eastern settlements, which many did, especially after it was discovered that so many of the king's subjects were likely to remain loyal instead of joining the cause of the patriots. the more daring would not agree to abandon their homes, but at once pledged themselves to defend their firesides at the risk of their lives. to this end, in the fall of , and in the spring of , a number of fortifications were commenced, the farms abandoned, or partially so, and the inhabitants assumed an attitude of defence. these forts were generally stockades, built of logs or puncheons, with loop-holes made to flare on the outside, in order to bring rifles to bear in several directions. the first of these forts was built near where mccahen's mill now stands, which was called fetter's or frankstown, about a mile above hollidaysburg. a barn on the flat opposite the second lock, a mile below hollidaysburg, was turned into a fort and called holliday's. it was an old barn, but very large, and belonged to one peter titus. through the energy of mr. holliday and a few others, it was made comfortable, but not deemed very secure. these forts served for the families in what was termed the frankstown district, comprising not only frankstown, but all the surrounding country. in canoe valley a fort was built, called lowry's fort, but it was small and inconvenient; and the house of matthew dean, a mile farther up, was also turned into a temporary fortress in . these served the people of canoe valley and water street. the people of hartslog valley erected a fort south of alexandria, on cannon's mill-run, called lytle's. a large and substantial garrison, called hartsock's fort, was built in woodcock valley, which served for the people of that valley and also for the residents of the middle of the cove. the inhabitants of the lower end of the cove, and along clover creek, forted at the house of captain phillips, some two or three miles above where williamsburg now stands, which was turned into a temporary fortress. anderson's fort was erected where petersburg now stands, while along shaver's creek there were two others--one at general mcelery's, and the other at alexander mccormick's, toward stone creek. the latter was merely a house fortified without additional buildings, as was also the house of captain e. rickets, in warrior's mark. forts were also built at dunning's creek, and on the raystown branch, while the forts at standing stone and bedford were enlarged and improved. the year following, a very substantial fort was built at the residence of jacob roller, in sinking valley, to accommodate the large influx of people into the valley. in the fall of , fort roberdeau, or as it was better known, the lead mine fort, in sinking valley, was completed. it was the largest as well as the best-defended post on the frontier. it was built under the superintendence of general roberdeau, and occupied by major cluggage, with a regular company from cumberland county. on the ramparts two cannon were mounted, and in the fortress there were plenty of small-arms and ammunition. this fort was strengthened by government. lead was exceedingly scarce, and a high value was attached to it; and, fearing that the mines might fall into the hands of the enemy, the most vigilant watch was kept and the most rigid military discipline enforced. during the summer of , very few depredations were committed; but in the following year, as succeeding chapters will show, the incursions and massacres of the indians were so bold and cruel that the utmost consternation prevailed, and business was in a great measure suspended. the settlers managed to get their sowing done in both fall and spring, but much was sowed that never was reaped. to add to their deplorable condition, the horrors of starvation were constantly staring them in the face. in order to get in crops, it was necessary to have the reapers guarded and sentinels posted at each corner of a field, while half-grown boys followed in the very footsteps of the laborers, carrying their rifles loaded and primed for defence. by such means they managed to get a scant supply of grain. the cattle were suffered to graze at large, for seldom, if ever, any of them were molested. hogs, too, were suffered to run at large in the woods, feeding upon roots and acorns. when meat was wanted, a party ran down a hog or heifer, butchered it, and took it to the fort. as for such luxuries as coffee, tea, sugar, &c., they were among the missing, and little cared for. it is not, we hope, to the discredit of any of the best men in the juniata valley now, to say that their fathers were born in forts and rocked in sugar-troughs, and their grandfathers wore entire suits, including shoes, made of buckskin, lived sometimes on poor fare, and short allowance at that. they were the men whose sinewy arms hewed down the monarchs of the forest, and, with shovel, hoe, plough, and pick, that we might enjoy the bounties of mother earth when they were mouldering in the bosom thereof, made "waste places glad" and the wilderness to blossom like the rose. hallowed be their names! but, while we raise the tuneful lay to sing psalms of praise to the glorious old pioneers who by hardship and toil have entailed such blessings upon us, is it not a melancholy reflection to think that in but a few succeeding generations the scanty pages of _ancient_ histories alone will be the monuments to chronicle their deeds? chapter xvi. the early settlers--old hart, the indian trader, etc. we have been unable to procure any thing like a full and complete list of the early settlers of the entire valley; yet we deem it necessary to give what we have procured, as a necessary adjunct to our work. it will be perceived that many of the names are familiar, and the descendants are still scattered profusely over this section of the country, as well as the union. mr. bell, in his memoir, states that, at the time of his earliest recollection, between the stone (huntingdon) and the mountain, the pioneers had principally settled along the streams. the prevailing religion was the presbyterian, although there were lutherans and roman catholics, "and probably as many who professed no religion at all as all the other denominations put together." in addition to those whose names have already appeared, or will appear hereafter, we may incidentally mention, as early settlers about lewistown, the mcclays, mcnitts, and millikin; west of lewistown, along the river, the junkins, wilsons, bratton, and stackpoles. [illustration: hart's watering place.] at huntingdon, ludwig sills, benjamin elliot, abraham haynes, frank cluggage, mr. allabaugh, and mr. mcmurtrie; west of huntingdon, in the neighborhood of shaver's creek, samuel anderson, bartholomew maguire, general mcelevy, mccormick, and donnelly. of course, this place was settled at a later day than the country farther east. the first house erected where alexandria now stands was located near a spring, and was built and occupied by two young scotchmen, named matthew neal and hugh glover, as a kind of trading-post. they dealt in goods generally, and in whiskey particularly. the natural consequences of a free indulgence in the latter were fights innumerable, "even in them days," and the place received the euphonious title of "battle swamp," which clung to it for many years. near that place, at what was called "charles's fording of the big juniata," was the celebrated log which gave rise to the name of the valley. charles caldwell lived in the neighborhood--was the oldest settler, and the only one residing within two miles of "battle swamp." in what then constituted the valley--say in --lived john tussey, robert caldwell, and edward rickets, on the banks of the little juniata. on the main stream, or what was then termed the frankstown branch, on the northwest side, resided john bell, william travis, james dean, moses donaldson, and thomas johnston. on the southwest bank resided john mitchell and peter grafius. george jackson lived on the banks of the little juniata, probably a mile from the mouth of shaver's creek; and a mile farther up lived jacob and josiah minor. in the neighborhood of water street and canoe valley, john and matthew dean, jacob roller, john bell, lowry, beattys, moreheads, simonton, vanzant, john sanders, samuel davis, edward milligan. near frankstown, and in it, lazarus lowry, the moores, alexander mcdowell. west of frankstown, joseph mccune, mclntyre, john mckillip, mcroberts, and john crouse. most of the latter lived along where the reservoir now is--the building of which destroyed the old mccune and mcroberts farms. on the flat, west of frankstown, lived peter titus and john carr; in the loop, a. robinson and w. divinny; john long, near where jackson's farm now is; foster, where mccahen's mill now stands; and a little distance farther west, david bard, a presbyterian preacher; thomas and michael coleman, michael wallack, james hardin, a mr. hileman, and david torrence, in the neighborhood of where altoona now stands. of course, this list does not comprise all the old settlers, nor probably even a majority of them, but we copy a portion of the names from mr. bell's memoir. a number of them were given to us by maguire, and some were found in an old ledger, belonging to lazarus lowry when he kept store in frankstown in . the man hart, whose name is perpetuated, in connection with his log, by the valley we have spoken of, was an old german, who followed the occupation of trading among the indians. he was probably the first permanent white settler along the juniata west of the standing stone; and, long before he settled, he crossed and recrossed the alleghany mountains, by the old war-path, with his pack-horses. "john hart's sleeping place" is mentioned, in , by john harris, in making an estimate of the distance between the rivers susquehanna and alleghany. hart's sleeping place is about twelve miles from the junction of the burgoon and kittaning buns, and still retains its name. when he took up his residence along the river, he hewed down an immense tree, and turned it into a trough, out of which he fed his horses and cattle; hence the name, "hart's log." it is stated that upon one occasion, when hart was an old man, some savages came into his settlement on a pillaging excursion. they knew hart, and went to his cabin, but he happened to be from home. on his log they left a tomahawk, painted red, and a small piece of slate upon which rude hieroglyphics were drawn--one resembling an indian with a bundle upon his back, over whose head were seven strokes and whose belt was filled with scalps. in front of this drawing was the sun rising, and behind them a picture of the moon. on hart's return, he soon found that indians had been about. the meaning of the articles left he could readily decipher. the red hatchet upon the log signified that indians were about, but to him they laid down the hatchet. the picture of the rising sun signified that they were going to the east. the strokes indicated the number of warriors, and the bundle and scalps intimated that they would both plunder and murder. the moon signified that they would return at night. hart, although he felt safe under such an assurance, had no desire to encounter the red-skins; so he scratched upon the reverse of the slate the outline of a _heart_, and laid by the side of it a pipe--which, interpreted, meant, "hart smokes with you the pipe of peace," and left. on his return next day he found the indians had returned, and passed the night at his log, where they had left a quantity of pewter platters, mugs, &c. it afterward appeared that they had been at several houses, but the inmates had fled. from one they stole a quantity of silver money, and at the house of a dunkard they stole the pewter-ware. at the log they attempted to run the metal into bullets, but, finding it a failure, they probably left the heavy load in disgust. [illustration: tub mill at barre force, little juniata.] chapter xvii. the continental mills of the valley. among the vicissitudes incident to the settlement of the valley was a very serious one, in the shape of sometimes an absolute want of flour--not always owing to a lack of grain, but the want of mills. especially did this operate seriously during the revolution. the few mills at such great distances apart rendered it necessary for parties of neighbors to join in company, arm themselves, and go to mill together--all waiting until the grain was turned into flour. the want of adequate machinery prevented the erection of mills, and those that were built prior to the revolution, and during the continuance of the war, could scarcely do the requisite amount of work for the country, sparsely as it was settled. to look at some of the old gearing and machinery in use then would only confirm the adage that "necessity is the mother of invention." the late edward bell, of blair county, who rose to competence by his own indomitable energy and perseverance, and commanded the esteem and respect of all who knew him, once boasted to us that the first shoes he ever wore he made for himself in fort lowry. "and," said he, "i made them so well that i soon became shoemaker to the fort. there is no doubt but that i could have followed the business to advantage; but i never liked it, so i served a regular apprenticeship to the millwrighting." it is to this circumstance, then, that we are indebted for the following unique description of the old continental mill, which still stands at j. green & company's (formerly dorsey's) forge, on the little juniata, in huntingdon county. it was built before the revolution,--as near as can be ascertained, in ,--by jacob and josiah minor. mr. bell, in his manuscript, says:-- it was a curious piece of machinery when i first saw it. the house was about twelve feet high, and about fourteen feet square, made of small poles and covered with clapboards. there was neither floor nor loft in it. the husk was made of round logs built into the wall; the water or tub wheel was some three feet in diameter, and split boards driven into the sides of the shaft made the buckets. the shaft had a gudgeon in the lower end and a thing they called a spindle in the upper end, and was not dressed in any way between the claws. the stones were about two feet four or six inches in diameter, and not thick, and in place of a hoop they had cut a buttonwood-tree that was hollow and large enough to admit the stones, and sawed or cut it off to make the hoop. the hopper was made of clapboards, and a hole near the eye of the stone answered for the dampsil, with a pin driven in it, which struck the shoe every time the stone revolved. the meal-trough, made out of part of a gun, completed the grinding fixtures. the bolting-chest was about six feet long, two and half feet wide, and four feet high, made of live-wood puncheons, split, hewed, and jointed to hold flour, with a pair of deer-skins sewed together to shut the door. there was not one ounce of iron about the chest or bolting-reel. it had a crank or handle on one end, made of wood--the shaft, ribs, and arms, of the same material; and the cloth was leona muslin, or lining that looked like it. rather a one-horse concern for our day and generation! and its capacity must have been about as one to one thousand, when compared with the mills of the present age. we should like to see how some of the people of the valley _now_ would relish bread baked from flour bolted through leona muslin! it might do for dyspepsia; indeed, we doubt whether such a disease was known in the valley at so early a day. the mill of which mr. bell speaks, although it may have been the first in his neighborhood, was by no means the first driven by the waters of the juniata. william patterson erected a mill, where millerstown now stands, as early as , which, however, was carried off by a flood a year or so after it was in operation. the first mill in the upper valley was built on yellow creek, by the squatters, previous to the edict of the penn family which destroyed the cabins; but in what year, or by whom built, or what its ultimate fate was, we are unable to say. the second mill in the valley was built where spang's mill now stands, in blair county, then considered a part of the cove. it was erected by a man named jacob neff, a dunkard. this mill was burned down during the revolution by the indians, but speedily rebuilt, and stood for many years thereafter. the third was the "tub" mill, of which mr. bell gives a description. the term _tub_ was applied to it in consequence of the peculiar formation of the water-wheel. nearly all the mills of those days were worked with a tub-wheel. directly after, a mill was erected by a mr. fetter, near where mccahen's mill now stands, near hollidaysburg. no traces whatever are left of it. about the same period, two brothers, named beebault, built a mill, almost the counterpart of the minor mill, at the mouth of spruce creek. relics of this mill stood until within a few years. the next was a small mill built by a man named armitage, at mill creek, below huntingdon. nathaniel garrard built one in woodcock valley, about six miles from huntingdon. another was built in the vicinity of frankstown; another near where martha forge, in the gap, now stands. cryder's mill, above huntingdon, was finished about . these were all the mills that existed in the upper end of the valley prior to the revolution. although small, they were evidently of immense value--people having sometimes been compelled to travel some forty miles to obtain their services. the vestiges of _all_ are gone, like shadows that have passed away, save the old continentaller described by mr. bell. it alone stands, a relic of the past. chapter xviii. the cove--early settlement by dunkards--indian massacres and captives--massacre of ullery--a resistant dunkard, etc. "the great cove, little cove, and canolloways," are mentioned frequently in government papers as far back as , indian traders having penetrated them at a much earlier date than that; yet they only figure prominently from that period. the great cove, now known as morrison's, commences at pattonsville, in bedford county, and ends at williamsburg, on the juniata--bounded by dunning's and lock mountains on the west, and tussey mountain on the east. for fertile limestone land, beautiful scenery, and splendid farms, few valleys in the state equal--none surpass--morrison's cove. the earliest settlement of the cove was effected by scotch-irish, as early as ; but they shared the fate of the burnt-cabin folks when secretary peters answered the prayers of the indians, and were expelled. nothing daunted, however, many of them returned, and commenced improving; that, too, before the scions of "father onus" had acquired the right, title, and interest, to all and singular these fine lands, for the munificent sum of £ ! the greater portion of the beautiful valley, however, was almost unexplored until the penns made the new purchase. about , a colony of dunkards took up the southern portion of the cove, and their descendants hold possession of it to this day. they have unquestionably the finest farms, as well as the most fertile land, in the state; and right glad should we be to end _their_ portion of the chapter by saying so, or even by adding that for thrift and economy they stand unsurpassed; but a sense of candor compels us to speak of them as they are,--"nothing extenuate, nor set down aught in malice." in the first place, let it be understood that we are in no particle indebted to them for one iota of the blessings of government we enjoy. they are strict non-resistants; and in the predatory incursions of the french and indians, in - , and, in fact, during all the savage warfare, they not only refused to take up arms to repel the savage marauders and prevent the inhuman slaughter of women and children, but they refused in the most positive manner to pay a dollar to support those who were willing to take up arms to defend their homes and their firesides, until wrung from them by the stern mandates of the law, from which there was no appeal. they did the same thing when the revolution broke out. there was a scarcity of men. sixty able-bodied ones among them might readily have formed a cordon of frontier defence, which could have prevented many of the indian massacres which took place between and , and more especially among their own people in the cove. but not a man would shoulder his rifle; they were _non-resistants_! they might, at least, have furnished money, for they always had an abundance of that, the hoarding of which appeared to be the sole aim and object of life with them. but, no; not a dollar! they occupied neutral ground, and wished to make no resistance. again; they might have furnished supplies. and they _did_ furnish supplies to those who were risking their lives to repel the invaders,--but it was only when the almighty dollar accompanied the demand. after the massacre of thirty of them, in less than forty-eight hours, colonel piper, the lieutenant-colonel of bedford county, made a stirring appeal to them. but it was of no avail; they were non-resistants, and evidently determined to remain such. of the peculiar religious tenets of these primitive people we do not profess to know any thing; hence our remarks are unbiassed. we are solely recording historical facts. as a curious anomaly in the history of the present generation, it may be stated that, although they perform that part of the compact between government and a good citizen which relates to paying taxes, _they never vote_, neither can the most seductive persuasions of politicians bring them to the polls. like their forefathers, they are non-resistant--producers, but non-consumers. during the indian wars of , quite a number of murders were committed in the cove, and many captives taken, but the particulars are too vague for history. although we made every effort to ascertain the names of some of the massacred and the circumstances attending their massacre, we signally failed. it may, therefore, be supposed that, in the absence of any record, there is no other method of ascertaining facts extant. during the great cove massacre, among others carried into captivity was the family of john martin. this incursion was indeed a most formidable one, led by the kings shingas and beaver in person. how many were killed there is no living witness to tell; neither can we conjecture the number of prisoners taken. the following petition was sent by john martin to council:-- _august , ._ the humble petition of your most obedient servant sheweth, sir, may it pleas your excellancy, hearing me in your clemancy a few words. i, one of the bereaved of my wife and five children, by savage war at the captivity of the great cove, after many & long journeys, i lately went to an indian town, viz., tuskaroways, miles beyond fort pitts, & entrested in co^l. bucquits & co^l. croghan's favor, so as to bear their letters to king beaver & cap^t. shingas, desiring them to give up one of my daughters to me, whiles i have yet two sons & one other daughter, if alive, among them--and after seeing my daughter with shingas he refused to give her up, and after some expostulating with him, but all in vain, he promised to deliver her up with the other captives to y^r excellency. sir, y^r excellency's most humble serv^t, humbly & passionately beseeches y^r beningn compassion to interpose y^r excellencies beneficent influence in favor of y^r excellencies most obedient & dutiful serv^t. john martin. after the march of general forbes from raystown, and immediately preceding it, no indian depredations were committed in the cove up to the commencement of hostilities between the colonies and great britain. the indians in the french interest were constantly on the alert; and their spies prowling on the outskirts did not fail to report at head-quarters the arrival at raystown of colonel boquet and his army, the formidable bearing and arms of which convinced the savages that it was prudent to keep within the bounds of the french power. the first indian depredations of the revolution in the juniata valley were committed in november, . a large body of indians--not less than thirty--armed with british rifles, ammunition, tomahawks, scalping-knives, and all other murderous appliances they were capable of using, came into the settlement with the avowed intention of gathering scalps for his britannic majesty's officers at detroit. their coming was not unlooked-for, but the settlers were unprepared for them. the constant rumors afloat that a large body of savages, british, and tories, were coming, struck the people with so much panic that there was no effort made to give any such force as might come a warlike reception, but their energies were concentrated in measures of defence. the first indian depredators, or at least the greater portion of them, were seen at a camp-fire by a party of hunters; and if the proper exertions had been made to cut them off, few other outrages would have followed. the supposition is that there were two parties of about fifteen each, who met at or near neff's mill, in the cove. on their way thither, the one party killed a man named hammond, who resided along the juniata, and the other party killed a man named ullery, who was returning from neff's mill on horseback. they also took two children with them as prisoners. the alarm was spread among the inhabitants, and they fled to the nearest forts with all despatch; and on this first expedition they would have had few scalps to grace their belts, had the dunkards taken the advice of more sagacious people, and fled too; this, however, they would not do. they would follow but half of cromwell's advice:--they were willing to put their "trust in god," but they would not "keep their powder dry." in short, it was a compound they did not use at all. the savages swept down through the cove with all the ferocity with which a pack of wolves would descend from the mountain upon a flock of sheep. some few of the dunkards, who evidently had a latent spark of love of life, hid themselves away; but by far the most of them stood by and witnessed the butchery of their wives and children, merely saying, "_gottes wille sei gethan_."[ ] how many dunkard scalps they carried to detroit cannot now be, and probably never has been, clearly ascertained,--not less than thirty, according to the best authority. in addition to this, they loaded themselves with plunder, stole a number of horses, and under cover of night the triumphant warriors marched bravely away. [ ] "god's will be done." this sentence was so frequently repeated by the dunkards during the massacre, that the indians must have retained a vivid recollection of it. during the late war with great britain, some of the older indians on the frontier were anxious to know of the huntingdon volunteers whether the "_gotswiltahns_" still resided in the cove. of course our people could not satisfy them on such a vague point. thomas smith and george woods, both, we believe, justices of the peace at the time, wrote to president wharton as follows:-- _november , ._ gentlemen:--the present situation of this country is so truly deplorable that we should be inexcusable if we delayed a moment in acquainting you with it. an indian war is now raging around us in its utmost fury. before you went down they killed one man at stony creek; since that time they have killed five on the mountain, over against the heads of dunning's creek, killed or taken three at the three springs, wounded one, and killed some children by frankstown; and had they not providentially been discovered in the night, and a party gone out and fired on them, they would, in all probability, have destroyed a great part of that settlement in a few hours. a small party went out into morrison's cove scouting, and unfortunately divided; the indians discovered one division, and out of eight killed seven and wounded the other. in short, a day hardly passes without our hearing of some new murder; and if the people continue only a week longer to fly as they have done for a week past, cumberland county will be a frontier. from morrison's, crayl's, and friend's coves, dunning's creek, and one-half of the glades, they are fled or forted; and, for all the defence that can be made here, the indians may do almost what they please. we keep out ranging-parties, in which we go out by turns; but all that we can do in that way is but weak and ineffectual for our defence, because one-half of the people are fled: those that remain are too busily employed in putting their families and the little of their effects that they can save and take into some place of safety, so that the whole burden falls upon a few of the frontier inhabitants, for those who are at a distance from danger have not as yet offered us any assistance. we are far from blaming the officers of the militia because they have not ordered them out, for if they had, they really can be of little or no service, not only for the foregoing reasons, but also for these:--not one man in ten of them is armed. if they were armed, you are sensible, take the country through, there is not one fourth man that is fit to go against indians, and it might often happen that in a whole class there might not be a single person who is acquainted with the indians' ways of the woods; and if there should be a few good men, and the rest unfit for that service, those who are fit to take the indians in their own way could not act with the same resolution and spirit as if they were sure of being properly supported by men like themselves. the consequence would be that the indians, after gaining an advantage over them, would become much more daring and fearless, and drive all before them. a small number of select men would be of more real service to guard the frontiers than six times that number of people unused to arms or the woods. it is not for us to dictate what steps ought to be taken, but some steps ought to be taken without the loss of an hour. the safety of your country, of your families, of your property, will, we are convinced, urge you to do every thing in your power to put the frontiers in some state of defence. suppose there were orders given to raise about one hundred rangers, under the command of spirited officers, who were well acquainted with the woods and the indians and could take them in their own way. they could be raised instantly, and we are informed there are a great number of rifles lying in carlisle useless, although the back country is suffering for the want of arms. it was a fatal step that was taken last winter in leaving so many guns when the militia came from camp; about this place, especially, and all the country near it, they are remarkably distressed for the want of guns, for when the men were raised for the army you know we procured every gun that we could for their use. the country reflect hard on us now for our assiduity on those occasions, as it now deprives them of the means of defence. but this is not the only instance in which we hear reflections which are not deserved. the safety of our country then loudly called on us to send all the arms to the camp that could be procured, and it now as loudly calls on us to entreat that we may be allowed some as soon as possible, as also some ammunition; as that which was intrusted to our care is now almost delivered out to the officers who are fortifying, and what remains of it is not fit for rifles. we need not repeat our entreaties that whatever is done may be done as soon as possible, as a day's delay may be the destruction of hundreds. we are, in haste, gentlemen, your most obedient, humble servants, george woods. thomas smith. bedford, _november , _. the persons mentioned as having been killed belonged mostly to the cove; but the number was greatly exaggerated, as in fact but two were killed and one wounded. the other five escaped, and did not return until after the report of their death had gone abroad. the names of the killed we could not ascertain. the band of indians, after the dunkard massacre, worked their way toward the kittaning war-path, leaving behind them some few stragglers of their party whose appetite for blood and treasure had not been satiated. among others, an old and a young indian stopped at neff's mill. neff was a dunkard; but he was a single exception so far as resistance was concerned. he had constantly in his mill his loaded rifle, and was ready for any emergency. he had gone to his mill in the morning without any knowledge of indians being in the neighborhood, and had just set the water-wheel in motion, when he discovered the two indians lurking, within a hundred yards, in a small wood below the mill. without taking much time to deliberate how to act, he aimed through the window, and deliberately shot the old indian. in an instant the young indian came toward the mill, and neff ran out of the back door and up the hill. the quick eye of the savage detected him, and he fired, but missed his aim. nothing daunted by the mishap, the savage followed up the cleared patch, when both, as if by instinct, commenced reloading their rifles. they stood face to face, not forty yards apart, on open ground, where there was no possible chance of concealment. the chances were equal: he that loaded first would be victor in the strife, the other was doomed to certain death. they both rammed home the bullet at the same time--with what haste may well be conjectured. this was a critical juncture, for, while loading, neither took his eye off the other. they both drew their ramrods at the same instant, but the intense excitement of the moment caused the indian to balk in drawing his, and the error or mishap proved fatal, because neff took advantage of it, and succeeded in priming and aiming before the indian. the latter, now finding the muzzle of neff's rifle bearing upon him, commenced a series of very cunning gyrations and contortions to destroy his aim or confuse him, so that he might miss him or enable him to prime. to this end, he first threw himself upon his face; then, suddenly rising up again, he jumped first to the right, then to the left, then fell down again. neff, not the least put off his guard, waited until the indian arose again, when he shot him through the head. neff, fearing that others might be about, left the mill and started to the nearest settlement. a force was raised and the mill revisited; but it was found a heap of smouldering cinders and ashes, and the dead bodies of the indians had been removed. it is altogether likely that the rear of the savage party came up shortly after neff had left, fired the mill, and carried away their slain companions. for the part neff took in the matter he was excommunicated from the dunkard society. nevertheless, he rebuilt his mill; but the dunkards, who were his main support previously, refused any longer to patronize him, and he was eventually compelled to abandon the business. on the th of may, , a band of marauding savages entered the cove and murdered a man, woman, and two children, and took one man prisoner, within a mile of the fort of john piper, who was then colonel of the county. names or particulars could not be ascertained. at another time--period not remembered--several prisoners were taken. the name of the cove was changed from the "great cove" to "morrison's cove," in honor of a mr. morris, as early as . chapter xix. tommy coleman, the indian fighter--surprise of the dunkard murderers, etc. among all the early pioneers of the upper end of the juniata valley none was better known to the indians than thomas coleman. his very name inspired them with terror; and, in all their marauding, they carefully avoided his neighborhood. he was, emphatically, an indian-hater,--the great aim and object of whose life appeared to be centred in the destruction of indians. for this he had a reason--a deep-seated revenge to gratify, a thirst that all the savage blood in the land could not slake,--superinduced by one of the most cruel acts of savage atrocity on record. it appears that the coleman family lived on the west branch of the susquehanna at an early day. their habitation, it would also appear, was remote from the settlements; and their principal occupation was hunting and trapping in winter, boiling sugar in spring, and tilling some ground they held during the summer. where they originally came from was rather a mystery; but they were evidently tolerably well educated, and had seen more refined life than the forest afforded. nevertheless, they led an apparently happy life in the woods. there were three brothers of them, and, what is not very common nowadays, they were passionately attached to each other. early in the spring,--probably in the year ,--while employed in boiling sugar, one of the brothers discovered the tracks of a bear, when it was resolved that the elder two should follow and the younger remain to attend to the sugar-boiling. the brothers followed the tracks of the bear for several hours, but, not overtaking him, agreed to return to the sugar-camp. on their arrival, they found the remains of their brother boiled to a jelly in the large iron kettle! a sad and sickening sight, truly; but the authors of the black-hearted crime had left their sign-manual behind them,--an old tomahawk, red with the gore of their victim, sunk into one of the props which supported the kettle. they buried the remains as best they could, repaired to their home, broke up their camp, abandoned their place a short time after, and moved to the juniata valley. their first location was near the mouth of the river; but gradually they worked their way west, until they settled somewhere in the neighborhood of the mouth of spruce creek, on the little juniata, about the year . a few years after, the two brothers, thomas and michael, the survivors of the family, moved to the base of the mountain, in what now constitutes logan township, near where altoona stands, which then was included within the frankstown district. these men were fearless almost to a fault; and on the commencement of hostilities, or after the first predatory incursion of the savages, it appears that thomas gave himself up solely to hunting indians. he was in all scouting parties that were projected, and always leading the van when danger threatened; and it has very aptly, and no doubt truly, been said of coleman, that when no parties were willing to venture out he shouldered his rifle and ranged the woods alone in hopes of occasionally picking up a stray savage or two. that his trusty rifle sent many a savage to eternity there is not a shadow of doubt. _he_, however, never said so. he was never known to acknowledge to any of his most intimate acquaintances that he had ever killed an indian; and yet, strange as it may seem, he came to the fort on several occasions with rather ugly wounds upon his body, and his knife and tomahawk looked as if they had been used to some purpose. occasionally, too, a dead savage was found in his tracks, but no one could tell who killed him. for such reserve mr. coleman probably had his own motives; but that his fights with the savages were many and bloody is susceptible of proof even at this late day. we may incidentally mention that both the colemans accompanied captain blair's expedition to overtake the tories, and thomas was one of the unfortunate "bedford scout." to show how well thomas was known, and to demonstrate clearly that he had on sundry occasions had dealings with some of the savages without the knowledge of his friends, we may state that during the late war with great britain, on the canadian frontier, a great many indians made inquiries about "_old coley_;" and especially one, who represented himself as being a son of shingas, pointed out to some of captain allison's men, who were from huntingdon county, a severe gash on his forehead, by which he said he should be likely to remember "coley" for the balance of his life. in the fall of , fetter's fort was occupied by some twenty-five men capable of bearing arms, belonging to the frankstown district. among these were both the colemans, their own and a number of other settler's families. the indians who had murdered the dunkards, it appears, met about a mile east of kittaning point, where they encamped, (the horses and plunder having probably been sent on across the mountain,) in order to await the arrival of the scattered forces. thomas and michael coleman and michael wallack had left fetter's fort in the morning for the purpose of hunting deer. during the day, snow fell to the depth of some three or four inches; and in coming down the gap, coleman and his party crossed the indian trail, and discovered the moccasin tracks, which they soon ascertained to be fresh. it was soon determined to follow them, ascertain their force, and then repair to the fort and give the alarm. they had followed the trail scarcely half a mile before they saw the blaze of the fire and the dusky outlines of the savages seated around it. their number, of course, could not be made out, but they conjectured that there must be in the neighborhood of thirty; but, in order to get a crack at them, thomas coleman made his companions promise not to reveal their actual strength to the men in the fort. accordingly they returned and made report--once, for a wonder, not exaggerated, but rather underrated. the available force, amounting to sixteen men, consisting of the three above named, edward milligan, samuel jack, william moore, george fetter, john fetter, william holliday, richard clausin, john mcdonald, and others whose names are not recollected, loaded their rifles and started in pursuit of the savages. by the time they reached the encampment, it had grown quite cold, and the night was considerably advanced; still some ten or twelve indians were seated around the fire. cautiously the men approached, and with such silence that the very word of command was given in a whisper. when within sixty yards, a halt was called. one indian appeared to be engaged in mixing paint in a pot over the fire, while the remainder were talking,--probably relating to each other the incidents attending their late foray. their rifles were all leaning against a large tree, and thomas coleman conceived the bold design of approaching the tree, although it stood but ten feet from the fire, and securing their arms before attacking them. the achievement would have been a brilliant one, but the undertaking was deemed so hazardous that not a man would agree to second him in so reckless and daring an enterprise. it was then agreed that they all should aim, and at the given word fire. coleman suggested that each man should single out a particular savage to fire at; but his suggestion was lost upon men who were getting nervous by beginning to think their situation somewhat critical. aim--we will not call it deliberate--was taken, the word "_fire_!" was given, and the sharp report of the rifles made the dim old woods echo. some three or four of the savages fell, and those who were sitting around the fire, as well as those who were lying upon the ground, instantly sprang to their feet and ran to the tree where their rifles stood. in the mean time, coleman said-- "quick! quick! boys, load again! we can give them another fire before they know where we are!" but, on looking around, he was surprised to find nobody but wallack and holliday left to obey his order! the number proving unexpectedly large, the majority became frightened, and ran for the fort. the indians, in doubt as to the number of their assailants, took an early opportunity to get out of the light caused by the fire and concealed themselves behind trees, to await the further operations of this sudden and unexpected foe. coleman, wallack, and holliday, deeming themselves too few in number to cope with the indians, followed their friends to fetter's fort. early the next morning, all the available force of the fort started in pursuit of the indians. of course, they did not expect to find them at the encampment of the night previous; so they took provisions and ammunition along for several days' scout, in order, if possible, to overtake the savages before they reached their own country. to this end, coleman was appointed to the command, and the march was among those denominated by military men as _forced_. when they reached the scene of the previous night's work, the evidence was plain that the savages had departed in the night. this the hunters detected by signs not to be mistaken by woodsmen; there was not a particle of fire left, and the coals retained no warmth. the tracks of the savages west of the fire, too, showed that they conformed to those east of the fire, in appearance, whereas, those made by the hunters in the morning looked quite differently. it was then evident that the indians had a start of some six or eight hours. on the spot where the fire had been the small earthen paint-pot was found, and in it a portion of mixed paint. near the fire, numerous articles were picked up:--several scalping-knives, one of which the owner was evidently in the act of sharpening when the volley was fired, as the whetstone was lying by its side; several tomahawks, a powder-horn, and a number of other trifling articles. the ground was dyed with blood, leaving no doubt remaining in regard to their execution the night previous. they had both _killed and wounded_,--but what number was to remain to them forever a mystery, for they carried both dead and wounded with them. this was a singular trait in savage character. they never left the body of a dead or wounded warrior behind them, if by any possible human agency it could be taken with them. if impossible to move it far, they usually buried it, and concealed the place of burial with leaves; if in an enemy's country, they removed the remains, even if in a state of partial decay, on the first opportunity that offered. to prevent the dead body of a brave from falling into the hands of an enemy appeared with them a religious duty paramount even to sepulture. as an evidence of this, sam brady, the celebrated indian-fighter, once waylaid and shot an old indian on the susquehanna who was accompanied by his two sons, aged respectively sixteen and eighteen years. the young indians ran when their father fell, and brady left the body and returned home. next morning, having occasion to pass the place, he found the body gone, and by the tracks he ascertained that it had been removed by the lads. he followed them forty miles before he overtook them, bearing their heavy burden with the will of sturdy work-horses. brady had set out with the determination of killing both, but the sight so affected him that he left them to pursue their way unharmed; and he subsequently learned that they had carried the dead body one hundred and sixty miles. brady said that was the only chance in his life to kill an indian which he did not improve. it may be that filial affection prompted the young savages to carry home the remains of their parents; nevertheless, it is known that the dead bodies of indians--ordinary fighting-men--were carried, without the aid of horses, from the juniata valley to the indian burial-ground at kittaning, and that too in the same time it occupied in making their rapid marches between the two points. but to return to our party. after surveying the ground a few moments, they followed the indian trail--no difficult matter, seeing that it was filled with blood--until they reached the summit of the mountain, some six or eight miles from the mouth of the gap. here a consultation was held, and a majority decided that there was no use in following them farther. coleman, however, was eager to continue the chase, and declared his willingness to follow them to their stronghold, kittaning. this issue, successful though it was, did not fail to spread alarm through the sparsely-settled country. people from the neighborhood speedily gathered their families into the fort, under the firm impression that they were to be harassed by savage warfare not only during the winter, but as long as the revolutionary struggle was to continue. however, no more indians appeared; this little cloud of war was soon dispelled, and the people betook themselves to their homes before the holidays of , where they remained during the winter without molestation. it is said of old tommy coleman--but with what degree of truth we are unable to say--that, about twenty years ago, hearing of a delegation of indians on their way to washington, he shouldered his trusty old rifle, and went to hollidaysburg. there, hearing that they had gone east on the canal packet, he followed them some three miles down the towing-path, for the express purpose of having a crack at one of them. this story--which obtained currency at the time, and is believed by many to this day--was probably put into circulation by some one who knew his inveterate hatred of indians. an acquaintance of his informs us that he had business in town on the day on which the indians passed through; hence his appearance there. his gun he always carried with him, even on a visit to a near neighbor. that he inquired about the indians is true; but it was merely out of an anxiety to see whether they looked as they did in days of yore. his business led him to frankstown, but that business was not to shoot indians; for, if he still cherished any hatred toward the race, he had better sense than to show it on such an occasion. he died at his residence, of old age, about fifteen years ago, beloved and respected by all. peace to his ashes! [illustration: arch spring.] chapter xx. sinking valley--the lead mines--fort roberdeau--indian murder, and heroic conduct of a woman--encounter with a savage--murder of roller and bebault, etc. one of the most prominent points in pennsylvania, during the revolution, was sinking valley, owing, in a great measure, to the fact that it had a fort, under military discipline,--where the sentry marched upon ramparts, where the reveille aroused the inmates at the dawn of day, and where people felt secure in the immediate presence of muskets with bristling bayonets, a pair of cannon, and an abundance of ammunition, and where, for a long time, the greater part of the lead used by the continental army was procured. there is every reason to believe that the lead mines of sinking valley were known to the french as early as . although they searched extensively for minerals, it is not probable that they ventured as far into the penn lands as sinking valley, unless the secret of the existence of the mines had been imparted to them by the indians. the indians of the juniata, after they had acquired the use of fire-arms, could always procure an abundance of lead. this, they said, they procured--almost pure--on a ridge, near where mifflintown now stands, in kishicoquillas valley; and also at the foot, or in one of the ravines, of the mountain. with true indian craft, the warriors kept the precise location of the lead mines a secret. the scarcity of lead, in early days, made it a valuable commodity to the settlers; and many an indian's jug was filled with whiskey on promise of showing the lead mines--promises that were always "kept to the ear, but broken to the hope." it is, therefore, pretty evident that all the lead-ore the savages displayed was procured in sinking valley;--if they obtained any at other places along the juniata, the mines have not yet been discovered, and not for the lack of many thorough searches for them, either. the supposition that the french had been prospecting extensively in sinking valley many years ago is based upon the fact that, previous to roberdeau's erecting the fort, several old drifts or openings were discovered, as well as an irregular trench, extending from the upper to the lower lead mines,--a distance of nearly six miles. the vestiges of this trench are still visible, and there is no question but what the digging of it and the immense amount of labor necessary for its construction was performed in the full confidence that they would be rewarded by the discovery of a silver mine, or, at least, an inexhaustible bed of pure lead-ore. the fact that lead-ore existed in sinking valley was ascertained by the settlers about , and the consequence was that a number of persons took up their residence there, but without purchasing lands. the certainty of the existence of lead, and the fabulous stories of the existence of various other precious metals, induced the proprietary family to reserve it to themselves, and to that end george woods surveyed it for them a short time previous to the revolution. the earliest accounts we have of any permanent settlers in sinking valley bears date of . there is a well-authenticated story of an occurrence that once took place in , but neither names nor dates have been transmitted. mr. maguire had frequently heard the woman's name mentioned, who became quite a heroine, and lived in sinking valley until some time during the revolution; but it had slipped his memory. the story was that a man occupied a cabin in the upper end of the valley, and one day left it to go to the mouth of the bald eagle, leaving his wife and child at home. no savages had been in the neighborhood for some time, and, in fact, no friendly indians either, except some few who resided in what is now known as tuckahoe valley. fortunately, the man possessed two rifles, both of which he loaded, placed one over the chimney-piece, the other upon his shoulder, and departed on his errand. while the woman was busy attending to her household affairs, she saw two indians, partly concealed by some bushes in front of the house. in an instant she took down the loaded gun, and watched their motions through the window. in a few minutes both of them stealthily approached the house, when she pointed the gun at the foremost savage and fired; the bullet striking him in the breast, he fell to rise no more. the other savage came directly toward the house, when the woman, still retaining in her grasp the rifle, ascended a ladder to the loft, where she stood with the gun in an attitude of defiance. the quick eye of the indian detected her movements, and he followed, but with the usual caution of a savage; and when his head reached the opening, he peered into the dark garret to see his intended victim. grasping one of the puncheons which composed the floor with one hand, he attempted to draw up his rifle with the other, when a discharge followed, and he fell lifeless to the floor. the woman, more dead than alive with fear, remained for a time in the loft, but, hearing no noise, she at length ventured down-stairs, and at the foot of the ladder found the savage perfectly dead, lying in a pool of blood. she took her child out of the cradle, and started for the mouth of the bald eagle, but fortunately met her husband but a few rods from the house. all things taken into consideration, and especially the fact that the woman had never pulled the trigger of a gun before, this was probably one of the most heroic acts on record. the nearest neighbors were summoned, and, on examining into the matter, it was concluded that, after the first indian had been shot, the second one immediately cocked his rifle, and that while ascending the ladder the trigger must have been touched by a twig on the hickory rung of the ladder. the bullet had struck him under the chin, passed through his tongue, and lodged in his brain. his death was certainly an interposition of providence in behalf of the woman and her infant child. [illustration: the cave in sinking valley.] sinking valley proper never could have been much of a resort of the indians, for no traces of the existence of any villages in it have ever been discovered, neither have any relics ever been found or exhumed in it, that we can hear of, with the exception of some few arrow-heads and a skull, found near the arch springs. the attention of council was called to the existence of lead in sinking valley in a letter from major-general john armstrong to president wharton, dated yorktown, d february, . he says:-- as at present there appears to be a scarcity of the important article of lead, and it is certain a mr. harman husbands, now a member of assembly for our state, has some knowledge of a lead mine situated in a certain tract of land not far from frankstown, formerly surveyed for the use of the proprietary family. general gates, president of the board of war, having signified his earnest desire to see and converse with mr. husbands on the subject of the mine, and being greatly hurried with business, i have, at his instance, undertaken the present line, that you would please to use your influence with the house of assembly and with mr. husbands, that he, as soon as possible, may be spared to concert with the board of war on the best measures for making a trial of and deriving an early supply from that source. the general is of opinion with me, that the mine ought to--or may at least for the present--be seized by and belong to the state; and that private persons, who, without right, may have sat down on that reserved tract, should neither prevent the use of the lead nor be admitted to make a monopoly of the mine. i am of opinion that a few faithful laborers may be sufficient to make the experiment, and that the lieutenant of the county, or some other good man, may be serviceable in introducing the business. i cannot doubt the compliance of the honorable assembly and council. p.s.--it may be proper that a summary consideration be first taken, whether the state will make the effort alone or leave it to the conduct of the board of war; that, at any rate, the salutary effects, if any, may be gained to the public. the water-carriage is a great thing. _query_--whether the ore should be run into portable bars at the bank, or at middleton? at the writing of the above, some few persons had found their way to the mines, raised small quantities of ore, and smelted it; but their operations were contracted for want of tools and the proper appliances for smelting. they confined themselves to such ore as was on or near the surface, and made small oven furnaces, and smelted with charcoal. the council soon took the suggestion of general armstrong in hand; and it was resolved to give the general superintendence of the mining operations to general daniel roberdeau, then a member of congress, who went forward to carlisle to make the necessary arrangements. from that place he wrote to president wharton, on the th of april, , as follows:-- the confidence the honorable the representatives of our state have placed in me by a resolve, together with the pressing and indispensable necessity of a speedy supply of lead for the public service, induced me to ask leave of absence of congress to proceed with workmen to put their business into a proper train, and have reached this place on that errand; and, having collected men and materials, and sent them forward this day, propose to follow them to-morrow. my views have been greatly enlarged since i left york on the importance of the undertaking and hazard in prosecuting it, for the public works here are not furnished with an ounce of lead but what is in fixed ammunition; on the other hand, the prevailing opinion of people, as i advance into the country, of indian depredations shortly to commence, might not only deter the workmen i stand in need of, but affright the back settlers from their habitations, and leave the country exposed and naked. to give confidence to one and the other, i have drawn out of the public stores here twenty-five stand of arms and a quantity of gun-powder, and intended to proceed this morning, but was applied to by john caruthers, esq., lieutenant of the county, and william brown, commissary of provisions for the militia, who advised me on the subject of their respective departments, and, by the account they gave of the orders from your honorable board to them as to calling out and supplying the militia, i find the state is guarding against the incursions of the savages. this confirmed me in a preconceived intention of erecting a stockade fort in the neighborhood of the mine i am about to work, if i could stir up the inhabitants to give their labor in furnishing an asylum for their families in case of imminent danger, and thus prevent the evacuation of the country. mr. caruthers, convinced of the necessity of the work for the above purposes, condescendingly offered one company of the militia, which he expected would consist of about forty men, under my command, to co-operate in so salutary a business,--as it consisted with the orders of council respecting the station, being only a deviation of a very few miles,--and that one other company, of about the same number, should also join me, for the greater expedition, until the pleasure of council was known, which he presumed might coincide with such dispositions, otherwise it might be deranged by an immediate express; and, that the pleasure of council might be known without delay, i give this intelligence. if these measures are for the good of the public wheel, [weal,] i hope to be honored with a confirmation, and orders to the militia to exert themselves in carrying the design into immediate execution; if otherwise, i rely on the well-known candor of council that i shall not be suspected of any sinister design in leaning to an offer freely made as above, from, i believe, the best motives, much less that i have presumed to interfere with the arrangements of council, as this early notice is full proof to the contrary, as the whole is in their power as much as if nothing had passed between the lieutenant and myself. i have only to add, on this subject, that your design of patrolling-parties of good riflemen shall be encouraged by me. the commissary, mr. brown, being destitute of money, i would have spared it out of my small stock, but that, by my interference, dollars--all he asked--was supplied by a public officer here; but further sums will, he said, be soon necessary, and he expressed much concern for the scarcity of provisions. i was advised very lately, by judge mckean, of a quantity of salted beef in the neighborhood of harris's ferry; and before i left york, i applied to him by letter to advise me of the quantity and quality, with a design to purchase, as i intended to employ a much greater number of men than are already employed at the lead mine, to carry on the business with vigor. if council should think proper to order a quantity of said provisions up the juniata for the militia, i should be glad of being favored with what i want through the same channel. i intend to build such a fort as, with sufficient provisions, under the smile of providence, would enable me to defend it against any number of indians that might presume to invest it. if i am not prevented, by an opportunity of serving the state eminently by a longer stay in the wilderness, i purpose to return to my duty in congress in about three weeks. will council favor me with the exemption of a number of men, not exceeding twenty,--if i cannot be supplied by the adjutant-general, who has orders co-extensive with my want of smelters and miners from deserters from the british army,--to suffer such to come to this part of the country, contrary to a preceding order? if council should think such a measure of exemption for the public good, i should be glad to receive their orders on that head. i would not intrude my sentiments on council, but am of opinion that, besides the supplying of provisions to the militia in bedford, it is very important that the intended stockade should be seasonably furnished with that article; therefore, if it should not be thought advisable to improve the above hint, that the provisions already mentioned in the neighborhood of harris's should be left unnoticed until i shall have an opportunity of furnishing my own supplies from that stock. if i shall be advised by mr. mckean, it is in my offer. my landing is at water street, in [on the] juniata; but i could, on notice, receive any supply from standing stone. in the mean time, the persons employed went forward to the mines, and, under the direction of a scotch miner named lowrie, commenced sinking shafts and raising ore at the upper mine. general roberdeau arrived at standing stone after the tory expedition to kittaning, being, as it would appear, his second visit; the first was a mere tour of observation. from this point he wrote as follows to john carothers:-- _standing stone, april , ._ sir:--the enclosed was put into my hands, to be forwarded to you by express. the intelligence it contains is abundantly confirmed by several persons i have examined, both fugitives from the frontiers and some volunteers that have returned for an immediate supply of ammunition and provisions, to be sent forward to sinking spring valley, as the troops will be obliged to quit the service except they are supplied without delay. want of arms prevents those who would turn out. i shall furnish what i brought from carlisle as soon as they come forward; but it is very unfortunate that these arms, and the ammunition, which is coming by water, have been retarded by contrary wind, and probably the lowness of the water. to remedy this, i have despatched two canoes this morning to meet them on the way. i am giving mr. brown, who is here, every assistance in my power; but your aid is greatly wanted to stimulate the militia, and furnish arms, ammunition, pack-horses, and every thing necessary in your line of duty. the insurgents from this neighborhood, i am informed, are about thirty. one of them (hess) has been taken, and confession extorted, from which it appears that this banditti expect to be joined by three hundred men from the other side the alleghany; reports more vague mention one thousand whites and savages. the supply of provisions for so great a number renders it improbable; but, in answer to this, i have been informed by the most credible in this neighborhood, that strangers, supposed to be from detroit, have been this winter among the disaffected inhabitants, and have removed with them. if you have authority to call out the militia, in proportion to the exigence of the times, i think it of great importance that a considerable number of men should be immediately embodied and sent forward to meet the enemy; for it cannot be expected that the volunteers will long continue in service, and i find that the recruiting the three companies goes on too slowly to expect a seasonable supply from them of any considerable number. if you have not authority to call the necessary aid of militia, you, no doubt, will apply to the honorable the council, and may furnish them with my sentiments, and to the board of war for arms and ammunition. with ten men here, under the command of lieutenant cluggage, in continental service until the st of december next, i intend to move forward as soon as the arms, ammunition, and other things come forward, to afford an escort to sinking spring valley, where i shall be glad to meet as great a number of militia as you will station there, to enable me to erect a stockade, to secure the works so necessary to the public service and give confidence to the frontier inhabitants, by affording an asylum for their women and children. these objects, i doubt not, you will think worthy your immediate attention and utmost exertion, which, i can assure you,--making the fullest allowance for the timidity of some and credulity of others,--is a very serious matter; for without immediate aid the frontiers will be evacuated, for all that i have been able to say has been of no avail with the fugitives i have met on the roads,--a most distressing sight, of men, women, and children, flying through fear of a cruel enemy. i am, respectfully, sir, your most obedient, humble servant, daniel roberdeau. the enclosure spoken of in roberdeau's letter was a note from robert smith to robert cluggage, of which the following is a copy:-- sir:--be pleased to send expresses to lieutenant carothers by the first opportunity, to give him some account of insurrections on the south mountain, and likewise to inspect very closely into who is abroad at this time and upon what occasion, as there is a suspicion, by information, of other insurrections rising in other parts of the county of cumberland; and in so doing you will oblige your friend to serve, robert smith. _april , ._ the letter of gen. roberdeau, as well as smith's, were sent to president wharton by lieutenant carothers, enclosed in another of his own dated at carlisle, on the th of april. previous to this, however, he sent a letter to the council, dated on the th, in which he speaks of the deplorable condition of the frontier and the constant alarms from the tories. he said:-- the marching classes of the fifth battalion i have been obliged to send up to sinking valley and bald eagle, which will amount to near seventy privates. the frontiers in those parts have been greatly alarmed of late by a number of tories who have banded together, threatening vengeance to all who have taken the oath of allegiance to the states. this moment i have received an express from kishicoquillas for a supply of arms, and that colonel mcelevy, of bedford county, came there express himself, with an account that a body of tories, near three hundred and twenty, in and above standing stone, had collected themselves together and driven a number of the inhabitants from standing stone town. immediately colonel buchanan and colonel brown marched off with a few men who could be got equipped, and we are waiting with patience the issue. general roberdeau wrote to council on the th of april, after captain blair's return, as follows:-- _sinking spring valley, april , ._ sir:--i have little more time to refer you to the enclosed examination, taken in great haste, but correct as it respects the testimony. the confiscation of the effects of the disaffected in these parts is very irregular, and the brutality offered to the wives and children of some of them, as i have been informed, in taking from them even their wearing apparel, is shocking. i wish the magistrates were furnished with the late law respecting confiscation, and that they were more capable ministers of justice; the one i have seen is such a specimen of the popular election of these officers as i expected. i am happy to inform you that a very late discovery of a new vein promises the most ample supply; but i am very deficient in workmen. mr. glen is with me, to direct the making and burning of bricks, and is to come up to build a furnace, by which time i expect to be in such forwardness as to afford an ample supply to the army. the want of provision i dread notwithstanding the active endeavors of mr. brown, for it is scarcely to be got; therefore i beg leave to refer you to a hint on this subject in my letter from carlisle. of forty militia, i have, at most, seven with me, which retards building a stockade to give confidence to the inhabitants, who were all on the wing before i reached this. i send richard weston, under guard, to carlisle jail, to wait your orders. he is conducted by lieutenant john means, of the militia. the inhabitants are hunting the other insurgents, and hope they will all be taken, but wish any other the trouble of examining them, as my hands are full. i am, with respectful salutations to council, sir, y^r most ob^t, humb^l serv^t, dan^l roberdeau. the general speaks of the tory hess (in his first letter) as if he had been forced to confess. this is an error. hess made a voluntary confession after the return of captain blair, and after some of blair's men had partially hung him and let him off. the statement that mcelevy _reported_ at kishicoquillas that three hundred and twenty tories had driven off some of the inhabitants of standing stone town is no doubt true enough, but no such occurrence ever took place. the fears of the people no doubt prompted mcelevy to exaggerate, in order to get aid forthwith. shortly after the arrival of buchanan and brown at standing stone, the blair expedition returned, so that their services were not required. general roberdeau complained of the manner in which confiscations were conducted. he was grossly misinformed. the facts in the case are simply these:--on the receipt of the news of the disasters met by the tories at kittaning, many of the tory families fled, leaving every thing behind them. these articles, even if wearing apparel was included, could not well escape confiscation unless they were pitched into the street. there is no instance on record of the women and children of tories having any thing like wearing-apparel taken from them. if such acts were committed, they were without the sanction of the officers or the people, by outlaws who lived by plunder, who may be found in any community, and for whose acts most assuredly the patriots should not have been held accountable. general roberdeau's stay at the mines must have been brief. the next we hear of him is in a letter to vice-president bryan, dated at york, on the th of may of the same year. the direction of affairs at the mines was probably left in the hands of lowrie and cluggage. it is altogether uncertain how long the mines were carried on by government, but not longer, probably, than till the fall of ; and what the total yield of lead was during that time we cannot ascertain. in one place in the records we find an order forwarded to one of the sub-lieutenants of the county for five hundred pounds; and we also hear that quantities were issued to the militia at sundry times. there must have been some kind of a bargain existing between government and roberdeau for taking out the lead, for, in a letter to vice-president bryan for some pay due him, he says, "my late engagement in the lead-works has proved a moth to my circulating cash, and obliged me to make free with a friend in borrowing." he also says, in a letter to president reed, bearing date november , :-- sir:--permit me to ask the favor of you to make my request known to the honorable board of your presidence that they would be pleased this day to order me payment for the ten hundred pounds of lead delivered to your order some months ago. the price of that article is so enormous that i should blush to make a demand, but my necessity keeps equal pace with the rapid depreciation of our money; and particularly as i purpose leaving the city to-morrow, dependence has been had on the money in question, for my advances are insupportably great, for my defected purpose of supplying lead to continent, which, entirely through default of congress in not furnishing the necessary defences, has been entirely stopped, as the honorable the assembly have been informed. after the most diligent inquiry, i cannot find less than six dollars per pound demanded for lead by the quantity,--a price which, mr. peters just now informed me, the board of war was willing to give. this epistle near about fixes the time of the abandonment of the mines; and it also shows that lead commanded rather an exorbitant price at that time--payable, of course, in continental funds. in , sinking spring valley contained, according to an anonymous writer, "sixty or seventy families, living in log-houses." the principal portion of these were foreigners, who were taken there to work the mines. after roberdeau's project had fallen to the ground, in consequence of the scarcity of the ore and the immense expense of mining and melting it, these miners attempted for a while to carry on operations for themselves. their close proximity to the indians, and the fact that several incursions were made into the valley by the savages in search of plunder and scalps, made those men, unused to border life, quit, and seek refuge in the atlantic cities. the fort was evacuated by the government militia. nevertheless it was still a place of refuge, and was used by the settlers of sinking valley and bald eagle up to the close of the war. in , jacob roller, jr., and a man named bebault, were massacred by indians in sinking valley. few particulars of this massacre are known, and many contradictory stories still exist in regard to it. we give mr. maguire's version of it, but would at the same time state that he did not vouch for the authenticity of it, as he gathered it from the exaggerated rumors that in those days followed the recital of current events. roller, it appears was an active and energetic frontier-man, bold, fearless, and daring; and the common belief was that his unerring rifle had ended the days of many a red-skin. be that as it may, however, it is certain that the indians knew him, and marked him out for a victim long before they succeeded in despatching him. several small roving bands were in the habit of coming down into the valley after the mines were abandoned; but no favorable opportunity offered for a long time to kill roller. on one occasion, four of the settlers had met at roller's house for the purpose of going on a hunt for deer. early in the morning, when just ready to start, roller heard the breaking of a twig near his cabin. he peered out into the deep gloom of the misty morning, and discovered three indians crouching near an oak-tree. it was very evident that the indians had not been close enough to the house to ascertain the number within, and the inmates were in a state of doubt as to the number of savages. profound silence was observed, and it was resolved to shoot from the window as soon as the light was sufficiently strong to render their aim certain. the indians were evidently waiting for roller to come out of his house. at length, when they thought the proper time had come, the settlers gathered at the window, and thrust out their rifles as silently as possible. the quick eyes of the savages saw, even by the hazy light, that there were too many muzzles to belong to one man, and they took to the woods with all the speed they could command, leaving behind them a quantity of venison and dried corn, and a british rifle. on another occasion, roller had an encounter with a single indian in the woods, which probably stands unparalleled in the history of personal encounters between a savage and a white man. roller left home about seven o'clock in the morning, in search of deer. he had ranged along the edge of the mountain an hour or two, when he heard a rifle-shot but a short distance from him, and a minute had scarcely elapsed before a wounded doe came in the direction where he stood. to shoot it was but the work of an instant, because he supposed that one of his neighbors had wounded it; for the thought of the presence of indians never entered his head. yet it appears that it was an indian who fired. the indian mistook the crack of boiler's rifle for that of a companion left at the base of the mountain. under this impression, the indian, anxious to secure the doe, and roller, intent on bleeding her, both neglected one of the first precautions of the day,--viz.: to reload their rifles. roller was leaning over the doe, when he heard the crust of the snow breaking in a thicket near him. he jumped to his feet, and was confronted by the indian,--a tall, muscular fellow, who was quite as large as roller. the savage, well aware of the fact that neither of the rifles were loaded, and probably satisfied in meeting "a foeman worthy of his steel," deliberately placed his gun against a tree by the side of roller's, and, drawing his tomahawk, he cast a glance of savage delight at the white man before him, which seemed to imply that he would soon show him who was the better man of the two. roller, anticipating his intentions, drew his tomahawk and stood on the defensive. the savage made a spring, when roller jumped aside, and the indian passed. the latter suddenly wheeled, when roller struck him upon the elbow of the uplifted hand, and the hatchet fell. fearing to stoop to regain it, the savage drew his knife, and turned upon roller. they clinched, and a fearful struggle ensued. roller held the savage's right arm, so as to render useless his knife, while the indian grasped firmly the hand in which roller held his hatchet, and in this manner they struggled until they were both tripped by the carcass of the doe; still both retained their hold. roller fortunately grasped his knife, lying beside the doe, with his left hand, and thrust it into the side of the indian. the struggle now became terrible, and by one powerful effort the savage loosened himself and sprang to his feet; but roller was as quick as he was. in attempting to close again, the savage stabbed roller in the shoulder and in the arm. roller had dropped his hatchet in regaining his feet, and the combat was now a deadly one with knives. they cut and thrust at each other until their buckskin hunting-shirts were literally cut into ribbons and the crusted snow was dyed with their blood. at length, faint with the loss of blood, the combat ceased, by mutual consent, as it were, and the indian, loosening himself from roller's grasp, took his rifle and disappeared. roller stanched, with frozen snow and some tow, the only dangerous wound he had, and managed to reach his home. he was stabbed in four or five places, and it was some weeks before he fully recovered from his wounds. the skeleton of the savage, with his rifle by his side, was found the succeeding summer on the top of warrior ridge. the time of roller's death is not positively known. mr. maguire thought it was in the fall of . from subsequent evidences, three indians came down the mountain, avoiding the fort of jacob roller, sr., which was located at the head of sinking valley, and passed on down through the valley to the house of bebault, whom they tomahawked and scalped. from thence they went to the house of jacob roller, jr., who was alone at the time, his family being at his father's fort. he was murdered and scalped while at work in his corn-field. his absence from the fort at night created alarm, and early next morning a party went down to his house to see if any thing had befallen him. while searching for him, one of the men discovered blood on the bars, which soon led to the discovery of his body in the field. from the footprints in the ground, it was plain that the murder had been committed by two men and a boy between twelve and fourteen years of age. roller had been shot and scalped, his head shockingly mangled with a tomahawk, and the region of his heart was gashed with a dozen cuts and stabs made by a sharp scalping-knife. the inference was that, after shooting roller, the men induced the lad to tomahawk and stab him. in other words, they gave him a lesson in butchery and courage. bebault was found shot and scalped, although still alive,--a shocking spectacle to look upon. he was so much exhausted by the loss of blood as to be unable to give any account of the transaction. the bodies of both were taken to the fort and buried, and, as soon as possible, a large party, consisting of the rollers, beattys, rickets, &c, started in pursuit. they followed the trail for nearly fifty miles, but at last lost it, and were compelled to return without overtaking the murderers. every settler knew roller, and his death cast a universal gloom over the valley. the manner of it alarmed the settlement to such an extent that such fall crops as were still out were suffered to rot upon the field, as no force could be spared from the forts, and people would no longer risk their lives to the mercy of the marauders. jacob roller, jr., was the oldest of seven brothers, all powerful fellows, and active frontier-men. there are quite a number of the descendants of the seven brothers, who reside in various places,--some in the west, but probably a majority of them at williamsburg, or in the neighborhood of springfield furnace, in blair county. richard b. mccabe, esq., in a series of reminiscences of old times, published in , while speaking of the lead mines in sinking valley, said:-- the upper lead mine, as it is called, on the lands now belonging to a german family of the name of crissman, exhibits but the traces of former excavation, and trifling indications of ore. the lower one, about a mile in direct distance from the little juniata, was worked within my remembrance, under the superintendence of a mr. sinclair, a scotch miner from the neighborhood of carron iron-works, in the "land o' cakes." the mine was then owned by two gentlemen named musser and wells. the former, i think, lived and died in lancaster county. mr. wells was probably a philadelphian. three shafts were sunk to a great depth on the side of a limestone-hill. a drift was worked into the bowels of the hill, possibly a hundred yards, six feet high, and about the same width. this was expensive. no furnace or other device for melting the ore was ever erected at this mine. considerable quantities of the mineral still lie about the pit's mouth. the late mr. h----, of montgomery county, who had read much and practised some in mining, (so far as to sink some thousand dollars,) visited this mine in , in company with another gentleman and myself, and expressed an opinion that the indications were favorable for a good vein of the mineral. but the vast mines of lead in the west, such as mine a barton and the galena, where the manufacture of lead can be so much more cheaply carried on, must forever prevent a resumption of the business in sinking valley, unless, indeed, some _disinterested patriot_ shall procure the adoption of a _tariff of protection_ for the lead-manufacturer of the happy valley. notwithstanding mr. mccabe's prediction implied that the lead mines of sinking valley would in all probability never be worked again, some enterprising individuals from new york prospected at the upper mine so late as , and soon found, as they supposed, sufficient encouragement to sink shafts. accordingly, several were sunk, the german heirs agreeing to take a certain percentage on all ore raised. a regular company was organized, and, for a while, the "sinking valley lead mining company" stock figured among the bulls and bears of wall street, in new york. extensive furnaces for smelting, and other operations on a large scale, were _talked_ of; but suddenly, one very fine day, the ore, like the yankee's horse, "_gin eout_;" the superintendent left, the miners followed, and the stock depreciated so rapidly that it could have been purchased for about one cent on the dollar. latterly, we have heard nothing whatever of the lead mining company. there is unquestionably lead-ore still left at the upper mine; but, in order to make the mining operations pay, foreign wars must create a demand at increased prices. the people of sinking valley long entertained the idea that stores of mineral wealth still existed in it; and a legend was current that a man from the city of philadelphia, on the strength of a letter from amsterdam, came there to seek for a portion of it in the shape of a canoe-load of bullion, buried by two men many years ago. the person who searched found some of the guide-marks pointed out to him, but he did not reach the bullion. the treasure, it is generally believed to this day by the older residents, was found by a mr. isett, while engaged in digging a mill-race. this belief was based upon the fact that, previous to digging the race, mr. isett was poor, but became wealthy and abandoned the digging of the race before it was half completed. we have incidentally mentioned the name of a scotch miner taken to sinking valley by general roberdeau, named lowrie. he was the head of an illustrious line of descendants, some of whom have figured in congress, at the bar, on the bench, and in the pulpit. one of the present supreme judges of pennsylvania is a grandson of the old scotch miner, and nearly all of the name in the union are his lineal descendants. truly may it be said that sinking valley was once a place of note. chapter xxi. tories of the valley--their unfortunate expedition to join the indians at kittaning--captain john weston, the tory leader--captain thomas blair--capture of the brothers hicks--hanging a tory--narrow escape of two of weston's men, etc. a successful rebellion is a revolution; an unsuccessful attempt at revolution is a rebellion. hence, had the canadians been successful in their attempt to throw off the british yoke in , the names of the leaders would have embellished the pages of history as heroes and patriots, instead of going down to posterity as convicts transported to the penal colonies of england. had the efforts of the cubanos to revolutionize the island of cuba been crowned with success, the cowardly "_fillibusteros_" would have rated as brave men, and, instead of perishing ignominiously by the infamous garrote and starving in the dismal dungeons of spain, they would now administer the affairs of state, and receive all the homage the world pays to great and successful warriors. on the other hand, had the revolution in texas proved a failure, burleson, lamar, houston, and others, who carved their names upon the scroll of fame as generals, heroes, and statesmen, would either have suffered the extreme penalty of the mexican law, or at least occupy the stations of obscure adventurers, with all the odium which, like the poisoned shirt of nessus, clings to those who are unsuccessful in great enterprises. the same may be said of the american revolution. if those who pledged their "lives, their fortunes, and their sacred honor," to make the colonies independent of all potentates and powers on earth, had lost the stake, the infamy which now clings to the memory of the tories would be attached to that of the rebels, notwithstanding the latter fought in a glorious cause, endured the heats of summer and braved the peltings of the winter's storms, exhausted their means, and shed their blood, for the sacred cause in which they were engaged. for this reason, we should not attach too much infamy to the tories _merely_ because they took sides with england; but their subsequent acts, or at least a portion of them, were such as to leave a foul blot upon their names, even had victory perched upon the cross of st. george. the american people, after the revolution, while reposing on the laurels they had won, might readily have overlooked and forgiven weak and timid men who favored the cause of the crown under the firm conviction that the feeble colonies could never sever themselves from the iron grasp of england; but when they remembered the savage barbarities of the tories, they confiscated the lands of all who were attainted with treason, drove them from the country, and attached black and undying infamy to their names. to some it may appear strange--nevertheless it is true--that, in , the upper end of the juniata valley contained nearly as many tories as it did patriots. this is not a very agreeable admission to make by one who has his home in the valley; nevertheless, some of the acts of these tories form a part of the history of the time of which we write, and must be given with the rest. let it be understood, however, that, as some of the descendants of those men, who unfortunately embraced the wrong side, are still alive and in our midst, we suppress names, because we not only believe it to be unprincipled in the extreme to hold the son responsible for the sins and errors of the fathers, but we think there is not a man in the valley now who has not patriotic blood enough in his veins to march in his country's defence at a moment's warning, if occasion required it. the great number of tories in what now constitutes huntingdon county may, in a great measure, be attributed to the fact, that, living as they did upon the frontier, they had no idea of the strength or numbers composing the "rebel" army, as they called it. they knew the king's name to be "a tower of strength;" and they knew, too, the power and resources of england. their leaders were shrewd men, who excited the fears of the king's followers by assuring them that the rebels would soon be worsted, and all of them gibbeted. the most of these tories, according to edward bell, resided in aughwick, hare's valley, on the raystown branch, in woodcock valley, at standing stone, shaver's creek, warrior's mark, and canoe creek. they held secret meetings, generally at the house of john weston, who resided a mile and a half west of water street, in canoe valley. all their business was transacted with the utmost secresy; and those who participated in their meetings did so under an oath of "allegiance to the king and death to the rebels." these meetings were frequently attended by tory emissaries from detroit, who went there advised of all the movements of the british about the lakes; and it is thought that one of these men at length gave them a piece of intelligence that sealed the doom of a majority of them. it appears that a general plan was formed to concentrate a large force of indians and tories at kittaning, then cross the mountain by the indian path, and at burgoon's gap divide,--one party march through the cove and conococheague valleys, the other to follow the juniata valley, and form a junction at lancaster, killing all the inhabitants on their march. the tories were to have for their share in this general massacre all the fine farms on the routes, and the movable property was to be divided among the indians. it would seem, however, that providence frustrated their plans. they elected john weston their captain, and marched away in the dead of night, without drums or colors, to join the savages in a general massacre of their neighbors, early in the spring of --all being well armed with rifles furnished by the british emissaries, and abundance of ammunition. they took up the line of march--avoiding all settlements--around brush mountain, and travelled through the path to kittaning. when near the fort, weston sent forward two men to announce their coming. the savages, to the number of ten or twelve, accompanied the messengers; and when they met the tories, weston ordered his men to "present arms." the order proved a fatal one; for the indians, ever suspecting treachery, thought they had been entrapped, and, without any orders, fired a volley among the tories, and killed weston and some eight, or probably ten, of his men, then turned and ran toward the town. the disheartened tories fled in every direction as soon as their leader fell. although these tories marched from the settlements under cover of night, and with the greatest possible caution, all their movements were watched by an indian spy in the employ of major cluggage. this spy was a cayuga chief, known as captain logan, who resided in the valley at the time,--subsequently at an indian town called chickalacamoose, where the village of clearfield now stands. he knew the mission of the tories, and he soon reported their departure through the settlements. of course, the wildest and most exaggerated stories were soon set afloat in regard to the number constituting weston's company, as well as those at kittaning ready to march. colonel piper, of yellow creek, george woods, of bedford, and others, wrote to philadelphia, that two hundred and fifty tories had left standing stone, to join the indians, for the purpose of making a descent upon the frontier,--a formidable number to magnify out of thirty-four; yet such was the common rumor. the greatest terror and alarm spread through the settlements, and all the families, with their most valuable effects, were taken to the best forts. general roberdeau, who had the command of the forces in the neighborhood, had left standing stone a short time previous, leaving major cluggage in command. the latter was appealed to for a force to march after weston. this he could not do, because his command was small, and he was engaged in superintending the construction of the fort at sinking valley, the speedy completion of which was not only demanded to afford protection to the people, but to guard the miners, who were using their best exertions to fill the pressing orders of the revolutionary army for lead. cluggage was extremely anxious to have weston and his command overtaken and punished, and for this purpose he tendered to captain thomas blair, of path valley, the command of all who wished to volunteer to fight the tories. the alarm was so general, that, in forty-eight hours after weston's departure, some thirty-five men were ready to march. twenty of them were from path valley, and the remainder were gathered up between huntingdon--or standing stone, as it was then still called--and frankstown.[ ] at canoe valley the company was joined by gersham and moses hicks, who went to act in the double capacity of scouts and interpreters. they were brothers, and had--together with the entire family--been in captivity among the indians for some six or seven years. they were deemed a valuable acquisition. [ ] it is to be regretted that mr. maguire was so feeble, when giving us an account of this expedition, that we feared to ask him for a repetition of the names of captain blair's command. he knew the names of all of them, but he mentioned them in such rapid succession that we only remember brotherton, jones, moore, smith, two brothers named hicks, nelson, coleman, wallack, fee, gano, ricketts, caldwell, moore, holliday, and one of the rollers. captain blair pushed on his men with great vigor over the mountain, by way of the kittaning trail; and when he arrived where the path crosses the head-waters of blacklick, they were suddenly confronted by two of captain weston's tories, well known to some of blair's men, who, on the impulse of the moment, would have shot them down, had it not been for the interference of captain blair, who evidently was a very humane man. these men begged for their lives most piteously, and declared that they had been grossly deceived by weston, and then gave captain blair a true statement of what had occurred. finding that providence had anticipated the object of their mission, by destroying and dispersing the tories, captain blair ordered his men to retrace their steps for home. night coming upon them, they halted and encamped near where loretto now stands. here it was found that the provisions had nearly run out. the men, on the strength of the reported destruction of weston, were in high spirits, built a large fire, and passed the night in hilarity, although it was raining and exceedingly disagreeable. at the dawn of day, gersham and moses hicks started out in search of game for breakfast, for some of the men were weak and disheartened for the want of food. these wood-rangers travelled three miles from the camp without anticipating any danger whatever, when gersham shot a fine elk, which, in order to make the load as light as possible, the brothers skinned and disemboweled, shouldered the hind-quarters, and were ready to return to the camp, when five indians suddenly came upon them and took them prisoners. they were again captives, and taken to detroit, from which place they did not return until after peace was declared. these men unquestionably saw and experienced enough of indian life to fill an interesting volume. in the mean time, the company becoming impatient at the continued absence of the hicks, several small parties were formed to go in search of them. one of these parties fell in with three indians, and several shots were exchanged without injuring any person. the indians took to the woods, and the men returned to the camp. the other party found the place where the elk had been skinned, and took the remains to the camp; the meat was speedily roasted and divided among the men, and the line of march again taken up. the certain capture of the guides, and the indians seen by the party in search of them, induced the belief that a larger body of them than they wished to encounter in their half-famished condition was in the neighborhood, considerably accelerated their march. the sufferings endured by these men, who were drenched by torrents of rain and suffered the pangs of hunger until they reached the settlements on the east side of the mountain, were such as can be more readily imagined than described. but they all returned, and, though a portion of them took sick, they all eventually recovered, and probably would have been ready at any time to volunteer for another expedition, even with the terrors of starvation or the scalping-knife staring them in the face. the tories who, through the clemency of captain blair, escaped shooting or hanging, did not, it seems, fare much better; for they, too, reached the settlements in an almost famished condition. fearing to enter any of the houses occupied, they passed the brush mountain into canoe valley, where they came to an untenanted cabin, the former occupants having fled to the nearest fort. they incautiously set their rifles against the cabin, entered it, and searched for food, finding nothing, however, but part of a pot of boiled mush and some lard. in their condition, any thing bearing resemblance to food was a god-send, and they fell vigorously to work at it. while engaged in appeasing their appetite, samuel moore and a companion,--probably jacob roller, sr., if we mistake not,--who were on a hunting expedition, happening to pass the cabin, saw the rifles, and immediately secured them, when mr. moore walked in with his gun cocked, and called upon the tories to surrender; which peremptory order they cheerfully complied with, and were marched to holliday's fort. on the way thither, one of them became insolent, and informed moore and his companion that in a short time they would repent arresting them. this incensed roller, and, being an athletic man, when they arrived at the fort he fixed a rope to the tory's neck, rove it over a beam, and drew him up. moore, fortunately, was a more humane man, and persuaded his companion to desist. they were afterward taken to bedford; but whether ever tried or not, we have not been able to ascertain. captain blair's men, while passing through what is now known as pleasant valley, or the upper end of tuckahoe, on their return, paid a visit to a tory named john hess, who, it is said, was armed, and waiting the return of weston to join his company. they found hess in his house, from which they took him to a neighboring wood, bent down a hickory sapling and fastened the branches of it around his neck, and, at a given signal, let him swing. the sight was so shocking, and his struggles so violent, that the men soon repented, and cut him down before he was injured to any extent. it appears from that day he was a tory no longer, joined the rangers, and did good service for his country. his narrow escape must have wrought his conversion. the tories who escaped the fatal error of the indians at kittaning never returned to their former homes. it was probably as well that they did not, for their coming was anxiously looked for, and their greeting would unquestionably have been as _warm_ a one as powder and ball could have been capable of giving. most of them made their way to fort pitt, and from thence toward the south. they eventually all sent for their families; but "the land [of the juniata valley] that knew them once knew them no more forever!" captain blair, whom we have frequently mentioned, soon after or about the close of the war moved to what is known as the mouth of blair's gap, west of hollidaysburg, where john walker now lives. he was an energetic man, and, by his untiring exertions, succeeded in getting a pack-horse road cut through his gap at an early day. his son, captain john blair, a prominent and useful citizen, flourished for many years at the same place. his usefulness and standing in the community made him probably the most conspicuous man of his day in this section; and, when huntingdon county was divided, his old friends paid a tribute to his memory in giving the new county his name. [illustration: mill creek.] chapter xxii. the tory hare--murder of loudenslager--abduction and murder of mrs. eaton and children--treatment of hare by the settlers, etc. during the troubles which followed immediately after the declaration of war, a great many depredations were committed by the tories, that were invariably charged to the indians. as we have stated in the preceding chapter, the patriots and the tories, in point of numbers, were about equally divided in many of the settlements of what now constitutes huntingdon county; yet the victims of tory wrongs could not for a long time bring themselves to believe that they were inflicted by their neighbors. barns and their valuable contents were laid in ashes, cattle were shot or poisoned, and all charged to the indians, although scouts were constantly out, but seldom, if ever, got upon their trail. in a small isolated valley, about a mile south of jack's narrows, lived a notorious tory named jacob hare. we could not ascertain what countryman hare was, nor any thing of his previous history. he owned a large tract of land, which he was exceedingly fearful of losing. hence he remained loyal to the king, under the most solemn conviction, no doubt, that the struggle would terminate in favor of the crown. he is represented as having been a man of little intelligence, brutal and savage, and cowardly in the extreme. although he did not take up arms positively against the colonists, he certainly contributed largely to aid the british in crushing them. a short time previous to the weston tory expedition, a young man named loudenslager, who resided in the upper end of kishicoquillas, left his home on horseback, to go to huntingdon, where major cluggage was enlisting men to guard the lead mines of sinking valley. it was young loudenslager's intention to see how things looked, and, if they suited, he would join cluggage's command and send his horse home. as he was riding leisurely along near the head of the valley, some five or six indians, accompanied by a white man, appeared upon an eminence, and three of them, including the white man, fired at him. three buckshot and a slug lodged in his thigh, and one bullet whistled past his ear, while one of the buckshot struck the horse. the animal took fright, and started off at a full gallop. loudenslager, although his thigh-bone was shattered and his wound bled so profusely that he left a trail of blood in his wake, heroically clung to his horse until he carried him to the standing stone fort. weak and faint from the loss of blood, when he got there he was unable to move, and some of the people carried him in and cared for him as well as they could; but he was too much exhausted to give any account of the occurrence. after some restoratives were applied, he rallied, and gave a statement of the affair. his description of the white man in company with the indians was so accurate, that the people knew at once that hare, if not the direct author, was the instigator, of this diabolical outrage. loudenslager, for want of good medical attendance or an experienced surgeon, grew worse, and the commander, to alleviate his sufferings if possible, placed him in a canoe, and despatched him, accompanied by some men, on his way to middletown,--then the nearest point of any importance; but he died after the canoe had descended the river but a few miles. the excitement occasioned by the shooting of young loudenslager was just at its height when more bad news was brought to standing stone fort. on the same day, the same party that shot loudenslager went to the house of mr. eaton, (though probably unaccompanied by hare,) in the upper end of the same valley; but, not finding any men about the house,--mr. eaton being absent,--they took captives mrs. eaton and her two children, and then set fire to all the buildings. the work of devastation was on the point of being completed when mr. eaton reached his home. he did not wait to see his house entirely reduced to ashes, but rode to standing stone as fast as his horse could carry him, and spread the alarm. the exasperated people could hardly muster sufficient patience to hear the particulars before they started in pursuit of the enemy. they travelled with all the speed that energetic and determined men could command, scouring the country in every direction for a period of nearly a week, but heard no tidings of mrs. eaton and her children, and were forced to give her up as lost. this aroused the wrath of the settlers, and many of them were for dealing out summary punishment to hare as the instigator; but, in the absence of proof, he was not even brought to trial for the loudenslager murder, of which he was clearly guilty. the act, however, put people upon their guard; the most notorious known tory in the county had openly shown his hand, and they knew what to expect of him. mr. eaton--broken-hearted, and almost distracted--hunted for years for his wife and children; and, as no tidings could be had of them, he was at last reluctantly forced to believe that the savages had murdered them. nor was he wrong in his conjecture. some years afterward the blanched skeletons of the three were found by some hunters in the neighborhood of warrior's mark. the identity of the skeletons was proved by some shreds of clothing--which were known to belong to them--still clinging to their remains. when captain blair's rangers, or that portion of them raised in path valley, came across to the juniata, they had an old drum, and--it is fair to infer, inasmuch as the still-house then seemed to be a necessary adjunct of civilization--sundry jugs of whiskey accompanying them. at jack's narrows lived a burly old german, named peter vandevender, who, hearing the noise, came to his door in his shirt-sleeves, with a pipe in his mouth. "waas ter tuyfel ish ter meaning of all dish?" inquired old vandevender. "we are going to hunt john weston and his tories," said one of the men. "hunt dories, eh? well, captin plair, chust you go ant hunt chack hare. he ish te tamtest dory in bennsylvania. he dold weshton ash he would half a gompany to help him after he come mit ter inchins." what vandevender told blair was probably true to the letter; for one of the inducements held out to the tories to accompany weston was that they would be reinforced by all the tories in the county as soon as the first blow was struck; but he was _not_ raising a company. he was too cowardly to expose himself to the danger attending such a proceeding. as soon as vandevender had communicated the foregoing, the company, with great unanimity, agreed to pay hare a visit forthwith. the drum was laid aside, and the volunteers marched silently to his house. a portion of them went into the house, and found hare, while blair and others searched the barn and outbuildings to find more of the tories. on the arrival of captain blair at the house, some of his men, in a high state of excitement, had a rope around hare's neck, and the end of it thrown over a beam, preparatory to hanging him. blair interposed, and with great difficulty prevented them from executing summary vengeance upon the tory. in the mean time, one of the men sharpened his scalping-knife upon an iron pot, walked deliberately up to hare, and, while two or three others held him, _cut both his ears off close to his head_! the tory, during these proceedings, begged most piteously for his life--made profuse promises to surrender every thing he had to the cause of liberty; but the men regarded his pleadings as those of a coward, and paid no attention to them, and, after cropping him, marched back to vandevender's on their route in search of weston. on their arrival at the standing stone, they communicated to the people at the fort what they had done. the residents at the stone only wanted a piece of information like this to inflame them still more against hare, and, expressing regrets that he had not been killed, they immediately formed a plot to go down and despatch him. but there were tories at the stone. hare soon got wind of the affair, placed his most valuable effects upon pack-horses, and left the country. the failure of weston's expedition, and the treatment and flight of hare, compelled many tories, who had openly avowed their sentiments, to leave this section of the country, while those who were suspected were forced into silence and inactivity, and many openly espoused the cause of the colonies. still, many remained who refused to renounce their allegiance to the king, and claimed to stand upon neutral ground. those who had taken up arms against great britain, however, declared that there were but two sides to the question, and no neutral ground;--that those who were not for them were against them. hare was declared and proclaimed an "attainted traitor," and his property was confiscated and sold. who became the purchaser we could not ascertain; but, after peace was declared and the treaty between the united states and great britain ratified, hare returned, and claimed the benefit of that part of the treaty which restored their possessions to all those of his majesty's subjects that had not taken up arms against the colonists. as there was no direct evidence that he killed loudenslager, congress was compelled to purchase back and restore his property to him. he lived and died on his farm. the venerable mrs. armitage, the mother-in-law of senator cresswell, of hollidaysburg, remembers seeing him when she was quite young and he an old man. she says he used to conceal the loss of his ears by wearing his hair long. during life he was shunned, and he died unregretted; but, we are sorry to say, his name is perpetuated: the place in which he lived, was cropped, and died, and is still called hare's valley. the people of huntingdon should long since have changed it, and blotted from their memory a name linked to infamy and crime. chapter xxiii. moses donaldson--capture and murder of his wife and two children. moses donaldson lived in hartslog settlement, where hatfield's iron-works are now located, near alexandria. in , after the first indian outrages had been committed, the neighboring settlers met, and resolved for their better protection to build a stockade fort somewhere near the river. after the building was decided upon, the location became a subject of contention--one party wanting the fort at lytle's, another at donaldson's, and for a while party strife ran high. lytle, however, succeeded in out-generalling donaldson,--not because his location was the most eligible, but simply because he was the most popular man. the fort was built at lytle's, under donaldson's protest, who declared that he never would go into it,--that if danger threatened he would fort at standing stone,--a vow he religiously kept, at the expense of the loss of his wife and two children, we regret to say. he continued living at his own house until the spring of , when indian alarms became so frequent that he removed his family to huntingdon. in a short time the fears of the people were somewhat lulled, and most of them returned to their homes again. mr. donaldson, finding his farm-work pressing, returned to his home about the first of june, and prepared to make hay. on the th of the month, a girl who was after cows discovered in anderson's bottom, near the mouth of shaver's creek, an encampment of some five or six indians. without their discovering her, she made her way back and communicated the intelligence, and the news was soon circulated among the settlers. the five indians were considered the advance of a large party; otherwise they might readily have been cut off by a dozen resolute men. instead of making the least effort to ascertain the number of the savages, the people fled to the forts in the utmost consternation. on the same evening, a convoy of canoes landed at the mouth of shaver's creek, and the soldiers stopped at an old inn on the bank of the creek. they had taken a load of supplies to water street landing for the lead mine fort, and were returning with lead-ore, consigned to middletown for smelting. the state of affairs was laid before the commander of the convoy, and mr. anderson prevailed upon him to stay a day or two, until the alarm had subsided. on the afternoon of the th, donaldson was warned that the indians had been seen a second time, and advised to fort at lytle's without delay. this he refused to do point-blank, but immediately packed up, put his family into a canoe, and started for huntingdon. when he reached the mouth of shaver's creek, he tied the canoe to the root of a tree at the bank of the creek, and went up to transact some business with mr. anderson, accompanied by his oldest child--a lad nine or ten years of age,--leaving his wife and two younger children in the canoe. after an absence of half an hour, the boy returned to the canoe; but, as he came in sight of it, he observed a number of indians taking his mother and the children out of it. he hastened back to the inn and told the soldiers, but they considered it a fabrication, and paid no attention to what he said. from thence he hastened to anderson's and told his father, who immediately followed him, and found it only too true that his family had been abducted--that, too, within the hearing, and almost within sight, of twelve soldiers. donaldson went to the inn, and appealed to the commandant to start his force in immediate pursuit. this, however, was found totally impracticable, as they had been making a sort of holiday by getting drunk, and were unfit for duty of any kind; which was to be regretted, for the timely notice of the outrage would easily have enabled them, had they been in condition, to overtake the savages. early next morning the soldiers started in pursuit in one direction, and the people of the settlement formed into a strong party and went in another, and in this manner the entire country was scoured. toward evening a bonnet belonging to one of the children was found in a rye-field, near where the maguire farm now stands, which indicated the direction the savages had taken. next day the search was resumed and continued until night; but no tidings whatever could be obtained of the route the savages had taken, and they were finally obliged to give them up as lost. several years elapsed before their fate was known. thomas johnston and peter crum, while hunting up spruce creek, probably a mile and a half from its mouth, came upon the camp of a friendly indian family, near whose wigwam an old woman was engaged in boiling sugar, and who informed them that she had long been waiting for some white hunters to come up, as she had something to show them. she then led the way, and, half a mile off, showed them the skeletons of a grown person and two children. this news was communicated to mr. donaldson, and he had the skeletons taken to shaver's creek, with a view of interring them. but here a new difficulty arose. mr. eaton had not yet recovered his family, abducted from kishicoquillas valley, and there was no reason why these skeletons might not be those of his family. the matter was finally determined by a weaver, who testified to a piece of mrs. donaldson's short-gown, found near her remains. when we reflect over this act of savage atrocity, we are free to confess that we look upon it as one of the most inhuman and revolting on record. the woman, with her two children, taken to a neighboring wood, and there, in all probability, tomahawked and scalped in succession,--the children witnessing the agony of the dying mother, or perhaps the mother a witness to the butchery of her helpless offspring,--the very recital chills the blood. the son, who accompanied his father to anderson's, died at a very advanced age, at or near lock haven, a year or two ago. william donaldson, of hollidaysburg, is a son of moses donaldson by a second wife. chapter xxiv. depredations at the mouth of spruce creek--murder of levi hicks-- scalping of his child. we have already mentioned the hicks family in a preceding chapter, and incidentally mentioned their captivity for a number of years among the indians. we have made the most unremitting exertions, yet we have failed to ascertain any thing like a satisfactory account of this remarkable family. the name of gersham hicks figures in miner's "history of wyoming" as an indian guide, while in the archives he is noticed as an indian interpreter, previous to the war of the revolution. where they were taken, or when released, is not positively known. one thing, however, is quite certain: that is, that they made themselves masters of both the habits and language of many of the indians. mrs. fee thinks they came to water street immediately after their release from captivity, and settled there. during their captivity they imbibed the indian habit to such a degree that they wore the indian costume, even to the colored eagle-feathers and little trinkets which savages seem to take so much delight in. gersham and moses were unmarried, but levi, the elder, brought with him a half-breed as his wife, by whom he had a number of children. they all settled at water street, and commenced the occupation of farming. subsequently, levi rented from the bebaults the tub-mill at or near the mouth of spruce creek. [illustration: tunnel on the pennsylvania central road at the mouth of spruce creek.] when the indian troubles commenced in the spring of , he was repeatedly urged to go either to lytle's or lowry's fort, and let the mill stand until the alarm had subsided. hicks, however, obstinately refused, declaring that he was safe. it is thus apparent that he relied upon his intimate knowledge of the indian character and language for safety, in case any of the marauders should find their way to what he looked upon as a sort of an out-of-the-way place,--a fatal case of misplaced confidence, notwithstanding it was asserted that the fall previous a party had attacked his cabin, and that, on his addressing them in their own language, they had desisted. on the th of may, , hicks started his mill in the morning, as was his usual custom, and then repaired to breakfast. while in the house he procured a needle and thread, returned to the mill, replenished the hopper, and then seated himself near the door and commenced mending a moccasin. he had been occupied at this but a minute or two before he heard a rustling in the bushes some ten or fifteen yards in front of him. the idea of there being indians in the vicinity never entered his head; nobody had seen or heard of any in the settlement. consequently, in direct violation of an established custom, he walked forward to ascertain the cause of the commotion in the bushes, leaving his rifle leaning against the mill. he advanced but one or two steps before he was shot through the heart. his wife, who was in the house at the time, hearing the report, ran to the door, and in an instant comprehended how matters stood. she opened the back door, ran down the river to a fording, crossed over, and, with all the speed she could command, hastened over the mountain to lytle's fort. near alexandria she met a man on horseback, who, noticing her distracted condition, demanded what the matter was. she explained as best she could, when the man turned back and rode rapidly toward the fort to apprise the people of what had occurred. it was then that the woman fairly recovered her senses, and, on looking around for the first time, she noticed her little son, about ten years old, who had followed her. the sight of him reminded her of her family of children at home, at the mercy of the savages, and all the mother's devotion was aroused within her. she picked up her boy, and, exhausted as she was, hastened toward the fort with him. as it subsequently appeared, one of the children of mrs. hicks,--a girl between three and four years of age,--directly after her escape, went out to see her father, just while the savages were in the act of scalping him. she was too young to comprehend the act clearly, but, seeing the blood about his head, she commenced crying, and screamed, "my pappy! my pappy! what are you doing to my poor pappy?" one of the indians drew his tomahawk from his belt and knocked the child down, after which he scalped it; and, without venturing to the house, the savages departed. mrs. hicks reached the fort, and the news of the murder soon spread over the country, but the usual delays occurred in getting up a scout to follow the marauders. some declared their unwillingness to go unless there was a large force, as the depredators might only be some stragglers belonging to a large party; others, that their rifles were out of order; and others again pleaded sickness. in this way the day slipped around, and in the mean time the savages got far beyond their reach, even in case the scout could have been induced to follow them. next morning, however, a party mustered courage and went over to the mill, where they found hicks scalped on the spot where he fell, and his rifle gone. the inside of the house presented one of the saddest spectacles ever witnessed in the annals of savage atrocities. two of the children were lying upon the floor crying, and the infant in the cradle, for the want of nourishment had apparently cried until its crying had subsided into the most pitiful moanings; while the little girl that had been scalped sat crouched in a corner, gibbering like an idiot, her face and head covered with dry clotted blood! of course, considering the start the indians had, it was deemed useless to follow them; so they buried hicks near the mill, and removed the family to the fort. it may seem a little singular, nevertheless it is true, that the child, in spite of its fractured skull and the loss of its scalp, actually recovered, and lived for a number of years after the outrage, although its wounds were never dressed by a physician. it was feeble-minded, however, owing to the fracture. as no other family resided near the mill, no person could be induced to take it after hicks was murdered, and it stood idle for years. the murder of hicks created the usual amount of alarm, but no depredations followed in the immediate neighborhood for some time after his death. chapter xxv. stone valley--mccormick's fort--murder of mrs. houston and james mcclees--a dealer in grain of the olden time. in consequence of the rumors so rife in of the country being filled with indians, the people of stone valley, north of huntingdon, determined to build a fort. while concerting the measures for its erection, a mr. mccormick stated that, inasmuch as the population of the valley was not very large, and the labor and expense attending the erection of a fortress very great, he would agree that his house should be put into repair, pierced for defence, and that the people should fort with him. this proposition was eagerly accepted by the people, who went willingly to work; and in a very short time his house was converted into fort mccormick, into which nearly all the settlers of stone valley fled at once. among others who took up their residence there was an old lady named houston, who had resided some seven miles up the valley. she was a very amiable old lady, though somewhat garrulous, for which some of the settlers were disposed to ridicule her. it appears she had a small patch of flax out, which gave her more trouble than a hundred acres of wheat would occasion some men. she was constantly lamenting the certain loss of her flax, until the very word flax got to be a byword. as the time for pulling the flax approached, the old woman importuned every man in the fort to accompany her to her house only for a day, but her appeals were all in vain; some declared they would not go so far from the fort for a ten-acre field of flax, while an old soldier intimated that he would be pretty sure to be _flaxed_ if he went. in short, her request was treated as a jest. nevertheless, the old woman indulged some sort of a vague hope that somebody would help her out of her difficulty, and she continued talking about the flax. one morning, about the middle of august, a number of men were seated in front of the fort, when some one started the ever laughable theme of the old woman's flax-patch; and, while conversing with the usual levity upon the old woman's trials, a young man, named james mcclees, joined the party. after listening to them some time, he got up and said-- "boys, it is bad enough to be too cowardly to help the old woman gather her flax; to ridicule her misfortune is a shame." "if you think it is cowardly, why don't you go and help her pull it?" said one of the men, who was evidently piqued at what had been said. "that is just my intention," said he. "mrs. houston, get ready, and i'll go with you to pull your flax." the dream was at last to be realized, and the old woman's heart was overflowing with gratitude. in a few moments she was ready. mcclees shouldered his rifle, and the two departed--alas! to return no more. mcclees was but eighteen years of age, but extremely well-proportioned, and his vocabulary knew no such word as fear. sad fate, that his noble and generous impulses should have been the means of cutting him off in the very flower of youth! of the manner of his death there was no living witness to speak; but on and around his body, when found, there were unmistakable signs of such actions as are supposed to speak as plain as words. both had promised to return to the fort in the evening, or the evening following at farthest. the first evening passed, and they came not; the second evening, and still no sign of them. this created alarm, and the necessary arrangements were made to go in search of them. as soon as the ordinary duty of the morning was performed, as many armed men as it was deemed safe to spare were sent up the valley. when they arrived at mrs. houston's house they found all quiet, and no signs of either mrs. houston or mcclees having been there. they then started up the hill-side, toward the flax-patch; but before they reached it they found the dead body of mrs. houston. she had been killed apparently by cuts from a hatchet on the forehead, and her scalp was taken off. the flax was untouched, which rendered it probable that she was attacked and killed while on her way to the patch. a hundred yards farther on lay mcclees, literally covered with blood, and stabbed and cut in every part of his body. as there were no bullet-wounds upon him, it was evident that the fight was a hand-to-hand encounter, and the struggle must have been a long, fearful, and bloody one. that mcclees had sold his life dearly was also very apparent. his rifle was gone; but by his side lay his knife, bloody, and the point broken off. near him lay a tomahawk, also bloody, and the ground was clotted with blood for a circuit of twenty yards. in addition to these, eagle-feathers, beads, and shreds of buckskin, were found lying about where the struggle had taken place. the nature of this fearful fight could only be guessed at by these tokens; but the true state of it was revealed in a few years after; for within a mile of where the struggle took place, on the bench of the mountain, two hunters found the remains of three indians covered with bark. the supposition was that mcclees had been attacked by five of them, and killed two outright and mortally wounded a third before they despatched him. a hero such as this brave youth proved himself in that desperate encounter certainly deserved a better fate. in concluding our reminiscences of stone valley we cannot omit giving an anecdote, characteristic of the times, told us by an old friend. far up stone creek lived an old gentleman named o'burn. in , being a thrifty farmer, he raised nearly a thousand bushels of wheat. the year following, times became very hard--wheat was high, and commanded a price which placed it almost beyond the reach of poor men. the fact that o'burn had a large quantity of wheat attracted to his house numerous customers; and the manner in which he dealt with them may be inferred from the following:-- a man reputed to be rich rode up to his house, when mr. o'burn made his appearance in the doorway. "mr. o'burn, have you any wheat?" "plenty of it. have you the money to pay for it?" "certainly." "a horse to carry it, and bags to put it in, i see." "oh, yes; every thing," said the stranger. "well, then," replied o'burn, "you can go to big valley for your wheat; mine is for people who have no money to pay, no bags to put it in, and no horses to carry it off!" we regret to say that the race of o'burns became extinct some years ago. chapter xxvi. tuckahoe--murder of john guilliford. in the valley of tuckahoe, stretching from altoona to the mouth of the bald eagle, there were some depredations committed, but never any of a very serious nature, except upon one occasion. the cause of this can be traced, in a great measure, to the fact that thomas and michael coleman and michael wallack lived in the upper end of the valley. these men were so well known and so much feared by the indians, that, although the kittaning path, leading to the bald eagle valley, ran directly through tuckahoe, they always avoided it, for fear of finding those old and experienced hunters ambuscaded along their route. besides, captain logan, a friendly chief, lived for some years in what is now known as logan's valley. he was also known and feared, and he was constantly on the watch to guard against the incursions of hostile savages. add to this the fact that the valley was thinly populated, and the risk attending the hunting for scalps immeasurably great, small roving parties, on but two or three occasions, made their appearance in tuckahoe. in the fall of , two savages took captive two children while at play, near a cabin located somewhere in the neighborhood of where mr. hutchinson now lives. thomas coleman happened to be out hunting, and saw them come up the path. each one was carrying a child, but neither of them had fire-arms, so that he felt quite at ease. from behind the tree where he stood, he might easily have shot one of the savages, but he would not run the risk for fear of hitting the child; so, waiting until they had passed him, he jumped into the path, levelled his gun at them, and shouted "_surrender_!" the affrighted savages dropped the children and disappeared in the woods. on another occasion they entered the valley, stole three horses, and set fire to a stable. a number of pioneers tracked them through the old war-path to the top of the mountain; which was quite as far as it was prudent to venture, as that was considered the line dividing the white settlements from the indian country. the only massacre in tuckahoe ever committed by the savages took place in the summer of . a man named john guilliford cleared a small patch of land a short distance south of where blair furnace now stands, and erected his cabin near where john trout's house is. in the spring of , he abandoned his ground and cabin after the first alarm of indian depredations, and sought safety in fetter's fort. in the course of the summer, after the alarm had somewhat subsided, guilliford went down to see how his crops were progressing. his body was found the same day by coleman and milligan. it was lying at the threshold of his cabin door; so that, in all probability, he was shot just as he was coming out of his house. coleman and milligan dug a grave near the hut, and buried him as he was, without a coffin. the most remarkable feature about this murder was that guilliford was not scalped. when we remember that scalps were paid for at the british garrison at detroit, the omission to scalp guilliford appears almost inexplicable. coleman and milligan went in search of the indians, but did not succeed in getting upon their trail. chapter xxvii. early settlement of scotch valley--the moore family--massacre of william moore--indian shot by a boy, etc. the moore family, whose name is identified with scotch valley as the original settlers, came to this country probably about the year , from scotland. it consisted of samuel moore, his seven sons and two daughters,--viz.: daniel, william, john, samuel, james, david, joseph, elizabeth, and jane. their first stopping-place in the interior was in kishicoquillas valley, where the hardy scots commenced clearing land; but the yield not being such as they were led to expect, the two elder brothers, daniel and william, were sent abroad by the old patriarch to look for better land and more of it. accordingly, they shaped their course westward, prospecting as they went, until they reached what is now known as scotch valley. how they found their way to that place, an unbroken wilderness, five miles from the nearest human habitation, or what the inducements were for stopping there, were puzzling questions _then_. let the reader _now_ look at the fine farms of scotch valley, and he will see that, in selecting the spot, the moores were actuated by a sagacity that enabled them to see those fine lands blooming like the rose in the future. they immediately occupied a large tract of land, built a cabin, and commenced clearing. the year following they went to kishicoquillas, and brought on the father and the remainder of the family. beneath their sturdy blows the giant oaks fell, and the wilderness was turned into fields of waving grain, and they soon had a home that made them even forget the highlands of scotland. when the war broke out they were all stanch republicans, active and energetic men, and were foremost in all measures of defence for the frontier. william moore, second son of samuel, a useful man, loved and respected by all who knew him, met his death at the hands of an indian, in august, . it appears that one morning two of their horses were missing, when william and a lad named george mccartney, about fourteen years of age, started in pursuit of them--as a matter of course not neglecting the caution of the day, to take their rifles with them. at that time two paths led to fetter's fort from scotch valley,--one by way of frankstown, through adam holliday's farm, fording the river near where the plank-road bridge now crosses south of hollidaysburg; the other led through the flat, back of the presbyterian graveyard, and north of hollidaysburg. this was the most direct route; but, in order to make a thorough research, they went by way of the river road, and reached fetter's fort without obtaining any tidings of the missing animals. after remaining at the fort a short time, they started on their way home by the back or direct road. no indians having been seen in the country for some time, they travelled on with a feeling of entire security, and never for a moment entertained the remotest idea of coming in contact with savages. when they came to a pile of drift-wood,--in what is now known as mccahen's bottom, half a mile west of hollidaysburg,--while moore was in the act of trying to get over the drift, he was shot by an indian from an ambuscade. the bullet entered his back, passed through the left ventricle of the heart, and he fell dead against the drift. mccartney, who was some distance off, on the impulse of the moment commenced running. in the mean time the indian had come from his place of concealment, and, seeing him, drew his tomahawk and followed. mccartney soon finding that the savage was the fleetest, and must overtake him, cocked his gun while running, suddenly wheeled, and aimed at the indian. this unexpected defence from a mere boy rather took the indian by surprise, and he jumped behind a tree, and mccartney did the same, still keeping the aim ready to shoot in case the indian moved from the cover of the tree. while in this position, the indian commenced loading his rifle, and, after ramming home the powder, he accidentally dropped his ramrod, which he stooped to pick up; in doing which he exposed his posterior, which mccartney took advantage of, and fired. the indian gave a scream of mingled rage and pain, dropped his rifle, and ran, picking up leaves on his way, which he endeavored to thrust into the bullet-hole to stanch the blood. young mccartney, satisfied with the exploit, and thankful that his life had been spared, did not pursue the savage. his first impulse was to do so; but fearing that the chase might lead him into an encampment of the enemy, since it invariably turned out that where there was one more were not far off, he returned with all despatch to fetter's fort. the men at the fort had heard both shots, but supposed that moore and mccartney had started game of some kind; consequently, they were unprepared for any news of the kind. fortunately, there happened to be a very large force at fetter's at the time, and, under the impression that there must be more indians in the neighborhood, a strong, experienced force at once started out. when they arrived at the drift, they found the body of moore, stark in death, leaning against it, with his rifle grasped in his uplifted hands, as if in the very act of trying to climb over. his body was removed to the fort by some of the men, while the remainder commenced searching for the indian. by his blood they tracked him nearly a mile up the run, and even found a place where he had evidently stopped to wash the blood off; but at length they lost all traces of his trail. they continued their march, however, to gap run, in order to ascertain whether there was any fresh indian trail. in their conjectures that there were other indians near they were not mistaken. half a mile west of where hutchinson's mill now stands, they found traces of a fresh encampment of a very large party, whose trail they followed several miles up the kittaning war-path; but they soon abandoned all hope of overtaking them, and returned to the fort. the dead body of the indian shot by mccartney was found, some time afterward, by a mr. hileman, up kittaning run, where he had secreted himself by the side of a log, under some bushes, and completely covered himself with brush and leaves previous to giving up the ghost, in order to prevent the whites from finding his body. the ruling passion was strong even in death! his rifle, which was kept at fetter's, as a trophy, was a brass-barrelled smooth-bore, with the british coat of arms stamped upon it,--conclusive evidence that the entire savage band had been armed and equipped by his majesty's officers at detroit, and were on a scalp-hunting expedition. during the troubles of - , when the frontier-men fled before the assaults and merciless massacres of the indians, the moores returned to their former residence in kishicoquillas. but the restless scots did not remain away from their farm long. some of them returned in a year; but the old patriarch, samuel, did not return until after the surrender of cornwallis. he was then accompanied by a colony of scotchmen, consisting of the crawfords, irwins, fraziers, stewarts, and macphersons, and others, constituting from twenty-five to thirty persons. the late mr. maguire, then quite a lad, was at shaver's creek when they passed on their way west. they were all in full highland costume, with bonnet and kilt, armed with claymores and queen anne muskets. he had seen indians before, but never any highlanders, and, while listening to their gaelic dialect, he wondered to himself what tribe they belonged to. these men settled in the upper end of the valley; hence the name--"scotch valley." by their sinewy arms and sturdy blows the oaks of the forest fell, and by their unremitting toil to gain a home in the new world they encountered and triumphed over the most formidable obstacles, until the valley--its natural soil taken into consideration--became one of the finest of its size in the country. the moore family were the first persons who conceived the idea of running arks down the river from frankstown. this they accomplished successfully before the close of the last century, and afterward engaged in running flat-boats between frankstown and middletown. of the third generation of the moore family but three remain in this vicinity,--viz.: t. b. moore, in hollidaysburg; jesse moore, at the old homestead, in scotch valley; and johnston moore, in ebensburg. others, however, live in the west; and the fourth generation, whose number we are not able to compute, are scattered over the union. the descendants of the men who wound their way up the juniata, in highland costume, nearly three-quarters of a century ago, with all their worldly possessions upon pack-horses, are also numerous; and many of them have risen to wealth and eminence by their own unaided exertions. chapter xxviii. woodcock valley--massacre of elder--the breckenridge family--fight with, and destruction of, captain phillips's scout by the indians--cruel massacre of ten men. woodcock valley, located north of huntingdon, is one of the oldest-settled valleys in the county. in the days of indian depredations, it was a favorite haunt of the savage, whose great war-path from the west to the east went through a part of it. the first murder committed in it during the revolutionary struggle occurred at coffey run, near the present residence of mr. entriken. the victim was a man named elder, the husband of the woman mentioned in a preceding chapter as having been carried a captive to detroit by the indians. as there is no living witness who was present, the circumstances connected with his massacre are merely traditionary. he was on his way home in company with richard shirley, when he was shot and scalped; in which condition he was found by a scouting party a day or two after the occurrence. this was in , and the same year a number of captives were taken from the valley; but the accounts are so vague that we can give no reliable data. the breckenridge family lived about three miles south-east of mcconnelstown, on the road which now leads from huntingdon to bedford, on the farm at present occupied by ludwig hoover. the family consisted of the father, mother, two sons,--john and thomas, aged respectively eighteen and sixteen years,--a girl aged fourteen, another aged three years, and an infant at the breast. they had, during the alarms of massacres, forted at hartsock's fort, which was almost in sight of their farm; but in the spring of , the alarm having in a great measure subsided, they, as well as the rest of the settlers, went home, and the fort was abandoned, under the full impression that they would have no further use for it,--that indian depredations were ended. in this they were most signally mistaken. in july--probably about the middle of the month,--one morning, directly after breakfast, the sons, john and thomas, started in search of a horse that had broken from his enclosure the night previous. after they had gone, the old lady occupied herself in her household duties, while the oldest daughter repaired to the spring-house in the meadow,--a distance of probably five hundred yards from the house,--for the purpose of churning. while engaged in this occupation, she was suddenly confronted by five indians. probably overcome by fright, she made no effort to escape, but screamed at the top of her voice. the father, without suspecting the real cause of the difficulty, started, unarmed, in the direction of the spring-house, and when within twenty yards of it a bullet from one of the indian rifles struck him, and he fell dead in the path. mrs. breckenridge was looking out of the window at the time, and, fearing that their next move would be in the direction of the house, she snatched the infant out of the cradle, and, taking in her arms the other child, escaped. instinctively she took the path toward standing stone,--a direction in which the indians were not likely to follow. she pursued the path along crooked run for a few miles, and then sank exhausted upon the ground. as soon as she rallied, she endeavored to continue her way to the stone; but to her dismay she found that she had wandered from the path and was lost. in this condition, she wandered about the woods with her children the whole day and the entire night. next day, the oldest child complained bitterly of hunger, when the mother fortunately came to a rye-field. the rye was just beginning to head, in spots, and she gathered a number of heads, rubbed out the kernels, and gave them to the child. as the operation was a tedious one, in consequence of the scarcity of the grain, she took off her under-garment, wrapped up the infant and laid it down, and went to work to procure sufficient to appease the appetite of the child, and while so engaged she unconsciously wandered a considerable distance from the infant. john and thomas returned to the house with the horses late in the afternoon; and, seeing their father and sister murdered, believed that the mother, with the other children, had either met the same fate or been carried into captivity. they lost no time in making their way to standing stone fort, where they communicated the sad intelligence. by that time it was nearly dark, and entirely too late to make any further effort; but at the dawn of day, next morning, a posse of men went to breckenridge's house, where the murdered father and daughter lay, and, while part of the people employed themselves in removing the bodies preparatory to burial, another party scoured the country in search of the mother, being encouraged to do so by seeing her tracks leading toward crooked run. late in the afternoon they found her, at the edge of the rye-field, leading her child; but the anguish she had endured had in a measure unsettled her mind, and she was unable to tell where she had left the infant. it was deemed advisable to remove her to the fort. by next day, she had so far recovered as to be able to state that she left the infant in the field; whereupon a party set out, and returned with it in the evening. the infant had apparently not suffered a great deal, except from the annoyance of flies. _its entire face was fly-blown_; and yet, strange to say, she recovered, grew to be a strong, healthy woman, got married, and was the mother of isaac b. meek, esq., formerly a member of the legislature from centre county, and, we are told, died but a few years ago. john breckenridge became a distinguished presbyterian preacher. mr. maguire was under the impression that he located among his relatives in kentucky; but dr. junkin, of hollidaysburg, whose knowledge of church history cannot be questioned, informs us that he officiated for many years in the first presbyterian church ever built in washington city. woodcock valley was the scene of the massacre of captain phillips's scout,--one of the most cruel and cold-blooded murders on record,--a massacre which hurried into eternity ten as brave men as ever ranged the woods of the juniata valley. the following is colonel piper's official report of the massacre, made to president reed. it contains no particulars, and is also inaccurate; nevertheless, we deem it worthy of a place, as it bears an official stamp. we copy it from the archives of :-- _bedford county, august , ._ sir:--your favor of the third of june, with the blank commissions, have been duly received; since which we have been anxiously employed in raising our quota of pennsylvania volunteers, and at the same time defending our frontiers. but, in our present shattered situation, a full company cannot be expected from this county, when a number of our militia companies are entirely broken up and whole townships laid waste, so that the communication betwixt our upper and lower districts is entirely broken, and our apprehensions of immediate danger are not lessened, but greatly aggravated by a most alarming stroke. captain phillips, an experienced, good woodman, had engaged a company of rangers for the space of two months, for the defence of our frontiers, was surprised at his fort on sunday, the th of july, when the captain, with eleven of his company, were all taken and killed. when i received the intelligence, which was the day following, i marched, with only ten men, directly to the place, where we found the house burnt to ashes, with sundry indian tomahawks that had been lost in the action, but found no person killed at that place; but, upon taking the indian tracks, within about one half-mile we found ten of captain phillips's company, with their hands tied, and murdered in the most cruel manner. this bold enterprise so alarmed the inhabitants that our whole frontiers were upon the point of giving way; but, upon application to the lieutenant of cumberland county, he hath sent to our assistance one company of the pennsylvania volunteers, which, with the volunteers raised in our own county, hath so encouraged the inhabitants that they seem determined to stand it a little longer. we hope our conduct will receive your approbation; and you'll please to approve it by sending your special order to our county commissioner to furnish these men with provisions and other necessaries until such times as other provisions can be made for our defence. as colonel smith will deliver this, i beg leave to recommend you to him, as he is very capable to give full satisfaction to you, in every particular, of our present circumstances. i have the honor to be, with all due respect, your excellency's most ob't and very humble servant, john piper. overlooking the fact that colonel piper, in this semi-official statement, did not even condescend to mention the name of a single one of the brave men who fell by the hands of the ruthless savages, is it not a little strange that the whole report should be filled with gross inaccuracies, not the least of which is that captain phillips was killed, when it is notorious that he returned after the war--having been taken prisoner,--and people are still living in the valley who saw him many years after the massacre of his scout? captain phillips, previous to the disaster, resided near what is now williamsburg. he was a man of some energy, and a skilful and experienced woodman. he had made a temporary fortress of his house, to guard against savage incursions, and his usefulness in protecting the frontier was duly appreciated by the settlers. through the influence of some of the most prominent men about clover creek, colonel piper was induced to give mr. phillips a captain's commission, with authority to raise a company of rangers to serve for two months, as it was known that there was a large body of savages somewhere in the valley, unmistakeable traces of their presence having been seen at many places along the river. captain phillips commenced recruiting men immediately on the reception of his commission; but, owing to the fact that it was just the beginning of harvest, he met with very little success. by the th of july, , he had but ten men collected; but with these he determined to scout through woodcock valley and the cove, in order to protect the farmers in harvesting their grain. to this end he distributed ammunition and provisions, and the party marched from the cove across the mountain. on entering the valley, they found most of the houses abandoned, but no signs of indians. late on saturday evening they arrived at the house of one frederick heater, which had been abandoned by its owner. the house had been pierced with loopholes, to serve as a temporary fortress in case of necessity, but the proprietor, unable to find sufficient men to garrison it, had fled to hartsock's fort. at this house captain phillips determined to remain over sunday. the entire force consisted of captain phillips, his son elijah, aged fourteen years, philip skelly, hugh skelly, p. and t. sanders, richard shirley, m. davis, thomas gaitrell, daniel kelly, and two men whose names are no longer remembered. after partaking of their supper they all stretched themselves out on the floor and slept soundly until morning. while preparing their morning meal, one of the skellys happened to open the door, when he discovered that the house was surrounded by indians. a glance sufficed to show captain phillips how matters stood. there were not less than sixty indians, and among them two white men, dressed, decorated, and painted, the same as the savages. the captain at first supposed they were marauders, and would probably not stop; but the hope was most delusive. a small shower of rain having fallen the day previous, this savage war-party had tracked phillips and his men to the very door of heater's house. phillips commanded the utmost silence, and awaited with breathless anxiety the further movements of the enemy. through the window he discovered the savages grouped upon an eminence--some ten of them armed with rifles, and the remainder with bows and arrows--in consultation. directly one of the savages fired his rifle, which was evidently a _ruse_ to draw the men from the house; but it did not succeed. at last one of the indians ventured within rifle-range of the house, when gaitrell, unable to resist the temptation, thrust the muzzle of his rifle through one of the loopholes, fired, and shot him through the left shoulder. the war-whoop was then raised, and the savages ran to and fro for a while, concealing themselves behind trees, some seventy yards from the house, under the impression probably that an immediate action would take place. no further demonstrations being made by the rangers, the indians waited but a short time until, at a preconcerted signal, they fired a volley at the door and window of the house, both of which were riddled by the bullets, but no person was injured. the scout, in this agony of suspense, surrounded by a large body of savages, with the greatest bravery stood at the loopholes, and whenever a savage showed himself within rifle-range he was shot at. in this manner two were killed and two wounded. the indians, in the mean time, continued firing at the door and window; and in this way the fight continued until about the middle of the afternoon, when philip skelly shot the chief through the left cheek at a distance of nearly a hundred yards. this so exasperated the indians that they raised the war-whoop a second time, loud and fierce, and appeared determined to have vengeance. at this juncture an occurrence took place which seems almost incredible; yet captain phillips, whose statement we are giving, vouched for the truth of it, and he was unquestionably a man of veracity. davis had the muzzle of his rifle out of a loop-hole, and was intently watching for a chance to shoot, when he felt a sudden jarring of the rifle. he withdrew it, and found a sharp-pointed, tapering hickory arrow driven into the muzzle so tight that it took the combined efforts of four men to withdraw it. whether this new method of spiking a gun was intentional or not, it illustrated most forcibly the wonderful power of the indian over the bow--whether he fired at the rifle or the loop-hole. the indians, finding it impossible to dislodge the rangers from what appeared a stronghold in every sense of the word, by all stratagems yet used, affixed dry leaves and other combustible matter to arrows, set fire to them, and lodged them upon the roof of the house, which soon was on fire in two or three places. the men carried up all the water in the house, and subdued the flames from the inside; but the water was soon exhausted, and a fresh volley of the fire-arrows set the roof in a blaze, and there were no longer means within their reach to quench the destructive element. still the rangers stood at the loopholes, even when the upper part of the house was all on fire. certain death stared them in the face; they dared not go out of the house, for they would expose the weakness of their force and meet instant destruction as soon as they passed over the threshold; on the other hand, the fire above them was raging, and they did not know what moment they would be buried beneath the burning timbers. and yet the men never flinched. but, at last, captain phillips, seeing the desperate strait to which they were reduced, cried for quarter, and told the savages that he would surrender, on condition that his men should be treated as prisoners and not injured. to this the indians assented, and the men escaped from the house just in time to save their lives from fire, but only to meet a death equally shocking. the spokesman for the indians--one of the white renegades--demanded, in the first place, that all their arms should be delivered up. to this the men readily agreed; and they handed their rifles and knives to the savages. the next demand was that they should suffer themselves to be pinioned, in order that none might escape. this degrading proposition met no favor with the men; but they were compelled to submit, and their hands were secured behind their backs by strong thongs. in this condition they started--as the indians said--for kittaning; but, after getting half a mile from the house, some five or six of the indians, who had captain phillips and his son in charge, continued on their route, while the remainder ordered a halt. the ten men were then tied to as many saplings, and two or three volleys of arrows were fired into them. the fate of the scout was not known until tuesday. some persons passing heater's house on monday morning, seeing it in ruins, carried the news to hartsock's fort. an express was sent to colonel piper, who arrived on the ground with a small force late on tuesday. about the house they found a number of tomahawks, knives, and other articles, which indicated that an action had taken place; but the fate of the men could not be conjectured. finally, some one discovered the tracks, and proposed following them, which they did, and found the men at the place designated, each man with from three to five arrows sticking in him. some of them had not been killed outright, and it was apparent that their struggles to get loose must have been most desperate. kelly was one of these, who, in his efforts to free himself, had buried the thong in the flesh of his arm. all of the men were scalped. they were buried on the spot where they appeased the savage appetite for blood; and their mouldering bones still repose there, without even the rudest of stones to commemorate the sad event or perpetuate their memory. phillips, in consequence of his rank, was taken prisoner, as at that time officers brought to the british garrison commanded an excellent price. himself and son were taken to detroit, and from thence to montreal, and did not reach their home until peace was declared. some of the friends of the persons massacred were disposed to find fault with captain phillips, especially as the massacre was so general and yet he and his son had escaped. of course, phillips not being present to defend himself, the talk was so much on one side that some went so far as to stigmatize him as a traitor and a coward. on his return, he gave the true version of the affair; and it must be admitted by all that, under the circumstances, he did all that a brave officer could do to save the lives of his men. their fate weighed heavily on his mind for the balance of his life; and in the thought of their untimely end he forgot all the sufferings and privations he endured while a prisoner in the camp of the enemy. chapter xxix. water street--the beatty family--captain simonton--massacre of the dean family--captivity of john simonton, etc. water street is an old place, and was settled prior to the revolution. a stream of water from the canoe mountain, supposed to be the arch spring of sinking valley, passes down a ravine and empties into the juniata at this place. for some distance through a narrow defile, the road passed directly through the bed of this stream,--a circumstance which induced the settlers to call it water street when the original settlement was made. this for a long time was an important point, being the canoe-landing for the interior country. hence the name of canoe valley, applied to the country now known as catharine township, in blair county. at this place was general roberdeau's landing, where he received his stores for the lead mines, and where he shipped the lead-ore to be taken to middletown for smelting. the number of persons living about water street and in the lower end of canoe valley, during the revolution, was fully as great as at the present day. among the first settlers was patrick beatty. he was the father of seven sons, regular flowers of the forest, who never would fort during all the troubles, and who cared no more for an indian than they did for a bear. they lived in a cabin about a mile west of water street. it is related of john, the oldest son, that, coming through the woods one day, near his home, he met two indians in his path. they both aimed at him, but by successful dodging he prevented them from shooting, and reached the house. he found one of his brothers at home; and the two, seizing their rifles, started out after the indians, and followed them sixty miles, frequently getting sight of them, but never within shooting distance. the indians knew the beattys, and feared them, for a more daring and reckless party of young fellows never existed in the valley. it is a remarkable coincidence that of the beattys there were seven brothers, seven brothers of the cryders, seven of the ricketts, seven of the rollers, and seven of the moores,--constituting the most formidable force of active and daring frontier-men to be found between standing stone and the base of the mountain. in the winter of or the spring of , lowry's fort was erected, about two and a half or three miles west of water street, for the protection of the settlers of water street and canoe valley. although built upon lowry's farm, captain simonton was by unanimous consent elected the commander. thus, during the year and the greater part of , the people divided their time between the fort and their farms, without any molestation from the savages. occasionally an alarm of indian depredations sent the entire neighborhood to the fort in great haste; but just so soon as the alarm had subsided they all went to their farms again. some few of the neighbors, for some reason or other, would not fort at lowry's; whether because they apprehended no danger, or because they felt quite as secure at home, we have no means of knowing. among these was matthew dean, esq., one of the most influential men in canoe valley, who lived but half a mile from the fort. his reason for not forting there, however, arose from an old personal animosity existing between himself and lowry, and not from any fancied security at his own house, for he had several times, during the alarms of , made preparations to remove his family to huntingdon. in the fall of , on a sunday evening, captain simonton and his wife, and his son john, a lad eight years of age, paid a visit to dean's house. they spent the evening in conversation on the ordinary topics of the day, in the course of which captain simonton told dean that he had heard of indians having been seen in sinking valley, and that if any thing more of them was heard it would be advisable for them to fort. dean gave it as his opinion that the rumor was false, and that there was no cause for alarm, much less forting. the family of mr. dean consisted of himself, his wife, and eight children, with the prospect of another being added to the family in a day or two. the last words mrs. dean spoke to mrs. simonton were to have her shoes ready, as she might send for her before morning. when the simontons were ready to start, the lad john was reluctant to go; and at the request of mrs. dean he was allowed to stay with their children until morning, at which time mrs. simonton promised to visit her neighbor. in the morning, as soon as breakfast was over, dean, with his two boys and two oldest girls, went to a cornfield for the purpose of breaking it up preparatory to sowing rye in it. the boys managed the plough, while the girls made what was called "steps," or holes between the corn-hills, where the plough could not be brought to bear. mr. dean had taken his rifle with him, and, after directing the work for a while, he saw large numbers of wild pigeons flying in the woods adjoining the field, and he went to shoot some of them. he had been in the woods but a short time when he happened to look in the direction of his house, and saw smoke issuing from it, when he immediately went to his children and informed them of it. by that time the volume of smoke had so increased that they were satisfied the house was on fire, and they all started for home at their utmost speed. in the mean time mrs. simonton, according to promise, came over to dean's house. she, too, saw the smoke some distance off, and by the time she reached the gate, which was simultaneously with the arrival of the family from the corn-field, the house was in a sheet of flame. up to this time no one had supposed that the fire was the work of indians. mrs. simonton saw a little girl, about eight years of age, lying upon the steps, scalped; but she did not notice its being scalped,--merely supposing that the child had a red handkerchief tied around its head, and had fallen asleep where it lay. but when she went into the gate to get the child out, and the blood gushed up between the boards on which she trod, the fearful reality burst upon her mind; then she thought about her own little son, and for a while was almost frantic. news of the disaster was conveyed to the fort, and in a few hours the entire neighborhood was alarmed. a strong force, headed by the beattys, started in pursuit, and got upon the track of the savages, but could not find them. they even waylaid the gap through which the war-path ran; but all to no purpose, for they got clear of the settlements by some other route. captain simonton, at the time of the outrage, was at minor's mill, getting a grist ground. on his return, he heard the news at water street, when he threw the bag of flour from the horse, and rode as fast as the animal could carry him to the scene of the disaster, where he arrived in a state of mind bordering closely upon madness--for he passionately loved his little boy--just as the neighbors were taking the roasted and charred remains of mrs. dean and her three children out of the ashes. one of the neighbors so engaged was a daughter of mr. beatty, now mrs. adams, still living in gaysport, at a very advanced age, who gave us a graphic account of the occurrence. the remains taken out were joined together, and the skeletons of mrs. dean and her three children could be recognised; but no bones were found to conform to the size of simonton's son. the dean girls then recollected that, when last seen, he was playing near the front door with the little girl. it was then suggested that he might be killed, and that his body was perhaps lying somewhere near the house; but a most thorough search revealed nothing of the kind, and it was only too evident that the indians had carried the child into captivity. the murder of the deans was the cause of universal regret, for they were known and respected by every person in the upper end of the juniata valley, and it did not fail to spread consternation into every settlement, even where people thought themselves beyond the reach of the merciless and bloodthirsty savages. the reason why simonton's child was carried into captivity, instead of being murdered and scalped, was believed to be because the indians knew the child and expected that simonton would follow them and pay liberally for his ransom. the remains of the deans were buried, and the family bore up as well as they could under the sad infliction; but it was some years before matthew dean fairly recovered from the blow. the descendants of the dean family are numerous--a majority of them living in the neighborhood of williamsburg, blair county. one of the young girls in the cornfield at the time of the massacre married a mr. caldwell, and was the mother of david caldwell, at present one of the associate judges of blair county. captain simonton never became reconciled to the loss of his son. he made all the inquiries he could; wrote to government, and even went from his home as far as to chillicothe, ohio, to attend a treaty; but all to no purpose: he could obtain no tidings of him. while there, he caused proclamation to be made to the indians, offering a reward of £ for any information as to his whereabouts, or £ for his recovery. this was a munificent sum for the ransom of a mere boy, considering the financial condition of the country; and the indians promised to find him, if possible. a year after his return home, the final treaty for the delivery of prisoners was held in the miami valley. again captain simonton undertook the journey--then a more formidable undertaking than traversing half the union would be now. but he was again doomed to bitter disappointment. the children were brought forward, but none bore the slightest resemblance to his lost boy. so the captain returned to his home, bereft of all hope. the last feeble prop was gone, and simonton was as near being a broken-hearted man as any one could well be without giving way entirely to despair. when the late war with great britain broke out, huntingdon county, notwithstanding it had more than its proportion of tories in the time of the revolution, furnished three companies to go to the canadian frontier. in captain moses canan's company were two, probably three, of captain simonton's sons. they knew they had a brother abducted by the indians, but it never occurred to either of them that they should ever see him. the companies of captains allison, canan, and vandevender, encamped in cattaraugus, new york,--a country then occupied by the seneca indians. these indians were neutral at that time, although they favored the american cause and readily furnished supplies to the soldiers. among them was a white man, who appeared to hold a very prominent position. he owned lands, cattle, horses, lived in a well-constructed house, and was married to a squaw, by whom he had several children. this was the long-lost john simonton. after captain canan's company had left, two men belonging to vandevender's company, originally from water street, commenced talking about this white man among the indians; and both of them agreed that he bore a most striking resemblance to the simonton boys. next day, happening to meet him in front of his own house, one of them accosted him with the somewhat abrupt question of "what is your name?" he answered, in broken english, "john sims." "are you from the juniata?" continued the man. "i think i am," was simonton's reply. "do you remember any thing of the country?" "i remember my father, who used to have two big fires, and large barrels, in which he stirred with a long pole." this answer satisfied them. old captain simonton had a small distillery, and the man remembered the process of distilling very correctly. "wouldn't you like to go to your old house and see your relatives?" inquired one of the men. he answered that he should like very much to do so, but that he was so much of an indian that he doubted whether his presence would afford much satisfaction to his friends. on being told that some of his brothers were in one of the companies, he was so much affected that he shed tears, and expressed great anxiety to see them. he evidently felt himself degraded, and saw between himself and his brothers an insurmountable barrier, built up by upward of thirty years of life among the savages; and yet he longed to see them. while talking to the men, his wife took him away, and he was not seen again by them while they remained there. his wife had a powerful influence over him, and she used it to the best advantage; for she really began to suspect that the men had traced his origin. poor old captain simonton!--he never lived to learn the fate of the boy he so much doated upon. one of the sons of captain simonton--a very old man--still lives several miles west of hollidaysburg. chapter xxx. hollidaysburg--the holliday family--death of lieutenant holliday at the battle of brandywine--massacre of a portion of william holliday's family--john holliday, etc. william and adam holliday, cousins, emigrated from the north of ireland about , and settled in the neighborhood of the manor, in lancaster county. the feuds which existed between the irish and german emigrants, as well as the unceasing efforts of the proprietary agents to keep emigrants from settling upon their lands, induced the hollidays to seek a location farther west. conococheague suggested itself to them as a suitable place, because it was so far removed from philadelphia that the proprietors could not well dispossess them; and, the line never having been established, it was altogether uncertain whether the settlement was in pennsylvania or maryland. besides, it possessed the advantage of being tolerably well populated. accordingly, they settled on the banks of the conococheague, and commenced clearing land, which they purchased and paid for soon after the survey. during both the french and indian wars of - and the war of - the hollidays were in active service. at the destruction of kittaning, william holliday was a lieutenant in colonel armstrong's company, and fought with great bravery in that conflict with the savages. the hollidays were emphatically frontier-men; and on the restoration of peace in , probably under the impression that the conococheague valley was becoming too thickly populated, they disposed of their land, placed their families and effects upon pack-horses, and again turned their faces toward the west. they passed through aughwick, but found no unappropriated lands there worthy of their attention. from thence they proceeded to the standing stone, but nothing offered there; nor even at frankstown could they find any inducement to stop; so they concluded to cross the mountain by the kittaning path and settle on the alleghany at or near kittaning. william knew the road, and had noticed fine lands in that direction. [illustration: chimney rocks opposite hollidaysburg.] however, when they reached the place where hollidaysburg now stands, and were just on the point of descending the hill toward the river, adam halted, and declared his intention to pitch his tent and travel no farther. he argued with his cousin that the indian titles west of the mountains were not extinguished; and if they bought from the indians, they would be forced, on the extinguishment of their titles, to purchase a second time, or lose their lands and live in constant dread of the savages. although william had a covetous eye on the fine lands of the alleghany, the wise counsel of adam prevailed, and they dismounted and prepared to build a temporary shelter. when adam drove the first stake into the ground he casually remarked to william, "whoever is alive a hundred years after this will see a tolerable-sized town here, and this will be near about the middle of it." this prediction has been verified to the letter long before the expiration of the allotted time. in a day or two after a shelter had been erected for the families, william crossed the river to where gaysport now stands, for the purpose of locating. the land, however, was too swampy, and he returned. next day he crossed again, and found a ravine, south of where he had been prospecting, which appeared to possess the desired qualifications; and there he staked out a farm,--the one now owned by mr. j. r. crawford. through this farm the old frankstown and johnstown road ran for many years,--the third road constructed in pennsylvania crossing the alleghany mountains. these lands belonged to the new purchase, and were in the market at a very low price, in order to encourage settlers on the frontier. accordingly, adam holliday took out a warrant for acres, comprising all the land upon which hollidaysburg now stands. the lower or southern part was too marshy to work; so mr. holliday erected his cabin near where the american house now stands, and made a clearing on the high ground stretching toward the east. in the mean time, william holliday purchased of mr. peters acres of land, which embraced the present crawford and jackson farms and a greater part of gaysport. some years after, finding that he had more land than he could conveniently cultivate, he disposed of nearly one-half of his original purchase to his son-in-law, james somerville. adam holliday, too, having a large lot of land, disposed of a portion of it to lazarus lowry. thus matters progressed smoothly for a time, until, unfortunately, a scotchman, named henry gordon, in search of lands, happened to see and admire his farm. gordon was a keen, shrewd fellow, and in looking over the records of the land-office he discovered a flaw or informality in adam's grant. he immediately took advantage of his discovery, and took out a patent for the land. litigation followed, as a matter of course. gordon possessed considerable legal acumen, and had withal money and a determined spirit. the case was tried in the courts below and the courts above,--decided sometimes in favor of one party and sometimes in favor of the other, but eventually resulted in gordon wresting from adam holliday and lazarus lowry all their land. this unfortunate circumstance deeply afflicted mr. holliday, for he had undoubtedly been grossly wronged by the adroitness and cunning of gordon; but relief came to him when he least expected it. when the war broke out, gordon was among the very first to sail for europe; and soon after the council proclaimed him an attainted traitor, and his property was confiscated and brought under the hammer. the circumstances under which he had wrested the property from holliday were known, so that no person would bid, which enabled him to regain his land at a mere nominal price. he then went on and improved, and built a house on the bank of the river, near where the bridge connects the boroughs of hollidaysburg and gaysport. the very locust-trees that he planted seventy-eight years ago, in front of his door, are still standing. during the alarms and troubles which followed in the course of the war, adam holliday took a conspicuous part in defending the frontier. he aided, first, in erecting fetter's fort, and afterward expended his means in turning titus's stable into a fort. this fort was located on the flat, nearly opposite the second lock below hollidaysburg, and the two served as a place of refuge for all the settlers of what was then merely called the upper end of frankstown district. he also, with his own money, purchased provisions, and through his exertions arms and ammunition were brought from the eastern counties. his courage and energy inspired the settlers to make a stand at a time when they were on the very point of flying to cumberland county. in december, , mr. holliday visited philadelphia for the purpose of securing a part of the funds appropriated to the defence of the frontier. the following letter to president wharton was given to him by colonel john piper, of bedford county:-- _bedford county, december , ._ sir:--permit me, sir, to recommend to you, for counsel and direction, the bearer, mr. holliday, an inhabitant of frankstown, one of the frontier settlements of our county, who has, at his own risk, been extremely active in assembling the people of that settlement together and in purchasing provisions to serve the militia who came to their assistance. as there was no person appointed either to purchase provisions or to serve them out, necessity obliged the bearer, with the assistance of some neighbors, to purchase a considerable quantity of provisions for that purpose, by which the inhabitants have been enabled to make a stand. his request is that he may be supplied with cash not only to discharge the debts already contracted, but likewise to enable him to lay up a store for future demand. i beg leave, sir, to refer to the bearer for further information, in hopes you will provide for their further support. their situation requires immediate assistance. i am, sir, with all due respect, your excellency's most obedient humble servant, john piper. mr. holliday's mission was successful; and he returned with means to recruit the fort with provisions and ammunition, and continued to be an active and energetic frontier-man during all the indian troubles which followed. notwithstanding the distracted state of society during the revolution, william holliday devoted much time and attention to his farm. his family, consisting of his wife, his sons john, william, patrick, adam, and a lunatic whose name is not recollected, and his daughter janet, were forted at holliday's fort; and it was only when absolute necessity demanded it that they ventured to the farm to attend to the crops, after the savage marauders so boldly entered the settlements. james, who we believe was next to the eldest of william holliday's children, joined the continental army soon after the war broke out. he is represented as having been a noble-looking fellow, filled with enthusiasm, who sought for, and obtained without much difficulty, a lieutenant's commission. he was engaged in several battles, and conducted himself in such a manner as to merit the approbation of his senior officers; but he fell gloriously at brandywine, while the battle was raging, pierced through the heart by a musket-ball. he was shot by a hessian, who was under cover, and who had, from the same place, already dispatched a number of persons. but this was his last shot; for a young virginian, who stood by the side of holliday when he fell, rushed upon the hessian, braving all danger, and hewed him to pieces with his sword before any defence could be made. the death of young holliday was deeply lamented by his companions-in-arms, for he was brave and generous, and had not a single enemy in the line. his friends, after the battle, buried him near the spot where he fell; and it is doubtful whether even now a hillock of greensward is raised to his memory. about the beginning of the year , the indians along the frontier, emboldened by numerous successful depredations, came into bedford county--within the boundaries of which holliday's fort then was--in such formidable bands that many of the inhabitants fled to the eastern counties. the hollidays, however, and some few others, tarried, in the hope that the executive council would render them aid. the following petition, signed by william holliday and others, will give the reader some idea of the distress suffered by the pioneers; it was drawn up on the th of may, :-- _to the honorable president and council_:-- the indians being now in the county, the frontier inhabitants being generally fled, leaves the few that remains in such a distressed condition that pen can hardly describe, nor your honors can only have a faint idea of; nor can it be conceived properly by any but such as are the subjects thereof; but, while we suffer in the part of the county that is most frontier, the inhabitants of the interior part of this county live at ease and safety. and we humbly conceive that by some immediate instruction from council, to call them that are less exposed to our relief, we shall be able, under god, to repulse our enemies, and put it in the power of the distressed inhabitants to reap the fruits of their industry. therefore, we humbly pray you would grant us such relief in the premises as you in your wisdom see meet. and your petitioners shall pray, etc. n.b.--there is a quantity of lead at the mines (sinking valley) in this county council may procure for the use of said county, which will save carriage, and supply our wants with that article, which we cannot exist without at this place; and our flints are altogether expended. therefore, we beg council would furnish us with those necessaries as they in their wisdom see cause. p.s.--please to supply us with powder to answer lead. (signed) william holliday, _p.m._ thomas coulter, _sheriff_. richard j. delapt, _captain_. sam. davidson. the prayer of these petitioners was not speedily answered, and holliday's fort was evacuated soon after. the council undoubtedly did all in its power to give the frontiers support; but the tardy movements of the militia gave the savages confidence, and drove the few settlers that remained almost to despair. eventually relief came, but not sufficient to prevent indian depredations. at length, when these depredations and the delays of the council in furnishing sufficient force to repel these savage invasions had brought matters to such a crisis that forbearance ceased to be a virtue, the people of the neighborhood moved their families to fort roberdeau, in sinking valley, and fetter's fort, and formed themselves into scouting parties, and by these means protected the frontier and enabled the settlers to gather in their crops in ; still, notwithstanding their vigilance, small bands of scalp-hunters occasionally invaded the county, and, when no scalps were to be found, compromised by stealing horses, or by laying waste whatever fell in their way. in , when continental money was so terribly depreciated that it took, in the language of one of the old settlers, "seventeen dollars of it to buy a quart of whiskey," government was in too straitened a condition to furnish this frontier guard with ammunition and provisions, so that the force was considerably reduced. small scouting parties were still kept up, however, to watch the savages, who again made their appearance in the neighborhood in the summer, retarding the harvest operations. about the middle of july, the scouts reported every thing quiet and no traces of indians in the county. accordingly, mr. holliday proceeded to his farm, and, with the aid of his sons, succeeded in getting off and housing his grain. early in august, mr. holliday, accompanied by his sons patrick and adam and his daughter janet, then about fourteen years of age, left fort roberdeau for the purpose of taking off a second crop of hay. on their arrival at the farm they went leisurely to work, and mowed the grass. the weather being extremely fine, in a few days they began to haul it in on a rudely-constructed sled, for in those primitive days few wagons were in use along the frontiers. they had taken in one load, returned, and filled the sled again, when an acquaintance named mcdonald, a scotchman, came along on horseback. he stopped, and they commenced a conversation on the war. william holliday was seated upon one of the horses that were hitched to the sled, his two sons were on one side of him, and his daughter on the opposite side. all of the men, as was customary then, were armed with rifles. while this conversation was going on, and without the slightest previous intimation, a volley was suddenly fired from a thicket some sixty or seventy yards off, by which patrick and adam were instantly killed and the horse shot from under mr. holliday. the attack was so sudden and unexpected that a flash of lightning and a peal of thunder from a cloudless sky could not have astonished him more. the echoes of the indian rifles had scarcely died away before the indians themselves, to the number of eight or ten, with a loud "_whoop_!" jumped from their place of concealment, some brandishing their knives and hatchets and others reloading their rifles. appalled at the shocking tragedy, and undecided for a moment what course to pursue, holliday was surprised to see mcdonald leap from his horse, throw away his rifle, run toward the indians, and, with outstretched arms, cry "brother! brother!" which it appears was a cry for quarter which the savages respected. holliday, however, knew too much of the savage character to trust to their mercy--more especially as rebel scalps commanded nearly as good a price in british gold in canada as prisoners; so on the impulse of the moment he sprang upon mcdonald's horse and made an effort to get his daughter up behind him. but he was too late. the indians were upon him, and he turned into the path which led down the ravine. the yells of the savages frightened the horse, and he galloped down the path; but even the clattering of his hoofs did not drown the dying shrieks of his daughter, who was most barbarously butchered with a hatchet. in a state of mind bordering on distraction, holliday wandered about until nearly dark, when he got upon the brush mountain trail, on his way to sinking valley. his mind, however, was so deeply affected that he seemed to care little whither he went; and, the night being exceedingly dark, the horse lost the trail and wandered about the mountain for hours. just at daybreak mr. holliday reached the fort, haggard and careworn, without hat or shoes, his clothes in tatters and his body lacerated and bleeding. he did not recognise either the fort or the sentinel on duty. he was taken in, and the fort alarmed, but it was some time before he could make any thing like an intelligible statement of what had occurred the day previous. without waiting for the particulars in detail, a command of fifteen men was despatched to holliday's farm. they found the bodies of patrick and adam precisely where they fell, and that of janet but a short distance from the sled, and all scalped. as soon as the necessary arrangements could be made, the bodies of the slain were interred on the farm; and a rude tombstone still marks the spot where the victims of savage cruelty repose. this was a sad blow to mr. holliday; and it was long before he recovered from it effectually. but the times steeled men to bear misfortunes that would now crush and annihilate the bravest. the scotchman mcdonald, whom we have mentioned as being present at the holliday massacre, accompanied the savages, as he afterward stated, to the miami valley, where he adopted their manners and customs, and remained with them until the restoration of peace enabled him to escape. he returned to the valley of the juniata; but he soon found that holliday had prejudiced the public mind against him by declaring the part he took at the time of the massacre to have been cowardly in the extreme, notwithstanding that the cowardice of mcdonald actually saved holliday's life, by affording him means to escape. the people generally shunned mcdonald, and he led rather an unenviable life; yet we might suppose, taking all the circumstances into consideration, that, in illustrating the axiom that "self-preservation is the first law of nature," he did nothing more than any man, with even less prudence than a canny scotchman, would have done. but any thing having the least squinting toward cowardice was deemed a deadly sin by the pioneers, and mcdonald soon found it necessary to seek a home somewhere else. after the declaration of peace, or, rather, after the ratification of the treaty, gordon came back to pennsylvania and claimed his land under its stipulation. he had no difficulty in proving that he had never taken up arms against the colonies, and congress agreed to purchase back his lands. the commissioners to adjust claims, after examining the lands, reported them worth sixteen dollars an acre; and this amount was paid to adam holliday, who suddenly found himself the greatest monied man in this county--having in his possession sixteen or seventeen thousand dollars. adam holliday lived to a good old age, and died at his residence on the bank of the river, in . he left two heirs--his son john, and a daughter married to william reynolds. after the estate was settled up, it was found that john holliday was the richest man in this county. he married the daughter of lazarus lowry, of frankstown, in , and in he left for johnstown, where he purchased the farm, and all the land upon which johnstown now stands, from a dr. anderson, of bedford. fearing the place would never be one of any importance, john holliday, in a few years, sold out to peter livergood for eight dollars an acre, returned to hollidaysburg, and entered into mercantile pursuits. william holliday, too, died at a good old age, and lies buried on his farm by the side of his children, who were massacred by the indians. in the ordinary transmutation of worldly affairs, the lands of both the old pioneers passed out of the hands of their descendants; yet a beautiful town stands as a lasting monument to the name, and the descendants have multiplied until the name of holliday is known not only in pennsylvania, but over the whole union. [note.--there are several contradictory accounts in existence touching the massacre of the holliday children. our account of it is evidently the true version, for it was given to us by mr. maguire, who received it from mr. holliday shortly after the occurrence of the tragedy. it may be as well here to state that the original hollidays were irish-men and presbyterians. it is necessary to state this, because we have heard arguments about their religious faith. some avow that they were catholics, and as an evidence refer to the fact that william called one of his offspring "patrick." without being able to account for the name of a saint so prominent in the calendar as patrick being found in a presbyterian family, we can only give the words of mr. maguire, who said:-- "i was a catholic, and old billy and adam holliday were presbyterians; but in those days we found matters of more importance to attend to than quarrelling about religion. we all worshipped the same god, and some of the forms and ceremonies attending church were very much alike, especially in , when the men of all denominations, in place of hymn-books, prayer-books, and bibles, carried to church with them loaded rifles!" it may be as well to state here also that the mcdonald mentioned had two brothers--one a daring frontier-man, the other in the army,--so that the reader will please not confound them.] chapter xxxi. old indian town of frankstown--indian burial-places--massacre of the bedford scout, etc. frankstown is probably the oldest place on the juniata river--traders having mentioned it as early as . the indian town was located at the mouth of a small run, near where mccune's mill now stands, and at one time contained a considerable number of inhabitants. the indian name of the place was _assunepachla_, which signifies a meeting of many waters, or the place where the waters join. this would seem to be an appropriate name, since, within a short distance of the place, the river is formed by what was then known as the frankstown branch, the beaver dam branch, the brush run, and the small run near mccune's mill. the name of frankstown was given it by the traders. harris, in his report of the distances between the susquehanna and the alleghany, called it "frank (stephen's) town." the general impression is that the town was named by the traders in honor of an old chief named frank. this, however, is an error. it was named after an old german indian trader named stephen franks, who lived cotemporaneously with old hart, and whose post was at this old indian town. the truth of this becomes apparent when we remember that the indians could not pronounce the _r_ in their language; hence no chief was likely to bear the name of frank at that early day. old franks, being a great friend of the indians, lived and died among them, and it was after his death that one of the chiefs took his name; hence arose the erroneous impression that the name was given to the town in honor of the chief. [illustration: eastern reservoir from catfish tavern.] how long assunepachla was an indian settlement cannot be conjectured, but, unquestionably, long before the indians of the valley had any intercourse with the whites. this is evidenced by the fact that where the town stood, as well as on the flat west of the town, relics of rudely-constructed pottery, stone arrow-heads, stone hatchets, &c., have repeatedly been found until within the last few years. the use of stone edge-tools was abandoned as soon as the savages obtained a sight of a superior article,--probably as early as . the first were brought to the valley by indians, who had received them as presents from the proprietary family. it is stated that the first brought to assunepachla cost a special trip to philadelphia. three chiefs, having seen hatchets and knives at standing stone, were so fascinated with their utility that they resolved to have some. accordingly they went to work at trapping; and in the fall, each with an immense load of skins, started on foot for philadelphia, where they arrived after a long and fatiguing march. they soon found what they wanted at the shop of an englishman; but, being unable to talk english, they merely deposited their furs upon the counter and pointed to the tomahawks and knives. this indicated trade; and the englishman, after a critical examination of their skins, which he found would yield him not less than £ , threw them carelessly under the counter, and gave them a hatchet and a knife each. with these the savages were about to depart, well satisfied; but the trader suddenly bethinking himself of the possibility of their falling in with the interpreters, and their ascertaining the manner in which they had been swindled, called them back, and very generously added three clasp-knives and a quantity of brass jewelry. with these they wended their way back, proud as emperors of their newly-acquired weapons. never did chiefs enter a place with more pomp and importance than our warriors. the very dogs barked a welcome, and the indians came forth from their wigwams to greet the great eastern travellers. their hatchets, knives, and trinkets passed from hand to hand, and savage encomiums were lavished unsparingly upon them; but when their practicability was tested, the climax of savage enthusiasm was reached. the envied possessors were lions: they cut, hewed, and scored, just because they could. but--alas for all things mutable!--their glory was not destined to last long. the traders soon appeared with the same kind of articles, and readily exchanged for half a dozen skins what the warriors had spent a season in trapping and a long journey to procure. on the point of chimney ridge, near wert's farm, below hollidaysburg, was an indian burial-place, and another on the small piece of table-land near the mouth of brush run. at both places skeletons of mighty chiefs and all-powerful warriors have been ruthlessly torn from their places of sepulture by the plough, and many other relics have been exhumed. the greater portion of the warriors residing at frankstown went to ohio in , and took up the hatchet for their "brothers," the french, and against _onus_, or their father penn. this act, the colonial government persuaded itself to believe, was altogether mercenary on the part of the savages. the real cause, as we have already stated, was the dissatisfaction which followed the purchase of the juniata valley by the penns, for a few paltry pounds, from the iroquois, at albany, in . the town of frankstown still continued to be a prominent indian settlement until the army of general forbes passed up the raystown branch, when the spies sent out brought such exaggerated reports of the warlike appearance and strength of the army that the settlement was entirely broken up, and the warriors, with their squaws, pappooses, and movable effects, crossed the alleghany by the kittaning war-path, and bade adieu to the valley which they were only too well convinced was no longer their own. the remains of their bark huts, their old corn-fields, and other indications of their presence, were in existence until after the beginning of the present century. on the flat, several white settlers erected their cabins at an early day, and a few near the old town, and others where the town of frankstown now stands. during the revolution, as we have stated, a stable erected by peter titus was turned into a fortress. in summer, the location of the fort can still be traced by the luxuriant growth of vegetation upon it. this fort was called holliday's fort. the fort at fetter's, a mile west of hollidaysburg, was known as the frankstown garrison. in those days there was no such place as hollidaysburg, and the frankstown district took in a scope of country which now serves for five or six very large townships; in short, every place was frankstown within a radius of at least ten miles. holliday's fort was a mere temporary affair; while the frankstown garrison was a substantial stockade, manned and provisioned in such a manner that a thousand savages could by no possible means have taken it. it never was assaulted except upon one occasion, and then the red-skins were right glad to beat a retreat before they were able to fire a gun. near this fort occurred the massacre of the bedford scout. this was unquestionably the most successful savage sortie made upon the whites in the valley during the revolution; and, as some of the bravest and best men of bedford county fell in this massacre, it did not fail to create an excitement compared to which all other excitements that ever occurred in the valley were perfect calms. we shall, in the first place, proceed to give the first report of the occurrence, sent by george ashman, one of the sub-lieutenants of the county, to arthur buchanan, at kishicoquillas. ashman says:-- sir:--by an express this moment from frankstown, we have the bad news. as a party of volunteers from bedford was going to frankstown, a party of indians fell in with them this morning and killed thirty of them. only seven made their escape to the garrison of frankstown. i hope that you'll exert yourself in getting men to go up to the stone; and pray let the river-people know, as they may turn out. i am, in health, geo. ashman. of course colonel ashman was not near the place, and his despatch to buchanan is, as a natural consequence, made up from the exaggerated reports that were carried to him at the instance of the affrighted people residing in the vicinity where the massacre occurred. the following is the official report, transmitted by ashman to president reed:-- _bedford county, june , ._ sir:--i have to inform you that on sunday, the third of this instant, a party of the rangers under captain boyd, eight in number, with twenty-five volunteers under captain moore and lieutenant smith, of the militia of this county, had an engagement with a party of indians (said to be numerous) within three miles of frankstown, where seventy-five of the cumberland militia were stationed, commanded by captain james young. some of the party running into the garrison, acquainting captain young of what had happened, he issued out a party immediately, and brought in seven more, five of whom are wounded, and two made their escape to bedford,--eight killed and scalped,--captain boyd, captain moore, and captain dunlap missing. captain young, expecting from the enemy's numbers that his garrison would be surrounded, sent express to me immediately; but, before i could collect as many volunteers as was sufficient to march to frankstown with, the enemy had returned over the alleghany hill. the waters being high, occasioned by heavy rains, they could not be pursued. this county, at this time, is in a deplorable situation. a number of families are flying away daily ever since the late damage was done. i can assure your excellency that if immediate assistance is not sent to this county that the whole of the frontier inhabitants will move off in a few days. colonel abraham smith, of cumberland, has just informed me that he has no orders to send us any more militia from cumberland county to our assistance, which i am much surprised to hear. i shall move my family to maryland in a few days, as i am convinced that not any one settlement is able to make any stand against such numbers of the enemy. if your excellency should please to order us any assistance, less than three hundred will be of but little relief to this county. ammunition we have not any; and the cumberland militia will be discharged in two days. it is dreadful to think what the consequence of leaving such a number of helpless inhabitants may be to the cruelties of a savage enemy. please to send me by the first opportunity three hundred pounds, as i cannot possibly do the business without money. you may depend that nothing shall be wanting in me to serve my country as far as my abilities. i have the honor to be your excellency's most obedient, humble servant, george ashman, _lieut. bedford county_. it would appear that even a man holding an official station is liable to gross mistakes. in this instance, ashman, who lived remote from the scene of the disaster, was evidently misled by the current rumors, and such he transmitted; for there are still persons alive, who lived at the time of the occurrence in the immediate vicinity, who pronounce ashman's statement as erroneous, and who give an entirely different version of the affair. the seventy cumberland county militia, under strict military discipline, were sent first to standing stone, and afterward to frankstown, early in the spring of . they were under the command of colonel albright and captain young, and were sent with a view to waylaying the gaps of the alleghany mountains, and preventing any savages from coming into the valley. instead of doing so, however, they proved themselves an inefficient body of men, with dilatory officers, who chose rather the idle life of the fort than scouting to intercept the savages. in fact, these men, in the service and pay of the supreme executive council of the state to protect the frontier, were never one solitary cent's worth of advantage to the inhabitants. such a force, one would suppose, would have inspired the people with confidence, and been fully able to cope with or repel the largest war-party of savages that ever trod the kittaning war-path during the revolutionary struggle. notwithstanding the presence of this large body of men, stationed as it were almost at the mouth of the gap through which the indians entered the valley, the depredations of the savages were almost of daily occurrence. the inefficiency of the cumberland militia, who either could not or would not check the marauders, at length exasperated the settlers to such an extent that they resolved to form themselves into a scouting party, and range through the county for two months. this project was favored by colonel ashman, and he agreed to furnish a company of rangers to join them. the enrolment of volunteers by captain moore, of scotch valley, assisted by his lieutenant, a mr. smith, from the vicinity of frankstown, proceeded; and on the second of june, , these men met at holliday's fort, then abandoned for want of provisions. there they were joined by the rangers, under command of captain boyd and lieutenant harry woods, of bedford, but, instead of there being a company, as the volunteers were led to expect, there were but eight men and the two officers above named. from holliday's fort they marched to fetter's, where they contemplated spending the sabbath. it was their intention to march through the kittaning gap to an old state road, (long since abandoned,) from thence to pittsburg, and home by way of bedford. while debating the matter and making the necessary arrangements, two spies came in and reported that they had come upon an indian encampment near hart's sleeping place, which had apparently been just abandoned, as the fire was still burning; that, from the number of bark huts, the savages must number from twenty-five to thirty. this raised quite a stir in the camp, as the scouts evidently were eager for the fray. the officers, who were regular woodsmen, and knew that the indians would not venture into the settlement until the day following, were confident of meeting them near the mouth of the gap and giving them battle. they at once tendered to colonel albright the command of the expedition; but he refused to accept it. they then importuned him to let a portion of his men, who were both anxious and willing, accompany them; but this, too, he refused. nothing daunted, however, the rangers and the volunteers arose by daybreak on sunday morning, put their rifles in condition, eat their breakfast, and, with five days' provisions in their knapsacks, started for the mountain. we sincerely regret that the most strenuous effort on our part to procure a list of this scout proved futile. here and there we picked up the names of a few who were in it; but nothing would have given us greater pleasure than to insert a full and correct list of these brave men. in addition to the officers named, we may mention the following privates:--james somerville, the two colemans, two hollidays, two brothers named jones, a man named grey, one of the beattys, michael wallack, and edward milligan. the path led close along the river, and the men marched in indian file, as the path was narrow. when they reached the flat above where temperance mill now stands, and within thirty rods of the mouth of sugar run, the loud warwhoop rang upon the stillness of the sabbath morning; a band of savages rose from the bushes on the left-hand side of the road, firing a volley at the same time, by which fifteen of the brave scout were stretched dead in the path. the remainder fled, in consternation, in every direction,--some over the river in the direction of frankstown, others toward fetter's fort. a man named jones, one of the fleetest runners, reached the fort first. to screen the scout from the odium of running, he reported the number of the enemy so large that albright refused to let any of his command go to the relief of the unfortunate men. as the colemans were coming to the fort, they found the other jones lying behind a log for the purpose of resting, as he said. coleman advised him to push on to the fort, which he promised to do. captain young at length started out with a party to bring in the wounded. the man jones was found resting behind the log, but the rest was a lasting one; he was killed and scalped. another man, who had been wounded, was also followed a short distance and killed and scalped,--making, in all, seventeen persons who fell by this sad and unlooked-for event. in addition to the seventeen killed, five were wounded, who were found concealed in various places in the woods and removed to the fort. some reached the fort in safety, others were missing,--among the latter, harry woods, james somerville, and michael wallack. it appears that these three men started over the river, and ran up what is now known as o'friel's ridge, hotly pursued by a single savage. woods and wallack were in front, and somerville behind, when the moccasin of the latter became untied. he stooped down to fix it, as it was impossible to ascend the steep hill with the loose moccasin retarding his progress. while in this position, the indian, with uplifted tomahawk, was rapidly approaching him, when woods turned suddenly and aimed with his empty rifle[ ] at the indian. this caused the savage to jump behind a tree scarcely large enough to cover his body, from which he peered, and recognised woods. [ ] woods shot an indian. his rifle was the only one discharged in what colonel ashman termed an "engagement." "no hurt woods!" yelled the indian; "no hurt woods!" this indian happened to be the son of the old indian hutson, to whom george woods of bedford paid a small annual stipend in tobacco, for delivering him from bondage. hutson had frequently taken his son to bedford, and it was by this means that he had become acquainted with harry and readily recognised him. woods, although he recognised hutson, had been quite as close to indians as he cared about getting; so the three continued their route over the ridge, and by a circuitous tramp reached the fort in the afternoon. many years afterward, long after the war, when woods lived in pittsburg, he went down to the alleghany river to see several canoe-loads of indians that had just arrived from above. he had scarcely reached the landing when one of the chiefs jumped out, shook him warmly by the hand, and said-- "woods, you run like debble up juniata hill." it was hutson--by this time a distinguished chief in his tribe. the fate of the unfortunate scout was soon known all over the country, expresses having been sent in every direction. on monday morning captain young again went out with a small party to bury the dead, and many of them were interred near the spot where they fell; while others, after the men got tired of digging graves, were merely covered with bark and leaves, and left on the spot to be food for the wolves, which some of the bodies unquestionably became, as jones sought for that of his brother on tuesday, and found nothing but the crushed remains of some bones. in , a young man in the employ of mr. burns exhumed one of these skeletons with the plough. it was found near the surface of the earth, on the bank of the river. the skull was perforated with a bullet-hole, and was in a remarkable state of preservation, although it had been in the ground uncoffined for a period of _seventy-one years_! it was placed in the earth again. immediately after the news of the massacre was spread, the people from standing stone and other places gathered at fetter's; and on the tuesday following a party of nearly one hundred men started in pursuit of the indians. colonel albright was solicited to accompany this force with his command and march until they overtook the enemy; but he refused. the men went as far as hart's sleeping place, but they might just as well have remained at home; for the savages, with the scalps of the scout dangling from their belts, were then far on their way to detroit. when the firing took place, it was plainly heard at the fort; and some of the men, fully convinced that the scout had been attacked, asked colonel albright to go out with his command to their relief. he merely answered by saying that he "knew his own business." for his part in the matter, he gained the ill-will of the settlers, and it was very fortunate that his time expired when it did. the settlers were not much divided in opinion as to whether he was a rigid disciplinarian or a _coward_. men, arms, and ammunition, in abundance followed this last outrage; but it was the last formidable and warlike incursion into the juniata valley. [illustration: old bridge near petersburg.] chapter xxxii. shaver's creek--mysterious death of old shaver--heroic conduct of two children--abduction of miss ewing and miss mccormick--peter crum, the last victim of the savages, etc. the original settlement at shaver's creek was made in , by an old gentleman named shaver. he was followed by anderson, maguire, the donnelleys, and some few others. old shaver met his death in a most singular manner. one evening he left his home just at twilight, for the purpose of putting his horse into a pasture-field. he did not return; but his absence created no special alarm, as this was before the war, and before any savages had appeared in the valley with murderous intent. next morning, however, his family not finding him, a search was instituted, and his body, minus the head, was found in a lane near the pasture-field. this was regarded as a most mysterious murder, and would have been charged to the indians at once, had they ever been known to take a man's head off on any previous occasion. but as they always found the scalp to answer their purpose, and never encumbered themselves with the head, people shrewdly suspected that the indians had nothing to do with the murder. the family offered a reward of £ for the head; and, although the country was searched in every direction, it never was found. the most active and energetic man in the shaver's creek settlement during the revolutionary war was samuel anderson. he succeeded, mainly by his own exertions and the aid of a few neighbors on the creek and the little juniata, in erecting a block-house fort on the flat near the mouth of the creek, which was more or less occupied while the war continued; and it is but a few years since the last vestiges of this old fort were swept away by a freshet. the fort itself never was assailed; and it just happens to strike us forcibly at this time as a singular fact that the indians, during the revolutionary war, always kept clear of the forts. whether they did not understand the nature of them, or feared the numbers usually congregated in them, we do not pretend to say; but they always kept at a respectful distance from them. anderson's fort, like the others, was frequently disturbed by alarms--sometimes real and sometimes false. an amusing instance of a false alarm at anderson's fort was given the writer. in , all manner of rumors and reports were afloat. everybody was forted, and the indians formed the entire subject of conversation. one afternoon, a half-witted, cowardly fellow was sent up the path to bring the cows to the fort. he had been out about fifteen minutes when he returned, looking wild and haggard, and almost out of breath, declaring that the indians were coming down the creek in full force. in an instant the whole fort was in commotion: men seized their rifles, dogs barked, children screamed, and everybody swore that the audacious savages should have a warm reception. the entire force of the garrison rallied out to a hill, and, with cocked rifles, awaited the appearance of the enemy on the brow. lo! he came; but, instead of indians, the alarm was suddenly quieted by the appearance of _three cows_! a mock court-martial was ordered to try the half-witted chap for raising a false alarm, and the jokers of the fort convicted him and passed sentence of death upon him. the joke came near proving fatal to the poor fellow, who for a long time could not be divested of the idea that he was to be shot. in , one of the most remarkable cases on record occurred up shaver's creek. the particulars are vague; but of the actual occurrence of what we are about to relate there is no doubt whatever--the circumstance having been mentioned to us by two or three persons. late in the fall of that year, two boys, aged respectively eight and ten years, while engaged at play near a house in the neighborhood of manor hill, were taken captive by two lurking savages, who came suddenly upon them, and immediately started in the direction of the mountain. after travelling some eight miles, they halted, built a fire in the woods, leaned their rifles against a tree, and cooked some dried venison, of which they all partook. after the meal, one of them drew from his pouch a canteen filled with whiskey, which they drank at short intervals until it was entirely drained of its contents. by that time they had become very garrulous and very brave. they told war-stories, sang war-songs, danced war-dances, and challenged the whole settlement to mortal combat. the other indian then pulled out his canteen, also filled with fire-water, which was consumed in like manner; but, by the time it was drank, their mirth and boasting gave way to the stupor of inordinate intoxication, and, wrapping their blankets around them, they stretched themselves before the fire, and were soon in a deep sleep. the eldest boy, who had feigned sleep some time previous, now got up and shook the younger, who also got upon his feet. he then took one of the rifles, cocked it, and rested it on a log, with the muzzle within a few inches of the head of one of the savages, and then motioned the younger boy to hold it. he then got the other rifle, and in like manner placed its muzzle near the head of the other savage. so far, the whole proceeding had been carried on by pantomimic action, and not a word spoken; but, every thing being now in readiness, the boy whispered "_now!_" and both rifles went off at the same time. the elder boy killed his man outright; but the weight of the butt of the rifle in the hands of the younger threw the muzzle up, and he merely tore his face very badly. the wounded savage attempted to rise, but, before he could do so, the boys commenced running for home; nor did they stop until they reached it, which was at two o'clock in the morning and just as a party had assembled to go in search of them. their story was soon told; but so incredible did it appear that no person believed them. instead of giving credit to their narrative of improbabilities, the parents were inclined to whip them and send them to bed, for getting lost in the woods and then lying about it. next day, however, they persisted so strongly in their statement, and told such a straightforward story, that at length a party of some six or eight persons agreed to go to the place, providing the children accompanied them. to this they readily assented; and the anxiety they manifested to go soon removed all doubt as to the truth of their statement. in due time they reached the spot, where they found a dead indian, the two rifles and canteens; but the wounded savage was missing. where he had lain there was a pool of blood; and, as it was probable that he had not gone far, a proposition was made to search for him, which was about being acted upon, when one of the men noticed blood upon the trunk of the tree under which they stood, which caused him to look up, and among its top branches he saw the wounded savage. the frightful wound upon his face awakened the pity of some of the men, and they proposed getting him down; but an old ranger, who was in the party, swore that he had never had a chance at an indian in his life, especially a treed one; that he would rather lose his life than miss the opportunity of shooting him; and, before an effort could be made to prevent it, the savage received a ball through his brain, came crashing down through the limbs of the tree, and fell by the side of his dead companion. their bodies were not disturbed; but their rifles were carried home, and given to the boys, who kept them as trophies of the event. this daring and heroic act on the part of children so young illustrates most forcibly the kind of material people were made of who flourished in "the days that tried men's souls." in , miss elizabeth ewing and miss mccormick were abducted by the indians, between shaver's creek and stone valley. they had been to the former place, and were returning home by a path, when they were surprised and taken prisoners by a small band of roving indians. it was late in october, at a time when no suspicion was entertained that the indians would ever again enter the valley. none had been seen or heard of for months, and all the alarms and fears of savages had subsided; hence their absence was little thought of until they had been several days gone. it was then deemed entirely too late to send a force to recapture them. when captured, they had some bread with them, which they scattered along the path they took, in hopes that if their friends followed it would give them a clue to the route they took. the wily savages detected the stratagem, and took the bread from them. they next broke the bushes along the path; but the indians saw the object of this, too, and compelled them to desist. they then travelled for seven days, through sleet, rain, and snow, until they reached the lake, where miss mccormick was given as a present to an old indian woman who happened to take a fancy to her. miss ewing was taken to montreal, where, fortunately for her, an exchange of prisoners took place soon after, and she was sent to philadelphia, and from thence made her way home. from her mr. mccormick learned the fate of his daughter--her communication being the first word of intelligence he had received concerning her. he soon made his arrangements to go after her. the journey was a long one, especially by the route he proposed to take,--by way of philadelphia and new york; nevertheless, the love he bore his daughter prompted him to undertake it cheerfully. after many days' travelling he arrived at the place where miss ewing and miss mccormick parted; but, alas! it was only to realize painfully the restless and migratory character of the indians, who had abandoned the settlement and gone into the interior of canada. again he journeyed on, until he finally reached the place where the tribe was located, and found his daughter in an indian family, treated as one of the family, and subject to no more menial employment than indian women generally. the meeting of father and daughter, which neither expected, must have been an affecting one--a scene that may strike the imagination more vividly than pen can depict it. mr. mccormick made immediate arrangements to take his daughter with him; but, to his surprise, the indians objected. alone, and, as it were, in their power, he was at a loss what course to pursue, when he bethought himself of the power of money. that was the proper chord to touch; but the ransom-money asked was exorbitantly large. the matter was finally compromised by mr. mccormick paying nearly all the money in his possession, retaining barely enough to defray their expenses; after which they went on their way rejoicing, and, after a weary journey, reached their home in safety. it may be as well to mention that miss mccormick was a sister to robert mccormick, sr., long a resident of hollidaysburg, who died a year or two ago in altoona, and the aunt of william, robert, and alexander mccormick, now residents of altoona. and now we come to the last indian massacre in the valley of the juniata. it occurred on the left bank of the little juniata, near the farm of george jackson, in the latter part of august, . at that time there was a regular force of militia in the garrison at huntingdon, another at shaver's creek, and another at fetter's. the indians were well aware of this, for they constantly kept themselves advised by spies of the progress of affairs in the valley. the settlers, feeling secure in the presence of the militia, abandoned the forts and went to their farms. during the summer of , the alarms were so few that people began to consider the days of their trials and tribulations as passed away; but it appears that it was ordained that another black crime should be added to the long catalogue of indian cruelties. one evening george jackson, hearing a noise in a corn-field adjoining his house, went to the door to ascertain the cause. dark as the night was, he made out the figures of two men, who he thought were stealing corn, or at least about no good; so he let loose his dogs--a hound and a bull-dog--upon them. the hound gave tongue, and both started directly into the field, where they bayed for some time; but the men did not quit the field. in ten minutes the dogs returned, and mr. jackson found that the skull of the bull-dog had been wounded with a tomahawk. this circumstance led him to suspect the real character of the intruders, and he went into his house, took down his rifle, and returned to the porch. the light which shone out of the door when jackson opened it revealed the position of affairs to the indians, and they ran to the other end of the corn-field, closely pursued by the hound. peter crum, a worthy man, well known and highly respected by all the settlers in the neighborhood, was a near neighbor of jackson's. he had rented the minor tub mill, and on the morning after the above occurrence he went to the mill a little before daylight and set it going, then raised a net he had placed in the stream the night before; after which he started leisurely on his way home to get his breakfast. in his left hand he carried a string of fish, and over his right shoulder his rifle; for, notwithstanding the great security people felt, they were so much in the habit of constantly having a rifle for a travelling companion, that many of the old pioneers carried it on all occasions during the remainder of their lives. when crum reached the bend of the river, a mile below his mill, at a time when an attack from indians would probably have been the last thing he would have thought of, he heard the sharp crack of a rifle, and on looking around saw two indians on the hill-side. he dropped his fish, and opened the pan of his rifle to look at the priming, when he noticed that he was shot through the right thumb--at least it was so conjectured. catching a glimpse of one of the indians, he attempted to fire, but the blood of his wound had saturated the priming. the indians noticed his unavailing effort to shoot, and, probably thinking that he was trying to intimidate them with an empty gun, jumped into the road. one of them, it appeared, was armed with a rifle, the other with a heavy war-club. the latter, it is supposed, approached him from behind, and dealt him a blow upon the skull, which felled him, and the blow was evidently followed up until the entire back part of his head was crushed in the most shocking manner, after which they scalped him, and disappeared. when found, (which was supposed to be within two hours after the murder,) crum was lying with his face to the ground, his rifle by his side, and the indian war-club, clotted with blood and brains, lying across his body,--a sad sight for his wife, who was among the first on the spot after the tragedy. this murder, committed in open daylight on a frequented road, in the very heart of a thickly-populated country, did not fail to produce the most intense excitement, and a party of rangers started at once after the marauders. they soon got upon their trail, and followed them to the top of the mountain, getting sight of them several times; but they were always out of rifle-range. they knew they were pursued, and took such a route as the rangers could not follow, and so eluded them, and carried in triumph to the british garrison at detroit the last scalp taken by the red men in the juniata valley. [illustration: pulpit rocks, warrior ridge.] chapter xxxiii. warrior ridge--warrior's mark--job chillaway, shaney john, and captain logan, the last red men in the juniata valley. warrior ridge, between alexandria and huntingdon, derives its name from an indian path which ran along the summit of it. the pulpit rocks, not unlike the altars of the druids, shaped into fantastic forms by the hand of nature, as well as the wild romantic scenery around them, at once suggest the idea of a place of meeting of the warriors,--a spot where the councils of the brave were held, with the greensward of the mountain for a carpet and the blue vault of heaven for a canopy. were we not so well aware of the fact that the indians preferred the lowlands of the valleys for places of abode, we could almost fancy the neighborhood of pulpit rocks to have been a glorious abiding-place; but of the occurrences and events that took place on the ridge we are in hopeless ignorance. had some indian historian of an early day transmitted to posterity, either by written or oral tradition, one-half the events of warrior ridge, we might add considerable interest to these pages; but as it is, we must content ourself, if not our readers, with this brief notice of the famous warrior ridge. warrior's mark was another celebrated place for the indians. it lies upon a flat piece of table-land, and is just the kind of a place where savages would be likely to meet to debate measures of great importance and to concoct schemes for their future movements. the name of the place originated from the fact of certain oak-trees in the vicinity having a crescent or half-moon cut upon them with hatchets, so deep that traces can still be seen of them, or, at least, could be some years ago. the signification of them was known to the indians alone; but it is evident that some meaning was attached to them, for, during the revolution, every time a band of savages came into the valley one or more fresh warrior marks were put upon the trees. the indian town stood upon the highway or path leading from kittaning, through penn's valley, to the susquehanna. it was still considerable of a village when the white men first settled in the neighborhood, but immediately on the breaking out of the revolution the indians destroyed it, and moved to ohio, and at this day there is not a trace of its existence left. the first white settlers in warrior's mark were the ricketts family. they were all wild, roving fellows, who loved the woods better than civilization; and their whole occupation, over and above tilling a very small patch of land, appeared to be hunting for wild game. their arrival was followed by two or three other families; and when the indian troubles commenced, the house of ricketts was converted into a fortress, and the men turned their attention to protecting the frontier. one of them--captain elijah ricketts--became quite an active and prominent man. we have no record of any murder ever having been committed in the immediate vicinity of warrior's mark. several captives were taken from thence, either in or , but were exchanged and found their way back; we are, however, without particulars, either as to their names, capture, or release. the three last indians in the valley were job chillaway, a delaware, shaney john, a mingo, and captain logan, a cayuga. they were all friendly to the whites, and served the cause of liberty in the capacity of spies. job chillaway is represented by the late e. bell, esq., in his ms., as a tall, muscular man, with his ears cut so as to hang pendant like a pair of ear-rings. he was employed as early as by the colonial government as a spy, and his name is frequently mentioned in the archives. levi trump, in writing to governor denny, from fort augusta, on april , , when the french were using their most powerful exertions to swerve the six nations from their fealty to the colony, says:-- job chillaway, a delaware indian, arrived here on the th inst., and brought with him a message from a grand council of the six nations held near onondaga, to king teedyuscung, informing him that deputies from said council would soon be at wyoming. on what errand they did not say; but job says he thinks it his duty to inform his brothers what he knows of the affair:--that he was present at the opening of this council; which was by four chiefs, of different nations, singing the war-song and handing round an uncommonly large war-belt; that one of them, after some time, said: "what shall we do? here is a hatchet from our fathers, to strike our brothers; and here is another from our brothers, to strike our fathers. i believe 'twill be best for us to do as we have done heretofore; that is, cast them both away." in , chillaway still remained loyal to the colony, although nearly all of his tribe had taken up the hatchet against the english. colonel james irvine, under date of november , , writes from "ensign kerns," near fort allen, to john penn, as follows:-- sir:--on the th instant job chillaway arrived here, being sent by papunchay[ ] to inform us that he and about twenty-five indians (women and children included) were on their way from weyalusing. the day after job's arrival he delivered a string of wampum, and the following message in behalf of himself, papunchay, john curtis, &c., which he desired might be transmitted to your honor, viz.: [ ] papunchay was the chief of the last of the delaware warriors who remained loyal,--the great body having, by , gone over to the french. "brother:-- "we are very glad that you have taken pity on us, according to the promises you made us since we had any correspondence together. "brother,--we are glad to hear you have pointed out two ways to us,--one to our brother, sir william johnson, the other to you. our hearts incline toward you, the governor of philadelphia. "brother,--take pity on us, and keep the road open, that we may pass without being hurt by your young men. "brother,--point out the place where you intend to settle us, and we shall be glad, let that be where it will." job informed us that there were fifteen muncy warriors, who, for three nights before he left papunchay, encamped close by their encampment. how far they intended to proceed, or what were their intentions, he could not find out. as it was expected that papunchay was near the frontiers, colonel clayton marched with fifty men, (mostly volunteers,) on the th inst., with job chillaway, in hopes of surprising the warriors. we were out three days without discovering either them or papunchay. what hath detained the latter we know not. job hath desired me to wait for them at this place a few days longer. on their arrival here, i purpose to conduct them to philadelphia, unless i receive orders to the contrary from your honor. whether papunchay continued loyal after is not known; but chillaway was a spy, in the employ of asher clayton, at lehigh gap, as late as may, . about , he made his way to the juniata valley. he first located near the mouth of the little juniata; but as soon as settlements were made by the whites he went up spruce creek; but there, too, the footprints of the white invader were soon seen, and he removed to the mountain, where hunting was good. he continued for many years after the revolution to bring venison down into the settlements to trade off for flour and bread. in his old age he exhibited a passion for strong drink, and by the white man's baneful _fire-water_ he fell. he was found dead in his cabin, by some hunters, about the close of the last century. of shaney john not much is known. he came to the valley probably about the same time chillaway did, and the two were boon-companions for many years. shaney john moved to the indian town called the bald eagle's nest, nearly opposite milesburg, centre county, where he died. the most prominent friendly indian that ever resided in the valley, however, was captain logan. this, of course, was not his proper name, but a title bestowed upon him by the settlers. he is represented as having been a noble and honorable indian, warm in his attachment to a friend, but, like all indians, revengeful in his character. a kindness and an insult alike remained indelibly stamped upon the book and page of his memory; and to make a suitable return for the former he would have laid down his life--shed the last drop of his heart's blood. he was a man of medium height and heavy frame; notwithstanding which he was fleet of foot and ever on the move. he came to the valley before chillaway did, and settled with his family in the little valley east of martin bell's furnace, which is still known as logan's valley. he had previously resided on the susquehanna, where he was the captain of a brave band of warriors; but, unfortunately, in some engagement with another tribe, he had an eye destroyed by an arrow from the enemy. this was considered a mark of disgrace, and he was deposed; and it was owing to that cause that he abandoned his tribe and took up his residence in the juniata valley. one day, while hunting, he happened to pass the beautiful spring near the mouth of the bald eagle--now in the heart of tyrone city. the favorable location for both hunting and fishing, as well as the charming scenery, fascinated logan; and he built himself a wigwam, immediately above the spring, to which he removed his family. here he lived during the revolutionary war, not altogether inactive, for his sympathies were on the side of liberty. during that time he formed a strong attachment to captain ricketts, of warrior's mark, and they became fast friends. it was to ricketts that captain logan first disclosed the plot of the tories under john weston; and edward bell gave it as his firm conviction that logan was among the indians who shot down weston and his men on their arrival at kittaning. although logan had learned to read from the moravian missionaries when quite a lad, he knew very little of the formula of land purchases; so he failed to make a regular purchase of the spot on which his cabin stood, the consequence of which was that, after the war, some envious white man bought the land and warned the friendly savage off. logan was too proud and haughty to contest the matter, or even bandy words with the intruder; so he left, and located at chickalacamoose, where clearfield now stands, on the west branch of the susquehanna. captain logan continued visiting the valley, and especially when any of his friends among the pioneers died. on such occasions he generally discarded his red and blue eagle-feathers, and appeared in a plain suit of citizens' clothes. but at length logan came no more. the great spirit called him to a happier hunting-ground; and all that is mortal of him--unless his remains have been ruthlessly torn from the bosom of mother earth--lies beneath the sod, near the mouth of chickalacamoose creek. it is to be regretted that more of his history has not been preserved, for, according to all accounts of him, he possessed many noble traits of character. unlike logan the mingo chief, captain logan the cayuga chief had no biographer like thomas jefferson to embellish the pages of history with his eloquence. well may we say, "the evil that men do lives after them, while the good is oft interred with their bones." chapter xxxiv. conclusion. pushing the light canoe on the lagoons in search of fish and lassoing the wild horse on the pampas of the south, chasing the buffalo on the boundless prairies and hunting the antlered stag in the dense forests of the west, is now the indian's occupation; and there he may be found, ever shunning the haunts of civilization. the delaware indians have been exterminated, and their very name (_lenni lenape_) blotted from existence, save where it appears upon the pages of history. of the shawnees, once the powerful warlike tribe that was known and feared from the seaboard to the lakes, but a few degenerate families reside in the far west. of the great confederation of the iroquois but a remnant exists to remind us of its former greatness, its councils, its wars, and its "talks." they reside in western new york, in a semi-civilized but degraded state, and are but sorry representatives of the once proud and stately warriors the crack of whose sharp and unerring rifles made the woods ring, and whose canoes danced upon the waves of the blue juniata more than a hundred years ago. but they are all gone, and the bones of their ancestors are the only relics which they have left behind them. the hand of the same inscrutable providence that suffered them to march as mighty conquerors from the west to the east, crushing out the existence of a weaker people in their triumphant march, stayed them, blighted them in the noonday of their glory, and, like the receding waves of the sea, drove them back in the direction whence they came, where they scattered, and the ties which bound them together as tribes dissolved even as would ice beneath the rays of a tropical sun. the reader of the foregoing pages may sometimes think it strange that the savages committed so many depredations with impunity, killed, scalped, or carried so many into captivity, while but comparatively few of the marauders were destroyed. the cause of this can be easily explained. the savages always made covert attacks. as will be remembered, very few massacres occurred in the valley by open attack,--nearly all their depredations being committed while in ambuscade or when they had a foe completely in their power. their incursions were always conducted with great caution, and no sooner did they strike a decisive blow than they disappeared. to guard against their ferocity was impossible; to follow them was equally futile. the settlers were too few in number to leave one force at home to guard against them and to send another in pursuit of them; for, during the revolution, the belief was prevalent that a large force was ever ready to descend into the valley, and that the incursions of a few were only stratagems to lure the settlers to destruction by following them to where a large number were concealed. it was frequently proposed to send a strong force to waylay the gaps of the mountain; but the settlers refused to trust the protection of their families to the raw militia sent by government to defend the frontier. in extremely aggravating cases, men, driven to desperation, followed the savages to the verge of the indian settlements; but they never got beyond the summit of the alleghany mountains without feeling as if they were walking directly into the jaws of death, for no one could otherwise than momentarily expect a shower of rifle-balls from the enemy in ambuscade. the want of men, ammunition, and other things, were known to and taken advantage of by the indians; but when an abundance of these things was brought to the frontier they prudently kept out of the way, for their sagacity instinctively taught them what they might expect if they fell into the hands of the settlers. but it may here be remarked that the savage mode of warfare, which by them was deemed fair and honorable,--such as scalping or maiming women and children,--was held in the utmost horror and detestation by people who professed to be christians; and they equally detested shooting from ambuscade as an act fit for savages alone to be guilty of. it was only the more reckless and desperate of the community that would consent to fight the savages after their own mode of warfare. it is, therefore, but a simple act of justice to the memory of the pioneers to say that the savages did not go unpunished through any fear or lack of zeal on their part. their concentrated energies were used to check the frequent invasions, and many of them spent their last dollar to protect the defenceless frontier; yet it is to be deeply regretted that in those primitive days they lacked the knowledge of properly applying the power within their reach. but they, too, are all gone! "each forever in his narrow cell is laid." beneath their kindred dust the rude forefathers of the valley sleep. we have endeavored to give a succinct account of the trials and sufferings of many of them; but, doubtless, much remains untold, which the recording angel alone has possession of. while we reflect upon the fact that it was through the privations and hardships _they_ endured that _we_ enjoy the rich blessings of the beautiful and teeming valley, let us hope that they are enjoying a peace they knew not on earth, in that valley "where the wicked cease from troubling and the weary are at rest." appendix. the valley as it is. the preceding pages fulfil the original intention of presenting to the public, as far as possible, a "history of the _early_ settlement of the juniata valley." its modern history, fraught with rare incidents, is left to the pen of some future enterprising historian, who may collect the incidents necessary to construct it when but a moiety of the generation (still numerous) who know the valley and its multifarious changes for half a century past shall be dwellers in our midst. still, such prospect shall not deter us from giving a synopsis of the history of the valley as it is, not promising, however, to make the record complete, or even notice in detail the growth and progress of the valley during the last thirty years. when the early settlers were apprised of the fact that some of the more enterprising contemplated cutting a pack-horse road over the alleghany mountains, through blair's gap, they shook their heads ominously, and declared that the task was one which could not be accomplished. but it _was_ accomplished; and, after its completion, it was not many years until the pack-horse track was transformed into a wagon-road. people were well satisfied with this arrangement; for no sooner was there a good road along the river than some daring men commenced taking produce to the east, by the use of arks, from the frankstown branch, the raystown branch, and the little juniata. with these advantages, a majority of the inhabitants labored under the impression that they were keeping pace with the age; but others, endowed with a fair share of that progressive spirit which characterizes the american people, commenced agitating the project of making a turnpike between huntingdon and blairsville. the old fogies of the day gave this innovation the cold shoulder, spoke of the immense cost, and did not fail to count the expense of travelling upon such a road. but little were their murmurings heeded by the enterprising men of the valley. the fast friend of the turnpike was mr. blair, of blair's gap, west of hollidaysburg. his influence was used in the halls of the legislature until he injured his political standing; nevertheless, he persevered until the company was chartered, and he soon had the satisfaction of seeing the turnpike road completed. once built, it was found to be rather a desirable institution, and its value soon removed all opposition to it. anon came the startling proposition of building a canal along the juniata, and a railroad over the alleghany mountains, to connect the waters of the juniata and the conemaugh. to men of limited information the project seemed vague and ill-defined; while knowing old fogies shook their heads, and declared that a canal and a turnpike both could not be sustained, and that, if the former could accomplish the wonders claimed for it, the teams that carried goods between philadelphia and pittsburg in the short space of from fifteen to twenty days would be compelled to suspend operations! but the opposition to the canal was too insignificant to claim notice; and when the building of it was once commenced an improvement mania raged. the stately and learned engineer, moncure robinson, was brought all the way from england to survey the route for the portage road. like a very colossus of _roads_, he strode about the mountain, and his nod and beck, like that of imperial cæsar upon his throne, was the law, from which there was no appeal. by dint of long labor, and at a vast expense to the commonwealth, he demonstrated clearly that a road could be built across the mountain, and rendered practicable by the use of ten inclined planes. alas! for the perishable nature of glory! moncure robinson had hardly time to reach his home, and boast of the honor and fame he achieved in the new world, before a yankee engineer discovered that a railroad could be built across the alleghany mountain without the use of a single plane! of course, then he was thought a visionary, and that not a quarter of a century ago; yet now we have two railroads crossing the mountain without the use of a plane, and the circumstance appears to attract no other remark than that of ineffable disgust at the old fogies who could not make a road to cross the apalachian chain without the tedious operation of being hoisted up and lowered down by stationary engines. the era of "flush times" in the valley must have been when the canal was building. splendid fortunes were made, and vast sums of money sunk, by the wild speculations which followed the advent of the contractors and the sudden rise of property lying along the river. as an instance of the briskness of the times in the valley when the canal was building, an old settler informs us that frankstown at that time contained fourteen stores, five taverns, and four roulette tables. at present, we believe, it contains but two or three stores, one tavern, and no gambling apparatus to relieve the reckless of their surplus change. the completion of the canal was the great event of the day, and the enthusiasm of the people could scarcely be kept within bounds when the ponderous boats commenced ploughing the ditch. this will be readily believed by any one who will read the papers published at the time. from a paper printed in lewistown on the th of november, , we learn that a packet-boat arrived at that place from mifflin on the thursday previous, and departed again next day, having on board a number of members of the legislature, as well as citizens and strangers. the editor, in speaking of the departure, enthusiastically says:--"the boat was drawn by two white horses, when she set off in fine style, with the 'star-spangled banner' flying at her head, and amid the roar of cannon, the shouts of the populace, and the cheering music of the band which was on board." reader, this was a little over twenty-six years ago; and the jubilee was over a packet capable of accomplishing the mighty task of carrying some forty or fifty passengers at the rate of about four miles an hour. the climax of joy, however, appears to have been reached by the editor of the _huntingdon gazette_, on the th of july, , when he became jubilant over the launch of a canal-boat, and gave vent to the following outburst:--"what! a canal-boat launched in the vicinity of huntingdon! had any one predicted an event of this kind some years back, he, in all probability, would have been yclept a wizard, or set down as _beside himself_!" these gushings of intensified joy, although they serve to amuse now, do not fail to convey a useful lesson. let us not glory too much over the demon scream of the locomotive as it comes rattling through the valley, belching forth fire and smoke, or the miraculous telegraph which conveys messages from one end of the union to the other with the rapidity with which a lover's sigh would be wafted from the indies to the pole; for who knows but that the succeeding generation, following in the footsteps made by the universal law of progress, will astonish the world with inventions not dreamed of in our philosophy, which will throw our electric-telegraphs and railroads forever in the shade? for eighteen years, with the exception of the winter months, the canal packet held sway in the juniata valley, carrying its average of about thirty passengers a day from the east to the west, and _vice versâ_. when hoar old winter placed an embargo upon the canal craft, travel used to dwindle down to such a mere circumstance that a rickety old two-horse coach could easily carry all the passengers that offered. who among us that has arrived at the age of manhood does not recollect the packet-boat, with its motley group of passengers, its snail pace, its consequential captain, and its non-communicative steersman, who used to wake the echoes with the "to-to-to-to-toit" of his everlasting horn and his hoarse cry of "lock ready?" the canal-packet was unquestionably a great institution in its day and generation, and we remember it with emotions almost akin to veneration. right well do we remember, too, how contentedly people sat beneath the scorching rays of a broiling sun upon the packet, as it dragged its slow length along the sinuous windings of the canal at an average speed of three and a half or four miles an hour; and yet the echo of the last packet-horn has scarcely died away when we see the self-same people standing upon a station-house platform, on the verge of despair because the cars happen to be ten minutes behind time, or hear them calling down maledictions dire upon the head of some offending conductor who refuses to jeopardize the lives of his passengers by running faster than thirty miles an hour! at length, after the canal had enjoyed a sixteen years' triumph, people began to consider it a "slow coach;" and, without much debate, the business-men of philadelphia resolved upon a railroad between harrisburg and pittsburg. the project had hardly been fairly determined upon before the picks and shovels of the "corkonians" and "fardowns" were brought into requisition; but, strange to say, this giant undertaking struck no one as being any thing extraordinary. it was looked upon as a matter of course, and the most frequent remarks it gave rise to were complaints that the making of the road did not progress rapidly enough to keep pace with the progress of the age. and, at length, when it was completed, the citizens of lewistown did not greet the arrival of the first train with drums, trumpets, and the roar of cannon; neither did any huntingdon editor exclaim, in a burst of enthusiasm, on the arrival of the train there, "what! nine railroad cars, with six hundred passengers, drawn through huntingdon by a locomotive! if any person had predicted such a result some years ago, he would have been yclept a wizard, or set down as one _beside himself_." the pennsylvania railroad once finished, although it failed to create the surprise and enthusiasm excited by the canal, did not fail to open up the valley and its vast resources. independent of the great advantage of the road itself, let us see what followed in the wake of this laudable enterprise. the railroad created the towns of altoona, fostoria, tipton, and tyrone; its presence caused the building of three plank roads, and the opening of extensive coal and lumber operations in the valley, and kindred enterprises that might never have been thought of. nor is this all. a rage for travel by railroad has been produced by the pennsylvania company; and there is good reason to believe that it will increase until at least three more roads tap the main artery in the juniata valley,--the railroad from tyrone to clearfield, from the same place to lock haven, and from spruce creek to lewisburg. these roads will unquestionably be built, and at no remote period. the pennsylvania road has now facilities for doing business equal to those of any road of the same length in the world; and, when a second track is completed, it is destined, for some years at least, to enjoy a monopoly of the carrying trade between pittsburg and philadelphia. much as we regret it, for the sake of the commonwealth which expended her millions without any thing like an adequate return, the canal is rapidly falling into disuse, and we see, with deep regret, that it has become entirely too slow for the age in which we live. with all the vitality forced into it that can be, we confess we can see no opposition in it to the road but such as is of the most feeble kind; yet all will agree that this opposition, trifling as it is, should continue to exist until such a time as other routes shall be opened between these points, and healthy competition established. but let us not dwell too much upon our modes of transit through the valley, lest the historian of a hundred years hence will find our remarks a fitting theme for ridicule, and laugh at us because we speak in glowing terms of a single railroad, and that road with but a single track for more than half its distance! in order to give the reader a little insight into the progress which has been made in the valley, let us turn statistician for a time, with the understanding, however, that we shall not be held responsible for the accuracy of dates. less than twenty-six years ago, george law sat upon the left bank of the juniata, two miles west of williamsburg, cutting stones for building two locks at that place. now the aforesaid law is supposed to be worth the snug little sum of six millions of dollars, and not long since was an aspirant for the presidential chair! thirty years ago, when frankstown was a place of some note, hollidaysburg contained but a few scattered cabins. in fact, twenty years ago it was "to fortune and to fame unknown;" yet it now contains a population (including that of gaysport) that will not fall much short of four thousand. less than twenty-five years ago, dr. p. shoenberger, while returning from baltimore with $ , in cash, fell in with the celebrated robber lewis on the broad top mountain. the intention of lewis, as he afterward acknowledged, was to rob him; but the doctor, although he was unacquainted with his fellow-traveller, had his suspicions awakened, and, by shrewd manoeuvering, succeeded in giving him the slip. had the $ , in question fallen into the hands of the robber, dr. shoenberger would have been bankrupt, and the probability is that he would have lived and died an obscure individual. instead of that, however, the money freed him from his embarrassments, and he died, but a few years ago, worth between four and five millions of dollars--more than one-half of which he accumulated by manufacturing iron in the valley of the juniata. less than sixteen years ago, a gentleman named zimmerman was a bar-keeper at the hotel of walter graham, esq., at yellow springs, in blair county, afterward a "mud-boss" on the pennsylvania canal, and subsequently a teamster at alleghany furnace. at the present day the said samuel zimmerman owns hotels, palaces, a bank of issue, farms, stocks, and other property, at niagara falls, in canada, which swell his income to $ , per annum. he is but thirty-eight years of age. should he live the length of time allotted to man, and his wealth steadily increase, at the end of threescore-and-ten years he can look upon ordinary capitalists, who have only a few millions at command, as men of limited means. let it not he presumed, however, that we notice these capitalists from any adoration of their wealth or homage to the men, but merely because their history is partially identified with the valley, and to show in what a singular manner the blind goddess will sometimes lavish her favors; for hundreds of men without money, but with brighter intellects and nobler impulses than ever were possessed by zimmerman, law, or shoenberger, have gone down to the grave "unwept, unhonored, and unsung," in the juniata valley. neither will the soughing of the west wind, as it sweeps through the valley, disturb their repose any more than it will that of the _millionaires_ when resting from "life's fitful fever" in their splendid mausoleums. less than ten years ago a railroad from huntingdon to broad top was deemed impracticable. since then, or, we may say, within the last four years, a substantial railroad has been built, reaching from the borough of huntingdon to hopewell, in bedford county, a distance of thirty-one miles; and the cars are now engaged in bringing coal from a region which, but a few years ago, was unexplored. in addition to the main track, there is a branch, six miles in length, extending to shoup's run. the coal-field contains eighty square miles of territory; and from the openings made at shoup's run and six mile run semi-bituminous coal has been taken the quality of which cannot be surpassed by any coal-fields in the world. along the line of the road quite a number of villages have sprung up. the first is worthington, some thirteen miles from huntingdon. the next is saxton, twenty-six miles from huntingdon. coalmont is the name of a flourishing village growing up on shoup's run, about a mile below the lowest coal-veins yet opened. barret is located about two miles farther up; and broad top city is located upon the summit of the mountain, at the terminus of the shoup's run branch, at which place a large three-story stone hotel has been built, and a number of lots disposed of, on which purchasers are bound to build during the summer of . less than eight years ago the author of these pages, while on a gunning expedition, travelled over the ground where altoona now stands. it was then almost a barren waste. a few fields, a solitary log farm-house and its out-buildings, and a school-house, alone relieved the monotony of the scene; yet now upon this ground stands a town with between three and four thousand inhabitants, where the scream of the engine is heard at all hours of the day and night,--where the roar of fires, the clang of machinery, and the busy hum of industry, never cease from the rising to the setting of the sun, and where real estate commands a price that would almost seem fabulous to those not acquainted with the facts. but of this enough. let us now proceed to examine the products of the valley. the lower end of it is a grain-growing region, the upper an iron-producing country; and it is owing to the mineral resources alone that the valley maintains the position it does and boasts of the wealth and population it now possesses. the juniata iron has almost a worldwide reputation; yet we venture to say that many of our own neighbors know little about the immense amount of capital and labor employed in its manufacture. the following is a list of the iron establishments in the valley:-- bedford county. name. location. owner. bloomfield furnace middle woodbury john w. duncan. lemnos furnace hopewell john king & co. lemnos forge hopewell john king & co. bedford forge hopewell john king & co. bedford foundry and machine-shop. bedford michael bannon. keagy's foundry woodbury snowden & blake. west providence foundry bloody run george baughman. blair county. name. location. owner. alleghany furnace logan township elias baker. blair furnace logan township h.n. burroughs. elizabeth furnace antes township martin bell. bald eagle furnace snyder township lyon, shorb & co. etna furnace and forge catharine township isett, keller & co. springfield furnace woodberry township d. good & co. rebecca furnace houston township e.h. lytle. sarah furnace greenfield township d. mccormick. gap furnace juniata township e.f. shoenberger. frankstown furnace frankstown a. & d. moore. harriet furnace alleghany township blair co. coal & iron co. hollidaysburg furnace gaysport watson, white & co. chimney rock furnace hollidaysburg gardener, osterloh & co. gaysport furnace gaysport smith & caldwell. portage works (rolling-mill, &c.) duncansville j. higgins & co. maria forges (two) juniata township j.w. duncan. lower maria forge juniata township d. mccormick. gap forge juniata township musselman & co. elizabeth forge antes township john bell. tyrone forges (two) snyder township lyon, shorb & co. cove forge woodberry township j. royer. franklin forge woodberry township d.h. royer. cold spring forge antes township isett & co. alleghany forge alleghany township e.h. lytle. hollidaysburg foundry and machine-shop hollidaysburg j.r. mcfarlane & co. gaysport foundry and gaysport mclanahan, watson & co. machine-shop tyrone foundry tyrone city j.w. mattern & co. williamsburg foundry williamsburg loncer & hileman. martinsburg foundry martinsburg crawford & morrow. penn'a railroad foundry altoona penna. railroad co. duncansville foundry duncansville mr. gibboney. axe and pick factory alleghany township j. colclesser. huntingdon county. name. location. owner. huntingdon furnace franklin township g.k. & j.h. shoenberger. monroe furnace jackson township george w. johnston & co. greenwood furnace jackson township a. & j. wright. rough and ready furnace hopewell township wood, watson & co. paradise furnace tod township trexler & co. mill creek furnace brady township irvin, green & co. edward furnace shirley township beltzhoover & co. rockhill furnace cromwell township isett, wigton & co. matilda furnace and forge springfield township shiffler & son. coleraine forges (two) franklin township lyon, shorb & co. stockdale forge franklin township john s. isett. ---- forge franklin township g.k. & j.h. shoenberger elizabeth forge franklin township martin gates's heirs. rolling mill and puddling forge porter township s. hatfield & son. juniata rolling mill and forge west township b. lorenz, (lessee.) barre forge porter township joseph green & co. alexandria foundry j. grafius. water street foundry job plympton. spruce creek foundry h.l. trawly. petersburg foundry h. orlady. huntingdon foundry j.m. cunningham & co. shirleysburg foundry john lutz. eagle foundry tod township j. & d. hamilton. mifflin county. name. location. owner. lewistown furnace lewistown etting, graff & co. hope furnace granville township w.w. happer & co. matilda furnace wayne township w. righter. brookland furnace mcveytown huntingdon, robison & co. brookland rolling mill mcveytown huntingdon, robison & co. freedom forge derry township j.a. wright & co. juniata foundry and machine-shop lewistown zeigler & willis. logan foundry lewistown a. marks & co. mcveytown foundry mcveytown faxon & co. axe factory near reedsville a. mann. plough foundry near reedsville j. & m. taylor. in addition to these, there may be some few foundries in juniata and perry counties, but no furnaces or forges in that portion of them which lies in the valley proper. it may be as well here to mention that the furnace of watson, white & co. is just completed; the chimney rock furnace will be completed during the summer of , as well as the furnace of messrs. smith & caldwell, in gaysport. these three furnaces follow the discovery of immense fossil ore-veins immediately back of hollidaysburg, which are supposed to extend, in irregular strata, from the river east as far as the basin extends. in addition to this, in the loop,--a basin lying between points of the cove mountain, south of frankstown,--mines capable of the most prolific yield have also been opened. the ore, smelted with coke, is said to produce the best iron in market, and commands a ready sale at excellent prices. from the discoveries of ore-deposits already made, and those that will follow future explorations, it is but reasonable to infer that, during the next four or five years, the number of furnaces will be considerably augmented; and at this time there is a project on foot for building an extensive rolling-mill and nail-factory at hollidaysburg. the foregoing list of iron establishments numbers seventy-three, (and we are by no means certain that we have enumerated all,) and employ some six or seven thousand men, directly or indirectly, and the capital invested cannot possibly fall far short of five millions of dollars. and all this vast source of wealth and happiness is drawn from the bosom of mother earth in a valley a little over a hundred miles in length. we say it boldly, and challenge contradiction, that the iron-mines of the juniata valley have yielded more clear profit, and entailed more blessings upon the human family, than ever the same extent of territory did in the richest diggings of california. but, great as the valley is, unquestionably half its resources have not yet been developed. along the base of the mountain are vast seams of coal that have never been opened, and forests of the finest timber, which only await capital and enterprise to show the real extent of our coal and lumber region. of the extent of the ore-fields of the valley no man can form any conception. time alone can tell. yet we are not without hope that ore will be found in such quantities, before the present generation shall have passed away, as shall make the valley a second wales in its iron operations. from de bow's census compendium of we copy the following, set down as an accurate statement of the amount of capital, hands employed, and amount produced, in all the counties of the valley, by manufactures, in that year:-- counties. capital. hands employed. amount produced. bedford $ , $ , blair , , , , huntingdon , , , , mifflin , , juniata , , perry , , ---------- ---- ---------- total $ , , $ , , this is manifestly an error; for we are satisfied that more capital and hands were employed in the iron business alone in , leaving out perry county, only a portion of which belongs to the valley proper. the gatherers of the statistics evidently did not enumerate the wood-choppers, charcoal-burners, teamsters, ore-diggers, and others, who labor for furnaces. yet, granting that the statistics of the manufactures of the valley, as given in the census report, are correct, and we deduct a tenth for manufactures other than iron, we are still correct; for since then new furnaces, forges, and foundries have been built, the capacity of old ones greatly enlarged, and many that were standing idle in are now in successful operation. in altoona alone, since then, hands find steady employment in working up the juniata iron at the extensive machine-shops and foundries of the pennsylvania railroad company. the following shows the population in , and in , together with the number of dwellings:-- counties. pop. in . pop. in . dwellings. bedford , , , blair, (formed out of huntingdon and bedford, ) -- , , huntingdon , , , mifflin , , , juniata , , , perry , , , ------- ------- ------ total , , , if we add to bedford the inhabitants taken from it to form fulton county, we shall find that the population increased , in the valley, between and . this may be rated as an ordinary increase. to the same increase, between and , we may add the extraordinary increase caused by the building of the pennsylvania and the broad top railroads, which, we think, will increase the population to double what it was in by the time the next census is taken. the number of dwellings in the valley, it will be observed, amounted, in , to , . since then, five hundred buildings have been erected in altoona, one hundred and fifty in tyrone, five hundred in the towns and villages along the line of the broad top road, a hundred along the line of the pennsylvania road, while the towns of hollidaysburg, huntingdon, mcveytown, lewistown, mifflin, and newport, and, in fact, all the villages in the valley, have had more or less buildings erected during the past five years. a corresponding number erected during the next five years will, we venture to predict, bring the census return of buildings up to , . let it also be remembered that the increase of population between and was made when the mania for moving to the west was at its height; when more people from the juniata located in iowa, wisconsin, illinois, and indiana, than will leave us during the next twenty years, unless some unforeseen cause should transpire that would start a fresh tide of western emigration. the fact that many who have taken up their residences in the far west would most willingly return, if they could, has opened the eyes of the people, in a measure; and many have become convinced that a man who cannot live and enjoy all the comforts of life on a fine pennsylvania farm can do little better upon the prairies of iowa or the ague-shaking swamps of indiana. as an evidence that money may be made at home here by almost any pursuit, attended with perseverance, we may incidentally mention that a gentleman near frankstown, who owns a small farm,--probably one hundred and sixty acres,--not only kept his family comfortable during the last year, but netted $ clear profit, being half the amount of the original purchase. is there a farm of the same size in iowa that produced to its owner so large a sum over and above all expenses? but, more than this, we can safely say, without fear of contradiction, that every acre of cultivated land in the juniata valley has, during the last two years, netted as much as the same amount of land in the most fertile and productive western state in the union. a large proportion of the people who have located in the west, actuated by that ruling passion of the human family--the accumulation of money, (mostly for dissipated heirs to squander,)--are engaged in speculating in lands. now, we venture to say that the increase in the price of some of the lands in the juniata valley will vie with the rapid rise in the value of western lands; and we are prepared to maintain our assertions with the proof. some years ago a gentleman in huntingdon county took a tract of timber-land, lying at the base of the mountain in blair county, for a debt of some four or five hundred dollars. the debt was deemed hopelessly bad, and the land little better than the debt itself. right willingly would the new owner have disposed of it for a trifle, but no purchaser could be found. anon the railroad was built, and a number of steam saw-mills were erected on lands adjoining the tract in question, when the owner found a ready purchaser at $ cash. a gentleman in gaysport, in the summer of , purchased twelve acres of ground back of hollidaysburg for seven hundred dollars. this sum he netted by the sale of the timber taken off it preparatory to breaking it up for cultivation. after owning it just one year, he disposed of it for $ ! a gentleman in hollidaysburg, in the fall of , bought three hundred and eighty acres of ground, adjoining the frankstown ore bank, for three hundred and eighty dollars. the undivided half of this land was sold on the d of february, , for $ , showing an increase in value of about per cent. in fifteen months; and yet the other half could not be purchased for $ . by this the land speculator will see that it is not necessary for him to go to the far west to pursue his calling while real estate rises so rapidly in value at home. within a few years past, the juniata country has been made a summer resort by a portion of the denizens of philadelphia, baltimore, and pittsburg. from either city it is reached after but a few hours' travel. the romantic scenery, the invigorating air, and the pure water of the mountains, are attractions that must eventually outweigh those of fashionable watering-places, with their customary conventional restraints. the hotels erected along the line of the pennsylvania railroad are admirably adapted, and have been built with a view to accommodate city-folks who wish to ruralize during the summer months. prominent among them we may mention the patterson house, kept by general bell; the house, kept by mrs. c. c. hemphill, at the lewistown station; the keystone hotel, at spruce creek, kept by colonel r. f. haslett; the city hotel, tyrone city; the large hotel at tipton; the logan house, in altoona; the two large hotels lately erected at cresson, by dr. jackson, (capable of accommodating five hundred guests;) and riffle's mansion house at the summit. in addition to these, all the larger towns contain excellent hotels. in short, we may say that the hotels of the valley, collectively, cannot be surpassed by country hotels anywhere. the valley is not without its natural curiosities to attract the attention of the man of leisure. the arch spring and the cave in sinking valley are probably among the greatest curiosities to be found in any country. the spring gushes from an opening arched by nature in such force as to drive a mill, and then sinks into the earth again. the subterranean passage of the water can be traced for some distance by pits or openings, when it again emerges, runs along the surface among rocky hills, until it enters a large cave, having the appearance of an immense tunnel. this cave has been explored as far as it will admit--some four hundred feet,--where there is a large room, and where the water falls into a chasm or vortex, and finds a subterranean passage through canoe mountain, and emerges again at its southern base, along which it winds down to water street and empties into the river. another of these subterranean wonders is a run back of tyrone city, where it sinks into the base of a limestone ridge, passes beneath a hill, and makes its appearance again at the edge of the town. the most remarkable spring, however, is one located on the right bank of the river, some seven miles below hollidaysburg. the peculiar feature about this spring is the fact that it ebbs and flows with the same regularity the tides do. the admirer of natural curiosities may arrive at it when it is brimming full or running over with the purest of limestone water; yet in a short time the water will commence receding, and within an hour or two the hole in the ground alone remains. then a rumbling noise is heard up the hill-side, and soon the water pours down until the spring is again overflowed. in the town of williamsburg, on the property of john k. neff, esq., there is a remarkable spring. it throws out a volume of water capable of operating a first-class mill, together with other machinery, although the distance from the spring to the river does not exceed the eighth of a mile. at spang's mill, in blair county, is by far the largest spring in the upper end of the valley. it has more the appearance of a small subterranean river breaking out at the hill-side than that of a spring. it is about three hundred yards long, varying in width from one hundred to one hundred and fifty feet. the water has a bluish-green tinge, and is so exceedingly pure that a drop of it placed under a microscope would show fewer animalculæ than a drop of river-water would after being filtered. formerly it contained thousands upon thousands of the finest brook trout; but of late years the number has been considerably diminished by the sportsmen who could obtain permission from mr. spang to entice them from their element with the tempting fly. a hundred feet from what is considered the end of the spring, there is a large grist-mill driven by its waters, which empty into the eastern reservoir of the pennsylvania canal, after traversing a distance of about three miles. within two miles from the head of the spring, its waters furnish motive-power to two grist-mills, a saw-mill, and four forges. as a singular circumstance in connection with this subject, we may mention that, within the memory of some of the older inhabitants, a considerable stream of water ran through the upper end of middle woodbury township, bedford county; but the spring at the head of it gave out, as well as several other springs which fed it, and now scarcely any traces of it remain. in facilities for teaching the rising generation the counties composing the valley are not behind any of their sister counties in the state, as the common school report for proves. ever mindful of the giver of all good and his manifold mercies to mankind, the people of the juniata region have reared fully as many temples to the worship of almighty god as the same number of inhabitants have done in any land where the light of the gospel shines. the following table, compiled from the census statistics, shows the number of churches in :-- --------------+-------+-----+----------+-------+-------+-----+----- sects. |bedford|blair|huntingdon|mifflin|juniata|perry|total --------------+-------+-----+----------+-------+-------+-----+----- baptist | | | | | | | christian | | | | | | | congregational| | | | | | | episcopal | | | | | | | free | | | | | | | friends | | | | | | | german | | | | | | | reformed | | | | | | | lutheran | | | | | | | mennonite | | | | | | | methodist | | | | | | | moravian | | | | | | | presbyterian | | | | | | | roman | | | | | | | catholic | | | | | | | tunker | | | | | | | union | | | | | | | minor sects | | | | | | | --------------+-------+-----+----------+-------+-------+-----+----- total | | | | | | | --------------+-------+-----+----------+-------+-------+-----+----- during the six years that have elapsed since the above statistics were taken, quite a number of new churches have been erected--probably not less than twenty. of this number four have been erected in altoona and three in tyrone city alone. and now, worthy reader, our voluntarily-assumed task is ended. as we glance over the pages of our work, we are made painfully aware of the fact that many of the narratives given are too brief to be very interesting. this is owing altogether to the fact that we chose to give unvarnished accounts as we received them, broken and unconnected, rather than a connected history garnished with drafts from the imagination. in thus steering clear of the shoals of fiction,--on which so many historians have wrecked,--we conceive that we have only done our duty to those who suggested to us this undertaking. we are strongly impressed with the idea that a history of the early settlement of the valley should have been written a quarter of a century ago. then it might have made a volume replete with all the stirring incidents of the times, for at that period many of the actors in the trials and struggles endured were still among us, and could have given details; while we were compelled to glean our information from persons on the brink of the grave, whose thoughts dwelt more upon the future than on the past. the modern history of the valley will be a subject for the pen of the historian a quarter of a century hence. we have given him a hint of some occurrences during the last half century; and for further particulars, during the next twenty-five years, we would refer him to the twenty newspapers published in the seven counties, from whose columns alone he will be able to compile an interesting history, sparing himself the trouble of searching among books, papers, and old inhabitants, for incidents that, unfortunately, never were recorded. the future of the valley no man knoweth. we even tax the yankee characteristic in vain when we attempt to guess its future. many yet unborn may live to see the fires of forges and furnaces without number illuminating the rugged mountains, and hear the screams of a thousand steam-engines. they may live, too, to see the day when population shall have so increased that the noble stag dare no longer venture down from the mountain to slake his thirst at the babbling brook, and when the golden-hued trout, now sporting in every mountain-stream, shall be extinct. but, before that time, there is reason to believe that the present generation, including your historian, will have strutted upon the stage the brief hour allotted to them, performed life's pilgrimage, and, finally, arrived at stereotyped by l. johnson & co. philadelphia. produced from scanned images of public domain material from the google print project.) transcriber's note minor punctuation errors have been changed without notice. printer errors have been changed and are listed at the end. all other inconsistencies are as in the original. characters that could not be displayed directly in latin- are transcribed as follows: _ - italics ^ - superscript yale historical manuscripts i published under the direction of the department of history from the income of the frederick john kingsbury memorial fund a journey to ohio in as recorded in the journal of margaret van horn dwight edited with an introduction by max farrand new haven yale university press copyright, , by yale university press printed in the united states of america first published, october, second printing, december, third printing, december, fourth printing, april, fifth printing, october, all rights reserved. this book may not be reproduced, in whole or in part, in any form (except by reviewers for the public press), without written permission from the publishers. introduction "if it be true that good wine needs no bush, 'tis true that a good play needs no epilogue;" and rosalind might well have added that a good story needs no prologue. the present journal is complete in itself, and it is such a perfect gem, that it seems a pity to mar its beauty by giving it any but the simplest setting. there are many readers, however, with enough human interest to wish to know who rosalind really was, and to be assured that she "married and lived happily ever after." that is the reason for this introduction. margaret van horn dwight was born on december , . she was the daughter of doctor maurice william dwight, a brother of president timothy dwight of yale, and margaret (dewitt) dwight. the death of her father in , and the subsequent marriage of her mother, was probably the reason for margaret dwight being taken by her grandmother, mary edwards dwight, a daughter of jonathan edwards, who trained her as her own child in her family in northampton. the death of her grandmother, february , , was the occasion of her going to live in new haven in the family of her aunt, elizabeth dwight, who had married william walton woolsey, and whose son was president theodore woolsey. three years later, in , margaret dwight left new haven to go to her cousins in warren, ohio. it was doubtless there that she met mr. bell, whom she married, december , , a year after her arrival. william bell, jr., was born in ireland, february , , and after he was a wholesale merchant in pittsburgh. the family genealogy formally records that margaret dwight bell became the mother of thirteen children, that she died on october , , and that she was "a lady of remarkable sweetness and excellence, and devotedly religious." family tradition adds a personal touch in relating that her home was a center of hospitality and that she herself was active and very vivacious. the journal of the rough wagon trip to ohio in was evidently kept by margaret dwight in fulfilment of a promise to her cousin, elizabeth woolsey, to whom it was sent as soon as the journey was over. a good many years later the journal was given to a son of the author, and the original is now in the possession of a granddaughter, miss katharine reynolds wishart of waterford, pennsylvania. it has been well cared for and is in excellent condition, except that the first two pages are missing. this is of less importance from the fact that two independent copies had been made. the text of the journal here printed is taken from the original manuscript, and is reproduced as accurately as typographical devices permit. max farrand. a journey to ohio milford friday eve. at capt pond's. shall i commence my journal, my dear elizabeth, with a description of the pain i felt at taking leave of all my friends, or shall i leave you to imagine?--the afternoon has been spent by me in the most painful reflections & in almost total silence by my companions- i have thought of a thousand things unsaid, a thousand kindnesses unpaid with thanks that i ought to have remembered more seasonably; and the neglect of which causes me many uneasy feelings- my neglecting to take leave of sally, has had the same effect- i hope she did not feel hurt by it, for it proceeded from no want of gratitude for her kindness to me. i did not imagine parting with any friend could be so distressing as i found leaving your mama. i did not know till then, how much i loved her & could i at that moment have retraced my steps! but it was too late to repent-- deacon wolcott & his wife are very kind, obliging, people, & miss wolcott is a very pleasant companion, i do not know what i should do without her. we came on to butler's this afternoon & i came immediately down to uncle pond's & drank tea. miss w. came with me & both uncle & aunt invited her to stay and sleep with me, which she accordingly did. cousin patty has been with me, to say good bye, to all my friends, & to-morrow we proceed to stamford. sat. night, d. nash's inn. middlesex- we had a cold, unsociable ride today, each one of us being occupied in thinking of the friends we had left behind & of the distance, which was every moment increasing, between them & us. mrs w has left an aged father in the last stages of consumption, that was a sufficient excuse for silence on her part. mr w. made several attempts to dispel & by kind words & _phebeish_[a] looks but without success; he appears to be a very fond husband. we stopt to _eat oats_ at a tavern in fairfield, west farms, an old lady came into the room where miss w. (whose name, by the way, is susan, not hannah, sally, or abby) & we were sitting. "well! gals where are you going?" "to new connecticut" "you bant tho- to new connecticut? why what a long journey! do you ever expect to get there? how far is it?" "near miles" "well gals, you gals & your husbands with you?" "no ma'am"- "not got your husbands! well i don't know- they say there's wild indians there!" the poor woman was then call'd out to her daughter (the mistress of the house) who she told us has been ill five months with a swelling & she had come that afternoon to see it _launch'd_ by the physicians who were then in the house-- she went out but soon return'd & told us they were "cutting her poor child all to pieces"- she did not know but she should as lieve see a wild indian as to see that scene over again-- i felt very sorry for the poor old lady- i could not help smiling at the comparison. the country we pass thro' till we are beyond n. york, i need not describe to you, nor indeed could i; for i am attended by a very unpleasant tho' not uncommon, companion- one to whom i have bow'd in subjection ever since i left you-pride-- it has entirely prevented my seeing the country lest i should be known-- you will cry "for shame" & so did i but it did no good- i could neither shame nor reason it away, & so i suppose it will attend me to the mountains, then i am sure it will bid me adieu- "for you know the proverb" 'pride dwelleth not among the mountains'- i don't certainly know where this proverb is to be found, but julia can tell you- for if i mistake not it is on the next page to "there is nothing sweet" &c- i do not find it so unpleasant riding in a waggon as i expected-nor am i very much fatigued with it- but four weeks to ride all the time, is fatigueing to think of- we came on to nash's tavern where we found no company excepting one gentleman who looks like a d^r susannah (m^r nash's granddaughter) says he is a "particular bit" one who likes good eating & a great deal of waiting upon, better than he likes to pay for it- here we stay over the sabbath. footnotes: [footnote a: for the description at the word _phebeish_, the reader is referred to miss julia.] sunday eve-- this morning susannah came & invited us to attend meeting- we at first refused but i afterwards chang'd my mind, & "took a notion" (as susannah told her friends to whom she did me the honour to introduce me) to go- so taking an apple to eat on the road we set out for the church- it was "situated on an eminence" but was a small old wooden building-the minister; who i found was brother to m^r fisher, susannah told me was not very well liked by some "he hadn't so good a gait to deliver his sermons as some," but she believ'd he was a very serious good man- she then gave me his history but i cannot spend time to give it to you- - the sermon had nothing very striking in it but if i had time i would write you the text heads &c just to let you see i remember it, though i fear it has done me no good for i heard it like a stranger and did not realize that i was interested in it _at_ all- i was entirely of susannah's opinion respecting the preacher, for i thought his "gait to deliver" was better than his voice, for he has a most terrible _nasal twang_--before we got home at noon, i had found out the squire & half the parish, susannah's history & many other _interesting_ things which i have almost forgotten--i saw or well dress'd good looking girls, & as many young men answering the first part of the description, one of whom was chorister- & another, from the resemblance he bears them, i imagine must be brother to miss haines or the n york sexton---- i went all day to meeting & am now very tir'd, for our walk was a very long one, i should think almost miles each way which would make almost miles for one poor sermon---- october - monday- cook's inn--county west chester-- i never will go to new connecticut with a _deacon_ again, for we put up at every byeplace in the country to _save expence_- it is very grating to my pride to go into a tavern & furnish & cook my own provision- to ride in a wagon &c &c- but that i can possibly get along with- but to be oblig'd to pass the night in such a place as we are now in, just because it is a little cheaper, is more than i am willing to do- i should even rather drink clear rum out of the wooden bottle after the deacon has drank & wip'd it over with his band, than to stay here another night-- the house is very small & very dirty- it serves for a tavern, a store, & i should imagine hog's pen stable & every thing else- the air is so impure i have scarcely been able to swallow since i enter'd the house- the landlady is a fat, dirty, ugly looking creature, yet i must confess very obliging- she has a very suspicious countenance & i am very afraid of her- she seems to be master, as well as mistress & storekeeper, & from the great noise she has been making directly under me for this half hour, i suspect she has been "stoning the raisins & watering the rum"- all the evening there has been a store full of noisy drunken fellows, yet m^r wolcott could not be persuaded to bring in but a small part of the baggage, & has left it in the waggon before the door, as handy as possible- miss w's trunk is in the bar-room unlock'd the key being broken today- it contains a bag of money of her father's, yet she could not persuade him to bring it up stairs-- i feel so uneasy i cannot sleep & had therefore rather write than not this hour- some one has just gone below stairs after being as i suppos'd in bed this some time- for what purpose i know not-unless to go to our trunks or waggon- the old woman, (for it was her who went down,) tells me i must put out my candle so good night---- tuesday morn--i went to bed last night with fear & trembling, & feel truly glad to wake up & find myself alive & well- if our property is all safe, we shall have double cause to be thankful-- the old woman kept walking about after i was in bed, & i then heard her in close confab with her husband a long time-- our room is just large enough to contain a bed a chair & a very small stand- our bed has one brown sheet & one pillow- the sheet however appear'd to be clean, which was more than we got at nash's- there we were all oblig'd to sleep in the same room without curtains or any other screen- & our sheets there were so dirty i felt afraid to sleep in them- we were not much in favor at our first arrival there; but before we left them, they appear'd quite to like us- & i don't know why they should not, for we were all very clever, notwithstanding we rode in a waggon-- m^rs nash said she should reckon on't to see us again (miss w & me) so i told her that in years she might expect to see me- she said i should never come back alone, that i would certainly be married in a little while- but i am now more than ever determin'd not to oblige myself to spend my days there, by marrying should i even have an opport^y-- i am oblig'd to write every way so you must not wonder at the badness of the writing- i am now in bed & writing in my lap- susan has gone to see if our baggage is in order-- i hear the old woman's voice talking to the good deacon- & an "i beg your pardon" comes out at every breath almost--oh i cannot bear to see her again she is such a disgusting object-- the men have been swearing & laughing in the store under me this hour- & the air of my room is so intolerable, that i must quit my writing to go in search of some that is _breathable_- i don't know how far i shall be oblig'd to go for it- but there is none very near i am certain-- having a few moments more to spare before we set out, with my book still in my lap, i hasten to tell you we found everything perfectly safe, & i believe i wrong'd them all by suspicions--the house by day light looks worse then ever- every kind of thing in the room where they live- a chicken half pick'd hangs over the door- & pots, kettles, dirty dishes, potatoe barrels- & every thing else- & the old woman- it is beyond my power to describe her- but she & her husband & both very kind & obliging- it is as much as a body's life is worth to go near them-- the air has already had a medicinal effect upon me-- i feel as if i had taken an emetic- & should stay till night i most certainly should be oblig'd to take my bed, & that would be certain death-- i did not think i could eat in the house- but i did not dare refuse- the good deacon nor his wife did not mind it, so i thought i must not-- the old creature sits by eating, & we are just going to my great joy so good bye, good bye till to-night---- tuesday noon- ferry house near state prison- it has been very cold & dusty riding to day-- we have met with no adventure yet, of any kind-- we are now waiting at the ferry house to cross the river as soon as wind & tide serve- the white waves foam terribly how we shall get across i know not, but i am in great fear- if we drown there will be an end of my journal---- hobuck, wednesday morn-buskirck's inn-- after waiting or hours at the ferry house, we with great difficulty cross'd the ferry & i, standing brac'd against one side of the boat involuntarily endeavouring to balance it with my weight & groaning at every fresh breeze as i watch'd the side which almost dipt in the water- & the ferrymen swearing at every breath- m^r, m^{rs} & miss wolcott viewing the city and vainly wishing they had improv'd the time of our delay to take a nearer view---- at length we reach'd this shore almost frozen- the ferry is a mile & an half wide-- i was too fatigued to write last night & soon after we came retired to bed- we were again oblig'd all to sleep in one room & in dirty sheets- but pass'd the night very comfortably--if good wishes have any influence, we shall reach our journey's end in peace- for we obtain them from everyone-- the morning is pleasant & we are soon to ride----m^{rs} buskirck the landlady, i should imagine is about years of age & she sits by with a three year old child in her lap- she wears a long ear'd cap & looks so old i thought she must be grandmother till i enquir'd-- springfield-new jersey- pierson's inn-wed^y-pm oclock- "what is every body's business is no body's" for instance- it is nobody's business where we are going, yet every body enquires- every toll gatherer & child that sees us---- i am almost discouraged- we shall never get to new connecticut or any where else, at the rate we go on- we went but eleven miles yesterday & to day-- our waggon wants repairing & we were oblig'd to put up for the night at about oclock.---- i think the country so far, much pleasanter than any part of connecticut we pass'd thro'-but the turnpike roads are not half as good- the deacon & his family complain most bitterly of the gates & toll bridges- tho' the former is very good-natur'd with his complaints-- also the tavern expenses are a great trouble- as i said before i will never go with a deacon again- for we go so slow & so cheap, that i am almost tir'd to death. the horses walk, walk hour after hour while m^r w sits _reckoning his expenses_ & forgetting to drive till some of us ask when we shall get there?- then he remembers the longer we are on the road the more _expensive_ it will be, & whips up his horses--and when erastus the son, drives, we go still slower for fear of hurting the horses-- since i left you i have conceived such an aversion for doctors & the words, expense, expensive, cheap & expect, that i do not desire ever to see the one (at least to need them) or hear the others again, in my life-- i have just found out that elizabeth town is but miles off & have been to the landlord to enquire if i cannot possibly get there & he encourages me a little, i cannot write more till i am certain- oh if i can but see my brother! after a long crying spell, i once more take up my pen to tell you i cannot go,- there is no chair or side saddle to be got, & i will, by supposing him at new york, try to content myself- to describe my disappointment would be impossible--it is such an agravation of my pain, to know myself so near & then not see him-- i have the greater part of the time till now, felt in better spirits than i expected-my journal has been of use to me in that respect----i did not know but i should meet with the same fate that a cousin of m^r hall's did, who like me, was journeying to a new, if not a western country- she was married on her way & prevented from proceeding to her journey's end- there was a man to day in camptown where we stopt to eat, not oats but gingerbread, who enquired, or rather _expected_ we were going to the hio- we told him yes & he at once concluded it was to get husbands- he said winter was coming on & he wanted a wife & believ'd he must go there to get him one- i concluded of course the next thing would be, a proposal to miss w or me to stay behind to save trouble for us both; but nothing would suit him but a rich widow, so our hopes were soon at an end- disappointment is the lot of man & we may as well bear them with a good grace- this thought restrain'd my tears at that time, but has not been able to since-- what shall i do? my companions say they shall insist upon seeing my journal & i certainly will not show it to them, so i told them i would bring it with me the first time i came to henshaw (the place where they live) & read it to them; but i shall do my utmost to send it to you before i go- that would be a sufficient excuse for not performing my promise which must be conditional--i will not insist upon your reading this thro' my dear elizabeth & i suspect by this time you feel quite willing to leave it unread further- i wish i could make it more interesting-- i write just as i feel & think at the moment & i feel as much in haste to write every thing that occurs, as if you could know it the moment it was written- i must now leave you to write to my brother, for if i cannot see him i will at least write him- i cannot bear the idea of leaving the state without once more seeing him-- i hope next to write you from miles hence at least--poor susan feels worse to night than me, & m^{rs} wolcott to cheer us, tells us what we have yet to expect- this you may be sure has the desir'd effect & raises our spirits at once-- friday morn- chester n j. we left springfield yesterday about nine oclock & came on to chester about miles from spring^d----patience & perseverance will get us to n c in time-but i fear we shall winter on our way there, for instead of four weeks, i fear we shall be four times four---- we found an excellent tavern here compar'd with any we have yet found, & we had for the first time clean sheets to sleep in- we pass'd thro' morristown yesterday, & small villages- one called chatham i do not know the names of the others-- it is very hilly in n jersey, & what is very strange, we appear almost always to be going up hill, but like the squirrel, never rise inches higher- the hills look very handsomely at a little distance,- but none of them are very high---- m^r & m^{rs} wolcott, after telling us every thing dreadful, they could think of, began encouraging us by changing sides & relating the good as well as the bad- they are sure i shall like warren better than i expect & think i shall not regret going in the least---- the weather yesterday was very pleasant, & is this morning also- we wish to reach easton to day, but i am sure we shall not, for it is miles distant- or hundred miles appears like a short journey to me now- indeed i feel as if i could go almost any distance- my courage & spirits & both very good--one week is already gone of the -- i wish i could fly back to you a few minutes while we are waiting---- mansfield-n j-sat-morn october - we yesterday travell'd the worst road you can imagine- over mountains & thro' vallies- we have not i believe, had rods of level ground the whole day- and the road some part of it so intolerably bad on every account, so rocky & so gullied, as to be almost impassable- miles this side morristown, we cross'd a mountain call'd schyler or something like it- we walk'd up it, & m^{rs} w told us it was a little like some of the mountains only not half so bad--indeed every difficulty we meet with is compar'd to something worse that we have yet to expect- we found a house built in the heart of the mountain near some springs- in a romantic place-whether the springs are medicinal or not, i do not know- but i suspect they are, & that the house is built for the accommodation of those who go to them- for no human creature, i am sure, would wish to live there- opposite the house are stairs on the side of the mountain & a small house resembling a bathing house, at the head of them-- soon after we cross'd the mountain, we took a wrong road, owing to the neglect of those whose duty it is to erect guide boards, & to some awkward directions given-- this gave us a great deal of trouble, for we were oblig'd in order to get right again, to go across a field where the stones were so large & so thick that we scarcely touch'd the ground the whole distance- at last the road seem'd to end in a hogs pen, but we found it possible to get round it, & once more found ourselves right again- we met very few people, yet the road seem'd to have been a great deal travelled- one young man came along & caus'd us some diversion, for he eyed us very closely & then enter'd into conversation with m^r w who was walking a little forward-he told him he should himself set out next week for pittsburg- & we expect to see him again before we get there-- erastus enquir'd the road of him & he said we must go the same way he did; so we follow'd on till we put up for the night; he walking his horse all the way & looking back at the waggon-as soon as we came to the inn he sat on his horse at the door till he saw us all quietly seated in the house & then rode off- which of us made a conquest i know not, but i am sure one of us did----we have pass'd thro' but towns in n j- but several small villages- dutch valley, between some high hills & the mountain- batestown, where we stopt to _bait_-& some others- all too small to deserve a name- at last we stopt at mansfield at an inn kept by philip fits (a little f). we found it kept by young women, whom i thought _amazoons_- for they swore & flew about "like _witches_" they talk & laugh'd about their sparks &c &c till it made us laugh so as almost to affront them- there was a young woman visiting them who reminded me of lady di spanker-for sprung from the ground to her horse with as much agility as that lady could have done-- they all took their pipes before tea---- one of them appears to be very unhappy- i believe she has a very cross husband if she is married- she has a baby & a pretty one-- their manners soften'd down after a while & they appear to be obliging & good natur'd---- pennsylvania- saturday eve- miles from bethlehem- hanover- oct ^{th} before i write you anything i will tell you where & how we are- we are at a dutch tavern almost crazy- in one corner of the room are a set of dutchmen talking singin & laughing in dutch so loud, that my brain is almost turn'd- they one moment catch up a fiddle & i expect soon to be pulled up to dance- i am so afraid of them i dare hardly stay in the house one night; much less over the sabbath- i cannot write so good night-- sunday morn- i have hesitated a long time whether i ought to write or not, & have at length concluded i may as well write as anything else, for i cannot read or listen to deacon w who is reading- for i am almost distracted. we have determin'd (or rather m^r w has & we must do as he says) to spend the sabbath among these wicked wretches- it would not be against my conscience to ride to day rather than stay here, for we can do no good & get none- & how much harm they may do us i know not- but they look as if they had sufficient inclination to do us evil-- sunday eve- sundown- i can wait no longer to write you, for i have a great deal to say- i should not have thought it possible to pass a sabbath in our country among such a dissolute vicious set of wretches as we are now among--i believe at least dutchmen have been here to day to smoke, drink, swear, pitch cents, almost dance, laugh & talk dutch & stare at us- they come in, in droves young & old- black & white- women & children- it is dreadful to see so many people that you cannot speak to or understand-- they are all high dutch, but i hope not a true specimen of the pennsylvanians generally-- just as we set down to tea, in came a dozen or two of women, each with a child in her arms, & stood round the room- i did not know but they had come in a body to claim me as one of their kin, for they all resemble me- but as they said nothing to me, i concluded they came to see us _yankees_, as they would a learned pig-- the women dress in striped linsey woolsey petticoats & short gowns not inches in length- they look very strangely- the men dress much better- they put on their best cloaths on sunday, which i suppose is their only holiday, & "keep it up" as they call it-- a stage came on from bethlehem & stopt here, with girls & a well dress'd _fellow_ who sat between them an arm round each-- they were probably going to the next town to a dance or a frolic of some kind-for the driver, who was very familiar with them, said he felt just right for a frolic-- i suspect more liquor has been sold to day than all the week besides-- the children have been calling us yankees (which is the only english word they can speak) all day long-whether it was meant as a term of derision or not, i neither know nor care- of this i am sure, they cannot feel more contempt for me than i do for them;-tho' i most sincerely pity their ignorance & folly- there seems to be no hope of their improvement as they will not attend to any means- after saying so much about the people, i will describe our yesterday's ride- but first i will describe our last nights lodging- susan & me ask'd to go to bed- & mrs w spoke to m^r riker the landlord-(for no woman was visible)- so he took up a candle to light us & we ask'd m^{rs} w to go up with us, for we did not dare go alone- when we got into a room he went to the bed & open'd it for us, while we were almost dying with laughter, & then stood waiting with the candle for us to get into bed- but m^{rs} w- as soon as she could speak, told him she would wait & bring down the candle & he then left us- i never laugh'd so heartily in my life- our bed to sleep on was straw, & then a feather bed for covering- the pillows contain'd nearly a single handful of feathers, & were cover'd with the most curious & dirty patchwork, i ever saw-we had one bedquilt & one sheet- i did not undress at all, for i expected dutchmen in every moment & you may suppose slept very comfortably in that expectation----m^r & m^{rs} w, & another woman slept in the same room- when the latter came to bed, the man came in & open'd her bed also, after we were all in bed in the middle of the night, i was awaken'd by the entrance of three dutchmen, who were in search of a bed- i was almost frightened to death- but m^r w at length heard & stopt them before they had quite reach'd our bed- before we were dress'd the men were at the door- which could not fasten, looking at us- i think _wild indians_ will be less terrible to me, than these creatures- nothing vexes me more than to see them set & look at us & talk in dutch and laugh-- now for our ride- after we left mansfield, we cross'd the longest hills, and the worst road, i ever saw- two or three times after riding a little distance on turnpike, we found it fenced across & were oblig'd to turn into a wood where it was almost impossible to proceed- large trees were across, not the road for there was none, but the only place we could possibly ride- it appear'd to me, we had come to an end of the habitable part of the globe- but all these difficulties were at last surmounted, & we reach'd the delaware- the river where it is cross'd, is much smaller than i suppos'd- the bridge over it is elegant i think-- it is covered & has windows each side-- as soon as we pass'd the bridge, we enter'd easton, the first town in pennsylvania- it is a small but pleasant town- the houses are chiefly small, & built of stone- very near together- the meeting house, bank, & i think, market, are all of the same description- there are a few very handsome brick houses, & some wooden buildings--from easton, we came to bethlehem, which is miles distant from it- m^r w. went a mile out of his way, that we might see the town- it contains almost entirely dutch people-- the houses there are nearly all stone- but like easton it contains some pretty brick houses- it has not half as many stores as easton---- the meeting house is a curious building-it looks like a castle- i suppose it is stone,- the outside is plaister'd- we left our waggon to view the town- we did not know whether the building was a church or the moravian school, so we enquir'd of or men who only answer'd in dutch- m^r & m^{rs} w were purchasing bread, & susan & i walk'd on to enquire- we next saw a little boy on horseback, & he could only say "me cannot english" but he i believe, spoke to another, for a very pretty boy came near us & bow'd & expecting us to speak, which we soon did; & he pointed out the school & explained the different buildings to us as well as he was able; but we found it difficult to understand him, for he could but just "english"- we felt very much oblig'd to him, though we neglected to tell him so- he is the only polite dutchman small or great, we have yet seen; & i am unwilling to suppose him a _dutchman_. the school buildings are low, long stone houses- the stone houses are not at all handsome- but rather ugly--where we stopt to bait yesterday, we found another waggon containing a widow jackson, her sons & a daughter in law- they enquir'd where we were going & told us they were going to the same place & immediately join'd our party- we were sorry as we did not wish an addition to our party, & thought by not travvelling on sunday we should lose their company, but rather than lose ours, they wait till monday-they are very clever people apparently, & we may possibly be benefited by them before we end our journey--we now find the benefit of having our own provision- for i would not eat anything we could get here. monday morn-october - it rains & we shall have a dismal day i am afraid-m^r w's harness last night was very much injur'd by being chew'd to pieces by a cow- i have broken my parasol handle a little, but it will not much injure it-i have a bad cold to day- which i know not how i have taken- i more than ever wish to reach warren-- pennsylvania- monday-eve- a dutchman's inn- i dont know where. palks county-or some thing like it-- we have only pass'd thro' small towns to day, allenstown & kluztown- the former is about miles from hannover, where we spent the sabbath, & from bethlehem- before we enter'd the town, we cross'd the lehi in places- it was not deep, & we forded it to save time & _expence_- it runs i believe through bethlehem or at the side of it & is a very small river- allentown is not a pleasant place-the houses are almost all stone- it contains small stone churches- we went into a store, where i bought me a coarse tooth comb for cents- i should never get accustom'd to the pensylvania currency- it diverts me to hear them talk of their fippenny bits (as they pronounce it) & their eleven penny bits-- kluztown is but a few miles from allentown-it has but one short street which is very thickly built with stone & log houses-- it is rather a dirty street & not more pleasant than the others stone is used for everything in this state- the barns & houses are almost entirely built of it- i imagine the dutch pride themselves on building good barns, for a great many of than are very elegant- they are & stories high, have windows & one or . i saw with blinds- they are larger & handsomer than most of the houses- the dutch women are all out as we pass, dressing flax, picking up apples &c &c-the dress of the women grows worse & worse-we find them now with very short petticoats, no short gown & barefoot-- the country is not pleasant, at least does not appear so as we ride thro' it at all- i should think the land must be good as we see large fields of grain very frequently- there does not appear to be as much fruit as in n y & n j--we saw immense quantities of apples in each of those states, particularly n j- there would be thousands of bushels at the cider presses, & still the trees would be borne down with them-- the roads in this state are pretty good, where, dame nature has not undertaken to pave them- but she has so much other business on hand that she has never learn'd to pave, & makes a wretched hand at it- i wish she could be persuaded to leave it to art for the future; for we are very great sufferers for her work- it is quite amusing to see the variety of paintings on the innkeeper's signs- i saw one in n j with tho^s jeff'^{ns} head & shoulders & his name above it- to day i saw gen g washington- his name underneath- gen putnam riding down the steps at horseneck- one sign was merely little kegs hanging down one after the other- they have the sun rising, setting, & at meridian, here a full moon, a new moon, the moon & stars around her, the lion & unicorn "fighting &c", & every thing else that a dutchman has ever seen or heard of- i do not believe one of them has wit enough to invent any thing, even for a sign----several of these creatures sit by jabbering dutch so fast, that my brain is turn'd & my thoughts distracted, & i wonder i have been able to write a word- if you find it unintelligible you must not wonder or blame me- a dozen will talk at once & it is really intolerable- i wish uncle porter was here-how can i live among them weeks? we have come about miles to day- it rain'd a very little this morning & the rest of the day has been quite pleasant tho' somewhat cold- tomorrow we pass thro' reading-- wednesday oct^ber ^st highdleburg-penn- we pass'd through reading yesterday which is one of the largest & prettiest towns i have seen-we stopt about hours in the town, & i improved my time in walking about to see it- i went into the stores enquiring for a scissor case- almost every one could talk english- but i believe the greatest part of them were dutch people- as soon as we left reading, we cross'd the schuylkill- it was not deeper than the lehi, & we rode thro' it in our waggon. a bridge was begun over it, but the man broke & was unable to finish it- it would have been an excellent one had it been completed- it is now grown over with grass & serves as a walk for the ladies---- we put up for the night at leonard shaver's tavern-he is a dutchman, but has one of the most agreeable women for his wife i have seen in this state-i was extremely tir'd when we stopt, & went immediately to bed after tea- & for the first time for a long while, undress'd me & had a comfortable nights rest- we are oblig'd to sleep every & any way- at most of the inns now---- my companions were all disturb'd by the waggoners who put up here & were all night in the room below us, eating, drinking, talking, laughing & swearing- poor m^r w- was so disturb'd that he is not well this morning, & what is more unpleasant to us, is not good natur'd, & m^rs w has been urging him this half hour, to eat some breakfast- he would only answer "i shan't eat any"-but at length swallow'd some in sullen silence- but is in a different way preparing to ride-- if i were going to be married i would give my _intended_, a gentle emetic, or some such thing to see how he would bear being sick a little- for i could not coax a husband as i would a child, only because he was a little sick & a great deal cross- i trust i shall never have the trial- i am sure i should never bear it with temper & patience. m^r w is i believe a very pious good man, but not naturally pleasant temper'd- religion however, has corrected it in a great degree, but not wholly overcome it- m^{rs} w- is an amiable sweet temper'd woman, as i ever saw; the more i know her, the better i love her- susan is a charming girl-but erastus is rather an obstinate boy- he feels superiour to his father & every one else, in wisdom--m^{rs} jackson is a clever woman i believe, but i have a prejudice against her which i cannot overcome- she is very inquisitive and very communicative- she resembles moll lyman or rather crazy moll of northampton in her looks- she has considerable property & feels it very sensibly- her youngest son is almost eighteen & has his wife with him, who is not quite as old- they have been married months, & are a most loving couple- i cannot help thinking whenever i see them together, of "love i sophia?" &c-- her name is eliza & his, john-- the other son is a very obliging but not a very polish'd young man- i like them all better than at first---- wednesday eve- miller's town- penn- oct- ^{st} we have come miles to day, & just begin to shorten the distance between pittsburgh & us, & to increase it between phildelphy (as the dutchmen call it,) & us- it has for a long time been miles to pitts^g & to phil^{hia}- but is now to one & more than to the other-- it began snowing this morning which rendered our ride more unpleasant than before- m^r w has continued just as he was in the morning- scarcely a word has been spoken by any of us- i never felt more low spirited & discouraged in my life- we have pass'd through little towns to day- moyerstown & the other i don't know the name of- we also pass'd thro lebanon which appear'd to be a town of considerable size & pleasant- we did not stop at all in it- the other towns were merely one short dirty street- this town is one street only, but a tolerably pretty one- there are a number of good houses in it- we have once more got among people of our own nation & language- & they appear very clever-- harrisburg- p- thursday- eve-november- ^{st} - it has been snowing fast all the afternoon & we found it very difficult travelling & were oblig'd to put up just in the edge of the town- it was m^r w's intention to cross the susquehannah which is the other side the town- we shall not pass thro' it- we cross'd the sweet arrow, a little river about miles from the susquehannah-- we cross'd it in our waggon-m^r jeremiah rees is our landlord- his wife is sick with a fever arising from the hives at first- he has a sister who seems to take the direction of the female part of the business- she is a strange creature- friday morn- i have been very much diverted at hearing some part of her history which she told last night, after drinking a little too much i suppose-she says she has property if she is not married- she had her fortune told a short time since- & was told to think of a certain gentleman living about miles off- which she did, & thought so hard that a drop of blood fell from her nose- she was telling m^{rs} jackson of this & ask'd how far she was going- being told about miles- well she said she really believ'd her oldest son was the young man she was to have, for he looks just like the one she thought of- the young man will be quite flatter'd no doubt---- we are all in tolerably good spirits notwithstanding we are unable to proceed on our journey- it still continues snowing, & we shall stay here till tomorrow morning & how much longer i do not know---- there was a cockfighting in the house last night & a great many of the "finest young men in the town" got so intoxicated as to be unable to get home without assistance---- m. v. d. sunday eve- east pensboro' township- p- we left m^r rees' yesterday ten oclock- & after waiting some time at the ferry house, cross'd the susquehanna with considerable difficulty- the river is a mile wide & so shallow that the boat would scrape across the large stones so as almost to prevent it from proceeding- we only came miles- the riding was awful- & the weather so cold that i thought i should perish riding miles- this will do well for us, miles in days- we were to have seen the mountains yesterday, but are miles from it-- i should like to have staid at m^r rees' till we reach home if it was possible, notwithstanding we had like to have all lost our characters there- while we were at breakfast, the black wench miss'd nearly dollars of money, & very impudently accused us with taking it, in rather an indirect manner-- i felt at first very angry, but anger soon gave place to pity for the poor girls loss- it was money she had been saving for a long time that she might get enough to buy her a dress- but she left it about very carelessly in the closet where any one might have taken it who was so disposed-- but had i been inclined to steal, i could not have stolen from a poor black girl- i would rather have given her as much- i never felt so queerly in my life- to be suspected of theft was so new & unexpected to me, that i was wholly unprepar'd for it-- we went to m^r rees & begg'd him to take some method to satisfy the girl we were innocent but we could not prevail on him to, tho' we really wish'd it-he gave the girl a severe scolding & desir'd us not to remember it against them, or to suffer ourselves to be made a moment uneasy by it, & both himself and m^rs rees were extremely sorry any thing of the kind had happen'd- the girl continued crying & assuring us her money had been safe all summer till then & nobody had been near it but us- i, nor any of us had any doubt that the landlord's sister, whom i before mention'd, had taken it- she had the day before or ninepences in her shoes, & when m^r w ventur'd to ask her if she had not taken it to tease the wench, she swore by every thing she had not touch'd it- she said it was fashionable for ladies to carry money in their shoes- i suppose she had long been eyeing it, & thought then would be a good opper^ty to take it but did not intend it should be discover'd till we were gone & unable to defend ourselves from the charge which she then meant to make against us-- she is so worthless a character in every respect, that i am certain she could be guilty of stealing upon occasion-- she was very fond of telling what ladies, like _her_ & _me_, did & wore-- she is between & y^{rs} of age- it was an honour i was not very tenacious of, to be rank'd with her ladyship-the money was not found before we left there & i suppose the poor girl feels as certain some one of us have it, as that she has lost it- should i ever return this way i would call & enquire about it- i hope it will be found with babby (for that is the creatures name)-- we put up for the sabbath at a tavern where none but the servants deign to look at us- when i am with such people, my proud spirit rises & i feel superior to them all-- i believe no regard is paid to the sabbath any where in this state- it is only made a holiday of-- so much swearing as i have heard amongst the pensylvanians both men & women i have never heard before during my whole life- i feel afraid i shall become so accustom'd to hearing it, as to feel no uneasiness at it. harrisburgh is a most dissipated place i am sure- & the small towns seem to partake of the vice & dissipation of the great ones-- i believe m^{rs} jackson has cast her eyes on susan or me for a daughter in law- for my part, though i feel very well disposed toward the young man, i had not thought of _making a bargain_ with him, but i have jolted off most of my high notions, & perhaps i may be willing to descend from a judge to a blacksmith- i shall not absolutely determine with respect to him till i get to warren & have time to look about me & compare him with the judges dobson & stephenson- it is clever to have two or three strings to ones bow-- but in spite of my prejudices, they are _very clever_-- among my list of _cast offs_, i would rank dutchmen, a pensylvania waggoner, ditto gentlemen- for their prophanity- & a slut- the words, landlord & lady, terrible,- get married,- get a husband-&c &c-- i do not find it as easy to write a journal as i had hoped- for we are seldom favour'd with any more than the barroom, & there is always as many men as the room will hold besides our party, & there is nine of us- so you may judge whether i find it difficult or not- i frequently begin a sentence & forget how to finish it,- for the conversation grows so loud, that i am oblig'd to listen to it & write between whiles- i sometimes get quite discouraged & think i will not try again, but i take too much pleasure in writing, to give it up willingly-- miles west of carlisle- penn-monday nov- ^{th}- we came but a little peice as the dutchmen say, to day, & are in a most curious place to night- if possible i will describe it- it is a log hut built across the road from the tavern, for _movers-_ that the landlord need not be _bother'd_ with them-- had it been possible for our horses to have reached another inn we should not have staid with the cross old dutch fellow-we have a good fire, a long dirty table, a few boards nailed up for a closet, a dozen long boards in one side & as many barrels in the other- benches to sit on, two bottomless chairs, & a floor containing dirt enough to plant potatoes-- the man says he has been so bother'd with movers, that he has taken down his sign, for he does not need his tavern to live-- if we had a mind to stay we might but if we chose to go on he had no objection-- cross old witch- i had rather have walk'd miles than stay, but the poor horses could not-- we are going to sleep on the floor all in a room together in the old stile without bothering the old scamp, for any thing-mrs jackson has beds-- if i did not feel provok'd with the wretch i should rest comfortably- tues- morn- the old man i believe feels a little asham'd of his treatment of us & was going to make some apology, but concluded by saying with a forced laugh, that if we ever came there again, he would treat us just so- he may if has oppor^{ty}-- tuesday night- nov- ^{th}- we have only counted miles to day although the riding has been much better than for several days past- we stopt in shippenburgh at noon- the town contains only one street a mile & a half in length & very thickly built- the street is some part of it pleasant, & some part dirty-- i saw in it a handsome young gentleman who was both a dutchman & pennsylvanian, yet in an hour & half i did not hear him make use of a single oath or prophane word- it was a remarkable instance, the only one i have known, & i could not but remark it- prophanity is the characteristic of a pennsylvanian---- we are miles from strasburgh & the mountains, & one of our horses is ill, owing to erastus giving him too many oats- erastus is master rather than his father, & will do as he pleases for all any one- he is a stubborn fellow, & so impudent to his mother & sister, that i have no patience with him-- we are not as bless'd as the israelites were, for our shoes wax old & our cloaths wear out-- i don't know that mine will last till i get there---- ---- ---- ---- ---- ---- wed- morn- last night susan & i went to bed early, as we slept ill the night before- we expected to get good beds & were never so disappointed- we were put in an old garret that had holes in the roof big enough to crawl through- our bed was on the floor, harder it appear'd to me, than boards could be- & dirty as possible- a dirty feather bed our only covering- after lying an hour or two, we complain'd to m^{rs} wolcott who applied to the landlady for a bedstead, but could only obtain leave for us to sleep on one bed with another over us- i slept wretchedly & feel very little like climbing a mountain--m^r & m^{rs} w could not sleep at all & got up at about eleven oclock-- she had good beds in the house or i would not have complained so much-- jennyauter-p--wednesday oclock p m-between brothers---- this morning we cross'd the first mountain call'd first brother, & are in an inn between the first & second brother; the latter we are soon to ascend-the first m-n is - / miles over,- better road than we expected- but bad enough to tire the horses almost to death- we met & were overtaken by a number of people-- we all walk'd the whole distance over- i did not stop at all to rest till i reach'd the top- i was then oblig'd to wait for some of them to overtake me, as i had outwalk'd them all. it is not a little fatiguing to walk up a long mountain i find--when we had nearly reach'd the foot of it, we heard some music in the valey below, & not one of us could imagine from what it proceeded; but soon found it was from the bells of a waggoner- he had twelve bells on the collars of his horses, (not sleigh bells) & they made a great variety of sounds which were really musical at a distance-- we found at the tavern where we are now, or rather they came after us, a m^r beach, & his wife who was confin'd nine days after she set out on her journey, with a little son-it is just a fortnight since she was confin'd, & this morning she ventur'd to set out on her journey again- they came from morristown- n j- & are going to some part of the ohio, much farther than we are going. m^{rs} b- appears to be a very pretty woman & quite a lady- her father & mother, a sister & little children, set out with them, but were oblig'd to leave them & go on, as soon as m^{rs} b was confin'd- i feel afraid she will catch her death, tho' every care is taken to render her journey safe & comfortable-- she & babe are both very well now-- fannitsburg- penn- m^callen's inn-wednesday night- nov- ^{th}- we have over come mountains to day- & are between the ^d & ^d brothers- we walked over it-i have walked about miles to day & feel as much fatigued as i have almost ever been in my life- it was _long_ miles over- we met a number of waggons on it- but no other travellers- this is a very small but pretty place- the first m-ns are very near each other- the ^{th} is or miles distant--they are higher than i expected, & make a formidable appearance- it has been very smoky all day- i am so tir'd i can neither think or write, so good night---- thursday morn- we had a good nights rest, but i am so lame i can scarcely walk this morning- i have a mountain to walk over, notwithstanding-- m^r w's horses grow so dull that he expects to be oblig'd to put up for a few days, & we are all almost discouraged--the weather looks stormy & where we shall get to or what we shall do, i cannot imagine--the jacksons enquire about the road & the mountains &c &c, of every one they see, & get such different & contradictory answers from each one, that it perplexes & discourages us all- i wish they would be contented to wait patiently till time & experience inform them what they cannot find out any other way- m^r w says i have now an oppor^{ty} to experience the truth of a text of scripture which says "all men are liars"- i found that out long ago- & this journey confirms the truth of it. peach orchard, p- thursday night-phelps' tavern-- i do not feel to night, my dear elizabeth, as if i should ever see you again- mountains & more hundreds of miles part us; & tho' i cannot give up the idea of returning, i cannot think of traversing this road again- if i live to return i will wait till the new turnpike is finished-- we cross'd the last brother this morning, & found the greater part of it, better than the other two- but about rods near the top it was excessively steep-- we found a house at the foot of the steepest part- a woman & her sons live there & keep cakes & beer-- the woman told us she had no husband at _present_--i suppose, she has one in expectation--on the first mountain, i found some sweet williams-- we stopt at noon, at a dismal looking log hut tavern- the landlady (i hate the word but i must use it,) talk'd about bigotry, bigotted notions, liberty of conscience &c- she did not look as if she knew the meaning of conscience, much less of bigotry-- all this afternoon we have been walking over young mountains, distant relations of the brothers, but not half as clever- i was so lame & so tir'd that for an hour i did not know but i must set down & die- i could not ride- the road was so bad, it was worse than walking- i would not tell you all this, if you were to receive this before it is all over---- it rain'd a very little all day, but just at night it began to rain very fast, & i expected we should all catch our death, walking thro' mud & mire, with no umbrella, or but one that would not cover us all- we were wet thro before we reach'd this dreadful place where we now are-- the woman is cross & the man sick---- friday night- it rain'd all day yesterday, & such a shocking place as this is, i never saw- a dozen waggoners are here, some half drunk & no place for us to stay in but our waggons or a little chamber with squares of glass in it- with scarcely room to sit or stand-- saturday morn---- i am now in despair, it continues raining faster than ever- the house full of drunken prophane wretches, the old woman cross as a witch- we have nothing to eat & can get nothing but some slapjacks at a baker's some distance off, & so stormy we cannot get there---- m^{rs} jackson frets all the time, i wish they would go on & leave us, we should do as well again---- m^r beach & his wife & child & the woman who is with them, are here, & the house is full- m^{rs} beach rode in all the rain thursday, but took no cold & bears it well as any one- it rains most dreadfully & they say it is the clearing off shower- oh, if it only proves so---- "oh had i the wings of a dove, how soon would i meet you again"- we have never found the wretches indelicate till last evening, but while we were at tea, they began talking & singing in a most dreadful manner---- we are miles from sidling hill, the next mountain, & a mile & a half from this, there is a creek which we must cross, that is so rais'd by the rain, as to render it impossible to pass it---- saturday night- our "clearing up shower" has lasted all day with unabated violence,-- just at sunset we had a pretty hard thunder shower, & at dusk there was clear sky visible & the evening star shone bright as possible, but now it is raining fast again--after giving an emetic i would take a long journey with my _intended_, to try his patience---- mine is try'd sorely now- i wish you could just take a peep at me-my frock is wet & dirty a quarter of a yard high, only walking about the house- i have been in my chamber almost the whole day, but was oblig'd to go down just at night to eat, & look at the sky- i was very much frighten'd by a drunken waggoner, who came up to me as i stood by the door waiting for a candle, he put his arm round my neck, & said something which i was too frighten'd to hear- it is the first time the least insult has been offer'd to any of us- one waggoner very civilly offer'd to take susan or me, on to pitts^g in his waggon if we were not like to get there till spring- it is not yet determin'd which shall go with him-- one waggon in crossing the creek this afternoon, got turn'd over & very much injur'd-- we have concluded the reason so few are willing to return from the western country, is not that the country is so good, but because the journey is so bad-- m^r w. has gone to & from there, times, but thinks this will be the last time- poor susan groans & sighs & now then sheds a few tears-i think i exceed her in patience & fortitude----m^{rs} wolcott is a woman of the most perfect equanimity i ever saw- she is a woman of great feeling & tenderness, but has the most perfect command over her feelings- she is not _own_ mother to these children, but she is a very good one---- i have learn'd elizabeth, to eat raw _pork_ & drink whisky-dont you think i shall do for a new country? i shall not know how to do either when i end my journey, however- we have almost got out of the land of dutchmen, but the waggoners are worse---- the people here talk curiously, they all reckon instead of expect-- youns is a word i have heard used several times, but what it means i don't know, they use it so strangely-- m^r rees used to exclaim at any thing wonderful, "only look at that now"-- "i reckon you are going into the back countries" is now our usual salutation from every one---- susan is in bed for want of some employment & i will join her, after telling you, it has really clear'd off now, & the moon is shining in full splendor.- i hope to-morrows sun will deign to smile upon us- it is long since we have seen it---- i expect to be oblig'd to go thro' a process of fire & brimstone at my journeys end & shall feel thankful, if that will remedy all the evils arising from dirty beds &c-- i find no necessity for even that yet, but i fear i shall soon----good night---- sunday oclock p m- we left the inn this morning in the hope of getting a _little piece_ on our way, but have only reach'd the baker's, half a mile from where we set out- the creek is so high we cannot cross it yet- an old man & his wife live here, & appear to be very kind clever people, & what is more than we have found before, they appear to regard the sabbath- they are methodists- this is a small log hut, but clean & comfortable- there are no waggoners here-- i shall be oblig'd to colour my frock i believe, for it attracts the attention of those creatures so much, that i dare not go in sight of them scarcely- i often think of the lines your mama repeated to us "in silk, &c" sunday night. about sunset, we left the baker's & came down to the creek, but found it was impossible to get over the waggon, & the road was so intolerable between the place we had left & the creek, that we could not go back, & what to do, it took a long time to determine; but at length m^r w concluded we had better come over to a dirty tavern this side, & let erastus sleep in the wagon-- the stream runs so fast, that we did not dare cross it alone, as there was nothing but a log to cross on; so the waggoners & our own party, were oblig'd to lead & pilot us, over the stream & thro' a most shocking place as i ever saw- the men were all very civil- they are waiting this line is the shape of a pensylvania waggon-- with of us---- we fare their the rest waggons, like worse & worse, & still m^r w- & his wife, tell us this is nothing to what will come- i do not fully believe them, for we cannot endure much more & live--susan & young m^{rs} jackson have been quite unwell all day-- i never felt in better health, & my spirits are pretty good, considering all things-- we are not able to get beds here, & are to sleep on the floor to night- there is another family here, with several little children-- they say there has been a _heap_ of people moving this fall;- i don't know exactly how many a heap is, or a _sight_ either, which is another way of measuring people-- i would be _apt_ to think it was a _terrible_ parcel, to use the language of the people round me---- i have such an enormous appetite the whole time, that i have been in some fear of starving- for food of every kind, is very scarce with us- money will not procure it, & nothing else i am sure, will- for they love money better than life, if possible-- sabbaths we have pass'd on the road, & i suppose or more will pass before we get among people who "remember the sabbath day to keep it holy"-- we find no books to read, only at the bakers to day i found part of a bible, a methodist hymn book & a small book containing an account of the progress of methodism throughout the country; in letters from ministers & others----we left m^r beach & family, at the tavern we left to day-- i hope tomorrow to write you from a comfortable place or miles at least from the next mountain-- monday morn- we have now i think met with as bad as can befal us-- never, never did i pass such a night---- we could get no bed & for a long time expected to be oblig'd to set up all night- but we could get no room nor fire to stay by, & the landlady was so kind as to give up her bed to us; so m^rs w & susan went to bed there, while i went to bed with m^rs jackson in another room- i took off my frock & boots, & had scarcely lain down, when one of the wretches came into the room & lay down by me on the outside of the bed- i was frighten'd almost to death & clung to m^{rs} jackson who did not appear to mind it- & i lay for a quarter of an hour crying, & scolding & trembling, begging of him to leave me-at last, when persuaded i was in earnest, he begg'd of me not to take it amiss, as he intended no harm & only wish'd to become acquainted with me-- a good for nothing brute, i wonder what he suppos'd i was- i don't know of any thought word or action of mine that could give him reason to suppose i would authorise such abominable insolence---- the man & his wife, who are here, & their family, john jackson & his wife, & m^{rs} jackson, were all in the room-the moment he left the room, i put on my frock & was going in to m^{rs} w & susan, but i could not get to them without going thro' the room where all the waggoners were, & m^{rs} jackson did not think it safe, so i got on another part of the bed where none of them could come near me, & had been there about minutes when m^{rs} w & susan came into the room both crying, & as much frighten'd as i had been, for one of the creatures had been into their room, & they could scarcely get him out- m^r w- was in the waggon, & the landlord was so afraid of these wag^gs that he did not dare stay in his own house, for they threaten'd to put him into the creek, if he did not continue giving them liquor- i wish they had put him in- a mean sneaking fellow!-- his poor wife was then oblig'd to bear it all, & she was very much distress'd on our account- she was not to blame for any thing that happen'd, for as long as her husband suffer'd it, she could not prevent it-at last m^{rs} w- went to bed with m^{rs} jackson & me, & susan lay down with john & his wife- we lay but a few minutes, when one of them came into our room again crawling on his hands & knees- m^{rs} w & i sprung & run out into the mud in our stocking feet & were going to call m^r w.- but the creatures came out to us & begg'd us not to, & pledg'd their honor (of which you may suppose they possess'd a great share) that we should not be disturb'd more- & tenderness for m^r w- who we knew would be sick to day if depriv'd of rest, at length determin'd us to go back; but we did not go to bed again till just morning, when some of us slept nearly or quite an hour- which was every wink of sleep we could obtain during the whole night- the fellows were all but one, very still afterwards- indeed there was but who made any disturbance, & only one of those was very bad- but one, was a complete child of the evil one- the vilest, worst, most blasphemous wretch, that ever liv'd-- m^r w- came back to the house before oclock, & this morning, threaten'd them with a prosecution- they are quite angry- they are in the employ of this man who is moving; he is a merchant & they carry his goods to pitts^g-- nov^{br}- ^{th} monday night- nail shop-on the ^{th} mountain we have got - / miles on our journey to day, & now it rains again-- if i could describe to you our troubles from roads, waggoners & creeks, i would,- but it is impossible-- the waggoners set out just before we did & the bad one being foremost has taken all the pains in his power to hinder our progress, by driving as slow as possible & stopping every other moment- the road was too narrow to pass them, unless they would turn out for us- all but one did, but he swore he would not- we came by them as they stopp'd at noon, & put up to night at an inn on the mountain, out of the direct road, where we should peaceably pass the night- but the waggoners have follow'd us, & the house is full- they are not in our room-- our party now consists of m^{rs} jackson's, m^r beach's & m^r w's familys-- the woman who is with m^r beach, is such a foolish old creature, that we are all out of patience with her----she is aunt to them, i believe---- if i were to choose, i would never have company on a long journey- such company at least- our chairs here are taken from us for the waggoners---- our road over the mountains, has not even a good prospect to render it pleasant-- i have been repeating to susan all day, "comfort damsel &c"- m^{rs} jackson is scolding because she has no chair to set on.- m^r w- tells her, "fret not thyself because of evil doers"---- there is another impassable creek a head, & a hundred waggons waiting to cross it- our prospect brightens fast-dont you think so? good night-- tuesday eve- nov- ^{th}- miles east of bedford- penn- we have at length escap'd the waggoners & mr beach- the former did not trouble us last night at all in the night- when we went to bed they watch'd us narrowly, & after we were in bed we heard them talking about us, enquiring of each other where we slept &c- we were in the room with m^r & m^{rs} wolcott, directly over the room they were in, but still i felt afraid of them- the worst one is quite mad, & says he intends if possible, to give us more trouble than he has done already- the other is quite asham'd of his conduct & i suspect would be willing to make any amends in his power- he told this to m^{rs} jackson who is much too familiar with them, & i believe it was owing entirely to that, that they conducted so- for the rest of us always avoid even the sight of them, as much as possible; & much more any conversation with them-- we got up very early indeed & set out before breakfast, because the horses could have no hay, & we have got quite out of their reach--we cross'd a little stream call'd the juniaatta- i spell the names as they are pronounced, but i do not spell them right, i am sure, nor can i find out how they are spelt many of them- the river is long & narrow- it takes a winding course thro' the mountains, & is a very pretty stream-- we rode some distance on its banks, & the road been tolerable, it would have been pleasant- i have said so much about the badness of the roads that you will hardly believe me when i tell you we seen some of the worst to day we have ever found- & some, as good as any in this state---- i should not have suppos'd it possible for any thing to pass it- m^{rs} w said it seem'd like going into the lower regions, but i had always an idea, that road was smooth & easy- i am sure if it was as bad as that, it would have fewer travellers-we went down however till we came to a lower region-it was really awful-- we saw some men to day, mending the roads- i did not think a pennsylvanian ever touch'd a road or made a bridge, for we are oblig'd to ride thro' every stream we come to-we have been nearly miles to day; & have been oblig'd to walk up hill, till we are all very tir'd- i felt too much so to write, but i am unwilling to omit it- we are now, comfortably & quietly seated, in a private house- i only wish now, we could get rid of what company we have left- but that we cannot do---- wednesday night. a private house- miles w- of bedford we cross'd the juniaatta again to day, with a great deal of trouble, after waiting on its banks about hours- it is astonishing how the last week's rain, rais'd every stream & overflow'd every place-the like here, has not been known for years it is said-- a waggoner last week, with horses, was drown'd crossing a creek- he was advis'd by those who were by, not to venture- & answer'd "he would be damn'd to hell if he did not cross it"- he made the attempt & in a few minutes was sent into eternity, & probably to that awful place---- it has been raining very fast this afternoon, & we put up at a little log hut, a few miles west of bedford- we came about miles to day- the house is very small & there is scarcely room to move- thursday night-- allegany m^{tn} nov- - we have had a warm & pleasant day till towards night, when it began to rain, as it has done every day for a fortnight- we are now at a tavern half a mile from the top of the allegany mt-this mountain is miles over- at the highest part of it is a most beautiful prospect of mountains- or ridges one after the other-- we clamber'd up a high rock near to the highest part, but found the prospect little better than the one from the road- i wish i could describe it to you- we have had no prospect of any consequence from any of the mountains before- i have been quite disappointed at not seeing any--we found winter green berrys in abundance on it-i pick'd a sprig of ivy from the top, which i will send you- call it laurel & preserve it, as it came from the very _backbone of america_, as they all tell us--we have walk'd a great deal to day, & indeed we are oblig'd to every day, for the whole country seems one continued m^{tn}- i thought we had reach'd the top of this, for we began to descend a little; but we have half a mile more to ascend yet---- this house is full of travvellers & wag'^{nrs} but all are very peacable-there is a curiosity in the house- a young lady who has come from n connecticut _unmarried_-- after staying in warren a year--a thing i never before heard of, & had begun to think impossible. i feel quite encouraged by it- & do not believe the place as dangerous as is generally reported---- i find in every family a _paggy_- every body is dutch-- the children & girls, are all very much attracted by my little black buttons, & the manner in which my frock is made-& the wag'^{rs} by the colour of it- there will be little of it left by the time i get to warren, for it is almost gone-- friday night- allegany m^{tn}-- after a comfortable nights rest, we set out on foot to reach the height of the m^{tn}- it rain'd fast for a long time, & at length began snowing- we found the roads bad past description,- worse than you can possibly imagine- large stones & deep mud holes every step of the way- we were oblig'd to walk as much as we possibly could, as the horses could scarcely stir the waggon the mud was so deep & the stones so large---- it has grown so cold that i fear we shall all perish tomorrow- we suffer'd with cold excessively, to day- from what i have seen and heard, i think the state of ohio will be well fill'd before winter,-waggons without number, every day go on- one went on containing _forty_ people- we almost every day, see them with or - one stopt here to night with -- we are at a baker's, near a tavern which is fill'd with movers & waggoners- it is a comfortable place, but rather small- one old man has been in examining my writing, & giving his opinion of it in dutch, to a young fellow who was with him- he said he could not read a word of any thing-- he found fault with the ink, but commended the straitness & facility with which i wrote- in english- i was glad he had not on his specs---- we came but miles to day, & are yet on the allegany- it is up hill almost all the way down the mountains-- i do not know when we are down them for my part--_i'm thinking_ as they say here, we shall be oblig'd to winter on it, for i _reckon_ we shall be unable to proceed on our journey, on account of roads, weather, &c-- we are on the old pennsylvania road- the glade road is said to be ten times worse than this-that is utterly impossible- we thought we should escape the waggoners this way; but find as many of them as ever- they are a very great annoyance---- what would the old man say hereto?-- i am very tir'd, so good night-- saturday eve- miles from laurel hill-penn- we came but or miles to day, & are now near the ^{th} mountain- in a tavern fill'd with half drunken noisy waggoners-- one of them lies singing directly before the fire; proposing just now to call for a song from the young ladies---- i can neither think nor write he makes so much noise with his _love songs_; i am every moment expecting something dreadful & dare not lay down my pen lest they should think me listening to them- they are the very worst wretches that ever liv'd, i do believe,--i am out of all patience with them- the whole world nor any thing in it, would tempt me to stay in this state three months- i dislike everything belonging to it--i am not so foolish as to suppose there are no better people in it than those we have seen; but let them be ever so good, i never desire to see any of them----we overtook an old waggoner whose waggon had got set in the mud, & i never heard a creature swear so- & whipt his horses till i thought they would die--i could not but wonder at the patience and forbearance of the almighty, whose awful name was so blasphem'd-- we also overtook a young _doctor_-who is going with his father to mad river in the state of ohio---- he has been studying physic in new jersey,- but appears to be an uneducated man from the language he makes use of----i believe both himself & his father are very clever- i heard them reproving a swearer-- he dresses smart, & was so polite as to assist us in getting over the mud-- susan & i walk'd on before the waggon as usual, & he overtook us and invited us into the house & call'd for some brandy sling- we did not drink, which he appear'd not to like very well, & has scarcely spoken to us since---- he thinks himself a gentleman of the _first chop_, & takes the liberty of coining words for himself- speaking of the people in this state, he said they were very ignorant & very _superstitionary_ --perhaps you have heard the word before- i never did-- sunday morn- we had good beds last night, contrary to my expectation,- and we are going on our journey this morning- it is extremely cold & very bad riding or walking- m^r w- has been so long detain'd by bad weather & riding, that he thinks himself justifiable in riding on the sabbath- i thought so some time ago-- sunday noon- we are on the top of laurel hill, the ^{th} mountain-- we women & girls, have walk'd between & miles this morning-- we left the waggons getting along very slowly, & came on to a house to warm us- it is a log hut & full of children, as is every one we come to-- the wind whistles about us, & it looks very much like snow---- one waggon got set this morning, & hinder'd us this long time-- the young doctor & his father are still in company with us-- the former, who has got over his pouting fit, leaves his father to drive,- while he walks on with the ladies- he is not with us just now-- he has not conquer'd the antipathy i bear a young physician-- or rather a _young doctor_-- how little it seems like the sabbath-- i would not write if i could do any thing else-- but i can not even think good thoughts---- sunday eve-- nov- ^{th}-- foot of laurel hill--penn-- i wish my dear elizabeth, you could be here for half an hour, & hear the strangest man talk, that you or i ever saw in this world-- he is either mad or a fool-- i don't know which, but he looking over me & telling me i _can_ make a writer-- he is the most rating, ranting fellow-- i wish you could hear him----i begin to think him mad-- his name is smith-- he & his wife are journeying either to new orleans or the ohio---- i never was more diverted than to hear him (he is certainly crazy-- repeating a prayer & a sermon & forty other things in a breath) talk about the dutchmen in pennsylvania-- he & his wife came amongst them one evening & stopt at several houses to get entertainment, but was sent on by each one to the tavern-- he began by stating his religious tenets, & at length after every body & thing was created, he says the _under gods_ (of whom he supposes there were a great number) took some of the skum & stir'd it up, & those fellows came out--or rather hell boil'd over & they were form'd of the skum----i believe he has been studying all his life for hard words & pompous speeches, & he rattled them off at a strange rate-- his language is very ungrammatical--but the jacksons are all in raptures with him--they cannot understand his language (nor indeed could any one else) & therefore concluded he must be very learned- their observations are almost as diverting as his conversation- i could make them believe in ten minutes, that i was a girl of great larnin-if i were to say over kermogenious- heterogenious & a few such words without any connection--no matter if i do but bring them in some how-- we are over the ^{th} mountain & at an inn at the foot of it- this m^{tn} is called worse than any of them- it is only about miles over- we have only come to day, & i have not been in the waggon- the horses once or twice got set, & cast &c- we have had a deal of bad luck-- there is a great many travellers here-the house is full---- the young d^r told me he was married, to day-- i like him rather better than i did, before, & ventured to walk on a mile or two with him- he gave me the history of his courtship &c-and some information respecting the part of ohio he is going to, that was quite interesting-- susan chose to ride down the hill, & i outwalk'd m^{rs} w, so we were quite alone till we reach'd this house- m^{rs} jackson & eliza had gone on before us, and i every moment expected to overtake them, but did not see them till we got here-- i am very tir'd & have laughed myself into a headache; so i can write no more to night. monday morn- last night we were again cheated out of our beds, & oblig'd to pass the night as we could, & that was most uncomfortably- i was quite unwell with the headache, & had waited for a bed an hour & a half longer than i felt able to set up; & when i found i could get none, i had a long crying spell-- this morning i feel almost sick-- m^r w-is so much afraid of making trouble, that he will wait till every body else is served, & let them cheat him out of his eyes, & say nothing. our party here consists of english, irish, german, & americans- of the first- of the second- of the third- & a house full of the last-- this strange man is an everlasting talker- he knows every body & every thing about them- he has been repeating one of m^r pierpont edwards' speeches to me- & one of m^r hilhouse's-not one second elapses between his words-he is a very pompous fellow & takes great pains to display what he does know- he has been a schoolmaster-& now i suspect is crazy & running away with a girl he calls his wife- but who seems to be nobody---- it rain'd very fast last night- & is more muddy than ever-- monday night- a mile west of the mountains- rejoice with me my dear elizabeth, that we are at length over all the mountains, so call'd-- i do not suppose we shall be much better off than we were before, as it respects roads- for i had just as lieve go over a mountain, as to go over the same distance of any part of the road we have had this fortnight or three weeks- but it sounds well to say we are over the mountains-- we cross'd chesnut ridge, the th & last m^{tn} this afternoon- it is miles over-- miles we have come to day-- there is a pretty prospect of hills as you come down the m^{tn}- one house on the top of it-- we have taken a great deal of pains to get rid of company to day, by going forward & staying behind- but it is an _unpossibility_ (m^r newington) i am more out of patience than ever-- we came on to the ^{th} tavern after we got down,- because we thought those behind us, would stop sooner- m^{rs} jackson & her tribe were with us-but we thought all the rest were out of the reach of us- this is a little hut, one window in front- but it is neat & comfortable inside, & we were all quietly seated round the fire, congratulating ourselves on our escape, when in came the young doctor- i thought we should all scream out- m^{rs} jackson told him she thought we had lost him- he said he lik'd not to have found us- i wish with all my heart, they had got fast in the mud a little while. the rattlebrain'd fellow is not here, to talk us to death-- he pass'd us on the road, singing & screaming, advising us to go back & learn hog latin- alias german- or dutch-- we are now miles from pitt---- nov^{br} ^{st} tuesday night-a mile from greensburg-penn- we have had better roads to day, but only came miles-- last night we had good beds, but were oblig'd to sleep in the room with the d^r & his father-m^r & m^{rs} w- of course, as we have determin'd not to sleep out of their room again-- the landlord & his wife were extremely clever- they gave us a great many apples & some cherry bounce- such treatment, after being refus'd even the privilege of getting any victuals,- as we were the night before, was very welcome-- the landlord has been a waggoner-"only look at that now"-a clever waggoner! i cannot but think his cleverness (is there such a word?) came after he gave up his waggon---- after riding a little way, we overtook m^r smith again, & found he had been fighting with a waggoner, who began to insult him, by calling him a damn'd yankee-before they ended m^r s- whipt of them- i was glad they got whipt, for almost every one deserves it-- m^r s- lamented we were not there to see the fun- he declar'd, or rather swore, he would not leave us again, but would stand by and fight for all- he lets his wife ride alone, & he walks on to talk to every one that will listen to him-- as for the d^r, he is "nothing but a pester"- susan & i took a great deal of pains to go either before or behind to get rid of his company, but it does no good, for he will either wait, or walk faster- i had a great mind to ask him, if he expected to lose his wife soon-we pass'd thro greensburg, a pretty little town, situated on a high hill- the other waggons had gone on, & were bating in the town- but m^r w- did not stop, so the d^r follow'd on & left his father, & waited at another place for us to bait- we were only able to come a mile farther, as the horses fail'd-the rest of the company had gone on, expecting us to follow- the d^r came in here with us & i thought intended to stay, by his actions, but he at length walk'd on to join the rest of his company-- we have escap'd hearing m^r s- talk, which i would not be oblig'd to do for pence an hour- wednesday morn- i have not spent so pleasant an evening this long time as the last- will you believe me, when i tell you we heard some waggoners conversing upon religious subjects- instead of swearing & cursing- one is an irish waggoner, & appears to be sensible, well inform'd man- & what is more, has read his bible- clever waggoners! i think i will never condemn a whole race again- i can now, even believe it possible to find a clever dutchman in pennsylvania. i hope we shall lose all our company this morning- but i expect they will wait for us- this is a good tavern- we have had sun shine for days past- the weather, as it respects heat & cold, is very variable- but it invariably rains every day-- thursday morn- sewel's tavern-versailes-township- yesterday morning, we did not set out till quite late, but had the good fortune to overtake all our company within an hour or two, & were oblig'd once more to put up with them- we had also, a considerable addition to our party-- we were oblig'd to walk a great deal, & just at night, i happen'd to be on before the waggon some distance & prevented m^r w- from stopping at a private house, which we pass'd- i did not think of his wishing it till m^{rs} j-mentioned it, i then set out to return, but saw the waggon coming & sat down on a log- we did not reach a tavern till some time after dark- & m^r w-got hurt & his waggon got set-, & he feels unpleasantly towards me, & thinks me the whole cause of his trouble-- the whole family feel & treat me differently this morning, & i can not think myself to blame- for we are oblig'd to walk almost all the time, & if we are behind the waggon m^r w- always is angry-- m^{rs} w- susan & i, were oblig'd to walk, till we found a house, & if the young d^r had not been with us, i don't know but we should have pass'd the night in the woods - but he was so good as to assist us - the gentlemen all reach'd the tavern before us, & when m^r w- came & told his trouble, they very kindly went back & assisted him-- there were but two beds to be had, so m^r smith gave up his place to me, & m^r & m^{rs} w took the other-- the gentlemen were very noisy all night, as they could not lie down-- i am much better pleas'd with m^r & m^{rs} smith, than i was before- he is a lawyer- & i believe knows more, than i at first suspected-- he is a great talker, & has a story for everything- we came miles yesterday-- to day i am so dreadfully lame that every step i take, almost brings tears- my feet are sore with walking- nov- - friday morn- turtle creek-penn- one misfortune follows another, and i fear we shall never reach our journey's end-- yesterday we came about miles-- after coming down an awful hill, we were oblig'd to cross a creek; but before we quite came to it, the horses got mired, & we expected every moment one of them would die-but erastus held his head out of water, while m^r w-was attempting to unharness them, & m^{rs} w- & susan were on the bank, calling for help-- i sat by, to see the horse breathe his last; but was happily disappointed in my expectation-- no assistance could be got- till m^r w- waded though the water, & then men with horses came over-- we came to this inn, & m^r w- thought it best to stay till this morning- all our company have gone on- m^r smith invited me to ride with his wife, on to pitts'^g- & i on some accounts, wish i had accepted his invitation-indeed i could scarcely get beside it-- we found a gentleman (doctor i presume by his looks-) here, who was very sociable & staid an hour with us- he appear'd to be a man of good information & considerable politeness-- we found the landlord very good natur'd & obliging, & his wife directly the contrary-- we find the men generally, much more so than their wives-- we are miles from pitt----& here like to be- the landlord offers to keep susan & me, till spring, & let the old folks go on-- we got into the slough of despond yesterday-& are now at the foot of the hill difficulty- which is half a mile long- one waggon is already fast in the mud on it- & m^r w- is afraid to attempt it himself--i think i will winter here---- friday eve- miles past pitts'^g- penn- this morning we set out once more & proceeded miles- it was snowing very fast, & one of our horses was taken sick & could scarcely get that little distance-m^r w- was oblig'd to whip it almost every step to keep it from lying down-- we could not ride at all & stopt at the first tavern we came to--we are afraid the horse will die & then what will become of us?---- i am more than ever discouraged- sat-morn- our horse is better & we are going to set out again---- nov^{br} - saturday night- - / miles beyond pittsburg- just as we were getting into the waggon this morning, m^r w- found he had left his great coat miles back, & went back on foot after it, while we proceeded to pitts- which we reach'd about noon-- m^r w- came about an hour after---- after getting well warm, susan & i were going out to view the town, when m^r w- came & hurried us away, as he wished to cross the river before night- from the little we did see of the town, i was extremely disappointed at its appearance- it is not one half as large as i suppos'd- but i am unable to give you any account of it, from my own observation-- it is situated at the confluence of the rivers, the alleghany, & monongahela- the town suffer'd very much by the flood- one house floated down the river- its inhabitants were in the upper part of it calling for assistance-none could be render'd & what became of them i did not learn- i believe it is not known- it was late before we could cross the river (alleghany) & we came on but miles & a half to a very good tavern- the man & his wife are both good natur'd--we found the road to day, better than for a long time-- we left almost all the stones when we cross'd the last mountain- & to day i believe we have cross'd the last hills of any consequence- we are now- "on the banks of the pleasant ohio"---- sunday eve- it has been all day & still is, raining another flood i fear- all the men in the neighborhood came here to keep the sabbath by drinking whiskey &c &c- but no swearing-- i sat reading very quietly & one of them came & desir'd to look over me- i very much doubted whether he could read, but he convinc'd me he could by his observations, which were given with such a tobacco breath as almost suffocated me- he was not more than half shaved, & could read without spelling more than half the words- for he would read a page & half in an hour, nearly-- there is a sweet little boy here about years old- he has been writing with me some time & talks so much to me that i am as slow writing as this man was reading-- this is the th sabbath since i left you-- we have lost our company--i quite want to see some of them again-- wednesday nov- - miles from greersburg-penn- i have had no opport^y of writing you for days-before now- we set out in the rain on monday, & came on miles- to a hut- with a sign up call'd a tavern- & such a place!- i found the people belong'd to a very ancient & noble family- they were first & second cousins to his _satanic majesty_- i could but wonder that he should suffer them to lead so laborious a life, for they are among his most faithful friends & subjects-- probably they are more useful to him in that station, by increasing the number of his subjects-- their dwelling resembles that of their royal cousin- for it is very dark & gloomy & only lighted by a great fire- no one who is once caught in it, ever wishes to be again-- the man is only related by marriage to his lordship---- wednesday eve-- the house had only one room in it-- there was a number of travellers & we got but one bed- that was straw or something harder- the pillow case had been on or years i _reckon_, so i pin'd over my handkerchief- & put night gown over my frock--we rose an hour before day break, got breakfast & set out in the snow for another hut- we rode several miles on the northern bank of the ohio- we saw a very large rock containing a great many names-we added ours to the number-- the road was at the foot of a very high hill or mountain, & so near the river, there was scarcely room for a waggon- i rode in constant fear, for the bank down to the river, was very high and steep-- we came on miles, to beaver town, on tuesday- we cross'd the big beaver, a stream which empties into the ohio- it is generally, fordable, but is at present so rais'd by the rain, that a flat is used-- we found a very good inn at beaver town; & soon after supper, judge austin & a m^r weatherby (merchant-) of warren, came in--not dobson nor stephenson)-- i felt as glad to see them & as well acquainted with them in a few minutes, as if we had all our lives been neighbors--the judge, resembles d^r goodsel in his looks:- but is older & larger- m^r weatherby looks like t. devereaux--they both, told me they were sorry m^r edwards did not know i was on the road, that he might have sent an horse after me-- they were on their way to pitt^g but judge a, had some idea of returning immediately back to warren, & they had a mind to hire a horse & have me return with him, but m^r wolcott objected-- i can guess his reason for it, but i will not write it-- i very much wish'd it, as i fear i shall be oblig'd to walk a good part of the way- m^r w- says it would not hurt any of us to walk miles every day of our lives- i told him i should not like to walk it in stormy weather, as we are now oblig'd to; but he said it would not hurt me if i shouldn't-- i have already worn out my boots almost entirely, with walking-- m^r w- is a very strange man- i don't know what to make of him --i shall be so thankful to get thro'- & then if i am caught with a deacon of any name, again, i shall deserve to suffer-- we are within miles of warren, & to be unable to get there under or days, is perfectly tantalizing-- we came - / miles to day, & are at a very comfortable inn, just in the edge of greersburg- we expected to get a little further, to hart's tavern quite in the town: & there i hop'd to see judge austin again, & i determin'd at any rate to accept his offer of getting me a horse, & go directly on with him, for i do not intend to walk miles a day till we get there, if i can help it- even if it will not hurt me-- i won't take the _good_ deacon's word for that. the horses are really tir'd out & out, & every day by the time we get miles they will stop & it is extremely difficult to get them on at all- but it is so _expensive_ hiring a horse to go on, that as long as the waggon alone, can be drawn or miles a day, it will not be done--but i feel provoked, as you will easily see, so i will write no more on this subject---- i am so anxious to end my journey, that i have lost all interest about the country i pass through-- it snows or rains every day, constantly-- i think in good weather, the ride from warren to pitts^g must be pleasant- if that were at present the case, my journal would be as much more interesting, as my journey would be pleasanter-- i am quite tir'd of both, but still so habituated to them, that i think it will seem very strange for a few days after i end them, (if i _live_ after that time) not to run out the waggon as soon as i have eaten my breakfast--& not to have my journal in my work-bag to fill it up-- it is very troublesome i assure you-- i fear it will be worn out before you get it- it is already very dirty, & so badly written you will never read half of it-- thursday eve- miles as usual has been our days ride-- i have not walk'd my miles, but i walk'd as much as i could- we are in a comfortable house before an excellent fire- it is snowing very fast-- saturday- p m- warren- after so long a time-- friday morning we set out early with the hope of getting to youngstown at night & to warren to night, but miles from y----n, the horses were so tir'd they would not stir, so we stopt at a private house for the night, an hour before sun down-- we had been in the house but a little time, when susan look'd out & told me she thought there was some one after me, & i soon saw m^r edwards & horses-- "i was never so happy i think"-- i ran out to meet him- he came in & set a while, & just at dark we started for youngstown-- m^r edwards insisted upon susan's going with us, so she rode behind him, and i rode the single horse-- we reach'd _cousin_ joseph woodbridge's about the middle of the eve-- they got us a good supper & gave us a bed-- m^{rs} w- is a very pretty woman (i mean pleasing)- they have children, & appear to be very well off, (you understand me) & happy-- they live in a very comfortable log house, pleasantly situated-a cousin in this country, is not to be slighted i assure you- i would give more for one in this country, than for in old connecticut-- this morning m^{rs} todd came over to see us, & urg'd us to stay & spend the day with her-- but spite of her solicitations, we set out for warren soon after breakfast--my horse was extremely dull & we did not get here till near oclock-- cousin louisa was as happy to see me as i could wish, & i think i shall be very happy & contented-- the town is pleasanter than i expected- the house better- & the children as fine--cousin has alter'd very little, in any way--i found a m^rs waldo here just going to connecticut, & lest i should not have another opport^y, i intend sending this by them, without even time to read it over & correct it-- i _am_ asham'd of it my dear elizabeth, & were it not for my promise to you, i don't know that i should dare to send it-- i will write your mama by mail, i have not time for a letter now--my very best love to every body-- i have a great deal more to say, but no more time than just to tell you, i am ever & most affect^{ly} yours- m v d---- let no one see this but your own family-- * * * * * transcriber's note the following changes have been made to the text: page vi: "doutbless" changed to "doubtless". page : "to night" changed to "to-night". page : "the appear" changed to "they appear". page : "where we going" changed to "where we were going". page : "but is is an" changed to "but it is an". http://www.archive.org/details/somepersonalremi thom some personal reminiscences of service in the cavalry of the army of the potomac. by colonel hampton s. thomas. reprinted from "the united service," january, . philadelphia: l. r. hamersly & co. . _some personal reminiscences of service in the cavalry of the army of the potomac._ at the earnest solicitation of my many military friends, i have thrown together some reminiscences of my personal experience as a cavalryman during the late war of the rebellion. though my four years of campaigning began with a three months' tour of tramping with the "dough-boys" under general patterson in the spring and early summer of , the latter was only a prolonged picnic. two days before i was mustered out of the ninth pennsylvania infantry i enrolled myself in the first pennsylvania cavalry, and soon discovered that i was more fitted for riding a horse than for trudging through the slush and mud with a heavy "harper's ferry" musket on my shoulder. i will pass over the tedious instructions of the school of the trooper, mounted and dismounted, and begin my reminiscences as a full-fledged yankee cavalryman. the first pennsylvania cavalry, which originally belonged to the pennsylvania reserve corps, began its experience as a fighting regiment in a skirmish and charge near dranesville, virginia, on november , , and, strange to relate, the first man killed was our assistant surgeon, dr. alexander. the regiment's first experience of heavy firing was in the battle of dranesville, on december . this engagement was fought by a brigade of the pennsylvania reserve corps, commanded by general e. o. c. ord, my regiment supporting eastman's battery. the enemy had the same number of regiments and guns that we had, and their commanding officer was general j. e. b. stuart, but ord outgeneraled him and gave us the victory, the rebels retreating from the field. the campaign of the spring of showed what some, at least, of the cavalry did before general hooker offered his liberal reward for a "dead cavalryman."[ ] those who served in the army of the potomac will remember that from the fall of to the summer of the cavalry were for the most part scattered about and used as escorts, strikers, dog-robbers, and orderlies for all the generals and their numerous staff officers from the highest in rank down to the second lieutenants. the cavalry force under general george d. bayard, then colonel of my regiment, consisting of the first new jersey, second new york, and first pennsylvania cavalry regiments, was the first brigade organized in that branch of the service in the united states army. the campaign began with easy marches to catlett's station, on the orange and alexandria railroad, and scouting to warrenton and rappahannock station. [ ] in this connection it may be well to quote the following extract from an article in the _century magazine_ of may, , by colonel william f. fox, entitled "the chances of being hit in battle": "the muster-out rolls of the various mounted commands show that there were ten thousand five hundred and ninety-six 'dead cavalrymen' who were killed in action during the war, of whom six hundred and seventy-one were officers, the proportionate loss of officers being greater than in the infantry." on the morning of the th of april we left catlett's station and moved in the direction of falmouth. in this movement we were supported by a brigade of infantry commanded by general augur. on the morning of the th, about three o'clock, we charged upon the heights of falmouth, drove the enemy from their position, and captured the quaint old town, but we were unable to save the bridge spanning the river, as the enemy had set fire to the end on the fredericksburg side. this was my first experience in a mounted charge of any consequence. in this engagement i was acting as assistant adjutant-general for bayard, with the rank of first lieutenant. the success of our cavalry engagement gave bayard his star and promoted me to the rank of captain and the command of a squadron. after a tour of scouting and picketing along the rappahannock river south of fredericksburg, we were assigned to general mcdowell's corps of observation, which was composed of three divisions of infantry,--mccall's, shields's, and king's. the operations of this corps were intended to serve either as a protection to the city of washington or as a reinforcement to mcclellan on the peninsula. about june the cavalry took the advance on the telegraph road leading towards richmond, and reached the forks of a road near hanover court-house, to which place mcclellan's patrols came. while we who were in the advance-guard were congratulating ourselves upon getting under the right wing of mcclellan's army without a fight, our hopes were suddenly blasted by the following order sent to "capt. hamp. thomas, commanding advance-guard: sir,--you will return with your command as rapidly as possible. don't blow your horses if you can help it. cross over to falmouth and receive further instructions. (signed) g. d. b., b. g." when we reached fredericksburg we noticed considerable excitement. general shields's division had gone, the first new jersey and first pennsylvania cavalry and four companies of the "bucktails" were on the march northward, and the balance of our brigade of cavalry was left with king's and mccall's divisions. upon reporting to general bayard, we learned the cause of all this rapid marching. the authorities at washington had become frightened at stonewall jackson's movement against general banks, who was in the shenandoah valley. this scattering of general mcdowell's strong corps was fatal to general mcclellan's plans while he was on the peninsula. then commenced one of the wildest marches i ever experienced. day and night we marched through heavy rain-storms, over the mountains and swimming swollen streams. the last ten miles were made in one hour and twenty minutes, and we lost several horses foundered after crossing the shenandoah river. we reached strasburg, in the valley, on june , just in time to cut off the rear of jackson's army. we had a running fight all the way up the valley until we reached harrisonburg, where we had a very severe engagement,--our two regiments of cavalry and the four companies of "bucktails" against a division of rebel infantry. the first new jersey cavalry lost its colonel and several officers captured, and the "bucktails," colonel kane and captain fred. taylor captured. the rebels lost heavily in killed and wounded, among the former being general turner ashby. general fremont's command, which had crossed over from the kanawha valley, joined us at harrisonburg the next day, when we moved towards port republic. here fremont's men had a very sharp engagement at cross keys on june . our cavalry were only lookers-on in this fight, but jackson succeeded in checking our forces with his rear-guard, while the head of his column crossed the bridge at port republic, driving away shields's advance, which had passed up the luray valley expecting to cut him off. they were too late, however, in reaching that point, for jackson had slipped away and moved his men down to richmond by rail, taking the same position which we were to have taken on mcclellan's right flank. the result was the change of base, with all its hard fighting, hard marching, and heavy losses, to the james river at harrison's landing. we then began a long and weary march down the valley, over rivers and mountains, to the vicinity of culpeper court-house. on our arrival there came the order for general bayard's cavalry to report to the head-quarters of the army of northern virginia, j. pope commanding, with head-quarters in the saddle. it took twenty wagons to haul that saddle! we were assigned to picket and scouting duty, our lines stretching from raccoon ford to barnett's ford, on the rapidan, a distance of fifteen miles. on the night of august our pickets were driven in a short distance from the river, and on the morning of the th commenced what is known as the battle of cedar mountain. in that engagement general bayard showed the finest order of generalship. with four regiments of cavalry he held jackson's whole command of eighteen thousand men at bay from a.m. until p.m. this movement of bayard's was made in echelons of squadrons, single-rank formation, and gave the idea to the enemy that we had about ten thousand men in his front. the men of crawford's and hartsuff's brigades will bear witness to the tenacity with which our cavalry held on until they came to our relief. to relate an incident of what cavalrymen could do before a reward was offered for a dead one: during the afternoon a battery of four guns belonging to general banks's command was left in a very exposed position. in front of these guns was an open field, and on the other side some woods in which a brigade of rebel infantry had formed in regimental front, four lines deep, and was moving out to capture the battery. general banks asked general bayard if the guns could be saved. bayard, taking in the situation, ordered major falls, of the first pennsylvania cavalry, to charge his battalion upon the enemy's infantry. the charge was made, but only one company succeeded in reaching the enemy. some men of the company passed through the lines and returned, while the balance of the battalion was repulsed before reaching the open field. the captain of the company was wounded in five places, the second lieutenant killed,--in fact, the company came near being wiped out of existence; and when the first lieutenant, warren l. holbrook, came to rally the remnant of his company he found but a corporal's guard. knowing the modesty of that gallant officer, i take the liberty of mentioning his name. eighty-eight horses were left dead on the field. the celebrated charge of the eighth pennsylvania cavalry at chancellorsville is familiar to all; but this charge of the first pennsylvania cavalry even excelled that in boldness, for when the eighth pennsylvania cavalry made its charge it was in column of fours and in the woods, and it came upon the enemy unexpectedly. but the first pennsylvania cavalrymen at cedar mountain saw what was in their front: a clear, open field and death staring them in the face,--cannon in front of them and cannon to the left of them,--and theirs was a feat at arms not unlike the charge of the earl of cardigan and his six hundred, made immortal by tennyson.[ ] [ ] the charge of the eighth pennsylvania cavalry was made historical by general pleasonton's official report after the battle of chancellorsville. reports like that sometimes cover up a multitude of blunders and give credit only to those who are killed. they also sometimes make great newspaper generals of their authors, and the millions who read the newspapers at home thus get their impressions as to who are the great fighters at the front. we remained in the vicinity of the battle-ground of cedar mountain, taking up our old positions, until the th of august, when the great game of chess between lee and pope commenced, lee trying to capture washington before mcclellan could transport his troops from the peninsula to the defense of our capital, while we were trying to close the gaps in the mountains. our cavalry did some sharp fighting during this backward movement of pope's. but there was no opportunity for us to attack the enemy's cavalry in mass until we arrived, on the th, on the open plains to the south of rappahannock station. here bayard formed his squadrons for a general attack. the enemy advanced a brigade of cavalry upon us, and they were met by the first new jersey, first pennsylvania, first rhode island, and second new york cavalry regiments, with sabres drawn. we drove them back to culpeper, and this check of their cavalry caused their infantry columns to halt and go into position, while we moved leisurely back, giving our infantry and trains time to cross the several fords of the rappahannock river. a few nights afterwards there was a terrific storm of thunder, lightning, and rain. it was impossible to recognize a person an arm's length away, and yet we received orders to move rapidly up the river road to sulphur springs, and thence by way of warrenton to thoroughfare gap. the storm, however, delayed us until the next morning, when we resumed our march, and reached thoroughfare gap on the evening of august , but too late by one hour, for jackson had slipped through ahead of us. we captured about six hundred of his stragglers and a very important dispatch from longstreet to him, informing him that he would be through early next morning. this information was sent to head-quarters, and general rickett's division was sent to our support. bayard's cavalry kept longstreet's corps back for six hours, and they were no doubt long ones to jackson, who was then at manassas. on the morning of august my regiment took position between bull run bridge and groveton. being in the advance with my squadron, i was ordered to deploy as skirmishers and develop the enemy, who were soon found, for they opened a battery upon me, and this was, i think, the beginning of the great battle of second bull run. my squadron remained in this position all that day, with instructions to keep a sharp lookout on jackson's right and report results to general reynolds. my squadron at this time numbered ninety-five men, all armed with carbines, revolvers, and sabres. general bayard received orders that evening to mass his cavalry on the open ground to the left of the gainesville pike and prepare for a grand charge and night attack on jackson's right flank. bayard, knowing that my men were familiar with that flank, sent me orders to retire quietly and report to him at the burnt chimneys, near the bull run bridge. this having been done, we were taken along the flank of the brigade to the head of the column and were told what we were expected to do,--to lead the charge and strike directly for the enemy's artillery, destroy its usefulness, if possible, and come out at the point where we had been picketing during the day, while bayard was to lead the brigade in person down the right and left centres of the main lines. the signal for this charge was to be three artillery shots over our heads at intervals of one minute each, and when the third shot was fired i was to move at a walk to within a short distance of the rebel skirmish line, then hurl my squadron in column of platoons upon the enemy, sweeping along their extreme right. imagine the thoughts that passed through my mind,--home, mother, sisters, brothers, and sweetheart all jumbled in my head at once. the suspense was awful! the men were admonished to follow their leader, and if he should fall to continue on and carry out his orders. the first shot was fired; then came a long delay. wondering what could be the cause of this, i rose in my saddle, looked to the rear, and found that all the supports had retired and that we had been left alone. suddenly bayard rode up to me and, with choked voice, said, "thank god, you are saved! the orders have been countermanded, and you can take up your old position over on the left." i must acknowledge that tears trickled down my cheeks while i was on the way to my old position. what would have been the result had this charge been made? directly in our front, as we discovered next day, was a deep gully or washout, though bayard had been assured that it was a clear, open field. here would have been another "sunken road" as at waterloo, and perhaps another victor hugo writing of the charge, while we poor souls would have been hurled to death, trampled beneath the hoofs of the horses of those who followed us. on the afternoon of the last day of the battle of second bull run i observed that the enemy were massing a large body of troops in front of our extreme left, and i sent several verbal messages to that effect by trustworthy non-commissioned officers to general bayard, who was near general pope. i began sending these messages between three and four o'clock, and my last one was to inform him that the enemy had placed four batteries of artillery in position, that i had counted twenty-eight sets of colors, that more troops were moving into position, and that if the enemy made an attack, they would strike the pennsylvania reserves on the left and rear. when the sergeant who carried this message returned, he told me that general pope remarked to general bayard, "oh, that officer don't know his business. he don't know what he is talking about. tell the fool that those people he sees are general porter's men forming on the right of the enemy." i felt very much annoyed at this, and i don't deny that i used some very strong language about my superior officer, though most of it was done mentally. however, i rode rapidly over to general reynolds, informed him of the fact, and persuaded him to come and see for himself. one glance was sufficient for him. he dashed back to his division and changed front to the left to meet the attack. those who were in the pennsylvania reserves at that time can testify that the movement to the left was hardly finished when the heavy column i had again and again reported burst upon them, crushing their left back upon and through our artillery, leaving the guns in the hands of the enemy. i have often wondered _who_ was the fool,--the general or the captain. my squadron rode along the flank of this charging column of the enemy, and expended nearly all of its carbine ammunition upon it. they paid no more attention to us, however, than if we were so many gnats flying in the air. in my opinion the final repulse of the enemy was chiefly due to a small brigade of regular infantry. it seemed to me that every line that came in their front was wiped out. their firing was done with coolness and precision; their commanding officer had them well in hand. it was a scene well worthy of the pencil of an artist; but we did not have that kind of people with us when such opportunities occurred. i crossed the bull run bridge with these regulars between sundown and dark. at that time the enemy seemed to be retiring very rapidly, as though they were retreating from the field. i thought at the time that we should have been pursuing them instead of retiring. but orders had to be obeyed. i joined my regiment next morning near centreville, my squadron having been held for picket duty that night near the bridge. general bayard and i had several conversations afterwards about what i have stated. he always cautioned me to be careful in my language about what i knew, as doubtless there would be an investigation concerning the battle, and he wanted me to corroborate him in case he should be called upon to testify before a court of inquiry. but the brave soldier was called to a higher court before his testimony could be taken, and until now i have remained silent upon the subject. after the battle our cavalry brigade retired to the defenses of washington, and remained there for six weeks, when we again took up the line of march, joining mcclellan's army (which had recrossed the potomac after antietam) between the bull run mountains and the blue ridge. we continued on in the advance, skirmishing and charging daily, and never halted until we arrived at rappahannock station, on a cold, stormy night in november, my squadron capturing a large picket post of the enemy and saving the railroad bridge. here we received the news that mcclellan had been relieved and burnside placed in command of the army of the potomac. soon we again took up the line of march and moved rapidly towards fredericksburg. in the battle of fredericksburg the cavalry took a peculiar part. it is not generally known that bayard's cavalry was used for the purpose of developing the enemy's artillery and infantry in front of franklin's crossing, but such was the fact. an english officer who, if i remember rightly, was a volunteer aide on general lee's staff, in an article published in _blackwood's magazine_, referred in complimentary terms to the manner in which my squadron manoeuvred across the railroad, and for its bold advance upon the enemy's lines. i may be mistaken, but i have always given to thomas martin, a private in my company ("m"), the credit of having unhorsed general maxcy gregg. observing a general officer, as i thought, about two hundred yards in my front, looking at us through his field-glass, martin and i dismounted, and standing between our two horses, martin rested his carbine on my shoulder, and the instant he fired i noticed the mounted officer fall from his saddle. i afterwards learned that general gregg was killed on that part of the field, and about that time. in all my experience, from my baptism of fire at falling waters on july , , down to jetersville, april , , i never was under such a terrific fire of shot, shell, and musketry as in this movement in general franklin's front. the shot and shell seemed to make the atmosphere blue. our loss in men was very small, but in horses large. poor martin was wounded and made a cripple for life. in this battle of fredericksburg fell mortally wounded my beau-ideal of a cavalry general. quick to act, brave to a fault, careful of his men, and dearly beloved by his whole command was general george d. bayard, the sheridan of our army in the early days of the war. his last words to his adjutant-general (captain h. c. weir) were, "give my compliments to general burnside, and say that i desire colonel dave gregg to command my cavalry," and then he expired. a few days after this our old stand-by, general david mcm. gregg, assumed command of our brigade. he was well dubbed "old reliable." he proved himself to be the stonewall of our cavalry corps. early in the year the cavalry was organized into a corps under the command of general stoneman, the first division under general pleasonton, the second under general averell, and the third under general gregg. our duties during the winter were not very arduous. on april an order came from the war department detailing me for duty as inspector-general on the staff of general gregg. on april we moved out of camp, crossed the rappahannock and rapidan rivers, pushed boldly into the enemy's country, and soon came back faster than we went. as a stupid failure "stoneman's raid" was a complete success. our only accomplishments were the burning of a few canal-boats on the upper james river (at columbia), some bridges, hen-roosts, and tobacco-houses. this campaign of stoneman's put a damper upon bayard's old cavalry command. many times have i had a quiet laugh when remembering conversations with brother officers about our new corps commander, who promised to show general hooker a few dead cavalrymen. his career, however, was happily soon cut short, and he was succeeded by general pleasonton, who, afterwards, at gettysburg, according to his own account, offered to give general meade a lesson as to how to make a great general out of himself. under the new leadership came the cavalry battle of brandy station, or fleetwood, as it is called by the rebels. this was the beginning of the gettysburg campaign. early in june information was received at head-quarters that the rebel cavalry corps, numbering about twelve thousand men, was to be reviewed on the th by general robert e. lee at culpeper court-house. lee expected great achievements from this mounted force, for it was composed of the flower and pick of the "southern chivalry," the eyes and ears of the grand army he was about to lead into maryland and pennsylvania. now came a good chance to pile up dead cavalrymen. on june , the day after this grand review, general buford crossed his division at beverly ford early in the morning, intending to attack the enemy's cavalry in front, while gregg's and duffie's (formerly averell's) divisions crossed farther down, at kelly's ford, to attack it in the rear. this movement was not intended to bring on a general engagement between the two armies, but merely to find out what was up, and at the same time to take the conceit out of the rebel cavalry. whole regiments came together with tremendous shocks, we using our sabres with effect, while the rebels used their revolvers, crying out to us, "put up your sabres; draw your pistols and fight like gentlemen!" at one time the dust was so thick that we could not tell friend from foe. this hand-to-hand business continued on and off for about a couple of hours, when we retired from the field at our leisure, unfollowed. many a brave man fell that day; some of them in, and beyond, the rebel batteries. the first new jersey lost heavily; their colonel, percy wyndham, was wounded, lieutenant-colonel broderick and major shelmire killed, and captain sawyer and others captured. broderick's body was found with a sabre sticking through it, and at his side lay a dead rebel with broderick's sabre through his body also. general gregg was so unfortunate as to lose three guns of the sixth new york light battery through the recklessness of colonel percy wyndham, who commanded my brigade. the latter had ordered the battery to follow the first new jersey cavalry in a charge, and go into position on the crest of fleetwood hill, to the left of the barbour house. just as the guns were swung into position and unlimbered the enemy made a countercharge, driving back a broken squadron of the first new jersey and a detachment of the first pennsylvania cavalry, both of which passed through the battery to the rear. the men in charge of the limbers were swept back in the confusion. the dust was so thick it was almost impossible to tell a reb from a yank. i sent my orderly to the rear to find the limbers and have the guns taken back to their original position, in the open field, to the right of brandy station. in a few moments two squadrons of the first maryland cavalry came trotting through the dust, and i asked the commanding officer where he was going. he replied that he was ordered forward to support the battery. i told him to follow me at a gallop, or there would not be any battery to support. as we emerged from the dust we could see the cannoneers dragging the guns by hand down the hill, followed by a large body of the enemy firing their revolvers. we at once charged the enemy, clearing the crest of the hill, and driving them back through their own battery. by this time there was but a small squad left of the first maryland, for they had drifted in all directions through the heavy clouds of dust. i took back at a gallop the few of us who kept together, and began searching for the guns. i found the pieces, but lost the marylanders. after keeping me waiting a long time my orderly came back, stating that he could not find the limbers, and reported that colonel wyndham was wounded, that he could not find the brigade, and could not tell who was in command of it. i was so chagrined about the predicament in which the battery was placed that i gave vent to my feeling so forcibly as to be noticed by the brave cannoneers, who gave three cheers, and said they would remain and be captured along with their guns. i said, "no, men, none of that kind of medicine for me. i will try and find help for you." the guns had been drawn down to the base of the hill, and while i was trying to collect some men together for the purpose of having them hauled away, a heavy column of rebel cavalry came charging around the corner of the house, with their battle-flag in advance. one of the guns happened to have a round of canister in it. the sergeant in command of the piece pointed it towards the charging column, fired, and repulsed them, within forty yards of us. the head of this column was badly cut up, leaving a number of horses and men, and the battle-flag, on the slope of the hill. the sergeant ran up the hill to pick up the rebel colors, and was within a few yards of them, when the head of the first maine cavalry came dashing past the spot in pursuit of the enemy. one of the men wheeled his horse, dismounted, picked up the colors, and rode off, the sergeant of the gun losing his prize. seeing general kilpatrick near the first maine (that regiment being in his brigade), i rode over to him and begged him to rescue the abandoned guns. his answer was, "to hell with them! let gregg look out for his own guns." i implored him not to be so selfish, but to come on and help us out of our scrape, but his reply was, "no! damned if i will." i then rode back and told the few cannoneers that were left to save themselves by crossing the railroad, and to go over to the woods, where they would find some of our infantry. i remained with the guns, in hopes of our command returning for them, until another column of rebel cavalry came trotting down the hill towards me, capturing the pieces without a struggle. not wishing to be on too intimate terms with my southern friends, i politely raised my cap to them and rapidly rode away. general gregg was not aware of the loss of the guns until late in the day, when i told him of it, and he was very much annoyed to think that such a thing could happen, and so unnecessarily, and he be in entire ignorance of the matter. to give an idea as to how the authorities at richmond felt about this battle, on the day of the engagement i picked up the _richmond inquirer_, fresh from richmond, containing an article extolling the confederate cavalry, calling it the flower and chivalry of the south. a few days afterwards i read another article, and a very mournful one it was, wondering who was to blame for its broken condition, and exclaiming what an outrage it was that tailors and shoemakers mounted on horses should be permitted to come upon their chivalry and treat them in so unseemly a manner. after this engagement we were kept busy scouting in all directions upon the rear and flank of our army, constantly watching along the slopes of the blue ridge and bull run mountains. on june the cavalry corps, still under general pleasonton, was consolidated into two divisions under generals buford (first) and gregg (second). at aldie, near a gap in the bull run mountains, on june , the corps, with gregg in the advance, met the rebel cavalry again, and drove them back in the direction of middleburg, and again on the th drove them beyond it. in these engagements we lost heavily, for the rebels fought behind stone fences, dismounted, while we attacked them mounted. nevertheless the "tailors and shoemakers" were too much for the "chivalry," and they were compelled to fall back to upperville. here, on the st, gregg and buford made a combined attack, charging over stone walls and ditches, capturing many prisoners, and driving the rebel cavalry through ashby's gap into the shenandoah valley, shutting them out from a view of the movements of our army. we held these people back until the main body of the army of the potomac had crossed the potomac into maryland. then we moved back to aldie, through the bull bun mountains and northward to edwards ferry, on the potomac, which we crossed on the afternoon of june , and marched direct to frederick city, maryland. while there, on june , a new division (the third) was formed out of general stahl's cavalry, and general kilpatrick placed in command of it, with custer and farnsworth, just commissioned as brigadier-generals, in command of brigades. poor farnsworth only lived a few days to enjoy his star, falling at the head of his brigade at gettysburg.[ ] [ ] it was the general opinion among us cavalrymen that farnsworth was murdered through a foolish and reckless order of his division commander. farnsworth's brigade was ordered to charge mounted down a wooded hill covered with large round bowlders, with a stone fence at the bottom, behind which lay the enemy's infantry. farnsworth, thinking there was a mistake, hesitated, when his superior asked if he was afraid to charge the enemy, for if so, he, the superior, would charge his brigade for him. farnsworth, with a look of scorn and contempt, ordered his men forward, and fell dead at the stone wall, while the portion of his command which be took with him was cut to pieces. we spent the next day near frederick scouting in all directions. during the night of june we resumed the march towards westminster. at daybreak next morning we charged the town, struck stuart's rear-guard, and took a number of rebel prisoners. we continued on to manchester and hanover junction, from which latter place huey's brigade was sent back to guard the wagon-train. thence we marched towards hanover and gettysburg. these movements of ours forced the rebel cavalry to keep well off to our right, and prevented them from knowing what our infantry were doing or where their own army was. now for the right flank at gettysburg. histories and poems had been written about this great battle and maps published, utterly ignoring our services, until at last we of the cavalry had to cry "halt." nor did we hear anything from our government historian, colonel batchelder, except about the first and the second and the third day's fights, the round tops, the emmittsburg road, culp's hill, cemetery hill, seminary ridge, and john burns, but nothing about the cavalry. and here i must return thanks to the comte de paris and to his able assistant, colonel john p. nicholson, who in their investigations went more thoroughly into the history of the battle than any previous historians, for it was they who were instrumental in bringing to the notice of the world what we always knew to be the case, that the cavalry under the command of general gregg were the means of saving the army of the potomac at the time pickett was moving up to the "high-water mark" of the rebellion. the rebel general j. e. b. stuart came upon the field early on the morning of july , with about seven thousand mounted men under him. after he had made disposition of his command on or near the stallsmith farm, about three miles east of gettysburg, he caused several random shots to be fired in various directions. this firing no doubt was prearranged with lee, signaling that his position was favorable and that he was ready to move in conjunction with pickett to strike our infantry in rear. colonel mcintosh, on whose brigade staff i was serving, concluded that something was up, and, having relieved a portion of custer's michigan brigade, he ordered an advance of our line dismounted. this movement of mcintosh's brought on the engagement before stuart expected, and exposed his whole design. gregg, seeing the situation, recalled custer, who had previously received orders to move over to the left flank of our army near round top. he then put in position all of his artillery, under cover of a wheat-field, ordering the guns to be double-shotted with canister and await his further orders. our dismounted lines were refused in the centre, in front of the artillery, forming an inverse wedge. after we had held them back for about an hour, heavy bodies of the rebel cavalry burst into view over a rise of ground. they came on in magnificent style. it was terribly grand to witness. in two parallel columns, charging in squadron front, little knowing what was awaiting them, they came on, yelling and looking like demons. canister and percussion-shell were poured into them until they reached within one hundred yards of our guns. then our bold custer came dashing over the field at the head of the first michigan cavalry, with his yellow locks flying and his long sabre brandishing through the air. he looked like a fiend incarnate, the fire of battle burning in his eyes. in the mean time the dismounted men poured in a withering fire with their carbines upon both flanks of the rebel columns. what a sight this was! the enemy's horses climbing over each other, rearing and plunging, many of their men being struck in the back by the fore feet of the horses in their rear. then mcintosh and his staff charged with their orderlies, sabring right and left. such a horrible din it was, amid the clashing of sabres and continuous roll of the small-arms and the curses and demands to surrender. i do not wish to be egotistical, but will quote from an account of the fight: "for minutes, which seemed like hours, the confederate column stood its ground. captain thomas, of the staff, seeing that a little more was needed to turn the tide, cut his way over to the woods on the right, where he knew he could find hart, who had remounted his squadron of the first new jersey. in the mêlée, near the colors, was an officer of high rank, and the two headed the squadron for that part of the fight. they came within reach of him with their sabres, and then it was that wade hampton was wounded." captain william e. miller, of the third pennsylvania cavalry, and captain hart, from the right of the field, charged their squadrons through the rear portion of the columns, and the former almost reached the rebel batteries. the desperate charging of these two squadrons seemed to me to turn the tide of battle. in this charge of hart's squadron was another gallant though modest cavalryman, lieutenant edward h. parry, who as a staff officer rode side by side with me in many severe engagements. eventually the rebel cavalry were driven from the field never to return except as guests of the victors, twenty-three years after the battle, and as citizens of a country they tried to destroy. it is not difficult to conjecture what would have been the result had these seven thousand cavalrymen succeeded in reaching the baltimore pike, striking the reserve artillery and trains at the moment when pickett was moving up to the assault of cemetery ridge. on the night of july our brigade moved over to the left of the army to picket in front of round top. i will never forget that night. it was raining hard and so dark that we were compelled to use lanterns to remove the dead and dying out of our way, fearing our horses would crush them under their feet. the moans of the dying were horrible. sometimes i imagine i can still hear their voices ringing in my ears. it was awful! then commenced the race after lee's defeated army. for a few days we had with us "beau" neill's brigade of the sixth corps, but on july we cut loose from them, marched to boonsborough, where we rejoined general gregg and one of the other brigades of our division, and, pushing rapidly to harper's ferry, crossed over the potomac on the th, with our head-quarters' band playing "i wish i was in dixie." next day the two brigades moved out to shepherdstown and encountered the rebel cavalry again, fighting dismounted behind stone walls and fences all day. an officer of the signal corps sent us a report that all of lee's army had crossed over to our side of the river and that we were being surrounded by the enemy. consequently, when night came, we made a hasty retreat to harper's ferry. a singular thing about this fight was that while we did not claim any victory, and left all our killed and wounded behind in charge of our surgeons, when the latter rejoined us a few days afterwards they told us that the rebels had commenced their retreat even before we did, also leaving their killed and wounded in charge of their surgeons. that, it is believed, was the only drawn fight the cavalry of both armies ever had--where each abandoned the field to the other--during the four years' contest. our line of march southward was over the same ground as that traversed by mcclellan in after antietam. nothing much of note occurred. we did not get a fair chance at the rebel cavalry again until we arrived, on september , in the neighborhood of culpeper court-house. here gregg made a mounted attack, driving the rebel cavalry fifteen miles. while we of the staff were placing the regiments in position for this mounted charge i was ordered to find a cover for the sixth ohio cavalry, and took them into a heavy piece of oak timber near the edge of the open country. while i was reporting to general gregg how our lines were formed he observed the sixth ohio breaking and coming back through the woods in great disorder. he at once ordered me to stop and re-form them, but i soon became demoralized myself when i felt the belligerent end of a hornet upon my cheek. the brave old colonel (steedman) of the sixth ohio said that they could stand all the shot and shell the d--d rebels could give them, but not a hornets' nest. thus were some of the bravest of our soldiers ignominiously put to flight. and here let me call attention to another instance of the way in which some of our generals gained reputation. when gregg made his dashing attack upon the enemy at culpeper court-house our brigade, being on the left of his line, made a half-wheel, swept down on the flank of the enemy, and drove away the cannoneers from their battery as well as its supports. while we were busy in front in pursuit of these people, having passed the guns, a brigadier-general commanding one of the other divisions, with his staff and orderlies, rode up and had the guns quietly hauled off the field. a few days after this i bought a copy of a new york paper, with a flaming header in large type, announcing the gallant and desperate charge of kilpatrick's cavalry division, and how its commander had led it in person and captured a battery from the rebels. general gregg, with his usual modesty, never protested, and we who had done the capturing were the only ones who did the growling for him. there is nothing like newspaper glory for promotion in time of war, and there were only too many of such newspaper generals among us. gregg would never permit a newspaper correspondent about his command, and hence our division was not appreciated, outside of army circles, as it should have been. in the month of october came our retrograde movement to centreville and fairfax, and another great cavalry charge was witnessed between culpeper court-house and brandy station, where we repulsed a fearful onslaught of the rebel cavalry and drove them back upon their infantry supports. after we had crossed over to the north side of the rappahannock we had a severe dismounted engagement, and during the day, which was election day in ohio, the troops belonging to that state voted for state candidates. i was detailed to personally superintend the voting in the sixth ohio cavalry. we relieved one company at a time for the purpose, then sent them back to the front and retired the next, and so on until the whole regiment had voted. i doubt if many of the "statesmen" of the present day would care to mix in "practical politics" under similar circumstances. a few days after this i was severely hurt at bristow station and sent to hospital for ninety days. upon my return to the front great changes had taken place. general torbert was in command of the first division, "old stand-by" gregg retaining his own, the second, and general wilson in command of the third division, with "cavalry sheridan" in command of the corps. on may , , gregg's division moved out from its winter quarters at warrenton, marched to the rappahannock at kelly's ford, and crossed over to ely's ford on the rapidan. we forced our way over the river, taking the advance of the second corps into "the wilderness" until we came to todd's tavern on the brock road. there we were dismounted and moved to the left and front of a division of the second corps which was hotly engaged, and we pressed back the right of the rebel line. during this contest a gay-looking first lieutenant of the engineer corps from general meade's staff came up to me, asked if i was captain thomas, and said that gregg and sheridan had sent him out there to me so that i might show him a cavalry charge if we should have one. a few moments afterwards an officer reported to me that general davies, my brigade commander, on whose staff i was serving, and two of his officers had just been captured by the enemy. learning the direction in which they had been taken, i took a mounted squadron of the first new jersey, the nearest at hand, and said to the gay lieutenant, "now is your chance for a charge." we dashed through the enemy to the rescue of our friends, the lieutenant far in advance of us all, and recaptured them. this officer afterwards distinguished himself as a general in the cavalry during the latter part of the war and on the mexican frontier. the dashing mackenzie, for he it was, afterwards called me his godfather for giving him his first baptism in a cavalry charge. after our division had been relieved by the second corps, general sheridan, with his command, cut loose for a short time from the army of the potomac and went on his successful raid around lee's army, destroying the latter's communication with richmond. while on this raid--at beaver dam station, on the fredericksburg and richmond railroad--custer captured a train of cars loaded with some of our infantry who had been taken prisoners a few days before in the wilderness, and they expressed their delight by singing, "ain't we glad to get out of the wilderness?" our division remained as rear-guard, while the advance were destroying trains, stores, and railroads. on the morning after the capture of beaver dam station, and just as day was breaking, i called up one of the orderlies, who was a barber, to shave me. he jumped to earn his quarter, while i looked around among my brother officers who were sleeping and chuckled to myself in having stolen a march on them. the barber had taken the beard from off one side of my face when the enemy opened two batteries upon us, the shells passing directly over our quarters. such a scramble as we had to get to our horses, and i only half-shaved! the joke was turned upon me, and i did not have the balance finished until noon. we again fought the rebel cavalry at yellow tavern on may and gave them a severe thrashing, capturing some of their artillery and many prisoners. in this engagement the great rebel cavalry chieftain, general j. e. b. stuart, was mortally wounded while rallying his men. during the attack in our front my brigade was having a lively time of it in the rear. we were being pestered all day by a regiment of rebel cavalry, and general davies sent two of his staff back to look after his extreme rear and watch these troublesome people, for they were very annoying to our column. at last our opportunity came. we observed them preparing for a mounted charge. quickly dismounting the rear-guard, we placed them in ambush on either side of a sunken road. the brave fellows came boldly on, but not one of them returned. they were all killed, wounded, or captured. we continued our marching and fighting until we came into the defenses of richmond on the brook road, a broad highway leading into the city. here were required skill, good generalship, and a cool head, but "cavalry sheridan" was equal to the occasion. we fought front, flanks, and rear against infantry and cavalry, repulsing charge after charge, killing two rebel generals and scores of their men. oh, how we prayed for room to make a mounted charge, but could not! at one time our situation was critical, and some of us became a little nervous. for a while general sheridan seemed at a loss what to do, and suggested that general gregg mount his division and try to break through the enemy's lines, so as to draw off the forces attacking our other two divisions, and thus allow wilson's command to cross the chickahominy, and that he (gregg) rejoin the army of the potomac the best way he could, leaving his artillery with sheridan and the rest of the corps. gregg, however, concluded to hold fast where he was. then we dismounted some more regiments and advanced our lines on the flanks and rear. the enemy thinking we intended to make a general attack, concluded to anticipate it by a countercharge, which they did, just as we wanted them to do, and they were repulsed all along the lines. while we held the flanks and rear, custer, with his michiganders and their spencer carbines, drove the enemy from the front and built a bridge across the chickahominy at meadow bridges, by which we succeeded in getting all of our artillery over. we then retired without molestation. this proved that we had given the rebels a severe drubbing, and in sight, too, of the spires of the rebel capital. we then marched on until we reached butler's army, and encamped on the banks of the james river at haxhall's landing, remaining there two days to replenish our supplies of rations, forage, and ammunition. while at haxhall's i got out my fishing-lines with the intention of having a catfish supper, for catfish were plenty in the river. during the excitement of catching the fish i noticed one of my lines drawn taut. i began pulling it up, and said to captain parry, who was with me, "i guess i have a whale this time," when behold! a water-logged torpedo came to the surface with a large catfish twisted around one of the blocks. no one could have dropped anything quicker than i did that combination of catfish and torpedo, and pulled for shore. in the mean time parry was having a good laugh at my expense. out in front of me was a picket boat, and the officer hailed me to know what was the matter. when i told him, he passed word to the rear, and said, "hold on to your line; the captain will come in his gig." i was curious to know how the captain could run a gig on water, and the crew of the boat laughed very heartily at my ignorance. i gave the whole business to the captain, and shortly after received from him in return a nice case of the "ardent." we rejoined the army of the potomac near spottsylvania court-house on may , and then took the advance again until we arrived at hawes' shops. here, on the th, we were attacked by cavalry and infantry, and fought dismounted for five hours, driving the enemy from the field. in this engagement i think we piled up more dead rebels than in any other of our fights during the whole war. a few days afterwards general grant made his head-quarters on our battle-ground, but was forced to move them on account of the stench arising from the dead bodies which were still unburied. the next day after the fight at hawes' shops we moved to the left around bethesda church, witnessing the pennsylvania reserve corps' hard contest with the enemy at that place. on the following day we arrived at cold harbor just in the nick of time to prevent the enemy's infantry from taking an old line of breastworks. we repulsed several of their charges, and held our ground until relieved by general "baldy" smith's command, which was very slow in coming to our relief from west point, on the york river. after being relieved by general smith's command we mounted, moved by the left, and were constantly engaged with the enemy until we reached bottoms' bridge, where we took our stand to await all comers. after resting a couple of days, sheridan took two of his divisions and commenced another long march for the relief of general hunter, who was supposed to be at lynchburg, or in its vicinity. at trevellian station, on the lynchburg and richmond railroad, on june , we butted against the rebel cavalry corps and a division of infantry. these people gave us a good shaking up, but we captured several hundred prisoners, and learning from them that hunter had retreated over the mountains and that they had been sent by rail to overtake us, sheridan concluded that he had better get back home. so we gathered up our slightly wounded, and came back by the way of the spottsylvania battle-ground, the column marching past the famous tree that was cut down by musket-balls in the bloody angle. we made a rapid and circuitous march, and arrived at the white house landing, on the pamunkey river. here we found an immense wagon-train waiting for us to guard it over the country to the james river. in performing this duty general sheridan displayed great generalship, preserving the trains and delivering them safely inside of our lines. during the movement gregg's cavalry division covered the rear and flank next to the enemy. about the time sheridan was parking the train on the banks of the james we were attacked at saint mary's church, on june , by a superior force of the enemy, composed of mounted and dismounted cavalry and one division of infantry. we came together like two battering-rams, then backed off for vantage-ground, and went at each other again and again. this unequal engagement continued all day and until night spread its protecting mantle over us. we then retired within our lines near wilcox's landing. this retreat would never have happened had it not been that sheridan and the other division were in entire ignorance of what was going on in their rear, for the enemy had captured all dispatches sent to him by gregg, several officers and men being taken prisoners while performing this messenger duty. our losses in killed, wounded, and captured upon the field were very heavy. but we did well, considering that the numbers opposed to us were three or four to one, and did not lose a single wheel, though we were pretty severely knocked about. the cavalry corps were, on june , ferried across the james river to the south side, and we moved up towards petersburg, taking position on the left and rear of our army at that point. during the months of july and august, sheridan was kept very busy marching his cavalry from the left of the army of the potomac over to the right of the army of the james and back again. in every one of these movements we were hotly engaged dismounted, and struck some severe blows, invariably killing some general officer belonging to the enemy. on one of these occasions, after moving over to the right, sheridan was ordered to embark two of his divisions upon transports, and instead of going up the james he went down, crossed the bay and went up the potomac to washington, and thence to the shenandoah valley. the history of his succeeding campaign is familiar to all. gregg's division remained with the army of the potomac, covering its left and rear, taking the advance in all reconnoissances in force made by the army. during one of the engagements at ream's station, colonel chamberlain, of the first massachusetts cavalry, was wounded in the arm by a "tree-frog," or sharp-shooter. i asked him why he was limping around in such a funny manner. his reply was, "damn it, tommy, if you were wounded in the arm you would limp too." we saw the fellow who fired the shot and ran some men to the bottom of the tree. chamberlain gave the order to fire, when down came mr. tree-frog looking like a bundle of rags. in this same engagement mahone's division was repulsed three times by the first district of columbia cavalry, dismounted. this regiment was composed of maine men and was shortly afterwards consolidated with the first maine cavalry. it was armed with the henry rifle (sixteen-shooter), and was composed of veterans who could not be excelled for coolness and bravery. its position at ream's station, on august , was on the left of a new division of the second corps. a german brigade in this division deliberately abandoned a new line of intrenchments with seven guns, leaving their loaded muskets standing up against the earthworks. some of our dismounted cavalrymen used these muskets as long as they could find ammunition for them. general hancock and general gregg were present in person, for they were anxious to save the guns, and the slaughter in mahone's division must have been terrible, as the repeating rifles wiped out line after line. no supports coming, the cavalry was compelled to give way when mahone made his fourth charge, capturing the guns of the second corps. in the last charge my horse was killed and i was severely injured, and was sent home for thirty days in consequence. returning to the front on october , i was relieved from staff duty and ordered to take command of my regiment, now composed of reenlisted veterans who had passed through the furnace of war from to . in the latter part of october our brigade did some very effective work in the engagement at the davis farm, on the left and rear of our lines at petersburg. general fitz-hugh lee threw his whole command upon us, compelling our brigade to change front three times, but we repulsed him at every point, driving him from the field. we did not know what force we were engaged with until we captured the adjutant-general of young's brigade. that handsome officer remarked to general davies that it was fearfully bad weather for moving about and for cavalry fighting. davies replied, "yes, you people were not contented in your camps, but must come out here for a fight, and i guess you got one." the adjutant-general, noticing the troops his people were fighting, asked general davies how many brigades he had under him. upon being informed that there was but one brigade of five regiments, he exclaimed, "impossible! why, we had three brigades against you." he was then started for the rear, apparently much chagrined. a few days after this gregg's division was ordered out to join the second corps in a reconnoissance in force to the left of our army, beyond hatcher's run. these reconnoissances were generally accompanied by generals grant and meade in person, and our engagements with the enemy sometimes resulted in a heavy battle. during this particular movement the first pennsylvania veteran cavalry covered the rear of our division, while the first maine cavalry was in the advance, forcing a crossing at some creek. general gregg was anxious to connect with hancock's left flank, but as he could only move his division in columns of twos through the dense woods, the movement was very slow. during its execution we were attacked by a brigade of rebel cavalry, commanded by general (now senator) butler, of south carolina. for a full half-hour the enemy had a soft thing of it, throwing shot and shell into us without our being able to reply. but gregg could not bother with side issues at that critical moment, so he ordered the first pennsylvania cavalry "to take care of those people," as he expressed it. the attack of this small regiment on the flank of the rebels was so sudden that the latter were glad to escape with their guns. the officers and men of the first pennsylvania were highly elated over their success, and felt proud of themselves, for they were but a handful in comparison with the number they had attacked and driven away. the first maine cavalry were just as successful in their attack in front as we were in the rear. during the month of november we made another movement to our left. my regiment was on picket duty when the order came to move to the front, but it was soon relieved and ordered to report to the brigade. upon our arrival at the front, and as we were passing the head of general crawford's division, general gregg gave orders for his division to dismount and advance on foot. from what i could glean from a conversation with one of his staff, crawford evidently had orders to close the interval between gregg's right and the rest of the fifth corps. those who have witnessed a division of cavalry dismounting and going into action on foot know what a demoralizing effect it has on those in the rear, for the led horses are generally sent back at a gallop to re-form and advance quietly, following up their various commands. while this retrograde movement of dismounted horses was being made, general crawford yelled to one of his staff, and sent him off with his compliments to general warren, to say that the cavalry were repulsed, and they would trample his men to death if he attempted to make the movement ordered. i began to expostulate with the general, but it was of no use, so i ordered my regiment forward at a gallop, dismounted, and went into action. my dismounted horses no doubt increased the demoralization of the "dough-boys." during this same month of november, general gregg moved his cavalry division out to stony creek station, driving the enemy off and capturing and destroying the stores which had been accumulated there in great quantities. among the articles was a cask filled with sorghum molasses. some of the men turned it up on end, drove in the head, and began filling their canteens with its sweet contents. most of them were too short to reach over, when along came a tall yankee of the first maine cavalry, with half a dozen canteens, and brushed the little fellows away as though they were so many flies. i noticed a consultation among these little fellows, when they suddenly made a rush, seized the big fellow by the legs, lifted him up and sent him head-foremost into the cask and turned it over. it was as much as i could do to save the poor fellow from being smothered to death. we rolled him down the hill into the creek, where he washed himself off, and when he came up, he said in his nasal tone of voice, "warn't that the durnedst trick you ever hearn tell of?" in the month of december, gregg's cavalry division was ordered to take the advance of the fifth corps and cover the country while the infantry were tearing up and destroying the weldon railroad. we reached a point named the "three rivers," and had a very sharp brush with the enemy, losing several officers and men. upon the return march our cavalry took a road running parallel with the one that our infantry were on, the enemy following us closely. on this homeward march, while in the advance, i witnessed the sickening sight of some of our men lying dead with their hearts and private parts cut out and thrust in their mouths. these atrocities were supposed to have been committed by citizens of the neighborhood out "bushwhacking." the poor fellows who met with such horrible treatment had become intoxicated from the large quantity of apple-jack found in that section of the country, and were murdered in cold blood. that raid was known as the "apple-jack raid." during the month of january, , my regiment was doing picket duty on the left and rear of our main lines. one day, noticing a number of hogs running loose in the woods in our front, i gave permission for some of the men to go out and kill them. soon afterwards one of the videttes sent in word that two of the men were captured by the rebels. i quickly mounted a squadron and went off at a gallop, knowing well that there was but one place where the rebels could cross the stream below lee's mill, we being on the inside circuit. i pushed rapidly for that point. upon our arrival i noticed a few fresh tracks of horses that had crossed towards us, but had not returned. i then made preparations for the arrival of the squad with their prisoners. we waited perhaps half an hour, when the squad came in view with their two prisoners, each carrying a dead hog. the poor fellows were staggering under their heavy loads, and their captors were twitting them about being pork butchers. my men were entirely concealed on either side of the stream. we remained quiet until the whole party had reached the middle between the banks, when i gave the signal to my men to arise and cover the party with their carbines. it was like a dramatic tableau to witness the look of consternation upon the faces of the party, for there was no escape for them. as for the two butchers, it was laughable to look at them. they began looking around to ascertain if it was fun or earnest, when they espied me, and both hogs dropped from their shoulders into the water, and the two men fell against the bank, yelling for us to give their captors a volley. i then ordered the rebels to advance one at a time, dismount, and take off their arms. i asked my two men who it was that had suggested that they should carry the hogs, and they pointed to the sergeant and one other man. these two were ordered to pick up the pork and move back, under charge of the two that were recaptured, to the picket reserve. as the command was moving out for the return, some wag in the squadron remarked to the rebel sergeant, "how do you like that for a movement by inversion?" in the month of march an order came from general head-quarters directing me to take my regiment, with a trusted scout, and proceed to the head of the blackwater swamp, when we would find a body of marauders composed of deserters from both armies. these men had been murdering our pickets nightly for what plunder they could get from the dead bodies. my orders were to destroy these scoundrels. the orders were carried out to the very letter. on my return to camp, after six days and nights of hard marching, a leave of absence for ten days was sent me without application on my part. i took advantage of the furlough and went home. upon my arrival there, i found awaiting me a personal telegram from general sheridan, who had rejoined the army of the potomac that same morning with the other two divisions of the cavalry corps, having marched overland from the head of the shenandoah valley. this dispatch directed me to take the first train and come to the front as rapidly as possible, and upon my arrival at city point to assume command of all the newly-remounted men there and join my division on the march. though i had just arrived home i obeyed the order and took the first train for washington, went directly to the war department, showed my dispatch, and was at once sent to annapolis on a special engine. i then took a dispatch-boat in company with colonel comstock, of general grant's staff, arrived at city point on the morning of the st of march, and joined our division at dinwiddie court-house in time to take part in the engagement of that day. the next day came the battle of five forks. here sheridan threw his whole cavalry corps upon the enemy, with the exception of my brigade. as for my own regiment, we had all the fighting we wanted in keeping the enemy from getting around on sheridan's left and rear. in this battle whole brigades went into action mounted and dismounted, the mounted men dashing over breastworks as though they were mere piles of dirt, and capturing prisoners by the thousand. while in conversation with general w. h. f. lee, who was taken prisoner, he told me that he was in the act of sighting a cannon to sweep along that portion of the works where the fifth corps were piling over when he heard a voice saying, "surrender, you rebel son of a gun!" and looking up there he saw one of our cavalrymen astride a mule, with his revolver between the mule's ears, reaching over in the act of pulling trigger. in a few seconds the earth-work was filled with our mounted cavalry. the much-abused army mule, after all, was of some service besides hauling heavy loads. on the following day, april , our cavalry struck the south side railroad and continued in pursuit of lee's retreating army. richmond and petersburg fell on the d, and these good tidings seemed to give new life to both men and horses. on we pressed until we reached jetersville, on the danville railroad, on april . about one o'clock that night, as we lay to horse, the first pennsylvania cavalry was ordered to mount and report to general sheridan at once. under sheridan's fly i found general crook (who was now in command of gregg's old division) and general davies looking over a map. i was shown the position where the enemy were supposed to be, near amelia court-house, and was instructed to proceed with my regiment about two or three miles in advance of our brigade, press through all small detachments, and attack the enemy's wagon-train at daylight. we reached some high ground just as the sun was rising, and below at our feet lay the whole rebel army in line of battle, apparently sound asleep. it was a beautiful sight to look upon. here instructions were given to the men that when the charge was sounded by the bugles they should yell like demons and tell all the rebels they met, particularly the officers, that sheridan and all his cavalry corps were upon them. this regiment with its three hundred veterans charged through a number of outlying commands, destroying about three hundred wagons, cutting out twelve hundred head of horses and mules, capturing eight hundred prisoners, eleven rebel battle-flags, and a bright, new spick-and-span battery of armstrong field-guns, which shortly before had been presented by the ladies of liverpool to the corporation of the city of richmond. we held our ground and captures until general davies came to our relief, which he did very promptly. let me relate an amusing incident. between daylight and sunrise i observed a body of rebel cavalry holding paines' cross-roads. in a house by the roadside there resided an episcopal clergyman. the gentleman came out, stood at his gate, and looked first at us, then at his friends. he had a gold watch in his hand, as though looking at the time of day. i ordered two squadrons to charge the rebels and clear the road, and while they were performing that duty we advanced the balance of the command, halting in front of our religious friend, when the following conversation took place: "good-morning." "good-morning, sir." "you are the first live yankee cavalry commander i have seen since the war commenced." my reply was, "then you are not a pupil of general hooker's." he laughingly said "no," and then he asked, hearing the firing of the small-arms of the charging squadrons, "are you going to have a battle here? if so, how long will it last?" my reply was, "no, sir; we will move on." i then asked him why he kept his watch in his hand. his reply was, "i thought i would time you to find out how soon you would be driven off the sacred soil of the immortal washington." i moved away, smiling at the old rector's loyalty to the father of his country, when i heard a scuffle behind me. upon looking around i observed my own orderly seizing the watch and saying, "we will tell you the time when the johnnies stop running." then he dashed away before i could stop him to return the stolen watch. all of our captures from the enemy, except the battle-flags and the watch, were turned over, by order of general davies, to the tenth new york cavalry, and we then proceeded as rapidly as possible to join the main command. the first pennsylvania cavalry joined the brigade and resumed the fighting, for the rebels were very sore over the captures and were trying hard to retake their guns, but we succeeded in getting back to jetersville safely. about five o'clock that afternoon, april , the first pennsylvania cavalry were standing to horse, when sheridan, crook, and a number of other general officers, both infantry and cavalry, came riding up to examine the captured battle-flags. among the colors was one presented to general fitz-hugh lee by his lady friends of richmond, which, by the way, i made a present to general davies. the enemy, seeing these officers around the colors, sounded the charge and came upon us with a rush. sheridan ordered me to mount my men and check the enemy until he could send in more regiments to my support. then ensued a phenomenal display of shooting-stars by daylight, for the generals all scattered to their various commands. we mounted and charged the enemy and commenced a hand-to-hand fight, using pistols, sabres, and clubbed carbines. the heaviest of the fighting was around our colors. the brave old color-sergeant of the first pennsylvania cavalry, antoine wolf, carrying aloft the colors of his regiment in one hand, and with his sabre in the other cutting his way right and left, followed close at my horse's heels. many a good trooper fell in the track made by us that day. that was my sixth and last charge during the engagement, and i lost a horse killed in every charge. while lying under my horse with my leg shattered by a carbine-ball, colonel janeway, at the head of the first new jersey, passed by at full charge, saying, "cheer up, tommy, we are here with you," then instantly exclaimed, "my god!" and fell dead from his saddle but twenty feet from me. our brigade started that morning with sixteen field officers, and at sundown but one was left, the other fifteen having been either killed or wounded. after i was wounded i turned my command over to captain holbrook, who led it through several charges on the th, th, and th of april. he had the satisfaction of planting the regiment across lee's front on the lynchburg pike, with its colors in the middle of the road, there to witness the surrender of the rebel army. this ended my experience as a cavalryman. and now i trust that i will be excused when i say that we cavalrymen soon taught the other arms of the service to respect us and stopped that old slurring remark, "here comes the cavalry back; now there is going to be a fight." although we were criticised sharply at the beginning of the war, yet at its close we of all the branches of the service proved ourselves the most efficient under the command of that prince among soldiers, "cavalry sheridan." colonel hampton s. thomas. [frontispiece: "'i have a present for you--a sister'" see p. ] dr. lavendar's people by margaret deland author of "old chester tales" illustrated by lucius hitchcock new york and london harper & brothers publishers copyright, , by harper & brothers. _all rights reserved._ published october, . to dr. francis b. harrington these stories are dedicated contents the apotheosis of the reverend mr. spangler the note the grasshopper and the ant amelia "an exceeding high mountain" at the stuffed-animal house illustrations "i have a present for you--a sister'" . . . . . . _frontispiece_ "david's head swam" "she always came into the library to say good-night to him" "lurched forward into a chair, breathing loudly" "mrs. barkley rose, tapping the table with alarming loudness" "miss lydia, watching him, grew paler and paler" "there she turned and looked back" "thomas dilworth got on his feet and swore" "'what is the name of the kind person?'" "she knelt down, as usual, at the big chintz-covered winged chair" miss harriet was leaning forward "'a happy sleep,' miss annie repeated" the apotheosis of the reverend mr. spangler i miss ellen baily kept school in the brick basement of her old frame house on main street. the children used to come up a flagstone path to the side door, and then step down two steps into an entry. two rooms opened on this entry; in one the children sat at small, battered desks and studied; in the other miss baily heard their lessons, sitting at a table covered with a red cloth, which had a white grecian fret for a border and smelled of crumbs. on the wall behind her was a faded print of "belshazzar's feast"; in those days this was probably the only feasting the room ever saw--although on a thin-legged sideboard there were two decanters (empty) and a silver-wire cake-basket which held always three apples. both rooms looked out on the garden--the garden and, in fine weather, _mr. david baily!_ ... ah, me--what it was, in the dreary stretches of mental arithmetic, to look across the flower-beds and see mr. david--tall and dark and melancholy--pacing up and down, sometimes with a rake, oftener with empty hands; always with vague, beautiful eyes fixed on some inner vision of heart-broken memory. miss ellen's pupils were confident of this vision because of a tombstone in the burial-ground which recorded the death of maria hastings, at the romantic age of seventeen; and, as everybody in old chester knew, mr. baily had been in love with this same seventeen-year-old maria. to be sure, it was thirty years ago; but that does not make any difference, "_in real love_," as any school-girl can tell you. so, when david baily paced up and down the garden paths or sat in the sunshine under the big larch we all knew that he was thinking of his bereavement. in the opinion of the older girls, grief had wrecked mr. david's life; he had intended to be a clergyman, but had left the theological school because his eyes gave out. "he cried himself nearly blind," the girls told each other with great satisfaction. after that he tried one occupation after another, but somehow failed in each; which was proof of a delicacy of constitution induced by sorrow. furthermore, he seemed pursued by a cruel fortune--"fate," the girls called it. elderly, unromantic old chester did not use this fine word, but it admitted pursuing disaster. for instance: there was the time that david undertook the charge of a private library in upper chester, and three months afterwards the owner sold it! then mr. hays found a job for him, and just as he was going to work he was laid up with rheumatism. and again tom dilworth got him a place as assistant book-keeper; and david, after innumerable tangles on his balance-sheet, was obliged to say, frankly, that he had no head for figures. but he was willing to do anything else--"_any_ honest work that is not menial," he said, earnestly. and tom said, why, yes, of course, only he'd be darned if he knew what to suggest. but he added, in conjugal privacy, that david ought to be hided for not turning his hand to something. "why doesn't he try boot-blacking? only, i suppose, he'd say he couldn't make the change correctly. he doesn't know whether two and two make five or three--like our ned." "why, they make four, tom," said mrs. dilworth. and thomas stared at her, and said, "you don't say so!" there had been no end of such happenings; "and none of them my brother's fault," miss ellen told the sympathetic older girls, who glanced sideways at mr. david and wished that they might die and be mourned as mr. david mourned maria. the fact was, the habit of failure had fastened upon poor david; and in the days when miss ellen's school was in its prime (before the new people told our parents that her teaching was absurdly inadequate), he was depending on his sister for his bread-and-butter. that miss ellen supported him never troubled the romantic souls of miss ellen's pupils any more than it troubled miss ellen--or mr. david. "why shouldn't she?" the girls would have demanded if any such rudely practical question had been asked; "he is so delicate, _and he has a broken heart!_" so that was how it happened that the pupils were able to have palpitating glimpses of him, walking listlessly about the garden, or dozing in a sunny window over an old magazine, or doing some pottering bit of carpentering for miss ellen, but never losing his good looks or the grieved melancholy of his expression. miss ellen had been teaching for twenty years. it is useless to deny that, unless one has a genius for imparting knowledge, teaching is a drudgery. it was drudgery to ellen baily, but she never slighted it on that account. she was conscientious about the number of feet in the highest mountain in the world; she saw to it that her pupils could repeat the sovereigns of england backward. besides these fundamentals, the older girls had natural philosophy every friday; it was not, perhaps, necessary that young ladies should know that the air was composed of two gases (the girls who had travelled and seen the lighted streets of towns knew what gas was), nor that rubbing a cat's fur the wrong way in the dark would produce electric sparks--such things were not necessary. but they were interesting, and, as mrs. barkley said, if they did not go too far and lead to scepticism, they would do no harm. however, miss ellen counteracted any sceptical tendencies by reading aloud, every saturday morning, bishop cummings on the revelation, so that even dr. lavendar was not wiser than miss ellen's girls as to what st. john meant by "a time, and a time, and a half of a time," or who the four beasts full of eyes before and behind stood for. for accomplishments, there was fine sewing every wednesday afternoon; and on mondays, with sharply pointed pencils, we copied trees and houses from neat little prints; also, we had lessons upon the piano-forte, so there was not one of us who, when she left miss ellen's, could not play at least three pieces, viz., "the starlight valse," "the maiden's prayer," and "the last rose of summer." ah, well, one may smile. compared to what girls know nowadays, it is, of course, very absurd. but, all the same, miss ellen's girls knew some things of which our girls are ignorant: reverence was one; humility was another; obedience was a third. and poor, uneducated folk (compared with our daughters) that we of old chester may be, we are, if i mistake not, glad that we were taught a certain respect for our own language, which, though it makes the tongue of youth to-day almost unintelligible, does give us a joy in the wells of english undefiled which our children do not seem to know; and for this, in our dull old chester way, we are not ungrateful. however, this may all be sour grapes.... at any rate, for twenty painstaking years miss ellen's methods fed and clothed mr. david. then came the winter of dr. lavendar's illness, and the temporary instalment of the reverend mr. spangler, and ellen baily realized that there were other things in the world than david's food and clothes. dr. lavendar, cross, unbelieving, protesting, was to be hustled down south by sam wright; and the day before he started mr. spangler appeared. that was early in february, and dr. lavendar was to come back the first of may. "not a day sooner," said sam wright. "i'll come when i see fit," said dr. lavendar. he didn't believe in this going away, he said. "home is the best place to be sick in. the truth is, willy king doesn't want me to die on his hands--it would hurt his business," said dr. lavendar, wickedly; "i know him!" but to mr. spangler dr. lavendar said other things about willy, and sam wright, too; in fact, about all of them. and he pulled out his big, red silk pocket-handkerchief with a trembling flourish and wiped his eyes. "i don't deserve it," he said. "i'm a dogmatic old fogy, and i won't let the new people have their jimcrackery; and i preach old sermons, and i've had a cold in my head for three months. and yet, look at 'em: a purse, if you please! and sam wright is going down with me. sam ought to be ashamed of himself to waste his time; he's a busy man. no, sir; i don't deserve it. and, if you take my advice, you'll pray the lord that your people will treat you as you don't deserve." mr. spangler, a tall, lean man, very correctly dressed, who was depended upon in the diocese as a supply, made notes solemnly while dr. lavendar talked; but he sighed once or twice, patiently, for the old man was not very helpful. mr. spangler wanted to know what sunday-school teachers could be relied upon, and whether the choir was very thin-skinned, and which of the vestry had chips on their shoulders. "none of 'em. i knocked 'em all off, long ago," said dr. lavendar. "don't you worry about that. speak your mind." "i have," said mr. spangler, coughing delicately, "an iron hand when i once make up my mind in regard to methods; firmness is, i think, a clergyman's duty, and duty, i hope, is my watchword; but i think it best to canvass a matter thoroughly before making up my mind." "it is generally wise to do so," said dr. lavendar, very meekly. "of course," mr. spangler said, kindly, "you belong to a somewhat older period, and do not, perhaps, realize the value of our modern ways of dealing with a parish--i mean in regard to firmly carrying out one's own ideas. i suppose these good people do pretty much as they please, so far as you are concerned?" "perhaps they do," said dr. lavendar, very, very meekly. "so, not wishing to offend, i will ask a few questions: i have heard that the parish is perhaps a little old-fashioned in regard to matters of ritual? i have wondered whether my cassock would be misunderstood?" "cassock?" said dr. lavendar. "bless your heart, wear a pea-jacket if it helps you to preach the word. it will only be for ten sundays," he added, hopefully. the reverend mr. spangler smiled at that; and when he smiled one saw that his face, though timid, was kind. so dr. lavendar, growling and scolding, fussing about danny and his little blind horse goliath, and mr. spangler's comfort, was bundled off; and mr. spangler settled down in the shabby rectory. his iron will led him to preach in his surplice, and it was observed that a silver cross dangled from his black silk fob. "but it's only for ten weeks," said old chester, and asked him to tea, and bore with him, and did nothing more severe than smile when he bowed in the creed--smile, and perhaps stand up a little straighter itself. this, of the real old chester. of course the new people were pleased; and one or two of the younger folk liked it. miss ellen baily was not young, but she liked the surplice better than dr. lavendar's black gown and bands, and the sudden sparkle of the cross when mr. spangler knelt gave her a pang of pleasure. david, too, was not displeased. to be sure, david was rarely stirred to anything so positive as pleasure. but at least he made no objections to the cross; and he certainly brightened up when, on saturday afternoon, mr. spangler called. he even talked of gambier, to which he had gone for a year, and of which, it appeared, the clergyman was an alumnus. miss ellen had a pile of compositions on the table beside her, and she glanced at one occasionally so that she might not seem to expect any share in the conversation. but, all the same, mr. spangler noticed her. he was not drawn to the brother; still, he talked to him about their college, for mr. spangler believed that being agreeable was just as much a clergyman's duty as was changing the bookmarks for advent or lent; and duty, as mr. spangler often said, was his watchword. furthermore, he was aware that his kindness pleased the silent, smiling woman seated behind the pile of compositions. it pleased her so much that that night, after david had gone to bed, she went over to mrs. barkley's to talk about her caller. "well, ellen baily," mrs. barkley said, briskly, as miss baily came into the circle of lamplight by the parlor-table, "so you had a visitor to-day? i saw him, cross and all." "it was a very small one," miss baily protested, "and only silver." "would you have had it diamonds?" demanded mrs. barkley, in a deep bass. "oh, well; it doesn't really matter; there are only nine more sundays. but sam wright says he shall mention it when he writes to dr. lavendar." "i suppose dr. lavendar saw it before he went away," ellen said, with some spirit. "well, if he doesn't take his religion out in crosses, i suppose it's all right. but he's not a very active laborer in the vineyard. i suppose you know about him?" "why, no," ellen said; "nothing except that he supplies a good deal." "supplies? yes, because his mother left him a house in mercer, and enough to live on in a small way; so he likes supplying better than taking a charge where he'd have to work hard and couldn't have his comforts." "why doesn't he take a charge where he could have his comforts?" "can't get the chance," mrs. barkley explained, briefly. "not enough of a preacher. and, besides, he likes his ease in zion. rachel spangler's old house, and her mary ann, and his father's library, and--well, the flesh-pots of mercer!--and supplying, just enough to buy him his ridiculous buttoned-up coats. that's what he likes. i suppose he uses the same old sermons over and over. doesn't ever have to write a new one. however, he's here, and maybe old chester will do him good. ellen baily, did you know that we have a new-comer in old chester? a widow. i don't like widows. her name's smily. foolish name! she's staying at the stuffed animal house. she's harriet hutchinson's cousin, and she's come down on her for a visit." "maybe she'll make her a present when she goes away," said ellen, hopefully. "present! she needs to have presents made to her. she hasn't a cent but what her husband's brother gives her. he's a school-teacher, i understand; and you know yourself, ellen baily, how much a school-teacher can do in that way?" miss ellen sighed. "well," proceeded mrs. barkley, "i just thought i'd tell you about her, because if we all invite her to tea, turn about, it will be a relief to harriet--(she isn't well, that girl; i'm really uneasy about her). and i guess the smily woman won't object to old chester food, either," said mrs. barkley, complacently. "i've asked her for tuesday evening, and i thought i'd throw in mr. spangler and get him off my mind." "david likes him so much," miss ellen began. "does he?" said mrs. barkley. "well, tell him to come; he can talk to mr. spangler. i'm afraid i might hurt the man's feelings if i had to do all the talking. i seem to do that sometimes. did you ever notice, ellen, that the truth always hurts people's feelings? but i knew his mother, so i don't want to do anything to wound him. i won't ask you, ellen; i don't like five at table. but just tell david to come, will you?" and miss baily promised, gratefully. david was not often asked out in old chester. ii the supper at mrs. barkley's was a great occasion to david baily. right after dinner he went up to the garret, and ellen heard him shuffling about overhead, moving trunks. after a while he came down, holding something out to his sister. "guess i'll wear this," he said, briefly. it was an old black velvet waistcoat worked with small silk flowers, pink and blue and yellow. "i haven't seen gentlemen wear those waistcoats lately," miss ellen said, doubtfully. mr. david spread the strange old garment across his narrow breast, and regarded himself in the mirror above the mantel. "father wore it," he said. then he retired to his own room. when he reappeared he wore the waistcoat. his old black frock-coat, shiny on the shoulders and with very full skirts, hung so loose in front that the flowered velvet beneath was not conspicuous; but mr. david felt its moral support when, at least ten minutes before the proper time, he started for mrs. barkley's. his hostess, putting on her best cap before her mirror, glanced down from her window as he came up the path. "ellen ought not to have sent him so early," she said, with some irritation. "emily!" she called, in her deep voice, "just go to the front door and tell mr. baily to go home. i'm not ready for him. or he can sit in the parlor and wait if he wants to. but he can't talk to me." emily, a mournful, elderly person, sought, out of regard for her own feelings, to soften her mistress's message; but david instantly retreated to walk up and down the street, keeping his eye on mrs. barkley's house, so that he could time his return by the arrival of mr. spangler. "he'll come at the right hour, i presume," he said to himself. just then he saw mrs. smily stepping delicately down the street, her head on one side, and a soft, unchanging smile on her lips. as they met she minced a little in her step, and said: "dear me! i'm afraid i've made a mistake. i'm looking for mrs. barkley's residence." "mrs. barkley resides here," said mr. david, elegantly. she looked up into his sad, dark eyes with a flurried air. "dear me," she said, "i fear i am late." "oh, not _late_," said poor david. "perhaps we might walk up and down for a minute longer?" mrs. smily, astonished but flattered, tossed her head, and said, well, she didn't know about _that_! but, all the same, she turned, and they walked as far as the post-office. "i'm afraid you are very attentive to the ladies," mrs. smily said, coquettishly, when david had introduced himself; and david, who had never heard a flirtatious word (unless from maria), felt a sudden thrill and a desire to reply in kind. but from lack of experience he could think of nothing but the truth. he had been too early, he said, and had come out to wait for mr. spangler--"and you, ma'am," he added, in a polite after-thought. but his hurried emphasis made mrs. smily simper more than ever. she shook her finger at him and said: "come, come, sir!" and david's head swam. [illustration: "david's head swam"] at that moment mr. spangler, buttoned to his chin in a black waistcoat, came solemnly along, and, with his protection, david felt he could face mrs. barkley. but, indeed, she met her three guests with condescension and kindness. "they are all fools in their different ways," she said to herself, "but one must be kind to them." so she made mrs. smily sit down in the most comfortable chair, and pushed a footstool at her. then she told mr. spangler, good-naturedly, that she supposed he found old chester very old-fashioned. "don't you be trying any candles on us," she threatened him, in a jocular bass. as for david, she paid no attention to him except to remark that she supposed time didn't count with him. but her bushy eyebrows twitched in a kindly smile when she said it. then she began to talk about dr. lavendar's health. "it is a great trial to have him away," she said. "dear me! i don't know what we will do when the lord takes him. i wish he might live forever. clergymen are a poor lot nowadays." "why, i heard," said mrs. smily, "that he didn't give entire satisfaction." "what!" cried mrs. barkley. "who has been talking nonsense to you? some of the new people, i'll be bound." mrs. smily, very much frightened, murmured that no doubt she was mistaken. wild horses would not have drawn from her that she had heard annie shields that was, say that dr. lavendar had deliberately advised some one she knew to be bad; and that he had refused to help a very worthy man to study for the ministry; and that the ferrises said he ought to be tried for heresy (or something) because he married oscar king to their runaway niece; and that he would not give a child back to its repentant (and perfectly respectable) mother--"and a mother's claim is the holiest thing on earth," mrs. smily said--and that he had encouraged miss lydia sampson in positively _wicked_ extravagance. after hearing these things, mrs. smily had her opinion of dr. lavendar; but that was no reason why she should let mrs. barkley snap her head off. so she only murmured that no doubt she had made a mistake. "i think you have," said mrs. barkley, dryly; and rose and marshalled her company in to supper. "she's a perfect fool," she told herself, "but i hope the lord will give me grace to hold my tongue." perhaps the lord gave her too much grace, for, for the rest of the evening, she hardly spoke to mrs. smily; she even conversed with david rather than look in her direction. for the most part the conversation was a polite exchange of views upon harmless topics between mrs. barkley and mr. spangler, during which mrs. smily cheered up and murmured small ejaculations to david baily. she told him that she was scared nearly to death of the stuffed animals at miss harriet's house. "they make me just scream!" she said. david protectingly assured her that they were harmless. "but they are so dreadful!" mrs. smily said. "isn't it strange that my cousin likes to--to do that to animals? it isn't quite ladylike, to my mind." mr. baily thought to himself how ladylike it was in mrs. smily to object to taxidermy. he noticed, too, that she ate almost nothing, which also seemed very refined. it occurred to him that such a delicate creature ought not to go home alone; the lane up to miss harriet's house was dark with overhanging trees, and, furthermore, half-way up the hill it passed the burial-ground. in a burst of fancy david saw himself near the low wall of the cemetery, protecting mrs. smily, who was shivering in her ladylike way at the old head-stones over in the grass. he began (in his own mind) a reassuring conversation: "there are no such things as spectres, ma'am. i assure you there is no occasion for fear." and at these manly words she would press closer to his side. (and this outside the burial-ground--oh, maria, maria!) but this flight of imagination was not realized, for later emily announced that miss harriet's augustine had come for mrs. smily. "did she bring a lantern?" demanded mrs. barkley. "that lane is too dark except for young folks." augustine had a lantern, and was waiting with it at the front door for her charge; so there was no reason for mr. david to offer his protection. he and mr. spangler went away together, and david twisted his head around several times to watch the spark of light jolting up the hill towards the burial-ground and the stuffed-animal house. when the two men said good-night, mr. spangler had a glimpse of a quickly opened door and heard an eager voice--"come in, dear brother. did you have a delightful evening?" "how pleasing to be welcomed so affectionately!" said the reverend mr. spangler to himself. iii the gentle warmth of that welcome lingered persistently in mr. spangler's mind. "i suspect that she _kissed_ him," he said to himself; and a little dull red crept into his cheeks. miss ellen, dark-eyed, gentle, with soft lips, made mr. spangler suddenly think of a spray of heliotrope warm in the sunshine. "that is a very poetical thought," he said, with a sense of regret that it probably could not be utilized in a sermon. but when he entered the study he banished poetry, because he had a letter to write. it was in answer to an offer of the secretaryship of a church publishing-house in a western city. dr. lavendar, it appeared, had mentioned mr. spangler's name to one mr. horatius brown, stating that in his opinion mr. spangler was just the man for the place--"exact, painstaking, conscientious," mr. brown quoted in his letter; but forbore to add dr. lavendar's further remark that mr. spangler would never embarrass the management by an original idea. "he'll pick up pins as faithfully as any man i know," said dr. lavendar, "and that's what you religious newspapers want, i believe?" mr. spangler was not without a solemn pride in being thus sought out by the ecclesiastical business world, especially when he reflected upon the salary which mr. brown was prepared to offer; but acceptance was another matter. to leave his high calling for mere business! a business, too, which would involve exact hours and steady application;--compared with that, and with the crude, smart bustle of the western city, the frugal leisure of his placid days in mercer assumed in his mind the sanctity of withdrawal from the world, and his occasional preaching took on the glow of missionary zeal. "no," said mr. spangler, "mercenary considerations do not move me a hair's-breadth." mr. spangler did not call his tranquil life in mercer, his comfortable old house, his good cook, his old friends, his freedom from sermon-writing, mercenary considerations. on the contrary, he assured himself that his "circumstances were far from affluent; but i must endure hardness!" he used to add cheerfully. and very honestly his declination seemed to him something that heaven would place to his credit. so he wrote to the publishing-house that he had given the proposition his most prayerful consideration, but that he believed that it was his duty to still labor at the sacred desk--and duty was, he hoped, the watchword of his life. and he was mr. brown's "obedient servant and brother in christ--augustus spangler." then he settled down in dr. lavendar's armchair by the fire in the study; but he did not read the ecclesiastical paper which every week fed his narrow and sincere mind. instead he wondered how often dr. lavendar called upon his female parishioners. would twice in a fortnight be liable to be misunderstood? mr. spangler was terribly afraid of being misunderstood. then he had a flash of inspiration: he ought, as rector, to visit the schools. that was only proper and could not possibly be misunderstood. "for an interest in educational affairs is part of a priest's duty," mr. spangler reflected. if he was right, it must be admitted that dr. lavendar was very remiss. so far as we children could remember, he had never visited miss ellen's school and listened to recitations and heard us speak our pieces. whether that was because he did not care enough about us to come, or because he saw us at collect class and sunday-school and church, and in the street and at the post-office and at home, until he knew us all by heart, so to speak, may be decided one way or the other; but certainly when mr. spangler came, and sat through one morning, and told us stories, and said we made him think of a garden of rosebuds, and took up so much of miss ellen's time that she could not hear the mental arithmetic, it was impossible not to institute comparisons. indeed, some hearts were (for the moment) untrue to mr. david. when miss ellen called on us to speak our pieces, we were so excited and breathless that, for my part, i could not remember the first line of "bingen on the rhine," and had to look quickly into the fourth reader; but before i could begin, lydia wright started in with "excelsior," and she got all the praise; though i'm sure i--well, never mind! but dr. lavendar wouldn't have praised one girl so that all the others wanted to scratch her! all that first half, the pupils, bending over their copy-books, writing, "_courtesy to inferiors is true gentility_," glanced at the visitor sideways, and if they caught his eye, looked down, blushing to the roots of their hair--which was not frizzled, if you please, or hanging over their eyes like the locks of skye-terriers, but parted and tied with a neat ribbon bow on the tops of all the small heads. but mr. spangler did not look often at the pupils; instead he conversed in a low voice with miss ellen. nobody could hear what he said, but it must have been very interesting, for when miss ellen suddenly looked at the clock she blushed, and brought her hand hurriedly down on the bell on her desk. it was ten minutes after the hour for recess! for the rest of that day miss ellen baily moved and looked as one in a dream. her brother, however, did not seem to notice her absent-mindedness. indeed, he was as talkative as she was silent. "sister," he said, as they sat at tea, "i need a new hat. one with a blue band about it might be--ah--becoming." "blue is a sweet color," said miss ellen, vaguely. "mrs. smily remarked to me that before her affliction made it improper, she was addicted to the color of blue." "was she?" ellen said, absently. "don't you think," david said, after a pause, "that my coat is somewhat shabby? you bought it, you may remember, the winter of the long frost." "is it?" miss ellen said. "yes; and the style is obsolete, i think. not that i am a creature of fashion, but i do not like to be conspicuous in dress." "you are not that, dear david," miss ellen protested. "on sunday i often think nobody looks as handsome as you." david blushed. "you are partial, ellen." "no, i'm not," cried miss ellen, coming out of her reveries. "only yesterday i heard some one say that you were very fine-looking." "who said it?" "never mind," ellen said, gayly. "do tell me, sister," he entreated; "that's a good girl." "it was somebody whose opinion you care a great deal about." "i think you might tell me," said mr. david, aggrieved. "not that i care, because it isn't true, and was only said to please you. people know how to get round you, ellen. but i'd just like to know." "guess," said miss ellen. "well, was it--mrs. smily?" "oh, dear, no! it was somebody very important in old chester. it was mrs. barkley." "oh," said mr. david. "a compliment from her means so much, you know," miss ellen reminded him. david was silent. "but all the same," ellen said, "you do need a coat, dear brother. i'm afraid i've been selfish not to notice it." mr. david made no reply. miss ellen beamed at him. "you always look well, in my eyes: but it pleases me to have you well dressed, too." "well, then, to please you, i'll dress up," said mr. david, earnestly. iv "does not mr. baily take any part whatever in his sister's work?" mr. spangler said. he was calling upon mrs. barkley, and the conversation turned upon the guests whom he had met at the tea-party. "that is a very foolish question," said mrs. barkley; "but of course you don't know poor david, or you wouldn't have asked it. david means well, but he has no mind. still, he has tried, poor fellow." then she recited the story of david's failures. "there is really nothing that he is capable of doing," she ended, thoughtfully; "though i think, if his eyes hadn't given out, he might have made a good minister. for david is a pious man, and he likes to visit." a faint red came into mr. spangler's cheeks; although he had been in old chester nearly a month, he had not yet become acclimated to mrs. barkley. the watchword of duty made him call, but he closed her front door behind him with an emphasis which was not dutiful. "that's done!" he said; and thought to himself how much pleasanter than parochial visits were educational matters. mr. spangler felt their importance so deeply that he spent two more mornings watching miss ellen's pupils work out examples on the blackboard and hearing them read, turn about, in the fourth reader. in fact, the next month was a pretty happy time for miss ellen's girls. "i skipped to the bottom of the page in 'catiline's reply,'" lydia wright said, giggling, "and she never knew it!" the girls were tremendously interested but not very sympathetic, for "she's so dreadfully old!" they told each other. had miss ellen been maria's age and had a beau (by this time they called mr. spangler miss ellen's beau, the impudent little creatures!), how different it would have been! but miss ellen was forty. "did you ever know anything so perfectly absurd?" said the older girls. and the second-class girls said they certainly never did. so when mr. spangler came and listened to recitations we poked one another, and put out our tongues behind our readers, and made ourselves extremely obnoxious--if dear miss ellen had had the eyes to see it, which, indeed, she had not. she was very absent in those days; but she did her work faithfully, and saw to david's new coat, and asked mrs. smily to tea, not only to help out miss harriet at the stuffed-animal house, but because david told her a piteous tale of mrs. smily's loneliness and general forlornness. david had had it directly from mrs. smily herself, and had been greatly moved by it; she had told him that this was a sad and unfriendly world. "but i am sure your brother-in-law's family is much attached to you?" david said, comfortingly. then poor mrs. smily suddenly began to cry. "yes; but i am afraid i can't live at my brother-in-law's any longer. his wife is--is tired of me," said the poor little creature. david was thunderstruck. "tired? of you! oh, impossible!" then she opened her poor foolish heart to him. and david was so touched and interested that he could hardly wait to get home to pour it all into ellen's ears. ellen was very sympathetic, and made haste to ask mrs. smily to tea; and when she came was as kind and pitiful as only dear, kind ellen could be. but perhaps she took mrs. smily's griefs a little less to heart than she might have done had she heard the tale a month before. just then she was in the whirl of old chester hospitality; she was asked out three times in one week to meet the supply!--and by that time the supply had reached the point of hoping that he was going to meet miss ellen. yet, as mr. spangler reflected, this was hardly prudent on his part. "for i might become interested," he said to himself, and frowned and sighed. now, as everybody knows, the outcome of "interest" is only justified by a reasonable affluence. "and," augustus spangler reminded himself, "my circumstances are not affluent." indeed, that warm, pleasant old house in mercer, and mary ann, and his books, and those buttoned-up coats needed every penny of his tiny income. "therefore," said mr. spangler, "it is my duty to put this out of my head with an iron hand." but, all the same, ellen baily was like a spray of heliotrope. for a week, the second week in april, while old chester softened into a mist of green, and the crown-imperials shook their clean, bitter fragrance over the bare beds in the gardens--for that week mr. spangler thought often of his income, but oftener of miss ellen. reason and sentiment wrestled together in his lazy but affectionate heart; and then, with a mighty effort, sentiment conquered.... "it seems," said mr. spangler, nervously, "a little premature, but my sojourn in old chester is drawing to a close; i shall not tarry more than another fortnight; so i felt, my dear friend, that i must, before seeking other fields of usefulness, tell you what was in my mind--or may i say heart?" "you are very kind," ellen baily said, breathlessly. .... mr. spangler had invited miss ellen to walk with him on saturday afternoon at four. now, as everybody knows in old chester, when a gentleman invites you to walk out with him, you had better make up your mind whether it is to be "yes" or "no" before you start. as for poor ellen, she did not have to make up her mind; it was made up for her by unconquerable circumstances. if she should "seek other fields of usefulness," she could not take david with her. it was equally clear that she could not leave him behind her. where would he find his occasional new coat, or even the hat with the blue band, if there were no school in the basement? compared to love-making and romance, how sordid are questions about coats! yet, before starting on that saturday-afternoon walk, poor, pretty miss ellen, tying the strings of her many-times retrimmed bonnet under her quivering chin, asked them, and could find no answer except that if he should "say anything," why, then, she must say "no"; but, of course, he wasn't going to say anything. so she tied her washed and ironed brown ribbons into a neat bow, and started down the street with the reverend mr. spangler. david baily, watching them from the gate, ruminated over obvious possibilities. mrs. barkley had opened his eyes to the fact that mr. spangler "was taking notice," and david was not without a certain family pride in a ministerial proposal. "he'll do it this afternoon," said david; and went pottering back into the empty school-room to mend a bench that ellen told him needed a nail or two. but the room was still and sunny, and ellen's chair was comfortable; and sitting there to think about the bench, he nodded once or twice, and then dozed for an hour. when he awoke it seemed best to mend the bench the next day; then, yawning, and staring vacantly out of the window, he saw mrs. smily, and it seemed only friendly to go out and tell her (confidentially) what was going to happen. "it will make quite a difference to you, won't it?" mrs. smily said. "oh," david said, blankly, "that hadn't occurred to me. however," he added, with a little sigh, "my sister's happiness is my first thought." mrs. smily clasped her hands. "mr. baily, i do think you are real noble!" she said. mr. david stood very erect. "oh, you mustn't flatter me, ma'am." "mr. baily, i never flatter," mrs. smily said, gravely. "i don't think it's right." and david thought to himself how noble mrs. smily was. indeed, her nobility was so much in his mind that, strangely enough, he quite forgot ellen's exciting afternoon. he remembered it the next morning, but when he essayed a little joke and a delicate question, the asperity with which the mild ellen answered him left him gaping with astonishment. evidently mr. spangler had not spoken. david would have been less (or more) than a human brother if he had not smiled a very little at that. "ellen expected it," he said to himself. "well, i did myself, and so did mrs. barkley." it never occurred to him that the reverend mr. spangler might also have had expectations which left him disappointed and mortified. yet when a gentleman of mr. spangler's age--one, too, whose income barely suffices for his own comfort, and who, added to this, has had his doubts whether the celibacy of the clergy may not be a sacrament of grace--when such a gentleman does make up his mind to offer himself--to offer himself, moreover, to a lady no longer in her first youth, who is pleasing perhaps to the eye, but not, certainly, excessively beautiful, and whose fortune is merely (and most meritoriously, of course) in her character and understanding--it is a blow to pride to be refused. mr. spangler found it hard to labor at the sacred desk that morning; yet no one would have thought it, to see the fervor with which, as old chester said, he "went through his performances." but he read the service, hot at heart and hoping that miss baily observed how intensely his attention was fixed on things above. when he stood in the chancel waiting for the collection-plates, and saying, in a curious sing-song, absolutely new to old chester, "_zaccheus stood forth, and said, behold, lord--_" his glance, roving over the congregation, rested once on ellen baily, and was as carefully impersonal as though she were only a part of the pew in which she sat. miss ellen thrilled at that high indifference; it occurred to her that even had david's circumstances been different, she could scarcely have dared to accept the hand of this high creature. "_--the half of all my goods--_" said mr. spangler. yes, it was inconceivable, considering what he was offering her, that ellen baily could let her brother stand in the way! all that long, pleasant spring sunday, augustus spangler was very bitter. all that week he was distinctly angry. he said to himself that he was glad that dr. lavendar was soon to return; he would, after making his report of the parish, shake the dust of old chester from off his feet as witness against miss baily, and depart. by the next sunday he had ceased to be angry, but his pride was still deeply wounded. by wednesday he had softened to melancholy; he was able to say that it all came from her sense of duty. unreasonable, of course, but still duty. then, on thursday, suddenly, he was startled by a question in his own mind: was it unreasonable? if she gave up her teaching--"what would that fellow live on?" that was a very bad moment to the reverend mr. spangler. pride vanished in honest unhappiness. he began to think again about his income; he had known that to marry a wife meant greater economy; but sacrifices had not seemed too difficult considering that that wife was to be miss ellen baily. but if the wife must be miss baily _plus_--"that fellow"! "it is out of the question," said poor mr. spangler, and arose and paced up and down the study. he was very miserable; and the more miserable he became, the more in love he knew himself to be. "but it is madness to think of the matter further," he told himself, sternly--"madness!" yet he kept on thinking of it--or of miss ellen's dark eyes, and her smile, and the way her hair curled in little rings about her temples. "but it's impossible--impossible!" he said. then, absently, he made some calculations: to meet the support of david baily he would have to have an increase of so much in his income or a decrease of so much in his expenses. "madness!" said augustus spangler, firmly. "but how her eyes crinkle up when she smiles!" yet it took another day before the real man conquered. his expenses should be decreased, _and david should live with them_. yes, it would mean undeniable pinching; he must give up this small luxury and that; his mary ann could not broil his occasional sweetbread; and the occasional new book must be borrowed from the library, not purchased for his own shelves. he must push about to get more supplying. he had meant to come down one step when he got married; well, he would have to come down two--yes, or three. but he would have miss baily. and warmed with this tender thought, he sat down, then and there, at nearly midnight, and wrote miss ellen a letter. it was a beautiful letter, full of most beautiful sentiments expressed with great elegance and gentility. it appreciated miss ellen's devotion to her family, and acknowledged that a sense of duty was a part of the character of a christian female. it protested that it was far from the reverend mr. spangler to interfere with that sense of duty; on the contrary, he would share it; nay more, he would assist it, for duty was, he hoped, the watchword of his life. if miss baily would consent to become his wife, mr. baily, he trusted, would make his home with his sister. mr. spangler may have been addicted to petticoats (in his own toilet) and given to candles and other emblems of the scarlet woman, but his letter, beneath its stilted phrase, was an honest, manly utterance, and ellen baily read it, thrilling with happiness and love. that was friday, and she had only time to read those thin, blue pages and thrust them into the bosom of her dress, when it was time to go to school and hear her girls declare that the amazon was the largest river in south america; but we might have said it was the largest river in pennsylvania, and miss ellen would have gone on smiling at us. at recess we poured out into the garden, eager to say, "goodness! do you suppose he's popped?" the older girls were especially excited, but they took their usual furtive look about the garden before sitting down on the steps to eat their luncheons. alas, he was not there! "perhaps," said lydia wright, "he has gone to the tomb." this, for the moment, was deliciously saddening; but, after all, real live love-making, even of very old people, is more fascinating than dead romance. through the open window we could see miss ellen sitting at her desk, writing. there were some sheets of blue paper spread out in front of her, and she would glance at them, and then write a little, and then glance back again, and smile, and write. but she did not look troubled, or "cross," as the girls called it; so we knew it could not be an exercise that she was correcting. but when she came out to us, and said, in a sweet, fluttered voice, "children, will one of you take this letter to the post-office?" we knew what it meant--for it was addressed to the reverend mr. spangler. how we all ran with it to the post-office!--giggling and palpitating and sighing as our individual temperaments might suggest. in fact, i know one girl who squeezed a tear out of each eye, she was so moved. when we came back, there was miss baily still sitting at her desk, her cheek on one hand, her smiling eyes fastened on those sheets of blue paper. "gracious," said the girls, "what a long recess!" and told each other to be quiet and not remind her to ring the bell. then suddenly something happened.... an old carry-all came shambling along the road; there were two people in it, and one of them leaned over from the back seat and said to the driver: "this is my house. stop here, please." the girls, clustering like pigeons on the sunny doorstep, began to fold up their luncheon-boxes, and look sidewise, with beating hearts, towards the gate--for it was _he_! how graceful he was--how elegant in his manners! ah, if our mothers had bidden us have manners like mr. david!--but they never did. they used to say, "try and behave as politely as miss maria welwood," or, "i hope you will be as modest in your deportment as miss sally smith." and there was this model before our eyes. it makes my heart beat now to remember how he got out of that rattling old carriage and turned and lifted his hat to a lady inside, and gave her his hand (ah, me!) and held back her skirts as she got out, and bowed again when she reached the ground. she was not much to look at; she was only the lady who was visiting at the stuffed-animal house, and she was dressed in black, and her bonnet was on one side. they stood there together in the sunshine, and mr. david felt slowly in all his pockets; then he turned to us, sitting watching him with beating hearts. "little girls," he said--he was near-sighted, and, absorbed as he always was with sorrow, we never expected him to know our names--"little girls, one of you, go in and ask my sister for two coach fares, if you please." we rose in a body and swarmed back into the school-room--just as miss ellen with a start looked at the clock and put out her hand to ring the bell. "mr. david says, please, ma'am, will you give him money for two coach fares?" miss ellen, rummaging in her pocket for her purse, said: "yes, my love. will you take this to my brother?" just why she followed us as we ran out into the garden with her purse perhaps she hardly knew herself. but as she stood in the doorway, a little uncertain and wondering, mr. david led the shabby, shrinking lady up to her. "my dear ellen," he said, "i have a present for you--a _sister_." then the little, shabby lady stepped forward and threw herself on miss ellen's shoulder. "a sister?" ellen baily said, bewildered. "we were married this morning in upper chester," said mr. david, "and i have brought her home. now we shall all be so happy!" v that evening dr. lavendar came home. of course all the real old chester was on hand to welcome him. when the stage came creaking up to the tavern steps, the old white head was bare, and the broad-brimmed shabby felt hat was waving tremulously in the air. "here i am," said dr. lavendar, clambering down stiffly from the box-seat. "what mischief have you all been up to?" there was much laughing and hand-shaking, and dr. lavendar, blinking very hard, and flourishing his red silk pocket-handkerchief, clapped mr. spangler on the shoulder. "didn't i tell you about 'em? didn't i tell you they were the best people going? but we mustn't let 'em know it; makes 'em vain," said dr. lavendar, with great show of secrecy. "and look here, sam wright! you fellows may congratulate yourselves. spangler here has had a fine business offer made him, haven't you, mr. spangler? and it's just your luck that you got him to supply for you before he left this part of the country. a little later he wouldn't have looked at old chester. hey, spangler?" "oh, that's settled," mr. spangler said. "i declined--" "oh," said dr. lavendar, "have you? well, i'm sorry for 'em." and augustus spangler smiled as heartily as anybody. he had a letter crushed up in his hand; he had read it walking down from the post-office to the tavern, and now he was ready to say that old chester was the finest place in the world. he could hardly wait to get dr. lavendar to himself in the rectory before telling him his great news and giving him a little three-cornered note from ellen baily which had been enclosed in his own letter. "well, well, _well_," said dr. lavendar. he had put on a strange dressing-gown of flowered cashmere and his worsted-work slippers, and made room for his shaggy old danny in his leather chair, and lighted his pipe. "now tell us the news!" he said. and was all ready to hear about the sunday-school teachers, and the choir, and sam wright's protestantism, and many other important things. but not at all:-- "_i'm engaged to be married._" "well, well, well," said dr. lavendar, blinking and chuckling with pleasure; then he read ellen's little note. "i had to tell you myself," ellen wrote him, "because i am so happy." and then there were a dozen lines in which her heart overflowed to this old friend. "dear child, dear child," he murmured to himself. to no one but dr. lavendar--queer, grizzled, wrinkled old dr. lavendar, with never a romance or a love-affair that anybody had ever heard of--could miss ellen have showed her heart. even mr. spangler did not know that heart as dr. lavendar did when he finished ellen's little letter.--and dr. lavendar didn't tell. "i am so happy," said miss ellen. dr. lavendar may have looked at mr. spangler and wondered at the happiness. but, after all, wonder, on somebody's part, is a feature of every engagement. and if the wonder is caused only by the man's coat, and not by his character, why be distressed about it? mr. spangler was an honest man; if his mind was narrow, it was at least sincere; if his heart was timid, it was very kind; if his nature was lazy, it was clean and harmless. so why shouldn't ellen baily love him? and why shouldn't dr. lavendar bubble over with happiness in ellen's happiness? "she's the best girl in the world," he told mr. spangler. "i congratulate you. she's a good child--a good child." mr. spangler agreed, in a somewhat solemn manner. "but david--how about david?" "my house shall always be open to mrs. spangler's relatives," said mr. spangler, with christian pride. "you are a good fellow, spangler," dr. lavendar said; and listened, chuckling, to mr. spangler's awkward and correct expressions of bliss. for indeed he was very happy, and talked about miss ellen's virtues (which so eminently qualified her to become his wife), as fatuously as any lover could. "hi, you, danny," said dr. lavendar, after half an hour of it, "stop growling." "there's somebody at the door," said augustus spangler, and went into the entry to see who it was. he came back with a letter, which he read, standing by the table; then he sat down and looked white. dr. lavendar, joyously, was singing to himself: "'ten-cent jimmy and his minions cannot down the woolly horse.' "spangler, we must drink to your very good health and prospects. let's have mary bring the glasses." "i fear," said mr. spangler--he stopped, his voice unsteady. "i regret--" "hullo!" said dr. lavendar, looking at him over his spectacles; "what's wrong?" "i'm extremely sorry to say," said poor mr. spangler, "that--it can't be." "a good glass of wine," said dr. lavendar, "never hurt--" "i refer," said mr. spangler, sighing, "to my relations with miss ellen baily." dr. lavendar looked at him blankly. "i have just received a letter," the poor man went on, "in which she informs me that it can never be." his lip trembled, but he held himself very straight and placed the letter in his breast-pocket with dignity. "spangler, what are you talking about?" "it appears," said mr. spangler, "that her brother--" "fiddlesticks!" said dr. lavendar. "has ellen started up some fantastic conscientiousness? spangler, women's consciences are responsible for much unhappiness in this world. but i won't have it in my parish! i'll manage ellen; trust me." he pulled at his pipe, which had gone out in these moments of agitation. "i tell you, sir," he said, striking a match on the bottom of his chair, "these saintly, self-sacrificing women do a fine work for the devil, if they only knew it, bless their hearts." "you misapprehend," said mr. spangler, wretchedly; and then told miss ellen's news. it was brief enough, this last letter; there was no blame of david; indeed, he had displayed, miss baily said, "a true chivalry; but of course--" "of course," said mr. spangler. but dr. lavendar broke out so fiercely that danny squeaked and jumped down out of the chair. "upon my word; upon my word, spangler, what were you thinking of to let it go on? if i had been at home, it would never--upon my _word_!" this was one of the times that dr. lavendar felt the limitations of his office in regard to language. mr. spangler, his elbows on his knees, his chin on hands, was staring miserably at the floor. "i shall, i trust, meet it in the proper spirit," he said. dr. lavendar nodded. "of course," he said. "fortunately, she is dealing with a man who has backbone--perhaps." mr. spangler sighed. "i regret to say that her presence in her school under the circumstances does seem imperative." dr. lavendar lighted his pipe. "do you mean on account of money, spangler?" "the support of mr. david baily and this--this _female_, must be met, i suppose, by miss baily's school." "you are not so situated that you--" began dr. lavendar, delicately. "my circumstances," said augustus spangler, "are not affluent. i have my residence in mercer; and i supply, as you know. but my income barely suffices for one. four--would be out of the question." dr. lavendar looked at ellen's little, happy note, lying half open on the table. "poor old jack-donkey of a david!" he groaned. "his selfishness," said augustus spangler, between his teeth, his voice suddenly trembling with anger, "is perfectly incomprehensible to me--perfectly incomprehensible! i endeavor always to exercise charity in judging any human creature; but--really, _really_!" "it isn't selfishness as much as silliness. david hasn't mind enough to be deliberately selfish. the poor fellow never thought. he never has thought. ellen has always done the thinking for the family. well, the harm's done. but, spangler--" the old man stopped and glanced sharply at the forlorn and angry man opposite him. yes, he certainly seemed very unhappy;--and as for ellen! dr. lavendar could not bear that thought. "spangler, i'll stand by you. i won't let her offer you up as well as herself. there must be some way out." mr. spangler shook his head hopelessly. "the support of four persons on my small stipend is impossible." "spangler, my boy!" said dr. lavendar, suddenly, "there is a way out. what an old fool i am not to have thought of it! my dear fellow"--dr. lavendar leaned over and tapped mr. spangler's knee, chuckling aloud--"_that secretaryship_!" "secretaryship?" mr. spangler repeated, vaguely. "you declined it? i know. but i don't believe brown's got a man yet. i heard from him on another matter, yesterday, and he didn't say he had. anyway, it's worth trying for. we can telegraph him to-morrow," said dr. lavendar, excitedly. mr. spangler stared at him in bewilderment. "but," he said, breathlessly, "i--i don't think--i fear i am not fit." he felt as if caught in a sudden wind; his face grew red with agitation. "i declined it!" he ended, gasping. "fit?" said dr. lavendar. "my dear man, what fitness is needed? there's nothing to it, spangler, i assure you." dr. lavendar was very much in earnest; he sat forward on the edge of his chair and gesticulated with his pipe. "don't be too modest, my boy." "business entails such responsibilities," mr. spangler began, in a frightened voice. "oh, but this is mere routine," dr. lavendar interrupted; "they want a clergyman--somebody with tact. there's a good deal of church politics in it, i suppose, and they've got to have somebody who would never step on anybody's toes." "i would never do that," said mr. spangler, earnestly, "but--" "no," said dr. lavendar, abruptly, his voice changing--"no, spangler, you never would." then he was silent for a moment, pulling on his pipe, wondering perhaps, in spite of himself, at ellen. "no, you never would. you see, you are just the man for the place. brown said they wanted somebody who was presentable; he said they didn't need any particular abil--i mean any particular business ability." "but," said mr. spangler, "to give up my sacred calling--" "spangler, come now! you don't 'call' very loudly, do you? there, my dear boy, let an old fellow have his joke. i merely mean you don't preach as often as if you had a regular parish. and you can supply, you know, there just as well as here." "the master's service is my first consideration," said augustus spangler. dr. lavendar looked at him over his spectacles. "mr. spangler, the christian business-man serves the master just as well as we do." "i should wish to reflect," said mr. spangler. "of course." "miss baily would, i fear, object to going so far away." "if the place is still open, i'll manage ellen," said dr. lavendar; but he looked at mr. spangler narrowly. "and your own entreaties will, of course, weigh with her if you show determination. i think you told me you were pretty determined?" "i have," said mr. spangler, "an iron will; but that would not justify me in insisting if miss baily--" his voice trailed off; it rose before him--the far-off, bustling city, the office, the regular hours, the people whose toes must not be stepped upon, the letters to write and read, the papers to file, all the exact minutiae the position involved. and his comfortable old house? his leisure? his ease? and mary ann? mary ann would never consent to go so far! "i--i really--" he began. dr. lavendar frowned. "mr. spangler, i would not seem to urge you. ellen is too dear to us for that. but if you appreciate her as i suppose you do--" "i do indeed!" broke in poor augustus spangler, fervently. "the way is probably open to you." "but--" said mr. spangler, and then broke out, with marked agitation; "i--i really don't see how i could possibly--" yet even as he spoke he thought of ellen's sweet eyes. "good heavens!" said mr. spangler, passionately; "what shall i do?" but dr. lavendar was silent. mr. spangler got up and began to walk about. "my affection and esteem," he said, almost weeping, "are unquestioned. but there are other considerations." dr. lavendar said nothing. "it is a cruel situation," said mr. spangler. dr. lavendar looked down at his pipe. there was a long silence. augustus spangler walked back and forth. dr. lavendar said never a word. "a man must consider his own fitness for such a position," mr. spangler said, pleadingly. "perhaps," dr. lavendar observed, mildly, "ellen's affections are not very deeply engaged? it will be better so." "but they are!" cried mr. spangler. "i assure you that they are! and i--i was so happy," said the poor man; and sniffed suddenly, and tried to find the pocket in his coat-tails. dr. lavendar looked at him out of the corner of his eye. mr. spangler stood stock-still; he opened and shut his hands, his lips were pressed hard together. he seemed almost in bodily pain, for a slight moisture stood out on his forehead. he was certainly in spiritual pain. the ideal of sacrifice was being born in mr. spangler's soul. his mild, kind, empty face grew almost noble; certainly it grew very solemn. "dr. lavendar," he said, in a low voice, "_i will do it._" dr. lavendar was instantly on his feet; there was a grip of the hand, and, for a moment, no words. "i'll telegraph mr. brown," said mr. spangler, breathlessly. "so will i!" said dr. lavendar. mr. spangler was scarlet with heroism. "it means giving up my house and my very congenial surroundings, and i fear mary ann will feel too old to accompany me; but with--with ellen!" "she's worth six mary anns, whoever mary ann may be," said dr. lavendar. "you may have thought me hesitant," said mr. spangler, "but i felt that i must weigh the matter thoroughly." "why, certainly, man. it was your duty to think what was best for ellen." "exactly," mr. spangler said, getting his breath again, and beginning to feel very happy. "and duty is, i hope, my watchword; but i had to reflect," he ended, a little uncomfortably. but dr. lavendar would not let him be uncomfortable. they sat down again, and dr. lavendar filled another pipe, and until long after midnight they talked things over--the allowance to be made to david and his bride, the leasing of the house in mercer, the possible obduracy of mary ann, and, most of all, the fine conduct of the reverend mr. spangler. but when they had said good-night, dr. lavendar sat awhile longer by his fireside, his pipe out, his old white head on his breast. "the minute i get back," he said to himself after a while, sheepishly--"the minute i get back i poke my finger into somebody else's pie. but i think 'twas right: ellen loves him; and he's not a bad man.--and brown don't want brains." then he chuckled and got up, and blew out the lamp. the note i of course everybody in old chester knew that there was something queer about mary gordon's marriage--not the mere fact of the man, queer as he was; for, to old chester's ideas, he was very queer.... a "travelling-man," to begin with--and the gordons had a line of scholars and professional men behind them--a drummer, if you please. in theory, old chester was religiously democratic; it plumed itself upon its christian humility, and every sunday it publicly acknowledged that old chesterians were like the rest of humanity to the extent of being miserable sinners. but, all the same, that mary gordon should marry a "person" of that sort-- "dear me!" said old chester. however, travelling-men may be worthy; they need not necessarily use perfumery or put pomade upon their shiny, curly, black hair. but mr. algernon keen was obviously not worthy, and he was saturated with perfumery, and his black, curly hair was sleek with oil. furthermore, he was very handsome: his lips were weak and pouting and red; his eyes liquid and beautiful; his plump cheeks slightly pink. one may believe that such physical characteristics do not imply moral qualities; but only youth has such a belief. when one has lived a little while in the world, one comes to know that a human soul prisoned in such pretty flesh is piteously hampered. yet mary gordon, meeting this poor creature by chance, fell deeply in love with him. of course such falling in love was queer--it was inexplainable; for mary was a nice girl--not, of course, of the caliber of some old chester girls; she had not the mind of alice gray nor the conscience of sally smith; but she was a quiet, biddable, good child--at least so far as anybody knew. but nobody knew much about her. in the first place, the gordons lived just far enough out of old chester to miss its neighborliness. mary was not often seen in town, and in her own home her brother alex's loud personality crushed her into a colorless silence. her father did not crush her--he merely did not notice her; but he was fond of her--at least he had the habit of indifferent affection. she always came into the library to say good-night to him; and he, sitting by the fire in a big, winged chair, a purple silk handkerchief spread over his white locks, to keep off possible draughts, would turn his cheek up to her mechanically; but the soft touch of her lips never made him lift his eyes from his book. she never kissed alex good-night; she was openly afraid of him. alex was rude to her and made her wait on him, throwing her a curt "thank you" once in a while, generally coupled with some sarcastic reference to her slowness or stupidity--for, indeed, the child was both slow and stupid. perhaps, had she been loved-- but no one can tell now how that would have been. at any rate, there was a pathetic explanation of loneliness to account for the fact that she was drawn to this algernon keen, who had nothing to recommend him except a cheap and easy kindliness that cost him no effort and was bestowed on everybody. [illustration: "she always came into the library to say good-night to him"] of course the two men, her father and brother, refused to consider keen as mary's suitor at all. alex nearly had a fit over it; in his rage and mortification he took all old chester into his confidence. he went to the tavern--this was the day after mary had, trembling and crying, told her little love affair to her father and begged his consent--alex went to the tavern and ordered the snickering, perfumed youth out of town. "well, i guess not," said algy. "this town doesn't belong to you, does it?" alex stammered with passion: "if--if you dare to address miss gordon again, i'll--i'll--i'll horsewhip you," he said, his pale eyes bulging from his crimsoning face. "i guess mary has a right to let me talk to her if she wants to; this is a free country," the other blustered. and alex, loudly, on the tavern steps, cursed him for a skunk, a-- well, old chester was never able to quote alex. he came to his senses after this dreadful exhibition of himself, and was horribly mortified. but post-mortification cannot undo the deed, and before night everybody in old chester knew that mary gordon had fallen in love with--"the person who brings samples to tommy dove's apothecary shop." old chester was truly sorry for mary; "for," as mrs. barkley said, "love's love, whether it's suitable or not; and mary has such a lonely life, poor child! well, it will take time for her to get over it." it seemed to take a good deal of time. that winter she grew pale and was often ill. the poor little thing seemed to creep into her shell to brood over her blighted hopes. once she was downright sick for a week, and mr. gordon sent for william king. willy said at first that mary had something on her mind (which certainly mary's family did not need to be told). "i believe she's thinking about that scoundrel yet," said alex. "but she has just got to understand that we'll never allow it, willy. you may as well make that clear to her, and let her get over her moping." william king looked thoughtful and said he would call again. however, any of us old chester girls could have enlightened the doctor. "mary was pining away for her lover;" that was all there was to it. but the lover never appeared, being engaged in offering samples of pomade and perfumery to apothecary stores in other regions. and then, suddenly, the queer thing happened.... the _globe_ announced: "married--by dr. lavendar, mary gordon to algernon keen"--and the date, which was the night before. "_what!_" said old chester at the breakfast-table, and gaped out of its windows to see mary, crying very much, get into the stage, not at her father's house, but at the tavern door, if you please, and drive away with the person. what did it mean? "was alex at home? did he consent?" demanded old chester; for alex had been away from home for a week. by noon it was decided that alex had consented; for it came out that he had returned to old chester the previous afternoon, and with him, shrinking into the corner of the stage, was mr. algy keen. "get out," alex said to him when the stage drew up at the gordon house. the man got out, shambling and stumbling, with a furtive look over his shoulder, for alex gordon walked behind him to the front door, his right hand gripped upon his walking-stick, his left clinched at his side. "he kep' just behind the feller," the stage-driver told van horn at the tavern afterwards--"just behind him, like as if he was afraid the feller'd run away from him. but the feller, he stopped right at the steps, and he turned around, and he says, 'mind you,' he says (mad as a hatter)--'mind you,' he says, 'i'm not _brought_, i've _come_';--whatever that means," the stage-driver ruminated. so much old chester knew the day after mary gordon's wedding. and it naturally sought to know a little more. "i suppose her father feels it very much?" ventured mrs. barkley to dr. lavendar. "any man feels the marriage of his only girl," said dr. lavendar, briefly. and mrs. barkley held her tongue. but mrs. drayton, who was just then anxious about her soul and found it necessary to consult dr. lavendar as to the unpardonable sin--mrs. drayton was not so easily squelched. "my jean says that the gordon's rachel told her that alex brought the man into the house by the ear, and then sent her for you, running, and--" "she didn't bring me into the house by the ear," said dr. lavendar. "but why, do you suppose, was it all so sudden?" said mrs. drayton; "it almost looks--" "how do you know it was sudden?" said dr. lavendar. "well, my jean said--" "it may have been sudden to jean," said the old man; "possibly mary had not taken jean into her confidence. some folks don't confide in servants, you know." but mrs. drayton was proof against so delicate a thrust. "well, i only hope she won't repent at her leisure;--if there's nothing but haste to repent of. if there's anything else--" "i'll say good-day, mrs. drayton," interrupted dr. lavendar; "and as for your question about the unpardonable sin, ma'am, why, just be ready to forgive other folks and you needn't be afraid of the unpardonable sin for yourself." he took his hat and stick and went thumping down-stairs. in the hall he met william king going up to see the invalid, and said, with a gasp: "willy, my boy, a good, honest murderer is easier to deal with than some milder kinds of wrong-doing." "dr. lavendar," said william, "i'd rather have a patient with small-pox than treat some lighter ills that i could name." as for mrs. drayton, she told her daughter that dr. lavendar was very unspiritual, and did not understand the distress of a sensitive temperament. "even the slightest error fills me with remorse," said mrs. drayton. "dear me! i should think mary gordon would know what remorse is--for, of course, there is only one thing to think." ii old chester thought the one thing. no evasions of dr. lavendar's, no miserable silence on the part of the disgraced father and the infuriated brother, could banish that one thought. but nothing definite was known. "although," as everybody said to everybody else, "of course, dr. lavendar knows the whole thing, and probably willy king does, too." if they did, they kept their knowledge to themselves. but dr. lavendar went often to the gordon house that winter. "they're pretty lonely, those two men," he told willy once--perhaps six months afterwards. "would either of them have softened if the baby had lived, do you think, sir?" william said. and dr. lavendar shook his head. "perhaps her father might. but alex will never forgive her, i'm afraid." and alex never did forgive her--not even when she died, as, happily, she did six or seven years later. she died; and life closed over the miserable little tragedy as water closes, rippling, over some poor, broken thing flung into its depths. "_thank god!_" alex said, when he heard she was gone. "you may thank god for her," dr. lavendar said, turning upon him sternly, "but ask mercy for yourself, because this door of opportunity is shut upon you forever." dr. lavendar had brought them the news. they did not ask how it had come to him; it was enough to hear it. the two men, mary's father and brother, listened while he told them, briefly: "she died yesterday. the funeral will be to-morrow, at twelve." "thank god!" alex said, hoarsely, and lifted his hand and cursed the man who had dishonored them. and dr. lavendar turned upon him in solemn anger. "your opportunity is gone--so far as she is concerned. there yet remains, however, the poor, foolish sinner whom she loved--" "damn him!" said alex. "_--and who loved her._" old mr. gordon dropped his face in his hands and groaned. "who loved her," dr. lavendar repeated. "for that, at least, he cannot be indifferent to us, whatever he has made us suffer." neither of his listeners spoke. it was growing dark in the long room, walled to the ceiling with books and lighted only by a fire sputtering in the grate. mr. gordon, sitting in his big, winged chair close to the hearth, said, after a long pause: "you said--to-morrow, edward? where?" "in mercer. i shall go up on the morning stage." again the silence fell. alex got up and walked to the window and looked out. "why didn't you bring danny in, dr. lavendar?" he said, carelessly; "the little brute will freeze out there in your buggy. i'll call him in." he turned to leave the room, and then stopped. "alexander, _sit down_," said dr. lavendar. alex sat down with involuntary quickness; then he threw his legs out in front of him and thrust his hands down into his pockets. "dr. lavendar, this is our affair. i'm obliged to you for your kind intentions; but this is our affair. you've told your news, and we have listened respectfully--if i should say gladly you might be shocked. so i only say respectfully. but you have spoken; we have listened. that is all there is to it. the thing is finished. the book is closed. i say thank god! i don't know what my father says. if he takes my advice, for i've been a good son to him; i never gave him any cause to be ashamed;--if he takes my advice, he'll forget the whole affair. that's what i mean to do. the book is closed. i shall never think of it again." he got up and walked about with affectation of vast indifference. "alex, you will probably never think of anything else," dr. lavendar said, half pitifully; and then, sternly, again: "i can't make you accept the opportunity that still is open to you; but i will point it out to you: come up to mercer to-morrow with your father and me." "mercer!" the younger man cried out, furiously; "you mean to see her buried? to dance on her grave and pull the man out and spit in his face and--" he stopped, his face suddenly purpling, his light eyes staring and rolling; then he stumbled and jerked himself together, and lurched forward into a chair, breathing loudly. the two old men, trembling with horror, ran to him. "oh, edward," john gordon said--"oh, edward, why did you rouse him? he can't speak of it, he can't think of it. alex--there!--we'll say no more about it." [illustration: "lurched forward into a chair, breathing loudly"] alex stared at them with glassy eyes, in silence; his father kept bemoaning himself and imploring his old friend to say no more. "you won't speak of it again, edward? he goes out of his head with rage. promise me not to speak of it any more." "no, john; no," dr. lavendar said, sadly; and as alex's eyes cleared into bewildered consciousness, the old minister stood a little aside while the father helped the son to his feet and led him away. when he came back, shuffling feebly down the long, darkening room, dr. lavendar was still sitting by the fire. "he's quiet now; i--i think he's ashamed. i hope so. but he won't come out of his room." dr. lavendar nodded. john gordon spread his purple handkerchief over his white locks, with shaking hands, and then sat down, tumbling back in his chair in a forlorn heap. "edward," he said, feebly, "tell me about it. it was on thursday? had she been sick long?" then, in a low voice, "she--didn't lack for comforts?" "no; i think not. the man was as tender with her as--as you might have been. she was sick--i mean in bed--two weeks. she had been ailing for a long time; you remember i spoke to you about it about a month ago. and again last week." "you--saw her?" "yes." "more than once?" "oh, many times," dr. lavendar said, simply; "many times, of course." john gordon put out his hand; dr. lavendar shook it silently. then suddenly the old man broke out, in weak, complaining anger: "he wouldn't let me write to her. i would have sent her some money. he wouldn't hear of it. he was awful, edward. i--i didn't dare." dr. lavendar was silent. it had grown so dark that he could not see the father's face. suddenly, from behind the leafless trees at the foot of the garden, a smouldering yellow glow of sunset broke across the gloom of the room, and touched the purple cowl and the veined hands covering the aged face. dr. lavendar sighed. "what can i do, edward? i can't go to-morrow. you see i can't." "yes, you can, john." "he would die; he'd have another attack. his heart is bad, edward." "oh, i'm afraid it is, i'm afraid it is. but john, you do your duty. never mind alex's heart. that isn't your affair." "oh, i couldn't possibly go--not possibly," the father protested, nervously. the glow died out. the room grew dusk and then dark. mr. gordon got up and reached to the mantel-shelf for a spill. "mary used to make the spills for me," he said, vaguely. "now our rachel does it, and she doesn't half bend the end over." he lighted the spill, the little flame flickering upon his poor old face peering out from under his purple handkerchief. "oh, alex ought not to be so hard. i would go with you to-morrow, edward, but i can't, you know. i can't." then, with a shaking hand, he took off the ground-glass globe and lighted the tall lamp that stood among a litter of papers on the library-table. "you see how it is, edward, don't you? i can't possibly go." "you will be sorry if you don't, john." "i'll be sorry anyhow," he burst out. "i'm always sorry. i've been sorry all my life. my children are my sorrow." iii algy keen, his face swollen with crying, his black hair limp and uncurled, sat on the edge of the bed in the back room of a dingy mercer lodging-house. the windows had been left open after mary had been taken away, so that the room was cold; and there were still two chairs facing each other,--a certain distance apart. the room was in dreary order, and there was the scent of flowers in the chill air. the bed was tumbled, for the forlorn man had dropped down upon it to rest. but he was too tired to rest, and was sitting up again, dangling his stockinged feet on the shabby carpet and talking to dr. lavendar. he snuffled, and his poor, weak lips shook, and he rubbed the back of his trembling hand across his nose. algy had had broken nights for a fortnight, and the last three days and nights of mary's life he had almost no sleep at all; these two days when she lay dead in their bare room he had slept and wept and slept again; and now, when he and dr. lavendar had come back from the funeral, he sat on the edge of the bed and whimpered with weakness and grief. "well, sir, she was a good girl," he said. "i don't care what anybody says, she was a good girl. i ain't saying that things was just right, to begin with. but that wasn't mary's fault. no; she was a good girl. and her folks treated her bad. they'd always treated her mean bad. my goodness! if they'd 'a' let me come to see her respectable, as you would any of your lady friends, 'stead of skulkin' 'round--... _i can't stand the smell of those flowers_," he broke out, in a high, crying voice; "i left them all out there at the cemetery, and i smell them here--i smell them here," he moaned, trembling. "i like to smell them," dr. lavendar said. "they mean the old friendship for mary. mrs. king sent them. she's our doctor's wife in old chester. she always liked mary." "i don't see how she could help it," algy said, his face crumpling with tears. "well, she was a good girl. and she was a good wife, sir, too. i tell you, you never saw a better wife. i used to come home tired, and there'd be my slippers out for me. yes, sir; she never missed it. and she was always pleasant, too; you mayn't call just being pleasant, religion, but i--" "i do," dr. lavendar interposed. "well, so do i," algy said, his face lightening a little. "i call it a better religion than her folks showed. well, now, sir, i loved mary"--he stopped and cried, openly--"i loved her (i didn't need that hell-hound of a brother to come after me)--yes, i was just as fond of her; and yet there was times when i come home at night--not--not quite--well, maybe a little--you know?" "yes," said dr. lavendar. "but, my god, sir, mary was pleasant. it isn't every woman that would be pleasant then, is it?" "no, it isn't, algy." "course, next day she'd tell me i done wrong. (she never told me so at the time--mary had sense.) and i always said: 'well, yes, mary, that's so. and i'll never do it again.' but she was pleasant. course i don't mean she was lively. she used to remember--well, that we'd made a mistake. _you_ know? and she used to kind a brood on it. she talked to you considerably about it, i guess. she said you comforted her. she said you said that maybe her--her mistake had brought her to be kind o' more religious--saved her, as you might say." "i said that she had come to know her saviour through his forgiveness." "i don't think mary needed any forgiveness," the poor husband said, with tearful resentment; "i think her folks needed it." "i'm sorry for them," dr. lavendar said. "they have got to remember that they might have been kinder. that's a hard thing to have to remember." the young man nodded. "i hope they'll remember it, hard!" "they will," said dr. lavendar, sighing. "i spent my last cent on mary," algernon rambled on. "i got her a good coffin--a stylish coffin. the plate was solid silver. the man wanted me to take a plated one. i says 'no,' i says; 'i don't get plated things for my wife if it takes my last cent.' well, it just about took it. but i don't care. her people threw her off, and i did for her. i spent my last cent." "you took her from them in the first place, algernon," the old minister said. "don't forget that you sinned." "well, you said she was forgiven," the other broke out, angrily. "i guess god's more easy than some people." "he is." "well, then," algy said, resentfully; "what's the use of talking?" dr. lavendar was silent. "i don't begrudge a cent i spent on her," algy went on. "i had laid by $ to set up a place of my own here in mercer. at least, it wasn't me; i'm not one to save much; it was mary did it. but these last eight months have taken it all, 'cause i 'ain't done hardly any work; couldn't be away from her on the road, you know; so we had to live on that money. i could 'a' got a cheaper coffin; but i wouldn't. as for the doctor, i got the best in town. i don't believe in economizing on your wife. and i paid him. i paid him $ yesterday morning, though it seems high, considering he didn't cure her. but i wasn't going to let mary get buried owing the doctor. and i paid for the coffin. 'spot cash,' i says to the man, 'make it spot cash, and name your figure.' he took off $ . well, how much do you suppose i've got left now, dr. lavendar, out of $ ? just $ , sir. i don't care; i don't begrudge mary a cent. i thought the coffin looked handsome, didn't you?--_oh, i wish somebody had 'a' moved those chairs when we were gone!_" he cried, his voice shrill and breaking. dr. lavendar got up and pushed one of the chairs back against the wall and brought the other to algy's side. the young man laid his hand on it and began to cry. iv "no, i suppose you don't care to hear about it, john. but i want to tell you; so i guess you'll listen to please me?" john gordon said nothing. "it isn't a long story," dr. lavendar said, and told him briefly of the funeral. when he ended there was silence. then, "john," dr. lavendar said. "yes, edward." "the man is in need." "what's that to me?" the other burst out. "much," said dr. lavendar; "it gives you a chance." "you mean a chance to give him some money?" said the other. "good god! to pay the scoundrel for what he did to us? edward, you don't understand human nature." "he spent his last cent making mary comfortable, john. she told me so herself." "i will never give that--creature one penny of my clean money." dr. lavendar said nothing. the older man bent forward, shivering, and stirred the fire. the coal broke into sputtering fragments and the flames roared up into the soot. "alex would never listen to giving him any money." "don't ask him to listen to it. haven't you got your own check-book?" "let him rot. that's what alex says." "i don't believe it's what you say, john, because he was good to mary;--and you were not." mr. gordon groaned. "well, i won't give him anything; i'll lend it, possibly." dr. lavendar frowned and got up. mr. gordon put out a trembling, detaining hand. "edward, you don't understand.... how much do you want for him?" "he had saved about $ to go into some business. it's all gone." "well, i won't give it to him," the other repeated, with feeble sharpness; "i'll lend it--to please you." "i'm sorry you haven't a better motive." john gordon got up and went over to his library-table and fumbled about in one of the drawers for his check-book. "i'm a fool," he said, fretfully; "i don't know but what i'm worse. lending money to-- but you say he was good to her? poor mary! oh!" he ended, half to himself, "i don't know why alex is so hard." then he took his quill and began to scrawl his check. "i'd rather see him starve," he said. "no, you wouldn't," dr. lavendar said, calmly. "well, there! take it! get a receipt." "johnny, think better of it." "you needn't take it if you don't want to," the other said, sullenly. dr. lavendar took it, and john gordon called after him, "you won't tell alex?" dr. lavendar shook his head and sighed. as he drove home he said to himself that a loan was better than nothing. "but, danny, my boy," he added, "what a chance he had! well, he'll take it yet--he'll take it yet. the trouble with me, daniel, is, i'm in too much of a hurry to make folks good. i must reform." danny blinked a grave agreement, and dr. lavendar, dropping his shortcomings joyfully from his mind, began to sing to himself: "oh! what has caused this great commotion--motion--motion our country through?" when, however, a day or two later, dr. lavendar went up to mercer to take the check to algernon keen, he found to his astonishment that it was not so easy to secure to his old friend even the smaller and meaner opportunity of lending, much less giving. at first, algernon looked at him open-mouthed. "_him_--offering to lend money to--?" his astonishment robbed him of words. then into his poor, shallow face came the first keen touch of shame. but instantly he was ashamed of his shame,--ashamed, like so many of us strange human creatures, of the stirring of god within him. he didn't want their dirty money, he said. they thought themselves so good, they couldn't stomach mary. well, then, they were too good for him to touch their money. his voice shook with angry grief. his bitterness was genuine, even though he used it to hide that first regenerative pang of shame. no; dr. lavendar could take their money back to them. "i spent my last cent, just about, on mary," he said; "and i didn't begrudge it, either." "i'm sure you didn't begrudge it." algy's weak mouth shook and his eyes filled; he turned away and stared out of the window. "he better have offered to lend her some money than me," he said. "i bet he's glad she's dead." (dr. lavendar thought of alex.) "he wants to help you now for her sake," he said. "i don't want his money," the younger man insisted, brokenly; "he let her die." "i think that it would please her to have you take it." "i don't want to be under obligations to those people," algernon said, doggedly. "if mr. gordon has your note, it's business." algy hesitated. "i suppose he thinks i'd never pay it back?" "if he takes your note, it looks as if he expected to be repaid." "it's treating me white, i'll say that," algernon said. and again his face reddened slowly to his forehead and he would not meet dr. lavendar's eye. "but i don't want their favors," he cried, threateningly. "it's business, if you give your note," dr. lavendar repeated. "come, algernon, let her father do something for her sake. and as for you--it's a chance to play the man; don't you see that?" algy caught his breath. "damn!--if i borrowed his money i'd pay it--i'd pay it, if it took the blood out of me." "i will make your feeling clear to him," dr. lavendar said. "let's make out the note now, algy." the old man got up and hunted about for pen and paper. "here's a prescription blank," he said; "that will do." an ink-bottle stood on the narrow mantel-shelf, a rusty pen corroding in its thickening depths; but dr. lavendar, in a very small, shaky old hand, managed to scrawl that "algernon keen, for value received, promised to pay to john gordon--" --"in a year," algy broke in; "i ain't going to have it run but a year--and put in the interest, sir. i'll have no favors from 'em. i'll pay interest; i'll pay six per cent.--like anybody else would." --"and interest on same," dr. lavendar added. "now, you sign here, algy. there! that will please mary." "oh, my!" said algernon, his poor, red-rimmed eyes filling--"oh, my! my! what will i do without her?" v the next day dr. lavendar carried the note back to old john gordon, who took it, his mouth tightening, and glanced at it in silence. then he shuffled over to a safe in the corner of his library and pulled out a japanned tin box. dr. lavendar watched him fumble with the combination lock, holding the box up to catch the light, and shaking it a little until the lid clicked open. "he'll never pay it," john gordon said. "he'll try to," dr. lavendar said; "but it's doubtful, of course. he's a sickly fellow, and he hasn't much gumption. but if there's any good in him, your trusting him will bring it out." "there isn't any good in him," the other said, violently. and that was the last they said about it; for the time algernon keen dropped out of their lives. he set up his little store in mercer, and struggled along, advertising his samples of perfumery and pomade upon his own person; trying to drink a little less, for mary's sake; whimpering with loneliness and sick-headache in his grimy room in the hotel where mary had died; and never forgetting for a day that promise to pay on the back of the prescription paper in john gordon's possession. but when the year came round, on the d of december, he had not a cent in hand to meet his obligation. and that was why dr. lavendar heard of him again. would the doctor--this on perfumed paper, ruled, and with gilt edges--would the doctor "ask him if he would extend?" algernon could pay the interest now; but that was all he could do. he wasn't in very good shape, he said. he'd been in the hospital for a month, and had had to hire a salesman. "i guess he cheated me; he was a kind of fancy talker, and got me to let him buy some stock; he got off his slice, i bet." that was the reason, algy said, that he could not make any payment on the principal. but he was going to introduce a new article for the lips (no harmful drugs in it), called rosebloom--first-class thing; and he expected he'd do first rate with it. and in another year he'd surely pay that note. it hung over him, he said, like a ton. "i guess he don't want it paid any more than i want to pay it," algy ended, simply. of course dr. lavendar asked for an extension, and got it, though john gordon's lip curled. "i never expected to hear from him or his note again," he said. "probably his honesty won't last over another year." dr. lavendar went up to mercer to see algy, and they talked things over in the store between the calls of two customers. algy's hair was sleek and curly as before, for business is business; but he looked draggled and forlorn; his color had gone and he was thinner, and there were lines on his forehead, and his bright, hazel eyes, kind and shallow as those of some friendly animal, had come into their human birthright of worry. "it's this note that takes the spunk out of me," he said. "if i could only get it paid! then i'd hire a house and have the shop in front. i've thought some i'd get married, too. it's hard on your digestion living in one of these here cheap hotels. but i can't get over thinking of mary. i don't seem to relish other ladies. i suppose they're all right; but mary was so pleasant." and his eyes reddened. "and, anyway, it would cost more to keep a wife, and i don't propose to spend money that way. _he's_ treated me white, i'll say that for him; and i propose to show him--dr. lavendar, i haven't drunk too much only three times in the last year--honest, i haven't. i thought you'd think that would please mary?" "i'm sure it does," said dr. lavendar. "i suppose you think," the drummer said, sheepishly, "that it was pretty darned foolish to drop three times?" "i think pretty soon it won't be even three times," dr. lavendar declared; "but it's hard work; i know it is." algernon looked at him eagerly. "you know how it is yourself, maybe?" "well, i never happened to want to take too much," dr. lavendar said, gently; "if i had, it would have been hard, i'm sure." "well, you bet," algy told him, knowingly. then they talked the business over, and dr. lavendar clapped algy on the shoulder and said he believed he'd have that house and shop yet. "rosebloom may be a gold-mine," said dr. lavendar. then he gave algy some advice about the window display, and suggested a little gas-jet on the counter where gentlemen might light their cigars; and he told algy what brand he smoked himself, and recommended it, in spite of its price. algy smacked his thigh at that, and said dr. lavendar had the making of a smart business man in him. indeed, algy felt so cheered that he opened his show-case and displayed a box of his new cosmetic. "look here, doctor," he said, earnestly; "i'll give you a box. yes--yes! i will. i'd just as lief as not. you maybe wouldn't want to use it yourself; gentlemen don't, often. but give it to one of your lady friends. do, now, doctor. it don't cost me much of anything--and i'm sure you've been kind to me." and dr. lavendar accepted the lip-salve, and thanked algy warmly; then he said that the picture on the lid of the tight-waisted lady was very striking. "that's so!" cried algy. "she's a beauty. she makes me think of mary." algernon had presented dr. lavendar with a cigar, and the old minister was smoking it in great comfort, his feet on the base of a rusty, melon-shaped iron stove; algy was leaning back against the counter, his elbows on the show-case behind him. "dr. lavendar," he said, looking at the toe of his boot, "i--got something on my mind." "well, off with it, quick as you can." "i've been thinking about the day of judgment." "ho!" said dr. lavendar. "well, sir, i get to thinking: if everybody's sins are to be read out loud before all the world--standing up, rows and rows and rows of 'em. can't see the end of 'em--so many. i kind a' hate to think that mary might hear--things about me." "well, keen," said dr. lavendar, slowly, "i don't believe it will be that way." he hesitated a little. after all, it is a risk to take away even a false belief, unless you can put a true one in its place. algy stopped looking at the toe of his boot. "_what!_" said he. "now just look at it," said dr. lavendar. "who would be the better for that kind of publicity? good people wouldn't like it; it would pain them. you say yourself that mary wouldn't like to hear that you did wrong three times." "no; she wouldn't," algernon said. "wicked people might enjoy it," dr. lavendar ruminated, "but--" --"but god don't cater to the wicked?" algy finished, quickly. "that's just it," said dr. lavendar. "he doesn't. but i tell you what it is, algy, it is painful enough to just have your saviour tell you your sins when you're sitting all alone--or, maybe, lying awake in the dark; that's a dreadful time to hear them. it's worse than having rows of people listening." algernon nodded. "maybe you're right," he said, sighing. the birth of a soul is a painful process. but when he went away dr. lavendar's eyes were full of hope. and he grew more hopeful when, as the next year came round and algernon again asked for extension, he was able to carry back, not only the note and the interest to john gordon, but a payment of $ . what that $ meant of self-denial and perseverance dr. lavendar knew almost as well as algy himself. "i don't know whether you meant it, john," he said, as the old man took the note and locked it up in the japanned box--"i don't know that it was your intention, but i believe the responsibility of debt is going to make a man of mary's husband." "debt doesn't generally work that way," mr. gordon said. "no; it doesn't. but he maketh the wrath of man to praise him, once in a while, johnny." "it's nothing to me. i'm done with him." "'if the court knows itself, which it think it do,'" said dr. lavendar, chuckling, "you're just beginning with him." "i'd rather have him decent, if that's what you mean. but i despise him." "i don't," said dr. lavendar. "i tell you, john, we're poor, limited critters, you and i. we felt that no good could possibly come out of nazareth. i must confess that when i got you to send him that money i was thinking more of the benefit to you than any effect it might have on him. i thought he didn't amount to two cents. to my shame i say it. but i was blind as a bat; the lord had sent him a great experience--_mary's death_. well, it was like a clap of thunder on a dark night; the lightning showed up a whole landscape i didn't know. there was honesty; and there was perseverance; and there was love, mind you, most of all. love! i tell you, johnny, only the lord knows what is lying in the darkness of human nature. in fact," said dr. lavendar, reflectively, "as i get older there is nothing more constantly astonishing to me than the goodness of the bad;--unless it is the badness of the good. but that's not so pleasant. no, sir; i don't despise mr. keen." nor did he despise algy when the note had to be extended still again, although again algy was ready not only with the interest, but with $ . of the principal. vi as algernon struggled along with rosebloom and cheap cigars and bright red and green perfumed soaps, the debt was lessened and lessened; and the back of the note was almost covered with extensions, yet only $ had been paid off. in spite of himself john gordon grew interested; he would not have admitted it for the world, but he wanted to hear about dr. lavendar's annual visits to mercer; and dr. lavendar used to drive out to smoke a pipe with him and tell him what algy had said and done. one day--it was seven years after the note had been drawn--a clear, heartless winter day, with a cold, high wind that made the old minister look so blue that john gordon mixed a glass of whiskey-and-water and made him drink it before they began to talk--that day mr. gordon went so far as to ask a question about algy. "has he given you anything more for your complexion, edward?" he said, with a faint grin. "he gave me a smelling-bottle this time. i handed it over to mary, and told her not to let me get a sniff of it; and she said, 'sakes! it's beautiful!' but i'll tell you something he said, johnny: he said that his debt to you was a millstone round his neck. and yet the truth is, it's a life-buoy!" john gordon looked at the soiled, crumpled paper, with its dates of extensions, and smiled grimly. "well, i won't deprive him of his life-buoy." "the store is doing pretty well," dr. lavendar went on--and stopped, because alex entered. "whose store is doing pretty well," he asked, civilly enough--for alex. "algernon keen's," said dr. lavendar. alex's face changed; he looked from one to the other of the old men by the fire, and he saw his father's hand open and close nervously. but he restrained himself until their visitor had gone. he even went out into the sharp, bright wind and unhitched dr. lavendar's little blind horse goliath, backing the buggy close to the steps and helping the old man in with what politeness he could muster. then he hurried back into the library to his father. "i should like to know, sir," he said, standing up with his back to the fire, his legs, in their big, mud-stained top-boots, wide apart, his hands under his coat-tails--"i should like to know, sir, why dr. lavendar sees fit to refer to a subject which is most offensive to us?" he fixed his motionless, pale eyes on his father, shrinking back in the winged chair. "i don't know--i don't know," said john gordon. then, suddenly, he put out his hand and caught at the crumpled note on the table beside him and put it in his pocket. instantly suspicion flamed into alex's eyes. his face turned dully red, almost purple. he made a step forward as though to interpose and grasp at the paper, restrained himself, and said, with laborious politeness: "if that is a note, sir--i thought i saw indorsements of interest--sha'n't i put it into the safe for you?" "i won't trouble you, alex." alex stood silent; then suddenly he struck the table with his fist: "my god! i believe you've been lending money to that--to that--" mr. gordon began to shake very much. "did dr. lavendar presume to ask you to lend money to--to--" mr. gordon passed his hand over his lips; then he said, faintly, "no; he didn't." alex, like a boat brought suddenly up into the wind, stammered uncertainly. "oh; i--i--thought--" and then suspicion broke out again. "has the creature asked you for a loan?" "no," mr. gordon said. and alex gaped at him, silenced. yet he was certain that that strip of paper had some connection with algernon keen. "i beg your pardon," he said; "i thought for an instant that you were dickering with the man who seduced your daughter. i am sure i beg your pardon for the thought," he ended, with elaborate and ironical courtesy, for his father's obvious agitation assured him that he was right. "i only felt that if it was his note, it must be kept carefully--carefully." he smiled in a deadly way he had, and opened and shut his hand as though he would close it on the hilt of a knife. "but, of course, i was mistaken. you would press it if you had his note--although 'sue a beggar.' and, besides, if we had got as far as lending him money, we would be asking him to dinner next." mr. gordon cringed. "so i beg your pardon," alex ended, sardonically. "very well--very well," his father said; and got up and began to potter about among his books, as much as to say that the subject was ended. "it _is_ a note," alex said to himself, and smiled.... so far the creature had gone scot-free. in these days of lawfully accepted dishonor revenge is not talked about. but perhaps it would come to his hand. not the revenge of the instincts--not the shedding of blood, man fashion; but the revenge of inflicting misery. not much of a revenge, of course, but the best that he could get. and so he smiled to himself.... he said no more at the time; but months later his father realized that the incident was not forgotten when alex said, suddenly, sneering: "so your son-in-law is prospering in his business? i saw his establishment to-day in mercer. if he owes you any money he will be able to pay cash. i congratulate you, sir." old mr. gordon made no reply. he was very feeble that autumn. willy king told alex that another attack of bronchitis would be the end. "he can't stand it," said dr. king. "i'd take him south, alex, if i were you." alex did not like to leave his mill in upper chester, but, as he told willy, he was a good son, and always did his duty to his father. "i play dominoes with him every night," he said;--so he would take the old man south, though to go and come would keep him from business almost a week. it was then that john gordon told dr. lavendar that alex suspected him of lending money to mr. keen. "and if i die," he said, "alex will squeeze the poor devil--he'll squeeze him till he ruins him. i--i suppose i'm a great fool, but i almost thought maybe, sometime, i'd destroy that note, edward?" dr. lavendar chuckled: "i knew you'd come to it, johnny; but--" he stopped and ruminated. "you've come to it; so that's all right. but do you know--i don't believe he can do without it quite yet awhile." "poor devil!" john gordon said again, kindly. "well, i'll let him gnaw on it awhile longer. i suppose he'll want another extension?" "probably," said dr. lavendar. "he is just holding his own this year; he will be able to pay the interest, he told me, but not very much more." extension was necessary, as dr. lavendar had foreseen; and when he wrote to mr. gordon about it the old man replied in obvious fear of his son. the note was in his safe, he said; edward knew where it was; it was in the japanned box. "but i don't care to ask alex to get it," he explained. "he doesn't know of its existence; so i'll give you power of attorney to see to it. you'd better just have ezra barkley put it in shape for you, because it will be necessary to go up to the house and open the safe to get it and put it back again. alex is never at home until late in the afternoon, but rachel is there and will let you in. you'll find some very good monongahela in the chimney closet." then he added the combinations of the locks on the safe and the japanned box. "stick that in, ezra, will you, about going up to the house?" dr. lavendar said. and ezra stuck it in solemnly, and then held his pen between his teeth and blotted his paper. "it is estimated," he observed, through his shut teeth, "that the amount of ink used in the united states of america, in signatures to wills, since the year when the independence of the colonies was declared, would be sufficient in bulk to float a--" "well, ezra," said dr. lavendar, chuckling, "this paper seems rather liberal. suppose i take some cash out of the safe to repair the roof of the vestry? it leaks like a sieve." "your construction of liberality is at fault, sir," mr. ezra corrected him, gently; "this paper defines just exactly what you may do, up to the moment when the principal reclaims the paper--or dies." "well, i hope he won't reclaim it, or die, either, till he gets an affair we are both interested in patched up," dr. lavendar said; then he listened politely while mr. ezra told him how many times the word "ink" occurred in holy writ. dr. lavendar went away with his power of attorney in his pocket. and when he sent it to john gordon to sign, he seemed to take it for granted that he and mr. gordon were equally interested in the development and well-being of mary's husband. he said in his letter such things as, "you'll make a man of him yet;" and, "your patience has given the best elements in him time to come out." dr. lavendar had a perfectly unreasonable way of imputing good motives to people; the consequence was he was not very much astonished when they displayed goodness. he was not astonished when, some two months later, another letter came from old mr. gordon, saying that on the whole he thought the note had better not run any longer. "i am going to forgive him his debt," mary's father wrote, in a feeble scrawl; "and i'll be obliged to you if you will go up to my house and get that note and send it to me. i'm pretty shaky on my pins, and i don't want to run risks, so i wish you'd tear the signature out and burn it before you mail the note. i'll send it along to mr. keen. i mean to write to him and tell him i think he is honest, anyway. the fact is, i half respect the poor fellow. it's been a long winter, and i can't say i'm much better. willy king doesn't know everything. these doctors are too confoundedly ready to send a man away from home. i should have been just as well off in old chester. _be sure and destroy that signature_." dr. lavendar read this letter joyfully, but without surprise. "i'm glad he didn't take my advice and let it go on any longer," he said to himself; "i guess i'll risk the effect on algy now." then he wondered if there would be any danger of meeting alex if he went up to the house right after dinner. "i can't manage it this morning," he said to himself. "i've got to go and see mrs. drayton. well, i wish the lord would see fit to cure her--or something." so he went plodding out into a still, gray february day, and called on mrs. drayton, and stopped at the post-office to hear the news, and then went home to his dinner. "ye're not going out _again_?" his mary cried, in shrill remonstrance, when in the afternoon she saw him muffle himself up for the drive out into the country; "it's beginning to snow!" "i am," said dr. lavendar; "and see you have a good supper for me when i get back." he got into his buggy, buttoning the apron up in front of him, for it was a wet snow. he had on a shabby old fur cap, which he pulled well down over his forehead, furrowed by other people's sins and troubles; but his eyes peered from under it as bright and happy as a squirrel's. his little blind horse pulled slowly and comfortably up the hill, stopping to get his breath on a shaky bridge over a run. in the silence of the snow dr. lavendar did not hear the stage coming down the hill until it was almost on the bridge; then he had to pull over to let it pass. as he did so the single passenger inside rapped on the window, and then opened it and thrust his head out, calling to the driver to stop. "dr. lavendar! you have heard, i suppose? very sad. a great shock. of course i'm going on at once to bring the body back. it is difficult to get off at this season, but a son has a sacred duty." alex's pale eyes were bulging from his red, excited face. "what news?" dr. lavendar said. "you don't mean--alex! john isn't--your father isn't--" "my father is dead," alex said, with ponderous solemnity. "it is a great grief, of course; but i trust i shall be properly resigned. his age rendered such an event not altogether unexpected." dr. lavendar could not speak; but as the stage-driver began to gather up his reins from the steaming backs of his horses, he said, brokenly: "wait--wait. tell me about it, alex; your father and i have been friends all our lives." alex told him briefly: he had just had a despatch; his father had died that morning; he had been less well for a fortnight. "i had a letter from him this morning," alex said, "in which he referred to his health--" "so had i--so had i." "i cannot get back with the body for six days--three to go, three to come," alex said, "but i will be obliged if you will arrange for the obsequies next thursday." "yes, yes. i will make any arrangements for you," dr. lavendar said. he took out his big red silk pocket-handkerchief and blew his nose with a trembling flourish. "we were boys together; your father was the big boy, you know; i was the youngster. but we were great friends. alex, i am afraid my own grief has made me forgetful of yours; but you have had a loss, my boy--a great loss." "very much so--very much so," alex agreed, with a proper sigh, and pulled up the window of the stage, then lowered it abruptly: "oh, dr. lavendar, are you going on as far up as--as _my_ house?" "as _your_ house?" dr. lavendar repeated. "oh--oh yes; i didn't understand. yes, i am." "would it inconvenience you," alex said, "to stop there? i am going to ask mr. ezra barkley to come up at once and put seals on various things. i am the sole executor, as well as the heir, of course; but i sha'n't be able to attend to things for a week; and the forms of law must be observed. if you could be on hand when barkley is there--not that i do not trust him." dr. lavendar stared at him blankly; for an intelligent man, alex was sometimes a great fool. but he only nodded gravely, and said he would stop at the house and wait for mr. ezra; alex signed to the driver, and the stage went rolling noiselessly on into the storm. when, at the foot of the hill, alex glanced back through the little oblong of bubbly glass in the leather curtain of the coach, he saw dr. lavendar's buggy standing motionless where he had passed it on the bridge; then the snow hid it. under the bridge the creek ran swiftly between edges of ice that here and there had caught a dipping branch and held it prisoner, or had spread in agate curves--snow white, clear black, faint white again--around a stone in mid-stream. on the black current, silent except for a murmurous rush of bubbles under the ice, the snowflakes melted instantly, myriads of them--hurrying, hurrying, hurrying; then, as they touched the water, gone. dr. lavendar, in the buggy, sat looking down at them: "_in an instant--in the twinkling of an eye, we shall be changed._" ... "he was my oldest friend." ("was": with what an awful promptitude the mind adjusts itself to "he _was_"!) yet as he sat there, peering out over the top of the apron and making, heavily, those plans familiar to every clergyman, dr. lavendar did not really believe that the plans were for johnny. the snow fell with noiseless steadiness; the top of the buggy was white; thimbles of down heaped themselves on the hubs, tumbling off when the horse moved restlessly a step forward or backed a little and stamped. suddenly goliath shook himself, for the snow was cold upon his shaggy back, and the harness clattered and the shafts rattled. dr. lavendar drew a long breath. "g'on!" he said. and goliath went on with evident relief. he knew the road well, and turned in at the gordon gateway, as a matter of course. when he stopped at the front steps, the door opened and rachel stood there, her eyes red. "sam will take him round to the stable, sir," she said, as sam shambled out from the back of the house to stand at goliath's head. "oh, my! sir; i suppose you've heard?" "yes, rachel; i've heard," the old man said, unbuttoning the apron and climbing out. rachel took his hand and wept audibly. "i knew he'd never come back; he was marked for death. i've lived here eighteen years, and i always said it was a privilege to work for a gentleman like him." "yes--yes," he said, kindly. he was plainly agitated, and rachel saw that he was trembling. "course you feel it, sir, being about of an age," she said, sympathetically. "dr. lavendar, sir, won't you have a glass of something?" with the hospitality of an old servant, she would have opened the little closet in the chimney-breast, but he checked her. "not yet; not now, rachel. leave me here awhile by myself, my girl. i'll come out to the kitchen and see you before i go. when mr. barkley comes, ask him to step into the library." "yes, sir," rachel said, obediently; and went away sniffling and sighing. dr. lavendar stood looking about him at the emptiness of the room: the winged chair, with the purple silk handkerchief hanging over the back; the table heaped with books; the fire drowsing in the grate; the old safe in the corner by the window. outside, the snow drove past, blotting the landscape. ezra would probably arrive within a half-hour; he had better get the note before he came. then there need be no explanations. when mr. ezra came in he found the old minister sitting by the fire, quite calm again, and even cheerful. "yes," he said, in answer to the lawyer's very genteel expressions of sympathy--"yes, i'll miss him. we were boys together. he used to call me bantam. i hadn't thought of it for years." "nicknames," said mr. ezra, "were used by the ancients as long ago as b.c." "well, i'm not as ancient as b.c.," said dr. lavendar, "but i called him storkey; i can't imagine why, for he was only an inch and a half taller; he always said it was two inches, but it wasn't. it was an inch and a half." "we are here," said mr. ezra, pulling off his gloves and coughing politely, "for indeed a solemn and an affecting task. it is my duty, sir, to seal the effects of the deceased, so that they may be delivered, intact, to the executor." dr. lavendar nodded. "in all my professional career i have never happened to be called upon for this especial duty. it is quite unusual. but alex seemed to think it necessary. alex is a good son." "so he says," said dr. lavendar. "are you aware, sir," proceeded mr. ezra, producing from his bag the paraphernalia of his office, "that such is the incredible celerity of bees (belonging to the _hymenoptera_) that they can within twenty-four hours manufacture four thousand cells in the comb? this interesting fact is suggested by the use of wax for sealing." dr. lavendar watched him in a silence so deep that he hardly heard the harmless stream of statistics; but at last he was moved to say, with his kind, old smile, "how _can_ you know so many things, ezra?" "in my profession," mr. ezra explained, "it is necessary to keep the mind up to the greatest agility; i, therefore, exercise it frequently in matters of memory." he lit a candle and held his wax sputtering in the flame. "i recall," he said, "with painful interest, that at one of our recent meetings i had the honor of drawing the power of attorney for you, from the deceased." "so you did," said dr. lavendar. "did you ever reflect," said mr. barkley, "that should that power be used after the death of the donor, to carry out a wish of said donor, expressed an hour, nay, a moment, before the instant of dissolution--such act would be an offence in the eye of the law?" "i've always thought the law ought to put on spectacles, ezra," said dr. lavendar; "it has mighty poor eyesight once in a while." mr. barkley was shocked. "the law, lavendar, is the deepest expression of the human sense of justice!" "but, ezra," dr. lavendar said, suddenly attentive, "that is very interesting. i remember you referred to the lapsing of the power of attorney when you made out that paper for me; but i didn't quite understand. do you mean that carrying out, now, directions given before the death of my old friend would be against the law? suppose he had asked me--last week, perhaps, to destroy--well, say that old account-book there on the table, couldn't i do it to-day?" "dr. lavendar, you do not, i fear, apprehend the majesty of the law! why," said mr. ezra, standing up, very straight and solemn, "such a deed--" "but suppose i didn't want--suppose johnny didn't want, for reasons of his own, to have anybody--say, even his executor--see that account-book; suppose it might be put to some bad purpose--used to injure some third person (of course that is an absurd supposition, but it will do for an illustration); if he had asked me last week to destroy it, do you mean to say, ezra, i couldn't destroy it to-day?--just because he happened to die this morning!" "my dear sir," said mr. ezra, "such conduct on your part would be perilously near a criminal offence." dr. lavendar whistled. "well, ezra, i won't destroy it." "i hope not, sir--i hope not, indeed," cried mr. ezra. dr. lavendar laughed; he had the impulse to turn round and wink at johnny, to take him into the joke. but it was only for an instant, and his face fell quickly into puzzled lines. "a moment's reflection," mr. ezra continued, "will convince you, dr. lavendar, that the aforesaid account-book is now the property, not of the deceased, but of the estate. its destruction would be the destruction of property belonging to the heirs. furthermore, your belief that the herein before mentioned account-book might be put to an improper use, for the injury of a third person--such belief would no more justify you in destroying it than would your belief in its unfairness towards said third person justify you in destroying a will." dr. lavendar thrust out his lower lip and stared at him, frowning. "yes," he said, slowly--"yes; i see. i did not quite understand. but i see." mr. ezra solemnly began to pour forth a stream of statistics; he referred to the case of buckley vs. grant, and even mentioned chapter and page of _purdon's digest_ where dr. lavendar could find further enlightenment. dr. lavendar may have listened, but he made no comment; he sat staring silently at the old purple handkerchief on the top of john's chair. when mr. ezra had finished his work and his statistics, the two men shook hands; then dr. lavendar said good-bye to rachel and climbed into his buggy, buttoning the apron high up in front of him; the lawyer mounted his horse, and they plodded off into the snow, single file. but dr. lavendar's eyes, under his old fur cap, had lost their squirrel-like brightness.... so algy's note belonged to the estate; and the estate belonged to alex; and alex was the executor. and upon alex gordon his father's intentions in regard to algy's note would make no more impression than the flakes of snow on running water. a vision of alex's mean and cruel mouth, his hard, light eyes, motionless as a snake's in his purpling face, made dr. lavendar wince. the note--the poor, shabby, worn note,--that stood for the best there was in algy, that stood for perseverance and honesty and courage; the note, which had weighed so heavily that he had had to stand up in his pitiful best manhood to bear it: the note that john had meant to "forgive"--alex would use to humiliate and torture and destroy. under the pressure which he would bring to bear that note would be poor algy's financial, and perhaps his moral, ruin. "and if i had not objected, john would have cancelled it," dr. lavendar thought, frowning and blinking under his fur cap. he saw the smoking flax quenched, the bruised reed broken; he saw algy turning venomously upon his enemy--for he knew him well enough to know that his code of defence would not include any conventional delicacy; he saw the new and hardly won integrity crumbling under the assault of alex's legal wickedness. dr. lavendar groaned to himself. alex could, lawfully, murder algernon keen's soul. when mary saw the old minister come into the house she was much displeased. "there, now, look at him," she scolded; "white as a sheet. what did i tell you? i'll bet ye he won't eat them corn dodgers, and i never made 'em finer." it must be admitted that mary was right. dr. lavendar did not eat much supper. he went shuffling back to his study, danny slinking at his heels; but for once he did not notice his little, grizzled friend. when he got into his flowered cashmere dressing-gown and put on his slippers and stirred his fire, he sat a long time with his pipe in his hand, forgetting to light it. when he did light it, it went out, unnoticed. once danny tried to scramble into his chair, but, receiving no encouragement, curled up on the rug. the fire burned low and smouldered into ashes; just one sullen, red coal blinked in a corner of the grate; dr. lavendar watched this red spot fixedly for a long time. indeed, it was well on towards twelve before he suddenly reached over for the bellows and a couple of sticks, and, bending down, stirred and blew until the sticks caught and the cinders began to sparkle under the ashes. this disturbed danny, who sat up, displeased and yawning. but when at last the flames broke out, sputtering and snapping, and caught a piece of paper--a shabby, creased piece of paper covered with dates--caught it, ran over it, curling it into brittle blackness, and then whirled it, a flimsy, crumbling ghost, up the chimney, dr. lavendar's face shone with a light that was not only from the fire. "ha, danny, you scoundrel," he said, cheerfully, "i guess you are _particeps criminis_!" then he went over to his study-table and rooted about for a thin, shabby, blue book, over which he pored for some time, stopping once or twice to make some calculations on the back of an envelope, then turning to the book again. he covered the envelope with his small, neat figuring, and turned it over to begin on the other side--and started: "johnny's letter!" he said. but when the calculations were made, the rest was easy enough: first, his check-book and his pen. (at the check he looked with some pride. "daniel," he said, "look at that, sir. you never saw so much money in your life; and neither did i--over my own signature.") next, a letter to alex gordon: "my dear alexander,--i owe your father's estate to the amount of the enclosed check. no papers exist in regard to it, as the matter was between ourselves. i will ask you for a receipt. yours truly, "edward lavendar." the grasshopper and the ant i when william rives and lydia sampson quarrelled and broke their engagement, old chester said that they were lucky to fall out two weeks before their wedding-day instead of two weeks after it. of course, old chester said many other things: it said it had always known they could never get along. william, who had very little money, was careful and thrifty, as every young man ought to be; lydia, who was fairly well off, was lavish and no housekeeper. "what could you expect?" demanded old chester. old chester never knew exactly what the trouble between them had been, for they kept their own counsel; but it had its suspicions: it had something to do with william's father's will. by some legal quibble the orphan's court awarded to william a piece of property which everybody knew old mr. rives supposed he had left to his daughter amanda. lydia thought (at least old chester thought she thought) that william would, as a matter of course, at once turn the field over to his sister. but william did no such thing. and, after all, why should he? the field was his; the law allowed it, the court awarded it. why should he present a field to amanda? old chester said this thoughtfully, looking at william with a sort of respectful regret. very likely lydia's regret was not respectful. lydia was always so outspoken. however, it was all surmise. about the time that amanda did not get the field the engagement was broken--and you can put two and two together if you like. as for old chester, it said that it pitied poor, dear lydia; and it was no wonder william left town after the rupture, because, naturally, he would be ashamed to show his face. but then it also said it pitied poor, dear william, and it should think lydia would be ashamed to show her face; for, of course, her obstinacy made the trouble--and a young female ought not to be obstinate, ought not, in fact, to have opinions on such matters. legal affairs, said old chester, should be left to the gentlemen. in fact, old chester said every possible thing for and against them both; but gradually, as years passed, conflicting opinions settled down to the "poor lydia" belief. this was, probably, for two reasons: first, because william had never seen fit to come back to old chester, and that, quite apart from his conduct to his lady-love, was a reason for distrust; and, secondly, lydia had, somehow, become old chester's one really poor person--that is, in a genteel walk of life. after the crumbling of the sampson fortune, old chester had to plan for lydia, and take care of her, and give her its "plain sewing"; so, naturally, william was reprobated. besides, she may have quarrelled and broken her engagement two weeks before her wedding, but all these years afterwards she had been faithful to the memory of love! old chester knew this, for the simple reason that miss lydia, during all these years, had kept in her sitting-room a picture of william rives, adorned with a sprig of box; furthermore, it knew (heaven knows how!) that she kissed this slender, tight-waisted picture every night before she went to bed. of course, old chester softened! lydia may have broken her engagement and all that, but she kept his picture, and she kissed it every night. "but he ought to be ashamed of himself," said old chester--"that is, if he is alive." then it added, reflectively, that he must be dead, for he had never returned to old chester. yet as time went on people forgot even to disapprove of william; they had enough to do to take care of poor lydia, "for she is certainly very poor--and very peculiar," said old chester, sighing. "peculiar!" said martha king; "i call it something worse than peculiar to spend money that ought to go towards rent on a present for rachel king's anna. she gave that child a picture-book. i'm sure _i_ can't afford to go round giving children picture-books. i told her so flatly and frankly. and then it was so trying, because, right on top of my scolding, she gave me a present--a cup all painted with roses, and marked 'friendship's gift,' in gilt. i didn't want it; i could have shaken her," mrs. king ended, helplessly. it was not only martha whose patience was tried by miss lydia; the experience was common to all old chester. even dr. lavendar had felt the human impulse to shake her. when he had, very delicately, asked "as an old friend, the privilege of assisting her," it was exasperating to have a lamp-shade made of six porcelain intaglios set in a tin frame come to him the next day, with the "respectful compliments of l.s." but somehow, when, beaming at him from under her shabby bonnet, miss lydia had asked him if he liked that preposterous shade, he could not speak his mind,--at least to her. he spoke it mildly to mrs. barkley. "we must restrain her; she brought me $ for zenanna missions yesterday." "what did you do?" mrs. barkley said, sympathetically. "i made her take it back. i pointed out that her first duty was to her landlord." "her landlord has some duties to her," mrs. barkley said, angrily. "the stairs are just crumbling to pieces, and that chimney is dreadful. she says that davis said the flue would have to be rebuilt, and maybe the whole chimney. he couldn't be sure about that, but he thought it probable. he said it would cost $ to put all the things in repair--floor and roof and everything. but he would do it for $ , considering. he thinks the flue has broken down inside somehow. she might burn up some night; and then," said mrs. barkley, in a deep bass, "how would that smith person feel?" "he says," dr. lavendar explained, "that by the terms of the lease the tenant is to make repairs." mrs. barkley snorted. "and how is poor lydia to make repairs? she hasn't two cents to bless herself with. i told him so." mrs. barkley's face grew very red at the recollection of her interview with mr. smith (he was one of the new smiths, of course). "i don't mix philanthropy and business," he had said; "the lease says the tenant shall make repairs. and, besides, i do not wish to be more attractive than i am. with that chimney, some other landlord may win her affections. without it, she will never desert mr. micawber." "i am not acquainted with your friend mr. micawber," said mrs. barkley, "neither, i am sure, is miss sampson; and if you will allow me to say so, sir, we do not in old chester consider it delicate to refer to the affections of an unmarried female." upon which mr. smith laughed immoderately. (none of the new people had any manners.) "so there is no use asking him to do anything," mrs. barkley told dr. lavendar. "the only thing i can think of," the old minister said, "is that we all join together and give her the price davis named, as a present." "eighty-five dollars!" mrs. barkley exclaimed, startled; "that's a good deal of money--" "well, yes; it is. but something has got to be done." "and to take up a collection for lydia! it's--charity." "it isn't taking up a collection," dr. lavendar protested, stoutly. "and it isn't charity. miss lydia's friends have a right to make her a present if they feel like it." mrs. barkley agreed, doubtfully. "mrs. dale would contribute, i'm sure," said dr. lavendar. "and perhaps the miss ferises." "i wouldn't like to ask them." "don't ask 'em. offer them the chance." "no," mrs. barkley insisted; "they've no right. they are not really her friends. lydia doesn't call them by their first names." but she went away very much encouraged and full of this project of a present for poor lydia, who, happily, had no idea that she was "poor" lydia. she was not poor to herself (except, of course, in purse, which is a small matter). she lived in a shabby and dilapidated cottage at the smith gates, and every month squeezed out a few dollars rent to mr. smith; she was sorry for the smiths, for they were new people; but she always spoke kindly to them, for she never looked down on anybody. so, as far as position went, she was not "poor." she had no relations living, but she called all old chester of her generation by its first name; so, as to friendship, there was nothing "poor" about her. and, most of all, she was not "poor," but very rich, in her capacity for interest. now, no one who has an interest is poor; and miss lydia had a hundred interests. a hundred? she had as many interests as there were people in the world or joys or sorrows in old chester; so she was really very rich.... of course, there are different degrees of this sort of wealth: there are folk who have to manufacture their interests; with deliberation they are philanthropic or artistic or intellectual, or even, if hard put to it, they are amused. such persons may be said to be in fairly comfortable circumstances, although they live anxiously and rather meagrely, because they know well that when interest gives out they are practically without the means to support life. below this manufacturing class come the really destitute--the poor creatures who do not care vitally for anything and who are without the spiritual muscle to manufacture an interest. these pathetic folk are occasionally made self-supporting by a catastrophe--grief or even merely some uncomfortable surgery in regard to their bank account may give them a poor kind of interest; but too often they exist miserably--sometimes, with every wish gratified, helplessly poor. above the manufacturing class comes the aristocracy, to which miss lydia sampson belonged, the class which is positively rolling in wealth. every morning these favored creatures arise with a zest for living. you hear them singing before breakfast; at the table they are full of eager questions: is it going to rain? no; it is a fair day; delightful!--for it might have rained. and the sun will bring up the crocuses. and this was the day a neighbor was to go to town. will she go? when will she come back? how pleasant that the day is pleasant! and it will be good for the sick people, too. and the moment the eager, simple mind turns to its fellows, sick or well, the field of interest widens to the sky-line of souls. to sorrow in the sorrows of tom and dick and harry and their wives, to rejoice in their joys--what is better than that? and then, all one's own affairs are so vital: the record of the range of the thermometer, the question of turning or not turning an alpaca skirt, the working out of a game of solitaire--these things are absorbing experiences. no wonder we who are poor, or even we who work hard at philanthropy or art or responsibility to manufacture our little interests--no wonder we envy such sky-blue natures. certainly there were persons in old chester who envied miss lydia; at least, they envied her her unfailing joyousness--but they never envied her her empty purse. which was like envying a rose its color, but despising the earth from which by some divine chemistry the color came. miss lydia's eyes might smart from the smoke puffing out into her room, but she was able to laugh at the sight of her bleared visage in the narrow mirror over the mantel. nor did the fact that the mirror was mottled and misty with age, the frame tarnished almost to blackness, cause her the slightest pang. what difference does it make in this world of life and death and joy and sorrow, if things are shabby? the fact is, the secret of happiness is the _sense of proportion_; eliminate, by means of that sense, trouble about the unimportant, and we would all be considerably happier than kings. miss lydia possessed this heaven-born sense, as well as the boundless wealth of interest (for to him that hath shall be given). "i don't want to brag," she used to say, "but i've got my health and my friends; so what on earth more do i want?" and one hesitated to point out a little thing like a shabby mirror, or even a smoky chimney. when the chimney smoked, miss lydia merely took her rocking-chair and her sewing out into a small room that served as a kitchen--and then what difference did the smoking make? and as it turned out, one shadowy april day, it was the best thing she could have done, because, when dr. lavendar dropped in to see her, she could make him a cup of tea at once, without having to leave him alone. she was a little, bustling figure, rather dusty and moth-eaten, with a black frizette, always a little to one side, and eager, gentle, blue eyes. "what's the news?" she said. she had given dr. lavendar an apple, and put on the kettle, and taken up her hemming. "i never saw anybody so fond of sewing," the old man ruminated, eating his apple. "i believe you'd sew in your grave." "i believe i would. dear me! i am so sorry for the poor women who don't like to sew. amelia dilworth told me that mrs. neddy can't bear to take a needle in her hand. so milly does ned's mending just as she did before he was married." "aren't you sorry for the poor men that don't like to sew?" dr. lavendar said, looking about for a place to deposit his core--("oh, drop it on the floor; i'll sweep it up sometime," miss lydia told him; but he disposed of it by eating it). "well, as for sewing," said miss lydia, "it's my greatest pleasure. why, when i get settled down to sew, my mind roves over the whole earth. i don't want to brag, but i don't believe anybody enjoys herself more than i do when i'm sewing. if you won't tell, i'll tell you something, dr. lavendar." "i won't tell." "well, then: sunday used to be an awful day to me. i couldn't sew, and so i couldn't think. and i really couldn't go to church all day. so i just bought some beautiful, fine nainsook and cut out my shroud. and i work on that sundays, because a shroud induces serious thoughts." "i should think it might," said dr. lavendar. "you don't think it's wrong, do you?" she asked, anxiously; and added, joyously, "i'm embroidering the whole front. i declare i don't know what i'll do when i get it done." "embroider the whole back." "well, yes. i can do that," miss lydia assented. "there! there's your tea." dr. lavendar took his tea and stirred it thoughtfully. "miss lydia," he said, and looked hard at the tea, "what do you suppose? mr. william rives--" dr. lavendar stopped and drank some tea. "how many years ago was it that he went away from old chester? i don't exactly remember." "it was thirty-one years ago," she said; she put down her own cup of tea and stared at him. "what were you going to say about him, sir?" "well, only," said dr. lavendar, scraping the sugar from the bottom of his cup, "only that--" "there! my goodness! i'll give you another lump," cried miss lydia; "don't wear my spoon out. what about him, sir?" dr. lavendar explained that he had come back on the stage from mercer the night before with a strange gentleman--"stout man," dr. lavendar said, "with a black wig. i was rooting about in my pocket-book for a stamp--i wanted to post a letter just as we were leaving mercer; and this gentleman very politely offered me one. i took it. then i looked at him, and there was something familiar about him. i asked him if we had not met before, and he told me who he was. he has changed a good deal." miss lydia drank her tea excitedly. "where is he going to stay? is he well? has he come back rich?" she hoped so. william was so industrious, he deserved to be rich. she ran into the smoky front room and brought out his picture, regarding it with affectionate interest. "did you know i was engaged to him, years ago, dr. lavendar? we thought it best to part. but--" she stopped and looked at the picture, and a little color came into her face. but in another moment she was chattering her birdlike questions. "i declare," dr. lavendar said, at last, "you are the youngest person of my acquaintance." miss lydia laughed. "i hope you don't think it's wrong to be young?" she said. "wrong?" said dr. lavendar; "it's wrong not to be young. i'd be ashamed not to be young. my body's old, but that's not my fault. i'm not to blame for an old body, but i would be to blame for an old soul. an old soul is a shameful thing. mind, now, don't let me catch you getting old!" and then he said good-bye, and left her sitting by the stove. she turned her skirt back over her knees to keep it from scorching and held the picture in her left hand and warmed the palm of the right; then in her right hand and warmed the left. then she put it down on her knees and warmed both hands and smiled. ii when mrs. barkley heard the news of the wanderer's return, she hurried to dr. lavendar's study. "do you suppose we need go on with the present?" she demanded, excitedly. "why not?" said dr. lavendar. mrs. barkley looked conscious. "i only thought, perhaps--maybe--mr. rives--" "william rives's presence in old chester won't improve draughts, will it?" dr. lavendar said, crossly. and that was all she could get out of him. meantime, old chester began to kill the fatted calf. mr. rives liked fatted calves; and, furthermore, he had prudently arranged with van horne at the tavern for a cash credit for each meal at which he was not present. "for why," he had said, reasonably enough, "should i pay for what i don't get?" so he went cheerfully wherever he was bidden. old chester approved of him as a guest, for, though talkative, he was respectful in his demeanor, and he did not, so old chester said, "put on airs." he was very stout, and he wore a black wig that curled all around the back of his neck; his eyes were somewhat dull, but occasionally they glanced out keenly over his fat cheeks. he had a very small mouth and a slight, perpetual smile that gave his face a rather kindly look, and his voice was mild and soft. he had come back rich (his shabby clothes to the contrary); "and poor lydia is so poor," said old chester; "perhaps--" and then it paused and smiled, and added that "it would be strange, after all these years, _if_--" when somebody said something like this to dr. lavendar he grew very cross. "preposterous!" he said. "i should feel it my duty to prevent anything so dreadful." and there were romantic hearts in old chester who were displeased with him for this remark. mrs. drayton said it showed that he could not understand love; "though he can't be blamed for that, as he never married. still," said mrs. drayton, "he ought to have married. i don't want to make any accusations, _but i always look with suspicion on an unmarried gentleman_." mrs. barkley did not go as far as that, but she did say to herself that dr. lavendar was unromantic. "dear me!" she confided to jane jay--"if anything _should_ happen! well, i'd be glad to do anything i could to bring it about." and mrs. barkley, who had not only the courage but the audacity of her convictions, invited the parted lovers to tea, so they met for the first time at her house. mrs. barkley was the last person one would accuse of being romantic, and yet dr. lavendar saw fit to stop at her door that morning and say, "matches are dangerous playthings, ma'am!" and mrs. barkley grew very red, and said that she couldn't imagine what he meant. however, the party went off well enough. miss jane jay, who made a conscious fourth, expected some quiverings and blushings; but that was because she was young--comparatively. if she had been older she would have known better. age, with shamefaced relief, has learned the solvent quality of time. it is this quality which makes possible the contemplation of certain embarrassing heavenly reunions--where explanations of consolation must be made.... thirty-one years of days, days full of personal concerns and interests, had blurred and softened and finally almost blotted out that one fierce day of angry parting; those thirty-one years of days had made this man and woman able to meet with a sort of calm, good-natured interest in each other. miss lydia--her black frizette over one smiling eye, her hands encased in white cotton gloves, a new ribbon at the throat of her very old alpaca--called him "william," with the most commonplace friendliness. he began with "miss sampson," but ended before supper was over with her first name, and even, once, just as they were going home, with "lydy," at which she did start and blink for an instant, and jane jay thought a faint color came into her cheek. however, he did not offer to walk home with her, but bowed politely at mrs. barkley's gate, and would have betaken himself to the tavern had not mrs. barkley, when he was half-way across the street, called after him. there was a flutter of uncertainty in her voice, for those words of dr. lavendar's (which she did not understand) "stuck," she said to herself, "in her crop." mr. rives came back and paused in the moonlight, looking up at mrs. barkley standing in the doorway. "i should be pleased, sir," she said, "to have a few words with you." "certainly, ma'am," said mr. rives, in his soft voice, and followed her into the parlor. "sit down," said mrs. barkley. william rives sat down thoughtfully. a tall lamp on the heavy, claw-footed table emitted a feeble light through its ground-glass globe, and mrs. barkley stared at it a moment, as though for inspiration; then she said, in a deep bass: "mr. rives, i thought you might be interested in a certain little project. some of us have thought that we would collect--a--a small sum--" mr. rives bowed; his smiling lips suddenly shut tight. "perhaps you have not heard that our old friend lydia sampson is in reduced circumstances; and some of us thought that a small present of money-- "ah--" said mr. rives. mrs. barkley felt the color come up into her face at that small, cold sound. "lydia is very poor," she blurted out. "really?" murmured mr. rives, with embarrassment; and fell to stroking his beaver hat carefully. then he added that he deeply regretted mrs. barkley's information. "i knew you would," she said, in a relieved voice. "lydia is a dear girl. so kind and so uncomplaining! and--and faithful in her affections, william." "ah!" said mr. rives again; his smile never changed, but his eyes were keen. "yes," mrs. barkley said, boldly. "why, william--i don't know that i ought to tell you, but do you remember a sketch of yourself that you gave her in--in other days? william, she has kept it ever since. it hangs in her parlor, (horrid, smoky room!) and she keeps a sprig of fresh box stuck in the frame." "really?" said mr. rives; and his face grew a little redder. "that's all," mrs. barkley said, abruptly. "now go. i just thought i'd mention it." "yes," said mr. rives; then added that it was a beautiful night, and politely bowed himself out. "but he didn't say anything about giving anything," mrs. barkley told dr. lavendar the next day. and whatever romantic hopes she may have had withered under the blighting touch of such indifference. iii mrs. barkley's hopes withered and then revived; for as she climbed the hill to the stuffed-animal house a day or two later whom should she see wandering through the graveyard (of all places!) but lydia and william. "of course, i pretended not to see them," she told harriet hutchinson, "but i believe they've begun to take notice." they had not seen her; the graveyard was on the crest of the hill, and the road lay below the bank and the stone wall, wherein were set two or three iron doors streaked and eaten with rust, each with its name and its big ring-bolt. there was a bleached fringe of dead grass along the top of the wall, but the bank above was growing green in the april sunshine. there were many trees in this older part of the cemetery, and even now, when the foliage was hardly more than a mist, the tombs and low mounds and old headstones were dappled with light shadows. miss lydia and william had met here, by some chance; and mrs. barkley, climbing the road before it dipped below the bank, had caught sight of them just where the slope broke into sunshine beyond the trees. behind them, leaning sidewise over a sunken grave, was a slate headstone, its base deep in a thatch of last year's grass; there were carved cherubs on the corners, and the inscription was blurred with lichen. a still older tomb, a slab of granite on four pedestals, made a seat for miss lydia. she had been deciphering its crumbling inscription: "mr. amos sm ... sr. born ...... die ... may th, aged "base body, thou art faint and weak-- (how the sweet moments roll!) a mortal paleness on thy cheek, but glory in thy soul!" william, reading it, had remarked that he thought people lived longer nowadays. "don't you?" he added, anxiously. "we live long enough," miss lydia said. "i don't want to live too long." "you can't live too long," he told her, with his sharp smile. miss lydia laughed and looked down at the crumbling stone. "i think sixty-eight was just about long enough. i'm like dr. lavendar; he says he 'wants to get up from the banquet of life _still hungry_.' that's the way i feel. i don't want to lose my appetite for life by getting too much of it." "i couldn't get too much," mr. rives said, nervously. "let us proceed. this place is--is not cheerful. i like cheerfulness. you always seem cheerful, lydy?" "course i am," she said, getting up. "why shouldn't i be? i haven't a care in the world." "you don't say so!" said william rives. "i was under the impression that your circumstances--" "my circumstances?" said miss lydia. "bless you! i haven't any. father didn't leave much of anything. i had $ , but cousin robinson invested it and lost it. he felt so badly, i was just distressed about him." "he should have been prosecuted!" mr. rives said, angrily. miss lydia shook her head in horrified protest, but she beamed at him from under her black frizette, grateful for his sympathy. "i remember," he said, thoughtfully, "that you were always light-hearted. i recall your once telling me that you began to sing as soon as you got up in the morning." "oh yes," miss lydia said, simply. "i always sing the morning hymn. you know the morning hymn, william? "'awake, my soul, and with the sun thy daily course of duty run--'" william nodded. "vocal exercises (if in tune and not too loud) are always cheerful," he said. gossiping thus of simple things, they walked back to lydia's house and sat down in her parlor. there william told her, with a sort of whimper, that his health was bad. "i sent for willy king--he is so young, he ought not to charge the full fee. i remember him as a very impudent boy," mr. rives said, growing red at some memory of william's youth; "however, he seems a respectable young man." "oh, indeed he is," said miss lydia; "he is a dear, good boy. i hope he is doing you good?" she ended, with eager kindness. "yes, i think so," he said, anxiously. and then he gave his symptoms with a detail that made poor miss lydia get very red. "and i don't sleep very well," he ended, sighing. "willy told me to try repeating the kings of england backward, but i couldn't remember them; so it didn't do any good." "when i don't sleep," said miss lydia, "i just count my blessings. that's a splendid thing to do, because you fall asleep before you get to the end of 'em." william sighed. "the kings of england was a foolish prescription; yet i paid willy $ . for that call. still, i must say i think he is doing me good; but he recommends many expensive things--perhaps because he is young. he wished me to hire a vehicle and drive every day. now just think of the expense of such a thing! i suggested to him that instead of hiring a conveyance, i would go out with him in his buggy whenever he calls. he is a very young man to treat an important case," william ended, sighing. then he asked lydia about her health, with an exactness which she thought very kind. "yes, i'm always well; and _so_ sorry for the poor people who are sick," she said. "you are a good nurse, aren't you, lydy?" he asked. "i'm always glad when i can do anything for a sick person. i'm so sorry for 'em," miss lydia said, kindly. "and you are economical, aren't you, lydy?" mr. rives inquired, in his mild voice, "and not fond of dress?" "bless you!" said lydia, "how can i be anything but economical? and as for being fond of dress--i'm fond of my old dresses, william." "that is an excellent trait," said william rives, solemnly. then, catching sight of his own portrait--the slim, anæmic young person in a stock and tight-waisted coat, with very small feet and very large hat, he got up to look at it. "i--have changed a little," he said, doubtfully. "it's more becoming to be heavier," miss lydia said. and this remark gave him such obvious satisfaction that when he went away his perpetual smile had deepened into positive heartiness. it was after this talk that he finally added his offering to the "present" which just then was occupying old chester's attention. "and how much do you suppose i got out of him?" mrs. barkley asked dr. lavendar. "_$ . !_" however, other friends were more liberal, and by the end of may the $ (grown now into the round sum of $ ) was ready for miss lydia. a little silk bag, with a scrap of paper twisted about its ribbon drawing-string, was thrust one evening by an unknown hand into miss lydia's door. in it were twenty five-dollar gold pieces. "from old friends," dr. lavendar had written on the scrap of paper. "sha'n't we say--'for repairs'?" mrs. barkley asked, doubtfully. "no," dr. lavendar declared; "i'd rather say 'to buy curl-papers.' of course she'll use it for repairs; but we mustn't dictate." nobody saw miss lydia gasp when she opened the bag, and sit down, and then cry and laugh, but probably every friendly heart in old chester was busy imagining the scene, for every friend had contributed. they had all done it in their different ways--and how character confesses itself in this matter of giving! ... mrs. dale, who gave the largest sum, did it with calm, impersonal kindness. martha king said that she had so many calls upon her charity that she couldn't give much, but was glad to do what she could. miss harriet hutchinson said it was a first-rate idea, and she was obliged to mrs. barkley for letting her have a hand in it; as for mrs. drayton, she said it was a great trial not to contribute, but she could not do so conscientiously. "_i_ make such things a matter of prayer," she said; "some do not. i do not judge them. i never judge any one. but i take all such matters to the throne of grace, and as a result i feel that such things are injurious to a poor person, and so i must deny myself the pleasure of charity." william rives said that he would be pleased to contribute, and mrs. barkley had a moment of intense excitement when she read his check--$ . but her emotion only lasted until she put on her spectacles. and yet, when lydia, sitting at the kitchen table, wiped her eyes and counted her gold by the light of a candle in a hooded candlestick, she felt, somehow, william's hand in it. for, by this time, william's friendliness was beyond any question. he came to see her every other day, and he told her all his symptoms and talked of his loneliness and forlornness until they were both moved to tears. "poor william!" she said, her eyes overflowing with sympathy. "well, i'm glad you have plenty of money, anyhow. it would be hard to be poor and have bad health, too." "but i haven't plenty of money," william said, with agitation. "how did you get such an idea? i haven't!" and then miss lydia was sorrier for him than ever. "although," she said, cheerfully, "poverty is the last thing to worry about. look at me. i don't want to brag, but i'm always contented, and i'll tell you why: _i don't want things_. don't want things, and then you're not unhappy without 'em." "oh, lydy, that's so true," mr. rives said, earnestly. "i'm so glad you feel that way." and he began to call every day. "it's plain to be seen what's going to happen," said mrs. barkley, excitedly, and whispered her hopes (in secret) to almost everybody in old chester--except dr. lavendar. he became very ill-tempered the moment she approached the subject. but she was jocose, in a deep bass, to miss lydia herself; and miss lydia did not pretend to misunderstand. she reddened and laughed; but her eyes were not clear; there was a puzzled look at the back of them. still, when she sat and looked at her gold the puzzle lightened, and her face, under her black frizette--in her excitement fallen sidewise over one ear--softened almost to tears. "william is kind," she said to herself. and, indeed, at that very moment william was referring to her in most kindly terms. he was sitting in mrs. barkley's gloomy parlor, on the edge of the horse-hair sofa, and mrs. barkley was regarding him with romantic interest. "i have been much saddened, ma'am," he was saying, "to observe the destitution of miss lydia sampson." mrs. barkley beamed. was he going to do something, after all? she spoke in an amiable bass, twitching her heavy eyebrows. "our little gift, which has gone to her to-night, will make her more comfortable. i could wish it had been larger," she ended, and looked sidewise at mr. rives, who bowed and regretted that it was not larger. he then coughed behind his hand. "mrs. barkley, i wish to approach a subject of some delicacy." ("he _is_ going to do something," she thought, excitedly; "or perhaps he means marriage!") "mrs. barkley, in past years there were passages of affection between miss sampson and myself" (mrs. barkley bowed; her heart began to glow with that warmth which stirs the oldest of us at the sight of a lover). "we were younger in those days, ma'am," william said, in his soft voice. "oh no!" she protested, politely. "why, you are very well preserved, i'm sure." "yes," said william, "i am. yet i am not as young as i once was." this drifting away from miss lydia disturbed mrs. barkley. she lowered her chin and glared at him over her spectacles, saying, in a rumbling bass: "neither is lydia; and it's hard for her to be destitute in her old age." "just so," mr. rives said, eagerly--"exactly. she is not as young as she once was, which, for many reasons, is desirable. but i think she is healthy?" "why, yes," mrs. barkley admitted; "but i don't know that that makes it easier to be poor." "but i infer that poverty has taught her economy?" william rives said. "yes; but poverty is a hard teacher." "but thorough--thorough!" said mr. rives; "and some people will learn of no other." mrs. barkley was growing impatient; she gave up marriage and thought of a pension. "yes," said william; "she is economical, and has good health, and is fond of old clothes, and is kind-hearted, and doesn't have any wants. excellent traits--excellent. i have looked very carefully at the items of expense in regard to a housekeeper or nurse." mrs. barkley stared at him in bewilderment. was he going to offer lydia a position as housekeeper? she was fairly dizzy with this seesaw of possibilities; and she was perplexed, too, for, after all, badly as lydia needed assistance, propriety must be considered, and certainly this housekeeping project was of doubtful propriety. "because you know you are neither of you very old," she explained. mr. rives looked disturbed. "yes, we are," he said, sharply. "quite old enough. i would not wish a youthful wife, for--many reasons. there might be--results, which would interfere with my comfort. no, lydia is no longer young; yet she is sufficiently robust to make me extremely comfortable." the light was breaking slowly on mrs. barkley. her face flushed; she sat up very straight and tapped the table with her thimble. "the expense of an extra person is not very considerable, is it?" mr. rives said, doubtfully. "it was in regard to this that i wished to consult you." "not more than the wages of a housekeeper or a nurse," mrs. barkley said, in a restrained voice. "exactly!" cried mr. rives--"granted that her health is good." mrs. barkley opened and closed her lips. her impulse to show him the door battled with her common-sense. after all, it would mean a home for lydia; it would mean comfort and ease and absence from worry--plus, of course, mr. rives. but if lydia liked him, that wouldn't make any difference. and she must like him--her faithfulness to the picture proved it--and he was an agreeable person; amiable, too, mrs. barkley thought, for he always smiled when he spoke. "would you live in old chester?" she managed to say, after a pause. "yes." "you would build, i suppose?" mrs. barkley said, trying, in the confusion of her thoughts, to make time. "no," mr. rives said; "we would reside in lydia's present abode." "_in lydia's house_? you couldn't!--why, it would be impossible!" mrs. barkley, her mouth open with astonishment, saw, suddenly, that this project was not comfort plus william, but william minus comfort. "you couldn't! the chimney in the parlor is dreadful; it smokes whenever the wind is from the west." "but, as i understand, lydia has been provided with the means of mending the chimney?" william said, anxiously. at this the rein broke. mrs. barkley rose, tapping the table with alarming loudness and glaring down at her guest. "william rives, i have been a perfect fool. but you are worse--you are a mean person. i'd rather live with a murderer than a mean man!" [illustration: "mrs. barkley rose, tapping the table with alarming loudness"] mr. rives was unmoved. his little, steely smile never wavered; he rose also, bowed, and said: "possibly miss sampson does not agree with you. i will bid you good-night, ma'am." "i was a perfect fool," she said again, as the door closed softly behind him. but william rives was no fool.... he said to himself that it behooved him to see miss lydia before mrs. barkley had a chance to impart to her those impolite views regarding himself. and that was why, as she was still sitting at her kitchen table, twinkling with happiness over the kindness of her world and piling her gold pieces in a little leaning tower, william knocked at the door. miss lydia threw an apron over the small, glittering heap and ran to let her caller in. when she saw who it was she whipped off the apron to display her wealth; the tears stood in her eyes, and her happy heart burst into words: "how good people are! just think--$ ! why, it takes my breath away--" "it is a large sum of money," william said, solemnly, touching the gold with respectful fingers. "i would suggest a bank until you pay for the mending of your chimney. and you will get some interest if you defer payment for ninety days." "mending my chimney?" miss lydia said, thoughtfully. "well--that wouldn't take nearly all this." william's face brightened. "you are right to be prudent, lydia," he said. "i admire prudence in a female; but still, masons and carpenters--in fact, all persons of that sort,--are--thieves!" then he coughed delicately. "lydia," he said, "i--i have been thinking--" "yes?" said miss lydia, calmly. "we are so situated--each alone, that perhaps we might--we might, ah--marry--to our mutual advantage?" "_marry?_" "yes," william said, earnestly; "i should be pleased to marry, lydy. i need a home. my health is not very good, and i need a home. you need a home, also." "indeed i don't!" she said; "i've got a home, thank you." "i haven't," william said; and lydia's blue eyes softened. "i am not very strong," he said ("though i see no reason why i should not live to old age); but i want a home. won't you take me, lydy?" miss lydia frowned and sighed. "i am very well satisfied as i am," she said; "but perhaps that is a selfish way to look at it." "yes, it is," he told her, earnestly; "and you didn't use to be selfish, lydia." miss lydia sighed again. "i suppose i could make you comfortable, william." "do take me, lydy," he entreated. and somehow or other, before she quite knew it, she had consented. as soon as the word was spoken, william arose with alacrity. "i don't like to be out in the night air," he said, "so i'll say good-night, lydy. and, lydy--shall we, for the moment, keep this to ourselves?" "oh yes," said miss lydia, getting very red, "i'd rather, for the present." then, smiling and friendly, she went out with him, bare-headed, to the gate. there william hesitated, swallowed once, rubbed his hands nervously, and then suddenly gave her a kiss. miss lydia sampson jumped. "oh!" she said; and again, "_oh!_" and then she ran back into the house, her eyes wet and shining, her face flushed to her forehead. she sat down by the table and put her hands over her eyes; she laughed, in a sort of sob, and her breath came quickly. "i hadn't thought of it--that way," she whispered to herself. and somehow, as she sat there by her kitchen table, she began to think of it that way--miss lydia was very young! ... oh, she would try and make him happy; she would try and be more orderly; she would try to be good, since her heavenly father had given back to her the old happiness. and that night she did not bid the picture good-night. mr. rives was himself not without emotion. it was many years, he reflected, since his lips had touched those of a female, and the experience was agreeable--so agreeable that he wished to repeat it as soon as possible; and, furthermore, he felt anxious to know that lydia had put the gold in a safe place. but when he called the next day he was a little late, because, as he explained to miss lydia, he had had to wait for the mail. she met him with a new look in her innocent, eager eyes, and her face was shy and red. as she sat sewing, listening vaguely, she would glance at him now and then, as if, until now, she had not seen him since that day of parting, thirty-one years ago--the thirty-one years which had blotted amanda's field from her memory. the old happiness, like a tide long withdrawn, was creeping back, rising and rising, until it was overflowing in her eyes. this puffy gentleman, with his tight, smiling mouth, was the william of her youth--and she had never known it until last night! she had thought of him during the last month or two only as an old friend who needed the care which her kind heart prompted her to give; and lo! suddenly he was the lover who would care for her. "i was sorry, my dear lydia, to be late," said mr. rives, in his soft voice; "i was detained by waiting for the mail." miss lydia said, brightly, that it didn't matter. "but it was worth waiting for," william assured her. "i have done a good piece of business. (not that it will make me richer; i have so many obligations to meet!) but it was a fortunate stroke." "that is good," said miss lydia. "a female in a distant city, where i own a poor little bit of real estate--nothing of any value, lydia; i am a poor man--" "that's no difference," she told him, softly. "--this female, a widow, and foolish (as widows always are)," william said, with a little giggle, "asked me to sell her a house i owned. she wished, for some reason, to purchase in that locality. i named the market price. i did so, by letter, a fortnight ago. i believe she thought it high; but that was her affair. she would have to sell certain securities to purchase it, she said. but as i wrote her--'my dear madam, that's your business.'" mr. rives laughed a little. miss lydia looked up, smiling and interested. "yes," said mr. rives--"i didn't urge it. i never urge, because then i can't be blamed if things go wrong. but i held my price. that is always good policy--not to drop a dollar on price. so she's bought it. she made a payment yesterday to bind the sale. not that i feel any richer, for i must immediately apply the money to the purchase of other things." "that's nice," miss lydia said. "i guess it is," william agreed; "i happen to know that a boiler factory is to be erected on the rear lot." "but will she like that--the poor widow?" miss lydia said. mr. rives laughed comfortably. "ah, lydy, my dear, in business we do not ask such questions before making a sale. _i_ like it. in three months that bit of property will have shrunk to an eighth of its selling price to-day." mr. rives's eyes twinkled with satisfaction. "but--_william!_" said miss lydia. suddenly she grew pale. "william," she said, "it seems to me you ought to have told the poor widow." "lydia, a lady cannot understand business," william said, with kindly condescension, but with a slight impatience. "don't you see, if i had told her, she would not have made the purchase?" miss lydia was silent, stroking the gathers of her cambric with a shaking needle. then she said, in a low voice, "i suppose she wouldn't." william nodded encouragingly. "you'll learn, lydia. a married lady learns much of business methods through her husband. though they don't profit by it, i notice; widows are always foolish. not that--that you will be likely to be--to be foolish," he ended, hastily, frowning very much. lydia went on sewing in silence. the color did not come back into her face, which caused william to ask her anxiously how she was. "you are sure you are healthy, lydia, aren't you?" he said. miss lydia, without looking at him, said she was. when he had gone, she stopped sewing and glanced about her in a frightened way; then she put her hands over her eyes and drew in her breath, and once she shivered. she sat there for a long time. after a while she got up and went over to the picture of mr. william rives and stood looking at it; and as she looked her poor, terrified eyes quieted into tears and she straightened the bit of box with a tender hand, and then she suddenly bent down and kissed the slim gentleman behind the misty glass. the next day when she met her lover she was cheerful enough. it was at the front door of the tavern; dr. lavendar was there, too, waiting for the morning stage for mercer. "well! well! so i am going to have company, am i?" he said, for miss lydia was waiting for it, too. her bonnet was on one side, her shabby jacket, fading from black to green on the shoulders, was split at the elbow seams, and the middle finger of each glove was worn through; but her eyes were shining with pleasure. "yes," she said, nodding; "i'm going." her presence seemed to be a surprise to mr. rives, who had strayed forth from the breakfast-room to see the stage start. "you are going to mercer?" he said, his small smile fading into an astonished question. "yes," miss lydia said, laughing, and suddenly she gave a little jump of happiness. "i haven't been to mercer for nine years. oh, dear! isn't it just delightful!" "but, why?" william persisted, in an amazed aside. "oh, that's the secret!" cried miss lydia, clambering into the stage; "you'll know sometime." "i suppose you wish to arrange for the alterations of your house?" william said; "but considering the stage fares back and forth-- oh, there is dr. lavendar." he came round to the other side of the stage, smiling very much. "well, sir, good-morning! good-morning, sir!" "hello," dr. lavendar said. mr. rives rubbed his hands. "i--i was about to say, dr. lavendar--that little matter between us--it's of no importance, of course; quite at your convenience, sir; i don't mean to press you--but at your convenience, sir." "what are you talking about?" dr. lavendar said, with a puzzled blink. "well," william said, smiling, "there's no haste, only i thought i'd just remind you. i'm always business-like myself; and that little matter of accommodation--" dr. lavendar stared at him. "i am afraid i'm a stupid old fellow; i don't understand." the stage-driver gathered up his reins; miss lydia nodded joyously on the back seat, the two other passengers frowned at the delay; so william rives made haste to explain: "merely, sir, the stamp i had the pleasure of lending you. but pray don't incommode yourself; i merely remind you; it's of no--" dr. lavendar pulled out his shabby leather pocket-book, his hands fairly trembling with haste, and produced the stamp; then he pulled the door to, and as the stage sagged forward and went tugging up the hill, he turned his astonished eyes on miss lydia. she had grown very pale, but she said nothing, only looking out of the window and rubbing her little cotton gloves hard together. "would you have asked him for a receipt?" dr. lavendar said, under his breath, chuckling. but when she tried to answer him, there was something in her face that turned dr. lavendar grave. the stage jolted on; the two other passengers chatted, then one fell asleep and the other read an almanac. suddenly miss lydia turned sharply round. "it just kills me!" she said. "nonsense!" dr. lavendar told her. "he is a man of business, and i'm a forgetful old codger. i knew william, and i ought to have remembered." but miss lydia's face had fallen into such drawn and anxious lines that dr. lavendar had to do his best to cheer her. he began to ask questions: how long was it since she had been in mercer? was she going to call on friends? was she going to shop? "i believe you ladies always want to shop?" said dr. lavendar, kindly. and somehow miss lydia brightened up. yes; she was going to shop! it was a secret: she couldn't tell dr. lavendar yet, but he should know about it first of all. she was so happy, so important, so excited, that her pain at william's business-like ways seemed forgotten; and when in mercer they separated at the stage house, she went bustling off into the sunshine, waving a shabby cotton glove at him, and crying, "i haven't a minute to lose!" dr. lavendar stood still and shook his head. "pity," he said--"pity, pity. but i suppose it can't be helped. there's no use telling william about her; he must see it. and there's no use telling her about william; she must see it. no--no use. but it's a pity--a pity." which shows that dr. lavendar had reached that degree of wisdom which knows that successful interference in love affairs must come from the inside, not from the outside. he did not see miss lydia again until they met in the afternoon at the stage house, and for a minute he did not recognize her. she came running and panting, laden with bundles, to the coach door. indeed, she was so hurried that one of her innumerable packages, a long, slim bundle, slipped from her happy, weary arms, and, hitting the iron drop-step, crashed into fragments and splashed her dress with its contents. "oh! that's one of my bottles of catawba," said miss lydia. "dear, dear! well, never mind; i'll order another." the fragrance of the wine soaking her gloves and the front of her faded dress, filled the stage (in which they were the only passengers), and miss lydia joyously licked the two bare finger-tips. "too bad!" she said; "but accidents will happen." dr. lavendar helped her pile her bundles on the front seat, and then he unhooked the swinging strap so that certain parcels could be put on the middle bench. miss lydia leaned back with a happy sigh. "the rest will come down to-morrow," she said. "the _rest_?" said dr. lavendar. "oh, i've just got to tell somebody!" she said. "promise you won't tell?" "i won't tell," he assured her. "well," said miss lydia, "look here--do you see that?" she tore a little hole in a long, flat package, and dr. lavendar saw a gleam of blue. "that's a dress. yes, a blue silk dress--for myself. i'm afraid it was selfish to get a thing just for myself, but that and a pair of white kid gloves and some lace are all i did get; and i've wanted a silk dress, a blue silk dress, ever since i got poor." dr. lavendar looked at her and at the hole in the package, and at her again. "lydia!" he said, "is it possible that you--? _lydia!_" he ended, speechless with consternation. "the other things are all for the party." "the--party?" "presents!" she said, rubbing her hands. "oh, dear! i'm so tired! and i'm so happy! oh, nobody was ever so happy. the party (that's the secret) is to be next thursday a week; that gives me time to make my dress. i ordered the cake in mercer. all pink-and-white icing--perfectly lovely! and i have a present for everybody. here's a work-basket for martha king. and i have a bird-cage and a canary for dear willy (that is to come down to-morrow; i really couldn't carry everything). and i've got a knitted shawl for maria welwood, and a cloak for her dear rose--that was rather expensive, but it's always cheap to get the best. and a cornelian breast-pin for alice gray. and a roman sash for poor little mary gordon; she seems to me such a forlorn child--no mother, and that rough alex for a brother. and--well; oh, dear! i'm so excited i can hardly remember--a book for mr. ezra; a book for mrs. dale. books are safe presents, don't you think?" dr. lavendar groaned. "and a picture for rachel king--that's it; that square bundle. so pretty!--a little girl saying her prayers; sweet!--it's like her anna. and a box of candy for sally smith's little brothers; and a pair of agate cuff-buttons for sally--" she was moving her packages about as she checked them off, and she looked round at dr. lavendar with a sigh of pure joy. he could not speak his distracted thought. "oh, you mustn't see that," she cried, suddenly pushing a certain package under the others with great show of secrecy; and dr. lavendar groaned again. "i think a party with presents for everybody will be very unusual, don't you?" she asked, heaping her bundles up carefully; two more fingers had burst through her cotton gloves, and as she leaned forward a button snapped off her jacket. "i don't want to brag," she said, "but i think it will be as nice a party as we have ever had in old chester." "but, lydia, my dear," dr. lavendar said, gently, "i am afraid it is extravagant, isn't it, to try to give us all so much pleasure? and is a blue silk frock very--well, serviceable, i believe, you ladies call it?" "no, indeed it isn't," she said, with sudden, pathetic passion. "_that's why i got it_. i never, since i was a girl, have had anything that wasn't serviceable." "but," dr. lavendar said, "i rather hoped you would see your way clear to making your house a little more comfortable?" "why, but i'm perfectly comfortable," she assured him; "and even if i was not, i'd rather, just for once in my life, have my party and give my presents. oh, just once in a lifetime! i'd rather," she said, and her eyes snapped with joy--"i'd rather have next thursday night, and my house as it is, than just comfort all the rest of my days. comfort! what's comfort?" "well, lydia, it's a good deal to some of us," dr. lavendar said. and then his eyes narrowed. "lydia, my dear--does mr. rives know about this?" miss lydia, counting her packages over, said, absently, "no; it is to be a surprise to william." "if i am not mistaken," said dr. lavendar, "it will be a very great surprise to william." and then he fell into troubled thought; but as he thought his face brightened. it brightened so much that by the time they reached old chester he was as joyously excited about the party as was miss lydia herself, who made him a thousand confidences about her dress and her presents and the food which would be offered to her guests. his joyousness had not abated when, the next morning, mrs. barkley presented herself, breathless, at the rectory. "i think," said she, in an awful bass, sitting up very straight and glaring at dr. lavendar, "that this is the most terrible thing that ever happened." "there are worse things," said dr. lavendar. "_i_ know of nothing worse," mrs. barkley said, with dreadful composure. "you may. you know what the unregenerate human heart may do. i do not. this is the worst. what will people say? what will mrs. dale say? it must be stopped! she ran in this morning and told me in confidence. she came, she said, to know if she could borrow my teaspoons next thursday week. i said she could, of course; but i suppose i looked puzzled; i couldn't imagine--then she confessed. she said you knew, but no one else. then, before i came to my senses, she ran out. i came here at once to say that you must stop it." "in the first place," said dr. lavendar, thrusting his hands down into his dressing-gown pockets, "i couldn't stop it. in the second place, i haven't the right to stop it. and in the third place, i wouldn't stop it if i could." "dr. lavendar!" "i am delighted with the plan. we need gayety in old chester; _i think we'll get it_. i hope she'll have uncle davy in, with his fiddle, and we'll have a reel. mrs. barkley, will you do me the honor?" it came over mrs. barkley, with a sudden chill, that there was something the matter with dr. lavendar. "i have calculated," said the old minister, chuckling, "that miss lydia has in hand, at present, about $ . of our $ . this sum i trust she will give to foreign missions. the need is great. i shall bring it to her attention." "dr. lavendar," said mrs. barkley; and paused. "ma'am?" "i don't understand you, sir." dr. lavendar looked at her and smiled. iv and so the night of old chester's festivity approached. miss lydia's invitations were delivered the morning of the day, but a rumor of the party was already in the air. there had been some shakings of the head and one or two frowns. "it will cost her at least $ ," said martha king, "and she could get a new bonnet with that." "it's her way of thanking us for her present," said the doctor, "and a mighty nice way, too. i'm going. i'll wear my white waistcoat." mrs. drayton said, calmly, that it was dishonest. "the money was given to her for one purpose. to ask people to tea, and have even only cake and lemonade, is spending it for another purpose. it will cost her at least $ . . not a large sum, compared with the whole amount donated in charity. but the principle is the same. i always look for the principle--it is a christian's duty. and i could not face my maker if i ever failed in duty." then mrs. dale's comment ran from lip to lip: "miss lydia has a right to do as she pleases with her own; if she invites me to tea, i shall go with pleasure." when the rumor reached william rives's ears he turned pale, but he made no comment. "but i came to ask you about it, lydy," he said. this was wednesday evening, and william stood at the front door; miss lydia was on the step above him. "i won't ask you to come in, william," she said, "i'm so busy--if you'll excuse me." "i am always gratified," said william, "when a female busies herself in household affairs, so i will not interrupt you. i came for two purposes: first, to inquire when you intend to begin the improvements upon your house; and, secondly, to say that i hope i am in error in regard to this project of a supper that i hear you are to give." "why?" said lydia. "because," william said, with his sharp, neat smile, "a supper is not given without expense. though i approve of hospitality, and make a point of accepting it, yet i am always conscious that it costs money. i cannot but calculate, as i see persons eating and drinking, the amount of money thus consumed, and i often wonder at my hosts. i say to myself, as i observe a guest drink a cup of tea, 'two cents.' such thoughts (which must present themselves to every practical man) are painful. and such a supper as i hear you mean to give would involve many cups of tea." "twenty-seven," said miss lydia. "and is there to be cake also?" said william, breathlessly. "there is," said miss lydia; "a big one, with a castle in pink-and-white icing on it--beautiful!" william was stricken into silence; then he said, shaking his head, "do you really mean it, lydy?" "i do, william." mr. rives sighed. "well," he said--"well, i regret it. but, lydy, we might utilize the occasion? refreshment is always considered genteel at a marriage. why not combine your supper with our wedding? we can be married to-morrow night. dr. lavendar is coming, i presume? i can get the license in the morning." miss lydia was silent; the color came into her face, and she put her hand up to her lips in a frightened way. "oh, i--don't know," she faltered. "i--i am not--not ready--" "oh," william urged, "never mind about being ready; i should be the last to wish you to go to any of the foolish expense of dress customary on such occasions. yes, lydy, it is an opportunity. do agree, my dear; we will save money by it." miss lydia drew in her breath; she was very pale; then suddenly she nodded. "well, yes," she said. "i will, if you want to, william. yes, i will." "i will communicate with dr. lavendar," said mr. rives, joyfully, "and ask him to hold himself in readiness, but not to speak of it outside." miss lydia nodded, and, closing the door, went back to her engrossing affairs. presents and a party and a wedding--no wonder the poor little soul was white and dizzy with excitement! long will old chester remember that occasion: the little house, lighted from garret to cellar; candles in every possible spot; flowers all about; the mantel-piece heaped with bundles; william king's bird-cage hanging in the window; uncle davy's fiddle twanging in the kitchen; and miss lydia in front of the smoky fireplace, banked now with larkspurs and peonies--miss lydia in a light, bright blue silk dress trimmed with lace; miss lydia in white kid gloves, buttoned with one button at the wrist, and so tight that the right glove split across the back when she began to shake hands. oh, it was a great moment.... no wonder she was pale with excitement! ... she was very pale when william rives arrived--arrived, and stood dumfounded!--staring at miss lydia; staring at the packages which were now finding their way into astonished hands; staring at the refreshment-table between the windows, at the great, frosted cake, at the bottles of catawba, at mrs. barkley's spoons stuck into tall glasses of wine jelly. mr. rives stood staring at these things, his small eyes starting out upon his purpling cheeks, and as he stared, miss lydia, watching him, grew paler and paler. [illustration: "miss lydia, watching him, grew paler and paler"] then, suddenly, william, stealthily, step by step, began to back out of the room. in the doorway he shouldered mrs. barkley, and, wheeling, turned upon her a ferocious face: "_and i contributed $ . --_" but as he retreated and retreated, the color returned to miss lydia's cheek. she had almost stopped breathing as he stood there; but when he finally disappeared, she broke out into the full joyousness of the occasion. the opening of each present was like a draught of wine to her, the astounded or angry thanks went to her head; she rubbed her hands until the left glove split also; and then uncle davy's fiddle began in good earnest, and she bustled about, running and laughing, and arranging partners for the reel. yes, it was a great occasion. old chester talked of it for months; not even william rives's most unexpected and unexplainable departure the next day on the morning stage could divert the appalled, excited, disapproving interest that lasted the year out. not even miss lydia's continued faithfulness to the portrait, which had condoned so many offences in the past, could soften old chester's very righteous indignation. there were, it must be admitted, one or two who professed that they did not share the disapproval of all right-thinking persons; one was, if you please, mr. smith! (he was one of the new smiths, so one might expect anything from him.) he had not been invited to the party, but when he heard of it he roared with most improper mirth. "well done!" he said. "by jove! what a game old party. well done! the money was champagne on an empty stomach; of course, she got drunk. it would have been cheaper to have bought a bottle of the genuine article and shut herself up for twenty-four hours. well, it's worth the cost of a new chimney. i'll put her repairs through, dr. lavendar--unless you want to get up another present?" and then he roared again. very ill-bred man he was. dr. lavendar said that there would not be another present. he said miss lydia had a right, in his opinion, to spend her money as she chose; but there would not be another present. and then he walked home, blinking and smiling. "smith's a good fellow," he said to himself, "if he is one of the new folks. but what i'd like to know is: _did lydia think $ a low price?_" amelia i the exception that proved old chester's rule as to the subjection of youth was found in the household of mr. thomas dilworth. when the dilworth children (at least the two girls) hung about their father when he came home at night or teased and scolded and laughed at him at their friendly breakfast-table, an observer might have thought himself miles away from old chester and its well-brought-up youth. the way those girls talk to thomas dilworth! "where will it end?" said old chester, solemnly. for instance, the annual joke in the dilworth family was that father had been in love with mother for as many years as she was old, less so many minutes. now, imagine old chester children indulging in such familiarities! yet on mrs. dilworth's birthday this family witticism was always in order: "father, how long have you been mother's beau?" and thomas, rosy, handsome, looking at least ten years younger than his amelia, would say: "well, let's see: forty-one years" (or two or three, as the case might be), "eleven months, twenty-nine days, twenty-three hours, and forty minutes; she was twenty minutes old when i first laid eyes on her, and during those twenty minutes i was heart-whole." but mrs. dilworth, smiling vaguely behind her coffee-cups, would protest: "i never heard anything about it, tom, until you were sixteen." and then the girls would declare that they must be told just what father said when he was sixteen and mother was twelve. but thomas drew the line at that. "come! come! you mustn't talk about love-making. as for marrying, i don't mean to let you girls get married at all. and ned here had better not let me catch him thinking of such nonsense until he's twenty-five. he can get married (if i like the girl) when he is twenty-eight." "you got married at twenty-two, sir," edwin demurred. "if you can find a woman like your mother, you can get married at twenty-two. but you can't. they don't make 'em any more. so you've got to wait. and remember, i've decided not to let mary and nancy get married, ever. i don't propose to bring up a brace of long-legged girls, and clothe 'em and feed 'em and pay their doctors' bills, and then, just as they get old enough to amount to anything and quit being nuisances, hand 'em over to another fellow. no, sir! you've got to stay at home with me. do you understand?" the girls screamed at this, and flung themselves upon him to kiss him and pull his hair. no wonder old chester was shocked. yet, in spite of such happenings, thomas and amelia dilworth were of the real old chester. they were not tainted with _newness_--that sad dispensation of providence which had to be borne by such people as the macks or the hayeses, or those very rich (but really worthy) smiths. the dilworths were not new; yet their three children had the training--or the lack of training--that made the hayes children and their kind a subject for old chester's prayers. "who can say what the result of milly dilworth's negligence will be?" mrs. drayton said, sighing, to dr. lavendar; who only reminded her that folks didn't gather thistles of figs--generally speaking. but in spite of dr. lavendar's optimism, it was a queer household, according to old chester lights.... in the first place, the father and mother were more unlike than is generally considered to be matrimonially safe. amelia was a dear, good soul, but, as miss helen hayes said once, "with absolutely no mind"; while thomas dilworth was eminently level-headed, although very fond (so mrs. drayton said) of female society. and it must be admitted that thomas had more than once caused his milly a slight pang by such fondness. but at least he was never conscious that he had done so--and milly never told him. (but mrs. drayton said that that was something she could not forgive in a married gentleman. "my dear husband," said mrs. drayton, "has never wandered from me, even in imagination.") added to conjugal incongruity was this indifference on the part of thomas and his wife to the training of the children. the three young dilworths were allowed to grow up exactly as they pleased. it had worked well enough with mary and nancy, who were good girls, affectionate and sensible--so sensible that nancy, when she was eighteen, had practically taken the housekeeping out of her mother's hands; and mary, at sixteen, looked out for herself and her affairs most successfully. with edwin the dilworth system had not been so satisfactory. he was conceited (though that is only to be expected of the male creature at nineteen) and rather selfish; and he had an unlovely reserve, in which he was strikingly unlike his father, who overflowed with confidences. this, and other unlikeness, was, no doubt, the reason that there were constant small differences between them. and mrs. dilworth--vague, gentle soul!--was somehow unable to smooth the differences over as successfully as most mothers do. now, smoothing things over is practically a profession to mothers of families. but milly dilworth had never succeeded in it. in the first place, she had no gift of words; the more she felt, the more inexpressive she became; but, worst of all, she had, poor woman, not the slightest sense of humor. now, in dealing with husbands and children (especially with husbands), though you have the tongues of men--which are thought to be more restrained than those of women--and though you have the gift of prophecy (a common gift of wives) and understand all mysteries--say, of housekeeping--and though you give your body to be used up and worn out for their sakes, yet all these things profit you nothing if you have no sense of humor. and milly dilworth had none. that was why she could not understand. she loved, in her tender, undemonstrative way, her shy, unpractical, secretive edwin and her two capable girls; she loved, with the single, silent passion of her soul, her generous, selfish, light-hearted tom, who took her wordless worship as unconsciously and simply as he took the air he breathed; she loved them all. but she did not pretend to understand them. thus she stood always a little aside, watching and loving, and wondering sometimes in her simple way; but often suffering, as people with no sense of humor are apt to suffer. dear, dull, gentle milly! no one could remember a harsh word of hers, or mean deed, or a little judgment. no wonder dr. lavendar felt confident that there would be no thistles in her household. thomas dilworth had the same comfortable conviction, especially in regard to his girls. "now, milly, honestly," he used to say, "apart from the fact that they are ours, don't you really think they are the nicest girls in old chester?" milly would admit, in her brief way, that they were good children. "and edwin means all right," the father would assure himself; and then add that he couldn't understand their boy--"at least, i suppose he's ours? willy king says so. i have thought perhaps he was a changeling, put into the cradle the first day." "but, tom," milly would protest, anxiously, "neddy couldn't be a changeling. he was never out of my sight for the first week--not even to be taken out of the room to be shown to people. besides, he has your chin and my eyes." "well, if you really think so?" thomas would demur. and mrs. dilworth always said, earnestly, that she was sure of it. still, in spite of eyes and chin, ned's unpracticalness was an anxiety to his father, and his uncommunicativeness a constant irritation. thomas himself was ready to share anything he possessed, money or opinions or hopes, with any friend, almost with any acquaintance. "i don't want to know anybody's business," he used to say; "i'm not inquisitive, milly; you know i'm not. but i hate hiding things! why shouldn't he say where he's going when he goes out in the evening? sneaking off, as if he were ashamed." "he just doesn't think of it," the mother would say, trying to smooth it over. "well, he ought to think of it," the father would grumble, eager to be smoothed. but milly found it harder to reconcile her husband to their boy's indifference to business than to his reserves. "he sees fit to look down on the hardware trade," tom told his wife, angrily. "'well, sir,' i said to him the other day, 'it's given you your bread-and-butter for nineteen years; yes--and your fiddle, too, and your everlasting music lessons.' and i'll tell you what, milly, a man who looks down on his business will find his business looking down on him. and it's a good business--it's a darned good business. if ned doesn't have the sense to see it, he had better go and play his fiddle and hold out his hat for pennies." milly looked anxiously sympathetic. "i don't know what is going to become of him," thomas went on. "when you come to provide for three out of the hardware business, nobody gets very much." mrs. dilworth was silent. "i was talking about him to dr. lavendar yesterday, and he said: 'oh, he'll fall in love one of these days, and he'll see that fiddling won't buy his wife her shoe-strings; then he'll take to the hardware business,' dr. lavendar said. it's all very well to talk about his falling in love and taking to business; but if he falls in love, i'll have another mouth to fill. and maybe more," he added, grimly. "not for a year, anyway," his wife said, hopefully. "and, besides, i don't think neddy's thinking of such a thing." "i hope not, at his age." "you were engaged when you were nineteen." "my dear, i wasn't ned." mrs. dilworth was silent. "the packards telegraphed to-day that they wouldn't take that reaper," tom dilworth said. milly seemed to search for words of sympathy, but before she found them tom began to talk of something else; he never waited for his wife's replies, or, indeed, expected them. he was so constituted that he had to have a listener; and during all their married life she had listened. when she replied, she was a sounding-board, echoing back his own opinions; when she was silent, he took her silence to mean agreement. tom used to say that his milly wasn't one of the smart kind; he didn't like smartness in a woman, anyway; but she had darned good sense;--for, like the rest of us, thomas dilworth had a deep belief in the intelligence of the people who agreed with him.... "i have a great mind," he rambled on, "to go up to the hayeses'. you know that note is due on the th, and i believe i'll have to ask him to extend it. i hate to do it, but packard has upset my calculations, and i'll have to get an extension, or else sell something out; and just now i don't like to do that." "very well," she said. it was her birthday--the one day in the year that her thomas remembered that he had been in love with her for so many years, months, days, hours, minutes--a fact she never for one day in the year forgot. but she could no more have reminded him of the day than she could have flown. she was constitutionally inexpressive. tom began to whistle: [illustration: music fragment] but broke off to say, "well, since you advise it, i'll see hayes"; then he gave her a kiss, and immediately forgot her--as completely as he had forgotten his supper or any other comfortable and absolutely necessary thing. then he lighted his cigar and started for the hayeses'. ii "and who do you suppose i found there?" he said, when he got home, well on towards eleven o'clock, an hour so dissipated for old chester that milly was broad awake in silent anxiety. "why, ned, if you please! he was talking to hayes's daughter helen. she seems a mighty nice girl, milly. i packed young edwin off at nine; he was boring miss helen to death. boys have no sense about such things. can't you give him a hint that women of twenty-five don't care for little boys' talk? by-the-way, she talks mighty well herself. after i settled my business with hayes, we got to discussing the president's letter; she had just read it." "do you mean to say _that the president has written to helen hayes_?" cried mrs. dilworth, sitting up in bed in her astonishment. thomas roared, and began to pull his boots. "why, they are regular correspondents! didn't you know it?" "no! i hadn't the slightest idea--tom, you're joking?" "my dear, you can't think i am capable of joking? but, milly, look here, i'll tell you one thing: she was mighty sensible about ned. she thinks there's a good deal to him--" "i don't need helen hayes to tell me that," said ned's mother. tom, who never paused for his wife's reply, was whistling joyfully: [illustration: music fragment] helen hayes had been very comforting to him; he had protested, when ned reluctantly departed, that a boy never knew when to clear out; and miss helen had pouted, and said ned shouldn't be scolded; "i wouldn't let him 'clear out'--so there!" few women of thirty-two can be cunning successfully, but tom thought miss helen very cunning. "i just perfectly love to hear him talk about his music," she said. "he can't talk about anything else," ned's father said. "that's the trouble with him." "the trouble with him? why, that's the beauty of him," said miss hayes, with enthusiasm; and thomas said to himself that she was a mighty good-looking girl. the rose-colored lamp-shade cast a soft light on a face that was not quite so young as was the frock she wore--rose-colored also, with much yellowish lace down the front. it was very unlike milly's dresses--dark, good woollens, made rather tight, for milly, short and stout and forty-three, aspired (for her thomas's sake) to a figure,--which is always a pity at forty-three. furthermore, helen hayes's hands, very white and heavy with shining rings, lay in lovely idleness in her lap; and that is so much more restful in a woman's hands than to be fussing with sewing "or everlasting darning," thomas thought. in fact, what with her lovely idleness and her praise of his boy, tom dilworth thought he had rarely seen so pleasing a young woman. "though she's not so very young, after all; she must be twenty-five," he told his wife. "she'll never see thirty again." "well, she's a mighty nice girl," thomas said. except to look pretty, miss helen hayes had done nothing to produce this impression, for she had contradicted mr. dilworth up and down about ned. "he has genius, you know." "you mean his fiddle?" tom said, incredulously. "i mean his music. we'll hear of him one of these days." "i don't care much whether we ever hear from his music," he said, "but i wish i could hear that he was applying himself to business." "business!" cried helen hayes. "what is business compared to art?" thomas looked over at mr. hayes in astonishment, for in those days, in old chester, this particular sort of talk had not been heard; the older man sneered and changed his cigar from one corner of his mouth to the other. miss hayes did not get much sympathy from her family. but she went on with pretty dogmatism: "you see, in a man like your son--" "a man! he's only twenty, my dear young lady." "in a _man_, sir! like your son--genius is the thing to consider; and you owe it to the world to let genius have its fullest play. don't bring pegasus down to plough old chester cornfields. why, it seems to me," said helen hayes, "that he ought to be allowed to just soar. we common folk ought to do the ploughing." "thunder an' guns!" said tom dilworth. "i don't care if he can't be sure that two and two make four," cried miss helen (thomas, bubbling into aggrieved confidence on this sore subject, had alleged this against his son); "he can put four notes together that open the gates of heaven. and he'll distinguish himself in music, because his father's son is bound to have tremendous perseverance and energy." old mr. hayes snorted and spat into the fire; but miss helen's look when she said "his father's son" made mr. thomas dilworth simper. "that girl has sense," he said to himself as he walked home at a quarter to eleven. but he only told mrs. dilworth that she had better hint to ned to be a little more backward in coming forward. "that hayes girl is nice to him on our account," said tom, "but he needn't bore her to death. milly, why don't you have one of those pink wrappers? she had one on to-night. loose, you know, and trimmed down the front." "a wrapper isn't very suitable for company," mrs. dilworth said, briefly. "it didn't matter with you, because you're an old married man; but she oughtn't to go round in wrappers when neddy's there." "why, it was a sort of party dress--all lace and stuff. i wish you had one like it. as for ned, he's a babe; and her wrapper thing was perfectly proper, of course. can't you ask her for the pattern?" and then thomas went to sleep and dreamed of a large order for galvanized buckets; but his milly lay awake a long time, wondering how she could get a pink dress; pleased, in her silent way, that tom should be thinking about her clothes; but with a slow resentment gathering in her heart that helen hayes's clothes should have suggested his thought. "and pink isn't my color," she thought, a vision of her own mild, red face rising in her mind. still, a fresh pink lawn--"that's always pretty," milly dilworth said to herself, earnestly. iii tom dilworth's boy was a curious _sport_ from the family stock. he did, indeed, look down on the hardware business, but not much more than on any business, although galvanized utensils were perhaps a little more hideous than most things. business in itself did not interest him. money-making was sordid folly, he said; because, "what do you want money for? isn't it to buy food and clothes and shelter? well, you can't eat more food than enough; you can only wear one suit of clothes at a time; and an eight-foot cell is all the shelter that is necessary." "eight-foot--_grandmother!_" his father would retort; "you'll inventory that lot of spades, young man, and dry up." and ned, with shrinking hands and ears that shuddered at the hideous screech of scraping shovels, would make out his inventory with loathing. his mother was not impatient or contemptuous with him--she could not have been that to any one; she simply could not understand what he meant when he spouted upon the folly of wealth (for, like most shy people, he occasionally burst into orations upon his theories), or when he set off some fireworks of scepticism borrowed from mr. ezra barkley, or undertook (when thomas was not present) to prove his father's politics entirely wrong. on such occasions nancy would say, "oh, ned, _do_ be quiet!" and mary would yawn openly. as for his music, nobody cared about it, except, perhaps, his mother. "but i must say, neddy, i like a tune," she would say, mildly, after edwin had tucked his violin under his chin and poured out all his young soul in what was a true and simple passion. "a tune!" poor ned said, and groaned. "mother, i wish you wouldn't call me that ridiculous name." "i'll try not to, neddy, dear," she would promise, anxiously; and ned would groan again. with such a family circle, one can fancy what it was to the lad when quite by accident he found a friend. it was the summer that he was twenty, that once, coming back in the stage with him from mercer, miss helen hayes showed a keen interest in something he said; then she asked a question or two; and when, hesitating, waiting for the laugh which did not come, he began to talk, she listened. oh, the joy of finding a listener! she looked at him, as they sat on the slippery leather seat of the old stage, with soft, intelligent eyes, her slightly faded prettiness giving a touch of charm to the high and flattering gravity of her manner. when she asked him to bring his violin sometime and play to her, the boy could almost have wept with joy. he made haste to work off several of his dearest and most shocking phrases, which she took with deep seriousness: a whale's throat is not large enough to swallow a man--therefore the biblical account is false, etc., etc. "in fact," said ned, "if i could have a half-hour's straight conversation with dr. lavendar, i could prove to him the falsity of most of the old testament." helen hayes was shocked; she regretted mr. dilworth's scepticism with almost tearful warmth; yet she realized that a powerful mind must search for truth, above all. she wished, however, that he would read such and such a book. "i can't argue with you myself," she said--"you are far too clever for my poor little reasoning powers." it was in april that edwin entered into this experience of feminine sympathy; and by mid-summer, at the time when mr. thomas dilworth also found miss helen hayes so remarkably intelligent, the boy was absorbed in his new emotion of friendship. he never spoke of it at home, hence his father's astonishment at finding him at the hayeses'. and when, a week later, he found him a second time, tom dilworth was much perplexed. "i dropped in on my way back from the store," he told his wife, "and there was that boy. i said to miss helen that she really must not let him bother her. i told her he was a blatherskite, and she must just tell him to dry up if he talked too much." "tom, i don't think you ought to talk that way about neddy," mrs. dilworth said. "he's a dear boy." "he may be a dear boy, but he is a great donkey," ned's father said, dryly; "and i think it is very good in helen hayes to put up with him. i can see she does it on my account. milly, why don't you ask her to come to supper, sometime? i like to talk to her; she's got brains, that girl. and she's good-looking, too. ask her to tea, and have waffles and fried chicken, and some of that fluffy pink stuff the children are so fond of, for dessert." "she's not much of a child," said mrs. dilworth, her face growing slowly red. "she's thirty-two if she's a day." "my dear, she has aged rapidly; you said thirty a month ago. i like the pink stuff myself, and i'm nearly fifty. i bet the hayeses don't have anything better at their house." milly softened at that. where is the middle-aged housekeeper who does not soften at being told that her pink stuff is better than anything the hayeses can produce? yet tom's talk of miss helen's brains pierced through her vagueness and bit into her heart and mind; and she could not forget that he had called the girl good-looking. "girl!" said mrs. dilworth. she was standing before the small swinging glass on her high bureau, looking at herself critically; then she slipped back and locked her door; then took a hand-glass and stood sidewise to look again. her hair was drawn tightly from her temples and twisted into a hard knot at the back of her head; she remembered that the hayes girl wore high rats, which were very fashionable, and had a large curl at one side of her waterfall. "but it's pinned on," milly said to herself; "anyway, mine's my own." then she pulled her cap farther forward (in those days mothers of families began to wear caps when they were thirty) and looked in the glass again: helen hayes did not have a double chin. "she's a skinny thing," milly said to herself. yet she knew, bitterly, that she would rather be skinny than see those cruel lines, like gathers on a drawing-string, puckering the once round neck below the chin. and her forehead: she wondered whether if, every day, she stroked it forty-two times, she could smooth out the wrinkles?--those wrinkles that stood for the tender and anxious thought of all her married life! she had heard of getting rid of wrinkles in that way. "it would take a good deal of time," she thought, doubtfully. still, she might try it--with the door locked. these reflections did not, however, interfere with the invitation which thomas had suggested. milly had her opinion of a middle-aged woman who wore wrappers in public; but if tom wanted her and her wrappers, he should have them. he should have anything in the world he desired, if she could procure it. had he desired miss hayes hashed on toast, milly would have done her best to set the dainty dish before her king. and no doubt poor miss helen in this form would have given mrs. dilworth more personal satisfaction than did her presence at tom's side (for the invitation was promptly accepted) in some trailing white thing, her eyes fixed on her host's face, intent, apparently, upon any word he might utter. watching that absorbed and flattering gaze, milly grew more and more silent. she heard their eager talk, and her mild eyes grew round and full of pain with the sense of being left out; for miss hayes, though patient with her hostess, and even kind in a condescending way, hardly spoke to her. once when, her heart up in her throat, mrs. dilworth ventured a comment, it seemed only to amuse thomas and his guest--and she did not know why. "this morning," tom said, "i was h'isting up a big bunch of galvanized buckets to our loft with a fall and tackle, and all of a sudden the strap slipped, and the whole caboodle just whanged down on the pavement--" "o-o-o-o!" said helen hayes, putting her hands over her ears with dramatic girlishness. "it was terrific, and just at that moment up came dr. lavendar. well, of course i couldn't express my feelings--" "poor mr. dilworth!" "--he came up, and gave me a rap with his stick. 'thomas,' he said (you know how his eyes twinkle!)--'thomas, this is the most profane silence i ever heard.'" everybody laughed, except milly and edwin, the latter remarking that he didn't see anything funny in that. at which miss hayes said to him, under her breath, "oh, you superior people are so contemptuous of our frivolity!" and ned blushed with satisfaction, and murmured, "why, no; i'm not superior, i'm sure." as for milly, with obvious effort and getting very red, she said that she didn't see how silence could be profane. "as long as you didn't say anything, you conquered your spirit," she added, faintly. and then they all (except edwin) laughed again. after that she made no attempt to be taken into the gayety about her, but her heart burned within her. the next morning at breakfast some words struggled out: "you'd think she was a young thing, she laughs so. and she's nearly thirty-five." "how time flies!" said tom, chuckling. and then, to everybody's astonishment, the mute edwin spoke up, and said that as for age it was a matter of the soul and not of the body. "some people are always young," said edwin. "dr. lavendar is, and you are, father--" "thank you, grave and reverend seignior." "--and mother," continued the candid youth, "has always been old. haven't you, mother?" "true, for you, my boy," said the father; "your mother has the wisdom of the family." milly dilworth's face grew dully red to the roots of her hair; a wave of anger rose up in her inarticulate heart. they called her old, these two. she could hardly see her plate for tears. edwin, however, was so thrilled by the elegance of his sentiment that he was eager to repeat it to miss hayes; but, somehow, he always had difficulty in introducing the subject of age. when he did succeed in getting in his little speech, she said that he impressed her very much when he said things like that. "your insight is wonderful," she murmured, looking at him with something like awe in her eyes. (miss helen was never cunning with ned.) "i guess you're the only person that thinks so," ned said; "at home they're always making fun of me." "my friend," she said, gravely, "what else can you expect? you are an eagle in a pigeon's nest. i don't mean to criticise your family, but you know as well as i that you are--different. you are an inspiration to me," she ended. and ned blushed with joy. it certainly is inspiring to be told you are an inspiration.... mr. thomas dilworth did not blush when he learned that mentally he was the most stimulating person that miss hayes had ever met; but he had an agreeable consciousness of his superiority, which he made no effort to conceal from his wife. he never made any effort to conceal anything from milly, not even that fondness for female society which mrs. drayton had deplored. and by-and-by milly's tears began to lie very near the surface. they never gathered and fell, but perhaps they dropped one by one on her heart, leaving their imprint of patiently accepted pain. at this time she thought of her own mental deficiencies very constantly. her mind had no flexibility, and she reached conclusions only by toilsome processes; but once reached, they were apt to be permanent. her slow reasoning at this time led her to conclude that her thomas was not to blame because he admired some one who was cleverer than she. "why, he'd be foolish not to," she thought, sadly. but this eminently reasonable conclusion did not save mrs. dilworth from turning white and red with misery, when, for instance, her husband observed that he had had to take down two bars of the gordon fence, so that miss hayes could go home across lots. then thomas chuckled, and added that helen hayes was the brightest woman he knew. he did not go on to tell of his walk in the october dusk, and miss helen's arch appeal to him for instruction on a certain political point on which she was ignorant. thomas had instructed her so fully and volubly, while she looked at him with her reverent gaze, that it had grown dark; and that was why he had to take her home across lots. thomas had not mentioned these details; he merely said he thought miss helen hayes a bright woman--the brightest, to be exact, that he knew. and yet his milly went into the kitchen pantry and hid her face in the roller behind the door and sobbed. well, of course! it's very absurd. a fat, wordless woman, who ought to be darning her children's stockings, it's very absurd for her to be weeping into a roller because her man, who has loved her for forty-three years, eleven months, twenty-nine days, twenty-three hours, and forty minutes--her man, to whom she is as absolutely necessary as his old slippers or his shabby old easy-chair--because this man does not think her the brightest woman he knows. but absurd as it is, it is suffering. the woman of faithful heart who has been left behind mentally by her husband is a tragic figure, even if she is at the same time a little ridiculous--poor soul! her futile, panting efforts to catch up; her brave, pitiful blunders; her antics of imitation; her foolish pink lawn frocks--of course they are funny; but the midnight tears are not funny, nor the prinking (behind locked doors), nor the tightened dresses, nor the stealthy reading to "improve the mind"--that poor, anxious, limited mind which knows only its duty to its dearest and best. these things mean the pain--a hopeless pain--of the recognition of limitations. what did it matter that once a year tom announced that he had loved his amelia for so many years, months, days, hours, and minutes?--he did not talk to her about the president's letter! but he talked to helen hayes about it. and yet she was a pale thing. "she never had my color," poor milly thought; "and they say she doesn't get along well at home. and she's no housekeeper. mrs. hayes herself told me she was just real useless about the house. i can't understand it." of course she could not understand it. what feminine mind ever understood why uselessness attracts a sensible man? it is so foolish that even the most foolish woman cannot explain it. as the autumn closed in on old chester, nobody in the family noticed milly dilworth's heavier look and deeper silence. tom himself was more talkative than usual; business had been good, and he was going to get something handsome out of a deal he had gone into with hayes. this took him often to the hayeses' house; and after the two men had had their talk, miss helen was to be found at the parlor fireside, very arch and eager with questions, but most of all so respectful of tom's opinions. his amelia was respectful of his opinions, too, but in such a different way. perhaps just at this time thomas dilworth pitied himself a little--the middle-aged husband does pity himself once in a while. perhaps he sighed--certainly he whistled. there is no doubt that mrs. drayton would have felt he was wandering from his amelia--at least in imagination. and yet tom was as settled and grounded in love for his middle-aged wife as he ever had been. this, however, cannot be understood by those who do not know that the male creature, good and honest and faithful as he may be, is at heart a mormon. "i declare," tom said, coming home at twelve o'clock at night--"i declare i feel younger." milly was silent. then tom began to whistle: [illustration: music fragment] then he broke off to say that he didn't think that helen hayes was over-happy at home. "the hayeses are commonplace people, and she is very superior. i guess they don't get along well." milly thought to herself that when a girl didn't get along with her own mother it didn't speak well for the girl; but she did not say so. but thomas went on to declare that he didn't know what to make of ned. "hanging round the hayeses till i'm ashamed of him! why doesn't he know better? i never bored a woman to death when i was his age." and his wife thought, in heavy silence, that there were other people who hung round the hayeses. however, thomas made his feeling so clear to his son that during the winter ned was never seen at the hayeses' on the same evening that his father was there. but there was an hour in the afternoon, from five to six, when the boy was free and thomas was busy with his spades and buckets;--but you can't look after a boy every minute. iv poor amelia, in her bedroom, in the chilly december dusk, sopped her eyes with cold water and looked in the glass. "i _mustn't_ cry any more," she said to herself, despairingly--"they're so red now!" a door opened down-stairs, and there was a burst of laughter; and mrs. dilworth, in the cold twilight, went on sopping her eyes. tom and the girls evidently didn't need her. "they could get along just as well without me. and if the lord would take me, tom could--could--so he could--" her soul was dumb, even to itself; but she knew what it was that tom "could" do. and she knew it without bitterness. like every other woman whose love for her husband has in it the maternal element (and most good women's love has this element), she had always felt that if she died thomas ought to marry again; but this simple creature went one ahead of that rather elementary feeling, and specified: she was willing to have him marry _her_. "if the lord would only remove me," said poor milly, looking miserably in the glass at her plump figure, which showed no indications of removal. her eyes were hopelessly red; she didn't see how she could possibly go down to supper. but of course she had to go down. the mother of a family and the mistress of one servant must go down to supper, no matter what the condition of her eyes may be. she slunk into her seat behind her teacups, and scarcely dared to look about her noisy, hungry circle, still less at her thomas, who was smiling to himself, but who did not share his amusement with his family. still, when he suddenly said something about the refreshment of talking to intelligent people, it was not hard to guess the direction of his thoughts. "it sharpens your brains up," said thomas. "i was going to suggest, milly, that you should ask helen hayes to tea again; but she's got company; and when they leave she's going off to make a visit to some of her relations, she tells me." amelia's mild lips tightened silently. so they had been together again. her hand shook as she poured out another cup of tea for her thomas, who took that moment to say, with all a husband's candor, that she was getting fatter than ever. "i thought you were starving yourself to get thin, milly?" he said, smiling. milly smiled, too, faintly; but she was saying to herself: "what did they talk about? how long were they together? oh, if i could only be taken away!" it would be interesting to follow the processes of a mind like mrs. dilworth's: how did a wife and mother of children reach the point of feeling that her family would be better off without her? anybody in old chester could have told her such a belief was folly, and wicked folly at that. but it seemed just plain reason to milly dilworth: "i'm not necessary to anybody. thomas likes somebody younger. he can't marry her because i'm alive; he could marry her (and she would be good to the children) if i were not here. but i _am_!" she would end, hopelessly. morning after morning, as she went about her household duties, or when before tea she sat in her little, old rocking-chair, mending the family stockings, she used to break herself against the hopelessness of the situation: she was there; and unless the lord would remove her (any other sort of removal was impossible to her devout imagination) tom could not have what he wanted--yes, and needed, too. for it was at this period that mrs. dilworth recognized, what most wives of men do recognize at one time or another, that although being a wife and mother is the only vocation of a married woman, being a husband and father is only one of many vocations of a married man. hence the companionship of an eminently worthy wife is almost never enough for the male creature. when this harsh truth burst upon milly, she wiped her eyes on the stocking she was mending and groaned aloud. but she did not rail against the fact, nor did she attempt to deny it; wherein she showed a superfeminine intelligence. she only said to herself that thomas could not have what he wanted while she was alive; yet she couldn't, it seemed, die, although she was so miserable that she didn't know how she lived! it was at this point that she began to make wild schemes to relieve the situation: suppose she asked that hayes girl to come and make them a visit? but no--a man wants more than to just look at a pretty girl across the table. suppose she went away herself and made a visit, and asked miss helen hayes to come and keep house for her? (like all good wives, milly had no hesitation in offering up another woman to the pleasure of her lord.) no; people would talk about tom if she did that.... the amount of it was, poor milly, although she did not know it, was really planning that thomas should have two wives at the same time--and, dear me! how that would simplify things! there would be the old, sensible, matter-of-fact wife to mend his stockings and order his good dinner and nurse him through the indigestion consequent upon the dinner--the old, anxious wife, who has had the children and reared them, who has planned and economized and toiled with him, who has borne the burden and heat of the day at his side--the prosaic wife, who gives, unasked, such good advice. every one will admit that this elderly person has been, and (to a limited degree) still is, a necessity to every thomas. but sometimes thomas thinks, in his simple way, that it would be pleasant to have the luxuries as well as the necessities of life; to have, for instance, a young wife--a pretty wife, clever and light-hearted and gayly tyrannical; a wife who never knew enough to advise anybody, who should be a relaxation and a refreshment, _and just a little bit of a fool_; for, as every intelligent (unmarried) woman knows, men like fools; feminine fools. of course the trouble is that if you supply a wife for two sides of a man's character--for utility, so to speak, and for diversion--he may, not unreasonably, demand that every side and angle and facet of his jewel-like nature have its own feminine setting. that was probably solomon's idea. well, well! the time is not yet for this reasonable arrangement; and it is possible that trade in galvanized buckets will never warrant its extensive existence. but all this is very frivolous compared to the reality of this poor woman's pain, a pain that finally evolved a plan which, although less picturesque than the harem, was of the same grade in the eye of the law, though, curiously enough, not in her own eye. she could not, as she expressed it to herself, be dead, so that her thomas might have his wish; _but he could think she was dead_. when this extraordinary idea came into milly dilworth's head, she felt as one imprisoned in darkness who sees, far off, the glimmer of daylight. he "could think she was dead!" and if he thought so, of course there could be nothing wrong in his marrying "_her_." (miss hayes's moral status did not enter into milly's calculations.) the light in her darkness dazzled poor milly at first, and the way was not clear. it took two weeks of further thought to decide upon the step, and then to evolve its details; but one need not go into them as milly did.... as she sat at her work, day after day, she thought her plan out slowly and toilsomely. at first she kept balking at the enormity of it. then some chance word would betray tom's admiration for brains, and she would beat and spur her mind up to her project again.... and at last she accepted it.... once accepted, the thing was settled. her mind had about as much flexibility as a bar of lead, and there was no changing it. it only remained to decide upon the details. this she did slowly and painfully. each step was planned, each contingency arranged for. and by-and-by the day came to act. the night before, at supper, mrs. dilworth, her hands stumbling among her teacups, said, faintly, "i'm going over to the other side of the river to-morrow to order some chickens from mrs. kensy." "that kensy house is right by the railroad station," ned said, scowling; "i don't believe she has any hens." "yes, she has, neddy," said mrs. dilworth. edwin frowned blackly. "i do wish you wouldn't call me by that absurd name, mother." "i keep forgetting, neddy dear." edwin held up his hands despairingly. "what are you two people talking about?" demanded thomas. "i'm going to walk over, across the ice, to the bend, to-morrow," said milly. "walk!" her husband protested. "what do you walk for? it's cold as greenland on the ice, and, besides, they were cutting at the pool by the bend; you don't want to go that way, milly. take the stage round." mrs. dilworth crumbled a piece of bread with shaking fingers, and said nothing. "what time are you going, mother?" inquired edwin. "in the afternoon, about four." "why, you went there only two days ago," edwin said, irritably. "i saw you on the back road carting a big bundle." "it would have been more to the point if you'd done the carting for your mother," tom dilworth said, sharply. his wife paled suddenly at that word about a bundle, but the subject was not pursued. edwin said, grumbling, that he didn't see what possessed his mother to choose such an hour. "it's too dark for a lady to be out," edwin protested. "too dark for a--_grandmother_!" his father said. "don't you criticise your mother, young man." and then he added: "look out for the places where the men were cutting, milly. it hasn't frozen over yet." and mrs. dilworth said, after a pause, "i know." that night was a misery of dreams that the deed was done, broken by wakings desperate with the knowledge that it was yet to do. in the morning she seemed to have lost all power of words; she bore her husband's reproaches that ned was late for breakfast; she went about her household duties; she watched the girls start for school (she did not kiss them; demonstrations of affection had never been possible to this dumb breast; but she stared after them with haggard eyes); and through it all she hardly uttered a word; when she did speak, it seemed as though she had to break, by agonizing effort, some actual lock upon her lips. when the girls had gone she looked about for her eldest; but ned was not to be found. "i never knew him to go to the store before breakfast," she thought, miserably. his father, pulling on his coat in the hall, said that ned was getting industrious to go to his work so early! his wife was silent. when he started, whistling cheerfully, [illustration: music fragment] she watched him from the window, straining her eyes until he was out of sight. then she went up-stairs to her bedroom, and, opening his closet door, leaned her head against one of his coats, trembling very much. afterwards she wandered about the house in aimless, restless waiting for ned. in the course of the morning tom sent over to inquire why the boy had not come to the store. milly told the messenger to tell mr. dilworth that mr. edwin was not at home. "say i thought he was at the store," she said. "i'll give him his father's message when he comes in to dinner." but he did not come in to dinner; and minute by minute the afternoon ticked itself away. she had said to herself that she must start about four, before nancy and mary got home from school. "it must be so that it would be dark when i was coming back," she reminded herself. "if i leave here at four, and get my bundle from mrs. kensy at five, it would be pretty dark by the time i would be going home. mrs. kensy will tell them that it was dark." at four edwin had not appeared; milly, having no imagination, had no anxiety; she merely gave up, patiently, the hope of a wordless good-bye. but she kept looking for him; and when she finally put on her things, she paused and turned back to the window, to look once more towards old chester; but there was no sign of ned. it did not occur to her to postpone her plan; her mind, run into the mould of sacrifice, had hardened into rigidity. so at last, miserably, the tears running down her face, she stepped out into the cold and went down through the garden to the river. there she turned and looked back, with dumb passion in her eyes; the firelight was winking from the parlor windows and all the warm commonplace of life seemed to beckon her. she put her muff up to wipe her eyes, but she made no prayer or farewell; her silence had reached her soul by that time. [illustration: "there she turned and looked back"] it was very cold; the ice was rough, and the wind had blown the dry snow about in light drifts and ripples, so that walking was not difficult. she trudged out, up towards the bend, skirting the place where the men had been cutting. they had gone home now, and the ice about the black, open space of water was quite deserted. the wind came keenly down the river, blowing an eddy of snow before it; the bleak sky lay like lead over the woods along the shore. there was not a house in sight. amelia dilworth looked furtively about her; then she bent down and scraped at the snow on the edge of the ice, as one might do who, in the water, was struggling for a hold upon it. after that, for a long time, she stood there, looking dumbly at the current running, black and silent, between the edges of the ice. at last, her hand over her mouth to check some inarticulate lament, she stooped again, and put her little black muff on the broken snow close to the water. when she reached mrs. kensy's she was quite calm. she said briefly that she had come to order some chickens; "--and i'll take that bundle i asked you to keep for me." the woman brought it, and milly tucked her fingers through the stout strings she had tied so carefully a few days before. when she would open it in the woods, and put on the new dress and shawl and the heavy veil that it held, and then, in the dark, take the half-past-five train, no one would know that thomas dilworth's wife had fled away into another state. they would find the muff, and they would think--there would be only one thing to think. "i want the chickens for sunday," she said; "please send them over on saturday." then it came into her mind with a little gush of happiness that she would pay for them on the spot, instead of having the bill sent to tom, as was her custom; she had drawn a sum of money from the bank a fortnight ago--a small sum, but her own; now it was all in her purse; she would buy tom's sunday dinner out of her little fund. except to leave him, it was the last thing she would ever do for him. she put her hand into her pocket--and chilled all over. then stood blankly looking at the woman; then plunged her hand down again into her pocket; then exclaimed under her breath; then tore her bag open and fumbled distractedly among brushes and night-gown and slippers; then pulled her pocket wrong side out with trembling fingers. "_my purse!_" she said, breathlessly. then she searched everything again. "it ain't any difference," mrs. kensy protested. "i must have left it at home. i can't go back for it. it is too late." "what for?" said mrs. kensy. "the--the train." "oh, you was going on, was you?" mrs. kensy said. "well, i can let you have the price of a ticket a little ways." but mrs. dilworth, with shaking hands, pulled everything out of her bag, shook her skirts, fumbled in the bosom of her dress, ran out and searched the garden-path, strained her eyes across the snow on the river--all in vain. "oh, my!" she said, faintly. "but i can lend you the price of a ticket, ma'am," mrs. kensy said again. "no matter," mrs. dilworth said, dully. "i'll go home." even as she spoke she heard the train tooting faintly far up the valley. she sat down, feeling suddenly sick. v there was nothing to do but to go home. she remembered now how in her agitated watching for her son she had put her purse down on the corner of her bureau--and left it there. yes; there was nothing to do but go back. "i can start to-morrow," she said to herself. but in the sick reaction of the moment she knew that she could never start again; her purpose had been shattered by the blow. she took her bundle--the bundle that meant flight and disguise and self-sacrifice, and that stood for the shrewdness which is so characteristic of the kind of stupidity which forgets the purse--and went stumbling down in the darkness to the river. she said to herself that she must get her muff; and she thought heavily that it would be pretty hard to carry so many things across the ice. she was numb with the shock of interrupted ecstasy. she could not feel even mortification--only fatigue. she was so tired that, seeing in the darkness a hurrying figure approaching her, she did not recognize her husband until he was almost upon her. "_milly_? my god! milly!" he had her muff in his hand, and as he reached her he caught at her shoulder and shook her roughly. "milly--i thought--i thought--" he stammered with agitation. "i found this muff, and i thought it was yours; and neddy's gone, too, and i thought--both of you--" "neddy _gone_?" she repeated, dully. she stood still on the ice, trying to get her wits together. "he's disappeared. he isn't in town. he went out early this morning. to skate, i suppose. nora saw him from her window; at about six, she says. and this open water"--she felt him quiver at her side--"and then this muff--" "no!" she said. "i--i made a mistake." she did not take in the words about ned. "but where is he? nobody's seen him. i suppose i'm a fool, but i'm uneasy. i came to meet you because i thought you might know. but when i saw this muff--it is yours, milly, isn't it?--i got into a panic about you, too." "why," she said--"it's mine; yes. i--i left it--i suppose. neddy wasn't with me. did you think he was with me? i don't understand," she ended, bewildered. "he hasn't been at home all day," her husband said, "nor in town, either." and then he repeated the story, while she looked at him, slow understanding dawning in her eyes. "neddy--gone! where?" "but that's what i don't know," the father said. and his wife, dazed still, but awake to the trouble in his voice, began to comfort him, alarm rising slowly in her own heart like an icy wave. "maybe he went to see somebody in upper chester?" "but he doesn't know anybody at upper chester. of course it's possible. only--you gave me such a fright, milly!" mrs. dilworth put her hand over her mouth and trembled. "however, i guess he's all right, as you say. i guess we'll find him at home when we get back. it's lucky i came to meet you, because i can lug your things for you. how did you drop your muff, dear? here, take it; your hands must be cold. oh, milly, you gave me an awful fright--it was right on the very edge of the ice; those confounded cutters hadn't put up any ropes. you do really think there's no reason to be uneasy about ned?" "no," she said. her knees shook; she had to pause to swallow before she spoke. oh, what if he should find her out? as she trudged along at his side in the cold darkness she said to herself, with a sickening sense of apprehension, that if he found her out she should die. then as her mind cleared she tried in her brief way to encourage him about their boy; yet, as they drew nearer home and she saw again the firelit windows, she began to awaken to the situation: neddy had gone out to skate; at six, did nora say? of course he might have stopped to see somebody in upper chester; only neddy never went to see anybody anywhere--except (amelia dilworth had forgotten her!)--except that hayes girl--and she wasn't at home. yes, it was strange; and worrying, perhaps. but she only repeated, as they went hurrying up to the back door, that she was sure neddy was all right. but she held her breath to listen for his voice haranguing his sisters in the sitting-room. instead, the two girls came running out to meet them. "oh, father, did you find ned? oh, here's mother; she'll know where he is." "mother, i'm sort of scared about him," mary whispered. "he's gone to see some friend," the mother said, and her brevity, so agonizing to her, seemed to reassure the others. "he hasn't any friend except miss helen hayes," nancy said, "and she went away last week." "maybe he's gone to hunt her up," mary said, giggling, and her father told her to be quiet. "it's thoughtless in him to be so late. but your mother isn't worried, so i guess we needn't be. your mother says there is not the slightest cause for anxiety, and she knows." "come to supper," amelia said, her heart sinking; and the commonplace suggestion cheered them all, although tom dilworth did not like to lose the assurance of his wife's presence, even to have her go up-stairs to take off her bonnet, and went with her, saying again, decidedly, that there was, as she said, no possible reason for uneasiness, and that he himself hadn't a particle of anxiety. "but i'll give that boy a piece of my mind for worrying you so. why, milly, what a fat pocket-book! where did you get so much money, my dear? i didn't know the hardware trade was so prosperous. look here, milly--it is pretty late, honestly?" she took her purse out of his hands, her own trembling. for a moment she could not speak, and leaned forward to look into the swinging glass and make pretence of untying a knot in her bonnet-strings. "oh, he'll come home soon," she said. in spite of assurances, the tea-table was not very cheerful--the girls stopped short in the middle of a sentence to listen for a step on the porch. tom got up twice to look out of the window. mrs. dilworth thought she heard the gate slam, and held her breath; but no ned appeared. the evening was endlessly long. tom pretended to read his newspaper, and kept his eye on one spot for five minutes at a time. at ten he packed the girls off to bed; at eleven he was walking up and down the room; at twelve he told his wife to go to bed; but somehow or other he went himself, while she sat up, "to let the boy in." you can make excuses for this sort of lateness up to a certain point; but it is curious that at about . in the morning the excuses all give out. tom dilworth got up and dressed. "something has happened, milly," he said, brokenly. his wife put her arms around him, trying to comfort him. "if miss hayes was only at home," she said, "maybe she would have some idea of his plans. he might have told her. and she could tell us what to do." "who?" said tom--"that hayes girl? maybe so. i hadn't thought of her. no, i don't believe she'd be any help. she hasn't got much sense in that kind of way." such ages and ages was milly away from her great experience of jealousy that she felt no relief at this bald betrayal. together they went out onto the porch, listening, and straining their eyes. the moon was just going down; it was very cold; far off a dog barked. but there was no human sound. the two haggard people went shivering back into the hall, where a candle burned dimly in the glass bell hanging at the foot of the stairs. "something has certainly happened," tom said again. "oh, milly, you are always so calm and i go all to pieces." he leaned his elbow against the wall and hid his face in his arm. his wife heard him groan. "and--i've been hard on him sometimes," he said. she took his hand and kissed it silently. poor tom went to pieces more than once in the days that followed--dreadful days of panic and despair. old chester, aroused at daybreak by the terrified father, decided at once that the boy was drowned; but everybody stood ready to help the stricken parents with hopeful words to the contrary, words which rang as hollow to thomas and his wife as to the well-meaning liars. it was on wednesday that he had disappeared. on friday they dragged the river through the open holes; on saturday, blew up the ice and dragged all the way down to the second bend. that night nancy and mary crept away to cry in their own room; tom sat with his head buried in his arms; his wife knelt beside him, touching him sometimes with a quiet hand, but never speaking. dr. lavendar came in and put his hand on tom's shoulder for a minute, and then went away. the firelight slipped flickering about the room; sometimes the coal in the grate snapped and chuckled, and a spurt of flame shone on the two suddenly aged faces. and then into the silent room came, with hurried, shamefaced triumph--edwin. "i--i'm afraid you've been anxious--" "he ought to have written," said another voice, breathless and uncertain, and breaking into nervous laughter. "it is naughty in him to have forgotten. i--i told him so." thomas dilworth lifted his head and stared, silently; but his wife broke out into wild laughter and streaming tears; she ran and threw herself on edwin's breast, her throat strangling with sobs. "oh--she's found neddy! she has brought him back to us!--she has found him! oh, miss hayes, god bless you--god bless you! oh, where did you find him?" miss hayes opened her lips--then bit the lower one, and stood, scarlet. "i meant to write," edwin began to explain--"of course i meant to write, but--" "oh, dear mrs. dilworth," helen's fluttering voice took up the excuse, "you must forgive him"--she came as though to put her arms about ned's mother. "after all, a bridegroom, you know--" milly lifted her head from edwin's shoulder and gaped at her. "bridegroom?" thomas dilworth got on his feet and swore. miss helen hayes--or, no; mrs. edwin dilworth--came and hung upon his arm. [illustration: "thomas dilworth got on his feet and swore"] "you won't mind very much? you'll forgive him? we couldn't tell, because--because papa would have interfered; but i knew your dear, kind heart. mrs. dilworth, i have so revered mr. dilworth!--that was one reason i said _yes_. you'll let me be your little girl, mr. dilworth?" "little--_grandmother_!" said tom dilworth; and burst into a roar of laughter; then stopped, and said through his set teeth to his son, "you scoundrel!" "thomas--don't!" the mother entreated. "he has come back." "he'd better have stayed away!" thomas said, furiously, in all the anger of suddenly relieved pain. "oh, dear mrs. dilworth," helen murmured, "forgive us! he ought to have written--i ought to have reminded him. but--_you_ understand? i know you do. just these first beautiful days, one forgets everything." "well, i tell you i meant to write," ned persisted, doggedly. "but mother put me all out by going over to the bend in the afternoon. i was going to take that train, and of course i couldn't; kensy's house is right there by the station. and i had to take the morning train instead; and it put me all out. i had to get up so early i forgot to take any clothes," he added, resentfully. "it wasn't my fault." "not your fault?" his father said, and then turned to his wife, almost with a sob. "milly, can he be our boy, this sneak?" "yes; yes, he is, tom; indeed he is, dear. and he just forgot; he didn't mean anything wrong." milly was almost voluble, and she was crying hard. and then she looked at the woman who had brought him back--the faded, anxious, simpering woman, who for once had no words ready. milly looked at her, and suddenly opened her arms and took her son's elderly wife to her heart. "oh, you poor woman," she said, "how unhappy you must have been at home!" helen looked at her blankly, then dropped her head down on the kind shoulder, and milly felt her quiver. "she's fifty!" tom said, trembling with anger. "how the devil a son of mine can be such a jack--" "tom, dear! there now, _don't_," the mother said; "he's at home. just think; he's at home! and we thought--we thought--" her voice broke. "we'll all love you, miss hayes--i mean helen," she whispered to the sobbing woman. then, with a sort of gasp, she put her daughter-in-law's arms aside gently, and went over and kissed her husband. as for thomas dilworth, after the first shock of anger and mortification had passed, and the young couple had finally settled themselves upon the disgusted bounty of the respective fathers, he used to whistle incessantly a certain song much in vogue at the time: "i hanker to spank her, now i'm her papa!" "an exceeding high mountain" i robert gray's first wife, alys (old chester had hard work to swallow her name; "but it's better than any of your silly 'ie's,'" said old chester)--this first mrs. gray was a good deal of a trial to everybody. she was not only "new," but foreign; not only foreign, but indifferent to old chester. indeed, it took all old chester's politeness and christian forbearance to invite mrs. robert gray to tea--with the certainty that the invitation would be declined. she was an english girl whom robert met somewhere in switzerland--a heavy-eyed, silent creature, certainly a very beautiful woman, but most inefficient and sickly; and there were so many nice, sensible girls in old chester! (however, there is no use saying things like that: as if a man ever married a girl because she was sensible!) yet young gray certainly needed a sensible wife; his wealth was limited to character and good manners, plus a slender income as tutor in the female academy in upper chester. excellent things, all; but a wife with sense (and money) would have been an agreeable addition to his circumstances. whereas, this very beautiful english girl was a penniless governess, left stranded in germany by an employer, who had, apparently, got tired of her. robert gray had met the poor, frightened creature, who was taking her wandering way back to england, and married her, frantic with rage at the way she had been treated. when he brought her home, he was so madly in love that he probably did not half appreciate old chester's patience with her queer ways. but the fact was, that for the few months she lived, she was so miserable that old chester could not help being patient, and forgiving her her half-sullen indifference, and her silence, and her distaste for life--even in old chester! for in spite of robert's adoration, in spite of all the ready friendliness about her, in spite of the birth of a baby girl, she seemed, as it were, to turn her face to the wall. she died when the child was about a week old. died, the doctor said, only because, so far as he could see, she did not care to live. "you ought to try to get better for the baby's sake," said miss rebecca jones, who had come in to help nurse her. and the poor girl frowned and shook her head, the heavy, white lids falling over her dark eyes. "i don't like it." and rebecca (who had too much good sense to be shocked by the vagaries of a sick woman) said, decidedly: "oh, you'll learn to like her. come, now, just try!" but she did not seem to try; even though robert, kneeling with his arm under her pillow, holding her languid hand to his lips, said, sobbing, "oh, alys, alys--for god's sake--don't leave me--" then she opened her beautiful eyes and looked at him solemnly. "robert," she said, "i am sorry. i am--sorry. i--am--" "what for, precious?" he entreated; "sorry for what? to leave me? oh, alys, then live, live, dear!" "i--am--" she began; and then her voice trailed into eternity. miss rebecca jones hung about the house for a few days, to make the poor gentleman comfortable; then he was left alone with the child (purchased at so dreadful a cost) and one servant, and his daily work of teaching the polite languages at the female academy. miss rebecca's hard face softened whenever she thought of him; but all she could do for him was to go often to see the poor seven-months baby--which seemed for a time inclined to follow its mother. now it must be understood at once that rebecca jones was not a schemer, or a mean or vulgar woman. she was merely a hard-headed, honest-hearted product of years of public-school teaching, with a passion for truth and no grace in telling it. she was sorry for mr. gray, and sorry for the poor baby, who was being allowed, she said to herself, to grow up every which way; and sorry for the comfortless house left to the care of what she called "an uneducated servant-girl." so, after school, and on saturday mornings, she used to go over to mr. gray's house and bustle about to the bettering of several things. indeed, old mr. jones told her more than once that he didn't know what that there widower would do without her. and rebecca said, truthfully enough, that she didn't know, either. and when she said it her heart warmed with something more than pity. as for robert gray, dazed and absent, trying to do his duty at the academy during the day, and coming home at night to look blankly at his child, he, too, did not know what he would have done that first year without miss rebecca's efficient kindness. he was so centred in his grief, and also of so gentle a nature, that he took the kindness as simply as a child might have done. like many another sweet-minded man, he had not the dimmest idea of the possible effect of his rather courtly manner and his very delicate courtesy upon a woman of slightly different class, whose life had been starved of everything romantic or beautiful. he became to sharp-tongued miss rebecca jones a vision of romance; and, somehow, quite suddenly, about eighteen months after his wife's death, he discovered that he was going to marry her. in his startled astonishment, he realized that he had himself led up to her avowal of willingness by some talk about her kindness. perhaps she had misunderstood his words; if she had, robert gray was not the man to offer an explanation.... however, after the first shock of being accepted, he was gently explicit: "i realize that the child ought to have the care of a good woman, and therefore i--" "i'll do my duty by her," rebecca said. "i want her brought up to love and reverence her mother. i want her brought up to be like her. it is for the child's sake that i--i marry again. i speak thus frankly, miss rebecca, because i so entirely respect you that i could not be anything but frank." rebecca's square face flushed over the high cheek-bones to the gaunt forehead and the sparse hair; then her eyes looked passionately into his. "i understand. yes; i understand. and i will be good to your child, mr. gray." and so he married her; and, when you come to think of it, it was a very sensible thing to do. even old chester said he was very sensible. a man of thirty, with a baby--of course he ought to marry again! "but why on earth," said old chester, "when there are so many girls of his own class!--not but what rebecca jones is a very worthy person." meanwhile, rebecca, with hard conscientiousness, set herself to bring the child up. she trained her, and disciplined her, and made a painful point of talking to her about the first mrs. gray, according to her promise to teach her to "love and reverence her mother." the discipline sometimes made robert gray wince; but it was wise, and never unkind; so he never interfered;--but he left the room when it was going on. once he said, nervously: "i scarcely think, mrs. gray, that it is necessary to be quite so severe?" "she must be made a good child," rebecca answered. "i am not afraid that she will not be a good child," robert gray said; "she is her mother's daughter." "well, she is her father's daughter, too," rebecca declared, briefly. and her husband, shrinking, said: "light is stronger than darkness; alice's mother was a creature of light. i am not afraid of her inheritance of darkness." as for rebecca, she went away and shut herself up in the garret. "'creature of light!'" she said, sitting on the floor under the rafters, and leaning her head on an old horsehair-covered trunk wherein were packed away mr. gray's winter flannels--"well, i am a good wife to him, if i ain't a 'creature of light.'" yes, she was a good wife.... how carefully she put his flannels away in may; how prudently she planned his food; how she managed to make the two ends of his little income meet--yes, and lap over, so that every summer he could go away from her for a two months' vacation in the woods! not once did he find a button lacking; not once had he put on a clean pair of stockings and then pulled them off because of a hole in the heel. can our lords say as much, my mistresses? i trow not! yes, a good wife: that lovely being who left the world with a faint, unfinished regret upon her pitiful lips could never have made him so comfortable. indeed, the whole household revolved upon robert's comfort. every domestic arrangement had reference to his well-being. that he did not become intolerably selfish was not rebecca's fault, for, like many good wives, she was absolutely without conscience in the matter of self-sacrifice; but robert escaped spiritual corruption, thanks to his own very gentle nature and his absolute unconsciousness of the situation. perhaps, too, rebecca's tongue mitigated the spoiling process. she never spared him what she considered to be the truth about himself or alice. but her truthfulness stopped here; she spared the dead, perforce. for what could she say ill of that beautiful creature whose only wrong-doing lay in dying? but she knew, with shame, that she would have liked to speak ill of her--in which reprehensible impulse to remove a fellow-being from a pedestal, rebecca showed herself singularly like the rest of us. in this bleak air of unselfishness and truth-telling, robert gray became more and more aloof. gradually he retreated quite into his past, doing his daily work at the academy--where successive classes of young ladies adored him for his gentle manners and his mild, brown eyes--and living very harmlessly with his memories, which he kept fresh and fragrant by sharing them with alys's daughter, who, it must be admitted, being young and human, was not always intensely interested; but rebecca had trained her too well for alice ever to show any weariness. robert kept his little collection of pictures and photographs of his first wife shut behind the curtained doors of an old secretary. if his second wife found him standing, his hands clasped behind him, his eyes wandering from one lovely presentment to another, he never displayed an embarrassed consciousness, but he shut the doors. he accepted rebecca's devotion respectfully; he was never impolite, still less unkind; in fact, in all their married life he had never, she used to tell herself, spoken unkindly save once; and then his words were nothing more dreadful than, "we will not discuss it, if you please, mrs. gray." at first he had, very gently, made some grammatical suggestions; and she had profited by them, though, being a true pennsylvanian, she never mastered "shall" and "will," nor did she lose the pennsylvania love for the word 'just'; to the end of her days, rebecca was 'just tired out'; or 'just real glad'; or 'just as busy as could be.' grammar, however, was as far as robert gray went in any personal relation. he addressed her, in his courteous voice (always a little timidly), as "mrs. gray"; and he kept as much as possible out of her way. meantime, rebecca (remembering why he had married her) did her duty by the child, and never failed to mention, in her hard voice, that alice must try to grow up like her mother. "make me a good girl," alice used to say in her sleepy prayers every night--"make me a good girl, like my dear mother." once, of her own accord, the child added, "and make me pretty like her, too." rebecca, listening to the little figure at her knee, said, sternly, when alice got up and began to climb into the big four-poster: "don't be vain. don't ask god for foolish things. beauty is foolish and favor is deceitful. just ask him to make you as good as your mother was." and, indeed, it must be admitted that the child did not inherit her mother's wonderful beauty. at first her father had expected it; he used to take liberties with his horace, and say: "o filia pulchra matre pulchriore." but as alice grew older, robert gray had to admit that the dead woman had taken her beauty away with her. the child had just a pleasant face; eyes that were gray or blue, as it happened; a commonplace nose, and uncompromisingly red hair. in those days red hair was thought to be a mortifying affliction, and poor, plain alice shed many tears over the rough, handsome shock of hair that broke into curls about her forehead and all around the nape of her pretty, white neck. ii but in spite of red hair, and what old chester religiously believed to be its accompanying temper, alice gray was a lovable girl, and at twenty, behold, she had a lover; indeed, she had more than one (not counting dr. lavendar); but alice never gave a thought to anybody but luther metcalf. luther was a good boy, old chester said; but added that he would never set the river on fire. certainly he did not use his incendiary opportunity; he had a small printing-office, and he owned and edited old chester's weekly newspaper, the _globe_; but neither the news nor the editorial page ever startled or displeased the oldest or the youngest inhabitant. the _globe_ confined itself to carefully accredited cuttings from exchanges; it had a poet's corner, and it gave, politely, any old chester news that could be found; besides this, it devoted the inner sheet to discreet advertisements, widely spaced to take up room. all old chester subscribed for it, and spoke of it respectfully, because it was a newspaper; and snubbed its editor, because he was one of its own boys--and without snubbing boys are so apt to put on airs! poor luther was never tempted to put on airs; he was too hard-worked and too anxious about his prospects. he and alice were to get married when he and the _globe_ were out of debt; for his father had left him a mortgage on the office building, as well as an unpaid-for press. when luther was particularly low-spirited, he used to tell alice it would take him five years to pay his debts; and, to tell the truth, that was an optimistic estimate, for the _globe_ and the printing-office together did very little more than pay the interest on the notes and luther's board. so, when they became engaged, waiting was what they looked forward to, for, of course, robert gray could not help them; it was all rebecca could do to stretch his salary to cover the expenses of their own household. but the two young people were happy enough, except when luther talked about five years of waiting. "we've been engaged two years already," he said, moodily; "i don't want to be another case of andrew steele." "i'm not afraid," alice said. "why, if you get the new job press, and get that mercer work, think how much that will help!" "well," luther said, "yes; but if i get the press, there's another debt. and if i don't get it, i can't get the work; so there it is. a vicious circle." this question of the purchase of a new press, before the old press had been paid for, was a very serious and anxious one. "i wish father could help," alice said--they were walking home from wednesday-evening lecture, loitering in the moonlight, and wishing the way were twice as long. "oh, i wouldn't think of such a thing," the young man declared; "we'll pull out somehow. he's gone off to the woods, hasn't he?" "yes, he went this morning; he's so pleased to get away! he won't be back till the academy opens." "i suppose he hates to leave you, though," lute said. "yes, but i can see that the getting away is a great relief. i keep his pictures dusted, and take the flowers up to the cemetery for him; so he knows things are not neglected." "but," luther said, thoughtfully, "i think she's sorry to have him go?" "oh yes; sorry, i suppose," alice admitted. "she's fond of him--in her way." "then why--" luther began. "my dear, she's _jealous_ of my mother." "oh, alice!" "well, you know," alice explained, "my mother was so beautiful--and poor mrs. gray! but i must say, lute, she's the justest person i know. she's always told me that my mother was perfect. and of course she was; but when you're jealous, it isn't so easy to acknowledge things like that." "but i don't see how you can be jealous of the dead," luther ruminated. "oh, _i_ do! i could be jealous of some girl who was dead, if you'd loved her, lute." and then the boy put his arm round her, and they kissed each other there in the shadows of the locust-trees overhanging a garden wall. "i'm so glad there isn't anybody, dead or alive," alice said, happily; "though i'd rather have her alive than dead. if she were alive, you'd have quarrelled with her, and stopped loving her. but if she were dead, she would keep on being perfect. yes; i'd rather marry a man who had been--been _divorced_," said alice, lowering her voice, because the word was hardly considered proper in old chester, "than a man whose wife was dead, because he would always be thinking what an angel she was and what a sinner i was." "he would think you were an angel," the boy told her, blushing at his own fervency. but the fervency died on his ardent young lips when they got into the house and sat decorously in the parlor with mrs. gray. rebecca was sewing, her hard, square face a little harder than usual. mr. gray had gone away on that annual fishing-trip--gone, with a look of relief growing in his eyes even as he stepped into the stage and pulled the door to behind him; pulled it hurriedly, as though he feared she would follow. then, baring his head politely, he had looked out of the window and said: "good-bye. you will send for me should you, by any chance, need me. i trust you will be very well." "i don't know that i have ever had to interrupt your fishing-trip with any of my needs," rebecca had answered, briefly. she spoke only the truth; she never had interfered with any pleasure of his; and yet robert gray had winced, as if he had not liked her words. now, alone, in the parlor, darning his stockings, she wondered why. she never said anything but the simple truth; but he looked at her sometimes as a dog looks who expects a blow. he was truthful himself, but he never seemed to care much to hear the truth, she thought, heavily. once he told her that truth was something more than a statement of fact. the statement of a fact may be a lie, he had said, smiling whimsically; and rebecca used to wonder how a fact could be a lie? she recalled the time when, with brief accuracy, she had mentioned to him in what condition of ragged neglect she had found his wardrobe after the "creature of light" had left him; and how he had seemed to shrink not from the shiftless dead, but from her. and she remembered painfully that one unkindness: she had told him that, to her mind, not even the weakness of death was quite an excuse for saying you didn't like your own baby; and he had said, with a terrible look, "we will not discuss it, if you please, mrs. gray." she had never spoken of it again; but his look had burned into her poor, narrow, sore mind; she thought of it now, moodily, as she sat alone, her heart following him on his journey. if his first wife had only not been so perfect, she said to herself, she could have borne it better; if she had had a bad temper, even, it would have been something. but she had often heard robert tell alice that her mother had an "angelic temper." rebecca wished humbly she herself could be pleasanter. "i don't feel unpleasant inside; but i seem to talk so," she thought, helplessly. she was thinking of this when the two young people came in; and looking up over her spectacles, she said, coldly: "did you remember to wipe your feet, luther? you are careless about that. alice, i found a flower on my daphne; you can carry the pot up to the cemetery when you go." "yes, ma'am," alice said. she took up her sewing (for rebecca would not have idle hands about); sometimes she glanced at luther, sitting primly in the corner of the sofa, and once caught his eye and smiled; but there were no sheep's-eyes or sweet speeches. they were old chester young people, and such things would have been considered improper; just as sitting by themselves would have been thought not only indecorous, but selfish. "oh, alice," luther said, suddenly, "i meant to ask you; wasn't your mother's name spelled 'alys'?" "yes. why?" "well, it's such an unusual name that it struck my attention when i saw it in the paper." "what about it?" alice asked. "oh, dear, why didn't father spell me 'alys' instead of 'alice'? it's so much prettier!" "prettiness isn't everything; and 'alice' is a sensible name," rebecca said. "don't criticise your father." "it was an advertisement in one of the _globe's_ exchanges," luther explained. "i was scissoring things, and the name caught my eye. it was information wanted. of course it's just a coincidence, but it's queer, because--here it is," said the editor of the _globe_, fumbling in his pocket. "i cut it out and meant to show it to you, but i forgot." then he read, slowly, "_information wanted of one alys winton--_" "why, but winton was my mother's name!" cried alice. "_--one alys winton, who married sometime in ; husband thought to be an american, name unknown. she (or a child of hers, born in ) is requested to communicate with amos hughes, attorney at law,_" etc. alice stared, open-mouthed. "why, lute!" she said--"why, but that must be my mother!" lute shook his head. "i don't think there's anything in it. do you, mrs. gray?" "might be," she said, briefly. alice took the crumpled cutting, and holding it under the lamp, read it through to herself. "but, lute, really and truly," she said, "it is queer. perhaps some of my mother's rich relations have left her a fortune! then we could pay off the mortgage. only i'm afraid my mother hadn't any rich relations--or poor ones, either. i never heard of any. did you, mrs. gray?" "no," rebecca said. "she was a governess, you know, lute, in some horrid english family; the wife didn't like her, and she discharged my poor little mother; then the family went off and left her all alone in germany. perfectly abominable!" "don't be unjust, alice; you don't know anything about it," mrs. gray said. "she was very young. perhaps she couldn't teach the children to suit their parents. though it was unkind to leave her unprovided for," she added, with painful fairness. "i guess it was!" cried alice. "oh, how angry father gets when he talks about it! he says she was in such terror, poor little thing, when he met her. and yet she was very forgiving, father says. he says she wrote and told the gentleman that she was married. _i_ wouldn't have. i'd have let him think i'd starved, so he would have suffered remorse--the wretch!" "i hope you would not have been so foolish or so selfish," her step-mother said. "you see, she had no relations to turn to," alice explained to luther; "if father hadn't come, dear knows what would have become of her." "i suppose she could have earned an honest living, like anybody else," mrs. gray said. "well, anyway," alice said, thoughtfully, "this advertisement is queer. she had no relations that father ever heard of; but there might be some one. what do you think, mrs. gray?" "there might be," rebecca said. she thought to herself that it was very probable; that first wife had brought robert gray beauty and love; it only needed that she should bring him money to make it all perfect. in her bleak mind a window of imagination suddenly opened, and she had a vision of what wealth would mean to her husband, coming as a gift from those dead hands. she set her lips, and said: "better find out about it, luther. write to the man and say that a person of that name before her marriage, died here in old chester, leaving a child--and don't keep your hands in your pockets; it's bad manners." "do you really think it is worth while, ma'am?" luther said, incredulously. "of course it is," said alice. "suppose it should be some inheritance? such things do happen." "in story-books," lute said. "well, then i'd like to be in a story-book," alice said, sighing. "just think, lute, we might pay for the press and pay off the mortgage!" "golly!" said lute. then they fell to making all sorts of plans, gayly, each tripping the other up with the prosaic reminder of improbability. "or, if it _should_ be anything," luther said, "it won't be more than $ ." "well, that's something; it will meet two monthly payments on the press." "it will pay for a diamond-ring for you," lute said. "nonsense! we'll buy father a horse." "and who will buy the oats?" rebecca said. "i could give you a big oleander, mrs. gray," alice told her, smiling. "you could put the money in the bank, like a sensible girl," rebecca said, severely. "don't speak of this outside, either of you. mr. gray wouldn't wish his wife's name talked about." "and don't let's write anything about it to him," alice said; "let's have it a surprise!--if there is anything in it; only, of course, there isn't anything," she ended, sighing. "but you might write to the man, lute." "of course there isn't anything," lute agreed, sensibly. "i'll write if you want me to; but i wouldn't build on it, ally," he said, as he got up to go. and when he paused a minute in the darkness on the porch, he added, softly, "if you get rich, maybe you won't want a poor printer?" and she laughed, and said, "maybe i won't!" then he kissed her just under her left ear, and said, "money isn't everything, ally." iii money isn't everything, but it has so much to do with most things that even a dim, story-book vision of it stirred alice's imagination. luther, having no imagination, dismissed the vision from his mind after writing a letter to "amos hughes, attorney at law." indeed, luther had more practical things to think of than possible legacies, poor fellow. his balance-sheet for that month of june was very dark. more than once, after the office was closed for the day, he sat at his desk in his shirt-sleeves, hot and tired and grimy, poring over his ledger by the light of a swinging lamp. alice grew worried about his pallor and the hollows in his cheeks; but there was nothing she could do, though she chafed against her helplessness to help, and revolved all sorts of schemes in her impractical girl-mind. indeed, she went so far as to pour out her heart to dr. lavendar, in the hope that he could make some suggestion. she found the old man sitting in the wistaria arbor near his beehives, smoking peacefully, and throwing sticks to danny, who needed exercise and scrambled after them into the tall grass, bringing them back with fatiguing alacrity. "look here, sir," said dr. lavendar, "don't find 'em so quick. i'm worn out pitching them." then alice gray came down between the box borders and said she wanted his advice; and dr. lavendar, glancing up at her, saw an uncertain lip and heard a catch in her voice; whereupon he told her to give danny a run. "the scoundrel has kept me working for the last half-hour," he complained. when she came back, flushed and laughing, and sat down on the arbor step, her voice was quite steady; so he listened placidly to her story. "you want to get some work to help lute, do you, good-for-nothing?" "yes," alice said, eagerly. "oh, dr. lavendar, _can_ you think of anything? i wanted to go into the office and learn to set type, but mrs. gray--" "well?" "mrs. gray said i had better learn to keep house economically. she said father wouldn't like it." "mrs. gray would always think first of what your father would like." alice scratched lines in the gravel with one of danny's sticks. "i suppose she would," she admitted. "and what did lute say?" "oh, he wouldn't listen to it. but i thought maybe you could make him, dr. lavendar?" "i?" said dr. lavendar. "no, thank you. do you think i'd rob the boy?" "rob him?" "of his self-respect; a boy wants to stand on his own legs; he doesn't want a girl propping him up. you let lute alone. he'll manage. and you're young yet, anyhow. it won't hurt ye to wait. mrs. gray is right. you learn to be as good a housekeeper as she is; and though you mayn't put money into lute's pocket before you're married, you'll not be taking it out after you're married." alice sighed. "oh, i wish i could help lute; i wish i had a lot of money." "a lot of sense is better," dr. lavendar said, chuckling. "oh, you women! you steal a man's unselfishness and self-respect, and you put it down to love. love? you're a pack of thieves, the lot of you. you ought to be prosecuted. i'd do it, if i had time. hey, danny! bite her; she's like all the rest of 'em." alice hugged him, and defended herself. "you're just an old bachelor; you don't appreciate us." "appreciate ye? i appreciate you. maybe that's why i'm an old bachelor." but though he discouraged alice's projects for assisting luther, dr. lavendar went plodding up the printing-office stairs the next morning. luther, emerging from behind a press, brightened at the sight of his caller, and ushered him into a small closet which he called his private office; and when dr. lavendar asked him to print some more missionary-meeting notices, he said he would put them in at cost price. "don't you do it!" said dr. lavendar, thumping the floor with his umbrella. "look here; i'll have to teach you the first principles of business: make your profit--and don't go to 'pauperizing the church,' sir. there's too much of that sort of thing," he added, with reminiscent crossness. "some scalawag of a bookseller wrote and offered to sell me books at thirty-three per cent. discount because i was a parson. there's no more reason why a parson should get a discount than a policeman. i told him so. i tell you so. print those slips, and _print 'em better than you did the last lot_! do you hear that? you forgot a comma on the second line. how's business, lute?" lute's face fell. then they talked things over, to the boy's great comfort; and at the end of the talk lute straightened his shoulders and drew a good breath. "by george! sir, if hanging on does it, i'll hang on--" he stopped, and looked round, in answer to a knock. "well?" he said, impatiently. but the gentleman who stood in the doorway was not rebuffed. "are you mr. metcalf, the editor of the _globe_?" "yes, sir," said luther. "i called in relation to an advertisement"--luther was instantly alert, and dr. lavendar, scenting a customer, was about to withdraw--"an advertisement in a new york paper, requesting information of a certain person--" "what!" cried luther. "i had forgotten all about it." "my name is carter. i am from the office of mr. amos hughes. messrs. pritchett, carver, and pritchett, solicitors at law, of london, are our principals. the advertisement was in relation to a person called alys winton." luther, stumbling in his astonishment over his words, began to explain. "mrs. gray is dead," he ended. "and alice is her daughter; isn't she, dr. lavendar? she asked me to write to you." "well, well; this is very interesting," said dr. lavendar. "i hope your object in seeking to obtain information is to benefit this young lady? she's one of my children." mr. carter, still standing in the doorway, smiled, and said, "do i understand that this miss alice is the daughter of the person named alys winton?" "yes," said dr. lavendar. "you can easily satisfy yourself on that point by consulting my parish records." "and her mother is the lady you advertised for!" cried luther. the boy was red with excitement. it was just as alice said--a story-book. and they could get married right away! for it would be a lot of money--perhaps $ ; people in england didn't advertise for information of a person dead for twenty-two years for any small amount; well, even if it were $ , they could get married; even if it were $ . "how m--" he began, and stopped; of course that was not a proper question. "alice's mother is the lady you advertised about," he said, lamely. "well, that does not follow, young gentleman; but the coincidence of the name was of sufficient interest for our firm to feel that i might, perhaps, just look into it. there may be dozens of alys wintons, you know." "oh," said luther, so blankly that dr. lavendar laughed. "perhaps before beginning at the beginning you might save time by looking at the end," he said to the lawyer. "if you will step over to my church, you will see that our little alice here is the daughter of mr. robert gray and a lady named alys winton." "a very good idea, sir. you, i infer, are a clergyman in this place? ah, yes; just so. lavendar? ah, yes. i shall be pleased to look at the records, as you suggest, sir." luther, rather abashed, longing to accompany them, stood waiting for an invitation. but none came. dr. lavendar went pounding down the stairs, followed by mr. carter, and lute heard them talking about the roughness of the road from mercer over which mr. carter had come on the morning stage. "confound the road!" said lute to himself. "hi! davidson! i'm going out. the first page is all made up; you can close up the fourth." then he dashed down the creaking stairs and out into the hot sunshine. he had a glimpse up the street of the church, and dr. lavendar bending down fumbling with the key of the vestry door; it was evident that luther's presence was not considered necessary. "i don't care," the boy said to himself, joyously, and started at a swinging pace out over the hill. "i'll be the one to tell her, anyhow!" his face was all aglow. as he hurried along he made calculations as to the rent of the little house. to be sure, he was reckoning on alice's money; but the boy was so honest, and so in love, that he had no mean self-consciousness of that kind. "_we can get married!_" he had no room for any other thought. mrs. gray was sitting on the back porch shelling pease; there was a grape trellis running out from the porch roof, and under it the shadows lay cool and pleasant on the damp flagstones. rebecca, absorbed in the lulling snap of pods, looked up, frowning, at the noisy interruption, for the young man burst in, breathless, swinging his cap, his eyes shining. "oh, mrs. gray, where's alice? oh, my, such news! i never was so excited in my life!" "that is not saying much," rebecca told him; "you've not had a very exciting life. alice is in the dining-room. alice! come out here. here's luther. he says he never was so excited in his life; and i hope he won't be again, for he has upset my bucket of pods." luther, full of apologies, began to pick them up. "i'm so sorry, but i was so dreadfully excited--" "dreadful is a large word," rebecca said. "i doubt whether either you or i have ever seen anything 'dreadful' in our lives. don't exaggerate, luther." "yes, ma'am," lute said. "oh, there's alice! _alice!_" he stood up, his hands full of pods, his face red. "oh, alice, what do you suppose has happened? you'll never guess!" "the advertisement man!" cried alice. luther's face fell a little, and he laughed. "well, you're pretty smart. yes, it is--" "_what?_" said rebecca gray. as for alice, she whirled out on the cool flags and jumped up and down. "oh, lute, tell us--tell us! what does he say? has he sent some money? oh, how much is it? oh, lute, we'll pay for the press. lute, is it--is it $ ? tell us; hurry, hurry!" upon which lute began to subside. "well, it isn't quite--i mean, he didn't--he hasn't said just exactly how much. i mean, of course, i suppose, it isn't certain; but i'm sure there isn't a particle of doubt; only--" "now, lute, begin at the beginning and tell us." alice sat down breathlessly beside her step-mother, and began mechanically to shell the pease. "don't," rebecca said; "i will do my own work. you'd better get your table-cloth and finish that darning." her face had grown quite pale; she saw the fabric of her life crumbling at the base; if, through that first wife, money should come into the family, what use for her patient economies? what use for her existence? that first wife, yet more perfect, would crowd her further from her husband's life. in her heart, used to the long, dull ache of unloved years, rose up a murderous hatred of the dead woman. at first she hardly heard luther's story, but as it went on she began to listen and the pain in her tightened throat of unshed tears lessened. it might not be. as this mr. carter said, there might be dozens of alys wintons. her hands, motionless after the first shock, went at their work again. "you're the daughter of a lady of that name," she said, coldly; "but she may not be the lady they want. better not count on it." alice looked rather blank for a moment; and then she burst into even more than luther's confidence. "do you suppose it will be $ ? oh, lute, just think, we'll pay for the new press right down!" "no, we won't, either," lute said, stoutly. "i'm not going to let you spend your money on printing-presses." "nonsense!" alice cried, laughing and stamping her foot. rebecca frowned and looked at her over her glasses. "don't be unlady-like, alice." "no, 'm," alice said; and then she laughed at her own excitement; "it may be only $ ." "it may be nothing at all," rebecca gray said, and got up and took her pan and bucket and went into the house. it seemed to her that if she had to hear any more of alys winton she would speak out and say some dreadful thing about her. but what could she say with any kind of truth? what could she say ill of that poor creature, so beloved and so harmless? for, after all, though a woman ought to see that a man's buttons are sewed on, you can't say that mere shiftlessness is a sin. besides, she was sick for those few months. "perhaps if my health hadn't been good, i would have been careless myself," rebecca thought, with painful justice. but she went up-stairs to her own room and locked the door. she felt sure that it was as alice and luther said: there would be money, and she would be of still less consequence to her husband; for what did robert gray, nervously polite, really care for her economies and her good housekeeping? "not _that_!" she said to herself, bitterly. iv "you will stay and have dinner with me," dr. lavendar had told the lawyer, hospitably, "and then goliath and i will take you up the hill to mr. gray's house." and so, in the early afternoon, goliath brought mr. carter to the grays' door. alice, who was on the porch, insisted that dr. lavendar should come in, too; she leaned into the buggy to whisper, joyously, "if it is anything nice, i want you to hear it." but for once dr. lavendar did not laugh and give her a kiss and call her his good-for-nothing; he got out silently, and followed mr. carter into the parlor, where luther and mrs. gray were awaiting them. there was a tense feeling of expectation in the air. the two young people were together on the sofa, smiling and laughing, with small, whispered jokes of presses and diamond-rings and mortgages. rebecca sat by the table, her worn hands in a trembling grip in her lap; she sat very upright, and was briefer and curter than ever, and she looked most of the time at the floor. "you have been informed of my errand, madam?" said mr. carter. "it is unfortunate that mr. gray is not at home, but perhaps you may be able to give us some information on certain points, which will at least instruct me as to whether the facts in the case warrant further reference to him for confirmation. i will ask a few questions, if you please?" "go on," rebecca said. "the late mrs. gray, the mother of this young lady," said mr. carter--"do you happen to know her nationality?" "english." "ah, yes. just so. and do you know the date of her marriage to mr. gray?" rebecca gave it. "if any facts in regard to her occur to you--" the lawyer began. "i've heard mr. gray say that she was a governess in the family of a mr. urquhart," rebecca said; and added, "they discharged her in berlin." mr. carter, glancing at a memorandum, his face keen with interest, said, eagerly, "pray proceed, madam." "i don't know much more; mr. gray met her in interlaken. they were married three weeks afterwards." "ah, switzerland? that explains; there was no record of a marriage at the embassy. can you tell me anything of the parentage of the lady?" "her father's name was george winton," alice broke in, "and they lived in a place called medfield. he was a clergyman. her mother's name was alys, too. father has a prayer-book belonging to my grandmother; it has her name in it, and my mother's. would you like to see it, sir?", "exceedingly," mr. carter said; and while alice ran to get the book, he studied his memorandum so closely that no one dared to ask him a question, if, indeed, any one wanted to. rebecca had answered him dully, looking out of the window part of the time, part of the time at the floor. dr. lavendar, on the other side of the room, his hands on the head of his cane, sat silently staring down at the carpet, his face heavy and rather stern. lute, radiant, twirled his cap in his hands, and resolutely held his tongue. alice, as she handed the prayer-book to mr. carter, stopped on her way back to luther and squeezed dr. lavendar's hand. "isn't it wonderful?" she whispered; and he shook his head a little impatiently. "go and sit down, my dear," he said. mr. carter, glancing at the name on the flyleaf, looked at his notes again and then at alice, "and this young lady--can she give me the date of her birth?" there was a little laugh, and luther and alice gave it together, eagerly. there were two or three more questions, and then mr. carter folded his memorandum and slipped it within its rubber band with a snap; then he smiled. rebecca looked at him drearily. "of course," he said, addressing himself to her, "a question of identity cannot be decided offhand; it is necessary to have certain affidavits which the surviving husband of the deceased (who is asserted to be the person in question) would be obliged, legally, to furnish. i think, however, that i am not going beyond the line of discretion and propriety if i say that _if_ mr. robert gray can produce such proofs (which i think i am not unwarranted in saying i believe he can)--_if_ he can, then this young lady is the heir to a very considerable fortune. i think, in point of fact, i have the right to say that, if (as i have said before) these proofs are forthcoming, the amount to be paid to the daughter of alys winton is £ ." rebecca gray put her hand to her mouth and stared blindly at the floor. dr. lavendar thrust out his lower lip and frowned. as for alice, she laughed aloud, then burst out crying. "oh, _lute_!" she said, tremulously; and, somehow, the two children found themselves holding hands. "it's--it's so much!" she faltered. "five thousand pounds is--is $ , !" the boy said, turning pale. there was a pause; no one seemed to know just what to say. then lute, suddenly: "is it your mother's father that left it to you, alice?" she turned to mr. carter, drawing in her breath like a child. "is it?" "ah--no," he answered, briefly. "but i didn't know my mother had any relations?" alice said, in a dazed way; "i thought father said--i'm sure he said--she hadn't any relations? perhaps--perhaps it is a mistake, after all?" "the testator was not a relative of the alys winton in question," mr. carter said. he glanced uneasily at dr. lavendar, who lifted his head and looked at him searchingly. "it will be best to make further explanations to mr. gray," mr. carter said, hurriedly. "but who has left the money to me--if it is to me?" alice said, bewildered. "can't i ask that? what is the name of the kind person? i think i might ask that." [illustration: "'what is the name of the kind person?'"] "the name of the testator was urquhart," mr. carter said, "but--but, you know, my dear young lady, the identity is not yet legally authenticated; so--therefore--perhaps--i think, dr. lavendar, i had best go now? i think you mentioned that the stage leaves at four?" "urquhart?" alice said; "the man who was so unkind? oh, lute, i suppose he repented. oh, how astonished father will be! he'll have to forgive him now." "it's a pretty late repentance," luther said, with a chuckle; "and how did he know about you, alice? i don't see why he should leave you money, even if he was a brute to your mother. still," said the boy, gayly, "i guess we won't complain?" "gracious!" cried alice, "that is queer. well, he _was_ a kind person!" rebecca gray stared, frowning, at the lawyer. "he knew--this urquhart--that she had a child?" she said, slowly. mr. carter was gathering up his papers. "yes," he said--"yes; he--knew it." "what?" said rebecca, in a very low voice--"_what?_" "in view of the fact that, legally, the matter is still undecided," mr. carter said, hurriedly, "perhaps we need not take this point up? at all events, not here." "sir," said rebecca, "why does mr. urquhart leave £ to robert gray's daughter?" "he was sorry he was unkind to my mother," alice said, her voice quivering. ("oh, lute, $ , !") "alice," her step-mother said, in a loud, harsh voice, "you had better leave the room. luther, go with alice, please." the two young people, bewildered, got up with blank faces, and with obvious reluctance obeyed. "but why should i be sent out, lute?" alice said, hotly, when they were in the hall. "it's my money--if i'm the person." luther stopped, and stood, frowning. on the boy's open, honest face came a perplexed look. but alice said again, in injured tones, that she didn't know what mrs. gray meant. in the parlor the three elders looked at each other in silence. mrs. gray had risen, and stood leaning forward, her trembling hands flat on the table. "i don't--understand," she said. "mr. carter," said dr. lavendar, "certain remarks of yours on our way up here made me apprehensive. i see that my friend, mrs. gray, is also--apprehensive. i would suggest that you have a few words with her alone. i will leave you." "no," rebecca said; "hear the end of it." her hard face was red and hot. "why does mr. urquhart leave the child of robert gray £ ? why?" "it is as i think you surmise, madam," john carter said, gravely. rebecca recoiled, with a broken exclamation of horror. dr. lavendar drew in his breath. "oh, my poor robert!" he said. "it is so stated in the will," the lawyer went on; "there is no disguising it; nor, as far as i can see, can it be hidden from the legatee. the directions for finding this heir make the thing explicit. the testator states that he received information of the expected birth of his child _after_ the marriage of the person in question, who did not mention her married name--hence our difficulty in tracing her." rebecca, her eyes narrowing into a cruel smile, sat down and rocked backward and forward in her chair. "dreadful--dreadful--dreadful!" she said, aloud, exultantly. v. the last quarter of an hour, packed with tragic revelation, lost mr. carter the stage. "i hope you will put up at the rectory, sir," dr. lavendar said, as they drove away from robert gray's door. "i thank you, sir," said mr. carter. then they fell into silence--mr. carter from politeness, dr. lavendar from horror. he was going back in his memory with painful effort; but it was all very vague.... he had hardly known her; she had been ill for those months that she had been in old chester, and she had made it very clear that she did not care to see people. he thought of her beautiful, sullen face; of robert gray's passionate devotion; of old chester's silent disapproval.... he groaned to himself, and john carter looked at him sidewise. after supper at the rectory, they sat down to smoke in heavy silence; mr. carter respected the old man's distress, but wondered if he should not have been more comfortable with van horn at the tavern. the glowing july day had darkened into rainy night, with a grumble of thunder back among the hills; but in the midst of a sudden downpour they heard footsteps on the path, and then some one pushed open the hall door, and flapped a wet umbrella on the steps before entering. a minute later luther metcalf stood, hesitating, on the study threshold. "dr. lavendar--" the old man got up hurriedly. "yes, lute. come into the dining-room. you will excuse me, sir?" he said to mr. carter. he put his hand on lute's arm, in a friendly grip, for there was a break in the boy's voice. "i know about it," lute said. they sat down at the dining-room table; lute swallowed hard, and pulled with trembling fingers at his hatband; he did not lift his eyes. "and--and i want you to tell her not to take it." "how is she, lute?" "i haven't seen her. she wouldn't come down-stairs. she sent me a little note," luther said, taking it out of his breast-pocket, and then putting it back again tenderly. "'course i won't pay any attention to it." "saying she'd release you, i suppose?" "yes; but that's nothing. i'll make her understand the minute i see her. but, dr. lavendar, i don't want that--that money!" the boy ended, almost with a sob. "i want you to tell her not to take it." dr. lavendar was silent. "at first i thought--i couldn't help thinking--we could get married right off. we could get married and have a home of our own; you know, we'd be rich people with all that money. and i suppose, honestly, that as things are now, there's no chance of our getting married for a good while. but i--i tell you what, sir. i'd rather never get married than--than touch that money!" dr. lavendar nodded. "you won't let her, sir? you'll make her give it back?" "my dear boy, i can't 'make' alice do anything. the money is hers." "oh, but dr. lavendar, won't you go and talk to her? it may be a temptation to her, just as it was to me, for a minute. we could just make the office hum, sir. we could put it right on its feet; we could have a real daily. i know she'll think of that. _i_ just thought we could get married. but alice will think about helping the office, and me." "of course the money would bring ease to her father--" dr. lavendar stopped abruptly. "oh, my _god_!" lute said, and dropped his head on his arms. "bring ease to--to the family," dr. lavendar ended lamely. "you know mr. gray won't touch it," lute burst out; "and i can't let alice, either. dr. lavendar, i thought maybe you'd let me hitch goliath up and drive you out to the house?" "not to-night, lute. alice has got to be alone. poor child, poor child! yes; we've all of us got to meet the devil alone. temptation is a lonely business, lute. to-morrow i'll go, of course. did you answer her note?" "oh yes; right off. i just said, 'don't be foolish,' and--and some other things. i didn't tell her we mustn't take the money, because i hadn't thought of it then. mrs. gray said she wouldn't come out of her room. oh, just think of her, all by herself!" luther bent over and fumbled with his shoelace; when he looked up, dr. lavendar pretended not to see his eyes. when the boy went away, dr. lavendar went back to the study and asked john carter some legal questions: suppose he had not found this child, what would have become of the money? suppose the child should now decline to take it, what then? "well," said mr. carter, smiling, "as a remote contingency, i suppose i might reply that it would revert to the residuary estate. but did you ever know anybody decline £ , dr. lavendar?" "never knew anybody who had the chance," dr. lavendar said; "but there's no telling what human critters will do." "they won't do that," said john carter. what a long night it was, of rain and wind and dreadful thought! ... rebecca had told alice, with kindness, but with such a grip upon herself lest exultation should tremble in her voice, that she seemed harsher than ever. then she told lute. he pleaded that alice would speak to him, and mrs. gray had gone to the girl's room and bidden her come down-stairs. "come, alice. you must control yourself. come down and talk to luther." alice shook her head. "i'll--write him a note." mrs. gray carried the note back to lute, and brought up the answer, which alice read silently. rebecca watched her; and then, with an effort, she said: "alice, remember we are not to judge. we don't understand. we must not judge. good-night." she opened the door, and then looked at the child, seated, speechless, with blank eyes, on the edge of the bed. "good-night, alice. i--i'm sorry for you, poor girl!" and she came back hastily and kissed her. at that, even in her daze of horror, a glimmer of astonishment came into alice's face. but she did not look up or speak. when it grew dark, she began mechanically to get ready for bed; she knelt down, as usual, at the big chintz-covered winged chair and began to say her prayers, her mind blind as to her own words: "bless dear father--" then she cried out, suddenly and dreadfully, and covered her poor, shamed head with her arms, and prayed no more. then came a long fit of crying, and then a dreary calm. afterwards, as the night shut in with rain and rumble of thunder, the shame lightened a little, for, though she could not read it in the darkness, she held lute's little note against her lips and kissed it, and cried over it, and said his words over to herself, and felt that at any rate there was one bright spot in it all: lute would never have any more anxieties. of robert gray she thought pitifully, but with not much understanding. oh, dreadful, dreadful! but he had loved his wife so much (so the child thought) he would surely forgive her. not knowing how little forgiveness counts for when a star goes out. sometimes, sitting there on the floor, listening to the rain, she slept; then woke, with a numb wonder, which darkened into cruel understanding. _shame; shame_--but lute wouldn't be worried any more; lute would be rich. [illustration: "she knelt down, as usual, at the big chintz-covered winged chair"] so the night passed.... rebecca gray did not sleep. when the house was still she went up-stairs, eager to be alone. she shut her bedroom door softly; then she put her brass candlestick on the high bureau and looked about her.... everything seemed strange. here was her old-fashioned bed with its four mahogany posts like four slender obelisks; there was the fine darn in the valance of the tester; the worn strip of carpet on which she had knelt every night for all these twenty years; it was all the same, but it was all different, all unfamiliar. the room was suddenly the room where that woman had died; the old four-poster was the bed of that heartbreaking night, with sheets rumpling under a wandering hand and pillows piled beneath a beautiful, dying head; not her own bed, smooth and decorous and neat, with her own fine darn in the tester valance. she did not know the room as it was now; she did not know herself; nor robert; nor that--that--_that woman_. she sat down, suddenly a little faint with the effort of readjusting a belief of twenty-two years. "she was a wicked woman," she said, out loud; and her astounded face stared back at her from the dim mirror over the mantel-piece. after a while she got up and began to walk back and forth; sometimes she drew a deep breath; once she laughed. "a wicked woman!" ... now he would know. now he would see. and he would loathe her. he would hate her. he would--her lip drooped suddenly from its fierce, unconscious smile; he would--suffer. yes; suffer, of course. but that couldn't be helped. just at first he would suffer. then he would hate her so much that he would not suffer. not suffer? it came over her with a pang that there is no suffering so dreadful as that which comes with hating. however, she could not help that. truth was truth! all the years of her hungry wifehood rose up, eager for revenge; her mind went hurriedly, with ecstasy, over the contrast; her painful, patient, conscientious endeavor to do her best for him. her self-sacrifice, her actual deprivations--"i haven't had a new bonnet for--for four years!" she thought; and her lip quivered at the pitifulness of so slight a thing. but it was the whole tenor of her life. _she_ had no vacations in the mountains; she would have liked new valances, but she spent hours in darning her old ones to save his money; she had turned her black silk twice; she had only had two black silks in twenty years. all the great things she had done, all the petty things she had suffered, rose up in a great wave of merit before her; and against it--what? hideous deceit! oh, how he would despise the creature! then she winced; he would--suffer? well, she couldn't help that. it was the truth, and he had got to face it. she was walking up and down, whispering to herself, a sobbing laugh on her lips, when suddenly, as she passed the mirror, she had a dim, crazy vision of herself that struck her motionless. a moment later she took the candle, and with one hand clutching for support at the high mantel-shelf--for her knees were shaking under her--held it close to the glass and peered into the black depths. her pale, quivering face, ravaged with tears, stared back at her, like some poor ghost more ugly even than in life. "_a wicked woman._" yes--yes--yes; and he would have to know it. but when he knew it, what then? if his eyes opened to sin, would they open to-- "i have tried to make him comfortable," she said, faintly. suddenly she put the candle down and sank into a chair, covering her face with her poor, gaunt hands.... and so the night passed.... the dawn was dim and rainy. it was about four o'clock that alice, sitting on the floor, sleeping heavily, her head on the cushion of the chair, started, bewildered, at the noise of the opening door. rebecca, in her gray dressing-gown, one hand shielding the flare of her candle, came abruptly into the room. "alice," she said, harshly, and stopped by the empty bed; then her eyes found the figure on the floor ("you ought to be in bed"), she said, in a brief aside; then: "alice, i've been thinking it over. you can't take that money." "i don't understand," alice said, confused with sleep and tears. "you can't take that money. if you do, your father would have to know. and he never must--he never must." alice pulled herself up from the floor and sat down in her big chair. "not take the money?" she said, in a dazed way; "but it's mine." "that's why you needn't take it. thank god it was left to you, not just to 'her heirs.' alice, i've gone all over it. i--i wanted you to take it"--rebecca's voice broke; "yes, i--did." "well, it's mine," alice repeated, bewildered. rebecca struck her hands together. "yours not to take! don't you see? you can save your father." alice, cringing, dropped her head on her breast with a broken word. "don't be a fool," the older woman said, trembling. "he's been your father ever since you were born. and it would be a pretty return for his love to tell him--" alice burst out crying; her step-mother softened. "i am sorry for you, you poor girl. but, oh, alice, think, _think_ of your father!" she clasped her hands and stood, trembling; she took a step forward, almost as if she would kneel. "if he would feel so dreadfully," alice said, at last, "why--we needn't tell him where the money comes from." "now, alice, that is absurd. of course he would know. he would have to know. a girl doesn't inherit £ without her father's knowing where it comes from. and, anyway, mr. carter said that mr. gray would have to make a statement and swear to it. of course he would--know." "do you mean you don't want me to have it at all?" alice said, blankly. "i've just explained it to you," rebecca said, her voice harsh with anxiety. "you _can't_ have it." "but it's my money; i have a right to it. and it would make all the difference in the world to lute. if he is going to take a girl--like me, he ought to have the money, anyhow." "and kill your father?" rebecca said. "alice! don't you see, he must go on believing that she is"--her voice grew suddenly tender--"that she is 'a creature of light?'" "i want lute to have the money," alice said. "alice!" the other exclaimed, with dismay, "don't you think of your father at all? and--for your mother's sake." alice was silent; then, in a hard voice, "i don't like her." "oh!" rebecca cried, and shivered. there was a pause; then she said, faintly, "for your own sake?" alice looked up sullenly. "nobody need know; we would only say it had been left to--her. nobody would know." suddenly, as she spoke, despite the plain face and the red hair, alice looked like her mother. rebecca stepped back with a sort of shock. alice, crying a little, got up and began to pull down her hair and braid it, with unsteady fingers. her step-mother watched her silently; then she turned to go away; then came back swiftly, the tears running down her face. "oh, alice, it is my fault! i've had you twenty-two years, and yet you are like-- see, alice, child; give her a chance to be kind to him, in you. oh, i--i don't know how to say it; i mean, let her have a chance! oh--don't you see what i mean? she said she was sorry!" all the harshness had melted out of rebecca's face; she was nothing but gentleness, the tears falling down her cheeks, her voice broken with love. "alice, be good, dear. be good. be good. and i--i _will_ be pleasanter, alice; i'll try, indeed; i'll try--" vi "well," said mr. amos hughes, a week later, in the cool dusk of dr. lavendar's study, just before tea, "this is a most extraordinary situation, sir!" "will ye have a pipe?" said dr. lavendar, hospitably. john carter, his feet well apart, his back to the fireless grate, his hands thrust down into his pockets, said, looking over at his partner: "amos, dr. lavendar once remarked to me that there was no telling what human critters would do." dr. lavendar chuckled. "very true," amos hughes admitted, putting one fat knee over the other; "but i must say that i never before knew a human critter throw away £ ." "i'm sorry you haven't had better acquaintances," said dr. lavendar. "i have. i'm not in the least surprised at this child's behavior. mr. carter, are you looking for anything? you'll find a decanter on the sideboard in the next room, sir. this is a pretty good world, mr. amos hughes; i've lived in it longer than you have, so you'll take my word for it. it's a pretty good old world, and miss alice gray has simply decided to do the natural and proper thing. why, what else could she do?" "i could mention at least one other thing," said mr. carter. "extraordinary situation! but i suppose the residuary legatees won't make any objection," murmured amos hughes. dr. lavendar rapped on the table with the bowl of his pipe. "my dear sir, would you have a girl, for a paltry £ , break her father's heart?" "her father?" "mr. gray would not, in my judgment, survive such a revelation," said dr. lavendar, stiffly. "may i ask one question?" john carter said. "g'on," said dr. lavendar. "what i would like to know is: how did you bring miss gray to look at the thing in this way?" "i didn't bring her," said dr. lavendar, indignantly; "her heavenly father brought her. look here, sir; this business of the law is all very well, and necessary, i suppose, in its way, but let me tell you, it's a dangerous business. you see so much of the sin of human nature that you get to thinking human nature has got to sin. you are mistaken, sir; it has got to be decent. we are the children of god, sir. i beg that you'll remember that--and then you won't be surprised when a child like our alice does the right thing. surprise is confession, mr. carter." mr. carter laughed, and apologized as best he could for his view of human nature; and dr. lavendar was instantly amicable and forgiving. he took mr. amos hughes's warning, that he should, as a matter of duty, lay very clearly before the young lady the seriousness of what she proposed to do, and not until he had exhausted every argument would he permit her to sign the papers of release which (as a matter of precaution) he had prepared. "she's of age," said amos hughes, "and nobody can say that she has not a right to refuse to proceed further in the matter. but i shall warn her." "'course, man," said dr. lavendar; "that's your trade." and so the evening came, and the three men went up to robert gray's house. it was a long evening. more than once dr. lavendar trembled as he saw the kingdoms of the world and the glory of them spread before his child's eyes. but he said no word, and once, sternly, he laid his hand on rebecca's arm to check some word of hers. "let her alone," he said. it was eleven o'clock before there came a moment of solemn silence. alice bent over a paper, which john carter had read aloud to her, and signed her name. luther and rebecca and dr. lavendar witnessed the signature. then rebecca gray took the girl in her arms. "that young man has got something to him," mr. amos hughes said, as they went back to the rectory. "if you could put some printing in his way, it would be a favor to me," said dr. lavendar. "i shouldn't wonder if i could," the lawyer said. "the girl is a fine creature, poor child," said mr. carter. "gentlemen," said dr. lavendar, "they are both good children, and they have behaved well; but there's somebody else, let me tell you!" however, he did not tell them. perhaps he kept his opinion for robert gray's ears, for once he said, smiling, in rebecca's presence: "robert, this wife of yours is a noble woman." mr. gray, a little surprised, said, politely, looking with kind eyes at rebecca, "mrs. gray is a very good wife, sir." and rebecca went up and hid herself in the garret and cried with joy. at the stuffed-animal house i willy king's buggy, splashed to the top of the hood with mud and sagging sidewise on its worn old springs, came pulling up the hill past the burial-ground. the doctor himself, curled in one corner, rested a leg on the dash-board and hung his reins on the hook over his head. he was very sleepy, for he had been up until three with an old woman who thought she was sick, and he had been routed out of bed again at five because she told her family that she was going to die. william king was not given to sarcasm, but he longed to say to the waiting relatives, "there is no hope!--she'll live." instead, he looked seriously sympathetic and kept his thoughts to himself. when he got home to breakfast, his wife told him how foolish he was to take so much trouble. "there's nothing the matter with mrs. drayton," said mrs. king; "and i should tell her so, flatly and frankly. it would do her good." william said that he would like another cup of coffee. "it wouldn't be good for you," said his martha; "you are drinking too much coffee. you can have shells if you want to. shall i have some shells warmed up?" william said "no," and went trudging off to his office; and then, at ten, started on his round of calls, his old buggy still unwashed from the morning jaunt to the hypochondriac's death-bed. the day was still and sunny, the road quite deserted and full of pleasant shadows under the may foliage. but the sleepy doctor saw it all through half-closed eyes, and yawned, and rested one plump leg on the dash-board, and let the reins hang swaying from the hook in the roof of the bug-pry. then, suddenly, his mare stopped and william opened his eyes. "caught you napping, willy!" said a loud, hearty voice. and the doctor sat up and drew his leg in and laughed. "well, miss harriet, how do you know but what i was worrying over a case?" "much worrying you do, young man!" she sat down on a log on the road-bank and smiled at him. she was a big, vigorous woman with a fresh, brown face and a keen, kind eye. she had a gun in her hand, and a rabbit's white tail stuck out of the hunting-wallet slung over her shoulder. she had broken through the underbrush on the hill-side just as willy's buggy jogged into the shadow of a sycamore that stretched its mottled arms over the deserted road. "willy," she went on, in her loud, cheerful voice, "do you doctor-men smile at one another when you meet, like the augurs, because you fool us so easily with your big words? you call a scratched finger an 'abrasion of the epidermis'--and then you send a bill. and, bless me! what a serious air you put on at a minute's notice!--i saw you pull your leg in, willy. come, now; you were in my sunday-school class--why don't you just admit to me that that piercing look over your eye-glasses is one of the tricks of the trade? i won't tell." william king chuckled. "you just get a touch of lumbago, miss harriet, and you'll believe in my tricks." "lumbago!" said his reviler. "not i; a day's shooting would cure it quicker than a barrel of your pills." "been shooting this morning?" "no; i set a trap in dawson's hollow." she pulled out the rabbit and held it up. "not a bone broken. handsome, isn't he? poor little thing!" william looked at the soft, furry creature, limp in the big brown hand, with critical appreciation. "yes, beautiful. miss annie didn't find him, to let him out?" the hunter's face changed to amused impatience. "willy, she opened three traps last week. and she was so shrewd about it; you would never believe how clever she is. of course it's no use to scold." "of course not. what excuse does she make?" "oh, just the same thing: 'sister, it hurts me to think they can't get out.'" "poor thing!" said the doctor. "i have tried to make her promise not to interfere with the traps. you know, if i could once get a promise out of her i would be all right; annie never broke a promise in her life. but she is too shrewd to be led into it. she always says, 'i'm the oldest, and you mustn't order me round.' it would be funny if it weren't so provoking." "poor thing!" said the doctor again. "she follows me and takes the bait out of the traps once in a while; but she prefers to let things go. and she is certainly wonderfully bright about it," miss harriet said. "now, why can't she be sensible in other things?" "well, you know she has always been about twelve; it's the young head on old shoulders." "i must tell you her last performance," miss harriet said. "you know that picture of aunt gordon that hung in the dining-room? dreadful thing! i never saw the poor woman, but i believe she wasn't quite as ugly as that portrait, though alex looks just like her, dr. lavendar says; and alex is dreadfully ugly, with those pale eyes of his. well, i happened to say--it was last tuesday, at tea, and matty barkley was there: 'that picture of aunt gordon is awful! i can't bear it.' of course i never thought of it again, until i came home the next day--and what do you suppose?" willy began to grin. "yes! she had got up on a chair, if you please, and cut it out of the frame and slashed it all to pieces." "well done!" said willy king, slapping his thigh. "no such thing. it was ugly, but it was a family portrait." "what did she say?" "oh, she had her excuse.... willy, i can't understand her mind; it is so unreasonably reasonable: 'sister, you said you couldn't bear it, so what was the use of having it?' after all, that was sense, william." "so it was," said the doctor, and unhooked his reins and nodded. "well," he said-- but miss harriet laughed awkwardly. "wait a minute, can't you? it won't kill anybody to do without a pill for five minutes." "well, no, i suppose it won't," william admitted; "but with a view to getting home in time for dinner--" "oh, let martha wait. willy, you are the meekest being--let her wait. tell her you'll have your dinner when you're good and ready." "martha is only concerned on my own account," the loyal william protested. "well, i'm not going to keep you long," his old friend said, roughly; "i--i just want to ask you a question." her face grew suddenly a dull red. "not that i believe in your pills and potions--just please remember that. but i suppose you do know a little something." "i could diagnose a scratched finger," said the doctor, meekly. "well--" she said, and looked at the lock of her rifle; "there's nothing in the world the matter with me, but--" "you don't look like a confirmed invalid," the doctor assured her. "no!--do i?" she said, eagerly. "i really am very well, william--very well. dear me, when i get home after a round of my traps (when annie hasn't teased me by letting things out) and eat a good dinner, and sit down with a taxidermy magazine, i--i wouldn't thank king george to be my uncle. yes, i am _very_ well." her emphasis had in it a certain agitation that caught the doctor's eye. "your out-of-door life is calculated to keep you well," he said. miss harriet got up and thrust the rabbit back into the pouch at her side. "of course; and, anyhow, i'm not the sick kind. imagine me shut up between four walls! i should be like sterne's starling. do you remember?--'i want to get out, i want to get out.' no, there's nothing the matter with me. absolutely nothing." she did look very well, the big, brown woman, towering up at the road-side, with her rifle in her hand and the good color in her cheeks and lips. yet her eyes had a worn look, william thought. "pain somewhere," said the doctor to himself. "you know, i don't believe in your pills and truck," she insisted, frowning. "of course not," he assured her easily. "come, now, miss harriet, what's wrong?" "nothing, i tell you," she said, sharply; and then, with impatient brevity, she spoke of some special discomfort which had annoyed her. "it began about six months ago." "probably you've taken cold," william king said, and then he asked a question or two. she answered with irritable flippancy: "now don't put on airs, willy. there's no use trying to impress me; i know you. remember, you were in my sunday-school class." "why didn't you make a better boy of me, then? you had your chance. miss harriet, would you mind coming into my office and just letting me look you over? come, now, why shouldn't i get a job out of you for once? here you tackle me on the road-side and get an opinion for nothing." she chuckled, but retorted that she hated doctors and their offices. "i'm not that drayton cat," she said, "always wanting a doctor to fuss over me. no, you can give me a pill right here--though i haven't a bit of faith in it." "i wouldn't waste a good pill on you," the doctor defended himself. "you've got to come and see me." but when she had promised to come, and william, slapping a rein down on the mare's flank, was jogging along under the sycamore branches, he did not fall into his pleasant drowse again. "she looks so well," he said to himself, "she must be all right--" ii miss harriet's house, called by old chester children "the stuffed-animal house," was on the hill-road a stone's-throw beyond the burial-ground. it was of weather-worn brick, and its white lintels, carved in thin festoons of fruit and flowers, were nearly hidden by ivy that stretched dark figures over the marble, and, thickening with the years across the tops of the windows, made the rooms within dim with wavering leaf shadows. a brick path, damp and faintly green with moss, ran down to a green gate set in a ragged privet hedge that was always dusty and choked with dead twigs. the house itself was so shaded by horse-chestnuts that grass refused to grow in the door-yard. a porch shadowed the front door, which opened into a dark, square hall, full of dim figures that hung from the ceiling and stood in cases against the walls. a dusty crocodile stretched overhead, almost the width of the hall; a shark, with varnished belly splitting a little under one fin and showing a burst of cotton, lurked in a dim corner; over the parlor door a great snake, coiled about a branch, looked down with glittering, yellow eyes; and along the walls were cases of very beautiful birds, their plumage dulled now, for it was forty years since miss harriet's father had made his collection. but all around the hall were glistening eyes that stared and stared, until sometimes an old chester child, clinging to a mother's protecting hand, felt sure they moved, and that in another moment the crocodile's jaws would snap together, or the eagle's wings would flap horribly in the darkness. yet there was an awful joy to old chester youth in being allowed to accompany a mother when she made a polite call on miss harriet. this hall, that was dark and still and full of the smell of dead fur and feathers and some acrid preservative, had all the fascination of horror. if we were very good we were allowed to walk from case to case with old miss annie, while our mothers sat in the parlor and talked to miss harriet. miss annie could not tell us much of the creatures in the cases, and for all she used to laugh and giggle just as we did, she never really knew how to play that the hall was a desert island and the wild beasts were lurking in the forest to fall upon us. "it isn't a forest, it's our front hall," miss annie would say; "and you must do what i tell you, because i'm the oldest, and i don't want to play desert island. but i'll show you my chickens," she would add, with eager politeness. sometimes, if miss annie were not in the room, we would hear miss harriet tell some story about her mischievousness, and our mothers would sigh and smile and say, "poor dear!" our mothers never said "poor dear!" about us when we did such things. if one of us old chester children had spoken out in church as miss harriet said miss annie did once, and told dr. lavendar that he was telling a story when he read in the morning lesson that the serpent talked to eve--"because," said miss annie, "snakes can't talk"--if we had done such a dreadful thing, we should have been taken home and whipped and sent to bed without any supper, and probably the whole of the third chapter of genesis to learn by heart. we should not have been "poor things!" this was very confusing to old chester youth until we grew older and understood. then, instead of being puzzled, we shrunk a little and stayed close to our mothers, listening to miss harriet's stories of miss annie with strange interest and repulsion, or staring furtively at the little old woman, who laughed often and had a way of running about like a girl, and of smoothing back her gray hair from her temples with a fluttering gesture, and of putting up her lip and crying when she was angry or frightened or when she saw anything being hurt. miss annie could never bear to see anything hurt; she would not let us kill spiders, and she made us walk in the grass instead of on the brick path, because the ants came up between the bricks, and she was afraid we would step on them. "annie is very kind-hearted," miss harriet used to tell our mothers. "she can't bear my traps." miss harriet's traps were her passion; her interest in taxidermy had come to her from her father, and though she had not been able to add anything of real value to mr. hutchinson's collection, her work was thoroughly well done; and she even made a fair sum of money each year by sending her squirrels and doves to town for the christmas trade. but more important than the money was the wholesome out-of-door life her little business entailed, which had given her her vigorous body and sane mind. she needed both to live with this gray-haired woman, whose mind was eleven or twelve years old. it was not a bad mind for eleven or twelve, willy king used to say. old miss annie had a sort of crude common-sense; she could reason and determine as well as any other twelve-year-old child--indeed, with an added shrewdness of experience that sixty years of bodily age made inevitable. she knew, innocently, much of life that other children were guarded from knowing; she knew death, too, but with no horror--perhaps as we were meant to know it--something as natural as life itself, and most of all as a release from pain. for old annie knew pain and feared it as only the body in which the soul is not awake can fear it. she wept at the sight of blood and moaned when she heard a squirrel squeak in the trap; she shivered with passionate expectation of relief when miss harriet's kindly chloroform brought peace to fluttering wings or beating claws. when some soft, furry creature, hurt in the trap, relaxed into happy sleep in the thick, sweet smell that came out of miss harriet's big bottle, miss annie would laugh for joy, the tears of misery still wet upon her wrinkled cheeks. "don't come into my shop," miss harriet used to say, laughing and impatient, when miss annie would follow her into the room in the barn where she did her work--"don't come in here, and then you won't see things that hurt your feelings." but annie, smoothing her hair back from her temples with a curious, girlish gesture, would only shake her head and sidle closer to her sister, the young, guileless eyes in the withered face full of protest and appeal. her horror of pain lost miss harriet many a fine specimen; for, in her pity for the trapped creatures, annie, noiselessly, like some indian hunter, used to follow on her sister's footsteps through the woods, lifting the baits out of the traps, or if she found a snared creature unhurt, letting it go, and then creeping home, frightened at miss harriet's anger, which, if she discovered the old child's naughtiness, fell like a thunderbolt, and then cleared into patient amusement, as a black shower brightens into sunshine. the big, kind woman with a man's mind could not be angry at this poor creature; so she did her duty by her and tried not to think about her. she went her way, and set her traps, and prepared her few specimens, brushing annie or any other annoyance aside with careless good-nature. "don't think about unpleasant things," she used to say, in her loud, cheerful voice. "the trouble with you doctors and ministers," she told dr. lavendar, "is that you make people think about their insides. it's stomachs with willy and souls with you. nobody ought to know that they have a stomach or a soul. i don't. a tree don't. and there isn't an oak in old chester that isn't pleasanter than mrs. drayton. yet she's always fussing about her insides--spiritual and material." "it's when you don't have 'em that you fuss," dr. lavendar said; "the trouble isn't too much soul, it's too little. and i guess it's the same with stomachs." "then you say mrs. drayton has no soul?" miss harriet said, pleasantly. "i never said anything of the sort," said dr. lavendar. as for miss harriet, she went on to willy king's office, prepared, as usual, to make him as uncomfortable as she could. but she never put willy out. her flings at his profession tickled him immensely, and if now and then the good, honest william practised, as miss harriet said, a few of the tricks of his trade, he was not averse to sharing their humor with some one who could appreciate it. "so you have that drayton cat on your hands again?" miss harriet said, plumping herself down in william's own chair in front of his office table so that she could pick up and examine what she called his "riffraff." ("do open your windows, william. i don't see how you can be so shut up. po-o-o! how can people live so much in-doors?") "well," said william, doing as he was bid, "she enjoys my visits and i enjoy her checks. i don't complain." "that's like the profession," said miss harriet; "you put your hands in our pockets whenever you get a chance. well, you'll get nothing out of my pocket, william, for there's nothing in it." "miss harriet," said william, chuckling--"you won't tell anybody, will you? but mrs.--well, i won't name names; that's not professional--" "call her a 'female,'" said miss harriet. "well, a female sent for me on tuesday, in a dreadful hurry; i must come, 'right off! quick!' i was just sitting down to breakfast, but of course i ran--" "martha must have been pleased?" "i ran; and arrived, winded. there was--the female, at _her_ breakfast. 'oh,' she said, 'doctor, the baby has slept right through from six last night, and he hasn't wakened up yet. i am afraid there is something the matter with his little brain.'" "william, if you didn't say that there was something the matter with _her_ little brain--" "i didn't," william said, grimly, "because she hasn't any. now, miss harriet, let's talk about yourself; it's pleasanter." "oh, there was not the slightest occasion to come to see you. but i said i would, and here i am. i suppose you'll send me a bill as long as my arm. do you have a system of charges, willy? so much for a look over your glasses? so much for that solemn cough? i suppose you grade all your tricks. now work off the most expensive ones on me; i propose to get the worth of my money, young man." "thought you said you weren't going to pay any bills?" william reminded her; and then refused to be side-tracked any longer, but asked question after question, bringing her up once or twice with a sharp turn. "don't joke now, please, miss harriet. be as exact as you can. is this condition thus, or so--?" and when he got through with his questions, he took up the joking rather heavily. "you're so faithless about pills," he said, "that i'm not going to give you any." "what! no pills?" said miss harriet. william king laughed awkwardly. "not a pill! i don't see any condition which warrants them: but--" "what did i tell you? there's nothing the matter, and you just dragged me here to give your office a busy look." "i didn't suppose you'd see through it," said willy king. "but, miss harriet, i--i don't feel _quite_ satisfied. i--do you know i've a great mind to get a man in mercer to look you over? i want you to go up with me to-morrow and see him." "nonsense!" "no, truly," he said; "i am not satisfied, miss harriet." "but what do you mean?" she insisted, sharply. "there's nothing the matter with me. you said yourself i didn't need any medicine. give me some opiate to stop this--this discomfort when it comes on, and i'll be all right." "you can't bear opiates," he said, bluntly; "your heart won't stand them. don't you remember the time you broke your ankle and i tried morphine--a baby dose--to give you some relief? you gave me a scare, i can tell you." miss harriet was silent. then: "i've known my heart wasn't right for two years. but--" "oh, your heart doesn't give me any concern--if you don't take liberties with it. perhaps it isn't quite as good as it was thirty years ago, but--" "ah, i lost it to you then, willy. you were a sweet little fellow when you came into my class. do you remember once when--" "miss harriet, you've got to go to mercer with me to-morrow," william king interrupted, quietly. "i hope there's nothing much out of the way. i hope not. i--i believe not. but i'm not sure. we'll go up and see greylord and find out. he'll give you some pills, maybe," he ended, and laughed and got up. "now i'm off to the cat, miss harriet." and miss harriet, to her astonishment, found herself dismissed before she had made the boy tell her what he was afraid of. "he _is_ a boy," she said to herself. "of course he wouldn't be apt to know what was the matter. i ought to have gone to see some mercer man to begin with. i remember when willy was born." iii when they came out of the mercer doctor's door william king's fresh face had gone white, but miss harriet walked smiling. at the foot of the steps the doctor paused and stood an instant leaning on the hand-rail, as though for support and to get his breath. miss harriet looked at him with concern. "why, willy!" she said. "miss harriet," william said, hoarsely, "he may be mistaken. it's perfectly possible that he is mistaken." "i guess not, willy," she said, simply. "come, now, don't be such a wet string." she struck him a friendly blow on the shoulder that made the doctor take a quick step forward to keep his balance; but it gave him the grip upon himself that for a single instant he had lost. "and, anyhow," he said, "even if he is right, it may not develop. i've known a case where it was checked for two years; and then the patient died of small-pox." "pleasant alternative," said miss harriet; she was smiling, her face full of color, her shoulders back, her head up. "come, willy, let's have a spree. here we are for a day, and martha's at home. we'll have a good dinner, and we'll do something interesting. _hurrah!_" said harriet hutchinson. and the doctor could do no less than fall into step at that martial note and march at her side proudly. and by some spiritual contagion his courage met hers like the clash of swords. they went to get their good dinner, and miss harriet ate it with appetite. afterwards she declared they would go to the circus. "it's in town; i saw the tents. i haven't been to a circus for forty years," she said; "but i know just how the pink lemonade tastes. you've got to treat, willy." "i'll throw in pea-nuts," said william king; and with that they left the restaurant and went sauntering along the hot, grimy street in the direction of the open lots beyond the blast-furnaces, where, under a deep june sky, dazzling even though it was smudged by coils of smoke, were stretched the circus tents, brave with flags and slapping and billowing in a joyous wind. william king held on to his hat and looked at the great, white clouds, domed and shining, piled all along the west. "we'll get a shower, i'm afraid, miss harriet." "well, take a pill, willy, and then it won't hurt you," she told him, with a laugh that belonged to the sun and wind, to the flags whipping out on their halyards and the signs of the side-shows bellying from their guy-ropes, to the blare of music and the eager circus crowd--that crowd that never changes with changing generations. still there is the old man gaping with excited eyes; still the lanky female in spectacles; the cross elder sister afraid of crushing her fresh skirts; the little boy absorbed in thought; the little girl who would like to ride on the shetland pony when the clown offers any miss in the audience an opportunity. we know them all, and doubtless they know us, the patronizing, amused on-lookers, who suddenly become as eager and absorbed as any graybeard or child in the crowd. we know the red boxes, too, where men with hard faces and wearied eyes shout mechanically the same words of vociferous invitation to the side-shows. children, pulled along by their elders, would stop, open-mouthed, before these men; but somehow they never see the wild man or the fat lady. ah, the regret for the unseen side-shows!--the lady with the snakes; the skeleton man; the duel between the educated hyena and his trainer--that hyena of whom the man in the red box speaks with such convincing enthusiasm. "_i have been_," cries the strident voice--"_i have been connected with circuses all my life--all my life, ladies and gentlemen!--and i give you my sacred word of honor that this is the most magnificent specimen of the terrible grave-robbing hyena that i have ever seen!_" why did we never see that hyena? why, why did we always hurry on to the main tent? it is the pang that even paradise must know, of the lost experience of earth--or perhaps of hell. "we ought to see the fat lady," said dr. king. "i'm afraid we'll be late," miss harriet objected, eagerly. so they pushed on with the impatient, good-natured crowd. the smell of tan-bark and matted pelts and stale pea-nut shells came in a gust as they jostled under the flap of the outer tent and found themselves inside the circle of gilded cages. "shall we go right in and get our seats?" william said. "what! and not look at the animals? willy, you're crazy. i want to feed the elephants. why, there are a lot of them, six or seven." so they trudged around the ring, their feet sinking deep into the loose, trampled earth. miss harriet poked the monkeys clinging to the grating of their car, with her big umbrella, and examined the elephant's hide with professional interest. "imagine curing that proboscis," she said. and then they stopped in front of a miserable, magnificent lion, turning, turning, turning in a cage hardly more than his own length. miss harriet drew in her breath. "it's being trapped that is so awful, willy. the consciousness that _you can't get out_. it isn't the--the pain of it; it's being trapped." william king, looking at the poor tawny creature of the desert and free winds and life that dealt death with passion, blinked suddenly behind his glasses. "but you trap things yourself," he protested, a moment afterwards. "oh, but i don't keep 'em trapped; i kill 'em," she defended herself. "i couldn't keep things shut up. i'd be as bad as annie if i saw any living creature that wasn't free to get out-of-doors." and then she pushed on to the next cage, and the next; then suddenly feared that they would not get good seats if they wasted any more time among the animals. "for we won't have any reserved doings," she said. "i want to sit on those boards that i sat on forty years ago." she was as excited as she might have been forty years ago; and pushed ahead into the big tent, dragging william by the hand, and climbing up tier after tier, to get a good view of the ring. when they sat down, she made haste to spread open the flimsy pink sheet of the programme with its pale type, and read to william, in a loud, ecstatic voice, just what was going to happen: "_display no. . gigantic pageantric prelude--presenting equitational exercises, hippo-dramatical revivals, pachydermical aggregations--the only terpsichorean pachyderms ever taught to tread the mazes of the quadrille._ "_display no. . claire st. jeal and her company--the loveliest daughters of italy, and world-famous bareback equestriennes--_" "you are sure you are not getting tired?" william king interrupted. "tired?" she repeated, scornfully. "william, as matty barkley would say, you are a perfect fool. why should i be tired? i feel first rate--never better. i wouldn't thank king george to be my uncle! i've wanted to come to the circus for years. willy, what will your wife say?" "nothing," said william, significantly. at which miss harriet laughed until the tears stood in her eyes. "william, you have more sense than i gave you credit for. but i am not sure that, as your sunday-school teacher, i ought not to tell you to confess. hullo! look what's coming." flare of banners! prancing horses! roman soldiers in rumbling gold-and-crimson chariots! elephants bearing, throned upon their backs, goddesses of liberty and queens of beauty! miss harriet was leaning forward, her lips parted with excitement. william king looked at her and drew in his breath. [illustration: "miss harriet was leaning forward"] "'not more than six months;' god grant not!--i wish it might not be more than two." "willy, read what comes next," she said, shoving the programme at him; "i can't stop looking." the canvas was darkening a little overhead, so that william had to put on his glasses and hold the printed sheet at arm's-length to decipher the blurred, smudged text sufficiently to say that "mademoiselle orinda, queen of the flying trapeze, would give her marv--" "william--what shall i do about annie?" miss harriet said. "you know we will all take care of miss annie," he said, tenderly; "and--" "oh, willy, there's the red lemonade," she interrupted, standing up and beckoning with her crumpled programme. "did you ever see so deadly a drink? you forgot the pea-nuts," she reminded him, reproachfully. and when william secured his hot, brown-paper bag, she ate the pea-nuts and watched the changing wonders of the ring with intent eyes. she laughed aloud at the clown's endeavors to ride a kicking donkey, and when the educated dogs carried one another about in a wheelbarrow she applauded generously. "they are wonderful!" she said. william king looked at her keenly; it was all real. miss harriet was incapable of pretence. the brilliant day, that had showed between lacings of the tent like strings of sapphires, had dimmed and dimmed; and by-and-by, unnoticed at first, there was the drip of rain. here and there an umbrella was raised, and once or twice a bedraggled man or woman led out a reluctant child--"for i ain't a-goin' to have you catch your death of cold for no trained elephants," a mother said, decidedly, pulling a whining boy from beside miss harriet. "perhaps," ventured the doctor, "we really ought to go. i can't have you 'catch your death of cold,' miss harriet." "i won't die of a cold, william," she said, her eyes narrowing. and william swore at himself under his breath, but said, with clumsy jocularity: "well, not if i can help it. but i don't know why you should be so sure; it might give you bronchitis for a year." "i won't have bronchitis for a year," miss harriet said, gazing at the clowns. and william king swore at himself again. the rain increased to a downpour; little streams at first dripped, then poured, upon the thinning benches. the great centre pole was streaming wet; the clown stood in a puddle, and the red triangle on his chalk-white forehead melted into a pink smear. "really, miss harriet," william said, anxiously, "i'm afraid--" "if you're afraid for yourself, i'll go," she said; "but we ought to wait for the grand concert. (ah! there's the man with the red balloons. if you had a half-dozen children, willy, as you ought to have, i'd buy him out.) well, are you sugar or salt, to be so scared of a drop of rain?" she did not look afraid of rain herself when she got up and pushed past the scattered spectators, her hair glistening with drops, her cheeks red, her eyes clear. "william," she said, when they got outside and were hurrying along to catch the stage for old chester--"william, that has done me good. i feel superbly. do you know, i haven't had an instant's pain since i first spoke of the thing to you? that's three days entirely free. why, such a thing hasn't happened in--in three months. just think of that--entirely free. william, i'll cheat you doctor-men yet." she looked at him with glowing courage. "i feel so well," she said. she held out her hand, there in the rain on the black cinder-path, and william king struck his into it with a sort of shout. "hurrah!" he said, as she had said when they had come out from hearing the sentence in the mercer doctor's office. the long ride home in the stage, in which they were the only passengers, was perhaps a descending scale.... at first they talked of the circus. "i liked the man and the bear best," william said. "oh, he wasn't as fine as that beautiful lady in pink petticoats who rode the fat, white horse. did you ever see a horse with so broad a back, willy? why, i could have ridden him myself." "he would need a broad back," william said; and miss harriet told him to hold his tongue and not be impudent. the rain was pattering on the roof and streaming down the windows, and in the dark, damp cavern of the stage they could not see each other's face very well; but the stretches of tense silence in the circus talk made william king's heart beat heavily, although he burst out gayly that the afternoon had brought back his youth. "miss harriet, when you were a child, didn't you always want to poke around under the seats when it was over and find things? william rives once found five cents. but william would find five cents in the desert of sahara. i never had his luck, but i was confident that watches were dropped freely by the spectators." "of course," cried miss harriet. "or diamond-rings. my fancy led me towards diamond-rings. but i suppose you never knew the envy of the ladies' clothes? dear me--those petticoats!" "the ring-master's boots were very bitter to me; but my greatest desire was--" "willy," miss harriet said, hoarsely, "i don't want anybody to know." "of course not," william king said. "why should they? we may hold this thing at bay for--" "we will hold it at bay," she said, with passion. "i will! i _will_! do you hear me?" willy king murmured something inarticulately; his eyes suddenly smarted. the ride to old chester seemed to him interminable; and when, after wandering snatches of talk about the circus, the stage at last drew up at the green gate in miss harriet's privet hedge, his nerves were tense and his face haggard with fatigue. at home, at his belated supper-table, his good martha was very severe with him. "you oughtn't to allow yourself to get so tired; it's wrong. you could just as well as not have ordered your things by mail. i must say, william, flatly and frankly, that a doctor ought to have more sense. i hope there was nobody in the stage you knew to talk you to death?" "miss harriet came down," william said, "but she hadn't much to say." "i suppose she went to buy some of her horrid supplies?" martha said. "i can't understand that woman--catching things in traps. how would she like to be caught in a trap? i asked her once--because i am always perfectly frank with people. 'how would you like to be caught in a trap, miss harriet?' i said. and she said, 'oh, annie would let me out.' you never can get a straight answer out of harriet hutchinson." "my dear, i'll take another cup of tea. stronger, please." "my dear, strong tea isn't good for you," martha said. iv when miss harriet woke the next morning the blue june day was flooding her room. at first she could not remember.... what was the something behind her consciousness? it came in an instant. "_trapped_," she said, aloud, and turned her head to see miss annie at her bedside. "what is trapped, sister?" said miss annie, her little old face crumpling with distress. "i am," harriet said; and laughed at the absurdity of telling annie in such a fashion. but of course there was no use in telling annie. she couldn't understand, and all that there was for her to know, the ultimate fact, she would find out soon enough. the younger sister felt a sick distaste of dealing with this poor mind; she wanted to be kind to annie; she had always wanted to be kind to her--but she didn't want her round, that was all. and so she sent her off, patiently and not ungently: "don't bother me, annie, that's a good girl. no--i don't want any roses; take them away. no--i don't want to look at pictures. you go away now, that's a good girl." and the wrinkled child obeyed meekly. but she told the deaf augustine that harriet was cross. "i'm the oldest, and she oughtn't to order me round," she whimpered. poor miss annie was constantly being told to be a good girl and go away, in the days that followed--days, to miss harriet, of that amazement and self-concentration which belong to such an experience as hers. there had been no leading up to this knowledge that had come to her--no gradual preparation of apprehension or suspicion. the full speed of living had come, _crash!_ against the fact of dying. the recoil, the pause, the terrible astonishment of that moment when life, surging ahead with all his banners flying, flings himself in an instant against the immovable face of death--leaves the soul dazed by the shock--dazed, and unbelieving. "_it cannot be._" that is the first clear thought. it is impossible; there is a mistake somewhere. a day ago, an hour ago, death was lying hidden far, far off in the years. sometime, of course, he would arrive--solemn, inevitable, but beneficent, or at least serene. he would send soft warnings before him--faint tollings of fatigue, vague mists of sunset shadows. the soul will be ready for him when he comes then; will even welcome him, for after a while life grows a little tired and is ready to grasp that cool hand and rest. we all know how to meet death then, with dignity and patience. but to meet him to-morrow--to-day, even, when we are full of our own business, of our own urgent affairs--the mere interruption of it is maddening. across the solemnity of the thought comes with grotesque incongruity an irritated consciousness of the _inconvenience_ of dying. as for harriet hutchinson--"i don't believe it," she said to herself, that first morning. and then, breathlessly, "why, i can't--die!" she was not afraid, as one counts fear, but she was absorbed; for there is a dreadful and curiously impersonal interest in the situation that takes possession of the mind in moments like this. no wonder she could not think about annie. she could not think about anything except that that man in mercer had said that in a very short time-- "why, but it's perfectly ridiculous!" she told herself; "it _can't_ be. i'm not sick--" as she lay there in her bed that morning, after she had sent miss annie away, she lifted her hand--a large hand, with strong, square fingers, brown with weather and rough with her work, and looked at it curiously. it was a little thin--she had not noticed that before; but there it was, eager, vital, quick to grip and hold, life in every line. and it would be--still? no; she did not believe it. and, besides, it couldn't be, it mustn't be. she had a hundred things to do. she must do them; she couldn't suddenly--_stop_. life surged up in a great wave of passionate determination. she got up, eager to go on living, and to deny, deny, deny! it was the old human experience which is repeated and repeated until life can learn the fulfilment of death. poor life, beaten by the whips of pain, it takes so long sometimes to learn its lesson! in those weeks that followed--weeks of refusal, and then struggle, and then acceptance, and last of all adjustment--miss harriet found old annie's companionship almost intolerable. she was very unreasonable with her, very harsh even; but all she asked was solitude, and solitude annie would not give. she ran at her sister's heels like a dog; sat looking at her with frightened eyes in the bad hours that came with relentlessly increasing frequency; came whimpering to her bedside on those exhausted mornings when harriet would scourge her poor body onto its feet and announce that she was going out. "these four walls smother me," she used to say; "i must get out-of-doors." sometimes it seemed as if the big, kind nature that had borne the pin-pricks so patiently all these years had reached the breaking-point, and another day or another hour of poor old annie's foolish love would cause it to burst out in frantic anger: "it hurts, sister?" "yes, annie; but never mind. if i could only get out-of-doors i wouldn't mind." "oh, sister, don't let it hurt." "can't help it, annie. now, don't think about it, that's a good girl. maybe i can get out to-morrow a little while." "but i can't bear it." "got to, my dear. come, now, run away. go and see your chickens." "sister, i can't bear it." "annie, you drive me wild. augustine--oh, she can't hear. _augustine!_ you must take miss annie away. annie, if you say another word--" "i'm the oldest and i have a right to talk. why don't you smell your big bottle? when the squirrels smell it they are not hurt." "well, i'm not a squirrel. annie, if you stay another minute, i'll--i'll-- oh, for heaven's sake, let me alone!" she could stand it, she told herself, if she was alone. for though she finally accepted the fact, her own weakness she could not accept. "i am ashamed," she told william king, angrily. "but there's nothing to be ashamed of," willy king protested, in his kind way. "dear miss harriet--" "hold your tongue. nothing to be ashamed of? i guess if your body had put your soul in a corner, with its face to the wall--i guess you'd be ashamed. yesterday i--i-- well, never mind. but my body got me down, i tell you--got my soul down. isn't that something to be ashamed of? don't be an ass, william. i'm ashamed." it was this consciousness of her own weakness that made her hold herself aloof from her friends. in those days people did not have trained nurses; they nursed one another. it was not skilful nursing; it frequently was not wise, as we count wisdom to-day; but it was very tender and loving, and it was very bracing. in these softer times, when we run so easily to relief from pain, we do not feel the presence of the professional nurse a check upon our weakness; if we suffer, we are willing that this skilful, noiseless machine, who will know exactly how to relieve us, shall see the suffering. we are neither mortified nor humiliated by our lack of endurance or of courage. but in old chester, when we were ill, and some friend or relative came to sit by our bedside, we had--for their sakes--to make an effort to control ourselves. if the effort failed, our souls blushed. miss harriet would not run the risk of failure; her body, as she said, got the better of her soul when she was alone; it should not have the chance to humiliate her publicly; so, roughly, she refused the friendly assistance so eagerly offered: "thank you; augustine can look after me. i don't want anybody. and besides, i'm perfectly comfortable. (william, i won't have anybody. do you understand? it's bad enough to disgrace myself in my own eyes; i won't have matty barkley sit and look on.)" and william king put people off as well as he could: "i go in two or three times a day, just to say how do you do; and miss annie is about and can bring her anything she needs. and augustine is very faithful. of course, she is deaf as a post, but she seems to know what miss harriet wants." so the situation was accepted. "here i am," she told the doctor, grimly, "dying like a rat in a hole. if i could only get out-of-doors!--or if i had anything to do!--i think it's the having nothing to do that is the worst. but i'll tell you one thing, willy--i won't be pitied. don't have people mourning over me, or pretending that i'm going to get well. they know better, and so do i." those who dared to pity her or who ventured some futile friendly lie about recovery were met by the fiercest impatience. "how do i feel? very well, thank you. and if i didn't, i hope i wouldn't say so. i hope i'm well enough bred not to ask or answer questions about feelings. there is nothing in the world so vulgar," she said, and braced herself to one or another imprudence that grieved and worried all the kind hearts that stood by, eager to show their love. "it breaks my heart to see her, and there's nothing anybody can do for her," mrs. barkley told dr. lavendar, snuffling and wiping her eyes. "she positively turned rachel king out of the house; and maria welwood cried her eyes out yesterday because she was so sharp with her when maria said she was sorry she had had a bad night and hoped she'd soon feel better." the old man nodded silently. "poor miss harriet!" he said. "don't say 'poor miss harriet!' to her. dr. lavendar, harriet and i have been friends since we were put into short dresses--and she spoke to me to-day in a way--! well, of course, i shall go back; but i was ready to say i wouldn't. and she treats poor old annie outrageously." dr. lavendar nodded again. he himself had seen her several times, but she had never let him be personal: "was mrs. drayton still gossiping about her soul?" "wasn't it nearly time to get a new carpet for the chancel?" etc., etc. it was her way of defending herself--and dr. lavendar understood. so he only brought her his kindly gossip or his church news, and he never looked at her mournfully; but neither did he ever once refer to a possible recovery--that poor, friendly pretence that so tries the soul absorbed in its own solemn knowledge! but in the afternoon, after his talk with mrs. barkley, the old man went plodding up the hill to the stuffed-animal house, with tender and relentless purpose in his face. it was a serene september day, full of pulsing light and fragrant with the late mowing. william king's mare was hitched to a post by the green gate in the hedge, and the doctor was giving her a handful of grass as dr. lavendar came up. "how is miss harriet, willy?" the old man said. william climbed into the buggy and flicked with his whip at the ironweed by the road-side. "oh--about the same. dr. lavendar, it's cruel--it's cruel!" "what's cruel, william?" "i can't give her any opiate--to amount to anything." "why?" "her heart." "but you can't let her suffer!" "if i stopped the suffering," the doctor said, laconically, "it would be murder." "you mean--" "depressants, to amount to anything, would kill her." dr. lavendar looked up into the sky silently. willy king gathered up the reins. "and annie?" dr. lavendar said. "she is just a poor, frantic child. i can't make her understand why miss harriet shouldn't have two powders, when one 'sugar,' as she calls it, gives her a little comfort for a little while. she says, 'harriet wouldn't let a squirrel stay hurt.' miss harriet says she told her the other day that she wasn't a squirrel; but it didn't seem to make any difference to miss annie. she has a queer elemental reasonableness about her, hasn't she? well, i must go. dr. lavendar, i--i hope you won't mind if i say that perhaps--i mean she doesn't want anybody to refer to--to anything religious." "william," said the old man, mildly, "if you can mention anything which is not religious to a woman who is going to die within a very few weeks, i will consider it." and william king had the grace to blush and stammer something about miss harriet's hating anything personal. dr. lavendar listened silently; then he went on up the path to the stuffed-animal house. old miss annie let him into the darkened hall, a burst of western sunshine flooding in behind him and making the grim, dead creatures dart out of their shadows for a moment, and sink back into them again when the door was shut. the old child had been crying, for miss harriet had turned her out of her room, and so he had to sit there in the hall, under the shark, and try to comfort her and bid her go out and see her chickens. but for once miss annie would not be diverted: "harriet wants to go out-of-doors, and she can't. and she is hurt; and willy king won't give her sugar in a paper to stop the hurting. he is wicked." "by-and-by," said dr. lavendar, "harriet will fall asleep and not be hurt any more." "not till she is dead," miss annie said; "augustine told me so." "i meant that," dr. lavendar said, stroking the poor, gray head grovelling against his knee. "then why didn't you say so? it is a story to say sleep when you mean dead." "i ought to have said dead," he acknowledged, gently, "so that you could understand. but i want you to remember that death is a happy sleep. will you remember that?" "a happy sleep," miss annie repeated; "yes; i will remember. _a happy sleep._" she lifted her head from his knee and smiled. "i'll go and see my chickens," she said. [illustration: "'a happy sleep,' miss annie repeated"] and dr. lavendar took his way up-stairs, past the cases of birds, to miss harriet's room. she received him with elaborate cheerfulness. as for dr. lavendar, he lost no time in pretence. "miss harriet," he said, "i am not going to stay and talk and tire you. you've seen people enough to-day--" "i'm not tired in the least." "but i have a word to say to you." she looked at him angrily. "i would rather not talk about myself, dr. lavendar, please." "i don't want to talk about yourself," he said. her face cleared a little. "that's a relief. i was afraid you were going to talk to me about 'preparing,' and so forth." a sudden smile twinkled into dr. lavendar's old eyes. "my dear miss harriet, you've been 'preparing' for fifty years--or is it fifty-one? i've lost count, harriet. no; you haven't got anything to do about dying; dying is not your business. in fact, i sometimes think it never is our business. our business is living. dying is god's affair." "i haven't any business, that's the worst of it," miss harriet said, bitterly. "i've nothing to do--nothing to do but just lie here and wait. i don't mind dying; but to be here in this trap, waiting. and i've always been so busy, i don't know how to do nothing." "that's what i wanted to say to you. there is something you can do. in fact, there's something you must do." "something i must do?" miss harriet said, puzzled. "my dear friend, you must meet this affliction; you can't escape; we can't save you from it. but there is one thing you can do: you can try to spare the pain of it to other people. set yourself, miss harriet, to make it as easy as you can for those who stand by." harriet hutchinson looked at him in amazement. no pity? no condolences? nothing but the high charge to spare others. "you mean my temper?" she said at last, slowly. "yes," said dr. lavendar. miss harriet blushed hotly. "it is bad; i know it's bad. but--" "mine would be worse," said dr. lavendar, thoughtfully. "but look out for it, harriet. it's getting ahead of you." miss harriet nodded. "you're right." "you see, when you are out of temper it shows you are suffering; and that's hard for us to bear--not the temper, of course, but the knowledge. so you've got to spare us, harriet. understand?" "i understand." "it will be hard work for you," he said, cheerfully; and somehow the words meant, not pity, but "_shoulder arms!_" for an instant they gazed, eye to eye--the woman devoured by pain, the old man with his calm demand; and then the soul of her rose with a shout. what! there was something left for her to do? she need not merely sit still and die? she need not wait idly for the end? it was a splendid summons to the mind--a challenge to the body that had dogged and humiliated the soul, that had wrung from her good-humored courage irritability and unjust anger, that had dragged her pride in the dust of shame, yes, even--even (alone, and in the dark), but even of tears. "_make it as easy as possible for those that stand by._" some might say that that austere command was the lash of the whip; but to miss harriet it was the rod and the staff. the spartan old man had suddenly revealed to her that as long as the body does not compel the soul, there is no shame. as long as she could hold her tongue, she said to herself, she need not be ashamed. let the body whimper as it may, if the soul is silent it is master. miss harriet saw before her, not humiliation and idleness and waiting, but fierce struggle.... and it was a struggle. it was no easy thing to be amiable when good maria welwood wept over her; or when martha king told her, flatly and frankly, that she was doing very wrong not to make more effort to eat; or even when mrs. dale hoped that she had made her peace with heaven. "heaven had better try to make its peace with me, considering," said miss harriet, grimly; but when she saw how she had shocked mrs. dale, she made haste to apologize. "i didn't mean it, of course. but i am nervous, and say things to let off steam." such an admission meant much from miss harriet, and it certainly soothed mrs. dale. but most of all, harriet hutchinson forbade her body to dictate to her soul when miss annie hung whimpering about her with frantic persistence of pity. never in all their years together had miss harriet shown such tenderness to annie as now, when the poor old child's mere presence was maddening to her. for annie could think of nothing but the pain which could not be hidden, and her incessant entreaty was that it should be stopped. "wouldn't you rather be dead, sister?" "yes, annie." "well, then, be dead." "i can't, annie. now let us talk of something else. tell me what the black hen did when the speckled hen stole her nest." annie joyously told her story, as she had told it dozens of times before; while harriet hutchinson turned her face to the wall. annie sat on her heels on the floor beside the bed, rocking back and forth, and talking: "and so the speckled hen flew off. sister, i'll get you your big bottle?" no answer. "sister, don't you want to smell the bottle?" "no, annie. no--no--_no_! oh, annie, don't you want to go and see your chickens?" "why not?" "because it wouldn't be right, annie." "why wouldn't it be right, sister?" "because," said harriet hutchinson--"because i suppose that's one of the things that would 'make it harder for those that stand by.'" "i don't understand," poor old annie said, timidly. "well, annie, that's the only reason i know of. oh, annie, annie! it is the only reason there is; it is the root of its being wrong." ... and then the long moan. when miss annie heard that sound she shivered all over; it was the elemental protest of the flesh, which cannot understand the regal and unconquered soul. those were hard days for willy king, what with his affection and his sympathy and his daily struggles with miss annie; "for she is frantic," he told dr. lavendar. they were walking up the hill together in the late afternoon. miss harriet had sent for the old man, on whom now she leaned even more than on william king, for dr. lavendar gave her granite words instead of willy's tenderer sympathy. "she insists that i shall give miss harriet something--'stuff out of harriet's bottle,' she says. i suppose she means chloroform. i wish to god i could." "god will do his own work, william." "yes, sir; but it's such a waste--this courage that fairly breaks our hearts." "waste! william, what are you talking about? we are every one of us richer for it. i told her so yesterday." "well," said william king, thoughtfully, "perhaps so; in this case we are richer, i admit. but suppose it were a baby that was suffering--or a dog? only, we wouldn't let the dog suffer. dr. lavendar, one of these days--you and i won't live to see it, but one of these days--" "there is miss annie now," said dr. lavendar. "why--look at her!" the old woman came fluttering down the path towards the green gate in the privet hedge; she was smoothing her hair back from her temples, with her strange, girlish gesture, and she was smiling, but there was a new and solemn age in her face that made the two men look at each other, startled and wondering. "dr. lavendar! willy!" she said, her voice breaking with joy, "harriet is dead--oh, harriet is dead!" they stopped short in the pathway. "what--what?" stammered william king. "oh, harriet is dead!" the old woman said; "and i'm so happy." she came and leaned on the closed gate at the foot of the path, smiling up into their faces. "she isn't hurt any more. oh, i can breathe, i can breathe, now," said miss annie, laying her withered hands upon her throat and drawing a deep breath. "when?" said the doctor. "oh, just a little while ago. as soon as she got dead i opened the windows and let the air blow in; she likes the wind when she isn't hurt." william king said, suddenly, "_my god!_" and turned and ran up the path, into the house, into the room, where, indeed, there was no more hurting. "annie," dr. lavendar said, "were you with her?" "yes," miss annie said. "harriet was hurt very much. but when she smelled her bottle she stopped being hurt." dr. lavendar leaned against the gate, his breath wavering; then he sat down on the grass, and rested his forehead on his hands clasped on the top of his stick. he was unable to speak. miss annie came out into the road and looked at him curiously. after a while he said, feebly, "annie, tell me about it." "willy wouldn't give harriet sugar in a paper to stop the hurting. and harriet said she couldn't get her bottle. she said it would be wrong for her to get it." dr. lavendar lifted his head with a quick gesture of relief. "what! harriet, didn't get it herself?" "oh no," miss annie said. "i got it. and i went into harriet's room. harriet's eyes were shut, and she was--was moaning," said miss annie, shivering. "so i put some stuff out of the bottle on a towel and held it for harriet to smell. and harriet opened her eyes and looked frightened, and she said, 'no, no!' and i said, 'yes; i'm the oldest and you must do what i say.' and she said, 'augustine! augustine!' but augustine can't hear. and i held it down and i said, 'you won't be hurt any more.' and harriet pushed it away and said 'no.' and then she shut her eyes. and after a while she didn't say anything more. and i held it, oh, a long time. and then i looked, and harriet's eyes were shut. and now she's dead! and it doesn't hurt any more. you come and look at her, and you'll see it doesn't hurt any more. now she wouldn't thank king george to be her uncle! oh, she's dead," said miss annie, nodding her head and laughing; "a happy sleep." she was standing there in the dusty road in front of him, telling the story, her hands behind her, rocking slightly backward and forward, like a child repeating a lesson. the long afternoon shadows stretched from the trees across the road, and, swaying lightly, flecked her gray head with sunshine. "annie," said dr. lavendar, "come here and sit beside me." she came, happily enough, and let him take her hand and hold it, patting it softly for a moment before he spoke. "annie, it was not right to give harriet the stuff out of the bottle; our heavenly father stops the hurting when he thinks best. so it does not please him for us to do it when we think best." "but willy gave harriet one sugar in a paper, and that stopped it a little," miss annie said, puzzled; "and if he stopped it a little, why shouldn't it all be stopped?" the obvious logic of the poor mind admitted of no answer--certainly no argument. dr. lavendar said, gravely, stroking the hand, as wrinkled as his own: "it was not right, my child. you will believe me when i say so? and i do not want any one to know that you did a thing that was not right. so i want you to promise me now that you will not tell any one that you did it. will you promise me?" "willy knows it, i guess," miss annie said. dr. lavendar was silent. just what had william heard her say? only that miss harriet was "dead." "i am pretty sure that willy doesn't know it," he said, slowly. "and i am quite sure he would prefer not to know it; so you mustn't tell him. but you can't understand about that, annie. you'll just have to believe me. will you promise me?" "why, yes," miss annie said, indifferently, smiling up at the moving leaves. "oh, harriet isn't hurt now!" dr. lavendar trembled with anxiety. "i want a solemn promise, annie. what do the children do when they make a solemn promise?" miss annie was instantly interested. "why, they cross their breast and say 'honest and true'; don't you know?" ... "well, then," said dr. lavendar, slowly, "you will make a promise to me in that way." he stood up and took her hand, his face very pale. "promise me that never, so long as you live, will you tell any one--any one, annie--that you made harriet fall asleep by giving her the big bottle to smell. now, make the promise, annie." miss annie slowly crossed her breast. "i promise," she said, in a low voice; her eyes, widening with awe, were fixed on his face. "i promise: "honest and true, black and black and blue, lay me down and cut me in two-- if i do." "_amen!_" said dr. lavendar; and took off his hat, and stood looking up into the sky, his lip trembling. 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(_postage cents._) by robert w. chambers the maid-at-arms. illustrated by howard chandler christy. post vo, ornamented cloth, $ . . mr. chambers has long since won a most enviable position among contemporary novelists. the great popular success of "cardigan" makes this present novel of unusual interest to all readers of fiction. it is a stirring novel of american life in days just after the revolution. it deals with the conspiracy of the great new york land-owners and the subjugation of new york province to the british. it is a story with a fascinating love interest, and is alive with exciting incident and adventure. some of the characters of "cardigan" reappear in this new novel. harper & brothers, publishers new york and london _the above work will be sent by mail, postage prepaid, to any part of the united states, canada, or mexico, on receipt of the price_. historic highways of america volume [illustration: a milestone on braddock's road [_see page , note _]] historic highways of america volume pioneer roads and experiences of travelers (volume i) by archer butler hulbert _with illustrations_ [illustration] the arthur h. clark company cleveland, ohio copyright, by the arthur h. clark company all rights reserved contents page preface i. the evolution of highways: from indian trail to turnpike ii. a pilgrim on the pennsylvania road iii. zane's trace and the maysville pike iv. pioneer travel in kentucky illustrations i. a milestone on braddock's road _frontispiece_ ii. indian travail iii. old conestoga freighter iv. earliest style of log tavern v. widow mcmurran's tavern (scrub ridge, pennsylvania road) vi. bridge on which zane's trace crossed the muskingum river at zanesville, ohio vii. pioneer view of houses at fort cumberland, maryland preface the first chapter of this volume presents an introduction to the two volumes of this series devoted to pioneer roads and experiences of travelers. the evolution of american highways from indian trail to macadamized road is described; the lancaster turnpike, the first macadamized road in the united states, being taken as typical of roads of the latter sort. an experience of a noted traveler, francis baily, the eminent british astronomer, is presented in chapter two. the third chapter is devoted to the story of zane's trace from virginia to kentucky across ohio, and its terminal, the famous maysville pike. it was this highway which precipitated president jackson's veto of the internal improvement bill of , one of the epoch-making vetoes in our economic history. the last chapter is the vivid picture of kentucky travel drawn by judge james hall in his description of "the emigrants," in _legends of the west_. the illustrations in this volume have been selected to show styles of pioneer architecture and means of locomotion, including types of earliest taverns, bridges, and vehicles. a. b. h. marietta, ohio, december , . pioneer roads and experiences of travelers (volume i) chapter i the evolution of highways: from indian trail to turnpike we have considered in this series of monographs the opening of a number of historic roads and the part they played in the development of the most important phases of early american history. but our attitude has been that of one asking, why?--we have not at proper length considered all that would be contained in the question, how? it will be greatly to our purpose now to inquire into the methods of road-making, and outline, briefly, the evolution of the first trodden paths to the great highways of civilization. from one aspect, and an instructive one, the question is one of width; few, if any, of our roads are longer than those old "threads of soil"--as holland called the indian trails; braddock's road was not longer than the trail he followed; even the cumberland road could probably have been followed its entire length by a parallel indian path or a buffalo trace. but braddock's road was, in its day, a huge, broad track, twelve feet wide; and the cumberland road exceeded it in breadth nearly fifty feet. so our study may be pursued from the interesting standpoint of a widening vista; the belt of blue above our heads grows broader as we study the widening of the trail of the indian. to one who has not followed the trails of the west or the northland, the experience is always delightful. it is much the same delight as that felt in traversing a winding woodland road, intensified many fold. the incessant change of scenery, the continued surprises, the objects passed unseen yet not unguessed, those half-seen through a leafy vista amid the shimmering green; the pathway just in front very plain, but twenty feet beyond as absolutely hidden from your eyes as though it were a thousand miles away--such is the romance of following a trail. one's mind keeps as active as when looking at niagara, and it is lulled by the lapsing of those leaves as if by the roar of that cataract. yet the old trail, unlike our most modern roads, kept to the high ground; even in low places it seemed to attempt a double-bow knot in keeping to the points of highest altitude. but when once on the hills, the vista presented varied only with the altitude, save where hidden by the foliage. we do not choose the old "ridge roads" today for the view to be obtained, and we look continually up while the old-time traveler so often looked down. as we have hinted, elsewhere, many of our pioneer battles--those old battles of the trails--will be better understood when the position of the attacking armies is understood to have been on lower levels, the rifles shooting upward, the enemy often silhouetted against the very sky-line. [illustration: indian travail] but the one characteristic to which, ordinarily, there was no exception, was the narrowness of these ancient routes. the indian did not travel in single file because there was advantage in that formation; it was because his only routes were trails which he never widened or improved; and these would, ordinarily, admit only of one such person as broke them open. true, the indians did have broader trails; but they were very local in character and led to maple-sugar orchards or salt wells. from such points to the indian villages there ran what seemed not unlike our "ribbon roads"--the two tracks made by the "travail"--the two poles with crossbar that dragged on the ground behind the indian ponies, upon which a little freight could be loaded. in certain instances such roads as these were to be found running between indian villages and between villages and hunting grounds. they were the roads of times of peace. the war-time trails were always narrow and usually hard--the times of peace came few and far between. as we have stated, so narrow was the trail, that the traveler was drenched with water from the bushes on either hand. and so "blind"--to use a common pioneer word--were trails when overgrown, that they were difficult to find and more difficult to follow. though an individual indian frequently marked his way through the forest, for the benefit of others who were to follow him or for his own guidance in returning, the indian trails in native state were never blazed. thus, very narrow, exceedingly crooked, often overgrown, worn a foot or more into the ground, lay the routes on which white men built roads which have become historic. let us note the first steps toward road-building, chronologically. the first phase of road-making (if it be dignified by such a title) was the broadening of the indian path by the mere passing of wider loads over it. the beginning of the pack-horse era was announced by the need of greater quantities of merchandise and provisions in the west to which these paths led. the heavier the freight tied on either side of the pack-horse, the more were the bushes bruised and worn away, and the more the bed of the trail was tracked and trampled. the increasing of the fur-trade with the east at the beginning of the last half of the eighteenth century necessitated heavier loads for the trading ponies both "going in" and "coming out"--as the pioneers were wont to say. up to this time, so far as the present writer's knowledge goes, the indian never lifted a finger to make his paths better in any one respect; it seems probable that, oftentimes, when a stream was to be crossed, which could not be forded, the indian bent his steps to the first fallen tree whose trunk made a natural bridge across the water. that an indian never felled such a tree, it is impossible to say; but no such incident has come within my reading. it seems that this must have happened and perhaps was of frequent occurrence. our first picture, then, of a "blind" trail is succeeded by one of a trail made rougher and a little wider merely by use; a trail over which perhaps the agents of a croghan or a gist pushed westward with more and more heavily-loaded pack-horses than had been customarily seen on the trails thither. of course such trails as began now to have some appearance of roads were very few. as was true of the local paths in massachusetts and connecticut and virginia, so of the long trails into the interior of the continent, very few answered all purposes. probably by three routes, running through southwestern pennsylvania, central pennsylvania, and central new york, were worn deep and broad. by broad of course we mean that, in many places, pack-horses could meet and pass without serious danger to their loads. but there were, probably, only these three which at this time answered this description. and the wider and the harder they became, the narrower and the softer grew scores of lesser trails which heretofore had been somewhat traversed. it is not surprising that we find the daring missionary zeisberger going to the allegheny river like a beast on all fours through overgrown trails, or that washington, floundering in the fall of along the upper monongahela and cheat rivers, was compelled to give up returning to the south branch (of the potomac) by way of the ancient path from dunkards bottom. "as the path it is said is very blind & exceedingly grown up with briers," wrote washington, september , , in his journal, "i resolved to try the other rout, along the new road to sandy creek; ..." this offers a signal instance in which an ancient route had become obsolete. yet the one washington pursued was not an appian way: "... we started at dawning of day, and passing along a small path much enclosed with weeds and bushes, loaded with water from the overnights rain & the showers which were continually falling, we had an uncomfortable travel...."[ ] such was the "new road." the two great roads opened westward by the armies of washington, braddock, and forbes, whose history has been dealt with at length in this series, were opened along the line of trails partially widened by the pack-horses of the ohio company's agents (this course having been first marked out by thomas cresap) and those of the pennsylvania traders. another route led up the mohawk, along the wide iroquois trail, and down the onondaga to the present oswego; this was a waterway route primarily, the two rivers (with the portage at rome) offering more or less facilities for shipping the heavy baggage by batteaus. it was a portage path from the hudson to lake ontario; the old landward trail to niagara not being opened by an army.[ ] yet braddock's road, cut in , was quite filled up with undergrowth in as we have noted. it was "a brush wood, by the sprouts from the old stumps."[ ] in those primeval forests a road narrowed very fast, and quickly became impassable if not constantly cared for. the storms of a single fall or spring month and the heavy clouds of snow on the trees in winter kept the ground beneath well littered with broken limbs and branches. here and there great trees were thrown by the winds across the traveled ways. and so a military road over which thousands may have passed would become, if left untouched, quite as impassable as the blindest trail in a short time. other indian trails which armies never traversed became slightly widened by agents of land companies, as in the case of boone blazing his way through cumberland gap for richard henderson. for a considerable distance the path was widened, either by boone or martin himself, to captain joseph martin's "station" in powell's valley. thousands of traces were widened by early explorers and settlers who branched off from main traveled ways, or pushed ahead on an old buffalo trail; the path just mentioned, which washington followed, was a buffalo trail, but had received the name of an early pioneer and was known as "mcculloch's path." but our second picture holds good through many years--that trail, even though armies had passed over it, was still but a widened trail far down into the early pioneer days. though wagons went westward with braddock and forbes, they were not seen again in the alleghenies for more than twenty-five years. these were the days of the widened trails, the days of the long strings of jingling ponies bearing patiently westward salt and powder, bars of bended iron, and even mill-stones, and bringing back to the east furs and ginseng. of this pack-saddle era--this age of the widened trail--very little has been written, and it cannot be passed here without a brief description. in doddridge's _notes_ we read: "the acquisition of the indispensable articles of salt, iron, steel and castings presented great difficulties to the first settlers of the western country. they had no stores of any kind, no salt, iron, nor iron works; nor had they money to make purchases where these articles could be obtained. peltry and furs were their only resources before they had time to raise cattle and horses for sale in the atlantic states. every family collected what peltry and fur they could obtain throughout the year for the purpose of sending them over the mountains for barter. in the fall of the year, after seeding time, every family formed an association with some of their neighbors, for starting the little caravan. a master driver was to be selected from among them, who was to be assisted by one or more young men and sometimes a boy or two. the horses were fitted out with pack-saddles, to the latter part of which was fastened a pair of hobbles made of hickory withes--a bell and collar ornamented their necks. the bags provided for the conveyance of the salt were filled with feed for the horses; on the journey a part of this feed was left at convenient stages on the way down, to support the return of the caravan. large wallets well filled with bread, jerk, boiled ham, and cheese furnished provision for the drivers. at night, after feeding, the horses, whether put in pasture or turned out into the woods, were hobbled and the bells were opened [unstuffed].... each horse carried [back] two bushels of alum salt, weighing eighty-four pounds to the bushel." another writer adds: "the caravan route from the ohio river to frederick [maryland] crossed the stupendous ranges of the ... mountains.... the path, _scarcely two feet wide_, and travelled by horses in single file, roamed over hill and dale, through mountain defile, over craggy steeps, beneath impending rocks, and around points of dizzy heights, where one false step might hurl horse and rider into the abyss below. to prevent such accidents, the bulky baggage was removed in passing the dangerous defiles, to secure the horse from being thrown from his scanty foothold.... the horses, with their packs, were marched along in single file, the foremost led by the leader of the caravan, while each successive horse was tethered to the pack-saddle of the horse before him. a driver followed behind, to keep an eye upon the proper adjustment of the packs." the pennsylvania historian rupp informs us that in the revolutionary period "five hundred pack-horses had been at one time in carlisle [pennsylvania], going thence to shippensburg, fort loudon, and further westward, loaded with merchandise, also salt, iron, &c. the pack-horses used to carry bars of iron on their backs, crooked over and around their bodies; barrels or kegs were hung on each side of these. colonel snyder, of chambersburg, in a conversation with the writer in august, , said that he cleared many a day from $ to $ in crooking or bending iron and shoeing horses for western carriers at the time he was carrying on a blacksmith shop in the town of chambersburg. the pack-horses were generally led in divisions of or horses, carrying about two hundred weight each ...; when the bridle road passed along declivities or over hills, the path was in some places washed out so deep that the packs or burdens came in contact with the ground or other impending obstacles, and were frequently displaced." though we have been specifically noticing the alleghenies we have at the same time described typical conditions that apply everywhere. the widened trail was the same in new england as in kentucky or pennsylvania--in fact the same, at one time, in old england as in new england. travelers between glasgow and london as late as found no turnpike till within a hundred miles of the metropolis. elsewhere they traversed narrow causeways with an unmade, soft road on each side. strings of pack-horses were occasionally passed, thirty or forty in a train. the foremost horse carried a bell so that travelers in advance would be warned to step aside and make room. the widened pack-horse routes were the main traveled ways of scotland until a comparatively recent period. "when lord herward was sent, in , from ayrshire to the college at edinburgh, the road was in such a state that servants were frequently sent forward with poles to sound the depths of the mosses and bogs which lay in their way. the mail was regularly dispatched between edinburgh and london, on horseback, and went in the course of five or six days." in the sixteenth century carts without springs could not be taken into the country from london; it took queen henrietta four days to traverse watling street to dover. of one of queen elizabeth's journeys it is said: "it was marvelous for ease and expedition, for such is the perfect evenness of the new highway that her majesty left the coach only once, while the hinds and the folk of baser sort lifted it on their poles!" a traveler in an english coach of said: "this travel hath soe indisposed mee, yt i am resolved never to ride up againe in ye coatch." thus the widened trail or bridle-path, as it was commonly known in some parts, was the universal predecessor of the highway. it needs to be observed, however, that winter travel in regions where much snow fell greatly influenced land travel. the buffalo and indian did not travel in the winter, but white men in early days found it perhaps easier to make a journey on sleds in the snow than at any other time. in such seasons the bridle-paths were, of course, largely followed, especially in the forests; yet in the open, with the snow a foot and more in depth, many short cuts were made along the zig-zag paths and in numerous instances these short cuts became the regular routes thereafter for all time. an interesting instance is found in the "narrative of andrew j. vieau, sr.:" "this path between green bay [wisconsin] and milwaukee was originally an indian trail, and very crooked; but the whites would straighten it by cutting across lots each winter with their jumpers [rude boxes on runners], wearing bare streaks through the thin covering [of snow], to be followed in the summer by foot and horseback travel along the shortened path."[ ] this form of traveling was, of course, unknown save only where snow fell and remained upon the ground for a considerable time. throughout new york state travel on snow was common and in the central portion of the state, where there was much wet ground in the olden time, it was easier to move heavy freight in the winter than in summer when the soft ground was treacherous. even as late as the building of the erie canal in the second and third decades of the nineteenth century--long after the building of the genesee road--freight was hauled in the winter in preference to summer. in the annual report of the comissioners of the erie canal, dated january , , we read that the roads were so wretched between utica and syracuse in the summer season that contractors who needed to lay up a supply of tools, provisions, etc., for their men, at interior points, purchased them in the winter before and sent the loads onward to their destinations in sleighs.[ ] one of the reasons given by the erie canal commissioners for delays and increased expenses in the work on the canal in , in their report delivered to the legislature february , , was that the absence of snow in central new york in the winter of - prevented the handling of heavy freight on solid roads; "no hard snow path could be found."[ ] the soft roads of the summer time were useless so far as heavy loads of lumber, stone, lime, and tools were concerned. no winter picture of early america is so vivid as that presented by the eccentric evans of new hampshire, who, dressed in his esquimau suit, made a midwinter pilgrimage throughout the country lying south of the great lakes from albany to detroit in .[ ] his experiences in moving across the middle west with the blinding storms, the mountainous drifts of snow, the great icy cascades, the hurrying rivers, buried out of sight in their banks of ice and snow, and the far scattered little settlements lost to the world, helps one realize what traveling in winter meant in the days of the pioneer. the real work of opening roads in america began, of course, on the bridle-paths in the atlantic slope. in a measure was passed in the massachusetts bay colony reading: "whereas the highways in this jurisdiction have not been laid out with such conveniency for travellers as were fit, nor as was intended by this court, but that in some places they are felt too straight, and in other places travelers are forced to go far about, it is therefore, ordered, that all highways shall be laid out before the next general court, so as may be with most ease and safety for travelers; and for this end every town shall choose two or three men, who shall join with two or three of the next town, and these shall have power to lay out the highways in each town where they may be most convenient; and those which are so deputed shall have power to lay out the highways where they may be most convenient, notwithstanding any man's propriety, or any corne ground, so as it occasion not the pulling down of any man's house, or laying open any garden or orchard; and in common [public] grounds, or where the soil is wet or miry, they shall lay out the ways the wider, as six, or eight, or ten rods, or more in common grounds." with the establishment of the government in the province of new york in the following regulation for road-making was established, which also obtained in pennsylvania until william penn's reign began: "in all public works for the safety and defence of the government, or the necessary conveniencies of bridges, highways, and common passengers, the governor or deputy governor and council shall send warrents to any justice, and the justices to the constable of the next town, or any other town within that jurisdiction, to send so many laborers and artificers as the warrent shall direct, which the constable and two others or more of the overseers shall forthwith execute, and the constable and overseers shall have power to give such wages as they shall judge the work to deserve, provided that no ordinary laborer shall be compelled to work from home above one week together. no man shall be compelled to do any public work or service unless the press [impressment] be grounded upon some known law of this government, or an act of the governor and council signifying the necessity thereof, in both which cases a reasonable allowance shall be made." a later amendment indicates the rudeness of these early roads: "the highways to be cleared as followeth, viz., the way to be made clear of standing and lying trees, at least ten feet broad; all stumps and shrubs to be cut close by the ground. the trees marked yearly on both sides--sufficient bridges to be made and kept over all marshy, swampy, and difficult dirty places, and whatever else shall be thought more necessary about the highways aforesaid." in pennsylvania, under penn, the grand jury laid out the roads, and the courts appointed overseers and fence-viewers, but in the townships were given the control of the roads. eight years later the county roads were put in the hands of the county justices, and king's highways in the hands of the governor and his council. each county was ordered to erect railed bridges at its expense over rivers, and to appoint its own overseers and fence-viewers. even the slightest mention of these laws and regulations misrepresents the exact situation. up to the time of the revolutionary war it can almost be said that nothing had been done toward what we today know as road-building. many routes were cleared of "standing and lying trees" and "stumps and shrubs" were cut "close by the ground"--but this only widened the path of the indian and was only a faint beginning in road-building. the skiff, batteau, and horse attached to a sleigh or sled in winter, were the only, common means of conveying freight or passengers in the colonies at this period. we have spoken of the path across the alleghenies in as being but a winding trace; save for the roughness of the territory traversed it was a fair road for its day, seek where the traveler might. in this case, as in so many others, the history of the postal service in the united states affords us most accurate and reliable information concerning our economic development. in the year mentioned, , the mail between new york and philadelphia was carried only once a week in summer and twice a month in winter. forty years later there were only eighteen hundred odd miles of post roads in the whole united states. at that time ( ) only five mails a week passed between new york and philadelphia. it may be said, loosely, that the widened trail became a road when wheeled vehicles began to pass over it. carts and wagons were common in the atlantic seaboard states as early and earlier than the revolution. it was at the close of that war that wagons began to cross the alleghenies into the mississippi basin. this first road was a road in "the state of nature." nothing had been done to it but clearing it of trees and stumps. yet what a tremendous piece of work was this. it is more or less difficult for us to realize just how densely wooded a country this was from the crest of the alleghenies to the seaboard on the east, and from the mountains to central indiana and kentucky on the west. the pioneers fought their way westward through wood, like a bullet crushing through a board. every step was retarded by a live, a dying, or a dead branch. the very trees, as if dreading the savage attack of the white man on the splendid forests of the interior, held out their bony arms and fingers, catching here a jacket and there a foot, in the attempt to stay the invasion of their silent haunts. these forests were very heavy overhead. the boughs were closely matted, in a life-and-death struggle for light and air. the forest vines bound them yet more inextricably together, until it was almost impossible to fell a tree with out first severing the huge arms which were bound fast to its neighbors. this dense overgrowth had an important influence over the pioneer traveler. it made the space beneath dark; the gloom of a real forest is never forgotten by the "tenderfoot" lumberman. the dense covering overhead made the forests extremely hot in the dog days of summer; no one can appreciate what "hot weather" means in a forest where the wind cannot descend through the trees save those who know our oldest forests. what made the forests hot in summer, on the other hand, tended to protect them from winter winds in cold weather. yet, as a rule, there was little pioneer traveling in the allegheny forests in winter. from may until november came the months of heaviest traffic on the first widened trails through these gloomy, heated forest aisles. it can be believed there was little tree-cutting on these first pioneer roads. save in the laurel regions of the allegheny and cumberland mountains, where the forest trees were supplanted by these smaller growths, there was little undergrowth; the absence of sunlight occasioned this, and rendered the old forest more easily traversed than one would suppose after reading many accounts of pioneer life. the principal interruption of travelers on the old trails was in the form of fallen trees and dead wood which had been brought to the ground by the storms. with the exception of the live trees which were blown over, these forms of impediment to travel were not especially menacing; the dead branches crumbled before an ax. the trees which were broken down or uprooted by the winds, however, were obstructions difficult to remove, and tended to make pioneer roads crooked, as often perhaps as standing trees. we can form some practical notion of the dangerous nature of falling trees by studying certain of the great improvements which were early projected in these woods. the allegheny portage railway over the mountains of huntingdon county, pennsylvania, and the erie canal in central new york, both offer illustrations to the point. the portage track was sent through an unbroken, uninhabited forest wilderness from hollidaysburg to johnstown in the twenties. in order to render the inclines safe from falling trees and breaking branches, a swath through the woods was cut one hundred and twenty feet wide.[ ] the narrow trellis of the inclines scaled the mountain in the center of this avenue; wide as it was, a tree fifty feet long could have swept it away like paper. the erie canal was to be forty feet in width; a clean sixty foot aisle was opened through the forests before the digging could begin. of course nothing like this could be done for pioneer highways; when the states began to appropriate money for state roads, then the pioneer routes were straightened by cutting some trees. it was all the scattered communities could do before this period to keep the falling trees and branches from blocking the old roads. travelers wound in and out on one of the many tracks, stumbling, slipping, grinding on the roots, going around great trees that had not been removed, and keeping to the high ground when possible, for there the forest growth was less dense. the question immediately arises, what sort of vehicle could weather such roads? first in the van came the great clumsy cart, having immensely high and solid wooden wheels. these were obtained either by taking a thin slice from the butt of the greatest log that could be found in good condition, or by being built piecemeal by rude carpenters. these great wheels would go safely wherever oxen could draw them, many of their hubs being three feet from the ground. thus the body of the cart would clear any ordinary brook and river at any ford which horses or oxen could cross. no rocks could severely injure such a massy vehicle, at the rate it usually moved, and no mere rut could disturb its stolid dignity. like the oxen attached to it, the pioneer cart went on its lumbering way despising everything but bogs, great tree boles and precipices. these creaking carts could proceed, therefore, nearly on the ancient bridle-path of the pack-horse age. on the greater routes westward the introduction of wheeled vehicles necessitated some changes; now and then the deep-worn passage-way was impassable, and detours were made which, at a later day, became the main course. here, where the widened trail climbed a steeper "hog-back" than usual, the cart-drivers made a roundabout road which was used in dry weather. there, where the old trail wound about a marshy piece of ground in all weathers, the cart-drivers would push on in a straight line during dry seasons. thus the typical pioneer road even before the day of wagons was a many-track road and should most frequently be called a route--a word we have so frequently used in this series of monographs. each of the few great historic roads was a route which could have been turned into a three, four, and five track course in very much the same way as railways become double-tracked by uniting a vast number of side-tracks. the most important reason for variation of routes was the wet and dry seasons; in the wet season advantage had to be taken of every practicable altitude. the indian or foot traveler could easily gain the highest eminence at hand; the pack-horse could reach many but not all; the "travail" and cart could reach many, while the later wagon could climb only a few. in dry weather the low ground offered the easiest and quickest route. as a consequence every great route had what might almost be called its "wet" and "dry" roadways. in one of the early laws quoted we have seen that in wet or miry ground the roads should be laid out "six, eight, or ten rods [wide]," though elsewhere ten or twelve feet was considered a fair width for an early road. as a consequence, even before the day of wagons, the old routes of travel were often very wide, especially in wet places; in wet weather they were broader here than ever. but until the day of wagons the track-beds were not so frequently ruined. of this it is now time to speak. by we may believe the great freight traffic by means of wagons had fully begun across the alleghenies at many points. it is doubtful if anywhere else in the united states did "wagoning" and "wagoners" become so common or do such a thriving trade as on three or four trans-allegheny routes between and . the atlantic ocean and the rivers had been the arteries of trade between the colonies from the earliest times. the freight traffic by land in the seaboard states had amounted to little save in local cases, compared with the great industry of "freighting" which, about , arose in baltimore and philadelphia and concerned the then central west. this study, like that of our postal history, throws great light on the subject in hand. road-building, in the abstract, began at the centers of population and spread slowly with the growth of population. for instance, in revolutionary days philadelphia was, as it were, a hub and from it a number of important roads, like spokes, struck out in all directions. comparatively, these were few in number and exceedingly poor, yet they were enough and sufficiently easy to traverse to give washington a deal of trouble in trying to prevent the avaricious country people from treacherously feeding the british invaders. these roads out from philadelphia, for instance, were used by wagons longer distances each year. beginning back at the middle of the eighteenth century it may be said that the wagon roads grew longer and the pack-horse routes or bridle-paths grew shorter each year. the freight was brought from the seaboard cities in wagons to the end of the wagon roads and there transferred to the pack-saddles. referring to this era we have already quoted a passage in which it is said that five hundred pack-horses have been seen at one time at carlisle, pennsylvania. for a longer period than was perhaps true elsewhere, carlisle was the end of the wagon road westward. a dozen bridle-paths converged here. here all freight was transferred to the strings of patient ponies. loudon, pennsylvania, was another peculiar borderland depot later on. it will be remembered that when richard henderson and party advanced to kentucky in they were able to use wagons as far as captain joseph martin's "station" in powell's valley. at that point all freight had to be transferred to the backs of ponies for the climb over the cumberlands. in the days of marcus whitman, who opened the first road across the rocky mountains, fort laramie, wyoming, was the terminus of wagon travel in the far west. thus pioneer roads unfolded, as it were, joint by joint, the rapidity depending on the volume of traffic, increase of population, and topography. [illustration: old conestoga freighter] the first improvement on these greater routes, after the necessary widening, was to enable wagons to avoid high ground. here and there wagons pushed on beyond the established limit, and, finding the way not more desperate than much of the preceding "road," had gone on and on, until at last wagons came down the western slopes of the alleghenies, and wagon traffic began to be considered possible--much to the chagrin of the cursing pack-horse men. no sooner was this fact accomplished than some attention was paid to the road. the wagons could not go everywhere the ponies or even the heavy carts had gone. they could not climb the steep knolls and remain on the rocky ridges. the lower grounds were, therefore, pursued and the wet grounds were made passable by "corduroying"--laying logs closely together to form a solid roadbed. so far as i can learn this work was done by everybody in particular and nobody in general. those who were in charge of wagons were, of course, the most interested in keeping them from sinking out of sight in the mud-holes. when possible, such places were skirted; when high or impassable ground prevented this, the way was "corduroyed." we have spoken of the width of old-time bridle-paths; with the advent of the heavy freighter these wide routes were doubled and trebled in width. and, so long as the roadbeds remained in a "state of nature," the heavier the wagon traffic, the wider the roads became. we have described certain great tracks, like that of braddock's road, which can be followed today even in the open by the lasting marks those plunging freighters made in the soft ground. they suggest in their deep outline what the old wagon roads must have been; yet it must be remembered that only what we may call the main road is visible today--the innumerable side-tracks being obliterated because not so deeply worn. in a number of instances on braddock's road plain evidence remains of these side-tracks. judging then from this evidence, and from accounts which have come down to us, the introduction of the freighter with its heavier loads and narrower wheels turned the wide, deeply worn bridle-paths and cart tracks into far wider and far deeper courses. the corduroy road had a tendency to contract the route, but even here, where the ground was softest, it became desperate traveling. where one wagon had gone, leaving great black ruts behind it, another wagon would pass with greater difficulty leaving behind it yet deeper and yet more treacherous tracks. heavy rains would fill each cavity with water, making the road nothing less than what in illinois was known as a "sloo." the next wagoner would, therefore, push his unwilling horses into a veritable slough, perhaps having explored it with a pole to see if there was a bottom to be found there. in some instances the bottoms "fell out," and many a reckless driver has lost his load in pushing heedlessly into a bottomless pit. in case a bottom could be found the driver pushes on; if not, he finds a way about; if this is not possible he throws logs into the hole and makes an artificial bottom over which he proceeds. we can hardly imagine what it meant to get stalled on one of the old "hog wallow" roads on the frontier. true, many of our country roads today offer bogs quite as wide and deep as any ever known in western virginia or pennsylvania; and it is equally true that roads were but little better in the pioneer era on the outskirts of philadelphia and baltimore than far away in the mountains. it remains yet for the present writer to find a sufficiently barbarous incident to parallel one which occurred on the old york (new york) road just out of philadelphia, in which half a horse's head was pulled off in attempting to haul a wagon from a hole in the road. "jonathan tyson, a farmer of years of age [in ], of abington, saw, at years of age, much difficulty in going to the city [philadelphia on york road]: a dreadful mire of blackish mud rested near the present rising sun village.... he saw there the team of mr. nickum, of chestnut hill, stalled; and in endeavoring to draw out the forehorse with an iron chain to his head, it slipped and tore off the lower jaw, and the horse died on the spot. there was a very bad piece of road nearer to the city, along the front of the norris estate. it was frequent to see there horses struggling in mire to their knees. mr. tyson has seen thirteen lime wagons at a time stopped on the york road, near logan's hill, to give one another assistance to draw through the mire; and the drivers could be seen with their trowsers rolled up, and joining team to team to draw out; at other times they set up a stake in the middle of the road to warn off wagons from the quicksand pits. sometimes they tore down fences, and made new roads through the fields."[ ] if such was the case almost within the city limits of philadelphia, it is not difficult to realize what must have been the conditions which obtained far out on the continental routes. it became a serious problem to get stalled in the mountains late in the day; assistance was not always at hand--indeed the settlements were many miles apart in the early days. many a driver, however, has been compelled to wade in, unhitch his horses, and spend the night by the bog into which his freight was settling lower and lower each hour. fortunate he was if early day brought assistance. sometimes it was necessary to unload wholly or in part, before a heavy wagon, once fairly "set," could be hauled out. around such treacherous places ran a vast number of routes some of which were as dangerous--because used once too often--as the central track. in some places detours of miles in length could be made. a pilot was needed by every inexperienced person, and many blundering wiseacres lost their entire stock of worldly possessions in the old bogs and "sloos" and swamps of the "west." a town in indiana was "very appropriately" named mudholes, a name that would have been the most common in the country a century ago if only descriptive names had been allowed.[ ] the condition of pioneer roads did, undoubtedly, influence the beginnings of towns and cities. on the longer routes it will be found that the steep hills almost invariably became the sites of villages because of physical conditions. "long-a-coming," a new jersey village, bore a very appropriate name.[ ] the girls of sussex, england, were said to be exceedingly long-limbed, and a facetious wag affirmed the reason to be that the sussex mud was so deep and sticky that in drawing out the foot "by the strength of the ancle" the muscles, and then the bones, of the leg were lengthened! in when prince george of denmark went to meet charles the seventh of spain traveling by coach, he traveled at the rate of nine miles in six hours--a tribute to the strength of sussex mud. charles augustus murray, in his _travels in north america_, leaves us a humorous account of the mud-holes in the road from the potomac to fredericksburg, maryland, and his experience upon it: "on the th of march i quitted washington, to make a short tour in the districts of virginia adjacent to the james river; comprising richmond, the present capital, williamsburgh, the former seat of colonial government, norfolk, and other towns. "the first part of the journey is by steam-boat, descending the potomac about sixty miles. the banks of this river, after passing mount vernon, are uninteresting, and i did not regret the speed of the champion, which performed that distance in somewhat less than five hours; but this rate of travelling was amply neutralized by the movement of the stage which conveyed me from the landing-place to fredericsburgh. i was informed that the distance was only twelve miles, and i was weak enough (in spite of my previous experience) to imagine that two hours would bring me thither, especially as the stage was drawn by six good nags, and driven by a lively cheerful fellow; but the road bade defiance to all these advantages--it was, indeed, such as to compel me to laugh out-right, notwithstanding the constant and severe bumping to which it subjected both the intellectual and sedentary parts of my person. "i had before tasted the sweets of mud-holes, huge stones, and remnants of pine-trees standing and cut down; but here was something new, namely, a bed of reddish-coloured clay, from one to two feet deep, so adhesive that the wheels were at times literally not visible in any one spot from the box to the tire, and the poor horses' feet sounded, when they drew them out (as a fellow-traveller observed), like the report of a pistol. i am sorry that i was not sufficiently acquainted with chemistry or mineralogy to analyze that wonderful clay and state its constituent parts; but if i were now called upon to give a receipt for a mess most nearly resembling it, i would write, 'recipe--(nay, i must write the ingredients in english, for fear of taxing my latin learning too severely)-- ordinary clay lb. do. pitch lb. bird-lime oz. putty oz. glue lb. red lead, or _colouring_ matter oz. fiat haustus--ægrot. terq. quaterq. quatiend.' "whether the foregoing, with a proper admixture of hills, holes, stumps, and rocks, made a satisfactory _draught_ or not, i will refer to the unfortunate team--i, alas! can answer for the effectual application of the second part of the prescription, according to the joe miller version of 'when taken, to be well shaken!' "i arrived, however, without accident or serious bodily injury, at fredericsburgh, having been _only_ three hours and a half in getting over the said twelve miles; and, in justice to the driver, i must say that i very much doubt whether any crack london whip could have driven those horses over that ground in the same time: there is not a sound that can emanate from human lungs, nor an argument of persuasion that can touch the feelings of a horse, that he did not employ, with a perseverance and success which commanded my admiration." fancy these wild, rough routes which, combined, often covered half an acre, and sometimes spread out to a mile in total width, in freezing weather when every hub and tuft was as solid as ice. how many an anxious wagoner has pushed his horses to the bitter edge of exhaustion to gain his destination ere a freeze would stall him as completely as if his wagon-bed lay on the surface of a "quicksand pit." a heavy load could not be sent over a frozen pioneer road without wrecking the vehicle. yet in some parts the freight traffic had to go on in the winter, as the hauling of cotton to market in the southern states. such was the frightful condition of the old roads that four and five yoke of oxen conveyed only a ton of cotton so slowly that motion was almost imperceptible; and in the winter and spring, it has been said, with perhaps some tinge of truthfulness, that one could walk on dead oxen from jackson to vicksburg. the bull-skin road of pioneer days leading from the pickaway plains in ohio to detroit was so named from the large number of cattle which died on the long, rough route, their hides, to exaggerate again, lining the way. in our study of the ohio river as a highway it was possible to emphasize the fact that the evolution of river craft indicated with great significance the evolution of social conditions in the region under review; the keel-boat meant more than canoe or pirogue, the barge or flat-boat more than the keel-boat, the brig and schooner more than the barge, and the steamboat far more than all preceding species. we affirmed that the change of craft on our rivers was more rapid than on land, because of the earlier adaptation of steam to vessels than to vehicles. but it is in point here to observe that, slow as were the changes on land, they were equally significant. the day of the freighter and the corduroy road was a brighter day for the expanding nation than that of the pack-horse and the bridle-path. the cost of shipping freight by pack-horses was tremendous. in , during the whiskey insurrection in western pennsylvania, the cost of shipping goods to pittsburg by wagon ranged from five to ten dollars per hundred pounds; salt sold for five dollars a bushel, and iron and steel from fifteen to twenty cents per pound in pittsburg. what must have been the price when one horse carried only from one hundred and fifty to two hundred and fifty pounds? the freighter represented a growing population and the growing needs of the new empire in the west. the advent of the stagecoach marked a new era as much in advance of the old as was the day of the steamboat in advance of that of the barge and brig of early days. the social disturbance caused by the introduction of coaches on the pioneer roads of america gives us a glimpse of road conditions at this distant day to be gained no other way. a score of local histories give incidents showing the anger of those who had established the more important pack-horse lines across the continent at the coming of the stage. coaches were overturned and passengers were maltreated; horses were injured, drivers were chastised and personal property ruined. even while the cumberland road was being built the early coaches were in danger of assault by the workmen building the road, incited, no doubt, by the angry pack-horse men whose profession had been eclipsed. it is interesting in this connection to look again back to the mother-country and note the unrest which was occasioned by the introduction of stagecoaches on the bridle-paths of england. early coaching there was described as destructive to trade, prejudicial to landed interests, destructive to the breed of horses,[ *] and as an interference with public resources. it was urged that travelers in coaches got listless, "not being able to endure frost, snow or rain, or to lodge in the fields!" riding in coaches injured trade since "most gentlemen, before they travelled in coaches, used to ride with swords, belts, pistols, holsters, portmanteaus, and hat-cases, which, in these coaches, they have little or no occasion for: for, when they rode on horseback, they rode in one suit and carried another to wear when they came to their journey's end, or lay by the way; but in coaches a silk suit and an indian gown, with a sash, silk stockings, and beaver hats, men ride in and carry no other with them, because they escape the wet and dirt, which on horseback they cannot avoid; whereas in two or three journeys on horseback, these clothes and hats were wont to be spoiled; which done, they were forced to have new very often, and that increased the consumption of the manufacturers; which travelling in coaches doth in no way do." if the pack-horse man's side of the question was not advocated with equally marvelous arguments in america we can be sure there was no lack of debate on the question whether the stagecoach was a sign of advancement or of deterioration. for instance, the mails could not be carried so rapidly by coach as by a horseman; and when messages were of importance in later days they were always sent by an express rider. the advent of the wagon and coach promised to throw hundreds of men out of employment. business was vastly facilitated when the freighter and coach entered the field, but fewer "hands" were necessary. again, the horses which formerly carried the freight of america on their backs were not of proper build and strength to draw heavy loads on either coach or wagon. they were ponies; they could carry a few score pounds with great skill over blind and ragged paths, but they could not draw the heavy wagons. accordingly hundreds of owners of pack-horses were doomed to see an alarming deterioration in the value of their property when great, fine coach horses were shipped from distant parts to carry the freight and passenger loads of the stagecoach day. the change in form of american vehicles was small but their numbers increased within a few years prodigiously. nominally this era must be termed that of the macadamized road, or roads made of layers of broken stone like the cumberland road. these roads were wider than any single track of any of the routes they followed, though thirty feet was the average maximum breadth. to a greater degree than would be surmised, the courses of the old roads were followed. it has been said that the cumberland road, though paralleling braddock's road from cumberland to laurel hill, was not built on its bed more than a mile in the aggregate. after studying the ground i believe this is more or less incorrect; for what we should call braddock's route was composed of many roads and tracks. one of these was a central road; the cumberland road may have been built on the bed of this central track only a short distance, but on one of the almost innumerable side-tracks, detours, and cut-offs, for many miles. at great meadows, for instance, it would seem that the cumberland road was separated from braddock's by the width of the valley; yet as you move westward you cross the central track of braddock's road just before reaching braddock's grave. may not an old route have led from great meadows thither on the same hillside where we find the cumberland road today? the crookedness of these first stable roads, like many of the older streets in our cities,[ ] indicates that the old corduroy road served in part as a guide for the later road-makers. it is a common thing in the mountains, either on the cumberland or pennsylvania state roads, to hear people say that had the older routes been even more strictly adhered to better grades would have been the result. a remarkable and truthful instance of this (for there cannot, in truth, be many) is the splendid way braddock's old road sweeps to the top of laurel hill by gaining that strategic ridge which divides the heads of certain branches of the youghiogheny on the one hand and cheat river on the other near washington's rock. the cumberland road in the valley gains the same height (laurel hill) by a longer and far more difficult route. the stagecoach heralded the new age of road-building, but these new macadamized roads were few and far between; many roadways were widened and graded by states or counties, but they remained dirt roads; a few plank roads were built. the vast number of roads of better grade were built by one of the host of road and turnpike companies which sprang up in the first half of the nineteenth century. specific mention of certain of these will be made later. confining our view here to general conditions, we now see the indian trail at its broadest. while the roads, in number, kept up with the vast increase of population, in quality they remained, as a rule, unchanged. traveling by stage, except on the half dozen good roads then in existence, was, in , far more uncomfortable than on the bridle-path on horseback half a century previous. it would be the same today if we could find a vehicle as inconvenient as an old-time stagecoach. in our "experiences of travelers" we shall give pictures of actual life on these pioneer roads of early days. a glimpse or two at these roads will not be out of place here. the route from philadelphia to baltimore is thus described by the _american annual register_ for : "the roads from philadelphia to baltimore exhibit, for the greater part of the way, an aspect of savage desolation. chasms to the depth of six, eight, or ten feet occur at numerous intervals. a stagecoach which left philadelphia on the th of february, , took five days to go to baltimore. [twenty miles a day]. the weather for the first four days was good. the roads are in a fearful condition. coaches are overturned, passengers killed, and horses destroyed by the overwork put upon them. in winter sometimes no stage sets out for two weeks." little wonder that in , when president and mrs. adams tried to get to washington from baltimore, they got lost in the maryland woods! harriet martineau, with her usual cleverness, thus touches upon our early roads: "... corduroy roads appear to have made a deep impression on the imaginations of the english, who seem to suppose that american roads are all corduroy. i can assure them that there is a large variety in american roads. there are the excellent limestone roads ... from nashville, tennessee, and some like them in kentucky.... there is quite another sort of limestone road in virginia, in traversing which the stage is dragged up from shelf [catch-water] to shelf, some of the shelves sloping so as to throw the passengers on one another, on either side alternately. then there are the rich mud roads of ohio, through whose deep red sloughs the stage goes slowly sousing after rain, and gently upsetting when the rut on one or the other side proves to be of a greater depth than was anticipated. then there are the sandy roads of the pine barrens ... the ridge road, running parallel with a part of lake ontario.... lastly there is the corduroy road, happily of rare occurrence, where, if the driver is merciful to his passengers, he drives them so as to give them the association of being on the way to a funeral, their involuntary sobs on each jolt helping the resemblance; or, if he be in a hurry, he shakes them like pills in a pill-box. i was never upset in a stage but once ...; and the worse the roads were, the more i was amused at the variety of devices by which we got on, through difficulties which appeared insurmountable, and the more i was edified at the gentleness with which our drivers treated female fears and fretfulness."[ ] perhaps it was of the virginian roads here mentioned that thomas moore wrote: "dear george! though every bone is aching, after the shaking i've had this week, over ruts and ridges, and bridges, made of a few uneasy planks, in open ranks over rivers of mud, whose names alone would make the knees of stoutest man knock."[ ] david stevenson, an english civil engineer, leaves this record of a corduroy road from lake erie to pittsburg: "on the road leading from pittsburg on the ohio to the town of erie on the lake of that name, i saw all the varieties of forest road-making in great perfection. sometimes our way lay for miles through extensive marshes, which we crossed by corduroy roads, ...; at others the coach stuck fast in the mud, from which it could be extricated only by the combined efforts of the coachman and passengers; and at one place we travelled for upwards of a quarter of a mile through a forest flooded with water, which stood to the height of several feet on many of the trees, and occasionally covered the naves of the coach-wheels. the distance of the route from pittsburg to erie is miles, which was accomplished in forty-six hours ... although the conveyance ... carried the mail, and stopped only for breakfast, dinner, and tea, but there was considerable delay caused by the coach being once upset and several times mired."[ ] "the horrible corduroy roads again made their appearance," records captain basil hall, "in a more formidable shape, by the addition of deep, inky holes, which almost swallowed up the fore wheels of the wagon and bathed its hinder axle-tree. the jogging and plunging to which we were now exposed, and occasionally the bang when the vehicle reached the bottom of one of these abysses, were so new and remarkable that we tried to make a good joke of them.... i shall not compare this evening's drive to trotting up or down a pair of stairs, for, in that case, there would be some kind of regularity in the development of the bumps, but with us there was no wavering, no pause, and when we least expected a jolt, down we went, smack! dash! crash! forging, like a ship in a head-sea, right into a hole half a yard deep. at other times, when an ominous break in the road seemed to indicate the coming mischief, and we clung, grinning like grim death, to the railing at the sides of the wagon, expecting a concussion which in the next instant was to dislocate half the joints in our bodies, down we sank into a bed of mud, as softly as if the bottom and sides had been padded for our express accommodation." the first and most interesting macadamized road in the united states was the old lancaster turnpike, running from philadelphia to lancaster, pennsylvania. its position among american roads is such that it deserves more than a mere mention. it has had several historians, as it well deserves, to whose accounts we are largely indebted for much of our information.[ ] the charter name of this road was "the philadelphia and lancaster turnpike road company;" it was granted april , , and the work of building immediately began. the road was completed in at a cost of four hundred and sixty-five thousand dollars. when the subscription books were opened there was a tremendous rush to take the stock. the money raised for constructing and equipping this ancient highway with toll houses and bridges, as well as grading and macadamizing it, was by this sale of stock. in the lancaster _journal_ of friday, february , , the following notice appeared: "that agreeable to a by-law of stockholders, subscriptions will be opened at the company's office in philadelphia on wednesday, the tenth of february next, for one hundred additional shares of capital stock in said company. the sum to be demanded for each share will be $ , with interest at six per cent. on the different instalments from the time they are severally called for, to be paid by original stockholders; one hundred dollars thereof to be paid at time of subscribing, and the remainder in three equal payments, at , and days, no person to be admitted to subscribe more than one share on the same day. by order of the board. william govett, secretary." "when location was fully determined upon," writes mr. witmer, "as you will observe, today, a more direct line could scarcely have been selected. many of the curves which are found at the present time did not exist at that day, for it has been crowded and twisted by various improvements along its borders so that the original constructors are not responsible. so straight, indeed, was it from initial to terminal point that it was remarked by one of the engineers of the state railroad, constructed in (and now known as the pennsylvania railroad), that it was with the greatest difficulty that they kept their line off of the turnpike, and the subsequent experiences of the engineers of the same company verify the fact, as you will see. today there is a tendency, wherever the line is straightened, to draw nearer to this old highway, paralleling it in many places for quite a distance, and as it approaches the city of philadelphia, in one or two instances they have occupied the old road bed entirely, quietly crowding its old rival to a side, and crossing and recrossing it in many places. "you will often wonder as you pass over this highway, remembering the often-stated fact by some ancient wagoner or stage-driver (who today is scarcely to be found, most of them having thrown down the reins and put up for the night), that at that time there were almost continuous lines of conestoga wagons, with their feed troughs suspended at the rear and the tar can swinging underneath, toiling up the long hills (for you will observe there was very little grading done when that roadway was constructed), and you wonder how it was possible to accommodate so much traffic as there was, in addition to stagecoaches and private conveyances, winding in and out among these long lines of wagons. but you must bear in mind that the roadway was very different then from what it is at the present time. "the narrow, macadamized surface, with its long grassy slope (the delight of the tramp and itinerant merchant, especially when a neighboring tree casts a cooling shadow over its surface), which same slope becomes a menace to belated and unfamiliar travelers on a dark night, threatening them with an overturn into what of more recent times is known as the summer road, did not exist at that time, but the road had a regular slope from side ditch to center, as all good roads should have, and conveyances could pass anywhere from side to side. the macadam was carefully broken and no stone was allowed to be placed on the road that would not pass through a two-inch ring. a test was made which can be seen today about six miles east of lancaster, where the roadway was regularly paved for a distance of one hundred feet from side to side, with a view of constructing the entire line in that way. but it proved too expensive, and was abandoned. day, in his history, published in ,[ ] makes mention of the whole roadway having been so constructed, but i think that must have been an error, as this is the only point where there is any appearance of this having been attempted, and can be seen at the present time when the upper surface has been worn off by the passing and repassing over it." the placing of tollgates on the lancaster pike is thus announced in the lancaster _journal_, previously mentioned, where the following notice appears: "the public are hereby informed that the president and managers of the philadelphia and lancaster turnpike road having perfected the very arduous and important work entrusted by the stockholders to their direction, have established toll gates at the following places on said road, and have appointed a toll gatherer at each gate, and that the rates of toll to be collected at the several gates are by resolution of the board and agreeable to act of assembly fixed and established as below. the total distance from lancaster to philadelphia is miles. gate no. -- miles w from schuylkill, collect miles gate no. -- miles w from schuylkill, collect miles gate no. -- miles w from schuylkill, collect miles gate no. -- miles w from schuylkill, collect miles gate no. -- - / miles w from schuylkill, collect miles gate no. -- miles w from schuylkill, collect miles gate no. -- - / miles w from schuylkill, collect miles gate no. -- - / miles w from schuylkill, collect miles gate no. --witmer's bridge, collect miles." there is also in the same journal, bearing date january , , the following notice: "sec. . and be it further enacted, by authority of aforesaid, that no wagon or other carriage with wheels the breadth of whose wheels shall not be four inches, shall be driven along said road between the first day of december and the first day of may following in any year or years, with a greater weight thereon than two and a half tons, or with more than three tons during the rest of the year; that no such carriage, the breadth of whose wheels shall not be seven inches, or being six inches or more shall roll at least ten inches, shall be drawn along said road between the said day of december and may with more than five tons, or with more than five and a half tons during the rest of the year; that no carriage or cart with two wheels, the breadth of whose wheels shall not be four inches, shall be drawn along said road with a greater weight thereon than one and a quarter tons between the said first days of december and may, or with more than one and a half tons during the rest of the year; no such carriage, whose wheels shall be of the breadth of seven inches shall be driven along the said road with more than two and one half tons between the first days of december and may, or more than three tons during the rest of the year; that no such carriage whose wheels shall not be ten inches in width shall be drawn along the said road between the first days of december and may with more than three and a half tons, or with more than four tons the rest of the year; that no cart, wagon or carriage of burden whatever, whose wheels shall not be the breadth of nine inches at least, shall be drawn or pass in or over the said road or any part thereof with more than six horses, nor shall more than eight horses be attached to any carriage whatsoever used on said road, and if any wagon or other carriage shall be drawn along said road by a greater number of horses or with a greater weight than is hereby permitted, one of the horses attached thereto shall be forfeited to the use of said company, to be seized and taken by any of their officers or servants, who shall have the privilege to choose which of the said horses they may think proper, excepting the shaft or wheel horse or horses, provided always that it shall and may be lawful for said company by their by-laws to alter any and all of the regulations here contained respecting burdens or carriages to be drawn over the said road and substituting other regulations, if on experience such alterations should be found conducive of public good." there were regular warehouses or freight stations in the various towns through which the lancaster pike passed, mr. witmer leaves record, where experienced loaders or packers were to be found who attended to filling these great curving wagons, which were elevated at each end and depressed in the centre; and it was quite an art to be able to so pack them with the various kinds of merchandise that they would carry safely, and at the same time to economize all the room necessary; and when fully loaded and ready for the journey it was no unusual case for the driver to be appealed to by some one who wished to follow horace greeley's advice and "go west," for permission to accompany him and earn a seat on the load, as well as share his mattress on the barroom floor at night by tending the lock or brake. mr. witmer was told by one of the largest and wealthiest iron masters of pittsburg that his first advent to the smoky city was on a load of salt in that capacity. "in regard to the freight or transportation companies," continues the annalist, "the line wagon company was the most prominent. stationed along this highway at designated points were drivers and horses, and it was their duty to be ready as soon as a wagon was delivered at the beginning of their section to use all despatch in forwarding it to the next one, thereby losing no time required to rest horses and driver, which would be required when the same driver and horses took charge of it all the way through. but, like many similar schemes, what appeared practical in theory did not work well in practice. soon the wagons were neglected, each section caring only to deliver it to the one succeeding, caring little as to its condition, and soon the roadside was encumbered with wrecks and breakdowns and the driver and horses passed to and fro without any wagon or freight from terminal points of their sections, leaving the wagons and freight to be cared for by others more anxious for its removal than those directly in charge. so it was deemed best to return to the old system of making each driver responsible for his own wagon and outfit. "a wagoner, next to a stagecoach-driver, was a man of immense importance, and they were inclined to be clannish. they would not hesitate to unite against landlord, stage-driver or coachman who might cross their path, as in a case when a wedding party was on its way to philadelphia, which consisted of several gigs. these were two-wheeled conveyances, very similar to our road-carts of the present day, except that they were much higher and had large loop springs in the rear just back of the seat; they were the fashionable conveyance of that day. when one of the gentlemen drivers, the foremost one (possibly the groom), was paying more attention to his fair companion than his horses, he drove against the leaders of one of the numerous wagons that were passing on in the same direction. it was an unpardonable offense and nothing short of an encounter in the stable yard or in front of the hotel could atone for such a breach of highway ethics. at a point where the party stopped to rest before continuing their journey the wagoners overtook them and they immediately called on the gentleman for redress. but seeing a friend in the party they claimed they would excuse the culprit on his friend's account; the offending party would not have it so, and said no friend of his should excuse him from getting a beating if he deserved it, and i have no doubt he prided himself on his muscular abilities also. however it was peaceably arranged and each pursued his way without any blood being shed or bones broken. that was one of the many similar occurrences which happened daily, many not ending so harmlessly. "the stage lines were not only the means of conveying the mails and passengers, but of also disseminating the news of great events along the line as they passed. the writer remembers hearing it stated that the stage came through from philadelphia with a wide band of white muslin bound around the top, and in large letters was the announcement that peace had been declared, which was the closing of the second war with great britain, known as the war of . what rejoicing it caused along the way as it passed!" [illustration: earliest style of log tavern] the taverns of this old turnpike were typical. of them mr. moore writes: "independent of the heavy freighting, numerous stage lines were organized for carrying passengers. as a result of this immense traffic, hotels sprung up all along the road, where relays of horses were kept, and where passengers were supplied with meals. here, too, the teamsters found lodging and their animals were housed and cared for over night. the names of these hotels were characteristic of the times. many were called after men who had borne conspicuous parts in the revolutionary war that had just closed--such as washington, warren, lafayette, and wayne, while others represented the white and black horse, the lion, swan, cross keys, ship, etc. they became favorite resorts for citizens of their respective neighborhoods, who wished at times to escape from the drudge and ennui of their rural homes and gaze upon the world as represented by the dashing stages and long lines of conestoga wagons. here neighbor met neighbor--it was the little sphere in which they all moved, lived and had their being. they sipped their whisky toddies together, which were dispensed at the rate of three cents a single glass, or for a finer quality, five for a spanish quarter, with the landlord in, was asked; smoked cigars that were retailed four for a cent--discussed their home affairs, including politics, religion and other questions of the day, and came just as near settling them, as the present generation of men, that are filling their places, required large supplies and made convenient home markets for the sale of butter, eggs, and whatever else the farmers had to dispose of." in our history of the cumberland road the difference between a wagonhouse and a tavern was emphasized. mr. witmer gives an incident on the lancaster turnpike which presents vividly the social position of these two houses of entertainment: "it was considered a lasting disgrace for one of the stage taverns to entertain a wagoner and it was sure to lose the patronage of the better class of travel, should this become known. the following instance will show how carefully the line was drawn. in the writer's native village, about ten miles east of this city [lancaster], when the traffic was unusually heavy and all the wagon taverns were full, a wagoner applied to the proprietor of the stage hotel for shelter and refreshment, and after a great deal of consideration on his part and persuasion on the part of the wagoner he consented, provided the guest would take his departure early in the morning, before there was any likelihood of any aristocratic arrivals, or the time for the stage to arrive at this point. as soon as he had taken his departure the hostlers and stable boys were put to work to clean up every vestige of straw or litter in front of the hotel that would be an indication of having entertained a wagoner over night!" the later history of the turnpike has been sketched by mr. moore as follows: "the turnpike company had enjoyed an uninterrupted era of prosperity for more than twenty-five years. during this time the dividends paid had been liberal--sometimes, it is said, exceeding fifteen per cent of the capital invested. but at the end of that time the parasite that destroys was gradually being developed. another, and altogether new system of transportation had been invented--a railroad--and which had already achieved partial success in some places in europe. it was about the year that this new method of transportation began to claim the serious attention of the progressive business men throughout the state. the feeling that some better system than the one in use must be found was fed and intensified by the fact that new york state was then constructing a canal from albany to the lakes; that when completed it would give the business men of new york city an unbroken water route to the west.... "with the completion of the entire pennsylvania canal system to pittsburg, in , the occupation of the famous old conestoga teams was gone.[ ] the same may also be said of the numerous lines of the stages that daily wended their way over the turnpike. the changes wrought were almost magical. everyone who rode patronized the cars; and the freight was also forwarded by rail. the farmers, however, were not ruined as they had maintained they would be. their horses, as well as drivers, were at once taken into the railway service and employed in drawing cars from one place to another. it was simply a change of vocation, and there still remained a market for grain, hay, straw and other produce of the farm. "the loss sustained by the holders of turnpike stock, however, was immeasurable. in a comparative sense, travel over the turnpike road was suspended. receipts from tolls became very light and the dividends, when paid, were not only quite diminutive, but very far between. "the officers of the pennsylvania railroad company have always been noted for their foresight, as well as shrewdness in protecting the business interests of their organization--and none have given more substantial evidence of these traits than its present chief officer, mr. alexander cassatt. in the year the horse cars had been extended as far west as the centennial buildings and it became apparent in a year or two thereafter that they might be still further extended over the turnpike in the direction of paoli and thus become an annoying competitor for the local travel, which had been carefully nurtured and built up by the efforts of the railroad company. under the leadership of mr. cassatt a company was organized to purchase the road. when all the preliminaries had been arranged a meeting of the subscribers to the purchasing fund was held on the twentieth day of april, . the turnpike was purchased from fifty-second street to paoli, about seventeen miles, for the sum of twenty thousand dollars. in the following june a charter was secured for the 'lancaster avenue improvement company,' and mr. cassatt was chosen president. the horse railroad was thus shut off from a further extension over the old turnpike. the new purchasers rebuilt the entire seventeen miles and there is today probably no better macadam road in the united states, nor one more scrupulously maintained than by 'the lancaster avenue improvement company.' some parts of the turnpike road finally became so much out of repair that the traveling public refused to longer pay the tolls demanded. this was the case on that portion of the road lying between paoli and exton, a distance of some eight and a half miles. it traversed parts of the townships of willistown and east and west whiteland, in chester county and upon notice of abandonment being served in upon the supervisors of these townships, those officials assumed the future care of the road. the turnpike was also abandoned from the borough of coatesville to the lancaster county line, a distance of about eight and one-half miles. this left only that portion of the turnpike lying between exton station and the borough of coatesville, a distance of some ten miles, under control of the old company, and upon which tollgates were maintained. the road was in a wretched repair and many persons driving over it refused to pay when tolls were demanded. the company, however, continued to employ collectors and gather shekels from those who were willing to pay and suffering those to pass who refused. "thus the old company worried along and maintained its organization until , when the 'philadelphia and west chester traction company,' made its appearance. this company thought it saw an opportunity to extend the railroad west over the turnpike at least as far as downingtown, and possibly as far as the borough of coatesville. terms were finally agreed upon with the president of the turnpike company, and all the rights, titles and interests in the road then held by the original turnpike company, and which embraced that portion lying between exton and the borough of coatesville, were transferred to mr. a. m. taylor, as trustee, for ten dollars per share. the original issue was twelve hundred shares. it was estimated that at least two hundred shares would not materialize, being either lost or kept as souvenirs. the length of the road secured was about ten miles. the disposition of the old road may be enumerated as follows: sold to hestonville railroad $ , to lancaster and williamstown turnpike company , to lancaster avenue improvement company , to a. m. taylor, trustee (estimated) , -- ------ total miles sold total purchase money received $ , abandoned paoli to exton - / coatesville to lancaster company line - / ------ total miles abandoned "the distance from coatesville to philadelphia, via whitford, a station on the pennsylvania railroad ten miles east of coatesville, thence to west chester and over the electric road, is somewhat less than by the pennsylvania railroad. immediately after the purchase, mr. taylor announced that it was the intention of his company to extend their road to downingtown, and, possibly, to coatesville. but a charter for a trolley road does not carry with it the right of eminent domain. upon investigation, mr. taylor discovered that the pennsylvania railroad company owned property on both sides of the purchased turnpike, and that without the consent of that organization a trolley road could not be laid over the turnpike. he further discovered that at a point west of downingtown the railroad company, in connection with one of its employees, owned a strip of land extending from the valley hill on the north to the valley hill on the south. the proposed extension of the trolley road, therefore, had to be abandoned. "as the turnpike road could not be used by the new purchasers for the purposes intended, it was a useless and annoying piece of property in their hands. a petition has already [ ] been filed in the court of quarter sessions of chester county looking toward having the road condemned. judge hemphill has appointed jurors to view the said turnpike road and fix the damages that may be due the present owners. whatever damages may finally be agreed upon the county of chester must pay, and the supervisors of the different townships through which the road passes will thereafter assume its care. this will probably be the last official act in which the title of the old organization will participate. 'men may come and men may go,' and changes be made both in ownership and purposes of use, but whatever the future may have in store for this grand old public highway, the basic principle will always be: 'the old philadelphia and lancaster turnpike;' and as such forever remain a lasting monument to the courageous, progressive, and patriotic men whose capital entered into and made its construction possible." the principal rivals of the macadamized roads were the plank roads. the first plank road in america was built at toronto, canada, in - , during sir francis bond head's governorship. it was an experiment and one darcy boulton is said to have been the originator of the plan.[ *] in this method of road-building was introduced into the united states, syracuse, new york, possessing the first plank road this side the canadian border. in fifteen years there were two thousand one hundred and six miles of these roads in new york state alone, and the system had spread widely through the more prosperous and energetic states. usually these roads were single-track, the track being built on the left hand side of the roadway; the latter became known as the "turn-out." the planks, measuring eight inches by three, were laid on stringers, these, in turn, resting on a more or less elaborately made bed. the average cost of plank roads in new york was a trifle less than two thousand dollars per mile. it will be remembered that the cumberland road cost on the average over ten thousand dollars per mile in maryland and pennsylvania, and three thousand four hundred dollars per mile west of the ohio river. its estimated cost per mile, without bridging, was six thousand dollars. it was natural, therefore, that plank roads should become popular--for the country was still a "wooden country," as the pioneers said. it was argued that the cost was "infinitely less--that it [plank road] is easier for the horse to draw upon--and that such a road costs less for repairs and is more durable than a macadam road.... on the salina and central road, a few weeks back, for a wager, a team [two horses] brought in, without any extraordinary strain, six tons of iron from brewerton, a distance of twelve miles, to syracuse [new york].... indeed, the farmer does not seem to make any calculations of the weight taken. he loads his wagon as best he can, and the only care is not to exceed the quantity which it will carry; whether the team can draw the load, is not a consideration...." such arguments prevailed in the day when timber was considered almost a nuisance, and plank roads spread far and wide. few who were acquainted with primitive conditions have left us anything vivid in the way of descriptions of roads and road-making. "the pioneers of our state," wrote calvin fletcher, in an exceedingly interesting paper read before the indiana centennial association, july , , "found indian trails, which, with widening, proved easy lines of travel. many of these afterward became fixtures through use, improvement, and legislation.... next to the hearty handshake and ready lift at the handspike, where neighbors swapped work at log-rollings, was the greeting when, at fixed periods, all able-bodied men met to open up or work upon the roads. my child-feet pattered along many of the well-constructed thoroughfares of today when they were only indistinct tracings--long lines of deadened trees, deep-worn horse paths, and serpentine tracks of wabbling wagon wheels. the ever-recurring road-working days and their cheerful observance, with time's work in rotting and fire's work in removing dead tree and stump, at last let in long lines of sunshine to dry up the mud, to burn up the miasma, and to bless the wayfarer to other parts, as well as to disclose what these pioneer road-makers had done for themselves by opening up fields in the forests.... to perfect easily and naturally these industries requires three generations. the forests must be felled, logs rolled and burned, families reared, and in most cases the land to be paid for. when this is accomplished a faithful picture would reveal not only the changes that had been wrought, but a host of prematurely broken down men and women, besides an undue proportion resting peacefully in country graveyards. a second generation straightens out the fields at odd corners, pulls the stumps, drains the wet spots, and casting aside the sickle of their father, swings the cradle over broader fields; and even trenches upon the plans of the third generation by pushing the claim of the reaper, the mower and the thresher.... the labor of the three generations in road-making i class as follows: to the first generation belonged locating the roads and the clearing the timber from them. the wet places would become miry and were repaired by the use of logs.... the roots and stumps caused many holes, called chuck holes, which were repaired by using brush and dirt--with the uniform result that at each end of the corduroy or brush repairs, a new mud or chuck hole would be formed in time; and thus until timber and brush became exhausted did the pioneer pave the way for the public and himself to market, to court, and to elections. the second generation discovered a value in the inexhaustible beds of gravel in the rivers and creeks, as well as beneath the soil. roadbeds were thrown up, and the side ditches thus formed contributed to sound wheeling. legislation tempted capital to invest and tollgates sprang up until the third generation removed them and assumed the burden of large expenditures from public funds for public benefit. "and thus have passed away the nightmare of the farmer, the traveller, the mover and the mail-carrier--a nightmare that prevailed nine months of the year.... an experience of a trip from indianapolis to chicago in march, , by mail stage is pertinent. it took the first twenty-four hours to reach kirklin, in boone county; the next twenty-four to logansport, the next thirty-six to reach south bend. a rest then of twenty-four hours on account of high water ahead; then thirty-six hours to chicago--five days of hard travel in mud or on corduroy, or sand.... in the summer passenger coaches went through, but when wet weather came the mud wagon was used to carry passengers and mail, and when the mud became too deep the mail was piled into crates, canvas-covered, and hauled through. this was done also on the national [cumberland], the madison, the cincinnati, the lafayette and the bloomington roads." the _corvée_, or required work on the roads of france, has been given as one of the minor causes of the social unrest which reached its climax in the french revolution. american peasants had no such hardship according to an anonymous rhymester: oh, our life was tough and tearful, and its toil was often fearful, and often we grew faint beneath the load. but there came a glad vacation and a sweet alleviation, when we used to work our tax out on the road. when we used to work our tax out, then we felt the joys of leisure, and we felt no more the prick of labor's goad; then we shared the golden treasure of sweet rest in fullest measure, when we used to work our tax out on the road. the macadam and plank roads saw the indian trail at its widest and best. the railway has had a tendency to undo even such advances over pioneer roads as came in the heyday of macadam and plank roads. we have been going backward since rather than forward. the writer has had long acquaintance with what was, in , the first turnpike in ohio--the warren and ashtabula road; it was probably a far better route in than in . by worrying the horse you can not make more than four miles an hour over many parts of it. one ought to go into training preparatory to a carriage drive over either the cumberland or the pennsylvania road across the alleghenies. as the trail was widened it grew better, but once at its maximum width it was eclipsed as an avenue by the railway and, exceptions aside, has since deteriorated. every foot added in width, however, has contained a lesson in american history; every road, as we have said, indicates a need; and the wider the road, it may be added, the greater the need. an expanding nation, in a moment's time, burst westward through these narrow trails, and left them standing as open roadways. few material objects today suggest to our eyes this marvelous movement. these old routes with their many winding tracks, the ponderous bridges and sagging mile-posts,[ ] are relics of those momentous days. chapter ii a pilgrim on the pennsylvania road the following chapter is from francis baily's volume, _a journal of a tour in unsettled parts of north america_. it is an account of a journey in from philadelphia to pittsburg over the pennsylvania road treated of in volume v of this series. francis baily was an english scientist of very great reputation. it is to be doubted whether there is another account of a journey as far west as mr. baily's record takes us (cincinnati, ohio) written at so early a date by an equally famous foreign scholar and scientist. the route pursued was the old state road begun in running through pennsylvania from chambersburg, bedford, and greensburg to pittsburg. mr. baily's itinerary is by ancient taverns, most of which have passed from recollection. from pittsburg he went with a company of pioneers down the ohio river to their new settlement near cincinnati. in his experiences with these friends he gives us a vivid picture of pioneer travel north of the ohio river. "there being no turnpikes in america, the roads are, of course, very bad in winter, though excellent in summer. i waited at baltimore near a week before i could proceed on my journey, the roads being rendered impassable. there is, at present, but one turnpike-road on the continent, which is between lancaster and philadelphia,[ ] a distance of sixty-six miles, and is a masterpiece of its kind; it is paved with stone the whole way, and overlaid with gravel, so that it is never obstructed during the most severe season. this practice is going to be adopted in other parts of that public-spirited state [pennsylvania], though none of the other states have yet come into the measure. "from baltimore to philadelphia are ninety-eight miles; between which places there is no want of conveyance, as there are three or four stages run daily. in one of these i placed myself on the morning of _march rd, _. a description of them perhaps would be amusing. the body of the carriage is closed in, about breast high; from the sides of which are raised six or eight small perpendicular posts, which support a covering--so that it is in fact a kind of open coach. from the top are suspended leather curtains, which may be either drawn up in fine weather, or let down in rainy or cold weather; and which button at the bottom. the inside is fitted up with four seats, placed one before the other; so that the whole of the passengers face the horses; each seat will contain three passengers; and the driver sits on the foremost, under the same cover with the rest of the company. the whole is suspended on springs; and the way to get into it is _in front_, as if you were getting into a covered cart. this mode of travelling, and which is the only one used in america, is very pleasant as you enjoy the country much more agreeably than when imprisoned in a close coach, inhaling and exhaling the same air a thousand times over, like a cow chewing the cud; but then it is not quite so desirable in disagreeable weather.[ ] "we had not proceeded far on our journey before we began to encounter some of those inconveniences to which every person who travels in this country _in winter time_ is exposed. the roads, which in general were very bad, would in some places be impassable, so that we were obliged to get out and walk a considerable distance, and sometimes to 'put our shoulders to the wheel;' and this in the most unpleasant weather, as well as in the midst of mire and dirt. however, we did manage to get twelve miles to breakfast; and after that, to a little place called bush, about thirteen miles farther, to dinner; and about nine o'clock at night we came to _havre de grace_, about twelve miles further, to supper; having walked nearly half the way up to our ancles in mud, in a most inclement season. havre de grace is a pretty little place, most delightfully situated on the banks of the susquehannah river, which at this place is about a quarter of a mile broad; it is about a couple of miles above the mouth of the river, where it empties into the chesapeak bay; a fine view of which you have from the town. an excellent tavern is kept here by mr. barney ... and which is frequented by parties in the shooting season, for the sake of the wild fowl with which the susquehannah so plentifully abounds; the canvass-back, a most delicious bird, frequents this river.... next morning we got ferried across the river, and, breakfasting at the tavern on the other side, proceeded on our journey, encountering the same difficulties we had done the preceding day. about three miles from barney's is a little place, called principio, situated in a highly romantic country, where there is a large foundry for cannon and works for boring them, situated in a valley surrounded by a heap of rocks; the wheels of the works are turned by a stream of water running over some of these precipices. about three miles from this is another delightful place, called charleston; i mean with respect to its _situation_; as to the town itself, it does not seem to improve at all, at which i very much wonder, as it is most advantageously situated at the head of the chesapeak, of which and the country adjoining it commands a full and most charming view. we got about nine miles farther, to a town called elkton, to dinner. this place has nothing in it to attract the attention of travellers. i shall therefore pass it by, to inform you that we intended getting to newport, about eighteen miles, to sleep. it was four o'clock before we started; and we had not proceeded far on these miserable roads, ere night overtook us; and, as the fates would have it, our unlucky coachman drove us into a miry bog; and, in spite of all our endeavours, we could not get the coach out again; we were therefore obliged to _leave it there, with the whole of the baggage, all night_; and were driven to the necessity of seeking our way in the dark to the nearest house, which was about a mile and a half off; there, getting ourselves cleaned and a good supper, we went to bed. next morning we found everything just as we left it; and, getting another coach, we proceeded on our journey, and, dining at chester, got to philadelphia about nine o'clock in the evening, completely tired of our ride, having been three days and three nights on the road. "i would not have been thus particular, but i wished to give you a specimen of the american mode of travelling, though you will understand that these difficulties are to be met with only at that season of the year when the frost breaks up, and the roads get sadly out of order; for in summer time nothing can be more agreeable, expeditious, and pleasant. the fare from baltimore to philadelphia is dollars, or s., and the customary charges on the road are / dollar for breakfast, dollar for dinner, wine not included, / dollar for supper, and / dollar for beds. these are their general prices, and they charge the same whatever they provide for you. by this, you will observe that travelling in these settled parts of the country is about as expensive as in england. "the country between baltimore and philadelphia is of a _clayey_ nature, mixed with a kind of gravel; yet still, in the hands of a skilful farmer, capable of yielding good produce. the land on each side of the road, and back into the country, was pretty well cultivated, and (though winter) bore marks of industry and economy. hedges are not frequent; but instead of them they place split logs angular-wise on each other, making what they call a "worm fence," and which is raised about five feet high. this looks very slovenly, and, together with the stumps of trees remaining in all the new-cleared plantations, is a great _desight_ to the scenery of the country.... from newark to new york is about nine miles, and the greatest part of the road is over a large swamp, which lies between and on each side of the pasaik and hackinsac rivers. over this swamp they have made a causeway, which trembles the whole way as you go over it,[ ] and shows how far the genius and industry of man will triumph over natural impediments. "to new york, which is ninety-six miles from philadelphia, we were a day and a half in coming. the roads were not so bad as when we came from baltimore. our fare was dollars, and the charges on the road the same as between baltimore and philadelphia:--viz., / dollar breakfast, dollar dinner, / dollar supper, and / dollar lodging.... the inhabitants of new york are very fond of music, dancing, and plays; an attainment to excellence in the former has been considerably promoted by the frequent musical societies and concerts which are held in the city, many of the inhabitants being very good performers. as to dancing, there are two assembly-rooms in the city, which are pretty well frequented during the winter season; private balls are likewise not uncommon. they have two theatres, one of which is lately erected, and is capable of containing a great number of persons; there is an excellent company of comedians, who perform here in the winter. but the amusement of which they seem most passionately fond is that of sleighing, which is riding on the snow in what _you_ call _a sledge_, drawn by two horses. it is astonishing to see how anxiously persons of all ages and both sexes look out for a good fall of snow, that they may enjoy their favourite amusement; and when the happy time comes, to see how eager they are to engage every sleigh that is to be hired. parties of twenty or thirty will sometimes go out of town in these vehicles towards evening, about six or eight miles, when, having sent for a fiddler, and danced till they are tired, they will return home again by moonlight, or, perhaps more often, by _day_ light. whilst the snow is on the ground no other carriages are made use of, either for pleasure or service. the productions of the earth are brought to market in sleighs; merchandise is draughted about in sleighs; coaches are laid by, and the ladies and gentlemen mount the _silent_ car, and nothing is heard in the streets but the tinkling[ ] of bells.... i set off on the _ st_ of _september, _, to make a tour of the western country,--that land of paradise, according to the flattering accounts given by imlay and others. wishing to go to the new city of washington, _we_[ ] took our route through philadelphia and baltimore, which i have already described. i shall not trouble you with any further remarks, excepting that as the season was just the reverse of what it was when i passed through this country last, it presented quite a different appearance from what i described to you in my former letters. besides, there was none of that inconvenience from bad roads, so terrible to a traveller in the winter. on the contrary, we went on with a rapidity and safety equal to any mode of travelling in england. "from baltimore to the new city of washington is forty-five miles, where we arrived on the _ th_ of _october_ following. the road is well furnished with taverns, which in general are good, at least as good as can be expected in this part of the world. close to washington is a handsome town called georgetown; in fact, it will form part of the new city; for, being so near the site intended for it, and being laid out nearly on the same plan, its streets will be only a prolongation of the streets laid out for the city of washington: so it will in course of time lose its name of georgetown, and adopt the general one of washington. much in the same manner the small places formerly separated from the metropolis of england have lost their name, and fallen under the general denomination of london. "georgetown is situated on a hill close to the river potomak; it presents a beautiful view from the surrounding country, of which also it commands a fine prospect. it is a seaport town, and some of their vessels are employed in the london trade. there are stages run daily between this place and baltimore, for which you pay four dollars. there are also stages to and from alexandria, a handsome and flourishing town situated on the potomak, lower down the stream, and about eight miles off; for which you pay a fare of three quarters of a dollar. we put up at the federal arms whilst we were there. it is a good inn, but their charges are most extravagantly high.... at about half-past one, _october th_, we started on our journey over the allegany mountains to pittsburgh.[ ] about fourteen miles on the road is a pretty little town called montgomery court house;[ ] it contains some good houses, but the streets are narrow. about seven miles further is a little settlement, formed a few years back by captain lingham, called middlebrook. captain lingham has a house on the road, near a mill, which he has erected; and here (following the example of many of his brother officers) he has retired from the toils and bustle of war, to spend his days in the enjoyments of a country life. we arrived here about six o'clock; the sun was just setting, yet there was time to go another stage; but, as we got into a part of the country where _taverns_[ ] were not very frequent, we proposed stopping here this night. accordingly, putting our horses up at a little tavern, (which, together with four or five more houses, composed the whole of the settlement,) we had a comfortable supper and went to bed. about half-past six the next morning we started from this place, and stopped, about seven miles on the road, at an old woman's of the name of roberts.[ ] this old woman (whose house, i believe, was the only one we saw on the road) acts at times in the capacity of a tavern-keeper: that is, a person travelling that way, and straitened for provisions, would most probably find something there for himself and his horse. the old lady was but just up when we called; her house had more the appearance of a hut than the habitation of an hostess, and when we entered there was scarcely room to turn round. we were loath to stop here; but there not being any other house near, we were obliged to do it, both for the sake of ourselves and our horses. we soon made her acquainted with our wants, and she, gathering together a few sticks, (for her fire was not yet lighted,) and getting a little meal and some water, mixed us up some cakes, which were soon dressed at the fire, and then all sitting down at the table, and having mixed some tea in a little pot, we enjoyed a very comfortable breakfast. the poor old woman, who was a widow, seemed to live in a deal of distress: the whole of her living was acquired by furnishing accommodation to travellers. when we were sitting over the fire, and partaking of our meal-cakes with this old woman, it brought to mind the story of elijah and the widow, (i kings, chap, xvii.,) particularly where she answers him with, 'as the lord thy god liveth, i have not a cake, but one handful of meal in a barrel, and a little oil in a cruse: and, behold, i am gathering two sticks, that i may go in and dress it for me and my son, that we may eat it, and die.' the appositeness of our situations rendered this passage very striking, and made me look upon my hostess in a more favourable point of view than when i first saw her. i gave her something to render her situation more comfortable and happy. "leaving this lonely habitation, we continued on our journey, and crossing the sinecocy [monocacy?] river, about eleven miles on the road, we reached fredericktown, about four miles farther, at twelve o'clock. this is a large flourishing place, contains a number of good houses, and is a place of great trade, owing to its being the thoroughfare to the western country of pennsylvania and the ohio. there is a large manufactory of rifle-guns carried on here; but so great is the demand for them, that we could not meet with one in the whole place: they sell in general from to dollars each, according to their style of being mounted. the tavern where we stopped was kept by mrs. kemble: it is a tolerably good house. after dinner we left this place, and after going about three or four miles, we arrived at the foot of the appalachian mountains. and here let me stop a little to make a few observations on the face of the country we have just passed over. from georgetown to this place, it almost wholly consists of a sandy, gravelly soil, with difficulty repaying the husbandman for the trouble of tilling it. the face of the country is very uneven, being a constant succession of hill and dale. little towns or villages are scattered over the country at the distance of seven or eight miles, which communicate with each other by roads which are almost inaccessible during the winter and spring months. our charges on this part of the road were half a dollar each for breakfast and dinner and supper, without any distinction of fare. if our table were spread with all the profusion of american luxury, such as ham, cold beef, fried chicken, &c. &c., (which are not uncommon for breakfast in this part of the world), or whether we sat down to a dish of tea and hoe-cake, our charge was all the same. the accommodations we met with on the road were pretty well, considering the short time this country has been settled, and the character and disposition of its inhabitants, which are not those of the most polished nations, but a character and disposition arising from a consciousness of independence, accompanied by a spirit and manner highly characteristic of this consciousness. it is not education alone that forms this character of the americans: it stands upon a firmer basis than this. the means of subsistence being so easy in the country, and their dependence on each other consequently so trifling, that spirit of servility to those above them so prevalent in european manners, is wholly unknown to them; and they pass their lives without any regard to the smiles or the frowns of men in power. "nearly the whole of the way from georgetown to fredericktown we preserved a distant view of the allegany mountains, at whose feet we were now arrived. they presented to us one general bluff appearance, extending as far as our eye could see from the north-east to the south-west. our approach to them was in a line perpendicular to that of their extension, so that they seemed to bid defiance to our progress. the _allegany mountains_ is a name given to a range of several ridges of mountains stretching from vermont to carolina, of which one ridge alone is properly called the allegany mountain. these ridges are nearly miles in width; and the middle one, or the allegany, forms the backbone of the rest. the ridge which first presented itself to our view, is called in howell's map the south mountain. the road (which here began to be very rocky and stony) is carried over the least elevated part of the mountain, and from its summit we beheld that beautiful limestone valley so recommended by brissot. on our descent from this mountain, we entered on one of the finest tracts of land in all america. the celebrated valley, which lies between this and the next ridge of mountains, extends from the susquehanna on the north to winchester on the south, is richly watered by several navigable streams, and is capable of producing every article which is raised in the neighbouring countries in the greatest abundance. it is inhabited chiefly by germans and dutch, who are an industrious race of men and excellent farmers. their exertions have made this valley (bounded on each side by barren and inhospitable mountains) assume the appearance of a highly cultivated country, abounding in all the conveniences and some of the luxuries of life. besides a general appearance of comfortable farms scattered over the face of the country, it can boast of several large and populous towns, which keep up a connexion with the cities on the atlantic, and supply the interior of this mountainous country with the produce of distant nations. it was dark before we descended from this mountain; but we had not proceeded far in the valley when we came to a little place called boone's-town, where we were glad to rest ourselves and horses after the fatigues of so rough a road. boone's-town is eight miles from fredericktown: it has not been settled above three or four years. we met with a very good tavern and excellent accommodations. "from boone's-town, the next morning (_sunday, october th, _) we passed through funk's-town, which is another new-settled place; and immediately on leaving this, hagar's-town presented itself to our view, about two miles off: here we arrived to breakfast. hagar's-town[ ] is a large flourishing place, and contains some good houses. the streets are narrow, and, agreeably to a barbarous custom which they have in laying out new towns in america, the court-house is built in the _middle_ of the principal street, which is a great obstruction to the passage, as well as being of an uncouth appearance. this place is situated on a fine plain, and, like frederick's-town, is a place of great trade, and also a manufactory for rifle-guns, of which we bought two at twenty dollars each. here is a paper published weekly; and assemblies are held here during the winter. there is also a great deal of horse-racing in the neighbourhood at stated seasons. we put up at the indian queen, kept by ragan: it is a good house and much frequented. "from hagar's-town we proceeded on to greencastle, which is a poor little place, but lately settled, and consisting of a few log-houses built along the road. we stopped at one of these houses, which they called the tavern, kept by one lawrence; it was a poor miserable place. we were obliged to unsaddle our horses, put them into the stable, and feed them ourselves; and then, having got something to eat and refreshed ourselves, we got out of this place as soon as we could. greencastle is eleven miles from hagar's-town; and we had to go eleven miles farther that evening to mr. lindsay's, whom we had engaged at baltimore to carry some goods to pittsburgh in his waggons. his house lay at some distance from the road we were going, so that we struck across the woods to approach it; and, after having missed our way once or twice, we struck on a road which took us down to his house. here we were hospitably entertained for two days by mr. lindsay and his father-in-law, mr. andrews, who have a very excellent farm, and live very comfortably in the truly american style. the place at which he resides is called the _falling springs_; for what reason they are called _falling_ springs i cannot conceive; they _rise_ from under an old tree, and the stream does not proceed three hundred yards before it turns a cyder-mill; and a little farther on turns a grist-mill. these mills belong to mr. andrews, as also does a large quantity of the land around; for in this country _all_ the farmers are landholders; mr. and mrs. andrews are irish; and they and their family are all settled in the neighbourhood. their children are all brought up in industry, and have their time fully employed in performing the different necessary duties of the house and farm. nevertheless, they appear to live very happy and comfortable. "_tuesday, october th, ._--about eleven o'clock this morning we set off from mr. andrews's, in company with a party of several of the neighbouring farmers who were going to chambersburgh to vote at an election. chambersburgh is about three miles from mr. andrews's, and is a large and flourishing place, not inferior to frederick's-town or hagar's-town; being, like them, on the high road to the western country, it enjoys all the advantages which arise from such a continual body of people as are perpetually emigrating thither. i have seen ten and twenty waggons at a time in one of these towns, on their way to pittsburgh and other parts of the ohio, from thence to descend down that river to kentucky. these waggons are loaded with the clothes and necessaries of a number of poor emigrants, who follow on foot with their wives and families, who are sometimes indulged with a ride when they are tired, or in bad weather. in this manner they will travel and take up their abode in the woods on the side of the road, like the gypsies in our country, taking their provisions with them, which they dress on the road's side, as occasion requires. "about thirteen miles from chambersburgh, which we left in the afternoon, is a place called the _mill_,[ ] which is kept by some dutchmen. we understood it was a tavern, but were disappointed; however, as it was now dark, and no tavern on the road for some distance, we were under the necessity of begging a lodging here, which was granted us at last with the greatest reluctance. here we had rather an unfavourable specimen of dutch manners. we were _kindly_ directed to take our horses to the stables, and take care of them ourselves, which we accordingly did; and, returning to the house, i was witness to a kind of meal i had never before experienced. first of all, some sour milk was warmed up and placed on the table. this at any other time would probably have made us sick; but having fasted nearly the whole day, and seeing no appearance of anything else likely to succeed it, we devoured it very soon; particularly as the whole family (of which there were seven or eight) partook of it likewise; all of us sitting round _one_ large bowl, and dipping our spoons in one after another. when this was finished a dish of stewed pork was served up, accompanied with some hot pickled cabbage, called in this part of the country "warm slaw." this was devoured in the same hoggish manner, every one trying to help himself first, and two or three eating off the same plate, and all in the midst of filth and dirt. after this was removed a large bowl of cold milk and bread was put on the table, which we partook of in the same manner as the first dish, and in the same disorder. the spoons were immediately taken out of the greasy pork dish, and (having been just cleaned by passing through the _mouth_) were put into the milk; and that, with all the _sang froid_ necessarily attending such habitual nastiness. our _table_, which was none of the cleanest (for as to _cloth_, they had none in the house), was placed in the middle of the room, which appeared to me to be the receptacle of all the filth and rubbish in the house; and a fine large fire, which blazed at one end, served us instead of a candle. "wishing to go to bed as soon as possible (though, by the by, we did not expect that our accommodations would be any of the most agreeable), we requested to be shown to our room, when, lo! we were ushered up a ladder, into a dirty place, where a little hole in the wall served for a window, and where there were four or five beds as dirty as need be. these beds did not consist (as most beds do) of blankets, sheets, &c., but were truly in the dutch style, being literally nothing more than one feather bed placed on another, between which we were to creep and lie down. the man, after showing us this our place of destination, took the candle away, and left us to get in how we could, which we found some difficulty in doing at first; however, after having accomplished it, we slept very soundly till morning, when we found we had passed the night amongst the whole family, men, women, and children, who had occupied the other beds, and who had come up after we had been asleep. we got up early in the morning from this inhospitable and filthy place, and, saddling our horses, pursued our journey. [illustration: widow mcmurran's tavern, scrub ridge, pennsylvania road] "_october th, ._--at ten o'clock we arrived at mcconnell's-town, in cove valley (thirteen miles), having first passed over a high ridge called, in howell's map, the north mountain; and here we left that beautiful valley, which is enriched by so many streams, and abounds with such a profusion of the conveniences of life; a country than which, if we except kentucky, is not to be found a more fertile one in the whole of the united states. "on our descent from the north mountain we caught, through every opening of the woods, the distant view of mcconnell's, whose white houses, contrasted with the _sea_ of woods by which it was surrounded, appeared like an island in the ocean. our near approach to it, however, rendered it not quite so pleasing an object; for it consisted but of a few log-houses, built after the american manner, without any other ornament than that of being whitened on the _outside_. there was a pretty good tavern kept here by a dutchwoman, where we stopped to breakfast; and, leaving this place, we crossed a hill called scrubheath, at the end of which was whyle's tavern (ten miles): we did not stop, but went to the top of sideling hill (two miles), where there is a tavern kept by skinner, where we dined. sideling hill is so called from the road being carried over this ridge, _on the side of the hill_, the whole way; it is very steep in ascent, and towards the top appears very tremendous on looking down. "from this tavern to the junietta, a branch of the susquehannah river, is eight miles. the hill terminates at the river, and the road down to it is a narrow winding path, apparently cleft out of the mountain. it so happened that when we came to this defile, a travelling man with a number of packhorses had just entered it before us; and as it was impossible for us to pass them, we were obliged to follow them down this long winding passage to the river, at their own pace, which, poor animals, was none of the speediest. the sun, though not set, had been long hid from us by the neighbouring mountains, and would not lend us one ray to light us on our melancholy path. we fell into conversation with our fellow-traveller, and found that he had been to philadelphia, where he had purchased a number of articles necessary to those who live in this part of the country, and which he was going to dispose of in the best manner possible. the gloominess of our path, and the temper of mind i happened to be then in, threw me into reflections on a comparison of this man's state with my own. at length a distant light broke me from my reverie, and indicated to us a near prospect of our enlargement from this obscure path; and the first thing that presented itself to our view was the junietta river, which, flowing with a gentle stream between two very steep hills, covered with trees to the very top, the sun just shining, and enlightening the opposite side, though hid to us, presented one of the most enchanting and romantic scenes i ever experienced. from this place to hartley's tavern is eight miles, and this we had to go before night. it was sunset before we had reached the summit of the opposite hill of the river. from this hill we beheld ourselves in the midst of a mountainous and woody country; the junietta winding and flowing on each side of us at the foot of the hill; the distant mountains appearing in all the _wildness of majesty_, and extending below the horizon. the moon had just begun to spread her silver light; and by her assistance we were enabled to reach our destined _port_. the road, which was carried along the side of a tremendously high hill, seemed to threaten us with instant death, if our horses should make a false step. embosomed in woods, on a lonely path, we travelled by the kind light of the moon till near eight o'clock, when we reached our place of destination. it was a very comfortable house, kept by one hartley, an englishman, and situated in a gap of the mountains, called in this part of the country warrior's gap, and which affords an outlet or passage for the junietta river, which here is a fine gentle stream. the country just about here was very mountainous; yet our landlord had got a very pleasant spot cleared and cultivated, and which furnished him with the principal necessaries of life. finding this an agreeable place, we stopped here three days, and went up into the mountains to shoot; but, being very young hands at this diversion, we were always unsuccessful. "on _saturday, october th_, we set off from hartley's about eleven o'clock, and proceeded to redford (six miles), which is a pleasant place, and agreeably situated, and contains a great many houses. the town is supplied with water from the neighbouring hills; conveyed in pipes to each house, and to a public place in the middle of the town. we left this place about half-past twelve, and proceeded to ryan's tavern, at the foot of the allegany mountain (eleven miles). here we dined; and after dinner, we proceeded up the mountain, the top of which we reached about five o'clock; and here i was surprised to find a number of little streams of water flowing through some as fine land as is to be met with in the united states, and abounding with fish. this appearance upon the top of so high a mountain is not a little remarkable; but i have since found it to be the case in other ridges of mountains which i have passed over. we intended to have gone on to webster's this evening, but the weather proving so bad, we called at a little house on the road, in order to stop during the night. but we were informed that they could not accommodate us; however, they directed us to a person about a mile off, where they thought we could get accommodated; accordingly, striking across the woods, we proceeded to this house, and, after some little trouble, and in a very tempestuous night, we found it out, and here took up our abode for the night. our landlord's name was statler, and his residence is about eight miles from ryan's. here we found a very comfortable habitation, and very good accommodation; and though situated at the top of the highest ridge of mountains, we experienced not only the comforts, but also some of the luxuries of life. from the stone which forms the base of this mountain they make mill-stones, which are sent to all parts of the country, and sell from fifteen to twenty and thirty dollars a pair. land sells on these mountains for two dollars an acre. we found this so comfortable a place, that we stopped here to breakfast the next morning (_october th_), and then we proceeded to webster's, at a place called stoystown (nine miles), where there is a good tavern, and where we stopped to bait our horses. about a mile before we came to webster's we passed over stoney creek, which has a great many different branches, and rather large, but most of them were dry, owing partly to the season, and partly to their lying so very high. about nine miles further we stopped at murphy's, where we baited our horses; but the habitation was so uncomfortable, and their accommodations so miserable, that we could get nothing for ourselves; we were therefore obliged to defer till the evening taking any refreshment. on leaving this place we crossed laurel hill, which is near nine miles long, and which is the highest ridge of the apalachian mountains: it is rather a ridge upon a ridge, than a mountain by itself, as it rises upon the allegany ridge. the perpendicular height of this ridge is , feet; and in crossing it we were not a little incommoded by the cold winds and rain which generally infest the summit. this, together with the badness of the roads (being nothing but large loose stones), made it one of the most unpleasant rides i ever experienced. it was near dark before we descended this mountain; and we had then to go three miles to a poor miserable hut, where we were obliged to spend the night amidst the whole family and some other travellers, all scattered about in the same room. "about half-past six the next morning (_october th, _) we set out from king's, and crossing chestnut ridge, we arrived at letty bean's to breakfast (seven and a half miles). after crossing chestnut ridge we took our leave of the apalachian mountains, having passed miles over them, from the blue ridge to chestnut ridge. these mountains are for the most part very stony and rocky, yet have a great quantity of fine land on them, even on their very summits. the roads which are carried over them are much better than i expected; and if from the tops of them you can (through an opening of the trees) gain a view of the surrounding country, it appears like a sea of woods; and all those hills which appeared very high in our passing over them, are lost in one wide plane, extending as far as the eye can reach, at least fifty or sixty miles, presenting a view not only novel, but also highly majestic. at other times, when you get between the declivities of the mountains, they appear in all the wildness of nature, forming the most romantic scenery the imagination can picture. it is not to be supposed, that immediately on leaving the apalachian mountains the country subsides into a smooth level; on the contrary, for several miles, both on the eastern and western side, the country is very hilly, not to say sometimes mountainous; and it is said that the western side of the mountains is feet above the level of the eastern side. "from the foot of the mountains to pittsburgh is about forty miles, and here we arrived to dinner on the _ th october_, having gone, during our route, about miles from philadelphia. the accommodations we met with were, upon the whole, tolerably good; at least, such as a person (considering the country he was travelling in) might bear with: charges rather high. it cost us, together with our horses, two dollars a day each. the common charges on the eastern side of the mountains were:--for breakfast, dinner, and supper, / dollar each; oats, cents. per gallon. on the western side, dinner and supper were charged sometimes s., sometimes s. d., and breakfasts, d., (pennsylvania currency). for breakfast we generally used to have coffee, and buck-wheat cakes, and some fried venison or broiled chicken, meat being inseparable from an american breakfast; and whatever travellers happened to stop at the same place, sat down at the same table, and partook of the same dishes, whether they were poor, or whether they were rich; no distinction of persons being made in this part of the country.... "the waggons which come over the allegany mountains from the atlantic states, (bringing dry goods and foreign manufactures for the use of the back-country men,) return from this place generally empty; though sometimes they are laden with deer and bear skins and beaver furs, which are brought in by the hunters, and sometimes by the indians, and exchanged at the stores for such articles as they may stand in need of." passing down the ohio river mr. baily proceeded with a pioneer party the leader of which, mr. heighway, was about to found a town on the banks of the little miami river in ohio. leaving the river at the newly located village of columbia, ohio, the party pushed on northward. mr. baily accompanied them out of curiosity, and his record is of utmost interest. "_saturday, march th, _,--the two waggons started, accompanied with a guide to conduct them through the wilderness, and three or four pioneers to clear the road of trees where there might be occasion; and on "_monday, march th_,--dr. bean and myself started about noon, accompanied by several others in the neighbourhood; some of whom were tempted by curiosity, and others with a prospect of settling there. we were mounted on horses, and had each a gun; and across our saddles we had slung a large bag, containing some corn for our horses, and provision for ourselves, as also our blankets: the former was necessary, as the grass had not yet made its appearance in the woods. we kept the road as long as we could; and when that would not assist us any farther, we struck out into the woods; and towards sundown found ourselves about twenty miles from columbia. here, having spied a little brook running at the bottom of a hill, we made a halt, and kindling a fire, we fixed up our blankets into the form of a tent, and having fed both ourselves and our horses, we laid ourselves down to rest; one of us, by turns, keeping watch, lest the indians should come and steal our horses. the next morning,-- "_tuesday, march th_,--as soon as it was light, we continued our journey, and towards the middle of the day overtook our friend h.,[ ] almost worn out with fatigue. the ground was so moist and swampy, and he had been obliged to come through such almost impassable ways, that it was with difficulty the horses could proceed; they were almost knocked up; his waggons had been over-turned twice or thrice;--in fact, he related to us such a dismal story of the trials both of patience and of mind which he had undergone, and i verily believe if the distance had been much greater, he would either have sunk under it, or have formed his settlement on the spot. we encouraged him with the prospect of a speedy termination, and the hopes of better ground to pass over; and with this his spirits seemed to be somewhat raised. we all encamped together this night, and made ourselves as happy and as comfortable as possible. my friend h. seemed also to put on the new man; and from this, and from his being naturally of a lively turn, we found that it was a great deal the want of society which had rendered him so desponding, and so out of spirits; for after we had cooked what little refreshment we had brought with us, and finished our repast, he sang us two or three good songs, (which he was capable of doing in a masterly style,) and seemed to take a pleasure in delaying as long as he could that time which we ought to have devoted to rest. as to my own part, i regarded the whole enterprise in a more philosophic point of view; and i may say with the spectator, i considered myself as a silent observer of all that passed before me; and could not but fancy that i saw in this little society before me the counterpart of the primitive ages, when men used to wander about in the woods with all their substance, in the manner that the present race of tartars do at this day. i could not but think that i saw in miniature the peregrinations of abraham, or �neas, &c., &c. "the next morning, _wednesday, march th_, by day-light, our cavalcade was in motion; and some of the party rode on first to discover the spot, for we were travelling without any other guide than what little knowledge of the country the men had acquired by hunting over it. i could not but with pleasure behold with what expedition the pioneers in front cleared the way for the waggon; there were but three or four of them, and they got the road clear as fast as the waggon could proceed. whilst we were continuing on at this rate, we observed at some distance before us, a human being dart into the woods, and endeavour to flee from us. ignorant what this might mean, we delayed the waggons, and some of us went into the woods and tracked the footsteps of a man for some little distance, when suddenly a negro made his appearance from behind some bushes, and hastily inquired whether there were any indians in our party, or whether we had met with any. the hideousness of the man's countenance, (which was painted with large red spots upon a black ground,) and his sudden appearance, startled us at first; but soon guessing his situation, we put him beyond all apprehension, and informed him he was perfectly safe. he then began to inform us that he had been a prisoner among the indians ever since the close of the last american war; and that he had meditated his escape ever since he had been in their hands, but that never, till now, had he been able to accomplish it.... "we could not but look upon the man with an eye of pity and compassion, and after giving him something to pursue his journey with, and desiring him to follow our track to columbia, we separated. at about three or four o'clock the same afternoon, we had the satisfaction of seeing the little miami river. here we halted, (for it was on the banks of this river that the town was laid out,) and we were soon joined by our other companions, who had proceeded on first, and who informed us that they had recognized the spot about half a mile higher up the river. we accordingly went on, and got the goods all out of the waggons that night, so that they might return again as soon as they thought proper. and here we could not but congratulate our friend h. upon his arrival at the seat of his new colony." chapter iii zane's trace and the maysville pike in the study of the ohio river as a highway of immigration and commerce it was emphasized that in earliest pioneer days the ascent of the river was a serious and difficult problem. this was true, indeed, not on the ohio alone, but on almost every river of importance in the united states. of course brawny arms could force a canoe through flood-tides and rapids; but, as a general proposition, the floods of winter, with ice floating fast amid-stream and clinging in ragged blocks and floes along the shore, and the droughts of summer which left, even in the ohio, great bars exposed so far to the light that the river could be forded here and there by children, made even canoe navigation well-nigh impossible. for other craft than light canoes navigation was utterly out of the question in the dry seasons and exceedingly dangerous on the icy winter floods at night--when the shore could not be approached. such conditions as these gave origin to many of our land highways. where pioneer homes were built beside a navigable river it was highly important to have a land thoroughfare leading back to the "old settlements" which could be traversed at all seasons. many of our "river roads" came into existence, not because the valleys offered the easiest courses for land travel, but because pioneer settlements were made on river banks, and, as the rivers were often worthy of the common french name "embarras," land courses were necessary. in the greater rivers this "homeward track," so to speak, frequently abandoned the winding valley and struck straight across the interior on the shortest available route. the founding of kentucky in the lower ohio valley offers a specific instance to illustrate these generalizations, and brings us to the subject of a thoroughfare which was of commanding importance in the old west. we have elsewhere dealt at length with the first settlement of kentucky, making clear the fact that the great road blazed by boone through cumberland gap was the most important route in kentucky's early history. the growth of the importance of the ohio river as a thoroughfare and its final tremendous importance to kentucky and the entire west has also been reviewed. but, despite this importance, the droughts of summer and the ice-torrents of winter made a landward route from kentucky to pennsylvania and the east an absolute necessity. even when the river was navigable, the larger part of the craft which sailed it before were not capable of going up-stream. heavy freight could be "poled" and "cordelled" up in the keel-boat and barge, but for all other return traffic, both freight and passenger, the land routes from kentucky north and east were preferable. for many years the most available messenger and mail route from cincinnati, vincennes, and louisville was over boone's wilderness road through cumberland gap. but, as the eighteenth century neared its close, the large population of western pennsylvania and northwestern virginia made necessary better routes from the upper ohio valley across the alleghenies; in turn, the new conditions demanded a route up the ohio valley from kentucky to pennsylvania. in our survey of indian thoroughfares, a slight path known as the mingo trail is mentioned as leading across eastern ohio from mingo bottom near the present steubenville, on the ohio river, to the neighborhood of zanesville on the muskingum river.[ ] mingo bottom was a well-known indian camping-place; the name is preserved in the railway junction thereabouts, mingo junction. a distinct watershed offers thoroughfare southwesterly across to the muskingum, and on this lay the old trail. the termini of this earliest known route were near two early settlements of whites; mingo bottom lies eight or nine miles north of wheeling, one of the important stations in the days of border warfare. the mingo trail, swinging southward a little, became the route of white hunters and travelers who wished to cross what is now eastern ohio. the muskingum river terminus of the trail was wills town, as far down the muskingum from zanesville as mingo bottom was above wheeling on the ohio. it is altogether probable that a slight trace left the wills town trail and crossed the muskingum at the mouth of licking river--the present site of zanesville. if a trail led thence westwardly toward the famed pickaway plains, it is recorded on none of our maps. we know, therefore, of only the mingo trail, running, let us say loosely, from wheeling, west virginia, to zanesville, ohio, which could have played any part in forming what soon became known as the first post road in all the territory northwest of the river ohio. with the close of the indian war and the signing of the treaty of greenville in , the american possession of the northwest was placed beyond question. a flood of emigrants at once left the eastern states for the central west, and the return traffic, especially in the form of travelers and private mail packets, from kentucky and cincinnati, began at once to assume significant proportions, and congress was compelled to facilitate travel by opening a post route two hundred and twenty-six miles in length from the upper to the lower ohio. accordingly, the following act: "_an act to authorize ebenezer zane[ ] to locate certain lands in the territory of the united states northwest of the river ohio_" was passed by congress and approved may , : "_be it enacted, &c._, that, upon the conditions hereinafter mentioned, there shall be granted to ebenezer zane three tracts of land, not exceeding one mile square each, one on the muskingum river, one on hockhocking river, and one other on the north bank of scioto river, and in such situations as shall best promote the utility of a road to be opened by him on the most eligible route between wheeling and limestone,[ ] to be approved by the president of the united states, or such person as he shall appoint for that purpose; _provided_, such tracts shall not interfere with any existing claim, location, or survey; nor include any salt spring, nor the lands on either side of the river hockhocking at the falls thereof. "sec. . _and be it further enacted_, that upon the said zane's procuring, at his own expense, the said tracts to be surveyed, in such a way and manner as the president of the united states shall approve, and returning into the treasury of the united states plats thereof, together with warrents granted by the united states for military land bounties, to the amount of the number of acres contained in the said three tracts; and also, producing satisfactory proof, by the first day of january next, that the aforesaid road is opened, and ferries established upon the rivers aforesaid, for the accommodation of travellers, and giving security that such ferries shall be maintained during the pleasure of congress; the president of the united states shall be, and he hereby is, authorized and empowered to issue letters patent, in the name and under the seal of the united states, thereby granting and conveying to the said zane, and his heirs, the said tracts of land located and surveyed as aforesaid; which patents shall be countersigned by the secretary of state, and recorded in his office: _provided always_, that the rates of ferriage, at such ferries, shall, from time to time, be ascertained [inspected] by any two of the judges of the territory northwest of the river ohio, or such other authority as shall be appointed for that purpose. "approved may , ."[ ] zane evidently went at once to work opening the road to kentucky, his brother jonathan, and son-in-law john mcintire, assisting largely in the work. the path was only made fit for horsemen, particularly mail-carriers. it is probable that the task was not more difficult than to cut away small trees on an indian trace. it is sure that for a greater part of the distance from the ohio to the muskingum the mingo trail was followed, passing near the center of belmont, guernsey and muskingum counties. the route to the southwest from that point through perry, fairfield, pickaway, ross, richland, adams, and brown counties may or may not have followed the path of an indian trace. no proof to the contrary being in existence, it is most reasonable to suppose that this, like most other pioneer routes, did follow a more or less plainly outlined indian path. the new road crossed the muskingum at the present site of the town well named zanesville, the hocking at lancaster, the scioto at chillicothe, and the ohio at aberdeen, ohio, opposite the old-time limestone, kentucky. [illustration: bridge on which zane's trace crossed the muskingum river at zanesville, ohio] one george sample was an early traveler on this national road; paying a visit from the east to the ohio country in , he returned homeward by way of zane's trace or the maysville road, as the route was variously known. after purchasing a farm on brush creek, adams county, ohio, and locating a homeless emigrant on it, mr. sample "started back to pennsylvania on horseback" according to his recorded recollections written in ;[ ] "as there was no getting up the river at that day.[ ] in our homeward trip we had very rough fare when we had any at all; but having calculated on hardships, we were not disappointed. there was one house (treiber's) on lick branch, five miles from where west union[ ] now is." trebar--according to modern spelling--opened a tavern on his clearing in or , but at the time of sample's trip his house was not more public than the usual pioneer's home where the latch-string was always out.[ ] "the next house," continues mr. sample, "was where sinking spring or middle-town is now.[ ] the next was at chillicothe, which was just then commenced. we encamped one night at massie's run, say two or three miles from the falls of paint creek, where the trace then crossed that stream. from chillicothe to lancaster the trace then went through the pickaway plains. there was a cabin some three or four miles below the plains, and another at their eastern edge, and one or two more between that and lancaster. here we staid the third night. from lancaster we went next day to zanesville, passing several small beginnings. i recollect no improvement between zanesville and wheeling, except a small one at the mouth of indian wheeling creek, opposite to wheeling. in this space we camped another night. from wheeling we went home pretty well." the matter of ferriage was a most important item on pioneer roads as indicated by the act of congress quoted. the court of general quarter sessions met at adamsville, adams county, december , , and made the following the legal rates of ferriage across the scioto and ohio rivers, both of which zane's trace crossed: _scioto river:_ man and horse - / cents. single - / " wagon and team " horned cattle (each) - / " _ohio river:_ man and horse - / " single - / " wagon and team $ . horned cattle - / " [ ] no sooner was zane's trace opened than the government established a mail route between wheeling and maysville and lexington. for the real terminus of the trace was not by any means at little maysville; an ancient buffalo route and well-worn white man's road led into the interior of kentucky from maysville, known in history as the maysville road and maysville pike. on the ohio side this mail route from wheeling and lexington was known by many titles in many years; it was the limestone road, the maysville pike, the limestone and chillicothe road, and the zanesville pike; the maysville and zanesville turnpike was constructed between zanesville and the ohio river. at zanesville the road today is familiarly known as the maysville pike while in kentucky it is commonly called the zanesville pike. "when the indian trail gets widened, graded and bridged to a good road," wrote emerson, "there is a benefactor, there is a missionary, a pacificator, a wealth-bringer, a maker of markets, a vent for industry."[ ] the little road here under consideration is unique among american highways in its origin and in its history. it was demanded, not by war, but by civilization, not for exploration and settlement but by settlements that were already made and in need of communion and commerce. it was created by an act of congress as truly as the cumberland road, which soon should, in part, supersede it. and finally it was on the subject of the maysville turnpike that the question of internal improvement by the national government was at last decided when, in , president jackson signed that veto which made the name of maysville a household word throughout the united states. in , after a delay which created great suspense in the west, the cumberland road at last leaped the ohio river at wheeling. zane's trace, now a wide, much-traveled avenue, offered a route westward to zanesville which could be but little improved upon. the blazed tree gave way to the mile-stone and the pannier and saddle-bag to the rumbling stagecoach and the chaise. it is all a pretty, quiet picture and its story is totally unlike that of boone's rough path over the cumberlands. for settlements sprang up rapidly in this land of plenty; we have seen that there were beginnings at chillicothe and zanesville when sample passed this way in . by , zane's lots at the crossing of the hockhocking (first known as new lancaster, and later as lancaster--from the town of that name in pennsylvania) were selling; his terms and inducements to settlers, especially mechanics, are particularly interesting.[ ] as intimated, the kentucky division of the maysville pike--leading from the ohio river through washington, paris, and lexington--became famous in that it was made a test case to determine whether or not the government had the right to assist in the building of purely state (local) roads by taking shares in local turnpike companies. this much-mooted question was settled once for all by president andrew jackson's veto of "a bill authorizing a subscription of stock in the maysville, washington, paris, and lexington turnpike road company," which was passed by the house february , . it read:[ ] "_be it enacted by the senate and house of representatives of the united states of america in congress assembled_, that the secretary of the treasury be, and he is hereby, authorized and directed to subscribe, in the name and for the use of the united states, for fifteen hundred shares of the capital stock of the maysville, washington, paris, and lexington turnpike road company, and to pay for the same at such times, and in such proportions, as shall be required of, and paid by, the stockholders generally, by the rules and regulations of the aforesaid company, to be paid out of any money in the treasury, not otherwise appropriated: _provided_, that not more than one-third part of the sum, so subscribed for the use of the united states, shall be demanded in the present year, nor shall any greater sum be paid on the shares so subscribed for, than shall be proportioned to assessments made on individual or corporate stockholders. "sec. . _and be it further enacted_, that the said secretary of the treasury shall vote for the president and directors of the aforesaid company, according to such number of shares as the united states may, at any time, hold in the stock thereof, and shall receive upon the said stock the proportion of the tolls which shall, from time to time, be due to the united states for the shares aforesaid, and shall have and enjoy, in behalf of the united states, every other right of stockholder in said company." in his first annual message to congress, dated december , , president jackson stated plainly his attitude to the great question of internal improvements. "as ... the period approaches when the application of the revenue to the payment of [national] debt will cease, the disposition of the surplus will present a subject for the serious deliberation of congress.... considered in connection with the difficulties which have heretofore attended appropriations for purposes of internal improvement, and with those which this experience tells us will certainly arise whenever power over such subjects may be exercised by the general government, it is hoped that it may lead to the adoption of some plan which will reconcile the diversified interests of the states and strengthen the bonds which unite them.... to avoid these evils it appears to me that the most safe, just, and federal disposition which could be made of the surplus revenue would be its apportionment among the several states according to their ratio of representation, and should this measure not be found warranted by the constitution that it would be expedient to propose to the states an amendment authorizing it."[ ] in his veto of the maysville road bill president jackson quoted the above paragraphs from his annual message, and, after citing both madison's and monroe's positions as to internal improvements of pure local character, continues: "the bill before me does not call for a more definate opinion upon the particular circumstances which will warrent appropriations of money by congress to aid works of internal improvement, for although the extention of the power to apply money beyond that of carrying into effect the object for which it is appropriated has, as we have seen, been long claimed and exercised by the federal government, yet such grants have always been professedly under the control of the general principle that the works which might be thus aided should be 'of a general, not local, national, not state,' character. a disregard of this distinction would of necessity lead to the subversion of the federal system. that even this is an unsafe one, arbitrary in its nature, and liable, consequently, to great abuses, is too obvious to require the confirmation of experience. it is, however, sufficiently definate and imperative to my mind to forbid my approbation of any bill having the character of the one under consideration. i have given to its provisions ... reflection ... but i am not able to view it in any other light than as a measure of purely local character; or, if it can be considered national, that no further distinction between the appropriate duties of the general and state governments need be attempted, for there can be no local interest that may not with equal propriety be denominated national. it has no connection with any established system of improvements; is exclusively within the limits of a state, starting at a point on the ohio river and running out miles to an interior town, and even as far as the state is interested conferring partial instead of general advantages. "considering the magnitude and importance of the power, and the embarrassments to which, from the very nature of the thing, its exercise must necessarily be subjected, the real friends of internal improvement ought not to be willing to confide it to accident and chance. what is properly _national_ in its character or otherwise is an inquiry which is often extremely difficult of solution.... "if it be the wish of the people that the construction of roads and canals should be conducted by the federal government, it is not only highly expedient, but indispensably necessary, that a previous amendment of the constitution, delegating the necessary power and defining and restricting its exercise with reference to the sovereignty of the states, should be made. the right to exercise as much jurisdiction as is necessary to preserve the works and to raise funds by the collection of tolls to keep them in repair can not be dispensed with. the cumberland road should be an instructive admonition of the consequences of acting without this right. year after year contests are witnessed, growing out of efforts to obtain the necessary appropriations for completing and repairing this useful work. whilst one congress may claim and exercise the power, a succeeding one may deny it; and this fluctuation of opinion must be unavoidably fatal to any scheme which from its extent would promote the interests and elevate the character of the country.... "that a constitutional adjustment of this power upon equitable principles is in the highest degree desirable can scarcely be doubted, nor can it fail to be promoted by every sincere friend to the success of our political institutions."[ ] the effect of jackson's veto was far-reaching. it not only put an end to all thought of national aid to such local improvements as the maysville turnpike, but deprived such genuinely national promotions as the baltimore and ohio railway of all hope of national aid. "president jackson had strongly expressed his opposition to aiding state enterprises and schemes of internal improvement by appropriations from the central government," records a historian of that great enterprise; "from whatever source the opposition may have come, the [baltimore and ohio railway] company recognized that it must not hope for aid from the national government."[ ] the significance of jackson's veto could not be more strongly presented. chapter iv pioneer travel in kentucky the following interesting and vivid picture of early travel in kentucky is taken from judge james hall's _legends of the west_ (philadelphia, ); though largely a work of fiction, such descriptions as these are as lifelike as the original picture. the place at which the party landed was a small village on the bank of the [ohio] river, distant about fifty miles from a settlement in the interior to which they were destined. "here we are on dry land once more," said the englishman as he jumped ashore; "come, mr. logan, let us go to the stage-house and take our seats." logan smiled, and followed his companion. "my good friend," said edgarton, to a tall, sallow man in a hunting-shirt, who sat on a log by the river with a rifle in his lap, "can you direct us to the stage-house?" "well, i can't say that i can." "perhaps you do not understand what we want," said edgarton; "we wish to take seats in a mail-coach for ----." "well, stranger, it's my sentimental belief that there isn't a coach, male or female, in the county." "this fellow is ignorant of our meaning," said edgarton to logan. "what's that you say, stranger? i _spose maybe_ you think i never _seed_ a coach? well, it's a free country, and every man has a right to think what he pleases; but i reckon i've saw as many of _them are fixens_ as any other man. i was raised in tennessee. i saw general jackson once riding in the elegantest carriage that ever mortal man _sot_ his eyes on--with glass winders to it like a house, and _sort o'_ silk _curtings_. the harness was mounted with silver; it was _drawd_ by four blooded nags, and _druv_ by a mighty likely _nigger_ boy." the travellers passed on, and soon learned that there was indeed no stage in the country. teams and carriages of any kind were difficult to be procured; and it was with some difficulty that two stout wagons were at last hired to carry mr. edgarton's movables, and a _dearborn_ obtained to convey his family, it being agreed that one of the gentlemen should drive the latter vehicle while the other walked, alternately. arrangements were accordingly made to set out the next morning. the settlement in which mr. edgarton had judiciously determined to pitch his tent, and enjoy the healthful innocence and rural felicity of the farmer's life, was new; and the country to be traversed to reach it entirely unsettled. there were two or three houses scattered through the wilderness on the road, one of which the party might have reached by setting out early in the morning, and they had determined to do so. but there was so much fixing and preparing to be done, so much stowing of baggage and packing of trunks, such momentous preparations to guard against cold and heat, hunger and thirst, fatigue, accident, robbery, disease, and death, that it was near noon before the cavalcade was prepared to move. even then they were delayed some minutes longer to give mr. edgarton time to oil the screws and renew the charges of his double-barrel gun and pocket-pistols. in vain he was told there were no highwaymen in america. his way lay chiefly through uninhabited forests; and he considered it a fact in natural history, as indisputable as any other elementary principle, that every such forest has its robbers. after all, he entirely neglected to put flints in his bran new locks instead of the wooden substitutes which the maker had placed there to protect his work from injury; and thus "doubly armed," he announced his readiness to start with an air of truly comic heroism. when they began their journey, new terrors arose. the road was sufficiently plain and firm for all rational purposes; that is to say, it _would do_ very well for those who only wanted to get along, and were content to make the best of it. it was a mere path beaten by a succession of travellers. no avenue had been cut for it through the woods; but the first pioneers had wound their way among the trees, avoiding obstacles by going round them, as the snake winds through the grass, and those who followed had trodden in their footsteps, until they had beaten a smooth road sufficiently wide to admit the passage of a single wagon. on either side was the thick forest, sometimes grown up with underbrush to the margin of the _trace_, and sometimes so open as to allow the eye to roam off to a considerable distance. above was a dense canopy of interwoven branches. the wild and lonesome appearance, the deep shade, the interminable gloom of the woods, were frightful to our travellers. the difference between a wild forest in the simple majesty of nature, and the woodlands of cultivated countries, is very great. in the latter the underbrush has been removed by art or destroyed by domestic animals; the trees as they arrive at their growth are felled for use, and the remainder, less crowded, assume the spreading and rounded form of cultivated trees. the sunbeams reach the soil through the scattered foliage, the ground is trodden by grazing animals, and a hard sod is formed. however secluded such a spot may be, it bears the marks of civilization; the lowing of cattle is heard, and many species of songsters that hover round the habitations of men, and are never seen in the wilderness, here warble their notes. in the western forests of america all is grand and savage. the truth flashes instantly upon the mind of the observer, with the force of conviction, that nature has been carrying on her operations here for ages undisturbed. the leaf has fallen from year to year; succeeding generations of trees have mouldered, spreading over the surface layer upon layer of decayed fibre, until the soil has acquired an astonishing depth and an unrivalled fertility. from this rich bed the trees are seen rearing their shafts to an astonishing height. the tendency of plants towards the light is well understood; of course, when trees are crowded closely together, instead of spreading, they shoot upwards, each endeavouring, as it were, to overtop his neighbours, and expending the whole force of the vegetative powers in rearing a great trunk to the greatest possible height, and then throwing out a top like an umbrella to the rays of the sun. the functions of vitality are carried on with vigor at the extremities, while the long stem is bare of leaves or branches; and when the undergrowth is removed nothing can exceed the gloomy grandeur of the elevated arches of foliage, supported by pillars of majestic size and venerable appearance. the great thickness and age of many of the trees is another striking peculiarity. they grow from age to age, attaining a gigantic size, and then fall, with a tremendous force, breaking down all that stands in their downward way, and heaping a great pile of timber on the ground, where it remains untouched until it is converted into soil. mingled with all our timber are seen aspiring vines, which seem to have commenced their growth with that of the young trees, and risen with them, their tops still flourishing together far above the earth, while their stems are alike bare. the undergrowth consists of dense thickets, made up of the offspring of the larger trees, mixed with thorns, briers, dwarfish vines, and a great variety of shrubs. the ground is never covered with a firm sward, and seldom bears the grasses, or smaller plants, being covered from year to year with a dense mass of dried and decaying leaves, and shrouded in eternal shade. such was the scene that met the eyes of our travellers, and had they been treated to a short excursion to the moon they would scarcely have witnessed any thing more novel. the wide-spread and trackless ocean had scarcely conveyed to their imaginations so vivid an impression of the vast and solitary grandeur of nature, in her pathless wildernesses. they could hardly realize the expectation of travelling safely through such savage shades. the path, which could be seen only a few yards in advance, seemed continually to have terminated, leaving them no choice but to retrace their steps. sometimes they came to a place where a tree had fallen across the road, and edgarton would stop under the supposition that any further attempt to proceed was hopeless--until he saw the american drivers forsaking the track, guiding their teams among the trees, crushing down the young saplings that stood in their way, and thus winding round the obstacle, and back to the road, often through thickets so dense, that to the stranger's eye it seemed as if neither man nor beast could penetrate them. sometimes on reaching the brink of a ravine or small stream, the bridge of logs, which previous travellers had erected, was found to be broken down, or the ford rendered impassable; and the wagoners with the same imperturbable good nature, and as if such accidents were matters of course, again left the road, and seeking out a new crossing-place, passed over with scarcely the appearance of difficulty. once they came to a sheet of water, extending as far as the eye could reach, the tall trees standing in it as thickly as upon the dry ground, with tufts of grass and weeds instead of the usual undergrowth. "is there a ferry here?" inquired edgarton. "oh no, sir, it's nothing but _a slash_." "what's that?" "why, sir, jist a sort o' swamp." "what in the world shall we do?" "we'll jist put right ahead, sir; there's no dif-_fick_-ulty; it's nice good driving all about here. it's sort o' muddy, but there's good bottom to it all the way." on they went. to edgarton it was like going to sea; for no road could be seen; nothing but the trackless surface of the water; but instead of looking down, where his eye could have penetrated to the bottom, he was glancing forward in the vain hope of seeing dry land. generally the water was but a few inches deep, but sometimes they soused into a hole; then edgarton groaned and the ladies screamed; and sometimes it got gradually deeper until the hubs of the wheels were immersed, and the englishman then called to the wagoners to stop. "don't be afeard, sir," one of them replied, "it is not bad; why this ain't nothing; it's right good going; it ain't a-going to swim your horse, no how." "anything seems a good road to you where the horse will not have to swim," replied the englishman surlily. "why, bless you," said the backwoodsman, "this ain't no part of a priming to places that i've seed afore, no how. i've seed race paths in a worse fix than this. don't you reckon, stranger, that if my team can drag this here heavy wagon, loaded down with plunder, you can sartainly get along with that _ar_ little carry-all, and nothing on the face of the _yeath_ to tote, but jist the women and children?" they had but one such swamp to pass. it was only about half a mile wide, and after travelling that far through the water, the firm soil of the woods, which before seemed gloomy, became cheerful by contrast; and edgarton found at last, that however unpleasant such travelling may be to those who are not accustomed to it, it has really no dangers but such as are imaginary. as the cavalcade proceeded slowly, the ladies found it most pleasant to walk wherever the ground was sufficiently dry. mrs. edgarton and the children might be seen sauntering along, and keeping close to the carriage, for fear of being lost or captured by some nondescript monster of the wild, yet often halting to gather nosegays of wild flowers, or to examine some of the many natural curiosities which surrounded them.... the sun was about to set when the wagoners halted at an open spot, covered with a thick carpet of short grass, on the margin of a small stream of clear water. on inquiring the reason, mr. edgarton was assured that this was the best _campground_ on the route, and as there was no house within many miles, it was advisable to make arrangements for passing the night there. "impossible!" exclaimed the european gentleman; "what! lie on the ground like beasts! we shall all catch our death of cold!" "i should never live through the night," groaned his fair partner.... "don't let us stay here in the dark, papa," cried the children. logan expressed the opinion that an encampment might be made quite comfortable, and the sentimental julia declared that it would be "delightful!" edgarton imprecated maledictions on the beggarly country which could not afford inns for travellers, and wondered if they expected a gentleman to nestle among the leaves like robin hood's foresters.... this storm, like other sudden gusts, soon blew over, and the party began in earnest to make the best of a bad business by rendering their situation as comfortable as possible. the wagoners, though highly amused at the fears of their companions, showed great alacrity and kindness in their endeavours to dissipate the apprehensions and provide for the comfort of foreigners; and, assisted by mr. logan, soon prepared a shelter. this was made by planting some large stakes in the ground, in the form of a square, filling up the sides and covering the tops with smaller poles, and suspending blankets over and around it, so as to form a complete enclosure. mrs. edgarton had a carpet taken from the wagons and spread on the ground; on this the beds were unpacked and laid, trunks were arranged for seats, and the emigrants surprised at finding themselves in a comfortable apartment, became as merry as they had been before despondent. a fire was kindled and the teakettle boiled, and there being a large store of bread and provisions already prepared, an excellent repast was soon placed before them, and eaten with the relish produced by severe exercise. the night had now closed in, but the blaze of a large fire and the light of several candles threw a brilliant gleam over the spot and heightened the cheerfulness of the evening meal. the arrangements for sleeping were very simple. the tent, which had been divided into two apartments by a curtain suspended in the middle, accommodated all of mr. edgarton's household: logan drew on his greatcoat, and spreading a single blanket on the ground, threw himself down with his feet to the fire; the teamsters crept into their wagons, and the several parties soon enjoyed that luxury which, if shakspeare may be believed, is often denied to the "head that wears a crown." the light of the morning brought with it cheerfulness and merriment. refreshed from the fatigues of the preceding day, inspired with new confidence, and amused by the novelties that surrounded them, the emigrants were in high spirits. breakfast was hastily prepared, and the happy party, seated in a circle on the grass, enjoyed their meal with a keen relish. the horses were then harnessed and the cavalcade renewed its march. the day was far advanced when they began to rise to more elevated ground than that over which they had travelled. the appearance of the woods was sensibly changed. they were now travelling over a high upland tract with a gently-waving surface, and instead of the rank vegetation, the dense foliage and gloomy shades by which they had been surrounded, beheld woodlands composed of smaller trees thinly scattered and intermingled with rich thickets of young timber. the growth though thick was low, so that the rays of the sun penetrated through many openings, and the beaten path which they pursued was entirely exposed to the genial beams. groves of the wild apple, the plum, and the cherry, now in full bloom, added a rich beauty to the scene and a delightful fragrance to the air. but the greatest natural curiosity and the most attractive scenic exhibitions of our western hemisphere was still in reserve; and a spontaneous expression of wonder and delight burst from the whole party, as they emerged from the woods and stood on the edge of _a prairie_. they entered a long vista, carpeted with grass, interspersed with numberless flowers, among which the blue violet predominated; while the edges of the forest on either hand were elegantly fringed with low thickets loaded with blossoms--those of the plum and cherry of snowy whiteness, and those of the crab-apple of a delicate pink. above and beyond these were seen the rich green, the irregular outline, and the variegated light and shade of the forest. as if to produce the most beautiful perspective, and to afford every variety of aspect, the vista increased in width until it opened like the estuary of a great river into the broad prairie, and as our travellers advanced the woodlands receded on either hand, and sometimes indented by smaller avenues opening into the woods, and sometimes throwing out points of timber, so that the boundary of the plain resembled the irregular outline of a shore as traced on a map. [illustration: pioneer view of houses at fort cumberland, maryland] delighted with the lovely aspect of nature in these the most tasteful of her retreats, the party lingered along until they reached the margin of the broad prairie, where a noble expanse of scenery of the same character was spread out on a larger scale. they stood on a rising ground, and beheld before them a vast plain, undulating in its surface so as to present to the eye a series of swells and depressions, never broken nor abrupt, but always regular, and marked by curved lines. here and there was seen a deep ravine or drain, by which the superfluous water was carried off, the sides of which were thickly set with willows. clumps of elm and oak were scattered about far apart like little islands; a few solitary trees were seen, relieving the eye as it wandered over the ocean-like surface of this native meadow. it so happened that a variety of accidents and delays impeded the progress of our emigrants, so that the shadows of evening began to fall upon them, while they were yet far from the termination of their journey, and it became necessary again to seek a place of repose for the night. the prospect of encamping again had lost much of its terrors, but they were relieved from the contemplation of this last resource of the houseless, by the agreeable information that they were drawing near the house of a farmer who was in the habit of "accommodating travellers." it was further explained that mr. goodman did not keep a public-house, but that he was "well off," "had houseroom enough, and plenty to eat," and that "_of course_," according to the hospitable customs of the country, he entertained any strangers who sought shelter under his roof. thither they bent their steps, anticipating from the description of it a homestead much larger and more comfortable than the cheerless-looking log-cabins which had thus far greeted their eyes, and which seemed to compose the only dwellings of the population. on arriving at the place, they were a little disappointed to find that the abundance of _houseroom_ which had been promised them was a mere figure of speech, an idiomatic expression by a native, having a comparative signification. the dwelling was a log house, differing from others only in being of a larger size and better construction. the logs were hewed and squared instead of being put up in their original state, with the bark on; the apertures were carefully closed, and the openings representing windows, instead of being stopped when urgent occasion required the exclusion of the atmosphere, by hats, old baskets, or cast-off garments, were filled with glass, in imitation of the dwellings of more highly civilized lands. the wealth of this farmer, consisting chiefly of the _plenty to eat_ which had been boasted, was amply illustrated by the noisy and numerous crowd of chickens, ducks, turkeys, pigs, and cattle, that cackled, gobbled, and grunted about the house, filling the air with social though discordant sounds, and so obstructing the way as scarcely to leave room for the newly-arrived party to approach the door. as the cavalcade halted, the foremost driver made the fact known by a vociferous salutation. "hal-low! who keeps house?" a portly dame made her appearance at the door, and was saluted with,-- "how de do, ma'am--all well, ma'am?" "all right well, thank you, sir." "here's some strangers that wants lodging; can we get to stay all night with you?" "well, i don't know; _he's_ not at home, and i harly know what to say." "i'll answer for _him_," replied the driver, who understood distinctly that the pronoun used so emphatically by the good lady alluded to her inferior moiety; "he wouldn't turn away strangers at this time of day when the chickens is jist goin to roost. we've ben a travellin all day, and our critters is mighty tired and hungry, as well as the rest of us." "well," said the woman, very cheerfully, "i reckon you can stay; if you can put up with such fare as we have, you are very welcome. my man will be back soon; he's only jist gone up to town." the whole party were now received into the dwelling of the backwoodsman by the smiling and voluble hostess, whose assiduous cordiality placed them at once at their ease in spite of the plain and primitive, and to them uncomfortable aspect of the log house. indeed, nothing could be more uninviting in appearance to those who were accustomed only to the more convenient dwellings of a state of society farther advanced in the arts of social life. it was composed of two large apartments or separate cabins, connected by an area or space which was floored and roofed, but open at the sides, and which served as a convenient receptacle to hang saddles, bridles, and harness, or to stow travellers' baggage, while in fine weather it served as a place in which to eat or sit. in the room into which our party was shown there was neither plastering nor paper, nor any device of modern ingenuity to conceal the bare logs that formed the sides of the house, neither was there a carpet on the floor, nor any furniture for mere ornament. the absence of all superfluities and of many of the conveniences usually deemed essential in household economy was quite striking. a table, a few chairs, a small looking-glass, some cooking utensils, and a multitudinous array of women's apparel, hung round on wooden pins, as if for show, made up the meagre list, whether for parade or use, with the addition of several bedsteads closely ranged on one side of the room, supporting beds of the most plethoric and dropsical dimensions, covered with clean cotton bedding, and ostentatiously tricked out with gaudy, parti-colored quilts. the "man" soon made his appearance, a stout, weatherbeaten person, of rough exterior, but not less hospitably disposed than his better half, and the whole household were now actively astir to furnish forth the evening's repast, nor was their diligent kindness, nor the inquisitive though respectful cross-examination which accompanied it, at all diminished when they discovered that their guests were english people. soon the ample fire-place, extending almost across one end of the house, was piled full of blazing logs; the cries of affrighted fowls and other significant notes of preparation announced that active operations were commenced in the culinary department. an array of pots and kettles, skillets, ovens, and frying-pans, covered the hearth, and the astonished travellers discovered that the room they occupied was not only used as a bedchamber, but "served them for parlour, and kitchen, and hall." we shall not attempt to describe the processes of making bread, cooking meat and vegetables, and preparing the delightful beverage of the evening meal, a portion of which took place in the presence of the surprised and amused guests, while other parts were conducted under a shed out of doors. a large table was soon spread with clean linen, and covered with a profusion of viands such as probably could not be found on the board of the mere peasant or labouring farmer in any other part of the world.[ ] coffee was there, with sweet milk and buttermilk in abundance; fried chickens, venison, and ham: cheese, sweetmeats, pickles, dried fruit, and honey; bread of wheat and corn, hot biscuits and cakes, with fresh butter; all well prepared and neat, and all pressed upon the hungry travellers with officious hospitality. had the entertainment been furnished in regal style at some enchanted castle by invisible hands, the guests could scarcely have been more surprised by the profusion and variety of the backwoods repast, so far did the result produced exceed the apparent means afforded by the desolate-looking and scantily-furnished cabin. if our worthy travellers were surprised by the novelties of backwoods _inn_-hospitality which thus far had pressed upon them, how much was their wonder increased when the hour for retiring arrived, and the landlady apologized for being obliged to separate guests from their hosts. "our family is so large," said the woman, "that we have to have two rooms. i shall have to put all of you strangers into a room by yourselves." the party were accordingly conducted into the other apartment, which was literally filled with arrangements for sleeping, there being several bedsteads, each of which was closely curtained with sheets, blankets, and coverlids hung around it for the occasion, while the whole floor was strewed with pallets. here mr. edgarton and his whole party, including logan and the teamsters, were expected to sleep. a popular poet, in allusion to this patriarchal custom, impertinently remarks, some cavillers object to sleep with fellow-travellers. and on this occasion the objection was uttered vehemently, the ladies declaring that martyrdom in any shape would be preferable to lodging thus like a drove of cattle. unreasonable as such scruples might have seemed, they were so pertinaciously adhered to on the one side, and so obstinately resisted by the exceedingly difficult nature of the case on the other, that there is no knowing to what extremities matters might have gone, had not a compromise been effected by which logan and the wagon-drivers were transferred into the room occupied by the farmer's family, while the edgartons, the sister, the maid, the greyhound, the pug-dog, and the parrot, remained sole occupants of the apartment prepared for them. footnotes: [ ] _diary of george washington, sept. to oct. , ._ [ ] cf. "journal of lieut. robert parker," _the pennsylvania magazine_, vol. xxvii, no. , pp. - . [ ] _historic highways of america_, vol. v, p. . [ ] _wisconsin historical collections_, vol. xi, p. . [ ] _public documents relating to the new york canals_ (new york, ), p. . [ ] _id._, pp. - . [ ] _a pedestrious tour_, by estwick evans. [ ] _historic highways of america_, vol. xiii, ch. . [ ] watson's _annals of philadelphia_, vol. i, p. . [ ] see "hulme's journal" in w. cobbett's _a year's residence in the united states_ ( ), p. . [ ] d. hewett's _american traveller_ ( ), p. . [ *] it is curious to note that while the introduction of coaches is said here to be injurious to the breed of horses, macaulay, a century or so later, decried the passing of the coach and the old coaching days because this, too, meant the destruction of the breed of horses!--see _historic highways of america_, vol. x, p. . [ ] florida avenue is said to have been the first street laid out on the present site of washington, d. c. as it is the most crooked of all the streets and avenues this is easy to believe. [ ] _retrospect of western travel_, vol. i, pp. - . [ ] moore's notes are as follows: on "ridges" (line ): "what mr. weld [an english traveler in america] says of the national necessity of balancing or trimming the stage, in passing over some of the wretched roads in america, is by no means exaggerated. 'the driver frequently had to call to the passengers in the stage to lean out of the carriage, first on one side, then on the other, to prevent it from oversetting in the deep ruts, with which the road abounds. "now, gentlemen, to the right!" upon which the passengers all stretched their bodies half out of the carriage to balance on that side. "now, gentlemen, to the left!" and so on.'--_weld's travels._" on "bridges" (line ): "before the stage can pass one of these bridges the driver is obliged to stop and arrange the loose planks, of which it is composed, in the manner that best suits his ideas of safety, and as the planks are again disturbed by the passing of the coach, the next travelers who arrive have, of course, a new arrangement to make. mahomet, as sale tells us, was at some pains to imagine a precarious kind of bridge for the entrance of paradise, in order to enhance the pleasures of arrival. a virginia bridge, i think, would have answered his purpose completely." [ ] _sketch of the civil engineering of north america_, pp. - . [ ] "the oldest turnpike in pennsylvania," by edward b. moore, in philadelphia _press_ or delaware county _american_, june , ; and "the old turnpike," by a. e. witmer in _lancaster county historical society papers_, vol. ii (november, ), pp. - . [ ] sherman day, _historical collections of the state of pennsylvania_ (philadelphia, ). [ ] the rise of the pennsylvania canal and railway system will be treated in chapter four of _historic highways of america_, vol. xiii. [ *] for these and other facts concerning plank roads we are indebted to w. kingsford's _history, structure and statistics of plank roads_ ( ). [ ] the frontispiece to this volume represents a mile-stone which was erected beside braddock's old road, near frostburg, maryland, during the revolutionary war. on the reverse side it bears the legend, "our countrys rights we will defend." on the front these words can be traced: "[ ?] miles to fort cumberland miles to capt smith's inn & bridge by crossings. [smithfield, pennsylvania] the best road to redstone old fort m." the stone was once taken away for building purposes and broken; the town authorities of frostburg ordered it to be cemented, returned and set up on its old-time site. [ ] the lancaster turnpike. [ ] "in these stages," as brissot [jean pierre brissot de warville, _new travels in the united states_ (london, )] observes, "you meet with men of all professions. the member of congress is placed by the side of the shoemaker who elected him; they fraternise together, and converse with familiarity. you see no person here take upon him those important airs which you too often meet with in england."--baily. [ ] it consists of several layers of large logs laid longitudinally, and parallel to each other, and covered at the top with earth.--baily. [ ] the sleighs not making any noise when in motion over the snow, the horses are obliged by law to have little bells fastened around their necks, to warn foot-passengers of their approach.--baily. [ ] i was in company with a gentleman of the name of heighway, who was going down to the northwestern settlement to form a plantation.--baily. see p. . [ ] by d. hewett's _american traveller_, the principal points on the washington-pittsburg route are given as follows: distance. montgomery c. h. . clarksburg . monocasy river . fredericktown . hagerstown . pennsylvania state line . m'connell'stown . junietta river . bedford . stoyestown . summit of laurel hill . greensburg . pittsburg . total . [ ] mr. hewett gives this note of montgomery c. h.: "this village is also called rockville. there is an extremely bad turnpike from washington to this place, so much so, that the man who keeps the toll house, _after_ having taken toll, recommends travellers to go the _ola road_."--p. . [ ] all the inns and public-houses on the road are called taverns.--baily. [ ] clarksburg. [ ] hagar's-town is ten miles from boone's-town.--baily. [ ] mcdowell's mill. [ ] mr. heighway, an englishman who settled now at waynesville, warren county, ohio.--_history of warren county, ohio_ (chicago, ), p. . [ ] _historic highways of america_, vol. ii, p. . [ ] the patriot-pioneer of wheeling, the first settlement on the ohio river below pittsburg, which he founded in , and where he lived until . he was born in virginia in . [ ] the importance of the historic _entrepôt_ limestone mason county, kentucky (later named maysville from one of its first inhabitants) has been suggested in volume ix of this series (pp. , , ). it was the most important entrance point into kentucky on its northeastern river shore-line. what it was in earliest days, because of the buffalo trail into the interior, it remained down through the earlier and later pioneer era to the time of the building of the trunk railway lines. [ ] _united states statutes at large, private laws - , inclusive_, p. . [ ] _american pioneer_, vol. i, p. . [ ] an exaggerated statement, yet much in accord with the truth, as we have previously observed. [ ] county seat of adams county, ohio. [ ] evans and stivers, _history of adams county, ohio_, p. . [ ] wilcoxon's clearing, sinking spring, highland county, ohio.--_id._, p. . [ ] _id._, p. . [ ] _society and solitude_, essay on "civilization," pp. - . [ ] see graham's _history of fairfield and perry counties, ohio_, pp. - . [ ] _bills & resolutions, house reps., st sess., st cong., part , & ' _, h. r., p. . [ ] richardson's _messages and papers of the presidents_, vol. ii, pp. , . [ ] _id._, pp. - . [ ] reizenstein's "the economic history of the baltimore and ohio railroad," _johns hopkins studies in historical and political science_, fifteenth series, vii-viii, p. . [ ] i cannot resist the opportunity of nailing to the counter a wretched fabrication of some traveller, who represents himself as dismounting at a western house of entertainment, and inquiring the price of a dinner. the answer is, "well, stranger--with wheat bread and chicken fixens, it would be fifty cents, but with corn bread and common doins, twenty-five cents." the slang here used is of the writer's own invention. no one ever heard in the west of "chicken fixens," or "common doins." on such occasions, the table is spread with everything that the house affords, or with whatever may be convenient, according to the means and temper of the entertainers. a meal is a meal, and the cost is the same, whether it be plentiful or otherwise.--hall. * * * * * transcriber's notes: . passages in italics are surrounded by _underscores_. . obvious errors in spelling and punctuation have been corrected. . footnotes have been moved to the end of the main text body. . images have been moved from the middle of a paragraph to the closest paragraph break. university, and alev akman. the quaker colonies, a chronicle of the proprietors of the delaware volume in the chronicles of america series by sydney g. fisher new haven: yale university press toronto: glasgow, brook & co. london: humphrey milford oxford university press contents i. the birth of pennsylvania ii. penn sails for the delaware iii. life in philadelphia iv. types of the population v. the troubles of penn and his sons vi. the french and indian war vii. the decline of quaker government viii. the beginnings of new jersey ix. planters and traders of southern jersey x. scotch covenanters and others in east jersey xi. the united jerseys xii. little delaware xiii. the english conquest bibliography the quaker colonies chapter i. the birth of pennsylvania in , the year after charles ii was restored to the throne of england, william penn was a seventeen-year-old student at christ church, oxford. his father, a distinguished admiral in high favor at court, had abandoned his erstwhile friends and had aided in restoring king charlie to his own again. young william was associating with the sons of the aristocracy and was receiving an education which would fit him to obtain preferment at court. but there was a serious vein in him, and while at a high church oxford college he was surreptitiously attending the meetings and listening to the preaching of the despised and outlawed quakers. there he first began to hear of the plans of a group of quakers to found colonies on the delaware in america. forty years afterwards he wrote, "i had an opening of joy as to these parts in the year at oxford." and with america and the quakers, in spite of a brief youthful experience as a soldier and a courtier, william penn's life, as well as his fame, is indissolubly linked. quakerism was one of the many religious sects born in the seventeenth century under the influence of puritan thought. the foundation principle of the reformation, the right of private judgment, the quakers carried out to its logical conclusion; but they were people whose minds had so long been suppressed and terrorized that, once free, they rushed to extremes. they shocked and horrified even the most advanced reformation sects by rejecting baptism, the doctrine of the trinity, and all sacraments, forms, and ceremonies. they represented, on their best side, the most vigorous effort of the reformation to return to the spirituality and the simplicity of the early christians. but their intense spirituality, pathetic often in its extreme manifestations, was not wholly concerned with another world. their humane ideas and philanthropic methods, such as the abolition of slavery, and the reform of prisons and of charitable institutions, came in time to be accepted as fundamental practical social principles. the tendencies of which quakerism formed only one manifestation appeared outside of england, in italy, in france, and especially in germany. the fundamental quaker idea of "quietism," as it was called, or peaceful, silent contemplation as a spiritual form of worship and as a development of moral consciousness, was very widespread at the close of the reformation and even began to be practiced in the roman catholic church until it was stopped by the jesuits. the most extreme of the english quakers, however, gave way to such extravagances of conduct as trembling when they preached (whence their name), preaching openly in the streets and fields--a horrible thing at that time--interrupting other congregations, and appearing naked as a sign and warning. they gave offense by refusing to remove their hats in public and by applying to all alike the words "thee" and "thou," a form of address hitherto used only to servants and inferiors. worst of all, the quakers refused to pay tithes or taxes to support the church of england. as a result, the loathsome jails of the day were soon filled with these objectors, and their property melted away in fines. this contumacy and their street meetings, regarded at that time as riotous breaches of the peace, gave the government at first a legal excuse to hunt them down; but as they grew in numbers and influence, laws were enacted to suppress them. some of them, though not the wildest extremists, escaped to the colonies in america. there, however, they were made welcome to conditions no less severe. the first law against the quakers in massachusetts was passed in , and between that date and four of the sect were hanged, one of them a woman, mary dyer. though there were no other hangings, many quakers were punished by whipping and banishment. in other colonies, notably new york, fines and banishment were not uncommon. such treatment forced the quakers, against the will of many of them, to seek a tract of land and found a colony of their own. to such a course there appeared no alternative, unless they were determined to establish their religion solely by martyrdom. about the time when the massachusetts laws were enforced, the principal quaker leader and organizer, george fox ( - ), began to consider the possibility of making a settlement among the great forests and mountains said to lie north of maryland in the region drained by the delaware and susquehanna rivers. in this region lay practically the only good land on the atlantic seaboard not already occupied. the puritans and dutch were on the north, and there were catholic and church of england colonies on the south in maryland and virginia. the middle ground was unoccupied because heretofore a difficult coast had prevented easy access by sea. fox consulted josiah coale, a quaker who had traveled in america and had seen a good deal of the indian tribes, with the result that on his second visit to america coale was commissioned to treat with the susquehanna indians, who were supposed to have rights in the desired land. in november, , coale reported to fox the result of his inquiries: "as concerning friends buying a piece of land of the susquehanna indians i have spoken of it to them and told them what thou said concerning it; but their answer was, that there is no land that is habitable or fit for situation beyond baltimore's liberty till they come to or near the susquehanna's fort." * nothing could be done immediately, the letter went on to say, because the indians were at war with one another, and william fuller, a maryland quaker, whose cooperation was deemed essential, was absent. * james bowden's "history of the friends in america," vol. i, p. this seems to have been the first definite movement towards a quaker colony. reports of it reached the ears of young penn at oxford and set his imagination aflame. he never forgot the project, for seventeen is an age when grand thoughts strike home. the adventurousness of the plan was irresistible--a home for the new faith in the primeval forest, far from imprisonment, tithes, and persecution, and to be won by effort worthy of a man. it was, however, a dream destined not to be realized for many a long year. more was needed than the mere consent of the indians. in the meantime, however, a temporary refuge for the sect was found in the province of west jersey on the delaware, which two quakers had bought from lord berkeley for the comparatively small sum of pounds. of this grant william penn became one of the trustees and thus gained his first experience in the business of colonizing the region of his youthful dreams. but there was never a sufficient governmental control of west jersey to make it an ideal quaker colony. what little control the quakers exercised disappeared after ; and the land and situation were not all that could be desired. penn, though also one of the owners of east jersey, made no attempt to turn that region into a quaker colony. besides west jersey the quakers found a temporary asylum in aquidneck, now rhode island. * for many years the governors and magistrates were quakers, and the affairs of this island colony were largely in their hands. quakers were also prominent in the politics of north carolina, and john archdale, a quaker, was governor for several years. they formed a considerable element of the population in the towns of long island and westchester county but they could not hope to convert these communities into real quaker commonwealths. * this rhode island colony should be distinguished from the settlement at providence founded by roger williams with which it was later united. see jones, "the quakers in the american colonies," p. , note. the experience in the jerseys and elsewhere very soon proved that if there was to be a real quaker colony, the british crown must give not only a title to the land but a strong charter guaranteeing self-government and protection of the quaker faith from outside interference. but that the british government would grant such valued privileges to a sect of schismatics which it was hunting down in england seemed a most unlikely event. nothing but unusual influence at court could bring it about, and in that quarter the quakers had no influence. penn never forgot the boyhood ideal which he had developed at college. for twenty years he led a varied life--driven from home and whipped by his father for consorting with the schismatic; sometimes in deference to his father's wishes taking his place in the gay world at court; even, for a time, becoming a soldier, and again traveling in france with some of the people of the court. in the end, as he grew older, religious feeling completely absorbed him. he became one of the leading quaker theologians, and his very earnest religious writings fill several volumes. he became a preacher at the meetings and went to prison for his heretical doctrines and pamphlets. at last he found himself at the age of thirty-six with his father dead, and a debt due from the crown of , pounds for services which his distinguished father, the admiral, had rendered the government. here was the accident that brought into being the great quaker colony, by a combination of circumstances which could hardly have happened twice. young penn was popular at court. he had inherited a valuable friendship with charles ii and his heir, the duke of york. this friendship rested on the solid fact that penn's father, the admiral, had rendered such signal assistance in restoring charles and the whole stuart line to the throne. but still , pounds or $ , , the accumulation of many deferred payments, was a goodly sum in those days, and that the crown would pay it in money, of which it had none too much, was unlikely. why not therefore suggest paying it instead in wild land in america, of which the crown had abundance? that was the fruitful thought which visited penn. lord berkeley and lord carteret had been given new jersey because they had signally helped to restore the strait family to the throne. all the more therefore should the stuart family give a tract of land, and even a larger tract, to penn, whose father had not only assisted the family to the throne but had refrained so long from pressing his just claim for money due. so the crown, knowing little of the value of it, granted him the most magnificent domain of mountains; lakes, rivers, and forests, fertile soil, coal, petroleum, and iron that ever was given to a single proprietor. in addition to giving penn the control of delaware and, with certain other quakers, that of new jersey as well, the crown placed at the disposal of the quakers , square miles of most valuable, fertile territory, lacking only about three thousand square miles of being as large as england and wales. even when cut down to , square miles by a boundary dispute with maryland, it was larger than ireland. kings themselves have possessed such dominions, but never before a private citizen who scorned all titles and belonged to a hunted sect that exalted peace and spiritual contemplation above all the wealth and power of the world. whether the obtaining of this enormous tract of the best land in america was due to what may be called the eternal thriftiness of the quaker mind or to the intense desire of the british government to get rid of these people--at any cost might be hard to determine. penn received his charter in , and in it he was very careful to avoid all the mistakes of the jersey proprietary grants. instead of numerous proprietors, penn was to be the sole proprietor. instead of giving title to the land and remaining silent about the political government, penn's charter not only gave him title to the land but a clearly defined position as its political head, and described the principles of the government so clearly that there was little room for doubt or dispute. it was a decidedly feudal charter, very much like the one granted to lord baltimore fifty years before, and yet at the same time it secured civil liberty and representative government to the people. penn owned all the land and the colonists were to be his tenants. he was compelled, however, to give his people free government. the laws were to be made by him with the assent of the people or their delegates. in practice this of course meant that the people were to elect a legislature and penn would have a veto, as we now call it, on such acts as the legislature should pass. he had power to appoint magistrates, judges, and some other officers, and to grant pardons. though, by the charter, proprietor of the province, he usually remained in england and appointed a deputy governor to exercise authority in the colony. in modern phrase, he controlled the executive part of the government and his people controlled the legislative part. pennsylvania, besides being the largest in area of the proprietary colonies, was also the most successful, not only from the proprietor's point of view but also from the point of view of the inhabitants. the proprietorships in maine, new hampshire, new jersey, and the carolinas were largely failures. maryland was only partially successful; it was not particularly remunerative to its owner, and the crown deprived him of his control of it for twenty years. penn, too, was deprived of the control of pennsylvania by william iii but for only about two years. except for this brief interval ( - ), penn and his sons after him held their province down to the time of the american revolution in , a period of ninety-four years. a feudal proprietorship, collecting rents from all the people, seems to modern minds grievously wrong in theory, and yet it would be very difficult to show that it proved onerous in practice. under it the people of pennsylvania flourished in wealth, peace, and happiness. penn won undying fame for the liberal principles of his feudal enterprise. his expenses in england were so great and his quitrents always so much in arrears that he was seldom out of debt. but his children grew rich from the province. as in other provinces that were not feudal there were disputes between the people and the proprietors; but there was not so much general dissatisfaction as might have been expected. the proprietors were on the whole not altogether disliked. in the american revolution, when the people could have confiscated everything in pennsylvania belonging to the proprietary family, they not only left them in possession of a large part of their land, but paid them handsomely for the part that was taken. after penn had secured his charter in , he obtained from the duke of york the land now included in the state of delaware. he advertised for colonists, and began selling land at pounds for five thousand acres and annually thereafter a shilling quitrent for every hundred acres. he drew up a constitution or frame of government, as he called it, after wide and earnest consultation with many, including the famous algernon sydney. among the penn papers in the historical society of pennsylvania is a collection of about twenty preliminary drafts. beginning with one which erected a government by a landed aristocracy, they became more and more liberal, until in the end his frame was very much like the most liberal government of the other english colonies in america. he had a council and an assembly, both elected by the people. the council, however, was very large, had seventy-two members, and was more like an upper house of the legislature than the usual colonial governor's council. the council also had the sole right of proposing legislation, and the assembly could merely accept or reject its proposals. this was a new idea, and it worked so badly in practice that in the end the province went to the opposite extreme and had no council or upper house of the legislature at all. penn's frame of government contained, however, a provision for its own amendment. this was a new idea and proved to be so happy that it is now found in all american constitutions. his method of impeachment by which the lower house was to bring in the charge and the upper house was to try it has also been universally adopted. his view that an unconstitutional law is void was a step towards our modern system. the next step, giving the courts power to declare a law unconstitutional, was not taken until one hundred years after his time. with the advice and assistance of some of those who were going out to his colony he prepared a code of laws which contained many of the advanced ideas of the quakers. capital punishment was to be confined to murder and treason, instead of being applied as in england to a host of minor offenses. the property of murderers, instead of being forfeited to the state, was to be divided among the next of kin of the victim and of the criminal. religious liberty was established as it had been in rhode island and the jerseys. all children were to be taught a useful trade. oaths in judicial proceedings were not required. all prisons were to be workhouses and places of reformation instead of dungeons of dirt, idleness, and disease. this attempt to improve the prisons inaugurated a movement of great importance in the modern world in which the part played by the quakers is too often forgotten. penn had now started his "holy experiment," as he called his enterprise in pennsylvania, by which he intended to prove that religious liberty was not only right, but that agriculture, commerce, and all arts and refinements of life would flourish under it. he would break the delusion that prosperity and morals were possible only under some one particular faith established by law. he, would prove that government could be carried on without war and without oaths, and that primitive christianity could be maintained without a hireling ministry, without persecution, without ridiculous dogmas or ritual, sustained only by its own innate power and the inward light. chapter ii. penn sails for the delaware the framing of the constitution and other preparations consumed the year following penn's receipt of his charter in . but at last, on august , , he set sail in the ship welcome, with about a hundred colonists. after a voyage of about six weeks, and the loss of thirty of their number by smallpox, they arrived in the delaware. june would have been a somewhat better month in which to see the rich luxuriance of the green meadows and forests of this beautiful river. but the autumn foliage and bracing air of october must have been inspiring enough. the ship slowly beat her way for three days up the bay and river in the silence and romantic loneliness of its shores. everything indicated richness and fertility. at some points the lofty trees of the primeval forest grew down to the water's edge. the river at every high tide overflowed great meadows grown up in reeds and grasses and red and yellow flowers, stretching back to the borders of the forest and full of water birds and wild fowl of every variety. penn, now in the prime of life, must surely have been aroused by this scene and by the reflection that the noble river was his and the vast stretches of forests and mountains for three hundred miles to the westward. he was soon ashore, exploring the edge of his mighty domain, settling his government, and passing his laws. he was much pleased with the swedes whom he found on his land. he changed the name of the little swedish village of upland, fifteen miles below philadelphia, to chester. he superintended laying out the streets of philadelphia and they remain to this day substantially as he planned them, though unfortunately too narrow and monotonously regular. he met the indians at philadelphia, sat with them at their fires, ate their roasted corn, and when to amuse him they showed him some of their sports and games he renewed his college days by joining them in a jumping match. then he started on journeys. he traveled through the woods to new york, which then belonged to the duke of york, who had given him delaware; he visited the long island quakers; and on his return he went to maryland to meet with much pomp and ceremony lord baltimore and there discuss with him the disputed boundary. he even crossed to the eastern shore of the chesapeake to visit a quaker meeting on the choptank before winter set in, and he describes the immense migration of wild pigeons at that season, and the ducks which flew so low and were so tame that the colonists knocked them down with sticks. most of the winter he spent at chester and wrote to england in high spirits of his journeys, the wonders of the country, the abundance of game and provisions, and the twenty-three ships which had arrived so swiftly that few had taken longer than six weeks, and only three had been infected with the smallpox. "oh how sweet," he says, "is the quiet of these parts, freed from the anxious and troublesome solicitations, hurries and perplexities of woful europe." as the weeks and months passed, ships kept arriving with more quakers, far exceeding the migration to the jerseys. by summer, penn reported that sail had arrived within the past year, houses had been built in philadelphia, and about farms had been laid out round the town. it is supposed that about immigrants had arrived. this was a more rapid development than was usual in the colonies of america. massachusetts and virginia had been established slowly and with much privation and suffering. but the settlement of philadelphia was like a summer outing. there were no dangers, the hardships were trifling, and there was no sickness or famine. there was such an abundance of game close at hand that hunger and famine were in nowise to be feared. the climate was good and the indians, kindly treated, remained friendly for seventy years. it is interesting to note that in that same year, , in which penn and his friends with such ease and comfort founded their great colony on the delaware, the french explorers and voyageurs from canada, after years of incredible hardships, had traversed the northern region of the great lakes with their canoes and had passed down the mississippi to its mouth, giving to the whole of the great west the name of louisiana, and claiming it for france. already la salle had taken his fleet of canoes down the mississippi river and had placed the arms of france on a post at its mouth in april, , only a few months before penn reached his newly acquired colony. thus in the same year in which the quakers established in pennsylvania their reign of liberty and of peace with the red men, la salle was laying the foundation of the western empire of despotic france, which seventy years afterwards was to hurl the savages upon the english colonies, to wreck the quaker policy of peace, but to fail in the end to maintain itself against the free colonies of england. while they were building houses in philadelphia, the settlers lived in bark huts or in caves dug in the river bank, as the early settlers in new jersey across the river had lived. pastorius, a learned german quaker, who had come out with the english, placed over the door of his cave the motto, "parva domus, sed amica bonis, procul este profani," which much amused penn when he saw it. a certain mrs. morris was much exercised one day as to how she could provide supper in the cave for her husband who was working on the construction of their house. but on returning to her cave she found that her cat had just brought in a fine rabbit. in their later prosperous years they had a picture of the cat and the rabbit made on a box which has descended as a family heirloom. doubtless there were preserved many other interesting reminiscences of the brief camp life. these quakers were all of the thrifty, industrious type which had gone to west jersey a few years before. men of means, indeed, among the quakers were the first to seek refuge from the fines and confiscations imposed upon them in england. they brought with them excellent supplies of everything. many of the ships carried the frames of houses ready to put together. but substantial people of this sort demanded for the most part houses of brick, with stone cellars. fortunately both brick clay and stone were readily obtainable in the neighborhood, and whatever may have been the case in other colonies, ships loaded with brick from england would have found it little to their profit to touch at philadelphia. an early description says that the brick houses in philadelphia were modeled on those of london, and this type prevailed for nearly two hundred years. it was probably in june, , that penn made his famous treaty with the indians. no documentary proof of the existence of such a treaty has reached us. he made, indeed, a number of so-called treaties, which were really only purchases of land involving oral promises between the principals to treat each other fairly. hundreds of such treaties have been made. the remarkable part about penn's dealings with the indians was that such promises as he made he kept. the other quakers, too, were as careful as penn in their honorable treatment of the red men. quaker families of farmers and settlers lived unarmed among them for generations and, when absent from home, left children in their care. the indians, on their part, were known to have helped white families with food in winter time. penn, on his first visit to the colony, made a long journey unarmed among the indians as far as the susquehanna, saw the great herds of elk on that river, lived in indian wigwams, and learned much of the language and customs of the natives. there need never be any trouble with them, he said. they were the easiest people in the world to get on with if the white men would simply be just. penn's fair treatment of the indians kept pennsylvania at peace with them for about seventy years--in fact, from until the outbreak of the french and indian wars, in . in its critical period of growth, pennsylvania was therefore not at all harassed or checked by those indian hostilities which were such a serious impediment in other colonies. the two years of penn's first visit were probably the happiest of his life. always fond of the country, he built himself a fine seat on the delaware near bristol, and it would have been better for him, and probably also for the colony, if he had remained there. but he thought he had duties in england: his family needed him; he must defend his people from the religious oppression still prevailing; and lord baltimore had gone to england to resist him in the boundary dispute. one of the more narrow-minded of his faith wrote to penn from england that he was enjoying himself too much in his colony and seeking his own selfish interest. influenced by all these considerations, he returned in august, , and it was long before he saw pennsylvania again--not, indeed, until october, , and then for only two years. chapter iii. life in philadelphia the rapid increase of population and the growing prosperity in pennsylvania during the life of its founder present a striking contrast to the slower and more troubled growth of the other british colonies in america. the settlers in pennsylvania engaged at once in profitable agriculture. the loam, clay, and limestone soils on the pennsylvania tide of the delaware produced heavy crops of grain, as well as pasture for cattle and valuable lumber from its forests. the pennsylvania settlers were of a class particularly skilled in dealing with the soil. they apparently encountered none of the difficulties, due probably to incompetent farming, which beset the settlers of delaware, whose land was as good as that of the pennsylvania colonists. in a few years the port of philadelphia was loading abundant cargoes for england and the great west india trade. after much experimenting with different places on the river, such as new castle, wilmington, salem, burlington, the quakers had at last found the right location for a great seat of commerce and trade that could serve as a center for the export of everything from the region behind it and around it. philadelphia thus soon became the basis of a prosperity which no other townsite on the delaware had been able to attain. the quakers of philadelphia were the soundest of financiers and men of business, and in their skillful hands the natural resources of their colony were developed without setback or accident. at an early date banking institutions were established in philadelphia, and the strongest colonial merchants and mercantile firms had their offices there. it was out of such a sound business life that were produced in revolutionary times such characters as robert morris and after the revolution men like stephen girard. pennsylvania in colonial times was ruled from philadelphia somewhat as france has always been ruled from paris. and yet there was a difference: pennsylvania had free government. the germans and the scotch-irish outnumbered the quakers and could have controlled the legislature, for in out of a population of , the quakers were only about , ; and yet the legislature down to the revolution was always confided to the competent hands of the quakers. no higher tribute, indeed, has ever been paid to any group of people as governors of a commonwealth and architects of its finance and trade. it is a curious commentary on the times and on human nature that these quaker folk, treated as outcasts and enemies of good order and religion in england and gradually losing all their property in heavy fines and confiscations, should so suddenly in the wilderness prove the capacity of their "holy experiment" for achieving the best sort of good order and material success. they immediately built a most charming little town by the waterside, snug and pretty with its red brick houses in the best architectural style. it was essentially a commercial town down to the time of the revolution and long afterwards. the principal residences were on water street, the second street from the wharves. the town in those days extended back only as far as fourth street, and the state house, now independence hall, an admirable instance of the local brick architecture, stood on the edge of the town. the pennsylvania hospital, the first institution of its kind to be built in america, was situated out in the fields. through the town ran a stream following the line of the present dock street. its mouth had been a natural landing place for the first explorers and for the indians from time immemorial. here stood a neat tavern, the blue anchor, with its dovecotes in old english style, looking out for many a year over the river with its fleet of small boats. along the wharves lay the very solid, broad, somber, quaker-like brick warehouses, some of which have survived into modern times. everywhere were to be found ships and the good seafaring smell of tar and hemp. ships were built and fitted out alongside docks where other ships were lading. a privateer would receive her equipment of guns, pistols, and cutlasses on one side of a wharf, while on the other side a ship was peacefully loading wheat or salted provisions for the west indies. everybody's attention in those days was centered on the water instead of inland on railroads as it is today. commerce was the source of wealth of the town as agriculture was the wealth of the interior of the province. every one lived close to the river and had an interest in the rise and fall of the tide. the little town extended for a mile along the water but scarcely half a mile back from it. all communication with other places, all news from the world of europe came from the ships, whose captains brought the letters and the few newspapers which reached the colonists. an important ship on her arrival often fired a gun and dropped anchor with some ceremony. immediately the shore boats swarmed to her side; the captain was besieged for news and usually brought the letters ashore to be distributed at the coffeehouse. this institution took the place of the modern stock exchange, clearing house, newspaper, university, club, and theater all under one roof, with plenty to eat and drink besides. within its rooms vessels and cargoes were sold; before its door negro slaves were auctioned off; and around it as a common center were brought together all sorts of business, valuable information, gossip, and scandal. it must have been a brilliant scene in the evening, with the candles lighting embroidered red and yellow waistcoats, blue and scarlet coats, green and black velvet, with the rich drab and mouse color of the prosperous quakers contrasting with the uniforms of british officers come to fight the french and indian wars. sound, as well as color, had its place in this busy and happy colonial life. christ church, a brick building which still stands the perfection of colonial architecture had been established by the church of england people defiantly in the midst of heretical quakerdom. it soon possessed a chime of bells sent out from england. captain budden, who brought them in his ship myrtilla, would charge no freight for so charitable a deed, and in consequence of his generosity every time he and his ship appeared in the harbor the bells were rung in his honor. they were rung on market days to please the farmers who came into town with their wagons loaded with poultry and vegetables. they were rung muffled in times of public disaster and were kept busy in that way in the french and indian wars. they were also rung muffled for franklin when it was learned that while in london he had favored the stamp act--a means of expressing popular opinion which the newspapers subsequently put out of date. the severe quaker code of conduct and peaceful contemplation contains no prohibition against good eating and drinking. quakers have been known to have the gout. the opportunities in philadelphia to enjoy the pleasures of the table were soon unlimited. farm, garden, and dairy products, vegetables, poultry, beef, and mutton were soon produced in immense quantity and variety and of excellent quality. john adams, coming from the "plain living and high thinking" of boston to attend the first meeting of the continental congress in philadelphia, was invited to dine with stephen collins, a typical quaker, and was amazed at the feast set before him. from that time his diary records one after another of these "sinful feasts," as he calls them. but the sin at which he thus looks askance never seems to have withheld him from a generous indulgence. "drank madeira at a great rate," he says on one occasion, "and took no harm from it." madeira obtained in the trade with spain was the popular drink even at the taverns. various forms of punch and rum were common, but the modern light wines and champagne were not then in vogue. food in great quantity and variety seems to have been placed on the table at the same time, with little regard to formal courses. beef, poultry, and mutton would all be served at one dinner. fruit and nuts were placed on the table in profusion, as well as puddings and desserts numerous and deadly. dinners were served usually in the afternoon. the splendid banquet which adams describes as given to some members of the continental congress by chief justice chew at his country seat was held at four in the afternoon. the dinner hour was still in the afternoon long after the revolution and down to the times of the civil war. other relics of this old love of good living lasted into modern times. it was not so very long ago that an occasional householder of wealth and distinction in philadelphia could still be found who insisted on doing his own marketing in the old way, going himself the first thing in the morning on certain days to the excellent markets and purchasing all the family supplies. philadelphia poultry is still famous the country over; and to be a good judge of poultry was in the old days as much a point of merit as to be a good judge of madeira. a typical philadelphian, envious new yorkers say, will still keep a line of depositors waiting at a bank while he discourses to the receiving teller on what a splendid purchase of poultry he had made that morning. early in the last century a wealthy leader of the bar is said to have continued the old practice of going to market followed by a negro with a wheelbarrow to bring back the supplies. not content with feasting in their own homes, the colonial philadelphians were continually banqueting at the numerous taverns, from the coach and horses, opposite the state house, down to the penny pot inn close by the river. at the coach and horses, where the city elections were usually held, the discarded oyster shells around it had been trampled into a hard white and smooth floor over which surged the excited election crowds. in those taverns the old fashion prevailed of roasting great joints of meat on a turnspit before an open fire; and to keep the spit turning before the heat little dogs were trained to work in a sort of treadmill cage. in nothing is this colonial prosperity better revealed than in the quality of the country seats. they were usually built of stone and sometimes of brick and stone, substantial, beautifully proportioned, admirable in taste, with a certain simplicity, yet indicating a people of wealth, leisure, and refinement, who believed in themselves and took pleasure in adorning their lives. not a few of these homes on the outskirts of the city have come down to us unharmed, and cliveden, stenton, and belmont are precious relics of such solid structure that with ordinary care they will still last for centuries. many were destroyed during the revolution; others, such as landsdowne, the seat of one of the penn family, built in the italian style, have disappeared; others were wiped out by the city's growth. all of them, even the small ones, were most interesting and typical of the life of the times. the colonists began to build them very early. a family would have a solid, brick town house and, only a mile or so away, a country house which was equally substantial. sometimes they built at a greater distance. governor keith, for example, had a country seat, still standing though built in the middle of the eighteenth century, some twenty-five miles north of the city in what was then almost a wilderness. penn's ideal had always been to have philadelphia what he called "a green country town." probably he had in mind the beautiful english towns of abundant foliage and open spaces. and penn was successful, for many of the philadelphia houses stood by themselves, with gardens round them. the present walnut was first called pool street; chestnut was called winn street; and market was called high street. if he could have foreseen the enormous modern growth of the city, he might not have made his streets so narrow and level. but the fault lies perhaps rather with the people for adhering so rigidly and for so long to penn's scheme, when traffic that he could not have imagined demanded wider streets. if he could have lived into our times he would surely have sent us very positive directions in his bluff british way to break up the original rectangular, narrow plan which was becoming dismally monotonous when applied to a widely spread-out modern city. he was a theologian, but he had a very keen eye for appearances and beauty of surroundings. chapter iv. types of the population the arrival of colonists in pennsylvania in greater numbers than in delaware and the jerseys was the more notable because, within a few years after pennsylvania was founded, persecution of the quakers ceased in england and one prolific cause of their migration was no more. thirteen hundred quakers were released from prison in by james ii; and in , when william of orange took the throne, toleration was extended to the quakers and other protestant dissenters. the success of the first quakers who came to america brought others even after persecution ceased in england. the most numerous class of immigrants for the first fifteen or twenty years were welsh, most of whom were quakers with a few baptists and church of england people. they may have come not so much from a desire to flee from persecution as to build up a little welsh community and to revive welsh nationalism. in their new surroundings they spoke their own welsh language and very few of them had learned english. they had been encouraged in their national aspirations by an agreement with penn that they were to have a tract of , acres where they could live by themselves. the land assigned to them lay west of philadelphia in that high ridge along the present main line of the pennsylvania railroad, now so noted for its wealthy suburban homes. all the important names of townships and places in that region, such as wynnewood, st. davids, berwyn, bryn mawr, merion, haverford, radnor, are welsh in origin. some of the welsh spread round to the north of philadelphia, where names like gwynedd and penllyn remain as their memorials. the chester valley bordering the high ridge of their first settlement they called duffrin mawr or great valley. these welsh, like so many of the quakers, were of a well-to-do class. they rapidly developed their fertile land and, for pioneers, lived quite luxuriously. they had none of the usual county and township officers but ruled their welsh barony, as it was called, through the authority of their quaker meetings. but this system eventually disappeared. the welsh were absorbed into the english population, and in a couple of generations their language disappeared. prominent people are descended from them. david rittenhouse, the astronomer, was welsh on his mother's side. david lloyd, for a long time the leader of the popular party and at one time chief justice, was a welshman. since the revolution the welsh names of cadwalader and meredith have been conspicuous. the church of england people formed a curious and decidedly hostile element in the early population of pennsylvania. they established themselves in philadelphia in the beginning and rapidly grew into a political party which, while it cannot be called very strong in numbers, was important in ability and influence. after penn's death, his sons joined the church of england, and the churchmen in the province became still stronger. they formed the basis of the proprietary party, filled executive offices in the government, and waged relentless war against the quaker majority which controlled the legislature. during penn's lifetime the churchmen were naturally opposed to the whole government, both executive and legislative. they were constantly sending home to england all sorts of reports and information calculated to show that the quakers were unfit to rule a province, that penn should be deprived of his charter, and that pennsylvania should be put under the direct rule of the king. they had delightful schemes for making it a strong church of england colony like virginia. one of them suggested that, as the title to the three lower counties, as delaware was called, was in dispute, it should be taken by the crown and given to the church as a manor to support a bishop. such an ecclesiastic certainly could have lived in princely state from the rents of its fertile farms, with a palace, retinue, chamberlains, chancellors, feudal courts, and all the appendages of earthly glory. for the sake of the picturesqueness of colonial history it is perhaps a pity that this pious plan was never carried out. as it was, however, the churchmen established themselves with not a little glamour and romance round two institutions, christ church for the first fifty years, and after that round the old college of philadelphia. the reverend william smith, a pugnacious and eloquent scotchman, led them in many a gallant onset against the "haughty tribe" of quakers, and he even suffered imprisonment in the cause. he had a country seat on the schuylkill and was in his way a fine character, devoted to the establishment of ecclesiasticism and higher learning as a bulwark against the menace of quaker fanaticism; and but for the coming on of the revolution he might have become the first colonial bishop with all the palaces, pomp, and glory appertaining thereunto. in spite of this opposition, however, the quakers continued their control of the colony, serenely tolerating the anathemas of the learned churchmen and the fierce curses and brandished weapons of the presbyterians and scotch-irish. curses and anathemas were no check to the fertile soil. grist continued to come to the mill; and the agricultural products poured into philadelphia to be carried away in the ships. the contemplative quaker took his profits as they passed; enacted his liberalizing laws, his prison reform, his charities, his peace with the savage indians; allowed science, research, and all the kindly arts of life to flourish; and seemed perfectly contented with the damnation in the other world to which those who flourished under his rule consigned him. in discussing the remarkable success of the province, the colonists always disputed whether the credit should be given to the fertile soil or to the liberal laws and constitution. it was no doubt due to both. but the obvious advantages of penn's charter over the mixed and troublesome governmental conditions in the jerseys, penn's personal fame and the repute of the quakers for liberalism then at its zenith, and the wide advertising given to their ideas and penn's, on the continent of europe as well as in england, seem to have been the reasons why more people, and many besides quakers, came to take advantage of that fertile soil. the first great increase of alien population came from germany, which was still in a state of religious turmoil, disunion, and depression from the results of the reformation and the thirty years' war. the reaction from dogma in germany had produced a multitude of sects, all yearning for greater liberty and prosperity than they had at home. penn and other quakers had made missionary tours in germany and had preached to the people. the germans do not appear to have been asked to come to the jerseys. but they were urged to come to pennsylvania as soon as the charter was obtained; and many of them made an immediate response. the german mind was then at the height of its emotional unrestraint. it was as unaccustomed to liberty of thought as to political liberty and it produced a new sect or religious distinction almost every day. many of these sects came to pennsylvania, where new small religious bodies sprang up among them after their arrival. schwenkfelders, tunkers, labadists, new born, new mooners, separatists, zion's brueder, ronsdorfer, inspired, quietists, gichtelians, depellians, mountain men, river brethren, brinser brethren, and the society of the woman in the wilderness, are names which occur in the annals of the province. but these are only a few. in lancaster county alone the number has at different times been estimated at from twenty to thirty. it would probably be impossible to make a complete list; some of them, indeed, existed for only a few years. their own writers describe them as countless and bewildering. many of them were characterized by the strangest sort of german mysticism, and some of them were inclined to monastic and hermit life and their devotees often lived in caves or solitary huts in the woods. it would hardly be accurate to call all the german sects quakers, since a great deal of their mysticism would have been anything but congenial to the followers of fox and penn. resemblances to quaker doctrine can, however, be found among many of them; and there was one large sect, the mennonites, who were often spoken of as german quakers. the two divisions fraternized and preached in each other's meetings. the mennonites were well educated as a class and pastorius, their leader, was a ponderously learned german. most of the german sects left the quakers in undisturbed possession of philadelphia, and spread out into the surrounding region, which was then a wilderness. they and all the other germans who afterwards followed them settled in a half circle beginning at easton on the delaware, passing up the lehigh valley into lancaster county, thence across the susquehanna and down the cumberland valley to the maryland border, which many of them crossed, and in time scattered far to the south in virginia and even north carolina, where their descendants are still found. these german sects which came over under the influence of penn and the quakers, between the years and , formed a class by themselves. though they may be regarded as peculiar in their ideas and often in their manner of life, it cannot be denied that as a class they were a well-educated, thrifty, and excellent people and far superior to the rough german peasants who followed them in later years. this latter class was often spoken of in pennsylvania as "the church people," to distinguish them from "the sects," as those of the earlier migration were called. the church people, or peasantry of the later migration, belonged usually to one of the two dominant churches of germany, the lutheran or the reformed. those of the reformed church were often spoken of as calvinists. this migration of the church people was not due to the example of the quakers but was the result of a new policy which was adopted by the british government when queen anne ascended the throne in , and which aimed at keeping the english people at home and at filling the english colonies in america with foreign protestants hostile to france and spain. large numbers of these immigrants were "redemptioners," as they were called; that is to say, they were persons who had been obliged to sell themselves to the shipping agents to pay for their passage. on their arrival in pennsylvania the captain sold them to the colonists to pay the passage, and the redemptioner had to work for his owner for a period varying from five to ten years. no stigma or disgrace clung to any of these people under this system. it was regarded as a necessary business transaction. not a few of the very respectable families of the state and some of its prominent men are known to be descended from redemptioners. this method of transporting colonists proved a profitable trade for the shipping people, and was soon regularly organized like the modern assisted immigration. agents, called "newlanders" and "soul-sellers," traveled through germany working up the transatlantic traffic by various devices, some of them not altogether creditable. pennsylvania proved to be the most attractive region for these immigrants. some of those who were taken to other colonies finally worked their way to pennsylvania. practically none went to new england, and very few, if any, to virginia. indeed, only certain colonies were willing to admit them. another important element that went to make up the pennsylvania population consisted of the scotch-irish. they were descendants of scotch and english presbyterians who had gone to ireland to take up the estates of the irish rebels confiscated under queen elizabeth and james i. this migration of protestants to ireland, which began soon after , was encouraged by the english government. towards the middle of the seventeenth century the confiscation of more irish land under cromwell's regime increased the migration to ulster. many english joined the migration, and scotch of the lowlands who were largely of english extraction, although there were many gaelic or celtic names among them. these are the people usually known in english history as ulstermen--the same who made such a heroic defense of londonderry against james ii, and the same who in modern times have resisted home rule in ireland because it would bury them, they believe, under the tyranny of their old enemies, the native irish catholic majority. they were more thrifty and industrious than the native irish and as a result they usually prospered on the irish land. at first they were in a more or less constant state of war with the native irish, who attempted to expel them. they were subsequently persecuted by the church of england under charles i, who attempted to force them to conform to the english established religion. such a rugged schooling in ireland made of them a very aggressive, hardy people, protestants of the protestants, so accustomed to contests and warfare that they accepted it as the natural state of man. these ulstermen came to pennsylvania somewhat later than the first german sects; and not many of them arrived until some years after . they were not, like the first germans, attracted to the colony by any resemblance of their religion to that of the quakers. on the contrary they were entirely out of sympathy with the quakers, except in the one point of religious liberty; and the quakers were certainly out of sympathy with them. nearly all the colonies in america received a share of these settlers. wherever they went they usually sought the frontier and the wilderness; and by the time of the revolution, they could be found upon the whole colonial frontier from new hampshire to georgia. they were quite numerous in virginia, and most numerous along the edge of the pennsylvania wilderness. it was apparently the liberal laws and the fertile soil that drew them to pennsylvania in spite of their contempt for most of the quaker doctrines. the dream of their life, their haven of rest, was for these scotch-irish a fertile soil where they would find neither irish "papists" nor church of england; and for this reason in america they always sought the frontier where they could be by themselves. they could not even get on well with the germans in pennsylvania; and when the germans crowded into their frontier settlements, quarrels became so frequent that the proprietors asked the ulstermen to move farther west, a suggestion which they were usually quite willing to accept. at the close of the colonial period in pennsylvania the quakers, the church of england people, and the miscellaneous denominations occupied philadelphia and the region round it in a half circle from the delaware river. outside of this area lay another containing the germans, and beyond that were the scotch-irish. the principal stronghold of the scotch-irish was the cumberland valley in southern pennsylvania west of the susquehanna, a region now containing the flourishing towns of chambersburg, gettysburg, carlisle, and york, where the descendants of these early settlers are still very numerous. in modern times, however, they have spread out widely; they are now to be found all over the state, and they no longer desire so strongly to live by themselves. the ulstermen, owing to the circumstances of their earlier life, had no sympathy whatever with the quaker's objection to war or with his desire to deal fairly with the indians and pay them for their land. as presbyterians and calvinists, they belonged to one of the older and more conservative divisions of the reformation. the quaker's doctrine of the inward light, his quietism, contemplation, and advanced ideas were quite incomprehensible to them. as for the indians, they held that the old testament commands the destruction of all the heathen; and as for paying the savages for their land, it seemed ridiculous to waste money on such an object when they could exterminate the natives at less cost. the ulstermen, therefore, settled on the indian land as they pleased, or for that matter on any land, and were continually getting into difficulty with the pennsylvania government no less than with the indians. they regarded any region into which they entered as constituting a sovereign state. it was this feeling of independence which subsequently prompted them to organize what is known as the whisky rebellion when, after the revolution, the federal government put a tax on the liquor which they so much esteemed as a product, for corn converted into whisky was more easily transported on horses over mountain trails, and in that form fetched a better price in the markets. after the year , when the quaker method of dealing with the indians no longer prevailed, the scotch-irish lived on the frontier in a continual state of savage warfare which lasted for the next forty years. war, hunting the abundant game, the deer, buffalo, and elk, and some agriculture filled the measure of their days and years. they paid little attention to the laws of the province, which were difficult to enforce on the distant frontier, and they administered a criminal code of their own with whipping or "laced jacket," as they called it, as a punishment. they were jacks of all trades, weaving their own cloth and making nearly everything they needed. they were the first people in america to develop the use of the rifle, and they used it in the back country all the way down into the carolinas at a time when it was seldom seen in the seaboard settlements. in those days, rifles were largely manufactured in lancaster, pennsylvania, and there were several famous gunsmiths in philadelphia. some of the best of these old rifles have been preserved and are really beautiful weapons, with delicate hair triggers, gracefully curved stocks, and quaint brass or even gold or silver mountings. the ornamentation was often done by the hunter himself, who would melt a gold or silver coin and pour it into some design which he had carved with his knife in the stock. the revolution offered an opportunity after the ulstermen's heart, and they entered it with their entire spirit, as they had every other contest which involved liberty and independence. in fact, in that period they played such a conspicuous part that they almost ruled philadelphia, the original home of the quakers. since then, spread out through the state, they have always had great influence, the natural result of their energy, intelligence, and love of education. nearly all these diverse elements of the pennsylvania population were decidedly sectional in character. the welsh had a language of their own, and they attempted, though without success, to maintain it, as well as a government of their own within their barony independent of the regular government of the province. the germans were also extremely sectional. they clung with better success to their own language, customs, and literature. the scotch-irish were so clannish that they had ideas of founding a separate province on the susquehanna. even the church of england people were so aloof and partisan that, though they lived about philadelphia among the quakers, they were extremely hostile to the quaker rule and unremittingly strove to destroy it. all these cleavages and divisions in the population continue in their effects to this day. they prevented the development of a homogeneous population. no exact statistics were taken of the numbers of the different nationalities in colonial times; but franklin's estimate is probably fairly accurate, and his position in practical politics gave him the means of knowing and of testing his calculations. about the year he estimated the population as one-third quaker, one-third german, and one-third miscellaneous. this gave about , or , to each of the thirds. provost smith, of the newly founded college, estimated the quakers at only about , . but his estimate seems too low. he was interested in making out their numbers small because he was trying to show the absurdity of allowing such a small band of fanatics and heretics to rule a great province of the british empire. one great source of the quaker power lay in the sympathy of the germans, who always voted on their side and kept them in control of the legislature, so that it was in reality a case of two-thirds ruling one-third. the quakers, it must be admitted, never lost their heads. unperturbed through all the conflicts and the jarring of races and sects, they held their position unimpaired and kept the confidence and support of the germans until the revolution changed everything. the varied elements of population spread out in ever widening half circles from philadelphia as a center. there was nothing in the character of the region to stop this progress. the country all the way westward to the susquehanna was easy hill, dale, and valley, covered by a magnificent growth of large forest trees--oaks, beeches, poplars, walnuts, hickories, and ash--which rewarded the labor of felling by exposing to cultivation a most fruitful soil. the settlers followed the old indian trails. the first westward pioneers seem to have been the welsh quakers, who pushed due west from philadelphia and marked out the course of the famous lancaster road, afterwards the lancaster turnpike. it took the line of least resistance along the old trail, following ridges until it reached the susquehanna at a spot where an indian trader, named harris, established himself and founded a post which subsequently became harrisburg, the capital of the state. for a hundred years the lancaster road was the great highway westward, at first to the mountains, then to the ohio, and finally to the mississippi valley and the great west. immigrants and pioneers from all the new england and middle states flocked out that way to the land of promise in wagons, or horseback, or trudging along on foot. substantial taverns grew up along the route; and habitual freighters and stage drivers, proud of their fine teams of horses, grew into characters of the road. when the pennsylvania railroad was built, it followed the same line. in fact, most of the lines of railroad in the state follow indian trails. the trails for trade and tribal intercourse led east and west. the warrior trails usually led north and south, for that had long been the line of strategy and conquest of the tribes. the northern tribes, or six nations, established in the lake region of new york near the headwaters of the delaware, the susquehanna, and the ohio, had the advantage of these river valleys for descending into the whole atlantic seaboard and the valley of the mississippi. they had in consequence conquered all the tribes south of them as far even as the carolinas and georgia. all their trails of conquest led across pennsylvania. the germans in their expansion at first seem to have followed up the schuylkill valley and its tributaries, and they hold this region to the present day. gradually they crossed the watershed to the susquehanna and broke into the region of the famous limestone soil in lancaster county, a veritable farmer's paradise from which nothing will ever drive them. many quaker farmers penetrated north and northeast from philadelphia into bucks county, a fine rolling and hilly wheat and corn region, where their descendants are still found and whence not a few well-known philadelphia families have come. the quaker government of pennsylvania in almost a century of its existence largely fulfilled its ideals. it did not succeed in governing without war; but the war was not its fault. it did succeed in governing without oaths. an affirmation instead of an oath became the law of pennsylvania for all who chose an affirmation; and this law was soon adopted by most american communities. it succeeded in establishing religious liberty in pennsylvania in the fullest sense of the word. it brought christianity nearer to its original simplicity and made it less superstitious and cruel. the quakers had always maintained that it was a mistake to suppose that their ideas would interfere with material prosperity and happiness; and they certainly proved their contention in pennsylvania. to quaker liberalism was due not merely the material prosperity, but prison reform and the notable public charities of pennsylvania; in both of which activities, as in the abolition of slavery, the quakers were leaders. original research in science also flourished in a marked degree in colonial pennsylvania. no one in those days knew the nature of thunder and lightning, and the old explanation that they were the voice of an angry god was for many a sufficient explanation. franklin, by a long series of experiments in the free quaker colony, finally proved in that lightning was electricity, that is to say, a manifestation of the same force that is produced when glass is rubbed with buckskin. he invented the lightning rod, discovered the phenomenon of positive and negative electricity, explained the action of the leyden jar, and was the first american writer on the modern science of political economy. this energetic citizen of pennsylvania spent a large part of his life in research; he studied the gulf stream, storms and their causes, waterspouts, whirlwinds; and he established the fact that the northeast storms of the atlantic coast usually move against the wind. but franklin was not the only scientist in the colony. besides his three friends, kinnersley, hopkinson, and syng, who worked with him and helped him in his discoveries, there were david rittenhouse, the astronomer, john bartram, the botanist, and a host of others. rittenhouse excelled in every undertaking which required the practical application of astronomy, he attracted attention even in europe for his orrery which indicated the movements of the stars and which was an advance on all previous instruments of the kind. when astronomers in europe were seeking to have the transit of venus of observed in different parts of the world, pennsylvania alone of the american colonies seems to have had the man and the apparatus necessary for the work. rittenhouse conducted the observations at three points and won a world-wide reputation by the accuracy and skill of his observations. the whole community was interested in this scientific undertaking; the legislature and public institutions raised the necessary funds; and the american philosophical society, the only organization of its kind in the colonies, had charge of the preparations. the american philosophical society had been started in philadelphia in . it was the first scientific society to be founded in america, and throughout the colonial period it was the only society of its kind in the country. its membership included not only prominent men throughout america, such as thomas jefferson, who were interested in scientific inquiry, but also representatives of foreign nations. with its library of rare and valuable collections and its annual publication of essays on almost every branch of science, the society still continues its useful scientific work. john bartram, who was the first botanist to describe the plants of the new world and who explored the whole country from the great lakes to florida, was a pennsylvania quaker of colonial times, farmer born and bred. thomas godfrey, also a colonial pennsylvanian, was rewarded by the royal society of england for an improvement which he made in the quadrant. peter collinson of england, a famous naturalist and antiquarian of early times, was a quaker. in modern times john dalton, the discoverer of the atomic theory of colorblindness, was born of quaker parents, and edward cope, of a well-known philadelphia quaker family, became one of the most eminent naturalists and paleontologists of the nineteenth century, and unaided discovered over a third of the three thousand extinct species of vertebrates recognized by men of science. in the field of education, lindley murray, the grammarian of a hundred years ago, was a quaker. ezra cornell, a quaker, founded the great university in new york which bears his name; and johns hopkins, also a quaker, founded the university of that name in baltimore. pennsylvania deserves the credit of turning these early scientific pursuits to popular uses. the first american professorship of botany and natural history was established in philadelphia college, now the university of pennsylvania. the first american book on a medical subject was written in philadelphia by thomas cadwalader in ; the first american hospital was established there in ; and the first systematic instruction in medicine. since then philadelphia has produced a long line of physicians and surgeons of national and european reputation. for half a century after the revolution the city was the center of medical education for the country and it still retains a large part of that preeminence. the academy of natural sciences founded in philadelphia in by two inconspicuous young men, an apothecary and a dentist, soon became by the spontaneous support of the community a distinguished institution. it sent out two arctic expeditions, that of kane and that of hayes, and has included among its members the most prominent men of science in america. it is now the oldest as well as the most complete institution of its kind in the country. the franklin institute, founded in philadelphia in , was the result of a similar scientific interest. it was the first institution of applied science and the mechanic arts in america. descriptions of the first patents issued by the united states government are to be found only on the pages of its journal, which is still an authoritative annual record. apart from their scientific attainments, one of the most interesting facts about the quakers is the large proportion of them who have reached eminence, often in occupations which are supposed to be somewhat inconsistent with quaker doctrine. general greene, the most capable american officer of the revolution, after washington, was a rhode island quaker. general mifflin of the revolution was a pennsylvania quaker. general jacob brown, a bucks county pennsylvania quaker, reorganized the army in the war of . and restored it to its former efficiency. in the long list of quakers eminent in all walks of life, not only in pennsylvania but elsewhere, are to be found john bright, a lover of peace and human liberty through a long and eminent career in british politics; john dickinson of philadelphia, who wrote the famous farmer's letters so signally useful in the american revolution; whittier, the american poet, a quaker born in massachusetts of a family converted from puritanism when the quakers invaded boston in the seventeenth century; and benjamin west, a pennsylvania quaker of colonial times, an artist of permanent eminence, one of the founders of the royal academy in england and its president in succession to sir joshua reynolds. wherever quakers are found they are the useful and steady citizens. their eminence seems out of all proportion to their comparatively small numbers. it has often been asked why this height of attainment should occur among a people of such narrow religious discipline. but were the quakers really narrow, or were they any more narrow than other rigorously self-disciplined people: spartans, puritans, soldiers whose discipline enables them to achieve great results? all discipline is in one sense narrow. quaker quietude and retirement probably conserved mental energy instead of dissipating it. in an age of superstition and irrational religion, their minds were free and unhampered, and it was the dominant rational tone of their thought that enabled science to flourish in pennsylvania. chapter v. the troubles of penn and his sons the material prosperity of penn's holy experiment kept on proving itself over and over again every month of the year. but meantime great events were taking place in england. the period of fifteen years from penn's return to england in , until his return to pennsylvania at the close of the year of , was an eventful time in english history. it was long for a proprietor to be away from his province, and penn would have left a better reputation if he had passed those fifteen years in his colony, for in england during that period he took what most americans believe to have been the wrong side in the revolution of . penn was closely tied by both interest and friendship to charles ii and the stuart family. when charles ii died in and his brother, the duke of york, ascended the throne as james ii, penn was equally bound to him, because among other things the duke of york had obtained penn's release in from imprisonment for his religious opinions. he became still more bound when one of the first acts of the new king's reign was the release of a great number of people who had been imprisoned for their religion, among them thirteen hundred quakers. in addition to preaching to the quakers and protecting them, penn used his influence with james to secure the return of several political offenders from exile. his friendship with james raised him, indeed, to a position of no little importance at court. he was constantly consulted by the king, in whose political policy he gradually became more and more involved. james was a roman catholic and soon perfected his plans for making both church and state a papal appendage and securing for the crown the right to suspend acts of parliament. penn at first protested, but finally supported the king in the belief that he would in the end establish liberty. in his earlier years, however, penn had written pamphlets arguing strenuously against the same sort of despotic schemes that james was now undertaking; and this contradiction of his former position seriously injured his reputation even among his own people. part of the policy of james was to grant many favors to the quakers and to all other dissenting bodies in england, to release them from prison, to give them perfect freedom of worship, and to remove the test laws which prevented them from holding office. he thus hoped to unite them with the roman catholics in extirpating the church of england and establishing the papacy in its place. but the dissenters and nonconformists, though promised relief from sufferings severer than it is possible perhaps now to appreciate, refused almost to a man this tempting bait. even the quakers, who had suffered probably more than the others, rejected the offer with indignation and mourned the fatal mistake of their leader penn. all protestant england united in condemning him, accused him of being a secret papist and a jesuit in disguise, and believed him guilty of acts and intentions of which he was probably entirely innocent. this extreme feeling against penn is reflected in macaulay's "history of england," which strongly espouses the whig side; and in those vivid pages penn is represented, and very unfairly, as nothing less than a scoundrel. in spite of the attempts which james made to secure his position, the dissenters, the church of england, and penn's own quakers all joined heart and soul in the revolution of , which quickly dethroned the king, drove him from england, and placed the prince of orange on the throne as william iii. penn was now for many years in a very unfortunate, if not dangerous, position, and was continually suspected of plotting to restore james. for three years he was in hiding to escape arrest or worse, and he largely lost the good will and affection of the quakers. meantime, since his departure from pennsylvania in the summer of , that province went on increasing in population and in pioneer prosperity. but penn's quitrents and money from sales of land were far in arrears, and he had been and still was at great expense in starting the colony and in keeping up the plantation and country seat he had established on the delaware river above philadelphia. troublesome political disputes also arose. the council of eighteen members which he had authorized to act as governor in his absence neglected to send the new laws to him, slighted his letters, and published laws in their own name without mentioning him or the king. these irregularities were much exaggerated by enemies of the quakers in england. the council was not a popular body and was frequently at odds with the assembly. penn thought he could improve the government by appointing five commissioners to act as governor instead of the whole council. thomas lloyd, an excellent quaker who had been president of the council and who had done much to allay hard feeling, was fortunately the president of these commissioners. penn instructed them to act as if he himself were present, and at the next meeting of the assembly to annul all the laws and reenact only such as seemed proper. this course reminds us of the absolutism of his friend, king james, and, indeed, the date of these instructions ( ) is that when his intimacy with that bigoted monarch reached its highest point. penn's theory of his power was that the frame or constitution of government he had given the province was a contract; that, the council and assembly having violated some of its provisions, it was annulled and he was free, at least for a time, to govern as he pleased. fortunately his commissioners never attempted to carry out these instructions. there would have been a rebellion and some very unpleasant history if they had undertaken to enforce such oriental despotism in pennsylvania. the five commissioners with thomas lloyd at their head seem to have governed without seriously troublesome incidents for the short term of two years during which they were in power. but in thomas lloyd, becoming weary of directing them, asked to be relieved and is supposed to have advised penn to appoint a single executive instead of commissioners. penn accordingly appointed captain john blackwell, formerly an officer in cromwell's army. blackwell was not a quaker but a "grave, sober, wise man," as penn wrote to a friend, who would "bear down with a visible authority vice and faction." it was hoped that he would vigorously check all irregularities and bring penn better returns from quitrents and sales of land. but this new governor clashed almost at once with the assembly, tried to make them pass a militia law, suggested that the province's trade to foreign countries was illegal, persecuted and arrested members of the assembly, refused to submit new laws to it, and irritated the people by suggesting the invalidity of their favorite laws. the quaker assembly withstood and resisted him until they wore him out. after a year and one month in office he resigned at penn's request or, according to some accounts, at his own request. at any rate, he expressed himself as delighted to be relieved. as a puritan soldier he found himself no match for a peaceable quaker assembly. penn again made the council the executive with thomas lloyd as its president. but to the old causes of unrest a new one was now added. one george keith, a quaker, turned heretic and carried a number of pennsylvania quakers over to the church of england, thereby causing great scandal. the "lower counties" or territories, as the present state of delaware was then called, became mutinous, withdrew their representatives from the council, and made william markham their governor. this action together with the keithian controversy, the disturbances over blackwell, and the clamors of church of england people that penn was absent and neglecting his province, that the quakers would make no military defense, and that the province might at any time fall into the hands of france, came to the ears of king william, who was already ill disposed toward penn and distrusted him as a jacobite. it seemed hardly advisable to allow a jacobite to rule a british colony. accordingly a royal order suspended penn's governmental authority and placed the province under benjamin fletcher, governor of new york. he undertook to rule in dictatorial fashion, threatening to annex the province to new york, and as a consequence the assembly had plenty of trouble with him. but two years later, , the province was returned to penn, who now appointed as governor william markham, who had served as lieutenant-governor under fletcher. markham proceeded to be high-handed with the assembly and to administer the government in the imperialistic style of fletcher. but the assembly soon tamed him and in actually worried out of him a new constitution, which became known as markham's frame, proved much more popular than the one penn had given, and allowed the assembly much more power. markham had no conceivable right to assent to it and penn never agreed to it; but it was lived under for the next four years until penn returned to the province. while it naturally had opponents, it was largely regarded as entirely valid, and apparently with the understanding that it was to last until penn objected to it. penn had always been longing to return to pennsylvania and live there for the rest of his life; but the terrible times of the revolution of in england and its consequences had held him back. those difficulties had now passed. moreover, william iii had established free government and religious liberty. no more quakers were imprisoned and penn's old occupation of securing their protection and release was gone. in the autumn of he sailed for pennsylvania with his family and, arriving after a tedious three months' voyage, was well received. his political scrapes and mistakes in england seemed to be buried in the past. he was soon at his old enjoyable life again, traveling actively about the country, preaching to the quakers, and enlarging and beautifying his country seat, pennsbury, on the delaware, twenty miles above philadelphia. as roads and trails were few and bad he usually traveled to and from the town in a barge which was rowed by six oarsmen and which seemed to give him great pride and pleasure. two happy years passed away in this manner, during which penn seems to have settled, not however without difficulty, a great deal of business with his people, the assembly, and the indian tribes. unfortunately he got word from england of a bill in parliament for the revocation of colonial charters and for the establishment of royal governments in their place. he must needs return to england to fight it. shortly before he sailed the assembly presented him with a draft of a new constitution or frame of government which they had been discussing with him and preparing for some time. this he accepted, and it became the constitution under which pennsylvania lived and prospered for seventy-five years, until the revolution of . this new constitution was quite liberal. the most noticeable feature of it was the absence of any provision for the large elective council or upper house of legislation, which had been very unpopular. the assembly thus became the one legislative body. there was incidental reference in the document to a governor's council, although there was no formal clause creating it. penn and his heirs after his death always appointed a small council as an advisory body for the deputy governor. the assembly was to be chosen annually by the freemen and to be composed of four representatives from each county. it could originate bills, control its own adjournments without interference from the governor, choose its speaker and other officers, and judge of the qualifications and election of its own members. these were standard anglo-saxon popular parliamentary rights developed by long struggles in england and now established in pennsylvania never to be relaxed. finally a clause in the constitution permitted the lower counties, or territories, under certain conditions to establish home rule. in the territories took advantage of this concession and set up an assembly of their own. immediately after signing the constitution, in the last days of october, , penn sailed for england, expecting soon to return. but he became absorbed in affairs in england and never saw his colony again. this was unfortunate because pennsylvania soon became a torment to him instead of a great pleasure as it always seems to have been when he lived in it. he was a happy present proprietor, but not a very happy absentee one. the church of england people in pennsylvania entertained great hopes of this proposal to turn the proprietary colonies into royal provinces. under such a change, while the quakers might still have an influence in the legislature, the crown would probably give the executive offices to churchmen. they therefore labored hard to discredit the quakers. they kept harping on the absurdity of a set of fanatics attempting to govern a colony without a militia and without administering oaths of office or using oaths in judicial proceedings. how could any one's life be safe from foreign enemies without soldiers, and what safeguard was there for life, liberty, and property before judges, jurors, and witnesses, none of whom had been sworn? the churchmen kept up their complaints for along time, but without effect in england. penn was able to thwart all their plans. the bill to change the province into a royal one was never passed by parliament. penn returned to his court life, his preaching, and his theological writing, a rather curious combination and yet one by which he had always succeeded in protecting his people. he was a favorite with queen anne, who was now on the throne, and he led an expensive life which, with the cost of his deputy governor's salary in the colony, the slowness of his quitrent collections, and the dishonesty of the steward of his english estates, rapidly brought him into debt. to pay the government expense of a small colonial empire and at the same time to lead the life of a courtier and to travel as a preacher would have exhausted a stronger exchequer than penn's. the contests between the different deputy governors, whom penn or his descendants sent out, and the quaker legislature fill the annals of the province for the next seventy years, down to the revolution. these quarrels, when compared with the larger national political contests of history, seem petty enough and even tedious in detail. but, looked at in another aspect, they are important because they disclose how liberty, self-government, republicanism, and many of the constitutional principles by which americans now live were gradually developed as the colonies grew towards independence. the keynote to all these early contests was what may be called the fundamental principle of colonial constitutional law or, at any rate, of constitutional practice, namely, that the governor, whether royal or proprietary, must always be kept poor. his salary or income must never become a fixed or certain sum but must always be dependent on the annual favor and grants of a legislature controlled by the people. this belief was the foundation of american colonial liberty. the assemblies, not only in pennsylvania but in other colonies, would withhold the governor's salary until he consented to their favorite laws. if he vetoed their laws, he received no salary. one of the causes of the revolution in was the attempt of the mother country to make the governors and other colonial officials dependent for their salaries on the government in england instead of on the legislatures in the colonies. so the squabbles, as we of today are inclined to call them, went on in pennsylvania--provincial and petty enough, but often very large and important so far as the principle which they involved was concerned. the legislature of pennsylvania in those days was a small body composed of only about twenty-five or thirty members, most of them sturdy, thrifty quakers. they could meet very easily anywhere--at the governor's house, if in conference with him, or at the treasurer's office or at the loan office, if investigating accounts. beneath their broad brim hats and grave demeanor they were as anglo-saxon at heart as robin hood and his merry men, and in their ninety years of political control they built up as goodly a fabric of civil liberty as can be found in any community in the world. the dignified, confident message from a deputy governor, full of lofty admonitions of their duty to the crown, the province, and the proprietor, is often met by a sarcastic, stinging reply of the assembly. david lloyd, the welsh leader of the anti-proprietary party, and joseph wilcox, another leader, became very skillful in drafting these profoundly respectful but deeply cutting replies. in after years, benjamin franklin attained even greater skill. in fact, it is not unlikely that he developed a large measure of his world famous aptness in the use of language in the process of drafting these replies. the composing of these official communications was important work, for a reply had to be telling and effective not only with the governor but with the people who learned of its contents at the coffeehouse and spread the report of it among all classes. there was not a little good-fellowship in their contests; and franklin, for instance, tells us how he used to abuse a certain deputy governor all day in the assembly and then dine with him in jovial intercourse in the evening. the assembly had a very convenient way of accomplishing its purposes in legislation in spite of the opposition of the british government. laws when passed and approved by the deputy governor had to be sent to england for approval by the crown within five years. but meanwhile the people would live under the law for five years, and, if at the end of that time it was disallowed, the assembly would reenact the measure and live under it again for another period. the ten years after penn's return to england in were full of trouble for him. money returns from the province were slow, partly because england was involved in war and trade depressed, and partly because the assembly, exasperated by the deputy governors he appointed, often refused to vote the deputy a salary and left penn to bear all the expense of government. he was being rapidly overwhelmed with debt. one of his sons was turning out badly. the manager of his estates in england and ireland, philip ford, was enriching himself by the trust, charging compound interest at eight per cent every six months, and finally claiming that penn owed him , pounds. ford had rendered accounts from time to time, but penn in his careless way had tossed them aside without examination. when ford pressed for payment, penn, still without making any investigation, foolishly gave ford a deed in fee simple of pennsylvania as security. afterwards he accepted from ford a lease of the province, which was another piece of folly, for the lease could, of course, be used as evidence to show that the deed was an absolute conveyance and not intended as a mortgage. this unfortunate business ford kept quiet during his lifetime. but on his death his widow and son made everything public, professed to be the proprietors of pennsylvania, and sued penn for pounds rent in arrears. they obtained a judgment for the amount claimed and, as penn could not pay, they had him arrested and imprisoned for debt. for nine months he was locked up in the debtors' prison, the "old bailey," and there he might have remained indefinitely if some of his friends had not raised enough money to compromise with the fords. isaac norris, a prominent quaker from pennsylvania, happened at that time to be in england and exerted himself to set penn free and save the province from further disgrace. after this there was a reaction in penn's favor. he selected a better deputy governor for pennsylvania. he wrote a long and touching letter to the people, reminding them how they had flourished and grown rich and free under his liberal laws, while he had been sinking in poverty. after that conditions improved in the affairs of penn. the colony was better governed, and the anti-proprietary party almost disappeared. the last six or eight years of penn's life were free from trouble. he had ceased his active work at court, for everything that could be accomplished for the quakers in the way of protection and favorable laws had now been done. penn spent his last years in trying to sell the government of his province to the crown for a sum that would enable him to pay his debts and to restore his family to prosperity. but he was too particular in stipulating that the great principles of civil and religious liberty on which the colony had been established should not be infringed. he had seen how much evil had resulted to the rights of the people when the proprietors of the jerseys parted with their right to govern. in consequence he required so many safeguards that the sale of pennsylvania was delayed and delayed until its founder was stricken with paralysis. penn lingered for some years, but his intellect was now too much clouded to make a valid sale. the event, however, was fortunate for pennsylvania, which would probably otherwise have lost many valuable rights and privileges by becoming a crown colony. on july , , penn died at the age of seventy-four. his widow became proprietor of the province, probably the only woman who ever became feudal proprietor of such an immense domain. she appointed excellent deputy governors and ruled with success for eight years until her death in . in her time the ocean was free from enemy cruisers, and the trade of the colony grew so rapidly that the increasing sales of land and quitrents soon enabled her to pay off the mortgage on the province and all the rest of her husband's debts. it was sad that penn did not live to see that day, which he had so hoped for in his last years, when, with ocean commerce free from depredations, the increasing money returns from his province would obviate all necessity of selling the government to the crown. with all debts paid and prosperity increasing, penn's sons became very rich men. death had reduced the children to three--john, thomas, and richard. of these, thomas became what may be called the managing proprietor, and the others were seldom heard of. thomas lived in the colony nine years-- to --studying its affairs and sitting as a member of the council. for over forty years he was looked upon as the proprietor. in fact, he directed the great province for almost as long a time as his father had managed it. but he was so totally unlike his father that it is difficult to find the slightest resemblance in feature or in mind. he was not in the least disposed to proclaim or argue about religion. like the rest of his family, he left the quakers and joined the church of england, a natural evolution in the case of many quakers. he was a prosperous, accomplished, sensible, cool-headed gentleman, by no means without ability, but without any inclination for setting the world on fire. he was a careful, economical man of business, which is more than can be said of his distinguished father. he saw no visions and cared nothing for grand speculations. thomas penn, however, had his troubles and disputes with the assembly. they thought him narrow and close. perhaps he was. that was the opinion of him held by franklin, who led the anti-proprietary party. but at the same time some consideration must be given to the position in which penn found himself. he had on his hands an empire, rich, fertile, and inhabited by liberty-loving anglo-saxons and by passive germans. he had to collect from their land the purchase money and quitrents rapidly rolling up in value with the increase of population into millions of pounds sterling, for which he was responsible to his relatives. at the same time he had to influence the politics of the province, approve or reject laws in such a way that his family interest would be protected from attack or attempted confiscation, keep the british crown satisfied, and see that the liberties of the colonists were not impaired and that the people were kept contented. it was not an easy task even for a clear-headed man like thomas penn. he had to arrange for treaties with the indians and for the purchase of their lands in accordance with the humane ideas of his father and in the face of the scotch-irish thirst for indian blood and the french desire to turn the savages loose upon the anglo-saxon settlements. he had to fight through the boundary disputes with connecticut, maryland, and virginia, which threatened to reduce his empire to a mere strip of land containing neither philadelphia nor pittsburgh. the controversy with connecticut lasted throughout the colonial period and was not definitely settled till the close of the revolution. the charter of connecticut granted by the british crown extended the colony westward to the pacific ocean and cut off the northern half of the tract afterwards granted to william penn. in pursuance of what they believed to be their rights, the connecticut people settled in the beautiful valley of wyoming. they were thereupon ejected by force by the proprietors of pennsylvania; but they returned, only to be ejected again and again in a petty warfare carried on for many years. in the summer of , the people of the valley were massacred by the iroquois indians. the history of this connecticut boundary dispute fills volumes. so does the boundary dispute with maryland, which also lasted throughout the colonial period; the dispute with virginia over the site of pittsburgh is not so voluminous. all these controversies thomas penn conducted with eminent skill, inexhaustible patience, and complete success. for this achievement the state owes him a debt of gratitude. thomas penn was in the extraordinary position of having to govern as a feudal lord what was virtually a modern community. he was exercising feudal powers three hundred years after all the reasons for the feudal system had ceased to exist; and he was exercising those powers and acquiring by them vast wealth from a people in a new and wild country whose convictions, both civil and religious, were entirely opposed to anything like the feudal system. it must certainly be put down as something to his credit that he succeeded so well as to retain control both of the political government and his family's increasing wealth down to the time of the revolution and that he gave on the whole so little offense to a high-strung people that in the revolution they allowed his family to retain a large part of their land and paid them liberally for what was confiscated. the wealth which came to the three brothers they spent after the manner of the time in country life. john and richard do not appear to have had remarkable country seats. but thomas purchased in the fine english estate of stoke park, which had belonged to sir christopher hatton of queen elizabeth's time, to lord coke, and later to the cobham family. thomas's son john, grandson of the founder, greatly enlarged and beautified the place and far down into the nineteenth century it was one of the notable country seats of england. this john penn also built another country place called pennsylvania castle, equally picturesque and interesting, on the isle of portland, of which he was governor. chapter vi. the french and indian war there was no great change in political conditions in pennsylvania until about the year . the french in canada had been gradually developing their plans of spreading down the ohio and mississippi valleys behind the english colonies. they were at the same time securing alliances with the indians and inciting them to hostilities against the english. but so rapidly were the settlers advancing that often the land could not be purchased fast enough to prevent irritation and ill feeling. the scotch-irish and germans, it has already been noted, settled on lands without the formality of purchase from the indians. the government, when the indians complained, sometimes ejected the settlers but more often hastened to purchase from the indians the land which had been occupied. "the importance of the british plantations in america," published in , describes the indians as peaceful and contented in pennsylvania but irritated and unsettled in those other colonies where they had usually been ill-treated and defrauded. this, with other evidence, goes to show that up to that time penn's policy of fairness and good treatment still prevailed. but those conditions soon changed, as the famous walking purchase of clearly indicated. the walking purchase had provided for the sale of some lands along the delaware below the lehigh on a line starting at wrightstown, a few miles back from the delaware not far above trenton, and running northwest, parallel with the river, as far as a man could walk in a day and a half. the indians understood that this tract would extend northward only to the lehigh, which was the ordinary journey of a day and a half. the proprietors, however, surveyed the line beforehand, marked the trees, engaged the fastest walkers and, with horses to carry provisions, started their men at sunrise. by running a large part of the way, at the end of a day and a half these men had reached a point thirty miles beyond the lehigh. the delaware indians regarded this measurement as a pure fraud and refused to abandon the minisink region north of the lehigh. the proprietors then called in the assistance of the six nations of new york, who ordered the delawares off the minisink lands. though they obeyed, the delawares became the relentless enemies of the white man and in the coming years revenged themselves by massacres and murder. they also broke the control which the six nations had over them, became an independent nation, and in the french wars revenged themselves on the six nations as well as on the white men. the congress which convened at albany in was an attempt on the part of the british government to settle all indian affairs in a general agreement and to prevent separate treaties by the different colonies; but the pennsylvania delegates, by various devices of compass courses which the indians did not understand and by failing to notify and secure the consent of certain tribes, obtained a grant of pretty much the whole of pennsylvania west of the susquehanna. the indians considered this procedure to be another gross fraud. it is to be noticed that in their dealings with penn they had always been satisfied, and that he had always been careful that they should be duly consulted and if necessary be paid twice over for the land. but his sons were more economical, and as a result of the shrewd practices of the albany purchase the pennsylvania indians almost immediately went over in a body to the french and were soon scalping men, women, and children among the pennsylvania colonists. it is a striking fact, however, that in all the after years of war and rapine and for generations afterwards the indians retained the most distinct and positive tradition of penn's good faith and of the honesty of all quakers. so persistent, indeed, was this tradition among the tribes of the west that more than a century later president grant proposed to put the whole charge of the nation's indian affairs in the hands of the quakers. the first efforts to avert the catastrophe threatened by the alliance of the red man with the french were made by the provincial assemblies, which voted presents of money or goods to the indians to offset similar presents from the french. the result was, of course, the utter demoralization of the savages. bribed by both sides, the indians used all their native cunning to encourage the bribers to bid against each other. so far as pennsylvania was concerned, feeling themselves cheated in the first instance and now bribed with gifts, they developed a contempt for the people who could stoop to such practices. as a result this contempt manifested itself in deeds hitherto unknown in the province. one tribe on a visit to philadelphia killed cattle and robbed orchards as they passed. the delegates of another tribe, having visited philadelphia and received pounds as a present, returned to the frontier and on their way back for another present destroyed the property of the interpreter and indian agent, conrad weiser. they felt that they could do as they pleased. to make matters worse, the assembly paid for all the damage done; and having started on this foolish business, they found that the list of tribes demanding presents rapidly increased. the shawanoes and the six nations, as well as the delawares, were now swarming to this new and convenient source of wealth. whether the proprietors or the assembly should meet this increasing expense or divide it between them, became a subject of increasing controversy. it was in these discussions that thomas penn, in trying to keep his family's share of the expense as small as possible, first got the reputation for closeness which followed him for the rest of his life and which started a party in the province desirous of having parliament abolish the proprietorship and put the province under a governor appointed by the crown. the war with the french of canada and their indian allies is of interest here only in so far as it affected the government of pennsylvania. from this point of view it involved a series of contests between the proprietors and the crown on the one side and the assembly on the other. the proprietors and the crown took advantage of every military necessity to force the assembly into a surrender of popular rights. but the assembly resisted, maintaining that they had the same right as the british commons of having their money bills received or rejected by the governor without amendment. whatever they should give must be given on their own terms or not at all; and they would not yield this point to any necessities of the war. when governor morris asked the assembly for a war contribution in , they promptly voted , pounds. this was the same amount that virginia, the most active of the colonies in the war, was giving. other colonies gave much less; new york, only pounds, and maryland pounds. morris, however, would not assent to the assembly's bill unless it contained a clause suspending its effect until the king's pleasure was known. this was an attempt to establish a precedent for giving up the assembly's charter right of passing laws which need not be submitted to the king for five years and which in the meantime were valid. the members of the assembly very naturally refused to be forced by the necessities of the war into surrendering one of the most important privileges the province possessed. it was, they said, as much their duty to resist this invasion of their rights as to resist the french. governor morris, besides demanding that the supply of , pounds should not go into force until the king's pleasure was known, insisted that the paper money representing it should be redeemable in five years. this period the assembly considered too short; the usual time was ten years. five years would ruin too many people by foreclosures. moreover, the governor was attempting to dictate the way in which the people should raise a money supply. he and the king had a right to ask for aid in war; but it was the right of the colony to use its own methods of furnishing this assistance. the governor also refused to let the assembly see the instructions from the proprietors under which he was acting. this was another attack upon their liberties and involved nothing less than an attempt to change their charter rights by secret instructions to a deputy governor which he must obey at his peril. several bills had recently been introduced in the english parliament for the purpose of making royal instructions to governors binding on all the colonial assemblies without regard to their charters. this innovation, the colonists felt, would wreck all their liberties and turn colonial government into a mere despotism. the assemblies of all the colonies have been a good deal abused for delay in supporting the war and meanness in withholding money. but in many instances the delay and lack of money were occasioned by the grasping schemes of governors who saw a chance to gain new privileges for the crown or a proprietor or to weaken popular government by crippling the powers of the legislatures. the usual statement that the pennsylvania assembly was slow in assisting the war because it was composed of quakers is not supported by the facts. the pennsylvania assembly was not behind the rest. on this particular occasion, when their large money supply bill could not be passed without sacrificing their constitutional rights, they raised money for the war by appointing a committee which was authorized to borrow pounds on the credit of the assembly. other contests arose over the claim of the proprietors that their estates in the province were exempt from taxation for the war or any purpose. one bill taxing the proprietary estates along with others was met by thomas penn offering to subscribe pounds, as a free gift to the colony's war measures. the assembly accepted this, and passed the bill without taxing the proprietary estates. it turned out, however, to be a shrewd business move on the part of thomas penn; for the pounds was to be collected out of the quitrents that were in arrears, and the payment of it was in consequence long delayed. the thrifty thomas had thus saddled his bad debts on the province and gained a reputation for generosity at the same time. pennsylvania, though governed by quakers assisted by noncombatant germans, had a better protected frontier than maryland or virginia; no colony, indeed, was at that time better protected. the quaker assembly did more than take care of the frontier during the war; it preserved at the same time constitutional rights in defense of which twenty-five years afterwards the whole continent fought the revolution. the quaker assembly even passed two militia bills, one of which became law, and sent rather more than the province's full share of troops to protect the frontiers of new york and new england and to carry the invasion into canada. general braddock warmly praised the assistance which pennsylvania gave him because, he said, she had done more for him than any of the other colonies. virginia and maryland promised everything and performed nothing, while pennsylvania promised nothing and performed everything. commodore spy thanked the assembly for the large number of sailors sent his fleet at the expense of the province. general shirley, in charge of the new england and new york campaigns, thanked the assembly for the numerous recruits; and it was the common opinion at the time that pennsylvania had sent more troops to the war than any other colony. in the first four years of the war the province spent for military purposes , pounds sterling, which was a very considerable sum at that time for a community of less than , people. quakers, though they hate war, will accept it when there is no escape. the old story of the quaker who tossed a pirate overboard, saying, "friend, thee has no business here," gives their point of view better than pages of explanation. quaker opinion has not always been entirely uniform. in revolutionary times in philadelphia there was a division of the quakers known as the fighting quakers, and their meeting house is still pointed out at the corner of fourth street and arch. they even produced able military leaders: colonel john dickinson, general greene, and general mifflin in the continental army, and, in the war of , general jacob brown, who reorganized the army and restored its failing fortunes after many officers had been tried and found wanting. there was always among the quakers a rationalistic party and a party of mysticism. the rationalistic party prevailed in pennsylvania all through the colonial period. in the midst of the worst horrors of the french and indian wars, however, the conscientious objectors roused themselves and began preaching and exhorting what has been called the mystical side of the faith. many extreme quaker members of the assembly resigned their seats in consequence. after the revolution the spiritual party began gaining ground, partly perhaps because then the responsibilities of government and care of the great political and religious experiment in pennsylvania were removed. the spiritual party increased so rapidly in power that in a split occurred which involved not a little bitterness, ill feeling, and litigation over property. this division into two opposing camps, known as the hicksites and the orthodox, continues and is likely to remain. quaker government in pennsylvania was put to still severer tests by the difficulties and disasters that followed braddock's defeat. that unfortunate general had something over two thousand men and was hampered with a train of artillery and a splendid equipment of arms, tools, and supplies, as if he were to march over the smooth highways of europe. when he came to drag all these munitions through the depths of the pennsylvania forests and up and down the mountains, he found that he made only about three miles a day and that his horses had nothing to eat but the leaves of the trees. washington, who was of the party, finally persuaded him to abandon his artillery and press forward with about fifteen hundred picked men. these troops, when a few miles from fort duquesne (now pittsburgh), met about six hundred indians and three hundred french coming from the fort. the english maintained a close formation where they were, but the french and indians immediately spread out on their flanks, lying behind trees and logs which provided rests for their rifles and security for their bodies. this strategy decided the day. the english were shot down like cattle in a pen, and out of about fifteen hundred only four hundred and fifty escaped. the french and indian loss was not much over fifty. this defeat of braddock's force has become one of the most famous reverses in history; and it was made worse by the conduct of dunbar who had been left in command of the artillery, baggage, and men in the rear. he could have remained where he was as some sort of protection to the frontier. but he took fright, burned his wagons, emptied his barrels of powder into the streams, destroyed his provisions, and fled back to fort cumberland in maryland. here the governors of pennsylvania and virginia as well as the pennsylvania assembly urged him to stay. but, determined to make the british rout complete, he soon retreated to the peace and quiet of philadelphia, and nothing would induce him to enter again the terrible forests of pennsylvania. the natural result of the blunder soon followed. the french, finding the whole frontier of pennsylvania, maryland, and virginia abandoned, organized the indians under french officers and swept the whole region with a devastation of massacre, scalping, and burning that has never been equaled. hurons, potawatomies, ojibways, ottawas, mingoes, renegades from the six nations, together with the old treaty friends of penn, the delawares and shawanoes, began swarming eastward and soon had killed more people than had been lost at braddock's defeat. the onslaught reached its height in september and october. by that time all the outlying frontier settlers and their families had been killed or sent flying eastward to seek refuge in the settlements. the indians even followed them to the settlements, reached the susquehanna, and crossed it. they massacred the people of the village of gnadenhutten, near bethlehem on the lehigh, and established near by a headquarters for prisoners and plunder. families were scalped within fifty miles of philadelphia, and in one instance the bodies of a murdered family were brought into the town and exhibited in the streets to show the inhabitants how near the danger was approaching. nothing could be done to stem the savage tide. virginia was suffering in the same way: the settlers on her border were slaughtered or were driven back in herds upon the more settled districts, and washington, with a nominal strength of fifteen hundred who would not obey orders, was forced to stand a helpless spectator of the general flight and misery. there was no adequate force or army anywhere within reach. the british had been put to flight and had gone to the defense of new england and new york. neither pennsylvania nor virginia had a militia that could withstand the french and their red allies. they could only wait till the panic had subsided and then see what could be done. one thing was accomplished, however, when the pennsylvania assembly passed a quaker militia law which is one of the most curious legal documents of its kind in history. it was most aptly worded, drafted by the master hand of franklin. it recited the fact that the province had always been ruled by quakers who were opposed to war, but that now it had become necessary to allow men to become soldiers and to give them every facility for the profession of arms, because the assembly though containing a quaker majority nevertheless represented all the people of the province. to prevent those who believed in war from taking part in it would be as much a violation of liberty of conscience as to force enlistments among those who had conscientious scruples against it. nor would the quaker majority have any right to compel others to bear arms and at the same time exempt themselves. therefore a voluntary militia system was established under which a fighting quaker, a presbyterian, an episcopalian, or anybody, could enlist and have all the military glory he could win. it was altogether a volunteer system. two years afterwards, as the necessities of war increased, the quaker assembly passed a rather stringent compulsory militia bill; but the governor vetoed it, and the first law with its volunteer system remained in force. franklin busied himself to encourage enlistments under it and was very successful. though a philosopher and a man of science, almost as much opposed to war as the quakers and not even owning a shotgun, he was elected commander and led a force of about five hundred men to protect the lehigh valley. his common sense seems to have supplied his lack of military training. he did no worse than some professional soldiers who might be named. the valley was supposed to be in great danger since its village of gnadenhutten had been burned and its people massacred. the moravians, like the quakers, had suddenly found that they were not as much opposed to war as they had supposed. they had obtained arms and ammunition from new york and had built stockades, and franklin was glad to find them so well prepared when he arrived. he built small forts in different parts of the valley, acted entirely on the defensive, and no doubt checked the raids of the indians at that point. they seem to have been watching him from the hilltops all the time, and any rashness on his part would probably have brought disaster upon him. after his force had been withdrawn, the indians again attacked and burned gnadenhutten. the chain of forts, at first seventeen, afterwards increased to fifty, built by the assembly on the pennsylvania frontier was a good plan so far as it went, but it was merely defensive and by no means completely defensive, since indian raiding parties could pass between the forts. they served chiefly as refuges for neighboring settlers. the colonial troops or militia, after manning the fifty forts and sending their quota to the operations against canada by way of new england and new york, were not numerous enough to attack the indians. they could only act on the defensive as franklin's command had done. as for the rangers, as the small bands of frontiersmen acting without any authority of either governor or legislature were called, they were very efficient as individuals but they accomplished very little because they acted at widely isolated spots. what was needed was a well organized force which could pursue the indians on their own ground so far westward that the settlers on the frontier would be safe. the only troops which could do this were the british regulars with the assistance of the colonial militia. two energetic efforts to end the war without aid from abroad were made, however, one by the pacific quakers and the other by the combatant portion of the people. both of these were successful so far as they went, but had little effect on the general situation. in the summer of , the quakers made a very earnest effort to persuade the two principal pennsylvania tribes, the delawares and shawanoes, to withdraw from the french alliance and return to their old friends. these two tribes possessed a knowledge of the country which enabled them greatly to assist the french designs on pennsylvania. chiefs of these tribes were brought under safe conducts to philadelphia, where they were entertained as equals in the quaker homes. such progress, indeed, was made that by the end of july a treaty of peace was concluded at easton eliminating those two tribes from the war. this has sometimes been sneered at as mere quaker pacifism; but it was certainly successful in lessening the numbers and effectiveness of the enemy. the other undertaking was a military one, the famous attack upon kittanning conducted by colonel john armstrong, an ulsterman from carlisle, pennsylvania, and the first really aggressive officer the province had produced. the indians had two headquarters for their raids into the province, one at logstown on the ohio a few miles below fort duquesne, and the other at kittanning or, as the french called it, attique, about forty miles northeast. at these two points they assembled their forces, received ammunition and supplies from the french, and organized their expeditions. as kittanning was the nearer, armstrong in a masterly maneuver took three hundred men through the mountains without being discovered and, by falling upon the village early in the morning, he effected a complete surprise. the town was set on fire, the indians were put to flight, and large quantities of their ammunition were destroyed. but armstrong could not follow up his success. threatened by overwhelming numbers, he hastened to withdraw. the effect which the fighting and the quaker treaty had on the frontier was good. incursions of the savages were, at least for the present, checked. but the root of the evil had not yet been reached, and the indians remained massed along the ohio, ready to break in upon the people again at the first opportunity. the following year, , was the most depressing period of the war. the proprietors of pennsylvania took the opportunity to exempt their own estate from taxation and throw the burden of furnishing money for the war upon the colonists. under pressure of the increasing success of the french and indians and because the dreadful massacres were coming nearer and nearer to philadelphia, the quaker assembly yielded, voted the largest sum they had ever voted to the war, and exempted the proprietary estates. the colony was soon boiling with excitement. the churchmen, as friends of the proprietors, were delighted to have the estates exempted, thought it a good opportunity to have the quaker assembly abolished, and sent petitions and letters and proofs of alleged quaker incompetence to the british government. the quakers and a large majority of the colonists, on the other hand, instead of consenting to their own destruction, struck at the root of the churchmen's power by proposing to abolish the proprietors. and in a letter to isaac norris, benjamin franklin, who had been sent to england to present the grievances of the colonists, even suggested that "tumults and insurrections that might prove the proprietary government unable to preserve order, or show the people to be ungovernable, would do the business immediately." turmoil and party strife rose to the most exciting heights, and the details of it might, under certain circumstances, be interesting to describe. but the next year, , the british government, by sending a powerful force of regulars to pennsylvania, at last adopted the only method for ending the war. confidence was at once restored. the pennsylvania assembly now voted the sufficient and, indeed, immense sum of one hundred thousand pounds, and offered a bounty of five pounds to every recruit. it was no longer a war of defense but now a war of aggression and conquest. fort duquesne on the ohio was taken; and the next autumn fort pitt was built on its ruins. then canada fell, and the french empire in america came to an end. canada and the great west passed into the possession of the anglo-saxon race. chapter vii. the decline of quaker government when the treaty of peace was signed in , extinguishing france's title to canada and turning over canada and the mississippi valley to the english, the colonists were prepared to enjoy all the blessings of peace. but the treaty of peace had been made with france, not with the red man. a remarkable genius, pontiac, appeared among the indians, one of the few characters, like tecumseh and osceola, who are often cited as proof of latent powers almost equal to the strongest qualities of the white race. within a few months he had united all the tribes of the west in a discipline and control which, if it had been brought to the assistance of the french six years earlier, might have conquered the colonies to the atlantic seaboard before the british regulars could have come to their assistance. the tribes swept westward into pennsylvania, burning, murdering, and leveling every habitation to the ground with a thoroughness beyond anything attempted under the french alliance. the settlers and farmers fled eastward to the towns to live in cellars, camps, and sheds as best they could. * fortunately the colonies retained a large part of the military organization, both men and officers, of the french war, and were soon able to handle the situation. detroit and niagara were relieved by water; and an expedition commanded by colonel bouquet, who had distinguished himself under general forties, saved fort pitt. * for an account of pontiac's conspiracy, see "the old northwest" by frederic a. ogg (in "the chronicles of america"). at this time the scotch-irish frontiersmen suddenly became prominent. they had been organizing for their own protection and were meeting with not a little success. they refused to join the expedition of regular troops marching westward against pontiac's warriors, because they wanted to protect their own homes and because they believed the regulars to be marching to sure destruction. many of the regular troops were invalided from the west indies, and the scotch-irish never expected to see any of them again. they believed that the salvation of pennsylvania, or at least of their part of the province, depended entirely upon themselves. their increasing numbers and rugged independence were forming them also into an organized political party with decided tendencies, as it afterwards appeared, towards forming a separate state. the extreme narrowness of the scotch-irish, however, misled them. the only real safety for the province lay in regularly constituted and strong expeditions, like that of bouquet, which would drive the main body of the savages far westward. but the scotch-irish could not see this; and with that intensity of passion which marked all their actions they turned their energy and vengeance upon the quakers and semicivilized indians in the eastern end of the colony. their preachers, who were their principal leaders and organizers, encouraged them in denouncing quaker doctrine as a wicked heresy from which only evil could result. the quakers had offended god from the beginning by making treaties of kindness with the heathen savages instead of exterminating them as the scripture commanded: "and when the lord thy god shall deliver them before thee, thou shalt smite them and utterly destroy them; thou shalt make no covenant with them, nor show mercy unto them." the scripture had not been obeyed; the heathen had not been destroyed; on the contrary, a systematic policy of covenants, treaties, and kindness had been persisted in for two generations, and as a consequence, the ulstermen said, the frontiers were now deluged in blood. they were particularly resentful against the small settlement of indians near bethlehem, who had been converted to christianity by the moravians, and another little village of half civilized basketmaking indians at conestoga near lancaster. the scotch-irish had worked themselves up into a strange belief that these small remnants were sending information, arms, and ammunition to the western tribes; and they seemed to think that it was more important to exterminate these little communities than to go with such expeditions as bouquet's to the west. they asked the governor to remove these civilized indians and assured him that their removal would secure the safety of the frontier. when the governor, not being able to find anything against the indians, declined to remove them, the scotch-irish determined to attend to the matter in their own fashion. bouquet's victory at bushy run, much to the surprise of the scotch-irish, stopped indian raids of any seriousness until the following spring. but in the autumn there were a few depredations, which led the frontiersmen to believe that the whole invasion would begin again. a party of them, therefore, started to attack the moravian indians near bethlehem; but before they could accomplish their object, the governor brought most of the indians down to philadelphia for protection. even there they were narrowly saved from the mob, for the hostility against them was spreading throughout the province. soon afterwards another party of scotch-irish, ever since known as the "paxton boys," went at break of day to the village of the conestoga indians and found only six of them at home--three men, two women, and a boy. these they instantly shot down, mutilated their bodies, and burned their cabins. as the murderers returned, they related to a man on the road what they had done, and when he protested against the cruelty of the deed, they asked, "don't you believe in god and the bible?" the remaining fourteen inhabitants of the village, who were away selling brooms, were collected by the sheriff and put in the jail at lancaster for protection. the paxtons heard of it and in a few days stormed the jail, broke down the doors, and either shot the poor indians or cut them to pieces with hatchets. this was probably the first instance of lynch law in america. it raised a storm of indignation and controversy; and a pamphlet war persisted for several years. the whole province was immediately divided into two parties. on one side were the quakers, most of the germans, and conservatives of every sort, and on the other, inclined to sympathize with the scotch-irish, were the eastern presbyterians, some of the churchmen, and various miscellaneous people whose vindictiveness towards all indians had been aroused by the war. the quakers and conservatives, who seem to have been the more numerous, assailed the scotch-irish in no measured language as a gang of ruffians without respect for law or order who, though always crying for protection, had refused to march with bouquet to save fort pitt or to furnish him the slightest assistance. instead of going westward where the danger was and something might be accomplished, they had turned eastward among the settlements and murdered a few poor defenseless people, mostly women and children. franklin, who had now returned from england, wrote one of his best pamphlets against the paxtons, the valorous, heroic paxtons, as he called them, prating of god and the bible, fifty-seven of whom, armed with rifles, knives, and hatchets, had actually succeeded in killing three old men, two women, and a boy. this pamphlet became known as the "narrative" from the first word of its title, and it had an immense circulation. like everything franklin wrote, it is interesting reading to this day. one of the first effects of this controversy was to drive the excitable scotch-irish into a flame of insurrection not unlike the whisky rebellion, which started among them some years after the revolution. they held tumultuous meetings denouncing the quakers and the whole proprietary government in philadelphia, and they organized an expedition which included some delegates to suggest reforms. for the most part, however, it was a well equipped little army variously estimated at from five hundred to fifteen hundred on foot and on horseback, which marched towards philadelphia with no uncertain purpose. they openly declared that they intended to capture the town, seize the moravian indians protected there, and put them to death. they fully expected to be supported by most of the people and to have everything their own way. as they passed along the roads, they amused themselves in their rough fashion by shooting chickens and pigs, frightening people by thrusting their rifles into windows, and occasionally throwing some one down and pretending to scalp him. in the city there was great excitement and alarm. even the classes who sympathized with the scotch-irish did not altogether relish having their property burned or destroyed. great preparations were made to meet the expedition. british regulars were summoned. eight companies of militia and a battery of artillery were hastily formed. franklin became a military man once more and superintended the preparations. on all sides the quakers were enlisting; they had become accustomed to war; and this legitimate chance to shoot a scotch-irish presbyterian was too much for the strongest scruples of their religion. it was a long time, however, before they heard the end of this zeal; and in the pamphlet war which followed they were accused of clamorously rushing to arms and demanding to be led against the enemy. it is amusing now to read about it in the old records. but it was serious enough at the time. when the scotch-irish army reached the schuylkill river and found the fords leading to the city guarded, they were not quite so enthusiastic about killing quakers and indians. they went up the river some fifteen miles, crossed by an unopposed ford, and halted in germantown ten miles north of philadelphia. that was as far as they thought it safe to venture. several days passed, during which the city people continued their preparations and expected every night to be attacked. there were, indeed, several false alarms. whenever the alarm was sounded at night, every one placed candles in his windows to light up the streets. one night when it rained the soldiers were allowed to shelter themselves in a quaker meeting house, which for some hours bristled with bayonets and swords, an incident of which the presbyterian pamphleteers afterwards made much use for satire. on another day all the cannon were fired to let the enemy know what was in store for him. finally commissioners with the clever, genial franklin at their head, went out to germantown to negotiate, and soon had the whole mighty difference composed. the scotch-irish stated their grievances. the moravian indians ought not to be protected by the government, and all such indians should be removed from the colony; the men who killed the conestoga indians should be tried where the supposed offense was committed and not in philadelphia; the five frontier counties had only ten representatives in the assembly while the three others had twenty-six--this should be remedied; men wounded in border war should be cared for at public expense; no trade should be carried on with hostile indians until they restored prisoners; and there should be a bounty on scalps. while these negotiations were proceeding, some of the scotch-irish amused themselves by practicing with their rifles at the weather vane, a figure of a cock, on the steeple of the old lutheran church in germantown--an unimportant incident, it is true, but one revealing the conditions and character of the time as much as graver matters do. the old weather vane with the bullet marks upon it is still preserved. about thirty of these same riflemen were invited to philadelphia and were allowed to wander about and see the sights of the town. the rest returned to the frontier. as for their list of grievances, not one of them was granted except, strange and sad to relate, the one which asked for a scalp bounty. the governor, after the manner of other colonies, it must be admitted, issued the long desired scalp proclamation, which after offering rewards for prisoners and scalps, closed by saying, "and for the scalp of a female indian fifty pieces of eight." william penn's indian policy had been admired for its justice and humanity by all the philosophers and statesmen of the world, and now his grandson, governor of the province, in the last days of the family's control, was offering bounties for women's scalps. franklin while in england had succeeded in having the proprietary lands taxed equally with the lands of the colonists. but the proprietors attempted to construe this provision so that their best lands were taxed at the rate paid by the people on their worst. this obvious quibble of course raised such a storm of opposition that the quakers, joined by classes which had never before supported them, and now forming a large majority, determined to appeal to the government in england to abolish the proprietorship and put the colony under the rule of the king. in the proposal to make pennsylvania a crown colony there was no intention of confiscating the possessions of the proprietors. it was merely the proprietary political power, their right to appoint the governor, that was to be abolished. this right was to be absorbed by the crown with payment for its value to the proprietors; but in all other respects the charter and the rights and liberties of the people were to remain unimpaired. just there lay the danger. an act of parliament would be required to make the change and, having once started on such a change, parliament, or the party in power therein, might decide to make other changes, and in the end there might remain very little of the original rights and liberties of the colonists under their charter. it was by no means a wise move. but intense feeling on the subject was aroused. passionate feeling seemed to have been running very high among the steady quakers. in this new outburst the quakers had the scotch-irish on their side, and a part of the churchmen. the germans were divided, but the majority enthusiastic for the change was very large. there was a new alignment of parties. the eastern presbyterians, usually more or less in sympathy with the scotch-irish, broke away from them on this occasion. these presbyterians opposed the change to a royal governor because they believed that it would be followed by the establishment by law of the church of england, with bishops and all the other ancient evils. although some of the churchmen joined the quaker side, most of them and the most influential of them were opposed to the change and did good work in opposing it. they were well content with their position under the proprietors and saw nothing to be gained under a royal governor. there were also not a few people who, in the increase of the wealth of the province, had acquired aristocratic tastes and were attached to the pleasant social conditions that had grown up round the proprietary governors and their followers; and there were also those whose salaries, incomes, or opportunities for wealth were more or less dependent on the proprietors retaining the executive offices and the appointments and patronage. one of the most striking instances of a change of sides was the case of a philadelphia quaker, john dickinson, a lawyer of large practice, a man of wealth and position, and of not a little colonial magnificence when he drove in his coach and four. it was he who later wrote the famous "farmer's letters" during the revolution. he was a member of the assembly and had been in politics for some years. but on this question of a change to royal government, he left the quaker majority and opposed the change with all his influence and ability. he and his father-in-law, isaac norris, speaker of the assembly, became the leaders against the change, and franklin and joseph galloway, the latter afterwards a prominent loyalist in the revolution, were the leading advocates of the change. the whole subject was thoroughly thrashed out in debates in the assembly and in pamphlets of very great ability and of much interest to students of colonial history and the growth of american ideas of liberty. it must be remembered that this was the year , on the eve of the revolution. british statesmen were planning a system of more rigorous control of the colonies; and the advisability of a stamp tax was under consideration. information of all these possible changes had reached the colonies. dickinson foresaw the end and warned the people. franklin and the quaker party thought there was no danger and that the mother country could be implicitly trusted. dickinson warned the people that the british ministry were starting special regulations for new colonies and "designing the strictest reformations in the old." it would be a great relief, he admitted, to be rid of the pettiness of the proprietors, and it might be accomplished some time in the future; but not now. the proprietary system might be bad, but a royal government might be worse and might wreck all the liberties of the province, religious freedom, the assembly's control of its own adjournments, and its power of raising and disposing of the public money. the ministry of the day in england were well known not to be favorably inclined towards pennsylvania because of the frequently reported willfulness of the assembly, on which the recent disturbances had also been blamed. if the king, ministry, and parliament started upon a change, they might decide to reconstitute the assembly entirely, abolish its ancient privileges, and disfranchise both quakers and presbyterians. the arguments of franklin and galloway consisted principally of assertions of the good intentions of the mother country and the absurdity of any fear on the part of the colonists for their privileges. but the king in whom they had so much confidence was george iii, and the parliament which they thought would do no harm was the same one which a few months afterwards passed the stamp act which brought on the revolution. franklin and galloway also asserted that the colonies like massachusetts, the jerseys, and the carolinas, which had been changed to royal governments, had profited by the change. but that was hardly the prevailing opinion in those colonies themselves. royal governors could be as petty and annoying as the penns and far more tyrannical. pennsylvania had always defeated any attempts at despotism on the part of the penn family and had built up a splendid body of liberal laws and legislative privileges. but governors with the authority and power of the british crown behind them could not be so easily resisted as the deputy governors of the penns. the assembly, however, voted--twenty-seven to three--with franklin and galloway. in the general election of the autumn, the question was debated anew among the people and, though franklin and galloway were defeated for seats in the assembly, yet the popular verdict was strongly in favor of a change, and the majority in the assembly was for practical purposes unaltered. they voted to appeal to england for the change, and appointed franklin to be their agent before the crown and ministry. he sailed again for england and soon was involved in the opening scenes of the revolution. he was made agent for all the colonies and he spent many delightful years there pursuing his studies in science, dining with distinguished men, staying at country seats, and learning all the arts of diplomacy for which he afterwards became so distinguished. as for the assembly's petition for a change to royal government, franklin presented it, but never pressed it. he, too, was finally convinced that the time was inopportune. in fact, the assembly itself before long began to have doubts and fears and sent him word to let the subject drop; and amid much greater events it was soon entirely forgotten. chapter viii. the beginnings of new jersey new jersey, scheyichbi, as the indians called it, or nova caesarea, as it was called in the latin of its proprietary grant, had a history rather different from that of other english colonies in america. geographically, it had not a few attractions. it was a good sized dominion surrounded on all sides but one by water, almost an island domain, secluded and independent. in fact, it was the only one of the colonies which stood naturally separate and apart. the others were bounded almost entirely by artificial or imaginary lines. it offered an opportunity, one might have supposed, for some dissatisfied religious sect of the seventeenth century to secure a sanctuary and keep off all intruders. but at first no one of the various denominations seems to have fancied it or chanced upon it. the puritans disembarked upon the bleak shores of new england well suited to the sternness of their religion. how different american history might have been if they had established themselves in the jerseys! could they, under those milder skies, have developed witchcraft, set up blue laws, and indulged in the killing of quakers? after a time they learned about the jerseys and cast thrifty eyes upon them. their seafaring habits and the pursuit of whales led them along the coast and into delaware bay. the puritans of new haven made persistent efforts to settle the southern part of jersey, on the delaware near salem. they thought, as their quaint old records show, that if they could once start a branch colony in jersey it might become more populous and powerful than the new haven settlement and in that case they intended to move their seat of government to the new colony. but their shrewd estimate of its value came too late. the dutch and the swedes occupied the delaware at that time and drove them out. puritans, however, entered northern jersey and, while they were not numerous enough to make it a thoroughly puritan community, they largely tinged its thought and its laws, and their influence still survives. the difficulty with jersey was that its seacoast was a monotonous line of breakers with dangerous shoal inlets, few harbors, and vast mosquito infested salt marshes and sandy thickets. in the interior it was for the most part a level, heavily forested, sandy, swampy country in its southern portions, and rough and mountainous in the northern portions. even the entrance by delaware bay was so difficult by reason of its shoals that it was the last part of the coast to be explored. the delaware region and jersey were in fact a sort of middle ground far less easy of access by the sea than the regions to the north in new england and to the south in virginia. there were only two places easy of settlement in the jerseys. one was the open region of meadows and marshes by newark bay near the mouth of the hudson and along the hackensack river, whence the people slowly extended themselves to the seashore at sandy hook and thence southward along the ocean beach. this was east jersey. the other easily occupied region, which became west jersey, stretched along the shore of the lower delaware from the modern trenton to salem, whence the settlers gradually worked their way into the interior. between these two divisions lay a rough wilderness which in its southern portion was full of swamps, thickets, and pine barrens. so rugged was the country that the native indians lived for the most part only in the two open regions already described. the natural geographical, geological, and even social division of new jersey is made by drawing a line from trenton to the mouth of the hudson river. north of that line the successive terraces of the piedmont and mountainous region form part of the original north american continent. south of that line the more or less sandy level region was once a shoal beneath the ocean; afterwards a series of islands; then one island with a wide sound behind it passing along the division line to the mouth of the hudson. southern jersey was in short an island with a sound behind it very much like the present long island. the shoal and island had been formed in the far distant geologic past by the erosion and washings from the lofty pennsylvania mountains now worn down to mere stumps. the delaware river flowed into this sound at trenton. gradually the hudson end of the sound filled up as far as trenton, but the tide from the ocean still runs up the remains of the old sound as far as trenton. the delaware should still be properly considered as ending at trenton, for the rest of its course to the ocean is still part of old pensauken sound, as it is called by geologists. the jerseys originated as a colony in . in west jersey passed into the control of the quakers. in east jersey came partially under quaker influence. in august, , charles ii seized new york, new jersey, and all the dutch possessions in america, having previously in march granted them to his brother the duke of york. the duke almost immediately gave to lord berkeley and sir george carteret, members of the privy council and defenders of the stuart family in the cromwellian wars, the land between the delaware river and the ocean, and bounded on the north by a line drawn from latitude degrees on the hudson to latitude degrees minutes on the delaware. this region was to be called, the grant said, nova caesarea, or new jersey. the name was a compliment to carteret, who in the cromwellian wars had defended the little isle of jersey against the forces of the long parliament. as the american jersey was then almost an island and geologically had been one, the name was not inappropriate. berkeley and carteret divided the province between them. in an exact division was attempted, creating the rather unnatural sections known as east jersey and west jersey. the first idea seems to have been to divide by a line running from barnegat on the seashore to the mouth of pensauken creek on the delaware just above camden. this, however, would have made a north jersey and a south jersey, with the latter much smaller than the former. several lines seem to have been surveyed at different times in the attempt to make an exactly equal division, which was no easy engineering task. as private land titles and boundaries were in some places dependent on the location of the division line, there resulted much controversy and litigation which lasted down into our own time. without going into details, it is sufficient to say that the acceptable division line began on the seashore at little egg harbor at the lower end of barnegat bay and crossed diagonally or northwesterly to the northern part of the delaware river just above the water gap. it is known as the old province line, and it can be traced on any map of the state by prolonging, in both directions, the northeastern boundary of burlington county. west jersey, which became decidedly quaker, did not remain long in the possession of lord berkeley. he was growing old; and, disappointed in his hopes of seeing it settled, he sold it, in , for one thousand pounds to john fenwick and edward byllinge, both of them old cromwellian soldiers turned quakers. that this purchase was made for the purpose of affording a refuge in america for quakers then much imprisoned and persecuted in england does not very distinctly appear. at least there was no parade of it. but such a purpose in addition to profit for the proprietors may well have been in the minds of the purchasers. george fox, the quaker leader, had just returned from a missionary journey in america, in the course of which he had traveled through new jersey in going from new york to maryland. some years previously in england, about , he had made inquiries as to a suitable place for quaker settlement and was told of the region north of maryland which became pennsylvania. but how could a persecuted sect obtain such a region from the british crown and the government that was persecuting them? it would require powerful influence at court; nothing could then be done about it; and pennsylvania had to wait until william penn became a man with influence enough in to win it from the crown. but here was west jersey, no longer owned directly by the crown and bought in cheap by two quakers. it was an unexpected opportunity. quakers soon went to it, and it was the first quaker colonial experiment. byllinge and fenwick, though turned quakers, seem to have retained some of the contentious cromwellian spirit of their youth. they soon quarreled over their respective interests in the ownership of west jersey; and to prevent a lawsuit, so objectionable to quakers, the decision was left to william penn, then a rising young quaker about thirty years old, dreaming of ideal colonies in america. penn awarded fenwick a one-tenth interest and four hundred pounds. byllinge soon became insolvent and turned over his nine-tenths interest to his creditors, appointing penn and two other quakers, gawen lawrie, a merchant of london, and nicholas lucas, a maltster of hertford, to hold it in trust for them. gawen lawrie afterwards became deputy governor of east jersey. lucas was one of those thoroughgoing quakers just released from eight years in prison for his religion. * * myers, "narratives of early pennsylvania, west jersey, and delaware", p. . fenwick also in the end fell into debt and, after selling over one hundred thousand acres to about fifty purchasers, leased what remained of his interest for a thousand years to john edridge, a tanner, and edmund warner, a poulterer, as security for money borrowed from them. they conveyed this lease and their claims to penn, lawrie, and lucas, who thus became the owners, as trustees, of pretty much all west jersey. this was william penn's first practical experience in american affairs. he and his fellow trustees, with the consent of fenwick, divided the west jersey ownership into one hundred shares. the ninety belonging to byllinge were offered for sale to settlers or to creditors of byllinge who would take them in exchange for debts. the settlement of west jersey thus became the distribution of an insolvent quaker's estate among his creditor fellow religionists. although no longer in possession of a title to land, fenwick, in , went out with some quaker settlers to delaware bay. there they founded the modern town of salem, which means peace, giving it that name because of the fair and peaceful aspect of the wilderness on the day they arrived. they bought the land from the indians in the usual manner, as the swedes and dutch had so often done. but they had no charter or provision for organized government. when fenwick attempted to exercise political authority at salem, he was seized and imprisoned by andros, governor of new york for the duke of york, on the ground that, although the duke had given jersey to certain individual proprietors, the political control of it remained in the duke's deputy governor. andros, who had levied a tax of five per cent on all goods passing up the delaware, now established commissioners at salem to collect the duties. this action brought up the whole question of the authority of andros. the trustee proprietors of west jersey appealed to the duke of york, who was suspiciously indifferent to the matter, but finally referred it for decision to a prominent lawyer, sir william jones, before whom the quaker proprietors of west jersey made a most excellent argument. they showed the illegality, injustice, and wrong of depriving the jerseys of vested political rights and forcing them from the freeman's right of making their own laws to a state of mere dependence on the arbitrary will of one man. then with much boldness they declared that "to exact such an unterminated tax from english planters, and to continue it after so many repeated complaints, will be the greatest evidence of a design to introduce, if the crown should ever devolve upon the duke, an unlimited government in old england." prophetic words which the duke, in a few years, tried his best to fulfill. but sir william jones deciding against him, he acquiesced, confirmed the political rights of west jersey by a separate grant, and withdrew any authority andros claimed over east jersey. the trouble, however, did not end here. both the jerseys were long afflicted by domineering attempts from new york. penn and his fellow trustees now prepared a constitution, or "concessions and agreements," as they called it, for west jersey, the first quaker political constitution embodying their advanced ideas, establishing religious liberty, universal suffrage, and voting by ballot, and abolishing imprisonment for debt. it foreshadowed some of the ideas subsequently included in the pennsylvania constitution. all these experiences were an excellent school for william penn. he learned the importance in starting a colony of having a carefully and maturely considered system of government. in his preparations some years afterwards for establishing pennsylvania he avoided much of the bungling of the west jersey enterprise. a better organized attempt was now made to establish a foothold in west jersey farther up the river than fenwick's colony at salem. in the ship kent took out some rather well-to-do quakers, about as fine a company of broadbrims, it is said, as ever entered the delaware. some were from yorkshire and london, largely creditors of byllinge, who were taking land to satisfy their debts. they all went up the river to raccoon creek on the jersey side, about fifteen miles below the present site of philadelphia, and lived at first among the swedes, who had been in that part of jersey for some years and who took care of the new arrivals in their barns and sheds. these quaker immigrants, however, soon began to take care of themselves, and the weather during the winter proving mild, they explored farther up the river in a small boat. they bought from the indians the land along the river shore from oldman's creek all the way up to trenton and made their first settlements on the river about eighteen miles above the site of philadelphia, at a place they at first called new beverly, then bridlington, and finally burlington. they may have chosen this spot partly because there had been an old dutch settlement of a few families there. it had long been a crossing of the delaware for the few persons who passed by land from new york or new england to maryland and virginia. one of the dutchmen, peter yegon, kept a ferry and a house for entertaining travelers. george fox, who crossed there in , describes the place as having been plundered by the indians and deserted. he and his party swam their horses across the river and got some of the indians to help them with canoes. other quaker immigrants followed, going to salem as well as to burlington, and a stretch of some fifty miles of the river shore became strongly quaker. there are not many american towns now to be found with more of the old-time picturesqueness and more relics of the past than salem and burlington. settlements were also started on the river opposite the site afterwards occupied by philadelphia, at newton on the creek still called by that name; and another a little above on cooper's creek, known as cooper's ferry until . since then it has become the flourishing town of camden, full of shipbuilding and manufacturing, but for long after the revolution it was merely a small village on the jersey shore opposite philadelphia, sometimes used as a hunting ground and a place of resort for duelers and dancing parties from philadelphia. the newton settlers were quakers of the english middle class, weavers, tanners, carpenters, bricklayers, chandlers, blacksmiths, coopers, bakers, haberdashers, hatters, and linen drapers, most of them possessed of property in england and bringing good supplies with them. like all the rest of the new jersey settlers they were in no sense adventurers, gold seekers, cavaliers, or desperadoes. they were well-to-do middle class english tradespeople who would never have thought of leaving england if they had not lost faith in the stability of civil and religious liberty and the security of their property under the stuart kings. with them came servants, as they were called; that is, persons of no property, who agreed to work for a certain time in payment of their passage, to escape from england. all, indeed, were escaping from england before their estates melted away in fines and confiscations or their health or lives ended in the damp, foul air of the crowded prisons. many of those who came had been in jail and had decided that they would not risk imprisonment a second time. indeed, the proportion of west jersey immigrants who had actually been in prison for holding or attending quaker meetings or refusing to pay tithes for the support of the established church was large. for example, william bates, a carpenter, while in jail for his religion, made arrangements with his friends to escape to west jersey as soon as he should be released, and his descendants are now scattered over the united states. robert turner, a man of means, who settled finally in philadelphia but also owned much land near newton in west jersey, had been imprisoned in england in , again in , again in , and some of his property had been taken, again imprisoned in and more property taken; and many others had the same experience. details such as these make us realize the situation from which the quakers sought to escape. so widespread was the quaker movement in england and so severe the punishment imposed in order to suppress it that fifteen thousand families are said to have been ruined by the fines, confiscations, and imprisonments. not a few jersey quakers were from ireland, whither they had fled because there the laws against them were less rigorously administered. the newton settlers were joined by quakers from long island, where, under the english law as administered by the new york governors, they had also been fined and imprisoned, though with less severity than at home, for nonconformity to the church of england. on arriving, the west jersey settlers suffered some hardships during the year that must elapse before a crop could be raised and a log cabin or house built. during that period they usually lived, in the indian manner, in wigwams of poles covered with bark, or in caves protected with logs in the steep banks of the creeks. many of them lived in the villages of the indians. the indians supplied them all with corn and venison, and without this indian help, they would have run serious risk of starving, for they were not accustomed to hunting. they had also to thank the indians for having in past ages removed so much of the heavy forest growth from the wide strip of land along the river that it was easy to start cultivation. these quaker settlers made a point of dealing very justly with the indians and the two races lived side by side for several generations. there is an instance recorded of the indians attending with much solemnity the funeral of a prominent quaker woman, esther spicer, for whom they had acquired great respect. the funeral was held at night, and the indians in canoes, the white men in boats, passed down cooper's creek and along the river to newton creek where the graveyard was, lighting the darkness with innumerable torches, a strange scene to think of now as having been once enacted in front of the bustling cities of camden and philadelphia. some of the young settlers took indian wives, and that strain of native blood is said to show itself in the features of several families to this day. many letters of these settlers have been preserved, all expressing the greatest enthusiasm for the new country, for the splendid river better than the thames, the good climate, and their improved health, the immense relief to be away from the constant dread of fines and punishment, the chance to rise in the world, with large rewards for industry. they note the immense quantities of game, the indians bringing in fat bucks every day, the venison better than in england, the streams full of fish, the abundance of wild fruits, cranberries, hurtleberries, the rapid increase of cattle, and the good soil. a few details concerning some of the interesting characters among these early colonial quakers have been rescued from oblivion. there is, for instance, the pleasing picture of a young man and his sister, convinced quakers, coming out together and pioneering in their log cabin until each found a partner for life. there was john haddon, from whom haddonfield is named, who bought a large tract of land but remained in england, while his daughter elizabeth came out alone to look after it. a strong, decisive character she was, and women of that sort have always been encouraged in independent action by the quakers. she proved to be an excellent manager of an estate. the romance of her marriage to a young quaker preacher, estaugh, has been celebrated in mrs. maria child's novel "the youthful emigrant." the pair became leading citizens devoted to good works and to quaker liberalism for many a year in haddonfield. it was the ship shields of hull, bringing quaker immigrants to burlington, of which the story is told that in beating up the river she tacked close to the rather high bank with deep water frontage where philadelphia was afterwards established; and some of the passengers remarked that it was a fine site for a town. the shields, it is said, was the first ship to sail up as far as burlington. anchoring before burlington in the evening, the colonists woke up next morning to find the river frozen hard so that they walked on the ice to their future habitations. burlington was made the capital of west jersey, a legislature was convened and laws were passed under the "concessions" or constitution of the proprietors. salem and burlington became the ports of the little province, which was well under way by , when penn came out to take possession of pennsylvania. the west jersey people of these two settlements spread eastward into the interior but were stopped by a great forest area known as the pines, or pine barrens, of such heavy growth that even the indians lived on its outer edges and entered it only for hunting. it was an irregularly shaped tract, full of wolves, bear, beaver, deer, and other game, and until recent years has continued to attract sportsmen from all parts of the country. starting near delaware bay, it extended parallel with the ocean as far north as the lower portion of the present monmouth county and formed a region about seventy-five miles long and thirty miles wide. it was roughly the part of the old sandy shoal that first emerged from the ocean, and it has been longer above water than any other part of southern jersey. the old name, pine barrens, is hardly correct because it implies something like a desert, when as a matter of fact the region produced magnificent forest trees. the innumerable visitors who cross southern jersey to the famous seashore resorts always pass through the remains of this old central forest and are likely to conclude that the monotonous low scrub oaks and stunted pines on sandy level soil, seen for the last two or three generations, were always there and that the primeval forest of colonial times was no better. but that is a mistake. the stunted growth now seen is not even second growth but in many cases fourth or fifth or more. the whole region was cut over long ago. the original growth, pine in many places, consisted also of lofty timber of oak, hickory, gum, ash, chestnut, and numerous other trees, interspersed with dogwood, sassafras, and holly, and in the swamps the beautiful magnolia, along with the valuable white cedar. devries, who visited the jersey coast about , at what is supposed to have been beesley's or somer's point, describes high woods coming down to the shore. even today, immediately back of somer's point, there is a magnificent lofty oak forest accidentally preserved by surrounding marsh from the destructive forest fires; and there are similar groves along the road towards pleasantville. in fact, the finest forest trees flourish in that region wherever given a good chance. even some of the beaches of cape may had valuable oak and luxuriant growths of red cedar; and until a few years ago there were fine trees, especially hollies, surviving on wildwood beach. the jersey white cedar swamps were, and still are, places of fascinating interest to the naturalist and the botanist. the hunter or explorer found them scattered almost everywhere in the old forest and near its edges, varying in size from a few square yards up to hundreds of acres. they were formed by little streams easily checked in their flow through the level land by decaying vegetation or dammed by beavers. they kept the water within the country, preventing all effects of droughts, stimulating the growth of vegetation which by its decay, throughout the centuries, was steadily adding vegetable mold or humus to the sandy soil. this process of building up a richer soil has now been largely stopped by lumbering, drainage, and fires. while there are many of these swamps left, the appearance of numbers of them has largely changed. when the white men first came, the great cedars three or four feet in diameter which had fallen centuries before often lay among the living trees, some of them buried deep in the mud and preserved from decay. they were invaluable timber, and digging them out and cutting them up became an important industry for over a hundred years. in addition to being used for boat building, they made excellent shingles which would last a lifetime. the swamps, indeed, became known as shingle mines, and it was a good description of them. an important trade was developed in hogshead staves, hoops, shingles, boards, and planks, much of which went into the west indian trade to be exchanged for rum, sugar, molasses, and negroes. * * between the years and ' , the cedar swamps of the county [cape may] were mostly located; and the amount of lumber since taken from them is incalculable, not only as an article of trade, but to supply the home demand for fencing and building material in the county. large portions of these swamps have been worked a second and some a third time, since located. at the present time [ ] there is not an acre of original growth of swamp standing, having all passed away before the resistless sway of the speculator or the consumer. "beesley's "sketch of cape may" p. . the great forest has long since been lumbered to death. the pines were worked for tar, pitch, resin, and turpentine until for lack of material the industry passed southward through the carolinas to florida, exhausting the trees as it went. the christmas demand for holly has almost stripped the jersey woods of these trees once so numerous. destructive fires and frequent cutting keep the pine and oak lands stunted. thousands of dollars' worth of cedar springing up in the swamps are sometimes destroyed in a day. but efforts to control the fires so destructive not only to this standing timber but to the fertility of the soil, and attempts to reforest this country not only for the sake of timber but as an attraction to those who resort there in search of health or natural beauty, have not been vigorously pushed. the great forest has now, to be sure, been partially cultivated in spots, and the sand used for large glass-making industries. small fruits and grapes flourish in some places. at the northern end of this forest tract the health resort known as lakewood was established to take advantage of the pine air. a little to the southward is the secluded brown's mills, once so appealing to lovers of the simple life. checked on the east by the great forest, the west jersey quakers spread southward from salem until they came to the cohansey, a large and beautiful stream flowing out of the forest and wandering through green meadows and marshes to the bay. so numerous were the wild geese along its shores and along the maurice river farther south that the first settlers are said to have killed them for their feathers alone and to have thrown the carcasses away. at the head of navigation of the cohansey was a village called cohansey bridge, and after bridgeton, a name still borne by a flourishing modern town. lower down near the marsh was the village of greenwich, the principal place of business up to the year , with a foreign trade. some of the tea the east india company tried to force on the colonists during the revolution was sent there and was duly rejected. it is still an extremely pretty village, with its broad shaded streets like a new england town and its old quaker meeting house. in fact, not a few new englanders from connecticut, still infatuated with southern jersey in spite of the rebuffs received in ancient times from dutch and swedes, finally settled near the cohansey after it came under control of the more amiable quakers. there was also one place called after fairfield in connecticut and another called new england town. the first churches of this region were usually built near running streams so that the congregation could procure water for themselves and their horses. of one old presbyterian church it used to be said that no one had ever ridden to it in a wheeled vehicle. wagons and carriages were very scarce until after the revolution. carts for occasions of ceremony as well as utility were used before wagons and carriages. for a hundred and fifty years the horse's back was the best form of conveyance in the deep sand of the trails and roads. this was true of all southern jersey. pack horses and the backs of indian and negro slaves were the principal means of transportation on land. the roads and trails, in fact, were so few and so heavy with sand that water travel was very much developed. the indian dugout canoe was adopted and found faster and better than heavy english rowboats. as the province was almost surrounded by water and was covered with a network of creeks and channels, nearly all the villages and towns were situated on tidewater streams, and the dugout canoe, modified and improved, was for several generations the principal means of communication. most of the old roads in new jersey followed indian trails. there was a trail, for example, from the modern camden opposite philadelphia, following up cooper's creek past berlin, then called long-a-coming, crossing the watershed, and then following great egg harbor river to the seashore. another trail, long used by the settlers, led from salem up to camden, burlington, and trenton, going round the heads of streams. it was afterwards abandoned for the shorter route obtained by bridging the streams nearer their mouths. this old trail also extended from the neighborhood of trenton to perth amboy near the mouth of the hudson, and thus, by supplementing the lower routes, made a trail nearly the whole length of the province. as a quaker refuge, west jersey never attained the success of pennsylvania. the political disturbances and the continually threatened loss of self-government in both the jerseys were a serious deterrent to quakers who, above all else, prized rights which they found far better secured in pennsylvania. in , when the two jerseys were united into one colony under a government appointed by the crown, those rights were more restricted than ever and all hopes of west jersey becoming a colony under complete quaker control were shattered. under governor cornbury, the english law was adopted and enforced, and the quakers were disqualified from testifying in court unless they took an oath and were prohibited from serving on juries or holding any office of trust. cornbury's judges wore scarlet robes, powdered wigs, cocked hats, gold lace, and side arms; they were conducted to the courthouse by the sheriff's cavalcade and opened court with great parade and ceremony. such a spectacle of pomp was sufficient to divert the flow of quaker immigrants to pennsylvania, where the government was entirely in quaker hands and where plain and serious ways gave promise of enduring and unmolested prosperity. the quakers had altogether thirty meeting houses in west jersey and eleven in east jersey, which probably shows about the proportion of quaker influence in the two jerseys. many of them have since disappeared; some of the early buildings, to judge from the pictures, were of wood and not particularly pleasing in appearance. they were makeshifts, usually intended to be replaced by better buildings. some substantial brick buildings of excellent architecture have survived, and their plainness and simplicity, combined with excellent proportions and thorough construction, are clearly indicative of quaker character. there is a particularly interesting one in salem with a magnificent old oak beside it, another in the village of greenwich on the cohansey farther south, and another at crosswicks near trenton. in west jersey near mount holly was born and lived john woolman, a quaker who became eminent throughout the english speaking world for the simplicity and loftiness of his religious thought as well as for his admirable style of expression. his "journal," once greatly and even extravagantly admired, still finds readers. "get the writings of john woolman by heart," said charles lamb, "and love the early quakers." he was among the quakers one of the first and perhaps the first really earnest advocate of the abolition of slavery. the scenes of west jersey and the writings of woolman seem to belong together. possibly a feeling for the simplicity of those scenes and their life led walt whitman, who grew up on long island under quaker influence, to spend his last years at camden, in west jersey. his profound democracy, which was very quaker-like, was more at home there perhaps than anywhere else. chapter ix. planters and traders of southern jersey most of the colonies in america, especially the stronger ones, had an aristocratic class, which was often large and powerful, as in the case of virginia, and which usually centered around the governor, especially if he were appointed from england by the crown or by a proprietor. but there was very little of this social distinction in new jersey. her political life had been too much broken up, and she had been too long dependent on the governors of new york to have any of those pretty little aristocracies with bright colored clothes, and coaches and four, flourishing within her boundaries. there seems to have been a faint suggestion of such social pretensions under governor franklin just before the revolution. he was beginning to live down the objections to his illegitimate birth and toryism and by his entertainments and manner of living was creating a social following. there is said also to have been something a little like the beginning of an aristocracy among the descendants of the dutch settlers who had ancestral holdings near the hudson; but this amounted to very little. class distinctions were not so strongly marked in new jersey as in some other colonies. there grew up in southern jersey, however, a sort of aristocracy of gentlemen farmers, who owned large tracts of land and lived in not a little style in good houses on the small streams. the northern part of the province, largely settled and influenced by new englanders, was like new england a land of vigorous concentrated town life and small farms. the hilly and mountainous nature of the northern section naturally led to small holdings of land. but in southern jersey the level sandy tracts of forest were often taken up in large areas. in the absence of manufacturing, large acreage naturally became, as in virginia and maryland, the only mark of wealth and social distinction. the great landlord was looked up to by the lesser fry. the quaker rule of discountenancing marrying out of meeting tended to keep a large acreage in the family and to make it larger by marriage. a quaker of broad acres would seek for his daughter a young man of another landholding quaker family and would thus join the two estates. there was a marked difference between east jersey and west jersey in county organization. in west jersey the people tended to become planters; their farms and plantations somewhat like those of the far south; and the political unit of government was the county. in east jersey the town was the starting point and the county marked the boundaries of a collection of towns. this curious difference, the result of soil, climate, and methods of life, shows itself in other states wherever south and north meet. illinois is an example, where the southern part of the state is governed by the county system, and the northern part by the town system. the lumberman, too, in clearing off the primeval forest and selling the timber, usually dealt in immense acreage. some families, it is said, can be traced steadily proceeding southward as they stripped off the forest, and started sawmills and gristmills on the little streams that trickled from the swamps, and like beavers making with their dams those pretty ponds which modern lovers of the picturesque are now so eager to find. a good deal of the lumbering in the interior pines tract was carried on by persons who leased the premises from owners who lived on plantations along the delaware or its tributary streams. these operations began soon after . wood roads were cut into the pines, sawmills were started, and constant use turned some of these wood roads into the highways of modern times. there was a speculative tinge in the operations of this landed aristocracy. like the old tobacco raising aristocracy of virginia and maryland, they were inclined to go from tract to tract, skinning what they could from a piece of deforested land and then seeking another virgin tract. the roughest methods were used; wooden plows, brush harrows, straw collars, grapevine harness, and poor shelter for animals and crops; but were the virginia methods any better? in these operations there was apparently a good deal of sudden profit and mushroom prosperity accompanied by a good deal of debt and insolvency. in this, too, they were like the virginians and carolinians. there seem to have been also a good many slaves in west jersey, brought, as in the southern colonies, to work on the large estates, and this also, no doubt, helped to foster the aristocratic feeling. the best days of the jersey gentlemen farmers came probably when they could no longer move from tract to tract. they settled down and enjoyed a very plentiful, if rude, existence on the products of their land, game, and fish, amid a fine climate--with mosquitoes enough in summer to act as a counterirritant and prevent stagnation from too much ease and prosperity. after the manner of colonial times, they wove their own clothes from the wool of their own sheep and made their own implements, furniture, and simple machinery. there are still to be found fascinating traces of this old life in out-of-the-way parts of southern jersey. to run upon old houses among the jersey pines still stored with latin classics and old editions of shakespeare, addison, or samuel johnson, to come across an old mill with its machinery, cogwheels, flywheels, and all, made of wood, to find people who make their own oars, and the handles of their tools from the materials furnished by their own forest, is now unfortunately a refreshment of the spirit that is daily becoming rarer. this condition of material and social self-sufficiency lasted in places long after the revolution. it was a curious little aristocracy--a very faint and faded one, lacking the robustness of the far southern type, and lacking indeed the real essential of an aristocracy, namely political power. moreover, although there were slaves in new jersey, there were not enough of them to exalt the jersey gentlemen farmers into such self-sufficient lords and masters as the virginian and carolinian planters became. to search out the remains of this stage of american history, however, takes one up many pleasant streams flowing out of the forest tract to the delaware on one side or to the ocean on the other. this topographical formation of a central ridge or watershed of forest and swamp was a repetition of the same formation in the delaware peninsula, which like southern jersey had originally been a shoal and then an island. the jersey watershed, with its streams abounding in wood duck and all manner of wild life, must have been in its primeval days as fascinating as some of the streams of the florida cypress swamps. toward the ocean, wading river, the mullica, the tuckahoe, great egg; and on the delaware side the maurice, cohansey, salem creek, oldman's, raccoon, mantua, woodberry, timber, and the rancocas, still possess attraction. some of them, on opposite sides of the divide, are not far apart at their sources in the old forest tract; so that a canoe can be transported over the few miles and thus traverse the state. one of these trips up timber creek from the delaware and across only eight miles of land to the headwaters of great egg harbor river and thence down to the ocean, thus cutting south jersey in half, is a particularly romantic one. the heavy woods and swamps of this secluded route along these forest shadowed streams are apparently very much as they were three hundred years ago. the water in all these streams, particularly in their upper parts, owing to the sandy soil, is very clean and clear and is often stained by the cedar roots in the swamps a clear brown, sometimes almost an amber color. one of the streams, the rancocas, with its many windings to mount holly and then far inland to brown's mills, seems to be the favorite with canoemen and is probably without an equal in its way for those who love the indian's gift that brings us so close to nature. the spread of the quaker settlements along delaware bay to cape may was checked by the maurice river and its marshes and by the great cedar swamp which crossed the country from delaware bay to the ocean and thus made of the cape may region a sort of island. the cape may region, it is true, was settled by quakers, but most of them came from long island rather than from the settlements on the delaware. they had followed whale fishing on long island and in pursuit of that occupation some of them had migrated to cape may where whales were numerous not far off shore. the leading early families of cape may, the townsends, stillwells, corsons, leamings, ludlams, spicers, and cresses, many of whose descendants still live there, were quakers of the long island strain. the ancestor of the townsend family came to cape may because he had been imprisoned and fined and threatened with worse under the new york government for assisting his fellow quakers to hold meetings. probably the occasional severity of the administration of the new york laws against quakers, which were the same as those of england, had as much to do as had the whales with the migration to cape may. this quaker civilization extended from cape may up as far as great egg harbor where the great cedar swamp joined the seashore. quaker meeting houses were built at cape may, galloway, tuckahoe, and great egg. all have been abandoned and the buildings themselves have disappeared, except that of the cape may meeting, called the old cedar meeting, at seaville; and it has no congregation. the building is kept in repair by members of the society from other places. besides the quakers, cape may included a number of new haven people, the first of whom came there as early as under the leadership of george lamberton and captain turner, seeking profit in whale fishing. they were not driven out by the dutch and swedes, as happened to their companions who attempted to settle higher up the river at salem and the schuylkill. about one-fifth of the old family names of cape may and new haven are similar, and there is supposed to be not a little new england blood not only in cape may but in the neighboring counties of cumberland and salem. while the first new haven whalers came to cape may in , it is probable that for a long time they only sheltered their vessels there, and none of them became permanent settlers until about . scandinavians contributed another element to the population of the cape may region. very little is definitely known about this settlement, but the swedish names in cape may and cumberland counties seem to indicate a migration of scandinavians from wilmington and tinicum. great egg harbor, which formed the northern part of the cape may settlement, was named from the immense numbers of wild fowl, swans, ducks, and water birds that formerly nested there every summer and have now been driven to canada or beyond. little egg harbor farther up the coast was named for the same reason as well as egg island, of three hundred acres in delaware bay, since then eaten away by the tide. the people of the district had excellent living from the eggs as well as from the plentiful fowl, fish, and oysters. some farming was done by the inhabitants of cape may; and many cattle, marked with brands but in a half wild state, were kept out on the uninhabited beaches which have now become seaside summer cities. some of the cattle were still running wild on the beaches down to the time of the civil war. the settlers "mined" the valuable white cedar from the swamps for shingles and boards, leaving great "pool holes" in the swamps which even today sometimes trap the unwary sportsman. the women knitted innumerable mittens and also made wampum or indian money from the clam and oyster shells, an important means of exchange in the indian trade all over the colonies, and even to some extent among the colonists themselves. the cape may people built sloops for carrying the white cedar, the mittens, oysters, and wampum to the outside world. they sold a great deal of their cedar in long island, rhode island, and connecticut. philadelphia finally became their market for oysters and also for lumber, corn, and the whalebone and oil. their sloops also traded to the southern colonies and even to the west indies. they were an interesting little community, these cape may people, very isolated and dependent on the water and on their boats, for they were completely cut off by the great cedar swamp which stretched across the point and separated them from the rest of the coast. this troublesome swamp was not bridged for many years; and even then the roads to it were long, slow, and too sandy for transporting anything of much bulk. next above cape may on the coast was another isolated patch of civilization which, while not an island, was nevertheless cut off on the south by great egg harbor with its river and marshes, and on the north by little egg harbor with the mullica river and its marshes extending far inland. the people in this district also lived somewhat to themselves. to the north lay the district which extended to sandy hook, also with its distinct set of people. the people of the cape became in colonial times clever traders in various pursuits. although in one sense they were as isolated as islanders, their adventurous life on the sea gave them breadth of view. by their thrift and in innumerable shrewd and persistent ways they amassed competencies and estates for their families. aaron leaming, for example, who died in , left an estate of nearly $ , , . some kept diaries which have become historically valuable in showing not only their history but their good education and the peculiar cast of their mind for keen trading as well as their rigid economy and integrity. one character, jacob spicer, a prosperous colonial, insisted on having everything made at home by his sons and daughters--shoes, clothes, leather breeches, wampum, even shoe thread--calculating the cost of everything to a fraction and economizing to the last penny of money and the last second of time. yet in the course of a year he used "fifty-two gallons of rum, ten of wine, and two barrels of cyder." apparently in those days hard labor and hard drinking went well together. the cape may people, relying almost entirely on the water for communication and trade, soon took to piloting vessels in the delaware river, and some of them still follow this occupation. they also became skillful sailors and builders of small craft, and it is not surprising to learn that jacocks swain and his sons introduced, in , the centerboard for keeping flat-bottomed craft closer to the wind. they are said to have taken out a patent for this invention and are given the credit of being the originators of the idea. but the device was known in england in , was introduced in massachusetts in the same year, and may have been used long before by the dutch. the need of it, however, was no doubt strongly impressed upon the cape may people by the difficulties which their little sloops experienced in beating home against contrary winds. some of them, indeed, spent weeks in sight of the cape, unable to make it. one sloop, the nancy, seventy-two days from demarara, hung off and on for forty-three days from december , , to february , , and was driven off fifteen times before she finally got into hereford inlet. sometimes better sailing craft had to go out and bring in such distressed vessels. the early boats were no doubt badly constructed; but in the end apprenticeship to dire necessity made the cape may sailors masters of seamanship and the windward art. * * stevens, "history of cape may county," pp. , ; kelley, "american yachts" ( ), p. . wilson, the naturalist, spent a great deal of time in the cape may region, because of the great variety of birds to be found there. southern types, like the florida egret, ventured even so far north, and it was a stopping place for migrating birds, notably woodcock, on their northern and southern journeys. men of the stone age had once been numerous in this region, as the remains of village plats and great shell heaps bore witness. it was a resting point for all forms of life. that much traveled, adventurous gentleman of the sea, captain kidd, according to popular legend, was a frequent visitor to this coast. in later times, beginning in , the cape became one of the earliest of the summer resorts. the famous commodore decatur was among the first distinguished men to be attracted by the simple seaside charm of the place, long before it was destroyed by wealth and crowds. year by year he used to measure and record at one spot the encroachment of the sea upon the beach. where today the sea washes and the steel pier extends, once lay cornfields. for a hundred years it was a favorite resting place for statesmen and politicians of national eminence. they traveled there by stage, sailing sloop, or their own wagons. people from baltimore and the south more particularly sought the place because it was easily accessible from the head of chesapeake bay by an old railroad, long since abandoned, to newcastle on the delaware, whence sail-or steamboats went to cape may. this avoided the tedious stage ride over the sandy jersey roads. presidents, cabinet officers, senators, and congressmen sought the invigorating air of the cape and the attractions of the old village, its seafaring life, the sailing, fishing, and bathing on the best beach of the coast. congress hall, their favorite hotel, became famous, and during a large part of the nineteenth century presidential nominations and policies are said to have been planned within its walls. chapter x. scotch covenanters and others in east jersey east jersey was totally different in its topography from west jersey. the northern half of the state is a region of mountains and lakes. as part of the original continent it had been under the ice sheet of the glacial age and was very unlike the level sands, swamps, and pine barrens of west jersey which had arisen as a shoal and island from the sea. the only place in east jersey where settlement was at all easy was along the open meadows which were reached by water near the mouth of the hudson, round newark bay, and along the hackensack river. the dutch, by the discoveries of henry hudson in , claimed the whole region between the hudson and the delaware. they settled part of east jersey opposite their headquarters at new york and called it pavonia. but their cruel massacre of some indians who sought refuge among them at pavonia destroyed the prospects of the settlement. the indians revenged themselves by massacring the dutch again and again, every time they attempted to reestablish pavonia. this kept the dutch out of east jersey until , when they succeeded in establishing bergen between newark bay and the hudson. the dutch authority in america was overthrown in by charles ii, who had already given all new jersey to his brother the duke of york. colonel richard nicolls commanded the british expedition that seized the dutch possessions; and he had been given full power as deputy governor of all the duke of york's vast territory. meantime the new england puritans seem to have kept their eyes on east jersey as a desirable region, and the moment the connecticut puritans heard of nicolls' appointment, they applied to him for a grant of a large tract of land on newark bay. in the next year, , he gave them another tract from the mouth of the raritan to sandy hook; and soon the villages of shrewsbury and middletown were started. meantime, however, unknown to nicolls, the duke of york in england had given all of new jersey to lord berkeley and sir george carteret. as has already been pointed out, they had divided the province between them, and east jersey had fallen to carteret, who sent out, with some immigrants, his relative philip carteret as governor. governor carteret was of course very much surprised to find so much of the best land already occupied by the excellent and thrifty yankees. as a consequence, litigation and sometimes civil war over this unlucky mistake lasted for a hundred years. many of the yankee settlers under the nicolls grant refused to pay quitrents to carteret or his successors and, in spite of a commission of inquiry from england in and a chancery suit, they held their own until the revolution of extinguished all british authority. there was therefore from the beginning a strong new england tinge in east jersey which has lasted to this day. governor carteret established a village on newark bay which still bears the name elizabeth, which he gave it in honor of the wife of the proprietor, and he made it the capital. there were also immigrants from scotland and england. but puritans from long island and new england continued to settle round newark bay. by virtue either of character or numbers, new englanders were evidently the controlling element, for they established the new england system of town government, and imposed strict connecticut laws, making twelve crimes punishable with death. soon there were flourishing little villages, newark and elizabeth, besides middletown and shrewsbury. the next year piscatawa and woodbridge were added. newark and the region round it, including the oranges, was settled by very exclusive puritans, or congregationalists, as they are now called, some thirty families from four connecticut towns--milford, guilford, bradford, and new haven. they decided that only church members should hold office and vote. governor carteret ruled the colony with an appointive council and a general assembly elected by the people, the typical colonial form of government. his administration lasted from to his death in ; and there is nothing very remarkable to record except the rebellion of the new englanders, especially those who had received their land from nicolls. such independent connecticut people were, of course, quite out of place in a proprietary colony, and, when in the first collection of quitrents was attempted, they broke out in violent opposition, in which the settlers of elizabeth were prominent. in they elected a revolutionary assembly of their own and, in place of the deputy governor, appointed as proprietor a natural son of carteret. they began imprisoning former officers and confiscating estates in the most approved revolutionary form and for a time had the whole government in their control. it required the interference of the duke of york, of the proprietors, and of the british crown to allay the little tempest, and three years were given in which to pay the quitrents. after the death of sir george carteret in , his province of east jersey was sold to william penn and eleven other quakers for the sum of pounds. colonies seem to have been comparatively inexpensive luxuries in those days. a few years before, in , penn and some other quakers had, as has already been related, gained control of west jersey for the still smaller sum of one thousand pounds and had established it as a quaker refuge. it might be supposed that they now had the same purpose in view in east jersey, but apparently their intention was to create a refuge for presbyterians, the famous scotch covenanters, much persecuted at that time under charles ii, who was forcing them to conform to the church of england. penn and his fellow proprietors of east jersey each chose a partner, most of them scotchmen, two of whom, the earl of perth and lord drummond, were prominent men. to this mixed body of quakers, other dissenters, and some papists, twenty-four proprietors in all, the duke of york reconfirmed by special patent their right to east jersey. under their urging a few scotch covenanters began to arrive and seem to have first established themselves at perth amboy, which they named from the scottish earl of perth and an indian word meaning "point." this settlement they expected to become a great commercial port rivaling new york. curiously enough, robert barclay, the first governor appointed, was not only a scotchman but also a quaker, and a theologian whose "apology for the true christian divinity" ( ) is regarded to this day as the best statement of the original quaker doctrine. he remained in england, however, and the deputies whom he sent out to rule the colony had a troublous time of it. that quakers should establish a refuge for presbyterians seems at first peculiar, but it was in accord with their general philanthropic plan to help the oppressed and suffering, to rescue prisoners and exiles, and especially to ameliorate the horrible condition of people confined in the english dungeons and prisons. many vivid pictures of how the scotch covenanters were hunted down like wild beasts may be found in english histories and novels. when their lives were spared they often met a fate worse than death in the loathsome dungeons into which thousands of quakers of that time were also thrust. a large part of william penn's life as a courtier was spent in rescuing prisoners, exiles, and condemned persons of all sorts, and not merely those of his own faith. so the undertaking to make of jersey two colonies, one a refuge for quakers and the other a refuge for covenanters, was natural enough, and it was a very broad-minded plan for that age. in , a few years after the quaker control of east jersey began, a new and fiercer persecution of the covenanters was started in the old country, and shortly afterwards monmouth's insurrection in england broke out and was followed by a most bloody proscription and punishment. the greatest efforts were made to induce those still untouched to fly for refuge to east jersey; but, strange to say, comparatively few of them came. it is another proof of the sturdiness and devotion which has filled so many pages of history and romance with their praise that as a class the covenanters remained at home to establish their faith with torture, martyrdom, and death. in the duke of york ascended the throne of england as james ii, and all that was naturally to be expected from such a bigoted despot was soon realized. the persecutions of the covenanters grew worse. crowded into prisons to die of thirst and suffocation, shot down on the highways, tied to stakes to be drowned by the rising tide, the whole calvinistic population of scotland seemed doomed to extermination. again they were told of america as the only place where religious liberty was allowed, and in addition a book was circulated among them called "the model of the government of the province of east jersey in america." these efforts were partially successful. more covenanters came than before, but nothing like the numbers of quakers that flocked to pennsylvania. the whole population of east jersey--new englanders, dutch, scotch covenanters, and all--did not exceed five thousand and possibly was not over four thousand. some french huguenots, such as came to many of the english colonies after the revocation of the edict of nantes of , were added to the east jersey population. a few went to salem in west jersey, and some of these became quakers. in both the jerseys, as elsewhere, they became prominent and influential in all spheres of life. there was a decided dutch influence, it is said, in the part nearest new york, emanating from the bergen settlement in which the dutch had succeeded in establishing themselves in after the indians had twice driven them from pavonia. many descendants of dutch families are still found in that region. many dutch characteristics were to be found in that region throughout colonial times. many of the houses had dutch stoops or porches at the door, with seats where the family and visitors sat on summer evenings to smoke and gossip. long dutch spouts extended out from the eaves to discharge the rain water into the street. but the prevailing tone of east jersey seems to have been set by the scotch presbyterians and the new england congregationalists. the college of new jersey, afterward known as princeton, established in , was the result of a movement among the presbyterians of east jersey and new york. all these elements of east jersey, scotch covenanters, connecticut puritans, huguenots, and dutch of the dutch reformed church, were in a sense different but in reality very much in accord and congenial in their ideas of religion and politics. they were all sturdy, freedom-loving protestants, and they set the tone that prevails in east jersey to this day. their strict discipline and their uncompromising thrift may now seem narrow and harsh; but it made them what they were; and it has left a legacy of order and prosperity under which alien religions and races are eager to seek protection. in its foundation the quakers may claim a share. the new king, james ii, was inclined to reassume jurisdiction and extend the power of the governor of new york over east jersey in spite of his grant to sir george carteret. in fact, he desired to put new england, new york, and new jersey under one strong government centered at new york, to abolish their charters, to extinguish popular government, and to make them all mere royal dependencies in pursuance of his general policy of establishing an absolute monarchy and a papal church in england. the curse of east jersey's existence was to be always an appendage of new york, or to be threatened with that condition. the inhabitants now had to enter their vessels and pay duties at new york. writs were issued by order of the king putting both the jerseys and all new england under the new york governor. step by step the plans for amalgamation and despotism moved on successfully, when suddenly the english revolution of put an end to the whole magnificent scheme, drove the king into exile, and placed william of orange on the throne. the proprietaries of both jerseys reassumed their former authority. but the new york assembly attempted to exercise control over east jersey and to levy duties on its exports. the two provinces were soon on the eve of a little war. for twelve or fifteen years east jersey was in disorder, with seditious meetings, mob rule, judges and sheriffs attacked while performing their duty, the proprietors claiming quitrents from the people, the people resisting, and the british privy council threatening a suit to take the province from the proprietors and make a crown colony of it. the period is known in the history of this colony as "the revolution." under the threat of the privy council to take over the province, the proprietors of both east and west jersey surrendered their rights of political government, retaining their ownership of land and quitrents, and the two jerseys were united under one government in . its subsequent history demands another chapter. chapter xi. the united jerseys the quaker colonists grouped round burlington and salem, on the delaware, and the scotch covenanters and new england colonists grouped around perth amboy and newark, near the mouth of the hudson, made up the two jerseys. neither colony had a numerous population, and the stretch of country lying between them was during most of the colonial period a wilderness. it is now crossed by the railway from trenton to new york. it has always been a line of travel from the delaware to the hudson. at first there was only an indian trail across it, but after there was a road, and after a stage route. in , while still separated by this wilderness, the two jerseys were united politically by the proprietors voluntarily surrendering all their political rights to the crown. the political distinction between east jersey and west jersey was thus abolished; their excellent free constitutions were rendered of doubtful authority; and from that time to the revolution they constituted one colony under the control of a royal governor appointed by the crown. the change was due to the uncertainty and annoyance caused for their separate governments when their right to govern was in doubt owing to interference on the part of new york and the desire of the king to make them a crown colony. the original grant of the duke of york to the proprietors berkeley and carteret had given title to the soil but had been silent as to the right to govern. the first proprietors and their successors had always assumed that the right to govern necessarily accompanied this gift of the land. such a privilege, however, the crown was inclined to doubt. william penn was careful to avoid this uncertainty when he received his charter for pennsylvania. profiting by the sad example of the jerseys, he made sure that he was given both the title to the soil and the right to govern. the proprietors, however, now surrendered only their right to govern the jerseys and retained their ownership of the land; and the people always maintained that they, on their part, retained all the political rights and privileges which had been granted them by the proprietors. and these rights were important, for the concessions or constitutions granted by the proprietors under the advanced quaker influence of the time were decidedly liberal. the assemblies, as the legislatures were called, had the right to meet and adjourn as they pleased, instead of having their meetings and adjournments dictated by the governor. this was an important right and one which the crown and royal governors were always trying to restrict or destroy, because it made an assembly very independent. this contest for colonial rights was exactly similar to the struggle of the english parliament for liberty against the supposed right of the stuart kings to call and adjourn parliament as they chose. if the governor could adjourn the assembly when he pleased, he could force it to pass any laws he wanted or prevent its passing any laws at all. the two jersey assemblies under their quaker constitutions also had the privilege of making their own rules of procedure, and they had jurisdiction over taxes, roads, towns, militia, and all details of government. these rights of a legislature are familiar enough now to all. very few people realize, however, what a struggle and what sacrifices were required to attain them. the rest of new jersey colonial history is made up chiefly of struggles over these two questions--the rights of the proprietors and their quitrents as against the people, and the rights of the new assembly as against the crown. there were thus three parties, the governor and his adherents, the proprietors and their friends, and the assembly and the people. the proprietors had the best of the change, for they lost only their troublesome political power and retained their property. they never, however, received such financial returns from the property as the sons of william penn enjoyed from pennsylvania. but the union of the jerseys seriously curtailed the rights enjoyed by the people under the old government, and all possibility of a quaker government in west jersey was ended. it was this experience in the jerseys, no doubt, that caused william penn to require so many safeguards in selling his political rights in pennsylvania to the crown that the sale was, fortunately for the colony, never completed. the assembly under the union met alternately at perth amboy and at burlington. lord cornbury, the first governor, was also governor of new york, a humiliating arrangement that led to no end of trouble. the executive government, the press, and the judiciary were in the complete control of the crown and the governor, who was instructed to take care that "god almighty be duly served according to the rites of the church of england, and the traffic in merchantable negroes encouraged." cornbury contemptuously ignored the assembly's right to adjourn and kept adjourning it till one was elected which would pass the laws he wanted. afterwards the assemblies were less compliant, and, under the lead of two able men, lewis morris of east jersey and samuel jennings, a quaker of west jersey, they stood up for their rights and complained to the mother country. but cornbury went on fighting them, granted monopolies, established arbitrary fees, prohibited the proprietors from selling their lands, prevented three members of the assembly duly elected from being sworn, and was absent in new york so much of the time that the laws went unexecuted and convicted murderers wandered about at large. in short, he went through pretty much the whole list of offenses of a corrupt and good-for-nothing royal governor of colonial times. the union of the two colonies consequently seemed to involve no improvement over former conditions. at last, the protests and appeals of proprietors and people prevailed, and cornbury was recalled. quieter times followed, and in new jersey had the satisfaction of obtaining a governor all her own. the new york governor had always neglected jersey affairs, was difficult of access, made appointments and administered justice in the interests of new york, and forced jersey vessels to pay registration fees to new york. amid great rejoicing over the change, the crown appointed the popular leader, lewis morris, as governor. but by a strange turn of fate, when once secure in power, he became a most obstinate upholder of royal prerogative, worried the assembly with adjournments, and, after cornbury, was the most obnoxious of all the royal governors. the governors now usually made burlington their capital and it became, on that account, a place of much show and interest. the last colonial governor was william franklin, an illegitimate son of benjamin franklin, and he would probably have made a success of the office if the revolution had not stopped him. he had plenty of ability, affable manners, and was full of humor and anecdote like his father, whom he is said to have somewhat resembled. he had combined in youth a fondness for books with a fondness for adventure, was comptroller of the colonial post office and clerk of the pennsylvania assembly, served a couple of campaigns in the french and indian wars, went to england with his father in , was admitted to the english bar, attained some intimacy with the earl of bute and lord fairfax, and through the latter obtained the governorship of new jersey in . the people were at first much displeased at his appointment and never entirely got over his illegitimate birth and his turning from whig to tory as soon as his appointment was secured. but he advanced the interests of the colony with the home government and favored beneficial legislation. he had an attractive wife, and they entertained, it is said, with viceregal elegance, and started a fine model farm or country place on the north shore of the rancocas not far from the capital at burlington. franklin was drawing the province together and building it up as a community, but his extreme loyalist principles in the revolution destroyed his chance for popularity and have obscured his reputation. though the population of new jersey was a mixed one, judged by the very distinct religious differences of colonial times, yet racially it was thoroughly anglo-saxon and a good stock to build upon. at the time of the revolution in the people numbered only about , , indicating a slow growth; but when the first census of the united states was taken, in , they numbered , . the natural division of the state into north and south jersey is marked by a line from trenton to jersey city. the people of these two divisions were quite as distinct in early times as striking differences in environment and religion could make them. even in the inevitable merging of modern life the two regions are still distinct socially, economically, and intellectually. along the dividing line the two types of the population, of course, merged and here was produced and is still to be found the jerseyman of the composite type. trenton, the capital of the state, is very properly in the dividing belt. it was named after william trent, a philadelphia merchant who had been speaker of the pennsylvania assembly and who became chief justice of new jersey. long ages before white men came trenton seems to have been a meeting place and residence of the indians or preceding races of stone age men. antiquarians have estimated that fifty thousand stone implements have been found in it. as it was at the head of tidewater, at the so-called falls of the delaware, it was apparently a center of travel and traffic from other regions. from the top of the bluff below the modern city of trenton there was easy access to forests of chestnut, oak, and pine, with their supplies of game, while the river and its tributary creeks were full of fish. it was a pleasant and convenient place where the people of prehistoric times apparently met and lingered during many centuries without necessarily having a large resident population at any one time. trenton was so obviously convenient and central in colonial times that it was seriously proposed as a site for the national capital. princeton university, though originating, as we have seen, among the presbyterians of north jersey, seems as a higher educational institution for the whole state to belong naturally in the dividing belt, the meeting place of the two divisions of the colony. the college began its existence at elizabeth, was then moved to newark, both in the strongly presbyterian region, and finally, in , was established at princeton, a more suitable place, it was thought, because far removed from the dissipation and temptation of towns, and because it was in the center of the colony on the post road between philadelphia and new york. though chartered as the college of new jersey, it was often called nassau hall at princeton or simply "princeton." in it became known officially as princeton university. it was a hard struggle to found the college with lotteries and petty subscriptions here and there. but presbyterians in new york and other provinces gave aid. substantial assistance was also obtained from the presbyterians of england and scotland. in the old pamphlets of the time which have been preserved the founders of the college argued that higher education was needed not only for ministers of religion, but for the bench, the bar, and the legislature. the two new england colleges, harvard and yale, on the north, and the virginia college of william and mary on the south, were too far away. there must be a college close at hand. at first most of the graduates entered the presbyterian ministry. but soon in the short time before the revolution there were produced statesmen such as richard stockton of new jersey, who signed the declaration of independence; physicians such as dr. benjamin rush of philadelphia; soldiers such as "light horse" harry lee of virginia; as well as founders of other colleges, governors of states, lawyers, attorney-generals, judges, congressmen, and indeed a very powerful assemblage of intellectual lights. nor should the names of james madison, aaron burr, and jonathan edwards be omitted. east jersey with her new england influence attempted something like free public schools. in west jersey the quakers had schools. in both jerseys, after some private neighborhood schools were started, independent of religious denominations. the west jersey quakers, self-cultured and with a very effective system of mental discipline and education in their families as well as in their schools, were not particularly interested in higher education. but in east jersey as another evidence of intellectual awakening in colonial times, queen's college, afterward known as rutgers college, was established by the dutch reformed church in , and was naturally placed, near the old source of dutch influence, at new brunswick in the northerly end of the dividing belt. new jersey was fortunate in having no indian wars in colonial times, no frontier, no point of hostile contact with the french of canada or with the powerful western tribes of red men. like rhode island in this respect, she was completely shut in by the other colonies. once or twice only did bands of savages cross the delaware and commit depredations on jersey soil. this colony, however, did her part in sending troops and assistance to the others in the long french and indian wars; but she had none of the pressing danger and experience of other colonies. her people were never drawn together by a common danger until the revolution. in jersey colonial homes there was not a single modern convenience of light, heat, or cooking, and none of the modern amusements. but there was plenty of good living and simple diversion--husking bees and shooting in the autumn, skating and sleighing in the winter. meetings and discussions in coffeehouses and inns supplied in those days the place of our modern books, newspapers, and magazines. jersey inns were famous meeting places. everybody passed through their doors--judges, lawyers, legislators, politicians, post riders, stage drivers, each bringing his contribution of information and humor, and the slaves and rabble stood round to pick up news and see the fun. the court days in each county were holidays celebrated with games of quoits, running, jumping, feasting, and discussions political and social. at the capital there was even style and extravagance. governor belcher, for example, who lived at burlington, professed to believe that the quaker influences of that town were not strict enough in keeping the sabbath, so he drove every sunday in his coach and four to philadelphia to worship in the presbyterian church there and saw no inconsistency in his own behavior. almanacs furnished much of the reading for the masses. the few newspapers offered little except the barest chronicle of events. the books of the upper classes were good though few, and consisted chiefly of the classics of english literature and books of information and travel. the diaries and letters of colonial native jerseymen, the pamphlets of the time, and john woolman's "journal," all show a good average of education and an excellent use of the english language. samuel smith's "history of the colony of nova-casaria, or new jersey," written and printed at burlington and published there in the year , is written in a good and even attractive style, with as intelligent a grasp of political events as any modern mind could show; the type, paper, and presswork, too, are excellent. smith was born and educated in this same new jersey town. he became a member of council and assembly, at one time was treasurer of the province, and his manuscript historical collections were largely used by robert proud in his "history of pennsylvania." the early houses of new jersey were of heavy timbers covered with unpainted clapboards, usually one story and a half high, with immense fireplaces, which, with candles, supplied the light. the floors were scrubbed hard and sprinkled with the plentiful white sand. carpets, except the famous old rag carpets, were very rare. the old wooden houses have now almost entirely disappeared; but many of the brick houses which succeeded them are still preserved. they are of simple well-proportioned architecture, of a distinctive type, less luxuriant, massive, and exuberant than those across the river in pennsylvania, although both evidently derived from the christopher wren school. the old jersey homes seem to reflect with great exactness the simple feeling of the people and to be one expression of the spirit of jersey democracy. there were no important seats of commerce in this province. exports of wheat, provisions, and lumber went to philadelphia or new york, which were near and convenient. the jersey shores near the mouth of the hudson and along the delaware, as at camden, presented opportunities for ports, but the proximity to the two dominating ports prevented the development of additional harbors in this part of the coast. it was not until after the revolution that camden, opposite philadelphia, and jersey city, opposite new york, grew into anything like their present importance. there were, however, a number of small ports and shipbuilding villages in the jerseys. it is a noticeable fact that in colonial times and even later there were very few jersey towns beyond the head of tidewater. the people, even the farmers, were essentially maritime. the province showed its natural maritime characteristics, produced many sailors, and built innumerable small vessels for the coasting and west india trade--sloops, schooners, yachts, and sailboats, down to the tiniest gunning boat and sneak box. perth amboy was the principal port and shipbuilding center for east jersey as salem was for west jersey. but burlington, bordentown, cape may, and trenton, and innumerable little villages up creeks and channels or mere ditches could not be kept from the prevailing industry. they built craft up to the limit of size that could be floated away in the water before their very doors. plentifully supplied with excellent oak and pine and with the admirable white cedar of their own forests, very skillful shipwrights grew up in every little hamlet. a large part of the capital used in jersey shipbuilding is said to have come from philadelphia and new york. at first this capital sought its profit in whaling along the coast and afterwards in the trade with the west indies, which for a time absorbed so much of the shipping of all the colonies in america. the inlets and beaches along the jersey coast now given over to summer resorts were first used for whaling camps or bases. cape may and tuckerton were started and maintained by whaling; and as late as , it is said, there were still signs of the industry on long beach. except for the whaling, the beaches were uninhabited--wild stretches of sand, swarming with birds and wild fowl, without a lighthouse or lifesaving station. in the revolution, when the british fleet blockaded the delaware and new york, little egg, the safest of the inlets, was used for evading the blockade. vessels entered there and sailed up the mullica river to the head of navigation, whence the goods were distributed by wagons. to conceal their vessels when anchored just inside an inlet, the privateersmen would stand slim pine trees beside the masts and thus very effectively concealed the rigging from british cruisers prowling along the shore. along with the whaling industry the risks and seclusion of the inlets and channels developed a romantic class of gentlemen, as handy with musket and cutlass as with helm and sheet, fond of easy, exciting profits, and reaping where they had not sown. they would start legally enough, for they began as privateersmen under legal letters of marque in the wars. but the step was a short one to a traffic still more profitable; and for a hundred years jersey customs officers are said to have issued documents which were ostensibly letters of marque but which really abetted a piratical cruise. piracy was, however, in those days a semi-legitimate offense, winked at by the authorities all through the colonial period; and respectable people and governors and officials of new york and north carolina, it is said, secretly furnished funds for such expeditions and were interested in the profits. chapter xii. little delaware delaware was the first colony to be established on the river that bears this name. it went through half a century of experiences under the dutch and swedes from to , and then eighteen years under the english rule of the duke of york, from whom it passed into the hands of william penn, the quaker. the dutch got into it by an accident and were regarded by the english as interlopers. and the swedes who followed had no better title. the whole north atlantic seaboard was claimed by england by virtue of the discoveries of the cabots, father and son; but nearly a hundred years elapsed before england took advantage of this claim by starting the virginia colony near the mouth of the chesapeake bay in . and nearly a quarter of a century more elapsed before englishmen settled on the shores of massachusetts bay. those were the two points most accessible to ships and most favorable for settlement. the middle ground of the delaware and hudson regions was not so easily entered and remained unoccupied. the mouth of the delaware was full of shoals and was always difficult to navigate. the natural harbor at the mouth of the hudson was excellent, but the entrance to it was not at first apparent. into these two regions, however, the dutch chanced just after the english had effected the settlement of jamestown in virginia. the dutch had employed an englishman named henry hudson and sent him in in a small ship called the half moon to find a passage to china and india by way of the arctic ocean. turned back by the ice in the arctic, he sailed down the coast of north america, and began exploring the middle ground from the virginia settlement, which he seems to have known about; and, working cautiously northward along the coast and feeling his way with the lead line, he soon entered delaware bay. but finding it very difficult of navigation he departed and, proceeding in the same careful way up along the coast of new jersey, he finally entered the harbor of new york and sailed up the hudson far enough to satisfy himself that it was not the desired course to china. this exploration gave the dutch their claim to the delaware and hudson regions. but though it was worthless as against the english right by discovery of the cabots, the dutch went ahead with their settlement, established their headquarters and seat of government on manhattan island, where new york stands today, and exercised as much jurisdiction and control as they could on the delaware. their explorations of the delaware, feeling their way up it with small light draft vessels among its shoals and swift tides, their travels on land--shooting wild turkeys on the site of the present busy town of chester--and their adventures with the indians are full of interest. the immense quantities of wild fowl and animal and bird life along the shores astonished them; but what most aroused their cupidity was the enormous supply of furs, especially beaver and otter, that could be obtained from the indians. furs became their great, in fact, their only interest in the delaware. they established forts, one near cape henlopen at the mouth of the river, calling it fort oplandt, and another far up the river on the jersey side at the mouth of timber creek, nearly opposite the present site of philadelphia, and this they called fort nassau. fort oplandt was destroyed by the indians and its people were massacred. fort nassau was probably occupied only at intervals. these two posts were built mainly to assist the fur trade, and any attempts at real settlement were slight and unsuccessful. meantime about the year the swedes heard of the wonderful opportunities on the delaware. the swedish monarch, gustavus adolphus, a man of broad ambitions and energetic mind, heard about the delaware from willem usselinx, a merchant of antwerp who had been actively interested in the formation of the dutch west india company to trade in the dutch possessions in america. having quarreled with the directors, usselinx had withdrawn from the netherlands and now offered his services to sweden. the swedish court, nobles, and people, all became enthusiastic about the project which he elaborated for a great commercial company to trade and colonize in asia, africa, and america. * but the plan was dropped because, soon after , gustavus adolphus led his country to intervene on the side of the protestants in the thirty years' war in germany, where he was killed three years later at the battle of lutzen. but the desire aroused by usselinx for a swedish colonial empire was revived in the reign of his infant daughter, christina, by the celebrated swedish chancellor, oxenstierna. * see "willem usselinx," by j. f. jameson in the "papers of the american historical association," vol. ii. an expedition, which actually reached the delaware in , was sent out under another dutch renegade, peter minuit, who had been governor of new netherland and after being dismissed from office was now leading this swedish enterprise to occupy part of the territory he had formerly governed for the dutch. his two ships sailed up the delaware and with good judgment landed at the present site of wilmington. at that point a creek carrying a depth of over fourteen feet for ten miles from its mouth flowed into the delaware. the dutch had called this creek minquas, after the tribe of indians; the swedes named it the christina after their infant queen; and in modern times it has been corrupted into christiana. they sailed about two and a half miles through its delta marshes to some rocks which formed a natural wharf and which still stand today at the foot of sixth street in wilmington. this was the plymouth rock of delaware. level land, marshes, and meadows lay along the christina, the remains of the delta which the stream had formed in the past. on the edge of the delta or moorland, rocky hills rose, forming the edge of the piedmont, and out of them from the north flowed a fine large stream, the brandywine, which fell into the christina just before it entered the delaware. here in the delta their engineer laid out a town, called christinaham, and a fort behind the rocks on which they had landed. a cove in the christina made a snug anchorage for their ships, out of the way of the tide. they then bought from the indians all the land from cape henlopen to the falls of the delaware at trenton, calling it new sweden and the delaware new swedeland stream. the people of delaware have always regarded new sweden as the beginning of their state, and peter minuit, the leader of this swedish expedition, always stands first on the published lists of their governors. on their arrival in the river in the spring of , the swedes found no evidences of permanent dutch colonization. neither fort oplandt nor fort nassau was then occupied. they always maintained that the dutch had abandoned the river, and that it was therefore open to the swedes for occupation, especially after they had purchased the indian title. it was certainly true that the dutch efforts to plant colonies in that region had failed; and since the last attempt by de vries, six years had elapsed. on the other hand, the dutch contended that they had in that time put fort nassau in repair, although they had not occupied it, and that they kept a few persons living along the jersey shore of the river, possibly the remains of the nassau colony, to watch all who visited it. these people had immediately notified the dutch governor kieft at new amsterdam of the arrival of the swedes, and he promptly issued a protest against the intrusion. but his protest was neither very strenuous nor was it followed up by hostile action, for sweden and holland were on friendly terms. sweden, the great champion of protestant europe, had intervened in the thirty years' war to save the protestants of germany. the dutch had just finished a similar desperate war of eighty years for freedom from the papal despotism of spain. dutch and swedes had, therefore, every reason to be in sympathy with each other. the swedes, a plain, strong, industrious people, as william penn aptly called them, were soon, however, seriously interfering with the dutch fur trade and in the first year, it is said, collected thirty thousand skins. if this is true, it is an indication of the immense supply of furbearing animals, especially beaver, available at that time. for the next twenty-five years dutch and swedes quarreled and sometimes fought over their respective claims. but it is significant of the difficulty of retaining a hold on the delaware region that the swedish colonists on the christina after a year or two regarded themselves as a failure and were on the point of abandoning their enterprise, when a vessel, fortunately for them, arrived with cattle, agricultural tools, and immigrants. it is significant also that the immigrants, though in a swedish vessel and under the swedish government, were dutchmen. they formed a sort of separate dutch colony under swedish rule and settled near st. george's and appoquinimink. immigrants apparently were difficult to obtain among the swedes, who were not colonizers like the english. at this very time, in fact, englishmen, puritans from connecticut, were slipping into the delaware region under the leadership of nathaniel turner and george lamberton, and were buying the land from the indians. about sixty settled near salem, new jersey, and some on the schuylkill in pennsylvania, close to fort nassau--an outrageous piece of audacity, said the dutch, and an insult to their "high mightinesses and the noble directors of the west india company." so the schuylkill english were accordingly driven out, and their houses were burned. the swedes afterwards expelled the english from salem and from the cohansey, lower down the bay. later the english were allowed to return, but they seem to have done little except trade for furs and beat off hostile indians. the seat of the swedish government was moved in from the christina to tinicum, one of the islands of the schuylkill delta, with an excellent harbor in front of it which is now the home of the yacht clubs of philadelphia. here they built a fort of logs, called fort gothenborg, a chapel with a graveyard, and a mansion house for the governor, and this remained the seat of swedish authority as long as they had any on the river. from here governor printz, a portly irascible old soldier, said to have weighed "upwards of pounds and taken three drinks at every meal," ruled the river. he built forts on the schuylkill and worried the dutch out of the fur trade. he also built a fort called nya elfsborg, afterward elsinboro, on the jersey side below salem. by means of this fort he was able to command the entrance to the river and compelled every dutch ship to strike her colors and acknowledge the sovereignty of sweden. some he prevented from going up the river at all; others he allowed to pass on payment of toll or tribute. he gave orders to destroy every trading house or fort which the dutch had built on the schuylkill, and to tear down the coat of arms and insignia which the dutch had placed on a post on the site of philadelphia. the swedes now also bought from the indians and claimed the land on the jersey side from cape may up to raccoon creek, opposite the modern chester. the best place to trade with the indians for furs was the schuylkill river, which flowed into the delaware at a point where philadelphia was afterwards built. there were at that time indian villages where west philadelphia now stands. the headwaters of streams flowing into the schuylkill were only a short distance from the headwaters of streams flowing into the susquehanna, so that the valley of the schuylkill formed the natural highway into the interior of pennsylvania. the route to the ohio river followed the schuylkill for some thirty or forty miles, turned up one of its tributaries to its source, then crossed the watershed to the head of a stream flowing into the susquehanna, thence to the juniata, at the head of which the trail led over a short divide to the head of the conemaugh, which flowed into the allegheny, and the allegheny into the ohio. some of the swedes and dutch appear to have followed this route with the indians as early as . the ohio and allegheny region was inhabited by the black minquas, so called from their custom of wearing a black badge on their breast. the ohio, indeed, was first called the black minquas river. as the country nearer the delaware was gradually denuded of beaver, these black minquas became the great source of supply and carried the furs, over the route described, to the schuylkill. the white minquas lived further east, round chesapeake and delaware bays, and, though spoken of as belonging by language to the great iroquois or six nation stock, were themselves conquered and pretty much exterminated by the six nations. the black minquas, believed to be the same as the eries of the jesuit relations, were also practically exterminated by the six nations. * * myers, "narratives of early pennsylvania", pp. - . the furs brought down the schuylkill were deposited at certain rocks two or three miles above its mouth at bartram's gardens, now one of the city parks of philadelphia. on these rocks, then an island in the schuylkill, the swedes built a fort which completely commanded the river and cut the dutch off from the fur trade. they built another fort on the other side of bartram's gardens along the meadow near what is now gibson's point; and governor printz had a great mill a couple of miles away on cobb's creek, where the old blue bell tavern has long stood. these two forts protected the mill and the indian villages in west philadelphia. one would like to revisit the delaware of those days and see all its wild life and game, its islands and shoals, its virgin forests as they had grown up since the glacial age, untouched by the civilization of the white man. there were then more islands in the river, the water was clearer, and there were pretty pebble and sandy beaches now overlaid by mud brought down from vast regions of the valley no longer protected by forests from the wash of the rains. on a wooded island below salem, long since cut away by the tides, the pirate blackhead and his crew are said to have passed a winter. the waters of the river spread out wide at every high tide over marshes and meadows, turning them twice a day for a few hours into lakes, grown up in summer with red and yellow flowers and the graceful wild oats, or reeds, tasseled like indian corn. at christinaham, in the delta of the christina and the brandywine, the tide flowed far inland to the rocks on which minuit's swedish expedition landed, leaving one dry spot called cherry island, a name still borne by a shoal in the river. fort christina, on the edge of the overflowed meadow, with the rocky promontory of hills behind it, its church and houses, and a wide prospect across the delta and river, was a fair spot in the old days. the indians came down the christina in their canoes or overland, bringing their packs of beaver, otter, and deer skins, their tobacco, corn, and venison to exchange for the cloth, blankets, tools, and gaudy trinkets that pleased them. it must often have been a scene of strange life and coloring, and it is difficult today to imagine it all occurring close to the spot where the pennsylvania railroad station now stands in wilmington. when doughty peter stuyvesant became governor of new netherland, he determined to assert dutch authority once more on the south river, as the delaware was called in distinction from the hudson. as the swedes now controlled it by their three forts, not a dutch ship could reach fort nassau without being held up at fort elfsborg or at fort christina or at the fort at tinicum. it was a humiliating situation for the haughty spirit of the dutch governor. to open the river to dutch commerce again, stuyvesant marched overland in through the wilderness, with one hundred and twenty men and, abandoning fort nassau, built a new fort on a fine promontory which then extended far out into the river below christina. today the place is known as new castle; the dutch commonly referred to it as sandhoeck or sand point; the english called it grape vine point. stuyvesant named it fort casimir. the tables were now turned: the dutch could retaliate upon swedish shipping. but the swedes were not so easily to be dispossessed. three years later a new swedish governor named rising arrived in the river with a number of immigrants and soldiers. he sailed straight up to fort casimir, took it by surprise, and ejected the dutch garrison of about a dozen men. as the successful coup occurred on trinity sunday, the swedes renamed the place fort trinity. the whole population--dutch and swede, but in mostly swede--numbered only persons. before the arrival of rising there had been only seventy. it seems a very small number about which to be writing history; but small as it was their "high mightinesses," as the government of the united netherlands was called, were determined to avenge on even so small a number the insult of the capture of fort casimir. drums, it is said, were beaten every day in holland to call for recruits to go to america. gunners, carpenters, and powder were collected. a ship of war was sent from holland, accompanied by two other vessels whose names alone, great christopher and king solomon, should have been sufficient to scare all the swedes. at new amsterdam, stuyvesant labored night and day to fit out the expedition. a french privateer which happened to be in the harbor was hired. several other vessels, in all seven ships, and six or seven hundred men, with a chaplain called megapolensis, composed this mighty armament gathered together to drive out the handful of poor hardworking swedes. a day of fasting and prayer was held and the almighty was implored to bless this mighty expedition which, he was assured, was undertaken for "the glory of his name." it was the absurdity of such contrasts as this running all through the annals of the dutch in america that inspired washington irving to write his infinitely humorous "history of new york from the beginning of the world to the end of the dutch dynasty," by "diedrich knickerbocker." it is difficult for an anglo-saxon to take the dutch in america seriously. what can you do with a people whose imagination allowed them to give such names to their ships as weigh scales, spotted cow, and the pear tree? so irving described the taking of fort casimir in mock heroic manner. he describes the marshaling of the dutch hosts of new york by families, the van grolls of anthony's nose, the brinkerhoffs, the van kortlandts, the van bunschotens of nyack and kakiat, the fighting men of wallabout, the van pelts, the say dams, the van dams, and all the warriors of hellgate "clad in their thunder-and-lightning gaberdines," and lastly the standard bearers and bodyguards of peter stuyvesant, bearing the great beaver of the manhattan. "and now commenced the horrid din, the desperate struggle, the maddening ferocity, the frantic desperation, the confusion and self-abandonment of war. dutchman and swede commingled, tugged, panted, and blowed. the heavens were darkened with a tempest of missives. bang! went the guns; whack! went the broadswords; thump! went the cudgels; crash! went the musket-stocks; blows, kicks, cuffs, scratches, black eyes and bloody noses swelling the horrors of the scene! thick, thwack, cut and hack, helter-skelter, higgledy-piggledy, hurly-burly, heads-over-heels, rough-and-tumble! dunder and blixum! swore the dutchmen; splitter and splutter! cried the swedes. storm the works! shouted hardkoppig peter. fire the mine! roared stout rising--tantarar-ra-ra! twanged the trumpet of antony van corlear;--until all voice and sound became unintelligible,--grunts of pain, yells of fury, and shouts of triumph mingling in one hideous clamor. the earth shook as if struck with a paralytic stroke; trees shrunk aghast, and withered at the sight; rocks burrowed in the ground like rabbits; and even christina creek turned from its course, and ran up a hill in breathless terror!" as a matter of fact, the fort surrendered without a fight on september , . it was thereupon christened new amstel, afterwards new castle, and was for a long time the most important town on the delaware. this achievement put the dutch in complete authority over the swedes on both sides of the river. the swedes, however, were content, abandoned politics, secluded themselves on their farms, and left politics to the dutch. trade, too, they left to the dutch, who, in their effort to monopolize it, almost killed it. this conquest by their high mightinesses also ended the attempts of the new englanders, particularly the people of new haven, to get a foothold in the neighborhood of salem, new jersey, for which they had been struggling for years. they had dreams of a great lake far to northward full of beaver to which the delaware would lead them. their efforts to establish themselves survived in one or two names of places near salem, as, for example, new england creek, and new england channel, which down almost into our own time was found on charts marking one of the minor channels of the bay along the jersey shore. they continued coming to the river in ships to trade in spite of restrictions by the dutch; and some of them in later years, as has been pointed out, secured a foothold on the cohansey and in the cape may region, where their descendants are still to be found. chapter xiii. the english conquest it is a curious fact that the ancestor of the numerous beekman family in new york, after whom beekman street is named, was for a time one of the dutch governors on the delaware who afterwards became the sheriff of esopus, new york. his successor on the delaware had some thoughts of removing the capital down to odessa on the appoquinimink, when an event long dreaded happened. in , war broke out between england and holland, long rivals in trade and commerce, and all the dutch possessions in the new world fell an easy prey to english conquerors. a british fleet took possession of new amsterdam, which surrendered without a struggle. but when two british men of war under sir robert carr appeared before new amstel on the delaware, governor d'hinoyossa unwisely resisted; and his untenable fort was quickly subdued by a few broadsides and a storming party. this opposition gave the conquering party, according to the custom of the times, the right to plunder; and it must be confessed that the english soldiers made full use of their opportunity. they plundered the town and confiscated the land of prominent citizens for the benefit of the officers of the expedition. after the english conquest on the delaware, not a few of the dutch migrated to maryland, where their descendants, it is said, are still to be found. some in later years returned to the delaware, where on the whole, notwithstanding the early confiscations, english rule seemed to promise well. the very first documents, the terms of surrender both on the delaware and on the hudson, breathed an air of anglo-saxon freedom. everybody was at liberty to come and go at will. hollanders could migrate to the delaware or to new york as much as before. the dutch soldiers in the country, if they wished to remain, were to have fifty acres of land apiece. this generous settlement seemed in striking contrast to the pinching, narrow interference with trade and individual rights, the seizures and confiscations for private gain, all under pretense of punishment, bad enough on the delaware but worse at new amsterdam, which had characterized the rule of the dutch. the duke of york, to whom delaware was given, introduced trial by jury, settled private titles, and left undisturbed the religion and local customs of the people. but the political rule of the duke was absolute as became a stuart. he arbitrarily taxed exports and imports. executive, judicial, and legislative powers were all vested in his deputy governor at new york or in creatures appointed and controlled by him. it was the sort of government the duke hoped to impose upon all great britain when he should come to the throne, and he was trying his 'prentice hand in the colonies. a political rebellion against this despotism was started on the delaware by a man named konigsmarke, or the long finn, aided by an englishman, henry coleman. they were captured and tried for treason, their property was confiscated, and the long finn branded with the letter r, and sold as a slave in the barbados. they might be called the first martyrs to foreshadow the english revolution of which ended forever the despotic reign of the stuarts. the swedes continued to form the main body of people on the delaware under the regime of the duke of york, and at the time when william penn took possession of the country in their settlements extended from new castle up through christina, marcus hook, upland (now chester), tinicum, kingsessing in the modern west philadelphia, passyunk, wicaco, both in modern philadelphia, and as far up the river as frankford and pennypack. they had their churches at christina, tinicum, kingsessing, and wicaco. the last, when absorbed by philadelphia, was a pretty little hamlet on the river shore, its farms belonging to a swedish family called swanson whose name is now borne by one of the city's streets. across the river in new jersey, opposite chester, the swedes had settlements on raccoon creek and round swedesboro. these river settlements constituted an interesting and from all accounts a very attractive scandinavian community. their strongest bond of union seems to have been their interest in their lutheran churches on the river. they spread very little into the interior, made few roads, and lived almost exclusively on the river or on its navigable tributaries. one reason they gave for this preference was that it was easier to reach the different churches by boat. there were only about a thousand swedes along the delaware and possibly five hundred of dutch and mixed blood, together with a few english, all living a life of abundance on a fine river amid pleasing scenery, with good supplies of fish and game, a fertile soil, and a wilderness of opportunity to the west of them. all were well pleased to be relieved from the stagnant despotism of the duke of york and to take part in the free popular government of william penn in pennsylvania. they became magistrates and officials, members of the council and of the legislature. they soon found that all their avenues of trade and life were quickened. they passed from mere farmers supplying their own needs to exporters of the products of their farms. descendants of the swedes and dutch still form the basis of the population of delaware. * there were some finns at marcus hook, which was called finland; and it may be noted in passing that there were not a few french among the dutch, as among the germans in pennsylvania, huguenots who had fled from religious persecution in france. the name jaquette, well known in delaware, marks one of these families, whose immigrant ancestor was one of the dutch governors. in the ten or dozen generations since the english conquest intermarriage has in many instances inextricably mixed up swede, dutch, and french, as well as the english stock, so that many persons with dutch names are of swedish or french descent and vice versa, and some with english names like oldham are of dutch descent. there has been apparently much more intermarriage among the different nationalities in the province and less standing aloof than among the alien divisions of pennsylvania. * swedish names anglicized are now found everywhere. gostafsson has become justison and justis. bond has become boon; hoppman, hoffman; kalsberg, colesberry; wihler, wheeler; joccom, yocum; dahlbo, dalbow; konigh, king; kyn, keen; and so on. then there are also such names as wallraven, hendrickson, stedham, peterson, matson, talley, anderson, and the omnipresent rambo, which have suffered little, if any, change. dutch names are also numerous, such as lockermans, vandever, van dyke, vangezel, vandegrift, alricks, statts, van zandt, hyatt, cochran (originally kolchman), vance, and blackstone (originally blackenstein). after the english conquest some irish presbyterians or scotch-irish entered delaware. finally came the quakers, comparatively few in colonial times but more numerous after the revolution, especially in wilmington and its neighborhood. true to their characteristics, they left descendants who have become the most prominent and useful citizens down into our own time. at present wilmington has become almost as distinctive a quaker town as philadelphia. "thee" and "thou" are frequently heard in the streets, and a surprisingly large proportion of the people of prominence and importance are quakers or of quaker descent. many of the neat and pleasant characteristics of the town are distinctly of quaker origin; and these characteristics are found wherever quaker influence prevails. wilmington was founded about by thomas willing, an englishman, who had married into the swedish family of justison. he laid out a few streets on his wife's land on the hill behind the site of old fort christina, in close imitation of the plan of philadelphia, and from that small beginning the present city grew, and was at first called willingtown. * william shipley, a pennsylvania quaker born in england, bought land in it in , and having more capital than willing, pushed the fortunes of the town more rapidly. he probably had not a little to do with bringing quakers to wilmington; indeed, their first meetings were held in a house belonging to him until they could build a meeting house of their own in . * some years later in a borough charter granted by penn, the name was changed to wilmington in honor of the earl of wilmington. both shipley and willing had been impressed with the natural beauty of the situation, the wide view over the level moorland and green marsh and across the broad river to the jersey shore, as well as by the natural conveniences of the place for trade and commerce. wilmington has ever since profited by its excellent situation, with the level moorland for industry, the river for traffic, and the first terraces or hills of the piedmont for residence; and, for scenery, the brandywine tumbling through rocks and bowlders in a long series of rapids. the custom still surviving in wilmington of punishing certain classes of criminals by whipping appears to have originated in the days of willing and shipley, about the year , when a cage, stocks, and whipping-post were erected. they were placed in the most conspicuous part of the town, and there the culprit, in addition to his legal punishment, was also disciplined at the discretion of passers-by with rotten eggs and other equally potent encouragements to reform. these gratuitous inflictions, not mentioned in the statute, as well as the public exhibition of the prisoner were abolished in later times and in this modified form the method of correction was extended to the two other counties. sometimes a cat-o'nine-tails was used, sometimes a rawhide whip, and sometimes a switch cut from a tree. nowadays, however, all the whipping for the state is done in wilmington, where all prisoners sentenced to whipping in the state are sent. this punishment is found to be so efficacious that its infliction a second time on the same person is exceedingly rare. the most striking relic of the old swedish days in wilmington is the brick and stone church of good proportions and no small beauty, and today one of the very ancient relics of america. it was built by the swedes in to replace their old wooden church, which was on the lower land, and the swedish language was used in the services down to the year , when the building was turned over to the church of england. old peter minuit, the first swedish governor, may possibly have been buried there. the swedes built another pretty chapel--gloria dei, as it was called--at the village of wicaco, on the shore of the delaware where philadelphia afterwards was established. the original building was taken down in , and the present one was erected on its site partly with materials from the church at tinicum. it remained swedish lutheran until , when, like all the swedish chapels, it became the property of the church of england, between which and the swedish lutheran body there was a close affinity, if not in doctrine, at least in episcopal organization. * the old brick church dating from , on the main street of wilmington, is an interesting relic of the colonial scotch-irish presbyterians in delaware, and is now carefully preserved as the home of the historical society. * clay's "annals of the swedes", pp. , - . after delaware had been eighteen years under the duke of york, william penn felt a need of the west side of the river all the way down to the sea to strengthen his ownership of pennsylvania. he also wanted to offset the ambitions of lord baltimore to extend maryland northward. penn accordingly persuaded his friend james, the duke of york, to give him a grant of delaware, which penn thereupon annexed to pennsylvania under the name of the territories or three lower counties. the three counties, new castle, kent, and sussex, * are still the counties of delaware, each one extending across the state and filling its whole length from the hills of the brandywine on the pennsylvania border to the sands of sussex at cape henlopen. the term "territory" has ever since been used in america to describe an outlying province not yet given the privileges of a state. instead of townships, the three delaware counties were divided into "hundreds," an old anglo-saxon county method of division going back beyond the times of alfred the great. delaware is the only state in the union that retains this name for county divisions. the three lower counties were allowed to send representatives to the pennsylvania assembly; and the quakers of delaware have always been part of the yearly meeting in philadelphia. * the original names were new castle, jones's, and hoerekill, as it was called by the dutch, or deal. in , after having been a part of pennsylvania for twenty years, the three lower counties were given home rule and a legislature of their own; but they remained under the governor of pennsylvania until the revolution of . they then became an entirely separate community and one of the thirteen original states. delaware was the first state to adopt the national constitution, and rhode island, its fellow small state, the last. having been first to adopt the constitution, the people of delaware claim that on all national occasions or ceremonies they are entitled to the privilege of precedence. they have every reason to be proud of the representative men they sent to the continental congress, and to the senate in later times. agriculture has, of course, always been the principal occupation on the level fertile land of delaware; and it is agriculture of a high class, for the soil, especially in certain localities, is particularly adapted to wheat, corn, and timothy grass, as well as small fruits. that section of land crossing the state in the region of delaware city and middleton is one of the show regions in america, for crops of wheat and corn. farther south, grain growing is combined with small fruits and vegetables with a success seldom attained elsewhere. agriculturally there is no division of land of similar size quite equal to delaware in fertility. its sand and gravel base with vegetable mold above is somewhat like the southern jersey formation, but it is more productive from having a larger deposit of decayed vegetation. the people of delaware have, indeed, very little land that is not tillable. the problems of poverty, crowding, great cities, and excessive wealth in few hands are practically unknown among them. the foreign commerce of wilmington began in with the building of a brig named after the town, and was continued successfully for a hundred years. at wilmington there has always been a strong manufacturing interest, beginning with the famous colonial flour mills at the falls of the brandywine, and the breadstuffs industry at newport on the christina. with the brandywine so admirably suited to the water-power machinery of those days and the christina deep enough for the ships, wilmington seemed in colonial times to possess an ideal combination of advantages for manufacturing and commerce. the flour mills were followed in by the du pont powder works, which are known all over the world, and which furnished powder for all american wars since the revolution, for the crimean war in europe, and for the allies in the great war. "from the hills of brandywine to the sands of sussex" is an expression the people of delaware use to indicate the whole length of their little state. the beautiful cluster of hills at the northern end dropping into park-like pastures along the shores of the rippling red clay and white clay creeks which form the deep christina with its border of green reedy marshes, is in striking contrast to the wild waste of sands at cape henlopen. yet in one way the brandywine hills are closely connected with those sands, for from these very hills have been quarried the hard rocks for the great breakwater at the cape, behind which the fleets of merchant vessels take refuge in storms. the great sand dunes behind the lighthouse at the cape have their equal nowhere else on the coast. blown by the ocean winds, the dunes work inland, overwhelming a pine forest to the tree tops and filling swamps in their course. the beach is strewn with every type of wreckage of man's vain attempts to conquer the sea. the life saving service men have strange tales to tell and show their collections of coins found along the sand. the old pilots live snugly in their neat houses in pilot row, waiting their turns to take the great ships up through the shoals and sands which were so baffling to henry hudson and his mate one hot august day of the year . the indians of the northern part of delaware are said to have been mostly minquas who lived along the christiana and brandywine, and are supposed to have had a fort on iron hill. the rest of the state was inhabited by the nanticokes, who extended their habitations far down the peninsula, where a river is named after them. they were a division or clan of the delawares or leni lenapes. in the early days they gave some trouble; but shortly before the revolution all left the peninsula in strange and dramatic fashion. digging up the bones of their dead chiefs in , they bore them away to new abodes in the wyoming valley of pennsylvania. some appear to have traveled by land up the delaware to the lehigh, which they followed to its source not far from the wyoming valley. others went in canoes, starting far down the peninsula at the nanticoke river and following along the wild shore of the chesapeake to the susquehanna, up which they went by its eastern branch straight into the wyoming valley. it was a grand canoe trip--a weird procession of tawny, black-haired fellows swinging their paddles day after day, with their freight of ancient bones, leaving the sunny fishing grounds of the nanticoke and the choptank to seek a refuge from the detested white man in the cold mountains of pennsylvania. bibliographical note a large part of the material for the early history of pennsylvania is contained of course in the writings and papers of the founder. the "life of william penn" by s. m. janney ( ) is perhaps the most trustworthy of the older biographies but it is a dull book. a biography written with a modern point of view is "the true william penn" by sydney g. fisher ( ). mrs. colquhoun grant, a descendant of penn has published a book with the title "quaker and courtier: the life and work of william penn" ( ). the manuscript papers of penn now in the possession of the historical society of pennsylvania, together with much new material gathered in england, are soon to be published under the able editorship of albert cook myers. there is a vast literature on the history of quakerism. the "journal of george fox" ( ), penn's "brief account of the rise and progress of the people called quakers" ( ), and robert barclay's "apology for the true christian divinity" ( ) are of first importance for the study of the rise of the society of friends. among the older histories are j.j. gurney's "observations on the religious peculiarities of the society of friends" ( ), james bowden's "history of the society of friends in america," vols. ( - ), and s.m. janney's "history of the religious society of friends," vols. ( - ). two recent histories are of great value: w. c. braithwaite, "the beginnings of quakerism" ( ) and rufus m. jones, "the quakers in the american colonies" ( ). among the older histories of penn's province are "the history of pennsylvania in north america," vols. ( - ), written by robert proud from the quaker point of view and of great value because of the quotations from original documents and letters, and "history of pennsylvania from its discovery by europeans to the declaration of independence in " ( ) by t. f. gordon, largely an epitome of the debates of the pennsylvania assembly which recorded in its minutes in fascinating old-fashioned english the whole history of the province from year to year. franklin's "historical review of the constitution and government of pennsylvania from its origin" ( ) is a storehouse of information about the history of the province in the french and indian wars. much of the history of the province is to be found in the letters of penn, franklin, logan, and lloyd, and in such collections as samuel hazard's "register of pennsylvania," vols. ( - ), "colonial records," vols. ( - ), and "pennsylvania archives" ( -). a vast amount of material is scattered in pamphlets, in files of colonial newspapers like the "pennsylvania gazette," in the publications of the historical society of pennsylvania, and in the "pennsylvania magazine of history and biography" ( -). recent histories of the province have been written by isaac sharpless, "history of quaker government in pennsylvania," vols. ( - ), and by sydney g. fisher, "the making of pennsylvania" ( ) and "pennsylvania, colony and commonwealth" ( ). a scholarly "history of proprietary government in pennsylvania" has been published by william r. shepherd in the "columbia university studies" ( ) and the "relations of pennsylvania with the british government, - " ( ) have been traced with painstaking care by winfred t. root. concerning the racial and religious elements in pennsylvania the following books contribute much valuable information: a. b. faust, "the german element in the united states," vols. ( ); a. c. myers, "immigration of the irish quakers into pennsylvania, - " ( ); s. w. pennypacker, "settlement of germantown, pennsylvania, and the beginning of german immigration to north america" ( ); j. f. sachse, "the german pietists of provincial pennsylvania, - " ( ), and "the german sectarians of pennsylvania, - ," vols. ( - ); l. o. kuhns, "the german and swiss settlements of colonial pennsylvania" ( ); h. j. ford, "the scotch-irish in america" ( ); t. a. glenn, "merion in the welsh tract" ( ). the older histories of new jersey, like those of pennsylvania, contain valuable original material not found elsewhere. among these samuel smith's "the history of the colony of nova casaria, or new jersey" ( ) should have first place. e. b. o'callaghan's "history of new netherland," vols. ( ), and j. r. brodhead's "history of the state of new york," vols. ( , ) contain also information about the jerseys under dutch rule. other important works are: w. a. whitehead's "east jersey under the proprietary governments" (new jersey historical society "collections," vol. , ), and "the english in east and west jersey" in winsor's "narrative and critical history of america," vol. iii, l. q. c. elmer's "the constitution and government of the province and state of new jersey" (new jersey historical society collections, vols. iii and vii, and .) special studies have been made by austin scott, "influence of the proprietors in the founding of new jersey" ( ), and by h. s. cooley, "study of slavery in new jersey" ( ), both in the johns hopkins university "studies;" also by e. p. tanner, "the province of new jersey" ( ) and by e. j. fisher, "new jersey as a royal province, - " ( ) in the columbia university "studies." several county histories yield excellent material concerning the life and times of the colonists, notably isaac mickle's "reminiscences of old gloucester" ( ) and l. t. stevens's "the history of cape may county" ( ) which are real histories written in scholarly fashion and not to be confused with the vulgar county histories gotten up to sell. the dutch and swedish occupation of the lands bordering on the delaware may be followed in the following histories: benjamin ferris, "a history of the original settlements of the delaware" ( ); francis vincent, "a history of the state of delaware" ( ); j. t. scharf, "history of delaware, - ," vols. ( ); karl k. s. sprinchorn, kolonien nya sveriges historia ( ), translated in the "pennsylvania magazine of history and biography," vols. vii and viii. in volume iv of winsor's "narrative and critical history of america" is a chapter contributed by g. b. keen on "new sweden, or the swedes on the delaware." the most recent minute work on the subject is "the swedish settlements on the delaware," vols. ( ) by amandus johnson. [transcriber's note: in appendix i in the original publication the "original latin" and "english translation" are show side by side.] calvert and penn; or the growth of civil and religious liberty in america, as disclosed in the planting of maryland and pennsylvania: [illustration] a discourse by brantz mayer, delivered in philadelphia before the pennsylvania historical society, april, . "se mai turba il ceil sereno "fosco vel di nebbia impura, "quando il sol gli squarcia il seno, "piu sereno il ciel si fa. "rea, discordia, invidia irata "fuga il tempo, e nuda splende. "vincitrice e vendicata. "l'offuscata verita." printed for the pennsylvania historical society by john d toy baltimore calvert and penn. it is a venerable and beautiful rite which commands the chinese not only to establish in their dwellings a hall of ancestors, devoted to memorials of kindred who are dead, but which obliges them, on a certain day of every year, to quit the ordinary toils of life and hasten to the tombs of their forefathers, where, with mingled services of festivity and worship, they pass the hours in honoring the manes of those whom they have either loved or been taught to respect for their virtues. this is a wholesome and ennobling exercise of the memory. it teaches neither a blind allegiance to the past, nor a superstitious reverence for individuals; but it is a recognition of the great truth that no man is a mere isolated being in the great chain of humanity, and that, while we are not selfishly independent of the past, so also, by equal affinity, we are connected with and control the fate of those who are to succeed us in the drama of the world. the time that merges in eternity, sinks like a drop in the ocean, but the deeds of that time, like the drop in the deep, are again exhaled and fitted for new uses; so that although the time be dead, the acts thereof are immortal--for the achieved action never perishes. that which was wrought, in innocence or wrong, is eternal in its results or influences. this reflection inculcates a profound lesson of our responsibility. it teaches us the value of assembling to look over the account of the past; to separate the good from the false; to winnow the historical harvest we may have reaped; to survey the heavens, and find our place on the ocean after the storm. and if such conduct is correct in the general concerns of private life, how much more is it proper when we remember the duty we owe to the founders of great principles,--to the founders of great states,--of great states that have grown into great nations! in this aspect the principle rises to a dignity worthy our profoundest respect. history is the garnered treasure of the past, and it is from the glory or shame of that past, that nations, like individuals, take heart for the coming strife, or sink under irresistible discouragement. is it not well, then, that we, the people of this large country, divided as we are in separate governments, should assemble, at proper seasons, to celebrate the foundations of our time-honored commonwealths; and, while each state casts its annual tribute on the altar of our country, each should brighten its distinctive symbols, before it merges their glory in that great constellation of american nations, which, in the political night that shrouds the world, is the only guiding sign for unfortunate but hopeful humanity! * * * * * when the reformation in england destroyed the supremacy of the roman church, and the court set the example of a new faith, it may readily be supposed, that the people were sorely taxed when called on to select between the dogmas they had always cherished, and those they were authoritatively summoned to adopt. the age was not one either of free discussion or of printing and publication. oral arguments, and not printed appeals, were the only means of reaching the uncultivated minds of the masses, and even of a large portion of the illiterate gentry and aristocracy. if we reflect, with what reverence creeds are, even now, traditionally inherited in families, we must be patient with their entailed tenure in the fifteenth and sixteenth centuries. the soul of nations cannot be purged of its ancestral faith by acts of parliament. there may be submission to law, external indifference, hypocritical compliance, but, that implicit adoption and correspondent honest action, which flow from conscientious belief, must spring from sources of very different sanctity. when the world contained only one great christian church, the idea of union betwixt that church and the state, was not fraught with the disgusts or dangers that now characterize it. there were then no sects. all were agreed on one faith, one ritual, one interpretation of god's law, and one infallible expositor; nor was it, perhaps, improper that this law--thus ecclesiastically expounded and administered in perfect national unity of faith--should be the rule of civil and political, as well as of religious life. indeed, it is difficult, even now, to separate the ideas; for, inasmuch as god's law is a law of life, and not a mere law of death--inasmuch as it controls all our relations among ourselves and thus defines our practical duty to the almighty--it is difficult, i repeat, to define wherein the law of man should properly differ from the law of god. mere morality--mere political morality,--is nothing but a bastard policy, or another name for expediency, unless it conforms in all its motives, means and results, to religion. in truth, morality, social as well as political, to be vital and not hypocritical, must be religion put into practical exercise. this is the simple, just, and wise reconciliation of religion and good government, which i humbly believe to be, ever and only, founded upon christianity. but it was a sad mistake in other days, to confound a primitive christianity and the dogmas of a historical church. unfortunately for the ancient union of church and state, this great identification of the true christian action of the civil and ecclesiastical bodies, was but a mere fiction, so far as religion was concerned, and a fact, only so far as power was interested. christianity ever has remained, and ever will remain, the same radiant unit; but a church, with irresponsible power--a church which, at best, is but an aggregation of human beings, with all the passions, as well as all the virtues of our race--soon, necessarily, abandons the purity of its early time, and grows into a vast hierarchy, which, founding its claims to authority on divine institution, sways the world, sometimes for good and sometimes for evil, with a power suited to the asserted omnipotence of its origin. but the idea of honest union between church and state was naturally destroyed, in the minds of all right thinking persons, from the moment that there was a secession from the church of rome. the very idea, i assert, was destroyed; for the catholic princes and the sects into which protestants divided themselves, began an internecine war, which, in effect, not only forever obliterated supremacy from the vocabulary of ecclesiastical power, but almost destroyed, by disgracing, the religion in whose name it perpetrated its remorseless cruelties. the social as well as religious anarchy consequent upon the reformation, was soon discerned by the statesmen of england, who took council with prudent ecclesiastics, and, under the authority of law, erected the church of england. in this new establishment they endeavored to substitute for romanism, a new ecclesiastical system, which, by its concessions to the ancient faith, its adoption of novel liberalities, its compromises and its purity, might contain within itself, sufficient elements upon which the adherents of rome might gracefully retreat, and to which the reformers might either advance or become reconciled. this scheme of legislative compromise for a national religion, was doubtless, not merely designed as an amiable neutral ground for the spiritual wants of the people, but as the nucleus of an institution which would gradually, if not at once, transfer to the royalty of england, that spiritual authority which its sovereigns had found it irksome to bear or to control when wielded by the pope. the architects of this modern faith were not wrong in their estimate of the english people, for, perhaps, the great body of the nation willingly adopted the new scheme. yet there were bitter opponents both among the catholics and calvinists, whose extreme violence admitted no compromise, either with each other, or with the church of england. for them there was no resource but in dumbness or rebellion; and, as many a lip opened in complaint or attempted seduction, the legislature originated that charitable and reconciling system of disabilities and penalties, which a pliant judiciary was not slow in enforcing with suitable rigor. while the puritan could often fairly yield a sort of abstinent conformity which saved him from penalties, the roman catholic, who adhered faithfully and conscientiously to his ancestral church, made no compromise with his allegiance. accordingly, on him, the unholy and intolerant law fell with all its persecuting bane. "about the middle of the reign of queen elizabeth there arose among the calvinists, a small body, who bore nearly the same relation to them, which they bore to the great body of the reformed; these were ultra puritans, as they were ultra protestants. these persons deemed it their religious duty to separate themselves entirely from the church, and, in fact, to war against it. the principle upon which they founded themselves, was, that there should be no national church at all, but that the whole nation should be cast in a multitude of small churches or congregations, each self-governed, and having only, as they believed, the officers of which we read in the new testament,--pastor, teacher, elder and deacon."[ ] * * * * * such was the ecclesiastical and political aspect of england, and of a part of scotland, about the period when the first james ascended the british throne. as there is nothing that so deeply concerns our welfare as the rights and duties of our soul, it is not at all singular to find how quickly men became zealous in the assertion of their novel privileges, as soon as they discovered that there were two ways of interpreting god's law, or, at least, two modes of worshiping him,--one wrapped in gorgeous ceremonial, the other stripped in naked simplicity,--and that the right to this interpretation or worship was not only secured by law, but was inherent in man's nature. personal interests may be indolently neglected or carelessly pursued. it is rare to see men persecute each other about individual rights or properties. yet, such is not the case when a right or an interest is the religious property of a multitude. then, community of sentiment or of risk, bands them together in fervent support, and when the thing contended for is based on conscience and _eternal_ interest, instead of personal or _temporary_ welfare, we behold its pursuit inflame gradually from a principle into a passion,--from passion into persecution, until at length, what once glimmered in holy zeal, blazes in bigoted fanaticism. thus, all persecutors may not, originally, be bad men, though their practices are wicked. the very liberty of conscience which freemen demand, must admit this to be possible in the conduct of those who differ from us most widely in faith and politics. religious conscience, therefore, is the firmest founder of the right of forming and asserting free opinions; and when it has securely established the great fact of religious freedom, it at once, as an immediate consequence, realizes political freedom, which is nothing but the individual right independently to control our personal destinies, as well as to shape our conscientious spiritual destinies. the right of free judgment asserts that christianity put into vital exercise, in our social or national relations, is, in fact, the essence of pure democracy. it is liberty of action that produces responsibility--it is equal responsibility that makes us _one_ before the law. to teach man the humility and equality of his race, _as rights_; and to illustrate the glorious lesson that from the cottage and cabin have sprung the intellects that filled the world with light, it pleased the almighty to make a stable the birth-place of our redeemer, and a manger his lowly cradle! * * * * * when the valiant men of olden times had checked the corporate system of theology in england and germany, and established their right, at least, _to think_ for themselves; and when the reformation had subsequently received a countercheck in germany, england and france,--the stalwart, independent worshippers, who could no longer live peacefully together within their native realms, began to cast about for an escape from the persecutions of non-conformity and the mean "tyranny of incapacitation." the reformation was the work of the early part of the sixteenth century. the close of the fifteenth had been signalized by the discovery of america, and by the opening of a maritime communication with india. the east, though now accessible by water, was still a far distant land. the efforts of all navigators, even when blundering on our continent, were, in truth, not to find a new world, but to reach one already well known for the richness of its products, and the civilization of its people. but distant as it was, it presented no field for colonization. it was the temporary object of mercantile and maritime enterprise, and although colonial lodgments were impracticable on its far off shores, it nevertheless permitted the establishment of factories which served, in the unfrequent commerce of those ages, as almost regal intermediaries between europe and asia. but the western world was both nearer, and, for a while, more alluring to avarice and enterprise. it was not a civilized, populous, and warlike country like the east, but it possessed the double temptation of wealth and weakness. the fertility of the west indies, the reports of prodigious riches, the conquests of cortez and pizzaro, the emasculated semi-civilization of the two empires, which, with a few cities and royal courts, combined the anomaly of an almost barbarous though tamely tributary people--had all been announced throughout europe. yet, the bold, brave and successful spaniard of those days contrived for a long while to reap the sole benefit of the discovery. what he effected was done by _conquest_. _colonization_, which is a gradual settlement, either under enterprise or persecution, was to follow. the conquest and settlement of the southern part of this continent are so well known, that it is needless for me to dwell on them; but it is not a little singular that the very first effort at what may strictly be called colonization, within the present acknowledged limits of the united states, was owing to the spirit of persecution which was so rife in europe. the bull of the pope, in its division of the world, had assigned america to spain. florida, which had been discovered by ponce de leon, and the present coast of our republic on the gulf of mexico, were not, in the sixteenth century, disputed with spain by any other nation. spain claimed, however, under the name of florida, the whole sea-coast as far as newfoundland and even to the remotest north, so that, so far as _asserted_ ownership was involved, the whole of our coast was spanish domain. the poor, persecuted, weather-beaten huguenots of france, had been active in plans of colonization for escape from the mingled imbecility and terrorism of charles ix. they saw that it was not well to stay in the land of their birth. the admiral de coligny, one of the ablest leaders of the french protestants, was zealous in his efforts to found a gallic empire of his fellow subjects and sufferers on this continent. he desired, at least, a refuge for them; and in , entrusted to john ribault, of dieppe, the command of an expedition to the american shores. the first soil of this virgin hemisphere that was baptised by the tread of refugees flying from the terrors of the future hero of st. bartholomew--of men who were seeking freedom from persecution for the sake of their religion--was that of south carolina. ribault first visited st. john's river, in florida, and then slowly coasted the low shores northward, until he struck the indenture where hilton-head island, and hunting and st. helen's islands are divided by the entrance into the ocean of broad river at port royal. it was a beautiful region, where venerable oaks shadowed a luxuriant soil, while the mild air, delicious with the fragrance of forest-flowers, forever diffused a balmy temperature, free alike from the fire of the tropics and the frost of the north. here, in this pleasant region, he built fort carolina, and landed his humble colony of twenty persons who were to keep possession of the chosen land. but frenchmen are not precisely at home in the wilderness. they require the aggregation of large villages or cities. the frenchman is a social being, and regret for the loss of civil comforts soon spoils his vivacious temper, and fills him with discontent. accordingly, dissensions broke forth in the colony soon after the departure of ribault for france; and, most of the dissatisfied colonists, finding their way back to europe as best they could, the settlement was broken up forever. yet, coligny was not to be thwarted. in , he again resolved to colonize florida, and entrusted laudonnière--a seaman rather than a soldier, who had already visited the american coasts,--with three ships which had been conceded by the king. an abundance of colonists, not disheartened by the failure of their predecessors, soon offered for the voyage, and, after a passage of sixty days, the eager adventurers hailed the american coast. they did not go to the old site, marked as it was by disaster, but nestled on the embowered banks of the beautiful st. john's, or, as it was then known--"the river of may." but the french of that era, when in pursuit of qualified self-government or of any principle, either civil or religious, were not unlike their countrymen of the present time. they found it difficult to make enthusiasm subordinate to the mechanism of progress, and to restrain the elastic vapor which properly directed gives energy to humanity, but which heedlessly handled destroys what it should impel or guide. religious enthusiasm is not miraculously fed by ravens in the wilderness. coligny's emigrants were improvident or careless settlers. their supplies wasted. they were not only gratified by the sudden relief from royal oppression, but the removal of a weight, gave room for the display of that secret avarice, which, more or less, possesses the hearts of all men. they had heard of the spaniard's success, and were seized with a passion for sudden wealth. they became discontented with the toil of patient labor and slow accretion. mutiny ripened into rebellion. a party compelled laudonnière to suffer it to embark for mexico; but its two vessels were soon employed in piratical enterprises against the spaniards. some of the reckless insurgents fell into the hands of the men they assailed, and were made prisoners and sold as slaves, while the few who escaped, were, on their return, executed by orders of laudonnière. the main body of the colonists who had either remained true to their duty or were kept in subjection, had, meanwhile, become greatly disheartened by these occurrences and by the failing supplies of their settlement, when they were temporarily relieved by the arrival of the celebrated english adventurer--sir john hawkins. ribault soon after came out from france to take command, and brought with him new emigrants, seeds, animals, agricultural implements, and fresh supplies of every kind. these occurrences, it will be recollected, took place in florida, within the ancient claim of spain. it is true that the country was a wilderness; but spain still asserted her dominion, though no beneficial use had been made of the neglected forest and tangled swamp. at this epoch, a certain pedro melendez de aviles--a coarse, bold, bloody man, who signalized himself in the wars in holland against the protestants, and was renowned in spanish america for deeds which, even in the loose law of that realm, had brought him to justice, was then hanging about the court of philip ii. in search of plunder or employment. he perceived a tempting "mission" of combined destruction and colonization in the french protestant settlement in florida; and, accordingly, a compact was speedily made between himself and his sovereign, by which he was empowered, in consideration of certain concessions and rights, to invade florida with at least five hundred men, and to establish the spanish authority and catholic religion. an expedition, numbering under its banner more than twenty-five hundred persons, was soon prepared. after touching, with part of these forces, on the florida coast, in the neighborhood of the present river matanzas, the adventurer sailed in quest of the luckless huguenots, whose vessels were soon descried escaping seaward from a combat for which they were unprepared. for a while, melendez pursued them, but abandoning the chase, steered south once more, and entering the harbor on the coast he had just before visited, laid the foundations of that quaint old spanish town of st. augustine, which is the parent of civic civilization on our continent. ribault, meanwhile, who had put to sea with his craft, lost most of his vessels in a sudden storm on the coast, though the greater part of his companions escaped. but melendez, whose ships suffered slightly from this tempest, had no sooner placed his colonists in security, at st. augustine, than he set forth with a resolute band across the marshy levels which intervened between his post and the st. john's. with savage fury the reckless spaniard fell on the huguenots. the carnage was dreadful. it seems to have been rather slaughter than warfare. the huguenots, unprepared for battle, little dreamed that the wars of the old world would be transferred to the new, and vainly imagined that human passion could find victims enough for its malignity without crossing the dangerous seas. full two hundred fell. many fled to the forest. a few surrendered, and were slain. some escaped in two french vessels that fortunately still lingered in the harbor. the wretches who had been providentially saved from the wreck, were next followed and found by this castilian monster. "let them surrender their flags and arms," said he, "and thus placing themselves at my discretion, i may do with them what god in his mercy desires!" yet, as soon as they yielded, they were bound and marched through the forest to st. augustine, and, as they approached the fort which had been hastily raised on the level shores, the sudden blast of a trumpet was the signal for the musketeers to pour into the crowd a volley that laid them dead on the spot. it was asserted that these victims of reliance on spanish mercy, were massacred, "not as frenchmen, but as lutherans;"--and thus, about nine hundred protestant human beings, were the first offering on the soil of our present union to the devilish fanaticism of the age. but the bloody deed was not to go unrevenged. a bold gascon, dominic de gourgues, in , equipped three ships and set sail for florida. he swooped down suddenly, like a falcon on the forts at the mouth of the st. john's, and putting the occupants to the sword, hanged them in the forest, inscribing over their dangling corpses, this mocking reply to the taunt at the lutherans: "i do this not as unto spaniards and sailors, but as unto murderers, robbers and traitors!" the revenge was merciless; and thus terminated the first chapter in the history of religious liberty in america. blood stained the earliest meeting between catholic and protestant on the present soil of our union! * * * * * the power of spain, the unattractiveness of our coast, the indifferent climate, and the failure to find wealthy native nations to plunder, kept the northern part of our continent in the back ground for the greater part of a century after the voyages of columbus and cabot. there were discouragements at that time for mercantile or maritime enterprise, which make us marvel the more at the energy of the men who with such slender vessels and knowledge of navigation, tempted the dangers of unknown seas. emigration from land to land, from neighboring country to neighboring country, was, at that epoch, a formidable enterprise; what then must we think of the hardihood, or compulsion, which could either tempt or drive men, not only over conterminous boundaries, but across distant seas? feudal loyalty and the strong tie of family, bound them not only to their local homes, but to their native land. the lusty sons of labor were required to till the soil, while their stalwart brethren, clad in steel, were wandering on murderous errands, over half of europe, fighting for protestantism or catholicity. adventure, then, in the shape of colonization, must hardly be thought of, from the inland states of the old world; and, even from the maritime nations, with the exception of spain and portugal, we find nothing worthy of record, save the fisheries on the banks, the small settlements of the french in acadia and along the st. lawrence, and the holy efforts of catholic missionaries among the northern indians. if we did not know their zeal to have been christian, it might almost be considered romantic. soon after the return of de gourgues from his revengeful exploit, the report of the daring deed and its provocation, was spread over europe, and excited the people's attention to america more eagerly than ever. among those who were attracted to the subject, was a british gentleman, whose character and misfortunes have always engaged my sincere admiration. sir walter raleigh was the natural offspring of the remarkable age in which he lived. we owe him our profoundest respect, for it was sir walter who gave the first decided impulse to our race's beneficial enjoyment of this continent. it was his fortune to live at a time of great and various action. the world was convulsed with the throes of a new civilization, and the energy it exhibited was consequent upon its long repose. it was an age of transition. it was an age of coat and corselet--of steel and satin--of rudeness and refinement,--in which the antique soldier was melting into the modern citizen. it was the twilight of feudalism. baronial strongholds were yielding to municipal independence. learning began to teach its marvels to the masses; warfare still called chivalrous men to the field; a spirited queen, surrounded by gallant cavaliers, sat on a dazzling throne; adventurous commerce armed splendid navies and nursed a brood of hardy sailors; while the mysterious new world invited enterprise to invade its romantic and golden depths. it was peculiarly an age of thought and action; and is characterized by a vitality which is apparent to all who recollect its heroes, statesmen, philosophers and poets. sir walter raleigh was destined, by his deeds and his doom, to bring this northern continent, which we are now enjoying, into prominent notice. he was the embodiment of the boyhood of our new world. in early life he had been a soldier, but the drift of his genius led him into statesmanship. he was a well known favorite of the virgin queen. a spirit of adventure bore him across the atlantic, where, if the occasion had offered, he would have rivalled cortez in his courageous hardihood, and outstripped him in his lukewarm humanity. he became a courtier; and, mingling in the intrigues of the palace, according to the morals of the age, was soon too great a favorite with his sovereign to escape the dislike of men who beheld his sudden rise with envy. from the palace he passed to prison; and, scorning the idleness which would have rusted so active an intellect, he prepared that remarkable history of the world, wherein he concentrated a mass of rare learning, curious investigation, and subtle thought, which demonstrate the comprehensive and yet minute character of his wonderful mind. a volume of poems shows how sweetly he could sing. the story of his battles, discloses how bravely he could fight. the narrative of his voyages proves the boldness of his seamanship. the calmness of his prison life teaches us the manly lesson of endurance. the devotion of his wife, denotes how deeply he could love; while his letters to that cherished woman--those domestic records in which the heart divulges its dearest secrets--teem with proofs of his affection and christianity. indeed, the gallantry of his courtiership; the foresight of his statecraft; the splendid dandyism of his apparel; the wild freedom and companionship of his forest life, show how completely the fop and the forager, the queenly pet and loyal subject, the author and the actor, the noble and the democrat, the soldier and the scholar, were, in the age of elizabeth and james, blent in one man, and that man--sir walter raleigh. do we not detect in this first adventurous and practical patron of north america, many of the seemingly discordant qualities which mingle so commonly in the versatile life of our own people? if the calendar of courts had its saints, like the calendar of the church, well might sir walter have been canonized as protector of the broad realm for which the brutal james made him a martyr to the jealousy and fear of spain.[ ] queen elizabeth was the first british sovereign who built up that maritime power of england which has converted her magnificent island--dot as it is, in the waste of the sea--into the wharf of the world. she was no friend of the spaniards, and she had men in her service who admired spanish galeons. wealth, realized in coin, and gold or silver, in bulk, were tempting merchandize in frail vessels, which sailors, half pirate, half privateer, might easily deliver of their burden. it was easier to rob than to mine; and, while spain performed the labor in the bowels of the earth, england took the profit as a prize on the sea! such were some of the elements of maritime success, which weakened spain by draining her colonial wealth, while it enriched her rival and injured the catholic sovereign. yet, in the ranks of these adventurers, there were men of honest purpose; and, among the first whose designs of colonization on this continent were unquestionably conceived in a spirit of discovery and speculation, was the half brother of sir walter raleigh--sir humphrey gilbert. but sir humphrey, while pursuing his northern adventures, was unluckily lost at sea, and sir walter took up the thread where his relative dropped it. i regret that i have not time to pursue this subject, and can only say that his enterprises were, doubtless, the germ of that colonization, which, by degrees, has filled up and formed our union. you will remember the striking difference between colonization from england, and the colonization from other nations of ancient and modern times. the short, imperfect navigation of the greeks, along the shores and among the islands of their inland sea, made colonization rather a diffusive overflow, than an adventurous transplanting of their people. they were urged to this oozing emigration either by personal want, by the command of law, or by the oracles of their gods, who doubtless spoke under the authority of law. where the national religion was a unit in faith, there was no persecution to drive men off, nor had the spirit of adventure seized those primitive classics with the zeal of "annexation" that animated after ages. the roman colonies were massive, military progresses of population, seeking to spread national power by conquest and permanent encampment. portugal and spain, mingled avarice and dominion in their conquests or occupation of new lands. the french protestants were, to a great extent, prevented by the bigotry of their home government, as well as by foreign jealousy, from obtaining a sanctuary in america. france drove the refugees chiefly into other european countries, where they established their manufacturing industry; and thus, fanaticism kept out of america laborious multitudes who would have pressed hard on the british settlements. in the islands, a small trade and the investment of money, rather than the desire to acquire fortune by personal industry, were the motives of the early and regular emigration of frenchmen. the dutch, devoted to trade, generally located themselves where they "have just room enough to manifest the miracles of frugality and diligence."[ ] thus, wherever we trace mankind abandoning its home, in ancient or modern days, we find a selfish motive, a superstitious command, a love of wealth, a lust of power, or a spirit of robbery, controlling the movement. the first adventurous effort towards the realization of actual settlement on this continent, was, as we have seen, made by the persecuted huguenots, and was, probably, an attempt rather to fly from oppression, than to establish religious freedom. the first english settlement, also, was founded more upon speculation than on any novel or exalted principle. there was a quest of gold, a desire for land, and an honest hope of improving personal fortunes. virginia had been a charter government, but, in , it was merged in the royal government. the crown reassumed the dominion it had granted to others. virginia, in the first two decades of the seventeenth century, although exhibiting some prosperous phases, was nothing more than a delicate off-shoot from the british stock, somewhat vigorous for its change to virgin soil, but likely to bear the same fruit as its parent tree. virginia was a limb timidly transplanted,--not a branch torn off, and flung to wither or to fertilize new realms by its decay. this continent, with all that a century and a half of maritime coasting had done for it, was but thinly sprinkled with settlements, which bore the same proportion to the vast continental wilderness that single ships or small squadrons bear to the illimitable sea. but the spirit of adventure, the desire for refuge, the dream of liberty, were soon to plant the seeds of a new civilization in the western world. * * * * * henry viii, founder of the english church, as he had, whilom, been, defender of the roman faith, was no friend of toleration; but the rigor of his system was somewhat relaxed during the reign of the sixth edward. mary, daughter of henry, and sister of edward, re-constructed the great ancestral church, and the world is hardly divided in opinion as to the character of her reign. elizabeth re-established the church that had been founded by her father; and her successor james i of england and vi of scotland,--the protestant son of a catholic mother,--while he openly adhered to the church of his realm, could not avoid some exhibitions of coquettish tenderness for the faith of his slaughtered parent. but, amid all these changes, there was one class upon which the wrath of the church of england and of the church of rome, met in accordant severity;--this was the puritan and ultra puritan sect,--to which i have alluded at the commencement of this discourse,--whose lot was even more disastrous under the protestant elizabeth, than under the catholic mary. the remorseless courts of her commissioners, who inquisitorially tried these religionists by interrogation on oath, imprisoned them, if they remained lawfully silent and condemned them if they honestly confessed! a congregation of these sectaries had existed for some time on the boundaries of lincoln, nottingham and york, under the guidance of richard clifton and john robinson, the latter of whom was a modest, polished, and learned man. this christian fold was organized about ; but worried by ceaseless persecution, it fled to holland, where its members, fearing they would be absorbed in the country that had entertained them so hospitably, resolved in to remove to that portion of the great american wilderness, known as north virginia. such, in the chronology of our continent, was the first decisive emigration of our parent people to the new world, _for the sake of opinion_. it is neither my purpose, nor is it necessary, to sketch the subsequent history of this new england emigration, or of the followers, who swelled it into colonial significance. its great characteristic, seems to me, to have been, an unalterable will to worship god according to _its_ own sectarian ideas, and to afford an equal right and protection to all who thought as _it_ did, or were willing to conform to its despotic and anchoritic austerity. it is not very clear, what were its notions of abstract political liberty; yet there can be very little doubt what its practical opinions of equality must have been, when we remember the common dangers, duties, and interests of such a band of emigrants on the dreary, ice-bound, savage haunted, coasts of massachusetts. "_when adam delved, and eve span, pray who was then the gentleman?_" may well be asked of a community which for so long a time, had been the guest of foreigners, and now saw the first great human and divine law of liberty and equality, taught by the compulsion of labor and mutual protection, on a strip of land between the sea and the forest. the colonists were literally reduced to first principles; they were stripped of the comforts, pomps, ambitions, distinctions, of the old world, and they embraced the common destiny of a hopeful future in the new.[ ] they had been persecuted for their opinions, but that did not make them tolerant of the opinions of their persecutors. it was better, then, that oppressor and oppressed should live apart in both hemispheres; and thus, in sincerity, if not in justice, their future history exhibits many bad examples of the malign spirit from which they fled in europe. if they were, essentially, republicans, their democracy was limited to a political and religious equality of puritan sectarianism;--it had not ripened into the democracy of an all embracing christianity.[ ] these occurrences took place during the reign of the prince who united the scottish and english thrones. at the court of james, and in his intimate service, during nearly the whole period of his sovereignty, was a distinguished personage, who, though his name does not figure grandly on the page of history, was deeply interested in the destiny of our continent. sir george calvert, was descended from a noble flemish family, which emigrated and settled in the north of england, where, in , the founder of maryland was born. after taking his bachelor's degree at oxford and travelling on the continent, he became, at the age of twenty-five, private secretary to sir robert cecil, the lord treasurer--afterwards the celebrated earl of salisbury. in , he appears as one of the patentees named in the new charter then granted to the virginia company. after the death of his ministerial patron, he was honored with knighthood and made clerk of the crown to the privy council. this brought him closely to the side of his sovereign. in , he was appointed one of the secretaries of state, and was then, also, elected to parliament; first for his native yorkshire, and subsequently for oxford. he continued in office, under james, as secretary of state, until near that monarch's death, and resigned in . born in the church of england, sir george, had, in the course of his public career, become a roman catholic. with the period or the means of his conversion from the court-faith to an unpopular creed, we have now no concern. fuller, in his "worthies of england," asserts that calvert resigned in consequence of his change of religion;--other writers, relying, perhaps, more on the _obiter dicta_ of memoirs and history, believe that his convictions as to faith had changed some years before. be that, however, as it may, the resignation, and its alleged cause which was well known to his loving master, james, produced no ill feeling in that sovereign. he retired in unpersecuted peace. he was even honored by the retention of his seat at the privy council;--the king bestowed a pension for his faithful services;--regranted him, in fee simple, lands which he previously held by another tenure; and, finally, created him lord baron of baltimore, in ireland.[ ] whilst sir george was in office, his attention, it seems, had been early directed towards america; and in , he is still mentioned in a list of the members of the virginia company. soon after, he became concerned in the plantation of newfoundland, and finally, obtained a patent for it, to him and his heirs, as absolute lord and proprietary, with all the royalties of a count palatine. we must regret that the original, or a copy of this grant for the province of avalon, in newfoundland, has not been recently seen, or, if discovered, transmitted to this country. here, sir george built a house; spent £ , in improvements; removed his family to grace the new principality; manned ships, at his own charge, to relieve and guard the british fisheries from the attacks of the french; but, at length, after a residence of some years, and an ungrateful return from the soil and climate, he abandoned his luckless enterprise. yet, it was soil and climate alone that disheartened the northern adventurer:--he had not turned his back on america. in he repaired to virginia, in which he had been so long concerned, and was most ungraciously greeted by the protestant royalists, with an offer of the test-oaths of allegiance and supremacy. sir george, very properly refused the challenge, and departed with his followers from the inhospitable james river, where the bigotry of prelacy denied him a foothold within the fair region he had partly owned. but, before he returned to england, he remembered that virginia was now a royal province and no longer the property of corporate speculation;--he recollected that there were large portions of it still unoccupied by white men, and that there were bays and rivers, pouring, sea-like, to the ocean, of which grand reports had come to him when he was one of the committee of the council for the affairs of the plantations. accordingly, when he left the james river, he steered his keel around the protecting peninsula of old point comfort, and ascending the majestic chesapeake, entered its tributary streams, and laid, in imagination, at least, the foundations of maryland. his examination of the region being ended, calvert went home to england, and in , obtained the grant of maryland from charles i, the son of his royal patron and friend. the charter, which is said to have been the composition of sir george, did not, however, pass the seals until after the death of its author; but was issued to his eldest son and heir, cecilius, on the th of june, . the life of sir george had been one of uninterrupted personal and political success; his family was large, united and happy; if he did not inherit wealth, he, at least, contrived to secure it; and, although his conscience taught him to abandon the faith of his fathers, his avowal of the change had been the signal for princely favors instead of political persecution. here the historic connexion of the _first_ lord baltimore with maryland ends. the real work of plantation was the task of cecilius, the first actual lord proprietary, and of leonard calvert, his brother, to whom, in the following year, the heir of the family intrusted the original task of colonial settlement. if anything was done by sir george, in furtherance of the rights, liberties, or interests of humanity, so far as the foundation of maryland is concerned, it was unquestionably effected anterior to this period, for we have no authority to say, that after his death, his children were mere executors of previous designs, or, that what was then done, was not the result of their own provident liberality. i think there can be no question that the charter was the work of sir george. that, at least, is his property; and he must be responsible for its defects, as well as entitled to its glory.[ ] i presume it is hardly necessary for me to say what manner of person the king was, whom calvert had served so intimately during nearly a whole reign. james is precisely the historical prodigy, to which a reflective mind would suppose the horrors of his parentage naturally gave birth. in royal chronology he stands between two axes,--the one that cleft the ivory neck of his beautiful mother--the other that severed the irresolute but refined head of his son and heir. his father, doubtless, had been deeply concerned in the shocking murder of his mother's second husband. cradled on the throne of scotland; educated for kingship by strangers; the ward of a regency; the shuttle-cock of ambitious politicians; the hope and tool of two kingdoms,--james lived during an age in which the struggle of opinion and interest, of prerogative and privilege, of human right and royal power, of glimmering science and superstitious quackery, might well have bewildered an intellect, brighter and calmer than his. the english people, who were yet in the dawn of free opinions, but who, with the patience that has always characterized them, were willing to obey any symbol of order,--may be said, rather to have tolerated than honored his pedantry in learning, his kingcraft in state, his petulance in authority, and his manifold absurdities, which, while they made him tyrannical, deprived him of the dignity that sometimes renders even a tyrant respectable. you will readily believe that a man like george calvert found it sometimes difficult to serve such a sovereign, in intimate state relations. in private life he might not have selected him for a friend or a companion. but james was his king; the impersonation of british royalty and nationality. in serving him, he was but true to england; and, even in that task, it, no doubt, often required the whole strength of his heart's loyalty, to withstand the follies of the royal buffoon. calvert, i think, was not an enthusiast, but, emphatically, a man of his time. his time was not one of reform, and he had no brave ambition to be a reformer. accustomed to the routine of an observing and technical official life, he was, essentially a practical man, and dealt, in politics, exclusively with the present. endowed, probably, with but slender imagination, he found little charm or flavor in excursive abstractions. his maxim may perhaps have been--"_quieta ne movete_,"--the motto of moderate or cautions men who live in disturbed times, preceding or succeeding revolutions, and think it better-- "---- to bear those ills we have "than fly to others that we know not of!" yet, with all these characteristics, no one will hesitate to believe that calvert was a bold and resolute person, when it is recollected that he visited the wilderness of the new world in the seventeenth century, and projected therein the formation of a british province. but, in truth, our materials for his biography are extremely scant. he died at the very moment when america's chief interest in him began. he belonged to the court party, as distinguished from the country party. he is known to have been a zealous supporter of the "supremacy of authority." he held, that "america, having been acquired by conquest, was subject, exclusively, to the control of royal prerogative." he was the defender of the court in its diplomacy; and, ultra as james was in his monarchical doctrines, there can be little doubt that he would have dismissed calvert from office, had there not been concord between the crown and its servant, as to the policy, if not the justice, of the toryism they both professed. but let us not judge that century by the standards of this. that would be writing history from a false point. let us not condemn rulers who seem to be despotic in historic periods of transition--in periods of mutual intolerance and distrust--in periods when men know nothing, from practical experience, of the capacity of mankind for self government.[ ] the charter which sir george calvert framed, and the successor of james granted, was precisely the one we might justly suppose such a subject, and such a sovereign would prepare and sign. it invested the lord proprietary with all the royal rights, enjoyed by the bishop of durham, within the county palatine of durham. he was the source of justice. he was the fountain of honor, and allowed to decorate meritorious provincials with whatever titles and dignities he should appoint. he had the power to establish feudalism and all its incidents. he was not merely the founder and filler of office, but he was also the sole executive. he might erect towns, boroughs and cities;--he might pardon offences and command the forces. as ecclesiastical head of the province, he had the right to found churches, and was entitled to their advowsons.[ ] in certain cases he had the dangerous privilege of issuing ordinances, which were to have the force of sovereign decrees. in fact, allegiance to england, was alone preserved, and the lord proprietary became an autocrat, with but two limitations: st, the laws were to be enacted by the proprietary, with the advice and approbation of the free men, or free-holders or their deputies,--the "_liberi homines_" and "_liberi tenentes_," spoken of in the charter;--and nd, "no interpretation" of the charter was "to be made whereby god's holy rights and the true christian religion, _or_ the allegiance due to us," (the king of england,) "our heirs and successors, may, in any wise, suffer by change, prejudice or diminution." christianity and the king--i blush to unite such discordant names--were protected in equal co-partnership.[ ] the first of these reserved privileges of the people, the lord proprietary cecilius understood, to mean, that _he_ had the exclusive privilege of proposing laws, and that the free-men, or free-holders of his province, could only accept or reject his propositions. these laws of the province were not to be submitted to the king for his approval, nor had he the important _right of taxation_, which was expressly relinquished. in the early legislation of maryland, this supposed exclusive right of proposing laws by the proprietary, was soon tested by mutual rejections, both by the legislative assembly and by cecilius, of the acts, which each had separately passed or prepared. but the other clause, touching "god's holy rights and the true christian religion," was one, in regard to the practical interpretation of which, i apprehend, there was never a moment's doubt in the mind either of the people or of the proprietary. it is a radiant gem in the antique setting of the charter. it is the glory of calvert. it is the utter obliteration of prejudice among all who professed christianity. toleration was unknown in the old world; but this was more than toleration, for it declared freedom at least to _christians_,--yet it was not perfect freedom, for it excluded that patient and suffering race--that chosen people--who, to the disgrace even of republican maryland, within my recollection, were bowed down by political disabilities. i am aware that many historians consider the religious freedom of maryland as originating in subsequent legislation, and claim the act of as the statute of toleration. i do not agree with them. sir george calvert had been a protestant;--he became a catholic. as a catholic, he came to virginia, and in the colony where he sought to settle, he found himself assailed, for the first time in his life, by protestant virulence and incapacitation. he was now, himself, about to become a lord proprietor. the sovereign who granted his charter was a protestant, and moreover, the king of a country whose established religion was protestant. the protestant monarch, of course, could not _grant_ anything which would compromise him with his protestant subjects; yet the catholic nobleman, who was to take the beneficiary charter, could not _receive_, from his protestant master, a grant which would assail the conscience of co-religionists over whom he was, in fact, to be a sovereign. in england, the king had no right to interfere with the church of england; but in america, which was a vacant, royal domain, his paramount authority permitted him to abolish invidious ecclesiastical distinctions. calvert, the catholic, must have been less than a man, if he forgot his fellow sufferers and their disabilities when he drew his charter. his protestant recollections taught him the vexations of catholic trials, while his catholic observation informed him sharply of protestant persecution. sectarianism was already rampant across the atlantic.[ ] the two british lodgments, in virginia and new england, were obstinately sectarian. virginia was episcopalian; new england was puritan;--should maryland be founded as an exclusively protestant province, or an exclusively catholic settlement? it is evident that either would be impossible:--the latter, because it would have been both impolitic and probably illegal; and the former because it would have been a ridiculous anomaly to force a converted catholic, to govern a colony wherein his own creed was not tolerated by a fundamental and unalterable law. it is impossible to conceive that the faith of calvert and the legal religion of charles, did not enter into their deliberations, when they discussed the charter; and, doubtless, both subject and sovereign justly decided to make "the land of mary," which the protestant charles baptised in honor of his catholic queen, a free soil for christianity. it was calvert's duly and interest to make charles tolerant of catholic christianity; nor could he deny to others the immunity he demanded for himself and his religious brethren. the language of the charter, therefore, seems explicit and incapable of any other meaning. there were multitudes of catholics in england, who would be glad to take refuge in a region where they were to be free from disabilities, and could assert their manhood. the king, moreover, secured for his catholic subjects a quiet, but chartered banishment, which still preserved their allegiance. at the court there was much leaning towards the church of rome. it was rather fashionable to believe one way, and conform another. the queen was zealous in her ancestral faith; and her influence over the king, colored more than one of his acts. had calvert gone to the market place, and openly proclaimed, that a protestant king, by a just charter of neutrality, had established an american sanctuary for catholics, and invited them thither under the banner of the cross, one of his chief objects, must have been at once defeated; for intolerance would have rallied its parties against the project, and the dream of benevolence would have been destroyed for ever. if by the term, "god's holy rights and the true christian religion," the charter meant, _the church of england_, then, _ex vi termini_, catholicity could never have been tolerated in maryland; and yet it is unquestionable that the original settlement was made under catholic auspices--blessed by catholic clergymen--and acquiesced in by protestant followers. was it not wise, therefore, to shield conscience in maryland, under the indefinite but unsectarian phraseology of "god's holy rights and the true christian religion?"[ ] * * * * * so far, then, for the basis of the charter, and for the action of sir george calvert. after his death, the planting of the colony took place under the administration of cecilius, who, remaining in europe, dispatched his brother leonard to america to carry out his projects. if the personal history of the calverts is scant, the history of the early days of maryland is scarcely less so; but the industry of antiquarians, and the researches of a learned catholic clergyman, have brought to light two documents which disclose much of the religious and business character of the settlement. the work entitled:--"a relation of maryland," which was published in london in , and gave the first account of the planting of the province, is a minute, mercantile, statistical, geographical and descriptive narrative of the landing and locating of the adventurers who set sail in , and of their genial intercourse with the aborigines. if i had time, it would be pleasing to sum up the facts of this historical treasure, which was evidently prepared under the direction of cecilius, lord baltimore, if not actually written by him. it is full of the spirit of careful, honest enterprise; and exhibits, i think, conclusively, the fact that the design of calvert, in establishing this colony, was mainly the creation of a great estate, manorial and agricultural, whose ample revenues should, at all times, supply the needs of his ten children and their descendants. the other document to which i refer, is a manuscript discovered some years ago, by the rev. mr. mcsherry, in the archives of the college of the propaganda, at rome, and exhibits the zeal with which the worthy jesuits, whom lord baltimore sent forth with the first settlers, applied themselves to the christianization of the savages. it presents some beautiful pictures of the simple life of these devotees. it shows that, in maryland, the first step was _not_ made in crime; and that the earliest duty of the governor, was not only to conciliate the indian proprietors, but to purchase the land they were willing to resign. nor was this all; there was provident care for the soul as well as the soil of the savage. there is something rare in the watchful forethought which looks not only to the present gain or future prospects of our fellow men, which takes heed not only of the personal rights and material comforts of the race it is displacing, but guards the untutored savage, and consigns him to the vigilance of instructed piety. this "narrative of father white," and the jesuits' letters, preserved in the college at georgetown, portray the zeal with which the missionaries, in their frail barks, thridded the rivers, coves and inlets of our chesapeake and patapsco;--how they raised the cross, under the shadow of which the first landing was effected;--how they set up their altars in the wigwams of the indians, and sought, by simplicity, kindness and reason, to reach and save the indian. in maryland, persecution was dead at the founding;--prejudice, even, was forbidden. the cruelties of spanish planting were unknown in our milder clime. no violence was used, to convert or to appropriate, and thus, the symbol of salvation, was properly raised on the green isle of st. clement, as an emblem of the peace and good will, which the proprietary desired should sanctify his enterprise.[ ] i think there ran be no doubt that this adventure had the double object of affording an exile's refuge to calvert's co-religionists, as well as of promoting the welfare of his family. it was designed for land-holders and laborers. it was a manorial, planting colony. its territory was watered by two bays, several large rivers, and innumerable streams. its fertile lands and thick forests, invited husbandmen, while its capacious coasts tempted the hardy fisherman. and so it is, that in the arms which were prepared for the proprietary government, the baronial shield of the calvert family, dropped, in america, its two supporting leopards, and received in their stead, on either side, a fisherman and a farmer. "crescite et multiplicamini,"--its motto,--was a watchword of provident thrift. * * * * * forty-nine years after the charter was granted to lord baltimore, king charles ii issued a patent, for a magnificent patrimony in america, to william penn. but what a change, in that half century, had passed over the world! a catalogue of the events that took place, in great britain alone, is a history of the growth of opinion and of the people. charles's efforts to overthrow the presbyterian church in scotland, and to enforce episcopacy, brought on the war with the stern enthusiasts of that country. laud, in the church, and the earl of strafford, in the cabinet, kept the king in a constant passion of royal and ecclesiastical power. strafford fell, and the civil war broke out. cromwell towered up suddenly, on the bloody field, and was victorious over the royalists. the king perished on the scaffold. cromwell became lord protector. anon, the commonwealth fell; the stuarts were restored, and charles ii ascended the throne;--but amid all these perilous acts of political and religious fury, the world of thought had been stirred by the speeches and writings, of taylor, algernon sydney, hampden, and milton. as the people gradually felt their power they learned to know their rights, and, although they went back from republicanism to royalty, they did so, perhaps, only to save themselves from the anarchy that ever threatens a nation while freeing itself from feudal traditions. besides these political and literary phases of the time, there had been added to the catholic, episcopal, and puritan sects, a _new_ element of religious power, which was destined to produce a slow but safe revolution among men. an humble shoemaker, named george fox, arose and taught that "every man was complete in himself; he stood in need of no alien help; the light was free of all control,--above all authority external to itself. each human being, man or woman, was supreme." the christian denomination called quakers, or more descriptively--"friends,"--- thus obtained a hearing and a standing among all serious persons who thought religion a thing of life as well as of death. quakerism, with such fundamental principles of equality in constant practice, became a social polity. if the quaker was a democrat, he was so because the "inner light" of his christianity made him one, and he dared not disobey his christianity. he recognized no superiors, for his conscience taught him to deny any privileges to claimed superiority. but the quaker added to his system, an element which, hitherto, was unknown in the history of sects;--he was a man of peace. it is not to be supposed that any royal or ecclesiastical government would allow such radical doctrines to pass unnoticed, in the midst of a society which was ever greedy for new teachings. the quaker, therefore, soon participated in the persecutions which prelacy thought due to liberal christianity. but persecution of the friend, was the friend's best publication, for he answered persecution, not by recantation, but by peaceful endurance. combative resistance, in religious differences, always gives the victor a right, or at least, an excuse, to slay. but quakerism, a system of personal and religious independence and peace,--became slowly successful by the _vis inertiæ_ of passive resistance. all other sects were, more or less, combative;--quakerism was an obstinate rock, which stood, in rooted firmness, amid a sea of strife:--the billows of faction raged around it and broke on its granite surface, but they wasted themselves--_not_ the rock! and this is a most important fact in the history of religion in its development of society. all other sects lost caste, power or material, either by aggression or by fighting. but the quaker said to the prelate, the puritan, and the catholic, you may annoy us by public trials, by denial of justice, by misrepresentation, by imprisonment, by persecution, by the stake,--yet we shall stand immovable on two principles, which deny that god is glorified by warfare--especially for opinion. our principles are, equality and peace--in the church and in the world. equality is to make us humble and good citizens. peace is to convert this den of human tigers into a fold, wherein by simply performing our duties to each other and to god, we may prepare ourselves for the world of spirits. you can persecute--_we_ can suffer. who shall tire first? we will be victorious by the firmness that bears your persecutions; and those very persecutions, while they publish your shame, shall proclaim our principles as well as our endurance. they knew, from the history of charles st, that the worst thing to be done with a bad king was to kill him; for, if the axe metamorphosed that personage into a martyr, the prison could never extinguish the light of truth in the doctrines of quakerism![ ] * * * * * you will pardon me, gentlemen, for having detained you so long in discussing the foundation of maryland. the planting of your own state is familiar to you. it has been thoroughly treated in the writings of your proud, watson, gordon, du ponceau, tyson, fisher, wharton, reed, ingraham, armstrong and many others. can it be necessary for me to say a word, in philadelphia, of the history of william penn;--of him, who, as a lawgiver and executive magistrate,--a practical, pious, quaker,--_first_ developed in state affairs, and reduced to practice, the liberty and equality enjoined by his religion and founded on liberal christianity;--of him who _first_ taught mankind the sublime truth, that-- "beneath the rule of men entirely great "the pen _is mightier than the sword? behold_ "the arch-enchanter's wand,--itself a nothing! "but taking sorcery from the master hand "to paralyse the cesars! _take away the sword_, "_states can be saved without it!_" it would be idle to detail the facts of his life or government, for, not only have pennsylvanians recorded and dwelt upon them until they are household lessons, but they have been favorite themes for french, british, italian, german and spanish philosophers and historians. * * * * * it was penn to whom the charter of was granted, half a century after the patent issued to cecilius calvert. the instrument itself, has many of the features of the maryland grant; but it is well known that the absolute powers it bestowed on the proprietary, were only taken by him in order that he might do as he pleased in the formation of a new state, whose principles of freedom and peace, might, first in the world's history, practically assume a national aspect. i shall not recount the democratic liberalities of his system, as it was matured by his personal efforts and advice. original, as he unquestionably was, in genius; bold as he was in resisting the pomp of the world, at a time when its vanities sink easiest and most corruptingly into the heart,--we may nevertheless, say, that the deeds and history of his time, as well as of the previous fifty years, had a large share in moulding his character. in william penn, the crude germs of religious originality, which, in fox, were struggling, and sometimes almost stifling for utterance, found their first, ablest, and most accomplished expounder. he gave them refinement and respectability. his intimacy with algernon sidney taught him the value of introducing those principles into the doctrines of government;--and thus, he soon learned that when political rights grow into the sanctity of religious duties, they receive thereby a vitality which makes them irresistible. penn, in this wise, become an expanded embodiment of fox and sidney; and, appropriating their mingled faith and polity, discarded every thing that was doctrinal and not practical, and realized, in government, their united wisdom. nobly _in his age_, did he declare: "i know what is said by the several admirers of monarchy, aristocracy, and democracy, which are the rule of one, of a few, and of the many, and are the three common ideas of government when men discourse on that subject. but i choose to solve the controversy with this small distinction, and it belongs to all three:--_any government is free to the people under it, whatever be the frame, where the laws rule and the people are a party to those laws; and more than this is tyranny, oligarchy, and confusion._"[ ] in these historical illustrations, i have striven to show that primitive christianity was the basis of equal rights and responsibilities. the alleged defence of this christianity, in the land of its birth, gave rise to "holy wars," in which feudalism and chivalry originated. feudalism was the source of the strictest military dependence, as well as of manifold social perversions. the knight expanded into a lord,--the subject commoner dwindled to a soldier or a serf. thus feudalism and a great historical church, grew up in aristocratic co-partnership over the bodies and souls of mankind, until the one, by the omnipotence of its spiritual authority, ripened into an universal hierarchy, while the other, by the folly of its "divine right," decayed into a temporal despotism that fell at the first blow of the heads-man's axe. the reformation and revolution broke the enchanter's wand; and, when the cloud passed from the bloody stage, instead of seeing before us a magician full of the glories of his art and almost deceived himself, by the splendor of his incantations, we beheld a meagre and pitiful creature, who though blind and palsied, still retained for a while, the power of witch-like mischief. but his reign was not lasting. the stern puritan,--the pioneer of independence,--advanced with his remorseless weapon,--while quietly, in his shadow, followed the calm and patient friend, sowing the seed of peace and good-will in the furrows plowed by the steel of his unrelenting predecessor. and thus again, after ages of corrupt and desolating perversion, the selfish heart of man came humbly back to its original faith that liberal christianity is the true basis of enlightened freedom, and the only foundation of good and lasting government. * * * * * the bleak winds of march were blowing in maryland, when calvert conciliated and purchased from the indians at saint mary's; but autumn was "laying here and there "a fiery finger on the leaves," when penn, also, established a perfect friendship with the savages at shackamaxon.[ ] calvert, a protestant officer of the crown, became a catholic, and, retiring to private life, was rewarded by his king, with a pension, estates, and an american principality;--penn, the son of a british admiral, and who is only accurately known to us by a portrait which represents him _in armor_, began life as an adherent of the church of england, and having conscientiously, doffed the steel for the simple garb of quakerism, was persecuted, not only by his government but his parent. calvert took the grant of a feudal charter, and asserting all its legislative and baronial powers, sought to fasten its chinese influence, in feudal fixedness, on his colonists;--but penn, knowing that feudalism was an absurdity, in the necessary equality of a wilderness, embraced his great authority in order "to leave himself and his successors no power of doing mischief, so that the will of one man might not hinder the good of a whole community."[ ] calvert seems to have thought of english or irish emigration alone;--penn, did not confine himself to race, but sought for support from the continent as well as from britain.[ ] calvert was ennobled for his services;--penn rejected a birthright which might have raised him to the peerage. calvert's public life was antecedent to his american visit--penn's was almost entirely subsequent to the inception of his "holy experiment." calvert laid the foundations of a mimic kingdom;--penn, with the power of a prince, stripped himself of authority. the one was naturally an aristocrat of james's time; the other, quite as naturally, a democrat of the transition age of sidney. calvert imagined that mankind stood still; but, penn believed, that mankind _ever_ moves, or, that like an army under arms, when not marching, it is marking time. while to calvert is due the honor of a considerable religious advance on his age, as developed in his charter,--penn is to be revered for the double glory of civil and _perfect_ religious liberty. calvert mitigated man's lot by toleration;--penn expanded the germ of toleration into unconditional freedom. calvert was the founder of a planting province, mainly agricultural, and creative of all the manorial dependencies;--but penn seems to have heartily cherished the idea of a great city, and of the commerce it was to gather and develope from a wilderness over which it was to stand as guardian sentinel. as farming was the chief interest of the one, trading, became, also, a favorite of the other; and thus, while the _transient_ trader visited, supplied, and left the native indian free,--the _permanent_ planter settled forever on his "hunting grounds," and drove him further into the forest. calvert recognized the law of war;--penn made peace a fundamental institution. they both felt that civilized nations have a double and concurrent life,--material and spiritual;--but calvert sought rather to develop one, while penn addressed himself to the care of both. calvert's idea was to open a new land by old doctrines, and to form his preserving amber around a worthless fly;--but penn's pennsylvania was to crystalize around the novel and lucid nucleus of freedom. calvert supposed that america was to be a mere reflex of britain, and that the heart of his native island would pulsate here; but penn, seeing that the future population of america, like the soil of the mississippi valley, would be an alluvial deposit from the overflow of european civilization, thought it right to plant a new doctrine of human rights, which would grow more vigorously for its transplanting and culture. * * * * * the germs of civil and religious freedom may be found elsewhere in the foundation of american provinces and colonies. i know they are claimed for the cabin of the mayflower, the rock of plymouth, and the sands of rhode island. but i think that william penn is justly entitled to the honor of adopting them on principle, after long and patient reflection, as the seed of his people, and thus, of having taken from their introduction by him into this country, all the disparagement of originating either in discontent or accident. his plan was the offspring of beautiful design, and not the gypsey child of chance or circumstance. history is to man what water is to the landscape,--it mirrors, but distorts in its reflection, and the great founder of pennsylvania has suffered from this temporary distortion. but, at length, the water will become still, and the image will be perfect. penn is one of those majestic figures that loom up on the waste of time, in the same eternal permanence and simple grandeur in which the pyramids rise in relief from the sands of egypt. let no arab displace a single stone! appendix no. i. it is singular that the clause in the xxii section of charles ist's charter to lord baltimore, relating to the interpretation of that instrument in regard to religion, has never been accurately translated, but that all commentators have, hitherto, followed the version given by bacon. i shall endeavor to demonstrate the error. the following parallel passages exhibit the original latin, and bacon's adopted translation: original latin. the nd section of the charter of maryland, copied from bacon's laws, wherein it was adopted from an attested copy from the original record remaining in the chapel of rolls in : "section xxii. et si fortè imposterum contingat dubitationes aliquas quæstiones circa verum sensum et intellectum alicujus verbi clausulæ vel sententiæ in hâe presenti charta nostrâ contentæ generari eam semper et in omnibus interpretationem adhiberi et in quibuscunque curiis et prætoriis nostris obtinere volumus præcipimus et mandamus quæ præfato modò baroni de baltimore hæredibus et assignatis suis benignior utilior et favorabilior esse judicabitur proviso semper quod nulla fiat interpretatio per quam sacro-sancta dei et vera christiana religio aut ligeantia nobis hæredibus et successoribus nostris debita immutatione prejudicio vel dispendio in aliquo patiantur:" &c. &c. english translation. translation of the nd section of the charter, from bacon's laws of maryland, wherein it is copied from an old translation published by order of the lower house in the year : "section xxii. and if, peradventure, hereafter it may happen that any doubts or questions should arise concerning the true sense and meaning of any word, clause or sentence contained in this our present charter, we will, charge, and command, that interpretation to be applied, always, and in all things, and in all our courts and judicatories whatsoever, to obtain which shall be judged to be more beneficial, profitable and favorable to the aforesaid now baron of baltimore, his heirs and assigns: provided always that no interpretation thereof be made whereby god's holy and true christian religion, or the allegiance due to us, our heirs and successors, may, in any wise, suffer by change, prejudice or diminution:" &c. &c. it will be noticed that this _latin_ copy, according to the well known ancient usage in such papers, is not punctuated, so that we have no guidance, for the purpose of translation, from that source. the translation of this section as far as the words: "_proviso semper quod nulla fiat interpretatio_," &c. is sufficiently correct; but the whole of the final clause, should in my opinion, be rendered thus:-- "provided always that no interpretation thereof be made, whereby god's holy rights _and_ the true christian religion, or the allegiance due to us our heirs or successors, may, in any wise suffer by change, prejudice or diminution." let me offer my reasons for this alteration: st, this new translation harmonizes with the evident grammatical construction of the latin sentence, and is the easiest as well as most natural. the common version, given by bacon: "god's holy _and_ true christian religion,"--is grossly pleonastic, if not nonsensical. among christians, "god's religion," can of course, only be the "christian religion;" and, with equal certainty, it is not only a "true" religion, but a "holy" one! nd, the word _sacrosanctus_, always conveys the idea of a _consecrated inviolability, in consequence of inherent rights and privileges_. in a dictionary, _contemporary with the charter_, i find the following definition,--_in verbo sacrosanctus._ "sacrosanctus: apud ciceronem dicebatur id quod interposito jurejurando sanctum, et institutum erat idem etiam significat ac sanctus, _santo_. _tribunus plebis dicebatur sacrosanctus, quia eum nefas erat attingere, longè diviniori ratione catholici appellamus ecclesiam romanam sacrosanctam._ calpinus parvus;--seu dictionarium cæsaris calderini mirani: _venetiis_, ." cicero, _in catil_: . .--uses the phrase--"possessiones sacrosanctæ," in this sense; and so does livy in the epithet,--"sacrosancta potestas," as applied to the tribuneship; and, in the sentence,--"ut plebi sui magistratus essent sacrosanctæ." from the last sentence, in the definition given in the venetian dictionary of , which i have cited in italics, it will be seen that the epithet had a peculiarly catholic signification _in its appropriation_ by the roman church. d, i contend that "_sacrosancta_" does not qualify "_religio_," but agrees with _negotia_, or some word of similar import, understood; and thus the phrase--"_sacrosancta dei_"--forms a distinct branch of the sentence. if the translation given in bacon is the true one, the positions of the words "sacrosancta" and "dei" should be reversed, for their present collocation clearly violates accurate latin construction. in that case, "_dei_" being subject to the government of "_religio_," ought to precede "_sacrosancta_," which would be appurtenant to "_religio_," while "_et_," which would then couple the two adjectives instead of the two members of the sentence, should be placed immediately between them, without the interposition of any word to disunite it either from "_sacrosancta_" or "_vera_." if my translation be correct, then the collocation of all the words in the original latin of the charter, is proper. if "_sacrosancta_" is a neuter adjective agreeing with "_negotia_," understood,--and "_et_" conjoins members of sentences, then the whole clause is obedient to a positive law of latin verbal arrangement. leverett says: "the genitive is elegantly put before the noun which governs it with one or more words between; _except_ when the genitive is _governed by a neuter adjective_, in which case, _it must_ be _placed after it_." th, again:--if "_et_" joins "_sacrosancta_" and "_vera_," which, thereby, qualify the same noun, there are _then_ only two nominatives in the latin sentence of the charter, viz: "_religio_" and "_ligcantia_." now these nouns, being coupled by the disjunctive conjunction "_aut_," must have the verb agreeing with them _separately_ in the singular. but, as "_patiantur_" happens to be in the plural, the author of the charter must either have been ignorant of one of the simplest grammar rules, or have designed to convey the meaning i contend for. i must acknowledge the aid and confirmation i have received, in examining this matter, from the very competent scholarship of my friend mr. knott, assistant librarian of the maryland historical society. appendix no. ii. the scope of my discourse is confined to the illustration of _principles_ either announced, or acted on, in the _founding_ of maryland and pennsylvania. i have contended that sir george calvert, the _first_ lord baltimore, so framed the charter which was granted by charles i, that, without express concessions, the general character of its language in regard to religious rights, would secure liberty of conscience to christians. i: .--language can scarcely be more perspicuously comprehensive, than in the phrase: "god's holy rights and the true christian religion." under such a clause, _in the charter_, no particular church could set up a claim for its exclusive christianity. there was no mention, in the instrument, of "the established church," or, of "the church of england." the catholic could not deny the episcopalian's christianity; the episcopalian could not deny the catholic's, nor could the puritan question the christianity of either. all professed faith in christ. each of the three great sects might contend that its _form_ of worship, or interpretation of the bible, was the correct one; but all came lawfully under the great generic class of christians. and, while the political government of the colonists was to be conducted by a catholic magistrate, in a province belonging to a catholic lord,--the _interpretation_ of the law of religious rights was to be made, not by the laws of england, but exclusively under the paramount law of the provincial charter. by that document the broad "rights of god," and "the true christian religion," could not "suffer by change, prejudice or diminution." this view is strengthened by a clause in the th section of the charter, by which the king granted lord b. "the patronages and advowsons of all _churches_ which, _with the increasing worship and_ religion of christ, (_crescenti christi cultu et religione_,") should be built within his province. the right of _advowson_, being thus bestowed on the lord proprietary, for _all christian churches_; his majesty, then, goes on, empowering lord b. to erect and found churches, chapels, &c. and _to cause_ them to be dedicated "_according to the ecclesiastical laws of our kingdom of england_." the general right of advowson, and the particular privilege, conceded to a catholic, of causing the consecration of episcopal churches, are _separate_ powers and ought not to be confounded by a hasty reader of the charter. i think there can hardly be a fair doubt that the interpretation i give to the nd clause is the one assigned to it by the immigrants from the earliest colonial movement in . we may assert, therefore, the fact, that religious freedom was offered and secured for christians, in the province of maryland, from the very beginning. ii: .--we must recollect that under the english statutes, _adherents of the national church required no protection_; they were free in the exercise of their faith; but catholics and puritans were not so happily situated, and, accordingly, they sought, in the new world an exemption from the disabilities and persecutions they experienced at home. can it be credited, that, under such vexations, the catholic lord baltimore would have drawn a charter, or, his catholic son and successor, sent forth a colony, under a catholic governor, when the fundamental law, under which alone he exercised his power, did not secure liberty to him and his co-religionists? it is simply necessary to ask the question, in order to demonstrate the absurdity of such a supposition. iii: .--if we show, then, that catholic conscience was untrammeled in maryland, i think we may fairly assume the general ground as satisfactorily proved. what was, briefly, the first movement of this sect, under the lord proprietary's auspices? when lord cæcilius was planning his colonial expedition in , one of his earliest cares was to apply to the order of jesus for clergymen to attend the catholic planters and settlers, and to convert the natives. accordingly, under the sanction of the superior, father white joined the emigrants, _although, under previous persecutions in england, he had been sent into perpetual banishment, to return from which subjected the culprit to the penalty of death_! these facts are set forth, at page of the nd volume of challoner's memoirs. historia anglo-bavara, s. j. rev. dr. oliver's collections illustrative of the scotch, english and irish jesuits, page , and in the essay on the early maryland missions, by mr. b. u. campbell. fathers andrew white and john altham, and two lay brothers, named john knowles and thomas gervase, accompanied the first expedition, and were active agents in consecrating the possession of the soil, and converting _protestant immigrants_ as well as heathen natives. the colony, therefore, cannot properly be called a protestant one, when its _only_ spiritual guides were catholics; and consequently if it was more of a catholic than a protestant emigration, it must, by legal necessity, have been free from the moment it quitted the shores of england. if the catholic was free, all were free. iv: .--our next authority, in regard to the _early interpretation_ of religious rights in maryland, is found in a passage in chalmers's political annals, page . "in the oath," says he, "taken by the governor and council, _between_ the years and , there was the following clause, which ought to be administered to the rulers of every country. 'i will not, by myself or any other, directly or indirectly, trouble, molest or discountenance, any person professing to believe in jesus christ, for or on account of his religion.'" this shows, that "belief in jesus christ," under the constitutional guaranty of the charter, anterior to the enactment of any colonial law by the maryland assembly, secured sects from persecution. the language of the oath, which was doubtless promulgated by the lord proprietor, is as broad as the language of the charter. the statement of chalmers has been held to be indefinite as to whether the oath was taken _from_ to , or, whether it was taken in some years _between_ those dates; but, if the historian did not mean to say that it had been administered _first_ in , and continued afterwards, why would he not have specified any other, as the beginning year, as well as ? the objection seems rather hypercritical than plausible. chalmers was too accurate a writer to use dates so loosely, and inasmuch as he was an old maryland lawyer and custodian of the maryland provincial papers, he had the best opportunity to designate the precise date. a governor's oath was a regular and necessary official act. no one can doubt that an oath was required of that personage in maryland; and the oath in question, is precisely such an one as protestant settlers, in that age, might naturally expect from a catholic magistrate, who, (even from motives of the humblest policy,) would be willing to grant to others what he was anxious to secure for himself. if ever there was a proper time for perfect toleration, it was at this moment, when a catholic became, _for the first time in history_, a sovereign prince of the _first province_ of the british empire! mr. chalmers could not have confounded the oath whose language he cites, with other oaths which the reader will find cited in the nd volume of bozman's history of maryland, at pages , , . the oath prepared for stone in , appears to have been an augmented edition of the one quoted by chalmers, and is so different in parts of its phraseology as well as items, that it cannot have been mistaken by the learned annalist. bancroft, mcmahon, tyson, c. f. mayer and b. u. campbell, adopt his statement as true. v: .--in regard to the early _practice of maryland_ tribunals, on the subject of tolerance, we have a striking case in . in that year a certain _catholic_, named william lewis, was arraigned before the governor, secretary, &c., for _abusive language to protestants_. lewis confessed, that, coming into a room where francis gray and robert sedgrave, servants of captain cornwaleys, were reading, he heard them recite passages so that he should hear them, that were reproachful to his religion, "viz: that the pope was anti-christ, and the jesuits anti-christian ministers, &c: he told them it was a falsehood and came from the devil, and that he that writ it was an instrument of the devil, and so he would approve it!" the court found the culprit "guilty of a very offensive speech in calling the protestant ministers, the ministers of the devil," and of "exceeding his rights, in forbidding them to read a lawful book." in consequence of this "offensive language," and other "unreasonable disputations, in point of religion, tending to the disturbance of the peace and quiet of the colony, committed by him, _against a public proclamation set forth to prohibit all such disputes_," lewis was fined and remanded into custody until he gave security for future good behaviour.[ ] thus, four years, only, after the settlement, the liberty of conscience was vindicated by a recorded judicial sentence, and "unreasonable disputations in point of religion," rebuked by a catholic governor in the person of a catholic offender. there could scarcely be a clearer evidence of impartial and tolerant sincerity. the decision, moreover, is confirmatory of the fact that the governor had taken such an oath as chalmers cites, in the previous year, ; especially as there had _already been a "proclamation to prohibit disputes_!" vi: .--at the _first efficient_ general assembly of the colony, which was held in this year, only two acts were passed, though thirty-six other bills were twice read and engrossed, but not finally ripened into laws. the second of the two acts that were passed, contains a section asserting that "holy church, _within this province_, shall have all her rights and liberties;" thus securing the rights of catholics;--while the first of the thirty-six incomplete acts was one, which we know only by _title_, as "an act for _church liberties_." it was to continue in force until the end of the next general assembly, and then, with the lord proprietary's consent, to be perpetual. although we have no means of knowing the extent of the proposed "church liberties," we may suppose that the proposed enactment was general, in regard to all christian sects besides the catholics. vii: .--at the session of , an act for "church liberties" _was passed_ on the d october, and confirmed, as a perpetual law, in the first year of the accession of charles calvert, d lord baltimore, in . this act also declares that "holy church, within this province, shall have and enjoy all her rights, liberties and franchises, wholly and without blemish." thus, in , legislation had already settled opinion as to the rights of catholics and protestants. instead of the early catholics seeking to contract the freedom of other sects, their chief aim and interest seem to have been to secure their own. i consider the acts i have cited rather as mere declaratory statutes, than as necessary original laws. viii: .--in this year, an assembly, believed to have been composed of a protestant majority, passed the act which has been lauded as the source of religious toleration. it is "an act concerning religion," and, in my judgment, is less tolerant than the charter or the governor's oath, inasmuch as it included unitarians in the same category with blasphemers and those who denied our saviour jesus christ, punishing all alike, with confiscation of goods and the pains of _death_. this was the epoch of the trial and execution of charles i, and of the establishment of the commonwealth. ix: .--the celebrated act i have just noticed, however, was passed fifteen years after the original settlement, which exceeds the period comprised in the actual _founding_ of maryland. besides this, the political and religious aspect of england was changing, and the influence of the home-quarrel was beginning to be felt across the atlantic. in , during the mastery of cromwell, religious freedom was destroyed: puritanism became paramount; papacy and prelacy were denounced by law; and freedom was assured only to puritans, and such as professed "faith in god by jesus christ, though differing in judgment, from the doctrine or worship publicly held forth." x. it has been alleged that the clause in the maryland charter securing "god's holy rights and the true christian religion," is only an incorporation into lord baltimore's instrument, of certain clauses contained in the early charters of virginia. if the reader will refer to the st volume of henning's statutes at large, he will find all those documents in english, but _unaccompanied by the original latin_. thus, we have no means of judging the _accuracy of the translation_, or _identity of language_ in the maryland and virginia instruments. adopting, however, for the present, the translation given by henning, we find no coincidence of phraseology either to justify the suspicion of a mere copy, or to subject our charter to the _limitations_ contained in the virginia patents. disabilities are to be construed strictly in law, and our charter is not to be interpreted by another, but stands on its own, independent, context and manifest signification. the first virginia charter or patent was issued to sir thomas gates and others, april th, , in the th year of james's english reign. among the "articles, orders, instructions," &c., set down for virginia, th nov., ,--(though nothing is said about restrictions in religion, while the preamble commends the noble work of propagating the christian religion among infidel savages,)--is the following clause:--"and we doe specallie ordaine, charge, and require the presidents and councills," (of the two colonies of virginia,) "respectively, within their severall limits and precincts, that they with all diligence, care and respect, doe provide, that the _true word and service of god and christian faith_, be preached, planted and used, not only within every of the said severall colonies and plantations, but alsoe, as much as they may, among the salvage people which doe or shall adjoine unto them, or border upon them, _according to the_ doctrine, rights, _and_ religion, _now professed and established within our realme of england_."--_ st henning_, . the second charter or patent, dated d may, , th "james i," was issued to the treasurer and company for virginia, and in its xxix section, declares: "and lastly, because the principal effect, which we can desire or expect of this action, is the conversion and reduction of the people in those parts unto the _worship of god and christian religion, in which respect we should be loath, that any person be permitted to pass, that we suspected to affect the superstitions of the church of rome_; we do hereby declare that it is our will and pleasure that none be permitted to pass in any voyage, from time to time, to be made unto the said country, but such as shall first have taken the oath of supremacy;" &c., &c.--_ st henning_, . the third charter of james the i, in the th year of his english reign, was issued th march, - to the treasurer and company for virginia. the xiith section empowers certain officers to administer the _oath of supremacy and allegiance_, to "all and every persons which shall at any time or times hereafter go or pass to said colony of virginia." the instructions to governor wyatt, of th of july, , direct him:--"_to keep up the religion of the church of england, as near as may be_," &c., &c.--_ st henning._ all these extracts, it will be observed, contain _limitations_ and _restrictions_, either explicitly _in favor_ of the english church, or _against_ the, so called, "superstitions of the church of rome." the maryland charter shows no such narrow clauses, and consequently, is justly free from any connexion, _in interpretation_, with the virginia instruments. besides this, we do not know that the language of the original latin of the virginia charters, is the same as ours, and, therefore, it would be "reasoning in a circle," or, "begging the question," if we translated the maryland charter into the exact language of the virginian. the phraseology--"god's holy rights and the true christian religion,"--_unlimited in the maryland patent_,--was a distinct assertion of broad equality to all professing to believe in jesus christ. it was not subject to any sectarian restriction, and formed the basis of religious liberty in maryland, until it was undermined during the puritan intolerance in . correspondence. hall of the historical society of pennsylvania,} philadelphia, _april th, _. } dear sir: we have been appointed a committee to communicate to you the following resolution passed at a meeting of the historical society held this evening: "resolved, that the thanks of the historical society, are hereby returned to mr. brantz mayer, of baltimore, for his very able and eloquent address, delivered before it, on thursday evening, the th instant; and that messrs. tyson, fisher, coates and armstrong, be appointed a committee to transmit this resolution to mr. mayer, and request a copy of the address for publication." permit us to express the pleasure we derived from the delivery of your discourse, and, also, the hope that you will comply with the society's request. we remain, with great respect, your obedient servants, job r. tyson, j. francis fisher, b. h. coates, edw. armstrong. to mr. brantz mayer, baltimore. baltimore, _ th april, _. gentlemen: i am much obliged to the pennsylvania historical society, for the complimentary resolution it was pleased to pass in relation to the discourse i delivered before it on the th of this month. in compliance with your request, i place a copy of the address at your disposal; and, while thanking you for the courtesy with which you have communicated the vote of your colleagues, i have the honor to be, your most obedient servant, brantz mayer. to messieurs job r. tyson, } j. francis fisher,} committee, &c. &c. &c. b. h. coates, } edw. armstrong, } footnotes: [ ] mr. joseph hunter's "collections concerning the early history of the founders of new plymouth." london, : no of his critical and historical tracts, p. . [ ] it is believed by historians that sir walter raleigh fell a victim to the intrigues of spain at the court of james. his american adventures and hardihood were dangerous to the spanish empire. a small pamphlet entitled: a new description of virginia, published in london in , a reprint of which is possessed by the virginia historical society, shows how the prophetic fears of the spaniard, even at that early time, conjured up the warning phantom of anglo-saxon "_annexation._" "it is well known," says the pamphlet, "that our english plantations have had little countenance; nay, that our statesmen, (when time was,) had store of gundemore's gold," (meaning gondomar, spanish minister at james's court)--"_to destroy_ and discountenance the plantation of virginia; and he effected it, in great part, by dissolving the company, wherein most of the nobility, gentry, corporate cities, and most merchants of england, were interested and engaged; after the expense of some hundred of thousands of pounds; for gundemore did affirm to his friends, that he had commission from his master"--(the king of spain,)--"to destroy that plantation. for, said he, should they thrive and go on increasing, as they have done under that popular lord of southampton, _my master's west indies_, and his mexico, _would shortly be visited by sea and by land, from those planters in virginia_." generals scott and taylor--both sons of virginia--have verified, in the nineteenth century, the foresight of the cautious statesman of the seventeenth. _see virginia his. reg. vol. . p. ._ [ ] dr. miller's "history philosophically illustrated," vol . p. . [ ] "men who have to count, miserly, the kernels of corn for their daily bread, and to till their ground, staggering through weakness from the effect of famine, can do but little in settling the metaphysics of faith, or in counting frames, and gauging the exercises of their feelings. grim necessity of hunger looks morbid sensibility out of countenance."--_rev. dr. g. b. cheever's edition of the journal of the pilgrims;-- : p. ._ [ ] "the new england puritans, though themselves refugees from religions intolerance, and martyrs, as they supposed, to the cause of religious freedom, practiced the same intolerance to those who were so unfortunate as to differ from them. in , roger williams was banished from the massachusetts colony for differences of religious opinions with the civil powers. this was the next year after the arrival of the maryland colony. in , fifteen years later, a baptist received thirty lashes at the whipping post, in boston, for his peculiar faith; and nine years later, three persons suffered death by the common hangman, in the same place, for their adherence to the sect of quakers."--_rev. dr. burnap's life of leonard calvert, in sparks's am. biog. nd series, vol. ix. p. , boston, ._ on the th sept. , these n. england puritans, passed a law of banishment against anabaptists; in , another law, imposing the same punishment, was passed against heresy and error; in , the order of jesuits came in for a share of intolerance;--its members were inhibited from entering the colony; if they came in, heedless of the law, they were to be banished, and if they returned after banishment, they were to be _put to death_. on the th of october , the celebrated law was enacted against "the cursed sect of heretics lately risen up in the world, which are commonly called quakers:"--by its decrees, captains of vessels who introduced these religionists, knowingly, were to be fined or imprisoned; "quaker books or writings containing their devilish opinions," were not to be brought into the colony, under a penalty; while quakers who came in, were to be committed to the house of correction, kept constantly at work, not allowed to speak, and severely whipped, on their entrance into this sanctuary!--see original acts, _hazard's his. coll. , pp. , , , _. [ ] see mr. john p. kennedy's discourse on the life and character of sir george calvert, and the reviews thereof, with mr k's reply, on this question of religion, in the u. s. catholic magazine, . since the publication of mr. kennedy's discourse and the reviews of it, in , i have met with an english work published in london in , _attributed_ to bishop goodman, entitled an "account of the court of james the first." in vol. , p. , he says: "the third man who was thought to gain by the spanish match was secretary calvert; and as he was the _only secretary employed in the spanish match_, so undoubtedly he did what good offices he could therein, for religion's sake, _being infinitely addicted to the roman catholic faith, having been converted thereto by count gondemar and count arundel, whose daughter secretary calvert's son had married; and, as it was said, the secretary did usually catechise his own children, so to ground them in his own religion; and in his best room having an altar set up, with chalice, candlesticks, and all other ornaments, he brought all strangers thither, never concealing anything, as if his whole joy and comfort had been to make open profession of his religion_." as the prelate was a _contemporary_, this statement, founded, as it may be, on report, is of considerable importance. fuller, also, was a contemporary though thirty years younger than calvert. the spanish match, alluded to, was on the carpet as early as , and was broken off in the beginning of . it was probably during this period that lord arundel and the spanish minister influenced the mind of sir george as to religion. [ ] mr. chalmers, in his hist. of the revolt of the am. col. b. ch. , says that the charter of maryland was a _literal copy_ from the prior patent of avalon; but of this we are unable to judge, as he neither cites his authority nor indicates the depository of the avalon charter. if the maryland charter is an _exact_ transcript of the avalon document, it is interesting to know the fact, as calvert may have been a protestant, when the latter was issued. bozman states an authority for its date, as of , which would indicate that this document may still probably be found in the british museum. if it was issued in , it was granted a year before, fuller says, calvert resigned because he had become a catholic. in all likelihood, however, sir george was not converted in a day!--_see bozman hist. maryland ed. , vol. p. et seq. in note._ [ ] the baron von raumer, in his hist. of the xvi and xvii centuries, vol. , p. , quoting from tillieres, says of calvert: "he is an honorable, sensible well-minded man, courteous towards strangers, full of respect towards embassadors, zealously intent on the welfare of england; but by reason of all these good qualities, entirely without consideration or influence." the only original work or tract by which we know the character of sir george calvert's mind is "the answer to tom tell-troth, the practise of princes and the lamentations of the kirke, _written by lord baltimore, late secretary of state_." london, _printed _:--a copy of which, in ms., is in the collections of the maryland hist. soc. this is a quaint specimen of pedantic politics and toryism--larded with latin quotations, and altogether redolent of james's court. it was addressed to charles i, and shows the author's intimate acquaintance with the political history and movements of the continental powers. we may judge calvert's politics by the following passage in which he _commends_ the doctrines of his old master:-- "king james," says he, "in his oration to the parliament, , used these words _very judiciattie_; kings and kingdoms were before parliaments; the parliament was never called for the purpose to meddle with complaints against the king, the church, or state matters, but _ad consultandum de rebus arduis, nos et regnum nostrum concernantibus_; as the writ will inform you. i was never the cause, nor guiltie of the election of my sonne by the bohemians, neither would i be content that any other king should dispute whether i am a lawful king or no, and to tosse crowns like tennis-balls." [ ] it may seem strange, that, being a catholic, he still had the right of advowson or of presentation to protestant episcopal churches; but it was not until the act of st william and mary, chapter , that parliament interfered with the right of catholics to present to religious benefices. that act vested the presentations belonging to catholics in the universities. an act passed th anne, was of a similar disabling character.--_butler's hist. mem. vol. , pp. , , ._ [ ] see appendix no. , in regard to the erroneous translation of this clause from the latin, that has hitherto been adopted from bacon's laws of maryland. [ ] as an illustration of this feeling, i will quote a passage showing how it fared with marylanders in massachusetts in . "the dove," one of the vessels of the first colonists to maryland, was dispatched to massachusetts with a cargo of corn to exchange for fish. she carried a friendly letter from calvert and another from harvey, but the magistrates were suspicious of a people who "_did set up mass openly_." some of the crew were accused of reviling the inhabitants of massachusetts as "holy brethren," "the members," &c., and just as the ship was about to sail; _the supercargo, happening on shore, was arrested in order to compel the master to give up the culprits_. the proof failed, and the vessel was suffered to depart, but not without a special charge to the master "_to bring no more such disordered persons!_"--_hildreth hist. u. s., vol. , _. [ ] see appendix no. . [ ] in order to illustrate the spirit in which the region for the first settlement at st. mary's was acquired, i will quote from a ms. copy of "a relation of maryland, ," now in my possession: "to make his entrie peaceable and safe, he thought fit to present ye werowance and wisoes of the town (so they call ye chief men of accompt among them,) with some english cloth (such as is used in trade with ye indians,) axes, hoes, and knives, which they accepted verie kindlie, and freely gave consent toe his companie that hee and they should dwell in one part of their towne, and reserved the other for themselves: and those indians that dwelt in that part of ye towne which was allotted for ye english, freely left them their houses and some corne that they had begun to plant: it was also agreed between them that at ye end of ye harvest they should have ye whole towne, which they did accordinglie. and they made mutuall promises to each other to live peaceably and friendlie together, and if any injury should happen to be done, on any part, that satisfaction should be made for ye same; and thus, on ye daie of march, a. d. , ye gouernour took possession of ye place, and named ye _towne--saint marie's_. "there was an occasion that much facilitated their treatie with these indians which was this: the susquehanocks (a warlike people that inhabit between chesapeake bay and delaware bay) did usuallie make warres and incursions upon ye neighboring indians, partly for superioritie, partly for to gett their women, and what other purchase they could meet with; which the indians of _yoacomaco_ fearing, had, ye yeere before our arivall there, made a resolution, for there safetie, to remove themselves higher into ye countrie, where it was more populous, and many of them where gone there when ye english arrived." at potomac, father altham,--according to father white's latin ms. in the maryland hist. soc. col.--informed the guardian of the king that _we_ (the clergy) had not come thither for war, but for the sake of benevolence,--that we might imbue a rude race with the principles of civilization, and open a way to heaven, as well as to impart to them the advantages enjoyed by distant regions. the prince signified that we had come acceptably. the interpreter was one of the virginia protestants. when the father, for lack of time, could not continue his discourse, and promised soon to return: "i will that it should be so," said archihau--"our table shall be one; my men shall hunt for you; all things shall be in common between us." the werowance of pautuxent visited the strangers, and when he was about departing, used the following language, as recorded in the ms. relation of maryland of : "i love ye english so well that if they should goe about to kill me, if i had so much breath as to speak, i would command ye people not to revenge my death; for i know they would not doe such a thinge except it was through mine own default." see also mr. b. u. campbell's admirable sketch of the early missions to maryland, read before the md. hist. soc. th jan. , and subsequently printed in the u.s. catholic magazine. [ ] in william penn's second reply to a committee of the house of lords appointed in , he declares that those who cannot comply with laws, through tenderness of conscience, should not "revile or conspire against the government, _but with christian humility and patience tire out all mistakes against us_, and wait their better information, who, we believe, do as undeservedly as severely treat us." [ ] preface to frame of government, april, . [ ] those who desire to know the precise character of the celebrated elm-tree treaty, should read the memoir on its history, in vol. , part , p. of the memoirs of the pennsylvania hist. soc., written by the late mr. du ponceau, and mr. joshua francis fisher. it is one of the finest specimen of minute, exhaustive, historical analysis, with which i am acquainted. these gentlemen, prove, i think, conclusively, that the treaty was altogether one of amity and friendship, and was entirely unconnected with the purchase of lands. [ ] janney's life of penn, . [ ] see nd bozman hist. md. p. --note xliii, conditions, &c. [ ] d bozman, , and orig. ms. in md. his. soc. [illustration: university of delaware library] prison memoirs of an anarchist by alexander berkman new york mother earth publishing association published september, second edition, graphic press, new york to all those who in and out of prison fight against their bondage "but this i know, that every law that men have made for man, since first man took his brother's life, and the sad world began, but straws the wheat and saves the chaff with a most evil fan." oscar wilde [illustration: alexander berkman photo by marcia stein] as introductory i wish that everybody in the world would read this book. and my reasons are not due to any desire on my part that people should join any group of social philosophers or revolutionists. i desire that the book be widely read because the general and careful reading of it would definitely add to true civilization. it is a contribution to the writings which promote civilization; for the following reasons: it is a human document. it is a difficult thing to be sincere. more than that, it is a valuable thing. to be so, means unusual qualities of the heart and of the head; unusual qualities of character. the books that possess this quality are unusual books. there are not many deliberately autobiographical writings that are markedly sincere; there are not many direct human documents. this is one of these few books. not only has this book the interest of the human document, but it is also a striking proof of the power of the human soul. alexander berkman spent fourteen years in prison; under perhaps more than commonly harsh and severe conditions. prison life tends to destroy the body, weaken the mind and pervert the character. berkman consciously struggled with these adverse, destructive conditions. he took care of his body. he took care of his mind. he did so strenuously. it was a moral effort. he felt insane ideas trying to take possession of him. insanity is a natural result of prison life. it always tends to come. this man felt it, consciously struggled against it, and overcame it. that the prison affected him is true. it always does. but he saved himself, essentially. society tried to destroy him, but failed. if people will read this book carefully it will tend to do away with prisons. the public, once vividly conscious of what prison life is and must be, would not be willing to maintain prisons. this is the only book that i know which goes deeply into the corrupting, demoralizing psychology of prison life. it shows, in picture after picture, sketch after sketch, not only the obvious brutality, stupidity, ugliness permeating the institution, but, very touching, it shows the good qualities and instincts of the human heart perverted, demoralized, helplessly struggling for life; beautiful tendencies basely expressing themselves. and the personality of berkman goes through it all; idealistic, courageous, uncompromising, sincere, truthful; not untouched, as i have said, by his surroundings, but remaining his essential self. what lessons there are in this book! like all truthful documents it makes us love and hate our fellow men, doubt ourselves, doubt our society, tends to make us take a strenuous, serious attitude towards life, and not be too quick to judge, without going into a situation painfully, carefully. it tends to complicate the present simplicity of our moral attitudes. it tends to make us more mature. the above are the main reasons why i should like to have everybody read this book. but there are other aspects of the book which are interesting and valuable in a more special, more limited way; aspects in which only comparatively few persons will be interested, and which will arouse the opposition and hostility of many. the russian nihilistic origin of berkman, his anarchistic experience in america, his attempt on the life of frick--an attempt made at a violent industrial crisis, an attempt made as a result of a sincere if fanatical belief that he was called on by his destiny to strike a psychological blow for the oppressed of the community--this part of the book will arouse extreme disagreement and disapproval of his ideas and his act. but i see no reason why this, with the rest, should not rather be regarded as an integral part of a human document, as part of the record of a life, with its social and psychological suggestions and explanations. why not try to understand an honest man even if he feels called on to kill? there, too, it may be deeply instructive. there, too, it has its lessons. read it not in a combative spirit. read to understand. do not read to agree, of course, but read to see. hutchins hapgood. contents chapter page part i: the awakening and its toll i. the call of homestead ii. the seat of war iii. the spirit of pittsburgh iv. the attentat v. the third degree vi. the jail vii. the trial part ii: the penitentiary i. desperate thoughts ii. the will to live iii. spectral silence iv. a ray of light v. the shop vi. my first letter vii. wingie viii. to the girl ix. persecution x. the yegg xi. the route sub rosa xii. "zuchthausbluethen" xiii. the judas xiv. the dip xv. the urge of sex xvi. the warden's threat xvii. the "basket" cell xviii. the solitary xix. memory-guests xx. a day in the cell-house xxi. the deeds of the good to the evil xxii. the grist of the prison-mill xxiii. the scales of justice xxiv. thoughts that stole out of prison xxv. how shall the depths cry? xxvi. hiding the evidence xxvii. love's dungeon flower xxviii. for safety xxix. dreams of freedom xxx. whitewashed again xxxi. "and by all forgot, we rot and rot" xxxii. the deviousness of reform law applied xxxiii. the tunnel xxxiv. the death of dick xxxv. an alliance with the birds xxxvi. the underground xxxvii. anxious days xxxviii. "how men their brothers maim" xxxix. a new plan of escape xl. done to death xli. the shock at buffalo xlii. marred lives xliii. "passing the love of woman" xliv. love's daring xlv. the bloom of "the barren staff" xlvi. a child's heart-hunger xlvii. chum xlviii. last days part iii: the workhouse part iv: the resurrection illustrations alexander berkman (frontispiece) the author at the time of the homestead strike western penitentiary of pennsylvania facsimile of prison letter "zuchthausbluethen" cell ranges the tunnel part i the awakening and its toll [illustration] chapter i the call of homestead i clearly every detail of that day is engraved on my mind. it is the sixth of july, . we are quietly sitting in the back of our little flat--fedya and i--when suddenly the girl enters. her naturally quick, energetic step sounds more than usually resolute. as i turn to her, i am struck by the peculiar gleam in her eyes and the heightened color. "have you read it?" she cries, waving the half-open newspaper. "what is it?" "homestead. strikers shot. pinkertons have killed women and children." she speaks in a quick, jerky manner. her words ring like the cry of a wounded animal, the melodious voice tinged with the harshness of bitterness--the bitterness of helpless agony. i take the paper from her hands. in growing excitement i read the vivid account of the tremendous struggle, the homestead strike, or, more correctly, the lockout. the report details the conspiracy on the part of the carnegie company to crush the amalgamated association of iron and steel workers; the selection, for the purpose, of henry clay frick, whose attitude toward labor is implacably hostile; his secret military preparations while designedly prolonging the peace negotiations with the amalgamated; the fortification of the homestead steel-works; the erection of a high board fence, capped by barbed wire and provided with loopholes for sharpshooters; the hiring of an army of pinkerton thugs; the attempt to smuggle them, in the dead of night, into homestead; and, finally, the terrible carnage. i pass the paper to fedya. the girl glances at me. we sit in silence, each busy with his own thoughts. only now and then we exchange a word, a searching, significant look. ii it is hot and stuffy in the train. the air is oppressive with tobacco smoke; the boisterous talk of the men playing cards near by annoys me. i turn to the window. the gust of perfumed air, laden with the rich aroma of fresh-mown hay, is soothingly invigorating. green woods and yellow fields circle in the distance, whirl nearer, close, then rush by, giving place to other circling fields and woods. the country looks young and alluring in the early morning sunshine. but my thoughts are busy with homestead. the great battle has been fought. never before, in all its history, has american labor won such a signal victory. by force of arms the workers of homestead have compelled three hundred pinkerton invaders to surrender, to surrender most humbly, ignominiously. what humiliating defeat for the powers that be! does not the pinkerton janizary represent organized authority, forever crushing the toiler in the interest of the exploiters? well may the enemies of the people be terrified at the unexpected awakening. but the people, the workers of america, have joyously acclaimed the rebellious manhood of homestead. the steel-workers were not the aggressors. resignedly they had toiled and suffered. out of their flesh and bone grew the great steel industry; on their blood fattened the powerful carnegie company. yet patiently they had waited for the promised greater share of the wealth they were creating. like a bolt from a clear sky came the blow: wages were to be reduced! peremptorily the steel magnates refused to continue the sliding scale previously agreed upon as a guarantee of peace. the carnegie firm challenged the amalgamated association by the submission of conditions which it knew the workers could not accept. foreseeing refusal, it flaunted warlike preparations to crush the union under the iron heel. perfidious carnegie shrank from the task, having recently proclaimed the gospel of good will and harmony. "i would lay it down as a maxim," he had declared, "that there is no excuse for a strike or a lockout until arbitration of differences has been offered by one party and refused by the other. the right of the workingmen to combine and to form trades-unions is no less sacred than the right of the manufacturer to enter into association and conference with his fellows, and it must sooner or later be conceded. manufacturers should meet their men _more than half-way_." with smooth words the great philanthropist had persuaded the workers to indorse the high tariff. every product of his mills protected, andrew carnegie secured a reduction in the duty on steel billets, in return for his generous contribution to the republican campaign fund. in complete control of the billet market, the carnegie firm engineered a depression of prices, as a seeming consequence of a lower duty. but _the market price of billets was the sole standard of wages in the homestead mills_. the wages of the workers must be reduced! the offer of the amalgamated association to arbitrate the new scale met with contemptuous refusal: there was nothing to arbitrate; the men must submit unconditionally; the union was to be exterminated. and carnegie selected henry c. frick, the bloody frick of the coke regions, to carry the program into execution. must the oppressed forever submit? the manhood of homestead rebelled: the millmen scorned the despotic ultimatum. then frick's hand fell. the war was on! indignation swept the country. throughout the land the tyrannical attitude of the carnegie company was bitterly denounced, the ruthless brutality of frick universally execrated. * * * * * i could no longer remain indifferent. the moment was urgent. the toilers of homestead had defied the oppressor. they were awakening. but as yet the steel-workers were only blindly rebellious. the vision of anarchism alone could imbue discontent with conscious revolutionary purpose; it alone could lend wings to the aspirations of labor. the dissemination of our ideas among the proletariat of homestead would illumine the great struggle, help to clarify the issues, and point the way to complete ultimate emancipation. * * * * * my days were feverish with anxiety. the stirring call, "labor, awaken!" would fire the hearts of the disinherited, and inspire them to noble deeds. it would carry to the oppressed the message of the new day, and prepare them for the approaching social revolution. homestead might prove the first blush of the glorious dawn. how i chafed at the obstacles my project encountered! unexpected difficulties impeded every step. the efforts to get the leaflet translated into popular english proved unavailing. it would endanger me to distribute such a fiery appeal, my friend remonstrated. impatiently i waived aside his objections. as if personal considerations could for an instant be weighed in the scale of the great cause! but in vain i argued and pleaded. and all the while precious moments were being wasted, and new obstacles barred the way. i rushed frantically from printer to compositor, begging, imploring. none dared print the appeal. and time was fleeting. suddenly flashed the news of the pinkerton carnage. the world stood aghast. the time for speech was past. throughout the land the toilers echoed the defiance of the men of homestead. the steel-workers had rallied bravely to the defence; the murderous pinkertons were driven from the city. but loudly called the blood of mammon's victims on the hanks of the monongahela. loudly it calls. it is the people calling. ah, the people! the grand, mysterious, yet so near and real, people.... * * * * * in my mind i see myself back in the little russian college town, amid the circle of petersburg students, home for their vacation, surrounded by the halo of that vague and wonderful something we called "nihilist." the rushing train, homestead, the five years passed in america, all turn into a mist, hazy with the distance of unreality, of centuries; and again i sit among superior beings, reverently listening to the impassioned discussion of dimly understood high themes, with the oft-recurring refrain of "bazarov, hegel, liberty, chernishevsky, _v naród_." to the people! to the beautiful, simple people, so noble in spite of centuries of brutalizing suffering! like a clarion call the note rings in my ears, amidst the din of contending views and obscure phraseology. the people! my greek mythology moods have often pictured him to me as the mighty atlas, supporting on his shoulders the weight of the world, his back bent, his face the mirror of unutterable misery, in his eye the look of hopeless anguish, the dumb, pitiful appeal for help. ah, to help this helplessly suffering giant, to lighten his burden! the way is obscure, the means uncertain, but in the heated student debate the note rings clear: to the people, become one of them, share their joys and sorrows, and thus you will teach them. yes, that is the solution! but what is that red-headed misha from odessa saying? "it is all good and well about going to the people, but the energetic men of the deed, the rakhmetovs, blaze the path of popular revolution by individual acts of revolt against--" * * * * * "ticket, please!" a heavy hand is on my shoulder. with an effort i realize the situation. the card-players are exchanging angry words. with a deft movement the conductor unhooks the board, and calmly walks away with it under his arm. a roar of laughter greets the players. twitted by the other passengers, they soon subside, and presently the car grows quiet. i have difficulty in keeping myself from falling back into reverie. i must form a definite plan of action. my purpose is quite clear to me. a tremendous struggle is taking place at homestead: the people are manifesting the right spirit in resisting tyranny and invasion. my heart exults. this is, at last, what i have always hoped for from the american workingman: once aroused, he will brook no interference; he will fight all obstacles, and conquer even more than his original demands. it is the spirit of the heroic past reincarnated in the steel-workers of homestead, pennsylvania. what supreme joy to aid in this work! that is my natural mission. i feel the strength of a great undertaking. no shadow of doubt crosses my mind. the people--the toilers of the world, the producers--comprise, to me, the universe. they alone count. the rest are parasites, who have no right to exist. but to the people belongs the earth--by right, if not in fact. to make it so in fact, all means are justifiable; nay, advisable, even to the point of taking life. the question of moral right in such matters often agitated the revolutionary circles i used to frequent. i had always taken the extreme view. the more radical the treatment, i held, the quicker the cure. society is a patient; sick constitutionally and functionally. surgical treatment is often imperative. the removal of a tyrant is not merely justifiable; it is the highest duty of every true revolutionist. human life is, indeed, sacred and inviolate. but the killing of a tyrant, of an enemy of the people, is in no way to be considered as the taking of a life. a revolutionist would rather perish a thousand times than be guilty of what is ordinarily called murder. in truth, murder and _attentat_[ ] are to me opposite terms. to remove a tyrant is an act of liberation, the giving of life and opportunity to an oppressed people. true, the cause often calls upon the revolutionist to commit an unpleasant act; but it is the test of a true revolutionist--nay, more, his pride--to sacrifice all merely human feeling at the call of the people's cause. if the latter demand his life, so much the better. [ ] an act of political assassination. could anything be nobler than to die for a grand, a sublime cause? why, the very life of a true revolutionist has no other purpose, no significance whatever, save to sacrifice it on the altar of the beloved people. and what could be higher in life than to be a true revolutionist? it is to be a _man_, a complete man. a being who has neither personal interests nor desires above the necessities of the cause; one who has emancipated himself from being merely human, and has risen above that, even to the height of conviction which excludes all doubt, all regret; in short, one who in the very inmost of his soul feels himself revolutionist first, human afterwards. * * * * * such a revolutionist i feel myself to be. indeed, far more so than even the extreme radicals of my own circle. my mind reverts to a characteristic incident in connection with the poet edelstadt. it was in new york, about the year . edelstadt, one of the tenderest of souls, was beloved by every one in our circle, the _pioneers of liberty_, the first jewish anarchist organization on american soil. one evening the closer personal friends of edelstadt met to consider plans for aiding the sick poet. it was decided to send our comrade to denver, some one suggesting that money be drawn for the purpose from the revolutionary treasury. i objected. though a dear, personal friend of edelstadt, and his former roommate, i could not allow--i argued--that funds belonging to the movement be devoted to private purposes, however good and even necessary those might be. the strong disapproval of my sentiments i met with this challenge: "do you mean to help edelstadt, the poet and man, or edelstadt the revolutionist? do you consider him a true, active revolutionist? his poetry is beautiful, indeed, and may indirectly even prove of some propagandistic value. aid our friend with your private funds, if you will; but no money from the movement can be given, except for direct revolutionary activity." * * * * * "do you mean that the poet is less to you than the revolutionist?" i was asked by tikhon, a young medical student, whom we playfully dubbed "lingg," because of his rather successful affectation of the celebrated revolutionist's physical appearance. "i am revolutionist first, man afterwards," i replied, with conviction. "you are either a knave or a hero," he retorted. * * * * * "lingg" was quite right. he could not know me. to his _bourgeois_ mind, for all his imitation of the chicago martyr, my words must have sounded knavish. well, some day he may know which i am, knave or revolutionist. i do not think in the term "hero," for though the type of revolutionist i feel myself to be might popularly be so called, the word has no significance for me. it merely means a revolutionist who does his duty. there is no heroism in that: it is neither more nor less than a revolutionist should do. rakhmetov did more, too much. in spite of my great admiration for chernishevsky, who had so strongly influenced the russian youth of my time, i can not suppress the touch of resentment i feel because the author of "what's to be done?" represented his arch-revolutionist rakhmetov as going through a system of unspeakable, self-inflicted torture to prepare himself for future exigencies. it was a sign of weakness. does a real revolutionist need to prepare himself, to steel his nerves and harden his body? i feel it almost a personal insult, this suggestion of the revolutionist's mere human clay. no, the thorough revolutionist needs no such self-doubting preparations. for i know _i_ do not need them. the feeling is quite impersonal, strange as it may seem. my own individuality is entirely in the background; aye, i am not conscious of any personality in matters pertaining to the cause. i am simply a revolutionist, a terrorist by conviction, an instrument for furthering the cause of humanity; in short, a rakhmetov. indeed, i shall assume that name upon my arrival in pittsburgh. * * * * * the piercing shrieks of the locomotive awake me with a start. my first thought is of my wallet, containing important addresses of allegheny comrades, which i was trying to memorize when i must have fallen asleep. the wallet is gone! for a moment i am overwhelmed with terror. what if it is lost? suddenly my foot touches something soft. i pick it up, feeling tremendously relieved to find all the contents safe: the precious addresses, a small newspaper lithograph of frick, and a dollar bill. my joy at recovering the wallet is not a whit dampened by the meagerness of my funds. the dollar will do to get a room in a hotel for the first night, and in the morning i'll look up nold or bauer. they will find a place for me to stay a day or two. "i won't remain there long," i think, with an inward smile. * * * * * we are nearing washington, d. c. the train is to make a six-hour stop there. i curse the stupidity of the delay: something may be happening in pittsburgh or homestead. besides, no time is to be lost in striking a telling blow, while public sentiment is aroused at the atrocities of the carnegie company, the brutality of frick. yet my irritation is strangely dispelled by the beautiful picture that greets my eye as i step from the train. the sun has risen, a large ball of deep red, pouring a flood of gold upon the capitol. the cupola rears its proud head majestically above the pile of stone and marble. like a living thing the light palpitates, trembling with passion to kiss the uppermost peak, striking it with blinding brilliancy, and then spreading in a broadening embrace down the shoulders of the towering giant. the amber waves entwine its flanks with soft caresses, and then rush on, to right and left, wider and lower, flashing upon the stately trees, dallying amid leaves and branches, finally unfolding themselves over the broad avenue, and ever growing more golden and generous as they scatter. and cupola-headed giant, stately trees, and broad avenue quiver with new-born ecstasy, all nature heaves the contented sigh of bliss, and nestles closer to the golden giver of life. * * * * * at this moment i realize, as perhaps never before, the great joy, the surpassing gladness, of being. but in a trice the picture changes. before my eyes rises the monongahela river, carrying barges filled with armed men. and i hear a shot. a boy falls to the gangplank. the blood gushes from the centre of his forehead. the hole ploughed by the bullet yawns black on the crimson face. cries and wailing ring in my ears. i see men running toward the river, and women kneeling by the side of the dead. the horrible vision revives in my mind a similar incident, lived through in imagination before. it was the sight of an executed nihilist. the nihilists! how much of their precious blood has been shed, how many thousands of them line the road of russia's suffering! inexpressibly near and soul-kin i feel to those men and women, the adored, mysterious ones of my youth, who had left wealthy homes and high station to "go to the people," to become one with them, though despised by all whom they held dear, persecuted and ridiculed even by the benighted objects of their great sacrifice. clearly there flashes out upon my memory my first impression of nihilist russia. i had just passed my second year's gymnasium examinations. overflowing with blissful excitement, i rushed into the house to tell mother the joyful news. how happy it will make her! next week will be my twelfth birthday, but mother need give me no present. i have one for her, instead. "mamma, mamma!" i called, when suddenly i caught her voice, raised in anger. something has happened, i thought; mother never speaks so loudly. something very peculiar, i felt, noticing the door leading from the broad hallway to the dining-room closed, contrary to custom. in perturbation i hesitated at the door. "shame on you, nathan," i heard my mother's voice, "to condemn your own brother because he is a nihilist. you are no better than"--her voice fell to a whisper, but my straining ear distinctly caught the dread word, uttered with hatred and fear--"a _palátch_."[ ] [ ] hangman. i was struck with terror. mother's tone, my rich uncle nathan's unwonted presence at our house, the fearful word _palátch_--something awful must have happened. i tiptoed out of the hallway, and ran to my room. trembling with fear, i threw myself on the bed. what has the _palátch_ done? i moaned. "_your_ brother," she had said to uncle. her own youngest brother, my favorite uncle maxim. oh, what has happened to him? my excited imagination conjured up horrible visions. there stood the powerful figure of the giant _palátch_, all in black, his right arm bare to the shoulder, in his hand the uplifted ax. i could see the glimmer of the sharp steel as it began to descend, slowly, so torturingly slowly, while my heart ceased beating and my feverish eyes followed, bewitched, the glowing black coals in the _palátch's_ head. suddenly the two fiery eyes fused into a large ball of flaming red; the figure of the fearful one-eyed cyclop grew taller and stretched higher and higher, and everywhere was the giant--on all sides of me was he--then a sudden flash of steel, and in his monster hand i saw raised a head, cut close to the neck, its eyes incessantly blinking, the dark-red blood gushing from mouth and ears and throat. something looked ghastly familiar about that head with the broad white forehead and expressive mouth, so sweet and sad. "oh, maxim, maxim!" i cried, terror-stricken: the next moment a flood of passionate hatred of the _palátch_ seized me, and i rushed, head bent, toward the one-eyed monster. nearer and nearer i came,--another quick rush, and then the violent impact of my body struck him in the very centre, and he fell, forward and heavy, right upon me, and i felt his fearful weight crushing my arms, my chest, my head.... "sasha! sashenka! what is the matter, _golubchik_?" i recognize the sweet, tender voice of my mother, sounding far away and strange, then coming closer and growing more soothing. i open my eyes. mother is kneeling by the bed, her beautiful black eyes bathed in tears. passionately she showers kisses upon my face and hands, entreating: "_golubchik_, what is it?" "mamma, what happened to uncle maxim?" i ask, breathlessly watching her face. her sudden change of expression chills my heart with fear. she turns ghostly white, large drops of perspiration stand on her forehead, and her eyes grow large and round with terror. "mamma!" i cry, throwing my arms around her. her lips move, and i feel her warm breath on my cheek; but, without uttering a word, she bursts into vehement weeping. "who--told--you? you--know?" she whispers between sobs. * * * * * the pall of death seems to have descended upon our home. the house is oppressively silent. everybody walks about in slippers, and the piano is kept locked. only monosyllables, in undertone, are exchanged at the dinner-table. mother's seat remains vacant. she is very ill, the nurse informs us; no one is to see her. the situation bewilders me. i keep wondering what has happened to maxim. was my vision of the _palátch_ a presentiment, or the echo of an accomplished tragedy? vaguely i feel guilty of mother's illness. the shock of my question may be responsible for her condition. yet there must be more to it, i try to persuade my troubled spirit. one afternoon, finding my eldest brother maxim, named after mother's favorite brother, in a very cheerful mood, i call him aside and ask, in a boldly assumed confidential manner: "maximushka, tell me, what is a nihilist?" "go to the devil, _molokossoss_[ ] you!" he cries, angrily. with a show of violence, quite inexplicable to me, maxim throws his paper on the floor, jumps from his seat, upsetting the chair, and leaves the room. [ ] literally, milk-sucker. a contemptuous term applied to inexperienced youth. * * * * * the fate of uncle maxim remains a mystery, the question of nihilism unsolved. i am absorbed in my studies. yet a deep interest, curiosity about the mysterious and forbidden, slumbers in my consciousness, when quite unexpectedly it is roused into keen activity by a school incident. i am fifteen now, in the fourth grade of the classic gymnasium at kovno. by direction of the ministry of education, compulsory religious instruction is being introduced in the state schools. special classes have been opened at the gymnasium for the religious instruction of jewish pupils. the parents of the latter resent the innovation; almost every jewish child receives religious training at home or in _cheidar_.[ ] but the school authorities have ordered the gymnasiasts of jewish faith to attend classes in religion. [ ] schools for instruction in jewish religion and laws. the roll-call at the first session finds me missing. summoned before the director for an explanation, i state that i failed to attend because i have a private jewish tutor at home, and,--anyway, i do not believe in religion. the prim director looks inexpressibly shocked. "young man," he addresses me in the artificial guttural voice he affects on solemn occasions. "young man, when, permit me to ask, did you reach so profound a conclusion?" his manner disconcerts me; but the sarcasm of his words and the offensive tone rouse my resentment. impulsively, defiantly, i discover my cherished secret. "since i wrote the essay, 'there is no god,'" i reply, with secret exultation. but the next instant i realize the recklessness of my confession. i have a fleeting sense of coming trouble, at school and at home. yet somehow i feel i have acted like a _man_. uncle maxim, the nihilist, would act so in my position. i know his reputation for uncompromising candor, and love him for his bold, frank ways. "oh, that is interesting," i hear, as in a dream, the unpleasant guttural voice of the director. "when did you write it?" "three years ago." "how old were you then?" "twelve." "have you the essay?" "yes." "where?" "at home." "bring it to me to-morrow. without fail, remember." his voice grows stern. the words fall upon my ears with the harsh metallic sound of my sister's piano that memorable evening of our musicale when, in a spirit of mischief, i hid a piece of gas pipe in the instrument tuned for the occasion. "to-morrow, then. you are dismissed." the educational board, in conclave assembled, reads the essay. my disquisition is unanimously condemned. exemplary punishment is to be visited upon me for "precocious godlessness, dangerous tendencies, and insubordination." i am publicly reprimanded, and reduced to the third class. the peculiar sentence robs me of a year, and forces me to associate with the "children" my senior class looks down upon with undisguised contempt. i feel disgraced, humiliated. * * * * * thus vision chases vision, memory succeeds memory, while the interminable hours creep towards the afternoon, and the station clock drones like an endless old woman. iii over at last. "all aboard!" on and on rushes the engine, every moment bringing me nearer to my destination. the conductor drawling out the stations, the noisy going and coming produce almost no conscious impression on my senses. seeing and hearing every detail of my surroundings, i am nevertheless oblivious to them. faster than the train rushes my fancy, as if reviewing a panorama of vivid scenes, apparently without organic connection with each other, yet somehow intimately associated in my thoughts of the past. but how different is the present! i am speeding toward pittsburgh, the very heart of the industrial struggle of america. america! i dwell wonderingly on the unuttered sound. why in america? and again unfold pictures of old scenes. * * * * * i am walking in the garden of our well-appointed country place, in a fashionable suburb of st. petersburg, where the family generally spends the summer months. as i pass the veranda, dr. semeonov, the celebrated physician of the resort, steps out of the house and beckons to me. "alexander ossipovitch," he addresses me in his courtly manner, "your mother is very ill. are you alone with her?" "we have servants, and two nurses are in attendance," i reply. "to be sure, to be sure," the shadow of a smile hovers about the corners of his delicately chiseled lips. "i mean of the family." "oh, yes! i am alone here with my mother." "your mother is rather restless to-day, alexander ossipovitch. could you sit up with her to-night?" "certainly, certainly," i quickly assent, wondering at the peculiar request. mother has been improving, the nurses have assured me. my presence at her bedside may prove irksome to her. our relations have been strained since the day when, in a fit of anger, she slapped rose, our new chambermaid, whereupon i resented mother's right to inflict physical punishment on the servants. i can see her now, erect and haughty, facing me across the dinner-table, her eyes ablaze with indignation. "you forget you are speaking to your mother, al-ex-an-der"; she pronounces the name in four distinct syllables, as is her habit when angry with me. "you have no right to strike the girl," i retort, defiantly. "you forget yourself. my treatment of the menial is no concern of yours." i cannot suppress the sharp reply that springs to my lips: "the low servant girl is as good as you." i see mother's long, slender fingers grasp the heavy ladle, and the next instant a sharp pain pierces my left hand. our eyes meet. her arm remains motionless, her gaze directed to the spreading blood stain on the white table-cloth. the ladle falls from her hand. she closes her eyes, and her body sinks limply to the chair. anger and humiliation extinguish my momentary impulse to rush to her assistance. without uttering a word, i pick up the heavy saltcellar, and fling it violently against the french mirror. at the crash of the glass my mother opens her eyes in amazement. i rise and leave the house. * * * * * my heart beats fast as i enter mother's sick-room. i fear she may resent my intrusion: the shadow of the past stands between us. but she is lying quietly on the bed, and has apparently not noticed my entrance. i sit down at the bedside. a long time passes in silence. mother seems to be asleep. it is growing dark in the room, and i settle down to pass the night in the chair. suddenly i hear "sasha!" called in a weak, faint voice. i bend over her. "drink of water." as i hold the glass to her lips, she slightly turns away her head, saying very low, "ice water, please." i start to leave the room. "sasha!" i hear behind me, and, quickly tiptoeing to the bed, i bring my face closely, very closely to hers, to catch the faint words: "help me turn to the wall." tenderly i wrap my arms around the weak, emaciated body, and an overpowering longing seizes me to touch her hand with my lips and on my knees beg her forgiveness. i feel so near to her, my heart is overflowing with compassion and love. but i dare not kiss her--we have become estranged. affectionately i hold her in my arms for just the shadow of a second, dreading lest she suspect the storm of emotion raging within me. caressingly i turn her to the wall, and, as i slowly withdraw, i feel as if some mysterious, yet definite, something has at the very instant left her body. in a few minutes i return with a glass of ice water. i hold it to her lips, but she seems oblivious of my presence. "she cannot have gone to sleep so quickly," i wonder. "mother!" i call, softly. no reply. "little mother! mamotchka!" she does not appear to hear me. "dearest, _golubchick_!" i cry, in a paroxysm of sudden fear, pressing my hot lips upon her face. then i become conscious of an arm upon my shoulder, and hear the measured voice of the doctor: "my boy, you must bear up. she is at rest." iv "wake up, young feller! whatcher sighin' for?" bewildered i turn around to meet the coarse, yet not unkindly, face of a swarthy laborer in the seat back of me. "oh, nothing; just dreaming," i reply. not wishing to encourage conversation, i pretend to become absorbed in my book. how strange is the sudden sound of english! almost as suddenly had i been transplanted to american soil. six months passed after my mother's death. threatened by the educational authorities with a "wolf's passport" on account of my "dangerous tendencies"--which would close every professional avenue to me, in spite of my otherwise very satisfactory standing--the situation aggravated by a violent quarrel with my guardian, uncle nathan, i decided to go to america. there, beyond the ocean, was the land of noble achievement, a glorious free country, where men walked erect in the full stature of manhood,--the very realization of my youthful dreams. and now i am in america, the blessed land. the disillusionment, the disappointments, the vain struggles!... the kaleidoscope of my brain unfolds them all before my view. now i see myself on a bench in union square park, huddled close to fedya and mikhail, my roommates. the night wind sweeps across the cheerless park, chilling us to the bone. i feel hungry and tired, fagged out by the day's fruitless search for work. my heart sinks within me as i glance at my friends. "nothing," each had morosely reported at our nightly meeting, after the day's weary tramp. fedya groans in uneasy sleep, his hand groping about his knees. i pick up the newspaper that had fallen under the seat, spread it over his legs, and tuck the ends underneath. but a sudden blast tears the paper away, and whirls it off into the darkness. as i press fedya's hat down on his head, i am struck by his ghastly look. how these few weeks have changed the plump, rosy-cheeked youth! poor fellow, no one wants his labor. how his mother would suffer if she knew that her carefully reared boy passes the nights in the.... what is that pain i feel? some one is bending over me, looming unnaturally large in the darkness. half-dazed i see an arm swing to and fro, with short, semicircular backward strokes, and with every movement i feel a sharp sting, as of a lash. oh, it's in my soles! bewildered i spring to my feet. a rough hand grabs me by the throat, and i face a policeman. "are you thieves?" he bellows. mikhail replies, sleepily: "we russians. want work." "git out o' here! off with you!" quickly, silently, we walk away, fedya and i in front, mikhail limping behind us. the dimly lighted streets are deserted, save for a hurrying figure here and there, closely wrapped, flitting mysteriously around the corner. columns of dust rise from the gray pavements, are caught up by the wind, rushed to some distance, then carried in a spiral upwards, to be followed by another wave of choking dust. from somewhere a tantalizing odor reaches my nostrils. "the bakery on second street," fedya remarks. unconsciously our steps quicken. shoulders raised, heads bent, and shivering, we keep on to the lower bowery. mikhail is steadily falling behind. "dammit, i feel bad," he says, catching up with us, as we step into an open hallway. a thorough inspection of our pockets reveals the possession of twelve cents, all around. mikhail is to go to bed, we decide, handing him a dime. the cigarettes purchased for the remaining two cents are divided equally, each taking a few puffs of the "fourth" in the box. fedya and i sleep on the steps of the city hall. * * * * * "pitt-s-burgh! pitt-s-burgh!" the harsh cry of the conductor startles me with the violence of a shock. impatient as i am of the long journey, the realization that i have reached my destination comes unexpectedly, overwhelming me with the dread of unpreparedness. in a flurry i gather up my things, but, noticing that the other passengers keep their places, i precipitately resume my seat, fearful lest my agitation be noticed. to hide my confusion, i turn to the open window. thick clouds of smoke overcast the sky, shrouding the morning with sombre gray. the air is heavy with soot and cinders; the smell is nauseating. in the distance, giant furnaces vomit pillars of fire, the lurid flashes accentuating a line of frame structures, dilapidated and miserable. they are the homes of the workers who have created the industrial glory of pittsburgh, reared its millionaires, its carnegies and fricks. the sight fills me with hatred of the perverse social justice that turns the needs of mankind into an inferno of brutalizing toil. it robs man of his soul, drives the sunshine from his life, degrades him lower than the beasts, and between the millstones of divine bliss and hellish torture grinds flesh and blood into iron and steel, transmutes human lives into gold, gold, countless gold. the great, noble people! but is it really great and noble to be slaves and remain content? no, no! they are awakening, awakening! chapter ii the seat of war contentedly peaceful the monongahela stretches before me, its waters lazily rippling in the sunlight, and softly crooning to the murmur of the woods on the hazy shore. but the opposite bank presents a picture of sharp contrast. near the edge of the river rises a high board fence, topped with barbed wire, the menacing aspect heightened by warlike watch-towers and ramparts. the sinister wall looks down on me with a thousand hollow eyes, whose evident murderous purpose fully justifies the name of "fort frick." groups of excited people crowd the open spaces between the river and the fort, filling the air with the confusion of many voices. men carrying winchesters are hurrying by, their faces grimy, eyes bold yet anxious. from the mill-yard gape the black mouths of cannon, dismantled breastworks bar the passages, and the ground is strewn with burning cinders, empty shells, oil barrels, broken furnace stacks, and piles of steel and iron. the place looks the aftermath of a sanguinary conflict,--the symbol of our industrial life, of the ruthless struggle in which the _stronger_, the sturdy man of labor, is always the victim, because he acts _weakly_. but the charred hulks of the pinkerton barges at the landing-place, and the blood-bespattered gangplank, bear mute witness that for once the battle went to the _really strong, to the victim who dared_. a group of workingmen approaches me. big, stalwart men, the power of conscious strength in their step and bearing. each of them carries a weapon: some winchesters, others shotguns. in the hand of one i notice the gleaming barrel of a navy revolver. "who are you?" the man with the revolver sternly asks me. "a friend, a visitor." "can you show credentials or a union card?" presently, satisfied as to my trustworthiness, they allow me to proceed. in one of the mill-yards i come upon a dense crowd of men and women of various types: the short, broad-faced slav, elbowing his tall american fellow-striker; the swarthy italian, heavy-mustached, gesticulating and talking rapidly to a cluster of excited countrymen. the people are surging about a raised platform, on which stands a large, heavy man. i press forward. "listen, gentlemen, listen!" i hear the speaker's voice. "just a few words, gentlemen! you all know who i am, don't you?" "yes, yes, sheriff!" several men cry. "go on!" "yes," continues the speaker, "you all know who i am. your sheriff, the sheriff of allegheny county, of the great commonwealth of pennsylvania." "go ahead!" some one yells, impatiently. "if you don't interrupt me, gentlemen, i'll go ahead." "s-s-sh! order!" the speaker advances to the edge of the platform. "men of homestead! it is my sworn duty, as sheriff, to preserve the peace. your city is in a state of lawlessness. i have asked the governor to send the militia and i hope--" "no! no!" many voices protest. "to hell with you!" the tumult drowns the words of the sheriff. shaking his clenched fist, his foot stamping the platform, he shouts at the crowd, but his voice is lost amid the general uproar. "o'donnell! o'donnell!" comes from several sides, the cry swelling into a tremendous chorus, "o'donnell!" i see the popular leader of the strike nimbly ascend the platform. the assembly becomes hushed. "brothers," o'donnell begins in a flowing, ingratiating manner, "we have won a great, noble victory over the company. we have driven the pinkerton invaders out of our city--" "damn the murderers!" "silence! order!" "you have won a big victory," o'donnell continues, "a great, significant victory, such as was never before known in the history of labor's struggle for better conditions." vociferous cheering interrupts the speaker. "but," he continues, "you must show the world that you desire to maintain peace and order along with your rights. the pinkertons were invaders. we defended our homes and drove them out; rightly so. but you are law-abiding citizens. you respect the law and the authority of the state. public opinion will uphold you in your struggle if you act right. now is the time, friends!" he raises his voice in waxing enthusiasm, "now is the time! welcome the soldiers. they are not sent by that man frick. they are the people's militia. they are our friends. let us welcome them as friends!" applause, mixed with cries of impatient disapproval, greets the exhortation. arms are raised in angry argument, and the crowd sways back and forth, breaking into several excited groups. presently a tall, dark man appears on the platform. his stentorian voice gradually draws the assembly closer to the front. slowly the tumult subsides. "don't you believe it, men!" the speaker shakes his finger at the audience, as if to emphasize his warning. "don't you believe that the soldiers are coming as friends. soft words these, mr. o'donnell. they'll cost us dear. remember what i say, brothers. the soldiers are no friends of ours. i know what i am talking about. they are coming here because that damned murderer frick wants them." "hear! hear!" "yes!" the tall man continues, his voice quivering with emotion, "i can tell you just how it is. the scoundrel of a sheriff there asked the governor for troops, and that damned frick paid the sheriff to do it, i say!" "no! yes! no!" the clamor is renewed, but i can hear the speaker's voice rising above the din: "yes, bribed him. you all know this cowardly sheriff. don't you let the soldiers come, i tell you. first _they_'ll come; then the blacklegs. you want 'em?" "no! no!" roars the crowd. "well, if you don't want the damned scabs, keep out the soldiers, you understand? if you don't, they'll drive you out from the homes you have paid for with your blood. you and your wives and children they'll drive out, and out you will go from these"--the speaker points in the direction of the mills--"that's what they'll do, if you don't look out. we have sweated and bled in these mills, our brothers have been killed and maimed there, we have made the damned company rich, and now they send the soldiers here to shoot us down like the pinkerton thugs have tried to. and you want to welcome the murderers, do you? keep them out, i tell you!" amid shouts and yells the speaker leaves the platform. "mcluckie! 'honest' mcluckie!" a voice is heard on the fringe of the crowd, and as one man the assembly takes up the cry, "'honest' mcluckie!" i am eager to see the popular burgess of homestead, himself a poorly paid employee of the carnegie company. a large-boned, good-natured-looking workingman elbows his way to the front, the men readily making way for him with nods and pleasant smiles. "i haven't prepared any speech," the burgess begins haltingly, "but i want to say, i don't see how you are going to fight the soldiers. there is a good deal of truth in what the brother before me said; but if you stop to think on it, he forgot to tell you just one little thing. the _how_? how is he going to do it, to keep the soldiers out? that's what i'd like to know. i'm afraid it's bad to let them in. the blacklegs _might_ be hiding in the rear. but then again, it's bad _not_ to let the soldiers in. you can't stand up against 'em: they are not pinkertons. and we can't fight the government of pennsylvania. perhaps the governor won't send the militia. but if he does, i reckon the best way for us will be to make friends with them. guess it's the only thing we can do. that's all i have to say." the assembly breaks up, dejected, dispirited. chapter iii the spirit of pittsburgh i like a gigantic hive the twin cities jut out on the banks of the ohio, heavily breathing the spirit of feverish activity, and permeating the atmosphere with the rage of life. ceaselessly flow the streams of human ants, meeting and diverging, their paths crossing and recrossing, leaving in their trail a thousand winding passages, mounds of structure, peaked and domed. their huge shadows overcast the yellow thread of gleaming river that curves and twists its painful way, now hugging the shore, now hiding in affright, and again timidly stretching its arms toward the wrathful monsters that belch fire and smoke into the midst of the giant hive. and over the whole is spread the gloom of thick fog, oppressive and dispiriting--the symbol of our existence, with all its darkness and cold. this is pittsburgh, the heart of american industrialism, whose spirit moulds the life of the great nation. the spirit of pittsburgh, the iron city! cold as steel, hard as iron, its products. these are the keynote of the great republic, dominating all other chords, sacrificing harmony to noise, beauty to bulk. its torch of liberty is a furnace fire, consuming, destroying, devastating: a country-wide furnace, in which the bones and marrow of the producers, their limbs and bodies, their health and blood, are cast into bessemer steel, rolled into armor plate, and converted into engines of murder to be consecrated to mammon by his high priests, the carnegies, the fricks. * * * * * the spirit of the iron city characterizes the negotiations carried on between the carnegie company and the homestead men. henry clay frick, in absolute control of the firm, incarnates the spirit of the furnace, is the living emblem of his trade. the olive branch held out by the workers after their victory over the pinkertons has been refused. the ultimatum issued by frick is the last word of caesar: the union of the steel-workers is to be crushed, completely and absolutely, even at the cost of shedding the blood of the last man in homestead; the company will deal only with individual workers, who must accept the terms offered, without question or discussion; he, frick, will operate the mills with non-union labor, even if it should require the combined military power of the state and the union to carry the plan into execution. millmen disobeying the order to return to work under the new schedule of reduced wages are to be discharged forthwith, and evicted from the company houses. ii in an obscure alley, in the town of homestead, there stands a one-story frame house, looking old and forlorn. it is occupied by the widow johnson and her four small children. six months ago, the breaking of a crane buried her husband under two hundred tons of metal. when the body was carried into the house, the distracted woman refused to recognize in the mangled remains her big, strong "jack." for weeks the neighborhood resounded with her frenzied cry, "my husband! where's my husband?" but the loving care of kind-hearted neighbors has now somewhat restored the poor woman's reason. accompanied by her four little orphans, she recently gained admittance to mr. frick. on her knees she implored him not to drive her out of her home. her poor husband was dead, she pleaded; she could not pay off the mortgage; the children were too young to work; she herself was hardly able to walk. frick was very kind, she thought; he had promised to see what could be done. she would not listen to the neighbors urging her to sue the company for damages. "the crane was rotten," her husband's friends informed her; "the government inspector had condemned it." but mr. frick was kind, and surely he knew best about the crane. did he not say it was her poor husband's own carelessness? she feels very thankful to good mr. frick for extending the mortgage. she had lived in such mortal dread lest her own little home, where dear john had been such a kind husband to her, be taken away, and her children driven into the street. she must never forget to ask the lord's blessing upon the good mr. frick. every day she repeats to her neighbors the story of her visit to the great man; how kindly he received her, how simply he talked with her. "just like us folks," the widow says. she is now telling the wonderful story to neighbor mary, the hunchback, who, with undiminished interest, hears the recital for the twentieth time. it reflects such importance to know some one that had come in intimate contact with the iron king; why, into his very presence! and even talked to the great magnate! "'dear mr. frick,' says i," the widow is narrating, "'dear mr. frick,' i says, 'look at my poor little angels--'" a knock on the door interrupts her. "must be one-eyed kate," the widow observes. "come in! come in!" she calls out, cheerfully. "poor kate!" she remarks with a sigh. "her man's got the consumption. won't last long, i fear." a tall, rough-looking man stands in the doorway. behind him appear two others. frightened, the widow rises from the chair. one of the children begins to cry, and runs to hide behind his mother. "beg pard'n, ma'am," the tall man says. "have no fear. we are deputy sheriffs. read this." he produces an official-looking paper. "ordered to dispossess you. very sorry, ma'am, but get ready. quick, got a dozen more of--" there is a piercing scream. the deputy sheriff catches the limp body of the widow in his arms. iii east end, the fashionable residence quarter of pittsburgh, lies basking in the afternoon sun. the broad avenue looks cool and inviting: the stately trees touch their shadows across the carriage road, gently nodding their heads in mutual approval. a steady procession of equipages fills the avenue, the richly caparisoned horses and uniformed flunkies lending color and life to the scene. a cavalcade is passing me. the laughter of the ladies sounds joyous and care-free. their happiness irritates me. i am thinking of homestead. in mind i see the sombre fence, the fortifications and cannon; the piteous figure of the widow rises before me, the little children weeping, and again i hear the anguished cry of a broken heart, a shattered brain.... and here all is joy and laughter. the gentlemen seem pleased; the ladies are happy. why should they concern themselves with misery and want? the common folk are fit only to be their slaves, to feed and clothe them, build these beautiful palaces, and be content with the charitable crust. "take what i give you," frick commands. why, here is his house! a luxurious place, with large garden, barns, and stable. that stable there,--it is more cheerful and habitable than the widow's home. ah, life could be made livable, beautiful! why should it not be? why so much misery and strife? sunshine, flowers, beautiful things are all around me. that is life! joy and peace.... no! there can be no peace with such as frick and these parasites in carriages riding on our backs, and sucking the blood of the workers. fricks, vampires, all of them--i almost shout aloud--they are all one class. all in a cabal against _my_ class, the toilers, the producers. an impersonal conspiracy, perhaps; but a conspiracy nevertheless. and the fine ladies on horseback smile and laugh. what is the misery of the people to _them?_ probably they are laughing at me. laugh! laugh! you despise me. i am of the people, but you belong to the fricks. well, it may soon be our turn to laugh.... * * * * * returning to pittsburgh in the evening, i learn that the conferences between the carnegie company and the advisory committee of the strikers have terminated in the final refusal of frick to consider the demands of the millmen. the last hope is gone! the master is determined to crush his rebellious slaves. chapter iv the attentat the door of frick's private office, to the left of the reception-room, swings open as the colored attendant emerges, and i catch a flitting glimpse of a black-bearded, well-knit figure at a table in the back of the room. "mistah frick is engaged. he can't see you now, sah," the negro says, handing back my card. i take the pasteboard, return it to my case, and walk slowly out of the reception-room. but quickly retracing my steps, i pass through the gate separating the clerks from the visitors, and, brushing the astounded attendant aside, i step into the office on the left, and find myself facing frick. for an instant the sunlight, streaming through the windows, dazzles me. i discern two men at the further end of the long table. "fr--," i begin. the look of terror on his face strikes me speechless. it is the dread of the conscious presence of death. "he understands," it flashes through my mind. with a quick motion i draw the revolver. as i raise the weapon, i see frick clutch with both hands the arm of the chair, and attempt to rise. i aim at his head. "perhaps he wears armor," i reflect. with a look of horror he quickly averts his face, as i pull the trigger. there is a flash, and the high-ceilinged room reverberates as with the booming of cannon. i hear a sharp, piercing cry, and see frick on his knees, his head against the arm of the chair. i feel calm and possessed, intent upon every movement of the man. he is lying head and shoulders under the large armchair, without sound or motion. "dead?" i wonder. i must make sure. about twenty-five feet separate us. i take a few steps toward him, when suddenly the other man, whose presence i had quite forgotten, leaps upon me. i struggle to loosen his hold. he looks slender and small. i would not hurt him: i have no business with him. suddenly i hear the cry, "murder! help!" my heart stands still as i realize that it is frick shouting. "alive?" i wonder. i hurl the stranger aside and fire at the crawling figure of frick. the man struck my hand,--i have missed! he grapples with me, and we wrestle across the room. i try to throw him, but spying an opening between his arm and body, i thrust the revolver against his side and aim at frick, cowering behind the chair. i pull the trigger. there is a click--but no explosion! by the throat i catch the stranger, still clinging to me, when suddenly something heavy strikes me on the back of the head. sharp pains shoot through my eyes. i sink to the floor, vaguely conscious of the weapon slipping from my hands. "where is the hammer? hit him, carpenter!" confused voices ring in my ears. painfully i strive to rise. the weight of many bodies is pressing on me. now--it's frick's voice! not dead?... i crawl in the direction of the sound, dragging the struggling men with me. i must get the dagger from my pocket--i have it! repeatedly i strike with it at the legs of the man near the window. i hear frick cry out in pain--there is much shouting and stamping--my arms are pulled and twisted, and i am lifted bodily from the floor. police, clerks, workmen in overalls, surround me. an officer pulls my head back by the hair, and my eyes meet frick's. he stands in front of me, supported by several men. his face is ashen gray; the black beard is streaked with red, and blood is oozing from his neck. for an instant a strange feeling, as of shame, comes over me; but the next moment i am filled with anger at the sentiment, so unworthy of a revolutionist. with defiant hatred i look him full in the face. "mr. frick, do you identify this man as your assailant?" frick nods weakly. * * * * * the street is lined with a dense, excited crowd. a young man in civilian dress, who is accompanying the police, inquires, not unkindly: "are you hurt? you're bleeding." i pass my hand over my face. i feel no pain, but there is a peculiar sensation about my eyes. "i've lost my glasses," i remark, involuntarily. "you'll be damn lucky if you don't lose your head," an officer retorts. chapter v the third degree i the clanking of the keys grows fainter and fainter; the sound of footsteps dies away. the officers are gone. it is a relief to be alone. their insolent looks and stupid questions, insinuations and threats,--how disgusting and tiresome it all is! a sense of complete indifference possesses me. i stretch myself out on the wooden bench, running along the wall of the cell, and at once fall asleep. i awake feeling tired and chilly. all is quiet and dark around me. is it night? my hand gropes blindly, hesitantly. something wet and clammy touches my cheek. in sudden affright i draw back. the cell is damp and musty; the foul air nauseates me. slowly my foot feels the floor, drawing my body forward, all my senses on the alert. i clutch the bars. the feel of iron is reassuring. pressed close to the door, my mouth in the narrow opening, i draw quick, short breaths. i am hot, perspiring. my throat is dry to cracking; i cannot swallow. "water! i want water!" the voice frightens me. was it i that spoke? the sound rolls up; it rises from gallery to gallery, and strikes the opposite corner under the roof; now it crawls underneath, knocks in the distant hollows, and abruptly ceases. "holloa, there! whatcher in for?" the voice seems to issue at once from all sides of the corridor. but the sound relieves me. now the air feels better; it is not so difficult to breathe. i begin to distinguish the outline of a row of cells opposite mine. there are dark forms at the doors. the men within look like beasts restlessly pacing their cages. "whatcher in for?" it comes from somewhere alongside. "can't talk, eh? 'sorderly, guess." what am i in for? oh, yes! it's frick. well, i shall not stay _here_ long, anyhow. they will soon take me out--they will lean me against a wall--a slimy wall like this, perhaps. they will bandage my eyes, and the soldiers there.... no: they are going to hang me. well, i shall be glad when they take me out of here. i am so dry. i'm suffocating.... ... the upright irons of the barred door grow faint, and melt into a single line; it adjusts itself crosswise between the upper and side sills. it resembles a scaffold, and there is a man sinking the beam into the ground. he leans it carefully against the wall, and picks up a spade. now he stands with one foot in the hole. it is the carpenter! he hit me on the head. from behind, too, the coward. if he only knew what he had done. he is one of the people: we must go to them, enlighten them. i wish he'd look up. he doesn't know his real friends. he looks like a russian peasant, with his broad back. what hairy arms he has! if he would only look up.... now he sinks the beam into the ground; he is stamping down the earth. i will catch his eye as he turns around. ah, he didn't look! he has his eyes always on the ground. just like the _muzhik_. now he is taking a few steps backward, critically examining his work. he seems pleased. how peculiar the cross-piece looks. the horizontal beam seems too long; out of proportion. i hope it won't break. i remember the feeling i had when my brother once showed me the picture of a man dangling from the branch of a tree. underneath was inscribed, _the execution of stenka razin_. "didn't the branch break?" i asked. "no, sasha," mother replied, "stenka--well, he weighed nothing"; and i wondered at the peculiar look she exchanged with maxim. but mother smiled sadly at me, and wouldn't explain. then she turned to my brother: "maxim, you must not bring sashenka such pictures. he is too young." "not too young, mamotchka, to learn that stenka was a great man." "what! you young fool," father bristled with anger, "he was a murderer, a common rioter." but mother and maxim bravely defended stenka, and i was deeply incensed at father, who despotically terminated the discussion. "not another word, now! i won't hear any more of that peasant criminal." the peculiar divergence of opinion perplexed me. anybody could tell the difference between a murderer and a worthy man. why couldn't they agree? he must have been a good man, i finally decided. mother wouldn't cry over a hanged murderer: i saw her stealthily wipe her eyes as she looked at that picture. yes, stenka razin was surely a noble man. i cried myself to sleep over the unspeakable injustice, wondering how i could ever forgive "them" the killing of the good stenka, and why the weak-looking branch did not break with his weight. why didn't it break?... the scaffold they will prepare for me might break with my weight. they'll hang me like stenka, and perhaps a little boy will some day see the picture--and they will call me murderer--and only a few will know the truth--and the picture will show me hanging from.... no, they shall not hang me! my hand steals to the lapel of my coat, and a deep sense of gratification comes over me, as i feel the nitro-glycerine cartridge secure in the lining. i smile at the imaginary carpenter. useless preparations! i have, myself, prepared for the event. no, they won't hang me. my hand caresses the long, narrow tube. go ahead! make your gallows. why, the man is putting on his coat. is he done already? now he is turning around. he is looking straight at me. why, it's frick! alive?... my brain is on fire. i press my head against the bars, and groan heavily. alive? have i failed? failed?... ii heavy footsteps approach nearer; the clanking of the keys grows more distinct. i must compose myself. those mocking, unfriendly eyes shall not witness my agony. they could allay this terrible uncertainty, but i must seem indifferent. would i "take lunch with the chief"? i decline, requesting a glass of water. certainly; but the chief wishes to see me first. flanked on each side by a policeman, i pass through winding corridors, and finally ascend to the private office of the chief. my mind is busy with thoughts of escape, as i carefully note the surroundings. i am in a large, well-furnished room, the heavily curtained windows built unusually high above the floor. a brass railing separates me from the roll-top desk, at which a middle-aged man, of distinct irish type, is engaged with some papers. "good morning," he greets me, pleasantly. "have a seat," pointing to a chair inside the railing. "i understand you asked for some water?" "yes." "just a few questions first. nothing important. your pedigree, you know. mere matter of form. answer frankly, and you shall have everything you want." his manner is courteous, almost ingratiating. "now tell me, mr. berkman, what is your name? your real name, i mean." "that's my real name." "you don't mean you gave your real name on the card you sent in to mr. frick?" "i gave my real name." "and you are an agent of a new york employment firm?" "no." "that was on your card." "i wrote it to gain access to frick." "and you gave the name 'alexander berkman' to gain access?" "no. i gave my real name. whatever might happen, i did not want anyone else to be blamed." "are you a homestead striker?" "no." "why did you attack mr. frick?" "he is an enemy of the people." "you got a personal grievance against him?" "no. i consider him an enemy of the people." "where do you come from?" "from the station cell." "come, now, you may speak frankly, mr. berkman. i am your friend. i am going to give you a nice, comfortable cell. the other--" "worse than a russian prison," i interrupt, angrily. "how long did you serve there?" "where?" "in the prison in russia." "i was never before inside a cell." "come, now, mr. berkman, tell the truth." he motions to the officer behind my chair. the window curtains are drawn aside, exposing me to the full glare of the sunlight. my gaze wanders to the clock on the wall. the hour-hand points to v. the calendar on the desk reads, july-- --saturday. only three hours since my arrest? it seemed so long in the cell.... "you can be quite frank with me," the inquisitor is saying. "i know a good deal more about you than you think. we've got your friend rak-metov." with difficulty i suppress a smile at the stupidity of the intended trap. in the register of the hotel where i passed the first night in pittsburgh, i signed "rakhmetov," the name of the hero in chernishevsky's famous novel. "yes, we've got your friend, and we know all about you." "then why do you ask me?" "don't you try to be smart now. answer my questions, d'ye hear?" his manner has suddenly changed. his tone is threatening. "now answer me. where do you live?" "give me some water. i am too dry to talk." "certainly, certainly," he replies, coaxingly. "you shall have a drink. do you prefer whiskey or beer?" "i never drink whiskey, and beer very seldom. i want water." "well, you'll get it as soon as we get through. don't let us waste time, then. who are your friends?" "give me a drink." "the quicker we get through, the sooner you'll get a drink. i am having a nice cell fixed up for you, too. i want to be your friend, mr. berkman. treat me right, and i'll take care of you. now, tell me, where did you stop in pittsburgh?" "i have nothing to tell you." "answer me, or i'll--" his face is purple with rage. with clenched fist he leaps from his seat; but, suddenly controlling himself, he says, with a reassuring smile: "now be sensible, mr. berkman. you seem to be an intelligent man. why don't you talk sensibly?" "what do you want to know?" "who went with you to mr. frick's office?" impatient of the comedy, i rise with the words: "i came to pittsburgh alone. i stopped at the merchants' hotel, opposite the b. and o. depot. i signed the name rakhmetov in the register there. it's a fictitious name. my real name is alexander berkman. i went to frick's office alone. i had no helpers. that's all i have to tell you." "very good, very good. take your seat, mr. berkman. we're not in any hurry. take your seat. you may as well stay here as in the cell; it's pleasanter. but i am going to have another cell fixed up for you. just tell me, where do you stay in new york?" "i have told you all there is to tell." "now, don't be stubborn. who are your friends?" "i won't say another word." "damn you, you'll think better of it. officers, take him back. same cell." * * * * * every morning and evening, during three days, the scene is repeated by new inquisitors. they coax and threaten, they smile and rage in turn. i remain indifferent. but water is refused me, my thirst aggravated by the salty food they have given me. it consumes me, it tortures and burns my vitals through the sleepless nights passed on the hard wooden bench. the foul air of the cell is stifling. the silence of the grave torments me; my soul is in an agony of uncertainty. chapter vi the jail i the days ring with noisy clamor. there is constant going and coming. the clatter of levers, the slamming of iron doors, continually reverberates through the corridors. the dull thud of a footfall in the cell above hammers on my head with maddening regularity. in my ears is the yelling and shouting of coarse voices. "cell num-ber ee-e-lev-ven! to court! right a-way!" a prisoner hurriedly passes my door. his step is nervous, in his look expectant fear. "hurry, there! to court!" "good luck, jimmie." the man flushes and averts his face, as he passes a group of visitors clustered about an overseer. "who is that, officer?" one of the ladies advances, lorgnette in hand, and stares boldly at the prisoner. suddenly she shrinks back. a man is being led past by the guards. his face is bleeding from a deep gash, his head swathed in bandages. the officers thrust him violently into a cell. he falls heavily against the bed. "oh, don't! for jesus' sake, don't!" the shutting of the heavy door drowns his cries. the visitors crowd about the cell. "what did he do? he can't come out now, officer?" "no, ma'am. he's safe." the lady's laugh rings clear and silvery. she steps closer to the bars, eagerly peering into the darkness. a smile of exciting security plays about her mouth. "what has he done, officer?" "stole some clothes, ma'am." disdainful disappointment is on the lady's face. "where is that man who--er--we read in the papers yesterday? you know--the newspaper artist who killed--er--that girl in such a brutal manner." "oh, jack tarlin. murderers' row, this way, ladies." ii the sun is slowly nearing the blue patch of sky, visible from my cell in the western wing of the jail. i stand close to the bars to catch the cheering rays. they glide across my face with tender, soft caress, and i feel something melt within me. closer i press to the door. i long for the precious embrace to surround me, to envelop me, to pour its soft balm into my aching soul. the last rays are fading away, and something out of my heart is departing with them.... but the lengthening shadows on the gray flagstones spread quiet. gradually the clamor ceases, the sounds die out. i hear the creaking of rusty hinges, there is the click of a lock, and all is hushed and dark. * * * * * the silence grows gloomy, oppressive. it fills me with mysterious awe. it lives. it pulsates with slow, measured breathing, as of some monster. it rises and falls; approaches, recedes. it is misery asleep. now it presses heavily against my door. i hear its quickened breathing. oh, it is the guard! is it the death watch? his outline is lost in the semi-darkness, but i see the whites of his eyes. they stare at me, they watch and follow me. i feel their gaze upon me, as i nervously pace the floor. unconsciously my step quickens, but i cannot escape that glint of steel. it grimaces and mocks me. it dances before me: it is here and there, all around me. now it flits up and down; it doubles, trebles. the fearful eyes stare at me from a hundred depressions in the wall. on every side they surround me, and bar my way. i bury my head in the pillow. my sleep is restless and broken. ever the terrible gaze is upon me, watching, watching, the white eyeballs turning with my every movement. iii the line of prisoners files by my cell. they walk in twos, conversing in subdued tones. it is a motley crowd from the ends of the world. the native of the western part of the state, the "pennsylvania dutchman," of stolid mien, passes slowly, in silence. the son of southern italy, stocky and black-eyed, alert suspicion on his face, walks with quick, nervous step. the tall, slender spaniard, swarthy and of classic feature, looks about him with suppressed disdain. each, in passing, casts a furtive glance into my cell. the last in the line is a young negro, walking alone. he nods and smiles broadly at me, exposing teeth of dazzling whiteness. the guard brings up the rear. he pauses at my door, his sharp eye measuring me severely, critically. "you may fall in." the cell is unlocked, and i join the line. the negro is at my side. he loses no time in engaging me in conversation. he is very glad, he assures me, that they have at last permitted me to "fall in." it was a shame to deprive me of exercise for four days. now they will "call de night-dog off. must been afeared o' soocide," he explains. his flow of speech is incessant; he seems not a whit disconcerted by my evident disinclination to talk. would i have a cigarette? may smoke in the cell. one can buy "de weed" here, if he has "de dough"; buy anything 'cept booze. he is full of the prison gossip. that tall man there is jack tinford, of homestead--sure to swing--threw dynamite at the pinkertons. that little "dago" will keep jack company--cut his wife's throat. the "dutchy" there is "bugs"--choked his son in sleep. presently my talkative companion volunteers the information that he also is waiting for trial. nothing worse than second degree murder, though. can't hang him, he laughs gleefully. "his" man didn't "croak" till after the ninth day. he lightly waves aside my remark concerning the ninth-day superstition. he is convinced they won't hang him. "can't do't," he reiterates, with a happy grin. suddenly he changes the subject. "wat am yo doin' heah? only murdah cases on dis ah gal'ry. yuh man didn' croak!" evidently he expects no answer, immediately assuring me that i am "all right." "guess dey b'lieve it am mo' safe foah yo. but can't hang yo, can't hang yo." he grows excited over the recital of his case. minutely he describes the details. "dat big niggah, guess 'e t'ot i's afeared of 'm. he know bettah now," he chuckles. "dis ah chile am afeared of none ov'm. ah ain't. 'gwan 'way, niggah,' ah says to 'm; 'yo bettah leab mah gahl be.' an' dat big black niggah grab de cleaveh,--we's in d'otel kitchen, yo see. 'niggah, drop dat,' ah hollos, an' he come at me. den dis ah coon pull his trusty li'lle brodeh," he taps his pocket significantly, "an' ah lets de ornery niggah hab it. plum' in de belly, yassah, ah does, an' he drop his cleaveh an' ah pulls mah knife out, two inches, 'bout, an' den ah gives it half twist like, an' shoves it in 'gen." he illustrates the ghastly motion. "dat bad niggah neveh botheh _me_ 'gen, noh nobody else, ah guess. but dey can't hang me, no sah, dey can't, 'cause mah man croak two weeks later. ah's lucky, yassah, ah is." his face is wreathed in a broad grin, his teeth shimmer white. suddenly he grows serious. "yo am strikeh? no-o-o? not a steel-woikeh?" with utter amazement. "what yo wan' teh shoot frick foah?" he does not attempt to disguise his impatient incredulity, as i essay an explanation. "afeared t' tell. yo am deep all right, ahlick--dat am yuh name? but yo am right, yassah, yo am right. doan' tell nobody. dey's mos'ly crooks, dat dey am, an' dey need watchin' sho'. yo jes' membuh dat." * * * * * there is a peculiar movement in the marching line. i notice a prisoner leave his place. he casts an anxious glance around, and disappears in the niche of the cell door. the line continues on its march, and, as i near the man's hiding place, i hear him whisper, "fall back, aleck." surprised at being addressed in such familiar manner, i slow down my pace. the man is at my side. "say, berk, you don't want to be seen walking with that 'dinge.'" the sound of my shortened name grates harshly on my ear. i feel the impulse to resent the mutilation. the man's manner suggests a lack of respect, offensive to my dignity as a revolutionist. "why?" i ask, turning to look at him. he is short and stocky. the thin lips and pointed chin of the elongated face suggest the fox. he meets my gaze with a sharp look from above his smoked-glass spectacles. his voice is husky, his tone unpleasantly confidential. it is bad for a white man to be seen with a "nigger," he informs me. it will make feeling against me. he himself is a pittsburgh man for the last twenty years, but he was "born and raised" in the south, in atlanta. they have no use for "niggers" down there, he assures me. they must be taught to keep their place, and they are no good, anyway. i had better take his advice, for he is friendly disposed toward me. i must be very careful of appearances before the trial. my inexperience is quite evident, but he "knows the ropes." i must not give "them" an opportunity to say anything against me. my behavior in jail will weigh with the judge in determining my sentence. he himself expects to "get off easy." he knows some of the judges. mostly good men. he ought to know: helped to elect one of them; voted three times for him at the last election. he closes the left eye, and playfully pokes me with his elbow. he hopes he'll "get before that judge." he will, if he is lucky, he assures me. he had always had pretty good luck. last time he got off with three years, though he nearly killed "his" man. but it was in self-defence. have i got a chew of tobacco about me? don't use the weed? well, it'll be easier in the "pen." what's the pen? why, don't i know? the penitentiary, of course. i should have no fear. frick ain't going to die. but what did i want to kill the man for? i ain't no pittsburgh man, that he could see plain. what did i want to "nose in" for? help the strikers? i must be crazy to talk that way. why, it was none of my "cheese." didn't i come from new york? yes? well, then, how could the strike concern me? i must have some personal grudge against frick. ever had dealings with him? no? sure? then it's plain "bughouse," no use talking. but it's different with his case. it was his partner in business. he knew the skunk meant to cheat him out of money, and they quarreled. did i notice the dark glasses he wears? well, his eyes are bad. he only meant to scare the man. but, damn him, he croaked. curse such luck. his third offence, too. do i think the judge will have pity on him? why, he is almost blind. how did he manage to "get his man"? why, just an accidental shot. he didn't mean to-- the gong intones its deep, full bass. "all in!" the line breaks. there is a simultaneous clatter of many doors, and i am in the cell again. iv within, on the narrow stool, i find a tin pan filled with a dark-brown mixture. it is the noon meal, but the "dinner" does not look inviting: the pan is old and rusty; the smell of the soup excites suspicion. the greasy surface, dotted here and there with specks of vegetable, resembles a pool of stagnant water covered with green slime. the first taste nauseates me, and i decide to "dine" on the remnants of my breakfast--a piece of bread. * * * * * i pace the floor in agitation over the conversation with my fellow-prisoners. why can't they understand the motives that prompted my act? their manner of pitying condescension is aggravating. my attempted explanation they evidently considered a waste of effort. not a striker myself, i could and should have had no interest in the struggle,--the opinion seemed final with both the negro and the white man. in the purpose of the act they refused to see any significance,--nothing beyond the mere physical effect. it would have been a good thing if frick had died, because "he was bad." but it is "lucky" for me that he didn't die, they thought, for now "they" can't hang me. my remark that the probable consequences to myself are not to be weighed in the scale against the welfare of the people, they had met with a smile of derision, suggestive of doubt as to my sanity. it is, of course, consoling to reflect that neither of those men can properly be said to represent the people. the negro is a very inferior type of laborer; and the other--he is a _bourgeois_, "in business." he is not worth while. besides, he confessed that it is his third offence. he is a common criminal, not an honest producer. but that tall man--the homestead steel-worker whom the negro pointed out to me--oh, _he_ will understand: he is of the real people. my heart wells up in admiration of the man, as i think of his participation in the memorable struggle of homestead. he fought the pinkertons, the myrmidons of capital. perhaps he helped to dynamite the barges and drive those hessians out of town. he is tall and broad-shouldered, his face strong and determined, his body manly and powerful. he is of the true spirit; the embodiment of the great, noble people: the giant of labor grown to his full stature, conscious of his strength. fearless, strong, and proud, he will conquer all obstacles; he will break his chains and liberate mankind. v next morning, during exercise hour, i watch with beating heart for an opportunity to converse with the homestead steel-worker. i shall explain to him the motives and purpose of my attempt on frick. he will understand me; he will himself enlighten his fellow-strikers. it is very important _they_ should comprehend my act quite clearly, and he is the very man to do this great service to humanity. he is the rebel-worker; his heroism during the struggle bears witness. i hope the people will not allow the enemy to hang him. he defended the rights of the homestead workers, the cause of the whole working class. no, the people will never allow such a sacrifice. how well he carries himself! erect, head high, the look of conscious dignity and strength-- "cell num-b-ber fi-i-ve!" the prisoner with the smoked glasses leaves the line, and advances in response to the guard's call. quickly i pass along the gallery, and fall into the vacant place, alongside of the steel-worker. "a happy chance," i address him. "i should like to speak to you about something important. you are one of the homestead strikers, are you not?" "jack tinford," he introduces himself. "what's your name?" he is visibly startled by my answer. "the man who shot frick?" he asks. an expression of deep anxiety crosses his face. his eye wanders to the gate. through the wire network i observe visitors approaching from the warden's office. "they'd better not see us together," he says, impatiently. "fall in back of me. then we'll talk." pained at his manner, yet not fully realizing its significance, i slowly fall back. his tall, broad figure completely hides me from view. he speaks to me in monosyllables, unwillingly. at the mention of homestead he grows more communicative, talking in an undertone, as if conversing with his neighbor, the sicilian, who does not understand a syllable of english. i strain my ear to catch his words. the steel-workers merely defended themselves against armed invaders, i hear him say. they are not on strike: they've been locked out by frick, because he wants to non-unionize the works. that's why he broke the contract with the amalgamated, and hired the damned pinkertons two months before, when all was peace. they shot many workers from the barges before the millmen "got after them." they deserved roasting alive for their unprovoked murders. well, the men "fixed them all right." some were killed, others committed suicide on the burning barges, and the rest were forced to surrender like whipped curs. a grand victory all right, if that coward of a sheriff hadn't got the governor to send the militia to homestead. but it was a victory, you bet, for the boys to get the best of three hundred armed pinkertons. he himself, though, had nothing to do with the fight. he was sick at the time. they're trying to get the pinkertons to swear his life away. one of the hounds has already made an affidavit that he saw him, jack tinford, throw dynamite at the barges, before the pinkertons landed. but never mind, he is not afraid. no pittsburgh jury will believe those lying murderers. he was in his sweetheart's house, sick abed. the girl and her mother will prove an alibi for him. and the advisory committee of the amalgamated, too. they know he wasn't on the shore. they'll swear to it in court, anyhow-- abruptly he ceases, a look of fear on his face. for a moment he is lost in thought. then he gives me a searching look, and smiles at me. as we turn the corner of the walk, he whispers: "too bad you didn't kill him. some business misunderstanding, eh?" he adds, aloud. could he be serious, i wonder. does he only pretend? he faces straight ahead, and i am unable to see his expression. i begin the careful explanation i had prepared: "jack, it was for you, for your people that i--" impatiently, angrily he interrupts me. i'd better be careful not to talk that way in court, he warns me. if frick should die, i'd hang myself with such "gab." and it would only harm the steel-workers. they don't believe in killing; they respect the law. of course, they had a right to defend their homes and families against unlawful invaders. but they welcomed the militia to homestead. they showed their respect for authority. to be sure, frick deserves to die. he is a murderer. but the mill-workers will have nothing to do with anarchists. what did i want to kill him for, anyhow? i did not belong to the homestead men. it was none of my business. i had better not say anything about it in court, or-- the gong tolls. "all in!" vi i pass a sleepless night. the events of the day have stirred me to the very depths. bitterness and anger against the homestead striker fill my heart. my hero of yesterday, the hero of the glorious struggle of the people,--how contemptible he has proved himself, how cravenly small! no consciousness of the great mission of his class, no proud realization of the part he himself had acted in the noble struggle. a cowardly, overgrown boy, terrified at to-morrow's punishment for the prank he has played! meanly concerned only with his own safety, and willing to resort to lying, in order to escape responsibility. the very thought is appalling. it is a sacrilege, an insult to the holy cause, to the people. to myself, too. not that lying is to be condemned, provided it is in the interest of the cause. all means are justified in the war of humanity against its enemies. indeed, the more repugnant the means, the stronger the test of one's nobility and devotion. all great revolutionists have proved that. there is no more striking example in the annals of the russian movement than that peerless nihilist--what was his name? why, how peculiar that it should escape me just now! i knew it so well. he undermined the winter palace, beneath the very dining-room of the tsar. what debasement, what terrible indignities he had to endure in the rôle of the servile, simple-minded peasant carpenter. how his proud spirit must have suffered, for weeks and months,--all for the sake of his great purpose. wonderful man! to be worthy of your comradeship.... but this homestead worker, what a pigmy by comparison. he is absorbed in the single thought of saving himself, the traitor. a veritable judas, preparing to forswear his people and their cause, willing to lie and deny his participation. how proud i should be in his place: to have fought on the barricades, as he did! and then to die for it,--ah, could there be a more glorious fate for a man, a real man? to serve even as the least stone in the foundation of a free society, or as a plank in the bridge across which the triumphant people shall finally pass into the land of promise? a plank in the bridge.... in the _most_.[ ] what a significant name! how it impressed me the first time i heard it! no, i saw it in print, i remember quite clearly. mother had just died. i was dreaming of the new world, the land of freedom. eagerly i read every line of "american news." one day, in the little kovno library--how distinctly it all comes back to me--i can see myself sitting there, perusing the papers. must get acquainted with the country. what is this? "anarchists hanged in chicago." there are many names--one is "most." "what is an anarchist?" i whisper to the student near by. he is from peter,[ ] he will know. "s--sh! same as nihilists." "in free america?" i wondered. [ ] russian for "bridge." [ ] popular abbreviation of st. petersburg. how little i knew of america then! a free country, indeed, that hangs its noblest men. and the misery, the exploitation,--it's terrible. i must mention all this in court, in my defence. no, not defence--some fitter word. explanation! yes, my explanation. i need no defence: i don't consider myself guilty. what did the warden mean? fool for a client, he said, when i told him that i would refuse legal aid. he thinks i am a fool. well, he's a _bourgeois_, he can't understand. i'll tell him to leave me alone. he belongs to the enemy. the lawyers, too. they are all in the capitalist camp. i need no lawyers. they couldn't explain my case. i shall not talk to the reporters, either. they are a lying pack, those journalistic hounds of capitalism. they always misrepresent us. and they know better, too. they wrote columns of interviews with most when he went to prison. all lies. i saw him off myself; he didn't say a word to them. they are our worst enemies. the warden said that they'll come to see me to-morrow. i'll have nothing to say to them. they're sure to twist my words, and thus impair the effect of my act. it is not complete without my explanation. i shall prepare it very carefully. of course, the jury won't understand. they, too, belong to the capitalist class. but i must use the trial to talk to the people. to be sure, an _attentat_ on a frick is in itself splendid propaganda. it combines the value of example with terroristic effect. but very much depends upon my explanation. it offers me a rare opportunity for a broader agitation of our ideas. the comrades outside will also use my act for propaganda. the people misunderstand us: they have been prejudiced by the capitalist press. they must be enlightened; that is our glorious task. very difficult and slow work, it is true; but they will learn. their patience will break, and then--the good people, they have always been too kind to their enemies. and brave, even in their suffering. yes, very brave. not like that fellow, the steel-worker. he is a disgrace to homestead, the traitor.... * * * * * i pace the cell in agitation. the judas-striker is not fit to live. perhaps it would be best they should hang him. his death would help to open the eyes of the people to the real character of legal justice. legal justice--what a travesty! they are mutually exclusive terms. yes, indeed, it would be best he should be hanged. the pinkerton will testify against him. he saw jack throw dynamite. very good. perhaps others will also swear to it. the judge will believe the pinkertons. yes, they will hang him. the thought somewhat soothes my perturbation. at least the cause of the people will benefit to some extent. the man himself is not to be considered. he has ceased to exist: his interests are exclusively personal; he can be of no further benefit to the people. only his death can aid the cause. it is best for him to end his career in the service of humanity. i hope he will act like a man on the scaffold. the enemy should not gloat over his fear, his craven terror. they'll see in him the spirit of the people. of course, he is not worthy of it. but he must die like a rebel-worker, bravely, defiantly. i must speak to him about it. the deep bass of the gong dispels my reverie. vii there is a distinct sense of freedom in the solitude of the night. the day's atmosphere is surcharged with noisome anxiety, the hours laden with impending terrors. but the night is soothing. for the first time i feel alone, unobserved. the "night-dog has been called off." how refinedly brutal is this constant care lest the hangman be robbed of his prey! a simple precaution against suicide, the warden told me. i felt the naïve stupidity of the suggestion like the thrust of a dagger. what a tremendous chasm in our mental attitudes! his mind cannot grasp the impossibility of suicide before i have explained to the people the motive and purpose of my act. suicide? as if the mere death of frick was my object! the very thought is impossible, insulting. it outrages me that even a _bourgeois_ should so meanly misjudge the aspirations of an active revolutionist. the insignificant reptile, frick,--as if the mere man were worth a terroristic effort! i aimed at the many-headed hydra whose visible representative was frick. the homestead developments had given him temporary prominence, thrown this particular hydra-head into bold relief, so to speak. that alone made him worthy of the revolutionist's attention. primarily, as an object lesson; it would strike terror into the soul of his class. they are craven-hearted, their conscience weighted with guilt,--and life is dear to them. their strangling hold on labor might be loosened. only for a while, no doubt. but that much would be gained, due to the act of the _attentäter_. the people could not fail to realize the depth of a love that will give its own life for their cause. to give a young life, full of health and vitality, to give all, without a thought of self; to give all, voluntarily, cheerfully; nay, enthusiastically--could any one fail to understand such a love? but this is the first terrorist act in america. the people may fail to comprehend it thoroughly. yet they will know that an anarchist committed the deed. i will talk to them from the courtroom. and my comrades at liberty will use the opportunity to the utmost to shed light on the questions involved. such a deed must draw the attention of the world. this first act of voluntary anarchist sacrifice will make the workingmen think deeply. perhaps even more so than the chicago martyrdom. the latter was preëminently a lesson in capitalist justice. the culmination of a plutocratic conspiracy, the tragedy of lacked the element of voluntary anarchist self-sacrifice in the interests of the people. in that distinctive quality my act is initial. perhaps it will prove the entering wedge. the leaven of growing oppression is at work. it is for us, the anarchists, to educate labor to its great mission. let the world learn of the misery of homestead. the sudden thunderclap gives warning that beyond the calm horizon the storm is gathering. the lightning of social protest-- * * * * * "quick, ahlick! plant it." something white flutters between the bars. hastily i read the newspaper clipping. glorious! who would have expected it? a soldier in one of the regiments stationed at homestead called upon the line to give "three cheers for the man who shot frick." my soul overflows with beautiful hopes. such a wonderful spirit among the militia; perhaps the soldiers will fraternize with the strikers. it is by no means an impossibility: such things have happened before. after all, they are of the people, mostly workingmen. their interests are identical with those of the strikers, and surely they hate frick, who is universally condemned for his brutality, his arrogance. this soldier--what is his name? iams, w. l. iams--he typifies the best feeling of the regiment. the others probably lack his courage. they feared to respond to his cheers, especially because of the colonel's presence. but undoubtedly most of them feel as iams does. it would be dangerous for the enemy to rely upon the tenth pennsylvania. and in the other homestead regiments, there must also be such noble iamses. they will not permit their comrade to be court-martialed, as the colonel threatens. iams is not merely a militia man. he is a citizen, a native. he has the right to express his opinion regarding my deed. if he had condemned it, he would not be punished. may he not, then, voice a favorable sentiment? no, they can't punish him. and he is surely very popular among the soldiers. how manfully he behaved as the colonel raged before the regiment, and demanded to know who cheered for "the assassin of mr. frick," as the imbecile put it. iams stepped out of the ranks, and boldly avowed his act. he could have remained silent, or denied it. but he is evidently not like that cowardly steel-worker. he even refused the colonel's offer to apologize. brave boy! he is the right material for a revolutionist. such a man has no business to belong to the militia. he should know for what purpose it is intended: a tool of capitalism in the enslavement of labor. after all, it will benefit him to be court-martialed. it will enlighten him. i must follow the case. perhaps the negro will give me more clippings. it was very generous of him to risk this act of friendship. the warden has expressly interdicted the passing of newspapers to me, though the other prisoners are permitted to buy them. he discriminates against me in every possible way. a rank ignoramus: he cannot even pronounce "anarchist." yesterday he said to me: "the anachrists are no good. what do they want, anyhow?" i replied, angrily: "first you say they are no good, then you ask what they want." he flushed. "got no use for them, anyway." such an imbecile! not the least sense of justice--he condemns without knowing. i believe he is aiding the detectives. why does he insist i should plead guilty? i have repeatedly told him that, though i do not deny the act, i am innocent. the stupid laughed outright. "better plead guilty, you'll get off easier. you did it, so better plead guilty." in vain i strove to explain to him: "i don't believe in your laws, i don't acknowledge the authority of your courts. i am innocent, morally." the aggravating smile of condescending wisdom kept playing about his lips. "plead guilty. take my advice, plead guilty." * * * * * instinctively i sense some presence at the door. the small, cunning eyes of the warden peer intently through the bars. i feel him an enemy. well, he may have the clipping now if he wishes. but no torture shall draw from me an admission incriminating the negro. the name rakhmetov flits through my mind. i shall be true to that memory. "a gentleman in my office wishes to see you," the warden informs me. "who is he?" "a friend of yours, from pittsburgh." "i know no one in pittsburgh. i don't care to see the man." the warden's suave insistence arouses my suspicions. why should he be so much interested in my seeing a stranger? visits are privileges, i have been told. i decline the privilege. but the warden insists. i refuse. finally he orders me out of the cell. two guards lead me into the hallway. they halt me at the head of a line of a dozen men. six are counted off, and i am assigned to the seventh place. i notice that i am the only one in the line wearing glasses. the warden enters from an inner office, accompanied by three visitors. they pass down the row, scrutinizing each face. they return, their gaze fixed on the men. one of the strangers makes a motion as if to put his hand on the shoulder of the man on my left. the warden hastily calls the visitors aside. they converse in whispers, then walk up the line, and pass slowly back, till they are alongside of me. the tall stranger puts his hand familiarly on my shoulder, exclaiming: "don't you recognize me, mr. berkman? i met you on fifth avenue, right in front of the telegraph building."[ ] [ ] the building in which the offices of the carnegie company were located. "i never saw you before in my life." "oh, yes! you remember i spoke to you--" "no, you did not," i interrupt, impatiently. "take him back," the warden commands. i protest against the perfidious proceeding. "a positive identification," the warden asserts. the detective had seen me "in the company of two friends, inspecting the office of mr. frick." indignantly i deny the false statement, charging him with abetting the conspiracy to involve my comrades. he grows livid with rage, and orders me deprived of exercise that afternoon. * * * * * the warden's rôle in the police plot is now apparent to me. i realize him in his true colors. ignorant though he is, familiarity with police methods has developed in him a certain shrewdness: the low cunning of the fox seeking its prey. the good-natured smile masks a depth of malice, his crude vanity glorying in the successful abuse of his wardenship over unfortunate human beings. this new appreciation of his character clarifies various incidents heretofore puzzling to me. my mail is being detained at the office, i am sure. it is impossible that my new york comrades should have neglected me so long: it is now over a week since my arrest. as a matter of due precaution, they would not communicate with me at once. but two or three days would be sufficient to perfect a _deckadresse_.[ ] yet not a line has reached me from them. it is evident that my mail is being detained. [ ] a "disguise" address, to mask the identity of the correspondent. my reflections rouse bitter hatred of the warden. his infamy fills me with rage. the negro's warning against the occupant of the next cell assumes a new aspect. undoubtedly the man is a spy; placed there by the warden, evidently. little incidents, insignificant in themselves, add strong proof to justify the suspicion. it grows to conviction as i review various circumstances concerning my neighbor. the questions i deemed foolish, prompted by mere curiosity, i now see in the light of the warden's rôle as volunteer detective. the young negro was sent to the dungeon for warning me against the spy in the next cell. but the latter is never reported, notwithstanding his continual knocking and talking. specially privileged, evidently. and the warden, too, is hand-in-glove with the police. i am convinced he himself caused the writing of those letters he gave me yesterday. they were postmarked homestead, from a pretended striker. they want to blow up the mills, the letter said; good bombs are needed. i should send them the addresses of my friends who know how to make effective explosives. what a stupid trap! one of the epistles sought to involve some of the strike leaders in my act. in another, john most was mentioned. well, i am not to be caught with such chaff. but i must be on my guard. it is best i should decline to accept mail. they withhold the letters of my friends, anyhow. yes, i'll refuse all mail. * * * * * i feel myself surrounded by enemies, open and secret. not a single being here i may call friend; except the negro, who, i know, wishes me well. i hope he will give me more clippings,--perhaps there will be news of my comrades. i'll try to "fall in" with him at exercise to-morrow.... oh! they are handing out tracts. to-morrow is sunday,--no exercise! viii the lord's day is honored by depriving the prisoners of dinner. a scanty allowance of bread, with a tincupful of black, unsweetened coffee, constitutes breakfast. supper is a repetition of the morning meal, except that the coffee looks thinner, the tincup more rusty. i force myself to swallow a mouthful by shutting my eyes. it tastes like greasy dishwater, with a bitter suggestion of burnt bread. exercise is also abolished on the sacred day. the atmosphere is pervaded with the gloom of unbroken silence. in the afternoon, i hear the creaking of the inner gate. there is much swishing of dresses: the good ladies of the tracts are being seated. the doors on murderers' row are opened partly, at a fifteen-degree angle. the prisoners remain in their cells, with the guards stationed at the gallery entrances. all is silent. i can hear the beating of my heart in the oppressive quiet. a faint shadow crosses the darksome floor; now it oscillates on the bars. i hear the muffled fall of felt-soled steps. silently the turnkey passes the cell, like a flitting mystery casting its shadow athwart a troubled soul. i catch the glint of a revolver protruding from his pocket. suddenly the sweet strains of a violin resound in the corridor. female voices swell the melody, "nearer my god to thee, nearer to thee." slowly the volume expands; it rises, grows more resonant in contact with the gallery floor, and echoes in my cell, "nearer to thee, to thee." the sounds die away. a deep male voice utters, "let us pray." its metallic hardness rings like a command. the guards stand with lowered heads. their lips mumble after the invisible speaker, "our father who art in heaven, give us this day our daily bread.... forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those that trespass against us----" "like hell you do!" some one shouts from the upper gallery. there is suppressed giggling in the cells. pellmell the officers rush up the stairs. the uproar increases. "order!" yells and catcalls drown the warden's voice. doors are violently opened and shut. the thunder of rattling iron is deafening. suddenly all is quiet: the guards have reached the galleries. only hasty tiptoeing is heard. the offender cannot be found. the gong rings the supper hour. the prisoners stand at the doors, cup in hand, ready to receive the coffee. "give the s---- of b---- no supper! no supper!" roars the warden. sabbath benediction! the levers are pulled, and we are locked in for the night. ix in agitation i pace the cell. frick didn't die! he has almost recovered. i have positive information: the "blind" prisoner gave me the clipping during exercise. "you're a poor shot," he teased me. the poignancy of the disappointment pierces my heart. i feel it with the intensity of a catastrophe. my imprisonment, the vexations of jail life, the future--all is submerged in the flood of misery at the realization of my failure. bitter thoughts crowd my mind; self-accusation overwhelms me. i failed! failed!... it might have been different, had i gone to frick's residence. it was my original intention, too. but the house in the east end was guarded. besides, i had no time to wait: that very morning the papers had announced frick's intended visit to new york. i was determined he should not escape me. i resolved to act at once. it was mainly his cowardice that saved him--he hid under the chair! played dead! and now he lives, the vampire.... and homestead? how will it affect conditions there? if frick had died, carnegie would have hastened to settle with the strikers. the shrewd scot only made use of frick to destroy the hated union. he himself was absent, he could not be held accountable. the author of "triumphant democracy" is sensitive to adverse criticism. with the elimination of frick, responsibility for homestead conditions would rest with carnegie. to support his rôle as the friend of labor, he must needs terminate the sanguinary struggle. such a development of affairs would have greatly advanced the anarchist propaganda. however some may condemn my act, the workers could not be blind to the actual situation, and the practical effects of frick's death. but his recovery.... yet, who can tell? it may perhaps have the same results. if not, the strike was virtually lost when the steel-workers permitted the militia to take possession of homestead. it afforded the company an opportunity to fill the mills with scabs. but even if the strike be lost,--our propaganda is the chief consideration. the homestead workers are but a very small part of the american working class. important as this great struggle is, the cause of the whole people is supreme. and their true cause is anarchism. all other issues are merged in it; it alone will solve the labor problem. no other consideration deserves attention. the suffering of individuals, of large masses, indeed, is unavoidable under capitalist conditions. poverty and wretchedness must constantly increase; it is inevitable. a revolutionist cannot be influenced by mere sentimentality. we bleed for the people, we suffer for them, but we know the real source of their misery. our whole civilization, false to the core as it is, must be destroyed, to be born anew. only with the abolition of exploitation will labor gain justice. anarchism alone can save the world. these reflections somewhat soothe me. my failure to accomplish the desired result is grievously exasperating, and i feel deeply humiliated. but i shall be the sole sufferer. properly viewed, the merely physical result of my act cannot affect its propagandistic value; and that is, always, the supreme consideration. the chief purpose of my _attentat_ was to call attention to our social iniquities; to arouse a vital interest in the sufferings of the people by an act of self-sacrifice; to stimulate discussion regarding the cause and purpose of the act, and thus bring the teachings of anarchism before the world. the homestead situation offered the psychologic social moment. what matter the personal consequences to frick? the merely physical results of my _attentat_? the conditions necessary for propaganda are there: the act is accomplished. as to myself--my disappointment is bitter, indeed. i wanted to die for the cause. but now they will send me to prison--they will bury me alive.... involuntarily my hand reaches for the lapel of my coat, when suddenly i remember my great loss. in agony, i live through again the scene in the police station, on the third day after my arrest.... rough hands seize my arms, and i am forced into a chair. my head is thrust violently backward, and i face the chief. he clutches me by the throat. "open your mouth! damn you, open your mouth!" everything is whirling before me, the desk is circling the room, the bloodshot eyes of the chief gaze at me from the floor, his feet flung high in the air, and everything is whirling, whirling.... "now, doc, quick!" there is a sharp sting in my tongue, my jaws are gripped as by a vise, and my mouth is torn open. "what d'ye think of _that_, eh?" the chief stands before me, in his hand the dynamite cartridge. "what's this?" he demands, with an oath. "candy," i reply, defiantly. x how full of anxiety these two weeks have been! still no news of my comrades. the warden is not offering me any more mail; he evidently regards my last refusal as final. but i am now permitted to purchase papers; they may contain something about my friends. if i could only learn what propaganda is being made out of my act, and what the girl and fedya are doing! i long to know what is happening with them. but my interest is merely that of the revolutionist. they are so far away,--i do not count among the living. on the outside, everything seems to continue as usual, as if nothing had happened. frick is quite well now; at his desk again, the press reports. nothing else of importance. the police seem to have given up their hunt. how ridiculous the chief has made himself by kidnaping my friend mollock, the new york baker! the impudence of the authorities, to decoy an unsuspecting workingman across the state line, and then arrest him as my accomplice! i suppose he is the only anarchist the stupid chief could find. my negro friend informed me of the kidnaping last week. but i felt no anxiety: i knew the "silent baker" would prove deaf and dumb. not a word, could they draw from him. mollock's discharge by the magistrate put the chief in a very ludicrous position. now he is thirsting for revenge, and probably seeking a victim nearer home, in allegheny. but if the comrades preserve silence, all will be well, for i was careful to leave no clew. i had told them that my destination was chicago, where i expected to secure a position. i can depend on bauer and nold. but that man e., whom i found living in the same house with nold, impressed me as rather unreliable. i thought there was something of the hang-dog look about him. i should certainly not trust him, and i'm afraid he might compromise the others. why are they friendly, i wonder. he is probably not even a comrade. the allegheny anarchists should have nothing in common with him. it is not well for us to associate with the _bourgeois_-minded. * * * * * my meditation is interrupted by a guard, who informs me that i am "wanted at the office." there is a letter for me, but some postage is due on it. would i pay? "a trap," it flits through my mind, as i accompany the overseer. i shall persist in my refusal to accept decoy mail. "more letters from homestead?" i turn to the warden. he quickly suppresses a smile. "no, it is postmarked, brooklyn, n. y." i glance at the envelope. the writing is apparently a woman's, but the chirography is smaller than the girl's. i yearn for news of her. the letter is from brooklyn--perhaps a _deckadresse_! "i'll take the letter, warden." "all right. you will open it here." "then i don't want it." i start from the office; when the warden detains me: "take the letter along, but within ten minutes you must return it to me. you may go now." i hasten to the cell. if there is anything important in the letter, i shall destroy it: i owe the enemy no obligations. as with trembling hand i tear open the envelope, a paper dollar flutters to the floor. i glance at the signature, but the name is unfamiliar. anxiously i scan the lines. an unknown sympathizer sends greetings, in the name of humanity. "i am not an anarchist," i read, "but i wish you well. my sympathy, however, is with the man, not with the act. i cannot justify your attempt. life, human life, especially, is sacred. none has the right to take what he cannot give." * * * * * i pass a troubled night. my mind struggles with the problem presented so unexpectedly. can any one understanding my motives, doubt the justification of the _attentat_? the legal aspect aside, can the morality of the act be questioned? it is impossible to confound law with right; they are opposites. the law is immoral: it is the conspiracy of rulers and priests against the workers, to continue their subjection. to be law-abiding means to acquiesce, if not directly participate, in that conspiracy. a revolutionist is the truly moral man: to him the interests of humanity are supreme; to advance them, his sole aim in life. government, with its laws, is the common enemy. all weapons are justifiable in the noble struggle of the people against this terrible curse. the law! it is the arch-crime of the centuries. the path of man is soaked with the blood it has shed. can this great criminal determine right? is a revolutionist to respect such a travesty? it would mean the perpetuation of human slavery. no, the revolutionist owes no duty to capitalist morality. he is the soldier of humanity. he has consecrated his life to the people in their great struggle. it is a bitter war. the revolutionist cannot shrink from the service it imposes upon him. aye, even the duty of death. cheerfully and joyfully he would die a thousand times to hasten the triumph of liberty. his life belongs to the people. he has no right to live or enjoy while others suffer. * * * * * how often we had discussed this, fedya and i. he was somewhat inclined to sybaritism; not quite emancipated from the tendencies of his _bourgeois_ youth. once in new york--i shall never forget--at the time when our circle had just begun the publication of the first jewish anarchist paper in america, we came to blows. we, the most intimate friends; yes, actually came to blows. nobody would have believed it. they used to call us the twins. if i happened to appear anywhere alone, they would inquire, anxiously, "what is the matter? is your chum sick?" it was so unusual; we were each other's shadow. but one day i struck him. he had outraged my most sacred feelings: to spend twenty cents for a meal! it was not mere extravagance; it was positively a crime, incredible in a revolutionist. i could not forgive him for months. even now,--two years have passed,--yet a certain feeling of resentment still remains with me. what right had a revolutionist to such self-indulgence? the movement needed aid; every cent was valuable. to spend twenty cents for a single meal! he was a traitor to the cause. true, it was his first meal in two days, and we were economizing on rent by sleeping in the parks. he had worked hard, too, to earn the money. but he should have known that he had no right to his earnings while the movement stood in such need of funds. his defence was unspeakably aggravating: he had earned ten dollars that week--he had given seven into the paper's treasury--he needed three dollars for his week's expenses--his shoes were torn, too. i had no patience with such arguments. they merely proved his _bourgeois_ predilections. personal comforts could not be of any consideration to a true revolutionist. it was a question of the movement; _its_ needs, the first issue. every penny spent for ourselves was so much taken from the cause. true, the revolutionist must live. but luxury is a crime; worse, a weakness. one could exist on five cents a day. twenty cents for a single meal! incredible. it was robbery. poor twin! he was deeply grieved, but he knew that i was merely just. the revolutionist has no personal right to anything. everything he has or earns belongs to the cause. everything, even his affections. indeed, these especially. he must not become too much attached to anything. he should guard against strong love or passion. the people should be his only great love, his supreme passion. mere human sentiment is unworthy of the real revolutionist: he lives for humanity, and he must ever be ready to respond to its call. the soldier of revolution must not be lured from the field of battle by the siren song of love. great danger lurks in such weakness. the russian tyrant has frequently attempted to bait his prey with a beautiful woman. our comrades there are careful not to associate with any woman, except of proved revolutionary character. aye, her mere passive interest in the cause is not sufficient. love may transform her into a delilah to shear one's strength. only with a woman consecrated to active participation may the revolutionist associate. their perfect comradeship would prove a mutual inspiration, a source of increased strength. equals, thoroughly solidaric, they would the more successfully serve the cause of the people. countless russian women bear witness--sophia perovskaya, vera figner, zassulitch, and many other heroic martyrs, tortured in the casemates of schlüsselburg, buried alive in the petropavlovka. what devotion, what fortitude! perfect comrades they were, often stronger than the men. brave, noble women that fill the prisons and _étapes_, tramp the toilsome road.... the siberian steppe rises before me. its broad expanse shimmers in the sun's rays, and blinds the eye with white brilliancy. the endless monotony agonizes the sight, and stupefies the brain. it breathes the chill of death into the heart, and grips the soul with the terror of madness. in vain the eye seeks relief from the white monster that slowly tightens his embrace, and threatens to swallow you in his frozen depth.... there, in the distance, where the blue meets the white, a heavy line of crimson dyes the surface. it winds along the virgin bosom, grows redder and deeper, and ascends the mountain in a dark ribbon, twining and wreathing its course in lengthening pain, now disappearing in the hollow, and again rising on the height. behold a man and a woman, hand in hand, their heads bent, on their shoulders a heavy cross, slowly toiling the upward way, and behind them others, men and women, young and old, all weary with the heavy task, trudging along the dismal desert, amid death and silence, save for the mournful clank, clank of the chains.... * * * * * "get out now. exercise!" * * * * * as in a dream i walk along the gallery. the voice of my exercise mate sounds dully in my ears. i do not understand what he is saying. does he know about the nihilists, i wonder? "billy, have you ever read anything about nihilists?" "sure, berk. when i done my last bit in the dump below, a guy lent me a book. a corker, too, it was. let's see, what you call 'em again?" "nihilists." "yes, sure. about some nihirists. the book's called aivan strodjoff." "what was the name?" "somethin' like that. aivan strodjoff or strogoff." "oh, you mean ivan strogov, don't you?" "that's it. funny names them foreigners have. a fellow needs a cast-iron jaw to say it every day. but the story was a corker all right. about a rooshan patriot or something. he was hot stuff, i tell you. overheard a plot to kill th' king by them fellows--er--what's you call 'em?" "nihilists?" "yep. nihilist plot, you know. well, they wants to kill his nibs and all the dookes, to make one of their own crowd king. see? foxy fellows, you bet. but aivan was too much for 'em. he plays detective. gets in all kinds of scrapes, and some one burns his eyes out. but he's game. i don't remember how it all ends, but--" "i know the story. it's trash. it doesn't tell the truth about--" "oh, t'hell with it! say, berk, d'ye think they'll hang me? won't the judge sympathize with a blind man? look at me eyes. pretty near blind, swear to god, i am. won't hang a blind man, will they?" the pitiful appeal goes to my heart, and i assure him they will not hang a blind man. his eyes brighten, his face grows radiant with hope. why does he love life so, i wonder. of what value is it without a high purpose, uninspired by revolutionary ideals? he is small and cowardly: he lies to save his neck. there is nothing at all wrong with his eyes. but why should _i_ lie for his sake? my conscience smites me for the moment of weakness. i should not allow inane sentimentality to influence me: it is beneath the revolutionist. "billy," i say with some asperity, "many innocent people have been hanged. the nihilists, for instance--" "oh, damn 'em! what do _i_ care about 'em! will they hang _me_, that's what i want to know." "may be they will," i reply, irritated at the profanation of my ideal. a look of terror spreads over his face. his eyes are fastened upon me, his lips parted. "yes," i continue, "perhaps they will hang you. many innocent men have suffered such a fate. i don't think you are innocent, either; nor blind. you don't need those glasses; there is nothing the matter with your eyes. now understand, billy, i don't want them to hang you. i don't believe in hanging. but i must tell you the truth, and you'd better be ready for the worst." gradually the look of fear fades from his face. rage suffuses his cheeks with spots of dark red. "you're crazy! what's the use talkin' to you, anyhow? you are a damn anarchist. i'm a good catholic, i want you to know that! i haven't always did right, but the good father confessed me last week. i'm no damn murderer like you, see? it was an accident. i'm pretty near blind, and this is a christian country, thank god! they won't hang a blind man. don't you ever talk to _me_ again!" xi the days and weeks pass in wearying monotony, broken only by my anxiety about the approaching trial. it is part of the designed cruelty to keep me ignorant of the precise date. "hold yourself ready. you may be called any time," the warden had said. but the shadows are lengthening, the days come and go, and still my name has not appeared on the court calendar. why this torture? let me have over with it. my mission is almost accomplished,--the explanation in court, and then my life is done. i shall never again have an opportunity to work for the cause. i may therefore leave the world. i should die content, but for the partial failure of my plans. the bitterness of disappointment is gnawing at my heart. yet why? the physical results of my act cannot affect its propagandistic value. why, then, these regrets? i should rise above them. but the gibes of officers and prisoners wound me. "bad shot, ain't you?" they do not dream how keen their thoughtless thrusts. i smile and try to appear indifferent, while my heart bleeds. why should i, the revolutionist, be moved by such remarks? it is weakness. they are so far beneath me; they live in the swamp of their narrow personal interests; they cannot understand. and yet the croaking of the frogs may reach the eagle's aerie, and disturb the peace of the heights. * * * * * the "trusty" passes along the gallery. he walks slowly, dusting the iron railing, then turns to give my door a few light strokes with the cat-o'-many-tails. leaning against the outer wall, he stoops low, pretending to wipe the doorsill,--there is a quick movement of his hand, and a little roll of white is shot between the lower bars, falling at my feet. "a stiff," he whispers. indifferently i pick up the note. i know no one in the jail; it is probably some poor fellow asking for cigarettes. placing the roll between the pages of a newspaper, i am surprised to find it in german. from whom can it be? i turn to the signature. carl nold? it's impossible; it's a trap! no, but that handwriting,--i could not mistake it: the small, clear chirography is undoubtedly nold's. but how did he smuggle in this note? i feel the blood rush to my head as my eye flits over the penciled lines: bauer and he are arrested; they are in the jail now, charged with conspiracy to kill frick; detectives swore they met them in my company, in front of the frick office building. they have engaged a lawyer, the note runs on. would i accept his services? i probably have no money, and i shouldn't expect any from new york, because most--what's this?--because most has repudiated the act-- the gong tolls the exercise hour. with difficulty i walk to the gallery. i feel feverish: my feet drag heavily, and i stumble against the railing. "is yo sick, ahlick?" it must be the negro's voice. my throat is dry; my lips refuse to move. hazily i see the guard approach. he walks me to the cell, and lowers the berth. "you may lie down." the lock clicks, and i'm alone. * * * * * the line marches past, up and down, up and down. the regular footfall beats against my brain like hammer strokes. when will they stop? my head aches dreadfully--i am glad i don't have to walk--it was good of the negro to call the guard--i felt so sick. what was it? oh, the note! where is it? the possibility of loss dismays me. hastily i pick the newspaper up from the floor. with trembling hands i turn the leaves. ah, it's here! if i had not found it, i vaguely wonder, were the thing mere fancy? the sight of the crumpled paper fills me with dread. nold and bauer here! perhaps--if they act discreetly--all will be well. they are innocent; they can prove it. but most! how can it be possible? of course, he was displeased when i began to associate with the autonomists. but how can that make any difference? at such a time! what matter personal likes and dislikes to a revolutionist, to a most--the hero of my first years in america, the name that stirred my soul in that little library in kovno--most, the bridge of liberty! my teacher--the author of the _kriegswissenschaft_--the ideal revolutionist--he to denounce me, to repudiate propaganda by deed? it's incredible! i cannot believe it. the girl will not fail to write to me about it. i'll wait till i hear from her. but, then, nold is himself a great admirer of most; he would not say anything derogatory, unless fully convinced that it is true. yet--it is barely conceivable. how explain such a change in most? to forswear his whole past, his glorious past! he was always so proud of it, and of his extreme revolutionism. some tremendous motive must be back of such apostasy. it has no parallel in anarchist annals. but what can it be? how boldly he acted during the haymarket tragedy--publicly advised the use of violence to avenge the capitalist conspiracy. he must have realized the danger of the speech for which he was later doomed to blackwell's island. i remember his defiant manner on the way to prison. how i admired his strong spirit, as i accompanied him on the last ride! that was only a little over a year ago, and he is just out a few months. perhaps--is it possible? a coward? has that prison experience influenced his present attitude? why, it is terrible to think of most--a coward? he who has devoted his entire life to the cause, sacrificed his seat in the reichstag because of uncompromising honesty, stood in the forefront all his life, faced peril and danger,--_he_ a coward? yet, it is impossible that he should have suddenly altered the views of a lifetime. what could have prompted his denunciation of my act? personal dislike? no, that was a matter of petty jealousy. his confidence in me, as a revolutionist, was unbounded. did he not issue a secret circular letter to aid my plans concerning russia? that was proof of absolute faith. one could not change his opinion so suddenly. moreover, it can have no bearing on his repudiation of a terrorist act. i can find no explanation, unless--can it be?--fear of personal consequences. afraid _he_ might be held responsible, perhaps. such a possibility is not excluded, surely. the enemy hates him bitterly, and would welcome an opportunity, would even conspire, to hang him. but that is the price one pays for his love of humanity. every revolutionist is exposed to this danger. most especially; his whole career has been a duel with tyranny. but he was never before influenced by such considerations. is he not prepared to take the responsibility for his terrorist propaganda, the work of his whole life? why has he suddenly been stricken with fear? can it be? can it be?... my soul is in the throes of agonizing doubt. despair grips my heart, as i hesitatingly admit to myself the probable truth. but it cannot be; nold has made a mistake. may be the letter is a trap; it was not written by carl. but i know his hand so well. it is his, his! perhaps i'll have a letter in the morning. the girl--she is the only one i can trust--she'll tell me-- my head feels heavy. wearily i lie on the bed. perhaps to-morrow ... a letter.... xii "your pards are here. do you want to see them?" the warden asks. "what 'pards'?" "your partners, bauer and nold." "my comrades, you mean. i have no partners." "same thing. want to see them? their lawyers are here." "yes, i'll see them." of course, i myself need no defence. i will conduct my own case, and explain my act. but i shall be glad to meet my comrades. i wonder how they feel about their arrest,--perhaps they are inclined to blame me. and what is their attitude toward my deed? if they side with most-- my senses are on the alert as the guard accompanies me into the hall. near the wall, seated at a small table, i behold nold and bauer. two other men are with them; their attorneys, i suppose. all eyes scrutinize me curiously, searchingly. nold advances toward me. his manner is somewhat nervous, a look of intense seriousness in his heavy-browed eyes. he grasps my hand. the pressure is warm, intimate, as if he yearns to pour boundless confidence into my heart. for a moment a wave of thankfulness overwhelms me: i long to embrace him. but curious eyes bore into me. i glance at bauer. there is a cheerful smile on the good-natured, ruddy face. the guard pushes a chair toward the table, and leans against the railing. his presence constrains me: he will report to the warden everything said. i am introduced to the lawyers. the contrast in their appearance suggests a lifetime of legal wrangling. the younger man, evidently a recent graduate, is quick, alert, and talkative. there is an air of anxious expectancy about him, with a look of semitic shrewdness in the long, narrow face. he enlarges upon the kind consent of his distinguished colleague to take charge of my case. his demeanor toward the elder lawyer is deeply respectful, almost reverential. the latter looks bored, and is silent. "do you wish to say something, colonel?" the young lawyer suggests. "nothing." he ejects the monosyllable sharply, brusquely. his colleague looks abashed, like a schoolboy caught in a naughty act. "you, mr. berkman?" he asks. i thank them for their interest in my case. but i need no defence, i explain, since i do not consider myself guilty. i am exclusively concerned in making a public statement in the courtroom. if i am represented by an attorney, i should be deprived of the opportunity. yet it is most vital to clarify to the people the purpose of my act, the circumstances-- the heavy breathing opposite distracts me. i glance at the colonel. his eyes are closed, and from the parted lips there issues the regular respiration of sound sleep. a look of mild dismay crosses the young lawyer's face. he rises with an apologetic smile. "you are tired, colonel. it's awfully close here." "let us go," the colonel replies. * * * * * depressed i return to the cell. the old lawyer,--how little my explanation interested him! he fell asleep! why, it is a matter of life and death, an issue that involves the welfare of the world! i was so happy at the opportunity to elucidate my motives to intelligent americans,--and he was sleeping! the young lawyer, too, is disgusting, with his air of condescending pity toward one who "will have a fool for a client," as he characterized my decision to conduct my own case. he may think such a course suicidal. perhaps it is, in regard to consequences. but the length of the sentence is a matter of indifference to me: i'll die soon, anyway. the only thing of importance now is my explanation. and that man fell asleep! perhaps he considers me a criminal. but what can i expect of a lawyer, when even the steel-worker could not understand my act? most himself-- with the name, i recollect the letters the guard had given me during the interview. there are three of them; one from the girl! at last! why did she not write before? they must have kept the letter in the office. yes, the postmark is a week old. she'll tell me about most,--but what is the use? i'm sure of it now; i read it plainly in nold's eyes. it's all true. but i must see what she writes. how every line breathes her devotion to the cause! she is the real russian woman revolutionist. her letter is full of bitterness against the attitude of most and his lieutenants in the german and jewish anarchist circles, but she writes words of cheer and encouragement in my imprisonment. she refers to the financial difficulties of the little commune consisting of fedya, herself, and one or two other comrades, and closes with the remark that, fortunately, i need no money for legal defence or attorneys. the staunch girl! she and fedya are, after all, the only true revolutionists i know in our ranks. the others all possess some weakness. i could not rely on them. the german comrades,--they are heavy, phlegmatic; they lack the enthusiasm of russia. i wonder how they ever produced a reinsdorf. well, he is the exception. there is nothing to be expected from the german movement, excepting perhaps the autonomists. but they are a mere handful, quite insignificant, kept alive mainly by the most and peukert feud. peukert, too, the life of their circle, is chiefly concerned with his personal rehabilitation. quite natural, of course. a terrible injustice has been done him.[ ] it is remarkable that the false accusations have not driven him into obscurity. there is great perseverance, aye, moral courage of no mean order, in his survival in the movement. it was that which first awakened my interest in him. most's explanation, full of bitter invective, suggested hostile personal feeling. what a tremendous sensation i created at the first jewish anarchist conference by demanding that the charges against peukert be investigated! the result entirely failed to substantiate the accusations. but the mostianer were not convinced, blinded by the vituperative eloquence of most. and now ... now, again, they will follow, as blindly. to be sure, they will not dare take open stand against my act; not the jewish comrades, at least. after all, the fire of russia still smolders in their hearts. but most's attitude toward me will influence them: it will dampen their enthusiasm, and thus react on the propaganda. the burden of making agitation through my act will fall on the girl's shoulders. she will stand a lone soldier in the field. she will exert her utmost efforts, i am convinced. but she will stand alone. fedya will also remain loyal. but what can he do? he is not a speaker. nor the rest of the commune circle. and most? we had all been so intimate.... it's his cursed jealousy, and cowardice, too. yes, mostly cowardice--he can't be jealous of me now! he recently left prison,--it must have terrorized him. the weakling! he will minimize the effect of my act, perhaps paralyze its propagandistic influence altogether.... now i stand alone--except for the girl--quite alone. it is always so. was not "he" alone, my beloved, "unknown" grinevitzky, isolated, scorned by his comrades? but his bomb ... how it thundered... [ ] joseph peukert, at one time a leading anarchist of austria, was charged with betraying the german anarchist neve into the hands of the police. neve was sentenced to ten years' prison. peukert always insisted that the accusation against him originated with some of his political enemies among the socialists. it is certain that the arrest of neve was not due to calculated treachery on the part of peukert, but rather to indiscretion. i was just a boy then. let me see,--it was in . i was about eleven years old. the class was assembling after the noon recess. i had barely settled in my seat, when the teacher called me forward. his long pointer was dancing a fanciful figure on the gigantic map of russia. "what province is that?" he demanded. "astrakhan." "mention its chief products." products? the name chernishevsky flitted through my mind. he was in astrakhan,--i heard maxim tell mother so at dinner. "nihilists," i burst out. the boys tittered; some laughed aloud. the teacher grew purple. he struck the pointer violently on the floor, shivering the tapering end. suddenly there broke a roll of thunder. one--two-- with a terrific crash, the window panes fell upon the desks; the floor shook beneath our feet. the room was hushed. deathly pale, the teacher took a step toward the window, but hastily turned, and dashed from the room. the pupils rushed after him. i wondered at the air of fear and suspicion on the streets. at home every one spoke in subdued tunes. father looked at mother severely, reproachfully, and maxim was unusually silent, but his face seemed radiant, an unwonted brilliancy in his eye. at night, alone with me in the dormitory, he rushed to my bed, knelt at my side, and threw his arms around me and kissed me, and cried, and kissed me. his wildness frightened me. "what is it, maximotchka?" i breathed softly. he ran up and down the room, kissing me and murmuring, "glorious, glorious! victory!" between sobs, solemnly pledging me to secrecy, he whispered mysterious, awe-inspiring words: will of the people--tyrant removed--free russia.... xiii the nights overwhelm me with the sense of solitude. life is so remote, so appallingly far away--it has abandoned me in this desert of silence. the distant puffing of fire engines, the shrieking of river sirens, accentuate my loneliness. yet it feels so near, this monster life, huge, palpitating with vitality, intent upon its wonted course. how unmindful of myself, flung into the darkness,--like a furnace spark belched forth amid fire and smoke into the blackness of night. the monster! its eyes are implacable; they watch every gate of life. every approach they guard, lest i enter back--i and the others here. poor unfortunates, how irritated and nervous they are growing as their trial day draws near! there is a hunted look in their eyes; their faces are haggard and anxious. they walk weakly, haltingly, worn with the long days of waiting. only "blackie," the young negro, remains cheerful. but i often miss the broad smile on the kindly face. i am sure his eyes were moist when the three italians returned from court this morning. they had been sentenced to death. joe, a boy of eighteen, walked to the cell with a firm step. his brother pasquale passed us with both hands over his face, weeping silently. but the old man, their father--as he was crossing the hallway, we saw him suddenly stop. for a moment he swayed, then lurched forward, his head striking the iron railing, his body falling limp to the floor. by the arms the guards dragged him up the stairway, his legs hitting the stone with a dull thud, the fresh crimson spreading over his white hair, a glassy torpor in his eyes. suddenly he stood upright. his head thrown back, his arms upraised, he cried hoarsely, anguished, "o santa maria! sio innocente inno--" the guard swung his club. the old man reeled and fell. "ready! death-watch!" shouted the warden. "in-no-cente! death-watch!" mocked the echo under the roof. * * * * * the old man haunts my days. i hear the agonized cry; its black despair chills my marrow. exercise hour has become insupportable. the prisoners irritate me: each is absorbed in his own case. the deadening monotony of the jail routine grows unbearable. the constant cruelty and brutality is harrowing. i wish it were all over. the uncertainty of my trial day is a ceaseless torture. i have been waiting now almost two months. my court speech is prepared. i could die now, but they would suppress my explanation, and the people thus remain ignorant of my aim and purpose. i owe it to the cause--and to the true comrades--to stay on the scene till after the trial. there is nothing more to bind me to life. with the speech, my opportunities for propaganda will be exhausted. death, suicide, is the only logical, the sole possible, conclusion. yes, that is self-evident. if i only knew the date of my trial,--that day will be my last. the poor old italian,--he and his sons, they at least know when they are to die. they count each day; every hour brings them closer to the end. they will be hanged here, in the jail yard. perhaps they killed under great provocation, in the heat of passion. but the sheriff will murder them in cold blood. the law of peace and order! i shall not be hanged--yet i feel as if i were dead. my life is done; only the last rite remains to be performed. after that--well, i'll find a way. when the trial is over, they'll return me to my cell. the spoon is of tin: i shall put a sharp edge on it--on the stone floor--very quietly, at night-- "number six, to court! num-ber six!" did the turnkey call "six"? who is in cell six? why, it's _my_ cell! i feel the cold perspiration running down my back. my heart beats violently, my hands tremble, as i hastily pick up the newspaper. nervously i turn the pages. there must be some mistake: my name didn't appear yet in the court calendar column. the list is published every monday--why, this is saturday's paper--yesterday we had service--it must be monday to-day. oh, shame! they didn't give me the paper to-day, and it's monday--yes, it's monday-- the shadow falls across my door. the lock clicks. "hurry, to court!" chapter vii the trial the courtroom breathes the chill of the graveyard. the stained windows cast sickly rays into the silent chamber. in the sombre light the faces look funereal, spectral. anxiously i scan the room. perhaps my friends, the girl, have come to greet me.... everywhere cold eyes meet my gaze. police and court attendants on every side. several newspaper men draw near. it is humiliating that through them i must speak to the people. "prisoner at the bar, stand up!" the commonwealth of pennsylvania--the clerk vociferates--charges me with felonious assault on h. c. frick, with intent to kill; felonious assault on john g. a. leishman; feloniously entering the offices of the carnegie company on three occasions, each constituting a separate indictment; and with unlawfully carrying concealed weapons. "do you plead guilty or not guilty?" i protest against the multiplication of the charges. i do not deny the attempt on frick, but the accusation of having assaulted leishman is not true. i have visited the carnegie offices only-- "do you plead guilty or not guilty?" the judge interrupts. "not guilty. i want to explain--" "your attorneys will do that." "i have no attorney." "the court will appoint one to defend you." "i need no defence. i want to make a statement." "you will be given an opportunity at the proper time." impatiently i watch the proceedings. of what use are all these preliminaries? my conviction is a foregone conclusion. the men in the jury box there, they are to decide my fate. as if they could understand! they measure me with cold, unsympathetic looks. why were the talesmen not examined in my presence? they were already seated when i entered. "when was the jury picked?" i demand. "you have four challenges," the prosecutor retorts. the names of the talesmen sound strange. but what matter who are the men to judge me? they, too, belong to the enemy. they will do the master's bidding. yet i may, even for a moment, clog the wheels of the juggernaut. at random, i select four names from the printed list, and the new jurors file into the box. the trial proceeds. a police officer and two negro employees of frick in turn take the witness stand. they had seen me three times in the frick office, they testify. they speak falsely, but i feel indifferent to the hired witnesses. a tall man takes the stand. i recognize the detective who so brazenly claimed to identify me in the jail. he is followed by a physician who states that each wound of frick might have proved fatal. john g. a. leishman is called. i attempted to kill him, he testifies. "it's a lie!" i cry out, angrily, but the guards force me into the seat. now frick comes forward. he seeks to avoid my eye, as i confront him. the prosecutor turns to me. i decline to examine the witnesses for the state. they have spoken falsely; there is no truth in them, and i shall not participate in the mockery. "call the witnesses for the defence," the judge commands. i have no need of witnesses. i wish to proceed with my statement. the prosecutor demands that i speak english. but i insist on reading my prepared paper, in german. the judge rules to permit me the services of the court interpreter. "i address myself to the people," i begin. "some may wonder why i have declined a legal defence. my reasons are twofold. in the first place, i am an anarchist: i do not believe in man-made law, designed to enslave and oppress humanity. secondly, an extraordinary phenomenon like an _attentat_ cannot be measured by the narrow standards of legality. it requires a view of the social background to be adequately understood. a lawyer would try to defend, or palliate, my act from the standpoint of the law. yet the real question at issue is not a defence of myself, but rather the _explanation_ of the deed. it is mistaken to believe _me_ on trial. the actual defendant is society--the system of injustice, of the organized exploitation of the people." the voice of the interpreter sounds cracked and shrill. word for word he translates my utterance, the sentences broken, disconnected, in his inadequate english. the vociferous tones pierce my ears, and my heart bleeds at his meaningless declamation. "translate sentences, not single words," i remonstrate. with an impatient gesture he leaves me. "oh, please, go on!" i cry in dismay. he returns hesitatingly. "look at my paper," i adjure him, "and translate each sentence as i read it." the glazy eyes are turned to me, in a blank, unseeing stare. the man is blind! "let--us--continue," he stammers. "we have heard enough," the judge interrupts. "i have not read a third of my paper," i cry in consternation. "it will do." "i have declined the services of attorneys to get time to--" "we allow you five more minutes." "but i can't explain in such a short time. i have the right to be heard." "we'll teach you differently." i am ordered from the witness chair. several jurymen leave their seats, but the district attorney hurries forward, and whispers to them. they remain in the jury box. the room is hushed as the judge rises. "have you anything to say why sentence should not be passed upon you?" "you would not let me speak," i reply. "your justice is a farce." "silence!" in a daze, i hear the droning voice on the bench. hurriedly the guards lead me from the courtroom. "the judge was easy on you," the warden jeers. "twenty-two years! pretty stiff, eh?" part ii the penitentiary [illustration: western penitentiary of pennsylvania--main building] chapter i desperate thoughts i "make yourself at home, now. you'll stay here a while, huh, huh!" as in a dream i hear the harsh tones. is the man speaking to me, i wonder. why is he laughing? i feel so weary, i long to be alone. now the voice has ceased; the steps are receding. all is silent, and i am alone. a nameless weight oppresses me. i feel exhausted, my mind a void. heavily i fall on the bed. head buried in the straw pillow, my heart breaking, i sink into deep sleep. * * * * * my eyes burn as with hot irons. the heat sears my sight, and consumes my eyelids. now it pierces my head; my brain is aflame, it is swept by a raging fire. oh! i wake in horror. a stream of dazzling light is pouring into my face. terrified, i press my hands to my eyes, but the mysterious flow pierces my lids, and blinds me with maddening torture. "get up and undress. what's the matter with you, anyhow?" the voice frightens me. the cell is filled with a continuous glare. beyond, all is dark, the guard invisible. "now lay down and go to sleep." silently i obey, when suddenly all grows black before my eyes. a terrible fear grips my heart. have i gone blind? i grope for the bed, the wall ... i can't see! with a desperate cry i spring to the door. a faint click reaches my tense ear, the streaming lightning burns into my face. oh, i can see! i can see! "what t' hell's the matter with you, eh? go to sleep. you hear?" quiet and immovable i lie on the bed. strange horrors haunt me.... what a terrible place this must be! this agony---- i cannot support it. twenty-two years! oh, it is hopeless, hopeless. i must die. i'll die to-night.... with bated breath i creep from the bed. the iron bedstead creaks. in affright i draw back, feigning sleep. all remains silent. the guard did not hear me. i should feel the terrible bull's-eye even with closed lids. slowly i open my eyes. it is dark all around. i grope about the cell. the wall is damp, musty. the odors are nauseating.... i cannot live here. i must die. this very night.... something white glimmers in the corner. cautiously i bend over. it is a spoon. for a moment i hold it indifferently; then a great joy overwhelms me. now i can die! i creep back into bed, nervously clutching the tin. my hand feels for my heart. it is beating violently. i will put the narrow end of the spoon over here--like this--i will force it in--a little lower--a steady pressure--just between the ribs.... the metal feels cold. how hot my body is! caressingly i pat the spoon against my side. my fingers seek the edge. it is dull. i must press it hard. yes, it is very dull. if i only had my revolver. but the cartridge might fail to explode. that's why frick is now well, and i must die. how he looked at me in court! there was hate in his eyes, and fear, too. he turned his head away, he could not face me. i saw that he felt guilty. yet he lives. i didn't crush him. oh, i failed, i failed.... "keep quiet there, or i'll put you in the hole." the gruff voice startles me. i must have been moaning. i'll draw the blanket over my head, so. what was i thinking about? oh, i remember. he is well, and i am here. i failed to crush him. he lives. of course, it does not really matter. the opportunity for propaganda is there, as the result of my act. that was the main purpose. but i meant to kill him, and he lives. my speech, too, failed. they tricked me. they kept the date secret. they were afraid my friends would be present. it was maddening the way the prosecuting attorney and the judge kept interrupting me. i did not read even a third of my statement. and the whole effect was lost. how that man interpreted! the poor old man! he was deeply offended when i corrected his translation. i did not know he was blind. i called him back, and suffered renewed torture at his screeching. i was almost glad when the judge forced me to discontinue. that judge! he acted as indifferently as if the matter did not concern him. he must have known that the sentence meant death. twenty-two years! as if it is possible to survive such a sentence in this terrible place! yes, he knew it; he spoke of making an example of me. the old villain! he has been doing it all his life: making an example of social victims, the victims of his own class, of capitalism. the brutal mockery of it--had i anything to say why sentence should not be passed? yet he wouldn't permit me to continue my statement. "the court has been very patient!" i am glad i told him that i didn't expect justice, and did not get it. perhaps i should have thrown in his face the epithet that sprang to my lips. no, it was best that i controlled my anger. else they would have rejoiced to proclaim the anarchists vulgar criminals. such things help to prejudice the people against us. we, criminals? we, who are ever ready to give our lives for liberty, criminals? and they, our accusers? they break their own laws: they knew it was not legal to multiply the charges against me. they made six indictments out of one act, as if the minor "offences" were not included in the major, made necessary by the deed itself. they thirsted for blood. legally, they could not give me more than seven years. but i am an anarchist. i had attempted the life of a great magnate; in him capitalism felt itself attacked. of course, i knew they would take advantage of my refusal to be legally represented. twenty-two years! the judge imposed the maximum penalty on each charge. well, i expected no less, and it makes no difference now. i am going to die, anyway. i clutch the spoon in my feverish hand. its narrow end against my heart, i test the resistance of the flesh. a violent blow will drive it between the ribs.... one, two, three--the deep metallic bass floats upon the silence, resonant, compelling. instantly all is motion: overhead, on the sides, everything is vibrant with life. men yawn and cough, chairs and beds are noisily moved about, heavy feet pace stone floors. in the distance sounds a low rolling, as of thunder. it grows nearer and louder. i hear the officers' sharp command, the familiar click of locks, doors opening and shutting. now the rumbling grows clearer, more distinct. with a moan the heavy bread-wagon stops at my cell. a guard unlocks the door. his eyes rest on me curiously, suspiciously, while the trusty hands me a small loaf of bread. i have barely time to withdraw my arm before the door is closed and locked. "want coffee? hold your cup." between the narrow bars, the beverage is poured into my bent, rusty tin can. in the semi-darkness of the cell the steaming liquid overflows, scalding my bare feet. with a cry of pain i drop the can. in the dimly-lit hall the floor looks stained with blood. "what do you mean by that?" the guard shouts at me. "i couldn't help it." "want to be smart, don't you? well, we'll take it out of you. hey, there, sam," the officer motions to the trusty, "no dinner for a , you hear!" "yes, sir. yes, sir!" "no more coffee, either." "yes, sir." the guard measures me with a look of scornful hatred. malice mirrors in his face. involuntarily i step back into the cell. his gaze falls on my naked feet. "ain't you got no shoes?" "yes." "ye-e-s! can't you say 'sir'? got shoes?" "yes." "put 'em on, damn you." his tongue sweeps the large quid of tobacco from one cheek to the either. with a hiss, a thick stream of brown splashes on my feet. "damn you, put 'em on." * * * * * the clatter and noises have ceased; the steps have died away. all is still in the dark hall. only occasional shadows flit by, silent, ghostlike. ii "forward, march!" the lung line of prisoners, in stripes and lockstep, resembles an undulating snake, wriggling from side to side, its black-and-gray body moving forward, yet apparently remaining in the same spot. a thousand feet strike the stone floor in regular tempo, with alternate rising and falling accent, as each division, flanked by officers, approaches and passes my cell. brutal faces, repulsive in their stolid indifference or malicious leer. here and there a well-shaped head, intelligent eye, or sympathetic expression, but accentuates the features of the striped line: coarse and sinister, with the guilty-treacherous look of the ruthlessly hunted. head bent, right arm extended, with hand touching the shoulder of the man in front, all uniformly clad in horizontal black and gray, the men seem will-less cogs in a machine, oscillating to the shouted command of the tall guards on the flanks, stern and alert. * * * * * the measured beat grows fainter and dies with the hollow thud of the last footfall, behind the closed double door leading into the prison yard. the pall of silence descends upon the cell-house. i feel utterly alone, deserted and forsaken amid the towering pile of stone and iron. the stillness overwhelms me with almost tangible weight. i am buried within the narrow walls; the massive rock is pressing down upon my head, my sides. i cannot breathe. the foul air is stifling. oh, i can't, i can't live here! i can't suffer this agony. twenty-two years! it is a lifetime. no, it's impossible. i must die. i will! now! * * * * * clutching the spoon, i throw myself on the bed. my eyes wander over the cell, faintly lit by the light in the hall: the whitewashed walls, yellow with damp--the splashes of dark-red blood at the head of the bed--the clumps of vermin around the holes in the wall--the small table and the rickety chair--the filthy floor, black and gray in spots.... why, it's stone! i can sharpen the spoon. cautiously i crouch in the corner. the tin glides over the greasy surface, noiselessly, smoothly, till the thick layer of filth is worn off. then it scratches and scrapes. with the pillow i deaden the rasping sound. the metal is growing hot in my hand. i pass the sharp edge across my finger. drops of blood trickle down to the floor. the wound is ragged, but the blade is keen. stealthily i crawl back into bed. my hand gropes for my heart. i touch the spot with the blade. between the ribs--here--i'll be dead when they find me.... if frick had only died. so much propaganda could be made--that damned most, if he hadn't turned against me! he will ruin the whole effect of the act. it's nothing but cowardice. but what is he afraid of? they can't implicate him. we've been estranged for over a year. he could easily prove it. the traitor! preached propaganda by deed all his life--now he repudiates the first _attentat_ in this country. what tremendous agitation he could have made of it! now he denies me, he doesn't know me. the wretch! he knew me well enough and trusted me, too, when together we set up the secret circular in the _freiheit_ office. it was in william street. we waited for the other compositors to leave; then we worked all night. it was to recommend me: i planned to go to russia then. yes, to russia. perhaps i might have done something important there. why didn't i go? what was it? well, i can't think of it now. it's peculiar, though. but america was more important. plenty of revolutionists in russia. and now.... oh, i'll never do anything more. i'll be dead soon. they'll find me cold--a pool of blood under me--the mattress will be red--no, it will be dark-red, and the blood will soak through the straw.... i wonder how much blood i have. it will gush from my heart--i must strike right here--strong and quick--it will not pain much. but the edge is ragged--it may catch--or tear the flesh. they say the skin is tough. i must strike hard. perhaps better to fall against the blade? no, the tin may bend. i'll grasp it close--like this--then a quick drive--right into the heart--it's the surest way. i must not wound myself--i would bleed slowly--they might discover me still alive. no, no! i must die at once. they'll find me dead--my heart--they'll feel it--not beating--the blade still in it--they'll call the doctor--"he's dead." and the girl and fedya and the others will hear of it--she'll be sad--but she will understand. yes, she will be glad--they couldn't torture me here--she'll know i cheated them--yes, she.... where is she now? what does she think of it all? does she, too, think i've failed? and fedya, also? if i'd only hear from her--just once. it would be easier to die. but she'll understand, she-- "git off that bed! don't you know the rules, eh? get out o' there!" horrified, speechless, i spring to my feet. the spoon falls from my relaxed grip. it strikes the floor, clinking on the stone loudly, damningly. my heart stands still as i face the guard. there is something repulsively familiar about the tall man, his mouth drawn into a derisive smile. oh, it's the officer of the morning! "foxy, ain't you? gimme that spoon." the coffee incident flashes through my mind. loathing and hatred of the tall guard fill my being. for a second i hesitate. i must hide the spoon. i cannot afford to lose it--not to this brute-- "cap'n, here!" i am dragged from the cell. the tall keeper carefully examines the spoon, a malicious grin stealing over his face. "look, cap'n. sharp as a razor. pretty desp'rate, eh?" "take him to the deputy, mr. fellings." iii in the rotunda, connecting the north and south cell-houses, the deputy stands at a high desk. angular and bony, with slightly stooped shoulders, his face is a mass of minute wrinkles seamed on yellow parchment. the curved nose overhangs thin, compressed lips. the steely eyes measure me coldly, unfriendly. "who is this?" the low, almost feminine, voice sharply accentuates the cadaver-like face and figure. the contrast is startling. "a ." "what is the charge, officer?" "two charges, mr. mcpane. layin' in bed and tryin' soocide." a smile of satanic satisfaction slowly spreads over the deputy's wizened face. the long, heavy fingers of his right hand work convulsively, as if drumming stiffly on an imaginary board. "yes, hm, hm, yes. a , two charges. hm, hm. how did he try to, hm, hm, to commit suicide?" "with this spoon, mr. mcpane. sharp as a razor." "yes, hm, yes. wants to die. we have no such charge as, hm, hm, as trying suicide in this institution. sharpened spoon, hm, hm; a grave offence. i'll see about that later. for breaking the rules, hm, hm, by lying in bed out of hours, hm, hm, three days. take him down, officer. he will, hm, hm, cool off." i am faint and weary. a sense of utter indifference possesses me. vaguely i am conscious of the guards leading me through dark corridors, dragging me down steep flights, half undressing me, and finally thrusting me into a black void. i am dizzy; my head is awhirl. i stagger and fall on the flagstones of the dungeon. * * * * * the cell is filled with light. it hurts my eyes. some one is bending over me. "a bit feverish. better take him to the cell." "hm, hm, doctor, he is in punishment." "not safe, mr. mcpane." "we'll postpone it, then. hm, hm, take him to the cell, officers." "git up." my legs seem paralyzed. they refuse to move. i am lifted and carried up the stairs, through corridors and halls, and then thrown heavily on a bed. * * * * * i feel so weak. perhaps i shall die now. it would be best. but i have no weapon! they have taken away the spoon. there is nothing in the cell that i could use. these iron bars--i could beat my head against them. but oh! it is such a horrible death. my skull would break, and the brains ooze out.... but the bars are smooth. would my skull break with one blow? i'm afraid it might only crack, and i should be too weak to strike again. if i only had a revolver; that is the easiest and quickest. i've always thought i'd prefer such a death--to be shot. the barrel close to the temple--one couldn't miss. some people have done it in front of a mirror. but i have no mirror. i have no revolver, either.... through the mouth it is also fatal.... that moscow student--russov was his name; yes, ivan russov--he shot himself through the mouth. of course, he was foolish to kill himself for a woman; but i admired his courage. how coolly he had made all preparations; he even left a note directing that his gold watch be given to the landlady, because--he wrote--after passing through his brain, the bullet might damage the wall. wonderful! it actually happened that way. i saw the bullet imbedded in the wall near the sofa, and ivan lay so still and peaceful, i thought he was asleep. i had often seen him like that in my brother's study, after our lessons. what a splendid tutor he was! i liked him from the first, when mother introduced him: "sasha, ivan nikolaievitch will be your instructor in latin during vacation time." my hand hurt all day; he had gripped it so powerfully, like a vise. but i was glad i didn't cry out. i admired him for it; i felt he must be very strong and manly to have such a handshake. mother smiled when i told her about it. her hand pained her too, she said. sister blushed a little. "rather energetic," she observed. and maxim felt so happy over the favorable impression made by his college chum. "what did i tell you?" he cried, in glee; "ivan nikolaievitch _molodetz_![ ] think of it, he's only twenty. graduates next year. the youngest alumnus since the foundation of the university. _molodetz_!" but how red were maxim's eyes when he brought the bullet home. he would keep it, he said, as long as he lived: he had dug it out, with his own hands, from the wall of ivan nikolaievitch's room. at dinner he opened the little box, unwrapped the cotton, an i showed me the bullet. sister went into hysterics, and mamma called max a brute. "for a woman, an unworthy woman!" sister moaned. i thought he was foolish to take his life on account of a woman. i felt a little disappointed: ivan nikolaievitch should have been more manly. they all said she was very beautiful, the acknowledged belle of kovno. she was tall and stately, but i thought she walked too stiffly; she seemed self-conscious and artificial. mother said i was too young to talk of such things. how shocked she would have been had she known that i was in love with nadya, my sister's chum. and i had kissed our chambermaid, too. dear little rosa,--i remember she threatened to tell mother. i was so frightened, i wouldn't come to dinner. mamma sent the maid to call me, but i refused to go till rosa promised not to tell.... the sweet girl, with those red-apple cheeks. how kind she was! but the little imp couldn't keep the secret. she told tatanya, the cook of our neighbor, the latin instructor at the gymnasium. next day he teased me about the servant girl. before the whole class, too. i wished the floor would open and swallow me. i was so mortified. [ ] clever, brave lad. * * * * * ... how far off it all seems. centuries away. i wonder what has become of her. where is rosa now? why, she must be here, in america. i had almost forgotten,--i met her in new york. it was such a surprise. i was standing on the stoop of the tenement house where i boarded. i had then been only a few months in the country. a young lady passed by. she looked up at me, then turned and ascended the steps. "don't you know me, mr. berkman? don't you really recognize me?" some mistake, i thought. i had never before seen this beautiful, stylish young woman. she invited me into the hallway. "don't tell these people here. i am rosa. don't you remember? why, you know, i was your mother's--your mother's maid." she blushed violently. those red cheeks--why, certainly, it's rosa! i thought of the stolen kiss. "would i dare it now?" i wondered, suddenly conscious of my shabby clothes. she seemed so prosperous. how our positions were changed! she looked the very _barishnya_,[ ] like my sister. "is your mother here?" she asked. "mother? she died, just before i left." i glanced apprehensively at her. did she remember that terrible scene when mother struck her? "i didn't know about your mother." her voice was husky; a tear glistened in her eye. the dear girl, always generous-hearted. i ought to make amends to her for mother's insult. we looked at each other in embarrassment. then she held out a gloved hand. very large, i thought; red, too, probably. "good-bye, _gospodin_[ ] berkman," she said. "i'll see you again soon. please don't tell these people who i am." i experienced a feeling of guilt and shame. _gospodin_ berkman--somehow it echoed the servile _barinya_[ ] with which the domestics used to address my mother. for all her finery, rosa had not gotten over it. too much bred in, poor girl. she has not become emancipated. i never saw her at our meetings; she is conservative, no doubt. she was so ignorant, she could not even read. perhaps she has learned in this country. now she will read about me, and she'll know how i died.... oh, i haven't the spoon! what shall i do, what shall i do? i can't live. i couldn't stand this torture. perhaps if i had seven years, i would try to serve the sentence. but i couldn't, anyhow. i might live here a year, or two. but twenty-two, twenty-two years! what is the use? no man could survive it. it's terrible, twenty-two years! their cursed justice--they always talk of law. yet legally i shouldn't have gotten more than seven years. legally! as if _they_ care about "legality." they wanted to make an example of me. of course, i knew it beforehand; but if i had seven years--perhaps i might live through it; i would try. but twenty-two--it's a lifetime, a whole lifetime. seventeen is no better. that man jamestown got seventeen years. he celled next to me in the jail. he didn't look like a highway robber, he was so small and puny. he must be here now. a fool, to think he could live here seventeen years. in this hell--what an imbecile he is! he should have committed suicide long ago. they sent him away before my trial; it's about three weeks ago. enough time; why hasn't he done something? he will soon die here, anyway; it would be better to suicide. a strong man might live five years; i doubt it, though; perhaps a very strong man might. _i_ couldn't; no, i know i couldn't; perhaps two or three years, at most. we had often spoken about this, the girl, fedya, and i. i had then such a peculiar idea of prison: i thought i would be sitting on the floor in a gruesome, black hole, with my hands and feet chained to the wall; and the worms would crawl over me, and slowly devour my face and my eyes, and i so helpless, chained to the wall. the girl and fedya had a similar idea. she said she might bear prison life a few weeks. i could for a year, i thought; but was doubtful. i pictured myself fighting the worms off with my feet; it would take the vermin that long to eat all my flesh, till they got to my heart; that would be fatal.... and the vermin here, those big, brown bedbugs, they must be like those worms, so vicious and hungry. perhaps there are worms here, too. there must be in the dungeon: there is a wound on my foot. i don't know how it happened. i was unconscious in that dark hole--it was just like my old idea of prison. i couldn't live even a week there: it's awful. here it is a little better; but it's never light in this cell,--always in semidarkness. and so small and narrow; no windows; it's damp, and smells so foully all the time. the walls are wet and clammy; smeared with blood, too. bedbugs--augh! it's nauseating. not much better than that black hole, with my hands and arms chained to the wall. just a trifle better,--my hands are not chained. perhaps i could live here a few years: no more than three, or may be five. but these brutal officers! no, no, i couldn't stand it. i want to die! i'd die here soon, anyway; they will kill me. but i won't give the enemy the satisfaction; they shall not be able to say that they are torturing me in prison, or that they killed me. no! i'd rather kill myself. yes, kill myself. i shall have to do it--with my head against the bars--no, not now! at night, when it's all dark,--they couldn't save me then. it will be a terrible death, but it must be done.... if i only knew about "them" in new york--the girl and fedya--it would be easier to die then.... what are they doing in the case? are they making propaganda out of it? they must be waiting to hear of my suicide. they know i can't live here long. perhaps they wonder why i didn't suicide right after the trial. but i could not. i thought i should be taken from the court to my cell in jail; sentenced prisoners usually are. i had prepared to hang myself that night, but they must have suspected something. they brought me directly here from the courtroom. perhaps i should have been dead now-- [ ] young lady. [ ] mister. [ ] lady. "supper! want coffee? hold your tin!" the trusty shouts into the door. suddenly he whispers, "grab it, quick!" a long, dark object is shot between the bars into the cell, dropping at the foot of the bed. the man is gone. i pick up the parcel, tightly wrapped in brown paper. what can it be? the outside cover protects two layers of old newspaper; then a white object comes to view. a towel! there is something round and hard inside--it's a cake of soap. a sense of thankfulness steals into my heart, as i wonder who the donor may be. it is good to know that there is at least one being here with a friendly spirit. perhaps it's some one i knew in the jail. but how did he procure these things? are they permitted? the towel feels nice and soft; it is a relief from the hard straw bed. everything is so hard and coarse here--the language, the guards.... i pass the towel over my face; it soothes me somewhat. i ought to wash up--my head feels so heavy--i haven't washed since i got here. when did i come? let me see; what is to-day? i don't know, i can't think. but my trial--it was on monday, the nineteenth of september. they brought me here in the afternoon; no, in the evening. and that guard--he frightened me so with the bull's-eye lantern. was it last night? no, it must have been longer than that. have i been here only since yesterday? why, it seems such a long time! can this be tuesday, only tuesday? i'll ask the trusty the next time he passes. i'll find out who sent this towel too. perhaps i could get some cold water from him; or may be there is some here-- my eyes are growing accustomed to the semi-darkness of the cell. i discern objects quite clearly. there is a small wooden table and an old chair; in the furthest corner, almost hidden by the bed, is the privy; near it, in the center of the wall opposite the door, is a water spigot over a narrow, circular basin. the water is lukewarm and muddy, but it feels refreshing. the rub-down with the towel is invigorating. the stimulated blood courses through my veins with a pleasing tingle. suddenly a sharp sting, as of a needle, pricks my face. there's a pin in the towel. as i draw it out, something white flutters to the floor. a note! with ear alert for a passing step, i hastily read the penciled writing: be shure to tare this up as soon as you reade it, it's from a friend. we is going to make a break and you can come along, we know you are on the level. lay low and keep your lamps lit at night, watch the screws and the stools they is worse than bulls. dump is full of them and don't have nothing to say. so long, will see you tomorrow. a true friend. i read the note carefully, repeatedly. the peculiar language baffles me. vaguely i surmise its meaning: evidently an escape is being planned. my heart beats violently, as i contemplate the possibilities. if i could escape.... oh, i should not have to die! why haven't i thought of it before? what a glorious thing it would be! of course, they would ransack the country for me. i should have to hide. but what does it matter? i'd be at liberty. and what tremendous effect! it would make great propaganda: people would become much interested, and i--why, i should have new opportunities-- the shadow of suspicion falls over my joyous thought, overwhelming me with despair. perhaps a trap! i don't know who wrote the note. a fine conspirator i'd prove, to be duped so easily. but why should they want to trap me? and who? some guard? what purpose could it serve? but they are so mean, so brutal. that tall officer--the deputy called him fellings--he seems to have taken a bitter dislike to me. this may be his work, to get me in trouble. would he really stoop to such an outrage? these things happen--they have been done in russia. and he looks like a _provocateur_, the scoundrel. no, he won't get me that way. i must read the note again. it contains so many expressions i don't understand. i should "keep my lamps lit." what lamps? there are none in the cell; where am i to get them? and what "screws" must i watch? and the "stools,"--i have only a chair here. why should i watch it? perhaps it's to be used as a weapon. no, it must mean something else. the note says he will call to-morrow. i'll be able to tell by his looks whether he can be trusted. yes, yes, that will be best. i'll wait till to-morrow. oh, i wish it were here! chapter ii the will to live i the days drag interminably in the semidarkness of the cell. the gong regulates my existence with depressing monotony. but the tenor of my thoughts has been changed by the note of the mysterious correspondent. in vain i have been waiting for his appearance,--yet the suggestion of escape has germinated hope. the will to live is beginning to assert itself, growing more imperative as the days go by. i wonder that my mind dwells upon suicide more and more rarely, ever more cursorily. the thought of self-destruction fills me with dismay. every possibility of escape must first be exhausted, i reassure my troubled conscience. surely i have no fear of death--when the proper time arrives. but haste would be highly imprudent; worse, quite unnecessary. indeed, it is my duty as a revolutionist to seize every opportunity for propaganda: escape would afford me many occasions to serve the cause. it was thoughtless on my part to condemn that man jamestown. i even resented his seemingly unforgivable delay in committing suicide, considering the impossible sentence of seventeen years. indeed, i was unjust: jamestown is, no doubt, forming his plans. it takes time to mature such an undertaking: one must first familiarize himself with the new surroundings, get one's bearings in the prison. so far i have had but little chance to do so. evidently, it is the policy of the authorities to keep me in solitary confinement, and in consequent ignorance of the intricate system of hallways, double gates, and winding passages. at liberty to leave this place, it would prove difficult for me to find, unaided, my way out. oh, if i possessed the magic ring i dreamed of last night! it was a wonderful talisman, secreted--i fancied in the dream--by the goddess of the social revolution. i saw her quite distinctly: tall and commanding, the radiance of all-conquering love in her eyes. she stood at my bedside, a smile of surpassing gentleness suffusing the queenly countenance, her arm extended above me, half in blessing, half pointing toward the dark wall. eagerly i looked in the direction of the arched hand--there, in a crevice, something luminous glowed with the brilliancy of fresh dew in the morning sun. it was a heart-shaped ring cleft in the centre. its scintillating rays glorified the dark corner with the aureole of a great hope. impulsively i reached out, and pressed the parts of the ring into a close-fitting whole, when, lo! the rays burst into a fire that spread and instantly melted the iron and steel, and dissolved the prison walls, disclosing to my enraptured gaze green fields and woods, and men and women playfully at work in the sunshine of freedom. and then ... something dispelled the vision. oh, if i had that magic heart now! to escape, to be free! may be my unknown friend will yet keep his word. he is probably perfecting plans, or perhaps it is not safe for him to visit me. if my comrades could aid me, escape would be feasible. but the girl and fedya will never consider the possibility. no doubt they refrain from writing because they momentarily expect to hear of my suicide. how distraught the poor girl must be! yet she should have written: it is now four days since my removal to the penitentiary. every day i anxiously await the coming of the chaplain, who distributes the mail.--there he is! the quick, nervous step has become familiar to my ear. expectantly i follow his movements; i recognize the vigorous slam of the door and the click of the spring lock. the short steps patter on the bridge connecting the upper rotunda with the cell-house, and pass along the gallery. the solitary footfall amid the silence reminds me of the timid haste of one crossing a graveyard at night. now the chaplain pauses: he is comparing the number of the wooden block hanging outside the cell with that on the letter. some one has remembered a friend in prison. the steps continue and grow faint, as the postman rounds the distant corner. he passes the cell-row on the opposite side, ascends the topmost tier, and finally reaches the ground floor containing my cell. my heart beats faster as the sound approaches: there must surely be a letter for me. he is nearing the cell--he pauses. i can't see him yet, but i know he is comparing numbers. perhaps the letter is for me. i hope the chaplain will make no mistake: range k, cell , number a . something light flaps on the floor of the next cell, and the quick, short step has passed me by. no mail for me! another twenty-four hours must elapse before i may receive a letter, and then, too, perhaps the faint shadow will not pause at my door. ii the thought of my twenty-two-year sentence is driving me desperate. i would make use of any means, however terrible, to escape from this hell, to regain liberty. liberty! what would it not offer me after this experience? i should have the greatest opportunity for revolutionary activity. i would choose russia. the mostianer have forsaken me. i will keep aloof, but they shall learn what a true revolutionist is capable of accomplishing. if there is a spark of manhood in them, they will blush for their despicable attitude toward my act, their shameful treatment of me. how eager they will then be to prove their confidence by exaggerated devotion, to salve their guilty conscience! i should not have to complain of a lack of financial aid, were i to inform our intimate circles of my plans regarding future activity in russia. it would be glorious, glorious! s--sh-- it's the chaplain. perhaps he has mail for me to-day.... may be he is suppressing letters from my friends; or probably it is the warden's fault: the mailbag is first examined in his office.--now the chaplain is descending to the ground floor. he pauses. it must be cell getting a letter. now he is coming. the shadow is opposite my door,--gone! "chaplain, one moment, please." "who's calling?" "here, chaplain. cell k." "what is it, my boy?" "chaplain, i should like something to read." "read? why, we have a splendid library, m' boy; very fine library. i will send you a catalogue, and you can draw one book every week." "i missed library day on this range. i'll have to wait another week. but i'd like to have something in the meantime, chaplain." "you are not working, m' boy?" "no." "you have not refused to work, have you?" "no, i have not been offered any work yet." "oh, well, you will be assigned soon. be patient, m' boy." "but can't i have something to read now?" "isn't there a bible in your cell?" "a bible? i don't believe in it, chaplain." "my boy, it will do you no harm to read it. it may do you good. read it, m' boy." for a moment i hesitate. a desperate idea crosses my mind. "all right, chaplain, i'll read the bible, but i don't care for the modern english version. perhaps you have one with greek or latin annotations?" "why, why, m' boy, do you understand latin or greek?" "yes, i have studied the classics." the chaplain seems impressed. he steps close to the door, leaning against it in the attitude of a man prepared for a long conversation. we talk about the classics, the sources of my knowledge, russian schools, social conditions. an interesting and intelligent man, this prison chaplain, an extensive traveler whose visit to russia had impressed him with the great possibilities of that country. finally he motions to a guard: "let a come with me." with a suspicious glance at me, the officer unlocks the door. "shall i come along, chaplain?" he asks. "no, no. it is all right. come, m' boy." past the tier of vacant cells, we ascend the stairway to the upper rotunda, on the left side of which is the chaplain's office. excited and alert, i absorb every detail of the surroundings. i strive to appear indifferent, while furtively following every movement of the chaplain, as he selects the rotunda key from the large bunch in his hand, and opens the door. passionate longing for liberty is consuming me. a plan of escape is maturing in my mind. the chaplain carries all the keys--he lives in the warden's house, connected with the prison--he is so fragile--i could easily overpower him--there is no one in the rotunda--i'd stifle his cries--take the keys-- "have a seat, my boy. sit down. here are some books. look them over. i have a duplicate of my personal bible, with annotations. it is somewhere here." with feverish eyes i watch him lay the keys on the desk. a quick motion, and they would be mine. that large and heavy one, it must belong to the gate. it is so big,--one blow would kill him. ah, there is a safe! the chaplain is taking some books from it. his back is turned to me. a thrust--and i'd lock him in.... stealthily, imperceptibly, i draw nearer to the desk, my eyes fastened on the keys. now i bend over them, pretending to be absorbed in a book, the while my hand glides forward, slowly, cautiously. quickly i lean over; the open book in my hands entirely hides the keys. my hand touches them. desperately i clutch the large, heavy bunch, my arm slowly rises-- "my boy, i cannot find that bible just now, but i'll give you some other book. sit down, my boy. i am so sorry about you. i am an officer of the state, but i think you were dealt with unjustly. your sentence is quite excessive. i can well understand the state of mind that actuated you, a young enthusiast, in these exciting times. it was in connection with homestead, is it not so, m' boy?" * * * * * i fall back into the chair, shaken, unmanned. that deep note of sympathy, the sincerity of the trembling voice--no, no, i cannot touch him.... iii at last, mail from new york! letters from the girl and fedya. with a feeling of mixed anxiety and resentment, i gaze at the familiar handwriting. why didn't they write before? the edge of expectancy has been dulled by the long suspense. the girl and the twin, my closest, most intimate friends of yesterday,--but the yesterday seems so distant in the past, its very reality submerged in the tide of soul-racking events. there is a note of disappointment, almost of bitterness, in the girl's letter. the failure of my act will lessen the moral effect, and diminish its propagandistic value. the situation is aggravated by most. owing to his disparaging attitude, the germans remain indifferent. to a considerable extent, even the jewish revolutionary element has been influenced by him. the twin, in veiled and abstruse russian, hints at the attempted completion of my work, planned, yet impossible of realization. i smile scornfully at the "completion" that failed even of an attempt. the damningly false viewpoint of the girl exasperates me, and i angrily resent the disapproving surprise i sense in both letters at my continued existence. i read the lines repeatedly. every word drips bitterness into my soul. have i grown morbid, or do they actually presume to reproach me with my failure to suicide? by what right? impatiently i smother the accusing whisper of my conscience, "by the right of revolutionary ethics." the will to live leaps into being peremptorily, more compelling and imperative at the implied challenge. no, i will struggle and fight! friend or enemy, they shall learn that i am not so easily done for. i will live, to escape, to conquer! chapter iii spectral silence the silence grows more oppressive, the solitude unbearable. my natural buoyancy is weighted down by a nameless dread. with dismay i realize the failing elasticity of my step, the gradual loss of mental vivacity. i feel worn in body and soul. the regular tolling of the gong, calling to toil or meals, accentuates the enervating routine. it sounds ominously amid the stillness, like the portent of some calamity, horrible and sudden. unshaped fears, the more terrifying because vague, fill my heart. in vain i seek to drown my riotous thoughts by reading and exercise. the walls stand, immovable sentinels, hemming me in on every side, till movement grows into torture. in the constant dusk of the windowless cell the letters dance before my eyes, now forming fantastic figures, now dissolving into corpses and images of death. the morbid pictures fascinate my mind. the hissing gas jet in the corridor irresistibly attracts me. with eyes half shut, i follow the flickering light. its diffusing rays form a kaleidoscope of variegated pattern, now crystallizing into scenes of my youth, now converging upon the image of my new york life, with grotesque illumination of the tragic moments. now the flame is swept by a gust of wind. it darts hither and thither, angrily contending with the surrounding darkness. it whizzes and strikes into its adversary, who falters, then advances with giant shadow, menacing the light with frenzied threats on the whitewashed wall. look! the shadow grows and grows, till it mounts the iron gates that fall heavily behind me, as the officers lead me through the passage. "you're home now," the guard mocks me. i look back. the gray pile looms above me, cold and forbidding, and on its crest stands the black figure leering at me in triumph. the walls frown upon me. they seem human in their cruel immobility. their huge arms tower into the night, as if to crush me on the instant. i feel so small, unutterably weak and defenceless amid all the loneliness,--the breath of the grave is on my face, it draws closer, it surrounds me, and shuts the last rays from my sight. in horror i pause.... the chain grows taut, the sharp edges cut into my wrist. i lurch forward, and wake on the floor of the cell. * * * * * restless dream and nightmare haunt the long nights. i listen eagerly for the tolling of the gong, bidding darkness depart. but the breaking day brings neither hope nor gladness. gloomy as yesterday, devoid of interest as the to-morrows at its heels, endlessly dull and leaden: the rumbling carts, with their loads of half-baked bread; the tasteless brown liquid; the passing lines of striped misery; the coarse commands; the heavy tread; and then--the silence of the tomb. why continue the unprofitable torture? no advantage could accrue to the cause from prolonging this agony. all avenues of escape are closed; the institution is impregnable. the good people have generously fortified this modern bastille; the world at large may sleep in peace, undisturbed by the anguish of calvary. no cry of tormented soul shall pierce these walls of stone, much less the heart of man. why, then, prolong the agony? none heeds, none cares, unless perhaps my comrades,--and they are far away and helpless. helpless, quite helpless. ah, if our movement were strong, the enemy would not dare commit such outrages, knowing that quick and merciless vengeance would retaliate for injustice. but the enemy realizes our weakness. to our everlasting shame, the crime of chicago has not yet been avenged. _vae victis!_ they shall forever be the victims. only might is respected; it alone can influence tyrants. had we strength,--but if the judicial murders of failed to arouse more than passive indignation, can i expect radical developments in consequence of my brutally excessive sentence? it is unreasonable. five years, indeed, have passed since the haymarket tragedy. perhaps the people have since been taught in the bitter school of oppression and defeat. oh, if labor would realize the significance of my deed, if the worker would understand my aims and motives, he could be roused to strong protest, perhaps to active demand. ah, yes! but when, when will the dullard realize things? when will he open his eyes? blind to his own slavery and degradation, can i expect him to perceive the wrong suffered by others? and who is to enlighten him? no one conceives the truth as deeply and clearly as we anarchists. even the socialists dare not advocate the whole, unvarnished truth. they have clothed the goddess of liberty with a fig-leaf; religion, the very fountain-head of bigotry and injustice, has officially been declared _privatsache_. henceforth these timid world-liberators must be careful not to tread upon the toes of prejudice and superstition. soon they will grow to _bourgeois_ respectability, a party of "practical" politics and "sound" morality. what a miserable descent from the peaks of nihilism that proclaimed defiance of all established institutions, _because_ they were established, hence wrong. indeed, there is not a single institution in our pseudo-civilization that deserves to exist. but only the anarchists dare wage war upon all and every form of wrong, and they are few in number, lacking in power. the internal divisions, too, aggravate our weakness; and now, even most has turned apostate. the jewish comrades will be influenced by his attitude. only the girl remains. but she is young in the movement, and almost unknown. undoubtedly she has talent as a speaker, but she is a woman, in rather poor health. in all the movement, i know of no one capable of propaganda by deed, or of an avenging act, except the twin. at least i can expect no other comrade to undertake the dangerous task of a rescue. the twin is a true revolutionist; somewhat impulsive and irresponsible, perhaps, with slight aristocratic leanings, yet quite reliable in matters of revolutionary import. but he would not harbor the thought. we held such queer notions of prison: the sight of a police uniform, an arrest, suggested visions of a bottomless pit, irrevocable disappearance, as in russia. how can i broach the subject to the twin? all mail passes through the hands of the censor; my correspondence, especially--a long-timer and an anarchist--will be minutely scrutinized. there seems no possibility. i am buried alive in this stone grave. escape is hopeless. and this agony of living death--i cannot support it.... chapter iv a ray of light i yearn for companionship. even the mere sight of a human form is a relief. every morning, after breakfast, i eagerly listen for the familiar swish-swash on the flagstones of the hallway: it is the old rangeman[ ] "sweeping up." the sensitive mouth puckered up in an inaudible whistle, the one-armed prisoner swings the broom with his left, the top of the handle pressed under the armpit. [ ] prisoner taking care of a range or tier of cells. "hello, aleck! how're you feeling to-day?" he stands opposite my cell, at the further end of the wall, the broom suspended in mid-stroke. i catch an occasional glance of the kind blue eyes, while his head is in constant motion, turning to right and left, alert for the approach of a guard. "how're you, aleck?" "oh, nothing extra." "i know how it is, aleck, i've been through the mill. keep up your nerve, you'll be all right, old boy. you're young yet." "old enough to die," i say, bitterly. "s--sh! don't speak so loud. the screw's got long ears." "the screw?" a wild hope trembles in my heart. the "screw"! the puzzling expression in the mysterious note,--perhaps this man wrote it. in anxious expectancy, i watch the rangeman. his back turned toward me, head bent, he hurriedly plies the broom with the quick, short stroke of the one-armed sweeper. "s--sh!" he cautions, without turning, as he crosses the line of my cell. i listen intently. not a sound, save the regular swish-swash of the broom. but the more practiced ear of the old prisoner did not err. a long shadow falls across the hall. the tall guard of the malicious eyes stands at my door. "what you pryin' out for?" he demands. "i am not prying." "don't you contradict me. stand back in your hole there. don't you be leanin' on th' door, d'ye hear?" down the hall the guard shouts: "hey you, cripple! talkin' there, wasn't you?" "no, sir." "don't you dare lie to me. you was." "swear to god i wasn't." "w-a-all, if i ever catch you talkin' to that s---- of a b----, i'll fix you." * * * * * the scratching of the broom has ceased. the rangeman is dusting the doors. the even strokes of the cat-o'-nine-tails sound nearer. again the man stops at my door, his head turning right and left, the while he diligently plies the duster. "aleck," he whispers, "be careful of that screw. he's a ----. see him jump on me?" "what would he do to you if he saw you talking to me?" "throw me in the hole, the dungeon, you know. i'd lose my job, too." "then better don't talk to me." "oh, i ain't scared of him. he can't catch _me_, not he. he didn't see me talkin'; just bluffed. can't bluff _me_, though." "but be careful." "it's all right. he's gone out in the yard now. he has no biz in the block,[ ] anyhow, 'cept at feedin' time. he's jest lookin' for trouble. mean skunk he is, that cornbread tom." [ ] cell-house. "who?" "that screw fellings. we call him cornbread tom, b'cause he swipes our corn dodger." "what's corn dodger?" "ha, ha! toosdays and satoordays we gets a chunk of cornbread for breakfast. it ain't much, but better'n stale punk. know what punk is? not long on lingo, are you? punk's bread, and then some kids is punk." he chuckles, merrily, as at some successful _bon mot_. suddenly he pricks up his ears, and with a quick gesture of warning, tiptoes away from the cell. in a few minutes he returns, whispering: "all o. k. road's clear. tom's been called to the shop. won't be back till dinner, thank th' lord. only the cap is in the block, old man mitchell, in charge of this wing. north block it's called." "the women are in the south block?" "nope. th' girls got a speshal building. south block's th' new cell-house, just finished. crowded already, an' fresh fish comin' every day. court's busy in pittsburgh all right. know any one here?" "no." "well, get acquainted, aleck. it'll give you an interest. guess that's what you need. i know how you feel, boy. thought i'd die when i landed here. awful dump. a guy advised me to take an interest an' make friends. i thought he was kiddin' me, but he was on the level, all right. get acquainted, aleck; you'll go bugs if you don't. must vamoose now. see you later. my name's wingie." "wingie?" "that's what they call me here. i'm an old soldier; was at bull run. run so damn fast i lost my right wing, hah, hah, hah! s'long." * * * * * eagerly i look forward to the stolen talks with wingie. they are the sole break in the monotony of my life. but days pass without the exchange of a word. silently the one-armed prisoner walks by, apparently oblivious of my existence, while with beating heart i peer between the bars for a cheering sign of recognition. only the quick wink of his eye reassures me of his interest, and gives warning of the spying guard. by degrees the ingenuity of wingie affords us more frequent snatches of conversation, and i gather valuable information about the prison. the inmates sympathize with me, wingie says. they know i'm "on th' level." i'm sure to find friends, but i must be careful of the "stool pigeons," who report everything to the officers. wingie is familiar with the history of every keeper. most of them are "rotten," he assures me. especially the captain of the night watch is "fierce an' an ex-fly."[ ] only three "screws" are on night duty in each block, but there are a hundred overseers to "run th' dump" during the day. wingie promises to be my friend, and to furnish "more pointers bymby." [ ] fly or fly-cop, a detective. chapter v the shop i i stand in line with a dozen prisoners, in the anteroom of the deputy's office. humiliation overcomes me as my eye falls, for the first time in the full light of day, upon my striped clothes. i am degraded to a beast! my first impression of a prisoner in stripes is painfully vivid: he resembled a dangerous brute. somehow the idea is associated in my mind with a wild tigress,--and i, too, must now look like that. the door of the rotunda swings open, admitting the tall, lank figure of the deputy warden. "hands up!" the deputy slowly passes along the line, examining a hand here and there. he separates the men into groups; then, pointing to the one in which i am included, he says in his feminine accents: "none crippled. officers, take them, hm, hm, to number seven. turn them over to mr. hoods." "fall in! forward, march!" my resentment at the cattle-like treatment is merged into eager expectation. at last i am assigned to work! i speculate on the character of "number seven," and on the possibilities of escape from there. flanked by guards, we cross the prison yard in close lockstep. the sentinels on the wall, their rifles resting loosely on crooked arm, face the striped line winding snakelike through the open space. the yard is spacious and clean, the lawn well kept and inviting. the first breath of fresh air in two weeks violently stimulates my longing for liberty. perhaps the shop will offer an opportunity to escape. the thought quickens my observation. bounded north, east, and south by the stone wall, the two blocks of the cell-house form a parallelogram, enclosing the shops, kitchen, hospital, and, on the extreme south, the women's quarters. "break ranks!" we enter number seven, a mat shop. with difficulty i distinguish the objects in the dark, low-ceilinged room, with its small, barred windows. the air is heavy with dust; the rattling of the looms is deafening. an atmosphere of noisy gloom pervades the place. the officer in charge assigns me to a machine occupied by a lanky prisoner in stripes. "jim, show him what to do." considerable time passes, without jim taking the least notice of me. bent low over the machine, he seems absorbed in the work, his hands deftly manipulating the shuttle, his foot on the treadle. presently he whispers, hoarsely: "fresh fish?" "what did you say?" "you bloke, long here?" "two weeks." "wotcher doin'?" "twenty-one years." "quitcher kiddin'." "it's true." "honest? holy gee!" the shuttle flies to and fro. jim is silent for a while, then he demands, abruptly: "wat dey put you here for?" "i don't know." "been kickin'?" "no." "den you'se bugs." "why so?" "dis 'ere is crank shop. dey never put a mug 'ere 'cept he's bugs, or else dey got it in for you." "how do _you_ happen to be here?" "me? de god damn ---- got it in for me. see dis?" he points to a deep gash over his temple. "had a scrap wid de screws. almost knocked me glimmer out. it was dat big bull[ ] dere, pete hoods. i'll get even wid _him_, all right, damn his rotten soul. i'll kill him. by god, i will. i'll croak 'ere, anyhow." [ ] guard. "perhaps it isn't so bad," i try to encourage him. "it ain't, eh? wat d'_you_ know 'bout it? i've got the con bad, spittin' blood every night. dis dust's killin' me. kill you, too, damn quick." as if to emphasize his words, he is seized with a fit of coughing, prolonged and hollow. the shuttle has in the meantime become entangled in the fringes of the matting. recovering his breath, jim snatches the knife at his side, and with a few deft strokes releases the metal. to and fro flies the gleaming thing, and jim is again absorbed in his task. "don't bother me no more," he warns me, "i'm behind wid me work." every muscle tense, his long body almost stretched across the loom, in turn pulling and pushing, jim bends every effort to hasten the completion of the day's task. the guard approaches. "how's he doing?" he inquires, indicating me with a nod of the head. "he's all right. but say, hoods, dis 'ere is no place for de kid. he's got a twenty-one spot."[ ] [ ] sentence. "shut your damned trap!" the officer retorts, angrily. the consumptive bends over his work, fearfully eyeing the keeper's measuring stick. as the officer turns away, jim pleads: "mr. hoods, i lose time teachin'. won't you please take off a bit? de task is more'n i can do, an' i'm sick." "nonsense. there's nothing the matter with you, jim. you're just lazy, that's what you are. don't be shamming, now. it don't go with _me_." at noon the overseer calls me aside. "you are green here," he warns me, "pay no attention to jim. he wanted to be bad, but we showed him different. he's all right now. you have a long time; see that you behave yourself. this is no playhouse, you understand?" as i am about to resume my place in the line forming to march back to the cells for dinner, he recalls me: "say, aleck, you'd better keep an eye on that fellow jim. he is a little off, you know." he points toward my head, with a significant rotary motion. ii the mat shop is beginning to affect my health: the dust has inflamed my throat, and my eyesight is weakening in the constant dusk. the officer in charge has repeatedly expressed dissatisfaction with my slow progress in the work. "i'll give you another chance," he cautioned me yesterday, "and if you don't make a good mat by next week, down in the hole you go." he severely upbraided jim for his inefficiency as instructor. as the consumptive was about to reply, he suffered an attack of coughing. the emaciated face turned greenish-yellow, but in a moment he seemed to recover, and continued working. suddenly i saw him clutch at the frame, a look of terror spread over his face, he began panting for breath, and then a stream of dark blood gushed from his mouth, and jim fell to the floor. the steady whir of the looms continued. the prisoner at the neighboring machine cast a furtive look at the prostrate form, and bent lower over his work. jim lay motionless, the blood dyeing the floor purple. i rushed to the officer. "mr. hoods, jim has--" "back to your place, damn you!" he shouted at me. "how dare you leave it without permission?" "i just--" "get back, i tell you!" he roared, raising the heavy stick. i returned to my place. jim lay very still, his lips parted, his face ashen. slowly, with measured step, the officer approached. "what's the matter here?" i pointed at jim. the guard glanced at the unconscious man, then lightly touched the bleeding face with his foot. "get up, jim, get up!" the nerveless head rolled to the side, striking the leg of the loom. "guess he isn't shamming," the officer muttered. then he shook his finger at me, menacingly: "don't you ever leave your place without orders. remember, you!" after a long delay, causing me to fear that jim had been forgotten, the doctor arrived. it was mr. rankin, the senior prison physician, a short, stocky man of advanced middle age, with a humorous twinkle in his eye. he ordered the sick prisoner taken to the hospital. "did any one see the man fall?" he inquired. "this man did," the keeper replied, indicating me. while i was explaining, the doctor eyed me curiously. presently he asked my name. "oh, the celebrated case," he smiled. "i know mr. frick quite well. not such a bad man, at all. but you'll be treated well here, mr. berkman. this is a democratic institution, you know. by the way, what is the matter with your eyes? they are inflamed. always that way?" "only since i am working in this shop." "oh, he is all right, doctor," the officer interposed. "he's only been here a week." mr. rankin cast a quizzical look at the guard. "you want him here?" "y-e-s: we're short of men." "well, _i_ am the doctor, mr. hoods." then, turning to me, he added: "report in the morning on sick list." iii the doctor's examination has resulted in my removal to the hosiery department. the change has filled me with renewed hope. a disciplinary shop, to which are generally assigned the "hard cases"--inmates in the first stages of mental derangement, or exceptionally unruly prisoners--the mat shop is the point of special supervision and severest discipline. it is the best-guarded shop, from which escape is impossible. but in the hosiery department, a recent addition to the local industries. i may find the right opportunity. it will require time, of course; but my patience shall be equal to the great object. the working conditions, also, are more favorable: the room is light and airy, the discipline not so stringent. my near-sightedness has secured for me immunity from machine work. the deputy at first insisted that my eyes were "good enough" to see the numerous needles of the hosiery machine. it is true, i could see them; but not with sufficient distinctness to insure the proper insertion of the initial threads. to admit partial ability would result, i knew, in being ordered to produce the task; and failure, or faulty work, would be severely punished. necessity drove me to subterfuge: i pretended total inability to distinguish the needles. repeated threats of punishment failing to change my determination, i have been assigned the comparatively easy work of "turning" the stockings. the occupation, though tedious, is not exacting. it consists in gathering the hosiery manufactured by the knitting machines, whence the product issues without soles. i carry the pile to the table provided with an iron post, about eighteen inches high, topped with a small inverted disk. on this instrument the stockings are turned "inside out" by slipping the article over the post, then quickly "undressing" it. the hosiery thus "turned" is forwarded to the looping machines, by which the product is finished and sent back to me, once more to be "turned," preparatory to sorting and shipment. * * * * * monotonously the days and weeks pass by. practice lends me great dexterity in the work, but the hours of drudgery drag with heavy heel. i seek to hasten time by forcing myself to take an interest in the task. i count the stockings i turn, the motions required by each operation, and the amount accomplished within a given time. but in spite of these efforts, my mind persistently reverts to unprofitable subjects: my friends and the propaganda; the terrible injustice of my excessive sentence; suicide and escape. my nights are restless. oppressed with a nameless weight, or tormented by dread, i awake with a start, breathless and affrighted, to experience the momentary relief of danger past. but the next instant i am overwhelmed by the consciousness of my surroundings, and plunged into rage and despair, powerless, hopeless. thus day succeeds night, and night succeeds day, in the ceaseless struggle of hope and discouragement, of life and death, amid the externally placid tenor of my pennsylvania nightmare. chapter vi my first letter i direct to box a , allegheny city, pa., october th, . dear sister:[ ] it is just a month, a month to-day, since my coming here. i keep wondering, can such a world of misery and torture be compressed into one short month?... how i have longed for this opportunity! you will understand: a month's stay is required before we are permitted to write. but many, many long letters i have written to you--in my mind, dear sonya. where shall i begin now? my space is very limited, and i have so much to say to you and to the twin.--i received your letters. you need not wait till you hear from me: keep on writing. i am allowed to receive all mail sent, "of moral contents," in the phraseology of the rules. and i shall write whenever i may. dear sonya, i sense bitterness and disappointment in your letter. why do you speak of failure? you, at least, you and fedya, should not have your judgment obscured by the mere accident of physical results. your lines pained and grieved me beyond words. not because you should write thus; but that you, even you, should _think_ thus. need i enlarge? true morality deals with motives, not consequences. i cannot believe that we differ on this point. i fully understand what a terrible blow the apostasy of wurst[ ] must have been to you. but however it may minimize the effect, it cannot possibly alter the fact, or its character. this you seem to have lost sight of. in spite of wurst, a great deal could have been accomplished. i don't know whether it has been done: your letter is very meagre on this point. yet it is of supreme interest to me. but i know, sonya,--of this one thing, at least, i am sure--you will do all that is in your power. perhaps it is not much--but the twin and part of orchard street[ ] will be with you. why that note of disappointment, almost of resentment, as to tolstogub's relation to the darwinian theory?[ ] you must consider that the layman cannot judge of the intricacies of scientific hypotheses. the scientist would justly object to such presumption. i embrace you both. the future is dark; but, then, who knows?... write often. tell me about the movement, yourself and friends. it will help to keep me in touch with the outside world, which daily seems to recede further. i clutch desperately at the thread that still binds me to the living--it seems to unravel in my hands, the thin skeins are breaking, one by one. my hold is slackening. but the sonya thread, i know, will remain taut and strong. i have always called you the immutable. alex. [ ] the girl; also referred to as sonya, musick, and sailor. [ ] john most. [ ] orchard street--the hall in which the first jewish anarchist gatherings were held in new york. an allusion to the aid of the jewish comrades. [ ] tolstogub--the author's russian nickname. the expression signifies the continued survival of the writer. [illustration: facsimile of prison letter, reduced one-third] ii i posted the letter in the prisoners' mail-box when the line formed for work this morning. but the moment the missive left my hands, i was seized with a great longing. oh, if some occult means would transform me into that slip of paper! i should now be hidden in that green box--with bated breath i'd flatten myself in the darkest recess, and wait for the chaplain to collect the mail.... my heart beats tumultuously as the wild fancy flutters in my brain. i am oblivious of the forming lines, the sharp commands, the heavy tread. automatically i turn the hosiery, counting one, two, one pair; three, four, two pair. whose voice is it i hear? i surely know the man--there is something familiar about him. he bends over the looping machines and gathers the stockings. now he is counting: one, two, one pair; three, four, two pair. just like myself. why, he looks like myself! and the men all seem to think it is i. ha, ha, ha! the officer, also. i just heard him say, "aleck, work a little faster, can't you? see the piles there, you're falling behind." he thinks it's i. what a clever substitution! and all the while the real "me" is snugly lying here in the green box, peeping through the keyhole, on the watch for the postman. s-sh! i hear a footstep. perhaps it is the chaplain: he will open the box with his quick, nervous hands, seize a handful of letters, and thrust them into the large pocket of his black serge coat. there are so many letters here--i'll slip among them into the large pocket--the chaplain will not notice me. he'll think it's just a letter, ha, ha! he'll scrutinize every word, for it's the letter of a long-timer; his first one, too. but i am safe, i'm invisible; and when they call the roll, they will take that man there for me. he is counting nineteen, twenty, ten pair; twenty-one, twenty-two.... what was that? twenty-two--oh, yes, twenty-two, that's my sentence. the imbeciles, they think i am going to serve it. i'd kill myself first. but it will not be necessary, thank goodness! it was such a lucky thought, this going out in my letter. but what has become of the chaplain? if he'd only come--why is he so long? they might miss me in the shop. no, no! that man is there--he is turning the stockings--they don't know i am here in the box. the chaplain won't know it, either: i am invisible; he'll think it's a letter when he puts me in his pocket, and then he'll seal me in an envelope and address--i must flatten myself so his hand shouldn't feel--and he'll address me to sonya. he'll not know whom he is sending to her--he doesn't know who she is, either--the _deckadresse_ is splendid--we must keep it up. keep it up? why? it will not be necessary: after he mails me, we don't need to write any more--it is well, too--i have so much to tell sonya--and it wouldn't pass the censor. but it's all right now--they'll throw the letters into the mail-carrier's bag--there'll be many of them--this is general letter day. i'll hide in the pile, and they'll pass me through the post-office, on to new york. dear, dear new york! i have been away so long. only a month? well, i must be patient--and not breathe so loud. when i get to new york, i shall not go at once into the house--sonya might get frightened. i'll first peep in through the window--i wonder what she'll be doing--and who will be at home? yes, fedya will be there, and perhaps claus and sep. how surprised they'll all be! sonya will embrace me--she'll throw her arms around my neck--they'll feel so soft and warm-- "hey, there! are you deaf? fall in line!" dazed, bewildered, i see the angry face of the guard before me. the striped men pass me, enveloped in a mist. i grasp the "turner." the iron feels cold. chills shake my frame, and the bundle of hosiery drops from my hand. "fall in line, i tell you!" "sucker!" some one hisses behind me. "workin' after whistle. 'fraid you won't get 'nough in yer twenty-two spot, eh? you sucker, you!" chapter vii wingie the hours at work help to dull the acute consciousness of my environment. the hosiery department is past the stage of experiment; the introduction of additional knitting machines has enlarged my task, necessitating increased effort and more sedulous application. the shop routine now demands all my attention. it leaves little time for thinking or brooding. my physical condition alarms me: the morning hours completely exhaust me, and i am barely able to keep up with the line returning to the cell-house for the noon meal. a feeling of lassitude possesses me, my feet drag heavily, and i experience great difficulty in mastering my sleepiness. * * * * * i have grown indifferent to the meals; the odor of food nauseates me. i am nervous and morbid: the sight of a striped prisoner disgusts me; the proximity of a guard enrages me. the shop officer has repeatedly warned me against my disrespectful and surly manner. but i am indifferent to consequences: what matter what happens? my waning strength is a source of satisfaction: perhaps it indicates the approach of death. the thought pleases me in a quiet, impersonal way. there will be no more suffering, no anguish. the world at large is non-existent; it is centered in me; and yet i myself stand aloof, and see it falling into gradual peace and quiet, into extinction. * * * * * back in my cell after the day's work, i leave the evening meal of bread and coffee untouched. my candle remains unlit. i sit listlessly in the gathering dusk, conscious only of the longing to hear the gong's deep bass,--the three bells tolling the order to retire. i welcome the blessed permission to fall into bed. the coarse straw mattress beckons invitingly; i yearn for sleep, for oblivion. * * * * * occasional mail from friends rouses me from my apathy. but the awakening is brief: the tone of the letter is guarded, their contents too general in character, the matters that might kindle my interest are missing. the world and its problems are drifting from my horizon. i am cast into the darkness. no ray of sunshine holds out the promise of spring. * * * * * at times the realization of my fate is borne in upon me with the violence of a shock, and i am engulfed in despair, now threatening to break down the barriers of sanity, now affording melancholy satisfaction in the wild play of fancy.... existence grows more and more unbearable with the contrast of dream and reality. weary of the day's routine, i welcome the solitude of the cell, impatient even of the greeting of the passing convict. i shrink from the uninvited familiarity of these men, the horizontal gray and black constantly reviving the image of the tigress, with her stealthy, vicious cunning. they are not of _my_ world. i would aid them, as in duty bound to the victims of social injustice. but i cannot be friends with them: they do not belong to the people, to whose service my life is consecrated. unfortunates, indeed; yet parasites upon the producers, less in degree, but no less in kind than the rich exploiters. by virtue of my principles, rather than their deserts, i must give them my intellectual sympathy; they touch no chord in my heart. only wingie seems different. there is a gentle note about his manner that breathes cheer and encouragement. often i long for his presence, yet he seldom finds opportunity to talk with me, save sundays during church service, when i remain in the cell. perhaps i may see him to-day. he must be careful of the block captain, on his rounds of the galleries, counting the church delinquents.[ ] the captain is passing on the range now. i recognize the uncertain step, instantly ready to halt at the sight of a face behind the bars. now he is at the cell. he pencils in his note-book the number on the wooden block over the door, a . [ ] inmates of catholic faith are excused from attending protestant service, and _vice versa_. "catholic?" he asks, mechanically. then, looking up, he frowns on me. "you're no catholic, berkman. what d'you stay in for?" "i am an atheist." "a what?" "an atheist, a non-believer." "oh, an infidel, are you? you'll be damned, shore 'nough." the wooden stairs creak beneath the officer's weight. he has turned the corner. wingie will take advantage now. i hope he will come soon. perhaps somebody is watching-- "hello, aleck! want a piece of pie? here, grab it!" "pie, wingie?" i whisper wonderingly. "where do you get such luxuries?" "swiped from the screw's poke, cornbread tom's dinner-basket, you know. the cheap guy saved it after breakfast. rotten, ain't he?" "why so?" "why, you greenie, he's a stomach robber, that's what he is. it's _our_ pie, aleck, made here in the bakery. that's why our punk is stale, see; they steals the east[ ] to make pies for th' screws. are you next? how d' you like the grub, anyhow?" [ ] yeast. "the bread is generally stale, wingie. and the coffee tastes like tepid water." "coffee you call it? he, he, coffee hell. it ain't no damn coffee; 'tnever was near coffee. it's just bootleg, aleck, bootleg. know how't's made?" "no." "well, i been three months in th' kitchen. you c'llect all the old punk that the cons dump out with their dinner pans. only the crust's used, see. like as not some syph coon spit on 't. some's mean enough to do't, you know. makes no diff, though. orders is, cut off th' crusts an' burn 'em to a good black crisp. then you pour boiling water over it an' dump it in th' kettle, inside a bag, you know, an' throw a little dirty chic'ry in--there's your _coffee_. i never touch th' rotten stuff. it rooins your stummick, that's what it does, aleck. you oughtn't drink th' swill." "i don't care if it kills me." "come, come, aleck. cheer up, old boy. you got a tough bit, i know, but don' take it so hard. don' think of your time. forget it. oh, yes, you can; you jest take my word for't. make some friends. think who you wan' to see to-morrow, then try t' see 'm. that's what you wan' to do, aleck. it'll keep you hustlin'. best thing for the blues, kiddie." for a moment he pauses in his hurried whisper. the soft eyes are full of sympathy, the lips smile encouragingly. he leans the broom against the door, glances quickly around, hesitates an instant, and then deftly slips a slender, delicate hand between the bars, and gives my cheek a tender pat. involuntarily i step back, with the instinctive dislike of a man's caress. yet i would not offend my kind friend. but wingie must have noticed my annoyance: he eyes me critically, wonderingly. presently picking up the broom, he says with a touch of diffidence: "you are all right, aleck. i like you for 't. jest wanted t' try you, see?" "how 'try me,' wingie?" "oh, you ain't next? well, you see--" he hesitates, a faint flush stealing over his prison pallor, "you see, aleck, it's--oh, wait till i pipe th' screw." poor wingie, the ruse is too transparent to hide his embarrassment. i can distinctly follow the step of the block captain on the upper galleries. he is the sole officer in the cell-house during church service. the unlocking of the yard door would apprise us of the entrance of a guard, before the latter could observe wingie at my cell. i ponder over the flimsy excuse. why did wingie leave me? his flushed face, the halting speech of the usually loquacious rangeman, the subterfuge employed to "sneak off,"--as he himself would characterize his hasty departure,--all seem very peculiar. what could he have meant by "trying" me? but before i have time to evolve a satisfactory explanation, i hear wingie tiptoeing back. "it's all right, aleck. they won't come from the chapel for a good while yet." "what did you mean by 'trying' me, wingie?" "oh, well," he stammers, "never min', aleck. you are a good boy, all right. you don't belong here, that's what _i_ say." "well, i _am_ here; and the chances are i'll die here." "now, don't talk so foolish, boy. i 'lowed you looked down at the mouth. now, don't you fill your head with such stuff an' nonsense. croak here, hell! you ain't goin' t'do nothin' of the kind. don't you go broodin', now. you listen t'me, aleck, that's your friend talkin', see? you're so young, why, you're just a kid. twenty-one, ain't you? an' talkin' about dyin'! shame on you, shame!" his manner is angry, but the tremor in his voice sends a ray of warmth to my heart. impulsively i put my hand between the bars. his firm clasp assures me of returned appreciation. "you must brace up, aleck. look at the lifers. you'd think they'd be black as night. nit, my boy, the jolliest lot in th' dump. you seen old henry? no? well, you ought' see 'im. he's the oldest man here; in fifteen years. a lifer, an' hasn't a friend in th' woild, but he's happy as th' day's long. an' you got plenty friends; true blue, too. i know you have." "i have, wingie. but what could they do for me?" "how you talk, aleck. could do anythin'. you got rich friends, i know. you was mixed up with frick. well, your friends are all right, ain't they?" "of course. what could they do, wingie?" "get you pard'n, in two, three years may be, see? you must make a good record here." "oh, i don't care for a pardon." "wha-a-t? you're kiddin'." "no, wingie, quite seriously. i am opposed to it on principle." "you're sure bugs. what you talkin' 'bout? principle fiddlesticks. want to get out o' here?" "of course i do." "well, then, quit your principle racket. what's principle got t' do with 't? your principle's 'gainst get-tin' out?" "no, but against being pardoned." "you're beyond me, aleck. guess you're joshin' me." "now listen, wingie. you see, i wouldn't apply for a pardon, because it would be asking favors from the government, and i am against it, you understand? it would be of no use, anyhow, wingie." "an' if you could get a pard'n for the askin', you won't ask, aleck. that's what you mean?" "yes." "you're hot stuff, aleck. what they call you, narchist? hot stuff, by gosh! can't make you out, though. seems daffy. lis'n t' me, aleck. if i was you, i'd take anythin' i could get, an' then tell 'em to go t'hell. that's what _i_ would do, my boy." he looks at me quizzically, searchingly. the faint echo of the captain's step reaches us from a gallery on the opposite side. with a quick glance to right and left, wingie leans over toward the door. his mouth between the bars, he whispers very low: "principles opposed to a get-a-way, aleck?" the sudden question bewilders me. the instinct of liberty, my revolutionary spirit, the misery of my existence, all flame into being, rousing a wild, tumultuous beating of my heart, pervading my whole being with hope, intense to the point of pain. i remain silent. is it safe to trust him? he seems kind and sympathetic-- "you may trust me, aleck," wingie whispers, as if reading my thoughts. "i'm your friend." "yes, wingie, i believe you. my principles are not opposed to an escape. i have been thinking about it, but so far--" "s-sh! easy. walls have ears." "any chance here, wingie?" "well, it's a damn tough dump, this 'ere is; but there's many a star in heaven, aleck, an' you may have a lucky one. hasn't been a get-a-way here since paddy mcgraw sneaked over th' roof, that's--lemme see, six, seven years ago, 'bout." "how did he do it?" i ask, breathlessly. "jest irish luck. they was finishin' the new block, you know. paddy was helpin' lay th' roof. when he got good an' ready, he jest goes to work and slides down th' roof. swiped stuff in the mat shop an' spliced a rope together, see. they never got 'im, either." "was he in stripes, wingie?" "sure he was. only been in a few months." "how did he manage to get away in stripes? wouldn't he be recognized as an escaped prisoner?" "_that_ bother you, aleck? why, it's easy. get planted till dark, then hold up th' first bloke you see an' take 'is duds. or you push in th' back door of a rag joint; plenty of 'em in allegheny." "is there any chance now through the roof?" "nit, my boy. nothin' doin' _there_. but a feller's got to be alive. many ways to kill a cat, you know. remember the stiff[ ] you got in them things, tow'l an' soap?" [ ] note. "you know about it, wingie?" i ask, in amazement. "do i? he, he, you little--" the click of steel sounds warning. wingie disappears. chapter viii to the girl direct to box a , allegheny city, pa., november , . my dear sonya: it seems an age since i wrote to you, yet it is only a month. but the monotony of my life weights down the heels of time,--the only break in the terrible sameness is afforded me by your dear, affectionate letters, and those of fedya. when i return to the cell for the noon meal, my step is quickened by the eager expectation of finding mail from you. about eleven in the morning, the chaplain makes his rounds; his practiced hand shoots the letter between the bars, toward the bed or on to the little table in the corner. but if the missive is light, it will flutter to the floor. as i reach the cell, the position of the little white object at once apprises me whether the letter is long or short. with closed eyes i sense its weight, like the warm pressure of your own dear hand, the touch reaching softly to my heart, till i feel myself lifted across the chasm into your presence. the bars fade, the walls disappear, and the air grows sweet with the aroma of fresh air and flowers,--i am again with you, walking in the bright july moonlight.... the touch of the _velikorussian_ in your eyes and hair conjures up the volga, our beautiful _bogatir_,[ ] and the strains of the _dubinushka_,[ ] trembling with suffering and yearning, float about me.... the meal remains untouched. i dream over your letter, and again i read it, slowly, slowly, lest i reach the end too quickly. the afternoon hours are hallowed by your touch and your presence, and i am conscious only of the longing for my cell,--in the quiet of the evening, freed from the nightmare of the immediate, i walk in the garden of our dreams. and the following morning, at work in the shop, i pass in anxious wonder whether some cheering word from my own, my real world, is awaiting me in the cell. with a glow of emotion i think of the chaplain: perhaps at the very moment your letter is in his hands. he is opening it, reading. why should strange eyes ... but the chaplain seems kind and discreet. now he is passing along the galleries, distributing the mail. the bundle grows meagre as the postman reaches the ground floor. oh! if he does not come to my cell quickly, he may have no letters left. but the next moment i smile at the childish thought,--if there is a letter for me, no other prisoner will get it. yet some error might happen.... no, it is impossible--my name and prison number, and the cell number marked by the chaplain across the envelope, all insure the mail against any mistake in delivery. now the dinner whistle blows. eagerly i hasten to the cell. there is nothing on the floor! perhaps on the bed, on the table.... i grow feverish with the dread of disappointment. possibly the letter fell under the bed, or in that dark corner. no, none there,--but it can't be that there is no mail for me to-day! i must look again--it may have dropped among the blankets.... no, there is no letter! * * * * * thus pass my days, dear friend. in thought i am ever with you and fedya, in our old haunts and surroundings. i shall never get used to this life, nor find an interest in the reality of the moment. what will become of me, i don't know. i hardly care. we are revolutionists, dear: whatever sacrifices the cause demands, though the individual perish, humanity will profit in the end. in that consciousness we must find our solace. alex. [ ] brave knight--affectionately applied to the great river. [ ] folk-song. _sub rosa_, last day of november, . beloved girl: i thought i would not survive the agony of our meeting, but human capacity for suffering seems boundless. all my thoughts, all my yearnings, were centered in the one desire to see you, to look into your eyes, and there read the beautiful promise that has filled my days with strength and hope.... an embrace, a lingering kiss, and the gift of lingg[ ] would have been mine. to grasp your hand, to look down for a mute, immortal instant into your soul, and then die at your hands, beloved, with the warm breath of your caress wafting me into peaceful eternity--oh, it were bliss supreme, the realization of our day dreams, when, in transports of ecstasy, we kissed the image of the social revolution. do you remember that glorious face, so strong and tender, on the wall of our little houston street hallroom? how far, far in the past are those inspired moments! but they have filled my hours with hallowed thoughts, with exulting expectations. and then you came. a glance at your face, and i knew my doom to terrible life. i read it in the evil look of the guard. it was the deputy himself. perhaps you had been searched! he followed our every moment, like a famished cat that feigns indifference, yet is alert with every nerve to spring upon the victim. oh, i know the calculated viciousness beneath that meek exterior. the accelerated movement of his drumming fingers, as he deliberately seated himself between us, warned me of the beast, hungry for prey.... the halo was dissipated. the words froze within me, and i could meet you only with a vapid smile, and on the instant it was mirrored in my soul as a leer, and i was filled with anger and resentment at everything about us--myself, the deputy (i could have throttled him to death), and--at you, dear. yes, sonya, even at you: the quick come to bury the dead.... but the next moment, the unworthy throb of my agonized soul was stilled by the passionate pressure of my lips upon your hand. how it trembled! i held it between my own, and then, as i lifted my face to yours, the expression i beheld seemed to bereave me of my own self: it was you who were i! the drawn face, the look of horror, your whole being the cry of torture--were _you_ not the real prisoner? or was it my visioned suffering that cemented the spiritual bond, annihilating all misunderstanding, all resentment, and lifting us above time and place in the afflatus of martyrdom? mutely i held your hand. there was no need for words. only the prying eyes of the catlike presence disturbed the sacred moment. then we spoke--mechanically, trivialities.... what though the cadaverous deputy with brutal gaze timed the seconds, and forbade the sound of our dear russian,--nor heaven nor earth could violate the sacrament sealed with our pain. the echo accompanied my step as i passed through the rotunda on my way to the cell. all was quiet in the block. no whir of loom reached me from the shops. thanksgiving day: all activities were suspended. i felt at peace in the silence. but when the door was locked, and i found myself alone, all alone within the walls of the tomb, the full significance of your departure suddenly dawned on me. the quick had left the dead.... terror of the reality seized me and i was swept by a paroxysm of anguish-- i must close. the friend who promised to have this letter mailed _sub rosa_ is at the door. he is a kind unfortunate who has befriended me. may this letter reach you safely. in token of which, send me postal of indifferent contents, casually mentioning the arrival of news from my brother in moscow. remember to sign "sister." with a passionate embrace, your sasha. [ ] louis lingg, one of the chicago martyrs, who committed suicide with a dynamite cartridge in a cigar given him by a friend. chapter ix persecution i suffering and ever-present danger are quick teachers. in the three months of penitentiary life i have learned many things. i doubt whether the vague terrors pictured by my inexperience were more dreadful than the actuality of prison existence. in one respect, especially, the reality is a source of bitterness and constant irritation. notwithstanding all its terrors, perhaps because of them, i had always thought of prison as a place where, in a measure, nature comes into its own: social distinctions are abolished, artificial barriers destroyed; no need of hiding one's thoughts and emotions; one could be his real self, shedding all hypocrisy and artifice at the prison gates. but how different is this life! it is full of deceit, sham, and pharisaism--an aggravated counterpart of the outside world. the flatterer, the backbiter, the spy,--these find here a rich soil. the ill-will of a guard portends disaster, to be averted only by truckling and flattery, and servility fawns for the reward of an easier job. the dissembling soul in stripes whines his conversion into the pleased ears of the christian ladies, taking care he be not surprised without tract or bible,--and presently simulated piety secures a pardon, for the angels rejoice at the sinner's return to the fold. it sickens me to witness these scenes. the officers make the alternative quickly apparent to the new inmate: to protest against injustice is unavailing and dangerous. yesterday i witnessed in the shop a characteristic incident--a fight between johnny davis and jack bradford, both recent arrivals and mere boys. johnny, a manly-looking fellow, works on a knitting machine, a few feet from my table. opposite him is jack, whose previous experience in a reformatory has "put him wise," as he expresses it. my three months' stay has taught me the art of conversing by an almost imperceptible motion of the lips. in this manner i learned from johnny that bradford is stealing his product, causing him repeated punishment for shortage in the task. hoping to terminate the thefts, johnny complained to the overseer, though without accusing jack. but the guard ignored the complaint, and continued to report the youth. finally johnny was sent to the dungeon. yesterday morning he returned to work. the change in the rosy-cheeked boy was startling: pale and hollow-eyed, he walked with a weak, halting step. as he took his place at the machine, i heard him say to the officer: "mr. cosson, please put me somewhere else." "why so?" the guard asked. "i can't make the task here. i'll make it on another machine, please, mr. cosson." "why can't you make it here?" "i'm missing socks." "ho, ho, playing the old game, are you? want to go to th' hole again, eh?" "i couldn't stand the hole again, mr. cosson, swear to god, i couldn't. but my socks's missing here." "missing hell! who's stealing your socks, eh? don't come with no such bluff. nobody can't steal your socks while i'm around. you go to work now, and you'd better make the task, understand?" late in the afternoon, when the count was taken, johnny proved eighteen pairs short. bradford was "over." i saw mr. cosson approach johnny. "eh, thirty, machine thirty," he shouted. "you won't make the task, eh? put your coat and cap on." fatal words! they meant immediate report to the deputy, and the inevitable sentence to the dungeon. "oh, mr. cosson," the youth pleaded, "it ain't my fault, so help me god, it isn't." "it ain't, eh? whose fault is it; mine?" johnny hesitated. his eyes sought the ground, then wandered toward bradford, who studiously avoided the look. "i can't squeal," he said, quietly. "oh, hell! you ain't got nothin' to squeal. get your coat and cap." johnny passed the night in the dungeon. this morning he came up, his cheeks more sunken, his eyes more hollow. with desperate energy he worked. he toiled steadily, furiously, his gaze fastened upon the growing pile of hosiery. occasionally he shot a glance at bradford, who, confident of the officer's favor, met the look of hatred with a sly winking of the left eye. once johnny, without pausing in the work, slightly turned his head in my direction. i smiled encouragingly, and at that same instant i saw jack's hand slip across the table and quickly snatch a handful of johnny's stockings. the next moment a piercing shriek threw the shop into commotion. with difficulty they tore away the infuriated boy from the prostrate bradford. both prisoners were taken to the deputy for trial, with senior officer cosson as the sole witness. impatiently i awaited the result. through the open window i saw the overseer return. he entered the shop, a smile about the corners of his mouth. i resolved to speak to him when he passed by. "mr. cosson," i said, with simulated respectfulness, "may i ask you a question?" "why, certainly, burk, i won't eat you. fire away!" "what have they done with the boys?" "johnny got ten days in the hole. pretty stiff, eh? you see, he started the fight, so he won't have to make the task. oh, i'm next to _him_ all right. they can't fool me so easy, can they, burk?" "well, i should say not, mr. cosson. did you see how the fight started?" "no. but johnny admitted he struck bradford first. that's enough, you know. 'brad' will be back in the shop to-morrow. i got 'im off easy, see; he's a good worker, always makes more than th' task. he'll jest lose his supper. guess he can stand it. ain't much to lose, is there, burk?" "no, not much," i assented. "but, mr. cosson, it was all bradford's fault." "how so?" the guard demanded. "he has been stealing johnny's socks." "you didn't see him do 't." "yes, mr. cosson. i saw him this--" "look here, burk. it's all right. johnny is no good anyway; he's too fresh. you'd better say nothing about it, see? my word goes with the deputy." * * * * * the terrible injustice preys on my mind. poor johnny is already the fourth day in the dreaded dungeon. his third time, too, and yet absolutely innocent. my blood boils at the thought of the damnable treatment and the officer's perfidy. it is my duty as a revolutionist to take the part of the persecuted. yes, i will do so. but how proceed in the matter? complaint against mr. cosson would in all likelihood prove futile. and the officer, informed of my action, will make life miserable for me: his authority in the shop is absolute. the several plans i revolve in my mind do not prove, upon closer examination, feasible. considerations of personal interest struggle against my sense of duty. the vision of johnny in the dungeon, his vacant machine, and bradford's smile of triumph, keep the accusing conscience awake, till silence grows unbearable. i determine to speak to the deputy warden at the first opportunity. several days pass. often i am assailed by doubts: is it advisable to mention the matter to the deputy? it cannot benefit johnny; it will involve me in trouble. but the next moment i feel ashamed of my weakness. i call to mind the much-admired hero of my youth, the celebrated mishkin. with an overpowering sense of my own unworthiness, i review the brave deeds of hippolyte nikitich. what a man! single-handed he essayed to liberate chernishevsky from prison. ah, the curse of poverty! but for that, mishkin would have succeeded, and the great inspirer of the youth of russia would have been given back to the world. i dwell on the details of the almost successful escape, mishkin's fight with the pursuing cossacks, his arrest, and his remarkable speech in court. sentenced to ten years of hard labor in the siberian mines, he defied the russian tyrant by his funeral oration at the grave of dmokhovsky, his boldness resulting in an additional fifteen years of _kátorga_.[ ] minutely i follow his repeated attempts to escape, the transfer of the redoubtable prisoner to the petropavloskaia fortress, and thence to the terrible schlüsselburg prison, where mishkin braved death by avenging the maltreatment of his comrades on a high government official. ah! thus acts the revolutionist; and i--yes, i am decided. no danger shall seal my lips against outrage and injustice. [ ] hard labor in the mines. * * * * * at last an opportunity is at hand. the deputy enters the shop. tall and gray, slightly stooping, with head carried forward, he resembles a wolf following the trail. "mr. mcpane, one moment, please." "yes." "i think johnny davis is being punished innocently." "you think, hm, hm. and who is this innocent johnny, hm, davis?" his fingers drum impatiently on the table; he measures me with mocking, suspicious eyes. "machine thirty, deputy." "ah, yes; machine thirty; hm, hm, reddy davis. hm, he had a fight." "the other man stole his stockings. i saw it, mr. mcpane." "so, so. and why, hm, hm, did you see it, my good man? you confess, then, hm, hm, you were not, hm, attending to your own work. that is bad, hm, very bad. mr. cosson!" the guard hastens to him. "mr. cosson, this man has made a, hm, hm, a charge against you. prisoner, don't interrupt me. hm, what is your number?" "a ." "mr. cosson, a makes a, hm, complaint against the officer, hm, in charge of this shop. please, hm, hm, note it down." both draw aside, conversing in low tones. the words "kicker," "his kid," reach my ears. the deputy nods at the overseer, his steely eyes fastened on me in hatred. ii i feel helpless, friendless. the consolation of wingie's cheerful spirit is missing. my poor friend is in trouble. from snatches of conversation in the shop i have pieced together the story. "dutch" adams, a third-timer and the deputy's favorite stool pigeon, had lost his month's allowance of tobacco on a prize-fight bet. he demanded that wingie, who was stakeholder, share the spoils with him. infuriated by refusal, "dutch" reported my friend for gambling. the unexpected search of wingie's cell discovered the tobacco, thus apparently substantiating the charge. wingie was sent to the dungeon. but after the expiration of five days my friend failed to return to his old cell, and i soon learned that he had been ordered into solitary confinement for refusing to betray the men who had trusted him. the fate of wingie preys on my mind. my poor kind friend is breaking down under the effects of the dreadful sentence. this morning, chancing to pass his cell, i hailed him, but he did not respond to my greeting. perhaps he did not hear me, i thought. impatiently i waited for the noon return to the block. "hello, wingie!" i called. he stood at the door, intently peering between the bars. he stared at me coldly, with blank, expressionless eyes. "who are you?" he whimpered, brokenly. then he began to babble. suddenly the terrible truth dawned on me. my poor, poor friend, the first to speak a kind word to me,--he's gone mad! chapter x the yegg i weeks and months pass without clarifying plans of escape. every step, every movement, is so closely guarded, i seem to be hoping against hope. i am restive and nervous, in a constant state of excitement. conditions in the shop tend to aggravate my frame of mind. the task of the machine men has been increased; in consequence, i am falling behind in my work. my repeated requests for assistance have been ignored by the overseer, who improves every opportunity to insult and humiliate me. his feet wide apart, arms akimbo, belly disgustingly protruding, he measures me with narrow, fat eyes. "oh, what's the matter with you," he drawls, "get a move on, won't you, burk?" then, changing his tone, he vociferates, "don't stand there like a fool, d'ye hear? nex' time i report you, to th' hole you go. that's _me_ talkin', understand?" often i feel the spirit of cain stirring within me. but for the hope of escape, i should not be able to bear this abuse and persecution. as it is, the guard is almost overstepping the limits of my endurance. his low cunning invents numerous occasions to mortify and harass me. the ceaseless dropping of the poison is making my days in the shop a constant torture. i seek relief--forgetfulness rather--in absorbing myself in the work: i bend my energies to outdo the efforts of the previous day; i compete with myself, and find melancholy pleasure in establishing and breaking high records for "turning." again, i tax my ingenuity to perfect means of communication with johnny davis, my young neighbor. apparently intent upon our task, we carry on a silent conversation with eyes, fingers, and an occasional motion of the lips. to facilitate the latter method, i am cultivating the habit of tobacco chewing. the practice also affords greater opportunity for exchanging impressions with my newly-acquired assistant, an old-timer, who introduced himself as "boston red." i owe this development to the return of the warden from his vacation. yesterday he visited the shop. a military-looking man, with benevolent white beard and stately carriage, he approached me, in company with the superintendent of prison manufactures. "is this the celebrated prisoner?" he asked, a faint smile about the rather coarse mouth. "yes, captain, that's berkman, the man who shot frick." "i was in naples at the time. i read about you in the english papers there, berkman. how is his conduct, superintendent?" "good." "well, he should have behaved outside." but noticing the mountain of unturned hosiery, the warden ordered the overseer to give me help, and thus "boston red" joined me at work the next day. * * * * * my assistant is taking great pleasure in perfecting me in the art of lipless conversation. a large quid of tobacco inflating his left cheek, mouth slightly open and curved, he delights in recounting "ghost stories," under the very eyes of the officers. "red" is initiating me into the world of "de road," with its free life, so full of interest and adventure, its romance, joys and sorrows. an interesting character, indeed, who facetiously pretends to "look down upon the world from the sublime heights of applied cynicism." "why, red, you can talk good english," i admonish him. "why do you use so much slang? it's rather difficult for me to follow you." "i'll learn you, pard. see, i should have said 'teach' you, not 'learn.' that's how they talk in school. have i been there? sure, boy. gone through college. went through it with a bucket of coal," he amplifies, with a sly wink. he turns to expectorate, sweeping the large shop with a quick, watchful eye. head bent over the work, he continues in low, guttural tones: "don't care for your classic language. i can use it all right, all right. but give me the lingo, every time. you see, pard, i'm no gun;[ ] don't need it in me biz. i'm a yegg." [ ] professional thief. "what's a yegg, red?" "a supercilious world of cheerful idiots applies to my kind the term 'tramp.'" "a yegg, then, is a tramp. i am surprised that you should care for the life of a bum." a flush suffuses the prison pallor of the assistant. "you are stoopid as the rest of 'em," he retorts, with considerable heat, and i notice his lips move as in ordinary conversation. but in a moment he has regained composure, and a good-humored twinkle plays about his eyes. "sir," he continues, with mock dignity, "to say the least, you are not discriminative in your terminology. no, sir, you are not. now, lookee here, pard, you're a good boy, but your education has been sadly neglected. catch on? don't call me that name again. it's offensive. it's an insult, entirely gratuitous, sir. indeed, sir, i may say without fear of contradiction, that this insult is quite supervacaneous. yes, sir, that's _me_. i ain't no bum, see; no such damn thing. eliminate the disgraceful epithet from your vocabulary, sir, when you are addressing yours truly. i am a yagg, y--a--double g, sir, of the honorable clan of yaggmen. some spell it y--e--double g, but i insist on the a, sir, as grammatically more correct, since the peerless word has no etymologic consanguinity with hen fruit, and should not be confounded by vulgar misspelling." "what's the difference between a yegg and a bum?" "all the diff in the world, pard. a bum is a low-down city bloke, whose intellectual horizon, sir, revolves around the back door, with a skinny hand-out as his center of gravity. he hasn't the nerve to forsake his native heath and roam the wide world, a free and independent gentleman. that's the yagg, me bye. he dares to be and do, all bulls notwithstanding. he lives, aye, he lives,--on the world of suckers, thank you, sir. of them 'tis wisely said in the good book, 'they shall increase and multiply like the sands of the seashore,' or words to that significant effect. a yagg's the salt of the earth, pard. a real, true-blood yagg will not deign to breathe the identical atmosphere with a city bum or gaycat. no, sirree." i am about to ask for an explanation of the new term, when the quick, short coughs of "red" warn me of danger. the guard is approaching with heavy, measured tread, head thrown back, hands clasped behind,--a sure indication of profound self-satisfaction. "how are you, reddie?" he greets the assistant. "so, so." "ain't been out long, have you?" "two an' some." "that's pretty long for you." "oh, i dunno. i've been out four years oncet." "yes, you have! been in columbus[ ] then, i s'pose." [ ] the penitentiary at columbus, ohio. "not on your life, mr. cosson. it was sing sing." "ha, ha! you're all right, red. but you'd better hustle up, fellers. i'm putting in ten more machines, so look lively." "when's the machines comin', mr. cosson?" "pretty soon, red." the officer passing on, "red" whispers to me: "aleck, 'pretty soon' is jest the time i'll quit. damn his work and the new machines. i ain't no gaycat to work. think i'm a nigger, eh? no, sir, the world owes me a living, and i generally manage to get it, you bet you. only mules and niggers work. i'm a free man; i can live on my wits, see? i don't never work outside; damme if i'll work here. i ain't no office-seeker. what d' i want to work for, eh? can you tell me _that_?" "are you going to refuse work?" "refuse? me? nixie. that's a crude word, that. no, sir, i never refuse. they'll knock your damn block off, if you refuse. i merely avoid, sir, discriminately end with steadfast purpose. work is a disease, me bye. one must exercise the utmost care to avoid contagion. it's a regular pest. _you_ never worked, did you?" the unexpected turn surprises me into a smile, which i quickly suppress, however, observing the angry frown on "red's" face. "you bloke," he hisses, "shut your face; the screw'll pipe you. you'll get us in th' hole for chewin' th' rag. whatcher hehawin' about?" he demands, repeating the manoeuvre of pretended expectoration. "d'ye mean t' tell me you work?" "i am a printer, a compositor," i inform him. "get off! you're an anarchist. i read the papers, sir. you people don't believe in work. you want to divvy up. well, it is all right, i'm with you. rockefeller has no right to the whole world. he ain't satisfied with that, either; he wants a fence around it." "the anarchists don't want to 'divvy up,' red. you got your misinformation--" "oh, never min', pard. i don' take stock in reforming the world. it's good enough for suckers, and as holy writ says, sir, 'blessed be they that neither sow nor hog; all things shall be given unto them.' them's wise words, me bye. moreover, sir, neither you nor me will live to see a change, so why should i worry me nut about 't? it takes all my wits to dodge work. it's disgraceful to labor, and it keeps me industriously busy, sir, to retain my honor and self-respect. why, you know, pard, or perhaps you don't, greenie, columbus is a pretty tough dump; but d'ye think i worked the four-spot there? not me; no, sirree!" "didn't you tell cosson you were in sing sing, not in columbus?" "'corse i did. what of it? think i'd open my guts to my lord bighead? i've never been within thirty miles of the york pen. it was hail columbia all right, but that's between you an' i, savvy. don' want th' screws to get next." "well, red, how did you manage to keep away from work in columbus?" "manage? that's right, sir. 'tis a word of profound significance, quite adequately descriptive of my humble endeavors. just what i did, buddy. i managed, with a capital m. to good purpose, too, me bye. not a stroke of work in a four-spot. how? i had billie with me, that's me kid, you know, an' a fine boy he was, too. i had him put a jigger on me; kept it up for four years. there's perseverance and industry for you, sir." "what's 'putting a jigger on'?" "a jigger? well, a jigger is--" the noon whistle interrupts the explanation. with a friendly wink in my direction, the assistant takes his place in the line. in silence we march to the cell-house, the measured footfall echoing a hollow threat in the walled quadrangle of the prison yard. ii conversation with "boston red," young davis, and occasional other prisoners helps to while away the tedious hours at work. but in the solitude of the cell, through the long winter evenings, my mind dwells in the outside world. friends, the movement, the growing antagonisms, the bitter controversies between the _mostianer_ and the defenders of my act, fill my thoughts and dreams. by means of fictitious, but significant, names, russian and german words written backward, and similar devices, the girl keeps me informed of the activities in our circles. i think admiringly, yet quite impersonally, of her strenuous militancy in championing my cause against all attacks. it is almost weak on my part, as a terrorist of russian traditions, to consider her devotion deserving of particular commendation. she is a revolutionist; it is her duty to our common cause. courage, whole-souled zeal, is very rare, it is true. the girl. fedya, and a few others,--hence the sad lack of general opposition in the movement to most's attitude.... but communications from comrades and unknown sympathizers germinate the hope of an approaching reaction against the campaign of denunciation. with great joy i trace the ascending revolutionary tendency in _der arme teufel_. i have persuaded the chaplain to procure the admission of the ingenious robert reitzel's publication. all the other periodicals addressed to me are regularly assigned to the waste basket, by orders of the deputy. the latter refused to make an exception even in regard to the _knights of labor journal_. "it is an incendiary anarchist sheet," he persisted. * * * * * the arrival of the _teufel_ is a great event. what joy to catch sight of the paper snugly reposing between the legs of the cell table! tenderly i pick it up, fondling the little visitor with quickened pulse. it is an animate, living thing, a ray of warmth in the dreary evenings. what cheering message does reitzel bring me now? what beauties of his rich mind are hidden to-day in the quaint german type? reverently i unfold the roll. the uncut sheet opens on the fourth page, and the stirring paean of hope's prophecy greets my eye,-- gruss an alexander berkman! for days the music of the dawn rings in my ears. again and again recurs the refrain of faith and proud courage, schon rüstet sich der freiheit schaar zur heiligen entscheidungschlacht; es enden "zweiundzwanzig" jahr' vielleicht in e i n e r sturmesnacht! but in the evening, when i return to the cell, reality lays its heavy hand upon my heart. the flickering of the candle accentuates the gloom, and i sit brooding over the interminable succession of miserable days and evenings and nights.... the darkness gathers around the candle, as i motionlessly watch its desperate struggle to be. its dying agony, ineffectual and vain, presages my own doom, approaching, inevitable. weaker and fainter grows the light, feebler, feebler--a last spasm, and all is utter blackness. three bells. "lights out!" alas, mine did not last its permitted hour.... * * * * * the sun streaming into the many-windowed shop routs the night, and dispels the haze of the fire-spitting city. perhaps my little candle with its bold defiance has shortened the reign of darkness,--who knows? perhaps the brave, uneven struggle coaxed the sun out of his slumbers, and hastened the coming of day. the fancy lures me with its warming embrace, when suddenly the assistant startles me: "say, pard, slept bad last night? you look boozy, me lad." surprised at my silence, he admonishes me: "young man, keep a stiff upper lip. just look at me! permit me to introduce to you, sir, a gentleman who has sounded the sharps and flats of life, and faced the most intricate network, sir, of iron bars between york and frisco. always acquitted himself with flying colors, sir, merely by being wise and preserving a stiff upper lip; see th' point?" "what are you driving at, red?" "they'se goin' to move me down on your row,[ ] now that i'm in this 'ere shop. dunno how long i shall choose to remain, sir, in this magnificent hosiery establishment, but i see there's a vacant cell next yours, an' i'm goin' to try an' land there. are you next, me bye? i'm goin' to learn you to be wise, sonny. i shall, so to speak, assume benevolent guardianship over you; over you and your morals, yes, sir, for you're my kid now, see?" [ ] gallery. "how, your kid?" "how? my kid, of course. that's just what i mean. any objections, sir, as the learned gentlemen of the law say in the honorable courts of the blind goddess. you betcher life she's blind, blind as an owl on a sunny midsummer day. not in your damn smoky city, though; sun's ashamed here. but 'way down in my kentucky home, down by the suanee river, sua-a-nee-ee riv--" "hold on, red. you are romancing. you started to tell me about being your 'kid'. now explain, what do you mean by it?" "really, you--" he holds the unturned stocking suspended over the post, gazing at me with half-closed, cynical eyes, in which doubt struggles with wonder. in his astonishment he has forgotten his wonted caution, and i warn him of the officer's watchful eye. "really, alex; well, now, damme, i've seen something of this 'ere round globe, some mighty strange sights, too, and there ain't many things to surprise me, lemme tell you. but _you_ do, alex; yes, me lad, you do. haven't had such a stunnin' blow since i first met cigarette jimmie in oil city. innocent? well, i should snicker. he was, for sure. never heard a ghost story; was fourteen, too. well, i got 'im all right, ah right. now he's doin' a five-bit down in kansas, poor kiddie. well, he certainly was a surprise. but many tempestuous billows of life, sir, have since flown into the shoreless ocean of time, yes, sir, they have, but i never got such a stunner as you just gave me. why, man, it's a body-blow, a reg'lar knockout to my knowledge of the world, sir, to my settled estimate of the world's supercilious righteousness. well, damme, if i'd ever believe it. say, how old are you, alex?" "i'm over twenty-two, red. but what has all this to do with the question i asked you?" "everythin', me bye, everythin'. you're twenty-two and don't know what a kid is! well, if it don't beat raw eggs, i don't know what does. green? well, sir, it would be hard to find an adequate analogy to your inconsistent immaturity of mind; aye, sir, i may well say, of soul, except to compare it with the virtuous condition of green corn in the early summer moon. you know what 'moon' is, don't you?" he asks, abruptly, with an evident effort to suppress a smile. i am growing impatient of his continuous avoidance of a direct answer. yet i cannot find it in my heart to be angry with him; the face expressive of a deep-felt conviction of universal wisdom, the eyes of humorous cynicism, and the ludicrous manner of mixing tramp slang with "classic" english, all disarm my irritation. besides, his droll chatter helps to while away the tedious hours at work; perhaps i may also glean from this experienced old-timer some useful information regarding my plans of escape. "well, d'ye know a moon when you see 't?" "red" inquires, chaffingly. "i suppose i do." "i'll bet you my corn dodger you don't. sir, i can see by the tip of your olfactory organ that you are steeped in the slough of densest ignorance concerning the supreme science of moonology. yes, sir, do not contradict me. i brook no sceptical attitude regarding my undoubted and proven perspicacity of human nature. how's that for classic style, eh? that'll hold you down a moment, kid. as i was about to say when you interrupted--eh, what? you didn't? oh, what's the matter with you? don't yer go now an' rooin the elegant flight of my rhetorical pegasus with an insignificant interpolation of mere fact. none of your lip, now, boy, an' lemme develop this sublime science of moonology before your wondering gaze. to begin with, sir, moonology is an exclusively aristocratic science. not for the pretenders of broad street and fifth avenue. nixie. but for the only genuine aristocracy of de road, sir, for the pink of humankind, for the yaggman, me lad, for yours truly and his clan. yes, sirree!" "i don't know what you are talking about." "i know you don't. that's why i'm goin' to chaperon you, kid. in plain english, sir, i shall endeavor to generate within your postliminious comprehension a discriminate conception of the subject at issue, sir, by divesting my lingo of the least shadow of imperspicuity or ambiguity. moonology, my marktwainian innocent, is the truly christian science of loving your neighbor, provided he be a nice little boy. understand now?" "how can you love a boy?" "are you really so dumb? you are not a ref boy, i can see that." "red, if you'd drop your stilted language and talk plainly, i'd understand better." "thought you liked the classic. but you ain't long on lingo neither. how can a self-respecting gentleman explain himself to you? but i'll try. you love a boy as you love the poet-sung heifer, see? ever read billy shakespeare? know the place, 'he's neither man nor woman; he's punk.' well, billy knew. a punk's a boy that'll...." "what!" "yes, sir. give himself to a man. now we'se talkin' plain. savvy now, innocent abroad?" "i don't believe what you are telling me, red." "you don't be-lie-ve? what th' devil--damn me soul t' hell, what d' you mean, you don't b'lieve? gee, look out!" the look of bewilderment on his face startles me. in his excitement, he had raised his voice almost to a shout, attracting the attention of the guard, who is now hastening toward us. "who's talkin' here?" he demands, suspiciously eyeing the knitters. "you, davis?" "no, sir." "who was, then?" "nobody here, mr. cosson." "yes, they was. i heard hollerin'." "oh, that was me," davis replies, with a quick glance at me. "i hit my elbow against the machine." "let me see 't." the guard scrutinizes the bared arm. "wa-a-ll," he says, doubtfully, "it don't look sore." "it hurt, and i hollered." the officer turns to my assistant: "has he been talkin', reddie?" "i don't think he was, cap'n." pleased with the title, cosson smiles at "red," and passes on, with a final warning to the boy: "don't you let me catch you at it again, you hear!" * * * * * during the rest of the day the overseers exercise particular vigilance over our end of the shop. but emboldened by the increased din of the new knitting machinery, "red" soon takes up the conversation again. "screws can't hear us now," he whispers, "'cept they's close to us. but watch your lips, boy; the damn bulls got sharp lamps. an' don' scare me again like that. why, you talk so foolish, you make me plumb forget myself. say, that kid is all to the good, ain't he? what's his name, johnny davis? yes, a wise kid all right. just like me own billie i tole you 'bout. he was no punk, either, an' don't you forget it. true as steel, he was; stuck to me through my four-spot like th' bark to a tree. say, what's that you said, you don't believe what i endeavored so conscientiously, sir, to drive into your noodle? you was only kiddin' me, wasn't you?" "no, red, i meant it quite seriously. you're spinning ghost stories, or whatever you call it. i don't believe in this kid love." "an' why don't you believe it?" "why--er--well, i don't think it possible." "_what_ isn't possible?" "you know what i mean. i don't think there can be such intimacy between those of the same sex." "ho, ho! _that's_ your point? why, alex, you're more of a damfool than the casual observer, sir, would be apt to postulate. you don't believe it possible, you don't, eh? well, you jest gimme half a chance, an i'll show you." "red, don't you talk to me like that," i burst out, angrily. "if you--" "aisy, aisy, me bye," he interrupts, good-naturedly. "don't get on your high horse. no harm meant, alex. you're a good boy, but you jest rattle me with your crazy talk. why, you're bugs to say it's impossible. man alive, the dump's chuckful of punks. it's done in every prison, an' on th' road, everywhere. lord, if i had a plunk for every time i got th' best of a kid, i'd rival rockefeller, sir; i would, me bye." "you actually confess to such terrible practices? you're disgusting. but i don't really believe it, red." "confess hell! i confess nothin'. terrible, disgusting! you talk like a man up a tree, you holy sky-pilot." "are there no women on the road?" "pshaw! who cares for a heifer when you can get a kid? women are no good. i wouldn't look at 'em when i can have my prushun.[ ] oh, it is quite evident, sir, you have not delved into the esoteric mysteries of moonology, nor tasted the mellifluous fruit on the forbidden tree of--" [ ] a boy serving his apprenticeship with a full-fledged tramp. "oh, quit!" "well, you'll know better before _your_ time's up, me virtuous sonny." * * * * * for several days my assistant fails to appear in the shop on account of illness. he has been "excused" by the doctor, the guard informs me. i miss his help at work; the hours drag heavier for lack of "red's" companionship. yet i am gratified by his absence. his cynical attitude toward woman and sex morality has roused in me a spirit of antagonism. the panegyrics of boy-love are deeply offensive to my instincts. the very thought of the unnatural practice revolts and disgusts me. but i find solace in the reflection that "red's" insinuations are pure fabrication; no credence is to be given them. man, a reasonable being, could not fall to such depths; he could not be guilty of such unspeakably vicious practices. even the lowest outcast must not be credited with such perversion, such depravity. i should really take the matter more calmly. the assistant is a queer fellow; he is merely teasing me. these things are not credible; indeed, i don't believe they are possible. and even if they were, no human being would be capable of such iniquity. i must not suffer "red's" chaffing to disturb me. chapter xi the route sub rosa march , . girl and twin: i am writing with despair in my heart. i was taken to pittsburgh as a witness in the trial of nold and bauer. i had hoped for an opportunity--you understand, friends. it was a slender thread, but i clung to it desperately, prepared to stake everything on it. it proved a broken straw. now i am back, and i may never leave this place alive. i was bitterly disappointed not to find you in the courtroom. i yearned for the sight of your faces. but you were not there, nor any one else of our new york comrades. i knew what it meant: you are having a hard struggle to exist. otherwise perhaps something could be done to establish friendly relations between rakhmetov and mr. gebop.[ ] it would require an outlay beyond the resources of our own circle; others cannot be approached in this matter. nothing remains but the "inside" developments,--a terribly slow process. this is all the hope i can hold out to you, dear friends. you will think it quite negligible; yet it is the sole ray that has again and again kindled life in moments of utmost darkness.... i did not realize the physical effects of my stay here (it is five months now) till my return from court. i suppose the excitement of being on the outside galvanized me for the nonce.... my head was awhirl; i could not collect my thoughts. the wild hope possessed me,--_pobeg_! the click of the steel, as i was handcuffed to the deputy, struck my death-knell.... the unaccustomed noise of the streets, the people and loud voices in the courtroom, the scenes of the trial, all absorbed me in the moment. it seemed to me as if i were a spectator, interested, but personally unconcerned, in the surroundings; and these, too, were far away, of a strange world in which i had no part. only when i found myself alone in the cell, the full significance of the lost occasion was borne in upon me with crushing force. but why sadden you? there is perhaps a cheerier side, now that nold and bauer are here. i have not seen them yet, but their very presence, the circumstance that somewhere within these walls there are _comrades_, men who, like myself, suffer for an ideal--the thought holds a deep satisfaction for me. it brings me closer, in a measure, to the environment of political prisoners in europe. whatever the misery and torture of their daily existence, the politicals--even in siberia--breathe the atmosphere of solidarity, of appreciation. what courage and strength there must be for them in the inspiration radiated by a common cause! conditions here are entirely different. both inmates and officers are at loss to "class" me. they have never known political prisoners. that one should sacrifice or risk his life with no apparent personal motives, is beyond their comprehension, almost beyond their belief. it is a desert of sordidness that constantly threatens to engulf one. i would gladly exchange places with our comrades in siberia. the former _podpoilnaya_[ ] was suspended, because of the great misfortune that befell my friend wingie, of whom i wrote to you before. this dove will be flown by mr. tiuremshchick,[ ] an old soldier who really sympathizes with wingie. i believe they served in the same regiment. he is a kindly man, who hates his despicable work. but there is a family at home, a sick wife--you know the old, weak-kneed tale. i had a hint from him the other day: he is being spied upon; it is dangerous for him to be seen at my cell, and so forth. it is all quite true; but what he means is, that a little money would be welcome. you know how to manage the matter. leave no traces. i hear the felt-soled step. it's the soldier. i bid my birdie a hasty good-bye. sasha. [ ] reading backward, _pobeg_; russian for "escape." [ ] _sub rosa_ route. [ ] russian for "guard." chapter xii "zuchthausbluethen" i a dense fog rises from the broad bosom of the ohio. it ensnares the river banks in its mysterious embrace, veils tree and rock with sombre mist, and mocks the sun with angry frown. within the house of death is felt the chilling breath, and all is quiet and silent in the iron cages. only an occasional knocking, as on metal, disturbs the stillness. i listen intently. nearer and more audible seem the sounds, hesitating and apparently intentional i am involuntarily reminded of the methods of communication practiced by russian politicals, and i strive to detect some meaning in the tapping. it grows clearer as i approach the back wall of the cell, and instantly i am aware of a faint murmur in the privy. is it fancy, or did i hear my name? "halloa!" i call into the pipe. the knocking ceases abruptly. i hear a suppressed, hollow voice: "that you, aleck?" "yes. who is it?" "never min'. you must be deaf not to hear me callin' you all this time. take that cott'n out o' your ears." "i didn't know you could talk this way." "you didn't? well, you know now. them's empty pipes, no standin' water, see? fine t' talk. oh, dammit to--" the words are lost in the gurgle of rushing water. presently the flow subsides, and the knocking is resumed. i bend over the privy. "hello, hello! that you, aleck?" "git off that line, ye jabberin' idiot!" some one shouts into the pipe. "lay down, there!" "take that trap out o' the hole." "quit your foolin', horsethief." "hey, boys, stop that now. that's me, fellers. it's bob, horsethief bob. i'm talkin' business. keep quiet now, will you? are you there, aleck? yes? well, pay no 'tention to them dubs. 'twas that crazy southside slim that turned th' water on--" "who you call crazy, damn you," a voice interrupts. "oh, lay down, slim, will you? who said you was crazy? nay, nay, you're bugs. hey, aleck, you there?" "yes, bob." "oh, got me name, have you? yes, i'm bob, horsethief bob. make no mistake when you see me; i'm big bob, the horsethief. can you hear me? it's you, aleck?" "yes, yes." "sure it's you? got t' tell you somethin'. what's your number?" "a ." "right you are. what cell?" " k." "an' this is me, big bob, in--" "windbag bob," a heavy bass comments from above. "shut up, curley, i'm on th' line. i'm in f, aleck, top tier. call me up any time i'm in, ha, ha! you see, pipe's runnin' up an' down, an' you can talk to any range you want, but always to th' same cell as you're in, cell , understand? now if you wan' t' talk to cell , to shorty, you know--" "i don't want to talk to shorty. i don't know him, bob." "yes, you do. you list'n what i tell you, aleck, an' you'll be all right. that's me talkin', big bob, see? now, i say if you'd like t' chew th' rag with shorty, you jest tell me. tell brother bob, an' he'll connect you all right. are you on? know who's shorty?" "no." "yo oughter. that's carl, carl nold. know _him_, don't you?" "what!" i cry in astonishment. "is it true, bob? is nold up there on your gallery?" "sure thing. cell ." "why didn't you say so at once? you've been talking ten minutes now. did you see him?" "what's your hurry, aleck? _you_ can't see 'im; not jest now, anyway. p'r'aps bimeby, mebbe. there's no hurry, aleck. _you_ got plenty o' time. a few years, _rather_, ha, ha, ha!" "hey, there, horsethief, quit that!" i recognize "curley's" deep bass. "what do you want to make the kid feel bad for?" "no harm meant, curley," bob returns, "i was jest joshin' him a bit." "well, quit it." "you don' min' it, aleck, do you?" i hear bob again, his tones softened, "i didn' mean t' hurt your feelin's. i'm your friend, aleck, you can bet your corn dodger on that. say, i've got somethin' for you from shorty, i mean carl, you savvy?" "what have you, bob?" "nixie through th' hole, ain't safe. i'm coffee-boy on this 'ere range. i'll sneak around to you in the mornin', when i go t' fetch me can of bootleg. now, jiggaroo,[ ] screw's comin'." [ ] look out. ii the presence of my comrades is investing existence with interest and meaning. it has brought to me a breeze from the atmosphere of my former environment; it is stirring the graves, where lie my soul's dead, into renewed life and hope. the secret exchange of notes lends color to the routine. it is like a fresh mountain streamlet joyfully rippling through a stagnant swamp. at work in the shop, my thoughts are engrossed with our correspondence. again and again i review the arguments elucidating to my comrades the significance of my _attentat_: they, too, are inclined to exaggerate the importance of the purely physical result. the exchange of views gradually ripens our previously brief and superficial acquaintance into closer intimacy. there is something in carl nold that especially attracts me: i sense in him a congenial spirit. his spontaneous frankness appeals to me; my heart echoes his grief at the realization of most's unpardonable behavior. but the ill-concealed antagonism of bauer is irritating. it reflects his desperate clinging to the shattered idol. presently, however, a better understanding begins to manifest itself. the big, jovial german has earned my respect; he braved the anger of the judge by consistently refusing to betray the man who aided him in the distribution of the anarchist leaflet among the homestead workers. on the other hand, both carl and henry appreciate my efforts on the witness stand, to exonerate them from complicity in my act. their condemnation, as acknowledged anarchists, was, of course, a foregone conclusion, and i am gratified to learn that neither of my comrades had entertained any illusions concerning the fate that awaited them. indeed, both have expressed surprise that the maximum revenge of the law was not visited upon them. their philosophical attitude exerts a soothing effect upon me. carl even voices satisfaction that the sentence of five years will afford him a long-needed vacation from many years of ceaseless factory toil. he is facetiously anxious lest capitalist industry be handicapped by the loss of such a splendid carpenter as henry, whom he good-naturedly chaffs on the separation from his newly affianced. * * * * * the evening hours have ceased to drag: there is pleasure and diversion in the correspondence. the notes have grown into bulky letters, daily cementing our friendship. we compare views, exchange impressions, and discuss prison gossip. i learn the history of the movement in the twin cities, the personnel of anarchist circles, and collect a fund of anecdotes about albrecht, the philosophic old shoemaker whose diminutive shop in allegheny is the center of the radical _inteligenzia_. with deep contrition bauer confesses how narrowly he escaped the rôle of my executioner. my unexpected appearance in their midst, at the height of the homestead struggle, had waked suspicion among the allegheny comrades. they sent an inquiry to most, whose reply proved a warning against me. unknown to me, bauer shared the room i occupied in nold's house. through the long hours of the night he lay awake, with revolver cocked. at the first sign of a suspicious move on my part, he had determined to kill me. the personal tenor of our correspondence is gradually broadening into the larger scope of socio-political theories, methods of agitation, and applied tactics. the discussions, prolonged and often heated, absorb our interest. the bulky notes necessitate greater circumspection; the difficulty of procuring writing materials assumes a serious aspect. every available scrap of paper is exhausted; margins of stray newspapers and magazines have been penciled on, the contents repeatedly erased, and the frayed tatters microscopically covered with ink. even an occasional fly-leaf from library books has been sacrilegiously forced to leave its covers, and every evidence of its previous association dexterously removed. the problem threatens to terminate our correspondence and fills us with dismay. but the genius our faithful postman, of proud horsethieving proclivities, proves equal to the occasion: bob constitutes himself our commissary, designating the broom shop, in which he is employed, as the base of our future supplies. the unexpected affluence fills us with joy. the big rolls requisitioned by "horsethief" exclude the fear of famine; the smooth yellow wrapping paper affords the luxury of larger and more legible chirography. the pride of sudden wealth germinates ambitious projects. we speculate on the possibility of converting our correspondence into a magazinelet, and wax warm over the proposed list of readers. before long the first issue of the _zuchthausblüthen_[ ] is greeted with the encouraging approval of our sole subscriber, whose contribution surprises us in the form of a rather creditable poem on the blank last page of the publication. elated at the happy acquisition, we unanimously crown him _meistersinger_, with dominion over the department of poetry. soon we plan more pretentious issues: the outward size of the publication is to remain the same, three by five inches, but the number of pages is to be enlarged; each issue to have a different editor, to ensure equality of opportunity; the readers to serve as contributing editors. the appearance of the _blüthen_ is to be regulated by the time required to complete the circle of readers, whose identity is to be masked with certain initials, to protect them against discovery. henceforth bauer, physically a giant, is to be known as "g"; because of my medium stature, i shall be designated with the letter "m"; and nold, as the smallest, by "k."[ ] the poet, his history somewhat shrouded in mystery, is christened "d" for _dichter_. "m," "k," "g," are to act, in turn, as editor-in-chief, whose province it is to start the _blüthen_ on its way, each reader contributing to the issue till it is returned to the original editor, to enable him to read and comment upon his fellow contributors. the publication, its contents growing transit, is finally to reach the second contributor, upon whom will devolve the editorial management of the following issue. [ ] prison blossoms. [ ] initial of the german _klein_, small. the unique arrangement proves a source of much pleasure and recreation. the little magazine is rich in contents and varied in style. the diversity of handwriting heightens the interest, and stimulates speculation on the personality of our increasing readers-contributors. in the arena of the diminutive publication, there rages the conflict of contending social philosophies; here a political essay rubs elbows with a witty anecdote, and a dissertation on "the nature of things" is interspersed with prison small-talk and personal reminiscence. flashes of unstudied humor and unconscious rivalry of orthography lend peculiar charm to the unconventional editorials, and waft a breath of josh billings into the manuscript pages. [illustration: special spring edition of the z. blüthen.] but the success of the _zuchthausblüthen_ soon discovers itself a veritable frankenstein, which threatens the original foundation and aims of the magazinelet. the popularity of joint editorship is growing at the cost of unity and tendency; the bard's astonishing facility at versification, coupled with his jules vernian imagination, causes us grave anxiety lest his untamable pegasus traverse the limits of our paper supply. the appalling warning of the commissary that the improvident drain upon his resources is about to force him on a strike, imperatively calls a halt. we are deliberating policies of retrenchment and economy, when unexpectedly the arrival of two homestead men suggests an auspicious solution. iii the presence of hugh f. dempsey and robert j. beatty, prominent in the knights of labor organization, offers opportunity for propaganda among workers representing the more radical element of american labor. accused of poisoning the food served to the strike-breakers in the mills, dempsey and beatty appear to me men of unusual type. be they innocent or guilty, the philosophy of their methods is in harmony with revolutionary tactics. labor can never be unjust in its demands: is it not the creator of all the wealth in the world? every weapon may be employed to return the despoiled people into its rightful ownership. is not the terrorizing of scabbery, and ultimately of the capitalist exploiters, an effective means of aiding the struggle? therefore dempsey and beatty deserve acclaim. morally certain of their guilt, i respect them the more for it, though i am saddened by their denial of complicity in the scheme of wholesale extermination of the scabs. the blackleg is also human, it is true, and desires to live. but one should starve rather than turn traitor to the cause of his class. moreover, the individual--or any number of them--cannot be weighed against the interests of humanity. * * * * * infinite patience weaves the threads that bring us in contact with the imprisoned labor leaders. in the ceaseless duel of vital need against stupidity and malice, caution and wit are sharpened by danger. the least indiscretion, the most trifling negligence, means discovery, disaster. but perseverance and intelligent purpose conquer: by the aid of the faithful "horsethief," communication with dempsey and beatty is established. with the aggressiveness of strong conviction i present to them my views, dwelling on the historic rôle of the _attentäter_ and the social significance of conscious individual protest. the discussion ramifies, the interest aroused soon transcending the limits of my paper supply. presently i am involved in a correspondence with several men, whose questions and misinterpretations regarding my act i attempt to answer and correct with individual notes. but the method proves an impossible tax on our opportunities, and "kgm" finally decide to publish an english edition of the _zuchthausblüthen_. the german magazinelet is suspended, and in its place appears the first issue of the _prison blossoms_. chapter xiii the judas "ah, there, sporty!" my assistant greets me in the shop. "stand treat on this festive occasion?" "yes, red. have a chew," i reply with a smile, handing him my fresh plug of tobacco. his eyes twinkle with mischievous humor as he scrutinizes my changed suit of dark gray. the larger part of the plug swelling out his cheek, he flings to me the remnant across the table, remarking: "don't care for't. take back your choo, i'll keep me honor,--your plug, i mean, sonny. a gentleman of my eminence, sir, a natural-born navigator on the high seas of social life,--are you on, me bye?--a gentleman, i repeat, sir, whose canoe the mutations of all that is human have chucked on this here dry, thrice damned dry latitude, sir, this nocuous plague-spot of civilization,--say, kid, what t' hell am i talkin' about? damn if i ain't clean forgot." "i'm sure i don't know, red." "like hell you don't! it's your glad duds, kid. offerin' _me_ a ch-aw tob-b-bac-co! christ, i'm dyin' for a drop of booze. this magnificent occasion deserves a wetting, sir. and, say, aleck, it won't hurt your beauty to stretch them sleeves of yours a bit. you look like a scarecrow in them high-water pants. ain't old sandy the king of skinners, though!" "whom do you mean, red?" "who i mean, you idjot! who but that skunk of a warden, the honorable captain edward s. wright, if you please, sir. captain of rotten old punks, that's what he is. you ask th' screws. he's never smelt powder; why, he's been _here_ most o' his life. but some o' th' screws been here longer, borned here, damn 'em; couldn't pull 'em out o' here with a steam engine, you couldn't. they can tell you all 'bout the cap, though. old sandy didn' have a plugged nickel to his name when he come 'ere, an' now the damn stomach-robber is rich. reg'lar gold mine this dump's for 'im. only gets a lousy five thousan' per year. got big fam'ly an' keeps carriages an' servants, see, an' can 'ford t' go to europe every year, an' got a big pile in th' bank to boot, all on a scurvy five thousan' a year. good manager, ain't he? a reg'lar church member, too, damn his rotten soul to hell!" "is he as bad as all that, red?" "is he? a hypocrite dyed in th' wool, that's what he is. plays the humanitarian racket. he had a great deal t' say t' the papers why he didn't believe in the brutal way iams was punished by that homestead colonel--er--what's 'is name?" "colonel streator, of the tenth pennsylvania." "that's the cur. he hung up private iams by the thumbs till th' poor boy was almost dead. for nothin', too. suppose you remember, don't you? iams had called for 'three cheers for the man who shot frick,' an' they pretty near killed 'im for 't, an' then drummed 'im out of th' regiment with 'is head half shaved." "it was a most barbarous thing." "an' that damn sandy swore in th' papers he didn't believe in such things, an' all th' while th' lyin' murderer is doin' it himself. not a day but some poor con is 'cuffed up' in th' hole. that's th' kind of humanitarian _he_ is! it makes me wild t' think on 't. why, kid, i even get a bit excited, and forget that you, young sir, are attuned to the dulcet symphonies of classic english. but whenever that skunk of a warden is the subject of conversation, sir, even my usually imperturbable serenity of spirit and tranquil stoicism are not equal to 'patience on a monument smiling at grief.' watch me, sonny, that's yours truly spielin'. why, look at them dingy rags of yours. i liked you better in th' striped duds. they give you the hand-me-downs of that nigger that went out yesterday, an' charge you on th' books with a bran' new suit. see where sandy gets his slice, eh? an' say, kid, how long are you here?" "about eight months, red." "they beat you out o' two months all right. suppose they obey their own rules? nit, sir. you are aware, my precious lamb, that you are entitled to discard your polychromic vestments of zebra hue after a sojourn of six months in this benevolent dump. i bet you that fresh fish at the loopin' machine there, came up 'ere some days ago, _he_ won't be kept waitin' more'n six months for 'is black clothes." i glance in the direction of the recent arrival. he is a slender man, with swarthy complexion and quick, shifting eye. the expression of guilty cunning is repelling. "who is that man?" i whisper to the assistant. "like 'im, don't you? permit me, sir, to introduce to you the handiwork of his maker, a mealy-mouthed, oily-lipped, scurvy gaycat, a yellow cur, a snivelling, fawning stool, a filthy, oozy sneak, a snake in the grass whose very presence, sir, is a mortal insult to a self-respecting member of my clan,--mr. patrick gallagher, of the honorable pinkerton family, sir." "gallagher?" i ask, in astonishment. "the informer, who denounced dempsey and beatty?" "the very same. the dirty snitch that got those fellows railroaded here for seven years. dempsey was a fool to bunch up with such vermin as gallagher and davidson. he was master workman of some district of the knights of labor. why in hell didn't he get his own men to do th' job? goes to work an' hires a brace of gaycats; sent 'em to the scab mills, you savvy, to sling hash for the blacklegs and keep 'im posted on the goings on, see? s'pose you have oriented yourself, sir, concerning the developments in the culinary experiment?" "yes. croton oil is supposed to have been used to make the scabs sick with diarrhoea." "make 'em sick? why, me bye, scores of 'em croaked. i am surprised, sir, at your use of such a vulgar term as diarrhoea. you offend my aestheticism. the learned gentlemen who delve deeply into the bowels of earth and man, sir, ascribed the sudden and phenomenal increase of unmentionable human obligations to nature, the mysterious and extravagant popularity of the houses of ill odor, sir, and the automatic obedience to their call, as due entirely to the dumping of a lot o' lousy bums, sir, into filthy quarters, or to impurities of the liquid supply, or to--pardon my frankness, sir--to intestinal effeminacy, which, in flaccid excitability, persisted in ill-timed relaxation unseemly in well-mannered christians. some future day, sir, there may arise a poet to glorify with beauteous epic the heroic days of the modern bull run--an' i kin tell you, laddie, they run and kept runnin', top and bottom--or some lyric bard may put to hudibrastic verse--watch me climbin' th' parnassus, kid--the poetic feet, the numbers, the assonance, and strain of the inspiring days when croton oil was king. yes, sirree; but for yours truly, me hand ain't in such pies; and moreover, sir, i make it an invariable rule of gentlemanly behavior t' keep me snout out o' other people's biz." "dempsey may be innocent, red." "well, th' joory didn't think so. but there's no tellin'. honest t' god, aleck, that rotten scab of a gallagher has cast the pale hue of resolution, if i may borrow old billy shake's slang, sir, over me gener'ly settled convictions. you know, in the abundant plenitude of my heterogeneous experience with all sorts and conditions of rats and gaycats, sir, fortified by a natural genius of no mean order, of vintage, damme if i ever run across such an acute form of confessionitis as manifested by the lout on th' loopin' machine there. you know what he done yesterday?" "what?" "sent for th' distric' attorney and made another confesh." "really? how do you know?" "night screw's a particular fren' o' mine, kid. i shtands in, see? the mick's a reg'lar yahoo, can't hardly spell 'is own name. he daily requisitions upon my humble but abundant intelligence, sir, to make out his reports. catch on, eh? i've never earned a hand-out with more dignified probity, sir. it's a cinch. last night he gimme a great slice of corn dodger. it was a , i tell you, an' two hard boiled eggs and half a tomato, juicy and luscious, sir. didn't i enjoy it, though! makes your mouth water, eh, kid? well, you be good t' me, an' you kin have what i got. i'll divvy up with you. we-ll! don' stand there an' gape at me like a wooden injun. has the unexpected revelation of my magnanimous generosity deprived you of articulate utterance, sir?" the sly wink with which he emphasizes the offer, and his suddenly serious manner, affect me unpleasantly. with pretended indifference, i decline to share his delicacies. "you need those little extras for yourself, red," i explain. "you told me you suffer from indigestion. a change of diet now and then will do you good. but you haven't finished telling me about the new confession of gallagher." "oh, you're a sly one, aleck; no flies on you. but it's all right, me bye, mebbe i can do somethin' for you some day. i'm your friend, aleck; count on me. but that mutt of a gallagher, yes, sirree, made another confession; damme if it ain't his third one. ever hear such a thing? i got it straight from th' screw all right. i can't make the damn snitch out. unreservedly i avow, sir, that the incomprehensible vacillations of the honorable gentleman puzzle me noodle, and are calculated to disturb the repose of a right-thinking yagg in the silken lap of morpheus. what's 'is game, anyhow? shall we diagnoze the peculiar mental menstruation as, er--er--what's your learned opinion, my illustrious colleague, eh? what you grinnin' for, four eyes? it's a serious matter, sir; a highly instructive phenomenon of intellectual vacuity, impregnated with the pernicious virus of pinkertonism, sir, and transmuted in the alembic of carnegie alchemy. a judicious injection of persuasive germs by the sagacious jurisconsults of the house of dempsey, and lo! three brand-new confessions, mutually contradictory and exclusive. does that strike you in th' right spot, sonny?" "in the second confession he retracted his accusations against dempsey. what is the third about, red?" "retracts his retraction, me bye. guess why, aleck." "i suppose he was paid to reaffirm his original charges." "you're not far off. after that beauty of a judas cleared the man, sandy notified reed and knox. them's smart guys, all right; the attorneys of the carnegie company to interpret madame justicia, sir, in a manner--" "i know, red," i interrupt him, "they are the lawyers who prosecuted me. even in court they were giving directions to the district attorney, and openly whispering to him questions to be asked the witnesses. he was just a figurehead and a tool for them, and it sounded so ridiculous when he told the jury that he was not in the service of any individual or corporation, but that he acted solely as an officer of the commonwealth, charged with the sacred duty of protecting its interests in my prosecution. and all the time he was the mouthpiece of frick's lawyers." "hold on, kid. i don't get a chance to squeeze a word in edgewise when you start jawin'. think you're on th' platform haranguing the long-haired crowd? you can't convert _me_, so save your breath, man." "i shouldn't want to convert you, red. you are intelligent, but a hopeless case. you are not the kind that could be useful to the cause." "glad you're next. got me sized up all right, eh? well, me saintly bye, i'm johnny-on-the-spot to serve the cause, all right, all right, and the cause is me, with a big m, see? a fellow's a fool not t' look out for number one. i give it t' you straight, aleck. what's them high-flown notions of yours--oppressed humanity and suffering people--fiddlesticks! there you go and shove your damn neck into th' noose for the strikers, but what did them fellows ever done for you, eh? tell me that! they won't do a darned thing fer you. catch _me_ swinging for the peo-pul! the cattle don't deserve any better than they get, that's what _i_ say." "i don't want to discuss these questions with you, red. you'll never understand, anyhow." "git off, now. you voice a sentiment, sir, that my adequate appreciation of myself would prompt me to resent on the field of honor, sir. but the unworthy spirit of acerbity is totally foreign to my nature, sir, and i shall preserve the blessed meekness so becoming the true christian, and shall follow the bidding of the master by humbly offering the other cheek for that chaw of th' weed i gave you. dig down into your poke, kid." i hand him the remnant of my tobacco, remarking: "you've lost the thread of our conversation, as usual, red. you said the warden sent for the carnegie lawyers after gallagher had recanted his original confession. well, what did they do?" "don't know what _they_ done, but i tole you that the muttonhead sent for th' district attorney the same day, an' signed a third confesh. why, dempsey was tickled to death, 'cause--" he ceases abruptly. his quick, short coughs warn me of danger. accompanied by the deputy and the shop officer, the warden is making the rounds of the machines, pausing here and there to examine the work, and listen to the request of a prisoner. the youthfully sparkling eyes present a striking contrast to the sedate manner and seamed features framed in grayish-white. approaching the table, he greets us with a benign smile: "good morning, boys." casting a glance at my assistant, the warden inquires: "your time must be up soon, red?" "been out and back again, cap'n," the officer laughs. "yes, he is, hm, hm, back home." the thin feminine accents of the deputy sound sarcastic. "didn't like it outside, red?" the warden sneers. a flush darkens the face of the assistant. "there's more skunks out than in," he retorts. the captain frowns. the deputy lifts a warning finger, but the warden laughs lightly, and continues on his rounds. we work in silence for a while. "red" looks restive, his eyes stealthily following the departing officials. presently he whispers: "see me hand it to 'im, aleck? he knows i'm on to 'im, all right. didn't he look mad, though? thought he'd burst. sobered 'im up a bit. pipe 'is lamps, kid?" "yes. very bright eyes." "bright eyes your grandmother! dope, that's what's th' matter. think i'd get off as easy if he wasn't chuck full of th' stuff? i knowed it the minute i laid me eyes on 'im. i kin tell by them shinin' glimmers and that sick smile of his, when he's feelin' good; know th' signals, all right. always feelin' fine when he's hit th' pipe. that's th' time you kin get anythin' you wan' of 'im. nex' time you see that smirk on 'im, hit 'im for some one t' give us a hand here; we's goin' t' be drowned in them socks, first thing you know." "yes, we need more help. why didn't _you_ ask him?" "me? me ask a favor o' the damn swine? not on your tintype! you don' catch me to vouchsafe the high and mighty, sir, the opportunity--" "all right, red. i won't ask him, either." "i don't give a damn. for all i care, aleck, and--well, confidentially speaking, sir, they may ensconce their precious hosiery in the infundibular dehiscence of his nibs, which, if i may venture my humble opinion, young sir, is sufficiently generous in its expansiveness to disregard the rugosity of a stocking turned inside out, sir. do you follow the argument, me bye?" "with difficulty, red," i reply, with a smile. "what are you really talking about? i do wish you'd speak plainer." "you do, do you? an' mebbe you don't. got to train you right; gradual, so to speak. it's me dooty to a prushun. but we'se got t' get help here. i ain't goin' t' kill meself workin' like a nigger. i'll quit first. d' you think--s-s-ss!" the shop officer is returning. "damn your impudence, red," he shouts at the assistant. "why don't you keep that tongue of yours in check?" "why, mr. cosson, what's th' trouble?" "you know damn well what's the trouble. you made the old man mad clean through. you ought t' know better'n that. he was nice as pie till you opened that big trap of yourn. everythin' went wrong then. he gave me th' dickens about that pile you got lyin' aroun' here. why don't you take it over to th' loopers, burk?" "they have not been turned yet," i reply. "what d' you say? not turned!" he bristles. "what in hell are you fellows doin', i'd like t' know." "we're doin' more'n we should," "red" retorts, defiantly. "shut up now, an' get a move on you." "on that rotten grub they feed us?" the assistant persists. "you better shut up, red." "then give us some help." "i will like hell!" the whistle sounds the dinner hour. chapter xiv the dip for a week "boston red" is absent from work. my best efforts seem ineffectual in the face of the increasing mountain of unturned hosiery, and the officer grows more irritable and insistent. but the fear of clogging the industrial wheel presently forces him to give me assistance, and a dapper young man, keen-eyed and nervous, takes the vacant place. "he's a dip,"[ ] johnny davis whispers to me. "a top-notcher," he adds, admiringly. [ ] pickpocket. i experience a tinge of resentment at the equality implied by the forced association. i have never before come in personal contact with a professional thief, and i entertain the vaguest ideas concerning his class. but they are not producers; hence parasites who deliberately prey upon society, upon the poor, mostly. there can be nothing in common between me and this man. * * * * * the new helper's conscious superiority is provoking. his distant manner piques my curiosity. how unlike his scornful mien and proudly independent bearing is my youthful impression of a thief! vividly i remember the red-headed kolya, as he was taken from the classroom by a fierce gendarme. the boys had been missing their lunches, and kolya confessed the theft. we ran after the prisoner, and he hung his head and looked frightened, and so pale i could count each freckle on his face. he did not return to school, and i wondered what had become of him. the terror in his eyes haunted my dreams, the brown spots on his forehead shaping themselves into fiery letters, spelling the fearful word _vor_.[ ] [ ] thief. "that's a snap," the helper's voice breaks in on my reverie. he speaks in well-modulated tones, the accents nasal and decided. "you needn't be afraid to talk," he adds, patronizingly. "i am not afraid," i impatiently resent the insinuation. "why should i be afraid of you?" "not of me; of the officer, i meant." "i am not afraid of him, either." "well, then, let's talk about something. it will help while away the time, you know." his cheerful friendliness smooths my ruffled temper. the correct english, in striking contrast with the peculiar language of my former assistant, surprises me. "i am sorry," he continues, "they gave you such a long sentence, mr. berkman, but--" "how do you know my name?" i interrupt. "you have just arrived." "they call me 'lightning al'," he replies, with a tinge of pride. "i'm here only three days, but a fellow in my line can learn a great deal in that time. i had you pointed out to me." "what do you call your line? what are you here for?" for a moment he is silent. with surprise i watch his face blush darkly. "you're a dead give-away. oh, excuse me, mr. berkman," he corrects himself, "i sometimes lapse into lingo, under provocation, you know. i meant to say, it's easy to see that you are not next to the way--not familiar, i mean, with such things. you should never ask a man what he is in for." "why not?" "well, er--" "you are ashamed." "not a bit of it. ashamed to fall, perhaps,--i mean, to be caught at it--it's no credit to a gun's rep, his reputation, you understand. but i'm proud of the jobs i've done. i'm pretty slick, you know." "but you don't like to be asked why you were sent here." "well, it's not good manners to ask such questions." "against the ethics of the trade, i suppose?" "how sarcastic we can be, mr. berkman. but it's true, it's not the ethics. and it isn't a trade, either; it's a profession. oh, you may smile, but i'd rather be a gun, a professional, i mean, than one of your stupid factory hands." "they are honest, though. honest producers, while you are a thief." "oh, there's no sting in that word for _me_. i take pride in being a thief, and what's more, i _am_ an a number one gun, you see the point? the best dip in the states." "a pickpocket? stealing nickels off passengers on the street cars, and--" "me? a hell of a lot _you_ know about it. take me for such small fry, do you? i work only on race tracks." "you call it work?" "sure. damned hard work, too. takes more brains than a whole shopful of your honest producers can show." "and you prefer that to being honest?" "do i? i spend more on gloves than a bricklayer makes in a year. think i'm so dumb i have to slave all week for a few dollars?" "but you spend most of your life in prison." "not by a long shot. a real good gun's always got his fall money planted,--i mean some ready coin in case of trouble,--and a smart lawyer will spring you most every time; beat the case, you know. i've never seen the fly-cop you couldn't fix if you got enough dough; and most judges, too. of course, now and then, the best of us may fall; but it don't happen very often, and it's all in the game. this whole life is a game, mr. berkman, and every one's got his graft." "do you mean there are no honest men?" i ask, angrily. "pshaw! i'm just as honest as rockefeller or carnegie, only they got the law with them. and i work harder than they, i'll bet you on that. i've got to eat, haven't i? of course," he adds, thoughtfully, "if i could be sure of my bread and butter, perhaps--" * * * * * the passing overseer smiles at the noted pickpocket, inquiring pleasantly: "how're you doin', al?" "tip-top, mr. cosson. hope you are feeling good to-day." "never better, al." "a friend of mine often spoke to me about you, mr. cosson." "who was that?" "barney. jack barney." "jack barney! why, he worked for me in the broom shop." "yes, he did a three-spot. he often said to me, 'al, it you ever land in riverside,' he says, 'be sure you don't forget to give my best to mr. cosson, mr. ed. cosson,' he says, 'he's a good fellow.'" the officer looks pleased. "yes, i treated him white, all right," he remarks, continuing on his rounds. "i knew he'd swallow it," the assistant sneers after him. "always good to get on the right side of them," he adds, with a wink. "barney told me about him all right. said he's the rottenest sneak in the dump, a swell-head yap. you see, mr. berkman,--may i call you aleck? it's shorter. well, you see, aleck, i make it a point to find things out. it's wise to know the ropes. i'm next to the whole bunch here. that jimmy mcpane, the deputy, he's a regular brute. killed his man, all right. barney told me all about it; he was doing his bit, then,--i mean serving his sentence. you see, aleck," he lowers his voice, confidentially, "i don't like to use slang; it grows on one, and every fly-cop can spot you as a crook. it's necessary in my business to present a fine front and use good english, so i must not get the lingo habit. well, i was speaking of barney telling me about the deputy. he killed a con in cold blood. the fellow was bughouse, d. t., you know; saw snakes. he ran out of his cell one morning, swinging a chair and hollering 'murder! kill 'em!' the deputy was just passing along, and he out with his gat--i mean his revolver, you know--and bangs away. he pumped the poor loony fellow full of holes; he did, the murderer. killed him dead. never was tried, either. warden told the newspapers it was done in self-defence. a damn lie. sandy knew better; everybody in the dump knew it was a cold-blooded murder, with no provocation at all. it's a regular ring, you see, and that old warden is the biggest grafter of them all; and that sky-pilot, too, is an a fakir. did you hear about the kid born here? before your time. a big scandal. since then the holy man's got to have a screw with him at sunday service for the females, and i tell you he needs watching all right." the whistle terminates the conversation. chapter xv the urge of sex sunday night: my new cell on the upper gallery is hot and stuffy; i cannot sleep. through the bars, i gaze upon the ohio. the full moon hangs above the river, bathing the waters in mellow light. the strains of a sweet lullaby wander through the woods, and the banks are merry with laughter. a girlish cadence rings like a silvery bell, and voices call in the distance. life is joyous and near, terribly, tantalizingly near,--but all is silent and dead around me. for days the feminine voice keeps ringing in my ears. it sounded so youthful and buoyant, so fondly alluring. a beautiful girl, no doubt. what joy to feast my eye on her! i have not beheld a woman for many months: i long to hear the soft accents, feel the tender touch. my mind persistently reverts to the voice on the river, the sweet strains in the woods; and fancy wreathes sad-toned fugues upon the merry carol, paints vision and image, as i pace the floor in agitation. they live, they breathe! i see the slender figure with the swelling bosom, the delicate white throat, the babyish face with large, wistful eyes. why, it is luba! my blood tingles violently, passionately, as i live over again the rapturous wonder at the first touch of her maiden breast. how temptingly innocent sounded the immodest invitation on the velvety lips, how exquisite the suddenness of it all! we were in new haven then. one by one we had gathered, till the little new york commune was complete. the girl joined me first, for i felt lonely in the strange city, drudging as compositor on a country weekly, the evenings cold and cheerless in the midst of a conservative household. but the girl brought light and sunshine, and then came the twin and manya. luba remained in new york; but manya, devoted little soul, yearned for her sister, and presently the three girls worked side by side in the corset factory. all seemed happy in the free atmosphere, and luba was blooming into beautiful womanhood. there was a vague something about her that now and then roused in me a fond longing, a rapturous desire. once--it was in new york, a year before--i had experienced a sudden impulse toward her. it seized me unheralded, unaccountably. i had called to try a game of chess with her father, when he informed me that luba had been ill. she was recovering now, and would be pleased to see me. i sat at the bedside, conversing in low tones, when i noticed the pillows slipping from under the girl's head. bending over, i involuntarily touched her hair, loosely hanging down the side. the soft, dark chestnut thrilled me, and the next instant i stooped and stealthily pressed the silken waves to my lips. the momentary sense of shame was lost in the feeling of reverence for the girl with the beautiful hair, that bewildered and fascinated me, and a deep yearning suddenly possessed me, as she lay in exquisite disarray, full of grace and beauty. and all the while we talked, my eyes feasted on her ravishing form, and i felt envious of her future lover, and hated the desecration. but when i left her bedside, all trace of desire disappeared, and the inspiration of the moment faded like a vision affrighted by the dawn. only a transient, vague inquietude remained, as of something unattainable. then came that unforgettable moment of undreamed bliss. we had just returned from the performance of _tosca_, with sarah bernhardt in her inimitable rôle. i had to pass through luba's room on my way to the attic, in the little house occupied by the commune. she had already retired, but was still awake. i sat down on the edge of the bed, and we talked of the play. she glowed with the inspiration of the great tragedienne; then, somehow, she alluded to the _décolleté_ of the actresses. "i don't mind a fine bust exposed on the stage," i remarked. "but i had a powerful opera glass: their breasts looked fleshy and flabby. it was disgusting." "do you think--mine nice?" she asked, suddenly. for a second i was bewildered. but the question sounded so enchantingly unpremeditated, so innocently eager. "i never--let me see them," i said, impulsively. "no, no!" she cried, in aroused modesty; "i can't, i can't!" "i wont look, luba. see, i close my eyes. just a touch." "oh, i can't, i'm ashamed! only over the blanket, please, sasha," she pleaded, as my hand softly stole under the covers. she gripped the sheet tightly, and my arm rested on her side. the touch of the firm, round breast thrilled me with passionate ecstasy. in fear of arousing her maidenly resistance, i strove to hide my exultation, while cautiously and tenderly i released the coverlet. "they are very beautiful, luba," i said, controlling the tremor of my voice. "you--like them, really, sasha?" the large eyes looked lustrous and happy. "they are greek, dear," and snatching the last covering aside, i kissed her between the breasts. "i'm so glad i came here," she spoke dreamily. "were you very lonesome in new york?" "it was terrible, sasha." "you like the change?" "oh, you silly boy! don't you know?" "what, luba?" "i wanted _you_, dear." her arms twined softly about me. i felt appalled. the girl, my revolutionary plans, flitted through my mind, chilling me with self-reproach. the pale hue of the attained cast its shadow across the spell, and i lay cold and quiet on luba's breast. the coverlet was slipping down, and, reaching for it, my hand inadvertently touched her knee. "sasha, how _can_ you!" she cried in alarm, sitting up with terrified eyes. "i didn't mean to, luba. how could you _think_ that of me?" i was deeply mortified. my hand relaxed on her breast. we lay in silent embarrassment. "it is getting late, sasha." she tenderly drew my head to her bosom. "a little while yet, dear," and again the enchantment of the virgin breasts was upon me, and i showered wild kisses on them, and pressed them passionately, madly, till she cried out in pain. "you must go now, dear." "good night, luba." "good night, dearest. you haven't kissed me, sashenka." i felt her detaining lips, as i left. * * * * * in the wakeful hours of the night, the urge of sex grows more and more insistent. scenes from the past live in my thoughts; the cell is peopled with familiar faces. episodes long dead to memory rise animated before me; they emerge from the darkest chambers of my soul, and move with intense reality, like the portraits of my sires come to life in the dark, fearful nights of my childhood. pert masha smiles at me from her window across the street, and a bevy of girls pass me demurely, with modestly averted gaze, and then call back saucily, in thinly disguised voices. again i am with my playmates, trailing the schoolgirls on their way to the river, and we chuckle gleefully at their affright and confusion, as they discover the eyes glued to the peep-holes we had cut in the booth. inwardly i resent nadya's bathing in her shirt, and in revenge dive beneath the boards, rising to the surface in the midst of the girls, who run to cover in shame and terror. but i grow indignant at vainka who badgers the girls with "tsiba,[ ] tsiba, ba-aa!" and i soundly thrash kolya for shouting nasty epithets across the school yard at little nunya, whom i secretly adore. [ ] goat: derisively applied to schoolgirls. * * * * * but the note of later days returns again and again, and the scenes of youth recede into their dim frames. clearer and more frequently appear sonya and luba, and the little sweetheart of my first months in america. what a goose she was! she would not embrace me, because it's a great sin, unless one is married. but how slyly she managed to arrange kissing games at the sunday gatherings at her home, and always lose to me! she must be quite a woman now, with a husband, children ... quickly she flits by, the recollection even of her name lost in the glow of anarchist emotionalism and the fervent enthusiasm of my orchard street days. there flames the light that irradiates the vague longings of my russian youth, and gives rapt interpretation to obscurely pulsating idealism. it sheds the halo of illuminating justification upon my blindly rebellious spirit, and visualizes my dreams on the sunlit mountains. the sordid misery of my "greenhorn" days assumes a new aspect. ah, the wretchedness of those first years in america!... and still time's woof and warp unroll the tapestry of life in the new world, its joys and heart-throbs. i stand a lone stranger, bewildered by the flurry of castle garden, yet strong with hope and courage to carve my fate in freedom. the tsar is far away, and the fear of his hated cossacks is past. how inspiring is liberty! the very air breathes enthusiasm and strength, and with confident ardor i embrace the new life. i join the ranks of the world's producers, and glory in the full manhood conferred by the dignity of labor. i resent the derision of my adopted country on the part of my family abroad,--resent it hotly. i feel wronged by the charge of having disgraced my parents' respected name by turning "a low, dirty workingman." i combat their snobbishness vehemently, and revenge the indignity to labor by challenging comparison between the old and the new world. behold the glory of liberty and prosperity, the handiwork of a nation that honors labor!... the loom of time keeps weaving. lone and friendless, i struggle in the new land. life in the tenements is sordid, the fate of the worker dreary. there is no "dignity of labor." sweatshop bread is bitter. oppression guards the golden promise, and servile brutality is the only earnest of success. then like a clarion note in the desert sounds the call of the ideal. strong and rousing rolls the battle-cry of revolution. like a flash in the night, it illumines my groping. my life becomes full of new meaning and interest, translated into the struggle of a world's emancipation. fedya joins me, and together we are absorbed in the music of the new humanity. * * * * * it is all far, far--yet every detail is sharply etched upon my memory. swiftly pass before me the years of complete consecration to the movement, the self-imposed poverty and sacrifices, the feverish tide of agitation in the wake of the chicago martyrdom, the evenings of spirited debate, the nights of diligent study. and over all loom the fridays in the little dingy hall in the ghetto, where the handful of russian refugees gather; where bold imprecations are thundered against the tyranny and injustice of the existing, and winged words prophesy the near approach of a glorious dawn. beshawled women, and men, long-coated and piously bearded, steal into the hall after synagogue prayers, and listen with wondering eyes, vainly striving to grasp the strange jewish, so perplexedly interspersed with the alien words of the new evangel. how our hearts rejoice, as, with exaggerated deference, we eagerly encourage the diffident questioner, "do you really mean--may the good lord forgive me--there is no one in heaven above?"... late in the evening the meeting resolves into small groups, heatedly contending over the speaker's utterances, the select circle finally adjourning to "the corner." the obscure little tea room resounds with the joust of learning and wit. fascinating is the feast of reason, impassioned the flow of soul, as the passage-at-arms grows more heated with the advance of the night. the alert-eyed host diplomatically pacifies the belligerent factions, "gentlemen, gentlemen, s-sh! the police station is just across the street." there is a lull in the combat. the angry opponents frown at each other, and in the interim the austrian student in his mellow voice begins an interminable story of personal reminiscence, apropos of nothing and starting nowhere, but intensely absorbing. with sparkling eyes he holds us spellbound, relating the wonderful journey, taking us through the nevsky in st. petersburg, thence to the caucasus, to engage in the blood-feuds of the tcherkessi; or, enmeshed in a perilous flirtation with an albanian beauty in a moslem harem, he descants on the philosophy of mohammed, imperceptibly shifting the scene to the nile to hunt the hippopotamus, and suddenly interrupting the amazing adventures by introducing an acquaintance of the evening, "my excellent friend, the coming great italian virtuoso, from odessa, gentlemen. he will entertain us with an aria from _trovatore_." but the circle is not in a musical mood: some one challenges the student's familiarity with the moslem philosophy, and the twin hints at the gossiped intimacy of the austrian with christian missionaries. there are protestations, and loud clamor for an explanation. the student smilingly assents, and presently he is launched upon the chinese sea, in the midst of a strange caravan, trading tea at yachta, and aiding a political to escape to vladivostok.... the night pales before the waking sun, the twin yawns, and i am drowsy with-- "cof-fee! want coffee? hey, git up there! didn't you hear th' bell?" chapter xvi the warden's threat i the dying sun grows pale with haze and fog. slowly the dark-gray line undulates across the shop, and draws its sinuous length along the gloaming yard. the shadowy waves cleave the thickening mist, vibrate ghostlike, and are swallowed in the yawning blackness of the cell-house. "aleck, aleck!" i hear an excited whisper behind me, "quick, plant it. the screw's goin' t' frisk[ ] me." [ ] search. something small and hard is thrust into my coat pocket. the guard in front stops short, suspiciously scanning the passing men. "break ranks!" the overseer approaches me. "you are wanted in the office, berk." the warden, blear-eyed and sallow, frowns as i am led in. "what have you got on you?" he demands, abruptly. "i don't understand you." "yes, you do. have you money on you?" "i have not." "who sends clandestine mail for you?" "what mail?" "the letter published in the anarchist sheet in new york." i feel greatly relieved. the letter in question passed through official channels. "it went through the chaplain's hands," i reply, boldly. "it isn't true. such a letter could never pass mr. milligan. mr. cosson," he turns to the guard, "fetch the newspaper from my desk." the warden's hands tremble as he points to the marked item. "here it is! you talk of revolution, and comrades, and anarchism. mr. milligan never saw _that_, i'm sure. it's a nice thing for the papers to say that you are editing--from the prison, mind you--editing an anarchist sheet in new york." "you can't believe everything the papers say." i protest. "hm, this time the papers, hm, hm, may be right," the deputy interposes. "they surely didn't make the story, hm, hm, out of whole cloth." "they often do," i retort. "didn't they write that i tried to jump over the wall--it's about thirty feet high--and that the guard shot me in the leg?" a smile flits across the warden's face. impulsively i blurt out: "was the story inspired, perhaps?" "silence!" the warden thunders. "you are not to speak, unless addressed, remember. mr. mcpane, please search him." the long, bony fingers slowly creep over my neck and shoulders, down my arms and body, pressing in my armpits, gripping my legs, covering every spot, and immersing me in an atmosphere of clamminess. the loathsome touch sickens me, but i rejoice in the thought of my security: i have nothing incriminating about me. suddenly the snakelike hand dips into my coat pocket. "hm, what's this?" he unwraps a small, round object. "a knife, captain." "let me see!" i cry in amazement. "stand back!" the warden commands. "this knife has been stolen from the shoe shop. on whom did you mean to use it?" "warden, i didn't even know i had it. a fellow dropped it into my pocket as we--" "that'll do. you're not so clever as you think." "it's a conspiracy!" i cry. he lounges calmly in the armchair, a peculiar smile dancing in his eyes. "well, what have you got to say?" "it's a put-up job." "explain yourself." "some one threw this thing into my pocket as we were coming--" "oh, we've already heard that. it's too fishy." "you searched me for money and secret letters--" "that will do now. mr. mcpane, what is the sentence for the possession of a dangerous weapon?" "warden," i interrupt, "it's no weapon. the blade is only half an inch, and--" "silence! i spoke to mr. mcpane." "hm, three days, captain." "take him down." * * * * * in the storeroom i am stripped of my suit of dark gray, and again clad in the hateful stripes. coatless and shoeless, i am led through hallways and corridors, down a steep flight of stairs, and thrown into the dungeon. * * * * * total darkness. the blackness is massive, palpable,--i feel its hand upon my head, my face. i dare not move, lest a misstep thrust me into the abyss. i hold my hand close to my eyes--i feel the touch of my lashes upon it, but i cannot see its outline. motionless i stand on one spot, devoid of all sense of direction. the silence is sinister; it seems to me i can hear it. only now and then the hasty scrambling of nimble feet suddenly rends the stillness, and the gnawing of invisible river rats haunts the fearful solitude. slowly the blackness pales. it ebbs and melts; out of the sombre gray, a wall looms above; the silhouette of a door rises dimly before me, sloping upward and growing compact and impenetrable. the hours drag in unbroken sameness. not a sound reaches me from the cell-house. in the maddening quiet and darkness i am bereft of all consciousness of time, save once a day when the heavy rattle of keys apprises me of the morning: the dungeon is unlocked, and the silent guards hand me a slice of bread and a cup of water. the double doors fall heavily to, the steps grow fainter and die in the distance, and all is dark again in the dungeon. the numbness of death steals upon my soul. the floor is cold and clammy, the gnawing grows louder and nearer, and i am filled with dread lest the starving rats attack my bare feet. i snatch a few unconscious moments leaning against the door; and then again i pace the cell, striving to keep awake, wondering whether it be night or day, yearning for the sound of a human voice. utterly forsaken! cast into the stony bowels of the underground, the world of man receding, leaving no trace behind.... eagerly i strain my ear--only the ceaseless, fearful gnawing. i clutch the bars in desperation--a hollow echo mocks the clanking iron. my hands tear violently at the door--"ho, there! any one here?" all is silent. nameless terrors quiver in my mind, weaving nightmares of mortal dread and despair. fear shapes convulsive thoughts: they rage in wild tempest, then calm, and again rush through time and space in a rapid succession of strangely familiar scenes, wakened in my slumbering consciousness. exhausted and weary i droop against the wall. a slimy creeping on my face startles me in horror, and again i pace the cell. i feel cold and hungry. am i forgotten? three days must have passed, and more. have they forgotten me?... * * * * * the clank of keys sends a thrill of joy to my heart. my tomb will open--oh, to see the light, and breathe the air again.... "officer, isn't my time up yet?" "what's your hurry? you've only been here one day." the doors fall to. ravenously i devour the bread, so small and thin, just a bite. only _one_ day! despair enfolds me like a pall. faint with anguish, i sink to the floor. ii the change from the dungeon to the ordinary cell is a veritable transformation. the sight of the human form fills me with delight, the sound of voices is sweet music. i feel as if i had been torn from the grip of death when all hope had fled me,--caught on the very brink, as it were, and restored to the world of the living. how bright the sun, how balmy the air! in keen sensuousness i stretch out on the bed. the tick is soiled, the straw protrudes in places, but it is luxury to rest, secure from the vicious river rats and the fierce vermin. it is almost liberty, freedom! but in the morning i awake in great agony. my eyes throb with pain; every joint of my body is on the rack. the blankets had been removed from the dungeon; three days and nights i lay on the bare stone. it was unnecessarily cruel to deprive me of my spectacles, in pretended anxiety lest i commit suicide with them. it is very touching, this solicitude for my safety, in view of the flimsy pretext to punish me. some hidden motive must be actuating the warden. but what can it be? probably they will not keep me long in the cell. when i am returned to work, i shall learn the truth. * * * * * the days pass in vain expectation. the continuous confinement is becoming distressing. i miss the little comforts i have lost by the removal to the "single" cell, considerably smaller than my previous quarters. my library, also, has disappeared, and the pictures i had so patiently collected for the decoration of the walls. the cell is bare and cheerless, the large card of ugly-printed rules affording no relief from the irritating whitewash. the narrow space makes exercise difficult: the necessity of turning at every second and third step transforms walking into a series of contortions. but some means must be devised to while away the time. i pace the floor, counting the seconds required to make ten turns. i recollect having heard that five miles constitutes a healthy day's walk. at that rate i should make , turns, the cell measuring seven feet in length. i divide the exercise into three parts, adding a few extra laps to make sure of five miles. carefully i count, and am overcome by a sense of calamity when the peal of the gong confuses my numbers. i must begin over again. the change of location has interrupted communication with my comrades. i am apprehensive of the fate of the _prison blossoms_: strict surveillance makes the prospect of restoring connections doubtful. i am assigned to the ground floor, my cell being but a few feet distant from the officers' desk at the yard door. watchful eyes are constantly upon me; it is impossible for any prisoner to converse with me. the rangeman alone could aid me in reaching my friends, but i have been warned against him: he is a "stool" who has earned his position as trusty by spying upon the inmates. i can expect no help from him; but perhaps the coffee-boy may prove of service. i am planning to approach the man, when i am informed that prisoners from the hosiery department are locked up on the upper gallery. by means of the waste pipe, i learn of the developments during my stay in the dungeon. the discontent of the shop employees with the insufficient rations was intensified by the arrival of a wagon-load of bad meat. the stench permeated the yard, and several men were punished for passing uncomplimentary remarks about the food. the situation was aggravated by an additional increase of the task. the knitters and loopers were on the verge of rebellion. twice within the month had the task been enlarged. they sent to the warden a request for a reduction; in reply came the appalling order for a further increase. then a score of men struck. they remained in the cells, refusing to return to the shop unless the demand for better food and less work was complied with. with the aid of informers, the warden conducted a quiet investigation. one by one the refractory prisoners were forced to submit. by a process of elimination the authorities sifted the situation, and now it is whispered about that a decision has been reached, placing responsibility for the unique episode of a strike in the prison. an air of mystery hangs about the guards. repeatedly i attempt to engage them in conversation, but the least reference to the strike seals their lips. i wonder at the peculiar looks they regard me with, when unexpectedly the cause is revealed. iii it is sunday noon. the rangeman pushes the dinner wagon along the tier. i stand at the door, ready to receive the meal. the overseer glances at me, then motions to the prisoner. the cart rolls past my cell. "officer," i call out, "you missed me." "smell the pot-pie, do you?" "where's my dinner?" "you get none." the odor of the steaming delicacy, so keenly looked forward to every second sunday, reaches my nostrils and sharpens my hunger. i have eaten sparingly all week in expectation of the treat, and now--i am humiliated and enraged by being so unceremoniously deprived of the rare dinner. angrily i rap the cup across the door; again and again i strike the tin against it, the successive falls from bar to bar producing a sharp, piercing clatter. a guard hastens along. "stop that damn racket," he commands. "what's the matter with you?" "i didn't get dinner." "yes, you did." "i did not." "well, i s'pose you don't deserve it." as he turns to leave, my can crashes against the door--one, two, three-- "what t'hell do you want, eh?" "i want to see the warden." "you can't see 'im. you better keep quiet now." "i demand to see the warden. he is supposed to visit us every day. he hasn't been around for weeks. i must see him now." "if you don't shut up, i'll--" the captain of the block approaches. "what do you want, berkman?" "i want to see the warden." "can't see him. it's sunday." "captain," i retort, pointing to the rules on the wall of the cell, "there is an excerpt here from the statutes of pennsylvania, directing the warden to visit each prisoner every day--" "never mind, now," he interrupts. "what do you want to see the warden about?" "i want to know why i got no dinner." "your name is off the list for the next four sundays." "what for?" "that you'll have to ask the boss. i'll tell him you want to see him." presently the overseer returns, informing me in a confidential manner that he has induced "his nibs" to grant me an audience. admitted to the inner office, i find the warden at the desk, his face flushed with anger. "you are reported for disturbing the peace," he shouts at me. "there is also, hm, hm, another charge against him," the deputy interposes. "two charges," the warden continues. "disturbing the peace and making demands. how dare you demand?" he roars. "do you know where you are?" "i wanted to see you." "it is not a question of what you want or don't want. understand that clearly. you are to obey the rules implicitly." "the rules direct you to visit--" "silence! what is your request?" "i want to know why i am deprived of dinner." "it is not, hm, for _you_ to know. it is enough, hm, hm, that _we_ know," the deputy retorts. "mr. mcpane," the warden interposes, "i am going to speak plainly to him. from this day on," he turns to me, "you are on 'pennsylvania diet' for four weeks. during that time no papers or books are permitted you. it will give you leisure to think over your behavior. i have investigated your conduct in the shop, and i am satisfied it was you who instigated the trouble there. you shall not have another chance to incite the men, even if you live as long as your sentence. but," he pauses an instant, then adds, threateningly, "but you may as well understand it now as later--your life is not worth the trouble you give us. mark you well, whatever the cost, it will be at _your_ expense. for the present you'll remain in solitary, where you cannot exert your pernicious influence. officers, remove him to the 'basket.'" chapter xvii the "basket" cell four weeks of "pennsylvania diet" have reduced me almost to a skeleton. a slice of wheat bread with a cup of unsweetened black coffee is my sole meal, with twice a week dinner of vegetable soup, from which every trace of meat has been removed. every saturday i am conducted to the office, to be examined by the physician and weighed. the whole week i look forward to the brief respite from the terrible "basket" cell. the sight of the striped men scouring the floor, the friendly smile on a stealthily raised face as i pass through the hall, the strange blue of the sky, the sweet-scented aroma of the april morning--how quickly it is all over! but the seven deep breaths i slowly inhale on the way to the office, and the eager ten on my return, set my blood aglow with renewed life. for an instant my brain reels with the sudden rush of exquisite intoxication, and then--i am in the tomb again. * * * * * the torture of the "basket" is maddening; the constant dusk is driving me blind. almost no light or air reaches me through the close wire netting covering the barred door. the foul odor is stifling; it grips my throat with deathly hold. the walls hem me in; daily they press closer upon me, till the cell seems to contract, and i feel crushed in the coffin of stone. from every point the whitewashed sides glare at me, unyielding, inexorable, in confident assurance of their prey. * * * * * the darkness of despondency gathers day by day; the hand of despair weighs heavier. at night the screeching of a crow across the river ominously voices the black raven keeping vigil in my heart. the windows in the hallway quake and tremble in the furious wind. bleak and desolate wakes the day--another day, then another-- * * * * * weak and apathetic i lie on the bed. ever further recedes the world of the living. still day follows night, and life is in the making, but i have no part in the pain and travail. like a spark from the glowing furnace, flashing through the gloom, and swallowed in the darkness, i have been cast upon the shores of the forgotten. no sound reaches me from the island prison where beats the fervent heart of the girl, no ray of hope falls across the bars of desolation. but on the threshold of nirvana life recoils; in the very bowels of torment it cries out _to be_! persecution feeds the fires of defiance, and nerves my resolution. were i an ordinary prisoner, i should not care to suffer all these agonies. to what purpose, with my impossible sentence? but my anarchist ideals and traditions rise in revolt against the vampire gloating over its prey. no, i shall not disgrace the cause, i shall not grieve my comrades by weak surrender! i will fight and struggle, and not be daunted by threat or torture. * * * * * with difficulty i walk to the office for the weekly weighing. my step falters as i approach the scales, and i sway dizzily. as through a mist i see the doctor bending over me, his head pressing against my body. somehow i reach the "basket," mildly wondering why i did not feel the cold air. perhaps they did not take me through the yard--is it the block captain's voice? "what did you say?" "return to your old cell. you're on full diet now." chapter xviii the solitary i direct to box a , allegheny city, pa., march , . dear fedya: this letter is somewhat delayed: for certain reasons i missed mail-day last month. prison life, too, has its ups and downs, and just now i am on the down side. we are cautioned to refrain from referring to local affairs; therefore i can tell you only that i am in solitary, without work. i don't know how long i am to be kept "locked up." it may be a month, or a year, i hope it will not be the latter. i was not permitted to receive the magazines and delicacies you sent.... we may subscribe for the daily papers, and you can easily imagine how religiously i read them from headline to the last ad: they keep me in touch, to some extent, with the living.... blessed be the shades of guttenberg! hugo and zola, even gogol and turgenev, are in the library. it is like meeting an old friend in a strange land to find our own bazarov discoursing--in english.... page after page unfolds the past--the solitary is forgotten, the walls melt away, and again i roam with leather stocking in the primitive forest, or sorrow with poor oliver twist. but the "captain's daughter" irritates me, and pugatchev, the rebellious soul, has turned a caricature in the awkward hands of the translator. and now comes tarass bulba--is it our own tarass, the fearless warrior, the scourge of turk and tartar? how grotesque is the brave old hetman storming maledictions against the hated moslems--in long-winded german periods! exasperated and offended, i turn my back upon the desecration, and open a book of poems. but instead of the requested robert burns, i find a volume of wordsworth. posies bloom on his pages, and rosebuds scent his rhymes, but the pains of the world's labor wake no chord in his soul.... science and romance, history and travel, religion and philosophy--all come trooping into the cell in irrelevant sequence, for the allowance of only one book at a time limits my choice. the variety of reading affords rich material for reflection, and helps to perfect my english. but some passage in the "starry heavens" suddenly brings me to earth, and the present is illumined with the direct perception of despair, and the anguished question surges through my mind, what is the use of all this study and learning? and then--but why harrow you with this tenor. i did not mean to say all this when i began. it cannot be undone: the sheet must be accounted for. therefore it will be mailed to you. but i know, dear friend, you also are not bedded on roses. and the poor sailor? my space is all. alex. ii the lengthening chain of days in the solitary drags its heavy links through every change of misery. the cell is suffocating with the summer heat; rarely does the fresh breeze from the river steal a caress upon my face. on the pretext of a "draught" the unfriendly guard has closed the hall windows opposite my cell. not a breath of air is stirring. the leaden hours of the night are insufferable with the foul odor of the perspiration and excrement of a thousand bodies. sleepless, i toss on the withered mattress. the ravages of time and the weight of many inmates have demoralized it out of all semblance of a bedtick. but the block captain persistently ignores my request for new straw, directing me to "shake it up a bit." i am fearful of repeating the experiment: the clouds of dust almost strangled me; for days the cell remained hazy with the powdered filth. impatiently i await the morning: the yard door will open before the marching lines, and the fresh air be wafted past my cell. i shall stand ready to receive the precious tonic that is to give me life this day. and when the block has belched forth its striped prey, and silence mounts its vigil, i may improve a favorable moment to exchange a greeting with johnny davis. the young prisoner is in solitary on the tier above me. thrice his request for a "high gear" machine has been refused, and the tall youth forced to work doubled over a low table. unable to exert his best efforts in the cramped position, johnny has repeatedly been punished with the dungeon. last week he suffered a hemorrhage; all through the night resounds his hollow cough. desperate with the dread of consumption, johnny has refused to return to work. the warden, relenting in a kindly mood, permitted him to resume his original high machine. but the boy has grown obdurate: he is determined not to go back to the shop whose officer caused him so much trouble. the prison discipline takes no cognizance of the situation. regularly every monday the torture is repeated: the youth is called before the deputy, and assigned to the hosiery department; the unvarying refusal is followed by the dungeon, and then johnny is placed in the solitary, to be cited again before the warden the ensuing monday. i chafe at my helplessness to aid the boy. his course is suicidal, but the least suggestion of yielding enrages him. "i'll die before i give in," he told me. from whispered talks through the waste pipe i learn the sad story of his young life. he is nineteen, with a sentence of five years before him. his father, a brakeman, was killed in a railroad collision. the suit for damages was dragged through years of litigation, leaving the widow destitute. since the age of fourteen young johnny had to support the whole family. lately he was employed as the driver of a delivery wagon, associating with a rough element that gradually drew him into gambling. one day a shortage of twelve dollars was discovered in the boy's accounts: the mills of justice began to grind, and johnny was speedily clad in stripes. * * * * * in vain i strive to absorb myself in the library book. the shoddy heroes of laura jean wake no response in my heart; the superior beings of corelli, communing with mysterious heavenly circles, stalk by, strange and unhuman. here, in the cell above me, cries and moans the terrible tragedy of reality. what a monstrous thing it is that the whole power of the commonwealth, all the machinery of government, is concentrated to crush this unfortunate atom! innocently guilty, too, the poor boy is. ensnared by the gaming spirit of the time, the feeble creature of vitiating environment, his fate is sealed by a moment of weakness. yet his deviation from the path of established ethics is but a faint reflection of the lives of the men that decreed his doom. the hypocrisy of organized society! the very foundation of its existence rests upon the negation and defiance of every professed principle of right and justice. every feature of its face is a caricature, a travesty upon the semblance of truth; the whole life of humanity a mockery of the very name. political mastery based on violence and jesuitry; industry gathering the harvest of human blood; commerce ascendant on the ruins of manhood--such is the morality of civilization. and over the edifice of this stupendous perversion the law sits enthroned, and religion weaves the spell of awe, and varnishes right and puzzles wrong, and bids the cowering helot intone, "thy will be done!" devoutly johnny goes to church, and prays forgiveness for his "sins." the prosecutor was "very hard" on him, he told me. the blind mole perceives only the immediate, and is embittered against the persons directly responsible for his long imprisonment. but greater minds have failed fully to grasp the iniquity of the established. my beloved burns, even, seems inadequate, powerfully as he moves my spirit with his deep sympathy for the poor, the oppressed. but "man's inhumanity to man" is not the last word. the truth lies deeper. it is economic slavery, the savage struggle for a crumb, that has converted mankind into wolves and sheep. in liberty and communism, none would have the will or the power "to make countless thousands mourn." verily, it is the system, rather than individuals, that is the source of pollution and degradation. my prison-house environment is but another manifestation of the midas-hand, whose cursed touch turns everything to the brutal service of mammon. dullness fawns upon cruelty for advancement; with savage joy the shop foreman cracks his whip, for his meed of the gold-transmuted blood. the famished bodies in stripes, the agonized brains reeling in the dungeon night, the men buried in "basket" and solitary,--what human hand would turn the key upon a soul in utter darkness, but for the dread of a like fate, and the shadow it casts before? this nightmare is but an intensified replica of the world beyond, the larger prison locked with the levers of greed, guarded by the spawn of hunger. * * * * * my mind reverts insistently to the life outside. it is a herculean task to rouse apathy to the sordidness of its misery. yet if the people would but realize the depths of their degradation and be informed of the means of deliverance, how joyously they would embrace anarchy! quick and decisive would be the victory of the workers against the handful of their despoilers. an hour of sanity, freed from prejudice and superstition, and the torch of liberty would flame 'round the world, and the banner of equality and brotherhood be planted upon the hills of a regenerated humanity. ah, if the world would but pause for one short while, and understand, and become free! involuntarily i am reminded of the old rabbinical lore: only one instant of righteousness, and messiah would come upon earth. the beautiful promise had strongly appealed to me in the days of childhood. the merciful god requires so little of us, i had often pondered. why will we not abstain from sin and evil, for just "the twinkling of an eye-lash"? for weeks i went about weighed down with the grief of impenitent israel refusing to be saved, my eager brain pregnant with projects of hastening the deliverance. like a divine inspiration came the solution: at the stroke of the noon hour, on a preconcerted day, all the men and women of the jewry throughout the world should bow in prayer. for a single stroke of time, all at once--behold the messiah come! in agonizing perplexity i gazed at my hebrew tutor shaking his head. how his kindly smile quivered dismay into my thrilling heart! the children of israel could not be saved thus,--he spoke sadly. nay, not even in the most circumspect manner, affording our people in the farthest corners of the earth time to prepare for the solemn moment. the messiah will come, the good tutor kindly consoled me. it had been promised. "but the hour hath not arrived," he quoted; "no man hath the power to hasten the steps of the deliverer." with a sense of sobering sadness, i think of the new hope, the revolutionary messiah. truly the old rabbi was wise beyond his ken: it hath been given to no man to hasten the march of delivery. out of the people's need, from the womb of their suffering, must be born the hour of redemption. necessity, necessity alone, with its iron heel, will spur numb misery to effort, and waken the living dead. the process is tortuously slow, but the gestation of a new humanity cannot be hurried by impatience. we must bide our time, meanwhile preparing the workers for the great upheaval. the errors of the past are to be guarded against: always has apparent victory been divested of its fruits, and paralyzed into defeat, because the people were fettered by their respect for property, by the superstitious awe of authority, and by reliance upon leaders. these ghosts must be cast out, and the torch of reason lighted in the darkness of men's minds, ere blind rebellion can rend the midway clouds of defeat, and sight the glory of the social revolution, and the beyond. iii a heavy nightmare oppresses my sleep. confused sounds ring in my ears, and beat upon my head. i wake in nameless dread. the cell-house is raging with uproar: crash after crash booms through the hall; it thunders against the walls of the cell, then rolls like some monstrous drum along the galleries, and abruptly ceases. in terror i cower on the bed. all is deathly still. timidly i look around. the cell is in darkness, and only a faint gas light flickers unsteadily in the corridor. suddenly a cry cuts the silence, shrill and unearthly, bursting into wild laughter. and again the fearful thunder, now bellowing from the cell above, now muttering menacingly in the distance, then dying with a growl. and all is hushed again, and only the unearthly laughter rings through the hall. "johnny, johnny!" i call in alarm. "johnny!" "th' kid's in th' hole," comes hoarsely through the privy. "this is horsethief. is that you, aleck?" "yes. what _is_ it, bob?" "some one breakin' up housekeepin'." "who?" "can't tell. may be smithy." "what smithy, bob?" "crazy smith, on crank row. look out now, they're comin'." the heavy doors of the rotunda groan on their hinges. shadowlike, giant figures glide past my cell. they walk inaudibly, felt-soled and portentous, the long riot clubs rigid at their sides. behind them others, and then the warden, a large revolver gleaming in his hand. with bated breath i listen, conscious of the presence of other men at the doors. suddenly wailing and wild laughter pierce the night: there is the rattling of iron, violent scuffling, the sickening thud of a falling body, and all is quiet. noiselessly the bread cart flits by, the huge shadows bending over the body stretched on the boards. * * * * * the gong booms the rising hour. the morning sun glints a ray upon the bloody trail in the hall, and hides behind the gathering mist. a squad of men in gray and black is marched from the yard. they kneel on the floor, and with sand and water scour the crimson flagstones. * * * * * with great relief i learn that "crazy smithy" is not dead. he will recover, the rangeman assures me. the doctor bandaged the man's wounds, and then the prisoner, still unconscious, was dragged to the dungeon. little by little i glean his story from my informant. smith has been insane, at times violently, ever since his imprisonment, about four years ago. his "partner," burns, has also become deranged through worry over his sentence of twenty-five years. his madness assumed such revolting expression that the authorities caused his commitment to the insane asylum. but smith remains on "crank row," the warden insisting that he is shamming to gain an opportunity to escape. iv the rare snatches of conversation with the old rangeman are events in the monotony of the solitary. owing to the illness of bob, communication with my friends is almost entirely suspended. in the forced idleness the hours grow heavy and languid, the days drag in unvarying sameness. by violent efforts of will i strangle the recurring thought of my long sentence, and seek forgetfulness in reading. volume after volume passes through my hands, till my brain is steeped with the printed word. page by page i recite the history of the holy church, the lives of the fathers and the saints, or read aloud, to hear a human voice, the mythology of greece and india, mingling with it, for the sake of variety, a few chapters from mill and spencer. but in the midst of an intricate passage in the "unknowable," or in the heart of a difficult mathematical problem, i suddenly become aware of my pencil drawing familiar figures on the library slate: Ã� = . what is this, i wonder. and immediately i proceed, in semiconscious manner, to finish the calculation: Ã� = , days. , Ã� = , hours. , Ã� = , , minutes. , , Ã� = , , seconds. but the next moment i am aghast at the realization that my computation allows only days per month, whereas the year consists of , sometimes even of days. and again i repeat the process, multiplying by , and am startled to find that i have almost , , seconds to pass in the solitary. from the official calendar alongside of the rules the cheering promise faces me, good conduct shortens time. but i have been repeatedly reported and punished--they will surely deprive me of the commutation. with great care i figure out my allowance: one month on the first year, one on the second; two on the third and fourth; three on the fifth, sixth, seventh, eighth, and ninth; four months' "good time" on each succeeding year. i shall therefore have to serve fifteen years and three months in this place, and then eleven months in the workhouse. i have been here now two years. it still leaves me years and months, or more than , days. appalled by the figures, i pace the cell in agitation. it is hopeless! it is folly to expect to survive such a sentence, especially in view of the warden's persecution, and the petty tyranny of the keepers. thoughts of suicide and escape, wild fancies of unforeseen developments in the world at large that will somehow result in my liberation, all struggle in confusion, leaving me faint and miserable. my absolute isolation holds no promise of deliverance; the days of illness and suffering fill me with anguish. with a sharp pang i observe the thinning of my hair. the evidence of physical decay rouses the fear of mental collapse, insanity.... i shudder at the terrible suggestion, and lash myself into a fever of irritation with myself, the rangeman, and every passing convict, my heart seething with hatred of the warden, the guards, the judge, and that unembodied, shapeless, but inexorable and merciless, thing--the world. in the moments of reacting calm i apply myself to philosophy and science, determinedly, with the desperation born of horror. but the dread ghost is ever before me; it follows me up and down the cell, mocks me with the wild laughter of "crazy smith" in the stillness of the night, and with the moaning and waking of my neighbor suddenly gone mad. chapter xix memory-guests often the chaplain pauses at my door, and speaks words of encouragement. i feel deeply moved by his sympathy, but my revolutionary traditions forbid the expression of my emotions: a cog in the machinery of oppression, he might mistake my gratitude for the obsequiousness of the fawning convict. but i hope he feels my appreciation in the simple "thank you." it is kind of him to lend me books from his private library, and occasionally also permit me an extra sheet of writing paper. correspondence with the girl and the twin, and the unfrequent exchange of notes with my comrades, are the only links that still bind me to the living. i feel weary and life-worn, indifferent to the trivial incidents of existence that seem to hold such exciting interest for the other inmates. "old sammy," the rangeman, grown nervous with the approach of liberty, inverts a hundred opportunities to unburden his heart. all day long he limps from cell to cell, pretending to scrub the doorsills or dust the bars, meanwhile chattering volubly to the solitaries. listlessly i suffer the oft-repeated recital of the "news," elaborately discussed and commented upon with impassioned earnestness. he interrupts his anathemas upon the "rotten food" and the "thieving murderers," to launch into enthusiastic details of the meal he will enjoy on the day of release, the imprisoned friends he will remember with towels and handkerchiefs. but he grows pensive at the mention of the folks at home: the "old woman" died of a broken heart, the boys have not written a line in three years. he fears they have sold the little farmhouse, and flown to the city. but the joy of coming freedom drives away the sad thought, and he mumbles hopefully, "i'll see, i'll see," and rejoices in being "alive and still good for a while," and then abruptly changes the conversation, and relates minutely how "that poor, crazy dick" was yesterday found hanging in the cell, and he the first to discover him, and to help the guards cut him down. and last week he was present when the physician tried to revive "the little dago," and if the doctor had only returned quicker from the theatre, poor joe might have been saved. he "took a fit" and "the screws jest let 'im lay; 'waitin' for the doc,' they says. hope they don't kill _me_ yet," he comments, hobbling away. * * * * * the presence of death daunts the thought of self-destruction. ever stronger asserts itself the love of life; the will to be roots deeper. but the hope of escape recedes with the ebbing of my vitality. the constant harassing has forced the discontinuation of the _blossoms_. the eccentric warden seems to have conceived a great fear of an anarchist conspiracy: special orders have been issued, placing the trio under extraordinary surveillance. suspecting our clandestine correspondence, yet unable to trace it, the authorities have decided to separate us in a manner excluding all possibility of communication. apparently i am to be continued in the solitary indefinitely, while nold is located in the south wing, and bauer removed to the furthest cell on an upper gallery in the north block. the precious magazine is suspended, and only the daring of the faithful "horsethief" enables us to exchange an occasional note. amid the fantastic shapes cast by the dim candle light, i pass the long winter evenings. the prison day between a. m. and p. m. i divide into three parts, devoting four hours each to exercise, english, and reading, the remaining two hours occupied with meals and "cleaning up." surrounded by grammars and dictionaries, borrowed from the chaplain, i absorb myself in a sentence of shakespeare, dissecting each word, studying origin and derivation, analyzing prefix and suffix. i find moments of exquisite pleasure in tracing some simple expression through all the vicissitudes of its existence, to its latin or greek source. in the history of the corresponding epoch, i seek the people's joys and tragedies, contemporary with the fortunes of the word. philology, with the background of history, leads me into the pastures of mythology and comparative religion, through the mazes of metaphysics and warring philosophies, to rationalism and evolutionary science. oblivious of my environment, i walk with the disciples of socrates, flee athens with the persecuted diagoras, "the atheist," and listen in ecstasy to the sweet-voiced lute of arion; or with suetonius i pass in review the twelve caesars, and weep with the hostages swelling the triumph of the eternal city. but on the very threshold of cleopatra's boudoir, about to enter with the intrepid mark antony, i am met by three giant slaves with the command: "a , hands up! step out to be searched!" * * * * * for days my enfeebled nerves quiver with the shock. with difficulty i force myself to pick up the thread of my life amid the spirits of the past. the placid waters have been disturbed, and all the miasma of the quagmire seethes toward the surface, and fills my cup with the bitterness of death. the release of "old sammy" stirs me to the very depths. many prisoners have come and gone during my stay; with some i merely touched hands as they passed in the darkness and disappeared, leaving no trace in my existence. but the old rangeman, with his smiling eyes and fervid optimism, has grown dear to me. he shared with me his hopes and fears, divided his extra slice of cornbread, and strove to cheer me in his own homely manner. i miss his genial presence. something has gone out of my life with him, leaving a void, saddening, gnawing. in thought i follow my friend through the gates of the prison, out into the free, the alluring "outside," the charmed circle that holds the promise of life and joy and liberty. like a horrible nightmare the sombre walls fade away, and only a dark shadow vibrates in my memory, like a hidden menace, faint, yet ever-present and terrible. the sun glows brilliant in the heavens, shell-like wavelets float upon the azure, and sweet odors are everywhere about me. all the longing of my soul wells up with violent passion, and in a sudden transport of joy i fling myself upon the earth, and weep and kiss it in prayerful bliss.... * * * * * the candle sputters, hisses, and dies. i sit in the dark. silently lifts the veil of time. the little new york flat rises before me. the girl is returning home, the roses of youth grown pallid amid the shadows of death. only her eyes glow firmer and deeper, a look of challenge in her saddened face. as on an open page, i read the suffering of her prison experience, the sharper lines of steadfast purpose.... the joys and sorrows of our mutual past unfold before me, and again i live in the old surroundings. the memorable scene of our first meeting, in the little café at sachs', projects clearly. the room is chilly in the november dusk, as i return from work and secure my accustomed place. one by one the old habitués drop in, and presently i am in a heated discussion with two russian refugees at the table opposite. the door opens, and a young woman enters. well-knit, with the ruddy vigor of youth, she diffuses an atmosphere of strength and vitality. i wonder who the newcomer may be. two years in the movement have familiarized me with the personnel of the revolutionary circles of the metropolis. this girl is evidently a stranger; i am quite sure i have never met her at our gatherings. i motion to the passing proprietor. he smiles, anticipating my question. "you want to know who the young lady is?" he whispers. "i'll see, i'll see."--somehow i find myself at her table. without constraint, we soon converse like old acquaintances, and i learn that she left her home in rochester to escape the stifling provincial atmosphere. she is a dressmaker, and hopes to find work in new york. i like her simple, frank confidence; the "comrade" on her lips thrills me. she is one of us, then. with a sense of pride in the movement, i enlarge upon the activities of our circle. there are important meetings she ought to attend, many people to meet; hasselmann is conducting a course in sociology; schultze is giving splendid lectures. "have you heard most?" i ask suddenly. "no? you must hear our grand old man. he speaks to-morrow; will you come with me?"--eagerly i look forward to the next evening, and hasten to the café. it is frosty outdoors as i walk the narrow, dark streets in animated discussion with "comrade rochester." the ancient sidewalks are uneven and cracked, in spots crusted with filth. as we cross delancey street, the girl slips and almost falls, when i catch her in my arms just in time to prevent her head striking the curbstone. "you have saved my life," she smiles at me, her eyes dancing vivaciously.... with great pride i introduce my new friend to the _inteligentzia_ of the ghetto, among the exiles of the colony. ah, the exaltation, the joy of being!... the whole history of revolutionary russia is mirrored in our circles; every shade of temperamental nihilism and political view is harbored there. i see hartman, surrounded by the halo of conspirative mystery; at his side is the _velikorussian_, with flowing beard and powerful frame, of the older generation of the _narodovoiltzy_; and there is schewitsch, big and broad of feature, the typical _dvoryanin_ who has cast in his lot with the proletariat. the line of contending faiths is not drawn sharply in the colony: cahan is among us, stentorian of voice and bristling with aggressive vitality; solotaroff, his pale student face peculiarly luminous; miller, poetically eloquent, and his strangely-named brother brandes, looking consumptive from his experience in the odessa prison. timmermann and aleinikoff, rinke and weinstein--all are united in enthusiasm for the common cause. types from turgenev and chernishevski, from dostoyevski and nekrassov, mingle in the seeming confusion of reality, individualized with varying shade and light. and other elements are in the colony, the splashed quivers of the simmering waters of tsardom. shapes in the making, still being kneaded in the mold of old tradition and new environment. who knows what shall be the amalgam, some day to be recast by the master hand of a new turgenev?... * * * * * often the solitary hours are illumined by scenes of the past. with infinite detail i live again through the years of the inspiring friendship that held the girl, the twin, and myself in the closest bonds of revolutionary aspiration and personal intimacy. how full of interest and rich promise was life in those days, so far away, when after the hours of humiliating drudgery in the factory i would hasten to the little room in suffolk street! small and narrow, with its diminutive table and solitary chair, the cage-like bedroom would be transfigured into the sanctified chamber of fate, holding the balance of the world's weal. only two could sit on the little cot, the third on the rickety chair. and if somebody else called, we would stand around the room, filling the air with the glowing hope of our young hearts, in the firm consciousness that we were hastening the steps of progress, advancing the glorious dawn. * * * * * the memory of the life "outside" intensifies the misery of the solitary. i brood over the uselessness of my suffering. my mission in life terminated with the _attentat_. what good can my continued survival do? my propagandistic value as a living example of class injustice and political persecution is not of sufficient importance to impose upon me the duty of existence. and even if it were, the almost three years of my imprisonment have served the purpose. escape is out of consideration, so long as i remain constantly under lock and key, the subject of special surveillance. communication with nold and bauer, too, is daily growing more difficult. my health is fast failing; i am barely able to walk. what is the use of all this misery and torture? what is the use?... in such moments, i stand on the brink of eternity. is it sheer apathy and languor that hold the weak thread of life, or nature's law and the inherent spirit of resistance? were i not in the enemy's power, i should unhesitatingly cross the barrier. but as a pioneer of the cause, i must live and struggle. yet life without activity or interest is terrifying.... i long for sympathy and affection. with an aching heart i remember my comrades and friends, and the girl. more and more my mind dwells upon tender memories. i wake at night with a passionate desire for the sight of a sweet face, the touch of a soft hand. a wild yearning fills me for the women i have known, as they pass in my mind's eye from the time of my early youth to the last kiss of feminine lips. with a thrill i recall each bright look and tender accent. my heart beats tumultuously as i meet little nadya, on the way to school, pretending i do not see her. i turn around to admire the golden locks floating in the breeze, when i surprise her stealthily watching me. i adore her secretly, but proudly decline my chum's offer to introduce me. how foolish of me! but i know no timid shrinking as i wait, on a cold winter evening, for our neighbor's servant girl to cross the yard; and how unceremoniously i embrace her! she is not a _barishnya_; i need not mask my feelings. and she is so primitive; she accuses me of knowing things "not fit for a boy" of my age. but she kisses me again, and passion wakes at the caress of the large, coarse hand.... my eldridge street platonic sweetheart stands before me, and i tingle with every sensual emotion of my first years in new york.... out of the new haven days rises the image of luba, sweeping me with unutterable longing for the unattained. and again i live through the experiences of the past, passionately visualizing every detail with images that flatter my erotic palate and weave exquisite allurement about the urge of sex. chapter xx a day in the cell-house i to k. & g. good news! i was let out of the cell this morning. the coffee-boy on my range went home yesterday, and i was put in his place. it's lucky the old deputy died--he was determined to keep me in solitary. in the absence of the warden, benny greaves, the new deputy, told me he will "risk" giving me a job. but he has issued strict orders i should not be permitted to step into the yard. i'll therefore still be under special surveillance, and i shall not be able to see you. but i am in touch with our "faithful," and we can now resume a more regular correspondence. over a year in solitary. it's almost like liberty to be out of the cell! m. ii my position as coffee-boy affords many opportunities for closer contact with the prisoners. i assist the rangeman in taking care of a row of sixty-four cells situated on the ground floor, and lettered k. above it are, successively, i, h, g, and f, located on the yard side of the cell-house. on the opposite side, facing the river, the ranges are labelled a, b, c, d, and e. the galleries form parallelograms about each double cell-row; bridged at the centre, they permit easy access to the several ranges. the ten tiers, with a total of six hundred and forty cells, are contained within the outer stone building, and comprise the north block of the penitentiary. it connects with the south wing by means of the rotunda. [illustration: cell ranges--south block] the bottom tiers a and k serve as "receiving" ranges. here every new arrival is temporarily "celled," before he is assigned to work and transferred to the gallery occupied by his shop-fellows. on these ranges are also located the men undergoing special punishment in basket and solitary. the lower end of the two ranges is designated "bughouse row." it contains the "cranks," among whom are classed inmates in different stages of mental aberration. my various duties of sweeping the hall, dusting the cell doors, and assisting at feeding, enable me to become acquainted and to form friendships. i marvel at the inadequacy of my previous notions of "the criminal." i resent the presumption of "science" that pretends to evolve the intricate convolutions of a living human brain out of the shape of a digit cut from a dead hand, and labels it "criminal type." daily association dispels the myth of the "species," and reveals the individual. growing intimacy discovers the humanity beneath fibers coarsened by lack of opportunity, and brutalized by misery and fear. there is "reddie" butch, a rosy-cheeked young fellow of twenty-one, as frank-spoken a boy as ever honored a striped suit. a jolly criminal is butch, with his irrepressible smile and gay song. he was "just dying to take his girl for a ride," he relates to me. but he couldn't afford it; he earned only seven dollars per week, as butcher's boy. he always gave his mother every penny he made, but the girl kept taunting him because he couldn't spend anything on her. "and i goes to work and swipes a rig, and say, aleck, you ought to see me drive to me girl's house, big-like. in i goes. 'put on your glad duds, kate,' i says, says i, 'i'll give you the drive of your life.' and i did; you bet your sweet life, i did, ha, ha, ha!" but when he returned the rig to its owner, butch was arrested. "'just a prank, your honor,' i says to the judge. and what d' you think, aleck? thought i'd die when he said three years. i was foolish, of course; but there's no use crying over spilt milk, ha, ha, ha! but you know, the worst of it is, me girl went back on me. wouldn't that jar you, eh? well, i'll try hard to forget th' minx. she's a sweet girl, though, you bet, ha, ha, ha!" * * * * * and there is young rush, the descendant of the celebrated family of the great american physician. the delicate features, radiant with spirituality, bear a striking resemblance to shelley; the limping gait recalls the tragedy of byron. he is in for murder! he sits at the door, an open book in his hands,--the page is moist with the tears silently trickling down his face. he smiles at my approach, and his expressive eyes light up the darkened cell, like a glimpse of the sun breaking through the clouds. he was wooing a girl on a summer night: the skiff suddenly upturned, "right opposite here,"--he points to the river,--"near mckees rocks." he was dragged out, unconscious. they told him the girl was dead, and that he was her murderer! he reaches for the photograph on his table, and bursts into sobs. * * * * * daily i sweep the length of the hall, advancing from cell to cell with deliberate stroke, all the while watching for an opportunity to exchange a greeting, with the prisoners. my mind reverts to poor wingie. how he cheered me in the first days of misery; how kind he was! in gentler tones i speak to the unfortunates, and encourage the new arrivals, or indulge some demented prisoner in a harmless whim. the dry sweeping of the hallway raises a cloud of dust, and loud coughing follows in my wake. taking advantage of the old block captain's "cold in the head," i cautiously hint at the danger of germs lurking in the dust-laden atmosphere. "a little wet sawdust on the floor, mr. mitchell, and you wouldn't catch colds so often." a capital idea, he thinks, and thereafter i guard the precious supply under the bed in my cell. in little ways i seek to help the men in solitary. every trifle means so much. "long joe," the rangeman, whose duty it is to attend to their needs, is engrossed with his own troubles. the poor fellow is serving twenty-five years, and he is much worried by "wild bill" and "bighead" wilson. they are constantly demanding to see the warden. it is remarkable that they are never refused. the guards seem to stand in fear of them. "wild bill" is a self-confessed invert, and there are peculiar rumors concerning his intimacy with the warden. recently bill complained of indigestion, and a guard sent me to deliver some delicacies to him. "from the warden's table," he remarked, with a sly wink. and wilson is jocularly referred to as "the deputy," even by the officers. he is still in stripes, but he seems to wield some powerful influence over the new deputy; he openly defies the rules, upbraids the guards, and issues orders. he is the warden's "runner," clad with the authority of his master. the prisoners regard bill and wilson as stools, and cordially hate them; but none dare offend them. poor joe is constantly harassed by "deputy" wilson; there seems to be bitter enmity between the two on account of a young prisoner who prefers the friendship of joe. worried by the complex intrigues of life in the block, the rangeman is indifferent to the unfortunates in the cells. butch is devoured by bedbugs, and "praying" andy's mattress is flattened into a pancake. the simple-minded life-timer is being neglected: he has not yet recovered from the assault by johnny smith, who hit him on the head with a hammer. i urge the rangeman to report to the captain the need of "bedbugging" butch's cell, of supplying andy with a new mattress, and of notifying the doctor of the increasing signs of insanity among the solitaries. iii breakfast is over; the lines form in lockstep, and march to the shops. broom in hand, rangemen and assistants step upon the galleries, and commence to sweep the floors. officers pass along the tiers, closely scrutinizing each cell. now and then they pause, facing a "delinquent." they note his number, unlock the door, and the prisoner joins the "sick line" on the ground floor. one by one the men augment the row; they walk slowly, bent and coughing, painfully limping down the steep flights. from every range they come; the old and decrepit, the young consumptives, the lame and asthmatic, a tottering old negro, an idiotic white boy. all look withered and dejected,--a ghastly line, palsied and blear-eyed, blanched in the valley of death. the rotunda door opens noisily, and the doctor enters, accompanied by deputy warden greaves and assistant deputy hopkins. behind them is a prisoner, dressed in dark gray and carrying a medicine box. dr. boyce glances at the long line, and knits his brow. he looks at his watch, and the frown deepens. he has much to do. since the death of the senior doctor, the young graduate is the sole physician of the big prison. he must make the rounds of the shops before noon, and visit the patients in the hospital before the warden or the deputy drops in. mr. greaves sits down at the officers' desk, near the hall entrance. the assistant deputy, pad in hand, places himself at the head of the sick line. the doctor leans against the door of the rotunda, facing the deputy. the block officers stand within call, at respectful distances. "two-fifty-five!" the assistant deputy calls out. a slender young man leaves the line and approaches the doctor. he is tall and well featured, the large eyes lustrous in the pale face. he speaks in a hoarse voice: "doctor, there is something the matter with my side. i have pains, and i cough bad at night, and in the morning--" "all right," the doctor interrupts, without looking up from his notebook. "give him some salts," he adds, with a nod to his assistant. "next!" the deputy calls. "will you please excuse me from the shop for a few days?" the sick prisoner pleads, a tremor in his voice. the physician glances questioningly at the deputy. the latter cries, impatiently, "next, next man!" striking the desk twice, in quick succession, with the knuckles of his hand. "return to the shop," the doctor says to the prisoner. "next!" the deputy calls, spurting a stream of tobacco juice in the direction of the cuspidor. it strikes sidewise, and splashes over the foot of the approaching new patient, a young negro, his neck covered with bulging tumors. "number?" the doctor inquires. "one-thirty-seven. a one-thirty-seven!" the deputy mumbles, his head thrown back to receive a fresh handful of "scrap" tobacco. "guess ah's got de big neck, ah is, mistah boyce," the negro says hoarsely. "salts. return to work. next!" "a one-twenty-six!" a young man with parchment-like face, sere and yellow, walks painfully from the line. "doctor, i seem to be gettin' worser, and i'm afraid--" "what's the trouble?" "pains in the stomach. gettin' so turrible, i--" "give him a plaster. next!" "plaster hell!" the prisoner breaks out in a fury, his face growing livid. "look at this, will you?" with a quick motion he pulls his shirt up to his head. his chest and back are entirely covered with porous plasters; not an inch of skin is visible. "damn yer plasters," he cries with sudden sobs, "i ain't got no more room for plasters. i'm putty near dyin', an' you won't do nothin' fer me." the guards pounce upon the man, and drag him into the rotunda. * * * * * one by one the sick prisoners approach the doctor. he stands, head bent, penciling, rarely glancing up. the elongated ascetic face wears a preoccupied look; he drawls mechanically, in monosyllables, "next! numb'r? salts! plaster! salts! next!" occasionally he glances at his watch; his brows knit closer, the heavy furrow deepens, and the austere face grows more severe and rigid. now and then he turns his eyes upon the deputy warden, sitting opposite, his jaws incessantly working, a thin stream of tobacco trickling down his chin, and heavily streaking the gray beard. cheeks protruding, mouth full of juice, the deputy mumbles unintelligently, turns to expectorate, suddenly shouts "next!" and gives two quick knocks on the desk, signaling to the physician to order the man to work. only the withered and the lame are temporarily excused, the deputy striking the desk thrice to convey the permission to the doctor. dejected and forlorn, the sick line is conducted to the shops, coughing, wheezing, and moaning, only to repeat the ordeal the following morning. quite often, breaking down at the machine or fainting at the task, the men are carried on a stretcher to the hospital, to receive a respite from the killing toil,--a short intermission, or a happier, eternal reprieve. the lame and the feeble, too withered to be useful in the shops, are sent back to their quarters, and locked up for the day. only these, the permitted delinquents, the insane, the men in solitary, and the sweepers, remain within the inner walls during working hours. the pall of silence descends upon the house of death. iv the guards creep stealthily along the tiers. officer george dean, lank and tall, tiptoes past the cells, his sharply hooked nose in advance, his evil-looking eyes peering through the bars, scrutinizing every inmate. suddenly the heavy jaws snap. "hey, you, eleven-thirty-nine! on the bed again! wha-at? sick, hell! no dinner!" noisily he pretends to return to the desk "in front," quietly steals into the niche of a cell door, and stands motionless, alertly listening. a suppressed murmur proceeds from the upper galleries. cautiously the guard advances, hastily passes several cells, pauses a moment, and then quickly steps into the center of the hall, shouting: "cells forty-seven k, i, h! talking through the pipe! got you this time, all right." he grins broadly as he returns to the desk, and reports to the block captain. the guards ascend the galleries. levers are pulled, doors opened with a bang, and the three prisoners are marched to the office. for days their cells remain vacant: the men are in the dungeon. * * * * * gaunt and cadaverous, guard hughes makes the rounds of the tiers, on a tour of inspection. with bleary eyes, sunk deep in his head, he gazes intently through the bars. the men are out at work. leisurely he walks along, stepping from cell to cell, here tearing a picture off the wall, there gathering a few scraps of paper. as i pass along the hall, he slams a door on the range above, and appears upon the gallery. his pockets bulge with confiscated goods. he glances around, as the deputy enters from the yard. "hey, jasper!" the guard calls. the colored trusty scampers up the stairs. "take this to the front." the officer hands him a dilapidated magazine, two pieces of cornbread, a little square of cheese, and several candles that some weak-eyed prisoner had saved up by sitting in the dark for weeks. "show 't to the deputy," the officer says, in an undertone. "i'm doing business, all right!" the trusty laughs boisterously, "yassah, yassah, dat yo sure am." the guard steps into the next cell, throwing a quick look to the front. the deputy is disappearing through the rotunda door. the officer casts his eye about the cell. the table is littered with magazines and papers. a piece of matting, stolen from the shops, is on the floor. on the bed are some bananas and a bunch of grapes,--forbidden fruit. the guard steps back to the gallery, a faint smile on his thin lips. he reaches for the heart-shaped wooden block hanging above the cell. it bears the legend, painted in black, a . on the reverse side the officer reads, "collins hamilton, dated----." his watery eyes strain to decipher the penciled marks paled by the damp, whitewashed wall. "jasper!" he calls, "come up here." the trusty hastens to him. "you know who this man is, jasper? a four-eighty." "ah sure knows. dat am hamilton, de bank 'bezleh." "where's he working?" "wat _he_ wan' teh work foh? he am de cap'n's clerk. in de awfice, _he_ am." "all right, jasper." the guard carefully closes the clerk's door, and enters the adjoining cell. it looks clean and orderly. the stone floor is bare, the bedding smooth; the library book, tin can, and plate, are neatly arranged on the table. the officer ransacks the bed, throws the blankets on the floor, and stamps his feet upon the pillow in search of secreted contraband. he reaches up to the wooden shelf on the wall, and takes down the little bag of scrap tobacco,--the weekly allowance of the prisoners. he empties a goodly part into his hand, shakes it up, and thrusts it into his mouth. he produces a prison "plug" from his pocket, bites off a piece, spits in the direction of the privy, and yawns; looks at his watch, deliberates a moment, spurts a stream of juice into the corner, and cautiously steps out on the gallery. he surveys the field, leans over the railing, and squints at the front. the chairs at the officers' desk are vacant. the guard retreats into the cell, yawns and stretches, and looks at his watch again. it is only nine o'clock. he picks up the library book, listlessly examines the cover, flings the book on the shelf, spits disgustedly, then takes another chew, and sprawls down on the bed. v at the head of the hall, senior officer woods and assistant deputy hopkins sit at the desk. of superb physique and glowing vitality, mr. woods wears his new honors as captain of the block with aggressive self-importance. he has recently been promoted from the shop to the charge of the north wing, on the morning shift, from a. m. to p. m. every now and then he leaves his chair, walks majestically down the hallway, crosses the open centre, and returns past the opposite cell-row. with studied dignity he resumes his seat and addresses his superior, the assistant deputy, in measured, low tones. the latter listens gravely, his head slightly bent, his sharp gray eyes restless above the heavy-rimmed spectacles. as mr. hopkins, angular and stoop-shouldered, rises to expectorate into the nearby sink, he espies the shining face of jasper on an upper gallery. the assistant deputy smiles, produces a large apple from his pocket, and, holding it up to view, asks: "how does this strike you, jasper?" "looks teh dis niggah like a watahmelon, cunnel." woods struggles to suppress a smile. hopkins laughs, and motions to the negro. the trusty joins them at the desk. "i'll bet the coon could get away with this apple in two bites," the assistant deputy says to woods. "hardly possible," the latter remarks, doubtfully. "you don't know this darky, scot," hopkins rejoins. "i know him for the last--let me see--fifteen, eighteen, twenty years. that's when you first came here, eh, jasper?" "yassah, 'bout dat." "in the old prison, then?" woods inquires. "yes, of course. you was there, jasper, when 'shoe-box' miller got out, wasn't you?" "yo 'member good, cunnel. dat ah was, sure 'nuf. en mighty slick it was, bress me, teh hab imsef nailed in dat shoebox, en mek his get-away." "yes, yes. and this is your fourth time since then, i believe." "no, sah, no, sah; dere yo am wrong, cunnel. youh remnishent am bad. dis jus' free times, jus' free." "come off, it's four." "free, cunnel, no moah." "do you think, mr. hopkins, jasper could eat the apple in two bites?" woods reminds him. "i'm sure he can. there's nothing in the eating line this coon couldn't do. here, jasper, you get the apple if you make it in two bites. don't disgrace me, now." the negro grins, "putty big, cunnel, but ah'm a gwine teh try powful hard." with a heroic effort he stretches his mouth, till his face looks like a veritable cavern, reaching from ear to ear, and edged by large, shimmering tusks. with both hands he inserts the big apple, and his sharp teeth come down with a loud snap. he chews quickly, swallows, repeats the performance, and then holds up his hands. the apple has disappeared. the assistant deputy roars with laughter. "what did i tell you, eh, scot? what did i tell you, ho, ho, ho!" the tears glisten in his eye. * * * * * they amuse themselves with the negro trusty by the hour. he relates his experiences, tells humorous anecdotes, and the officers are merry. now and then deputy warden greaves drops in. woods rises. "have a seat, mr. greaves." "that's all right, that's all right, scot," the deputy mumbles, his eye searching for the cuspidor. "sit down, scot: i'm as young as any of you." with mincing step he walks into the first cell, reserved for the guards, pulls a bottle from his hip pocket, takes several quick gulps, wabbles back to the desk, and sinks heavily into woods's seat. "jasper, go bring me a chew," he turns to the trusty. "yassah. scrap, dep'ty?" "yah. a nip of plug, too." "yassah, yassah, immejitly." "what are you men doing here?" the deputy blusters at the two subordinates. woods frowns, squares his shoulders, glances at the deputy, and then relaxes into a dignified smile. assistant hopkins looks sternly at the deputy warden from above his glasses. "that's all right, greaves," he says, familiarly, a touch of scorn in his voice. "say, you should have seen that nigger jasper swallow a great, big apple in two bites; as big as your head, i'll swear." "that sho?" the deputy nods sleepily. the negro comes running up with a paper of scrap in one hand, a plug in the other. the deputy slowly opens his eyes. he walks unsteadily to the cell, remains there a few minutes, and returns with both hands fumbling at his hip pocket. he spits viciously at the sink, sits down, fills his mouth with tobacco, glances at the floor, and demands, hoarsely: "where's all them spittoons, eh, you men?" "just being cleaned, mr. greaves," woods replies. "cleaned, always th' shame shtory. i ordered--ya--ordered--hey, bring shpittoon, jasper." he wags his head drowsily. "he means he ordered spittoons by the wagonload," hopkins says, with a wink at woods. "it was the very first order he gave when he became deputy after jimmie mcpane died. i tell you, scot, we won't see soon another deputy like old jimmie. he was deputy all right, every inch of him. wouldn't stand for the old man, the warden, interfering with him, either. not like this here," he points contemptuously at the snoring greaves. "here, benny," he raises his voice and slaps the deputy on the knee, "here's jasper with your spittoon." greaves wakes with a start, and gazes stupidly about; presently, noticing the trusty with the large cuspidor, and spurts a long jet at it. "say, jasper," hopkins calls to the retiring negro, "the deputy wants to hear that story you told us a while ago, about you got the left hind foot of a she-rabbit, on a moonlit night in a graveyard." "who shaid i want to hear 't?" the deputy bristles, suddenly wide awake. "yes, you do, greaves," hopkins asserts. "the rabbit foot brings good luck, you know. this coon here wears it on his neck. show it to the deputy, jasper." * * * * * prisoner wilson, the warden's favorite messenger, enters from the yard. with quick, energetic step he passes the officers at the desk, entirely ignoring their presence, and walks nonchalantly down the hall, his unnaturally large head set close upon the heavy, almost neckless shoulders. "hey, you, wilson, what are you after?" the deputy shouts after him. without replying, wilson continues on his way. "dep'ty wilson," the negro jeers, with a look of hatred and envy. assistant deputy hopkins rises in his seat. "wilson," he calls with quiet sternness, "mr. greaves is speaking to you. come back at once." his face purple with anger, wilson retraces his steps. "what do you want, deputy?" he demands, savagely. the deputy looks uneasy and fidgets in his chair, but catching the severe eye of hopkins, he shouts vehemently: "what do you want in the block?" "on captain edward s. wright's business," wilson replies with a sneer. "well, go ahead. but next time i call you, you better come back." "the warden told me to hurry. i'll report to him that you detained me with an idle question," wilson snarls back. "that'll do, wilson," the assistant deputy warns him. "wait till i see the captain," wilson growls, as he departs. "if i had my way, i'd knock his damn block off," the assistant mutters. "such impudence in a convict cannot be tolerated," woods comments. "the cap'n won't hear a word against wilson," the deputy says meekly. hopkins frowns. they sit in silence. the negro busies himself, wiping the yellow-stained floor around the cuspidor. the deputy ambles stiffly to the open cell. woods rises, steps back to the wall, and looks up to the top galleries. no one is about. he crosses to the other side, and scans the bottom range. long and dismal stretches the hall, in melancholy white and gray, the gloomy cell-building brooding in the centre, like some monstrous hunchback, without life or motion. woods resumes his seat. "quiet as a church," he remarks with evident satisfaction. "you're doing well, scot," the deputy mumbles. "doing well." a faint metallic sound breaks upon the stillness. the officers prick up their ears. the rasping continues and grows louder. the negro trusty tiptoes up the tiers. "it's somebody with his spoon on the door," the assistant deputy remarks, indifferently. the block captain motions to me. "see who's rapping there, will you?" i walk quickly along the hall. by keeping close to the wall, i can see up to the doors of the third gallery. here and there a nose protrudes in the air, the bleached face glued to the bars, the eyes glassy. the rapping grows louder as i advance. "who is it?" i call. "up here, c." "is that you, ed?" "yes. got a bad hemorrhage. tell th' screw i must see the doctor." i run to the desk. "mr. woods," i report, " c got a hemorrhage. can't stop it. he needs the doctor." "let him wait," the deputy growls. "doctor hour is over. he should have reported in the morning," the assistant deputy flares up. "what shall i tell him. mr. woods?" i ask. "nothing! get back to your cell." "perhaps you'd better go up and take a look, scot," the deputy suggests. mr. woods strides along the gallery, pauses a moment at c, and returns. "nothing much. a bit of blood. i ordered him to report on sick list in the morning." * * * * * a middle-aged prisoner, with confident bearing and polished manner, enters from the yard. it is the "french count," one of the clerks in the "front office." "good morning, gentlemen," he greets the officers. he leans familiarly over the deputy's chair, remarking: "i've been hunting half an hour for you. the captain is a bit ruffled this morning. he is looking for you." the deputy hurriedly rises. "where is he?" he asks anxiously. "in the office, mr. greaves. you know what's about?" "what? quick, now." "they caught wild bill right in the act. out in the yard there, back of the shed." the deputy stumps heavily out into the yard. "who's the kid?" the assistant deputy inquires, an amused twinkle in his eye. "bobby." "who? that boy on the whitewash gang?" "yes, fatty bobby." * * * * * the clatter on the upper tier grows loud and violent. the sick man is striking his tin can on the bars, and shaking the door. woods hastens to c . "you stop that, you hear!" he commands angrily. "i'm sick. i want th' doctor." "this isn't doctor hour. you'll see him in the morning." "i may be dead in the morning. i want him now." "you won't see him, that's all. you keep quiet there." furiously the prisoner raps on the door. the hall reverberates with hollow booming. the block captain returns to the desk, his face crimson. he whispers to the assistant deputy. the latter nods his head. woods claps his hands, deliberately, slowly--one, two, three. guards hurriedly descend from the galleries, and advance to the desk. the rangemen appear at their doors. "everybody to his cell. officers, lock 'em in!" woods commands. "you can stay here, jasper," the assistant deputy remarks to the trusty. the rangemen step into their cells. the levers are pulled, the doors locked. i hear the tread of many feet on the third gallery. now they cease, and all is quiet. "c , step out here!" the door slams, there is noisy shuffling and stamping, and the dull, heavy thuds of striking clubs. a loud cry and a moan. they drag the prisoner along the range, and down the stairway. the rotunda door creaks, and the clamor dies away. a few minutes elapse in silence. now some one whispers through the pipes; insane solitaries bark and crow. loud coughing drowns the noises, and then the rotunda door opens with a plaintive screech. the rangemen are unlocked. i stand at the open door of my cell. the negro trusty dusts and brushes the officers, their hacks and arms covered with whitewash, as if they had been rubbed against the wall. their clothes cleaned and smoothed, the guards loll in the chairs, and sit on the desk. they look somewhat ruffled and flustered. jasper enlarges upon the piquant gossip. "wild bill," notorious invert and protégé of the warden, he relates, had been hanging around the kids from the stocking shop; he has been after "fatty bobby" for quite a while, and he's forever pestering "lady sally," and young davis, too. the guards are astir with curiosity; they ply the negro with questions. he responds eagerly, raises his voice, and gesticulates excitedly. there is merriment and laughter at the officers' desk. vi dinner hour is approaching. officer gerst, in charge of the kitchen squad, enters the cell-house. behind him, a score of prisoners carry large wooden tubs filled with steaming liquid. the negro trusty, his nostrils expanded and eyes glistening, sniffs the air, and announces with a grin: "dooke's mixchoor foh dinneh teh day!" the scene becomes animated at the front. tables are noisily moved about, the tinplate rattles, and men talk and shout. with a large ladle the soup is dished out from the tubs, and the pans, bent and rusty, stacked up in long rows. the deputy warden flounces in, splutters some orders that remain ignored, and looks critically at the dinner pans. he produces a pocket knife, and ambles along the tables, spearing a potato here, a bit of floating vegetable there. guard hughes, his inspection of the cells completed, saunters along, casting greedy eyes at the food. he hovers about, waiting for the deputy to leave. the latter stands, hands dug into his pockets, short legs wide apart, scraggy beard keeping time with the moving jaws. guard hughes winks at one of the kitchen men, and slinks into an open cell. the prisoner fusses about, pretends to move the empty tubs out of the way, and then quickly snatches a pan of soup, and passes it to the guard. negro jasper, alert and watchful, strolls by woods, surreptitiously whispering. the officer walks to the open cell and surprises the guard, his head thrown back, the large pan covering his face. woods smiles disdainfully, the prisoners giggle and chuckle. * * * * * "chief jim," the head cook, a pittsburgh saloonkeeper serving twelve years for murder, promenades down the range. large-bellied and whitecapped, he wears an air of prosperity and independence. with swelling chest, stomach protruding, and hand wrapped in his dirty apron, the chief walks leisurely along the cells, nodding and exchanging greetings. he pauses at a door: it's cell a,--the "fat kid." jim leans against the wall, his back toward the dinner tables; presently his hand steals between the bars. now and then he glances toward the front, and steps closer to the door. he draws a large bundle from his bosom, hastily tears it open, and produces a piece of cooked meat, several raw onions, some cakes. one by one he passes the delicacies to the young prisoner, forcing them through the narrow openings between the bars. he lifts his apron, fans the door sill, and carefully wipes the ironwork; then he smiles, casts a searching look to the front, grips the bars with both hands, and vanishes into the deep niche. as suddenly he appears to view again, takes several quick steps, then pauses at another cell. standing away from the door, he speaks loudly and laughs boisterously, his hands fumbling beneath the apron. soon he leaves, advancing to the dinner tables. he approaches the rangeman, lifts his eyebrows questioningly, and winks. the man nods affirmatively, and retreats into his cell. the chief dives into the bosom of his shirt, and flings a bundle through the open door. he holds out his hand, whispering: "two bits. broke now? be sure you pay me to-morrow. that steak there's worth a plunk." * * * * * the gong tolls the dinner hour. the negro trusty snatches two pans, and hastens away. the guards unlock the prisoners, excepting the men in solitary who are deprived of the sole meal of the day. the line forms in single file, and advances slowly to the tables; then, pan in hand, the men circle the block to the centre, ascend the galleries, and are locked in their cells. the loud tempo of many feet, marching in step, sounds from the yard. the shop workers enter, receive the pan of soup, and walk to the cells. some sniff the air, make a wry face, and pass on, empty-handed. there is much suppressed murmuring and whispering. gradually the sounds die away. it is the noon hour. every prisoner is counted and locked in. only the trusties are about. vii the afternoon brings a breath of relief. "old jimmie" mitchell, rough-spoken and kind, heads the second shift of officers, on duty from till p. m. the venerable captain of the block trudges past the cells, stroking his flowing white beard, and profusely swearing at the men. but the prisoners love him: he frowns upon clubbing, and discourages trouble-seeking guards. head downward, he thumps heavily along the hall, on his first round of the bottom ranges. presently a voice hails him: "oh, mr. mitchell! come here, please." "damn your soul t' hell," the officer rages, "don't you know better than to bother me when i'm counting, eh? shut up now, god damn you. you've mixed me all up." he returns to the front, and begins to count again, pointing his finger at each occupied cell. this duty over, and his report filed, he returns to the offending prisoner. "what t' hell do you want, butch?" "mr. mitchell, my shoes are on th' bum. i am walking on my socks." "where th' devil d' you think you're going, anyhow? to a ball?" "papa mitchell, be good now, won't you?" the youth coaxes. "go an' take a--thump to yourself, will you?" the officer walks off, heavy-browed and thoughtful, but pauses a short distance from the cell, to hear butch mumbling discontentedly. the block captain retraces his steps, and, facing the boy, storms at him: "what did you say? 'damn the old skunk!' that's what you said, eh? you come on out of there!" with much show of violence he inserts the key into the lock, pulls the door open with a bang, and hails a passing guard: "mr. kelly, quick, take this loafer out and give 'im--er--give 'im a pair of shoes." he starts down the range, when some one calls from an upper tier: "jimmy, jimmy! come on up here!" "i'll jimmy you damn carcass for you," the old man bellows, angrily, "where th' hell are you?" "here, on b, b. right over you." the officer steps back to the wall, and looks up toward the second gallery. "what in th' name of jesus christ do you want, slim?" "awful cramps in me stomach. get me some cramp mixture, jim." "cramps in yer head, that's what you've got, you big bum you. where the hell did you get your cramp mixture, when you was spilling around in a freight car, eh?" "i got booze then," the prisoner retorts. "like hell you did! you were damn lucky to get a louzy hand-out at the back door, you ornery pimple on god's good earth." "th' hell you say! the hand-out was a damn sight better'n th' rotten slush i get here. i wouldn't have a belly-ache, if it wasn't for th' hogwash they gave us to-day." "lay down now! you talk like a horse's rosette." it's the old man's favorite expression, in his rich vocabulary of picturesque metaphor and simile. but there is no sting in the brusque speech, no rancor in the scowling eyes. on the way to the desk he pauses to whisper to the block trusty: "john, you better run down to the dispensary, an' get that big stiff some cramp mixture." happening to glance into a cell, mitchell notices a new arrival, a bald-headed man, his back against the door, reading. "hey you!" the block captain shouts at him, startling the green prisoner off his chair, "take that bald thing out of there, or i'll run you in for indecent exposure." he chuckles at the man's fright, like a boy pleased with a naughty prank, and ascends the upper tiers. * * * * * duster in hand, i walk along the range. the guards are engaged on the galleries, examining cells, overseeing the moving of the newly-graded inmates to the south wing, or chatting with the trusties. the chairs at the officers' desk are vacant. keeping alert watch on the rotunda doors, i walk from cell to cell, whiling away the afternoon hours in conversation. johnny, the friendly runner, loiters at the desk, now and then glancing into the yard, and giving me "the office" by sharply snapping his fingers, to warn me of danger. i ply the duster diligently, while the deputy and his assistants linger about, surrounded by the trusties imparting information gathered during the day. gradually they disperse, called into a shop where a fight is in progress, or nosing about the kitchen and assiduously killing time. the "coast is clear," and i return to pick up the thread of interrupted conversation. but the subjects of common interest are soon exhausted. the oft-repeated tirade against the "rotten grub," the "stale punk," and the "hogwash"; vehement cursing of the brutal "screws," the "stomach-robber of a warden" and the unreliability of his promises; the exchange of gossip, and then back again to berating the food and the treatment. within the narrow circle runs the interminable tale, colored by individual temperament, intensified by the length of sentence. the whole is dominated by a deep sense of unmerited suffering and bitter resentment, often breathing dire vengeance against those whom they consider responsible for their misfortune, including the police, the prosecutor, the informer, the witnesses, and, in rare instances, the trial judge. but as the longed-for release approaches, the note of hope and liberty rings clearer, stronger, with the swelling undercurrent of frank and irrepressible sex desire. chapter xxi the deeds of the good to the evil the new arrivals are forlorn and dejected, a look of fear and despair in their eyes. the long-timers among them seem dazed, as if with some terrible shock, and fall upon the bed in stupor-like sleep. the boys from the reformatories, some mere children in their teens, weep and moan, and tremble at the officer's footstep. only the "repeaters" and old-timers preserve their composure, scoff at the "fresh fish," nod at old acquaintances, and exchange vulgar pleasantries with the guards. but all soon grow nervous and irritable, and stand at the door, leaning against the bars, an expression of bewildered hopelessness or anxious expectancy on their faces. they yearn for companionship, and are pathetically eager to talk, to hear the sound of a voice, to unbosom their heavy hearts. i am minutely familiar with every detail of their "case," their life-history, their hopes and fears. through the endless weeks and months on the range, their tragedies are the sole subject of conversation. a glance into the mournful faces, pressed close against the bars, and the panorama of misery rises before me,--the cell-house grows more desolate, bleaker, the air gloomier and more depressing. there is joe zappe, his bright eyes lighting up with a faint smile as i pause at his door. "hello, alick," he greets me in his sweet, sad voice. he knows me from the jail. his father and elder brother have been executed, and he commuted to life because of youth. he is barely eighteen, but his hair has turned white. he has been acting queerly of late: at night i often hear him muttering and walking, walking incessantly and muttering. there is a peculiar look about his eyes, restless, roving. "alick," he says, suddenly, "me wanna tell you sometink. you no tell nobody, yes?" assured i'll keep his confidence, he begins to talk quickly, excitedly: "nobody dere, alick? no scroo? s-sh! lassa night me see ma broder. yes, see gianni. jesu cristo, me see ma poor broder in da cella 'ere, an' den me fader he come. broder and fader day stay der, on da floor, an so quieta, lika dead, an' den dey come an lay downa in ma bed. oh, jesu christo, me so fraida, me cry an' pray. you not know wat it mean? no-o-o? me tell you. it mean me die, me die soon." his eyes glow with a sombre fire, a hectic flush on his face. he knits his brows, as i essay to calm him, and continues hurriedly: "s-sh! waita till me tell you all. you know watta for ma fader an' gianni come outa da grave? me tell you. dey calla for ravange, 'cause dey innocente. me tell you trut. see, we all worka in da mine, da coal mine, me an' my fader an' gianni. all worka hard an' mek one dollar, maybe dollar quater da day. an' bigga american man, him come an' boder ma fader. ma fader him no wanna trouble; him old man, no boder nobody. an' da american man him maka two dollars an mebbe two fifty da day an' him boder my fader, all da time, boder 'im an' kick 'im to da legs, an' steal ma broder's shovel, an' hide fader's hat, an' maka trouble for ma countrymen, an' call us 'dirty dagoes.' an' one day him an' two arish dey all drunk, an' smash ma fader, an' american man an arish holler, 'dago s---- b---- fraida fight,' an' da american man him take a bigga pickax an' wanna hit ma fader, an' ma fader him run, an' me an' ma broder an' friend we fight, an' american man him fall, an' we all go way home. den p'lice come an' arresta me an' fader an' broder, an' say we killa american man. me an' ma broder no use knife, mebbe ma friend do. me no know; him no arresta; him go home in italia. ma fader an' broder dey save nineda-sev'n dollar, an' me save twenda-fife, an' gotta laiyer. him no good, an' no talk much in court. we poor men, no can take case in oder court, an' fader him hang, an' gianni hang, an' me get life. ma fader an' broder dey come lassa night from da grave, cause dey innocente an' wanna ravange, an' me gotta mek ravange, me no rest, gotta--" the sharp snapping of johnny, the runner, warns me of danger, and i hastily leave. * * * * * the melancholy figures line the doors as i walk up and down the hall. the blanched faces peer wistfully through the bars, or lean dejectedly against the wall, a vacant stare in the dim eyes. each calls to mind the stories of misery and distress, the scenes of brutality and torture i witness in the prison house. like ghastly nightmares, the shadows pass before me. there is "silent nick," restlessly pacing his cage, never ceasing, his lips sealed in brutish muteness. for three years he has not left the cell, nor uttered a word. the stolid features are cut and bleeding. last night he had attempted suicide, and the guards beat him, and left him unconscious on the floor. there is "crazy hunkie," the austrian. every morning, as the officer unlocks his door to hand in the loaf of bread, he makes a wild dash for the yard, shouting, "me wife! where's me wife?" he rushes toward the front and desperately grabs the door handle. the double iron gate is securely locked. a look of blank amazement on his face, he slowly returns to the cell. the guards await him with malicious smile. suddenly they rush upon him, blackjacks in hand. "me wife, me seen her!" the austrian cries. the blood gushing from his mouth and nose, they kick him into the cell. "me wife waiting in de yard," he moans. in the next cell is tommy wellman; adjoining him, jim grant. they are boys recently transferred from the reformatory. they cower in the corner, in terror of the scene. with tearful eyes, they relate their story. orphans in the slums of allegheny, they had been sent to the reform school at morganza, for snatching fruit off a corner stand. maltreated and beaten, they sought to escape. childishly they set fire to the dormitory, almost in sight of the keepers. "i says to me chum, says i," tommy narrates with boyish glee, "'kid,' says i, 'let's fire de louzy joint; dere'll be lots of fun, and we'll make our get-away in de' 'citement.'" they were taken to court and the good judge sentenced them to five years to the penitentiary. "glad to get out of dat dump," tommy comments; "it was jest fierce. dey paddled an' starved us someting' turrible." in the basket cell, a young colored man grovels on the floor. it is lancaster, number . he was serving seven years, and working every day in the mat shop. slowly the days passed, and at last the longed-for hour of release arrived. but lancaster was not discharged. he was kept at his task, the warden informing him that he had lost six months of his "good time" for defective work. the light hearted negro grew sullen and morose. often the silence of the cell-house was pierced by his anguished cry in the night, "my time's up, time's up. i want to go home." the guards would take him from the cell, and place him in the dungeon. one morning, in a fit of frenzy, he attacked captain mcvey, the officer of the shop. the captain received a slight scratch on the neck, and lancaster was kept chained to the wall of the dungeon for ten days. he returned to the cell, a driveling imbecile. the next day they dressed him in his citizen clothes, lancaster mumbling, "going home, going home." the warden and several officers accompanied him to court, on the way coaching the poor idiot to answer "yes" to the question, "do you plead guilty?" he received seven years, the extreme penalty of the law, for the "attempted murder of a keeper." they brought him back to the prison, and locked him up in a basket cell, the barred door covered with a wire screen that almost entirely excludes light and air. he receives no medical attention, and is fed on a bread-and-water diet. the witless negro crawls on the floor, unwashed and unkempt, scratching with his nails fantastic shapes on the stone, and babbling stupidly, "going, jesus going to jerusalem. see, he rides the holy ass; he's going to his father's home. going home, going home." as i pass he looks up, perplexed wonder on his face; his brows meet in a painful attempt to collect his wandering thoughts, and he drawls with pathetic sing-song, "going home, going home; jesus going to father's home." the guards raise their hands to their nostrils as they approach the cell: the poor imbecile evacuates on the table, the chair, and the floor. twice a month he is taken to the bathroom, his clothes are stripped, and the hose is turned on the crazy negro. * * * * * the cell of "little sammy" is vacant. he was number , a young man from altoona. i knew him quite well. he was a kind boy and a diligent worker; but now and then he would fall into a fit of melancholy. he would then sit motionless on the chair, a blank stare on his face, neglecting food and work. these spells generally lasted two or three days, sammy refusing to leave the cell. old jimmy mcpane, the dead deputy, on such occasions commanded the prisoner to the shop, while sammy sat and stared in a daze. mcpane would order the "stubborn kid" to the dungeon, and every time sammy got his "head workin'," he was dragged, silent and motionless, to the cellar. the new deputy has followed the established practice, and last evening, at "music hour," while the men were scraping their instruments, "little sammy" was found on the floor of the cell, his throat hacked from ear to ear. at the coroner's inquest the warden testified that the boy was considered mentally defective; that he was therefore excused from work, and never punished. * * * * * returning to my cell in the evening, my gaze meets the printed rules on the wall: "the prison authorities desire to treat every prisoner in their charge with humanity and kindness. * * * the aim of all prison discipline is, by enforcing the law, to restrain the evil and to protect the innocent from further harm; to so apply the law upon the criminal as to produce a cure from his moral infirmities, by calling out the better principles of his nature." chapter xxii the grist of the prison-mill i the comparative freedom of the range familiarizes me with the workings of the institution, and brings me in close contact with the authorities. the personnel of the guards is of very inferior character. i find their average intelligence considerably lower than that of the inmates. especially does the element recruited from the police and the detective service lack sympathy with the unfortunates in their charge. they are mostly men discharged from city employment because of habitual drunkenness, or flagrant brutality and corruption. their attitude toward the prisoners is summed up in coercion and suppression. they look upon the men as will-less objects of iron-handed discipline, exact unquestioning obedience and absolute submissiveness to peremptory whims, and harbor personal animosity toward the less pliant. the more intelligent among the officers scorn inferior duties, and crave advancement. the authority and remuneration of a deputy wardenship is alluring to them, and every keeper considers himself the fittest for the vacancy. but the coveted prize is awarded to the guard most feared by the inmates, and most subservient to the warden,--a direct incitement to brutality, on the one hand, to sycophancy, on the other. a number of the officers are veterans of the civil war; several among them had suffered incarceration in libby prison. these often manifest a more sympathetic spirit. the great majority of the keepers, however, have been employed in the penitentiary from fifteen to twenty-five years; some even for a longer period, like officer stewart, who has been a guard for forty years. this element is unspeakably callous and cruel. the prisoners discuss among themselves the ages of the old guards, and speculate on the days allotted them. the death of one of them is hailed with joy: seldom they are discharged; still more seldom do they resign. the appearance of a new officer sheds hope into the dismal lives. new guards--unless drafted from the police bureau--are almost without exception lenient and forbearing, often exceedingly humane. the inmates vie with each other in showing complaisance to the "candidate." it is a point of honor in their unwritten ethics to "treat him white." they frown upon the fellow-convict who seeks to take advantage of the "green screw," by misusing his kindness or exploiting his ignorance of the prison rules. but the older officers secretly resent the infusion of new blood. they strive to discourage the applicant by exaggerating the dangers of the position, and depreciating its financial desirability for an ambitious young man; they impress upon him the warden's unfairness to the guards, and the lack of opportunity for advancement. often they dissuade the new man, and he disappears from the prison horizon. but if he persists in remaining, the old keepers expostulate with him, in pretended friendliness, upon his leniency, chide him for a "soft-hearted tenderfoot," and improve every opportunity to initiate him into the practices of brutality. the system is known in the prison as "breaking in": the new man is constantly drafted in the "clubbing squad," the older officers setting the example of cruelty. refusal to participate signifies insubordination to his superiors and the shirking of routine duty, and results in immediate discharge. but such instances are extremely rare. within the memory of the oldest officer, mr. stewart, it happened only once, and the man was sickly. slowly the poison is instilled into the new guard. within a short time the prisoners notice the first signs of change: he grows less tolerant and chummy, more irritated and distant. presently he feels himself the object of espionage by the favorite trusties of his fellow-officers. in some mysterious manner, the warden is aware of his every step, berating him for speaking unduly long to this prisoner, or for giving another half a banana,--the remnant of his lunch. in a moment of commiseration and pity, the officer is moved by the tearful pleadings of misery to carry a message to the sick wife or child of a prisoner. the latter confides the secret to some friend, or carelessly brags of his intimacy with the guard, and soon the keeper faces the warden "on charges," and is deprived of a month's pay. repeated misplacement of confidence, occasional betrayal by a prisoner seeking the good graces of the warden, and the new officer grows embittered against the species "convict." the instinct of self-preservation, harassed and menaced on every side, becomes more assertive, and the guard is soon drawn into the vortex of the "system." ii daily i behold the machinery at work, grinding and pulverizing, brutalizing the officers, dehumanizing the inmates. far removed from the strife and struggle of the larger world, i yet witness its miniature replica, more agonizing and merciless within the walls. a perfected model it is, this prison life, with its apparent uniformity and dull passivity. but beneath the torpid surface smolder the fires of being, now crackling faintly under a dun smothering smoke, now blazing forth with the ruthlessness of despair. hidden by the veil of discipline rages the struggle of fiercely contending wills, and intricate meshes are woven in the quagmire of darkness and suppression. intrigue and counter plot, violence and corruption, are rampant in cell-house and shop. the prisoners spy upon each other, and in turn upon the officers. the latter encourage the trusties in unearthing the secret doings of the inmates, and the stools enviously compete with each other in supplying information to the keepers. often they deliberately inveigle the trustful prisoner into a fake plot to escape, help and encourage him in the preparations, and at the critical moment denounce him to the authorities. the luckless man is severely punished, usually remaining in utter ignorance of the intrigue. the _provocateur_ is rewarded with greater liberty and special privileges. frequently his treachery proves the stepping-stone to freedom, aided by the warden's official recommendation of the "model prisoner" to the state board of pardons. the stools and the trusties are an essential element in the government of the prison. with rare exception, every officer has one or more on his staff. they assist him in his duties, perform most of his work, and make out the reports for the illiterate guards. occasionally they are even called upon to help the "clubbing squad." the more intelligent stools enjoy the confidence of the deputy and his assistants, and thence advance to the favor of the warden. the latter places more reliance upon his favorite trusties than upon the guards. "i have about a hundred paid officers to keep watch over the prisoners," the warden informs new applicant, "and two hundred volunteers to watch both." the "volunteers" are vested with unofficial authority, often exceeding that of the inferior officers. they invariably secure the sinecures of the prison, involving little work and affording opportunity for espionage. they are "runners," "messengers," yard and office men. other desirable positions, clerkships and the like, are awarded to influential prisoners, such as bankers, embezzlers, and boodlers. these are known in the institution as holding "political jobs." together with the stools they are scorned by the initiated prisoners as "the pets." * * * * * the professional craftiness of the "con man" stands him in good stead in the prison. a shrewd judge of human nature, quick-witted and self-confident, he applies the practiced cunning of his vocation to secure whatever privileges and perquisites the institution affords. his evident intelligence and aplomb powerfully impress the guards; his well-affected deference to authority flatters them. they are awed by his wonderful facility of expression, and great attainments in the mysterious world of baccarat and confidence games. at heart they envy the high priest of "easy money," and are proud to befriend him in his need. the officers exert themselves to please him, secure light work for him, and surreptitiously favor him with delicacies and even money. his game is won. the "con" has now secured the friendship and confidence of his keepers, and will continue to exploit them by pretended warm interest in their physical complaints, their family troubles, and their whispered ambition of promotion and fear of the warden's discrimination. the more intelligent officers are the easiest victims of his wiles. but even the higher officials, more difficult to approach, do not escape the confidence man. his "business" has perfected his sense of orientation; he quickly rends the veil of appearance, and scans the undercurrents. he frets at his imprisonment, and hints at high social connections. his real identity is a great secret: he wishes to save his wealthy relatives from public disgrace. a careless slip of the tongue betrays his college education. with a deprecating nod he confesses that his father is a state senator; he is the only black sheep in his family; yet they are "good" to him, and will not disown him. but he must not bring notoriety upon them. eager for special privileges and the liberty of the trusties, or fearful of punishment, the "con man" matures his campaign. he writes a note to a fellow-prisoner. with much detail and thorough knowledge of prison conditions, he exposes all the "ins and outs" of the institution. in elegant english he criticizes the management, dwells upon the ignorance and brutality of the guards, and charges the warden and the board of prison inspectors with graft, individually and collectively. he denounces the warden as a stomach-robber of poor unfortunates: the counties pay from twenty-five to thirty cents per day for each inmate; the federal government, for its quota of men, fifty cents per person. why are the prisoners given qualitatively and quantitatively inadequate food? he demands. does not the state appropriate thousands of dollars for the support of the penitentiary, besides the money received from the counties?--with keen scalpel the "con man" dissects the anatomy of the institution. one by one he analyzes the industries, showing the most intimate knowledge. the hosiery department produces so and so many dozen of stockings per day. they are not stamped "convict-made," as the law requires. the labels attached are misleading, and calculated to decoy the innocent buyer. the character of the product in the several mat shops is similarly an infraction of the statutes of the great state of pennsylvania for the protection of free labor. the broom shop is leased by contract to a firm of manufacturers known as lang brothers: the law expressly forbids contract labor in prisons. the stamp "convict-made" on the brooms is pasted over with a label, concealing the source of manufacture. thus the "con man" runs on in his note. with much show of secrecy he entrusts it to a notorious stool, for delivery to a friend. soon the writer is called before the warden. in the latter's hands is the note. the offender smiles complacently. he is aware the authorities are terrorized by the disclosure of such intimate familiarity with the secrets of the prison house, in the possession of an intelligent, possibly well-connected man. he must be propitiated at all cost. the "con man" joins the "politicians." * * * * * the ingenuity of imprisoned intelligence treads devious paths, all leading to the highway of enlarged liberty and privilege. the "old-timer," veteran of oft-repeated experience, easily avoids hard labor. he has many friends in the prison, is familiar with the keepers, and is welcomed by them like a prodigal coming home. the officers are glad to renew the old acquaintance and talk over old times. it brings interest into their tedious existence, often as gray and monotonous as the prisoner's. the seasoned "yeggman," constitutionally and on principle opposed to toil, rarely works. generally suffering a comparatively short sentence, he looks upon his imprisonment as, in a measure, a rest-cure from the wear and tear of tramp life. above average intelligence, he scorns work in general, prison labor in particular. he avoids it with unstinted expense of energy and effort. as a last resort, he plays the "jigger" card, producing an artificial wound on leg or arm, having every appearance of syphilitic excrescence. he pretends to be frightened by the infection, and prevails upon the physician to examine him. the doctor wonders at the wound, closely resembling the dreaded disease. "ever had syphilis?" he demands. the prisoner protests indignantly. "perhaps in the family?" the medicus suggests. the patient looks diffident, blushes, cries, "no, never!" and assumes a guilty look. the doctor is now convinced the prisoner is a victim of syphilis. the man is "excused" from work, indefinitely. the wily yegg, now a patient, secures a "snap" in the yard, and adapts prison conditions to his habits of life. he sedulously courts the friendship of some young inmate, and wins his admiration by "ghost stories" of great daring and cunning. he puts the boy "next to de ropes," and constitutes himself his protector against the abuse of the guards and the advances of other prisoners. he guides the youth's steps through the maze of conflicting rules, and finally initiates him into the "higher wisdom" of "de road." * * * * * the path of the "gun" is smoothed by his colleagues in the prison. even before his arrival, the _esprit de corps_ of the "profession" is at work, securing a soft berth for the expected friend. if noted for success and skill, he enjoys the respect of the officers, and the admiration of a retinue of aspiring young crooks, of lesser experience and reputation. with conscious superiority he instructs them in the finesse of his trade, practices them in nimble-fingered "touches," and imbues them with the philosophy of the plenitude of "suckers," whom the good god has put upon the earth to afford the thief an "honest living." his sentence nearing completion, the "gun" grows thoughtful, carefully scans the papers, forms plans for his first "job," arranges dates with his "partners," and gathers messages for their "moll buzzers."[ ] he is gravely concerned with the somewhat roughened condition of his hands, and the possible dulling of his sensitive fingers. he maneuvers, generally successfully, for lighter work, to "limber up a bit," "jollies" the officers and cajoles the warden for new shoes, made to measure in the local shops, and insists on the ten-dollar allowance to prisoners received from counties outside of allegheny[ ]. he argues the need of money "to leave the state." often he does leave. more frequently a number of charges against the man are held in reserve by the police, and he is arrested at the gate by detectives who have been previously notified by the prison authorities. [ ] women thieves. [ ] upon their discharge, prisoners tried and convicted in the county of allegheny--in which the western penitentiary is located--receive only five dollars. * * * * * the great bulk of the inmates, accidental and occasional offenders direct from the field, factory, and mine, plod along in the shops, in sullen misery and dread. day in, day out, year after year, they drudge at the monotonous work, dully wondering at the numerous trusties idling about, while their own heavy tasks are constantly increased. from cell to shop and back again, always under the stern eyes of the guards, their days drag in deadening toil. in mute bewilderment they receive contradictory orders, unaware of the secret antagonisms between the officials. they are surprised at the new rule making attendance at religious service obligatory; and again at the succeeding order (the desired appropriation for a new chapel having been secured) making church-going optional. they are astonished at the sudden disappearance of the considerate and gentle guard, byers, and anxiously hope for his return, not knowing that the officer who discouraged the underhand methods of the trusties fell a victim to their cabal. iii occasionally a bolder spirit grumbles at the exasperating partiality. released from punishment, he patiently awaits an opportunity to complain to the warden of his unjust treatment. weeks pass. at last the captain visits the shop. a propitious moment! the carefully trimmed beard frames the stern face in benevolent white, mellowing the hard features and lending dignity to his appearance. his eyes brighten with peculiar brilliancy as he slowly begins to stroke his chin, and then, almost imperceptibly, presses his fingers to his lips. as he passes through the shop, the prisoner raises his hand. "what is it?" the warden inquires, a pleasant smile on his face. the man relates his grievance with nervous eagerness. "oh, well," the captain claps him on the shoulder, "perhaps a mistake; an unfortunate mistake. but, then, you might have done something at another time, and not been punished." he laughs merrily at his witticism. "it's so long ago, anyhow; we'll forget it," and he passes on. but if the captain is in a different mood, his features harden, the stern eyes scowl, and he says in his clear, sharp tones: "state your grievance in writing, on the printed slip which the officer will give you." the written complaint, deposited in the mail-box, finally reaches the chaplain, and is forwarded by him to the warden's office. there the deputy and the assistant deputy read and classify the slips, placing some on the captain's file and throwing others into the waste basket, according as the accusation is directed against a friendly or an unfriendly brother officer. months pass before the prisoner is called for "a hearing." by that time he very likely has a more serious charge against the guard, who now persecutes the "kicker." but the new complaint has not yet been "filed," and therefore the hearing is postponed. not infrequently men are called for a hearing, who have been discharged, or died since making the complaint. the persevering prisoner, however, unable to receive satisfaction from the warden, sends a written complaint to some member of the highest authority in the penitentiary--the board of inspectors. these are supposed to meet monthly to consider the affairs of the institution, visit the inmates, and minister to their moral needs. the complainant waits, mails several more slips, and wonders why he receives no audience with the inspectors. but the latter remain invisible, some not visiting the penitentiary within a year. only the secretary of the board, mr. reed, a wealthy jeweler of pittsburgh, occasionally puts in an appearance. tall and lean, immaculate and trim, he exhales an atmosphere of sanctimoniousness. he walks leisurely through the block, passes a cell with a lithograph of christ on the wall, and pauses. his hands folded, eyes turned upwards, lips slightly parted in silent prayer, he inquires of the rangeman: "whose cell is this?" "a , mr. reed," the prisoner informs him. it is the cell of jasper, the colored trusty, chief stool of the prison. "he is a good man, a good man, god bless him," the inspector says, a quaver in his voice. he steps into the cell, puts on his gloves, and carefully adjusts the little looking-glass and the rules, hanging awry on the wall. "it offends my eye," he smiles at the attending rangeman, "they don't hang straight." young tommy, in the adjoining cell, calls out: "mr. officer, please." the inspector steps forward. "this is inspector reed," he corrects the boy. "what is it you wish?" "oh. mr. inspector, i've been askin' t' see you a long time. i wanted--" "you should have sent me a slip. have you a copy of the rules in the cell, my man?" "yes, sir." "can you read?" "no, sir." "poor boy, did you never go to school?" "no, sir. me moder died when i was a kid. dey put me in de orphan an' den in de ref." "and your father?" "i had no fader. moder always said he ran away before i was born'd." "they have schools in the orphan asylum. also in the reformatory, i believe." "yep. but dey keeps me most o' de time in punishment. i didn' care fer de school, nohow." "you were a bad boy. how old are you now?" "sev'nteen." "what is your name?" "tommy wellman." "from pittsburgh?" "allegheny. me moder use'ter live on de hill, near dis 'ere dump." "what did you wish to see me about?" "i can't stand de cell, mr. inspector. please let me have some work." "are you locked up 'for cause'?" "i smashed a guy in de jaw fer callin' me names." "don't you know it's wrong to fight, my little man?" "he said me moder was a bitch, god damn his--" "don't! don't swear! never take the holy name in vain. it's a great sin. you should have reported the man to your officer, instead of fighting." "i ain't no snitch. will you get me out of de cell, mr. inspector?" "you are in the hands of the warden. he is very kind, and he will do what is best for you." "oh, hell! i'm locked up five months now. dat's de best _he's_ doin' fer me." "don't talk like that to me," the inspector upbraids him, severely. "you are a bad boy. you must pray; the good lord will take care of you." "you get out o' here!" the boy bursts out in sudden fury, cursing and swearing. mr. reed hurriedly steps back. his face, momentarily paling, turns red with shame and anger. he motions to the captain of the block. "mr. woods, report this man for impudence to an inspector," he orders, stalking out into the yard. the boy is removed to the dungeon. * * * * * oppressed and weary with the scenes of misery and torture, i welcome the relief of solitude, as i am locked in the cell for the night. iv reading and study occupy the hours of the evening. i spend considerable time corresponding with nold and bauer: our letters are bulky--ten, fifteen, and twenty pages long. there is much to say! we discuss events in the world at large, incidents of the local life, the maltreatment of the inmates, the frequent clubbings and suicides, the unwholesome food. i share with my comrades my experiences on the range; they, in turn, keep me informed of occurrences in the shops. their paths run smoother, less eventful than mine, yet not without much heartache and bitterness of spirit. they, too, are objects of prejudice and persecution. the officer of the shop where nold is employed has been severely reprimanded for "neglect of duty": the warden had noticed carl, in the company of several other prisoners, passing through the yard with a load of mattings. he ordered the guard never to allow nold out of his sight. bauer has also felt the hand of petty tyranny. he has been deprived of his dark clothes, and reduced to the stripes for "disrespectful behavior." now he is removed to the north wing, where my cell also is located, while nold is in the south wing, in a "double" cell, enjoying the luxury of a window. fortunately, though, our friend, the "horsethief," is still coffee-boy on bauer's range, thus enabling me to reach the big german. the latter, after reading my notes, returns them to our trusted carrier, who works in the same shop with carl. our mail connections are therefore complete, each of us exercising utmost care not to be trapped during the frequent surprises of searching our cells and persons. again the _prison blossoms_ is revived. most of the readers of the previous year, however, are missing. dempsey and beatty, the knights of labor men, have been pardoned, thanks to the multiplied and conflicting confessions of the informer, gallagher, who still remains in prison. "d," our poet laureate, has also been released, his short term having expired. his identity remains a mystery, he having merely hinted that he was a "scientist of the old school, an alchemist," from which we inferred that he was a counterfeiter. gradually we recruit our reading public from the more intelligent and trustworthy element: the duquesne strikers renew their "subscriptions" by contributing paper material; with them join frank shay, the philosophic "second-story man"; george, the prison librarian; "billy" ryan, professional gambler and confidence man; "yale," a specialist in the art of safe blowing, and former university student; the "attorney-general," a sharp lawyer; "magazine alvin," writer and novelist; "jim," from whose ingenuity no lock is secure, and others. "m" and "k" act as alternate editors; the rest as contributors. the several departments of the little magazinelet are ornamented with pen and ink drawings, one picturing dante visiting the inferno, another sketching a "pete man," with mask and dark lantern, in the act of boring a safe, while a third bears the inscription: i sometimes hold it half a sin to put in words the grief i feel,-- for words, like nature, half reveal and half conceal the soul within. the editorials are short, pithy comments on local events, interspersed with humorous sketches and caricatures of the officials; the balance of the _blossoms_ consists of articles and essays of a more serious character, embracing religion and philosophy, labor and politics, with now and then a personal reminiscence by the "second-story man," or some sex experience by "magazine alvin." one of the associate editors lampoons "billygoat benny," the deputy warden; "k" sketches the "shop screw" and "the trusted prisoner"; and "g" relates the story of the recent strike in his shop, the men's demand for clear pump water instead of the liquid mud tapped from the river, and the breaking of the strike by the exile of a score of "rioters" to the dungeon. in the next issue the incident is paralleled with the pullman car strike, and the punished prisoners eulogized for their courageous stand, some one dedicating an ultra-original poem to the "noble sons of eugene debs." but the vicissitudes of our existence, the change of location of several readers, the illness and death of two contributors, badly disarrange the route. during the winter, "k" produces a little booklet of german poems, while i elaborate the short "story of luba," written the previous year, into a novelette, dealing with life in new york and revolutionary circles. presently "g" suggests that the manuscripts might prove of interest to a larger public, and should be preserved. we discuss the unique plan, wondering how the intellectual contraband could be smuggled into the light of day. in our perplexity we finally take counsel with bob, the faithful commissary. he cuts the gordian knot with astonishing levity: "youse fellows jest go ahead an' write, an' don't bother about nothin'. think i can walk off all right with a team of horses, but ain't got brains enough to get away with a bit of scribbling, eh? jest leave that to th' horsethief, an' write till you bust th' paper works, see?" thus encouraged, with entire confidence in our resourceful friend, we give the matter serious thought, and before long we form the ambitious project of publishing a book by "mkg"! in high elation, with new interest in life, we set to work. the little magazine is suspended, and we devote all our spare time, as well as every available scrap of writing material, to the larger purpose. we decide to honor the approaching day, so pregnant with revolutionary inspiration, and as the sun bursts in brilliant splendor on the eastern skies, the _first of may, _, he steals a blushing beam upon the heading of the first chapter--"the homestead strike." chapter xxiii the scales of justice i the summer fades into days of dull gray; the fog thickens on the ohio; the prison house is dim and damp. the river sirens sound sharp and shrill, and the cells echo with coughing and wheezing. the sick line stretches longer, the men looking more forlorn and dejected. the prisoner in charge of tier "k" suffers a hemorrhage, and is carried to the hospital. from assistant, i am advanced to his position on the range. but one morning the levers are pulled, the cells unlocked, and the men fed, while i remain under key. i wonder at the peculiar oversight, and rap on the bars for the officers. the block captain orders me to desist. request to see the warden, but am gruffly told that he cannot be disturbed in the morning. in vain i rack my brain to fathom the cause of my punishment. i review the incidents of the past weeks, ponder over each detail, but the mystery remains unsolved. perhaps i have unwittingly offended some trusty, or i may be the object of the secret enmity of a spy. the chaplain, on his daily rounds, hands me a letter from the girl, and glances in surprise at the closed door. "not feeling well, m' boy?" he asks. "i'm locked up, chaplain." "what have you done?" "nothing that i know of." "oh, well, you'll be out soon. don't fret, m' boy." but the days pass, and i remain in the cell. the guards look worried, and vent their ill-humor in profuse vulgarity. the deputy tries to appear mysterious, wobbles comically along the range, and splutters at me: "nothin'. shtay where you are." jasper, the colored trusty, flits up and down the hall, tremendously busy, his black face more lustrous than ever. numerous stools nose about the galleries, stop here and there in confidential conversation with officers and prisoners, and whisper excitedly at the front desk. assistant deputy hopkins goes in and out of the block, repeatedly calls jasper to the office, and hovers in the neighborhood of my cell. the rangemen talk in suppressed tones. an air of mystery pervades the cell-house. finally i am called to the warden. with unconcealed annoyance, he demands: "what did you want?" "the officers locked me up--" "who said you're locked up?" he interrupts, angrily. "you're merely locked _in_." "where's the difference?" i ask. "one is locked up 'for cause.' you're just kept in for the present." "on what charge?" "no charge. none whatever. take him back, officers." * * * * * close confinement becomes increasingly more dismal and dreary. by contrast with the spacious hall, the cell grows smaller and narrower, oppressing me with a sense of suffocation. my sudden isolation remains unexplained. notwithstanding the chaplain's promise to intercede in my behalf, i remain locked "in," and again return the days of solitary, with all their gloom and anguish of heart. ii a ray of light is shed from new york. the girl writes in a hopeful vein about the progress of the movement, and the intense interest in my case among radical circles. she refers to comrade merlino, now on a tour of agitation, and is enthusiastic about the favorable labor sentiment toward me, manifested in the cities he had visited. finally she informs me of a plan on foot to secure a reduction of my sentence, and the promising outlook for the collection of the necessary funds. from merlino i receive a sum of money already contributed for the purpose, together with a letter of appreciation and encouragement, concluding: "good cheer, dear comrade; the last word has not yet been spoken." my mind dwells among my friends. the breath from the world of the living fans the smoldering fires of longing; the tone of my comrades revibrates in my heart with trembling hope. but the revision of my sentence involves recourse to the courts! the sudden realization fills me with dismay. i cannot be guilty of a sacrifice of principle to gain freedom; the mere suggestion rouses the violent protest of my revolutionary traditions. in bitterness of soul, i resent my friends' ill-advised waking of the shades. i shall never leave the house of death.... and yet mail from my friends, full of expectation and confidence, arrives more frequently. prominent lawyers have been consulted; their unanimous opinion augurs well: the multiplication of my sentences was illegal; according to the statutes of pennsylvania, the maximum penalty should not have exceeded seven years; the supreme court would undoubtedly reverse the judgment of the lower tribunal, specifically the conviction on charges not constituting a crime under the laws of the state. and so forth. i am assailed by doubts. is it consequent in me to decline liberty, apparently within reach? john most appealed his case to the supreme court, and the girl also took advantage of a legal defence. considerable propaganda resulted from it. should i refuse the opportunity which would offer such a splendid field for agitation? would it not be folly to afford the enemy the triumph of my gradual annihilation? i would without hesitation reject freedom at the price of my convictions; but it involves no denial of my faith to rob the vampire of its prey. we must, if necessary, fight the beast of oppression with its own methods, scourge the law in its own tracks, as it were. of course, the supreme court is but another weapon in the hands of authority, a pretence of impartial right. it decided against most, sustaining the prejudiced verdict of the trial jury. they may do the same in my case. but that very circumstance will serve to confirm our arraignment of class justice. i shall therefore endorse the efforts of my friends. but before long i am informed that an application to the higher court is not permitted. the attorneys, upon examination of the records of the trial, discovered a fatal obstacle, they said. the defendant, not being legally represented, neglected to "take exceptions" to rulings of the court prejudicial to the accused. because of the technical omission, there exists no basis for an appeal. they therefore advise an application to the board of pardons, on the ground that the punishment in my case is excessive. they are confident that the board will act favorably, in view of the obvious unconstitutionality of the compounded sentences,--the five minor indictments being indispensible parts of the major charge and, as such, not constituting separate offences. the unexpected development disquiets me: the sound of "pardon" is detestable. what bitter irony that the noblest intentions, the most unselfish motives, need seek pardon! aye, of the very source that misinterprets and perverts them! for days the implied humiliation keeps agitating me; i recoil from the thought of personally affixing my name to the meek supplication of the printed form, and finally decide to refuse. an accidental conversation with the "attorney general" disturbs my resolution. i learn that in pennsylvania the applicant's signature is not required by the pardon board. a sense of guilty hope steals over me. yet--i reflect--the pardon of the chicago anarchists had contributed much to the dissemination of our ideas. the impartial analysis of the trial-evidence by governor altgeld completely exonerated our comrades from responsibility for the haymarket tragedy, and exposed the heinous conspiracy to destroy the most devoted and able representatives of the labor movement. may not a similar purpose be served by my application for a pardon? i write to my comrades, signifying my consent. we arrange for a personal interview, to discuss the details of the work. unfortunately, the girl, a _persona non grata_, cannot visit me. but a mutual friend, miss garrison, is to call on me within two months. at my request, the chaplain forwards to her the necessary permission, and i impatiently await the first friendly face in two years. iii as unaccountably as my punishment in the solitary, comes the relief at the expiration of three weeks. the "k" hall-boy is still in the hospital, and i resume the duties of rangeman. the guards eye me with suspicion and greater vigilance, but i soon unravel the tangled skein, and learn the details of the abortive escape that caused my temporary retirement. the lock of my neighbor, johnny smith, had been tampered with. the youth, in solitary at the time, necessarily had the aid of another, it being impossible to reach the keyhole from the inside of the cell. the suspicion of the warden centered upon me, but investigation by the stools discovered the men actually concerned, and "dutch" adams, spencer, smith, and jim grant were chastised in the dungeon, and are now locked up "for cause," on my range. by degrees johnny confides to me the true story of the frustrated plan. "dutch," a repeater serving his fifth "bit," and favorite of hopkins, procured a piece of old iron, and had it fashioned into a key in the machine shop, where he was employed. he entrusted the rude instrument to grant, a young reformatory boy, for a preliminary trial. the guileless youth easily walked into the trap, and the makeshift key was broken in the lock--with disastrous results. the tricked boys now swear vengeance upon the _provocateur_, but "dutch" is missing from the range. he has been removed to an upper gallery, and is assigned to a coveted position in the shops. the newspapers print vivid stories of the desperate attempt to escape from riverside, and compliment captain wright and the officers for so successfully protecting the community. the warden is deeply affected, and orders the additional punishment of the offenders with a bread-and-water diet. the deputy walks with inflated chest; hopkins issues orders curtailing the privileges of the inmates, and inflicting greater hardships. the tone of the guards sounds haughtier, more peremptory; jasper's face wears a blissful smile. the trusties look pleased and cheerful, but sullen gloom shrouds the prison. iv i am standing at my cell, when the door of the rotunda slowly opens, and the warden approaches me. "a lady just called; miss garrison, from new york. do you know her?" "she is one of my friends." "i dismissed her. you can't see her." "why? the rules entitle me to a visit every three months. i have had none in two years. i want to see her." "you can't. she needs a permit." "the chaplain sent her one at my request." "a member of the board of inspectors rescinded it by telegraph." "what inspector?" "you can't question me. your visitor has been refused admittance." "will you tell me the reason, warden?" "no reason, no reason whatever." he turns on his heel, when i detain him: "warden, it's two years since i've been in the dungeon. i am in the first grade now," i point to the recently earned dark suit. "i am entitled to all the privileges. why am i deprived of visits?" "not another word." he disappears through the yard door. from the galleries i hear the jeering of a trusty. a guard near by brings his thumb to his nose, and wriggles his fingers in my direction. humiliated and angry, i return to the cell, to find the monthly letter-sheet on my table. i pour out all the bitterness of my heart to the girl, dwell on the warden's discrimination against me, and repeat our conversation and his refusal to admit my visitor. in conclusion, i direct her to have a pittsburgh lawyer apply to the courts, to force the prison authorities to restore to me the privileges allowed by the law to the ordinary prisoner. i drop the letter in the mail-box, hoping that my outburst and the threat of the law will induce the warden to retreat from his position. the girl will, of course, understand the significance of the epistle, aware that my reference to a court process is a diplomatic subterfuge for effect, and not meant to be acted upon. but the next day the chaplain returns the letter to me. "not so rash, my boy," he warns me, not unkindly. "be patient; i'll see what i can do for you." "but the letter, chaplain?" "you've wasted your paper, aleck. i can't pass this letter. but just keep quiet, and i'll look into the matter." weeks pass in evasive replies. finally the chaplain advises a personal interview with the warden. the latter refers me to the inspectors. to each member of the board i address a request for a few minutes' conversation, but a month goes by without word from the high officials. the friendly runner, "southside" johnny, offers to give me an opportunity to speak to an inspector, on the payment of ten plugs of tobacco. unfortunately, i cannot spare my small allowance, but i tender him a dollar bill of the money the girl had sent me artfully concealed in the buckle of a pair of suspenders. the runner is highly elated, and assures me of success, directing me to keep careful watch on the yard door. several days later, passing along the range engaged in my duties, i notice "southside" entering from the yard, in friendly conversation with a strange gentleman in citizen clothes. for a moment i do not realize the situation, but the next instant i am aware of johnny's violent efforts to attract my attention. he pretends to show the man some fancy work made by the inmates, all the while drawing him closer to my door, with surreptitious nods at me. i approach my cell. "this is berkman, mr. nevin, the man who shot frick," johnny remarks. the gentleman turns to me with a look of interest. "good morning, berkman," he says pleasantly. "how long are you doing?" "twenty-two years." "i'm sorry to hear that. it's rather a long sentence. you know who i am?" "inspector nevin, i believe." "yes. you have never seen me before?" "no. i sent a request to see you recently." "when was that?" "a month ago." "strange. i was in the office three weeks ago. there was no note from you on my file. are you sure you sent one?" "quite sure. i sent a request to each inspector." "what's the trouble?" i inform him briefly that i have been deprived of visiting privileges. somewhat surprised, he glances at my dark clothes, and remarks: "you are in the first grade, and therefore entitled to visits. when did you have your last visitor?" "two years ago." "two years?" he asks, almost incredulously. "did the lady from new york have a permit?" the warden hurriedly enters from the yard. "mr. nevin," he calls out anxiously, "i've been looking for you." "berkman was just telling me about his visitor being sent away, captain," the inspector remarks. "yes, yes," the warden smiles, forcedly, "'for cause.'" "oh!" the face of mr. nevin assumes a grave look. "berkman," he turns to me, "you'll have to apply to the secretary of the board, mr. reed. i am not familiar with the internal affairs." the warden links his arm with the inspector, and they walk toward the yard door. at the entrance they are met by "dutch" adams, the shop messenger. "good morning, mr. nevin," the trusty greets him. "won't you issue me a special visit? my mother is sick; she wants to see me." the warden grins at the ready fiction. "when did you have your last visit?" the inspector inquires. "two weeks ago." "you are entitled to one only every three months." "that is why i asked you for an extra, mr. inspector," "dutch" retorts boldly. "i know you are a kind man." mr. nevin smiles good-naturedly and glances at the warden. "dutch is all right," the captain nods. the inspector draws his visiting card, pencils on it, and hands it to the prisoner. chapter xxiv thoughts that stole out of prison april , . my dear girl: i have craved for a long, long time to have a free talk with you, but this is the first opportunity. a good friend, a "lover of horseflesh," promised to see this "birdie" through. i hope it will reach you safely. in my local correspondence you have been christened the "immutable." i realize how difficult it is to keep up letter-writing through the endless years, the points of mutual interest gradually waning. it is one of the tragedies in the existence of a prisoner. "k" and "g" have almost ceased to expect mail. but i am more fortunate. the twin writes very seldom nowadays; the correspondence of other friends is fitful. but you are never disappointing. it is not so much the contents that matter: these increasingly sound like the language of a strange world, with its bewildering flurry and ferment, disturbing the calm of cell-life. but the very arrival of a letter is momentous. it brings a glow into the prisoner's heart to feel that he is remembered, actively, with that intimate interest which alone can support a regular correspondence. and then your letters are so vital, so palpitating with the throb of our common cause. i have greatly enjoyed your communications from paris and vienna, the accounts of the movement and of our european comrades. your letters are so much part of yourself, they bring me nearer to you and to life. the newspaper clippings you have referred to on various occasions, have been withheld from me. nor are any radical publications permitted. i especially regret to miss _solidarity_. i have not seen a single copy since its resurrection two years ago. i have followed the activities of chas. w. mowbray and the recent tour of john turner, so far as the press accounts are concerned. i hope you'll write more about our english comrades. i need not say much of the local life, dear. that you know from my official mail, and you can read between the lines. the action of the pardon board was a bitter disappointment to me. no less to you also, i suppose. not that i was very enthusiastic as to a favorable decision. but that they should so cynically evade the issue,--i was hardly prepared for _that_. i had hoped they would at least consider the case. but evidently they were averse to going on record, one way or another. the lawyers informed me that they were not even allowed an opportunity to present their arguments. the board ruled that "the wrong complained of is not actual"; that is, that i am not yet serving the sentence we want remitted. a lawyer's quibble. it means that i must serve the first sentence of seven years, before applying for the remission of the other indictments. discounting commutation time, i still have about a year to complete the first sentence. i doubt whether it is advisable to try again. little justice can be expected from those quarters. but i want to submit another proposition to you; consult with our friends regarding it. it is this: there is a prisoner here who has just been pardoned by the board, whose president, the lieutenant-governor, is indebted to the prisoner's lawyer for certain political services. the attorney's name is k---- d---- of pittsburgh. he has intimated to his client that he will guarantee my release for $ , . , the sum to be deposited in safe hands and to be paid _only_ in case of success. of course, we cannot afford such a large fee. and i cannot say whether the offer is worth considering; still, you know that almost anything can be bought from politicians. i leave the matter in your hands. the question of my visits seems tacitly settled; i can procure no permit for my friends to see me. for some obscure reason, the warden has conceived a great fear of an anarchist plot against the prison. the local "trio" is under special surveillance and constantly discriminated against, though "k" and "g" are permitted to receive visits. you will smile at the infantile terror of the authorities: it is bruited about that a "certain anarchist lady" (meaning you, i presume; in reality it was henry's sweetheart, a jolly devil-may-care girl) made a threat against the prison. the gossips have it that she visited inspector reed at his business place, and requested to see me. the inspector refusing, she burst out: "we'll blow your dirty walls down." i could not determine whether there is any foundation for the story, but it is circulated here, and the prisoners firmly believe it explains my deprivation of visits. that is a characteristic instance of local conditions. involuntarily i smile at kennan's naïve indignation with the brutalities he thinks possible only in russian and siberian prisons. he would find it almost impossible to learn the true conditions in the american prisons: he would be conducted the rounds of the "show" cells, always neat and clean for the purpose; he would not see the basket cell, nor the bull rings in the dungeon, where men are chained for days; nor would he be permitted to converse for hours, or whole evenings, with the prisoners, as he did with the exiles in siberia. yet if he succeeded in learning even half the truth, he would be forced to revise his views of american penal institutions, as he did in regard to russian politicals. he would be horrified to witness the brutality that is practised here as a matter of routine, the abuse of the insane, the petty persecution. inhumanity is the keynote of stupidity in power. your soul must have been harrowed by the reports of the terrible tortures in montjuich. what is all indignation and lamenting, in the face of the revival of the inquisition? is there no nemesis in spain? chapter xxv how shall the depths cry? i the change of seasons varies the tone of the prison. a cheerier atmosphere pervades the shops and the cell-house in the summer. the block is airier and lighter; the guards relax their stern look, in anticipation of their vacations; the men hopefully count the hours till their approaching freedom, and the gates open daily to release some one going back to the world. but heavy gloom broods over the prison in winter. the windows are closed and nailed; the vitiated air, artificially heated, is suffocating with dryness. smoke darkens the shops, and the cells are in constant dusk. tasks grow heavier, the punishments more severe. the officers look sullen; the men are morose and discontented. the ravings of the insane become wilder, suicides more frequent; despair and hopelessness oppress every heart. the undercurrent of rebellion, swelling with mute suffering and repression, turbulently sweeps the barriers. the severity of the authorities increases, methods of penalizing are more drastic; the prisoners fret, wax more querulous, and turn desperate with blind, spasmodic defiance. but among the more intelligent inmates, dissatisfaction manifest more coherent expression. the lexow investigation in new york has awakened an echo in the prison. a movement is quietly initiated among the solitaries, looking toward an investigation of riverside. i keep busy helping the men exchange notes maturing the project. great care must be exercised to guard against treachery: only men of proved reliability may be entrusted with the secret, and precautions taken that no officer or stool scent our design. the details of the campaign are planned on "k" range, with billy ryan, butch, sloane, and jimmie grant, as the most trustworthy, in command. it is decided that the attack upon the management of the penitentiary is to be initiated from the "outside." a released prisoner is to inform the press of the abuses, graft, and immorality rampant in riverside. the public will demand an investigation. the "cabal" on the range will supply the investigators with data and facts that will rouse the conscience of the community, and cause the dismissal of the warden and the introduction of reforms. a prisoner, about to be discharged, is selected for the important mission of enlightening the press. in great anxiety and expectation we await the newspapers, the day following his liberation; we scan the pages closely. not a word of the penitentiary! probably the released man has not yet had an opportunity to visit the editors. in the joy of freedom, he may have looked too deeply into the cup that cheers. he will surely interview the papers the next day. but the days pass into weeks, without any reference in the press to the prison. the trusted man has failed us! the revelation of the life at riverside is of a nature not to be ignored by the press. the discharged inmate has proved false to his promise. bitterly the solitaries denounce him, and resolve to select a more reliable man among the first candidates for liberty. one after another, a score of men are entrusted with the mission to the press. but the papers remain silent. anxiously, though every day less hopefully, we search their columns. ryan cynically derides the faithlessness of convict promises; butch rages and at the traitors. but sloane is sternly confident in his own probity, and cheers me as i pause at his cell: "never min' them rats, aleck. you just wait till i go out. here's the boy that'll keep his promise all right. what i won't do to old sandy ain't worth mentionin'." "why, you still have two years, ed," i remind him. "not on your tintype, aleck. only one and a stump." "how big is the stump?" "wa-a-ll," he chuckles, looking somewhat diffident, "it's one year, elev'n months, an' twenty-sev'n days. it ain't no two years, though, see?" jimmy grant grows peculiarly reserved, evidently disinclined to talk. he seeks to avoid me. the treachery of the released men fills him with resentment and suspicion of every one. he is impatient of my suggestion that the fault may lie with a servile press. at the mention of our plans, he bursts out savagely: "forget it! you're no good, none of you. let me be!" he turns his back to me, and angrily paces the cell. his actions fill me with concern. the youth seems strangely changed. fortunately, his time is almost served. ii like wildfire the news circles the prison. "the papers are giving sandy hell!" the air in the block trembles with suppressed excitement. jimmy grant, recently released, had sent a communication to the state board of charities, bringing serious charges against the management of riverside. the press publishes startlingly significant excerpts from grant's letter. editorially, however, the indictment is ignored by the majority of the pittsburgh papers. one writer comments ambiguously, in guarded language, suggesting the improbability of the horrible practices alleged by grant. another eulogizes warden wright as an intelligent and humane man, who has the interest of the prisoners at heart. the detailed accusations are briefly dismissed as unworthy of notice, because coming from a disgruntled criminal who had not found prison life to his liking. only the _leader_ and the _dispatch_ consider the matter seriously, refer to the numerous complaints from discharged prisoners, and suggest the advisability of an investigation; they urge upon the warden the necessity of disproving, once for all, the derogatory statements regarding his management. within a few days the president of the board of charities announces his decision to "look over" the penitentiary. december is on the wane, and the board is expected to visit riverside after the holidays. iii k. & g.: of course, neither of you has any more faith in alleged investigations than myself. the lexow investigation, which shocked the whole country with its exposé of police corruption, has resulted in practically nothing. one or two subordinates have been "scapegoated"; those "higher up" went unscathed, as usual; the "system" itself remains in _statu quo_. the one who has mostly profited by the spasm of morality is goff, to whom the vice crusade afforded an opportunity to rise from obscurity into the national limelight. parkhurst also has subsided, probably content with the enlarged size of his flock and--salary. to give the devil his due, however, i admired his perseverance and courage in face of the storm of ridicule and scorn that met his initial accusations against the glorious police department of the metropolis. but though every charge has been proved in the most absolute manner, the situation, as a whole, remains unchanged. it is the history of all investigations. as the germans say, you can't convict the devil in the court of his mother-in-law. it has again been demonstrated by the congressional "inquiry" into the carnegie blow-hole armor plate; in the terrible revelations regarding superintendent brockway, of the elmira reformatory--a veritable den for maiming and killing; and in numerous other instances. warden wright also was investigated, about ten years ago; a double set of books was then found, disclosing peculation of appropriations and theft of the prison product; brutality and murder were uncovered--yet sandy has remained in his position. * * * * * we can, therefore, expect nothing from the proposed investigation by the board of charities. i have no doubt it will be a whitewash. but i think that we--the anarchist trio--should show our solidarity, and aid the inmates with our best efforts; we must prevent the investigation resulting in a farce, so far as evidence against the management is concerned. we should leave the board no loophole, no excuse of a lack of witnesses or proofs to support grant's charges. i am confident you will agree with me in this. i am collecting data for presentation to the investigators; i am also preparing a list of volunteer witnesses. i have seventeen numbers on my range and others from various parts of this block and from the shops. they all seem anxious to testify, though i am sure some will weaken when the critical moment arrives. several have already notified me to erase their names. but we shall have a sufficient number of witnesses; we want preferably such men as have personally suffered a clubbing, the bull ring, hanging by the wrists, or other punishment forbidden by the law. i have already notified the warden that i wish to testify before the investigation committee. my purpose was to anticipate his objection that there are already enough witnesses. i am the first on the list now. the completeness of the case against the authorities will surprise you. fortunately, my position as rangeman has enabled me to gather whatever information i needed. i will send you to-morrow duplicates of the evidence (to insure greater safety for our material). for the present i append a partial list of our "exhibits": * * * * * ( ) cigarettes and outside tobacco; bottle of whiskey and "dope"; dice, playing cards, cash money, several knives, two razors, postage stamps, outside mail, and other contraband. (these are for the purpose of proving the warden a liar in denying to the press the existence of gambling in the prison, the selling of bakery and kitchen provisions for cash, the possession of weapons, and the possibility of underground communication.) ( ) prison-made beer. a demonstration of the staleness of our bread and the absence of potatoes in the soup. (the beer is made from fermented yeast stolen by the trusties from the bakery; also from potatoes.) ( ) favoritism; special privileges of trusties; political jobs; the system of stool espionage. ( ) pennsylvania diet; basket; dungeon; cuffing and chaining up; neglect of the sick; punishment of the insane. ( ) names and numbers of men maltreated and clubbed. ( ) data of assaults and cutting affrays in connection with "kid-business," the existence of which the warden absolutely denies. ( ) special case of a- , who attacked the warden in church, because of jealousy of "lady goldie." ( ) graft: (_a_) hosiery department: fake labels, fictitious names of manufacture, false book entries. (_b_) broom-shop: convict labor hired out, contrary to law, to lang bros., broom manufacturers, of allegheny, pa. goods sold to the united states government, through sham middleman. labels bear legend, "union broom." sample enclosed. [illustration] (_c_) mats, mattings, mops--product not stamped. (_d_) shoe and tailor shops: prison materials used for the private needs of the warden, the officers, and their families. (_e_) $ , , appropriated by the state ( ) for a new chapel. the bricks of the old building used for the new, except one outside layer. all the work done by prisoners. architect, mr. a. wright, the warden's son. actual cost of chapel, $ , . the inmates _forced_ to attend services to overcrowd the old church; after the desired appropriation was secured, attendance became optional. (_f_) library: the c. tax, exacted from every unofficial visitor, is supposed to go to the book fund. about visitors per day, the year round. no new books added to the library in years. old duplicates donated by the public libraries of pittsburgh are catalogued as purchased new books. (_g_) robbing the prisoners of remuneration for their labor. see copy of act of , p. l. . law on prison labor and wages of convicts (act of , june th, p. l. ) section --at the expiration of existing contracts wardens are directed to employ the convicts under their control for and in behalf of the state. section --no labor shall be hired out by contract. section --all convicts under the control of the state and county officers, and all inmates of reformatory institutions engaged in the manufacture of articles for general consumption, shall receive quarterly wages equal to the amount of their earnings, to be fixed from time to time by the authorities of the institution, from which board, lodging, clothing, and costs of trial shall be deducted, and the balance paid to their families or dependents; in case none such appear, the amount shall be paid to the convict at the expiration of his term of imprisonment. the prisoners receive no payment whatever, even for overtime work, except occasionally a slice of pork for supper. k. g., plant this and other material i'll send you, in a safe place. m. chapter xxvi hiding the evidence i it is new year's eve. an air of pleasant anticipation fills the prison; to-morrow's feast is the exciting subject of conversation. roast beef will be served for dinner, with a goodly loaf of currant bread, and two cigars for dessert. extra men have been drafted for the kitchen; they flit from block to yard, looking busy and important, yet halting every passer-by to whisper with secretive mien, "don't say i told you. sweet potatoes to-morrow!" the younger inmates seem skeptical, and strive to appear indifferent, the while they hover about the yard door, nostrils expanded, sniffing the appetizing wafts from the kitchen. here and there an old-timer grumbles: we should have had sweet "murphies" for christmas. "'too high-priced,' sandy said," they sneer in ill humor. the new arrivals grow uneasy; perhaps they are still too expensive? some study the market quotations on the delicacy. but the chief cook drops in to visit "his" boy, and confides to the rangeman that the sweet potatoes are a "sure thing," just arrived and counted. the happy news is whispered about, with confident assurance, yet tinged with anxiety. there is great rejoicing among the men. only sol, the lifer, is querulous: he doesn't care a snap about the "extra feed"--stomach still sour from the christmas dinner--and, anyhow, it only makes the week-a-day "grub" more disgusting. the rules are somewhat relaxed. the hallmen converse freely; the yard gangs lounge about and cluster in little groups, that separate at the approach of a superior officer. men from the bakery and kitchen run in and out of the block, their pockets bulging suspiciously. "what are you after?" the doorkeeper halts them. "oh, just to my cell; forgot my handkerchief." the guard answers the sly wink with an indulgent smile. "all right; go ahead, but don't be long." if "papa" mitchell is about, he thunders at the chief cook, his bosom swelling with packages: "wotch 'er got there, eh? big family of kids _you_ have, jim. first thing you know, you'll swipe the hinges off th' kitchen door." the envied bakery and kitchen employees supply their friends with extra holiday tidbits, and the solitaries dance in glee at the sight of the savory dainty, the fresh brown bread generously dotted with sweet currants. it is the prelude of the promised culinary symphony. * * * * * the evening is cheerful with mirth and jollity. the prisoners at first converse in whispers, then become bolder, and talk louder through the bars. as night approaches, the cell-house rings with unreserved hilarity and animation,--light-hearted chaff mingled with coarse jests and droll humor. a wag on the upper tier banters the passing guards, his quips and sallies setting the adjoining cells in a roar, and inspiring imitation. * * * * * slowly the babel of tongues subsides, as the gong sounds the order to retire. some one shouts to a distant friend, "hey, bill, are you there? ye-es? stay there!" it grows quiet, when suddenly my neighbor on the left sing-songs, "fellers, who's goin' to sit up with me to greet new year's." a dozen voices yell their acceptance. "little frenchy," the spirited grayhead on the top tier, vociferates shrilly, "me, too, boys. i'm viz you all right." all is still in the cell-house, save for a wild indian whoop now and then by the vigil-keeping boys. the block breathes in heavy sleep; loud snoring sounds from the gallery above. only the irregular tread of the felt-soled guards falls muffled in the silence. * * * * * the clock in the upper rotunda strikes the midnight hour. a siren on the ohio intones its deep-chested bass. another joins it, then another. shrill factory whistles pierce the boom of cannon; the sweet chimes of a nearby church ring in joyful melody between. instantly the prison is astir. tin cans rattle against iron bars, doors shake in fury, beds and chairs squeak and screech, pans slam on the floor, shoes crash against the walls with a dull thud, and rebound noisily on the stone. unearthly yelling, shouting, and whistling rend the air; an inventive prisoner beats a wild tatto with a tin pan on the table--a veritable bedlam of frenzy has broken loose in both wings. the prisoners are celebrating the advent of the new year. * * * * * the voices grow hoarse and feeble. the tin clanks languidly against the iron, the grating of the doors sounds weaker. the men are exhausted with the unwonted effort. the guards stumbled up the galleries, their forms swaying unsteadily in the faint flicker of the gaslight. in maudlin tones they command silence, and bid the men retire to bed. the younger, more daring, challenge the order with husky howls and catcalls,--a defiant shout, a groan, and all is quiet. daybreak wakes the turmoil and uproar. for twenty-four hours the long-repressed animal spirits are rampant. no music or recreation honors the new year; the day is passed in the cell. the prisoners, securely barred and locked, are permitted to vent their pain and sorrow, their yearnings and hopes, in a saturnalia of tumult. ii the month of january brings sedulous activity. shops and block are overhauled, every nook and corner is scoured, and a special squad detailed to whitewash the cells. the yearly clean-up not being due till spring, i conclude from the unusual preparations that the expected visit of the board of charities is approaching. * * * * * the prisoners are agog with the coming investigation. the solitaries and prospective witnesses are on the _qui vive_, anxious lines on their faces. some manifest fear of the ill will of the warden, as the probable result of their testimony. i seek to encourage them by promising to assume full responsibility, but several men withdraw their previous consent. the safety of my data causes me grave concern, in view of the increasing frequency of searches. deliberation finally resolves itself into the bold plan of secreting my most valuable material in the cell set aside for the use of the officers. it is the first cell on the range; it is never locked, and is ignored at searches because it is not occupied by prisoners. the little bundle, protected with a piece of oilskin procured from the dispensary, soon reposes in the depths of the waste pipe. a stout cord secures it from being washed away by the rush of water, when the privy is in use. i call officer mitchell's attention to the dusty condition of the cell, and offer to sweep it every morning and afternoon. he accedes in an offhand manner, and twice daily i surreptitiously examine the tension of the water-soaked cord, renewing the string repeatedly. other material and copies of my "exhibits" are deposited with several trustworthy friends on the range. everything is ready for the investigation, and we confidently await the coming of the board of charities. iii the cell-house rejoices at the absence of scot woods. the block captain of the morning has been "reduced to the ranks." the disgrace is signalized by his appearance on the wall, pacing the narrow path in the chilly winter blasts. the guards look upon the assignment as "punishment duty" for incurring the displeasure of the warden. the keepers smile at the indiscreet scot interfering with the self-granted privileges of "southside" johnny, one of the warden's favorites. the runner who afforded me an opportunity to see inspector nevin, came out victorious in the struggle with woods. the latter was upbraided by captain wright in the presence of johnny, who is now officially authorized in his perquisites. sufficient time was allowed to elapse, to avoid comment, whereupon the officer was withdrawn from the block. i regret his absence. a severe disciplinarian, woods was yet very exceptional among the guards, in that he sought to discourage the spying of prisoners on each other. he frowned upon the trusties, and strove to treat the men impartially. mitchell has been changed to the morning shift to fill the vacancy made by the transfer of woods. the charge of the block in the afternoon devolves upon officer mcilvaine, a very corpulent man, with sharp, steely eyes. he is considerably above the average warder in intelligence, but extremely fond of jasper, who now acts as his assistant, the obese turnkey rarely leaving his seat at the front desk. * * * * * changes of keepers, transfers from the shops to the two cell-houses are frequent; the new guards are alert and active. almost daily the warden visits the ranges, leaving in his wake more stringent discipline. rarely do i find a chance to pause at the cells; i keep in touch with the men through the medium of notes. but one day, several fights breaking out in the shops, the block officers are requisitioned to assist in placing the combatants in the punishment cells. the front is deserted, and i improve the opportunity to talk to the solitaries. jasper, "southside," and bob runyon, the "politicians," also converse at the doors, bob standing suspiciously close to the bars. suddenly officer mcilvaine appears in the yard door. his face is flushed, his eyes filling with wrath as they fasten on the men at the cells. "hey, you fellows, get away from there!" he shouts. "confound you all, the 'old man' just gave me the deuce; too much talking in the block. i won't stand for it, that's all," he adds petulantly. within half an hour i am haled before the warden. he looks worried, deep lines of anxiety about his mouth. "you are reported for standing at the doors," he snarls at me. "what are you always telling the men?" "it's the first time the officer--" "nothing of the kind," he interrupts; "you're always talking to the prisoners. they are in punishment, and you have no business with them." "why was _i_ picked out? others talk, too." "ye-e-s?" he drawls sarcastically; then, turning to the keeper, he says: "how is that, officer? the man is charging you with neglect of duty." "i am not charging--" "silence! what have you to say, mr. mcilvaine?" the guard reddens with suppressed rage. "it isn't true, captain," he replies; "there was no one except berkman." "you hear what the officer says? you are always breaking the rules. you're plotting; i know you,--pulling a dozen wires. you are inimical to the management of the institution. but i will break your connections. officers, take him directly to the south wing, you understand? he is not to return to his cell. have it searched at once, thoroughly. lock him up." "warden, what for?" i demand. "i have not done anything to lose my position. talking is not such a serious charge." "very serious, very serious. you're too dangerous on the range. i'll spoil your infernal schemes by removing you from the north block. you've been there too long." "i want to remain there." "the more reason to take you away. that will do now." "no, it won't," i burst out. "i'll stay where i am." "remove him, mr. mcilvaine." i am taken to the south wing and locked up in a vacant cell, neglected and ill-smelling. it is number , range m--the first gallery, facing the yard; a "double" cell, somewhat larger than those of the north block, and containing a small window. the walls are damp and bare, save for the cardboard of printed rules and the prison calendar. it is the th of february, , but the calendar is of last year, indicating that the cell has not been occupied since the previous november. it contains the usual furnishings: bedstead and soiled straw mattress, a small table and a chair. it feels cold and dreary. in thought i picture the guards ransacking my former cell. they will not discover anything: my material is well hidden. the warden evidently suspects my plans: he fears my testimony before the investigation committee. my removal is to sever my connections, and now it is impossible for me to reach my data. i must return to the north block; otherwise all our plans are doomed to fail. i can't leave my friends on the range in the lurch: some of them have already signified to the chaplain their desire to testify; their statements will remain unsupported in the absence of my proofs. i must rejoin them. i have told the warden that i shall remain where i was, but he probably ignored it as an empty boast. i consider the situation, and resolve to "break up housekeeping." it is the sole means of being transferred to the other cell-house. it will involve the loss of the grade, and a trip to the dungeon; perhaps even a fight with the keepers: the guards, fearing the broken furniture will be used for defence, generally rush the prisoner with blackjacks. but my return to the north wing will be assured,--no man in stripes can remain in the south wing. alert for an approaching step, i untie my shoes, producing a scrap of paper, a pencil, and a knife. i write a hurried note to "k," briefly informing him of the new developments, and intimating that our data are safe. guardedly i attract the attention of the runner on the floor beneath; it is bill say, through whom carl occasionally communicates with "g." the note rolled into a little ball, i shoot between the bars to the waiting prisoner. now everything is prepared. it is near supper time; the men are coming back from work. it would be advisable to wait till everybody is locked in, and the shop officers depart home. there will then be only three guards on duty in the block. but i am in a fever of indignation and anger. furiously snatching up the chair, i start "breaking up." chapter xxvii love's dungeon flower the dungeon smells foul and musty; the darkness is almost visible, the silence oppressive; but the terror of my former experience has abated. i shall probably be kept in the underground cell for a longer time than on the previous occasion,--my offence is considered very grave. three charges have been entered against me: destroying state property, having possession of a knife, and uttering a threat against the warden. when i saw the officers gathering at my back, while i was facing the captain, i realized its significance. they were preparing to assault me. quickly advancing to the warden, i shook my fist in his face, crying: "if they touch me, i'll hold you personally responsible." he turned pale. trying to steady his voice, he demanded: "what do you mean? how dare you?" "i mean just what i say. i won't be clubbed. my friends will avenge me, too." he glanced at the guards standing rigid, in ominous silence. one by one they retired, only two remaining, and i was taken quietly to the dungeon. * * * * * the stillness is broken by a low, muffled sound. i listen intently. it is some one pacing the cell at the further end of the passage. "halloo! who's there?" i shout. no reply. the pacing continues. it must be "silent nick"; he never talks. i prepare to pass the night on the floor. it is bare; there is no bed or blanket, and i have been deprived of my coat and shoes. it is freezing in the cell; my feet grow numb, hands cold, as i huddle in the corner, my head leaning against the reeking wall, my body on the stone floor. i try to think, but my thoughts are wandering, my brain frigid. * * * * * the rattling of keys wakes me from my stupor. guards are descending into the dungeon. i wonder whether it is morning, but they pass my cell: it is not yet breakfast time. now they pause and whisper. i recognize the mumbling speech of deputy greaves, as he calls out to the silent prisoner: "want a drink?" the double doors open noisily. "here!" "give me the cup," the hoarse bass resembles that of "crazy smithy." his stentorian voice sounds cracked since he was shot in the neck by officer dean. "you can't have th' cup," the deputy fumes. "i won't drink out of your hand, god damn you. think i'm a cur, do you?" smithy swears and curses savagely. the doors are slammed and locked. the steps grow faint, and all is silent, save the quickened footfall of smith, who will not talk to any prisoner. i pass the long night in drowsy stupor, rousing at times to strain my ear for every sound from the rotunda above, wondering whether day is breaking. the minutes drag in dismal darkness.... the loud clanking of the keys tingles in my ears like sweet music. it is morning! the guards hand me the day's allowance--two ounces of white bread and a quart of water. the wheat tastes sweet; it seems to me i've never eaten anything so delectable. but the liquid is insipid, and nauseates me. at almost one bite i swallow the slice, so small and thin. it whets my appetite, and i feel ravenously hungry. at smith's door the scene of the previous evening is repeated. the deputy insists that the man drink out of the cup held by a guard. the prisoner refuses, with a profuse flow of profanity. suddenly there is a splash, followed by a startled cry, and the thud of the cell bucket on the floor. smith has emptied the contents of his privy upon the officers. in confusion they rush out of the dungeon. presently i hear the clatter of many feet in the cellar. there is a hubbub of suppressed voices. i recognize the rasping whisper of hopkins, the tones of woods, mcilvaine, and others. i catch the words, "both sides at once." several cells in the dungeon are provided with double entrances, front and back, to facilitate attacks upon obstreperous prisoners. smith is always assigned to one of these cells. i shudder as i realize that the officers are preparing to club the demented man. he has been weakened by years of unbroken solitary confinement, and his throat still bleeds occasionally from the bullet wound. almost half his time he has been kept in the dungeon, and now he has been missing from the range twelve days. it is.... involuntarily i shut my eyes at the fearful thud of the riot clubs. * * * * * the hours drag on. the monotony is broken by the keepers bringing another prisoner to the dungeon. i hear his violent sobbing from the depth of the cavern. "who is there?" i hail him. i call repeatedly, without receiving an answer. perhaps the new arrival is afraid of listening guards. "ho, man!" i sing out, "the screws have gone. who are you? this is aleck, aleck berkman." "is that you, aleck? this is johnny." there is a familiar ring about the young voice, broken by piteous moans. but i fail to identify it. "what johnny?" "johnny davis--you know--stocking shop. i've just--killed a man." in bewilderment i listen to the story, told with bursts of weeping. johnny had returned to the shop; he thought he would try again: he wanted to earn his "good" time. things went well for a while, till "dutch" adams became shop runner. he is the stool who got grant and johnny smith in trouble with the fake key, and davis would have nothing to do with him. but "dutch" persisted, pestering him all the time; and then-- "well, you know, aleck," the boy seems diffident, "he lied about me like hell: he told the fellows he _used_ me. christ, my mother might hear about it! i couldn't stand it, aleck; honest to god, i couldn't. i--i killed the lying cur, an' now--now i'll--i'll swing for it," he sobs as if his heart would break. a touch of tenderness for the poor boy is in my voice, as i strive to condole with him and utter the hope that it may not be so bad, after all. perhaps adams will not die. he is a powerful man, big and strong; he may survive. johnny eagerly clutches at the straw. he grows more cheerful, and we talk of the coming investigation and local affairs. perhaps the board will even clear him, he suggests. but suddenly seized with fear, he weeps and moans again. more men are cast into the dungeon. they bring news from the world above. an epidemic of fighting seems to have broken out in the wake of recent orders. the total inhibition of talking is resulting in more serious offences. "kid tommy" is enlarging upon his trouble. "you see, fellers," he cries in a treble, "dat skunk of a pete he pushes me in de line, and i turns round t' give 'im hell, but de screw pipes me. got no chance t' choo, so i turns an' biffs him on de jaw, see?" but he is sure, he says, to be let out at night, or in the morning, at most. "them fellers that was scrappin' yesterday in de yard didn't go to de hole. dey jest put 'em in de cell. sandy knows de committee's comin' all right." johnny interrupts the loquacious boy to inquire anxiously about "dutch" adams, and i share his joy at hearing that the man's wound is not serious. he was cut about the shoulders, but was able to walk unassisted to the hospital. johnny overflows with quiet happiness; the others dance and sing. i recite a poem from nekrassov; the boys don't understand a word, but the sorrow-laden tones appeal to them, and they request more russian "pieces." but tommy is more interested in politics, and is bristling with the latest news from the magee camp. he is a great admirer of quay,--"dere's a smart guy fer you, fellers; owns de whole keystone shebang all right, all right. he's boss quay, you bet you." he dives into national issues, rails at bryan, " to bill, you jest list'n to 'm, he'll give sixteen dollars to every one; he will, nit!" and the boys are soon involved in a heated discussion of the respective merits of the two political parties, tommy staunchly siding with the republican. "me gran'fader and me fader was republicans," he vociferates, "an' all me broders vote de ticket. me fer de gran' ole party, ev'ry time." some one twits him on his political wisdom, challenging the boy to explain the difference in the money standards. tommy boldly appeals to me to corroborate him; but before i have an opportunity to speak, he launches upon other issues, berating spain for her atrocities in cuba, and insisting that this free country cannot tolerate slavery at its doors. every topic is discussed, with tommy orating at top speed, and continually broaching new subjects. unexpectedly he reverts to local affairs, waxes reminiscent over former days, and loudly smacks his lips at the "great feeds" he enjoyed on the rare occasions when he was free to roam the back streets of smoky city. "say, aleck, my boy," he calls to me familiarly, "many a penny i made on _you_, all right. how? why, peddlin' extras, of course! say, dem was fine days, all right; easy money; papers went like hot cakes off the griddle. wish you'd do it again, aleck." * * * * * invisible to each other, we chat, exchange stories and anecdotes, the boys talking incessantly, as if fearful of silence. but every now and then there is a lull; we become quiet, each absorbed in his own thoughts. the pauses lengthen--lengthen into silence. only the faint steps of "crazy smith" disturb the deep stillness. * * * * * late in the evening the young prisoners are relieved. but johnny remains, and his apprehensions reawaken. repeatedly during the night he rouses me from my drowsy torpor to be reassured that he is not in danger of the gallows, and that he will not be tried for his assault. i allay his fears by dwelling on the warden's aversion to giving publicity to the sex practices in the prison, and remind the boy of the captain's official denial of their existence. these things happen almost every week, yet no one has ever been taken to court from riverside on such charges. johnny grows more tranquil, and we converse about his family history, talking in a frank, confidential manner. with a glow of pleasure, i become aware of the note of tenderness in his voice. presently he surprises me by asking: "friend aleck, what do they call you in russian?" he prefers the fond "sashenka," enunciating the strange word with quaint endearment, then diffidently confesses dislike for his own name, and relates the story he had recently read of a poor castaway cuban youth; felipe was his name, and he was just like himself. "shall i call you felipe?" i offer. "yes, please do, aleck, dear; no, sashenka." the springs of affection well up within me, as i lie huddled on the stone floor, cold and hungry. with closed eyes, i picture the boy before me, with his delicate face, and sensitive, girlish lips. "good night, dear sashenka," he calls. "good night, little felipe." * * * * * in the morning we are served with a slice of bread and water. i am tormented with thirst and hunger, and the small ration fails to assuage my sharp pangs. smithy still refuses to drink out of the deputy's hand; his doors remain unopened. with tremulous anxiety johnny begs the deputy warden to tell him how much longer he will remain in the dungeon, but greaves curtly commands silence, applying a vile epithet to the boy. "deputy," i call, boiling over with indignation, "he asked you a respectful question. i'd give him a decent answer." "you mind your own business, you hear?" he retorts. but i persist in defending my young friend, and berate the deputy for his language. he hastens away in a towering passion, menacing me with "what smithy got." johnny is distressed at being the innocent cause of the trouble. the threat of the deputy disquiets him, and he warns me to prepare. my cell is provided with a double entrance, and i am apprehensive of a sudden attack. but the hours pass without the deputy returning, and our fears are allayed. the boy rejoices on my account, and brims over with appreciation of my intercession. the incident cements our intimacy; our first diffidence disappears, and we become openly tender and affectionate. the conversation lags: we feel weak and worn. but every little while we hail each other with words of encouragement. smithy incessantly paces the cell; the gnawing of the river rats reaches our ears; the silence is frequently pierced by the wild yells of the insane man, startling us with dread foreboding. the quiet grows unbearable, and johnny calls again: "what are you doing, sashenka?" "oh, nothing. just thinking, felipe." "am i in your thoughts, dear?" "yes, kiddie, you are." "sasha, dear, i've been thinking, too." "what, felipe?" "you are the only one i care for. i haven't a friend in the whole place." "do you care much for me, felipe?" "will you promise not to laugh at me, sashenka?" "i wouldn't laugh at you." "cross your hand over your heart. got it, sasha?" "yes." "well, i'll tell you. i was thinking--how shall i tell you? i was thinking, sashenka--if you were here with me--i would like to kiss you." an unaccountable sense of joy glows in my heart, and i muse in silence. "what's the matter, sashenka? why don't you say something? are you angry with me?" "no, felipe, you foolish little boy." "you are laughing at me." "no, dear; i feel just as you do." "really?" "yes." "oh, i am so glad, sashenka." * * * * * in the evening the guards descend to relieve johnny; he is to be transferred to the basket, they inform him. on the way past my cell, he whispers: "hope i'll see you soon, sashenka." a friendly officer knocks on the outer blind door of my cell. "that you thar, berkman? you want to b'have to th' dep'ty. he's put you down for two more days for sassin' him." i feel more lonesome at the boy's departure. the silence grows more oppressive, the hours of darkness heavier. * * * * * seven days i remain in the dungeon. at the expiration of the week, feeling stiff and feeble, i totter behind the guards, on the way to the bathroom. my body looks strangely emaciated, reduced almost to a skeleton. the pangs of hunger revive sharply with the shock of the cold shower, and the craving for tobacco is overpowering at the sight of the chewing officers. i look forward to being placed in a cell, quietly exulting at my victory as i am led to the north wing. but, in the cell-house, the deputy warden assigns me to the lower end of range a, insane department. exasperated by the terrible suggestion, my nerves on edge with the dungeon experience, i storm in furious protest, demanding to be returned to "the hole." the deputy, startled by my violence, attempts to soothe me, and finally yields. i am placed in number , the "crank row" beginning several cells further. upon the heels of the departing officers, the rangeman is at my door, bursting with the latest news. the investigation is over, the warden whitewashed! for an instant i am aghast, failing to grasp the astounding situation. slowly its full significance dawns on me, as bill excitedly relates the story. it's the talk of the prison. the board of charities had chosen its secretary, j. francis torrance, an intimate friend of the warden, to conduct the investigation. as a precautionary measure, i was kept several additional days in the dungeon. mr. torrance has privately interviewed "dutch" adams, young smithy, and bob runyon, promising them their full commutation time, notwithstanding their bad records, and irrespective of their future behavior. they were instructed by the secretary to corroborate the management, placing all blame upon me! no other witnesses were heard. the "investigation" was over within an hour, the committee of one retiring for dinner to the adjoining residence of the warden. several friendly prisoners linger at my cell during the afternoon, corroborating the story of the rangeman, and completing the details. the cell-house itself bears out the situation; the change in the personnel of the men is amazing. "dutch" adams has been promoted to messenger for the "front office," the most privileged "political" job in the prison. bob runyon, a third-timer and notorious "kid man," has been appointed a trusty in the shops. but the most significant cue is the advancement of young smithy to the position of rangeman. he has but recently been sentenced to a year's solitary for the broken key discovered in the lock of his door. his record is of the worst. he is a young convict of extremely violent temper, who has repeatedly attacked fellow-prisoners with dangerous weapons. since his murderous assault upon the inoffensive "praying andy," smithy was never permitted out of his cell without the escort of two guards. and now this irresponsible man is in charge of a range! * * * * * at supper, young smithy steals up to my cell, bringing a slice of cornbread. i refuse the peace offering, and charge him with treachery. at first he stoutly protests his innocence, but gradually weakens and pleads his dire straits in mitigation. torrance had persuaded him to testify, but he avoided incriminating me. that was done by the other two witnesses; he merely exonerated the warden from the charges preferred by james grant. he had been clubbed four times, but he denied to the committee that the guards practice violence; and he supported the warden in his statement that the officers are not permitted to carry clubs or blackjacks. he feels that an injustice has been done me, and now that he occupies my former position, he will be able to repay the little favors i did him when he was in solitary. indignantly i spurn his offer. he pleads his youth, the torture of the cell, and begs my forgiveness; but i am bitter at his treachery, and bid him go. officer mcilvaine pauses at my door. "oh, what a change, what an awful change!" he exclaims, pityingly. i don't know whether he refers to my appearance, or to the loss of range liberty; but i resent his tone of commiseration; it was he who had selected me as a victim, to be reported for talking. angrily i turn my back to him, refusing to talk. somebody stealthily pushes a bundle of newspapers between the bars. whole columns detail the report of the "investigation," completely exonerating warden edward s. wright. the base charges against the management of the penitentiary were the underhand work of anarchist berkman, mr. torrance assured the press. one of the papers contains a lengthy interview with wright, accusing me of fostering discontent and insubordination among the men. the captain expresses grave fear for the safety of the community, should the pardon board reduce my sentence, in view of the circumstance that my lawyers are preparing to renew the application at the next session. in great agitation i pace the cell. the statement of the warden is fatal to the hope of a pardon. my life in the prison will now be made still more unbearable. i shall again be locked in solitary. with despair i think of my fate in the hands of the enemy, and the sense of my utter helplessness overpowers me. chapter xxviii for safety dear k.: i know you must have been worried about me. give no credence to the reports you hear. i did not try to suicide. i was very nervous and excited over the things that happened while i was in the dungeon. i saw the papers after i came up--you know what they said. i couldn't sleep; i kept pacing the floor. the screws were hanging about my cell, but i paid no attention to them. they spoke to me, but i wouldn't answer: i was in no mood for talking. they must have thought something wrong with me. the doctor came, and felt my pulse, and they took me to the hospital. the warden rushed in and ordered me into a strait-jacket. "for safety," he said. you know officer erwin; he put the jacket on me. he's a pretty decent chap; i saw he hated to do it. but the evening screw is a rat. he called three times during the night, and every time he'd tighten the straps. i thought he'd cut my hands off; but i wouldn't cry for mercy, and that made him wild. they put me in the "full size" jacket that winds all around you, the arms folded. they laid me, tied in the canvas, on the bed, bound me to it feet and chest, with straps provided with padlocks. i was suffocating in the hot ward; could hardly breathe. in the morning they unbound me. my legs were paralyzed, and i could not stand up. the doctor ordered some medicine for me. the head nurse (he's in for murder, and he's rotten) taunted me with the "black bottle." every time he passed my bed, he'd say: "you still alive? wait till i fix something up for you." i refused the medicine, and then they took me down to the dispensary, lashed me to a chair, and used the pump on me. you can imagine how i felt. that went on for a week; every night in the strait-jacket, every morning the pump. now i am back in the block, in a. a peculiar coincidence,--it's the same cell i occupied when i first came here. don't trust bill say. the warden told me he knew about the note i sent you just before i smashed up. if you got it, bill must have read it and told sandy. only dear old horsethief can be relied upon. how near the boundary of joy is misery! i shall never forget the first morning in the jacket. i passed a restless night, but just as it began to dawn i must have lost consciousness. suddenly i awoke with the most exquisite music in my ears. it seemed to me as if the heavens had opened in a burst of ecstasy.... it was only a little sparrow, but never before in my life did i hear such sweet melody. i felt murder in my heart when the convict nurse drove the poor birdie from the window ledge. a. chapter xxix dreams of freedom i like an endless _miserere_ are the days in the solitary. no glimmer of light cheers the to-morrows. in the depths of suffering, existence becomes intolerable; and as of old, i seek refuge in the past. the stages of my life reappear as the acts of a drama which i cannot bring myself to cut short. the possibilities of the dark motive compel the imagination, and halt the thought of destruction. misery magnifies the estimate of self; the vehemence of revolt strengthens to endure. despair engenders obstinate resistance; in its spirit hope is trembling. slowly it assumes more definite shape: escape is the sole salvation. the world of the living is dim and unreal with distance; its voice reaches me like the pale echo of fantasy; the thought of its turbulent vitality is strange with apprehension. but the present is bitter with wretchedness, and gasps desperately for relief. the efforts of my friends bring a glow of warmth into my life. the indefatigable girl has succeeded in interesting various circles: she is gathering funds for my application for a rehearing before the pardon board in the spring of ' , when my first sentence of seven years will have expired. with a touch of old-time tenderness, i think of her loyalty, her indomitable perseverance in my behalf. it is she, almost she alone, who has kept my memory green throughout the long years. even fedya, my constant chum, has been swirled into the vortex of narrow ambition and self-indulgence, the plaything of commonplace fate. resentment at being thus lightly forgotten tinges my thoughts of the erstwhile twin brother of our ideal-kissed youth. by contrast, the girl is silhouetted on my horizon as the sole personification of revolutionary persistence, the earnest of its realization. beyond, all is darkness--the mystic world of falsehood and sham, that will hate and persecute me even as its brutal high priests in the prison. here and there the gloom is rent: an unknown sympathizer, or comrade, sends a greeting; i pore eagerly over the chirography, and from the clear, decisive signature, "voltairine de cleyre," strive to mold the character and shape the features of the writer. to the girl i apply to verify my "reading," and rejoice in the warm interest of the convent-educated american, a friend of my much-admired comrade dyer d. lum, who is aiding the girl in my behalf. but the efforts for a rehearing wake no hope in my heart. my comrades, far from the prison world, do not comprehend the full significance of the situation resulting from the investigation. my underground connections are paralyzed; i cannot enlighten the girl. but nold and bauer are on the threshold of liberty. within two months carl will carry my message to new york. i can fully rely on his discretion and devotion; we have grown very intimate through common suffering. he will inform the girl that nothing is to be expected from legal procedure; instead, he will explain to her the plan i have evolved. my position as rangeman has served me to good advantage. i have thoroughly familiarized myself with the institution; i have gathered information and explored every part of the cell-house offering the least likelihood of an escape. the prison is almost impregnable; tom's attempt to scale the wall proved disastrous, in spite of his exceptional opportunities as kitchen employee, and the thick fog of the early morning. several other attempts also were doomed to failure, the great number of guards and their vigilance precluding success. no escape has taken place since the days of paddy mcgraw, before the completion of the prison. entirely new methods must be tried: the road to freedom leads underground! but digging _out_ of the prison is impracticable in the modern structure of steel and rock. we must force a passage _into_ the prison: the tunnel is to be dug from the outside! a house is to be rented in the neighborhood of the penitentiary, and the underground passage excavated beneath the eastern wall, toward the adjacent bath-house. no officers frequent the place save at certain hours, and i shall find an opportunity to disappear into the hidden opening on the regular biweekly occasions when the solitaries are permitted to bathe. the project will require careful preparation and considerable expense. skilled comrades will have to be entrusted with the secret work, the greater part of which must be carried on at night. determination and courage will make the plan feasible, successful. such things have been done before. not in this country, it is true. but the act will receive added significance from the circumstance that the liberation of the first american political prisoner has been accomplished by means similar to those practised by our comrades in russia. who knows? it may prove the symbol and precursor of russian idealism on american soil. and what tremendous impression the consummation of the bold plan will make! what a stimulus to our propaganda, as a demonstration of anarchist initiative and ability! i glow with the excitement of its great possibilities, and enthuse carl with my hopes. if the preparatory work is hastened, the execution of the plan will be facilitated by the renewed agitation within the prison. rumors of a legislative investigation are afloat, diverting the thoughts of the administration into different channels. i shall foster the ferment to afford my comrades greater safety in the work. * * * * * during the long years of my penitentiary life i have formed many friendships. i have earned the reputation of a "square man" and a "good fellow," have received many proofs of confidence, and appreciation of my uncompromising attitude toward the generally execrated management. most of my friends observe the unwritten ethics of informing me of their approaching release, and offer to smuggle out messages or to provide me with little comforts. i invariably request them to visit the newspapers and to relate their experiences in riverside. some express fear of the warden's enmity, of the fatal consequences in case of their return to the penitentiary. but the bolder spirits and the accidental offenders, who confidently bid me a final good-bye, unafraid of return, call directly from the prison on the pittsburgh editors. presently the _leader_ and the _dispatch_ begin to voice their censure of the hurried whitewash by the state board of charities. the attitude of the press encourages the guards to manifest their discontent with the humiliating eccentricities of the senile warden. they protest against the whim subjecting them to military drill to improve their appearance, and resent captain wright's insistence that they patronize his private tailor, high-priced and incompetent. serious friction has also arisen between the management and mr. sawhill, superintendent of local industries. the prisoners rejoice at the growing irascibility of the warden, and the deeper lines on his face, interpreting them as signs of worry and fear. expectation of a new investigation is at high pitch as judge gordon, of philadelphia, severely censures the administration of the eastern penitentiary, charging inhuman treatment, abuse of the insane, and graft. the labor bodies of the state demand the abolition of convict competition, and the press becomes more assertive in urging an investigation of both penitentiaries. the air is charged with rumors of legislative action. ii the breath of spring is in the cell-house. my two comrades are jubilant. the sweet odor of may wafts the resurrection! but the threshold of life is guarded by the throes of new birth. a tone of nervous excitement permeates their correspondence. anxiety tortures the sleepless nights; the approaching return to the living is tinged with the disquietude of the unknown, the dread of the renewed struggle for existence. but the joy of coming emancipation, the wine of sunshine and liberty tingles in every fiber, and hope flutters its disused wings. our plans are complete. carl is to visit the girl, explain my project, and serve as the medium of communication by means of our prearranged system, investing apparently innocent official letters with _sub rosa_ meaning. the initial steps will require time. meanwhile "k" and "g" are to make the necessary arrangements for the publication of our book. the security of our manuscripts is a source of deep satisfaction and much merriment at the expense of the administration. the repeated searches have failed to unearth them. with characteristic daring, the faithful bob had secreted them in a hole in the floor of his shop, almost under the very seat of the guard. one by one they have been smuggled outside by a friendly officer, whom we have christened "schraube."[ ] by degrees nold has gained the confidence of the former mill-worker, with the result that sixty precious booklets now repose safely with a comrade in allegheny. i am to supply the final chapters of the book through mr. schraube, whose friendship carl is about to bequeath to me. [ ] german for "screw." * * * * * the month of may is on the wane. the last note is exchanged with my comrades. dear bob was not able to reach me in the morning, and now i read the lines quivering with the last pangs of release, while nold and bauer are already beyond the walls. how i yearned for a glance at carl, to touch hands, even in silence! but the customary privilege was refused us. only once in the long years of our common suffering have i looked into the eyes of my devoted friend, and stealthily pressed his hand, like a thief in the night. no last greeting was vouchsafed me to-day. the loneliness seems heavier, the void more painful. the routine is violently disturbed. reading and study are burdensome: my thoughts will not be compelled. they revert obstinately to my comrades, and storm against my steel cage, trying to pierce the distance, to commune with the absent. i seek diversion in the manufacture of prison "fancy work," ornamental little fruit baskets, diminutive articles of furniture, picture frames, and the like. the little momentos, constructed of tissue-paper rolls of various design, i send to the girl, and am elated at her admiration of the beautiful workmanship and attractive color effects. but presently she laments the wrecked condition of the goods, and upon investigation i learn from the runner that the most dilapidated cardboard boxes are selected for my product. the rotunda turnkey, in charge of the shipments, is hostile, and i appeal to the chaplain. but his well-meant intercession results in an order from the warden, interdicting the expressage of my work, on the ground of probable notes being secreted therein. i protest against the discrimination, suggesting the dismembering of every piece to disprove the charge. but the captain derisively remarks that he is indisposed to "take chances," and i am forced to resort to the subterfuge of having my articles transferred to a friendly prisoner and addressed by him to his mother in beaver, pa., thence to be forwarded to new york. at the same time the rotunda keeper detains a valuable piece of ivory sent to me by the girl for the manufacture of ornamental toothpicks. the local ware, made of kitchen bones bleached in lime, turns yellow in a short time. my request for the ivory is refused on the plea of submitting the matter to the warden's decision, who rules against me. i direct the return of it to my friend, but am informed that the ivory has been mislaid and cannot be found. exasperated, i charge the guard with the theft, and serve notice that i shall demand the ivory at the expiration of my time. the turnkey jeers at the wild impossibility, and i am placed for a week on "pennsylvania diet" for insulting an officer. chapter xxx whitewashed again christmas, . my dear carl: i have been despairing of reaching you _sub rosa_, but the holidays brought the usual transfers, and at last friend schraube is with me. dear carolus, i am worn out with the misery of the months since you left, and the many disappointments. your official letters were not convincing. i fail to understand why the plan is not practicable. of course, you can't write openly, but you have means of giving a hint as to the "impossibilities" you speak of. you say that i have become too estranged from the outside, and so forth--which may be true. yet i think the matter chiefly concerns the inside, and of that i am the best judge. i do not see the force of your argument when you dwell upon the application at the next session of the pardon board. you mean that the other plan would jeopardize the success of the legal attempt. but there is not much hope of favorable action by the board. you have talked all this over before, but you seem to have a different view now. why? only in a very small measure do your letters replace in my life the heart-to-heart talks we used to have here, though they were only on paper. but i am much interested in your activities. it seems strange that you, so long the companion of my silence, should now be in the very niagara of life, of our movement. it gives me great satisfaction to know that your experience here has matured you, and helped to strengthen and deepen your convictions. it has had a similar effect upon me. you know what a voluminous reader i am. i have read--in fact, studied--every volume in the library here, and now the chaplain supplies me with books from his. but whether it be philosophy, travel, or contemporary life that falls into my hands, it invariably distils into my mind the falsity of dominant ideas, and the beauty, the inevitability of anarchism. but i do not want to enlarge upon this subject now; we can discuss it through official channels. you know that tony and his nephew are here. we are just getting acquainted. he works in the shop; but as he is also coffee-boy, we have an opportunity to exchange notes. it is fortunate that his identity is not known; otherwise he would fall under special surveillance. i have my eyes on tony,--he may prove valuable. i am still in solitary, with no prospect of relief. you know the policy of the warden to use me as a scapegoat for everything that happens here. it has become a mania with him. think of it, he blames me for johnny davis' cutting "dutch." he laid everything at my door when the legislative investigation took place. it was a worse sham than the previous whitewash. several members called to see me at the cell,--unofficially, they said. they got a hint of the evidence i was prepared to give, and one of them suggested to me that it is not advisable for one in my position to antagonize the warden. i replied that i was no toady. he hinted that the authorities of the prison might help me to procure freedom, if i would act "discreetly." i insisted that i wanted to be heard by the committee. they departed, promising to call me as a witness. one senator remarked, as he left: "you are too intelligent a man to be at large." when the hearing opened, several officers were the first to take the stand. the testimony was not entirely favorable to the warden. then mr. sawhill was called. you know him; he is an independent sort of man, with an eye upon the wardenship. his evidence came like a bomb; he charged the management with corruption and fraud, and so forth. the investigators took fright. they closed the sessions and departed for harrisburg, announcing through the press that they would visit moyamensing[ ] and then return to riverside. but they did not return. the report they submitted to the governor exonerated the warden. the men were gloomy over the state of affairs. a hundred prisoners were prepared to testify, and much was expected from the committee. i had all my facts on hand: bob had fished out for me the bundle of material from its hiding place. it was in good condition, in spite of the long soaking. (i am enclosing some new data in this letter, for use in our book.) now that he is "cleared," the warden has grown even more arrogant and despotic. yet _some_ good the agitation in the press has accomplished: clubbings are less frequent, and the bull ring is temporarily abolished. but his hatred of me has grown venomous. he holds us responsible (together with dempsey and beatty) for organizing the opposition to convict labor, which has culminated in the muehlbronner law. it is to take effect on the first of the year. the prison administration is very bitter, because the statute, which permits only thirty-five per cent. of the inmates to be employed in productive labor, will considerably minimize opportunities for graft. but the men are rejoicing: the terrible slavery in the shops has driven many to insanity and death. the law is one of the rare instances of rational legislation. its benefit to labor in general is nullified, however, by limiting convict competition only within the state. the inspectors are already seeking a market for the prison products in other states, while the convict manufactures of new york, ohio, illinois, etc., are disposed of in pennsylvania. the irony of beneficent legislation! on the other hand, the inmates need not suffer for lack of employment. the new law allows the unlimited manufacture, within the prison, of products for local consumption. if the whine of the management regarding the "detrimental effect of idleness on the convict" is sincere, they could employ five times the population of the prison in the production of articles for our own needs. at present all the requirements of the penitentiary are supplied from the outside. the purchase of a farm, following the example set by the workhouse, would alone afford work for a considerable number of men. i have suggested, in a letter to the inspectors, various methods by which every inmate of the institution could be employed,--among them the publication of a prison paper. of course, they have ignored me. but what can you expect of a body of philanthropists who have the interest of the convict so much at heart that they delegated the president of the board, george a. kelly, to oppose the parole bill, a measure certainly along advanced lines of modern criminology. owing to the influence of inspector kelly, the bill was shelved at the last session of the legislature, though the prisoners have been praying for it for years. it has robbed the moneyless lifetimers of their last hope: a clause in the parole bill held out to them the promise of release after years of good behavior. dark days are in store for the men. apparently the campaign of the inspectors consists in forcing the repeal of the muehlbronner law, by raising the hue and cry of insanity and sickness. they are actually causing both by keeping half the population locked up. you know how quickly the solitary drives certain classes of prisoners insane. especially the more ignorant element, whose mental horizon is circumscribed by their personal troubles and pain, speedily fall victims. think of men, who cannot even read, put _incommunicado_ for months at a time, for years even! most of the colored prisoners, and those accustomed to outdoor life, such as farmers and the like quickly develop the germs of consumption in close confinement. now, this wilful murder--for it is nothing else--is absolutely unnecessary. the yard is big and well protected by the thirty-foot wall, with armed guards patrolling it. why not give the unemployed men air and exercise, since the management is determined to keep them idle? i suggested the idea to the warden, but he berated me for my "habitual interference" in matters that do not concern me. i often wonder at the enigma of human nature. there's the captain, a man years old. he should bethink himself of death, of "meeting his maker," since he pretends to believe in religion. instead, he is bending all his energies to increase insanity and disease among the convicts, in order to force the repeal of the law that has lessened the flow of blood money. it is almost beyond belief; but you have yourself witnessed the effect of a brutal atmosphere upon new officers. wright has been warden for thirty years; he has come to regard the prison as his undisputed dominion; and now he is furious at the legislative curtailment of his absolute control. this letter will remind you of our bulky notes in the "good" old days when "kg" were here. i miss our correspondence. there are some intelligent men on the range, but they are not interested in the thoughts that seethe within me and call for expression. just now the chief topic of local interest (after, of course, the usual discussion of the grub, women, kids, and their health and troubles) is the spanish war and the new dining-room, in which the shop employees are to be fed _en masse_, out of chinaware, think of it! some of the men are tremendously patriotic; others welcome the war as a sinecure affording easy money and plenty of excitement. you remember young butch and his partners, murtha, tommy, etc. they have recently been released, too wasted and broken in health to be fit for manual labor. all of them have signified their intention of joining the insurrection; some are enrolling in the regular army for the war. butch is already in cuba. i had a letter from him. there is a passage in it that is tragically characteristic. he refers to a skirmish he participated in. "we shot a lot of spaniards, mostly from ambush," he writes; "it was great sport." it is the attitude of the military adventurer, to whom a sacred cause like the cuban uprising unfortunately affords the opportunity to satisfy his lust for blood. butch was a very gentle boy when he entered the prison. but he has witnessed much heartlessness and cruelty during his term of three years. letter growing rather long. good night. a. [ ] the eastern penitentiary at philadelphia, pa. chapter xxxi "and by all forgot. we rot and rot" i a year of solitary has wasted my strength, and left me feeble and languid. my expectations of relief from complete isolation have been disappointed. existence is grim with despair, as day by day i feel my vitality ebbing; the long nights are tortured with insomnia; my body is racked with constant pains. all my heart is dark. a glimmer of light breaks through the clouds, as the session of the pardon board approaches. i clutch desperately at the faint hope of a favorable decision. with feverish excitement i pore over the letters of the girl, breathing cheer and encouraging news. my application is supported by numerous labor bodies, she writes. comrade harry kelly has been tireless in my behalf; the success of his efforts to arouse public sympathy augurs well for the application. the united labor league of pennsylvania, representing over a hundred thousand toilers, has passed a resolution favoring my release. together with other similar expressions, individual and collective, it will be laid before the pardon board, and it is confidently expected that the authorities will not ignore the voice of organized labor. in a ferment of anxiety and hope i count the days and hours, irritable with impatience and apprehension as i near the fateful moment. visions of liberty flutter before me, glorified by the meeting with the girl and my former companions, and i thrill with the return to the world, as i restlessly pace the cell in the silence of the night. the thought of my prison friends obtrudes upon my visions. with the tenderness born of common misery i think of their fate, resolving to brighten their lives with little comforts and letters, that mean so much to every prisoner. my first act in liberty shall be in memory of the men grown close to me with the kinship of suffering, the unfortunates endeared by awakened sympathy and understanding. for so many years i have shared with them the sorrows and the few joys of penitentiary life, i feel almost guilty to leave them. but henceforth their cause shall be mine, a vital part of the larger, social cause. it will be my constant endeavor to ameliorate their condition, and i shall strain every effort for my little friend felipe; i must secure his release. how happy the boy will be to join me in liberty!... the flash of the dark lantern dispels my fantasies, and again i walk the cell in vehement misgiving and fervent hope of to-morrow's verdict. at noon i am called to the warden. he must have received word from the board,--i reflect on the way. the captain lounges in the armchair, his eyes glistening, his seamed face yellow and worried. with an effort i control my impatience as he offers me a seat. he bids the guard depart, and a wild hope trembles in me. he is not afraid,--perhaps good news! "sit down, berkman," he speaks with unwonted affability. "i have just received a message from harrisburg. your attorney requests me to inform you that the pardon board has now reached your case. it is probably under consideration at this moment." i remain silent. the warden scans me closely. "you would return to new york, if released?" he inquires. "yes." "what are your plans?" "well, i have not formed any yet." "you would go back to your anarchist friends?" "certainly." "you have not changed your views?" "by no means." a turnkey enters. "captain, on official business," he reports. "wait here a moment, berkman," the warden remarks, withdrawing. the officer remains. in a few minutes the warden returns, motioning to the guard to leave. "i have just been informed that the board has refused you a hearing." i feel the cold perspiration running down my back. the prison rumors of the warden's interference flash through my mind. the board promised a rehearing at the previous application,--why this refusal? "warden," i exclaim, "you objected to my pardon!" "such action lies with the inspectors," he replies evasively. the peculiar intonation strengthens my suspicions. a feeling of hopelessness possesses me. i sense the warden's gaze fastened on me, and i strive to control my emotion. "how much time have you yet?" he asks. "over eleven years." "how long have you been locked up this time?" "sixteen months." "there is a vacancy on your range. the assistant hallman is going home to-morrow. you would like the position?" he eyes me curiously. "yes." "i'll consider it." i rise weakly, but he detains me: "by the way, berkman, look at this." he holds up a small wooden box, disclosing several casts of plaster of paris. i wonder at the strange proceeding. "you know what they are?" he inquires. "plaster casts, i think." "of what? for what purpose? look at them well, now." i glance indifferently at the molds bearing the clear impression of an eagle. "it's the cast of a silver dollar, i believe." "i am glad you speak truthfully. i had no doubt you would know. i examined your library record and found that you have drawn books on metallurgy." "oh, you suspect me of this?" i flare up. "no, not this time," he smiles in a suggestive manner. "you have drawn practically every book from the library. i had a talk with the chaplain, and he is positive that you would not be guilty of counterfeiting, because it would be robbing poor people." "the reading of my letters must have familiarized the chaplain with anarchist ideas." "yes, mr. milligan thinks highly of you. you might antagonize the management, but he assures me you would not abet such a crime." "i am glad to hear it." "you would protect the federal government, then?" "i don't understand you." "you would protect the people from being cheated by counterfeit money?" "the government and the people are not synonymous." flushing slightly, and frowning, he asks: "but you would protect the poor?" "yes, certainly." his face brightens. "oh, quite so, quite so," he smiles reassuringly. "these molds were found hidden in the north block. no; not in a cell, but in the hall. we suspect a certain man. it's ed sloane; he is located two tiers above you. now, berkman, the management is very anxious to get to the bottom of this matter. it's a crime against the people. you may have heard sloane speaking to his neighbors about this." "no. i am sure you suspect an innocent person." "how so?" "sloane is a very sick man. it's the last thing he'd think of." "well, we have certain reasons for suspecting him. if you should happen to hear anything, just rap on the door and inform the officers you are ill. they will be instructed to send for me at once." "i can't do it, warden." "why not?" he demands. "i am not a spy." "why, certainly not, berkman. i should not ask you to be. but you have friends on the range, you may learn something. well, think the matter over," he adds, dismissing me. bitter disappointment at the action of the board, indignation at the warden's suggestion, struggle within me as i reach my cell. the guard is about to lock me in, when the deputy warden struts into the block. "officer, unlock him," he commands. "berkman, the captain says you are to be assistant rangeman. report to mr. mcilvaine for a broom." ii the unexpected relief strengthens the hope of liberty. local methods are of no avail, but now my opportunities for escape are more favorable. considerable changes have taken place during my solitary, and the first necessity is to orient myself. some of my confidants have been released; others were transferred during the investigation period to the south wing, to disrupt my connections. new men are about the cell-house and i miss many of my chums. the lower half of the bottom ranges a and k is now exclusively occupied by the insane, their numbers greatly augmented. poor wingie has disappeared. grown violently insane, he was repeatedly lodged in the dungeon, and finally sent to an asylum. there my unfortunate friend had died after two months. his cell is now occupied by "irish mike," a good-natured boy, turned imbecile by solitary. he hops about on all fours, bleating: "baah, baah, see the goat. i'm the goat, baah, baah." i shudder at the fate i have escaped, as i look at the familiar faces that were so bright with intelligence and youth, now staring at me from the "crank row," wild-eyed and corpse-like, their minds shattered, their bodies wasted to a shadow. my heart bleeds as i realize that sid and nick fail to recognize me, their memory a total blank; and patsy, the pittsburgh bootblack, stands at the door, motionless, his eyes glassy, lips frozen in an inane smile. from cell to cell i pass the graveyard of the living dead, the silence broken only by intermittent savage yells and the piteous bleating of mike. the whole day these men are locked in, deprived of exercise and recreation, their rations reduced because of "delinquency." new "bughouse cases" are continually added from the ranks of the prisoners forced to remain idle and kept in solitary. the sight of the terrible misery almost gives a touch of consolation to my grief over johnny davis. my young friend had grown ill in the foul basket. he begged to be taken to the hospital; but his condition did not warrant it, the physician said. moreover, he was "in punishment." poor boy, how he must have suffered! they found him dead on the floor of his cell. * * * * * my body renews its strength with the exercise and greater liberty of the range. the subtle hope of the warden to corrupt me has turned to my advantage. i smile with scorn at his miserable estimate of human nature, determined by a lifetime of corruption and hypocrisy. how saddening is the shallowness of popular opinion! warden wright is hailed as a progressive man, a deep student of criminology, who has introduced modern methods in the treatment of prisoners. as an expression of respect and appreciation, the national prison association has selected captain wright as its delegate to the international congress at brussels, which is to take place in . and all the time the warden is designing new forms of torture, denying the pleadings of the idle men for exercise, and exerting his utmost efforts to increase sickness and insanity, in the attempt to force the repeal of the "convict labor" law. the puerility of his judgment fills me with contempt: public sentiment in regard to convict competition with outside labor has swept the state; the efforts of the warden, disastrous though they be to the inmates, are doomed to failure. no less fatuous is the conceit of his boasted experience of thirty years. the so confidently uttered suspicion of ed sloane in regard to the counterfeiting charge, has proved mere lip-wisdom. the real culprit is bob runyon, the trusty basking in the warden's special graces. his intimate friend, john smith, the witness and protégé of torrane, has confided to me the whole story, in a final effort to "set himself straight." he even exhibited to me the coins made by runyon, together with the original molds, cast in the trusty's cell. and poor sloane, still under surveillance, is slowly dying of neglect, the doctor charging him with eating soap to produce symptoms of illness. iii the year passes in a variety of interests. the girl and several newly-won correspondents hold the thread of outside life. the twin has gradually withdrawn from our new york circles, and is now entirely obscured on my horizon. but the girl is staunch and devoted, and i keenly anticipate her regular mail. she keeps me informed of events in the international labor movement, news of which is almost entirely lacking in the daily press. we discuss the revolutionary expressions of the times, and i learn more about pallas and luccheni, whose acts of the previous winter had thrown europe into a ferment of agitation. i hunger for news of the agitation against the tortures in montjuich, the revival of the inquisition rousing in me the spirit of retribution and deep compassion for my persecuted comrades in the spanish bastille. beneath the suppressed tone of her letters, i read the girl's suffering and pain, and feel the heart pangs of her unuttered personal sorrows. presently i am apprised that some prominent persons interested in my case are endeavoring to secure carnegie's signature for a renewed application to the board of pardons. the girl conveys the information guardedly; the absence of comment discovers to me the anguish of soul the step has caused her. what terrible despair had given birth to the suggestion, i wonder. if the project of the underground escape had been put in operation, we should not have had to suffer such humiliation. why have my friends ignored the detailed plan i had submitted to them through carl? i am confident of its feasibility and success, if we can muster the necessary skill and outlay. the animosity of the prison authorities precludes the thought of legal release. the underground route, very difficult and expensive though it be, is the sole hope. it must be realized. my _sub rosa_ communications suspended during the temporary absence of mr. schraube, i hint these thoughts in official mail to the girl, but refrain from objecting to the carnegie idea. other matters of interest i learn from correspondence with friends in philadelphia and pittsburgh. the frequent letters of carl, still reminiscent of his sojourn at riverside, thrill with the joy of active propaganda and of his success as public speaker. voltairine de cleyre and sarah patton lend color to my existence by discursive epistles of great charm and rebellious thought. often i pause to wonder at the miracle of my mail passing the censorial eyes. but the chaplain is a busy man; careful perusal of every letter would involve too great a demand upon his time. the correspondence with mattie i turn over to my neighbor pasquale, a young italian serving sixteen years, who has developed a violent passion for the pretty face on the photograph. the roguish eyes and sweet lips exert but a passing impression upon me. my thoughts turn to johnny, my young friend in the convict grave. deep snow is on the ground; it must be cold beneath the sod. the white shroud is pressing, pressing heavily upon the lone boy, like the suffocating night of the basket cell. but in the spring little blades of green will sprout, and perhaps a rosebud will timidly burst and flower, all white, and perfume the air, and shed its autumn tears upon the convict grave of johnny. chapter xxxii the deviousness of reform law applied february , . dear carolus: the greeks thought the gods spiteful creatures. when things begin to look brighter for man, they grow envious. you'll be surprised,--mr. schraube has turned into an enemy. mostly my own fault; that's the sting of it. it will explain to you the failure of the former _sub rosa_ route. the present one is safe, but very temporary. it happened last fall. from assistant i was advanced to hallman, having charge of the "crank row," on range a. a new order curtailed the rations of the insane,--no cornbread, cheese, or hash; only bread and coffee. as rangeman, i help to "feed," and generally have "extras" left on the wagon,--some one sick, or refusing food, etc. i used to distribute the extras, "on the q. t.," among the men deprived of them. one day, just before christmas, an officer happened to notice patsy chewing a piece of cheese. the poor fellow is quite an imbecile; he did not know enough to hide what i gave him. well, you are aware that "cornbread tom" does not love me. he reported me. i admitted the charge to the warden, and tried to tell him how hungry the men were. he wouldn't hear of it, saying that the insane should not "overload" their stomachs. i was ordered locked up. within a month i was out again, but imagine my surprise when schraube refused even to talk to me. at first i could not fathom the mystery; later i learned that he was reprimanded, losing ten days' pay for "allowing" me to feed the demented. he knew nothing about it, of course, but he was at the time in special charge of "crank row." the schraube has been telling my friends that i got him in trouble wilfully. he seems to nurse his grievance with much bitterness; he apparently hates me now with the hatred we often feel toward those who know our secrets. but he realizes he has nothing to fear from me. many changes have taken place since you left. you would hardly recognize the block if you returned (better stay out, though). no more talking through the waste pipes; the new privies have standing water. electricity is gradually taking the place of candles. the garish light is almost driving me blind, and the innovation has created a new problem: how to light our pipes. we are given the same monthly allowance of matches, each package supposed to contain , but usually have ; and last month i received only . i made a kick, but it was in vain. the worst of it is, fully a third of the matches are damp and don't light. while we used candles we managed somehow, borrowing a few matches occasionally from non-smokers. but now that candles are abolished, the difficulty is very serious. i split each match into four; sometimes i succeed in making six. there is a man on the range who is an artist at it: he can make eight cuts out of a match; all serviceable, too. even at that, there is a famine, and i have been forced to return to the stone age: with flint and tinder i draw the fire of prometheus. the mess-room is in full blast. the sight of a thousand men, bent over their food in complete silence, officers flanking each table, is by no means appetizing. but during the spanish war, the place resembled the cell-house on new year's eve. the patriotic warden daily read to the diners the latest news, and such cheering and wild yelling you have never heard. especially did the hobson exploit fire the spirit of jingoism. but the enthusiasm suddenly cooled when the men realized that they were wasting precious minutes hurrahing, and then leaving the table hungry when the bell terminated the meal. some tried to pocket the uneaten beans and rice, but the guards detected them, and after that the warden's war reports were accompanied only with loud munching and champing. another innovation is exercise. your interviews with the reporters, and those of other released prisoners, have at last forced the warden to allow the idle men an hour's recreation. in inclement weather, they walk in the cell-house; on fine days, in the yard. the reform was instituted last autumn, and the improvement in health is remarkable. the doctor is enthusiastically in favor of the privilege; the sick-line has been so considerably reduced that he estimates his time-saving at two hours daily. some of the boys tell me they have almost entirely ceased masturbating. the shop employees envy the "idlers" now; many have purposely precipitated trouble in order to be put in solitary, and thus enjoy an hour in the open. but sandy "got next," and now those locked up "for cause" are excluded from exercise. here are some data for our book. the population at the end of last year was --the lowest point in over a decade. the warden admits that the war has decreased crime; the inspectors' report refers to the improved economic conditions, as compared with the panicky times of the opening years in the 's. but the authorities do not appear very happy over the reduction in the riverside population. you understand the reason: the smaller the total, the less men may be exploited in the industries. i am not prepared to say whether there is collusion between the judges and the administration of the prison, but it is very significant that the class of offenders formerly sent to the workhouse are being increasingly sentenced to the penitentiary, and an unusual number are transferred here from the reformatory at huntington and the reform school of morganza. the old-timers joke about the warden telephoning to the criminal court, to notify the judges how many men are "wanted" for the stocking shop. the unions might be interested in the methods of nullifying the convict labor law. in every shop twice as many are employed as the statute allows; the "illegal" are carried on the books as men working on "state account"; that is, as cleaners and clerks, not as producers. thus it happens that in the mat shop, for instance, more men are booked as clerks and sweepers than are employed on the looms! in the broom shop there are supposed clerks and cleaners, to a total of producers legally permitted. this is the way the legislation works on which the labor bodies have expended such tremendous efforts. the broom shop is still contracted to lang bros., with their own foreman in charge, and his son a guard in the prison. enough for to-day. when i hear of the safe arrival of this letter, i may have more intimate things to discuss. a. chapter xxxiii the tunnel i the adverse decision of the board of pardons terminates all hope of release by legal means. had the board refused to commute my sentence after hearing the argument, another attempt could be made later on. but the refusal to grant a rehearing, the crafty stratagem to circumvent even the presentation of my case, reveals the duplicity of the previous promise and the guilty consciousness of the illegality of my multiplied sentences. the authorities are determined that i should remain in the prison, confident that it will prove my tomb. realizing this fires my defiance, and all the stubborn resistance of my being. there is no hope of surviving my term. at best, even with the full benefit of the commutation time--which will hardly be granted me, in view of the attitude of the prison management--i still have over nine years to serve. but existence is becoming increasingly more unbearable; long confinement and the solitary have drained my vitality. to endure the nine years is almost a physical impossibility. i must therefore concentrate all my energy and efforts upon escape. my position as rangeman is of utmost advantage. i have access to every part of the cell-house, excepting the "crank row." the incident of feeding the insane has put an embargo upon my communication with them, a special hallboy having been assigned to care for the deranged. but within my area on the range are the recent arrivals and the sane solitaries; the division of my duties with the new man merely facilitates my task, and affords me more leisure. * * * * * the longing for liberty constantly besets my mind, suggesting various projects. the idea of escape daily strengthens into the determination born of despair. it possesses me with an exclusive passion, shaping every thought, molding every action. by degrees i curtail correspondence with my prison chums, that i may devote the solitude of the evening to the development of my plans. the underground tunnel masters my mind with the boldness of its conception, its tremendous possibilities. but the execution! why do my friends regard the matter so indifferently? their tepidity irritates me. often i lash myself into wild anger with carl for having failed to impress my comrades with the feasibility of the plan, to fire them with the enthusiasm of activity. my _sub rosa_ route is sporadic and uncertain. repeatedly i have hinted to my friends the bitter surprise i feel at their provoking indifference; but my reproaches have been studiously ignored. i cannot believe that conditions in the movement preclude the realization of my suggestion. these things have been accomplished in russia. why not in america? the attempt should be made, if only for its propagandistic effect. true, the project will require considerable outlay, and the work of skilled and trustworthy men. have we no such in our ranks? in parsons and lum, this country has produced her zheliabovs; is the genius of america not equal to a hartman?[ ] the tacit skepticism of my correspondents pain me, and rouses my resentment. they evidently lack faith in the judgment of "one who has been so long separated" from their world, from the interests and struggles of the living. the consciousness of my helplessness without aid from the outside gnaws at me, filling my days with bitterness. but i will persevere: i will compel their attention and their activity; aye, their enthusiasm! [ ] hartman engineered the tunnel beneath the moscow railway, undermined in an unsuccessful attempt to kill alexander ii., in . with utmost zeal i cultivate the acquaintance of tony. the months of frequent correspondence and occasional personal meetings have developed a spirit of congeniality and good will. i exert my ingenuity to create opportunities for stolen interviews and closer comradeship. through the aid of a friendly officer, i procure for tony the privilege of assisting his rangeman after shop hours, thus enabling him to communicate with me to greater advantage. gradually we become intimate, and i learn the story of his life, rich in adventure and experience. an alsatian, small and wiry, tony is a man of quick wit, with a considerable dash of the frenchman about him. he is intelligent and daring--the very man to carry out my plan. for days i debate in my mind the momentous question: shall i confide the project to tony? it would be placing myself in his power, jeopardizing the sole hope of my life. yet it is the only way; i must rely on my intuition of the man's worth. my nights are sleepless, excruciating with the agony of indecision. but my friend's sentence is nearing completion. we shall need time for discussion and preparation, for thorough consideration of every detail. at last i resolve to take the decisive step, and next day i reveal the secret to tony. his manner allays apprehension. serene and self-possessed, he listens gravely to my plan, smiles with apparent satisfaction, and briefly announces that it shall be done. only the shining eyes of my reticent comrade betray his elation at the bold scheme, and his joy in the adventure. he is confident that the idea is feasible, suggesting the careful elaboration of details, and the invention of a cipher to insure greater safety for our correspondence. the precaution is necessary; it will prove of inestimable value upon his release. with great circumspection the cryptogram is prepared, based on a discarded system of german shorthand, but somewhat altered, and further involved by the use of words of our own coinage. the cipher, thus perfected, will defy the skill of the most expert. but developments within the prison necessitate changes in the project. the building operations near the bathhouse destroy the serviceability of the latter for my purpose. we consider several new routes, but soon realize that lack of familiarity with the construction of the penitentiary gas and sewer systems may defeat our success. there are no means of procuring the necessary information: tony is confined to the shop, while i am never permitted out of the cell-house. in vain i strive to solve the difficulty; weeks pass without bringing light. my providence comes unexpectedly, in the guise of a fight in the yard. the combatants are locked up on my range. one of them proves to be "mac," an aged prisoner serving a third term. during his previous confinement, he had filled the position of fireman, one of his duties consisting in the weekly flushing of the sewers. he is thoroughly familiar with the underground piping of the yard, but his reputation among the inmates is tinged with the odor of sycophancy. he is, however, the only means of solving my difficulty, and i diligently set myself to gain his friendship. i lighten his solitary by numerous expressions of my sympathy, often secretly supplying him with little extras procured from my kitchen friends. the loquacious old man is glad of an opportunity to converse, and i devote every propitious moment to listening to his long-winded stories of the "great jobs" he had accomplished in "his" time, the celebrated "guns" with whom he had associated, the "great hauls" he had made and "blowed in with th' fellers." i suffer his chatter patiently, encouraging the recital of his prison experiences, and leading him on to dwell upon his last "bit." he becomes reminiscent of his friends in riverside, bewails the early graves of some, others "gone bugs," and rejoices over his good chum patty mcgraw managing to escape. the ever-interesting subject gives "mac" a new start, and he waxes enthusiastic over the ingenuity of patty, while i express surprise that he himself had never attempted to take french leave. "what!" he bristles up, "think i'm such a dummy?" and with great detail he discloses his plan, "'way in th' 's" to swim through the sewer. i scoff at his folly, "you must have been a chump, mac, to think it could be done," i remark. "i was, was i? what do you know about the piping, eh? now, let me tell you. just wait," and, snatching up his library slate, he draws a complete diagram of the prison sewerage. in the extreme southwest corner of the yard he indicates a blind underground alley. "what's this?" i ask, in surprise. "nev'r knew _that_, did yer? it's a little tunn'l, connectin' th' cellar with th' females, see? not a dozen men in th' dump know 't; not ev'n a good many screws. passage ain't been used fer a long time." in amazement i scan the diagram. i had noticed a little trap door at the very point in the yard indicated in the drawing, and i had often wondered what purpose it might serve. my heart dances with joy at the happy solution of my difficulty. the "blind alley" will greatly facilitate our work. it is within fifteen feet, or twenty at most, of the southwestern wall. its situation is very favorable: there are no shops in the vicinity; the place is never visited by guards or prisoners. the happy discovery quickly matures the details of my plan: a house is to be rented opposite the southern wall, on sterling street. preferably it is to be situated very near to the point where the wall adjoins the cell-house building. dug in a direct line across the street, and underneath the south wall, the tunnel will connect with the "blind alley." i shall manage the rest. ii slowly the autumn wanes. the crisp days of the indian summer linger, as if unwilling to depart. but i am impatient with anxiety, and long for the winter. another month, and tony will be free. time lags with tardy step, but at last the weeks dwarf into days, and with joyful heart we count the last hours. to-morrow my friend will greet the sunshine. he will at once communicate with my comrades, and urge the immediate realization of the great plan. his self-confidence and faith will carry conviction, and stir them with enthusiasm for the undertaking. a house is to be bought or rented without loss of time, and the environs inspected. perhaps operations could not begin till spring; meanwhile funds are to be collected to further the work. unfortunately, the girl, a splendid organizer, is absent from the country. but my friends will carefully follow the directions i have entrusted to tony, and through him i shall keep in touch with the developments. i have little opportunity for _sub rosa_ mail; by means of our cipher, however, we can correspond officially, without risk of the censor's understanding, or even suspecting, the innocent-looking flourishes scattered through the page. with the trusted tony my thoughts walk beyond the gates, and again and again i rehearse every step in the project, and study every detail. my mind dwells in the outside. in silent preoccupation i perform my duties on the range. more rarely i converse with the prisoners: i must take care to comply with the rules, and to retain my position. to lose it would be disastrous to all my hopes of escape. as i pass the vacant cell, in which i had spent the last year of my solitary, the piteous chirping of a sparrow breaks in upon my thoughts. the little visitor, almost frozen, hops on the bar above. my assistant swings the duster to drive it away, but the sparrow hovers about the door, and suddenly flutters to my shoulder. in surprise i pet the bird; it seems quite tame. "why, it's dick!" the assistant exclaims. "think of him coming back!" my hands tremble as i examine the little bird. with great joy i discover the faint marks of blue ink i had smeared under its wings last summer, when the warden had ordered my little companion thrown out of the window. how wonderful that it should return and recognize the old friend and the cell! tenderly i warm and feed the bird. what strange sights my little pet must have seen since he was driven out into the world! what struggles and sorrows has he suffered! the bright eyes look cheerily into mine, speaking mute confidence and joy, while he pecks from my hand crumbs of bread and sugar. foolish birdie, to return to prison for shelter and food! cold and cruel must be the world, my little dick; or is it friendship, that is stronger than even love of liberty? so may it be. almost daily i see men pass through the gates and soon return again, driven back by the world--even like you, little dick. yet others there are who would rather go cold and hungry in freedom, than be warm and fed in prison--even like me, little dick. and still others there be who would risk life and liberty for the sake of their friendship--even like you and, i hope, tony, little dick. chapter xxxiv the death of dick _sub rosa_, jan. , . tony: i write in an agony of despair. i am locked up again. it was all on account of my bird. you remember my feathered pet, dick. last summer the warden ordered him put out, but when cold weather set in, dick returned. would you believe it? he came back to my old cell, and recognized me when i passed by. i kept him, and he grew as tame as before--he had become a bit wild in the life outside. on christmas day, as dick was playing near my cell, bob runyon--the stool, you know--came by and deliberately kicked the bird. when i saw dick turn over on his side, his little eyes rolling in the throes of death, i rushed at runyon and knocked him down. he was not hurt much, and everything could have passed off quietly, as no screw was about. but the stool reported me to the deputy, and i was locked up. mitchell has just been talking to me. the good old fellow was fond of dick, and he promises to get me back on the range. he is keeping the position vacant for me, he says; he put a man in my place who has only a few more weeks to serve. then i'm to take charge again. i am not disappointed at your information that "the work" will have to wait till spring. it's unavoidable, but i am happy that preparations have been started. how about those revolvers, though? you haven't changed your mind, i hope. in one of your letters you seem to hint that the matter has been attended to. how can that be? jim, the plumber--you know he can be trusted--has been on the lookout for a week. he assures me that nothing came, so far. why do you delay? i hope you didn't throw the package through the cellar window when jim wasn't at his post. hardly probable. but if you did, what the devil could have become of it? i see no sign here of the things being discovered: there would surely be a terrible hubbub. look to it, and write at once. a. chapter xxxv an alliance with the birds i the disappearance of the revolvers is shrouded in mystery. in vain i rack my brain to fathom the precarious situation; it defies comprehension and torments me with misgivings. jim's certainty that the weapons did not pass between the bars of the cellar, momentarily allays my dread. but tony's vehement insistence that he had delivered the package, throws me into a panic of fear. my firm faith in the two confidants distracts me with uncertainty and suspense. it is incredible that tony should seek to deceive me. yet jim has kept constant vigil at the point of delivery; there is little probability of his having missed the package. but supposing he has, what has become of it? perhaps it fell into some dark corner of the cellar. the place must be searched at once. desperate with anxiety, i resort to the most reckless means to afford jim an opportunity to visit the cellar. i ransack the cell-house for old papers and rags; with miserly hand i gather all odds and ends, broken tools, pieces of wood, a bucketful of sawdust. trembling with fear of discovery, i empty the treasure into the sewer at the end of the hall, and tightly jam the elbow of the waste pipe. the smell of excrement fills the block, the cell privies overrun, and inundate the hall. the stench is overpowering; steadily the water rises, threatening to flood the cell-house. the place is in a turmoil: the solitaries shout and rattle on the bars, the guards rush about in confusion. the block captain yells, "hey, jasper, hurry! call the plumber; get jim. quick!" but repeated investigation of the cellar fails to disclose the weapons. in constant dread of dire possibilities, i tremble at every step, fancying lurking suspicion, sudden discovery, and disaster. but the days pass; the calm of the prison routine is undisturbed, giving no indication of untoward happening or agitation. by degrees my fears subside. the inexplicable disappearance of the revolvers is fraught with danger; the mystery is disquieting, but it has fortunately brought no results, and must apparently remain unsolved. * * * * * unexpectedly my fears are rearoused. called to the desk by officer mitchell for the distribution of the monthly allowance of matches, i casually glance out of the yard door. at the extreme northwestern end, assistant deputy hopkins loiters near the wall, slowly walking on the grass. the unusual presence of the overseer at the abandoned gate wakes my suspicion. the singular idling of the energetic guard, his furtive eyeing of the ground, strengthens my worst apprehensions. something must have happened. are they suspecting the tunnel? but work has not been commenced; besides, it is to terminate at the very opposite point of the yard, fully a thousand feet distant. in perplexity i wonder at the peculiar actions of hopkins. had the weapons been found, every inmate would immediately be subjected to a search, and shops and cell-house ransacked. in anxious speculation i pass a sleepless night; morning dawns without bringing a solution. but after breakfast the cell-house becomes strangely quiet; the shop employees remain locked in. the rangemen are ordered to their cells, and guards from the yard and shops march into the block, and noisily ascend the galleries. the deputy and hopkins scurry about the hall; the rotunda door is thrown open with a clang, and the sharp command of the warden resounds through the cell-house, "general search!" i glance hurriedly over my table and shelf. surprises of suspected prisoners are frequent, and i am always prepared. but some contraband is on hand. quickly i snatch my writing material from the womb of the bedtick. in the very act of destroying several sketches of the previous year, a bright thought flashes across my mind. there is nothing dangerous about them, save the theft of the paper. "prison types," "in the streets of new york," "parkhurst and the prostitute," "libertas--a study in philology," "the slavery of tradition"--harmless products of evening leisure. let them find the booklets! i'll be severely reprimanded for appropriating material from the shops, but my sketches will serve to divert suspicion: the warden will secretly rejoice that my mind is not busy with more dangerous activities. but the sudden search signifies grave developments. general overhaulings, involving temporary suspension of the industries and consequent financial loss, are rare. the search of the entire prison is not due till spring. its precipitancy confirms my worst fears: the weapons have undoubtedly been found! jim's failure to get possession of them assumes a peculiar aspect. it is possible, of course, that some guard, unexpectedly passing through the cellar, discovered the bundle between the bars, and appropriated it without attracting jim's notice. yet the latter's confident assertion of his presence at the window at the appointed moment indicates another probability. the thought is painful, disquieting. but who knows? in an atmosphere of fear and distrust and almost universal espionage, the best friendships are tinged with suspicion. it may be that jim, afraid of consequences, surrendered the weapons to the warden. he would have no difficulty in explaining the discovery, without further betrayal of my confidence. yet jim, a "pete man"[ ] of international renown, enjoys the reputation of a thoroughly "square man" and loyal friend. he has given me repeated proof of his confidence, and i am disinclined to accuse a possibly innocent man. it is fortunate, however, that his information is limited to the weapons. no doubt he suspects some sort of escape; but i have left him in ignorance of my real plans. with these tony alone is entrusted. [ ] safe blower. the reflection is reassuring. even if indiscretion on tony's part is responsible for the accident, he has demonstrated his friendship. realizing the danger of his mission, he may have thrown in the weapons between the cellar bars, ignoring my directions of previously ascertaining the presence of jim at his post. but the discovery of the revolvers vindicates the veracity of tony, and strengthens my confidence in him. my fate rests in the hands of a loyal comrade, a friend who has already dared great peril for my sake. * * * * * the general search is over, bringing to light quantities of various contraband. the counterfeit outfit, whose product has been circulating beyond the walls of the prison, is discovered, resulting in a secret investigation by federal officials. in the general excitement, the sketches among my effects have been ignored, and left in my possession. but no clew has been found in connection with the weapons. the authorities are still further mystified by the discovery that the lock on the trapdoor in the roof of the cell-house building had been tampered with. with an effort i suppress a smile at the puzzled bewilderment of the kindly old mitchell, as, with much secrecy, he confides to me the information. i marvel at the official stupidity that failed to make the discovery the previous year, when, by the aid of jim and my young friend russell, i had climbed to the top of the cell-house, while the inmates were at church, and wrenched off the lock of the trapdoor, leaving in its place an apparent counterpart, provided by jim. with the key in our possession, we watched for an opportunity to reach the outside roof, when certain changes in the block created insurmountable obstacles, forcing the abandonment of the project. russell was unhappy over the discovery, the impulsive young prisoner steadfastly refusing to be reconciled to the failure. his time, however, being short, i have been urging him to accept the inevitable. the constant dwelling upon escape makes imprisonment more unbearable; the passing of his remaining two years would be hastened by the determination to serve out his sentence. the boy listens quietly to my advice, his blue eyes dancing with merriment, a sly smile on the delicate lips. "you are right, aleck," he replies, gravely, "but say, last night i thought out a scheme; it's great, and we're sure to make our get-a-way." with minute detail he pictures the impossible plan of sawing through the bars of the cell at night, "holding up" the guards, binding and gagging them, and "then the road would be clear." the innocent boy, for all his back-country reputation of "bad man," is not aware that "then" is the very threshold of difficulties. i seek to explain to him that, the guards being disposed of, we should find ourselves trapped in the cell-house. the solid steel double doors leading to the yard are securely locked, the key in the sole possession of the captain of the night watch, who cannot be reached except through the well-guarded rotunda. but the boy is not to be daunted. "we'll have to storm the rotunda, then," he remarks, calmly, and at once proceeds to map out a plan of campaign. he smiles incredulously at my refusal to participate in the wild scheme. "oh, yes, you will, aleck. i don't believe a word you say. i know you're keen to make a get-a-way." his confidence somewhat shaken by my resolution, he announces that he will "go it alone." the declaration fills me with trepidation: the reckless youth will throw away his life; his attempt may frustrate my own success. but it is in vain to dissuade him by direct means. i know the determination of the boy. the smiling face veils the boundless self-assurance of exuberant youth, combined with indomitable courage. the redundance of animal vitality and the rebellious spirit have violently disturbed the inertia of his rural home, aggravating its staid descendants of dutch forbears. the taunt of "ne'er-do-well" has dripped bitter poison into the innocent pranks of russell, stamping the brand of desperado upon the good-natured boy. i tax my ingenuity to delay the carrying out of his project. he has secreted the saws i had procured from the girl for the attempt of the previous year, and his determination is impatient to make the dash for liberty. only his devotion to me and respect for my wishes still hold the impetuous boy in leash. but each day his restlessness increases; more insistently he urges my participation and a definite explanation of my attitude. at a loss to invent new objections, i almost despair of dissuading russell from his desperate purpose. from day to day i secure his solemn promise to await my final decision, the while i vaguely hope for some development that would force the abandonment of his plan. but nothing disturbs the routine, and i grow nervous with dread lest the boy, reckless with impatience, thwart my great project. ii the weather is moderating; the window sashes in the hall are being lowered: the signs of approaching spring multiply. i chafe at the lack of news from tony, who had departed on his mission to new york. with greedy eyes i follow the chaplain on his rounds of mail delivery. impatient of his constant pauses on the galleries, i hasten along the range to meet the postman. "any letters for me, mr. milligan?" i ask, with an effort to steady my voice. "no, m' boy." my eyes devour the mail in his hand. "none to-day, aleck," he adds; "this is for your neighbor pasquale." i feel apprehensive at tony's silence. another twenty-four hours must elapse before the chaplain returns. perhaps there will be no mail for me to-morrow, either. what can be the matter with my friend? so many dangers menace his every step--he might be sick--some accident.... anxious days pass without mail. russell is becoming more insistent, threatening a "break." the solitaries murmur at my neglect. i am nervous and irritable. for two weeks i have not heard from tony; something terrible must have happened. in a ferment of dread, i keep watch on the upper rotunda. the noon hour is approaching: the chaplain fumbles with his keys; the door opens, and he trips along the ranges. stealthily i follow him under the galleries, pretending to dust the bars. he descends to the hall. "good morning, chaplain," i seek to attract his attention, wistfully peering at the mail in his hand. "good morning, m' boy. feeling good to-day?" "thank you; pretty fair." my voice trembles at his delay, but i fear betraying my anxiety by renewed questioning. he passes me, and i feel sick with disappointment. now he pauses. "aleck," he calls, "i mislaid a letter for you yesterday. here it is." with shaking hand i unfold the sheet. in a fever of hope and fear, i pore over it in the solitude of the cell. my heart palpitates violently as i scan each word and letter, seeking hidden meaning, analyzing every flourish and dash, carefully distilling the minute lines, fusing the significant dots into the structure of meaning. glorious! a house has been rented-- sterling street--almost opposite the gate of the south wall. funds are on hand, work is to begin at once! with nimble step i walk the range. the river wafts sweet fragrance to my cell, the joy of spring is in my heart. every hour brings me nearer to liberty: the faithful comrades are steadily working underground. perhaps within a month, or two at most, the tunnel will be completed. i count the days, crossing off each morning the date on my calendar. the news from tony is cheerful, encouraging: the work is progressing smoothly, the prospects of success are splendid. i grow merry at the efforts of uninitiated friends in new york to carry out the suggestions of the attorneys to apply to the superior court of the state for a writ, on the ground of the unconstitutionality of my sentence. i consult gravely with mr. milligan upon the advisability of the step, the amiable chaplain affording me the opportunity of an extra allowance of letter paper. i thank my comrades for their efforts, and urge the necessity of collecting funds for the appeal to the upper court. repeatedly i ask the advice of the chaplain in the legal matter, confident that my apparent enthusiasm will reach the ears of the warden: the artifice will mask my secret project and lull suspicion. my official letters breathe assurance of success, and with much show of confidence i impress upon the trusties my sanguine expectation of release. i discuss the subject with officers and stools, till presently the prison is agog with the prospective liberation of its fourth oldest inmate. the solitaries charge me with messages to friends, and the deputy warden offers advice on behavior beyond the walls. the moment is propitious for a bold stroke. confined to the cell-house, i shall be unable to reach the tunnel. the privilege of the yard is imperative. it is june. unfledged birdies frequently fall from their nests, and i induce the kindly runner, "southside" johnny, to procure for me a brace of sparlings. i christen the little orphans dick and sis, and the memory of my previous birds is revived among inmates and officers. old mitchell is in ecstasy over the intelligence and adaptability of my new feathered friends. but the birds languish and waste in the close air of the block; they need sunshine and gravel, and the dusty street to bathe in. gradually i enlist the sympathies of the new doctor by the curious performances of my pets. one day the warden strolls in, and joins in admiration of the wonderful birds. "who trained them?" he inquires. "this man," the physician indicates me. a slight frown flits over the warden's face. old mitchell winks at me, encouragingly. "captain," i approach the warden, "the birds are sickly for lack of air. will you permit me to give them an airing in the yard?" "why don't you let them go? you have no permission to keep them." "oh, it would be a pity to throw them out," the doctor intercedes. "they are too tame to take care of themselves." "well, then," the warden decides, "let jasper take them out every day." "they will not go with any one except myself," i inform him. "they follow me everywhere." the warden hesitates. "why not let berkman go out with them for a few moments," the doctor suggests. "i hear you expect to be free soon," he remarks to me casually. "your case is up for revision?" "yes." "well, berkman," the warden motions to me, "i will permit you ten minutes in the yard, after your sweeping is done. what time are you through with it?" "at . a. m." "mr. mitchell, every morning, at . , you will pass berkman through the doors. for ten minutes, on the watch." then turning to me, he adds: "you are to stay near the greenhouse; there is plenty of sand there. if you cross the dead line of the sidewalk, or exceed your time a single minute, you will be punished." chapter xxxvi the underground may , . my dear tony: your letters intoxicate me with hope and joy. no sooner have i sipped the rich aroma than i am athirst for more nectar. write often, dear friend; it is the only solace of suspense. do not worry about this end of the line. all is well. by stratagem i have at last procured the privilege of the yard. only for a few minutes every morning, but i am judiciously extending my prescribed time and area. the prospects are bright here; every one talks of my application to the superior court, and peace reigns--you understand. a pity i cannot write directly to my dear, faithful comrades, your coworkers. you shall be the medium. transmit to them my deepest appreciation. tell "yankee" and "ibsen" and our italian comrades what i feel--i know i need not explain it further to you. no one realizes better than myself the terrible risks they are taking, the fearful toil in silence and darkness, almost within hearing of the guards. the danger, the heroic self-sacrifice--what money could buy such devotion? i grow faint with the thought of their peril. i could almost cry at the beautiful demonstration of solidarity and friendship. dear comrades, i feel proud of you, and proud of the great truth of anarchism that can produce such disciples, such spirit. i embrace you, my noble comrades, and may you speed the day that will make me happy with the sight of your faces, the touch of your hands. a. june . dear tony: your silence was unbearable. the suspense is terrible. was it really necessary to halt operations so long? i am surprised you did not foresee the shortage of air and the lack of light. you would have saved so much time. it is a great relief to know that the work is progressing again, and very fortunate indeed that "yankee" understands electricity. it must be hellish work to pump air into the shaft. take precautions against the whir of the machinery. the piano idea is great. keep her playing and singing as much as possible, and be sure you have all windows open. the beasts on the wall will be soothed by the music, and it will drown the noises underground. have an electric button connected from the piano to the shaft; when the player sees anything suspicious on the street or the guards on the wall, she can at once notify the comrades to stop work. i am enclosing the wall and yard measurements you asked. but why do you need them? don't bother with unnecessary things. from house beneath the street, directly toward the southwestern wall. for that you can procure measurements outside. on the inside you require none. go under wall, about - feet, till you strike wall of blind alley. cut into it, and all will be complete. write of progress without delay. greetings to all. a. june . tony: your letters bewilder me. why has the route been changed? you were to go to southwest, yet you say now you are near the east wall. it's simply incredible, tony. your explanation is not convincing. if you found a gas main near the gate, you could have gone around it; besides, the gate is out of your way anyhow. why did you take that direction at all? i wish, tony, you would follow my instructions and the original plan. your failure to report the change immediately, may prove fatal. i could have informed you--once you were near the southeastern gate--to go directly underneath; then you would have saved digging under the wall; there is no stone foundation, of course, beneath the gate. now that you have turned the south-east corner, you will have to come under the wall there, and it is the worst possible place, because that particular part used to be a swamp, and i have learned that it was filled with extra masonry. another point; an old abandoned natural-gas well is somewhere under the east wall, about feet from the gate. tell our friends to be on the lookout for fumes; it is a very dangerous place; special precautions must be taken. [illustration: a--house on sterling street from which the tunnel started. b--point at which the tunnel entered under the east wall. c--mat shop, near which the author was permitted to take his birds for ten minutes every day, for exercise. d--north block, where the author was confined at the time of the tunnel episode. e--south block.] do not mind my brusqueness, dear tony. my nerves are on edge, the suspense is driving me mad. and i must mask my feelings, and smile and look indifferent. but i haven't a moment's peace. i imagine the most terrible things when you fail to write. please be more punctual. i know you have your hands full; but i fear i'll go insane before this thing is over. tell me especially how far you intend going along the east wall, and where you'll come out. this complicates the matter. you have already gone a longer distance than would have been necessary per original plan. it was a grave mistake, and if you were not such a devoted friend, i'd feel very cross with you. write at once. i am arranging a new _sub rosa_ route. they are building in the yard; many outside drivers, you understand. a. dear tony: i'm in great haste to send this. you know the shed opposite the east wall. it has only a wooden floor and is not frequented much by officers. a few cons are there, from the stone pile. i'll attend to them. make directly for that shed. it's a short distance from wall. i enclose measurements. a. tony: you distract me beyond words. what has become of your caution, your judgment? a hole in the grass _will not do_. i am absolutely opposed to it. there are a score of men on the stone pile and several screws. it is sure to be discovered. and even if you leave the upper crust intact for a foot or two, how am i to dive into the hole in the presence of so many? you don't seem to have considered that. there is only _one_ way, the one i explained in my last. go to the shed; it's only a little more work, - feet, no more. tell the comrades the grass idea is impossible. a little more effort, friends, and all will be well. answer at once. a. dear tony: why do you insist on the hole in the ground? i tell you again it will not do. i won't consider it for a moment. i am on the inside--you must let me decide what can or cannot be done here. i am prepared to risk everything for liberty, would risk my life a thousand times. i am too desperate now for any one to block my escape; i'd break through a wall of guards, if necessary. but i still have a little judgment, though i am almost insane with the suspense and anxiety. if you insist on the hole, i'll make the break, though there is not one chance in a hundred for success. i beg of you, tony, the thing must be dug to the shed; it's only a little way. after such a tremendous effort, can we jeopardize it all so lightly? i assure you, the success of the hole plan is unthinkable. they'd all see me go down into it; i'd be followed at once--what's the use talking. besides, you know i have no revolvers. of course i'll have a weapon, but it will not help the escape. another thing, your change of plans has forced me to get an assistant. the man is reliable, and i have only confided to him parts of the project. i need him to investigate around the shed, take measurements, etc. i am not permitted anywhere near the wall. but you need not trouble about this; i'll be responsible for my friend. but i tell you about it, so that you prepare two pair of overalls instead of one. also leave two revolvers in the house, money, and cipher directions for us where to go. none of our comrades is to wait for us. let them all leave as soon as everything is ready. but be sure you don't stop at the hole. go to the shed, absolutely. a. tony: the hole will not do. the more i think of it, the more impossible i find it. i am sending an urgent call for money to the editor. you know whom i mean. get in communication with him at once. use the money to continue work to shed. a. direct to box a , allegheny city, pa., june , . dear comrade: the chaplain was very kind to permit me an extra sheet of paper, on urgent business. i write to you in a very great extremity. you are aware of the efforts of my friends to appeal my case. read carefully, please. i have lost faith in their attorneys. i have engaged my _own_ "lawyers." lawyers in quotation marks--a prison joke, you see. i have utmost confidence in _these_ lawyers. they will, absolutely, procure my release, even if it is not a pardon, you understand. i mean, we'll go to the superior court, different from a pardon board--another prison joke. my friends are short of money. we need some _at once_. the work is started, but cannot be finished for lack of funds. mark well what i say: _i'll not be responsible for anything_--the worst may happen--unless money is procured _at once_. you have influence. i rely on you to understand and to act promptly. your comrade, alexander berkman. my poor tony: i can see how this thing has gone on your nerves. to think that you, you the cautious tony, should be so reckless--to send me a telegram. you could have ruined the whole thing. i had trouble explaining to the chaplain, but it's all right now. of course, if it must be the hole, it can't be helped. i understood the meaning of your wire: from the seventh bar on the east wall, ten feet to west. we'll be there on the minute-- p. m. but july th won't do. it's a holiday: no work; my friend will be locked up. can't leave him in the lurch. it will have to be next day, july th. it's only three days more. i wish it was over; i can't bear the worry and suspense any more. may it be my independence day! a. july . tony: it's terrible. it's all over. couldn't make it. went there on time, but found a big pile of stone and brick right on top of the spot. impossible to do anything. i warned you they were building near there. i was seen at the wall--am now strictly forbidden to leave the cell-house. but my friend has been there a dozen times since--the hole can't be reached: a mountain of stone hides it. it won't be discovered for a little while. telegraph at once to new york for more money. you must continue to the shed. i can force my way there, if need be. it's the only hope. don't lose a minute. a. july . tony: a hundred dollars was sent to the office for me from new york. i told chaplain it is for my appeal. i am sending the money to you. have work continued at once. there is still hope. nothing suspected. but the wire that you pushed through the grass to indicate the spot, was not found by my friend. too much stone over it. go to shed at once. a. july . tunnel discovered. lose no time. leave the city immediately. i am locked up on suspicion. a. chapter xxxvii anxious days the discovery of the tunnel overwhelms me with the violence of an avalanche. the plan of continuing the work, the trembling hope of escape, of liberty, life--all is suddenly terminated. my nerves, tense with the months of suspense and anxiety, relax abruptly. with torpid brain i wonder, "is it possible, is it really possible?" * * * * * an air of uneasiness, as of lurking danger, fills the prison. vague rumors are afloat: a wholesale jail delivery had been planned, the walls were to be dynamited, the guards killed. an escape has actually taken place, it is whispered about. the warden wears a look of bewilderment and fear; the officers are alert with suspicion. the inmates manifest disappointment and nervous impatience. the routine is violently disturbed: the shops are closed, the men locked in the cells. the discovery of the tunnel mystifies the prison and the city authorities. some children, at play on the street, had accidentally wandered into the yard of the deserted house opposite the prison gates. the piles of freshly dug soil attracted their attention; a boy, stumbling into the cellar, was frightened by the sight of the deep cavern; his mother notified the agent of the house, who, by a peculiar coincidence, proved to be an officer of the penitentiary. but in vain are the efforts of the prison authorities to discover any sign of the tunnel within the walls. days pass in the fruitless investigation of the yard--the outlet of the tunnel within the prison cannot be found. perhaps the underground passage does not extend to the penitentiary? the warden voices his firm conviction that the walls have not been penetrated. evidently it was not the prison, he argues, which was the objective point of the diggers. the authorities of the city of allegheny decide to investigate the passage from the house on sterling street. but the men that essay to crawl through the narrow tunnel are forced to abandon their mission, driven back by the fumes of escaping gas. it is suggested that the unknown diggers, whatever their purpose, have been trapped in the abandoned gas well and perished before the arrival of aid. the fearful stench no doubt indicates the decomposition of human bodies; the terrible accident has forced the inmates of sterling street to suspend their efforts before completing the work. the condition of the house--the half-eaten meal on the table, the clothing scattered about the rooms, the general disorder--all seem to point to precipitate flight. the persistence of the assertion of a fatal accident disquiets me, in spite of my knowledge to the contrary. yet, perhaps the reckless tony, in his endeavor to force the wire signal through the upper crust, perished in the well. the thought unnerves me with horror, till it is announced that a negro, whom the police had induced to crawl the length of the tunnel, brought positive assurance that no life was sacrificed in the underground work. still the prison authorities are unable to find the objective point, and it is finally decided to tear up the streets beneath which the tunnel winds its mysterious way. * * * * * the undermined place inside the walls at last being discovered after a week of digging at various points in the yard, the warden reluctantly admits the apparent purpose of the tunnel, at the same time informing the press that the evident design was the liberation of the anarchist prisoner. he corroborates his view by the circumstance that i had been reported for unpermitted presence at the east wall, pretending to collect gravel for my birds. assistant deputy warden hopkins further asserts having seen and talked with carl nold near the "criminal" house, a short time before the discovery of the tunnel. the developments, fraught with danger to my friends, greatly alarm me. fortunately, no clew can be found in the house, save a note in cipher which apparently defies the skill of experts. the warden, on his sunday rounds, passes my cell, then turns as if suddenly recollecting something. "here, berkman," he says blandly, producing a paper, "the press is offering a considerable reward to any one who will decipher the note found in the sterling street house. it's reproduced here. see if you can't make it out." i scan the paper carefully, quickly reading tony's directions for my movements after the escape. then, returning the paper, i remark indifferently, "i can read several languages, captain, but this is beyond me." the police and detective bureaus of the twin cities make the announcement that a thorough investigation conclusively demonstrates that the tunnel was intended for william boyd, a prisoner serving twelve years for a series of daring forgeries. his "pals" had succeeded in clearing fifty thousand dollars on forged bonds, and it is they who did the wonderful feat underground, to secure the liberty of the valuable penman. the controversy between the authorities of allegheny and the management of the prison is full of animosity and bitterness. wardens of prisons, chiefs of police, and detective departments of various cities are consulted upon the mystery of the ingenious diggers, and the discussion in the press waxes warm and antagonistic. presently the chief of police of allegheny suffers a change of heart, and sides with the warden, as against his personal enemy, the head of the pittsburgh detective bureau. the confusion of published views, and my persistent denial of complicity in the tunnel, cause the much-worried warden to fluctuate. a number of men are made the victims of his mental uncertainty. following my exile into solitary, pat mcgraw is locked up as a possible beneficiary of the planned escape. in he had slipped through the roof of the prison, the warden argues, and it is therefore reasonable to assume that the man is meditating another delivery. jack robinson, cronin, "nan," and a score of others, are in turn suspected by captain wright, and ordered locked up during the preliminary investigation. but because of absolute lack of clews the prisoners are presently returned to work, and the number of "suspects" is reduced to myself and boyd, the warden having discovered that the latter had recently made an attempt to escape by forcing an entry into the cupola of the shop he was employed in, only to find the place useless for his purpose. a process of elimination and the espionage of the trusties gradually center exclusive suspicion upon myself. in surprise i learn that young russell has been cited before the captain. the fear of indiscretion on the part of the boy startles me from my torpor. i must employ every device to confound the authorities and save my friends. fortunately none of the tunnelers have yet been arrested, the controversy between the city officials and the prison management having favored inaction. my comrades cannot be jeopardized by russell. his information is limited to the mere knowledge of the specific person for whom the tunnel was intended; the names of my friends are entirely unfamiliar to him. my heart goes out to the young prisoner, as i reflect that never once had he manifested curiosity concerning the men at the secret work. desperate with confinement, and passionately yearning for liberty though he was, he had yet offered to sacrifice his longings to aid my escape. how transported with joy was the generous youth when i resolved to share my opportunity with him! he had given faithful service in attempting to locate the tunnel entrance; the poor boy had been quite distracted at our failure to find the spot. i feel confident russell will not betray the secret in his keeping. yet the persistent questioning by the warden and inspectors is perceptibly working on the boy's mind. he is so young and inexperienced--barely nineteen; a slip of the tongue, an inadvertent remark, might convert suspicion into conviction. every day russell is called to the office, causing me torments of apprehension and dread, till a glance at the returning prisoner, smiling encouragingly as he passes my cell, informs me that the danger is past for the day. with a deep pang, i observe the increasing pallor of his face, the growing restlessness in his eyes, the languid step. the continuous inquisition is breaking him down. with quivering voice he whispers as he passes, "aleck, i'm afraid of them." the warden has threatened him, he informs me, if he persists in his pretended ignorance of the tunnel. his friendship for me is well known, the warden reasons; we have often been seen together in the cell-house and yard; i must surely have confided to russell my plans of escape. the big, strapping youth is dwindling to a shadow under the terrible strain. dear, faithful friend! how guilty i feel toward you, how torn in my inmost heart to have suspected your devotion, even for that brief instant when, in a panic of fear, you had denied to the warden all knowledge of the slip of paper found in your cell. it cast suspicion upon me as the writer of the strange jewish scrawl. the warden scorned my explanation that russell's desire to learn hebrew was the sole reason for my writing the alphabet for him. the mutual denial seemed to point to some secret; the scrawl was similar to the cipher note found in the sterling street house, the warden insisted. how strange that i should have so successfully confounded the inspectors with the contradictory testimony regarding the tunnel, that they returned me to my position on the range. and yet the insignificant incident of russell's hieroglyphic imitation of the hebrew alphabet should have given the warden a pretext to order me into solitary! how distracted and bitter i must have felt to charge the boy with treachery! his very reticence strengthened my suspicion, and all the while the tears welled into his throat, choking the innocent lad beyond speech. how little i suspected the terrible wound my hasty imputation had caused my devoted friend! in silence he suffered for months, without opportunity to explain, when at last, by mere accident, i learned the fatal mistake. in vain i strive to direct my thoughts into different channels. my misunderstanding of russell plagues me with recurring persistence; the unjust accusation torments my sleepless nights. it was a moment of intense joy that i experienced as i humbly begged his pardon to-day, when i met him in the captain's office. a deep sense of relief, almost of peace, filled me at his unhesitating, "oh, never mind, aleck, it's all right; we were both excited." i was overcome by thankfulness and admiration of the noble boy, and the next instant the sight of his wan face, his wasted form, pierced me as with a knife-thrust. with the earnest conviction of strong faith i sought to explain to the board of inspectors the unfortunate error regarding the jewish writing. but they smiled doubtfully. it was too late: their opinion of a prearranged agreement with russell was settled. but the testimony of assistant deputy hopkins that he had seen and conversed with nold a few weeks before the discovery of the tunnel, and that he saw him enter the "criminal" house, afforded me an opportunity to divide the views among the inspectors. i experienced little difficulty in convincing two members of the board that nold could not possibly have been connected with the tunnel, because for almost a year previously, and since, he had been in the employ of a st. louis firm. they accepted my offer to prove by the official time-tables of the company that nold was in st. louis on the very day that hopkins claimed to have spoken with him. the fortunate and very natural error of hopkins in mistaking the similar appearance of tony for that of carl, enabled me to discredit the chief link connecting my friends with the tunnel. the diverging views of the police officials of the twin cities still further confounded the inspectors, and i was gravely informed by them that the charge of attempted escape against me had not been conclusively substantiated. they ordered my reinstatement as rangeman, but the captain, on learning the verdict, at once charged me before the board with conducting a secret correspondence with russell. on the pretext of the alleged hebrew note, the inspectors confirmed the warden's judgment, and i was sentenced to the solitary and immediately locked up in the south wing. chapter xxxviii "how men their brothers maim" i the solitary is stifling with the august heat. the hall windows, high above the floor, cast a sickly light, shrouding the bottom range in darksome gloom. at every point, my gaze meets the irritating white of the walls, in spots yellow with damp. the long days are oppressive with silence; the stone cage echoes my languid footsteps mournfully. once more i feel cast into the night, torn from the midst of the living. the failure of the tunnel forever excludes the hope of liberty. terrified by the possibilities of the planned escape, the warden's determination dooms my fate. i shall end my days in strictest seclusion, he has informed me. severe punishment is visited upon any one daring to converse with me; even officers are forbidden to pause at my cell. old evans, the night guard, is afraid even to answer my greeting, since he was disciplined with the loss of ten days' pay for being seen at my door. it was not his fault, poor old man. the night was sultry; the sashes of the hall window opposite my cell were tightly closed. almost suffocated with the foul air, i requested the passing evans to raise the window. it had been ordered shut by the warden, he informed me. as he turned to leave, three sharp raps on the bars of the upper rotunda almost rooted him to the spot with amazement. it was a. m. no one was supposed to be there at night. "come here, evans!" i recognized the curt tones of the warden. "what business have you at that man's door?" i could distinctly hear each word, cutting the stillness of the night. in vain the frightened officer sought to explain: he had merely answered a question, he had stopped but a moment. "i've been watching you there for half an hour," the irate warden insisted. "report to me in the morning." since then the guards on their rounds merely glance between the bars, and pass on in silence. i have been removed within closer observation of the nightly prowling captain, and am now located near the rotunda, in the second cell on the ground floor, range y. the stringent orders of exceptional surveillance have so terrorized my friends that they do not venture to look in my direction. a special officer has been assigned to the vicinity of my door, his sole duty to keep me under observation. i feel buried alive. communication with my comrades has been interrupted, the warden detaining my mail. i am deprived of books and papers, all my privileges curtailed. if only i had my birds! the company of my little pets would give me consolation. but they have been taken from me, and i fear the guards have killed them. deprived of work and exercise i pass the days in the solitary, monotonous, interminable. ii by degrees anxiety over my friends is allayed. the mystery of the tunnel remains unsolved. the warden reiterates his moral certainty that the underground passage was intended for the liberation of the anarchist prisoner. the views of the police and detective officials of the twin cities are hopelessly divergent. each side asserts thorough familiarity with the case, and positive conviction regarding the guilty parties. but the alleged clews proving misleading, the matter is finally abandoned. the passage has been filled with cement, and the official investigation is terminated. the safety of my comrades sheds a ray of light into the darkness of my existence. it is consoling to reflect that, disastrous as the failure is to myself, my friends will not be made victims of my longing for liberty. at no time since the discovery of the tunnel has suspicion been directed to the right persons. the narrow official horizon does not extend beyond the familiar names of the girl, nold, and bauer. these have been pointed at by the accusing finger repeatedly, but the men actually concerned in the secret attempt have not even been mentioned. no danger threatens them from the failure of my plans. in a communication to a local newspaper, nold has incontrovertibly proved his continuous residence in st. louis for a period covering a year previous to the tunnel and afterwards. bauer has recently married; at no time have the police been in ignorance of his whereabouts, and they are aware that my former fellow-prisoner is to be discounted as a participator in the attempted escape. indeed, the prison officials must have learned from my mail that the big german is regarded by my friends as an ex-comrade merely. but the suspicion of the authorities directed toward the girl--with a pang of bitterness, i think of her unfortunate absence from the country during the momentous period of the underground work. with resentment i reflect that but for that i might now be at liberty! her skill as an organizer, her growing influence in the movement, her energy and devotion, would have assured the success of the undertaking. but tony's unaccountable delay had resulted in her departure without learning of my plans. it is to him, to his obstinacy and conceit, that the failure of the project is mostly due, staunch and faithful though he is. in turn i lay the responsibility at the door of this friend and that, lashing myself into furious rage at the renegade who had appropriated a considerable sum of the money intended for the continuation of the underground work. yet the outbursts of passion spent, i strive to find consolation in the correctness of the intuitive judgment that prompted the selection of my "lawyers," the devoted comrades who so heroically toiled for my sake in the bowels of the earth. half-naked they had labored through the weary days and nights, stretched at full length in the narrow passage, their bodies perspiring and chilled in turn, their hands bleeding with the terrible toil. and through the weeks and months of nerve-racking work and confinement in the tunnel, of constant dread of detection and anxiety over the result, my comrades had uttered no word of doubt or fear, in full reliance upon their invisible friend. what self-sacrifice in behalf of one whom some of you had never even known! dear, beloved comrades, had you succeeded, my life could never repay your almost superhuman efforts and love. only the future years of active devotion to our great common cause could in a measure express my thankfulness and pride in you, whoever, wherever you are. nor were your heroism, your skill and indomitable perseverance, without avail. you have given an invaluable demonstration of the elemental reality of the ideal, of the marvelous strength and courage born of solidaric purpose, of the heights devotion to a great cause can ascend. and the lesson has not been lost. almost unanimous is the voice of the press--only anarchists could have achieved the wonderful feat! * * * * * the subject of the tunnel fascinates my mind. how little thought i had given to my comrades, toiling underground, in the anxious days of my own apprehension and suspense! with increasing vividness i visualize their trepidation, the constant fear of discovery, the herculean efforts in spite of ever-present danger. how terrible must have been _their_ despair at the inability to continue the work to a successful termination!... my reflections fill me with renewed strength. i must live! i must live to meet those heroic men, to take them by the hand, and with silent lips pour my heart into their eyes. i shall be proud of their comradeship, and strive to be worthy of it. iii the lines form in the hallway, and silently march to the shops. i peer through the bars, for the sight of a familiar face brings cheer, and the memory of the days on the range. many friends, unseen for years, pass by my cell. how big jack has wasted! the deep chest is sunk in, the face drawn and yellow, with reddish spots about the cheekbones. poor jack, so strong and energetic, how languid and weak his step is now! and jimmy is all broken up with rheumatism, and hops on crutches. with difficulty i recognize harry fisher. the two years have completely changed the young morganza boy. he looks old at seventeen, the rosy cheeks a ghastly white, the delicate features immobile, hard, the large bright eyes dull and glassy. vividly my friends stand before me in the youth and strength of their first arrival. how changed their appearance! my poor chums, readers of the _prison blossoms_, helpers in our investigation efforts, what wrecks the torture of hell has made of you! i recall with sadness the first years of my imprisonment, and my coldly impersonal valuation of social victims. there is evans, the aged burglar, smiling furtively at me from the line. far in the distance seems the day when i read his marginal note upon a magazine article i sent him, concerning the stupendous cost of crime. i had felt quite piqued at the flippancy of his comment, "we come high, but they must have us." with the severe intellectuality of revolutionary tradition, i thought of him and his kind as inevitable fungus growths, the rotten fruit of a decaying society. unfortunate derelicts, indeed, yet parasites, almost devoid of humanity. but the threads of comradeship have slowly been woven by common misery. the touch of sympathy has discovered the man beneath the criminal; the crust of sullen suspicion has melted at the breath of kindness, warming into view the palpitating human heart. old evans and sammy and bob,--what suffering and pain must have chilled their fiery souls with the winter of savage bitterness! and the resurrection trembles within! how terrible man's ignorance, that forever condemns itself to be scourged by its own blind fury! and these my friends, davis and russell, these innocently guilty,--what worse punishment could society inflict upon itself, than the loss of their latent nobility which it had killed?... not entirely in vain are the years of suffering that have wakened my kinship with the humanity of _les misérables_, whom social stupidity has cast into the valley of death. chapter xxxix a new plan of escape i my new neighbor turns my thoughts into a different channel. it is "fighting" tom, returned after several years of absence. by means of a string attached to a wire we "swing" notes to each other at night, and tom startles me by the confession that he was the author of the mysterious note i had received soon after my arrival in the penitentiary. an escape was being planned, he informs me, and i was to be "let in," by his recommendation. but one of the conspirators getting "cold feet," the plot was betrayed to the warden, whereupon tom "sent the snitch to the hospital." as a result, however, he was kept in solitary till his release. in the prison he had become proficient as a broom-maker, and it was his intention to follow the trade. there was nothing in the crooked line, he thought; and he resolved to be honest. but on the day of his discharge he was arrested at the gate by officers from illinois on an old charge. he swore vengeance against assistant deputy hopkins, before whom he had once accidentally let drop the remark that he would never return to illinois, because he was "wanted" there. he lived the five years in the joliet prison in the sole hope of "getting square" with the man who had so meanly betrayed him. upon his release, he returned to pittsburgh, determined to kill hopkins. on the night of his arrival he broke into the latter's residence, prepared to avenge his wrongs. but the assistant deputy had left the previous day on his vacation. furious at being baffled, tom was about to set fire to the house, when the light of his match fell upon a silver trinket on the bureau of the bedroom. it fascinated him. he could not take his eyes off it. suddenly he was seized with the desire to examine the contents of the house. the old passion was upon him. he could not resist. hardly conscious of his actions, he gathered the silverware into a tablecloth, and quietly stole out of the house. he was arrested the next day, as he was trying to pawn his booty. an old offender, he received a sentence of ten years. since his arrival, eight months ago, he has been kept in solitary. his health is broken; he has no hope of surviving his sentence. but if he is to die--he swears--he is going to take "his man" along. aware of the determination of "fighting" tom, i realize that the safety of the hated officer is conditioned by tom's lack of opportunity to carry out his revenge. i feel little sympathy for hopkins, whose craftiness in worming out the secrets of prisoners has placed him on the pay-roll of the pinkerton agency; but i exert myself to persuade tom that it would be sheer insanity thus deliberately to put his head in the noose. he is still a young man; barely thirty. it is not worth while sacrificing his life for a sneak of a guard. however, tom remains stubborn. my arguments seem merely to rouse his resistance, and strengthen his resolution. but closer acquaintance reveals to me his exceeding conceit over his art and technic, as a second-story expert. i play upon his vanity, scoffing at the crudity of his plans of revenge. would it not be more in conformity with his reputation as a skilled "gun," i argue, to "do the job" in a "smoother" manner? tom assumes a skeptical attitude, but by degrees grows more interested. presently, with unexpected enthusiasm, he warms to the suggestion of "a break." once outside, well--"i'll get 'im all right," he chuckles. ii the plan of escape completely absorbs us. on alternate nights we take turns in timing the rounds of the guards, the appearance of the night captain, the opening of the rotunda door. numerous details, seemingly insignificant, yet potentially fatal, are to be mastered. many obstacles bar the way of success, but time and perseverance will surmount them. tom is thoroughly engrossed with the project. i realize the desperation of the undertaking, but the sole alternative is slow death in the solitary. it is the last resort. with utmost care we make our preparations. the summer is long past; the dense fogs of the season will aid our escape. we hasten to complete all details, in great nervous tension with the excitement of the work. the time is drawing near for deciding upon a definite date. but tom's state of mind fills me with apprehension. he has become taciturn of late. yesterday he seemed peculiarly glum, sullenly refusing to answer my signal. again and again i knock on the wall, calling for a reply to my last note. tom remains silent. occasionally a heavy groan issues from his cell, but my repeated signals remain unanswered. in alarm i stay awake all night, in the hope of inducing a guard to investigate the cause of the groaning. but my attempts to speak to the officers are ignored. the next morning i behold tom carried on a stretcher from his cell, and learn with horror that he had bled to death during the night. iii the peculiar death of my friend preys on my mind. was it suicide or accident? tom had been weakened by long confinement; in some manner he may have ruptured a blood vessel, dying for lack of medical aid. it is hardly probable that he would commit suicide on the eve of our attempt. yet certain references in his notes of late, ignored at the time, assume new significance. he was apparently under the delusion that hopkins was "after him." once or twice my friend had expressed fear for his safety. he might be poisoned, he hinted. i had laughed the matter away, familiar with the sporadic delusions of men in solitary. close confinement exerts a similar effect upon the majority of prisoners. some are especially predisposed to auto-suggestion; young sid used to manifest every symptom of the diseases he read about. perhaps poor tom's delusion was responsible for his death. spencer, too, had committed suicide a month before his release, in the firm conviction that the warden would not permit his discharge. it may be that in a sudden fit of despondency, tom had ended his life. perhaps i could have saved my friend: i did not realize how constantly he brooded over the danger he believed himself threatened with. how little i knew of the terrible struggle that must have been going on in his tortured heart! yet we were so intimate; i believed i understood his every feeling and emotion. * * * * * the thought of tom possesses my mind. the news from the girl about bresci's execution of the king of italy rouses little interest in me. bresci avenged the peasants and the women and children shot before the palace for humbly begging bread. he did well, and the agitation resulting from his act may advance the cause. but it will have no bearing on my fate. the last hope of escape has departed with my poor friend. i am doomed to perish here. and bresci will perish in prison, but the comrades will eulogize him and his act, and continue their efforts to regenerate the world. yet i feel that the individual, in certain cases, is of more direct and immediate consequence than humanity. what is the latter but the aggregate of individual existences--and shall these, the best of them, forever be sacrificed for the metaphysical collectivity? here, all around me, a thousand unfortunates daily suffer the torture of calvary, forsaken by god and man. they bleed and struggle and suicide, with the desperate cry for a little sunshine and life. how shall they be helped? how helped amid the injustice and brutality of a society whose chief monuments are prisons? and so we must suffer and suicide, and countless others after us, till the play of social forces shall transform human history into the history of true humanity,--and meanwhile our bones will bleach on the long, dreary road. * * * * * bereft of the last hope of freedom, i grow indifferent to life. the monotony of the narrow cell daily becomes more loathsome. my whole being longs for rest. rest, no more to awaken. the world will not miss me. an atom of matter, i shall return to endless space. everything will pursue its wonted course, but i shall know no more of the bitter struggle and strife. my friends will sorrow, and yet be glad my pain is over, and continue on their way. and new brescis will arise, and more kings will fall, and then all, friend and enemy, will go my way, and new generations will be born and die, and humanity and the world be whirled into space and disappear, and again the little stage will be set, and the same history and the same facts will come and go, the playthings of cosmic forces renewing and transforming forever. how insignificant it all is in the eye of reason, how small and puny life and all its pain and travail!... with eyes closed, i behold myself suspended by the neck from the upper bars of the cell. my body swings gently against the door, striking it softly, once, twice,--just like pasquale, when he hanged himself in the cell next to mine, some months ago. a few twitches, and the last breath is gone. my face grows livid, my body rigid; slowly it cools. the night guard passes. "what's this, eh?" he rings the rotunda bell. keys clang; the lever is drawn, and my door unlocked. an officer draws a knife sharply across the rope at the bars: my body sinks to the floor, my head striking against the iron bedstead. the doctor kneels at my side; i feel his hand over my heart. now he rises. "good job, doc?" i recognize the deputy's voice. the physician nods. "damn glad of it," hopkins sneers. the warden enters, a grin on his parchment face. with an oath i spring to my feet. in terror the officers rush from the cell. "ah, i fooled you, didn't i, you murderers!" * * * * * the thought of the enemy's triumph fans the embers of life. it engenders defiance, and strengthens stubborn resistance. chapter xl done to death i in my utter isolation, the world outside appears like a faint memory, unreal and dim. the deprivation of newspapers has entirely severed me from the living. letters from my comrades have become rare and irregular; they sound strangely cold and impersonal. the life of the prison is also receding; no communication reaches me from my friends. "pious" john, the rangeman, is unsympathetic; he still bears me ill will from the days of the jail. only young russell still remembers me. i tremble for the reckless boy as i hear his low cough, apprising me of the "stiff" he unerringly shoots between the bars, while the double file of prisoners marches past my door. he looks pale and haggard, the old buoyant step now languid and heavy. a tone of apprehension pervades his notes. he is constantly harassed by the officers, he writes; his task has been increased; he is nervous and weak, and his health is declining. in the broken sentences, i sense some vague misgiving, as of impending calamity. with intense thankfulness i think of russell. again i live through the hopes and fears that drew us into closer friendship, the days of terrible anxiety incident to the tunnel project. my heart goes out to the faithful boy, whose loyalty and discretion have so much aided the safety of my comrades. a strange longing for his companionship possesses me. in the gnawing loneliness, his face floats before me, casting the spell of a friendly presence, his strong features softened by sorrow, his eyes grown large with the same sweet sadness of "little felipe." a peculiar tenderness steals into my thoughts of the boy; i look forward eagerly to his notes. impatiently i scan the faces in the passing line, wistful for the sight of the youth, and my heart beats faster at his fleeting smile. how sorrowful he looks! now he is gone. the hours are weary with silence and solitude. listlessly i turn the pages of my library book. if only i had the birds! i should find solace in their thoughtful eyes: dick and sis would understand and feel with me. but my poor little friends have disappeared; only russell remains. my only friend! i shall not see him when he returns to the cell at noon: the line passes on the opposite side of the hall. but in the afternoon, when the men are again unlocked for work, i shall look into his eyes for a happy moment, and perhaps the dear boy will have a message for me. he is so tender-hearted: his correspondence is full of sympathy and encouragement, and he strives to cheer me with the good news: another day is gone, his sentence is nearing its end; he will at once secure a position, and save every penny to aid in my release. tacitly i concur in his ardent hope,--it would break his heart to be disillusioned. ii the passing weeks and months bring no break in the dreary monotony. the call of the robin on the river bank rouses no echo in my heart. no sign of awakening spring brightens the constant semi-darkness of the solitary. the dampness of the cell is piercing my bones; every movement racks my body with pain. my eyes are tortured with the eternal white of the walls. sombre shadows brood around me. i long for a bit of sunshine. i wait patiently at the door: perhaps it is clear to-day. my cell faces west; may be the setting sun will steal a glance upon me. for hours i stand with naked breast close to the bars: i must not miss a friendly ray; it may suddenly peep into the cell and turn away from me, unseen in the gloom. now a bright beam plays on my neck and shoulders, and i press closer to the door to welcome the dear stranger. he caresses me with soft touch,--perhaps it is the soul of little dick pouring out his tender greeting in this song of light,--or may be the astral aura of my beloved uncle maxim, bringing warmth and hope. sweet conceit of oriental thought, barren of joy in life.... the sun is fading. it feels chilly in the twilight,--and now the solitary is once more bleak and cold. * * * * * as his release approaches, the tone of native confidence becomes more assertive in russell's letter. the boy is jubilant and full of vitality: within three months he will breathe the air of freedom. a note of sadness at leaving me behind permeates his communications, but he is enthusiastic over his project of aiding me to liberty. eagerly every day i anticipate his mute greeting, as he passes in the line. this morning i saw him hold up two fingers, the third crooked, in sign of the remaining "two and a stump." a joyous light is in his eyes, his step firmer, more elastic. but in the afternoon he is missing from the line. with sudden apprehension i wonder at his absence. could i have overlooked him in the closely walking ranks? it is barely possible. perhaps he has remained in the cell, not feeling well. it may be nothing serious; he will surely be in line to-morrow. for three days, every morning and afternoon, i anxiously scrutinize the faces of the passing men; but russell is not among them. his absence torments me with a thousand fears. may be the warden has renewed his inquisition of the boy--perhaps he got into a fight in the shop--in the dungeon now--he'll lose his commutation time.... unable to bear the suspense, i am about to appeal to the chaplain, when a friendly runner surreptitiously hands me a note. with difficulty i recognize my friend's bold handwriting in the uneven, nervous scrawl. russell is in the hospital! at work in the shop, he writes, he had suffered a chill. the doctor committed him to the ward for observation, but the officers and the convict nurses accuse him of shamming to evade work. they threaten to have him returned to the shop, and he implores me to have the chaplain intercede for him. he feels weak and feverish, and the thought of being left alone in the cell in his present condition fills him with horror. i send an urgent request to see the chaplain. but the guard informs me that mr. milligan is absent; he is not expected at the office till the following week. i prevail upon the kindly mitchell, recently transferred to the south block, to deliver a note to the warden, in which i appeal on behalf of russell. but several days pass, and still no reply from captain wright. finally i pretend severe pains in the bowels, to afford frank, the doctor's assistant, an opportunity to pause at my cell. as the "medicine boy" pours the prescribed pint of "horse salts" through the funnel inserted between the bars, i hastily inquire: "is russell still in the ward, frank? how is he?" "what russell?" he asks indifferently. "russell schroyer, put four days ago under observation," "oh, that poor kid! why, he is paralyzed." for an instant i am speechless with terror. no, it cannot be. some mistake. "frank, i mean young schroyer, from the construction shop. he's number ." "your friend russell; i know who you mean. i'm sorry for the boy. he is paralyzed, all right." "but.... no, it can't be! why, frank, it was just a chill and a little weakness." "look here, aleck. i know you're square, and you can keep a secret all right. i'll tell you something if you won't give me away." "yes, yes, frank. what is it?" "sh--sh. you know flem, the night nurse? doing a five spot for murder. his father and the warden are old cronies. that's how he got to be nurse; don't know a damn thing about it, an' careless as hell. always makes mistakes. well, doc ordered an injection for russell. now don't ever say i told you. flem got the wrong bottle; gave the poor boy some acid in the injection. paralyzed the kid; he did, the damn murderer." * * * * * i pass the night in anguish, clutching desperately at the faint hope that it cannot be--some mistake--perhaps frank has exaggerated. but in the morning the "medicine boy" confirms my worst fears: the doctor has said the boy will die. russell does not realize the situation: there is something wrong with his legs, the poor boy writes; he is unable to move them, and suffers great pain. it can't be fever, he thinks; but the physician will not tell him what is the matter.... the kindly frank is sympathetic; every day he passes notes between us, and i try to encourage russell. he will improve, i assure him; his time is short, and fresh air and liberty will soon restore him. my words seem to soothe my friend, and he grows more cheerful, when unexpectedly he learns the truth from the wrangling nurses. his notes grow piteous with misery. tears fill my eyes as i read his despairing cry, "oh, aleck, i am so young. i don't want to die." he implores me to visit him; if i could only come to nurse him, he is sure he would improve. he distrusts the convict attendants who harry and banter the country lad; their heartless abuse is irritating the sick boy beyond patience. exasperated by the taunts of the night nurse, russell yesterday threw a saucer at him. he was reported to the doctor, who threatened to send the paralyzed youth to the dungeon. plagued and tormented, in great suffering, russell grows bitter and complaining. the nurses and officers are persecuting him, he writes; they will soon do him to death, if i will not come to his rescue. if he could go to an outside hospital, he is sure to recover. every evening frank brings sadder news: russell is feeling worse; he is so nervous, the doctor has ordered the nurses to wear slippers; the doors in the ward have been lined with cotton, to deaden the noise of slamming; but even the sight of a moving figure throws russell into convulsions. there is no hope, frank reports; decomposition has already set in. the boy is in terrible agony; he is constantly crying with pain, and calling for me. distraught with anxiety and yearning to see my sick friend, i resolve upon a way to visit the hospital. in the morning, as the guard hands me the bread ration and shuts my cell, i slip my hand between the sill and door. with an involuntary cry i withdraw my maimed and bleeding fingers. the overseer conducts me to the dispensary. by tacit permission of the friendly "medicine boy" i pass to the second floor, where the wards are located, and quickly steal to russell's bedside. the look of mute joy on the agonized face subdues the excruciating pain in my hand. "oh, dear aleck," he whispers, "i'm so glad they let you come. i'll get well if you'll nurse me." the shadow of death is in his eyes; the body exudes decomposition. bereft of speech, i gently press his white, emaciated hand. the weary eyes close, and the boy falls into slumber. silently i touch his dry lips, and steal away. in the afternoon i appeal to the warden to permit me to nurse my friend. it is the boy's dying wish; it will ease his last hours. the captain refers me to the inspectors, but mr. reed informs me that it would be subversive of discipline to grant my request. thereupon i ask permission to arrange a collection among the prisoners: russell firmly believes that he would improve in an outside hospital, and the pardon board might grant the petition. friendless prisoners are often allowed to circulate subscription lists among the inmates, and two years previously i had collected a hundred and twenty-three dollars for the pardon of a lifetimer. but the warden curtly refuses my plea, remarking that it is dangerous to permit me to associate with the men. i suggest the chaplain for the mission, or some prisoner selected by the authorities. but this offer is also vetoed, the warden berating me for having taken advantage of my presence in the dispensary to see russell clandestinely, and threatening to punish me with the dungeon. i plead with him for permission to visit the sick boy who is hungry for a friendly presence, and constantly calling for me. apparently touched by my emotion, the captain yields. he will permit me to visit russell, he informs me, on condition that a guard be present at the meeting. for a moment i hesitate. the desire to see my friend struggles against the fear of irritating him by the sight of the hated uniform; but i cannot expose the dying youth to this indignity and pain. angered by my refusal, perhaps disappointed in the hope of learning the secret of the tunnel from the visit, the warden forbids me hereafter to enter the hospital. * * * * * late at night frank appears at my cell. he looks very grave, as he whispers: "aleck, you must bear up." "russell--?" "yes, aleck." "worse? tell me, frank." "he is dead. bear up, aleck. his last thought was of you. he was unconscious all afternoon, but just before the end--it was . --he sat up in bed so suddenly, he frightened me. his arm shot out, and he cried, 'good bye, aleck.'" chapter xli the shock at buffalo i july , . dear girl: this is from the hospital, _sub rosa_. just out of the strait-jacket, after eight days. for over a year i was in the strictest solitary; for a long time mail and reading matter were denied me. i have no words to describe the horror of the last months.... i have passed through a great crisis. two of my best friends died in a frightful manner. the death of russell, especially, affected me. he was very young, and my dearest and most devoted friend, and he died a terrible death. the doctor charged the boy with shamming, but now he says it was spinal meningitis. i cannot tell you the awful truth,--it was nothing short of murder, and my poor friend rotted away by inches. when he died they found his back one mass of bedsores. if you could read the pitiful letters he wrote, begging to see me, and to be nursed by me! but the warden wouldn't permit it. in some manner his agony seemed to affect me, and i began to experience the pains and symptoms that russell described in his notes. i knew it was my sick fancy; i strove against it, but presently my legs showed signs of paralysis, and i suffered excruciating pain in the spinal column, just like russell. i was afraid that i would be done to death like my poor friend. i grew suspicious of every guard, and would barely touch the food, for fear of its being poisoned. my "head was workin'," they said. and all the time i knew it was my diseased imagination, and i was in terror of going mad.... i tried so hard to fight it, but it would always creep up, and get hold of me stronger and stronger. another week of solitary would have killed me. i was on the verge of suicide. i demanded to be relieved from the cell, and the warden ordered me punished. i was put in the strait-jacket. they bound my body in canvas, strapped my arms to the bed, and chained my feet to the posts. i was kept that way eight days, unable to move, rotting in my own excrement. released prisoners called the attention of our new inspector to my case. he refused to believe that such things were being done in the penitentiary. reports spread that i was going blind and insane. then the inspector visited the hospital and had me released from the jacket. i am in pretty bad shape, but they put me in the general ward now, and i am glad of the chance to send you this note. sasha. ii direct to box a , allegheny city, pa., july th, . dear sonya: i cannot tell you how happy i am to be allowed to write to you again. my privileges have been restored by our new inspector, a very kindly man. he has relieved me from the cell, and now i am again on the range. the inspector requested me to deny to my friends the reports which have recently appeared in the papers concerning my condition. i have not been well of late, but now i hope to improve. my eyes are very poor. the inspector has given me permission to have a specialist examine them. please arrange for it through our local comrades. there is another piece of very good news, dear friend. a new commutation law has been passed, which reduces my sentence by - / years. it still leaves me a long time, of course; almost years here, and another year to the workhouse. however, it is a considerable gain, and if i should not get into solitary again, i may--i am almost afraid to utter the thought--i may live to come out. i feel as if i am being resurrected. the new law benefits the short-timers proportionately much more than the men with longer sentences. only the poor lifers do not share in it. we were very anxious for a while, as there were many rumors that the law would be declared unconstitutional. fortunately, the attempt to nullify its benefits proved ineffectual. think of men who will see something unconstitutional in allowing the prisoners a little more good time than the commutation statute of years ago. as if a little kindness to the unfortunates--really justice--is incompatible with the spirit of jefferson! we were greatly worried over the fate of this statute, but at last the first batch has been released, and there is much rejoicing over it. there is a peculiar history about this new law, which may interest you; it sheds a significant side light. it was especially designed for the benefit of a high federal officer who was recently convicted of aiding two wealthy philadelphia tobacco manufacturers to defraud the government of a few millions, by using counterfeit tax stamps. their influence secured the introduction of the commutation bill and its hasty passage. the law would have cut their sentences almost in two, but certain newspapers seem to have taken offence at having been kept in ignorance of the "deal," and protests began to be voiced. the matter finally came up before the attorney general of the united states, who decided that the men in whose special interest the law was engineered, could not benefit by it, because a state law does not affect u. s. prisoners, the latter being subject to the federal commutation act. imagine the discomfiture of the politicians! an attempt was even made to suspend the operation of the statute. fortunately it failed, and now the "common" state prisoners, who were not at all meant to profit, are being released. the legislature has unwittingly given some unfortunates here much happiness. i was interrupted in this writing by being called out for a visit. i could hardly credit it: the first comrade i have been allowed to see in nine years! it was harry gordon, and i was so overcome by the sight of the dear friend, i could barely speak. he must have prevailed upon the new inspector to issue a permit. the latter is now acting warden, owing to the serious illness of captain wright. perhaps he will allow me to see my sister. will you kindly communicate with her at once? meantime i shall try to secure a pass. with renewed hope, and always with green memory of you, alex. iii _sub rosa_, dec. , . dearest girl: i know how your visit and my strange behavior have affected you.... the sight of your face after all these years completely unnerved me. i could not think, i could not speak. it was as if all my dreams of freedom, the whole world of the living, were concentrated in the shiny little trinket that was dangling from your watch chain.... i couldn't take my eyes off it, i couldn't keep my hand from playing with it. it absorbed my whole being.... and all the time i felt how nervous you were at my silence, and i couldn't utter a word. perhaps it would have been better for us not to have seen each other under the present conditions. it was lucky they did not recognize you: they took you for my "sister," though i believe your identity was suspected after you had left. you would surely not have been permitted the visit, had the old warden been here. he was ill at the time. he never got over the shock of the tunnel, and finally he has been persuaded by the prison physician (who has secret aspirations to the wardenship) that the anxieties of his position are a menace to his advanced age. considerable dissatisfaction has also developed of late against the warden among the inspectors. well, he has resigned at last, thank goodness! the prisoners have been praying for it for years, and some of the boys on the range celebrated the event by getting drunk on wood alcohol. the new warden has just assumed charge, and we hope for improvement. he is a physician by profession, with the title of major in the pennsylvania militia. it was entirely uncalled for on the part of the officious friend, whoever he may have been, to cause you unnecessary worry over my health, and my renewed persecution. you remember that in july the new inspector released me from the strait-jacket and assigned me to work on the range. but i was locked up again in october, after the mckinley incident. the president of the board of inspectors was at the time in new york. he inquired by wire what i was doing. upon being informed that i was working on the range, he ordered me into solitary. the new warden, on assuming office, sent for me. "they give you a bad reputation," he said; "but i will let you out of the cell if you'll promise to do what is right by me." he spoke brusquely, in the manner of a man closing a business deal, with the power of dictating terms. he reminded me of bismarck at versailles. yet he did not seem unkind; the thought of escape was probably in his mind. but the new law has germinated the hope of survival; my weakened condition and the unexpected shortening of my sentence have at last decided me to abandon the idea of escape. i therefore replied to the warden: "i will do what is right by you, if you treat _me_ right." thereupon he assigned me to work on the range. it is almost like liberty to have the freedom of the cell-house after the close solitary. and you, dear friend? in your letters i feel how terribly torn you are by the events of the recent months. i lived in great fear for your safety, and i can barely credit the good news that you are at liberty. it seems almost a miracle. i followed the newspapers with great anxiety. the whole country seemed to be swept with the fury of revenge. to a considerable extent the press fanned the fires of persecution. here in the prison very little sincere grief was manifested. out out of hearing of the guards, the men passed very uncomplimentary remarks about the dead president. the average prisoner corresponds to the average citizen--their patriotism is very passive, except when stimulated by personal interest, or artificially excited. but if the press mirrored the sentiment of the people, the nation must have suddenly relapsed into cannibalism. there were moments when i was in mortal dread for your very life, and for the safety of the other arrested comrades. in previous letters you hinted that it was official rivalry and jealousy, and your absence from new york, to which you owe your release. you may be right; yet i believe that your attitude of proud self-respect and your admirable self-control contributed much to the result. you were splendid, dear; and i was especially moved by your remark that you would faithfully nurse the wounded man, if he required your services, but that the poor boy, condemned and deserted by all, needed and deserved your sympathy and aid more than the president. more strikingly than your letters, that remark discovered to me the great change wrought in us by the ripening years. yes, in us, in both, for my heart echoed your beautiful sentiment. how impossible such a thought would have been to us in the days of a decade ago! we should have considered it treason to the spirit of revolution; it would have outraged all our traditions even to admit the humanity of an official representative of capitalism. is it not very significant that we two--you living in the very heart of anarchist thought and activity, and i in the atmosphere of absolute suppression and solitude--should have arrived at the same evolutionary point after a decade of divergent paths? you have alluded in a recent letter to the ennobling and broadening influence of sorrow. yet not upon every one does it exert a similar effect. some natures grow embittered, and shrink with the poison of misery. i often wonder at my lack of bitterness and enmity, even against the old warden--and surely i have good cause to hate him. is it because of greater maturity? i rather think it is temperamentally conditioned. the love of the people, the hatred of oppression of our younger days, vital as these sentiments were with us, were mental rather than emotional. fortunately so, i think. for those like fedya and lewis and pauline, and numerous others, soon have their emotionally inflated idealism punctured on the thorny path of the social protestant. only aspirations that spontaneously leap from the depths of our soul persist in the face of antagonistic forces. the revolutionist is born. beneath our love and hatred of former days lay inherent rebellion, and the passionate desire for liberty and life. in the long years of isolation i have looked deeply into my heart. with open mind and sincere purpose, i have revised every emotion and every thought. away from my former atmosphere and the disturbing influence of the world's turmoil, i have divested myself of all traditions and accepted beliefs. i have studied the sciences and the humanities, contemplated life, and pondered over human destiny. for weeks and months i would be absorbed in the domain of "pure reason," or discuss with leibnitz the question of free will, and seek to penetrate, beyond spencer, into the unknowable. political science and economics, law and criminology--i studied them with unprejudiced mind, and sought to slacken my soul's thirst by delving deeply into religion and theology, seeking the "key to life" at the feet of mrs. eddy, expectantly listening for the voice of disembodied, studying koreshanity and theosophy, absorbing the _prana_ of knowledge and power, and concentrating upon the wisdom of the yogi. and after years of contemplation and study, chastened by much sorrow and suffering, i arise from the broken fetters of the world's folly and delusions, to behold the threshold of a new life of liberty and equality. my youth's ideal of a free humanity in the vague future has become clarified and crystallized into the living truth of anarchy, as the sustaining elemental force of my every-day existence. often i have wondered in the years gone by, was not wisdom dear at the price of enthusiasm? at one is not so reckless, not so fanatical and one-sided as at . with maturity we become more universal; but life is a shylock that cannot be cheated of his due. for every lesson it teaches us, we have a wound or a scar to show. we grow broader; but too often the heart contracts as the mind expands, and the fires are burning down while we are learning. at such moments my mind would revert to the days when the momentarily expected approach of the social revolution absorbed our exclusive interest. the raging present and its conflicting currents passed us by, while our eyes were riveted upon the dawn, in thrilling expectancy of the sunrise. life and its manifold expressions were vexatious to the spirit of revolt; and poetry, literature, and art were scorned as hindrances to progress, unless they sounded the tocsin of immediate revolution. humanity was sharply divided in two warring camps,--the noble people, the producers, who yearned for the light of the new gospel, and the hated oppressors, the exploiters, who craftily strove to obscure the rising day that was to give back to man his heritage. if only "the good people" were given an opportunity to hear the great truth, how joyfully they would embrace anarchy and walk in triumph into the promised land! the splendid naivety of the days that resented as a personal reflection the least misgiving of the future; the enthusiasm that discounted the power of inherent prejudice and predilection! magnificent was the day of hearts on fire with the hatred of oppression and the love of liberty! woe indeed to the man or the people whose soul never warmed with the spark of prometheus,--for it is youth that has climbed the heights.... but maturity has clarified the way, and the stupendous task of human regeneration will be accomplished only by the purified vision of hearts that grow not cold. and you, my dear friend, with the deeper insight of time, you have yet happily kept your heart young. i have rejoiced at it in your letters of recent years, and it is especially evident from the sentiments you have expressed regarding the happening at buffalo. i share your view entirely; for that very reason, it is the more distressing to disagree with you in one very important particular: the value of leon's act. i know the terrible ordeal you have passed through, the fiendish persecution to which you have been subjected. worse than all must have been to you the general lack of understanding for such phenomena; and, sadder yet, the despicable attitude of some would-be radicals in denouncing the man and his act. but i am confident you will not mistake my expressed disagreement for condemnation. we need not discuss the phase of the _attentat_ which manifested the rebellion of a tortured soul, the individual protest against social wrong. such phenomena are the natural result of evil conditions, as inevitable as the flooding of the river banks by the swelling mountain torrents. but i cannot agree with you regarding the social value of leon's act. i have read of the beautiful personality of the youth, of his inability to adapt himself to brutal conditions, and the rebellion of his soul. it throws a significant light upon the causes of the _attentat_. indeed, it is at once the greatest tragedy of martyrdom, and the most terrible indictment of society, that it forces the noblest men and women to shed human blood, though their souls shrink from it. but the more imperative it is that drastic methods of this character be resorted to only as a last extremity. to prove of value, they must be motived by social rather than individual necessity, and be directed against a real and immediate enemy of the people. the significance of such a deed is understood by the popular mind--and in that alone is the propagandistic, educational importance of an _attentat_, except if it is exclusively an act of terrorism. now, i do not believe that this deed was terroristic; and i doubt whether it was educational, because the social necessity for its performance was not manifest. that you may not misunderstand, i repeat: as an expression of personal revolt it was inevitable, and in itself an indictment of existing conditions. but the background of social necessity was lacking, and therefore the value of the act was to a great extent nullified. in russia, where political oppression is popularly felt, such a deed would be of great value. but the scheme of political subjection is more subtle in america. and though mckinley was the chief representative of our modern slavery, he could not be considered in the light of a direct and immediate enemy of the people; while in an absolutism, the autocrat is visible and tangible. the real despotism of republican institutions is far deeper, more insidious, because it rests on the popular delusion of self-government and independence. that is the subtle source of democratic tyranny, and, as such, it cannot be reached with a bullet. in modern capitalism, exploitation rather than oppression is the real enemy of the people. oppression is but its handmaid. hence the battle is to be waged in the economic rather than the political field. it is therefore that i regard my own act as far more significant and educational than leon's. it was directed against a tangible, real oppressor, visualized as such by the people. as long as misery and tyranny fill the world, social contrasts and consequent hatreds will persist, and the noblest of the race--our czolgoszes--burst forth in "rockets of iron." but does this lightning really illumine the social horizon, or merely confuse minds with the succeeding darkness? the struggle of labor against capital is a class war, essentially and chiefly economic. in that arena the battles must be fought. it was not these considerations, of course, that inspired the nation-wide man-hunt, or the attitude even of alleged radicals. their cowardice has filled me with loathing and sadness. the brutal farce of the trial, the hypocrisy of the whole proceeding, the thirst for the blood of the martyr,--these make one almost despair of humanity. i must close. the friend to smuggle out this letter will be uneasy about its bulk. send me sign of receipt, and i hope that you may be permitted a little rest and peace, to recover from the nightmare of the last months. sasha. chapter xlii marred lives i the discussion with the girl is a source of much mortification. harassed on every side, persecuted by the authorities, and hounded even into the street, my friend, in her hour of bitterness, confounds my appreciative disagreement with the denunciation of stupidity and inertia. i realize the inadequacy of the written word, and despair at the hopelessness of human understanding, as i vainly seek to elucidate the meaning of the buffalo tragedy to friendly guards and prisoners. continued correspondence with the girl accentuates the divergence of our views, painfully discovering the fundamental difference of attitude underlying even common conclusions. by degrees the stress of activities reacts upon my friend's correspondence. our discussion lags, and soon ceases entirely. the world of the outside, temporarily brought closer, again recedes, and the urgency of the immediate absorbs me in the life of the prison. ii a spirit of hopefulness breathes in the cell-house. the new commutation law is bringing liberty appreciably nearer. in the shops and yard the men excitedly discuss the increased "good time," and prisoners flit about with paper and pencil, seeking a tutored friend to "figure out" their time of release. even the solitaries, on the verge of despair, and the long-timers facing a vista of cheerless years, are instilled with new courage and hope. the tenor of conversation is altered. with the appointment of the new warden the constant grumbling over the food has ceased. pleasant surprise is manifest at the welcome change in "the grub." i wonder at the tolerant silence regarding the disappointing christmas dinner. the men impatiently frown down the occasional "kicker." the warden is "green," they argue; he did not know that we are supposed to get currant bread for the holidays; he will do better, "jest give 'im a chanc't." the improvement in the daily meals is enlarged upon, and the men thrill with amazed expectancy at the incredible report, "oysters for new year's dinner!" with gratification we hear the major's expression of disgust at the filthy condition of the prison, his condemnation of the basket cell and dungeon as barbarous, and the promise of radical reforms. as an earnest of his régime he has released from solitary the men whom warden wright had punished for having served as witnesses in the defence of murphy and mong. greedy for the large reward, hopkins and his stools had accused the two men of a mysterious murder committed in elk city several years previously. the criminal trial, involving the suicide of an officer[ ] whom the warden had forced to testify against the defendants, resulted in the acquittal of the prisoners, whereupon captain wright ordered the convict-witnesses for the defence to be punished. [ ] officer robert g. hunter, who committed suicide august , , in clarion, pa. (where the trial took place). he left a written confession, in which he accused warden e. s. wright of forcing him to testify against men whom he knew to be innocent. the new warden, himself a physician, introduces hygienic rules, abolishes the "holy-stoning"[ ] of the cell-house floor because of the detrimental effect of the dust, and decides to separate the consumptive and syphilitic prisoners from the comparatively healthy ones. upon examination, per cent. of the population are discovered in various stages of tuberculosis, and per cent. insane. the death rate from consumption is found to range between and per cent. at light tasks in the block and the yard the major finds employment for the sickly inmates; special gangs are assigned to keeping the prison clean, the rest of the men at work in the shop. with the exception of a number of dangerously insane, who are to be committed to an asylum, every prisoner in the institution is at work, and the vexed problem of idleness resulting from the anti-convict labor law is thus solved. [ ] the process of whitening stone floors by pulverizing sand into their surfaces. the change of diet, better hygiene, and the abolition of the dungeon, produce a noticeable improvement in the life of the prison. the gloom of the cell-house perceptibly lifts, and presently the men are surprised at music hour, between six and seven in the evening, with the strains of merry ragtime by the newly organized penitentiary band. iii new faces greet me on the range. but many old friends are missing. billy ryan is dead of consumption; "frenchy" and ben have become insane; little mat, the duquesne striker, committed suicide. in sad remembrance i think of them, grown close and dear in the years of mutual suffering. some of the old-timers have survived, but broken in spirit and health. "praying" andy is still in the block, his mind clouded, his lips constantly moving in prayer. "me innocent," the old man reiterates, "god him know." last month the board has again refused to pardon the lifetimer, and now he is bereft of hope. "me have no more money. my children they save and save, and bring me for pardon, and now no more money." aleck killain has also been refused by the board at the same session. he is the oldest man in the prison, in point of service, and the most popular lifer. his innocence of murder is one of the traditions of riverside. in the boat he had rented to a party of picnickers, a woman was found dead. no clew could be discovered, and aleck was sentenced to life, because he could not be forced to divulge the names of the men who had hired his boat. he pauses to tell me the sad news: the authorities have opposed his pardon, demanding that he furnish the information desired by them. he looks sere with confinement, his eyes full of a mute sadness that can find no words. his face is deeply seamed, his features grave, almost immobile. in the long years of our friendship i have never seen aleck laugh. once or twice he smiled, and his whole being seemed radiant with rare sweetness. he speaks abruptly, with a perceptible effort. "yes, aleck," he is saying, "it's true. they refused me." "but they pardoned mac," i retort hotly. "he confessed to a cold-blooded murder, and he's only been in four years." "good luck," he remarks. "how, good luck?" "mac's father accidentally struck oil on his farm." "well, what of it?" "three hundred barrels a day. rich. got his son a pardon." "but on what ground did they dismiss your application? they know you are innocent." "district attorney came to me. 'you're innocent, we know. tell us who did the murder.' i had nothing to tell. pardon refused." "is there any hope later on, aleck?" "when the present administration are all dead, perhaps." slowly he passes on, at the approach of a guard. he walks weakly, with halting step. * * * * * "old sammy" is back again, his limp heavier, shoulders bent lower. "i'm here again, friend aleck," he smiles apologetically. "what could i do? the old woman died, an' my boys went off somewhere. th' farm was sold that i was borned in," his voice trembles with emotion. "i couldn't find th' boys, an' no one wanted me, an' wouldn't give me any work. 'go to th' pogy',[ ] they told me. i couldn't, aleck. i've worked all me life; i don't want no charity. i made a bluff," he smiles between tears,--"broke into a store, and here i am." [ ] poorhouse. with surprise i recognize "tough" monk among the first-grade men. for years he had been kept in stripes, and constantly punished for bad work in the hosiery department. he was called the laziest man in the prison: not once in five years had he accomplished his task. but the new warden transferred him to the construction shop, where monk was employed at his trade of blacksmith. "i hated that damn sock makin'," he tells me. "i've struck it right now, an' the major says i'm the best worker in th' shop. wouldn't believe it, eh, would you? major promised me a ten-spot for the fancy iron work i did for them 'lectric posts in th' yard. says it's artistic, see? that's me all right; it's work i like. i won't lose any time, either. warden says old sandy was a fool for makin' me knit socks with them big paws of mine. th' major is aw' right, aw' right." * * * * * with a glow of pleasure i meet "smiling" al, my colored friend from the jail. the good-natured boy looks old and infirm. his kindness has involved him in much trouble; he has been repeatedly punished for shouldering the faults of others, and now the inspectors have informed him that he is to lose the greater part of his commutation time. he has grown wan with worry over the uncertainty of release. every morning is tense with expectation. "might be ah goes to-day, aleck," he hopefully smiles as i pause at his cell. but the weeks pass. the suspense is torturing the young negro, and he is visibly failing day by day. * * * * * a familiar voice greets me. "hello, berk, ain't you glad t' see an old pal?" big dave beams on me with his cheerful smile. "no, davy. i hoped you wouldn't come back." he becomes very grave. "yes, i swore i'd swing sooner than come back. didn't get a chanc't. you see," he explains, his tone full of bitterness, "i goes t' work and gets a job, good job, too; an' i keeps 'way from th' booze an' me pals. but th' damn bulls was after me. got me sacked from me job three times, an' den i knocked one of 'em on th' head. damn his soul to hell, wish i'd killed 'im. 'old offender,' they says to the jedge, and he soaks me for a seven spot. i was a sucker all right for tryin' t' be straight." iv in the large cage at the centre of the block, the men employed about the cell-house congregate in their idle moments. the shadows steal silently in and out of the inclosure, watchful of the approach of a guard. within sounds the hum of subdued conversation, the men lounging about the sawdust barrel, absorbed in "snakes" wilson's recital of his protracted struggle with "old sandy." he relates vividly his persistent waking at night, violent stamping on the floor, cries of "murder! i see snakes!" with admiring glances the young prisoners hang upon the lips of the old criminal, whose perseverance in shamming finally forced the former warden to assign "snakes" a special room in the hospital, where his snake-seeing propensities would become dormant, to suffer again violent awakening the moment he would be transferred to a cell. for ten years the struggle continued, involving numerous clubbings, the dungeon, and the strait-jacket, till the warden yielded, and "snakes" was permanently established in the comparative freedom of the special room. little groups stand about the cage, boisterous with the wit of the "four-eyed yegg," who styles himself "bill nye," or excitedly discussing the intricacies of the commutation law, the chances of pittsburgh winning the baseball pennant the following season, and next sunday's dinner. with much animation, the rumored resignation of the deputy warden is discussed. the major is gradually weeding out the "old gang," it is gossiped. a colonel of the militia is to secure the position of assistant to the warden. this source of conversation is inexhaustible, every detail of local life serving for endless discussion and heated debate. but at the 'lookout's' whimpered warning of an approaching guard, the circle breaks up, each man pretending to be busy dusting and cleaning. officer mitchell passes by; with short legs wide apart, he stands surveying the assembled idlers from beneath his fierce-looking eyebrows. "quiet as me grandmother at church, ain't ye? all of a sudden, too. and mighty busy, every damn one of you. you 'snakes' there, what business you got here, eh?" "i've jest come in fer a broom." "you old reprobate, you, i saw you sneak in there an hour ago, and you've been chawin' the rag to beat the band. think this a barroom, do you? get to your cells, all of you." he trudges slowly away, mumbling: "you loafers, when i catch you here again, don't you dare talk so loud." one by one the men steal back into the cage, jokingly teasing each other upon their happy escape. presently several rangemen join the group. conversation becomes animated; voices are raised in dispute. but anger subsides, and a hush falls upon the men, as blind charley gropes his way along the wall. bill nye reaches for his hand, and leads him to a seat on the barrel. "feelin' better to-day, charley?" he asks gently. "ye-es. i--think a little--better," the blind man says in an uncertain, hesitating manner. his face wears a bewildered expression, as if he has not yet become resigned to his great misfortune. it happened only a few months ago. in company with two friends, considerably the worse for liquor, he was passing a house on the outskirts of allegheny. it was growing dark, and they wanted a drink. charley knocked at the door. a head appeared at an upper window. "robbers!" some one suddenly cried. there was a flash. with a cry of pain, charley caught at his eyes. he staggered, then turned round and round, helpless, in a daze. he couldn't see his companions, the house and the street disappeared, and all was utter darkness. the ground seemed to give beneath his feet, and charley fell down upon his face moaning and calling to his friends. but they had fled in terror, and he was alone in the darkness,--alone and blind. "i'm glad you feel better, charley," bill nye says kindly. "how are your eyes?" "i think--a bit--better." the gunshot had severed the optic nerves in both eyes. his sight is destroyed forever; but with the incomplete realization of sudden calamity, charley believes his eyesight only temporarily injured. "billy," he says presently, "when i woke this morning it--didn't seem so--dark. it was like--a film over my eyes. perhaps--it may--get better yet," his voice quivers with the expectancy of having his hope confirmed. "ah, whatcher kiddin' yourself for," "snakes" interposes. "shut up, you big stiff," bill flares up, grabbing "snakes" by the throat. "charley," he adds, "i once got paralyzed in my left eye. it looked just like yours now, and i felt as if there was a film on it. do you see things like in a fog, charley?" "yes, yes, just like that." "well, that's the way it was with me. but little by little things got to be lighter, and now the eye is as good as ever." "is that right, billy?" charley inquires anxiously. "what did you do?" "well, the doc put things in my eye. the croaker here is giving you some applications, ain't he?" "yes; but he says it's for the inflammation." "that's right. that's what the doctors told me. you just take it easy, charley; don't worry. you'll come out all right, see if you don't." bill reddens guiltily at the unintended expression, but quickly holds up a warning finger to silence the giggling "snowball kid." then, with sudden vehemence, he exclaims: "by god, charley, if i ever meet that judge of yours on a dark night, i'll choke him with these here hands, so help me! it's a damn shame to send you here in this condition. you should have gone to a hospital, that's what i say. but cheer up, old boy, you won't have to serve your three years; you can bet on that. we'll all club together to get your case up for a pardon, won't we, boys?" with unwonted energy the old yegg makes the rounds of the cage, taking pledges of contributions. "doctor george" appears around the corner, industriously polishing the brasswork, and bill appeals to him to corroborate his diagnosis of the blind man's condition. a smile of timid joy suffuses the sightless face, as bill nye slaps him on the shoulder, crying jovially, "what did i tell you, eh? you'll be o. k. soon, and meantime keep your mind busy how to avenge the injustice done you," and with a violent wink in the direction of "snakes," the yegg launches upon a reminiscence of his youth. as far as he can remember, he relates, the spirit of vengeance was strong within him. he has always religiously revenged any wrong he was made to suffer, but the incident that afforded him the greatest joy was an experience of his boyhood. he was fifteen then, and living with his widowed mother and three elder sisters in a small country place. one evening, as the family gathered in the large sitting-room, his sister mary said something which deeply offended him. in great rage he left the house. just as he was crossing the street, he was met by a tall, well-dressed gentleman, evidently a stranger in the town. the man guardedly inquired whether the boy could direct him to some address where one might pass the evening pleasantly. "quick as a flash a brilliant idea struck me," bill narrates, warming to his story. "never short of them, anyhow," he remarks parenthetically, "but here was my revenge! 'you mean a whore-house, don't you?' i ask the fellow. yes, that's what was wanted, my man says. 'why,' says i to him, kind of suddenly, 'see the house there right across the street? that's the place you want,' and i point out to him the house where the old lady and my three sisters are all sitting around the table, expectant like--waiting for me, you know. well, the man gives me a quarter, and up he goes, knocks on the door and steps right in. i hide in a dark corner to see what's coming, you know, and sure enough, presently the door opens with a bang and something comes out with a rush, and falls on the veranda, and mother she's got a broom in her hand, and the girls, every blessed one of them, out with flatiron and dustpan, and biff, baff, they rain it upon that thing on the steps. i thought i'd split my sides laughing. by an' by i return to the house, and mother and sisters are kind of excited, and i says innocent-like, 'what's up, girls?' well, you ought to hear 'em! talk, did they? 'that beast of a man, the dirty thing that came to the house and insulted us with--' they couldn't even mention the awful things he said; and mary--that's the sis i got mad at--she cries, 'oh, billie, you're so big and strong, i wish you was here when that nasty old thing came up.'" the boys are hilarious over the story, and "doctor george" motions me aside to talk over "old times." with a hearty pressure i greet my friend, whom i had not seen since the days of the first investigation. suspected of complicity, he had been removed to the shops, and only recently returned to his former position in the block. his beautiful thick hair has grown thin and gray; he looks aged and worn. with sadness i notice his tone of bitterness. "they almost killed me, aleck!" he says; "if it wasn't for my wife, i'd murder that old warden." throughout his long confinement, his wife had faithfully stood by him, her unfailing courage and devotion sustaining him in the hours of darkness and despair. "the dear girl," he muses, "i'd be dead if it wasn't for her." but his release is approaching. he has almost served the sentence of sixteen years for alleged complicity in the bank robbery at leechburg, during which the cashier was killed. the other two men convicted of the crime have both died in prison. the doctor alone has survived, "thanks to the dear girl," he repeats. but the six months at the workhouse fill him with apprehension. he has been informed that the place is a veritable inferno, even worse than the penitentiary. however, his wife is faithfully at work, trying to have the workhouse sentence suspended, and full liberty may be at hand. chapter xliii "passing the love of woman" the presence of my old friend is a source of much pleasure. george is an intelligent man; the long years of incarceration have not circumscribed his intellectual horizon. the approach of release is intensifying his interest in the life beyond the gates, and we pass the idle hours conversing over subjects of mutual interest, discussing social theories and problems of the day. he has a broad grasp of affairs, but his temperament and catholic traditions are antagonistic to the ideas dear to me. yet his attitude is free from personalities and narrow prejudice, and our talks are conducted along scientific and philosophical lines. the recent death of liebknecht and the american lecture tour of peter kropotkin afford opportunity for the discussion of modern social questions. there are many subjects of mutual interest, and my friend, whose great-grandfather was among the signers of the declaration, waxes eloquent in denunciation of his country's policy of extermination in the philippines and the growing imperialistic tendencies of the republic. a democrat of the jeffersonian type, he is virulent against the old warden on account of his favoritism and discrimination. his prison experience, he informs me, has considerably altered the views of democracy he once entertained. "why, aleck, there _is_ no justice," he says vehemently; "no, not even in the best democracy. ten years ago i would have staked my life on the courts. to-day i know they are a failure; our whole jurisprudence is wrong. you see, i have been here nine years. i have met and made friends with hundreds of criminals. some were pretty desperate, and many of them scoundrels. but i have to meet one yet in whom i couldn't discover some good quality, if he's scratched right. look at that fellow there," he points to a young prisoner scrubbing an upper range, "that's 'johnny the hunk.' he's in for murder. now what did the judge and jury know about him? just this: he was a hard-working boy in the mills. one saturday he attended a wedding, with a chum of his. they were both drunk when they went out into the street. they were boisterous, and a policeman tried to arrest them. johnny's chum resisted. the cop must have lost his head--he shot the fellow dead. it was right near johnny's home, and he ran in and got a pistol, and killed the policeman. must have been crazy with drink. well, they were going to hang him, but he was only a kid, hardly sixteen. they gave him fifteen years. now he's all in--they've just ruined the boy's life. and what kind of a boy is he, do you know? guess what he did. it was only a few months ago. some screw told him that the widow of the cop he shot is hard up; she has three children, and takes in washing. do you know what johnny did? he went around among the cons, and got together fifty dollars on the fancy paper-work he is making; he's an artist at it. he sent the woman the money, and begged her to forgive him." "is that true, doctor?" "every word. i went to milligan's office on some business, and the boy had just sent the money to the woman. the chaplain was so much moved by it, he told me the whole story. but wait, that isn't all. you know what that woman did?" "what?" "she wrote to johnny that he was a dirty murderer, and that if he ever goes up for a pardon, she will oppose it. she didn't want anything to do with him, she wrote. but she kept the money." "how did johnny take it?" "it's really wonderful about human nature. the boy cried over the letter, and told the chaplain that he wouldn't write to her again. but every minute he can spare he works on that fancy work, and every month he sends her money. that's the _criminal_ the judge sentenced to fifteen years in this hell!" my friend is firmly convinced that the law is entirely impotent to deal with our social ills. "why, look at the courts!" he exclaims, "they don't concern themselves with crime. they merely punish the criminal, absolutely indifferent to his antecedents and environment, and the predisposing causes." "but, george," i rejoin, "it is the economic system of exploitation, the dependence upon a master for your livelihood, want and the fear of want, which are responsible for most crimes." "only partly so, aleck. if it wasn't for the corruption in our public life, and the commercial scourge that holds everything for sale, and the spirit of materialism which has cheapened human life, there would not be so much violence and crime, even under what you call the capitalist system. at any rate, there is no doubt the law is an absolute failure in dealing with crime. the criminal belongs to the sphere of therapeutics. give him to the doctor instead of the jailer." "you mean, george, that the criminal is to be considered a product of anthropological and physical factors. but don't you see that you must also examine society, to determine to what extent social conditions are responsible for criminal actions? and if that were done, i believe most crimes would be found to be misdirected energy--misdirected because of false standards, wrong environment, and unenlightened self-interest." "well, i haven't given much thought to that phase of the question. but aside of social conditions, see what a bitch the penal institutions are making of it. for one thing, the promiscuous mingling of young and old, without regard to relative depravity and criminality, is converting prisons into veritable schools of crime and vice. the blackjack and the dungeon are surely not the proper means of reclamation, no matter what the social causes of crime. restraint and penal methods can't reform. the very idea of punishment precludes betterment. true reformation can emanate only from voluntary impulse, inspired and cultivated by intelligent advice and kind treatment. but reformation which is the result of fear, lacks the very essentials of its object, and will vanish like smoke the moment fear abates. and you know, aleck, the reformatories are even worse than the prisons. look at the fellows here from the various reform schools. why, it's a disgrace! the boys who come from the outside are decent fellows. but those kids from the reformatories--one-third of the cons here have graduated there--they are terrible. you can spot them by looking at them. they are worse than street prostitutes." my friend is very bitter against the prison element variously known as "the girls," "sallies," and "punks," who for gain traffic in sexual gratification. but he takes a broad view of the moral aspect of homosexuality; his denunciation is against the commerce in carnal desires. as a medical man, and a student, he is deeply interested in the manifestations of suppressed sex. he speaks with profound sympathy of the brilliant english man-of-letters, whom the world of cant and stupidity has driven to prison and to death because his sex life did not conform to the accepted standards. in detail, my friend traces the various phases of his psychic development since his imprisonment, and i warm toward him with a sense of intense humanity, as he reveals the intimate emotions of his being. a general medical practitioner, he had not come in personal contact with cases of homosexuality. he had heard of pederasty; but like the majority of his colleagues, he had neither understanding for nor sympathy with the sex practices he considered abnormal and vicious. in prison he was horrified at the perversion that frequently came under his observation. for two years the very thought of such matters filled him with disgust; he even refused to speak to the men and boys known to be homosexual, unconditionally condemning them--"with my prejudices rather than my reason," he remarks. but the forces of suppression were at work. "now, this is in confidence, aleck," he cautions me. "i know you will understand. probably you yourself have experienced the same thing. i'm glad i can talk to some one about it; the other fellows here wouldn't understand it. it makes me sick to see how they all grow indignant over a fellow who is caught. and the officers, too, though you know as well as i that quite a number of them are addicted to these practices. well, i'll tell you. i suppose it's the same story with every one here, especially the long-timers. i was terribly dejected and hopeless when i came. sixteen years--i didn't believe for a moment i could live through it. i was abusing myself pretty badly. still, after a while, when i got work and began to take an interest in this life, i got over it. but as time went, the sex instinct awakened. i was young: about twenty-five, strong and healthy. sometimes i thought i'd get crazy with passion. you remember when we were celling together on that upper range, on r; you were in the stocking shop then, weren't you? don't you remember?" "of course i remember, george. you were in the cell next mine. we could see out on the river. it was in the summer: we could hear the excursion boats, and the girls singing and dancing." "that, too, helped to turn me back to onanism. i really believe the whole blessed range used to 'indulge' then. think of the precious material fed to the fishes," he smiles; "the privies, you know, empty into the river." "some geniuses may have been lost to the world in those orgies." "yes, orgies; that's just what they were. as a matter of fact, i don't believe there is a single man in the prison who doesn't abuse himself, at one time or another." "if there is, he's a mighty exception. i have known some men to masturbate four and five times a day. kept it up for months, too." "yes, and they either get the con, or go bugs. as a medical man i think that self-abuse, if practised no more frequently than ordinary coition, would be no more injurious than the latter. but it can't be done. it grows on you terribly. and the second stage is more dangerous than the first." "what do you call the second?" "well, the first is the dejection stage. hopeless and despondent, you seek forgetfulness in onanism. you don't care what happens. it's what i might call mechanical self-abuse, not induced by actual sex desire. this stage passes with your dejection, as soon as you begin to take an interest in the new life, as all of us are forced to do, before long. the second stage is the psychic and mental. it is not the result of dejection. with the gradual adaptation to the new conditions, a comparatively normal life begins, manifesting sexual desires. at this stage your self-abuse is induced by actual need. it is the more dangerous phase, because the frequency of the practice grows with the recurring thought of home, your wife or sweetheart. while the first was mechanical, giving no special pleasure, and resulting only in increasing lassitude, the second stage revolves about the charms of some loved woman, or one desired, and affords intense joy. therein is its allurement and danger; and that's why the habit gains in strength. the more miserable the life, the more frequently you will fall back upon your sole source of pleasure. many become helpless victims. i have noticed that prisoners of lower intelligence are the worst in this respect." "i have had the same experience. the narrower your mental horizon, the more you dwell upon your personal troubles and wrongs. that is probably the reason why the more illiterate go insane with confinement." "no doubt of it. you have had exceptional opportunities for observation of the solitaries and the new men. what did you notice, aleck?" "well, in some respects the existence of a prisoner is like the life of a factory worker. as a rule, men used to outdoor life suffer most from solitary. they are less able to adapt themselves to the close quarters, and the foul air quickly attacks their lungs. besides, those who have no interests beyond their personal life, soon become victims of insanity. i've always advised new men to interest themselves in some study or fancy work,--it's their only salvation." "if you yourself have survived, it's because you lived in your theories and ideals; i'm sure of it. and i continued my medical studies, and sought to absorb myself in scientific subjects." for a moment george pauses. the veins of his forehead protrude, as if he is undergoing a severe mental struggle. presently he says: "aleck, i'm going to speak very frankly to you. i'm much interested in the subject. i'll give you my intimate experiences, and i want you to be just as frank with me. i think it's one of the most important things, and i want to learn all i can about it. very little is known about it, and much less understood." "about what, george?" "about homosexuality. i have spoken of the second phase of onanism. with a strong effort i overcame it. not entirely, of course. but i have succeeded in regulating the practice, indulging in it at certain intervals. but as the months and years passed, my emotions manifested themselves. it was like a psychic awakening. the desire to love something was strong upon me. once i caught a little mouse in my cell, and tamed it a bit. it would eat out of my hand, and come around at meal times, and by and by it would stay all evening to play with me. i learned to love it. honestly, aleck, i cried when it died. and then, for a long time, i felt as if there was a void in my heart. i wanted something to love. it just swept me with a wild craving for affection. somehow the thought of woman gradually faded from my mind. when i saw my wife, it was just like a dear friend. but i didn't feel toward her sexually. one day, as i was passing in the hall, i noticed a young boy. he had been in only a short time, and he was rosy-cheeked, with a smooth little face and sweet lips--he reminded me of a girl i used to court before i married. after that i frequently surprised myself thinking of the lad. i felt no desire toward him, except just to know him and get friendly. i became acquainted with him, and when he heard i was a medical man, he would often call to consult me about the stomach trouble he suffered. the doctor here persisted in giving the poor kid salts and physics all the time. well, aleck, i could hardly believe it myself, but i grew so fond of the boy, i was miserable when a day passed without my seeing him. i would take big chances to get near him. i was rangeman then, and he was assistant on a top tier. we often had opportunities to talk. i got him interested in literature, and advised him what to read, for he didn't know what to do with his time. he had a fine character, that boy, and he was bright and intelligent. at first it was only a liking for him, but it increased all the time, till i couldn't think of any woman. but don't misunderstand me, aleck; it wasn't that i wanted a 'kid.' i swear to you, the other youths had no attraction for me whatever; but this boy--his name was floyd--he became so dear to me, why, i used to give him everything i could get. i had a friendly guard, and he'd bring me fruit and things. sometimes i'd just die to eat it, but i always gave it to floyd. and, aleck--you remember when i was down in the dungeon six days? well, it was for the sake of that boy. he did something, and i took the blame on myself. and the last time--they kept me nine days chained up--i hit a fellow for abusing floyd: he was small and couldn't defend himself. i did not realize it at the time, aleck, but i know now that i was simply in love with the boy; wildly, madly in love. it came very gradually. for two years i loved him without the least taint of sex desire. it was the purest affection i ever felt in my life. it was all-absorbing, and i would have sacrificed my life for him if he had asked it. but by degrees the psychic stage began to manifest all the expressions of love between the opposite sexes. i remember the first time he kissed me. it was early in the morning; only the rangemen were out, and i stole up to his cell to give him a delicacy. he put both hands between the bars, and pressed his lips to mine. aleck, i tell you, never in my life had i experienced such bliss as at that moment. it's five years ago, but it thrills me every time i think of it. it came suddenly; i didn't expect it. it was entirely spontaneous: our eyes met, and it seemed as if something drew us together. he told me he was very fond of me. from then on we became lovers. i used to neglect my work, and risk great danger to get a chance to kiss and embrace him. i grew terribly jealous, too, though i had no cause. i passed through every phase of a passionate love. with this difference, though--i felt a touch of the old disgust at the thought of actual sex contact. that i didn't do. it seemed to me a desecration of the boy, and of my love for him. but after a while that feeling also wore off, and i desired sexual relation with him. he said he loved me enough to do even that for me, though he had never done it before. he hadn't been in any reformatory, you know. and yet, somehow i couldn't bring myself to do it; i loved the lad too much for it. perhaps you will smile, aleck, but it was real, true love. when floyd was unexpectedly transferred to the other block, i felt that i would be the happiest man if i could only touch his hand again, or get one more kiss. you--you're laughing?" he asks abruptly, a touch of anxiety in his voice. "no, george. i am grateful for your confidence. i think it is a wonderful thing; and, george--i had felt the same horror and disgust at these things, as you did. but now i think quite differently about them." "really, aleck? i'm glad you say so. often i was troubled--is it viciousness or what, i wondered; but i could never talk to any one about it. they take everything here in such a filthy sense. yet i knew in my heart that it was a true, honest emotion." "george, i think it a very beautiful emotion. just as beautiful as love for a woman. i had a friend here; his name was russell; perhaps you remember him. i felt no physical passion toward him, but i think i loved him with all my heart. his death was a most terrible shock to me. it almost drove me insane." silently george holds out his hand. chapter xliv love's daring castle on the ohio, aug. , . my dear carolus: you know the saying, "der eine hat den beutel, der andere das geld." i find it a difficult problem to keep in touch with my correspondents. i have the leisure, but theirs is the advantage of the paper supply. thus runs the world. but you, a most faithful correspondent, have been neglected a long while. therefore this unexpected _sub rosa_ chance is for you. my dear boy, whatever your experiences since you left me, don't fashion your philosophy in the image of disappointment. all life is a multiplied pain; its highest expressions, love and friendship, are sources of the most heart-breaking sorrow. that has been my experience; no doubt, yours also. and you are aware that here, under prison conditions, the disappointments, the grief and anguish, are so much more acute, more bitter and lasting. what then? shall one seal his emotions, or barricade his heart? ah, if it were possible, it would be wiser, some claim. but remember, dear carl, mere wisdom is a barren life. i think it a natural reaction against your prison existence that you feel the need of self-indulgence. but it is a temporary phase, i hope. you want to live and enjoy, you say. but surely you are mistaken to believe that the time is past when we cheerfully sacrificed all to the needs of the cause. the first flush of emotional enthusiasm may have paled, but in its place there is the deeper and more lasting conviction that permeates one's whole being. there come moments when one asks himself the justification of his existence, the meaning of his life. no torment is more excruciating and overwhelming than the failure to find an answer. you will discover it neither in physical indulgence nor in coldly intellectual pleasure. something more substantial is needed. in this regard, life outside does not differ so very much from prison existence. the narrower your horizon--the more absorbed you are in your immediate environment, and dependent upon it--the sooner you decay, morally and mentally. you can, in a measure, escape the sordidness of life only by living for something higher. perhaps that is the secret of my survival. wider interests have given me strength. and other phases there are. from your own experience you know what sustaining satisfaction is found in prison in the constant fight for the feeling of human dignity, because of the constant attempt to strangle your sense of self-respect. i have seen prisoners offer most desperate resistance in defence of their manhood. on my part it has been a continuous struggle. do you remember the last time i was in the dungeon? it was on the occasion of comrade kropotkin's presence in this country, during his last lecture tour. the old warden was here then; he informed me that i would not be permitted to see our grand old man. i had a tilt with him, but i did not succeed in procuring a visiting card. a few days later i received a letter from peter. on the envelope, under my name, was marked, "political prisoner." the warden was furious. "we have no political prisoners in a free country," he thundered, tearing up the envelope. "but you have political grafters," i retorted. we argued the matter heatedly, and i demanded the envelope. the warden insisted that i apologize. of course i refused, and i had to spend three days in the dungeon. there have been many changes since then. your coming to pittsburgh last year, and the threat to expose this place (they knew you had the facts) helped to bring matters to a point. they assigned me to a range, and i am still holding the position. the new warden is treating me more decently. he "wants no trouble with me," he told me. but he has proved a great disappointment. he started in with promising reforms, but gradually he has fallen into the old ways. in some respects his régime is even worse than the previous one. he has introduced a system of "economy" which barely affords us sufficient food. the dungeon and basket, which he had at first abolished, are in operation again, and the discipline is daily becoming more drastic. the result is more brutality and clubbings, more fights and cutting affairs, and general discontent. the new management cannot plead ignorance, for the last th of july the men gave a demonstration of the effects of humane treatment. the warden had assembled the inmates in the chapel, promising to let them pass the day in the yard, on condition of good behavior. the inspectors and the old guards advised against it, arguing the "great risk" of such a proceeding. but the major decided to try the experiment. he put the men on their honor, and turned them loose in the yard. he was not disappointed; the day passed beautifully, without the least mishap; there was not even a single report. we began to breathe easier, when presently the whole system was reversed. it was partly due to the influence of the old officers upon the warden; and the latter completely lost his head when a trusty made his escape from the hospital. it seems to have terrorized the warden into abandoning all reforms. he has also been censured by the inspectors because of the reduced profits from the industries. now the tasks have been increased, and even the sick and consumptives are forced to work. the labor bodies of the state have been protesting in vain. how miserably weak is the giant of toil, because unconscious of his strength! the men are groaning, and wishing old sandy back. in short, things are just as they were during your time. men and wardens may come and go, but the system prevails. more and more i am persuaded of the great truth: given authority and the opportunity for exploitation, the results will be essentially the same, no matter what particular set of men, or of "principles," happens to be in the saddle. fortunately i am on the "home run." i'm glad you felt that the failure of my application to the superior court would not depress me. i built no castles upon it. yet i am glad it has been tried. it was well to demonstrate once more that neither lower courts, pardon boards, nor higher tribunals, are interested in doing justice. my lawyers had such a strong case, from the legal standpoint, that the state pardon board resorted to every possible trick to avoid the presentation of it. and now the superior court thought it the better part of wisdom to ignore the argument that i am being illegally detained. they simply refused the application, with a few meaningless phrases that entirely evade the question at issue. well, to hell with them. i have " an' a stump" (stump, months) and i feel the courage of perseverance. but i hope that the next legislature will not repeal the new commutation law. there is considerable talk of it, for the politicians are angry that their efforts in behalf of the wealthy u. s. grafters in the eastern penitentiary failed. they begrudge the "common" prisoner the increased allowance of good time. however, i shall "make" it. of course, you understand that both french leave and dutch act are out of the question now. i have decided to stay--till i can _walk_ through the gates. in reference to french leave, have you read about the biddle affair? i think it was the most remarkable attempt in the history of the country. think of the wife of the jail warden helping prisoners to escape! the boys here were simply wild with joy. every one hoped they would make good their escape, and old sammy told me he prayed they shouldn't be caught. but all the bloodhounds of the law were unchained; the biddle boys got no chance at all. the story is this. the brothers biddle, jack and ed, and walter dorman, while in the act of robbing a store, killed a man. it was dorman who fired the shot, but he turned state's evidence. the state rewards treachery. dorman escaped the noose, but the two brothers were sentenced to die. as is customary, they were visited in the jail by the "gospel ladies," among them the wife of the warden. you probably remember him--soffel; he was deputy warden when we were in the jail, and a rat he was, too. well, ed was a good-looking man, with soft manners, and so forth. mrs. soffel fell in love with him. it was mutual, i believe. now witness the heroism a woman is capable of, when she loves. mrs. soffel determined to save the two brothers; i understand they promised her to quit their criminal life. every day she would visit the condemned men, to console them. pretending to read the gospel, she would stand close to the doors, to give them an opportunity to saw through the bars. she supplied them with revolvers, and they agreed to escape together. of course, she could not go back to her husband, for she loved ed, loved him well enough never even to see her children again. the night for the escape was set. the brothers intended to separate immediately after the break, subsequently to meet together with mrs. soffel. but the latter insisted on going with them. ed begged her not to. he knew that it was sheer suicide for all of them. but she persisted, and ed acquiesced, fully realizing that it would prove fatal. don't you think it showed a noble trait in the boy? he did not want her to think that he was deserting her. the escape from the jail was made successfully; they even had several hours' start. but snow had fallen, and it was easy to trace two men and a woman in a sleigh. the brutality of the man-hunters is past belief. when the detectives came upon the boys, they fired their winchesters into the two brothers. even when the wounded were stretched on the ground, bleeding and helpless, a detective emptied his revolver into ed, killing him. jack died later, and mrs. soffel was placed in jail. you can imagine the savage fury of the respectable mob. mrs. soffel was denounced by her husband, and all the good christian women cried "unclean!" and clamored for the punishment of their unfortunate sister. she is now here, serving two years for aiding in the escape. i caught a glimpse of her when she came in. she has a sympathetic face, that bears signs of deep suffering; she must have gone through a terrible ordeal. think of the struggle before she decided upon the desperate step; then the days and weeks of anxiety, as the boys were sawing the bars and preparing for the last chance! i should appreciate the love of a woman whose affection is stronger than the iron fetters of convention. in some ways this woman reminds me of the girl--the type that possesses the courage and strength to rise above all considerations for the sake of the man or the cause held dear. how little the world understands the vital forces of life! a. chapter xlv the bloom of "the barren staff" i it is september the nineteenth. the cell-house is silent and gray in the afternoon dusk. in the yard the rain walks with long strides, hastening in the dim twilight, hastening whither the shadows have gone. i stand at the door, in reverie. in the sombre light, i see myself led through the gate yonder,--it was ten years ago this day. the walls towered menacingly in the dark, the iron gripped my heart, and i was lost in despair. i should not have believed then that i could survive the long years of misery and pain. but the nimble feet of the rain patter hopefully; its tears dissipate the clouds, and bring light; and soon i shall step into the sunshine, and come forth grown and matured, as the world must have grown in the struggle of suffering-- "fresh fish!" a rangeman announces, pointing to the long line of striped men, trudging dejectedly across the yard, and stumbling against each other in the unaccustomed lockstep. the door opens, and aleck killain, the lifetimer, motions to me. he walks with measured, even step along the hall. rangeman "coz" and harry, my young assistant, stealthily crowd with him into my cell. the air of mystery about them arouses my apprehension. "what's the matter, boys?" i ask. they hesitate and glance at each other, smiling diffidently. "you speak, killain," harry whispers. the lifetimer carefully unwraps a little package, and i become aware of the sweet scent of flowers perfuming the cell. the old prisoner stammers in confusion, as he presents me with a rose, big and red. "we swiped it in the greenhouse," he says. "fer you, aleck," harry adds. "for your tenth anniversary," corrects "coz." "good luck to you, aleck." mutely they grip my hand, and steal out of the cell. * * * * * in solitude i muse over the touching remembrance. these men--they are the shame society hides within the gray walls. these, and others like them. daily they come to be buried alive in this grave; all through the long years they have been coming, and the end is not yet. robbed of joy and life, their being is discounted in the economy of existence. and all the while the world has been advancing, it is said; science and philosophy, art and letters, have made great strides. but wherein is the improvement that augments misery and crowds the prisons? the discovery of the x-ray will further scientific research, i am told. but where is the x-ray of social insight that will discover in human understanding and mutual aid the elements of true progress? deceptive is the advance that involves the ruthless sacrifice of peace and health and life; superficial and unstable the civilization that rests upon the treacherous sands of strife and warfare. the progress of science and industry, far from promoting man's happiness and social harmony, merely accentuates discontent and sharpens the contrasts. the knowledge gained at so much cost of suffering and sacrifice bears bitter fruit, for lack of wisdom to apply the lessons learned. there are no limits to the achievements of man, were not humanity divided against itself, exhausting its best energies in sanguinary conflict, suicidal and unnecessary. and these, the thousands stepmothered by cruel stupidity, are the victims castigated by society for her own folly and sins. there is young harry. a child of the slums, he has never known the touch of a loving hand. motherless, his father a drunkard, the heavy arm of the law was laid upon him at the age of ten. from reform school to reformatory the social orphan has been driven about.--"you know, aleck," he says, "i nev'r had no real square meal, to feel full, you know; 'cept once, on christmas, in de ref." at the age of nineteen, he has not seen a day of liberty since early childhood. three years ago he was transferred to the penitentiary, under a sentence of sixteen years for an attempted escape from the morganza reform school, which resulted in the death of a keeper. the latter was foreman in the tailor shop, in which harry was employed together with a number of other youths. the officer had induced harry to do overwork, above the regular task, for which he rewarded the boy with an occasional dainty of buttered bread or a piece of corn-cake. by degrees harry's voluntary effort became part of his routine work, and the reward in delicacies came more rarely. but when they entirely ceased the boy rebelled, refusing to exert himself above the required task. he was reported, but the superintendent censured the keeper for the unauthorized increase of work. harry was elated; but presently began systematic persecution that made the boy's life daily more unbearable. in innumerable ways the hostile guard sought to revenge his defeat upon the lad, till at last, driven to desperation, harry resolved upon escape. with several other inmates the fourteen-year-old boy planned to flee to the rocky mountains, there to hunt the "wild" indians, and live the independent and care-free life of jesse james. "you know, aleck," harry confides to me, reminiscently, "we could have made it easy; dere was eleven of us. but de kids was all sore on de foreman. he 'bused and beat us, an' some of de boys wouldn' go 'cept we knock de screw out first. it was me pal nacky that hit 'im foist, good an' hard, an' den i hit 'im, lightly. but dey all said in court that i hit 'im both times. nacky's people had money, an' he beat de case, but i got soaked sixteen years." his eyes fill with tears and he says plaintively: "i haven't been outside since i was a little kid, an' now i'm sick, an' will die here mebbe." ii conversing in low tones, we sweep the range. i shorten my strokes to enable harry to keep pace. weakly he drags the broom across the floor. his appearance is pitifully grotesque. the sickly features, pale with the color of the prison whitewash, resemble a little child's. but the eyes look oldish in their wrinkled sockets, the head painfully out of proportion with the puny, stunted body. now and again he turns his gaze on me, and in his face there is melancholy wonder, as if he is seeking something that has passed him by. often i ponder, is there a crime more appalling and heinous than the one society has committed upon him, who is neither man nor youth and never was child? crushed by the heel of brutality, this plant had never budded. yet there is the making of a true man in him. his mentality is pathetically primitive, but he possesses character and courage, and latent virgin forces. his emotional frankness borders on the incredible; he is unmoral and unsocial, as a field daisy might be, surrounded by giant trees, yet timidly tenacious of its own being. it distresses me to witness the yearning that comes into his eyes at the mention of the "outside." often he asks: "tell me, aleck, how does it feel to walk on de street, to know that you're free t' go where you damn please, wid no screw to foller you?" ah, if he'd only have a chance, he reiterates, he'd be so careful not to get into trouble! he would like to keep company with a nice girl, he confides, blushingly; he had never had one. but he fears his days are numbered. his lungs are getting very bad, and now that his father has died, he has no one to help him get a pardon. perhaps father wouldn't have helped him, either; he was always drunk, and never cared for his children. "he had no business t' have any children," harry comments passionately. and he can't expect any assistance from his sister; the poor girl barely makes a living in the factory. "she's been workin' ev'r so long in the pickle works," harry explains. "that feller, the boss there, must be rich; it's a big factory," he adds, naïvely, "he oughter give 'er enough to marry on." but he fears he will die in the prison. there is no one to aid him, and he has no friends. "i never had no friend," he says, wistfully; "there ain't no real friends. de older boys in de ref always used me, an' dey use all de kids. but dey was no friends, an' every one was against me in de court, an' dey put all de blame on me. everybody was always against me," he repeats bitterly. * * * * * alone in the cell, i ponder over his words. "everybody was always against me," i hear the boy say. i wake at night, with the quivering cry in the darkness, "everybody against me!" motherless in childhood, reared in the fumes of brutal inebriation, cast into the slums to be crushed under the wheels of the law's juggernaut, was the fate of this social orphan. is this the fruit of progress? this the spirit of our christian civilization? in the hours of solitude, the scheme of existence unfolds in kaleidoscope before me. in variegated design and divergent angle it presents an endless panorama of stunted minds and tortured bodies, of universal misery and wretchedness, in the elemental aspect of the boy's desolate life. and i behold all the suffering and agony resolve themselves in the dominance of the established, in tradition and custom that heavily encrust humanity, weighing down the already fettered soul till its wings break and it beats helplessly against the artificial barriers.... the blanched face of misery is silhouetted against the night. the silence sobs with the piteous cry of the crushed boy. and i hear the cry, and it fills my whole being with the sense of terrible wrong and injustice, with the shame of my kind, that sheds crocodile tears while it swallows its helpless prey. the submerged moan in the dark. i will echo their agony to the ears of the world. i have suffered with them, i have looked into the heart of pain, and with its voice and anguish i will speak to humanity, to wake it from sloth and apathy, and lend hope to despair. * * * * * the months speed in preparation for the great work. i must equip myself for the mission, for the combat with the world that struggles so desperately to defend its chains. the day of my resurrection is approaching, and i will devote my new life to the service of my fellow-sufferers. the world shall hear the tortured; it shall behold the shame it has buried within these walls, yet not eliminated. the ghost of its crimes shall rise and harrow its ears, till the social conscience is roused to the cry of its victims. and perhaps with eyes once opened, it will behold the misery and suffering in the world beyond, and man will pause in his strife and mad race to ask himself, wherefore? whither? chapter xlvi a child's heart-hunger i with deep gratification i observe the unfoldment of harry's mind. my friendship has wakened in him hope and interest in life. merely to please me, he smilingly reiterated, he would apply himself to reading the mapped-out course. but as time passed he became absorbed in the studies, developing a thirst for knowledge that is transforming his primitive intelligence into a mentality of great power and character. often i marvel at the peculiar strength and aspiration springing from the depths of a prison friendship. "i did not believe in friendship, aleck," harry says, as we ply our brooms in the day's work, "but now i feel that i wouldn't be here, if i had had then a real friend. it isn't only that we suffer together, but you have made me feel that our minds can rise above these rules and bars. you know, the screws have warned me against you, and i was afraid of you. i don't know how to put it, aleck, but the first time we had that long talk last year, i felt as if something walked right over from you to me. and since then i have had something to live for. you know, i have seen so much of the priests, i have no use for the church, and i don't believe in immortality. but the idea i got from you clung to me, and it was so persistent, i really think there is such a thing as immortality of an idea." for an instant the old look of helpless wonder is in his face, as if he is at a loss to master the thought. he pauses in his work, his eyes fastened on mine. "i got it, aleck," he says, an eager smile lighting up his pallid features. "you remember the story you told me about them fellers--oh,"--he quickly corrects himself--"when i get excited, i drop into my former bad english. well, you know the story you told me of the prisoners in siberia; how they escape sometimes, and the peasants, though forbidden to house them, put food outside of their huts, so that an escaped man may not starve to death. you remember, aleck?" "yes, harry. i'm glad you haven't forgotten it." "forgotten? why, aleck, a few weeks ago, sitting at my door, i saw a sparrow hopping about in the hall. it looked cold and hungry. i threw a piece of bread to it, but the warden came by and made me pick it up, and drive the bird away. somehow i thought of the peasants in siberia, and how they share their food with escaped men. why should the bird starve as long as i have bread? now every night i place a few pieces near the door, and in the morning, just when it begins to dawn, and every one is asleep, the bird steals up and gets her breakfast. it's the immortality of an idea, aleck." ii the inclement winter has laid a heavy hand upon harry. the foul hot air of the cell-house is aggravating his complaint, and now the physician has pronounced him in an advanced stage of consumption. the disease is ravaging the population. hygienic rules are ignored, and no precautions are taken against contagion. harry's health is fast failing. he walks with an evident effort, but bravely straightens as he meets my gaze. "i feel quite strong, aleck," he says, "i don't believe it's the con. it's just a bad cold." he clings tenaciously to the slender hope; but now and then the cunning of suspicion tests my faith. pretending to wash his hands, he asks: "can i use your towel, aleck? sure you're not afraid?" my apparent confidence seems to allay his fears, and he visibly rallies with renewed hope. i strive to lighten his work on the range, and his friend "coz," who attends the officers' table, shares with the sick boy the scraps of fruit and cake left after their meals. the kind-hearted italian, serving a sentence of twenty years, spends his leisure weaving hair chains in the dim light of the cell, and invests the proceeds in warm underwear for his consumptive friend. "i don't need it myself, i'm too hot-blooded, anyhow," he lightly waves aside harry's objections. he shudders as the hollow cough shakes the feeble frame, and anxiously hovers over the boy, mothering him with unobtrusive tenderness. * * * * * at the first sign of spring, "coz" conspires with me to procure for harry the privilege of the yard. the consumptives are deprived of air, immured in the shop or block, and in the evening locked in the cells. in view of my long service and the shortness of my remaining time, the inspectors have promised me fifteen minutes' exercise in the yard. i have not touched the soil since the discovery of the tunnel, in july , almost four years ago. but harry is in greater need of fresh air, and perhaps we shall be able to procure the privilege for him, instead. his health would improve, and in the meantime we will bring his case before the pardon board. it was an outrage to send him to the penitentiary, "coz" asserts vehemently. "harry was barely fourteen then, a mere child. think of a judge who will give such a kid sixteen years! why, it means death. but what can you expect! remember the little boy who was sent here--it was somewhere around ' --he was just twelve years old, and he didn't look more than ten. they brought him here in knickerbockers, and the fellows had to bend over double to keep in lockstep with him. he looked just like a baby in the line. the first pair of long pants he ever put on was stripes, and he was so frightened, he'd stand at the door and cry all the time. well, they got ashamed of themselves after a while, and sent him away to some reformatory, but he spent about six months here then. oh, what's the use talking," "coz" concludes hopelessly; "it's a rotten world all right. but may be we can get harry a pardon. honest, aleck, i feel as if he's my own child. we've been friends since the day he came in, and he's a good boy, only he never had a chance. make a list, aleck. i'll ask the chaplain how much i've got in the office. i think it's twenty-two or may be twenty-three dollars. it's all for harry." * * * * * the spring warms into summer before the dime and quarter donations total the amount required by the attorney to carry harry's case to the pardon board. but the sick boy is missing from the range. for weeks his dry, hacking cough resounded in the night, keeping the men awake, till at last the doctor ordered him transferred to the hospital. his place on the range has been taken by "big swede," a tall, sallow-faced man who shuffles along the hall, moaning in pain. the passing guards mimic him, and poke him jocularly in the ribs. "hey, you! get a move on, and quit your shammin'." he starts in affright; pressing both hands against his side, he shrinks at the officer's touch. "you fakir, we're next to _you_, all right." an uncomprehending, sickly smile spreads over the sere face, as he murmurs plaintively, "yis, sir, me seek, very seek." chapter xlvii chum i the able-bodied men have been withdrawn to the shops, and only the old and decrepit remain in the cell-house. but even the light duties of assistant prove too difficult for the swede. the guards insist that he is shamming. every night he is placed in a strait-jacket, and gagged to stifle his groans. i protest against the mistreatment, and am cited to the office. the deputy's desk is occupied by "bighead," the officer of the hosiery department, now promoted to the position of second assistant deputy. he greets me with a malicious grin. "i knew you wouldn't behave," he chuckles; "know you too damn well from the stockin' shop." the gigantic colonel, the new deputy, loose-jointed and broad, strolls in with long, swinging step. he glances over the report against me. "is that all?" he inquires of the guard, in cold, impassive voice. "yes, sir." "go back to your work, berkman." but in the afternoon, officer "bighead" struts into the cell-house, in charge of the barber gang. as i take my turn in the first chair, the guard hastens toward me. "get out of that chair," he commands. "it ain't your turn. you take _that_ chair," pointing toward the second barber, a former boilermaker, dreaded by the men as a "butcher." "it _is_ my turn in this chair," i reply, keeping my seat. "dat so, mr. officer," the negro barber chimes in. "shut up!" the officer bellows. "will you get out of that chair?" he advances toward me threateningly. "i won't," i retort, looking him squarely in the eye. suppressed giggling passes along the waiting line. the keeper turns purple, and strides toward the office to report me. ii "this is awful, aleck. i'm so sorry you're locked up. you were in the right, too," "coz" whispers at my cell. "but never min', old boy," he smiles reassuringly, "you can count on me, all right. and you've got other friends. here's a stiff some one sends you. he wants an answer right away. i'll call for it." the note mystifies me. the large, bold writing is unfamiliar; i cannot identify the signature, "jim m." the contents are puzzling. his sympathies are with me, the writer says. he has learned all the details of the trouble, and feels that i acted in the defence of my rights. it is an outrage to lock me up for resenting undeserved humiliation at the hands of an unfriendly guard; and he cannot bear to see me thus persecuted. my time is short, and the present trouble, if not corrected, may cause the loss of my commutation. he will immediately appeal to the warden to do me justice; but he should like to hear from me before taking action. i wonder at the identity of the writer. evidently not a prisoner; intercession with the warden would be out of the question. yet i cannot account for any officer who would take this attitude, or employ such means of communicating with me. presently "coz" saunters past the cell. "got your answer ready?" he whispers. "who gave you the note, coz?" "i don't know if i should tell you." "of course you must tell me. i won't answer this note unless i know to whom i am writing." "well, aleck," he hesitates, "he didn't say if i may tell you." "then better go and ask him first." * * * * * considerable time elapses before "coz" returns. from the delay i judge that the man is in a distant part of the institution, or not easily accessible. at last the kindly face of the italian appears at the cell. "it's all right, aleck," he says. "who is he?" i ask impatiently. "i'll bet you'll never guess." "tell me, then." "well, i'll tell you. he is not a screw." "can't be a prisoner?" "no." "who, then?" "he is a fine fellow, aleck." "come now, tell me." "he is a citizen. the foreman of the new shop." "the weaving department?" "that's the man. here's another stiff from him. answer at once." iii dear mr. j. m.: i hardly know how to write to you. it is the most remarkable thing that has happened to me in all the years of my confinement. to think that you, a perfect stranger--and not a prisoner, at that--should offer to intercede in my behalf because you feel that an injustice has been done! it is almost incredible, but "coz" has informed me that you are determined to see the warden in this matter. i assure you i appreciate your sense of justice more than i can express it. but i most urgently request you not to carry out your plan. with the best of intentions, your intercession will prove disastrous, to yourself as well as to me. a shop foreman, you are not supposed to know what is happening in the block. the warden is a martinet, and extremely vain of his authority. he will resent your interference. i don't know who you are, but your indignation at what you believe an injustice characterizes you as a man of principle, and you are evidently inclined to be friendly toward me. i should be very unhappy to be the cause of your discharge. you need your job, or you would not be here. i am very, very thankful to you, but i urge you most earnestly to drop the matter. i must fight my own battles. moreover, the situation is not very serious, and i shall come out all right. with much appreciation, a. b. dear mr. m.: i feel much relieved by your promise to accede to my request. it is best so. you need not worry about me. i expect to receive a hearing before the deputy, and he seems a decent chap. you will pardon me when i confess that i smiled at your question whether your correspondence is welcome. your notes are a ray of sunshine in the darkness, and i am intensely interested in the personality of a man whose sense of justice transcends considerations of personal interest. you know, no great heroism is required to demand justice for oneself, in the furtherance of our own advantage. but where the other fellow is concerned, especially a stranger, it becomes a question of "abstract" justice--and but few people possess the manhood to jeopardize their reputation or comfort for that. since our correspondence began, i have had occasion to speak to some of the men in your charge. i want to thank you in their name for your considerate and humane treatment of them. "coz" is at the door, and i must hurry. trust no one with notes, except him. we have been friends for years, and he can tell you all you wish to know about my life here. cordially, b. my dear m.: there is no need whatever for your anxiety regarding the effects of the solitary upon me. i do not think they will keep me in long; at any rate, remember that i do not wish you to intercede. you will be pleased to know that my friend harry shows signs of improvement, thanks to your generosity. "coz" has managed to deliver to him the tid-bits and wine you sent. you know the story of the boy. he has never known the love of a mother, nor the care of a father. a typical child of the disinherited, he was thrown, almost in infancy, upon the tender mercies of the world. at the age of ten the law declared him a criminal. he has never since seen a day of liberty. at twenty he is dying of prison consumption. was the spanish inquisition ever guilty of such organized child murder? with desperate will-power he clutches at life, in the hope of a pardon. he is firmly convinced that fresh air would cure him, but the new rules confine him to the hospital. his friends here have collected a fund to bring his case before the pardon board; it is to be heard next month. that devoted soul, "coz," has induced the doctor to issue a certificate of harry's critical condition, and he may be released soon. i have grown very fond of the boy so much sinned against. i have watched his heart and mind blossom in the sunshine of a little kindness, and now--i hope that at least his last wish will be gratified: just once to walk on the street, and not hear the harsh command of the guard. he begs me to express to his unknown friend his deepest gratitude. b. dear m.: the deputy has just released me. i am happy with a double happiness, for i know how pleased you will be at the good turn of affairs. it is probably due to the fact that my neighbor, the big swede--you've heard about him--was found dead in the strait-jacket this morning. the doctor and officers all along pretended that he was shamming. it was a most cruel murder; by the warden's order the sick swede was kept gagged and bound every night. i understand that the deputy opposed such brutal methods, and now it is rumored that he intends to resign. but i hope he will remain. there is something big and broad-minded about the gigantic colonel. he tries to be fair, and he has saved many a prisoner from the cruelty of the major. the latter is continually inventing new modes of punishment; it is characteristic that his methods involve curtailment of rations, and consequent saving, which is not accounted for on the books. he has recently cut the milk allowance of the hospital patients, notwithstanding the protests of the doctor. he has also introduced severe punishment for talking. you know, when you have not uttered a word for days and weeks, you are often seized with an uncontrollable desire to give vent to your feelings. these infractions of the rules are now punished by depriving you of tobacco and of your sunday dinner. every sunday from to men are locked up on the top range, to remain without food all day. the system is called "killicure" (kill or cure) and it involves considerable graft, for i know numbers of men who have not received tobacco or a sunday dinner for months. warden wm. johnston seems innately cruel. recently he introduced the "blind" cell,--door covered with solid sheet iron. it is much worse than the basket cell, for it virtually admits no air, and men are kept in it from to days. prisoner varnell was locked up in such a cell days, becoming paralyzed. but even worse than these punishments is the more refined brutality of torturing the boys with the uncertainty of release and the increasing deprivation of good time. this system is developing insanity to an alarming extent. amid all this heartlessness and cruelty, the chaplain is a refreshing oasis of humanity. i noticed in one of your letters the expression, "because of economic necessity," and--i wondered. to be sure, the effects of economic causes are not to be underestimated. but the extremists of the materialistic conception discount character, and thus help to vitiate it. the factor of personality is too often ignored by them. take the chaplain, for instance. in spite of the surrounding swamp of cupidity and brutality, notwithstanding all disappointment and ingratitude, he is to-day, after years of incumbency, as full of faith in human nature and as sympathetic and helpful, as years ago. he has had to contend against the various administrations, and he is a poor man; necessity has not stifled his innate kindness. and this is why i wondered. "economic necessity"--has socialism pierced the prison walls? b. dear, dear comrade: can you realize how your words, "i am socialistically inclined," warmed my heart? i wish i could express to you all the intensity of what i feel, my dear _friend_ and _comrade_. to have so unexpectedly found both in you, unutterably lightens this miserable existence. what matter that you do not entirely share my views,--we are comrades in the common cause of human emancipation. it was indeed well worth while getting in trouble to have found you, dear friend. surely i have good cause to be content, even happy. your friendship is a source of great strength, and i feel equal to struggling through the ten months, encouraged and inspired by your comradeship and devotion. every evening i cross the date off my calendar, joyous with the thought that i am a day nearer to the precious moment when i shall turn my back upon these walls, to join my friends in the great work, and to meet you, dear chum, face to face, to grip your hand and salute you, my friend and comrade! most fraternally, alex. chapter xlviii last days on the homestretch, _sub rosa_, april , . my dear girl: the last spring is here, and a song is in my heart. only three more months, and i shall have settled accounts with father penn. there is the year in the workhouse, of course, and that prison, i am told, is even a worse hell than this one. but i feel strong with the suffering that is past, and perhaps even more so with the wonderful jewel i have found. the man i mentioned in former letters has proved a most beautiful soul and sincere friend. in every possible way he has been trying to make my existence more endurable. with what little he may, he says, he wants to make amends for the injustice and brutality of society. he is a socialist, with a broad outlook upon life. our lengthy discussions (per notes) afford me many moments of pleasure and joy. it is chiefly to his exertions that i shall owe my commutation time. the sentiment of the inspectors was not favorable. i believe it was intended to deprive me of two years' good time. think what it would mean to us! but my friend--my dear chum, as i affectionately call him--has quietly but persistently been at work, with the result that the inspectors have "seen the light." it is now definite that i shall be released in july. the date is still uncertain. i can barely realize that i am soon to leave this place. the anxiety and restlessness of the last month would be almost unbearable, but for the soothing presence of my devoted friend. i hope some day you will meet him,--perhaps even soon, for he is not of the quality that can long remain a helpless witness of the torture of men. he wants to work in the broader field, where he may join hands with those who strive to reconstruct the conditions that are bulwarked with prison bars. but while necessity forces him to remain here, his character is in evidence. he devotes his time and means to lightening the burden of the prisoners. his generous interest kept my sick friend harry alive, in the hope of a pardon. you will be saddened to hear that the board refused to release him, on the ground that he was not "sufficiently ill." the poor boy, who had never been out of sight of a guard since he was a child of ten, died a week after the pardon was refused. but though my chum could not give freedom to harry, he was instrumental in saving another young life from the hands of the hangman. it was the case of young paul, typical of prison as the nursery of crime. the youth was forced to work alongside of a man who persecuted and abused him because he resented improper advances. repeatedly paul begged the warden to transfer him to another department; but his appeals were ignored. the two prisoners worked in the bakery. early one morning, left alone, the man attempted to violate the boy. in the struggle that followed the former was killed. the prison management was determined to hang the lad, "in the interests of discipline." the officers openly avowed they would "fix his clock." permission for a collection, to engage an attorney for paul, was refused. prisoners who spoke in his behalf were severely punished; the boy was completely isolated preparatory to his trial. he stood absolutely helpless, alone. but the dear chum came to the rescue of paul. the work had to be done secretly, and it was a most difficult task to secure witnesses for the defence among the prisoners terrorized by the guards. but chum threw himself into the work with heart and soul. day and night he labored to give the boy a chance for his life. he almost broke down before the ordeal was over. but the boy was saved; the jury acquitted him on the ground of self-defence. * * * * * the proximity of release, if only to change cells, is nerve-racking in the extreme. but even the mere change will be a relief. meanwhile my faithful friend does everything in his power to help me bear the strain. besides ministering to my physical comforts, he generously supplies me with books and publications. it helps to while away the leaden-heeled days, and keeps me abreast of the world's work. the chum is enthusiastic over the growing strength of socialism, and we often discuss the subject with much vigor. it appears to me, however, that the socialist anxiety for success is by degrees perverting essential principles. it is with much sorrow i have learned that political activity, formerly viewed merely as a means of spreading socialist ideas, has gradually become an end in itself. straining for political power weakens the fibres of character and ideals. daily contact with authority has strengthened my conviction that control of the governmental power is an illusory remedy for social evils. inevitable consequences of false conceptions are not to be legislated out of existence. it is not merely the conditions, but the fundamental ideas of present civilization, that are to be transvalued, to give place to new social and individual relations. the emancipation of labor is the necessary first step along the road of a regenerated humanity; but even that can be accomplished only through the awakened consciousness of the toilers, acting on their own initiative and strength. on these and other points chum differs with me, but his intense friendship knows no intellectual distinctions. he is to visit you during his august vacation. i know you will make him feel my gratitude, for i can never repay his boundless devotion. sasha. dearest chum: it seemed as if all aspiration and hope suddenly went out of my life when you disappeared so mysteriously. i was tormented by the fear of some disaster. your return has filled me with joy, and i am happy to know that you heard and responded unhesitatingly to the call of a sacred cause. i greatly envy your activity in the p. circle. the revolution in russia has stirred me to the very depths. the giant is awakening, the mute giant that has suffered so patiently, voicing his misery and agony only in the anguish-laden song and on the pages of his gorkys. dear friend, you remember our discussion regarding plehve. i may have been in error when i expressed the view that the execution of the monster, encouraging sign of individual revolutionary activity as it was, could not be regarded as a manifestation of social awakening. but the present uprising undoubtedly points to widespread rebellion permeating russian life. yet it would probably be too optimistic to hope for a very radical change. i have been absent from my native land for many years; but in my youth i was close to the life and thought of the peasant. large, heavy bodies move slowly. the proletariat of the cities has surely become impregnated with revolutionary ideas, but the vital element of russia is the agrarian population. i fear, moreover, that the dominant reaction is still very strong, though it has no doubt been somewhat weakened by the discontent manifesting in the army and, especially, in the navy. with all my heart i hope that the revolution will be successful. perhaps a constitution is the most we can expect. but whatever the result, the bare fact of a revolution in long-suffering russia is a tremendous inspiration. i should be the happiest of men to join in the glorious struggle. long live the revolution! a. dear chum: thanks for your kind offer. but i am absolutely opposed to having any steps taken to eliminate the workhouse sentence. i have served these many years and i shall survive one more, i will ask no favors of the enemy. they will even twist their own law to deprive me of the five months' good time, to which i am entitled on the last year. i understand that i shall be allowed only two months off, on the preposterous ground that the workhouse term constitutes the first year of a _new_ sentence! but i do not wish you to trouble about the matter. you have more important work to do. give all your energies to the good cause. prepare the field for the mission of tchaikovsky and babushka, and i shall be with you in spirit when you embrace our brave comrades of the russian revolution, whose dear names were a hallowed treasure of my youth. may success reward the efforts of our brothers in russia. a. chum: just got word from the deputy that my papers are signed. i didn't wish to cause you anxiety, but i was apprehensive of some hitch. but it's positive and settled now,--i go out on the th. just one more week! this is the happiest day in thirteen years. shake, comrade. a. dearest chum: my hand trembles as i write this last good-bye. i'll be gone in an hour. my heart is too full for words. please send enclosed notes to my friends, and embrace them all as i embrace you now. i shall live in the hope of meeting you all next year. good-bye, dear, devoted friend. with my whole heart, your comrade and chum. july , . dearest girl: it's wednesday morning, the th, at last! geh stiller meines herzens schlag und schliesst euch alle meine alten wunden, denn dieses ist mein letzter tag und dies sind seine letzten stunden. my last thoughts within these walls are of you, my dear, dear sonya, the immutable! sasha. part iii the workhouse the workhouse i the gates of the penitentiary open to leave me out, and i pause involuntarily at the fascinating sight. it is a street: a line of houses stretches before me; a woman, young and wonderfully sweet-faced, is passing on the opposite side. my eyes follow her graceful lines, as she turns the corner. men stand about. they wear citizen clothes, and scan me with curious, insistent gaze.... the handcuff grows taut on my wrist, and i follow the sheriff into the waiting carriage. a little child runs by. i lean out of the window to look at the rosy-cheeked, strangely youthful face. but the guard impatiently lowers the blind, and we sit in gloomy silence. * * * * * the spell of the civilian garb is upon me. it gives an exhilarating sense of manhood. again and again i glance at my clothes, and verify the numerous pockets to reassure myself of the reality of the situation. i am free, past the dismal gray walls! free? yet even now captive of the law. the law!... * * * * * the engine puffs and shrieks, and my mind speeds back to another journey. it was thirteen years and one week ago this day. on the wings of an all-absorbing love i hastened to join the struggle of the oppressed people. i left home and friends, sacrificed liberty, and risked life. but human justice is blind: it will not see the soul on fire. only the shot was heard, by the law that is deaf to the agony of toil. "vengeance is mine," it saith. to the uttermost drop it will shed the blood to exact its full pound of flesh. twelve years and ten months! and still another year. what horrors await me at the new prison? poor, faithful "horsethief" will nevermore smile his greeting: he did not survive six months in the terrible workhouse. but my spirit is strong; i shall not be daunted. this garb is the visible, tangible token of resurrection. the devotion of staunch friends will solace and cheer me. the call of the great cause will give strength to live, to struggle, to conquer. ii humiliation overwhelms me as i don the loathed suit of striped black and gray. the insolent look of the guard rouses my bitter resentment, as he closely scrutinizes my naked body. but presently, the examination over, a sense of gratification steals over me at the assertiveness of my self-respect. * * * * * the ordeal of the day's routine is full of inexpressible anguish. accustomed to prison conditions, i yet find existence in the workhouse a nightmare of cruelty, infinitely worse than the most inhuman aspects of the penitentiary. the guards are surly and brutal; the food foul and inadequate; punishment for the slightest offence instantaneous and ruthless. the cells are even smaller than in the penitentiary, and contain neither chair nor table. they are unspeakably ill-smelling with the privy buckets, for the purposes of which no scrap of waste paper is allowed. the sole ablutions of the day are performed in the morning, when the men form in the hall and march past the spigot of running water, snatching a handful in the constantly moving line. absolute silence prevails in cell-house and shop. the slightest motion of the lips is punished with the blackjack or the dungeon, referred to with caustic satire as the "white house." the perverse logic of the law that visits the utmost limit of barbarity upon men admittedly guilty of minor transgressions! throughout the breadth of the land the workhouses are notoriously more atrocious in every respect than the penitentiaries and state prisons, in which are confined men convicted of felonies. the allegheny county workhouse of the great commonwealth of pennsylvania enjoys infamous distinction as the blackest of hells where men expiate the sins of society. * * * * * at work in the broom shop, i find myself in peculiarly familiar surroundings. the cupidity of the management has evolved methods even more inhuman than those obtaining in the state prison. the tasks imposed upon the men necessitate feverish exertion. insufficient product or deficient work is not palliated by physical inability or illness. in the conduct of the various industries, every artifice prevalent in the penitentiary is practised to evade the law limiting convict competition. the number of men employed in productive work by far exceeds the legally permitted percentage; the provisions for the protection of free labor are skilfully circumvented; the tags attached to the shop products are designed to be obliterated as soon as the wares have left the prison; the words "convict-made" stamped on the broom-handles are pasted over with labels giving no indication of the place of manufacture. the anti-convict-labor law, symbolic of the political achievements of labor, is frustrated at every point, its element of protection a "lame and impotent conclusion." how significant the travesty of the law in its holy of holies! here legal justice immures its victims; here are buried the disinherited, whose rags and tatters annoy respectability; here offenders are punished for breaking the law. and here the law is daily and hourly violated by its pious high priests. iii the immediate is straining at the leash that holds memory in the environment of the penitentiary, yet the veins of the terminated existence still palpitate with the recollection of friends and common suffering. the messages from riverside are wet with tears of misery, but johnny, the young magyar, strikes a note of cheer: his sentence is about to expire; he will devote himself to the support of the little children he had so unwittingly robbed of a father. meanwhile he bids me courage and hope, enclosing two dollars from the proceeds of his fancy work, "to help along." he was much grieved, he writes, at his inability to bid me a last farewell, because the warden refused the request, signed by two hundred prisoners, that i be allowed to pass along the tiers to say good-bye. but soon, soon we shall see each other in freedom. words of friendship glow brightly in the darkness of the present, and charm my visions of the near future. coming liberty casts warming rays, and i dwell in the atmosphere of my comrades. the girl and the chum are aglow with the fires of young russia. busily my mind shapes pictures of the great struggle that transplant me to the days of my youth. in the little tenement flat in new york we had sketched with bold stroke the fortunes of the world--the girl, the twin, and i. in the dark, cage-like kitchen, amid the smoke of the asthmatic stove, we had planned our conspirative work in russia. but the need of the hour had willed it otherwise. homestead had sounded the prelude of awakening, and my heart had echoed the inspiring strains. * * * * * the banked fires of aspiration burst into life. what matter the immediate outcome of the revolution in russia? the yearning of my youth wells up with spontaneous power. to live is to struggle! to struggle against caesar, side by side with the people: to suffer with them, and to die, if need be. that is life. it will sadden me to part with chum even before i had looked deeply into the devoted face. but the girl is aflame with the spirit of russia: it will be joyous work in common. the soil of monongahela, laden with years of anguish, has grown dear to me. like the moan of a broken chord wails the thought of departure. but no ties of affection will strain at my heartstrings. yet--the sweet face of a little girl breaks in on my reverie, a look of reproaching sadness in the large, wistful eyes. it is little stella. the last years of my penitentiary life have snatched many a grace from her charming correspondence. often i have sought consolation in the beautiful likeness of her soulful face. with mute tenderness she had shared my grief at the loss of harry, her lips breathing sweet balm. gray days had warmed at her smile, and i lavished upon her all the affection with which i was surcharged. it will be a violent stifling of her voice in my heart, but the call of the _muzhik_ rings clear, compelling. yet who knows? the revolution may be over before my resurrection. in republican russia, with her enlightened social protestantism, life would be fuller, richer than in this pitifully _bourgeois_ democracy. freedom will present the unaccustomed problem of self-support, but it is premature to form definite plans. long imprisonment has probably incapacitated me for hard work, but i shall find means to earn my simple needs when i have cast off the fetters of my involuntary parasitism. the thought of affection, the love of woman, thrills me with ecstasy, and colors my existence with emotions of strange bliss. but the solitary hours are filled with recurring dread lest my life forever remain bare of woman's love. often the fear possesses me with the intensity of despair, as my mind increasingly dwells on the opposite sex. thoughts of woman eclipse the memory of the prison affections, and the darkness of the present is threaded with the silver needle of love-hopes. iv the monotony of the routine, the degradation and humiliation weigh heavier in the shadow of liberty. my strength is failing with the hard task in the shop, but the hope of receiving my full commutation sustains me. the law allows five months' "good time" on every year beginning with the ninth year of a sentence. but the superintendent has intimated to me that i may be granted the benefit of only two months, as a "new" prisoner, serving the first year of a workhouse sentence. the board of directors will undoubtedly take that view, he often taunts me. exasperation at his treatment, coupled with my protest against the abuse of a fellow prisoner, have caused me to be ordered into the solitary. dear chum is insistent on legal steps to secure my full commutation; notwithstanding my unconditional refusal to resort to the courts, he has initiated a _sub rosa_ campaign to achieve his object. the time drags in torturing uncertainty. with each day the solitary grows more stifling, maddening, till my brain reels with terror of the graveyard silence. like glad music sounds the stern command, "exercise!" in step we circle the yard, the clanking of charley's chain mournfully beating time. he had made an unsuccessful attempt to escape, for which he is punished with the ball and chain. the iron cuts into his ankle, and he trudges painfully under the heavy weight. near me staggers billy, his left side completely paralyzed since he was released from the "white house." all about me are cripples. i am in the midst of the social refuse: the lame and the halt, the broken in body and spirit, past work, past even crime. these were the blessed of the nazarene; these a christian world breaks on the wheel. they, too, are within the scope of my mission, they above all others--these the living indictments of a leprous system, the excommunicated of god and man. * * * * * the threshold of liberty is thickly sown with misery and torment. the days are unbearable with nervous restlessness, the nights hideous with the hours of agonizing stillness,--the endless, endless hours. feverishly i pace the cell. the day will pass, it _must_ pass. with reverent emotion i bless the shamed sun as he dips beyond the western sky. one day nearer to the liberty that awaits me, with unrestricted sunshine and air and life beyond the hated walls of gray, out in the daylight, in the open. the open world!... the scent of fresh-mown hay is in my nostrils; green fields and forests stretch before me; sweetly ripples the mountain spring. up to the mountain crest, to the breezes and the sunshine, where the storm breaks in its wild fury upon my uncovered head. welcome the rain and the wind that sweep the foul prison dust off my heart, and blow life and strength into my being! tremblingly rapturous is the thought of freedom. out in the woods, away from the stench of the cannibal world i shall wander, nor lift my foot from soil or sod. close to the breath of nature i will press my parched lips, on her bosom i will pass my days, drinking sustenance and strength from the universal mother. and there, in liberty and independence, in the vision of the mountain peaks, i shall voice the cry of the social orphans, of the buried and the disinherited, and visualize to the living the yearning, menacing face of pain. part iv the resurrection the resurrection i all night i toss sleeplessly on the cot, and pace the cell in nervous agitation, waiting for the dawn. with restless joy i watch the darkness melt, as the first rays herald the coming of the day. it is the th of may--my last day, my very last! a few more hours, and i shall walk through the gates, and drink in the warm sunshine and the balmy air, and be free to go and come as i please, after the nightmare of thirteen years and ten months in jail, penitentiary, and workhouse. my step quickens with the excitement of the outside, and i try to while away the heavy hours thinking of freedom and of friends. but my brain is in a turmoil; i cannot concentrate my thoughts. visions of the near future, images of the past, flash before me, and crowd each other in bewildering confusion. * * * * * again and again my mind reverts to the unnecessary cruelty that has kept me in prison three months over and above my time. it was sheer sophistry to consider me a "new" prisoner, entitled only to two months' commutation. as a matter of fact, i was serving the last year of a twenty-two-year sentence, and therefore i should have received five months time off. the superintendent had repeatedly promised to inform me of the decision of the board of directors, and every day, for weeks and months, i anxiously waited for word from them. none ever came, and i had to serve the full ten months. ah, well, it is almost over now! i have passed my last night in the cell, and the morning is here, the precious, blessed morning! * * * * * how slowly the minutes creep! i listen intently, and catch the sound of bars being unlocked on the bottom range: it is the night captain turning the kitchen men out to prepare breakfast-- a. m.! two and a half hours yet before i shall be called; two endless hours, and then another thirty long minutes. will they ever pass?... and again i pace the cell. ii the gong rings the rising hour. in great agitation i gather up my blankets, tincup and spoon, which must be delivered at the office before i am discharged. my heart beats turbulently, as i stand at the door, waiting to be called. but the guard unlocks the range and orders me to "fall in for breakfast." the striped line winds down the stairs, past the lynx-eyed deputy standing in the middle of the hallway, and slowly circles through the centre, where each man receives his portion of bread for the day and returns to his tier. the turnkey, on his rounds of the range, casts a glance into my cell. "not workin'," he says mechanically, shutting the door in my face. "i'm going out," i protest. "not till you're called," he retorts, locking me in. * * * * * i stand at the door, tense with suspense. i strain my ear for the approach of a guard to call me to the office, but all remains quiet. a vague fear steals over me: perhaps they will not release me to-day; i may be losing time.... a feeling of nausea overcomes me, but by a strong effort i throw off the dreadful fancy, and quicken my step. i must not think--not think.... * * * * * at last! the lever is pulled, my cell unlocked, and with a dozen other men i am marched to the clothes-room, in single file and lockstep. i await my turn impatiently, as several men are undressed and their naked bodies scrutinized for contraband or hidden messages. the overseer flings a small bag at each man, containing the prisoner's civilian garb, shouting boisterously: "hey, you! take off them clothes, and put your rags on." i dress hurriedly. a guard accompanies me to the office, where my belongings are returned to me: some money friends had sent, my watch, and the piece of ivory the penitentiary turnkey had stolen from me, and which i had insisted on getting back before i left riverside. the officer in charge hands me a railroad ticket to pittsburgh (the fare costing about thirty cents), and i am conducted to the prison gate. iii the sun shines brightly in the yard, the sky is clear, the air fresh and bracing. now the last gate will be thrown open, and i shall be out of sight of the guard, beyond the bars,--alone! how i have hungered for this hour, how often in the past years have i dreamed of this rapturous moment--to be alone, out in the open, away from the insolent eyes of my keepers! i'll rush away from these walls and kneel on the warm sod, and kiss the soil and embrace the trees, and with a song of joy give thanks to nature for the blessings of sunshine and air. the outer door opens before me, and i am confronted by reporters with cameras. several tall men approach me. one of them touches me on the shoulder, turns back the lapel of his coat, revealing a police officer's star, and says: "berkman, you are to leave the city before night, by order of the chief." * * * * * the detectives and reporters trailing me to the nearby railway station attract a curious crowd. i hasten into a car to escape their insistent gaze, feeling glad that i have prevailed upon my friends not to meet me at the prison. my mind is busy with plans to outwit the detectives, who have entered the same compartment. i have arranged to join the girl in detroit. i have no particular reason to mask my movements, but i resent the surveillance. i must get rid of the spies, somehow; i don't want their hateful eyes to desecrate my meeting with the girl. * * * * * i feel dazed. the short ride to pittsburgh is over before i can collect my thoughts. the din and noise rend my ears; the rushing cars, the clanging bells, bewilder me. i am afraid to cross the street; the flying monsters pursue me on every side. the crowds jostle me on the sidewalk, and i am constantly running into the passers-by. the turmoil, the ceaseless movement, disconcerts me. a horseless carriage whizzes close by me; i turn to look at the first automobile i have ever seen, but the living current sweeps me helplessly along. a woman passes me, with a child in her arms. the baby looks strangely diminutive, a rosy dimple in the laughing face. i smile back at the little cherub, and my eyes meet the gaze of the detectives. a wild thought to escape, to get away from them, possesses me, and i turn quickly into a side street, and walk blindly, faster and faster. a sudden impulse seizes me at the sight of a passing car, and i dash after it. * * * * * "fare, please!" the conductor sings out, and i almost laugh out aloud at the fleeting sense of the material reality of freedom. conscious of the strangeness of my action, i produce a dollar bill, and a sense of exhilarating independence comes over me, as the man counts out the silver coins. i watch him closely for a sign of recognition. does he realize that i am just out of prison? he turns away, and i feel thankful to the dear chum for having so thoughtfully provided me with a new suit of clothes. it is peculiar, however, that the conductor has failed to notice my closely cropped hair. but the man in the seat opposite seems to be watching me. perhaps he has recognized me by my picture in the newspapers; or may be it is my straw hat that has attracted his attention. i glance about me. no one wears summer headgear yet; it must be too early in the season. i ought to change it: the detectives could not follow me so easily then. why, there they are on the back platform! at the next stop i jump off the car. a hat sign arrests my eye, and i walk into the store, and then slip quietly through a side entrance, a dark derby on my head. i walk quickly, for a long, long time, board several cars, and then walk again, till i find myself on a deserted street. no one is following me now; the detectives must have lost track of me. i feel worn and tired. where could i rest up, i wonder, when i suddenly recollect that i was to go directly from the prison to the drugstore of comrade m----. my friends must be worried, and m---- is waiting to wire to the girl about my release. * * * * * it is long past noon when i enter the drugstore. m---- seems highly wrought up over something; he shakes my hand violently, and plies me with questions, as he leads me into his apartments in the rear of the store. it seems strange to be in a regular room: there is paper on the walls, and it feels so peculiar to the touch, so different from the whitewashed cell. i pass my hand over it caressingly, with a keen sense of pleasure. the chairs, too, look strange, and those quaint things on the table. the bric-a-brac absorbs my attention--the people in the room look hazy, their voices sound distant and confused. "why don't you sit down, aleck?" the tones are musical and tender; a woman's, no doubt. "yes," i reply, walking around the table, and picking up a bright toy. it represents undine, rising from the water, the spray glistening in the sun.... "are you tired, aleck?" "n--no." "you have just come out?" "yes." it requires an effort to talk. the last year, in the workhouse, i have barely spoken a dozen words; there was always absolute silence. the voices disturb me. the presence of so many people--there are three or four about me--is oppressive. the room reminds me of the cell, and the desire seizes me to rush out into the open, to breathe the air and see the sky. "i'm going," i say, snatching up my hat. iv the train speeds me to detroit, and i wonder vaguely how i reached the station. my brain is numb; i cannot think. field and forest flit by in the gathering dusk, but the surroundings wake no interest in me. "i am rid of the detectives"--the thought persists in my mind, and i feel something relax within me, and leave me cold, without emotion or desire. * * * * * with an effort i descend to the platform, and sway from side to side, as i cross the station at detroit. a man and a girl hasten toward me, and grasp me by the hand. i recognize carl. the dear boy, he was a most faithful and cheering correspondent all these years since he left the penitentiary. but who is the girl with him, i wonder, when my gaze falls on a woman leaning against a pillar. she looks intently at me. the wave of her hair, the familiar eyes--why, it's the girl! how little she has changed! i take a few steps forward, somewhat surprised that she did not rush up to me like the others. i feel pleased at her self-possession: the excited voices, the quick motions, disturb me. i walk slowly toward her, but she does not move. she seems rooted to the spot, her hand grasping the pillar, a look of awe and terror in her face. suddenly she throws her arms around me. her lips move, but no sound reaches my ear. we walk in silence. the girl presses a bouquet into my hand. my heart is full, but i cannot talk. i hold the flowers to my face, and mechanically bite the petals. v detroit, chicago, and milwaukee pass before me like a troubled dream. i have a faint recollection of a sea of faces, restless and turbulent, and i in its midst. confused voices beat like hammers on my head, and then all is very still. i stand in full view of the audience. eyes are turned on me from every side, and i grow embarrassed. the crowd looks dim and hazy; i feel hot and cold, and a great longing to flee. the perspiration is running down my back; my knees tremble violently, the floor is slipping from under my feet--there is a tumult of hand clapping, loud cheers and bravos. we return to carl's house, and men and women grasp my hand and look at me with eyes of curious awe. i fancy a touch of pity in their tones, and am impatient of their sympathy. a sense of suffocation possesses me within doors, and i dread the presence of people. it is torture to talk; the sound of voices agonizes me. i watch for an opportunity to steal out of the house. it soothes me to lose myself among the crowds, and a sense of quiet pervades me at the thought that i am a stranger to every one about me. i roam the city at night, and seek the outlying country, conscious only of a desire to be alone. vi i am in the waldheim, the girl at my side. all is quiet in the cemetery, and i feel a great peace. no emotion stirs me at the sight of the monument, save a feeling of quiet sadness. it represents a woman, with one hand placing a wreath on the fallen, with the other grasping a sword. the marble features mirror unutterable grief and proud defiance. i glance at the girl. her face is averted, but the droop of her head speaks of suffering. i hold out my hand to her, and we stand in mute sorrow at the graves of our martyred comrades.... i have a vision of stenka razin, as i had seen him pictured in my youth, and at his side hang the bodies of the men buried beneath my feet. why are they dead? i wonder. why should i live? and a great desire to lie down with them is upon me. i clutch the iron post, to keep from falling. * * * * * steps sound behind me, and i turn to see a girl hastening toward us. she is radiant with young womanhood; her presence breathes life and the joy of it. her bosom heaves with panting; her face struggles with a solemn look. "i ran all the way," her voice is soft and low; "i was afraid i might miss you." the girl smiles. "let us go in somewhere to rest up, alice." turning to me, she adds, "she ran to see--you." how peculiar the girl should conceive such an idea! it is absurd. why should alice be anxious to see me? i look old and worn; my step is languid, unsteady.... bitter thoughts fill my mind, as we ride back on the train to chicago. "you are sad," the girl remarks. "alice is very much taken with you. aren't you glad?" "you are mistaken," i reply. "i'm sure of it," the girl persists. "shall i ask her?" she turns to alice. "oh, i like you so much, sasha," alice whispers. i look up timidly at her. she is leaning toward me in the abandon of artless tenderness, and a great joy steals over me, as i read in her eyes frank affection. vii new york looks unexpectedly familiar, though i miss many old landmarks. it is torture to be indoors, and i roam the streets, experiencing a thrill of kinship when i locate one of my old haunts. i feel little interest in the large meeting arranged to greet me back into the world. yet i am conscious of some curiosity about the comrades i may meet there. few of the old guard have remained. some dropped from the ranks; others died. john most will not be there. i cherished the hope of meeting him again, but he died a few months before my release. he had been unjust to me; but who is free from moments of weakness? the passage of time has mellowed the bitterness of my resentment, and i think of him, my first teacher of anarchy, with old-time admiration. his unique personality stands out in strong relief upon the flat background of his time. his life was the tragedy of the ever unpopular pioneer. a social lear, his whitening years brought only increasing isolation and greater lack of understanding, even within his own circle. he had struggled and suffered much; he gave his whole life to advance the cause, only to find at the last that he who crosses the threshold must leave all behind, even friendship, even comradeship. * * * * * my old friend, justus schwab, is also gone, and brady, the big austrian. few of the comrades of my day have survived. the younger generation seems different, unsatisfactory. the ghetto i had known has also disappeared. primitive orchard street, the scene of our pioneer meetings, has conformed to business respectability; the historic lecture hall, that rang with the breaking chains of the awakening people, has been turned into a dancing-school; the little café "around the corner," the intellectual arena of former years, is now a counting-house. the fervid enthusiasm of the past, the spontaneous comradeship in the common cause, the intoxication of world-liberating zeal--all are gone with the days of my youth. i sense the spirit of cold deliberation in the new set, and a tone of disillusioned wisdom that chills and estranges me. * * * * * the girl has also changed. the little sailor, my companion of the days that thrilled with the approach of the social revolution, has become a woman of the world. her mind has matured, but her wider interests antagonize my old revolutionary traditions that inspired every day and colored our every act with the direct perception of the momentarily expected great upheaval. i feel an instinctive disapproval of many things, though particular instances are intangible and elude my analysis. i sense a foreign element in the circle she has gathered about her, and feel myself a stranger among them. her friends and admirers crowd her home, and turn it into a sort of salon. they talk art and literature; discuss science and philosophize over the disharmony of life. but the groans of the dungeon find no gripping echo there. the girl is the most revolutionary of them all; but even she has been infected by the air of intellectual aloofness, false tolerance and everlasting pessimism. i resent the situation, the more i become conscious of the chasm between the girl and myself. it seems unbridgeable; we cannot recover the intimate note of our former comradeship. with pain i witness her evident misery. she is untiring in her care and affection; the whole circle lavishes on me sympathy and tenderness. but through it all i feel the commiserating tolerance toward a sick child. i shun the atmosphere of the house, and flee to seek the solitude of the crowded streets and the companionship of the plain, untutored underworld. * * * * * in a bowery resort i come across dan, my assistant on the range during my last year in the penitentiary. "hello, aleck," he says, taking me aside, "awful glad to see you out of hell. doing all right?" "so, so, dan. and you?" "rotten, aleck, rotten. you know it was my first bit, and i swore i'd never do a crooked job again. well, they turned me out with a five-spot, after four years' steady work, mind you, and three of them working my head off on a loom. then they handed me a pair of kentucky jeans, that any fly-cop could spot a mile off. my friends went back on me--that five-spot was all i had in the world, and it didn't go a long way. liberty ain't what it looks to a fellow through the bars, aleck, but it's hell to go back. i don't know what to do." "how do you happen here, dan? could you get no work at home, in oil city?" "home, hell! i wish i had a home and friends, like you, aleck. christ, d'you think i'd ever turn another trick? but i got no home and no friends. mother died before i came out, and i found no home. i got a job in oil city, but the bulls tipped me off for an ex-con, and i beat my way here. i tried to do the square thing, aleck, but where's a fellow to turn? i haven't a cent and not a friend in the world." poor dan! i feel powerless to help him, even with advice. without friends or money, his "liberty" is a hollow mockery, even worse than mine. five years ago he was a strong, healthy young man. he committed a burglary, and was sent to prison. now he is out, his body weakened, his spirit broken; he is less capable than ever to survive in the struggle. what is he to do but commit another crime and be returned to prison? even i, with so many advantages that dan is lacking, with kind comrades and helpful friends, i can find no place in this world of the outside. i have been torn out, and i seem unable to take root again. everything looks so different, changed. and yet i feel a great hunger for life. i could enjoy the sunshine, the open, and freedom of action. i could make my life and my prison experience useful to the world. but i am incapacitated for the struggle. i do not fit in any more, not even in the circle of my comrades. and this seething life, the turmoil and the noises of the city, agonize me. perhaps it would be best for me to retire to the country, and there lead a simple life, close to nature. viii the summer is fragrant with a thousand perfumes, and a great peace is in the woods. the hudson river shimmers in the distance, a solitary sail on its broad bosom. the palisades on the opposite side look immutable, eternal, their undulating tops melting in the grayish-blue horizon. puffs of smoke rise from the valley. here, too, has penetrated the restless spirit. the muffled thunder of blasting breaks in upon the silence. the greedy hand of man is desecrating the palisades, as it has desecrated the race. but the big river flows quietly, and the sailboat glides serenely on the waters. it skips over the foaming waves, near the spot i stand on, toward the great, busy city. now it is floating past the high towers, with their forbidding aspect. it is sing sing prison. men groan and suffer there, and are tortured in the dungeon. and i--i am a useless cog, an idler, while others toil; and i keep mute, while others suffer. * * * * * my mind dwells in the prison. the silence rings with the cry of pain; the woods echo the agony of the dungeon. i start at the murmur of the leaves; the trees with their outstretched arms bar my way, menacing me like the guards on the prison walls. their monster shapes follow me in the valley. at night i wake in cold terror. the agonized cry of crazy smithy is in my ears, and again i hear the sickening thud of the riot clubs on the prisoner's head. the solitude is harrowing with the memory of the prison; it haunts me with the horrors of the basket cell. away, i must away, to seek relief amidst the people! * * * * * back in the city, i face the problem of support. the sense of dependence gnaws me. the hospitality of my friends is boundless, but i cannot continue as the beneficiary of their generosity. i had declined the money gift presented to me on my release by the comrades: i felt i could not accept even their well-meant offering. the question of earning my living is growing acute. i cannot remain idle. but what shall i turn to? i am too weak for factory work. i had hoped to secure employment as a compositor, but the linotype has made me superfluous. i might be engaged as a proof-reader. my former membership in the typographical union will enable me to join the ranks of labor. my physical condition, however, precludes the immediate realization of my plans. meanwhile some comrades suggest the advisability of a short lecture tour: it will bring me in closer contact with the world, and serve to awaken new interest in life. the idea appeals to me. i shall be doing work, useful work. i shall voice the cry of the depths, and perhaps the people will listen, and some may understand! ix with a great effort i persevere on the tour. the strain is exhausting my strength, and i feel weary and discontented. my innate dread of public speaking is aggravated by the necessity of constant association with people. the comrades are sympathetic and attentive, but their very care is a source of annoyance. i long for solitude and quiet. in the midst of people, the old prison instinct of escape possesses me. once or twice the wild idea of terminating the tour has crossed my mind. the thought is preposterous, impossible. meetings have already been arranged in various cities, and my appearance widely announced. it would disgrace me, and injure the movement, were i to prove myself so irresponsible. i owe it to the cause, and to my comrades, to keep my appointments. i must fight off this morbid notion. * * * * * my engagement in pittsburgh aids my determination. little did i dream in the penitentiary that i should live to see that city again, even to appear in public there! looking back over the long years of imprisonment, of persecution and torture, i marvel that i have survived. surely it was not alone physical capacity to suffer--how often had i touched the threshold of death, and trembled on the brink of insanity and self-destruction! whatever strength and perseverance i possessed, they alone could not have saved my reason in the night of the dungeon, or preserved me in the despair of the solitary. poor wingie, ed sloane, and "fighting" tom; harry, russell, crazy smithy--how many of my friends have perished there! it was the vision of an ideal, the consciousness that i suffered for a great cause, that sustained me. the very exaggeration of my self-estimate was a source of strength: i looked upon myself as a representative of a world movement; it was my duty to exemplify the spirit and dignity of the ideas it embodied. i was not a prisoner, merely; i was an anarchist in the hands of the enemy; as such, it devolved upon me to maintain the manhood and self-respect my ideals signified. the example of the political prisoners in russia inspired me, and my stay in the penitentiary was a continuous struggle that was the breath of life. was it the extreme self-consciousness of the idealist, the power of revolutionary traditions, or simply the persistent will to be? most likely, it was the fusing of all three, that shaped my attitude in prison and kept me alive. and now, on my way to pittsburgh, i feel the same spirit within me, at the threat of the local authorities to prevent my appearance in the city. some friends seek to persuade me to cancel my lecture there, alarmed at the police preparations to arrest me. something might happen, they warn me: legally i am still a prisoner out on parole. i am liable to be returned to the penitentiary, without trial, for the period of my commutation time--eight years and two months--if convicted of a felony before the expiration of my full sentence of twenty-two years. but the menace of the enemy stirs me from apathy, and all my old revolutionary defiance is roused within me. for the first time during the tour, i feel a vital interest in life, and am eager to ascend the platform. an unfortunate delay on the road brings me into pittsburgh two hours late for the lecture. comrade m---- is impatiently waiting for me, and we hasten to the meeting. on the way he informs me that the hall is filled with police and prison guards; the audience is in a state of great suspense; the rumor has gone about that the authorities are determined to prevent my appearance. i sense an air of suppressed excitement, as i enter the hall, and elbow my way through the crowded aisle. some one grips my arm, and i recognize "southside" johnny, the friendly prison runner. "aleck, take care," he warns me, "the bulls are layin' for you." x the meeting is over, the danger past. i feel worn and tired with the effort of the evening. my next lecture is to take place in cleveland, ohio. the all-night ride in the stuffy smoker aggravates my fatigue, and sets my nerves on edge. i arrive in the city feeling feverish and sick. to engage a room in a hotel would require an extra expense from the proceeds of the tour, which are intended for the movement; moreover, it would be sybaritism, contrary to the traditional practice of anarchist lecturers. i decide to accept the hospitality of some friend during my stay in the city. for hours i try to locate the comrade who has charge of arranging the meetings. at his home i am told that he is absent. his parents, pious jews, look at me askance, and refuse to inform me of their son's whereabouts. the unfriendly attitude of the old folks drives me into the street again, and i seek out another comrade. his family gathers about me. their curious gaze is embarrassing; their questions idle. my pulse is feverish, my head heavy. i should like to rest up before the lecture, but a constant stream of comrades flows in on me, and the house rings with their joy of meeting me. the talking wearies me; their ardent interest searches my soul with rude hands. these men and women--they, too, are different from the comrades of my day; their very language echoes the spirit that has so depressed me in the new ghetto. the abyss in our feeling and thought appalls me. with failing heart i ascend the platform in the evening. it is chilly outdoors, and the large hall, sparsely filled and badly lit, breathes the cold of the grave upon me. the audience is unresponsive. the lecture on crime and prisons that so thrilled my pittsburgh meeting, wakes no vital chord. i feel dispirited. my voice is weak and expressionless; at times it drops to a hoarse whisper. i seem to stand at the mouth of a deep cavern, and everything is dark within. i speak into the blackness; my words strike metallically against the walls, and are thrown back at me with mocking emphasis. a sense of weariness and hopelessness possesses me, and i conclude the lecture abruptly. the comrades surround me, grasp my hand, and ply me with questions about my prison life, the joy of liberty and of work. they are undisguisedly disappointed at my anxiety to retire, but presently it is decided that i should accept the proffered hospitality of a comrade who owns a large house in the suburbs. the ride is interminable, the comrade apparently living several miles out in the country. on the way he talks incessantly, assuring me repeatedly that he considers it a great privilege to entertain me. i nod sleepily. finally we arrive. the place is large, but squalid. the low ceilings press down on my head; the rooms look cheerless and uninhabited. exhausted by the day's exertion, i fall into heavy sleep. awakening in the morning, i am startled to find a stranger in my bed. his coat and hat are on the floor, and he lies snoring at my side, with overshirt and trousers on. he must have fallen into bed very tired, without even detaching the large cuffs, torn and soiled, that rattle on his hands. the sight fills me with inexpressible disgust. all through the years of my prison life, my nights had been passed in absolute solitude. the presence of another in my bed is unutterably horrifying. i dress hurriedly, and rush out of the house. a heavy drizzle is falling; the air is close and damp. the country looks cheerless and dreary. but one thought possesses me: to get away from the stranger snoring in my bed, away from the suffocating atmosphere of the house with its low ceilings, out into the open, away from the presence of man. the sight of a human being repels me, the sound of a voice is torture to me. i want to be alone, always alone, to have peace and quiet, to lead a simple life in close communion with nature. ah, nature! that, too, i have tried, and found more impossible even than the turmoil of the city. the silence of the woods threatened to drive me mad, as did the solitude of the dungeon. a curse upon the thing that has incapacitated me for life, made solitude as hateful as the face of man, made life itself impossible to me! and is it for this i have yearned and suffered, for this spectre that haunts my steps, and turns day into a nightmare--this distortion, life? oh, where is the joy of expectation, the tremulous rapture, as i stood at the door of my cell, hailing the blush of the dawn, the day of resurrection! where the happy moments that lit up the night of misery with the ecstasy of freedom, which was to give me back to work and joy! where, where is it all? is liberty sweet only in the anticipation, and life a bitter awakening? the rain has ceased. the sun peeps through the clouds, and glints its rays upon a shop window. my eye falls on the gleaming barrel of a revolver. i enter the place, and purchase the weapon. i walk aimlessly, in a daze. it is beginning to rain again; my body is chilled to the bone, and i seek the shelter of a saloon on an obscure street. in the corner of the dingy back room i notice a girl. she is very young, with an air of gentility about her, that is somewhat marred by her quick, restless look. we sit in silence, watching the heavy downpour outdoors. the girl is toying with a glass of whiskey. angry voices reach us from the street. there is a heavy shuffling of feet, and a suppressed cry. a woman lurches through the swinging door, and falls against a table. the girl rushes to the side of the woman, and assists her into a chair. "are you hurt, madge?" she asks sympathetically. the woman looks up at her with bleary eyes. she raises her hand, passes it slowly across her mouth, and spits violently. "he hit me, the dirty brute," she whimpers, "he hit me. but i sha'n't give him no money; i just won't, frenchy." the girl is tenderly wiping her friend's bleeding face. "sh-sh, madge, sh--sh!" she warns her, with a glance at the approaching waiter. "drunk again, you old bitch," the man growls. "you'd better vamoose now." "oh, let her be, charley, won't you?" the girl coaxes. "and, say, bring me a bitters." "the dirty loafer! it's money, always gimme money," the woman mumbles; "and i've had such bad luck, frenchy. you know it's true. don't you, frenchy?" "yes, yes, dear," the girl soothes her. "don't talk now. lean your head on my shoulder, so! you'll be all right in a minute." the girl sways to and fro, gently patting the woman on the head, and all is still in the room. the woman's breathing grows regular and louder. she snores, and the young girl slowly unwinds her arms and resumes her seat. i motion to her. "will you have a drink with me?" "with pleasure," she smiles. "poor thing," she nods toward the sleeper, "her fellow beats her and takes all she makes." "you have a kind heart, frenchy." "we girls must be good to each other; no one else will. some men are so mean, just too mean to live or let others live. but some are nice. of course, some twirls are bad, but we ain't all like that and--" she hesitates. "and what?" "well, some have seen better days. i wasn't always like this," she adds, gulping down her drink. her face is pensive; her large black eyes look dreamy. she asks abruptly: "you like poetry?" "ye--es. why?" "i write. oh, you don't believe me, do you? here's something of mine," and with a preliminary cough, she begins to recite with exaggerated feeling: mother dear, the days were young when posies in our garden hung. upon your lap my golden head i laid, with pure and happy heart i prayed. "i remember those days," she adds wistfully. we sit in the dusk, without speaking. the lights are turned on, and my eye falls on a paper lying on the table. the large black print announces an excursion to buffalo. "will you come with me?" i ask the girl, pointing to the advertisement. "to buffalo?" "yes." "you're kidding." "no. will you come?" "sure." alone with me in the stateroom, "frenchy" grows tender and playful. she notices my sadness, and tries to amuse me. but i am thinking of the lecture that is to take place in cleveland this very hour: the anxiety of my comrades, the disappointment of the audience, my absence, all prey on my mind. but who am i, to presume to teach? i have lost my bearings; there is no place for me in life. my bridges are burned. the girl is in high spirits, but her jollity angers me. i crave to speak to her, to share my misery and my grief. i hint at the impossibility of life, and my superfluity in the world, but she looks bored, not grasping the significance of my words. "don't talk so foolish, boy," she scoffs. "what do you care about work or a place? you've got money; what more do you want? you better go down now and fetch something to drink." returning to the stateroom, i find "frenchy" missing. in a sheltered nook on the deck i recognize her in the lap of a stranger. heart-sore and utterly disgusted, i retire to my berth. in the morning i slip quietly off the boat. * * * * * the streets are deserted; the city is asleep. in the fog and rain, the gray buildings resemble the prison walls, the tall factory chimneys standing guard like monster sentinels. i hasten away from the hated sight, and wander along the docks. the mist weaves phantom shapes, and i see a multitude of people and in their midst a boy, pale, with large, lustrous eyes. the crowd curses and yells in frenzied passion, and arms are raised, and blows rain down on the lad's head. the rain beats heavier, and every drop is a blow. the boy totters and falls to the ground. the wistful face, the dreamy eyes--why, it is czolgosz! accursed spot! i cannot die here. i must to new york, to be near my friends in death! xi loud knocking wakes me. "say, mister," a voice calls behind the door, "are you all right?" "yes." "will you have a bite, or something?" "no." "well, as you please. but you haven't left your room going on two days now." * * * * * two days, and still alive? the road to death is so short, why suffer? an instant, and i shall be no more, and only the memory of me will abide for a little while in this world. _this_ world? is there another? if there is anything in spiritualism, carl will learn of it. in the prison we had been interested in the subject, and we had made a compact that he who is the first to die, should appear in spirit to the other. pretty fancy of foolish man, born of immortal vanity! hereafter, life after death--children of earth's misery. the disharmony of life bears dreams of peace and bliss, but there is no harmony save in death. who knows but that even then the atoms of my lifeless clay will find no rest, tossed about in space to form new shapes and new thoughts for aeons of human anguish. and so carl will not see me after death. our compact will not be kept, for nothing will remain of my "soul" when i am dead, as nothing remains of the sum when its units are gone. dear carl, he will be distraught at my failure to come to detroit. he had arranged a lecture there, following cleveland. it is peculiar that i should not have thought of wiring him that i was unable to attend. he might have suspended preparations. but it did not occur to me, and now it is too late. the girl, too, will be in despair over my disappearance. i cannot notify her now--i am virtually dead. yet i crave to see her once more before i depart, even at a distance. but that also is too late. i am almost dead. * * * * * i dress mechanically, and step into the street. the brilliant sunshine, the people passing me by, the children playing about, strike on my consciousness with pleasing familiarity. the desire grips me to be one of them, to participate in their life. and yet it seems strange to think of myself as part of this moving, breathing humanity. am i not dead? i roam about all day. at dusk i am surprised to find myself near the girl's home. the fear seizes me that i might be seen and recognized. a sense of guilt steals over me, and i shrink away, only to return again and again to the familiar spot. i pass the night in the park. an old man, a sailor out of work, huddles close to me, seeking the warmth of my body. but i am cold and cheerless, and all next day i haunt again the neighborhood of the girl. an irresistible force attracts me to the house. repeatedly i return to my room and snatch up the weapon, and then rush out again. i am fearful of being seen near the "den," and i make long detours to the battery and the bronx, but again and again i find myself watching the entrance and speculating on the people passing in and out of the house. my mind pictures the girl, with her friends about her. what are they discussing, i wonder. "why, myself!" it flits through my mind. the thought appalls me. they must be distraught with anxiety over my disappearance. perhaps they think me dead! i hasten to a telegraph office, and quickly pen a message to the girl: "come. i am waiting here." in a flurry of suspense i wait for the return of the messenger. a little girl steps in, and i recognize tess, and inwardly resent that the girl did not come herself. "aleck," she falters, "sonya wasn't home when your message came. i'll run to find her." the old dread of people is upon me, and i rush out of the place, hoping to avoid meeting the girl. i stumble through the streets, retrace my steps to the telegraph office, and suddenly come face to face with her. her appearance startles me. the fear of death is in her face, mute horror in her eyes. "sasha!" her hand grips my arm, and she steadies my faltering step. xii i open my eyes. the room is light and airy; a soothing quiet pervades the place. the portières part noiselessly, and the girl looks in. "awake, sasha?" she brightens with a happy smile. "yes. when did i come here?" "several days ago. you've been very sick, but you feel better now, don't you, dear?" several days? i try to recollect my trip to buffalo, the room on the bowery. was it all a dream? "where was i before i came here?" i ask. "you--you were--absent," she stammers, and in her face is visioned the experience of my disappearance. * * * * * with tender care the girl ministers to me. i feel like one recovering from a long illness: very weak, but with a touch of joy in life. no one is permitted to see me, save one or two of the girl's nearest friends, who slip in quietly, pat my hand in mute sympathy, and discreetly retire. i sense their understanding, and am grateful that they make no allusion to the events of the past days. the care of the girl is unwavering. by degrees i gain strength. the room is bright and cheerful; the silence of the house soothes me. the warm sunshine is streaming through the open window; i can see the blue sky, and the silvery cloudlets. a little bird hops upon the sill, looks steadily at me, and chirps a greeting. it brings back the memory of dick, my feathered pet, and of my friends in prison. i have done nothing for the agonized men in the dungeon darkness--have i forgotten them? i have the opportunity; why am i idle? * * * * * the girl calls cheerfully: "sasha, our friend philo is here. would you like to see him?" i welcome the comrade whose gentle manner and deep sympathy have endeared him to me in the days since my return. there is something unutterably tender about him. the circle had christened him "the philosopher," and his breadth of understanding and non-invasive personality have been a great comfort to me. his voice is low and caressing, like the soft crooning of a mother rocking her child to sleep. "life is a problem," he is saying, "a problem whose solution consists in trying to solve it. schopenhauer may have been right," he smiles, with a humorous twinkle in his eyes, "but his love of life was so strong, his need for expression so compelling, he had to write a big book to prove how useless is all effort. but his very sincerity disproves him. life is its own justification. the disharmony of life is more seeming than real; and what is real of it, is the folly and blindness of man. to struggle against that folly, is to create greater harmony, wider possibilities. artificial barriers circumscribe and dwarf life, and stifle its manifestations. to break those barriers down, is to find a vent, to expand, to express oneself. and that is life, aleck: a continuous struggle for expression. it mirrors itself in nature, as in all the phases of man's existence. look at the little vine struggling against the fury of the storm, and clinging with all its might to preserve its hold. then see it stretch toward the sunshine, to absorb the light and the warmth, and then freely give back of itself in multiple form and wealth of color. we call it beautiful then, for it has found expression. that is life, aleck, and thus it manifests itself through all the gradations we call evolution. the higher the scale, the more varied and complex the manifestations, and, in turn, the greater the need for expression. to suppress or thwart it, means decay, death. and in this, aleck, is to be found the main source of suffering and misery. the hunger of life storms at the gates that exclude it from the joy of being, and the individual soul multiplies its expressions by being mirrored in the collective, as the little vine mirrors itself in its many flowers, or as the acorn individualizes itself a thousandfold in the many-leafed oak. but i am tiring you, aleck." "no, no, philo. continue; i want to hear more." "well, aleck, as with nature, so with man. life is never at a standstill; everywhere and ever it seeks new manifestations, more expansion. in art, in literature, as in the affairs of men, the struggle is continual for higher and more intimate expression. that is progress--the vine reaching for more sunshine and light. translated into the language of social life, it means the individualization of the mass, the finding of a higher level, the climbing over the fences that shut out life. everywhere you see this reaching out. the process is individual and social at the same time, for the species lives in the individual as much as the individual persists in the species. the individual comes first; his clarified vision is multiplied in his immediate environment, and gradually permeates through his generation and time, deepening the social consciousness and widening the scope of existence. but perhaps you have not found it so, aleck, after your many years of absence?" "no, dear philo. what you have said appeals to me very deeply. but i have found things so different from what i had pictured them. our comrades, the movement--it is not what i thought it would be." "it is quite natural, aleck. a change has taken place, but its meaning is apt to be distorted through the dim vision of your long absence. i know well what you miss, dear friend: the old mode of existence, the living on the very threshold of the revolution, so to speak. and everything looks strange to you, and out of joint. but as you stay a little longer with us, you will see that it is merely a change of form; the essence is the same. we are the same as before, aleck, only made deeper and broader by years and experience. anarchism has cast off the swaddling bands of the small, intimate circles of former days; it has grown to greater maturity, and become a factor in the larger life of society. you remember it only as a little mountain spring, around which clustered a few thirsty travelers in the dreariness of the capitalist desert. it has since broadened and spread as a strong current that covers a wide area and forces its way even into the very ocean of life. you see, dear aleck, the philosophy of anarchism is beginning to pervade every phase of human endeavor. in science, in art, in literature, everywhere the influence of anarchist thought is creating new values; its spirit is vitalizing social movements, and finding interpretation in life. indeed, aleck, we have not worked in vain. throughout the world there is a great awakening. even in this socially most backward country, the seeds sown are beginning to bear fruit. times have changed, indeed; but encouragingly so, aleck. the leaven of discontent, ever more conscious and intelligent, is moulding new social thought and new action. to-day our industrial conditions, for instance, present a different aspect from those of twenty years ago. it was then possible for the masters of life to sacrifice to their interests the best friends of the people. but to-day the spontaneous solidarity and awakened consciousness of large strata of labor is a guarantee against the repetition of such judicial murders. it is a most significant sign, aleck, and a great inspiration to renewed effort." * * * * * the girl enters. "are you crooning sasha to sleep, philo?" she laughs. "oh, no!" i protest, "i'm wide awake and much interested in philo's conversation." "it is getting late," he rejoins. "i must be off to the meeting." "what meeting?" i inquire, "the czolgosz anniversary commemoration." "i think--i'd like to come along." "better not, sasha," my friend advises. "you need some light distraction." "perhaps you would like to go to the theatre," the girl suggests. "stella has tickets. she'd be happy to have you come, sasha." * * * * * returning home in the evening, i find the "den" in great excitement. the assembled comrades look worried, talk in whispers, and seem to avoid my glance. i miss several familiar faces. "where are the others?" i ask. the comrades exchange troubled looks, and are silent. "has anything happened? where are they?" i insist. "i may as well tell you," philo replies, "but be calm, sasha. the police have broken up our meeting. they have clubbed the audience, and arrested a dozen comrades." "is it serious, philo?" "i am afraid it is. they are going to make a test case. under the new 'criminal anarchy law' our comrades may get long terms in prison. they have taken our most active friends." * * * * * the news electrifies me. i feel myself transported into the past, the days of struggle and persecution. philo was right! the enemy is challenging, the struggle is going on!... i see the graves of waldheim open, and hear the voices from the tomb. * * * * * a deep peace pervades me, and i feel a great joy in my heart. "sasha, what is it?" philo cries in alarm. "my resurrection, dear friend. i have found work to do." [illustration] the science of animal locomotion (zoopraxography) an electro-photographic investigation of consecutive phases of animal movements by eadweard muybridge executed and published under the auspices of the university of pennsylvania description of the apparatus results of the investigation diagrams prospectus list of subscribers eadweard muybridge university of pennsylvania philadelphia or henrietta street, covent garden london animal locomotion. (zoopraxography.) introductory. in , the author of the present work at sacramento, california, commenced an investigation with the object of illustrating by photography some phases of animal movements. in that year his experiments were made with a famous horse--occident, owned by senator stanford--and photographs were made, which illustrated several phases of action while the horse was trotting at full speed, laterally, in front of the camera. the experiments were desultorily continued; but it was not until that the results of any of them were published. in the meanwhile he devised an automatic electro-photographic apparatus, for the purpose of making consecutive photographic exposures at _regulated_ intervals of time or of distance. some of the results of his experiments with this apparatus, which illustrated successive phases of the action of horses while walking, trotting, galloping, &c., were published in , with the title of "the horse in motion." copies of these photographs were deposited the same year in the library of congress at washington, and some of them found their way to berlin, london, paris, vienna, &c., where they were commented upon by the journals of the day. in , during a lecture on "the science of animal locomotion in its relation to design in art," given at the royal institution (see _proceedings_ of the royal institution of great britain, march , ), he exhibited the results of some of his experiments made during a few antecedent years at palo alto, california; when he, with the zoopraxiscope and an oxy-hydrogen lantern, projected on the wall a synthesis of many of the actions he had analysed. it may not be considered irrelevant if he repeats what he on that occasion said in his analysis of the quadrupedal walk:-- "so far as the camera has revealed, these successive foot fallings are invariable, and are probably common to all quadrupeds.... "it is also highly probable that these photographic investigations--which were executed with wet collodion plates, with exposures not exceeding in some instances the one five-thousandth part of a second--will dispel many popular illusions as to the gait of a horse, and that future and more exhaustive experiments, with the advantages of recent chemical discoveries, will completely unveil to the artist all the visible muscular action of men and animals during their most rapid movements.... "the employment of automatic apparatus for the purpose of obtaining a regulated succession of photographic exposures is too recent for its value to be properly understood, or to be generally used for scientific experiment. at some future time the explorer for hidden truths will find it indispensable for his investigations." in , the university of pennsylvania, with an enlightened exercise of its functions as a contributor to human knowledge, instructed the author to make, under its auspices, a comprehensive investigation of "animal locomotion" in the broadest significance of the words. a diagram of the studio and the arrangement of the apparatus used for this purpose is here given. [illustration] tt represents the track along which the model m was caused to move. b is the background, divided into spaces of centimetres square for the purpose of measurement. l, a horizontal battery of electro-photographic cameras, parallel to the line of motion (at a distance of metres or about feet therefrom), for a series of lateral exposures. r, a vertical battery of electro-photographic cameras, at right angles to the lateral battery, for a series of _rear_ foreshortenings. f, a horizontal battery of electro-photographic cameras, at any suitable angle to the lateral battery for a series of _front_ foreshortenings. o, the position of the electric batteries, a chronograph for recording the time intervals of exposures, and other apparatus used in the investigation. a clock-work apparatus, set in motion at the will of the operator, distributed a series of electric currents, and synchronously effected consecutive exposures in each of the three batteries of cameras. the intervals of exposures were recorded by the chronograph, and divided into thousandths of a second. these intervals could be varied at will from seventeen one-thousandth parts of a second to several seconds. the task of making the original negatives was completed in ; the remaining years have been devoted to the preparation of the work for publication. [illustration: lateral elevation of some consecutive phases of action by representative horses. each line illustrates the successive fallings of the feet during a single stride. after the last phase illustrated, the feet, during continuous motion, will revert practically to their position in the first phase. the comparative distances of the feet from each other or from the ground are not drawn to scale; and, in any event, would be merely approximate for the succeeding stride. in the conjectural stride no. , phase is very doubtful, phases and seem probable in a very long stride.] description of the plates. the results of this investigation are =seven hundred and eighty-one sheets of illustrations=, containing more than , figures of men, women, and children, animals and birds, actively engaged in walking, galloping, flying, working, jumping, fighting, dancing, playing at base-ball, cricket, and other athletic games, or other actions incidental to every-day life, which illustrate motion or the play of muscles. these sheets of illustrations are conventionally called "plates." each plate illustrates the successive phases of a single action, photographed with automatic electro-photographic apparatus at regulated and accurately recorded intervals of time, _consecutively_ from one point of view; or, _consecutively_ and _synchronously_ from _two_, or from _three_ points of view. =each plate is complete in itself without reference to any other plate.= when the complete series of twelve consecutive exposures, from each of the three points of view, are included in one plate, the arrangement is usually thus:-- +-+-+-+-+-+-+-+-+-+--+--+--+ | | | | | | | | | | | | | laterals. | | | | | | | | | | | | | | | | | | | | | | | | | | | | | | | | | | | | | | | +-+-+-+-+-+-+-+-+-+--+--+--+ | | | | | | | | | | | | | rear foreshortenings from | | | | | | | | | | | | | points of view on the same | | | | | | | | | | | | | vertical line, at an angle | | | | | | | | | | | | | of ° from the laterals. +-+-+-+-+-+-+-+-+-+--+--+--+ | | | | | | | | | | | | | front foreshortenings from | | | | | | | | | | | | | points of view on the same | | | | | | | | | | | | | horizontal plane, at suitable | | | | | | | | | | | | | angles from the laterals. +-+-+-+-+-+-+-+-+-+--+--+--+ the plates are not _photographs_ in the common acceptation of the word, but are printed in permanent ink, from gelatinised copper-plates, by the new york photo-gravure company, on thick linen plate-paper. the size of the paper is × centimetres-- × inches, and the printed surface varies from × to × centimetres-- × to × inches. the number of figures on each plate varies from to . to publish so great a number of plates as one undivided work was considered unnecessary, for each subject tells its own story; and inexpedient, for it would defeat the object which the university had in view, and limit its acquisition to large libraries, wealthy individuals, or institutions where it would be beyond the reach of many who might desire to study it. it has, therefore, been decided to issue a series of one hundred plates, which number, for the purposes of publication, will be considered as a "copy" of the work. these one hundred plates will probably meet the requirements of the greater number of the subscribers. in accordance with this view is issued the following _prospectus_ animal locomotion, an electro-photographic investigation of consecutive phases of animal movements, by eadweard muybridge. - . published under the auspices of the university of pennsylvania. _exclusively by subscription._ consisting of a series of one hundred plates, at a subscription price of one hundred dollars for the united states, or twenty guineas for great britain; or the equivalent of twenty guineas in the gold currency of other countries in europe. this will be for austria, two hundred and ten florins; belgium, france, italy, and switzerland, five hundred and twenty-five francs; germany, four hundred and twenty marks; holland, two hundred and fifty guilders. the plates are enclosed in a strong, canvas-lined, full american-russia leather portfolio. for the purpose of placing all of the subscribers upon an equal footing in regard to cost, a copy of the work will be sent in the portfolio, and packed between boards, to any well-established institution, or to any subscriber, properly endorsed, to any city in central or western europe, or in the united states. freight charges paid, if so requested, to the railway station, with the understanding that the subscription price is remitted within one week of the day of the arrival of the work at the station. custom duties, or any other expenses, if any, at the cost of the subscriber. additional plates in any required number will be supplied to the subscriber at the same proportionate rate; these, however, must be ordered at the same time as the subscription plates. the plates will be supplied exclusively to subscribers. it was considered inadvisable to make an _arbitrary_ selection of the one hundred plates offered to subscribers, and with the object of meeting, as far as possible, their diverse requirements, they are invited to make their own selection, either from the subjoined list of subjects, or from a detailed catalogue, which will be forwarded free of expense to every subscriber. the following are the numbers of plates published of each class of subjects, from which the subscriber's selection can be made:-- plates published. men, draped " pelvis cloth " nude women, draped " transparent drapery and semi-nude " nude children, draped " nude movements of a man's hand abnormal movements, men and women, nude and semi-nude horses walking, trotting, galloping, jumping, &c. mules, oxen, dogs, cats, goats, and other domestic animals lions, elephants, buffaloes, camels, deer, and other wild animals pigeons, vultures, ostriches, eagles, cranes, and other birds ---- total number of plates containing more than , figures. =should the selection be made from the catalogue, it will be advisable to give the author permission to change any one of the selected plates for any other illustrating the same action, if, in his judgment, the substituted plate illustrates that action with a better model, or in a more perfect manner than the one selected.= =with regard to the selection of plates, however, it has been found by experience that unless any special subject or plate is required it will be more satisfactory to the subscriber if he gives the author general instructions as to the class of subjects desired and to leave the specific selection to him.= many of the large libraries and art or science institutions in america and in europe have subscribed for, and have now in their possession, a complete series of the seven hundred and eighty-one plates, the subscription price for which is five hundred dollars in the united states, one hundred guineas in great britain for the complete series, in eight full american-russia leather portfolios, or if bound in eleven volumes, each plate _hinged_, full american-russia leather, five hundred and fifty dollars in the united states, one hundred and ten guineas in great britain; or its equivalent for any city in central or western europe. subscribers who wish to make use of these plates for the promotion or diffusion of knowledge, or for artistic or scientific purposes, will be afforded facilities for acquiring working copies by special arrangement with the author. valedictory. this is not exactly the place nor the time for the author to express his obligations and thanks to those gentlemen who have assisted him in his labours, but it affords a perhaps not inappropriate opportunity for him to pay a tribute of gratitude to his recently deceased friend m. meissonier, without whose enthusiastic encouragement it is probable the present work would never have been undertaken. in he invited his friends to attend an illustrated lecture given in his studio by the author, and then referring to a full knowledge of a subject being necessary for it to be truthfully or satisfactorily translated by the artist, declared how much his own impression of a horse's motion had been changed after having carefully studied its consecutive phases. attention need not be directed to the modifications in the expression of animal movements now progressing in the works of the painter and the sculptor. the investigations of the author are so well known, and so generally recognised as affording the only basis of truthful interpretation or accurate criticism of animal movement, that it is unnecessary to quote from the many elaborate reviews of "animal locomotion," which have been published in the american, english, french, and german scientific, artistic, and other journals. for the value of the present work to the general student of nature and the lover of art, no less than to the artist and the archæologist, the physiologist and the anatomist, it is with much pride and gratitude that he refers 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