THE HERMIT OF CHEVERLEY WOOD Les An ANACER IMIN THE HERMIT OF 7:3154 CHEVERLEY WOOD, AND OTHER POEMS. BY EMMA C. WAIT. LONDON: RANKEN & CO., DRURY HOUSE, ST. MARY-LE-STRAND. 1873. DRURY HOUSE LONDON.W.C To MY DEAR MOTHER AND SISTERS, WHO HAVE SO AFFECTIONATELY TENDED ME THROUGH YEARS OF SUFFERING, This Volume IS LOVINGLY AND GRATEFULLY INSCRIBED. Behold the chalice of my deep affliction Is brimming o'er with added drops of joy, And flows to you from out the fragile crystal In waves of love that time can not destroy. CONTENTS. The Hermit of Cheverley Wood . Saint Elsie's Well In Loving Memory The Wood Violet My Life Autumn A Midnight Cry Lines to My Brother-in-Law. The Workman's Evening Rest Teddy's Ship . Divided Lives The Path by the River My Saviour The Stars A Birthday Wish. Called Away . The Heart's Complaint Margaret an Acrostic Baby's Pet Lamb. The Rustic Seat The Dying Girl's Messenger of Peace PAGE 1 35865 33 61 67 68 70 71 75 79 81 83 85 86 87 58338 89 90 92 93 vi CONTENTS. Sonnet. The Moon. Recollections of Bamborough Castle. The Night Watches The Voice of the Sea Retribution What I Ask Little Minnie Το A Cry for Patience By the Sea The Bachelor's Mission IOI 102 104 109 IIO 112 114 115 117 119 120 121 123 124 125 127 129 134 136 138 139 140 140 141 143 146 Lines on Hearing of the Death of a once Dear Friend 148 ― Good Night There is a Spot A Happy Heart The Sabbath Day Strangers Now My Baby The Marks of Age Friendship and Love Sunset. Farewell · • · The Way To a Baby-Girl Brave and True Geraldine · Cut Down My Heart. The Dawn of Love • • • • · • • • • · • • PAGE 95 · 96 98 CONTENTS. vii My Dear Old Songs Sonnet to the Nightingale A Birthday Prayer Isabel. Old Letters Magdalen Sleep Au Revoir On the Death of a Dear Sister A Message Sent by Flowers. Evening Shadows. A Bay-Leaf • Nowhere to Lay His Head Out in the Cold Thy Name Hope's Whisper May Come, See the Place. Withered Flowers. Heaven My Beau Idéal • • · · • • • · • • 170 171 172 173 174 176 . 178 180 · • • PAGE 150 151 152 153 154 156 158 159 161 163 164 167 168 THE HERMIT OF CHEVERLEY WOOD. THE sun had ris'n, his golden light Had bathed the earth in beauty bright; The dewdrops sparkled on each tree, The little birds sang merrily, As to its very utmost speed A horseman urged his panting steed. Both horse and rider told that they Had travelled far since yesterday. They both looked wearied, yet they pressed Onward with an unchanging zest. One glance the rider caught at last Of beauties through which he had passed. He'd reached the summit of a hill, And now he bade his horse stand still, That he might for a moment view The scene that ever sweeter grew, B THE HERMIT OF As now the sun's rich tinted beams Were thrown across clear winding streams, Which through a vale meandered on. The scene was fair to look upon; It touched his heart, his hat he raised, And God he humbly thanked and praised. A moment thus, and then once more He pressed on quickly as before. A noble wood now came in sight, Its trees had reached a lofty height, Their leaves were dancing to the song Of sighing zephyrs borne along; The air was filled with melody, From birds that flew from tree to tree, So ready in their freedom sweet With swelling notes the day to greet. Reaching the margin of the wood, The noble rider once more stood, But not to gaze on earth or sky; Another sight had met his eye. A man, with flowing beard and hair, Knelt in the attitude of prayer ; His eyes were closed, his hands were clasped, While at his feet a greyhound basked; A long low whine, as of reproach, It gave upon the knight's approach. CHEVERLEY WOOD. 3 Startled, and like a stag at bay, The man arose, to calmly say— "Ah! stranger, hast thou lost the road? Well, turn thee unto my abode, "Tis but a hut of meanest kind, But food and rest you there will find; Your dress is travel-stained I see, Pray, stranger, deign to follow me; The best I have I'll give to you, Your steed shall have refreshment too." The stranger bowed and smiled assent To that kind offer kindly meant. "Is there no village near?" he said, Following where the strange man led. "Ah, no mine is the only home For miles, whichever way you roam; For years I've lived here all alone, My dog my one companion." "What!" cried the youth, The strange recluse of Cheverley— Him who so long has baffled well "and do I see Those who have sought where he could dwell? They've sought him on each peaky height, Each cavern searched dark as the night, So curious were they; can it be That thou to whom I speak art he?" 4 THE HERMIT OF 4 "Yes, I am he," the man replied, As slowly now he turned aside From the wide path which they had trod Into a narrow winding road. Most beautiful it was and fair, A place that spoke of tender care; A tiny brooklet wound along One side of it with babbling song, And there deep in the lonely wood The hermit's hut in view now stood. The stranger started in surprise At the fair sight that met his eyes. It was not rude as most huts are, But sweet with many a flowery star. The trees there had been cut away That there might fall the light of day. Some plants, too, grew in that wild haunt, Which would supply his simple want. "Welcome!" the hermit said, as wide He threw his little door aside. The stranger crossed the threshold, then He turned to his strange host again— "It is not poverty indeed That forces thee this life to lead," He said, for his bright eyes had caught Some treasures that are dearly bought. CHEVERLEY WOOD. сл 5 A book-shelf hung behind the door Containing much of rarest lore: Pens, ink, and paper lay around, And some deep books most richly bound. The hermit pointed to a chair, Then quickly brought his humble fare— A loaf of bread, some fruit and wine- From which he oft was wont to dine. "Eat, eat, my friend," he calmly said; "The board is small and poorly spread, Yet still your strength it will restore Ere you the road must take once more." "Thanks, thanks!" the youth exclaimed; "and while I feast wilt thou the time beguile By showing me this mystery- That here a man like thee I see, Of courtly mien and learning great- Wilt thou the tale to me relate?" A look of sadness overcast The hermit's face, but soon it passed, And then it wore its wonted calm, With stately grace he raised his arm. "Never before," he said, "have I Related my life's history; But as you ask me for the tale The past for you I will unveil." 6 THE HERMIT OF A moment's pause, then he began His story sad, and thus it ran :— "You see me in this humble home, Yet I was once a priest of Rome. The Mother Church from earliest youth To me seemed goddess of the truth: Its laws I kept, its dress I wore- I loved them in those days of yore. One night, the solemn service o'er, I walked along the sacred floor;- I thought I was alone with God, As slowly through the aisles I trod. The church was dim but for the light Of candles on the altar bright; The smell of incense filled the air, As though fair flowers were growing there. A rustling sound fell on my ear, I turned and saw a lady near. She pressed toward the altar rail, Once there she threw aside her veil- The youthful beauty of that face Would need a poet's pen to trace. She seemed in grief, for there she leant As if in deep abandonment. I knew she'd come for priestly aid, So after due observance made CHEVERLEY WOOD. 7 Unto the Cross as I passed by, I moved towards her silently, And drew aside a crimson fall Revealing the confessional. Into its sacred precincts she Quickly arose and followed me. 'Daughter, we are alone,' I said, And laid my hand upon her head; Then she threw off her heavy cloak, And strange wild words from her there broke. It was so strange a tale to tell, It fell upon me like a spell; Though years have passed since that occurred I can remember every word :— 'Most Holy Father!' thus she said, 'A friend while on her dying bed Besought me, oh! so earnestly, That I would stay and watch her die. Although her faith was not like mine, The mission seemed to me divine- To minister to one I loved, Who would from me be soon removed. I stayed with her from day to day, And watched her gradual decay; My prayers unto Our Lady rose, That she would bless that soul's repose. 8 THE HERMIT OF And while I sat that loved one near Her dying words fell on my ear: 66 Adell," she said, with sinking voice, "My passing spirit would rejoice If for a moment I could think My words would turn you from the brink Of that dark gulf on which you stand. Here, darling, take my wasted hand, And listen while I once again Swear to you that your faith is vain. You pray unto the Virgin mild, She cannot save, perverted child; 'Tis but by faith in God's dear Son That ever heaven can be won; Your Purgatory is a myth- A priest's invention for therewith They are enriched at your expense— It will not stand the light of sense. Your many prayers will not avail; When once the soul has passed the veil It passes to its God who gave It life, and who alone can save. Jesus has come, and He for us Hath giv'n His life upon the cross, That He might save us from all sin,— Through Him we free salvation win. CHEVERLEY WOOD. 9 Your Church this truth doth never teach, Such simple faith it cannot reach. Adell, throw off your slavish chain, It will be your eternal gain. See what my faith has done for me: I joy in my extremity; I feel at death no dark alarms, I'm safe in Christ's protecting arms. Adell, my Adell" But her breath Was spent by fast approaching death; A smile o'er every feature stole, While from the body passed the soul. Father, to thee I now confess, Nor would I make my sin seem less : While listening to my dying friend A subtle power seemed to descend- Something that plainly showed to me I worshipped a false deity. Affrighted from the room I fled, I knew not where, so great my dread: A low sweet voice seemed calling me, "Throw off the yoke of Papacy." My steps were guided to a room Where many lights threw off its gloom; A book lay open-to engage My thoughts I stooped and turned a page. 10 THE HERMIT OF Father, 'twas the forbidden Book On which my eyes were turned to look. Something impelled me to remain, I read it o'er and o'er again; And now, wherever I may be, The words I saw are still with me: They sometimes give me hope, and then They plunge me in despair again. Say, father, is my sin too great To be forgiven? I fear no fate, No awful penance, if at last Thou wilt absolve me from the past.' Stranger, I heard her voice implore For absolution, but forebore To exercise my priestly power; For, strange to say, within that hour A feeling stirred within my soul Which was beyond my own control. A veil seemed lifted, and I saw The Church of Rome my eyes before- Not as I saw it in my youth, But robbed of all its fancied truth; Its outward grandeur still it bore, But it was rotten at the core. With tender words the young Adell I sent from me, and then I fell CHEVERLEY WOOD. II Prostrate in that confessional, And doubt hung o'er me like a pall. At length this darkened soul of mine Caught one fair glimpse of love divine; I searched the Book from day to day, At last I found the living Way; And then I sought the fair Adell, The glorious news that I might tell. I told her that her lips had shown The truths that now I longed to own,- Oh how I wondered that so long I'd lived content among the throng Of those in darkness, side by side, Who superstition deified. Poor child! although she had confessed, Her spirit still could find no rest; And as my words fell on her ears, Her soul found sweet relief in tears- There was no doubt that God had moved Those thoughts that would not be reproved. I walked with her o'er Bible ground, And soon she peace and joy had found. Amid my new-found peace I was Troubled at heart for one great cause- How should I to the Church make known That I its faith had from me thrown? 12 THE HERMIT OF * * * * One night while sitting wrapped in thought, A message unto me was brought; At church my presence was desired, Then quickly I myself attired. As I approached the sacred porch I saw the glare of many a torch, Dark scowling visages they showed, Faces I knew with anger glowed. A moment only did I doubt, Then with an inward prayer devout I passed them, strode along the aisle, But no face met mine with a smile. There hundreds of my brother priests Waited for me like maddened beasts; There was no doubt the truth was known, The traitor never has been shown. I was arraigned before them all, And made to answer every call; Yet I stood strong through faith in God, Whose Son through paths of suffering trod. I heard a murmur in the throng, I turned, and rudely borne along, I saw sweet Adell's graceful form Facing the darkness of the storm. CHEVERLEY WOOD. 13 They marshalled her unto my side, And then together we were tried. But, oh! it was unequal play, They would not hear what we might say, But scorned the tale we had to tell, And shameful words upon us fell. The priest's anathemas were hurled Against the flag we had unfurled; We stood and heard the awful blast Of excommunication passed. Stranger, I think I could have borne To have been subjected to scorn, Had but that lady by my side Been safe from that fierce sweeping tide. But, oh how hard it was to bear, To know that all she too must share. Yet still her firm faith wavered not As slow we turned us from the spot; A thousand eyes upon us gleamed, A host of unsheathed swords they seemed. 6 Fly with me, Adell,' then I cried; 'My life shall shield thee at my side: God will His outraged saints defend, And will us succour quickly send.' I took her hand, we walked along, The centre of that seething throng; 14 THE HERMIT OF But at the door appalled we stood, The crowd seemed thirsting for our blood. A choking sob broke from Adell As we were greeted with a yell; The shrinking maiden tightly clung To me as oaths were at us flung. The moon had ris'n, and calmly shone Our poor defenceless heads upon; We felt the crowd around us press, That moment's horror who can guess? We could not move but where they led, And soon I saw their purpose dread; We were by them to be expelled From that great city, which still held Our many dear ones-all the cost Of faith we felt when they were lost. But yet we were most strangely calm Beneath the wild, uplifted arm Of those whose curses, dark and deep, Might well have made e'en angels weep. We reached at last the city's gate, Amidst that mob infuriate; Once we had gained a country lane, The crowd streamed slowly back again. But not without a parting stroke, The worst that malice can evoke: CHEVERLEY WOOD. 15 A stone from some malignant hand, Thrown from that now retreating band, Whizzed sharply past me through the air, And struck poor Adell's temples fair; Without a moan she forward fell Upon the breast that loved her well. I laid her gently down, and tried To staunch the wound, both deep and wide; But all my efforts to restrain That crimson tide were all in vain. Alone and helpless in the night, I watched her life-blood flowing bright; I cried to God in my despair, That Adell might not perish there. The sound of wheels then reached my ear, And soon a vehicle drew near; The kindly driver gave me aid, And Adell soon was in it laid. I do not know how far we went, Her precious life seemed well nigh spent ; At last we gained a widow's door, Who well was known to me before. She kindly welcomed us, and soon Sweet Adell rallied from her swoon; A faint smile crossed her lips again, 'I'll trust Him still, though He has slain.' 16 THE HERMIT OF Those were the only words she spoke, Her heart was stricken sore, and broke; Her name has been of no renown, But now she wears a martyr's crown." The hermit paused, his face was bright As from some strange seraphic light; A low sob from the stranger broke, Then once again the hermit spoke. With gentle hands the greyhound's head He fondly stroked, while thus he said- "The very night that Adell died I found my greyhound at my side; His scent had traced me through each street, And found at last my safe retreat. He gazed at me as if he knew The awful scenes I had passed through; And from that hour unto this date We never have been separate. I laid poor Adell in her grave, Where sighing trees above her wave- Her young life had been full of care, But recompense was waiting there." The hermit raised his earnest eyes, And pointed upward to the skies. * * * * * CHEVERLEY WOOD. 17 "Though crushed and wounded, yet my faith Survived that youthful martyr's death; I questioned not Almighty power To bring some good from that dark hour. 'Oh! be it mine now to proclaim The saving power of Jesus' name!' 'Twas thus I spoke, I longed to show The joys which through salvation flow. But, ah! how little did I think How soon my eager heart would sink! I was pursued-go where I would, The curses of the Church withstood All my best efforts, all were foiled, My fellow-men from me recoiled. The Church of Rome no mercy knows, Its priests are ever deadly foes To those who have cast off its faith- Their vengeance follows them to death. I had much wealth, yet I could find No peace or comfort in my mind, For everywhere I turned I saw The look of hatred as before. At last the deep unceasing strife Drove me to seek a hermit's life; I coveted its sweet repose, Far from the reach of all my foes; с 18 THE HERMIT OF And for my lonely home so free I chose the wood of Cheverley. I built this little hut, and then My peace and joy came back again. Your eyes have seen my ample store Of modern and of ancient lore, And though so far from humankind, I study to enrich my mind; My lonely home to me is dear, I think I love it more each year. 'Tis five miles to the nearest town, And when my scanty store runs down, Then Frip and I the journey take, Our little marketing to make. Though now my dog is growing old, Yet in the chase he still is bold; He brings me many dainties rare, And equally the dish we share. I always seem to think that God Has marked my solitary road, For in a special manner He Doth condescend to dwell with me. Fair visions float about me oft, While sitting in the twilight soft; My Adell comes to me again, Shining with light from yon bright plain. CHEVERLEY WOOD. 19 Perhaps her angel form will come At last to take my spirit home; Her martyr's crown I then shall see Shining in heaven's radiancy." The hermit ceased, the stranger's eyes Were fixed upon him in surprise; The thrilling sweetness of his voice Like music made his heart rejoice. "Oh, let this story be proclaimed," In eager tones the youth exclaimed; "Come forward to the world once more, The tale shall spread from shore to shore. Thy princely words so simply grand Will stamp its truth in every land; All Rome shall quake, a blow 'twill be Struck at the root of Popery. Thou think'st that I mistook my way That thou hast seen me here to-day? But, no! this secret way I took Simply because we dare not brook The wrath of priests, should it be seen That private meetings I convene. I'm one of a small Christian band Who've risen in this darkened land; The Gospel seed 'tis ours to cast, Hoping to see some fruit at last : 20 THE HERMIT OF The crafty priest's unerring eye Seems to be on us constantly. I was despatched with greatest speed, Because there now is urgent need That all of us to-night should meet To ask God for His guidance sweet. Oh, come with me, and let the ring Of thy rich tones glad tidings bring!" He pleaded hard and earnestly, But the recluse of Cheverley Thus made reply unto the youth Whose eyes were opened to the truth :- Stranger, I think it is God's will I should remain a hermit still; Though from the world so far away, I am not idle night or day. I've concentrated all my powers Of intellect through lonely hours, In writing out in more detail The past that now I do unveil. 66 I often pray God to inspire And touch my pen with living fire; And watching it as quick it flew, I've felt that it had work to do. May it not be that God has sent Me into this retirement, CHEVERLEY WOOD. 21 Far from the world's engaging strife, To write the story of my life, That in my solitude He might Shed o'er my words His holy light To quicken them, that they may roll Black clouds of doubt from many a soul? If it be thus, say, stranger guest, Shall not my hermit's life be blest? Is it not sweet to think that He Looked down and saw my misery, And seeing all my tears and pain, Hath turned them to eternal gain? I am no vain enthusiast, Yet thoughts like these cannot resist. In darkness lies great ancient Rome, Thrown from the height of each proud dome; It seems as though deep curses lay Upon this land that owns the sway Of him who ever claims to be Earth's one infallibility. I think God's mercy is so great That it will even penetrate Into this land of errors deep, Waking dead consciences from sleep. Were things not working to that end When He did sweetly condescend 22 THE HERMIT OF To open eyes so dark as mine Unto the truth that is divine? I led the people far astray; And thus, perhaps, the first faint ray Of Christianity must shine. Through all the woes that have been mine; And from my Adell's grave shall rise A holy offering to the skies: Hereafter, from that sacred place, Many shall their salvation trace,— The story of her faith in God Shall light poor sinners on the road. Stranger, I think that Rome at length Will rise in grand triumphant strength, Shake off the chain she's worn so long, And learn to sing the glad new song; That through her ancient streets there'll be A sound of gospel liberty. Thus if I can so plainly see The way marked out by God for me- If the great work on which I've spent The energies which He has sent, Is destined to effect some good Unto the Church where once I stood, Then wherefore should I now resign The noble task that has been mine? CHEVERLEY WOOD. 23 Thy words, brave youth, have shown to me That He is working mightily Towards that end for which I've striven- That Rome may see the light of heaven. The knowledge that thy little band Has risen in this darkened land, Proves that the seed-time has begun Which must unto the harvest run. No, stranger, no! I do not burn Unto the world once more to turn. My calm life has unfitted me For wrestling in its troubled sea; My work approaches now an end, And then I think that God will send A messenger to bear me hence, To find with Him my recompense." The stranger stood in wonder great, To hear the hermit thus relate That through appalling earthly strife He'd found the mission of his life, While with prophetic language he Foretold the future destiny Of that great city, which as yet Its former ways could not forget. Each word he spoke seemed to the youth To bear the impress of the truth. 24 THE HERMIT OF "Most noble hermit!" thus he said, "I thank my God that He has led My steps unto this lonely place, One of His holy saints to trace. Thou sayest truth, the world's dark sea Is no fit place for such as thee; Life's battles now for thee are o'er, And thou hast been a conqueror ; Henceforth there is laid up in heaven A crown, which will to thee be given. Oh, sir! I will not longer ask Thee to perform so hard a task, As once again the sword to wield Upon the world's great battle-field- Far better that thou should'st have peace Until thy earthly labours cease. But, ah! I would this now implore, That I might come to thee once more: I fain would sit low at thy feet, And listen to thy words so sweet. List'ning to-day, thy every word My inmost soul has strangely stirred. Oh! do not this fond wish restrain- Say, may I seek thee here again?" A smile stole o'er the hermit's face, Giving to it a nameless grace. CHEVERLEY WOOD. 25 66 'Stranger," he said, "I cannot bear To cast away so sweet a prayer; Yes! come to me, if I can give Strength to your faith that it may live. Now that the sympathetic cord Is touched, I know it will afford Bliss that I have not known for years, To speak again with one who wears The armour of our Captain high, Whose name we seek to glorify. Stranger, whenever you may come, You're welcome to my lonely home." The youth arose; his fine dark eyes Showed forth his joy without disguise, As to the hermit gently he Gave thanks for all his courtesy. "The road," he said, "I now must take, 'Twill shorter seem for this sweet break; It will not be ere fall of night The distant city I will sight." The hermit with a gentle sigh, Now that the parting drew so nigh, Arose, and silently once more Threw open wide his little door. With friendly words their way they took Until they reached the tiny brook, 26 THE HERMIT OF Near which the stranger's horse was tied, Close to the welcome water's side. Refreshed and strengthened by the food He had received, the brave beast stood, Waiting to hear his master's call, Ready unto his work to fall. Once more emerging from the wood, Those new-made friends together stood. "God bless thee, stranger! may He meet With thee to-night with counsel sweet. I pray Him that thy little band May swell until through all the land The tidings glad of Christ shall come As freedom to benighted Rome. And if we meet on earth no more, We'll meet upon the heavenly shore; There'll be no bar to friendship there Where peace and love are everywhere." The hermit's tender, last farewell Upon the youth most sweetly fell. "Farewell, farewell!" he cried, "and soon Thou'lt see me; with the next full moon I'll find my way once more to thee Within the wood of Cheverley." He mounted then his faithful steed, And bade him go with greatest speed; CHEVERLEY WOOD. 27 And with a smile both sad and bright The youth rode quickly out of sight, Leaving the hermit to his fate, So lonely and so desolate. * * * * Three weeks had passed, when once again The stranger travelled o'er the plain : The sun was high in heaven ere he Had reached the wood of Cheverley. He'd noted well the path his guide Had taken by the sweet brook-side; He tied his horse to the same tree; From it the hut he now could see. He hurried on and reached the door, Knocked, each time louder than before, But no response the youth could win, So at the last he ventured in. Oh! what a scene there met his sight, In the fair morning's golden light! Upon his couch the hermit lay, His face turned to the light of day, Lifeless and cold-while at his head His greyhound, too, lay cold and dead. The hermit's face was all serene, As if sweet thoughts his last had been; 28 THE HERMIT OF His hands were clasped, as if 'twere given That praying he should enter heaven. The stranger sank upon a chair, Stunned by the sight so sad yet fair. How terrible it seemed that one Should die untended and alone! He who the highest gifts possessed Had passed in solitude to rest,— Yet, no the hermit's lonely road Was cheered and lighted by his God. At length the youth glanced sadly round: In ample order all was found; Upon the little table nigh An open note soon met his eye. These last words were addressed to him, And penned with eyes fast growing dim; The lines sometimes he scarce could scan For blinding tears, but thus they ran :- "Ah! stranger, when thou com'st again, The sight of me will give thee pain; For then my spirit will have passed Unto its promised rest at last. But do not grieve-earth's work is done, And heaven's glories now are won. Does it not seem that it was true What I that morning told to you- CHEVERLEY WOOD. 29 That God designed the work that I Have carried on unweariedly? My manuscript is in the press, And He will give it rich success. My Adell came to me to-night, Clothed as an angel, oh! so bright; A beaming look was in her eyes, As pointing upward to the skies, She seemed to beckon me away Unto the realms of endless day. Her fancied presence does not go, But moves about with motion slow, As though she waited for command To bear me to the heavenly land; And so I seem to know that I Will soon be in eternity. One grief within my heart is found, That I must leave my faithful hound To perish near me in his grief, Which will I know find no relief. Stranger, if haply thou should'st come Ere he has died, oh! take him home, And love him for the hermit's sake,— Wilt thou this kindness undertake? It is so sweet to feel the breath Of love that's faithful unto death. 30 THE HERMIT OF I've often wished that I might lie At Adell's side, where the soft sigh And murmur of the self-same trees Might tell our sad tale to the breeze. But now I do not even seem To care for that once cherished dream; What matters it where bodies lie, When souls have met again on high? Look out some lowly spot where I May rest in sweet obscurity; My book will bear my real name, Upon my tombstone place the same. And now once more a last farewell! May God's sweet Spirit with thee dwell; In those few words so widely framed All earth's best blessings there are named. Grieve not, for now at rest will be The strange recluse of Cheverley." The very gate of heaven it felt Unto the youth as there he knelt, Asking for guidance from above, And strength from never-failing love, To carry out each simple plan Laid down by that now sainted man. And after prayer, no more cast down, He rode back swiftly to the town; CHEVERLEY WOOD. 31 Told all the tale to Christian men, All things were quickly settled then. The youth himself set out to trace The martyred Adell's resting-place : It was not difficult to find, For there, where flowers were entwined, A simple cross her sweet name bore, With date of when she reached that shore Where now they two together stood, All purified through Jesus' blood. And so those men devoutly brought The hermit to the grave he sought, And laid him by sweet Adell's side; Thus was his last wish gratified. The day had passed, when that small band Received a note in some strange hand: Its contents were a great surprise, A noble cheque there met their eyes; Its signature was bold and free, The hermit's name of Cheverley Was thus revealed—the name so long Omitted from the world's gay throng. This was the last work he had done Before his earthly course was run,- Fit ending to a noble life: Noble because through all its strife 32 THE HERMIT OF CHEVERLEY WOOD. He had looked up in faith to God, And with humility had trod The path assigned to him in love, To fit him for his life above. And often hath the stranger stole, With chastened gladness in his soul, That he might sit where peacefully Sleeps the recluse of Cheverley. His life has fled, but still we find The fragrance from it left behind, As flowers that are dead and gone In perfumed sweetness still live on. SAINT ELSIE'S WELL. 33 Saint Elsir's Well. THE Soft, sweet radiance in the west Threw o'er the earth a mystic light; But nowhere did its glory rest, With such array of colours bright, As o'er the vale of Coresleigh. The sunset, lingering with a smile, Lit up the vale's fair scenery— None sweeter in our lovely isle. A little village slept beneath The shelter of the grand old hills, Whose brows were crowned with purple heath, And o'er whose sides a hundred rills Came rippling with a happy song, As though rejoicing that their course Was thus to gaily creep along To join the stream, whose only source Had ever been those secret springs ;- That stream that o'er its pebbly bed With low-voiced music softly sings, As like a gleaming silver thread D 34 SAINT ELSIE'S WELL. It winds about with gentle flow, Kissing with dewy lips the sweet Fair flowers that near it trembling blow, In simple grace, in that retreat. The house of God, with tap'ring spire, Stands on a distant flower-clad hill; Its bells, like poet's sweetest lyre, The troubled heart can strangely still; For through the trees their music floats Out clearly, and the stirring strain Is caught by echo, and the notes Flow softly through the vale again. The pretty churchyard gently slopes, And many a simple stone proclaims The dear and fondly cherished hopes That perished with those sainted names. Sweet Coresleigh! thy peacefulness Seems now as though no other scene Had left its mark of wretchedness To mar thy beauty so serene. But as the canker-worm will steal Into the heart of roses fair, And eat till withered leaves reveal The enemy that's hiding there; SAINT ELSIE'S WELL. 35 So into thee long years ago The canker-worm of sorrow crept, And stopped not in its work of woe Till over thee had rudely swept A bitter tale of grief and wrong. Ah! how it comes to me once more While roaming thy sweet scenes among, Remembrance of those days of yore. Methinks 'twas just an eve like this, The king of day low in the west, Departing in a trance of bliss, His glowing mantle on his breast, When through the quiet village strolled A maiden sweet and fair to see, And slowly through the haze of gold That lay upon bright Coresleigh, Struck out upon the path that led Up to the church, through pastures sweet, Where wild flow'rs on their grassy bed Talked of their gladness at her feet. Not lighter seemed the tiny wing Of songsters on their happy way Than she, whose swift elastic spring Scarce left a mark upon the way. 6 SAINT ELSIE'S WELL. She onward went until she passed The churchyard gate o'ergrown with moss; But where a line of yew-trees cast Their shadow while their branches toss, The swiftness of her footsteps waned, And slowly by the wall she trod Until a narrow path was gained— The entrance to a lonely road That wound along the hill's sweet brow, And led to a secluded spot Where many a village lover's vow Had sweetly charmed their humble lot. And now upon the list'ning ear, Sweet as the gentle love-bird's call, The low, soft plash of water clear Sounds from a tiny waterfall, That over many a smooth-worn stone Runs rippling from the well-spring deep, Upon whose placid breast is thrown Wild flowers that near it sweetly creep. Beneath the willow's shade a seat Direct from Nature's hand is seen- A shadow from the noontide heat, A grateful rest at eve serene. SAINT ELSIE'S WELL. 37 'Twas that fair spot the maiden sought, But swifter than her tiny feet That hour another one had brought Unto that sweet secluded seat- One whose strong arms about her thrown Told well unto the trembling maid, The love as tender as her own That sometimes made her heart afraid. For, ah! she could but faintly guess At what his station was, for he With care (though all in tenderness) Had kept his birth in secrecy. So she but knew that they had met As strangers one short month before, And felt she never could forget The love now hers for evermore. With fond caress the lovely face He drew to him, that he might trace Beneath its innocent disguise The love that lay in those dear eyes, And in the mantling blushes bright, That seemed to catch the rosy light Of yon fair sunset, dying now Behind the dark hill's lofty brow. 38 SAINT ELSIE'S WELL. But as the moments wore away, Taking with them each crimson ray, A shadow o'er the sweet face stole, Reflected from her inmost soul; For on her gentle heart there fell From the dear lips she loved so well, The tidings that another day Must find him far from her away. Lost now the music of the sweet, Clear water trickling at her feet; Unheeded, too, the lovely scene That fair a moment since had been; The soft wind sighing through the vale Seemed but to tell again the tale Of sadness that had o'er her swept, As through the trembling trees it crept. But as the sweet stars after rain Will pierce the clouds and shine again, So Elsie's stricken heart once more Beat with the joyousness of yore, As from the lips she thought so true A tale of fairy brightness grew. Why linger on each tender word That her pure soul so deeply stirred? Enough that on the morrow morn They stood before God's altar one. SAINT ELSIE'S WELL. 39 Each solemn vow to Elsie's heart Seemed but the song "We need not part"; And at her handsome bridegroom's side She went away a happy bride. But Elsie recked not of a heart She left behind in Coresleigh- One fighting with its cruel smart, And writhing in its agony. But so it was a village lad, Who long had loved fair Elsie well, And waited patiently and glad, That he might of his passion tell, Until a home he should prepare Fit for so sweet and fair a wife: And now a stormy cloud of care Had fallen on his blissful life. He did not grieve as some men grieve, But with a violence unblest, He called on hatred dark to weave Her deadly web within his breast. He called for vengeance from a God Whose sweetest attribute is love, And sought through every path he trod His shattered hopes to disapprove. 40 SAINT ELSIE'S WELL. But all in vain his burdened soul Sought refuge in so wild a way; His heart refused the strange control, Nor would his reckless will obey. The summer flowers had drooped and died, The warm south winds no longer sighed Through the sweet vale of Coresleigh, With their soul-stirring melody ; But now the snow-clad hills were seen, Where heath and flowers had lately been,— When like a sunbeam o'er the place Came once again fair Elsie's face. But not the Elsie of the past, For with the halo wealth had cast About her, every charm of old Was multiplied a hundred-fold. Upon her now were always seen Jewels and silks of richest sheen ; But underneath the costly dress Her heart of loving tenderness Was all unchanged, the poorest child In all the village, when she smiled, Felt that she was its friend, and came Its loving worship to proclaim; SAINT ELSIE'S WELL. 41 And with one heart the village rose, And welcomed her to its repose. But as the weeks and months went on, And found sweet Elsie all alone, A feeling sore and sad to see Crept through the vale of Coresleigh. 'Twas but the faintest breath at first, But soon the startling question burst- Where was her husband now that she Was lonely left?-oh! could it be A tale of shame, that Elsie's brow So pure would brand for ever now? Ah! surely not, 'twas said-but when The weeks rolled slowly on again, There rose once more the doubt and fear, As Elsie's trying time drew near And brought no husband to her side, Eager to claim his cherished bride. A little babe at length was pressed With fondest welcome to her breast; 'Twas then that those about her heard From Elsie's lips the first sad word :- "Would that my Bertrand had been here!" Fell wearily upon the ear. 1: 42 SAINT ELSIE'S WELL. "And where is Bertrand," questioned one, "That thou hast been so long alone?" Then with a tearful joyousness, Stroking her babe with fond caress, Sweet Elsie gently spoke of him In words that made their eyes grow dim. She told how she, his happy wife, Had found that Bertrand's noble life Was promised to fair England's queen, To guard our isle; that he had seen Two battles fought, and that great fame Now rested on his ancient name,— That name which every simple heart Remembered, with a sudden start Of joy, as England's hero great At the last battle, when the fate To human eyes of our proud land Had seemed to be within his hand, And he with courage would not yield, But took possession of the field. But all unlikely did it seem, And wild as fancy's wildest dream, That ever one so great as he Should linger on at Coresleigh, Climbing the hills at Elsie's side, And at the last make her his bride. SAINT ELSIE'S WELL. 43 Ah, no! each loving heart there felt The cruellest wrong of all was dealt Unto poor Elsie; and her eyes Pierced through the kindly-worn disguise. Of soothing words and comfort given, And felt as if the light of heaven Had suddenly gone out-as though. To her the heaviest load of woe That ever had been borne before Had come; but she in silence bore The doubt, for with the faith of youth She staked her all on Bertrand's truth. She uttered no reproach, but she Grieved much, though it was silently; And on her infant's face oft fell Great glistening tears, that nurses tell Unhappy omens are for they Foretell its death not far away. — But what of that poor village lad, Whose love for Elsie had so sad An ending? He had been away, Almost unheard of, since the day That Elsie faded from his sight, And left him in such gloomy night. 44 SAINT ELSIE'S WELL. But it was known that he had gone, Her face once more to look upon : He vowed with fearful oaths that he Would not return to Coresleigh Till he had seen her, and had brought Upon her every vengeful thought That had been cherished in his heart, When rudely forced from her to part. But, as unmindful of his vow, Stephen returned to it once more; But, ah! he knew the secret now, That Elsie lived there as before, And the deep hatred of his soul Seemed only wilder grown with time; The zeal with which he sought the goal Was worthy of a task sublime. But as the fiercest flame will yield To water's power, when o'er it thrown, And as the conqueror on the field Has wept for fallen foes unknown; So the first sight of Elsie's face Quenched in his heart the sinful fire; And with a sigh he wept to trace A grief so heartfelt, so entire, SAINT ELSIE'S WELL. 45 That it was leaving signs of care Upon the pure and noble brow That he had left so sweetly fair. Forgotten then each angry vow, And all the love he felt for her In the dear happy days of yore, Returned his blighted heart to stir, And bring him peacefulness once more. And once again the summer fell Upon sweet Coresleigh, and bright Grew the flowers, as though to tell Their joy that past was winter's night. But, ah! the gladness all around Found no response in Elsie's breast; The grief she felt was too profound To let her troubled heart find rest. The fearful sting of doubted fame Rested upon her, while she knew The author of her fancied shame Was proudly honourable and true. Sorrow was seen upon her face, Nothing her sadness could beguile; But when her babe, with infant grace, Into her eyes would sweetly smile, 46 SAINT ELSIE'S WELL. Then o'er the lovely face would sweep The sunny brightness of the past; Her rippling laughter soft and deep Was. only on her infant cast. "Why is she thus ?" would Stephen ask, And village tongues the tidings told, Their heartfelt grief, the kindly mask, They threw on her so dear of old. In silence deep the tale he heard, But it was that dread calmness found Above volcanoes, ere is stirr'd The burning lava that around Will one day desolation cast: Beneath his silence who could guess Lay the dark seeds whose flow'rs would blast His hope of heaven and happiness? As time wore on a greater grief Fell on th' already stricken heart: Poor Elsie's babe, that tender leaf, Was blighted, and the bitter part Was hers to see the blossom droop, And watch while it so silently Broke from its stem-the fragile loop That held its life gave way, and she SAINT ELSIE'S WELL. 47 Was left in utter loneliness. Ah! who can add aught to the blow That fell upon her?-who can guess What this last bitter drop of woe Was to the gentle heart, that had So long wept sorrowfully for The absent one. Ah, no! too sad Would be the task, no earthly lore Could picture it; but the deep eyes Of sympathy, with clearer view, Will see the grief that speech defies, Or feel by pangs that once it knew. Poor Elsie, in her sorrow deep, Had but one solace in her life, And she this hope would fondly keep, That Bertrand still would claim wife. his But, ah! 'twas sad to see the face So bright of yore grow pale and still- To see her move about the place, Her daily routine to fulfil. The only peace she seem'd to feel Was at the hour of sunset sweet, When she would to the old well steal, And sit her down upon that seat 48 SAINT ELSIE'S WELL. That eloquently spoke of him Whom now she could no longer see; And there with cup full to the brim, She prayed, "God send him back to me!" And nightly 'neath the willow trees, Poor Stephen stood her prayer to hear, That sweetly as the evening breeze Fell on his jealous list'ning ear. But Elsie's drooping energy Was roused again. O'er Coresleigh There swept a scourge of deadly kind; And while it reigned the strongest mind In terror quailed, and felt afraid To move where stricken ones were laid. But Elsie, with no fear of death, Shrank not away from tainted breath, But moved about from bed to bed With gentle smile and quiet tread, That cheered the weary hearts of all Who living saw their dear ones fall. And like a spring of water clear To thirsty souls did she appear; For bending o'er them oft she told The Bible story, sweet of old; SAINT ELSIE'S WELL. 49 She held the lamp upon the road, And showed the sinners' way to God; Until the lonely river-side Of death was reached, she was their guide! A power seemed giv'n her from above, To carry out her work of love: And as the patient, lovely face Was seen about the stricken place, And as her voice, so sweet and low, Seemed softening each heavy blow, Then there arose in Coresleigh A whisper spoken reverently- That Elsie was a saint that Heaven Had unto them most sweetly given. And as the sickness fell away, 'Twas said by them from day to day, That Elsie's prayers at sunset's hour Had brought from Heaven all-healing power. And as they watched her night by night Climb at that hour the grassy height, And take her way to that lone well, Each simple village heart would swell To think that such a tide of strife Had fallen on Saint Elsie's life. E 50 SAINT ELSIE'S WELL. The autumn wind sighed mournfully About the hills of Coresleigh; The sunshine resting on the leaves A darker crown for summer weaves. But though the winds at eve grew cold, Still faithful Elsie as of old Crept wearily, with pallid face, Unto her much-loved trysting-place. And ever at the well would she Gaze through the sweet vale wistfully; Watching for one that had not come, As he had said, to take her home. And as she sat there in the haze Cast from the gorgeous western blaze, One evening, while her heart felt chill With hope deferred, yet hoping still, There fell upon sweet Elsie's ear Something that brought the ready tear To her sad eyes. 'Twas but the sound Of quick, light footsteps on the ground; But, ah! the tumult in her breast! She stirred not for a moment, lest The sound so sweet should die away. But as they nearer came, and they Grew more familiar still, a cry Broke from her, and the glowing sky SAINT ELSIE'S WELL. 51 What now Seemed swimming wildly round, while she Sprang to her feet, and instantly Was caught in Bertrand's arms. The doubt that lay on her pure brow? 'Twas but as naught the silent kiss Of strangely-mingled pain and bliss Swept all her misery away, And left her now in cloudless day. In utter silence moments sped With lightning wings, when Bertrand said- "My Elsie, can it all be true That I am here, and with you, too? My wife, one sentence to me speak- Give me the welcome that I seek." 66 Bertrand, my Bertrand! thy dear name Seems all my trembling lips can frame: But do my clinging arms not tell My joy at thy return full well ?” 'Twas thus she spoke: not at the first Will the deep flood of mem'ry burst; But each word, as a tiny spring, Will others in its sweet course bring. But while they sat beside the well, And twilight came, 'twas hers to tell Of their fair blossom now at rest, And spend her grief upon the breast 52 SAINT ELSIE'S WELL. So true that, with emotion deep, He could with her still sadly weep For the dear little one not seen, Whose life so like a flower's had been. Then it was his turn to unfold His soldier life, so free and bold, In foreign lands far o'er the sea, Where he had longed for her to be; But, with true love's unselfishness, He would not risk her tenderness In that hot clime. But as that word Fell softly from him, something stirred Behind them, 'neath the willow's shade, And he, with soldier's swiftness, made A sudden spring, as though he thought Some enemy's retreat he'd caught. Bertrand, that sound was but the breeze Sighing softly among the trees;" Thus Elsie spoke, and, smiling, he Remembered with new ecstacy 66 That he was now on English ground, Where lurking foes are seldom found. But there's no land, however great, Where are not found revenge and hate: SAINT ELSIE'S WELL. 53 Men who would scorn a traitor's part Hug things as vile within their heart. And so it was when Bertrand's ear Had fancied that a foe was near, 'Twas all too true, for crouching there Was Stephen in his wild despair. For that sad story's low refrain Was beating in his fevered brain: He still believed it true, and all The passions that men's minds enthral Were stirred in him, when there he saw The villain upon whom he swore To be revenged. He watched them meet, With fondest love, in rapture sweet: He saw the noble, manly breast That gave to Elsie heavenly rest. His shattered mind no more could bear, But with a cry that rent the air A loaded gun, with steady aim, He fired; and, with the fatal flame, Fled with a swiftness born of fear, And stopped not till the village near He met with friends, to whom the tale, With frenzied words, he did unveil. And as they turned towards the hill Stephen his course continued still; 54 SAINT ELSIE'S WELL. And from that night no man could trace In all the world his resting-place. How true the deadly shot had been Was quickly in its victim seen, For in a death-like swoon he sank At Elsie's feet upon the bank. "Bertrand, my Bertrand!" Elsie cried, With blanched lips, kneeling at his side: Her heart within her seemed to die As from him broke no moan or sigh. She prayed aloud in accents wild That God would look on her His child, And help her in that hour of need, And succour send to her with speed. "Hast Thou," she asked, "this fond joy given To us but newly to be riven ? " And as she prayed, upon her ear Fell the sweet sound of voices near; And then she knew each heartfelt word That she had prayed, in Heaven was heard. Ah! who shall say the Father's ear Is closed when trembling ones draw near, To tell their sorrow at His feet, And ask for strength their griefs to meet? SAINT ELSIE'S WELL. 55 And now a yellow moon hung high In Heaven's blue starry canopy, Throwing her light upon the place Where Bertrand "lay with upturned face. Ghastly, yet nobly grand, was he Who by an unknown enemy Was thus cut down at Elsie's side, In manhood's prime, fair England's pride. Though rough the hands of Elsie's friends, Yet kindly hearts them softness lends, As Bertrand's wounds they seek to dress, With touching care and tenderness. They brought clear water from the well, And as in sparkling drops it fell Upon his face, a low deep sigh Broke from the warrior wearily. "Bertrand! oh, Bertrand! only speak To me, or else my heart will break!" That was poor Elsie's cry, and he Moved once again her face to see; And, like a lightning-flash, his mind Turned where his heart was fondly shrined. Elsie, my wife!" he said; but, ah! 'Twas only like some midnight star, "6 56 SAINT ELSIE'S WELL. That swiftly shoots across the sky, Bright but a moment to the eye; For her he then no longer knew. And as he fainter, weaker grew, His wand'ring mind was with his men Upon the battle-field again; And as he cheered them on, each word The hearts around most deeply stirred: Then through the stillness of the air There went a melting, low-voiced prayer:- Father, I lift my heart to Thee In thanks for this great victory! How valiantly Thine arm doth fight For those upon whose side is right! Now let me touch proud England's shore, And give me back my wife once more." And with these words brave Bertrand's soul Had reached the Christian soldier's goal. 66 Ah! how the simple hearts were wrung As Elsie to his cold form clung, Her face upon his bosom pressed, Even in death her sweetest rest. "Dear Elsie, come with us," one said, Gently stroking the prostrate head; SAINT ELSIE'S WELL. 57 But Elsie spoke not, and in fear The others tremblingly went near- Drew to their arms the stricken one, To find sweet Elsie's spirit gone. Too much the blow for that fond heart, Already wounded with the dart Of grave suspicion on each face That met her in her native place, Mixed with the thrilling joy that they, Standing around, heard Bertrand say- "My wife!" with lips that scarce could frame The holy sweetness of that name. Too late they heard the truth, for now In vain they hung o'er Elsie's brow; Weeping that they a doubt had thrown. Upon the life so saint-like grown, That even now her lying there Seemed but Heaven's answer to a prayer To take her from the earth away, Where life would be but one sad day To her, when Bertrand now was gone, Leaving her in the world alone. And from the day that side by side Bertrand and Elsie had thus died, Because so long her nightly prayer For him and them was offered there, 58 SAINT ELSIE'S WELL. They gave the well sweet Elsie's name, And healing virtues for it claim. This is the tale, fair Coresleigh, That thy sweet vale brings back to me; And this the tale that near the well The evening zephyrs sadly tell, While through the willow trees they seem To chant a holy requiem. But still ev'n it can not efface The sweetness from that lovely place; But rather like a picture found, Whose subject through the dark background Comes out in stronger force and power, 'Tis brighter seen through that dark hour: And those who visit Coresleigh, Its wond'rous loveliness to see, Still hear the village people tell The story of "Saint Elsie's Well." MISCELLANEOUS POEMS. IN LOVING MEMORY. 61 *a Ganing Hrmary- WITH letters deeply cut in love I would record thy name; To thee a tribute such as this Were sweeter far than fame. My Father! oh, how precious is Thy sacred name to me! I try to be resigned, yet grieve With deep intensity. Years have rolled on, but sadly yet I miss thy kindly face, Thy cheerful voice, thy much-loved form, From its accustomed place. I grieve for thee when music sweet Falls gently on my ear; For it recalls the tunes I played, That were to thee so dear. 62 IN LOVING MEMORY. I miss thee at the evening time, When I could come and rest, In playful, loving confidence, My head upon thy breast. How often are my weary eyes Heavy with unshed tears, While looking wistfully away To other, happier years! A deep, deep sorrow has been mine Since our last sad embrace; And passionately my heart cries out Once more to see thy face. 'Tis but in moments of despair I cry out in my pain; In calmer hours I would not ask To have thee back again. For then Hope whispers to my soul, In Heaven we two shall meet; Then separation will but make Re-union more sweet. THE WOOD VIOLET. 63 What sweeter tribute to thy worth Could e'er be paid to thee, Than that thy children hold thee still In loving memory ! The Wood Biolet. SHRINKING modestly from sight, Nestling 'neath the green leaves bright, Watered by the dews of night,— Oh! sweet violet, all unseen, Careless of the world's gay sheen, Thou art blooming, fair, serene : 'Midst the woods, where wand'ring feet, Guided by thy fragrance sweet, Find at last thy safe retreat. Little floweret, pure and fair, With thy pearly petals rare Perfuming the lonely air,— 64 THE WOOD VIOLET. Let my life like thine be found Shedding sweetness all around, Then with joy it shall be crowned. Though like thee I live apart, Fain I would some wounded heart Draw to mine and heal its smart. Little flower, you do not know Of the lips oft pressed in woe To your cup of purest snow. But my bosom by its own Knows the pain that, hopeless grown, Fain would hide its grief alone; And I would stretch out my hand Through the lonely sorrow-land, Telling some I understand. Thus like thine my life would be Fragrant in obscurity, Sweetness flowing out from me. MY LIFE. 65 My Fitr. THE twilight falls about me here, Kneeling with tight-clasped hands; Peering with tear-dimmed eyes into The past dear sunny lands Of Hope and Love, where once I stood With shy, expectant feet, Waiting with eager, wistful gaze My future life to meet. It seemed a path of roses fair That stretched before my eyes; With fountains clear of love and joy, O'erhung with cloudless skies. The song of birds made melody Through all the shining way; I longed to start upon the road That so inviting lay. I started off with prospects bright Upon the world's wide track; And now, with twilight falling round, I'm kneeling, looking back. F 66 MY LIFE. But, oh! the difference between My girlhood's fancied road, That lay so temptingly in view, And paths that I have trod. I plucked the roses, but I felt The thorns that 'neath them lie; I drank at founts of happiness, And felt the springs grow dry ; I heard the melody of birds, That seemed so sweet of yore; I felt the fondest ties of life That charmed the road before. But, ah! I saw them one by one Fade from my yearning sight, And sad and desolate my life Was left in gloomy night. In ruins lay the structures fair That were of life a part, After the sudden shock that caused The earthquake of my heart. But often in the twilight hour, With gentle touch and kind, I search the ruins of the past, My buried joys to find; AUTUMN. 67 I look with tender, loving gaze Upon the scene of strife, And sigh that only joys long dead Are left to me of life. Autumu. THE summer wanes, and from the flowers The petals noiseless fall; The leaves are fluttering from the trees, At Autumn's silent call. The sun has tinged the luscious fruit With dusky blushes bright; The warm, soft winds have softly woo'd The summer birds to flight. The sea-bird, with a lazy sweep, Skims o'er the sapphire sea, Resting a moment on the waves, Soothed by their melody. 68 A MIDNIGHT CRY. A hush seems over everything Throughout the sultry day, As though all Nature mourned to watch The summer's sad decay. And shall an Autumn like to this Fall o'er my sunny way ? Shall that one time be all that's left Of youth's sweet, happy day? 'Tis sad to think the flowers of bliss Their petals sweet may cast; That scattered leaves, so perfect once, May tell me of the past! Ah! who shall blame us if we draw The nectar from the flowers That bloom around us in our youth, When hope and trust are ours? A Midnight Ery. OUT of the depths of anguish and despair, While midnight darkness in my soul doth reign, Lord, hear my cry, my pleading words of prayer, And 'midst afflictions do Thou me sustain. A MIDNIGHT CRY. 69 Thou knowest, Lord, how hard it is to bear This scorching trial of my faith by fire; Alone I could not stand, but with Thy care I feel that I have all I can require. Oh! do Thou come with sweet and holy calm Over the troubled waters of my soul; And may Thy presence be the heavenly balm Whose healing influence will make me whole. Oh let me hear those blessed words of Thine- "Let not your heart be troubled or afraid,”— Then may this weak and trembling heart of mine Be strengthened by Thee and be not dismayed. Behold, O Lord! Thou knowest well the pain That has evoked this bitter, wailing cry: Wash Thou and cleanse me from each guilty stain, My sinful heart renew and sanctify. Shine forth amid the darkness of the night Which overwhelms my soul, and o'er me fling Some gentle ray of Thy celestial light, And with new faith to Thy dear cross I'll cling. 7༠ LINES TO MY BROTHER-IN-LAW. Eines to my Brother-in-Haw, ON RECEIVING A PRESENT OF GROWING PLANTS. I THANK you for the flowers that you In thoughtful love have sent to me; I'll watch them growing with delight, And you in them will often see. How many things surrounding me Remind me of the friends I love; There's scarce a thing my eyes rest on, But some one's thoughtfulness can prove. It pleases me to see my plants Put forth their leaves so fresh and green ; They open up a vein of thought, Myself and much-loved friends between. Receive my thanks then for your gift,- 'Twas kind of you to think of me: While lying here 'tis sweet to know I'm held in tender memory. ―――― THE WORKMAN'S EVENING REST. 71 The Workman's Burning Best. "THE sun is sinking now, my bairns, Father will soon be here; There, climb the window-sill to watch, And tell me when he's near. "And I will put the rasher down, And cut his rounds of bread; It pleases him when he comes home To see his tea all spread." 'Twas thus the comely mother spoke, And with a merry shout The children gladly clambered up, And eagerly looked out. And through the little cottage home The mother softly went, Upon her face while at her work A smile of sweet content. "Mother, father is coming now!" The children's voices cry; And what a scene of bliss to greet The weary labourer's eye!- 72 THE WORKMAN'S EVENING REST. The rosy face of wife and bairns, The clean hearth, spotless white; The tempting rasher toasting well, Before the fire so bright; The earthen teapot on the hob, The snow-white home-made bread. And when he takes his seat, and grace Has reverently been said, The children round the table come, Their joy a sight to see, The youngest of them taken up Upon the father's knee. And as the meal is going on, 'Mid talk and laughter light, Each little mouth before him there Must taste the father's bite. Then after tea the eldest boy Will fill the short clay pipe; While little Bessie mother helps The things to wash and wipe. THE WORKMAN'S EVENING REST. 73 And while the father smokes his pipe, Wee Jean will fetch her stool, And earnestly with father's help Will learn her tasks for school. While at a little table Jack And Will are busy, too: And May, the youngest of them all, Is with her toys in view. Then all of them, their books laid by, Walk through the garden trim; There's not a peer in all the realm But well might envy him. And on the railings neighbours lean, And talk with language calm, Of Church, and State, and Parliament, Or of war's wild alarm. But as the twilight deepening Falls round the little band, The father turns towards the house, A child in either hand. 74 THE WORKMAN'S EVENING REST. And when the lamp is trimmed and lit, The parents take their place; And all the children gather round With all-inquiring face. Then God's good Word is read aloud, And plain are made things deep; But ere the Word and prayer are done Wee May is fast asleep. And each in turn the little ones Are laid upon their bed; When from a drawer the work is brought, The needle and the thread. And quick the mother's fingers fly, Though she has worked all day; The stock of frocks and coats all seem So soon to wear away. But though her needle quickly goes, She still has many a word To say, about events that have At home or work occurred. TEDDY'S SHIP. 75 And looking round his cottage home, Within the workman's breast Is stirred a prayer of thankfulness For his sweet evening rest. Trudy's Ship. "AUNTIE, I launched my little ship Into the stream to-day; A number of boys assembled To watch it sail away. "And, Auntie, Lucy christened it, She called it 'Prince of Wales'; You cannot think how nice it looked, With all its outspread sails. "And the silken flags you made me Were streaming out so grand, As amid the boys' loud cheering I thrust it from the land. 76 TEDDY'S SHIP. "Auntie, I wish you had been there, But, ah! you see you lie Upon your couch from year to year, And all life's joys go by. "But still you listen patiently To what you cannot see; Oh how I wish that you were strong And healthy, too, like me." "Oh! Teddy, do not weep for me," I to the boy replied; For he, with merry eyes grown dim, Had knelt down at my side. "But tell me of your ship's first cruise, Was it sea-worthy found? There, tell me of its journey, dear, Did it not run aground?" Quickly his tears were chased away, As with an ardour bright He sketched the trial trip for me, And brought it to my sight. TEDDY'S SHIP. 77 "With steady course the 'Prince of Wales' Sailed down the little stream, Until it reached the broken bridge, And there a floating beam "Lay in its way, and, Auntie dear, It struck against the wood; But bounding back it then went on, But soon once more it stood. 66 This time it was some weeds that caught It in their tangled mesh; But the brave ship broke through them all, And onward sailed afresh. "We followed it as on it went, But, oh! does it not seem Absurd, that its next rock was just Some daisies in the stream? 66 Some children playing on the bank Were trying them to swim; But with one stroke the 'Prince of Wales' Capsized their barges slim. 78 TEDDY'S SHIP. "And after that no obstacle Came roughly in its way, And so my ship came back to land. The victor of the day." "Well, Teddy dear," I said, "it seems A prosp'rous trip indeed, With but a beam, some weeds and flowers, Its fair course to impede. "But while you have been telling it, A thought has come to me, That like your ship your life may be Upon the world's great sea. "Like it I think you'll sail away From all you so much love; And only God, my boy, can tell, What rocks to you may prove. "Teddy, ambition's voice will urge You on to seek renown; But on that rock the human ship Oft strikes, and then goes down. DIVIDED LIVES. 79 "Yet there are evils less than that May lead you far astray- Things that look small as weeds and flowers May tempt you from the way. "Oh! when your fairy bark is launched, Take God along with you; For on the voyage of life He is The only compass true." "Oh! Auntie," whispered low the boy, "Please pray to God for me, That He may come and guide my bark Across the world's wide sea." Divided Lives. I NEVER see a yawning gulf Through which dark torrents rush ; I never see a waste moorland Through which the wild-birds brush; I never see a sullen tarn Which no sweet mountain rill Can waken from its sluggish calm, But with a painful thrill 80 DIVIDED LIVES. I think of our poor wasted lives, So wrecked and barren grown, Because they are now passed apart, Each travelling on alone- So far away from that bright path That love had opened up, And which we fondly hoped to tread When bliss had filled our cup. Stern duty with its shadow dark Frowned down upon our way, And there was nothing left for us But sadly to obey. 1 So with a mighty crash our hopes Were swept along life's stream, And crags of wild despair shut out Our young life's happy dream. What though upon those frightful rocks Some lovely blossoms blow, Still, still between their outstretched armas The deafening torrents flow; And though our poor divided lives So calm and still are seen, We cannot bridge the yawning gulf That frowns our hearts between. THE PATH BY THE RIVER. 81 The Bath by the River. Down by the winding river, Where trees meet overhead, And green leaves gently quiver, And flowers their fragrance shed, A shady path is lying, So lovely and so fair,. Where summer breezes sighing Make music in the air. There birds are ever singing Throughout the live-long day, While through the tall trees winging Their careless, happy way. There the blue forget-me-not In beauty shows its head; Graceful ferns in that sweet spot Bend o'er the violet's bed. The fox-glove and the primrose And daisies stud the grass, With the hyacinth that grows Wild in that lonely pass. G 82 THE PATH BY THE RIVER. Soft moss and lichen creeping About the tree's dark roots; The ivy's tendrils sweeping Amid the fresh green shoots. It takes a moment only To bring anew to me That shady path so lonely, Its every flower and tree. I seem again to listen, The quiet river's flow; To see the sunlight glisten, To feel the soft winds blow. The lights and shadows falling Once more about me seem ; The ringdove softly calling I hear in my sweet dream. For, ah! it is but dreaming, That spot is far from me; The river brightly gleaming I never more may see. MY SAVIOUR. 83 Nor watch the wild flowers growing, Nor hear the birds' clear song, Nor feel the soft breeze blowing, Nor roam those trees among. But though my eyes should never Behold again that scene, My memory constant ever Will keep it fresh and green. My Saviour. THEY crowned Thee with the piercing thorn, They dressed Thee, in their bitter scorn, In robes that earthly kings had worn- Oh, my Saviour! They spat upon Thee, bent the knee To Thee in mock humility, Yet no complaint escaped from Thee- Oh, my Saviour! 84 MY SAVIOUR. They led Thee forth Thy cross to bear, While shouts of hatred rent the air, My weeping eyes behold Thee there- Oh, my Saviour! Despised and scorned, in anguish deep, I see God's anger o'er Thee sweep, And tears of penitence I weep— Oh, my Saviour! Each shameful, deep indignity, This weight of woe and misery, I know that Thou didst bear for me- Oh, my Saviour! Thy life and death hath given to me The hope of immortality, My sin-bound soul Thou hast set free- Oh, my Saviour! To sit thus at Thy blessed feet, Clothed in Thy righteousness, 'tis sweet To feel Thy sacrifice complete- Oh, my Saviour ! THE STARS. 85 Thy cross is now Thy crown, and fair, Yea, brightest of its jewels rare, Men's ransomed souls are sparkling there- The Stars. I LIE and watch The stars arise, Softly lighting The evening skies; And, oh! I think Their gentle light Makes more holy The silent night. Oh, my Saviour! In their pale depths - Again I see The dear ones loved And lost to me. Fond eyes that once Looked into mine, Seem watching me In love divine. 86 A BIRTHDAY WISH. When weary, sad, And sore opprest, I look above And long for rest, The sweet stars tell A wondrous tale, Of One whose love Will never fail. Pale, quiet stars, Fair gems most bright, Softly cheering The lonely night, While watching here Your light serene, Sweet thoughts of heaven From you I glean. Birthday Wish. DEAR one, I ask not first for thee Health, happiness, or friends; But for an acquiescence sweet In good or ill God sends. CALLED AWAY. 87 Does it seem hard I do not ask For thee earth's choicest flowers? Alas! too well I know their worth When come life's darkest hours. I wish thee all, both health and friends, For having them we're blest; But placing sweet submission first, I know I ask the best. Called Away. NOT with a hasty summons, Not with a wild alarm; Not with a voice of terror, Not with a threat'ning arm; But through long years of suffering, A voice from day to day Is ever sweetly calling Me from you far away. 88 CALLED AWAY. Although the summons parts us, Oh let me, let me go; The weary pain attending My life you do not know; Nor guess the failing faintness That grasps my heart and will 1; You only feel, beloved, You love me fondly still. You think of happy moments, When I could share with you The glowing dreams, so life-like, That opened to our view; And grieve because no longer I care with you to stay, Because I am so ready The summons to obey. My dearest, oh! you know not My love for you so deep, That with my arms about you I fain would fall asleep. To you earth's best affections Their fondest tribute pay, In thanks that on your bosom I am thus called away. THE HEART'S COMPLAINT. 89 The Heart's Complaint. OH! foolish heart, be still, be still, And do not so complain; Cease thy repinings and thy cries, Thy throbbings are in vain. Thou sighest that in all the world Thou canst no refuge find; The love of self doth so absorb The feeble human mind. Thou mournest that thy wealth of love Is carelessly thrown by; While flattery and outward show Are held in honour high. Thou weepest that the metal true Should be o'erlooked so long, While so much current coin is false And made the theme of song. Thou thinkest, "Ah! how quick am I To note all sterling worth! Yet I am passed unheeded by, Uncared for on the earth." ༡༠ MARGARET. Thou grievest much that thou art left Upon thyself to prey, While hearts not half so true as thee Are sought for every day. But comfort take, poor troubled heart, There is a world in view Whose pure inhabitants can judge Between the false and true. ΑΝ Margaret. ACROSTIC. My gentle Margaret, my pearl! A noble dignity of thought R ests on thy brow so fair and pure, G raced by a sweetness that hath caught A lustre from another sphere, Rich in its influence when seen; E ach graceful motion of thy form To me suggests a pearl-a queen. BABY'S PET LAMB. 91 Baby's Tri Lamb. OH! gentle creature, pure and spotless white, The sight of you can fill my eyes with light; My baby's pet and plaything all in one, How oft with joy your sports I've looked upon! Your bells would wake my darling from his sleep, And o'er his crib he'd rise to slyly peep: And then, at sight of you, his laugh would ring So loud and sweet, that it would quickly bring My loving mother-feet unto his side, To find his merry eyes with laughter wide. Oh! pretty creature! how his little face Would press against you in a close embrace And with one dimpled arm about you thrown He's wandered in the paths that you have shown, Returning with you decked in bright array With flowers he had plucked upon his way. Oh! wearied playmates, lying down opprest, A picture fair of innocence at rest! No dearer object roams about our home, Naught nearer to my baby's heart can come : Even in sickness he will ask for you, ; Will fret and cry if you are not in view You seem to be of baby's life a part, And his pet lamb is dear unto my heart. 92 THE RUSTIC SEAT. The Bustir Brat. YOU'LL not forget the rustic seat Where we have sat to-night- Where you have pledged your love to me, And filled my soul with light. You'll see it as it is just now, Beneath this spreading tree; And often seek our trysting-place In thought when far from me. You'll sometimes steal a quiet hour In your proud city home; And memory will bring you back The scenes through which we roam. You'll see the landscape clear and soft, With the rich sunset's hue, The far-off golden harvest fields, The river winding through. You'll see again yon little gate, At which we say "Good-night"; And I will I not have a place In your sweet fancy's flight? THE DYING GIRL'S MESSENGER OF PEACE. 93 Ah! yes; I know that you once more Will seek this meadow sweet, Because you know that I will wait At this lone rustic seat. Oh! love, how hard it is to say Farewell to you to-night- To feel that when to-morrow comes You will not glad my sight! Distance will part us for a time, But here in thought we'll meet, And sit again with love-clasped hands Upon this rustic seat. The Dying Girl's Messenger of Jearr.* "OPEN the window wide, mother, My breath is going fast; Then sit beside me, for I fain Would see you to the last. * While a young believer in Christ lay dying, a white pigeon flew through the open window and circled round her, flying instantly out again, when she touchingly remarked that it seemed to her as a messenger of peace. 94 THE DYING GIRL'S MESSENGER OF PEACE. "Only a little longer now, Till my last sigh has flown; Then I shall be, oh, solemn thought! Before the great white throne. "I think I should be still afraid To meet God face to face, But that upon my forehead soon My Saviour's name He'll trace. "Ah! that will be a magic plea, For when He sees that name, For Jesus' sake I know that He My pardon will proclaim. "Then thousands of angel voices Will sing a glad new song, Their welcome to the ransom'd soul That swells their countless throng." And as she spoke a pigeon white Fluttered against the pane, Entered, and hovered o'er the girl, And then flew out again. SONNET. 95 "Mother," whispered the dying girl, "I've not one doubt or fear; Kiss me, oh! kiss me, for I feel That death is very near. "I think that snowy pigeon was A messenger of peace!" A saintly smile stole o'er her face, Her soul had found release. Souurt. TO AMBITION. FAITHLESS Ambition, how you lure Deluded victims to their fate! What hardship will they not endure While for the goal they eager wait? You tempt them with the luscious fruit That hangs upon the tree of fame; They think not of the fickle root That crumbles ere they carve their name. 96 THE MOON. They onward press with all their might, Nothing shall stop their steps they vow; They think to climb Parnassus' height, But stumble ere they gain its brow. None ever reach Ambition's height, For to man's wild, unconquered will There's ever greater things in sight, That prompts him to continue still. The Hoon. SOFTLY rising in her beauty Comes the radiant queen of night, Flinging o'er the heaving ocean Vivid rays of silver light. And the dancing, restless waters, Lapping gently, seem to sing; Telling sweetly of their gladness, Like some joyful living thing. THE MOON. 97 Over mountains, over valleys, Softly too her light she throws ; And each fairy scene of nature In her magic beauty glows. Scenes that seemed to us perfection In the sunny morning light, Find a new and tender beauty Bathed in moonlight clear and bright. With the mountain's stately grandeur, See, it shows each tiny rill; Floods the fair lake's placid bosom, Lights each dim and distant hill. Shining through the trellised casement Of the happy and the gay, Where each pleasure seems but greater Than the joy of yesterday. Looking down on scenes of darkness, Haunts of misery and sin, As if trying wretched outcasts Back to purity to win. H 98 RECOLLECTIONS OF Stealing into rooms of sickness, Where fond hearts are full of care; With low sobs of deep emotion, She is warmly welcomed there. Hearts alike in joy or sadness Love to watch her gentle light; Nothing speaks more sweetly to us, Whether life seems dark or bright. Pale and calm, in beauty sailing, Throwing out her silver sheen, What is sweeter in creation Than the evening's radiant queen? Becollections of Bamborough Castle. UPON the turret of that lordly castle, Tow'ring grandly far above the wave-beat shore, I stood, with the white moonlight falling round me, List'ning to the mighty ocean's ceaseless roar. BAMBOROUGH CASTLE. 99 I saw a scene of fair, enchanting beauty- Far below the village slept in peacefulness; Over half the houses sombre shadows fell, Over others moonbeams hung in mute caress. Beyond the houses I saw the dear old church, Standing erect like a sentinel of God, Keeping a watch o'er His most holy dead Sleeping quietly beneath the fresh green sod. Slowly I turned, and another fairy scene Of rich magnificence burst upon my view: The sea, with crested waves rolling to the shore; And strange, wild phantasies from its music grew. Far beyond, amid the waters' vast expanse, The grey, rocky chain of the "Fern Islands" stood; Signal lights from both the watch-towers far and near Shot out their brilliance o'er the moonlit flood. The mighty sea, with its borrowed silver breast; Ships, like phantom creatures, fading from my sight: All these seem to whisper of a hand Divine, Whose great power hath formèd everything aright. 100 RECOLLECTIONS OF BAMBOROUGH CASTLE. Soon that scene of beauty from my fancy fled, And in place of it there came one wild and dark: A fierce, tempestuous sea there dashed around With cruel force against a foundering bark. And while thus I stood I almost seemed to hear Wild, despairing cries across the waters float: All hope seemed dying within the sailor's breast, When, through that dread sea, there came a little boat. Who were its brave crew? Young sturdy Englishmen, Whose stout hearts would tremble not at that wild shore ? No, an old, old man and maiden fair were all The hands that guided and plied the heavy oar. On, on they came, unfaltering in their course, Undaunted by waves, that rolled like mountains high, Until they had reached the stranded vessel's side, Amid the soul-stirring shouts of victory. Oh! noble heart, that within Grace Darling's breast Beat bravely high in that island home unseen! How sweet for thee the memory of the deed That crowned thee proud Northumbria's heroine ! THE NIGHT WATCHES. IOI* Oh! surely that scene was what I needed most When wearied and sad I to that turret stole; Sad with useless dreams of a too happy past, Wearied with the restless longing of my soul. Thus in Nature's peaceful works God spoke to me, Giving holy calm unto this troubled breast, And strengthened I looked away from that bright scene, Unto some sweet future day of perfect rest. The Hight Hatches. WHAT though the night be long and dreary? Thou'rt still with me; Thou never canst grow faint and weary Of watching me. O Lord! Thine eyelids never slumber, So Thou canst see The reason of my mournful number Of praise to Thee. 102 THE VOICE OF THE SEA. Thou know'st that I am faint and weary, Oh! send Thy light To cheer the hours so long and dreary, Throughout the night. If it is Thy will, oh! give me rest, Nor let we weep; Gather me gently unto Thy breast, And bid me sleep. Thus within Thine arms, for Jesus' sake, Oh! let me lie Throughout each night, till I awake With Thee on high. The Haire of the Bra. OH! what are you saying, restless Sea, As you break on the yellow sand? What is the tale you are telling me, As you roll o'er the pebbly strand? THE VOICE OF THE SEA. 103 I watch as you dash against the rocks, With a kind of wild despair; And the feathery spray from the sudden shocks Rises high into the air. I have listened to the soothing sound Of the waves on summer days; And still to my ear a voice is found In the music of your lays. Are you sympathising with the pain That has fallen upon my life? Are you wailing out a low refrain To my heart's never-ceasing strife? O Sea! with the wild yet tender tone, How you speak to my bursting soul ! What do you say in that strange deep moan That seems out of your depths to roll? Do you tell of noble forms that lie Now at rest 'neath your shining waves? Or do you repeat the dark lone cry That has echoed over their graves? 104 RETRIBUTION. I fondly list to you, O Sea! And almost do I seem to hear A message from you unto me- "Trust thou in God, and do not fear." Retribution. I DID not know how much I loved Until it was too late- Until the words were said that wrenched Our two lives separate. I was so full of girlish pride, He seemed as nought to me Compared with those who courted me With subtle flattery. I was accustomed to the praise Of those I mixed among; And fretted that he did not choose To join the giddy throng. RETRIBUTION. 105 I knew that I was beautiful, And, oh! I grew so vain; I hated him because he would My vanity restrain. He paid no court to all my wealth, Nor praised my features fair; But spoke of beauties of the mind. As gifts he thought more rare. At last my wilful heart resolved That he should feel my power, And every art I knew was then Directed to that hour. But while I strove so eagerly For my much longed-for prize, My every better thought rose up My conduct to despise. I often saw his earnest eyes With scrutinising gaze Fixed on my face, as though he failed To understand my ways. 106 RETRIBUTION. But my unholy efforts soon Were crowned with rich success; He pleaded that I would be his With words of tenderness. And then with scornful, cold disdain His love for me I spurned; And in his wounded pride and love, He slowly from me turned. But, oh! I did not guess the truth While framing that resolve; I little thought my cruel game My own heart would involve. But so it was-as soon as he Had turned from me away, I felt my arts to win his love Had been indeed no play; For I had learnt to love him with A deep, undying love, Which only needed absence now Its depths and strength to prove. RETRIBUTION. 107 Ah, me! why did I not confess The wretched truth to him? He would have pardoned all, if but My eyes with tears were dim. I longed to do so, but I felt Instead of dark despair, His outraged heart would grieve that I Had even once reigned there. I knew he would not waste a thought On one so false as I; He was so true, I felt he must Despise me utterly. Far better that my poor false pride Had been at once destroyed, Than that my life should now be passed With all this aching void. I waited with a hope untold Trembling within my breast, That he would learn the hidden truth, And then we should be blest. 108 RETRIBUTION. But, oh! how useless was that hope! He never came again; From that sweet dream I woke to all The weariness of pain. Before no human heart could I My bitter grief betray; But often do I lay it bare Before the twilight gray. I love that hour, because it wraps Me in its own soft shade, And seems to give me strength to bear The burden on me laid. But when I turn again to all The gorgeous scenes of night— The crowded rooms, the busy dance- I sicken at the sight; Because I miss one noble form, And with a gasping cry I often turn my face away, And wish that I might die. WHAT I ASK. 109 I cannot change my love for him, Though years above me roll; The sad effects of that mean act Are left upon my soul. What I Ask. Axak WHAT care I whether eyes be brown or grey? Or what care I should they be black or blue? The only thing I ask for is that they Should show a heart beneath that's warm and true. What care I whether lips have every curve That marks them perfect in the artist's eye? I only ask that they shall never swerve From speaking out the truth in purity. What care I whether hands be soft and white, Or whether they be perfect in their form? I only ask to feel the hand-clasp tight That cheers the soul amid earth's rudest storm. IIO LITTLE MINNIE. Einle Hinnie. MINNIE and I were walking out Through meadows sweet and gay, And while we strolled a poor dead bird Upon the path there lay. My darling gently lifted it, And tears stood in her eyes. "" Auntie," she asked, "have birds got souls? Do they live in the skies?" "No, dear," I said, "they have not souls." "But, Auntie, tell me why God has not given these pretty things A soul as well as I?" "I'd like if you could understand- Try, darling, if you can- That man alone was made for God, And birds but made for man. LITTLE MINNIE. III "God gave such pretty things to make The earth look sweet and fair, That men might feel His love for them While they are living there. 66 But, Minnie, when we go to heaven We'll have no need of these, Because what we shall see and hear Our hearts will wholly please." With wistful eyes the little one Looked up and said to me- 61 Ah, yes! but would they not make heaven More lovely still to see? "I know I'd like to see them there, And this is what I'll do: When I have got to heaven I'll say, 'Please let the birds come, too. "They made the world so very bright While singing in the air, And little ones like me would watch Them flying everywhere."" I12 ΤΟ With simple words deep truths I sought In Minnie's heart to place; The childish gravity of thought In her was sweet to trace. 66 Auntie," she said, "how strange it is, God always does what's right, Even when He forbids the birds To see heaven's holy light! "I think I must just trust to Him, He is so good and kind, And think that all not found in heaven Is far best left behind." Ex I Do not care to think how long It is since last we met, Because those bygone, happy years I never can forget. ΤΟ 113 It seems to me but yesterday When we so often strayed, Through many a quiet country lane, Wrapped in the evening's shade. Together we have often watched The sun die in the west : Do you remember how my hand In yours would fondly rest? And how, through silent eloquence, Our throbbing hearts would speak? No deeper, holier language Our trusting hearts could seek. I would not like to think that you Could e'er forget those days, Though other eyes than mine may droop Beneath your ardent gaze. No broken vows have parted us, But duty, cold and stern, Has barred for us the shining path For which our spirits yearn. I 114 A CRY FOR PATIENCE. Oh! whether sweet the future is, Or lone and dark for you, You know that still, though far apart, One heart to you is true. A Cry for Hatirure. OH! give me patience, for my life Is full of ceaseless pain; And by Thy mighty power do Thou My weary soul sustain. Thou seest that my fragile bark Hath oft seemed near the shore; Yet some fresh wave hath cast it back To waters deep once more. So long have I been tempest-tossed, That I am in despair; The haven is so close, and yet I cannot enter there. BY THE SEA. 115 Thou hast appointed months and years Of pain to be my lot; My faith is weak, oh! strengthen me, That I may murmur not. My heart is overwhelmed, O God! Give patience unto me; Teach me to do Thy holy will, Whatever it may be. Give me to feel that I am loved, Though chastened sore of Thee; Then I will smile amid my tears, And suffer patiently. By the Sea. LOOKING out with eager eyes At the sunset's crimson dyes, Oh, what dreams before me rise! 116 BY THE SEA. Those bright beams around me cast Shadows of a recent past, Far too bright and fair to last. Gentle eyes of deepest blue, Lips of coral's richest hue, Oh! that you should be untrue! Dancing waves with foaming crest, Dashing on in wild unrest, Sunset in such glory drest! What is all this scene to me? Sunset's glow and moaning sea Mock me with their constancy. Who can tell the heart's dismay, When its idol falls away, Slowly crumbling into clay? Better had I once stood by In heartrending agony, And had seen my loved one die! THE BACHELOR'S MISSION. 117 The Bachelor's Hission. ALAS! this weary search for wives, It seems the mission of our lives: We want them more than beautiful, We want them more than dutiful But yet these qualities must be Among the many we would see. 'Tis sweet to see a pretty face, And form whose every step is grace; 'Tis pleasant also when you know For you the soft cheeks warmly glow. Beauty hath charms, but there must be More than an outward symmetry. The ladies say we do not know What we are seeking, for we go So lightly past them one by one, General lovers, loving none; But they are wrong-we know too well, And we can find few suitable.. We do not merely want a wife To share with us the joys of life, 118 THE BACHELOR'S MISSION. But also that in hours of need She may our weary footsteps lead; But, ah! our very restlessness Proves that we meet with no success. But more, still more-we wish to find One with so exquisite a mind, That while her thoughts exalted rise, The meanest thing she'll not despise- A mistress for our dwellings who In ruling is both just and true. We want a counsellor and friend Upon whose word we can depend- One whose soft hand will give us ease When we are sick, whose smiles will please, And whose soft footstep in our room Will drive away its dreary gloom. We want a woman tender, fair, One fit a mother's name to bear- One whose devotion all can see, Who gently rules her family; From whom no angry word is heard, Whose sweetness is a household word. GOOD NIGHT. [19 There are such women still we know, Hid by so much of outward show; Can it be wondered, then, that we Continue searching faithfully, Or that we quickly turn away From ladies of the present day? So long as fashion reigns around, So long will bachelors abound. Good Light. THE sun has set, The flowers sleep, The stars have ris'n Their watch to keep; The little birds Have winged their flight,- Beloved one, Good night, good night! I cannot see Thee, gentle one, But prayers for thee To Heaven are gone; I 20 THERE IS A SPOT. Sweet angels watch Thy slumbers light,- Beloved one, Good night, good night! There is a Spot. THERE is a lonely spot where oft My thoughts in sadness turn, Where woodland flowers in beauty grow, Where runs a rippling burn; Where birds sing gaily in the trees, Whose laden branches wave With the soft breath of every breeze, Above my darling's grave. A simple cross reveals the name Of her, who now at rest Sleeps on unconscious of my love, With sweet buds on her breast. A trailing flower has crept along, And twined about the stone; A rose-bush droops, as if ashamed Its beauty there to own. A HAPPY HEART. 121 The hill slopes gently, and the church Throws down its soft'ning shade. Upon the spot where she I lov'd Was long since sadly laid. By mem'ry's aid I often steal Back to that spot so fair, And all my pain is fresh and new For her that's lying there. I seem to lay again my cheek Upon the marble cold, And mourn anew the severed ties, The dearest earth can hold. Oh! bitter, bitter is my grief, Years have not made it less, For still my heart clings to that spot With mournful tenderness. A Happy Heart. WHY should I be sad When others are gay? Oh! why should I weep My short life away? 122 A HAPPY HEART. Ah! do not tell me That joy is fleeting, With all things so fair My senses greeting:- - The warm sunshine, the fragrant flow'rs, The rippling stream, the shady bow'rs; The gentle murmur of the breeze, Sighing softly among the trees. Oh! do not chide me, I cannot be sad, With all things around me To make me feel glad; E'en when the green leaf Has gone from the tree, Still in the winter 'Tis summer to me ;- A voice seems whisp'ring to me then, "The trees and flowers will bloom again;" He only weeps who sadness feels, So happy smiles my bliss reveals. THE SABBATH DAY. 123 The Sabbath Bay. WELCOME, Sweet day of rest, The one in seven Which, thanks to Thee, O God! Whispers of heaven; Speaks of a home above, Where by His wond'rous love Sin is forgiven. Speaks to our fainting hearts Burdened with care, "Oh! come ye to the cross, And leave it there!" Oft may we hear His voice, And at the sound rejoicé There to repair. Then we shall surely know The joy of rest, And shall lean trustingly On Jesus' breast; There, oh how safe we'll be To all eternity, For ever blest! 124 STRANGERS NOW. Strangers How. YOUR arms have been about me thrown, Your lips have pressed my brow; My head has lain upon your breast, But we are strangers now. Our lips have whispered loving words Which seemed a solemn vow; But, ah! wherever we may meet We are but strangers now. How often when the sun was high, Beneath some shady bough Your liquid voice has read to me! But we are strangers now. Yes, strangers now-but, oh! how sad These words seem to my heart! For when I see you even yet My pulses thrill and start. My love for you was true and deep, You called it into life; You kissed my lips the night I vowed. That I would be your wife. MY BABY. 125 I watched your eyes that seemed to speak With true love in return; The priceless treasure of a heart You only won to spurn. For soon you grew both cold and strange, The love died from your eyes; Not once to spare my breaking heart Did you the truth disguise. You did not notice that my step, Once light, grew sad and slow; You cared not that my cheeks grew thin And lost their healthy glow. And then at last your fickle heart Threw off each solemn vow; And so wherever we may meet We are but strangers now. Baby. BABY, little baby, Gone, for ever gone; All your pain is over, Ceased your pit'ous moan. 126 MY BABY. Baby, little baby, How I watched and wept, While God took my jewel, And the casket left. Baby, little baby, Home seems sad and still : Who could think a babe so Large a place could fill? Baby, little baby, No more patt'ring feet Waken mother early With their music sweet. Baby, little baby, No more prattling play, All your joyous laughter Now has died away. Baby, little baby, Grandma tells me oft, You are with the Saviour, In His bosom soft. THE MARKS OF AGE. 127 Baby, little baby, That is my belief; Yet I think He will not Chide a mother's grief. Baby, little baby, He is good and kind; Rather, broken hearts He'll Tenderly upbind. Baby, little baby, We shall meet again; In that land where cometh Neither death nor pain. The Harks of Agr. I LOVE to see the snowy hair About the brow of age; It seems like an interpreter Of all the life's long page. 128 THE MARKS OF AGE. In it I always seem to trace The story of the past; For is it not like blossoms nipped By winter's cruel blast? I love to search the furrows deep That stretch o'er brow and cheek; My fancy calls them battle-fields, And there I warriors seek. I see the hopes long struggled for, With youthful strength and might, And they but seem to me like scars, An earnest of the fight. I look into the eyes now dim, And, ah! they seem to say That they have toiled through weary paths- Thank God, now far away: And now have reached a peaceful shore, Where neither hopes nor fears Have power to stir their care-worn souls, Nor move their eyes to tears. FRIENDSHIP AND LOVE. 129 I ponder o'er the trembling lips, That now no longer speak In wrath or scorn, but tenderly Breathe out the love we seek. Oh! how I love the aged heart Where now no passions live, And reverence the silver crown That age and sorrow give! Friendship and Four. A BATTLE was waging Two monarchs between, The fire was the hottest, That ever was seen. Each wished to assert his Supremacy high, And each thought that with him The vict'ry would lie. K 130 FRIENDSHIP AND LOVE. The names of the warriors Were Friendship and Love, And bravely they struggled The strongest to prove. Those mighty combatants. Fought not with bright steel, But with a sharp weapon That thoughts can reveal. 66 'Friendship, give up the fight,” Sweet little Love said; Indeed, it is useless Attempting to spread Your new-fangled notions, For all men can see That you in creation Rank second to me." 66 "No, Love," replied Frendship, "You say not the truth, Because I am constant In age or in youth: While you are so faithless, That if but a word Is spoken in anger Your whole soul is stirred. FRIENDSHIP AND LOVE. 131 "You're up in arms quickly, And cast off the chain, That hearts should bind firmly In pleasure or pain; You throw away lightly The sweet cup of bliss,- Who would not choose Friendship To Love such as this? "No fond protestations I make such as you; I do not require them, To prove myself true." "But, ah!" said Love brightly, "That still does not show That you are superior. Let you and I go "Quickly throughout the world, And then you will see That earth's greatest power Most surely is me. You'll see how my subjects Will all own my sway; How gladly they hasten My laws to obey." 132. FRIENDSHIP AND LOVE. "I never will own it,” Dear Friendship replied; "Too much of your gambols I've seen at your side. You flatter your subjects With joys that you bring, And leave them to wander As blind as their king." "Oh, Friendship, you know not The bliss that I give," Was Love's ready answer; "Fond hearts in me live. Now pray do not envy The reign that is mine; Believe what I tell you, My joys are divine." The battle grew fiercer, When, placid and calm, Sweet Peace, like an angel, With uplifted arm, Lighted upon the scene, And with but a word Settled the hot dispute Those warriors had stirred. FRIENDSHIP AND LOVE. 133 "Dear friends," said Peace softly, "You two mighty powers Have opened a question That's lasted for hours, Of which shall be greatest; Now how it can be That either can claim it I do not well see. "For your close connection Is patent to all; Without one the other Most surely would fall. One is the foundation, Upon which is reared The fabric of either, As oft hath appeared. "If Love is the temple, Then Friendship the stone That firmly upholds it, And gives it its tone. If Friendship, then Love will Security give ;- Rest assured that together You two friends should live. 134 SUNSET. "Well, Peace," said Love gently, "You've said what is true; I know that I'm strongest When Friendship's in view." "And with Love I'm firmest," Then Friendship replied; "So let us in future Be seen side by side." Sunset. CLOUDS of glory sailing slowly Onward to the glowing west; Clouds of purple, clouds of amber, Darker ones with fleecy crest ;- All combine to lend their beauty To that gorgeous western scene, Where the sun in all his splendour Dies in glory calm, serene. SUNSET. 135 Like a king in royal garments Seems the setting sun to me; Crimson, gold, and purple blending In the choicest harmony. And he casts his rich reflection O'er the clouds as on they press; Giving brighter, deeper lustre To their own fair loveliness. Sinking lower, ever lower, Slowly fading from my sight, He disappears, but leaves behind A richly tinted track of light. Soon my busy fancy wanders Far away, now he is gone, To that fair celestial city Which he needs not shine upon. And this hour of solemn grandeur Softly stirs my soul to prayer, That when for me life's sun has set I may find an entrance there. 136 FAREWELL. Farewell. I Do not ask another word from thee: The 'witching spell Thy presence cast about me now is fled; But though our love is lying cold and dead, Oh! say farewell! We stand unmasked, our natures true unearthed, And now we see, In place of fancied love, a dreary waste; There is not even one congenial taste "Tween me and thee. I thought each aspiration of my soul In thee had met; I crowned thee king upon my heart's high throne, And thou hast reigned there, unrebuked, alone, Where thou wast set. But now with ruthless hand I cast thee down, Whom once I loved; How beautiful my idol seemed, and fair, Of pure material and beauties rare, Yet worthless proved! FAREWELL. 137 You said you loved me-that the sweetest dreams Of all thy life Were realised when, with quivering lip, I let the promise from me softly slip To be thy wife. But now thy treachery is all revealed, My panting heart Weeps in self-pity, while it scorns the lies That you have spoken with both lips and eyes,— Oh let us part! I could have pardoned all except deceit, But not that wrong: You kissed me, and each kiss was false, and now I'll feel their sting upon my lips and brow My whole life long. But still in pity for what once has been, Though like a knell It sounds upon us both from that dark height Of outraged pride on which we stand to-night, Oh! say farewell! 138 THE WAY. The Hay. IF I can only hear Thee say, "This is the way," Then, Lord, whate'er the path may be, I will obey. Dark, dark it hath been and dreary, Affliction's night, Yet in its deepest gloom I've felt All must be right. To Thy most gracious promises My weak faith clings; Redeemer of my soul, hide me Beneath Thy wings, Until this storm be overpast, Its shadows flown; The seed of sorrow then shall spring To bright flowers grown. Jesus! dear Saviour of the world, Thou Lamb of God! Oh! leave me not an hour alone Upon the road. TO A BABY-GIRL. 139 But guide my 'falt'ring steps each one Unto that rest, Where weary heads a pillow find Upon Thy breast. To a Baby-Girl. OH! come to the green fields, baby mine, Cowslips and daisies there I will twine Into a wee crown for thee to wear, Over your sweet brow and flaxen hair; Yes, I will crown thee, my little queen, Surely a fairer never was seen. Then I will seek all over the field A little sceptre for thee to wield; And after thy heavy task is o'er, I'll teach thee to walk on earth's soft floor, Watching your tottering steps each one, After I leave thee to walk alone; And my reward for all this shall be To see how you laugh and coo at me. Victoria more like a queen may seem, Bnt over my heart you reign supreme. 140 GERALDINE., Brave and Trur. LINES WRITTEN FOR A GENTLEMAN'S ALBUM. BE brave and true-these noble words Should be Ambition's highest aim; They bear the choice, delicious fruits Which cluster round a good man's name. The footprints of the brave and true Are left upon the world's rough way, And serve as guides to falt'ring steps, That might without them turn astray. Our station may be high or low, Still let us keep this end in view- Those only can be trusted in Who strive to be both brave and true. Eeraldine. SWEET as the summer breeze, Sweet as the fair June rose, Sweet as the fresh green trees, Sweet as a babe's repose: CUT DOWN. 141 Sweet as the rippling sea, Sweet as the moon's soft sheen,— Sweet as those things to me Art thou, my Geraldine. Sweet as the mountain flower, Sweet as the dewdrop bright, Sweet as the twilight hour, Sweet as the stars of night: Sweet as the lark's clear song, Sweet as the dawn serene,— Sweetest among this throng Art thou, my Geraldine. Cut Bown. WRITTEN ON THE DEATH OF M. A. M. CUT down in the morning Of her fresh young life, Ere her soul was wearied With the world's sad strife. 142 CUT DOWN. Cut down like the lilies Lying on her breast, Fading in her sweetness To eternal rest. Cut down, oh! so gently, Like a falling leaf; As the leaves her life was, Beautiful but brief. Cut down, with no evil In her guileless heart, Every kind of sorrow From her life apart. Cut down-weep not wildly- Hush thy sobs awhile; Look upon that sleeper With her heavenly smile. Cut down, but each feature Speaks of deep, sweet peace; Let that give you comfort, Let your mourning cease. MY HEART. 143 Cut down, not in anger, But in God's great love; He has called her to a Fairer home above. Cut down like a blossom From its parent stem, She is now a jewel In Christ's diadem. My Heart. You ask me to open The door of my heart, That thus you may enter And search every part; I'll open the portal Obedient to you, But, ah! I would rather Have hid it from view. 144 MY HEART. There, roam through its cloisters, Each aisle you may tread, Waking sad memories That long have been dead. You'll see there spots of green As onward you steal, And as you move nearer They graves will reveal. But, ah! you can guess not At what they contain; They are the hopes of years Deep buried in pain. Oh! place your feet gently As onward you move, The spot is so sacred To friendship and love. See, high above each grave There hangs a pale light; By it you'll read the pain Thus buried from sight. Ah! have your eyes grown dim? I'll kiss off each tear, That each cherished record To you may be clear. MY HEART. 145 No other form than mine Hath knelt here before; No footsteps have echoed Upon this lone floor; But now I'm guiding you Through each lonely cell, Showing without reserve The tenants that dwell. But, dear one, do not weep— Between those dark graves The sea of peace runs down, And each green mound laves; Sometimes it overflows, Until I can see Fond dreams of other years Returning to me. Even in this sad heart Hope's light is not dead; The fair bird in radiance Its sweet wings outspread; And, oh! it soared to you And whispered its tale; What will the answer be? Shall love prevail? L 146 THE DAWN OF LOVE. Is my heart too gloomy A place for your rest? Your love would lighten it, And I should be blest. What though the graves are green, Oft watered by tears? May not fair blossoms grow, And hide them with years? What you will come to it And reign there as queen, Over the ruins grey, Where sadness has been ? God bless you, my dearest! How sweet it will be To owe my life's brightness To one dear as thee! The Bawn of Four. I WATCHED the soft eyes drooping Their silky fringe, Resting on the velvet cheek Of rosy tinge. THE DAWN OF LOVE. 147 The childish laugh no longer Fell on my ear, And she would sit so silent When I was near. If but a flower I gathered And threw away, Her gentle eyes would linger Near where it lay. Did our hands meet a moment, Ah! then a blush Would sweep o'er cheek and temple With vivid rush. The tender lips would quiver If but to me She spoke, however formal The words might be. As roses seem the sweetest 'Neath pearly dew, So with Love's veil upon her She sweeter grew. 148 ON THE DEATH OF A FRIEND. Beneath the rosy curtain Of shy reserve, Love's coming day was peeping, I could observe. I gently stirred the curtain, My thoughts to prove, And I was blest in watching The dawn of Love. Lines ON HEARING OF THE DEATH OF A ONCE DEAR FRIEND. Ir is so sad for me to know The eyes once sweetly blue and bright, That sparkled so in days of yore, Are shrouded now in death's dark night. So piteous too to think that now The wealth of shining golden hair Is simply braided from the brow, That was so purely white and fair. ON THE DEATH OF A FRIEND. 149 That all the rich vermilion hue Has faded from the rounded cheek; How strange the laughter-loving lips No longer to the loved ones speak! It seems unnatural that she Should now be lying cold and still, Who was so full of health and life, And hearts with merriment could fill. 'Tis ever sad to hear that one We love has said farewell to earth, But saddest when a babe is left Helpless and motherless from birth. O once dear friend! I mourn thy death, And I will cherish warm and true The memory of bygone years That brings our friendship back to view. And I will pray thy little child May be the Shepherd's tender care; That He may guide its path to heaven, That you may meet together there. 150 MY DEAR OLD SONGS. My Bear Di8 Songs. DEAR, dear old songs, how sadly you recall The happy days for ever past and gone, When I could warble out your pretty thoughts, And give a simple joy to every one. How oft I've seen the ready smile appear When I have sung a gay and lively strain! And quite as often I have seen the tears O'erflow, when I have sung of grief and pain. And yet, although that time is past and gone, I love to think that once my voice was sweet; That I have used the talent that God gave, So that it pierced the feelings' deep retreat. It casts a holy glow about my past To know the treasure that I once possessed, Although it gives a keen edge to my pain To find it now so sadly laid to rest. Would that again my voice might stir the hearts Of those I love! Ah! then my songs should be With fuller, sweeter words, and holier theme, Set to a deeper flow of melody. SONNET. 151 Dear, dear old songs, that once I loved to sing, You touch my mem'ry with a soft, sweet strain; But though so sweet, alas! those songs of old Bring also sadder mem'ries in their train. Bouurt TO THE NIGHTINGALE. O LITTLE bird! whose wondrous notes In melting sweetness round us floats In the hushed silence of the night,- That hour when Fancy wings her flight And soars through regions clear and high, And liquid as yon cloudless sky, In which the moon and starry throng Seem list'ning to thy tender song. Ah! how those notes can stir my soul, As from thy tiny throat they roll In a wild flood of melody, Rising and falling ceaselessly! 152 A BIRTHDAY PRAYER. Now with a deep outburst of praise, Now with the sweetest of love's lays, But ever thrilling, ever clear, To the enraptured list'ning ear. O songster sweet! the thoughtful mind In thee a lesson deep can find: That not in lovely forms alone Are virtues fair to look upon; Thy quiet plumage hides a gift That every human soul can lift. And so, beneath a homely face, Is ofttimes hid the lovely grace Of Truth, that gem within the breast, Which having we are sweetly blest. Birthday Trager. DEAREST, I pray that you may have This sweet foretaste of heaven- The power to feel the love of God In gifts withheld or given. ISABEL. 153 Isabel. ON a mossy bank she sat, Beside a rippling stream, Whose waters clear reflected The morning sun's bright beam. "Oh! sad, sad heart!" she said, "My every hope has fled; I now but ask for peace, Until thy beatings cease." On went the shining streamlet, With not a moment's rest; Sweet buds, and blossoms sailing Upon its gleaming breast. "Oh! stricken heart!" she cried, 66 Bliss is to thee denied; No buds or flowerets fair E'er come to claim thy care." Still dancing, gurgling ever, The rippling stream goes on, Regardless of the echo It gives to that sad moan; 154 OLD LETTERS. "Oh! weary heart," she asked, "Shall sweet peace come at last? Or is it still for me To bear pain silently." The murmur of the brooklet Now seemed a sweet low song, Telling her how grand it is To suffer, and be strong; "Oh! heart," she sobbed, "look up, I'll drink my bitter cup, Though tears are falling fast, And peace will come at last." Did Fetters. I WATCH them burning slowly one by one, Those still dear relics of a love now lost, Alas! the hand that penned them ne'er will know The bitter pain her broken vows have cost. OLD LETTERS. 155 I read them ere I give them to the flames, And tears-though manhood crowns my brow- will start, As some stray speech replete with love I see, That makes it harder still from her to part. Ah! here is one, and in it lying still A gift of love-a lock of soft brown hair; No, no, I cannot burn this little curl, The pain would be too great for me to bear. And here is this one, it shall never go, For on it there are marks that once were tears; Until my dying-day this shall remain In sacred memory of former years. I think she loved me once, for I recall Those lustrous eyes, so full of truth and love; And feel again her little soft white hands Caressing mine, her love and joy to prove. But never more shall our hands meet again, Nor shall I see again that beauteous face; I could not bear to look upon it, if not free Her every passing thought in it to trace. 156 MAGDALEN. I watch them burning slowly one by one, Each line, each word, e'en to the name I see ; And by each bitter pang that rends my heart, I know I've felt love's stern reality. Magdalen. SEE that wasted, drooping frame, Bowed with sense of sin and shame, Feebly breathing out Thy name. Jesus, save her. At Thy cross behold her stand, Grasping it with trembling hand, Though her brow yet bears a brand. Jesus, save her. • Oh! how hard the road she's trod, From a life of sin to God, Burdened with guilt's heavy load. Jesus, save her. MAGDALEN. 157 See her torn and bleeding feet. Of her heart an emblem meet, Penitence to thee is sweet. Jesus, save her. Watching that lone sinner there, Listen to her humble prayer, Stealing through the midnight air. Jesus, save her. "Save me! oh, Eternal Son, Take away the ills I've done, Look in mercy me upon." Jesus, save her. "Wash away sin's crimson dyes, By Thy one great sacrifice." Hear her heavy moans and sighs. Jesus, save her. Prayer like this ne'er rose in vain, To the Lamb who once was slain; Make, oh, make her pure again! Jesus, save her. 158 SLEEP. By lone dark Gethsemane, By Thy cross on Calvary, Jesus, by these things I see Thou wilt save her. Slerp. SLEEP, welcome sleep, When the tired eyelids close, When the 'soul forgets its sorrow, In calm repose. Sleep, grateful sleep, To the weary toil-worn frame; A potent spell is found in thy Mysterious name. Sleep, soothing sleep, To the fevered throbbing brain, When health, through thy sweet vale, once more Flows back again. AU REVOIR. 159 Sleep, dreamful sleep, When another world unfolds Its mystic charms, and with its spell Our spirit holds. Sleep, peaceful sleep, When our daily cross laid down, In Thy soft arms we change it for A glowing crown. Sleep, blessed sleep, When the soul has passed away, Waking to all the glories of Eternal day. Au Braair. NoT now good-bye, my best beloved, But only "Au revoir"; After to-night you'll be my own, And we shall part no more. 160 AU REVOIR. My heart's glad song, sun, moon, and stars Seem ever echoing; And every hour that passes by, New brightness seems to bring. I even seem to tread the earth With a new buoyancy; I never knew until to night How dear you are to me. Oh! let me see those gentle eyes, What in them glist'ning tears? Surely they cannot mean that you Have fear for future years. No, no, that jealous doubt is past, Look up, and let me see The happy gladness of my heart, Reflected, love, on thee. I pray that to-morrow morning, No tears may stain your face; That I may see your sweetest smile Amid your clouds of lace. DEATH OF A DEAR SISTER. 161 That will be the happiest moment, The proudest of my life; When from the altar I shall turn, Claiming you as my wife. Du the Brath of a Brar Sister. WE cannot yet restrain the grief That reigns within our breast, But still 'tis sweet to think of her, The weary one at rest. We would not call her back again From all the new-found bliss That now is hers, in yon bright world, After the pain of this. But still, but still our hearts are sore, The wound is fresh and deep, And though we try to joy with her We also mourn and weep. M 162 DEATH OF A DEAR SISTER. God hath implanted in our hearts The precious germ of love, And will He chide us that we now Its mighty nature prove? Ah, no! He makes our grief His own, He knows 'tis hard to part From earthly dear ones, and He sends Sweet comfort to our heart. He bids us look beyond the grave To heaven, the home that He Hath purchased for us by His pains, And death on Calvary. He knows the slough of dark despair Through which our spirits wade, He wept Himself beside the tomb Where one He loved was laid. And so He gently pleads with us His promises of love, That broken families on earth Are formed anew above. A MESSAGE SENT BY FLOWERS. 163 Oh! may He give us faith to raise Our eyes by weeping dim, And tearfully in hope resign Our dear lost one to Him. We know she'll safe with Him remain, And on a heavenly shore We trust that through our Saviour's blood, We'll meet to part no more. rssage Brut by Flowers. A PANSY, a Rose-bud With moss round its leaves, And sweet purple Lilac, My hand fondly weaves; A Jonquil, and Hawthorn, A Blue-bell, and Fern I add, that my message You quickly may learn. 164 EVENING SHADOWS. With these a Peach Blossom And Balsam I'll send; A sprig of dark Ivy Will then sweetly blend; A Cedar and Bay leaf Together shall be, And in these few flowers My message you'll see. Eurning Shadows. EVENING shadows gently falling Steal into the cheerful room, And I sit and watch my darling, In the twilight's mystic gloom. With her first-born tiny treasure Sleeping softly on her knee, That is now the sweetest picture That the whole world holds for me. EVENING SHADOWS. 165 But the flick'ring firelight shows me That her thoughts are far away, And I fondly try to follow In the paths where now they stray. And I fancy she is thinking Of her short and sunny life, Of her home in happy childhood, Where I sought her for my wife. There she sees her gentle parents, Brothers, sisters, friends so true, Each one as a panorama Passing swiftly in review. Sunny slopes and verdant meadows, Where her childish games were played, With the tiny babbling brooklet Where her feet so oft have strayed. Shady lanes and leafy hedgerows Follow in her thoughts' sweet train, And the sound of merry voices Echoes over all the plain. 166 EVENING SHADOWS. And once more she is among them, As in happy days of yore, Never dreaming for a moment That those days for her are o'er. But a sigh from that sweet sleeper Calls her back again I see, For she starts and quickly glances From the little babe to me. I wonder if 'tis hard to wake From that dream of childhood's hours, To feel that she belongs to me, That this little child is ours. Ah! that thought lives but a moment, For her hand steals into mine, And her gentle eyes are beaming With the mother-love divine. I do not grudge her looking back On her pure life's even flow, But love to watch her fair young face With each tender mem'ry glow. A BAY-LEAF. 167 For when I took her from her home She was but a child in years, And well I know that now for me She must taste life's earnest cares. While the twilight softly deepens, Drawing her unto my breast, I feel that in life's light or shade My fond heart is strangely blessed. Bag-Erat. "I CHANGE but in dying!" beautiful thought Brought by a leaf to me! I gather the lesson so simply taught Of truth and constancy. Sweet leaf, I ask From thee this task, Speed fast from me, And silently Tell him whose faith in me's relying, In thine own words, "I change but in dying!" 168 NOWHERE TO LAY HIS HEAD. But linger a moment, beautiful leaf: There is a lovely flower Which entwined with thee will in words still brief, Gladden a lonely hour. Near me there grows A sweet moss-rose: A bud will say, With trembling lay, "I love thee!" and you, so sweetly vieing, Will say, "I love, and change but in dying!" Howhere to Kay Kis Krad. NOWHERE to lay His head! O God! The wealth of sadness that those words contain! Alone upon the earth He trod, There was no solace for the Saviour's pain. Nowhere to lay His head! and yet He loved to give to others peace and rest; His griefs he ever could forget In giving joy unto some other breast. NOWHERE TO LAY HIS HEAD. 169 Nowhere to lay His head! ah, no! Without a shelter from the tempest strong; Yet He was ready still to go Through boist'rous seas, to cheer a doubting throng. Nowhere to lay His head! but oft He prayed at night upon the mountain-side For those who, now on pillows soft, Should one day claim Him for their heavenly guide. Nowhere to lay His head! it seems As though our ruined souls this truth must win From all our vain and earthly dreams, To hate the very name and sight of sin. Nowhere to lay His head! oh, think! Creator of the universe was He, Who snatched us from the fearful brink On which we stood, above a yawning sea. Nowhere to lay His head! until It lay at rest within the lonely tomb, And then, through God's most holy will, The sinner had escaped his awful doom. 170 OUT IN THE COLD. But in the Golf. OUT in the cold, Watching the while The favoured ones Sunned in thy smile. Hungry at heart, Shivering with pain, Fiercely the storms Within me reign. Out in the cold, Far from thy side, Bearing my grief In silent pride. Cold as the snow Thine eyes to me, Thy lips and words An icy sea. Out in the cold, Throbbing with pain, More piercing than The pelting rain. THY NAME. 171 Weary and worn My sad eyes fill, While in the cold I watch thee still. Thy Hame. WHY is it that I always blush At mention of thy name? How is that no other words Can move me quite the same? Why is it that my heart beats fast, And that my eyes grow soft, If but the whisper of thy name Is from me borne aloft ? How is it that I seem to walk In fairy paths of light, If but thy name has echoed o'er Where all around is night? 172 HOPE'S WHISPER. Why is it that my joyous heart With rippling bliss o'erflows? If but thy name is linked with mine, Ah! who my rapture knows? Why is it that no other life Seems half so fair as mine? Oh! 'tis because thy heart's my own, And all my love is thine. Hour's Whisper. WHAT is this sweet and gentle voice, Like music in my ear, Stealing through midnight's dreary gloom, My lonely heart to cheer? It is a voice I have not heard Through years of weary pain; And, ah its tender tone brings back The dear old times again. MAY. 173 How sacred I have ever held Remembrance of the past, Though every flower that bloomed in it Has from my path been cast! This voice takes not away the pain Of all those weary years; Nor does it teach me to expect A life exempt from cares. But list'ning to its soothing tone, Clouds from my heart doth roll; And once again I recognise Hope's whisper to my soul. jag· Blue eyes smiling, All hearts wiling, Love beguiling, Lovely May. Fair hair streaming, In light gleaming, Bright gold seeming, Witching May. 174 COME, SEE THE PLACE. Red lips pouting, Your words doubting, At facts scouting, Daring May. Watch her tripping, Rose trees stripping, Sweet buds nipping, Childish May. Romping, laughing, Always chaffing, Life's joys quaffing, That's my May. Comr, Brr the larz. COME, see the place where Jesus lay, Behold, the stone is rolled away; "The Lord is ris'n," the angels cry, "By His great power and majesty." COME, SEE THE PLACE. 175 Come, see the place-though holy ground, Yet all who will may gather round; None too guilty to be denied, For sinners Christ was crucified. Come, see the place-His empty tomb, A place of joy has now become; For, stooping down and looking in, We see atonement made for sin. Come, see the place, and let us try To understand this mystery ; God reconciled through Christ to us, Whose sins have nailed Him to the cross. Come, see the place--what matchless love God's gift of His dear Son doth prove! For this to live, for this to die, That He might sinners justify. Come, see the place, and let us raise Our hearts to Him in thankful praise For His great love so freely giv'n, To purchase for us life in heaven. 176 WITHERED FLOWERS. Withered Flowers. 'Tis only some withered flowers I am holding in my hand; Withered and dead, yet they are tied By a little bright blue band. How these faded flowers remind me Of my golden dreams long past; When my life was bright, and sorrow Had no shadow o'er me cast. Ah! fain would my memory linger On that fair and sunny shore; But later years have sadly dimmed The vision so sweet of yore. The hand that placed these once fair buds In mine, as a pledge of love, No longer holds it in the clasp That our hearts could strangely move. WITHERED FLOWERS. 177 Ah, no like this little bouquet, Our deep love faded away; And crushed, my once bright heart was left, On the morning of life's day. I will not blame him, but how sad It is upon looking back, To see the fairest flowers of life Lying withered on its track. Though fairest, they are not the best, The hearts that are once thrown by May bloom with a deeper beauty, Although they were left to die. I know not why I have treasured These poor little faded flowers, They come as low-voiced messengers, Of those vanished happy hours. I know that I am happier now, With these dead flowers in my hand, Than when I stood with him, once dear, In the glory of Love's land. N 178 HEAVEN. But into my full and happy life Runs the stream of memory still; As rivers must owe all their depth To many a rippling rill. Beauru. OH! heaven, heaven, beautiful place, Where saints behold their Redeemer's face; The city whose strong foundations sure Throughout eternity shall endure. Oh! heaven, heaven, thy streets of gold Gleam with a beauty all untold; Thy pearly gates, and thy jasper wall, Have God and the Lamb to light them all. Oh! heaven, heaven, thy crystal sea Flows gently beside the healing tree; Where the feet of saints enraptured stray, Happy and blest through the endless day. HEAVEN. 179 Oh! heaven, heaven, where heave no sighs, Nor teardrops are seen in mourning eyes; Where no more sorrow nor pain shall come, Nor death shall enter that peaceful home. Oh! heaven, heaven, if all thy light Comes out from the throne so pure and white; How could I bear before it to stand, But for the touch of my Saviour's hand? Oh! heaven, heaven, when shall I see The glory that is awaiting me? Oh! when shall I touch thy streets of gold, Gathered at last to the Shepherd's fold? Oh! heaven, heaven, amid the throng Of angels singing the glad new song; How I shall gaze on each shining face, The friends of my earthly life to trace. Oh! heaven, heaven, then shall appear The reason for all my trials here; And I shall wonder I so repined, When all my sorrows are left behind. 180 MY BEAU IDEAL. Oh! heaven, heaven, no night is there, No darkness falls on the city fair; 'Tis sweet to think of the bliss that waits The soul that passes the pearly gates. My ran oral. He must be very noble, who Could win this wayward heart; He must be one who takes in life An active, zealous part. I do not mean that he must be High on the steps of fame; I only ask that he shall bear A bright untarnished name. He must be the companion Of all the true and brave; One quick to stretch a helping hand, Less gifted ones to save. MY BEAU IDEAL. 181 I care naught for his outward form, But, oh! he must have eyes That speak nobility of soul, To which I fain would rise. He must be one to whom I could Look up with honest pride; One who, in rising higher still, Would keep me at his side. Who would not look with proud disdain On woman's intellect; But share his deepest thoughts with me, As if I could reflect. He must be one I knew full well Was mine both heart and soul; And one who would not scorn to feel A woman's sweet control. But one whose manliness was such, That none could think that he Would weakly to my will submit, Should we not quite agree. 182 MY BEAU IDEAL. Ah, no! I have no deep dislike To feel a ruling hand; But he must be one who in love Would issue his command. Yes! he must be all this to whom This wayward heart of mine Would ever owe allegiance sweet, Or could itself resign. Ranken & Co., Printers, Drury House, St. Mary-le-Strand, London. 201